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Speaker 1: What up it is the service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm

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Speaker 1: Jazz and a Brand, I'm Laura Mura, and I'm Millies Millis.

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Speaker 1: Welcome Silip Service for the first time. Thank you. You're

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Speaker 1: a virgin up here. How many tattoos do you have

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Speaker 1: a lot of It's like one altogether, one all together?

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Speaker 1: Do you know how many na? I started getting them? Like,

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Speaker 1: I didn't get it out how people like wrap their

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Speaker 1: arms and stuff like that. I started with like one, two, three, four,

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Speaker 1: and then I just started wrapping everything making it cohesive.

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Speaker 1: How much you think your body's worth in tattoos? Would

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Speaker 1: you do? You know how much you spent um? Not

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Speaker 1: not crazy, maybe like fifteen thousand or something, nothing crazy.

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Speaker 1: How were you the first time you got a tattooed?

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Speaker 1: And what was your first tattoo? Thirteen? Okay, I got

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Speaker 1: I got this right here. It was like my little

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Speaker 1: crew at the time. But I got it from a

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Speaker 1: girl in the park. She had like Indian ink. You

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Speaker 1: know what Indiana is. You put the na kind of

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Speaker 1: but it's like you're putting it, but you really pairs

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Speaker 1: on the skin. You put the needle, you dip the

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Speaker 1: needle in the ink. Something I don't know if she

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Speaker 1: was dipping the needle in the ink punctu from my

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Speaker 1: skin puncture. She hit me in wild times and I

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Speaker 1: had to try to hold it down and I ended

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Speaker 1: up on I walked back to my house and I

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Speaker 1: threw up in a bush, And yeah, I was one

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Speaker 1: of my friends. We all got it at it because

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Speaker 1: it was like our gang in this year. Everybody threw

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Speaker 1: up the way I don't know, because we went off

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Speaker 1: several ways. Yeah, everybody probably was like, oh thank god

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Speaker 1: we split up. First tattoo was like that. I custom out.

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Speaker 1: He was fourteen, yeah, like fourteen fifteen. He came home

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Speaker 1: and he thought he was sick. He put LLLC long

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Speaker 1: lived cold. My friend's daughter that passed away. But it

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Speaker 1: was he did it right here, and it's kind. But

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Speaker 1: you can't get mad for the rp's hat, right. That's

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Speaker 1: my second time was another r pizza. I went big

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Speaker 1: my best friend. My mother can't tell me nothing right

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Speaker 1: there because my mom really don't like tattoos. I got

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Speaker 1: all you still don't care now? I did, though, like

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Speaker 1: I really paste it for her, this is facing it.

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Speaker 1: I paced it until she accepted it, like I would

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Speaker 1: have been blasted my neck and blasted my face if

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Speaker 1: it was up to me. But as my success grew,

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Speaker 1: and I'm like mom, never getting I'm not going to

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Speaker 1: be working in corporate yeah, going to get anymore? Um yeah,

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Speaker 1: but like like I gotta still do my ribs and stuff. Okay,

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Speaker 1: what did your mom want you to do? Like in

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Speaker 1: her head, what was ideal? Nothing? I thought you was

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Speaker 1: talking about tattoo. She said you had to let her

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Speaker 1: know you wasn't, you know, gonna get a corporate job.

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Speaker 1: But what in her head did she think you were

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Speaker 1: going to be. I don't know. I got in trouble

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Speaker 1: so fast that I think she just wanted me to

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Speaker 1: do anything but be in trouble. I don't care what

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Speaker 1: you do. Yeah, for real, Because she really wanted me

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Speaker 1: to go to college, but I was always in like

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Speaker 1: special education, so she kind of knew that college was

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Speaker 1: out of the realm of possibilities. You know. And you

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Speaker 1: are from Cambridge, Massachusetts. Yeah, and that's where Harvard is

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Speaker 1: by the way. Yeah. Yeah, she probably was like my

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Speaker 1: son going to Harvard? Yeah maybe, how fire is Cambridge

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Speaker 1: from Boston? Because I know everybody thinks Massachusetts automatically, It's

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Speaker 1: like Boston. I mean Cambridge is like, like, so, you

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Speaker 1: ever been to the TV Garden in Boston with Boston

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Speaker 1: Celtics play? Yeah, I have. It's like two minutes from there. Ah,

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Speaker 1: the being from New York, you feel like I can't

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Speaker 1: really be in Bostonston games like that, not the Celtics. Now,

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Speaker 1: it was like five minutes from Boston. Now, Milly's you

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Speaker 1: was telling me that we did meet previously in Atlanta?

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Speaker 1: What happened that I remember this night? So go ahead,

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Speaker 1: that's crazy that you remember that, m Dam. That was

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Speaker 1: like like All Star Weekend or b T Weeknd something

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Speaker 1: like that. And I was real young and I was

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Speaker 1: in I was in yeah club Compound, I believe, and

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Speaker 1: it was mass stars. It was my first time being

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Speaker 1: I don't want to say who was there because it

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Speaker 1: got crazy. But the club got shot up and everybody

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Speaker 1: right now. But I'm a big fan of yours. Was

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Speaker 1: that nice? Yeah? You were super cool? Was drunk? I

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Speaker 1: think she was blasted up. I remember that night because

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Speaker 1: a drink on me. Probably, Yeah, So you know the

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Speaker 1: things you remember, right, I could never wear that out,

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Speaker 1: and I think it's it was grand New So yeah,

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Speaker 1: shout out to club Compound. Shoot out the club Compound.

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Speaker 1: But let's talk about your trajectory as an artist, and

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Speaker 1: then you know, we got to get into your personal

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Speaker 1: business because it's his lip service, right. Yeah. So you've

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Speaker 1: been knowing you wanted to do music since you were

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Speaker 1: a young in right. Do you remember what your early

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Speaker 1: raps were like and what you were talking about. Mm? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I was like talking about like low level drug dealing

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Speaker 1: and shit like that, but like emotional pain. Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: was rapping about what I was doing. I started like

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Speaker 1: selling weed young, So you know you're gonna rap about

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Speaker 1: I was looking at it like like wrappings like an

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Speaker 1: action movie sometimes. So you're naturally gonna think of the

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Speaker 1: most intense things in your life, extreme things in your life,

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Speaker 1: you know. So whatever you got going on with your

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Speaker 1: most extreme moments, yet, your mind is gonna drift to

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Speaker 1: those and you're gonna, you know, put that into the music.

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Speaker 1: So at the time, I was just rapping about whatever

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Speaker 1: is the most extreme to me and trying to put

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Speaker 1: some similes and metaphors and bar work together. Yeah, could

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Speaker 1: you really care about lyrics? Everybody's not like that. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: everybody's not like that at all. Yeah, I feel like

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Speaker 1: you feel you feel like you didn't get a lot

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Speaker 1: of support locally at first, um, like as far as

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Speaker 1: a radio and I mean I didn't get a lot

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Speaker 1: of supporting nationally n nowhere. Why do you think that is?

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Speaker 1: I think maybe people got like preconceived notions in me

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Speaker 1: and something like that. Yeah, it's just a different thing,

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Speaker 1: like what I'm trying to do. People. Let's see, like

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Speaker 1: a white kid, Like even how I talk like on

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Speaker 1: the internet, sometimes people are like, oh my god, it's

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Speaker 1: that like living the mountains and shit. You know, I'm

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Speaker 1: from a different neighborhood, so I just speak like everybody

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Speaker 1: it's pretty much just preconceived notions and maybe they just

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Speaker 1: don't understand it, you know what I mean. Because I'm

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Speaker 1: trying to people that early on, who are artists that

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Speaker 1: like my neighborhood and like everybody always fucked with me,

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Speaker 1: like all like rapper. If I ever got in front

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Speaker 1: you hard. I've never been in front of a rapper ever.

