Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decisions. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: I am not just like care you gonna make somebody
Speaker 1: that's my roommate, it's my boyfriend. Wait, welcome guys to
Speaker 1: another episode of horrible decisions. We are joined with a
Speaker 1: very special guests to this. That's right, I'm Wheezy. That's
Speaker 1: your girl Meever, we have not the wedding registry Doola,
Speaker 1: but one of our favorite We talked about this movie
Speaker 1: so much, and obviously you're such an online sensation, so
Speaker 1: we got our beat zook Hey, Zolar moons, Zolar moons,
Speaker 1: Zolar moons. Cute. Okay, here we go. Not you sounded
Speaker 1: like the White beat. So what's excited about having you on? Like,
Speaker 1: obviously I've been about to invite you on for forever.
Speaker 1: You should be on here because I feel like you
Speaker 1: have whole energy, Okay, And it's just isn't the piercing,
Speaker 1: it's just the energy. Like how I said what she
Speaker 1: and I we like vibes over our hoism. It's like
Speaker 1: it's a thing. It's just you know, we just exude that.
Speaker 1: By the way, y'all, when she says we uh, we
Speaker 1: do have the Zola. Uh movie came out last year
Speaker 1: June sick. Yes, last summer. I went to the screening.
Speaker 1: You were questioned by Angela yee. It was beautiful. So
Speaker 1: glad to see that you finally made it onto the show. Um.
Speaker 1: But I was also one of those that was live
Speaker 1: reading your tweets at the time of Yeah, I live
Speaker 1: on Twitter. That's like my second home. I just don't.
Speaker 1: I didn't have Twitter and I live when I started charging,
Speaker 1: I would probably still pay for it, like I love Twitter. Um.
Speaker 1: And back in I was really a home. So I
Speaker 1: was living for everything. Um. And So if you guys
Speaker 1: are not familiar, her tweets of a very wild weekend
Speaker 1: turned into a movie, and we're going to get into
Speaker 1: more of what that was about as well. First we're
Speaker 1: gonna do We're gonna give us some a well screening.
Speaker 1: What's your age, sex location? I am twenty six, Um,
Speaker 1: she is? She Hello, I'm in Atlanta now really yes,
Speaker 1: but you're from Detroit. I'm from Detroit and you drove
Speaker 1: from Detroit to Florida, yes, like fourteen hours. When I
Speaker 1: watched the movie, I said, she's young. I think I
Speaker 1: would have done that. It was fun and it sounded cute.
Speaker 1: It sounded really cute. I think I would have did
Speaker 1: it too. It'ywhere or did y'all just go straight? No?
Speaker 1: We went straight straight through? Yeah? Yeah, what do you
Speaker 1: do now? Um? She writes, Um, I still make content.
Speaker 1: I'm forever a sex worker, so um and yeah, that's
Speaker 1: that's it. I exist, you know, one of my biggest
Speaker 1: questions because I love you, love you following you and
Speaker 1: also like really loved the actress. And I was, yeah, Taylor, sorry, um,
Speaker 1: and I felt like something when I was watching it,
Speaker 1: Taylor was very like not selling them about no fucking way,
Speaker 1: not gonna sell my pussy. But you also don't give
Speaker 1: me the vibe in a slug shamy way. But it
Speaker 1: didn't feel slug shamy. But I was also confused. Can
Speaker 1: you elaborate on like you said, you're a sex worker,
Speaker 1: and in what way do you feel like that depicts
Speaker 1: a completely different scenario with that What that was was
Speaker 1: not sex work. That's like, that was sex trafficking what
Speaker 1: they had going on. So when I say I'm a
Speaker 1: sex worker, I mean like I sell sex, I exude sex,
Speaker 1: I am sex and that's how that's my job. That
Speaker 1: was sex trafficking, So what they were doing was like
Speaker 1: she had no say over anything. So that was the difference.
Speaker 1: And maybe a different scenario like if me and my
Speaker 1: girls are taking a girls trip and we got and
Speaker 1: then that's what it is, and be like, but that's
Speaker 1: not what it was, so okay, that's fair. And she
Speaker 1: wasn't even keeping her money, Like I can't get jiggy
Speaker 1: with that, you know. And I forget that so much
Speaker 1: because the tweets were so fun and like exciting to read.
Speaker 1: I feel like we're all like used to getting into
Speaker 1: dump ship that I didn't even realize how that moment
Speaker 1: really took me back. It's funny. We're just talking because
Speaker 1: I watched it again this weekend. Get my hair done right?
Speaker 1: She was like, Hey, you for Florida, let's just watch this.
Speaker 1: I was like, not not me being a but no,
Speaker 1: I mean, and it's something that we definitely need to
Speaker 1: make sure that you know, we're talking about constantly. We
Speaker 1: had someone on here that talked about choice versus circumstance,
Speaker 1: and that's what I was going to ask you because
Speaker 1: you refer to it as trafficking. Yeah, I know, definitely
Speaker 1: because you were unaware, But can you distinguish or do
Speaker 1: you still feel like it's trafficking If she chose to
Speaker 1: be in that pimp, oh dynamics well for her and
Speaker 1: in her brain, I mean that made sense. Like she's
Speaker 1: she's not very money savvy. I mean some of us
Speaker 1: having some of us don't. So I think that worked
Speaker 1: for them talk because for me, not at girl, she
Speaker 1: like sued me at everything. It was a miss. But
Speaker 1: um yeah, I don't know. For me, like I kind
Speaker 1: of found my sense of self and my confidence through
Speaker 1: through sex work. I mean I really learned my sexuality
Speaker 1: period through sex work, so like there's no going off
Speaker 1: that course for me. For her, she needed some help
Speaker 1: and she so for her that was her version of
Speaker 1: sex work. Okay, but then when you put me in
Speaker 1: the mix and you like lure me into this kind
Speaker 1: of situation, so now that's become of sex trafficking. Agreed. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So we start our show with Vanilla ship, which is
Speaker 1: like sex in the news. And I remember when I
Speaker 1: hit her, I was like, we don't have to talk
Speaker 1: about it, and you were like, no, we don't. I
Speaker 1: think we should get it. I think we should get
Speaker 1: it off the top, because I really I want this
Speaker 1: episode to be like trips tips for the girl that
Speaker 1: we all have, whether it be like whatever to get into.
Speaker 1: For me, it was like sugaring. For you, it could
Speaker 1: be stripping. It could be joining in with like you know,
Speaker 1: forces with another bitch, or like making sure how to
Speaker 1: keep safe and for you know, how to get your
Speaker 1: African money, like what's up? No, I mean I wanted
Speaker 1: to do a whole thing about sharing hose Like when
Speaker 1: I was in my twenties, all of us didn't really
Speaker 1: have it, and so if any of us came up
Speaker 1: off of a trick, we'd be like, girl, he'd breaking
Speaker 1: bread and we would share our niggas, especially the ones
Speaker 1: that was given out bread. So my tips will be
Speaker 1: sharing because my mind, I feel like my home home
Speaker 1: girls never necessarily passed me that. It was more like, girl,
Speaker 1: we're gonna eat you want some food? I'd be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I say I was gonna sisty like I had my
Speaker 1: top like three clients back in them days, and I'm
Speaker 1: not sharing them really Okay, well, okay, I could read
Speaker 1: the article verbatim, but I mean, and this is Hollywood Reporter,
Speaker 1: this is fucking um. What was I gonna say? Variety
Speaker 1: right all of that where basically you called out A
Speaker 1: four which I've never even heard of this film company before,
Speaker 1: but I noticed even when watching on Saturday before I
Speaker 1: saw these tweets. Was just crazy how much I was
Speaker 1: like paying attention to them twenty productions like over and over.
Speaker 1: It was at the front of the Amazon m page.
Speaker 1: Just crazy, Considering this movie came out a minute ago,
Speaker 1: we were still obsessed with it, and so um you
Speaker 1: retweeted a post saying that they were up for seven
Speaker 1: Awards awards with Who Taylor Best Lead Actress, Coleman Best
Speaker 1: Supporting Actress, Janicks, Best Director, Jeremy Best Writer in a
Speaker 1: Too four Best Film, and number Jeremy Harrison Huge. So
Speaker 1: you mentioned something about thinking it was funny that they
Speaker 1: got writer's credit and considering you wrote this, like, can
Speaker 1: you elaborate on that frustration, because I agree you obviously
Speaker 1: should be a part that part of it really wasn't
Speaker 1: what I guess frustrated me the most because they did
Speaker 1: write it. Jeremy is a screen right, That's what he does.
Speaker 1: He's a playwriter, that's what he does. That's you know,
Speaker 1: his niche. I don't have that. I can tell you
Speaker 1: my experience and we can talk about it, but you know,
Speaker 1: it did take that team effort. So I wasn't upset
Speaker 1: with that. I was upset at the fact that from UM,
Speaker 1: and this has been from the beginning. I'm talking like
Speaker 1: from filming, UM, they've kind of just excluded me in
Speaker 1: certain physical parts of it. For example, when we first
Speaker 1: started filming, they sent me the film schedule the last
Speaker 1: like three days of filming, like, oh, by the way,
Speaker 1: these are the last three days you may want to
Speaker 1: come down mind you. I knew we were filming this month,
Speaker 1: but I didn't know the days, the times where like,
Speaker 1: And they sent me that the last three days, like
Speaker 1: come on down where you promised to be on set?
