WEBVTT - Bad Fine 0:00:01.160 --> 0:00:04.240 Hi, I'm Kate Berlan, I'm Jacqueline Novak, And this is poog, 0:00:04.600 --> 0:00:08.440 an ongoing conversation about wellness between two obsessive fends. 0:00:08.200 --> 0:00:09.920 Two untamable intellects. 0:00:09.960 --> 0:00:11.879 This is our hobby, This is our hell, This is 0:00:11.920 --> 0:00:15.720 our naked desire for free products. This is poog. Today's 0:00:15.760 --> 0:00:16.640 topics listly. 0:00:16.480 --> 0:00:20.560 Speaking, book, hospital, a wooden bowl, and a dead rat. 0:00:25.040 --> 0:00:34.680 Hullo. Hi, Hey, hey, how are you. I'm not good? Yeah, 0:00:35.000 --> 0:00:37.000 I'm fine. I'm fine. 0:00:37.120 --> 0:00:42.320 I'm f I N E B A D B A 0:00:42.520 --> 0:00:46.240 fine bad Yeah, fine bad, Yeah, it's fine. 0:00:46.320 --> 0:00:47.720 Mental mental, uh. 0:00:48.760 --> 0:00:50.599 I mean you know, like there used to be these 0:00:50.680 --> 0:00:54.200 visions of like the future how it was all gonna 0:00:54.280 --> 0:00:54.639 kind of. 0:00:56.240 --> 0:00:57.000 Be fluck out. 0:00:57.240 --> 0:01:01.320 Oh sorry, no, no, sorry, it was all gonna be 0:01:01.360 --> 0:01:04.520 fucked like, you know, like the future like like like 0:01:04.560 --> 0:01:05.880 this kind of like we're all gonna be on our 0:01:05.920 --> 0:01:08.360 phones and everything's gonna be made of plastic, like and 0:01:08.400 --> 0:01:11.399 it's gonna be toxic, and like it's gonna be fluorescent 0:01:11.440 --> 0:01:13.080 lights in our eyes at night and the whole thing, 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:14.880 and like we're all just gonna be whatever. 0:01:15.040 --> 0:01:19.800 And I think it's here that hell, yeah, I think 0:01:19.840 --> 0:01:20.319 it's here. 0:01:20.520 --> 0:01:26.160 Yeah, Like like I think we're all living like a 0:01:26.280 --> 0:01:29.280 variety of experiments that they do on rats where they go, 0:01:30.160 --> 0:01:31.480 look this light focks them up. 0:01:31.520 --> 0:01:35.000 Oh look this like at the at. 0:01:34.840 --> 0:01:39.880 The height of even you know, like you're living well, 0:01:40.760 --> 0:01:45.160 you're living well, You're fucked, nothing. 0:01:44.840 --> 0:01:45.760 To complain about. 0:01:47.360 --> 0:01:50.360 And and I was just doing almost it kind of helps. 0:01:50.440 --> 0:01:50.720 Just now. 0:01:50.800 --> 0:01:54.040 I was performatively stomping around the house, like doing my 0:01:54.120 --> 0:01:58.240 heel strike really hard on the floor. Stomp stomp, stump, stomp, stomp, 0:01:58.880 --> 0:02:00.800 a heel strike. Feel it's kind of good. 0:02:01.040 --> 0:02:02.120 I'm I'm it's good. 0:02:02.240 --> 0:02:05.600 I'm medicating right now with a good spirit French exhale 0:02:06.440 --> 0:02:07.800 hemp Valerian root. 0:02:08.040 --> 0:02:10.800 And you're supposed to drink this before bed. It's noon. 0:02:11.160 --> 0:02:11.800 How'd you get that? 0:02:14.240 --> 0:02:16.760 I like, it's noon, and it's it's I'm by the 0:02:16.760 --> 0:02:19.200 way already. Okay, I have two things to say. I'm 0:02:19.200 --> 0:02:21.960 gonna heal through errands today. I saw a meme like 0:02:22.080 --> 0:02:25.800 six years ago that was like through erin errans. Yeah, 0:02:26.080 --> 0:02:28.239 that was like I love, like, thank God for the 0:02:28.360 --> 0:02:31.320 days I become myself through running errands or something. And 0:02:31.360 --> 0:02:33.760 I really feel that, and I feel like I'm going 0:02:33.840 --> 0:02:34.359 to go to my. 0:02:35.280 --> 0:02:36.160 Little grocery store. 