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Speaker 1: That's like heard my ship and be like nah right,

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Speaker 1: like I mean like a hundred four hundred. Like so

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Speaker 1: I knew like I was validated, like in the streets

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Speaker 1: or even when a lot of even me growing up

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Speaker 1: like Pete, I was one of the only white boys

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Speaker 1: people are rapped. Little white boy. I heard you could

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Speaker 1: So um, I was getting that validation. But what was

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Speaker 1: the question? Oh, I was just talking about other artists

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Speaker 1: actually did, like Jada Kiss, Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: yeah yeah. Actually, what's your situation with so Raspy? So

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Speaker 1: I met Kiss in two thousand and like fifteen, fourteen,

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Speaker 1: the one who told Kiss like, now this kid could sing,

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Speaker 1: he could rap, he could do all of that. Ice

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Speaker 1: Ship put him down with the imprint. So just from

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Speaker 1: there and me and Kiss started. You know, he put

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Speaker 1: had me go fem for myself too, like, you know,

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Speaker 1: go figure it out. But I'm there if you need

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Speaker 1: me type shit. I heard you was supposed to be

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Speaker 1: on Love and Hip Hop at one point. Yeah, can

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Speaker 1: you tell us about what happened? Yeah, yeah, I got

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Speaker 1: casted for loving him. It would have been it would

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Speaker 1: have been one of the worst things that happened to

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Speaker 1: me though. Why you say that New York? Yeah, all right.

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Speaker 1: So at the time, like I have been rapping for

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Speaker 1: in my mind, I'm like, all right, something's gonna shake

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Speaker 1: national audience yea, and they're gonna let me be in

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Speaker 1: in my mind, like it wasn't gonna happen everybody. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: It would have been like, well, y'all really dating or

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Speaker 1: was dating? Yeah, Like yeah, somebody, somebody kind of like,

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Speaker 1: up on the show? Nah? Okay, So what happened then?

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Speaker 1: So we got casted to the show, and UM, I'm

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Speaker 1: talk like bad on her. But we started having arguments

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Speaker 1: I'm living in a bronch. I'm in a bad apartment

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Speaker 1: right now. I'm like I gotta be on TV. Bro

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Speaker 1: fuck that, like you know, um and yit like Mona

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Speaker 1: loved me. It was good. They casting me, and then

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Speaker 1: the first week of going to shoot, like you get

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Speaker 1: But then like the day of they was like, you're

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Speaker 1: that day off, and another day went by and another day,

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Speaker 1: and then the week went by and I'm already like

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Speaker 1: green let to be in the show and all of that,

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Speaker 1: and so I'm just waiting. I got my wardrobe a

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Speaker 1: bunch of shit with no logos on it. The TV

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Speaker 1: it was bad. Dripped to him like damn, like my

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Speaker 1: drip would have been bad. And and yeah, they just

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm super like godly and God guides me

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Speaker 1: through my whole process. So that was God saying like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: they don't do that because there's mad things that I

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Speaker 1: chased and the God just now now back and let's

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Speaker 1: talk about this girl you're supposed to be on with.

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Speaker 1: Is it somebody that we know, like the who we

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Speaker 1: would know she like the Instagram girl or she artist artist? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: It was, but okay, so what were y'all arguing about? Yea, bro,

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Speaker 1: I don't know. She was like, we gotta make this real.

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Speaker 1: She was just spasing on me. I don't know, jealous,

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Speaker 1: to hold it down. Yeah you don't. You learn a

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Speaker 1: Sometimes I'll be going through just being like discipline and

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Speaker 1: like all right, I'm gonna go three months of just

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00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:17,360
Speaker 1: being on like recording and focusing on this, and then

425
00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:19,600
Speaker 1: I go three months of all right now, I'm an

426
00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:21,800
Speaker 1: roll out the album, do whatever, and then I'm like

427
00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:25,760
Speaker 1: three months I chilling and I feel like that's you know,

428
00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:28,040
Speaker 1: my waves. So it just depends what kind of like

429
00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:31,200
Speaker 1: cycle I'm going through, but I'll try to keep it consistent.

430
00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:33,160
Speaker 1: What about like in the middle of an argument? Are

431
00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:34,520
Speaker 1: you the type of person that likes to have sex

432
00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:38,959
Speaker 1: during an argument? I don't even like arguments. Yeah, Like

433
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:40,960
Speaker 1: I don't turn me on, Like when girls be like

434
00:22:41,119 --> 00:22:44,320
Speaker 1: every dude loves a crazy bitch, Like I don't believe that.

435
00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:48,399
Speaker 1: Hell no, I don't like that shit. So you like

436
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:51,560
Speaker 1: a calm girl? Hell yeah? So how do you? Um?

437
00:22:52,119 --> 00:22:57,440
Speaker 1: Calm and submissive that I was right out of my mouth,

438
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:05,240
Speaker 1: just um like, follow my lead, baby, trust me, trust me,

439
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,600
Speaker 1: and everything's going to be okay. Have you ever been

440
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:11,360
Speaker 1: with a girl who's doing better than you, like when

441
00:23:11,359 --> 00:23:14,000
Speaker 1: you were starting out, when you're staying at shitty ass

442
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:21,560
Speaker 1: apartment in the Bronx yep, holding it down. Oh no,

443
00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:24,439
Speaker 1: but I've had a lot of girls doing better than me.

444
00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:28,640
Speaker 1: Not a lot, but this, I've known girls is doing

445
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:33,560
Speaker 1: better than me, you know more more recently. Yeah, let's

446
00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:37,280
Speaker 1: talk to me right And is that like okay, what

447
00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:39,960
Speaker 1: does that do for you? Like confidence wise? Doesn't matter

448
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:41,760
Speaker 1: to you because you know, some guys can't handle that,

449
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,280
Speaker 1: some guys like it, some guys can't handle it. Boost

450
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 1: my confidence? Okay? Yeah, this is high value? Did how

451
00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:52,040
Speaker 1: do you shut that? Because you have a girlfriend? So

452
00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:54,399
Speaker 1: what you do? You shut on and off a little bit?

453
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,879
Speaker 1: But yeah when yeah, when we when we're rocking, I

454
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:01,119
Speaker 1: shut it down at it or what about would you

455
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 1: ever be like what can she join us? Yeah? Nah,

456
00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:11,439
Speaker 1: it's like different different scenarios. So you've been together when

457
00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:14,040
Speaker 1: you're on and off, so it's okay to for her

458
00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:18,240
Speaker 1: to date other people or when you're when you're off

459
00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:23,040
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah. You know, do

460
00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:24,760
Speaker 1: you tell each other like when you get back on,

461
00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:26,960
Speaker 1: have you been like okay, while we was on a break,

462
00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:30,159
Speaker 1: I was X, Y and Z and she tells you too,

463
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:32,560
Speaker 1: or do y'all just clean slate let's just not even

464
00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:39,600
Speaker 1: discuss um. Yeah, we don't really discuss. You don't want

465
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,800
Speaker 1: to hear that shit? Yeah? But does she ask? I

466
00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:45,960
Speaker 1: would ask asking. Yeah, I don't think I would ask

467
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:49,360
Speaker 1: you unless something came up, like something happened. Yeah, it's

468
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:51,680
Speaker 1: something happened. But if it's nothing happened, I'll just be like,

469
00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 1: because you know what, to me, the respectful thing is

470
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:55,359
Speaker 1: if he was on a break, you was doing what

471
00:24:55,480 --> 00:24:58,920
Speaker 1: she was doing, and I never hear nothing or see

472
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: anything that makes it hypothetically, Let's say like I was

473
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,959
Speaker 1: out there like booming girls, you know what I mean.

474
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: My whole thing has always been like, I gotta be

475
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:11,080
Speaker 1: respectful to your girl, Like I think the dudes who's whack?

476
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 1: I don't like, I don't believe in monogamy like that.

477
00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 1: I believe that every men you know, and maybe some

478
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:21,240
Speaker 1: women too, but definitely every man and every alpha male.

