1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:01,600 Speaker 1: Big Bank. 2 00:00:02,320 --> 00:00:07,440 Speaker 2: DJ Scream bring you Big Facts, number one podcast in 3 00:00:07,480 --> 00:00:08,240 Speaker 2: the Street. 4 00:00:08,280 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: Live from Folk Studios and the Atl's time for Big Facts, 5 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:11,960 Speaker 1: Big Bank. 6 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:12,400 Speaker 2: What up? 7 00:00:12,520 --> 00:00:16,079 Speaker 1: DJ Scream, I'm here, we are welcome in today Atlanta's on. 8 00:00:16,480 --> 00:00:18,840 Speaker 1: What an amazing story He's about to tell a little 9 00:00:18,840 --> 00:00:21,480 Speaker 1: beef from the bluff. Don't pull up, Big Facts. 10 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:22,479 Speaker 3: What's up? What's up? What's up? 11 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:24,880 Speaker 2: What's happen to be here? Man? 12 00:00:25,120 --> 00:00:27,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, free man, listen with everything. 13 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:29,040 Speaker 1: Like Bank was saying that you don't been throwing your 14 00:00:29,120 --> 00:00:31,440 Speaker 1: journey to pull up in here with this good energy 15 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:33,919 Speaker 1: and the smile. I just got to salute you off 16 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:35,760 Speaker 1: top before we get into the copation. 17 00:00:36,520 --> 00:00:38,120 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. So let us let us 18 00:00:38,240 --> 00:00:40,880 Speaker 3: let us don't like the Let's get into the story. 19 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:44,320 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like before incarceration, you were incarcerated, 20 00:00:44,440 --> 00:00:49,120 Speaker 1: was it twenty six years? Before incarceration? Tell us a 21 00:00:49,120 --> 00:00:51,640 Speaker 1: little bit about a little beef from the bluff life 22 00:00:51,680 --> 00:00:53,560 Speaker 1: before incarceration and how you came. 23 00:00:53,479 --> 00:00:57,600 Speaker 2: Up well, and you know I came up in the bluff. Well, 24 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:01,560 Speaker 2: you know, like it's the normal everybody, the way everybody 25 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:04,760 Speaker 2: will come up, you know, hustling my mama smoked dope. Yah, 26 00:01:04,920 --> 00:01:08,160 Speaker 2: my daddy know where to be found. So I'm raised 27 00:01:08,160 --> 00:01:09,840 Speaker 2: by the niggas that's on the corner. You know what 28 00:01:09,880 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 2: I'm saying them, the niggas that gave me the this 29 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 2: is what you do did your dudes and your dunts 30 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:18,119 Speaker 2: in the street. So I end up my mama lost 31 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:21,160 Speaker 2: cussing to me in like ninety four, no ninety three 32 00:01:21,200 --> 00:01:23,840 Speaker 2: shell cussing at me. I went into defense. I stayed 33 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:26,240 Speaker 2: in the defense for like a year, and then somebody 34 00:01:26,280 --> 00:01:29,399 Speaker 2: that is a part of my sister family. Uh, they 35 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:31,479 Speaker 2: family came and got me out of defect, but they 36 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:33,080 Speaker 2: were beating on me and shit. So I end up 37 00:01:33,120 --> 00:01:35,720 Speaker 2: running away from them. So when I ran away, I'm 38 00:01:35,760 --> 00:01:38,280 Speaker 2: hanging downtown. You know what I'm saying. I'm downtown at 39 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:40,679 Speaker 2: five point, hanging it underground and all this shit. So 40 00:01:40,760 --> 00:01:43,280 Speaker 2: that's when I get introduced to the gang coaching out 41 00:01:43,280 --> 00:01:45,080 Speaker 2: because you know back then, that's why all that that 42 00:01:45,160 --> 00:01:47,400 Speaker 2: shit was coming from you lying if you were doing 43 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:50,440 Speaker 2: that shit back then. And so I ended up running 44 00:01:50,480 --> 00:01:52,080 Speaker 2: back to the Blood. I ain't he nowhere else to go. 45 00:01:52,160 --> 00:01:53,880 Speaker 2: This all I knew. And when I went back to 46 00:01:53,920 --> 00:01:56,200 Speaker 2: the Blood, man, I end up running into a murder case. 47 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:56,520 Speaker 4: Man. 48 00:01:56,760 --> 00:01:57,480 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 49 00:01:57,560 --> 00:01:58,880 Speaker 4: How you running into a murder gase? 50 00:01:59,760 --> 00:02:02,360 Speaker 2: You you know, like I look at it like when 51 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:07,560 Speaker 2: I was in the FOSSi system, I was. I was 52 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:11,639 Speaker 2: being prepared or put it, whole little prison situation. You 53 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:12,720 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. This is why I said I 54 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:15,440 Speaker 2: ran into it. And that Falsil situation. They would beat me, 55 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:17,480 Speaker 2: putting in the basements and shit like that, making me. 56 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:19,440 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, This is what they call 57 00:02:19,480 --> 00:02:21,160 Speaker 2: it my punishment. But I was looking at it as 58 00:02:21,160 --> 00:02:24,280 Speaker 2: it preparing me for incost rations. So when I run 59 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:27,280 Speaker 2: away from them, I ran back into the bluff. I 60 00:02:27,320 --> 00:02:29,040 Speaker 2: get locked up for murder. You know what I'm saying. 61 00:02:29,040 --> 00:02:30,560 Speaker 2: That ain't even got no evidence to me on the 62 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:32,799 Speaker 2: scene or that. And I maintain my innercy the whole, 63 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:35,160 Speaker 2: the whole twenty six year, you know what I'm saying, 64 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:39,240 Speaker 2: never made a statement, never said this person did this, 65 00:02:39,320 --> 00:02:40,919 Speaker 2: A did person did that when all of them did 66 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 2: it to me. So that's why I said I ran 67 00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:44,040 Speaker 2: into a murder case, you know what I'm saying. Because 68 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:46,200 Speaker 2: I ran away from that Fossil family, ran right back 69 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 2: into the bluff and I ran into a murder case, 70 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:50,160 Speaker 2: but all of preparing me for the shit that I 71 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:51,679 Speaker 2: was finisha do the twenty six year You know what 72 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:53,919 Speaker 2: I'm saying, if you look at it in hindsight, you know, 73 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:57,320 Speaker 2: because I don't know nothing about violence unless you teach 74 00:02:57,320 --> 00:03:00,600 Speaker 2: it to me. You know what I'm saying. If I 75 00:03:01,120 --> 00:03:02,760 Speaker 2: let's just say, for the sake of the ugument, because 76 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 2: I know people gonna say, goddamn litt be he did 77 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:07,120 Speaker 2: it or whatever, let's just say, for the sake of 78 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:09,919 Speaker 2: the ugmanuse they because they had the media painted it. No, 79 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:13,639 Speaker 2: if I did it, I'm thirteen years old. You know 80 00:03:13,680 --> 00:03:16,040 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I don't know nothing about violence unless 81 00:03:16,080 --> 00:03:18,800 Speaker 2: you teach me about violence. If I did do it, 82 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:21,680 Speaker 2: while I get the pistol from If I did do it, 83 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:24,399 Speaker 2: how to hell I get away from the scene. If 84 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:26,320 Speaker 2: I did do it, why the hell you find the 85 00:03:26,320 --> 00:03:28,720 Speaker 2: pistol away on Holly Street. I ain't got no cup, 86 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:30,680 Speaker 2: I'm thirteen. I don't even had the right to vote. 87 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:32,800 Speaker 2: I can't even I ain't got no license or now. 88 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:34,079 Speaker 2: I can't go in the store and buy no gun 89 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:36,280 Speaker 2: to there. But I'm the only person that went to prison. 90 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:39,480 Speaker 2: Nobody asked that question when I got locked up. They 91 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:43,080 Speaker 2: just seen the thirteen year old who mama smoked dope, 92 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:45,680 Speaker 2: He homeless, he bad his head, and I being the 93 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:49,680 Speaker 2: juvenile before he just and then I fit the perfect or. 94 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:53,280 Speaker 2: I was the post perfect poster child for the super 95 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:55,760 Speaker 2: predator area the era, which is what they called me, 96 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:58,280 Speaker 2: a super predator saying just send it, be a foe 97 00:03:58,360 --> 00:03:59,360 Speaker 2: for it, the thing or whatnot. 98 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:02,440 Speaker 1: For everybody watching though light because there's people watching worldwide, 99 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:06,160 Speaker 1: give a little more context into that day, like, well, 100 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:09,080 Speaker 1: what happened that day for you? And then and then 101 00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:12,560 Speaker 1: what happened basically you know the situation from what how 102 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:13,120 Speaker 1: I was told. 103 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:16,200 Speaker 2: Well, if you're saying for how I was told, that's 104 00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:19,440 Speaker 2: the media of perspective, but from what happened with me. 105 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:24,960 Speaker 2: I'm on the I'm in the bluff, and I'm up 106 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:28,000 Speaker 2: a friend of my house, you know, and I'm looking 107 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:30,480 Speaker 2: to go rent a call from a junkie. You know 108 00:04:30,520 --> 00:04:32,000 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I'm gonna give a dunk a couple 109 00:04:32,040 --> 00:04:34,560 Speaker 2: steck living, rent the car for a couple of hours whatnot. 110 00:04:34,800 --> 00:04:37,760 Speaker 2: And then the process of me doing it, I hear 111 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 2: the shots down the street in the Bluff. You know 112 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:41,200 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I'm up the street. Everybody know where 113 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 2: I'm at. About fifteen twenty minute later, a couple of 114 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:47,120 Speaker 2: them come pet me up in You don't say no name, 115 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,960 Speaker 2: but a couple of people come pick me up. You 116 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:50,760 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. We go to the BW three 117 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:52,800 Speaker 2: and we're chilling the b THAT three. I don't even 118 00:04:52,839 --> 00:04:54,560 Speaker 2: know nobody dead yet. You know what I'm saying. I 119 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:56,320 Speaker 2: see the police lights down in there. I don't even 120 00:04:56,360 --> 00:04:59,120 Speaker 2: know nobody did go home. You know what I'm saying, Chill, 121 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:00,840 Speaker 2: I go back to to the Bluff, the nick the 122 00:05:00,920 --> 00:05:03,800 Speaker 2: verea niggas day. Didn't nobody tell me Poli looking for you? 123 00:05:03,880 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 2: Ain't nobody said little bet ain't killed nobody or anything 124 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:10,640 Speaker 2: like that. Bout a week later, you know what I'm saying, Uh, 125 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:14,480 Speaker 2: they call to my house and were like, uh, charged 126 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:16,719 Speaker 2: with murder man. You know what I'm saying. But everybody 127 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 2: that was on the case with my I got locked 128 00:05:18,240 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 2: up with my brother. I got locked up with a 129 00:05:20,640 --> 00:05:23,360 Speaker 2: with another nigga from the Bluff and a couple of junkies, 130 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:27,840 Speaker 2: and everybody on their case. They knew I was thirteen. 131 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,400 Speaker 2: I couldn't get no time. We didn't know what the 132 00:05:30,440 --> 00:05:31,960 Speaker 2: law was at that time. We ain't know they were 133 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:34,080 Speaker 2: trying juveniles as they'll get a nigga like sent it. 134 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:36,320 Speaker 2: We ain't know that, and so they were thinking, I 135 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:38,600 Speaker 2: go to juvenile, do six eighteen month. That didn't work 136 00:05:38,600 --> 00:05:40,280 Speaker 2: out like that, you know what I'm saying. The nigga 137 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:42,120 Speaker 2: went to saying little b did it, Little be did it. 138 00:05:42,279 --> 00:05:44,240 Speaker 2: He ain't gonna get no time, and they ran with it. 139 00:05:44,279 --> 00:05:47,160 Speaker 2: Didn't nobody come try to say now shouting and do 140 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:48,840 Speaker 2: it with no folks start saying we're gonna give him 141 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:51,080 Speaker 2: a light senting. Nobody came to my rescue. 142 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:56,680 Speaker 5: Bro oh so so basically it was like, let nephew 143 00:05:56,680 --> 00:05:59,039 Speaker 5: take the little dud, take the lick and do a 144 00:05:59,040 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 5: little time. 145 00:06:00,520 --> 00:06:05,000 Speaker 2: At first, yeah, that was the thing, but that no, 146 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:07,360 Speaker 2: I didn't know nothing about it, nigga. I didn't even 147 00:06:07,400 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 2: know you can a juvenile could get five years and 148 00:06:10,279 --> 00:06:12,360 Speaker 2: that be there. I didn't know nothing about none of 149 00:06:12,400 --> 00:06:14,520 Speaker 2: that shit. I didn't sign up to agree that ship. 150 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:16,919 Speaker 2: You ain't finna sign up for saying the nigga, please, 151 00:06:17,240 --> 00:06:20,480 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. I ain't signed before before 152 00:06:20,600 --> 00:06:23,320 Speaker 2: all I didn't listen, Bro, I didn't have no conversation 153 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:25,000 Speaker 2: with none of them people that was on the case 154 00:06:25,040 --> 00:06:27,640 Speaker 2: with me. My brother and another nigga was on the 155 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:30,200 Speaker 2: case with me. They already on right Street when I 156 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:32,559 Speaker 2: get locked up and I come to right Street. Indeed, 157 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:35,480 Speaker 2: niggas ain't saying me no missing. Everything I know about them, 158 00:06:35,640 --> 00:06:38,000 Speaker 2: what they're saying about me is in the newspaper. You 159 00:06:38,040 --> 00:06:39,480 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I seen one of my co 160 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:42,080 Speaker 2: defenders was saying little B did it. And then my 161 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:44,800 Speaker 2: brother he saluted what he was saying, saying, if he 162 00:06:44,880 --> 00:06:46,880 Speaker 2: said little B did it, then little B probably did 163 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:50,520 Speaker 2: it because you back, yes, cain't from the signs. You 164 00:06:50,560 --> 00:06:54,919 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, Yeah bad, but yeah, yeah, my brother, 165 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:58,120 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. He's somewhere around here. You know, 166 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:00,560 Speaker 2: I don't even deal with him. I ain't got no 167 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:02,480 Speaker 2: hating my herd for him. You know what I'm saying. 168 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:05,839 Speaker 2: I just can't deal with him because it's more than 169 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:09,080 Speaker 2: just what he said in the news paper that made 170 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:10,120 Speaker 2: me feel away about him. 171 00:07:10,120 --> 00:07:10,360 Speaker 1: You know what, I. 172 00:07:12,120 --> 00:07:15,000 Speaker 2: No, not just that alright. As you know, when you 173 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:18,280 Speaker 2: go to prison, you develop a certain type of principles 174 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 2: and morts that you you really live by his shit. 175 00:07:21,320 --> 00:07:24,480 Speaker 2: And so when I look at it, after all the time, 176 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:30,119 Speaker 2: only did you gonna have a baby with a girl 177 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:32,800 Speaker 2: with a woman? After did a woman that got on 178 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:36,480 Speaker 2: the stand pointed her finger at your little brother and said, 179 00:07:36,520 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 2: your little brother did this, and you know for a 180 00:07:38,560 --> 00:07:42,480 Speaker 2: fact she wasn't even not there. You gonna have two 181 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:44,680 Speaker 2: kids with her? And then not one time did you 182 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:46,600 Speaker 2: tell her, hey, you need to go down here and 183 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:48,880 Speaker 2: write an alpha David, or you need to go over 184 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:50,720 Speaker 2: here and do this for my brother brother, because you 185 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:53,120 Speaker 2: lied on my brother. Not now time, Bro, How can 186 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:56,120 Speaker 2: I suppose to consider you my brother? You know what 187 00:07:56,160 --> 00:07:58,800 Speaker 2: I'm saying, I can't see past that shit. You didn't 188 00:07:58,800 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 2: come and try and help me. Know well, I can't 189 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:03,360 Speaker 2: even find a receipt you sent me some money, you 190 00:08:03,360 --> 00:08:05,880 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, or none of that, you feel me? 191 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:09,680 Speaker 2: So it's a different scenario with me and my brother. 192 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:12,200 Speaker 2: But them niggas let me fall like that, you feel me. 193 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:14,520 Speaker 2: Them niggas could have did something the same me them 194 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:16,640 Speaker 2: nigga watching me go down. Them nigga let me lose 195 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:20,560 Speaker 2: my life for twenty cigar like that, they could not 196 00:08:21,080 --> 00:08:24,200 Speaker 2: get used the same rules that you gave me. If 197 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:26,840 Speaker 2: you telling me to be a solid nigga and it 198 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:29,720 Speaker 2: be quiet, don't say nothing. I'm a child and you 199 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,440 Speaker 2: taught me this. I know this. You do the same 200 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:34,719 Speaker 2: shit that you told me not to do. You know 201 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:36,920 Speaker 2: what I'm saying? You doing? You going against everything you're talking. 202 00:08:37,080 --> 00:08:39,679 Speaker 2: I can't see past that ship. Bro. Them niggas told 203 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:42,360 Speaker 2: me how to be a gangst them. You feel me. 204 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,680 Speaker 2: The bluff showed me how to be a hustle of bluff, 205 00:08:44,679 --> 00:08:46,440 Speaker 2: showed me how to be against the bluff showed me 206 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:48,080 Speaker 2: not to be a schnitch. You know what I'm saying. 207 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:51,080 Speaker 2: But the niggas that put me in this situation did 208 00:08:51,200 --> 00:08:57,120 Speaker 2: everything against that you feel. I can't respect that, damn man. 209 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:02,040 Speaker 1: So man, the day don't was put on you that day? 210 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:04,000 Speaker 1: Obviously you ain't know what your sentence was going to 211 00:09:04,040 --> 00:09:05,520 Speaker 1: be or nothing. You just know you're thirteen and you 212 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:08,240 Speaker 1: shouldn't be incarcerated. Where was your mental and what was 213 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:09,560 Speaker 1: you thinking? What was going through your head? 214 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:12,439 Speaker 2: I was scared. I didn't I couldn't even tell you. 215 00:09:12,520 --> 00:09:15,600 Speaker 2: The three branches of government. Let loan to you, what 216 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:18,760 Speaker 2: can happen in a trial proceeding. You know what I'm saying, 217 00:09:18,800 --> 00:09:21,319 Speaker 2: my life on the land, on everything that's gonna happen 218 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:23,800 Speaker 2: to me. I'm not comprehending it when it's coming from 219 00:09:23,800 --> 00:09:26,640 Speaker 2: the lawyer, but I'm comprehending it when I'm reading in 220 00:09:26,679 --> 00:09:30,720 Speaker 2: the newspaper. I'm reading like, damn, there again, my life center. 