WEBVTT - Episode 159: Free Therapy (Feat. Wale) 0:00:02.520 --> 0:00:05.880 Lip serping. What's up? What's up is lip service? I'm angela, Ye, 0:00:06.000 --> 0:00:08.520 I'm g g McGuire, I'm love'a. And we have a 0:00:08.640 --> 0:00:10.440 virgin And when I say a mergan, I mean a 0:00:10.440 --> 0:00:15.560 lip service version here with us, so you know what 0:00:15.600 --> 0:00:20.280 that means. He has an EPR right now, and I'm 0:00:20.320 --> 0:00:24.599 just here for promotional We're just gonna talk about music. Yeah, right, 0:00:26.960 --> 0:00:28.880 you can't talk about me because while I think it's 0:00:28.920 --> 0:00:30.880 so diverse with this music, you can tell that he's 0:00:30.920 --> 0:00:33.360 a lover type of guy, which is the kind of 0:00:33.400 --> 0:00:35.159 music that we like. But then we also like the 0:00:35.240 --> 0:00:38.640 lyrical music and we got a great imagination. Oh so 0:00:38.720 --> 0:00:41.600 you've never been in love? Yeah, I don't think everybody is. 0:00:42.000 --> 0:00:49.800 What's right, comar com Why you're acting all nervous. It's 0:00:49.800 --> 0:00:52.760 a question. I've been in love of I've been I've 0:00:52.760 --> 0:00:55.639 been in love for els, okay, And so what makes 0:00:55.640 --> 0:01:00.960 somebody fall out of love? Um? I think sometimes people 0:01:01.000 --> 0:01:03.400 just grow apart. That that was I was trying to 0:01:03.440 --> 0:01:06.399 say that in a shorter way. You just grow apart. 0:01:07.520 --> 0:01:12.000 It's just in one word. I think, Yeah, you grow apart. 0:01:12.080 --> 0:01:15.120 And those are those are kind of like the most 0:01:15.160 --> 0:01:18.200 painful ones though, because it's like you really can't pinpoint 0:01:18.760 --> 0:01:21.520 what it is, and sometimes people think it's because of 0:01:21.600 --> 0:01:23.760 somebody else. It's just like this part mean, you're just 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:26.240 not like the same, Like your views on the world 0:01:26.319 --> 0:01:29.039 might just might change, or your views or the things 0:01:29.040 --> 0:01:32.120 that you thought were important to you aren't the same 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:34.880 no more. And it's just like you're not even arguing, 0:01:34.959 --> 0:01:36.880 but you're just not the same. And you know, the 0:01:36.920 --> 0:01:38.240 beast of mine to be in love with mine, you 0:01:38.280 --> 0:01:40.880 gotta really be their friend and be like have things 0:01:40.880 --> 0:01:43.040 in common, even if it's the opposite to track. Then 0:01:43.080 --> 0:01:44.600 you still have to have this some type of like 0:01:44.800 --> 0:01:47.960 vibe with each other. And sometimes people vibe change and 0:01:48.000 --> 0:01:50.680 then then they don't align with each other. Sure, but 0:01:50.840 --> 0:01:55.360 sometimes it is another person. Sometimes it's another person. Somebody 0:01:55.400 --> 0:01:57.680 might come along and you think that what you got 0:01:57.720 --> 0:01:59.840 going on is great, and this person might just you 0:02:00.280 --> 0:02:02.720 something a whole another world. But I think when you 0:02:02.760 --> 0:02:04.760 when you when you, when you say I love you, 0:02:04.800 --> 0:02:06.920 I think you know all the sides of that person. 0:02:06.960 --> 0:02:08.640 By that point, you can't love someone unless you know 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:11.000 all sides and them and what they're capable of. You 0:02:11.080 --> 0:02:14.760 know what I'm saying. That's true, but like you said, 0:02:14.800 --> 0:02:20.359 love not fall out right sometimes, I think, and this 0:02:20.400 --> 0:02:22.280 goes for men and for women whoever you wish you 0:02:22.400 --> 0:02:24.800 help you step your game up, because sometimes you're showing 0:02:24.919 --> 0:02:27.560 somebody so much and you're like, okay, what about me 0:02:27.720 --> 0:02:31.400 show me something? Man? When I get back, what can 0:02:31.440 --> 0:02:34.320 I get back? Like? And you know, like the older 0:02:34.360 --> 0:02:36.680 I get, the more like you know, you go through 0:02:36.680 --> 0:02:39.800 this phase and you go, do you know dating or whatever? 0:02:39.919 --> 0:02:42.760 Like me, it's like I'm almost like I can't. I 0:02:42.800 --> 0:02:44.680 can't do this no more, like I don't even know. 0:02:45.160 --> 0:02:47.519 And then um, even when I was talking to Jad, 0:02:47.800 --> 0:02:50.680 I was like, okay, y'all, how how where am I 0:02:50.680 --> 0:02:53.000 supposed to meet? If I'm really trying to like I'm 0:02:53.000 --> 0:02:57.400 also serious, and where? Why would where would I meet? 0:02:57.520 --> 0:03:00.400 Said woman? Like where's she gonna be at? I mean, 0:03:01.040 --> 0:03:03.079 all I do is work. I go to the studio. 0:03:04.760 --> 0:03:08.480 I might host the club that night or when I'm 0:03:08.480 --> 0:03:10.640 out of the studio it is nighttime. It's not like 0:03:10.680 --> 0:03:13.280 nowhere to go, Like it's only one place that I'm 0:03:13.280 --> 0:03:15.560 really that are actually women at you know what I'm 0:03:15.560 --> 0:03:19.600 saying that the the strip club or like or or 0:03:19.639 --> 0:03:23.919 the industry where it's like it's really difficult to do. 0:03:25.880 --> 0:03:29.240 Uh when when I get like screenshot or something, why 0:03:29.240 --> 0:03:32.320 don't you go grocery shopping that whole one grocery shopping 0:03:32.320 --> 0:03:34.960 and it's just or in the gym it took before 0:03:35.000 --> 0:03:37.600 I was to just get like eight items. Yeah, but 0:03:37.640 --> 0:03:39.520 you're supposed to be looking at the women that's their 0:03:39.560 --> 0:03:46.520 shot exactly when I'm gonna go. I mean, everybody like 0:03:46.560 --> 0:03:48.640 your famous, it's like you know you already got it, 0:03:48.720 --> 0:03:52.040 Like you already like worrying about somebody's intentions. You know 0:03:52.080 --> 0:03:55.280 what I'm saying, You're worried about like who, Like my 0:03:55.360 --> 0:03:57.960 thing is you can have whatever, like you could have 0:03:58.000 --> 0:04:00.480 been through whoever. But like when it's might when it's 0:04:00.520 --> 0:04:02.880 industry people, and it's like it might be like, oh man, 0:04:02.880 --> 0:04:04.720 when she used to date like one of the producers 0:04:04.720 --> 0:04:07.600 I work with, or you know, one of the directors 0:04:07.640 --> 0:04:09.680 I'm cool with or whatever, like so you kind of 0:04:09.720 --> 0:04:14.280 just you don't start, you don't pursue something that you 0:04:14.320 --> 0:04:17.080 know what it is, Like, I'm like, you already started dating. Yeah, 0:04:17.200 --> 0:04:19.080 Like there's been girls that like, you know, I felt 0:04:19.120 --> 0:04:21.720 like I felt chemistry with, But I'm like, you know 0:04:21.720 --> 0:04:23.720 what I'm saying you dealt with that person, man, Like 0:04:23.839 --> 0:04:26.200 I'm not even gonna like acknowledge it, Like I'm gonna 0:04:26.240 --> 0:04:30.480 just that. Meek posted that he said, you can't come 0:04:30.560 --> 0:04:34.119 for John when you're close homies dunked already. That's a rule, dog. Yeah. 0:04:34.160 --> 0:04:37.119 I mean, I don't like to make anything absolute because 0:04:37.520 --> 0:04:40.200 because if there is, if if love is love and 0:04:40.240 --> 0:04:42.880 what we say it is, then it could conquer all 0:04:42.920 --> 0:04:45.640 of that. But you know, my thing is, I think 0:04:45.640 --> 0:04:47.760 it might like I might not not know. I would 0:04:47.800 --> 0:04:49.080 have to get to know them and spend time with 0:04:49.160 --> 0:04:51.520 him to fall in love. I wouldn't allow myself if 0:04:51.560 --> 0:04:53.520 I even see that some type of chemistry potentially, you 0:04:53.560 --> 0:04:56.719 gotta just cut it off. Yeah. Woman that has a 0:04:56.800 --> 0:05:00.680 baby by two of the Jackson's and their brothers, so 0:05:00.839 --> 0:05:03.120 I felt like if she can accomplish that, some of 0:05:03.160 --> 0:05:07.359 these holes two or more friends, I feel like they 0:05:07.400 --> 0:05:12.440 could accomplish if you she got kids by both of them. 0:05:13.240 --> 0:05:16.400 Everybody don't because I think about the repercussions, you know 0:05:16.400 --> 0:05:18.880 what I'm saying. And even me, I've been single, I've 0:05:18.880 --> 0:05:24.960 been single for so long, but I just always felt like, Okay, 0:05:25.400 --> 0:05:28.800 my my daughter's mother, I respect her she's such a 0:05:28.800 --> 0:05:33.120 great mom. Like you know what I'm saying, Like I'm 0:05:33.320 --> 0:05:35.080 it's hard to be a dad on the road. She's 0:05:35.120 --> 0:05:38.640 a great mom, But I never liked I wanted to 0:05:38.680 --> 0:05:41.000 be seen out with a girl or rub it in 0:05:41.040 --> 0:05:43.400 her face or whatever, like, so you care about her 0:05:43.440 --> 0:05:46.960 feeling care about I mean even right now, I'm just 0:05:48.080 --> 0:05:52.360 like like, but I don't at the very at the 0:05:52.480 --> 0:05:56.719 very least, she deserves that much, or she deserves that 0:05:56.800 --> 0:06:00.920 much for me not to be like flawinging and around 0:06:01.600 --> 0:06:03.560 to grow. People grow apart, you know what I'm saying, 0:06:03.560 --> 0:06:06.640 When people grow apart. And I know how I'm white now, 0:06:06.880 --> 0:06:09.120 you know what I'm saying. I had to toe and 0:06:09.240 --> 0:06:11.800 I know she why. And it's like, in order for 0:06:11.839 --> 0:06:15.080 us to obtain your happiness in our lives, it cannot 0:06:15.080 --> 0:06:17.520 be because we don't. I'm not trying to trap you 0:06:17.560 --> 0:06:20.800 in this situation where you're with somebody that you're you're 0:06:20.839 --> 0:06:23.960 not living your best live. But you know what I'm saying, 0:06:24.360 --> 0:06:27.520 I'm not trying to trap you in there because because 0:06:27.720 --> 0:06:29.880 because we feel like we have to, because we made 0:06:30.000 --> 0:06:33.240 life together, like nobody should do that. That's detrimental to 0:06:33.279 --> 0:06:35.920 everybody because now you're gonna now that kid might grow 0:06:35.960 --> 0:06:37.400 up in the house where the parents are fighting all 0:06:37.440 --> 0:06:39.640 the time because they really don't want to, like you 0:06:39.720 --> 0:06:43.800 might as well just say, like we've grown apart, Like 0:06:43.839 --> 0:06:45.840 I see a lot of people are like, well, for 0:06:45.920 --> 0:06:48.360 the sake of my child, Like I'm just gonna stay 0:06:48.400 --> 0:06:50.360 with this person. And then guess what it's. It's it's 0:06:50.400 --> 0:06:52.520 false hope, because it's there's gonna come a time and 0:06:52.560 --> 0:06:55.240 when Lloyd's getting there's no matter some kind of way, 0:06:55.360 --> 0:06:57.720 it's gonna You're not. It's not gonna there's there's an 0:06:57.720 --> 0:07:01.839 expiration date on the right. When I into college. Yeah, 0:07:02.640 --> 0:07:04.880 I think it was like your brothers in college. You're 0:07:04.880 --> 0:07:10.120 in college, all right, Oh yeah, that's not it's kind 0:07:10.120 --> 0:07:15.280 of like like nonsenorus, don't worry about I don't know 0:07:15.320 --> 0:07:22.520 if it's mascula borderline emasculating. Alright, So we're gonna get 0:07:22.560 --> 0:07:24.800 into it. And since we have while here, which by 0:07:24.840 --> 0:07:27.160 the way, I didn't. I didn't think he was going 0:07:27.200 --> 0:07:29.600 to really happen into it. Yeah, yeah, not yet. That 0:07:29.680 --> 0:07:32.840 was the tip of the heis. But now we want 0:07:32.840 --> 0:07:37.360 to ask you getting anothering. Yeah, listen, my little sisters 0:07:37.360 --> 0:07:44.600 said raised raised that we came up in grew up 0:07:44.640 --> 0:07:46.360 in the same house, about to say, we're gonna need 0:07:46.400 --> 0:07:50.520 you to step outside while we finished these questions. Now 0:07:50.520 --> 0:07:53.480 we were somebody had asked the question right on social 0:07:53.480 --> 0:07:57.280 media to us. Yeah about directions. Okay, so the question 0:07:57.360 --> 0:08:06.520 and quick see that's an was saying, she grow Okay, 0:08:06.760 --> 0:08:09.120 so I know a girl that reached out to me, 0:08:09.240 --> 0:08:11.480 and she basically said, she went out on a date. 0:08:11.560 --> 0:08:15.640 She's grown about, you know, early thirties, late twenties, and um, 0:08:15.760 --> 0:08:17.200 she went out on a date with this guy. They 0:08:17.200 --> 0:08:20.840 were dancing and out of nowhere she felt an erection, 0:08:21.240 --> 0:08:23.520 a little pokee coming, a little poke you know, you 0:08:23.560 --> 0:08:27.160 know the song. So I guess it was a little 0:08:27.160 --> 0:08:29.400 weird for her, like a little awkward because she didn't 0:08:29.400 --> 0:08:31.400 know how to confront it. She felt like she should 0:08:31.400 --> 0:08:35.600 be I mean, she should be flattered. You can't control that, 0:08:35.600 --> 0:08:37.960 That's what I was saying. It's not like I said, 0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:41.440 God that baby like he's like, oh ship, Like I've 0:08:41.520 --> 0:08:45.680 enjoying this a little bit. So he didn't say anything. 0:08:46.120 --> 0:08:48.120 Good if you're getting close, this sounds good to have, 0:08:49.480 --> 0:08:52.000 especially John warmed up a little bit. If that's the 0:08:52.120 --> 0:08:54.280 vibe between you and so you know what I'm saying, 0:08:54.679 --> 0:08:57.320 clearly the dancing, she's attracted to him. That's what I 0:08:57.400 --> 0:09:01.080 was thinking. But here's where the problem. You know, it's 0:09:01.120 --> 0:09:05.800 on the man. You know what this could go, but 0:09:05.880 --> 0:09:10.160 even it could be more beautiful. But unfortunately, you know, 0:09:10.400 --> 0:09:13.679 nothing was said, nothing happened, and he just said, all right, 0:09:13.760 --> 0:09:17.120 by I have a good day. Came under the date. 0:09:17.640 --> 0:09:22.760 No you think he came? Yes, yes, they can. I'm 0:09:22.760 --> 0:09:26.520 just saying it wasn't a lap dance. Dry don't don't it? 0:09:28.920 --> 0:09:30.920 Can guys come from you just grinding on that like 0:09:30.960 --> 0:09:33.760 absolutely all the time. He probably noted It was like, 0:09:33.800 --> 0:09:36.760 all right, I don't think, I don't think. I don't know, 0:09:36.840 --> 0:09:38.680 but I think you gotta be You gotta be a 0:09:38.679 --> 0:09:42.560 different type to come while you're dancing on someone if 0:09:42.600 --> 0:09:46.080 you have a good imagination. Man, this music so loud 0:09:46.120 --> 0:09:48.319 and some there's so much going on. What the hell? No, 0:09:48.840 --> 0:09:52.200 just maybe he don't have that much sex before in life, right, 0:09:52.760 --> 0:09:55.720 that's why he got excited. Never really had sex, So 0:09:55.880 --> 0:10:01.679 shut up about his daughter. Question of the story released 0:10:01.679 --> 0:10:03.760 to the question, so, basically, have you ever been in 0:10:03.760 --> 0:10:07.040 a situation where you know your things got hard? Are 0:10:07.400 --> 0:10:13.120 random erections. Random erection control has grown out. You don't 0:10:13.120 --> 0:10:17.440 get random erections still. I thought every guy random yeah yeah, 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:22.520 like yeah yeah, like like nipples get hard and when 0:10:22.559 --> 0:10:25.120 you want cold when that happens, But you got y'all 0:10:25.520 --> 0:10:29.439 get hard to do. Your nipples get hard every time 0:10:29.440 --> 0:10:31.360 you get a direction. I don't know. I don't feel nipples. 0:10:32.160 --> 0:10:34.720 You can't tell I feel like that when guys get 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.640 I don't think when guys get a direction, their nipples 0:10:37.640 --> 0:10:41.719 get hard. I think it's not you, it's weird. I 0:10:41.760 --> 0:10:47.560 don't know. I don't know. Every time your nipples are 0:10:47.640 --> 0:10:50.040 hard doesn't mean a man's dick is hard to be 0:10:50.160 --> 0:10:52.920 cold out? Yeah, but getting them jones while you dancing, 0:10:52.960 --> 0:10:54.839 I don't. I don't know about that life. I think 0:10:54.840 --> 0:11:00.679 that's why it would be fun sometimes. Guess what you 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:04.760 look what? You didn't start it all? You thought it 0:11:04.920 --> 0:11:09.000 was a party, But there's a party party she's supposed 0:11:09.040 --> 0:11:10.240 to be like? Is that a gun in your bad 0:11:11.559 --> 0:11:19.200 I'm very happy to see you in your pocket? Can't 0:11:19.200 --> 0:11:21.439 you remember anytimes you got a random erection there was 0:11:21.440 --> 0:11:25.040 a terrible time for it to happen, that you would 0:11:25.080 --> 0:11:32.040 like fun. I gotta sweatpants. I can't. I can't. I 0:11:32.120 --> 0:11:37.079 might just probaly. I probably just, you know, because I'm not. 0:11:37.240 --> 0:11:40.319 It's not like I'm around. It's just happens. My body 0:11:40.400 --> 0:11:43.880 just just doing his own thing. Right now, how do 0:11:43.920 --> 0:11:46.520 you get it down? I mean, it's just you probably 0:11:46.640 --> 0:11:53.480 got out head. I don't speed out, because that can 0:11:53.520 --> 0:11:56.400 be different. You definitely have head on speed out somewhere 0:11:56.440 --> 0:12:03.280 in that phones No, I got headaches. All right. Now, 0:12:04.000 --> 0:12:06.960 we're gonna play a little game. It's called is it cheating? 0:12:07.040 --> 0:12:08.559 And you guys are going to weigh in and say 0:12:10.160 --> 0:12:13.800 that it's not your question. You got to ask the 0:12:13.920 --> 0:12:17.240 cheating already? Is it cheating? Yes? If you flirt and 0:12:17.240 --> 0:12:19.800 go to lunch with a coworker, is that cheating? Your 0:12:19.840 --> 0:12:27.760 motherfucker cheating. You're flirting and enjoying isolated company with another person. 0:12:28.120 --> 0:12:34.920 If they yeah, But if you go Dutch, that's they don't. 0:12:35.240 --> 0:12:38.360 It's about the time, about the money, It's about the 0:12:38.360 --> 0:12:41.160 times isolated environment with somebody with another dude. And you 0:12:41.200 --> 0:12:50.720 said flirting already, not ship when they're in relationships. What well, well, 0:12:51.080 --> 0:12:53.120 I think the last time I really had a girlfriend, 0:12:53.120 --> 0:12:55.400 I was in a different mental spaces about life, like 0:12:55.440 --> 0:12:58.400 I kind of believe that, you know, she could be perfect. 0:12:59.040 --> 0:13:03.240 So I don't know, uh maybe so that is cheating. 