Speaker 1: What up it is the service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm
Speaker 1: Jazz and a Brand, I'm Laura Mura, and I'm Millies Millis.
Speaker 1: Welcome Silip Service for the first time. Thank you. You're
Speaker 1: a virgin up here. How many tattoos do you have
Speaker 1: a lot of It's like one altogether, one all together?
Speaker 1: Do you know how many na? I started getting them? Like,
Speaker 1: I didn't get it out how people like wrap their
Speaker 1: arms and stuff like that. I started with like one, two, three, four,
Speaker 1: and then I just started wrapping everything making it cohesive.
Speaker 1: How much you think your body's worth in tattoos? Would
Speaker 1: you do? You know how much you spent um? Not
Speaker 1: not crazy, maybe like fifteen thousand or something, nothing crazy.
Speaker 1: How were you the first time you got a tattooed?
Speaker 1: And what was your first tattoo? Thirteen? Okay, I got
Speaker 1: I got this right here. It was like my little
Speaker 1: crew at the time. But I got it from a
Speaker 1: girl in the park. She had like Indian ink. You
Speaker 1: know what Indiana is. You put the na kind of
Speaker 1: but it's like you're putting it, but you really pairs
Speaker 1: on the skin. You put the needle, you dip the
Speaker 1: needle in the ink. Something I don't know if she
Speaker 1: was dipping the needle in the ink punctu from my
Speaker 1: skin puncture. She hit me in wild times and I
Speaker 1: had to try to hold it down and I ended
Speaker 1: up on I walked back to my house and I
Speaker 1: threw up in a bush, And yeah, I was one
Speaker 1: of my friends. We all got it at it because
Speaker 1: it was like our gang in this year. Everybody threw
Speaker 1: up the way I don't know, because we went off
Speaker 1: several ways. Yeah, everybody probably was like, oh thank god
Speaker 1: we split up. First tattoo was like that. I custom out.
Speaker 1: He was fourteen, yeah, like fourteen fifteen. He came home
Speaker 1: and he thought he was sick. He put LLLC long
Speaker 1: lived cold. My friend's daughter that passed away. But it
Speaker 1: was he did it right here, and it's kind. But
Speaker 1: you can't get mad for the rp's hat, right. That's
Speaker 1: my second time was another r pizza. I went big
Speaker 1: my best friend. My mother can't tell me nothing right
Speaker 1: there because my mom really don't like tattoos. I got
Speaker 1: all you still don't care now? I did, though, like
Speaker 1: I really paste it for her, this is facing it.
Speaker 1: I paced it until she accepted it, like I would
Speaker 1: have been blasted my neck and blasted my face if
Speaker 1: it was up to me. But as my success grew,
Speaker 1: and I'm like mom, never getting I'm not going to
Speaker 1: be working in corporate yeah, going to get anymore? Um yeah,
Speaker 1: but like like I gotta still do my ribs and stuff. Okay,
Speaker 1: what did your mom want you to do? Like in
Speaker 1: her head, what was ideal? Nothing? I thought you was
Speaker 1: talking about tattoo. She said you had to let her
Speaker 1: know you wasn't, you know, gonna get a corporate job.
Speaker 1: But what in her head did she think you were
Speaker 1: going to be. I don't know. I got in trouble
Speaker 1: so fast that I think she just wanted me to
Speaker 1: do anything but be in trouble. I don't care what
Speaker 1: you do. Yeah, for real, Because she really wanted me
Speaker 1: to go to college, but I was always in like
Speaker 1: special education, so she kind of knew that college was
Speaker 1: out of the realm of possibilities. You know. And you
Speaker 1: are from Cambridge, Massachusetts. Yeah, and that's where Harvard is
Speaker 1: by the way. Yeah. Yeah, she probably was like my
Speaker 1: son going to Harvard? Yeah maybe, how fire is Cambridge
Speaker 1: from Boston? Because I know everybody thinks Massachusetts automatically, It's
Speaker 1: like Boston. I mean Cambridge is like, like, so, you
Speaker 1: ever been to the TV Garden in Boston with Boston
Speaker 1: Celtics play? Yeah, I have. It's like two minutes from there. Ah,
Speaker 1: the being from New York, you feel like I can't
Speaker 1: really be in Bostonston games like that, not the Celtics. Now,
Speaker 1: it was like five minutes from Boston. Now, Milly's you
Speaker 1: was telling me that we did meet previously in Atlanta?
Speaker 1: What happened that I remember this night? So go ahead,
Speaker 1: that's crazy that you remember that, m Dam. That was
Speaker 1: like like All Star Weekend or b T Weeknd something
Speaker 1: like that. And I was real young and I was
Speaker 1: in I was in yeah club Compound, I believe, and
Speaker 1: it was mass stars. It was my first time being
Speaker 1: in the club with like old D stars, like you know,
Speaker 1: I don't want to say who was there because it
Speaker 1: got crazy. But the club got shot up and everybody
Speaker 1: had to run out and get evacuated. And while everybody's
Speaker 1: running out, I saw you and I'm like, yo, I
Speaker 1: know we're running and it's like a shooting in there
Speaker 1: right now. But I'm a big fan of yours. Was
Speaker 1: that nice? Yeah? You were super cool? Was drunk? I
Speaker 1: think she was blasted up. I remember that night because
Speaker 1: I think I had on white and somebody like spilled
Speaker 1: a drink on me. Probably, Yeah, So you know the
Speaker 1: things you remember, right, I could never wear that out,
Speaker 1: and I think it's it was grand New So yeah,
Speaker 1: shout out to club Compound. Shoot out the club Compound.
Speaker 1: But let's talk about your trajectory as an artist, and
Speaker 1: then you know, we got to get into your personal
Speaker 1: business because it's his lip service, right. Yeah. So you've
Speaker 1: been knowing you wanted to do music since you were
Speaker 1: a young in right. Do you remember what your early
Speaker 1: raps were like and what you were talking about. Mm? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was like talking about like low level drug dealing
Speaker 1: and shit like that, but like emotional pain. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was rapping about what I was doing. I started like
Speaker 1: selling weed young, So you know you're gonna rap about
Speaker 1: I was looking at it like like wrappings like an
Speaker 1: action movie sometimes. So you're naturally gonna think of the
Speaker 1: most intense things in your life, extreme things in your life,
Speaker 1: you know. So whatever you got going on with your
Speaker 1: most extreme moments, yet, your mind is gonna drift to
Speaker 1: those and you're gonna, you know, put that into the music.
Speaker 1: So at the time, I was just rapping about whatever
Speaker 1: is the most extreme to me and trying to put
Speaker 1: some similes and metaphors and bar work together. Yeah, could
Speaker 1: you really care about lyrics? Everybody's not like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: everybody's not like that at all. Yeah, I feel like
Speaker 1: you feel you feel like you didn't get a lot
Speaker 1: of support locally at first, um, like as far as
Speaker 1: a radio and I mean I didn't get a lot
Speaker 1: of supporting nationally n nowhere. Why do you think that is?
Speaker 1: I think maybe people got like preconceived notions in me
Speaker 1: and something like that. Yeah, it's just a different thing,
Speaker 1: like what I'm trying to do. People. Let's see, like
Speaker 1: a white kid, Like even how I talk like on
Speaker 1: the internet, sometimes people are like, oh my god, it's
Speaker 1: accent and shit, like it would be like white people
Speaker 1: that like living the mountains and shit. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: from a different neighborhood, so I just speak like everybody
Speaker 1: that I've been around, shit like that. So I think
Speaker 1: it's pretty much just preconceived notions and maybe they just
Speaker 1: don't understand it, you know what I mean. Because I'm
Speaker 1: trying to people that early on, who are artists that
Speaker 1: gravitated towards you. Oh hell yeah, like the streets and
Speaker 1: like my neighborhood and like everybody always fucked with me,
Speaker 1: like all like rapper. If I ever got in front
Speaker 1: of a rapper in life, it was like, oh no,
Speaker 1: you hard. I've never been in front of a rapper ever.
