WEBVTT - Reckless Replay: Reel Life Problems 0:00:00.240 --> 0:00:03.360 Welcome to Can'tfully Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio and 0:00:03.400 --> 0:00:16.919 the Black Effects. And just like that, we're back with 0:00:17.040 --> 0:00:19.080 yet another carefully reckless episode with your girl. 0:00:19.160 --> 0:00:19.760 Just hilarious. 0:00:19.760 --> 0:00:21.960 What I be doing, I'll be fixing mess and it 0:00:22.000 --> 0:00:24.440 is what it is, okay, all right, and I'm here 0:00:24.440 --> 0:00:26.680 with my best friend of games. So I get I 0:00:26.680 --> 0:00:29.000 saw a lot of comments, y'all happier when she on. 0:00:29.240 --> 0:00:32.080 The ratings is higher when she on because they like you. 0:00:32.159 --> 0:00:39.600 So say what's up? What's a So that's what say? Say? 0:00:39.760 --> 0:00:41.400 Say it about it? I think you can do better 0:00:41.400 --> 0:00:43.000 than that. What's up? 0:00:44.080 --> 0:00:45.959 Do a little bit better? One more for the one time? 0:00:46.000 --> 0:00:48.480 Say it for the people on a back? Baby, what's up? 0:00:48.640 --> 0:00:50.960 What's up? Guys? Now? 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:52.400 If I have said there, say it for the gays 0:00:52.440 --> 0:00:54.840 in the back, she'd have been standing screaming, shouting and 0:00:54.920 --> 0:00:57.480 hanging from the roof. All right, all right, so let 0:00:57.520 --> 0:00:59.320 me tell you something right now. Well, we're not gonna 0:00:59.320 --> 0:01:02.000 do is talk about it, talk about us, the gays, 0:01:02.680 --> 0:01:06.000 Oh y'all. Oh, okay, I know us, baby, I'm not gay, 0:01:07.000 --> 0:01:10.080 not not gay. I was, but I am not now, thanks, 0:01:10.480 --> 0:01:12.440 all right? I mean it was cool, but. 0:01:14.040 --> 0:01:17.560 I'm a big straighty All right, look, we're gonna jump 0:01:17.600 --> 0:01:20.440 straight in. We got a voice membo today. 0:01:20.640 --> 0:01:23.199 Y'all do not know how happy I am after reading 0:01:23.200 --> 0:01:27.480 them long ass, incomplete ass sentences that sy'all be sending me. 0:01:28.160 --> 0:01:30.800 But I can't help because I'm anna be okay. I know, 0:01:31.080 --> 0:01:32.640 I know I'll be struggling to read over this. 0:01:32.640 --> 0:01:34.679 Motherfucker. You be struggling right with me. I don't know. 0:01:34.680 --> 0:01:34.880 I know. 0:01:36.080 --> 0:01:37.560 Listen, we ain't gonna struggle to day though. 0:01:37.560 --> 0:01:40.280 This is an update, the first one i'm gonna jump into. 0:01:40.360 --> 0:01:45.400 So she sent two paragraphs commenting on the last week's episode, 0:01:45.440 --> 0:01:47.280 and then she sent a voice memo so we can 0:01:47.360 --> 0:01:48.080 jump into our mess. 0:01:48.120 --> 0:01:49.480 So I'm gonna read her comment first. 0:01:49.520 --> 0:01:52.080 She said, I'm listening to the best the episode, and 0:01:52.160 --> 0:01:55.000 I'm listening to y'all joke about these voice notes bruh, 0:01:55.080 --> 0:01:56.000 and then sent a. 0:01:55.920 --> 0:02:00.360 Bunch of middle finger emojis and said, I. 0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:03.360 Sent some, but for real, the situation is worse now 0:02:03.400 --> 0:02:04.960 and I'm even more lost on what to do with 0:02:05.040 --> 0:02:07.560 maybe what not to do? Fuck these incomplete stories. I 0:02:07.560 --> 0:02:10.600 would like some help please. All Right, I'm sorry, I'm 0:02:10.639 --> 0:02:13.079 always fussing about I ain't got no voice notes, and 0:02:13.160 --> 0:02:16.680 y'all keep typing these lung progress and meanwhile, I motherfucking answers, 