WEBVTT - Michael Vick Part 1

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<v Speaker 1>This is cut to it with Steve Smith Senior at

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<v Speaker 1>production of The Black Effect and I Heart Radio. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Steve Smith Senior and I'm Little John, and this is

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<v Speaker 1>cut to it. Good do it, Good do it. They's

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<v Speaker 1>getting down to do it. Good do it. We asked

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<v Speaker 1>the questions you always want to know, but no one

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<v Speaker 1>ever asked, let's cut to it. You ain't heard am

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<v Speaker 1>about it, then we're about to let you know. It's

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<v Speaker 1>all okay, alright, Me and my wife foolishly decided we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna play tennis over the weekend in the just it

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<v Speaker 1>was hot. It's been sticky. I mean we're in North Carolina.

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<v Speaker 1>We're in Charlotte for those of y'all who don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>So it gets humidity. It is painstaking that. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>it's been it's been hot in North Carolina. Um, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it's been ninety degrees in October November. Right, We've

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<v Speaker 1>we've had a thanksgiven where it's been like eighty four degrees,

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<v Speaker 1>which is and then if it was like seven with

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<v Speaker 1>all the commidity. Yeah, so it's it's different. So we

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<v Speaker 1>decided we're gonna play tennis, right, and so where we

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<v Speaker 1>play tennis, they also have some Uh, it's a pool

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<v Speaker 1>right there. So there was a guy he's about sixty

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<v Speaker 1>years old, and again he was by the pool, so

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<v Speaker 1>he had he was walking from the pool pastor tennis

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<v Speaker 1>courts to his car to go in to to leave,

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<v Speaker 1>and he had on he didn't have on a shirt.

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<v Speaker 1>So he was again sons out, guns out. But he

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<v Speaker 1>was six years old, so he had it. He had

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<v Speaker 1>it for sixty year old man or or maybe could

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<v Speaker 1>have been older. He was pretty fit and he wanted everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>He everybody to know, Look, I'm old, but I'm still

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<v Speaker 1>handling the business. So I look over and one just

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was always taught respect your elder, so

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<v Speaker 1>I look over when I said, hey, sun's eve guns out?

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<v Speaker 1>He said yeah. I said hey, but um, you got

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<v Speaker 1>those guns registered. He looked at me and said, nah,

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't shot these in a while. Bro. He had

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<v Speaker 1>his clip bloated, waiting for you to ask. That's why

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't ever start on because he was waiting for someone. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't shot these. I know what he says. I

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<v Speaker 1>haven't disstarted these and years. And what I loved about

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<v Speaker 1>that is one when I was acknowledging, Hey, I see

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<v Speaker 1>you working old. I see you, I see you working

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<v Speaker 1>young man. It was really cool because when I get

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<v Speaker 1>sixty or seven years old, man, I still kind of

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<v Speaker 1>want a four pack at least right to the other.

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<v Speaker 1>Two is still in the cooler, still in the cooler,

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<v Speaker 1>right because obviously when you're sixty and seven, you ain't

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<v Speaker 1>working out like you used to. But just just to

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<v Speaker 1>have a a two pack, man, that's progress. Because there's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of thirty year old so walking around with

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<v Speaker 1>kegs they ain't got No did he run up on

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<v Speaker 1>you like he wanted to try or he just ran

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<v Speaker 1>He wasn't like that, No, he was. He was strolling

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<v Speaker 1>by his flip flops in the shorts and and his shirt,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was fully dressed and ninety degree weather playing tennis,

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<v Speaker 1>and people like, really, still you play tennis? Actually I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a three five and ten. That means there's five oh

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<v Speaker 1>I mean four or five? Four oh three? Five three

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<v Speaker 1>oh to five two oh two old? Is you're terrible?

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<v Speaker 1>Um three five is? You could play a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>run around. I love the exercise. I'm actually a huge

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<v Speaker 1>tennis junkie. Love love tennis. Grew up watching Andrea Agassi

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<v Speaker 1>and um, you know on here on cut Tool. We

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<v Speaker 1>also eventually have some tennis guys to brothers talking tennis.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm talking about. Yeah, you know obviously Arthur

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<v Speaker 1>ashe but there's a lot of different guys here in

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<v Speaker 1>North Carolina. And um Andy Murray um really good friends.

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<v Speaker 1>He grew up in Greensboro, John Isner Um. Obviously you

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<v Speaker 1>got the Serenas that's down the street from the house

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<v Speaker 1>in l A girl. I remember, I had the unique

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<v Speaker 1>opportunity to visit um James Blake when he was playing.

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<v Speaker 1>His mom actually well was his trainer and and really

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<v Speaker 1>kind of kept him and focused. I was pretty good.

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<v Speaker 1>So I love tennis and intense dude. That's that's crazy, man,

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<v Speaker 1>intense dude like you savage on the field swinging tennis club.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you saying like that. No, I'm saying I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not judging you. I'm not I'm not judging at all.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying I find it interesting that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if you canell you to keep backpelling, you're gonna hit

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<v Speaker 1>the water cool over there. That's cool. I play a

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<v Speaker 1>little DV in my life, but I'm just saying, I

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<v Speaker 1>do you seriously, I find it interesting that that you

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<v Speaker 1>play tennis. And it's cool because I think the one

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you are a football player, you tense do

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<v Speaker 1>in tennis is such a quote unquote country club sport that, um,

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<v Speaker 1>I really find it interesting and honestly find it cool

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<v Speaker 1>even for me like my daughter who six your niece Mia, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>she loves swimming and she loves playing golf, two things

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<v Speaker 1>that I never grew up around where I'm from. So honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying is I find it cool that you

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<v Speaker 1>can invest yourself in the sport that otherwise, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>places that we're from, you don't typically play. So honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I find it really cool that you know, in your

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<v Speaker 1>later stages in life, you can find something like that

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<v Speaker 1>that really keeps you fit, keeps you focused, and keeps

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<v Speaker 1>you really you know, keeps you around some sort of competitiveness. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>let me tell you, in tennis, you want to get ran,

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<v Speaker 1>play some old folks. They give you the business. Give

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<v Speaker 1>you the business because in tennis, tennis is a mind game, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's ball placement, and a lot of the older

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<v Speaker 1>people don't have that movement like they used to, but

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<v Speaker 1>they but they're playing from a mental stampard and so

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<v Speaker 1>they so I played the older guy and got my

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<v Speaker 1>butt woolf and he ran me, ran me off the

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<v Speaker 1>court because ball placement. I'm over there, I'm running from

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<v Speaker 1>side to side, baseline, the baseline. That dude was out

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<v Speaker 1>out there running for no reason. He was out there

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<v Speaker 1>like it just crossed court throwing darts. But I love

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<v Speaker 1>tennis because it's it's a great It is a great

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<v Speaker 1>sport in which requires mental fortitude, strategy. But you could

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<v Speaker 1>also hit the snot out of the ball and then

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<v Speaker 1>they can return it same velocity even more, or they

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<v Speaker 1>can set you up. So it's a lot of mental

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<v Speaker 1>aspect of it. It's a lot of I was, but

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<v Speaker 1>that old man taught me something. I'll running. I'll run

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<v Speaker 1>them into the ground right now. But you know that

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<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna happen. But I really love tennis, and so

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<v Speaker 1>me and my wife play tennis together. My boys. I

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<v Speaker 1>am Doocey Um. We called Doocy Goosey Steve Smith Jr.

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<v Speaker 1>I have brainwashed him Um into being a tennis player.

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<v Speaker 1>He's gonna be t He's gonna become a tennis player,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I will be able to live in Italy

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<v Speaker 1>um for a year or two because he'll be he'll

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<v Speaker 1>be training out there, and so we're gonna be recording

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<v Speaker 1>from Italy. I don't don't really care record from, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm getting Italy at some point. Uh to just be

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<v Speaker 1>there for a year and let him train um in

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<v Speaker 1>Italy and then I can blow up by eating a

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<v Speaker 1>whole bunch of pizza. There you go, there, So gee,

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<v Speaker 1>let's cut to it. And who's our guest for today?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I don't know who it is. We we talked

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<v Speaker 1>about some guys and then now I got like a

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<v Speaker 1>surprise guest that you're supposed to be telling me, and

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<v Speaker 1>so now I'm just going off to I am literally,

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<v Speaker 1>I have no questions in front of me because you

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<v Speaker 1>guys and tell me. So. If this show seems a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit radic today, that's only because they surprised me

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<v Speaker 1>with the guest and I don't know who it is,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think it's gonna be an awesome guest. Alright,

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<v Speaker 1>coming up, we got a very special surprise guest, an icon,

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<v Speaker 1>a legend, Michael Vick. He went to Virginia Tech University.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a four time pro bowler. He was the NFL

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<v Speaker 1>Comeback Player of the Year in and he's the NFL's

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<v Speaker 1>all time leader in rushing yards by a quarterback over

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<v Speaker 1>six thousand yards. Michael Vick, thanks for coming onto the

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<v Speaker 1>cut to a podcast. Brother, Thanks for having me. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>It's just a pleasure to be on pleasure at this

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<v Speaker 1>segment we're about to go into. It's called get Iced

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<v Speaker 1>Up with Smitty is basically our ice breakers, So be

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<v Speaker 1>prepared for anything. Smithy. I'll let you take it. Favorite

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<v Speaker 1>childhood cereal Captain Crunch Crunch. It was flavorful, especially when

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<v Speaker 1>they started throwing the flavors up in there and got

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<v Speaker 1>that years when on that's a hood favorite right there,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a favorite right there. Berries and they hit the

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<v Speaker 1>blueberries and the red berries came. It was popular. The

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<v Speaker 1>summer activity you love to do, swimming at the Boys

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<v Speaker 1>and Girls Club. But that was my thing, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean. That was my thing that swim. Swims, swim,

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<v Speaker 1>and it made me strong, It made me better, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, as a as a as a football player,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, growing up where I grew up, because

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<v Speaker 1>I was stronger than everybody, nobody liked to swim with

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<v Speaker 1>me and it was a passing growing up. So swimming

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<v Speaker 1>at the Boys and Girls Club now I know you

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<v Speaker 1>had a ton of fast twitch. However, now you retired,

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<v Speaker 1>So how you ain't your shoes? You got shoelaces or

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<v Speaker 1>veil crow? I got shoelaces. Can't leave you try to

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<v Speaker 1>dispect the icon. I can't get caught in the bell crow.