Speaker 1: That's like heard my ship and be like nah right,
Speaker 1: like I mean like a hundred four hundred. Like so
Speaker 1: I knew like I was validated, like in the streets
Speaker 1: or even when a lot of even me growing up
Speaker 1: like Pete, I was one of the only white boys
Speaker 1: people are rapped. Little white boy. I heard you could
Speaker 1: rap and I'm just rapping, like like you could pull
Speaker 1: my string and I'm just wrapping, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So um, I was getting that validation. But what was
Speaker 1: the question? Oh, I was just talking about other artists
Speaker 1: actually did, like Jada Kiss, Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah. Actually, what's your situation with so Raspy? So
Speaker 1: I met Kiss in two thousand and like fifteen, fourteen,
Speaker 1: fifteen something like that when I moved to New York
Speaker 1: and I did a record with him in two thousand
Speaker 1: and sixteen something like that. And you know ice Pick
Speaker 1: j yeah, rest in peace. Ice Peck j He was
Speaker 1: the one who told Kiss like, now this kid could sing,
Speaker 1: he could rap, he could do all of that. Ice
Speaker 1: Ship put him down with the imprint. So just from
Speaker 1: there and me and Kiss started. You know, he put
Speaker 1: his arm around me, but pretty much just you know,
Speaker 1: had me go fem for myself too, like, you know,
Speaker 1: go figure it out. But I'm there if you need
Speaker 1: me type shit. I heard you was supposed to be
Speaker 1: on Love and Hip Hop at one point. Yeah, can
Speaker 1: you tell us about what happened? Yeah, yeah, I got
Speaker 1: casted for loving him. It would have been it would
Speaker 1: have been one of the worst things that happened to
Speaker 1: me though. Why you say that New York? Yeah, all right.
Speaker 1: So at the time, like I have been rapping for
Speaker 1: so long, and I'm like, damn, something I gotta give,
Speaker 1: like something I was like, And so I convinced myself
Speaker 1: in my mind, I'm like, all right, something's gonna shake
Speaker 1: with this, Like I'm gonna be able to get a
Speaker 1: national audience yea, and they're gonna let me be in
Speaker 1: the studio and show my rapping skills off. That was
Speaker 1: in my mind, like it wasn't gonna happen everybody. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so doesn't happen like that I signed up with this girl.
Speaker 1: It would have been like, well, y'all really dating or
Speaker 1: was in a situation where you're trying to pretend y'all
Speaker 1: was dating? Yeah, Like yeah, somebody, somebody kind of like,
Speaker 1: you know, put us together type shit. Did she end
Speaker 1: up on the show? Nah? Okay, So what happened then?
Speaker 1: So we got casted to the show, and UM, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie like I don't, I don't you know,
Speaker 1: talk like bad on her. But we started having arguments
Speaker 1: even before the show started, and I'm like, you're not
Speaker 1: even my girl. This is crazy. So I'm fake getting
Speaker 1: scared and kisses like yo, don't do that shit, I'm
Speaker 1: telling you, But I got no emotion. I'm like, bro,
Speaker 1: I'm living in a bronch. I'm in a bad apartment
Speaker 1: right now. I'm like I gotta be on TV. Bro
Speaker 1: fuck that, like you know, um and yit like Mona
Speaker 1: loved me. It was good. They casting me, and then
Speaker 1: the first week of going to shoot, like you get
Speaker 1: your shooting schedule and they had me on the days.
Speaker 1: But then like the day of they was like, you're
Speaker 1: gonna get a call, and I didn't get a call
Speaker 1: that day off, and another day went by and another day,
Speaker 1: and then the week went by and I'm already like
Speaker 1: green let to be in the show and all of that,
Speaker 1: and so I'm just waiting. I got my wardrobe a
Speaker 1: bunch of shit with no logos on it. The TV
Speaker 1: it was bad. Dripped to him like damn, like my
Speaker 1: drip would have been bad. And and yeah, they just
Speaker 1: called me like like the next week and we're like, yeah,
Speaker 1: they decided to go with the regular cast, like the
Speaker 1: old school cast. So at the time, it was like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm super like godly and God guides me
Speaker 1: through my whole process. So that was God saying like, yeah,
Speaker 1: they don't do that because there's mad things that I
Speaker 1: chased and the God just now now back and let's
Speaker 1: talk about this girl you're supposed to be on with.
Speaker 1: Is it somebody that we know, like the who we
Speaker 1: would know she like the Instagram girl or she artist artist? Yeah?
Speaker 1: It was, but okay, so what were y'all arguing about? Yea, bro,
Speaker 1: I don't know. She was like, we gotta make this real.
Speaker 1: She was just spasing on me. I don't know, jealous,
Speaker 1: or I don't know. She was just called me in
Speaker 1: blitz on me about communication or something, and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is gonna go wrong because then I realized, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: it would be great TV, but not for me because
Speaker 1: there's nothing really you could do, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's like she could just have a scene and just
Speaker 1: get up and throw a bottle of Reperscado in my
Speaker 1: head and then now just the guy who got hit
Speaker 1: with a bottle TV, like so we could promote? Did
Speaker 1: you tell her like yo, like this is not real
Speaker 1: for real? Like yeah, hell yeah? And I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: we got to be on the same page, like follow
Speaker 1: my lead. I'm gonna bring you to the Promised Land
Speaker 1: and like follow my lead. And she couldn't. No, she
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna follow my lead. No funny to me that
Speaker 1: even Jada kisses like, no, I don't do it right.
Speaker 1: Oh he was. He was avidly against it. But the
Speaker 1: fact that you went he had to drill with no
Speaker 1: logos to call him and be like, yeah, they ain't
Speaker 1: even have you bumped into the girl lately? No? Did y'all?
Speaker 1: At least like an I got love for her though,
Speaker 1: I got love for her Okay, No, I didn't even
Speaker 1: fool around. Yeah nothing. Are you a kisser? Yeah, but
Speaker 1: like seldomly. That's like to me, that's like eating pussy.
Speaker 1: Like you can't just eat any pussy and you can't
Speaker 1: kiss any girl. Like eating pussy is way higher actually,
Speaker 1: like but but I'm just saying like I can't, like
Speaker 1: you know how, like there's like cultures, I think, even
Speaker 1: in you know, like like the college culture or whatever,
Speaker 1: like this cultures of people to just kiss they see
Speaker 1: each other in the like Jersey Shore, right what I
Speaker 1: was trying to think, Yeah, they'll get it scared, they'll
Speaker 1: just kiss a stranger. Like that's wow, crazy to me,
Speaker 1: Like you that's kissing is very intimate, Like that's if
Speaker 1: you kiss a girl, Like that's like a higher form
Speaker 1: of intimacy. Why you're Yeah, I know this one girl,
Speaker 1: she's so funny, Like she's a really good friend of mine,
Speaker 1: and when we go I should just be like randomly
Speaker 1: making out with people sometimes. She always been like this
Speaker 1: so weird crazy. I randomly made out with somebody at
Speaker 1: one of Angele's event and they told me the next day.
Speaker 1: I was like I did what she didn't remember? I
Speaker 1: remember I was like why. I was like, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: like he grabbed you when he kissed you, and you
Speaker 1: kissed them back. I thought, yeah, so you like it now? Yeah,
Speaker 1: but ran but I get what you're saying, Like I
Speaker 1: kiss somebody, it's okay, but you would have sex with
Speaker 1: somebody and not kissing for show? See now kind of weird.
