Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision.
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, sorry, I'm starting it like that because Weezy.
Speaker 1: Make fun of me all tour about my moan.
Speaker 2: Oh no, so I'm moaning into another episode of horrible Decision.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to find the best, easiest moon we had,
Speaker 1: and I think I'm just not going to do that.
Speaker 1: Oh that hell was out of contra. I don't think.
Speaker 2: I don't think you need to play back anything. I
Speaker 2: don't even know what you're That is our moaner from
Speaker 2: the New York Show.
Speaker 1: Y'all, welcome to another episode of Horrible Decisions. Baby, what's up, y'all?
Speaker 2: It's your girl, Mendy b aka Pitt the Sallion aka
Speaker 2: I'm trying to break the celibacy very soon.
Speaker 1: Hey y'all, I'm Weezy and and she just started and
Speaker 1: we were talking again. I was like, oh shit, I'm
Speaker 1: back on stage late, bru. I don't know if this
Speaker 1: happened to you, but I had a really tough sunday.
Speaker 1: I had like a post high, Like I was just
Speaker 1: on such a high that I literally couldn't even I
Speaker 1: didn't know what to do with myself.
Speaker 2: I was literally still coming down from my high shrooms,
Speaker 2: so maybe we were the same.
Speaker 1: I was very high on Saturday night. I was drunk high.
Speaker 1: All the things Saturday night we just closed are sold
Speaker 1: out town Hall show. We have been waiting for the show,
Speaker 1: and I.
Speaker 3: Don't know, will we share our little clip that we
Speaker 3: had in New York or.
Speaker 1: We gotta put it on Patreon, but we could maybe.
Speaker 3: Put it on YouTube. We'll talk about It was a
Speaker 3: big deal for us to do this show.
Speaker 1: You know, all of our friends came in and we
Speaker 1: had a very special announcement, which is, yeah, we are
Speaker 1: writing a book.
Speaker 2: So we got a book deal with Charlemagne's Black Privilege
Speaker 2: Publishing under Simon Is and we wanted to be short
Speaker 2: of wait all the way to the New York show
Speaker 2: to announced it.
Speaker 1: So Charlemagne came out on stage and that was amazing.
Speaker 2: By the way that nigga is funny on the whim
Speaker 2: the way we had him come out. He said, skiee,
Speaker 2: he said, been that ass Soba make these niggas read
Speaker 2: And I said, oh my god, I mean hello, dump it, hello,
Speaker 2: I love it.
Speaker 1: It was it was really like it was to have
Speaker 1: that moment, and you know, all of our shows have
Speaker 1: been amazing, and I think, like special guests is really
Speaker 1: not what I enjoy about live live touring. I actually
Speaker 1: don't even like that when I go see other shows,
Speaker 1: because I feel like what makes Horrible so great is
Speaker 1: just us.
Speaker 3: But Charlemagne is a special Like he's.
Speaker 1: Been at all of our New York shows, but that
Speaker 1: was the only time we ever had him do anything.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We've had a lot of celebs at our live shows,
Speaker 1: but like just having him announce that with us was
Speaker 1: so special, and like, yeah, bro, it was a lot.
Speaker 1: You know, this, this tour was a lot. I threw up.
Speaker 1: You threw up when.
Speaker 2: Before we go oh yeah, but y'all that's because this
Speaker 2: whole had fried chicken and she ain't. No, they bad
Speaker 2: at that shit and egg and I said, now, bitch,
Speaker 2: you just shouldn't have ate today.
Speaker 1: You bat on the eggs. Literally, I'm looking at.
Speaker 2: Her like, now, bitch, why would you even eat today?
Speaker 2: I am upset that you are feeling. Anyway, this is
Speaker 2: the biggest show. I said, don't let me go out
Speaker 2: on stage by myself.
Speaker 1: Got damn brother, be on stage by yourself. Due me
Speaker 1: on stage y'all, let's.
Speaker 3: Talk about how many's pussy came out, and you know, okay.
Speaker 1: For those watching on YouTube, we're definitely gonna include the
Speaker 1: photos and you'll hear some of the audience, but basically
Speaker 1: talking about the gooch and spreading her ass open because
Speaker 1: she lifted her legs like and my coach and the
Speaker 1: latext y'alls lay. So here's how I saw your pussy
Speaker 1: first off, which.
Speaker 2: By the way, I didn't know it was showing. How
Speaker 2: did you look over and just see my pussy hanging out?
Speaker 2: So was it the reaction of the crowd.
Speaker 1: So I watched the reaction and then normally I look
Speaker 1: at you because you've done it in a few shows
Speaker 1: and it's funny. And I literally saw the.
Speaker 3: Lips, bro.
Speaker 2: First off, I heard by people that, so they said,
Speaker 2: we haven't really seen nothing.
Speaker 1: Now there's been speculat there's speculator. You were on stage.
Speaker 2: I'm saying what the audience, So they said it just
Speaker 2: looked like some mass cheeks.
Speaker 1: So I want that too.
Speaker 2: So I feel like there was differences of eyes from
Speaker 2: far visuals.
Speaker 1: Bro. It's so funny because my nigga, my dread nigga,
Speaker 1: Andre all my homeboys, like I must have been looking down.
Speaker 1: Everybody was mad. Well. Black Jesus was in the audience
Speaker 1: and text me the next day.
Speaker 3: It was like, now, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: Now? At least it was on brand, is what he
Speaker 1: bro Rashan from Erni lesire I said, I thought, wait,
Speaker 1: I got to read this book because he had never
Speaker 1: seen our show. Really glad he got to come because
Speaker 1: it hit me this morning.
Speaker 2: He couldn't make it, but he definitely can an event.
Speaker 1: Yeah, he said, ah, he said, dope, shit man, congrats,
Speaker 1: I said, thank you. I said, Bro, can you believe
Speaker 1: he came back? Why are you bringing that up? That
Speaker 1: was the best part of the show. Wow, he said, Yo.
Speaker 1: I thought it was a stunt. No, I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: People thought it was a part of it.
Speaker 3: And she said that my reaction let them know it wasn't.
Speaker 2: Babet No. I just laid on the ground shout out
Speaker 2: to Vinnie. He came and wrapped me. I do also
Speaker 2: want to shut out my really good friend Antonette from
Speaker 2: around the wait Curls.
Speaker 1: Her and Carla were together.
Speaker 2: Carla immediately ran out and got me panties from the
Speaker 2: merch thing because she.
Speaker 3: Was like, just put on panties.
Speaker 1: They're black. I thought that's what you were gonna do.
Speaker 2: No, but then I was like, what if it splits
Speaker 2: more in the back, like it's already to be wait,
Speaker 2: and so I literally Antonette shout out her again from
Speaker 2: around the wait curls. She said, I have black leggings on.
Speaker 2: Just she said, just put my leggings on. And I
Speaker 2: was just like yeah. I said, well, what are you
Speaker 2: gonna wear. She's like, I have a trench coat.
Speaker 1: It's fine, I'll just tell I thought we were gonna
Speaker 1: do two things. I had a black skirt on during
Speaker 1: meet and greet. I was like, Mandy gets tow the
Speaker 1: skirt on. So I told artists to go get the skirt.
Speaker 1: The second thing I thought was if it all fails,
Speaker 1: we'll just put the gallon gowns on because we didn't
Speaker 1: have to change. So then he goes out and literally
Speaker 1: and mind you, I was just gonna sit there with
Speaker 1: my legs crossed and sit in and then literally big
Speaker 1: pussy so close close I knew it was shape okay, Well,
Speaker 1: actually I just started getting it.
Speaker 3: Razor, razor laser, laser laser bitch.
Speaker 1: Well whatever, So I came over and went between Manny
Speaker 1: lad say, oh my god, you puss it own. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, you puss you out, and then she looks
Speaker 1: down and hold on. First off, I don't even I'm like,
Speaker 1: it ain't really that out. So then I am sitting there.
Speaker 2: Hold on if y'all watch it on the YouTube, So
Speaker 2: my legs are crossed, and I go like this, bitch,
Speaker 2: I start fingering my own pussy on stage.
Speaker 1: I said, oh it's out. Oh bitch, oh bitch in
Speaker 1: your pants. You just see it from the back. Mandy
Speaker 1: went on like this, bro, and it was like that
Speaker 1: whole it was the whole bitch was open, I mean.
Speaker 1: And then man, he's like, oh, well, you're lucky you
Speaker 1: don't have pants talk because you don't have panties either. Yes,
Speaker 1: I do have panties on, bitch.
Speaker 3: This close to niggas, which is crazy.
Speaker 2: My titty came out because normally you don't be having
Speaker 2: draws on.
Speaker 3: No, the fact that my titties came out was crazy.
Speaker 3: But now that was in Philly though, right.
Speaker 1: Uh wait, your titties came out in the New York show.
Speaker 3: Yes, oh you did.
Speaker 1: You don't get titties come out? Did you see that?
Speaker 1: Devine the front road to the right. When we first
Speaker 1: came out, my titties were out. And by the way,
Speaker 1: y'all was it dread. This is what y'all are not.
Speaker 1: Y'all are not paying well. We put these tickets on
Speaker 1: sale far our show right now, a book tour. I'm
Speaker 1: wearing shit like this. Oh it's it's giving business casual.
Speaker 1: We're wearing blazers. Now. I still want like, we're still
Speaker 1: gonna have a wild book tour, something like y'all have
Speaker 1: never seen. But the cho wanna be comfort anyway, Yeah,
Speaker 1: this was There was someone in the front. I swear
Speaker 1: it was dread.
Speaker 3: It might be dread.
Speaker 1: Dread NYC is his patron it. But someone looked at
Speaker 1: me that I recognized that was a fan of the show,
Speaker 1: not someone I knew, knew, And they were like, you're chatty,
Speaker 1: you're jetty, and it was just boom. I was little.
Speaker 1: Maybe they also you got a mold there. They'd be
Speaker 1: looking like, no, no, no, it was my nipple. And
Speaker 1: then I pulled it out. I said, show titty, first segment,
Speaker 1: kingk of the Week, Boom Bandy's pussy. I was like,
Speaker 1: someone's getting fucked. And speaking of getting fuck you, did
Speaker 1: you gonna share with now. Oh yeah, I got sucked
Speaker 1: up the City Winery in Philly.
Speaker 3: Why are you?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 2: I thought you we're gonna share your escapade after Oh
Speaker 2: was that that for Patreon? That the Patreona Because y'all
Speaker 2: the group jet the next morning.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, that's how the son made you feel? Bitch.
Speaker 2: I just want to say this, Tell them how how
Speaker 2: you now believe me in my stories and my triumphs?
Speaker 1: Okay, it was six o'clock in the morning. Niggas was
Speaker 1: lit after our after at the after party. For those
Speaker 1: of y'all who couldn't get it, I'm really sorry. It
Speaker 1: was a deluxe luck. Shot out to Andre Power Selection
Speaker 1: Jada Boo Gap sold More Will Peace. So basically, get
Speaker 1: to the after party and everybody's just getting fucking lit.
Speaker 1: I made out with this bitch. I made out with
Speaker 1: a bitch too. Shit was getting wild by the way.
Speaker 2: Shout out to the girl from La. She flew in
Speaker 2: from LA and I saw her as soon as so.
Speaker 2: I also saw her bras No, she had dreads.
Speaker 3: Bitch, So it was at my so.
Speaker 2: I threw an after party as well, but it was
Speaker 2: an after party play party, so it was the sex club.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna tell y'all which if your face came
Speaker 2: with me, but we was outside. Anyways, we go to
Speaker 2: this I'm hosting, so I'm walking around, but I'm also
Speaker 2: on shrooms, so bitch, next thing you know, I'm in
Speaker 2: the middle of.