479
00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:25,119
Speaker 1: We got something where it's like like you're gonna natural.

480
00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:27,440
Speaker 1: It's in your nature to want to hunt and get

481
00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,520
Speaker 1: to kill. You know what I'm saying. There's like a

482
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 1: lion going after a gazelle. You got that in your nature.

483
00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:35,280
Speaker 1: So you have to turn that all the way off.

484
00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:37,520
Speaker 1: That's when you're just being like face. So when girls

485
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:39,720
Speaker 1: be like I want somebody who don't cheat, you really

486
00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:44,840
Speaker 1: want somebody who who's turning off their natural instincts, like

487
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:50,119
Speaker 1: their instincts from nature, see what I'm saying. But what

488
00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:55,240
Speaker 1: I'm saying is is let like I don't think it's

489
00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,200
Speaker 1: the worst thing to boom other girls, but I think

490
00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:02,880
Speaker 1: it's terrible when dudes like, will you know, embarrass that girl?

491
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:07,399
Speaker 1: I think that's worse. Yeah, Like I think that's I

492
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:10,520
Speaker 1: think that's worse than or have an open relationship where

493
00:26:10,520 --> 00:26:12,679
Speaker 1: it looks it's something like that. I just think it's

494
00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:14,560
Speaker 1: bad when you like embarrass your girl. If you do

495
00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:18,080
Speaker 1: something to embarrass your girl a kid, you can't. You

496
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:24,280
Speaker 1: can't post another woman caused your girl like she's able

497
00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:26,719
Speaker 1: to do. You can't embarrass your girl. You can't. Um,

498
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 1: that's the worst to me because like, you know, sex,

499
00:26:30,359 --> 00:26:33,280
Speaker 1: unemotional sex, that's whatever. But when you like embarrass her,

500
00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:35,440
Speaker 1: that's hurt in a deeply that's like more of like

501
00:26:35,520 --> 00:26:38,960
Speaker 1: an emotional video you take a video just yeah, it's

502
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:43,680
Speaker 1: just whatever it is on the video fucking on like

503
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:45,680
Speaker 1: one of her ops or something like you know what

504
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,240
Speaker 1: I mean? All of that Like that's like slummy. So

505
00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:56,040
Speaker 1: I forget how we got there. I don't even know, respectfully,

506
00:26:58,920 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 1: mind if she asked you, like if are you honest

507
00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:04,120
Speaker 1: if say she who is to say your phone? Would

508
00:27:04,119 --> 00:27:07,000
Speaker 1: you be like okay, or would you be like nah,

509
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,040
Speaker 1: because she wouldn't go through my phone. Or let's just

510
00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:10,920
Speaker 1: say it rings and she's sitting right there. Let's do

511
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:14,160
Speaker 1: all hypotheticals. Yeah, hypothetically, Yeah, let's just say it rings.

512
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:18,440
Speaker 1: And you're like the rest of this interview was all hypotheticals, right, yeah, okay, okay,

513
00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:21,320
Speaker 1: got it. Disclaimer, but let's just say it rings. She

514
00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:24,400
Speaker 1: said you're showing her something on your phone and then

515
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:27,400
Speaker 1: it pops up in your messages last night was amazing

516
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:31,399
Speaker 1: and you know you did something. Would you tell the

517
00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:33,520
Speaker 1: truth or would you be like, oh, she's talking about

518
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:38,360
Speaker 1: the show? Um now, like because I don't think she's

519
00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:42,560
Speaker 1: gonna want to hear that truth. Okay, that's fair, be

520
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:47,280
Speaker 1: a terrible truth, like you know, sometimes you gotta tell

521
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:53,280
Speaker 1: the lies so it don't hurt them. Wow, a little

522
00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 1: white line. This is hypothetical though, of course you know

523
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: a little white line, and you wouldn't hurt a lot

524
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:02,240
Speaker 1: of you too. Then I don't want to her what

525
00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:06,000
Speaker 1: I would she if she actually turned by someone? Until

526
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,280
Speaker 1: you guys, relationship as far as like in the bed.

527
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:13,000
Speaker 1: Would you be open to that um or are you

528
00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:15,080
Speaker 1: guys already doing it? It's not too whom we don't know,

529
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 1: hypothapathetically hypothetically like maybe, but she, like I don't know,

530
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:24,560
Speaker 1: like wifey is like a different type of woman, you

531
00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:31,119
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Yeah, Like it's pure that's but

532
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 1: what is something she's been thinking about, something that she's

533
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,960
Speaker 1: wanted to do. But oh yeah, no, she wanted to

534
00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:39,160
Speaker 1: do it. She wanted to really actively get that off

535
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:41,600
Speaker 1: a chest. But I think, like, you know, I've heard

536
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 1: scenarios where people have three sums and shit and the

537
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,160
Speaker 1: girlfriend punches the dude in the back of his head,

538
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:52,400
Speaker 1: like you know, I can't take it. Look at you

539
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:58,160
Speaker 1: where you Yeah, what can you see yourself getting married

540
00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,720
Speaker 1: in that case? Do you believe in that? Honestly? Like?

541
00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:04,040
Speaker 1: I like, how like them Indian weddings look like with

542
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 1: the with the elephants, you know what I meant? The

543
00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 1: party look lit and like thinking about like the favors,

544
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,080
Speaker 1: you know, like don't you got people gotta give you

545
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 1: wedding gifts? Right? Get mine in cash? Inviting all the trappers?

546
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 1: But no, not really, because I think it's whacked. Like

547
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,200
Speaker 1: it's like you're putting me on a little piece of paper.

548
00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:23,959
Speaker 1: First of all, like this whole shit is designed by

549
00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 1: like Western civilization, where it's like you have this, it's

550
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,800
Speaker 1: like it may like love like a business. So I

551
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:34,960
Speaker 1: don't really subscribe. Marriage is a business. It's a business

552
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:37,239
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to subscribe to because it's like all right,

553
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 1: like they gave us like Valentine's Day and they're like,

554
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,120
Speaker 1: all right, as a man, you buy your woman? Is

555
00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 1: this day? Are you nothing? What if I want to

556
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:46,280
Speaker 1: give you the world on like July third? Or you

557
00:29:46,360 --> 00:29:49,400
Speaker 1: can't do that too? But why you do both? Why

558
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 1: can't I make my Valentine? That's how I do my

559
00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:55,960
Speaker 1: You could do that and then on on Valentine's Yeah,

560
00:29:56,000 --> 00:30:00,320
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. But Valentine's Days a due on

561
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:11,800
Speaker 1: your on your not on you. It's crazy, it's it's sorry,

562
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 1: so not really you don't care about it, like it's

563
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:18,680
Speaker 1: not a thing. It's nice. It's not like I'm what

564
00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 1: turns your um hypothetically no in real life, not hypothetically,

565
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:32,000
Speaker 1: like what do you like? What? Yeah? Um? You ever

566
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:35,760
Speaker 1: been tied up? Fuck? No? What's what? I don't know?

567
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,120
Speaker 1: You know powerful that I don't know. I'm not a

568
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:42,120
Speaker 1: powerful man and I ain't getting tied up. I'm a

569
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:48,320
Speaker 1: little power battery. Um what do you like? No, I

570
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: don't like that. I like um, you know, like just

571
00:30:52,960 --> 00:31:00,320
Speaker 1: uh grabbing. I don't know what he's doing. Choking yeah, lightly, okay,

572
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 1: like choking a little light choking. You like to get choke? No,

573
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:06,760
Speaker 1: I don't like to get you man like that too,

574
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:13,800
Speaker 1: not into whatever that is. Okay, So you like choking?

575
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,880
Speaker 1: What else you like? I like choking, spitting the mouth

576
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:21,600
Speaker 1: a little bit, okay, risk, Yeah, only with someone you

577
00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:25,200
Speaker 1: love obviously, different different places, like you know, like the

578
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:28,160
Speaker 1: movie theater. Okay, back when it was active. You can

579
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:31,200
Speaker 1: go to I Pick you know that I picked there.