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<v Speaker 1>If you ask me this ten years from now, then

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<v Speaker 1>you might get a different answer. We can. Yeah, let

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<v Speaker 1>me trap up real quick. Well, we we really appreciate

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<v Speaker 1>you coming up on that. And the purpose, uh, of

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<v Speaker 1>the of our podcast really is to get the insight

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<v Speaker 1>um and understand the the man, the woman as well

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<v Speaker 1>inside the jersey. We want you to start off before

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<v Speaker 1>we really get into really who Michael Vick is. Just

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<v Speaker 1>set the stage, like where'd you grow up? How did

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<v Speaker 1>you grow up? All right? And and and and really

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<v Speaker 1>how and where you grew up? How did at shape

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<v Speaker 1>your life? Good and bad and and and so paint

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<v Speaker 1>that picture for us. We all know you know the

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<v Speaker 1>good and the bad. Yeah, but it but it all

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<v Speaker 1>started from somewhere and where where is that place? It

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<v Speaker 1>started in Newport News, Virginia, Um, a place I can

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<v Speaker 1>sit at home for eighteen years until I left Virginia tech. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I moved around to a couple of different

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<v Speaker 1>neighborhoods from the age of uh, you know, six until

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<v Speaker 1>I was about ten years old, so I had, uh

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<v Speaker 1>always had different crews of friends, which which was cool,

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<v Speaker 1>and until I moved into my last neighborhood, British Circle

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<v Speaker 1>where I grew up, where I grew up, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>from the age of ten to like eighteen, and met

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<v Speaker 1>all my friends who uh you know, I got to

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<v Speaker 1>know and still friends with guys to this day, but

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<v Speaker 1>had dreams with and you know, thought about what life

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<v Speaker 1>would be like with, you know, as a as a

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<v Speaker 1>young man growing into an older man. You know, we

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<v Speaker 1>went through everything together. You know, we went through you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the preteen years and the teen years and you know

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<v Speaker 1>to playing football and li and girls and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody had their own set of goals and dreams, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it was so you know, it was a

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<v Speaker 1>tough situation to grow up in because you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, you don't have a lot, you know, until

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<v Speaker 1>you go around somebody who has a lot. And one

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<v Speaker 1>of my cousins, his mom and dad was in the

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<v Speaker 1>household and they both had good jobs. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen the different side of life, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I want that life. You know, even though

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have what we have. You know, if I

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<v Speaker 1>can experience that and learn from that experience, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it helps shape and mold me to you know, me

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<v Speaker 1>thinking like that I want more than what we have.

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<v Speaker 1>And uh, you know, I started playing you know, football,

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<v Speaker 1>like the age of seven, and it was like the

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<v Speaker 1>coolest game ever. You know. Didn't start out as a quarterback,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was running back at first. That's a

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<v Speaker 1>different story. But you know, the dreams started right there,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, man, they get paid for this.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm pretty good at this. You know, I

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<v Speaker 1>think this is something that I want to do. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, fast forward to you know, from the age

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<v Speaker 1>of ten to eighteen, it was like, man, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>do so much in order to get a scholarship to

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<v Speaker 1>go to you know, college, and to to play in

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<v Speaker 1>the National Football League. So I looked at the journey

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<v Speaker 1>that I had to travel and I was like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>it's tough. But as a ten year old kid, I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I'm prepared for that journey. So, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>growing up in that environment prepared me for that journey.

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<v Speaker 1>I think my friends and the guys I grew up with,

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<v Speaker 1>the guys that really grew up with, um, they helped

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<v Speaker 1>me with that journey. And then you know, it was

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<v Speaker 1>high school, college and then but when you say guys

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<v Speaker 1>I really grew up with, I say that, Steve, because

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<v Speaker 1>I really feel like, um, you know, my my two

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<v Speaker 1>best best friends, my two besties, guy named Jamal Wilson

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<v Speaker 1>and Kevin Stanley was the guys that when I we

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<v Speaker 1>touched eight team, we all when I separate ways. They

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<v Speaker 1>both went in the military and I went on to college.

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<v Speaker 1>And then it was you guys that I met, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>over time. And you know, Kevin wasn't playing football and

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<v Speaker 1>Jamaala wassn't playing football. I got closer with my teammates.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of those guys good dude, some of them was

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<v Speaker 1>bad dudes. But they all they became my friends and

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<v Speaker 1>I hung out with him and you know he kind

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<v Speaker 1>of made decisions and choices together, you know, good and bad,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, you know, it was what it was. But

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<v Speaker 1>those two guys that I just named were, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my guys, and to this day, like they still like

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<v Speaker 1>my beasties. The ones that's gonna tell me like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you're making a bone head decision or you know you

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<v Speaker 1>shouldn't do that, and they're not afraid to tell me no,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and that that that's been the biggest teal

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<v Speaker 1>to the sign up. Why you know, those guys that

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<v Speaker 1>they always been my bestties many always will being, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, I learned my lesson with friends along

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<v Speaker 1>the way. You know, how to determine if your friend

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<v Speaker 1>is really a friend. You know, Mike, I played against you, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>long time, good and bad, and we're out. We were

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<v Speaker 1>in the same draft class and um, and you know

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<v Speaker 1>we're both doing analysts work now. Um, you're doing a

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<v Speaker 1>fantastic job on Fox, you know, and I'm I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to keep up with you on NFL network. Appreciate it. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna take this time to address something the elephant

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<v Speaker 1>in the room, because I think it's one um journalistic

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<v Speaker 1>integrity that I'm learning of talking about it, but just

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<v Speaker 1>steer me in the direction if I say something, that's

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<v Speaker 1>if I misspeak. But basically, um, around two thousand and six,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the FBI and some of that stuff is

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<v Speaker 1>starting investigation about some of the outside activity that was

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<v Speaker 1>going on outside of uh, your employment with Atlanta Falcons,

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<v Speaker 1>and you were um basically convicted or or or I

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<v Speaker 1>believe plead got a plea deal with them on dog

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<v Speaker 1>fighting and all of that stuff. And so August two

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<v Speaker 1>thousand seventh you were sentenced and had to serve an

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<v Speaker 1>eighteen months prison term and also had to do two

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<v Speaker 1>months of house arrest. You also had to pay back

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<v Speaker 1>money to the Lanta Falcons. I believe a whole bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of money. Um, none of us got under our under

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<v Speaker 1>our mattresses. But you also, Mike, Mike Vick is the

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<v Speaker 1>original highlight reel. Um, myself and many other people feared

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<v Speaker 1>when you had the ball in your hands. When we're

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<v Speaker 1>standing on the other sideline, I'm like, man, if that

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<v Speaker 1>they let this dude get loose again, we in Trump.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to ask you when you went to prison

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<v Speaker 1>then Michael Dwane Vick walk in that prison or was

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<v Speaker 1>it Michael Vick the highlight real? Oh man, that's an

0:17:03.320 --> 0:17:08.960
<v Speaker 1>amazing question, because Michael victor highlight Reel, walked into that

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<v Speaker 1>and into that prison and walked in there and feeling like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>this shouldn't this shouldn't be me. I had too much

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<v Speaker 1>money for this. I shouldn't have you know, I shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>be in this situation. You know, at first a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of hours, I was in there. Every time they came

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<v Speaker 1>to check on me to make sure that I was good,

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<v Speaker 1>and I wasn't, and they committed suicide that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought somebody was coming and locked that door to

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<v Speaker 1>let me out, you know, and I'm like because I

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<v Speaker 1>felt like I didn't deserve to be there. And then

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<v Speaker 1>over time, you know, as the nights went on and

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<v Speaker 1>the days when was longer, and the days hurt, they hurt.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you're thinking about, you know, the outside world.

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<v Speaker 1>You think about family and watching football and watching you guys,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you know, like men of integrity out there

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<v Speaker 1>doing what they're supposed to be doing, because that's what

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<v Speaker 1>everybody dreamt of doing their entire lives, unless they just

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<v Speaker 1>fell into it. You know, very very blessed to be

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<v Speaker 1>out there on the field in that situation. I'm you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the you know, Markey players of the league,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm sitting in the prison c and I'm like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>this shouldn't beat me. But that's time went on, I

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<v Speaker 1>realized like, yeah, this is what's gonna It was supposed

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<v Speaker 1>to be me. It needed to be me because I

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<v Speaker 1>started thinking about, you know, all the people I did, hurt,

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<v Speaker 1>all the animals I hurt, all of you know, things

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<v Speaker 1>that I did, and the decisions I made that could

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<v Speaker 1>have been better, and I'm like, you didn't make the

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<v Speaker 1>all the right decisions. You know, nobody's perfect, but at

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<v Speaker 1>the same time, you probably made more bad decisions than

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<v Speaker 1>you did good and that's the reason you were in

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<v Speaker 1>this place right now. So you know, I looked at that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, understood it. You know I accepted it, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, when I leave out of here,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna come out of here a different person. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna come out of here man of integrity. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>respect my family and respect you know, the game. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>respect the people who try to help me in every

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<v Speaker 1>fastor that my life and one of the best for me,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm not going to ignore that. I'm gonna grow up.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna be so reserved and I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be so you know, introvertive. I'm gonna try to open up.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I all those things is on my mind,

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<v Speaker 1>and I felt like, you know, I did it, but

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<v Speaker 1>I needed that time to get to that point in

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<v Speaker 1>my life. So the highlight, Michael Vick, the highlight real

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<v Speaker 1>walk in prisonent Michael the Man came out and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very appreciative of that in my life. What so,

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<v Speaker 1>what did you discover about about about yourself really being

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<v Speaker 1>put in that position twenty three hours a day. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, just losing the control, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it was probably the biggest thing. And like I have

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<v Speaker 1>no patrol of you know, when I'm gonna eat. I

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<v Speaker 1>having no patrol of when I got to go to

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<v Speaker 1>sleep or you know, I'm pretty much on somebody else's time,

0:19:48.880 --> 0:19:51.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, um but a lot of idle time. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, damn, like, you know, i gotta find a

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<v Speaker 1>way to to to make this, you know somewhat, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>a success story, Like man, I got it in me.

