WEBVTT - Esalen Spirits Guide 0:00:00.280 --> 0:00:03.360 Welcome to Insider's Guide to the Other Side, a production 0:00:03.440 --> 0:00:09.280 of iHeartRadio. Hi, y'all, I'm Julie. 0:00:09.400 --> 0:00:13.320 Hi there, I'm Brenda. Welcome to Insider's Guide to the 0:00:13.360 --> 0:00:13.920 Other Side. 0:00:14.400 --> 0:00:16.880 Now, y'all need to know that we are obsessed with 0:00:17.320 --> 0:00:20.000 everything on the other side. 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:23.800 Yes, we are, because once you learn to navigate the energetic, 0:00:24.360 --> 0:00:27.920 or to some the invisible world, life is going to 0:00:27.920 --> 0:00:30.600 be more fun and much more serene. 0:00:31.320 --> 0:00:35.640 Uh heck, yes it can, because, let's be honest, br in, 0:00:35.720 --> 0:00:37.519 earth school is hard. In fact, you taught me. 0:00:37.479 --> 0:00:40.080 That let's crush Earth School together. 0:00:43.120 --> 0:00:48.760 Well, hello, my witchy, Oh boo, you have been traveling? 0:00:49.960 --> 0:00:52.920 Uh boo. I don't know. I don't know. I didn't 0:00:52.960 --> 0:00:55.279 have anything to rhyme with that. But you've been on 0:00:55.360 --> 0:00:58.400 the road again, like William Whalen. 0:01:00.040 --> 0:01:00.760 Don't know who that is? 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:04.720 Oh my god, Willie Nelson and Waylon Jennings on the 0:01:04.800 --> 0:01:08.119 road again. Okay, I can't. This episode's now over. 0:01:08.880 --> 0:01:10.399 Well with the last names, I know who they are. 0:01:11.520 --> 0:01:13.760 That I did live in Texas. 0:01:13.920 --> 0:01:15.880 I know that's true. You did. How are you? 0:01:16.680 --> 0:01:18.679 I'm good. I'm actually in the middle of five weeks 0:01:18.680 --> 0:01:22.080 of travel. Yeah, it's a little Cuckoo right now, Yeah, 0:01:22.120 --> 0:01:22.760 for real. 0:01:23.000 --> 0:01:24.320 That is a cocoa uff ship. 0:01:25.120 --> 0:01:27.960 Yeah, this is Cuckoo. I will tell you that it's 0:01:29.120 --> 0:01:31.759 a lot for a witch. Yes, it is for home 0:01:31.880 --> 0:01:32.960 a home body witch. 0:01:35.000 --> 0:01:38.120 I appreciate that. I I can't lie. I actually think 0:01:38.160 --> 0:01:41.840 for me that COVID was a reminder that I like, 0:01:41.880 --> 0:01:45.800 it tapped into my my half of my introvert side 0:01:46.200 --> 0:01:47.400 that I'm still holding onto. 0:01:48.480 --> 0:01:53.760 Yeah, nobody's recovered from COVID. Let's real. Yeah, and you, 0:01:54.160 --> 0:01:56.960 my alf well, i've been off and about. What are 0:01:57.000 --> 0:01:57.400 you up to? 0:01:57.720 --> 0:01:59.200 Well, I've been out and about. But we're gonna talk 0:01:59.200 --> 0:02:01.320 about that next week because I want to talk about 0:02:01.360 --> 0:02:04.000 you this week. But right now, to talk about me. 0:02:04.080 --> 0:02:09.480 I has say that I was so inspired, slash obsessed 0:02:10.080 --> 0:02:13.320 with our episode about aliens that I started watching this 0:02:13.400 --> 0:02:18.720 show on Netflix. I know that's what I do. You'd 0:02:18.720 --> 0:02:21.040 be like, oh, I've picked up a book. No no, no, no, 0:02:21.080 --> 0:02:25.440 I just hit play. There's a show on Netflix. It's 0:02:25.440 --> 0:02:30.360 actually a Sci Fi Network original called Resident Alien. And 0:02:31.400 --> 0:02:36.720 but here's the thing. They got some stuff right they did, Like, yeah, 0:02:36.800 --> 0:02:41.480 they go through a whole I don't remember where. Listen. 0:02:41.520 --> 0:02:43.639 I watched it on airplane. But I did watch it, 0:02:44.919 --> 0:02:50.880 but it's with blurry eyes. But it was They went 0:02:50.919 --> 0:02:55.880 through kind of like the different types of aliens, and 0:02:55.919 --> 0:02:58.560 it was funny because they hate somebody's like, oh and 0:02:58.560 --> 0:03:00.720 there's gray aliens and some but I think you called 0:03:00.720 --> 0:03:03.359 them like, yeah, they're the last holes or something like that, 0:03:03.560 --> 0:03:05.280 but they went they are the last holes. It was 0:03:05.360 --> 0:03:08.359 very funny. So somebody who actually knew what they were 0:03:08.400 --> 0:03:09.120 talking about. 