0:02:16.720 --> 0:02:18.400 like bitch, I sent voice notes, and. 0:02:18.360 --> 0:02:19.560 You keep skipping over my shit. 0:02:19.840 --> 0:02:21.880 All right, So we're gonna get into our story, okay, okay, 0:02:22.040 --> 0:02:23.760 I'm trying to figure out if I ever got into 0:02:23.800 --> 0:02:26.960 our story before or not. I felt like I did, 0:02:27.919 --> 0:02:30.200 and I feel like she missed that episode because I 0:02:30.240 --> 0:02:32.760 did this story before. But now she said some shit 0:02:32.840 --> 0:02:34.880 got worse, So we're going to jump into the news story. 0:02:34.960 --> 0:02:35.480 There we go. 0:02:37.400 --> 0:02:39.960 So after all of that happened, and I told you. 0:02:41.760 --> 0:02:44.400 About her trying to do some more wildness, and I 0:02:44.440 --> 0:02:46.280 didn't know if I should tell her or not. I 0:02:46.320 --> 0:02:48.520 did end up telling her because she kept talking about 0:02:48.560 --> 0:02:51.240 it and I just was like, girl, like really enjoy it. 0:02:51.200 --> 0:02:52.840 Like you really sound like a victim right now. 0:02:52.880 --> 0:02:57.679 And I I don't understand why, because nobody told you 0:02:57.680 --> 0:03:00.799 to go ahead and go chill with anybody. So now, 0:03:01.680 --> 0:03:04.560 fast forward, fast forward, fast forward, different situation. 0:03:05.000 --> 0:03:06.520 She sends a lot of reels. 0:03:06.639 --> 0:03:06.799 Right. 0:03:07.280 --> 0:03:09.120 I got tired of people sending me real so I 0:03:09.160 --> 0:03:11.280 started demanding for people to stop setting me. 0:03:11.320 --> 0:03:12.239 Didn't got damn reels. 0:03:12.480 --> 0:03:15.760 It's getting too much. Notifications is out the ass every morning. 0:03:16.280 --> 0:03:17.480 Turn them off then, girl. 0:03:17.919 --> 0:03:21.160 I mean so like I saw the notification and I 0:03:21.200 --> 0:03:23.200 told her, like, bro, stop sending the reels. Mind you, 0:03:23.320 --> 0:03:25.440 this is my friend of fifteen years pretty much, so 0:03:25.600 --> 0:03:28.160 like really I felt like I can just talk to 0:03:28.200 --> 0:03:30.240 her like I would talk to my brothers because she's 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:33.880 pretty much my sister, because she's around all of my family, right, 0:03:35.560 --> 0:03:38.000 So so yeah, I was like, bro, so I'm sending 0:03:38.000 --> 0:03:39.800 me so many reels, Like it's at a point where 0:03:39.840 --> 0:03:41.120 I feel like I want to block you, and I 0:03:41.120 --> 0:03:43.360 really shouldn't have to, Like why I don't even. 0:03:43.520 --> 0:03:44.320 Watch these reels. 0:03:44.360 --> 0:03:46.560 We don't talk about them, we don't engage with them, 0:03:46.560 --> 0:03:48.560 like you just sending them and then that's it. Just 0:03:48.640 --> 0:03:51.680 keep setting them. I don't even send you reels. So 0:03:52.360 --> 0:03:53.200 I was sending her. 0:03:53.280 --> 0:03:55.600 I'm like, I like spiritual stuff and. 0:03:55.560 --> 0:03:57.360 Her and I talk about a bunch of different things, 0:03:57.400 --> 0:03:59.960 and so like there's this one lady that I would 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:02.760 send her a horsecope from where also I also have 0:04:02.840 --> 0:04:07.119 to say she is a Pisces and Pisces is in 0:04:07.160 --> 0:04:10.280 my birth turn. So yeah, like I had sent her 0:04:10.320 --> 0:04:12.000 a couple of things, so I went to the page 0:04:12.040 --> 0:04:13.520 to see if she had like looked at it, and 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:17.040 the messages came up weird. So I asked her, hey, 0:04:17.880 --> 0:04:20.880 did you even follow me? And she was like, no, 0:04:20.920 --> 0:04:23.279 I am blocked you. I mean I blocked you. And 0:04:23.320 --> 0:04:25.880 I was like why why, she says, so to prevent 0:04:25.960 --> 0:04:27.760 you from getting reels. 