1 00:00:00,600 --> 00:00:03,640 Speaker 1: Thank you for You're coming back. Part two is underway. 2 00:00:04,920 --> 00:00:08,560 Speaker 1: How hard is it to like if you're a kid star? 3 00:00:09,080 --> 00:00:11,240 Speaker 2: Obviously a lot of kids start you want to transition, 4 00:00:11,520 --> 00:00:13,960 Speaker 2: but sometimes people only see you as that, and it's 5 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:16,400 Speaker 2: so hard to get out of that role and people 6 00:00:16,440 --> 00:00:17,560 Speaker 2: only see you as that. 7 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:19,959 Speaker 3: Right, right, right, Yeah, it's no joke. 8 00:00:21,680 --> 00:00:24,080 Speaker 4: For me, I always felt a little scared that people 9 00:00:24,079 --> 00:00:27,280 Speaker 4: wouldn't feel like I've been through anything, you know, because 10 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:30,280 Speaker 4: I do. Even sometimes in my own like extended family, 11 00:00:30,360 --> 00:00:32,879 Speaker 4: there's this like, man, your family was. 12 00:00:32,920 --> 00:00:34,640 Speaker 3: Da Da Da, and you lived here and you did 13 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:35,400 Speaker 3: the disneything. 14 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:37,640 Speaker 4: You ain't ever been through anything, So I would I 15 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:40,159 Speaker 4: would feel nervous that people wouldn't believe me when I 16 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:43,040 Speaker 4: told my stories, you know, or that I wasn't, you know, 17 00:00:43,159 --> 00:00:46,040 Speaker 4: cool enough or been through enough to be able to 18 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:50,520 Speaker 4: say anything at all. But luckily my life did get 19 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:53,880 Speaker 4: real as I was making that transition, and I think 20 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:57,880 Speaker 4: I dealt a lot with real life things, colorism and 21 00:00:57,880 --> 00:01:01,880 Speaker 4: rejection and losing money and being on your own, and 22 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:06,120 Speaker 4: all of those things are real. Wherever you're from, don't matter. 23 00:01:06,360 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 4: Going through that is real, and so I did feel 24 00:01:09,080 --> 00:01:12,360 Speaker 4: more validation in being able to say anything because I 25 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 4: had been through it. I had and it was tough 26 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:17,039 Speaker 4: and scary, and I didn't know when it was going 27 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:17,440 Speaker 4: to end. 28 00:01:17,600 --> 00:01:17,800 Speaker 3: You know. 29 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:20,959 Speaker 2: I don't know if you've heard this, but the Bernie 30 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:23,840 Speaker 2: Mac Show star Camille win Bush, she had to get 31 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:26,520 Speaker 2: on only fans because she said the residuals from the 32 00:01:26,560 --> 00:01:31,480 Speaker 2: show it just wasn't enough to sustain moving forward as 33 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:34,440 Speaker 2: a kid as a former kid actor. I mean, is 34 00:01:34,480 --> 00:01:37,039 Speaker 2: that something that you I mean, obviously you were able 35 00:01:37,080 --> 00:01:39,440 Speaker 2: to transition and do other things. You can sing your 36 00:01:39,880 --> 00:01:43,080 Speaker 2: full fledged, full fledged star now, But how difficult is 37 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:45,759 Speaker 2: it for a kid to transition when they don't have 38 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:47,600 Speaker 2: all of a sudden now they don't have that steady 39 00:01:47,640 --> 00:01:51,360 Speaker 2: stream of income coming in as they transition into an adulthood. 40 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:57,800 Speaker 4: Yeah, the transition is no joke, I think, because things 41 00:01:57,800 --> 00:01:59,880 Speaker 4: slow down and you're trying to figure out where you 42 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:03,400 Speaker 4: fit in, especially in a world where most of the 43 00:02:03,480 --> 00:02:06,600 Speaker 4: opportunities are written for people who do not look like you, 44 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:12,440 Speaker 4: then things are significantly slower. I think for me, I 45 00:02:12,520 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 4: was always gonna just start a new career, you know, 46 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:18,040 Speaker 4: and if I had to do that, and it would 47 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:20,880 Speaker 4: still be in the music category. But I don't know, 48 00:02:20,919 --> 00:02:22,920 Speaker 4: like maybe more on the label side, maybe more on 49 00:02:22,919 --> 00:02:25,800 Speaker 4: the artist development side, maybe on the vocal teaching side. 50 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:28,280 Speaker 4: Like to me, I still wanted to be in that world. 51 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:31,120 Speaker 4: If I had to transition and I wasn't going to 52 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:32,840 Speaker 4: be in front anymore, and maybe I wasn't going to 53 00:02:32,919 --> 00:02:35,680 Speaker 4: be singing the songs, maybe I'd be writing them, but 54 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:37,400 Speaker 4: I would have to figure out how to live with 55 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:39,680 Speaker 4: that because I still get one life, so I can't 56 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:43,360 Speaker 4: live in despair the rest of my life. Yeah, that 57 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:46,519 Speaker 4: is crazy, And I do get that part about, you know, 58 00:02:46,639 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 4: running out of money and not having residuals. You don't 59 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:52,680 Speaker 4: have any ownership when you're doing these roles and sometimes 60 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:57,040 Speaker 4: singing these songs. But I think for me, I was 61 00:02:57,080 --> 00:02:59,120 Speaker 4: going to figure out another way and you would just 62 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:01,280 Speaker 4: have to start from grounds zero. But people start from 63 00:03:01,280 --> 00:03:04,760 Speaker 4: ground zero all the time. It doesn't matter if you sixteen, 64 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:06,160 Speaker 4: it doesn't matter if you're thirty six. 65 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:08,680 Speaker 3: You know, people pivot and you just got to live 66 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:09,600 Speaker 3: your life and keep going. 67 00:03:09,720 --> 00:03:11,359 Speaker 2: And a part of this what I'm about to ask, 68 00:03:11,520 --> 00:03:13,440 Speaker 2: is you kind of touched on is like kind of 69 00:03:13,440 --> 00:03:15,720 Speaker 2: the advice that you would give someone as a child 70 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,880 Speaker 2: that's trying to pivot and go to that next phase 71 00:03:18,919 --> 00:03:19,560 Speaker 2: of their life. 72 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:24,280 Speaker 4: I would say, depending on how much you popped off, 73 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:26,639 Speaker 4: you might be you know, might be straight, you might 74 00:03:26,680 --> 00:03:29,600 Speaker 4: be so figure out how to manage your money so 75 00:03:29,639 --> 00:03:32,119 Speaker 4: that it can grow for itself. But I think what 76 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 4: I wish I would have done was to go to 77 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,520 Speaker 4: college and go that route, you know, do it on 78 00:03:37,560 --> 00:03:40,560 Speaker 4: your computer and balance and then get a job and 79 00:03:40,680 --> 00:03:42,160 Speaker 4: still do what you like. 80 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:43,880 Speaker 3: And so you're funding your dream. 81 00:03:44,360 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 4: And also if you want to be in this field, 82 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:50,400 Speaker 4: create your own opportunity, Like I think of Easter Ay 83 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:54,080 Speaker 4: and Insecure how she filed that in an office all 84 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:57,840 Speaker 4: a camcorder, you know, or making my own songs and 85 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:00,560 Speaker 4: putting them on the internet, writing songs online, you know. 86 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:03,680 Speaker 4: And there's so many different ways to get yourself out 87 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,160 Speaker 4: there that just don't. 88 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:06,560 Speaker 3: Run out of money while you're doing the work a job. 89 00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:07,720 Speaker 3: Are you're doing it? You know what I'm saying, do 90 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:08,360 Speaker 3: your nine to five? 91 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:10,320 Speaker 4: What if the thing they say on TikTok and stuff 92 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 4: like my five to nine before my nine to five 93 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:13,680 Speaker 4: for the girl is going to be on you know, 94 00:04:13,720 --> 00:04:15,800 Speaker 4: fitness working out of is it hard? 95 00:04:15,840 --> 00:04:16,040 Speaker 1: Though? 96 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:19,440 Speaker 2: Like you're like I should be a star and then not, man, 97 00:04:19,480 --> 00:04:21,000 Speaker 2: I don't be wanting to work because if I work, 98 00:04:21,040 --> 00:04:23,159 Speaker 2: that means I'm not a star. But I think I'm 99 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:24,920 Speaker 2: a star, so therefore I shouldn't. 100 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:26,680 Speaker 1: Have to work. And then you get it, you get 101 00:04:26,720 --> 00:04:27,240 Speaker 1: it twisted. 102 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:33,000 Speaker 4: Yes, that that is the most humbling part of that journey, 103 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,760 Speaker 4: when you when you get to that point where you're like, okay, 104 00:04:35,800 --> 00:04:38,240 Speaker 4: I might have to, uh, well, at least for me, 105 00:04:38,400 --> 00:04:41,599 Speaker 4: because I had felt like dang, I had done so 106 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:44,360 Speaker 4: much and I climbed so high and I was almost 107 00:04:44,360 --> 00:04:46,720 Speaker 4: there and now what now They're gonna be. 108 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:48,200 Speaker 3: Like, aren't you that girl from Disney? 109 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:50,360 Speaker 1: What you doing here? 110 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:50,719 Speaker 3: You know? 111 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:51,760 Speaker 1: So work? 112 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:52,480 Speaker 3: I was thinking. 113 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:54,640 Speaker 4: I was like, maybe I'll put a wig on and 114 00:04:54,839 --> 00:04:56,480 Speaker 4: just have a mask, because I'd be like, I'm just 115 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:59,440 Speaker 4: a germophobe. Like I was really thinking that I didn't 116 00:04:59,440 --> 00:05:02,159 Speaker 4: want my pride to be messed up. If somebody saw me, like, 117 00:05:02,200 --> 00:05:04,160 Speaker 4: what would I say? I would lie, I would say 118 00:05:04,200 --> 00:05:05,160 Speaker 4: I don't know what you're talking about. 119 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:07,160 Speaker 1: Really, yes, you would say that's not you. 120 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:10,280 Speaker 3: Sometimes I do that now, Jones. I'd be like, no, 121 00:05:10,279 --> 00:05:11,720 Speaker 3: I'm can keep on my Sorry. 122 00:05:12,640 --> 00:05:15,960 Speaker 4: I'd be tired sometimes I'll be tired, but yeah, that 123 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:18,560 Speaker 4: pride really would have had to be humbled that. 124 00:05:19,120 --> 00:05:20,840 Speaker 3: But the other choice to go home and I wasn't 125 00:05:20,839 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 3: doing that. 126 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:22,880 Speaker 1: How tough is it? 127 00:05:22,920 --> 00:05:26,320 Speaker 2: The handler rejection You don't get a part or things 128 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:30,760 Speaker 2: don't go your way. To stay positive because this is 129 00:05:31,160 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 2: we can all pivot. But when you've invested so much time, 130 00:05:34,560 --> 00:05:36,760 Speaker 2: so much energy, so much of your life has been 131 00:05:36,800 --> 00:05:40,279 Speaker 2: invested in this, and then all of a sudden, you're like, damn, 132 00:05:40,400 --> 00:05:41,560 Speaker 2: I might just have to do that. 133 00:05:41,839 --> 00:05:46,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, the rejection is, I mean, you have to grieve 134 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:49,320 Speaker 4: for what you thought was gonna happen, and when dreams die, 135 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:54,680 Speaker 4: you must mourn for them. But I felt like at 136 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:58,760 Speaker 4: least I could live with knowing that I tried it 137 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:00,640 Speaker 4: and I went to the wheels fill off. 138 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:02,880 Speaker 3: I would have to just chalk it up to that. 139 00:06:03,040 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 3: You know, I would given it everything I. 140 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:08,680 Speaker 4: Had, and then, you know, I want to be happy, 141 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:10,560 Speaker 4: so I would figure out something else to do that. 142 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:14,600 Speaker 3: I talked to my mom every day when I was unemployed. 