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<v Speaker 1>I know I could do it, Like I know the

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<v Speaker 1>decisions that was made that was wrong. Damn, I should

0:20:07.080 --> 0:20:09.960
<v Speaker 1>have just did it right. You know. All I started

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about was the second chance, another opportunity. If I

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<v Speaker 1>get a chance to do it all again, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do it this way, and i know I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be perfect, but at least I know I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be around those same people, you know, the same influences.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm growing up a little bit, and I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to show people more than anything that when I

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<v Speaker 1>got out, I was more mature. You know. It started

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<v Speaker 1>with Roger Goodell than he was the last person I

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<v Speaker 1>was looking to his face and lie to, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>about being involved. So I was able to start with him,

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<v Speaker 1>to break the ice, tell the truth. I was wrong.

0:20:41.600 --> 0:20:43.400
<v Speaker 1>He said, look, I'm not here to talk about the past,

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<v Speaker 1>me to talk about the future. And right then and

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<v Speaker 1>then when I heard that, I was just like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's it. That's it. It's it's all about the struture.

0:20:51.119 --> 0:20:54.840
<v Speaker 1>And Roger Gidell told me that, and our initial conversation

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<v Speaker 1>and that changed my life. That made me look at

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<v Speaker 1>the world different. It made me know that the that

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<v Speaker 1>I had come true. Like all the other visions I had,

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<v Speaker 1>what vision, I don't know, I got a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>like a lot of stuff in my mind. I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we spent a lot of we we spent

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of time like all my all the staff,

0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:23.280
<v Speaker 1>all the people is working with us, We spent a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of time just kind of looking at all this

0:21:25.400 --> 0:21:30.560
<v Speaker 1>stuff about about you. And I watched a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>things myself, and and the one thing I kept focusing

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<v Speaker 1>on it was like, you know, I don't want this

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<v Speaker 1>to you, to come on here and to rehab something

0:21:38.720 --> 0:21:42.000
<v Speaker 1>um that's happened. However, I don't want people to feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that we're glancing over or were or we're giving

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<v Speaker 1>you try. Yeah, it's all under control, baby, Yeah. But

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<v Speaker 1>but also, like I also put myself in your position,

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<v Speaker 1>is I've done some stupid stuff in my life. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know when you do some stupid stuff, you sitting

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<v Speaker 1>there right, and I say stupid because if I'm being

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<v Speaker 1>one hunter many like playing against you. I know the

0:22:09.040 --> 0:22:12.600
<v Speaker 1>story is about you. I know. I know we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get into some stories. I know, but I'm saying I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying all all this stuff about you, like I watched

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<v Speaker 1>you and when that all went down, you know, being

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<v Speaker 1>so close here in Charlotte, in Charlotte, trying to mimic

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<v Speaker 1>the growth of Atlanta, like we we got the information

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<v Speaker 1>like we were it was like it was happening here,

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<v Speaker 1>and bro like sitting here and just putting myself in

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<v Speaker 1>that position, I'm going all the stupid stuff I've done

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. You know how many times I've gotten

0:22:45.240 --> 0:22:48.679
<v Speaker 1>in trouble and then you wake up and you you

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<v Speaker 1>wake up with your eyes open and you just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of that one eye you go, I hope it's I

0:22:55.119 --> 0:23:01.080
<v Speaker 1>hope it's not real, and then you realize, damn, we're

0:23:01.119 --> 0:23:05.399
<v Speaker 1>still here. Like I just, I really like I really

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<v Speaker 1>want you to kind of like just take us through

0:23:07.520 --> 0:23:11.120
<v Speaker 1>that personal journey of sitting in there, because a lot

0:23:11.160 --> 0:23:14.160
<v Speaker 1>of the month there's so many people like I read

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<v Speaker 1>some of the comments, people like the YouTube stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>every time you're on there, people are like, he's not

0:23:21.520 --> 0:23:26.879
<v Speaker 1>he's not remorseful, demands for eighteen months in jail. It

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<v Speaker 1>don't even if he's not remorseful, he's sitting in his

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<v Speaker 1>in his dirt right now. Yeah, And I just I

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<v Speaker 1>personally don't cannot sit there, even visiting men in prison,

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<v Speaker 1>myself sitting there going they may not the first week

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<v Speaker 1>or two weeks of the first month, but this brother

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<v Speaker 1>has seventeen other months to go. Ain't nobody getting them out.

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<v Speaker 1>He's not getting a free PA hurt. I cannot explain

0:23:58.960 --> 0:24:04.359
<v Speaker 1>the hurt from that though, Like, man, until this is

0:24:04.400 --> 0:24:07.080
<v Speaker 1>how much it hurt it hurt me that it became

0:24:07.160 --> 0:24:11.520
<v Speaker 1>normal being in there. It hurt me that it became

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<v Speaker 1>normal on a Friday night walking the track looking out

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<v Speaker 1>at the rest of the world caused going by people

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<v Speaker 1>going by and saying, damn, it's life that really exists

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<v Speaker 1>out there, and I don't have freedom, you know. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I just felt like from the start when

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<v Speaker 1>I found out that I was first going to prison,

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<v Speaker 1>I just kept looking at myself in the mirror, like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to prison. You're going to prison. I know

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<v Speaker 1>what it's gonna be like kind of imagine, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like you just trying to wake up from it, like, yo,

0:24:41.880 --> 0:24:44.280
<v Speaker 1>is this really real? And then next thing you're still

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<v Speaker 1>living in damn, like this is this is really happening,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, And you know, just so it's just so sad,

0:24:52.560 --> 0:24:56.639
<v Speaker 1>bro like just so um not have control. I have

0:24:56.760 --> 0:25:01.280
<v Speaker 1>to having control of my entire life and leading away.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm driving, and I'm driving the train. I'm

0:25:04.960 --> 0:25:07.879
<v Speaker 1>starting the train everywhere and every direction I wanted to go,

0:25:08.560 --> 0:25:11.320
<v Speaker 1>and then I just I stared it off the track, boom,

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<v Speaker 1>and now we just crashed. You over there, you're banding,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's just damn like you know, you just got

0:25:18.040 --> 0:25:20.439
<v Speaker 1>to pick up the pieces, man, I really pick up

0:25:20.440 --> 0:25:24.920
<v Speaker 1>the pieces and get myself together, and like lost everything,

0:25:25.080 --> 0:25:29.960
<v Speaker 1>lost off everybody but my wife. Everything with my wife.

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<v Speaker 1>You still standing there, standing tall in the end, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And even when I was telling her when I came back,

0:25:36.080 --> 0:25:38.399
<v Speaker 1>like uh, somehere, I'm on a bench right now on

0:25:38.480 --> 0:25:40.840
<v Speaker 1>the third quarterback, but I just need a shot. She

0:25:40.960 --> 0:25:43.520
<v Speaker 1>believed in you know, but she believed in me as

0:25:43.520 --> 0:25:45.520
<v Speaker 1>a man, and I was gonna change, you know, and

0:25:45.520 --> 0:25:48.560
<v Speaker 1>actually know another thing that like that transformation to like

0:25:49.200 --> 0:25:51.480
<v Speaker 1>she's just been a big inspiration in my life, is

0:25:51.560 --> 0:25:55.359
<v Speaker 1>just helping changing look at the world differently, understand things

0:25:55.359 --> 0:25:58.159
<v Speaker 1>and know that she can be just as you know,

0:25:58.480 --> 0:26:02.720
<v Speaker 1>reliable and know assertive and her friendships, you know, as

0:26:02.720 --> 0:26:04.600
<v Speaker 1>a man as somebody else that I felt like I

0:26:04.600 --> 0:26:08.359
<v Speaker 1>needed comfortence Like I kind of put that you know

0:26:08.359 --> 0:26:10.199
<v Speaker 1>on this on her now and we put it on

0:26:10.240 --> 0:26:13.280
<v Speaker 1>each other and you know, made a stronger maybe stronger

0:26:13.640 --> 0:26:17.840
<v Speaker 1>to this day. Did you think did you think she'll

0:26:17.920 --> 0:26:23.560
<v Speaker 1>leave you? Did you think she s oh going through that? Um? Yeah, Steve,

0:26:23.600 --> 0:26:27.280
<v Speaker 1>because um, you know I was real fouling my day. Man.

0:26:27.320 --> 0:26:30.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh man, you know no respect. Um,

0:26:30.840 --> 0:26:34.800
<v Speaker 1>I had no idea of what it was like to

0:26:34.880 --> 0:26:38.840
<v Speaker 1>maintain a real relationship and you know, to love somebody

0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:41.719
<v Speaker 1>who truly loved you. You know, I was caught up

0:26:41.720 --> 0:26:44.320
<v Speaker 1>in a whole spotlight my bick life, you know, the

0:26:44.359 --> 0:26:46.159
<v Speaker 1>money to fame, you know, I was caught up and

0:26:46.200 --> 0:26:48.280
<v Speaker 1>all that, you know, and it took for God that

0:26:49.080 --> 0:26:52.239
<v Speaker 1>like put me in a vulnerable situation where like she

0:26:52.280 --> 0:26:55.600
<v Speaker 1>wrote me down while I was like, yo, no, I

0:26:55.600 --> 0:26:58.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll change it all. I'll give it all up, you know,

0:26:58.840 --> 0:27:00.960
<v Speaker 1>just to have you. You know. So I you know,

0:27:01.040 --> 0:27:04.119
<v Speaker 1>I thought because of that, because I went through that

0:27:04.200 --> 0:27:08.520
<v Speaker 1>with her prior that. When I left, it's like you

0:27:08.600 --> 0:27:11.320
<v Speaker 1>made another bone head decision. You deal with that yourself. No,

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:13.640
<v Speaker 1>she was there. She's right there when I came home,

0:27:13.680 --> 0:27:16.359
<v Speaker 1>every step of the way as a phone call. Damn,

0:27:16.359 --> 0:27:19.720
<v Speaker 1>that's true. Lords. You know, That's why I learned loyalty

0:27:19.840 --> 0:27:22.119
<v Speaker 1>like it can come from It can come in a

0:27:22.160 --> 0:27:23.920
<v Speaker 1>lot of different ways from a lot of different people.

