Speaker 1: Lip serping. What's up? What's up is lip service? I'm angela, Ye,
Speaker 1: I'm g g McGuire, I'm love'a. And we have a
Speaker 1: virgin And when I say a mergan, I mean a
Speaker 1: lip service version here with us, so you know what
Speaker 1: that means. He has an EPR right now, and I'm
Speaker 1: just here for promotional We're just gonna talk about music. Yeah, right,
Speaker 1: you can't talk about me because while I think it's
Speaker 1: so diverse with this music, you can tell that he's
Speaker 1: a lover type of guy, which is the kind of
Speaker 1: music that we like. But then we also like the
Speaker 1: lyrical music and we got a great imagination. Oh so
Speaker 1: you've never been in love? Yeah, I don't think everybody is.
Speaker 1: What's right, comar com Why you're acting all nervous. It's
Speaker 1: a question. I've been in love of I've been I've
Speaker 1: been in love for els, okay, And so what makes
Speaker 1: somebody fall out of love? Um? I think sometimes people
Speaker 1: just grow apart. That that was I was trying to
Speaker 1: say that in a shorter way. You just grow apart.
Speaker 1: It's just in one word. I think, Yeah, you grow apart.
Speaker 1: And those are those are kind of like the most
Speaker 1: painful ones though, because it's like you really can't pinpoint
Speaker 1: what it is, and sometimes people think it's because of
Speaker 1: somebody else. It's just like this part mean, you're just
Speaker 1: not like the same, Like your views on the world
Speaker 1: might just might change, or your views or the things
Speaker 1: that you thought were important to you aren't the same
Speaker 1: no more. And it's just like you're not even arguing,
Speaker 1: but you're just not the same. And you know, the
Speaker 1: beast of mine to be in love with mine, you
Speaker 1: gotta really be their friend and be like have things
Speaker 1: in common, even if it's the opposite to track. Then
Speaker 1: you still have to have this some type of like
Speaker 1: vibe with each other. And sometimes people vibe change and
Speaker 1: then then they don't align with each other. Sure, but
Speaker 1: sometimes it is another person. Sometimes it's another person. Somebody
Speaker 1: might come along and you think that what you got
Speaker 1: going on is great, and this person might just you
Speaker 1: something a whole another world. But I think when you
Speaker 1: when you when you, when you say I love you,
Speaker 1: I think you know all the sides of that person.
Speaker 1: By that point, you can't love someone unless you know
Speaker 1: all sides and them and what they're capable of. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. That's true, but like you said,
Speaker 1: love not fall out right sometimes, I think, and this
Speaker 1: goes for men and for women whoever you wish you
Speaker 1: help you step your game up, because sometimes you're showing
Speaker 1: somebody so much and you're like, okay, what about me
Speaker 1: show me something? Man? When I get back, what can
Speaker 1: I get back? Like? And you know, like the older
Speaker 1: I get, the more like you know, you go through
Speaker 1: this phase and you go, do you know dating or whatever?
Speaker 1: Like me, it's like I'm almost like I can't. I
Speaker 1: can't do this no more, like I don't even know.
Speaker 1: And then um, even when I was talking to Jad,
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, y'all, how how where am I
Speaker 1: supposed to meet? If I'm really trying to like I'm
Speaker 1: also serious, and where? Why would where would I meet?
Speaker 1: Said woman? Like where's she gonna be at? I mean,
Speaker 1: all I do is work. I go to the studio.
Speaker 1: I might host the club that night or when I'm
Speaker 1: out of the studio it is nighttime. It's not like
Speaker 1: nowhere to go, Like it's only one place that I'm
Speaker 1: really that are actually women at you know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying that the the strip club or like or or
Speaker 1: the industry where it's like it's really difficult to do.
Speaker 1: Uh when when I get like screenshot or something, why
Speaker 1: don't you go grocery shopping that whole one grocery shopping
Speaker 1: and it's just or in the gym it took before
Speaker 1: I was to just get like eight items. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: you're supposed to be looking at the women that's their
Speaker 1: shot exactly when I'm gonna go. I mean, everybody like
Speaker 1: your famous, it's like you know you already got it,
Speaker 1: Like you already like worrying about somebody's intentions. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You're worried about like who, Like my
Speaker 1: thing is you can have whatever, like you could have
Speaker 1: been through whoever. But like when it's might when it's
Speaker 1: industry people, and it's like it might be like, oh man,
Speaker 1: when she used to date like one of the producers
Speaker 1: I work with, or you know, one of the directors
Speaker 1: I'm cool with or whatever, like so you kind of
Speaker 1: just you don't start, you don't pursue something that you
Speaker 1: know what it is, Like, I'm like, you already started dating. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like there's been girls that like, you know, I felt
Speaker 1: like I felt chemistry with, But I'm like, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying you dealt with that person, man, Like
Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna like acknowledge it, Like I'm gonna
Speaker 1: just that. Meek posted that he said, you can't come
Speaker 1: for John when you're close homies dunked already. That's a rule, dog. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't like to make anything absolute because
Speaker 1: because if there is, if if love is love and
Speaker 1: what we say it is, then it could conquer all
Speaker 1: of that. But you know, my thing is, I think
Speaker 1: it might like I might not not know. I would
Speaker 1: have to get to know them and spend time with
Speaker 1: him to fall in love. I wouldn't allow myself if
Speaker 1: I even see that some type of chemistry potentially, you
Speaker 1: gotta just cut it off. Yeah. Woman that has a
Speaker 1: baby by two of the Jackson's and their brothers, so
Speaker 1: I felt like if she can accomplish that, some of
Speaker 1: these holes two or more friends, I feel like they
Speaker 1: could accomplish if you she got kids by both of them.
Speaker 1: Everybody don't because I think about the repercussions, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And even me, I've been single, I've
Speaker 1: been single for so long, but I just always felt like, Okay,
Speaker 1: my my daughter's mother, I respect her she's such a
Speaker 1: great mom. Like you know what I'm saying, Like I'm
Speaker 1: it's hard to be a dad on the road. She's
Speaker 1: a great mom, But I never liked I wanted to
Speaker 1: be seen out with a girl or rub it in
Speaker 1: her face or whatever, like, so you care about her
Speaker 1: feeling care about I mean even right now, I'm just
Speaker 1: like like, but I don't at the very at the
Speaker 1: very least, she deserves that much, or she deserves that
Speaker 1: much for me not to be like flawinging and around
Speaker 1: to grow. People grow apart, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: When people grow apart. And I know how I'm white now,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I had to toe and
Speaker 1: I know she why. And it's like, in order for
Speaker 1: us to obtain your happiness in our lives, it cannot
Speaker 1: be because we don't. I'm not trying to trap you
Speaker 1: in this situation where you're with somebody that you're you're
Speaker 1: not living your best live. But you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to trap you in there because because
Speaker 1: because we feel like we have to, because we made
Speaker 1: life together, like nobody should do that. That's detrimental to
Speaker 1: everybody because now you're gonna now that kid might grow
Speaker 1: up in the house where the parents are fighting all
Speaker 1: the time because they really don't want to, like you
Speaker 1: might as well just say, like we've grown apart, Like
Speaker 1: I see a lot of people are like, well, for
Speaker 1: the sake of my child, Like I'm just gonna stay
Speaker 1: with this person. And then guess what it's. It's it's
Speaker 1: false hope, because it's there's gonna come a time and
Speaker 1: when Lloyd's getting there's no matter some kind of way,
Speaker 1: it's gonna You're not. It's not gonna there's there's an
Speaker 1: expiration date on the right. When I into college. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think it was like your brothers in college. You're
Speaker 1: in college, all right, Oh yeah, that's not it's kind
Speaker 1: of like like nonsenorus, don't worry about I don't know
Speaker 1: if it's mascula borderline emasculating. Alright, So we're gonna get
Speaker 1: into it. And since we have while here, which by
Speaker 1: the way, I didn't. I didn't think he was going
Speaker 1: to really happen into it. Yeah, yeah, not yet. That
Speaker 1: was the tip of the heis. But now we want
Speaker 1: to ask you getting anothering. Yeah, listen, my little sisters
Speaker 1: said raised raised that we came up in grew up
Speaker 1: in the same house, about to say, we're gonna need
Speaker 1: you to step outside while we finished these questions. Now
Speaker 1: we were somebody had asked the question right on social
Speaker 1: media to us. Yeah about directions. Okay, so the question
Speaker 1: and quick see that's an was saying, she grow Okay,
Speaker 1: so I know a girl that reached out to me,
Speaker 1: and she basically said, she went out on a date.
Speaker 1: She's grown about, you know, early thirties, late twenties, and um,
Speaker 1: she went out on a date with this guy. They
Speaker 1: were dancing and out of nowhere she felt an erection,
Speaker 1: a little pokee coming, a little poke you know, you
Speaker 1: know the song. So I guess it was a little
Speaker 1: weird for her, like a little awkward because she didn't
Speaker 1: know how to confront it. She felt like she should
Speaker 1: be I mean, she should be flattered. You can't control that,
Speaker 1: That's what I was saying. It's not like I said,
Speaker 1: God that baby like he's like, oh ship, Like I've
Speaker 1: enjoying this a little bit. So he didn't say anything.
Speaker 1: Good if you're getting close, this sounds good to have,
Speaker 1: especially John warmed up a little bit. If that's the
Speaker 1: vibe between you and so you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: clearly the dancing, she's attracted to him. That's what I
Speaker 1: was thinking. But here's where the problem. You know, it's
Speaker 1: on the man. You know what this could go, but
Speaker 1: even it could be more beautiful. But unfortunately, you know,
Speaker 1: nothing was said, nothing happened, and he just said, all right,
Speaker 1: by I have a good day. Came under the date.
Speaker 1: No you think he came? Yes, yes, they can. I'm
Speaker 1: just saying it wasn't a lap dance. Dry don't don't it?
Speaker 1: Can guys come from you just grinding on that like
Speaker 1: absolutely all the time. He probably noted It was like,
Speaker 1: all right, I don't think, I don't think. I don't know,
Speaker 1: but I think you gotta be You gotta be a
Speaker 1: different type to come while you're dancing on someone if
Speaker 1: you have a good imagination. Man, this music so loud
Speaker 1: and some there's so much going on. What the hell? No,
Speaker 1: just maybe he don't have that much sex before in life, right,
Speaker 1: that's why he got excited. Never really had sex, So
Speaker 1: shut up about his daughter. Question of the story released
Speaker 1: to the question, so, basically, have you ever been in
Speaker 1: a situation where you know your things got hard? Are
Speaker 1: random erections. Random erection control has grown out. You don't
Speaker 1: get random erections still. I thought every guy random yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: like yeah yeah, like like nipples get hard and when
Speaker 1: you want cold when that happens, But you got y'all
Speaker 1: get hard to do. Your nipples get hard every time
Speaker 1: you get a direction. I don't know. I don't feel nipples.
Speaker 1: You can't tell I feel like that when guys get
Speaker 1: I don't think when guys get a direction, their nipples
Speaker 1: get hard. I think it's not you, it's weird. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know. Every time your nipples are
Speaker 1: hard doesn't mean a man's dick is hard to be
Speaker 1: cold out? Yeah, but getting them jones while you dancing,
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know about that life. I think
Speaker 1: that's why it would be fun sometimes. Guess what you
Speaker 1: look what? You didn't start it all? You thought it
Speaker 1: was a party, But there's a party party she's supposed
Speaker 1: to be like? Is that a gun in your bad
Speaker 1: I'm very happy to see you in your pocket? Can't
Speaker 1: you remember anytimes you got a random erection there was
Speaker 1: a terrible time for it to happen, that you would
Speaker 1: like fun. I gotta sweatpants. I can't. I can't. I
Speaker 1: might just probaly. I probably just, you know, because I'm not.
Speaker 1: It's not like I'm around. It's just happens. My body
Speaker 1: just just doing his own thing. Right now, how do
Speaker 1: you get it down? I mean, it's just you probably
Speaker 1: got out head. I don't speed out, because that can
Speaker 1: be different. You definitely have head on speed out somewhere
Speaker 1: in that phones No, I got headaches. All right. Now,
Speaker 1: we're gonna play a little game. It's called is it cheating?
Speaker 1: And you guys are going to weigh in and say
Speaker 1: that it's not your question. You got to ask the
Speaker 1: cheating already? Is it cheating? Yes? If you flirt and
Speaker 1: go to lunch with a coworker, is that cheating? Your
Speaker 1: motherfucker cheating. You're flirting and enjoying isolated company with another person.
Speaker 1: If they yeah, But if you go Dutch, that's they don't.
Speaker 1: It's about the time, about the money, It's about the
Speaker 1: times isolated environment with somebody with another dude. And you
Speaker 1: said flirting already, not ship when they're in relationships. What well, well,
Speaker 1: I think the last time I really had a girlfriend,
Speaker 1: I was in a different mental spaces about life, like
Speaker 1: I kind of believe that, you know, she could be perfect.
Speaker 1: So I don't know, uh maybe so that is cheating.
Speaker 1: It was definitely cheating. But about flirting with I don't know,
Speaker 1: because does the significant other know that you're going to
Speaker 1: lunch with you a coworker. Yeah, you could be like
Speaker 1: I want to lunch today and work wise, like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm I'm not. I'm kind of like, uh
Speaker 1: like contradicting myself because like at this point in my life,
Speaker 1: I would I would data shipper, like our data stripper,
Speaker 1: and like that's my girlfriend. She's definitely flirting. But guess
Speaker 1: what though, I guess maybe flirting is within it's an
Speaker 1: actor that may be nervous. I'm nervous, but this guy's
Speaker 1: he's not. He's not ugly, he's funny. But it's also
Speaker 1: a nerve thing because a lot of girls flirt when
Speaker 1: they're nervous, you know what I'm saying. But if you
Speaker 1: actually like low key, like feeling the nigger like and
Speaker 1: in your mind he's a he's he's playing like second strink,
Speaker 1: like just in case your man act up. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: definitely No, that's super cheating. One is regular cheating. This
Speaker 1: one is super cheating. And if if the flirting is
Speaker 1: multiple times a day, you're super saying cheating Goku levels
Speaker 1: of cheating. Flirting makes me uncomfortable if I don't like
Speaker 1: the person. What if that when people think you're floating
Speaker 1: in your nuts, I don't like that. Because I'm nice
Speaker 1: to you does not mean I'm flirting. As you get over,
Speaker 1: the flirting comes with them like you like, some girls
Speaker 1: are just charismatic. If you're charismatic, you charismatic around women
Speaker 1: or men, you just charming motherfucker like and Nigga's going
Speaker 1: last like or some women um speak more like it's
Speaker 1: just not like that's might be the way it might be,
Speaker 1: the way they raised, They might be whatever. Like that's
Speaker 1: why people are more like they put their hand on
Speaker 1: your leg when they talk to you. That's why I
Speaker 1: never do that. That's why I never reacting in the shot.