Speaker 1: You can't get pregnant from kissing. It's not that's like
Speaker 1: like a girl if like, cause I could have unemotionless sex,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, So it's more emotion like this.
Speaker 1: Don't you feel like sex is better when it's emotional
Speaker 1: for sure? But I'm just saying I have the ability
Speaker 1: to have emotion No. Yeah, if you're a real man,
Speaker 1: it's like you got too much estrogen and if you
Speaker 1: get if you get attached to every girl you have
Speaker 1: sex with. Oh, do you think that as you've gotten
Speaker 1: older that you've been more selective? For sure? Okay, have
Speaker 1: you ever had sex with somebody and then later on
Speaker 1: being like I can't believe I did that. Yeah, when
Speaker 1: I was young all the time, all the time, because
Speaker 1: you know, I'm like, I'm like in the neighborhood, you know,
Speaker 1: So you got to pick from your selection sometimes and
Speaker 1: you know, like we just you you trapped in the
Speaker 1: neighborhood and then you get blasted and then it's like,
Speaker 1: whoever's left? What age did you lose your virginity? Like thirteen,
Speaker 1: same age you got a tattoo? How was that experience?
Speaker 1: Did you know? I got thirteen lucky number? Yeah? I
Speaker 1: played that and rule that all that. That's actually my
Speaker 1: birthday January third, So thirteen is like my lucky two.
Speaker 1: That's tough. So what was your virginia losing your virginity experience? Like? No, bullshit,
Speaker 1: I don't really remember, because like I was just getting
Speaker 1: introduced to alcohol, so I really got like blasted. But
Speaker 1: it was quick though. Okay she told you that you
Speaker 1: knew that much and now I just knew it. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: it was quick. Did you before you had text like
Speaker 1: where you're doing things like masturbating and all of that
Speaker 1: you knew how to? Yeah? Yeah, I was you ever
Speaker 1: get called masturbating by appearance? Nam? You know how you
Speaker 1: guys are. No. I knew my schedule because like my
Speaker 1: mom worked until like my mom worked until like six
Speaker 1: pm or something like that. So when I get home,
Speaker 1: I know, I got like a cool like two hours.
Speaker 1: It's like seventh grade. Did you watch porn white and
Speaker 1: masturbating or you just get home and masturbating? Now, yeah,
Speaker 1: I just you know, think know how to masturbate at
Speaker 1: that age? Yeah, at that age. Oh no, I think
Speaker 1: it's just like accident. First you be in the shower
Speaker 1: watching your dick in it, Like, I haven't thought about
Speaker 1: this in a long time. I could see your mom.
Speaker 1: What about wet dreams? Did you have a lot of
Speaker 1: wet dreams as the kids when I was young? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Did you? Does every boy have? What dreams? Is that?
Speaker 1: I feel like everything a wet dream. It's only a
Speaker 1: wet dream. If you come it's not wet, then it's
Speaker 1: a dry Yeah, that's a dry dream. That's a dry drink.
Speaker 1: You kind of think that I've would notice a wet spot.
Speaker 1: You have two sons, so that's why I'm like, you
Speaker 1: never seeing that baby? Like what? Well, William sweats when
Speaker 1: he sleeps like that. Now he's saying that, I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh wait a minute. Now, you were and um in
Speaker 1: a relationship, right, When's when's the last time you've been
Speaker 1: in one? Because I know you have somebody that no
Speaker 1: one you are always Okay, did you look at your
Speaker 1: look at your ring? I was literally just looking at like,
Speaker 1: you know, I was thinking about them the women's game
Speaker 1: yesterday when she was pointing at the ring. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: I guess that's a good immy. Okay. So you guys
Speaker 1: are on right now. How long have you been together? Wow?
Speaker 1: Like five years something like that? Five years continuously? What
Speaker 1: is it like to deal with you in a really
Speaker 1: like who do you think is um in the relationship?
Speaker 1: Who's the more difficult person? Me? You said that fast
Speaker 1: part about dealing I think because it's like my life
Speaker 1: hit like a couple different you know phases. So I've
Speaker 1: always been like a local celebrity, but then you know,
Speaker 1: I've had just my straight grinding mode and then I
Speaker 1: started transition into like being a real rapper, like a
Speaker 1: real schedule, really book, really have emotion. And I think
Speaker 1: that was like the hardest thing to deal with because
Speaker 1: shit switches. Things that you're accustomed to all of a
Speaker 1: sudden aren't the same anymore. Like example, like what I mean,
Speaker 1: we could walk in Central Park before something like it's
Speaker 1: clip now, you know what I mean? Yeah, we could
Speaker 1: go out to certain place, it's just certain places I'm
Speaker 1: not showing up to. I'm not going to certain family functions.
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not doing a lot of like normal
Speaker 1: things that I used to do. Why not the family functions?
Speaker 1: I mean I will. I'm just saying it's like it's
Speaker 1: it's a thing now when you do family stuff. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, it's just different in general, so for her,
Speaker 1: because sometimes I feel like guys, you know, they they're
Speaker 1: with you, but and like you said, you know you're
Speaker 1: the one that's the problem. Do you feel like, yeah,
Speaker 1: not that I'm just the one that's the problem, But
Speaker 1: I just feel like you had more problems because even
Speaker 1: to like date like a rapper, you got to go through,
Speaker 1: you know, some shit. What is So? What does she
Speaker 1: do for a living? I keep it private, okay, just
Speaker 1: because it's like I don't really like share too much
Speaker 1: of my personal life because you know, it's dangerous too.
Speaker 1: Is she from New York or is she from Okay,
Speaker 1: she's my Boston back home. So does her family like you?
Speaker 1: H Are you sure you said they do? Okay? Have
Speaker 1: they always liked you or it takes them getting accustomed
Speaker 1: to Yeah? They always likely? Okay? Angel your mom like her? Yeah?
Speaker 1: All right, that's good. It's just someone you knew growing
Speaker 1: up or someone you met. Oh I met a kind
Speaker 1: of new growing up, but not really though, Okay, I
Speaker 1: kind of met like later on in life, all right.
Speaker 1: And so now you're at a point where well for
Speaker 1: the past few years, where things are really popping off
Speaker 1: for you and it's been a long road in a
Speaker 1: long journey. What would you say to people that are
Speaker 1: you know, in the game as artists? And it does
Speaker 1: take a while sometimes because I don't think there's a
Speaker 1: lot of stories of overnight success, right Sometimes we don't
Speaker 1: know what the grind is before they got to a
Speaker 1: certain point that they got to. But for you, um,
Speaker 1: what would you say to people who are in this
Speaker 1: game trying to come up right now? And it's it's
Speaker 1: not easy. Um, you just gotta you gotta have the
Speaker 1: heart of a line. You gotta really, um, put you
Speaker 1: all in it, like you have to be one hundred
Speaker 1: and ten percent. You gotta be courageous, You gotta know
Speaker 1: that this is like what God wants for you. If
Speaker 1: because if this is really for you, it's gonna be
Speaker 1: embedded in your heart and you're gonna fail it And
Speaker 1: you gotta just be ready to um you know, fail
Speaker 1: and fail and fail and fail and fail until you win.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't think you're just gonna get a win.
Speaker 1: And if you do get a win early, like you're
Speaker 1: probably gonna lose shortly after. So oh damn. Yeah that's see.
