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Speaker 1: The Nicky Gliser podcastser here's Nikki. Oh. I didn't hear

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Speaker 1: I'm Nikki. It's the show. Welcome to it. Oh, I

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Speaker 1: know why mode? Oh there it is kicking in. Hey

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Speaker 1: guys from Nicky Glaiser. Welcome to the show, Snick Gleiser Podcast.

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Speaker 2: What are you about? You had a smirk.

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Speaker 1: I know, I just got a d M from Chris.

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Speaker 1: That's like a private thing. But it was just like

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Speaker 1: this was us and it was I just I just

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Speaker 1: saw the what the video is? I already know what

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Speaker 1: the what the video is. It's a clip from It's

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Speaker 1: a very intense clip from Seventh Heaven. And we had

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Speaker 1: a therapy session today or yesterday, a couple's therapy session

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Speaker 1: where things got tense and he just sent this. We

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Speaker 1: haven't really talked about it. Like you get off these

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Speaker 1: couples if you don't live together, which we do, but

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Speaker 1: he's in LA right now. You get done with a

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Speaker 1: couple of syapy, you just like say bye and you

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Speaker 1: log off, and then you like, wait, what do you do?

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Speaker 1: Like usually you walk out together and you like hug

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Speaker 1: in the parking lot and you go That was really good?

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Speaker 1: Are you talking the elevator? And like then you go

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Speaker 1: home and you kind of like but when you're in

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Speaker 1: separate places, you're just gonna like do I can we

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Speaker 1: just leave that there? I don't really want to talk

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Speaker 1: about what came up in there and then and so

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Speaker 1: we didn't. And he's busy working on editing the Mark

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Speaker 1: Twain Prize, and so we didn't really talk about all

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Speaker 1: the stuff that came up in there, and but he

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Speaker 1: just sent me this thing that made me like feel like, okay, good,

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Speaker 1: It's not as dire as I thought it was, you know,

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Speaker 1: like the whatever came up, Like, I don't know if

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Speaker 1: it never is, like it could be down the line. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: these sayings where people go like what like, uh, you

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Speaker 1: know it's right when it's hard, It's like, well that's

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Speaker 1: a lot of times, or like stuff like that. It's like,

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Speaker 1: well no, because sometimes you hurt yourself because you go

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Speaker 1: too hard. It's like I don't. Yeah, there's it is

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Speaker 2: What really rhymes not true necessarily.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. I had double therapy yesterday. I had couples and

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Speaker 1: into my single therapy, and at the end of it,

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Speaker 1: I was so drained, and I know people are like, yeah, done, Nikki,

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Speaker 1: that's draining, not from me. And then I had done

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Speaker 1: the podcast the hour before, so it was an our podcast,

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Speaker 1: our couples hour. It was a lot of talking myself,

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Speaker 1: reliving that red carpet moment that was like fraught for me,

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Speaker 1: with that last one and I didn't cry through it.

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Speaker 1: then I really I bawled, which I'm By the way,

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Speaker 1: I'm a little annoyed at the word balling because they

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Speaker 1: will throw balling Like I watch Netflix with the subtitles

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Speaker 1: Because when I think of someone balling, I think of

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Speaker 1: Once in their lives, women ball probably three times a month.

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Speaker 1: have to explore this? Why with it sounds like I'm

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Speaker 1: not being judgmental. I'm actually curious what is it? Because

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Speaker 1: I like to explore what gets us, what makes us cry? Like,

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Speaker 1: what have you explored? Why is it that that touches

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Speaker 1: Date America's Got Talent. I'm thinking of just singing. No,

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Speaker 2: That's There's nothing that gets to me quicker and faster

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Speaker 1: Do you watch American Idol? Like is this just why

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Speaker 1: But there's just a lot of stuff that seems set

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Speaker 2: Well it's not Nick Cannon anymore. It's not Terry Crews.

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Speaker 2: Makes a huge difference that when it's Terry Crews, because

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Speaker 2: I could tell actually wants them to succeed, whereas Nick

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Speaker 1: Like that, yes, which is Cruise seems like a father

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Speaker 2: Yes, it's a wonderful show. I don't love right now.

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Speaker 1: No, is the season happening now?

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Speaker 2: They did agt All Stars, which I don't love, so

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Speaker 2: to see them over Codversity.

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Speaker 1: Yes, and now.

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Speaker 2: Stars already know their story, we already.

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Speaker 1: I wanted so badly to pitch Dancing with the Stars Losers.

