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Speaker 1: Welcome back to More to It, the show that takes

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Speaker 1: a deep dive into the biggest stories in sports, entertainment

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Speaker 1: and culture. We start by headline news and journey into

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Speaker 1: layer conversations, always finding those life lessons that are presented

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Speaker 1: in every single story of Marcelo Swally Dad, dude, Yes, sir.

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Speaker 1: And this week I want to chop up some woods,

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Speaker 1: starting with us. Yes, us family right here, the more

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Speaker 1: like it is, right yo. In three months, not even

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Speaker 1: twenty seven on the podcast charts. I'm gonna say it again,

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Speaker 1: number twenty seven on the podcast charts. Now. Any of

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Speaker 1: y'all who read my book, y'all know that number twenty

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Speaker 1: seven and special to me because the first game I

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Speaker 1: ever lost as a Pop Warner football player wasn't to

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Speaker 1: a team, It was the one player number twenty seven. Yeah, buddy, No,

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Speaker 1: In all seriousness, man, I'm so punk. I was talking

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Speaker 1: with one of my former teammates, ray Lee Johnson. Y'all

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Speaker 1: And it's crazy because him and I were talking about

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Speaker 1: a next steps. Make sure you stay relevant, make sure

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Speaker 1: you keep you keep it going. More so, it's make

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Speaker 1: sure you're popping. And my thing was, you know what, Rayley,

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Speaker 1: as we used to say on the field, Dwight Freeie style.

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Speaker 1: back on the way to the cornerback. Right, That's how

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Speaker 1: we used to play. I got wide nine alignment Right

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Speaker 1: now doing this podcast, I don't have to have contained

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Speaker 1: screen my name. It just feels so good because you

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Speaker 1: guys with your comments, your reviews, and yes we are

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Speaker 1: now picking up our reviews as a family. You guys

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Speaker 1: I'm up there with some machines, people that got podcasts

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna brag, because I ain't the bragging type,

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Speaker 1: but uh, there's some people out there that frankly, I'm

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Speaker 1: and right now on the charts, he's looking up to me.

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Speaker 1: from making that happen. Keep sharing it, keep spreading the word,

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Speaker 1: because I swear this truth, this realness, this humility, this love,

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Speaker 1: it's gonna pierce through. We're gonna win, y'all, definitely, So

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Speaker 1: keep it all coming. And you know, like I tell

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Speaker 1: y'all know, they call me feel Belichick in these valley

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Speaker 1: you guys do that? Where's your biggest cheerleader? I hope

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Speaker 1: some NFL teams have right now. How many teams left

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Speaker 1: they're like, why you add it while you at that

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Speaker 1: So um what knowledge do you really have? You? Marcellis

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Speaker 1: because you're not in the exact flow that you used

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00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:22,639
Speaker 1: to be in. Something's just come to your second hand, right,

421
00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,320
Speaker 1: and some things you gotta work for. It takes a

422
00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:27,760
Speaker 1: second to work for it and hopefully you don't get

423
00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:30,280
Speaker 1: down too much in the game while you're trying to

424
00:23:30,359 --> 00:23:32,639
Speaker 1: get back into your flow. So I always believed in

425
00:23:33,119 --> 00:23:38,200
Speaker 1: rest and Russ, not rest or Russ. Now, let's talk

426
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:40,360
Speaker 1: about the game and how you can play the game

427
00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:44,080
Speaker 1: at the highest level, because there's so many elements to

428
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:47,840
Speaker 1: play in the game at the highest level, Right, it's

429
00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:52,959
Speaker 1: not just are you big? Are you fast? Are you strong?

430
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:59,680
Speaker 1: It's also how well you playing. I tell my kids

431
00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:01,400
Speaker 1: all the time, it's not how good you are as

432
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:07,480
Speaker 1: how well you play. And boy, the emotional aspect of

433
00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:13,280
Speaker 1: the game. WHOA the fact that when you go out

434
00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:18,680
Speaker 1: there and you're mentally in tune and charged up to

435
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:24,080
Speaker 1: physically display your abilities, Oh my god, that's next level.

436
00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:28,600
Speaker 1: Let's talk about what I'm talking about. Kirby smarts pregame

437
00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:32,680
Speaker 1: speech was the most gas, the most obtain I have

438
00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:41,200
Speaker 1: ever heard from any coach in NFL history. WHOA Kirby

439
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:48,679
Speaker 1: Smarts pregame speech makes sense after watching that game, dance

440
00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:54,320
Speaker 1: stand a chance TCU was dead from Hello from the

441
00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:59,480
Speaker 1: opening kickoff? That should have just heard death? D o

442
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:05,200
Speaker 1: ain't I mean did that to a Christian school? To Jesus, No, Lord,

443
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:09,520
Speaker 1: no love, and y'all life, y'all heartless. Here's the line.

444
00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:12,080
Speaker 1: Let me tell you why. Y'all listen to the speech

445
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:14,240
Speaker 1: for yourself. But I'm gonna give you this, and I'm

446
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:18,919
Speaker 1: gonna quote it. Ain't nobody's supposed to be cautious, he said.

447
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:24,240
Speaker 1: Ain't nobody's supposed to be nervous about ship. Go out

448
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:29,320
Speaker 1: there and buck their grass up. I'm sorry. I hope

449
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:30,920
Speaker 1: y'all heard the kids on this one. Y'all know, I

450
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:33,240
Speaker 1: do on'tly like the curse when it means something. But

451
00:25:33,320 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 1: this meant something. This meants matter of fact. Right now,

452
00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:38,320
Speaker 1: I don't even know how to build anything. I ain't

453
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,280
Speaker 1: a contractor or nothing like that. But I'm about to

454
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,399
Speaker 1: add on to this house right now. I feel like

455
00:25:42,560 --> 00:25:46,440
Speaker 1: doing something. I'm about to go fix the transmission in

456
00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:49,280
Speaker 1: the old six tray or something. I'm polygonna get fixed

457
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 1: that I sold to my homeboy, to my brother in law,

458
00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 1: Matt Man. Seriously, that is the most fire you can

459
00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:05,760
Speaker 1: ever say to somebody, like, go out there and fuck

460
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:10,879
Speaker 1: their ass up. What he coaching. Some of them are

461
00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,119
Speaker 1: not adults yet, right, I mean, they could go to

462
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:15,800
Speaker 1: war and you know all that stuff. But they ain't adults.

463
00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:18,920
Speaker 1: They could and then they can't drink. But they're you

464
00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 1: know some of those kids, right, ain't no somebody. Nobody's

465
00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:26,080
Speaker 1: supposed to be cautious, nobody's supposed to be nervous about ship.

466
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:30,800
Speaker 1: Go out there and sunk their ass up. And that's

467
00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:34,760
Speaker 1: what they did. Six seven. Goodness. Now, I've had all

468
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:39,240
Speaker 1: types of speeches, good, bad, ugly obviously, and all types

469
00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:44,280
Speaker 1: of styles started off with Marv Levy and Mark Marv

470
00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:49,440
Speaker 1: Levy is a genius, like from Harvard Scholar and he

471
00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:52,920
Speaker 1: used to always bring in the world wars and and

472
00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:55,480
Speaker 1: civil war into his speeches, Like he was big on

473
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: the battle aspect. Men, we're gonna go out there today

474
00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:05,800
Speaker 1: as a unit battalion with armor, with our guns and

475
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:09,840
Speaker 1: our machetes armor. I mean, he would bring ward to

476
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:13,200
Speaker 1: battle which was football and get it out of you

477
00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:17,399
Speaker 1: in a real calm manner. But sometimes he would rile up.

478
00:27:17,480 --> 00:27:19,720
Speaker 1: Sometimes you get a little amp and you knew it's

479
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:21,560
Speaker 1: time to go to the seventh gear if we had it.

480
00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:24,720
Speaker 1: So Marv Leavy was great. But then I went from that,

481
00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,400
Speaker 1: which was alright, good foundation, I get it. I get

482
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 1: all these war stories to wade Phillips, and Wade gave

483
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:37,200
Speaker 1: you his pregame speech during the week, every practice, every

484
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:41,159
Speaker 1: rep was ways pregame speech. And it wasn't hype. It

485
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:44,080
Speaker 1: was preparation. Wade Phillips is just talking to you and

486
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:46,840
Speaker 1: just trusting you. He'll give you in information to get

487
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:50,560
Speaker 1: you the intel earned guards. Look, I'm telling you want

488
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: to back go on motion and they're on the left

489
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 1: hash trust me, it's always gonna be the play pass.

490
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:59,320
Speaker 1: And that's it. You know, as better trust what he's

491
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:02,480
Speaker 1: at because he's and that was it. And then he

492
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,920
Speaker 1: goes to the game and you know, no pre game

493
00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:07,440
Speaker 1: rob Ross speech from Wade Phillips. All right, guys, look

494
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:11,680
Speaker 1: we're prepared. They're over there. Whoop them. I Mean, it

495
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:14,240
Speaker 1: wasn't that simple, but it wasn't that much more complex.

496
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:17,159
Speaker 1: And we would go out my best, my most success

497
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:19,080
Speaker 1: in the legal with Wade Phillips as a head coach.

498
00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:22,280
Speaker 1: Best teams always on Wade Phillips as a head coach. Right.

499
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 1: My dad used to always trip though fans as well,

500
00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:30,399
Speaker 1: but my dad was the mouthpiece for him. Why doesn't

501
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:34,040
Speaker 1: he wear a headset? Huh looked like a coach And

502
00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 1: he only said when we were losing the game, and

503
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:37,400
Speaker 1: I think we were ten and six and eleven and five,

504
00:28:37,440 --> 00:28:39,520
Speaker 1: So he didn't say much. But when we did lose,

505
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,600
Speaker 1: he didn't look like he knows what's going on, not

506
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,000
Speaker 1: like daddy, you know, when we win those eleven games

507
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:46,720
Speaker 1: and those ten games, he ain't got no headset on either.

508
00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:51,000
Speaker 1: Are you tripping? Uh? Like? Sometimes coaches get caught up

509
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:54,040
Speaker 1: in the production of what it looks like to be

510
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:57,400
Speaker 1: a coach, the production of coaching. First of all, if

511
00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:00,520
Speaker 1: you're screaming at all your players on game day, maybe

512
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:03,760
Speaker 1: you didn't do what you're supposed to do during the week.

513
00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:07,960
Speaker 1: That's what Wade phillips mentality was. That was his mindset.

514
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 1: If I'm out there coaching you up to death and

515
00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 1: I'm out there right now yelling at you and dog

516
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,080
Speaker 1: cursing you, maybe I ain't do my job during the

517
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:19,640
Speaker 1: week Monday through Saturday, right, So I respect the wave Phillips.

518
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:21,920
Speaker 1: Then I had Mike Riley, who was the nicest man

519
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:27,560
Speaker 1: who was ever created. Seriously, like seriously, like seriously, this dude,

520
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,640
Speaker 1: Mike Riley. I remember we were in the locker room

521
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:32,520
Speaker 1: one time and he was like, Okay, guys, see you

522
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:36,720
Speaker 1: guys tomorrow, um eight am. And then Junior say, o'l

523
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 1: a great recipe said eight am, he said nine, and

524
00:29:42,440 --> 00:29:46,000
Speaker 1: Junior was like, he said, okay, guys, see at ten am.

525
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:48,600
Speaker 1: And that's not to take a shot at him or

526
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,280
Speaker 1: say that he was soft. But Mike Riley was nice

527
00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:52,920
Speaker 1: at hell like he was like, Yo, we could do

528
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,360
Speaker 1: the work. Why make y'all go through hell to do

529
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,760
Speaker 1: the work like heaven work? This was heaven sin, not

530
00:29:58,920 --> 00:30:01,280
Speaker 1: Hell sent right. So Mike Riley, I don't remember his

531
00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:04,440
Speaker 1: pregame speeches because I was really good and really hyped

532
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:07,760
Speaker 1: when I had Mike Riley, so I got myself hyped.

533
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:11,200
Speaker 1: I think I heard more mystical during my pregame speeches

534
00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 1: that I got. I heard that more than I heard

535
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,520
Speaker 1: Mike Riley. And everybody who was on that team or

536
00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,560
Speaker 1: around the charges at that time knows when I'm talking

537
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:21,880
Speaker 1: about boy. I stayed hype, and I stayed with them

538
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:26,040
Speaker 1: headphones on. So after that, I had Marty Schottenheimer Rest

539
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:29,480
Speaker 1: in peace to late great who was known to cry.

540
00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:34,200
Speaker 1: Marty was known to cry, kissed the ball and make

541
00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 1: them cry. He looked at it. He just loved football

542
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:40,280
Speaker 1: so much. He was so passionate about football. That all

543
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:42,960
Speaker 1: he did was just sit there and get emotional. Man,

544
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:47,440
Speaker 1: that little bottom lip fluttering. Man, I can't even do

545
00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:49,760
Speaker 1: it like you know, like Jamie Fox and Tom Hanks

546
00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 1: or something like that could do. Man, we have to

547
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 1: lay it all on the line, nah line, And you'd

548
00:30:58,200 --> 00:31:02,040
Speaker 1: be like, hey, coach, And sometimes it was so dramatic,

549
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 1: and because we're not playing yet, we're getting ready to play,

550
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,320
Speaker 1: and you're already into space emotionally, like we we will

551
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,640
Speaker 1: be there coaching the second quarter, but right now we're not.

552
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,120
Speaker 1: We don't even had kickoff yet. We ain't he ran

553
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 1: through the tunnel tunnel yet, and he was already in

554
00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:19,840
Speaker 1: the second quarter with his emotions. So sometimes it came

555
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:22,320
Speaker 1: off like, damn, coach, are you crying? We might win,

556
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: but we were suspect. At least my team was suspect

557
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:30,880
Speaker 1: with coach. Then I had Bill Parcels to tune them. Mhmm.

558
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:33,880
Speaker 1: I swear it felt like he just got off set

559
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:39,400
Speaker 1: from something like big Hollywood Blockbuster, you know, the Mafios.

560
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 1: Because for ourselves, boy, he knew exactly which buttons to

561
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:49,600
Speaker 1: push and push them all. He just knew how to

562
00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:54,280
Speaker 1: play the room. I remember one time we were in

563
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:57,760
Speaker 1: training camp and Parcelves was like on the on the

564
00:31:57,880 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: bench with me on the side, and he's looking around.

565
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,720
Speaker 1: It's like training camp, so it's a hundred players or so,

566
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:07,520
Speaker 1: and he just start I mean it felt like he

567
00:32:07,600 --> 00:32:10,400
Speaker 1: had a rifle of thoughts and he was just sniping

568
00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 1: every single player giving him a quick evaluation. Oh, he

569
00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:16,680
Speaker 1: ain't gonna make it. Look at him, look at his

570
00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 1: left hip boat. He ain't gonna make it. I can

571
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 1: tell he loved the streets more than ball. Oh man,

572
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:23,520
Speaker 1: he got something in him, but he don't know it,

573
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,160
Speaker 1: so he ain't gonna come out. He ain't gonna make it.

574
00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:28,240
Speaker 1: Oh you know, he has stood. I don't know why

575
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:31,480
Speaker 1: they overlooked him in the draft, Like and I'm not lying.

576
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:34,840
Speaker 1: I fast forward four weeks after camp. Every single thing

577
00:32:34,920 --> 00:32:38,240
Speaker 1: he said was right, but in pregame, Parcels was just

578
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:42,960
Speaker 1: more of like a little more you're prepared, like the prepared,

579
00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:47,160
Speaker 1: but also don't suck around like he was big on

580
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 1: don't mess up, like make fast mistakes. Go out there

581
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:52,440
Speaker 1: and do what you gotta do and do it right.

582
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:55,320
Speaker 1: But even if you mess up, you better be going

583
00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:58,560
Speaker 1: balls to the wall. That was coach parcels for me.

584
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:05,480
Speaker 1: Then I at coach Dale reel Jack Jack Jack Jack

585
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:08,960
Speaker 1: Jack Jack Jack Dale real who I loved Who. I

586
00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:11,480
Speaker 1: don't think it's the proper do. I think some of

587
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:15,080
Speaker 1: his political talk he's doing it to himself now he's

588
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:17,520
Speaker 1: he's speaking in his mind. And I think y'all be

589
00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 1: killing him as a coach because you don't like what

590
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,280
Speaker 1: he says as a person. Whatever. I don't know all

591
00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 1: the details of it. Um will say that for another show.

592
00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:28,000
Speaker 1: But as a coach, I like Jack. He had a

593
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 1: good balance to me. And all my teammates used to

594
00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:31,920
Speaker 1: get mad at me, like argue me down. He ain't

595
00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:34,040
Speaker 1: no good coach. I was like, why because we ain't good?

596
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:36,800
Speaker 1: We actually are. We made the playoffs one year. Oh

597
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,160
Speaker 1: we ain't. Sorry. Now I'm looking at all these dudes

598
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:42,200
Speaker 1: we got around here, Man, we should win more, Like

599
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,560
Speaker 1: why don't you play better? We would win more, and

600
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:46,479
Speaker 1: they're looking at me like why don't you play better?

601
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 1: I was like, dog, I am not here to play

602
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:52,440
Speaker 1: football anymore. This these are my paid vacation hours. I

603
00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 1: am on paid administrative leave, but I'm here present. I

604
00:33:57,200 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 1: was a sorry read so anyway, I'm up in there,

605
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:05,600
Speaker 1: and that was where, like my coaching styles, Jack del

606
00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,680
Speaker 1: Rio brought the balance of discipline, and he brought the

607
00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:11,120
Speaker 1: balance of like I'm a former player, so like I'm

608
00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:15,200
Speaker 1: gonna be strict kinda, but I'm also gonna be empathetic

609
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:16,879
Speaker 1: and know what y'all going through and know where y'all

610
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,279
Speaker 1: are kind of. And he was that. To me, it

611
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:21,839
Speaker 1: was a good hybrid. It was a good blend. But um,

612
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:23,960
Speaker 1: don't ask a lot of Jaguars to say that, and

613
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:26,520
Speaker 1: certainly don't ask Twitter right now because Jack del Rio

614
00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:29,759
Speaker 1: won't get his flowers. Now, let's talk about this story

615
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:34,200
Speaker 1: speaking of somebody getting something. Oh, these aren't flowers. There

616
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:41,000
Speaker 1: was a pigeon was that training that Mike Tyson asked?

617
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:45,200
Speaker 1: There was a pigeon caught smuggling meth with the meth

618
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:47,120
Speaker 1: meThe metaly. I don't even know how to say it,

619
00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:49,520
Speaker 1: met the mean, met the meta mean, because I don't

620
00:34:49,520 --> 00:34:53,320
Speaker 1: do drugs meth, I'm gonna call it meth, like smuggle

621
00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:56,799
Speaker 1: some meth into a Canadian prison using a little itty

622
00:34:56,840 --> 00:35:01,560
Speaker 1: BT backpack. I can hear them. It makes now. If

623
00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:04,600
Speaker 1: he called me, if he called me pooky, if he

624
00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:09,759
Speaker 1: call the thirst is real. Now. I know you're sitting

625
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:11,440
Speaker 1: there like, how the hell this fool gonna make this

626
00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:14,560
Speaker 1: story more to it? Oh, I'm gonna make it more

627
00:35:14,680 --> 00:35:18,759
Speaker 1: to it. Y'all. Let's talk about the hormonal response and

628
00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:22,040
Speaker 1: the thirst that is real, because it reminds me of

629
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:26,840
Speaker 1: the times where I risked it all. My teammates risked

630
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,960
Speaker 1: it all for the same reason, just a different thing.

631
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,239
Speaker 1: Let's talk about sneaking girls into our hotel rooms the

632
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:38,160
Speaker 1: night before the game, the dumbest thing alive, the thirstiest

633
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 1: thing you can do as NFL player. But trust me,

634
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:45,919
Speaker 1: I mean there were very few hands down, very few

635
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:50,960
Speaker 1: hands that weren't up because everybody was doing it. Go

636
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:54,719
Speaker 1: around to a league wide pole, anonymous pole on you

637
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:59,399
Speaker 1: ever snuggle woman into your hotel room? Now, it's gonna

638
00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:03,600
Speaker 1: be a hunter sent if you go any level collegiate level,

639
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,080
Speaker 1: I don't know, high school, high schools. These guys go

640
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 1: to boarding schools and stuff, so maybe them too. If

641
00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:11,400
Speaker 1: you ask on any level of you ever snook a

642
00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:16,760
Speaker 1: woman into your room? Off, every single football player forever

643
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:22,239
Speaker 1: raise their hands. But if you say NFL, I would say,

644
00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 1: like sev probably higher. But I'm trying to be nice

645
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:28,680
Speaker 1: A lot of y'all married. So anyway, you know I

646
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:32,919
Speaker 1: protect guilty. So here we go, look at my thirsty ass.

647
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:38,960
Speaker 1: Oh so silly first time. Let me not go to

648
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,160
Speaker 1: the first time. Let me just give you a general time,

649
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:45,560
Speaker 1: because security would come on your floor. You knew it

650
00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:48,120
Speaker 1: was eleven o'clock curfew, right, so you got lem pm curfew.