Speaker 1: I mean I didn't think we needed to talk about it, like,
Speaker 1: uh no forecasting. Did she get any of your mannerisms? Absolutely,
Speaker 1: like that's like my soul. So we talked, Yeah, that
Speaker 1: was very much manifestation, like why do you want to
Speaker 1: tell your girl to pull up? But no, I mean
Speaker 1: it's notthing like that, so we can't necessarily William Taylor,
Speaker 1: but I am curious and interested. I didn't round on
Speaker 1: TV show and kind of thought I would get to
Speaker 1: be in the editing bay. I thought I would get
Speaker 1: to be able to see episodes before they aired, and
Speaker 1: I didn't really understand that it wasn't like that when
Speaker 1: they when you were on So what did they tell you?
Speaker 1: What involvement were you supposed to have? Because this is
Speaker 1: your life, right well, I mean basically the conversations that
Speaker 1: we had where I would be fully involved, I mean
Speaker 1: in all aspects like and when we started filming, they
Speaker 1: were gonna send me the schedule, they were gonna let
Speaker 1: me know. You know, I was gonna get all those details.
Speaker 1: And so I have been. I had my manager who's
Speaker 1: my mom um, contacting them constantly and they were just
Speaker 1: like playing so busy. And then, like I said, I
Speaker 1: got it the last three days. So then when I
Speaker 1: finally seen the film, I sat down with Jennik said, Jeremy, um,
Speaker 1: my mom, and we had a little private screening in
Speaker 1: l A. And um. When I finally seen it, then
Speaker 1: I found out through them that there's this guy who
Speaker 1: got writer's credit. Not this part pisses me off. His
Speaker 1: name is David Kushner. He's the guy who did the
Speaker 1: Rolling Stone article in two thousand fifteen, one of the
Speaker 1: Krishna Krishnas so that's the names. And he came out
Speaker 1: and he did the Rolling Stone interview in two thousand
Speaker 1: and fifteen, and I showed him the Hooters we met
Speaker 1: at and worked at and we talked like don't know,
Speaker 1: ten hours or something crazy, and um, so that that
Speaker 1: was that. That was the last time I've seen him, though,
Speaker 1: well I find out he was on set the whole
Speaker 1: time and brought his whole family, Like look what I did,
Speaker 1: Like who is this white man? Like who are you?
Speaker 1: And so you know, that kind of upset me. And
Speaker 1: then that's the writing credit that bothers me because his
Speaker 1: name is like right by mine. And I'm not understanding
Speaker 1: really what he did in terms of the movie, Like
Speaker 1: I don't understand what he did. I don't know what
Speaker 1: he did for me. I mean I really like didn't
Speaker 1: have to do the Rolling Stone article. I mean, you're
Speaker 1: welcome with you a part of at all. Pitching that
Speaker 1: part of the story now, it was like some weird
Speaker 1: logistics where um, no one's ever been able to like
Speaker 1: own tweets, if that makes sense that you can't own
Speaker 1: a tweet or you can't or a photo you post
Speaker 1: on Instagram now right, So it's like for them to
Speaker 1: make this into a film. It's like the source material
Speaker 1: has to have some type of ownership, and with Twitter
Speaker 1: being the source material, you can't own it, if that
Speaker 1: makes sense. So the closest that we could get to
Speaker 1: owning those exact words and phrases in that scenario was
Speaker 1: the Rolling Stone article. Wow right, not not multiple that's crazy.
Speaker 1: But it's your story and you don't own it because
Speaker 1: you tweeted it. Right. But it's like I said, it's
Speaker 1: I do. But what someone do that they basically tweeted
Speaker 1: and then direct you to another site? No, they don't
Speaker 1: tweet you know. I'm saying, how could you protect yourself
Speaker 1: from this? I mean moving forward? Now, I would say
Speaker 1: you own it, you copyright it, you put it to
Speaker 1: a website that you own, don't post it to social media.
Speaker 1: When you join those social media sites, it says that
Speaker 1: whatever goes on here is not owned by you. It's
Speaker 1: now open for everyone. I just know. Could go into
Speaker 1: a gallery and artists can blow up your Instagram pictures,
Speaker 1: take it to a gallery and you kid, oh, thank
Speaker 1: you for um, you're everything that you pass on Instagram
Speaker 1: could literally go up into a gallery and there's nothing
Speaker 1: you can do. So do you think that maybe it's
Speaker 1: given the impression that they almost want to be like,
Speaker 1: you're lucky we involved. You know, maybe for someone else
Speaker 1: with that kind of energy wouldn't work with me. Of
Speaker 1: course that I got my goals from Detroit. Even even
Speaker 1: in the beginning of the process, it was like because
Speaker 1: they were kind of doing that um and that's why
Speaker 1: I took my time, Like I wrote it in two
Speaker 1: thousands fifteen, but we didn't like sign contracts into two
Speaker 1: thou seventeen, and then we didn't begin in filming and
Speaker 1: have a director until like two thousand and eight. It
Speaker 1: was like I took my sweet time because you know,
Speaker 1: they were like dangling cute little numbers and stuff in
Speaker 1: front of me, and I was like, that's a cute number.
Speaker 1: But there was like no percentages talks in the room,
Speaker 1: so until it was until it made sense to me,
Speaker 1: like it didn't even have to be a thing really understood.
Speaker 1: So so as far as depiction, Mandy said that the screening,
Speaker 1: she mentioned that you said you were happy with the depiction,
Speaker 1: which is great, but I was not happy and I
Speaker 1: wanted more. Did you hear that people were like what
Speaker 1: I know? I know that was kind of the point though,
Speaker 1: because and like you said, if you you were there
Speaker 1: to read it the threats, so like you know, that's
Speaker 1: not even where it really ended, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So we were kind of leaving room for for that purpose.
Speaker 1: We didn't want to spoon feed. Let me know you
Speaker 1: got the story, especially Detroit got money, Like wests are
Speaker 1: the most generous, Like give me a Michigan man, please, man,
Speaker 1: But I'll take another one that's like real generous, and
Speaker 1: they normally come from like machine. Now. I went online
Speaker 1: yesterday and said, tell me what you want me to
Speaker 1: ask the beat when we have all we have some
Speaker 1: white girl on the podcast, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm so happy you don't have a black and she
Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, like this old movie beat
Speaker 1: she did it from. Didn't do that? She beat the
Speaker 1: You know, I don't want to know did she say?
Speaker 1: Because I felt like every time every moment I watched
Speaker 1: that movie, I was like it was about to come
Speaker 1: out because it was giving him that No, she you
Speaker 1: guys went to Florida. Did you go to Miami or
Speaker 1: Tampa or where were you Tampa? Tampa? Okay? And when
Speaker 1: you were in Tampa like that. I didn't. I had
Speaker 1: never been to the club, wasn't. I don't even I
Speaker 1: couldn't tell you the name I forgot. Do you know?
Speaker 1: Does anyone know why Tampa is like a thing for sure?
Speaker 1: Clubs though, because they can get new, because they can
Speaker 1: get nude and out. You gotta like were painting pastis.
Speaker 1: Miami and I think Tampa are the only two areas
Speaker 1: that yeah in Florida. Yeah, was that your last time
Speaker 1: on the pole? No, it wasn't that. Right back, everybody
Speaker 1: really wanted to know. That was like a real question.
Speaker 1: They were like, that's fucking traumatic. Bro. No, I went
Speaker 1: right back to words in the back page scene. How
Speaker 1: accurate was it? Were you actually there? I was there?
Speaker 1: Was pretty accurate. Okay. So when we first got there,
Speaker 1: he actually took our phones, and that was when I
Speaker 1: was like, well, after we worked at the club that
Speaker 1: first night, when we got back to the hotel, he
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I need your phones, Like I got
Speaker 1: you guys these phones, and he gave up us these
Speaker 1: little burner phones and I was just standing there like,
Speaker 1: but if I'm not gonna argue with you like six
Speaker 1: ft three, like like okay, Like I guess I got
Speaker 1: a new phone. So at that point, I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm sucked up, Like he just took my phone and
Speaker 1: my phone case had like my ID and my demo
Speaker 1: card in and I was like, okay, so I'm I'm
Speaker 1: in here, okay, got it? So yeah, fuck yeah? Do
Speaker 1: you still have white friends? Are like, I'm I don't know.
Speaker 1: It would be really difficult for me. I already told
Speaker 1: you I ain't going to know more uh Asian nail
Speaker 1: salons after my experience. What I'm just not black salons
Speaker 1: only you know girl, oh my good girl over self.
Speaker 1: The fact the nails you had one don't and I
Speaker 1: need to get them done. Um. I question would be
Speaker 1: with that even uh, if we're just going through what
Speaker 1: was real, maybe what was added or exaggerated? Does she
Speaker 1: sleep with that many men that night? How many men
Speaker 1: came in and out of that room? I mean it
Speaker 1: didn't even seem like a lot to me. I've seen something, Okay,
Speaker 1: it was about fifteen within how many hours she was
Speaker 1: working on nights, so like she started working around like ten,
Speaker 1: it went on to like four am. Have have you
Speaker 1: ever been in a situation where somebody was having back
Speaker 1: backpage sex? I didn't. I didn't. I didn't know it
Speaker 1: was about to happen. Um no, I told you, like
Speaker 1: most of my friends athletes, Well good for y'all. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they worked harder. I'm just saying I'm not gonna well,
Speaker 1: I'm not back page, but I have been with quite
Speaker 1: a few friends that have met guys from seeking arrangement.
Speaker 1: I mean too, Yeah, so I mean to me, it
Speaker 1: is the same, and like so with the back page experience,
Speaker 1: I think the only scarier thing with back pages it
Speaker 1: feels like maybe really in and out or something like that,
Speaker 1: and seeking arrangement to whomever. It may not even be
Speaker 1: for that person, but seeking arrangement for anyone who's listening.