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Speaker 1: Everyone who's been first quoted off comes back. It's been

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Speaker 1: and actually, like, you know, work hard, it will all

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Speaker 2: Thinks that might be wrong. Actually, I think it might

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Speaker 1: Okay, yeah you should. You should tune into that. Do

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Speaker 1: What about comedians on America's Got Talent? Because we had

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Speaker 2: Especially America's got talent comedians, is that they're looking for

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Speaker 2: a very specific type of comedian and with a puppet. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: Don't you need a puppet? Tears win this show or one?

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Speaker 2: A disproportionate amount of the ventril quists do very well

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Speaker 1: I don't care for it.

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Speaker 2: But you have to go out there and you have

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Speaker 2: to be you have to do short jokes. You have

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Speaker 1: All those comics I mentioned are one liner guys.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. Gary Vetter is the exception, because I know that

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Speaker 2: Gary Vetters definitely not like a like the main.

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Speaker 1: Family guy. No, but he is at his heart he's

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Speaker 1: a one liner type guy. Yeah, I just uh, I

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Speaker 1: guess I just don't care. What did you like? Watch

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Speaker 1: it when Howard Stern was a course or a judge,

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Speaker 2: I mean it's Simon cow You can't beat a curmudgeon

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Speaker 1: There is something like, man, do you want to win

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Speaker 2: Man? When I want.

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Speaker 1: Simon Cowell to like me and to see something in

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what is that now? Howard Stern amazing though, I

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Speaker 3: my parents are like seventy two and they don't but

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Speaker 3: they're not.

434
00:21:00,200 --> 00:21:02,760
Speaker 1: This person is definitely in twelve step program and like

435
00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:05,320
Speaker 1: has done a lot of work on themselves based on everything,

436
00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:08,040
Speaker 1: the whole list. I wouldn't take this list from my parents,

437
00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:11,080
Speaker 1: no offense to them. Yeah, but this person seems based

438
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Speaker 1: on what we get into later, you'll see Okay, number

439
00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:16,400
Speaker 1: three work on a passion project. Even just thirty minutes

440
00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:20,920
Speaker 1: a day, it compounds. Yeah, that's piano for you, right, Brian,

441
00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:22,320
Speaker 1: don't you play it like an hour day?

442
00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:26,199
Speaker 2: I play well. Piano is also kind of like meditative,

443
00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:28,960
Speaker 2: like I'll play for as long as possible and it

444
00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:30,320
Speaker 2: just makes it calms me down.

445
00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:34,760
Speaker 1: But what about when you start to suck and you

446
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Speaker 1: feel frustrated. Does that calm you down? Or do you

447
00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:38,560
Speaker 1: just play things that you feel comfortable doing?

448
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:42,280
Speaker 2: No, No, I push myself for sure. I think it

449
00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:44,080
Speaker 2: calms me when I'm playing it, even if I suck,

450
00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:47,119
Speaker 2: and really I get frustrated, like thinking about it later.

451
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:49,720
Speaker 2: Or when I get really frustrated is when there's a

452
00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:53,159
Speaker 2: situation where there's a piano and there's in public or something,

453
00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:55,920
Speaker 2: and like I can't because that's your Yeah, are.

454
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Speaker 1: Able to play in public?

455
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Speaker 2: Yeah?

456
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Speaker 1: For one song for thirty minutes? Okay? Sorry at.

457
00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:05,399
Speaker 2: Forty Yeah, I just need to do three Taylor Swift songs

458
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:09,320
Speaker 2: or one Mozart concerto and sit down and do it.

459
00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:11,399
Speaker 2: I can play songs, not like I have like a

460
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:12,800
Speaker 2: It's not like I'm just playing.

461
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Speaker 1: I want to see you play. Do you ever bring

462
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Speaker 1: in on the road with you like a little keyboard.

463
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Speaker 2: No, I thought about it. There's a you can buy

464
00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:24,600
Speaker 2: a foldable keyboard. Yeah. I was thinking about it for

465
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Speaker 2: when we were doing f Boy, because I was like,

466
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Speaker 2: it would be nice to have a piano, especially if

467
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Speaker 2: there was like yeah for like that long of just

468
00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:35,960
Speaker 2: like constantly being there in that place.

469
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Speaker 1: M hmm, we could play I could play guitar with you.

470
00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:40,280
Speaker 1: We could have jammed so.

471
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Speaker 2: That I can do I think I can accompany.