Speaker 1: I never think. I always think like like I was
Speaker 1: with female artists and the male artists the other day
Speaker 1: and like, you can't tell I'm like bro. You don't
Speaker 1: want to assume, especially in this hypersensitive age and ship
Speaker 1: like that. You don't want to assume bro like because
Speaker 1: you assume and you take too much lead, it's going
Speaker 1: to be like, uh, I was just being nice to
Speaker 1: feel friends. We're just good friends. I see a lot
Speaker 1: of inspiration on her, Like I'm very inspired by what
Speaker 1: she does. Like we talk a lot, like during like
Speaker 1: the season when she's making the show, and I get
Speaker 1: a lot of that energy that she gave me, whether
Speaker 1: it's what's going she could be mad on the set
Speaker 1: that day or whatever. I get like a lot of
Speaker 1: energy because she's thriving, she's trying to go up. She
Speaker 1: work and she hustled, she was I'm literally seeing her
Speaker 1: evolved into something greater, and you know it's I'm so
Speaker 1: proud of her for that. I take that energy and
Speaker 1: I write like she's definitely my muse sometimes though she's
Speaker 1: definitely she's definitely not both of them is that both
Speaker 1: of them are my muses a lot. And there's probably
Speaker 1: like forty songs that y'all nobody who ever here that
Speaker 1: are along the lines of like bad and low thiss
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, like and I've used I definitely
Speaker 1: used the sales my music a lout. Why would we
Speaker 1: never what happens when we never hear that? I mean,
Speaker 1: you don't I can't. I can't if you've got too
Speaker 1: many options, you've got none. So I can't just brought
Speaker 1: drop a whole lot of music. I gotta spread it out.
Speaker 1: Even We love when Wild talks to the ladies on
Speaker 1: his record because a lot of you know, artists shot
Speaker 1: to talk to the ladies and they don't really connect.
Speaker 1: This is for the ladies. Hold up my four or
Speaker 1: five talks every day with heart used to be and
Speaker 1: then you gotta put up what the funk I don't
Speaker 1: like just such a fucking hole. Let me just tell
Speaker 1: y'all something right now. That song came up four months
Speaker 1: ago would probably be one of the biggest songs of
Speaker 1: the summer, whether you'll like it or not. I'm just
Speaker 1: like that. But we're just saying that's not to the lady.
Speaker 1: That is for the like me. Don't you how I
Speaker 1: know him? He's like, they going stay. The girl's gonna
Speaker 1: sing this louder than the Niggers, and it will be
Speaker 1: You're gonna you're gonna hear the high pitched voice in
Speaker 1: the club over the mail boy. It's gonna sound like
Speaker 1: a unison of women that want to get ratchet. The new,
Speaker 1: the new, the new like the mot New in my opinion,
Speaker 1: let me just the modern new woman's highly educated and
Speaker 1: Holly Ratchet. That's she's and educated, not meaning books smart,
Speaker 1: but like just like well well read like you know,
Speaker 1: street smarts, but Ratchett know what meaning And I'm using
Speaker 1: Ratchet in the cartoonistic way, like Ratchet in the way
Speaker 1: it's like, um, I want to go turn up the
Speaker 1: city girls like you get in the car and it's
Speaker 1: just all city girls in nineties R and B. Right,
Speaker 1: that's it. She get out, she know all the words,
Speaker 1: she can wraps, she's yeah, and she goes there and
Speaker 1: ventage that she started and she sells bundles and make
Speaker 1: drug the money. Like you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: that's that's that's almost like the modern girl, like the
Speaker 1: modern you know in nineteen girl on the come up? Okay,
Speaker 1: now is this cheating getting a lap dance in the
Speaker 1: strip club? No? I knew that. You answered the strip club.
Speaker 1: That's on the menu. That's already on the menu. Like
Speaker 1: it's like if you vegan or you're going to McDonald's,
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, Like it's McDonald's, McDonald's,
Speaker 1: get a quarter pan and meatges health purposes. It's McDonald's.
Speaker 1: When you're actually sure if you get lap dances and everything,
Speaker 1: I would, I would, I would. I mean in the
Speaker 1: perfect world, but we don't live in one, but I would,
Speaker 1: like I would go get in with my girl. We're
Speaker 1: going out gold together. A couple of that lap dances together.
Speaker 1: She's picking her nose, trying to move from the cameras.
Speaker 1: Get that, now you got a bugger? Ain't your raw?
Speaker 1: Honestly you're going ain't know because I mean, like, obviously
Speaker 1: I'm on the road. I'm like, I hold Ship Club
Speaker 1: from time to time. Djy so hit me, I want
Speaker 1: to host one of these New York I got some
Speaker 1: new I want what I'm saying, that's why he don't
Speaker 1: had no girlfriend, like I mean, I like, I like
Speaker 1: strip club. I just said I dated Ship. I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna get her at work though, I ain't gonna meet
Speaker 1: her at work most likely all the strippers. But no,
Speaker 1: I ain't. No, I don't want it. I don't want
Speaker 1: no smoke. Ya is that cheating? If your man gotta
Speaker 1: a lap dance, would you feel away? So first of all, yeah,
Speaker 1: I gotta go with him, but like, don't go here
Speaker 1: not that with me. I'm a lot of girls get
Speaker 1: turned on by looking at they man getting up joint.
Speaker 1: I didn't say all of them, like like some of
Speaker 1: my best female friends are strippers, bro, and I I
Speaker 1: would I know what it's like, I like go to
Speaker 1: a ship club or whatever, and like I want to
Speaker 1: get a lap dance or whatever. But like we might
Speaker 1: even just talk a little bit while she danced, and
Speaker 1: I'd be like, you know what we talked. G got
Speaker 1: away in on this because well as women know, why
Speaker 1: why does she have a wig? Well because she was
Speaker 1: a strip so she knows. But it's like it was
Speaker 1: a girl named G. I mentioned in the song one time.
Speaker 1: I think everybody thought we were having sex because you
Speaker 1: said my name is so we canna talk about that later.
Speaker 1: How talk about the question, Michael Jordan? Don't you think
Speaker 1: I think you? Michael Jordan absolutely, thank you, thank you
Speaker 1: for sure, thank you. I appreciate that it wasn't It
Speaker 1: wasn't really a thing like an athletic like a like
Speaker 1: a like an Olympic sport. Yo yo another idea we
Speaker 1: yo Olympic people, he pold and it takes a lot
Speaker 1: of strip No, it is a sport, isn't. It's in
Speaker 1: other countries, but it's more in other countries. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: it hasn't made it to the in the United States.
Speaker 1: It's still tab about the Moody List in Germany laughing
Speaker 1: when you found out a lot of sport, I mean
Speaker 1: the little dancing is a sport. I'm just internationally, yes, Germany, Australia.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of companies where polling teach you to
Speaker 1: go I'm sure, I'm sure, and stuff like how it
Speaker 1: is when we teach class. It's not it's not like
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. We want to go see sir days.
Speaker 1: So later Michael Jackson went and I was like, just
Speaker 1: one of my favorite dances killing Kane. Yeah he has that.
Speaker 1: You killed that in the show. Yeah, saw it when
Speaker 1: they came to Atlanta. But I had got to do
Speaker 1: like a poll dance and musical that fired out. You
Speaker 1: make this happen. I know a lot of a lot
Speaker 1: of white people. I feel like you're giving it away.
Speaker 1: We'll talk about this because I can. I can jest
Speaker 1: that bold how many people. It's like a burlesque show,
Speaker 1: slash fire, five people, nothing choreography. It's real, so good Jesus,
Speaker 1: So why should we not as women be worried when
Speaker 1: our man goes and get to lap dance at the
Speaker 1: strip club. Well, for starters in the era that we're
Speaker 1: in right now, the type of dancing that goes on
Speaker 1: in the strip club, in the mainstream strip club, in
Speaker 1: your onyx, in your magic City and your v lives,
Speaker 1: it's not like they're on a couch getting grinded on
Speaker 1: and like a close and personal ship. Most of those clubs,
Speaker 1: unless it's a private bad they're just dance, standing in
Speaker 1: front of you, dancing, you know, like they just stand
Speaker 1: in front of you and dance. Now, that's when they're
Speaker 1: a percent. Now I'm talking about those Miami Atlanta. Do
Speaker 1: that mean they like you? Or they want some more more?
Speaker 1: I don't know if like you? That's the real question
Speaker 1: I want. How do you know if like you in
Speaker 1: real life? Likes you in real life she spends time
Speaker 1: with you and she spent if she if she spent
Speaker 1: time with you, and it's not like and she's not like,
Speaker 1: can you compensate me because I miss work a girl?
Speaker 1: How many times have you heard that she said, I
Speaker 1: got a good conversation. Listen, there's been times you get
Speaker 1: inte to go to Vegas for the weekend and you're like, Okay,
Speaker 1: what that means I'm gonna miss Friday night Saturday night?
Speaker 1: And that's about can you replace that for me missing
Speaker 1: work to spend No, we ain't leave like I mean,
Speaker 1: if leaving the ship club and she got to take
Speaker 1: off to come, it ain't. It ain't it ain't. That's
Speaker 1: a mutual decision. I've decided I'll allow you around me,
Speaker 1: and you decided you want to come around me. There's
Speaker 1: no there's no payment, there's no nothing. I'm saying girls,
Speaker 1: expert girl. So if not trying to come after your pockets,
Speaker 1: and she really want to spend time with you and
Speaker 1: get to know you, despite the fact that it's costing
Speaker 1: her money. I mean, that's a that's a sign you
Speaker 1: might call me money. I could be doing you could
Speaker 1: be doing a feature for some money right now. So
Speaker 1: now you know, if I likes you, if he doesn't
Speaker 1: ask you for money. Like the first thing is that
Speaker 1: the real name? That's like the first joint. Yeah, the
Speaker 1: real name thing is Now they're starting to get real smart.
Speaker 1: They go like they got a shriven. I've always had
Speaker 1: alien name fake, fake name and then the real name.
Speaker 1: I feel like if you get rid of the real
Speaker 1: name stages, that's true, you know, I might be in
Speaker 1: it for the long haul. Like I ain't gonna ask
Speaker 1: this nagtive time because in a couple of months he's
Speaker 1: just gonna be giving it to me. That don't happen
Speaker 1: to you. But the one thing I can say myself,
Speaker 1: I never like tricked off on no strip of to
Speaker 1: like kick it or like be around or whatever. Like
Speaker 1: my thing is like yo, like you know, I ain't
Speaker 1: so weird though, like you want to just do something them.
Speaker 1: You also have the girls that feel like he bust
Speaker 1: so much not come, he bust so many bands on
Speaker 1: me in the club that yeah, it's worth it for
Speaker 1: me to hang out. Kind of I won't even know,
Speaker 1: but because sometimes, like you know, one thing is, I
Speaker 1: don't even really enjoy lap dances that much because I'll
Speaker 1: be looking at all the other strippers looking at the stripper,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, you know what, I don't even
Speaker 1: want no conflict. Just let's get a little section and
Speaker 1: just all y'all just dancing around. I'm gonna throwing money
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna look cool. And see what you while
Speaker 1: it's a little different for you because you are who
Speaker 1: you are. You're not just average Joe coming in the
Speaker 1: strip club. I mean, you know, not athletes and rappers
Speaker 1: all the time, true and and and those people aren't
Speaker 1: regular joels either. They also see Corey from up the
Speaker 1: street and got damn great ready at work for the foot.
Speaker 1: And they got you know what I'm saying, young, young, young,
Speaker 1: a little rapper, and the more money than the ers,
Speaker 1: and them all swimming them and all of them slimming them,
Speaker 1: and all of them got they're getting all that real.
Speaker 1: They get out brown bad money. You can throw whatever.
Speaker 1: They know them too. So I look at suppers like
Speaker 1: you know, rappers at least all that I consider those things.
Speaker 1: I never considered those things like six seven years ago.
Speaker 1: I could say it like that, like all right, we're
Speaker 1: sitting in my man, all right, you found like that,
Speaker 1: all right, so you probably know this person that person,
Speaker 1: whether you tell me you're not, I know such and
Speaker 1: such like it's just like you I said, just because
Speaker 1: my conscious talking abo me. I'm just like you know,
Speaker 1: I process it like, okay, I got these little philosophies
Speaker 1: and I ain't never this is some exclusive ship. I
Speaker 1: ain't never broke this one down before. Like I always
Speaker 1: if I'm attracted to a woman, right, I consider all
Speaker 1: things before I even attempt to shoot a shot in
Speaker 1: the regular like fancy, I saw three girls within the
Speaker 1: past like two years, I saw three girls working in
Speaker 1: high end clothing stores, obviously cause I'm in a fashion
Speaker 1: and then it's a it's a it's like one of
Speaker 1: the rare environments I can actually meet a woman. I
Speaker 1: always consider the city we end because I'm like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I know this person, this person and this person in
Speaker 1: this person in this city. I know they shot here.
Speaker 1: I know at least out of this these seven, it
Speaker 1: might be Chicago, Like I know this too was one
Speaker 1: of the bulls I'm cool with. I got a real
Speaker 1: close friend on the beds and I got three rout
Speaker 1: of friends. I'm real tight with you know somebody, even
Speaker 1: if you tell me you don't, I know you know somebody.
Speaker 1: So my thing is like do I even want to
Speaker 1: jump out there? So like I'm thinking, like, okay, well,
Speaker 1: it's the vibe enough for her to give me give
Speaker 1: me her number, or I'm like, oh am, I gonna
Speaker 1: just end up hearing oh she used to talk to
Speaker 1: such and such and such and such, and it makes
Speaker 1: me impossible to make it possible for me to go forward.
Speaker 1: But yeah, that's the past. Is really no, don't But
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, if it's your if it's people that
Speaker 1: you're cool with, because it's like, what if it's somebody
Speaker 1: you cool with that y'all be you know, y'all chill together,
Speaker 1: y'all bring you know, I might be dating, I might
Speaker 1: bring girl I'm dating and then he was his new girl,
Speaker 1: and it's like I'm bringing your old girl with me,
Speaker 1: and it's like that's weird and and and if I
Speaker 1: can stop that before I even having cool, it doesn't
Speaker 1: make it awkward for you. Like if somebody your friends
Speaker 1: and das somebody you used to date, how do you
Speaker 1: feel about that? And say you over? And this is
Speaker 1: jone did I used to work around where we didn't date,
Speaker 1: but you know, we kicked it for a while. And
Speaker 1: like I know a couple of niggas that has some
Speaker 1: background vocals added the background vocals after that lad my version.