143 00:06:17,839 --> 00:06:21,479 Speaker 3: Bill girl, what I was. She was taking all of 144 00:06:21,520 --> 00:06:22,120 Speaker 3: this sadness. 145 00:06:22,160 --> 00:06:24,040 Speaker 4: But one thing I love about my mom is that 146 00:06:24,080 --> 00:06:28,200 Speaker 4: she she never ever made me feel like, yeah, girl, 147 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:31,200 Speaker 4: you can't do this anymore. Never was that said. It 148 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:33,760 Speaker 4: was always you can pivot and be in this world. 149 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:36,200 Speaker 4: You can teach, you could go go back to go 150 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:39,000 Speaker 4: back to school for music, learn an instrument, you could compose. 151 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:41,400 Speaker 3: It was it was never, no, I don't think you 152 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:42,279 Speaker 3: can do this anymore. 153 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:45,120 Speaker 4: You know, with all of my family, every one of them, 154 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 4: you know, when somebody wouldn't pick up, I gotta go 155 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:50,120 Speaker 4: on somebody else. My mom, dad, my siblings, everybody saw 156 00:06:50,360 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 4: that that tunnel of uncertainty. That was gears of my life, 157 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 4: you know, and funding my own music videos and like 158 00:06:57,560 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 4: now you running out of more money. But I wanted 159 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:01,559 Speaker 4: to make this song because I believe in this song. 160 00:07:02,080 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 4: It's just it's just really really scary, really really scary. 161 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:07,600 Speaker 4: But I'm grateful for them because if not for them, 162 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:09,680 Speaker 4: I feel like I wouldn't have had enough, you know, 163 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:11,000 Speaker 4: strength to keep going. 164 00:07:11,480 --> 00:07:13,600 Speaker 1: Your mom has always been your biggest supporter, hadn't she? 165 00:07:13,680 --> 00:07:14,240 Speaker 3: Absolutely? 166 00:07:14,800 --> 00:07:17,559 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's your that's your rock, that's your foundational piece. 167 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:20,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, no matter what, no matter what, the 168 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:23,720 Speaker 2: good the first person you called, no matter what, Yeah, 169 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:26,280 Speaker 2: I went thirty million dollars in the lottery. Mom, guess 170 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:27,920 Speaker 2: what I know for real? 171 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:36,120 Speaker 3: Fip that my mama's smart as hey, I'm like, girl, 172 00:07:36,160 --> 00:07:36,880 Speaker 3: we all up. 173 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:42,600 Speaker 4: But yeah, no, my mom is is definitely such a 174 00:07:42,640 --> 00:07:45,400 Speaker 4: crucial piece that makes me who I am. And I think, 175 00:07:46,120 --> 00:07:48,520 Speaker 4: just like, just like I said about the singing and 176 00:07:49,200 --> 00:07:53,400 Speaker 4: that part, she wanted that so bad when she was raised, 177 00:07:53,400 --> 00:07:57,440 Speaker 4: you know, to just feel like encouraged scene and support 178 00:07:57,440 --> 00:07:59,560 Speaker 4: it and whatever she wanted to be. And so I 179 00:07:59,560 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 4: think that is where she had to teach herself how 180 00:08:02,160 --> 00:08:04,960 Speaker 4: to do that for us, right, you know, because like 181 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:07,040 Speaker 4: I said about my dads, like we don't know how 182 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:09,680 Speaker 4: to do these things if they weren't taught to us. Yeah, 183 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 4: my mom has done a great job of working on 184 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 4: herself and trying to be a more open and more 185 00:08:16,600 --> 00:08:19,200 Speaker 4: less judgmental you know, because I love my mama, but 186 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:22,400 Speaker 4: she's very religious, very Christian, very you know what I'm saying. 187 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:25,040 Speaker 4: So sometimes I'm like, girl, don't watch that video, listen 188 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:28,200 Speaker 4: to that, don't even listen to it. But yeah, she 189 00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:30,440 Speaker 4: is definitely my safe place to land for sure. 190 00:08:31,080 --> 00:08:31,840 Speaker 1: How much. 191 00:08:33,240 --> 00:08:36,200 Speaker 2: Are you like your mom? I mean, do people say, girl, 192 00:08:36,200 --> 00:08:37,400 Speaker 2: you definitely your mama child. 193 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:41,320 Speaker 4: Yes, I definitely get that. I'd begetting that. I sound 194 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:43,480 Speaker 4: like my mom. Of course I look like my mom. 195 00:08:43,840 --> 00:08:46,120 Speaker 4: My siblings say I'm just like my mom. 196 00:08:46,320 --> 00:08:47,000 Speaker 3: But I don't know. 197 00:08:47,160 --> 00:08:49,200 Speaker 4: I feel like me and my mom are very similar 198 00:08:49,240 --> 00:08:51,680 Speaker 4: when it comes to work ethic and how we treat people, 199 00:08:51,880 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 4: and like what we want for ourselves great things and 200 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:57,560 Speaker 4: goals and whatnot like that. But yeah, me and my 201 00:08:57,600 --> 00:08:59,600 Speaker 4: mom have different things. Like, like I said, my mom 202 00:08:59,679 --> 00:09:03,559 Speaker 4: is very read religiously rigid. So there's certain things I 203 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,480 Speaker 4: know she's not even gonna want to hear that in 204 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:07,720 Speaker 4: the car one curse word, I got to turn it off, right, 205 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:09,880 Speaker 4: She's not trying to hear that, Like certain things I 206 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 4: like shows or whatever, things like that. 207 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:13,079 Speaker 3: She'd be like, what is that right? You know she's 208 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:13,560 Speaker 3: done into that. 209 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:15,040 Speaker 1: You took an eight year hiatus. 210 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 3: The hiatus took me. 211 00:09:17,080 --> 00:09:18,280 Speaker 1: Oh that wasn't by choice. 212 00:09:18,440 --> 00:09:21,480 Speaker 4: Hell no, would never ever do that. Yes, I'm literally 213 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,199 Speaker 4: deciding to be pregnant or something. 214 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:26,400 Speaker 2: Okay, we talked about that little later. But let me 215 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:29,920 Speaker 2: ask you this. So eight years, that's a long time. 216 00:09:29,960 --> 00:09:32,640 Speaker 2: That's a long time. Yeah, Okay, one year go by it. 217 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:34,760 Speaker 2: Oh this thing go happen. Oh this thing about the 218 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:34,960 Speaker 2: ju party. 219 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 3: And I was like, we in the club we're checking shots. 220 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:38,360 Speaker 3: What's a shot? Another one? 221 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:39,480 Speaker 1: Two years? 222 00:09:39,640 --> 00:09:42,080 Speaker 4: Two years, We're still cute, and I'm sneaking into the club. 223 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:44,160 Speaker 4: I'm only eighteen. I'm in there now. I'm like with 224 00:09:44,280 --> 00:09:46,120 Speaker 4: the like artists and celebrities, I'm like, whoa, I'm at 225 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:48,400 Speaker 4: they out. But I'm also like I deserve to be. 226 00:09:48,520 --> 00:09:51,160 Speaker 4: But I'm also like, okay, cool, cool, cool. Three years, 227 00:09:51,520 --> 00:09:52,920 Speaker 4: this guys to get a little less funny. 228 00:09:53,080 --> 00:09:56,160 Speaker 3: Okay, a little chuckle you're for. I'm concerned. 229 00:09:56,679 --> 00:10:01,439 Speaker 4: I'm concerned, and I'm doing things that nobody's watching, nobody 230 00:10:01,559 --> 00:10:06,679 Speaker 4: cares so embarrassing, like you, I'm singing these covers on 231 00:10:06,679 --> 00:10:09,640 Speaker 4: social media and like, my engagement is so low, and 232 00:10:09,679 --> 00:10:12,640 Speaker 4: I remember it when it was so high. And I'm 233 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:17,280 Speaker 4: doing movies where the budget was like forty cents and 234 00:10:17,320 --> 00:10:19,520 Speaker 4: it was and hopefully nobody watches. I mean, and it's okay, 235 00:10:19,600 --> 00:10:21,520 Speaker 4: you know, it's part of my story, so they you know, 236 00:10:21,800 --> 00:10:22,720 Speaker 4: if you watch it, you watch it. 237 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:23,120 Speaker 1: That's great. 238 00:10:23,679 --> 00:10:27,640 Speaker 4: But yeah, I'm doing these things that just weren't weren't 239 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:31,000 Speaker 4: wasn't catching, they weren't catching, and they weren't what I wanted. 240 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:33,120 Speaker 4: They weren't what I thought I could have. You know, 241 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:36,920 Speaker 4: and so I'm just like confused, very confused. And then 242 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:41,960 Speaker 4: I'm like also learning about love and learning about relationships, 243 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:46,800 Speaker 4: and nobody taught me these things. Honestly, I really was 244 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 4: in this bubble of music. This is what I want, 245 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:51,080 Speaker 4: this is all that focused on. I didn't even I 246 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:53,120 Speaker 4: didn't even date until literally I was eighteen. 247 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:54,960 Speaker 2: That's what I was about to ask you. So you 248 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:56,679 Speaker 2: come out to LA and you move out to LA 249 00:10:56,720 --> 00:10:59,000 Speaker 2: in seventeen. That's to be very interesting that you moved 250 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:01,480 Speaker 2: to LA on your own. I wonder what your parents 251 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:05,040 Speaker 2: were thinking, like, Oh, no, what to La? Why you 252 00:11:05,040 --> 00:11:06,199 Speaker 2: got to move so far away? 253 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:08,720 Speaker 4: Nah, that wasn't what they thought at all because I 254 00:11:08,720 --> 00:11:10,680 Speaker 4: had been coming back and forth for LA since I 255 00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:13,800 Speaker 4: was nine, So they we all knew and associated LA 256 00:11:13,920 --> 00:11:16,160 Speaker 4: with where you go to work in that field, you know. 257 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:18,120 Speaker 4: So it's kind of just like that's what we know, 258 00:11:18,200 --> 00:11:20,160 Speaker 4: we know you're gonna do that, But of course it's 259 00:11:20,160 --> 00:11:24,720 Speaker 4: it's very very hard. And I think I think my mom. 260 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:26,560 Speaker 4: I think my mom and dad were kind of in 261 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 4: this this. I don't know, maybe there was a little 262 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:31,480 Speaker 4: naive to think to think what was gonna happen, But 263 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 4: I but we all needed to be a little bit naive, 264 00:11:33,559 --> 00:11:35,640 Speaker 4: you know, I didn't. I didn't want to live in 265 00:11:35,720 --> 00:11:39,520 Speaker 4: any possible negative reality. To me, I was like, once 266 00:11:39,559 --> 00:11:41,520 Speaker 4: I go there, it's up. That's what I thought, and 267 00:11:41,559 --> 00:11:43,320 Speaker 4: I think that's what I had to think. That delusion 268 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:44,680 Speaker 4: kind of helped me to keep going. 