Speaker 1: That feels like a fair to me because sometimes it's
Speaker 1: so hard for us to celebrate winning because when things
Speaker 1: are going well in your head, you think something bad's
Speaker 1: about to happen. Yep, No, but I'm saying, like any
Speaker 1: person in life, like I'm sure you couldn't get got
Speaker 1: here without it, like a bunch of rejection, a bunch
Speaker 1: of bad shit happening until you. Like, what I'm saying
Speaker 1: is people are like forged in the fire. So if
Speaker 1: you have if you have an easy life and you
Speaker 1: just had an easy road, you're not gonna know how
Speaker 1: to hold it down. Yeah you don't. You learn a
Speaker 1: lie from your losses. Yeah, So like you got to
Speaker 1: be forged in the fire for this, I feel like,
Speaker 1: or you just gotta be you know, if like for
Speaker 1: the young and getting in it, they just gotta be
Speaker 1: ahead of their time, like super ahead of their time. Now,
Speaker 1: how does this affect your sex? Life, Right, are you
Speaker 1: better in the bedroom things are going well or when
Speaker 1: you're going through some shit, Because sometimes guys when they're
Speaker 1: going through some shit, I see you say that, but
Speaker 1: sometimes this sex could be amazing because they're taking it
Speaker 1: out on you. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it could be. It
Speaker 1: could be. It could be, it could be one of
Speaker 1: the two. How is it for you? Oh? It just
Speaker 1: depends on what it is that I'm going through. Right,
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'll be going through just being like discipline and
Speaker 1: like you know, staying on my square and and I'm
Speaker 1: and I'm not really going out and partying and doing
Speaker 1: all of that. And that's when I'm going out on
Speaker 1: party and I'm probably like a little more in my mode,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Well, when I'm disciplining this,
Speaker 1: it's definitely I'm not thinking about nothing but this wins. Okay,
Speaker 1: Now what does that do with your sex life? When
Speaker 1: are you better like in the bedroom, That's what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: when I'm in my party mode and shit, like you're
Speaker 1: better in the bedroom then yeah, huh. When I'm like
Speaker 1: on some of my fucking shit and when I'm living
Speaker 1: more carelessly because I put I put my years through
Speaker 1: like all right, I'm gonna go three months of just
Speaker 1: being on like recording and focusing on this, and then
Speaker 1: I go three months of all right now, I'm an
Speaker 1: roll out the album, do whatever, and then I'm like
Speaker 1: three months I chilling and I feel like that's you know,
Speaker 1: my waves. So it just depends what kind of like
Speaker 1: cycle I'm going through, but I'll try to keep it consistent.
Speaker 1: What about like in the middle of an argument? Are
Speaker 1: you the type of person that likes to have sex
Speaker 1: during an argument? I don't even like arguments. Yeah, Like
Speaker 1: I don't turn me on, Like when girls be like
Speaker 1: every dude loves a crazy bitch, Like I don't believe that.
Speaker 1: Hell no, I don't like that shit. So you like
Speaker 1: a calm girl? Hell yeah? So how do you? Um?
Speaker 1: Calm and submissive that I was right out of my mouth,
Speaker 1: just um like, follow my lead, baby, trust me, trust me,
Speaker 1: and everything's going to be okay. Have you ever been
Speaker 1: with a girl who's doing better than you, like when
Speaker 1: you were starting out, when you're staying at shitty ass
Speaker 1: apartment in the Bronx yep, holding it down. Oh no,
Speaker 1: but I've had a lot of girls doing better than me.
Speaker 1: Not a lot, but this, I've known girls is doing
Speaker 1: better than me, you know more more recently. Yeah, let's
Speaker 1: talk to me right And is that like okay, what
Speaker 1: does that do for you? Like confidence wise? Doesn't matter
Speaker 1: to you because you know, some guys can't handle that,
Speaker 1: some guys like it, some guys can't handle it. Boost
Speaker 1: my confidence? Okay? Yeah, this is high value? Did how
Speaker 1: do you shut that? Because you have a girlfriend? So
Speaker 1: what you do? You shut on and off a little bit?
Speaker 1: But yeah when yeah, when we when we're rocking, I
Speaker 1: shut it down at it or what about would you
Speaker 1: ever be like what can she join us? Yeah? Nah,
Speaker 1: it's like different different scenarios. So you've been together when
Speaker 1: you're on and off, so it's okay to for her
Speaker 1: to date other people or when you're when you're off
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah. You know, do
Speaker 1: you tell each other like when you get back on,
Speaker 1: have you been like okay, while we was on a break,
Speaker 1: I was X, Y and Z and she tells you too,
Speaker 1: or do y'all just clean slate let's just not even
Speaker 1: discuss um. Yeah, we don't really discuss. You don't want
Speaker 1: to hear that shit? Yeah? But does she ask? I
Speaker 1: would ask asking. Yeah, I don't think I would ask
Speaker 1: you unless something came up, like something happened. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: something happened. But if it's nothing happened, I'll just be like,
Speaker 1: because you know what, to me, the respectful thing is
Speaker 1: if he was on a break, you was doing what
Speaker 1: she was doing, and I never hear nothing or see
Speaker 1: anything that makes it hypothetically, Let's say like I was
Speaker 1: out there like booming girls, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: My whole thing has always been like, I gotta be
Speaker 1: respectful to your girl, Like I think the dudes who's whack?
Speaker 1: I don't like, I don't believe in monogamy like that.
Speaker 1: I believe that every men you know, and maybe some
Speaker 1: women too, but definitely every man and every alpha male.
Speaker 1: We got something where it's like like you're gonna natural.
Speaker 1: It's in your nature to want to hunt and get
Speaker 1: to kill. You know what I'm saying. There's like a
Speaker 1: lion going after a gazelle. You got that in your nature.
Speaker 1: So you have to turn that all the way off.
Speaker 1: That's when you're just being like face. So when girls
Speaker 1: be like I want somebody who don't cheat, you really
Speaker 1: want somebody who who's turning off their natural instincts, like
Speaker 1: their instincts from nature, see what I'm saying. But what
Speaker 1: I'm saying is is let like I don't think it's
Speaker 1: the worst thing to boom other girls, but I think
Speaker 1: it's terrible when dudes like, will you know, embarrass that girl?
Speaker 1: I think that's worse. Yeah, Like I think that's I
Speaker 1: think that's worse than or have an open relationship where
Speaker 1: it looks it's something like that. I just think it's
Speaker 1: bad when you like embarrass your girl. If you do
Speaker 1: something to embarrass your girl a kid, you can't. You
Speaker 1: can't post another woman caused your girl like she's able
Speaker 1: to do. You can't embarrass your girl. You can't. Um,
Speaker 1: that's the worst to me because like, you know, sex,
Speaker 1: unemotional sex, that's whatever. But when you like embarrass her,
Speaker 1: that's hurt in a deeply that's like more of like
Speaker 1: an emotional video you take a video just yeah, it's
Speaker 1: just whatever it is on the video fucking on like
Speaker 1: one of her ops or something like you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? All of that Like that's like slummy. So
Speaker 1: I forget how we got there. I don't even know, respectfully,
Speaker 1: mind if she asked you, like if are you honest
Speaker 1: if say she who is to say your phone? Would
Speaker 1: you be like okay, or would you be like nah,
Speaker 1: because she wouldn't go through my phone. Or let's just
Speaker 1: say it rings and she's sitting right there. Let's do
Speaker 1: all hypotheticals. Yeah, hypothetically, Yeah, let's just say it rings.
Speaker 1: And you're like the rest of this interview was all hypotheticals, right, yeah, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: got it. Disclaimer, but let's just say it rings. She
Speaker 1: said you're showing her something on your phone and then
Speaker 1: it pops up in your messages last night was amazing
Speaker 1: and you know you did something. Would you tell the
Speaker 1: truth or would you be like, oh, she's talking about
Speaker 1: the show? Um now, like because I don't think she's
Speaker 1: gonna want to hear that truth. Okay, that's fair, be
Speaker 1: a terrible truth, like you know, sometimes you gotta tell
Speaker 1: the lies so it don't hurt them. Wow, a little
Speaker 1: white line. This is hypothetical though, of course you know
Speaker 1: a little white line, and you wouldn't hurt a lot
Speaker 1: of you too. Then I don't want to her what
Speaker 1: I would she if she actually turned by someone? Until
Speaker 1: you guys, relationship as far as like in the bed.