0:27:23.920 --> 0:27:32.080
<v Speaker 1>And I respect that. So you you basically twenty almost

0:27:32.200 --> 0:27:35.119
<v Speaker 1>almost thirty years old, and you're just figuring out what

0:27:35.280 --> 0:27:38.919
<v Speaker 1>real loyalty is, especially coming from the hood, from the

0:27:38.960 --> 0:27:41.960
<v Speaker 1>hood where we we think we know a loyalty is

0:27:42.040 --> 0:27:45.080
<v Speaker 1>just because of you know, when you're in the bottom

0:27:45.200 --> 0:27:48.879
<v Speaker 1>or you gott is your word. Yeah, also talked to

0:27:49.040 --> 0:27:52.000
<v Speaker 1>just naturally. We talked to distrust too, right, So that's

0:27:52.040 --> 0:27:55.400
<v Speaker 1>that's already ingrained too. So when you have an experience

0:27:55.480 --> 0:27:58.280
<v Speaker 1>like Mike had and you have these people that fail you,

0:27:59.040 --> 0:28:01.440
<v Speaker 1>it gets stripped away. But man, thank thank god, your

0:28:01.440 --> 0:28:03.840
<v Speaker 1>wife was able to stay with you through that entire stretch.

0:28:03.880 --> 0:28:06.760
<v Speaker 1>And it was and it sounds almost as if she

0:28:06.920 --> 0:28:09.720
<v Speaker 1>was a motivating factor when he was behind the wall. Yeah,

0:28:09.840 --> 0:28:12.199
<v Speaker 1>she was the strength. She was the strength that they

0:28:12.480 --> 0:28:14.439
<v Speaker 1>that first two weeks when I cried every day, like

0:28:14.480 --> 0:28:17.320
<v Speaker 1>see me on the phone, Stoomby, all right, all right,

0:28:17.359 --> 0:28:18.840
<v Speaker 1>you can get you got this, you could do this.

0:28:19.000 --> 0:28:21.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I don't, I don't. I don't know what

0:28:21.320 --> 0:28:24.080
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about. Don't you know? You do out there living,

0:28:24.200 --> 0:28:28.680
<v Speaker 1>breathing and as you supposed to me. And I'm right

0:28:28.680 --> 0:28:33.080
<v Speaker 1>here dealing with this crap, you know, And I'm blaming everybody.

0:28:33.119 --> 0:28:35.479
<v Speaker 1>Now I'm pointing finger and this person that for now,

0:28:35.480 --> 0:28:37.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm just I'm upset, you know, I'm mad. You know

0:28:38.040 --> 0:28:40.760
<v Speaker 1>that that that that kid to keep unlocking that door.

0:28:40.800 --> 0:28:43.280
<v Speaker 1>Ain't let me out, you know. So I'm like, yeah,

0:28:43.320 --> 0:28:44.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm stuck, you know what I mean, I'm in the

0:28:44.960 --> 0:28:47.920
<v Speaker 1>box right now, you know. But she was just always

0:28:48.000 --> 0:28:51.360
<v Speaker 1>encouraging me and you know, making me laughing. You know,

0:28:51.480 --> 0:28:53.959
<v Speaker 1>we talked for hours. I ran that bill up crazy,

0:28:53.960 --> 0:28:55.760
<v Speaker 1>and then I had like a eight thousand dollar bill

0:28:55.800 --> 0:28:57.960
<v Speaker 1>when I left. I was only there for like I

0:28:58.040 --> 0:29:00.440
<v Speaker 1>was on with the inssial prison. I went to just

0:29:00.840 --> 0:29:03.720
<v Speaker 1>as a holding facility when they were just holding me. Um.

0:29:03.760 --> 0:29:07.840
<v Speaker 1>I stayed there for about maybe like forty five days.

0:29:08.080 --> 0:29:10.040
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I left like an eight thousand dollar phone

0:29:10.080 --> 0:29:12.320
<v Speaker 1>bill because all and and the way the phone was

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:15.320
<v Speaker 1>set up was that you can just call back right

0:29:15.320 --> 0:29:18.440
<v Speaker 1>after talking fifteen minutes and you gotta call that you

0:29:18.480 --> 0:29:20.440
<v Speaker 1>can call back and talk. I was just keeping on

0:29:20.480 --> 0:29:23.160
<v Speaker 1>the phone all day, all day, and that's you know.

0:29:23.240 --> 0:29:25.240
<v Speaker 1>That was that that bridge the gap and helped me

0:29:25.280 --> 0:29:28.560
<v Speaker 1>get through that little part and to uh they took

0:29:28.600 --> 0:29:31.960
<v Speaker 1>me to Leavenworth. So and I was relieved when I

0:29:31.960 --> 0:29:34.920
<v Speaker 1>went to Levenworth, man, I was I was at a

0:29:34.920 --> 0:29:39.080
<v Speaker 1>prison camp, so I wasn't like behind no serious wall,

0:29:39.160 --> 0:29:41.240
<v Speaker 1>even though when I first pulled up, they pulled me

0:29:41.320 --> 0:29:43.840
<v Speaker 1>up in front of the Levenworth Prison, the real prison,

0:29:43.880 --> 0:29:46.960
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh god, they got me this time,

0:29:47.360 --> 0:29:49.600
<v Speaker 1>you know. And the guy was like, you know, he's up.

0:29:49.840 --> 0:29:51.800
<v Speaker 1>You know you ain't going over there, You're going over here,

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:54.520
<v Speaker 1>and you know, but you know, it still was you know,

0:29:54.520 --> 0:29:57.200
<v Speaker 1>it was. It was a facility where it was like

0:29:57.280 --> 0:29:59.400
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't leave it, you know, you couldn't. You couldn't

0:29:59.440 --> 0:30:04.120
<v Speaker 1>leave it. And enough so man, it was just you know,

0:30:04.160 --> 0:30:07.240
<v Speaker 1>being in Kansas and being away from my family, losing

0:30:07.280 --> 0:30:09.800
<v Speaker 1>that connection, you know, that was tough. Man. And then

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:12.120
<v Speaker 1>I had I had three young kids too. I had

0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:14.920
<v Speaker 1>my my oldest son, and then my my two daughters

0:30:14.920 --> 0:30:18.800
<v Speaker 1>and my youngest daughter who was twelve now name is London.

0:30:18.960 --> 0:30:21.720
<v Speaker 1>She was just born in a month old when I

0:30:21.760 --> 0:30:24.320
<v Speaker 1>turned myself in, So that was a part of that.

0:30:24.400 --> 0:30:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Her too be part of her. Would you would have

0:30:28.040 --> 0:30:30.640
<v Speaker 1>made it if your wife wasn't there to talk to

0:30:30.680 --> 0:30:36.920
<v Speaker 1>you every day? No? Um, Honestly, that's another good question

0:30:36.920 --> 0:30:41.000
<v Speaker 1>because that's something that I never um been asked or

0:30:41.040 --> 0:30:43.400
<v Speaker 1>I had a conversation with people where it came out.

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:46.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna no, I don't think I would have made it.

0:30:46.120 --> 0:30:48.720
<v Speaker 1>If my wife lived, would have left me because basically

0:30:48.880 --> 0:30:51.400
<v Speaker 1>I would have had nobody and I was not gonna

0:30:51.480 --> 0:30:53.720
<v Speaker 1>just let any random person come and sit and talk

0:30:53.760 --> 0:30:56.520
<v Speaker 1>to me about the munch enough. Um. I felt like

0:30:56.560 --> 0:30:59.440
<v Speaker 1>the only person I could talk to at the time

0:30:59.600 --> 0:31:02.480
<v Speaker 1>was her. I thank god she's listening, because she used

0:31:02.480 --> 0:31:04.920
<v Speaker 1>to come visit and we'll spend three days in the

0:31:05.040 --> 0:31:07.160
<v Speaker 1>visiting room. You only get twenty four hours in a

0:31:07.200 --> 0:31:10.160
<v Speaker 1>month total. You know, we'll spend eight hours a day,

0:31:10.240 --> 0:31:12.440
<v Speaker 1>three days in a row, and just burn it on

0:31:12.680 --> 0:31:14.800
<v Speaker 1>and sit there and just talking. We were argue and

0:31:15.120 --> 0:31:18.680
<v Speaker 1>fright and laugh and joke, crying and kiss each other.

0:31:18.760 --> 0:31:22.440
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I need I needed that strength. When

0:31:22.480 --> 0:31:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I knew she was coming to visit. You know that

0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:27.800
<v Speaker 1>the week was went. She made the time to go

0:31:27.920 --> 0:31:31.000
<v Speaker 1>by faster. I say that, and uh, And there was

0:31:31.040 --> 0:31:34.800
<v Speaker 1>nothing physical. It was all mental and emotional and I

0:31:34.880 --> 0:31:37.840
<v Speaker 1>respected that part. It was really cool experience, man, and

0:31:38.000 --> 0:31:41.480
<v Speaker 1>just dealing with that now, you know, like we're like inseparable.