Speaker 1: Is a website you can meet sugar daddies getting allowance,
Speaker 1: But really it could be escort into the back page
Speaker 1: experience I had. I was really young. I was hanging
Speaker 1: out with some friends. We were going to the club,
Speaker 1: and I knew one of the girls was you know, howing.
Speaker 1: But we were in our hotel room and her dude
Speaker 1: was there and he was like, okay, she got somebody
Speaker 1: coming through. You all gotta go. We just sit in
Speaker 1: the lobby and I remember seeing this guy coming and
Speaker 1: I was like, she a fucking and I remember she
Speaker 1: charged two d and I were thinking, but I mean,
Speaker 1: that's the thing when with that price one of fifty
Speaker 1: and you're saying five hundred or whatever the case, I
Speaker 1: think that we're putting this thing on. We know girls
Speaker 1: could charge ten thousand dollars for a night shoot on
Speaker 1: them and Dubai or all these you know, five thousand
Speaker 1: and get this fine, nigga. No, some people really needs
Speaker 1: are to get a hunter and all Twitter. And I
Speaker 1: was like, you can't really shade, but I was shade
Speaker 1: into my head because I'd like, I'll never do that.
Speaker 1: But then here I almost seeking arrangement, like okay, so
Speaker 1: how much for a month for me to fuck you?
Speaker 1: Like it's the same ship, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I can't shade a bit for having to do that,
Speaker 1: But I will say back page is scary that they
Speaker 1: closed it out. Were there any men that came in
Speaker 1: that actually scared you? Uh? No, there was this creepy
Speaker 1: one because I was like opening the door and like
Speaker 1: checking their pockets, like being like you know, hello, hello helper.
Speaker 1: So there was this one guy I let in and
Speaker 1: he was just like so disgusted when I opened the door, like,
Speaker 1: and he goes. I thought, I thought this was a
Speaker 1: room for a white girl. And I said, our guys,
Speaker 1: she right here like that was in the movie down.
Speaker 1: But he was like so like he wanted to throw up.
Speaker 1: I was like, first of all, I don't want you either,
Speaker 1: So she's in the bag. But fuck yeah, so rude, right,
Speaker 1: did any of them want to start talking to you
Speaker 1: when they were sucking? No? We I know, I really
Speaker 1: me was not girl, No, I had ton of vision.
Speaker 1: I'm just like, how can I get home safely? How
Speaker 1: can I be on this trip and not be on
Speaker 1: this trip? Like, how can I just be off everybody's radar?
Speaker 1: You're gonna hold you? That was my question watching the movie.
Speaker 1: Like you're a dancer and you the scene opened up.
Speaker 1: You were a waitress as well. You were Hooters, so
Speaker 1: you had money. Yeah, was it not like in your
Speaker 1: mind to just leave and go straight to the airport
Speaker 1: and buy your own flight? Like when you saw ship
Speaker 1: was getting did you or did you not have? But
Speaker 1: like I said, I didn't have my phone or myn
Speaker 1: He took our things, including your DNA. Yeah, he had
Speaker 1: our stuff. Girl, I'm so happy here today. That's fucking
Speaker 1: because I know a lot of people may not have
Speaker 1: been or they would have ended up being caught up
Speaker 1: in a life. Yeah. Now he took our stuff. I
Speaker 1: mean technically you could go to the airport and they
Speaker 1: just as I don't know, and I've said this a
Speaker 1: few other times and people are like what. But he
Speaker 1: didn't like scare me, like especially and after the first
Speaker 1: maybe and after the first night, like once I helped
Speaker 1: her make money and he hadn't never seen her make
Speaker 1: that much money before, and he was like, oh, if
Speaker 1: I'm around like and he was like, and you didn't
Speaker 1: suck nobody. I was like, no, she she got me,
Speaker 1: She got us. We see each other like and so
Speaker 1: I don't know, he didn't intimate. He left me alone
Speaker 1: after that and he was just like, as long as
Speaker 1: you just keep doing what you're doing, Like if I
Speaker 1: come in here and she got money like this, you
Speaker 1: could just now was he African or not very much?
Speaker 1: He's very much Africa, But he was flipping in and
Speaker 1: out from the he's very much African girl, because I
Speaker 1: was confused, and that's the only thing during the we
Speaker 1: didn't speak with him with a Nigerian accident at first
Speaker 1: that was like when he got upset and when he
Speaker 1: would talk to her upset, I said, it was not really.
Speaker 1: What about that last scene where you got robbed by
Speaker 1: the people from the motel? Was that something that actually happened?
Speaker 1: It was, Um, we dramatized that. Obviously we didn't get robbed.
Speaker 1: They just um, they had us in a room and
Speaker 1: they were trying to convince her to go with them
Speaker 1: type thing. And they had a lot of money and
Speaker 1: they had like I don't know, designer ship, you know,
Speaker 1: and they were just negotiating prices. And then when her
Speaker 1: pimp came in, they were like negotiating price a price
Speaker 1: for her, and she was sitting right there like it
Speaker 1: was a normal conversation. And he's like, well, i'll give
Speaker 1: you sixty, and he's like, well, i'll give you a
Speaker 1: seventy to leave me alone. And I was sitting there
Speaker 1: like they're talking about buying you and she's just in
Speaker 1: there life not the white plify. Yeah. Like, so following that,
Speaker 1: what's the what was the beef with her? She felt
Speaker 1: like he was lying. She liked, I don't know where
Speaker 1: she she suited, well, she attempted to sue me. Um,
Speaker 1: it's so funny. We actually did a court TV show,
Speaker 1: like we did a show not with the real girl.
Speaker 1: It was yes, it was called We the Jury. Um um,
Speaker 1: I think no, it was like real, No, let me fail.
Speaker 1: I think it was with an HBO or Fox. I
Speaker 1: don't want to lie. I swear to god it wasn't.
Speaker 1: It was Fox. It was Fox. And they caused me
Speaker 1: and it was like she reached out, she wants to
Speaker 1: sue you, but she can't afford the lawyers, so we're
Speaker 1: gonna provide an attorney for the both of you, and
Speaker 1: like it's a real judge and it's a real jury
Speaker 1: and YadA YadA yea. And I'm like, bro, what I said,
Speaker 1: I'm not doing no core show like no. So then
Speaker 1: they called me back and they were like, well, we
Speaker 1: opened up a budget, can you come. I said, no,
Speaker 1: open this some more. No. Just they called me again.
Speaker 1: They was like, Okay, we'll give you twenty dollars even
Speaker 1: if it doesn't air, just come film it. I said,
Speaker 1: I'll be there at three o'clock. So that's how that went.
Speaker 1: And so she sued me for like deformation. She said
Speaker 1: I outed her as a sex worker, and she lost
Speaker 1: custody of her daughter. She never had custody of her
Speaker 1: daughter in the first place, but she was just in
Speaker 1: a lying in and doing all that. Um. She did
Speaker 1: end up in the ruling she won. Technically she won
Speaker 1: five thousand dollars the defamation of character. Her name made
Speaker 1: her feel better, right, But I got twenty tho dollars
Speaker 1: just to show up and sit down. Yeah, I first
Speaker 1: day the name of the person that put me in
Speaker 1: a situation where I could have died. Right. So see,
Speaker 1: that's a doxing that I find interesting because there is
Speaker 1: a lot of sex worker safety that needs to go on, right,
Speaker 1: and we generally will see it in terms of like
Speaker 1: women sharing men that put them in safe situations. But
Speaker 1: if a woman did it, my my niggas was safe
Speaker 1: that I was sharing. But you just kind of looked
Speaker 1: at me when you say, yeah, I didn't even like.
Speaker 1: I like, women will share names of guys that have
Speaker 1: like put them their risks, but I never say they
Speaker 1: jumped down A lot of those websites too. Sex workers
Speaker 1: used to use like all men that like were either aggressive,
Speaker 1: of a rough or didn't pay a lot of people
Speaker 1: like Now that I think about it, I did have
Speaker 1: a friend that used to do that. I forgot. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I took a little of the pool and like that.
Speaker 1: She would have a goddamn client and would leave me
Speaker 1: at the pool. And I was like, all right, girls,
Speaker 1: see you know about a hour at that pussy doing
Speaker 1: you want to icy all right? So as far as tips,
Speaker 1: we do a horrid derve and it is our sex
Speaker 1: tip of the week. We want to pass it over
Speaker 1: to you. Oh my god. Now you could give this
Speaker 1: tip for anyone. It could be a dating tip of
Speaker 1: sex tape. It could be for women to women, men
Speaker 1: to women. Dave them whoever they feel like tip. Oh
Speaker 1: my goodness, I don't know you're tongue ring like this,
Speaker 1: you've a tongue ring. We need to name you put
Speaker 1: it in the hole. That's girls, bro, you're talking about
Speaker 1: a pall. Yeah, Like I feel like it's not intentionally
Speaker 1: it has gotten stuck. Your tongue ring got stuck in pea.
Speaker 1: Oh my god. When they had to sing it out
Speaker 1: the dude happened before it say okay, so wait, how
Speaker 1: do you like hear the dick? You're like, I can't
Speaker 1: w no, I mean I got it out, but I
Speaker 1: just yeah, okay, we're gonna talk about that so that stuff.