Speaker 1: Would you be open to that um or are you
Speaker 1: guys already doing it? It's not too whom we don't know,
Speaker 1: hypothapathetically hypothetically like maybe, but she, like I don't know,
Speaker 1: like wifey is like a different type of woman, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Yeah, Like it's pure that's but
Speaker 1: what is something she's been thinking about, something that she's
Speaker 1: wanted to do. But oh yeah, no, she wanted to
Speaker 1: do it. She wanted to really actively get that off
Speaker 1: a chest. But I think, like, you know, I've heard
Speaker 1: scenarios where people have three sums and shit and the
Speaker 1: girlfriend punches the dude in the back of his head,
Speaker 1: like you know, I can't take it. Look at you
Speaker 1: where you Yeah, what can you see yourself getting married
Speaker 1: in that case? Do you believe in that? Honestly? Like?
Speaker 1: I like, how like them Indian weddings look like with
Speaker 1: the with the elephants, you know what I meant? The
Speaker 1: party look lit and like thinking about like the favors,
Speaker 1: you know, like don't you got people gotta give you
Speaker 1: wedding gifts? Right? Get mine in cash? Inviting all the trappers?
Speaker 1: But no, not really, because I think it's whacked. Like
Speaker 1: it's like you're putting me on a little piece of paper.
Speaker 1: First of all, like this whole shit is designed by
Speaker 1: like Western civilization, where it's like you have this, it's
Speaker 1: like it may like love like a business. So I
Speaker 1: don't really subscribe. Marriage is a business. It's a business
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to subscribe to because it's like all right,
Speaker 1: like they gave us like Valentine's Day and they're like,
Speaker 1: all right, as a man, you buy your woman? Is
Speaker 1: this day? Are you nothing? What if I want to
Speaker 1: give you the world on like July third? Or you
Speaker 1: can't do that too? But why you do both? Why
Speaker 1: can't I make my Valentine? That's how I do my
Speaker 1: You could do that and then on on Valentine's Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. But Valentine's Days a due on
Speaker 1: your on your not on you. It's crazy, it's it's sorry,
Speaker 1: so not really you don't care about it, like it's
Speaker 1: not a thing. It's nice. It's not like I'm what
Speaker 1: turns your um hypothetically no in real life, not hypothetically,
Speaker 1: like what do you like? What? Yeah? Um? You ever
Speaker 1: been tied up? Fuck? No? What's what? I don't know?
Speaker 1: You know powerful that I don't know. I'm not a
Speaker 1: powerful man and I ain't getting tied up. I'm a
Speaker 1: little power battery. Um what do you like? No, I
Speaker 1: don't like that. I like um, you know, like just
Speaker 1: uh grabbing. I don't know what he's doing. Choking yeah, lightly, okay,
Speaker 1: like choking a little light choking. You like to get choke? No,
Speaker 1: I don't like to get you man like that too,
Speaker 1: not into whatever that is. Okay, So you like choking?
Speaker 1: What else you like? I like choking, spitting the mouth
Speaker 1: a little bit, okay, risk, Yeah, only with someone you
Speaker 1: love obviously, different different places, like you know, like the
Speaker 1: movie theater. Okay, back when it was active. You can
Speaker 1: go to I Pick you know that I picked there.
Speaker 1: You could like lay down and they got blankets and
Speaker 1: everything to see. Yeah, you can order like like like
Speaker 1: a lay flat seat to something like that. Okay, you've
Speaker 1: done that on plane, like not having but I'm thinking
Speaker 1: of okay, okay, yeah it was the craziest place you
Speaker 1: had system. It's probably like outside, like like I got
Speaker 1: a lot of top outside, like a lot of top top,
Speaker 1: a lot of top outside. Have you ever had a
Speaker 1: bad blow job? For sure? What's a bad like like
Speaker 1: a dick swell up like yeah much everybody looking pain
Speaker 1: right now? Yea to too much teeth? Yeah? Wow, okay,
Speaker 1: too much teeth. I ain't gonna lie. My first time
Speaker 1: doing it. I definitely scraped up, especially if it's a
Speaker 1: girl is like trying to go crazy. Yeah, and she's
Speaker 1: not doing she don't know when do you stop her
Speaker 1: and tell? Yeah? I think that means you like it
Speaker 1: when you because that's not ont like he'd be like
Speaker 1: watch your teth because you don't really want to be
Speaker 1: like bitch stopped. But yeah, because then, like you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, you might not get to where you're
Speaker 1: trying to go, but where you trying to go? What
Speaker 1: about you like your balls like for sure suck he said,
Speaker 1: that's so fast, not sucked like like like lightly sometimes,
Speaker 1: but just try to suck it out your nuts? Do
Speaker 1: you like to ask? Sound appealing? What you ask? What
Speaker 1: does he like to get his ass eating out? Oh
Speaker 1: you don't like that? What about to taint the area
Speaker 1: in between? That's right? I just can't be nothing. It's
Speaker 1: like I ain't gonna put my legs up, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? Just see idea put in your legs up,
Speaker 1: not the actual act is just to put in your
Speaker 1: legs out. It's too much. Try to slip a finger,
Speaker 1: No no, no, no fingers. Maybe a tongue, but not
Speaker 1: a finger. What's the strangest thing that you feel like
Speaker 1: somebody trying to do to you? A woman trying to
Speaker 1: do to you. Um, I fucked this white girl one time.
Speaker 1: Hold on, you're white. I probably happened white girls more
Speaker 1: than one time, but like, I this white girl one time,
Speaker 1: because I wasn't like the majority where I'm from, so
Speaker 1: like all my first girlfriends was black. Sixth grade. I
Speaker 1: didn't even know another type of girl until I got
Speaker 1: like eighteen nineteen, you know what I mean. So that's
Speaker 1: why I say, like this white girl one time. Okay,
Speaker 1: And she was really from Boston, like you ever seen
Speaker 1: in the Boston movie like the potted and like the
Speaker 1: fucking town like that. Yeah that's my guy real life.
Speaker 1: But yeah, she probably loved maa warwork. But I remember
Speaker 1: she I was living in the projects at the time
Speaker 1: with Witrow Wilson, and she came upstairs and like, because
Speaker 1: so I live off for like Central Square, like it
Speaker 1: was like a populated area. I'm trying to think what
Speaker 1: there's really no comparison in New York like that. But
Speaker 1: like I'm not even like West House. I'm trying to think,
Speaker 1: like I don't know, just picture like a populated strip
Speaker 1: like but not Time Square though. And we would go
Speaker 1: like a fine girls out there, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: We found this one chick and she was with a
Speaker 1: bunch of people and ship and we came back to
Speaker 1: the house. But we was like different cultures because she's
Speaker 1: really from she was eating from like Childstown or like Southie,
Speaker 1: like like Superbusted, super Boss, and and we got to
Speaker 1: fucking and she just kept saying like like um, this
Speaker 1: was before I'm hip to like you know, like slap me,
Speaker 1: like choke me. But like she was saying like like
Speaker 1: squeeze my nipples, and my nipples as sensitive as it is.
Speaker 1: So like I've been thinking like like you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, But she's like, no, harder, harder, like she
Speaker 1: wanted bruises and shit like that, and so you was
Speaker 1: like yeah, and I'm like, I turned it up a
Speaker 1: little bit more. I'm turning more. Yeah, So I'm like
Speaker 1: she's like turning up more so, turning revenue engine a
Speaker 1: little bit more funny that's different. And then and then
Speaker 1: she but she just kept being like no and then
Speaker 1: like and then like slap me, and I'm like, noah,
Speaker 1: you I know, like dudes go to jail for this
Speaker 1: type of shit. Like now I know, like in the
Speaker 1: bad room, it's all right, like a little slap, like
Speaker 1: just the four fingers though, like like if you got
Speaker 1: your hand, if you got your hand like kind of
Speaker 1: like on her neck and just like like pop pop,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like like a little pop
Speaker 1: pop pop, you know what I mean. But so you okay,
Speaker 1: so you did all of that? Yeah? She did you
Speaker 1: trying to know? She nah, I was kind of hard.
