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Speaker 1: This Big Bank, DJ Scream and Baby J with the

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Speaker 1: number one podcast in the street, Big Facts, a lot

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Speaker 1: from Revolse Studios and a tailor's time for Big Facts,

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Speaker 1: Big Bank, What Up, Baby J?

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Speaker 2: What Up?

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Speaker 1: DJ Scream? I'm here. J Money has touched down on

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Speaker 1: Big Facts, J Image just a blessing to be on

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Speaker 1: here with childhood people. Man, you just popped, got Big

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Speaker 1: J on the couch. On the couch's in the city.

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Speaker 1: She controlled everything. Really, y'all, don't get that stump. I

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Speaker 1: don't know where y'all going, scream. They know how we

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Speaker 1: come in, you know what I'm saying. I met the

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Speaker 1: nigga through like I been through Short of Load and

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Speaker 1: I Metal legendary, you know what I'm saying. Then it

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Speaker 1: was just like screen like I just liked it. They

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Speaker 1: liked it from the beginning and was guiding me coat

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Speaker 1: like you don't know. They were actually on my management.

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Speaker 1: I told, I said, bro, take the whole management. Don't

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Speaker 1: give it to Gianny. Get him the five percent. He

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Speaker 1: doing shows they like and they so fucking put people in. Ye.

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Speaker 1: We did a lot of time when stopping when.

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Speaker 3: He yeah, because Mike told me, try to do the

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Speaker 3: same shit. Will like, man, I want to go ahead.

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Speaker 1: Nah, y'all you're good. This was I think we just saying.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. What happened with that though stopping?

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Speaker 1: He basically it was on the point of a j

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Speaker 1: I know how to do mixtapes. I know how to

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Speaker 1: do this. I don't want to hold you back not

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Speaker 1: knowing like everything that you need to know. Johnny, that

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Speaker 1: was super real. I don't they were overly real. We

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Speaker 1: do we do best. It was overly real. It was like, damn,

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Speaker 1: y'all took a five percent over fifteen percent just because

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Speaker 1: y'all know. Okay, Johnny don't manage like crime all at

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Speaker 1: that time shouted low. He was like, I think this

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Speaker 1: will work better for you being your manager, and we're

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Speaker 1: just gonna stick to what we're doing. We'll make the

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Speaker 1: five percent for the road managing or whatever whatever. And

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Speaker 1: it was like for me, like then the technical part,

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Speaker 1: it was like when the money came, like when Basics

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Speaker 1: load it came, it kind of like, Okay, we're gonna

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Speaker 1: give them this and we're gonna get Johnny this. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: whoa hold on, they don't do way more work. This

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Speaker 1: is what this ship is four, but see me as

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Speaker 1: being an artist and it's my first time, you know, black, like,

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Speaker 1: we are not prepared for success when we grow up.

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Speaker 1: It's no class to say in school. Okay, you saw

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Speaker 1: exactly how.

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Speaker 4: You wrap that ship.

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Speaker 1: Like, it's no class to say we're preparing them for success. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but it's a moral class though. What's the name of

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Speaker 1: a moral Okay? Yeah, I was. I ain't gonna know

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Speaker 1: what know what the difference is.

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Speaker 4: Like when you like how you just said, they've done

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Speaker 4: way more work than.

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Speaker 1: This get that don't know about that the terms and

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Speaker 1: the numbers and ship at first coming in this ship,

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Speaker 1: but the nigga know what morally, yes, for sure overly

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Speaker 1: you know, and that's what it was. And you know,

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Speaker 1: coming from where we come from, I thought that was

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Speaker 1: the only thing that mattered because it was like they

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Speaker 1: morally feel like my family, right, like not over no

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Speaker 1: business like these nigga there there from day go. So

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Speaker 1: me I was more comfortable. But still I was like,

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Speaker 1: whatever they do, I'm following it. And you know, like

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Speaker 1: thinking back, I'd be like, you know what, that's why

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Speaker 1: God like when you can blame yourself for certain things

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Speaker 1: and got better take accountability when you can do that.

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Speaker 1: God see that that when he opened that door so

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Speaker 1: fast for you, because you got to be the first

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Speaker 1: one to say, hey, I did this before. You give

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Speaker 1: people a chance. So even with screen righting on came,

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Speaker 1: I appreciate every opportunity and anything that Jay Money might

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Speaker 1: have then listened or did the right morally way, like

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Speaker 1: he just said, I apologized because I was moving with

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Speaker 1: a you know, as an artist with all this money.

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Speaker 1: I already had money. You know that from the street

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Speaker 1: we can, but this type of money was different, and

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Speaker 1: it was like, okay, make you just shut shut off

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Speaker 1: and bag up. Sometime this shit get faked, so some

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Speaker 1: people got caught in the wind that then't but you

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Speaker 1: always thank you. Wood Rich supported me through our bank.

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Speaker 1: I don't know you since the Babis the Saren showcases

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Speaker 1: that were in the city. You know that I was

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Speaker 1: a hot boy out underd this and that you know

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Speaker 1: it from coming up. God, you seen kind of my

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Speaker 1: progress from being this to that. And they were like

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Speaker 1: even with you, bro, like when I see you not

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Speaker 1: probably like so proudly, yeah, like because you feel what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was just telling her my my expence.

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Speaker 1: I was telling her on the ride here, Yeah we

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Speaker 1: were married. Yeah we still married. That she that uh

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Speaker 4: Y'all almost jumped y'all almost jumped off.

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Speaker 1: With the clips I had engaged her. Oh, and then

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Speaker 1: we broke up for like a leona ten months it did.

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Speaker 1: And then it was like you know, nigga name starts

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Speaker 1: going crazy and other ships. I was like, man, I

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Speaker 1: don't like being around people. I can't trust her. I

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Speaker 1: was like, damn one thing. She never did it. She

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Speaker 1: never like take from me. Yea god, damn, you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, never like not hit me and do crazy.

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Speaker 1: She does that. She did that, But I told her

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Speaker 1: physically hit you, yeah, like she she's a fighter, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: overly And I wasn't born Like like you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, I can't do that. Ship You're gonna hell no,

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Speaker 1: I don't my grandma and mama right now? Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: Like I want something to listen and I'm gonna take

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Speaker 1: care of the fuck out. I'm not just take care

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Speaker 1: and spoil you and enable you. I'm gonna it's like

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Speaker 1: a class process. Like nigga, I'm invest in your business.

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Speaker 1: Goddamn do this. I'm gonna teach you how to be

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Speaker 1: an entrepreneur and this this twenty twenty five. Yeah, you're

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Speaker 1: working the job. Who are you?

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Speaker 4: I just don't want to have to go to war in.

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Speaker 1: My home, that's it.

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Speaker 4: Yeh.

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Speaker 1: So ex fiance and she cool, like because when I

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Speaker 1: with all this metro ship like she'll be right there.

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Speaker 1: That ain't it. But this is what the folks saying

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Speaker 1: now because she's younger than me. She was twenty eight,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So like she on a TikTok.

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Speaker 1: She only like I don't really be on that sh

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Speaker 1: like I might post something that'd be my problem too,

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Speaker 1: but I got listened to it. So it's like with

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Speaker 1: that process, I can listen to her like, okay, cool,

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Speaker 1: we know the bounds, you know the band. Sometimes she

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Speaker 1: get out of bounds, like motherfucker stole my car. We

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Speaker 1: ain't in no relationship. I'm at the studio, I get

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Speaker 1: home a cook from the bottom of the scene in

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Speaker 1: my apartment that I got when we broke up. I'm

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Speaker 1: just kicking it with you, like me and your friend.

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Speaker 1: I can hold the cup on top of the goddamn

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Speaker 1: saying just badself. I'm like, oh I get that. Oh yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm washing the cup out and just put it back.

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Speaker 1: Oh you're gonna wash her cup out? Hey bro, hey

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Speaker 1: hold it. That's gay wint in no relationship. You have

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Speaker 1: no right to say nothing about what go on in

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Speaker 1: this house right here. No, you're my friend. We friends

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Speaker 1: niggas because niggas calling the fuck out their phone, but

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Speaker 1: not you. I don't like it. I don't like it. Man,

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Speaker 1: this motherfuckers say, I'm finna just go. You're gonna wash

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Speaker 1: her cook? She threw the cook cook on the roof

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Speaker 1: when I walk out my condo. It's you can just

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Speaker 1: see the cook if you walk up, and it's a lone,

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Speaker 1: little strict and covers are reminder. Man, Oh my god.

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Speaker 1: So she in the lead. So I thought she used

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Speaker 1: to be like be like, nah, don't go bad, don't go, Please,

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Speaker 1: don't go, don't leave me. But now I'm like, man, boy,

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Speaker 1: that's what helped me back. Hey bye, he ain't come

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Speaker 1: in and get with this program, Brad. Positiveivity and what

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Speaker 1: you mean when when you hear you back healed you

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Speaker 1: back a lot. When I was because I was, it

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Speaker 1: wasn't saying hurt personally. It was me. It's the kind

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Speaker 1: of person I am, like, if I'm in love, I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna do whatever it takes for you make you happy.

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Speaker 4: First, do you have separational issues?

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Speaker 1: Uh? Sometimes not really, not really not. I don'et got

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Speaker 1: better with him.

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Speaker 4: Most of the niggas do. So it's okay.

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Speaker 1: I did. Yeah, that what I said. Sometimes, like losing

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Speaker 1: my mama, it helped me get better with it because

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Speaker 1: that was like my my mama was my girlfriend.

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Speaker 4: Say that helped you get better or it made.

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Speaker 1: It helped me get better with it because I can't

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Speaker 1: controult I can't be around my mama. So when I

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Speaker 1: got to deal with it, oh okay. Because it was

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Speaker 1: I had like six thousand square feet little house, you know,

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Speaker 1: and Wi's Hollywood. Man. When I tell you, when it

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Speaker 1: first happened, I just was like I didn't even when

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Speaker 1: they first I was on the phone at night and

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Speaker 1: they was like mama. Uh, they was like, Mama fell

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Speaker 1: already been fighting it for like four years in hospital.

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Speaker 1: You know. That's when they're telling y'all like it's.

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Speaker 4: Like getting closer to the end yea.

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Speaker 1: They like it's no, they gonna tell me talking about

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Speaker 1: she just needs to be comfortable right now. I'm like comfortable,

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Speaker 1: like just accept the depth. Like they were like taking

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Speaker 1: wasn't helping. But me as a son, I'm like, I

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Speaker 1: don't want to hear that right right right in right now.

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Speaker 1: And it was like because me, I always wanted to

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Speaker 1: go before my MoMA for sure. So it was like

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Speaker 1: I was on the phone, my sister got damn in

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Speaker 1: l a bro and uh my sister called me. She

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Speaker 1: was like earlier that day she called me, like four

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Speaker 1: hour before that. She like mom was in the living

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Speaker 1: room and fell off her bed. She said, snakes in

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Speaker 1: her bed and look how crazy it is. That morning

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Speaker 1: my mama had called me, was like, because you know

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Speaker 1: that time I had just like paid the house off

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Speaker 1: that was like eighty three thousand. I had bought her

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Speaker 1: the new escalator trying and the butterier things didn't matter.

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Speaker 1: So my mama little I always did for my mom.

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Speaker 1: You know, I had one them kind of mom where

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Speaker 1: you she she ain't playing. I bought out at the

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Speaker 1: parking Lot concert. It was like about six thousand people

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Speaker 1: out there. Yeah, Zachly remember she said, my mama just

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Speaker 1: like walked out like hey man, it's my mama. The

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Speaker 1: doctor gate and it was just like just on past

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Speaker 1: four years that were teaching me how to to be

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Speaker 1: a better man and better father to my daughters, a

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Speaker 1: better son. So it was like all that it once

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Speaker 1: and then then I got that call she like mama said,

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Speaker 1: snakes in her bed. I'm like, snakes her bed. She

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Speaker 1: was like, man, she felt like it really was snakes

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. What change? What changed that day?

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Speaker 1: I don't know about yild but I ain't crying. No,

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Speaker 1: you really tend to get Oh my god, where you

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Speaker 1: But you're still normal, You're still regularly you're gonna make mistakes.

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Speaker 1: introduced me to my friend Andrewlie the Korean in twenty eighteen.

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Speaker 2: Like Man.

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Speaker 1: By the end of twenty nineteen, Man I had not

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Speaker 1: went on a little spurt. I ain't see him for

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Speaker 1: like five months, six month, bro, I went back like

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Speaker 1: I do is with him, like okay, like he trades

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Speaker 1: We can pay you only in our coin, but you

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Speaker 1: How many people do we know that to say I

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Speaker 1: do that, I believe that. And we're not saying that.

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Speaker 1: We know Jay and my coin gonna ever be worth money?

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Speaker 1: Right he was saying the big coin, He's gonna pick coin.

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Speaker 1: Remember when big coin first, peoples talking about two thousand

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Speaker 1: and eleven, yep, like twelve thirteen, Yeah, twelve thirteen, when

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Speaker 1: to us. You know, we all said the same thing. Yeah, no,

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Speaker 1: basically what I'm saying. So you don't want to buy it,

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Speaker 1: would you go work for it for free? Now? Yeah? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: thank you?

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Speaker 2: And he did.

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Speaker 1: He believed he's a he's a innovator. He's a believer. Man. Man.

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Speaker 1: When I tell you, hey, look, I'm so gangst like

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Speaker 1: nigga fuck, Nigga's on the block, which or this and that?

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Speaker 1: Hey man? This real friends stand up like like get

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Speaker 1: what started from what me and screen and created? Shay money.

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Speaker 1: He's a big family in l A as well, big

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Speaker 1: but he was asking about me. Hey, man, I wanted

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Speaker 1: I had to let you meet Black.

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Speaker 2: What's up, blessed man? Let me get some of that

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Speaker 1: J Why Jake, that's hey, that's what we need to

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Speaker 1: get with us on VP that net. I can't wait. Oh,

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Speaker 1: that's what we need to get. I can't wait. You know,

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Speaker 1: is the colture. I had to call you were talking

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Speaker 1: about you, bro, telling him like he was working so

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Speaker 5: We done heard about you, like seriously, like in his eyes,

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Speaker 1: If I cried, he'll cry whenever you old that thing

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Speaker 1: about Mama sometime might be crying this nigga cried.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, because he understands.

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Speaker 1: The day my mama we found new Ma out there

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Speaker 1: Ardie already Color McGregor manager came over there. Did had

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Speaker 2: So she mask you. So did you feel like what

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Speaker 2: Ain't nobody fucking with me?

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Speaker 1: Because you said that earlier, like you felt like it

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Speaker 2: What I'm saying, What was the moment they like you

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Speaker 1: Right here? Uh, right before God worked right here? I

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Speaker 1: Yeah, my damn, my whole ship. What I had a

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Speaker 1: surgery called clem ship.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the open your whole chests up. I was like,

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Speaker 1: we was getting ready to go to the Bedly Centem

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Speaker 1: before we get on our plane. And I was standing

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Speaker 1: tripping bro my friend. He always be like, man, you

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Speaker 1: wearing all that jewelry all the time, every time you

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Speaker 1: and that. So seeing out there Rogers sitting out there

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Speaker 1: Don't sit out there for a minute. Give her time

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Speaker 1: I'm sitting now, here's something hit the call the top

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Speaker 1: though I'm looking at that condo. I could walk there too, sick.

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Speaker 1: And here's something hit be cause I get out walking

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Speaker 2: So I don't know.

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Speaker 1: Let me pull my ass in the girl, let me

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00:21:34,119 --> 00:21:35,880
Speaker 1: got them go ahead, till she ready got there. We're

432
00:21:35,880 --> 00:21:40,040
Speaker 1: gonna wait together. Pull it in the grug. Boom. As

433
00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:42,000
Speaker 1: soon as I pulled the grug, I'm on fucking face

434
00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:44,399
Speaker 1: rule no one when you move and you know you're

435
00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:46,120
Speaker 1: having store, go on, don't be on your face time.

436
00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:48,640
Speaker 1: I'm not paying attention if you're on a high way

437
00:21:49,119 --> 00:21:52,680
Speaker 1: phone period. Yes nothing, yes, yes, for sure, keep like

438
00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:54,960
Speaker 1: especially if you that that guy and you know we

439
00:21:55,160 --> 00:21:58,040
Speaker 1: we chose his life to be hot topics. We chose

440
00:21:58,119 --> 00:22:00,200
Speaker 1: his life to be the target. You you know what

441
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying. We chose so you know, black, we had

442
00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:04,320
Speaker 1: to learned a certain way how to move that seem

443
00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:06,200
Speaker 1: like growing up trapping. I don't show a nigga where

444
00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:07,880
Speaker 1: you spied at a you know what I'm saying.

445
00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 4: That they cars and you know what I'm saying, it was.

446
00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:14,679
Speaker 1: It's a commandment. So I gotta I went against the commandments.

447
00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:20,280
Speaker 1: Loose on the phone, on face time, head down, I'm parking,

448
00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,200
Speaker 1: bo Why I'm on face time this and that. As

449
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:27,760
Speaker 1: soon as I opened the dope, nigga right there in

450
00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:32,880
Speaker 1: your garage. Yeah, in La, they got in the garage

451
00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:37,720
Speaker 1: because how it was like you could god damn like

452
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:42,680
Speaker 1: it's only a little fucking thing. Yeah yeah, yeah, it

453
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:44,879
Speaker 1: ain't like how Atlanta all the ones that matter they

454
00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:49,040
Speaker 1: someone man this ship hot for real, nigga, the mother

455
00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:52,760
Speaker 1: with room. Now when I had glass all around that

456
00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:55,240
Speaker 1: bitch from the bedroom to the living room, like all

457
00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:57,920
Speaker 1: around that beach glass. Like even in the bedroom, you

458
00:22:57,960 --> 00:22:59,479
Speaker 1: see the same shit you see in the living room.

459
00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:01,359
Speaker 1: You know how to spot that you got it's like

460
00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:03,760
Speaker 1: that all around the nicest fu two bedroom, big space.

461
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,600
Speaker 1: I think want like seven thous like seven thousand for

462
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:10,119
Speaker 1: that bit you much so the security should have been

463
00:23:10,160 --> 00:23:15,119
Speaker 1: way better. But lost Oh no, god good what like

464
00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:18,200
Speaker 1: man so in the case over man like they you know,

465
00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:23,239
Speaker 1: uh all the yeah, no, the a lot of money. Man,

466
00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:25,639
Speaker 1: the fuck got like real ta thank god that was

467
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:27,679
Speaker 1: And that's something I ain't gonna lie look at when

468
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:29,320
Speaker 1: its time said, when I wanted to give up, but

469
00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:34,200
Speaker 1: I got shot bro Uh long story short, nigga got damn.