0:13:04.200 --> 0:13:07.080 It was definitely cheating. But about flirting with I don't know, 0:13:07.160 --> 0:13:10.280 because does the significant other know that you're going to 0:13:10.320 --> 0:13:12.240 lunch with you a coworker. Yeah, you could be like 0:13:12.240 --> 0:13:17.680 I want to lunch today and work wise, like you 0:13:17.720 --> 0:13:23.439 know what I'm I'm not. I'm kind of like, uh 0:13:23.480 --> 0:13:27.559 like contradicting myself because like at this point in my life, 0:13:27.840 --> 0:13:30.320 I would I would data shipper, like our data stripper, 0:13:30.440 --> 0:13:34.960 and like that's my girlfriend. She's definitely flirting. But guess 0:13:35.000 --> 0:13:38.560 what though, I guess maybe flirting is within it's an 0:13:38.600 --> 0:13:42.440 actor that may be nervous. I'm nervous, but this guy's 0:13:42.520 --> 0:13:45.560 he's not. He's not ugly, he's funny. But it's also 0:13:45.600 --> 0:13:47.839 a nerve thing because a lot of girls flirt when 0:13:47.840 --> 0:13:49.679 they're nervous, you know what I'm saying. But if you 0:13:49.760 --> 0:13:52.800 actually like low key, like feeling the nigger like and 0:13:53.160 --> 0:13:56.880 in your mind he's a he's he's playing like second strink, 0:13:57.040 --> 0:13:59.600 like just in case your man act up. Yeah, it's 0:13:59.640 --> 0:14:02.720 definitely No, that's super cheating. One is regular cheating. This 0:14:02.760 --> 0:14:06.920 one is super cheating. And if if the flirting is 0:14:07.000 --> 0:14:11.720 multiple times a day, you're super saying cheating Goku levels 0:14:11.720 --> 0:14:14.600 of cheating. Flirting makes me uncomfortable if I don't like 0:14:14.679 --> 0:14:16.440 the person. What if that when people think you're floating 0:14:16.440 --> 0:14:21.280 in your nuts, I don't like that. Because I'm nice 0:14:21.320 --> 0:14:23.880 to you does not mean I'm flirting. As you get over, 0:14:23.920 --> 0:14:27.160 the flirting comes with them like you like, some girls 0:14:27.200 --> 0:14:30.720 are just charismatic. If you're charismatic, you charismatic around women 0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:34.040 or men, you just charming motherfucker like and Nigga's going 0:14:34.160 --> 0:14:39.880 last like or some women um speak more like it's 0:14:39.920 --> 0:14:42.080 just not like that's might be the way it might be, 0:14:42.120 --> 0:14:44.640 the way they raised, They might be whatever. Like that's 0:14:44.640 --> 0:14:46.240 why people are more like they put their hand on 0:14:46.240 --> 0:14:48.480 your leg when they talk to you. That's why I 0:14:48.520 --> 0:14:51.160 never do that. That's why I never reacting in the shot. 0:14:51.360 --> 0:14:54.400 I never think. I always think like like I was 0:14:54.440 --> 0:14:57.160 with female artists and the male artists the other day 0:14:57.200 --> 0:15:00.960 and like, you can't tell I'm like bro. You don't 0:15:01.280 --> 0:15:05.280 want to assume, especially in this hypersensitive age and ship 0:15:05.360 --> 0:15:08.160 like that. You don't want to assume bro like because 0:15:08.560 --> 0:15:10.600 you assume and you take too much lead, it's going 0:15:10.640 --> 0:15:13.600 to be like, uh, I was just being nice to 0:15:19.600 --> 0:15:23.320 feel friends. We're just good friends. I see a lot 0:15:23.400 --> 0:15:25.640 of inspiration on her, Like I'm very inspired by what 0:15:25.680 --> 0:15:28.720 she does. Like we talk a lot, like during like 0:15:28.800 --> 0:15:31.800 the season when she's making the show, and I get 0:15:31.840 --> 0:15:33.920 a lot of that energy that she gave me, whether 0:15:33.960 --> 0:15:35.760 it's what's going she could be mad on the set 0:15:35.800 --> 0:15:37.880 that day or whatever. I get like a lot of 0:15:38.040 --> 0:15:40.760 energy because she's thriving, she's trying to go up. She 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:44.000 work and she hustled, she was I'm literally seeing her 0:15:44.520 --> 0:15:47.760 evolved into something greater, and you know it's I'm so 0:15:47.840 --> 0:15:49.800 proud of her for that. I take that energy and 0:15:49.840 --> 0:15:54.400 I write like she's definitely my muse sometimes though she's 0:15:54.400 --> 0:15:58.440 definitely she's definitely not both of them is that both 0:15:58.480 --> 0:16:01.920 of them are my muses a lot. And there's probably 0:16:01.920 --> 0:16:04.280 like forty songs that y'all nobody who ever here that 0:16:04.320 --> 0:16:06.880 are along the lines of like bad and low thiss 0:16:06.880 --> 0:16:09.360 and stuff like that, like and I've used I definitely 0:16:09.440 --> 0:16:11.560 used the sales my music a lout. Why would we 0:16:11.600 --> 0:16:13.400 never what happens when we never hear that? I mean, 0:16:13.440 --> 0:16:15.360 you don't I can't. I can't if you've got too 0:16:15.360 --> 0:16:17.440 many options, you've got none. So I can't just brought 0:16:17.520 --> 0:16:19.400 drop a whole lot of music. I gotta spread it out. 0:16:19.480 --> 0:16:22.280 Even We love when Wild talks to the ladies on 0:16:22.320 --> 0:16:28.160 his record because a lot of you know, artists shot 0:16:28.160 --> 0:16:30.280 to talk to the ladies and they don't really connect. 0:16:30.600 --> 0:16:32.920 This is for the ladies. Hold up my four or 0:16:32.920 --> 0:16:40.040 five talks every day with heart used to be and 0:16:40.080 --> 0:16:42.280 then you gotta put up what the funk I don't 0:16:42.320 --> 0:16:47.960 like just such a fucking hole. Let me just tell 0:16:48.000 --> 0:16:49.960 y'all something right now. That song came up four months 0:16:49.960 --> 0:16:51.440 ago would probably be one of the biggest songs of 0:16:51.480 --> 0:16:52.960 the summer, whether you'll like it or not. I'm just 0:16:53.000 --> 0:16:56.600 like that. But we're just saying that's not to the lady. 0:16:56.680 --> 0:17:01.000 That is for the like me. Don't you how I 0:17:01.080 --> 0:17:03.520 know him? He's like, they going stay. The girl's gonna 0:17:03.520 --> 0:17:06.280 sing this louder than the Niggers, and it will be 0:17:06.680 --> 0:17:09.119 You're gonna you're gonna hear the high pitched voice in 0:17:09.160 --> 0:17:14.000 the club over the mail boy. It's gonna sound like 0:17:14.359 --> 0:17:18.680 a unison of women that want to get ratchet. The new, 0:17:18.840 --> 0:17:22.400 the new, the new like the mot New in my opinion, 0:17:22.440 --> 0:17:28.040 let me just the modern new woman's highly educated and 0:17:28.200 --> 0:17:33.240 Holly Ratchet. That's she's and educated, not meaning books smart, 0:17:33.320 --> 0:17:36.280 but like just like well well read like you know, 0:17:36.760 --> 0:17:40.360 street smarts, but Ratchett know what meaning And I'm using 0:17:40.440 --> 0:17:43.120 Ratchet in the cartoonistic way, like Ratchet in the way 0:17:43.119 --> 0:17:45.639 it's like, um, I want to go turn up the 0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:47.880 city girls like you get in the car and it's 0:17:47.920 --> 0:17:50.639 just all city girls in nineties R and B. Right, 0:17:50.840 --> 0:17:53.840 that's it. She get out, she know all the words, 0:17:53.880 --> 0:17:57.200 she can wraps, she's yeah, and she goes there and 0:17:57.240 --> 0:17:59.520 ventage that she started and she sells bundles and make 0:17:59.600 --> 0:18:01.760 drug the money. Like you know what I'm saying, Like 0:18:02.119 --> 0:18:04.840 that's that's that's almost like the modern girl, like the 0:18:04.880 --> 0:18:09.280 modern you know in nineteen girl on the come up? Okay, 0:18:09.280 --> 0:18:11.720 now is this cheating getting a lap dance in the 0:18:11.760 --> 0:18:16.760 strip club? No? I knew that. You answered the strip club. 0:18:17.400 --> 0:18:19.679 That's on the menu. That's already on the menu. Like 0:18:19.760 --> 0:18:23.280 it's like if you vegan or you're going to McDonald's, 0:18:23.280 --> 0:18:27.440 Like you know what I'm saying, Like it's McDonald's, McDonald's, 0:18:27.440 --> 0:18:32.040 get a quarter pan and meatges health purposes. It's McDonald's. 0:18:34.240 --> 0:18:37.000 When you're actually sure if you get lap dances and everything, 0:18:37.400 --> 0:18:40.439 I would, I would, I would. I mean in the 0:18:40.480 --> 0:18:42.720 perfect world, but we don't live in one, but I would, 0:18:42.720 --> 0:18:44.840 like I would go get in with my girl. We're 0:18:45.000 --> 0:18:48.240 going out gold together. A couple of that lap dances together. 0:18:49.040 --> 0:18:51.840 She's picking her nose, trying to move from the cameras. 0:18:57.440 --> 0:19:03.560 Get that, now you got a bugger? Ain't your raw? 0:19:03.640 --> 0:19:09.520 Honestly you're going ain't know because I mean, like, obviously 0:19:09.560 --> 0:19:11.480 I'm on the road. I'm like, I hold Ship Club 0:19:11.560 --> 0:19:13.960 from time to time. Djy so hit me, I want 0:19:13.960 --> 0:19:15.520 to host one of these New York I got some 0:19:15.560 --> 0:19:20.680 new I want what I'm saying, that's why he don't 0:19:20.680 --> 0:19:24.000 had no girlfriend, like I mean, I like, I like 0:19:24.040 --> 0:19:25.800 strip club. I just said I dated Ship. I ain't 0:19:25.800 --> 0:19:28.000 gonna get her at work though, I ain't gonna meet 0:19:28.000 --> 0:19:34.320 her at work most likely all the strippers. But no, 0:19:34.600 --> 0:19:36.600 I ain't. No, I don't want it. I don't want 0:19:36.640 --> 0:19:39.320 no smoke. Ya is that cheating? If your man gotta 0:19:39.440 --> 0:19:44.280 a lap dance, would you feel away? So first of all, yeah, 0:19:44.320 --> 0:19:46.200 I gotta go with him, but like, don't go here 0:19:46.280 --> 0:19:48.840 not that with me. I'm a lot of girls get 0:19:48.840 --> 0:19:53.240 turned on by looking at they man getting up joint. 0:19:53.960 --> 0:19:57.199 I didn't say all of them, like like some of 0:19:57.240 --> 0:20:00.040 my best female friends are strippers, bro, and I I 0:20:00.080 --> 0:20:02.240 would I know what it's like, I like go to 0:20:02.280 --> 0:20:04.920 a ship club or whatever, and like I want to 0:20:04.920 --> 0:20:07.919 get a lap dance or whatever. But like we might 0:20:08.000 --> 0:20:09.639 even just talk a little bit while she danced, and 0:20:09.760 --> 0:20:13.160 I'd be like, you know what we talked. G got 0:20:13.160 --> 0:20:16.440 away in on this because well as women know, why 0:20:16.960 --> 0:20:18.960 why does she have a wig? Well because she was 0:20:19.000 --> 0:20:21.080 a strip so she knows. But it's like it was 0:20:21.119 --> 0:20:23.520 a girl named G. I mentioned in the song one time. 0:20:25.240 --> 0:20:30.439 I think everybody thought we were having sex because you 0:20:30.480 --> 0:20:32.600 said my name is so we canna talk about that later. 0:20:32.600 --> 0:20:40.240 How talk about the question, Michael Jordan? Don't you think 0:20:40.320 --> 0:20:44.119 I think you? Michael Jordan absolutely, thank you, thank you 0:20:44.520 --> 0:20:46.960 for sure, thank you. I appreciate that it wasn't It 0:20:47.200 --> 0:20:51.560 wasn't really a thing like an athletic like a like 0:20:51.600 --> 0:20:56.879 a like an Olympic sport. Yo yo another idea we 0:20:57.440 --> 0:21:01.440 yo Olympic people, he pold and it takes a lot 0:21:01.440 --> 0:21:03.960 of strip No, it is a sport, isn't. It's in 0:21:04.040 --> 0:21:07.040 other countries, but it's more in other countries. Yeah, but 0:21:07.080 --> 0:21:08.960 it hasn't made it to the in the United States. 0:21:09.040 --> 0:21:12.280 It's still tab about the Moody List in Germany laughing 0:21:16.280 --> 0:21:19.479 when you found out a lot of sport, I mean 0:21:19.520 --> 0:21:24.640 the little dancing is a sport. I'm just internationally, yes, Germany, Australia. 0:21:24.720 --> 0:21:27.399 There's a lot of companies where polling teach you to 0:21:27.160 --> 0:21:32.199 go I'm sure, I'm sure, and stuff like how it 0:21:32.280 --> 0:21:34.320 is when we teach class. It's not it's not like 0:21:34.520 --> 0:21:36.280 I'm not gonna lie. We want to go see sir days. 0:21:36.320 --> 0:21:38.240 So later Michael Jackson went and I was like, just 0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:41.520 one of my favorite dances killing Kane. Yeah he has that. 0:21:41.600 --> 0:21:43.159 You killed that in the show. Yeah, saw it when 0:21:43.160 --> 0:21:45.720 they came to Atlanta. But I had got to do 0:21:45.800 --> 0:21:51.399 like a poll dance and musical that fired out. You 0:21:51.480 --> 0:21:54.080 make this happen. I know a lot of a lot 0:21:54.119 --> 0:21:56.320 of white people. I feel like you're giving it away. 0:21:56.400 --> 0:22:01.159 We'll talk about this because I can. I can jest 0:22:05.560 --> 0:22:10.120 that bold how many people. It's like a burlesque show, 0:22:10.200 --> 0:22:17.200 slash fire, five people, nothing choreography. It's real, so good Jesus, 0:22:17.280 --> 0:22:19.080 So why should we not as women be worried when 0:22:19.080 --> 0:22:20.800 our man goes and get to lap dance at the 0:22:20.800 --> 0:22:25.160 strip club. Well, for starters in the era that we're 0:22:25.280 --> 0:22:27.679 in right now, the type of dancing that goes on 0:22:27.760 --> 0:22:30.240 in the strip club, in the mainstream strip club, in 0:22:30.280 --> 0:22:33.360 your onyx, in your magic City and your v lives, 0:22:34.200 --> 0:22:36.800 it's not like they're on a couch getting grinded on 0:22:37.000 --> 0:22:40.359 and like a close and personal ship. Most of those clubs, 0:22:40.480 --> 0:22:48.280 unless it's a private bad they're just dance, standing in 0:22:48.280 --> 0:22:50.920 front of you, dancing, you know, like they just stand 0:22:50.920 --> 0:22:52.720 in front of you and dance. Now, that's when they're 0:22:52.720 --> 0:22:57.919 a percent. Now I'm talking about those Miami Atlanta. Do 0:22:58.000 --> 0:22:59.679 that mean they like you? Or they want some more more? 0:23:01.920 --> 0:23:03.960 I don't know if like you? That's the real question 0:23:03.960 --> 0:23:06.639 I want. How do you know if like you in 0:23:06.680 --> 0:23:09.120 real life? Likes you in real life she spends time 0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:12.080 with you and she spent if she if she spent 0:23:12.200 --> 0:23:14.159 time with you, and it's not like and she's not like, 0:23:14.200 --> 0:23:18.240 can you compensate me because I miss work a girl? 0:23:18.920 --> 0:23:21.680 How many times have you heard that she said, I 0:23:21.760 --> 0:23:26.400 got a good conversation. Listen, there's been times you get 0:23:26.640 --> 0:23:31.439 inte to go to Vegas for the weekend and you're like, Okay, 0:23:31.440 --> 0:23:34.160 what that means I'm gonna miss Friday night Saturday night? 0:23:34.840 --> 0:23:39.440 And that's about can you replace that for me missing 0:23:39.480 --> 0:23:41.720 work to spend No, we ain't leave like I mean, 0:23:41.800 --> 0:23:46.080 if leaving the ship club and she got to take 0:23:46.080 --> 0:23:48.640 off to come, it ain't. It ain't it ain't. That's 0:23:48.640 --> 0:23:51.720 a mutual decision. I've decided I'll allow you around me, 0:23:51.760 --> 0:23:54.040 and you decided you want to come around me. There's 0:23:54.080 --> 0:23:56.600 no there's no payment, there's no nothing. I'm saying girls, 0:23:56.680 --> 0:24:02.160 expert girl. So if not trying to come after your pockets, 0:24:02.160 --> 0:24:03.480 and she really want to spend time with you and 0:24:03.480 --> 0:24:05.160 get to know you, despite the fact that it's costing 0:24:05.200 --> 0:24:10.480 her money. I mean, that's a that's a sign you 0:24:10.560 --> 0:24:12.240 might call me money. I could be doing you could 0:24:12.240 --> 0:24:13.880 be doing a feature for some money right now. So 0:24:13.960 --> 0:24:15.880 now you know, if I likes you, if he doesn't 0:24:15.880 --> 0:24:20.159 ask you for money. Like the first thing is that 0:24:21.080 --> 0:24:23.399 the real name? That's like the first joint. Yeah, the 0:24:23.400 --> 0:24:25.640 real name thing is Now they're starting to get real smart. 0:24:25.640 --> 0:24:27.479 They go like they got a shriven. I've always had 0:24:27.560 --> 0:24:34.560 alien name fake, fake name and then the real name. 0:24:35.280 --> 0:24:36.560 I feel like if you get rid of the real 0:24:36.640 --> 0:24:40.320 name stages, that's true, you know, I might be in 0:24:40.359 --> 0:24:42.080 it for the long haul. Like I ain't gonna ask 0:24:42.119 --> 0:24:44.680 this nagtive time because in a couple of months he's 0:24:44.720 --> 0:24:46.600 just gonna be giving it to me. That don't happen 0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:49.879 to you. But the one thing I can say myself, 0:24:49.960 --> 0:24:52.480 I never like tricked off on no strip of to 0:24:52.600 --> 0:24:55.200 like kick it or like be around or whatever. Like 0:24:55.640 --> 0:24:58.119 my thing is like yo, like you know, I ain't 0:24:58.119 --> 0:25:00.239 so weird though, like you want to just do something them. 0:25:01.800 --> 0:25:04.480 You also have the girls that feel like he bust 0:25:04.520 --> 0:25:07.800 so much not come, he bust so many bands on 0:25:07.840 --> 0:25:10.639 me in the club that yeah, it's worth it for 0:25:10.640 --> 0:25:13.639 me to hang out. Kind of I won't even know, 0:25:14.280 --> 0:25:17.000 but because sometimes, like you know, one thing is, I 0:25:17.000 --> 0:25:20.160 don't even really enjoy lap dances that much because I'll 0:25:20.200 --> 0:25:23.080 be looking at all the other strippers looking at the stripper, 0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:27.040 and I'm like, yo, you know what, I don't even 0:25:27.080 --> 0:25:29.520 want no conflict. Just let's get a little section and 0:25:29.640 --> 0:25:31.880 just all y'all just dancing around. I'm gonna throwing money 0:25:31.880 --> 0:25:36.800 and I'm gonna look cool. And see what you while 0:25:37.359 --> 0:25:39.320 it's a little different for you because you are who 0:25:39.359 --> 0:25:41.320 you are. You're not just average Joe coming in the 0:25:41.320 --> 0:25:49.320 strip club. I mean, you know, not athletes and rappers 0:25:49.320 --> 0:25:53.040 all the time, true and and and those people aren't 0:25:53.280 --> 0:25:56.240 regular joels either. They also see Corey from up the 0:25:56.280 --> 0:25:59.120 street and got damn great ready at work for the foot. 0:25:59.240 --> 0:26:02.040 And they got you know what I'm saying, young, young, young, 0:26:03.359 --> 0:26:07.600 a little rapper, and the more money than the ers, 0:26:09.040 --> 0:26:11.840 and them all swimming them and all of them slimming them, 0:26:11.840 --> 0:26:14.120 and all of them got they're getting all that real. 0:26:14.320 --> 0:26:16.480 They get out brown bad money. You can throw whatever. 0:26:16.720 --> 0:26:19.000 They know them too. So I look at suppers like 0:26:19.040 --> 0:26:22.200 you know, rappers at least all that I consider those things. 0:26:22.280 --> 0:26:25.280 I never considered those things like six seven years ago. 0:26:25.640 --> 0:26:27.080 I could say it like that, like all right, we're 0:26:27.119 --> 0:26:29.480 sitting in my man, all right, you found like that, 0:26:29.880 --> 0:26:32.000 all right, so you probably know this person that person, 0:26:32.080 --> 0:26:33.800 whether you tell me you're not, I know such and 0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:37.040 such like it's just like you I said, just because 0:26:37.080 --> 0:26:40.879 my conscious talking abo me. I'm just like you know, 0:26:41.560 --> 0:26:44.560 I process it like, okay, I got these little philosophies 0:26:44.600 --> 0:26:46.280 and I ain't never this is some exclusive ship. I 0:26:46.280 --> 0:26:49.440 ain't never broke this one down before. Like I always 0:26:50.320 --> 0:26:54.400 if I'm attracted to a woman, right, I consider all 0:26:54.600 --> 0:26:58.439 things before I even attempt to shoot a shot in 0:26:58.480 --> 0:27:02.199 the regular like fancy, I saw three girls within the 0:27:02.240 --> 0:27:06.000 past like two years, I saw three girls working in 0:27:07.040 --> 0:27:10.800 high end clothing stores, obviously cause I'm in a fashion 0:27:11.160 --> 0:27:13.399 and then it's a it's a it's like one of 0:27:13.440 --> 0:27:16.439 the rare environments I can actually meet a woman. I 0:27:16.520 --> 0:27:21.000 always consider the city we end because I'm like, Okay, 0:27:21.400 --> 0:27:23.159 I know this person, this person and this person in 0:27:23.200 --> 0:27:26.200 this person in this city. I know they shot here. 0:27:26.800 --> 0:27:29.760 I know at least out of this these seven, it 0:27:29.880 --> 0:27:32.480 might be Chicago, Like I know this too was one 0:27:32.520 --> 0:27:34.680 of the bulls I'm cool with. I got a real 0:27:34.720 --> 0:27:38.280 close friend on the beds and I got three rout 0:27:38.320 --> 0:27:41.720 of friends. I'm real tight with you know somebody, even 0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:43.880 if you tell me you don't, I know you know somebody. 0:27:44.520 --> 0:27:46.680 So my thing is like do I even want to 0:27:46.760 --> 0:27:50.240 jump out there? So like I'm thinking, like, okay, well, 0:27:50.240 --> 0:27:52.040 it's the vibe enough for her to give me give 0:27:52.040 --> 0:27:54.359 me her number, or I'm like, oh am, I gonna 0:27:54.840 --> 0:27:57.199 just end up hearing oh she used to talk to 0:27:57.200 --> 0:27:59.000 such and such and such and such, and it makes 0:27:59.040 --> 0:28:01.280 me impossible to make it possible for me to go forward. 0:28:01.560 --> 0:28:06.000 But yeah, that's the past. Is really no, don't But 0:28:06.040 --> 0:28:08.199 I'm just saying, if it's your if it's people that 0:28:08.240 --> 0:28:10.520 you're cool with, because it's like, what if it's somebody 0:28:10.560 --> 0:28:13.080 you cool with that y'all be you know, y'all chill together, 0:28:13.160 --> 0:28:15.080 y'all bring you know, I might be dating, I might 0:28:15.080 --> 0:28:18.160 bring girl I'm dating and then he was his new girl, 0:28:18.480 --> 0:28:20.600 and it's like I'm bringing your old girl with me, 0:28:20.640 --> 0:28:23.119 and it's like that's weird and and and if I 0:28:23.119 --> 0:28:26.000 can stop that before I even having cool, it doesn't 0:28:26.000 --> 0:28:27.840 make it awkward for you. Like if somebody your friends 0:28:27.840 --> 0:28:29.840 and das somebody you used to date, how do you 0:28:29.840 --> 0:28:32.600 feel about that? And say you over? And this is 0:28:32.720 --> 0:28:35.480 jone did I used to work around where we didn't date, 0:28:35.600 --> 0:28:38.200 but you know, we kicked it for a while. And 0:28:38.320 --> 0:28:40.200 like I know a couple of niggas that has some 0:28:40.280 --> 0:28:43.880 background vocals added the background vocals after that lad my version. 