Speaker 1: But does that make it feel weird like or it does?
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter. It worked in some instances. I think
Speaker 1: it depends on the copras. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like who is it? Like if it's all right, I'm
Speaker 1: my name, like I got like four songs and doesn't
Speaker 1: like damn, you know what I'm saying like or like
Speaker 1: this is my man for real, like the nigga wished
Speaker 1: me happy birthday, nigga blows to my jump for its
Speaker 1: aesthetic man, like you know what I'm saying. So it
Speaker 1: all really depends because at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: you have to come to a place in your heart
Speaker 1: where it's like damn okay, bro, like g G and
Speaker 1: like you we we've been in this game for a
Speaker 1: long time, like in real in real world, like if
Speaker 1: we was at one company, is not that long. Within
Speaker 1: the industry when we're in people face every day, we've
Speaker 1: been in for a long time. So it's like a
Speaker 1: lot of times we end up, you know, dating people
Speaker 1: in our industry, like you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: we end up because it's like these are this is
Speaker 1: our world. We live in, this weird devil's playground of
Speaker 1: like yeah, it's a bubble, and it's like we don't
Speaker 1: really have an opportunity like every so often, like you
Speaker 1: might bump into somebody with a friend, or you might
Speaker 1: have an your friend with a friend or something like that.
Speaker 1: But we live in this small bubble that it's hard
Speaker 1: to find people that understand your lifestyle outside of it.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But we like you said,
Speaker 1: that wasn't your girl. You just it wasn't even you
Speaker 1: didn't even say dating, so right, no significant time together,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't your girl, and you don't even consider
Speaker 1: it dating. I mean so sometimes guys that sometimes I
Speaker 1: feel like sometimes I feel like sometimes I feel like
Speaker 1: you no, seriously, sometimes I feel like this is a
Speaker 1: boyfriend girlfriend's situation. And then when it's over, like you reflect,
Speaker 1: like was it really like because it's like to be
Speaker 1: boyfriend girlfriend, Like significant moments need to happen to me,
Speaker 1: Like it's just it's small. It's the title. The younger
Speaker 1: you are, it's the feeling in the mutual respect for
Speaker 1: each other as you get older, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I also feel like relationships need to like a bottom line,
Speaker 1: like if you're really in a relationship, then there's no
Speaker 1: question if you were after the fact, if it was real,
Speaker 1: like you like that was my We're in a relationship.
Speaker 1: So it was you know for women sometimes we're like,
Speaker 1: well he never wiped me, and so what it is exactly?
Speaker 1: But what if she says, you know, Solange is one
Speaker 1: of my favorite rappers and I know you sucked her
Speaker 1: sorry singers, and I know you used to funk with her,
Speaker 1: So I fell away about that? Would you like what
Speaker 1: the first one was crazy rap finger? Sorry Fox? Fine,
Speaker 1: I don't even because I was a couple right publicly.
Speaker 1: That wasn't that that's that's not I don't know, I
Speaker 1: don't know. I was one of my not like that.
Speaker 1: But I mean like I wasn't trying to be you know,
Speaker 1: I know where I'm know where I'm at. I'm just
Speaker 1: trying to find a way to make it makes sense. Um,
Speaker 1: Solange is a beautiful person inside and note like she's
Speaker 1: also been one of my music like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like you know, I ain't saying I'm Andy
Speaker 1: Warhol in my mind, I am U. But you know,
Speaker 1: she's she's she's she's like the prototype of women I
Speaker 1: personally like. And you know, me and her we were
Speaker 1: real cool, like you know, used to kick it like
Speaker 1: like it was real cool early on my career. She
Speaker 1: taught me a lot about just music and just you know,
Speaker 1: spontaneity and everything like that. But then anyone nothing like
Speaker 1: that all right now is this cheating liking pictures of
Speaker 1: attractive people on social media? See that? That's that's that's
Speaker 1: weird for me because like if if I'm starting to
Speaker 1: like a girl in any kind of way, I won't
Speaker 1: follow her. I don't. I just try to not, but
Speaker 1: you'll look at her page, you just won't find look
Speaker 1: at her patients. And it was it seemed like a
Speaker 1: guy like girls, but it's not really like that. It
Speaker 1: was one girl I was talking to. I was like, um, like,
Speaker 1: why are you gonna follow me on nothing? I was
Speaker 1: like because like the way Twitter said up, I mean
Speaker 1: I said him. Now you can see the people that
Speaker 1: you follow that comment and it's like right in your face,
Speaker 1: like and it's like me as like an overthinking, like
Speaker 1: the rotic, deep thinking, ratchet slash bad decision making person,
Speaker 1: like I don't I just don't even want the energy
Speaker 1: in the egg because like I get real sarcastic, like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like like passive aggressive, like
Speaker 1: oh yeah, so you just how you know, um, such
Speaker 1: as that you know how you know this nigga? It
Speaker 1: was like multiple pictures. I'm just I don't know, I
Speaker 1: don't care, but it was like multiple back to back. See,
Speaker 1: I really don't know how to I don't know how
Speaker 1: to figure out that. That's another thing. If I if
Speaker 1: I figured out that time, if that's bad for me.
Speaker 1: If I knew they were back to back to back
Speaker 1: and back, I'm like, come on, block, how you you
Speaker 1: would ask what I'm saying. It's just like you know,
Speaker 1: it'll be like such and such, like it's just whack
Speaker 1: because I feel like it sets you up. Nowadays, it's like, hey,
Speaker 1: look who commented I didn't he here Instagram working with
Speaker 1: the ponies. It is that cheating. If somebody said you
Speaker 1: dating a girl and she's liking other guys, I don't
Speaker 1: think like this cheating. I don't because I don't. That's
Speaker 1: that's I don't know about that. But I mean it's
Speaker 1: not cheating. It might be a tad disrespectful, but again
Speaker 1: it's what it's the intent. What is your posting man
Speaker 1: Crush Monday that somebody they're not cheating, But that's just wild.
Speaker 1: That's like diet cheating. It depends on what the person
Speaker 1: is too, Like if you're dating somebody that's like an
Speaker 1: athlete and you put a rapper, it's kind of like, damn, bitch,
Speaker 1: I know that, nigga, Like you can't do nothing like that.
Speaker 1: But I'm taking from face value though, because I'm if
Speaker 1: I'm with you, I'm with you because I know what
Speaker 1: type of person I know, but supposed to like insalue kid.
Speaker 1: I mean, and she's like a college girl or something. Smooth. Man.
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're fetishes, Charlie, but like you
Speaker 1: know what, I don't. That's it. It's the attempt though
Speaker 1: for real, like you know what I'm saying, like like
Speaker 1: a girl might post like a dude that's like a
Speaker 1: gay person, like a gay dude, like a model. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm saying that. Everybody know. It's like, you know, don't
Speaker 1: even like women like okay, I get it, like some
Speaker 1: fashion ship or whatever, but like man crushed, like I'm
Speaker 1: your man to be crushed on every day in fact,
Speaker 1: and nobody over me. I feel like that's Barack Obama.
Speaker 1: She posts him as man ain't the president no more?
Speaker 1: But Charlie, find another word though, you know what, you
Speaker 1: know what you know what the connotation behind man crush
Speaker 1: is though, Like there's a connotation behind it, and that's
Speaker 1: like that's disrespect when you're trying to get under my
Speaker 1: skin or like one do know woman crushed? Like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying the same person that hasn't But
Speaker 1: if you put Michelle Obama because she just did something
Speaker 1: phenomenal superman, superwoman, Okay, that's what you can use. Women
Speaker 1: crush your man crush, you have a connotation mind them.
Speaker 1: Because women post other women as their women crush Wednesday.
Speaker 1: Sometimes they might be women would would do something with
Speaker 1: a woman even receive or give or watch or something,
Speaker 1: because women do that for like our friends like to
Speaker 1: shut your friends out, like women friends each other that
Speaker 1: you know this women sucked each other the fantasy. That's why.
Speaker 1: That's why when I say that, I think that like
Speaker 1: any like well I haven't seen one, but if I
Speaker 1: ever see like like a hotel cleaning service, that that's
Speaker 1: every man. That's women. Just say, you know, like that's
Speaker 1: the every man. You're like the main hotel queen of
Speaker 1: her real bull. You want the lady, then make your bed.
Speaker 1: It's not about what you do, it's about you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying static against that car. It's just like
Speaker 1: security with the best. You know what it is. It's
Speaker 1: the unexpected joint, the unexpected pop off. Like you twenty
Speaker 1: seconds ago, I thought I'd be putting on my jeans
Speaker 1: and trumping my jeans and you I got it. That
Speaker 1: was But then you got to stop telling housekeeping, come
Speaker 1: back on sleep and go take a peek out there.
Speaker 1: It's it's it's like something that that will never happen.
Speaker 1: Like somebody now these things like most of the women
Speaker 1: they're cleaning the rooms and no tell just don't fall
Speaker 1: with them. Might have to send somebody for your birthdays.
Speaker 1: This sounds illegal, sounds mad illegal, and I have nothing
Speaker 1: to do States comments and Vegas is fine, man. We
Speaker 1: can send someone to your door Vegas, of Miami or
Speaker 1: two cities that the first thing I think of in
Speaker 1: them cities. Just hangover, yeah, hangover and you get you
Speaker 1: get you get offered the host of call Miami and
Speaker 1: be like yeah, man, don't get like three thirty five,
Speaker 1: like what what type of coffee do you have for
Speaker 1: me at the door? Like the clothes everywhere else, you
Speaker 1: gotta be you time like yesterday. It's like next week.
Speaker 1: Right now to meet like that is this considered cheating
Speaker 1: somebody massaging your shoulder. Let's just say intent again, and
Speaker 1: I hate to intent that's again, that's that's that falls
Speaker 1: into the light cheating. These two girls are getting it
Speaker 1: on right here, all friends, the intent, the intent, like
Speaker 1: why why are you? Like like I never and I
Speaker 1: struggled with this too, like even if I'm like starting
Speaker 1: to fun with some mind like but like I don't
Speaker 1: never want to be that Neig's like why you you?
Speaker 1: What are you doing this? While you're doing that, I
Speaker 1: just want you to have like be the type of
Speaker 1: woman there to tell me that or just give me
Speaker 1: like that reassurance you know what I'm saying that that
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying like this ship ain't
Speaker 1: about that because I'm a man too. I got my pride.
Speaker 1: I ain't about to be like questioning what you're doing.
Speaker 1: But I'm at the point in my life right right
Speaker 1: now where it's like I don't ask any girl that
Speaker 1: I deal with that we haven't really been like officially,
Speaker 1: I don't ask them who they were, why they wear
Speaker 1: that none of that ship. I don't give up. I
Speaker 1: don't I really don't give a funk. I don't care
Speaker 1: do what you want to do, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, but you don't expect like certain things
Speaker 1: because we're not You're not that, We're not that, you know.
Speaker 1: For a woman tries to ask you a question like
Speaker 1: oh wow, I've seen you on Instagram? Who don't bring
Speaker 1: that up? But our girls should be able to ask
Speaker 1: you anything she can. But I'm in the entertainment business,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't baby, oh no,
Speaker 1: Like I'm in the club, but what what the funk?
Speaker 1: I ain't on pulling hub with no because if somebody
Speaker 1: is spending a little insecure and should be able to
Speaker 1: say something like you know, give me example, like you
Speaker 1: can't say a girl is like um, you know what.
Speaker 1: I just want to be honest with you. And bothered
Speaker 1: me when I saw you take a picture and post
Speaker 1: this picture. Say you posted a picture the other day
Speaker 1: with tailor works and said you was a fan or whatever.
Speaker 1: What if she was like, well, that bothered me a
Speaker 1: little bit. And I just want to be honest because
Speaker 1: the way your arm was around her, whatever, my girl,
Speaker 1: this is somebody at dating Yeah, and you guys, because
Speaker 1: you said be able to have open dialogue. I'm not
Speaker 1: having a good what you should say? You tell me
Speaker 1: go ahead, man, But if she's like yeah, that's number
Speaker 1: like like actually, like tell Tailor Brooks, I said, swift
Speaker 1: almost to French front music. It's good for a demographic, man,
Speaker 1: it's good to eat the salaries taking days. But now, no,
Speaker 1: tell us Swiss fans don't come at me. I was
Speaker 1: that was like a black people joke. Women y'all make
Speaker 1: them about. That's when we're not around. I'm always going
Speaker 1: to see a French fry when I'm to give it
Speaker 1: a potato. I actually, like Taylor, you were saying, no no,
Speaker 1: I was, O god, no, no. I mean it depends
Speaker 1: with if we hit that level like that, like it's
Speaker 1: it's go ahead, like stop it. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like I ain't come in. Baby's something like that. She's
Speaker 1: gonna point right at her cratch right here, right here.
Speaker 1: I want to sleep. That's all guys, solution. You want
Speaker 1: to make you some of crap class like the baby boy,
Speaker 1: it's like this man's like, man, where am I right now?
Speaker 1: Like but you know in the way it is double
Speaker 1: standards though, but I don't think that. Even a picture
Speaker 1: I took with Taylor wasn't like, no, it wasn't like
Speaker 1: my hands on her ass and nothing like that. Like,
Speaker 1: but somebody might be intimidateding like she's a beautiful woman,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying that I think i'd be.
Speaker 1: I don't think i'd be. I think by the time
Speaker 1: we got that close, I know she's built like that
Speaker 1: because I let I't let any woman if I saw
Speaker 1: a kind of feelings, I'm gonna let them know what
Speaker 1: they're getting into. You know what I'm saying. It's been
Speaker 1: a long time. It's been a long time, long time
Speaker 1: since I've been like in a relationship publicly and everything. Like.
Speaker 1: But it's like, Okay, do I know this person is
Speaker 1: intelligent enough to understand how this this ship, this this game?
Speaker 1: Do I know this person is not using me to
Speaker 1: as a as a steppingstone to get to in the
Speaker 1: world and get out and then get to another level
Speaker 1: and do what she wants. Um is this person? Uh?
