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Speaker 1: We're in LA and what comes with LA is some
Speaker 1: very special You know, it's crazy because like y'all are friends,
Speaker 1: but you probably don't know this Havannah like out of
Speaker 1: I think maybe even were.
Speaker 2: You should use before you just tell her you give
Speaker 2: me Jack and Bandy. Let me tell them.
Speaker 1: I am so excited to even see you sitting here
Speaker 1: because like I am a really really big fan of you,
Speaker 1: to the point where, like I remember when I got
Speaker 1: my tips done, I was like, can I have advantage?
Speaker 2: Ever, y'all know how what you asked for her ariolas
Speaker 2: when you got there were like, we don't do that.
Speaker 3: You don't know how many times people ask me if
Speaker 3: I surgically had them that big.
Speaker 2: They're iconic, No, you're iconic.
Speaker 1: Y'm gonna tell you what porn was to me in
Speaker 1: the age of learning my sexuality, which actually it was
Speaker 1: the freestyles and Chinese tattoo bad yes.
Speaker 3: Yes, Cavana ginger nipples the best era, right.
Speaker 2: And I would say Pinky's hair.
Speaker 1: But it was just that era of like these little
Speaker 1: things where I knew someone was in a scene, so yes.
Speaker 2: We have Havana ginger Be. I don't know if you would.
Speaker 3: Be the white people's Jenna Jamison would be the white
Speaker 3: people's Yeah, I think you're are You're the people's choice.
Speaker 3: You're the people's choice of like definitely early two thousands
Speaker 3: porn stars. Like I made sure to even emphasize when
Speaker 3: I was writing this that like you were in the
Speaker 3: era of the stars, actual, like there were actual porn
Speaker 3: stars stars, yes, and they're not and we didn't take
Speaker 3: that lightly.
Speaker 2: They were really actual.
Speaker 3: No, it was a good thing to be a porn
Speaker 3: star and actually, you know, like be a star because
Speaker 3: there was a lot of girls doing porn and then
Speaker 3: there were porn stars.
Speaker 4: Yeah, because you know now everyone got the star title.
Speaker 4: What what made a star? Was it a contract girl?
Speaker 4: What made a porn star porn star back then?
Speaker 1: Because today it's a girl that's with a network and
Speaker 1: not on't only.
Speaker 3: I mean there were contract stars. I don't think there's
Speaker 3: even contract stars anymore. I don't think that exists anymore.
Speaker 2: I'm vivid doesn't white or raked.
Speaker 3: They've had a few ebony girls, but you know, that
Speaker 3: was a long time ago. I think even before I
Speaker 3: got in, like in the nineties, so that's all long ago,
Speaker 3: I think it was.
Speaker 2: So you never were like signed to somebody.
Speaker 3: I was the first girl to be signed to an agency,
Speaker 3: like a porn agency really al a Direct Models was
Speaker 3: one of the big porn agencies that had all the
Speaker 3: named girls, and I was the first porn star to
Speaker 3: be a contract star for the agency. So I had
Speaker 3: like a contract with him. He bought me my boobs.
Speaker 3: He It was somewhat that's when Havana Ginger was created,
Speaker 3: because I got into the business under a different name.
Speaker 3: So my real true fans that go way back, they're like,
Speaker 3: they know Mika Brown.
Speaker 2: Oh so I don't even know you was Mika Brown?
Speaker 2: Who came up with that name?
Speaker 5: Girl?
Speaker 2: What Brown?
Speaker 1: Maybe I've seen something like that. The one name that
Speaker 1: comes to mind. I wanted to ask you this question today.
Speaker 1: Is Savannah Ginger really your sister?
Speaker 2: Yeah? That's really my twin?
Speaker 3: Oh wait, I have you know that? Yeah, yeah, she's
Speaker 3: my twin sister. We shared a womb. We're not identical, obviously, that's.
Speaker 2: Fucking crazy word.
Speaker 1: I remember being like, they look alike, but that must
Speaker 1: just be a fun play on names.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but it was funny because I had a lot
Speaker 3: of her sister because it was after she is the
Speaker 3: younger twin, Like she is the younger, but she never
Speaker 3: wanted to get into the business when I was like
Speaker 3: getting in it just wasn't her thing. But like she
Speaker 3: was very sexually open and like, you know, doing all
Speaker 3: this stuff for free, and I was just like, girl,
Speaker 3: like get into the business, like get paid, what are
Speaker 3: you doing? Like, and she just was on her own time.
Speaker 3: So eventually afterwards, yeah, she ended up.
Speaker 1: Because that's what maybe think she was younger, because I
Speaker 1: would see this era of Savannah Ginger and I was like.
Speaker 2: Because I was.
Speaker 3: It came came way after like almost when I was
Speaker 3: really not shooting.
Speaker 1: What's it like being because today there's such an overload
Speaker 1: on porn or what I guess, I want to say,
Speaker 1: famous girls that were in sex work or only fans
Speaker 1: or whatever.
Speaker 2: What's it like then?
Speaker 6: A lot of sex work, But back then going to
Speaker 6: a grocery store it was super taboo though you have
Speaker 6: to like it was super taboo for girl, Like I've
Speaker 6: always been super shout out and open about everything I did,
Speaker 6: and I was never really ashamed of it.
Speaker 3: So I used to get it was like frowned upon, like,
Speaker 3: oh my god, how can you just be so like
Speaker 3: okay with that. A lot of girls would hide it.
Speaker 3: They would never I never lie. People asked me what
Speaker 3: I do for a living, and I always say.
Speaker 2: I sucked it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I fucked you know, like I'm a sex worker,
Speaker 3: and they're just oh, okay, next subject.
Speaker 2: But were you living in LA at the time? Miami? Like,
Speaker 2: where was the place for porn back then? La?
Speaker 3: I'm from LA. It was so crazy how I got
Speaker 3: into the business. I was working in Hollywood at a
Speaker 3: sex shop. I was working in sex shop. Really the
Speaker 3: only job I've ever had other than porn. That's I
Speaker 3: was working at a sex shop. I was probably like eighteen,
Speaker 3: about to be nineteen, and a lot of the porn girls.
Speaker 3: Do you remember Bella Donna. Yes, I was in love
Speaker 3: with Bella Donna. Bella Donna used to come in the
Speaker 3: porn the store and like buy her movies and toys
Speaker 3: and things for her shoots.
Speaker 2: And I used to just be like, oh my god.
Speaker 3: I never thought I could be a porn star because
Speaker 3: I was very shy and like kind of a prude,
Speaker 3: and I just wasn't verre eighteen, I wasn't comfortable with
Speaker 3: myself yet, and a lot of the girls would come
Speaker 3: in there, Belladonnag just I remember her because her scenes
Speaker 3: were like insane to me, you know. And I kept
Speaker 3: running into porn people like I just kept running into
Speaker 3: porn people everywhere, everywhere I went. I ended up dating
Speaker 3: this guy and he was like, yeah, I want to
Speaker 3: start doing porn.
Speaker 2: And I was just like, I don't know about doing porn.
Speaker 2: The guy said he wanted to start doing porn.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and he was just like, we're gonna do porn.
Speaker 3: And I was just like, all right, fuck it, let's
Speaker 3: do porn. And that's really how.
Speaker 2: I didn't start. Was it like Ann try did he
Speaker 2: become a porn star?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: Was it? Do we know? Do you share?
Speaker 3: Who?
Speaker 2: Who the hell is this man? It brought you into porn?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 2: Justice young? Wow? Wow, I really must know the era?
Speaker 3: Yeah, so that that we kind of got in the
Speaker 3: business together, and like I guess, yes, career it was.
Speaker 3: It was the era his you know, he was the
Speaker 3: cameraman and we would find girls to shoot with, We
Speaker 3: go get tested, find girls to shoot with, and then
Speaker 3: like it was kind of like really like renegade shooting
Speaker 3: like for.
Speaker 1: Distributing your own porn back then, like because right now
Speaker 1: all you gotta do is upload on only fans you
Speaker 1: get paid, Like how do you become It.
Speaker 3: Was not this is from the era of still like vhs.
Speaker 3: So like when I got into the business, it was
Speaker 3: like we were getting out of VHS and going into DVDVD.
Speaker 3: So that's how long ago, which you know, are you
Speaker 3: having to burn your porn on a DVD and then
Speaker 3: distributed it out the trunk.
Speaker 2: Of your brother you would like it?
Speaker 3: Well, you would have to get like distribution deals through
Speaker 3: actual porn companies, get a deal through them, and they
Speaker 3: would you know, distribute.
Speaker 1: Your They would like buy it like almost like yeah,
Speaker 1: they would buy it. Actually, yeah, what was the price
Speaker 1: of something like that? It depends on I mean back then,
Speaker 1: the budgets for porn were huge because now they were real.