0:02:36.200 --> 0:02:38.280 I'm gonna go to the pack the shipping center where 0:02:38.280 --> 0:02:40.320 they know one love me. By the way, community is 0:02:40.480 --> 0:02:43.040 really alive with the shipping center. I went to a 0:02:43.160 --> 0:02:46.839 new shipping center. I'd never been to. Incredible community. God, 0:02:46.960 --> 0:02:50.079 not the one you've been talking about so exactly. I 0:02:50.200 --> 0:02:52.840 drive out of my forgot no, no, I drive out 0:02:52.880 --> 0:02:54.760 of my way to go to the further place right 0:02:55.000 --> 0:02:56.960 and this place was I was like, that's crazy. 0:02:57.000 --> 0:02:59.880 Try out the closer place. I felt like I was cheating. 0:03:00.040 --> 0:03:03.639 Oh no, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. 0:03:03.639 --> 0:03:07.880 Oh my god, all right the owl owl owl ow? 0:03:08.080 --> 0:03:09.200 What was it? 0:03:09.880 --> 0:03:12.240 My computer dropped and I tried to save it and 0:03:12.680 --> 0:03:15.200 it fell on my finger. But which doesn't sound like anything, 0:03:15.320 --> 0:03:16.480 but it felt. 0:03:16.520 --> 0:03:20.640 Sometimes it helps to say out like just now, yeah, yeah. 0:03:20.680 --> 0:03:24.239 My partner hugged me and I went, oh, your toothpick 0:03:24.440 --> 0:03:26.639 is like digging into me. And they were like show 0:03:26.720 --> 0:03:28.240 me with their hand, like they had a toothpick in 0:03:28.240 --> 0:03:29.680 their hand. It was like nowhere near my body. 0:03:29.800 --> 0:03:32.400 I was like, oh, it's hurting me. Wasn't there. 0:03:32.520 --> 0:03:35.080 I used to get accused that, like as a little kid, 0:03:35.120 --> 0:03:37.200 like my brother would like go to like punch me 0:03:37.320 --> 0:03:37.640 or something. 0:03:37.640 --> 0:03:38.600 It was like I'd say, oh. 0:03:38.600 --> 0:03:41.280 Before of course, like it hit Yeah, of course, but 0:03:42.320 --> 0:03:47.360 that's not so wrong. I'm the chaos of my gear. 0:03:48.000 --> 0:03:51.360 Those who know me, no, my gear ahead, drawers and 0:03:51.440 --> 0:03:56.320 drawers of gear. But I was gonna say, wait, that 0:03:56.440 --> 0:03:59.440 drink you're drinking Good Spirit? Is there any alcohol in it? 0:03:59.520 --> 0:04:00.000 Or is it straight? 0:04:00.360 --> 0:04:02.200 Like, no, you're not good on it. 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:05.240 It's a non acoka, it's a It's just thirty five 0:04:05.240 --> 0:04:09.240 miligrams of hemp and Valerian good spirits. I've I've talked 0:04:09.280 --> 0:04:12.600 about them before. I drink this once before bed and 0:04:12.680 --> 0:04:18.120 felt like it calmed me down. And I asked, yeah, 0:04:18.240 --> 0:04:20.080 I don't think there is that in this, but that 0:04:20.120 --> 0:04:20.680 would be the. 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:26.159 Correct that's that's in the spirit of this. I have 0:04:26.200 --> 0:04:26.440 to say. 0:04:26.480 --> 0:04:32.200 I want to say this. I tremendous. I did something today. 0:04:34.120 --> 0:04:37.040 I had two obligations that. By the way, let's talk 0:04:37.080 --> 0:04:40.880 about canceling for a second. You're canceling something seven days out. 0:04:42.880 --> 0:04:46.599 You are good? Okay, I canceled something seven days out. 0:04:46.760 --> 0:04:48.680 You know what I believe about that? 0:04:49.120 --> 0:04:49.200 What? 0:04:49.520 --> 0:04:49.560 No? 0:04:49.720 --> 0:04:49.880 What? 0:04:51.440 --> 0:04:51.719 Well? 0:04:52.360 --> 0:04:55.280 Given my history and depression, Okay, yeah, canceling. 0:04:56.440 --> 0:04:58.400 No, no, no, honey, I'm not talking about it during an event. 