Speaker 3: The floor and I'm just bitch.
Speaker 2: I'm just dancing. I'm having a good time. But there's
Speaker 2: this girl that I saw as soon as I get
Speaker 2: in there.
Speaker 1: She from La.
Speaker 3: We flirt and I say, girl, I'm gonna make sure
Speaker 3: i'll holler at you.
Speaker 1: So we go. I'm bitch, it's dark.
Speaker 2: All I know is I finally get someone to tell
Speaker 2: me at the time, bitch, they say three ten. I said,
Speaker 2: oh shit, I told weed think I was want to go.
Speaker 1: To her party.
Speaker 2: So I started rounding everybody up and she's like, damn
Speaker 2: you leaving me, and I said, girl, ain't gonna leave you.
Speaker 2: She definitely listened to the show cause she was like, man,
Speaker 2: you only to be playing with girls like that. I said,
Speaker 2: I'll fuck you, but I won't date you. At least
Speaker 2: I'm being real with you. And so she came back
Speaker 2: ye straight up. And then I was like, don't you
Speaker 2: want somebody to be honest with you. And then girl,
Speaker 2: I just look at her in her face and we
Speaker 2: started making We started making out.
Speaker 1: Bitch, he's a savage class seat.
Speaker 2: When I start, they started making out because I was like, listen,
Speaker 2: I still fucked the ship out of you booth like
Speaker 2: I fuck.
Speaker 1: I can't say who I made out with, but just no.
Speaker 1: I came out from my little VIP corner. That bigga
Speaker 1: look at me and said, what the don the ship
Speaker 1: baby King came. It was really really wild at one
Speaker 1: point you came for them. But by the way, saw
Speaker 1: some saw some action.
Speaker 2: What it's not false. Now, this is not an ast false.
Speaker 2: I'm about to tell you it's not a false advertisement.
Speaker 2: Shout out to our patron that allowed me to witness
Speaker 2: her pleasure.
Speaker 1: Bitch. I watched Sir Marvelous make about three bitches squirt bitches.
Speaker 1: He ain't bitch with gloves on. So Sir Marvelous was.
Speaker 3: There, King Noir. We had a lot of performers.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that was the girl who said weezy,
Speaker 1: I got fingered with the braids. She came to a party.
Speaker 2: No, it was a Latina girl. So look another one.
Speaker 2: When I tell you, I sat here and watch people
Speaker 2: really went to both parties.
Speaker 1: Know. They came to me and were like, oh, I
Speaker 1: just saw I just got a foot massage, and I.
Speaker 2: Was like, okay, so I gotta put massage as well.
Speaker 2: But the marvelous literally sat there put gloves on. I
Speaker 2: sat and watched it with my own eyes.
Speaker 1: And literally women that he had never been.
Speaker 2: With I saw sat here and literally squirt their entire
Speaker 2: lives out.
Speaker 1: And I was just like, I went up to Siphon,
Speaker 1: was it women that had never squirted? I didn't ask
Speaker 1: the details, girl, I wasn't interviewing people today. I just
Speaker 1: know is.
Speaker 2: I literally went up to Siphon, who came onto the
Speaker 2: podcast with him his partner, who stood right there at attention,
Speaker 2: and just watched him please all these women. And I
Speaker 2: was like, girl, I don't know how you do a baby,
Speaker 2: because there ain't no way I even think. I want
Speaker 2: someone that is that masterful, that could sit here and
Speaker 2: make three random bitches that he's never met in his
Speaker 2: life squirt all over themselves. I was like, mind you,
Speaker 2: my friends, who I find out have never had an
Speaker 2: orgasm are sitting there watching it. And then I had
Speaker 2: to remove them because they sounded like aunties I'm still
Speaker 2: with my homegirls who don't go to sex clubs, y'all,
Speaker 2: and they're like, God, bless her. I'm so proud of
Speaker 2: her from being able to experience this moment.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, Well, what Mandy was talking about wasn't necessarily
Speaker 1: a squirt. Now I'm saying it was a squirt, so
Speaker 1: basically it was squirt squirk. Oh wait, oh, you're gonna
Speaker 1: tell them your story. Go ahead, I'm gonna make it quick, y'all.
Speaker 1: We did want to be me so bad. We were wilding,
Speaker 1: and just know that I have a two bed, so
Speaker 1: it wasn't on my bed, Okay. We just started talking
Speaker 1: real nasty and somehow it turned into a pea conversation
Speaker 1: and I tried for an hour and I could not
Speaker 1: do it. And then at one point it was funny
Speaker 1: because bitch, I was running to the bathroom and I
Speaker 1: was sitting on the toilet a little people come out.
Speaker 1: Then I run back on a dick and I was like.
Speaker 3: I told you that's how you had to do it.
Speaker 3: I can't do it. I couldn't do it.
Speaker 1: I want to blame it on like getting sucked up, okay,
Speaker 1: and just being too fucked up and in my head.
Speaker 3: I think it was an hour. You tried for an
Speaker 3: hour to piss on a nigga. I couldn't do it.
Speaker 1: Bro then at one point, because I'd be riding the
Speaker 1: motherfucking dick, bitch, I'm sitting there like, and I was
Speaker 1: looking at him, and I was like, I want to
Speaker 1: do it so bad. I want to do it so bad.
Speaker 1: I was like, don't look at me. Where were you?
Speaker 2: Where were you trying? Where were you aiming to piss?
Speaker 2: Was it on his chest, his face, dick on our face?
Speaker 2: You were going to piss on his dick, like on
Speaker 2: his chest, on his body?
Speaker 1: And then that's not his dick. That's why I just
Speaker 1: said the chest his face, no, no, not face, chest no no,
Speaker 1: not chest, maybe stomach. I was about to say, because
Speaker 1: but you know that ship splashed up to He literally
Speaker 1: was like, don't get that shit on my mother, bitch.
Speaker 1: I was trying so hard. So wait, you weren't.
Speaker 3: You weren't a real one.
Speaker 1: I couldn't do.
Speaker 2: When I say a real one, you didn't say I
Speaker 2: can't do it, so you could do it on me?
Speaker 1: I did. Wait, did he piss on you? He said,
Speaker 1: I don't gotta be right, now I felt he only
Speaker 1: he fraught bitch. He could have pilled We were so lit,
Speaker 1: So then what you do is.
Speaker 3: Maybe it's okay. I got that ascension in the in
Speaker 3: the kitchen, so then.
Speaker 1: I had a bottle of water while I'm fucking right dog.
Speaker 1: The shit was almost comical because it was just such
Speaker 1: a wild ass night because we were gonna fuck this bitch.
Speaker 1: But then he thought it was another bitch that I
Speaker 1: was trying to fuck. He thought I made out with
Speaker 1: a different girl. So then he's like, damn, what's going on?
Speaker 1: Like it was a mess. So get home and then
Speaker 1: it's just like fucking lit's wild out, bitch. I get
Speaker 1: a water bottle. I'm drinking this motherfucker water bottle. Look drinking, drinking, drinking,
Speaker 1: and I like act like I hear I took a pillow.
Speaker 1: I put it over his face. I'm like, took a pella.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to do it. Then I'm laughing. I ran
Speaker 1: out the room, ran back, ran in, ran back, and
Speaker 1: I was like, maybe I can't do it because because
Speaker 1: I don't want to mess the house up, I don't know,
Speaker 1: maybe I need a hotel bro I couldn't do it
Speaker 1: was so bad Anyway. The next day we watched TV
Speaker 1: like up people and I cooked.
Speaker 2: But really, pissing on people is a normal thing. We're
Speaker 2: not gonna kink shame.
Speaker 1: Well, I haven't done it yet, but a little drop
Speaker 1: came out. And it's funny then because when I wait.
Speaker 3: So is this what we're gonna do?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: No, just like you ain't done anal sex where the
Speaker 2: two trust me, and even a drop of piss came
Speaker 2: out on a nigga because he was trying to piss
Speaker 2: on him.
Speaker 3: You pissed on a nigga.
Speaker 1: I hope I did.
Speaker 2: I mean, but you weren't that successful. But like a
Speaker 2: c minus you, I still.
Speaker 1: Be yelling at him. I was like, if you let
Speaker 1: another bitch do this before I do this, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be really upset. He laughing at me like I'm joking.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not joking, nigga. I feel like a failure.
Speaker 1: I could do everything, I couldn't do this, Like I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: You should.
Speaker 1: Well I'm doing that shit tomorrow.
Speaker 2: Wait, you set up wait, you set up a golden
Speaker 2: shower appointment. Well you don't know it, Damn.
Speaker 1: How am I gonna do this? My mama coming into.
Speaker 2: Tomorrow, you better get a hotel room. Like I put
Speaker 2: all my friends in the hotel room when they came.
Speaker 3: I cam, period's on.
Speaker 1: That's too much. Ew no, no, no, I'm gonna get
Speaker 1: you want to peep blood? That's too god Well, anyway,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna hold you. The Saturday was up some notches.
Speaker 1: First of all, the fact that y'all bitches know what
Speaker 1: dread nigga I would fuck just because they have tattoos
Speaker 1: is insane. Secondly, I'm gonna hold you. I was like
Speaker 1: having a lot of anxiety because the last time I've
Speaker 1: had an event I got broken up with. Ah. Now, great,
Speaker 1: you guys made so.
Speaker 2: I don't think the regular listeners know this. You shared
Speaker 2: this on Patreon that the last event you had, the
Speaker 2: person that you were talking to was like, actually I
Speaker 2: can't do this.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, So basically this was like a big thing. Yeah.
Speaker 1: But he also came to the Philly show. He came.
Speaker 1: He came to the Philly show, and after the Philly
Speaker 1: show he was like, uh, I can see why someone
Speaker 1: couldn't handle this, but I'm sorry that happened to you.
Speaker 1: Like he didn't make me feel like he was like,
Speaker 1: but I get it, like you're watching someone talk about
Speaker 1: like old dick and different shit. And I thought the
Speaker 1: worst part for him would be seen text messages to
Speaker 1: me and other niggas ah, but he was like, no,
Speaker 1: I thought that was funny, like you were funny. And
Speaker 1: I think one thing I've appreciated about different lovers coming
Speaker 1: to my shows is that they all say the same thing.
Speaker 1: They're all like, oh, you're really just being yourself. And
Speaker 1: then him and I went to dinner with Charlottne after
Speaker 1: and Charlottenne said the same thing. He goes, you and
Speaker 1: Mandy really get up there and just be yourself, and
Speaker 1: that's a character.
Speaker 2: But also, no, I am celibate and shout out to
Speaker 2: all of you guys because I am gonna be losing
Speaker 2: my celibacy to the twenty two year old.
Speaker 1: And the audience cheered me on. And that's why I
Speaker 1: know I love the horror hide and I appreciate you all.
Speaker 1: I mean, that was crazy. I said in the audience,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you guys that took a pregnancy test
Speaker 1: on our pregnant Everybody cheers. Mandy said, I'm gonna break
Speaker 1: myself and and they're like, yeah, I'm like, well, damn,
Speaker 1: so okay, I wanted to go over a few things.
Speaker 1: Oh next thing Wednesday. This Wednesday, I remember, I'm excited
Speaker 1: about it. This Wednesday, my season three Sex Cells comes out.
Speaker 1: I know. When we were in Canada, I was like,
Speaker 1: anybody watched Sex Cells and no one made noise. I
Speaker 1: found out it's because it's not in Canada. You is
Speaker 1: only available in the States, South Africa, and India boom,
Speaker 1: So if you guys want to watch it used to
Speaker 1: code Wheezy ten, It'll give you ten percent off an
Speaker 1: annual subscription. But also it's available on Amazon Prime Video channels,
Speaker 1: Roku premium subscriptions because I don't have cableing. Mandy's episode
Speaker 1: I believe is gonna come out this second week of December.