472
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Speaker 1: Oh that's cool, all right, Well that let's do F

473
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Speaker 1: boy again. Let's see how it goes. Lovers and Liars

474
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Speaker 1: April eleventh. By the way, people keep going, people keep

475
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:54,800
Speaker 1: writing and be like, congrats on your new show, and

476
00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:58,280
Speaker 1: I keep bringing back what show? Like, I don't even

477
00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:00,639
Speaker 1: know what they're talking about, right, because first of all,

478
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:03,240
Speaker 1: we taped it so long ago that it doesn't make

479
00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:05,480
Speaker 1: sense that it's even like coming out now. I mean,

480
00:23:05,480 --> 00:23:06,960
Speaker 1: it wasn't. It was less than a year ago, but

481
00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:10,480
Speaker 1: it was September, you know. And so Lovers and Liars,

482
00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:13,520
Speaker 1: which is practically F Girl Island, that's what we shot

483
00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:18,879
Speaker 1: it as. The name is Jane is F Girl Island.

484
00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:23,919
Speaker 1: Three guys looking for love. They were they were f

485
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:26,400
Speaker 1: boys and seasons prior, but now they actually want love

486
00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:29,320
Speaker 1: and it's real. And then there are a bunch of

487
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Speaker 1: girls and half of them are f girls and half

488
00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:34,679
Speaker 1: of them are nice girls. And they guys have to

489
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Speaker 1: decide who and the girls are. It's fucking nuts, dude's

490
00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:41,480
Speaker 1: and we couldn't predict who was who. We all like

491
00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:44,760
Speaker 1: played along it was so fun. It's gonna be good

492
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:47,040
Speaker 1: lovers and liars. That's what it's called. April eleventh on

493
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Speaker 1: the CW. Okay, yeah, we're gonna do you work on

494
00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:57,200
Speaker 1: a passion project? Noah, Yeah, I guess it's that. But yeah,

495
00:23:57,280 --> 00:23:59,439
Speaker 1: I mean now you don't you're pregnant so you can

496
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Speaker 1: just take off. Yeah. I kind of hate this one.

497
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Speaker 3: I don't like this kind of expectation because it's like,

498
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Speaker 3: I don't know what my passion project is. I'm not

499
00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:08,720
Speaker 3: passionate about anything.

500
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:11,280
Speaker 1: What I've never heard you say anything like that. What

501
00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:12,760
Speaker 1: about jiu jitsu be jj?

502
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:15,240
Speaker 3: Yes, I love jiu jitsu. I guess maybe because I

503
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,600
Speaker 3: can't do it now. I feel so like pulled out

504
00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:21,560
Speaker 3: of the world. Yeah, but besides that, I don't I mean,

505
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:24,280
Speaker 3: like I've gone through my guitar phase. I was obsessed

506
00:24:24,280 --> 00:24:26,320
Speaker 3: with it, Brian. I can totally relate to what you're saying.

507
00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:28,840
Speaker 3: I've done that, Like I play guitar for like twenty

508
00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:30,399
Speaker 3: years and now I just like it's just like right

509
00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:32,199
Speaker 3: there in the corner. I don't I got my custom

510
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:33,760
Speaker 3: guitar now I don't care about it.

511
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: So it's like I've been just sitting in you. Yeah,

512
00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:40,119
Speaker 1: but I don't care. I don't care about it, so

513
00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:43,560
Speaker 1: you just don't. It doesn't inspire you at all. Yeah,

514
00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:45,000
Speaker 1: so I don't know what my passion is.

515
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:48,160
Speaker 3: I'm trying to figure it out.

516
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:49,320
Speaker 1: I only like playing.

517
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:50,280
Speaker 2: You could put it in the corner.

518
00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:53,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's true. Just thirty minutes on that thing a day,

519
00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:57,680
Speaker 1: that's all you need to do. Yes, Someone that that

520
00:24:57,760 --> 00:24:59,879
Speaker 1: day was like, what brings you joy? And I was like,

521
00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:02,520
Speaker 1: and they're like, guitar, and I'm like, only if I'm

522
00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:04,439
Speaker 1: in the mood for it, that's not something I reached for,

523
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:07,040
Speaker 1: and go, wow, I feel better now, Like I don't

524
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 1: relate to Brian being like it calms you. If I'm

525
00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:11,800
Speaker 1: in a good mood already, and I'm feeling a high

526
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:15,520
Speaker 1: level of self esteem and competency in my own self,

527
00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:19,520
Speaker 1: then I can play guitar, because guitar makes me feel inadequate.

528
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,760
Speaker 1: And so if I'm already strong, I can pick up

529
00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:23,600
Speaker 1: a guitar and go like, Okay, it's okay. I'm still

530
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:26,119
Speaker 1: a good person. But if I'm looking to feel good

531
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,760
Speaker 1: outside of myself, I would never pick up a guitar.

532
00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:30,280
Speaker 1: It's only gonna make me feel worse.