651
00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:51,839
Speaker 1: But being real, the games at one pm the next day,

652
00:36:52,520 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 1: so you got fourteen hours to not only sleep, recover, best, chill, eat,

653
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:06,879
Speaker 1: warm up. What I mean fourteen hours to damn long coach.

654
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:09,160
Speaker 1: First of all, I only slept four to six hours

655
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:12,400
Speaker 1: pre game, like night before the game. Usually it was

656
00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:14,360
Speaker 1: four hours if it was during the week, six hours

657
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:17,399
Speaker 1: before the game, and I needed it a lot of times.

658
00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:20,120
Speaker 1: I was nervous anxiety, so sometimes it was interrupted. But

659
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,080
Speaker 1: let's say I was in the bed for six hours.

660
00:37:22,520 --> 00:37:25,440
Speaker 1: But here comes security eleven o'clock. You can hear him.

661
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:29,600
Speaker 1: You can hear him, and that ain't your door because

662
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:33,320
Speaker 1: when the show, door's real out right, So you're like,

663
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,560
Speaker 1: you can hear him just going down the hallway, knock knock, knock.

664
00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:39,680
Speaker 1: See that's that was like stage one lockdown. I don't

665
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:42,120
Speaker 1: know the prison terms, but you know stories you want

666
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:45,319
Speaker 1: to lock down. Just nice. You're in there big time.

667
00:37:45,360 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 1: You're in there big time, and you by yourself or

668
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:50,040
Speaker 1: you in your roommate. Yeah, they wouldn't even open the door.

669
00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:55,000
Speaker 1: But then somehow, some way, I guess them pigeons start

670
00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:58,520
Speaker 1: having more meth on him. Stop them, girls start getting

671
00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:01,440
Speaker 1: caught on them. Dude, start chirping. Something happened. Next thing

672
00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:05,319
Speaker 1: you know, you're in there a big time. Yeah, open

673
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:12,200
Speaker 1: the door. What okay? That stays two? Here stays three

674
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:15,919
Speaker 1: weeks or years later, you're in there big time. Yeah,

675
00:38:16,239 --> 00:38:20,120
Speaker 1: I'm in there. Open the door. Huh. They open it

676
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:25,800
Speaker 1: to themselves, but you know, nobody in there because you

677
00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:29,000
Speaker 1: ain't stupid. You learning the new stage. You ain't dummy,

678
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:34,719
Speaker 1: You ain't that crazy. But then was it stage four?

679
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:37,640
Speaker 1: Now this is the worst stage. So this is when

680
00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:39,400
Speaker 1: you you know, like they always talked about people who

681
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:41,279
Speaker 1: take steroids, they gotta stay ahead of the testing. You

682
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:43,040
Speaker 1: gotta stay ahead of these stages. And here's the next

683
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,879
Speaker 1: You're in there big time. Huh. Come in and then

684
00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:51,520
Speaker 1: one of y'all, if not you by yourself, is in

685
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:56,640
Speaker 1: the bathroom. Why because trying to play it all because

686
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,879
Speaker 1: you're gonna hide her in the shower. You're gonna hide

687
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 1: her behind the shower curtainy and you're like yeah, And

688
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:06,160
Speaker 1: then he hit the bathroom door. You're good. And now

689
00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 1: he taught because he don't want to smell that ass, right,

690
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:12,040
Speaker 1: He don't want you to have opened as surgery and

691
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:14,840
Speaker 1: open that door. He ain't trying to do that. But

692
00:39:15,160 --> 00:39:18,120
Speaker 1: he also ain't stupid. Probably a former player, a lot

693
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:20,840
Speaker 1: of these securities are, and they're like, all right, do

694
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,320
Speaker 1: you in there good? And that was the last stage

695
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,560
Speaker 1: when you're hiding in the bathroom or just got that

696
00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:32,200
Speaker 1: tinily boo boo at eleven pm. Oh you up to

697
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:35,640
Speaker 1: no good? Let me just say that. Okay. So when

698
00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:38,839
Speaker 1: I heard this story about them, them in May's like yo,

699
00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:41,600
Speaker 1: come on, come on, give me what I need. I

700
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: was like, yo, I couldn't wait till the next day

701
00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,840
Speaker 1: after the game, which I did. Anyway, you're gonna do

702
00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:50,080
Speaker 1: it after the game. You're certainly gonna kick it after

703
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:53,120
Speaker 1: the game, girlfriend, wife, go to the club and meet

704
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:58,399
Speaker 1: somebody whatever it's going down that day Sunday night. Oh man,

705
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 1: you should check. We need to check birth records and

706
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:04,360
Speaker 1: NFL players like nine months from a Sunday after a

707
00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 1: regular season game. That's that's when it goes down. But um,

708
00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:10,759
Speaker 1: I used to just sit there and be like, yo,

709
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:14,239
Speaker 1: were thirsty as hell, and especially me, I was like, yo,

710
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:18,000
Speaker 1: I don't I think I did it. Maybe I'm exaggerating,

711
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:21,840
Speaker 1: like how I'm sounding. I think I probably did it

712
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,120
Speaker 1: five times out of paranoia. I couldn't do it more.

713
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:28,279
Speaker 1: Maybe five times, maybe more, but I know I did

714
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 1: at least a nickel. And every time it was so

715
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:35,759
Speaker 1: nerve wracking. You're like, you're putting your career on the line.

716
00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:38,000
Speaker 1: Not really, because if first of all, if you're doing this,

717
00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:41,080
Speaker 1: you know you're good unless you're stupid. So I only

718
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:43,160
Speaker 1: did it because I ain't stupid. I knew I was good.

719
00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:45,120
Speaker 1: So even if I got a cart, what're you gonna do?

720
00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:47,759
Speaker 1: Bench me? Coach? I didn't played for Belichick, so it

721
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:51,520
Speaker 1: wasn't Belichick be like yeah I am actually, Um so

722
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:55,880
Speaker 1: that was funny. I'm like, I'm thirsty as hell. But

723
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:57,759
Speaker 1: it used to be so cool, like, you know, yo,

724
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:02,879
Speaker 1: I all right, hey, all right, yeah you're good. You're good.

725
00:41:02,920 --> 00:41:06,200
Speaker 1: You're downstairs okay, uh yeah the room, Yeah, it's unthing

726
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 1: my name, so just go get it and then um,

727
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:12,120
Speaker 1: yeah yeah room key all right, yeah yeah, and then

728
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,279
Speaker 1: you just come up yeah your family and she's like,

729
00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:16,719
Speaker 1: why are you put under my name? I was like,

730
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:19,000
Speaker 1: I don't know, I'm not thinking straight. Um next time

731
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:24,879
Speaker 1: I put on Oh but nobody tripping. They ain't doing

732
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:26,920
Speaker 1: some valance on front desks. I mean, ain't. They don't

733
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:28,640
Speaker 1: even know ourselves. While he is I'm a d N,

734
00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:30,520
Speaker 1: like my name is Tom Brady. Maybe they'll be like

735
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,960
Speaker 1: what what they like that d N. So anyway, you know,

736
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:35,879
Speaker 1: you get your family keys anyway, so you can play

737
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 1: it off easily. Um, she get it like I'm on

738
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:41,120
Speaker 1: the ninth floor. She on the sixth floor, right, y'all

739
00:41:41,160 --> 00:41:46,279
Speaker 1: caught them numbers six nine, all right, So all of

740
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:48,759
Speaker 1: a sudden we got our team meeting ate ate something

741
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,680
Speaker 1: to nine. Then you got a little time left, all right,

742
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 1: go to her room, chill. Then you're like, damn, y'all

743
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 1: kick it whatever, and then it's like close to the leven.

744
00:41:57,320 --> 00:42:00,160
Speaker 1: You go back to your room. Now here's the here's

745
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,960
Speaker 1: the dilemma. Here's the here's the choice. You got Either

746
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:04,400
Speaker 1: you stay in your room trying to get her up

747
00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:06,960
Speaker 1: to you, or you go down to her room. To me,

748
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:08,719
Speaker 1: I always felt worse going down to her room. I

749
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 1: was like, oh, it's all bad. But I did that too,

750
00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:14,880
Speaker 1: I like, because nobody is supposed to be on that

751
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,880
Speaker 1: floor that plays, and you know, then they start putting

752
00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:20,200
Speaker 1: security on both ends because they're like, y'all doing too much,

753
00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 1: and we get it. So some dude got paid for

754
00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 1: fourteen hours, not getting like at least eight of them,

755
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 1: from like eleven till seven in the morning. Some dude

756
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:34,960
Speaker 1: got paid to just sit there. And this is before

757
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:38,160
Speaker 1: like you know, fresh cell phones with the internet and stuff.

758
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:41,480
Speaker 1: Just sit there and play tetris. I guess, like, sit

759
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:43,520
Speaker 1: your ass here and make sure no football players trying

760
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:46,640
Speaker 1: to go downstairs and fly away like some pigeons with

761
00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,920
Speaker 1: meth on them because they horning. And that's what happened.

762
00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:55,399
Speaker 1: That's how it happened. It was crazy. So all that said, man,

763
00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:59,720
Speaker 1: you gotta watch yourself man in these moments and judgment,

764
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:03,160
Speaker 1: because it seems like every story that happens, I just

765
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:06,520
Speaker 1: relate to it in some weird way. And that's why

766
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:11,239
Speaker 1: I'm empathetic in that way. Like I'm not empathetic like, oh,

767
00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:16,279
Speaker 1: you don't deserve consequence or or sentence, No, you get

768
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:19,160
Speaker 1: what you deserve. But I'm empathetic, like, yo, I ain't

769
00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:21,200
Speaker 1: hired in you, I ain't bigger than you, I ain't

770
00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:24,600
Speaker 1: holier than thou, you know. And that's what makes me

771
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:27,520
Speaker 1: think of these stories. But it's some evil people out there,

772
00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 1: some crazy people out there, right, there's morning people out

773
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,480
Speaker 1: there too, will get attentions. So it was just crazy

774
00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:35,600
Speaker 1: being the player and watching all the other guys do

775
00:43:35,719 --> 00:43:38,359
Speaker 1: it too, And and I'm just thinking, and this story

776
00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:41,880
Speaker 1: came across. I was like, we are just like them inmates.

777
00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:44,960
Speaker 1: We need our hit, we need we need our meth.

778
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:49,879
Speaker 1: And our meth was met what's her name? Not the methodletically,

779
00:43:52,600 --> 00:43:55,319
Speaker 1: maybe we should just call her Natalie meth oh Man.

780
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:57,920
Speaker 1: I gotta switch gears in spirit a little bit. I

781
00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:02,480
Speaker 1: saw a YouTuber c J. Y'all know him. It's crazy

782
00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:05,320
Speaker 1: people be way more famous than you and way famous

783
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,239
Speaker 1: out there in these threets nowadays with the Internet and

784
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:09,520
Speaker 1: YouTube and all that, and you'll be acting like you

785
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:12,320
Speaker 1: don't know him, and they're like, foo, who are you? CJ?

786
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:15,160
Speaker 1: Somewhere looking at me like Mark Seller's way, but he

787
00:44:15,200 --> 00:44:18,880
Speaker 1: got shot four times in the home invasion, And I

788
00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:21,120
Speaker 1: just want to bring this up because it's been a

789
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:24,279
Speaker 1: conversation in my inner circle, and I know a lot

790
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:27,920
Speaker 1: of athletes doing this as well. The twenty four hour surveillance,

791
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 1: like the cat just sitting in front of the house,

792
00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 1: taking care of the house and the family now and unmarked,

793
00:44:34,239 --> 00:44:38,440
Speaker 1: trust me, unmarked. One guy. I walked through my neighborhood

794
00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:40,719
Speaker 1: and I didn't know this cat, but I knew someone

795
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:44,200
Speaker 1: famous lived there. Um it was right back like whis

796
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:48,799
Speaker 1: Kelifa lives what used to live one spot and close

797
00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:51,080
Speaker 1: to that was this guy. And I didn't know who

798
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:53,040
Speaker 1: this guy was, and I was just assuming the YouTuber

799
00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:56,000
Speaker 1: or something. And then one time I was with my kids,

800
00:44:56,080 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 1: this is crazy and we won't. We rolled by the

801
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 1: house and we rolled slow, and I was just going

802
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: slow because the kids wanted some snacks, and all of

803
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:09,279
Speaker 1: a sudden, this dude just get out the car and

804
00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:11,839
Speaker 1: he was laying down in the car, like I looked

805
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:14,520
Speaker 1: at the car before and it was just four empty seats.

806
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:17,360
Speaker 1: All of a sudden, some dude just rolled from the

807
00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:21,480
Speaker 1: dead and came up to me. And now I was like, hmm,

808
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,719
Speaker 1: you know, my ego was thinking autograph. My ego was

809
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:27,440
Speaker 1: thinking he gonna talk some football something you ain't don't

810
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:30,040
Speaker 1: speak for yourself, right, But then I was like, yo,

811
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:31,719
Speaker 1: he don't look like he want to say nothing. He's

812
00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:35,120
Speaker 1: just checking me out. And then uh, he's oh, hey,

813
00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:38,080
Speaker 1: Marcella's he recognized me, and we broke bread and he

814
00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:40,840
Speaker 1: told me what he did. He was security for that

815
00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:44,759
Speaker 1: cat and was sitting sitting there, sniping, just waiting for

816
00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:46,719
Speaker 1: somebody to come through. And he was looking for a car,

817
00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:49,799
Speaker 1: a specific car, something like a Black Center or something.

818
00:45:50,440 --> 00:45:51,840
Speaker 1: I was like, you sure it ain't a red hondy

819
00:45:52,400 --> 00:45:55,480
Speaker 1: boy in the hood. I'm stupid. So long story short.

820
00:45:56,080 --> 00:45:58,279
Speaker 1: My inner circle is a lot of famous guys, too

821
00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,440
Speaker 1: real famous, Like I ain't dropping names, but I gotta

822
00:46:01,440 --> 00:46:06,160
Speaker 1: protect them in their security. But yo, you think it's

823
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 1: just cars just chilling, all right, somebody pop out that

824
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,719
Speaker 1: trunk on your ass and watch your head. But this

825
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:15,320
Speaker 1: guy CJ got shot four times in the home invasion.

826
00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,719
Speaker 1: What's interesting about this one was when I read about it,

827
00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:24,200
Speaker 1: he got shot four times, and he did a YouTube

828
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:28,640
Speaker 1: video of his old house like a tour, and then

829
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:32,279
Speaker 1: he did another one of his new house, and I

830
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:34,560
Speaker 1: think the hyenas just saw it and was like Yo,

831
00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:37,920
Speaker 1: that's too much high sign or whatever. I don't know.

832
00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:41,480
Speaker 1: I'm interested in hearing what y'all thought about that, because

833
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:44,080
Speaker 1: to me, it's no difference than the lifestyles and the

834
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,760
Speaker 1: rich and famous, which we saw all them people houses

835
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:51,880
Speaker 1: and home invasion. Wasn't like that. Or I got was

836
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:54,960
Speaker 1: on Cribs and nobody ever came to my house. They saw,

837
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:56,839
Speaker 1: they saw my name at the bottom of the pool,

838
00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:59,359
Speaker 1: they saw the basketball court, the sand pit, maybe because

839
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:01,160
Speaker 1: my daughter was in there and she was like but

840
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:03,520
Speaker 1: two or three at the time. You'll remember that. Anybody

841
00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:07,399
Speaker 1: seen my Cribs episode? First of all, yes, yes, yes,

842
00:47:07,560 --> 00:47:11,320
Speaker 1: I was on Cribs um and and I didn't have

843
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,560
Speaker 1: much time because I was on with Russell Simmons. I think, yeah,

844
00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:18,600
Speaker 1: it was Russell Simmons, which is crazy because now I

845
00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:23,400
Speaker 1: coach camor Lee's son, which is not Russell Son. But

846
00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:27,160
Speaker 1: long story short, Phil Bella check out here, he out

847
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:31,000
Speaker 1: here connected y'all. But my Cribs, you know, I put

848
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 1: everything on display, my empty ass fridge, top, ramen and

849
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:38,600
Speaker 1: spam I was living. Nobody was even tripping. It was

850
00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:40,960
Speaker 1: just crazy. So that story caught me right there. I

851
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:44,200
Speaker 1: was like, what's going on. Now, you you can't film

852
00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 1: from the crib what your crib is are. Maybe he

853
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:50,160
Speaker 1: got some deeper issues connecting him to the streets or

854
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:52,799
Speaker 1: to those cats, and maybe it was just random, like yo,

855
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:55,280
Speaker 1: fresh house. Let me get it, I don't know. Interesting

856
00:47:55,360 --> 00:47:58,840
Speaker 1: to see what you guys think about it. Let's switch

857
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:02,640
Speaker 1: gears and talk about something that made me tear up

858
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 1: when I was reading the story. But I'm gonna get

859
00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:08,279
Speaker 1: through it. Thirteen year old killed in the hidden run case.

860
00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:13,000
Speaker 1: Two year old brother may be paralyzed on life support.

861
00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:23,320
Speaker 1: Mom and dad killed, all right, My best friend was

862
00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:28,440
Speaker 1: killed when I was eleven, hit by a car riding

863
00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:36,520
Speaker 1: his bike home. Now, looking back, what hurt the most?

864
00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:39,920
Speaker 1: What I have not recovered from And I'm trying my

865
00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:42,480
Speaker 1: damn this, but it's it just seemed like I'm a

866
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:44,319
Speaker 1: run out of time on this one, Coach. I'm gonna

867
00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:47,959
Speaker 1: get this play down. It's how it affected me because

868
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:53,800
Speaker 1: it keeps me distant from love in his purest form.

869
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:58,880
Speaker 1: I have a gap. As much as I love my kids,

870
00:48:59,800 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 1: is much as I love my wife, as much as

871
00:49:03,080 --> 00:49:05,520
Speaker 1: I love life, and I love like this is no

872
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:11,680
Speaker 1: fake in love in life. I am all in on life.

873
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:17,000
Speaker 1: But I feel that gap, and that gap always starts

874
00:49:17,640 --> 00:49:20,600
Speaker 1: and ends with that moment I found out he was dead.

875
00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:28,360
Speaker 1: Part of it was because he was taken from me.

876
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:32,440
Speaker 1: Part of it was because there was no notice. He

877
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,719
Speaker 1: wasn't sick, he wasn't ill. He was my best friend.

878
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:37,279
Speaker 1: I looked up to him. He had a pure heart,

879
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:40,880
Speaker 1: pure heart, like really nicer than me, way nicer. I

880
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:43,400
Speaker 1: was stingy. Every time we play with our hot wheels,

881
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 1: I'll be like, no, his mind, his mind, his mind.

882
00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:46,400
Speaker 1: He'd be like all right now, I'd be like, oh,

883
00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:49,080
Speaker 1: can I play with George Blake? Sure, every single time,

884
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:56,120
Speaker 1: like Corby whoa. But when he died outside of my

885
00:49:56,320 --> 00:50:03,399
Speaker 1: mother's death, which like snatched my soul away. This one

886
00:50:05,160 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 1: I remember I was hugging my grandmother. We had a

887
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:10,480
Speaker 1: track meet, and we came back in the track meet

888
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:12,719
Speaker 1: trying to be strong. I wonder how I performed. I

889
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: think I did very well. I think I did very well.

890
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:17,840
Speaker 1: This is the time when I was super fast, so

891
00:50:18,000 --> 00:50:20,920
Speaker 1: I don't think I messed up. But I don't remember it.

892
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:23,359
Speaker 1: I just remember one time walking around the track by

893
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 1: myself and my friends like you all right? I was

894
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:27,960
Speaker 1: like yeah, And then somebody grabbing. Was like no, no,

895
00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:31,239
Speaker 1: his his best friend got hit. So I was like,

896
00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:37,760
Speaker 1: all right, So that was the only time, right, So anyway,

897
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 1: I get home, we were running at Long Beach, go

898
00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:45,439
Speaker 1: to my grandma's house, and I'm trying to play it off.

899
00:50:46,239 --> 00:50:48,879
Speaker 1: I'm just trying to play it off, like I think

900
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:52,239
Speaker 1: you play it off because if you accept it, if

901
00:50:52,280 --> 00:50:57,000
Speaker 1: you confront it, you accept it. Yeah. I think that's it.

902
00:50:57,400 --> 00:50:59,359
Speaker 1: You don't want to really look at it and talk

903
00:50:59,400 --> 00:51:01,520
Speaker 1: about it and go through it because if you confront it,

904
00:51:02,080 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: you gotta accept it. And I didn't want to accept it.

905
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:05,880
Speaker 1: So I was like, no, I'm good, grandma, and she

906
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:10,760
Speaker 1: took me on her back porch duplex. She had, my grandma,

907
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:13,320
Speaker 1: my grandma, Man, I love that lady. She was boss.

908
00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:16,680
Speaker 1: She had two houses in Compton, taking care of Wait

909
00:51:16,760 --> 00:51:20,520
Speaker 1: till I tell you my stories about uh race and racism.