0:03:09.360 --> 0:03:12.880 Somebody knew, did they talk about the praying mantis? Come on? 0:03:13.720 --> 0:03:17.760 They sort of but they didn't call it that, but 0:03:17.800 --> 0:03:21.080 they But the main character is actually an alien who 0:03:21.120 --> 0:03:24.920 could like slither into a human body suit. Because we 0:03:24.960 --> 0:03:30.240 all know aliens amongst us and how they're so foreign 0:03:30.480 --> 0:03:32.840 to things and anyway, I. 0:03:32.800 --> 0:03:35.920 Just really they don't laugh at our jokes. 0:03:36.600 --> 0:03:40.240 Oh that's no. I mean, for real, you you might 0:03:40.520 --> 0:03:43.600 it might be worth you downloading it on an iPad 0:03:44.520 --> 0:03:46.640 and watching it's on Netflix. I don't know. I can 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:48.360 show you how to download shows later if you need 0:03:48.360 --> 0:03:52.120 me to for when you travel, because you know, well, 0:03:52.240 --> 0:03:55.800 because I know I'll walk you through it because because 0:03:55.880 --> 0:03:59.080 for real, like the way they had the main character 0:03:59.200 --> 0:04:03.160 laughing was like like he had no idea how to laugh. 0:04:03.440 --> 0:04:05.480 There was no sense of humor. He was very literal 0:04:05.680 --> 0:04:10.400 for real. Somebody knew something about aliens or was one 0:04:10.480 --> 0:04:14.080 who decided to do was exactly right. But that is 0:04:14.120 --> 0:04:15.760 not why we're here today. But you did ask how 0:04:15.840 --> 0:04:19.400 I'm doing, and I was obsessed over our other old, 0:04:19.480 --> 0:04:22.359 older show, like the one we just ran. Yeah, it 0:04:22.400 --> 0:04:25.560 was great. Okay, So you were in Estlin. I love 0:04:25.720 --> 0:04:27.680 New Goo to Estlin because we get to do recaps. 0:04:27.760 --> 0:04:30.240 So I know it's a journey a for you to 0:04:30.279 --> 0:04:36.480 get there. I also know something always happens, like always, 0:04:36.600 --> 0:04:38.600 you never not have a story. 0:04:38.880 --> 0:04:42.400 The land of magic and chaos all woven together. 0:04:42.440 --> 0:04:45.559 Okay, So I have questions. First, so did you happen 0:04:45.600 --> 0:04:48.919 to see the natives in the water? Were they in 0:04:48.920 --> 0:04:50.360 the water before? Is that where they were? 0:04:51.120 --> 0:04:53.480 Yes? And no? I mean, first of all, they're everywhere, right, 0:04:53.520 --> 0:04:56.240 because I remember I saw them before I went there. 0:04:56.279 --> 0:04:58.320 The first time, I couldn't forgere what was on the 0:04:58.400 --> 0:05:00.320 edge of my meditation. I'm like, what is that? What 0:05:00.400 --> 0:05:02.679 is it? It's like it's like almost like a dark 0:05:02.760 --> 0:05:05.040 cloud on the edge of the edge of my meditation. 0:05:05.120 --> 0:05:07.680 I'm like, okay, that's that's beyond my normal scope, So 0:05:07.680 --> 0:05:09.080 I'm not going to worry about it. It's out of 0:05:09.080 --> 0:05:10.599 my sphere. I'm not going to worry about it. But 0:05:10.640 --> 0:05:12.400 it kept getting closer and closer before I went to 0:05:12.480 --> 0:05:16.560 Eslin for the first time, and then and then, and 0:05:16.720 --> 0:05:20.720 then when I got there, I realized it was the 0:05:20.839 --> 0:05:25.839 Esselin tribe right that that literally came from the mist, 0:05:26.120 --> 0:05:29.240 close close, close, once I was actually there, but it 0:05:29.279 --> 0:05:30.760 was like they just wanted to check me out, make 0:05:30.800 --> 0:05:32.359 sure I was legit and I was going to be 0:05:32.400 --> 0:05:34.200 worthy and that was going to be this and they 0:05:34.240 --> 0:05:36.080 would test me, they would test me, and they would 0:05:36.120 --> 0:05:38.599 they would mess with me. So now I know before 0:05:38.640 --> 0:05:40.479 I go to Eslin, I have got to get my 0:05:40.480 --> 0:05:42.840 act together and I have to pay homage to them 0:05:42.839 --> 0:05:45.120 and tune into them and share my curriculum with them 0:05:45.360 --> 0:05:47.960 and get it all sanctioned so that they can help 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:51.600 bring in the students like literally as there was. Actually 0:05:51.600 --> 0:05:53.120 it was really interesting because there was a break in 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:57.440 my social support the weeks really like two months before 0:05:57.440 --> 0:05:59.680 I went to Eslain, and the class filled like that, 0:06:00.520 --> 0:06:04.160 even though I had no social and I swear it 0:06:04.200 --> 0:06:06.839 was the tribe. I had no one working my social 0:06:07.040 --> 0:06:08.320 not me, not anyone else. 0:06:08.720 --> 0:06:10.760 I mean, they're gonna be the Surgeon General's getting ready 0:06:10.800 --> 0:06:15.120 to put any warning on social media. So it makes 0:06:15.160 --> 0:06:16.560 sense that the tribe was like, you know what, we 0:06:16.600 --> 0:06:19.160 don't need you to be on the social warning stuff. 0:06:20.560 --> 0:06:23.200 I think that's that magical, right, because I think we 0:06:23.279 --> 0:06:28.360 talked about them a lot last time after I performed 0:06:28.880 --> 0:06:34.080 my high school boyfriend John his son's wedding, because I 0:06:34.160 --> 0:06:38.200 saw the it was the O Sage tribe, right right, 0:06:38.440 --> 0:06:41.760 I've seen multiple I mean, it's it's pretty special. 0:06:41.839 --> 0:06:44.520 Oh, it's pretty special. Yeah, so I started engaged. 0:06:44.640 --> 0:06:45.880 I love that so much. 0:06:46.080 --> 0:06:48.320 Sure we're all on the same page, and so we 0:06:48.320 --> 0:06:49.320 can we can do the magical. 0:06:49.360 --> 0:06:53.159 I love that. So did you meet anybody like you 0:06:53.160 --> 0:06:57.760 always meet? Because all students are fabulous, but sometimes there 0:06:57.800 --> 0:07:02.400 are some that surprised you. Did you have a surprise student? 0:07:02.440 --> 0:07:06.360 This school around, we had so many surprises. We had 0:07:06.360 --> 0:07:10.040 a couple of students join us. Halfway through there was 0:07:10.080 --> 0:07:13.960 one other class going on and up until like Tuesday afternoon, 0:07:14.040 --> 0:07:16.160 they can switch classes, and so we had two students 0:07:16.240 --> 0:07:18.560 join our class because of what the other students were 0:07:18.600 --> 0:07:21.560 telling them about the class. There's just like I know, 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:24.600 I'm like because they like stalking me outside the classroom, like, 0:07:24.600 --> 0:07:27.760 are you the teacher who wants to know? Like I 0:07:27.800 --> 0:07:31.240 didn't know what there was about, So yeah, that was fun. Yeah, 0:07:31.320 --> 0:07:33.000 come on it. They said the class was full. Well 0:07:33.040 --> 0:07:35.320 technically it is, but i'd love to have you in class. 0:07:35.400 --> 0:07:37.280 Just come. We're going about to do our first meditation. 0:07:37.360 --> 0:07:40.040 If it's your thing, let us know, well we'll enroll you. 0:07:40.080 --> 0:07:42.160 If it's not, then you can go back to other class, like, 0:07:42.200 --> 0:07:44.080 you know, whatever, what about you know? I don't, don't 0:07:44.120 --> 0:07:47.120 you know. It's just sweet. But there was one particular 0:07:47.200 --> 0:07:51.720 student who was very quiet and a bit of a 0:07:51.760 --> 0:07:55.600 bit of an elder sort of statesman sort of vibe, 0:07:55.720 --> 0:07:59.119 and he he didn't like, I don't think he's spoke 0:07:59.120 --> 0:08:02.840 in class until maybe the afternoon of the second day, 0:08:02.920 --> 0:08:07.360 or maybe even the third day and whenever, you know, 0:08:07.520 --> 0:08:10.760 because it's a large space, we make sure people have 0:08:10.800 --> 0:08:13.960 microphones every time they speak so people can hear them easily. 