0:04:58.480 --> 0:05:00.360 I'm not talking about dinner. I'm talking show. 0:05:00.440 --> 0:05:01.279 What are we talking about. 0:05:01.360 --> 0:05:04.800 I'm talking about like being on a show we're being 0:05:04.839 --> 0:05:07.960 on or your own show, not my own show. I've 0:05:07.960 --> 0:05:09.400 been canceling. 0:05:10.400 --> 0:05:18.120 Yeah I never wait, so just you started with canceling, 0:05:18.200 --> 0:05:20.279 let's talk about it. Seven day out. You're fine, but 0:05:20.400 --> 0:05:21.039 give us more. 0:05:21.440 --> 0:05:21.640 Yeah. 0:05:21.760 --> 0:05:26.680 So, well, a couple of things actually canceled on a 0:05:26.880 --> 0:05:30.039 hey we should get dinner soon, just kind of came 0:05:30.080 --> 0:05:33.640 out with it ain't happening, like. 0:05:34.160 --> 0:05:38.040 Wait, wait, wait, but we should get dinner soon. And 0:05:38.080 --> 0:05:40.279 then there was a date made. 0:05:40.440 --> 0:05:44.120 No, no, no, somebody reached out, let's get like can 0:05:44.320 --> 0:05:45.760 like do you want to get dinner on the books? 0:05:45.760 --> 0:05:51.680 And I basically was like, no, don't cancel. And there's 0:05:51.680 --> 0:05:52.600 a cancel. 0:05:54.760 --> 0:05:59.440 No different different I'm doing being cancelizations because it's. 0:05:59.320 --> 0:06:00.640 Like, yeah, what do you do it? 0:06:00.640 --> 0:06:03.440 Because this is a real conundrum in life. Here's a 0:06:03.480 --> 0:06:08.960 lovely person, doll of a person. Okay, yeah, I'm out, 0:06:09.000 --> 0:06:11.680 I run into this person, smile on my face, would 0:06:11.680 --> 0:06:12.919 be throwed the bump into them. 0:06:13.120 --> 0:06:18.680 Of course. Yeah, there is a big difference between and 0:06:18.760 --> 0:06:20.520 we all have like. 0:06:22.200 --> 0:06:24.640 I should say the thing before you before you back 0:06:24.680 --> 0:06:24.960 off it. 0:06:26.040 --> 0:06:27.960 You know what I'm saying. Well, no, Well, here's what 0:06:28.040 --> 0:06:29.920 it is like say that. I almost have the urge 0:06:29.960 --> 0:06:32.880 to say you know, I have I have the say whatever. 0:06:33.040 --> 0:06:37.239 Yeah, I have the urge to say hey, Like if 0:06:37.279 --> 0:06:40.039 I'd be completely honest, I would say, hey, think nothing 0:06:40.080 --> 0:06:44.320 but the highest things for you, for you, for you. 0:06:46.800 --> 0:06:51.840 There are people in my clothes friend group who I'm 0:06:52.320 --> 0:06:53.880 who I need to you know what I mean, Like, 0:06:54.200 --> 0:06:57.039 I'm going to get to them, like I I have 0:06:57.160 --> 0:06:59.160 to go visit my ninety five year old aunt. 0:06:59.279 --> 0:07:01.040 You know what I mean. It's like, no, no, no, I 0:07:01.080 --> 0:07:02.960 can't this ghost. I can't. 0:07:04.440 --> 0:07:08.680 I can't, I could not, I could not. I have 0:07:08.880 --> 0:07:10.880 I want to talk about this for nineteen minutes. 0:07:11.000 --> 0:07:19.080 Okay, yeah, men, minimum right, because because I'm feeling it's like, and. 0:07:21.000 --> 0:07:23.160 I'm now feeling, is that not how you've operated in 0:07:23.240 --> 0:07:25.360 the past? Have you just been like I'll. 0:07:25.240 --> 0:07:27.920 Be there, spot, I'll be there to do it great. 0:07:28.040 --> 0:07:28.800 Let do it great? 0:07:28.840 --> 0:07:32.720 Because I am an extrovert, like truly, I get energy 0:07:32.760 --> 0:07:36.640 from those energized by others energize. Is that holding that 0:07:36.680 --> 0:07:37.520 different definition? 0:07:37.560 --> 0:07:40.080 Because that really took hold of that definition about three 0:07:40.080 --> 0:07:40.880 and a half years. 