221 00:09:30,840 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 2: We uh, he might be gone forever. And what hurt 222 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:36,720 Speaker 2: me the most when I seen Paul Howard or say 223 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,720 Speaker 2: if I could give him the death penalty. 224 00:09:39,320 --> 00:09:42,920 Speaker 1: He was on me that I was just gonna say, 225 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:43,360 Speaker 1: what what? 226 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:51,679 Speaker 2: I don't even know to do? Nobody get person people dying, bro, 227 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:54,400 Speaker 2: like that unless it's just a straight bullet, people dying. 228 00:09:54,679 --> 00:09:58,920 Speaker 2: But I don't know the Do you know what I'm saying, Street, 229 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:01,280 Speaker 2: I don't know, don't know his life, I don't know. 230 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:03,319 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I don't know. I swear 231 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:06,240 Speaker 2: I ain't nothing. You out there, bro, I still don't 232 00:10:06,280 --> 00:10:08,719 Speaker 2: know nothing. Even to this day. I don't know nothing, Bro. 233 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:11,400 Speaker 2: Tell why you know? 234 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:16,599 Speaker 1: You don't you don't care showing so you know everything? 235 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:17,160 Speaker 1: You know? 236 00:10:17,559 --> 00:10:19,439 Speaker 2: I know? I read in the new papers there like 237 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:21,719 Speaker 2: you read in the what you read me that they 238 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:24,160 Speaker 2: told me I killed somebody. Say what you read about 239 00:10:24,160 --> 00:10:26,480 Speaker 2: who the dude was? They say the man pulled up 240 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:29,040 Speaker 2: to the to the coner and he was a man 241 00:10:29,080 --> 00:10:33,000 Speaker 2: coming from Captain D's or something, and he's just so 242 00:10:33,120 --> 00:10:36,120 Speaker 2: happing to pull up in the blow. Nobody finds the 243 00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:40,000 Speaker 2: bluff by mistake. Bro Come on, nobody you over here 244 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:42,560 Speaker 2: for a reason. You know what I'm saying. That be there, 245 00:10:42,800 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 2: But I ain't the only one know where them folks 246 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:46,960 Speaker 2: know what's going on. You know what I'm saying, But 247 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:50,400 Speaker 2: I need it up. But yeah, when that man tried, 248 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:52,640 Speaker 2: he told me he'll give me the death penality. You 249 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:54,880 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. That shook me. I'm like, damn, 250 00:10:54,920 --> 00:10:57,640 Speaker 2: Ain't nobody gonna come say nothing. You know what I'm saying, 251 00:10:57,679 --> 00:10:59,640 Speaker 2: y'all just gonna let me go and telling me. Don't 252 00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:01,000 Speaker 2: saying how did the pill though? 253 00:11:01,080 --> 00:11:01,839 Speaker 3: While you was in there? 254 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:04,760 Speaker 2: Man, that was none is this? I fought, fought, fought, 255 00:11:05,120 --> 00:11:06,839 Speaker 2: The pill didn't work for me, you know what I'm saying. 256 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,240 Speaker 2: Exhausted all my remedies. That's how hard they had it 257 00:11:09,280 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 2: on me. But you got to look at the everything 258 00:11:12,559 --> 00:11:14,720 Speaker 2: that was in play. Like I told you that seeing 259 00:11:14,720 --> 00:11:17,560 Speaker 2: the bill fo Ford. It was the bill that Hillary Clinton. 260 00:11:17,600 --> 00:11:20,800 Speaker 2: Bill Clinton came down with, remember that trying to juveniles 261 00:11:20,800 --> 00:11:24,120 Speaker 2: as saying were super brothers. Well, I just so happened 262 00:11:24,120 --> 00:11:27,040 Speaker 2: to come in at the right time all the political 263 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:29,680 Speaker 2: Paul House was looked for a re election, and he 264 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:34,080 Speaker 2: made it his uh on me. It's how tough he 265 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:38,640 Speaker 2: gonna be on on our own children. Example, I was 266 00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:41,720 Speaker 2: the example exactly. But he didn't even think about that. Bro, 267 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:45,040 Speaker 2: you got a thirteen year old child, how can I be? 268 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 2: What can I possibly be have done on the streets 269 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:51,200 Speaker 2: of Atlanta to be labeled a minis, to the screets 270 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:55,560 Speaker 2: of Atlanta to deserve the death penalty at thirteen at 271 00:11:55,679 --> 00:11:58,079 Speaker 2: I ain't even developed my personality yet. You know what 272 00:11:58,080 --> 00:11:59,520 Speaker 2: I'm saying. I don't even know who the hell I am. 273 00:11:59,559 --> 00:12:01,520 Speaker 2: I'm telling the niggas that I see on the corner. 274 00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:03,920 Speaker 2: I'm using the lines that I'm hearing these niggas go 275 00:12:04,040 --> 00:12:06,120 Speaker 2: tell the girls. I'm going back to Kingdom Middle School 276 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:08,080 Speaker 2: saying it to them. I ain't even who I am. 277 00:12:09,760 --> 00:12:11,800 Speaker 2: It's a big different. So you know what I'm saying. 278 00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:15,280 Speaker 2: That whole little situation, bro, like just it shoot me, 279 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:17,160 Speaker 2: Just know I can get the death pence. 280 00:12:18,920 --> 00:12:22,800 Speaker 1: It's just so crazy. But you think it was potentially 281 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:26,160 Speaker 1: karmer for something. Can you think of anything where you're like, man, 282 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:29,040 Speaker 1: I wasn't right in disrespect and maybe why you were 283 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:30,600 Speaker 1: sitting in there because you had enough time to sit 284 00:12:30,679 --> 00:12:32,680 Speaker 1: in there before that list. 285 00:12:33,360 --> 00:12:35,440 Speaker 2: I was surviving, you know what I'm saying. It's a 286 00:12:35,480 --> 00:12:38,520 Speaker 2: big different it then then wilding and surviving. I ain't 287 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:41,280 Speaker 2: never did thening that on the streets of Atlanta that 288 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:44,520 Speaker 2: didn't deserve to be done. I stole and you know 289 00:12:44,559 --> 00:12:48,280 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, broken calls and ship like. It's so dope, 290 00:12:48,360 --> 00:12:50,600 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. I went on the running 291 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:52,560 Speaker 2: over here, shoot up this, shoot up there. But that's 292 00:12:52,559 --> 00:12:55,080 Speaker 2: the narrative they painted a little bit, and everybody went 293 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:57,360 Speaker 2: it ran with because didn't nobody really know me. They 294 00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 2: ain't know I went bad for real. That ain't know. 295 00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:02,640 Speaker 2: I was surviving, Nigga, My mama smoked dope, my daddy gone. 296 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:05,360 Speaker 2: My brother says, crack do what he do, but we 297 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:08,400 Speaker 2: don't really fuck with each other. I'm out here by myself. Yeah, 298 00:13:08,559 --> 00:13:11,679 Speaker 2: you feel me at twelve thirteen having to be I'm 299 00:13:11,679 --> 00:13:14,600 Speaker 2: snow dope at twelve. Nigga, you feel me, I'm out 300 00:13:14,640 --> 00:13:17,120 Speaker 2: here feeling for myself. So they were forcing me to 301 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:19,000 Speaker 2: be a grown man. But I don't see it like that. 302 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,320 Speaker 2: I was being forced to survive. Nigga. I'm out here 303 00:13:21,360 --> 00:13:22,920 Speaker 2: on my own. I don't want to go back to 304 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:24,719 Speaker 2: the Foster family where they beating the shit out men, 305 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:26,880 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So I got to try 306 00:13:26,920 --> 00:13:29,120 Speaker 2: to live bruh, And I went back to the blow 307 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:30,439 Speaker 2: whoop dad is. 308 00:13:31,920 --> 00:13:32,120 Speaker 4: You know? 309 00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:34,439 Speaker 2: Hey? 310 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,160 Speaker 5: Let me ask you something. Do you think do you 311 00:13:36,200 --> 00:13:40,360 Speaker 5: think do you think getting that time saved your life? 312 00:13:40,360 --> 00:13:45,559 Speaker 2: Though well, I ain't gonna say saved my life. It 313 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:48,920 Speaker 2: helped develop me into the man that I became. You 314 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:51,360 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. It gave me some morals and 315 00:13:51,400 --> 00:13:54,440 Speaker 2: some principles to live by. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, 316 00:13:54,480 --> 00:13:56,640 Speaker 2: it made me a better person. I can say that 317 00:13:57,320 --> 00:13:57,800 Speaker 2: what you think? 318 00:13:57,840 --> 00:13:59,199 Speaker 5: You what you think your life would have been like 319 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:01,080 Speaker 5: if you've just been a little beef on the blood 320 00:14:01,080 --> 00:14:03,760 Speaker 5: thirteen years old, long dope, run a wild doing what 321 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:05,880 Speaker 5: you think your life would have been? You think you 322 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,080 Speaker 5: could have learned what you learned on in there on 323 00:14:08,120 --> 00:14:09,319 Speaker 5: the street. I know I couldn't have. 324 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 2: It's impossible. Uh, I probably would have. Who know, bro, 325 00:14:13,160 --> 00:14:15,080 Speaker 2: I probably would have made it hustling. I don't know, 326 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:17,240 Speaker 2: because I I was selling dope, you know what I'm saying. 327 00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:18,920 Speaker 2: But I worked for Nigga t come out torn off 328 00:14:18,960 --> 00:14:24,000 Speaker 2: on home but then yeah, I was back then give 329 00:14:24,120 --> 00:14:26,720 Speaker 2: me But I probably would have been a junket too, 330 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:28,360 Speaker 2: cause you know what I'm saying, I was playing on 331 00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:29,960 Speaker 2: my know too, but I would play on my no 332 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:32,120 Speaker 2: because I seen any niggas on on the plan with 333 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:34,520 Speaker 2: they No, I ain't really really get the feeling out 334 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:35,640 Speaker 2: that shit, you know what I'm saying. I just did 335 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:36,960 Speaker 2: it because it was the thing to do, and I 336 00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:38,560 Speaker 2: knew that shit was keeping me up, you know what 337 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:40,560 Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I can't say what I would have been. 338 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:43,160 Speaker 2: I probably would have bought the dope and started, you 339 00:14:43,160 --> 00:14:45,160 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, hustling full time. Or I probably 340 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 2: would have just went up on the dope and just 341 00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:48,680 Speaker 2: been a junket. You know what I'm saying. I end 342 00:14:48,760 --> 00:14:52,000 Speaker 2: up being a rapper probably, you know what I'm saying. Probably, 343 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:54,160 Speaker 2: So when did you accept? 344 00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:56,360 Speaker 5: Like, damn, I got the time, man, I ain't fucked 345 00:14:56,360 --> 00:14:57,560 Speaker 5: that let me gonna do my time. 346 00:14:57,880 --> 00:15:00,720 Speaker 2: I never accept it, bro I ain't never except that 347 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:02,440 Speaker 2: I ain't had no trust but to do the time. 348 00:15:02,480 --> 00:15:05,440 Speaker 2: I couldn't what killed myself. I couldn't break myself. I 349 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:07,200 Speaker 2: ain't want to die. So I ain't had no tough 350 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:09,000 Speaker 2: butt to do the time. But I never selling that. 351 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:11,680 Speaker 2: I fought all the way through. I maintain my even 352 00:15:11,720 --> 00:15:13,520 Speaker 2: the man they tell you on the news or when 353 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:15,720 Speaker 2: it first come on, he maintained this innocence, this whole 354 00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:18,640 Speaker 2: twenty six year. I maintained my innocence. So I fought 355 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:21,120 Speaker 2: the appeal. I exhausted all the old remedy. It just 356 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:24,960 Speaker 2: got to the point that, well, uh my mom my 357 00:15:25,080 --> 00:15:27,680 Speaker 2: have an adopted mother, Elaine Brown, you know what I'm saying, 358 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,360 Speaker 2: form of black panther. She wrote it. She came and 359 00:15:30,400 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 2: seen the political crucifixion that I was in doing, and 360 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:36,000 Speaker 2: she came in into my life, and she wrote a book, 361 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:38,840 Speaker 2: or The Condemnation of a Little Bee, and she explained 362 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:42,000 Speaker 2: how it was more than just this little bee that's 363 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:44,480 Speaker 2: dealing with this situation. It's a whole lot of little 364 00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:45,920 Speaker 2: bees of the world. This is just one that they 365 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,920 Speaker 2: happen to capture and put it on the big streen, 366 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:51,960 Speaker 2: and she followed me and stood by my side all 367 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:54,000 Speaker 2: the way through my incosceration. She ended up giving me 368 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:56,640 Speaker 2: a lawyer, or at least showed Marsha sheen them and 369 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:59,040 Speaker 2: they they worked their magic and got me out. Bro. 370 00:15:59,240 --> 00:16:01,400 Speaker 4: Oh, so how much time you supposed to do it? 371 00:16:01,480 --> 00:16:04,600 Speaker 2: Forever? I'm still on parole for life? 372 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:05,240 Speaker 4: Okay? 373 00:16:05,280 --> 00:16:07,680 Speaker 5: So so you you got like a sentence of what 374 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:12,440 Speaker 5: they call it reduction like modification, modification, No I parole 375 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:17,240 Speaker 5: that they gave the uh they that department, the parole 376 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:21,160 Speaker 5: board allowed me, uh the opportunity to be out here. 377 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:23,480 Speaker 2: If that's how they want you to see. They allowed 378 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:25,560 Speaker 2: me the opportunity to be out here. I made parole 379 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:26,120 Speaker 2: out of the mother. 380 00:16:26,400 --> 00:16:28,080 Speaker 4: You here, So you're doing the rest of your time 381 00:16:28,160 --> 00:16:28,760 Speaker 4: like on parole. 382 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:31,360 Speaker 2: Exactly. If I fuck up one time, I go back 383 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:34,080 Speaker 2: to prison for life. Damn Jill like that. I don't 384 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,760 Speaker 2: get no due over. And that's crazy, bro. At thirteen, 385 00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:39,920 Speaker 2: if you would have get caught still here, ain't that 386 00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:43,280 Speaker 2: shit more? Definitely ain't never did it. But look, even 387 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:46,000 Speaker 2: if you're at thirteen and you got a call, and 388 00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:47,880 Speaker 2: you still a call, you get locked up, Bro, you 389 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,360 Speaker 2: turn eighteen or twenty one. Over there, they see your rookie. 390 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,640 Speaker 2: Ain't got deal with that? No more? Right? Why is 391 00:16:52,680 --> 00:16:55,200 Speaker 2: it that here I am I called a case at thirteen, 392 00:16:55,520 --> 00:16:58,560 Speaker 2: You got scientifics that I was a child. You know 393 00:16:58,600 --> 00:17:02,240 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Now, I'm still excluded from mainstreen society. 394 00:17:02,240 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 2: It's a lot of shit that I can't never do, bro, 395 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:06,480 Speaker 2: I can't even vote. If I can't vote, I can't 396 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,240 Speaker 2: find nobody that represented me. I ain't even no citizen, 397 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:11,040 Speaker 2: you feel me. I ain't got nobody I can go 398 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:13,280 Speaker 2: to the post say this he represents what I'm trying 399 00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:15,320 Speaker 2: to do with my life or whatever. I can't even 400 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:18,359 Speaker 2: never own no gun or without going to jail for it. 401 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. It's a lot of shit. 402 00:17:20,359 --> 00:17:22,440 Speaker 2: I can't even go out the country. I'm gonna commit 403 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:24,800 Speaker 2: the feeling on parole. I can't even go out go 404 00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:27,560 Speaker 2: out the country or that, Bro. So I'm still incarcerated 405 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:29,280 Speaker 2: for some shit that happened when I was a child, 406 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:32,480 Speaker 2: and I never get those rights back again. You feel me? 407 00:17:33,160 --> 00:17:35,520 Speaker 2: So what the hell I'm supposed to do? Why it 408 00:17:35,520 --> 00:17:38,080 Speaker 2: ain't no resolve for me? What what I supposed to 409 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:39,640 Speaker 2: do my like, come back out here in real fend, 410 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:41,879 Speaker 2: go back to selling dope, go back to rub and 411 00:17:41,880 --> 00:17:43,720 Speaker 2: then doing all that type of shit. What is it 412 00:17:43,760 --> 00:17:45,960 Speaker 2: for me? How do I survive out here like that? 413 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:48,680 Speaker 1: So the only way that your ship could get cleared 414 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:49,960 Speaker 1: is presidential part and that. 415 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:53,439 Speaker 2: Is it a parton yes, or either a governor pardoner. 416 00:17:53,480 --> 00:17:56,400 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. But if you you got 417 00:17:56,560 --> 00:17:59,159 Speaker 2: proof that a child and we're gonna say for the 418 00:17:59,160 --> 00:18:01,200 Speaker 2: sake of the argument, bro, because I got to say 419 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:03,439 Speaker 2: for the sake of because I didn't do the crime. Bro. 420 00:18:03,520 --> 00:18:07,520 Speaker 2: You folks in the blood looking folks and everybody knows, man, 421 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:09,160 Speaker 2: Come on, come on. 422 00:18:09,400 --> 00:18:15,000 Speaker 5: Yeah, Street's gonna know, right, Yeah, everybody everybody around Atlanta 423 00:18:15,040 --> 00:18:16,920 Speaker 5: know what's going on or got an opinion about it 424 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:17,360 Speaker 5: any way. 425 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,320 Speaker 2: But if you if for the sake of the argument, 426 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:25,560 Speaker 2: if I did do it, why am I continued to 427 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:28,440 Speaker 2: suffer for this ship twenty eight years later? You know 428 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:30,800 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, When is your gonna allow me the 429 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:33,800 Speaker 2: opportunity to have a life? You feel me? Long as 430 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:37,160 Speaker 2: I'm constantly being on at the parole, long as I'm 431 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:40,480 Speaker 2: constantly being excluded from being able to function as a 432 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:44,639 Speaker 2: normal citizen in society. Nigga, I ain't. I ain't got nothing. 