580
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:33,240
Speaker 1: You could like lay down and they got blankets and

581
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:36,920
Speaker 1: everything to see. Yeah, you can order like like like

582
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,280
Speaker 1: a lay flat seat to something like that. Okay, you've

583
00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:43,120
Speaker 1: done that on plane, like not having but I'm thinking

584
00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 1: of okay, okay, yeah it was the craziest place you

585
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:53,840
Speaker 1: had system. It's probably like outside, like like I got

586
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:56,120
Speaker 1: a lot of top outside, like a lot of top top,

587
00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:59,920
Speaker 1: a lot of top outside. Have you ever had a

588
00:32:00,040 --> 00:32:05,480
Speaker 1: bad blow job? For sure? What's a bad like like

589
00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 1: a dick swell up like yeah much everybody looking pain

590
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:15,960
Speaker 1: right now? Yea to too much teeth? Yeah? Wow, okay,

591
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 1: too much teeth. I ain't gonna lie. My first time

592
00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:23,480
Speaker 1: doing it. I definitely scraped up, especially if it's a

593
00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:25,960
Speaker 1: girl is like trying to go crazy. Yeah, and she's

594
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:29,400
Speaker 1: not doing she don't know when do you stop her

595
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:35,760
Speaker 1: and tell? Yeah? I think that means you like it

596
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 1: when you because that's not ont like he'd be like

597
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,360
Speaker 1: watch your teth because you don't really want to be

598
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:45,880
Speaker 1: like bitch stopped. But yeah, because then, like you know

599
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:47,680
Speaker 1: what I mean, you might not get to where you're

600
00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 1: trying to go, but where you trying to go? What

601
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:57,560
Speaker 1: about you like your balls like for sure suck he said,

602
00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:02,480
Speaker 1: that's so fast, not sucked like like like lightly sometimes,

603
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:07,680
Speaker 1: but just try to suck it out your nuts? Do

604
00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:11,240
Speaker 1: you like to ask? Sound appealing? What you ask? What

605
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:13,760
Speaker 1: does he like to get his ass eating out? Oh

606
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,320
Speaker 1: you don't like that? What about to taint the area

607
00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:20,800
Speaker 1: in between? That's right? I just can't be nothing. It's

608
00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:22,680
Speaker 1: like I ain't gonna put my legs up, you know

609
00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:25,640
Speaker 1: what I mean? Just see idea put in your legs up,

610
00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:28,600
Speaker 1: not the actual act is just to put in your

611
00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 1: legs out. It's too much. Try to slip a finger,

612
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 1: No no, no, no fingers. Maybe a tongue, but not

613
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:40,600
Speaker 1: a finger. What's the strangest thing that you feel like

614
00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:42,280
Speaker 1: somebody trying to do to you? A woman trying to

615
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:49,280
Speaker 1: do to you. Um, I fucked this white girl one time.

616
00:33:50,080 --> 00:34:03,239
Speaker 1: Hold on, you're white. I probably happened white girls more

617
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:06,400
Speaker 1: than one time, but like, I this white girl one time,

618
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:09,200
Speaker 1: because I wasn't like the majority where I'm from, so

619
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:12,360
Speaker 1: like all my first girlfriends was black. Sixth grade. I

620
00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:14,600
Speaker 1: didn't even know another type of girl until I got

621
00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: like eighteen nineteen, you know what I mean. So that's

622
00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:18,440
Speaker 1: why I say, like this white girl one time. Okay,

623
00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:22,120
Speaker 1: And she was really from Boston, like you ever seen

624
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:24,400
Speaker 1: in the Boston movie like the potted and like the

625
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 1: fucking town like that. Yeah that's my guy real life.

626
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:33,440
Speaker 1: But yeah, she probably loved maa warwork. But I remember

627
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:35,359
Speaker 1: she I was living in the projects at the time

628
00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:39,400
Speaker 1: with Witrow Wilson, and she came upstairs and like, because

629
00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: so I live off for like Central Square, like it

630
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 1: was like a populated area. I'm trying to think what

631
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:46,920
Speaker 1: there's really no comparison in New York like that. But

632
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:50,759
Speaker 1: like I'm not even like West House. I'm trying to think,

633
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,200
Speaker 1: like I don't know, just picture like a populated strip

634
00:34:53,320 --> 00:34:57,000
Speaker 1: like but not Time Square though. And we would go

635
00:34:57,200 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 1: like a fine girls out there, you know what I mean.

636
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,759
Speaker 1: We found this one chick and she was with a

637
00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:03,680
Speaker 1: bunch of people and ship and we came back to

638
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:06,040
Speaker 1: the house. But we was like different cultures because she's

639
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,920
Speaker 1: really from she was eating from like Childstown or like Southie,

640
00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:14,560
Speaker 1: like like Superbusted, super Boss, and and we got to

641
00:35:14,640 --> 00:35:18,279
Speaker 1: fucking and she just kept saying like like um, this

642
00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:21,160
Speaker 1: was before I'm hip to like you know, like slap me,

643
00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:24,480
Speaker 1: like choke me. But like she was saying like like

644
00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 1: squeeze my nipples, and my nipples as sensitive as it is.

645
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:32,800
Speaker 1: So like I've been thinking like like you know what

646
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,719
Speaker 1: I mean, But she's like, no, harder, harder, like she

647
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:39,160
Speaker 1: wanted bruises and shit like that, and so you was

648
00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 1: like yeah, and I'm like, I turned it up a

649
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:49,800
Speaker 1: little bit more. I'm turning more. Yeah, So I'm like

650
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:54,200
Speaker 1: she's like turning up more so, turning revenue engine a

651
00:35:54,239 --> 00:36:00,440
Speaker 1: little bit more funny that's different. And then and then

652
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,319
Speaker 1: she but she just kept being like no and then

653
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,839
Speaker 1: like and then like slap me, and I'm like, noah,

654
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:06,920
Speaker 1: you I know, like dudes go to jail for this

655
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:09,840
Speaker 1: type of shit. Like now I know, like in the

656
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:11,880
Speaker 1: bad room, it's all right, like a little slap, like

657
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:15,200
Speaker 1: just the four fingers though, like like if you got

658
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:18,040
Speaker 1: your hand, if you got your hand like kind of

659
00:36:18,080 --> 00:36:20,200
Speaker 1: like on her neck and just like like pop pop,

660
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:22,879
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like like a little pop

661
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:31,880
Speaker 1: pop pop, you know what I mean. But so you okay,

662
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,080
Speaker 1: so you did all of that? Yeah? She did you

663
00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:36,239
Speaker 1: trying to know? She nah, I was kind of hard.

664
00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:40,879
Speaker 1: She was funny about guys because guys will still keep

665
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:44,640
Speaker 1: going because I'm trying to get where I'm going, right,

666
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 1: But that's the main kid of this show. When you're

667
00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:50,080
Speaker 1: trying to get where you're going, what you gotta have limits,

668
00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:52,800
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? You gotta hit bak No.

669
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,000
Speaker 1: It was turning me off because I started thinking about

670
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 1: like catching a case or something like I'm like, is

671
00:36:57,200 --> 00:37:00,239
Speaker 1: this for like up? Yeah, like you want me to

672
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:03,879
Speaker 1: put bruises on you? Like you know that's not gonna go. Well,

673
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:07,879
Speaker 1: so did you? I can't even know bullshit. I can't

674
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:10,320
Speaker 1: even remember, like, yeah, did you get to where he

675
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,880
Speaker 1: was trying to go? I can't even remember, That's the

676
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,080
Speaker 1: crazy thing. I'm just remembering us in the badroom and

677
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 1: the us her in the in the bathroom like bang bros.

678
00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,280
Speaker 1: Or something like yeah, Like I don't really know bullshit.

679
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:24,840
Speaker 1: I think I did though, but like I don't really remember.