Speaker 3: That shit was so funny, y'all. We we had sex
Speaker 3: and made a sex tape.
Speaker 1: Well, I tried to make a sex tape and Mandy
Speaker 1: was like, this is Trapp, this is off. But this
Speaker 1: episode is with everyone's favorite person on the Wheezy Things.
Speaker 1: Making dumplings is sexy.
Speaker 2: I don't have time for you, I thought, cooking. Yeah, no,
Speaker 2: I don't have time for you cooking real food. Well,
Speaker 2: not free packaged frozen s that you just throw into
Speaker 2: a fucking pan. She was like, I'm gonna make dumplings
Speaker 2: from scratch. No, that bitch open up a fucking freezer
Speaker 2: pack and jumped.
Speaker 1: Him on the stone and he had to go take
Speaker 1: Nina while I tried to fuck myself for the sex tape.
Speaker 1: It was good. You'll see it, but support sex sells
Speaker 1: on Fuse. It's my season three and we have more
Speaker 1: businesses that are The first two seasons were very like.
Speaker 1: I just wanted to take businesses that I had met
Speaker 1: already and see how they make money because we heard
Speaker 1: the sex story and horror. But I'm all right, let's
Speaker 1: talk about the money. This time. There was some big shit. Oh,
Speaker 1: Vinny gets his dick shot up.
Speaker 3: It's crazy. Yeah, that's wild.
Speaker 1: That's it was fucking I don't know what the fuck
Speaker 1: he was thinking. That's wild.
Speaker 2: Before we get into this week's episode, we want to
Speaker 2: think each and every single person of the whore Hive
Speaker 2: who chose to not come to.
Speaker 1: One but several of our shows this tour.
Speaker 2: We did sell an astronomical amount of tickets for you guys.
Speaker 1: To explore and enjoy and laugh and join us. On
Speaker 1: the Climax tour and.
Speaker 2: What we didn't share with you guys, which they did
Speaker 2: see in New York walking like behind the stage, which
Speaker 2: is what we're going to share with you. Wezi and
Speaker 2: I were literally in tears before going on stage.
Speaker 1: I was so amazed.
Speaker 2: This was also right after the pandemic. I think we
Speaker 2: did like four shows. We did the major markets, we
Speaker 2: did DC, Atlanta, New York, LA, we didn't do ME
Speaker 2: and Greek. So we have not been able to meet
Speaker 2: our fans since pre pandemic, since like twenty nineteen, top
Speaker 2: of twenty twenty, and so this is the first time
Speaker 2: we were able to meet so many of you and
Speaker 2: just wow, like this was this was amazing. We've been
Speaker 2: on tour literally since June. We also had Black Effect
Speaker 2: in April, and then we had London in February.
Speaker 3: Of this year.
Speaker 1: So just so you guys know, tour all year. There's
Speaker 1: literally three months.
Speaker 2: This year that we were not doing a live show
Speaker 2: or meeting our fans, and so this year has meant
Speaker 2: a lot for horrible decisions the brand us getting into
Speaker 2: writing this book. I think it was so important for
Speaker 2: us to actually experience this before for the book because
Speaker 2: I agree something that we've been talking about on our
Speaker 2: book call, Like obviously the fun crazy section is there,
Speaker 2: and just to let you guys know a little bit,
Speaker 2: just just briefly, Mandy and I have been talking like
Speaker 2: we've sold more tickets to shows than required of our.
Speaker 1: Book sales, right, Like we obviously have that we have
Speaker 1: a cult fan base, but we want this to be everywhere.
Speaker 1: And to be fair, all of Charlemagne's books on his
Speaker 1: imprint are in airports. So I don't want to be
Speaker 1: in an airport. Oh bitch, I want to be a
Speaker 1: motherfucker airport too hot. Yeah, I mean we be in
Speaker 1: the airports, but I want to be into airport. Uh
Speaker 1: like the little Hudson Hudson place, what's it called. I
Speaker 1: want somebody to walk by it and be like yeah. Anyway,
Speaker 1: So Mandy and I wanted this book to literally be
Speaker 1: something that anybody could pick up, not just some podcast book.
Speaker 1: We don't even want our faces on the ship, like, bitch,
Speaker 1: we literally we're not putting our faces on the hell. Nah,
Speaker 1: you gonna pick this shit up because you think it's nasty.
Speaker 1: But I just want you guys to know this isn't
Speaker 1: surface level. It's not basic shit. It's not thrown together
Speaker 1: just because they give some podcast girls a deal. And
Speaker 1: something we just had on our book call was what
Speaker 1: is the question that readers will or the answers they
Speaker 1: will find? And I think that I wouldn't have known
Speaker 1: that until this tour. Seeing why people like us has
Speaker 1: really connected with me, and also obviously shout out to Vinnie.
Speaker 3: He did did an amazing, incredible job.
Speaker 1: I got some feedback from Brionda, who's come to all
Speaker 1: of our shows, and I'm sure your friends have done
Speaker 1: the same. She said something that I thought, yeah, that
Speaker 1: I thought was so interesting. She would always give me
Speaker 1: really big notes about us, even envision best. She's always
Speaker 1: writing in the middle of me talking. That's just how
Speaker 1: our brain works. She's a writer. She goes, unbelievable. I
Speaker 1: don't know if you and Mandy just got better together
Speaker 1: or if you both got better on stage. She says,
Speaker 1: there's one thing that you do and it's messy and
Speaker 1: I like it. She goes, you kind of talk over
Speaker 1: each other, but it almost adds to the fact that
Speaker 1: it's like this crazy show. She's like, it's not as
Speaker 1: distracting as it once was. She's like, you're doing it
Speaker 1: to like add to the stories. You guys know where
Speaker 1: to uh pick at each other like and she's like
Speaker 1: to tease, She's like, I was so impressed, but I
Speaker 1: think maybe if that is our biggest flaw, it's because
Speaker 1: we're looking at the audience and not each other. But
Speaker 1: she's like seamless transition. Like she's like, I couldn't believe it.
Speaker 1: She says she found that the only time she was
Speaker 1: bored was when we left the stage, which is crazy
Speaker 1: because you're literally watching someone get flogged.
Speaker 3: Yeah, she's a lot of flogging.
Speaker 1: I know.
Speaker 3: It's banking and leather and and King Noir and Jazzmine. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Shout out to King Noir, Jazzmine, Shout out to shoe Lea,
Speaker 2: shout out to Arizella.
Speaker 1: Shout out to literally every all of our performers for
Speaker 1: the Climax tour. Who was your favorite?
Speaker 3: Ooh, why you guys to do this? Why do you
Speaker 3: like doing this? Why do you like doing this?
Speaker 1: With the fire?
Speaker 2: Okay, they were incredible. Croissant in Seattle was great. So
Speaker 2: my favorite was and I hate it was Noir Charus.
Speaker 2: He was our the only male burletque performer in Orlando.
Speaker 2: He killed that ship, so itcharis Noir, I believe.
Speaker 1: Is his name. I would say I didn't think of
Speaker 1: it was a kinkster in the moment, but.
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, I mean, our performers did their fucking things.
Speaker 2: So if you guys make sure to follow us on
Speaker 2: our Instagram over the next week or two, we are
Speaker 2: going to be posting a lot of photos from tour,
Speaker 2: but we'll also be tagging all of our.
Speaker 3: Performers for the tour.
Speaker 1: I was trying to think of our best synergy in
Speaker 1: a show and there were two that came to mind.
Speaker 1: There was audiences like I remember Phoenix, like wowed Dust and.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna lie, I'm gonna stay it right here.
Speaker 2: Best cities because we already did it in the group chet. Anyways,
Speaker 2: New York was the best show. New York was the
Speaker 2: best show. I think our funniest show was Toronto, and
Speaker 2: then the best energy for a crowd, and it was
Speaker 2: our smallest show, Phoenix.
Speaker 3: That was crazy, Phoenix was nuts.
Speaker 2: That bitch jumped on stage and now almost that came
Speaker 2: out and it was still also just everyone that was
Speaker 2: there just seems so happy.
Speaker 1: We had never gone to Phoenix. And an honorable mention
Speaker 1: Seattle for me, I was gonna say, I think our
Speaker 1: best synergy was Seattle. I don't know why. YA was great.
Speaker 3: Seattle was great. I'm gonna tell y' all the truth
Speaker 3: about Seattle.
Speaker 1: One. I didn't want to go.
Speaker 3: Two.
Speaker 2: Maybe was trying to cancel it the week of. I
Speaker 2: was no, I'm trying to cancel it. Months before then.
Speaker 2: I was like, bitch, we're not gonna cancel it. We
Speaker 2: already just said we go in there, my schedule already,
Speaker 2: mother Parker.
Speaker 1: And there's something about when that attitude is like eh.
Speaker 1: So it was amazing. It was that, and I think
Speaker 1: it was just like, oh shit, this vibe is amazing.
Speaker 1: But then even Toronto. I don't know if anyone remembers,
Speaker 1: but Afro Tech was that weekend. I just want to
Speaker 1: say that was the most fucked up I had ever
Speaker 1: been On the flight. I had the shakes. I was
Speaker 1: in the club at five in the morning. My flight
Speaker 1: was a six. I was telling men I never drink
Speaker 1: before shows. I was literally drinking in the airport. I
Speaker 1: was like, I ain't gonna hold you, but you drink
Speaker 1: like the three shows before the show? No, I know.
Speaker 1: Me and VIDDI were like, what's going on is it
Speaker 1: a blue moon for Toronto. We're on the way me
Speaker 1: Mannyoi are in adulta lounge and I was like, I
Speaker 1: don't feel well. I'm drinking water. It's not working. It
Speaker 1: maybe look me down in the face and that it's
Speaker 1: not gonna work. You have to drink alcohol. Bruh.
Speaker 2: I do also want to say honorable mention another one
Speaker 2: my favorite city always to perform in and our biggest.
Speaker 3: Venue, DC.
Speaker 2: Oh, those are my favorite outfits are the outfits. I
Speaker 2: think our performers in DC were great, Like, I really
Speaker 2: enjoyed DC as well. By the way, not to take
Speaker 2: away from me of the other cities, I love the
Speaker 2: entire tour, but bitch be went to eighteen of y'all.
Speaker 2: By the way, London, it is not a scam. We
Speaker 2: will be announcing our new show. It will be in April.
Speaker 3: Just no, it's a rescheduled show.
Speaker 1: No reschedule. We ain't scammed, y'all. There was a fucking war.
Speaker 1: They were scaring us.
Speaker 3: We're sorry.
Speaker 1: Oh you know what, Dallas with four was so dope.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that was dope. I'm gonna say the least favorite.
Speaker 1: No, we don't have to do that. Okay, we literally
Speaker 1: do not have to do it. It wasn't a crowd though.
Speaker 1: We don't have to do that. Okay, it's giving negative energy.
Speaker 3: Let's get into our fucking vanilla ship.
Speaker 1: Oh wait wait wait, I'm trying to think, were there
Speaker 1: any crazy behind the scenes or like faux pause or not? Really? No.
Speaker 1: I think one thing people don't know that I found
Speaker 1: interesting to talk about. People don't know that we like
Speaker 1: carry our own shit. Yeah, and like do shit the
Speaker 1: airport y'all. Oh yeah, So on tour it is me
Speaker 1: Weezy Vinnie. So when we get to the venue.