433 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,520 Speaker 2: You feel me, I don't don't get me. 434 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:53,040 Speaker 5: It's good hein't let me ask you something? 435 00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:53,280 Speaker 4: Though? 436 00:18:53,440 --> 00:18:55,920 Speaker 5: How hard was it to just back to like coming 437 00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:58,800 Speaker 5: coming home at twenty six year? Really as a winning 438 00:18:58,800 --> 00:18:59,840 Speaker 5: of the kid really didn't know? 439 00:19:00,359 --> 00:19:01,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I'm saying. 440 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 4: So you come back to like a brand new world, Huh. 441 00:19:03,119 --> 00:19:05,199 Speaker 2: I still deal with that shit to the day, like 442 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:08,919 Speaker 2: I'm going through it right now, like emotion like, I 443 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:12,240 Speaker 2: don't know how to be emotionally available for people on 444 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:14,879 Speaker 2: middle of tant you know what I'm saying, Because you've 445 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:17,720 Speaker 2: been in there where you can't show no signs and foulness. 446 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:19,919 Speaker 2: I don't even know if I'm there mentally or not. 447 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:22,600 Speaker 2: Because a nigga growed up in prison where we done 448 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:25,600 Speaker 2: normalize it, where niggas in us stabbing and fighting and 449 00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:28,480 Speaker 2: we act like it's okay. Niggas dying in here, and 450 00:19:28,520 --> 00:19:29,840 Speaker 2: I get out of there like I ain't there wrong 451 00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:31,960 Speaker 2: with me? So I don't even know if something fucked 452 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:33,800 Speaker 2: up with me mentally. You know what I'm saying. I 453 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,720 Speaker 2: did twenty see year. How can it not be? So? 454 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:39,040 Speaker 2: The biggest adjustment for me is trying to be able 455 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:41,720 Speaker 2: to adjust the people. You know what I'm saying, because 456 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:44,560 Speaker 2: it's all about me. It's been all about me surviving 457 00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:47,199 Speaker 2: in prison. To come out here and try to be 458 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,800 Speaker 2: cottingstand of somebody else's feelings, in somebody else's emotions. You 459 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:53,840 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, That shit don't feel right and 460 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:57,040 Speaker 2: keep me clashing with other people like women. You know 461 00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:59,680 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I usually didn't give a damn about 462 00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:01,600 Speaker 2: how they felt. You know, I'm just being real, like 463 00:20:01,760 --> 00:20:04,240 Speaker 2: how they felt, what they was if they weren't able 464 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:06,680 Speaker 2: to bring it to me or let me get off, 465 00:20:07,080 --> 00:20:08,879 Speaker 2: they want no good to me, And I did that 466 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:12,640 Speaker 2: for twenty six years. So coming out here, don't I'm 467 00:20:12,720 --> 00:20:16,360 Speaker 2: learning now these are real people, these folks got emotions, 468 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:19,080 Speaker 2: these folks is more than just a fuck box, you 469 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, because that's all the w was 470 00:20:20,680 --> 00:20:23,239 Speaker 2: to me because I came up in that environment. So 471 00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:26,639 Speaker 2: when I'm dealing with these women now I'm having a 472 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:29,080 Speaker 2: fight with them, like they you too harsh, You don't 473 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:32,159 Speaker 2: you you don't say the right shit. She ain't got 474 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:34,720 Speaker 2: your emotions in chic or all the bullshit you know 475 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:38,520 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Yes, exactly. Now they don say I'm 476 00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:42,719 Speaker 2: a narciss down saying I'm a narcisses. They just be like, 477 00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:47,439 Speaker 2: I'm unavailable. Yeah, yeah, they tell me that. But I 478 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,200 Speaker 2: can go for that because I really didn't. I don't 479 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:52,960 Speaker 2: know how to be emotions. I ain't never laid down 480 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 2: in the bed and no woe been like baby, this 481 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:57,000 Speaker 2: is how I feel about my future. Baby, I think 482 00:20:57,440 --> 00:20:59,760 Speaker 2: you know I growed up in PRIs what ship like that? 483 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:02,200 Speaker 2: Like that you kept to yourself? You know what I'm saying. 484 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:03,920 Speaker 2: You don't tell no nigga, nigga, don't get your soft 485 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:06,200 Speaker 2: fast out of here. That what a niggas? Don't tell you? 486 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:08,119 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Get your bitch ass on. 487 00:21:08,240 --> 00:21:08,560 Speaker 3: So well. 488 00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:11,800 Speaker 2: So I ain't never had the opportunity to actually express that, 489 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:14,159 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So now that I'm forty two, 490 00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:17,080 Speaker 2: So this shit I supposed have got done when I'm seventeen, sixteen, 491 00:21:17,160 --> 00:21:19,440 Speaker 2: seventeen years old, I'm just now doing this shit at 492 00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:22,679 Speaker 2: forty two. You feel me, And that's a big issue 493 00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:24,800 Speaker 2: because these women that don't mean if I'm dating within 494 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:27,359 Speaker 2: my age break d women don't we already established, they 495 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:30,639 Speaker 2: had kids, got their life in order. They looking for 496 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:33,680 Speaker 2: somebody to sell it down here I am. I'm still thinking, 497 00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:37,040 Speaker 2: damn bad she find we I wonder what her and 498 00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:39,479 Speaker 2: do you know what I'm saying, Oh, she find over here. 499 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:41,200 Speaker 2: But I want I want to try them out, you 500 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:43,320 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. And you got to try That's 501 00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:45,040 Speaker 2: a fight that you got to try to wrestle with. Bro. 502 00:21:45,119 --> 00:21:47,479 Speaker 2: I'm dealing with that shit now. You know what I'm saying. 503 00:21:47,720 --> 00:21:49,679 Speaker 1: Man, I almost wanna say for my heart, bro, Like, 504 00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:52,800 Speaker 1: it's never too late for none of that. Bro. Yeah, 505 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:55,960 Speaker 1: the relationships if you want to travel, if you look 506 00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:58,840 Speaker 1: at Nelson, Mandela was a political prisoner and everything I 507 00:21:58,920 --> 00:21:59,840 Speaker 1: didn't never see daylight. 508 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:01,680 Speaker 3: And so now that you free and God as grand 509 00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:03,760 Speaker 3: as you're their freedom. 510 00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:06,679 Speaker 1: It sound crazy. What you're saying sounds crazy, and I 511 00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:09,320 Speaker 1: feel it. But it's never too late. You got to 512 00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:11,440 Speaker 1: keep that in your mental life. Man, this is gonna happen. 513 00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:13,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be able to travel. I'm going over stre 514 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,640 Speaker 1: They're gonna fuck this case. You know what I'm saying. 515 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:17,439 Speaker 3: That's the way I feel like you should approach it. 516 00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's my fight healing. That's my fight. You know 517 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:21,800 Speaker 2: what I'm saying that all of this healing for me. 518 00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:23,639 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, I all live therapeutic for me. 519 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:26,040 Speaker 2: It gives me opportune because there's a lot of shit 520 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:28,560 Speaker 2: that I compartmentalize when I was in there. You know 521 00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:30,520 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like you lock away all these feelings 522 00:22:30,520 --> 00:22:33,359 Speaker 2: that you really feel, all the emotions that you trying 523 00:22:33,440 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 2: not to let everybody else feel. But you're walking around 524 00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 2: like it's okay. You can only lock so much of 525 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:39,280 Speaker 2: that shit up, you know what I'm saying, and then 526 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:41,320 Speaker 2: at some point you're gonna have to unload it. And 527 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,920 Speaker 2: so me coming out here, I go to therapy. You 528 00:22:43,960 --> 00:22:45,639 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I live in California. I go 529 00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 2: to therapy every Thursday. I want to make sure then 530 00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 2: I'm okay mentally that I ain't finna go out here 531 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,639 Speaker 2: and fuck up and come back again. So I know 532 00:22:52,880 --> 00:22:55,239 Speaker 2: it's an opportunity for me to do it, and I'm 533 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:58,119 Speaker 2: strivings towards doing it. That's my fight now. You know 534 00:22:58,160 --> 00:23:01,120 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, I'm trying to get make me hole again. Man. 535 00:23:01,160 --> 00:23:03,320 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, don't hold me accountable for 536 00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:06,080 Speaker 2: some that took place twenty six years ago. You know 537 00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:07,399 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, I'm gonna keep moving for it. In 538 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:10,840 Speaker 2: a fight there they trainfer your parole to Yeah, like 539 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:15,320 Speaker 2: on the Interstate Compact, or I did when I knew 540 00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:19,359 Speaker 2: I wasn't gonna have no opportunity to really making the 541 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,080 Speaker 2: life in Atlanta because I ain't have nobody that was 542 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,639 Speaker 2: doing nothing productive in life. You know what I'm saying. 543 00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:28,480 Speaker 2: Everybody I knew so dope. Everybody I knew you dope. 544 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:30,639 Speaker 2: So the chances of me making it out here in 545 00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:32,960 Speaker 2: Atlanta was I was gonna either sell a dope or 546 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,360 Speaker 2: in using though. So I took my show on the road, 547 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:37,600 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, and went out there own 548 00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:40,160 Speaker 2: know nobody, don't nobody know me. I get a fresh stub, 549 00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:42,400 Speaker 2: which is why I came over to th inhabilitation because 550 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:46,320 Speaker 2: they always want to rehabilitate you in Georgia. Phabilitation, Yeah, habilitation. 551 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:49,040 Speaker 2: I break it down for you. See, like when you 552 00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:54,400 Speaker 2: rehabilitate somebody, you you only rehabilitating the skills that they 553 00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,760 Speaker 2: already have. You know what I'm saying, You only making 554 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:58,959 Speaker 2: them better. So if you take a criminal and you 555 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:02,639 Speaker 2: put them inside the criminalistic environment and say we're gonna 556 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:06,119 Speaker 2: rehabilitate you with other criminals. Now, no programming on. Now, 557 00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 2: you're only rehabilitating his criminal making better because he only 558 00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:12,800 Speaker 2: again shown by the other criminals that's sitting there with him. Okay, 559 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,600 Speaker 2: so if you let that person out, he's only gonna 560 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:17,680 Speaker 2: reoffend again the same way. Probably try to get away 561 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:19,919 Speaker 2: with it a little bit longer. But if you habilitate me, 562 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:23,919 Speaker 2: which is introduced me to a new environment, introduced me 563 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,680 Speaker 2: to a different education, you know what I'm saying, expose 564 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:29,680 Speaker 2: me to different things, then I can be a whole 565 00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:33,800 Speaker 2: different person. I'm not using the skills that I already had. 566 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:35,919 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I got something totally different, 567 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:38,400 Speaker 2: a whole new identity, a whole new perspective on life, 568 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,280 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. The same way with the hood. 569 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:43,280 Speaker 2: If somebody would have told me that I can be 570 00:24:43,760 --> 00:24:46,119 Speaker 2: a Barack Obama, I probably would have tried to be 571 00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:48,560 Speaker 2: a Barack Obama. But then nobody tell me that Nigga 572 00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:50,080 Speaker 2: told me that I could say a dope on the 573 00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:53,879 Speaker 2: Coner and b fact Steve or white boy Keith Up. 574 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,040 Speaker 2: You know, did not tear white them back then. That 575 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:57,800 Speaker 2: what they were telling me I can be back then. 576 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:02,360 Speaker 2: So I habilitated myself out, moved outside of Atlanta, expose 577 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,200 Speaker 2: myself to something different, you know what I'm saying. Gave 578 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,760 Speaker 2: myself a different education. So now I'm trying some different 579 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:08,520 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying with my life. I ain't 580 00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:10,560 Speaker 2: playing industry. I ain't trying to go row nobody. I 581 00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:12,280 Speaker 2: ain't trying to steal no dope. I ain't trying to 582 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,600 Speaker 2: do that. I'm just trying to live life peacefully, enjoy 583 00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:17,520 Speaker 2: what I got left. I lost twenty six years. You 584 00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:19,439 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I lost twenty six years. It's 585 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:21,960 Speaker 2: a big twenty six year gap from thirteen to twenty six. 586 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:24,600 Speaker 2: It's a lot of things that I have not done, 587 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:27,960 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, as a child, as a teenager, 588 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:30,800 Speaker 2: as a as a twenty year old adult, thirteen to 589 00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:35,840 Speaker 2: thirty six, thirteen or forty two, forty one, twenty six. 590 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:39,000 Speaker 2: I did twenty six years in prison from thirteen to 591 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:42,040 Speaker 2: forty one. Good night, from thirteen. It's a big gap 592 00:25:42,119 --> 00:25:44,720 Speaker 2: right there. You feel me, It's a big old gap 593 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:47,239 Speaker 2: right there, bro, And I'm just trying I'm happy and 594 00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:49,040 Speaker 2: thankful that I have what I have. You know what 595 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:50,959 Speaker 2: I'm saying, I ain't. I don't want to do it 596 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,159 Speaker 2: and the you know what I'm saying, So that why 597 00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:54,320 Speaker 2: I ain't build up about no situation. I'm just trying 598 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:55,920 Speaker 2: to enjoy what I got, lit Bro, you know what 599 00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,120 Speaker 2: I'm saying. Try to deter some of these young niggas 600 00:25:58,119 --> 00:26:00,320 Speaker 2: that don't know that this shit can help to them, 601 00:26:00,359 --> 00:26:02,440 Speaker 2: and these niggas out here that ain't telling them this 602 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,400 Speaker 2: s can hap to them like them, Nigga didn't tell 603 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,200 Speaker 2: me this ship can help to you, you know what 604 00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:07,639 Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I don't here to push that so 605 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:09,080 Speaker 2: on because if a nigga would have told me, I 606 00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,560 Speaker 2: probably wouldn't been through that situation. 607 00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:12,840 Speaker 5: You feel me only good thing about that ship. They 608 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:15,000 Speaker 5: preserve you though, because you look young as a motherfucker. 609 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:15,680 Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. 610 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,160 Speaker 2: But I don't feel it. I don't. 611 00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:20,800 Speaker 5: You don't put time on your on your on your 612 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:25,520 Speaker 5: on your stress box, motherfucker like how you feel like 613 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:27,359 Speaker 5: you maintain your senity. 614 00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:31,320 Speaker 2: Throughout it, and they gonna be crazy. And I see 615 00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:35,920 Speaker 2: trying to the image, bro, trying to make it look 616 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,280 Speaker 2: good for everybody else. You know what I'm saying. That's 617 00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:40,639 Speaker 2: how I maintained my saying. So I'm telling myself, I 618 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:43,200 Speaker 2: can't let this nigga see that I'm really under pressing 619 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,320 Speaker 2: the motherfuckers. I can't let these nigga see that I'm 620 00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:47,440 Speaker 2: really like, Damn God, I wish I would. I could 621 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:48,800 Speaker 2: get out of here. You know what I'm saying. I 622 00:26:48,840 --> 00:26:50,840 Speaker 2: did sell some years on how Max. You know what 623 00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:53,840 Speaker 2: I'm saying, in a cell at Jackson Well on super 624 00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:58,840 Speaker 2: Max for being a personal notoriety. You know what I'm saying. 