269 00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: So, yes, five, six, seven, and eight, why didn't you 270 00:11:48,800 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 1: give up? 271 00:11:50,840 --> 00:11:57,079 Speaker 4: Why didn't I? Because I still had a little money 272 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:01,199 Speaker 4: in that because that rent check was I'm still clearing, 273 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:06,199 Speaker 4: and because I wanted it so bad. Man, I wanted 274 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:12,720 Speaker 4: it so bad, and until I had to leave. I 275 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:15,880 Speaker 4: wasn't going to leave until I had to. I mean, 276 00:12:16,679 --> 00:12:20,880 Speaker 4: I literally downgraded where I lived. I had roommates again, 277 00:12:22,040 --> 00:12:24,520 Speaker 4: I like didn't have them, and then I had them, 278 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:26,200 Speaker 4: and then I didn't and then I got them again, 279 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:26,880 Speaker 4: and then. 280 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:28,400 Speaker 1: You know how y'all women are y'all. 281 00:12:29,679 --> 00:12:34,000 Speaker 4: Well, actually it's very very interesting. It's still roommates. 282 00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:36,040 Speaker 1: Did your mom know this? 283 00:12:36,679 --> 00:12:41,320 Speaker 4: No, it wasn't all guys. First of all, it was 284 00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:44,360 Speaker 4: two girls and two guys. I'm one of the girls. Yeah, 285 00:12:44,360 --> 00:12:46,160 Speaker 4: So we had this big place and everybody had like 286 00:12:46,160 --> 00:12:48,080 Speaker 4: a room, and and you know how I said, I 287 00:12:48,080 --> 00:12:49,840 Speaker 4: didn't want people to know, like what I did. They 288 00:12:50,120 --> 00:12:53,760 Speaker 4: were all white, respectful, respectful. They didn't know me, they 289 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:54,720 Speaker 4: didn't know me at all. 290 00:12:55,080 --> 00:12:56,079 Speaker 3: But then I. 291 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 4: Started to pop off again, like during the pandemic, and 292 00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:01,600 Speaker 4: like my clips were go viral, so they'd be like 293 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 4: is that you, And I'd be like, mm yeah, yeah yeah. 294 00:13:07,679 --> 00:13:09,840 Speaker 4: But I left shortly after that. But yeah, So I 295 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:12,920 Speaker 4: just kept prolonging it. With what I'm saying, I was doing. 296 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:15,240 Speaker 4: I was doing whatever I needed to do to stay. 297 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:15,600 Speaker 3: I was. 298 00:13:16,120 --> 00:13:18,960 Speaker 4: I also was just in a cloud of what's going on. 299 00:13:19,040 --> 00:13:21,720 Speaker 4: I'm confused. I'm trying to numb this, but I'm not leaving. 300 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:24,720 Speaker 4: It was really crazy times. I was in a crazy relationship, 301 00:13:24,760 --> 00:13:28,080 Speaker 4: and I was just like prolonging the inevitable is what 302 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:29,280 Speaker 4: I was thinking in my mind. 303 00:13:29,880 --> 00:13:32,600 Speaker 2: They say when we're at our lowest is when we 304 00:13:32,720 --> 00:13:35,880 Speaker 2: find out the most about ourselves. What did Coco find 305 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:37,000 Speaker 2: out about herself. 306 00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:38,920 Speaker 1: During this period that. 307 00:13:40,760 --> 00:13:42,160 Speaker 3: Money doesn't eco happiness? 308 00:13:42,480 --> 00:13:50,040 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, So I was in this relationship that basically 309 00:13:50,080 --> 00:13:53,559 Speaker 4: it was kind of like a manipulation situation, like, oh, 310 00:13:53,600 --> 00:13:54,760 Speaker 4: you want your music video. 311 00:13:54,559 --> 00:13:56,800 Speaker 3: To do this? Oh okay, well da da da da 312 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:57,960 Speaker 3: Oh okay, So what are we like? 313 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,000 Speaker 4: What are we you know, Okay, y'all, I'll pay for that. 314 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:02,760 Speaker 4: You know, it was kind of like it was kind 315 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:04,599 Speaker 4: of like me on a string because. 316 00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:06,920 Speaker 1: I it was a Twig Poe quote, you do things 317 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:07,920 Speaker 1: for me, I do things for you. 318 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 4: It's something very similar to that. And I was like, 319 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,160 Speaker 4: you know what, maybe this is what Maybe this is 320 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:14,200 Speaker 4: life like, maybe this is the type of relationship that 321 00:14:14,280 --> 00:14:16,319 Speaker 4: you know whatever. You know, you have money and you 322 00:14:16,360 --> 00:14:21,119 Speaker 4: don't have happiness whatever, and I just it just crashed 323 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:24,160 Speaker 4: so bad that I was like, I would rather be 324 00:14:24,320 --> 00:14:28,920 Speaker 4: broke than ever need anybody to do anything ever for me. 325 00:14:29,120 --> 00:14:31,160 Speaker 3: Again, I'm out. I'm out. 326 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:34,680 Speaker 4: And I had to like literally uncut myself because there 327 00:14:34,680 --> 00:14:37,480 Speaker 4: were so many strings in me tied to that person 328 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:40,280 Speaker 4: that I didn't even know were there, that I didn't 329 00:14:40,320 --> 00:14:41,080 Speaker 4: even know where was. It was. 330 00:14:41,360 --> 00:14:42,880 Speaker 3: It was just crazy. 331 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:45,960 Speaker 1: But when you're like, how did how did you? 332 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:48,520 Speaker 2: How did you cut the cord because you kind of 333 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:51,200 Speaker 2: kind of needed it, I know, bro. 334 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 3: It was so it was so hard at the time. 335 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:57,080 Speaker 1: Didn't say you'll be. 336 00:14:57,040 --> 00:15:01,280 Speaker 4: Back, nah, he didn't say nothing like that. He was like, well, well, 337 00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,000 Speaker 4: your music video is not gonna be funded. Good luck 338 00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:05,600 Speaker 4: with that. I'm about to call them, right now and 339 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:09,160 Speaker 4: tell them I'm not paying for that what And I 340 00:15:09,200 --> 00:15:13,200 Speaker 4: was like, okay, okay. It was like everything kind of 341 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:15,640 Speaker 4: had to crumble. And it was so embarrassing at the 342 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:18,080 Speaker 4: time because like the producers I had worked with on 343 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:19,920 Speaker 4: this one song, they were like helping me film the 344 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:22,320 Speaker 4: video and then they were like, why did you just 345 00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:25,120 Speaker 4: call us and say something about that? And I'm like, oh, okay, 346 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:27,640 Speaker 4: here's the truth, you know. And I was just telling 347 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:30,200 Speaker 4: them what was what I was doing, what I was 348 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:32,520 Speaker 4: in and kind of like where my life was at 349 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:35,760 Speaker 4: at that time. And so yeah, it was super humbling 350 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:38,120 Speaker 4: at the time, but that's what I learned. I was like, 351 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:41,160 Speaker 4: even if I ever get this money again, I'm gonna 352 00:15:41,240 --> 00:15:44,880 Speaker 4: never never equate it with happiness, with a healthy relationship, 353 00:15:45,160 --> 00:15:49,360 Speaker 4: with a healthy mind. Hell no, if I don't have 354 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,200 Speaker 4: it in myself, I don't need the money. 355 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 2: How did you find yourself again? How did you pull 356 00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:56,920 Speaker 2: yourself out. 357 00:15:56,800 --> 00:15:58,080 Speaker 3: Of that therapy? 358 00:15:58,800 --> 00:16:01,120 Speaker 4: At the time, So the one good thing about that 359 00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:04,640 Speaker 4: relationship was that he used this therapist and I would 360 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:06,000 Speaker 4: hear they were what they were talking about, and I'm 361 00:16:06,080 --> 00:16:08,600 Speaker 4: like what, And then I was like, who do you 362 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:11,360 Speaker 4: let tell you about yourself? I want to talk to her. 363 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:13,640 Speaker 4: And I remember I had my first therapy session and 364 00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:17,960 Speaker 4: I was breaking down crying because I had never been 365 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:21,880 Speaker 4: asked some of the questions that she asked me. And 366 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:26,440 Speaker 4: from there, I was like, Okay, I'm kind of in 367 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,280 Speaker 4: this trap situation, but I'm about to tell you everything. 368 00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:32,440 Speaker 4: I don't know why I just told her everything. I 369 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:34,040 Speaker 4: felt like she couldn't tell anyone else. 370 00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:38,720 Speaker 3: I mean no, literally, and I googled that. I was like, 371 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:40,720 Speaker 3: you can lose a license. I'm gonna trust you, girl, 372 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:42,440 Speaker 3: what it's also the law. 373 00:16:43,040 --> 00:16:45,720 Speaker 4: Yeah, So I just told her everything, and slowly, by slowly, 374 00:16:45,960 --> 00:16:50,480 Speaker 4: I was rebuilt because I was such such a low state. 375 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:54,920 Speaker 4: I felt so powerless, I felt so stuck. I felt 376 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:59,080 Speaker 4: like I was in these chains and I couldn't leave 377 00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:02,080 Speaker 4: because I wanted this music stuff so bad and I 378 00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:03,720 Speaker 4: was just going to do what it took, you know, 379 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:07,640 Speaker 4: and my freaking rent and ugh, it was just so bad. 380 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:09,080 Speaker 3: It was so bad. I was so unhappy. 381 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:13,840 Speaker 4: But yet she helped me rebuild myself and also just 382 00:17:13,880 --> 00:17:16,439 Speaker 4: to shed these these limiting beliefs. This is what I 383 00:17:16,480 --> 00:17:18,320 Speaker 4: gotta do. Like I I would say, this is what 384 00:17:18,359 --> 00:17:20,080 Speaker 4: I gotta do. You think I want to do this, 385 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:22,280 Speaker 4: you think I want to sing that, You think I 386 00:17:22,320 --> 00:17:24,520 Speaker 4: want to do that? And so she'd be. 387 00:17:24,560 --> 00:17:27,560 Speaker 3: Like, but why, says who? And I literally couldn't answer. 388 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,080 Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, rebuilding slowly. 389 00:17:30,400 --> 00:17:33,320 Speaker 2: When you saw the viral tweet asking what happened to 390 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:36,520 Speaker 2: Coco Jones, how did it make you feel? 391 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 3: Like? 392 00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:37,879 Speaker 1: I'm right here? 393 00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:39,520 Speaker 3: It was so embarrassed. 394 00:17:39,520 --> 00:17:41,280 Speaker 4: I was so embarrassed at that time that I feel 395 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:44,960 Speaker 4: like I just kept getting hit hit with hit with embarrassments. 396 00:17:46,119 --> 00:17:49,639 Speaker 4: And I remember that that it made me really upset. 397 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,600 Speaker 4: I called my mom and I was like, this is 398 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,440 Speaker 4: what they're saying about me. I cannot believe this is 399 00:17:53,440 --> 00:17:55,560 Speaker 4: what the world thinks about me. I'm a has been 400 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,000 Speaker 4: I'm not even freaking twenty something. 