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:45.800
<v Speaker 1>We have to take a break and the morning thinking

0:31:45.800 --> 0:31:53.920
<v Speaker 1>we gotta pay some bills. I love cut to it,

0:31:54.120 --> 0:31:57.440
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0:32:01.040 --> 0:32:04.600
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0:32:04.760 --> 0:32:09.840
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0:32:09.960 --> 0:32:13.840
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0:32:13.880 --> 0:32:16.320
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0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:19.640
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0:32:19.720 --> 0:32:22.280
<v Speaker 1>us wherever you listen to podcasts. I got all my

0:32:22.400 --> 0:32:25.840
<v Speaker 1>questions answered. That's what I'm here for, a brother, cut

0:32:25.840 --> 0:32:30.520
<v Speaker 1>to a podcast dot Com. I talked to you, bro,

0:32:31.240 --> 0:32:34.960
<v Speaker 1>and played against you prior to you get going incarceration,

0:32:35.800 --> 0:32:39.080
<v Speaker 1>and I've listened to you speak and talked to you

0:32:39.200 --> 0:32:43.720
<v Speaker 1>outside of after incarceration. Bro. If you're the win incarceration

0:32:43.760 --> 0:32:45.920
<v Speaker 1>about three years into your career, Bro, you still be

0:32:45.960 --> 0:32:50.680
<v Speaker 1>playing right now. Just the way he sees the game,

0:32:50.760 --> 0:32:56.440
<v Speaker 1>the way the way he speaks, the way he carries himself.

0:32:56.840 --> 0:32:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Like got met Vic and the whole we've met each other.

0:32:58.960 --> 0:33:03.280
<v Speaker 1>We were drafting the same class we took. It's funny.

0:33:04.120 --> 0:33:07.280
<v Speaker 1>I knew I was. I knew that I felt like

0:33:07.320 --> 0:33:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I was respected coming out of draft class because they

0:33:10.840 --> 0:33:13.520
<v Speaker 1>put you in categories in the combine, and in the

0:33:13.560 --> 0:33:19.760
<v Speaker 1>combine I was. It was funny me Vic and Quincy

0:33:20.360 --> 0:33:23.360
<v Speaker 1>all at that long table and there was our rotation

0:33:23.440 --> 0:33:27.440
<v Speaker 1>for our drug test, and we also took the wonder

0:33:27.480 --> 0:33:30.160
<v Speaker 1>lick in there. And let me tell you something, taking

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:33.040
<v Speaker 1>a wonder lick with some dudes that know they're gonna

0:33:33.080 --> 0:33:35.680
<v Speaker 1>make it, but also some dudes who didn't really pay

0:33:35.760 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>attention to school as well. We were all looking at

0:33:39.040 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>the look tests like, I hope you got the answers

0:33:42.440 --> 0:33:47.120
<v Speaker 1>because I got it right and so I was class

0:33:47.720 --> 0:33:49.480
<v Speaker 1>and I believe one of the best draft class because

0:33:49.480 --> 0:33:53.280
<v Speaker 1>you got Drew Brees and the drafts, Michael Vick, Antana Moss,

0:33:53.880 --> 0:33:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Reggie Wayne, the data, I mean, just Michael's It's unbelievable

0:33:58.960 --> 0:34:02.280
<v Speaker 1>even down to uh, the the other guys in that

0:34:02.400 --> 0:34:07.040
<v Speaker 1>draft class. Right, Damn Morgan, Right, there's so many. Man.

0:34:08.160 --> 0:34:12.399
<v Speaker 1>I remember watching your broadness, like seeing you to day,

0:34:12.600 --> 0:34:18.759
<v Speaker 1>hearing you today, like it's just a remarkable that what

0:34:18.840 --> 0:34:24.960
<v Speaker 1>you went through for most people would hurt them. You grow,

0:34:25.120 --> 0:34:27.760
<v Speaker 1>you grow just like me. We grew up in in

0:34:27.760 --> 0:34:33.319
<v Speaker 1>in what society would call us at risk youth, being

0:34:33.320 --> 0:34:40.359
<v Speaker 1>at risk youth, you grew up not relying on anybody,

0:34:41.000 --> 0:34:45.359
<v Speaker 1>not depending on and not trusting anybody. However, in the

0:34:45.400 --> 0:34:48.279
<v Speaker 1>midst of all your trouble and all your you know,

0:34:48.400 --> 0:34:53.360
<v Speaker 1>using your word, the findness that uh with with the

0:34:53.400 --> 0:34:56.839
<v Speaker 1>way you conducted yourself in your relationship with your with

0:34:57.000 --> 0:35:02.000
<v Speaker 1>your better half, right, it sounds like that you actually

0:35:02.120 --> 0:35:08.279
<v Speaker 1>learned how to really connect and have a transparent and

0:35:08.400 --> 0:35:14.000
<v Speaker 1>real relational relationship with your your wife at the first time,

0:35:14.680 --> 0:35:20.719
<v Speaker 1>non physical and almost a true courtship. Yeah. I learned

0:35:20.760 --> 0:35:23.279
<v Speaker 1>to communicate with her. I learned to talk, so I

0:35:23.360 --> 0:35:26.440
<v Speaker 1>learned to get feelings out of her that that I needed,

0:35:27.400 --> 0:35:30.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, that I needed it and she needed and um,

0:35:30.719 --> 0:35:33.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, I really wish I had my dad in

0:35:33.160 --> 0:35:35.520
<v Speaker 1>my life, you know, growing up, because I felt like

0:35:35.560 --> 0:35:37.719
<v Speaker 1>he would have taught me a lot of things in

0:35:37.840 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 1>terms of relationships. You know, he was there, but I

0:35:40.640 --> 0:35:42.840
<v Speaker 1>didn't see you know, you learned by example, so I

0:35:42.880 --> 0:35:45.040
<v Speaker 1>didn't see him being affect me. I just didn't see

0:35:45.120 --> 0:35:47.080
<v Speaker 1>him talking to my mom and sitting her down and

0:35:47.640 --> 0:35:51.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, having you know, maybe a serious argument, but

0:35:51.040 --> 0:35:53.960
<v Speaker 1>then you know, you know, it all boils over and

0:35:54.000 --> 0:35:56.320
<v Speaker 1>then andy back to you know, the back to the normal,

0:35:56.400 --> 0:35:58.200
<v Speaker 1>the normal self. I didn't see that. I've seen it

0:35:58.239 --> 0:36:00.080
<v Speaker 1>in the different lands. It was a little rough but

0:36:00.560 --> 0:36:02.719
<v Speaker 1>you know it was more you know, it was you know,

0:36:02.760 --> 0:36:04.680
<v Speaker 1>it was only abusive, So I don't keeping really you know,

0:36:04.960 --> 0:36:08.960
<v Speaker 1>so I was like, you know, I had no real

0:36:09.239 --> 0:36:12.440
<v Speaker 1>concept of what, you know, relationship was supposed to be like,

0:36:12.520 --> 0:36:14.760
<v Speaker 1>so I think you know this in that the time period,

0:36:14.840 --> 0:36:17.960
<v Speaker 1>she kind of helped me to, you know, learn like

0:36:18.040 --> 0:36:20.080
<v Speaker 1>what a relationship was supposed to look like. And the

0:36:20.080 --> 0:36:21.799
<v Speaker 1>best part about it that you just said it was

0:36:21.840 --> 0:36:24.560
<v Speaker 1>just it was non physical. And then that's so I

0:36:24.600 --> 0:36:26.960
<v Speaker 1>think that helped, you know, help the both of us

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:33.040
<v Speaker 1>in a sense. I know, every situation is different. So

0:36:33.080 --> 0:36:39.600
<v Speaker 1>what was the reinstatement process for you? Like, because we

0:36:39.719 --> 0:36:43.960
<v Speaker 1>hear like reinstatement, you hear, you know, you hear guys

0:36:43.960 --> 0:36:47.200
<v Speaker 1>are frustrated with my reinstatement. What's the deal? You know,

0:36:47.320 --> 0:36:51.399
<v Speaker 1>as if as if the NFL or the the institution

0:36:51.760 --> 0:36:54.919
<v Speaker 1>suspending them because they don't like their outfit that day, right,

0:36:56.080 --> 0:36:59.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, I want to know, really, what is the

0:37:00.280 --> 0:37:03.560
<v Speaker 1>what is the process? Like give us detail of you know,

0:37:04.000 --> 0:37:06.120
<v Speaker 1>not to get anybody in trouble. It just kind of

0:37:06.360 --> 0:37:09.640
<v Speaker 1>paint the paint the picture. Because I mean I've been

0:37:09.680 --> 0:37:13.520
<v Speaker 1>suspended and I had to do the evaluation process. You know,

0:37:13.560 --> 0:37:16.319
<v Speaker 1>I punched you guys, so I had to go. They

0:37:16.320 --> 0:37:19.960
<v Speaker 1>flew me. Actually, uh, I think they drove me. Jake

0:37:20.040 --> 0:37:21.640
<v Speaker 1>drew me in flow. I don't know which time though,

0:37:21.680 --> 0:37:24.360
<v Speaker 1>but anyway, they drew one time. They drove over the

0:37:24.520 --> 0:37:26.440
<v Speaker 1>time we flew and I had to do evaluation with

0:37:26.480 --> 0:37:31.520
<v Speaker 1>a counselor. And that evaluation stunk because I was fresh

0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:34.400
<v Speaker 1>off that I don't care about, right, I felt justified

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:36.520
<v Speaker 1>in my actions, and so I had the evaluation. It

0:37:36.600 --> 0:37:40.120
<v Speaker 1>was literally a ten hour process, right and so, and

0:37:40.239 --> 0:37:42.360
<v Speaker 1>they basically came back and I was like I was

0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:45.879
<v Speaker 1>sitting in the whole evaluation body language. I was slouched down,

0:37:45.920 --> 0:37:48.040
<v Speaker 1>hat to the side, like, look, I'm just gonna do

0:37:48.120 --> 0:37:52.759
<v Speaker 1>my time, trying to go through the motions. You know.

0:37:52.840 --> 0:37:55.680
<v Speaker 1>But your your step was a lot more tedious. It

0:37:55.719 --> 0:37:58.200
<v Speaker 1>required a lot more energy and a lot more meetings

0:37:58.640 --> 0:38:00.879
<v Speaker 1>because everybody does that. You to slap on the wrist.