0:28:46.160 --> 0:28:48.520 But does that make it feel weird like or it does? 0:28:48.560 --> 0:28:53.080 It doesn't matter. It worked in some instances. I think 0:28:53.080 --> 0:28:56.280 it depends on the copras. You know what I'm saying, 0:28:56.320 --> 0:28:58.200 like who is it? Like if it's all right, I'm 0:28:58.200 --> 0:28:59.880 my name, like I got like four songs and doesn't 0:29:00.160 --> 0:29:04.920 like damn, you know what I'm saying like or like 0:29:05.200 --> 0:29:07.720 this is my man for real, like the nigga wished 0:29:07.720 --> 0:29:13.959 me happy birthday, nigga blows to my jump for its 0:29:14.000 --> 0:29:17.000 aesthetic man, like you know what I'm saying. So it 0:29:17.120 --> 0:29:19.560 all really depends because at the end of the day, 0:29:19.920 --> 0:29:22.240 you have to come to a place in your heart 0:29:22.240 --> 0:29:26.400 where it's like damn okay, bro, like g G and 0:29:26.680 --> 0:29:28.840 like you we we've been in this game for a 0:29:28.840 --> 0:29:33.040 long time, like in real in real world, like if 0:29:33.040 --> 0:29:35.640 we was at one company, is not that long. Within 0:29:35.680 --> 0:29:37.720 the industry when we're in people face every day, we've 0:29:37.720 --> 0:29:40.200 been in for a long time. So it's like a 0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:43.240 lot of times we end up, you know, dating people 0:29:43.280 --> 0:29:44.960 in our industry, like you know what I'm saying, Like 0:29:45.080 --> 0:29:47.280 we end up because it's like these are this is 0:29:47.280 --> 0:29:50.160 our world. We live in, this weird devil's playground of 0:29:50.200 --> 0:29:53.120 like yeah, it's a bubble, and it's like we don't 0:29:53.240 --> 0:29:57.600 really have an opportunity like every so often, like you 0:29:57.680 --> 0:29:59.680 might bump into somebody with a friend, or you might 0:29:59.720 --> 0:30:01.880 have an your friend with a friend or something like that. 0:30:01.920 --> 0:30:04.720 But we live in this small bubble that it's hard 0:30:04.760 --> 0:30:08.360 to find people that understand your lifestyle outside of it. 0:30:08.560 --> 0:30:10.040 You know what I'm saying. But we like you said, 0:30:10.080 --> 0:30:12.040 that wasn't your girl. You just it wasn't even you 0:30:12.080 --> 0:30:17.240 didn't even say dating, so right, no significant time together, 0:30:17.560 --> 0:30:19.640 but it wasn't your girl, and you don't even consider 0:30:19.640 --> 0:30:24.080 it dating. I mean so sometimes guys that sometimes I 0:30:24.160 --> 0:30:26.719 feel like sometimes I feel like sometimes I feel like 0:30:26.760 --> 0:30:30.240 you no, seriously, sometimes I feel like this is a 0:30:30.320 --> 0:30:34.160 boyfriend girlfriend's situation. And then when it's over, like you reflect, 0:30:34.240 --> 0:30:36.920 like was it really like because it's like to be 0:30:37.000 --> 0:30:41.040 boyfriend girlfriend, Like significant moments need to happen to me, 0:30:41.120 --> 0:30:45.400 Like it's just it's small. It's the title. The younger 0:30:45.440 --> 0:30:49.080 you are, it's the feeling in the mutual respect for 0:30:49.160 --> 0:30:51.880 each other as you get older, you know what I'm saying. 0:30:51.920 --> 0:30:55.400 I also feel like relationships need to like a bottom line, 0:30:55.440 --> 0:30:57.440 like if you're really in a relationship, then there's no 0:30:57.520 --> 0:30:59.479 question if you were after the fact, if it was real, 0:30:59.600 --> 0:31:03.600 like you like that was my We're in a relationship. 0:31:04.040 --> 0:31:06.040 So it was you know for women sometimes we're like, 0:31:06.080 --> 0:31:10.080 well he never wiped me, and so what it is exactly? 0:31:10.320 --> 0:31:12.479 But what if she says, you know, Solange is one 0:31:12.520 --> 0:31:14.760 of my favorite rappers and I know you sucked her 0:31:16.720 --> 0:31:19.239 sorry singers, and I know you used to funk with her, 0:31:19.360 --> 0:31:24.040 So I fell away about that? Would you like what 0:31:24.160 --> 0:31:31.720 the first one was crazy rap finger? Sorry Fox? Fine, 0:31:31.720 --> 0:31:35.760 I don't even because I was a couple right publicly. 0:31:35.840 --> 0:31:39.640 That wasn't that that's that's not I don't know, I 0:31:39.640 --> 0:31:42.360 don't know. I was one of my not like that. 0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:46.760 But I mean like I wasn't trying to be you know, 0:31:46.920 --> 0:31:51.200 I know where I'm know where I'm at. I'm just 0:31:51.240 --> 0:31:54.680 trying to find a way to make it makes sense. Um, 0:31:55.120 --> 0:31:59.080 Solange is a beautiful person inside and note like she's 0:31:59.120 --> 0:32:00.960 also been one of my music like you know what 0:32:00.960 --> 0:32:03.520 I'm saying, Like you know, I ain't saying I'm Andy 0:32:03.560 --> 0:32:06.920 Warhol in my mind, I am U. But you know, 0:32:07.000 --> 0:32:12.640 she's she's she's she's like the prototype of women I 0:32:12.800 --> 0:32:16.680 personally like. And you know, me and her we were 0:32:16.680 --> 0:32:19.520 real cool, like you know, used to kick it like 0:32:19.800 --> 0:32:22.280 like it was real cool early on my career. She 0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:25.160 taught me a lot about just music and just you know, 0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:28.360 spontaneity and everything like that. But then anyone nothing like 0:32:28.400 --> 0:32:32.280 that all right now is this cheating liking pictures of 0:32:32.280 --> 0:32:37.120 attractive people on social media? See that? That's that's that's 0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:40.800 weird for me because like if if I'm starting to 0:32:40.880 --> 0:32:42.720 like a girl in any kind of way, I won't 0:32:42.760 --> 0:32:45.720 follow her. I don't. I just try to not, but 0:32:45.800 --> 0:32:47.440 you'll look at her page, you just won't find look 0:32:47.440 --> 0:32:52.400 at her patients. And it was it seemed like a 0:32:52.400 --> 0:32:54.280 guy like girls, but it's not really like that. It 0:32:54.400 --> 0:32:57.040 was one girl I was talking to. I was like, um, like, 0:32:57.040 --> 0:32:59.360 why are you gonna follow me on nothing? I was 0:32:59.440 --> 0:33:02.440 like because like the way Twitter said up, I mean 0:33:02.480 --> 0:33:04.400 I said him. Now you can see the people that 0:33:04.480 --> 0:33:08.120 you follow that comment and it's like right in your face, 0:33:08.200 --> 0:33:12.040 like and it's like me as like an overthinking, like 0:33:12.360 --> 0:33:19.080 the rotic, deep thinking, ratchet slash bad decision making person, 0:33:19.240 --> 0:33:22.120 like I don't I just don't even want the energy 0:33:22.120 --> 0:33:25.920 in the egg because like I get real sarcastic, like 0:33:25.960 --> 0:33:29.000 you know what I'm saying, like like passive aggressive, like 0:33:29.520 --> 0:33:36.440 oh yeah, so you just how you know, um, such 0:33:36.440 --> 0:33:40.840 as that you know how you know this nigga? It 0:33:40.920 --> 0:33:43.960 was like multiple pictures. I'm just I don't know, I 0:33:43.960 --> 0:33:48.400 don't care, but it was like multiple back to back. See, 0:33:48.960 --> 0:33:51.040 I really don't know how to I don't know how 0:33:51.040 --> 0:33:53.800 to figure out that. That's another thing. If I if 0:33:53.840 --> 0:33:56.440 I figured out that time, if that's bad for me. 0:33:56.440 --> 0:33:57.640 If I knew they were back to back to back 0:33:57.640 --> 0:34:01.400 and back, I'm like, come on, block, how you you 0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:05.560 would ask what I'm saying. It's just like you know, 0:34:05.760 --> 0:34:11.719 it'll be like such and such, like it's just whack 0:34:11.760 --> 0:34:14.399 because I feel like it sets you up. Nowadays, it's like, hey, 0:34:14.520 --> 0:34:17.920 look who commented I didn't he here Instagram working with 0:34:17.960 --> 0:34:21.480 the ponies. It is that cheating. If somebody said you 0:34:21.600 --> 0:34:24.359 dating a girl and she's liking other guys, I don't 0:34:24.400 --> 0:34:27.319 think like this cheating. I don't because I don't. That's 0:34:27.480 --> 0:34:29.239 that's I don't know about that. But I mean it's 0:34:29.280 --> 0:34:33.239 not cheating. It might be a tad disrespectful, but again 0:34:33.280 --> 0:34:35.560 it's what it's the intent. What is your posting man 0:34:35.600 --> 0:34:39.040 Crush Monday that somebody they're not cheating, But that's just wild. 0:34:40.360 --> 0:34:44.200 That's like diet cheating. It depends on what the person 0:34:44.400 --> 0:34:46.880 is too, Like if you're dating somebody that's like an 0:34:46.920 --> 0:34:49.640 athlete and you put a rapper, it's kind of like, damn, bitch, 0:34:49.719 --> 0:34:52.359 I know that, nigga, Like you can't do nothing like that. 0:34:53.080 --> 0:34:56.520 But I'm taking from face value though, because I'm if 0:34:56.520 --> 0:34:57.719 I'm with you, I'm with you because I know what 0:34:57.840 --> 0:35:00.960 type of person I know, but supposed to like insalue kid. 0:35:01.480 --> 0:35:10.839 I mean, and she's like a college girl or something. Smooth. Man. 0:35:10.960 --> 0:35:12.840 I don't know what you're fetishes, Charlie, but like you 0:35:12.840 --> 0:35:15.279 know what, I don't. That's it. It's the attempt though 0:35:15.320 --> 0:35:17.359 for real, like you know what I'm saying, like like 0:35:17.440 --> 0:35:19.799 a girl might post like a dude that's like a 0:35:19.880 --> 0:35:22.360 gay person, like a gay dude, like a model. You know, 0:35:22.360 --> 0:35:24.839 I'm saying that. Everybody know. It's like, you know, don't 0:35:24.880 --> 0:35:27.360 even like women like okay, I get it, like some 0:35:27.480 --> 0:35:30.359 fashion ship or whatever, but like man crushed, like I'm 0:35:30.400 --> 0:35:33.799 your man to be crushed on every day in fact, 0:35:33.880 --> 0:35:37.520 and nobody over me. I feel like that's Barack Obama. 0:35:37.560 --> 0:35:40.239 She posts him as man ain't the president no more? 0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:47.799 But Charlie, find another word though, you know what, you 0:35:47.800 --> 0:35:50.000 know what you know what the connotation behind man crush 0:35:50.160 --> 0:35:52.919 is though, Like there's a connotation behind it, and that's 0:35:52.920 --> 0:35:55.279 like that's disrespect when you're trying to get under my 0:35:55.320 --> 0:35:59.000 skin or like one do know woman crushed? Like you 0:35:59.000 --> 0:36:01.200 know what I'm saying the same person that hasn't But 0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:04.440 if you put Michelle Obama because she just did something 0:36:04.480 --> 0:36:11.839 phenomenal superman, superwoman, Okay, that's what you can use. Women 0:36:11.840 --> 0:36:14.160 crush your man crush, you have a connotation mind them. 0:36:14.800 --> 0:36:17.320 Because women post other women as their women crush Wednesday. 0:36:17.360 --> 0:36:21.000 Sometimes they might be women would would do something with 0:36:21.040 --> 0:36:25.000 a woman even receive or give or watch or something, 0:36:25.040 --> 0:36:27.239 because women do that for like our friends like to 0:36:27.239 --> 0:36:30.800 shut your friends out, like women friends each other that 0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:36.120 you know this women sucked each other the fantasy. That's why. 0:36:36.200 --> 0:36:39.040 That's why when I say that, I think that like 0:36:39.200 --> 0:36:41.480 any like well I haven't seen one, but if I 0:36:41.480 --> 0:36:46.080 ever see like like a hotel cleaning service, that that's 0:36:46.120 --> 0:36:48.279 every man. That's women. Just say, you know, like that's 0:36:48.320 --> 0:36:51.200 the every man. You're like the main hotel queen of 0:36:51.239 --> 0:36:56.880 her real bull. You want the lady, then make your bed. 0:36:58.719 --> 0:37:01.120 It's not about what you do, it's about you know 0:37:01.160 --> 0:37:06.279 what I'm saying static against that car. It's just like 0:37:07.360 --> 0:37:10.719 security with the best. You know what it is. It's 0:37:10.760 --> 0:37:15.480 the unexpected joint, the unexpected pop off. Like you twenty 0:37:15.560 --> 0:37:20.000 seconds ago, I thought I'd be putting on my jeans 0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:25.640 and trumping my jeans and you I got it. That 0:37:25.719 --> 0:37:29.359 was But then you got to stop telling housekeeping, come 0:37:29.400 --> 0:37:31.399 back on sleep and go take a peek out there. 0:37:31.760 --> 0:37:33.880 It's it's it's like something that that will never happen. 0:37:33.920 --> 0:37:36.440 Like somebody now these things like most of the women 0:37:37.160 --> 0:37:39.279 they're cleaning the rooms and no tell just don't fall 0:37:39.280 --> 0:37:41.160 with them. Might have to send somebody for your birthdays. 0:37:46.239 --> 0:37:49.480 This sounds illegal, sounds mad illegal, and I have nothing 0:37:49.480 --> 0:37:56.440 to do States comments and Vegas is fine, man. We 0:37:56.440 --> 0:37:58.840 can send someone to your door Vegas, of Miami or 0:37:58.880 --> 0:38:01.000 two cities that the first thing I think of in 0:38:01.040 --> 0:38:06.120 them cities. Just hangover, yeah, hangover and you get you 0:38:06.120 --> 0:38:08.880 get you get offered the host of call Miami and 0:38:09.040 --> 0:38:10.919 be like yeah, man, don't get like three thirty five, 0:38:11.040 --> 0:38:14.480 like what what type of coffee do you have for 0:38:14.480 --> 0:38:18.719 me at the door? Like the clothes everywhere else, you 0:38:18.719 --> 0:38:25.680 gotta be you time like yesterday. It's like next week. 0:38:25.760 --> 0:38:28.560 Right now to meet like that is this considered cheating 0:38:28.680 --> 0:38:32.680 somebody massaging your shoulder. Let's just say intent again, and 0:38:32.719 --> 0:38:37.520 I hate to intent that's again, that's that's that falls 0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:40.440 into the light cheating. These two girls are getting it 0:38:40.480 --> 0:38:47.640 on right here, all friends, the intent, the intent, like 0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:52.200 why why are you? Like like I never and I 0:38:52.239 --> 0:38:54.480 struggled with this too, like even if I'm like starting 0:38:54.480 --> 0:38:56.879 to fun with some mind like but like I don't 0:38:56.920 --> 0:38:58.640 never want to be that Neig's like why you you? 0:38:58.719 --> 0:39:00.120 What are you doing this? While you're doing that, I 0:39:00.160 --> 0:39:01.920 just want you to have like be the type of 0:39:01.960 --> 0:39:03.920 woman there to tell me that or just give me 0:39:03.960 --> 0:39:06.319 like that reassurance you know what I'm saying that that 0:39:06.400 --> 0:39:07.560 like you know what I'm saying like this ship ain't 0:39:07.560 --> 0:39:09.839 about that because I'm a man too. I got my pride. 0:39:09.880 --> 0:39:11.440 I ain't about to be like questioning what you're doing. 0:39:12.280 --> 0:39:14.239 But I'm at the point in my life right right 0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:16.680 now where it's like I don't ask any girl that 0:39:16.719 --> 0:39:19.920 I deal with that we haven't really been like officially, 0:39:19.920 --> 0:39:21.680 I don't ask them who they were, why they wear 0:39:21.760 --> 0:39:23.279 that none of that ship. I don't give up. I 0:39:23.280 --> 0:39:25.600 don't I really don't give a funk. I don't care 0:39:25.760 --> 0:39:27.600 do what you want to do, you know what I'm saying. 0:39:27.719 --> 0:39:30.319 But I'm like, but you don't expect like certain things 0:39:30.360 --> 0:39:32.880 because we're not You're not that, We're not that, you know. 0:39:33.040 --> 0:39:34.799 For a woman tries to ask you a question like 0:39:35.200 --> 0:39:38.680 oh wow, I've seen you on Instagram? Who don't bring 0:39:38.719 --> 0:39:41.319 that up? But our girls should be able to ask 0:39:41.320 --> 0:39:47.400 you anything she can. But I'm in the entertainment business, 0:39:47.880 --> 0:39:50.840 you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't baby, oh no, 0:39:51.080 --> 0:39:54.040 Like I'm in the club, but what what the funk? 0:39:54.080 --> 0:39:56.720 I ain't on pulling hub with no because if somebody 0:39:56.760 --> 0:39:58.960 is spending a little insecure and should be able to 0:39:58.960 --> 0:40:02.520 say something like you know, give me example, like you 0:40:02.520 --> 0:40:04.920 can't say a girl is like um, you know what. 0:40:05.840 --> 0:40:07.400 I just want to be honest with you. And bothered 0:40:07.400 --> 0:40:09.839 me when I saw you take a picture and post 0:40:09.880 --> 0:40:12.839 this picture. Say you posted a picture the other day 0:40:12.880 --> 0:40:15.040 with tailor works and said you was a fan or whatever. 0:40:15.440 --> 0:40:17.000 What if she was like, well, that bothered me a 0:40:17.000 --> 0:40:19.000 little bit. And I just want to be honest because 0:40:19.000 --> 0:40:23.759 the way your arm was around her, whatever, my girl, 0:40:24.400 --> 0:40:27.600 this is somebody at dating Yeah, and you guys, because 0:40:27.600 --> 0:40:29.640 you said be able to have open dialogue. I'm not 0:40:29.680 --> 0:40:34.800 having a good what you should say? You tell me 0:40:38.320 --> 0:40:41.280 go ahead, man, But if she's like yeah, that's number 0:40:41.360 --> 0:40:44.160 like like actually, like tell Tailor Brooks, I said, swift 0:40:44.160 --> 0:40:57.399 almost to French front music. It's good for a demographic, man, 0:40:57.640 --> 0:41:02.680 it's good to eat the salaries taking days. But now, no, 0:41:02.840 --> 0:41:04.520 tell us Swiss fans don't come at me. I was 0:41:04.560 --> 0:41:06.120 that was like a black people joke. Women y'all make 0:41:06.160 --> 0:41:08.680 them about. That's when we're not around. I'm always going 0:41:08.719 --> 0:41:19.600 to see a French fry when I'm to give it 0:41:19.640 --> 0:41:26.040 a potato. I actually, like Taylor, you were saying, no no, 0:41:26.160 --> 0:41:31.320 I was, O god, no, no. I mean it depends 0:41:31.360 --> 0:41:33.560 with if we hit that level like that, like it's 0:41:33.640 --> 0:41:35.600 it's go ahead, like stop it. You know what I'm saying, 0:41:35.680 --> 0:41:44.040 Like I ain't come in. Baby's something like that. She's 0:41:44.040 --> 0:41:46.120 gonna point right at her cratch right here, right here. 0:41:49.239 --> 0:41:57.000 I want to sleep. That's all guys, solution. You want 0:41:57.040 --> 0:42:01.200 to make you some of crap class like the baby boy, 0:42:02.680 --> 0:42:05.120 it's like this man's like, man, where am I right now? 0:42:05.200 --> 0:42:07.080 Like but you know in the way it is double 0:42:07.120 --> 0:42:09.280 standards though, but I don't think that. Even a picture 0:42:09.280 --> 0:42:11.319 I took with Taylor wasn't like, no, it wasn't like 0:42:11.560 --> 0:42:13.160 my hands on her ass and nothing like that. Like, 0:42:13.360 --> 0:42:15.600 but somebody might be intimidateding like she's a beautiful woman, 0:42:15.719 --> 0:42:19.520 like you know what I'm saying that I think i'd be. 0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:21.160 I don't think i'd be. I think by the time 0:42:21.280 --> 0:42:23.480 we got that close, I know she's built like that 0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:26.239 because I let I't let any woman if I saw 0:42:26.239 --> 0:42:27.480 a kind of feelings, I'm gonna let them know what 0:42:27.480 --> 0:42:31.120 they're getting into. You know what I'm saying. It's been 0:42:31.160 --> 0:42:33.799 a long time. It's been a long time, long time 0:42:33.840 --> 0:42:36.879 since I've been like in a relationship publicly and everything. Like. 0:42:37.200 --> 0:42:40.040 But it's like, Okay, do I know this person is 0:42:40.040 --> 0:42:43.600 intelligent enough to understand how this this ship, this this game? 0:42:44.280 --> 0:42:47.520 Do I know this person is not using me to 0:42:48.040 --> 0:42:50.319 as a as a steppingstone to get to in the 0:42:50.360 --> 0:42:52.359 world and get out and then get to another level 0:42:52.440 --> 0:42:57.640 and do what she wants. Um is this person? Uh? 0:42:57.920 --> 0:42:59.400 Is she well read it? You know what? Was she 0:42:59.480 --> 0:43:02.160 gonna sound like? Like? You know? I mean, I don't 0:43:02.200 --> 0:43:04.840 I would never date a woman that that's not intelligent. 