401 00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:02,520 Speaker 3: How now now? And I remember my mom. 402 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:05,320 Speaker 4: Said, what do you got to lose? Like literally, you're unemployed. 403 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,119 Speaker 4: So she was like, just tell them what happened. My 404 00:18:08,200 --> 00:18:11,000 Speaker 4: mom not knowing how social media works at all. Yeah, 405 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:13,119 Speaker 4: Like it's not my homegirl down the street, this is 406 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:15,520 Speaker 4: the internet, she says, We'll tell them, tell the Internet. 407 00:18:15,880 --> 00:18:18,000 Speaker 4: And I ended up that was my first time ever 408 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:20,960 Speaker 4: saying anything that didn't have to do with music that 409 00:18:21,040 --> 00:18:22,600 Speaker 4: wasn't polished that wasn't you know. 410 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:25,040 Speaker 1: Because you would lie. I would lie and what I 411 00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:25,960 Speaker 1: said you wouldn't lie. 412 00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:27,280 Speaker 3: Oh I thought you said you would lie. 413 00:18:27,359 --> 00:18:29,439 Speaker 2: No, no, no, you wouldn't lie. No, no, you didn't pre record. 414 00:18:29,520 --> 00:18:32,640 Speaker 2: It's like so it's almost like it's kind of hard. 415 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:32,840 Speaker 5: I know. 416 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,880 Speaker 4: And I was so scared because I was like, ooh, 417 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:37,040 Speaker 4: I don't want to be black bombed. I don't know 418 00:18:37,040 --> 00:18:38,840 Speaker 4: how this works. To tell the truth, I had never 419 00:18:38,880 --> 00:18:40,480 Speaker 4: done anything like that. I was just like, if it 420 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:43,679 Speaker 4: ain't cute, you don't say right. So but honestly, so 421 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:45,800 Speaker 4: much came from that. So much of because you know 422 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,320 Speaker 4: what's crazy. My homegirls would be like, you need to 423 00:18:48,359 --> 00:18:50,840 Speaker 4: tell you need to talk more, like your personality is 424 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:53,000 Speaker 4: so sometimes right, and I'd be like, girl, anybody's trying 425 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:54,600 Speaker 4: to hear me, dogs, I just need to sing. So 426 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:57,000 Speaker 4: it was just so validating and it opened a lot 427 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:59,400 Speaker 4: of doors. The sound that I had in the video 428 00:18:59,440 --> 00:19:01,600 Speaker 4: went viral on TikTok and then I was like, what's TikTok? 429 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:03,280 Speaker 4: And then I started doing shit on TikTok and then 430 00:19:03,320 --> 00:19:04,080 Speaker 4: that popped off too. 431 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:09,119 Speaker 2: Whether the situation that you felt free after that because 432 00:19:09,119 --> 00:19:12,160 Speaker 2: you mentioned about these change you mentioned about these strings 433 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:15,240 Speaker 2: you're rich about like being in bondage, and it felt 434 00:19:15,240 --> 00:19:17,280 Speaker 2: like it seemed like to me and I'm just outside 435 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:19,800 Speaker 2: looking in. I'm not the therapist, but once you did that, 436 00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:21,080 Speaker 2: you felt like you were free. 437 00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:26,520 Speaker 4: I think what really made me free was what my 438 00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:29,959 Speaker 4: therapist had said to me this one time. I was 439 00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:32,480 Speaker 4: telling her what I can and can't do as a 440 00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:34,160 Speaker 4: dark skin black girl, and I'm like, they don't let 441 00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:37,040 Speaker 4: you do that, Like you can't do that, or like, nah, 442 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,399 Speaker 4: that's just not that's not realistic for me. And she 443 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:41,440 Speaker 4: was like, is this really the world you're going to 444 00:19:41,520 --> 00:19:44,320 Speaker 4: live in? Like this world where you have all these 445 00:19:44,359 --> 00:19:46,320 Speaker 4: limitations you didn't choose, Like is this really what you're 446 00:19:46,320 --> 00:19:48,520 Speaker 4: gonna do? Because like why wouldn't you just create your 447 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:51,040 Speaker 4: own world? Like who said that? What rule is that? 448 00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:53,280 Speaker 4: Where is that written? And it made me be like 449 00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:59,200 Speaker 4: I literally don't know. I really only act the way 450 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,440 Speaker 4: the world has taught me I should and shouldn't act. 451 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,639 Speaker 4: And that to me was kind of that shift that 452 00:20:03,720 --> 00:20:06,200 Speaker 4: made me I would think, made my life change. And 453 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,440 Speaker 4: then of course telling that video and then that video 454 00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:12,520 Speaker 4: and seeing people like my personality, I was like, Okay, 455 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:15,199 Speaker 4: so this is during the pandemic. I'm like, maybe they 456 00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:17,280 Speaker 4: don't want me to sing anymore. Okay, I'll tell stories. 457 00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:19,280 Speaker 4: So I started telling these stories on the internet. I 458 00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:21,399 Speaker 4: was like, I would have just pressed record, and afterwards 459 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:24,200 Speaker 4: I'd be like, what am I doing? I just told 460 00:20:24,240 --> 00:20:26,240 Speaker 4: stories on the internet. But it was working at the time. 461 00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:28,560 Speaker 4: My engagement was back up. Then I'd throw a little 462 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:31,159 Speaker 4: song in there, and then the TikTok thing happened, and 463 00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:34,199 Speaker 4: I started doing the covers on TikTok that were like that, 464 00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:36,520 Speaker 4: if I was on this song, do my version of that. 465 00:20:36,600 --> 00:20:38,800 Speaker 3: And slowly it just pivoted. 466 00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:40,920 Speaker 4: And then I got acting management who would saw the 467 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,000 Speaker 4: video and they were like, we want to work with you. 468 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:45,120 Speaker 4: And I was like, okay, I haven't had an acting 469 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,760 Speaker 4: job in like a year and a half, but sure. 470 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,600 Speaker 4: He was like, I just like your personality, and yeah, 471 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:49,960 Speaker 4: it just. 472 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:52,640 Speaker 1: Y'all pay the acting mission. 473 00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:55,360 Speaker 2: That's what I thought. You would have masked. Y'all pay 474 00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:57,760 Speaker 2: for this gig. Okay, y'all, it doesn't. 475 00:20:57,520 --> 00:21:00,959 Speaker 3: Work like that. They can commission. They're not paying for nothing. Dude, Oh, 476 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,840 Speaker 3: I think let me find out on tripping. 477 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:04,399 Speaker 1: But let mask you this. 478 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:08,080 Speaker 2: Why do you think TV executives believe that darkest complexed 479 00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:10,280 Speaker 2: women aren't marketable. 480 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:13,360 Speaker 4: Aren't well. I think it's changing now. I don't think 481 00:21:13,359 --> 00:21:15,679 Speaker 4: that is exactly the truth. I think you just have 482 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:18,639 Speaker 4: to show people that things work. But honestly, truly, I 483 00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:23,280 Speaker 4: think our community has done a poor job at times 484 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:26,920 Speaker 4: of supporting our own work. And so if we're looking 485 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:28,639 Speaker 4: at just the numbers, if I'm an executive and I'm 486 00:21:28,680 --> 00:21:30,000 Speaker 4: unbiased because I don't care, I. 487 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:31,480 Speaker 1: Just want the money, Yeah, I see green. 488 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:32,199 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm just. 489 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 4: Looking at the green, like which way are you going? 490 00:21:34,040 --> 00:21:36,159 Speaker 4: Where the people show up or where the people be 491 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:39,200 Speaker 4: Like eighteen dollars for a ticket? Cur you know what 492 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,159 Speaker 4: I'm saying. So I do think as a community, we 493 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:42,600 Speaker 4: had to do a better We have to do a 494 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,840 Speaker 4: better job of supporting our own stuff. But I also 495 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:48,320 Speaker 4: feel like it's a matter of not knowing, not knowing 496 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:50,239 Speaker 4: what it's like over there. You know, you're in this 497 00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:52,720 Speaker 4: position and you're this exec You don't know what that's 498 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:55,240 Speaker 4: like until you get somebody like a Shonda Rhimes or 499 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:57,199 Speaker 4: Issa Ray who's like, this is what it's like. 500 00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:58,560 Speaker 3: Let me show you the script. 501 00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:01,320 Speaker 4: It's really good and it's funny, and you're like, oh, 502 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:02,879 Speaker 4: what a different way of life, you know, and and 503 00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:06,520 Speaker 4: kind of introducing people to the world of being black 504 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:10,000 Speaker 4: in different facets. I don't think it's necessarily that they 505 00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,160 Speaker 4: don't think that that we're marketable. I think they don't 506 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:16,280 Speaker 4: think of us until somebody forces that into their heads, 507 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:20,440 Speaker 4: you know, and until we as a community force that 508 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,800 Speaker 4: that money, that revenue into our own world, you know. 509 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:26,600 Speaker 4: But I definitely think it's getting better from when I 510 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:30,120 Speaker 4: was a kid, Yes to me now watching these shows 511 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:34,159 Speaker 4: and so many different platforms, Ulu, Appletude, you know, AES, 512 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:36,720 Speaker 4: so there's so many more opportunities. It's just the best 513 00:22:36,720 --> 00:22:40,000 Speaker 4: show wins at this point. Honestly, it's whatever can grab attention. 514 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:43,560 Speaker 4: Attention is currency now, it's not this look, and it's 515 00:22:43,600 --> 00:22:44,560 Speaker 4: whoever can grab attention. 516 00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:47,760 Speaker 2: Why do you feel you haven't come or do you 517 00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:52,080 Speaker 2: feel the need to succumb to societal pressures and change anything? 518 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:55,680 Speaker 2: Plastic surgery, BBL, bigger. 