Speaker 2: When we get to the venue, they're literally asking and
Speaker 2: we're like, oh, we're the perform But also we're setting
Speaker 2: up the stage.
Speaker 1: We're setting up the merchant.
Speaker 2: We're literally putting the lanyards together that the VIP people wear,
Speaker 2: we are putting those together on stage. We are doing
Speaker 2: sound check with ourselves. We're telling them the lights, We're
Speaker 2: telling them our levels on our mic. We might always
Speaker 2: have to be louder than mine.
Speaker 1: Did you watch the BTS on Patreon of atl show?
Speaker 1: Not yet? No, So in the VTS, it's hilarious because
Speaker 1: whoever cut that shout out to that girl that did
Speaker 1: the VTS. She was good. I was backstage and Mandy
Speaker 1: and I got to the Buckhead Theater and they had
Speaker 1: the biggest marquee and the marque is basically the signage, right,
Speaker 1: and everything was going well. We were getting ice cream.
Speaker 1: Everybody's in a good mood. And Mandy was there the
Speaker 1: day before with her friends. And I said to the
Speaker 1: VCS girl, because Mandy did her makeup, she left. She
Speaker 1: was like, what's normally something that goes on during the show.
Speaker 1: I was like, everything's going well today, but Mandy needs
Speaker 1: to do something. I was like, because her brain is
Speaker 1: a very like methodical brain, I was like, so if
Speaker 1: something's going well, she'll be like, now, well, well we're
Speaker 1: gonna we'll see, don't let's not say yeah, I'll see.
Speaker 1: And then the camera flips you and you're like, where
Speaker 1: are we at? What do we have to do? It's
Speaker 1: like everything's fine, She's like, yeah, but what are we doing?
Speaker 1: Like I learned that about Mandy actually, and I remember
Speaker 1: thinking to myself that there really is no way for uh.
Speaker 1: I would say you to not like people. Some people
Speaker 1: need to feel like they have their hands on something.
Speaker 1: You need to know, you need to see it, like
Speaker 1: I think I learned that about you. Not that I
Speaker 1: didn't know before, but I really saw it now because
Speaker 1: via Vinnie Even and you.
Speaker 3: Maybe the first two shows. He was like, Mandy, like, I've.
Speaker 1: Been doing this with you.
Speaker 3: Let me do this well, this all sun new show.
Speaker 1: But at the end also, and I've been saying it
Speaker 1: with my therapist, I've said it all on this show
Speaker 1: the last couple of months.
Speaker 2: I've I don't give a fuck about anything. Yo, Weezy
Speaker 2: don't want it to try new shit, And I'm like,
Speaker 2: do I want to do it?
Speaker 1: No? But we like, Weezy, We're gonna do it because.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna argue with you. But also I never
Speaker 2: want to start. I never want to be stunned creatively.
Speaker 2: And we has these ideas that you know how it's
Speaker 2: gonna work.
Speaker 1: No, but she's like, it's gonna work out fine, And
Speaker 1: I'm like, but I need a script. What are we doing?
Speaker 1: When is this happening? Learn something with you on tour
Speaker 1: And I said this to Charlotte and we were at dinner.
Speaker 1: I said Mandy's best moments of the show were when
Speaker 1: I changed the slides. Mandy is so focused on it
Speaker 1: being a good show that she needs to know what
Speaker 1: she's doing. But what you don't realize is it's just podcasting.
Speaker 1: When you haven't seen a clip yet, you're like reacting
Speaker 1: just like you don't. You've been podcasting seven years and
Speaker 1: you're successful at it because you know how to react.
Speaker 1: So when something's new. But no, those weren't new clips
Speaker 1: that saw No, no, no, I'm saying like when you're
Speaker 1: doing something for the first time on stage, those like Toronto,
Speaker 1: I felt like that.
Speaker 3: Was your best. No, Toronto, Toronto was funny. You were
Speaker 3: funniest in Toronto, and it must be funny.
Speaker 1: Do you know? That's what the fuck?
Speaker 2: By the way, me and Alex made up in Philly.
Speaker 2: So Alex comes up to me at your after party
Speaker 2: and he's like, I just want to let you know.
Speaker 2: I don't know if like normally, you're just so structural,
Speaker 2: Like every time I've seen you, you could tell you
Speaker 2: you have beats. He was like you let go though,
Speaker 2: He was like, you're so funny now, and I was like, nigga,
Speaker 2: a bit funny now, no, real quick, And I'm talking
Speaker 2: to him like this because my eyes are closed, bitch,
Speaker 2: I'm high, and so I'm looking at my eyes closed
Speaker 2: I'm like this nigga bit funny.
Speaker 1: Brianna said that too. She's like, Mandy was way more funny,
Speaker 1: and she was like, did you be funny? But you
Speaker 1: know what it is that you don't realize you're so
Speaker 1: outline obsessed because we have a time crunch that you
Speaker 1: couldn't allow yourself to let go. Yes, you were always funny,
Speaker 1: but you were funnier I think because you maybe trusted
Speaker 1: the process more well. We were on Show eighteen. We
Speaker 1: had been touring for six Moms, God damn man. Also
Speaker 1: uh so, Dred had met Mandy for the first time
Speaker 1: at in Philly. Uh huh, and he said to me,
Speaker 1: like Mandy was bugging out about makeup or something, and
Speaker 1: he was like, I just kind of was expecting you
Speaker 1: guys not to along, but also like I've never I
Speaker 1: didn't think you'd be that nice and sweet to her,
Speaker 1: and like just seeing that you know how to talk
Speaker 1: to her, she's getting annoyed. And it's funny because I
Speaker 1: told you you were getting annoyed at the makeup artist,
Speaker 1: so so something was going wrong and you were like mad.
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, man, do you want a coffee?
Speaker 3: Do you want to eat?
Speaker 1: And who was this in Philly?
Speaker 3: Yes, something was going on where you had an attitude
Speaker 3: you didn't have add but never mind, we'll talk about it.
Speaker 1: Was just different. It was just a different experience, okay, right,
Speaker 1: but that was just like you were getting irritated. Well
Speaker 1: not only that we had a.
Speaker 2: Kinkster who was unresponsive, Oh right, right, right, Like there
Speaker 2: was other things about the shit then, But yes, I
Speaker 2: realized you did.
Speaker 1: That to me and helped me in Toronto because I
Speaker 1: was like, oh yeah, you were you were done. But
Speaker 1: I think that that really has helped it more. It's
Speaker 1: like we care so much about putting on a good
Speaker 1: show that you do have to because have to decide,
Speaker 1: and I think therapy. But a it's seven years in,
Speaker 1: we know what the fuck we're both dealing with. Like
Speaker 1: we know each other at this point, uh huh. Despite growth,
Speaker 1: we know exactly we've been doing this long enough, right
Speaker 1: And to me it's now like we both.
Speaker 2: Actually know we have the same goal And sometimes it
Speaker 2: doesn't make sense to have an attitude.
Speaker 3: It doesn't make sense to argue, and we literally are.
Speaker 1: Just sired tonight.
Speaker 2: But also but then in the moment cool we have
Speaker 2: an attitude, we get over it because we both have
Speaker 2: the same goal and we actually want to have a
Speaker 2: good time. It's like, why am I gonna sit here
Speaker 2: and make this a miserable experience?
Speaker 1: I remember saying so such was the moment that it
Speaker 1: was like, oh, now I know how to fix these arguments.
Speaker 3: So ya the motherfucker Starbucks. We hugged and kissed, and shit, we.
Speaker 1: Was like we know we already before Starbucks. We got
Speaker 1: really loud at each other and I don't remember over
Speaker 1: what do you remember over? What was the power point?
Speaker 1: And you were saying something to the guy who's making
Speaker 1: the power part. I'm like, why are you talking like that?
Speaker 1: I haven't gotten fucking sleep.
Speaker 2: We know it wasn't that I got sleep you It
Speaker 2: was messages because by the way screenshot at all of them,
Speaker 2: Benny saw him, and I was like, bro, I wasn't
Speaker 2: being nasty Weezyn say.
Speaker 1: Because right now she's doing Vinny doesn't call Vinny right
Speaker 1: now he's a fucking life because it was Mandy doesn't
Speaker 1: realize her.
Speaker 3: Tone, but there's no tone in text messages.
Speaker 1: You were a bitch.
Speaker 2: I wasn't, though, And that's where I was like, Bro,
Speaker 2: Vinny Benny were talking who was who was Mandy.
Speaker 1: Not being a bitch to Brandon in San Francisco? And Bennie,
Speaker 1: did I not send you the screenshots? And you say
Speaker 1: I wasn't. It was to the guy making the guy
Speaker 1: making the power point? Was it not just direct?
Speaker 2: And Weezy took it as me being a bitch when
Speaker 2: I was just texting what I wanted.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think it's her being a bitch. I
Speaker 1: think she just gives the niceties and just gets what
Speaker 1: she's saying. You literally, I think she was being a
Speaker 1: bitch to me.
Speaker 3: And because you said he I remember saying that in
Speaker 3: San Francisco at all?
Speaker 1: Did you thank you?
Speaker 3: Thank you?
Speaker 1: Texting on the side and then babe, you're texting you
Speaker 1: see Benny look to both of us.
Speaker 2: No, but now he just he didn't say that, and
Speaker 2: he literally said that to me. I'm not gonna see
Speaker 2: here and be like, oh my god, thank you so much,
Speaker 2: You're so amazing.
Speaker 1: Thank you for doing Okay, So then why would have
Speaker 1: you got to San Francisco? I said, Mandy can starting
Speaker 1: a bitch, but I wasn't.
Speaker 2: Because I'm gonna hug you because you're gonna always think
Speaker 2: I'm a bitch. But Vinny literally was in the group
Speaker 2: chat saw the messages and here's the thing. Weezy likes
Speaker 2: to say, thanks, Babes, appreciate you so much all these things.
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna ask you for what the fuck I need.
Speaker 2: I also have never met this man, I do not
Speaker 2: know him, and there was some fuck ups along the way.
Speaker 2: So here's what I need, and I need it before
Speaker 2: this time.
Speaker 1: That's it.
Speaker 2: I don't have to say you're amazing, You're so great.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, Weezy does that. Weezy's like, Babes, you're amazed. Ah,
Speaker 2: thank you so much.
Speaker 1: I don't say amazed.
Speaker 2: Okay, but I in just communicating via text or email.
Speaker 2: Am not gonna give all of the the whatever when
Speaker 2: you have.
Speaker 1: The biggest bitch.
Speaker 3: I actually felt bad for this whole She was terrible,
Speaker 3: but this was hilarious, So you not to do this.
Speaker 3: She deserved it.
Speaker 1: The London makeup artist Mandy was so pissed off about
Speaker 1: her makeup. It was really bad and mine was too,
Speaker 1: and you were like, this is insane. You were literally
Speaker 1: getting your makeup done. I called you. I was like,
Speaker 1: here are you done? You're like, my makeup looks crazy
Speaker 1: and the girl was still doing her makeup. Oh that
Speaker 1: was yeah, that's fine.
Speaker 3: The girl was so nervous, and Mandy was like, this
Speaker 3: is I have to fix this. I don't even know
Speaker 3: And then I fixed.
Speaker 1: It right in front of her. What's the problem. I'm paying.
Speaker 2: It's not like we got the makeup for free and
Speaker 2: London was expensive and I just paid for this. I
Speaker 2: could have done this myself, bro. So then I'm like,
Speaker 2: thank god I brought my own makeup because this is
Speaker 2: I have to fix this.
Speaker 1: Bro. I get to the venue. My makeup was done
Speaker 1: after Mandy, and Mandy was like, so, how does your
Speaker 1: look better than mine? I was like, mine's still bad.