Speaker 3: We would have makeup artists, we would have we were
Speaker 3: that's why we were like real stars. We would have catering,
Speaker 3: we would have like.
Speaker 2: A real TV set. Luis would have.
Speaker 3: Yeah, like we would have wardrobe, we would have like
Speaker 3: we did just had to show up, come on talent.
Speaker 2: Now we were just telling.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we just had to show up. Sometimes a lot.
Speaker 3: I wasn't a lot of they called them features. Yes,
Speaker 3: they came with a script. So and then the ones
Speaker 3: without script where it was just like you're on the
Speaker 3: couch and you just start that was gonzo. So I
Speaker 3: did a lot of feature films.
Speaker 2: I guess you know.
Speaker 4: Back then I told you got an I m b D.
Speaker 4: I said, let me look up, girl, I m b
Speaker 4: D is crazy.
Speaker 2: You have a whole.
Speaker 1: Nine D is basically a profile for anybody that's in
Speaker 1: the film or TV industries to find their credits.
Speaker 3: Girl.
Speaker 2: And if you go on here your credit. I guess
Speaker 2: films you know on y'all.
Speaker 3: I went down because I was like, okay, let me
Speaker 3: see if I know any of these.
Speaker 4: It literally goes it lists a pack my black Ass
Speaker 4: Tity Attack, Crack that Ass Operation, Tropical, Stormy Ass Fuckers three,
Speaker 4: Licensed to Blow, four Real Big Afro Tit seventeen.
Speaker 2: And let me say something.
Speaker 3: They never they never told us the names of these
Speaker 3: movies or never gave us titles before we were shooting.
Speaker 2: We just got hired to shoot.
Speaker 3: And then you come out in a movie like two
Speaker 3: hoes and a bro, you know, Like, I'm like, I
Speaker 3: wouldn't agree.
Speaker 4: My goal for out hot Latin pussy adventures. Yeah, Latina
Speaker 4: fuck pull us one that's crazy.
Speaker 2: Wait tell me one that you were.
Speaker 4: Like, oh hell, is there one that you that was named?
Speaker 4: And you were like, what the fuck?
Speaker 3: It was more just more like the racial one. I
Speaker 3: was just gonna say, it was just like the racist.
Speaker 2: Stuff that.
Speaker 3: I don't like that one, right, that one doesn't bother me?
Speaker 3: So okay, what.
Speaker 1: About like I've seen a porn with you where they
Speaker 1: called you a maid where you weren't even a maid,
Speaker 1: like like seriously, so when you said Rachel like I
Speaker 1: was literally I remember think it was like.
Speaker 3: That series was like Latina Maids or something or I.
Speaker 2: Did was that dog part the company?
Speaker 3: That company did a lot of racial stuff.
Speaker 2: So you know how I know, I'm a fan of
Speaker 2: bukacky porn.
Speaker 3: Interesting and never done that. Oh well, I know.
Speaker 2: So she's like, that's where I am you.
Speaker 1: Again?
Speaker 2: You ever had hella men? Just not on your breast?
Speaker 2: Not my thing? Oh one thing about me?
Speaker 3: I never wanted to shoot anything that I wasn't actually into.
Speaker 3: So everything I've actually shot, and I think that's the
Speaker 3: difference between girls now that just shoot content and you know,
Speaker 3: back then they were actually like into it. It was
Speaker 3: like real sex. That's why we perform. We were performing,
Speaker 3: but it was like the art of porn. It was
Speaker 3: really an art. Like I don't feel like it's no
Speaker 3: more art. You seemed always to be.
Speaker 1: And it's interesting that you just said, and I think
Speaker 1: it tracks obviously because you said, I've never been ashamed
Speaker 1: of what I do, and like you seemed like one
Speaker 1: of the girls. I Remembermber, he loved always seem like
Speaker 1: she was having fun doing porn.
Speaker 2: You like a lot of I could, Jada.
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot of girls from that era
Speaker 3: really enjoyed, like they enjoyed doing scenes.
Speaker 1: And you know, maybe they treated you. Maybe that also
Speaker 1: has something to do with it. You come on a
Speaker 1: set to be the star.
Speaker 2: It's fucking foy treated you. They did the everyone.
Speaker 3: They were like hyping you up, so when you got
Speaker 3: in front of that camera, you was just like I think.
Speaker 4: I think also the porn stars during that era, it
Speaker 4: was also the time of the video vixen, Like wow,
Speaker 4: oh yeah. The way that men respected and just fond
Speaker 4: over porn stars.
Speaker 2: It makes but they never do a video.
Speaker 3: Every videos I did, I was in up in this
Speaker 3: club ussher. Oh, I was like one of the backgrounds.
Speaker 3: I did do a few music videos. I can't remember
Speaker 3: all of them, but yeah, I I'd rather.
Speaker 2: Do porn because it didn't money.
Speaker 3: It was more money and it didn't last as long
Speaker 3: like I could be you know, in and out and
Speaker 3: come right. And then music videos it was cool to
Speaker 3: say you did it for the experience, but they would be.
Speaker 2: Like all day long. Wait wait, wait.
Speaker 1: Wait, I really do want to know about the money
Speaker 1: because so many girls are millionaires now from onnlyfans. And
Speaker 1: I did an interview with Vivid recently where he told
Speaker 1: me that the highest they paid even their feature stars
Speaker 1: are twenty five hundred PERC thirty five hundred.
Speaker 2: P thirty five hundred.
Speaker 3: So back that's the highest I heard back then. But
Speaker 3: they're not paying that now. They're not even playing nothing
Speaker 3: close to that.
Speaker 2: Wow. But like twelve one back then, and know, the.
Speaker 3: Rule was okay, Like we had a standard rate, standard
Speaker 3: boy girl rate was a thousand, right at least wrote
Speaker 3: this down hold on standard boy girl rate for a female.
Speaker 3: We're getting the men were not getting that as a female.
Speaker 3: You're getting a thousand for a boy girl rate. Every
Speaker 3: year that you stay in the business and you're still
Speaker 3: like hot because that didn't last. You could charge an
Speaker 3: extra thousand dollars. So that's really kind of how it went.
Speaker 3: So like the Max right, and the more I guess
Speaker 3: people wanted to see you.
Speaker 1: So how did you get there? Good money? That was
Speaker 1: it coming from doing the strip clubs back then? Like
Speaker 1: doing the I remember all the time, Like I would.
Speaker 3: Say it used to feature dance. I mean there were,
Speaker 3: but you gotta see.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing.
Speaker 3: And I feel like not to talk shit about the girls.
Speaker 3: Girls nowadays they're lazy because it's easy. It's easy for them.
Speaker 3: We were shooting any how, we were making money. We
Speaker 3: were shooting anywhere from fifteen to thirty times a month.
Speaker 3: Sometimes we would shoot two or three scenes in a day,
Speaker 3: depending on you know, Like me, it's crazy because it
Speaker 3: was hard for me to get in the business. Girl
Speaker 3: like at first, no one was shooting me because of
Speaker 3: my tits.
Speaker 2: No one the ones that you bought, or the or
Speaker 2: the ones before.
Speaker 3: For no one will shoot me because because of your
Speaker 3: are that and because my boobs were saggy. Because I
Speaker 3: had saggy boobs, I breastfed, so I breastfed for a year,
Speaker 3: I had saggy boobs or I remember I went into
Speaker 3: because they called them go seats. So you go in
Speaker 3: the company and they're like, okay, you go in there,
Speaker 3: you take America's next top model. Yeah, you go in there.
Speaker 3: There's a guy sitting at a desk.
Speaker 2: You go in there.
Speaker 3: He's like, okay, take your clothes off, you take a
Speaker 3: picture front backside, and okay, we'll call you.
Speaker 2: So you would go on go seats.
Speaker 3: I had a dude that owned the company, was like,
Speaker 3: you're you're you're you're you're boobs. They look like dog ears.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 3: Years later, years later after this, he hired me and
Speaker 3: you know, he was and I wouldn't shoot with him,
Speaker 3: wouldn't shoot for him. Finally I just shot with him
Speaker 3: and I was like, do you remember, you know, I
Speaker 3: was already in my problem, Like do you remember when
Speaker 3: you told me da da da da da? And he
Speaker 3: was just like no, oh my god, And you know
Speaker 3: it was totally different. But yeah, they're mean, ruthless.
Speaker 2: Wows been some of your favorite points starts to work
Speaker 2: with og points starts.
Speaker 3: Oh, there's so many, mister Marcus. I love working with
Speaker 3: mister Marcus in the beginning of my career. We did
Speaker 3: a lot of scenes. We we did a lot of
Speaker 3: scenes together. I loved it do we just it was
Speaker 3: the chemistry. I love working with Jada. We always did
Speaker 3: really good see Jada fire.
Speaker 2: He did something with like still as well. Yes, whoo.