Speaker 1: She was funny about guys because guys will still keep
Speaker 1: going because I'm trying to get where I'm going, right,
Speaker 1: But that's the main kid of this show. When you're
Speaker 1: trying to get where you're going, what you gotta have limits,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? You gotta hit bak No.
Speaker 1: It was turning me off because I started thinking about
Speaker 1: like catching a case or something like I'm like, is
Speaker 1: this for like up? Yeah, like you want me to
Speaker 1: put bruises on you? Like you know that's not gonna go. Well,
Speaker 1: so did you? I can't even know bullshit. I can't
Speaker 1: even remember, like, yeah, did you get to where he
Speaker 1: was trying to go? I can't even remember, That's the
Speaker 1: crazy thing. I'm just remembering us in the badroom and
Speaker 1: the us her in the in the bathroom like bang bros.
Speaker 1: Or something like yeah, Like I don't really know bullshit.
Speaker 1: I think I did though, but like I don't really remember.
Speaker 1: I was kind of traumatized, like he was God finally
Speaker 1: it just now he was like especially like when I
Speaker 1: was nice when I was young, Like I was like
Speaker 1: a little nice shirt to girls. Then when I grew up.
Speaker 1: Why do you think that is? Because once I grew up,
Speaker 1: I realized, like girls don't really like respect that you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? You think girls are like nice guys.
Speaker 1: I think it's you still don't they don't. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: keep it. I think I'm gonna keep it a trillion
Speaker 1: think that, like I see the ship women right like
Speaker 1: I want you maybe as like like a more mature woman,
Speaker 1: like I don't know, but I'm talking about like maybe
Speaker 1: like twenty three. I don't want I don't want to
Speaker 1: super nice guy. That's what I'm saying. You definitely don't
Speaker 1: mean somebody to be like I don't want to jazz,
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, I don't. It's like all of that,
Speaker 1: like when they'd be like, yo, I want to come
Speaker 1: on in beautiful text, like I don't really believe that,
Speaker 1: like what one man apply to say, I ain't call
Speaker 1: in three days, got a little mom. Do you like
Speaker 1: nice girls? Yeah? I love nice girl okay. And if
Speaker 1: I'm just on some fucking shit out like an airhead,
Speaker 1: good airhead, okay, man, that seems so whacked though, like
Speaker 1: you know, because I wouldn't like a guy who was
Speaker 1: dumb who I have as yeah out here, but you
Speaker 1: know where it just shows you that men and women
Speaker 1: are turned on by different things, like I need a
Speaker 1: good conversation too. If he's stupid, I'm gonna be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's where it's like, all right, so d y'all only
Speaker 1: Like could you like, have y'all ever had unemotional sex? Yeah? No,
Speaker 1: but I mean to the point like you really don't
Speaker 1: give a fuck, knowing before you don't give a fuck
Speaker 1: in after, you don't give a fuck, to the point
Speaker 1: where even if he didn't text you after, you'd be like,
Speaker 1: so I used to talk to this guy and it
Speaker 1: was when I was like maybe like twenty four years old,
Speaker 1: and he used to be so he told me later
Speaker 1: in life, he was like, I used to hate the
Speaker 1: fact that, like I would come over, I would be
Speaker 1: chilling with you, I think everything, sha, and then you
Speaker 1: just wouldn't call me because I just see like that though,
Speaker 1: but you seem driven. I was definitely work like driven.
Speaker 1: Women are different too, And he told me that he
Speaker 1: was like I hated that, Like I would be like, damn,
Speaker 1: did she not give a fuck about me at all?
Speaker 1: But guys like that, I feel like, yeah, that's like
Speaker 1: a little that as a little mystique because more girls
Speaker 1: are like super on it because they're not used to it,
Speaker 1: like guys like that they think that every time, because
Speaker 1: guys also think that every woman wants to be in
Speaker 1: a relationship, yeah, you know, at least three days for
Speaker 1: at least a week, like if like's I think the
Speaker 1: thought of like like like if you have sex with
Speaker 1: somebody and then not like you're gonna naturally think it's
Speaker 1: the I feel like I want to guy to like
Speaker 1: me and care about That's what I'm saying. I don't
Speaker 1: know if I necessarily want him to be like, hey,
Speaker 1: would you be my girl? Right like whereas like whereas
Speaker 1: like a guy like like I can have sex with
Speaker 1: somebody and I don't care. I want them to like me,
Speaker 1: like as a person, like now like I'm a piece
Speaker 1: of ship and I like me like like me, like
Speaker 1: you don't want to be too attast like you gotta relax. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So I feel like every woman's gonna have just kind
Speaker 1: of it's a womanly thing to have had, like I
Speaker 1: want him to like me. I dated a guy once
Speaker 1: and like I had just gotten out of a relationship,
Speaker 1: and he gave me this whole um you know, speech
Speaker 1: ahead of time, where a disclaimer. He was like like,
Speaker 1: just you know, I don't want to be in a relationship.
Speaker 1: Da Da Da da. And I was like all right,
Speaker 1: And then we started Danny and then he decided he
Speaker 1: wanted to be in a relationship. But in my head
Speaker 1: the whole time, you know, I just got out of one.
Speaker 1: I was happy not being in one. I was dating
Speaker 1: everything you served him after like you weren't like calling
Speaker 1: him and ship like no, but like we ate it.
Speaker 1: But then when he told me, like you know, I
Speaker 1: was like, you told me you didn't want to be
Speaker 1: in a relationship. I wasn't even looking at you like that.
Speaker 1: And I just feel like sometimes guys automatically assume, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, you can't do that, like yeah, yeah, you can't,
Speaker 1: Like you can't do that because you feel guys automatically
Speaker 1: think women want relationships and that's not Sometimes we do,
Speaker 1: but yeah we don't, right, and sometimes we think we're
Speaker 1: doing then we'd be like after the fact, yeah, you know.
Speaker 1: So I just want to say, for all y'all out
Speaker 1: there dating, if you're trying to put that disclaimer, like
Speaker 1: calm down, we might not even want your ask right,
Speaker 1: especially though, like like with the driven women, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, like women with ambitions and goals, because
Speaker 1: there's some six just waiting around to get chose, like
Speaker 1: that's their whole shit. They wake up in the morning
Speaker 1: and they get pretty, and they go on social media
Speaker 1: and they hope, I hope the person I want chooses
Speaker 1: me today, not even somebody. Yeah, God bless And for
Speaker 1: sure I could tell. I knew it. I could just
Speaker 1: tell because you said just the way you just said
Speaker 1: about women getting pretty and doing all of that. What's
Speaker 1: the worst catfish situation you've had? Um? I think like
Speaker 1: going to the club once, like, no, damn, there's a
Speaker 1: lot of catfish situations, but I never, like, you know,
Speaker 1: went far with like a catfish, right, because as soon
Speaker 1: as I realized that a catfish just clips, was it
Speaker 1: that it was not the same person, or was it
Speaker 1: that her pictures were so photoshopped and filtered? Yeah, they
Speaker 1: photoshopped and they even know how to angle their bodies,
Speaker 1: like show up looking like a whole will to be slight,
Speaker 1: but in the you look like, you know, funny, Yeah,
Speaker 1: how do you get out of it? You just be
Speaker 1: like would you tell would you be honest? Would you
Speaker 1: be like like you ain't what you looked like in
Speaker 1: the picture? Or no. I'm not saying I'm just get
Speaker 1: out of there, because I would be a nice thing
Speaker 1: to do, right, to just be honest with somebody and
Speaker 1: be like I couldn't tell somebody that I could tell
Speaker 1: him if I told him like this, if I was like,
Speaker 1: you look beautiful, you should just look like this, like,
Speaker 1: don't fake like you're like that. That's I'm gonna starting
Speaker 1: to plowering the catfishes. Okay, I'm gonna start emplowering the catfishes.