0:07:40.720 --> 0:07:44.160 Ago, about twenty five years ago. I would say, I. 0:07:44.080 --> 0:07:47.560 Think that it's from I mean, like in popular culture, 0:07:47.600 --> 0:07:49.320 and I guess I mean like on Instagram. 0:07:49.360 --> 0:07:52.000 No, I feel like that's been around forever. But you 0:07:52.040 --> 0:07:53.160 know it's been around forever. 0:07:53.280 --> 0:07:56.760 But I'm saying you and me, sure, Oh it's a 0:07:56.760 --> 0:08:00.560 more average population instagram graphics. I feel like years ago 0:08:00.680 --> 0:08:02.040 it hit hard. 0:08:03.120 --> 0:08:05.200 It did hit hard, and it did take hold and 0:08:05.240 --> 0:08:08.200 it does have merit. I'm actually feeling go on. 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:11.440 I'm I feel like I'm entering, but I feel like 0:08:11.480 --> 0:08:14.280 I'm feeling introverted, so I need to lean into it. 0:08:15.040 --> 0:08:17.040 And then I'm actually like, oh I can't do it 0:08:17.200 --> 0:08:21.120 right now. Oh how fucking interesting. I should quit. This 0:08:21.200 --> 0:08:21.840 is crazy me. 0:08:22.160 --> 0:08:27.280 I'm actually feeling a little introverted. Oh my god, become 0:08:27.320 --> 0:08:28.160 my worst nightmare. 0:08:43.240 --> 0:08:47.400 The cancelation is huge because I think, I but what. 0:08:47.320 --> 0:08:49.280 You're talking about is different than cancelation, and I think 0:08:49.280 --> 0:08:51.800 it's actually even bolder, bolder. 0:08:52.520 --> 0:08:53.160 So so. 0:08:54.760 --> 0:08:57.599 I deal with this because and so do you, Okay, 0:08:57.880 --> 0:09:05.200 and so does everybody whatever, But with an add okay 0:09:05.320 --> 0:09:09.679 to ask for any time at all, when I live 0:09:09.720 --> 0:09:12.160 a life in which time slips through my fingers. Okay, 0:09:12.720 --> 0:09:16.960 you're constantly I am drowning. Okay, okay, I have like 0:09:17.120 --> 0:09:21.840 I have no time because I cannot hold on to it. 0:09:22.320 --> 0:09:24.040 Yeah. Right, So. 0:09:25.720 --> 0:09:29.920 If someone suggests you know that something be yearly, let's say, right, 0:09:30.080 --> 0:09:32.240 it seems like very low commitment. 0:09:32.600 --> 0:09:35.840 By the way, that's smart. How about this? Can we 0:09:35.920 --> 0:09:40.360 get on a once a year coffee? Right, and it'll 0:09:40.360 --> 0:09:42.680 be our big coffee. By the way, this is actually revolutionary. 0:09:42.960 --> 0:09:46.280 A'mout picture everyone everyone can do us at home. Picture 0:09:46.320 --> 0:09:49.360 someone in your field in your mind, not a close friend, 0:09:49.840 --> 0:09:54.800 not someone estranged, someone that you feel some vague social 0:09:54.880 --> 0:09:59.400 obligation to who you enjoy. I'm going to say, you doo. 0:09:59.480 --> 0:10:07.800 Every our Chober fourth we get coffee that is potentially 0:10:08.920 --> 0:10:11.000 I have nothing my brain. I can't even hold that. 0:10:11.280 --> 0:10:12.000 You know what I'm trying. 0:10:12.160 --> 0:10:14.520 No, I'm I'm pausing because I think it's funny the 0:10:14.600 --> 0:10:17.040 way you you. 0:10:17.200 --> 0:10:20.280 I thought it was signs in the eyes. I was 0:10:20.320 --> 0:10:22.040 saying it out loud. I fell apart. 