Speaker 3: He used to make me work, girl, mean by like
Speaker 3: get on top no, like he's just so big, Like
Speaker 3: he was just so big. Like I did great scenes
Speaker 3: with him too, But he used to make me work,
Speaker 3: like I have to go in there like psyche myself
Speaker 3: out like that that stick man. Now you jumping in
Speaker 3: jumping like I agreed to do? You know?
Speaker 2: Did you? Man?
Speaker 3: Back then, I considered myself the anal queen. I could
Speaker 3: take any dick with no loop, just spit on it.
Speaker 3: Yeah girl, and oh I did it. But they're like, okay,
Speaker 3: Lex want to book you for a antal scene.
Speaker 2: Sure I could do that, no problem.
Speaker 3: I didn't know what lex dick looked like. And I
Speaker 3: had met Lex, but I didn't know what his dick
Speaker 3: looks look at it again.
Speaker 4: But when I got men who you got your instarted
Speaker 4: person and you couldn't back out? Oh and I didn't, Okay,
Speaker 4: but what was your booty? Like the next couple of
Speaker 4: days after that scene, like could you ship? Like how
Speaker 4: long did it take you your booty to get.
Speaker 2: Back to normal? Back then it used to snap back
Speaker 2: girl back? So how old were you when you first
Speaker 2: got into anjepoint?
Speaker 1: Was nineteen nineteen? And what age did you stop? And
Speaker 1: then if you ever kick got back in it? Like
Speaker 1: where were the different phases of porn or sex work?
Speaker 2: Few?
Speaker 3: M I stopped like around probably like twenty five, twenty six.
Speaker 2: That's a long porn career. Yeah, yeah, And I.
Speaker 3: Mean I haven't even I won't even say, like a
Speaker 3: lot of girls be like I'm retired. I don't say
Speaker 3: I'm retired because if I want to go and do
Speaker 3: porn tomorrow, I will if I decide to. I haven't
Speaker 3: shot since like twenty eighteen. You do start to see,
Speaker 3: like when I got in the business, all the older
Speaker 3: women that were like from the nineties and before, and
Speaker 3: they would always tell me how different it was.
Speaker 4: And yeah, we got to sit with Cinnamon Love and
Speaker 4: she like as well, and both of them like.
Speaker 2: They came from a different area.
Speaker 3: We put in the newspaper as a quarter in the
Speaker 3: quarter in the peep show type of shit she don't
Speaker 3: even see that.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it was crazy sin right cinnamon love. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: and she doesn't. She doesn't seem that old, no.
Speaker 4: Born daring then, especially though as a woman of color too,
Speaker 4: it was like the treatment of that.
Speaker 2: Did you even did you experience that as well?
Speaker 3: Yeah, the important industry is racist. It's definitely racist.
Speaker 5: We've been hearings because yeah, I passed because I was,
Speaker 5: you know, lighter, I could I could uh be both
Speaker 5: what they're like, oh we could.
Speaker 3: That was like a thing like, oh we could put
Speaker 3: you in Latin and we could put you in the Ebony,
Speaker 3: So you know what. Really, Yes, it's definitely a thing
Speaker 3: that they don't like to talk about.
Speaker 2: But the industry is very racist.
Speaker 1: Wow when you're like coming up, because now there's so
Speaker 1: many like I know, King Noir and Jazz, they like
Speaker 1: own their own production companies. Like who is the first
Speaker 1: person you saw that like broke out of like the
Speaker 1: white company type ship and started making their own ship.
Speaker 2: I think cherokey're Pinky those.
Speaker 3: Like as a performer, Yeah, oh yeah, Cherokee, Well Pinky
Speaker 3: starts like people started first.
Speaker 2: She did those thirty people game. I remember so many
Speaker 2: people A lot of those girls.
Speaker 3: A lot of the girls, Sarah J she did something
Speaker 3: yeah like that, she did something crazy like that too.
Speaker 3: I mean, more power to them, But I just what's
Speaker 3: the most you've ever taken on film or in private?
Speaker 2: On film?
Speaker 3: I don't think it was that many. I honestly don't.
Speaker 3: I think it might have been like three or maybe four.
Speaker 3: But I think the four there was like other girls
Speaker 3: in the scene, so it was like we kept kind
Speaker 3: of swapping around them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, break yeah, exactly. You gotta break up the d shit.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I'm more of a one on one person. I'm a
Speaker 3: love I'm a lovey dovey.
Speaker 1: I'm curious out of what percentage of your orgasms unseen
Speaker 1: are real?
Speaker 2: All of them? Oh, that's amazing, all of them. Oh.
Speaker 2: I always always come.
Speaker 3: I just feel like, even if I don't necessarily like
Speaker 3: the person that I'm working with, I'm still going to
Speaker 3: enjoy myself and still like, I'm still gonna come.
Speaker 2: What's the point of it? Do you fuck people?
Speaker 6: Like?
Speaker 2: Is it normal to like fuck people off?
Speaker 5: Like?
Speaker 2: Do you ever have really good sex and you're like, damn,
Speaker 2: I gotta see this nig again.
Speaker 3: Have I ever fucked someone after the scene in the shower. Yes, really,
Speaker 3: but like after we leave set, No, it's weird. It's
Speaker 3: like I can really like, yeah, cut it on and off,
Speaker 3: like it's easy for me to like, Okay, that was
Speaker 3: fun and then just leave it at that, like, oh yeah,
Speaker 3: we had a really good scene. Like I don't fall
Speaker 3: in love with good dick like that, like when it's
Speaker 3: attached to powerful, when it's attached attached to work or money,
Speaker 3: I don't know, there's something like a switch. It doesn't
Speaker 3: even if it could be the greatest.
Speaker 2: That's why your career was No, because a lot of.
Speaker 4: And a lot of women actually have a problem like
Speaker 4: not being distracted or falling in love because the man
Speaker 4: just gives you good dick, like a woman will be
Speaker 4: ready to cut their friends and family off with some
Speaker 4: good dick.
Speaker 2: No not, Oh my god, let's just steels pictures popped up. No,
Speaker 2: that's bro that. It looks like.
Speaker 3: When it says he's fourteen inches, he's fourteen inches, he is,
Speaker 3: and that is like he's like thick like an arm
Speaker 3: like my arm, you know, little like a little arm
Speaker 3: like mine.
Speaker 2: No, nigga, No, I just that that scene that movie.
Speaker 3: I didn't rent an award. But that movie won an award.
Speaker 2: So you want one? Yeah for being in it? But yeah,
Speaker 2: have you ever won an abn No, I have movies.
Speaker 2: I've been in that one. That's the same.
Speaker 3: Why don't you not get the award because the director
Speaker 3: gets the award, Bitch, I'm about to start directing for
Speaker 3: so as me as a well, you know, I never
Speaker 3: was like in the in crowd. I never was like,
Speaker 3: you know, I didn't suck the right dicks all of that. Honestly,
Speaker 3: that's really politics, and I was I was. I wasn't
Speaker 3: gonna suck dick just to suck dick, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean.
Speaker 2: No, you're right, what are we doing here?
Speaker 3: What we like?
Speaker 2: No, I'm not. Because you were so famous.
Speaker 1: When you would date niggas, were they like hella excited
Speaker 1: because have an agender was their girlfriend and they could
Speaker 1: show you off or they like, oh my god, my
Speaker 1: girlfriend's like what was dating like?
Speaker 3: It was fun because they were always I mean back then,
Speaker 3: you know guys it was you. Yeah, they were fans.
Speaker 3: They were young, so it was like an exciting thing.
Speaker 3: They actually you know, embraced it. It wasn't like a
Speaker 3: negative thing like oh my god, my girl's a whore,
Speaker 3: but they liked I like it was fun.
Speaker 2: I had fun times.
Speaker 3: But it always becomes an issue afterwards, you know.
Speaker 2: When they start getting insecure. Yeah, and see that.
Speaker 3: All then, and it's like, sometimes I want to go
Speaker 3: out with you and just you not be approached or
Speaker 3: someone not say something, or like you know when you're
Speaker 3: like in an intimate moment and some just a fan
Speaker 3: just can't help themselves and they're just like, excuse me,
Speaker 3: but do you mind? Can I get a picture or
Speaker 3: cannot whatever? You ever say no no if if they're
Speaker 3: very polite about it, and you know, they do what
Speaker 3: they're supposed to do, Like I never say no.
Speaker 1: I don't think that people should be doing any kind
Speaker 1: of work that's fun facing if they are trying to
Speaker 1: say no.
Speaker 3: I have a friend that says no because they think
Speaker 3: they're more famous than they are.
Speaker 1: Honors me so much, and especially when someone pours her
Speaker 1: heart out and that person would be like, sorry, not tonight.
Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, you know how hard it was for
Speaker 2: them to come up just now?