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:18.679 And so he would say at first, he's like, frenda, 0:08:18.680 --> 0:08:21.200 I can't believe this has happened, but I wrote down 0:08:21.440 --> 0:08:26.160 a specific phrase and then you said it, and he said, 0:08:26.160 --> 0:08:28.960 this has been happening all week, like when I write 0:08:29.000 --> 0:08:31.520 something down that I'm inspired to write down, and I 0:08:31.600 --> 0:08:33.520 just like, I want to go back to and unpack it, 0:08:33.600 --> 0:08:36.440 and it's what I'm feeling, And within thirty seconds it's 0:08:36.440 --> 0:08:38.640 coming out of your mouth, like, how are you doing that? 0:08:38.880 --> 0:08:41.439 How is this even happening? You know? It's so sweet, 0:08:41.480 --> 0:08:44.920 but it was such a great example. So I could 0:08:45.000 --> 0:08:47.640 tell the students like, y'all, I'm up here talking, but 0:08:47.720 --> 0:08:50.400 I'm not teaching this class by myself. Right, I've got 0:08:50.760 --> 0:08:52.960 I've got my guides, I've got your guys, I've got 0:08:53.000 --> 0:08:56.760 the Esslin tribe. Like it's all happening, right, It's like, 0:08:56.880 --> 0:08:59.600 this is how what working with your guides actually looks like, 0:09:00.240 --> 0:09:02.480 you know. So it was really it was really sweet. 0:09:02.480 --> 0:09:04.720 And even by the by the third and fourth day, 0:09:04.760 --> 0:09:07.600 he's still saying, like, I just wrote down giant heart 0:09:07.920 --> 0:09:10.600 and I barely get done writing it, and you're talking 0:09:10.640 --> 0:09:13.520 about your beloved who has this giant heart, you know 0:09:13.559 --> 0:09:15.920 what I mean. He's just like, I don't I know 0:09:16.000 --> 0:09:18.199 you told me, but I just can't believe it's happening. 0:09:18.559 --> 0:09:20.560 So wait a second. When you talk about giant hearts, 0:09:20.559 --> 0:09:22.600 you didn't talk about your co host elf. 0:09:22.840 --> 0:09:27.400 What the fuck, I do use. 0:09:31.080 --> 0:09:35.920 You used to use uh what was that? Shut up? Wait, 0:09:36.360 --> 0:09:38.320 shut the fuck up your little fuckers or what I 0:09:38.440 --> 0:09:42.480 used to say you fuckers? Yeah, you fuckers. I think 0:09:42.600 --> 0:09:43.880 is kind of my claim to fame. 0:09:44.200 --> 0:09:51.480 And yes, that's for class and the wild Child car. 0:09:54.480 --> 0:09:59.720 I love that guy and I love that he because 0:09:59.760 --> 0:10:01.760 here the thing that I that what I love the 0:10:01.760 --> 0:10:05.440 most about it is of course, the event that happened 0:10:05.480 --> 0:10:09.880 is like just makes my heart go pity pat. Yeah. 0:10:10.240 --> 0:10:13.760 But the part that's so cool is that he said 0:10:13.760 --> 0:10:17.240 it out loud, and when you actually say something out 0:10:17.240 --> 0:10:19.680 loud in that environment, you're gonna learn so much more. 0:10:20.640 --> 0:10:25.080 Right, and everyone is inspired by what he said, and 0:10:25.280 --> 0:10:27.240 then they start thinking about it. I can do that, 0:10:27.360 --> 0:10:29.480 and I thought about that, and like they get everyone 0:10:29.480 --> 0:10:31.400 gets their experience of firms in some way. 0:10:31.520 --> 0:10:36.199 I love that so much. That's great. 0:10:36.880 --> 0:10:37.960 Yeah, that's amazing. 