Speaker 1: We know you had a whole moving everything when it
Speaker 1: dick got come up to the Yeah, it happened, and
Speaker 1: you took that thing out. Huh okay girl, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Um do you pussy do? I? Yeah? Yeah? Occasionally? Do
Speaker 1: you have a pussy eating trip or something that you
Speaker 1: like done to your pussy? Not really? Oh, you just
Speaker 1: gonna be on the spot. I got anxiety. She's like,
Speaker 1: I sex worker, I'm gonna sing it out with this guy.
Speaker 1: Show you. Then you talked about referencing yourself as a
Speaker 1: sex worker. Can you give us a tip on how
Speaker 1: to exude ex appeal either while we're out, when we're
Speaker 1: in our room, or when we were with our partner
Speaker 1: in the bedroom. See, I don't it just comes naturally.
Speaker 1: I just I just like it's just I'm sex. I
Speaker 1: don't know, I'm like walking sex. I don't know how
Speaker 1: to do you ever people always do in the bedroom? No?
Speaker 1: Not not at a while. No, it's too much, Like
Speaker 1: that's too much energy I have if it's like requested,
Speaker 1: but not. I mean it gives me length of my legs.
Speaker 1: So here the thing I like tall niggas, so if
Speaker 1: I'm worn heels before because it makes my legs long technically,
Speaker 1: especially if I stand up or sit down on the
Speaker 1: couch or attempt to ride, which isn't gonna be very long,
Speaker 1: but now I think that would probably help. But it
Speaker 1: gives me more height. Here. You just say ride and
Speaker 1: all I can think is johnn I want to ride.
Speaker 1: I want to ride? Dog. Do you watch Johnson's Caveraret?
Speaker 1: No catch little clips? You know what what made me
Speaker 1: turn on Zola again. I watched it obviously like opening
Speaker 1: Day because I was like, hello, bitch, this is like
Speaker 1: girls night Ship. When I watched Jocelyn, then we was like, damn,
Speaker 1: now we should watch the Sola because that's where all
Speaker 1: the girls give. I mean, it is the most toxic,
Speaker 1: amazing show I've ever seen. And I think it's because
Speaker 1: sometimes we see like, you know, the lit stripper holes
Speaker 1: on Instagram and we'd be like, Okay, you can do
Speaker 1: these poetracks, this, you that, But sometimes you see the
Speaker 1: ones that are like money hungry and just ratchet as
Speaker 1: this is what I need is what we want to see.
Speaker 1: And anybody who has not been watching it, but you've
Speaker 1: seen that viral clip of the girl that was talking
Speaker 1: about Jesus you've seen that, bro, I know you've seen that.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, bitch, Jesus led me home. But also she's
Speaker 1: a fucking wrestler. That's why she took down Lexi blow
Speaker 1: like that. No, that was great. We need Lexis. I
Speaker 1: would try to suck her. I think she is so
Speaker 1: fine Lexi blow. Remember what Jocelyn said, I just want
Speaker 1: to put my tongue and that little white plessy act.
Speaker 1: She said that on the shop that on the show.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to ask you because you seem so
Speaker 1: friendly with this uh white girl. A lot of my
Speaker 1: friends who have like danced in the strip club says
Speaker 1: it's one of the most toxic and non friendly environments.
Speaker 1: So with you being so friendly, Um, did you find
Speaker 1: yourself being that friendly when you were actually working in
Speaker 1: your local strip clubs? And did you end up making
Speaker 1: any friends while you were in Tampa that one night?
Speaker 1: Oh no, I didn't talk to anybody in Tampa, Okay,
Speaker 1: And missions was weird? I was. We didn't even we
Speaker 1: didn't say hello. We know everybody had a mission and
Speaker 1: was on their mission. But I didn't look at you
Speaker 1: like competition when you yes. But also it was like
Speaker 1: two black girls in the whole bill. So they looking
Speaker 1: at both like who and neither of us are from there,
Speaker 1: so they like, what's going on here? But at home?
Speaker 1: I actually because I started dancing at eighteen, okay, so
Speaker 1: and I kind of like transitioned with a group of girls.
Speaker 1: We went from Hooters to the strip club like together,
Speaker 1: like we was like yeah yeah. So it was like
Speaker 1: a little sorority sister pack going on. So the four
Speaker 1: of us was friends, but the guys that no, it's
Speaker 1: even this thing in the clubs sometimes will in Detroit
Speaker 1: clubs where they call it like blackout nights and don't
Speaker 1: tell me this, and one of the girls and so
Speaker 1: one of whoever, somebody will sneak into the breaker room
Speaker 1: and turn the lights out like ten minutes before closing
Speaker 1: time and rob snatching your bags. Like so we usually
Speaker 1: believe me really like one thirty, we'd be like paying
Speaker 1: the DJ more like we're about to go because what's
Speaker 1: the light? Like, who are you gonna fight? You just
Speaker 1: got pushing your face, they snatched your bag, You just
Speaker 1: popped that pussy all night. Now he's sitting here, that's
Speaker 1: the other dancers. Why did they turn it off so
Speaker 1: you wouldn't know who did it. No, No, but they
Speaker 1: call it black out nights. It's on the accident. It's
Speaker 1: just yeah, who we don't know, like when when it's
Speaker 1: gonna happen, we don't know. But when it happens that
Speaker 1: why damn? Yeah? So all right, getting into stripping, that's
Speaker 1: our horrible decision. I feel like a lot of women
Speaker 1: want to get into sex work, and I consider stripping
Speaker 1: sex work. Um, how yeah, what's the safest way possible? Like,
Speaker 1: do you feel like you needed like a home mentor
Speaker 1: like you said, your friends and you did it together. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that would help. Um, I definitely think having or at
Speaker 1: least a friend who always knows where you are, what
Speaker 1: you're doing or that would help. And I had that.
Speaker 1: I had a girl who we always shared locations. She
Speaker 1: always knew, um, who I was with at least one person.
Speaker 1: How were you sharing locations before like iPhone gave us
Speaker 1: that feature. No, I would just always tell her where
Speaker 1: I was always okay, so yeah, what club I would
Speaker 1: work at, who I was with? She just always knew. Good.
Speaker 1: We always like like a whole spirit guide like your
Speaker 1: boyfriend or a partner at the time, whatever seemed comfortable
Speaker 1: with your dancing. But like a little bit was, but
Speaker 1: it's fake. He was face my eggs and husband girl
Speaker 1: and yeah, I don't know. So we when we first
Speaker 1: started dating, he was comfortable with it, but like aren't
Speaker 1: they all all Like he's like, he's so confident. She's like,
Speaker 1: how I left her so much? Okay? And then when
Speaker 1: when the rain came, he was like, oh, so you're
Speaker 1: not gonna stop dancing, like you're not gonna know the
Speaker 1: business trying to get at the strip club and being
Speaker 1: Jocelyn coma rain. Okay, So if these hosts don't want
Speaker 1: to be on the pole, that's basically what he wanted.
Speaker 1: Not how or have conversations like what if you what
Speaker 1: has he been angry about? Then maybe somebody wouldn't be
Speaker 1: prepared for when dancing or started only fans of just
Speaker 1: something like other kind of sex works. He was just
Speaker 1: upset at like I don't know, I guess the intimacy
Speaker 1: of it all. Like he's like, you can't just go
Speaker 1: to work, get your money and leave it at that, Like,
Speaker 1: but I was also a sugar baby. I was also camping.
Speaker 1: I have my own cam show a sugar baby. Well
Speaker 1: with him, yes, and he knew that Yes, good friend. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean I was paying, Like, like what you're gonna say,
Speaker 1: you're not doing anything? So that was that And you know,
Speaker 1: I said it a little nice in and but it
Speaker 1: was something like that. I don't know after a while,
Speaker 1: like he he didn't I'm getting a job. He's like,
Speaker 1: I gotta raised. You can stop now, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: but I don't want to, Like these are like my
Speaker 1: friends to like I get it, they're buying like my friends.
Speaker 1: My clients was my friends clients? Like, tell us about
Speaker 1: your best client or what would be like, Uh, it's
Speaker 1: just an ideal client. They're normally good guys. No, no
Speaker 1: huband but they're I mean they're wise, but they're great.
Speaker 1: I had a single sugar Daddy, No you did Yes,
Speaker 1: I did it worst and lonely beach oh lor you
Speaker 1: want to go to the movie? No, but no for real?
Speaker 1: Like what were the jobs that those clients has. Man,
Speaker 1: he's been talking about athletes. That's her experience, right, But
Speaker 1: I'm curious, Yeah, don't limit mys what is that? That's
Speaker 1: not the job bandy, But I don't African got it? Um,
Speaker 1: I would saying so my too. I don't know my
Speaker 1: two best back home one was that they were both doctors.
Speaker 1: Actually one was a plastic surgeon and the other was
Speaker 1: like a wellness doctor. White. Yes, very much so, not
Speaker 1: very much so, very much so. And I actually ended
Speaker 1: up getting engaged to one of them. And that's the
Speaker 1: whole thing. Yeah, it was the thing. What no, did
Speaker 1: you like? Were you in love? No? With the money?
Speaker 1: It was so nice. I was living so good. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, Yes, sugar baby, I was living so good.
Speaker 1: He was spoiling me, girl, he was treating me. He
Speaker 1: was on boats in place and right we was all.
Speaker 1: It was everywhere. I met him at the club, like
Speaker 1: the first week I was working at this club and
Speaker 1: he comes in and he's like, I've never seen you
Speaker 1: here before. I'm like, okay, so you'd be here all
Speaker 1: the time, got you? And yeah, he was like, well
Speaker 1: I never want to see you here again. I said, guys,
Speaker 1: so what we're gonna do about that? This is literally
Speaker 1: like day three or some ship and so um yeah,
Speaker 1: he's like, well just come over tonight. I'm like okay,
Speaker 1: So I did. I'm like nineteen, I've been doing ship.