Speaker 3: Yeah, like unless I'm eating I see I've seen that
Speaker 3: the other day when I was out, they had security
Speaker 3: with them and they were like shooting people away.
Speaker 2: Oh no, that's so weird.
Speaker 3: You're out in a public place and you know that
Speaker 3: mother puckers know you at a regular bar with regular people,
Speaker 3: and then you bring your security to be like no, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: just weird.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we'll talk about it off my la.
Speaker 7: Shit.
Speaker 2: I do want to get into some kiki ship with
Speaker 2: your ass. I mean, as if talking about porn wasn't.
Speaker 2: I don't know, I just said that. But I want
Speaker 2: the people to get to know you just a little
Speaker 2: bit more.
Speaker 1: So.
Speaker 4: I have some icebreaker questions and we all go through
Speaker 4: them real quick. One of them I'm going to ask
Speaker 4: off of here, because you already said you don't really
Speaker 4: like too many dicks. You're one one dick type of galp.
Speaker 4: So the first one is our main thing, just because
Speaker 4: we want to know where your mouth be. Would you
Speaker 4: rather eat.
Speaker 2: Ass or suck toes? Honestly eat ass? Okay, I mean
Speaker 2: I like both of them. Now, I'm real, we all everything.
Speaker 3: I like to Yeah, if my man, of course, or
Speaker 3: whoever i'm messing with, I like women too, But whoever
Speaker 3: i'm with, yes, because I know that's mine. I know. Yeah,
Speaker 3: So you don't just eat everybody no, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: I'm not a cat. Okay, you're not a casual Okay,
Speaker 3: I gotta get to know you first. Next, for the
Speaker 3: fellas listening out there, this one's for y'all. Would you
Speaker 3: rather have a broke man with a big dick or
Speaker 3: a rich man with a little dick.
Speaker 2: Definitely a rich man, how broke? Don't here we go
Speaker 2: below poverty?
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, okay, okay, let's say seventy five. Oh that's
Speaker 3: not broke me. Definitely a rich man with.
Speaker 2: Got kids, so you got child support. A little dick.
Speaker 2: I'm not a size queen.
Speaker 3: Oh you know, so you just talked about let's steal
Speaker 3: miss the Marcus. I feel like I think they feel
Speaker 3: like my taste has changed. Back then, I think I
Speaker 3: was like I liked being the person, like the little
Speaker 3: one that could take it. I could still take dick,
Speaker 3: don't get me wrong, but like now, I just I
Speaker 3: don't want my pussy beat up like that.
Speaker 1: You know, I just had some really big dick a
Speaker 1: few days ago, and I was literally thinking, I was
Speaker 1: thinking to myself, like, lucky, you know you're in the
Speaker 1: middle of it.
Speaker 2: I was like, yo, like is this sustainable?
Speaker 1: No, Like could my pussy, like my walls, like I
Speaker 1: remember when he came out of me, like the way
Speaker 1: he had to pull the condom off to.
Speaker 3: Like, I just feel like you can do more with
Speaker 3: a smaller, average site average dick.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, now let's let's talk to the man. Now,
Speaker 2: what's an average dick?
Speaker 3: Size five and a half six? That's average, yes, average
Speaker 3: five and a half six. Black men ever, some black men. Honestly,
Speaker 3: I really don't think it does.
Speaker 2: It doesn't.
Speaker 3: I mean that's a myth. All black men do not
Speaker 3: have big they don't.
Speaker 2: They do not, but you know.
Speaker 3: They did a lot of white men, and they be
Speaker 3: having big big exactly the biggest, girthiest, most prettiest yuh.
Speaker 2: Me, it doesn't look like the thing that comes out
Speaker 2: the doll girl.
Speaker 1: No, So you need to like, there needs to be
Speaker 1: a conversation about depth of the vagina.
Speaker 3: Not everybody's depth everybody. So I think I have a
Speaker 3: deep pussy. My guy to college has told me I
Speaker 3: had a deep pussy. Yes, I was going for my
Speaker 3: checkup and you know, they put the little so he
Speaker 3: put sit in there and he got you know, I
Speaker 3: guess a regular size one and he put it in
Speaker 3: there and he clicked click. He's like, I couldn't see
Speaker 3: whatever he was trying to get. He was like, you
Speaker 3: have a very deep vagina. I'm gonna have to get
Speaker 3: the longer one. No, yeah, in front of the nurse,
Speaker 3: and in front of the nurse, because you know, they
Speaker 3: gotta if it's a man, they gotta have the nurse
Speaker 3: in there. I'm like embarrassing, like this nigga just said
Speaker 3: I got a deep ass pussy.
Speaker 2: Pulls out the bigger one so he could get back
Speaker 2: there and do what you gotta do. You know how
Speaker 2: deep you run?
Speaker 3: The inside deepest fun because when I tell you, that's
Speaker 3: literally what I say daring sex.
Speaker 2: I say them, mother bitches can't take all this dick,
Speaker 2: can they. That's one of the things I say.
Speaker 4: The niggas with big dicks, I pride myself on like
Speaker 4: they take a lot of bitches don't. That's why this
Speaker 4: is why I know they keep coming back, because a lot.
Speaker 2: Of women have shallow shallow. Yeah, they got shallow. I'll
Speaker 2: take I'll take my deep pussy with pride. Well, I
Speaker 2: take it all. You put the balls in me near
Speaker 2: cup literally.
Speaker 3: I mean okay, I didn't say it was wide I
Speaker 3: said it was deep pussy, not wide my plud.
Speaker 2: I prefer girls over limb me. So I don't want
Speaker 2: to I don't want a little pencil.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I want its long, last one, last one
Speaker 3: before we get to our vanilla ship.
Speaker 2: This is an ice uh an icebreaker question posed.
Speaker 3: By the Nick Cannon. Oh okay, he said, if you
Speaker 3: could only choose one, this is both, y'all.
Speaker 4: Would you prefer amazing sex with a partner who is
Speaker 4: not monogamous or a lifelong trash or lifelong trash sex
Speaker 4: with a.
Speaker 2: Faithful partner not trash, But I'll take bella he said trash.
Speaker 2: He didn't say vanilla. He said trash. Don't be changing
Speaker 2: up Nick Cannon's work.
Speaker 3: Well, I don't feel like anyone is monogamous, so I
Speaker 3: would take the good sex.
Speaker 2: You wouldn't be ahead, you know, like monogamy is overrated.
Speaker 2: So and I don't exist. No, what's what's dating like
Speaker 2: for you right now? Are you monogamous poly dating someone?
Speaker 3: I'm monogamous by choice, just because I mean, I've never
Speaker 3: really been like a promiscuous person, you know, I mean
Speaker 3: in my younger years, yeah, we was, I think we
Speaker 3: was all wild, but like I.
Speaker 2: Just I don't know. I'm a lover girl at heart,
Speaker 2: you know, hope it's romantic. Oh, we're not gonna pip.
Speaker 3: Oh I'm a February February twenty seven.
Speaker 1: So yeah, we had in the beginning of our show,
Speaker 1: Mandy and I got into this huge argument episode three.
Speaker 3: Libra right, yes, yeah, but I love libras though. That's
Speaker 3: my problem. I'm attracted to fucking Libra. Libra man, bitch.
Speaker 3: I would never never bitch, I would never like don't
Speaker 3: and I'm not even Star the Moons, but liberman, I'm
Speaker 3: atracted to Libra. Men.
Speaker 2: There's also some reason they're good. They're great.
Speaker 3: But but are they're better friends? Yes, they're great friends. Yes,
Speaker 3: Why is it dick the problem? They have good Dick, Yeah,
Speaker 3: they got good very sexual.
Speaker 2: I don't but them niggas.
Speaker 3: There's October niggas. I'd be like, yeah, it was very charismatic.
Speaker 3: They just they say all their eight things. They I
Speaker 3: won't do them niggas. I've been scarred for life. All
Speaker 3: my niggas in my early twenties, all libras, bitch, the
Speaker 3: nigga fucked at your house, the one that used to
Speaker 3: come over, all the time at my house.
Speaker 2: Yes, you know I used to suck him at your house.
Speaker 2: Started with a Jane Orlando bro.
Speaker 4: I don't remember shit from when we were fifteen, bitch, No,
Speaker 4: I wasn't fifteen. This is back when I was like
Speaker 4: eighteen nineteen.
Speaker 3: And your friend fucked him too, And I was like, so, bitch,
Speaker 3: you just gonna sit here and be friends with that
Speaker 3: bitch who fuck the nigga?
Speaker 2: You know, I'll be fucking you know. I feel like
Speaker 2: that happens a lot. Oh love you, Yeah, oh that one.
Speaker 2: I think that happens a lot when you're young.