910
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:23,640
Speaker 1: My grandmother let me hit you' all with this tangent,

911
00:51:23,719 --> 00:51:26,000
Speaker 1: so y'all remind me to do this one day. My

912
00:51:26,080 --> 00:51:28,719
Speaker 1: grandmother used to take care of war veterans, including to

913
00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:33,400
Speaker 1: white war veterans. So I got this different mental makeup

914
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:37,239
Speaker 1: about race because I saw people that were white that

915
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:40,400
Speaker 1: needed me and my family that was black and competent,

916
00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:43,400
Speaker 1: so I started to learn class and socio economics at

917
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:47,080
Speaker 1: the early age, not race, like people need you because

918
00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:51,799
Speaker 1: they need you financially more soda than anything. So we'll

919
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:54,439
Speaker 1: get into that another way another day. But I'm sitting

920
00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:57,080
Speaker 1: on the back porch my grandmother and I remember her

921
00:51:57,160 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 1: words so sweet. She said, baby, let it go, cry

922
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:05,520
Speaker 1: for real And that lasted for like five minutes to

923
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,640
Speaker 1: tug a war. No, I am crying for real? What

924
00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:09,640
Speaker 1: do you mean? You know I'm crying, But she's like, no,

925
00:52:09,920 --> 00:52:12,600
Speaker 1: let it out, and she kept saying let it out,

926
00:52:13,080 --> 00:52:15,640
Speaker 1: and I kept saying, I'm grandma, and I almost was

927
00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:17,960
Speaker 1: getting a little mad. I was like, Grandma, what do

928
00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,080
Speaker 1: you want me to act like I'm hurt more than

929
00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,760
Speaker 1: I am? And she would just hold me. She wouldn't

930
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:25,279
Speaker 1: let me go, and she was like, let it out,

931
00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:31,080
Speaker 1: and she said it want too many times and whoa, whoa,

932
00:52:31,760 --> 00:52:39,280
Speaker 1: the roar, the roar. So when I heard this story,

933
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:44,800
Speaker 1: I just pray for those kids, Pray for the family,

934
00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:48,160
Speaker 1: and there's a sister still alive, Pray for all those

935
00:52:48,360 --> 00:52:52,880
Speaker 1: connected to that, because when when life is snatched away

936
00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:59,160
Speaker 1: from yours and your family your circle, like the post

937
00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 1: traumatics threat us. Like I look at my family at

938
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:04,799
Speaker 1: times and I'm like, this is the worst feeling when

939
00:53:04,800 --> 00:53:06,160
Speaker 1: you send them off to school and You're like, this

940
00:53:06,239 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 1: could be the last time I've ever seen him. Like

941
00:53:08,160 --> 00:53:09,799
Speaker 1: how many of you guys are like that? I am.

942
00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:12,640
Speaker 1: I actually am way more than I want to be.

943
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:16,520
Speaker 1: I actually sit there and be like, this could be

944
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:19,520
Speaker 1: it for me. Sometimes I think it for me, Like

945
00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:22,239
Speaker 1: I go out and I'm like, oh man, somebody could

946
00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:25,719
Speaker 1: just run up in here, back back. It's wrap. I've

947
00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 1: been in those scenarios before, right, who knows the next

948
00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:36,160
Speaker 1: one ain't gonna be the last one. Hey, I hate

949
00:53:36,160 --> 00:53:44,239
Speaker 1: thinking those those thoughts, fleeting thoughts. I hate them, but

950
00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:47,320
Speaker 1: I have them, not connect them to that. So I wonder,

951
00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:51,719
Speaker 1: especially those who have not had those type of traumatic experiences,

952
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: because my frankly, my wife hasn't like she's adopted, but

953
00:53:57,840 --> 00:54:00,920
Speaker 1: she found out she was adopted at her early age,

954
00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:05,600
Speaker 1: Like soon she had conscious thought other than that, you know,

955
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 1: nothing tragic in terms of snatched away illness. Yes, death

956
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:13,120
Speaker 1: by illness, but not snatched away. And I don't think

957
00:54:13,160 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: she has those thoughts. I wonder if you guys have

958
00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:22,600
Speaker 1: them because that is crazy. So I want to be

959
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:25,960
Speaker 1: more connected to all, and I think I'm more connected

960
00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 1: than most, But that's not my comparison. My comparison is

961
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:32,120
Speaker 1: not what you guys are as. Your comparison is not

962
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:35,839
Speaker 1: who I am. It's what your potential, your capabilities are.

963
00:54:35,880 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 1: And I know I'm capable of more of a connection

964
00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:42,440
Speaker 1: with people. It's just when it gets snatched away, so

965
00:54:42,640 --> 00:54:45,960
Speaker 1: hard to respond. Let's keep talking about thoughts, Let's keep

966
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:48,640
Speaker 1: going deeper and with the emotions and the thought process

967
00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:51,000
Speaker 1: right and makes sense of this for me. They're the

968
00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:56,240
Speaker 1: Texas Prosecutor. But TikTok Chef Way, here we go another

969
00:54:56,239 --> 00:54:57,920
Speaker 1: famous dude. I don't know, you're gonna be like, who

970
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:01,759
Speaker 1: the hell marks ain't alcohol? Here we go Jamie fox

971
00:55:02,040 --> 00:55:05,680
Speaker 1: Um for racist tweets about black women with dark skin.

972
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:07,880
Speaker 1: This one his home And I never knew how I

973
00:55:07,960 --> 00:55:09,960
Speaker 1: was gonna get this story out, but I finally figured

974
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:12,960
Speaker 1: out the way. And this TikTok Chef Way gave me

975
00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:17,960
Speaker 1: the way I'm gonna nickname him, gave me the chef Wade.

976
00:55:18,520 --> 00:55:21,560
Speaker 1: Let's talk about it. He shared a photo of a

977
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:25,160
Speaker 1: black woman. Boy they're digging up receipts. One thing about

978
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:28,239
Speaker 1: being um, a public figure. You're gonna step in it.

979
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:31,680
Speaker 1: You're gonna contradict yourself. You're gonna be a hypocrite. Um,

980
00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:35,560
Speaker 1: even me, all of us, because your your thoughts change,

981
00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,560
Speaker 1: you change, you evolved, but they hold you back to

982
00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:40,839
Speaker 1: what you were. But this was bad even back then.

983
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:44,000
Speaker 1: They're digging up receipts on them. And he had a

984
00:55:44,640 --> 00:55:47,800
Speaker 1: photo of a black woman calling her too dark quote

985
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:50,960
Speaker 1: unquote too dark. Then he also posted the photo of

986
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:54,840
Speaker 1: a black woman alongside the photo of a dumpster, comparing

987
00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:58,400
Speaker 1: the two and writing that he saw quote no difference. Damn.

988
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:04,719
Speaker 1: Ok yeah, man, Okay, let's talk about this. First of all,

989
00:56:04,760 --> 00:56:07,480
Speaker 1: we don't blame an alcohol on this show. No, we're not,

990
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:10,319
Speaker 1: because I drink and always tell my friends the more

991
00:56:10,320 --> 00:56:12,719
Speaker 1: I drink, the more I think, Yeah, I actually do,

992
00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:16,040
Speaker 1: and they believe me. I think they like No, Marcill's

993
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:20,160
Speaker 1: does think more when he drinks more like I don't

994
00:56:20,200 --> 00:56:23,840
Speaker 1: blame no alcohol. You ain't about to do that like alcohol.

995
00:56:24,200 --> 00:56:27,719
Speaker 1: If I had to narrow down the two, the two

996
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 1: roads that alcohol usually travels is to take you to

997
00:56:31,920 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 1: your fun and your truth. Yep, alcohol takes you to

998
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:40,960
Speaker 1: your fun and your truth. So don't blame it, right,

999
00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:44,120
Speaker 1: Dan Patrick and I was talking about this on on

1000
00:56:44,239 --> 00:56:46,200
Speaker 1: the air, and on air he was like, Tom Brady

1001
00:56:46,239 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 1: doesn't drink really, so how much fun can he be?

1002
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:52,440
Speaker 1: I was like, he's skipping that step. Y'all drink, I drink.

1003
00:56:52,560 --> 00:56:55,120
Speaker 1: We drink to get to the fund. Brady arrives with

1004
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:58,000
Speaker 1: the fun. He don't need a drink, right. I choke

1005
00:56:58,080 --> 00:57:02,360
Speaker 1: doesn't drink either. I'm damn and still be partying, you know,

1006
00:57:02,480 --> 00:57:05,240
Speaker 1: in a different way because he cool, Like like I sweat,

1007
00:57:05,280 --> 00:57:09,360
Speaker 1: I bring two sweat tiles. I'm io just be chilling,

1008
00:57:09,880 --> 00:57:12,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. That's the new age how

1009
00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:15,200
Speaker 1: to a party. But um, don't blame the alcohol. This

1010
00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:17,000
Speaker 1: takes me back to my uncle Bennefield. Have you ever

1011
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:18,840
Speaker 1: heard me talking about my uncle Benefield? Rest in peace,

1012
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:23,280
Speaker 1: Uncle Bennefield. Yeah, he lived underneath me in my apartment

1013
00:57:23,360 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 1: building on Slawson and the Edge Mark. This man was

1014
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:28,920
Speaker 1: funny for those who think I'm funny, because I know

1015
00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:31,440
Speaker 1: I'm a little funny to a lot. Funny sometimes depends

1016
00:57:31,440 --> 00:57:33,800
Speaker 1: on what it is. I ain't stupid, I ain't cocky.

1017
00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,560
Speaker 1: I just know I can tell a joke. Um, I

1018
00:57:36,680 --> 00:57:38,640
Speaker 1: got a lot of that from my uncle Bennefield. Man

1019
00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:43,280
Speaker 1: it dude, silly like levity. That's Uncle Bennefield. He don't

1020
00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:47,280
Speaker 1: give a damn what's going on. He's always and all

1021
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:49,880
Speaker 1: these sound effects. So if I y'all always tell me

1022
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:52,200
Speaker 1: I talked and then I got a ton of sound effects.

1023
00:57:52,240 --> 00:57:56,360
Speaker 1: Well blamed Uncle Bennefield, but he did so anyway, Uncle

1024
00:57:56,400 --> 00:58:00,680
Speaker 1: Bennefield had some sayings. He loved light skinned women, he

1025
00:58:00,960 --> 00:58:03,000
Speaker 1: loved the high yellow as he would say, these are

1026
00:58:03,000 --> 00:58:06,760
Speaker 1: all his quotes. He used to say, Now he's joking, y'all,

1027
00:58:07,200 --> 00:58:10,360
Speaker 1: but his life actually lived up to these jokes. So

1028
00:58:10,560 --> 00:58:12,120
Speaker 1: I don't know if he was joking it down. He

1029
00:58:12,200 --> 00:58:15,280
Speaker 1: was serious, but he was saying was such humor. You

1030
00:58:15,480 --> 00:58:17,640
Speaker 1: just be sitting there and I'm young, I'm seven, eight

1031
00:58:17,760 --> 00:58:20,560
Speaker 1: ten years old, cracking up. But I was like, damn,

1032
00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:24,120
Speaker 1: my uncle trip, all right, here we go. He was

1033
00:58:24,240 --> 00:58:27,720
Speaker 1: darker than me, like and which is hard. Like we

1034
00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:29,400
Speaker 1: getting to the box. We're in the back of the

1035
00:58:29,440 --> 00:58:33,240
Speaker 1: Crayola box, way in the corner, like I'm in the

1036
00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:37,560
Speaker 1: back row. Like you know that six box set. Did

1037
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:39,840
Speaker 1: they even have a two six bucks set? I know

1038
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:41,800
Speaker 1: they had one with a sharpener, and I was saying, damn,

1039
00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:44,400
Speaker 1: they got a sharper. You rich. You if you had

1040
00:58:44,440 --> 00:58:47,160
Speaker 1: a Crayola box with the sharpening, your ass was rich.

1041
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:50,840
Speaker 1: But he used to say darker than me, him saying this,

1042
00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:55,000
Speaker 1: Oh baby, I don't haul no cold. I don't haul

1043
00:58:55,280 --> 00:58:58,360
Speaker 1: no cold. Talking about dark skinned women, he used to say.

1044
00:58:58,680 --> 00:58:59,960
Speaker 1: And he was saying to a dark skin and one

1045
00:59:00,320 --> 00:59:02,840
Speaker 1: or a light skinned woman, oh two dead batteries don't

1046
00:59:02,840 --> 00:59:05,640
Speaker 1: start in no car. And he's this was one he

1047
00:59:05,720 --> 00:59:08,200
Speaker 1: used to say too. I wanted to wake up the

1048
00:59:08,280 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 1: sunshine every morning, not nifeall. Now, Oh god, the women

1049
00:59:14,360 --> 00:59:16,000
Speaker 1: back in those days when I used to hear him

1050
00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:18,680
Speaker 1: say it, they all responded the same way. They used

1051
00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:23,040
Speaker 1: to say, Well, nobody want your ass anyway, and it

1052
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 1: ain't because you're dark, right, like Davy, just be like

1053
00:59:25,600 --> 00:59:27,520
Speaker 1: if you don't want me, I want you. And who

1054
00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:31,400
Speaker 1: said I wanted you in the first place? That's how

1055
00:59:31,480 --> 00:59:34,120
Speaker 1: he used to go down no beef ever, And I

1056
00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:41,520
Speaker 1: think that brings up an interesting conversation between preference or

1057
00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:46,520
Speaker 1: do you really place a stigma on someone like it's

1058
00:59:46,560 --> 00:59:51,160
Speaker 1: your preference, Uncle Bennefield, this TikTok prosecutor. Was he talking

1059
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:53,240
Speaker 1: really from preference, even though he sound hateful, I ain't

1060
00:59:53,240 --> 00:59:57,080
Speaker 1: gonna lie preference or was he really putting the stigma?

1061
00:59:57,800 --> 01:00:00,720
Speaker 1: Like are you okay if someone's like, I don't like

1062
01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:03,280
Speaker 1: dark skinned girls, Like it's it's taboo to say that.

1063
01:00:03,680 --> 01:00:06,280
Speaker 1: But then y'all so can walk around here and say

1064
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:09,960
Speaker 1: I don't like short men, I don't like I don't

1065
01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:13,560
Speaker 1: like fat girls. Like people pick what they can say

1066
01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:16,240
Speaker 1: that is like really disqualifying a whole lot of people,

1067
01:00:16,920 --> 01:00:20,040
Speaker 1: and then only some of it is taboo. I hear

1068
01:00:20,120 --> 01:00:22,400
Speaker 1: girls all the time saying I don't like short dudes,

1069
01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:24,600
Speaker 1: I don't like growth dudes. What else they say? I

1070
01:00:24,600 --> 01:00:27,280
Speaker 1: don't like ugly dudes, right, Doug, But if he's rich,

1071
01:00:27,600 --> 01:00:30,480
Speaker 1: well we make an exception, right and flip it, like

1072
01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:33,959
Speaker 1: is it okay to have a preference that actually comes

1073
01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:38,120
Speaker 1: out and display and through conversation like I don't like

1074
01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:41,360
Speaker 1: dark skin I don't like light skinned girls. I know

1075
01:00:41,520 --> 01:00:44,479
Speaker 1: cats that don't like light skin girls. Right, I don't

1076
01:00:44,520 --> 01:00:46,840
Speaker 1: like white girl, I don't like black girls. Like it's

1077
01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:48,880
Speaker 1: weird that we pick the ones that we're gonna say

1078
01:00:48,960 --> 01:00:51,120
Speaker 1: we don't like, Like that ain't rude to the other

1079
01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:53,160
Speaker 1: ones who are in that group that you said you

1080
01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:55,760
Speaker 1: don't like. Every time I hear somebody, because I'm six

1081
01:00:55,800 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 1: four or six five, depends on what I'm wearing. Somebody

1082
01:00:59,200 --> 01:01:01,840
Speaker 1: walking to me like, oh you tall, dark and handsome,

1083
01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,840
Speaker 1: so what about short light and ugly? I don't stand

1084
01:01:04,880 --> 01:01:07,840
Speaker 1: a chance. But you just shot him down. But then

1085
01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:09,960
Speaker 1: if that dude like, well I don't like dark skinned girls,

1086
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:14,800
Speaker 1: oh my god, it's like make up your mind. What

1087
01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:17,520
Speaker 1: you're gonna do? You know, what you like is what

1088
01:01:17,640 --> 01:01:23,600
Speaker 1: you like? Right, right right? Speaking of somebody who did

1089
01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:26,600
Speaker 1: what they thought was right, and maybe y'all don't agree

1090
01:01:26,680 --> 01:01:29,080
Speaker 1: with it. Mark Jackson bet on himself, but did he

1091
01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:32,280
Speaker 1: bet wrong? Let's talk about it. I gotta just start

1092
01:01:32,360 --> 01:01:36,000
Speaker 1: this one off by he just had uh one of

1093
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:39,880
Speaker 1: those cryptic Instagram posts. They always say they're cryptic, and

1094
01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:41,680
Speaker 1: it's funny because it's one of those where you could

1095
01:01:41,680 --> 01:01:44,760
Speaker 1: throw rocks and hide your hands. I love it. Elastic language,

1096
01:01:44,800 --> 01:01:46,280
Speaker 1: like what do you mean? You know? If you you

1097
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:48,400
Speaker 1: say you're talking about a contract, what you mean? And

1098
01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:50,400
Speaker 1: if you say you're not talking much contract, what you mean?

1099
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 1: Like you can't pin them down? I like it. But

1100
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,880
Speaker 1: here's one quote you don't take chances losing it. You

1101
01:01:55,920 --> 01:01:58,560
Speaker 1: don't neglect it. When you have something good, you pour

1102
01:01:58,640 --> 01:02:00,840
Speaker 1: into it, you appreciate it. Because when you take care

1103
01:02:00,880 --> 01:02:03,080
Speaker 1: of something good, that good thing takes care of you too.

1104
01:02:03,480 --> 01:02:07,120
Speaker 1: That's right. Lamar's talk, yo talk, speak your minds say

1105
01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:11,160
Speaker 1: it now. This one starts here, everybody blaming his agent. Oh,

1106
01:02:11,320 --> 01:02:14,320
Speaker 1: he doesn't have an agent, But ro Kuan Smith doesn't

1107
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:15,840
Speaker 1: have an agent as well. He just got a hunt

1108
01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:20,720
Speaker 1: a million from the Baltimore Ravens. I digress, y'all putting

1109
01:02:20,720 --> 01:02:23,240
Speaker 1: a lot on that. No agent, mama talk like his

1110
01:02:23,560 --> 01:02:28,920
Speaker 1: his agent his mama. Now if his mom is getting

1111
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:34,720
Speaker 1: everything proof read legally by a real lawyer, I don't

1112
01:02:34,720 --> 01:02:37,280
Speaker 1: know if she isn't not but a lawyer an agent

1113
01:02:37,400 --> 01:02:40,440
Speaker 1: by a higher by hour? What y'all tripping over? I

1114
01:02:40,680 --> 01:02:45,400
Speaker 1: love my family to represent me. What I don't remember?

1115
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:48,120
Speaker 1: That came out wrong? Maybe I don't know, no, Because

1116
01:02:48,120 --> 01:02:51,720
Speaker 1: the old saying is, if you don't have an agent,

1117
01:02:51,960 --> 01:02:54,840
Speaker 1: you have a fool for a client. Y'all catch that one.

1118
01:02:56,040 --> 01:02:58,680
Speaker 1: If you don't have an agent, you have a fool

1119
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:01,400
Speaker 1: for a client. Out. I don't agree with that fully,

1120
01:03:01,480 --> 01:03:03,760
Speaker 1: but I get it because I represented myself for the

1121
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:06,760
Speaker 1: last two years, the good and the bad. And I

1122
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:10,040
Speaker 1: can hear y'all now like why that's why y'all asks

1123
01:03:10,080 --> 01:03:15,280
Speaker 1: at home right now doing YouTube food. That's not the reason, um,

1124
01:03:16,120 --> 01:03:18,320
Speaker 1: but it can be misconstrued as the reason. That's why

1125
01:03:18,360 --> 01:03:22,040
Speaker 1: I want to bring it up. Um. Think about this.