680
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,080
Speaker 1: I was kind of traumatized, like he was God finally

681
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:33,440
Speaker 1: it just now he was like especially like when I

682
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:35,719
Speaker 1: was nice when I was young, Like I was like

683
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:38,400
Speaker 1: a little nice shirt to girls. Then when I grew up.

684
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:41,000
Speaker 1: Why do you think that is? Because once I grew up,

685
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:43,400
Speaker 1: I realized, like girls don't really like respect that you

686
00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:45,120
Speaker 1: know what I mean? You think girls are like nice guys.

687
00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 1: I think it's you still don't they don't. I'm gonna

688
00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:49,680
Speaker 1: keep it. I think I'm gonna keep it a trillion

689
00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:53,400
Speaker 1: think that, like I see the ship women right like

690
00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:57,799
Speaker 1: I want you maybe as like like a more mature woman,

691
00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:00,719
Speaker 1: like I don't know, but I'm talking about like maybe

692
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:03,800
Speaker 1: like twenty three. I don't want I don't want to

693
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:05,799
Speaker 1: super nice guy. That's what I'm saying. You definitely don't

694
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:08,359
Speaker 1: mean somebody to be like I don't want to jazz,

695
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:11,040
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, I don't. It's like all of that,

696
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:12,960
Speaker 1: like when they'd be like, yo, I want to come

697
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,560
Speaker 1: on in beautiful text, like I don't really believe that,

698
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,319
Speaker 1: like what one man apply to say, I ain't call

699
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:23,480
Speaker 1: in three days, got a little mom. Do you like

700
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:27,759
Speaker 1: nice girls? Yeah? I love nice girl okay. And if

701
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:29,800
Speaker 1: I'm just on some fucking shit out like an airhead,

702
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:35,279
Speaker 1: good airhead, okay, man, that seems so whacked though, like

703
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:37,880
Speaker 1: you know, because I wouldn't like a guy who was

704
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:41,560
Speaker 1: dumb who I have as yeah out here, but you

705
00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:43,160
Speaker 1: know where it just shows you that men and women

706
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:45,360
Speaker 1: are turned on by different things, like I need a

707
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: good conversation too. If he's stupid, I'm gonna be like, yeah,

708
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,520
Speaker 1: that's where it's like, all right, so d y'all only

709
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 1: Like could you like, have y'all ever had unemotional sex? Yeah? No,

710
00:38:57,640 --> 00:38:59,600
Speaker 1: but I mean to the point like you really don't

711
00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:02,160
Speaker 1: give a fuck, knowing before you don't give a fuck

712
00:39:02,200 --> 00:39:03,719
Speaker 1: in after, you don't give a fuck, to the point

713
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:05,640
Speaker 1: where even if he didn't text you after, you'd be like,

714
00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:08,640
Speaker 1: so I used to talk to this guy and it

715
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:11,200
Speaker 1: was when I was like maybe like twenty four years old,

716
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,279
Speaker 1: and he used to be so he told me later

717
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,160
Speaker 1: in life, he was like, I used to hate the

718
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:17,920
Speaker 1: fact that, like I would come over, I would be

719
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:20,360
Speaker 1: chilling with you, I think everything, sha, and then you

720
00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:24,120
Speaker 1: just wouldn't call me because I just see like that though,

721
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:28,280
Speaker 1: but you seem driven. I was definitely work like driven.

722
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 1: Women are different too, And he told me that he

723
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:33,359
Speaker 1: was like I hated that, Like I would be like, damn,

724
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 1: did she not give a fuck about me at all?

725
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:39,040
Speaker 1: But guys like that, I feel like, yeah, that's like

726
00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: a little that as a little mystique because more girls

727
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:43,719
Speaker 1: are like super on it because they're not used to it,

728
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:46,279
Speaker 1: like guys like that they think that every time, because

729
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 1: guys also think that every woman wants to be in

730
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:53,719
Speaker 1: a relationship, yeah, you know, at least three days for

731
00:39:53,840 --> 00:39:57,239
Speaker 1: at least a week, like if like's I think the

732
00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:00,320
Speaker 1: thought of like like like if you have sex with

733
00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:04,279
Speaker 1: somebody and then not like you're gonna naturally think it's

734
00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:06,360
Speaker 1: the I feel like I want to guy to like

735
00:40:06,560 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 1: me and care about That's what I'm saying. I don't

736
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:10,440
Speaker 1: know if I necessarily want him to be like, hey,

737
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:13,440
Speaker 1: would you be my girl? Right like whereas like whereas

738
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:15,719
Speaker 1: like a guy like like I can have sex with

739
00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:17,600
Speaker 1: somebody and I don't care. I want them to like me,

740
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:19,279
Speaker 1: like as a person, like now like I'm a piece

741
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:21,000
Speaker 1: of ship and I like me like like me, like

742
00:40:21,560 --> 00:40:23,919
Speaker 1: you don't want to be too attast like you gotta relax. Yeah,

743
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:26,600
Speaker 1: So I feel like every woman's gonna have just kind

744
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,640
Speaker 1: of it's a womanly thing to have had, like I

745
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:32,479
Speaker 1: want him to like me. I dated a guy once

746
00:40:32,640 --> 00:40:34,799
Speaker 1: and like I had just gotten out of a relationship,

747
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:39,080
Speaker 1: and he gave me this whole um you know, speech

748
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:41,800
Speaker 1: ahead of time, where a disclaimer. He was like like,

749
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:43,360
Speaker 1: just you know, I don't want to be in a relationship.

750
00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:45,520
Speaker 1: Da Da Da da. And I was like all right,

751
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:48,000
Speaker 1: And then we started Danny and then he decided he

752
00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:50,040
Speaker 1: wanted to be in a relationship. But in my head

753
00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:52,759
Speaker 1: the whole time, you know, I just got out of one.

754
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:55,399
Speaker 1: I was happy not being in one. I was dating

755
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:57,960
Speaker 1: everything you served him after like you weren't like calling

756
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,239
Speaker 1: him and ship like no, but like we ate it.

757
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:02,200
Speaker 1: But then when he told me, like you know, I

758
00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:03,480
Speaker 1: was like, you told me you didn't want to be

759
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,400
Speaker 1: in a relationship. I wasn't even looking at you like that.

760
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:09,239
Speaker 1: And I just feel like sometimes guys automatically assume, yeah,

761
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:13,520
Speaker 1: you know, you can't do that, like yeah, yeah, you can't,

762
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:16,600
Speaker 1: Like you can't do that because you feel guys automatically

763
00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:20,040
Speaker 1: think women want relationships and that's not Sometimes we do,

764
00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 1: but yeah we don't, right, and sometimes we think we're

765
00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:27,279
Speaker 1: doing then we'd be like after the fact, yeah, you know.

766
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,719
Speaker 1: So I just want to say, for all y'all out

767
00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 1: there dating, if you're trying to put that disclaimer, like

768
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:35,359
Speaker 1: calm down, we might not even want your ask right,

769
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:39,400
Speaker 1: especially though, like like with the driven women, you know

770
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:42,120
Speaker 1: what I mean, like women with ambitions and goals, because

771
00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:44,480
Speaker 1: there's some six just waiting around to get chose, like

772
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:47,319
Speaker 1: that's their whole shit. They wake up in the morning

773
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:49,680
Speaker 1: and they get pretty, and they go on social media

774
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:53,200
Speaker 1: and they hope, I hope the person I want chooses

775
00:41:53,239 --> 00:41:58,200
Speaker 1: me today, not even somebody. Yeah, God bless And for

776
00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:02,759
Speaker 1: sure I could tell. I knew it. I could just

777
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:04,680
Speaker 1: tell because you said just the way you just said

778
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:09,000
Speaker 1: about women getting pretty and doing all of that. What's

779
00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 1: the worst catfish situation you've had? Um? I think like

780
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:16,400
Speaker 1: going to the club once, like, no, damn, there's a

781
00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 1: lot of catfish situations, but I never, like, you know,