Speaker 3: We shared a lot of dicks, and my friends I
Speaker 3: like to share them, not me, you know, not way
Speaker 3: you don't share dignaw. Yeah sometimes Okay, I'm the friend
Speaker 3: that you know, I'm so cool that they always ask
Speaker 3: me to have a threesome with them because they know
Speaker 3: I really don't want that nigga and I'm just.
Speaker 2: Okay, I know hearing my last relationship, but Joe was like,
Speaker 2: the way you come to New York, I could do that.
Speaker 1: Do you think that like characteristics of personality like just
Speaker 1: like being fun, free spirited, down to fuck and ship
Speaker 1: like that that a porn star should have that.
Speaker 2: Do you think that they should?
Speaker 3: Absolutely, there's nothing worse than like a porn star who's
Speaker 3: a fucking prude or like a bougie, like stuck up,
Speaker 3: like what you're a fucking porn star, bitch, or like
Speaker 3: any like you shoot content like or anything. You're only fans,
Speaker 3: girl or whatever.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 2: Now it's a lot of fans. Do you have that
Speaker 2: attitude of it.
Speaker 3: But here's the thing, those are not porn stars. Those
Speaker 3: are girls doing porn. They're entrepreneurs. Oh that's the conversation
Speaker 3: we had on this couch day. They're doing stop it,
Speaker 3: stop it.
Speaker 1: There was a girl that came in who told us
Speaker 1: she did She said, I'm not a porn start. I
Speaker 1: don't do porn. She don't do porn.
Speaker 2: I do only I do. I do content care.
Speaker 3: Here's the thing, a lot of girls became porn stars
Speaker 3: during the pandemic. So like me and my we call
Speaker 3: those pandemic porn stars because they would have never did
Speaker 3: that if everything didn't get shut down.
Speaker 2: They last resort. Yeah, they wouldn't have did that.
Speaker 3: And then out of love and then you get these girls,
Speaker 3: you get their only fans and they're not even fucking
Speaker 3: or having they're not doing anything. I've do subscribe to
Speaker 3: people because I now am definitely an only fan supporter,
Speaker 3: and I'm so upset when I get on there.
Speaker 2: I'm paying my money. But what I do now is
Speaker 2: I subscribe for like two months or three months of
Speaker 2: the time so I could see it first.
Speaker 3: The way they'll literally put up eleven second clips, seventeen
Speaker 3: second clips. I can't rub one nutting on that they're
Speaker 3: not doing fool folks nutting, I can't.
Speaker 2: And I like watching like amateur stuff.
Speaker 3: I can't watch like horn peoples because I know them
Speaker 3: in real life, or like I know, you know, the
Speaker 3: behind the scenes stuff like I would like watching amateurs.
Speaker 2: Oh, I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 4: Back in our day, I thought that's probably why I
Speaker 4: love Twitter porn. Now I don't want to go back
Speaker 4: to watching the girls that I know in real life.
Speaker 2: I don't want to. It's weird.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see it behind the scenes stuff.
Speaker 1: What type of stuff do you know that fucks your
Speaker 1: head up when you're watching port whether it be fake
Speaker 1: coming the way they Jane shots.
Speaker 2: It probably is. It's just kind of gross. But nothing
Speaker 2: is gross. You're on horrible decisions.
Speaker 3: There's no such thing as not shooting when you're on
Speaker 3: your period. Wait, no such There so a lot of
Speaker 3: the scenes that you probably watch with girls, like your
Speaker 3: favorite scenes, they just they would sponge it. Are are whoever?
Speaker 3: They would be like you couldn't cancel it, Like canceling
Speaker 3: a scene because your period came unheard of, Like you
Speaker 3: would just sponge it first day. Yeah, but what about
Speaker 3: if you were with some lead your heavy day. Yeah,
Speaker 3: you better put a few sponges in there.
Speaker 2: Something.
Speaker 3: Some time, I mean I brought they would have to
Speaker 3: cut because it would be a mess, you know, and
Speaker 3: we'd have to cut and clean it up. One time
Speaker 3: I had a scene with a girl and it was
Speaker 3: like she didn't not what is it.
Speaker 2: You still have to eat pussy when there was blood
Speaker 2: coming out of it.
Speaker 3: I mean it wasn't coming flout.
Speaker 2: It's plugged up. It wasn't coming out. The smell like
Speaker 2: was there a smell and you no?
Speaker 3: Usually, I mean girls were very hygienic. I don't know
Speaker 3: about these girls nowadays, but back then there was not
Speaker 3: liked she's like they little sour.
Speaker 2: They cute though.
Speaker 3: They cute, but I mean like, m oh, I feel
Speaker 3: like it's something that is also if it's never taught,
Speaker 3: like if you just don't you know, you're just jumping
Speaker 3: into something like you know these things are taught.
Speaker 2: Are there any point starts that you've like mentor it
Speaker 2: and like, besides your sister, I guess I.
Speaker 3: Never really even mentored her. The bitch started doing it
Speaker 3: like without me, I'm just like, okay, whatever. But a
Speaker 3: lot of the young girls I would always try to
Speaker 3: like give them tips on set because for some reason
Speaker 3: there was a period of time where they would always
Speaker 3: put me with new people like it was their first scene,
Speaker 3: so I'd have to like coach them through it, and
Speaker 3: I would just you know, it's a first day of
Speaker 3: porn work, like they're super nervous. Let's say it's an
Speaker 3: anal scene. They can't open up, so you know, I'm
Speaker 3: trying to. I'm telling them tips how to take the dick,
Speaker 3: Like you gotta relax, you gotta push out when the
Speaker 3: dick is going in, Like you're gonna go to the
Speaker 3: anal scenes?
Speaker 2: Are you going in waking up and putting a butt
Speaker 2: plug in? Like do you train your butt that day
Speaker 2: or the night before? Like me, personally, no, I never
Speaker 2: did Okay, I'm gifted for you. But now, but if
Speaker 2: I try to do anal now.
Speaker 3: Girl, I think all those years of doing anal, like,
Speaker 3: I can't do it now.
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 1: What's something somebody would be surprised that, like maybe whether
Speaker 1: it be like you love missionary or something like, what's
Speaker 1: something that would surprise people about you?
Speaker 3: I don't think it's a surprise, but like I like pegging.
Speaker 2: I like bitch, now, ma'am wear that as well. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 3: I mean most and I like it, But I got
Speaker 3: somebody here with a gang bang bitch. Why you ain't
Speaker 3: telling me you was into this? I thought you knew, ma'am.
Speaker 3: I's a secret, but I was secret. I have pegged
Speaker 3: guys on film before. Okay, that's why. But we don't
Speaker 3: love you liking your personal life. Oh yeah, oh I
Speaker 3: guess you just I never do stuff that. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: never well yeah, well you wouldn't know that unless.
Speaker 4: Like, okay, so then so then in our whore dirm,
Speaker 4: I need two sex tips THEE I would love to
Speaker 4: know how you were approach somebody or go about pegging
Speaker 4: somebody for the first time. And then I also need
Speaker 4: a titty fucking tip from you, because duh, but let's
Speaker 4: start with a pegging tip.
Speaker 3: They usually approach me. I ain't gonna think, don't they
Speaker 3: don't they?
Speaker 2: I've never I haven't you look like maybe they literally
Speaker 2: watched your videos doing that thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then you know, they come out of the
Speaker 3: woodworks like you know, I've always wanted that to happen
Speaker 3: to me, And I'm like, oh, you copy my surprise.
Speaker 3: I never would have thought that. So then how do
Speaker 3: you prepare them if it's like their first time?
Speaker 2: Like what are you good at that?
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm good at making them I'm good at making
Speaker 3: them feel You just got to make them feel very
Speaker 3: comfortable relax.
Speaker 2: How do you do that?
Speaker 3: You have to make sure that you have all the
Speaker 3: right tools to lube. You know, fucking the ass is
Speaker 3: different from fucking a pussy because it's more sensitive. You
Speaker 3: have to be more gentle. You can't just like fuck
Speaker 3: the ship out of an asshole.
Speaker 2: You gotta warm it up.
Speaker 3: So there has to be a lot of for play.
Speaker 3: You have to get them like super relaxed. And I
Speaker 3: like to I'm kind of a little bit of a
Speaker 3: dom so like I like to slap certain muscles like
Speaker 3: the you know, the thighs and the chest and.
Speaker 2: You slap them. Yeah, you slap them.
Speaker 3: You wake them up, wake them up, we get some
Speaker 3: more comfortable yeah, to where they're you know.
Speaker 2: They know that they're stubbing at this point, right even
Speaker 2: just do you talk? I do?
Speaker 3: But it's crazy because I like, am I personal like
Speaker 3: with my man or with someone i'm with?
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 3: So I never ever, Okay, I've never pegged anyone I've
Speaker 3: been in a relationship with me neither, Okay, So I
Speaker 3: only peg men that it's just like, yeah, that's that's right. Yeah,
Speaker 3: there's a.