0:10:23.520 --> 0:10:25.199 No, No, because what I was actually going to go 0:10:25.240 --> 0:10:27.840 a different way? Cake, Are you heading for this? So 0:10:28.800 --> 0:10:32.360 let's just say it's let's say it's something great. Two days, 0:10:32.360 --> 0:10:34.280 two days out of the year, one weekend, come to 0:10:34.320 --> 0:10:36.600 the lake house. I don't have any friends with us. Whatever, 0:10:36.600 --> 0:10:40.520 doesn't matter, but you can imagine. Okay, okay, you go. 0:10:44.400 --> 0:10:48.240 It sounds like nothing to agree to a yearly, right, However, 0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:54.680 let's just call that three days. Okay, three out of 0:10:54.880 --> 0:10:56.199 three sixty five. 0:10:56.320 --> 0:10:58.959 Well, that's but that's a huge commitment. Three days out 0:10:58.960 --> 0:10:59.360 of the year. 0:11:00.040 --> 0:11:02.319 That's what I'm saying. Okay, it doesn't sound like a 0:11:02.320 --> 0:11:04.959 big deal. I'm saying one week and away every year, 0:11:05.000 --> 0:11:05.720 come to the lake house. 0:11:05.760 --> 0:11:07.480 I do that with my cousins. 0:11:07.840 --> 0:11:10.800 Yeah, and that's so you have just given up okay, 0:11:11.120 --> 0:11:15.520 Oh yeah, you've chosen to invest up, you've chosen to 0:11:15.600 --> 0:11:18.920 invest Okay, yeah, three out of. 0:11:18.920 --> 0:11:22.280 Three hundred and sixty five okay, of your life right 0:11:22.320 --> 0:11:25.520 to that. It's so. So then you go down. That's 0:11:25.640 --> 0:11:29.600 one out of what we learned last week. 0:11:29.640 --> 0:11:33.640 I'm just one hundred. So that's like one one hundred 0:11:33.679 --> 0:11:38.120 and twentieth or whatever. Okay, so that's almost so now 0:11:38.120 --> 0:11:40.319 we're at one one twentieth. That's almost one one hundredth 0:11:40.320 --> 0:11:42.640 ak one percent, So one percent of your life came. 0:11:42.679 --> 0:11:47.240 But I can take one for totally but for coffee. 0:11:48.520 --> 0:11:51.360 Then you go for coffee. Technically that a day is gone. 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:53.240 Let's get real, Okay, want to know what the rudest 0:11:53.240 --> 0:11:55.040 way to hang out? I thought this, this would be 0:11:55.040 --> 0:12:00.360 the rudest. Must have not imagined this. Imagine people again 0:12:00.640 --> 0:12:03.240 that in this kind of tear of you hardly kind 0:12:03.280 --> 0:12:03.719 of know them. 0:12:03.760 --> 0:12:06.120 Whatever you like, have an idea already, go on, go on, 0:12:06.800 --> 0:12:08.760 I think this is this is my idea. 0:12:09.040 --> 0:12:14.400 It's my asshole thing. Hey, I will be at X yeah, exactly, 0:12:14.440 --> 0:12:14.680 That's what. 0:12:14.840 --> 0:12:19.720 I'm taking Saturday all day. Here is the spreadsheet attached 0:12:19.960 --> 0:12:22.119 for thirty five minute catchups. 0:12:22.960 --> 0:12:24.400 I'll be there from noon. 0:12:24.160 --> 0:12:31.800 Agree to five. I've thought about this for business. Okay, okay, 0:12:31.880 --> 0:12:34.720 I was thinking of this idea. Novak is open for 0:12:34.800 --> 0:12:42.480 meetings Mondays pool side at the Roosevelt Hotel. Okay, all day, Okay, 0:12:42.559 --> 0:12:44.160 you figure out when you're available. 0:12:44.520 --> 0:12:45.240 Fill out the chart. 0:12:45.320 --> 0:12:49.840 Mean it's it's it's lunacy. 0:12:50.160 --> 0:12:53.120 I think it sounds fun too. I do too, and 0:12:53.440 --> 0:12:55.079 I don't even. Somebody was like, yeah, if you I'd 0:12:55.080 --> 0:12:57.760 show up to someone's oh my god. Somebody was like, hey, 0:12:58.559 --> 0:13:00.000 if I wanted to hang out with someone was like, hey, 0:13:00.000 --> 0:13:02.200 do you want to get a drink next week? Actually 0:13:02.400 --> 0:13:05.160 I really can't, but I think you're great you like 0:13:05.240 --> 0:13:06.280 to come to. 0:13:06.320 --> 0:13:13.160 Have I mean, here's my other thought, Like, I mean, 0:13:13.200 --> 0:13:17.160 what I do offer people is you know, spontaneous texting. 