470
00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:38,080
Speaker 1: They took my watch, took three cubans from me, I

471
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:42,280
Speaker 1: mean two q in a spaghetti chain and uh it

472
00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:44,680
Speaker 1: was one bracelet. Now they didn't even get the bracelet.

473
00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,280
Speaker 1: That's what caused the problem. They couldn't get the bracelet

474
00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,719
Speaker 1: that I had just got from Peter Marco and Bebel Hill.

475
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:54,040
Speaker 1: You got damn you try to smash that motherfucker to

476
00:23:54,119 --> 00:23:55,840
Speaker 1: open it. But I used to have to have my

477
00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:59,200
Speaker 1: ex fiance goddamn do like this to open it and

478
00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:01,399
Speaker 1: ship like it take cut and it takes come minute

479
00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:02,960
Speaker 1: like me, if I try to do it, I can't

480
00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:04,320
Speaker 1: get it off. It was that because you know this

481
00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:06,600
Speaker 1: hand when I came out the coma like it was

482
00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:08,320
Speaker 1: just oh at this time, wasn't in your hands. So

483
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:11,159
Speaker 1: I couldn't even do it before then the hand, But

484
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 1: so the nigga trying to take it off thinking I'm playing.

485
00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:17,240
Speaker 1: I don't want to take it off, like man, you

486
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,960
Speaker 1: don't take their breas so I'm gonna kill or man,

487
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:21,960
Speaker 1: I just don't know what in my brain it was

488
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:25,639
Speaker 1: just like you know how a Lambo truck, right, you

489
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:28,600
Speaker 1: know how the Lambo truck got when you tap the yeah,

490
00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:31,280
Speaker 1: you know how to jump out of that rolls Royce is,

491
00:24:31,640 --> 00:24:34,280
Speaker 1: I don't give if it's a twenty twenty five. The

492
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,600
Speaker 1: way they mold us set up, you know how it

493
00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:40,240
Speaker 1: gonna you never know, like you're in the rose Rs

494
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 1: and you hit that start, but it ain't like it's

495
00:24:44,359 --> 00:24:46,720
Speaker 1: not cranking up, but it's just like that, you know

496
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:54,240
Speaker 1: that instant. Yeah, this motherfucker I'm hitting, I hit the button.

497
00:24:55,880 --> 00:25:01,200
Speaker 1: I gotta wake that and that they still cost it

498
00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:04,520
Speaker 1: for the gun. The gun goes for my head so

499
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 1: like right here, so by me pulling off because kid,

500
00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:11,720
Speaker 1: like God, if he thought I was playing rut the bracelet,

501
00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:15,560
Speaker 1: then I'm like shot man, I got like seventy thousand

502
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:17,800
Speaker 1: hall up in the book, back behind it down, that

503
00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 1: had it your I don't give If y'all ain't get

504
00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:21,560
Speaker 1: the money, I can have all this shit I want.

505
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:27,480
Speaker 1: My best friend were making money. Man, that motherfucker hit

506
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:35,280
Speaker 1: me right here. Look right there it go in and

507
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:39,040
Speaker 1: right there go through my chest. Ship they go through

508
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:44,000
Speaker 1: my chest. They cut everything open like Nigga had the

509
00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:46,160
Speaker 1: worst art surgeon you can have. It's called clem share.

510
00:25:46,200 --> 00:25:50,600
Speaker 1: It's a one percent of our then, but I put

511
00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:53,639
Speaker 1: gun first, bro like it was like, but I was

512
00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:55,399
Speaker 1: mad at gun from losing my mama.

513
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:56,639
Speaker 2: So it was like.

514
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:03,520
Speaker 1: I didn't get cleared inside, got in that coma. Okay,

515
00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 1: I ain't get clarity, like like the reason of why

516
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 1: my mama left early. You know, I want them nigga, Like, God,

517
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:15,840
Speaker 1: my mama served you, like that's all I know is

518
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:19,200
Speaker 1: you because of her, Why she lived to see sixth State.

519
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:23,200
Speaker 1: Any other nigga, Mama seventy nine eighty smoke weed, drink

520
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:28,359
Speaker 1: because fundicade all the time. Mama used to call it,

521
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 1: what that's shacking up. Uh, she ain't even be shacking

522
00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:34,119
Speaker 1: up in hell with no girl being married. And she

523
00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:36,239
Speaker 1: really lives by it. Like any nigga if I ever

524
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:40,200
Speaker 1: seen him, she ended up about to marry and it

525
00:26:40,280 --> 00:26:42,399
Speaker 1: was like damn. But when I was in that coma,

526
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:45,800
Speaker 1: bro like that flat line. Three times. While I was

527
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:48,480
Speaker 1: in that coma, my mama was at a whole trip,

528
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:53,119
Speaker 1: like we're going fish and we going to uh turkey

529
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:56,040
Speaker 1: there because she loved turkey there. But I never got

530
00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:59,480
Speaker 1: a chance to take her to one in Houston. Boom

531
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:05,520
Speaker 1: Turkey hunt. Y'all got a water too, Yeah yeah, uh yeah,

532
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:09,240
Speaker 1: turculate hunt. Like we're doing stuff every day, like every day,

533
00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:12,640
Speaker 1: like we just like going fishing. Appreciate it. We're going fishing,

534
00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:14,840
Speaker 1: We're doing like all of that. You know what I'm saying.

535
00:27:16,119 --> 00:27:19,639
Speaker 1: And I'm like, damn, okay, I didn't even know at

536
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 1: the time. While we were doing what we're doing. I

537
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,399
Speaker 1: ain't no, I ain't know. I was in a coma.

538
00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:28,720
Speaker 1: Ain't You ain't gonna know that if somebody say that

539
00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:30,720
Speaker 1: maybe their experiences, I ain't gonna say they line.

540
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:32,440
Speaker 2: But maybe would it be like when you're in coma,

541
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:33,159
Speaker 2: like you just sleep.

542
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 1: No, Broen, you wake up. You just woke up from

543
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:42,240
Speaker 1: the last thing you remember. It almost like just life

544
00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:43,720
Speaker 1: was going on and it was like it was a

545
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,879
Speaker 1: little bit better. So yours what you remember?

546
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 2: Bro?

547
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: For me? Gambling? Like I used to go, like to

548
00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:54,320
Speaker 1: play poker, I just going night played poker.

549
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:56,960
Speaker 5: So you're seeing basically you're saying that you're seeing it's

550
00:27:56,960 --> 00:27:59,000
Speaker 5: a dream. It's like you're doing all of this but

551
00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:01,359
Speaker 5: you're not really doing it, like like.

552
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 1: Some out of body and NFL and it's so real, man, bro.

553
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,440
Speaker 1: I actually used to come I imagine. I used to

554
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:10,600
Speaker 1: get on the hotel. I used to get on the

555
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,920
Speaker 1: elevator in the hotel wherever I'm staying at, whatever this

556
00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 1: hotel is. It was uh Mary j Blood like Hesha

557
00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:20,920
Speaker 1: cold and somebody else to Roger or somebody like that.

558
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,520
Speaker 1: I used to see them like every time I get

559
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 1: on the.

560
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:26,480
Speaker 4: So it's like fucking ran Claud's boom boom room type ship.

561
00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:29,880
Speaker 1: That too, And you got thinking about the personal time

562
00:28:30,240 --> 00:28:32,320
Speaker 1: like with my mom, let me get that cold on,

563
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 1: thank you bo and the times what like times were

564
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 1: like my mom and like yeah, fishing, talking with her, riding.

565
00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:46,560
Speaker 1: I used to imagine me, used to like me going

566
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:49,680
Speaker 1: to my I was it was it the condo side

567
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 1: on the hotel or whatever it was. I don't know.

568
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: I used to imagine like going there every night. I

569
00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:58,320
Speaker 1: see my fiance at the time, like just like on

570
00:28:58,480 --> 00:29:01,200
Speaker 1: her computer or some but her head never would be

571
00:29:01,400 --> 00:29:04,560
Speaker 1: up for real. It'd be like some blond hair type shit,

572
00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:09,200
Speaker 1: but it's her hacking nobody tattoos and stuff, and it

573
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:13,200
Speaker 1: was like what the fuck? But it wasn't. It was

574
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:18,320
Speaker 1: almost like I didn't know. I had some scared moments. Oh,

575
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:21,360
Speaker 1: I had scared moments, though I had moments so like

576
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:23,760
Speaker 1: I don't know I was. I was even scared to

577
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 1: say this to my people when I woke up, like

578
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: thinking like I cheated. It was experience so real. But

579
00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:32,000
Speaker 1: I was at a hotel right and I was with

580
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:33,560
Speaker 1: this girl. But I don't know why I know this

581
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 1: girl from but I know I remember having my past

582
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:38,480
Speaker 1: from somewhere that it wasn't good, and I'm in the

583
00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:40,760
Speaker 1: whole They got my whole hotel bed. Like the security

584
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:43,479
Speaker 1: guard come into the room checking on me, like, hey man,

585
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,520
Speaker 1: I'm on shift and I know you like can this,

586
00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:46,960
Speaker 1: so I'm gonna be get you some can in from

587
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:49,000
Speaker 1: the store and bring it back. And they got like

588
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 1: a nurse that's at this hotel. I don't know how

589
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:53,080
Speaker 1: the fucking nurse got here and work on this shift,

590
00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:56,720
Speaker 1: but it was that, and it was like every time,

591
00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,240
Speaker 1: like when they all leave, it was like something was suffering.

592
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:00,960
Speaker 1: I was seeing like my by the rate go down

593
00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:03,719
Speaker 1: because it's like a little thing that when I woke up,

594
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: I seen it was this, But in this coma, it

595
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:08,880
Speaker 1: was like I'd be kicking my feet on the bed

596
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:11,120
Speaker 1: trying to get the girl attention to show that I

597
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 1: couldn't move my hand to press my medicine. But because

598
00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:17,040
Speaker 1: I'm thinking it was like in my dream. In my coma,

599
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,680
Speaker 1: it was hit phones wrapped around my wrist. But when

600
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:22,200
Speaker 1: I woke up, I was shocked it was a handcuff

601
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:26,120
Speaker 1: because you know, uh, you know in that coma you

602
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,800
Speaker 1: have spurts, yeah, and they don't want you to grab

603
00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:30,880
Speaker 1: that ship and like pull it out. Yeah, if it

604
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,960
Speaker 1: wasn't handcuve, it was a strap, you know, restraints, they

605
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:37,320
Speaker 1: put restraints on that on this one't moving no way.

606
00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:39,200
Speaker 1: So then like none of my feeling and it's arm

607
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,200
Speaker 1: at first when I woke up, even moving it off

608
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:44,600
Speaker 1: like that, she had to kick back in because the

609
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:47,160
Speaker 1: back bullet when it went through hit here, hit my heart.

610
00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 1: It took it pierced my heart. So luckily they was

611
00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:52,480
Speaker 1: able to just suit you that which is stitches, put

612
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:55,320
Speaker 1: stitches on, like close it up, because that's what the

613
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:58,680
Speaker 1: main problem me was. The bullet hit my heart, so

614
00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:02,000
Speaker 1: blood all and here, like you looked on the sain Yell.

615
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,080
Speaker 1: It was a little blood like when they cut my

616
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 1: shirt off, like you'll see like the blood on my

617
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: t shirt. But all the shit was in here. That's

618
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:10,440
Speaker 1: why they had to hurry up and get me there.

619
00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:13,040
Speaker 1: They was like, because that's just like having fluid, yeah,

620
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,400
Speaker 1: and yeah worse yeah, because and it's blood and it's

621
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,520
Speaker 1: the heart so and every time it pumped, it's pumping

622
00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:22,320
Speaker 1: the blood out into my lungs and everything else. So

623
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,680
Speaker 1: they had to cut like thirty percent of my lung

624
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 1: like not even when I smoke like I definitely can't

625
00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: smoke like and hit some my my lung can't take

626
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: it like that. And then it went through that and

627
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:35,240
Speaker 1: hit this and hit this one. It kipt all the

628
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:38,600
Speaker 1: nerves like all the art, like all them like so

629
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,719
Speaker 1: some kind of they put a stint in my right shoulder.

630
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 1: So let me ask you.

631
00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:45,920
Speaker 3: Something basically what you're saying. When you're in a coma,

632
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 3: you're just dreaming basically, right, But your dream feel like

633
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 3: reality because you laying you thinking you're laying in a hotel,

634
00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:54,240
Speaker 3: but you know you're in hospital.

635
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

636
00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:57,520
Speaker 1: No, I didn't. I didn't know I was in the hospital.

637
00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:00,160
Speaker 3: I'm saying you not knowing it. But your son up

638
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:03,480
Speaker 3: conscious know you in the hospital. You don't know because

639
00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:05,840
Speaker 3: you was already up. You know what I'm saying, Like

640
00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 3: you gotta think like this, how I'm seeing it, like hm,

641
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 3: as you're talking is like save when I'm sleep, I

642
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 3: kind of know what's going on.

643
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:15,880
Speaker 1: I'm sleep in real life.

644
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:19,160
Speaker 2: I'm just being real.

645
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 1: To go to the bathroom, I can feel like but

646
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 1: you know you can get to work and you know

647
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,120
Speaker 1: you're finna go back to sleep. Though see this. The

648
00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:30,760
Speaker 1: only difference is it's so read ADT T bro no,

649
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,640
Speaker 1: because I could, I can get her right here. I

650
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:37,840
Speaker 1: was even afraid to tell her that my I was

651
00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:40,760
Speaker 1: at a I really thought I was at a whotel.

652
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 1: What another lady. I was afraid you tell the girl

653
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:45,880
Speaker 1: I was with at the time, the one I call

654
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 1: ex fiancee. I was afraid to bring this subject up though.

655
00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:51,880
Speaker 1: Oh so you're saying like it really happened. Yes, I

656
00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:54,040
Speaker 1: thought this shit really happened, not that I Oh I

657
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:54,920
Speaker 1: was sleeping, I know.

658
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 5: So do you think that it was maybe like the

659
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 5: pain meta saying that they had you one that was

660
00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:02,440
Speaker 5: making you annallucinate?

661
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 4: Oh?

662
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:06,240
Speaker 5: Man, because did they what what kind of paying medicine

663
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:07,320
Speaker 5: did they have you on? Did they have you on

664
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:08,760
Speaker 5: like morphine or fenon.

665
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:10,960
Speaker 1: Alor something like that. I don't know, like I guess

666
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:13,280
Speaker 1: in the coma whatever. I don't know what they were

667
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:16,120
Speaker 1: giving me while I was in the coma, like because

668
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,520
Speaker 1: like like they was coming back and for like my

669
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:20,560
Speaker 1: sister in my HB, they were coming up there every

670
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:24,920
Speaker 1: day watching me sleep. Damn there just watching me. They said,

671
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:29,320
Speaker 1: sometimes might jerk and my feet might move. Yeah, but

672
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:31,440
Speaker 1: it was like for the whole twenty eight days, like

673
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:35,200
Speaker 1: I didn't know like and when I tell you, br

674
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:38,480
Speaker 1: it's felt so reality, to the point where I was

675
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:40,880
Speaker 1: afraid to even bring this up to her and ask her, like,

676
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:44,440
Speaker 1: how the hell did I get You know what I'm saying.

677
00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:46,880
Speaker 2: Saying, you'll pull a move in because ain't did.

678
00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it was like I ain't no like but

679
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:53,200
Speaker 1: that it was crazy. Yeah, it was crazy. So but

680
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:57,160
Speaker 1: answer your question about like it was this moment like

681
00:33:57,400 --> 00:33:59,600
Speaker 1: right before this is like it was like maybe October

682
00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:02,760
Speaker 1: novemb but I started getting real reality. Shiit. I had

683
00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:04,520
Speaker 1: like me and my best friend at time. He was

684
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 1: going through a lot. I was going through a lot.

685
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:09,200
Speaker 1: I had just got out of Call my head just

686
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:12,719
Speaker 1: beat cancer. I had caught cancer, like four months after

687
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:17,520
Speaker 1: my mom passed. I caught cancl skin cancer. I had

688
00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,719
Speaker 1: this man. I was in LA and I had this

689
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:21,360
Speaker 1: doctor to look at this little bump. It was like

690
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,920
Speaker 1: to start off at that's smart. And when I tell you,

691
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:25,800
Speaker 1: he my best friend was like, man, you need to

692
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:27,640
Speaker 1: go to the doctor. I'm like, no, man, I got

693
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:30,400
Speaker 1: the dude little pumps doctor. He gonna see all the

694
00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:32,960
Speaker 1: celebrities Chris brown all them. I got him pulling up

695
00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 1: and he like, it's just an extra skin. That's what

696
00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,520
Speaker 1: he told me. So, you know, skin, let me try

697
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:42,400
Speaker 1: to pop that motherfuckerin up, having girls try to do

698
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:44,359
Speaker 1: it all that shit. Bro, shit start getting so big.

699
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:48,160
Speaker 1: Shit got so big. That's when it became a cancer.

700
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 1: As I didn't know it started as that because he

701
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:53,439
Speaker 1: said it started. And man, this ship was so big

702
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:56,800
Speaker 1: on my back. I got a big ass, well on

703
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,360
Speaker 1: my back took my back though too. I got a

704
00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 1: big ass I mean not far as I'm talking far

705
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:11,880
Speaker 1: as cart I look at it like blessing. Yeah, like

706
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:13,879
Speaker 1: I look ship, I well my shirt off. I don't

707
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 1: care like my blessed my tattoo. So because God showed

708
00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:20,200
Speaker 1: me something different than I had to go through some

709
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:21,960
Speaker 1: things I had to learn. Maybe I had to go

710
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,800
Speaker 1: through it even with that coma when I saw I

711
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:26,240
Speaker 1: was mad at God. At the end of the coma,

712
00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:30,960
Speaker 1: my mama was walking away and were like like, how

713
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:32,320
Speaker 1: me and you are here? Like, bro, I'm gonna go

714
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,359
Speaker 1: bro see you later. Broa go that whay, you gotta

715
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 1: go your way. I'm trying to go with her. My

716
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,400
Speaker 1: body and that one let me move and I'm like, mom,

717
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:40,960
Speaker 1: what you going what?

718
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:41,520
Speaker 2: She like?

719
00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 1: She gave me that look like you know how that

720
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:47,640
Speaker 1: Mama say that give you that look like don't don't

721
00:35:47,719 --> 00:35:51,879
Speaker 1: keep questioning me. Yeah, I mean what I'm saying, like yeah,

722
00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:56,200
Speaker 1: that that look and I'm like, mom, with you like

723
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:01,359
Speaker 1: but my body couldn't move. It was like instantly I'm

724
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:03,120
Speaker 1: like damn, so it hit me all over again. I'm

725
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:05,640
Speaker 1: not finnah see my mama boom.

726
00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:07,399
Speaker 2: Lt.