Speaker 1: So I went over and I ended up staying at
Speaker 1: his house like a month straight, Like I didn't leave.
Speaker 1: He's said this big, beautiful mansion. Like he's like, you
Speaker 1: drive whichever car you want. I was like, may gonna
Speaker 1: tell me twice? And so obviously we were working a lot,
Speaker 1: clearly obviously like it was it good? Was it good sex?
Speaker 1: I mean, like money can make you enjoy I had
Speaker 1: the same answer people ask me about my sugar daddy
Speaker 1: sex and I'd be like, bro, I don't I mean, yeah,
Speaker 1: I guess. I don't know. I got off at the
Speaker 1: fact that I was like hot and he like, at
Speaker 1: least to him, you know, it was something about the exchange,
Speaker 1: and like maybe it feels sex. Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Maybe if like, if the money wasn't involved, probably not,
Speaker 1: I probably wouldn't have enjoyed it. Maybe, I don't know.
Speaker 1: But it was the mansion. It was it was the mansion.
Speaker 1: So do when you have somebody like this, um, do
Speaker 1: they ever try to like take your friends out? They like, oh?
Speaker 1: He so he hated my friends. He hated I had
Speaker 1: a best friend who she said, my best friend to
Speaker 1: this day. But I had tried because he's like moving
Speaker 1: now we it's someone in he's like just moving. I'm like, okay, period,
Speaker 1: I'm moving in. So now I'm living here and I'm
Speaker 1: not going to work clearly, and so I'm like, I
Speaker 1: want can my friend come over? And he's like, sure,
Speaker 1: she could come over. She came over. He threw a
Speaker 1: whole fucking thing. He was like fifty four. So he
Speaker 1: started playing this like weird, like, oh, he doesn't feel
Speaker 1: well and he wants her to leave, and can I
Speaker 1: check his blood pressure? I'm like, bitch, get your as
Speaker 1: bowing the room, sit the funk down, like I'm not
Speaker 1: doing this with you. Like he's causing a whole scene
Speaker 1: in front of my friend, and I'm just like, this
Speaker 1: is so embarrassing. I just wanted her to see my
Speaker 1: new me at you. I just go no for seeking
Speaker 1: arrangement stories, right because I feel like sugar baby is
Speaker 1: the easiest way to get into your little whole life.
Speaker 1: Tell us you said you were sugaring. How were you
Speaker 1: meeting them if you weren't meeting them at the club? Um,
Speaker 1: so I had a couple on seeking arrangements. Um that
Speaker 1: be like hit or miss, though, but I did meet
Speaker 1: one really really good nice guy. I'll seeking arrangements, but
Speaker 1: for the most part, I'm like an actress, like I
Speaker 1: like turn it on, like I put on a costume,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, where do I think the type of
Speaker 1: thing I want to see today is? Maybe he's at
Speaker 1: the cigar bar, you know, sitting by himself in the corner,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, and I just figure out, yeah,
Speaker 1: I do, I do and something. I'll go to the
Speaker 1: cigar bar and I'll chill and I'll hang out and
Speaker 1: I'll be cute and I'll be at my fun and
Speaker 1: I'll act like, you know, be giving my wife vibes,
Speaker 1: and then I just find the one I want. I'll
Speaker 1: go to like a forty and up night and like
Speaker 1: because nobody in there is, you know, a waste of time.
Speaker 1: So I made it this far. Lets all of that. Okay,
Speaker 1: so forty and up night cigar bar, people talking about
Speaker 1: hotel bars, but that's definitely giving. I don't do that one.
Speaker 1: I mean they have you will find maybe, but I
Speaker 1: mean maybe if there's a conference going on right now,
Speaker 1: do you think that there's a certain type of a
Speaker 1: tie or they will get you, like you know, you
Speaker 1: said the first of my wife, like do you wear
Speaker 1: nice dresses? Do you feel like you could dress edgy?
Speaker 1: You're dressed edgy right now, do you feel like you
Speaker 1: could like show sugar daddies will be like, it depends
Speaker 1: on the type. I mean, just like when it comes
Speaker 1: to hair, it's like you attract it when you have
Speaker 1: box braids versus when you got a wig versus when
Speaker 1: you you know, you attract a different type of nigga
Speaker 1: be with them. So when I definitely burnt incense, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Grand Rides, I'm telling you how
Speaker 1: don't think it? Texts me great morning the other day
Speaker 1: and I wrote l O ls Okay, like why do
Speaker 1: you have to do this extra sheet? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, No offense, but like my assistant and grandwater
Speaker 1: and their vegans and I'll just be like, maybe this
Speaker 1: why she's such a good person. Okay, So getting in
Speaker 1: the game with strip clubs happen like a whole guide
Speaker 1: things like that. Can you give us the craziest story
Speaker 1: and we obviously watch the movie of it, but like,
Speaker 1: just crazy ship that's happened that you've seen at strip
Speaker 1: clubs so much? Um, I don't. I mean, I guess
Speaker 1: I've just had crazy experiences that started in the strip
Speaker 1: club just because of the realm. It is like, um,
Speaker 1: and then especially being in Detroit, clubs are so different.
Speaker 1: Like I didn set in North Carolina for a little
Speaker 1: bit and those rules, like they made guys like sit
Speaker 1: on their hands. It's this. It was this club called
Speaker 1: Platinum Plus. It was South Carolina. Yes, I mean it's
Speaker 1: so much money though, I kind of but they couldn't.
Speaker 1: They can touch you if they like touch you. It
Speaker 1: was a fine, but they were still in there spending
Speaker 1: my FID. It was yeah, it was nice. That's give
Speaker 1: a d sem a little bit. Yeah, like they could
Speaker 1: not touch you like that, I mean, I guess. I
Speaker 1: mean it just made it made me have to give
Speaker 1: them permission, like were they allowed if the dancer allowed,
Speaker 1: and if you did, and then and the bouncer saw
Speaker 1: and was like what's going on here? And the guy
Speaker 1: was like she told me I couldn't. Now you owe
Speaker 1: him some money because we said no, oh yeah that
Speaker 1: she was insane. It'd be like touch my eyes and
Speaker 1: be like you give me half plan. So the sitting
Speaker 1: on the hand that was insane. Um. Is there any
Speaker 1: other like precautions that you've seen strip clubs take? Do
Speaker 1: you feel safe when you're dancing? Like what can it?
Speaker 1: What can a club do to make you feel safe? Unsafe? Yeah,
Speaker 1: so there's also a lot of like linko, at least,
Speaker 1: like I said back in my home clubs, um, like
Speaker 1: if you leave your drink, like if you leave your drink,
Speaker 1: or if the bartender kind of didn't keep an eye
Speaker 1: on it or doesn't know, she would say stuff like this,
Speaker 1: it's a blue drop. Now, like if she really just
Speaker 1: means he probably dropped something in there, like we don't,
Speaker 1: but she'll say it in front of because he's there,
Speaker 1: so she'll just be like, yeah, this drink is a
Speaker 1: blue drop, and we make you another one, and it'll
Speaker 1: just so they don't really know what's going on, but
Speaker 1: we know what she means. Um, stuff like that. UM,
Speaker 1: And I don't know. I mean, I don't like how
Speaker 1: they allow under age girls to drink in the clubs.
Speaker 1: That's like probably my biggest pet peeves because I was eighteen,
Speaker 1: nineteen twenty, like black out, like drunk, and I came
Speaker 1: home with mad money. I don't know, but I don't
Speaker 1: know what I did or what I happened. It's like
Speaker 1: I wish that's something that I think makes it kind
Speaker 1: of I used to I used to bartend and I
Speaker 1: mean I try dancing like two nights one night in
Speaker 1: Atlanta one night, and about it. And what's crazy is
Speaker 1: what you were saying. Even about the hands in Atlantic
Speaker 1: was so different because it is nude. I want to
Speaker 1: say it was like the pink pony. Yeah that I
Speaker 1: want to but no pink pony is I think the
Speaker 1: one that was on Beautford Highway it was. It was
Speaker 1: more south than that. But in Atlanta, if if a
Speaker 1: guy pays for a dance, as soon as that that
Speaker 1: song starts, you get naked. And the DJ used to
Speaker 1: be like, uh, magic was my name from ne Orlando. Magic.
Speaker 1: That was my stripper from I was a tever and
Speaker 1: I wore black and blue like the or end of Magic. Okay,
Speaker 1: yes I was from Orlando. I was eighteen, just flew
Speaker 1: to Atlanta. But I was like, I need to make
Speaker 1: money fast, and that was probably that was my first
Speaker 1: end last night. Um. And then that's the thing too.
Speaker 1: I also felt like, bitch, you pay the house fee
Speaker 1: up front, you don't even want to leave until you
Speaker 1: make the house feedback, and then oh god, if it's
Speaker 1: a good night. I've seen it as high like in Miami.
Speaker 1: I did don't don't make one night at the office.
Speaker 1: And this is like when the office just first opened.
Speaker 1: And if a good night was in, a good night
Speaker 1: is like bitch. The Miami Heat is playing a team.
Speaker 1: They know the players are gonna come. This is when
Speaker 1: Tip Drill was working at the office. A lot of
Speaker 1: the bigger names was at the office at this time.