0:38:02.200 --> 0:38:03.920
<v Speaker 1>You just moved on with your life. What we know

0:38:04.080 --> 0:38:07.200
<v Speaker 1>is not true because most most of the places you've

0:38:07.200 --> 0:38:09.399
<v Speaker 1>been on really don't want to. I want to really

0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:11.319
<v Speaker 1>know what you would tell They want to know why

0:38:11.320 --> 0:38:13.759
<v Speaker 1>did you do that? What were you saying? But we

0:38:13.840 --> 0:38:15.680
<v Speaker 1>want to know the process. Man, I don't want to

0:38:15.680 --> 0:38:18.680
<v Speaker 1>know why that shirt look good on Mike Vin, you know,

0:38:18.680 --> 0:38:22.200
<v Speaker 1>I want to know what goes, what goes through the

0:38:22.200 --> 0:38:26.040
<v Speaker 1>whole process. Specific I'm trying to look like a handsome

0:38:26.120 --> 0:38:30.680
<v Speaker 1>my skin brother like myself. No doubt, I gotta give

0:38:30.719 --> 0:38:32.960
<v Speaker 1>you that. I gotta give you that. Let me say,

0:38:33.480 --> 0:38:37.000
<v Speaker 1>let me say, man, it was, it was. It was rigorous.

0:38:37.040 --> 0:38:41.560
<v Speaker 1>It was tough process because, first of all, when I

0:38:41.600 --> 0:38:43.919
<v Speaker 1>was on pre track, right before I went to turn

0:38:44.000 --> 0:38:46.880
<v Speaker 1>myself in to go to go to prison, all right,

0:38:47.760 --> 0:38:49.600
<v Speaker 1>my wife and one of my friends told me, like,

0:38:49.640 --> 0:38:52.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, don't you know, don't don't smoke. I'm like, well,

0:38:52.239 --> 0:38:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm stressed out and I need to I need to smoke,

0:38:56.040 --> 0:38:59.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, Uh, I need to smoke marijuana. I needed

0:39:00.920 --> 0:39:02.360
<v Speaker 1>this is what I need to do. They're like, no,

0:39:02.480 --> 0:39:05.600
<v Speaker 1>don't do it. Like you know, I'm not gonna get tested. Boom,

0:39:05.680 --> 0:39:08.239
<v Speaker 1>I get tested. Now I'm in the drug program with

0:39:08.280 --> 0:39:11.719
<v Speaker 1>the League. It sprints up my probation like everything, just

0:39:11.840 --> 0:39:15.480
<v Speaker 1>like I got snapped down on me. And so my

0:39:15.680 --> 0:39:18.840
<v Speaker 1>process was tougher because I was in a in a

0:39:18.960 --> 0:39:22.200
<v Speaker 1>drug program and now I'm getting all these questions about

0:39:22.280 --> 0:39:24.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, why did I you know, smoke marijuana before

0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:28.719
<v Speaker 1>I before I even went into prison, and knowing that

0:39:28.760 --> 0:39:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I was suspended from the league, So I put myself

0:39:31.960 --> 0:39:35.320
<v Speaker 1>in a vulnerable situation. So my process really started. It

0:39:35.400 --> 0:39:41.799
<v Speaker 1>started with Roger um uh being Roger met and and

0:39:41.880 --> 0:39:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I told you, He's like, look, we're not here to

0:39:43.960 --> 0:39:46.440
<v Speaker 1>talk about the past. We here to talk about the future.

0:39:46.440 --> 0:39:49.080
<v Speaker 1>And then we had we had conversations and he was like, well,

0:39:49.400 --> 0:39:51.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm gonna send you over to another group

0:39:51.719 --> 0:39:53.840
<v Speaker 1>to meet where And it was like a group of

0:39:53.880 --> 0:39:57.560
<v Speaker 1>like ten people in the room with myself and they

0:39:57.640 --> 0:40:00.600
<v Speaker 1>grilled me. They asked me questions from eight to Z

0:40:00.760 --> 0:40:05.680
<v Speaker 1>about my friends, about family, you know, about money, about uh,

0:40:05.840 --> 0:40:08.759
<v Speaker 1>the dogfighting, the truthfulness is a lot of things that

0:40:08.840 --> 0:40:11.120
<v Speaker 1>had to come out, you know that that you know,

0:40:11.120 --> 0:40:13.960
<v Speaker 1>it was the one sided with with the media. Um

0:40:14.040 --> 0:40:16.120
<v Speaker 1>but and I hadn't had a chance to sit down

0:40:16.200 --> 0:40:19.160
<v Speaker 1>and talk with everybody. So in my evaluation process with

0:40:19.200 --> 0:40:21.879
<v Speaker 1>what type of help did you really need? And it

0:40:21.960 --> 0:40:23.640
<v Speaker 1>was you know, I think that figured out like Yo,

0:40:23.719 --> 0:40:27.399
<v Speaker 1>you're really not you know, a psychopathic person, You're really

0:40:27.480 --> 0:40:32.280
<v Speaker 1>not crazy? You know. Um, you know what happened to you.

0:40:32.280 --> 0:40:34.160
<v Speaker 1>You know, you could have made better judgment, it could

0:40:34.160 --> 0:40:36.840
<v Speaker 1>have made better decisions that we think you acknowledge that

0:40:36.880 --> 0:40:39.640
<v Speaker 1>it and we see your the mpaty behind what you're

0:40:39.680 --> 0:40:41.960
<v Speaker 1>saying you're gonna do, and you know, we feel like

0:40:42.000 --> 0:40:44.080
<v Speaker 1>you really care. You know. So that was that was

0:40:44.160 --> 0:40:47.879
<v Speaker 1>kind of like a two month process. Um and and

0:40:47.880 --> 0:40:50.600
<v Speaker 1>and also it was a plan and not have me,

0:40:50.800 --> 0:40:54.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, start as a you know, being started. When

0:40:54.120 --> 0:40:56.319
<v Speaker 1>I came back to the league, I couldn't see it

0:40:56.360 --> 0:40:59.840
<v Speaker 1>that way, but I think just behind it was, you know,

0:41:00.040 --> 0:41:02.680
<v Speaker 1>we don't know what type of reception you're really gonna get,

0:41:02.800 --> 0:41:05.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, so there's a lot of like we're ready

0:41:05.880 --> 0:41:08.359
<v Speaker 1>to risk it all for you. Um. We we love

0:41:08.400 --> 0:41:10.680
<v Speaker 1>your respect you as as a man and as a

0:41:10.680 --> 0:41:12.400
<v Speaker 1>football player, and we're gonna give you a shot and

0:41:12.440 --> 0:41:14.759
<v Speaker 1>see how I go. And that's all I wanted. So

0:41:15.680 --> 0:41:17.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was designed for me not to be

0:41:17.840 --> 0:41:20.320
<v Speaker 1>a start. I think I landed in Philly was a blessing.

0:41:20.320 --> 0:41:24.960
<v Speaker 1>I landed in Philadelphia and yeah, so so that was it.

0:41:25.040 --> 0:41:27.480
<v Speaker 1>So it all happened within like uh maybe like a

0:41:27.520 --> 0:41:30.280
<v Speaker 1>six month time spa because Tony Dundee came to visit

0:41:30.320 --> 0:41:34.279
<v Speaker 1>me in prison. He helped start the process. Um, and

0:41:34.280 --> 0:41:37.120
<v Speaker 1>then help you know, just to just see me, talk

0:41:37.200 --> 0:41:40.920
<v Speaker 1>to me. UM. A couple of representatives from Atlanta Falcons

0:41:41.040 --> 0:41:44.359
<v Speaker 1>came out to Blank, came out, Um, spoke to Andy

0:41:44.440 --> 0:41:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Reid on one occasion. UM. So so yeah, I was

0:41:48.560 --> 0:41:51.279
<v Speaker 1>just kind of like going through you know, just that

0:41:51.440 --> 0:41:55.440
<v Speaker 1>normal you know what it takes to get reinstated process.

0:41:55.440 --> 0:41:57.719
<v Speaker 1>And I've never been through it before. But you know,

0:41:57.920 --> 0:42:01.080
<v Speaker 1>just what I did before made it harder. And then uh,

0:42:01.120 --> 0:42:03.440
<v Speaker 1>I thank god Roger made it easy. At the end,

0:42:04.120 --> 0:42:07.520
<v Speaker 1>I was I became a free agent. Uh, you know

0:42:07.600 --> 0:42:12.000
<v Speaker 1>at plus I think of thirteen years and man, when

0:42:12.000 --> 0:42:14.120
<v Speaker 1>I was going to free heading up the free agency

0:42:14.200 --> 0:42:20.719
<v Speaker 1>bro it was like and ten teams interested in me. Yeah.

0:42:20.760 --> 0:42:23.480
<v Speaker 1>When I finally hit free ah C and the Panthers

0:42:23.520 --> 0:42:27.640
<v Speaker 1>released me, Man, it went to like fol teams. Yeah,

0:42:29.440 --> 0:42:33.680
<v Speaker 1>and I was really it was really different to be

0:42:33.760 --> 0:42:37.280
<v Speaker 1>a free agent for myself. It was it was a oupen.

0:42:37.280 --> 0:42:39.319
<v Speaker 1>I was older, so you know, I didn't have as

0:42:39.360 --> 0:42:43.840
<v Speaker 1>many teams. I'm wondering what the you know, what was

0:42:43.920 --> 0:42:46.799
<v Speaker 1>the free agency process for you? And then how did

0:42:46.840 --> 0:42:51.040
<v Speaker 1>you come to the conclusion that Philly was the team? Well,

0:42:52.000 --> 0:42:55.120
<v Speaker 1>Philly was the only choice, and it was like they

0:42:55.120 --> 0:42:58.040
<v Speaker 1>didn't make me go to the Philly but they it

0:42:58.160 --> 0:43:01.360
<v Speaker 1>was like set up to you know, go learn from Donovan.

0:43:01.440 --> 0:43:03.440
<v Speaker 1>My agent thought it was Joe Segur at the time.