0:43:05.520 --> 0:43:08.360 I need I need I need another intellectual like that 0:43:08.880 --> 0:43:11.279 to vibe with because you know you half of the 0:43:11.280 --> 0:43:13.440 problem is gone. Chartie. You know what this is. You 0:43:13.440 --> 0:43:15.160 know what I'm saying. You know how this game go. 0:43:15.360 --> 0:43:17.160 You know I do this for a living. You do 0:43:17.200 --> 0:43:18.640 that for a living. This is what you expect that 0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:20.080 at your job, and this is what you gotta expect 0:43:20.080 --> 0:43:23.279 that in my job. She already know. So if we're 0:43:23.280 --> 0:43:26.719 going together, we were like borderline going together. She don't 0:43:26.719 --> 0:43:29.279 even she don't even mention that. She wouldn't even mention 0:43:29.320 --> 0:43:31.759 it to me. She fell away about a picture. She's 0:43:31.800 --> 0:43:35.319 gonna be felling away for the whole life. Entain. Let 0:43:35.360 --> 0:43:36.960 me tell you, let's let me get this right, Shorting. 0:43:37.239 --> 0:43:39.080 You want to be in all my videos, you would 0:43:39.120 --> 0:43:42.440 be every girl in the video. Baby, that's a lot 0:43:42.440 --> 0:43:44.520 of c G. I be every girl in my video 0:43:44.560 --> 0:43:46.120 because I mean, I got to look at the girls 0:43:46.120 --> 0:43:48.440 in my video even more. I gotta do more. So 0:43:48.560 --> 0:43:51.960 what you know what I'm saying? People do do that 0:43:52.000 --> 0:43:54.279 though they'd be using the same boyfriend. You'd be like 0:43:55.840 --> 0:43:58.880 you guys each other. But I don't think no, I 0:43:58.880 --> 0:44:02.839 don't think no girls should even you know, well, you're 0:44:02.840 --> 0:44:08.239 telling girls the black people. Right now, let's talk about 0:44:08.520 --> 0:44:11.520 since we talked about Insecure and the episode of Insecure 0:44:12.000 --> 0:44:16.359 where Easter Ray, the guy she was dating, Nathan, went ghosts. 0:44:16.200 --> 0:44:18.799 He just all of a sudden disappeared, all right, and 0:44:18.840 --> 0:44:27.920 we're gonna get anything. I just got I want to 0:44:27.960 --> 0:44:29.560 friends came to New York when the l A came 0:44:29.640 --> 0:44:32.719 right back, so you can't stream one the guy in 0:44:32.800 --> 0:44:37.799 playing Wildfire slow ship, all right, So the guys people 0:44:38.480 --> 0:44:42.320 spread like this and he just disappeared all of a sudden. 0:44:42.360 --> 0:44:45.080 She's been trying to call him. He's not answering um 0:44:45.120 --> 0:44:46.920 and she has no idea what happened. What are some 0:44:46.960 --> 0:44:49.680 reasons that guys go? But she knows he's good because 0:44:49.680 --> 0:44:52.319 she reached out. He reached out the song people are 0:44:52.440 --> 0:44:56.680 scared of what they actually want. Yeah, I mean I 0:44:56.719 --> 0:44:58.759 came up with this a long time ago. There's a 0:44:58.840 --> 0:45:01.200 luxury and sa and being able to say could have 0:45:01.200 --> 0:45:03.560 with the Shuldar because they could have with the sugar. 0:45:03.600 --> 0:45:07.880 You can control the narrative. You could be like, man, no, no, 0:45:08.120 --> 0:45:11.959 I don't I don't like what it depends what ghost 0:45:12.040 --> 0:45:18.040 could me? I mean, some girls, some girls are one 0:45:18.120 --> 0:45:21.400 night stand. Some girls are one night stand a regular person, 0:45:21.719 --> 0:45:25.000 but because of what they think they can get out 0:45:25.000 --> 0:45:27.359 of certain people, there's no sense things and one nice 0:45:27.360 --> 0:45:31.560 saying it's like, yo, am I still stand, not even 0:45:31.560 --> 0:45:34.600 too nice stands forever and I quit my job, and like, 0:45:34.640 --> 0:45:39.440 what's up. I'm not just saying that. It's a lot 0:45:39.480 --> 0:45:41.040 of people know. I'm just saying that's there. That's the 0:45:41.080 --> 0:45:44.160 goal right there. You know what I'm saying. Well, you 0:45:44.160 --> 0:45:47.399 wanted to bring something up because you're saying you guys 0:45:47.400 --> 0:45:50.040 are friends in there all of a sudden ghosted you. Yeah, 0:45:51.360 --> 0:45:54.520 what happened was she wants to't know what happened? Well, no, 0:45:55.120 --> 0:45:57.440 on the safe let me let me go back to 0:45:57.480 --> 0:46:00.840 the conversation we had. So me and this young gentleman 0:46:00.960 --> 0:46:03.120 right here had a really good friendship. At one point 0:46:03.560 --> 0:46:06.000 we were almost like besties. We spent a lot of 0:46:06.000 --> 0:46:11.800 time together, studio in the crib, smoking, breakfast, airport runs, 0:46:12.640 --> 0:46:17.920 the therapist. Yeah, just kicking it right. Um, I was 0:46:17.960 --> 0:46:21.480 in the relationship. We were friends. Now, I was in 0:46:21.480 --> 0:46:23.680 a relationship. And I met him when I was with 0:46:23.719 --> 0:46:26.239 my significance and I was fairly new to the industry, 0:46:26.400 --> 0:46:29.040 and I just she was a great mentor he was 0:46:29.160 --> 0:46:31.800 kicking it. We we after we met, we were in 0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:34.080 Miami when we met. After we met in Miami, we 0:46:34.120 --> 0:46:36.440 found out that we had mutual friends in Atlanta. So 0:46:36.480 --> 0:46:38.480 when he would come to Atlanta, we would kicking in Atlanta. 0:46:38.680 --> 0:46:42.319 Right then, somehow or another, I guess, people would see 0:46:42.360 --> 0:46:44.360 us oild or whatever. Somebody went back and told my 0:46:44.400 --> 0:46:46.239 significant other than me and him were in some type 0:46:46.280 --> 0:46:50.440 of relationship and that wasn't the case. Yeah, that was 0:46:50.560 --> 0:46:52.879 the case. So that's not why he went. So I 0:46:52.920 --> 0:46:55.040 was trying to figure my life. I was. I think 0:46:55.080 --> 0:46:57.960 that was one of the I was trying to go. 0:46:58.040 --> 0:47:00.640 I was like working with everybody. Yeah, you was on 0:47:00.680 --> 0:47:02.239 a lot. It was around the time when you did 0:47:02.320 --> 0:47:06.759 the the no hands versus that was. It was around 0:47:06.760 --> 0:47:11.480 that time. So anyway, Um, it became an issue between 0:47:11.520 --> 0:47:14.480 me and my relationship at the time because he couldn't 0:47:14.560 --> 0:47:16.680 understand how me and while they became so much close 0:47:16.680 --> 0:47:18.680 friends when we had just met, when we were together. 0:47:18.719 --> 0:47:20.160 He's like, you just met him with me, How your 0:47:20.200 --> 0:47:23.359 besties now and you click with people like that? He said, 0:47:23.400 --> 0:47:25.480 we were friends, Like we're still, we still our friends. 0:47:26.000 --> 0:47:28.600 It's us always been nothing but respect between me and him, 0:47:28.719 --> 0:47:30.720 and while they always been able to have female friends, 0:47:30.760 --> 0:47:33.239 and we've always we've run into each other through the 0:47:33.320 --> 0:47:35.640 years at different events and industry events and concerts and 0:47:35.640 --> 0:47:37.320 backstage and stuff like that, and it's always been respect. 0:47:37.400 --> 0:47:40.120 I just remember riding in the car and you just 0:47:40.440 --> 0:47:44.000 giving me game like ship like a just like everything 0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:47.719 from girls to the like the industry to like just 0:47:47.840 --> 0:47:51.160 like the club scene. And because I was just starting 0:47:51.200 --> 0:47:53.520 to come to Atlanta a lot, you know what I'm saying, 0:47:53.560 --> 0:47:56.319 they wasn't It wasn't really back then and that like that, 0:47:56.400 --> 0:47:59.960 like she'd be like what like shot like supposed to 0:48:00.200 --> 0:48:02.839 go to the studio right around whatever, and it's like 0:48:03.320 --> 0:48:05.719 this is great, Like she don't look at me like 0:48:05.920 --> 0:48:08.439 girls back in d C. Do you know what I'm saying, 0:48:08.440 --> 0:48:10.239 Like they look at me like, oh my God, like 0:48:10.239 --> 0:48:11.960 like at that time, Like you know what I'm saying, 0:48:12.000 --> 0:48:14.279 it was just like a friend, like somebody that you 0:48:14.320 --> 0:48:17.719 know sometimes sometimes sometimes God put people in your life 0:48:17.719 --> 0:48:20.520 at the right time, like to save you from like 0:48:20.560 --> 0:48:22.719 when you right on the edge. Like again, I just 0:48:22.800 --> 0:48:24.719 left in the scope, you know what I'm saying. And 0:48:25.480 --> 0:48:28.120 I know Big West, she's the dry dry helped me 0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:31.200 around a little bit. Um I was torn good, So 0:48:31.239 --> 0:48:33.560 I wasn't. I wasn't broken down, but it's like mentally 0:48:33.680 --> 0:48:36.640 I was broken down, Like I was, like, we had 0:48:36.680 --> 0:48:40.000 a lot of deep conversations. Why did't you're not be 0:48:40.080 --> 0:48:42.200 friends anymore? It's not that we're not friends, but I 0:48:42.280 --> 0:48:45.840 mean it was this the disrupt came when it was 0:48:45.880 --> 0:48:47.960 a problem with my significant others. So I just felt like, 0:48:48.040 --> 0:48:50.600 let me just fall back. You fell back, and I 0:48:51.000 --> 0:48:54.640 know I didn't know what. I didn't know about that drink. 0:48:54.640 --> 0:49:00.320 I didn't know just but I like I always figured 0:49:00.320 --> 0:49:04.560 every woman got a man most times, but it was 0:49:05.080 --> 0:49:07.239 it wasn't. But it wasn't like he didn't know I 0:49:07.360 --> 0:49:09.560 had a man because he was with me right my 0:49:09.600 --> 0:49:11.759 man when we met. So it was all respectful, but 0:49:11.920 --> 0:49:14.440 it was it was nothing but respect. But what happens 0:49:14.520 --> 0:49:16.759 is the outside. To be honest, I don't even know 0:49:17.480 --> 0:49:20.239 who the man is. And maybe I would ask off 0:49:20.280 --> 0:49:22.120 the air because I don't know what it was about 0:49:22.120 --> 0:49:24.279 to happen. But I don't, I don't know. I didn't 0:49:24.320 --> 0:49:26.480 know who I don't. I don't think I ever asked. 0:49:27.040 --> 0:49:28.839 We never had to talk about that because it never 0:49:29.000 --> 0:49:31.360 became an issue. Right, It wasn't stand because our relationship 0:49:31.480 --> 0:49:34.719 don't our friendship wasn't going in that way where I 0:49:34.840 --> 0:49:38.040 had to be like, oh, my man is like I 0:49:38.080 --> 0:49:44.440 ain't know now, can y'all be friends? Like okay, Like 0:49:45.840 --> 0:49:48.000 but you people grow up like grow part just because 0:49:48.040 --> 0:49:51.600 of life. Like like I remember, I don't even even remember, 0:49:51.680 --> 0:49:54.959 Like it was around the time, maybe like the tail 0:49:55.080 --> 0:49:57.600 end of how long, Like we were just talking and 0:49:57.719 --> 0:49:59.800 he was like, man, I'm about the style. I just 0:50:00.120 --> 0:50:01.440 mouse like, you know what I'm saying. He was like, 0:50:01.440 --> 0:50:03.560 I'm gonna have like a last big genre. That's what 0:50:07.440 --> 0:50:09.520 I was just like, you know, and I think about it. 0:50:09.760 --> 0:50:12.280 By this time, I might have just signed with MMG 0:50:12.400 --> 0:50:16.640 maybe and I'm just like, okay, you know what I'm saying. Um, 0:50:18.280 --> 0:50:20.560 it's like we both got new jobs essentially. I guess 0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:23.600 that's the best metaphor. The you like, I got back 0:50:24.160 --> 0:50:28.520 on a major label, you know, my brother, that was 0:50:28.600 --> 0:50:30.480 higher than it was before I even sound when the 0:50:30.600 --> 0:50:33.399 good you know, I'm kind of like skyrocket at that point. 0:50:33.560 --> 0:50:35.319 And then and then and I was really deep into 0:50:35.360 --> 0:50:37.840 my relationship and since there it wasn't like it was 0:50:37.880 --> 0:50:39.560 a problem that me and you were friends. It's just 0:50:39.719 --> 0:50:42.040 that people on the outside looking in was kind of 0:50:42.280 --> 0:50:44.279 my name in a song like people was in this. 0:50:45.320 --> 0:50:47.040 But the reason why I put her name of the 0:50:47.120 --> 0:50:51.279 song is because it was just like like with the 0:50:51.360 --> 0:50:53.239 respect of what I did and how good I was 0:50:53.320 --> 0:50:55.719 at doing maybe like you know me being younger at 0:50:55.760 --> 0:51:00.360 that time, like amused. Like again, women are always my muse. 0:51:00.520 --> 0:51:04.320 Like I can guarantee you that if you came to 0:51:04.400 --> 0:51:06.440 the studio with me, you probably hear like five or 0:51:06.520 --> 0:51:09.480 six times where you and mom used in a certain line. 0:51:09.680 --> 0:51:11.759 Because I'll think of all the women I know or 0:51:11.840 --> 0:51:14.200 that I'm cool with or that I got genuine love for, 0:51:14.680 --> 0:51:18.239 and I'll create like instances where like what they can 0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:20.360 relate to you. Now you see what I mean by 0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:24.880 the women love. Like, oh my god, now that I 0:51:25.000 --> 0:51:27.560 think about this, while dated a girl who didn't like 0:51:27.760 --> 0:51:31.840 me really and he did you and something happened she 0:51:31.880 --> 0:51:35.320 had an issue with me, tet me. I can't remember. 0:51:35.360 --> 0:51:39.000 It was so long ago. It's like it was when 0:51:39.000 --> 0:51:41.719 they had them comedy shows. Remember when Cyper Sounds used 0:51:41.719 --> 0:51:44.160 to do those comedy Yeah, yeah, And I remember I 0:51:44.480 --> 0:51:48.160 haven't dated that many women like that. Maybe she was 0:51:48.280 --> 0:51:52.759 dating you and you were in that happens. Yeah. I 0:51:52.880 --> 0:51:56.279 was like, yeah, those one silent relationships are real, all right, 0:51:56.280 --> 0:52:04.000 Now here's my my my d ms and are you 0:52:04.120 --> 0:52:09.440 kidding me? Me? And then I was like he was 0:52:09.480 --> 0:52:11.680 like yeah, I mean and I was like yawned and yawned, 0:52:11.760 --> 0:52:14.280 and he was like theory, and I was like, yawned, 0:52:14.320 --> 0:52:18.360 and I just want to tell you something. I always tried. No, no, 0:52:18.440 --> 0:52:24.359 I'm not saying nothing crazy. I was who started lay 0:52:24.480 --> 0:52:26.160 up and he just don't step up to the plate 0:52:26.280 --> 0:52:30.000 like I'd be like, oh, here's an away the time 0:52:30.680 --> 0:52:34.680 the time, it was the time she angel is very 0:52:34.800 --> 0:52:37.320 like I always look at it like somebody who's like 0:52:37.400 --> 0:52:39.800 seeing me come up and like see Mike Hawst. And 0:52:39.880 --> 0:52:44.600 she was like like he's a good person, like like, 0:52:45.000 --> 0:52:46.680 and I'm like, man, maybe I can't live up to 0:52:46.719 --> 0:52:51.720 the standards of that. And a lot of her friends 0:52:51.800 --> 0:52:54.520 are like come on, like come on, I know, like 0:52:54.600 --> 0:52:56.800 six niggers that try to talk to you like and 0:52:57.000 --> 0:52:59.000 I feel a lot of her friends fall into that category. 0:52:59.120 --> 0:53:01.040 Up you don't know what their past might have been 0:53:01.120 --> 0:53:03.719 and what we talked about. And you know what I 0:53:03.800 --> 0:53:05.719 told him, I said, well, of course you're gonna like 0:53:05.840 --> 0:53:07.960 girls that other guys like, why would you like? Why 0:53:08.000 --> 0:53:10.320 would you like that? Other people didn't like that? And 0:53:10.360 --> 0:53:14.680 I told her I was profound. That sounds crazy. Of 0:53:14.760 --> 0:53:17.360 course you're gonna don't know, man, Like sometimes, how do 0:53:17.400 --> 0:53:19.160 you think girls feel when they want to talk to you? 0:53:19.480 --> 0:53:22.160 They probably I've never it's been a long time since 0:53:22.200 --> 0:53:25.279 I met girls like, like, did I know like that 0:53:25.400 --> 0:53:28.640 we speak cordially? That Dad was like, yo, I bring like, 0:53:28.760 --> 0:53:30.799 I bring this to the table, like just let's just say, 0:53:30.840 --> 0:53:33.839 you know, not mentally whatever all that. Like, I bring 0:53:33.920 --> 0:53:35.759 this to the table, and I like, you know what, 0:53:35.880 --> 0:53:37.960 I'm trying to see where this can go because in 0:53:38.000 --> 0:53:40.000 any kind of way, I'd be wondering why later like 0:53:40.160 --> 0:53:45.320 kicking to certain people. But I don't know, Like I 0:53:45.440 --> 0:53:48.360 don't It's just like I want at this point, I 0:53:48.440 --> 0:53:50.840 just want you to have something going for yourself and 0:53:50.960 --> 0:54:00.800 just be passionate about something. And never happened, only just 0:54:02.360 --> 0:54:05.200 and it's been some really quality quality man. They've been 0:54:05.239 --> 0:54:09.200 like one time for real. I think and years and 0:54:09.320 --> 0:54:11.839 years of this knowing him the way I was friend, 0:54:13.800 --> 0:54:15.400 I don't even think I'm picking like that. I'm just 0:54:15.480 --> 0:54:17.839 like your hats onto the table. But then it's also 0:54:17.960 --> 0:54:21.640 like and this is my flaw. My trust issues are 0:54:21.880 --> 0:54:28.040 so immense that I trust myself more than I trust. Yeah, 0:54:28.239 --> 0:54:30.720 I trust myself more than trust anybody. Like I literally 0:54:30.800 --> 0:54:34.680 got issues, like issues with within my family that make 0:54:34.760 --> 0:54:37.040 it hard that like a damn like this happened within 0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:40.120 my family. Look, I'm really can't trust, like or I've 0:54:40.120 --> 0:54:42.279 known somebody for twelve years and then this happened, you 0:54:42.280 --> 0:54:44.440 know what I'm saying, Or like you know, I had 0:54:44.440 --> 0:54:46.239 a friend of college that was that was killed by 0:54:46.280 --> 0:54:48.520 his own man, and that one of my best friends 0:54:48.560 --> 0:54:50.759 in school was killed by his own man like on 0:54:50.920 --> 0:54:53.080 some opening door and play madam, what you didn't smoke 0:54:53.120 --> 0:54:55.719 you and rob you? Like so my trust is like 0:54:55.920 --> 0:54:59.520 so distorted and so weird. And you know you see 0:54:59.600 --> 0:55:03.080 stuff like sertain basketball players getting taken for child's pool 0:55:03.160 --> 0:55:08.000 for like like like of what they're working for. Like 0:55:08.480 --> 0:55:11.120 it's just like, man, you know what, like how can 0:55:11.160 --> 0:55:13.160 you blame me? And then it's like the girls that's 0:55:13.200 --> 0:55:15.800 what the secret phone ship like trying to get you 0:55:16.160 --> 0:55:20.759 snoring all that, Like like I know this girl that 0:55:20.880 --> 0:55:23.160 takes pictures of guys without them looking so she can 0:55:23.200 --> 0:55:25.080 have that as insurance in case he tried to act 0:55:26.560 --> 0:55:28.800 that's too much. But then then but then it's a 0:55:28.840 --> 0:55:31.279 problem when they would be like a before we kick it, 0:55:31.400 --> 0:55:34.520 like put your phone away, like but then now it's 0:55:34.520 --> 0:55:41.080 awkward to the dynamic between y'all. Is she But even 0:55:41.120 --> 0:55:43.719 if she was, either way, you're gonna get the bad one. 0:55:44.480 --> 0:55:46.040 If she wasn't gonna do it, now she mad she 0:55:46.080 --> 0:55:48.520 can't do it, and she wasn't gonna do what she's insulted, right, 0:55:49.120 --> 0:55:51.520 so either way, you know what I'm saying, So like, 0:55:51.719 --> 0:55:58.319 how you relax? How do you relax and let them 0:55:58.360 --> 0:55:59.919 get to you. I'm trying to touch your thought because 0:56:01.000 --> 0:56:04.839 fairly now because I said, I got a nostalgic because 0:56:05.920 --> 0:56:08.040 it was it was times where I was I was 0:56:08.080 --> 0:56:09.960 really trying to figure out my neck and he was 0:56:09.960 --> 0:56:11.880 saying like, I don't know if she could see that 0:56:12.080 --> 0:56:15.080 in me or whatever, but she knew a little bit 0:56:15.160 --> 0:56:18.160 like this. That's why I was just trying to like 0:56:18.719 --> 0:56:20.359 get it to the other because it takes me back 0:56:20.400 --> 0:56:21.960 to the time when I was like I didn't know 0:56:22.040 --> 0:56:24.640 what was gonna happen for real. I mean, but things 0:56:24.760 --> 0:56:26.480 was good though, because I was recording with tips. I 0:56:26.560 --> 0:56:29.920 was recoring Gucci Guarti. You know, recy had me in 0:56:29.960 --> 0:56:35.520 the studio where like every fucking body in Atlanta everywhere. Yeah, 0:56:35.560 --> 0:56:40.120 I was everywhere. I was. I was enjoying and had 0:56:40.120 --> 0:56:43.840 a bag when no no had a bag with no radio. 