Speaker 2: Lot of men.
Speaker 3: A lot of people ask me, could I be with
Speaker 3: someone that I pegged? Would I still have the respect?
Speaker 3: Asked that a lot, Right, So then mentally, why did
Speaker 3: you guys go through that? Why have you not pegged
Speaker 3: someone that you've been in a relationship with Usually they're
Speaker 3: never into it, so like if they wanted to, I
Speaker 3: would like whatever you if you if you wanted to,
Speaker 3: I would, But yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I asked that so many times. Okay, then when you
Speaker 2: have when you peg.
Speaker 3: Just it's not like it's some respect for them, but like,
Speaker 3: I don't know if I could why, Like, see, we
Speaker 3: both get at that question. It's a mental there's some
Speaker 3: type of mental baby.
Speaker 2: You don't want to be with somebody dominate? Is that it? Maybe?
Speaker 2: But do you you could dominate in other ways that
Speaker 2: don't include peggy. You submissive but also too.
Speaker 3: I'm a switch, so I like to be domb and
Speaker 3: then I like to be you know, dismissive too, depending
Speaker 3: on the mood of the situation.
Speaker 2: So like I go back and forth.
Speaker 3: Usually when people domb or they sub they do one
Speaker 3: or the other. They don't do both.
Speaker 2: So I switch.
Speaker 3: I like to go back and forth. It's just like
Speaker 3: a balance, just like when I'm having sex. You know,
Speaker 3: do you like love making or do you like it rough?
Speaker 2: I like both?
Speaker 3: Like it has to be a ball, yeah, a balance.
Speaker 2: Giving the libra scale, y'all. I just I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't could I be with someone I don't know?
Speaker 2: I don't and I don't know what that block is.
Speaker 2: Maybe I don't know.
Speaker 3: I've never been in that situation to where like the
Speaker 3: person I was with was like, I want you to
Speaker 3: peg me.
Speaker 4: I ain't gonna hold you the niggas that I'll be
Speaker 4: pecking out here in la if I ain't got my strap,
Speaker 4: I don't even want.
Speaker 2: To see him.
Speaker 3: What are we doing fucking regular? No, I'm uh the
Speaker 3: other tip I need you to give the people. Oh yeah,
Speaker 3: I literally love.
Speaker 2: I don't know. Wait, do you have just the dues
Speaker 2: that you pegg do you fucking yeah? Oh you don't know.
Speaker 2: Oh I guess if that's like the dominance thing. They
Speaker 2: don't even get to fuck you, and you don't fuck
Speaker 2: the asshole. They usually don't.
Speaker 3: Oh, they just want They usually don't like they come
Speaker 3: too fast for like to ever get to the pussy.
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
Speaker 3: That's you're too yes, from just like friction and just
Speaker 3: like being turned on, and mentally, yeah, it's.
Speaker 1: When I would like strap up, like, oh, how do
Speaker 1: you come if you can't feel like the friction does it?
Speaker 2: I feel like.
Speaker 3: People just don't like aren't comfortable enough to like go
Speaker 3: there with themselves.
Speaker 4: Well, because mentally, if there's any shame or your questions
Speaker 4: why you're enjoying something, you're not going to be able
Speaker 4: to awer the moment of just being in it. And
Speaker 4: we say it all the time, like sex is way
Speaker 4: more psychological oh yeah than physical. So the fact that
Speaker 4: you said you came an orgasm. Every scene you've done
Speaker 4: is because you're going in there, and on a psychological level, you're.
Speaker 3: Going in there even if it wasn't like let's say
Speaker 3: it was like a guy that I'm not very attracted to,
Speaker 3: I find one thing about that person that I am
Speaker 3: attracted too, and I get off off that. And if
Speaker 3: there's nothing, I get off on the fact that he
Speaker 3: would never be able to fuck me if it wasn't
Speaker 3: for this seed. And then I get off on that, like, Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm like fucking this dude, because you know I'm I'm not,
Speaker 3: that's exactly I just I'm getting paid for it.
Speaker 1: But brothel and they said that Mustang ranch all the girls,
Speaker 1: I'm like, how do you feel when the dude comes
Speaker 1: in a lot of truckers come.
Speaker 2: In there, stuff like that, how do you feel?
Speaker 3: Like I could imagine they were like one thing you find,
Speaker 3: one thing, you find one what's.
Speaker 4: The strangest thing you thought someone was very unattracted? What's
Speaker 4: the one thing that you actually found attracted? Like was
Speaker 4: it a kneecap? Was it an ankle?
Speaker 3: I need to know what's the strangest thing you thought
Speaker 3: was Was that on somebody that could turn you on
Speaker 3: that I wouldn't have thought, yeah.
Speaker 2: He would.
Speaker 3: And I don't even like chess hair, but he was
Speaker 3: like older and he had chess hair, but it was
Speaker 3: like kind of sexy on him, like you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, So that I guess that was like the
Speaker 3: weirdest thing really because I don't like chess hair and
Speaker 3: he was just he was old and just so I'm like,
Speaker 3: you need to retire, bro, Like why are you still shooting?
Speaker 3: But like it wasn't gross or anything, but it was
Speaker 3: just like not what I wanted to go to set.
Speaker 1: Did you ever like fangirl over someone he fucked? Like
Speaker 1: you were like, oh my god, I can't believe I'm
Speaker 1: shooting with them today.
Speaker 3: Never what about I fangirled about girls I didn't get
Speaker 3: to shoot with, you know what I mean? Like when
Speaker 3: I was on set with like Storey Daniels and she
Speaker 3: was like I was like, oh, okay, what is her name?
Speaker 2: I can't tera Patrick? When I met Tara Patrick, why
Speaker 2: don't think I know that name? I remember her?
Speaker 3: He was more like the Jenna Jamison era. I think
Speaker 3: she was like Hawaiian, some type of Asian.
Speaker 2: I like Asian.
Speaker 1: What about competitive fucking. Have you ever been on set
Speaker 1: and a girl was trying to like out fuck you
Speaker 1: or some shit?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, those are the best scenes. Those are the
Speaker 3: best scenes where they be you know what's crazy? Out
Speaker 3: do you and your regular in regular threesomes that doesn't
Speaker 3: really work, bitches get upset.
Speaker 2: The ends in a fight, don't literally to wait.
Speaker 3: Those are the best stepsode for porn. Porn, Yeah, because
Speaker 3: for y'all to out fuck each other. Because because you're performing. Yeah,
Speaker 3: because you're performing. So it's like, okay, bitch, I'm gonna
Speaker 3: do this whole you do that, okay, And it's like
Speaker 3: kind of back and forth, like let's make this the
Speaker 3: best clay.
Speaker 2: What about fighting? You ever got a like argument on
Speaker 2: set set? You know?
Speaker 3: Man Dingo made me cry, I'll set and I almost
Speaker 3: I was this, I almost walked off set. Wow, I'm pisces,
Speaker 3: I'm sense I'm sensitive right. And I was still young,
Speaker 3: like I was this is the beginning of my career.
Speaker 3: I don't even think I had my boobs yet. I
Speaker 3: was still young. And he's kind of like had this arrogant,
Speaker 3: kind of like asshole like demeanor, and I don't remember
Speaker 3: what I was doing. I was in one of the
Speaker 3: rooms getting dressed and he comes in there, doesn't even
Speaker 3: introduce hisself, just comes in there, looks at me up
Speaker 3: and down, and he's like, you're ashy. You need to
Speaker 3: put some lotion on. And I was just like he
Speaker 3: did that before the shoot, but before the shooting, and
Speaker 3: I gotta shoot with you, like he's the director and
Speaker 3: the talent. So it was like I was having a morning,
Speaker 3: so like that just set me off and I started crying.
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm leaving. I don't gotta take this shit.
Speaker 3: I don't need this money, like did one of those.
Speaker 3: And I was leaving out the door and he came
Speaker 3: and he's like he didn't think he did nothing wrong.
Speaker 3: He was just it was like the way he said
Speaker 3: it and how he said it.
Speaker 2: No, I didn't mean it like that.
Speaker 3: I was just saying like I wasn't done getting ready,
Speaker 3: like I know what I gotta do, Like I know,
Speaker 3: I got a lotion up or baby whatever, baby oil,
Speaker 3: and like he apologized whatever, and we ended up just
Speaker 3: shoot yeah, and it was and the scene was good.
Speaker 2: It was a good scene.
Speaker 3: You would have never knew that I was crying before it.
Speaker 3: And we shoot after that and like he apologized and everything,
Speaker 3: and he is kind of an asshole, but you know
Speaker 3: what I really was.
Speaker 2: It ended up being fine. That era of ghetto gaggers
Speaker 2: and that really rough crazy. I never did that, but
Speaker 2: I have done very rough scenes. What was like the
Speaker 2: most rough.