519 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:02,879 Speaker 4: Have I felt that? No, I wouldn't say that I 520 00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:08,280 Speaker 4: felt like that. I honestly, if anything, when I was younger, 521 00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:11,560 Speaker 4: wanted to be like shorter, but I felt like all 522 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,880 Speaker 4: the guys, I mean, like, I'm not talking that young 523 00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:16,600 Speaker 4: a couple of years ago, right, I felt like all 524 00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:18,479 Speaker 4: the guy actors were shorter than me, and I'm like, well, 525 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:20,600 Speaker 4: they're not gonna choose me because I'm taller than him. 526 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:20,960 Speaker 3: You know. 527 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:23,800 Speaker 4: That was the one of the only things I could 528 00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:26,760 Speaker 4: think that I really wanted to change about myself. But 529 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:29,439 Speaker 4: for the most part, now, I come from an athletic family. 530 00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:32,120 Speaker 4: So whatever you want to see in your in your body, 531 00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:36,040 Speaker 4: that's like I was taught go working, go do it. Yeah, 532 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:38,760 Speaker 4: and that's kind of that's what I like, working out 533 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:40,320 Speaker 4: and feeling strong. 534 00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:42,320 Speaker 3: That's what I like on my body. 535 00:23:42,359 --> 00:23:45,240 Speaker 2: So no, uh, CISLa recently came out and said she 536 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:48,639 Speaker 2: regretted getting a BBL. Have you talked to anybody in 537 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:52,240 Speaker 2: the industry that have regretted any cattle because I think 538 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 2: that now the thing in the TV industry or the 539 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 2: Hollywood movie industry is like this old this weight loss drugs, 540 00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:00,720 Speaker 2: the a zipic, zeppetide and mclue tide that things like that. 541 00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:05,120 Speaker 2: Have you talked to anyone that regret like whatever you do, 542 00:24:05,119 --> 00:24:05,639 Speaker 2: don't do this. 543 00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:09,760 Speaker 4: No, the girls that I talk to, they be like, girl, 544 00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,560 Speaker 4: do I look good? I don't know about nothing, but 545 00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:13,719 Speaker 4: that's eating right. Up. 546 00:24:14,440 --> 00:24:15,720 Speaker 3: I'm like, let me feel that. 547 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:21,439 Speaker 4: No, I will say, though, I do feel like I 548 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:23,480 Speaker 4: have had some girls who do like the quick trying 549 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:25,359 Speaker 4: to lose weight. Yeah, all of like maybe you gotta 550 00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:27,280 Speaker 4: shoot coming up and you trying to do something. But 551 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:29,760 Speaker 4: that is the only thing where I feel like it's like, yeah, 552 00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:33,639 Speaker 4: I just poisoned myself for no reason. But yeah, no, 553 00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:35,320 Speaker 4: none of the girls that I really regret that. I 554 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:37,840 Speaker 4: think you gotta be careful though, because everything's a trend. 555 00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:41,359 Speaker 4: So it's here today, gone tomorrow, but they be looking good. 556 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:45,119 Speaker 2: At Janet Jackson reposted one of your videos Scissa hit 557 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:45,720 Speaker 2: you up after? 558 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:48,400 Speaker 1: I mean, what did that Janet Jackson? 559 00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:53,800 Speaker 2: Now, obviously Janet was Beyonce before Beyonce and so for 560 00:24:53,880 --> 00:24:55,560 Speaker 2: and so on, and she was she was the it 561 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:58,600 Speaker 2: and for her to repost it or just have Scissa 562 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,920 Speaker 2: you know job, I mean, what how does that make 563 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,600 Speaker 2: Coco Field? How did that make Coco Field? And no, 564 00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:05,600 Speaker 2: Janet Jackson reposted of your video. 565 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:10,280 Speaker 4: I think it's very rewarding, you know, because for such 566 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:14,360 Speaker 4: a long time nobody cared. So to have people care, 567 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:18,560 Speaker 4: first of all, is a blessing and crucial to success. 568 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:21,680 Speaker 4: Right then to also have you know, people you look 569 00:25:21,760 --> 00:25:24,159 Speaker 4: up to and respect in your field to commend what 570 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,199 Speaker 4: you're doing is it's kind of like this sigh of relief, like, oh, 571 00:25:27,480 --> 00:25:29,720 Speaker 4: maybe I am doing something really good. If they think that, 572 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,760 Speaker 4: then then maybe I am doing something really good. But honestly, 573 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:36,679 Speaker 4: I think for me, I feel like it's it's always 574 00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:38,840 Speaker 4: been me who's got to be proud of what I'm doing. Okay, 575 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:41,320 Speaker 4: even when I even when nobody cared and it was embarrassing, 576 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:42,080 Speaker 4: I still knew. 577 00:25:42,119 --> 00:25:43,000 Speaker 3: I hate that. 578 00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:44,920 Speaker 4: I hate that, and I'm like, I don't know what's 579 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:46,680 Speaker 4: not what's not clicking for y'all? 580 00:25:46,760 --> 00:25:49,200 Speaker 3: Right, but damn something over here? 581 00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:51,960 Speaker 1: Uh do you believe you got the roller? Hailey? 582 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:57,840 Speaker 2: But Hillary? Hillary? So how was that audition? Tell me 583 00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:58,600 Speaker 2: about that audition? 584 00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:01,440 Speaker 4: So that was around the time where I had just 585 00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:05,840 Speaker 4: started getting rerelevant in the world in any capacity, and 586 00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:07,919 Speaker 4: I had this fan base now that was like, we 587 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,800 Speaker 4: support you. We didn't know you were going through this, 588 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:10,520 Speaker 4: We support you. 589 00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:12,320 Speaker 3: I don't know your care. Thank you. 590 00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:14,959 Speaker 4: So I get this acting management and they're like, we 591 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:16,439 Speaker 4: just like your personality, we want to work with you. 592 00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:17,919 Speaker 4: I was like, okay, I haven't been a boy in 593 00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:19,600 Speaker 4: a year and a half, but that okay. And so 594 00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:22,840 Speaker 4: around that time, they were like, there's this audition, there's 595 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 4: this opportunity going around the show bel air, and we 596 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:29,720 Speaker 4: think you should audition for Hillary. And I was like, y'all, 597 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,000 Speaker 4: what do I look like trying to audition for this 598 00:26:32,080 --> 00:26:32,560 Speaker 4: light skined girl. 599 00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:34,960 Speaker 3: I'm sorry. I was like, I telled you guys, been. 600 00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:36,240 Speaker 4: A year and a half since I've had a job, 601 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:38,560 Speaker 4: and y'all gonna make me do this, like you know, 602 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:41,880 Speaker 4: and I was like, what if I read for Ashley? 603 00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:44,879 Speaker 4: They were like Ashley's twelve in this get your on 604 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:46,679 Speaker 4: tape for Hillary, and so it was. 605 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 3: I was very reluctant. 606 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:49,359 Speaker 4: And this was still when I was working on myself 607 00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:51,919 Speaker 4: until my mental was not really good, and so I 608 00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:54,399 Speaker 4: was basically expecting rejection. So I kind of did it 609 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:56,879 Speaker 4: in this I don't really care I'm doing this and 610 00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,719 Speaker 4: I don't really care, but it kind of worked, you know. 611 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:01,320 Speaker 4: So I ended up getting on the phone with the 612 00:27:01,359 --> 00:27:05,280 Speaker 4: director right after my audition, which I thought was just 613 00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:07,080 Speaker 4: okay because in the back of my mind I wasn't 614 00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:09,280 Speaker 4: really there. I was like, let's get this along so 615 00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:11,200 Speaker 4: you can tell me no, we can move on. Thanks, 616 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:14,320 Speaker 4: and he kind of talks about how he had looked 617 00:27:14,359 --> 00:27:16,679 Speaker 4: me up and how he knew me and how he 618 00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:19,200 Speaker 4: wanted me to just really be myself. And I had 619 00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:23,520 Speaker 4: never had anyone with any position of power tell me 620 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:26,040 Speaker 4: to do that, and so I was like, Okay, great, 621 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:28,119 Speaker 4: I'm gonna do this next audition, and now I'm really excited. 622 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:30,000 Speaker 4: Now my heart's in it. You know, you normally you 623 00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:33,040 Speaker 4: keep your guard up. And then he was like, actually, 624 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,280 Speaker 4: we're just gonna call you. We'll tell you whether or 625 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:36,960 Speaker 4: not you got it. So they were basing it off 626 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:40,159 Speaker 4: my first audition where I didn't really expect anything, and 627 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,639 Speaker 4: I was expecting rejection and I was like, oh, well, 628 00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:44,760 Speaker 4: I'm not going to get this, okay, But they ended 629 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,280 Speaker 4: up calling me and telling me that I did get 630 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:50,320 Speaker 4: the role, and I was so so happy because I 631 00:27:50,359 --> 00:27:51,040 Speaker 4: needed that money. 632 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,639 Speaker 1: Was about to be doing Gia huh man what. 633 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:56,840 Speaker 3: I was like, I'll sign anything. 634 00:27:57,480 --> 00:28:01,320 Speaker 4: No, but it didn't work out, work out and we're 635 00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:03,760 Speaker 4: on we're about to film our fourth and final season. 636 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:06,360 Speaker 4: So it's a blessing to think that was four years 637 00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:08,360 Speaker 4: ago where I was like, hell, yes. 638 00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 2: Did you think think about this? You said you went 639 00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,880 Speaker 2: in there and you're like, hey, I'm just gonna read. 640 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:14,760 Speaker 2: I don't care if I get it or not. As 641 00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 2: opposed to the other roles that you were actually trying 642 00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:19,399 Speaker 2: to get. Do you feel like you relaxed and you 643 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:21,440 Speaker 2: allowed the best Coco to come out? 644 00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:28,120 Speaker 4: No, No, I am my best when I am prepared, 645 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:31,359 Speaker 4: when I do my research, when I'm ready, then I 646 00:28:31,359 --> 00:28:33,720 Speaker 4: can just get out of my head and just execute. 