625 00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:00,639 Speaker 2: I ain't did nothing no by of just being a 626 00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:02,840 Speaker 2: person to know the rider of a gang leader is 627 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:06,120 Speaker 2: what they say, and doing them seven years. For three 628 00:27:06,119 --> 00:27:09,000 Speaker 2: of those years, I couldn't use the phone, couldn't get 629 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:11,800 Speaker 2: no mail, couldn't go to visitation, couldn't even go outside 630 00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 2: for the hour they yard called, couldn't get none of 631 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 2: that shit. And they were violate me and I ain't 632 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:18,159 Speaker 2: haling them with me in that cell, bruh. And I 633 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:20,960 Speaker 2: had to dig deep into myself. 634 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:21,280 Speaker 1: Bro. 635 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:24,160 Speaker 2: I contemplated suicide, you know what I'm saying, Like, Damn 636 00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:26,879 Speaker 2: Mama already got a life sentence and then you locked 637 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:29,760 Speaker 2: me in a cell inside of another prison n cell 638 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,200 Speaker 2: and expecting me to just be okay with this shit. 639 00:27:33,240 --> 00:27:34,920 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, A nigga contemplated this shit. 640 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,280 Speaker 2: I ain't had the balls to do it, but a 641 00:27:37,359 --> 00:27:40,320 Speaker 2: nigga thought of that ship. So I use trying to 642 00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,960 Speaker 2: maintain the image for everybody else. That what kept me saying. 643 00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:44,760 Speaker 2: I didn't want need everybody else to see me crack bro. 644 00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:46,480 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 645 00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:51,679 Speaker 1: Yeah, you know to use the term, you know, make 646 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:53,640 Speaker 1: up for lost time or get that time back. What's 647 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:55,159 Speaker 1: some of the things you're doing to try to do 648 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:56,480 Speaker 1: that or is it even possible? 649 00:27:56,480 --> 00:27:57,320 Speaker 3: That's what I was gonna say. 650 00:27:57,359 --> 00:28:00,400 Speaker 2: I ain't out of programmed myself not to even try 651 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:02,680 Speaker 2: to think about nothing that I lost. You know what 652 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:05,199 Speaker 2: I'm saying, unless somebody asked me what I lost, you 653 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:06,960 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, I can't get that back. You 654 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:09,120 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. If I do try to get 655 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:11,040 Speaker 2: that bag, I might run into sum in my pad 656 00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:12,879 Speaker 2: that I don't want to run into you, hear me. 657 00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:15,359 Speaker 2: So I'm gonna take what I got and go on 658 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 2: this way. Let the pair be the pay and live 659 00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:19,160 Speaker 2: for the future, trying to let hear you repeat itself. 660 00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,400 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, That's all. 661 00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:23,080 Speaker 1: I can do outside of being of course, you're happy 662 00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:25,119 Speaker 1: that you're free, But outside of that, are you happy? 663 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:26,760 Speaker 3: Religious as a whole? Are you happy? 664 00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:32,159 Speaker 2: I can't bro. I'm peacefully happy, peacefully happy when you 665 00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,680 Speaker 2: can bro, when you can wake up in the morning 666 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:37,919 Speaker 2: and I ain't got nothing, neither know. I ain't my 667 00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:41,040 Speaker 2: bank roll like nothing. I ain't. I ain't have this cut, 668 00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:45,640 Speaker 2: I ain't having nothing. He's bro like. I can wake 669 00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:49,360 Speaker 2: up in the morning and I can say, damn brother mine. 670 00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:51,400 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. My name on it d nigga. 671 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,120 Speaker 2: Ain't never own that nigga. I paid my rent and everything. 672 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:56,560 Speaker 2: Ain't nobody telling me I can't go in head and 673 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,240 Speaker 2: open refrigerator and cook what I want to cook. I 674 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,160 Speaker 2: ain't nobody to telling me I can't go out there 675 00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:03,240 Speaker 2: two or three in the morning, or telling me I 676 00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,480 Speaker 2: can't invite nobody over here. You know what I'm saying. 677 00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,960 Speaker 2: That's peace, bruh. And I can do that ship every 678 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,320 Speaker 2: morning with a smile on my face. Long with the 679 00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:14,680 Speaker 2: rent paid. I'm okay, you did. I ain't tripping I'm like, 680 00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:16,520 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, I ain't never had ship. 681 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,560 Speaker 2: You fear me all this? I lost it? Oh bruh. 682 00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,880 Speaker 2: I was in prison, was never supposed to get out, 683 00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:25,480 Speaker 2: you feel me? How can I walk around to be 684 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:28,400 Speaker 2: angry and upset about anything? It's niggas in there still 685 00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:30,840 Speaker 2: doing life. You know what I'm saying. That was doing 686 00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:33,920 Speaker 2: life in the seventies. I made it out before them. 687 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:37,440 Speaker 2: So nigga, I'm always happening at you, gonna be angry 688 00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:41,880 Speaker 2: by ship? See what you see? What hell feel like? 689 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:45,800 Speaker 4: How many time you've seen like the because you was 690 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:49,280 Speaker 4: in there? What I'm there? Quarter century? Right? Yeah? So 691 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:49,680 Speaker 4: how long? 692 00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:50,240 Speaker 2: How long? 693 00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:55,560 Speaker 4: How long? I mean, how many time did you see 694 00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,840 Speaker 4: the chain shift from what to what? 695 00:29:58,080 --> 00:29:58,200 Speaker 3: Like? 696 00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,280 Speaker 4: From good to bad, the bad to good good? You 697 00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:00,800 Speaker 4: know what I'm saying. 698 00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:04,680 Speaker 2: I seen it. I seen the shift, uh from from 699 00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:06,560 Speaker 2: it was never good. You know what I'm saying. I 700 00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:08,440 Speaker 2: ain't gonna never say it was from worse to worst 701 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:12,080 Speaker 2: then yeah, yeah, horrible, from from worse the horrible. Uh 702 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:17,280 Speaker 2: there where you ain't never been good? Uh? I say 703 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 2: round back the gang coaches. You know what I'm saying. 704 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:25,080 Speaker 2: Around like two thousand and nine eight nine, that's when 705 00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:26,920 Speaker 2: it took over. That's yeah, that's when it kind of 706 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:29,240 Speaker 2: like started to get right, you know what I'm saying, 707 00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 2: It started to move in. But after that, around by 708 00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:36,520 Speaker 2: two thousand and eight nine is when it started to shift. 709 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:40,040 Speaker 2: For the For the horrible part of Because you got 710 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:42,320 Speaker 2: it was about the city. You know what I'm saying. 711 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:44,960 Speaker 2: It was some city ship. Nigga from Atlanta against nigga 712 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,800 Speaker 2: from Savannah. Uh, nigga from Making against nigga from Augusta. 713 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:52,560 Speaker 2: And then now you got all these niggas together. Now 714 00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:56,360 Speaker 2: you got a group of nigga, theys from Augusta making Savannah, 715 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:58,680 Speaker 2: these nigga bloods. You got these niggas over here, they 716 00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:00,920 Speaker 2: g ds. You got these nigg over here they crip. 717 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:03,200 Speaker 2: You got these niggas over here they molly. You know 718 00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:04,960 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. You got all that shit going on, 719 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:07,719 Speaker 2: and then niggas just started controlling that shit and it 720 00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:10,040 Speaker 2: just went from niggas used to just fight, bro. You 721 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:11,480 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. The worst thing I used to 722 00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,400 Speaker 2: see a nigga get done to when nigga get hit 723 00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,400 Speaker 2: in the head with a lock. You know what I'm saying, 724 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:18,240 Speaker 2: niggas went from fighting, the niggas started dying. You know 725 00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:20,160 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. When niggas start dying, bro, that shit 726 00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:22,360 Speaker 2: just got out of control. Like the gangs just took 727 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:25,600 Speaker 2: over everything. Ain't no security in that motherfucker. 728 00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:28,920 Speaker 5: None, no security none, like the officer, don't they just 729 00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:30,360 Speaker 5: locked those and shit, they. 730 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:32,480 Speaker 2: Don't even do that. They can't lock no door, You 731 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:34,520 Speaker 2: can't lock no dough. That shit worse than right screens. 732 00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,160 Speaker 2: They just do count. That's see if they do that. 733 00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:40,000 Speaker 2: If they do that, bro, I'm not lying to capping 734 00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:43,360 Speaker 2: it at all. There's no security in that motherfucker. Like, 735 00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:47,120 Speaker 2: if you going that motherfucker right now, you won't you 736 00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,320 Speaker 2: everybody got a phone, everybody got them shitty you know 737 00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:52,360 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. A nigga gets stabbed right here, you 738 00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:54,600 Speaker 2: got to call the officer to come down to the dome. 739 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,800 Speaker 2: It probably ain't even no officer in the dome, you 740 00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:58,760 Speaker 2: feel me. You got to call the officer. You got 741 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:00,920 Speaker 2: to go to the window, scream on it. Hey, send 742 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,640 Speaker 2: the officer down here, tell them come open the door. 743 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:05,040 Speaker 2: It's that going on. And there ain't no security in 744 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:06,080 Speaker 2: them more for a period. 745 00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:08,480 Speaker 5: So when did you see like the shift in the 746 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,959 Speaker 5: Chang Gang, like because you've been in there. Damn there 747 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:15,440 Speaker 5: what quarter God, damn century right, yeah, yeah. 748 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:20,840 Speaker 2: I'm gonna stay round by oh eight oh nine, when 749 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:24,760 Speaker 2: when the Ching gang started to shift, mainly because of 750 00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,800 Speaker 2: the influx of the gang you know what I'm saying, 751 00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:29,360 Speaker 2: the gang culture ended up coming to Georgia and that 752 00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:34,320 Speaker 2: kind of like flipped everything. Niggas went from fighting and 753 00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,520 Speaker 2: getting hit in the head with the locks to niggas 754 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,080 Speaker 2: pulling out knives and stabbing each other, the nigga dying, 755 00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:39,920 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. 756 00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,960 Speaker 5: So do you think to ask you something, do you 757 00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:46,640 Speaker 5: think the gang sit started in Changan or on the 758 00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:51,120 Speaker 5: streets for. 759 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:51,600 Speaker 2: For Atlanta, I'm saying Chang gang. You know what I'm saying, 760 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,520 Speaker 2: because when I got locked up, it wasn't cool to 761 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:56,040 Speaker 2: be a gang banker, you know what I'm saying. If 762 00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:59,400 Speaker 2: you were gag banking in Atlanta, nigga, you were hanging downtown, 763 00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,320 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. And niggas in the neighborhood 764 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,760 Speaker 2: we were like, man, you lame man nigga. That California, 765 00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:06,200 Speaker 2: that shit nigga, And that's where it was. So but 766 00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 2: when we came when I went to prison, and you 767 00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:12,120 Speaker 2: you see all these different niggas from all these different 768 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:14,800 Speaker 2: parts of town. I don't know how the gang coaches 769 00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,720 Speaker 2: just hit, but everybody was just infected with it. And 770 00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:20,480 Speaker 2: it was like niggas from Atlanta started doing a nigga 771 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:23,000 Speaker 2: from Savannah. And then one day I look up, it's 772 00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:26,240 Speaker 2: all on the streets. Then it's everywhere in the chain game. 773 00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:29,000 Speaker 2: And then it just spread like wildfi like this ship was. 774 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:32,280 Speaker 2: It was some chit bright, but I think it's prison 775 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:34,120 Speaker 2: the way came from Thom. 776 00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:37,840 Speaker 5: So you think you motherfucker can be You can't really 777 00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:40,160 Speaker 5: be no Sevillian period in George. 778 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,560 Speaker 2: Not without showing a niggas song. You know what I'm saying. 779 00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:45,720 Speaker 2: You could be a Sevigan, but that the chances of 780 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:49,040 Speaker 2: you making it as a Sevigan and slim niggas gonna join. 781 00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:52,480 Speaker 2: So whether it's a Muslim or the Christian gang or so, 782 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,720 Speaker 2: you gonna join with somebody. But if you are sevenan 783 00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:59,080 Speaker 2: trying to make it and the George prisoniling that dominated 784 00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 2: by the games, you ain't gonna make it without showing 785 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:04,120 Speaker 2: the niggas song or going through some some type of 786 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:07,120 Speaker 2: adversity with having to prove that you will do this. 787 00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:09,239 Speaker 2: You you got to be an ultra cool nigga to 788 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,920 Speaker 2: do to get away with that one majority of ereboy 789 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:12,640 Speaker 2: the Jowin Son. 790 00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:16,160 Speaker 1: When they say when they say like get make up 791 00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:18,360 Speaker 1: for lost time or get that time back, you know 792 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:20,799 Speaker 1: you hear them. You hear people say that, like is 793 00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:23,160 Speaker 1: that possible? Or what have you been doing to make 794 00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:25,160 Speaker 1: up for lost time or get that time back? Them 795 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,479 Speaker 1: twenty six years make up. 796 00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:29,120 Speaker 2: For a lot of time. I ain't trying to make 797 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:29,919 Speaker 2: up for a lot of time. 798 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:30,160 Speaker 4: You know. 799 00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:33,560 Speaker 2: I can't make up for what's behind me withoutne lost 800 00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:35,200 Speaker 2: out of the laws. I don't think I could do 801 00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:36,879 Speaker 2: that and live for the future and trying to make 802 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,600 Speaker 2: history repeat itself. You know what I'm saying, If I 803 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:42,239 Speaker 2: if I try to make up for lost time, I'm 804 00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:44,839 Speaker 2: gonna end up running to some ship from my past, 805 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:47,120 Speaker 2: and I don't want the experience. You feel me, so 806 00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,040 Speaker 2: hell now, I ain't trying to play make up a 807 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:51,680 Speaker 2: lot of time. I'm just trying to live with what 808 00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:53,640 Speaker 2: I got them man, and make the best of what 809 00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 2: I got now, you feel me, That's all I can do. 810 00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:59,839 Speaker 1: You know how many of them promises that you may 811 00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 1: he was incarcerated to God, you know them nice when 812 00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:04,600 Speaker 1: you made them promises to God. I promise, I promise, 813 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:07,560 Speaker 1: I promise, I promise. Are you keeping them promises? You're 814 00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:08,839 Speaker 1: making good on them now that you're out? 815 00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, But it all depends on with premises. But I 816 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:16,520 Speaker 2: try to maintain my relationship regardless, even though I ain't 817 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:19,359 Speaker 2: like doing what always I was supposed to do all way, 818 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:21,480 Speaker 2: But I try to do my bit, you know what 819 00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:23,960 Speaker 2: I'm saying. But that all depends on what premises you're 820 00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:26,960 Speaker 2: asking for. Because I don't made so to good that 821 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,400 Speaker 2: I that I know, you know what I'm saying, He 822 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:31,280 Speaker 2: probably don't want to hear from me no more about 823 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,439 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. You know that for a fact, 824 00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:35,719 Speaker 2: I just stole them, or stole you know what I'm saying. 