782
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:22,520
Speaker 1: went far with like a catfish, right, because as soon

783
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:25,480
Speaker 1: as I realized that a catfish just clips, was it

784
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,080
Speaker 1: that it was not the same person, or was it

785
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:31,560
Speaker 1: that her pictures were so photoshopped and filtered? Yeah, they

786
00:42:31,719 --> 00:42:34,720
Speaker 1: photoshopped and they even know how to angle their bodies,

787
00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:38,840
Speaker 1: like show up looking like a whole will to be slight,

788
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:46,399
Speaker 1: but in the you look like, you know, funny, Yeah,

789
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:48,560
Speaker 1: how do you get out of it? You just be

790
00:42:48,719 --> 00:42:50,520
Speaker 1: like would you tell would you be honest? Would you

791
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:52,160
Speaker 1: be like like you ain't what you looked like in

792
00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 1: the picture? Or no. I'm not saying I'm just get

793
00:42:57,040 --> 00:42:58,880
Speaker 1: out of there, because I would be a nice thing

794
00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:00,840
Speaker 1: to do, right, to just be honest with somebody and

795
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:03,319
Speaker 1: be like I couldn't tell somebody that I could tell

796
00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 1: him if I told him like this, if I was like,

797
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:08,560
Speaker 1: you look beautiful, you should just look like this, like,

798
00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 1: don't fake like you're like that. That's I'm gonna starting

799
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:17,920
Speaker 1: to plowering the catfishes. Okay, I'm gonna start emplowering the catfishes.

800
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 1: I'll turn into tournament into a salmon or red stripe,

801
00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:26,319
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like a snapper, like straight

802
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:30,879
Speaker 1: how he really talked me. It's fame everything you thought

803
00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:34,160
Speaker 1: it would be. I don't know if I'm famous though,

804
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:35,520
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, but like you can't walk

805
00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:39,399
Speaker 1: you sense a park with your girl anymore? Like that? Yeah, um,

806
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:44,080
Speaker 1: And it's been an elevation. And I think that it's

807
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:46,320
Speaker 1: like a slow build. Like I talked to Benny the

808
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:48,680
Speaker 1: Butcher one day and I was like, because all my

809
00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:51,640
Speaker 1: my homies was like he's coolest shit. And I'm like, yeah,

810
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:54,160
Speaker 1: you know the bros saying like you coolest shit down

811
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,200
Speaker 1: the earth. And He's like, well, I've been like unpopular

812
00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:59,279
Speaker 1: longer than I've been popular. I've been unfamous longer than

813
00:43:59,320 --> 00:44:01,360
Speaker 1: I've been famous. So I think it's kind of like

814
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:04,960
Speaker 1: something like that. But I do adjust to have, like

815
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:07,600
Speaker 1: I am adjusted to knowing like damn just going to

816
00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:12,320
Speaker 1: the store, like shit different everybody know you like and

817
00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:15,360
Speaker 1: like if you say certain things like I might have

818
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:17,640
Speaker 1: said something on this that like go crazy, I'll be

819
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:20,239
Speaker 1: thinking them nobody still because you can't. I did so

820
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:23,239
Speaker 1: much shit as like nobody where it's like you know,

821
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:25,720
Speaker 1: you're just throwing rocks. None of them should just landing.

822
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:29,800
Speaker 1: What I like about this is you empowering the catfish.

823
00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:33,960
Speaker 1: Is I think that's great initiative for twenty twenty three.

824
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 1: Twenty twenty three, were empowering the catfish? It you should

825
00:44:37,560 --> 00:44:44,160
Speaker 1: because that's like you're beautiful. You're beautiful for sure, now

826
00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:47,279
Speaker 1: you would love you. You have Blanco six on the way. Yeah,

827
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:48,680
Speaker 1: what do you think it's going to be the last

828
00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:54,440
Speaker 1: um out of all of the series. You have a number? Yeah,

829
00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:57,279
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to seven, the god number. I'm gonna

830
00:44:57,280 --> 00:45:01,040
Speaker 1: go to seven. M go to seven. But like I'm

831
00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:02,800
Speaker 1: gonna mix it up though, I'm gonna start doing like

832
00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:05,840
Speaker 1: different variations to my albums and shit like that. I

833
00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:10,479
Speaker 1: might drop two different projects and then come back with seven. Yeah,

834
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:13,280
Speaker 1: and you've been going on tour, So how's that experience

835
00:45:13,360 --> 00:45:16,839
Speaker 1: been in I see the ticket sales have been going up. Yeah. Yeah,

836
00:45:17,200 --> 00:45:19,719
Speaker 1: that's it's late because I've really come from like being

837
00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:21,920
Speaker 1: in the room like this and it's like only that's

838
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 1: my one fan, right, It's like for real and serious,

839
00:45:26,719 --> 00:45:29,360
Speaker 1: like one person came, but that one person made me

840
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:31,480
Speaker 1: stay rapping. You did not go to a show and

841
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:33,640
Speaker 1: have one person. I swear to god, I did you're

842
00:45:33,680 --> 00:45:37,759
Speaker 1: bugging wild times? Are you serious? Facts? So this is

843
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 1: amazing though I do want it like we do. Got

844
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:41,920
Speaker 1: to give it up for that because yeah, you know,

845
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:44,360
Speaker 1: I really come from like like name on the flyer

846
00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:47,400
Speaker 1: pushing it for two months and just my men in

847
00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:51,640
Speaker 1: the net shirt is not even I swear, not even

848
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:55,080
Speaker 1: the Celtics, Like it's crazy, man. I had shows in

849
00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:57,920
Speaker 1: like New Hampshire and shit, and like you know the

850
00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:00,400
Speaker 1: promoters I'm talking about, they got nice air is for

851
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,920
Speaker 1: me walking there, the lights is going, my name is

852
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:05,680
Speaker 1: on the banners and ship like that. I got a

853
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:11,200
Speaker 1: VIP section bottles no one damn And that was like recent.

854
00:46:11,640 --> 00:46:13,919
Speaker 1: What city do you think embraced you the most? Not recent?

855
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 1: Let me be clear. I was like, you know, like

856
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:18,640
Speaker 1: but probably like before the Pandemics five six years ago.

857
00:46:19,800 --> 00:46:26,000
Speaker 1: What city? Um like, like Boston embraced me, you know super,

858
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,359
Speaker 1: but like New York embraced it shit out of me. Yeah,

859
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:30,759
Speaker 1: because you have a lot of New York affiliates. York

860
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,279
Speaker 1: did it for me, Like I love New York. I

861
00:46:32,320 --> 00:46:34,520
Speaker 1: don't be careing what they talked about it in Boston

862
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,720
Speaker 1: with the rest Sox. Yeah, you don't care. I'm almost

863
00:46:37,760 --> 00:46:43,360
Speaker 1: to the point I put a Yankee. The day I

864
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:46,680
Speaker 1: do that, I'm gonna lose like like whatever, my follower

865
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:50,759
Speaker 1: count is like drop that off, like by seventeen thousand. Um.

866
00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:55,520
Speaker 1: But now I really love New York though forever they

867
00:46:56,080 --> 00:46:57,440
Speaker 1: put me on out here, you know what I mean.

868
00:46:57,480 --> 00:46:59,480
Speaker 1: I got adapted to the hustle, how fashion it was

869
00:46:59,520 --> 00:47:01,239
Speaker 1: because I used to take the little China bus out

870
00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:03,560
Speaker 1: here and I would get off the bus and people

871
00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:07,799
Speaker 1: will be walking so fast. I'm like intimidated, like that's

872
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,440
Speaker 1: what I love here, And then yeah, you learn to

873
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:12,839
Speaker 1: love it. And once you're one of them New York

874
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:18,440
Speaker 1: Tians whatever the phrase new Yorkers, that one of the

875
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:21,640
Speaker 1: New York Tans. Just like moving at that page, you

876
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,160
Speaker 1: feel it, Like I would tell my homies would start

877
00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:26,680
Speaker 1: visiting me from from mass or whatever. I like, come on,

878
00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,759
Speaker 1: you're walking like you from Massachusetts. But we gotta go.