0:56:45.280 --> 0:56:46.880 You know what I'm saying. So I was, I was enjoying. 0:56:47.120 --> 0:56:49.520 And he went in that studio session with Walker and 0:56:49.600 --> 0:56:53.879 did that no hands first sky. It was so late 0:56:54.000 --> 0:56:57.640 and that it was so late at night, bro, I 0:56:57.800 --> 0:57:03.400 was tired, and it's crazy story. I went a Gucci. 0:57:03.520 --> 0:57:05.759 That was the day Gucci had his dinner and I 0:57:05.880 --> 0:57:09.640 went out. I went out. I went to like four places. Man, 0:57:10.239 --> 0:57:16.000 I'm so drunk, so high, so tired, and and and 0:57:16.280 --> 0:57:18.240 I remember I was waiting for Gucci, and that's when 0:57:18.240 --> 0:57:20.360 I that's when I'm at reci for real. I was like, yeo, 0:57:20.400 --> 0:57:23.240 you gotta charge you my phone. So I charged my 0:57:23.320 --> 0:57:26.000 phone up a little bit waiting for Gucci. You know 0:57:26.040 --> 0:57:27.720 what I'm saying. That the engineer was in like my 0:57:27.800 --> 0:57:30.880 ain't coming. He probably he probably tied to what I'm saying. 0:57:31.280 --> 0:57:33.400 So I was like cool, about to leave. So I 0:57:33.520 --> 0:57:35.720 charged my phone and I was leaving out. I was 0:57:35.760 --> 0:57:37.920 with my man sneaking man, and I'll never get it. 0:57:38.200 --> 0:57:40.680 And then Recie, who I didn't really know that well 0:57:40.760 --> 0:57:43.000 at the time. I was like, yo, walking in there, 0:57:43.080 --> 0:57:45.120 you want to do a song with you? And I 0:57:45.240 --> 0:57:51.000 was like, damn, man, like fun with this nig ship hard, bro, 0:57:51.080 --> 0:57:53.880 this ni is cold. You know what I'm saying. I'm 0:57:54.040 --> 0:57:56.320 so tired. I was like, yo, Damn to tell him 0:57:56.360 --> 0:57:58.880 the email, the record. I'm gonna do it tomorrow. Like leave. 0:57:58.920 --> 0:58:01.000 I'm like, you know what I'm saying. And then like 0:58:01.320 --> 0:58:02.960 you know, I ain't no recent at the time, but 0:58:03.040 --> 0:58:10.920 she's looking like, just do the song. So I'm like, 0:58:11.000 --> 0:58:13.439 all right, cool, you know what I'm saying. And Damn 0:58:13.520 --> 0:58:15.960 was like, bro, just suck it up. Bro, you just 0:58:16.160 --> 0:58:18.560 like we're just working man. You just but mind you. 0:58:18.600 --> 0:58:21.640 I was. I've been in four clubs. Lord knows what 0:58:21.840 --> 0:58:23.120 was in my drink. Where I put in my drink, 0:58:23.240 --> 0:58:27.400 nor knows what that was. It was a different time, 0:58:28.160 --> 0:58:31.640 different time, was different town. But they put the beat on. 0:58:31.960 --> 0:58:35.160 You know what I'm saying. I'm already socially awkward. He 0:58:35.320 --> 0:58:36.680 had all like a couple of niggers in there. I'm 0:58:36.720 --> 0:58:39.520 just with my man. I'm like, yo, yo, I'm very 0:58:39.600 --> 0:58:42.560 socially awkward. That's what I'm thinking him up. And then 0:58:42.640 --> 0:58:44.320 I was like, let's play that jump. And then I 0:58:44.400 --> 0:58:46.560 went into this little small room because I was like, 0:58:46.760 --> 0:58:48.120 I don't want them to know how weird I am. 0:58:48.120 --> 0:58:51.960 When I'm right, I'll be like when the sitting upside there, 0:58:52.040 --> 0:58:53.840 I'll be just thinking. I'll be on some wild she 0:58:53.960 --> 0:58:57.120 when I'm right. So I wrote the verse. I was like, man, 0:58:57.400 --> 0:59:00.360 I was like, damn, I rushed his joint, like like 0:59:00.400 --> 0:59:03.320 I wrote it in like like seven or eight minutes. 0:59:03.360 --> 0:59:05.880 It's very fast. And I was like, well, I rushed it. 0:59:05.960 --> 0:59:08.120 I was like, I don't. Don't don't try to like 0:59:08.240 --> 0:59:10.120 clown me in the car, like you know what I'm 0:59:10.120 --> 0:59:11.800 saying that. I was like, He's like no, He's like no, Bro, 0:59:12.240 --> 0:59:14.520 you got it. Bro. He was like bro, and he 0:59:14.640 --> 0:59:18.320 was fucked up too. He was like when he's when 0:59:18.360 --> 0:59:21.600 he's when he's high like drug ladies, Like, Bro, it 0:59:21.680 --> 0:59:25.320 doesn't matter. You never let me to help. So I 0:59:25.400 --> 0:59:27.520 went in the booth and I did that. I was like, bro, 0:59:27.920 --> 0:59:30.439 don't don't clown this verse, bro, like, because that's crazy 0:59:30.440 --> 0:59:34.320 because everybody's in the studio that's got to feel crazy. 0:59:34.880 --> 0:59:38.720 I felt crazy. So I did the verse one take 0:59:38.800 --> 0:59:40.680 though right, I didn't want to take, and I was 0:59:40.760 --> 0:59:42.880 like all right. I took the headphones off and I 0:59:43.000 --> 0:59:46.360 was like, okay, I didn't do no. I didn't do no. 0:59:46.560 --> 0:59:48.000 Like if you listen to it, no ad lives, there's 0:59:48.040 --> 0:59:50.640 no backgrounds, there, no nothing, because at that time I 0:59:50.720 --> 0:59:52.280 didn't I hate it doing it. I didn't like that. 0:59:52.560 --> 0:59:54.160 I was just one of my boys. And I was like, 0:59:54.800 --> 0:59:57.360 I just hope it's like okay. And then I got out. 0:59:57.400 --> 0:59:59.120 I walked out the booth and walk I was l 1:00:00.840 --> 1:00:02.720 and I saw a dam with his like just like 1:00:04.440 --> 1:00:10.520 memory on seven Platinum one, that's seven. But like you know, 1:00:10.760 --> 1:00:12.920 my style of rappers like a little different than that. 1:00:12.960 --> 1:00:14.240 I can go I can dip in none out of 1:00:14.320 --> 1:00:16.880 that lane. But that's the versatility of it is that 1:00:17.000 --> 1:00:19.200 I think you can go into all these different lanes, 1:00:19.240 --> 1:00:21.480 like you could do the strip club banger, but then 1:00:21.560 --> 1:00:23.560 you can do like the lyrical, but then you could 1:00:23.560 --> 1:00:30.080 do then and master of None. Oh stop it. You've 1:00:30.120 --> 1:00:32.320 had so much more success than so many people, So 1:00:32.440 --> 1:00:38.000 I can't master masters Number one. Top the master would 1:00:38.000 --> 1:00:41.240 be the wrapping period, the master of rapping because you 1:00:41.400 --> 1:00:43.640 got all the other ship down. Yeah, I'm not not 1:00:46.600 --> 1:00:48.480 the jack of all trades. Is like I could, I 1:00:48.520 --> 1:00:50.880 could wrap good on everything. Like maybe I haven't mastered 1:00:50.920 --> 1:00:53.240 it because I can't do it on a level where 1:00:53.320 --> 1:00:56.720 the people it falls right into the culture every single time. 1:00:57.000 --> 1:00:59.280 Maybe people are used to a certain ship over and 1:00:59.400 --> 1:01:01.520 over and over or in their brain wash, so when 1:01:01.520 --> 1:01:05.800 they hear something else they think that it's different or whatever. 1:01:05.880 --> 1:01:09.040 They I've one I have one request. I'm not going 1:01:09.120 --> 1:01:13.320 to ask you sard the new project. Sometimes people don't know. 1:01:14.120 --> 1:01:18.360 Sometimes they happen. But um, I just wondered, boy, if 1:01:18.400 --> 1:01:19.560 you if you want to be like, all right, let 1:01:19.600 --> 1:01:22.000 me give a chance of listening to tell what's what 1:01:22.080 --> 1:01:24.360 he got going on. I want to listen to Three 1:01:24.400 --> 1:01:28.040 Days and three Hours. I want them to because that 1:01:28.720 --> 1:01:31.200 is it kind of shows you what I bring to 1:01:31.320 --> 1:01:33.480 the table as far as like an artist and like 1:01:33.880 --> 1:01:36.360 I try to make music that feels like you could 1:01:36.360 --> 1:01:38.720 see it. When I make songs like that, I feel 1:01:38.760 --> 1:01:41.560 like you can close your eyes. Even you guys now 1:01:41.600 --> 1:01:43.360 that have heard it already, I think you should close 1:01:43.360 --> 1:01:46.000 your eyes and listen to Three Days and three Hours. Um. 1:01:46.200 --> 1:01:48.800 Some people have got the concept already and some people 1:01:48.880 --> 1:01:51.240 just growing on because if you hear it in passing, 1:01:51.320 --> 1:01:53.160 if you heard it in the uber or why people 1:01:53.200 --> 1:01:55.120 are talking to you, you're not gonna get it. But 1:01:55.680 --> 1:01:58.160 I'll explain it now because when I do this, all 1:01:58.240 --> 1:02:02.200 my songs les quite up. But it was it's about 1:02:02.920 --> 1:02:07.680 a long distance relationship. And it's four thirty in Eastern time, 1:02:07.720 --> 1:02:10.280 where you have Charty and the am I'm saying, oh, 1:02:10.760 --> 1:02:13.200 when you ask Charty, I'm happy without you. We got 1:02:13.280 --> 1:02:16.000 my doubts CHARTI like and and it's bag. I started 1:02:16.040 --> 1:02:18.080 off like saying, all right, I'm gonna I'm on the West. 1:02:18.120 --> 1:02:21.160 You want these, but I missed you, So it's three days, 1:02:21.600 --> 1:02:23.440 three hours. You know what I'm saying. Like, that's like 1:02:23.560 --> 1:02:26.280 that's the time. I'm three hours back and I'm three 1:02:26.320 --> 1:02:28.680 and three days until I see you. The first versus 1:02:28.760 --> 1:02:31.920 like late night called second verse. If you hear me, 1:02:32.880 --> 1:02:35.360 it's it's it's me getting off stage. That's why it's like, 1:02:35.520 --> 1:02:37.280 uh yo, did she call me? Did she called me? 1:02:37.560 --> 1:02:40.400 And I lost my voice? You can I lost my voice? 1:02:40.440 --> 1:02:41.720 I'm like, yeah, look like you know what I'm saying. 1:02:42.000 --> 1:02:44.280 And I'm I just performing. I just performed in the 1:02:44.320 --> 1:02:47.000 crowd only see your face in So basically I'm saying, 1:02:47.040 --> 1:02:49.480 like I just did, like a big stadium, but all 1:02:49.520 --> 1:02:52.560 I can see is your face. But she's sleeping. You 1:02:52.600 --> 1:02:54.560 know what I'm saying, She's sleeping. That's why I'm leaving 1:02:54.600 --> 1:02:57.600 the voice msgs on the second verse right, and the 1:02:57.760 --> 1:03:01.400 third verse um around the want to I'm home now 1:03:01.480 --> 1:03:03.440 because it's the three days is up. I'm home now, 1:03:03.600 --> 1:03:05.760 like you know what I'm saying. And that's why I say, um, 1:03:06.400 --> 1:03:09.080 we're two days away from celebrating that that very tomorrow 1:03:09.280 --> 1:03:11.040 was to day or something like that or something like that, 1:03:11.200 --> 1:03:13.440 And that basically means I'm I'm like, this is what 1:03:13.680 --> 1:03:15.840 I'm gonna see you tomorrow. You know what I'm saying. 1:03:16.240 --> 1:03:20.280 And I'm around the corner and I'm writing, I'm reciting 1:03:20.320 --> 1:03:23.000 the poem for the third verse, like everything that I 1:03:23.080 --> 1:03:25.880 say is I'm around the corner. Some people don't get 1:03:25.920 --> 1:03:27.680 that because the way we trained to listen to music 1:03:27.800 --> 1:03:31.439 is different now. But I feel like once people put 1:03:31.520 --> 1:03:34.680 that ship together and put that all together, it's gonna 1:03:34.720 --> 1:03:36.919 go like but that's how right now, that's the writer 1:03:37.000 --> 1:03:41.280 that I've evolved in. Let's make sure we re listen it, 1:03:41.320 --> 1:03:44.600 and I understood it. I understand different because I did 1:03:44.760 --> 1:03:47.200 music for most of my life. So when I heard that, 1:03:47.240 --> 1:03:50.160 I'm like, this is dope. Obviously you're a West coast, 1:03:50.200 --> 1:03:51.760 East coast, you know what I mean, it's a different 1:03:51.800 --> 1:03:54.080 coast because once I heard the three hours already, obviously 1:03:54.200 --> 1:03:57.600 that's obviously, but you know, and then since you've been 1:03:57.640 --> 1:03:59.040 in music, you know that a lot of people listen 1:03:59.040 --> 1:04:01.360 to the beating hook first and that doesn't do that song, 1:04:01.520 --> 1:04:04.400 That doesn't do that particular song justice. That's what I 1:04:04.520 --> 1:04:06.840 like about your music, though, Like you you make people 1:04:06.920 --> 1:04:08.880 think like you gotta listen to you, and I'm not 1:04:08.960 --> 1:04:12.560 I'm not afforded that luxury. I'm not afforded that luxury 1:04:12.600 --> 1:04:15.600 because you're you're smart and you know music, right, I'm 1:04:15.600 --> 1:04:17.360 not afforded that luxury for people to go back and 1:04:17.440 --> 1:04:19.640 relisten and be like yo, they're even going to be 1:04:19.680 --> 1:04:21.960 like yeah, and they probably the first fifty second because 1:04:22.000 --> 1:04:24.480 of whatever narrative that that that they've got. You know 1:04:24.480 --> 1:04:26.320 what I'm saying, three days, three hours, like you gotta 1:04:26.480 --> 1:04:29.000 gotta go back, and like you gotta go back and 1:04:29.080 --> 1:04:30.960 listen to it. I need to see something pieces on it. 1:04:31.000 --> 1:04:33.000 I need to see some college kids making short movies 1:04:33.080 --> 1:04:36.600 to that joint. Three days, three hours, bro. Everybody understands 1:04:36.640 --> 1:04:39.040 what a long distance relationship the strain it is, but 1:04:39.160 --> 1:04:43.200 everybody also understands the passion that happens when you unite 1:04:43.240 --> 1:04:45.479 with that soul or that person that you're with. People 1:04:45.480 --> 1:04:47.440 always say with long distance relationships you know each other 1:04:47.560 --> 1:04:50.200 better better because you spend so much more time talking. Wow, 1:04:50.400 --> 1:04:52.920 I never heard that really, like face timing each other 1:04:53.240 --> 1:04:57.360 talking on the phone. It's such a negative connotation behind 1:04:58.240 --> 1:05:00.840 long distance relationships now though, But I never heard you 1:05:00.880 --> 1:05:03.880 get to know. But it makes total sense that it's temptations. 1:05:04.000 --> 1:05:06.680 I feel like from both sides are like even with men, 1:05:07.160 --> 1:05:09.360 I feel like there's a lot of temptations are easy 1:05:09.440 --> 1:05:12.680 access with like women and Instagram and stuff like that. 1:05:13.240 --> 1:05:16.000 I want somebody so much that I needed. I want 1:05:16.000 --> 1:05:17.960 to love somebody so much that I needed that she 1:05:18.040 --> 1:05:19.960 can get to me as soon as possible. I want 1:05:19.960 --> 1:05:22.200 to love somebody that is in a position that can 1:05:22.240 --> 1:05:25.280 do that if if I if I got it. So 1:05:25.400 --> 1:05:27.400 the money is not the issue. Getting near a flight 1:05:27.440 --> 1:05:31.080 ain't the issue, but like the procedure and doing that 1:05:31.520 --> 1:05:33.080 I might not have the time to do that. I'm 1:05:33.120 --> 1:05:36.200 doing interviews all day. I'm just doing it like I 1:05:36.320 --> 1:05:39.360 want to see like like hey, I'm insued, Like yeah, 1:05:39.440 --> 1:05:41.280 well i'm issued too, and I just took off. I'm 1:05:41.280 --> 1:05:43.800 about to come. I might to come fly there. That's 1:05:43.840 --> 1:05:45.600 when you get into that level like this ain't this 1:05:45.640 --> 1:05:48.360 ain't we ain't just working around like she's gonna come 1:05:48.400 --> 1:05:52.080 see me, like spontaneity, but she also got her own. 1:05:52.280 --> 1:05:54.320 It's it's it's a multiple thing because I don't care 1:05:54.320 --> 1:05:56.360 about the little foul hunt it out to flight whatever like. 1:05:56.880 --> 1:05:58.920 But it's more so like I can just get on 1:05:59.040 --> 1:06:01.320 the plane and do this because I liked this nigked like. 1:06:01.680 --> 1:06:05.240 It means multiple things. It means one on the flat services. 1:06:05.640 --> 1:06:08.920 I got enough money to do this spontane spontaneously. I 1:06:08.960 --> 1:06:12.160 got enough money to do this too. I really really 1:06:12.240 --> 1:06:16.040 miss you, dog, like I really miss you dog. You're 1:06:16.240 --> 1:06:18.520 you're my friend at this point, like I missed you. 1:06:18.560 --> 1:06:21.560 I missed the little things about you. It's like, Slim, 1:06:21.640 --> 1:06:23.640 you're really doing like you're doing this like you you 1:06:23.800 --> 1:06:26.240 you you you thought enough. That's that's why I haven't 1:06:26.280 --> 1:06:29.520 really I haven't received a birthday present. From a woman 1:06:30.320 --> 1:06:36.600 that says she really liked me, like a thoughtful one ever, 1:06:37.920 --> 1:06:39.720 like a pair of ja like I got all the 1:06:39.800 --> 1:06:44.360 jade's Like what I work at the gas station. You 1:06:44.400 --> 1:06:45.919 know what I'm saying, Like you could get something that's 1:06:45.920 --> 1:06:50.840 way cheaper, like something like oh, I gotta I gotta record, Like, um, 1:06:51.640 --> 1:06:55.400 I gotta record. I got this obscure record that maybe 1:06:55.440 --> 1:06:58.360 oh I heard in the interview that you you're guilty pleasures, 1:06:58.400 --> 1:07:00.360 wake me up before you go go. Like, know what 1:07:00.360 --> 1:07:03.640 I'm saying. I got the vinyl for you, Like it's 1:07:03.920 --> 1:07:06.680 a funny gift, but I framed it and it's it's 1:07:06.720 --> 1:07:08.800 in a joy we put on some creative ship. Some 1:07:08.880 --> 1:07:12.040 people are not creative that has that element to her. 1:07:12.920 --> 1:07:15.520 That's what I'm saying, Like I tweeted the other day, 1:07:15.840 --> 1:07:18.040 if you're if you're not creative, do not day to 1:07:18.080 --> 1:07:22.160 creative save yourself, not even a fact of being creative, 1:07:22.200 --> 1:07:25.760 but that too. But when you're dealing with somebody who 1:07:25.880 --> 1:07:28.640 can do just about anything for themselves, you have to 1:07:28.720 --> 1:07:31.160 go to the thoughtful because the money, the money value 1:07:31.200 --> 1:07:33.280 don't really matter when there's somebody that can buy eighteen 1:07:33.280 --> 1:07:35.480 of what you just bought to Mary at once. You 1:07:35.520 --> 1:07:37.400 know what I'm saying. This the fact that you took 1:07:37.800 --> 1:07:41.440 the thought out to really make it a personal, thoughtful 1:07:41.480 --> 1:07:42.960 gift or something that you know that person is really 1:07:42.960 --> 1:07:44.560 going to appreciate it. And then it's like I got 1:07:44.880 --> 1:07:46.560 I got a little part of me that's a little 1:07:46.600 --> 1:07:49.640 bit like okay, um u, I feel like I'm I'm 1:07:50.240 --> 1:07:53.640 I'm overly kind sometimes, you know what I'm saying. But like, okay, 1:07:53.720 --> 1:07:57.120 let's say it's a girl that does as a painter, 1:07:58.040 --> 1:08:00.560 but I'm not a fan of her work, Like just 1:08:01.200 --> 1:08:03.240 I'm not. I don't think just because you like somebody, 1:08:03.240 --> 1:08:05.240 you gotta like this, you know what I'm saying. So 1:08:05.600 --> 1:08:10.560 like I'm not gonna like you know, i might feel 1:08:10.680 --> 1:08:13.640 weird about the painting, I'm gonna love it for another 1:08:13.760 --> 1:08:17.120 reason because at the time and effort from from a 1:08:17.240 --> 1:08:22.479 taste perspective, you know what I'm saying, And if if 1:08:22.520 --> 1:08:24.719 it makes her happy, I'll put it up. But I would, 1:08:24.760 --> 1:08:26.280 you know, maybe find a way to be like yo, 1:08:26.439 --> 1:08:32.400 like you know it. But again I didn't. Again, if 1:08:32.439 --> 1:08:34.280 I knew this was her passion and she wanted to 1:08:34.400 --> 1:08:37.120 do this, I would just pay for her to go 1:08:37.320 --> 1:08:40.320 learn it. Like better, or learn from different people, or 1:08:40.400 --> 1:08:43.200 put her around people that do that. I'd pay for it, 1:08:43.320 --> 1:08:45.240 because the girl ever gonna tattoo of you want her? 1:08:46.280 --> 1:08:50.280 That's not a fan like someone you're dating. Okay, okay, 1:08:50.640 --> 1:08:52.920 we was, we was. We was, man, that was my 1:08:53.360 --> 1:08:55.519 I was my best friend for a while. But when 1:08:55.560 --> 1:08:59.840 it was when it started just deteriorate. Um, it just 1:09:00.040 --> 1:09:02.639 made me I just didn't love myself as much because 1:09:02.640 --> 1:09:04.439 it was certain things that she would say to me 1:09:04.520 --> 1:09:06.800 that would really hurt me. You know what I'm saying, 1:09:06.880 --> 1:09:09.280 like and I'm I'm I'm the only thing that can 1:09:09.400 --> 1:09:11.080 hurt me is my family and my career. For real, 1:09:11.960 --> 1:09:13.760 my family, my career is the only thing. Like what 1:09:13.800 --> 1:09:15.559 I'm saying. If you're my close friend, you're my family. 