Speaker 1: She was like, well, it's not as bad, but it's bad,
Speaker 1: and like bad, it was bad. It was really bad.
Speaker 3: We looked like drag queens. What's wrong with being honest?
Speaker 1: See what I mean? You you like to lie?
Speaker 2: Be not like oh, like you could sugarcoat shit all
Speaker 2: you want. It doesn't She needs to know her makeup
Speaker 2: skills were not up to part and you shouldn't be
Speaker 2: charging this bitch.
Speaker 1: It like five hundred dollars. I know exactly, and I
Speaker 1: think she was late. I don't have time for it.
Speaker 1: She was old. That was it. Don't be late, old,
Speaker 1: do not be late. Who was the latest? We had
Speaker 1: a makeup on this over like an hour. No, she
Speaker 1: got an a car accident and here I go.
Speaker 3: But you here and you an hour late. You should
Speaker 3: have left your house an hour earlier.
Speaker 1: I will say this though, I completely agree with you
Speaker 1: about timeliness. Like I know that for the most part,
Speaker 1: like in the in terms of podcasting, I've been on time,
Speaker 1: but when it comes to like sometimes home shit, I'd
Speaker 1: been late. Man, it was like ten fifteen minutes. It
Speaker 1: throws me off, and like I get it, like you know,
Speaker 1: that was something that I fixed. But I realized from
Speaker 1: this tour people do not give a fuck out time.
Speaker 3: They don't.
Speaker 1: And I don't think I've been a sickler like you are,
Speaker 1: but it really it made me realize I am. That
Speaker 1: made me not like people on tour.
Speaker 2: Oh and we will still things, but then come back
Speaker 2: and be like that motherfucker. We think we'll talk shit
Speaker 2: about your behind your back. That's the difference with me.
Speaker 2: You will get the same energy in front of your
Speaker 2: face and behind your back.
Speaker 1: Oh no, we think it will be super nice and babes,
Speaker 1: I'm Regina George, Oh my god, I love your shirt.
Speaker 1: Where did you get it? And then she'll come back
Speaker 1: and be like, lock the doors. No, one's a lot
Speaker 1: in here. I really don't want to be bothered by anybody.
Speaker 1: That's the difference. I'm just gonna tell them to their face,
Speaker 1: and we He's like, you don't have to tell them
Speaker 1: to their face, and it's like, why not. Okay, here's
Speaker 1: the thing.
Speaker 3: I don't want people's impression to ever be like, wow,
Speaker 3: that person was mean and all, and then you should
Speaker 3: show up on time.
Speaker 1: My social battery also like needs to reset a lot
Speaker 1: because I'm so like nice and whatever.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because it's exhausting to me.
Speaker 1: And it's funny because now you see why I need
Speaker 1: to be quiet before it shows. Before you didn't get
Speaker 1: that it's exhausting to be fun. I'm not me no, no, no,
Speaker 1: to be nice to people that you don't really like
Speaker 1: her want.
Speaker 3: To be around, No, I want to be I want
Speaker 3: to be nice to everyone.
Speaker 2: I get that even when you don't like someone, so
Speaker 2: you have to recharge your social battery to.
Speaker 1: Be I just want to be behind and I'm kind,
Speaker 1: but I'm blunt.
Speaker 2: Oh I was that nice in La. They were rude
Speaker 2: and that's why they treated us like we did it.
Speaker 2: We didn't get our beonce plightlists. At the end of
Speaker 2: our meeting greet, I couldn't.
Speaker 1: Believe that whole said, can you tell me about the seats?
Speaker 1: I work for the venue and not Ticketmaster. Okay, are
Speaker 1: there seats in the venue? Bit? Yeah?
Speaker 2: No, okay, anyway, anyways, can we get into something the
Speaker 2: holes want to hear us? Be hose, even though you
Speaker 2: did share at least look, thank god both of us
Speaker 2: are not celibate.
Speaker 1: Share that this shit then and talk about our favorite
Speaker 1: horror der from tour. Mine was the girl at the
Speaker 1: Gatorade trait because I did it and it worked. We
Speaker 1: had someone in Charlotte. I'm sorry I don't remember her name.
Speaker 1: I just remember she works with Trader Joes, but she
Speaker 1: came up. She did the cucumber challenge, and her tip
Speaker 1: before the cucumber was drink the clear Gatorade clear one
Speaker 1: the ice glacier. None of us though, what the fuck
Speaker 1: ice glacier tastes like, but she did lemon lime. She said,
Speaker 1: drink the ice glacier. Gatorade Lemon line my favorite, me too,
Speaker 1: But she wanted to be me something. Well, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: the fruit punch is but I used the punch, I
Speaker 1: did the lemon lime one sucked dick, and it did
Speaker 1: come out and visuous, fucking hot.
Speaker 2: Why I think the ice glacier makes sense. It's also
Speaker 2: because it's not going to change the color of your spit.
Speaker 2: That's probably why too.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, but he is dark. We can't see. But
Speaker 1: that shit was sexiest fun. But when we talk about
Speaker 1: spit being yellow and I'm talking about maybe it's from curry,
Speaker 1: then it's a problem. Lemon lime, gatorade, mandy is not
Speaker 1: that yellow.
Speaker 3: I think it makes you it might change. The color
Speaker 3: is pretty yell.
Speaker 1: It is bitch.
Speaker 3: That shit is like piss yellow. Well that's what he
Speaker 3: wanted to stop see.
Speaker 1: No, no, na. That I thought was the best tip.
Speaker 1: And then there was a dude that gave a really
Speaker 1: good tip. Do you have any other horror durve tips
Speaker 1: from the audience that you remember?
Speaker 2: I mean, to be honest, A lot of them were basic.
Speaker 2: I just wanted to watch them suck a cucumber.
Speaker 1: The worst time was the girl in Dallas.
Speaker 3: Oh wait, what does she say?
Speaker 1: Oh I'll never forget it, she said, And I quote.
Speaker 1: My tip is deep throat is porn shit. You don't
Speaker 1: really have to deep throw, and.
Speaker 2: The whole audience is like, which is crazy because if
Speaker 2: you remove the it's porn shit.
Speaker 1: Bitch, you don't I don't really be deep throwing. Huh.
Speaker 3: I'll tell you that all the time, bitch, I'll be
Speaker 3: giving fake gag.
Speaker 1: Fit on the tip. I did a little, but then
Speaker 1: where eyes shine is the balls.
Speaker 2: In the goo, babe, bitch, I gave some Yes, you
Speaker 2: not have to depoat yo dick and sit here and
Speaker 2: feel like I'm about to die.
Speaker 1: I was deep thrown so crazy that Nigga came and
Speaker 1: literally after he came, he goes, oh my god, I'm sorry.
Speaker 3: I thought I was gonna fuck you. I was like,
Speaker 3: it's cool, and see that's why I.
Speaker 1: Will not queen and the guy, damn, I'm not cool.
Speaker 1: It is not cool. You will fuck me after? Oh good,
Speaker 1: get it back up here? Are you pedal? But this
Speaker 1: thick is the dope and.
Speaker 3: I'm not going to risk it.
Speaker 1: Oh you know what I want to say.
Speaker 3: I'm not going to risk it.
Speaker 1: Oh one hore derves that I liked, so the guy
Speaker 1: that was on my team in New York when he
Speaker 1: was uh doing his orgasm his Hollywood mom. He was like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, yeah, I want to come together. I
Speaker 1: was like, oh yeah. I started saying, is she I
Speaker 1: want to come together? My ship that I say during
Speaker 1: sex is thank you. I told the audience that I've
Speaker 1: probably said it on Horrible before. Oh bitch, I said
Speaker 1: that shit yesterday. What was it after the show? Ooh girl.
Speaker 1: I was loud because I had someone staying at my
Speaker 1: house for a bit. But I haven't been able to
Speaker 1: be loud the last few months. And now I got
Speaker 1: my apartment in New York back. I'm was like, dany
Speaker 1: you this dick, a little thank you for serving me
Speaker 1: this dick.
Speaker 3: This that good thank you? Wow. Yeah yeah, No, I
Speaker 3: have had sex in a while, so I'll let y'all know.
Speaker 3: I really hope I say when I get back. I
Speaker 3: hope when I have sex with someone new there I
Speaker 3: watch this and say, damn, I hope he's saying the
Speaker 3: same shit.
Speaker 1: A lot. I've been thinking what new things I'm going
Speaker 1: to say because I'm about to fuck someone new. I
Speaker 1: don't fucked someone new in a minute. I think I'm
Speaker 1: saying thank you to new dick.
Speaker 3: I got a finger bank, but fucking taking like fucking
Speaker 3: someone new.
Speaker 2: I literally the fact that I just brought this up
Speaker 2: with my therapist is crazy because I'm like, uh, I
Speaker 2: go back to all like I circle back and run
Speaker 2: it back with a lot of my old niggas. And
Speaker 2: I'm trying to find a replacement for twenty four seven
Speaker 2: right now, which is why the twenty two year old
Speaker 2: makes sense because he's local. I realize I have no
Speaker 2: local dick except for twenty four seven, which is what
Speaker 2: makes it difficult that I'm about to be off for
Speaker 2: a month.
Speaker 1: So I'm like twenty two year old it is. I
Speaker 1: really hope that I get like right now, I have
Speaker 1: a New York and an LA dick. I have fuck
Speaker 1: BDD in a minute. But I think it's because he's like, bitch,
Speaker 1: I know you fucking another niggas and you know niggas
Speaker 1: don't like we you beat a new dick. But I
Speaker 1: think that the thing I told him is or that
Speaker 1: I want to talk to him about it is like, bro,
Speaker 1: like you know I want to date. I need to date.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like you want to date
Speaker 2: because you're looking for a partner. And he refuses to
Speaker 2: be the partner that you would like him to be,
Speaker 2: or you want to date because you want multiple people.
Speaker 3: No, it's not about him refusing to be a partner
Speaker 3: to me.
Speaker 2: It's just about like, well then just there, Okay, So
Speaker 2: you don't see him as that person, maybe not at.
Speaker 1: This juncture in our lives. Like, you know, I love
Speaker 1: him very much, and I know he loves me too.
Speaker 1: I think that it's just not the moment for us,
Speaker 1: but like that doesn't mean I'm gonna wait for anyone,
Speaker 1: you know, and I love beautd very much. And I
Speaker 1: also know that relationship is very threatening to other men.
Speaker 1: Like literally, my mom had an emergency. I think it
Speaker 1: was in LA. I don't know if I talked about
Speaker 1: this on the podcast. He is the first person I called.
Speaker 1: I was like, my mom's on answer the phone, she's
Speaker 1: not feeling good. She was like, I mean boom, like
Speaker 1: that's him, and and it even showed me like, oh damn,
Speaker 1: I do have other friends in LA. But I called
Speaker 1: him like I really realized that, Like that's how important
Speaker 1: he is.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna hold you, I ain't gonna bring it up,
Speaker 2: but I wouldn't allow you to have no male friends
Speaker 2: because you be crossing the boundaries.
Speaker 1: Hunt, I told you about one crush. I'm just saying,
Speaker 1: if I was a man, you get no male friends
Speaker 1: because I didn't cross a boundary yet.
Speaker 2: But your mind is I just have a crush and
Speaker 2: it's crossing it real thing, but in your mind it
Speaker 2: it just hasked. I ain't gonna hold you. I winn't
Speaker 2: want none of my niggas to have the friendships you have.
Speaker 1: That's all I'm gonta say. I'll tell you this, and
Speaker 1: that's fine. That nigga told Alex at the fucking party.