727
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:10,759
Speaker 1: I know I woke up the coming so I woke

728
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 1: up crying. They was they had I guess they told

729
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 1: they had told Like man, if you said my sister them,

730
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:18,840
Speaker 1: I had woke up crying that. I woke up crying

731
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:21,560
Speaker 1: and I ain't know what they had. I seen my

732
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:25,239
Speaker 1: sister and them together. I'm like, whoa, they aint used

733
00:36:25,239 --> 00:36:27,880
Speaker 1: to like each other. Oh okay that there was a smile.

734
00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:29,759
Speaker 1: It was just like that right here. Because I need

735
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,680
Speaker 1: to see something familiar. Ye ain't you know what I'm saying, Like,

736
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:36,479
Speaker 1: I ain't see nothing familiar. Last I know, I got ship.

737
00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:38,239
Speaker 1: I'm sinking I got shot at something. I see it.

738
00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:41,680
Speaker 1: I'm waking up this ship like whoa, I got tubes

739
00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:44,360
Speaker 1: everywhere my whole chest. At this time, chicks had just

740
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:45,880
Speaker 1: been cut over less than a month. You know what

741
00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:48,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying, three weeks ago, my whole ship wide open.

742
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:52,359
Speaker 1: I can't move. I'm like, I can't even write, can't talk.

743
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,960
Speaker 1: I got some ship in my mouth because you know,

744
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:57,239
Speaker 1: when you're in that comany put that if he and

745
00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 1: two all the way down through you, that it goes, Yeah,

746
00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:04,080
Speaker 1: it goes straight to your stomach like the loan too.

747
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,719
Speaker 1: Like when they take it out, you gotta cause they

748
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:08,879
Speaker 1: put it like through your nose and put it all

749
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 1: the way down. Man that mother, bro, it ain't hurt

750
00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:15,600
Speaker 1: coming out sometime, like you gotta every time they pull,

751
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:18,920
Speaker 1: you gotta just take a deep bro, pull deep, bro.

752
00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 1: You gotta do that five times. Then it comes coming

753
00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:25,480
Speaker 1: from all the way out there. So and then you

754
00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 1: when they take it out, you still can't talk like

755
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:29,360
Speaker 1: that because your throat, that ship in your throat for

756
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:34,920
Speaker 1: so long your throat sores them up like it's super sore. Man. Bro,

757
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:38,000
Speaker 1: Oh my god, look I told it. Look the little

758
00:37:38,560 --> 00:37:42,879
Speaker 1: the little uh nurse dude. He's just trying to act

759
00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:46,400
Speaker 1: out extra bro, Like I'm begging a nigga down there

760
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:48,200
Speaker 1: for a piece of ice like he got like the

761
00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:49,800
Speaker 1: doctor even told him like, yeah, he can get on

762
00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:51,440
Speaker 1: the ice died. He tried to give me like a

763
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,000
Speaker 1: little half a couple. When I tell you I was

764
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: I would have paid thirty thousand dollars for that little

765
00:37:55,600 --> 00:37:58,560
Speaker 1: piece of ice. On God that I probably have paid

766
00:37:58,600 --> 00:38:01,759
Speaker 1: more at that moment. I would have paid a hundred

767
00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,960
Speaker 1: thousand two cold full cups of ice because you know,

768
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,279
Speaker 1: they can't give us liquids hit because like I throw

769
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:09,920
Speaker 1: it in a van then I choke off of it.

770
00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 1: So the only thing they could do is that you

771
00:38:12,239 --> 00:38:14,880
Speaker 1: put ice in your mouth. And he didn't want to

772
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:17,480
Speaker 1: let me get it. But I learned then, bro, Like

773
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:22,920
Speaker 1: this is why God took my mama. Wow, what do

774
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:26,120
Speaker 1: you mean by that? She saved my life. The surgery

775
00:38:26,239 --> 00:38:29,040
Speaker 1: add is a one percent so however rate around the world.

776
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 1: You can google it. Crim shehall throw optomy, google it.

777
00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 1: My mama had to fight for me. My mama had

778
00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:38,800
Speaker 1: to stand that ship to get I see what you're saying.

779
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:42,440
Speaker 1: She even when even before she died, she was like

780
00:38:42,560 --> 00:38:45,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, mam, want to be here with you, No,

781
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 1: you better go down there with me. You better go

782
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:49,719
Speaker 1: down to do your work. That's how you're gonna take

783
00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:52,640
Speaker 1: care of the family we had. You know what I'm saying,

784
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:54,600
Speaker 1: That's where I'll come back to my best friend. Well,

785
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 1: he gave me position, gave me life and perfect Well.

786
00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 1: Even my mom like, now you go down now you're

787
00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:02,080
Speaker 1: doing you gotta go do your work. Even him, he like, man,

788
00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 1: go with your mom. He's like back and forth. I'm like, bro,

789
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 1: I gotta listen to my mama on this one. Mama said,

790
00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:09,440
Speaker 1: I need to be down here working for the family.

791
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:11,759
Speaker 1: She she said one time, like remember I told her

792
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 1: she's so blunt. What you want to just see me

793
00:39:14,600 --> 00:39:19,960
Speaker 1: that watch me die? I'm like, whoa, why don't say

794
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:21,879
Speaker 1: that you ain't going no well, because I still don't

795
00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 1: want to sept even when she's on hospitals, I ain't

796
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:27,520
Speaker 1: want to up. She called me the morning before she passed,

797
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:31,760
Speaker 1: not not the morning she called me the day before

798
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:34,320
Speaker 1: she passed, because the whole day went through. Then that

799
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 1: next morning she uh, she was like, you're just so

800
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:40,560
Speaker 1: sweet baby. She was like, your heart you just did.

801
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,200
Speaker 1: She was like, my mama just loved you. Don't change.

802
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:46,239
Speaker 1: I'm just so proud of you, and who I just

803
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:48,800
Speaker 1: love you and I'm like, my wife's talking like this,

804
00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:50,400
Speaker 1: She's like, well, I ain't feel I'm finna leave in

805
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:53,919
Speaker 1: a minute. So then I think about it, how people

806
00:39:54,040 --> 00:40:00,879
Speaker 1: die unexpectedly and terror. Fuck. You can't say scared terror,

807
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:05,080
Speaker 1: because man, how terrified you with somebody right there about

808
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:08,000
Speaker 1: to blow your head up, somebody about to stab you

809
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:10,239
Speaker 1: up and against in the middle of you against that.

810
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:12,399
Speaker 1: I felt that type of shit, you know what I'm saying.

811
00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:15,160
Speaker 1: And it ain't. It ain't called scar, It's called terror.

812
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:20,360
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. My mama I had a

813
00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:23,800
Speaker 1: luxury of dying in the house she paid that she

814
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:27,000
Speaker 1: worked hard for on herself. You know what I'm saying.

815
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:29,680
Speaker 1: Because we asked God. We asked God for things, but

816
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:31,800
Speaker 1: we don't even be thankful for the things that God do.

817
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:35,400
Speaker 1: That was a blessing in itself right there. You know

818
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:38,120
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. My mama didn't fall off no building

819
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:42,319
Speaker 1: and then suffocated, lost her brother. Could nigga no think

820
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:46,080
Speaker 1: about drowning? How crazy I feel drowning. So, Matt, somebody

821
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:48,280
Speaker 1: fall from a building, they're not gonna die on impact.

822
00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:51,000
Speaker 1: They they don't die for they got there that win

823
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:54,280
Speaker 1: and choked them and suffocated them. They boom, They gone,

824
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:57,640
Speaker 1: that's that's bad. So I had to be appreciative for that.

825
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:00,680
Speaker 1: And it was this moment, bro Well, I kind of

826
00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 1: was getting out of that little little relationship I was

827
00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 1: saying about like we were kind of not seeing out

828
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 1: of I ain't gonna say that we weren't see it

829
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:09,279
Speaker 1: out of earth. And then just a lot of things

830
00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:11,120
Speaker 1: because I was more or less not I had so

831
00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:15,120
Speaker 1: much trauma built around this shit. You feel me Like

832
00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:18,080
Speaker 1: I just lost my mama. I met her like four

833
00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:21,839
Speaker 1: months later. I just lost my mama boom. Right after

834
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 1: I lost my mom, I lost my best friend little

835
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:25,439
Speaker 1: see like three months later. Then I lost a little

836
00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:30,640
Speaker 1: new two months after that. Then I caught cansel. So

837
00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:33,520
Speaker 1: I after like seven months, I lost my mama died.

838
00:41:33,560 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: I lost two good, great people close to me being

839
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:39,839
Speaker 1: knowing them forever, caught Cancel Boom. I like to pass out.

840
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:43,520
Speaker 1: I'm in the shower in like December twenty one, right

841
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,520
Speaker 1: after my mom died. I passed out in the shower.

842
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:49,520
Speaker 1: The little thing had done got so big on my back,

843
00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:53,960
Speaker 1: like when it started bleeding. Bro It, Man, when I

844
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:59,759
Speaker 1: tell you we can get full comforters three sheets how

845
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:03,680
Speaker 1: my ship still bled through all that shit and still

846
00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:06,680
Speaker 1: made it to the mattress. How much blood I had

847
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,480
Speaker 1: fucking lost, And my dumb ass think like, if I'm

848
00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:12,640
Speaker 1: thinking science, I should know, like you just lost all

849
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:15,520
Speaker 1: this blood. You need to be at the hospital. Then

850
00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:17,160
Speaker 1: I laid then when I tell you, after I passed

851
00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:18,719
Speaker 1: out in that shower, lay in that bed. Then I

852
00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 1: know my mama again. I laid in that bed, bro

853
00:42:22,520 --> 00:42:26,839
Speaker 1: for like two and a half days straight. I wake

854
00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:29,359
Speaker 1: up for like two minutes, think I try to eat something,

855
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: go right back to sleep, wake up, go right back

856
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:36,160
Speaker 1: to sleep. On that third day, can't take kept telling me.

857
00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:38,400
Speaker 1: He was telling me. He was like, man, he need

858
00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 1: to go to the hospital because the girls already saying

859
00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:41,920
Speaker 1: you need to go to the hospital. But you know,

860
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:45,320
Speaker 1: a niggas hate the hospital, hate the doctor, hate to

861
00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:49,359
Speaker 1: hear the truth. That's all it be. And uh we'll

862
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:51,120
Speaker 1: be like, man, fuck it. I want to give him

863
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:53,920
Speaker 1: for real that what nigga do. But that ain't the

864
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,080
Speaker 1: best thing, because if I would have caught that ship early,

865
00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:59,360
Speaker 1: maybe I wouldn't have to go through that. I passed

866
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:02,919
Speaker 1: out in the shower that night, bled so much bruh,

867
00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,080
Speaker 1: it's like I ain't wake up to two three days.

868
00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,400
Speaker 1: I can't take down there forced me that because I

869
00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 1: walked from the elevator so not even to the car

870
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:15,960
Speaker 1: like in my apartments, and I'm tired. I gotta I

871
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:17,640
Speaker 1: gotta tell you. I'm talking like right here, probably to

872
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:20,120
Speaker 1: y'all door. I had to sit down, take a break,

873
00:43:20,200 --> 00:43:23,440
Speaker 1: like ship's really tired, not a little bit. I was

874
00:43:23,719 --> 00:43:27,880
Speaker 1: really really tired and got up walked from there to

875
00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:31,640
Speaker 1: the car. I'm so dizzy, brom like yeah, I'm like, man,

876
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:33,319
Speaker 1: I done, like, hey, man, I don't want to go long.

877
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 1: And I think I walked back up to the laid

878
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:39,320
Speaker 1: back down there in that morning. Bro, I had to

879
00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:42,520
Speaker 1: can't take it, like, man, take him now, to take

880
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:46,720
Speaker 1: him now. I went to the hospital, Bro. The lady said, shoot,

881
00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:49,120
Speaker 1: they were shocked. They bought different doctors down there, like

882
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:53,600
Speaker 1: how was you living? How did you walk around this road?

883
00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:55,120
Speaker 1: Like how did you ain't make it in? I had

884
00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 1: lost bruh, I had no blood in my back pay

885
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 1: stuff none bright had no I'm saying a little bit.

886
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:04,080
Speaker 2: Yeah.

887
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,960
Speaker 1: Well when I say no, I mean like you at

888
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:11,480
Speaker 1: the level they they amazed about they you know when

889
00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:13,040
Speaker 1: the doctors being made. When you see a lot of

890
00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:15,000
Speaker 1: doctors come in, I mean they want to see what

891
00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 1: the hell has damn every doctor and Grady walked in

892
00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:25,120
Speaker 1: there like and saying the same thing, No, you don't

893
00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 1: have the black doctors successful. And they looking at a

894
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:31,120
Speaker 1: young black man, They're like, hey, no, look you can't

895
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:33,080
Speaker 1: do that. Man like this. I don't know. He's like

896
00:44:33,160 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 1: your mama. God they with you. He' like we've never

897
00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:38,600
Speaker 1: seen nobody like bright had. I had to get like

898
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 1: four pints of blood like folk, you know, I'm saying,

899
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 1: think I done got four and a half five minutes.

900
00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:46,279
Speaker 1: They had to get a lot of blood like and

901
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 1: it was like, so all that trauma whatever you're saying,

902
00:44:50,080 --> 00:44:52,960
Speaker 1: what built around with trauma the cancer? Then me going

903
00:44:53,040 --> 00:44:56,000
Speaker 1: through a nineteen hour surgery five months later and beat

904
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:58,200
Speaker 1: the cancer. They got all the counts out and they

905
00:44:58,320 --> 00:44:59,840
Speaker 1: had to be in surgery nineteen hours. That would have

906
00:44:59,880 --> 00:45:02,439
Speaker 1: be gas hole come from my back. It started going

907
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:06,040
Speaker 1: into my lungs, the tomb start going inside then out.

908
00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 1: It was like that big nigga was looking like hunts

909
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 1: back and all the dame boom they god damn beat

910
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:15,680
Speaker 1: the beat. The council, thank you God, Thank you, God

911
00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:18,279
Speaker 1: gave me another shot that I'm having my waist, still

912
00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:22,080
Speaker 1: having paperwork, you know, like not as much, but still

913
00:45:22,160 --> 00:45:24,120
Speaker 1: had my way a little bit. I went from like

914
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:26,960
Speaker 1: sem eight cars to like three. I had like my

915
00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:29,759
Speaker 1: uh I think I went like I went to from

916
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:33,400
Speaker 1: the I had to escalate track call land truck, escalated,

917
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:37,279
Speaker 1: lamp escalated track hall land truck S five fifty, bing

918
00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:41,640
Speaker 1: mcix BMW U g l E UH six three, I

919
00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:44,239
Speaker 1: mean j L E five three, a MG truck and

920
00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:48,279
Speaker 1: CTLV keller nigga at the end. Boy. By the time

921
00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:52,399
Speaker 1: after that that wasn't even end, but the boom after

922
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,160
Speaker 1: the council came. I woke up, still had the U

923
00:45:55,080 --> 00:45:57,080
Speaker 1: S five fifty. It was like twenty nineteen. This in

924
00:45:57,160 --> 00:46:00,359
Speaker 1: twenty twenty two, going into twenty three. I had the uh,

925
00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:05,600
Speaker 1: my g L E and my c CV, and money

926
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:08,960
Speaker 1: was like maybe maybe so okay, I got nothing to

927
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:10,840
Speaker 1: work with. I got no due, I got ship. I

928
00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:12,520
Speaker 1: could say I got a little juror. I still got

929
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:16,680
Speaker 1: like one watch, three little things, three little goddamn. I

930
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 1: still got something to work with. I got another shot

931
00:46:19,719 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 1: at this ship, Maria, you know that real street. I

932
00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:28,719
Speaker 1: still got a couple of two, make something make up

933
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:31,160
Speaker 1: a kid. You got a kid? I can, I can,

934
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,640
Speaker 1: I can make something shape with it. But like hold on,

935
00:46:33,719 --> 00:46:38,719
Speaker 1: I still got something to do like it. Thank you

936
00:46:39,160 --> 00:46:40,800
Speaker 1: you even ain't the means and that I still do

937
00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:45,479
Speaker 1: the same thing they can do. So man, my best friend,

938
00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,240
Speaker 1: we end up after my birthday. I ended up flying

939
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:51,000
Speaker 1: back to l A with him. We're starting a new coming.

940
00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:53,040
Speaker 1: Now we're gonna push like now we're gonna actually do music,

941
00:46:53,040 --> 00:46:54,600
Speaker 1: because that's the whole Probably want to help me get

942
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:55,040
Speaker 1: into music.

943
00:46:57,000 --> 00:46:59,200
Speaker 3: I ain't gonna ask you something though off topic. I

944
00:46:59,239 --> 00:47:01,360
Speaker 3: was just thinking why you think niggas say you difficult?

945
00:47:01,400 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 2: Though?

946
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:06,000
Speaker 1: Oh I was? I was in what way just because

947
00:47:06,080 --> 00:47:08,279
Speaker 1: thinking I know it all? The thinking I can I

948
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:10,239
Speaker 1: know it all? Like you can't be in know it

949
00:47:10,320 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 1: all hard head, make a soft ass. Sometimes you gots

950
00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:18,680
Speaker 1: just like submit and then it's like but in this game,

951
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:20,920
Speaker 1: sometimes you can be as humble as you want. Bro,

952
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 1: they still like gonna come at you like you know,

953
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:26,480
Speaker 1: I just learned now not to react to it and

954
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:30,080
Speaker 1: not respond to it. And just I know most of

955
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:35,000
Speaker 1: this shit be like it'd be like if you don't

956
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:36,719
Speaker 1: play the game you ain't gonna get you ain't gonna

957
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:38,960
Speaker 1: get in. You gotta be real to the circle and

958
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:41,279
Speaker 1: the people that's right there with you. The rest don't

959
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:44,640
Speaker 1: play that game. Hey, what my nigga? Why my ma?

960
00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:50,480
Speaker 1: I ain't no what's up my nick bro nigga, hear

961
00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,759
Speaker 1: your ass up? You ain't saying that? Then you the

962
00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:58,080
Speaker 1: mad rupper. Let cook go ahead, mad rupple. You can't

963
00:47:58,120 --> 00:47:59,960
Speaker 1: turn it to the mad rapp or the mad produce

964
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:01,719
Speaker 1: for the man nothing feeling.

965
00:48:01,440 --> 00:48:04,359
Speaker 2: Like niggas ain't fucking with him, Like why you're.

966
00:48:06,440 --> 00:48:08,880
Speaker 1: Like while you hit the up, you could hit exactly

967
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,479
Speaker 1: talking about yeah for sure, hold, but look, I still

968
00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 1: ain't let it. I know that. I'm just saying that,

969
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 1: like nigga ain't fucking me. All the motherfuckers if in

970
00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:22,759
Speaker 1: the world, yeah exactly, so even me, Like you see,

971
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:24,920
Speaker 1: I can check myself about it me too. I was like, nah,

972
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:26,400
Speaker 1: you're right, and like, you're right.