0:04:28.160 --> 0:04:29.120 Yeah, I ain't gonna lie. 0:04:29.160 --> 0:04:31.160 You made that shit a big deal her sending you reels, 0:04:31.200 --> 0:04:32.880 and all you gotta do is look at them or 0:04:32.880 --> 0:04:34.440 not look at them. You ain't got to open them 0:04:34.440 --> 0:04:36.560 and look at them boom. You know what I mean, 0:04:36.680 --> 0:04:39.520 cut them up, fucking okay, notifications off if you're trying 0:04:39.560 --> 0:04:42.120 to save your battery off is just plain and simple 0:04:42.680 --> 0:04:45.280 and simply annoying to you. You don't got to open 0:04:45.320 --> 0:04:48.240 them up boo. So, I mean, it was petty for 0:04:48.240 --> 0:04:50.440 her to block you, but that was just her being 0:04:50.480 --> 0:04:52.760 petty because you you made a petty argument of you 0:04:52.839 --> 0:04:54.560 not wanting reels being sent to you. 0:04:54.720 --> 0:04:56.360 Me and my best friend we sent reels all day 0:04:56.600 --> 0:04:58.400 and we never talk about them. We just send them. 0:04:58.400 --> 0:05:00.560 That's how we communicate them. That's what it is. 0:05:02.400 --> 0:05:04.080 And so yeah, so now. 0:05:05.320 --> 0:05:08.039 She so then I laughed at it, and I was like, 0:05:08.360 --> 0:05:10.520 that's mad petty, like all you had to. 0:05:10.480 --> 0:05:12.000 Do was just stop clicking my name. 0:05:12.160 --> 0:05:14.600 And I felt the way more so because like you. 0:05:14.720 --> 0:05:16.040 Just blocked and didn't say nothing. 0:05:16.080 --> 0:05:17.720 Mind you, I'm the type of person that I will 0:05:17.800 --> 0:05:21.880 definitely block and say something. I would yeah, but oh 0:05:21.920 --> 0:05:24.120 you know what, I'm let me take that back, because 0:05:24.160 --> 0:05:26.960 I did block her a couple of years ago because 0:05:27.440 --> 0:05:30.359 she used to project like her size problem seem to me, 0:05:30.400 --> 0:05:33.120 like her size insecurities and I'm a stity girl. 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:34.760 I never really had a problem with my size. 0:05:34.800 --> 0:05:37.080 It's only on some other people feel like they want 0:05:37.120 --> 0:05:39.560 to say something or clown about it. They want to 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:43.280 really pay attention and so and I won't even say 0:05:43.320 --> 0:05:43.919 that's now. 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:46.640 But like, you know, definitely around that time, so I 0:05:46.680 --> 0:05:47.360 did block. 0:05:47.160 --> 0:05:48.960 Her because I didn't know how to tell her nicely, 0:05:49.400 --> 0:05:51.359 and I would have just been rude. And I know 0:05:51.440 --> 0:05:53.440 that I can hit way below the belt. I'll go 0:05:53.560 --> 0:05:55.839 to hell with viers insults. So I didn't want to 0:05:55.920 --> 0:05:58.039 like do that because I do love her. I just 0:05:58.120 --> 0:05:59.239 didn't like what she was saying. 0:06:00.200 --> 0:06:02.440 Then wait, why are y'all go to hell? Though? That's 0:06:02.440 --> 0:06:04.200 how it be sometimes for your friend? 