Speaker 1: Easily three hunted. But what you did was you worked
Speaker 1: day shift. If you work day shift, you got the
Speaker 1: day the day rate, and then your night shift rate
Speaker 1: would only be like flat. But if you came in
Speaker 1: at night just to come and get that money, it
Speaker 1: was about the same um. And that's why I would do.
Speaker 1: So we have a thing. It's like midshift. So you
Speaker 1: don't do day shift and you don't do night shift,
Speaker 1: but you pay a mid shift feast. It's like you
Speaker 1: come in at six, but you can't say you can't
Speaker 1: get the night rush crowd like you. They make you.
Speaker 1: So you come in at six and then you gotta
Speaker 1: be leaving by like midnight, because then they let the
Speaker 1: other brother girls who came all day, they let them
Speaker 1: get the late night rush. So but midshift used to
Speaker 1: work for me, and you only get you pay like
Speaker 1: half of that, so you like maybe a hundred dollars.
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen some lesbian trauma go on? Like
Speaker 1: two bitches as gay? They're like I heard some of
Speaker 1: the strippers be gay, and I'm curious to know, like
Speaker 1: are they dating each other? They sucking? That's the hot ship.
Speaker 1: I think a lot of them are buy But I
Speaker 1: don't even even even if I was looking at party
Speaker 1: all day and I like to eat it, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be like, well, me and Magic, even though they never
Speaker 1: like really mixed, it's only your name. It was. It
Speaker 1: started as my dad's name. Now it's just that's just
Speaker 1: who she is. I can't get away from it. Now,
Speaker 1: when's the that's time? Like, have you felt like you've
Speaker 1: wanted to do it? I know you're into so many
Speaker 1: ventures now, but do you miss it? Sometimes it's like
Speaker 1: maybe I think I missed the attention. Yeah, I was
Speaker 1: so cute up there with my little outfits. But and
Speaker 1: obviously the money. I like, HA intangible money every day.
Speaker 1: It's like that was nice, But I just can't. I
Speaker 1: can't anyone maybe like a one night only, like she
Speaker 1: can be a headliner or something. I would, but I
Speaker 1: would never go back and dance. Now, what's your best
Speaker 1: night you've ever had? Like as far as money, Um,
Speaker 1: my best night ever probably It was a bachelor party
Speaker 1: and the groom and his brother wanted a V I
Speaker 1: P dance for me and they ended up paying me
Speaker 1: like twenty thou dollars And then we went to the
Speaker 1: casino after and I actually I had a threesome with
Speaker 1: them two brothers. I know they the club by the way.
Speaker 1: Fuck you for definitely having my fucking fantasy for a
Speaker 1: dad and a son. Oh interesting. Do you remember when
Speaker 1: I was talking to them twins one time? Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: like listen are both y'all? Were they taking to each
Speaker 1: other in a three? Yeah, they've done it before. Yeah. Sure,
Speaker 1: that's the thing that's isn't sick or not? Like I
Speaker 1: don't know, I mean so cute. They were so cute.
Speaker 1: They were fine girl. But now have they had that
Speaker 1: much money? I mean they're Caldy and is like they
Speaker 1: come from money. It was a thing like damn they
Speaker 1: from caw. It's Middle Eastern. Oh that we have a
Speaker 1: huge Caldy in community. And sorry, yeah, cal it's middle
Speaker 1: Eastern country. What's the country? Um, I don't read what
Speaker 1: the region? Is. I don't know, but they look look
Speaker 1: like Cadians from there from the Middle East. Maybe arn't
Speaker 1: want to see you never h y'all, never, bitch, are
Speaker 1: we're dumb? Oh bitch? There is a member of an
Speaker 1: ancient people who lived in Caldea. Where the fund is that. Well,
Speaker 1: we have a lot of them where I'm from. What
Speaker 1: rights their Calda? Because I want one? Oh wait, here
Speaker 1: we go in the cryptodics modern day Turkey and northeast Syria.
Speaker 1: There we go, they're either Calderian or Assyrian. Bitch, listen,
Speaker 1: that's what Google said, not not getting us into geography.
Speaker 1: Be let me, I'll take off. You know, I've never
Speaker 1: been in the Middle Eastern, dude, but I think it's
Speaker 1: cause my daddy's Middle Easting. But you know what, the
Speaker 1: fact that you said it was cute, so I was
Speaker 1: really shallow. I'm not a good actor like you. So
Speaker 1: all of my like sugar daddies and trick niggas was
Speaker 1: at least good looking. I don't care. That's whear to
Speaker 1: god know, some of them gonna be like I couldn't
Speaker 1: and should be sucking you for free, but I'll take
Speaker 1: money like that's like damn you're paying me for this experience.
Speaker 1: I had one cute sugar daddy was a white dude,
Speaker 1: but he was like he was like hot dad, white guy,
Speaker 1: very fit. Um, he was like always in the gym.
Speaker 1: We met on seeking arrangement, and I remember I was
Speaker 1: on the date and I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: this is and I got drunk and I said, I
Speaker 1: was like, this is like real, like you could have
Speaker 1: met me at a bar. And he was like, are
Speaker 1: you saying that because I'm attractive or because you want
Speaker 1: to suck me? I was like, I mean, not act
Speaker 1: too excited, don't need twenty five. But you know what's
Speaker 1: crazy is out of all of that, I've only had
Speaker 1: one experience where I ever got paid um, where I
Speaker 1: felt like was directly for sex, even though it was
Speaker 1: still seeking arrangement. But everything else it was just a
Speaker 1: lot of talking. Like I got I started getting very
Speaker 1: scared and I started either I don't know if I
Speaker 1: feel like the self worth got in there and I
Speaker 1: don't know if I was confused or didn't know what
Speaker 1: to do. So and I'm talking about strictly i'll sneaking arrangement.
Speaker 1: I would ask, what are signs that you know you're ready,
Speaker 1: Like what would you say is a good thing for women?
Speaker 1: I don't want girls to think like we should be
Speaker 1: getting on here, but I'm not ready or I'm gonna
Speaker 1: put myself in a crazy situation, Like how do you
Speaker 1: know when you're ready to do something like that, something
Speaker 1: like like being a sugar baby or something like sugar
Speaker 1: baby and possibly having sex during that sugar Um, I
Speaker 1: don't know for me. I I like I said I
Speaker 1: needed money today now, right now, so today. Um yeah,
Speaker 1: So with that, I guess I just I think it's
Speaker 1: more about knowing your boundaries. Like, so before you do anything,
Speaker 1: I guess, set boundaries for yourself. And that's what I did,
Speaker 1: Like I didn't start off and I'm just like I'm
Speaker 1: down to funk for whatever. It's like, No, I'll take
Speaker 1: two hundred dollars for a day, I'll take three hundred
Speaker 1: dollars for a little bit of time. So I think
Speaker 1: maybe easing into something like that if you don't know
Speaker 1: if if that's really where you'll be comfortable. Um, that's like,
Speaker 1: I think boundaries are good. That's why I started on
Speaker 1: what your Price? Did you know about that website? I did?
Speaker 1: I never lose that I know girl, when we moved
Speaker 1: to New York, we was both kind of poor, and
Speaker 1: she used it and had a two hundred dollar day
Speaker 1: in the negat. That's one of the hundreds was fake.
Speaker 1: I to god, she was so mad, but you got
Speaker 1: to use it at the day, you gotta use No.
Speaker 1: She just she she went out to spend it and
Speaker 1: was just hoping they didn't know it was fake because
Speaker 1: she was like, brother, sh is fake. Yeah, she got
Speaker 1: that shirt off real quick. Oh that's all I would do.
Speaker 1: She had to get it on this fake So one
Speaker 1: of the hundreds never saw him again. I didn't get
Speaker 1: paid once. I don't know if you remember. I went
Speaker 1: to he with this niggative sushi restaurant by Millennia, and
Speaker 1: he didn't pay me. And that's what I was like.
Speaker 1: I was like. Everybody was like, did you ask? And
Speaker 1: I was like, I didn't know, but it happened to
Speaker 1: me before in my early and my early sugar baby days.
Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, i'll pay you this for a day,
Speaker 1: and I was like okay. So we went on the day.
Speaker 1: We had a good time. He was only like five
Speaker 1: hundred dollars, but and I left this nigga I'm in
Speaker 1: the car and I'm thinking, like where it's my money?
Speaker 1: Like how do I say? And I'm really in the
Speaker 1: are not saying ship And I'm like, you're pulling up
Speaker 1: to your house, he's not gonna say, and my tass
Speaker 1: got out the car like and I'm just standing there
Speaker 1: like why did I just do that? Why did it
Speaker 1: was a little bad. I mean I went on what's
Speaker 1: your friss day? He paid for the first date, and
Speaker 1: then after he's going on a date again the next day,
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, it's just about to be
Speaker 1: my my job for the second date. He didn't think
Speaker 1: he had to pay because he happened to each other.
Speaker 1: That happened to me too, So he's just like I
Speaker 1: paid for the first day. Mind you, they pay you
Speaker 1: to be on the date, and they paid for the meal.
Speaker 1: So the second day he invited me on. He thought
Speaker 1: by that time, like I just agreed to go to
Speaker 1: eat more food. It wasn't like another arranged paid eight
Speaker 1: It's the same. Yeah, keep energy sharing, hose you wouldn't
Speaker 1: share your clients? You would? I wish I would not
Speaker 1: my best ones though, Like no, I need all all
Speaker 1: of that, So I mean I share especially say the
Speaker 1: girl doesn't live in my same city. Or I just
Speaker 1: used to really really really want to look out for
Speaker 1: my friends. I don't have it and you need it.