973
00:48:26,719 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 3: It's a lot of niggas I see on other podcasts

974
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:30,759
Speaker 3: that that should have came here first. But I don't

975
00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:33,080
Speaker 3: feel no type of not for sure. You know, I

976
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,920
Speaker 3: could come in and do this whenever you're ready, But

977
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:37,759
Speaker 3: you know what, I'm saying, you know.

978
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:40,360
Speaker 1: You see what you like. Still I ain't care about that.

979
00:48:40,600 --> 00:48:43,000
Speaker 1: I ain't soon get by let's go oh for sure.

980
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:46,640
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like the feelings about that's

981
00:48:46,640 --> 00:48:48,399
Speaker 1: what hold him back. Yeah, that's what I hold him back.

982
00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:50,560
Speaker 1: Like even like some of my homeboy be like, hey, bro,

983
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,879
Speaker 1: like got my album doing no like crazy me. Yeah,

984
00:48:54,880 --> 00:48:58,960
Speaker 1: that's what I talking about earlier and heard about tu

985
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:02,800
Speaker 1: and we gotta walk on it crazy.

986
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 4: Take me through there. It's crazy too.

987
00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:09,640
Speaker 5: Oh my god, Yeah, shout out to buy you know.

988
00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:12,000
Speaker 1: I just got a call to day. He was like, uh,

989
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:14,480
Speaker 1: the tape is a little longer.

990
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:15,000
Speaker 4: Yeah.

991
00:49:15,360 --> 00:49:18,200
Speaker 1: So he was like, but he got another version with

992
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:20,520
Speaker 1: me and sets it red as well. Yeah, And he

993
00:49:20,719 --> 00:49:22,520
Speaker 1: asked me like, gave me the choice of like which

994
00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:25,240
Speaker 1: one you want to on? This one on the deluxe

995
00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 1: And I'm like, ship, I go to look with like

996
00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:29,840
Speaker 1: I'm good, like, yeah, let this young girl get to

997
00:49:29,920 --> 00:49:33,000
Speaker 1: look like you know, put on it. Yeah. So I'm like,

998
00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:35,879
Speaker 1: let her get the look, like even with the whole

999
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:38,840
Speaker 1: situation how they on the futuristic. So I'm like, you know,

1000
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:40,960
Speaker 1: I'm pushing the metro to a metro felt it off

1001
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:42,680
Speaker 1: the rip I'm like, man, we gotta have a young

1002
00:49:42,719 --> 00:49:46,319
Speaker 1: one too, Like everybody called bonnab the girl j money

1003
00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:49,239
Speaker 1: Like people come to me like bru it's this girl

1004
00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 1: got the same.

1005
00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:52,680
Speaker 4: Bounce, same yeah, exact exactly.

1006
00:49:55,120 --> 00:49:57,400
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah yeah we on the uh we got one

1007
00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:00,880
Speaker 1: this on this album coming out. Man down, it's gonna be.

1008
00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:05,320
Speaker 1: It gonna remind you through like of like Lollipop. It

1009
00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 1: remind you just like Lollipop. It's it one one bro

1010
00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:12,880
Speaker 1: like and and and it feels like a record different

1011
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:15,040
Speaker 1: than what she got, but it's still futuristic. It's a

1012
00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:17,120
Speaker 1: real record for anybody. No, no, I know how to

1013
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 1: correct record, that's what. And it's like I love the

1014
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:23,960
Speaker 1: growth of man that she's going crazy like me, I'm

1015
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:25,560
Speaker 1: standing down. I want to eat me up. Every time

1016
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:27,560
Speaker 1: they little subding, I can do it. Put the platform

1017
00:50:27,640 --> 00:50:30,920
Speaker 1: right here and that's it. And I'm thankful for y'all.

1018
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:33,239
Speaker 1: Put me in, y'all a little tiktoks and tiktoking me

1019
00:50:33,800 --> 00:50:36,960
Speaker 1: and serving everybody and just going there and TikTok me.

1020
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:41,719
Speaker 1: I'm good, TikTok me. Put on the TikTok right.

1021
00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:44,719
Speaker 5: So what no, no, no, what I was saying, just

1022
00:50:44,800 --> 00:50:46,720
Speaker 5: going back to like what y'all were talking about about,

1023
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 5: like basically, how you just took accountability for understanding that

1024
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:54,239
Speaker 5: at times you were difficult or whatever. So my question

1025
00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:57,800
Speaker 5: to you is, like, all the situations that you've been in,

1026
00:50:58,200 --> 00:51:01,319
Speaker 5: like you know, the attempts that have been on your

1027
00:51:01,360 --> 00:51:04,399
Speaker 5: life and you know different little situations that you've had,

1028
00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:13,160
Speaker 5: do you feel like those situations occurred because of certain

1029
00:51:13,239 --> 00:51:16,200
Speaker 5: things that you did that maybe you were being difficult

1030
00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:18,560
Speaker 5: or certain reactions that you may have had, or do

1031
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:22,000
Speaker 5: you think that it was like niggas hating on you

1032
00:51:22,440 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 5: basically or do you feel it was like equally balanced.

1033
00:51:25,840 --> 00:51:27,440
Speaker 5: You played a part in some of it and then

1034
00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:29,839
Speaker 5: the part of it was like niggas hating and shit.

1035
00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:34,160
Speaker 1: I think like, okay, Lain, I was just doing too much.

1036
00:51:34,280 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 1: So if I can take accountability even on that end

1037
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:39,759
Speaker 1: of like I know the code, right, I know if

1038
00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:42,760
Speaker 1: I'm out of town, I'm in a Phantom Rose Ross already,

1039
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:46,160
Speaker 1: I've got all this drill on. Yeah, like what else

1040
00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:50,040
Speaker 1: do I spit? So I take accountability for that and

1041
00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:52,120
Speaker 1: some of the things I can say that I could

1042
00:51:52,160 --> 00:51:55,479
Speaker 1: have reacted different on. I learned that certain things ain't

1043
00:51:55,520 --> 00:51:58,200
Speaker 1: meant to be even addressed or certain, but that wasn't me.

1044
00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:00,799
Speaker 1: So yeah, of course a lot of stuff j money

1045
00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:01,440
Speaker 1: and put yourself in.

1046
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:02,440
Speaker 2: There's a lot of them.

1047
00:52:02,520 --> 00:52:03,840
Speaker 1: Things like even like from the end there, you know,

1048
00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:07,080
Speaker 1: like Jamuney go arguing back with somebody else, like you

1049
00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:10,200
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying certain things that a street nigga do,

1050
00:52:10,280 --> 00:52:12,560
Speaker 1: but I'm not. No, I'm a product. I'm a brand,

1051
00:52:13,120 --> 00:52:15,520
Speaker 1: and people have to understand it's just like a brand

1052
00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:18,480
Speaker 1: like Revote were brand. It's a brand right here. It's

1053
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:21,800
Speaker 1: everything that happens Revot does, it's gonna stick on that brand.

1054
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:24,600
Speaker 1: Some things can turn people off, something can turn people on.

1055
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:27,759
Speaker 1: I mayble turned a lot of people off with the

1056
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:29,759
Speaker 1: way I kick because the mule's always been great. They

1057
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:33,400
Speaker 1: can never contest it. Yeah, but I always baby actions

1058
00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:36,880
Speaker 1: the way, uh, the way I came off, or sometimes

1059
00:52:36,960 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 1: to flexing too much to seem like putting on on

1060
00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:42,279
Speaker 1: people or just too much extra. So I learned from

1061
00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:44,960
Speaker 1: that as well. So I can definitely agree to that

1062
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:46,960
Speaker 1: and say like, yeah, I had a lot to do

1063
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:49,359
Speaker 1: with if I if I the person time on the day,

1064
00:52:49,719 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 1: like I don't even care.

1065
00:52:50,440 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 4: About being You're not the same nigga that you were

1066
00:52:52,239 --> 00:52:52,720
Speaker 4: back then.

1067
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:57,640
Speaker 1: No older than that, going through pain. Yeah, it got

1068
00:52:57,719 --> 00:52:59,480
Speaker 1: to the point where, like I said, like when you

1069
00:52:59,560 --> 00:53:01,759
Speaker 1: was like what drum like maybe made the relationship or

1070
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:05,640
Speaker 1: strain think about I just I was mom, counsel, homeboy.

1071
00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:08,959
Speaker 1: Then boom get shot in the coma twenty eight days,

1072
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it's like all that

1073
00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:13,920
Speaker 1: and what and then a two year time period right

1074
00:53:13,960 --> 00:53:16,440
Speaker 1: then that just happened. This girl was young twenty four,

1075
00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:19,120
Speaker 1: twenty five, you know what I'm saying, All this strict

1076
00:53:19,200 --> 00:53:22,160
Speaker 1: right here. So it started getting to the point where

1077
00:53:22,280 --> 00:53:25,680
Speaker 1: I wasn't like rapping. I had went down the whole

1078
00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:28,799
Speaker 1: like year like down there almost when I got out

1079
00:53:28,800 --> 00:53:34,000
Speaker 1: that wheelchairs in the wheelchair from two thousand, when like

1080
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:38,719
Speaker 1: the whole year almost like a whole year. And the

1081
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:41,600
Speaker 1: end of that year though, that's what kind of relationship

1082
00:53:41,640 --> 00:53:43,759
Speaker 1: went the other way, like it was like we both like, man,

1083
00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:46,239
Speaker 1: you gotta let her live. You gotta live. When I

1084
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:49,399
Speaker 1: left the spot that I had got you know, got

1085
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:51,040
Speaker 1: it for her because I always wanted to like if

1086
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:52,600
Speaker 1: we break up, I want you to have somewhere to go,

1087
00:53:52,960 --> 00:53:54,840
Speaker 1: because I had the house in La Design, so like

1088
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:57,839
Speaker 1: I can go here you got that man, that shit

1089
00:53:57,960 --> 00:54:00,160
Speaker 1: got so crazy. Like when I left, it was it

1090
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:02,719
Speaker 1: hit me at a spot nigga walkeudn't he down there.

1091
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:06,040
Speaker 1: I couldn't even aford God damn fifteen rent. You know

1092
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:10,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I had. I went from all that

1093
00:54:10,239 --> 00:54:12,880
Speaker 1: ship to like I had a car. I had a

1094
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:16,759
Speaker 1: sell fifty and I bought the car. And I bought

1095
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:18,879
Speaker 1: the car. It was like a two thousand. It wanted

1096
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:20,480
Speaker 1: the new it was like a two thousand and like

1097
00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:27,200
Speaker 1: seventeen something like that. But went past a mission all around.

1098
00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 1: The bitch got that not caring, not giving them. I'm

1099
00:54:32,239 --> 00:54:35,239
Speaker 1: going through like a wheelchair at the time. Yeah. Like

1100
00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:38,000
Speaker 1: so it's like all this ship was just like on you.

1101
00:54:39,719 --> 00:54:42,800
Speaker 1: The other ship did not matter at all. It's just

1102
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 1: like I was waking up, going to the grocer store,

1103
00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 1: come on, cooking, smoking and get my mind, just my

1104
00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:50,239
Speaker 1: mind be at ease. Yeah, so it took for this

1105
00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:54,040
Speaker 1: and it was like when this shit happened, bro, I

1106
00:54:54,239 --> 00:54:58,000
Speaker 1: was I went from my condo downtown to sleeping on

1107
00:54:58,120 --> 00:55:02,200
Speaker 1: my sister couch. Then while I'm on my sister house

1108
00:55:02,239 --> 00:55:07,000
Speaker 1: on the couch, I ended up the car end up.

1109
00:55:07,239 --> 00:55:09,640
Speaker 1: You know, one of legit. You know what, people, I

1110
00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:19,320
Speaker 1: ain't gonna say what. I ain't gotta say that what happened,

1111
00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:23,480
Speaker 1: So we all know what that means. Man, you funny,

1112
00:55:26,760 --> 00:55:34,520
Speaker 1: I ain't doing that one. I don't know. It was

1113
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:36,719
Speaker 1: just like every moment, bro. So now I got no car,

1114
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:40,120
Speaker 1: but I ain't never I ain't felt that's not fifteen

1115
00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:46,200
Speaker 1: about my first cut. The Senate cut that fifteen and

1116
00:55:46,320 --> 00:55:49,520
Speaker 1: it felt whoa, It's like what the fund So it's like,

1117
00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:53,600
Speaker 1: no matter what I touched left right, it wasn't gonna work.

1118
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:56,960
Speaker 1: God had to get me to that spot. Bro, this

1119
00:55:57,160 --> 00:56:00,200
Speaker 1: is nigga. It was twenty twenty four, like no them

1120
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:05,680
Speaker 1: with December, and look how God work. There were times

1121
00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:07,440
Speaker 1: I just beat there. I get a feature in that

1122
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:10,719
Speaker 1: Nigga might spend down all them like you know what

1123
00:56:10,760 --> 00:56:19,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying, You know what I for real? Ship real?

1124
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:26,759
Speaker 1: He Look, don't you want to go outside, Bunny? Start calling?

1125
00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:36,080
Speaker 1: They stopped right, Well call him flowers. Put the flowers

1126
00:56:36,120 --> 00:56:38,600
Speaker 1: on that table and get them flowers go by me

1127
00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:48,040
Speaker 1: right now. That meant with no money means niggas nothing

1128
00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:54,120
Speaker 1: nothing showing something could have flower. That's what a lot

1129
00:56:54,160 --> 00:56:58,279
Speaker 1: of rappers get caught up, cut up. They get so

1130
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:00,920
Speaker 1: used to the fans and look of them and when

1131
00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:03,399
Speaker 1: they hit that point to what's time to God damn

1132
00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:07,799
Speaker 1: ready to get down to gride yourself back up about

1133
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,600
Speaker 1: no flyer real still run around the bit like they

1134
00:57:11,680 --> 00:57:27,280
Speaker 1: forever rolled in some ship. Truth it's some nigga and

1135
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:29,040
Speaker 1: before that they probably ain't be a thievil.

1136
00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:32,040
Speaker 3: But this ship right here, some nigga be scared to

1137
00:57:32,360 --> 00:57:35,160
Speaker 3: try to come back when they give up. You got

1138
00:57:35,280 --> 00:57:37,280
Speaker 3: made to snap back in front of niggas face on kill,

1139
00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:38,720
Speaker 3: said you.

1140
00:57:40,920 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 5: And you had a car with no missions and that

1141
00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:46,080
Speaker 5: ship got to a lot of niggas can't even don't

1142
00:57:46,080 --> 00:57:48,320
Speaker 5: even have the balls to be able to admit that

1143
00:57:48,480 --> 00:57:50,760
Speaker 5: because they're scared about what everybody's gonna think.

1144
00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:55,160
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, man, I want to see God it real?

1145
00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:58,080
Speaker 1: Should saying nigga, Like should I be even just on

1146
00:57:58,200 --> 00:58:00,560
Speaker 1: the gas money? You know what I'm saying, walking around

1147
00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:03,360
Speaker 1: like a dug for my gas money just came. My

1148
00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 1: cup might not make it to the gas station. Just

1149
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:13,080
Speaker 1: buy something, but buy some chips in the joint with this.

1150
00:58:13,560 --> 00:58:17,920
Speaker 5: Yeah, listen, whatever day you're what everything you've been through though,

1151
00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 5: like like kind of like most importantly, like, obviously you're

1152
00:58:21,760 --> 00:58:22,400
Speaker 5: here for a reason.

1153
00:58:22,480 --> 00:58:24,160
Speaker 1: What you think your purpose is at this point? My

1154
00:58:24,240 --> 00:58:26,640
Speaker 1: purpose there. God wanted people to see the story, see

1155
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:31,120
Speaker 1: how he'll work on this lost soul, this most hated

1156
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:35,480
Speaker 1: person a lot of times very talented. God, show that

1157
00:58:35,640 --> 00:58:38,120
Speaker 1: it's a turnaround. Look at what started happening. I was

1158
00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:40,680
Speaker 1: broke on my sister couch. But then hold up, just

1159
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:45,120
Speaker 1: start going viral. I don't know, well, yeah, hold up,

1160
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:47,880
Speaker 1: hold the dance. It's just the dam going crazy they doing.

1161
00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:50,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, whoa, okay, So to me, that's like a

1162
00:58:50,320 --> 00:58:52,280
Speaker 1: sign like i was already I'm gonna go, I'm in

1163
00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:57,760
Speaker 1: the studio and Lace Ship came back with that Sam

1164
00:58:57,880 --> 00:59:01,360
Speaker 1: dunk it. Yeah that look on And it was like,

1165
00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,800
Speaker 1: but look at it. When I seen that, I took

1166
00:59:03,880 --> 00:59:06,040
Speaker 1: God say you take one step, he'll take the other team.

1167
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:09,040
Speaker 1: I took the one step to bro I was spending

1168
00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:11,600
Speaker 1: my lab. I was making them little thousands and maybe

1169
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 1: like two thousands a week through features or whatever. I

1170
00:59:15,640 --> 00:59:18,480
Speaker 1: got my own set up. You aren't posting working deals man,

1171
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:24,320
Speaker 1: with all that, but who on on it? Put all

1172
00:59:24,360 --> 00:59:25,720
Speaker 1: the blow up the rappers on that.

1173
00:59:26,960 --> 00:59:32,080
Speaker 4: I'm doing a special working I'm doing ten of them.

1174
00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:32,680
Speaker 2: In the studio.

1175
00:59:32,920 --> 00:59:38,240
Speaker 1: Now. First about the first four people, I didn't guess

1176
00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:40,760
Speaker 1: what I loved that because God took me back to

1177
00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:46,520
Speaker 1: you know what I'm loving, Like I said, I loving

1178
00:59:46,560 --> 00:59:48,960
Speaker 1: the girl the street, but I forgot about my real

1179
00:59:49,080 --> 00:59:51,440
Speaker 1: love music work.

1180
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:51,680
Speaker 2: With all.

1181
00:59:55,480 --> 01:00:03,560
Speaker 1: This is yeah learning today might well you say you

1182
01:00:03,640 --> 01:00:06,640
Speaker 1: got three homes saying it, and I'm gonna hold the

1183
01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:12,360
Speaker 1: track to you saying my other two honds. I did it.

1184
01:00:13,800 --> 01:00:17,240
Speaker 5: But a lot of niggas can't even joke about ship

1185
01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:21,040
Speaker 5: like this, like because they just so concerned about the

1186
01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:22,960
Speaker 5: image the aside.

1187
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:25,600
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, all that ship man, that's a.

1188
01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:29,360
Speaker 3: Blessing bron I had the pop them nigga got damn man,

1189
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 3: Nigga has zero dollars.