1126
01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:25,800
Speaker 1: Lamar Jackson bet on himself, which we are all told

1127
01:03:26,160 --> 01:03:30,080
Speaker 1: you're supposed to do, like confidence on display is betting

1128
01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:33,760
Speaker 1: on yourself, right, but it's trying times when you're in

1129
01:03:33,840 --> 01:03:35,760
Speaker 1: your contract year and he's gonna be in this contract

1130
01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:37,680
Speaker 1: year because of the franchise tag for like two, three

1131
01:03:37,720 --> 01:03:41,920
Speaker 1: or four years. Right, the months in the time before

1132
01:03:42,360 --> 01:03:45,080
Speaker 1: that bet you placed on yourself is realized whether you

1133
01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,360
Speaker 1: won or lost. Now, he can't lose in this one

1134
01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:52,120
Speaker 1: being real, it's just how much can he win? Lamar

1135
01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:56,520
Speaker 1: Jackson can't lose because Lamar Jackson, at minimum, it's gonna

1136
01:03:56,560 --> 01:04:00,120
Speaker 1: get a hundred and sixty million dollars. And that's lo

1137
01:04:00,320 --> 01:04:05,040
Speaker 1: lo lo. That's impola lo Loo. That's the hydraulics, Lolo,

1138
01:04:05,240 --> 01:04:07,640
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. He ain't gonna get no

1139
01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:10,000
Speaker 1: lower than one sixty, but it can go up to

1140
01:04:10,080 --> 01:04:12,760
Speaker 1: three hundred. Right, So that two people that hundred and

1141
01:04:12,840 --> 01:04:15,800
Speaker 1: forty million dollar differences. What y'all talking about When y'all

1142
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:22,240
Speaker 1: say he lost, he can lose. However, also here that

1143
01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:25,440
Speaker 1: he only make it twenty seven right now, So somebody

1144
01:04:25,560 --> 01:04:28,200
Speaker 1: hit you with the one sixty and the upside is

1145
01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:30,400
Speaker 1: three hundred. If you bet on yourself, let's roll the dice,

1146
01:04:31,240 --> 01:04:34,280
Speaker 1: let him fly right. So I'm looking at this situation

1147
01:04:34,520 --> 01:04:41,000
Speaker 1: like Lamar representing himself, his mom, his owner, Steve Shotti,

1148
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:45,959
Speaker 1: who I party with before, Steve Shotti. Nice dude, fun dude,

1149
01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:48,480
Speaker 1: cool dude. Y'all are wrong for that whole jangle and

1150
01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:51,120
Speaker 1: stuff like, oh was that Nessa and Kaepernick and all that.

1151
01:04:51,320 --> 01:04:53,760
Speaker 1: Y'all gotta stop playing. That was wrong. Um. I don't

1152
01:04:53,800 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 1: know him deeply, but I was like, yo, for an owner,

1153
01:04:58,960 --> 01:05:04,480
Speaker 1: you up there? Bro? Was cool anyway? Um, this situation

1154
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:08,520
Speaker 1: if you're Lamar Jackson, like, how do you go wrong? Oh?

1155
01:05:08,600 --> 01:05:10,400
Speaker 1: You get hurt like you did this year? What Dak

1156
01:05:10,440 --> 01:05:12,840
Speaker 1: Prescott got one sixty and he was hurt. A matter

1157
01:05:12,840 --> 01:05:14,800
Speaker 1: of fact that Prescott probably got more because he was

1158
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:18,920
Speaker 1: hurt and showed his value in absence. So maybe Lamar Jackson.

1159
01:05:19,040 --> 01:05:22,680
Speaker 1: We all saw it. That goal line fumble by Huntley,

1160
01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:28,360
Speaker 1: Lamar value just went up from that play. Even though

1161
01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:30,960
Speaker 1: Lamar has done the same exact play, He's done it before.

1162
01:05:31,240 --> 01:05:33,720
Speaker 1: But this is the summation, not that Lamar Jackson would

1163
01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:35,560
Speaker 1: never fumble on the goal line. And I remember him

1164
01:05:35,600 --> 01:05:37,680
Speaker 1: doing that. I swear he did against Buffalo before in

1165
01:05:37,680 --> 01:05:40,240
Speaker 1: the playoffs too. I don't know. But the point is this,

1166
01:05:42,040 --> 01:05:44,760
Speaker 1: if we almost be remember the last play and it

1167
01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:48,360
Speaker 1: was tipped around and receiver almost caught it. If we

1168
01:05:48,560 --> 01:05:52,080
Speaker 1: got there on the road against Cincinnati, who was in

1169
01:05:52,120 --> 01:05:55,440
Speaker 1: the super Bowl last year with a backup, Oh, Lamar,

1170
01:05:55,840 --> 01:06:00,320
Speaker 1: come on the floor? Is yours? Go? Get that right?

1171
01:06:00,800 --> 01:06:04,080
Speaker 1: And so far from my perspective, this is just a

1172
01:06:04,200 --> 01:06:08,360
Speaker 1: real high price negotiation. Lamar has a style of play

1173
01:06:08,440 --> 01:06:11,480
Speaker 1: that you can't feel at peace with. Let's just leave

1174
01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:14,120
Speaker 1: it there. Not fully comfortable with even me, and I'm

1175
01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:16,160
Speaker 1: the biggest Lamar fan, But come on, dog a matter

1176
01:06:16,160 --> 01:06:18,640
Speaker 1: of fact, one day, I'm gonna show y'all. Maybe behind

1177
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:21,560
Speaker 1: me I gotta bobo head. I think they come squeezies

1178
01:06:21,640 --> 01:06:23,600
Speaker 1: or squeeze ites. These kids love them, these big old,

1179
01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:26,840
Speaker 1: fat headed, little mushroom looking things. I got one of Lamar, Actually,

1180
01:06:26,840 --> 01:06:30,680
Speaker 1: my son gave it to me, that's love. Um. Lamar

1181
01:06:30,800 --> 01:06:35,600
Speaker 1: has an introduced ego into the equation, into the negotiations.

1182
01:06:35,600 --> 01:06:38,440
Speaker 1: So that's beautiful because once the ego gets involved, all

1183
01:06:38,480 --> 01:06:41,640
Speaker 1: best off. Dogar about to be ugly in there. So

1184
01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:46,280
Speaker 1: you know, a cryptic message here there mama representing me.

1185
01:06:46,800 --> 01:06:49,400
Speaker 1: Hunley almost did it. I think all that adds up

1186
01:06:49,400 --> 01:06:52,000
Speaker 1: to a great value for Lamar Jackson. Sounds like a

1187
01:06:52,080 --> 01:06:53,600
Speaker 1: lot of people don't believe in that. Why would you

1188
01:06:53,720 --> 01:06:58,400
Speaker 1: do that? But I bet on myself. Oh yeah, I

1189
01:06:58,520 --> 01:07:01,200
Speaker 1: bet on myself right now, bet on myself, damnit. And

1190
01:07:01,360 --> 01:07:04,120
Speaker 1: y'all helped me win this bat. I love y'all. But

1191
01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:09,480
Speaker 1: when money's on the line, man, it gets it gets

1192
01:07:09,960 --> 01:07:14,440
Speaker 1: weird like Philly, Philly weird, like you just wake up,

1193
01:07:14,680 --> 01:07:19,520
Speaker 1: you can't sleep sometimes. My last year in Buffalo, they

1194
01:07:19,640 --> 01:07:21,479
Speaker 1: released Bruce Smith. Let me get through this story because

1195
01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:25,960
Speaker 1: it's not the focus. They released Bruce Smith. Marcellus is

1196
01:07:26,040 --> 01:07:30,280
Speaker 1: now the starter me. Ah. You know, it's funny why

1197
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:32,600
Speaker 1: athletes always talking to themselves in third person and stuff

1198
01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:34,600
Speaker 1: like that, because we're used to coaches calling us by

1199
01:07:34,640 --> 01:07:37,280
Speaker 1: our names. I caught that. I always thought we were cocky,

1200
01:07:37,520 --> 01:07:40,360
Speaker 1: so I realized, no, I'll call myself what I hear

1201
01:07:40,360 --> 01:07:43,080
Speaker 1: a lot and no other profession. Do you hear your

1202
01:07:43,160 --> 01:07:46,560
Speaker 1: name as much? I think Wiley Wiley, wily, wilely wh

1203
01:07:46,920 --> 01:07:49,320
Speaker 1: wiley on the plane will so you start calling yourself

1204
01:07:49,360 --> 01:07:52,560
Speaker 1: wildly on marks. So next time you think somebody cocky

1205
01:07:52,680 --> 01:07:58,560
Speaker 1: for talking about themselves third person, say cocky, They just

1206
01:07:58,720 --> 01:08:00,320
Speaker 1: going what they always here? All right, here we go.

1207
01:08:01,000 --> 01:08:03,600
Speaker 1: But that last year I got hurt in training camp,

1208
01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:06,440
Speaker 1: came back out, got my sacks. But was I scared

1209
01:08:06,440 --> 01:08:08,640
Speaker 1: because the first nine games only had one sack. It

1210
01:08:08,720 --> 01:08:12,480
Speaker 1: was scary, couldn't sleep at times. WHOA, But I bet

1211
01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:16,040
Speaker 1: on myself and I won that bet. I'm gonna win

1212
01:08:16,120 --> 01:08:18,840
Speaker 1: this bet, but damn going through that roller coaster? Man,

1213
01:08:18,920 --> 01:08:21,439
Speaker 1: people who they talked trash about. If you listen to

1214
01:08:21,520 --> 01:08:24,240
Speaker 1: the crowd, do you listen to the chorus? Oh man,

1215
01:08:24,280 --> 01:08:25,800
Speaker 1: you ain't about to do that. You're about to just

1216
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:30,120
Speaker 1: take the safe throut. Yes, yes, this is cool, this

1217
01:08:30,280 --> 01:08:34,200
Speaker 1: good money. Whatever you're offering, I'll be eating that, thank you,

1218
01:08:34,680 --> 01:08:36,679
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, instead of the real which

1219
01:08:36,760 --> 01:08:38,960
Speaker 1: is like dog, give me what I deserve. What's stop playing?

1220
01:08:39,280 --> 01:08:40,439
Speaker 1: What the hell are you gonna put up in here

1221
01:08:40,520 --> 01:08:44,880
Speaker 1: gonna do what I do. Nobody nobody, So I love

1222
01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:46,639
Speaker 1: the fact that he's betting on himself and he really

1223
01:08:46,680 --> 01:08:49,720
Speaker 1: can't lose one sixty. If that's losing, who tell me

1224
01:08:49,760 --> 01:08:53,080
Speaker 1: what winning looks like. All that said, I think I

1225
01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:57,040
Speaker 1: summed that story up by saying this, Lamar, listen to yourself.

1226
01:08:57,640 --> 01:09:00,040
Speaker 1: Listen to the inner power that InterVoice the god in you.

1227
01:09:02,240 --> 01:09:04,720
Speaker 1: Because people out here, man, they think they know what's best.

1228
01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:09,839
Speaker 1: But everybody wants to go to the parade, but nobody

1229
01:09:09,920 --> 01:09:13,479
Speaker 1: wants to build the floats. This is time to build

1230
01:09:13,520 --> 01:09:17,479
Speaker 1: the float, Lamar Jackson right now, hammer nail would was

1231
01:09:17,520 --> 01:09:21,120
Speaker 1: it machine? Paper machine? Everybody wants to go to the parade.

1232
01:09:21,280 --> 01:09:24,600
Speaker 1: Lamar made three on a million, Lamar got paid, but

1233
01:09:24,720 --> 01:09:28,080
Speaker 1: the process of getting that, nobody wants to build them floats.

1234
01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:34,960
Speaker 1: All right, let's talk about something that was disturbing. When

1235
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:37,479
Speaker 1: it's disturbing news, I don't like to transition into them

1236
01:09:37,479 --> 01:09:40,479
Speaker 1: because I like to transition kind of like ingest and

1237
01:09:40,680 --> 01:09:43,519
Speaker 1: humor and like for flow and field. But sometimes you

1238
01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:45,719
Speaker 1: just got to hit the brakes. And I'm talking about

1239
01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:48,519
Speaker 1: them old ones, the disc brakes and Monte Carlo Seni

1240
01:09:48,560 --> 01:09:53,280
Speaker 1: four breaks. You know, what I mean, not any lock

1241
01:09:53,640 --> 01:09:57,679
Speaker 1: like real disc brakes. Homeboy, let's talk about Feezy Lebron

1242
01:09:57,840 --> 01:09:59,920
Speaker 1: and that traffic stop. Y'all see that video. Check the

1243
01:10:00,040 --> 01:10:02,880
Speaker 1: video out. Paul's right. Now, go watch the video and

1244
01:10:02,920 --> 01:10:05,559
Speaker 1: then come back, all right, make sure you come back though.

1245
01:10:05,560 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 1: If not, don't watch the video. Forget that video. I

1246
01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:10,559
Speaker 1: talked y'all through it. Oh, there was a police officer

1247
01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:12,559
Speaker 1: or to come up to the car. Straight up, he's

1248
01:10:12,560 --> 01:10:15,120
Speaker 1: sitting on Chris Shaw in this car, and they like

1249
01:10:16,479 --> 01:10:18,439
Speaker 1: just came up to him with the pepper spray, came

1250
01:10:18,479 --> 01:10:21,439
Speaker 1: up to him with the guns drawn. And you see

1251
01:10:21,479 --> 01:10:25,960
Speaker 1: the video start there. Here's what I got an issue with.

1252
01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:28,800
Speaker 1: And we're gonna turn this. We're gonna broadeness to talk

1253
01:10:28,840 --> 01:10:33,880
Speaker 1: about two things. Bad cops versus cops that are bad.

1254
01:10:34,600 --> 01:10:36,680
Speaker 1: Y'all know the difference. There are bad cops. They just

1255
01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,439
Speaker 1: work for the force. They're just a bad person, they're

1256
01:10:38,439 --> 01:10:41,600
Speaker 1: just a bad police officer. And then there cops that

1257
01:10:41,680 --> 01:10:46,040
Speaker 1: are bad. The difference being to me, did the force

1258
01:10:46,160 --> 01:10:48,719
Speaker 1: corrupt them? Like people always want to say that police

1259
01:10:48,760 --> 01:10:51,560
Speaker 1: officers are bad, so they got corrupted? Now some of

1260
01:10:51,640 --> 01:10:55,400
Speaker 1: them just bad people, just police officers. Before even police

1261
01:10:55,400 --> 01:10:57,960
Speaker 1: are bad, So let's talk through that bad cops versus

1262
01:10:58,000 --> 01:11:02,840
Speaker 1: cops that are bad a little bit. Who The first

1263
01:11:02,920 --> 01:11:04,680
Speaker 1: thing that caught me all guard with this one was

1264
01:11:04,840 --> 01:11:09,120
Speaker 1: y'all keep y'all cast this. The police officer said, listen

1265
01:11:09,200 --> 01:11:12,680
Speaker 1: here bro. Oh. I was like, this ain't gonna go well.

1266
01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:18,240
Speaker 1: How damn condescending can you be go up to a

1267
01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:21,160
Speaker 1: black man? And these weren't black officers, But even if

1268
01:11:21,200 --> 01:11:22,680
Speaker 1: you are a black officer, I don't want to hear

1269
01:11:22,720 --> 01:11:27,400
Speaker 1: that ship listen here, bro, because when they're trying to

1270
01:11:27,479 --> 01:11:31,000
Speaker 1: relate to you, they're really talking down to you. You

1271
01:11:31,080 --> 01:11:33,080
Speaker 1: know what I mean, They're really talking down to you.

1272
01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,840
Speaker 1: Anybody come up to you with this whole like stereotypical

1273
01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:38,640
Speaker 1: jargon like listen here bro. I said, oh, this he

1274
01:11:39,080 --> 01:11:42,599
Speaker 1: he doesn't show his cards. This is all bad. Then

1275
01:11:42,680 --> 01:11:45,160
Speaker 1: he said, if you drive off from here, I'm putting

1276
01:11:45,200 --> 01:11:49,800
Speaker 1: one in your chest. Drive off from here and you're done.

1277
01:11:51,680 --> 01:11:55,160
Speaker 1: The dude that is the rapper Fezy Lebron had his

1278
01:11:55,280 --> 01:11:58,000
Speaker 1: hands in their for like twenty seconds like all right,

1279
01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:00,599
Speaker 1: what the dude? Then don't drive off. I ain't driving

1280
01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:02,360
Speaker 1: off because I don't want a bullet in my chest.

1281
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:07,280
Speaker 1: Sank that damn deep, So what do I do? Do this?

1282
01:12:07,360 --> 01:12:10,200
Speaker 1: Ain't nothing? Just kept talking about drive off from here,

1283
01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:14,880
Speaker 1: almost like tempting them, like the temptation of you tell

1284
01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:17,320
Speaker 1: somebody to do something, you don't do something you want

1285
01:12:17,400 --> 01:12:20,560
Speaker 1: to do. You know, I'm gonna say not, don't do

1286
01:12:20,680 --> 01:12:22,479
Speaker 1: that because I want to see if you're gonna do it.

1287
01:12:22,800 --> 01:12:26,120
Speaker 1: Test me, partner, what, etceterc. Entertainer say one time, I

1288
01:12:26,240 --> 01:12:29,880
Speaker 1: wish you would I wish you would right, almost said

1289
01:12:29,880 --> 01:12:32,280
Speaker 1: it in that tone, that spirit of I wish you

1290
01:12:32,360 --> 01:12:34,320
Speaker 1: would drive off me here so I can let loose

1291
01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:40,200
Speaker 1: on you. That's crazy. WHOA. I've been here before, though

1292
01:12:40,600 --> 01:12:45,479
Speaker 1: different context obviously, but disturbing video man, because from what

1293
01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:49,920
Speaker 1: I saw, officer all in the wrong. Like handle that differently,

1294
01:12:50,200 --> 01:12:53,800
Speaker 1: like let the guy live. Your first thought needs to

1295
01:12:53,840 --> 01:12:55,439
Speaker 1: be let me get to the bottom of this while

1296
01:12:55,640 --> 01:12:58,320
Speaker 1: making sure this guy survives this, because I want to

1297
01:12:58,360 --> 01:13:01,960
Speaker 1: survive this old Golden rule principles, treat others like you

1298
01:13:02,080 --> 01:13:07,719
Speaker 1: want to be treated. Right, anyway, let's do this. I'm

1299
01:13:08,960 --> 01:13:11,800
Speaker 1: fifteen at the time or so, sitting on the bus stop.

1300
01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:15,840
Speaker 1: I'm gonna bus stop supp over to Manchester. Y'all know

1301
01:13:15,880 --> 01:13:20,559
Speaker 1: where it is, right, um by west Chester. I at

1302
01:13:20,960 --> 01:13:24,559
Speaker 1: summer school at Westchester, I think Westchester High School. Yeah,

1303
01:13:24,720 --> 01:13:26,680
Speaker 1: sitting on the bus stop, black hoodie on and all.

1304
01:13:29,080 --> 01:13:33,800
Speaker 1: All of a sudden a cop just pull up to

1305
01:13:33,920 --> 01:13:37,680
Speaker 1: me and comes out with guns blaze. Get down on

1306
01:13:37,720 --> 01:13:41,120
Speaker 1: the ground, Get down on the ground. Um. See, this

1307
01:13:41,200 --> 01:13:43,320
Speaker 1: is one thing I see in a lot of these videos.

1308
01:13:43,439 --> 01:13:47,800
Speaker 1: And I know it may be your citizen rights, civil rights,

1309
01:13:48,439 --> 01:13:52,400
Speaker 1: but I was raised cops say something. I'm doing it

1310
01:13:52,920 --> 01:13:56,639
Speaker 1: because I'm just trying to go home, get my day

1311
01:13:56,680 --> 01:14:00,960
Speaker 1: in court. Not my day in not my day on

1312
01:14:01,040 --> 01:14:03,880
Speaker 1: this concrete. That's what I don't want. I want a

1313
01:14:04,000 --> 01:14:06,360
Speaker 1: day in court, not a day on this concrete. Come on, y'all,

1314
01:14:06,960 --> 01:14:08,840
Speaker 1: y'all seen it. A lot of these videos can't be

1315
01:14:08,960 --> 01:14:11,840
Speaker 1: just like coming back at the cops and that just

1316
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:14,320
Speaker 1: you bring an ego into it. You bring it. I mean, look,

1317
01:14:14,360 --> 01:14:16,160
Speaker 1: even if the cop is wrong and I'm like, oh,

1318
01:14:16,240 --> 01:14:18,759
Speaker 1: he's gonna get this day in court too, I'm gonna wariness.

1319
01:14:19,280 --> 01:14:23,679
Speaker 1: But man survived the moment, survived the moment. So they pulled,

1320
01:14:23,800 --> 01:14:25,960
Speaker 1: they pull their guns out, Get out on the ground.

1321
01:14:26,400 --> 01:14:32,719
Speaker 1: I'm on the ground, flat, flat, guns to my head

1322
01:14:33,920 --> 01:14:36,120
Speaker 1: and I'm flat. So you know, you gotta pick a side.

1323
01:14:36,120 --> 01:14:38,080
Speaker 1: When you're flat on the concrete. You can't just go

1324
01:14:38,200 --> 01:14:40,479
Speaker 1: straight up. Your chin is about to take help. So

1325
01:14:40,560 --> 01:14:45,920
Speaker 1: I'm sideways and I can see like the horizon. I

1326
01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:48,439
Speaker 1: couldn't see up, nor did I want to look up,

1327
01:14:48,520 --> 01:14:51,960
Speaker 1: because I didn't want any quick movements because and I

1328
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:56,320
Speaker 1: probably wouldn't have heard the bow right. So I'm sitting

1329
01:14:56,400 --> 01:15:00,080
Speaker 1: here and there's more cops coming, more cops coming, and

1330
01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:02,240
Speaker 1: I'm not hearing. I mean, it's like silent to me,

1331
01:15:02,479 --> 01:15:06,360
Speaker 1: except I see cops coming, gun to my head and

1332
01:15:06,439 --> 01:15:09,720
Speaker 1: I'm on the ground sideways, and I all of a

1333
01:15:09,760 --> 01:15:12,360
Speaker 1: sudden just started monitoring my breath like I'm in a

1334
01:15:12,439 --> 01:15:16,160
Speaker 1: yoga class, like do not breathe hard, heavy, And I

1335
01:15:16,280 --> 01:15:20,360
Speaker 1: know I was do not get up, do not sneeze.