0:06:05.680 --> 0:06:07.480 I wish the fuck you would go to hell on me, bitch, 0:06:07.520 --> 0:06:08.919 and you already knew what's going on. 0:06:09.600 --> 0:06:11.320 Baby, y'all go to hell with you every time. 0:06:11.440 --> 0:06:17.240 Yeah, you did need helling back, but yeah, I hey, 0:06:17.360 --> 0:06:20.520 look you see how you just said all you had 0:06:20.520 --> 0:06:24.279 to do was stop clicking my name? Why did you 0:06:24.320 --> 0:06:26.640 have to block me? And then don't say nothing? At 0:06:26.720 --> 0:06:28.400 least if you're gonna block me, be woman enough to 0:06:28.400 --> 0:06:30.800 tell me what's going on. Like, all right, you complaining 0:06:30.800 --> 0:06:33.320 about the reels, I'm blocking you. But just like you said, 0:06:33.320 --> 0:06:35.000 all she had to do was not click your name. 0:06:35.320 --> 0:06:37.440 That's all you had to do, was not click her name. 0:06:37.440 --> 0:06:41.000 When you see she's sending these childish ass rails. If 0:06:41.000 --> 0:06:43.400 she already told her that she don't want them, you 0:06:43.440 --> 0:06:46.080 know she don't like them. 0:06:46.160 --> 0:06:50.040 Yeah, I'm gonna know what you sent me. I have 0:06:50.080 --> 0:06:51.640 to click it to know that you said this to me. 0:06:51.920 --> 0:06:56.400 Yeah, I mean, well, she complaining about her sending her 0:06:56.440 --> 0:07:00.440 reels constantly. I don't look at them, I don't like, 0:07:00.520 --> 0:07:03.240 don't send them to me. But she sends her shit 0:07:03.360 --> 0:07:05.000 and she expects for her to open it and look 0:07:05.000 --> 0:07:07.040 at it because she's spiritual. 0:07:07.080 --> 0:07:09.800 But because what she's sending is spiritual, it's more. 0:07:10.000 --> 0:07:13.400 Okay, but the girl say she didn't like the spiritual. 0:07:13.760 --> 0:07:16.600 Post No, she just didn't like that. She said, what's 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:18.239 the problem. She made a big deal of her sending 0:07:18.240 --> 0:07:20.200 her reels friends do it all day. 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:20.520 Girl. 0:07:20.560 --> 0:07:23.040 I don't give a damn if she told her that 0:07:23.240 --> 0:07:25.440 she don't like the damn reels, don't turn the random. 0:07:25.640 --> 0:07:26.880 Okay, Now, the moment that. 0:07:26.880 --> 0:07:30.160 You say I don't like the spiritual readings, then this 0:07:30.280 --> 0:07:32.400 friend can you don't send it? And she can't get 0:07:32.440 --> 0:07:34.920 up saying you don't send it because I already voice 0:07:34.960 --> 0:07:35.960 to you and communicated with you. 0:07:35.960 --> 0:07:36.680 With I don't let go. 0:07:37.480 --> 0:07:40.280 Okay, hold up, hold up, I know this shit getting good. 0:07:40.280 --> 0:07:42.600 But listen to just a couple of seconds of a commercial. 0:07:42.640 --> 0:07:43.760 If you love me, you'll listen. 0:07:45.560 --> 0:07:47.960 I also have had to work on my delivery, so 0:07:48.440 --> 0:07:50.560 you know, it's just like like the time that we. 0:07:50.360 --> 0:07:51.720 Wasn't talking and stuff like, I'm. 0:07:51.640 --> 0:07:53.040 Just kind of through in my life and it's just 0:07:53.080 --> 0:07:56.920 realizing like, okay, well I half the relationship. I just 0:07:56.960 --> 0:07:58.400 don't really know how to tell her why we stopped 0:07:58.400 --> 0:08:02.000 talking because somebody something like that. 0:08:02.080 --> 0:08:04.080 So anyways, and she didn't end up hit me up. 0:08:04.120 --> 0:08:05.520 I did end up telling her, and then we had 0:08:05.560 --> 0:08:07.440 a whole conversation and so now this is. 0:08:07.360 --> 0:08:09.280 Where we are. So yeah. 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:11.040 So I told her, like, bro, like why you can't 0:08:11.080 --> 0:08:12.360 just not send me reels? 