533
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 3: Yes, so what do you do, like if you're just

534
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:34,440
Speaker 3: kind of like, you know what? I want to feel

535
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:36,760
Speaker 3: joy right now. I'm gonna go do this because I

536
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:37,440
Speaker 3: really like it.

537
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:40,399
Speaker 1: I think I've been walking on a treadmill. I am

538
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:44,119
Speaker 1: obsessed with it. I can't every day because I'm gonna

539
00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:46,520
Speaker 1: get injured because I can't help. But like, I want

540
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:48,959
Speaker 1: to work up like a sweat and I hate when

541
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,639
Speaker 1: people brag about like I love exercising. So I really

542
00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:53,399
Speaker 1: am sorry that I'm saying this. This is just a

543
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 1: phase I'm going through where I don't. I just don't

544
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:00,520
Speaker 1: because I don't have anything to do and I cannot

545
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 1: be still and I have so much work on my

546
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,440
Speaker 1: plate that I should be doing at any given moment.

547
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,760
Speaker 1: When I'm on a treadmill, I feel like I can't

548
00:26:08,760 --> 00:26:11,160
Speaker 1: do other things, that I can only listen to music

549
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:13,520
Speaker 1: and disappear into it. That it's like an excuse to

550
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:14,800
Speaker 1: not do anything. Joy.

551
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:17,520
Speaker 3: I'm not talking about avoiding stuff, but like, does it

552
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,560
Speaker 3: actually bring you, like, does it make you happy?

553
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:21,200
Speaker 1: It does?

554
00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:25,600
Speaker 2: It does being on a plane where there's no Wi

555
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:26,760
Speaker 2: Fi or two.

556
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:34,600
Speaker 1: Anesthesia, Yes, that was awesome, sleeping napping, and I've been

557
00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:36,920
Speaker 1: having really bad dreams. I think my body's like, we're

558
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:38,840
Speaker 1: not letting you get away with us anymore, because I've

559
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:42,360
Speaker 1: been having horrifying dreams because that's been my escape recently,

560
00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:46,439
Speaker 1: going through a little bit of a down downward, uh

561
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:49,200
Speaker 1: not spiral, but like but just been feeling down recently

562
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:52,880
Speaker 1: and really like I can't figure out what to do

563
00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:56,080
Speaker 1: with my time. Like I eat and then I'm like, Okay,

564
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:58,640
Speaker 1: then I'll nap. Okay, Now I'll go on a treadmill.

565
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,160
Speaker 1: Now I'll go do a pilates class, and then I'll

566
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,840
Speaker 1: feel accomplished after that and I won't feel the need

567
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,280
Speaker 1: to do anything else. There's I will have had a

568
00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,280
Speaker 1: full day. Then I'll do therapy, and then after that

569
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:11,720
Speaker 1: I'll fel accomplished. But when I hang up the zoom

570
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,359
Speaker 1: call with a therapist, or when I walk out of

571
00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:15,879
Speaker 1: the plate's class and I'm drenched in sweat, there is

572
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:19,960
Speaker 1: just another feeling of what's next? What are you going

573
00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:22,080
Speaker 1: to do next? I don't know what to do in

574
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:25,480
Speaker 1: that time. I'm not unless there's a pedophile documentary, I

575
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:29,280
Speaker 1: don't feel like watching anything. I really and I heard

576
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,240
Speaker 1: there is going to be an extra quiet on set

577
00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: episode that they're adding about Drake Bell in addition, So

578
00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:37,280
Speaker 1: I'm very excited about that. But I don't I don't

579
00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:40,040
Speaker 1: know what to do with my time. I guess coloring

580
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:42,719
Speaker 1: books might be something to turn to books in general.

581
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,680
Speaker 1: I want to get involved in another book. This morning,

582
00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:48,480
Speaker 1: I woke up and I read a bunch of articles

583
00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:53,240
Speaker 1: in magazines that I wanted to read. I just don't

584
00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 1: know what to do to fill up my time.

585
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:57,320
Speaker 2: Maybe you need structure. I mean that's how I feel.

586
00:27:57,320 --> 00:27:59,480
Speaker 2: Whenever I don't have a job. It's like the store,

587
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:03,119
Speaker 2: I feel a lot happier. Yeah, you need to go

588
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:04,880
Speaker 2: to that store and buy.

589
00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:07,159
Speaker 1: Some gone since I started.