1:09:15.680 --> 1:09:19.240 So you know, if if I got a close friend 1:09:19.320 --> 1:09:22.320 that like the lost their job and then they kind 1:09:22.320 --> 1:09:25.520 of figure it out, I'm hurt. I gotta even mcmiller, 1:09:25.600 --> 1:09:27.559 God bless them. You know, I talked them three days 1:09:27.560 --> 1:09:29.880 for he passed. Like, that's family that hurt me. You 1:09:29.920 --> 1:09:32.720 know what I'm saying, career and stuff like, man, it's 1:09:33.360 --> 1:09:35.479 everybody hate me, Like what did I do? Wouldn't I 1:09:35.600 --> 1:09:37.560 become the villain like they hurt me, you know what 1:09:37.600 --> 1:09:42.000 I'm saying. And when you have kids, that ship is 1:09:42.040 --> 1:09:45.000 another pain. If somebody use your kids and put your 1:09:45.080 --> 1:09:48.560 name in the negative connotation any kind of way. That 1:09:48.680 --> 1:09:53.720 ship hurt like unbelievably, can't can't sleep though, and it's 1:09:53.760 --> 1:09:55.880 something that you really can't even explain. And I never 1:09:55.960 --> 1:09:58.560 talked about it. I never talked about that side. I 1:09:58.680 --> 1:10:01.240 never talked about like you know, I always talk about 1:10:01.280 --> 1:10:05.799 the the respect and admiration I have for my daughter's 1:10:05.880 --> 1:10:09.559 mother for being such a good mother, But I never 1:10:09.600 --> 1:10:12.840 talked about the pain that comes with being a father 1:10:12.960 --> 1:10:17.880 on the road. I'm not Kevin Laws or you know. 1:10:18.000 --> 1:10:20.920 Russell Simmons was like I could fly my daughter and 1:10:21.120 --> 1:10:24.559 nanny her mother and everything with me, and I could 1:10:24.600 --> 1:10:27.679 do everything like I wish I was. And I'm gonna 1:10:27.720 --> 1:10:29.760 keep running until I can maybe be that. If I 1:10:29.840 --> 1:10:32.160 can be that, or if I gotta go, then she 1:10:32.400 --> 1:10:34.840 she's good. Like you know what I'm saying, I'm I'm 1:10:35.160 --> 1:10:37.280 gonna do everything I can be like that dad that 1:10:37.400 --> 1:10:39.519 can do that as she get oldercause she's only two now, 1:10:39.960 --> 1:10:42.080 so I got a little time to cook up stuff. 1:10:42.479 --> 1:10:46.080 But I made the decision within myself, Like, yo, I 1:10:46.200 --> 1:10:48.000 do a lot to make her and her mother happy. 1:10:48.400 --> 1:10:52.280 I'm gonna try to find something happiness myself. That's why 1:10:52.439 --> 1:10:53.960 when we talked to the party, I was like, Yo, 1:10:54.280 --> 1:10:57.200 let's talk to him because I gotta figure it out 1:10:57.800 --> 1:11:00.000 on a personal level. You know, we can't have can't 1:11:00.000 --> 1:11:02.120 had that converse. You can't have this conversation to We 1:11:02.120 --> 1:11:04.639 can't Charlot Mayne would cut in with an intensitive joke 1:11:04.680 --> 1:11:08.600 by now, but we like, I gotta find it or 1:11:09.280 --> 1:11:12.920 I'm gonna probably break down. Black Bonnie is a real thing. 1:11:13.360 --> 1:11:16.720 It's an idea of a woman that that even if 1:11:16.800 --> 1:11:19.960 even if she don't work, but if she's dedicated to 1:11:20.760 --> 1:11:23.479 helping your braind and keeping your brain and like and 1:11:23.600 --> 1:11:26.320 like dedicated to you, and she's like that, Like at 1:11:26.360 --> 1:11:27.800 this point in my life, I wouldn't even do no 1:11:27.880 --> 1:11:31.439 prenup if she was dedicated like that, like my woman, 1:11:31.600 --> 1:11:34.240 my everything, my my my, my, my whole globe, my 1:11:34.320 --> 1:11:37.240 whole universe. I'm not gonna do no prenup. I'd be 1:11:37.320 --> 1:11:39.280 like my ship man, you're helping me, just like a 1:11:39.360 --> 1:11:42.160 manager would. But it's also you my girl too, so 1:11:42.400 --> 1:11:44.280 you feel like you passed up on some good girls 1:11:44.360 --> 1:11:47.840 before that you should have maybe pursued more with I 1:11:47.960 --> 1:11:50.040 don't I think the girls that I think I lost 1:11:50.160 --> 1:11:55.720 them to other men, or two maybe I sucked up 1:11:55.880 --> 1:11:58.880 because I got Sometimes I feel like things are timing 1:11:58.960 --> 1:12:01.000 to like sometimes you could be with somebody great, but 1:12:01.120 --> 1:12:04.040 for you, you're not ready to accept that into your 1:12:04.840 --> 1:12:07.680 just I just I just announced to my friends. I'm like, yo, 1:12:07.760 --> 1:12:09.760 you think I think I'm ready. I think I'm ready, 1:12:09.800 --> 1:12:12.559 Like I'm ready to at least try. And the one 1:12:12.680 --> 1:12:15.439 obstacle I got to hurt over is this the trust thing? 1:12:15.479 --> 1:12:18.200 Because it's like I kick it with a girl and 1:12:18.280 --> 1:12:22.360 they'd be like, I can't even enjoy this bride my bad, 1:12:22.680 --> 1:12:29.720 this girl bride ain't bad. I can't enjoy it. I 1:12:29.760 --> 1:12:33.240 can't enjoy this this girl company because I'm likely right 1:12:33.240 --> 1:12:35.479 now I'm thinking, like, yo, why why you like me 1:12:35.600 --> 1:12:37.960 like that? What you think everything is? Every moment is 1:12:38.000 --> 1:12:46.360 gonna be loaded flower, you know, because because my sister 1:12:46.400 --> 1:12:48.000 and something She's like when we was on she's like, 1:12:48.240 --> 1:12:50.679 she's like the idea of you, girls, like the idea 1:12:50.800 --> 1:12:53.800 of you because you know you you you got the 1:12:53.960 --> 1:12:57.320 rowdy persona. I mean I'm rowedy in real life, but 1:12:57.400 --> 1:12:59.479 like you got the rowdy when you when you're mad, 1:12:59.600 --> 1:13:02.840 you yell, but you also like got a book full 1:13:02.880 --> 1:13:05.679 of poems. You know what I'm saying that will connect 1:13:05.720 --> 1:13:08.960 with women. What's the worst thing that I happened? Right, 1:13:09.040 --> 1:13:11.840 say you dat a girl and it just doesn't work out. 1:13:12.280 --> 1:13:18.880 I think that, But that's the best. No, no, no 1:13:19.439 --> 1:13:22.679 you have as far as like conflict. No, no, children 1:13:22.720 --> 1:13:25.519 are I want to have more children because I really 1:13:25.600 --> 1:13:28.439 think that A it's about get into something, but take 1:13:28.479 --> 1:13:30.720 your time with it and enjoy it, right, And you 1:13:30.760 --> 1:13:32.840 don't got to rush into it and say when I 1:13:32.920 --> 1:13:34.680 start dating somebody, this is somebody who have to be 1:13:34.760 --> 1:13:35.880 with this my be all and do or I have 1:13:35.960 --> 1:13:38.320 to trust them right away? Of course not, but why 1:13:38.400 --> 1:13:40.639 not just go into something to have a good time, 1:13:41.240 --> 1:13:45.799 enjoy it, take it slow and see where the animal 1:13:45.840 --> 1:13:51.000 instinking me? Right? Yeah, I just think that Like before 1:13:51.040 --> 1:13:53.559 my baby mother had another girl, we we was real 1:13:53.680 --> 1:13:56.280 real close than the one before her. Right, this is 1:13:56.320 --> 1:13:58.040 when I did. At this point, I'm still working in 1:13:58.080 --> 1:14:02.320 the shoestore on d C. Right, we were super intimate. 1:14:03.200 --> 1:14:06.160 The first night, the first night we we we kicked it. 1:14:06.880 --> 1:14:09.320 We ended up being together and like even to this day, 1:14:09.439 --> 1:14:12.080 like I don't know where she got whatever. I think 1:14:12.120 --> 1:14:14.640 she got like two kids, now somewhere was she she was? 1:14:14.720 --> 1:14:17.320 She danced for a while too, but like I remember, 1:14:17.439 --> 1:14:21.280 like her giving me a stack a stack, like at 1:14:21.360 --> 1:14:24.120 this point in my life, I was maybe like one, 1:14:24.720 --> 1:14:26.920 give me a stack to go to the Lanta, Like 1:14:27.000 --> 1:14:28.800 I don't know, I know these labels trying to all 1:14:28.840 --> 1:14:31.240 alet you you need some money, like like she set 1:14:31.320 --> 1:14:35.120 the ball for those type of women, but this is 1:14:35.160 --> 1:14:38.560 also the same person she she got. Um, how do 1:14:38.640 --> 1:14:40.880 I say this for tho, Aaron? I don't want to 1:14:41.080 --> 1:14:43.639 put the puzzles together. Back home, she got real sick 1:14:44.160 --> 1:14:46.719 and I took care of her, you know what I'm saying, 1:14:46.880 --> 1:14:49.640 working double and making sure she had the everything she 1:14:49.720 --> 1:14:52.760 needed and went with and at some point, for no 1:14:52.920 --> 1:14:56.840 reason at all, she cheated when she got healthy. What 1:14:56.920 --> 1:15:01.720 I'm saying, Um, And it kind of I think, and 1:15:01.800 --> 1:15:03.800 you know all girls like oh you always you hopping 1:15:03.880 --> 1:15:05.840 up with some girl from years ago, and you guys 1:15:05.880 --> 1:15:10.680 were young, but I just think that yeah, yeah, it's 1:15:10.680 --> 1:15:13.719 it's petty, and it's it's it's it's immature. But whatever. 1:15:13.920 --> 1:15:17.919 I love sucking. Uh, Marcus Houston and those guys inature. 1:15:18.320 --> 1:15:26.400 I was like, she cheated with Marcus Houston beginning though, 1:15:26.520 --> 1:15:28.679 But it's a part of me though, It's really still 1:15:28.680 --> 1:15:32.040 a part of me. Yeah, because when you're young and immature, 1:15:32.120 --> 1:15:34.479 you make that's when you're supposed to make mistakes. You 1:15:34.600 --> 1:15:37.439 learn from them. Man. I remember I was at the 1:15:37.560 --> 1:15:39.960 flu man. I didn't go to school nothing. I just 1:15:40.880 --> 1:15:43.600 speed didn't run the red lights to our house just 1:15:44.040 --> 1:15:48.560 to argue, because yeah, how you found out. If I 1:15:48.680 --> 1:15:52.280 tell you're gonna think I'm psycho, we already know you are. Yeah, 1:15:52.520 --> 1:15:59.000 it's a different level of dexter investigation, like having a 1:15:59.080 --> 1:16:03.519 little pool. I'm going to get this tested. First of all, 1:16:03.600 --> 1:16:06.120 I think she of all, I think I think I 1:16:06.160 --> 1:16:10.519 don't want her. I don't like I never love and respect. 1:16:10.520 --> 1:16:16.920 I'm not trying to throw one. I think first of all, 1:16:16.920 --> 1:16:18.760 I think she was she had like like like a 1:16:18.840 --> 1:16:21.960 bitch too. I think she had a ship. But at 1:16:22.000 --> 1:16:25.000 that point, that point in my life, I kid a 1:16:25.080 --> 1:16:28.080 little bit like if if if you if you want 1:16:28.080 --> 1:16:31.639 a broad, I don't think I would really care. Yeah, 1:16:32.920 --> 1:16:34.760 But then and then it was like I found out 1:16:34.880 --> 1:16:37.000 like she you know, she was open to a lot 1:16:37.000 --> 1:16:38.800 of niggas, Like a niggas was like hardnight. She was 1:16:39.120 --> 1:16:41.479 receiving it and she kicked it with a couple of niggas. 1:16:41.560 --> 1:16:44.400 Whether it happened or not, it's between them and them too. 1:16:44.479 --> 1:16:47.880 But I knew it, and that the kind of shade 1:16:47.920 --> 1:16:51.560 me and then I had. Then I was really infatuated 1:16:51.600 --> 1:16:54.840 with this girl in the industry earlier micro and I 1:16:55.040 --> 1:16:58.000 was so I felt so like I wasn't on her level. 1:16:58.400 --> 1:17:03.920 I felt like you know what I'm saying, because we've 1:17:03.960 --> 1:17:07.240 seen you take that little slippers, but you kept going 1:17:07.320 --> 1:17:11.400 and something so observing. I was just like, you know, 1:17:11.600 --> 1:17:14.120 I was so enamored where everything she was, how how 1:17:14.240 --> 1:17:18.960 creative she was, and how freeze she was. And she 1:17:19.200 --> 1:17:21.280 was like I mean obviously was a big star and 1:17:21.479 --> 1:17:23.879 I'm you know, uh, and I was just like enamored 1:17:23.920 --> 1:17:26.560 were and I was just ready, like you know, I 1:17:26.720 --> 1:17:30.160 was like head over heels, like for real, like anything, 1:17:31.439 --> 1:17:33.559 like you know, I'm not rich, like this person had 1:17:33.720 --> 1:17:36.400 like right a lot more than that we could never have. 1:17:37.200 --> 1:17:41.559 And I was just so enamored with her spirit, her drive, 1:17:41.680 --> 1:17:45.679 her creativity, every spontaneity. It was just all the boxes 1:17:45.760 --> 1:17:50.599 was checked, and I remember just I remember being wherever 1:17:50.720 --> 1:17:53.120 I was. I'm not trying to leave too many clues, 1:17:53.120 --> 1:17:55.519 but I remember I was. I remember I just heard 1:17:55.600 --> 1:17:59.200 like I'm getting back on my ex, and I was 1:17:59.280 --> 1:18:02.479 like one of the at as they like, I'm trying 1:18:02.520 --> 1:18:03.880 to hold it tight, you know what I'm like. But 1:18:03.960 --> 1:18:06.000 I'm like, and I think I think I kind of 1:18:06.120 --> 1:18:09.600 changed forever that day, forever, Like I didn't become the 1:18:09.960 --> 1:18:13.200 super villain. Maybe maybe I became the Maybe I became 1:18:13.240 --> 1:18:16.400 the anti hero twice. Yes, Like your heart was broken 1:18:16.439 --> 1:18:19.680 twice and that's why, and you can't really I mean, 1:18:19.720 --> 1:18:23.880 I feel like that happens to Maybe it's a lot 1:18:23.960 --> 1:18:27.439 of people what I'm saying, Like we carry sometimes we 1:18:27.600 --> 1:18:30.000 carry stuff with us. I don't think your heart could 1:18:30.000 --> 1:18:33.400 be broken identically twice because after the first one, it's 1:18:33.439 --> 1:18:35.519 like it don't hurt as much, it's a little. If 1:18:35.560 --> 1:18:38.200 it happens two or three times, you turn into like 1:18:39.439 --> 1:18:41.320 you think you hurt my feelings? Wh should we hurt 1:18:41.320 --> 1:18:45.679 your feelings? A best friend of person, said person comes through, 1:18:46.080 --> 1:18:49.880 go best friend, go best friend, my best friend, my 1:18:50.040 --> 1:18:52.880 best friend. Now you know what I'm saying. Now we 1:18:53.000 --> 1:18:54.680 feel like now you know, like you know how to 1:18:54.720 --> 1:18:56.680 push people button for real, like when women know how 1:18:56.720 --> 1:18:58.720 to do way more than men because women know how 1:18:58.760 --> 1:19:01.320 to hold that ship together. Definitely know how to press buttons. 1:19:01.400 --> 1:19:02.960 But I think like the first time I got my 1:19:03.080 --> 1:19:05.120 heart broke, I was like, I'm never gonna let this 1:19:05.240 --> 1:19:08.519 happen again. So the second time that had happened, it 1:19:08.680 --> 1:19:10.760 was worse for me. But I think it was because 1:19:10.760 --> 1:19:13.559 I was old. I lived with the person the first time. 1:19:13.560 --> 1:19:15.920 I was like my first love, like you know, I 1:19:16.040 --> 1:19:18.880 was still kind of young growing up, but I was devastated. 1:19:19.160 --> 1:19:21.200 But when I lived with that was the only person 1:19:21.240 --> 1:19:23.640 I've lived with my life whatever, And when me and 1:19:23.760 --> 1:19:26.080 him broke up, it was like worse to me. So 1:19:26.240 --> 1:19:28.800 I feel like you do a girl with a girl 1:19:28.880 --> 1:19:32.120 one time, and I found out like like I was 1:19:32.760 --> 1:19:38.360 all right, drink drink uh one day. We lived in 1:19:38.439 --> 1:19:40.600 a small I'm not trying to drop clues because I 1:19:40.680 --> 1:19:44.479 want to smokes. That's what happened. I went through a phone. 1:19:45.520 --> 1:19:50.040 It was less technology back then, so I can kind 1:19:50.080 --> 1:19:52.640 of figure it out, like right, and you know, I 1:19:52.720 --> 1:19:54.800 had been out of the country for a while and 1:19:54.920 --> 1:19:59.280 I've seen like me me at the station Smiley phase 1:19:59.400 --> 1:20:01.880 and all that, like, and I just I stopped going though, 1:20:01.880 --> 1:20:04.080 because I could have kept going, and I just stopped. 1:20:04.120 --> 1:20:05.680 You know what it was, I'd have went through all 1:20:05.720 --> 1:20:25.040 of them. That's how Mario wanting to the time anything, everybody, everybody, everybody, 1:20:25.120 --> 1:20:31.040 everybody in this room, that tap day foot or about yeah, 1:20:32.600 --> 1:20:35.200 the first that's a different type of her. That's a 1:20:35.280 --> 1:20:40.120 different type of her. I'm not the wait test. So 1:20:40.200 --> 1:20:43.200 you went through the phone so that and I don't 1:20:43.240 --> 1:20:44.920 even remember what happened, but I just know it didn't 1:20:44.960 --> 1:20:47.000 last much longer to that and then you were living together. 1:20:47.080 --> 1:20:49.720 So now that's a whole separation. And I was so young, 1:20:49.920 --> 1:20:51.720 so I was like looking back and I'm like, why 1:20:51.720 --> 1:20:54.320 am I living with money? Like you know what I'm saying, 1:20:54.360 --> 1:20:56.519 but whatever, Like the thing is that I love a 1:20:56.560 --> 1:20:59.160 shorty still though, Like we've grown up, we're grown up, 1:20:59.240 --> 1:21:01.439 and we're grown probably I don't even bring it out, 1:21:02.040 --> 1:21:04.160 so you're still cool. You know that she came back 1:21:04.320 --> 1:21:08.120 and wanted you back. And she's one of the most 1:21:08.160 --> 1:21:13.200 beautiful woman I've ever like physically beautiful women I've ever known. 1:21:13.560 --> 1:21:19.519 And her family is amazing like everything. But I know 1:21:19.600 --> 1:21:22.320 I didn't know, Like like J said, like people grow up. 1:21:22.680 --> 1:21:24.680 You know what I'm saying, Like I don't want to 1:21:24.760 --> 1:21:29.560 bring the knights, I can't sleep and the torment of 1:21:29.640 --> 1:21:31.439 the industry. I don't want to bring that in nobody 1:21:31.479 --> 1:21:34.840 in the relationship. I'm not ready, like you said, was ready. 1:21:34.880 --> 1:21:39.040 I'm not ready for that, like like okay, like for instance, 1:21:39.120 --> 1:21:43.000 like I want to keep everybody away from like all right, 1:21:43.080 --> 1:21:47.760 fensis okay, um when Mac passed away, like let's say 1:21:47.760 --> 1:21:50.240 I had like a girl living girlfriend or something like 1:21:50.320 --> 1:21:56.840 that and she's trying to console me, I probably would 1:21:56.880 --> 1:22:01.160 have argue with her. And I don't know why. Well 1:22:01.240 --> 1:22:07.120 I do know why, because I mean, I mean so tried. 1:22:07.439 --> 1:22:09.920 I tried. No, I was in my mind. I was 1:22:10.000 --> 1:22:14.360 in my head, so you know what, It's like I needed. 1:22:14.800 --> 1:22:16.720 I don't know what I needed. That's the problem. I 1:22:16.760 --> 1:22:18.920 don't know what I needed. I just know when I 1:22:19.040 --> 1:22:25.320 found out, Jay Cole called me, and the message got 1:22:25.360 --> 1:22:28.960 to me in a weird way because somebody would receive me. 1:22:28.960 --> 1:22:31.479 I think recon was trying to tell me you like 1:22:31.600 --> 1:22:34.040 your boy, I thought, and I don't know, you know 1:22:34.120 --> 1:22:36.439 her accent thing. I just rested off and I'm like, 1:22:37.120 --> 1:22:39.720 I'm in the booth, I'm making a song and I 1:22:39.840 --> 1:22:41.880 keep getting a lot of texts, but my joint doesn't show. 1:22:42.520 --> 1:22:45.880 And then Cold told me. Cold called me, and then 1:22:45.960 --> 1:22:49.439 he told me, and like I went through the stages 1:22:49.520 --> 1:22:52.639 of grief and like fifteen seconds, like it was like crazy. 