879
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:33,400
Speaker 1: Like now I really can't. I can't deal with the

880
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 1: slowness anymore. Like when I walk, I walk fast. I

881
00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:38,800
Speaker 1: was already kind of like that, but now it's like

882
00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:40,359
Speaker 1: in New York when you walk out, I don't care

883
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 1: if we walk out tonight, like all of us is

884
00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:45,480
Speaker 1: gonna walk like we know where we're going, right, Like

885
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:47,480
Speaker 1: none of us you're gonna do. Yeah, I said that

886
00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:50,719
Speaker 1: being from New York and traveling, like I remember my

887
00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:53,960
Speaker 1: first few times going places, and you're used to being

888
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:56,440
Speaker 1: in a rush. And we also don't make eye contact

889
00:47:56,480 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 1: with people, like if you don't know you. Yeah, that's

890
00:47:58,320 --> 00:47:59,759
Speaker 1: what That's what I like about it. Like I'm moved

891
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:01,560
Speaker 1: to the business. I moved to the Bronx, and like

892
00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:04,320
Speaker 1: the one rule about the Bronx, like mind your business,

893
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:06,800
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Because I'm getting I was

894
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:09,000
Speaker 1: getting my hair cut on one thirty eighth. I'm in

895
00:48:09,080 --> 00:48:11,880
Speaker 1: Sin City every night, like I'm I'm really in the Bronx,

896
00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:14,399
Speaker 1: but no body fucked me. He moved to the Bronx

897
00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:17,200
Speaker 1: because of Jada Continue because he and Yonkers is right,

898
00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:20,920
Speaker 1: you know, Seth free from the compound. Yeah, he's the

899
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,839
Speaker 1: one who like found me and told me to come

900
00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:25,080
Speaker 1: out there. And I found a little spot there, a

901
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:28,840
Speaker 1: little treacherous spot. So how does it feel now? Like

902
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:33,319
Speaker 1: how like I cried on the plane once forever? Yeah,

903
00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:35,840
Speaker 1: like a year ago, I was like damn, like I

904
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:37,719
Speaker 1: was just looking at it was crazy because I had

905
00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:41,760
Speaker 1: just met Snoop just I went to lunch with somebody

906
00:48:41,880 --> 00:48:47,200
Speaker 1: super lit and I a bunch of other shit happened

907
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:50,000
Speaker 1: wild industry people was on my phone right around the

908
00:48:50,040 --> 00:48:53,800
Speaker 1: time of Blanco five and I had actually got kicked

909
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:56,560
Speaker 1: off a airplanes all of my homies. But it couldn't

910
00:48:56,560 --> 00:49:01,200
Speaker 1: even ruin my mood, like why you got kicked up

911
00:49:01,200 --> 00:49:03,800
Speaker 1: the airplane because I was First of all, they booked

912
00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:06,400
Speaker 1: me a coach, which is like, I flew coach my

913
00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:08,560
Speaker 1: whole life. I'm not flying coach the one like ever

914
00:49:08,719 --> 00:49:11,640
Speaker 1: so like, but I still sat in coach here, same

915
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:16,799
Speaker 1: coach like a few years ago. She was like, Yo,

916
00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:19,640
Speaker 1: we gotta stop flying first class all the time. Now

917
00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:22,759
Speaker 1: we're gonna money. Now we're going to first two. It

918
00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:25,719
Speaker 1: was probably like ye that blows and it has a

919
00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:28,120
Speaker 1: window would come down. She was, so she's like, look

920
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:29,720
Speaker 1: what you got me doing. I was like, it's okay,

921
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:33,719
Speaker 1: never again, Okay, go ahead. That really blows, so like

922
00:49:34,160 --> 00:49:37,319
Speaker 1: you know, man, it just sees one of them. They

923
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:40,960
Speaker 1: sat me and coach, so I then coach, I'm like

924
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:43,440
Speaker 1: fucking and I'm coming from LA Like, don't put me

925
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,799
Speaker 1: on it. Just even on something like, Bro, you're gonna

926
00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:48,959
Speaker 1: put me next to like a drunk fin or something

927
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:50,879
Speaker 1: like or like just somebody who just want to talk.

928
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:52,440
Speaker 1: Then you feel like you gotta explain why you and

929
00:49:52,480 --> 00:50:01,560
Speaker 1: coach LA changed my flight. Yeah, I'm here. I can't believe.

930
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:06,239
Speaker 1: It's all I could do and everything was sold out,

931
00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:10,640
Speaker 1: you know, But now I was. I was on a

932
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:13,440
Speaker 1: coach and I forget The lady said something. I had

933
00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:18,840
Speaker 1: a shysty on because I'm in coach. I'm shasty with

934
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:21,279
Speaker 1: my eyes on like this, and she's like, you gotta

935
00:50:21,320 --> 00:50:24,040
Speaker 1: put a mask on. And I'm like, but I got

936
00:50:24,080 --> 00:50:25,640
Speaker 1: this and she's like, no, you gotta put a real

937
00:50:25,760 --> 00:50:27,319
Speaker 1: mask on. And I'm like, all right, I'm gonna put

938
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:32,279
Speaker 1: a mask on. I started taking She's like now and

939
00:50:32,440 --> 00:50:36,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, you an asshole, and just ran and

940
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:40,640
Speaker 1: they came back and he's like, she's saying, said curse

941
00:50:40,719 --> 00:50:42,919
Speaker 1: words at what I'm saying. I said no, I said,

942
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:46,399
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to act like an asshole. I'll flip.

943
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:48,160
Speaker 1: But they didn't believe it and they kicked me off.

944
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 1: But I got on another airline. It was like Alaskan

945
00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:53,520
Speaker 1: or some weird ship. But I got on another flight,

946
00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:54,920
Speaker 1: and I was on that flight, but I was in

947
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:57,560
Speaker 1: such a good move from everything that was happening, and

948
00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:59,520
Speaker 1: I looked out the window. I was still in coach,

949
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:06,120
Speaker 1: but I looked out the window. It was like raining

950
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,440
Speaker 1: or something shit, and I was just like damn, like

951
00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:12,359
Speaker 1: I just like thank God, like like I just appreciate,

952
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:14,680
Speaker 1: like I can't believe that I made it, you know

953
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:17,360
Speaker 1: what I mean? As far that I really like, thank you,

954
00:51:17,560 --> 00:51:20,960
Speaker 1: like just for like letting me push through, because I

955
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 1: was I might have quit, you know what I mean, Like,

956
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:27,359
Speaker 1: thank you for letting me be so dumb to keep going,

957
00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:29,680
Speaker 1: because you gotta be like dumb to chase your jeans.

958
00:51:29,719 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 1: You gotta be like a little delusional, you know what

959
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:34,719
Speaker 1: I mean, Because all odds against me, I'm going on

960
00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:37,640
Speaker 1: an uphill battle with roller skates on. For real, I

961
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:40,319
Speaker 1: don't got the bag. It's never been done a white

962
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,879
Speaker 1: guy rapping about no street matter, you know what I'm saying,

963
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 1: Like check the files. You feel me um coming out

964
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:51,120
Speaker 1: of Massachusetts, like I'm talking about when you like way,

965
00:51:51,200 --> 00:51:57,600
Speaker 1: the odds is literally like one in ten, fifteen, twenty million,

966
00:51:57,920 --> 00:52:01,439
Speaker 1: maybe more. I'm being like fabry modest with that stack

967
00:52:01,480 --> 00:52:03,200
Speaker 1: because I really do the numbers, you know what I mean.