825 00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:37,040 Speaker 2: You know when you be trying to get out of 826 00:35:37,080 --> 00:35:40,759 Speaker 2: prison and you locked up and these hundreds of good 827 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:43,839 Speaker 2: truth I done been a Capitol Avenue for forty five 828 00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:47,799 Speaker 2: Capital Avenue c section sending them off foruck good. Please 829 00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:50,080 Speaker 2: let me go home. If you let me go home, 830 00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:52,160 Speaker 2: I never do none of this no more. I won't 831 00:35:52,239 --> 00:35:54,520 Speaker 2: I go to church every Sunday. I go to school 832 00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,719 Speaker 2: every day. I ain't even enrolling nobody school though, but 833 00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:58,920 Speaker 2: I go to school every Sunday. I swear to Good 834 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,520 Speaker 2: to let me go. That shit didn't work. I get 835 00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:03,560 Speaker 2: locked up for this. I tried to steal and soul 836 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:05,480 Speaker 2: the God. I tried to. I even went try to 837 00:36:05,480 --> 00:36:08,440 Speaker 2: get the more foruckers to the devil, and the devil 838 00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:11,680 Speaker 2: asked the devil was she I was playing the good. 839 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:13,800 Speaker 2: I was locked up for murder. Bro, you gotta understand, 840 00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:17,279 Speaker 2: I'm thirteen. My mind still moved like a child, you 841 00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:19,800 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. So I'm I'm thinking pinching myself 842 00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,439 Speaker 2: and ship thinking this shit a bad dream, or because 843 00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:25,520 Speaker 2: I ain't no where in him. I'm in jail for murder. Man, 844 00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:27,960 Speaker 2: I don't went God let me go gud to answer 845 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:32,399 Speaker 2: my pro Satan got let me out in I be Lord, 846 00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:34,960 Speaker 2: you te you got them. He ain't even answer the nigga. 847 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:38,200 Speaker 2: You feel me? So yeah, man, I done made supremises, 848 00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:40,279 Speaker 2: but the majority of them. I think I'm keeping the 849 00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,560 Speaker 2: gud though. You know what I'm saying. That wasn't abling 850 00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:44,480 Speaker 2: me to stay out here like I am or not. 851 00:36:44,719 --> 00:36:45,279 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 852 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:47,120 Speaker 5: I'm in telling you about to get married. You know 853 00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:49,680 Speaker 5: how nigga get the chain finishedna get married? 854 00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:54,000 Speaker 2: Well, one time, did I say that? You know what 855 00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:57,239 Speaker 2: I'm saying? Did I say that that? Yeah? That get married? 856 00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:59,160 Speaker 2: Because you know when you locked up, bro, you trying 857 00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:02,880 Speaker 2: to survive. I have everything look good to you. You 858 00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:06,080 Speaker 2: got to like whatever like you, that's what you like. 859 00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,880 Speaker 2: You know, your kids, she fat, You don't kids, She 860 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:12,440 Speaker 2: skinning men, and you don't care about ugly pretty, none 861 00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:15,000 Speaker 2: of that. You just looking for somebody to hold you 862 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:17,880 Speaker 2: down in that moment, because bruh, it's lonely in that motherfucker. 863 00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:19,919 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So whatever like you, that's 864 00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:23,200 Speaker 2: what you like. And I done had some situation where 865 00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:25,319 Speaker 2: done been a woman that done liked me, and I 866 00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:27,000 Speaker 2: don't been trying to hold on for the good. You 867 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 2: know you're good for three years, two three years out 868 00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:31,440 Speaker 2: of when you gotta like sending trying to get my 869 00:37:31,560 --> 00:37:33,680 Speaker 2: two three years out of here. Baby, we're gonna get married. 870 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:36,560 Speaker 2: We're gonna sign the paper. Ed time she's sending goddamn 871 00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:39,040 Speaker 2: paper telling the chaplain say he ain't got nothing from you. 872 00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:41,680 Speaker 2: I took the paper, throws motherfucker away you know what 873 00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:43,839 Speaker 2: I'm saying, That's just how it went. And I don't 874 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:46,120 Speaker 2: been through that. You know, I don't say it once, 875 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:47,600 Speaker 2: but you know what I'm saying, a lot of women 876 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,799 Speaker 2: that have been thinking that we've been moving toward wild incocerated. 877 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:52,040 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So I don't been through that. 878 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:53,000 Speaker 2: Did you did you? 879 00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:55,520 Speaker 4: Did you get in contact with one when you got. 880 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:58,879 Speaker 2: Out there like a woman that I dealt with? Man? 881 00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:02,360 Speaker 2: And it's said, because yeah, I did. I was dealing 882 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 2: with it the girl when I my experiences with women 883 00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:07,640 Speaker 2: that limited. You know what I'm saying. You know, I 884 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:09,799 Speaker 2: ain't had no relationships. You know what I'm saying. It's 885 00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:13,440 Speaker 2: just been wayn bam thinking I had a girl that 886 00:38:13,520 --> 00:38:15,480 Speaker 2: I was dealing with for like five year while I 887 00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:20,040 Speaker 2: was locked up, and uh, I get out. The world 888 00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:23,000 Speaker 2: ain't the same as it was when I was incocerated. 889 00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:26,120 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, ain't no women around me? 890 00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,799 Speaker 2: Is my options a few? You know what I'm saying. 891 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:30,960 Speaker 2: And then I'm just looking for some type of feminine 892 00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:33,399 Speaker 2: energy from a woman under the low conditions. So I'm 893 00:38:33,480 --> 00:38:36,799 Speaker 2: saying things that I normally wouldn't say if I was 894 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:39,040 Speaker 2: in a different environment, you know what I'm saying, And 895 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:41,680 Speaker 2: so that came back and beat me in my ass 896 00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:44,120 Speaker 2: because I was telling her these things while I was 897 00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,560 Speaker 2: locked up, and I felt like that in that moment, 898 00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:48,479 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. I felt like that free. 899 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:51,759 Speaker 2: It wasn't no, yeah, yeah, I felt like that. But 900 00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:55,480 Speaker 2: then when I got out, I felt different because now 901 00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:58,160 Speaker 2: you expecting the same thing when I was in jail. 902 00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:00,279 Speaker 2: You want to be on the phone out that you 903 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:03,040 Speaker 2: want to try to see why who I'm around with 904 00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:04,759 Speaker 2: I'm doing. Now I'm feeling like you're trying to be 905 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:06,800 Speaker 2: the war to me again. Now now I'm thinking you 906 00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:09,120 Speaker 2: trying to God Dawn control my life and I ain't 907 00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:11,640 Speaker 2: liked it. And so she telling me I'm being different. 908 00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:12,200 Speaker 4: Man. 909 00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:16,480 Speaker 2: The lady winning took She got a picture and Son 910 00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:19,120 Speaker 2: a picture of me or with a gun and my 911 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:22,839 Speaker 2: parole officer. Bro. When I got out on this case, 912 00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:26,400 Speaker 2: Son the picture of me with my parole officer, my 913 00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:29,120 Speaker 2: parole offics, come back, get me locked me up, Bro. 914 00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:32,080 Speaker 2: I stayed locked up for se month, fighting its tradition 915 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:34,880 Speaker 2: back to Georgia, so Georgia can put the light sentence 916 00:39:34,960 --> 00:39:36,680 Speaker 2: on me all because I didn't want to deal with 917 00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:38,640 Speaker 2: the girl when I got out of prison. You know 918 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:43,000 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, a pistol. You know how when you yeah, 919 00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:46,359 Speaker 2: you know you got it already, see And that's how 920 00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,759 Speaker 2: it beat the case though, because she cropped herself out 921 00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:50,560 Speaker 2: the picture. You know what I'm saying, you that temple 922 00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:54,480 Speaker 2: with the picture already. Well, like I told him, I say, I, 923 00:39:54,520 --> 00:39:58,120 Speaker 2: you know, I shoot content for my YouTube and that's 924 00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:01,399 Speaker 2: a prop gun. How can you prove that was a gun? 925 00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:03,440 Speaker 2: You won't have no gun. This person just sent you 926 00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:05,759 Speaker 2: a picture of a gun that's not a real gun. 927 00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:08,200 Speaker 2: And she altered the picture anyway when she cropped herself 928 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,160 Speaker 2: about the picture because she in the picture too. And 929 00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:12,640 Speaker 2: you send that to my paro. You had malicious attention 930 00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:15,719 Speaker 2: to begin with. But when I went through that and 931 00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:18,040 Speaker 2: I stayed locked up them sell much, bro, And I'm 932 00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:21,480 Speaker 2: dealing with facing that light sentence again. I'm already thinking 933 00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:23,080 Speaker 2: what niggas gona say when they see me walk to 934 00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:24,920 Speaker 2: the door. You know what I'm saying, nigga ain't been 935 00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,640 Speaker 2: not but like eight nine months, and you ripe that 936 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:29,920 Speaker 2: locked up for a piercel. Now you're finna get the 937 00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:31,879 Speaker 2: light sentence again for a gun you ain't even had 938 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:33,880 Speaker 2: any your possession. They don't even have the gun, you 939 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:35,680 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. And she did me that one, bruh, 940 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:38,720 Speaker 2: and that that kind of like jaded me for women 941 00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:41,080 Speaker 2: like that made me like m man like when I'm 942 00:40:41,080 --> 00:40:44,920 Speaker 2: dealing with them now, I don't want to be yeah, exactly. 943 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:46,960 Speaker 2: And that shit ain't good though, because it hindered you 944 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,880 Speaker 2: from a lot of shit, you know what I'm saying. Like, 945 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:54,000 Speaker 2: I feel like I'm I'm neglecting myself an opportunity to 946 00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:56,880 Speaker 2: find it or being with a good woman because I 947 00:40:56,920 --> 00:40:59,880 Speaker 2: got that shit in my past that I done dealt with, 948 00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:02,600 Speaker 2: dealing with prison. You know, it's hard for me to 949 00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:06,520 Speaker 2: become emotionally available or woman. So I'm thinking I'm stealing 950 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,920 Speaker 2: myself short because I ain't. I ain't like full this shit. 951 00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:10,600 Speaker 2: I'm gonna script this shit. I legit, just try this 952 00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:13,960 Speaker 2: shit legit. But I done have them experience that. Maybe man, 953 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:15,799 Speaker 2: I can't do it. I don't like that feeling though, 954 00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:17,680 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, When it go bad. I 955 00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:19,120 Speaker 2: like it when it's good, but I don't like it 956 00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:20,879 Speaker 2: when it gets rough. And to go bad, you got 957 00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:23,000 Speaker 2: the auger and all that. I don't know how the 958 00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:26,120 Speaker 2: augur I've been in the environment where the ugments is violence. 959 00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:28,080 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. If I if I'm raising 960 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:31,160 Speaker 2: my oh fuck you, motherfucker, the next thing is fou. 961 00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:33,560 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I don't. I don't want to. 962 00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:35,600 Speaker 2: I don't like that, you know what I'm saying. So 963 00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:37,360 Speaker 2: I be wanting this shit to be peaceful, and I 964 00:41:37,440 --> 00:41:40,520 Speaker 2: know that that ain't true of nothing because we people, 965 00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:43,680 Speaker 2: people don't gonna feel different. Everybody ain't gonna feel the same. 966 00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:46,400 Speaker 2: I got my personality. She might have her personality, and 967 00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:48,920 Speaker 2: she might not like how I do things. I might 968 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,759 Speaker 2: not like how she do shit in that I just 969 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:53,560 Speaker 2: got the self that and you're gonna have them augments, 970 00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:55,799 Speaker 2: But I ain't. I don't like that. You feel me? 971 00:41:57,200 --> 00:41:59,560 Speaker 1: Who is the person that supported you the most? You 972 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:01,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, was locked the way? 973 00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:05,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, my mom, Elaine mind, my doctor. Mama. Elaine Brown 974 00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:08,200 Speaker 2: the former leader of the Black Panther, part of the 975 00:42:08,239 --> 00:42:11,920 Speaker 2: only female that ever heard the Black Panther party centric command. 976 00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:17,080 Speaker 2: She was very instrumental in my incosperration, like or as 977 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:19,600 Speaker 2: my education and everything she just sit down in the 978 00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:23,600 Speaker 2: visitation from me every Saturday and Sunday. The visitation was 979 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:26,160 Speaker 2: from nine to three back then, she'll sit down in 980 00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:28,799 Speaker 2: there from nine to three Saturday and Sunday, drilling me 981 00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:31,920 Speaker 2: about the black experience, telling me about the Black liberation, 982 00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:36,160 Speaker 2: the Black power movement, revolution on introducing me to France 983 00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 2: for known. Uh heurop new ideology, different type of ideologist 984 00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:44,840 Speaker 2: or whatever, and uh they enabled me to make it 985 00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:47,279 Speaker 2: through my incosceration the way I did. You know what 986 00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:49,760 Speaker 2: I'm saying. Without her, I probably would have been another 987 00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:52,359 Speaker 2: nigga in that motherfucker j just wildly trying to find 988 00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:54,080 Speaker 2: a way through, you know what I'm saying, or with 989 00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:56,000 Speaker 2: another case like so many other niggas. Do you know 990 00:42:56,760 --> 00:42:57,640 Speaker 2: she was instrumental? 991 00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:00,640 Speaker 5: You thinking some niggas in there don't care if they 992 00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:01,720 Speaker 5: get out. 993 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:05,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, now if it is, I ain't met him, you 994 00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:07,600 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I know every nigga done ran 995 00:43:07,640 --> 00:43:09,399 Speaker 2: into since I been in there, I want to get out. 996 00:43:09,640 --> 00:43:11,600 Speaker 2: I ain't met a nigga that said, well, I'm happy 997 00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:13,440 Speaker 2: to be in PRIs and now today you know what 998 00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:15,400 Speaker 2: I'm saying, it be I don't want to meet that 999 00:43:15,440 --> 00:43:19,279 Speaker 2: nigga though, ain't good coming from that nigga. I don't 1000 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:21,840 Speaker 2: want to meet buddy nigga telling about I'm happy to 1001 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,480 Speaker 2: being prized. I don't want to go home. Nah, I 1002 00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:27,640 Speaker 2: ain't met him. For everybody I know, Bro, they they 1003 00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,040 Speaker 2: want to get out there, motherfuckering niggas, niggas like hardened niggas, 1004 00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:34,720 Speaker 2: Like Bro, if I could do this shit all over again, Bride, 1005 00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:38,680 Speaker 2: do it all over again. Nigga's not knowing that that 1006 00:43:38,719 --> 00:43:40,959 Speaker 2: the mistakes that they are made or the crime however 1007 00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:43,319 Speaker 2: you want to put it, the crimes that niggas are 1008 00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:45,960 Speaker 2: locked up for. Niggas not knowing that shit will come 1009 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:49,160 Speaker 2: with all that time. And it don't take all the 1010 00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:51,360 Speaker 2: years for a nigga to get the message. You know 1011 00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,120 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Niggas getting the message in ten, niggas 1012 00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:56,279 Speaker 2: getting the message in three. You know what I'm saying. 1013 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,080 Speaker 2: But y'all mexing the nigga I getting nigga out of 1014 00:43:58,120 --> 00:43:59,640 Speaker 2: the time and them niggas like Man, I wish I 1015 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:01,400 Speaker 2: want to never did this shit. But I wish I 1016 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:03,640 Speaker 2: would have went with my bitch this day. I would 1017 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,280 Speaker 2: have tried this this day. I ain't met no nigga 1018 00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:09,160 Speaker 2: that won regret for remorseful. Since I been locked up, 1019 00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:12,200 Speaker 2: I never met a nigga that win. Everybody feel remorse 1020 00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:13,719 Speaker 2: for what they did or what they en there for 1021 00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:15,200 Speaker 2: and wish they would have did it like they could 1022 00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:17,840 Speaker 2: have handled it another way. Yeah here, yeah, damn that 1023 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:20,239 Speaker 2: everybody Doe ran into like that. You know what I'm saying. 