0:10:38.040 --> 0:10:40.840 So why don't we take a quickie break because you 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:43.760 have more stories and I'm so excited to listen to them, 0:10:43.800 --> 0:10:47.520 So everybody will be back in just a quickie and 0:10:47.640 --> 0:10:55.760 hold on all right, y'all, we are back with the 0:10:55.760 --> 0:11:00.719 Wichy Poo and her stories from Essalyn And Okay, I 0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:02.960 just have to say, Yeah, I got to confess I 0:11:03.000 --> 0:11:05.720 know these stories, so I'm going to do my best 0:11:05.960 --> 0:11:11.319 to prompt my WITCHI poo because they're amazing. And this 0:11:11.440 --> 0:11:16.120 story and it's actually when you arrived, right, like, so 0:11:16.240 --> 0:11:18.480 what do you tell us about? So you arrived on Sunday? 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:24.079 Yeah, which you know it's traveling to Eslin is it's 0:11:24.120 --> 0:11:28.160 a bit of a test itself. So traveling from Cincinnati, 0:11:29.320 --> 0:11:32.320 you know, I'm up at five and catch early morning 0:11:32.360 --> 0:11:37.760 flight and then get there around six or seven by 0:11:37.800 --> 0:11:40.680 this Pacific time. Right, So that's and then I start 0:11:40.800 --> 0:11:43.120 unpacking and this and that, and then I realized at 0:11:43.120 --> 0:11:46.320 some point this room is going to be tough for 0:11:46.360 --> 0:11:46.760 me to sleep. 0:11:46.760 --> 0:11:49.959 Okay, wait it takes you. That's I just did a 0:11:50.000 --> 0:11:52.080 little bit of math. Is that fifteen hours? 0:11:52.640 --> 0:11:54.439 It's like a fifteen hour community Okay. 0:11:54.440 --> 0:11:56.040 When I lived in La I could get to Hong 0:11:56.120 --> 0:11:59.840 Kong and that amount of time. Okay, continue, you are sack, 0:12:00.280 --> 0:12:01.319 You're tired as hell. 0:12:01.559 --> 0:12:05.679 Okay, sorry, yeah, yeah, fairly fairly vertical, right, And I 0:12:05.720 --> 0:12:07.960 have to teach at seven thirty the next morning, and 0:12:08.000 --> 0:12:12.720 so I'm like, oh, and anyhow I ended up justin 0:12:12.720 --> 0:12:16.040 who's one of my assistants was not with me, but 0:12:16.320 --> 0:12:18.520 managed to arrange for me to change rooms because the 0:12:18.600 --> 0:12:20.800 room I had just wasn't going to work for me, 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:25.880 and so I changed rooms. So I'm in on Estland 0:12:25.960 --> 0:12:28.120 on the campus. It's called the Murphy House, which is 0:12:28.160 --> 0:12:31.679 where they recently have put staff, so the staff can 0:12:31.720 --> 0:12:34.160 stay together and they can talk to each other, which 0:12:34.200 --> 0:12:36.360 is nice because we never got to do that before. 0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:38.520 We were sort of in these separate kind of houses, 0:12:38.559 --> 0:12:41.439 individual houses, and so the staff all stays in the 0:12:41.520 --> 0:12:46.560 Murphy family House because it was the grounds, you know, 0:12:47.520 --> 0:12:51.079 were they own the land. And so. 0:12:52.920 --> 0:12:54.880 Now we're like a cruise ship, you know, like when 0:12:54.920 --> 0:12:56.400 you work on a crusehip. State of bon. 0:12:57.800 --> 0:13:00.079 I did not know that you do, but no, it 0:13:00.120 --> 0:13:00.640 is not like that. 0:13:01.080 --> 0:13:03.600 So I'm just visual. I just want a visual for everybody, 0:13:03.880 --> 0:13:04.240 that's all. 0:13:04.240 --> 0:13:09.199 It's a lovely home. And so anyhow, I ended up 0:13:09.320 --> 0:13:12.000 going upstairs to what would be considered the main bedroom 0:13:12.240 --> 0:13:15.280 of the family house, and that's where they put me 0:13:15.280 --> 0:13:19.480 on Sunday night. And so now it's about midnight a 0:13:19.880 --> 0:13:23.600 Pacific time. So I've been up a while and I'm 0:13:23.640 --> 0:13:25.960 dead duck tired, but I'm settled in I'm ready for bed, 0:13:26.120 --> 0:13:28.120 and you know, I'm getting ready to teach at some 0:13:28.240 --> 0:13:30.040 thirty in the morning to do a staff session, not 0:13:30.200 --> 0:13:33.480 for the class, but for a staff session. And so 0:13:33.720 --> 0:13:37.080 I