1:22:52.680 --> 1:22:56.040 I was like nah no no, He's like yes, bro, yes, 1:22:56.120 --> 1:23:00.640 bro no no no no nah nah and then they 1:23:00.760 --> 1:23:03.760 just started going like it just I couldn't stop. So 1:23:04.360 --> 1:23:07.479 I'm pacing the house, I'm walking outside. I come back 1:23:07.560 --> 1:23:12.559 down a little. It's here's a little small beautiful moment 1:23:12.600 --> 1:23:15.599 in this. I don't know if somebody told my daughter 1:23:15.720 --> 1:23:17.840 or what, but like she came out as with a cookie. 1:23:18.240 --> 1:23:26.960 She's like daddy's sad, sad. And I was like, I said, 1:23:26.960 --> 1:23:30.560 I was my eyes, my eyes with my room, like no, 1:23:30.720 --> 1:23:33.040 that he's not sad. Like no, that he's not sad. 1:23:34.160 --> 1:23:37.560 Oh okay. And then I just took the cookie. I 1:23:37.640 --> 1:23:39.560 just ate a little piece and I just laughed a 1:23:39.600 --> 1:23:42.360 little bit, pace a little bit and started crying more. 1:23:42.600 --> 1:23:45.200 You know what I'm saying. And it's like that night 1:23:46.960 --> 1:23:51.000 I literally could have been like an insane solum. Literally 1:23:51.880 --> 1:23:53.880 if what if I had a living girlfriend that moment, 1:23:54.040 --> 1:23:57.160 like she she won't understand, like the pain. There's paint 1:23:57.200 --> 1:24:00.200 this pain inside me that nobody know. Bro. Like the 1:24:01.880 --> 1:24:04.960 thirtieth Mac Mac sent the texted me on the thirtieth 1:24:05.400 --> 1:24:06.720 He's like, Yo, Bro, wants you to come here in 1:24:06.760 --> 1:24:08.559 this video. You know what I'm saying. I like, Bro, 1:24:08.640 --> 1:24:10.280 I don't know, man, I got I'm got to go 1:24:10.280 --> 1:24:12.360 see my daughter, my mother, my mother being DC. I 1:24:12.400 --> 1:24:13.800 don't know. But if I can't, I got you like 1:24:15.120 --> 1:24:16.920 and like, you know, the day before left the l A, 1:24:17.439 --> 1:24:20.040 John Gager, one of my mutual friends, was like yo. 1:24:20.400 --> 1:24:22.559 He was like, um, yeah, we have Max House, He'll 1:24:22.640 --> 1:24:24.439 come through. And I was with hit Boy all day 1:24:24.560 --> 1:24:27.760 making music and I was like, man, in my mind though, 1:24:27.840 --> 1:24:29.600 I was like I wanna you know, I want how 1:24:29.720 --> 1:24:31.640 that Matt because like you know, I sent him this 1:24:31.800 --> 1:24:34.040 long ast message to Day's album came out like, Bro, 1:24:34.240 --> 1:24:35.880 be proud of that ship, like I hope you can 1:24:35.920 --> 1:24:38.640 smell the roses and all that like, and He's like, Bro, 1:24:38.800 --> 1:24:41.280 feels amazing. He was suching a good spirit, but I 1:24:42.000 --> 1:24:43.760 noticed he was up lad And you know what I'm saying, 1:24:43.760 --> 1:24:46.040 I'm you know, you know and not on some judge 1:24:46.120 --> 1:24:48.080 ship because I know how the game go. But I 1:24:48.160 --> 1:24:51.240 wanted to be like yo, um, you know, not on 1:24:51.320 --> 1:24:53.200 some judge ship because he know, because we'd be dealt 1:24:53.240 --> 1:24:56.200 with the same struggles. So I wanted to go. I 1:24:56.280 --> 1:24:57.400 was like, Ma'm gonna just do it next time, my 1:24:57.520 --> 1:25:01.479 come back and the lext time that the last text 1:25:01.720 --> 1:25:05.160 that he sent me was like you and I ain't go. 1:25:05.400 --> 1:25:08.519 And so I'm dealing with the pain of losing somebody 1:25:08.560 --> 1:25:11.920 that I could really confide in, but also knowing like damn, 1:25:12.439 --> 1:25:14.960 I ain't even hear him back. You know what I'm saying, 1:25:15.000 --> 1:25:16.680 Like I didn't even and it's not even on those 1:25:16.760 --> 1:25:18.800 industry ship. It was like I believe when you hear me, 1:25:18.840 --> 1:25:20.519 I might have been like going through like baggage claim 1:25:20.600 --> 1:25:22.400 or something like that. It was like a weird time 1:25:22.720 --> 1:25:24.320 whereas like I aint my mind. I knew if I 1:25:24.400 --> 1:25:26.200 gonna hit him, like oh yeah, what's my nigga like? 1:25:26.880 --> 1:25:31.240 And it's just you know that there is a heavy 1:25:32.240 --> 1:25:35.240 tag that comes with dealing with a person that deals 1:25:35.320 --> 1:25:39.920 with pain like that. I not my biggest fear, but 1:25:39.920 --> 1:25:42.160 one of my fears is dealing with a woman that 1:25:44.160 --> 1:25:46.320 they look at that you're like, Yo, this thing is tripping, 1:25:47.520 --> 1:25:50.640 like because I know I'm not normal, like I'm hot 1:25:50.680 --> 1:25:56.840 and colde and code ain't normal. The levels of I'm 1:25:56.880 --> 1:25:59.880 not normal with that, like who do you talk? Like? 1:26:00.000 --> 1:26:02.760 Do you feel like you have problems expressing yourself when 1:26:02.800 --> 1:26:05.400 you need to and talking about things? The same thing 1:26:05.439 --> 1:26:08.160 we talked about me and my sister right there. So 1:26:10.040 --> 1:26:12.560 Nigerian's right. A lot of us, A lot of us that, 1:26:12.760 --> 1:26:14.479 Like in my family, I can speak for my own 1:26:14.640 --> 1:26:18.080 own family, A lot of us deal with like we 1:26:18.360 --> 1:26:21.479 look are the men a lot of times not all, 1:26:22.080 --> 1:26:23.519 but a lot of times we're not good at being 1:26:23.640 --> 1:26:26.680 gentle like not because we're not because we're trying to 1:26:26.720 --> 1:26:28.920 be violent enough. It's just that we don't have that, 1:26:29.120 --> 1:26:33.439 Like you don't have that. You don't have that, Like 1:26:33.760 --> 1:26:37.240 I've never seen my parents kiss before. I never I 1:26:37.320 --> 1:26:39.160 could count on one hand how many times my mother 1:26:39.240 --> 1:26:42.280 has physically said I love you. They never came to 1:26:42.360 --> 1:26:44.240 my games. I was one of the top athletes in 1:26:44.280 --> 1:26:46.320 the in the in the county. They never came to 1:26:46.400 --> 1:26:49.400 my stuff. My father was always in Nigeria or always 1:26:49.960 --> 1:26:52.160 at work, you know what I'm saying. So you know, 1:26:52.520 --> 1:26:55.360 we don't I'm not. I was never quote unquote friends 1:26:55.400 --> 1:26:58.559 with my parents ever in my life. And then imagine 1:26:58.680 --> 1:27:02.040 a young nigga, you know, thirteen years old and that 1:27:02.160 --> 1:27:05.600 juvenile little school what my p I was in was 1:27:05.680 --> 1:27:08.240 in the basement and it was for six people to 1:27:08.320 --> 1:27:10.680 a class for the security and all that like, so 1:27:11.360 --> 1:27:14.400 imagine imagine, yeah, I was very bad. I imagine that, 1:27:14.520 --> 1:27:17.040 And then imagine getting you gotta you gotta go, you 1:27:17.120 --> 1:27:19.800 gotta go to that facility on a small yellow bust. 1:27:19.800 --> 1:27:22.000 So people think that you like, you're not You're not 1:27:22.840 --> 1:27:26.320 like them. Yeah, you're not normal. So it's like, didn't 1:27:26.479 --> 1:27:29.599 you come home? You know, it's that so you don't 1:27:29.640 --> 1:27:31.679 see love in the house. You know what I'm saying. 1:27:32.080 --> 1:27:35.679 You don't get love because you are the bad child 1:27:35.840 --> 1:27:38.840 or whatever. And your parents aren't from this country. They 1:27:38.880 --> 1:27:42.880 don't they don't express themselves the way that most people do, 1:27:43.360 --> 1:27:47.400 you know what I'm saying. And I got maybe two 1:27:47.600 --> 1:27:51.000 uncles maybe out of the hundred uncles I got that 1:27:51.479 --> 1:27:53.320 that that expressed it. And one of them one of 1:27:53.439 --> 1:27:57.120 her father, he know, he knew how to give love 1:27:57.200 --> 1:27:59.479 to the young kids. And you know what I'm saying. 1:27:59.720 --> 1:28:01.000 You know, I remember he bought me a pair of 1:28:01.080 --> 1:28:02.600 jays when I was like in like like one of 1:28:02.640 --> 1:28:04.519 my first pair of jays in like seven grade, sixth 1:28:04.520 --> 1:28:07.439 grade or whatever. Like I never got that type of 1:28:07.520 --> 1:28:09.880 love for my father. And I don't even blame him. 1:28:10.560 --> 1:28:14.120 I blame the culture. You know that they grew up 1:28:14.439 --> 1:28:17.400 in raising me the same way, but in another environment. 1:28:18.120 --> 1:28:20.559 You know what I'm saying. Now, I feel my father's Chinese, 1:28:20.600 --> 1:28:22.479 and they're very like that on the Chinese side of 1:28:22.520 --> 1:28:25.400 the family, and it gets it's difficult. They're not you know, 1:28:25.560 --> 1:28:28.519 my dad's not Is it more Is it more like 1:28:29.240 --> 1:28:35.559 disciplinary disciplinarian than friend or like growing up that older years, 1:28:36.200 --> 1:28:39.920 but like you hang around your American friends and they'd 1:28:39.920 --> 1:28:42.800 be like, that's what happened today. It's so cool that 1:28:43.720 --> 1:28:46.439 mad funny now, like and cool now, but I know 1:28:46.600 --> 1:28:48.479 back in the day, it wasn't the same way. But 1:28:48.760 --> 1:28:50.760 he jokes with us and laugh and we think he's 1:28:50.760 --> 1:28:54.800 the funniest person in the world. But she, like my father, 1:28:55.000 --> 1:28:57.200 my father got like that recently though, like my father 1:28:57.280 --> 1:28:59.599 and my mother, my father say, my father stayed from 1:28:59.720 --> 1:29:02.240 stay stayed at my house. I just boy stayed with 1:29:02.280 --> 1:29:04.719 me for like a month to month and he was cooking, 1:29:04.800 --> 1:29:06.800 he was laughing, was drinking together, and I'm just like 1:29:07.080 --> 1:29:09.840 and he probably tells everybody else that you're his son, 1:29:10.800 --> 1:29:16.360 where he doesn't tell you, because bro, I'm one in 1:29:16.439 --> 1:29:20.080 a fucking million, like my nigga being from d C 1:29:20.840 --> 1:29:24.560 and being full blood Nigerian, Like it's two crowds that 1:29:24.680 --> 1:29:28.160 can turn you down or accept you and rarely has 1:29:28.200 --> 1:29:30.240 it even even happened at the same time, you know 1:29:30.280 --> 1:29:31.760 what I'm saying, I'm one in the mill. And then 1:29:31.800 --> 1:29:35.400 plus do you y'all could do a pole. Any African, 1:29:35.520 --> 1:29:40.640 any Jamaican, Chinese, Japanese, anybody of second generation tell your 1:29:40.640 --> 1:29:43.160 person you want to get an entertainment business, my parents 1:29:43.200 --> 1:29:50.160 will say yes, and because they went like Dr Lawyer, 1:29:50.240 --> 1:29:52.320 that's it. But my dad was that like, you're not 1:29:52.520 --> 1:29:55.080 my daughter. You want to be a rapper, that's prostitute 1:29:55.200 --> 1:30:00.360 towards He's Puerto Rican. He did not like no body 1:30:00.400 --> 1:30:03.080 else like and I mean he like my mother she black. 1:30:03.280 --> 1:30:04.920 But when you don't know you, when you when you 1:30:04.960 --> 1:30:06.479 when you, when you got your name, when you made 1:30:06.479 --> 1:30:08.680 a name for yourself, it was like, oh nah. He 1:30:08.880 --> 1:30:12.800 was telling everybody like, oh, my daughter is on me. 1:30:12.920 --> 1:30:14.479 I probably I don't want to play that. You remember 1:30:14.520 --> 1:30:17.599 when you said that I wouldn't tell that, but I could. 1:30:17.720 --> 1:30:20.280 I could well, my dad asked away now, but I 1:30:20.479 --> 1:30:23.439 was already started doing something on TV. I did loving 1:30:23.520 --> 1:30:25.840 hip hop, So at that time he was proud, and 1:30:25.920 --> 1:30:29.120 I was like, ain't this a bit because he only 1:30:29.200 --> 1:30:32.360 me for mad years of my life? How Yeah, I 1:30:32.439 --> 1:30:34.600 said something. I was scared of my dad dog, but 1:30:34.720 --> 1:30:37.519 I said something. Yeah, I said something because I felt 1:30:37.520 --> 1:30:39.200 the way for mad year. Still to this day, I 1:30:39.280 --> 1:30:41.200 feel away, you know what I mean, because you're gonna 1:30:41.240 --> 1:30:44.360 you're dealing with this your whole life, this your your parents, 1:30:44.520 --> 1:30:46.439 you know what I mean. So you're gonna feel away. 1:30:46.880 --> 1:30:48.719 But you know, how does that affect how you teat 1:30:48.720 --> 1:30:50.800 your daughter now? Though? Because I'm sure you have to 1:30:50.840 --> 1:30:55.400 show her verse talking right now, because you know, you know, 1:30:55.479 --> 1:30:58.000 I had a real like you had a tough morning. 1:30:58.160 --> 1:31:01.040 You know what I'm saying. Um, I'm sorry to put 1:31:01.080 --> 1:31:03.880 this the way that that that doesn't get nobody mad 1:31:04.040 --> 1:31:09.200 or in trouble. I've grown apart from my daughter's mother. 1:31:09.520 --> 1:31:12.160 I also think she's an amazing woman. First of all, 1:31:12.640 --> 1:31:17.479 I just think that we've grown apart and it It's 1:31:17.560 --> 1:31:22.400 made it really hard, like because oh no, I'm not 1:31:22.640 --> 1:31:25.720 gonna pry. This is not gonna happen right here. Hold 1:31:25.800 --> 1:31:29.320 on real quick, what's up with the Eagles? They're doing shitty. 1:31:29.360 --> 1:31:30.760 From the last time I checked. They thought they was 1:31:30.800 --> 1:31:32.680 gonna make it to the ship again this year, and 1:31:32.720 --> 1:31:35.799 they lost last week. We're back back from our regular 1:31:35.960 --> 1:31:39.320 to our regularly schedule program, the ship that hurts the most. 1:31:39.560 --> 1:31:42.840 Right I'm so proud of my daughter. I'm so happy 1:31:42.920 --> 1:31:45.519 for my daughter. I'm so in love where I love 1:31:45.600 --> 1:31:50.680 everything that she does. I can't physically be there as 1:31:50.800 --> 1:31:54.080 much as I would like to right now. Right now, 1:31:54.160 --> 1:31:57.240 I'm in a tricky with weird position. You live. My 1:31:57.360 --> 1:31:59.479 daughter live in a small city. You know what I'm saying. 1:31:59.560 --> 1:32:02.840 I can't go there unless I'm moving a certain way. 1:32:03.160 --> 1:32:05.400 And you know, I got someone to the cold work. 1:32:05.479 --> 1:32:07.840 I have to continue to work. I gotta see like 1:32:08.120 --> 1:32:11.800 to to get complacent where what I meant at now, 1:32:12.400 --> 1:32:15.040 it wouldn't It would be injustice to her, you know 1:32:15.040 --> 1:32:17.880 what I'm saying, and her mother for real, but mostly 1:32:17.920 --> 1:32:22.439 important is it being in justice to Zo If I 1:32:23.280 --> 1:32:26.840 slow up now, I don't know what's going on, Slim well, 1:32:27.000 --> 1:32:30.120 my closest cousin died two days after his shold was 1:32:30.200 --> 1:32:33.840 born in a car accident. That ship, fuck my, that's 1:32:33.880 --> 1:32:36.559 when that's when everything started popping up in my life 1:32:36.600 --> 1:32:39.600 and winking out on the media and all of that. 1:32:39.880 --> 1:32:42.599 You know what I'm saying, Like, I don't I look 1:32:42.680 --> 1:32:45.439 at that like, okay, ship, God forbid, I'm having to 1:32:45.479 --> 1:32:46.960 me And I hate saying these in interviews because I 1:32:46.960 --> 1:32:49.880 feel like you're speaking into it thisstance. But it's like, yo, 1:32:50.680 --> 1:32:54.000 I gotta make sure I don't care like like the mother, 1:32:54.080 --> 1:32:56.840 like their mother, like she was, like you're not around enough, 1:32:56.880 --> 1:33:01.200 And for the out of'm of my heart, I just 1:33:01.320 --> 1:33:08.839 be like, yo, car house comfortable. Right, All three checked off? Okay, 1:33:09.600 --> 1:33:12.080 let me do what I gotta do to make sure 1:33:12.560 --> 1:33:18.599 they're both of y'all good because we're not gonna end 1:33:18.640 --> 1:33:20.840 up together. But I'm not gonna let I'm not gonna 1:33:20.920 --> 1:33:23.320 leave you hand dry because he was my friend and 1:33:23.400 --> 1:33:24.960 we made her out of love. You know what I'm saying, 1:33:25.000 --> 1:33:26.599 We made her out of love. This wasn't no little 1:33:26.600 --> 1:33:29.559 whoops jointing like I'm saying, we made her out of love. 1:33:29.960 --> 1:33:32.400 So all I think about every day when I'm in 1:33:32.439 --> 1:33:35.040 that studio. Man, let me make something special. Let me 1:33:35.080 --> 1:33:37.719 make something great. Let me make something that's gonna change 1:33:37.840 --> 1:33:41.520 everybody life and put everybody on a on a strong trajectory. 1:33:41.800 --> 1:33:44.479 You know what I'm saying. I'm not there yet. I 1:33:44.600 --> 1:33:46.680 came up with a lot of niggas. Is there there 1:33:46.760 --> 1:33:49.439 right now? But I'm not there yet, And I could 1:33:49.439 --> 1:33:51.280 be wrong. A lot of women, a lot of mothers 1:33:51.360 --> 1:33:55.000 could watch it. Be like I think, right now, while 1:33:55.040 --> 1:33:58.560 I'm creative, I'm young, I'm healthy. Is gold get that 1:33:58.880 --> 1:34:02.479 bag and of it up for Zalah and her mother. 1:34:03.160 --> 1:34:05.519 It's something happened to me. There's niggas that don't like me. 1:34:05.600 --> 1:34:08.599 It's niggas. Ain'tthing that happened in the street. Whatever, I'm 1:34:08.600 --> 1:34:10.599 gonna do what I gotta do for charity right now, 1:34:11.120 --> 1:34:13.400 you know what I'm saying. And there's conflict a little 1:34:13.439 --> 1:34:17.800 bit at home because of that. Not that's a hard balance, though, 1:34:18.080 --> 1:34:21.439 you know it is. It's a hard balance because at 1:34:21.479 --> 1:34:24.040 one point you see the benefit of how important it 1:34:24.200 --> 1:34:27.040 is to be there for your daughter, But then for 1:34:27.160 --> 1:34:33.040 you it's partner. I tell myself, and it's hard not 1:34:33.120 --> 1:34:36.200 to be there. But I'd be like she's too. She's 1:34:36.240 --> 1:34:38.320 too If you could go, if you could get if 1:34:38.320 --> 1:34:40.360 you could get to this place right now before she's 1:34:40.400 --> 1:34:43.160 three and a half, then I could be like, oh ship, 1:34:43.240 --> 1:34:45.120 I could just take a PJA real quick and just 1:34:45.200 --> 1:34:47.200 stay there. And I got and I got a little 1:34:47.360 --> 1:34:49.360 corndo over there, like so I can just you know 1:34:49.400 --> 1:34:51.280 what I'm saying with the woo like, I don't want 1:34:51.320 --> 1:34:53.439 to argue. I don't want to argue. I don't wanna. 1:34:53.760 --> 1:34:55.640 I don't want to be nasty in the media. I 1:34:55.640 --> 1:34:58.000 don't want to blah blah blah. That's why I don't, 1:34:58.479 --> 1:35:02.360 you know, gallivan will win men on in public and 1:35:02.439 --> 1:35:03.880 all of other stuff. I don't want to do all 1:35:03.920 --> 1:35:06.160 of that affection with your daughter when you're around here, 1:35:06.160 --> 1:35:08.240 are you? Oh my god, this is this is turned 1:35:08.240 --> 1:35:10.040 into a therapy session. But I need it and I 1:35:10.160 --> 1:35:15.240 trust you. Um, I swear to God. I probably realized this, 1:35:16.520 --> 1:35:20.280 UM probably with MC dad when she brought the cookie. 1:35:21.600 --> 1:35:25.639 I have this deficiency like where it's like I'll see 1:35:25.720 --> 1:35:29.960 my child, I'm crying, my eyes and my eyes puffy. 1:35:30.320 --> 1:35:32.000 I've just calmed down. I walk back and out and 1:35:32.160 --> 1:35:36.519 she comes up and it's like it's weird and nobody 1:35:36.600 --> 1:35:40.639 might not feel me on It's like, go to your uncle, 1:35:41.000 --> 1:35:46.280 because I don't even want to the sad energy I 1:35:46.360 --> 1:35:48.240 don't want to get. I don't want to channel it 1:35:48.320 --> 1:35:51.040 through you through picking you up and me crying and 1:35:51.200 --> 1:35:55.120 holding you like you you looking at your eyes make 1:35:55.240 --> 1:35:58.600 me think about what if I lost you for some 1:35:58.720 --> 1:36:00.720 weird reason. That's where my mom I don't went And 1:36:00.760 --> 1:36:03.200 it's like I had to walk away from my daughter, 1:36:03.360 --> 1:36:06.479 like and that's when I realized I have a real 1:36:06.560 --> 1:36:14.600 deficiency with being gentle with a small toddler girl. You 1:36:14.640 --> 1:36:16.599 know what I'm saying. I don't know how because it's 1:36:16.640 --> 1:36:21.200 like sometimes I imagine, okay, well, if I had a boy, right, 1:36:21.640 --> 1:36:23.600 I feel like I probably just joked with him on 1:36:23.720 --> 1:36:26.960 some daddy. She's like, come on the stop crying, stop crying, 1:36:27.280 --> 1:36:29.280 come on with upright, go ahead, cry a little bit, 1:36:29.360 --> 1:36:31.479 but after you've done crying, come on, come on over 1:36:31.520 --> 1:36:34.040 to that like it's a tone. Come back to your father, 1:36:34.160 --> 1:36:36.400 come on, cry on my shoulder. Man, you're good, you're good. 1:36:37.880 --> 1:36:42.080 But but I'm trying to raise a strong woman. And 1:36:42.200 --> 1:36:45.200 it's like the strongest woman that she knows it's her mother. 