1024 00:44:20,239 --> 00:44:22,759 Speaker 2: That's why nobody takes you serious when you like, man, 1025 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:25,200 Speaker 2: I ain't dead shit. You know what I'm saying when 1026 00:44:25,239 --> 00:44:28,960 Speaker 2: I say that, niggas, Man, nigga shit was on the 1027 00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,879 Speaker 2: new But niggas don't understand when I when I'm walking 1028 00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:33,839 Speaker 2: around that mother for they thinking the niggas just being 1029 00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:36,200 Speaker 2: cool on the GP. When I'm going to my room 1030 00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:38,080 Speaker 2: and I'm laying in my rooms, they staying at the 1031 00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:42,000 Speaker 2: ceiling and shit, Niggas thinking I'm just a cool ad niggas. No, nigga, 1032 00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:43,719 Speaker 2: I'm sitting in here because I done lost my life 1033 00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:46,600 Speaker 2: and I'm miserable because I don't know what to do. 1034 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:50,800 Speaker 2: From thirteen years old to forty one years old, nigga, 1035 00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:54,640 Speaker 2: I was in that motherfucker lost you know what I'm saying. No, 1036 00:44:55,239 --> 00:44:57,440 Speaker 2: didn't have no vision of win I ever get out. 1037 00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,719 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, didn't no wind? Every time 1038 00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:02,239 Speaker 2: I come over for pro they want three more year, 1039 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,399 Speaker 2: they want five more year, they want four more year. 1040 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,000 Speaker 2: You always neglected me. I'm seeing niggas that's sending the 1041 00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:10,160 Speaker 2: more folks since the seventies, they still locked up when 1042 00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:11,839 Speaker 2: the lights in it was seven years and I got 1043 00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:14,600 Speaker 2: one at fourteen years, and these niggas still hear that. 1044 00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:17,319 Speaker 2: I'm that's my future. That's how I'm looking at it. 1045 00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:19,600 Speaker 2: I'm gonna beat them niggas and they just waiting to die, 1046 00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:22,160 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So my whole bro I 1047 00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:25,560 Speaker 2: would tell the niggas how innocent? Now will a nigga 1048 00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,080 Speaker 2: was laughing at me, But I was in the mother 1049 00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:30,080 Speaker 2: for hurting innocent for real? And you're you don't never 1050 00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:32,080 Speaker 2: hear too many niggas say that shit and really mean 1051 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:34,200 Speaker 2: that shit. You know what I'm saying. I did twenty 1052 00:45:34,239 --> 00:45:37,560 Speaker 2: six year, not no cap, no street cap. 1053 00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:41,520 Speaker 5: I did say nobody couldn't like just get in see 1054 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:44,480 Speaker 5: it like y'all ain't never try to peel or get 1055 00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:45,919 Speaker 5: into the case or none of that shit. 1056 00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:50,000 Speaker 2: See it worked like this, I appeal the case. This 1057 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:55,840 Speaker 2: is my problem in order for me to win, I 1058 00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:58,439 Speaker 2: would have to turn somebody in. I have to tell 1059 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:00,399 Speaker 2: on somebody else to get it off of me. I'm 1060 00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:02,080 Speaker 2: not willing to do that. You know what I'm saying. 1061 00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:06,080 Speaker 2: I ain't never, ain't nowhere in my whole transcript have 1062 00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:08,880 Speaker 2: it heard me implement nobody else. I never made a 1063 00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:11,560 Speaker 2: statement that. Ain't got one statement I made to the 1064 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:15,279 Speaker 2: detective to nobody. I never did that. And the only 1065 00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:18,200 Speaker 2: way if I, if I do try and win the case, 1066 00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:22,800 Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to say who did yeh? Did it exactly? 1067 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:24,480 Speaker 2: And help us prove it exact? Got it? 1068 00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:26,319 Speaker 5: We gotta make this case with it because we don't 1069 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:29,120 Speaker 5: went out here so far in charge of thirteen year olds. 1070 00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:31,080 Speaker 2: You got to give us somebody exactly. If not, you 1071 00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:33,080 Speaker 2: got to eat that. Yeah, but I talked. I tried 1072 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:34,759 Speaker 2: to tell them from the beginning. You know what I'm saying. 1073 00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:37,319 Speaker 2: You know they see that's the police, Joe. Let them 1074 00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:38,879 Speaker 2: figure that shit out. You know what I'm saying, They'll 1075 00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:41,759 Speaker 2: figure that ship out. If don't nobody tell them, motherfucker 1076 00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:44,399 Speaker 2: what going on. I ain't gonna figure that shit out. 1077 00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:47,200 Speaker 2: Ya gonna go on? So don't be thinking, uh that 1078 00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:49,120 Speaker 2: the police, Joe, they gonna figure it out when yeah, 1079 00:46:49,200 --> 00:46:51,879 Speaker 2: sending it there wrong the convicted, Yeah, be sitting there 1080 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 2: from now. 1081 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,399 Speaker 4: They feel like they got they got they got the. 1082 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:56,680 Speaker 2: Right wing, you know what I'm saying. But in my case, 1083 00:46:56,719 --> 00:46:59,840 Speaker 2: that w was't It wasn't true, bro, Like we didn't 1084 00:46:59,840 --> 00:47:03,560 Speaker 2: know Oo. You feel me if I knew that they 1085 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:07,200 Speaker 2: were trying juveniles as adult and I can go to 1086 00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:09,440 Speaker 2: prison for the rest of my life for a crime 1087 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:11,920 Speaker 2: that I ain't commit, Nigga, I would have been when 1088 00:47:11,920 --> 00:47:13,840 Speaker 2: we was in the little holding tanks, you know, we 1089 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,040 Speaker 2: were going to court. I would hey, nigga, y'all, Nigga 1090 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:16,399 Speaker 2: better tight. 1091 00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:17,200 Speaker 4: No, nigga ain't. 1092 00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:19,400 Speaker 2: These folks said they finnsa do X, Y and Z. 1093 00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:22,120 Speaker 2: But it was too late. These niggas had not already 1094 00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:24,200 Speaker 2: said little b did it. They thinking I'm finna go 1095 00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:26,239 Speaker 2: to Millageville. They thinking I'm fin to go to a 1096 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:29,080 Speaker 2: y DC. Nigga, the folks sending me the al Toe 1097 00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:34,520 Speaker 2: the prison, grown Folk prison at thirteen, well fourteen, when 1098 00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:36,279 Speaker 2: I walked through the dope. You know what I'm saying, 1099 00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:39,640 Speaker 2: I'm scared of hell and that motherfucker. Everything I did 1100 00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:41,279 Speaker 2: was out of field. You know what I'm saying. A 1101 00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:44,319 Speaker 2: nigga say this, this is the cheat code that I 1102 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:45,640 Speaker 2: found in prison. 1103 00:47:45,680 --> 00:47:45,879 Speaker 3: Bro. 1104 00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:48,560 Speaker 2: When I first got locked up, the CEO's had a 1105 00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:51,680 Speaker 2: hit out on me. They wanted me something done to 1106 00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:53,400 Speaker 2: me for no reason. I ain't done none to none 1107 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,680 Speaker 2: of DCO. And you got niggas that talk about this 1108 00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:58,760 Speaker 2: shit to today. And they tell a nigga from Savannah 1109 00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:01,319 Speaker 2: they want him to do something. Tommy, he don't do 1110 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,400 Speaker 2: nothing to me. Like, Bro, you're a cool lad, young nigga. 1111 00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,440 Speaker 2: I ain't really on that shit, but they won't us 1112 00:48:05,440 --> 00:48:08,560 Speaker 2: to do their teeth. I go to the hole, and 1113 00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:10,480 Speaker 2: when I go to the hole, I'm like, damn, ain't 1114 00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:12,879 Speaker 2: nobody any more but me. You know what I'm saying. 1115 00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:14,840 Speaker 2: On peaceful, I ain't got to worry about no nigga 1116 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,480 Speaker 2: trying to take advantage of me or swing. I'm gonna 1117 00:48:17,520 --> 00:48:20,719 Speaker 2: do nothing. I say this did my safe space. I 1118 00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:23,319 Speaker 2: get out the whole third time a nigga said it's 1119 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:26,160 Speaker 2: something to me. I swung on the boom, not because 1120 00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:28,560 Speaker 2: I'm just I want to be a badass nigga, but 1121 00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:31,080 Speaker 2: I'm itching for the safety. So I was going back 1122 00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:34,040 Speaker 2: to the whole for safety. But I wasn't signing in 1123 00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:36,239 Speaker 2: PC or doing no beat shit to get that. But 1124 00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:38,600 Speaker 2: niggas sninking, I'm doing this shit because I'm bad as here. 1125 00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:41,320 Speaker 2: I'm doing this shit because I'm really scared of you niggas. 1126 00:48:41,360 --> 00:48:43,080 Speaker 2: I'm doing this shit because I don't want you niggas 1127 00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:45,560 Speaker 2: doing shit to me. So every time your niggas look 1128 00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:47,719 Speaker 2: at me wrong, I'm aa swang right here in front 1129 00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:49,560 Speaker 2: of the polie niggas, tobody, let go in the room. Nigga, 1130 00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,200 Speaker 2: I ain't get mad in the room. I got mad 1131 00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:53,000 Speaker 2: right here. We're gonna swang right here. We're gonna go 1132 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:54,880 Speaker 2: to the whole. I can live over here. My mama 1133 00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:57,080 Speaker 2: come see me every Saturday and Sunday. You know what 1134 00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,000 Speaker 2: I'm saying. I'm giving a little played through the visitation 1135 00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:00,759 Speaker 2: room to have something smoke, I go to the store. 1136 00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:03,560 Speaker 2: I'm gonna sit back over here and live in safety. 1137 00:49:03,600 --> 00:49:05,239 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And the nigga can't say 1138 00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:07,399 Speaker 2: I'm a bitch, you know. So that's how I went 1139 00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:10,400 Speaker 2: through my time. But that made up. That made a 1140 00:49:10,480 --> 00:49:14,279 Speaker 2: reputation for a little b So now when I get out, 1141 00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:17,040 Speaker 2: everybody's scared of me. But little do they know. I'm 1142 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:19,799 Speaker 2: more afraid of them than they all me. I'm seventeen, 1143 00:49:20,520 --> 00:49:23,440 Speaker 2: grown man, thirty grown men thirty years old. Like you 1144 00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:26,000 Speaker 2: ain't flak shot a shot. Just don't even know, Nigga, 1145 00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:27,920 Speaker 2: if you was to did like this, said me, Nigga, 1146 00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:29,759 Speaker 2: I probably would have took off. You know what I'm saying, 1147 00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:31,799 Speaker 2: because I'm really scared of you niggas for real. But 1148 00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:33,759 Speaker 2: that shit gave me a reputation, bru, and I had 1149 00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:36,319 Speaker 2: to maintain that shit throughout my conserrace for real. 1150 00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:40,479 Speaker 5: Oh so, so you're saying basically you you and survival mode. Yes, 1151 00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:44,759 Speaker 5: tactical survival mode with Nigga thinking then Nigga throwed off. 1152 00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:47,280 Speaker 2: Now Nigga thinking that Nigga on that shit. That nigga 1153 00:49:47,320 --> 00:49:50,320 Speaker 2: really weakness action, you know. But I'm not. I'm scared. 1154 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:52,279 Speaker 2: I'm doing this shit out of field. You know what 1155 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:56,200 Speaker 2: I'm saying this, you're in prison, bro, Niggas raping niggas, 1156 00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:59,279 Speaker 2: niggas taking advantage of niggas, niggas huming folks in here. 1157 00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:01,279 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And I'm thirteen, so you know, 1158 00:50:01,400 --> 00:50:04,360 Speaker 2: my mind is everything I've been seeing on the movies 1159 00:50:04,719 --> 00:50:06,879 Speaker 2: and shit like that. I ain't seen nothing good come 1160 00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:09,360 Speaker 2: from prison, so I'm thinking that's what I'm finn experience. 1161 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:11,879 Speaker 2: So I'm preparing for the future. I got from now 1162 00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:15,080 Speaker 2: on twenty eleven. From nineteen ninety seven twenty eleven. Well, 1163 00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:17,240 Speaker 2: the first time I supposed to came up for parole 1164 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:20,279 Speaker 2: and it's nineteen ninety seven, nigga, I couldn't see that 1165 00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:22,319 Speaker 2: for you know what I'm saying. So I had to 1166 00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,120 Speaker 2: do what I had to do to survive, and me 1167 00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:27,120 Speaker 2: surviving was swinging on the nigga whenever I got an issue. 1168 00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:29,200 Speaker 2: Niggas say, let get a one on one man. Fuck 1169 00:50:29,239 --> 00:50:31,520 Speaker 2: you swing right here to Polly. Be here in thirty second. 1170 00:50:31,719 --> 00:50:33,480 Speaker 2: If you don't get what you done got in by, 1171 00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:36,120 Speaker 2: then yes it's trouble cause we're going to the hole 1172 00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:40,239 Speaker 2: and we're good, you know on my cheek coat. 1173 00:50:41,480 --> 00:50:43,799 Speaker 3: What's the biggest thing you'll say to a young nigga, Man, 1174 00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:45,120 Speaker 3: had your. 1175 00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:48,040 Speaker 2: Own man, you know what I'm saying. And that's near 1176 00:50:48,160 --> 00:50:50,439 Speaker 2: deal to me because I didn't have my own man. 1177 00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:53,000 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I love a nigga decide 1178 00:50:53,040 --> 00:50:55,279 Speaker 2: twenty six years of my life for me. You know 1179 00:50:55,280 --> 00:50:57,440 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, I let a nigga send me to prison, 1180 00:50:57,600 --> 00:50:59,799 Speaker 2: A couple of niggas send me to prison for twenty 1181 00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,719 Speaker 2: six yel because I ain't had my own mind. If 1182 00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:04,520 Speaker 2: I had my own mind, I probably would have did 1183 00:51:04,600 --> 00:51:07,120 Speaker 2: something totally different. You know what I'm saying. But I 1184 00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:09,360 Speaker 2: was reading that to everything that I'm seeing them niggas 1185 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:12,719 Speaker 2: do everything. I'm hearing them niggas say, I'm living doing 1186 00:51:12,760 --> 00:51:14,080 Speaker 2: what they doing. You know what I'm saying, I ain't even 1187 00:51:14,080 --> 00:51:16,279 Speaker 2: have my own personality, you know what I'm saying, So hey, 1188 00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:18,399 Speaker 2: your own mind. That's the best advice I can. 1189 00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:21,520 Speaker 1: Give in they go for like not listening, not just 1190 00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:24,279 Speaker 1: being impressed upon by just people in your hood and 1191 00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:28,280 Speaker 1: from the streets and listening to rappers, rap music. 1192 00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:34,239 Speaker 2: Whatever positive it influences, of course, but even if even 1193 00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:37,279 Speaker 2: if they negative influences, because we all need them. You 1194 00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:39,680 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. If you getting some negative influence, 1195 00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:41,239 Speaker 2: taken with what you got and put it what you 1196 00:51:41,360 --> 00:51:44,080 Speaker 2: got and have your own make your own decision out 1197 00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:46,800 Speaker 2: that shit. Don't let nobody tell you this the truth 1198 00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:49,520 Speaker 2: and then use it say Okay, this the truth because 1199 00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:51,799 Speaker 2: he said it the truth. Hell no, Hey, your own mind. 1200 00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:54,080 Speaker 2: Why is it the truth? You know what I'm saying, 1201 00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:56,360 Speaker 2: Thank you for yourself? What makes it the truth? Because 1202 00:51:56,400 --> 00:51:58,120 Speaker 2: he said, you know what I'm saying, and that don't 1203 00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,520 Speaker 2: necessarily play like that. But when you have your own man, bro, 1204 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:02,719 Speaker 2: you makes a better decision. And I didn't have my 1205 00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,759 Speaker 2: own man. So any of your nigga, I'm gonna tell them, 1206 00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:06,319 Speaker 2: always had your own man. 1207 00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:08,680 Speaker 4: What's the biggest lesson you learned? 1208 00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:12,879 Speaker 2: The biggest lesson I learned to think before you act, 1209 00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:15,919 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. That's the I didn't learned. 