1336
01:15:20,800 --> 01:15:25,360
Speaker 1: My biggest thought was don't sneeze because you get huffy,

1337
01:15:25,479 --> 01:15:35,320
Speaker 1: you get puffy, and then you and over. So I didn't, man,

1338
01:15:35,760 --> 01:15:41,040
Speaker 1: let me tell you all this. I'm laying there and

1339
01:15:41,160 --> 01:15:47,679
Speaker 1: it was unreal. And the first time I heard something

1340
01:15:49,320 --> 01:15:52,080
Speaker 1: was the officer saying, you get here, this dispatching the

1341
01:15:53,000 --> 01:15:58,519
Speaker 1: suspects seeing something something suspects seeing and literally off me

1342
01:16:00,080 --> 01:16:07,120
Speaker 1: uns off all this stuff and they take off and

1343
01:16:07,360 --> 01:16:12,679
Speaker 1: I they like apologize like sorry or didn't. I don't remember.

1344
01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:17,280
Speaker 1: I just remember apology was in my head and they

1345
01:16:17,360 --> 01:16:25,320
Speaker 1: were gone. Now, no notice, no citation. Frankly, did they

1346
01:16:25,400 --> 01:16:30,720
Speaker 1: do anything wrong? I get home, my neighbor tells me

1347
01:16:32,000 --> 01:16:36,200
Speaker 1: her bank got robbed again? Where's her bank? Sup over

1348
01:16:36,280 --> 01:16:43,280
Speaker 1: to Manchester? What did he look like? She beautiful lady.

1349
01:16:43,680 --> 01:16:48,120
Speaker 1: That was my best friend's mom. She, Uh, you ever

1350
01:16:48,200 --> 01:16:51,439
Speaker 1: meet somebody who just because they're from a different culture, Uh,

1351
01:16:51,600 --> 01:16:54,360
Speaker 1: they don't. They don't always just say it like you

1352
01:16:54,640 --> 01:16:57,080
Speaker 1: used to hearing it. She was like, he looks like you,

1353
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:01,280
Speaker 1: big black guy. She has been the mees. I was

1354
01:17:01,400 --> 01:17:04,200
Speaker 1: like what And I was like, oh, that makes that

1355
01:17:04,280 --> 01:17:06,400
Speaker 1: explains it. I'm sitting there with a hoodie on on

1356
01:17:06,479 --> 01:17:08,960
Speaker 1: the bus stop around the corner or down the street

1357
01:17:08,960 --> 01:17:11,720
Speaker 1: from a bank. You just guy robbed? Yeah, guns are drawn, brother,

1358
01:17:11,880 --> 01:17:17,840
Speaker 1: guns are drawn. So survived moments is my summation of

1359
01:17:17,960 --> 01:17:22,240
Speaker 1: this one. And please, guys, please gals, survived the moment.

1360
01:17:22,360 --> 01:17:28,000
Speaker 1: Have your day in court, not your day on the concrete. Oh,

1361
01:17:28,280 --> 01:17:31,000
Speaker 1: somebody that they have a day in court. Let's talk

1362
01:17:31,000 --> 01:17:35,160
Speaker 1: about Odell Beckham Jr. And that video I know y'all seen.

1363
01:17:35,280 --> 01:17:42,080
Speaker 1: I know you seen that was crazy. Whoa Odell? I

1364
01:17:42,200 --> 01:17:46,200
Speaker 1: see both sides on this one. It's gonna be interesting. Okay.

1365
01:17:46,280 --> 01:17:51,760
Speaker 1: The first thing is Odell, I've been there where he's

1366
01:17:51,800 --> 01:17:57,000
Speaker 1: been before that straight from the club flight, tired as hell.

1367
01:17:57,560 --> 01:18:01,680
Speaker 1: But you're also a little defiant, not malintention either. You're

1368
01:18:01,720 --> 01:18:05,719
Speaker 1: not defiant like you'll fuck these people like flight of Tendis.

1369
01:18:05,760 --> 01:18:07,400
Speaker 1: I don't care about them. No, you're just so damn

1370
01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:10,880
Speaker 1: dog tired and you're so excited to get that four

1371
01:18:11,040 --> 01:18:16,000
Speaker 1: or five six hour flight, nap, get it in. As

1372
01:18:16,040 --> 01:18:18,800
Speaker 1: soon as you get there, you just crash right. It's

1373
01:18:18,880 --> 01:18:20,400
Speaker 1: you laid the seat down to You're like, damn, we

1374
01:18:20,439 --> 01:18:23,760
Speaker 1: gotta take off, but I'm away from to say something.

1375
01:18:23,880 --> 01:18:26,479
Speaker 1: Or you just crashed and I've done it. I've got

1376
01:18:26,600 --> 01:18:29,280
Speaker 1: on the flight before we took off, no seatbelt on,

1377
01:18:30,120 --> 01:18:34,200
Speaker 1: got comfortable and crashed and they waken me up. I

1378
01:18:34,240 --> 01:18:35,760
Speaker 1: don't know how long they were trying, but they were

1379
01:18:35,760 --> 01:18:37,720
Speaker 1: trying to wake me up. Sorry, you gotta put your

1380
01:18:37,720 --> 01:18:41,240
Speaker 1: seatbelt on, and you gotta remember when you fly like

1381
01:18:41,400 --> 01:18:44,840
Speaker 1: O'Dell and he flies private, or even when you fly

1382
01:18:45,520 --> 01:18:49,360
Speaker 1: like we do charter man, we we ain't got no rules.

1383
01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:51,600
Speaker 1: Don't trying to flights. They't got rules. When I was

1384
01:18:51,680 --> 01:18:53,840
Speaker 1: on them, they try to switch it up at the end,

1385
01:18:53,920 --> 01:18:56,200
Speaker 1: but they didn't have rules. So guess what we do.

1386
01:18:56,400 --> 01:19:01,000
Speaker 1: We gotta do And so I think in those moments, man,

1387
01:19:02,080 --> 01:19:07,880
Speaker 1: it was crazy. Cats were like, um tire balls, tired boss.

1388
01:19:07,960 --> 01:19:10,600
Speaker 1: And O'Dell was sitting there like tired boss, about to

1389
01:19:10,600 --> 01:19:13,000
Speaker 1: take this folk six hour flight, take this nap, leave

1390
01:19:13,040 --> 01:19:17,000
Speaker 1: me alone. But then you see it, You see what happened.

1391
01:19:17,720 --> 01:19:21,320
Speaker 1: The flight attendants were tripping. They're trying to make fire firemen,

1392
01:19:21,520 --> 01:19:24,280
Speaker 1: police officers, t s a. They were like, dog, we

1393
01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:25,840
Speaker 1: can't do that. We're just making sure he all right,

1394
01:19:26,040 --> 01:19:28,160
Speaker 1: he right, he just tired his head. Leave him, man,

1395
01:19:28,320 --> 01:19:31,280
Speaker 1: leave my man alone. He's gonna be on my fantasy

1396
01:19:31,320 --> 01:19:34,720
Speaker 1: team that you you know what I mean. But it's

1397
01:19:34,800 --> 01:19:38,320
Speaker 1: crazy because not only have our planned trips like that

1398
01:19:38,920 --> 01:19:41,599
Speaker 1: planned it like literally my itinerary was okay, so I'm

1399
01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:43,320
Speaker 1: gonna crash on the flight home because I'm coming straight

1400
01:19:43,320 --> 01:19:47,519
Speaker 1: from the club. I remember that side. So I'm with O'Dell,

1401
01:19:48,080 --> 01:19:50,719
Speaker 1: but I'm like, I gotta be against Odell in this respect,

1402
01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:54,240
Speaker 1: no matter how tired you are, you are still in

1403
01:19:54,320 --> 01:19:57,519
Speaker 1: a position where there's an obligation to be compliant. You

1404
01:19:57,840 --> 01:20:01,320
Speaker 1: have to be compliant, Like, you can't just play by

1405
01:20:01,360 --> 01:20:04,760
Speaker 1: your own rules because you're tired that whole flight. You know,

1406
01:20:05,240 --> 01:20:08,840
Speaker 1: everybody got to, you know, watch the damn video that

1407
01:20:08,920 --> 01:20:11,320
Speaker 1: we've seen a thousand times and know what emergency exits are,

1408
01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:13,120
Speaker 1: or at least act like you do. And if you're

1409
01:20:13,120 --> 01:20:16,920
Speaker 1: an emergency exit roll, you're gonna have to say, yeah,

1410
01:20:16,960 --> 01:20:19,679
Speaker 1: I'll watched the damn video again. You know, you can't

1411
01:20:19,720 --> 01:20:21,720
Speaker 1: be the one who sits there and be like what

1412
01:20:22,760 --> 01:20:25,599
Speaker 1: or sleep and when they wake you up, you either

1413
01:20:25,640 --> 01:20:27,479
Speaker 1: don't wake up or when you do wake up, you're

1414
01:20:27,479 --> 01:20:31,360
Speaker 1: mad at them for waking you up. Whatever happened. So, uh,

1415
01:20:32,800 --> 01:20:34,800
Speaker 1: I didn't like that part because it just seemed like

1416
01:20:37,640 --> 01:20:41,160
Speaker 1: that that he forgot the obligation to be compliant. Even

1417
01:20:41,240 --> 01:20:43,240
Speaker 1: if they were in the wrong, you still gotta do

1418
01:20:43,400 --> 01:20:46,519
Speaker 1: something your part some parts as well, to be right

1419
01:20:46,880 --> 01:20:52,000
Speaker 1: right Uh, And don't roast the other passengers. This is

1420
01:20:52,040 --> 01:20:55,000
Speaker 1: a lesson to the to the to the wise. Don't

1421
01:20:55,080 --> 01:20:57,360
Speaker 1: roast the other passengers, especially in first class them, dude,

1422
01:20:57,400 --> 01:20:58,800
Speaker 1: some of them do may have more money than you.

1423
01:20:58,880 --> 01:21:01,439
Speaker 1: O'Dell and me because O'Dell got me, so then they

1424
01:21:01,479 --> 01:21:04,799
Speaker 1: got you Odell, they got us both, or more power,

1425
01:21:04,960 --> 01:21:07,240
Speaker 1: or just the fact that they're human beings. Damn, they

1426
01:21:07,280 --> 01:21:09,559
Speaker 1: don't do nothing. I know I would want to say,

1427
01:21:09,720 --> 01:21:11,720
Speaker 1: and I don't know if I would say, hey, bro,

1428
01:21:12,400 --> 01:21:14,800
Speaker 1: get off the damn flight. But that dude did the

1429
01:21:14,920 --> 01:21:18,240
Speaker 1: one he called fat or something, he's your fat. Ask

1430
01:21:18,360 --> 01:21:20,599
Speaker 1: didn't say that something like that. But basically that guy.

1431
01:21:21,320 --> 01:21:22,880
Speaker 1: You don't know who that guy is, but you do

1432
01:21:23,040 --> 01:21:24,880
Speaker 1: know who he is. He's a human being who just

1433
01:21:25,080 --> 01:21:28,400
Speaker 1: like dog. It's three other passengers over here, and there's

1434
01:21:28,479 --> 01:21:31,160
Speaker 1: one dude from the club who don't want to put

1435
01:21:31,200 --> 01:21:33,400
Speaker 1: a seatbelt on. Can you just either put your seatbelt

1436
01:21:33,439 --> 01:21:37,880
Speaker 1: on and go? I would feel that way. Now. I'm

1437
01:21:37,960 --> 01:21:42,880
Speaker 1: a little traumatized from like growing up where I don't

1438
01:21:42,880 --> 01:21:46,240
Speaker 1: see an arguments turned into death so fast. I ain't trigger.

1439
01:21:46,560 --> 01:21:49,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, Yo, they're gonna handle this. Their jobs are

1440
01:21:49,320 --> 01:21:51,519
Speaker 1: to handle this. My job is to sit here and

1441
01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:55,240
Speaker 1: not instigate this and make this worse. But at the

1442
01:21:55,360 --> 01:21:57,519
Speaker 1: end of that video, when he was whoofing that dude

1443
01:21:57,560 --> 01:22:01,479
Speaker 1: and everybody the little king of the for me um,

1444
01:22:01,760 --> 01:22:05,760
Speaker 1: but they started he finished it. Y'all, gotta let that man.

1445
01:22:07,880 --> 01:22:10,160
Speaker 1: Let that man be, Like you knew, he was dog

1446
01:22:10,240 --> 01:22:13,439
Speaker 1: as tired you and some my handle pants on. That's

1447
01:22:13,439 --> 01:22:15,880
Speaker 1: called sagging. And if he wasn't sagging, maybe he didn't

1448
01:22:15,880 --> 01:22:18,080
Speaker 1: have his pants on. But that's called I gotta blanket on.

1449
01:22:18,240 --> 01:22:20,320
Speaker 1: Let me live, let me, let me, let me, let

1450
01:22:20,400 --> 01:22:22,960
Speaker 1: me be roll to the air and just let it

1451
01:22:23,080 --> 01:22:26,600
Speaker 1: slang like. I don't care, I don't know, I don't know.

1452
01:22:26,880 --> 01:22:28,760
Speaker 1: That was a wild story, though. I'm glad the video

1453
01:22:28,880 --> 01:22:31,080
Speaker 1: came out because it changed how I thought about things.

1454
01:22:31,840 --> 01:22:34,599
Speaker 1: And speaking of video, there's some disturbing video going around

1455
01:22:35,520 --> 01:22:41,280
Speaker 1: and a disturbing story. Darius Miles was charged with capital murder.

1456
01:22:42,160 --> 01:22:47,479
Speaker 1: Y'all hear about this basketball player? Yeah? Man? College basketball player?

1457
01:22:48,320 --> 01:22:53,680
Speaker 1: Oh man? They played Alabama Auburn, which one one of them,

1458
01:22:53,800 --> 01:22:59,600
Speaker 1: y'all correct me? But god, Lee, come on, what the

1459
01:23:00,160 --> 01:23:02,280
Speaker 1: l is going on? What would make you risk it

1460
01:23:02,479 --> 01:23:08,960
Speaker 1: all and shoot and kill someone after a club? Yeah,

1461
01:23:09,000 --> 01:23:11,040
Speaker 1: he played for Alabama. Had to look that up. I

1462
01:23:11,080 --> 01:23:13,200
Speaker 1: don't want to put anybody out there in the wrong

1463
01:23:13,280 --> 01:23:17,960
Speaker 1: way talk about this. What makes you risk it all?

1464
01:23:18,160 --> 01:23:22,040
Speaker 1: How ignorant can you be? Let's talk about impulse, desperation,

1465
01:23:24,280 --> 01:23:27,040
Speaker 1: Like you're just going off impulse, you're going off instinct,

1466
01:23:27,080 --> 01:23:30,280
Speaker 1: you're just going off with no thoughts, and you desperate.

1467
01:23:31,360 --> 01:23:34,240
Speaker 1: The story goes supposedly he tried to talk to a

1468
01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:38,000
Speaker 1: young lady, she didn't give him her information and number,

1469
01:23:38,960 --> 01:23:41,280
Speaker 1: and then next thing you know, he's shooting up the car.

1470
01:23:42,200 --> 01:23:44,320
Speaker 1: Got to be more to this story, because if not,

1471
01:23:44,720 --> 01:23:48,280
Speaker 1: what level of insanity? And I'm not saying it for

1472
01:23:48,320 --> 01:23:51,280
Speaker 1: a plea deal. I'm just saying, how insane are people

1473
01:23:51,320 --> 01:23:54,679
Speaker 1: walking around? Tomorrow? Wolf and sheets clothing? He played college

1474
01:23:54,720 --> 01:24:00,479
Speaker 1: basketball and this is what you do now. I got

1475
01:24:00,560 --> 01:24:07,479
Speaker 1: some familiarity with this in terms of recklessness with a gun. Yep,

1476
01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:11,320
Speaker 1: time to talk it. I got a gun my rookie

1477
01:24:11,320 --> 01:24:13,800
Speaker 1: and second year. I had a gun on me on

1478
01:24:14,000 --> 01:24:16,920
Speaker 1: my body, but I purchased it when I got drafted.

1479
01:24:16,960 --> 01:24:19,920
Speaker 1: After I got drafted, my boy Potato, we call him

1480
01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:24,200
Speaker 1: Adrian Franklin, I just got jacked. He had a yukon

1481
01:24:24,320 --> 01:24:27,000
Speaker 1: of things sitting on some thiings something and they jacked

1482
01:24:27,040 --> 01:24:30,680
Speaker 1: him off Crinshaw where he used to live. And so

1483
01:24:30,880 --> 01:24:34,000
Speaker 1: that was fresh in his brain but not fresh in

1484
01:24:34,200 --> 01:24:36,080
Speaker 1: my heart. I was like, yeah, I feel for you

1485
01:24:36,160 --> 01:24:39,200
Speaker 1: big dog, but you know two different dudes. Um, I

1486
01:24:39,360 --> 01:24:41,120
Speaker 1: roll the dice and just stay safe. And he just

1487
01:24:41,439 --> 01:24:44,160
Speaker 1: kept we were hanging tough, and he just kept bringing

1488
01:24:44,200 --> 01:24:48,479
Speaker 1: it up like, man, they jacked me, dog, they jacked me.

1489
01:24:49,439 --> 01:24:51,280
Speaker 1: And I just got a little yukon and I'm like,

1490
01:24:51,400 --> 01:24:53,519
Speaker 1: little yukon. That thing was sick, that thing was fresh.

1491
01:24:53,560 --> 01:24:55,680
Speaker 1: He was like, still they came and got me. Were

1492
01:24:55,680 --> 01:24:57,600
Speaker 1: they gonna do to you? And I was like, what

1493
01:24:57,760 --> 01:24:59,920
Speaker 1: you mean. He's like, you got all the bread now,

1494
01:25:00,479 --> 01:25:02,040
Speaker 1: and I know you're about to stunt on them. Look

1495
01:25:02,080 --> 01:25:06,080
Speaker 1: at you already. He's like, now, we didn't say stunt

1496
01:25:06,120 --> 01:25:08,600
Speaker 1: then we oh, we didn't say stunt. Huh yeah, this

1497
01:25:08,720 --> 01:25:11,120
Speaker 1: is like around baby and then stunning. Y'all, don't say stunt.

1498
01:25:11,200 --> 01:25:15,880
Speaker 1: Now he's a dog. They're gonna catch you slipping. So

1499
01:25:16,000 --> 01:25:18,280
Speaker 1: next thing I know, I find myself a Dolomo mall

1500
01:25:19,840 --> 01:25:23,760
Speaker 1: in the South Bay looking at guns and finally got

1501
01:25:23,840 --> 01:25:26,800
Speaker 1: a gun and we went to the gun range in

1502
01:25:26,920 --> 01:25:29,639
Speaker 1: Inglewood a few times. Whoa, you'll ever been a gun range?

1503
01:25:30,439 --> 01:25:34,440
Speaker 1: That will make you stop, That'll make you stop glorifying

1504
01:25:35,560 --> 01:25:39,840
Speaker 1: these gangsters, that will make you so cautious around guns,

1505
01:25:40,200 --> 01:25:42,559
Speaker 1: and that will make you respect life more than anything.

1506
01:25:43,200 --> 01:25:47,719
Speaker 1: It's a gun range. Why because in the gun range,

1507
01:25:48,400 --> 01:25:50,840
Speaker 1: that's a safe space for guns and you get to

1508
01:25:50,920 --> 01:25:53,920
Speaker 1: see people let loose and know how harmful it can be,

1509
01:25:54,560 --> 01:25:58,120
Speaker 1: not how harmful it is, the step before you know

1510
01:25:58,280 --> 01:26:01,320
Speaker 1: the destruction that comes from it. You see professionals, you

1511
01:26:01,400 --> 01:26:03,960
Speaker 1: see marksman, you see people in their really swat team.

1512
01:26:04,560 --> 01:26:07,200
Speaker 1: I saw one dude with a shotgun slash machine gun.

1513
01:26:07,280 --> 01:26:14,640
Speaker 1: He was going boom boom. I was like, huh, but

1514
01:26:14,800 --> 01:26:19,040
Speaker 1: the sound the fire coming from the barrel, like, man,

1515
01:26:19,120 --> 01:26:22,680
Speaker 1: stop playing with guns. As y'all know, I'm a I'm

1516
01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:26,280
Speaker 1: a partner in the organization Argo Alliance for Responsible Gun

1517
01:26:26,439 --> 01:26:28,400
Speaker 1: Ownership that you guys are gonna be hearing a lot

1518
01:26:28,439 --> 01:26:32,360
Speaker 1: about soon, to change our imagery, to change our mindset

1519
01:26:32,479 --> 01:26:36,400
Speaker 1: around the gun culture, make us all more responsible, all

1520
01:26:36,520 --> 01:26:40,520
Speaker 1: of us. We need safer streets, safer schools, safer nightclubs.