0:43:03.440 --> 0:43:05.839
<v Speaker 1>I thought it was a great idea to go sit

0:43:05.920 --> 0:43:08.319
<v Speaker 1>behind Donovan. They already head Kevin Cobbon. You can kind

0:43:08.320 --> 0:43:10.960
<v Speaker 1>of work yourself back into shape. But I'm like, yo, nah,

0:43:11.000 --> 0:43:14.879
<v Speaker 1>it's Buffalo needs a quarterback. I think they had Trent

0:43:15.239 --> 0:43:18.800
<v Speaker 1>was at the time. And then uh, I think causing

0:43:18.840 --> 0:43:22.080
<v Speaker 1>Palmer just part of ways with with Cincinnati or they

0:43:22.120 --> 0:43:24.319
<v Speaker 1>needed to back up he was there for like his

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:27.239
<v Speaker 1>last season and maybe, but I was just looking at

0:43:27.239 --> 0:43:30.600
<v Speaker 1>those situations like those are possible opportunities for me to

0:43:30.640 --> 0:43:33.000
<v Speaker 1>come back and start and get myself back in shape

0:43:33.000 --> 0:43:34.880
<v Speaker 1>and come back and show the league that you know,

0:43:34.960 --> 0:43:39.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm back and I'm ready. And and you know what

0:43:39.239 --> 0:43:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I realized my first practice in Philadelphia, before I talked

0:43:42.200 --> 0:43:45.239
<v Speaker 1>about how I got signed there, I won't ready my

0:43:45.360 --> 0:43:48.839
<v Speaker 1>legs the shot. My body wasn't in shape. You know,

0:43:48.840 --> 0:43:50.719
<v Speaker 1>they took the weights when I wasn't when I was

0:43:50.760 --> 0:43:54.480
<v Speaker 1>in prison, so I couldn't work out. Um, so you

0:43:54.480 --> 0:43:56.239
<v Speaker 1>know when I went through that process, it was like

0:43:56.280 --> 0:43:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Philidelphia wants you and then get it work for Andy Reid.

0:44:00.120 --> 0:44:01.839
<v Speaker 1>You know, you get the book behind Donovan, you don't

0:44:01.880 --> 0:44:03.400
<v Speaker 1>have the start. You can just take a year and

0:44:03.400 --> 0:44:05.520
<v Speaker 1>get yourself together. And then it started to make sense

0:44:05.560 --> 0:44:08.239
<v Speaker 1>to me Um when it was being explained to me,

0:44:08.440 --> 0:44:10.400
<v Speaker 1>especially by my agent, and you know, he's like, you

0:44:10.440 --> 0:44:11.799
<v Speaker 1>just don't want to go up and go out there

0:44:11.840 --> 0:44:15.360
<v Speaker 1>and then look like you know nothing, and then you

0:44:15.400 --> 0:44:18.200
<v Speaker 1>know you're getting booed by the fans and they're protesting,

0:44:18.320 --> 0:44:21.000
<v Speaker 1>and you know, you turn the city upside down just

0:44:21.040 --> 0:44:22.960
<v Speaker 1>like that. You know, just kind of work yourself back

0:44:23.000 --> 0:44:25.640
<v Speaker 1>into it. And I thought that was the right way

0:44:25.680 --> 0:44:27.200
<v Speaker 1>to go about it as I thought about it. And

0:44:27.200 --> 0:44:28.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I said, I wanted to be ma

0:44:28.480 --> 0:44:32.840
<v Speaker 1>sure about my decision making in that process, and you know,

0:44:33.000 --> 0:44:35.560
<v Speaker 1>didn't want to disrespect any read it all. I thought

0:44:35.560 --> 0:44:38.280
<v Speaker 1>he was a great coach um from a far anybody

0:44:38.320 --> 0:44:39.840
<v Speaker 1>working with Donovan, And I felt like it was a

0:44:39.920 --> 0:44:42.360
<v Speaker 1>year I could just go learn play there for a

0:44:42.480 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 1>year or be there, learn as much as I can

0:44:45.320 --> 0:44:47.759
<v Speaker 1>do my job, and then hopefully go somewhere the next year.

0:44:47.760 --> 0:44:51.920
<v Speaker 1>In free agency, you lost so much control. Yeah, you know,

0:44:52.040 --> 0:44:55.000
<v Speaker 1>in your carceration, and now all of a sudden you

0:44:55.080 --> 0:44:58.640
<v Speaker 1>have a little bit of opportunity, and now you you

0:44:58.640 --> 0:45:01.680
<v Speaker 1>you're back trying to control that thing, trying to remove

0:45:01.840 --> 0:45:06.640
<v Speaker 1>God from his play. And and and and as this

0:45:06.760 --> 0:45:10.320
<v Speaker 1>song goes, Uh, instead of taking a wheel, you, instead

0:45:10.320 --> 0:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>of letting the Lord take the wheel, you want to

0:45:11.880 --> 0:45:15.200
<v Speaker 1>take the wheel back. I wanted the will I wanted

0:45:15.239 --> 0:45:17.200
<v Speaker 1>I wanted the ball in my hands, you know. And

0:45:17.400 --> 0:45:18.880
<v Speaker 1>think about it, It It hadn't They had nothing to do

0:45:18.920 --> 0:45:22.480
<v Speaker 1>with football, Like my I wasn't playing bad football, you

0:45:22.520 --> 0:45:26.360
<v Speaker 1>know before I left. Oh, I know, I remember you

0:45:26.480 --> 0:45:31.880
<v Speaker 1>wasn't playing bad ball, playing bad ball at all. So

0:45:31.960 --> 0:45:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I gotta get back and back. What was it?

0:45:34.120 --> 0:45:36.920
<v Speaker 1>There was no football to prove, now that I think

0:45:36.960 --> 0:45:39.600
<v Speaker 1>about it, it was no football to prove. And it's

0:45:39.760 --> 0:45:42.520
<v Speaker 1>it's the same that they take. It took this conversation,

0:45:43.040 --> 0:45:46.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, eleven twelve years later to realize the football

0:45:46.239 --> 0:45:48.840
<v Speaker 1>wasn't the issue. You know, it was the issue of

0:45:49.280 --> 0:45:51.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, what I was returning from and how people

0:45:51.800 --> 0:45:54.799
<v Speaker 1>felt about it, realistic, you know, and and and that's

0:45:54.880 --> 0:45:56.680
<v Speaker 1>that's what it was, you know, that was that was

0:45:56.719 --> 0:46:01.400
<v Speaker 1>the fight and I now see how you um, you

0:46:01.400 --> 0:46:03.520
<v Speaker 1>know it was navigated to to to make it a

0:46:03.600 --> 0:46:06.160
<v Speaker 1>storybook in there. So the job well done to Andy

0:46:06.200 --> 0:46:09.799
<v Speaker 1>and Rogers, Asian Joe, you know, and and all those

0:46:09.800 --> 0:46:12.400
<v Speaker 1>guys you know who played a major part in it,

0:46:12.600 --> 0:46:16.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, um Tony Dundy, you know. It was allso

0:46:16.280 --> 0:46:20.640
<v Speaker 1>tutor and you know, and my guys get together even

0:46:20.640 --> 0:46:25.200
<v Speaker 1>get some good, good results usually, So thank god for that. Hey, Mike,

0:46:25.920 --> 0:46:28.680
<v Speaker 1>you you were gonna get into the free agency story

0:46:28.760 --> 0:46:32.120
<v Speaker 1>with with going to the Eagles, but talk a little

0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 1>bit or would you tell us the relationship you have

0:46:36.160 --> 0:46:40.680
<v Speaker 1>with Donovan McNabb. I know you talked about how he

0:46:41.120 --> 0:46:43.560
<v Speaker 1>had an influence with you and and and you know

0:46:43.600 --> 0:46:46.440
<v Speaker 1>all that stuff. But you were getting recruited by Syracuse.

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:49.640
<v Speaker 1>He was already there. Yeah. Yeah, Donovan was my idol man.

0:46:49.719 --> 0:46:52.160
<v Speaker 1>Donovan made me believe that I could I could play

0:46:52.239 --> 0:46:56.120
<v Speaker 1>college football, um and play my style of football, like

0:46:56.360 --> 0:46:59.040
<v Speaker 1>when I was in my saying year. I think he

0:46:59.120 --> 0:47:02.240
<v Speaker 1>was in his junior year. And you know, I watched

0:47:02.280 --> 0:47:07.640
<v Speaker 1>them my freshman sophomore year, like his freshman sophomore year Syracuse,

0:47:07.719 --> 0:47:09.759
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, yo, man, this dude is baller, like

0:47:09.800 --> 0:47:11.520
<v Speaker 1>he looked like me when I'm in the backyard with

0:47:11.560 --> 0:47:14.799
<v Speaker 1>my boys, like he looked like me, or I looked

0:47:14.840 --> 0:47:16.920
<v Speaker 1>like him. And I'm like, man, you know what, I'm

0:47:17.080 --> 0:47:19.040
<v Speaker 1>watching close to see if he go to the NFL

0:47:19.120 --> 0:47:21.880
<v Speaker 1>and see if the league draft him, because they they

0:47:21.880 --> 0:47:24.560
<v Speaker 1>don't take quarterbacks like that. And I think he I

0:47:24.600 --> 0:47:26.799
<v Speaker 1>know he can be good if he if you know,

0:47:26.840 --> 0:47:28.680
<v Speaker 1>if the team believed or if he got a shot.

0:47:28.719 --> 0:47:31.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm just looking at him from a talent perspective.

0:47:31.600 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 1>So he was like my idol. And then my my

0:47:34.680 --> 0:47:36.919
<v Speaker 1>senior year, I took the visit to Syracuse and spend

0:47:37.000 --> 0:47:40.640
<v Speaker 1>some time with him down there, and he can persuade

0:47:40.680 --> 0:47:43.000
<v Speaker 1>me to come to Syracuse because I just didn't want

0:47:43.000 --> 0:47:46.359
<v Speaker 1>to follow somebody else's legacy. I wanted to create my own.

0:47:47.040 --> 0:47:49.640
<v Speaker 1>But I still, you know, when I went to the Tech,

0:47:49.680 --> 0:47:52.200
<v Speaker 1>imired him from Afar. I've seen it. He got drafted.