0:08:12.440 --> 0:08:13.679 Like why is this so hard? 0:08:14.080 --> 0:08:16.760 She was like, oh, well, thank you for your understanding 0:08:17.600 --> 0:08:18.960 for or something. 0:08:18.640 --> 0:08:20.480 Like that, and so I was like, and I really 0:08:20.480 --> 0:08:21.120 didn't want to argue. 0:08:21.160 --> 0:08:23.040 I was like, all right, well cool, I. 0:08:23.040 --> 0:08:26.520 Copy pretty much. Copy all right, thank you, I understand. 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:28.040 I appreciate your mind. 0:08:28.080 --> 0:08:28.200 You. 0:08:28.280 --> 0:08:30.280 When I asked a couple of people to stop sending 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:31.880 me real no, I told them I told him to 0:08:31.880 --> 0:08:33.840 stop sending me reals, I said, thank you. 0:08:33.760 --> 0:08:35.880 I love you, because I wasn't trying to be malicious. 0:08:35.920 --> 0:08:38.760 It's just like I never asked for all of this stuff. 0:08:38.440 --> 0:08:40.400 Like I really didn't, and every time I did ask, 0:08:40.720 --> 0:08:41.679 she kept blowing it off. 0:08:41.720 --> 0:08:43.320 So I was like, all right, now I gotta give. 0:08:43.760 --> 0:08:46.760 Yo, what is the motherfucker is she sending you porn 0:08:46.920 --> 0:08:51.559 or the rituals? And what the how is she sending 0:08:51.600 --> 0:08:54.040 you here? Because that ship has tainted in your spirit? 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:56.559 You do not like it? Lord? 0:08:56.960 --> 0:08:59.000 Yeah, all right, now I got to actually get. 0:09:01.120 --> 0:09:02.040 I don't even know how to. 0:09:02.360 --> 0:09:03.880 I just got to put my foot down on. 0:09:03.840 --> 0:09:06.160 It like it's now it's just seeming like a joke 0:09:06.720 --> 0:09:08.680 and I really not here for it. I actually found 0:09:08.720 --> 0:09:11.880 out that my aunt blocked me too, which I just feel, 0:09:11.880 --> 0:09:14.520 in my opinion, is weird. I get that everybody you know, 0:09:14.679 --> 0:09:17.120 like does things in their own way and stuff like that, 0:09:17.200 --> 0:09:18.920 but it's just like you just really don't have to 0:09:18.920 --> 0:09:22.200 click my name, like in my opinion, it's just just 0:09:22.280 --> 0:09:25.760 my opinion. Now moving on, we haven't talked since then, 0:09:26.760 --> 0:09:29.960 since that time when I asked her, Now, the next day, 0:09:30.600 --> 0:09:33.320 her and I was working an event, or maybe like 0:09:33.360 --> 0:09:36.240 the day after, her and I was working an event 0:09:37.000 --> 0:09:40.120 like a wedding and stuff, and so we're in the car, 0:09:40.280 --> 0:09:41.840 and I'm not the type of person that if you 0:09:41.840 --> 0:09:43.800 don't talk about something, we're not about to be back 0:09:43.840 --> 0:09:45.320 cool until we talk about the shit. 0:09:45.520 --> 0:09:47.760 So I got in the car, she said hello, I said, 0:09:47.800 --> 0:09:48.240 what's up. 0:09:48.679 --> 0:09:50.600 I put my headphones in because I started watching some 0:09:50.679 --> 0:09:53.760 videos and stuff like that, and she wasn't saying anything 0:09:53.800 --> 0:09:54.000 to me. 0:09:54.080 --> 0:09:56.120 To my little child, I hope it wasn't real you 0:09:56.200 --> 0:09:58.480 was watching, because I knew you would have blew up 0:09:58.520 --> 0:09:59.079 in that car. 0:10:00.880 --> 0:10:05.320 So to my knowledge, she wasn't talking to me, And 0:10:05.559 --> 0:10:08.200 she didn't like tap me or anything like that to 0:10:08.360 --> 0:10:08.959 like make me. 0:10:09.040 --> 0:10:11.360 Like turn to her or acknowledge her or something. I'm 0:10:11.400 --> 0:10:14.319 just in my phone at this point, so and I'm 0:10:14.320 --> 0:10:15.480 not really thinking anything of it. 0:10:15.559 --> 0:10:19.360 So now we get to the place we're taking out 0:10:19.400 --> 0:10:20.920 like the equipment that. 0:10:20.880 --> 0:10:24.360 We need, and she dropped something. Now the best friend 0:10:24.360 --> 0:10:25.840 of me, I wanted to make. 0:10:25.679 --> 0:10:27.480 More fun of her, but I was just like, bro, 0:10:27.559 --> 0:10:28.040 why did. 0:10:27.960 --> 0:10:30.400 You just wait? Mind you? This is like a cloud machine. 