1521
01:26:40,560 --> 01:26:45,599
Speaker 1: What the hell? So anyway, she doesn't give him the number.

1522
01:26:45,800 --> 01:26:50,320
Speaker 1: Next thing, you know, minor argument and shoots up the car,

1523
01:26:50,960 --> 01:26:56,639
Speaker 1: kills her. She had a five year old son. Come on, whoa,

1524
01:26:56,800 --> 01:26:58,800
Speaker 1: but I'm not holier than now, even though I don't

1525
01:26:58,800 --> 01:27:03,000
Speaker 1: do things like this as sleep most rational. Same people don't.

1526
01:27:04,000 --> 01:27:06,559
Speaker 1: But I wasn't Buffalo with a gun on my body,

1527
01:27:07,160 --> 01:27:09,040
Speaker 1: taking it to practice every day, putting it up in

1528
01:27:09,120 --> 01:27:12,960
Speaker 1: my locker, which I thought was irresponsible. Looking back, certainly

1529
01:27:13,000 --> 01:27:16,959
Speaker 1: I feel that way, because who's gonna shoot me at practice?

1530
01:27:18,360 --> 01:27:20,240
Speaker 1: We got security, We had a facility. You can't even

1531
01:27:20,240 --> 01:27:24,040
Speaker 1: getting into the facility without getting past security. So, m

1532
01:27:24,720 --> 01:27:27,759
Speaker 1: who was I thinking? I wasn't thinking that's the problem.

1533
01:27:29,000 --> 01:27:34,679
Speaker 1: So you take it from there. One night, I'm leaving

1534
01:27:34,720 --> 01:27:36,800
Speaker 1: the club. We used to have this first Friday's. You know,

1535
01:27:36,880 --> 01:27:38,639
Speaker 1: you're in a small town when they got first Fridays.

1536
01:27:38,680 --> 01:27:40,200
Speaker 1: That ain't no l a ship. There ain't no New

1537
01:27:40,320 --> 01:27:45,040
Speaker 1: York ship. First Fridays. Oh what were gonna do? Go

1538
01:27:45,200 --> 01:27:51,000
Speaker 1: play darts, eat fish, fried fishing, play some fool. Exactly

1539
01:27:51,040 --> 01:27:53,760
Speaker 1: what you're gonna do? Kind of man, these small places

1540
01:27:53,760 --> 01:27:55,400
Speaker 1: will be their first Friday, may be eating. I'm like

1541
01:27:55,479 --> 01:27:59,080
Speaker 1: y'all eating and playing with these like general population, sticks

1542
01:27:59,120 --> 01:28:03,280
Speaker 1: and darts. Man don't know, but I quickly adapted. So

1543
01:28:03,360 --> 01:28:07,719
Speaker 1: I was at First Fridays leaving and I'm on a hunt.

1544
01:28:08,920 --> 01:28:11,759
Speaker 1: So I'm I'm circling the block a couple of times,

1545
01:28:11,960 --> 01:28:14,160
Speaker 1: just trying to add them all up because Birch Fields

1546
01:28:14,200 --> 01:28:15,720
Speaker 1: was far from where I live in the North Shard Park.

1547
01:28:15,800 --> 01:28:19,360
Speaker 1: So when you're down there, you know, get every number

1548
01:28:19,400 --> 01:28:22,200
Speaker 1: you can, basically because I'm like, I need to. I

1549
01:28:22,280 --> 01:28:23,960
Speaker 1: need to get myself right because when I go back

1550
01:28:24,000 --> 01:28:26,200
Speaker 1: to the Orchard Park, you gotta come visit me, girl,

1551
01:28:26,240 --> 01:28:27,840
Speaker 1: and we ain't got no uber, so I gotta be

1552
01:28:27,880 --> 01:28:30,800
Speaker 1: worth my while. So anyway, hitting the block one more time,

1553
01:28:30,800 --> 01:28:33,120
Speaker 1: and I'm at a red light. All of sudden this

1554
01:28:33,200 --> 01:28:35,880
Speaker 1: dude walking across the street and it felt like it

1555
01:28:35,960 --> 01:28:37,800
Speaker 1: was just me and my car. The old club gone.

1556
01:28:37,840 --> 01:28:40,320
Speaker 1: I'm not thirsty. I'm still out there looking gotta be

1557
01:28:40,400 --> 01:28:45,080
Speaker 1: one more pretty girly. And then dudes dudes walking across

1558
01:28:45,120 --> 01:28:48,519
Speaker 1: street and as he's one cross street, he just stops

1559
01:28:49,160 --> 01:28:52,000
Speaker 1: and looks at my car. And I don't think it

1560
01:28:52,120 --> 01:28:56,280
Speaker 1: was my Lexus, it was fresh, and he looking at it.

1561
01:28:56,920 --> 01:28:58,960
Speaker 1: And see, you don't take compliments the right way when

1562
01:28:59,000 --> 01:29:02,040
Speaker 1: you in the wrong mindset. And I didn't take it

1563
01:29:02,120 --> 01:29:04,519
Speaker 1: the right way. I ain't taking anything the right way

1564
01:29:04,520 --> 01:29:06,519
Speaker 1: because I was paranoid and I had that gun on

1565
01:29:06,640 --> 01:29:08,840
Speaker 1: me and I remember as soon as he stopped, oh

1566
01:29:09,680 --> 01:29:11,800
Speaker 1: that guns coming out, So I got it now on

1567
01:29:11,920 --> 01:29:17,760
Speaker 1: my right thigh and I'm just pulling it out. Then

1568
01:29:17,840 --> 01:29:20,519
Speaker 1: he looked again at me in the car and I'm like,

1569
01:29:20,720 --> 01:29:25,000
Speaker 1: oh hell. Then he started walking towards me in the car.

1570
01:29:25,040 --> 01:29:28,760
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, double hell no. So now I'm

1571
01:29:28,880 --> 01:29:32,960
Speaker 1: like getting it right, safety and all that. I'm getting

1572
01:29:33,000 --> 01:29:38,200
Speaker 1: it right. And then he hits the window and I'm like,

1573
01:29:38,439 --> 01:29:41,120
Speaker 1: I'm about My first thought was like, bust through the

1574
01:29:41,240 --> 01:29:43,400
Speaker 1: damn door, Like, don't even like reach because he could

1575
01:29:43,479 --> 01:29:45,600
Speaker 1: get me maybe first before I get him. I don't know,

1576
01:29:46,240 --> 01:29:48,080
Speaker 1: like shoot through the door right now. And I was

1577
01:29:48,120 --> 01:29:51,880
Speaker 1: like you ain't you know, like what makes me think

1578
01:29:51,880 --> 01:29:54,679
Speaker 1: of police officers when they're getting those trivial, trivial moments

1579
01:29:54,760 --> 01:29:57,839
Speaker 1: like you don't even think right. I mean they're trained,

1580
01:29:57,920 --> 01:30:00,920
Speaker 1: but even those train thoughts can be trained wrong. So

1581
01:30:01,040 --> 01:30:04,320
Speaker 1: I'm like so that, I'm like, you can't just drive

1582
01:30:04,400 --> 01:30:06,280
Speaker 1: off and stuff because I'm like, I'm thinking he got

1583
01:30:06,360 --> 01:30:08,080
Speaker 1: a gun or something. Then I'm thinking like, no, he

1584
01:30:08,080 --> 01:30:09,640
Speaker 1: ain't got no gun. He just want to know what's up.

1585
01:30:10,080 --> 01:30:11,920
Speaker 1: I don't know. So I rolled down the window. I

1586
01:30:11,920 --> 01:30:17,040
Speaker 1: ain't thinking straight, and he's like, do you know where

1587
01:30:17,160 --> 01:30:18,960
Speaker 1: someone so three d this or something. He said something

1588
01:30:19,000 --> 01:30:21,320
Speaker 1: like that, and I was like, I mean, I just

1589
01:30:21,479 --> 01:30:26,400
Speaker 1: lost a hundred pounds. Oh, I don't know, big dog.

1590
01:30:26,880 --> 01:30:30,040
Speaker 1: I'm I don't know. I ain't from here. I don't

1591
01:30:30,120 --> 01:30:33,240
Speaker 1: live around here. Okay, got right back in that lane

1592
01:30:33,280 --> 01:30:37,160
Speaker 1: and walk right across the street. That was the last

1593
01:30:37,200 --> 01:30:41,240
Speaker 1: time I remember having that gun for real. So I

1594
01:30:41,360 --> 01:30:43,160
Speaker 1: was driving off. I don't know what they called him.

1595
01:30:43,200 --> 01:30:46,759
Speaker 1: The big overpasses right by the lake erie the water.

1596
01:30:47,600 --> 01:30:50,240
Speaker 1: It's a big high one in Buffalo. And now I

1597
01:30:50,280 --> 01:30:54,840
Speaker 1: remember being over the water or something, and I threw

1598
01:30:54,920 --> 01:30:57,800
Speaker 1: that gun in that water. Now that's the ignorant too.

1599
01:30:57,800 --> 01:30:59,759
Speaker 1: I could have just took it to police, officer, police,

1600
01:30:59,840 --> 01:31:01,800
Speaker 1: they got ready. I threw that thing in the water.

1601
01:31:02,400 --> 01:31:08,439
Speaker 1: I don't know where I was, now, is it? Why

1602
01:31:08,520 --> 01:31:14,840
Speaker 1: am I bringing this up? Because there are moments that

1603
01:31:15,080 --> 01:31:17,840
Speaker 1: are not rational. There are moments you can't fully calculate.

1604
01:31:17,880 --> 01:31:21,559
Speaker 1: And my impost desperation had me thinking fight or flight,

1605
01:31:23,200 --> 01:31:25,320
Speaker 1: like and what if I wasn't in the mindset, what

1606
01:31:25,400 --> 01:31:26,960
Speaker 1: if I didn't have that gun with me? What I

1607
01:31:27,080 --> 01:31:29,320
Speaker 1: even been thinking that same thing? Maybe I've been thinking

1608
01:31:29,400 --> 01:31:31,080
Speaker 1: like I have thought before in my car and the

1609
01:31:31,160 --> 01:31:34,640
Speaker 1: dude looks at me, Yeah, you like this. I know

1610
01:31:34,680 --> 01:31:37,560
Speaker 1: what you're talking about. Like, why didn't I take the

1611
01:31:37,640 --> 01:31:39,920
Speaker 1: compliment from that? So many pretty girls get into this

1612
01:31:40,439 --> 01:31:43,439
Speaker 1: what's she looking at? Like? Y'll fine, ass, Like what

1613
01:31:43,600 --> 01:31:46,160
Speaker 1: you made? What you're looking at? You beautiful? Oh you

1614
01:31:46,200 --> 01:31:48,799
Speaker 1: don't think so? Now you want to play that fake humility.

1615
01:31:48,880 --> 01:31:51,719
Speaker 1: You want to be fake humble? Right now? You're fine

1616
01:31:52,000 --> 01:31:55,960
Speaker 1: And you can take the same look two different ways.

1617
01:31:56,400 --> 01:31:58,479
Speaker 1: What's she looking at? I'm about to run up on her?

1618
01:31:58,760 --> 01:32:02,160
Speaker 1: Or you'd be like, oh, people think I'm really pretty.

1619
01:32:02,400 --> 01:32:03,760
Speaker 1: Like when you see a dude look at you and

1620
01:32:03,840 --> 01:32:05,479
Speaker 1: you like to do, you don't be thinking what do

1621
01:32:05,560 --> 01:32:07,400
Speaker 1: you want? What are you looking at? You'll be thinking like,

1622
01:32:07,960 --> 01:32:10,800
Speaker 1: come on this step, Prince Charming, come on this step.

1623
01:32:10,960 --> 01:32:15,680
Speaker 1: So ah man, I wish we would step closer to

1624
01:32:15,760 --> 01:32:18,880
Speaker 1: a safer society right now, especially with these guns and

1625
01:32:18,920 --> 01:32:22,400
Speaker 1: the violence and the culture, because it's getting out of hand.

1626
01:32:23,160 --> 01:32:27,320
Speaker 1: All right. I gotta come back home. I gotta bring

1627
01:32:27,400 --> 01:32:30,920
Speaker 1: this back home. Y'all seen that top fifty list. I

1628
01:32:31,000 --> 01:32:35,120
Speaker 1: think it's Variety and Billboard that gives them to combine

1629
01:32:35,439 --> 01:32:37,880
Speaker 1: top fifty rappers all time. They started with number fifty

1630
01:32:37,920 --> 01:32:40,400
Speaker 1: to forty one. We're gonna go through this list. Remind

1631
01:32:40,479 --> 01:32:42,240
Speaker 1: me if any episode I ain't talking about this list

1632
01:32:42,479 --> 01:32:44,759
Speaker 1: get on my head because y'all know I love music.

1633
01:32:45,120 --> 01:32:47,280
Speaker 1: I love music more and ball. I think I just

1634
01:32:47,400 --> 01:32:51,479
Speaker 1: couldn't wrap that good black a place. Ball. Here we go. Um,

1635
01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,639
Speaker 1: y'all know, I DJ, that dude, DJ that dude. It's

1636
01:32:54,640 --> 01:32:56,439
Speaker 1: a real thing. I DJ. I start DJ in the

1637
01:32:57,439 --> 01:32:59,320
Speaker 1: as soon as I got the money to Boston equipment,

1638
01:32:59,400 --> 01:33:03,840
Speaker 1: damn right. And I was a DJ DJ for Outcast

1639
01:33:04,240 --> 01:33:09,839
Speaker 1: run DMC yes me on the turntables, Kanye West, buster Rhymes,

1640
01:33:10,240 --> 01:33:15,200
Speaker 1: Ashanti run dm c R sent him, Um who else, festivals,

1641
01:33:15,600 --> 01:33:21,160
Speaker 1: NFL big events, Pro Bowls, like literally like before Testo,

1642
01:33:21,720 --> 01:33:25,920
Speaker 1: Like seriously, I was up there. I got Kanye story

1643
01:33:26,000 --> 01:33:28,479
Speaker 1: me DJ for Kanye, Kanye crazy with the Hennessey talk.

1644
01:33:29,000 --> 01:33:31,160
Speaker 1: I'll tell you that another time point being used to

1645
01:33:31,240 --> 01:33:34,599
Speaker 1: DJ for the real ones, the big, big, big artist.

1646
01:33:36,320 --> 01:33:39,080
Speaker 1: I might get back into it too. Um, we'll see.

1647
01:33:39,400 --> 01:33:42,679
Speaker 1: But let's go through this list, all right. Number fifty,

1648
01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:49,799
Speaker 1: Rick Ross what yeah? Like you mean y'all flipped the digits.

1649
01:33:50,040 --> 01:33:52,960
Speaker 1: Number five and then that's too high. But number fifty,

1650
01:33:53,120 --> 01:33:55,880
Speaker 1: that's too low, y'all saying forty nine rappers are created

1651
01:33:55,920 --> 01:34:00,599
Speaker 1: better than rick O. But man, may n's a championship.

1652
01:34:00,640 --> 01:34:05,880
Speaker 1: What oh man, I don't even know what to say,

1653
01:34:05,960 --> 01:34:11,920
Speaker 1: but this over this over may back music, and there

1654
01:34:11,960 --> 01:34:15,000
Speaker 1: are not fifty forty nine, excuse me, rappers better than

1655
01:34:15,120 --> 01:34:19,599
Speaker 1: Rick Ross number forty nine, Rev Run. What he made

1656
01:34:19,640 --> 01:34:23,360
Speaker 1: beats to the rock, based it around the rock. That

1657
01:34:23,600 --> 01:34:28,040
Speaker 1: right there, who yo, come on, y'all. He made my

1658
01:34:28,120 --> 01:34:33,360
Speaker 1: Adidas Peter Piper picked Peppers, rock ribs. It's like that.

1659
01:34:33,760 --> 01:34:39,280
Speaker 1: And there's He's forty nine first major stars group star

1660
01:34:39,920 --> 01:34:42,880
Speaker 1: that laid the foundation with the energy to flow the

1661
01:34:43,080 --> 01:34:47,080
Speaker 1: beats and the rhymes. Are you getting running r R

1662
01:34:47,560 --> 01:34:49,840
Speaker 1: RA back up, back up back run? Man? Stop playing

1663
01:34:49,880 --> 01:34:53,439
Speaker 1: me anyway? That hurt um. They put Red run to.

1664
01:34:53,520 --> 01:34:55,760
Speaker 1: They ain't put run MC, which is extant, I guess

1665
01:34:55,760 --> 01:34:58,360
Speaker 1: because it's going individual rappers. Maybe DMC is higher. A

1666
01:34:58,439 --> 01:35:00,920
Speaker 1: lot of people thought DMC cat out Wrap Rev Run.

1667
01:35:01,000 --> 01:35:05,040
Speaker 1: Let's go forty eight Millie Mayle. Okay, I know I'm

1668
01:35:05,200 --> 01:35:10,280
Speaker 1: getting trouble for this, but I'm gonna say it. Sometimes

1669
01:35:10,320 --> 01:35:12,760
Speaker 1: you look at the Hall of Famer like football and basketball,

1670
01:35:12,800 --> 01:35:14,880
Speaker 1: and you'll see them old heads in there, and then

1671
01:35:14,880 --> 01:35:18,439
Speaker 1: you watch them clips and you'd be like, m the

1672
01:35:18,520 --> 01:35:22,519
Speaker 1: game is evolved, right. I got respect for Millie Male

1673
01:35:22,560 --> 01:35:24,400
Speaker 1: because he did it, and it's harder to do it

1674
01:35:24,479 --> 01:35:26,800
Speaker 1: first because you don't have nothing to copy, You have

1675
01:35:26,920 --> 01:35:29,200
Speaker 1: nothing to build on, right, no shoulders to stand on.

1676
01:35:29,920 --> 01:35:33,160
Speaker 1: But forty eight, I mean, like, I'm not even dissing

1677
01:35:33,240 --> 01:35:34,760
Speaker 1: Milly Male. Of course put him on the list. He's

1678
01:35:34,760 --> 01:35:40,479
Speaker 1: a pioneer. Eight. That's I don't know where. I don't

1679
01:35:40,520 --> 01:35:42,240
Speaker 1: know if that's how her low. It's just forty eight

1680
01:35:43,360 --> 01:35:47,639
Speaker 1: and Rick Ross under Melly Mayle. Rev Run okay, rev

1681
01:35:47,720 --> 01:35:49,720
Speaker 1: Run is closer to his er. Rev Run is under

1682
01:35:49,760 --> 01:35:51,960
Speaker 1: Mellie Mayle. I guess because Milly Mail came first, alright,

1683
01:35:52,120 --> 01:35:55,840
Speaker 1: forty seven m C like, huh, she's top five m

1684
01:35:55,920 --> 01:36:00,960
Speaker 1: C four female, but she's forty seven four male. Damn dog,

1685
01:36:01,160 --> 01:36:04,360
Speaker 1: damn fellas y'all killing these women in wrap? Then what

1686
01:36:04,720 --> 01:36:07,240
Speaker 1: that don't make no sense? Kick it paper? Then first

1687
01:36:07,280 --> 01:36:13,599
Speaker 1: of all, from an around and y'all em C light hot, hot,

1688
01:36:13,760 --> 01:36:16,679
Speaker 1: damn hole. Here we go again. Y'all better stop playing

1689
01:36:16,720 --> 01:36:18,960
Speaker 1: with me. Too low for EMC like forty six. Now,

1690
01:36:19,040 --> 01:36:21,040
Speaker 1: this is maybe the worst one so far I've seen

1691
01:36:22,280 --> 01:36:28,080
Speaker 1: Jada Kiss j to the Moire's forty six? What his

1692
01:36:28,240 --> 01:36:31,360
Speaker 1: lyrics top ten? We all know that, but he's forty six.