Speaker 1: Is she well read it? You know what? Was she
Speaker 1: gonna sound like? Like? You know? I mean, I don't
Speaker 1: I would never date a woman that that's not intelligent.
Speaker 1: I need I need I need another intellectual like that
Speaker 1: to vibe with because you know you half of the
Speaker 1: problem is gone. Chartie. You know what this is. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You know how this game go.
Speaker 1: You know I do this for a living. You do
Speaker 1: that for a living. This is what you expect that
Speaker 1: at your job, and this is what you gotta expect
Speaker 1: that in my job. She already know. So if we're
Speaker 1: going together, we were like borderline going together. She don't
Speaker 1: even she don't even mention that. She wouldn't even mention
Speaker 1: it to me. She fell away about a picture. She's
Speaker 1: gonna be felling away for the whole life. Entain. Let
Speaker 1: me tell you, let's let me get this right, Shorting.
Speaker 1: You want to be in all my videos, you would
Speaker 1: be every girl in the video. Baby, that's a lot
Speaker 1: of c G. I be every girl in my video
Speaker 1: because I mean, I got to look at the girls
Speaker 1: in my video even more. I gotta do more. So
Speaker 1: what you know what I'm saying? People do do that
Speaker 1: though they'd be using the same boyfriend. You'd be like
Speaker 1: you guys each other. But I don't think no, I
Speaker 1: don't think no girls should even you know, well, you're
Speaker 1: telling girls the black people. Right now, let's talk about
Speaker 1: since we talked about Insecure and the episode of Insecure
Speaker 1: where Easter Ray, the guy she was dating, Nathan, went ghosts.
Speaker 1: He just all of a sudden disappeared, all right, and
Speaker 1: we're gonna get anything. I just got I want to
Speaker 1: friends came to New York when the l A came
Speaker 1: right back, so you can't stream one the guy in
Speaker 1: playing Wildfire slow ship, all right, So the guys people
Speaker 1: spread like this and he just disappeared all of a sudden.
Speaker 1: She's been trying to call him. He's not answering um
Speaker 1: and she has no idea what happened. What are some
Speaker 1: reasons that guys go? But she knows he's good because
Speaker 1: she reached out. He reached out the song people are
Speaker 1: scared of what they actually want. Yeah, I mean I
Speaker 1: came up with this a long time ago. There's a
Speaker 1: luxury and sa and being able to say could have
Speaker 1: with the Shuldar because they could have with the sugar.
Speaker 1: You can control the narrative. You could be like, man, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't I don't like what it depends what ghost
Speaker 1: could me? I mean, some girls, some girls are one
Speaker 1: night stand. Some girls are one night stand a regular person,
Speaker 1: but because of what they think they can get out
Speaker 1: of certain people, there's no sense things and one nice
Speaker 1: saying it's like, yo, am I still stand, not even
Speaker 1: too nice stands forever and I quit my job, and like,
Speaker 1: what's up. I'm not just saying that. It's a lot
Speaker 1: of people know. I'm just saying that's there. That's the
Speaker 1: goal right there. You know what I'm saying. Well, you
Speaker 1: wanted to bring something up because you're saying you guys
Speaker 1: are friends in there all of a sudden ghosted you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what happened was she wants to't know what happened? Well, no,
Speaker 1: on the safe let me let me go back to
Speaker 1: the conversation we had. So me and this young gentleman
Speaker 1: right here had a really good friendship. At one point
Speaker 1: we were almost like besties. We spent a lot of
Speaker 1: time together, studio in the crib, smoking, breakfast, airport runs,
Speaker 1: the therapist. Yeah, just kicking it right. Um, I was
Speaker 1: in the relationship. We were friends. Now, I was in
Speaker 1: a relationship. And I met him when I was with
Speaker 1: my significance and I was fairly new to the industry,
Speaker 1: and I just she was a great mentor he was
Speaker 1: kicking it. We we after we met, we were in
Speaker 1: Miami when we met. After we met in Miami, we
Speaker 1: found out that we had mutual friends in Atlanta. So
Speaker 1: when he would come to Atlanta, we would kicking in Atlanta.
Speaker 1: Right then, somehow or another, I guess, people would see
Speaker 1: us oild or whatever. Somebody went back and told my
Speaker 1: significant other than me and him were in some type
Speaker 1: of relationship and that wasn't the case. Yeah, that was
Speaker 1: the case. So that's not why he went. So I
Speaker 1: was trying to figure my life. I was. I think
Speaker 1: that was one of the I was trying to go.
Speaker 1: I was like working with everybody. Yeah, you was on
Speaker 1: a lot. It was around the time when you did
Speaker 1: the the no hands versus that was. It was around
Speaker 1: that time. So anyway, Um, it became an issue between
Speaker 1: me and my relationship at the time because he couldn't
Speaker 1: understand how me and while they became so much close
Speaker 1: friends when we had just met, when we were together.
Speaker 1: He's like, you just met him with me, How your
Speaker 1: besties now and you click with people like that? He said,
Speaker 1: we were friends, Like we're still, we still our friends.
Speaker 1: It's us always been nothing but respect between me and him,
Speaker 1: and while they always been able to have female friends,
Speaker 1: and we've always we've run into each other through the
Speaker 1: years at different events and industry events and concerts and
Speaker 1: backstage and stuff like that, and it's always been respect.
Speaker 1: I just remember riding in the car and you just
Speaker 1: giving me game like ship like a just like everything
Speaker 1: from girls to the like the industry to like just
Speaker 1: like the club scene. And because I was just starting
Speaker 1: to come to Atlanta a lot, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: they wasn't It wasn't really back then and that like that,
Speaker 1: like she'd be like what like shot like supposed to
Speaker 1: go to the studio right around whatever, and it's like
Speaker 1: this is great, Like she don't look at me like
Speaker 1: girls back in d C. Do you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like they look at me like, oh my God, like
Speaker 1: like at that time, Like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: it was just like a friend, like somebody that you
Speaker 1: know sometimes sometimes sometimes God put people in your life
Speaker 1: at the right time, like to save you from like
Speaker 1: when you right on the edge. Like again, I just
Speaker 1: left in the scope, you know what I'm saying. And
Speaker 1: I know Big West, she's the dry dry helped me
Speaker 1: around a little bit. Um I was torn good, So
Speaker 1: I wasn't. I wasn't broken down, but it's like mentally
Speaker 1: I was broken down, Like I was, like, we had
Speaker 1: a lot of deep conversations. Why did't you're not be
Speaker 1: friends anymore? It's not that we're not friends, but I
Speaker 1: mean it was this the disrupt came when it was
Speaker 1: a problem with my significant others. So I just felt like,
Speaker 1: let me just fall back. You fell back, and I
Speaker 1: know I didn't know what. I didn't know about that drink.
Speaker 1: I didn't know just but I like I always figured
Speaker 1: every woman got a man most times, but it was
Speaker 1: it wasn't. But it wasn't like he didn't know I
Speaker 1: had a man because he was with me right my
Speaker 1: man when we met. So it was all respectful, but
Speaker 1: it was it was nothing but respect. But what happens
Speaker 1: is the outside. To be honest, I don't even know
Speaker 1: who the man is. And maybe I would ask off
Speaker 1: the air because I don't know what it was about
Speaker 1: to happen. But I don't, I don't know. I didn't
Speaker 1: know who I don't. I don't think I ever asked.
Speaker 1: We never had to talk about that because it never
Speaker 1: became an issue. Right, It wasn't stand because our relationship
Speaker 1: don't our friendship wasn't going in that way where I
Speaker 1: had to be like, oh, my man is like I
Speaker 1: ain't know now, can y'all be friends? Like okay, Like
Speaker 1: but you people grow up like grow part just because
Speaker 1: of life. Like like I remember, I don't even even remember,
Speaker 1: Like it was around the time, maybe like the tail
Speaker 1: end of how long, Like we were just talking and
Speaker 1: he was like, man, I'm about the style. I just
Speaker 1: mouse like, you know what I'm saying. He was like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have like a last big genre. That's what
Speaker 1: I was just like, you know, and I think about it.
Speaker 1: By this time, I might have just signed with MMG
Speaker 1: maybe and I'm just like, okay, you know what I'm saying. Um,
Speaker 1: it's like we both got new jobs essentially. I guess
Speaker 1: that's the best metaphor. The you like, I got back
Speaker 1: on a major label, you know, my brother, that was
Speaker 1: higher than it was before I even sound when the
Speaker 1: good you know, I'm kind of like skyrocket at that point.
Speaker 1: And then and then and I was really deep into
Speaker 1: my relationship and since there it wasn't like it was
Speaker 1: a problem that me and you were friends. It's just
Speaker 1: that people on the outside looking in was kind of
Speaker 1: my name in a song like people was in this.
Speaker 1: But the reason why I put her name of the
Speaker 1: song is because it was just like like with the
Speaker 1: respect of what I did and how good I was
Speaker 1: at doing maybe like you know me being younger at
Speaker 1: that time, like amused. Like again, women are always my muse.
Speaker 1: Like I can guarantee you that if you came to
Speaker 1: the studio with me, you probably hear like five or
Speaker 1: six times where you and mom used in a certain line.
Speaker 1: Because I'll think of all the women I know or
Speaker 1: that I'm cool with or that I got genuine love for,
Speaker 1: and I'll create like instances where like what they can
Speaker 1: relate to you. Now you see what I mean by
Speaker 1: the women love. Like, oh my god, now that I
Speaker 1: think about this, while dated a girl who didn't like
Speaker 1: me really and he did you and something happened she
Speaker 1: had an issue with me, tet me. I can't remember.
Speaker 1: It was so long ago. It's like it was when
Speaker 1: they had them comedy shows. Remember when Cyper Sounds used
Speaker 1: to do those comedy Yeah, yeah, And I remember I
Speaker 1: haven't dated that many women like that. Maybe she was
Speaker 1: dating you and you were in that happens. Yeah. I
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, those one silent relationships are real, all right,
Speaker 1: Now here's my my my d ms and are you
Speaker 1: kidding me? Me? And then I was like he was
Speaker 1: like yeah, I mean and I was like yawned and yawned,
Speaker 1: and he was like theory, and I was like, yawned,
Speaker 1: and I just want to tell you something. I always tried. No, no,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying nothing crazy. I was who started lay
Speaker 1: up and he just don't step up to the plate
Speaker 1: like I'd be like, oh, here's an away the time
Speaker 1: the time, it was the time she angel is very
Speaker 1: like I always look at it like somebody who's like
Speaker 1: seeing me come up and like see Mike Hawst. And
Speaker 1: she was like like he's a good person, like like,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, man, maybe I can't live up to
Speaker 1: the standards of that. And a lot of her friends
Speaker 1: are like come on, like come on, I know, like
Speaker 1: six niggers that try to talk to you like and
Speaker 1: I feel a lot of her friends fall into that category.
Speaker 1: Up you don't know what their past might have been
Speaker 1: and what we talked about. And you know what I
Speaker 1: told him, I said, well, of course you're gonna like
Speaker 1: girls that other guys like, why would you like? Why
Speaker 1: would you like that? Other people didn't like that? And
Speaker 1: I told her I was profound. That sounds crazy. Of
Speaker 1: course you're gonna don't know, man, Like sometimes, how do
Speaker 1: you think girls feel when they want to talk to you?
Speaker 1: They probably I've never it's been a long time since
Speaker 1: I met girls like, like, did I know like that
Speaker 1: we speak cordially? That Dad was like, yo, I bring like,
Speaker 1: I bring this to the table, like just let's just say,
Speaker 1: you know, not mentally whatever all that. Like, I bring
Speaker 1: this to the table, and I like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to see where this can go because in
Speaker 1: any kind of way, I'd be wondering why later like
Speaker 1: kicking to certain people. But I don't know, Like I
Speaker 1: don't It's just like I want at this point, I
Speaker 1: just want you to have something going for yourself and
Speaker 1: just be passionate about something. And never happened, only just
Speaker 1: and it's been some really quality quality man. They've been
Speaker 1: like one time for real. I think and years and
Speaker 1: years of this knowing him the way I was friend,
Speaker 1: I don't even think I'm picking like that. I'm just
Speaker 1: like your hats onto the table. But then it's also
Speaker 1: like and this is my flaw. My trust issues are
Speaker 1: so immense that I trust myself more than I trust. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I trust myself more than trust anybody. Like I literally
Speaker 1: got issues, like issues with within my family that make
Speaker 1: it hard that like a damn like this happened within
Speaker 1: my family. Look, I'm really can't trust, like or I've
Speaker 1: known somebody for twelve years and then this happened, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Or like you know, I had
Speaker 1: a friend of college that was that was killed by
Speaker 1: his own man, and that one of my best friends
Speaker 1: in school was killed by his own man like on
Speaker 1: some opening door and play madam, what you didn't smoke
Speaker 1: you and rob you? Like so my trust is like
Speaker 1: so distorted and so weird. And you know you see
Speaker 1: stuff like sertain basketball players getting taken for child's pool
Speaker 1: for like like like of what they're working for. Like
Speaker 1: it's just like, man, you know what, like how can
Speaker 1: you blame me? And then it's like the girls that's
Speaker 1: what the secret phone ship like trying to get you
Speaker 1: snoring all that, Like like I know this girl that
Speaker 1: takes pictures of guys without them looking so she can
Speaker 1: have that as insurance in case he tried to act
Speaker 1: that's too much. But then then but then it's a
Speaker 1: problem when they would be like a before we kick it,
Speaker 1: like put your phone away, like but then now it's
Speaker 1: awkward to the dynamic between y'all. Is she But even
Speaker 1: if she was, either way, you're gonna get the bad one.
Speaker 1: If she wasn't gonna do it, now she mad she
Speaker 1: can't do it, and she wasn't gonna do what she's insulted, right,
Speaker 1: so either way, you know what I'm saying, So like,
Speaker 1: how you relax? How do you relax and let them
Speaker 1: get to you. I'm trying to touch your thought because
Speaker 1: fairly now because I said, I got a nostalgic because
Speaker 1: it was it was times where I was I was
Speaker 1: really trying to figure out my neck and he was
Speaker 1: saying like, I don't know if she could see that
Speaker 1: in me or whatever, but she knew a little bit
Speaker 1: like this. That's why I was just trying to like
Speaker 1: get it to the other because it takes me back
Speaker 1: to the time when I was like I didn't know
Speaker 1: what was gonna happen for real. I mean, but things
Speaker 1: was good though, because I was recording with tips. I
Speaker 1: was recoring Gucci Guarti. You know, recy had me in
Speaker 1: the studio where like every fucking body in Atlanta everywhere. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was everywhere. I was. I was enjoying and had
Speaker 1: a bag when no no had a bag with no radio.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. So I was, I was enjoying.