close my eyes and I see. All I want 0:13:37.120 --> 0:13:38.679 to do is see nothing, right because I'm so dead, 0:13:38.679 --> 0:13:44.760 deck tired, And I see these beautiful faces radiating love, 0:13:45.600 --> 0:13:47.600 and I do not recognize them. They are not part 0:13:47.640 --> 0:13:50.840 of my inner tribe, my outer circle. I don't know 0:13:50.920 --> 0:13:53.640 these faces at all, but they are so welcoming. I 0:13:53.679 --> 0:13:57.040 can only imagine that they are part of the Murphy 0:13:57.080 --> 0:14:00.319 family somehow, in some way. So I acknowledge to them. 0:14:00.360 --> 0:14:03.080 I'm like, thank you. I can't talk to you now. 0:14:03.200 --> 0:14:05.280 I will check in with you later. Got to sleep, 0:14:05.520 --> 0:14:08.360 got to sleep, like thank you, right to shut it down, 0:14:09.160 --> 0:14:12.680 so like, you know, set my boundaries and fall asleep. 0:14:12.800 --> 0:14:14.920 And you know, anyway, wait, I got a question. 0:14:15.280 --> 0:14:18.360 Can we look up? Would you recognize the faces if 0:14:18.360 --> 0:14:19.160 we saw Oh. 0:14:19.040 --> 0:14:23.400 I definitely would recognize the face. Okay, maybe they'll look 0:14:23.400 --> 0:14:25.920 them up. Yeah, And you know I would, I say that, 0:14:25.960 --> 0:14:28.040 but I would have to look at them because it 0:14:28.080 --> 0:14:30.080 was more of the feeling like it was just such 0:14:30.080 --> 0:14:34.040 a radiance. It was such a radiance, I can do that. 0:14:34.120 --> 0:14:36.440 But yeah, it was really sweet. And of course the 0:14:36.440 --> 0:14:39.200 next morning I get up and I'm teaching holding this 0:14:39.360 --> 0:14:42.840 really sweet staff session. So sweet people are people are 0:14:42.920 --> 0:14:46.440 so kind, like just you know, curious and kind, and 0:14:46.800 --> 0:14:48.800 it's like that's why, that's why it's worth the hassle 0:14:48.840 --> 0:14:51.040 to get to Estlam because the people are extraordinary. 0:14:51.120 --> 0:14:53.320 Well wait, I want to roll back a second, because 0:14:54.160 --> 0:14:56.560 I never like to miss a good lesson. I've learned 0:14:56.600 --> 0:14:58.800 so many that I want to make sure I can 0:14:58.840 --> 0:15:03.200 see them now that and I think it's I think 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:06.400 it's really important because so many of our listeners have 0:15:06.520 --> 0:15:08.920 shared with us how you know, they are at different 0:15:08.920 --> 0:15:13.720 parts of their journey, of their spiritual journey. And I 0:15:13.800 --> 0:15:15.960 know for a fact that we have some of our 0:15:16.000 --> 0:15:22.040 listeners that have a hard time shutting things down. So 0:15:22.280 --> 0:15:25.680 it's very natural to you to have the wisdom to 0:15:25.880 --> 0:15:27.640 know like, oh, this is what I need to do. 0:15:27.720 --> 0:15:30.200 It's like, thank you so much, you're very lovely, but 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:33.760 I've got to get some sleep because otherwise, well, because 0:15:33.760 --> 0:15:36.840 it's that balancing right of the spiritual realm and what 0:15:36.880 --> 0:15:39.680 we have to do on the earth realm right. 0:15:39.960 --> 0:15:43.640 Right right, and really such a good point my life. 0:15:43.920 --> 0:15:47.040 And this was a strong lesson that ran throughout class. 