0:13:17.760 --> 0:13:21.600 Like like I'm and arguably I give up I give 0:13:21.679 --> 0:13:25.079 up fucking five days of my life to just ongoing 0:13:25.120 --> 0:13:25.880 texting a. 0:13:25.880 --> 0:13:30.440 Lot more than that, honey. Yeah, but just like I 0:13:30.440 --> 0:13:31.280 don't know, I don't know. 0:13:31.400 --> 0:13:35.160 It's like so then or if someone's you know, well, 0:13:35.200 --> 0:13:37.480 well here's the biggest one. Are you ready? Are you ready? 0:13:37.720 --> 0:13:40.120 I mean, let's get real. The celebration of birthdays as 0:13:40.120 --> 0:13:44.119 an adult. Okay, how many people do you know? It's 0:13:44.520 --> 0:13:50.360 too much? It's every day? Oh yeah, so I kind 0:13:50.360 --> 0:13:55.360 of think like expecting, you know, it to be a 0:13:55.440 --> 0:13:56.840 one out of three sixty five. 0:13:58.200 --> 0:14:00.839 See what I'm saying. It's actually like kind of asking 0:14:00.880 --> 0:14:02.640 a lot to spend. 0:14:02.760 --> 0:14:07.640 Some people have parties every year, right yeah, now birth 0:14:08.000 --> 0:14:10.240 a party is a gift. Well, I'm just I'm just 0:14:10.320 --> 0:14:19.320 a music examples. Sometimes sometimes I mean, you know, it depends. 0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:20.160 I mean. 0:14:21.600 --> 0:14:23.040 It's like you know this idea, I just think it's 0:14:23.040 --> 0:14:24.760 funny to shit on the party. But like this idea 0:14:24.800 --> 0:14:29.320 like we fed you, and it's like it's like I 0:14:29.360 --> 0:14:33.280 had food at home. She's a funny angle. 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:39.400 Now that's really a party. But I got a bill 0:14:39.480 --> 0:14:42.040 for twelve dollars from my thing. It was like a 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:43.840 weird bill. I thought almost it was a scam. It 0:14:43.920 --> 0:14:47.480 was like twelve dollars for blood work, like twelve dollars, 0:14:47.960 --> 0:14:50.520 but it was real. I looked at it to my doctor. 0:14:50.520 --> 0:14:53.160 I was like, okay, and I go, well, guess what. 0:14:54.200 --> 0:14:56.800 I'm never going to pay this. A credit will plummet. 0:14:56.960 --> 0:15:01.160 My life will fall apart because I couldn't physically bring 0:15:01.160 --> 0:15:04.640 myself to go to the website this bill company. I 0:15:04.680 --> 0:15:06.040 want to send them a huge. 0:15:07.520 --> 0:15:11.200 Bouquet roses. You shout out. They did a QR code, 0:15:11.240 --> 0:15:16.040 they go quick pay here, I hover over QR code, boom. 0:15:16.240 --> 0:15:18.600 Apple pay was an option. Are you hearing this? First 0:15:18.640 --> 0:15:21.240 of all, Apple paid double click twelve dollars. 0:15:21.280 --> 0:15:26.200 I go, I go through. They promised us technology would 0:15:26.240 --> 0:15:31.080 help us. They fucking promised us. It's only taken. It 0:15:31.120 --> 0:15:34.560 has only taken. Take me back to fire, and would 0:15:35.200 --> 0:15:37.920 I'd be better off with a wooden dowl and a 0:15:37.960 --> 0:15:41.280 dead rat. I'm saying that because we just had a 0:15:41.280 --> 0:15:43.200 dead rat back with a big woodstick. 0:15:43.280 --> 0:15:45.400 We had to push it. What I meant to say 0:15:45.600 --> 0:15:50.600 was I won't I don't believe technology has helped. 0:15:50.440 --> 0:15:53.680 And I know I know, but it has, and diseases 0:15:53.840 --> 0:15:55.720 and all these was. 0:15:55.720 --> 0:15:56.960 It worth it? 0:15:58.080 --> 0:16:02.360 I don't know, race for the cure and at the 0:16:02.440 --> 0:16:04.480 end of the race, by the way, what's the races 0:16:04.520 --> 0:16:06.720 for the cure for? I should stop talking because it's 0:16:06.720 --> 0:16:09.640 sorry to selling, but what But what I mean is 0:16:09.640 --> 0:16:11.520 that technology has helped? 