Speaker 1: And he went in that studio session with Walker and
Speaker 1: did that no hands first sky. It was so late
Speaker 1: and that it was so late at night, bro, I
Speaker 1: was tired, and it's crazy story. I went a Gucci.
Speaker 1: That was the day Gucci had his dinner and I
Speaker 1: went out. I went out. I went to like four places. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm so drunk, so high, so tired, and and and
Speaker 1: I remember I was waiting for Gucci, and that's when
Speaker 1: I that's when I'm at reci for real. I was like, yeo,
Speaker 1: you gotta charge you my phone. So I charged my
Speaker 1: phone up a little bit waiting for Gucci. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. That the engineer was in like my
Speaker 1: ain't coming. He probably he probably tied to what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I was like cool, about to leave. So I
Speaker 1: charged my phone and I was leaving out. I was
Speaker 1: with my man sneaking man, and I'll never get it.
Speaker 1: And then Recie, who I didn't really know that well
Speaker 1: at the time. I was like, yo, walking in there,
Speaker 1: you want to do a song with you? And I
Speaker 1: was like, damn, man, like fun with this nig ship hard, bro,
Speaker 1: this ni is cold. You know what I'm saying. I'm
Speaker 1: so tired. I was like, yo, Damn to tell him
Speaker 1: the email, the record. I'm gonna do it tomorrow. Like leave.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what I'm saying. And then like
Speaker 1: you know, I ain't no recent at the time, but
Speaker 1: she's looking like, just do the song. So I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, cool, you know what I'm saying. And Damn
Speaker 1: was like, bro, just suck it up. Bro, you just
Speaker 1: like we're just working man. You just but mind you.
Speaker 1: I was. I've been in four clubs. Lord knows what
Speaker 1: was in my drink. Where I put in my drink,
Speaker 1: nor knows what that was. It was a different time,
Speaker 1: different time, was different town. But they put the beat on.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm already socially awkward. He
Speaker 1: had all like a couple of niggers in there. I'm
Speaker 1: just with my man. I'm like, yo, yo, I'm very
Speaker 1: socially awkward. That's what I'm thinking him up. And then
Speaker 1: I was like, let's play that jump. And then I
Speaker 1: went into this little small room because I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't want them to know how weird I am.
Speaker 1: When I'm right, I'll be like when the sitting upside there,
Speaker 1: I'll be just thinking. I'll be on some wild she
Speaker 1: when I'm right. So I wrote the verse. I was like, man,
Speaker 1: I was like, damn, I rushed his joint, like like
Speaker 1: I wrote it in like like seven or eight minutes.
Speaker 1: It's very fast. And I was like, well, I rushed it.
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't. Don't don't try to like
Speaker 1: clown me in the car, like you know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying that. I was like, He's like no, He's like no, Bro,
Speaker 1: you got it. Bro. He was like bro, and he
Speaker 1: was fucked up too. He was like when he's when
Speaker 1: he's when he's high like drug ladies, Like, Bro, it
Speaker 1: doesn't matter. You never let me to help. So I
Speaker 1: went in the booth and I did that. I was like, bro,
Speaker 1: don't don't clown this verse, bro, like, because that's crazy
Speaker 1: because everybody's in the studio that's got to feel crazy.
Speaker 1: I felt crazy. So I did the verse one take
Speaker 1: though right, I didn't want to take, and I was
Speaker 1: like all right. I took the headphones off and I
Speaker 1: was like, okay, I didn't do no. I didn't do no.
Speaker 1: Like if you listen to it, no ad lives, there's
Speaker 1: no backgrounds, there, no nothing, because at that time I
Speaker 1: didn't I hate it doing it. I didn't like that.
Speaker 1: I was just one of my boys. And I was like,
Speaker 1: I just hope it's like okay. And then I got out.
Speaker 1: I walked out the booth and walk I was l
Speaker 1: and I saw a dam with his like just like
Speaker 1: memory on seven Platinum one, that's seven. But like you know,
Speaker 1: my style of rappers like a little different than that.
Speaker 1: I can go I can dip in none out of
Speaker 1: that lane. But that's the versatility of it is that
Speaker 1: I think you can go into all these different lanes,
Speaker 1: like you could do the strip club banger, but then
Speaker 1: you can do like the lyrical, but then you could
Speaker 1: do then and master of None. Oh stop it. You've
Speaker 1: had so much more success than so many people, So
Speaker 1: I can't master masters Number one. Top the master would
Speaker 1: be the wrapping period, the master of rapping because you
Speaker 1: got all the other ship down. Yeah, I'm not not
Speaker 1: the jack of all trades. Is like I could, I
Speaker 1: could wrap good on everything. Like maybe I haven't mastered
Speaker 1: it because I can't do it on a level where
Speaker 1: the people it falls right into the culture every single time.
Speaker 1: Maybe people are used to a certain ship over and
Speaker 1: over and over or in their brain wash, so when
Speaker 1: they hear something else they think that it's different or whatever.
Speaker 1: They I've one I have one request. I'm not going
Speaker 1: to ask you sard the new project. Sometimes people don't know.
Speaker 1: Sometimes they happen. But um, I just wondered, boy, if
Speaker 1: you if you want to be like, all right, let
Speaker 1: me give a chance of listening to tell what's what
Speaker 1: he got going on. I want to listen to Three
Speaker 1: Days and three Hours. I want them to because that
Speaker 1: is it kind of shows you what I bring to
Speaker 1: the table as far as like an artist and like
Speaker 1: I try to make music that feels like you could
Speaker 1: see it. When I make songs like that, I feel
Speaker 1: like you can close your eyes. Even you guys now
Speaker 1: that have heard it already, I think you should close
Speaker 1: your eyes and listen to Three Days and three Hours. Um.
Speaker 1: Some people have got the concept already and some people
Speaker 1: just growing on because if you hear it in passing,
Speaker 1: if you heard it in the uber or why people
Speaker 1: are talking to you, you're not gonna get it. But
Speaker 1: I'll explain it now because when I do this, all
Speaker 1: my songs les quite up. But it was it's about
Speaker 1: a long distance relationship. And it's four thirty in Eastern time,
Speaker 1: where you have Charty and the am I'm saying, oh,
Speaker 1: when you ask Charty, I'm happy without you. We got
Speaker 1: my doubts CHARTI like and and it's bag. I started
Speaker 1: off like saying, all right, I'm gonna I'm on the West.
Speaker 1: You want these, but I missed you, So it's three days,
Speaker 1: three hours. You know what I'm saying. Like, that's like
Speaker 1: that's the time. I'm three hours back and I'm three
Speaker 1: and three days until I see you. The first versus
Speaker 1: like late night called second verse. If you hear me,
Speaker 1: it's it's it's me getting off stage. That's why it's like,
Speaker 1: uh yo, did she call me? Did she called me?
Speaker 1: And I lost my voice? You can I lost my voice?
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, look like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And I'm I just performing. I just performed in the
Speaker 1: crowd only see your face in So basically I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like I just did, like a big stadium, but all
Speaker 1: I can see is your face. But she's sleeping. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, She's sleeping. That's why I'm leaving
Speaker 1: the voice msgs on the second verse right, and the
Speaker 1: third verse um around the want to I'm home now
Speaker 1: because it's the three days is up. I'm home now,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. And that's why I say, um,
Speaker 1: we're two days away from celebrating that that very tomorrow
Speaker 1: was to day or something like that or something like that,
Speaker 1: And that basically means I'm I'm like, this is what
Speaker 1: I'm gonna see you tomorrow. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And I'm around the corner and I'm writing, I'm reciting
Speaker 1: the poem for the third verse, like everything that I
Speaker 1: say is I'm around the corner. Some people don't get
Speaker 1: that because the way we trained to listen to music
Speaker 1: is different now. But I feel like once people put
Speaker 1: that ship together and put that all together, it's gonna
Speaker 1: go like but that's how right now, that's the writer
Speaker 1: that I've evolved in. Let's make sure we re listen it,
Speaker 1: and I understood it. I understand different because I did
Speaker 1: music for most of my life. So when I heard that,
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is dope. Obviously you're a West coast,
Speaker 1: East coast, you know what I mean, it's a different
Speaker 1: coast because once I heard the three hours already, obviously
Speaker 1: that's obviously, but you know, and then since you've been
Speaker 1: in music, you know that a lot of people listen
Speaker 1: to the beating hook first and that doesn't do that song,
Speaker 1: That doesn't do that particular song justice. That's what I
Speaker 1: like about your music, though, Like you you make people
Speaker 1: think like you gotta listen to you, and I'm not
Speaker 1: I'm not afforded that luxury. I'm not afforded that luxury
Speaker 1: because you're you're smart and you know music, right, I'm
Speaker 1: not afforded that luxury for people to go back and
Speaker 1: relisten and be like yo, they're even going to be
Speaker 1: like yeah, and they probably the first fifty second because
Speaker 1: of whatever narrative that that that they've got. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, three days, three hours, like you gotta
Speaker 1: gotta go back, and like you gotta go back and
Speaker 1: listen to it. I need to see something pieces on it.
Speaker 1: I need to see some college kids making short movies
Speaker 1: to that joint. Three days, three hours, bro. Everybody understands
Speaker 1: what a long distance relationship the strain it is, but
Speaker 1: everybody also understands the passion that happens when you unite
Speaker 1: with that soul or that person that you're with. People
Speaker 1: always say with long distance relationships you know each other
Speaker 1: better better because you spend so much more time talking. Wow,
Speaker 1: I never heard that really, like face timing each other
Speaker 1: talking on the phone. It's such a negative connotation behind
Speaker 1: long distance relationships now though, But I never heard you
Speaker 1: get to know. But it makes total sense that it's temptations.
Speaker 1: I feel like from both sides are like even with men,
Speaker 1: I feel like there's a lot of temptations are easy
Speaker 1: access with like women and Instagram and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: I want somebody so much that I needed. I want
Speaker 1: to love somebody so much that I needed that she
Speaker 1: can get to me as soon as possible. I want
Speaker 1: to love somebody that is in a position that can
Speaker 1: do that if if I if I got it. So
Speaker 1: the money is not the issue. Getting near a flight
Speaker 1: ain't the issue, but like the procedure and doing that
Speaker 1: I might not have the time to do that. I'm
Speaker 1: doing interviews all day. I'm just doing it like I
Speaker 1: want to see like like hey, I'm insued, Like yeah,
Speaker 1: well i'm issued too, and I just took off. I'm
Speaker 1: about to come. I might to come fly there. That's
Speaker 1: when you get into that level like this ain't this
Speaker 1: ain't we ain't just working around like she's gonna come
Speaker 1: see me, like spontaneity, but she also got her own.
Speaker 1: It's it's it's a multiple thing because I don't care
Speaker 1: about the little foul hunt it out to flight whatever like.
Speaker 1: But it's more so like I can just get on
Speaker 1: the plane and do this because I liked this nigked like.
Speaker 1: It means multiple things. It means one on the flat services.
Speaker 1: I got enough money to do this spontane spontaneously. I
Speaker 1: got enough money to do this too. I really really
Speaker 1: miss you, dog, like I really miss you dog. You're
Speaker 1: you're my friend at this point, like I missed you.
Speaker 1: I missed the little things about you. It's like, Slim,
Speaker 1: you're really doing like you're doing this like you you
Speaker 1: you you you thought enough. That's that's why I haven't
Speaker 1: really I haven't received a birthday present. From a woman
Speaker 1: that says she really liked me, like a thoughtful one ever,
Speaker 1: like a pair of ja like I got all the
Speaker 1: jade's Like what I work at the gas station. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you could get something that's
Speaker 1: way cheaper, like something like oh, I gotta I gotta record, Like, um,
Speaker 1: I gotta record. I got this obscure record that maybe
Speaker 1: oh I heard in the interview that you you're guilty pleasures,
Speaker 1: wake me up before you go go. Like, know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I got the vinyl for you, Like it's
Speaker 1: a funny gift, but I framed it and it's it's
Speaker 1: in a joy we put on some creative ship. Some
Speaker 1: people are not creative that has that element to her.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, Like I tweeted the other day,
Speaker 1: if you're if you're not creative, do not day to
Speaker 1: creative save yourself, not even a fact of being creative,
Speaker 1: but that too. But when you're dealing with somebody who
Speaker 1: can do just about anything for themselves, you have to
Speaker 1: go to the thoughtful because the money, the money value
Speaker 1: don't really matter when there's somebody that can buy eighteen
Speaker 1: of what you just bought to Mary at once. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. This the fact that you took
Speaker 1: the thought out to really make it a personal, thoughtful
Speaker 1: gift or something that you know that person is really
Speaker 1: going to appreciate it. And then it's like I got
Speaker 1: I got a little part of me that's a little
Speaker 1: bit like okay, um u, I feel like I'm I'm
Speaker 1: I'm overly kind sometimes, you know what I'm saying. But like, okay,
Speaker 1: let's say it's a girl that does as a painter,
Speaker 1: but I'm not a fan of her work, Like just
Speaker 1: I'm not. I don't think just because you like somebody,
Speaker 1: you gotta like this, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: like I'm not gonna like you know, i might feel
Speaker 1: weird about the painting, I'm gonna love it for another
Speaker 1: reason because at the time and effort from from a
Speaker 1: taste perspective, you know what I'm saying, And if if
Speaker 1: it makes her happy, I'll put it up. But I would,
Speaker 1: you know, maybe find a way to be like yo,
Speaker 1: like you know it. But again I didn't. Again, if
Speaker 1: I knew this was her passion and she wanted to
Speaker 1: do this, I would just pay for her to go
Speaker 1: learn it. Like better, or learn from different people, or
Speaker 1: put her around people that do that. I'd pay for it,
Speaker 1: because the girl ever gonna tattoo of you want her?
Speaker 1: That's not a fan like someone you're dating. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: we was, we was. We was, man, that was my
Speaker 1: I was my best friend for a while. But when
Speaker 1: it was when it started just deteriorate. Um, it just
Speaker 1: made me I just didn't love myself as much because
Speaker 1: it was certain things that she would say to me
Speaker 1: that would really hurt me. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like and I'm I'm I'm the only thing that can
Speaker 1: hurt me is my family and my career. For real,
Speaker 1: my family, my career is the only thing. Like what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. If you're my close friend, you're my family.