647 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,040 Speaker 1: But you said you like, I. 648 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:37,000 Speaker 2: Don't thought would you want to do this other role? 649 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:38,920 Speaker 2: But the other role was too young, and then you're like, 650 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 2: I'm just gonna do this and this like. 651 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:43,360 Speaker 3: I don't know. It was truly just my time. 652 00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:45,760 Speaker 4: It was truly just my time because when I look 653 00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:48,000 Speaker 4: back at it, I could see with the vision, but 654 00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:50,800 Speaker 4: I can see myself and I know what I was 655 00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:52,520 Speaker 4: thinking in my own head. So I'm like, I don't 656 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:55,720 Speaker 4: believe her. But people who don't know what's in my head, 657 00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:59,080 Speaker 4: they could get it, you know. Yeah, But no, I'm 658 00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,920 Speaker 4: my best prepared. When I practiced, when I rehearsed it, 659 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:03,400 Speaker 4: then I can just go eat it up. 660 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:03,800 Speaker 1: Right. 661 00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:06,200 Speaker 2: What's some of the best advice you've received since you've 662 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:08,200 Speaker 2: been in the industry. What's some of the best advice 663 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:11,200 Speaker 2: who's given you some of the best advice that you're like, Okay, 664 00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:12,600 Speaker 2: this has really helped me. 665 00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:13,479 Speaker 3: You know what. 666 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:18,080 Speaker 4: Sisa had said something because I remember I had done 667 00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:21,240 Speaker 4: this cover of Love Glory and this was years ago, 668 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:25,720 Speaker 4: and she had hit me about it, or maybe it 669 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 4: was hit different. 670 00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:26,600 Speaker 1: I don't know. 671 00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:28,160 Speaker 4: She had hit me about it because you know a 672 00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:30,000 Speaker 4: lot of her fans were sending it to her. And 673 00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:32,000 Speaker 4: I asked her, how did you get there? And she 674 00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:34,959 Speaker 4: kind of said, like, be delusional in a way, like 675 00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:38,560 Speaker 4: and honestly, truly, I do feel like you have to 676 00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,160 Speaker 4: be a little bit delusional because you're trying to do 677 00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:44,600 Speaker 4: something that nobody has done, especially the people around you, 678 00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:46,080 Speaker 4: the people closer to you. 679 00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:48,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what I'm saying. 680 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:51,360 Speaker 4: So you have to like be delusional. And unless you 681 00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,800 Speaker 4: have that support in somebody who believes in the vision. 682 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:55,880 Speaker 3: With you, you on your own with it. It's you on God. 683 00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:58,680 Speaker 4: So yeah, I think that actually has helped me so 684 00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:00,520 Speaker 4: much to walk in rooms with my I had held 685 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,719 Speaker 4: high to seeing certain things, to try different, you know, 686 00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:05,400 Speaker 4: things creatively, is like delusion? 687 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,400 Speaker 1: Is there a scene that you won't do? Is there 688 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:09,360 Speaker 1: anything that you won't do? 689 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,520 Speaker 2: I don't know about you know, intimacy on screen or 690 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:14,880 Speaker 2: being naked on screen, is there something that cochld like, Nah, 691 00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:16,200 Speaker 2: that isin't your girl. 692 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:16,880 Speaker 3: Ah? 693 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:21,840 Speaker 4: Yeah, I feel like honestly, truly a lot of the 694 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:25,040 Speaker 4: intimacy scenes are super choreography. They're five six, seven, eight, 695 00:30:25,120 --> 00:30:27,000 Speaker 4: one two three four, do it again, and you just 696 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,000 Speaker 4: get into this little habit. 697 00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:29,760 Speaker 1: To me, it's like mob watching. 698 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:33,800 Speaker 4: Uh my mama, no, not to be learned. The hardware 699 00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:37,480 Speaker 4: she got to protect herself. But I think for me, 700 00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:42,840 Speaker 4: I don't want it to ever lean to porn by 701 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,719 Speaker 4: you know, like if it's a tasteful moment, like I 702 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:48,400 Speaker 4: always say the Notebook, that was obviously them having sex, 703 00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:50,600 Speaker 4: but it was so tasteful and the storyline was so good, 704 00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:52,120 Speaker 4: and I was just like, I respect this. 705 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,200 Speaker 1: You know what you got out of that tasteful? 706 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:54,880 Speaker 3: Yes? 707 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:57,720 Speaker 1: What did you get out of it? Was tasteful? 708 00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:59,040 Speaker 3: You don't even know what I'm talking about. When you 709 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:01,200 Speaker 3: come back to the gear. He built that packing house 710 00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:02,960 Speaker 3: for her, He built that house. 711 00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:06,680 Speaker 2: Nah. 712 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,000 Speaker 4: But yeah, I think that would have to be the 713 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,080 Speaker 4: world that's in it, because sometimes I'm like, what now, 714 00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:12,800 Speaker 4: why is this scene here? I'm reading the script and 715 00:31:12,840 --> 00:31:14,600 Speaker 4: I'm like, what does this have to do with anything. 716 00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:16,480 Speaker 4: Did this make me like the characters more at all? 717 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,040 Speaker 4: Or are they just wanting some views because I'm not 718 00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:20,479 Speaker 4: doing it that bro, it would have to be tasteful. 719 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:22,800 Speaker 1: Have you ever turned down the road because it made 720 00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:23,800 Speaker 1: you feel uncomfortable? 721 00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:25,320 Speaker 3: Yeah? 722 00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,360 Speaker 4: I have turned down roads where I didn't want to 723 00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:30,280 Speaker 4: be depicted in that light, you know. And sometimes most 724 00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:31,840 Speaker 4: of them, like if you get an audition and it's 725 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,080 Speaker 4: something crazy, they say that at the beginning, before you 726 00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:37,080 Speaker 4: even read for it will require nudity, will require this, 727 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:38,360 Speaker 4: da dah da da da, and you. 728 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:39,440 Speaker 1: Ain't get new it on camera. 729 00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 3: Uh, it depends, it depends. 730 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:45,160 Speaker 4: I'm not going to do like okay, So I feel 731 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:47,400 Speaker 4: like if it's like a silhouette and you can see 732 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:50,720 Speaker 4: that it's obviously in my body, but I don't want 733 00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:51,280 Speaker 4: it to give like. 734 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:55,960 Speaker 3: You don't want to look at bco Jones boobs. You 735 00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:57,840 Speaker 3: don't get that correct? You know what I'm saying. You're 736 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 3: getting that cropped out. That's not my vibe, that's not 737 00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:00,600 Speaker 3: my boby. 738 00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:04,120 Speaker 2: Uh are you going to play to your man? I 739 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:08,600 Speaker 2: love all you do. I did I saw it. I 740 00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:09,080 Speaker 2: did you. 741 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:10,160 Speaker 3: Watch it with your kids or something? 742 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:11,719 Speaker 1: I was by myself. 743 00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 2: I know I used to go to a lot of 744 00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:16,000 Speaker 2: animated and I know people looking around like and they 745 00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:18,240 Speaker 2: probably thinking if I wasn't who I was, they probably 746 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:21,360 Speaker 2: think I would have purved, because I mean there with 747 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:23,120 Speaker 2: everybody parents and with their keys. 748 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:24,960 Speaker 6: You a little side, I bet you know, whatever your 749 00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:28,160 Speaker 6: passions are, your passion, I would definitely pass with my 750 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:34,280 Speaker 6: large and blessings guide him on his way. But you 751 00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:35,600 Speaker 6: know what, I love animation too. 752 00:32:35,760 --> 00:32:38,640 Speaker 4: Yes, I think they're so cute and the way they 753 00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:41,320 Speaker 4: like they like emote is so cool to me. I 754 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:43,320 Speaker 4: do love animation. It's one of my favorite like types 755 00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:45,920 Speaker 4: of movie. But yes, people ask me, am I gonna 756 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:47,200 Speaker 4: play Princess Sanna. 757 00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:50,960 Speaker 3: And y'all come on, I don't know. I don't know 758 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:51,920 Speaker 3: what's in the cards. 759 00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:54,560 Speaker 4: Like even if I was sitting right now knowing that 760 00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:56,280 Speaker 4: I just filmed it, I wouldn't be able to say 761 00:32:56,320 --> 00:33:00,120 Speaker 4: that those non disclosures be tight like my therapey. 762 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:02,800 Speaker 3: So no, I don't know. I wouldn't. I wouldn't. I 763 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:03,800 Speaker 3: wouldn't be opposed, of course. 764 00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:06,600 Speaker 4: I think it would be like an honor to one 765 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:09,000 Speaker 4: day have like a film like that. And my daughter 766 00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:10,280 Speaker 4: watched me as a princess. 767 00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:12,000 Speaker 3: He'll be amazing. 768 00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:13,760 Speaker 4: But I don't know. I don't know how that's working. 