0:10:30.480 --> 0:10:32.400 I don't think you've ever seen a cloud machine or 0:10:32.440 --> 0:10:35.240 if you have, it's heavy, like it's a case that 0:10:35.320 --> 0:10:37.240 come with it and everything. So she tried to pick 0:10:37.280 --> 0:10:40.040 that up out of the trunk of a van tower. 0:10:40.280 --> 0:10:43.840 Why she's just about my size? Why are you doing that? 0:10:43.880 --> 0:10:45.120 So I was like, bro, why are you just in 0:10:45.160 --> 0:10:45.600 wait for me? 0:10:45.880 --> 0:10:47.600 And I kind of said it with like a little smirk, 0:10:47.600 --> 0:10:48.760 who little smile, like I really. 0:10:48.720 --> 0:10:50.640 Wasn't being serious. She was like, well, you ain't have 0:10:50.679 --> 0:10:53.360 to say nothing, like why are you coming at me? What? 0:10:53.360 --> 0:10:53.760 What do you mean? 0:10:53.800 --> 0:10:55.320 Why am I coming at you? How am I coming 0:10:55.360 --> 0:10:56.319 at you? 0:10:55.840 --> 0:10:56.000 See? 0:10:56.320 --> 0:10:58.120 You had an attitude the whole time. 0:10:58.520 --> 0:10:59.960 Yeah, yeah, was supposed to talk. 0:11:00.400 --> 0:11:02.599 She said, you had an attitude the whole time, the 0:11:02.640 --> 0:11:04.640 whole car ride and stuff like that. 0:11:04.800 --> 0:11:07.040 And I'm like, how how did I have an attitude? 0:11:07.240 --> 0:11:09.520 I said, Oh, so you assume you assume I had 0:11:09.520 --> 0:11:10.080 an attitude. 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:12.040 Both of y'all answer, she just. 0:11:12.000 --> 0:11:14.920 Walked away or I don't know what she oh, And then. 0:11:14.840 --> 0:11:17.320 When she said you had an attitude, she like banged 0:11:17.360 --> 0:11:19.920 on the case. And so I was like, what in 0:11:20.000 --> 0:11:22.080 the hell is your problem? Like why are you being 0:11:22.080 --> 0:11:22.800 so aggressive? 0:11:23.400 --> 0:11:25.880 And so she didn't say nothing, and she just walked away. 0:11:26.440 --> 0:11:27.079 So then. 0:11:28.440 --> 0:11:32.079 So then what happened? So we're in the spot. 0:11:32.640 --> 0:11:36.160 Yeah, y'all too was trying to figure out each other's temperature. 0:11:36.320 --> 0:11:37.599 Y'all can't. 0:11:37.960 --> 0:11:42.360 Y'all can't communicate mentally, like you know, unless y'all got 0:11:42.400 --> 0:11:44.800 some weird doctor stream shit going on, you know what 0:11:44.840 --> 0:11:47.320 I mean? Y'all both was trying to figure out each 0:11:47.360 --> 0:11:50.840 other's temperature. Whether you say, whether you admit it or not, 0:11:50.960 --> 0:11:52.440 you know, that's just how it is. 0:11:52.520 --> 0:11:52.720 Y'all. 0:11:52.720 --> 0:11:54.920 Both was quiet because y'all didn't know the other what 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:57.600 the other one was on. Y'all just know you from 0:11:57.640 --> 0:12:00.199 your understanding, you was blocked, so you were so that 0:12:00.280 --> 0:12:02.600 she an attitude with you, and she assumed you add 0:12:02.640 --> 0:12:04.520 an attitude because you ain't say shit. You put the 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:07.280 headphones in the head down and then she dropped the 0:12:07.280 --> 0:12:09.400 cloud machine and you laughed, you know what I mean. 0:12:09.520 --> 0:12:13.280 So but yeah, like I said, fifteen years of friendship, 0:12:13.320 --> 0:12:14.040 I'm gonna. 