1190
01:00:30,680 --> 01:00:34,880
Speaker 1: They jeers. Still niggasill walk around with that ship said

1191
01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:36,120
Speaker 1: that like you're cool.

1192
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 2: I can't see I'm a sweat everything going.

1193
01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:46,760
Speaker 1: She's She's just the difference between me real, y'all laugh

1194
01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:50,200
Speaker 1: that materials learned. I can get that any time, Ship

1195
01:00:50,280 --> 01:00:52,880
Speaker 1: and go. And I looked like walking around there watching

1196
01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:55,480
Speaker 1: and I ain't got enough money for my stomach rumbling.

1197
01:00:55,840 --> 01:01:01,920
Speaker 1: Ship man, Come bring me some problem for sale for

1198
01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:07,560
Speaker 1: holding four minutes, but whatever whatever and gets come on,

1199
01:01:07,760 --> 01:01:10,200
Speaker 1: then it's how you get it back, even by a

1200
01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:14,440
Speaker 1: back up. Though we kind of did. Uh man, I

1201
01:01:14,480 --> 01:01:17,040
Speaker 1: ain't gonna lie man, like you know, I would support

1202
01:01:17,160 --> 01:01:19,440
Speaker 1: him through everything with like people saying like with the

1203
01:01:19,520 --> 01:01:27,040
Speaker 1: TVs with this this ship, the Airbnb, when the dude

1204
01:01:27,120 --> 01:01:30,200
Speaker 1: was saying like he took some TVs, the TVs out

1205
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:35,560
Speaker 1: of Airbnb and stolen from his folks ship. You hear

1206
01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:39,760
Speaker 1: about that? My god, what they said, they said lady

1207
01:01:39,840 --> 01:01:41,680
Speaker 1: took the TV. Man. They got him on camera. I'm

1208
01:01:41,680 --> 01:01:45,120
Speaker 1: on camera, Yes, I'm on yet what I'm on the

1209
01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:46,760
Speaker 1: fucking front? Y'all heard it. He was like, hey, j

1210
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:48,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna call you right back. But I ain't know

1211
01:01:48,840 --> 01:01:51,000
Speaker 1: what the hell he was doing, so we were like,

1212
01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 1: okay whatever. Then when I talked to him, he was

1213
01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:57,040
Speaker 1: like hit it like man, he was like, well like

1214
01:01:57,560 --> 01:02:01,520
Speaker 1: when the water was like right before the ship went viral,

1215
01:02:06,800 --> 01:02:11,640
Speaker 1: before the ship went to serve and everybody, yeah, like as.

1216
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:14,800
Speaker 5: Soon as as soon as as soon as like the

1217
01:02:14,880 --> 01:02:17,920
Speaker 5: body can't I mean, the ring footage.

1218
01:02:17,560 --> 01:02:23,680
Speaker 1: Came out of him like man, with some people who

1219
01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:26,920
Speaker 1: got it. He was told it he caring them bitches

1220
01:02:27,920 --> 01:02:31,160
Speaker 1: late and what he said he said he did. He

1221
01:02:31,280 --> 01:02:33,160
Speaker 1: was like, man, I want to get some allible they

1222
01:02:33,200 --> 01:02:36,280
Speaker 1: little ship like I had that. I want to get

1223
01:02:36,840 --> 01:02:39,920
Speaker 1: ship by myself. I'm like, what that is? Not gangster

1224
01:02:40,080 --> 01:02:41,560
Speaker 1: like that ain't got nothing to do with him, Like,

1225
01:02:42,800 --> 01:02:45,480
Speaker 1: but you know, in his life, bro, sometimes we move

1226
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:49,240
Speaker 1: and the direction don't be the right people around us.

1227
01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:51,560
Speaker 1: Some people need that, you know what. I like, he

1228
01:02:51,640 --> 01:02:55,800
Speaker 1: too unpredict them, not anymore he last I was just

1229
01:02:55,880 --> 01:02:59,280
Speaker 1: around him. It got better. He got much better. Like

1230
01:02:59,760 --> 01:03:02,080
Speaker 1: I was happy even like because he had came to

1231
01:03:02,160 --> 01:03:04,680
Speaker 1: the studio one time with the Metro shit, and you

1232
01:03:04,760 --> 01:03:07,160
Speaker 1: got to think doing this whole viral situation, he ain't

1233
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:10,240
Speaker 1: come my way now one time, like yeah, we've had shows.

1234
01:03:10,280 --> 01:03:13,000
Speaker 1: But I was like, man, that's my little friend, okay, whatever,

1235
01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:18,800
Speaker 1: here a great rapper. Here a good dude for me, my.

1236
01:03:18,880 --> 01:03:21,160
Speaker 2: Little friend, great rapper, good dude. That means he ain't

1237
01:03:21,240 --> 01:03:22,200
Speaker 2: like what else is.

1238
01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:26,000
Speaker 1: No, he's a great rapper, good dude. That's what. That's what,

1239
01:03:26,360 --> 01:03:28,800
Speaker 1: that's what it mainly is. And for me in the business,

1240
01:03:29,240 --> 01:03:31,560
Speaker 1: I think that's all what shamuela here a great rapper,

1241
01:03:31,680 --> 01:03:35,920
Speaker 1: good dude, so it ain't never that we don't it's

1242
01:03:36,040 --> 01:03:41,280
Speaker 1: always uh, he'd always be like people may be surrounding

1243
01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:44,040
Speaker 1: it and me, I don't listen. I don't care about it.

1244
01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:46,200
Speaker 1: Like if you will see any time J Money was

1245
01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:48,840
Speaker 1: put to be a real nigga I was doing, you

1246
01:03:48,920 --> 01:03:49,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.

1247
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,280
Speaker 4: So but okay, so let me ask you this because,

1248
01:03:52,320 --> 01:03:53,440
Speaker 4: like you said, you've been there.

1249
01:03:55,360 --> 01:04:00,320
Speaker 5: Supporting him through a lot of stages, and you've also

1250
01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:03,880
Speaker 5: known him before any of this resurgence surgent.

1251
01:04:04,120 --> 01:04:04,640
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

1252
01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:06,120
Speaker 1: That what made you want to say serv.

1253
01:04:06,240 --> 01:04:07,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know what I'm saying exactly.

1254
01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:11,720
Speaker 5: So it's like because online I don't know personally because

1255
01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:15,400
Speaker 5: I've never seen yeah, online, like you know, a lot

1256
01:04:15,440 --> 01:04:18,200
Speaker 5: of people have complained, like promoters that have booked them

1257
01:04:18,240 --> 01:04:19,800
Speaker 5: and you know, people that have had to deal with

1258
01:04:19,880 --> 01:04:22,960
Speaker 5: him or whatever about him being under the influence of

1259
01:04:23,120 --> 01:04:27,840
Speaker 5: certain stuff. So do you feel like him being under

1260
01:04:27,960 --> 01:04:32,120
Speaker 5: that influence also plays a big part in the current

1261
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,400
Speaker 5: state of y'all's relationship.

1262
01:04:33,760 --> 01:04:36,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure, overly that's why. And I ain't want

1263
01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:38,160
Speaker 1: to you know, I'm glad how you broke down it.

1264
01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:41,040
Speaker 1: Thank you because you kind of asked it for me

1265
01:04:41,600 --> 01:04:43,560
Speaker 1: because me, at one thing, I don't care. You can

1266
01:04:43,680 --> 01:04:46,320
Speaker 1: kick me, you can all that, But if I once

1267
01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:49,160
Speaker 1: called you my dog is it's gonna. I ain't gonna

1268
01:04:49,200 --> 01:04:50,960
Speaker 1: never like try to make you look bad or never

1269
01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:53,960
Speaker 1: like right, you know what I'm saying because because my

1270
01:04:54,040 --> 01:04:56,520
Speaker 1: moment then raised me like that. Yeah, if I love something,

1271
01:04:56,520 --> 01:04:59,520
Speaker 1: I love to fuck with it, my little brother. So

1272
01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:02,080
Speaker 1: for me, when everybody was like laughing about every time

1273
01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:03,760
Speaker 1: they laughing, I'm hurting, and I was like, I don't

1274
01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:05,840
Speaker 1: like to see this ship. I know what's supposed to

1275
01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:08,360
Speaker 1: be doing right now. I think right before we went Virould,

1276
01:05:08,400 --> 01:05:10,800
Speaker 1: we was in the studio recording like really working, yeah,

1277
01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:13,720
Speaker 1: recording Batman and Robin three, like we like, you know,

1278
01:05:13,840 --> 01:05:16,520
Speaker 1: the first two did so great, like why not do

1279
01:05:16,640 --> 01:05:18,840
Speaker 1: a third one? And we at the time, I'm like, man,

1280
01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:20,560
Speaker 1: the society parably need to see that this is right

1281
01:05:20,640 --> 01:05:24,040
Speaker 1: before we even serving it, right before the interesting gave

1282
01:05:24,120 --> 01:05:27,280
Speaker 1: But God gave us everything we needed. I'm trying to got.

1283
01:05:27,360 --> 01:05:28,760
Speaker 1: We was in the state I'm spending down in my

1284
01:05:28,880 --> 01:05:32,360
Speaker 1: last month on our studio time like every but we're

1285
01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:33,800
Speaker 1: going in there at least giving us four to six

1286
01:05:33,880 --> 01:05:37,240
Speaker 1: hours a day and it was like the moment that

1287
01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:40,160
Speaker 1: he had left for US show and went out of

1288
01:05:40,240 --> 01:05:43,040
Speaker 1: town and he they showed him like online somebody was

1289
01:05:43,080 --> 01:05:45,680
Speaker 1: kicking him out of the club. When he got kicked

1290
01:05:45,680 --> 01:05:48,240
Speaker 1: out that club. Yeah, I remember that he didn't come

1291
01:05:48,320 --> 01:05:51,320
Speaker 1: back to Atlanta because you gotta think he feeling rejection.

1292
01:05:51,520 --> 01:05:53,160
Speaker 1: He feels like you see, it ain't rocking with him,

1293
01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:56,800
Speaker 1: Like I don't want to be there. So he went

1294
01:05:56,840 --> 01:05:58,480
Speaker 1: to what felt comfortable to him to run. So a

1295
01:05:58,520 --> 01:06:02,920
Speaker 1: whole bunch of strangers that's gonna still even if they broken. Yeah,

1296
01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:04,920
Speaker 1: didn't have his bad but still gonna treat him like

1297
01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:07,680
Speaker 1: this like young got late. It's young at late, but

1298
01:06:07,800 --> 01:06:12,400
Speaker 1: it's l a so uh. He went from like staying

1299
01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:14,920
Speaker 1: in like Louisiana that whole time, like in the in

1300
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:17,480
Speaker 1: the jets for really he down there living. He was

1301
01:06:17,520 --> 01:06:20,600
Speaker 1: on Instagram showing it and uh, and I was just

1302
01:06:20,720 --> 01:06:23,560
Speaker 1: like me, always stayed prayful. I said prayers on the

1303
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:25,640
Speaker 1: phone with him at night sometime like yeah, look this

1304
01:06:25,720 --> 01:06:27,760
Speaker 1: is what we gotta do, bro. We ain't gonna get

1305
01:06:27,800 --> 01:06:29,400
Speaker 1: back with our guy. And you gotta think I'm just

1306
01:06:29,520 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 1: not climbing myself back from started. Yeah, and then October

1307
01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:35,800
Speaker 1: that's when it really got bad after the breakup, and

1308
01:06:35,880 --> 01:06:38,480
Speaker 1: I just was out here, went down they hit flat

1309
01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:42,480
Speaker 1: broke boom, you know. Like so that's what I told

1310
01:06:42,560 --> 01:06:45,760
Speaker 1: November December Jamis Ferry. So they're like four months after.

1311
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:49,160
Speaker 1: I'm just not picking myself back up at this time.

1312
01:06:49,240 --> 01:06:51,480
Speaker 1: Now I got my own condo hill too, you know

1313
01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:53,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I couldn't fly to LA because my

1314
01:06:53,760 --> 01:06:55,760
Speaker 1: chest surgery. I had the chests procedures and I couldn't

1315
01:06:55,800 --> 01:06:57,480
Speaker 1: fly and go home in l A. So I was

1316
01:06:57,560 --> 01:07:01,240
Speaker 1: just here, man, Look how g I was just climbing.

1317
01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:04,120
Speaker 1: So for me, I'm showing him what's working for me

1318
01:07:05,120 --> 01:07:06,959
Speaker 1: that Like you're my friend and you find a lit

1319
01:07:07,040 --> 01:07:08,960
Speaker 1: on how to wind push you down there, how you're

1320
01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:12,640
Speaker 1: gonna win. So me, I'm like, God, that's the only

1321
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:15,880
Speaker 1: way we're gonna win and get back. God over everything.

1322
01:07:16,120 --> 01:07:18,680
Speaker 1: If y'all if, because sometimes the only ones that make

1323
01:07:18,760 --> 01:07:20,920
Speaker 1: it it be like like I tell people about p

1324
01:07:21,120 --> 01:07:23,280
Speaker 1: people that know like QC p uh they seen the

1325
01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:26,920
Speaker 1: post when they that I uh, like I seen Pe

1326
01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:32,080
Speaker 1: when he's almost down there, broke broke broke, Like well,

1327
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:35,800
Speaker 1: he don't put three four million with these boys. But

1328
01:07:35,920 --> 01:07:38,200
Speaker 1: it's like that beat up moment where God wants you

1329
01:07:38,320 --> 01:07:40,800
Speaker 1: to go harder and not give up. And I remember

1330
01:07:40,880 --> 01:07:43,760
Speaker 1: at that time Pete pushed through and he had go

1331
01:07:43,880 --> 01:07:47,000
Speaker 1: get this from that person. Just that that nigga pushed through.

1332
01:07:48,160 --> 01:07:49,920
Speaker 1: And you know right here, witness because you know I'm

1333
01:07:49,920 --> 01:07:51,360
Speaker 1: talking to him every day on the phone on the

1334
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:53,760
Speaker 1: homie that we linked through Big Torn, you know what

1335
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:56,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's like every day I'm talking to you.

1336
01:07:57,720 --> 01:07:59,880
Speaker 1: He pushed through, bro. So that's the moment for what

1337
01:07:59,920 --> 01:08:02,240
Speaker 1: I seen for me. You get to that spot in

1338
01:08:02,360 --> 01:08:07,080
Speaker 1: your life. I felt like, if I don't make a

1339
01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:09,919
Speaker 1: decision right now that I want somebody of life, I'm

1340
01:08:09,960 --> 01:08:13,400
Speaker 1: gonna be nobody. I seen myself from being a regular

1341
01:08:13,440 --> 01:08:19,600
Speaker 1: smegular deglar, Like, damn, is this what it's becoming? And

1342
01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:22,080
Speaker 1: you gotta make that decision and really be able to

1343
01:08:22,160 --> 01:08:27,800
Speaker 1: sacrifice everything for fun friends, relationships that don't mean you

1344
01:08:27,920 --> 01:08:30,080
Speaker 1: no good even if they do mean you good, but

1345
01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:33,360
Speaker 1: it's not beneficial on your mission. I gotta see y'all later.

1346
01:08:33,400 --> 01:08:35,960
Speaker 1: I love y'all. You can call me, you can text me, well,

1347
01:08:36,040 --> 01:08:37,840
Speaker 1: hang in and doing all that. Now, I'm on a mission.

1348
01:08:38,320 --> 01:08:40,880
Speaker 1: On people. I missed people on my mission, you know

1349
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:43,920
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, and we you know, so we go viral.

1350
01:08:44,000 --> 01:08:45,479
Speaker 1: So for me it hit me would have left like

1351
01:08:45,560 --> 01:08:48,040
Speaker 1: what we were just every day. But then I seen

1352
01:08:48,120 --> 01:08:51,320
Speaker 1: it wasn't him personally. It was like what Jade said,

1353
01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:54,320
Speaker 1: So for me, I always let that be the reason.

1354
01:08:54,840 --> 01:08:57,720
Speaker 5: And even just now like Metro, you don't really hold

1355
01:08:57,800 --> 01:08:59,080
Speaker 5: him personally accountable.

1356
01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:03,719
Speaker 1: It's that card because that him. He that kind of person,

1357
01:09:04,400 --> 01:09:07,639
Speaker 1: He's not not even with the aliboy situation. I loved

1358
01:09:07,760 --> 01:09:12,720
Speaker 1: that for Alie, Like I seen that Ali genuinely was

1359
01:09:13,320 --> 01:09:17,280
Speaker 1: like sympathetic, like he didn't he didn't like that. He

1360
01:09:17,680 --> 01:09:19,360
Speaker 1: even kept it real. He was like, yeah, man, you

1361
01:09:19,439 --> 01:09:22,360
Speaker 1: know yeah, probably hard on him with it. Probably worse

1362
01:09:22,439 --> 01:09:24,599
Speaker 1: on me too for what I had to go through

1363
01:09:24,760 --> 01:09:30,840
Speaker 1: and things. And I seen him this time genuinely like

1364
01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:35,560
Speaker 1: give his all to like I'm rocking with you. I

1365
01:09:35,640 --> 01:09:39,160
Speaker 1: hated that, like I hated that. It was because the

1366
01:09:39,280 --> 01:09:43,200
Speaker 1: intentions on on on the other end wasn't wasn't pure

1367
01:09:43,240 --> 01:09:47,880
Speaker 1: as Alice like like you know what I'm saying, There

1368
01:09:48,000 --> 01:09:52,640
Speaker 1: wasn't even nothing. I don't It was loud, it was

1369
01:09:52,760 --> 01:09:55,640
Speaker 1: almost on some misunderstanding and then like I said what

1370
01:09:55,760 --> 01:09:58,599
Speaker 1: she said about the other thing that takes control, the influence.

1371
01:09:58,680 --> 01:10:01,519
Speaker 4: Yeah, the influence being under the influence of certain things.

1372
01:10:02,040 --> 01:10:06,280
Speaker 1: And it was like he starting, I like, you can

1373
01:10:06,320 --> 01:10:08,559
Speaker 1: do it. He can do he can do it like too.

1374
01:10:09,320 --> 01:10:11,000
Speaker 1: That's why I say, that's the only thing that matters

1375
01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:15,679
Speaker 1: with me. Hard ship man, what man that niggas man.

1376
01:10:16,040 --> 01:10:18,240
Speaker 1: He been dope. I've been telling he one of my

1377
01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:21,479
Speaker 1: favorite that nigga is a real rapper. You gotta think

1378
01:10:21,520 --> 01:10:23,720
Speaker 1: like when I came in screamed like I had to sound.