Speaker 3: A dude made me throw up? Threw up, like threw
Speaker 3: up my lunch, not.
Speaker 2: Threw up your lunch. Wait, it was chunky, and it
Speaker 2: kept it on camp? Keep it on camp? Now, spaghetti?
Speaker 2: Did they keep it on camera? I think they did.
Speaker 3: It's hard for me now, Like back then, I used
Speaker 3: to love watching my scenes, right because I just wanted
Speaker 3: to see, like I really wanted to like perfect my craft.
Speaker 3: So I would like to watch like one I'd be like, Okay,
Speaker 3: oh no, don't do make that face. Oh dude, don't
Speaker 3: do that again, or oh like do you know to
Speaker 3: see what to do?
Speaker 8: You did?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Not whatever.
Speaker 3: But yeah, I can't really watch my scenes. Like it's
Speaker 3: kind of cringey for me to watch now, Like.
Speaker 2: I was just such a horror. Not that I'm not
Speaker 2: steel that way, but it's just like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: I was what do you do now?
Speaker 3: Uh? Really, just OnlyFans I sell my panties you know
Speaker 3: stuff like that.
Speaker 2: Wait do you do you find them on only fans?
Speaker 2: What like the people to sell my panties? Yeah? How
Speaker 2: do you find stuff like that?
Speaker 3: Like? Yeah, they have websites where you can go and yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and how what's the mob will hit me? What's
Speaker 2: the most money you've gotten for a pair of panties?
Speaker 3: I mean not that much, maybe like three hundred dollars
Speaker 3: that's a.
Speaker 2: Lot for I mean I'm just tennis cast like six. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I won't get aware.
Speaker 3: It depends what they want, you know what? What's the
Speaker 3: weirdest like thing that they asked for? Like gym is
Speaker 3: I think a normal one?
Speaker 2: Yeah, gym is normal.
Speaker 3: They like you to pee in them. They want you
Speaker 3: to pee and I'm just I'm like, I don't like.
Speaker 3: Sometimes they want like multiple days, which is nasty, right,
Speaker 3: who wants.
Speaker 2: To wants to do that? We got a PHR to protect, right,
Speaker 2: so so just.
Speaker 3: Like or sometimes they want you to which I haven't
Speaker 3: sold any like this, but they asked. But they want
Speaker 3: you to like have sex in them, or wear them
Speaker 3: while you were on your period or everyone has a
Speaker 3: different fetish. Girl, everybody, there's so many fetishes that we
Speaker 3: wear them on your I guess because like the aroma
Speaker 3: is different. It is. Yeah, they I don't know they
Speaker 3: have blood on them or no, Like I said, I've
Speaker 3: never sold this like that.
Speaker 2: But why did that make?
Speaker 3: And because we're talking kicks and all those things before
Speaker 3: we get to our home mail, the whole thing, horrible
Speaker 3: decision was was talking about just you and all of
Speaker 3: the greatness. But we have to talk about these titties.
Speaker 3: So for all of our big titty listeners, for the
Speaker 3: big tittle hose, we need to.
Speaker 4: Talk about a tip for the ladies and how to
Speaker 4: titty fuck, what to do with them sometimes during sex, ways.
Speaker 2: In which that you can use them as an asset. Well,
Speaker 2: first you gotta have some titties period. That's why we
Speaker 2: talked on the big today.
Speaker 1: You're you were so tiny and they were so big. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, I was just now when I was like, well,
Speaker 1: maybe I'm just looking at you in person.
Speaker 3: I've definitely no, I've definitely got like my grown Yeah,
Speaker 3: I got my grown woman with you know, I grew up.
Speaker 3: But I remember, like, damn, well, I was a twig girl,
Speaker 3: Like what was I thinking getting all them big ass
Speaker 3: titty Like I was like, give me the biggest tits
Speaker 3: you got, like literally, yeah you way back then, I
Speaker 3: was probably like one ten wow, Like I was definitely
Speaker 3: considered a spinner, like I was little tiny, So I
Speaker 3: was a big huge titties. I think they're big now,
Speaker 3: like I want to go smaller, like I really do they? No,
Speaker 3: I actually just got them redone.
Speaker 2: But it looked great.
Speaker 3: I got I went, I did the same size. But
Speaker 3: I'm like, now I'm just like I don't know, I'm
Speaker 3: getting older. So I'm like, what's older?
Speaker 2: How old are you now?
Speaker 3: I'm thirty nine. I just turned thirty nine.
Speaker 2: I feel like you got to do a good forty video. Yeah,
Speaker 2: then we got a party video. I'm saying, like, for
Speaker 2: your fortieth birthday, give us a bang. Oh yeah, I
Speaker 2: thought about it. I thought about it. I thought I
Speaker 2: want forty people. You had forty people, twenty twenty niggas?
Speaker 2: What's up? That would be well? Set it up pinky videos.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, the Oh no, I have done an orgy.
Speaker 2: See what I mean? Not but was different because it's
Speaker 2: not like it.
Speaker 3: But no, no, no, it wasn't really an orgy like
Speaker 3: that because it was more like a bunch of coupled
Speaker 3: up like oh, I remember just giving sex club. Yeah,
Speaker 3: like it was a bunch of couples. I remember you
Speaker 3: said that it was a dining room scene. It was
Speaker 3: like we're all sitting I don't know, and then it
Speaker 3: was just like we all coupled off. So I don't
Speaker 3: know if that's not really that's group sex. Oh yeah, okay,
Speaker 3: So tip it has to be very wet, like what
Speaker 3: if you're using lube or spit. Personally, I'd rather use
Speaker 3: lube because I don't like sometimes the smell of spit
Speaker 3: and it gets too sticky. But you gotta like push
Speaker 3: them together and you sometimes they're not gonna always stay.
Speaker 3: So me A trick that I do is like I
Speaker 3: use the hands right here to keep them and they
Speaker 3: just it works.
Speaker 2: Really it looks you know what I mean, cause they
Speaker 2: look up like yeah, and then you know it just
Speaker 2: you learn just from doing it for so long.
Speaker 3: I don't really like my titties being fucked, But so
Speaker 3: what did you buy the board for them? They like it,
Speaker 3: you know, personally for you.
Speaker 2: No, I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't like my titties being fucked. It's I mean,
Speaker 3: I guess it's kind of hot, like oh yeah, but
Speaker 3: it does nothing for me. No, it doesn't.
Speaker 2: So what is my position are they?
Speaker 4: Are they fucking down or do they sit on your
Speaker 4: stomach and fuck up? Like, what is the best position
Speaker 4: for a man to get the titty funk?
Speaker 3: If they were fucking from this angle down, you'd have
Speaker 3: to be hanging off the bed, a hanging off the bed.
Speaker 3: And then you know, usually guys, usually guys just come
Speaker 3: from missionary and just come up, you know, they just
Speaker 3: come and bring.
Speaker 2: You stuck the dick at the same time.
Speaker 8: Yes, if it's big enough, I'm like, yes, Like if
Speaker 8: I get lost, what about foot stuff?
Speaker 2: Because you got really good feet.
Speaker 3: Thank you, And I wonder you said I got a
Speaker 3: really good arch too, you know, if they like it?
Speaker 2: If they like it, do you have any nose where
Speaker 2: you're like, this is never gonna happen. You know what
Speaker 2: my nose used to be on set? No fingers.
Speaker 3: I didn't have a lot of nose. I didn't have
Speaker 3: a lot of nose, which a lot of girls. No spinning,
Speaker 3: no this, no guy, no, no calling me a certain name.
Speaker 2: No, I didn't have a lot of nose, but.
Speaker 3: I no uh, no fingers inside my feeling or you
Speaker 3: just their dance are dirty.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't know, and like, yeah, usually I didn't like
Speaker 3: a lot of they don't know how to finger, even women,
Speaker 3: I don't necessarily, Yeah, they don't finger correctly.
Speaker 2: I come right, that's all I was looking at you.
Speaker 2: It's like, girl, what're we finna do with.
Speaker 3: We're just doing I'm not fingering nobody.
Speaker 2: Okay, give that's what toys, That's what toys are for.
Speaker 2: I'll do this.
Speaker 4: I'll bring the toy all right. Well, before we get
Speaker 4: out of here, you brought up gynecologists. Ironically, our whole
Speaker 4: mail this week is someone who has a crush on
Speaker 4: their guy in college. Oh give it up, Hi, we
Speaker 4: be Mandy. I loved both of you so much. You
Speaker 4: definitely helped open my mind to exploring my sexuality. You
Speaker 4: inspire women to speak freely about sex in kink shamelessly.
Speaker 4: I'm thirty four from the Caribbean, and I'm a well
Speaker 4: known athlete in my region and in the country I represent.