Speaker 1: So you know, if if I got a close friend
Speaker 1: that like the lost their job and then they kind
Speaker 1: of figure it out, I'm hurt. I gotta even mcmiller,
Speaker 1: God bless them. You know, I talked them three days
Speaker 1: for he passed. Like, that's family that hurt me. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, career and stuff like, man, it's
Speaker 1: everybody hate me, Like what did I do? Wouldn't I
Speaker 1: become the villain like they hurt me, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And when you have kids, that ship is
Speaker 1: another pain. If somebody use your kids and put your
Speaker 1: name in the negative connotation any kind of way. That
Speaker 1: ship hurt like unbelievably, can't can't sleep though, and it's
Speaker 1: something that you really can't even explain. And I never
Speaker 1: talked about it. I never talked about that side. I
Speaker 1: never talked about like you know, I always talk about
Speaker 1: the the respect and admiration I have for my daughter's
Speaker 1: mother for being such a good mother, But I never
Speaker 1: talked about the pain that comes with being a father
Speaker 1: on the road. I'm not Kevin Laws or you know.
Speaker 1: Russell Simmons was like I could fly my daughter and
Speaker 1: nanny her mother and everything with me, and I could
Speaker 1: do everything like I wish I was. And I'm gonna
Speaker 1: keep running until I can maybe be that. If I
Speaker 1: can be that, or if I gotta go, then she
Speaker 1: she's good. Like you know what I'm saying, I'm I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do everything I can be like that dad that
Speaker 1: can do that as she get oldercause she's only two now,
Speaker 1: so I got a little time to cook up stuff.
Speaker 1: But I made the decision within myself, Like, yo, I
Speaker 1: do a lot to make her and her mother happy.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try to find something happiness myself. That's why
Speaker 1: when we talked to the party, I was like, Yo,
Speaker 1: let's talk to him because I gotta figure it out
Speaker 1: on a personal level. You know, we can't have can't
Speaker 1: had that converse. You can't have this conversation to We
Speaker 1: can't Charlot Mayne would cut in with an intensitive joke
Speaker 1: by now, but we like, I gotta find it or
Speaker 1: I'm gonna probably break down. Black Bonnie is a real thing.
Speaker 1: It's an idea of a woman that that even if
Speaker 1: even if she don't work, but if she's dedicated to
Speaker 1: helping your braind and keeping your brain and like and
Speaker 1: like dedicated to you, and she's like that, Like at
Speaker 1: this point in my life, I wouldn't even do no
Speaker 1: prenup if she was dedicated like that, like my woman,
Speaker 1: my everything, my my my, my, my whole globe, my
Speaker 1: whole universe. I'm not gonna do no prenup. I'd be
Speaker 1: like my ship man, you're helping me, just like a
Speaker 1: manager would. But it's also you my girl too, so
Speaker 1: you feel like you passed up on some good girls
Speaker 1: before that you should have maybe pursued more with I
Speaker 1: don't I think the girls that I think I lost
Speaker 1: them to other men, or two maybe I sucked up
Speaker 1: because I got Sometimes I feel like things are timing
Speaker 1: to like sometimes you could be with somebody great, but
Speaker 1: for you, you're not ready to accept that into your
Speaker 1: just I just I just announced to my friends. I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: you think I think I'm ready. I think I'm ready,
Speaker 1: Like I'm ready to at least try. And the one
Speaker 1: obstacle I got to hurt over is this the trust thing?
Speaker 1: Because it's like I kick it with a girl and
Speaker 1: they'd be like, I can't even enjoy this bride my bad,
Speaker 1: this girl bride ain't bad. I can't enjoy it. I
Speaker 1: can't enjoy this this girl company because I'm likely right
Speaker 1: now I'm thinking, like, yo, why why you like me
Speaker 1: like that? What you think everything is? Every moment is
Speaker 1: gonna be loaded flower, you know, because because my sister
Speaker 1: and something She's like when we was on she's like,
Speaker 1: she's like the idea of you, girls, like the idea
Speaker 1: of you because you know you you you got the
Speaker 1: rowdy persona. I mean I'm rowedy in real life, but
Speaker 1: like you got the rowdy when you when you're mad,
Speaker 1: you yell, but you also like got a book full
Speaker 1: of poems. You know what I'm saying that will connect
Speaker 1: with women. What's the worst thing that I happened? Right,
Speaker 1: say you dat a girl and it just doesn't work out.
Speaker 1: I think that, But that's the best. No, no, no
Speaker 1: you have as far as like conflict. No, no, children
Speaker 1: are I want to have more children because I really
Speaker 1: think that A it's about get into something, but take
Speaker 1: your time with it and enjoy it, right, And you
Speaker 1: don't got to rush into it and say when I
Speaker 1: start dating somebody, this is somebody who have to be
Speaker 1: with this my be all and do or I have
Speaker 1: to trust them right away? Of course not, but why
Speaker 1: not just go into something to have a good time,
Speaker 1: enjoy it, take it slow and see where the animal
Speaker 1: instinking me? Right? Yeah, I just think that Like before
Speaker 1: my baby mother had another girl, we we was real
Speaker 1: real close than the one before her. Right, this is
Speaker 1: when I did. At this point, I'm still working in
Speaker 1: the shoestore on d C. Right, we were super intimate.
Speaker 1: The first night, the first night we we we kicked it.
Speaker 1: We ended up being together and like even to this day,
Speaker 1: like I don't know where she got whatever. I think
Speaker 1: she got like two kids, now somewhere was she she was?
Speaker 1: She danced for a while too, but like I remember,
Speaker 1: like her giving me a stack a stack, like at
Speaker 1: this point in my life, I was maybe like one,
Speaker 1: give me a stack to go to the Lanta, Like
Speaker 1: I don't know, I know these labels trying to all
Speaker 1: alet you you need some money, like like she set
Speaker 1: the ball for those type of women, but this is
Speaker 1: also the same person she she got. Um, how do
Speaker 1: I say this for tho, Aaron? I don't want to
Speaker 1: put the puzzles together. Back home, she got real sick
Speaker 1: and I took care of her, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: working double and making sure she had the everything she
Speaker 1: needed and went with and at some point, for no
Speaker 1: reason at all, she cheated when she got healthy. What
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Um, And it kind of I think, and
Speaker 1: you know all girls like oh you always you hopping
Speaker 1: up with some girl from years ago, and you guys
Speaker 1: were young, but I just think that yeah, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: it's petty, and it's it's it's it's immature. But whatever.
Speaker 1: I love sucking. Uh, Marcus Houston and those guys inature.
Speaker 1: I was like, she cheated with Marcus Houston beginning though,
Speaker 1: But it's a part of me though, It's really still
Speaker 1: a part of me. Yeah, because when you're young and immature,
Speaker 1: you make that's when you're supposed to make mistakes. You
Speaker 1: learn from them. Man. I remember I was at the
Speaker 1: flu man. I didn't go to school nothing. I just
Speaker 1: speed didn't run the red lights to our house just
Speaker 1: to argue, because yeah, how you found out. If I
Speaker 1: tell you're gonna think I'm psycho, we already know you are. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's a different level of dexter investigation, like having a
Speaker 1: little pool. I'm going to get this tested. First of all,
Speaker 1: I think she of all, I think I think I
Speaker 1: don't want her. I don't like I never love and respect.
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to throw one. I think first of all,
Speaker 1: I think she was she had like like like a
Speaker 1: bitch too. I think she had a ship. But at
Speaker 1: that point, that point in my life, I kid a
Speaker 1: little bit like if if if you if you want
Speaker 1: a broad, I don't think I would really care. Yeah,
Speaker 1: But then and then it was like I found out
Speaker 1: like she you know, she was open to a lot
Speaker 1: of niggas, Like a niggas was like hardnight. She was
Speaker 1: receiving it and she kicked it with a couple of niggas.
Speaker 1: Whether it happened or not, it's between them and them too.
Speaker 1: But I knew it, and that the kind of shade
Speaker 1: me and then I had. Then I was really infatuated
Speaker 1: with this girl in the industry earlier micro and I
Speaker 1: was so I felt so like I wasn't on her level.
Speaker 1: I felt like you know what I'm saying, because we've
Speaker 1: seen you take that little slippers, but you kept going
Speaker 1: and something so observing. I was just like, you know,
Speaker 1: I was so enamored where everything she was, how how
Speaker 1: creative she was, and how freeze she was. And she
Speaker 1: was like I mean obviously was a big star and
Speaker 1: I'm you know, uh, and I was just like enamored
Speaker 1: were and I was just ready, like you know, I
Speaker 1: was like head over heels, like for real, like anything,
Speaker 1: like you know, I'm not rich, like this person had
Speaker 1: like right a lot more than that we could never have.
Speaker 1: And I was just so enamored with her spirit, her drive,
Speaker 1: her creativity, every spontaneity. It was just all the boxes
Speaker 1: was checked, and I remember just I remember being wherever
Speaker 1: I was. I'm not trying to leave too many clues,
Speaker 1: but I remember I was. I remember I just heard
Speaker 1: like I'm getting back on my ex, and I was
Speaker 1: like one of the at as they like, I'm trying
Speaker 1: to hold it tight, you know what I'm like. But
Speaker 1: I'm like, and I think I think I kind of
Speaker 1: changed forever that day, forever, Like I didn't become the
Speaker 1: super villain. Maybe maybe I became the Maybe I became
Speaker 1: the anti hero twice. Yes, Like your heart was broken
Speaker 1: twice and that's why, and you can't really I mean,
Speaker 1: I feel like that happens to Maybe it's a lot
Speaker 1: of people what I'm saying, Like we carry sometimes we
Speaker 1: carry stuff with us. I don't think your heart could
Speaker 1: be broken identically twice because after the first one, it's
Speaker 1: like it don't hurt as much, it's a little. If
Speaker 1: it happens two or three times, you turn into like
Speaker 1: you think you hurt my feelings? Wh should we hurt
Speaker 1: your feelings? A best friend of person, said person comes through,
Speaker 1: go best friend, go best friend, my best friend, my
Speaker 1: best friend. Now you know what I'm saying. Now we
Speaker 1: feel like now you know, like you know how to
Speaker 1: push people button for real, like when women know how
Speaker 1: to do way more than men because women know how
Speaker 1: to hold that ship together. Definitely know how to press buttons.
Speaker 1: But I think like the first time I got my
Speaker 1: heart broke, I was like, I'm never gonna let this
Speaker 1: happen again. So the second time that had happened, it
Speaker 1: was worse for me. But I think it was because
Speaker 1: I was old. I lived with the person the first time.
Speaker 1: I was like my first love, like you know, I
Speaker 1: was still kind of young growing up, but I was devastated.
Speaker 1: But when I lived with that was the only person
Speaker 1: I've lived with my life whatever, And when me and
Speaker 1: him broke up, it was like worse to me. So
Speaker 1: I feel like you do a girl with a girl
Speaker 1: one time, and I found out like like I was
Speaker 1: all right, drink drink uh one day. We lived in
Speaker 1: a small I'm not trying to drop clues because I
Speaker 1: want to smokes. That's what happened. I went through a phone.
Speaker 1: It was less technology back then, so I can kind
Speaker 1: of figure it out, like right, and you know, I
Speaker 1: had been out of the country for a while and
Speaker 1: I've seen like me me at the station Smiley phase
Speaker 1: and all that, like, and I just I stopped going though,
Speaker 1: because I could have kept going, and I just stopped.
Speaker 1: You know what it was, I'd have went through all
Speaker 1: of them. That's how Mario wanting to the time anything, everybody, everybody, everybody,
Speaker 1: everybody in this room, that tap day foot or about yeah,
Speaker 1: the first that's a different type of her. That's a
Speaker 1: different type of her. I'm not the wait test. So
Speaker 1: you went through the phone so that and I don't
Speaker 1: even remember what happened, but I just know it didn't
Speaker 1: last much longer to that and then you were living together.
Speaker 1: So now that's a whole separation. And I was so young,
Speaker 1: so I was like looking back and I'm like, why
Speaker 1: am I living with money? Like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: but whatever, Like the thing is that I love a
Speaker 1: shorty still though, Like we've grown up, we're grown up,
Speaker 1: and we're grown probably I don't even bring it out,
Speaker 1: so you're still cool. You know that she came back
Speaker 1: and wanted you back. And she's one of the most
Speaker 1: beautiful woman I've ever like physically beautiful women I've ever known.
Speaker 1: And her family is amazing like everything. But I know
Speaker 1: I didn't know, Like like J said, like people grow up.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like I don't want to
Speaker 1: bring the knights, I can't sleep and the torment of
Speaker 1: the industry. I don't want to bring that in nobody
Speaker 1: in the relationship. I'm not ready, like you said, was ready.
Speaker 1: I'm not ready for that, like like okay, like for instance,
Speaker 1: like I want to keep everybody away from like all right,
Speaker 1: fensis okay, um when Mac passed away, like let's say
Speaker 1: I had like a girl living girlfriend or something like
Speaker 1: that and she's trying to console me, I probably would
Speaker 1: have argue with her. And I don't know why. Well
Speaker 1: I do know why, because I mean, I mean so tried.
Speaker 1: I tried. No, I was in my mind. I was
Speaker 1: in my head, so you know what, It's like I needed.
Speaker 1: I don't know what I needed. That's the problem. I
Speaker 1: don't know what I needed. I just know when I
Speaker 1: found out, Jay Cole called me, and the message got
Speaker 1: to me in a weird way because somebody would receive me.
Speaker 1: I think recon was trying to tell me you like
Speaker 1: your boy, I thought, and I don't know, you know
Speaker 1: her accent thing. I just rested off and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm in the booth, I'm making a song and I
Speaker 1: keep getting a lot of texts, but my joint doesn't show.
Speaker 1: And then Cold told me. Cold called me, and then
Speaker 1: he told me, and like I went through the stages
Speaker 1: of grief and like fifteen seconds, like it was like crazy.
Speaker 1: I was like nah no no, He's like yes, bro, yes,
Speaker 1: bro no no no no nah nah and then they
Speaker 1: just started going like it just I couldn't stop. So
Speaker 1: I'm pacing the house, I'm walking outside. I come back
Speaker 1: down a little. It's here's a little small beautiful moment
Speaker 1: in this. I don't know if somebody told my daughter
Speaker 1: or what, but like she came out as with a cookie.
Speaker 1: She's like daddy's sad, sad. And I was like, I said,
Speaker 1: I was my eyes, my eyes with my room, like no,
Speaker 1: that he's not sad. Like no, that he's not sad.