1379
01:10:23,760 --> 01:10:26,120
Speaker 1: I had a movement I had, but he helped form

1380
01:10:26,200 --> 01:10:28,960
Speaker 1: me into like by going to ground hustle in that

1381
01:10:29,040 --> 01:10:32,000
Speaker 1: studio twelve hours a day every day on that every day,

1382
01:10:32,040 --> 01:10:33,720
Speaker 1: that ship helped for me to be an artist. Even

1383
01:10:33,800 --> 01:10:35,360
Speaker 1: like being right. You remember like when me and me

1384
01:10:35,640 --> 01:10:38,880
Speaker 1: ed and school, when we started by being around Pluto,

1385
01:10:39,040 --> 01:10:42,920
Speaker 1: he he like it was sounding like you know, smash

1386
01:10:43,040 --> 01:10:45,880
Speaker 1: and like that Nigga Puto be done. He already knows

1387
01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:48,120
Speaker 1: to say do this and he he'll actually helped me,

1388
01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:50,479
Speaker 1: but he wouldn't carry me. He'll give me this boy,

1389
01:10:50,479 --> 01:10:51,960
Speaker 1: you gotta do the res like you ain't gonna get

1390
01:10:52,000 --> 01:10:52,760
Speaker 1: better if you don'na do this.

1391
01:10:53,200 --> 01:10:55,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, he'll feeds you a little bit and like, hey, you.

1392
01:10:55,680 --> 01:10:57,400
Speaker 1: Know, he was one of the first people that told

1393
01:10:57,439 --> 01:10:59,680
Speaker 1: me to rap. I used to pick him up from

1394
01:10:59,760 --> 01:11:02,640
Speaker 1: Rico way up and they was in there like freestyling

1395
01:11:02,880 --> 01:11:06,719
Speaker 1: and uh, we're called like man, you like your nigga

1396
01:11:06,720 --> 01:11:09,280
Speaker 1: got flavor this and that, and me always telling me, well,

1397
01:11:09,320 --> 01:11:11,720
Speaker 1: you're right, Jay, you're gonna take off. Nig don't know.

1398
01:11:11,800 --> 01:11:14,040
Speaker 1: He was the first person, Pluto, the first person give

1399
01:11:14,080 --> 01:11:16,800
Speaker 1: me like some true religion. Pan. I had his true

1400
01:11:16,840 --> 01:11:20,840
Speaker 1: religion pants and I had school of Gucca pan Gucca shoes.

1401
01:11:20,920 --> 01:11:23,960
Speaker 1: Yeah and yeah, because we were going out somewhere and uh,

1402
01:11:24,600 --> 01:11:27,360
Speaker 1: man ship, I kept on paying so long. I tried

1403
01:11:27,400 --> 01:11:31,760
Speaker 1: to still got him. No, I tried to bound. He

1404
01:11:31,760 --> 01:11:34,800
Speaker 1: wouldn't let me bound, So I just did that homeboy shit,

1405
01:11:34,840 --> 01:11:37,760
Speaker 1: I'm a Barti motherfuckers. So you just come to my

1406
01:11:37,800 --> 01:11:39,080
Speaker 1: house and get him back. And the only way he

1407
01:11:39,080 --> 01:11:42,160
Speaker 1: want get like real talk. And we were making paper

1408
01:11:42,280 --> 01:11:44,719
Speaker 1: the time, you know, future like Pluto being that nigga

1409
01:11:45,040 --> 01:11:47,360
Speaker 1: put it on. I don't care. Nobody said broke all

1410
01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:49,920
Speaker 1: that when he was staying with India and yeah, in

1411
01:11:50,160 --> 01:11:53,519
Speaker 1: lame Station, he wasn't he had money, but he knew

1412
01:11:53,600 --> 01:11:55,600
Speaker 1: that Nigga had direction, that Nigga knew what he was

1413
01:11:55,600 --> 01:11:58,120
Speaker 1: gonna be. So for me and for God to place

1414
01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:00,599
Speaker 1: me in these people life right there to him where

1415
01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:03,000
Speaker 1: I can say I was we started black a mego together?

1416
01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:06,240
Speaker 1: How can I see the success that Pluto making and

1417
01:12:06,320 --> 01:12:09,240
Speaker 1: that don't motivate and push me? You know what I'm saying, right,

1418
01:12:09,400 --> 01:12:10,720
Speaker 1: I don't look at it in a bad way. I

1419
01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:11,200
Speaker 1: look at his.

1420
01:12:11,240 --> 01:12:16,280
Speaker 2: Accolades like money, like the Black of Ego ship, like

1421
01:12:16,360 --> 01:12:16,960
Speaker 2: what was then?

1422
01:12:17,720 --> 01:12:18,080
Speaker 1: The thing?

1423
01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:21,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, we were just saying how did that ship go?

1424
01:12:21,680 --> 01:12:23,840
Speaker 2: Like we started and we started, how did that start?

1425
01:12:25,040 --> 01:12:28,080
Speaker 1: It was crazy because like even Casino just came like

1426
01:12:28,120 --> 01:12:30,120
Speaker 1: told Metro you know, j Muney was the first one

1427
01:12:30,160 --> 01:12:32,320
Speaker 1: that said it. But we just took it and made

1428
01:12:32,360 --> 01:12:34,519
Speaker 1: a movement out of there. But we all together, So

1429
01:12:34,600 --> 01:12:38,720
Speaker 1: it was like for me, this was y'all spot. I

1430
01:12:38,840 --> 01:12:41,160
Speaker 1: can't that I was around every day that made me

1431
01:12:41,320 --> 01:12:43,479
Speaker 1: sake We Black of Migos. You get what I'm saying.

1432
01:12:43,760 --> 01:12:46,240
Speaker 1: That run that time with Tie you remember that time?

1433
01:12:46,479 --> 01:12:51,479
Speaker 1: Okay man exactly? Yeah, overly, but we look like it

1434
01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:54,760
Speaker 1: looks like looking like yeah, it looking like we're still

1435
01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:56,719
Speaker 1: salling for the one and it going.

1436
01:12:56,720 --> 01:12:59,680
Speaker 2: Yeah you say, you say so, you say basically you

1437
01:12:59,800 --> 01:13:01,600
Speaker 2: been around them, maybe.

1438
01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:06,640
Speaker 1: We we whatever. I'm in the motion where yeah we

1439
01:13:06,760 --> 01:13:11,000
Speaker 1: like and like, oh but yeah that what will and

1440
01:13:11,120 --> 01:13:12,640
Speaker 1: went on and went with and went with it, and

1441
01:13:12,760 --> 01:13:15,479
Speaker 1: they kind of because I was already doing futuristic too,

1442
01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:19,200
Speaker 1: ship like that started it and start doing it, not

1443
01:13:19,320 --> 01:13:21,880
Speaker 1: dealing it. But they didn't like the point of like

1444
01:13:23,320 --> 01:13:25,560
Speaker 1: you remember what happened at there? What the club that

1445
01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:27,800
Speaker 1: was right there by block Studio and they and so

1446
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:31,120
Speaker 1: so yeah when yeah l A Chain or the groundhouse

1447
01:13:31,160 --> 01:13:34,600
Speaker 1: of change, ship happened? What happened the street? Then with

1448
01:13:34,680 --> 01:13:39,080
Speaker 1: the runs hm they took Yeah, they got the fighting,

1449
01:13:39,200 --> 01:13:42,720
Speaker 1: took the chain. And so because they Scooter didn't like

1450
01:13:42,800 --> 01:13:45,479
Speaker 1: the fact that they were saying black amigo, because that

1451
01:13:45,560 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 1: was on the beginning of someone at school like hell,

1452
01:13:48,280 --> 01:13:50,360
Speaker 1: no you are brother, we did it together, not that

1453
01:13:50,479 --> 01:13:52,600
Speaker 1: nigga isn't that is that? And then you know, like

1454
01:13:52,680 --> 01:13:54,560
Speaker 1: the demeanor you know l A is an artist, like

1455
01:13:54,960 --> 01:13:57,320
Speaker 1: like I guess when so well, I don't know if

1456
01:13:57,360 --> 01:13:59,880
Speaker 1: it was open, open, welcoming, but you know street he all,

1457
01:14:00,040 --> 01:14:02,240
Speaker 1: it just stood on principal, like he was the one

1458
01:14:02,320 --> 01:14:05,840
Speaker 1: gonna do everything for and they was actually building the

1459
01:14:05,880 --> 01:14:10,360
Speaker 1: whole movement behind little Kurt Wood like for me, brother.

1460
01:14:10,520 --> 01:14:12,679
Speaker 1: So it like I'm not goinna go back and forth

1461
01:14:12,760 --> 01:14:16,040
Speaker 1: with you, but yeah, nigga is yours, Like yeah, but

1462
01:14:16,120 --> 01:14:19,240
Speaker 1: I'm still gonna say it regardless because y'all know you

1463
01:14:19,280 --> 01:14:24,760
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So we didn't have a beef,

1464
01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:26,800
Speaker 1: but they had a beef about that, like not even

1465
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:29,200
Speaker 1: just a beat, like seeing him in the sol Boom

1466
01:14:30,080 --> 01:14:31,639
Speaker 1: and I think that was like the same night after

1467
01:14:31,760 --> 01:14:34,680
Speaker 1: that he got into it with like pol But then

1468
01:14:34,880 --> 01:14:37,000
Speaker 1: then they ended up becoming real good friends who got

1469
01:14:37,040 --> 01:14:42,519
Speaker 1: into Scooter in the Runs. I mean, you know it

1470
01:14:42,680 --> 01:14:45,120
Speaker 1: was like this when the ship first started. It wasn't

1471
01:14:45,160 --> 01:14:49,360
Speaker 1: no series like beef. It was more fact though. Paul

1472
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:52,519
Speaker 1: was just a lawyer person and we was like like

1473
01:14:52,600 --> 01:14:56,439
Speaker 1: we had to beat down song remember black Amigo, and yeah,

1474
01:14:58,800 --> 01:15:02,479
Speaker 1: I made him all them in. I felt like if

1475
01:15:02,520 --> 01:15:04,320
Speaker 1: I'm the first one to say what y'all and said

1476
01:15:06,760 --> 01:15:11,280
Speaker 1: who I'm bringing niggas that influences and I'm bringing La

1477
01:15:11,479 --> 01:15:15,599
Speaker 1: and Pablo Escawak that was his name. But it's still

1478
01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:17,240
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, like you know street

1479
01:15:17,400 --> 01:15:19,960
Speaker 1: like was like nigga from Quick Flip Studio when I'm

1480
01:15:19,960 --> 01:15:23,080
Speaker 1: at Homie, he first want to help bring me like Tye,

1481
01:15:24,240 --> 01:15:26,240
Speaker 1: and ty was like, you know, I love what I

1482
01:15:26,320 --> 01:15:29,800
Speaker 1: had going too. But Ship tw was was you know

1483
01:15:29,840 --> 01:15:31,479
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I had more room to be Uh,

1484
01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:34,000
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying because you know, got that

1485
01:15:35,080 --> 01:15:37,320
Speaker 1: short been doing Kim doing shit forever. You know what

1486
01:15:37,320 --> 01:15:40,439
Speaker 1: I'm saying, got all the tower was just starting, so

1487
01:15:40,560 --> 01:15:43,040
Speaker 1: I got room over here. The goddamn but boom built

1488
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:45,680
Speaker 1: up in the company and that's what helped me take

1489
01:15:45,720 --> 01:15:47,760
Speaker 1: off and beat Trump or you real talk. It went

1490
01:15:47,800 --> 01:15:50,720
Speaker 1: from maybe making three four five thimes probably to day

1491
01:15:50,760 --> 01:15:53,960
Speaker 1: to some twenties and I ain't made with them board

1492
01:15:54,040 --> 01:15:56,120
Speaker 1: bro It was crazy nough nigga says whatever bro so

1493
01:15:56,560 --> 01:15:58,200
Speaker 1: And you know I was bringing that gap where some

1494
01:15:58,280 --> 01:16:01,640
Speaker 1: niggas feel like niggas say east Side, they is no

1495
01:16:01,880 --> 01:16:05,280
Speaker 1: bro y'all tripping nigga folk. That was the money these

1496
01:16:05,360 --> 01:16:07,200
Speaker 1: No one's gonna put you in the way you feel

1497
01:16:07,280 --> 01:16:10,200
Speaker 1: me this real Atlanta, this is it? Like so I

1498
01:16:10,280 --> 01:16:12,599
Speaker 1: thank God? Now what is that now that you people

1499
01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:17,439
Speaker 1: like savage y'all help that shit eliminated. Like you remember,

1500
01:16:17,560 --> 01:16:19,120
Speaker 1: it was like if you're from the East Side, you

1501
01:16:19,520 --> 01:16:24,560
Speaker 1: ain't Yeah, yeah, like you know what I'm saying. But

1502
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:27,680
Speaker 1: so I help got that. I'm like, I got to

1503
01:16:28,000 --> 01:16:30,880
Speaker 1: pe them tie all this shit together. So it was

1504
01:16:30,920 --> 01:16:35,439
Speaker 1: like that that whole black Amigo situation, which is like

1505
01:16:35,560 --> 01:16:37,240
Speaker 1: I ain't finna go back and forth with my dog.

1506
01:16:38,120 --> 01:16:42,680
Speaker 1: But anyway, I'm telling you, man, so I try to

1507
01:16:42,720 --> 01:16:44,559
Speaker 1: give it to him. You know, I want pray for him,

1508
01:16:44,640 --> 01:16:48,080
Speaker 1: do all with la all this. But it was God

1509
01:16:48,240 --> 01:16:50,000
Speaker 1: was showing me like I had to go to God,

1510
01:16:50,120 --> 01:16:50,880
Speaker 1: like God, what what?

1511
01:16:51,160 --> 01:16:51,679
Speaker 2: What the hell?

1512
01:16:51,880 --> 01:16:54,920
Speaker 1: I gotta capitalize off this. We got like hold Up

1513
01:16:55,000 --> 01:16:59,320
Speaker 1: going viral now serving everybody going viral. I got an

1514
01:16:59,360 --> 01:17:02,200
Speaker 1: album done Casey beat months produced it, serving everybody with

1515
01:17:02,280 --> 01:17:04,840
Speaker 1: the McDonald little logo went Crazyville. They're like one point

1516
01:17:04,880 --> 01:17:08,360
Speaker 1: three million screens first week. I'm like, okay, now I

1517
01:17:08,400 --> 01:17:12,240
Speaker 1: gotta capitalize off of everything what's going on? And look

1518
01:17:12,320 --> 01:17:15,519
Speaker 1: how God worked. Bro. I just thought, I said, you

1519
01:17:15,520 --> 01:17:17,560
Speaker 1: know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna just start supporting

1520
01:17:17,600 --> 01:17:20,439
Speaker 1: all these young artists that doing the hold up dance

1521
01:17:20,520 --> 01:17:23,200
Speaker 1: in that video. I seen bank Roll not doing it.

1522
01:17:24,160 --> 01:17:27,640
Speaker 1: I'm so ATL so like, you know what, it's just

1523
01:17:27,720 --> 01:17:29,680
Speaker 1: so happen. She's that artist I thought about that day

1524
01:17:29,720 --> 01:17:33,120
Speaker 1: while I'm finna embracing, like be the godfather of the drip.

1525
01:17:33,200 --> 01:17:38,400
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Boom, get what? Bro? We

1526
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:43,000
Speaker 1: collabed on the post me and bank roll now and

1527
01:17:43,160 --> 01:17:46,560
Speaker 1: JD hit me up from that post maybe like he

1528
01:17:46,600 --> 01:17:49,519
Speaker 1: wouldn't follow me from that post with me and I

1529
01:17:49,760 --> 01:17:55,320
Speaker 1: because her song Atl just coming out. And soon as

1530
01:17:55,360 --> 01:17:56,800
Speaker 1: he followed me, I'm like, okay, you follow me. I

1531
01:17:56,920 --> 01:17:58,640
Speaker 1: followed that and shit, I seen on him page with

1532
01:17:58,760 --> 01:18:00,640
Speaker 1: him and Quabos in the study on the hold up

1533
01:18:01,360 --> 01:18:04,479
Speaker 1: I posted on my story. I was like, yeah, I said,

1534
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:06,479
Speaker 1: with the mail with the sauce, God, let's take over

1535
01:18:06,520 --> 01:18:09,880
Speaker 1: the city. Soon as I did that, JD hit me

1536
01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:12,280
Speaker 1: up now I want you to come through tomorrow. Man,

1537
01:18:12,320 --> 01:18:15,320
Speaker 1: I got this. Before I got this, this guy that magic.

1538
01:18:15,360 --> 01:18:18,639
Speaker 1: See the money came. Oh my god. When I heard

1539
01:18:18,680 --> 01:18:23,320
Speaker 1: the beat, I was just like this, it's so special.

1540
01:18:23,360 --> 01:18:26,680
Speaker 1: I knew it. And God before I even went in

1541
01:18:26,720 --> 01:18:28,240
Speaker 1: the boot, bro, like how we're kicking it right here?

1542
01:18:28,760 --> 01:18:30,439
Speaker 1: And the one part before I went in the booth,

1543
01:18:30,479 --> 01:18:33,679
Speaker 1: I got on my knees. I told her, I said

1544
01:18:33,720 --> 01:18:36,600
Speaker 1: a prayer right then, I said, Lord, please let me

1545
01:18:36,680 --> 01:18:39,679
Speaker 1: make a song that's gonna help change my life. I said, Lord,

1546
01:18:39,760 --> 01:18:41,400
Speaker 1: please let me make a song that's gonna make all

1547
01:18:41,439 --> 01:18:43,080
Speaker 1: this makes sense, what we've been through and what I

1548
01:18:43,240 --> 01:18:47,680
Speaker 1: just survived. And guess what bro off that mad city

1549
01:18:47,680 --> 01:18:51,040
Speaker 1: of money. I left JD at like one o'clock maybe

1550
01:18:51,080 --> 01:18:53,840
Speaker 1: two o'clock that night. Yeah, he had to post up

1551
01:18:53,880 --> 01:18:57,720
Speaker 1: by two fifty nine with me in the studio, with

1552
01:18:57,880 --> 01:19:01,400
Speaker 1: me coming through there, all that and that nigga metro

1553
01:19:01,520 --> 01:19:06,160
Speaker 1: booming hit me up an hour and thirty minutes later,

1554
01:19:07,360 --> 01:19:10,200
Speaker 1: DM ME say, what's good legend? So you see what

1555
01:19:10,280 --> 01:19:12,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like God, I got on my knees. I

1556
01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:17,240
Speaker 1: asked for it. God. Now when you lawyer servant to God,

1557
01:19:17,240 --> 01:19:19,960
Speaker 1: because it's so much in this their age were living

1558
01:19:19,960 --> 01:19:21,559
Speaker 1: in God out there, and when you know your heart

1559
01:19:21,720 --> 01:19:25,160
Speaker 1: is really there, he ain't making you wait. It's instant.