1:36:46.439 --> 1:36:47.880 One of the strongs women. I know it is her mother. 1:36:48.840 --> 1:36:50.720 She's crying for her mother. I'm gonna take it to 1:36:50.760 --> 1:36:53.400 her mother because I don't know how to be I don't. 1:36:54.520 --> 1:36:58.200 I realized that I don't know how to be gentle 1:36:58.880 --> 1:37:03.599 and to be like, oh baby, read me a b season. Oh. 1:37:04.680 --> 1:37:08.479 It always feels weird with me and my sisters telling 1:37:08.479 --> 1:37:10.599 me this the other day, Like you know, it's because 1:37:10.600 --> 1:37:12.720 of the way you was raised, bro, Like you was 1:37:12.840 --> 1:37:14.840 raised in a way like you don't know how. You 1:37:15.000 --> 1:37:20.000 literally don't very hard. It's acting. It's acting if you 1:37:20.080 --> 1:37:23.040 don't if you don't know it, it's literally acting. And 1:37:23.120 --> 1:37:25.760 it's like it makes sense. But I'm coming to this 1:37:25.880 --> 1:37:29.360 realization right now, like like literally I'm talking about today. 1:37:30.000 --> 1:37:31.640 I almost ain't come because I was about to be 1:37:31.720 --> 1:37:35.320 too negative, bro, because I like, I hate arguments that 1:37:35.400 --> 1:37:37.680 have anything to do with my daughter. I hate him 1:37:37.720 --> 1:37:40.360 so much. And again I say, her mother is doing 1:37:40.400 --> 1:37:44.320 a great job. She's my daughter. Is fast, he's advanced, 1:37:44.400 --> 1:37:48.320 she's oh, he's just she's got like she's got it. 1:37:49.160 --> 1:37:52.760 But I'm not. I know, I'm not around him. In 1:37:52.840 --> 1:37:55.320 the past ten days, I went from l A to 1:37:55.520 --> 1:38:00.080 d C. To Atlanta to Paris to New York in, 1:38:00.880 --> 1:38:03.639 back to l A and now back to New York 1:38:04.160 --> 1:38:07.680 in like eleven days. Like I'm tired, you know what 1:38:07.720 --> 1:38:11.360 I'm saying into land and like oh, you know, I 1:38:11.439 --> 1:38:13.320 might see someone on Twitter or something like that, like 1:38:13.439 --> 1:38:16.120 from somebody that you know, which means it's like this 1:38:16.280 --> 1:38:19.280 is how she's feeling whatever that that ship got me, man, 1:38:19.720 --> 1:38:21.880 because like bro' I don't stand for that. I don't 1:38:21.920 --> 1:38:24.479 like know the absolute but I can't I'm not I 1:38:24.560 --> 1:38:26.800 can't get it. I can't get a profit to go 1:38:26.960 --> 1:38:28.800 to your city. But it's hard for both of y'all. 1:38:29.479 --> 1:38:32.840 For her, she wants you there for your daughter and 1:38:32.880 --> 1:38:35.760 then for you. You have a goal that you're doing 1:38:35.840 --> 1:38:37.360 to try to make sure you take care of her. 1:38:37.640 --> 1:38:39.960 Great men, and I'm not saying this for I'm not 1:38:40.000 --> 1:38:42.160 saying this for me personally, but like great men and 1:38:42.240 --> 1:38:44.240 our in our history that have tried to do great things, 1:38:44.320 --> 1:38:47.600 I've done great things have always had multiple women. And 1:38:47.760 --> 1:38:49.720 I don't think that's because it greed or anything. I 1:38:49.800 --> 1:38:53.040 think it's because you sign up for something. When you do, 1:38:53.240 --> 1:38:54.920 when you're doing, you're dealing with somebody that's trying to 1:38:54.920 --> 1:38:57.560 do something great. You sign up for something, and you 1:38:57.680 --> 1:39:00.759 know they might, they might, they might really just be like, Okay, 1:39:00.880 --> 1:39:02.479 I'm dedicated to me. I want to be great at 1:39:02.520 --> 1:39:03.800 this job. I want to be great at this speech, 1:39:03.840 --> 1:39:06.920 I want to be great at this invention. And they 1:39:07.080 --> 1:39:10.599 obsess over it. Steven Spielberg, Jim Hansen, all these people 1:39:10.720 --> 1:39:13.640 obsess over their job to the maximum. I tried it, 1:39:13.720 --> 1:39:16.240 bro If you knew how many times that I try 1:39:16.280 --> 1:39:20.160 to redefine black music in one session, Nick, I might 1:39:20.240 --> 1:39:24.240 take many condition band and uh mix it with metro 1:39:24.320 --> 1:39:26.160 Booman and just try to come up with a new sound, 1:39:26.280 --> 1:39:28.439 like for ten hours, and it never come out because 1:39:28.439 --> 1:39:30.439 it didn't sound right. But this is who you've always 1:39:30.479 --> 1:39:34.360 been though, You've always been this person. You've involved in 1:39:34.479 --> 1:39:36.439 to this person. But it wasn't in the past two years. 1:39:36.479 --> 1:39:38.800 So she knew the person that she was having a 1:39:38.920 --> 1:39:40.720 child with. But what I will say, I don't know. 1:39:40.960 --> 1:39:42.240 I don't know, I don't know if I'm the same 1:39:42.280 --> 1:39:45.439 exact person. Oh, you've evolved, obviously, but I think you 1:39:45.560 --> 1:39:47.720 have gotten You know, God could have gave you a 1:39:47.760 --> 1:39:49.920 little boy that's a little more tougher. He gave you 1:39:49.920 --> 1:39:51.720 a little girl, and that was to make you a 1:39:51.800 --> 1:39:55.040 little more sensitive. And you speak to women a lot, 1:39:55.680 --> 1:39:58.960 but you're not you're not feeling for women. You speak 1:39:59.000 --> 1:40:01.439 to women a lot. But when she came to give 1:40:01.479 --> 1:40:04.040 you the cookie, that was god, you know what I mean, 1:40:04.160 --> 1:40:06.280 trying to bring you to another place, and when you 1:40:07.160 --> 1:40:10.120 trying not to let her see me in that state, 1:40:10.400 --> 1:40:12.960 because but she was there to be there for you. 1:40:13.160 --> 1:40:14.680 But that's okay. It's coming to be there for you. 1:40:15.040 --> 1:40:18.000 She's not going to remember that. I hate the cookie, 1:40:18.439 --> 1:40:20.600 But that's okay for your daughter to see you like that. 1:40:20.760 --> 1:40:24.519 That's your dater, that's a human. But no, And in 1:40:24.640 --> 1:40:27.760 that moment, I'm just like, not baby, Daddy's okay. Everything's okay, 1:40:27.880 --> 1:40:33.680 Everything's okay. That's there. Was stunned the storm off, So 1:40:33.800 --> 1:40:35.080 it was just a weird I was just in a 1:40:35.160 --> 1:40:37.439 weird place and I was like, let me just get 1:40:37.479 --> 1:40:39.000 like I I gotta get away. The saying that you 1:40:39.080 --> 1:40:41.439 have to wrap up. So I hate they kicked that, 1:40:41.640 --> 1:40:47.960 they kicked you out, But I changed. You have changed, 1:40:48.640 --> 1:40:52.800 You've evolved, You've grown, You've grown into more of a man. 1:40:53.040 --> 1:40:55.200 You were more of a boy when I literally wasn't. 1:40:57.800 --> 1:41:00.439 You've definitely grown into more of a man and you 1:41:00.560 --> 1:41:02.640 might not realize it yet, but fatherhood has a lot 1:41:02.720 --> 1:41:09.000 to do with that. Anybody, you haven't you missed your mouth? 1:41:10.720 --> 1:41:15.519 Can we get him a napkin? Please immediately, sponsor Alex. 1:41:17.400 --> 1:41:19.840 I just want to end it though by saying, you know, 1:41:20.000 --> 1:41:21.800 just as you make time and you said you've been 1:41:21.840 --> 1:41:23.920 in all these different places in the past eleven days, 1:41:24.400 --> 1:41:26.759 you know, schedule that time also. I think that helps, 1:41:26.880 --> 1:41:32.920 but it's also like, um, that's part of the schedule 1:41:32.920 --> 1:41:36.200 of like I'm not working for these expectations to sometimes 1:41:36.320 --> 1:41:39.880 like you know, um, I just don't want, you know, 1:41:40.200 --> 1:41:42.360 I want the time for her to be And plus 1:41:42.680 --> 1:41:44.960 she's in that age where like she's with her mother 1:41:45.080 --> 1:41:48.920 so much that like too yeo old, like they she's 1:41:48.960 --> 1:41:51.920 a sponge and she's soaking it all in two years old, 1:41:52.160 --> 1:41:55.360 and she can't really be that long without her mother. 1:41:56.280 --> 1:41:58.800 She can't be like like, you know, I don't want 1:41:58.840 --> 1:42:00.600 to see her cry. Like I mean, we went for 1:42:00.640 --> 1:42:03.920 a walk the other day and she just started being like, um, 1:42:04.560 --> 1:42:06.280 I want to go to the park park Park park Park, 1:42:06.320 --> 1:42:07.719 And I was like, daddy has a flight. I gotta 1:42:07.840 --> 1:42:09.560 that he has a gets a flight. But she's a 1:42:09.640 --> 1:42:11.600 Park Park Park Park, and I've had to pick her 1:42:11.720 --> 1:42:15.080 up and she started throwing a tention. I'm like, terrible 1:42:15.479 --> 1:42:21.160 when you start right, but that's how you know that's 1:42:21.200 --> 1:42:33.080 your daughter, because you when you already already already, then 1:42:33.120 --> 1:42:35.360 you get it back times three. I'm not gonna lie. 1:42:35.439 --> 1:42:37.400 This is one of my favorite episodes, even though I 1:42:37.720 --> 1:42:39.200 looked like he wanted to kill me in the middle 1:42:39.240 --> 1:42:43.280 of it. I want to talk about it later but 1:42:43.720 --> 1:42:45.800 didn't bring it back up. No, I won't. We won't. 1:42:45.920 --> 1:42:48.599 We couldn't talk to about that right, but listen while 1:42:48.640 --> 1:42:51.280 they we will continue to time. We knew this was black. 1:42:51.280 --> 1:42:54.320 But when we first, because you know, I talk about 1:42:54.320 --> 1:42:56.800 your pussy, I know, we didn't want to hear something 1:42:57.240 --> 1:43:03.040 maybe maybe maybe maybe A come later asked me to 1:43:03.280 --> 1:43:13.160 ask me to eating pussy questions the first the first, Yeah, 1:43:14.680 --> 1:43:17.080 you go inside or you just stay on the outside. 1:43:17.360 --> 1:43:20.679 You read your body language. Everybody's body is wire differently, 1:43:21.479 --> 1:43:24.120 and that's the true technician mechanic. Did I try to 1:43:24.200 --> 1:43:27.479 be got to read the body language? Someone's in voluntary, 1:43:27.520 --> 1:43:29.960 some in voluntary. You gotta read for the involuntary, the 1:43:30.040 --> 1:43:32.680 involuntaries what they really like. Some girls don't like what 1:43:32.760 --> 1:43:35.720 they really like, you know, it's too much. It's too 1:43:35.800 --> 1:43:37.720 much what they Yeah, and it's like, oh my god, 1:43:37.800 --> 1:43:41.240 like you you hit you right, you're swimming. We're gonna 1:43:41.240 --> 1:43:43.680 speaking metaphor. You're swimming. You're at a certain part and 1:43:43.760 --> 1:43:46.320 you stay right there, and that that party hasn't really 1:43:46.360 --> 1:43:48.960 been tapped into in the specific manner in which that 1:43:49.040 --> 1:43:52.080 you're swimming. I don't want to squirt. Stop do you 1:43:52.160 --> 1:43:54.240 like a squirre? That was just about the accident, Um, 1:43:54.960 --> 1:43:58.360 trying to figure that out. It scied me the first time, 1:43:59.120 --> 1:44:04.280 scave me the first screen, getting your dress, my hair, 1:44:07.400 --> 1:44:18.720 somebody's sending us a being called squirre in my dress? Actually, um, 1:44:19.080 --> 1:44:23.760 now when you know me personally, like, um, if I 1:44:23.920 --> 1:44:25.840 like a girl, like like her, like like her, like 1:44:25.960 --> 1:44:27.960 you know what I'm saying, Like I'm gonna I'm gonna do, 1:44:28.280 --> 1:44:31.760 I'm gonna do. I'm on my try. You know, I'm 1:44:31.800 --> 1:44:38.160 like nineties eight percent from the field. But as far 1:44:38.240 --> 1:44:41.599 as as far as trying to find as far as 1:44:41.600 --> 1:44:44.960 trying pleasing with that, like eating pussy, like yeah, you 1:44:45.080 --> 1:44:47.200 gotta find it, you gotta find it, like you gotta 1:44:47.240 --> 1:44:50.439 find it. It's it's it's it's in there. It's every 1:44:50.479 --> 1:44:52.519 woman got it, but you gotta find it, and you 1:44:52.600 --> 1:44:54.160 gotta find it and didn't know what to do with it. 1:44:54.240 --> 1:44:57.000 You can't. Some you gotta come in a certain way, 1:44:57.439 --> 1:44:59.840 and something you gotta come a certain way. You got 1:45:00.040 --> 1:45:01.400 find it. Do you like for girls to sit on 1:45:01.479 --> 1:45:03.920 your face? Depends on what you like? Can you breathe 1:45:03.960 --> 1:45:06.160 when they do it? That how big they are, that's 1:45:06.160 --> 1:45:08.320 why you do. Curls in But you just left you 1:45:10.600 --> 1:45:12.559 you got, you got you grab the thighs and lift 1:45:12.600 --> 1:45:14.559 it up a little bit. Say they feel in control, 1:45:15.000 --> 1:45:19.160 and so you know what about the but you don't 1:45:19.200 --> 1:45:24.040 like but it's right there though, it's like a it's 1:45:24.080 --> 1:45:27.599 like a that's like a super uber drunk. We were 1:45:27.640 --> 1:45:29.720 not talking about this night, like joint. So you have, 1:45:30.160 --> 1:45:35.160 but you know, maybe I have. It's a possibility. It's 1:45:35.240 --> 1:45:38.519 the possibility that he don't want to be like, Oh, 1:45:38.560 --> 1:45:41.680 don't lie like you wasn't asked the other night. You 1:45:41.760 --> 1:45:43.479 tell me you don't eat a thing. I don't know. 1:45:44.120 --> 1:45:46.720 Y'all just gave a lot of girls a judge the 1:45:46.800 --> 1:45:50.240 lie that I don't even know you just did that. 1:45:53.360 --> 1:45:56.519 Do you like when they pull your jazz, like, yeah, yeah, 1:45:57.640 --> 1:46:00.240 show me, you know, show me that you know something 1:46:00.320 --> 1:46:04.280 about something. You like, let me know you're not you're 1:46:04.280 --> 1:46:06.680 speaking to me in another way. You let me know. 1:46:06.760 --> 1:46:10.439 I ain't scared. I'm scared of you. Nigga like, nigga, 1:46:10.479 --> 1:46:14.160 what's up? But then you're gonna still submit at some point, 1:46:14.240 --> 1:46:18.880 So I said, no, not verbal request is just about 1:46:18.960 --> 1:46:21.280 the game, you know what I mean? Do you talk 1:46:21.280 --> 1:46:24.800 a while you're fucking? You know he does, but she 1:46:25.000 --> 1:46:29.599 dirtiest line. I ain't gonna like that. What's what's up? 1:46:29.640 --> 1:46:33.519 That's what you say? What's up? Pull my dreads? Come 1:46:33.560 --> 1:46:38.000 in my hair? Do you say stuff like let me 1:46:38.080 --> 1:46:45.240 come out over your face? Who ethan right? And security secure? Secure? 1:46:45.479 --> 1:46:50.120 Insecure came on her? The guy came in her face. 1:46:52.640 --> 1:46:58.679 Yeah yeah, last season to like I don't want no problem. 1:46:58.720 --> 1:47:01.040 The first season that happened to or the sex whatever 1:47:01.120 --> 1:47:06.360 it was, that's when he came in. They Yeah, exactly 1:47:06.520 --> 1:47:08.920 do you like come in a girl's face? I don't 1:47:08.960 --> 1:47:12.920 know if you're hitting the girl and I want you 1:47:13.000 --> 1:47:14.720 to come on my face? I think I think I 1:47:14.760 --> 1:47:17.920 think we talk. We're talking about like like sports, sport, 1:47:18.000 --> 1:47:22.400 fucking and like relationship sex. You don't think you can 1:47:22.479 --> 1:47:25.080 mix the both that should be that. I gotta see 1:47:25.080 --> 1:47:27.320 a shrink of what's the difference between relationship sex and 1:47:28.640 --> 1:47:32.519 relationships sex love making. I don't want you, don't want 1:47:32.520 --> 1:47:34.600 to come. I want to learn how to because I 1:47:34.640 --> 1:47:37.160 feel like that's how you stay married. But I don't 1:47:37.240 --> 1:47:39.200 know how to, Like if I really let your job, 1:47:39.360 --> 1:47:43.519 like I can't, I don't know how to don't get married. 1:47:43.600 --> 1:47:45.360 I don't know how to. You can't be dirty with 1:47:45.439 --> 1:47:50.680 the girl you love. It's weird. That's why you let 1:47:50.720 --> 1:47:52.280 me tell you something. That's why you gotta start off 1:47:52.320 --> 1:47:58.080 on that motherfucking page. And then when you start. If 1:47:58.080 --> 1:48:00.360 you start off on that page with the nasty access 1:48:00.520 --> 1:48:02.479 like that, and then y'all start really liking each other, 1:48:02.720 --> 1:48:05.080 then you already started it. But if you're like dating 1:48:05.439 --> 1:48:07.519 in court and doing all that and you get to that, 1:48:07.680 --> 1:48:12.080 you're gonna be missionary and got throw your the first night. 1:48:12.760 --> 1:48:24.280 Don't throw money. Dream. I don't even dream metaphor to 1:48:24.360 --> 1:48:26.360 do something so crazy. You were like, I ain't doing that. 1:48:26.960 --> 1:48:30.040 I think my eyes say a lot before we get started, 1:48:30.160 --> 1:48:32.160 Like I think my eyes said a couple of things, 1:48:32.280 --> 1:48:40.360 like never listen e then the soundtrack, the soundtrack, with 1:48:40.520 --> 1:48:44.160 the soundtrack, can I give everybody in motherfucking ps A 1:48:44.439 --> 1:48:47.120 with the dude? You gotta be quick with it right, 1:48:47.840 --> 1:48:51.000 come back from the club, right, Jim in the shower, 1:48:51.120 --> 1:48:55.280 you go first, get her phone? Well, I M in 1:48:55.320 --> 1:48:59.320 the shower right right, any business? Then she got show. 1:49:00.120 --> 1:49:02.200 You set up the acoustics on the the sound in 1:49:02.280 --> 1:49:05.439 the room. I don't know if you have six minute, 1:49:05.479 --> 1:49:08.200 eight minute, twelve minutes, four minute, three minute kind of guys. 1:49:08.240 --> 1:49:10.439 Some of them look like one you make. I've been. 1:49:10.720 --> 1:49:14.920 I've been one one man. Unexpected sex will make you 1:49:15.040 --> 1:49:20.240 come fast. No unexpected sex make you come like like 1:49:20.320 --> 1:49:26.519 it's like, yo, where did this comfort come? Because they 1:49:26.560 --> 1:49:30.640 agreed all the you know about to smash it, like 1:49:30.640 --> 1:49:35.360 all right, we will do She in the camera, she 1:49:35.439 --> 1:49:39.360 in the shower. You put together your little playlist of 1:49:39.560 --> 1:49:42.320 however you want the sex to be visualized. You wanted 1:49:42.360 --> 1:49:45.040 to be gangs to sex. You wanted to be school 1:49:45.120 --> 1:49:51.160 ship back, Oh back, y'all back, y'all bands interpretation of 1:49:52.400 --> 1:49:55.360 boys to Atlantis. That would be a vibe. I wish 1:49:55.400 --> 1:49:57.920 they put that ship Man. Somebody gotta put that. It 1:49:57.960 --> 1:50:00.519 got put on Spotify. It was. It was so good. 1:50:00.640 --> 1:50:02.360 I grew up on that jym like that's me going 1:50:02.920 --> 1:50:05.639 to school and eighth and ninth grade, tenth grade listening 1:50:05.680 --> 1:50:07.559 into that jump They used to open with that song. 1:50:07.680 --> 1:50:11.320 Sometimes boys go go version. It just sounds like a 1:50:12.240 --> 1:50:15.600 grainy big band version of this song. But like or 1:50:15.640 --> 1:50:17.920 even a regular voice to women is by the Azzi brother. 1:50:18.600 --> 1:50:20.600 That's a good that's a good starter. We get a 1:50:20.640 --> 1:50:26.720 playlist together. You gotta tell yourself, I gotta make it 1:50:26.800 --> 1:50:29.120 to this song. I gotta make it to this song. 1:50:29.280 --> 1:50:35.240 That's why I do a shuffle. No song. You're gonna 1:50:35.280 --> 1:50:36.840 make it this song. I'm a bus to all right, 1:50:36.880 --> 1:50:44.120 let me let my leg about them. Yeah, it's about Yeah. 1:50:45.560 --> 1:50:47.880 We appreciate you so much. We're gonna have a part 1:50:47.920 --> 1:50:52.120 two for the world. Yo. You don't like to hold 1:50:52.120 --> 1:50:59.320 your mike? Just just came and it does, Mike, Baby, 1:51:00.160 --> 1:51:03.640 Maybe can we do another round? I got you how 1:51:03.720 --> 1:51:10.600 many many minutes? No? No, no, no, no, I guess no, 1:51:10.720 --> 1:51:12.479 no no no, just kissing a little bit, just kissing 1:51:12.479 --> 1:51:16.640 it a little bit. I'm gon put a condom on 1:51:16.720 --> 1:51:27.880 real quick. Near that happened banks my experience, imagination that 1:51:28.000 --> 1:51:31.080 came out with you make sure y'all download that epile 1:51:31.360 --> 1:51:35.040 pytoon next time you come back. Three days, three hours, 1:51:36.760 --> 1:51:38.880 three day, three hours, and for him three minutes. We 1:51:38.920 --> 1:51:42.559 didn't get no len Minday, we're still hungry. Three minutes 1:51:43.600 --> 1:51:47.960 where the fun is our free lunch ship three minutes, 1:51:48.040 --> 1:51:54.799 no hours, three times that service