Speaker 1: Oh okay. And then I just took the cookie. I
Speaker 1: just ate a little piece and I just laughed a
Speaker 1: little bit, pace a little bit and started crying more.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. And it's like that night
Speaker 1: I literally could have been like an insane solum. Literally
Speaker 1: if what if I had a living girlfriend that moment,
Speaker 1: like she she won't understand, like the pain. There's paint
Speaker 1: this pain inside me that nobody know. Bro. Like the
Speaker 1: thirtieth Mac Mac sent the texted me on the thirtieth
Speaker 1: He's like, Yo, Bro, wants you to come here in
Speaker 1: this video. You know what I'm saying. I like, Bro,
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, I got I'm got to go
Speaker 1: see my daughter, my mother, my mother being DC. I
Speaker 1: don't know. But if I can't, I got you like
Speaker 1: and like, you know, the day before left the l A,
Speaker 1: John Gager, one of my mutual friends, was like yo.
Speaker 1: He was like, um, yeah, we have Max House, He'll
Speaker 1: come through. And I was with hit Boy all day
Speaker 1: making music and I was like, man, in my mind though,
Speaker 1: I was like I wanna you know, I want how
Speaker 1: that Matt because like you know, I sent him this
Speaker 1: long ast message to Day's album came out like, Bro,
Speaker 1: be proud of that ship, like I hope you can
Speaker 1: smell the roses and all that like, and He's like, Bro,
Speaker 1: feels amazing. He was suching a good spirit, but I
Speaker 1: noticed he was up lad And you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I'm you know, you know and not on some judge
Speaker 1: ship because I know how the game go. But I
Speaker 1: wanted to be like yo, um, you know, not on
Speaker 1: some judge ship because he know, because we'd be dealt
Speaker 1: with the same struggles. So I wanted to go. I
Speaker 1: was like, Ma'm gonna just do it next time, my
Speaker 1: come back and the lext time that the last text
Speaker 1: that he sent me was like you and I ain't go.
Speaker 1: And so I'm dealing with the pain of losing somebody
Speaker 1: that I could really confide in, but also knowing like damn,
Speaker 1: I ain't even hear him back. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like I didn't even and it's not even on those
Speaker 1: industry ship. It was like I believe when you hear me,
Speaker 1: I might have been like going through like baggage claim
Speaker 1: or something like that. It was like a weird time
Speaker 1: whereas like I aint my mind. I knew if I
Speaker 1: gonna hit him, like oh yeah, what's my nigga like?
Speaker 1: And it's just you know that there is a heavy
Speaker 1: tag that comes with dealing with a person that deals
Speaker 1: with pain like that. I not my biggest fear, but
Speaker 1: one of my fears is dealing with a woman that
Speaker 1: they look at that you're like, Yo, this thing is tripping,
Speaker 1: like because I know I'm not normal, like I'm hot
Speaker 1: and colde and code ain't normal. The levels of I'm
Speaker 1: not normal with that, like who do you talk? Like?
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you have problems expressing yourself when
Speaker 1: you need to and talking about things? The same thing
Speaker 1: we talked about me and my sister right there. So
Speaker 1: Nigerian's right. A lot of us, A lot of us that,
Speaker 1: Like in my family, I can speak for my own
Speaker 1: own family, A lot of us deal with like we
Speaker 1: look are the men a lot of times not all,
Speaker 1: but a lot of times we're not good at being
Speaker 1: gentle like not because we're not because we're trying to
Speaker 1: be violent enough. It's just that we don't have that,
Speaker 1: Like you don't have that. You don't have that, Like
Speaker 1: I've never seen my parents kiss before. I never I
Speaker 1: could count on one hand how many times my mother
Speaker 1: has physically said I love you. They never came to
Speaker 1: my games. I was one of the top athletes in
Speaker 1: the in the in the county. They never came to
Speaker 1: my stuff. My father was always in Nigeria or always
Speaker 1: at work, you know what I'm saying. So you know,
Speaker 1: we don't I'm not. I was never quote unquote friends
Speaker 1: with my parents ever in my life. And then imagine
Speaker 1: a young nigga, you know, thirteen years old and that
Speaker 1: juvenile little school what my p I was in was
Speaker 1: in the basement and it was for six people to
Speaker 1: a class for the security and all that like, so
Speaker 1: imagine imagine, yeah, I was very bad. I imagine that,
Speaker 1: And then imagine getting you gotta you gotta go, you
Speaker 1: gotta go to that facility on a small yellow bust.
Speaker 1: So people think that you like, you're not You're not
Speaker 1: like them. Yeah, you're not normal. So it's like, didn't
Speaker 1: you come home? You know, it's that so you don't
Speaker 1: see love in the house. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You don't get love because you are the bad child
Speaker 1: or whatever. And your parents aren't from this country. They
Speaker 1: don't they don't express themselves the way that most people do,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And I got maybe two
Speaker 1: uncles maybe out of the hundred uncles I got that
Speaker 1: that that expressed it. And one of them one of
Speaker 1: her father, he know, he knew how to give love
Speaker 1: to the young kids. And you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You know, I remember he bought me a pair of
Speaker 1: jays when I was like in like like one of
Speaker 1: my first pair of jays in like seven grade, sixth
Speaker 1: grade or whatever. Like I never got that type of
Speaker 1: love for my father. And I don't even blame him.
Speaker 1: I blame the culture. You know that they grew up
Speaker 1: in raising me the same way, but in another environment.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Now, I feel my father's Chinese,
Speaker 1: and they're very like that on the Chinese side of
Speaker 1: the family, and it gets it's difficult. They're not you know,
Speaker 1: my dad's not Is it more Is it more like
Speaker 1: disciplinary disciplinarian than friend or like growing up that older years,
Speaker 1: but like you hang around your American friends and they'd
Speaker 1: be like, that's what happened today. It's so cool that
Speaker 1: mad funny now, like and cool now, but I know
Speaker 1: back in the day, it wasn't the same way. But
Speaker 1: he jokes with us and laugh and we think he's
Speaker 1: the funniest person in the world. But she, like my father,
Speaker 1: my father got like that recently though, like my father
Speaker 1: and my mother, my father say, my father stayed from
Speaker 1: stay stayed at my house. I just boy stayed with
Speaker 1: me for like a month to month and he was cooking,
Speaker 1: he was laughing, was drinking together, and I'm just like
Speaker 1: and he probably tells everybody else that you're his son,
Speaker 1: where he doesn't tell you, because bro, I'm one in
Speaker 1: a fucking million, like my nigga being from d C
Speaker 1: and being full blood Nigerian, Like it's two crowds that
Speaker 1: can turn you down or accept you and rarely has
Speaker 1: it even even happened at the same time, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I'm one in the mill. And then
Speaker 1: plus do you y'all could do a pole. Any African,
Speaker 1: any Jamaican, Chinese, Japanese, anybody of second generation tell your
Speaker 1: person you want to get an entertainment business, my parents
Speaker 1: will say yes, and because they went like Dr Lawyer,
Speaker 1: that's it. But my dad was that like, you're not
Speaker 1: my daughter. You want to be a rapper, that's prostitute
Speaker 1: towards He's Puerto Rican. He did not like no body
Speaker 1: else like and I mean he like my mother she black.
Speaker 1: But when you don't know you, when you when you
Speaker 1: when you, when you got your name, when you made
Speaker 1: a name for yourself, it was like, oh nah. He
Speaker 1: was telling everybody like, oh, my daughter is on me.
Speaker 1: I probably I don't want to play that. You remember
Speaker 1: when you said that I wouldn't tell that, but I could.
Speaker 1: I could well, my dad asked away now, but I
Speaker 1: was already started doing something on TV. I did loving
Speaker 1: hip hop, So at that time he was proud, and
Speaker 1: I was like, ain't this a bit because he only
Speaker 1: me for mad years of my life? How Yeah, I
Speaker 1: said something. I was scared of my dad dog, but
Speaker 1: I said something. Yeah, I said something because I felt
Speaker 1: the way for mad year. Still to this day, I
Speaker 1: feel away, you know what I mean, because you're gonna
Speaker 1: you're dealing with this your whole life, this your your parents,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So you're gonna feel away.
Speaker 1: But you know, how does that affect how you teat
Speaker 1: your daughter now? Though? Because I'm sure you have to
Speaker 1: show her verse talking right now, because you know, you know,
Speaker 1: I had a real like you had a tough morning.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Um, I'm sorry to put
Speaker 1: this the way that that that doesn't get nobody mad
Speaker 1: or in trouble. I've grown apart from my daughter's mother.
Speaker 1: I also think she's an amazing woman. First of all,
Speaker 1: I just think that we've grown apart and it It's
Speaker 1: made it really hard, like because oh no, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna pry. This is not gonna happen right here. Hold
Speaker 1: on real quick, what's up with the Eagles? They're doing shitty.
Speaker 1: From the last time I checked. They thought they was
Speaker 1: gonna make it to the ship again this year, and
Speaker 1: they lost last week. We're back back from our regular
Speaker 1: to our regularly schedule program, the ship that hurts the most.
Speaker 1: Right I'm so proud of my daughter. I'm so happy
Speaker 1: for my daughter. I'm so in love where I love
Speaker 1: everything that she does. I can't physically be there as
Speaker 1: much as I would like to right now. Right now,
Speaker 1: I'm in a tricky with weird position. You live. My
Speaker 1: daughter live in a small city. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I can't go there unless I'm moving a certain way.
Speaker 1: And you know, I got someone to the cold work.
Speaker 1: I have to continue to work. I gotta see like
Speaker 1: to to get complacent where what I meant at now,
Speaker 1: it wouldn't It would be injustice to her, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, and her mother for real, but mostly
Speaker 1: important is it being in justice to Zo If I
Speaker 1: slow up now, I don't know what's going on, Slim well,
Speaker 1: my closest cousin died two days after his shold was
Speaker 1: born in a car accident. That ship, fuck my, that's
Speaker 1: when that's when everything started popping up in my life
Speaker 1: and winking out on the media and all of that.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, I don't I look
Speaker 1: at that like, okay, ship, God forbid, I'm having to
Speaker 1: me And I hate saying these in interviews because I
Speaker 1: feel like you're speaking into it thisstance. But it's like, yo,
Speaker 1: I gotta make sure I don't care like like the mother,
Speaker 1: like their mother, like she was, like you're not around enough,
Speaker 1: And for the out of'm of my heart, I just
Speaker 1: be like, yo, car house comfortable. Right, All three checked off? Okay,
Speaker 1: let me do what I gotta do to make sure
Speaker 1: they're both of y'all good because we're not gonna end
Speaker 1: up together. But I'm not gonna let I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: leave you hand dry because he was my friend and
Speaker 1: we made her out of love. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: We made her out of love. This wasn't no little
Speaker 1: whoops jointing like I'm saying, we made her out of love.
Speaker 1: So all I think about every day when I'm in
Speaker 1: that studio. Man, let me make something special. Let me
Speaker 1: make something great. Let me make something that's gonna change
Speaker 1: everybody life and put everybody on a on a strong trajectory.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm not there yet. I
Speaker 1: came up with a lot of niggas. Is there there
Speaker 1: right now? But I'm not there yet, And I could
Speaker 1: be wrong. A lot of women, a lot of mothers
Speaker 1: could watch it. Be like I think, right now, while
Speaker 1: I'm creative, I'm young, I'm healthy. Is gold get that
Speaker 1: bag and of it up for Zalah and her mother.
Speaker 1: It's something happened to me. There's niggas that don't like me.
Speaker 1: It's niggas. Ain'tthing that happened in the street. Whatever, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do what I gotta do for charity right now,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And there's conflict a little
Speaker 1: bit at home because of that. Not that's a hard balance, though,
Speaker 1: you know it is. It's a hard balance because at
Speaker 1: one point you see the benefit of how important it
Speaker 1: is to be there for your daughter, But then for
Speaker 1: you it's partner. I tell myself, and it's hard not
Speaker 1: to be there. But I'd be like she's too. She's
Speaker 1: too If you could go, if you could get if
Speaker 1: you could get to this place right now before she's
Speaker 1: three and a half, then I could be like, oh ship,
Speaker 1: I could just take a PJA real quick and just
Speaker 1: stay there. And I got and I got a little
Speaker 1: corndo over there, like so I can just you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying with the woo like, I don't want
Speaker 1: to argue. I don't want to argue. I don't wanna.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be nasty in the media. I
Speaker 1: don't want to blah blah blah. That's why I don't,
Speaker 1: you know, gallivan will win men on in public and
Speaker 1: all of other stuff. I don't want to do all
Speaker 1: of that affection with your daughter when you're around here,
Speaker 1: are you? Oh my god, this is this is turned
Speaker 1: into a therapy session. But I need it and I
Speaker 1: trust you. Um, I swear to God. I probably realized this,
Speaker 1: UM probably with MC dad when she brought the cookie.
Speaker 1: I have this deficiency like where it's like I'll see
Speaker 1: my child, I'm crying, my eyes and my eyes puffy.
Speaker 1: I've just calmed down. I walk back and out and
Speaker 1: she comes up and it's like it's weird and nobody
Speaker 1: might not feel me on It's like, go to your uncle,
Speaker 1: because I don't even want to the sad energy I
Speaker 1: don't want to get. I don't want to channel it
Speaker 1: through you through picking you up and me crying and
Speaker 1: holding you like you you looking at your eyes make
Speaker 1: me think about what if I lost you for some
Speaker 1: weird reason. That's where my mom I don't went And
Speaker 1: it's like I had to walk away from my daughter,
Speaker 1: like and that's when I realized I have a real
Speaker 1: deficiency with being gentle with a small toddler girl. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I don't know how because it's
Speaker 1: like sometimes I imagine, okay, well, if I had a boy, right,
Speaker 1: I feel like I probably just joked with him on
Speaker 1: some daddy. She's like, come on the stop crying, stop crying,
Speaker 1: come on with upright, go ahead, cry a little bit,
Speaker 1: but after you've done crying, come on, come on over
Speaker 1: to that like it's a tone. Come back to your father,
Speaker 1: come on, cry on my shoulder. Man, you're good, you're good.
Speaker 1: But but I'm trying to raise a strong woman. And
Speaker 1: it's like the strongest woman that she knows it's her mother.
Speaker 1: One of the strongs women. I know it is her mother.
Speaker 1: She's crying for her mother. I'm gonna take it to
Speaker 1: her mother because I don't know how to be I don't.
Speaker 1: I realized that I don't know how to be gentle
Speaker 1: and to be like, oh baby, read me a b season. Oh.