Speaker 1: He was like, oh, I was skeptical of every male
Speaker 1: friendship until you and Gilla like, this is something I
Speaker 1: never seen.
Speaker 3: And it's funny because I think Alex and I are
Speaker 3: the exception. I don't know why, but well, and now
Speaker 3: he has a fucking fiance, so cool it makes sense.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I think we've always kind of been
Speaker 1: the exception. Like even one of my homegirls said to me, like,
Speaker 1: I would never trust a man with a woman friend.
Speaker 1: I was like, really, but look at me and Alex.
Speaker 1: She was like, that's weird. I don't know how it works,
Speaker 1: but it does it and it is. But I also
Speaker 1: realized my boundaries with Alex are different. For example, Uh,
Speaker 1: I made out with a girl somewhere in front of
Speaker 1: one of my I'm trying to make the story talk
Speaker 1: about details. I made out of a girl somewhere in
Speaker 1: front of a male friend, and to me, that moment
Speaker 1: was super sexual. I would never do that in front
Speaker 1: of Alex, like I don't have moment like I wouldn't.
Speaker 1: It's a very family feeling with him. I also think
Speaker 1: that the details I give other homeboys about my sex
Speaker 1: life me and Alex don't okay. Uh. And I think
Speaker 1: it's just like a line that we know how to
Speaker 1: not cross. See, I have a lot of male friends
Speaker 1: that I have never thought to cross any of those
Speaker 1: lines with, so.
Speaker 2: I do believe it can happen. I'm just saying the
Speaker 2: way you have your friendships outside of Alex. Why are
Speaker 2: you saying the way I have my friendships. I've never
Speaker 2: done anything with any of these friends, But in your mind,
Speaker 2: you be I want I don't want my nigga imagining
Speaker 2: something that's even that could happen with any of his
Speaker 2: women friends, and you'd be imagining it was a moment. Mandy, y'all,
Speaker 2: she had unicorn. She got an imagination. That's all I'm
Speaker 2: talking about. First of all.
Speaker 1: The other problem is, like men and women, you have
Speaker 1: to get to the point where you know you're not
Speaker 1: going to fuck. Right. How long does it take then
Speaker 1: to get to the point where you know you're not
Speaker 1: going to fuck a friend? I don't know, but I
Speaker 1: always thought Alex and I knew we weren't gonna fuck
Speaker 1: when we had a show in Atlanta, him and I
Speaker 1: shared it. But also I took a ship and he said,
Speaker 1: oh we're we're really friend. Also, there's a difference.
Speaker 2: I just when I was looking for them pictures for
Speaker 2: that slides show, Alex looks like a fun boy now
Speaker 2: because he got a little bit of money. But when
Speaker 2: we knew Alex, that's it was easy not to fuck
Speaker 2: Alex when he was a cop.
Speaker 1: That's not sure. He was always handsome, not No, he
Speaker 1: got the little twistes. Now you look like a pure
Speaker 1: fuck boy. I hate that.
Speaker 3: It is true, bro, you look like a punk boy.
Speaker 3: Now he'd be having a little change.
Speaker 2: He actually got some swag now that nigga could not
Speaker 2: dress and look. Listen, they get money, bitch. We talked
Speaker 2: about it all tour bitch. When we looked at them
Speaker 2: old videos of us, maybe I couldn't believe I'll look
Speaker 2: back and now that's brother, you.
Speaker 1: Know what Charlotte is saying. But he said one man,
Speaker 1: he ain't look back at that slid.
Speaker 2: Oh no, I ain't gonna hold you. I ain't gonna
Speaker 2: hold you. I have looked back at my old pictures,
Speaker 2: how I dress, how I judged, even my own appearance.
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, I couldn't fuck y'all niggas again.
Speaker 1: Fun. But that's the thing though, Like sometimes I mean
Speaker 1: about that. I know, dope, but it was like style
Speaker 1: different than like dress. I couldn't do my eyebrows. I
Speaker 1: kept putting this fucking bun up in my head. I
Speaker 1: thought the bun was cute. You know. Actually, when I
Speaker 1: was looking back, because like I was having to do
Speaker 1: a lot of digging for old clips, I was like, damn, bro,
Speaker 1: we looked more alike back then with them curly weaves,
Speaker 1: and we wear them at the same time.
Speaker 3: It was a mess. Remember that guy at New York Show,
Speaker 3: He's like, y'all sisters.
Speaker 1: Now, first off, people are racist the way that y'all
Speaker 1: still continue to send me bitches with short hair y'all
Speaker 1: thought I was the bitch singing on.
Speaker 3: The Delta flight.
Speaker 2: Hey, y'all know I can't sing. They did it, Yes,
Speaker 2: they did. I had y'all, I can't sing. I have
Speaker 2: no vocals.
Speaker 3: I hated that.
Speaker 1: The fact that y'all thought I would sing a gospel
Speaker 1: song on a goddamn flight, the fact that I got
Speaker 1: tagged as if that would be me, you bitch, I'll
Speaker 1: be sleep before we take off off. The motherfucking the
Speaker 1: wrong way, bitch O got it. Shout out to that
Speaker 1: final ass flight and attended we invite it to the
Speaker 1: Oh we did to the Toronto show. Whatever.
Speaker 3: Yeah, she was fine Boston.
Speaker 1: I thought it was.
Speaker 3: It might have been Boston, don't know, but she.
Speaker 1: Was based out of Atlanta, Toronto, Toronto, Toronto, bitch, it
Speaker 1: was Toronto. Shout out to you, bitch. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: like what niggas. I wanted to fuck this tour.
Speaker 3: Oh so we just not getting into anything.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, sorry anyway, the horrible pain Pleasure.
Speaker 3: Don't give you all like an actual fifteen minutes on
Speaker 3: this episode today.
Speaker 1: No, no, we're not even yet. I know we're doing
Speaker 1: all right, pain pleasure. I'm not okay, pain pleasure in progression.
Speaker 1: Mandy and I have been focusing on this for our tour,
Speaker 1: and I think we can actually probably skip When did
Speaker 1: we experience the most pain?
Speaker 3: I think yours has definitely been recent.
Speaker 2: Yeah, which is crazy because when I saw this on
Speaker 2: the outline, I immediately would have went to the train
Speaker 2: experience that I shared on this pod.
Speaker 3: My abortion was easy, bitch, so not really that as much.
Speaker 2: But this year I've experienced the most loss in terms
Speaker 2: of my first love and my first relationship. Maybe not
Speaker 2: my first love the first person I said love to
Speaker 2: because he's no, he wasn't my soulmate, but losing that,
Speaker 2: losing a very public friendship that is no longer the case,
Speaker 2: which don't look shot. We haven't talked about it for
Speaker 2: two months on Patreon, bitch.
Speaker 1: I actually thought about another. Oh there's oh that one too,
Speaker 1: but I haven't. I haven't vocalized that one.
Speaker 2: I know.
Speaker 1: I am confusion.
Speaker 2: I know you know there's been multiple friendships loss this year,
Speaker 2: and then many of you know because I've shared I
Speaker 2: lost my cousin in a brutal murdyr and then I
Speaker 2: lost my grandfather this year.
Speaker 3: So this this year, at the top of the year.
Speaker 3: If I'm not mistaken, that was.
Speaker 1: All this year.
Speaker 3: That's a lot.
Speaker 2: So like this has been like the year that I've
Speaker 2: experienced the most loss in my life, like from family members,
Speaker 2: to friendships, to a partner to and don't get me crying, because, bitch,
Speaker 2: I don't know how to put lesson.
Speaker 3: But this year has been a lot. And then having
Speaker 3: to kind of like not shadow.
Speaker 1: At all, but like moved through it all with touring.
Speaker 1: I toured both.
Speaker 2: Pods this year. I've had the most content I've ever
Speaker 2: had to fucking produce. I've had to pod through it all.
Speaker 1: Hey, you lost a lot of weight, let's talk about that.
Speaker 1: I did. Oh I lost a lot of way too, bitch.
Speaker 2: So I didn't realize through the pandemic, I was one
Speaker 2: like many who ended up like gaining some of the
Speaker 2: weight back that I had lost in Gashtrik.
Speaker 3: And so when I broke up with my partner, I
Speaker 3: was like, nope, let me just get back to me.
Speaker 1: We were on tour.
Speaker 2: I've worked out, I did all the things, and twenty
Speaker 2: pounds over the last like four or five months, and
Speaker 2: I just feel better. And I'm just like this year
Speaker 2: has just been a lot, Like to where next year
Speaker 2: ain't gonna be like this, bitch. I'm gonna tell you now,
Speaker 2: I don't already started cutting and decided. Me and my
Speaker 2: therapist just went through the next two months of what
Speaker 2: our therapy sessions will be, not only with the book,
Speaker 2: but I'm like, there's a lot of things that I
Speaker 2: fear in starting new next year, including dating, including like
Speaker 2: opening myself up to sex, opening myself up as a
Speaker 2: new person to dating and what I want how to
Speaker 2: communicate it, and the new changes that we're making with
Speaker 2: not only the book, but Patreon and figure out Patreon
Speaker 2: is gonna be in. It's gonna be a whole new experience.
Speaker 2: So like, yeah, now, for you, bitch, what has been
Speaker 2: like the biggest painful thing for your like that you've
Speaker 2: experienced this year?
Speaker 1: Oh? This year? This year?
Speaker 3: Yeah, bitch, twenty twenty three. Oh, we're talking about the podcast?
Speaker 3: Oh are we talking? We could do the podcast, but.
Speaker 2: Just so y'all know, this is the last time we
Speaker 2: are recording in twenty twenty three, So it could be
Speaker 2: the year, or it could be the podcast. But as
Speaker 2: just a person, as a potter, as a person, as
Speaker 2: a dater, as a woman.
Speaker 1: I think the most pain experience on the podcast was
Speaker 1: a feeling like my relationship with Old Bay was a
Speaker 1: lie because I didn't know if it was a lie.
Speaker 1: Like I talked about how much fun I had with
Speaker 1: having threesomes and whatever, and I meant it and it
Speaker 1: was healthy in my mind when it was going on. Oh, like,
Speaker 1: it wasn't bad, right, And I also don't like that,
Speaker 1: like I had to get up and explain the breakup
Speaker 1: one day and then people be like, oh, well, maybe
Speaker 1: I guess for me, my biggest pain point is someone
Speaker 1: thinking that I'm misleading them. It's not that I would
Speaker 1: ever want to lie to the audience and follow what
Speaker 1: I'm doing. I really believed in what I was doing
Speaker 1: that it was for me and because I had just
Speaker 1: done it with Scissors and Beard Bay in a healthy way.
Speaker 1: But what happened with Old Bay was just so crazy,
Speaker 1: Like I just to find out the person that you
Speaker 1: love is a total fucking liar, and also to then
Speaker 1: fucking fall in love with Hospital Dick and that actually
Speaker 1: be what I think was one of the loves of
Speaker 1: my life and then it just begne. So it's like
Speaker 1: all of it. I couldn't talk about how painful that
Speaker 1: was because all people really knew about was old Bay.
Speaker 1: I wasn't talking about hospital Dick that much. But I
Speaker 1: made a complete mistake with him, Like I just I
Speaker 1: don't know, I was not only dishonest with him, but
Speaker 1: just like I wasn't apologetic enough or I didn't take
Speaker 1: enough accountability in the things that I had done. And
Speaker 1: so it's like you just can't get that person back
Speaker 1: once you turn you know. So it was like learning
Speaker 1: that I had to really own up to my mistakes
Speaker 1: because I've always felt like the worst mistake you can
Speaker 1: make it flying and cheating. So to me, if I'm
Speaker 1: not doing that, I'm not that bad. And then I
Speaker 1: would say this year, I actually know whatever year it
Speaker 1: was that I deleted Instagram, that was last year that
Speaker 1: I got halla depressed. That was probably the worst of
Speaker 1: the podcast. Was two years ago.