Speaker 1: I'll turn into tournament into a salmon or red stripe,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like a snapper, like straight
Speaker 1: how he really talked me. It's fame everything you thought
Speaker 1: it would be. I don't know if I'm famous though,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, but like you can't walk
Speaker 1: you sense a park with your girl anymore? Like that? Yeah, um,
Speaker 1: And it's been an elevation. And I think that it's
Speaker 1: like a slow build. Like I talked to Benny the
Speaker 1: Butcher one day and I was like, because all my
Speaker 1: my homies was like he's coolest shit. And I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know the bros saying like you coolest shit down
Speaker 1: the earth. And He's like, well, I've been like unpopular
Speaker 1: longer than I've been popular. I've been unfamous longer than
Speaker 1: I've been famous. So I think it's kind of like
Speaker 1: something like that. But I do adjust to have, like
Speaker 1: I am adjusted to knowing like damn just going to
Speaker 1: the store, like shit different everybody know you like and
Speaker 1: like if you say certain things like I might have
Speaker 1: said something on this that like go crazy, I'll be
Speaker 1: thinking them nobody still because you can't. I did so
Speaker 1: much shit as like nobody where it's like you know,
Speaker 1: you're just throwing rocks. None of them should just landing.
Speaker 1: What I like about this is you empowering the catfish.
Speaker 1: Is I think that's great initiative for twenty twenty three.
Speaker 1: Twenty twenty three, were empowering the catfish? It you should
Speaker 1: because that's like you're beautiful. You're beautiful for sure, now
Speaker 1: you would love you. You have Blanco six on the way. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what do you think it's going to be the last
Speaker 1: um out of all of the series. You have a number? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to seven, the god number. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go to seven. M go to seven. But like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna mix it up though, I'm gonna start doing like
Speaker 1: different variations to my albums and shit like that. I
Speaker 1: might drop two different projects and then come back with seven. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and you've been going on tour, So how's that experience
Speaker 1: been in I see the ticket sales have been going up. Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's it's late because I've really come from like being
Speaker 1: in the room like this and it's like only that's
Speaker 1: my one fan, right, It's like for real and serious,
Speaker 1: like one person came, but that one person made me
Speaker 1: stay rapping. You did not go to a show and
Speaker 1: have one person. I swear to god, I did you're
Speaker 1: bugging wild times? Are you serious? Facts? So this is
Speaker 1: amazing though I do want it like we do. Got
Speaker 1: to give it up for that because yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: I really come from like like name on the flyer
Speaker 1: pushing it for two months and just my men in
Speaker 1: the net shirt is not even I swear, not even
Speaker 1: the Celtics, Like it's crazy, man. I had shows in
Speaker 1: like New Hampshire and shit, and like you know the
Speaker 1: promoters I'm talking about, they got nice air is for
Speaker 1: me walking there, the lights is going, my name is
Speaker 1: on the banners and ship like that. I got a
Speaker 1: VIP section bottles no one damn And that was like recent.
Speaker 1: What city do you think embraced you the most? Not recent?
Speaker 1: Let me be clear. I was like, you know, like
Speaker 1: but probably like before the Pandemics five six years ago.
Speaker 1: What city? Um like, like Boston embraced me, you know super,
Speaker 1: but like New York embraced it shit out of me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because you have a lot of New York affiliates. York
Speaker 1: did it for me, Like I love New York. I
Speaker 1: don't be careing what they talked about it in Boston
Speaker 1: with the rest Sox. Yeah, you don't care. I'm almost
Speaker 1: to the point I put a Yankee. The day I
Speaker 1: do that, I'm gonna lose like like whatever, my follower
Speaker 1: count is like drop that off, like by seventeen thousand. Um.
Speaker 1: But now I really love New York though forever they
Speaker 1: put me on out here, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I got adapted to the hustle, how fashion it was
Speaker 1: because I used to take the little China bus out
Speaker 1: here and I would get off the bus and people
Speaker 1: will be walking so fast. I'm like intimidated, like that's
Speaker 1: what I love here, And then yeah, you learn to
Speaker 1: love it. And once you're one of them New York
Speaker 1: Tians whatever the phrase new Yorkers, that one of the
Speaker 1: New York Tans. Just like moving at that page, you
Speaker 1: feel it, Like I would tell my homies would start
Speaker 1: visiting me from from mass or whatever. I like, come on,
Speaker 1: you're walking like you from Massachusetts. But we gotta go.
Speaker 1: Like now I really can't. I can't deal with the
Speaker 1: slowness anymore. Like when I walk, I walk fast. I
Speaker 1: was already kind of like that, but now it's like
Speaker 1: in New York when you walk out, I don't care
Speaker 1: if we walk out tonight, like all of us is
Speaker 1: gonna walk like we know where we're going, right, Like
Speaker 1: none of us you're gonna do. Yeah, I said that
Speaker 1: being from New York and traveling, like I remember my
Speaker 1: first few times going places, and you're used to being
Speaker 1: in a rush. And we also don't make eye contact
Speaker 1: with people, like if you don't know you. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: what That's what I like about it. Like I'm moved
Speaker 1: to the business. I moved to the Bronx, and like
Speaker 1: the one rule about the Bronx, like mind your business,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Because I'm getting I was
Speaker 1: getting my hair cut on one thirty eighth. I'm in
Speaker 1: Sin City every night, like I'm I'm really in the Bronx,
Speaker 1: but no body fucked me. He moved to the Bronx
Speaker 1: because of Jada Continue because he and Yonkers is right,
Speaker 1: you know, Seth free from the compound. Yeah, he's the
Speaker 1: one who like found me and told me to come
Speaker 1: out there. And I found a little spot there, a
Speaker 1: little treacherous spot. So how does it feel now? Like
Speaker 1: how like I cried on the plane once forever? Yeah,
Speaker 1: like a year ago, I was like damn, like I
Speaker 1: was just looking at it was crazy because I had
Speaker 1: just met Snoop just I went to lunch with somebody
Speaker 1: super lit and I a bunch of other shit happened
Speaker 1: wild industry people was on my phone right around the
Speaker 1: time of Blanco five and I had actually got kicked
Speaker 1: off a airplanes all of my homies. But it couldn't
Speaker 1: even ruin my mood, like why you got kicked up
Speaker 1: the airplane because I was First of all, they booked
Speaker 1: me a coach, which is like, I flew coach my
Speaker 1: whole life. I'm not flying coach the one like ever
Speaker 1: so like, but I still sat in coach here, same
Speaker 1: coach like a few years ago. She was like, Yo,
Speaker 1: we gotta stop flying first class all the time. Now
Speaker 1: we're gonna money. Now we're going to first two. It
Speaker 1: was probably like ye that blows and it has a
Speaker 1: window would come down. She was, so she's like, look
Speaker 1: what you got me doing. I was like, it's okay,
Speaker 1: never again, Okay, go ahead. That really blows, so like
Speaker 1: you know, man, it just sees one of them. They
Speaker 1: sat me and coach, so I then coach, I'm like
Speaker 1: fucking and I'm coming from LA Like, don't put me
Speaker 1: on it. Just even on something like, Bro, you're gonna
Speaker 1: put me next to like a drunk fin or something
Speaker 1: like or like just somebody who just want to talk.