1210 00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:19,120 Speaker 2: Like consequences, I never wait them, you know what I'm saying, 1211 00:52:19,120 --> 00:52:22,120 Speaker 2: because you just act out for impost emotion, you know 1212 00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:24,040 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I just react, you know what I'm saying, 1213 00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:27,120 Speaker 2: or reaction. And I learned out of a lot of 1214 00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:29,440 Speaker 2: those reactions that I was have in a certain situation, 1215 00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,759 Speaker 2: never coming with some consequences that I wasn't willing to 1216 00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:34,120 Speaker 2: deal with, you know what I'm saying. But if I 1217 00:52:34,280 --> 00:52:36,520 Speaker 2: was stop and pause for a singing and think about 1218 00:52:36,960 --> 00:52:39,320 Speaker 2: this ship that I do before I act, you know 1219 00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:41,280 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, things will be a little more smoother 1220 00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:45,439 Speaker 2: for me. So me thinking before I act. Bro, that's 1221 00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:48,799 Speaker 2: the biggest thing that I ever could have came up 1222 00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:51,360 Speaker 2: with my damn self. Like, think about it. Be because 1223 00:52:51,400 --> 00:52:54,080 Speaker 2: the consequences, Bro, Niggas don't know If I go into 1224 00:52:54,320 --> 00:52:57,640 Speaker 2: like I used to be on store streetion, I ain't. 1225 00:52:57,760 --> 00:52:59,440 Speaker 2: I ain't my mama Like I told you before, my 1226 00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:02,800 Speaker 2: mama smoked. I wasn't getting no money, soney. So I'm 1227 00:53:02,920 --> 00:53:05,319 Speaker 2: in that motherfucker nigga. I'm gonna take advantage of these 1228 00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:07,400 Speaker 2: country nigga. You know what I'm saying. I'm finish breaking 1229 00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:09,560 Speaker 2: the nigga boxing you know what I'm saying, and split it. 1230 00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:11,360 Speaker 2: And I had the country nigga gave me the combination 1231 00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:13,439 Speaker 2: to these nigga locks and shit, you know what I'm saying. 1232 00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:15,000 Speaker 2: So I go in there and breaking the nigga lock. 1233 00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:17,920 Speaker 2: If I go and breaking a nigga locker and this 1234 00:53:18,120 --> 00:53:21,560 Speaker 2: nigga did see everybody's ship, you know what I'm saying. Now, 1235 00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:23,839 Speaker 2: I got to deal with the consequences of niggas trying 1236 00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,160 Speaker 2: to kill me because you know, niggas put principal on 1237 00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:29,479 Speaker 2: bullshit in prison the smallest little shit or get you killed. 1238 00:53:29,520 --> 00:53:32,440 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, in prison bullshit and I 1239 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:34,480 Speaker 2: ain't willing to deal with that, you know what I'm saying. 1240 00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:37,080 Speaker 2: And so I learned that I needed to start thinking 1241 00:53:37,239 --> 00:53:40,160 Speaker 2: before I acted, before I even got myself into some ship, 1242 00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:42,640 Speaker 2: because these consequences ain't might be some shit that you 1243 00:53:42,680 --> 00:53:45,399 Speaker 2: can't deal with b before you at the best thing 1244 00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:46,120 Speaker 2: I did. 1245 00:53:48,520 --> 00:53:50,640 Speaker 3: Purpose is living it. 1246 00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:52,759 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I'm living it to make 1247 00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:55,640 Speaker 2: my miss my message. You know what I'm saying. Everything 1248 00:53:55,719 --> 00:53:59,080 Speaker 2: that I went through or throughout my life. You know 1249 00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:01,840 Speaker 2: how people be trying to say what my purpose is, 1250 00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:03,720 Speaker 2: and like what my purpose is, and like the whole 1251 00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:06,200 Speaker 2: time you live in it, even though I was seeing 1252 00:54:06,239 --> 00:54:09,319 Speaker 2: it as as I was struggling or or I'm in 1253 00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:13,160 Speaker 2: a horrible time or horrible place at the moment, this 1254 00:54:13,360 --> 00:54:15,920 Speaker 2: is only preparing me for the future, you know what 1255 00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,479 Speaker 2: I'm saying. For what I'm gonna run into you. You 1256 00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:21,279 Speaker 2: enduring this right now so you could be able to 1257 00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:24,080 Speaker 2: go testify this ship to somebody. Go get to the 1258 00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:26,040 Speaker 2: young nigga, Go you. I don't know who I can 1259 00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:27,759 Speaker 2: reach with this shit, you know what I'm saying. But 1260 00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,160 Speaker 2: I'm here for a purpose and what I done been 1261 00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:32,000 Speaker 2: through that being my purpose of coming back to get 1262 00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:34,200 Speaker 2: their information to the young nigga. Hopefully they use what 1263 00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:35,960 Speaker 2: they choose to do with is on them. But I'm 1264 00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:38,760 Speaker 2: with delivery and I feel like that my purpose your journey. 1265 00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,719 Speaker 2: Happy doing it too. You know what I'm saying. When 1266 00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:44,680 Speaker 2: you can smile and feel good that you gave a 1267 00:54:44,760 --> 00:54:48,080 Speaker 2: nigga some advice that ain't gonna lead them to prison 1268 00:54:48,960 --> 00:54:51,120 Speaker 2: or that ain't gonna lead them somewhere where you shot 1269 00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:53,200 Speaker 2: dead in the street, you can feel good about this shit. 1270 00:54:53,280 --> 00:54:55,760 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, because I done felt bad 1271 00:54:55,800 --> 00:54:57,600 Speaker 2: about telling the nigga when you locked up in the 1272 00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:00,360 Speaker 2: middle of a wall. You telling the nigga, Hey, go 1273 00:55:00,440 --> 00:55:02,200 Speaker 2: over there and stay up that nigga, y'all pop on 1274 00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:03,920 Speaker 2: the niggas over there. You know what I'm saying. And 1275 00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:05,600 Speaker 2: then when you look at it, this nigga got a 1276 00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:09,279 Speaker 2: lifcense behind it. This nigga got damn or like the 1277 00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:12,200 Speaker 2: new charges. Yeah, shit like that. You know what I'm saying. 1278 00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,560 Speaker 2: How can a nigga live with that on his countries? 1279 00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:17,279 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I'm fighting to go home, 1280 00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:19,520 Speaker 2: but here I am telling another nigga stay up another nigga, 1281 00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:21,919 Speaker 2: so he can't go home. You feel me? That shit 1282 00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:23,560 Speaker 2: didn't make no sense to me, bro, you know what 1283 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,000 Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I ain't want to live with that 1284 00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:26,960 Speaker 2: shit on my countries, none of that shit, bro. 1285 00:55:27,120 --> 00:55:31,759 Speaker 3: Like, So damn, what's your first day out look like? 1286 00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:36,719 Speaker 2: Man? Third day out with You know, when I first 1287 00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:38,799 Speaker 2: got out, I ain't go to Atlanta. I got on 1288 00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:41,520 Speaker 2: a plane. I got on Delta and went straight to Oakland, California. 1289 00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:46,399 Speaker 2: That's where I live at. So my first day out 1290 00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:50,080 Speaker 2: was a it wasn't no Jovi Yo day like I'm 1291 00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:53,319 Speaker 2: just static to be out and all that, because it 1292 00:55:53,440 --> 00:55:58,280 Speaker 2: was kind of like sadness and like survivor's guilt or whatever. 1293 00:55:58,280 --> 00:56:01,040 Speaker 2: Because all my friends that niggas that I call my 1294 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:03,880 Speaker 2: friends brothers or whatever them niggas in prison, you know 1295 00:56:03,920 --> 00:56:06,320 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So here I am removed twenty a 1296 00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:08,360 Speaker 2: year from a society and they don't put back in it. 1297 00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:10,399 Speaker 2: And I'm in a O Orange state. Well, I don't 1298 00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:13,120 Speaker 2: know nobody, and I'm in the hotel. I won't even 1299 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:15,120 Speaker 2: go out the room. You know what I'm saying. I'm 1300 00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:17,960 Speaker 2: calling niggas in prison. You feel That's how long I 1301 00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:19,879 Speaker 2: want out here? Where I could do anything I want 1302 00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:23,080 Speaker 2: to do. I'm calling niggas in prison like yeah, Bri, 1303 00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:25,600 Speaker 2: miss y'all already, Bro, nigga you free? 1304 00:56:26,840 --> 00:56:27,840 Speaker 4: Yeah, you feel me? 1305 00:56:27,920 --> 00:56:30,720 Speaker 2: It was their survival gift. So it didn't get turning 1306 00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:35,839 Speaker 2: to a happy, happy situation until I came back to Atlanta. 1307 00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:37,600 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. New Year's and all that. 1308 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:39,800 Speaker 2: When I came back and I'm like, wow, you know 1309 00:56:39,800 --> 00:56:41,760 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. But then will a nigga been missing? 1310 00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:45,320 Speaker 2: It was like bro lights cam at like bro like 1311 00:56:45,719 --> 00:56:48,279 Speaker 2: last I ain't. I don't even think. I don't. My 1312 00:56:48,440 --> 00:56:50,520 Speaker 2: shit was stuck like this, Bro, I was smiling so 1313 00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:53,320 Speaker 2: much I swelled. My shit was stuck. I just it 1314 00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:54,560 Speaker 2: was a good. 1315 00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,280 Speaker 5: Did you feel lost though? Before you got back to Alana? 1316 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:02,000 Speaker 5: Did you feel like and do I belongs back out 1317 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:02,200 Speaker 5: of here? 1318 00:57:02,280 --> 00:57:02,520 Speaker 4: Do that? 1319 00:57:02,840 --> 00:57:06,200 Speaker 2: Yes? Yes? I had that. I asked myself that shit, 1320 00:57:06,440 --> 00:57:10,400 Speaker 2: because you know, I will lonely brou like everybody I 1321 00:57:10,480 --> 00:57:13,120 Speaker 2: know is in Atlanta. You feel me Now, I'm out 1322 00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:16,480 Speaker 2: here in California. I'm sitting out here like damn, I 1323 00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:18,640 Speaker 2: don't even know how to fit in with this shit 1324 00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:21,680 Speaker 2: out here because it's a whole different culture in California 1325 00:57:21,760 --> 00:57:24,400 Speaker 2: versus the Atlanta coach, and I'm like, damn, I stick 1326 00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:26,040 Speaker 2: out like a sore throw and they laughing at the 1327 00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:29,160 Speaker 2: way niggas talk, like damgn country, hell niggas, where you from? 1328 00:57:29,160 --> 00:57:32,080 Speaker 2: And all this whole shit here. So yeah, I had 1329 00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:34,320 Speaker 2: plenty of old moment, like Damn, do I really supposed 1330 00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:37,240 Speaker 2: to be out here? Because these folks can't even understand me. 1331 00:57:37,280 --> 00:57:39,479 Speaker 2: They don't even know what the fuck I done been through. 1332 00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:43,360 Speaker 2: If I'm limit toy Bank, I ain'mmunicated out. I'm at 1333 00:57:43,400 --> 00:57:48,240 Speaker 2: a fucking ball in Oakland, California, watching the football game. Now, 1334 00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,480 Speaker 2: you know, when you grow up in prison, everything we 1335 00:57:50,560 --> 00:57:52,760 Speaker 2: say be kind of like derogatory. She was like, when 1336 00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:55,240 Speaker 2: a nigga runs the bout, like knock his head off, 1337 00:57:55,480 --> 00:57:57,520 Speaker 2: You hit him, knock his fucking head out. I'm in 1338 00:57:57,560 --> 00:58:00,000 Speaker 2: here with a whole bunch of white folk bro Sentral 1339 00:58:00,040 --> 00:58:03,000 Speaker 2: Cisco playing somebody. I mean there, I tell me, I say, 1340 00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:05,840 Speaker 2: kill him, he running with it. Bo'm like kill him, Yeah, 1341 00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:08,080 Speaker 2: that's how you knocked that bitch head off. And I 1342 00:58:08,160 --> 00:58:11,320 Speaker 2: looked around all the white folks in there looking at me, 1343 00:58:11,440 --> 00:58:16,880 Speaker 2: like killing it. 1344 00:58:16,960 --> 00:58:17,080 Speaker 1: Man. 1345 00:58:17,160 --> 00:58:20,240 Speaker 2: I the god damn football you feel, But that's the 1346 00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:23,160 Speaker 2: environment that a nigga came up in that situation made 1347 00:58:23,160 --> 00:58:25,440 Speaker 2: me feel like, damn, what the hell am I doing? 1348 00:58:25,520 --> 00:58:27,000 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, I supposed to be around 1349 00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:29,240 Speaker 2: he motherfucker. Do you spose ain't like me or some shit? 1350 00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:30,880 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, And that makes you question 1351 00:58:30,920 --> 00:58:33,120 Speaker 2: whether you're supposed to be here or not. But the 1352 00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:35,120 Speaker 2: fact that I got good people in my life, they 1353 00:58:35,560 --> 00:58:38,240 Speaker 2: reassured me, like, hey, nigga, get that ship out of 1354 00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:41,040 Speaker 2: your mind, to watch this ship out the any way 1355 00:58:41,040 --> 00:58:42,640 Speaker 2: you're supposed to be you know what I'm saying. That 1356 00:58:42,680 --> 00:58:44,800 Speaker 2: way keep me going though. But I've been through that. 1357 00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:48,160 Speaker 1: So you got a book coming. You got you on 1358 00:58:48,240 --> 00:58:50,600 Speaker 1: YouTube too, right, what's the name of the But what's 1359 00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:51,440 Speaker 1: the name of the YouTube? 1360 00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:54,960 Speaker 2: On the book? Dead at thirteen Man told the story 1361 00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:57,919 Speaker 2: Man in my life, my story, everything I went through. 1362 00:58:58,320 --> 00:58:59,960 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, My the way I was 1363 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:02,760 Speaker 2: feeling in the courtroom seeing a nigga that know, I 1364 00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:04,960 Speaker 2: didn't do nothing point the finger at me, you know, 1365 00:59:06,160 --> 00:59:10,120 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, you know that ship was on the news. Yeah, 1366 00:59:10,240 --> 00:59:11,920 Speaker 2: but you you was in the street then, you know 1367 00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:16,320 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. You were paying then that. Hey, why 1368 00:59:16,360 --> 00:59:17,960 Speaker 2: that ship was on the newde Why they got some 1369 00:59:18,040 --> 00:59:21,440 Speaker 2: folks on that Like you know what I'm saying, nigga 1370 00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:24,360 Speaker 2: slid it up onder my door. You feel me? That's 1371 00:59:24,400 --> 00:59:26,120 Speaker 2: how I talk about it in the Bookdough. But that's 1372 00:59:26,160 --> 00:59:28,680 Speaker 2: how I found out. Oh what I found out about 1373 00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:31,240 Speaker 2: my brother when my brother said it be if Eric 1374 00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:33,280 Speaker 2: said he did, and then be probably did you know, 1375 00:59:33,360 --> 00:59:35,280 Speaker 2: be bad here, can't nobody to see it? Be nothing 1376 00:59:35,720 --> 00:59:37,919 Speaker 2: this in the a j C. You know what I'm saying, 1377 00:59:37,920 --> 00:59:39,520 Speaker 2: they slid on my door. 1378 00:59:39,640 --> 00:59:41,720 Speaker 5: Oh so he didn't say he's seen. He's saying, like 1379 00:59:41,840 --> 00:59:44,280 Speaker 5: ship whatever they say he did, he did. 1380 00:59:44,600 --> 00:59:48,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, And you, my brother, you feel me? You my brother, 1381 00:59:49,480 --> 00:59:51,280 Speaker 2: I could see if you was somebody that nigga just 1382 00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:55,640 Speaker 2: rolled up around. It's like my brother, damn bro, nigga, 1383 00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:57,760 Speaker 2: I let you chump me out with the twin offhahmer. 1384 00:59:57,840 --> 00:59:59,920 Speaker 2: I let you chump me y'all paying me every Sunday. 1385 01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:02,160 Speaker 2: He never paid me. Nigga, I'm still out there working 1386 01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:05,320 Speaker 2: for you. You feel me? You, my brother, I would 1387 01:00:05,360 --> 01:00:07,920 Speaker 2: have did anything ain't for you. And that's what you 1388 01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:11,040 Speaker 2: got to say. If a nigga said my brother did, 1389 01:00:11,120 --> 01:00:13,080 Speaker 2: then he did it so. 1390 01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:17,000 Speaker 5: But did you like looking back on it, did you say, like, yeah, 1391 01:00:17,040 --> 01:00:18,600 Speaker 5: I fit the profile of a nigga who. 1392 01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:19,080 Speaker 4: Would have did that? 1393 01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:23,160 Speaker 2: No? I never said that. I couldn't I fit the profile. 1394 01:00:23,200 --> 01:00:25,040 Speaker 2: And I'm trying to figure out who the hell I am. 1395 01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:27,600 Speaker 2: You got to look, I was a child. I know 1396 01:00:27,640 --> 01:00:30,960 Speaker 2: they say we were advanced out here then most Cheerdren 1397 01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:34,160 Speaker 2: or whatever. I was a child, Brou. I'm still trying 1398 01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:38,120 Speaker 2: to find my personality, my identity as a person. You 1399 01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:40,840 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I'm not knowing none of these 1400 01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:44,040 Speaker 2: street shit come with d shit. I'm not knowing niggas 1401 01:00:44,120 --> 01:00:46,840 Speaker 2: viewing me the way they viewing me, or the consequences 1402 01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:48,360 Speaker 2: that come along with this shit. I didn't know none 1403 01:00:48,360 --> 01:00:51,000 Speaker 2: of that shit, Brou. I wasn't running around shooting no nigga. 1404 01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:53,280 Speaker 2: I ain't run around rob a nigga. Yeah, with the 1405 01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:56,200 Speaker 2: chokehold at the train station, but we rob a niggas. 1406 01:00:56,200 --> 01:00:57,920 Speaker 2: That's like us. You know what I'm saying, nigga that 1407 01:00:57,920 --> 01:01:00,000 Speaker 2: going to school. Niggain't got no more than twenty dollars. 1408 01:01:00,160 --> 01:01:01,520 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying that what we were doing. 1409 01:01:01,560 --> 01:01:04,480 Speaker 2: So I wasn't no bad person before I went to prison. 1410 01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:05,400 Speaker 2: I was surviving. 1411 01:01:05,880 --> 01:01:07,720 Speaker 5: How you knew to keep the cold at as at 1412 01:01:07,760 --> 01:01:09,840 Speaker 5: such a young age, Like, you're not saying that how 1413 01:01:09,880 --> 01:01:13,720 Speaker 5: you knew cause niggas taught it to me, niggas, But 1414 01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:16,400 Speaker 5: watching the same nigga that taught it to you do 1415 01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:18,680 Speaker 5: it to you. How that made you feel? 1416 01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:19,439 Speaker 2: Did you feel? 1417 01:01:19,520 --> 01:01:20,680 Speaker 4: Did you still believe in the cold. 1418 01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm always believe in the cold because that's what 1419 01:01:23,600 --> 01:01:26,560 Speaker 2: I was taught. I'm always believing that just because another 1420 01:01:26,680 --> 01:01:29,480 Speaker 2: nigga dislayer, don't mean I supposed to get dislayer just 1421 01:01:29,520 --> 01:01:33,720 Speaker 2: because he dislayered lawyer to the cold. But I knowed 1422 01:01:33,760 --> 01:01:36,640 Speaker 2: it because niggas was teaching it to me. If you 1423 01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:41,959 Speaker 2: take a child and from nine years old up until 1424 01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:45,920 Speaker 2: the age of fifteen, and you teach him all street etiquette, 1425 01:01:45,960 --> 01:01:48,240 Speaker 2: this what you dos and don't stut the street. That 1426 01:01:48,400 --> 01:01:50,840 Speaker 2: nigga gonna know the dudes and don't sut the street, 1427 01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:52,520 Speaker 2: and he don't stand on with you there tall him 1428 01:01:52,520 --> 01:01:54,720 Speaker 2: because this is all he been raised the duke, you 1429 01:01:54,800 --> 01:01:57,080 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, That's all he been raised to do, 1430 01:01:57,280 --> 01:01:59,800 Speaker 2: and that's what was given to me. I've been taken 1431 01:01:59,800 --> 01:02:02,680 Speaker 2: to nigga the wreck dog jump out, niggas. Throw the 1432 01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:04,800 Speaker 2: dope down, nigga, don't hand it to me, Nigga, drop it. 1433 01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:07,080 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I'm picking the dope up, 1434 01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:08,920 Speaker 2: the pistols up and walking through the alley. You know 1435 01:02:08,960 --> 01:02:10,480 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Where you get that from? When they 1436 01:02:10,520 --> 01:02:11,720 Speaker 2: do kids? Where you get that from? 1437 01:02:11,760 --> 01:02:11,880 Speaker 1: Oh? 1438 01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:13,440 Speaker 2: I found it on the ground, just picked it up. 1439 01:02:13,600 --> 01:02:15,160 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. One of these dudes that now, 1440 01:02:15,160 --> 01:02:18,040 Speaker 2: ain't nobody gave me nothing. I been doing that. I 1441 01:02:18,200 --> 01:02:21,120 Speaker 2: been knowing what to what to say, but never that. 1442 01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:25,120 Speaker 2: Nobody gave me nothing. Never that. Oh oh yeah, it's 1443 01:02:25,200 --> 01:02:27,160 Speaker 2: mind and that or I found that ship on the ground. 