0:12:13.760 --> 0:12:15.600 Talk to you like you're my sister because we've. 0:12:15.440 --> 0:12:17.960 Known each other for just that damn well, you know, 0:12:18.240 --> 0:12:21.000 and so and then I still I'm still confused that 0:12:21.120 --> 0:12:24.160 to what attitude or like how I was coming at 0:12:24.160 --> 0:12:25.120 her and stuff like that. 0:12:25.160 --> 0:12:27.080 So I just felt like she felt away from that. 0:12:27.840 --> 0:12:31.000 So now moving on, that's why you're talking out And I. 0:12:31.000 --> 0:12:33.560 Was like, hey, so did you not do you have 0:12:33.600 --> 0:12:35.000 a problem with me, like you don't want to be 0:12:35.000 --> 0:12:35.760 friends anymore? 0:12:35.960 --> 0:12:38.800 Or what's going on? Because I'm truly lost, like. 0:12:38.760 --> 0:12:42.000 You were clearly bothered and you accusing me of having 0:12:42.040 --> 0:12:44.200 an attitude and stuff when you're the one that dropped 0:12:44.200 --> 0:12:46.800 this machine and you banging on the thing and everything 0:12:47.000 --> 0:12:49.079 and talking to me that aggressive. Now, mind you, I'm 0:12:49.120 --> 0:12:51.480 the one to first step up and start trying to 0:12:51.520 --> 0:12:56.880 fight in my technically because I'm I'm pretty straightforward person. 0:12:56.960 --> 0:12:59.880 So there's no reason for me for us to say 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:04.160 you're like having animosity and nobody says anything. 0:13:04.760 --> 0:13:08.160 So but but why step up and try to fight? 0:13:12.559 --> 0:13:16.240 So really and truly it's more so like really to 0:13:16.280 --> 0:13:17.600 ask you the same question. 0:13:17.400 --> 0:13:19.160 To ask you from the first time. 0:13:21.000 --> 0:13:25.160 Really with like a friend, how how. 0:13:27.720 --> 0:13:30.760 Do you maneuver with this type of situation? Like I 0:13:30.840 --> 0:13:32.400 don't I don't have a problem with her. 0:13:32.440 --> 0:13:34.280 I would like to be her friend, but at the 0:13:34.280 --> 0:13:36.760 same time, oh, I'm sorry, I'm leaving out a park. 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:37.439 So when I. 0:13:37.440 --> 0:13:41.760 Texted her, she did text me back, but she was 0:13:41.760 --> 0:13:43.880 basically like, oh, well, if you were my best friend, 0:13:43.920 --> 0:13:46.880 you knew that you didn't have to say anything, or like, if. 0:13:46.720 --> 0:13:48.480 You're supposed to be my best friend, why did you 0:13:48.480 --> 0:13:49.000 say anything? 0:13:49.040 --> 0:13:52.880 It was so unnecessary and you had an attitude the 0:13:52.920 --> 0:13:55.079 whole time, and you wasn't talking to me and stuff 0:13:55.080 --> 0:13:57.160 and I was. And so then I texted her some 0:13:57.240 --> 0:13:59.920 long messages and stuff, right but like really and truly 0:14:00.120 --> 0:14:05.000 like for me. Oh and then after the messages she said, oh, 0:14:05.040 --> 0:14:07.920 I don't have the capacity to go deeper right now, 0:14:08.600 --> 0:14:10.280 And I said, okay, yeah. 0:14:10.160 --> 0:14:12.040 No, what the fuck was in the messages? What the 0:14:12.440 --> 0:14:13.880 just super deep a long messages? 