968
00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:05,600
Speaker 1: But I was just looking out the window like damn,

969
00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:07,919
Speaker 1: like I can't believe, like I'm here, like this shit

970
00:52:08,120 --> 00:52:11,680
Speaker 1: is crazy. I'm making a living, awful, rap good living,

971
00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 1: like I'm lit, like you know what I mean. And

972
00:52:14,960 --> 00:52:17,759
Speaker 1: after years of pain, like I took rejection. I took

973
00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:20,400
Speaker 1: mad rejection in my life. I took the most rejection,

974
00:52:20,920 --> 00:52:28,920
Speaker 1: the most, the most, Like, yeah, I don't think there's another, honestly,

975
00:52:28,960 --> 00:52:31,080
Speaker 1: And we're glad that you're here. It's nice to meet

976
00:52:31,120 --> 00:52:34,480
Speaker 1: you in person. And you know where else I met

977
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:37,960
Speaker 1: you at? Where else? You mean? It's Jay electrying to

978
00:52:38,040 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 1: go right, Yeah, he just so. I had a show

979
00:52:42,000 --> 00:52:44,400
Speaker 1: at the Paradise in Boston. Oh my god, this one.

980
00:52:44,440 --> 00:52:46,800
Speaker 1: We almost got arrested. But let me tell you maybe

981
00:52:48,120 --> 00:52:50,479
Speaker 1: I'm standing outside talking about yes, and then the cops

982
00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:52,920
Speaker 1: came and they kept trying to make everybody disperse, all right,

983
00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: so listen. So before that, I was like in the

984
00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:58,799
Speaker 1: middle of the bill. It's like, it's fifty artists in Massachusetts,

985
00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:01,320
Speaker 1: just to show you, you know what I mean, And

986
00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:04,640
Speaker 1: I'm like somewhere like low in the pack, even in Massachusetts.

987
00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:08,719
Speaker 1: After grinding for a while. So you know, I went

988
00:53:08,800 --> 00:53:10,920
Speaker 1: and I rocked, and I guess Jay elected was in

989
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 1: the building and I rocked that ship. I remember this

990
00:53:14,760 --> 00:53:17,439
Speaker 1: and get off stage and I'm talking a few people

991
00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:18,919
Speaker 1: and he just come up to me. I just feel

992
00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:21,200
Speaker 1: a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. It's

993
00:53:21,280 --> 00:53:24,520
Speaker 1: Jay Electronic and he's like, Bro, you fucking killed that. Bro.

994
00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:28,360
Speaker 1: Oh my god, it's like one of the first famous

995
00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:31,040
Speaker 1: people in meeting them. Oh that's crazy. Thank you, bro.

996
00:53:31,160 --> 00:53:33,800
Speaker 1: That really gave me. That gave me motivation for probably

997
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:36,880
Speaker 1: another two years. Every time like little shit happened like that,

998
00:53:37,200 --> 00:53:40,000
Speaker 1: it would give me motivation. Yeah, for another two years.

999
00:53:40,120 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 1: And that's why I never quit because I remember that night,

1000
00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:44,200
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That was me and I

1001
00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:47,480
Speaker 1: was on stage ninety million deep, my whole neighborhood and

1002
00:53:49,160 --> 00:53:51,640
Speaker 1: people wasn't really rocking in the crowd like that like

1003
00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:54,960
Speaker 1: they was, but it's like I was. I gave him

1004
00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:57,080
Speaker 1: my all and he came up to me and gave

1005
00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:59,279
Speaker 1: me love. And that's why I'll always get like he

1006
00:54:00,239 --> 00:54:03,839
Speaker 1: seeks me out of the crowd, you know what I mean. Yeah,

1007
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:06,600
Speaker 1: wherever he was actually walked up to me and found

1008
00:54:06,640 --> 00:54:08,120
Speaker 1: me and so I try to do shit like that,

1009
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:11,279
Speaker 1: like for artists if I feel that because something, if

1010
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:13,719
Speaker 1: I ever feel like you're doing something fly in life

1011
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 1: like you know what I mean, Like I like how

1012
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:19,520
Speaker 1: you coordinated your hair with your laces with you like anything,

1013
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:22,920
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna give somebody. I'm gonna give somebody I

1014
00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:25,359
Speaker 1: don't believe, I don't believe I'm holding it in. Yeah,

1015
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 1: I'm doing that. That that made me go for two

1016
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,440
Speaker 1: more years and then I would have to retrace my

1017
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:34,160
Speaker 1: timeline or whatever came after that made me go another

1018
00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:36,000
Speaker 1: two and then I had to go another two and

1019
00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:40,239
Speaker 1: then I had to go another six. Yeah, that's kind

1020
00:54:40,280 --> 00:54:42,879
Speaker 1: of like God does that to keep us going? Is God?

1021
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:48,919
Speaker 1: He gonna drop that thing on you because he expected to? Yeah,

1022
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:53,360
Speaker 1: when you because I got too many moments like that

1023
00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:56,880
Speaker 1: wherever it's like, uh, keep going you all right, and

1024
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,960
Speaker 1: I'll be looking you drinking water. Buzs gonna say chi

1025
00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:02,279
Speaker 1: to that. Yeah, cheers to that, held on, cheers to

1026
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 1: that list Blanco six Okay, make sure y'all check that

1027
00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:11,680
Speaker 1: out and we love this. You know, there's only one

1028
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 1: more of these coming out and also for the tour dates,

1029
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:17,440
Speaker 1: where can people go and get tickets. Oh Millie's dot com.

1030
00:55:18,360 --> 00:55:22,400
Speaker 1: Yeah Millie see he got his own names coming out Tuesday,

1031
00:55:22,640 --> 00:55:25,120
Speaker 1: all right, So yeah by Tuesday to East Coast Black

1032
00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:28,360
Speaker 1: might be sold out, but go check it out anyways.

1033
00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:31,600
Speaker 1: And West Coast we're gonna sell out up, show up,

1034
00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:35,520
Speaker 1: that's what we'd like to say. And then Boston jail

1035
00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:37,919
Speaker 1: trying to his mom came out there too, by the way, Wow,

1036
00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:40,399
Speaker 1: yes his mom flew out, shout out to and rest

1037
00:55:40,440 --> 00:55:44,000
Speaker 1: in peace. That's my girl. But um, he almost got

1038
00:55:44,120 --> 00:55:46,799
Speaker 1: arrested that night and I had to calm it down

1039
00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:49,000
Speaker 1: with the costs acting while because he was in front

1040
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:51,640
Speaker 1: of the club and he would not leave, and they

1041
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:53,480
Speaker 1: would like everybody go home, everybody go home, and he

1042
00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:55,600
Speaker 1: was like no. Then he got in this CoP's face

1043
00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:58,080
Speaker 1: because one of the cost is a black cop, and

1044
00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,279
Speaker 1: he was like black man his face. I can see

1045
00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:04,600
Speaker 1: him doing on Twitter the other day and he was saying,

1046
00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 1: I actually favorite rapper. If they believe in y'all everybody, yeah,

1047
00:56:12,520 --> 00:56:16,160
Speaker 1: h we love you. You know it's crazy. I had

1048
00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:19,960
Speaker 1: to tell the please leave him alone. I said, I

1049
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:22,080
Speaker 1: think I said his dog just died. I said. I

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Speaker 1: was saying anything that I could say, because they were

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Speaker 1: threatening to arrest him, and I was like, he's had

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Speaker 1: a really rough day. I don't but you know how,

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Speaker 1: you don't want to say somebody died that really exists, right,

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Speaker 1: So I was like making anything up there wasn't too harsh.

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Speaker 1: But Billies, appreciate you for being there that night. We

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Speaker 1: was there that night, and thank you so much for

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Speaker 1: coming through and happening a good time and bringing out

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Speaker 1: your drip. Okay, look at this day. Okay, yeah, I

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Speaker 1: had some big female demographic lip service with Angela Yee,

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Speaker 1: the Jasmine Brands, Laura more Era, Millie's. Appreciate you so

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Speaker 1: much for coming you appreciate you alright, A right cheers