769 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:15,160 Speaker 4: I don't know what they got going on over there, 770 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:16,560 Speaker 4: but they know where to go to find me. They 771 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:17,880 Speaker 4: got my number and my mom and number. 772 00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:19,920 Speaker 2: Let me ask you this. I'll see you in a 773 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:24,800 Speaker 2: new movie. Country Wayne, Loretta Devine, Tabitha Brown, Miss Pat Yeah, 774 00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:26,360 Speaker 2: I had Miss Pat. 775 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:28,880 Speaker 3: Have I seen some of them clips? 776 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:32,600 Speaker 2: Lloyd have Mercy? I had Tabitha also. Country Wayne has 777 00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:33,160 Speaker 2: also been on. 778 00:33:33,280 --> 00:33:34,840 Speaker 3: Oh yes, I saw Country Wayne's too. 779 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:37,160 Speaker 4: Actually when I was on set, that's when I watched 780 00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:38,160 Speaker 4: it because he was telling me a story. 781 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:40,280 Speaker 3: I was like what and yeah, I wouldn't watch this 782 00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:40,920 Speaker 3: episode with you. 783 00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:43,400 Speaker 1: What what? What are they like? 784 00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:43,480 Speaker 4: On? 785 00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:44,320 Speaker 1: Said? What was that set? 786 00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:47,480 Speaker 3: Like? They're all different personalities. 787 00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:53,520 Speaker 4: Loretta is like this respectful legend, tasteful Country Wayne. You know, 788 00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:55,920 Speaker 4: he is that that swag, that that voice, and he's 789 00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:56,480 Speaker 4: super chill. 790 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:58,600 Speaker 3: But he's a very hard worker, very hard worker. 791 00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:02,200 Speaker 4: Miss Pat is you know, she's hilarious. 792 00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:04,000 Speaker 3: She's a little bit so funny. 793 00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:05,680 Speaker 4: But I think we all did a really good job 794 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,400 Speaker 4: of like making it feel very authentic and you know, 795 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:09,840 Speaker 4: adding our two cents and things. 796 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:11,760 Speaker 3: I feel like it's kind of one of those movies. 797 00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:13,799 Speaker 4: Where like you hope that it could have that black 798 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:16,480 Speaker 4: culture stamp effect, you know, so everybody was contributing in 799 00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:18,520 Speaker 4: their different ways too, you know, hopefully get that outcome. 800 00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:22,600 Speaker 2: Have you ever had a mistaken identity? 801 00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:25,520 Speaker 1: Look like, are you Gabrielle Jennifer Hudson. 802 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:29,120 Speaker 4: Absolutely yes, Gabrielle Union Jennifer Hudson, do you say yes? 803 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:32,319 Speaker 3: It depends on how It depends on how I'm feeling 804 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:32,719 Speaker 3: that day. 805 00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:36,439 Speaker 4: But sometimes, more than likely, I'll do this thing where 806 00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:38,000 Speaker 4: I'm like, people be like, oh my god, you look 807 00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:39,719 Speaker 4: like Jones, and I'll be like, who is that? Because 808 00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:42,000 Speaker 4: I want to see what they say, and nobody said 809 00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:43,439 Speaker 4: anything bad. Yeah, so that's good. 810 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:45,960 Speaker 3: But then I'll tell them yeah I am, but yeah, of. 811 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:47,320 Speaker 1: Course you got a new song. 812 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:50,440 Speaker 3: Yeah taste? Can you hear? 813 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:50,920 Speaker 1: Yeah? 814 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:53,000 Speaker 3: Yeah? How could that go? Oh? 815 00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:55,560 Speaker 4: I got my phone right here? Yeah, I'm like, let 816 00:34:55,640 --> 00:35:02,720 Speaker 4: me see, I thought you want to be playing? Okay, 817 00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:05,400 Speaker 4: so yeah, so Chase, I'm really excited. It's you know, 818 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:07,400 Speaker 4: of course me with my r V vocals. But then 819 00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:11,440 Speaker 4: I'm also sampling Britney Spears Toxic and it's really dope. 820 00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:12,680 Speaker 4: So you want me to sing some of it. Look, 821 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:17,480 Speaker 4: I'm like, should I sing the Britney part? A? 822 00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:22,440 Speaker 3: Taste kiss me and places I'm chasing? I can't race it. 823 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,560 Speaker 3: Taste me, boy, you don't taste you. 824 00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:29,400 Speaker 4: That's a way I feel, And I'm slipping under and 825 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:32,960 Speaker 4: then it goes into the time. I'm all right, it's 826 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,919 Speaker 4: really dope. I'm excited. Man, Oh it's out now. Yeah, 827 00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:37,200 Speaker 4: I gotta pretend to this out out. 828 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:40,080 Speaker 2: You said you was in a toxic relationship the guy. 829 00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:42,480 Speaker 2: He was controlling that. Yeah, okay, you do Hey, you 830 00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:43,160 Speaker 2: don't do this like. 831 00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:47,759 Speaker 1: That video? I don't know rip hey looking good. 832 00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:49,839 Speaker 3: Yeah. 833 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:51,719 Speaker 4: I did have my little phase of that. I did 834 00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:53,839 Speaker 4: have my little face of that. I think it's kind 835 00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:56,680 Speaker 4: of something you have to go through to, you know, 836 00:35:56,920 --> 00:36:00,120 Speaker 4: character develop and learn what you do and don't like. 837 00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:03,279 Speaker 3: But I mean, he wasn't the only toxic one. I 838 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:06,120 Speaker 3: will say that. I was also talking to my ways. 839 00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:09,040 Speaker 4: I had my waist. I was I feel like everybody was. 840 00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:11,000 Speaker 4: And so you get healed and they're like, I just 841 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:12,120 Speaker 4: want to love authentically. 842 00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,640 Speaker 3: Yeah. I have my fair share of moments. What is this? 843 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,600 Speaker 1: What is this? Uh uh? This rumor that was going 844 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:21,080 Speaker 1: on about you and Donovan Mitchell. 845 00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:22,280 Speaker 3: What what rumor? 846 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,080 Speaker 1: I mean, y'all showed up at a car. 847 00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:25,840 Speaker 2: I mean you said it was nothing, but it's I 848 00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 2: think it's odd holding hands dressed and dressed alike. I'm 849 00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:33,960 Speaker 2: just it could have been innocent, yo, But normally most 850 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:34,920 Speaker 2: people don't show up at. 851 00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:36,200 Speaker 1: The concert holding hands. 852 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:40,359 Speaker 3: Dressed up, dressed alike. That's hilarious. You know what. 853 00:36:40,760 --> 00:36:44,200 Speaker 4: I love the Internet because they definitely clocked my tea. 854 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,760 Speaker 4: I love that, you know, it's a little spies everywhere. 855 00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:49,600 Speaker 4: I like a detective movie. But you know what, I'm happy, 856 00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:53,080 Speaker 4: and I will say my music is the outlet that 857 00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:55,719 Speaker 4: I used to tell most of my my stories and 858 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,560 Speaker 4: my truth and and some things. I keep your bodys 859 00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:00,560 Speaker 4: out because this is my life too. But yeah, I 860 00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:02,600 Speaker 4: say some things that you can hear in my album. 861 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,480 Speaker 1: You can ask you this dating. 862 00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:07,760 Speaker 2: Are you a public I mean, obviously you a public figure, 863 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:09,400 Speaker 2: but are you private? 864 00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:11,520 Speaker 1: Because a lot of times, because a lot of times. 865 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:15,040 Speaker 2: You know you, they date, they're public figure, then they date, 866 00:37:15,080 --> 00:37:19,680 Speaker 2: they do everything publicly. But do you like having privacy? 867 00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:23,839 Speaker 2: Do you like having some anonymity, like some secrecy? To Coco, I. 868 00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:26,640 Speaker 4: Think secrecy is not what I prefer. I don't want 869 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 4: to ever feel like I have to be somebody's secret. 870 00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 3: I won't. 871 00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:31,080 Speaker 4: I don't want to make anybody feel like their mind. 872 00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:33,719 Speaker 4: I think for me, I'm trying to protect myself, right, 873 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:35,640 Speaker 4: and I'm trying to protect you know, my family and 874 00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,360 Speaker 4: whoever I love, and so yeah, I am more private. 875 00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:41,799 Speaker 3: Also, I just feel like I give so much. 876 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:45,400 Speaker 4: I work so hard and I will always do my 877 00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:48,440 Speaker 4: part on the business side, on the coco side, on 878 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:50,520 Speaker 4: the singing side, on the acting side. So why do 879 00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:53,279 Speaker 4: I also have to give y'all, you know, something that 880 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:55,400 Speaker 4: is sacred to me? When I give so much on 881 00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:57,040 Speaker 4: that side, you know, I just feel like it has 882 00:37:57,080 --> 00:37:59,040 Speaker 4: to be balanced otherwise it's not fair. 883 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:00,799 Speaker 3: Then when is it? When what do I get from me? 884 00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:01,359 Speaker 3: You know? 885 00:38:01,719 --> 00:38:05,400 Speaker 2: How the dating a celebrity? Could you a celebrity? Obviously? 886 00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:07,440 Speaker 2: If you date somebody, could you I'll ask you this 887 00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:09,560 Speaker 2: before we get to that part. Could you date someone 888 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:10,719 Speaker 2: that's not a celebrity? 