1693
01:36:31,720 --> 01:36:35,479
Speaker 1: Make it makes sense? Well, let me try. I think

1694
01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:37,439
Speaker 1: what they're trying to say, and it shouldn't be forty six,

1695
01:36:37,479 --> 01:36:40,240
Speaker 1: But they're trying to say his songs in his catalog

1696
01:36:40,840 --> 01:36:45,840
Speaker 1: doesn't add up to his insane, sick ass flow. So

1697
01:36:46,200 --> 01:36:49,080
Speaker 1: I still think it's too low. But I it's way

1698
01:36:49,160 --> 01:36:51,680
Speaker 1: too low. But I think they took a shot at him,

1699
01:36:51,720 --> 01:36:55,040
Speaker 1: basically saying, yo, y'all made great songs, but but choe

1700
01:36:55,120 --> 01:36:58,880
Speaker 1: flow should have been me more forty five, and it's

1701
01:36:58,920 --> 01:37:05,880
Speaker 1: gonna hurt ice tea, Oh six in the morning, police

1702
01:37:05,920 --> 01:37:09,160
Speaker 1: at my dough fresh shadda squeaking across our bath, Come

1703
01:37:09,240 --> 01:37:13,639
Speaker 1: come Come. I never gang bang, never wanted to, never

1704
01:37:13,680 --> 01:37:16,519
Speaker 1: thought it was fresh. But that song gets me the

1705
01:37:16,600 --> 01:37:19,600
Speaker 1: closest to thinking it like growing up six in the

1706
01:37:19,720 --> 01:37:23,200
Speaker 1: more because he said six, like the way he says

1707
01:37:23,360 --> 01:37:28,960
Speaker 1: six was so harmonic, Like my teacher said, say Marcella

1708
01:37:29,080 --> 01:37:32,080
Speaker 1: was three plus three, I say six, and I just

1709
01:37:32,160 --> 01:37:34,880
Speaker 1: saying like I used three six man, And I grew

1710
01:37:35,000 --> 01:37:37,200
Speaker 1: up in the sixties hood, so I used to hear

1711
01:37:37,200 --> 01:37:38,960
Speaker 1: it all the time, and I think he was from sixties.

1712
01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:41,040
Speaker 1: I don't know, but um, you too old for me

1713
01:37:41,120 --> 01:37:45,880
Speaker 1: to know. But yeah, come on, six six, come on anyway, Um,

1714
01:37:46,720 --> 01:37:49,920
Speaker 1: I need to see more where iced Tea ranks because

1715
01:37:49,960 --> 01:37:52,680
Speaker 1: he asked me. He especially early and then it went

1716
01:37:52,720 --> 01:37:55,760
Speaker 1: a little different direction and rock and rolling a little

1717
01:37:55,800 --> 01:37:58,920
Speaker 1: bit in metal. It felt like, but whatever, we'll see

1718
01:37:58,920 --> 01:38:02,000
Speaker 1: about that. Forty four queen Latifa. The Queen is hyped up,

1719
01:38:02,760 --> 01:38:07,120
Speaker 1: Ladies and gentlemen, the Queen is hyped up. What what?

1720
01:38:07,400 --> 01:38:11,720
Speaker 1: What's I love Latifa? Um, full disclosure. I see her

1721
01:38:11,760 --> 01:38:14,559
Speaker 1: a lot of late. Our kids go to school together.

1722
01:38:14,560 --> 01:38:17,720
Speaker 1: It's pretty pretty fresh, pretty sweet. It's it's so good

1723
01:38:17,760 --> 01:38:21,080
Speaker 1: to see people your fans of like like, literally Latifa

1724
01:38:21,640 --> 01:38:25,479
Speaker 1: in my ears, I'm like eleven thirteen whatever it may be,

1725
01:38:26,120 --> 01:38:29,760
Speaker 1: bumping her burn burn burn burn burn burn burn the

1726
01:38:29,880 --> 01:38:31,960
Speaker 1: mail that I still don't know these words, but I'm

1727
01:38:31,960 --> 01:38:34,160
Speaker 1: gonna singing the mail look like gonna kick your flavor.

1728
01:38:34,360 --> 01:38:36,880
Speaker 1: The Ari Bossy said, Yo, Latifa, we could do this

1729
01:38:37,320 --> 01:38:40,320
Speaker 1: that song. Still, come on, it's a problem here we go,

1730
01:38:40,439 --> 01:38:45,800
Speaker 1: all right. So anyway, long story short, Her and Light

1731
01:38:45,960 --> 01:38:48,439
Speaker 1: used to battle like who is the better rapper like Latifa,

1732
01:38:48,479 --> 01:38:51,800
Speaker 1: I think got bigger globally obviously, like you know when

1733
01:38:51,880 --> 01:38:53,400
Speaker 1: she did you and I t y was like all right,

1734
01:38:53,840 --> 01:38:55,880
Speaker 1: like sorry, you don't have a you don't have a

1735
01:38:56,280 --> 01:38:59,240
Speaker 1: political anthem or something that's gonna get you that big,

1736
01:38:59,360 --> 01:39:02,840
Speaker 1: So you keep dropping them deadly flows. But they were

1737
01:39:02,920 --> 01:39:04,479
Speaker 1: they used to battle, so I can see why they're

1738
01:39:04,560 --> 01:39:08,160
Speaker 1: kind of grouped together. But forty four for two of

1739
01:39:08,240 --> 01:39:13,600
Speaker 1: the top five female mcs. Hmm, I can't wait to

1740
01:39:13,600 --> 01:39:16,640
Speaker 1: see this listen full now here. I'm gonna get in

1741
01:39:16,680 --> 01:39:18,639
Speaker 1: trouble again. I got a little trouble with Milly Mill

1742
01:39:18,680 --> 01:39:21,080
Speaker 1: I know how y'all think. And here we go, Bunby,

1743
01:39:21,560 --> 01:39:25,160
Speaker 1: come on, y'all. Mhm. I missed the train. I missed

1744
01:39:25,160 --> 01:39:27,479
Speaker 1: the boat because I'm not from down south, and when

1745
01:39:27,479 --> 01:39:29,639
Speaker 1: I got down south, in terms of my listening habits,

1746
01:39:29,680 --> 01:39:32,120
Speaker 1: it was a lot more. I wasn't u g K,

1747
01:39:32,840 --> 01:39:34,800
Speaker 1: I wasn't eight ball m j G. I was like

1748
01:39:35,200 --> 01:39:40,320
Speaker 1: Jermaine dupri like Criss Cross took me. Yep, Corny, call

1749
01:39:40,400 --> 01:39:42,280
Speaker 1: it what you want, Oh, well, roaring it up, Chris

1750
01:39:42,439 --> 01:39:48,439
Speaker 1: the Remix stop their come on, y'all. Oh they got

1751
01:39:48,520 --> 01:39:51,400
Speaker 1: this meat that took me down South first, like for

1752
01:39:51,520 --> 01:39:53,679
Speaker 1: real from the West Coast. That took me down South first.

1753
01:39:54,000 --> 01:39:56,000
Speaker 1: I remember bumping the hell out of that in high school.

1754
01:39:56,040 --> 01:39:59,519
Speaker 1: But Bumby, I'm sorry, bro. I know respect and I

1755
01:39:59,600 --> 01:40:01,880
Speaker 1: respect at you, but I just didn't listen to enough

1756
01:40:02,520 --> 01:40:04,320
Speaker 1: at that age. And then I caught something like, oh

1757
01:40:04,400 --> 01:40:06,200
Speaker 1: he he kind of felt like d m C of

1758
01:40:06,320 --> 01:40:09,360
Speaker 1: Run DMC, but he's Bumby of U g K kind

1759
01:40:09,400 --> 01:40:11,320
Speaker 1: of like that role, which is like dope as hell

1760
01:40:11,720 --> 01:40:13,519
Speaker 1: because I love d m C. I DJ for d

1761
01:40:13,640 --> 01:40:18,160
Speaker 1: m C. We actually I remix walked This Way with

1762
01:40:18,560 --> 01:40:21,880
Speaker 1: Run DMC with DMC in studio. The video somewhere. I

1763
01:40:21,920 --> 01:40:24,400
Speaker 1: need it. If y'all seen it, send it to me now.

1764
01:40:24,600 --> 01:40:25,800
Speaker 1: This is too low. I don't give it. Damn. I

1765
01:40:25,800 --> 01:40:27,920
Speaker 1: don't have to see no more. This list, stupid list,

1766
01:40:28,120 --> 01:40:32,320
Speaker 1: stupid list. Red Man forty two, red Man ready to Rock,

1767
01:40:32,439 --> 01:40:36,000
Speaker 1: I got I got that bow. Blow up this list

1768
01:40:36,200 --> 01:40:48,120
Speaker 1: right now. Jesus, pure rapper, pure star, insane flow, dude, dude, dude, dude,

1769
01:40:48,240 --> 01:40:54,559
Speaker 1: Mike check. Come on, y'all, come on, he got one

1770
01:40:54,600 --> 01:41:00,800
Speaker 1: more that's so hyped. I'll forget it right now. Um yeah,

1771
01:41:01,600 --> 01:41:03,559
Speaker 1: dumb list right now, And I'm not talking about y'all,

1772
01:41:03,640 --> 01:41:06,360
Speaker 1: dumb y'all what y'all put on his papers. Dumb y'all

1773
01:41:06,400 --> 01:41:08,519
Speaker 1: may be smart, but y'all missed this up forty two.

1774
01:41:08,640 --> 01:41:11,320
Speaker 1: Come on, now, this is gonna hurt some people because

1775
01:41:11,360 --> 01:41:13,599
Speaker 1: I've had to have too many arguments for this one.

1776
01:41:13,840 --> 01:41:15,360
Speaker 1: So this is gonna be interesting how this plays out.

1777
01:41:15,439 --> 01:41:20,559
Speaker 1: Number forty one, E forty founds a relly weeps. Oh man,

1778
01:41:21,240 --> 01:41:22,800
Speaker 1: First of all, don't make me make a list, because

1779
01:41:22,800 --> 01:41:25,840
Speaker 1: he's going way higher than this E forty. That dude

1780
01:41:26,120 --> 01:41:28,760
Speaker 1: a marination, no, not corner with a chip in his phone.

1781
01:41:28,880 --> 01:41:32,559
Speaker 1: You could tell that the hillside was his ome moke

1782
01:41:32,920 --> 01:41:35,519
Speaker 1: than the rest of the pushes because he got chop

1783
01:41:35,720 --> 01:41:42,320
Speaker 1: suey and the bushes. Um man. Stop. But hmm, I

1784
01:41:42,439 --> 01:41:45,240
Speaker 1: know people that don't like the forty. One of them

1785
01:41:45,320 --> 01:41:47,679
Speaker 1: is my wife. Yep called her out, but she's from Canada,

1786
01:41:47,800 --> 01:41:49,960
Speaker 1: so kind of like how I miss bumby, she missed

1787
01:41:50,000 --> 01:41:52,760
Speaker 1: E forty. She wasn't here in ninety two when I

1788
01:41:52,880 --> 01:41:54,960
Speaker 1: was riding around the lake bumping at forty and my boy,

1789
01:41:55,040 --> 01:41:58,280
Speaker 1: now you know Benjamin's hound to accord White getting every number.

1790
01:41:58,600 --> 01:42:00,320
Speaker 1: He had them things in the back he had I

1791
01:42:00,360 --> 01:42:02,759
Speaker 1: don't know what. He had two twelves, maybe two fifteens.

1792
01:42:02,760 --> 01:42:04,639
Speaker 1: I'm thinking hummed, and I didn't even have a car.

1793
01:42:05,360 --> 01:42:07,280
Speaker 1: He go to school, he'd like, just picked me up,

1794
01:42:07,600 --> 01:42:10,040
Speaker 1: pick me up at this time, yep. I go up

1795
01:42:10,080 --> 01:42:12,960
Speaker 1: there and visit him, bumping. And I only bumped this

1796
01:42:13,200 --> 01:42:14,920
Speaker 1: one because it was Bay Area too, because it was

1797
01:42:15,000 --> 01:42:22,920
Speaker 1: so fire. Came you just got me Come on, man, anyway,

1798
01:42:23,160 --> 01:42:25,160
Speaker 1: I gotta get off that list. But the list got

1799
01:42:25,200 --> 01:42:30,439
Speaker 1: me mad, all right. Speaking of getting mad, whoa, we

1800
01:42:30,520 --> 01:42:32,160
Speaker 1: got a lot of stories left. I don't know how'm

1801
01:42:32,160 --> 01:42:34,479
Speaker 1: gonna get through it. I don't know how I'm gonna

1802
01:42:34,520 --> 01:42:37,880
Speaker 1: get through it. Man. We got a lot of stories left.

1803
01:42:39,240 --> 01:42:42,519
Speaker 1: You know what I'm gonna do because I'm testing this out.

1804
01:42:43,320 --> 01:42:47,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna stop right here and transition because I don't

1805
01:42:47,840 --> 01:42:51,880
Speaker 1: want to have all these stories on here. And then

1806
01:42:52,000 --> 01:42:53,760
Speaker 1: y'all be like, yo, that ship was too long. Come

1807
01:42:55,720 --> 01:42:59,280
Speaker 1: wh yo, man, yo yo. You know people used to

1808
01:42:59,320 --> 01:43:03,000
Speaker 1: say young blind blood I cut and then the people's

1809
01:43:03,080 --> 01:43:05,439
Speaker 1: cuse like y'all be calling me out my name Basically,

1810
01:43:05,479 --> 01:43:08,600
Speaker 1: y'all start banging on me. Marcella's too long. So you

1811
01:43:08,640 --> 01:43:12,200
Speaker 1: know I'm not Joe Rogan so I'm Marcella's Vernon Whalley. UM,

1812
01:43:12,320 --> 01:43:14,880
Speaker 1: I know it heard his go three four hours. Um,

1813
01:43:15,040 --> 01:43:16,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get a response to this one because I'm

1814
01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:20,040
Speaker 1: gonna keep them going longer. But um, you know, say

1815
01:43:20,120 --> 01:43:23,560
Speaker 1: some leftovers basically food, food in the fridge. That's what

1816
01:43:23,680 --> 01:43:26,400
Speaker 1: I'm about to do. Before I get into it, I

1817
01:43:26,439 --> 01:43:28,400
Speaker 1: gotta end on the fun note and then we're gonna

1818
01:43:28,400 --> 01:43:31,439
Speaker 1: transition into tu tiki talking all that good stuff. Um,

1819
01:43:32,280 --> 01:43:34,560
Speaker 1: y'all see this story. This is funny. There was a

1820
01:43:34,680 --> 01:43:39,880
Speaker 1: mouth function at a casino slot and this lady, the

1821
01:43:39,960 --> 01:43:44,080
Speaker 1: poor sugar Sugar? What happened? She thought? She wanted forty

1822
01:43:44,120 --> 01:43:48,519
Speaker 1: three million dollars, but instead she want to steak dinner.

1823
01:43:50,920 --> 01:43:53,320
Speaker 1: I am not laughing at you. I'm laughing at your

1824
01:43:53,400 --> 01:43:57,280
Speaker 1: pain because I would be, Oh live it if that

1825
01:43:57,360 --> 01:44:02,160
Speaker 1: happened to me. She one forty three million dollars, she thought.

1826
01:44:02,760 --> 01:44:06,040
Speaker 1: Then the casino was like, what that happened was You're

1827
01:44:06,040 --> 01:44:10,439
Speaker 1: getting this medium rare steak dinner with scrimp on the side,

1828
01:44:10,479 --> 01:44:14,280
Speaker 1: the old sizzlers steak and all you can eat? WHOA

1829
01:44:14,479 --> 01:44:16,760
Speaker 1: that hurt? What would I do if that happened to me?

1830
01:44:17,240 --> 01:44:19,120
Speaker 1: I mean, you can't do nothing but just cry from

1831
01:44:19,160 --> 01:44:23,439
Speaker 1: the inside until you die. But whatever reminds me of

1832
01:44:23,520 --> 01:44:26,280
Speaker 1: a story. I was in Panama. I judged Miss Universe

1833
01:44:26,320 --> 01:44:31,040
Speaker 1: pageant two thousand and three. Another story. Boy, you don't

1834
01:44:31,040 --> 01:44:34,800
Speaker 1: want to hear that. And I was single and I

1835
01:44:34,920 --> 01:44:38,200
Speaker 1: love to mingo and I was at Missing Universe judging.

1836
01:44:38,360 --> 01:44:40,840
Speaker 1: Oh it was a problem, but anyway, I went down there,

1837
01:44:40,920 --> 01:44:44,320
Speaker 1: cocky as hell's an American, went downstairs and checked into

1838
01:44:44,360 --> 01:44:47,200
Speaker 1: the hotel. Went downstairs, looking at the casino, was like,

1839
01:44:47,240 --> 01:44:50,880
Speaker 1: look at this a little piece of ship. Look like, man,

1840
01:44:51,000 --> 01:44:53,680
Speaker 1: stop about to hit these foods in the head. I

1841
01:44:53,760 --> 01:44:56,439
Speaker 1: played all seven of the black Jack hands by myself.

1842
01:44:56,479 --> 01:45:01,360
Speaker 1: Wa thirty minutes. I look up, I'm eleven k down.

1843
01:45:01,680 --> 01:45:04,200
Speaker 1: I lost eleven thousand dollars in thirty minutes, so that's

1844
01:45:04,200 --> 01:45:08,640
Speaker 1: twenty two dollars. I'm down an hour and this is

1845
01:45:08,760 --> 01:45:14,200
Speaker 1: two thousand and three. Oh no, sir, not me. That's

1846
01:45:14,240 --> 01:45:18,200
Speaker 1: as closest. I've got to like losing money, like not

1847
01:45:19,600 --> 01:45:22,920
Speaker 1: not losing money like I ain't have it, Like this

1848
01:45:23,120 --> 01:45:25,479
Speaker 1: is losing money like I was playing and then I

1849
01:45:25,560 --> 01:45:28,760
Speaker 1: lost it. She worse, she playing won it and then

1850
01:45:28,880 --> 01:45:32,200
Speaker 1: lost it like I ain't win dollars. I ain't win

1851
01:45:32,280 --> 01:45:35,360
Speaker 1: eleven thousand dollars and then oh, sorry, sir, we're wrong.

1852
01:45:36,080 --> 01:45:38,879
Speaker 1: Here's your steak dinner. Who would they give me in Panama?

1853
01:45:39,439 --> 01:45:45,280
Speaker 1: Here's your playing time. She got it worse because they

1854
01:45:45,320 --> 01:45:48,880
Speaker 1: said what what's old? Saying it's worse to not have

1855
01:45:49,120 --> 01:45:51,559
Speaker 1: it than I had it and lose it all. Yeah,

1856
01:45:52,120 --> 01:45:55,160
Speaker 1: I didn't have it. She had it and lost it all.

1857
01:45:55,240 --> 01:45:57,400
Speaker 1: That's why hers worst. I knew, I get that saying

1858
01:45:57,479 --> 01:46:01,439
Speaker 1: damn demn it. Oh man, So that hurt. And the

1859
01:46:01,479 --> 01:46:05,200
Speaker 1: worst thing I've ever seen is one flight from Buffalo

1860
01:46:05,360 --> 01:46:07,479
Speaker 1: to Miami. One of my teammates got hit in the

1861
01:46:07,560 --> 01:46:10,400
Speaker 1: head for a hundred seventy thousand dollars one hundred and

1862
01:46:10,560 --> 01:46:14,479
Speaker 1: seventy thousand dollars in three hours. That's about three or

1863
01:46:14,479 --> 01:46:18,160
Speaker 1: four hour flight. I guess they were playing that game Bourey.

1864
01:46:18,360 --> 01:46:19,960
Speaker 1: I've never played it, but every time I hear that

1865
01:46:20,160 --> 01:46:22,439
Speaker 1: or tell somebody about that game that but oh, that's

1866
01:46:22,439 --> 01:46:25,080
Speaker 1: how you lose that money. Yeah, they're playing barey got

1867
01:46:25,120 --> 01:46:28,639
Speaker 1: got got, got got got, Remember he had to write

1868
01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,360
Speaker 1: a check. They kept sweating. Hey hey, he come to practical,

1869
01:46:31,479 --> 01:46:33,400
Speaker 1: like hey dog, he'd be like yo, So what's the

1870
01:46:33,400 --> 01:46:35,720
Speaker 1: play and they'd be like, my hundred and seventy K

1871
01:46:37,520 --> 01:46:39,719
Speaker 1: hey were in coup with too, No, we're in hundred

1872
01:46:39,720 --> 01:46:44,639
Speaker 1: and seventy k too. They finally got their money obviously,

1873
01:46:44,680 --> 01:46:46,720
Speaker 1: but damn he didn't want to pay that. Yeah. I

1874
01:46:46,840 --> 01:46:48,320
Speaker 1: think he was hoping they were just gonna play that

1875
01:46:48,400 --> 01:46:51,080
Speaker 1: teammate rule and we forget. But not them big old

1876
01:46:51,160 --> 01:46:55,400
Speaker 1: dudes about that money. They didn't forget jack Um. And

1877
01:46:55,479 --> 01:46:57,799
Speaker 1: I want to just say thank you, guys, man, because

1878
01:47:01,320 --> 01:47:03,960
Speaker 1: I have videos out there now, you guys starting to

1879
01:47:03,960 --> 01:47:05,880
Speaker 1: see I'm putting out content. I've been wanting to do

1880
01:47:06,000 --> 01:47:10,960
Speaker 1: this for years in my lazy ass. Nah. Um, it's

1881
01:47:11,000 --> 01:47:14,400
Speaker 1: a process, you know. It's not a destination, it's a journey,

1882
01:47:14,800 --> 01:47:19,000
Speaker 1: and I'm finally like revealing more of me. And you

1883
01:47:19,080 --> 01:47:23,360
Speaker 1: guys have been responding amazing to it, like amazing responses.