0:16:12.560 --> 0:16:14.840 What is the cure? What specific disease? 0:16:14.960 --> 0:16:18.840 Why am I saying that just internalizing things phrases? 0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:21.680 I think you were actually trying to I think I 0:16:21.680 --> 0:16:23.560 could be wrong, but I think you were trying to say, 0:16:23.600 --> 0:16:27.720 like the moon, like what oh cancer? 0:16:27.760 --> 0:16:31.320 Okay, yeah, totally okay. So obviously I want cancer and cured. 0:16:32.120 --> 0:16:35.120 But I mean we're not We're not in that realm 0:16:35.160 --> 0:16:36.000 of conversation here. 0:16:36.120 --> 0:16:38.320 Obvious you hear what I'm saying. We're in a different one. 0:16:38.400 --> 0:16:43.200 Yeah, Like we're talking about websites. 0:16:43.880 --> 0:16:45.400 I'm talking about QR codes. 0:16:46.080 --> 0:16:49.000 And finally, this is the first time in my life 0:16:49.040 --> 0:16:51.120 technology has helped me because of a cure, and I 0:16:51.120 --> 0:16:54.080 know that's not true, but I'm just saying this is 0:16:54.120 --> 0:16:55.800 the first time they got it right. Hey, what if 0:16:55.840 --> 0:16:57.840 put a QR code just made it there at the bottom, 0:16:57.840 --> 0:16:58.920 people could just pay like that. 0:17:01.000 --> 0:17:02.560 Yeah, I mean a lot of them are doing the 0:17:02.640 --> 0:17:05.760 QR codes. My problem though, is that sometimes when you 0:17:05.800 --> 0:17:07.639 when you hit that QR code, all it's done is 0:17:08.119 --> 0:17:09.800 replace the U r L and taking you to a 0:17:09.840 --> 0:17:12.320 website and now sign and now it's passwords. 0:17:12.359 --> 0:17:13.640 Now it's create a password. 0:17:14.160 --> 0:17:16.840 I failed to capture on fucking poshmark and was locked 0:17:16.840 --> 0:17:17.800 out for a day. 0:17:18.760 --> 0:17:21.240 Well, by the way, and I'm sure I've talked to set. 0:17:21.840 --> 0:17:27.720 Don't enjoy them. I fucking hate haunted. I know this 0:17:27.920 --> 0:17:32.120 haunted Highway. Okay, suddenly I'm out and it's the afternoon. 0:17:32.359 --> 0:17:35.359 It's like I'm visiting the site of a former dead 0:17:35.960 --> 0:17:38.280 relatives like car accident death. 0:17:38.440 --> 0:17:40.720 I know there to lay a teddy bear. And it's 0:17:40.760 --> 0:17:44.760 surveillance imagery. It's like weird Google image surveillance. 0:17:46.160 --> 0:17:47.280 Literally difficult. 0:17:47.440 --> 0:17:50.679 Yeah, what's a motorcycle? 0:17:50.760 --> 0:17:54.280 And I ask, is a part of a handle a motorcycle? 0:17:54.640 --> 0:17:55.080 Thank you? 0:17:55.440 --> 0:17:57.760 While the person's on the motorcycle, their legs sort of 0:17:57.800 --> 0:18:02.960 touching it. It's mostly the person, but right exactly I 0:18:02.960 --> 0:18:06.760 actually was relieved. I was relieved yesterday I was. I 0:18:06.800 --> 0:18:08.400 was like, oh God, here we go. 0:18:09.520 --> 0:18:11.520 And sometimes you hit the capture thing or you hit 0:18:11.560 --> 0:18:14.000 the confirming human and that's it. And then sometimes the 0:18:14.080 --> 0:18:17.719 cash thing appears, and then it's like, oh, here we go, 0:18:17.840 --> 0:18:21.360 time to go to the highway. And then oh an underpass, 0:18:21.480 --> 0:18:24.520 Time for an underpass? Yeah, you know, and then and 0:18:24.520 --> 0:18:28.719 then it's like yesterday, it was like penguin and then 0:18:28.760 --> 0:18:31.480 some other animals, and like which one was alike? And 0:18:31.520 --> 0:18:33.200 I started to panic. First of all, it's okay, so 0:18:33.200 --> 0:18:34.560 it's gonna be mammal or am I going looking for 0:18:34.560 --> 0:18:38.920 other penguins? Anyway, it was far superior, So I support 0:18:38.960 --> 0:18:40.600 this move towards animals. 