Speaker 1: I got a nigger you could get it from. So
Speaker 1: like my African that was in Nigeria, he was one
Speaker 1: of those that in first conversation on the phone, he's
Speaker 1: wiring a thousand dollars. So I'm like getting my friend
Speaker 1: that out. Another African, I used to be like, bit,
Speaker 1: you just want to go to Houston one night hunted,
Speaker 1: Like my African was, he was in Houston. That's where
Speaker 1: they be. It might be the same. He did oil,
Speaker 1: he did not, he did he build cars. Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: saying African, the Africans in in Houston be tricking like
Speaker 1: a bitch, the ones that yeah, no that, but he
Speaker 1: was in Houston. And and then, like I said, the
Speaker 1: basketball players, especially the married ones. If it's someone that
Speaker 1: actually the especially if it's someone that you know, this
Speaker 1: is never gonna go anywhere and really just being paid
Speaker 1: for time. If it's not you, it's someone else. So
Speaker 1: if a girl need need a lick and eat some bread,
Speaker 1: I wa be like, girl, I got you, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: send him your Instagram page and if you like you
Speaker 1: can you go to Memphis next week because that's where
Speaker 1: he had for two days. And oh yeah, I mean
Speaker 1: I did that. I didn't do that. I didn't do that.
Speaker 1: I did do that with my first basketball player I
Speaker 1: fell in love with. Many literally called me, I'm serious, bitch.
Speaker 1: He came to Atlanto. My mom was involved. It was
Speaker 1: give and I go see him. Then I called me
Speaker 1: and he crying. One day, she goes, you know, we're
Speaker 1: just supposed to fuck him, and I was, b's not
Speaker 1: my heart beating him all pussy. Okay, before we get out,
Speaker 1: we gotta talk about home mail. So um here we go. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: I'm now getting hip to horrible decisions and I fell
Speaker 1: in love. I really do think this podcast came to
Speaker 1: my life at the perfect time. I've been with my
Speaker 1: boyfriend a little over two years. We have a five
Speaker 1: month old son. But I don't know if I want
Speaker 1: to be with him anymore because because of all the
Speaker 1: personal problems is one thing, but I truly cannot get
Speaker 1: over how fast he nuts. At the beginning, I caught
Speaker 1: feelings before I list how weak weak the dick was
Speaker 1: constantly He's always touching on me, getting me wet and hype,
Speaker 1: and then we have sex for three or four minutes
Speaker 1: or um when I'm giving him head literally in three
Speaker 1: and four minutes, and I'm high and dry and the
Speaker 1: sub and me loves to please my nick. But at
Speaker 1: the same time, like what about me? It's come to
Speaker 1: the point where I don't even get excited for sex.
Speaker 1: I don't even want to have sex with him. It's
Speaker 1: honestly so depressing because I know someone could suck me
Speaker 1: and actually please me instead of this bullshit I'm putting
Speaker 1: up with. I feel like the dick was good. If
Speaker 1: it was good, I could ignore the other problems. But
Speaker 1: it's just so weak and it makes everything ten times
Speaker 1: worth any advice, m hm. I feel like he broke
Speaker 1: a something because the fact that she said like him
Speaker 1: having bad dick is making everything else about him worse.
Speaker 1: I got that personal problems. I don't know me. Maybe
Speaker 1: he got a d h D. Maybe he's a bad listener.
Speaker 1: Why you gotta be wrote she just not realized. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you're right. Um, you know what, if he's nutting fast,
Speaker 1: I would say, maybe you work on introducing other things,
Speaker 1: maybe the toys that make orgasm bringing those into the bedroom.
Speaker 1: I'm not actually, I think it's either you fix it
Speaker 1: or I'm done. If we can't have sex, you got
Speaker 1: to get toys and not bring like that might get
Speaker 1: him exciting. I mean, then give him maybe that that
Speaker 1: we talked about that like that, you're like, maybe start
Speaker 1: making him some smoothies in the morning with some sea moss.
Speaker 1: I think that that must be a dysfunction if anyone
Speaker 1: remembers that sex in the city episode where she met
Speaker 1: this lit writer, and I think it was coming way
Speaker 1: too quick. No, I think that you need to tell
Speaker 1: him to get on something, maybe a certain type of pill,
Speaker 1: vitamin whatever. But if I can't have sex with you
Speaker 1: three minutes, sex is not sex. If we can't have
Speaker 1: sex for not having sex, and if I can't have
Speaker 1: sex with you, I don't want to be with you.
Speaker 1: I think she needs to buy some toys. Toys. Why
Speaker 1: do you think toys will make it better, because because
Speaker 1: it does. I love toys to the bedroom. If he
Speaker 1: starts sucking her with a dil though, then Nick is
Speaker 1: gonna come. You don't know that. You may not come
Speaker 1: off of it, like penetration makes him come yet. But
Speaker 1: she wants to fucking fuck penetrated. Day she wants penetrated sex,
Speaker 1: you can have penetrative sex with a dildo. I I
Speaker 1: had toys, and it's made like my sex life, Like
Speaker 1: I don't even want to nigga without toys now, Like
Speaker 1: it's a great addition. And so I think if you
Speaker 1: really want penetration, you add more for play and get
Speaker 1: him to play with you with toys. I mean there's
Speaker 1: also we've also talked about Okay, maybe he even wears
Speaker 1: an extender or he double penetraction, Like there's so many
Speaker 1: things that you add when you add other She didn't say, yeah,
Speaker 1: but but but that may keep him from feeling that
Speaker 1: it's penetrated. But that might make not faster too. Why right,
Speaker 1: Russia is the blood and holds it. I thought hard. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean there's just so many options I wouldn't go
Speaker 1: straight to because it's giving the wind blows he comes.
Speaker 1: And if that's the truth, I would say he definitely
Speaker 1: need to get on something. I just don't understand how
Speaker 1: she realized this from day one? Did she just think
Speaker 1: it was gonna get better? He was probably like DoD,
Speaker 1: it's probably being a good nigga, and then you're like,
Speaker 1: you know, we just fucking. He's excited now, but she's
Speaker 1: still doing that with a baby. I know my own
Speaker 1: girls they gonna suck him after. You know what, here's
Speaker 1: my advice to him. If he just happens to be listening,
Speaker 1: or a man is listening and this is an issue,
Speaker 1: start start picking up in other areas. When a bitch
Speaker 1: likes you, we be delusional and think the sex is
Speaker 1: better than it really is, like maybe by her flowers,
Speaker 1: by her gucci, by her product. I don't know. That's
Speaker 1: what a way you said, Like when a nigga got
Speaker 1: money and do things like you know, I don't even
Speaker 1: notice the sex. So if you start doing more acts
Speaker 1: of service and do other things, maybe she's gonna like you.
Speaker 1: Maybe he said accident hating a photo on the wall
Speaker 1: show because you can't that, I mean, open the conversation
Speaker 1: to see if he's into any sort of other type
Speaker 1: of lifestyles. So cut holding maybe going to the sex
Speaker 1: club and allowing you to be with another man like
Speaker 1: you don't what, this's what our shows about. Open up
Speaker 1: the idea to still loving that nigga book. If you
Speaker 1: can't find me, someone else will. But you could be right, there. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's fair. That's fair. Are you an open relationship type
Speaker 1: of person? I have been? It depends each Each of
Speaker 1: my relationships have been so different. So it's just whatever
Speaker 1: works with me and in my person at the time.
Speaker 1: It's customizable. Girl. Yeah, we have one guest say that
Speaker 1: Mandy never left, you know, that's my word. Now. They
Speaker 1: were like, we have our relationship comes to my like,
Speaker 1: what was that? That was crazy? Don't know because I
Speaker 1: mean people still ask me, so are y'all on my
Speaker 1: open relationship? Are y'all swingers? And it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: is they know? I can be like no, but like,
Speaker 1: if not feel a way, maybe the dollars a cow dean,
Speaker 1: whatever is it again? Chilean? What's it called? It is
Speaker 1: not chili, bitch, that's the South. I'm sorry, I'm hungry.
Speaker 1: That's why I said, what's they called again? I'm telling
Speaker 1: you right now? And you said they fine? Fine, And
Speaker 1: I'm watching Ni Fiance and that nigga the Black Girl.
Speaker 1: Do you watch it? They got a black girl. I
Speaker 1: haven't watched it this season. This nigga fine, And she'd
Speaker 1: be telling him, like, you keep playing with me whatever
Speaker 1: his name is. He'd be like no, baby, I love
Speaker 1: you baby, everything I give to you. Baby. No pretty
Speaker 1: enough baby. Oh girls, I want me a little baby.
Speaker 1: It's the dick. How are the Dixter Brown? I'm assuming yes,
Speaker 1: I mean they're very They don't remember Rihanna's ex. He
Speaker 1: was from around I don't remember his dick, Mandy. Oh,
Speaker 1: but he was. He's good looking, he was fine, he
Speaker 1: was listening, a billionaire I'd had a baby with. Oh
Speaker 1: good boy, as might be right over there. So let
Speaker 1: me not say what I'm saying. Anyone of them would
Speaker 1: have been good. I'm saying, Uh, tell people what's coming
Speaker 1: next for you and if you want them to find
Speaker 1: you and where. On my Instagram them as Solar Moon.
Speaker 1: Same thing with Twitter. There's an underscore at the end. Um,
Speaker 1: I don't know. So I'm working on my music as
Speaker 1: a little bit of everything. There's a little ep on
Speaker 1: everything that every streaming platform it's just called sola. Um.