889 00:38:11,400 --> 00:38:11,640 Speaker 3: Yeah? 890 00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:17,080 Speaker 4: Absolutely, I think for me, I don't really like the 891 00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:21,600 Speaker 4: celebrity lifestyle myself, so to be with somebody that was 892 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,480 Speaker 4: more normal would never have been, you know, like an 893 00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:27,200 Speaker 4: issue to me has never been like an issue to me. 894 00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:31,120 Speaker 4: I think for me, what's always been important is okay, yeah, 895 00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:32,719 Speaker 4: you do your big one there, I do my big 896 00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:36,560 Speaker 4: one there whatever, field, public, not public, whatever. But I 897 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:40,480 Speaker 4: want to feel seen and heard as Courtney. I don't 898 00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:44,080 Speaker 4: want to feel like there's any other motive to being 899 00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:46,000 Speaker 4: with me if I walk away from. 900 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:47,600 Speaker 3: All of that. Are you cool with that? 901 00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:50,000 Speaker 4: You know? I don't want to feel like I have 902 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:53,239 Speaker 4: to be on because I have one job, and so 903 00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:56,000 Speaker 4: I want to feel seen and understood, and I want 904 00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:57,719 Speaker 4: to feel like, you know, I'm with somebody else who's 905 00:38:57,760 --> 00:38:59,960 Speaker 4: normal as well, and we just happen to do whatever 906 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,680 Speaker 4: for our fields are. So that's always been what's important 907 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,239 Speaker 4: to me, not whether you're relevant or not. 908 00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:07,960 Speaker 1: What's the best place to take Coco on the first date? 909 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:12,160 Speaker 4: The best place to take me on a first date. 910 00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:17,440 Speaker 4: I'm gonna be asking a lot of questions, so quiet. 911 00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:19,920 Speaker 1: What can't be the movies cause. 912 00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:24,760 Speaker 3: You would never want to say it by stranger? 913 00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:28,960 Speaker 2: Okay, uh, dinner, I would take dinner. 914 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:30,560 Speaker 4: I think it would be dinner because one I do 915 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:31,880 Speaker 4: like me a good food and a good meal and 916 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:32,640 Speaker 4: a good last one. 917 00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:35,040 Speaker 3: Okay, but also it's it's quiet. 918 00:39:36,080 --> 00:39:38,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, nice, quiet, dimly lived. 919 00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:39,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, I love candles. 920 00:39:40,040 --> 00:39:41,959 Speaker 2: I like a good So it's like more one on 921 00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:44,480 Speaker 2: one everybody and in your business like that. 922 00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:49,040 Speaker 4: Yeah, No, for sure, for sure, I definitely like to 923 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,960 Speaker 4: be secluded and to Also, I don't want. 924 00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:54,080 Speaker 3: It to be like a group thing. I will see 925 00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:54,600 Speaker 3: who you are. 926 00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:56,560 Speaker 1: So one, what are you? No double date? 927 00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:57,120 Speaker 4: No? 928 00:39:57,360 --> 00:39:59,920 Speaker 3: What for a first date? Uh? 929 00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:02,319 Speaker 4: I'm not trying to deal with that because then also 930 00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:04,000 Speaker 4: if I bring my homegirl and she didn't somebody, Now 931 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,080 Speaker 4: I gotta hear him to clock his teeth, and it's 932 00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:06,759 Speaker 4: too much going on. 933 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,400 Speaker 3: I can't be inspected, gain what focus on? 934 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:09,759 Speaker 4: What? 935 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:11,400 Speaker 3: Yeah? 936 00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:14,360 Speaker 2: The maskw this fifty fifty? Where are you on the 937 00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,920 Speaker 2: fifty fifty relationship? It's always interesting to hear we had 938 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,360 Speaker 2: Cheryl and Cheryl like man at the head of the house. 939 00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:22,279 Speaker 2: I don't care who I am, I don't care what 940 00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,400 Speaker 2: I make. He's the head of the house. Bread winner, 941 00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:27,840 Speaker 2: No bread winner man, head of the house. It's interesting 942 00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:32,759 Speaker 2: to hear women younger this. I guess y'all millennials, maybe 943 00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:36,279 Speaker 2: y'all gen z whatever, y'all, but where are you on this? 944 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:43,560 Speaker 3: So my opinion to me is that I feel like women. 945 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:51,160 Speaker 4: Have it harder hormonally, I mean, in the world in 946 00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:54,400 Speaker 4: all the ways, and so a man will never feel 947 00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:57,920 Speaker 4: internally what I feel. You know, they're just living their 948 00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:00,799 Speaker 4: life like it's calling love that for you. So to me, 949 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:04,120 Speaker 4: I feel like it could never really be equal because 950 00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:06,080 Speaker 4: we both ain't going through the same challenges. 951 00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:09,920 Speaker 3: Take the job out of it, you know. Yeah, So 952 00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:10,960 Speaker 3: for me, I don't. I don't know. 953 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:12,960 Speaker 4: I think there would have to be some compensation on 954 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,600 Speaker 4: both things. I also feel like who's taking care of 955 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,239 Speaker 4: the house if everybody's going to work, Like, what are 956 00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,680 Speaker 4: the choices? I feel like it may not be completely 957 00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:26,160 Speaker 4: equal when it comes to the finances wherever that ying 958 00:41:26,239 --> 00:41:28,319 Speaker 4: and yang needs to come in, Like I don't want 959 00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:30,120 Speaker 4: to feel like I have to work and clean and 960 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:31,960 Speaker 4: cook and be hot and want to be sexy, Like 961 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:33,640 Speaker 4: come on now, Like what's going on? 962 00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:34,720 Speaker 3: That's just not fair. 963 00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:37,080 Speaker 4: Maybe in a numbers way, we're splitting things, but I'm 964 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,719 Speaker 4: going through a lot on the side, So I feel 965 00:41:39,719 --> 00:41:41,920 Speaker 4: like there needs to be some compensation. 966 00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:41,839 Speaker 3: In that way. 967 00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:43,560 Speaker 1: You okay with the man being the head of the house. 968 00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:46,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, I do feel like that is my tea because 969 00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:49,719 Speaker 4: I do come from like a very southern and very traditional, 970 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,400 Speaker 4: and that's what I saw, And I think for me, 971 00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:53,160 Speaker 4: I don't want to. 972 00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:54,120 Speaker 3: I don't want to have to do that. 973 00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,400 Speaker 4: There's too many on this side in my own career, 974 00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:59,840 Speaker 4: there's too many questions, too many decisions, too much brain 975 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:02,400 Speaker 4: hower going to that that I don't want to also 976 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:06,200 Speaker 4: have to do that for a family. No, thanks, no thanks, 977 00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:07,960 Speaker 4: that that's on you, sir, that's on you. 978 00:42:08,239 --> 00:42:09,600 Speaker 1: Limit. Have you ever. 979 00:42:11,200 --> 00:42:17,680 Speaker 2: Introduced one of your boyfriends to your dad? 980 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:22,520 Speaker 3: Not? Not? No, no? 981 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:22,880 Speaker 5: Not? 982 00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 3: What is what am I saying? Corney? Uh? 983 00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:31,400 Speaker 4: Not commonly and not often, only as I have gotten older, 984 00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:34,919 Speaker 4: and like it's only it hasn't been a lot, right, 985 00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:35,880 Speaker 4: could not. 986 00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:36,160 Speaker 3: That for be? 987 00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:39,160 Speaker 2: Do they when you said, well, I want you to 988 00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 2: I want you to meet my dad, do they get 989 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:45,479 Speaker 2: nervous because I'm pretty sure they probably googled your dad. 990 00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:46,879 Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't think. 991 00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:48,799 Speaker 4: I wouldn't say it's a thing of nervous because I'm 992 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,960 Speaker 4: probably picking somebody who has a lot of confidence in 993 00:42:51,040 --> 00:42:53,120 Speaker 4: themselves because I have a lot of confidence in myself too. 994 00:42:53,160 --> 00:42:57,200 Speaker 1: So speak huh he thinks he thinks he chose you, 995 00:42:57,239 --> 00:42:58,160 Speaker 1: but you chose him? 996 00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:06,080 Speaker 3: What one when? But yeah? So no, I don't think 997 00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:07,520 Speaker 3: that they would get scared or anything. 998 00:43:07,560 --> 00:43:10,440 Speaker 4: And also, I feel like I feel like my my 999 00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:14,239 Speaker 4: choices hold enough respect that if my family happens to 1000 00:43:14,239 --> 00:43:17,279 Speaker 4: meet anybody I'm dating, they're probably like, whoa what, who 1001 00:43:17,360 --> 00:43:17,680 Speaker 4: are you? 1002 00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:19,759 Speaker 3: You gotta be good? I just don't. I just don't 1003 00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:22,120 Speaker 3: bring anybody around because it's just not that serious to me. 1004 00:43:22,239 --> 00:43:24,960 Speaker 1: We'll wrap up on this new album out What do 1005 00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:25,640 Speaker 1: you want to Yes? 1006 00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,160 Speaker 4: Okay, So Taste my single is out, my video I'm 1007 00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:33,080 Speaker 4: super excited, and my debut album it's called Why Not More, 1008 00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:34,799 Speaker 4: and it comes out on April twenty fifth. 1009 00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:35,920 Speaker 3: I'm so exciting. 1010 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:39,120 Speaker 2: Taste is the song the album Why Not More? Miss 1011 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:43,520 Speaker 2: Coco jokes, thank you, say thank you, thank you. 1012 00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:48,640 Speaker 5: All my life, grinding all my life, sacrifice, Hustle Price, 1013 00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:54,160 Speaker 5: want to slice all my life, grinding all my life, 1014 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:59,319 Speaker 5: all my life, grinding all my life, sacrifice, Hustle Price, 1015 00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:01,960 Speaker 5: one side Dot the boll Dies. 1016 00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:03,279 Speaker 3: Just work all my life. 1017 00:44:03,320 --> 00:46:05,400 Speaker 5: I've got it all my life, assass