Speaker 3: That was last year. No, No, it was the time
Speaker 3: that I got one. Yeah, twenty that was the worst
Speaker 3: time in my life.
Speaker 1: I thought I was going to trigger warning fast forward
Speaker 1: fifteen seconds kill myself. That was crazy as fuck. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was rough, and also like it was just like ooh,
Speaker 1: what do you do? And that was a part of
Speaker 1: the breakup. I remember getting Nina and the only reason
Speaker 1: Nina so attached to Brionda's cause the week I got her,
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck this dog, I gotta go to Mexico, bitch.
Speaker 1: You know I love running in Mexico.
Speaker 3: Oh.
Speaker 1: I was confused, and it made me think of this
Speaker 1: comment I saw on last week's episode with Sahara shout
Speaker 1: out to her and now she's her home girl was like,
Speaker 1: why are women so obsessed with romantic relationships? Like, dude,
Speaker 1: you're literally we're programmed that way, right, And so I
Speaker 1: think I was really confused. But what I would say
Speaker 1: for progression, I know now that I saw a clip
Speaker 1: of Viola Davis. I think it was I think it
Speaker 1: was Viola Davis that she was asking her and her
Speaker 1: husband for love advice, and she was like, I told
Speaker 1: my daughter, you're the love of your life. And I
Speaker 1: was like, I think I've probably loved myself more. I've
Speaker 1: always loved who I am and who I was, but
Speaker 1: like loving myself before others, right, because I put my
Speaker 1: parents first. I mean, but not only your parents. You
Speaker 1: just said.
Speaker 3: Twenty two minutes ago, look at me.
Speaker 1: Sounded like spongebobs, I did, but you literally.
Speaker 2: Also just said, you have to take breaks because you
Speaker 2: want to show up for so many other people first
Speaker 2: that it literally physically and mentally drains you. That even
Speaker 2: while we're on tour, you need pockets of breaks because
Speaker 2: you're putting how other people are going to perceive you
Speaker 2: and the thoughts that they may.
Speaker 1: Have of you first before you're well being. It's so
Speaker 1: bad like and obsessively and it's unhealthy. He was giving
Speaker 1: me a foot massage after the show and I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: thank you. I said it like five times and then
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, I'll give you one. And he
Speaker 1: was like yo, like can you not relax? And I
Speaker 1: was like no, no, no, I can give one to you.
Speaker 1: And I was so tired, Mandy, it was like five am,
Speaker 1: like I'll And he told me that one of the
Speaker 1: things that he it's like the things that he was
Speaker 1: saying he likes the most about me are the things
Speaker 1: that are the worst things about me. He told me
Speaker 1: he loves it. He was like, I've seen what you
Speaker 1: do for other people. You give the shirt off your back,
Speaker 1: like you're just not a selfish person. And then he said,
Speaker 1: but I also think room for improvement with you. He
Speaker 1: was like, you don't know how to sit down. You
Speaker 1: always think you need to be doing something. I feel
Speaker 1: completely useless when I'm not doing something. He left my
Speaker 1: house on Sunday and I was, you just said that
Speaker 1: was me for other people, No, for our show. No,
Speaker 1: I know, for you. I well, no, that's not for me.
Speaker 3: I was for the show.
Speaker 1: No, no, no show. I know what you're saying, the
Speaker 1: thing I just said about you, Mandy needs to be
Speaker 1: doing something. I feel like that if I'm not doing
Speaker 1: something for someone else, I'm so in service to everyone else.
Speaker 1: That makes me feel like, I don't know, maybe because
Speaker 1: my parents are so dependent on me, it makes me
Speaker 1: feel the most valued. Like in the middle of the show,
Speaker 1: my mom's gonna need a uber back from the doctor,
Speaker 1: and like I don't even have her do it with
Speaker 1: my assistant because I want to do it.
Speaker 3: It's weird.
Speaker 1: So when he left my house Sunday night, I like
Speaker 1: completely at a breakdown, even though it was fine kissing me,
Speaker 1: saying you miss me, and like oh I see you
Speaker 1: in a few days, and like bruh, it was nothing
Speaker 1: about him. It was just like, oh my god. Now
Speaker 1: I'm sitting here, I'm by myself. There's no tour coming,
Speaker 1: Vinnie's not going to be doing this job and he more,
Speaker 1: oh oh, like it was bad, and I was like,
Speaker 1: this is a post I like depression, Like what do
Speaker 1: I do next? Who am I helping?
Speaker 3: What if?
Speaker 1: Bro? I don't know as bad?
Speaker 3: Are the fans gonna be happy with me? Like ridiculous?
Speaker 3: Just did I tell you about the manic episode I had?
Speaker 1: Oh? I did on Patreon? But like, yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: can join us on Patreon. I really just don't know
Speaker 1: how to like not give. So that's why I'm saying
Speaker 1: loving myself. I'm really learning how to do this here.
Speaker 1: I know how to get my nails done and do
Speaker 1: self care. Shit, that's not it. That's upkeep to me.
Speaker 1: And I don't mean to say that as a flex
Speaker 1: but that's one of the things. When I started making money,
Speaker 1: I started doing spas, massage, shopping like that's normal, but like, spiritually,
Speaker 1: how am I feeling myself and pouring into myself? Like
Speaker 1: that's what I'm learning how to do. So but should
Speaker 1: not be doing sound bous, not as much done anybody
Speaker 1: for me. I'll be doing what you gotta do.
Speaker 2: What's the next? It was leisure pleasure, bitch, you, I
Speaker 2: can't talk about it. I have actually and you guys
Speaker 2: will hear it in a future episode. I have been
Speaker 2: questioning so much of my relationship to sex. Talk about
Speaker 2: pleasure out of sex? Then when do you think you
Speaker 2: were the hot? When I'm with my friends this this week,
Speaker 2: I literally I literally went into my therapy session and
Speaker 2: was like, oh need you. I'm happy, Like this week
Speaker 2: made me so happy, And she.
Speaker 3: Was like, can we just applaud right now?
Speaker 1: Like that?
Speaker 2: That's how we started this call. And I was like,
Speaker 2: with my friends, like, we went to shout out to
Speaker 2: Company XIV all of my friends. I went with a
Speaker 2: Sante Carlin Sacy, my friends that flew in and we
Speaker 2: went from there to a bar, to pergola, to someplace
Speaker 2: deep in Queens that didn't even play English music.
Speaker 1: It was bitch.
Speaker 3: We were up till seven am.
Speaker 2: We ordered McDonald's and fell asleep by the time the
Speaker 2: McDonald's came, and it was just like and then after
Speaker 2: the live show, just I was with my friends this
Speaker 2: week and I was just so happy. So the pleasure
Speaker 2: to me was being around the people that Like, literally,
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't even know why I'm in
Speaker 2: therapy right now, but bitch I was happy this week.
Speaker 1: Oh I had to start. I moved mine too bi weekly.
Speaker 1: I've been feeling good the show day, bitch I took
Speaker 1: an NBA. I was sucking Mandy and my agent shut
Speaker 1: up an hour age shout of disgusting to put the
Speaker 1: tour on for us. He was like, you're not going
Speaker 1: to bed nine thirty. I said, ohy, say yeah I was.
Speaker 1: I was like, I felt it was even on a
Speaker 1: couch so hard. I don't know it's gonna knock me
Speaker 1: like that. Rihanda took NNA for me because I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't even want to think about bob bait. Woke up,
Speaker 1: had to work out, went to Solid Core, went to
Speaker 1: the pop up. We had so much fun to pop
Speaker 1: up was fun of shit. Mandy and I were dipping
Speaker 1: shout out.
Speaker 3: To shadow Wood, to sugar Wood and everybody who came
Speaker 3: out to us.
Speaker 1: It was really fun and just like things were just
Speaker 1: going right. And I've been saying to Mandy, like everything
Speaker 1: I'm doing right now, I'm supposed to be doing. I
Speaker 1: just felt like that the whole day. I just it
Speaker 1: was like I had time to read a book that day.
Speaker 1: The day of the live show. I mean, it's not
Speaker 1: like I'm in a serious relationship by any means, but
Speaker 1: just everything felt good. I knew I was gonna get
Speaker 1: some dick that night. My period was slated to come on,
Speaker 1: but it didn't. And I have I have a half
Speaker 1: of God's chosen you know, you're not really you know,
Speaker 1: I mean right, But just everything flowed and like it
Speaker 1: felt right. It felt so good, and then you know,
Speaker 1: our friends flew.
Speaker 3: Everything spiritually felt out of it.
Speaker 2: I will say this last week spiritually, the things I
Speaker 2: wanted to say and get off my chest I did
Speaker 2: with people, the things wait, what should you cussed somebody
Speaker 2: out the way? I never I'm not cussing nobody out.
Speaker 2: I'm just speaking what's on my mind. And those things
Speaker 2: came out. I can't wait till just wrap up. I
Speaker 2: wanted so like I would like to see it, not
Speaker 2: that I would like to see it, but like it
Speaker 2: was just really good with all of my friends, with
Speaker 2: how we showed up for each other.
Speaker 1: It was it was like it was a great week.
Speaker 1: And I was also just so glad that we ended
Speaker 1: the tour on the high that we did, even though
Speaker 1: there were.
Speaker 3: Some fuck us, which I gotta update you one. It
Speaker 3: was great.
Speaker 1: I was going to say the other thing that made
Speaker 1: me feel proud this week I said no to money,
Speaker 1: and I haven't done that in a minute because I'm
Speaker 1: always obsessed about taking care of shit. Literally, I was like, bro,
Speaker 1: I feel good right now. I'm okay, Like I don't
Speaker 1: want to add something else to my plate. I want
Speaker 1: to say no. I want to enjoy my life and
Speaker 1: I want to not complain. You know, we didn't end
Speaker 1: up getting an AMP deal because AMP closed down.
Speaker 2: Y'all if you are on Patreon. We were supposed to
Speaker 2: literally start our AMP show November sixth.
Speaker 1: That is why the episode a few weeks ago was
Speaker 1: called Deplorable Decisions because that was the name of the show.
Speaker 2: That was the name of the show that we were
Speaker 2: supposed to do on fucking AMP.
Speaker 1: But like, even just thinking how we were like, we're
Speaker 1: doing this because it's a milestone. But we got the
Speaker 1: book like it was it also but also and that's
Speaker 1: where we we we visit and I said that with
Speaker 1: my therapist.
Speaker 3: I said, I did not want to do this AMP
Speaker 3: deal me neither.
Speaker 1: I was tired.
Speaker 2: I was exhausted the idea of doing another weekly show.
Speaker 2: I dropped five episodes a week already, I record weekly.
Speaker 2: We didn't need the money, and we didn't need the money.
Speaker 1: And it wasn't a lot of money.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tell y'all now it might have been.
Speaker 2: It was not a lot of money, and I was like,
Speaker 2: I don't want to do this, but we thought it
Speaker 2: would be the thing that we needed to do, and
Speaker 2: so yeah, I I'm glad and studying.
Speaker 1: Everything is happening, literally and you know what the effort
Speaker 1: that we're about to give you guys with Patreon, Mandy
Speaker 1: and I, I think what we needed was the no
Speaker 1: on that because now the idea we were ready to
Speaker 1: give them that we do that shit for ourselves.
Speaker 3: Now this shit is going to be so fresh, and
Speaker 3: I think we'll be able to enjoy it.