Speaker 1: So yeah, I'm doing that. I've been. I'm working um
Speaker 1: on a short series. We're trying to do like a
Speaker 1: um basically a bunch of mini stories from eighteen to
Speaker 1: twenty four because that's when I was actively in sex work.
Speaker 1: So um yeah, I'm working on that and that's she's existing,
Speaker 1: you know. I mean I feel like I wanted more
Speaker 1: when I watched it. I want more now, like I
Speaker 1: think people people love to see somewhere at that, but
Speaker 1: I love that more of just I mean that movie
Speaker 1: coming out like that took us into like so many
Speaker 1: people not knowing how any of that lifestyle really is.
Speaker 1: And then first to even have p Valley on TV
Speaker 1: now like ship Euphoria, that ship swiled too, but at
Speaker 1: least I wasn't giving Yeah TeV, like they're really opening
Speaker 1: the gate for people like you and having stories like
Speaker 1: you'll be depicted on film, and I love that's a
Speaker 1: good storyteller. I think that's the thing that's missing, is
Speaker 1: like there are so many stories that people can't tell,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. When you're when someone makes
Speaker 1: you excited for more, that's really when you've got the gold.
Speaker 1: But congrats on your movie and all the award and
Speaker 1: I mean clearly we know you're gonna be there now
Speaker 1: and if you have finally everywhere, now go off, when
Speaker 1: is it it? Where is it the awards? There? Um
Speaker 1: they're in l A March fourth. Yeah, So okay, Well
Speaker 1: I'll be in l A and I'm telling you right now,
Speaker 1: I want to after party being Let me give it
Speaker 1: about that. I don't have niggas. What about you just
Speaker 1: pegged in gang bang with Yeah, but that was while
Speaker 1: I was broken up girl, goodbye my ray, and I think, girl,
Speaker 1: you want a peg nigga. See, I'll still share friends,
Speaker 1: you know, And it's only because you wanted to gang
Speaker 1: bang pegan Nick. Don't act like he was being kind.
Speaker 1: I mean I was do you know how to get
Speaker 1: my friends want to pegan nigga and never come across one.
Speaker 1: And he was beautiful and and and brown skin and
Speaker 1: tattered and so it's just like, and you get to
Speaker 1: pack a good looking nigg Have you pegged? Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: not my favorite. It's not my favorite. I don't know.
Speaker 1: It's like no pleasure in it for me, for real,
Speaker 1: I don't It's not I don't like it sexy, I
Speaker 1: don't like it whatever with it. I taped what twight?
Speaker 1: It was literally the It's funny. I think it was
Speaker 1: the first episode of our show. Was like my first
Speaker 1: time really doing it. That nigga was mad why he
Speaker 1: was like, I can't believe you put this on your podcast.
Speaker 1: I was like, I didn't even say it. I said,
Speaker 1: Australian model. How are they gonna know it's you? But
Speaker 1: I guess they do now they'll never know. Well, you
Speaker 1: blocked me down. I just saw him my fucking billboard
Speaker 1: and I was like, I fucked him. You can't wait
Speaker 1: to tell people. You know what's crazy about you saying
Speaker 1: that the nigga who condom got missing in me? Uh?
Speaker 1: He was on the billboard and target that nigga like models, models,
Speaker 1: like nigga. It's target in the lead by section. Look
Speaker 1: at us, the models love it now his billboard. Let
Speaker 1: me see my mom was making it yours. It was
Speaker 1: just that target. It was just a target that but
Speaker 1: that nigga, that's what he does. He was, Remember I
Speaker 1: went through a phase while I was sucking like Willelmina
Speaker 1: models and like nigga's like model model because I like
Speaker 1: pretty niggas. Remember that's why she want to suck an
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Speaker 1: for tuning in to another episode of poor decisions by
Speaker 1: it's bonus bitches. Welcome to another cinema episode. Alexa, shut
Speaker 1: your grass up. Boom, that's hot. Talk to her. I
Speaker 1: just got an election, making me feel like the bitch
Speaker 1: is stalking me. Like I get worried about you. I've
Speaker 1: never that is my first Alexa. Really I don't like
Speaker 1: I have. Um it's weird because I have two in
Speaker 1: my house, a Syrian my bathroom, and then I got
Speaker 1: my man uh one for his car. But he's old,
Speaker 1: so he just feels like you don't want nobody watching him.
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, they're good, You're not a criminal.
Speaker 1: Day That's how I just felt. But LAMBEA scared me.
Speaker 1: Are about us? They just tell us the weather and
Speaker 1: play our tunes. That's all they do. Lamba made me
Speaker 1: unplug it. Um. I wanted to play some rent fires
Speaker 1: and fuck and I was like, Alexa played rent Fires
Speaker 1: and he was like, whoa wonderful that ship going on?
Speaker 1: Now you knew you was gonna activate her as bro Alexa,
Speaker 1: stop Alexa, stop nothing, Alexa, turn it off already. That's
Speaker 1: why he said he didn't want her around because they
Speaker 1: hear everything you call them, day and them okay. I said, fine, okay,
Speaker 1: I'll turn it off. He was like, played on your phone.
Speaker 1: So then I started playing it on my phone, but
Speaker 1: I chrome casted to the TV and then he was like,
Speaker 1: I thought your TV had internet. Why you putting ship
Speaker 1: up on the TV now? And it's talking like I
Speaker 1: don't like this ship And I was like, Nigga, what
Speaker 1: the fuck, Mandy, he's not even that old, Like this
Speaker 1: is how you know, even in the system too long,
Speaker 1: Like it's crazy, it's fun to me. Um. Also update,
Speaker 1: I told Old Bay two weeks ago. You guys probably
Speaker 1: heard me say that Lambeau was gonna get me a car.
Speaker 1: I called Old Bay right after that episode. I'll let
Speaker 1: you know Kodak black because that's what you call him.
Speaker 1: He said, yeah, what's up. I was like, they never
Speaker 1: want to get me a car and pay my rent?
Speaker 1: And he just was silent, and I was like what
Speaker 1: he said? Okay, Gila, what do you want me to say?
Speaker 1: I was like, I just want you to tell me
Speaker 1: whether you think that's crazy. His answer to that was saying,
Speaker 1: I know you're gonna do what you want to do regardless.
Speaker 1: That's that's what that response was giving. Do you want
Speaker 1: me to pick you up in a nice car and
Speaker 1: visit l a your web bad. That's really what it is.
Speaker 1: That's really like the real question. So how did you
Speaker 1: respond to that? Like if he said, what do you
Speaker 1: want me to say? Like what what type of response
Speaker 1: did you expect him to t I was like, you
Speaker 1: know what kind of car I wanted? That car is
Speaker 1: like two thousands a month, Like is that really gonna
Speaker 1: drive you crazy? And he was just like, it's what
Speaker 1: you want to do, Gila. So it's giving. I can't
Speaker 1: tell you what you do. Well, it's given that, but
Speaker 1: also I can't tell you what to do, which I appreciate.
Speaker 1: But I also feel like if he called me like
Speaker 1: and was like, this bitch wants to buy X, Y
Speaker 1: and Z for me? You know what I'm saying, like,
Speaker 1: you would have a fucking fit. Yeah I would, um,
Speaker 1: but you know I ain't gonna lie. I feel like
Speaker 1: the worst of it all was saying that I accidentally
Speaker 1: sucked him. Were all like that was the real fucking
Speaker 1: embarrassing thing to call my to go with whish to
Speaker 1: be honest, Mandy, he was so appreciative that I said
Speaker 1: it without like trying to bullshit around it when I
Speaker 1: came home, you know what I'm saying, And I feel
Speaker 1: like I would have been the same way. Like when
Speaker 1: I really thought about it, I thought that he was
Speaker 1: gonna be like, bit, are you out of your mind?
Speaker 1: But if he called me, was like, yo, I mean,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Mistakes happened. But a niga paying
Speaker 1: your rent and in you a car, that's more like
Speaker 1: a relationship, which is why I'm wanting because I don't
Speaker 1: want him to think he could just take the condom off.
Speaker 1: Beats bitch. If a nigga buys you a car and
Speaker 1: your rent, he's not sucking you would have condom. Ever, Okay,
Speaker 1: well that's what I can't do it. Damn. I wish
Speaker 1: I could just put both of them like that, but um,
Speaker 1: you know, I mean it kind of sucks, but whatever. Anyway, Uh, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that conversation was a little bit uncomfortable. And I think
Speaker 1: that also Lambeau like doesn't really like understand obey because
Speaker 1: he doesn't really I just don't think he gets it,
Speaker 1: Like I think he thinks this is some relationship off
Speaker 1: of TV or like he thinks it's not like a
Speaker 1: real thing, Like he doesn't really maybe understand the openness
Speaker 1: because he's very like if you my bitch, you can't
Speaker 1: fun nobody type of nagg But I'm having fun with
Speaker 1: him right now and I don't want it to end.
Speaker 1: So who knows? They could blow up in my face.
Speaker 1: One of his baby mamas could fly here and kill me.
Speaker 1: There's also that that's a big opportunity for that to
Speaker 1: happen because them holds, damn show one of them, what
Speaker 1: was I gonna say? Hit him up and was like
Speaker 1: this bitch talking about you on her podcast and started
Speaker 1: like blowing up. She was like, who the funk? Else?
Speaker 1: Got a Lamba and Ni? So I mean there's always that,
Speaker 1: um you know, who knows. Hopefully they don't come get
Speaker 1: both of us, bitch I we're gonna take this thing
Speaker 1: back to the gold card the model. I thought about her.
Speaker 1: Nothing that happens with you. They ain't coming for us,
Speaker 1: which they're coming for you.