0:14:14.040 --> 0:14:14.600 What was going on? 0:14:14.640 --> 0:14:16.240 Because you did just admit that you will be the 0:14:16.240 --> 0:14:18.800 first to step up and fight, cause niggas is quiet 0:14:18.800 --> 0:14:21.280 and you're, like me, you're trying to hit them with them. 0:14:21.400 --> 0:14:25.920 You're trying to get active and shit on your sister. Basically, Now, 0:14:25.960 --> 0:14:28.360 we got a commercial and if you click off this podcast, 0:14:28.360 --> 0:14:29.640 I swear I'm gonna beat your ass. 0:14:29.960 --> 0:14:30.320 Listen. 0:14:33.200 --> 0:14:34.720 So my thing is like, how is it that you 0:14:34.920 --> 0:14:37.080 had all of this to say when I asked you? 0:14:37.080 --> 0:14:38.720 You know the thing like this is now about to 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:41.400 be a conversation, So what because I had so much 0:14:41.440 --> 0:14:42.360 more to say. 0:14:42.240 --> 0:14:44.680 Like you can't go deeper into it now or whatever 0:14:44.680 --> 0:14:44.920 it is. 0:14:45.120 --> 0:14:46.880 I also feel like I don't really want to assume 0:14:46.920 --> 0:14:48.760 anybody's like feelings, so. 0:14:48.720 --> 0:14:50.440 I didn't really like believe in that part of it. 0:14:50.480 --> 0:14:52.480 But yeah, you're still just like, yeah, what. 0:14:52.560 --> 0:14:54.840 Type of I'm starting to feel like, what type of 0:14:54.880 --> 0:14:56.880 best friend are you? You feel like you can't talk to. 0:14:56.840 --> 0:14:57.880 Me and we already had a. 0:14:57.800 --> 0:15:00.920 Whole falling out, Yeah, so now why are you not talking? 0:15:01.760 --> 0:15:04.920 So yeah, I'm feeling away from that and. 0:15:04.880 --> 0:15:06.560 So yeah, like just how would you move in with 0:15:06.600 --> 0:15:07.440 this type of situation? 0:15:07.560 --> 0:15:08.400 Like, because I. 0:15:08.360 --> 0:15:10.200 Feel like this is a time limit type of thing, 0:15:10.440 --> 0:15:12.080 and I really feel like this is more of like, 0:15:12.720 --> 0:15:15.400 I don't know, it's maybe a boundary, because what the like, 0:15:15.960 --> 0:15:18.040 why are you acting like we're new friends? 0:15:18.320 --> 0:15:22.560 You get what I'm saying? So please, please please if 0:15:22.600 --> 0:15:23.600 you can see. 0:15:23.320 --> 0:15:26.280 This, I hope so, because all these I'm incomplete messages 0:15:26.560 --> 0:15:28.840 and stories is getting all my nerves, like this is 0:15:29.000 --> 0:15:33.440 taking up whole episodes of nonsense. Oh and let me 0:15:33.520 --> 0:15:36.960 bring this up to I am a person who I'm 0:15:37.000 --> 0:15:38.400 sorry I gotta yell because I'm. 0:15:38.240 --> 0:15:39.760 Back on the work floor. 0:15:40.280 --> 0:15:44.760 I am a person who has always vividly dreamt. I 0:15:44.760 --> 0:15:46.880 don't know how else to explain it. If you've never 0:15:46.920 --> 0:15:49.640 heard of it, I'm really too sure. It's just real 0:15:49.720 --> 0:15:50.160 life shit. 0:15:50.240 --> 0:15:50.560 Okay. 0:15:50.760 --> 0:15:53.480 I had a dream with her and I that we 0:15:53.640 --> 0:15:56.280 basically were like talking to each. 0:15:56.120 --> 0:15:58.960 Other, but no words were coming out, and we were 0:15:59.040 --> 0:16:01.400 just like confused, Like I was like, what the fuck 0:16:01.480 --> 0:16:03.320 is she saying? She looking at me like what the 0:16:03.320 --> 0:16:06.160 fuck is she saying? And I told her to dream. 0:16:06.720 --> 0:16:09.280 And now I don't know what that would have really 0:16:09.320 --> 0:16:11.640 done or anything, but I just feel like that was 0:16:11.720 --> 0:16:14.160 spirit telling me that, like, Okay, y'all are going to 0:16:14.240 --> 0:16:15.640 have communication issues. 0:16:16.000 --> 0:16:20.040 But I feel like if we're yeah, like pay attention, 0:16:20.200 --> 0:16:22.480