0:47:52.280 --> 0:47:54.600
<v Speaker 1>He gave me hope, and I'm like, man, this dude

0:47:54.640 --> 0:47:57.320
<v Speaker 1>demand you know. So the first three or four years

0:47:57.360 --> 0:48:01.319
<v Speaker 1>in the NFC championship games multiple times and I'm like, man,

0:48:01.320 --> 0:48:03.720
<v Speaker 1>that's that's sty worked. So he just I just continued

0:48:03.760 --> 0:48:06.040
<v Speaker 1>to stay a fan of his. And you know, once

0:48:06.080 --> 0:48:08.040
<v Speaker 1>I played two years of college ball and got to

0:48:08.120 --> 0:48:10.040
<v Speaker 1>the league. Donald was one of the first people I

0:48:10.120 --> 0:48:12.359
<v Speaker 1>called to help me make a decision on if I

0:48:12.480 --> 0:48:16.960
<v Speaker 1>was ready to come to the NFL, and he stold me,

0:48:17.040 --> 0:48:18.719
<v Speaker 1>look mad, if you feel like it's nothing else to prove,

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:21.000
<v Speaker 1>then then then you gotta make that jump. So he

0:48:21.120 --> 0:48:24.200
<v Speaker 1>was influential and that, and then you know, I always

0:48:24.320 --> 0:48:26.120
<v Speaker 1>was a fan of his, And even when we had

0:48:26.160 --> 0:48:27.799
<v Speaker 1>to play against each other and go ahead the head,

0:48:27.840 --> 0:48:30.400
<v Speaker 1>it was like fun, you know, and that you know

0:48:30.440 --> 0:48:32.560
<v Speaker 1>the times, you know, he's the reason I didn't go

0:48:32.600 --> 0:48:34.640
<v Speaker 1>to the Super Bowl, you know, a couple of years,

0:48:34.800 --> 0:48:36.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, so you know, he wouldn't let he wouldn't

0:48:37.040 --> 0:48:38.840
<v Speaker 1>let little bro get one off. He wouldn't let me

0:48:38.840 --> 0:48:41.120
<v Speaker 1>get the win. But it was cool. And when I

0:48:41.120 --> 0:48:43.280
<v Speaker 1>went to Philly, it was like, Man, I'm a stepping

0:48:43.280 --> 0:48:45.920
<v Speaker 1>in the locker room with you know, not only a friend,

0:48:45.960 --> 0:48:48.880
<v Speaker 1>but really somebody that I idolized growing up. So I

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:51.319
<v Speaker 1>get to watch him work and see why he went

0:48:51.360 --> 0:48:53.839
<v Speaker 1>to the NFC championship games and played in the Super Bowl,

0:48:53.880 --> 0:48:55.960
<v Speaker 1>and maybe the next time around for me, I can

0:48:56.000 --> 0:48:57.440
<v Speaker 1>take a little bit of that with me, so I

0:48:57.680 --> 0:49:03.680
<v Speaker 1>have relationship. Uh was was real, real, real unique, and uh,

0:49:03.760 --> 0:49:05.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, Don was a great dude man. He kept

0:49:05.960 --> 0:49:08.359
<v Speaker 1>me laughing every day and I just some days, I

0:49:08.400 --> 0:49:10.440
<v Speaker 1>just I don't believe I was in the locker room

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<v Speaker 1>with him. It was that real. I think it's about

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<v Speaker 1>that time. Just take a little breather it cut it,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get down to it. Hey, Gerard, why did you

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<v Speaker 1>get that T shirt? You mean this thing? Oh yes,

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<v Speaker 1>listen to podcasts. Now, after everything's going on, you get

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<v Speaker 1>picked up by Philly. Did you have to have precautionary

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<v Speaker 1>things put in place? Uh? If so, were you know

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<v Speaker 1>where you wasn't voluntary on your part or wasn't it

0:49:55.680 --> 0:50:00.720
<v Speaker 1>wasn't required? Yeah, I had a curse you out of Kerfew.

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<v Speaker 1>I was a grown man with the Kirkfew. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I had to be in the house. But like ten

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<v Speaker 1>bullcraft happened one day, got it one day and then

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<v Speaker 1>you know, well, not me, but people around me and

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<v Speaker 1>then not that Kirkfey went there when you're like it's

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<v Speaker 1>five o'clock and I couldn't leave Philadelphia one time. Stories

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<v Speaker 1>are I'm told, but you know, um, you know, just

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<v Speaker 1>just still was kind of like, you know, straddling the

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<v Speaker 1>fence a little bit. Now I was doing what I

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<v Speaker 1>needed to do, but still like some of the wrong

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<v Speaker 1>people just showing up at inconvenient times and little things

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<v Speaker 1>just happening that was just I had nothing to do

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<v Speaker 1>with it. Nothing note out of my control. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>like it was like, well, what are you doing around

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<v Speaker 1>this person? Now? I wasn't around him. He came around me,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So a couple of those little issues which

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<v Speaker 1>made to you know, a lot of restrictions when and

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<v Speaker 1>I was on probas soon you know, I saw obviously

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<v Speaker 1>in the probation officer and the council like two or

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<v Speaker 1>three times in the week like it was. It was

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<v Speaker 1>it was mind boggling, like they you know, I had

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<v Speaker 1>counsel that came every weekend. I couldn't dodge him because

0:51:03.600 --> 0:51:07.040
<v Speaker 1>that was mandated about the NFL, you know. Um, but

0:51:07.280 --> 0:51:09.000
<v Speaker 1>he helped me out. That man was there for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Like that season, I started like he was. He became

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<v Speaker 1>my best friend, still one of my great friends to

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<v Speaker 1>this day. Man, and um, you know, I got so

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<v Speaker 1>much respect for him, Man, I got so much respect

0:51:22.280 --> 0:51:24.600
<v Speaker 1>for him. We still talk about the world and what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on in social justice. Nack. You know, he's he's

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<v Speaker 1>he's a white man, you know, he's and he's like

0:51:30.840 --> 0:51:34.080
<v Speaker 1>sixty sixty eight years old. But his perspective on life

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<v Speaker 1>is amazing. You know. I almost kind of looked at

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<v Speaker 1>him as as a father figure. So that was one

0:51:38.960 --> 0:51:41.120
<v Speaker 1>great thing that came out of that. The whole situation.

0:51:41.400 --> 0:51:43.480
<v Speaker 1>It was a lot more. But you know, I met

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<v Speaker 1>a guy who, um, I could say to this day

0:51:47.320 --> 0:51:49.279
<v Speaker 1>care about Mike vickor man, you know, I don't care

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<v Speaker 1>about football week conversations with sending so far outside of

0:51:53.160 --> 0:51:57.359
<v Speaker 1>football that you know, it became real personal and uh

0:51:57.680 --> 0:52:00.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, so yeah, you know, daughters Rick Bay. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've worked my way through it. I navigate. Well, you

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<v Speaker 1>just heard part one of Michael Vick Steve. When the

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<v Speaker 1>VIC story broke and all this came out and became public.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the reaction of from you and players around

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<v Speaker 1>the league? Way you you didn't believe it? No, no way,

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<v Speaker 1>like nah he couldn't been doing this. And as as

0:52:30.400 --> 0:52:34.600
<v Speaker 1>things kind of kept unraveling, you started to see that

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<v Speaker 1>that was there was a true rabbit hole that they

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<v Speaker 1>were in, all the different stories and and it was

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<v Speaker 1>it was unraveling at a rate that was so rapid

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<v Speaker 1>it was hard to really process is it, Is it

0:52:49.719 --> 0:52:52.360
<v Speaker 1>true or not? And but here's one thing we all know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care where you grew up. I don't care

0:52:54.560 --> 0:52:57.520
<v Speaker 1>what you're in or not into. When the FBI come

0:52:57.600 --> 0:53:00.560
<v Speaker 1>knocking on the door, and as they ain't doing a

0:53:00.640 --> 0:53:06.239
<v Speaker 1>wellness check right they already having, it's really is how

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<v Speaker 1>big of all, how deeper of a whole are you

0:53:08.840 --> 0:53:11.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna dig yourself in? It shocked all of us. And

0:53:11.719 --> 0:53:15.360
<v Speaker 1>it shocked is Even more is the time that he

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<v Speaker 1>received and what he had to do and what he

0:53:18.680 --> 0:53:23.239
<v Speaker 1>went through. It was really surreal. And he living here

0:53:23.280 --> 0:53:26.759
<v Speaker 1>in Charlotte. We were getting a lot of information because

0:53:26.800 --> 0:53:29.920
<v Speaker 1>it ain't none but three hours away. So as they say,

0:53:30.000 --> 0:53:31.960
<v Speaker 1>the streets were talking, there was a lot of stories

0:53:32.000 --> 0:53:34.359
<v Speaker 1>out there that good, batterer and different. I don't really

0:53:34.880 --> 0:53:38.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I didn't really listen to them, because hell

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<v Speaker 1>that the same stories you could say about a ton

0:53:41.040 --> 0:53:44.520
<v Speaker 1>of different people, right, being a football player, uh is

0:53:44.560 --> 0:53:48.920
<v Speaker 1>no different or being an athlete, celebrities, entertainers no different

0:53:49.320 --> 0:53:53.960
<v Speaker 1>than anybody else's life. The only the only difference is

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<v Speaker 1>you get to see our lives on fold in front

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<v Speaker 1>of a camera. The question is if we followed you

0:53:58.560 --> 0:54:02.040
<v Speaker 1>around with a camera twenty five, what will we find?

0:54:02.800 --> 0:54:06.040
<v Speaker 1>And people forget that? You know? So so before you

0:54:06.120 --> 0:54:12.000
<v Speaker 1>get your before you get your threes, smooth stones, you know,

0:54:12.440 --> 0:54:18.040
<v Speaker 1>get get them skeletons at yours. So that was really cool.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope you enjoy it. Um, but also no, there's

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<v Speaker 1>two parts of that, parts of coming up. Yes, and

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<v Speaker 1>there's even it's even more so. I love it. Cut

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