1884
01:47:23,520 --> 01:47:26,920
Speaker 1: But um, these videos, I read the comments. I try

1885
01:47:26,960 --> 01:47:29,200
Speaker 1: to read them all, but I know I don't. There's

1886
01:47:29,479 --> 01:47:31,519
Speaker 1: so many of them, but I read a lot of them,

1887
01:47:31,560 --> 01:47:34,479
Speaker 1: and I try to navigate based on what y'all say too.

1888
01:47:34,800 --> 01:47:37,120
Speaker 1: I take it in. You know, y'all y'all on this

1889
01:47:37,240 --> 01:47:40,240
Speaker 1: team with me and just Lett y'all know, I have

1890
01:47:40,360 --> 01:47:43,800
Speaker 1: no beefs with anybody. Maybe I don't know the word

1891
01:47:43,880 --> 01:47:46,800
Speaker 1: beef like y'all know beef because I'm not a fighter,

1892
01:47:46,920 --> 01:47:48,720
Speaker 1: so beef to me is just like me and you

1893
01:47:48,840 --> 01:47:52,160
Speaker 1: disagree for real. But I think beef to y'all means like, yo,

1894
01:47:52,240 --> 01:47:54,960
Speaker 1: we're fighting or we're gonna maybe shoot each other or

1895
01:47:55,000 --> 01:47:58,000
Speaker 1: stab each other. I don't know, but there's the video

1896
01:47:58,040 --> 01:48:01,400
Speaker 1: of me beefing or have beef with all my ESPN

1897
01:48:02,240 --> 01:48:06,040
Speaker 1: Fox Sports people. I just gave y'all the list of

1898
01:48:06,160 --> 01:48:09,920
Speaker 1: times where we had arguments, disagreements, bats. Maybe I should

1899
01:48:09,920 --> 01:48:14,280
Speaker 1: have said spats. That's amazing. I worked in that industry

1900
01:48:14,320 --> 01:48:18,919
Speaker 1: for twenties some years and I only got like eight stories.

1901
01:48:19,600 --> 01:48:22,320
Speaker 1: Actually I got more, but eight times were and I

1902
01:48:22,479 --> 01:48:24,960
Speaker 1: wasn't the cause of any of them. There was just

1903
01:48:25,080 --> 01:48:26,720
Speaker 1: like times where it's like, oh, we're not on the

1904
01:48:26,800 --> 01:48:29,479
Speaker 1: best of terms for some reason. Maybe I should have

1905
01:48:29,520 --> 01:48:31,679
Speaker 1: turned to that we're not on the best of terms

1906
01:48:31,760 --> 01:48:34,280
Speaker 1: for some reason, not beefs. So let y'all know, I

1907
01:48:34,360 --> 01:48:38,240
Speaker 1: have no beefs okay, um, no fights, no issues. I

1908
01:48:38,360 --> 01:48:40,880
Speaker 1: talked to every single person I talked about on there,

1909
01:48:41,720 --> 01:48:43,760
Speaker 1: and if I don't talk except Adam Schefter, not just

1910
01:48:43,800 --> 01:48:45,200
Speaker 1: because he lived way out there, but if I saw

1911
01:48:45,240 --> 01:48:48,160
Speaker 1: Adam Hey, super Bowl, I see Adam, what's up? If

1912
01:48:48,200 --> 01:48:51,040
Speaker 1: you got beef? That's gonna make another video. No, I'm

1913
01:48:51,080 --> 01:48:53,040
Speaker 1: just playing. I don't have any issues with any of

1914
01:48:53,120 --> 01:48:57,680
Speaker 1: them guys. UM. And another thing that I caught is, UH,

1915
01:48:59,560 --> 01:49:05,679
Speaker 1: like I to explain fully like my love for William McGinnis,

1916
01:49:05,680 --> 01:49:08,360
Speaker 1: because I do not want that loss um in any

1917
01:49:08,400 --> 01:49:11,400
Speaker 1: of these videos. Videos different than audio too. I've learned

1918
01:49:11,439 --> 01:49:13,479
Speaker 1: that because I used to do radio and then I

1919
01:49:13,600 --> 01:49:16,400
Speaker 1: did TV, and I love my radio audience more than

1920
01:49:16,479 --> 01:49:21,000
Speaker 1: my TV audience because radio they listen, y'all listen TV,

1921
01:49:21,560 --> 01:49:24,320
Speaker 1: they just be hearing, like what did he just say?

1922
01:49:24,560 --> 01:49:26,240
Speaker 1: And then he run into the keyboard to say something.

1923
01:49:27,040 --> 01:49:29,680
Speaker 1: William McGinnis ha saved my life a couple of times, UM,

1924
01:49:30,160 --> 01:49:32,439
Speaker 1: and I wanted to emphasize that, to give him some

1925
01:49:32,600 --> 01:49:36,760
Speaker 1: positive remarks about his character. UM, also to talk good

1926
01:49:36,800 --> 01:49:39,320
Speaker 1: about him, because that video right now is not saying

1927
01:49:39,400 --> 01:49:42,440
Speaker 1: anything good about William mginnis, no matter what his motivation

1928
01:49:42,520 --> 01:49:45,080
Speaker 1: and intention and was, And that was my intention. If

1929
01:49:45,120 --> 01:49:47,559
Speaker 1: it came across on videos like some people like man

1930
01:49:47,640 --> 01:49:49,640
Speaker 1: you draw snitching, or as I like to call it,

1931
01:49:49,720 --> 01:49:53,799
Speaker 1: wet snitching, not doing that. Um. And what I said

1932
01:49:54,360 --> 01:49:57,479
Speaker 1: can't be held in in court of law. Y'all watch

1933
01:49:57,560 --> 01:50:00,920
Speaker 1: too many law and orders what I said and be used. Um.

1934
01:50:01,080 --> 01:50:04,960
Speaker 1: Police officers I've talked to about this situation before as well.

1935
01:50:05,240 --> 01:50:07,160
Speaker 1: I would never put Willie and Harness way because he

1936
01:50:07,280 --> 01:50:11,320
Speaker 1: saved me several times from harm's way. So number love

1937
01:50:11,400 --> 01:50:13,840
Speaker 1: for William Mack. I just don't want things misconstrued. And

1938
01:50:13,960 --> 01:50:15,960
Speaker 1: if I messed up, I messed up. If I didn't,

1939
01:50:16,000 --> 01:50:17,760
Speaker 1: I didn't, but then this one I didn't. But I

1940
01:50:17,840 --> 01:50:19,880
Speaker 1: understand where you're coming from. You're like, oh, that's your boy.

1941
01:50:19,920 --> 01:50:21,800
Speaker 1: Why are you talking about it? Because I talked about

1942
01:50:21,800 --> 01:50:25,560
Speaker 1: the truth, including myself. All right, Jordan Peterson told me this,

1943
01:50:27,600 --> 01:50:29,639
Speaker 1: and I'm pumped to go see Jordan Peterson. He's coming

1944
01:50:29,640 --> 01:50:32,599
Speaker 1: to l A. UM, I'll tell you about that. Um.

1945
01:50:33,760 --> 01:50:36,880
Speaker 1: How do that do? Smart? Goodness? Greed? Disagree? I don't

1946
01:50:36,920 --> 01:50:38,960
Speaker 1: know why y'all tripping? Just get to do it flowers

1947
01:50:39,120 --> 01:50:44,679
Speaker 1: smart um. Um. The thing about it is, when I'm

1948
01:50:44,760 --> 01:50:48,839
Speaker 1: talking about anybody, I'm just trying to learn or unlearned.

1949
01:50:49,439 --> 01:50:52,479
Speaker 1: And I put myself out there first and foremost um,

1950
01:50:52,600 --> 01:50:55,240
Speaker 1: so I gotta make sure. But Jordan Peterson said, be

1951
01:50:55,400 --> 01:50:57,719
Speaker 1: precise with your words. One of the things he's learned

1952
01:50:57,960 --> 01:50:59,960
Speaker 1: since he blew up. It felt like overnight since say,

1953
01:51:00,280 --> 01:51:03,920
Speaker 1: but you know it's been years. Be precise with your words.

1954
01:51:04,160 --> 01:51:05,760
Speaker 1: And that's a mission I'm on as well. I'm not

1955
01:51:05,800 --> 01:51:09,120
Speaker 1: always precise for my words. You know, I'm silly. I

1956
01:51:09,280 --> 01:51:13,120
Speaker 1: like to laugh. I don't give a damn. I'm real honest.

1957
01:51:13,160 --> 01:51:15,400
Speaker 1: I'm really honest with myself. So y'all all gonna get it.

1958
01:51:16,360 --> 01:51:19,040
Speaker 1: You'll better stop playing. And speaking of getting it, let's

1959
01:51:19,080 --> 01:51:22,599
Speaker 1: get to some tikky talk talk. Where's the tiki talk.

1960
01:51:23,240 --> 01:51:26,360
Speaker 1: Here's the tiki talk question today? Would you rather have

1961
01:51:26,520 --> 01:51:29,840
Speaker 1: more time or more money? Wow? This used to be

1962
01:51:29,920 --> 01:51:32,719
Speaker 1: a hard question to answer. Used to always be more money.

1963
01:51:33,080 --> 01:51:36,040
Speaker 1: But now I'm getting older. I'm in the third quarter

1964
01:51:36,120 --> 01:51:38,360
Speaker 1: of this game of life. It feels like what am

1965
01:51:38,400 --> 01:51:41,599
Speaker 1: I forty eight? So you know halftime is ninety six.

1966
01:51:41,960 --> 01:51:45,280
Speaker 1: I don't know about that, Mama, But I want more

1967
01:51:45,520 --> 01:51:48,760
Speaker 1: I want more time. I want more time. I want

1968
01:51:48,760 --> 01:51:52,960
Speaker 1: to live forever. Even if I'm unconscious laying there, Veggie,

1969
01:51:53,000 --> 01:51:55,519
Speaker 1: I look like a bag of stirf fry, just veggie out,

1970
01:51:55,800 --> 01:51:59,320
Speaker 1: just a festival. Do not pull the plug now. I'm

1971
01:51:59,320 --> 01:52:01,320
Speaker 1: saying that now, but I think I would have some

1972
01:52:01,520 --> 01:52:03,920
Speaker 1: level of conscious you know, consciousness. I was like, I

1973
01:52:04,080 --> 01:52:08,120
Speaker 1: might be deep deep deep deep deep deep, deeply still aware.

1974
01:52:08,640 --> 01:52:11,479
Speaker 1: Y'all just don't know it with y'all dumbass measurements and

1975
01:52:11,600 --> 01:52:15,400
Speaker 1: dumbass equipment. Man, just somebody sitting there on there DEATHBD like, yo,

1976
01:52:15,560 --> 01:52:21,479
Speaker 1: bro chill, but all you see is big by like chill, like,

1977
01:52:21,680 --> 01:52:25,880
Speaker 1: do not disconnect. Mm hmm. I got a serious story

1978
01:52:25,880 --> 01:52:27,680
Speaker 1: about that. I'll tell you One time I had to

1979
01:52:27,720 --> 01:52:30,920
Speaker 1: pull the plug on my grandmother. WHOA tell y'all another time.

1980
01:52:31,040 --> 01:52:34,320
Speaker 1: I'm not about to end on that note. Um. Hashtag

1981
01:52:34,439 --> 01:52:39,120
Speaker 1: asked that dude. Hashtag asked that dude on Twitter. Here's

1982
01:52:39,160 --> 01:52:43,120
Speaker 1: the question for today, marcelas we're finally gonna are you

1983
01:52:43,160 --> 01:52:45,800
Speaker 1: gonna hide these foods? Are you gonna make your screen

1984
01:52:45,920 --> 01:52:51,280
Speaker 1: debut on Snowfall f f X This is the final season? Man,

1985
01:52:51,360 --> 01:52:55,760
Speaker 1: It's crazy because like I really survived the real Snowfall,

1986
01:52:56,280 --> 01:52:58,560
Speaker 1: like I survived the eighties in l A, like I

1987
01:52:58,640 --> 01:53:00,840
Speaker 1: survived the real Snowfall. I need to be on some

1988
01:53:01,040 --> 01:53:04,439
Speaker 1: set acting now. I wish I would. I wish I could. Um,

1989
01:53:05,280 --> 01:53:07,160
Speaker 1: there were talks to me doing it and showing up.

1990
01:53:07,200 --> 01:53:10,920
Speaker 1: And I know Trevor Ingolson, who y'all may not know.

1991
01:53:11,000 --> 01:53:13,400
Speaker 1: He's a producer on this show. I think executive producer too.

1992
01:53:13,560 --> 01:53:15,120
Speaker 1: I met him at a bar, met him at a

1993
01:53:15,320 --> 01:53:19,519
Speaker 1: Mortons or something at the bar. Cool cat, real, cool cat,

1994
01:53:20,040 --> 01:53:22,799
Speaker 1: big heart does a lot of work in in the community,

1995
01:53:23,240 --> 01:53:25,880
Speaker 1: big big heart. And I'm gonna tell it because you know,

1996
01:53:25,960 --> 01:53:28,160
Speaker 1: I gotta tell the truth. It's gonna come off as

1997
01:53:28,200 --> 01:53:30,720
Speaker 1: a gossip. I'm gonna start sounding like a gossiper. But

1998
01:53:30,800 --> 01:53:32,160
Speaker 1: I don't give it, Damn. I gotta tell you all

1999
01:53:32,200 --> 01:53:34,280
Speaker 1: my stories. And if it's a bad story, I do

2000
01:53:34,439 --> 01:53:36,160
Speaker 1: not tell their name. But if it's a good story,

2001
01:53:36,200 --> 01:53:38,080
Speaker 1: oh well, you just gotta take it. I don't care

2002
01:53:38,120 --> 01:53:42,360
Speaker 1: if you, damn feel ashamed that he's making Marco's first husband.

2003
01:53:42,880 --> 01:53:44,760
Speaker 1: Ain't that crazy. I'm sitting there at this bar and

2004
01:53:44,800 --> 01:53:47,280
Speaker 1: I'm talking to this dude and he's he over. Ah,

2005
01:53:47,520 --> 01:53:51,040
Speaker 1: this is crazy. I'm sitting there talking about Snowfall at

2006
01:53:51,080 --> 01:53:53,040
Speaker 1: a bar with my boys, how much I love the show,

2007
01:53:53,080 --> 01:53:57,080
Speaker 1: and he like, excuse me. I hate to interrupt, but uh,

2008
01:53:57,400 --> 01:53:59,720
Speaker 1: you're talking about my show. And I looked at him.

2009
01:53:59,720 --> 01:54:03,360
Speaker 1: I'm like that, ain't John Singleton rest in peace? My homie? Um?

2010
01:54:03,439 --> 01:54:05,680
Speaker 1: And I was like, yo show. He's like, yeah, I'm

2011
01:54:05,680 --> 01:54:08,479
Speaker 1: a producer on Snowfall. And I lost it. I became

2012
01:54:08,479 --> 01:54:11,840
Speaker 1: a group y'all did we talk? Then my boys they listening,

2013
01:54:11,920 --> 01:54:14,120
Speaker 1: they ear hustling, and oh that's cool. So then they

2014
01:54:14,200 --> 01:54:16,240
Speaker 1: do the google like girls do when they find out

2015
01:54:16,720 --> 01:54:20,519
Speaker 1: girl who he played folks um, and they were like, yo,

2016
01:54:20,760 --> 01:54:23,280
Speaker 1: he was married to Mega Marco first ye Now if

2017
01:54:23,320 --> 01:54:25,120
Speaker 1: you look him up and didn't see her, was the

2018
01:54:25,200 --> 01:54:28,320
Speaker 1: Prince Harry. She went, You'll see this. You'll see the similarities.

2019
01:54:28,360 --> 01:54:30,640
Speaker 1: You'll see she gotta type. All right, let's get to

2020
01:54:30,680 --> 01:54:35,600
Speaker 1: wild ism is my last segment. Oh the wildly Ism

2021
01:54:35,680 --> 01:54:40,839
Speaker 1: for today's episode is only imperfect examples of perfect exist.

2022
01:54:41,680 --> 01:54:47,160
Speaker 1: I like that one. Only imperfect examples of perfect exist. Man.

2023
01:54:47,600 --> 01:54:50,080
Speaker 1: My wife is a perfectionist. I mean, she really tries,

2024
01:54:50,400 --> 01:54:53,240
Speaker 1: and she's gonna fail because we're imperfect. I just laughed

2025
01:54:53,280 --> 01:54:57,000
Speaker 1: when she tried to does she does amazing things around

2026
01:54:57,040 --> 01:55:00,360
Speaker 1: this house. She does amazing things in her life, but

2027
01:55:00,480 --> 01:55:02,600
Speaker 1: she wants to do them perfectly. And I'm like baby,

2028
01:55:02,720 --> 01:55:04,800
Speaker 1: that's just sending you a f failure. Not me. I

2029
01:55:04,920 --> 01:55:07,320
Speaker 1: build in the hurdles. I build in the failures into

2030
01:55:07,400 --> 01:55:11,160
Speaker 1: every equation I do. Damn right, I do. So my

2031
01:55:11,240 --> 01:55:16,280
Speaker 1: whole life is hilarious. But the imperfect examples of perfection

2032
01:55:16,400 --> 01:55:19,760
Speaker 1: is what we're seeking. Right. You know I played football.

2033
01:55:19,840 --> 01:55:21,920
Speaker 1: There was never a perfect game. My best game was

2034
01:55:21,960 --> 01:55:26,680
Speaker 1: not perfect. The test was perfect. I've gotten a dent

2035
01:55:26,800 --> 01:55:29,120
Speaker 1: on the test before, but then in the in the course,

2036
01:55:29,520 --> 01:55:32,640
Speaker 1: it wasn't perfect. I got some ninety sevens, I got

2037
01:55:32,680 --> 01:55:34,640
Speaker 1: some eighty eights, I got some sixty four. You know,

2038
01:55:34,920 --> 01:55:40,960
Speaker 1: nothing's perfect, so imperfect examples of perfection exists. Keep that

2039
01:55:41,080 --> 01:55:44,320
Speaker 1: in mind when you're going through this world. Be easy

2040
01:55:44,400 --> 01:55:46,560
Speaker 1: on yourself. Make sure your biggest cheerleader in your life

2041
01:55:46,640 --> 01:55:50,520
Speaker 1: is your self. Big pom ponds between your ears go

2042
01:55:50,840 --> 01:55:54,040
Speaker 1: you go not listening for other people to cheer you

2043
01:55:54,120 --> 01:55:57,440
Speaker 1: on more than you cheer yourself on. Remember, only imperfect

2044
01:55:57,520 --> 01:56:01,040
Speaker 1: examples of perfect exist. All right, that's gonna do it?

2045
01:56:01,160 --> 01:56:04,680
Speaker 1: For more to it? Whoa almost under two hours? Yes, yes,

2046
01:56:04,840 --> 01:56:07,040
Speaker 1: we are under two hours. I love it. Check the

2047
01:56:07,080 --> 01:56:09,400
Speaker 1: show notes for all the information on our topics to day.

2048
01:56:10,720 --> 01:56:12,560
Speaker 1: You want to keep the conversation going. I know you do.

2049
01:56:12,720 --> 01:56:15,000
Speaker 1: Let's talk. You can find me on all socials. That

2050
01:56:15,080 --> 01:56:18,360
Speaker 1: Marcello's Wily. More to It as a production of Dan

2051
01:56:18,480 --> 01:56:22,920
Speaker 1: Patrick Productions, That Dude Entertainment, That's Me and Workhouse Media.

2052
01:56:23,320 --> 01:56:26,839
Speaker 1: Show is executive produced by Dan Patrick, Marcellus, Wally Paul Anderson,

2053
01:56:27,040 --> 01:56:31,760
Speaker 1: and Nick Panella. Marcellis Wally your boy that Dude. Thanks

2054
01:56:31,800 --> 01:56:34,960
Speaker 1: for listening and keep the reviews coming. I'm loving y'all.

2055
01:56:35,600 --> 01:56:39,200
Speaker 1: I'm loving y'all. There's more coming from More to It.

2056
01:56:39,560 --> 01:56:41,480
Speaker 1: Talk to you next week. And before I say that

2057
01:56:41,600 --> 01:56:45,880
Speaker 1: last word, I am creating another show. First of all,

2058
01:56:46,000 --> 01:56:49,760
Speaker 1: Never Shut Up. It is out on Brinks TV. Go

2059
01:56:49,920 --> 01:56:52,960
Speaker 1: to Brinks TV right now and check out my first

2060
01:56:53,040 --> 01:56:55,920
Speaker 1: episode and never shut Up. But I'm creating this show

2061
01:56:56,600 --> 01:56:58,520
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna tell you about this show because y'all

2062
01:56:58,560 --> 01:57:01,160
Speaker 1: gonna be a part of it. It's the sickest show.

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Speaker 1: Not more to a podcast, which I love to death.

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Speaker 1: This is that not Never Showed Up, which is insane.

2065
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Speaker 1: Go check out the first episode on Brings TV. But

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Speaker 1: wait till I show you by the next month, and

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Speaker 1: you're gonna be a part of it. One Brings TV

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Speaker 1: Talk to y'all next week. Don't