1444 01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:30,360 Speaker 2: You y'all pulled up out here. Y'all seen folks throwing 1445 01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:32,479 Speaker 2: ship I found longer. I picked it up on pole. Nigga, 1446 01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:34,360 Speaker 2: I'm trying to make me some money. What you want 1447 01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:36,280 Speaker 2: me to do? You know what I'm saying. I always 1448 01:02:36,360 --> 01:02:38,360 Speaker 2: knew that because what these niggas taught me. So I've 1449 01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:40,560 Speaker 2: been going through these ship but to see these niggas 1450 01:02:40,880 --> 01:02:44,000 Speaker 2: teach me this shit and go against it. But that 1451 01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:46,400 Speaker 2: shit hurt. That shit hurt. I don't know if you 1452 01:02:46,520 --> 01:02:50,280 Speaker 2: ever felt betrayal. You know what I'm saying. That's betrayal 1453 01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:52,200 Speaker 2: and the ausman and that ain't no good feeling, bro. 1454 01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:54,760 Speaker 2: That shit put me into her like real shit. Because 1455 01:02:54,880 --> 01:02:57,520 Speaker 2: these are the niggas that I love, Niggas that I idolize, 1456 01:02:57,680 --> 01:03:00,320 Speaker 2: Niggas that I'm looking up to. You know what I'm saying. Nigga, 1457 01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:04,040 Speaker 2: that was a nigga. That was the nigga in the bluff. 1458 01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:06,640 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. To hear this nigga call 1459 01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:12,040 Speaker 2: from the Federal Penitentiary. The Federal Penalitentiary bro to the 1460 01:03:12,160 --> 01:03:16,120 Speaker 2: Bluff in three way a phone call with the detective. Humhm, 1461 01:03:16,760 --> 01:03:20,120 Speaker 2: oh my mama. Nigga called nigga locked up in the Feds. 1462 01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:23,600 Speaker 2: Nigga called from the Fed. Called to the payphone in 1463 01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:25,600 Speaker 2: the Blow. You remember back then, nigga funk number to 1464 01:03:25,640 --> 01:03:27,400 Speaker 2: the payphone. Then called to the payphone in the Blow. 1465 01:03:28,080 --> 01:03:31,280 Speaker 2: Niggas say, hey, the detective made the three way for him. 1466 01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:33,720 Speaker 2: Now say hey, I heard somebody just got killed in 1467 01:03:33,760 --> 01:03:36,160 Speaker 2: the Blow. Another nigga from the Blow, who also a 1468 01:03:36,240 --> 01:03:40,680 Speaker 2: confidential informant for the federal agent, get on the phone. Yeah, 1469 01:03:40,800 --> 01:03:43,160 Speaker 2: somebody got killed out here. Hey, man, tell me who 1470 01:03:43,200 --> 01:03:46,480 Speaker 2: did that shit? Man? Oh, they say little B did it. 1471 01:03:46,720 --> 01:03:49,920 Speaker 2: Vam Son, little Bee, They say he did it, and 1472 01:03:50,040 --> 01:03:52,680 Speaker 2: he tell the detective ate they say vat Son, little Be, 1473 01:03:52,800 --> 01:03:54,520 Speaker 2: you know, and they figure out who the hell little 1474 01:03:54,560 --> 01:03:56,640 Speaker 2: Be and the folks called get me. Nigga. You in 1475 01:03:56,720 --> 01:03:58,480 Speaker 2: the fat already out of the game. What the hell 1476 01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:00,480 Speaker 2: you doing? Worry about what going on in bluff in. 1477 01:04:00,480 --> 01:04:02,560 Speaker 4: A way you're trying to get it, get out of 1478 01:04:02,600 --> 01:04:03,720 Speaker 4: Jeffrey Coo exactly. 1479 01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:07,120 Speaker 5: But the game man, So so do you think all 1480 01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:09,000 Speaker 5: that picking up the dope and the alley, doing this 1481 01:04:09,160 --> 01:04:11,280 Speaker 5: and taking charge with nigga? Do you think that played 1482 01:04:11,280 --> 01:04:17,280 Speaker 5: a part into helping you get found guilty? Like character like, man, 1483 01:04:17,320 --> 01:04:19,520 Speaker 5: what shit this? Niggas been doing shit like you know 1484 01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:22,280 Speaker 5: the police areen telling the DA like, man, we always 1485 01:04:22,280 --> 01:04:24,880 Speaker 5: getting calls about little B vai Son. 1486 01:04:25,480 --> 01:04:29,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, but I don't think that would lead it. That's 1487 01:04:29,720 --> 01:04:33,959 Speaker 2: what led to mind constration. See me allowing that ship 1488 01:04:34,040 --> 01:04:37,080 Speaker 2: to happen. Oh, nigga, you take the charges. It was 1489 01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:40,200 Speaker 2: preparing me for the big one. You know what I'm saying. 1490 01:04:40,520 --> 01:04:43,800 Speaker 2: You've been prepping me all these year, nigga. Niggas doesn't 1491 01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:45,840 Speaker 2: shot niggas. Niggas don't did all this shit in the 1492 01:04:45,880 --> 01:04:47,800 Speaker 2: bluff and nigga don't say nothing. We never talked to 1493 01:04:47,880 --> 01:04:49,840 Speaker 2: the police police. Hey, what you know about who? I 1494 01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:52,600 Speaker 2: don't know? Nick? You know all this preparing so when 1495 01:04:52,680 --> 01:04:55,040 Speaker 2: the big one come, which is a body, when a 1496 01:04:55,080 --> 01:04:57,440 Speaker 2: big one come and little be in that situation, now 1497 01:04:57,640 --> 01:04:59,160 Speaker 2: a little b don't know nothing e to do but 1498 01:04:59,280 --> 01:05:02,280 Speaker 2: the ship to fuck and look what y'all say gonna happen, happen, 1499 01:05:02,480 --> 01:05:05,000 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like you say, or you 1500 01:05:05,040 --> 01:05:07,840 Speaker 2: can make the right decision, your free wheel or whatever. 1501 01:05:08,200 --> 01:05:10,240 Speaker 2: I had the free wheel opportunity that I ain't. I 1502 01:05:10,280 --> 01:05:12,040 Speaker 2: ain't had no man on my own, you know what 1503 01:05:12,080 --> 01:05:13,880 Speaker 2: I'm saying. And I let the nigga make that decision 1504 01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:15,720 Speaker 2: for me. Bro, you know what I'm saying without having 1505 01:05:16,600 --> 01:05:18,840 Speaker 2: a voice of my own, and that shit cost me 1506 01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:20,440 Speaker 2: my life, you know what I'm saying. So I don't 1507 01:05:21,480 --> 01:05:23,800 Speaker 2: I ain't respecting that. No, I don't. 1508 01:05:24,120 --> 01:05:28,439 Speaker 4: You know, just gave a nigga, gave a nigga sck 1509 01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:32,920 Speaker 4: it to a nigga. Yeah, and that's crazy. I don't 1510 01:05:32,960 --> 01:05:33,880 Speaker 4: even ever know this story. 1511 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:35,760 Speaker 5: You know what we was on the East Side we 1512 01:05:35,880 --> 01:05:38,680 Speaker 5: just seen like young nigga be done, killed the nigga 1513 01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:39,520 Speaker 5: in the blood, they finish. 1514 01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:42,520 Speaker 4: They that's all the nigga knew. You know what I'm saying. 1515 01:05:42,560 --> 01:05:44,919 Speaker 4: Ain't nobody going into it like could it be done? 1516 01:05:45,120 --> 01:05:45,320 Speaker 2: Could? 1517 01:05:45,560 --> 01:05:46,640 Speaker 4: Could he have did it? Could? 1518 01:05:46,920 --> 01:05:47,960 Speaker 2: I I had to be about what. 1519 01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:53,080 Speaker 4: I had to be about eighteen nineteen around that time. 1520 01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:56,400 Speaker 5: Yeah, we was outside, so you know, niggas already think 1521 01:05:56,520 --> 01:05:58,400 Speaker 5: like shit, I see some young niggas over here that 1522 01:05:58,560 --> 01:06:00,200 Speaker 5: do the same shite up. 1523 01:06:00,600 --> 01:06:02,360 Speaker 2: But at the same time that when you get hit 1524 01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:05,520 Speaker 2: with that motherfucker, you know you ain't you ain't really 1525 01:06:05,640 --> 01:06:07,440 Speaker 2: did and that, you know what I'm saying. But then 1526 01:06:07,520 --> 01:06:10,800 Speaker 2: nobody say, nam time. Hold look if he did it, 1527 01:06:10,880 --> 01:06:13,560 Speaker 2: why where the fuck you get that gun from? Who 1528 01:06:13,640 --> 01:06:15,680 Speaker 2: the hell gave him the gun? Who gave him a ride? 1529 01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:17,760 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, ain't no way he killed 1530 01:06:17,800 --> 01:06:19,880 Speaker 2: the nigga over here and the bluff and made it 1531 01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:22,479 Speaker 2: alway the Holland Street walking with it. I wasn't before 1532 01:06:22,480 --> 01:06:23,960 Speaker 2: he left the nigga. The nigga got killed with the 1533 01:06:24,000 --> 01:06:26,000 Speaker 2: Mini four team. You know what I'm saying, cap being ripe, 1534 01:06:26,080 --> 01:06:28,440 Speaker 2: that motherfucker did be I'm fully limb. You know what 1535 01:06:28,480 --> 01:06:30,560 Speaker 2: I'm saying that if I'm walking with that motherfucker, that'd 1536 01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:32,480 Speaker 2: be sticking out like a sore thumb. I can't move 1537 01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:34,280 Speaker 2: with that beach. So you know, I ain't walked the 1538 01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:37,400 Speaker 2: Holland Street with no pistols. But nowhere isn't anybody else 1539 01:06:37,440 --> 01:06:41,440 Speaker 2: implicating in the case nowhere, you fear me, not by 1540 01:06:41,520 --> 01:06:43,400 Speaker 2: me or not by anybody. You got a couple of junkets, 1541 01:06:43,440 --> 01:06:46,240 Speaker 2: they said one of the joinks said they thought somebody 1542 01:06:46,280 --> 01:06:48,320 Speaker 2: else did it, you know what I'm saying. But then 1543 01:06:48,600 --> 01:06:50,560 Speaker 2: we ain't hear from that junket no more. My lawyer 1544 01:06:50,640 --> 01:06:52,360 Speaker 2: had to find that on discovery. We never heard from 1545 01:06:52,400 --> 01:06:55,200 Speaker 2: that joinkt again that said or she thought somebody else 1546 01:06:55,240 --> 01:06:58,200 Speaker 2: did it. But then when we found out what she 1547 01:06:58,400 --> 01:07:00,120 Speaker 2: was talking about, they were talking aout a nigga. That 1548 01:07:00,240 --> 01:07:01,880 Speaker 2: was only case with me. You know what I'm saying, 1549 01:07:01,920 --> 01:07:03,600 Speaker 2: probably been the one did it, you know what I'm saying, 1550 01:07:03,600 --> 01:07:06,840 Speaker 2: But we never found that jacket again. How you move forward, though, 1551 01:07:07,160 --> 01:07:12,360 Speaker 2: How you move forward just taking what I done been through, 1552 01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:14,520 Speaker 2: like I said before, and making it my miss. Just 1553 01:07:14,760 --> 01:07:17,240 Speaker 2: enjoying the rest of the life that I have left, 1554 01:07:17,320 --> 01:07:18,800 Speaker 2: you know, what I'm saying, try and make them me 1555 01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:20,320 Speaker 2: and my missage at the end of the day, bro, 1556 01:07:20,480 --> 01:07:22,840 Speaker 2: like get it information to some young niggas that may 1557 01:07:22,880 --> 01:07:25,080 Speaker 2: be coming up the same way little b wall coming 1558 01:07:25,200 --> 01:07:26,560 Speaker 2: up you know what I'm saying, and may not have 1559 01:07:26,760 --> 01:07:29,400 Speaker 2: the information or may not know that. Nigga you ask 1560 01:07:29,560 --> 01:07:32,720 Speaker 2: and spend the wrong block, and yeah, be spending spinning 1561 01:07:32,760 --> 01:07:34,840 Speaker 2: around in somebody's sell block for the rest of you. Like, 1562 01:07:34,920 --> 01:07:36,520 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, and niggas ain't telling them that. 1563 01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:39,600 Speaker 2: So I feel like going forward. That's what I'm doing, 1564 01:07:39,720 --> 01:07:42,080 Speaker 2: like from here on that with my life, bro, because 1565 01:07:42,160 --> 01:07:44,680 Speaker 2: I feel good when I can let somebody that's on 1566 01:07:45,080 --> 01:07:47,520 Speaker 2: somebody that's on the wrong pair, no like this some 1567 01:07:47,640 --> 01:07:49,600 Speaker 2: shit that can happen to you and I can do 1568 01:07:49,920 --> 01:07:51,520 Speaker 2: what they do with the information is on them now 1569 01:07:51,560 --> 01:07:52,880 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, But I feel good with 1570 01:07:52,960 --> 01:07:55,600 Speaker 2: giving it. Do you think the code that you raised 1571 01:07:55,680 --> 01:08:01,480 Speaker 2: up on still exists within the niggas that stand on it? Well, 1572 01:08:02,960 --> 01:08:04,240 Speaker 2: do you think it's up uphill? 1573 01:08:04,440 --> 01:08:04,480 Speaker 1: No? 1574 01:08:05,080 --> 01:08:08,000 Speaker 2: No, No, I don't think it's a hell because every 1575 01:08:08,080 --> 01:08:10,040 Speaker 2: time I turn around, Bride, see some ship of a 1576 01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:13,920 Speaker 2: nigga violating the cold You know what I'm saying. Whereas 1577 01:08:14,400 --> 01:08:17,519 Speaker 2: I would never go talk to the police, you know 1578 01:08:17,520 --> 01:08:19,320 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, I would talk not to You know 1579 01:08:19,320 --> 01:08:21,200 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. I would never go sitting in the 1580 01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:24,840 Speaker 2: interrogation room and go back and forth with the police. 1581 01:08:24,920 --> 01:08:26,880 Speaker 2: Now we was over here or we was over there, 1582 01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:29,400 Speaker 2: cause niggas told me, you don't do that. Them folks 1583 01:08:29,479 --> 01:08:32,960 Speaker 2: trained to do this. Ship They set you up every time. 1584 01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:35,240 Speaker 2: So the bes thing they could have did is shipped 1585 01:08:35,240 --> 01:08:37,040 Speaker 2: to fuck up. And that's what I did, is ship 1586 01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:40,080 Speaker 2: to fuck up. So know that cold ain't uphill to 1587 01:08:40,160 --> 01:08:41,960 Speaker 2: a high standard no more, because if it was, the 1588 01:08:42,040 --> 01:08:44,760 Speaker 2: prison population would be overflooded like it is now. You 1589 01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:46,519 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, Nigga, catch a case like shit, 1590 01:08:46,600 --> 01:08:48,360 Speaker 2: why I got one? I need to give him, Get 1591 01:08:48,479 --> 01:08:50,720 Speaker 2: him to come out that bush it brother got us. No, 1592 01:08:51,080 --> 01:08:53,559 Speaker 2: they got you, nigga. You know what I'm saying. That's 1593 01:08:53,600 --> 01:08:58,240 Speaker 2: how the nigga be. Well, yeah, hey, I ain't nobody 1594 01:08:58,320 --> 01:09:00,479 Speaker 2: excepting no rat. You know what I'm saying, I ain't 1595 01:09:00,560 --> 01:09:03,360 Speaker 2: nobody respecting no. How can you be in prison with 1596 01:09:03,560 --> 01:09:06,400 Speaker 2: everybody not being told on in prison and you got 1597 01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:08,599 Speaker 2: a nigga walk around that done told on the nigga. 1598 01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:10,280 Speaker 2: You know he gonna have it bad. You know, you 1599 01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:13,200 Speaker 2: got some niggas that don't know the certain niggas a 1600 01:09:13,200 --> 01:09:14,920 Speaker 2: not told. But then when they find out niggas told 1601 01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:17,559 Speaker 2: nigga flipping them OUs side down. But yeah, niggas ain't 1602 01:09:17,560 --> 01:09:19,519 Speaker 2: sling with the shit. You know what I'm saying. I 1603 01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:21,280 Speaker 2: ain't mad at the niggas that told. I mean, I 1604 01:09:21,320 --> 01:09:22,880 Speaker 2: don't even hate them niggas, you know what I'm saying, 1605 01:09:22,880 --> 01:09:26,519 Speaker 2: because I feel like niggas made me a better person, 1606 01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:27,960 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Because like you said earlier, 1607 01:09:27,960 --> 01:09:29,280 Speaker 2: I don't know what Little Bee would have turned out 1608 01:09:29,280 --> 01:09:30,519 Speaker 2: to be. Probably would have been a junket, you know 1609 01:09:30,520 --> 01:09:32,599 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So I went to prison and became 1610 01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:35,400 Speaker 2: a better person. I know now that you niggas ain't 1611 01:09:35,400 --> 01:09:37,200 Speaker 2: who you niggas is, and I ain't got no respect 1612 01:09:37,240 --> 01:09:38,880 Speaker 2: for them for nigga that raised me, you know what 1613 01:09:38,880 --> 01:09:41,120 Speaker 2: I'm saying, none whatsoever, And I mean that. 1614 01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:41,840 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1615 01:09:43,360 --> 01:09:46,320 Speaker 3: Well, it's a million dollar story, man. I hope everybody 1616 01:09:46,960 --> 01:09:47,840 Speaker 3: is able to you know what I'm saying. 1617 01:09:47,920 --> 01:09:49,800 Speaker 1: Check out your book and check out your story and 1618 01:09:50,880 --> 01:09:53,200 Speaker 1: you're able to impack as many young people as possible 1619 01:09:53,240 --> 01:09:56,919 Speaker 1: and help them to see a different a different perspective. 1620 01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:00,160 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying and just wishing you the best, bro, 1621 01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:01,479 Speaker 3: I appreciate. 1622 01:10:01,240 --> 01:10:02,559 Speaker 4: One last thing for get out of there. 1623 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:05,639 Speaker 5: Do you think niggas you see how niggas got damn 1624 01:10:05,720 --> 01:10:08,240 Speaker 5: be posting it pictures and jail cause niggas got phone 1625 01:10:08,240 --> 01:10:11,080 Speaker 5: and shit just showing like their lifestyle they not really 1626 01:10:11,120 --> 01:10:12,840 Speaker 5: glorified and they just trying to get them a look 1627 01:10:13,000 --> 01:10:15,080 Speaker 5: just show like. So what would you tell the young 1628 01:10:15,160 --> 01:10:17,479 Speaker 5: niggas to see that shit and think, Okay, it's a 1629 01:10:17,560 --> 01:10:18,200 Speaker 5: cool place to be. 1630 01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:22,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, that when them nigga put them cameras down, when 1631 01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:24,200 Speaker 2: nigga snapped that pitch, because all of that nigga, when 1632 01:10:24,320 --> 01:10:28,519 Speaker 2: niggas snapped that picture and everything, ain't nobody in never 1633 01:10:28,600 --> 01:10:32,479 Speaker 2: hear nigga miserable, Nigga smiling that camera holding up pounds 1634 01:10:32,479 --> 01:10:35,800 Speaker 2: a weed, nigga bank roll full of cab You can't 1635 01:10:35,840 --> 01:10:38,680 Speaker 2: spend that shit, that outfit that a nigga taking the 1636 01:10:38,720 --> 01:10:40,559 Speaker 2: picture on. He wear them mother FuG outside to sell 1637 01:10:40,600 --> 01:10:42,360 Speaker 2: them own person sitting with it on. They gonna lick 1638 01:10:42,439 --> 01:10:43,880 Speaker 2: him down to take it from me. You know what 1639 01:10:43,880 --> 01:10:47,200 Speaker 2: I'm saying that's a miserable situation. That shit only happened. 1640 01:10:47,640 --> 01:10:50,679 Speaker 2: They only happy for that one moment right there. Don't 1641 01:10:50,720 --> 01:10:53,080 Speaker 2: believe the hype man that Instagram cap man nigga. I 1642 01:10:53,080 --> 01:10:55,240 Speaker 2: don't be happy with that ship. Niggas ain't half for 1643 01:10:55,320 --> 01:10:56,920 Speaker 2: the nigga that you see posting that shit. Don't even 1644 01:10:56,960 --> 01:10:59,120 Speaker 2: be having like that for real. They be other niggashit. 1645 01:11:00,680 --> 01:11:05,280 Speaker 5: For a record, a little B, this ship a wide 1646 01:11:05,320 --> 01:11:07,240 Speaker 5: open for your but Red Carver whenever you want to 1647 01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:08,120 Speaker 5: come through, let us know. 1648 01:11:08,439 --> 01:11:12,200 Speaker 4: Shout shout out to Instagram again and yeah at Little 1649 01:11:12,240 --> 01:11:12,760 Speaker 4: B from the. 1650 01:11:12,760 --> 01:11:15,439 Speaker 2: Blow Man YouTube man, at Little B from the Blood 1651 01:11:15,520 --> 01:11:20,240 Speaker 2: Instagram man, I'll already know it be front the blow Man, Yo. 1652 01:11:20,520 --> 01:11:21,439 Speaker 4: We're fucking with it, bro. 1653 01:11:22,760 --> 01:11:23,640 Speaker 3: It is a little B. 1654 01:11:23,720 --> 01:11:25,880 Speaker 1: We appreciate you pulling out the Big Facts man, y'all. 1655 01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:28,760 Speaker 1: Check us out Triple W dot Big fatspod dot com. 1656 01:11:29,080 --> 01:11:33,280 Speaker 2: Sal catch the Big Facts audio experience on Ihearts Black 1657 01:11:33,320 --> 01:11:37,439 Speaker 2: Effect on Tuesdays, revote on Wednesdays, and revote YouTube channel 1658 01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:38,120 Speaker 2: on Thursdays. 1659 01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:41,160 Speaker 3: Visit our website now, bigfaspod dot com