Speaker 1: It always feels weird with me and my sisters telling
Speaker 1: me this the other day, Like you know, it's because
Speaker 1: of the way you was raised, bro, Like you was
Speaker 1: raised in a way like you don't know how. You
Speaker 1: literally don't very hard. It's acting. It's acting if you
Speaker 1: don't if you don't know it, it's literally acting. And
Speaker 1: it's like it makes sense. But I'm coming to this
Speaker 1: realization right now, like like literally I'm talking about today.
Speaker 1: I almost ain't come because I was about to be
Speaker 1: too negative, bro, because I like, I hate arguments that
Speaker 1: have anything to do with my daughter. I hate him
Speaker 1: so much. And again I say, her mother is doing
Speaker 1: a great job. She's my daughter. Is fast, he's advanced,
Speaker 1: she's oh, he's just she's got like she's got it.
Speaker 1: But I'm not. I know, I'm not around him. In
Speaker 1: the past ten days, I went from l A to
Speaker 1: d C. To Atlanta to Paris to New York in,
Speaker 1: back to l A and now back to New York
Speaker 1: in like eleven days. Like I'm tired, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying into land and like oh, you know, I
Speaker 1: might see someone on Twitter or something like that, like
Speaker 1: from somebody that you know, which means it's like this
Speaker 1: is how she's feeling whatever that that ship got me, man,
Speaker 1: because like bro' I don't stand for that. I don't
Speaker 1: like know the absolute but I can't I'm not I
Speaker 1: can't get it. I can't get a profit to go
Speaker 1: to your city. But it's hard for both of y'all.
Speaker 1: For her, she wants you there for your daughter and
Speaker 1: then for you. You have a goal that you're doing
Speaker 1: to try to make sure you take care of her.
Speaker 1: Great men, and I'm not saying this for I'm not
Speaker 1: saying this for me personally, but like great men and
Speaker 1: our in our history that have tried to do great things,
Speaker 1: I've done great things have always had multiple women. And
Speaker 1: I don't think that's because it greed or anything. I
Speaker 1: think it's because you sign up for something. When you do,
Speaker 1: when you're doing, you're dealing with somebody that's trying to
Speaker 1: do something great. You sign up for something, and you
Speaker 1: know they might, they might, they might really just be like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm dedicated to me. I want to be great at
Speaker 1: this job. I want to be great at this speech,
Speaker 1: I want to be great at this invention. And they
Speaker 1: obsess over it. Steven Spielberg, Jim Hansen, all these people
Speaker 1: obsess over their job to the maximum. I tried it,
Speaker 1: bro If you knew how many times that I try
Speaker 1: to redefine black music in one session, Nick, I might
Speaker 1: take many condition band and uh mix it with metro
Speaker 1: Booman and just try to come up with a new sound,
Speaker 1: like for ten hours, and it never come out because
Speaker 1: it didn't sound right. But this is who you've always
Speaker 1: been though, You've always been this person. You've involved in
Speaker 1: to this person. But it wasn't in the past two years.
Speaker 1: So she knew the person that she was having a
Speaker 1: child with. But what I will say, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know if I'm the same
Speaker 1: exact person. Oh, you've evolved, obviously, but I think you
Speaker 1: have gotten You know, God could have gave you a
Speaker 1: little boy that's a little more tougher. He gave you
Speaker 1: a little girl, and that was to make you a
Speaker 1: little more sensitive. And you speak to women a lot,
Speaker 1: but you're not you're not feeling for women. You speak
Speaker 1: to women a lot. But when she came to give
Speaker 1: you the cookie, that was god, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: trying to bring you to another place, and when you
Speaker 1: trying not to let her see me in that state,
Speaker 1: because but she was there to be there for you.
Speaker 1: But that's okay. It's coming to be there for you.
Speaker 1: She's not going to remember that. I hate the cookie,
Speaker 1: But that's okay for your daughter to see you like that.
Speaker 1: That's your dater, that's a human. But no, And in
Speaker 1: that moment, I'm just like, not baby, Daddy's okay. Everything's okay,
Speaker 1: Everything's okay. That's there. Was stunned the storm off, So
Speaker 1: it was just a weird I was just in a
Speaker 1: weird place and I was like, let me just get
Speaker 1: like I I gotta get away. The saying that you
Speaker 1: have to wrap up. So I hate they kicked that,
Speaker 1: they kicked you out, But I changed. You have changed,
Speaker 1: You've evolved, You've grown, You've grown into more of a man.
Speaker 1: You were more of a boy when I literally wasn't.
Speaker 1: You've definitely grown into more of a man and you
Speaker 1: might not realize it yet, but fatherhood has a lot
Speaker 1: to do with that. Anybody, you haven't you missed your mouth?
Speaker 1: Can we get him a napkin? Please immediately, sponsor Alex.
Speaker 1: I just want to end it though by saying, you know,
Speaker 1: just as you make time and you said you've been
Speaker 1: in all these different places in the past eleven days,
Speaker 1: you know, schedule that time also. I think that helps,
Speaker 1: but it's also like, um, that's part of the schedule
Speaker 1: of like I'm not working for these expectations to sometimes
Speaker 1: like you know, um, I just don't want, you know,
Speaker 1: I want the time for her to be And plus
Speaker 1: she's in that age where like she's with her mother
Speaker 1: so much that like too yeo old, like they she's
Speaker 1: a sponge and she's soaking it all in two years old,
Speaker 1: and she can't really be that long without her mother.
Speaker 1: She can't be like like, you know, I don't want
Speaker 1: to see her cry. Like I mean, we went for
Speaker 1: a walk the other day and she just started being like, um,
Speaker 1: I want to go to the park park Park park Park,
Speaker 1: And I was like, daddy has a flight. I gotta
Speaker 1: that he has a gets a flight. But she's a
Speaker 1: Park Park Park Park, and I've had to pick her
Speaker 1: up and she started throwing a tention. I'm like, terrible
Speaker 1: when you start right, but that's how you know that's
Speaker 1: your daughter, because you when you already already already, then
Speaker 1: you get it back times three. I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: This is one of my favorite episodes, even though I
Speaker 1: looked like he wanted to kill me in the middle
Speaker 1: of it. I want to talk about it later but
Speaker 1: didn't bring it back up. No, I won't. We won't.
Speaker 1: We couldn't talk to about that right, but listen while
Speaker 1: they we will continue to time. We knew this was black.
Speaker 1: But when we first, because you know, I talk about
Speaker 1: your pussy, I know, we didn't want to hear something
Speaker 1: maybe maybe maybe maybe A come later asked me to
Speaker 1: ask me to eating pussy questions the first the first, Yeah,
Speaker 1: you go inside or you just stay on the outside.
Speaker 1: You read your body language. Everybody's body is wire differently,
Speaker 1: and that's the true technician mechanic. Did I try to
Speaker 1: be got to read the body language? Someone's in voluntary,
Speaker 1: some in voluntary. You gotta read for the involuntary, the
Speaker 1: involuntaries what they really like. Some girls don't like what
Speaker 1: they really like, you know, it's too much. It's too
Speaker 1: much what they Yeah, and it's like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: like you you hit you right, you're swimming. We're gonna
Speaker 1: speaking metaphor. You're swimming. You're at a certain part and
Speaker 1: you stay right there, and that that party hasn't really
Speaker 1: been tapped into in the specific manner in which that
Speaker 1: you're swimming. I don't want to squirt. Stop do you
Speaker 1: like a squirre? That was just about the accident, Um,
Speaker 1: trying to figure that out. It scied me the first time,
Speaker 1: scave me the first screen, getting your dress, my hair,
Speaker 1: somebody's sending us a being called squirre in my dress? Actually, um,
Speaker 1: now when you know me personally, like, um, if I
Speaker 1: like a girl, like like her, like like her, like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I'm gonna I'm gonna do,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do. I'm on my try. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: like nineties eight percent from the field. But as far
Speaker 1: as as far as trying to find as far as
Speaker 1: trying pleasing with that, like eating pussy, like yeah, you
Speaker 1: gotta find it, you gotta find it, like you gotta
Speaker 1: find it. It's it's it's it's in there. It's every
Speaker 1: woman got it, but you gotta find it, and you
Speaker 1: gotta find it and didn't know what to do with it.
Speaker 1: You can't. Some you gotta come in a certain way,
Speaker 1: and something you gotta come a certain way. You got
Speaker 1: find it. Do you like for girls to sit on
Speaker 1: your face? Depends on what you like? Can you breathe
Speaker 1: when they do it? That how big they are, that's
Speaker 1: why you do. Curls in But you just left you
Speaker 1: you got, you got you grab the thighs and lift
Speaker 1: it up a little bit. Say they feel in control,
Speaker 1: and so you know what about the but you don't
Speaker 1: like but it's right there though, it's like a it's
Speaker 1: like a that's like a super uber drunk. We were
Speaker 1: not talking about this night, like joint. So you have,
Speaker 1: but you know, maybe I have. It's a possibility. It's
Speaker 1: the possibility that he don't want to be like, Oh,
Speaker 1: don't lie like you wasn't asked the other night. You
Speaker 1: tell me you don't eat a thing. I don't know.
Speaker 1: Y'all just gave a lot of girls a judge the
Speaker 1: lie that I don't even know you just did that.
Speaker 1: Do you like when they pull your jazz, like, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: show me, you know, show me that you know something
Speaker 1: about something. You like, let me know you're not you're
Speaker 1: speaking to me in another way. You let me know.
Speaker 1: I ain't scared. I'm scared of you. Nigga like, nigga,
Speaker 1: what's up? But then you're gonna still submit at some point,
Speaker 1: So I said, no, not verbal request is just about
Speaker 1: the game, you know what I mean? Do you talk
Speaker 1: a while you're fucking? You know he does, but she
Speaker 1: dirtiest line. I ain't gonna like that. What's what's up?
Speaker 1: That's what you say? What's up? Pull my dreads? Come
Speaker 1: in my hair? Do you say stuff like let me
Speaker 1: come out over your face? Who ethan right? And security secure? Secure?
Speaker 1: Insecure came on her? The guy came in her face.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, last season to like I don't want no problem.
Speaker 1: The first season that happened to or the sex whatever
Speaker 1: it was, that's when he came in. They Yeah, exactly
Speaker 1: do you like come in a girl's face? I don't
Speaker 1: know if you're hitting the girl and I want you
Speaker 1: to come on my face? I think I think I
Speaker 1: think we talk. We're talking about like like sports, sport,
Speaker 1: fucking and like relationship sex. You don't think you can
Speaker 1: mix the both that should be that. I gotta see
Speaker 1: a shrink of what's the difference between relationship sex and
Speaker 1: relationships sex love making. I don't want you, don't want
Speaker 1: to come. I want to learn how to because I
Speaker 1: feel like that's how you stay married. But I don't
Speaker 1: know how to, Like if I really let your job,
Speaker 1: like I can't, I don't know how to don't get married.
Speaker 1: I don't know how to. You can't be dirty with
Speaker 1: the girl you love. It's weird. That's why you let
Speaker 1: me tell you something. That's why you gotta start off
Speaker 1: on that motherfucking page. And then when you start. If
Speaker 1: you start off on that page with the nasty access
Speaker 1: like that, and then y'all start really liking each other,
Speaker 1: then you already started it. But if you're like dating
Speaker 1: in court and doing all that and you get to that,
Speaker 1: you're gonna be missionary and got throw your the first night.
Speaker 1: Don't throw money. Dream. I don't even dream metaphor to
Speaker 1: do something so crazy. You were like, I ain't doing that.
Speaker 1: I think my eyes say a lot before we get started,
Speaker 1: Like I think my eyes said a couple of things,
Speaker 1: like never listen e then the soundtrack, the soundtrack, with
Speaker 1: the soundtrack, can I give everybody in motherfucking ps A
Speaker 1: with the dude? You gotta be quick with it right,
Speaker 1: come back from the club, right, Jim in the shower,
Speaker 1: you go first, get her phone? Well, I M in
Speaker 1: the shower right right, any business? Then she got show.
Speaker 1: You set up the acoustics on the the sound in
Speaker 1: the room. I don't know if you have six minute,
Speaker 1: eight minute, twelve minutes, four minute, three minute kind of guys.
Speaker 1: Some of them look like one you make. I've been.
Speaker 1: I've been one one man. Unexpected sex will make you
Speaker 1: come fast. No unexpected sex make you come like like
Speaker 1: it's like, yo, where did this comfort come? Because they
Speaker 1: agreed all the you know about to smash it, like
Speaker 1: all right, we will do She in the camera, she
Speaker 1: in the shower. You put together your little playlist of
Speaker 1: however you want the sex to be visualized. You wanted
Speaker 1: to be gangs to sex. You wanted to be school
Speaker 1: ship back, Oh back, y'all back, y'all bands interpretation of
Speaker 1: boys to Atlantis. That would be a vibe. I wish
Speaker 1: they put that ship Man. Somebody gotta put that. It
Speaker 1: got put on Spotify. It was. It was so good.
Speaker 1: I grew up on that jym like that's me going
Speaker 1: to school and eighth and ninth grade, tenth grade listening
Speaker 1: into that jump They used to open with that song.
Speaker 1: Sometimes boys go go version. It just sounds like a
Speaker 1: grainy big band version of this song. But like or
Speaker 1: even a regular voice to women is by the Azzi brother.
Speaker 1: That's a good that's a good starter. We get a
Speaker 1: playlist together. You gotta tell yourself, I gotta make it
Speaker 1: to this song. I gotta make it to this song.
Speaker 1: That's why I do a shuffle. No song. You're gonna
Speaker 1: make it this song. I'm a bus to all right,
Speaker 1: let me let my leg about them. Yeah, it's about Yeah.
Speaker 1: We appreciate you so much. We're gonna have a part
Speaker 1: two for the world. Yo. You don't like to hold
Speaker 1: your mike? Just just came and it does, Mike, Baby,
Speaker 1: Maybe can we do another round? I got you how
Speaker 1: many many minutes? No? No, no, no, no, I guess no,
Speaker 1: no no no, just kissing a little bit, just kissing
Speaker 1: it a little bit. I'm gon put a condom on
Speaker 1: real quick. Near that happened banks my experience, imagination that
Speaker 1: came out with you make sure y'all download that epile
Speaker 1: pytoon next time you come back. Three days, three hours,
Speaker 1: three day, three hours, and for him three minutes. We
Speaker 1: didn't get no len Minday, we're still hungry. Three minutes
Speaker 1: where the fun is our free lunch ship three minutes,
Speaker 1: no hours, three times that service