0:15:47.200 --> 0:15:50.320 Interestingly enough, right because the guy's literally the spirits are 0:15:50.360 --> 0:15:52.040 literally taking care of me, like, hey, we're going to 0:15:52.080 --> 0:15:54.560 make sure you know. This lesson really of close and 0:15:54.600 --> 0:15:57.720 personal to be able to hold those boundaries because I 0:15:57.800 --> 0:16:01.960 was physically not in a strong place to be able 0:16:02.000 --> 0:16:05.000 to engage with, you know, spirits I'm not familiar with. 0:16:05.040 --> 0:16:07.200 On the other side, now my guides I can work with. 0:16:07.640 --> 0:16:09.360 You know, it doesn't matter how tired I am, because 0:16:09.360 --> 0:16:12.200 I know the frequency. I know we have an agreement, 0:16:12.240 --> 0:16:15.200 we know how we work together, and you know, there's 0:16:15.240 --> 0:16:17.720 no there's no threat there, right, But the spirits I 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:20.680 don't know, can come in, you know, in all kinds 0:16:20.680 --> 0:16:23.080 of shapes and forms and change like that, even radiate 0:16:23.120 --> 0:16:26.320 love and then not be so much. But this this 0:16:26.560 --> 0:16:30.320 family was clearly clearly very attached to this space. 0:16:30.360 --> 0:16:32.360 But isn't it funny though, that that was a theme 0:16:32.960 --> 0:16:38.280 that went through the It was interesting. I think it's fascinating. 0:16:38.760 --> 0:16:42.000 Yeah, it's really interesting because it was something that just 0:16:42.080 --> 0:16:44.000 kept popping up. It just kept popping up, and we 0:16:44.080 --> 0:16:45.720 hit really hard on the last day and ended up 0:16:45.720 --> 0:16:47.120 to be this huge conversation. 0:16:47.240 --> 0:16:49.680 It was did you happen to share with them that 0:16:49.800 --> 0:16:54.440 this event that happened to you that no, you didn't 0:16:54.440 --> 0:16:58.400 know the next day okay, well hopefully it's yeah. 0:16:59.880 --> 0:17:02.080 I I also like to leave space for their question, 0:17:02.600 --> 0:17:05.159 right because they're you know, because that's that's the thing, 0:17:05.320 --> 0:17:09.440 come to share. So anyhow, so yeah, so the next 0:17:09.520 --> 0:17:14.200 day is Monday, and I'm out and after I finished 0:17:14.200 --> 0:17:17.639 in the morning session, I'm out and about and I 0:17:17.680 --> 0:17:20.520 should actually tell it just a little break back up. 0:17:20.640 --> 0:17:23.240 I think we should actually take a quick break. Okay, 0:17:23.280 --> 0:17:25.359 can we do that? We're going to take a quick 0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:29.840 break and because listen, the whole thing is, we could 0:17:29.840 --> 0:17:32.040 actually you and I talked about this for hours and 0:17:32.280 --> 0:17:34.720 not even take a breath, much less a break. So 0:17:34.880 --> 0:17:37.040 we're going to take a quick break so everybody can 0:17:37.040 --> 0:17:38.880 follow along with us. So we'll be right back, y'all. 0:17:38.920 --> 0:17:48.240 So hold on, all right, y'all, We are back. But 0:17:49.040 --> 0:17:51.439 I just want to I just want to say this 0:17:51.520 --> 0:17:54.280 up front, because you actually told me about this prior 0:17:54.920 --> 0:18:00.000 to leaving, that you actually had you had an astrology 0:18:00.240 --> 0:18:05.000 reading right before you left, and so do you mind 0:18:05.000 --> 0:18:07.719 sharing with everybody because this is all related? This is 0:18:07.800 --> 0:18:10.439 just crazy shit. And by the way, people who are 0:18:10.480 --> 0:18:12.840 readers also get readings. I just want to say that 0:18:12.840 --> 0:18:17.120 out loud. Oh gosh yah, not for me, but from professionals, 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:21.240 so not so I want, so, anyway, do you mind 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:22.760 do you mind sharing that I'm kind of putting you 0:18:22.760 --> 0:18:23.960 on the spot about what it was? 0:18:24.119 --> 0:18:29.520 Well, of course, of course. So so this reader told 0:18:29.520 --> 0:18:31.760 me a lot of a lot of things. It was 0:18:31.960 --> 0:18:35.439 a very great session. And she said, you know this 0:18:35.520 --> 0:18:37.520 and this and this opening up blah blah blah blah. Oh, 0:18:37.640 --> 0:18:39.920 there's one thing, a thing I want you to watch 0:18:39.960 --> 0:18:43.359 out for this one day. This one day is like 0:18:44.000 --> 0:18:45.800 just be really careful. And I'm like okay, okay, and 0:18:45.880 --> 0:18:47.800 I'm taking notes okay, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. And then 0:18:47.840 --> 0:18:50.240 like ten minutes later, I'm like, wait a minute, I'm 0:18:50.240 --> 0:18:51.920 atin that day. Shit. 0:18:52.320 --> 0:18:54.080 I've never had anybody tell me to look for a 0:18:54.119 --> 0:18:55.880 certain day. By the way, so that's crazy. 