Speaker 1: I don't like anything feeling like a chore, and I
Speaker 1: feel like doing horrible feels so easy. Like I literally, well,
Speaker 1: my mom texted me. I don't know if you saw
Speaker 1: the text. I posted it and she goes, I'm so
Speaker 1: proud of you girls. I cried watching clips. I'm so
Speaker 1: proud to be your mom.
Speaker 2: And I was like all the time on Instagram, she
Speaker 2: stay right, my mom, Really, she'd be writing.
Speaker 1: But oh, I posted these back to back. There was
Speaker 1: a man who said on Charlottanne's page, I loved posting
Speaker 1: this back to back because it meant so much to
Speaker 1: see that you have no fucking idea. Who you talking to?
Speaker 1: A niggas said there it is. This is not the
Speaker 1: type of message we need to be sending our young
Speaker 1: black daughters. My next message from my mom, I love
Speaker 1: my apartment. Thank you so much. You are amazing, beyond
Speaker 1: proud of you, Gila. I cried at the videos you
Speaker 1: girls have come so far. I'm so proud to be
Speaker 1: your mom. And that nigga that was That was within
Speaker 1: two minutes of me seeing that, and I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: you really have no idea, Like people have no idea,
Speaker 1: Like I watched people say oh, they're trash, they're whores
Speaker 1: or this or that, Like you just have no idea.
Speaker 1: Mandy took her mom to Grease. I took my mom
Speaker 1: to Paris, like we did these things that these are black.
Speaker 1: Shout out to my boy Andre Power. I was texting
Speaker 1: him something about how I felt like a failure one day.
Speaker 1: He said, nigga, you take care of your parents. MLK
Speaker 1: died for this shit. Nigga like y'all are.
Speaker 2: Doing it, and but not only that, the people who
Speaker 2: will And by the way, I'm getting comments on the
Speaker 2: hour still from our episode with Steph Dom who talked
Speaker 2: about this cap play. And for whatever people's perception of
Speaker 2: that specific kink is, I think I take it back
Speaker 2: to the fact that y'all don't know the people that
Speaker 2: we get to meet and what this show means.
Speaker 3: It's not just us talking about eating ass, y'all and niggas.
Speaker 2: Stuck and dick fucking in this in the in the
Speaker 2: way that we do, but what it means to the
Speaker 2: people that listen like it's it's beyond what we can comprehend.
Speaker 2: And luckily our parents have supported and been at both
Speaker 2: of our lives shows. Your mom came to the LA show.
Speaker 2: My mom was at the Orlando show drunk as fuck,
Speaker 2: Miss Hammy.
Speaker 1: But honestly, I regret a little bit. Probably did not
Speaker 1: roll in my dad into the LA show. He's in
Speaker 1: a wheelchair, But I was like, oh, he would have
Speaker 1: freaked out to see me like that. Like my dad's
Speaker 1: eyes when he watched me on TV. He was like,
Speaker 1: oh my God, like he was telling his nurse. You
Speaker 1: know my daughter. She's she's famous.
Speaker 3: She's sipy. By the way, this is the progression. What
Speaker 3: what we're talking about?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's rue. I would say. Just to end
Speaker 1: on home Mail, I think we should say the most
Speaker 1: memorable thing someone said to us. Memorable Just think Okay,
Speaker 1: mine's really basic, but this just stuck out. Okay, and
Speaker 1: this could be for both of us. After pee this
Speaker 1: gri this girl said, and I quote in Charlotte, I.
Speaker 2: D quote did you grab ai chat GBT and actually
Speaker 2: got he said, don't.
Speaker 1: Say it wasn't. She was like, what she said, I
Speaker 1: drove for four hours and I will spend money on
Speaker 1: whatever y'all do.
Speaker 3: Oh did me angry? She said that.
Speaker 1: I was like, but no one says it like that.
Speaker 1: People say the word support. But I was like, oh wow,
Speaker 1: I don't know why that affected me. She was like, hey,
Speaker 1: she said there was an accident. It wasn't supposed to
Speaker 1: be as long as it was, that's right. And she
Speaker 1: said she was like after the show, literally, spend money
Speaker 1: on whatever you do next. I know this is your
Speaker 1: last job, but I'm gonna spend money on what you
Speaker 1: do next. And mind you, Mandy, and I know we're
Speaker 1: coming out with a book, and I was like, oh, wow,
Speaker 1: because Charlotte Mane has sent me some other celebrities that
Speaker 1: are more cool. I'd say pop in on YouTube or whatever,
Speaker 1: more followers, and he'd be like, look, these motherfuckers can't
Speaker 1: pack shit out. These motherfuckers get no one to buy this.
Speaker 1: You and Mandy do. He always sends me that, and
Speaker 1: it's constantly pouring into me that like, oh, like these
Speaker 1: supporters they are really there. Yeah. Like when we were
Speaker 1: on the book call and they were talking about how
Speaker 1: what celebrity couldn't sell a book, we were like, don't
Speaker 1: bring your names up, we get it. Bit Anyway, this
Speaker 1: was fun, This was the fun.
Speaker 2: This was a catch up. These are types of episodes.
Speaker 2: Did you guys can get on Patreon? We call them
Speaker 2: ketchup and muster?
Speaker 1: Should wait? Should I pee first? Have to be really bad?
Speaker 1: Should I leave you alone to pee? Like you?
Speaker 2: Loves fays, I'll do that, bitch. Anyways, make sure you
Speaker 2: join us on Patreon.
Speaker 1: It's patreon dot com backslash Horrible Decisions.
Speaker 3: We are no longer eighteen plus, so you should be
Speaker 3: able to find us.
Speaker 2: Nonetheless, this has been yet another episode of Horrible Decision nice.
Speaker 1: Bro. So like, for context, y'all, it's Tuesday. We have
Speaker 1: our New York Live show Saturday, and you guys will
Speaker 1: hear this after the show. So I've made it very
Speaker 1: clear with every part of my business that like, this
Speaker 1: is the week, please I need time. Not to mention,
Speaker 1: I flew back to LA to spend time with my
Speaker 1: family just for a few days. As you know, I
Speaker 1: could have been in New York right now, and the
Speaker 1: person that I'm producing a show for was like, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna want to work on that Thanksgiving week, so
Speaker 1: I need it done now. And I'm like, okay, part
Speaker 1: of my contract, these are my deadlines, and I've put
Speaker 1: them in the contract. And I like literally would put
Speaker 1: my meetings and my deadlines away from live shows even
Speaker 1: one day apart from the day of the show, just
Speaker 1: so that the next day I'd feel okay.
Speaker 3: Right, because it gets it gets it gets chaot, I.
Speaker 1: Don't care, and I like really had to eat it.
Speaker 1: So like last night I saw this coming at nine pm,
Speaker 1: I texted Mandy or emailed Mandy because I was like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't want her to wake up
Speaker 1: and you weren't on D and D. I was like, hey,
Speaker 1: I can't I don't know what to do. I can't
Speaker 1: do ze line for I've been listening to a podcast
Speaker 1: over and over, second by second. It's like it's so exhausting.
Speaker 1: Then on top of that, I had like my first
Speaker 1: manic episode. I only know about these from Brianda. She's
Speaker 1: my only friend that has told me about like having
Speaker 1: severe anxiety. And I was like, while it was happening,
Speaker 1: I don't know if this has ever happened to anyone,
Speaker 1: or even if you've seen this happen to yourself, but
Speaker 1: this is the first time in my life it happened
Speaker 1: like this.
Speaker 3: I know I have add you probably have a little
Speaker 3: bit of the two.
Speaker 1: That's why we cut each other off, right. It's not
Speaker 1: like you're trying to be rude, but your brain is
Speaker 1: thinking before your mouth sometimes, and so when you're in conversation,
Speaker 1: you're excited, you're going Basically, I got up five thirty
Speaker 1: am to try to finish this project. Around six thirty
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I didn't unpack. I should unpack
Speaker 1: bro I unpacked. Then I realized I didn't do something
Speaker 1: with Amazon packages. Then I didn't do something else. My
Speaker 1: house looks so bad, right, now because I couldn't figure
Speaker 1: shit out. Then I started taking out my braids because
Speaker 1: for some reason, I knew I needed to get my
Speaker 1: hair done tomorrow. So I started taking out my braids
Speaker 1: in the middle of it. Then there was hair all
Speaker 1: over the floor, and then I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: this is really bad. I have to get on a zoom.
Speaker 1: Then I like, bruh, it's insane. Then the dude that
Speaker 1: I'm seeing who was in Philly and we had fun.
Speaker 1: Everything's great. Mandy metam Brionda just sends me a text.
Speaker 1: She's like, what kind of headspace are you in right now? Wait? Wait, wait,
Speaker 1: I don't know if ready. It's not even that bad.
Speaker 1: It's not even that bad, not that bad, but what
Speaker 1: is it. I'm like, I'm okay. She's like no, no, no,
Speaker 1: we'll talk another time. And I was like, no, breonna
Speaker 1: tell me because now my anxiety is going up. She's like,
Speaker 1: oh so, and so just wipe me on hinge. I
Speaker 1: was like, is it old. She's like, no, I cleared
Speaker 1: it out today, but oh my god, I feel so bad.
Speaker 1: You sound stressed. But I didn't want to tell you.
Speaker 1: But then I could not tell you, and I'm like no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I'm glad you told me. Last night, me and this
Speaker 1: nigga just had a conversation Mandy.
Speaker 3: Okay, but wait, here's my question though. Did she swipe
Speaker 3: on No?
Speaker 1: No, no, no no.
Speaker 3: You have mattress. You have people to swipe on you
Speaker 3: and you see them. Oh you okay, you look at me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I haven't been on there on add So
Speaker 1: it's not that we're like exclusive or anything. But he's
Speaker 1: met Brianda. I know he didn't recognize her. I never
Speaker 1: thought for a second he's swiping my homegirl. But in
Speaker 1: my brain I'm like, oh, you're like swiping so much
Speaker 1: you don't even You're not even looking. So last night
Speaker 1: we were on the phone talking about Saturday. He's bringing
Speaker 1: his brother and his sister in law to the shop.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna meet your family and you're gonna meet
Speaker 1: some can I can I ask you a question.
Speaker 3: I saw the list.
Speaker 1: I saw a name that's not old Bay is it? Oh? No,
Speaker 1: that guy works for Audible.
Speaker 3: Oh bitch.
Speaker 1: I was like, am I see the whole on? Bitch?
Speaker 1: They have the same name. And what's hilarious about them
Speaker 1: having the same name is I'll say his name because
Speaker 1: Alex and I are both working with Audible, I'd be like, oh,
Speaker 1: I was with sohon on so last night He's like,
Speaker 1: when you start fucking him, I'm like no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: not that one. Oh yeah. So anyway, long story short.
Speaker 1: So I'm on the phone with him last night and
Speaker 1: we're talking and he's like, Yo, I really want us
Speaker 1: to have a deep convo about what we're looking for,
Speaker 1: what we're doing, blah blah blah after your show, you
Speaker 1: know that next week. I'm like, me too, I think
Speaker 1: we need it. And he's like, because, like, I know,
Speaker 1: we're dating other people, but I'm being a lot more intentional.
Speaker 1: I'm not like trying to run out here and do
Speaker 1: with a bunch of bitches, like I don't want to
Speaker 1: like play games, and you know, I'm trying to be
Speaker 1: more open and da da da open with me.
Speaker 3: Why you swiping?
Speaker 1: Si? He texted me, morning love, I hope you have
Speaker 1: an amazing day. That's when Breonda hits me girl. I
Speaker 1: sent him a picture of Breonda where it's a match
Speaker 1: with them