Speaker 4: Hence why I want a fake name. I ain't even
Speaker 4: saying your name, Sis. I haven't been able to truly
Speaker 4: explore women like I want to because I don't know
Speaker 4: how to approach women. My Gaitar is broken and I'm
Speaker 4: kind of afraid of rejection. Now for the realty, I
Speaker 4: found a new kynecologist in my area. Oh wait, this
Speaker 4: is a woman. Oh she's black and fucking fine. I
Speaker 4: went in there and was very turned on by her
Speaker 4: during my annual checkup.
Speaker 2: Does she live in LA? She says she's Caribbean, maybe
Speaker 2: in the Islands. I got a cute black la.
Speaker 4: Her soft touch did it for me. She was very
Speaker 4: professional throughout the whole procedure. I felt like a sick buck,
Speaker 4: but I couldn't help but being attracted to her and
Speaker 4: how my body reacted. She is very attractive and what
Speaker 4: I would describe as my type of woman, athletic and
Speaker 4: a mix between tom Boys and Gurly like Tianna Taylor.
Speaker 4: I also felt some chemistry between us. Bitch, just because
Speaker 4: she was in you know, pussy, don't mean.
Speaker 2: There was keeps out the chemistry because she like her
Speaker 2: I feel hold on her.
Speaker 3: Next line, maybe I'm delusional. Bitches, we are the same
Speaker 3: age and she Okay, you've given a lot of details.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna say that.
Speaker 3: No, I'm not gonna say it because I don't want
Speaker 3: to give all these details about saying right, you know,
Speaker 3: maybe I'm reaching, but I feel we got a few
Speaker 3: things in common. I feel crazy and delusional for this,
Speaker 3: but I don't normally like people this much and never
Speaker 3: ever go after it.
Speaker 2: Is this person normally gay? No, she said that she's like,
Speaker 2: I've been single for five years and sex sexless for three.
Speaker 3: Well, you know in the Caribbean two that's fround. It's
Speaker 3: not the colleges. So you just say dating is the
Speaker 3: ghetto where I live. Man are trash. Something's gotta change.
Speaker 3: So my question is, should I try to see what's
Speaker 3: up with my g of colleges? Should I reach out
Speaker 3: on a senal level? Or should I leave it and
Speaker 3: keep it professional? If you just want to be a
Speaker 3: sick fuck and enjoyed the kink of like ooh I like,
Speaker 3: but fantasized yea, even as a fantasy, and keep it moving.
Speaker 1: Honestly, A black woman gynecologist is a unicorn. A black
Speaker 1: woman therapist is a fucking unicorn. A black woman doctor
Speaker 1: is a unicorn. Do not fuck up, don't ship where
Speaker 1: you eat right where?
Speaker 3: Nobody They all want to be only fans, important stars.
Speaker 3: Nobody wants to be like what? No one? Then where
Speaker 3: to again, if we're talking about a solution here, what
Speaker 3: you could do is, well, not only masturbate, but if
Speaker 3: maybe you're scared of rejection, maybe go to a sex
Speaker 3: worker and literally request that you role play that this
Speaker 3: person is your kind of collegist. Oh so pay to
Speaker 3: role play with a sex worker to maybe fulfill this
Speaker 3: fantasy that you have and sid, I don't usually fantasy,
Speaker 3: it's her.
Speaker 2: Well at this point, because it doesn't sound like a guy.
Speaker 2: No fantasy. Okay, but now maybe she's been sexless for
Speaker 2: three years. Did everybody forget that she did somebody? Yeah? Oh,
Speaker 2: and maybe he could just be the thing she's aroused.
Speaker 2: And she's also attracted.
Speaker 3: Not that I've I've been attracted to my doctors before,
Speaker 3: but it's like that's where it stops.
Speaker 2: Like, Okay, he's cute, you know, I'm like a baby.
Speaker 2: Or her find to look alike.
Speaker 3: Those are easy, you know, Look, everybody gotta look alike,
Speaker 3: look like imagine if you hit on your guy, know,
Speaker 3: and she's like no, okay, So next time you go
Speaker 3: see you guy, you got she got. Now you gotta switch.
Speaker 3: Now you gotta keep by the problems. Go back to
Speaker 3: the bitch, Oh bitch, I ain't gonna lie. I got
Speaker 3: a massage, a masseuse nigga right now out of Brooklyn.
Speaker 3: Ain't gonna tell you all where he's at. My pussy
Speaker 3: had never got so wet, and there was no happy ending.
Speaker 2: But little was he one of those Instagram guys.
Speaker 4: No no, no, no, this was a real like a
Speaker 4: real This was a real like. I go to a
Speaker 4: few bath houses New York. I ain't gonna hold you.
Speaker 4: M Latin Armenian exotic. I don't know what the fuck
Speaker 4: you was. He could have been white with his hand,
Speaker 4: I don't know, but he wasn't black. And when I
Speaker 4: tell you I had never been massaged or stretched outside,
Speaker 4: I mean I had a man.
Speaker 3: I had a partner who did it great. This man,
Speaker 3: bitch was lippd in my legs. I felt almost embarrassed. Bitch,
Speaker 3: I was leaking down my thigh.
Speaker 2: Man. He said, thank you for allowing me to experience
Speaker 2: this journey with you. He knew what he was doing.
Speaker 2: I know it looked like spit between my legs when
Speaker 2: he was stretching him. I was so wet. I was embarrassed.
Speaker 2: I said, oh, bitch, if you don't I was talking
Speaker 2: to hurt in my head. That's how dangerous. No, I'm
Speaker 2: not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: That's how I said, I see you want someone, nigga.
Speaker 3: I tipped him thirty five percent. I know that the
Speaker 3: people thought something happened. I tipped him thirty five percent.
Speaker 3: And it was a two hundred dollars massage. I know
Speaker 3: they're like two bitch. It was worth well because it
Speaker 3: came with the full bath house experience.
Speaker 2: I got to do the whole day.
Speaker 3: You could It's a full leg I mean I've heard no,
Speaker 3: I've heard that happening before. Someone massage and you hit. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I've heard of that, but.
Speaker 2: I kind of want to share him at this point,
Speaker 2: I don't know already told we need an appointment.
Speaker 3: I want you to experience it so we can come
Speaker 3: on and talk about it. It could go in the business.
Speaker 3: This is how bad you need to experience it.
Speaker 2: We could make this an experience, but it was hod.
Speaker 2: It was so Good'll go peg, I'm sick.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, we y'all go peg and we beat
Speaker 3: at the spot and get besides by the debrief.
Speaker 2: We could do it.
Speaker 3: Girl.
Speaker 2: You know I want to come next month. Well, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna try to make you go on vacation. We will
Speaker 2: talk about it, all right, all right, hell, here we go. Sorry,
Speaker 2: don't do this. It's not like we haven't been in
Speaker 2: the same place the same time. No, no, no, we
Speaker 2: just ran into each other in Dubai. Who literally hos
Speaker 2: I was not there to be a home wait neither
Speaker 2: what either? What I was there to just take This
Speaker 2: was last.
Speaker 3: Year and this bitch comes up to me like, and
Speaker 3: she's going up the escalator right because she got off
Speaker 3: the plane before me.
Speaker 2: She's going up later. I look up and I'm like,
Speaker 2: is that Mandy's ass? And my dude like what, I'm like,
Speaker 2: that looks like Maddie's ass. I get, I'm like Mandy.
Speaker 2: She's like, I'm like cube crazy. I said, You're gonna
Speaker 2: be an pull up on me. No, it was literally crazy.
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Speaker 4: I feel like I've been trying to get you on
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Speaker 1: Another episode of four.
Speaker 2: This is the only life.
Speaker 7: Dating each other and hurting each other's feelings, like being
Speaker 7: okay with hurting each other's feelings.
Speaker 2: How do you I want to like, sorry to cut
Speaker 2: you off?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: How do you grow together? How do you not grow apart?
Speaker 2: You have to date each other.
Speaker 7: You have to be like not just go with your feelings,
Speaker 7: like you don't always feel like doing something, but you
Speaker 7: show up just like and for your kid.
Speaker 3: And I know that.
Speaker 7: It's conditional with the husband, but I need to still
Speaker 7: feel pursued and he wants to feel respected and he
Speaker 7: wants to feel hurt. And people are different, right, Some
Speaker 7: people maybe aren't as indigender roles as I am. I
Speaker 7: totally love being in my feminine energy and I like
Speaker 7: him and his masculine and yeah we have yin and
Speaker 7: yang and sometimes I'm in my masculine and he's more
Speaker 7: in his feminine.
Speaker 2: But I think that that's like how you better one another.
Speaker 2: Tell me the dark side of I dated a guy
Speaker 2: when I was very young.
Speaker 1: I mean, he was very controlling, and I called myself
Speaker 1: a housewife because I stayed at home and whatever,