1560
01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:28,680
Speaker 1: It was instant. It was like nigga. The post just

1561
01:19:28,800 --> 01:19:31,160
Speaker 1: came out first with not the posts ain't been up

1562
01:19:31,240 --> 01:19:34,200
Speaker 1: thirty minutes, JD following me, and then DM ME two

1563
01:19:34,280 --> 01:19:37,840
Speaker 1: minutes later. Then go to him. The next day then

1564
01:19:37,920 --> 01:19:40,360
Speaker 1: Metro Booman see our video hit me up the next

1565
01:19:40,439 --> 01:19:42,720
Speaker 1: day saying an hour after he seen the video me

1566
01:19:42,760 --> 01:19:44,599
Speaker 1: and he said, Bro, I seen you. He said, Bro,

1567
01:19:44,760 --> 01:19:47,599
Speaker 1: you you just want of them niggas that just got it? Yeah,

1568
01:19:48,000 --> 01:19:48,760
Speaker 1: like we just got it.

1569
01:19:48,840 --> 01:19:49,200
Speaker 2: You like me?

1570
01:19:49,320 --> 01:19:51,960
Speaker 1: Bro, we over the like you know recipe. You know

1571
01:19:52,040 --> 01:19:53,960
Speaker 1: Metro lost his mom just like I lost my mom.

1572
01:19:54,400 --> 01:19:58,080
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. So it's like we had

1573
01:19:58,120 --> 01:20:01,479
Speaker 1: a traumabond even from the beginning, and we both talented it.

1574
01:20:01,760 --> 01:20:03,280
Speaker 1: Like he was listening to like my serving every by

1575
01:20:03,320 --> 01:20:05,559
Speaker 1: the app that I had on iTunes and he's like, Bro,

1576
01:20:05,720 --> 01:20:07,800
Speaker 1: I'm listening like, bro, he like this when I work

1577
01:20:07,840 --> 01:20:11,040
Speaker 1: out this all I'm listening to you. And that nigga

1578
01:20:11,080 --> 01:20:13,240
Speaker 1: was out of town. That nigga started paying for my studio.

1579
01:20:14,439 --> 01:20:17,360
Speaker 1: You know most of the producers send you beats. Metro

1580
01:20:17,520 --> 01:20:22,000
Speaker 1: is so real, brof that nigga overly different. Bro, we

1581
01:20:22,160 --> 01:20:25,160
Speaker 1: in this we in the uh he out of town.

1582
01:20:26,320 --> 01:20:27,720
Speaker 1: He talked to me on the phone. You're like, we

1583
01:20:27,800 --> 01:20:29,720
Speaker 1: are like and as Man and God. We are on

1584
01:20:29,800 --> 01:20:32,040
Speaker 1: the same level. But nephew, up here the ones that

1585
01:20:32,240 --> 01:20:33,960
Speaker 1: most of the nigga that big like they gotta they

1586
01:20:34,040 --> 01:20:37,040
Speaker 1: gotta let you know. They that big, not homes like

1587
01:20:37,840 --> 01:20:41,280
Speaker 1: talking too humble, talking to me every day, put me

1588
01:20:41,360 --> 01:20:43,120
Speaker 1: in the studio while he because I had got his

1589
01:20:43,200 --> 01:20:45,360
Speaker 1: beats one day and I went to a studio and

1590
01:20:45,439 --> 01:20:47,880
Speaker 1: recorded songs on it. But I did three the first day,

1591
01:20:48,640 --> 01:20:50,559
Speaker 1: I said them. But he like, boy, he was too hard.

1592
01:20:50,640 --> 01:20:53,400
Speaker 1: But but I didn't like to sound quality. And I

1593
01:20:53,479 --> 01:20:54,800
Speaker 1: was like, hey, bro, you got something I can go

1594
01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:58,679
Speaker 1: to record like I live in that bitch that nigga

1595
01:20:58,680 --> 01:21:03,200
Speaker 1: went and paid for only publishing the tricky stewards A

1596
01:21:03,320 --> 01:21:07,639
Speaker 1: nice one. Yeah, like two weeks straight long?

1597
01:21:07,760 --> 01:21:08,040
Speaker 3: Was I not?

1598
01:21:08,160 --> 01:21:11,040
Speaker 1: It ain't in no time limits. I ain't no eight

1599
01:21:11,160 --> 01:21:13,760
Speaker 1: hour sessions six, ain't no time that. I don't going

1600
01:21:13,880 --> 01:21:18,599
Speaker 1: there to the tap out sessions eighteen nineteen hours sometime

1601
01:21:19,000 --> 01:21:24,680
Speaker 1: like coup. I ain't even leave like there like and

1602
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:27,519
Speaker 1: it showed me that it made me believe more like God.

1603
01:21:27,800 --> 01:21:29,800
Speaker 1: It made me believe I always believed in God to

1604
01:21:29,880 --> 01:21:32,280
Speaker 1: the futage, but it let me see the reality of

1605
01:21:32,439 --> 01:21:34,760
Speaker 1: the work and what you do that it brings it.

1606
01:21:35,640 --> 01:21:38,000
Speaker 1: I start I'm in these big studio when I just

1607
01:21:38,120 --> 01:21:41,160
Speaker 1: came from recording my album and my homework garage even

1608
01:21:41,200 --> 01:21:43,000
Speaker 1: though we had the nice set up still, I mean

1609
01:21:43,360 --> 01:21:48,720
Speaker 1: the technical part, like the interface in the computer, the mic. Yeah,

1610
01:21:48,840 --> 01:21:52,880
Speaker 1: but I'm in the buildings now. It's like, whoa, I

1611
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:55,439
Speaker 1: ain't need sometimes I wouldn't even having much money. Yeah,

1612
01:21:55,760 --> 01:21:58,720
Speaker 1: you're working. My will too, and my will me Mike

1613
01:21:58,760 --> 01:22:01,120
Speaker 1: will as they told him home. We got an album coming,

1614
01:22:01,439 --> 01:22:04,000
Speaker 1: super crazy. I got like I've been working with, like

1615
01:22:04,400 --> 01:22:06,519
Speaker 1: to Off and the Embrace, all the girls and everything.

1616
01:22:07,040 --> 01:22:10,160
Speaker 1: I got a caribou. We're doing like an album over there.

1617
01:22:11,160 --> 01:22:11,479
Speaker 5: My girl.

1618
01:22:11,680 --> 01:22:15,519
Speaker 1: Man what they so real, the real, but they didn't

1619
01:22:15,520 --> 01:22:19,240
Speaker 1: feel natural. They were just like in my sessions, like

1620
01:22:19,800 --> 01:22:21,680
Speaker 1: terrible war. She would come through my session, give my

1621
01:22:21,720 --> 01:22:24,040
Speaker 1: problem in. I ain't know who she was at all.

1622
01:22:24,880 --> 01:22:25,040
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1623
01:22:25,439 --> 01:22:28,920
Speaker 1: Then they were like, yeah, she's hard than then the

1624
01:22:28,960 --> 01:22:31,960
Speaker 1: little young dude true drawing. He was like, man, like

1625
01:22:32,160 --> 01:22:34,519
Speaker 1: she won't do something, let's do something. I ain't no sure.

1626
01:22:34,560 --> 01:22:36,760
Speaker 1: So I did it. I ain't know who she will.

1627
01:22:36,920 --> 01:22:40,320
Speaker 1: I got home and looked at her Instagram. She lit

1628
01:22:40,439 --> 01:22:45,560
Speaker 1: up so and I'm glad, God let me see that

1629
01:22:45,680 --> 01:22:47,519
Speaker 1: just like I did it without even can what she

1630
01:22:47,600 --> 01:22:54,040
Speaker 1: had going on. And uh mona Leo, yeah, my Leo,

1631
01:22:54,320 --> 01:23:00,240
Speaker 1: so hard, bro so hard. She one got that done. Yo.

1632
01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:02,560
Speaker 1: At the fully, this ain't your job to do. So

1633
01:23:03,200 --> 01:23:04,960
Speaker 1: you ain't got you do what you're doing your line

1634
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:07,360
Speaker 1: so exactly it ain't for you to do. You know

1635
01:23:07,439 --> 01:23:09,439
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Give me a TikTok. Does need to

1636
01:23:09,479 --> 01:23:12,360
Speaker 1: get I mean if you want to, I do yeah,

1637
01:23:12,400 --> 01:23:14,360
Speaker 1: because you gotta think you are a brand. You're a

1638
01:23:14,400 --> 01:23:17,000
Speaker 1: brand too big and I love what you're doing with it.

1639
01:23:17,080 --> 01:23:20,479
Speaker 1: You building other things that it's about longevity. Listen to

1640
01:23:20,600 --> 01:23:22,759
Speaker 1: Jade bro I think I think you and Jade should

1641
01:23:22,760 --> 01:23:24,759
Speaker 1: like get you out one of the artists. I always

1642
01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:29,680
Speaker 1: said that even bout Jay. I'm like Jay responsible for

1643
01:23:29,720 --> 01:23:31,960
Speaker 1: a lot of all this coming up, a lot of people.

1644
01:23:32,040 --> 01:23:34,320
Speaker 1: She got people to make them feel comfortble know how

1645
01:23:34,360 --> 01:23:38,320
Speaker 1: to treat the people. Jay, it's trying like for you,

1646
01:23:38,520 --> 01:23:40,040
Speaker 1: like you don't see gud put you in the like

1647
01:23:40,120 --> 01:23:41,240
Speaker 1: you gotta get your artists.

1648
01:23:41,320 --> 01:23:43,519
Speaker 4: You're right and stand on it right.

1649
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:46,519
Speaker 1: I know it's gonna work. The game. Know it's gonna work,

1650
01:23:46,800 --> 01:23:49,120
Speaker 1: and do it. It's for your kids, your kids kids,

1651
01:23:49,160 --> 01:23:53,080
Speaker 1: these people. It's like we got to even like I

1652
01:23:53,160 --> 01:23:54,960
Speaker 1: love it when I seen like spinds like I'm like,

1653
01:23:55,000 --> 01:23:58,080
Speaker 1: oh yeah, it feel natural. I'm like spinding what you're

1654
01:23:58,120 --> 01:24:00,479
Speaker 1: gonna put the fire behind all the other the great

1655
01:24:00,520 --> 01:24:03,280
Speaker 1: ones that we need because we can't do this without them. Man,

1656
01:24:03,360 --> 01:24:06,880
Speaker 1: people gotta know that, like the DJs, they helped guide it.

1657
01:24:06,960 --> 01:24:09,760
Speaker 1: They helped get you the relationships, help get you in

1658
01:24:09,840 --> 01:24:12,720
Speaker 1: these buildings and these clubs in the right places. That's

1659
01:24:12,760 --> 01:24:14,439
Speaker 1: what a lot of this stuff were missing. We were

1660
01:24:14,479 --> 01:24:16,960
Speaker 1: missing that. Because it became now some of the artists

1661
01:24:17,000 --> 01:24:18,800
Speaker 1: they jail like, fuck it, I ain't gonna pay him

1662
01:24:18,840 --> 01:24:21,360
Speaker 1: for the respect this. I'm just gonna do this and

1663
01:24:21,479 --> 01:24:24,560
Speaker 1: that shit. Thanks to this Internet, you can do that.

1664
01:24:24,800 --> 01:24:27,080
Speaker 1: But was it morally like you told me earlier? Nah,

1665
01:24:28,000 --> 01:24:29,640
Speaker 1: I'm going morally, you know what I'm saying, even when

1666
01:24:29,680 --> 01:24:32,320
Speaker 1: I love how Metro doing it. So it went from

1667
01:24:32,400 --> 01:24:35,200
Speaker 1: Metro like two three weeks straight in that motherfuckers on it.

1668
01:24:35,720 --> 01:24:38,280
Speaker 1: Then Bro we went to rock with Bills, you know

1669
01:24:38,600 --> 01:24:41,439
Speaker 1: if you know him over on the North Side drive

1670
01:24:42,600 --> 01:24:45,920
Speaker 1: Boom get what. Bro locked in too much, bought the

1671
01:24:45,960 --> 01:24:49,760
Speaker 1: whole student from ABC Room and them sessions. It for

1672
01:24:49,840 --> 01:24:51,720
Speaker 1: me and him at first, because it started with just

1673
01:24:51,800 --> 01:24:54,720
Speaker 1: me and him. We got like thirty some Rutgers right now,

1674
01:24:54,800 --> 01:24:57,920
Speaker 1: thirty thirty eight Rutgers. He came to me, was like, hey,

1675
01:24:58,000 --> 01:25:00,080
Speaker 1: j what you thinking about her doing the compilation? Like

1676
01:25:00,160 --> 01:25:03,240
Speaker 1: me hit Roscoe quiz Dom started hitting me up, hit

1677
01:25:03,320 --> 01:25:07,080
Speaker 1: him up. Then then Walker came over there. Then Walker

1678
01:25:07,160 --> 01:25:10,439
Speaker 1: came over there. They were like, oh Walker Walker. Walker

1679
01:25:10,520 --> 01:25:12,120
Speaker 1: walked down the door, like, hey, Bro, he heard all

1680
01:25:12,160 --> 01:25:15,320
Speaker 1: my music. He said, hey, Bro, Jay, you want something else? Bro?

1681
01:25:15,400 --> 01:25:17,439
Speaker 1: He's like, man, I just did the hard of music

1682
01:25:17,479 --> 01:25:20,560
Speaker 1: on heard in a long time. He was like, it

1683
01:25:20,640 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 1: made him feel like he walked into time capsule. He like, Bro,

1684
01:25:23,520 --> 01:25:26,000
Speaker 1: for how you to recreate yourself? But even harder than

1685
01:25:26,040 --> 01:25:28,000
Speaker 1: you was. He like, Bro, because I liked it the

1686
01:25:28,040 --> 01:25:29,760
Speaker 1: first time. He like, but now you there like you

1687
01:25:29,800 --> 01:25:31,960
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying cause I in the beginning I

1688
01:25:32,000 --> 01:25:34,040
Speaker 1: didn't know. I was just driving no license, know what,

1689
01:25:34,120 --> 01:25:36,280
Speaker 1: with no GPS. Get what?

1690
01:25:36,479 --> 01:25:36,559
Speaker 4: Bro?

1691
01:25:37,360 --> 01:25:40,679
Speaker 1: It started with Walker coming now God damn two chains

1692
01:25:41,080 --> 01:25:44,639
Speaker 1: wam Quavo Quavo my bad Quavo before Walker. I don't

1693
01:25:44,640 --> 01:25:48,559
Speaker 1: want to take nobody's spot, right, I know that matter? Man, nigga.

1694
01:25:48,680 --> 01:25:52,360
Speaker 1: You know out there before Walker, Quavo, Manko had came,

1695
01:25:52,479 --> 01:25:55,599
Speaker 1: not that so many songs back to back. It didn't

1696
01:25:55,600 --> 01:25:58,080
Speaker 1: even make no sense like man Quaver got like seventeen ruggers.

1697
01:25:58,200 --> 01:25:59,760
Speaker 1: We was just like shit out back to back, back

1698
01:25:59,800 --> 01:26:03,759
Speaker 1: to back to back and then Walker then not schooly,

1699
01:26:04,320 --> 01:26:10,680
Speaker 1: Uh two chains, wham Uh who else coming? Oh, Travis Porter, apologize,

1700
01:26:10,720 --> 01:26:15,840
Speaker 1: Travis Porter Uh, shot to God, Bobby Critical, DJ Plug

1701
01:26:16,960 --> 01:26:21,639
Speaker 1: Uh King hood Rich King Spins. We got Spins out there,

1702
01:26:21,800 --> 01:26:25,080
Speaker 1: Spins in the room. Now. It's like I'm watching Metro

1703
01:26:25,680 --> 01:26:28,599
Speaker 1: and I always called him starts. Yeah, I always called

1704
01:26:28,640 --> 01:26:30,920
Speaker 1: him to start. I said, were you iron Man? It's

1705
01:26:31,000 --> 01:26:32,599
Speaker 1: on the record, they're gonna hear with me and Spins.

1706
01:26:32,600 --> 01:26:40,200
Speaker 1: It's called up it cause I got so uh it's

1707
01:26:40,240 --> 01:26:44,599
Speaker 1: a Metro and Spin. Oh it's so hard. But I'm

1708
01:26:44,680 --> 01:26:47,759
Speaker 1: calling Metro iron man. I'm like, I'm Captain America.

1709
01:26:47,760 --> 01:26:49,719
Speaker 4: I'm like, you know, that's right up his alley because

1710
01:26:49,760 --> 01:26:50,839
Speaker 4: he loves the character.

1711
01:26:51,040 --> 01:26:55,320
Speaker 1: That's him. Bro. He still and guess what everything else

1712
01:26:55,479 --> 01:26:57,519
Speaker 1: just now? I got text right now, my boy. Let

1713
01:26:57,560 --> 01:27:00,439
Speaker 1: people know, like, aj you got me more. It's not

1714
01:27:00,560 --> 01:27:03,639
Speaker 1: ever been. He was like before this, I wouldn't even

1715
01:27:03,800 --> 01:27:05,559
Speaker 1: you know. I was in you know, because my parent

1716
01:27:05,600 --> 01:27:07,800
Speaker 1: and going through that shit is hard. I don't care

1717
01:27:07,840 --> 01:27:13,040
Speaker 1: how much money you got and for for young dude

1718
01:27:13,080 --> 01:27:15,240
Speaker 1: that I look up to to tell me if they

1719
01:27:15,400 --> 01:27:19,360
Speaker 1: see in his spot saying I'm inspiring him, I'm like,

1720
01:27:19,439 --> 01:27:22,000
Speaker 1: oh boy, I got, I'm doing. I'm on the song,

1721
01:27:22,640 --> 01:27:25,080
Speaker 1: So get what, Bro, we had a thing go on Metro.

1722
01:27:25,280 --> 01:27:28,080
Speaker 1: Stay in the studio, like Bro. He will push hisself

1723
01:27:28,160 --> 01:27:31,519
Speaker 1: to this limit. Bro. It might be nine thirty ten am.

1724
01:27:32,200 --> 01:27:35,920
Speaker 1: We're on the last song. He will push that last

1725
01:27:35,960 --> 01:27:38,599
Speaker 1: beat out so mad, so bad to what when it's

1726
01:27:38,720 --> 01:27:41,400
Speaker 1: time me to go in the booth while I'm in there,

1727
01:27:41,439 --> 01:27:43,800
Speaker 1: not in three minutes he's sleep. He don't catch sleep.

1728
01:27:44,400 --> 01:27:46,400
Speaker 1: It's times, Bro, I come out to the booth and

1729
01:27:46,520 --> 01:27:50,120
Speaker 1: finish the song two hours later after you know, like,

1730
01:27:50,600 --> 01:27:52,800
Speaker 1: and he's still he won't wake up. He's so tired.