0:18:40.160 --> 0:18:44.480 Off this road. Yeah. 0:18:44.600 --> 0:18:46.480 It just reminds me of of death. 0:18:47.800 --> 0:18:52.080 I texted you last night tempted to beg for Peloton. 0:18:53.080 --> 0:18:56.800 Oh right, I was going to send us a couple 0:18:56.760 --> 0:19:01.920 of bikes. The people are having wild orgasms on their 0:19:01.920 --> 0:19:03.320 Peloton bikes every day. 0:19:04.840 --> 0:19:07.480 I don't know why I don't, just because there's a 0:19:07.520 --> 0:19:08.600 seat between their legs. 0:19:10.240 --> 0:19:12.680 I haven't been on a bike in a minute. Forgot, 0:19:13.280 --> 0:19:14.639 I forgot exactly what it is. 0:19:14.760 --> 0:19:18.399 Forgot that it's not a sex a sex toy. It 0:19:18.440 --> 0:19:22.200 wasn't designed for that. I mean, I think as as 0:19:22.240 --> 0:19:28.120 much as any stool, right fence or any ledge. 0:19:28.280 --> 0:19:35.200 Yeah, instead of peloton ledge as a little ledge send you. 0:19:34.640 --> 0:19:35.480 Yeah, a little. 0:19:36.760 --> 0:19:40.520 Well my my, the only you know, I mean we've 0:19:40.520 --> 0:19:42.840 talked to this before, but like you know, you chose bike, 0:19:42.960 --> 0:19:47.119 you know, like my issue with with knees, no with 0:19:48.600 --> 0:19:50.119 you know, a soul cycle and all that, and like 0:19:50.359 --> 0:19:52.240 I go in there and it's like, you know, legs 0:19:52.240 --> 0:19:55.959 and it's only really like, oh, I know, we're like 0:19:56.720 --> 0:20:00.960 and it's like if you wanted, if you wanted more 0:20:01.000 --> 0:20:03.359 emotion other than just being a mechanical thing where your 0:20:03.400 --> 0:20:05.879 legs are going along a wheel, which is only going 0:20:05.960 --> 0:20:08.120 to create kind of a to me in my mind, 0:20:08.119 --> 0:20:09.119 a muscular balance. 0:20:09.119 --> 0:20:15.120 We're not we're not designed to just be on a bike, right. 0:20:15.359 --> 0:20:17.520 And then they try to add like hand movements to 0:20:17.560 --> 0:20:19.200 try to bring in the ads and I'm like. 0:20:19.480 --> 0:20:23.840 It's too late. Well, just purely as cardiovascular exercise. 0:20:23.720 --> 0:20:28.159 Yeah, I don't want to be hunched, though I won't lie. 0:20:28.200 --> 0:20:32.480 I wouldn't mind one of those recumbent bikes, a recumbent peloton. 0:20:33.160 --> 0:20:34.960 You sort of leaned back. I feel like it would 0:20:34.960 --> 0:20:36.679 be better for the posta. That's fun. 0:20:37.480 --> 0:20:39.240 I used to do that, like in college in the 0:20:39.280 --> 0:20:40.119 gym with a book. 0:20:40.720 --> 0:20:51.120 Wow, had a disappointing bagel today, Imagine that delivering in 0:20:51.160 --> 0:20:54.480 a bagel of locks, cream, cheese, all of it. 0:20:55.160 --> 0:20:59.280 Imagine that and not enjoying it. That was me today. 0:20:59.280 --> 0:21:02.359 I'm bad? What bad? What was bad about it? It 0:21:02.480 --> 0:21:05.920 just wasn't everything bad. It just fucking wasn't good. It 0:21:06.040 --> 0:21:10.480 just fucking wasn't good. Yeah, can you imagine the excitement 0:21:10.960 --> 0:21:15.080 bagel fuck it delivery? Going all out? Did you choose 0:21:15.119 --> 0:21:16.000 a good place. 0:21:18.520 --> 0:21:18.760 Right? 0:21:19.080 --> 0:21:19.240