Speaker 1: Then you feel like you gotta explain why you and
Speaker 1: coach LA changed my flight. Yeah, I'm here. I can't believe.
Speaker 1: It's all I could do and everything was sold out,
Speaker 1: you know, But now I was. I was on a
Speaker 1: coach and I forget The lady said something. I had
Speaker 1: a shysty on because I'm in coach. I'm shasty with
Speaker 1: my eyes on like this, and she's like, you gotta
Speaker 1: put a mask on. And I'm like, but I got
Speaker 1: this and she's like, no, you gotta put a real
Speaker 1: mask on. And I'm like, all right, I'm gonna put
Speaker 1: a mask on. I started taking She's like now and
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, you an asshole, and just ran and
Speaker 1: they came back and he's like, she's saying, said curse
Speaker 1: words at what I'm saying. I said no, I said,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to act like an asshole. I'll flip.
Speaker 1: But they didn't believe it and they kicked me off.
Speaker 1: But I got on another airline. It was like Alaskan
Speaker 1: or some weird ship. But I got on another flight,
Speaker 1: and I was on that flight, but I was in
Speaker 1: such a good move from everything that was happening, and
Speaker 1: I looked out the window. I was still in coach,
Speaker 1: but I looked out the window. It was like raining
Speaker 1: or something shit, and I was just like damn, like
Speaker 1: I just like thank God, like like I just appreciate,
Speaker 1: like I can't believe that I made it, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? As far that I really like, thank you,
Speaker 1: like just for like letting me push through, because I
Speaker 1: was I might have quit, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: thank you for letting me be so dumb to keep going,
Speaker 1: because you gotta be like dumb to chase your jeans.
Speaker 1: You gotta be like a little delusional, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Because all odds against me, I'm going on
Speaker 1: an uphill battle with roller skates on. For real, I
Speaker 1: don't got the bag. It's never been done a white
Speaker 1: guy rapping about no street matter, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like check the files. You feel me um coming out
Speaker 1: of Massachusetts, like I'm talking about when you like way,
Speaker 1: the odds is literally like one in ten, fifteen, twenty million,
Speaker 1: maybe more. I'm being like fabry modest with that stack
Speaker 1: because I really do the numbers, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But I was just looking out the window like damn,
Speaker 1: like I can't believe, like I'm here, like this shit
Speaker 1: is crazy. I'm making a living, awful, rap good living,
Speaker 1: like I'm lit, like you know what I mean. And
Speaker 1: after years of pain, like I took rejection. I took
Speaker 1: mad rejection in my life. I took the most rejection,
Speaker 1: the most, the most, Like, yeah, I don't think there's another, honestly,
Speaker 1: And we're glad that you're here. It's nice to meet
Speaker 1: you in person. And you know where else I met
Speaker 1: you at? Where else? You mean? It's Jay electrying to
Speaker 1: go right, Yeah, he just so. I had a show
Speaker 1: at the Paradise in Boston. Oh my god, this one.
Speaker 1: We almost got arrested. But let me tell you maybe
Speaker 1: I'm standing outside talking about yes, and then the cops
Speaker 1: came and they kept trying to make everybody disperse, all right,
Speaker 1: so listen. So before that, I was like in the
Speaker 1: middle of the bill. It's like, it's fifty artists in Massachusetts,
Speaker 1: just to show you, you know what I mean, And
Speaker 1: I'm like somewhere like low in the pack, even in Massachusetts.
Speaker 1: After grinding for a while. So you know, I went
Speaker 1: and I rocked, and I guess Jay elected was in
Speaker 1: the building and I rocked that ship. I remember this
Speaker 1: and get off stage and I'm talking a few people
Speaker 1: and he just come up to me. I just feel
Speaker 1: a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. It's
Speaker 1: Jay Electronic and he's like, Bro, you fucking killed that. Bro.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, it's like one of the first famous
Speaker 1: people in meeting them. Oh that's crazy. Thank you, bro.
Speaker 1: That really gave me. That gave me motivation for probably
Speaker 1: another two years. Every time like little shit happened like that,
Speaker 1: it would give me motivation. Yeah, for another two years.
Speaker 1: And that's why I never quit because I remember that night,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That was me and I
Speaker 1: was on stage ninety million deep, my whole neighborhood and
Speaker 1: people wasn't really rocking in the crowd like that like
Speaker 1: they was, but it's like I was. I gave him
Speaker 1: my all and he came up to me and gave
Speaker 1: me love. And that's why I'll always get like he
Speaker 1: seeks me out of the crowd, you know what I mean. Yeah,
Speaker 1: wherever he was actually walked up to me and found
Speaker 1: me and so I try to do shit like that,
Speaker 1: like for artists if I feel that because something, if
Speaker 1: I ever feel like you're doing something fly in life
Speaker 1: like you know what I mean, Like I like how
Speaker 1: you coordinated your hair with your laces with you like anything,
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna give somebody. I'm gonna give somebody I
Speaker 1: don't believe, I don't believe I'm holding it in. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm doing that. That that made me go for two
Speaker 1: more years and then I would have to retrace my
Speaker 1: timeline or whatever came after that made me go another
Speaker 1: two and then I had to go another two and
Speaker 1: then I had to go another six. Yeah, that's kind
Speaker 1: of like God does that to keep us going? Is God?
Speaker 1: He gonna drop that thing on you because he expected to? Yeah,
Speaker 1: when you because I got too many moments like that
Speaker 1: wherever it's like, uh, keep going you all right, and
Speaker 1: I'll be looking you drinking water. Buzs gonna say chi
Speaker 1: to that. Yeah, cheers to that, held on, cheers to
Speaker 1: that list Blanco six Okay, make sure y'all check that
Speaker 1: out and we love this. You know, there's only one
Speaker 1: more of these coming out and also for the tour dates,
Speaker 1: where can people go and get tickets. Oh Millie's dot com.
Speaker 1: Yeah Millie see he got his own names coming out Tuesday,
Speaker 1: all right, So yeah by Tuesday to East Coast Black
Speaker 1: might be sold out, but go check it out anyways.
Speaker 1: And West Coast we're gonna sell out up, show up,
Speaker 1: that's what we'd like to say. And then Boston jail
Speaker 1: trying to his mom came out there too, by the way, Wow,
Speaker 1: yes his mom flew out, shout out to and rest
Speaker 1: in peace. That's my girl. But um, he almost got
Speaker 1: arrested that night and I had to calm it down
Speaker 1: with the costs acting while because he was in front
Speaker 1: of the club and he would not leave, and they
Speaker 1: would like everybody go home, everybody go home, and he
Speaker 1: was like no. Then he got in this CoP's face
Speaker 1: because one of the cost is a black cop, and
Speaker 1: he was like black man his face. I can see
Speaker 1: him doing on Twitter the other day and he was saying,
Speaker 1: I actually favorite rapper. If they believe in y'all everybody, yeah,
Speaker 1: h we love you. You know it's crazy. I had
Speaker 1: to tell the please leave him alone. I said, I
Speaker 1: think I said his dog just died. I said. I
Speaker 1: was saying anything that I could say, because they were
Speaker 1: threatening to arrest him, and I was like, he's had
Speaker 1: a really rough day. I don't but you know how,
Speaker 1: you don't want to say somebody died that really exists, right,
Speaker 1: So I was like making anything up there wasn't too harsh.
Speaker 1: But Billies, appreciate you for being there that night. We
Speaker 1: was there that night, and thank you so much for
Speaker 1: coming through and happening a good time and bringing out
Speaker 1: your drip. Okay, look at this day. Okay, yeah, I
Speaker 1: had some big female demographic lip service with Angela Yee,
Speaker 1: the Jasmine Brands, Laura more Era, Millie's. Appreciate you so
Speaker 1: much for coming you appreciate you alright, A right cheers