1731
01:27:52,840 --> 01:27:54,720
Speaker 1: So get what. I'm sitting there with him because you

1732
01:27:54,760 --> 01:27:56,559
Speaker 1: know how we raise Bro. We go somewhere. I can't

1733
01:27:56,640 --> 01:27:58,960
Speaker 1: leave my dog. Yeah, we're in the studio and I

1734
01:27:59,040 --> 01:28:00,960
Speaker 1: know y'all supposed to watch it back. But then my

1735
01:28:01,200 --> 01:28:03,800
Speaker 1: job too. This nigga believed in me, so I'm gonna

1736
01:28:03,800 --> 01:28:05,800
Speaker 1: protect them at all cause I'm sleeping in him too.

1737
01:28:05,880 --> 01:28:09,400
Speaker 1: Then you feel me I'm waking. It's one time I

1738
01:28:09,439 --> 01:28:11,160
Speaker 1: had to go to court. I still went from the lead.

1739
01:28:11,200 --> 01:28:13,280
Speaker 1: I had told my lawyer, Look, I probably might had

1740
01:28:13,320 --> 01:28:15,000
Speaker 1: to catch the lunch can if he ain't up and

1741
01:28:15,280 --> 01:28:17,519
Speaker 1: I ain't leaving. Shook him cause we had to stand

1742
01:28:17,600 --> 01:28:19,360
Speaker 1: like Brian ain't leaving to the name of here car

1743
01:28:19,400 --> 01:28:21,840
Speaker 1: pull out. I ain't gonna say it, but I say

1744
01:28:21,880 --> 01:28:23,600
Speaker 1: the name of the cause I ain't leaving to that

1745
01:28:23,680 --> 01:28:28,360
Speaker 1: other pull out. And he's seen the lordship, Bro, he's

1746
01:28:28,360 --> 01:28:31,240
Speaker 1: seen any in the way I'm inspiring. He inspired me

1747
01:28:31,280 --> 01:28:35,280
Speaker 1: even more, right, you feel me. It's like now I'm

1748
01:28:35,320 --> 01:28:37,880
Speaker 1: saying back, I'm saying he told me to trust his vision.

1749
01:28:38,680 --> 01:28:42,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying this. Nigga got the whole city down there

1750
01:28:42,360 --> 01:28:47,519
Speaker 1: on this album, bro, like and on the whole futurist music,

1751
01:28:47,680 --> 01:28:52,439
Speaker 1: futuristic take over something and get what think about it?

1752
01:28:53,600 --> 01:28:56,040
Speaker 1: You know what we put in for futuristic? You feel me?

1753
01:28:56,320 --> 01:28:59,960
Speaker 1: You know how we stood on it, Mister futuristic one misfuturistic,

1754
01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:04,680
Speaker 1: too futuristic, This futuristic that I'm so futuristic, j futuristic.

1755
01:29:04,840 --> 01:29:08,600
Speaker 1: They don't forget that move. So for me seeing it,

1756
01:29:08,840 --> 01:29:11,160
Speaker 1: it's just like seeing my name. It's like seeing me.

1757
01:29:12,000 --> 01:29:13,920
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying even though ain't saying like

1758
01:29:14,040 --> 01:29:17,000
Speaker 1: these dudes under me. Nah, it's just like and they

1759
01:29:17,160 --> 01:29:17,760
Speaker 1: feel the same.

1760
01:29:18,640 --> 01:29:21,280
Speaker 2: So they're like a general that you helped.

1761
01:29:21,400 --> 01:29:23,519
Speaker 1: God damn Pioneer exactly.

1762
01:29:23,600 --> 01:29:25,920
Speaker 2: Pioneer. Yeah, Bro, It's like and then ship coming back

1763
01:29:26,000 --> 01:29:26,840
Speaker 2: full circle, like.

1764
01:29:26,920 --> 01:29:29,800
Speaker 1: And now we got all the big players. Wam h

1765
01:29:30,080 --> 01:29:35,719
Speaker 1: little baby, I mean WAM two Chain, Quevo, Uh, Walker

1766
01:29:36,720 --> 01:29:42,679
Speaker 1: Tip the Future, Uh, she got everyone want Roscoe Dash,

1767
01:29:42,720 --> 01:29:51,200
Speaker 1: don't nobody, Travis Porter, shot to God, Drove Quiet Quad.

1768
01:29:52,360 --> 01:29:55,760
Speaker 1: When I tell you Drove go so on Guattu crazy.

1769
01:29:55,800 --> 01:29:59,040
Speaker 1: He doing hip part Gucca even Gua on them. That's

1770
01:29:59,040 --> 01:30:03,200
Speaker 1: all right, dro is doing his thud. He's the definition

1771
01:30:03,360 --> 01:30:06,240
Speaker 1: of flavor last forever too. He's showing people on this.

1772
01:30:06,760 --> 01:30:11,400
Speaker 1: I promise he the definition of flavor last. If I

1773
01:30:11,600 --> 01:30:13,960
Speaker 1: dropped tomorrow, hopefully, I think it dropped tomorrow. It's definitely

1774
01:30:18,439 --> 01:30:20,960
Speaker 1: they're gonna get it right now on every platform. I

1775
01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:26,120
Speaker 1: got like six seven Rutgers on that crazy. I'm so excited, Bro,

1776
01:30:26,280 --> 01:30:30,400
Speaker 1: I can't wait. Well, like t tu already, but I'm

1777
01:30:30,479 --> 01:30:33,439
Speaker 1: leaking a little bit. People like, oh my god, but

1778
01:30:33,560 --> 01:30:35,760
Speaker 1: they ain't even hurt the full Rutgers. They hurt walk

1779
01:30:35,840 --> 01:30:39,439
Speaker 1: apart after but they ain't. Man, it's man, it's crazy,

1780
01:30:39,520 --> 01:30:42,519
Speaker 1: and man, I'm gonna tell you my little ship j

1781
01:30:42,720 --> 01:30:47,439
Speaker 1: Money and Bunaby Oh my god, oh my god. When

1782
01:30:47,479 --> 01:30:51,639
Speaker 1: they hear their rutkerd Brito told you like ship Brill

1783
01:30:51,680 --> 01:30:53,680
Speaker 1: tell them so you know, they ain't never vouched from

1784
01:30:53,680 --> 01:30:56,320
Speaker 1: that line. They always gonna tell me the truth. They

1785
01:30:56,439 --> 01:30:59,240
Speaker 1: in the studio, They the one inspired me. They coming

1786
01:30:59,320 --> 01:31:01,720
Speaker 1: up to Metro like, yeah, put my boy back, Yeah,

1787
01:31:01,840 --> 01:31:05,320
Speaker 1: put j mon awhere he needs to be at for real.

1788
01:31:05,520 --> 01:31:07,560
Speaker 1: They come there with that energy tow us and he like,

1789
01:31:07,600 --> 01:31:09,960
Speaker 1: all right, I'm doing that. I'm doing it. Yeah, I'm

1790
01:31:10,000 --> 01:31:13,439
Speaker 1: doing it. So it's like for me, like I said,

1791
01:31:13,600 --> 01:31:15,960
Speaker 1: it ain't who else can't. We can't say, oh you

1792
01:31:16,120 --> 01:31:19,000
Speaker 1: just let you. That's god, Bro. Don't nobody get no

1793
01:31:19,600 --> 01:31:23,120
Speaker 1: second round as big as this, bro, and the anticipation

1794
01:31:23,320 --> 01:31:26,720
Speaker 1: and playing with the major players like this nobody. No,

1795
01:31:27,080 --> 01:31:29,439
Speaker 1: I ain't never been done with a song that came back.

1796
01:31:29,479 --> 01:31:31,760
Speaker 1: They just had our name in it and we built

1797
01:31:31,760 --> 01:31:34,560
Speaker 1: and that's why it gotta make sense too late and

1798
01:31:34,760 --> 01:31:36,800
Speaker 1: thank God, like no matter if you want him or not.

1799
01:31:36,960 --> 01:31:39,040
Speaker 1: When that when Metro asked me to get him up there.

1800
01:31:39,240 --> 01:31:43,400
Speaker 1: I got him up there. All feelings aside. He did

1801
01:31:43,520 --> 01:31:46,519
Speaker 1: like two or three he got uh, he got one

1802
01:31:46,600 --> 01:31:50,000
Speaker 1: so hard on that he that when I told you,

1803
01:31:50,000 --> 01:31:51,519
Speaker 1: I said, I was proud of him when I told him,

1804
01:31:52,400 --> 01:31:55,560
Speaker 1: like when he the first time he came, but that

1805
01:31:55,720 --> 01:31:58,040
Speaker 1: second time after the drop and can't that boy, that

1806
01:31:58,120 --> 01:32:00,880
Speaker 1: boy can't eat. I can't like got like maybe one

1807
01:32:00,960 --> 01:32:03,840
Speaker 1: or two on them and him in metro doing I

1808
01:32:03,920 --> 01:32:07,519
Speaker 1: think leading on leading out so all of alignment because me,

1809
01:32:07,560 --> 01:32:10,160
Speaker 1: I don't look at no competition or who did it.

1810
01:32:10,800 --> 01:32:12,960
Speaker 1: People don't love J money for J money. That's just

1811
01:32:13,080 --> 01:32:17,160
Speaker 1: that nobody can take away from it. And the only

1812
01:32:17,240 --> 01:32:20,200
Speaker 1: person could add to it is God like human being

1813
01:32:20,320 --> 01:32:22,720
Speaker 1: don't control our of success. And when we get to

1814
01:32:22,840 --> 01:32:24,760
Speaker 1: that form to let it know that we know God

1815
01:32:24,880 --> 01:32:27,920
Speaker 1: do it, that's when it worked. All right. What nxs

1816
01:32:27,960 --> 01:32:31,920
Speaker 1: you look like for you, bro man building, I'm finna

1817
01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:36,040
Speaker 1: build like I got my flavor last forever LLC my

1818
01:32:36,160 --> 01:32:39,000
Speaker 1: label that I'm doing. I'm going for the young women,

1819
01:32:40,160 --> 01:32:42,879
Speaker 1: the young even young guys. They could be white, black, Chinese.

1820
01:32:42,920 --> 01:32:45,200
Speaker 1: I don't care. If it got that feeling and it's

1821
01:32:45,400 --> 01:32:47,920
Speaker 1: a part of this futuristic areas Finla take over. I

1822
01:32:48,080 --> 01:32:52,120
Speaker 1: need that like all this, what knowledge of this, it

1823
01:32:52,320 --> 01:32:54,640
Speaker 1: go to wastif I don't pass it on, it go

1824
01:32:54,760 --> 01:32:56,920
Speaker 1: to wastif I don't show the world. I actually because

1825
01:32:56,960 --> 01:32:58,320
Speaker 1: that's what I'm doing. Even with this. You see how

1826
01:32:58,360 --> 01:33:01,800
Speaker 1: you format it. This ship became something that we just

1827
01:33:01,880 --> 01:33:04,679
Speaker 1: started from us and it's never got the whole city

1828
01:33:04,680 --> 01:33:06,800
Speaker 1: a part of now. The sound even from Bunabe and

1829
01:33:06,920 --> 01:33:10,000
Speaker 1: what they doing, like the Pluto, I love it. They

1830
01:33:10,120 --> 01:33:13,680
Speaker 1: bring it, xatoven beats back. Zay told me deserved it.

1831
01:33:14,160 --> 01:33:16,280
Speaker 1: God know that all of us pulling together, all of

1832
01:33:16,400 --> 01:33:18,960
Speaker 1: us on the same mission. God made it. Well, if

1833
01:33:19,160 --> 01:33:21,360
Speaker 1: it feel better now? I got like they told me,

1834
01:33:21,439 --> 01:33:25,080
Speaker 1: he deserved, God fearing man, Metro deserved, God fearing man,

1835
01:33:25,560 --> 01:33:29,240
Speaker 1: Mike Will, God fearing Man, great person, Barby, Criticals, plug

1836
01:33:29,360 --> 01:33:32,439
Speaker 1: all the producers. It's from the produce to everybody spins,

1837
01:33:33,040 --> 01:33:35,920
Speaker 1: everybody that's involved in it. Bro. It just feels so natural, bro,

1838
01:33:35,960 --> 01:33:39,160
Speaker 1: and they feel like this is God. God he doing

1839
01:33:39,240 --> 01:33:41,680
Speaker 1: something for us, this for us now. So what we

1840
01:33:41,840 --> 01:33:43,720
Speaker 1: do with this and the steps we take now is

1841
01:33:43,720 --> 01:33:45,680
Speaker 1: gonna last us. It should last us a lifetime. We

1842
01:33:45,760 --> 01:33:49,040
Speaker 1: treated the right way. Facts you know you fear me.

1843
01:33:50,040 --> 01:33:53,000
Speaker 1: It's a new error. The way I'm moving, the way

1844
01:33:53,080 --> 01:33:55,720
Speaker 1: my energy is, and the way I'm bringing it. It's

1845
01:33:55,720 --> 01:33:57,479
Speaker 1: the only way I'm coming and I ain't doing it

1846
01:33:57,560 --> 01:33:59,560
Speaker 1: for no act to front because God only God. No.

1847
01:34:00,080 --> 01:34:01,720
Speaker 1: The people that don't get it is when they try

1848
01:34:01,760 --> 01:34:04,760
Speaker 1: to fool God. God know when your heart though, So.

1849
01:34:04,880 --> 01:34:08,160
Speaker 2: Basically a nigga nigga delete the old you in they mind.

1850
01:34:08,400 --> 01:34:09,080
Speaker 1: Yeah it's over.

1851
01:34:09,800 --> 01:34:11,120
Speaker 2: They never got to remeet you.

1852
01:34:11,240 --> 01:34:13,479
Speaker 1: They gotta remeet me, and they gonna and they gonna

1853
01:34:13,479 --> 01:34:16,360
Speaker 1: feel like that when they see me. Everybody been saying it,

1854
01:34:16,479 --> 01:34:19,320
Speaker 1: like everybody come across me again that maybe didn't have

1855
01:34:19,400 --> 01:34:22,280
Speaker 1: the best experience with me. They actually take the time

1856
01:34:22,360 --> 01:34:24,439
Speaker 1: out to just like let me know, like, Man, I

1857
01:34:24,640 --> 01:34:27,080
Speaker 1: love this what God got for you. I hate you

1858
01:34:27,200 --> 01:34:30,080
Speaker 1: had to go through all this because people are understanding.

1859
01:34:30,200 --> 01:34:32,360
Speaker 1: People know like you're right, like especially when you can

1860
01:34:32,400 --> 01:34:34,600
Speaker 1: accept it now when you go to the nine and

1861
01:34:35,080 --> 01:34:37,200
Speaker 1: man it was this man, no you too, you did

1862
01:34:37,320 --> 01:34:38,720
Speaker 1: that too though you did that?

1863
01:34:38,840 --> 01:34:39,240
Speaker 3: What man?

1864
01:34:40,120 --> 01:34:43,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, I hate that. Yeah, I'm sorry, but you started it.

1865
01:34:43,840 --> 01:34:47,479
Speaker 1: Bro that fake and apology. I don't want that came

1866
01:34:47,560 --> 01:34:49,760
Speaker 1: to me all the way open. If not don't come

1867
01:34:49,800 --> 01:34:51,800
Speaker 1: to me at all. I ain't gonna accept that. I

1868
01:34:51,800 --> 01:34:54,760
Speaker 1: ain't gonna sept the halfway apodges. I'm sorry and I

1869
01:34:54,920 --> 01:34:57,400
Speaker 1: was wrong. I'm sorry, but yeah, no, I was sorry.

1870
01:34:57,400 --> 01:35:00,200
Speaker 1: I was wrong if I do say it, but might

1871
01:35:00,280 --> 01:35:02,760
Speaker 1: be two weeks from now. And I was like, yeah,

1872
01:35:02,800 --> 01:35:04,840
Speaker 1: but you know you did at this time. But because

1873
01:35:04,880 --> 01:35:07,000
Speaker 1: when I gave that at that moment, it was it

1874
01:35:07,120 --> 01:35:09,640
Speaker 1: was that's how I felt. Yeah, I ain't want to

1875
01:35:09,640 --> 01:35:11,800
Speaker 1: give you no halfway energy, even if I did feel

1876
01:35:11,880 --> 01:35:15,000
Speaker 1: somewhere about it. My apology, my part, I forgive you

1877
01:35:15,880 --> 01:35:17,479
Speaker 1: get some game to the street before we get out

1878
01:35:17,479 --> 01:35:20,479
Speaker 1: of here. Man, put God first. You'll never be last. Uh.

1879
01:35:21,560 --> 01:35:25,160
Speaker 1: Let's instead of like being the hardest or being it,

1880
01:35:25,280 --> 01:35:28,280
Speaker 1: Let's you can have the most fun man, Like get

1881
01:35:28,320 --> 01:35:30,800
Speaker 1: the most money, get the most girls. Let's have that

1882
01:35:30,920 --> 01:35:34,000
Speaker 1: without the problems, you know, like not who can shoot

1883
01:35:34,040 --> 01:35:36,479
Speaker 1: the person? Who got ops? Who got this? Who's smoking

1884
01:35:36,520 --> 01:35:38,920
Speaker 1: on their dead? Ops? And see because people not telling

1885
01:35:39,040 --> 01:35:41,600
Speaker 1: us selling the young people that we ain't getting no

1886
01:35:41,720 --> 01:35:44,120
Speaker 1: role models. They just let them be who they is.

1887
01:35:44,280 --> 01:35:46,719
Speaker 1: They even know sometimes the young the og is getting

1888
01:35:46,760 --> 01:35:48,760
Speaker 1: involved in the beef with them, putting them on the

1889
01:35:48,840 --> 01:35:51,360
Speaker 1: beef we sposed to be. Hey man, go go do this,

1890
01:35:51,479 --> 01:35:53,920
Speaker 1: bro hey man, not even selling. They want to say,

1891
01:35:53,960 --> 01:35:56,880
Speaker 1: without them do it. We ain't taking for nobody, ain't stealing,

1892
01:35:57,160 --> 01:35:59,720
Speaker 1: they working for it. It's a grind selling weed now

1893
01:36:00,080 --> 01:36:02,720
Speaker 1: be legally out everywhere anyway. So all that ship is

1894
01:36:02,720 --> 01:36:04,800
Speaker 1: a business. That's how it taught me in black and

1895
01:36:04,880 --> 01:36:08,080
Speaker 1: all us how to be in this business world. Look

1896
01:36:08,120 --> 01:36:10,080
Speaker 1: at how pe Look at Peach people like that. They

1897
01:36:10,240 --> 01:36:11,960
Speaker 1: just like know how to get in this business world.

1898
01:36:12,000 --> 01:36:14,479
Speaker 1: And it's because the school we went through before that. Yeah,

1899
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1900
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