0:18:56.520 --> 0:18:59.439 Well, that's that's astrology, right, that astrology will do that. 0:18:59.480 --> 0:19:03.520 It's like and and and I said, so like, like 0:19:03.560 --> 0:19:04.960 how bad is this day? Like do I have to 0:19:05.000 --> 0:19:07.520 cancel teaching? Like how bad is this? Because right the 0:19:07.880 --> 0:19:10.320 roads were collapsing around Esselon and there was down to 0:19:10.359 --> 0:19:12.080 one lane, and like, I'm like, how bad is this? 0:19:12.160 --> 0:19:13.880 Like a that's one going to fall in the ocean on. 0:19:13.840 --> 0:19:17.320 That by the way, all fair, all fair, are fair? 0:19:17.400 --> 0:19:19.520 I mean it's it's so real. Plus it's June and 0:19:19.520 --> 0:19:21.840 that's when you get the most train and like roads 0:19:21.880 --> 0:19:23.720 can wash out and I can't you know, and help, 0:19:23.720 --> 0:19:26.000 blah blah. So I'm like, how bad? How bad is this? 0:19:26.080 --> 0:19:27.480 She goes, well, you know, a couple of for a 0:19:27.480 --> 0:19:30.679 couple days after, like just just really pay attention to go. 0:19:30.760 --> 0:19:32.520 I don't know, it looks like you might fall or something. 0:19:32.560 --> 0:19:35.199 I'm like, fall, that's not really something I do. You know, 0:19:35.200 --> 0:19:37.080 it was in my head. I'm thinking, I don't not 0:19:37.160 --> 0:19:39.800 really someone who like trips and falls, but I do 0:19:39.840 --> 0:19:42.679 get pushed around sometimes, but you know a lot. But 0:19:42.760 --> 0:19:44.960 other than that, Yeah, that's actually I do do. That's 0:19:44.960 --> 0:19:48.320 the thing that you don't fall, yeah, rarely, and that 0:19:48.480 --> 0:19:49.400 is after I bang my head. 0:19:49.440 --> 0:19:53.000 But you're a head banker, y'all didn't. 0:19:52.840 --> 0:19:57.960 Know, that's right. So so anyhow, so it's my day 0:19:58.000 --> 0:20:04.119 afternoon and you know, talking, and I turn and the 0:20:04.160 --> 0:20:07.760 ground goes out from underneath me, literally grows underneath me, 0:20:07.920 --> 0:20:10.439 and I had my phone in my hand. I just 0:20:10.640 --> 0:20:14.399 threw it to catch myself, and I caught myself like 0:20:14.800 --> 0:20:18.760 hands down, clawing the dirt as my feet are dangling 0:20:18.880 --> 0:20:22.359 behind me. The gravel is literally falling down the cliff. 0:20:22.600 --> 0:20:25.439 I was like, what the house is going on? And 0:20:25.520 --> 0:20:27.639 I just like stop and froze. And I was so 0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:30.679 glad I caught myself, and I was lucky that my 0:20:30.720 --> 0:20:32.480 phone was still, you know, on the side of the 0:20:32.480 --> 0:20:35.320 cliff with me. And I was just like, oh my god, 0:20:35.480 --> 0:20:36.760 I wonder if that was it okay? 0:20:36.800 --> 0:20:40.680 And not for nothing. The language you just used you 0:20:40.760 --> 0:20:44.560 have used for years that I've known you, and you've 0:20:44.640 --> 0:20:51.000 used them, and to row when you talk about when 0:20:51.080 --> 0:20:53.439 you what card is it? But you know where I'm 0:20:53.480 --> 0:20:59.919 going When you say either the ground will fall beneath you, 0:21:00.040 --> 0:21:04.520 when you will learn to fly the food, it's the fool, right, 0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:08.439 and it is the right. And so it's interesting that 0:21:08.720 --> 0:21:15.639 the language you use was that of your fool in 0:21:16.119 --> 0:21:18.720