590
00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:12,119
Speaker 2: Okay, whenever I don't have a job and I have

591
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,960
Speaker 2: to like be at an office or at least be

592
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 2: in meetings from like nine am until five pm or

593
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,119
Speaker 2: longer with a full project, or like being on f

594
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:23,159
Speaker 2: boy or something like that, it I get depressed. I

595
00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:26,080
Speaker 2: get like depressed three months after the job ends because

596
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,480
Speaker 2: I like the break. But then after too much of

597
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:31,040
Speaker 2: a break where there's nothing to do, where there's no structure,

598
00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:33,520
Speaker 2: it I start to get depressed. And then you have

599
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,840
Speaker 2: to find your own structure, which is like really difficult

600
00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:37,200
Speaker 2: to do on a consistent basis.

601
00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:41,480
Speaker 1: You need discipline for that. Yeah, yes, And I have discipline,

602
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,560
Speaker 1: like if I if it's on my calendar, I'm going

603
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:45,920
Speaker 1: to do it. Like I have a voice lesson day,

604
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,520
Speaker 1: I just went to pilates, I have this podcast. Those

605
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:50,920
Speaker 1: are my three hour chunks that have I'm going to

606
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:54,280
Speaker 1: dinner with my parents. But in those other hours that

607
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: I'm awake, I'm really I'll probably walk an hour on

608
00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 1: a treadmill, just casually, but then I'll I'll probably go

609
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 1: too art and then my knee will start hurting and

610
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:04,320
Speaker 1: I'll go, I have to stop. And then I'm like,

611
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:06,320
Speaker 1: that went out? What do I do? And then I'll

612
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:08,640
Speaker 1: try to do like a meditation, and then I'll get

613
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 1: bored and like I think I'm just running from voices

614
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:15,080
Speaker 1: in my head. I just cannot believe. I just don't

615
00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 1: know what I I just need more friends or something.

616
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 1: I need more phone calls. But at the same time,

617
00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:22,840
Speaker 1: I talk too much, and I gotta stop talking all

618
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 1: the time, Like I talk for a living, and so

619
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 1: when I'm not working, I need to be more quiet.

620
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:30,280
Speaker 1: So if anyone has some good ideas of stuff to

621
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:35,080
Speaker 1: do that really occupies your time, maybe collaging maybe like

622
00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:36,760
Speaker 1: making a uh do.

623
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,680
Speaker 3: You have to be at home? Like would you rather

624
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 3: be out?

625
00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:39,600
Speaker 2: Go out?

626
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 1: But a dog to walk or something?

627
00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:47,719
Speaker 3: You can volunteer at the bird sanctuary in Saint Louis.

628
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:51,280
Speaker 1: It's just another thing I'll be expected to do. Though,

629
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:54,040
Speaker 1: And then if I decide, like, here's the thing about

630
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 1: lessons and like pilates and things that you take on

631
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:02,200
Speaker 1: that are extracurriculars. When you when your work does get

632
00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 1: busy again and you can't devote as much time to

633
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:09,800
Speaker 1: those things, those people take offense. And I know that

634
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,640
Speaker 1: it's not my problem that they do, but there's like

635
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 1: a managing of there because they go, you could be

636
00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 1: so good at this if you just devoted the time.

637
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 1: And I'm like, but I am not a professional plates

638
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:26,280
Speaker 1: Like no one's ever said that pilates.

639
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:30,280
Speaker 3: But yeah, volunteering, I think is a different mindset because

640
00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:32,560
Speaker 3: they just appreciate even if you give like a half

641
00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:35,600
Speaker 3: hour and that's it. They'll take anything. And then you

642
00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:37,800
Speaker 3: could just play with birds and stuff.

643
00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 1: That'd be cool to clean bird cages and feel like

644
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:43,720
Speaker 1: that would actually make me feel like I did say

645
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 1: it's idea.

646
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, Barack Obama is so in demand and busy that

647
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,920
Speaker 2: every single minute of his day is pretty much scheduled out,

648
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:55,760
Speaker 2: and he has just like people around him that are

649
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:58,120
Speaker 2: making sure he stays on schedule. And he has just

650
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Speaker 2: a binder that he gets handed every week and then

651
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:03,560
Speaker 2: weekend that he has to like, here are the things

652
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,080
Speaker 2: you have to look through, and here's when you have

653
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 2: to look through them. And so he even has to

654
00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:09,959
Speaker 2: schedule and like and now two hours to be with

655
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:13,720
Speaker 2: my family into the schedule, because every minute of his

656
00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 2: life is worth, like, you know, twenty thousand dollars or whatever,

657
00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 2: So every little minute is schedule that everybody wants a piece.

658
00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,040
Speaker 1: Yea's a lot, though I don't think you'd want your

659
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: life if I'd like that, I'd honestly like that. I'd

660
00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:29,120
Speaker 1: like it because I love my calendar when I'm like,

661
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:30,680
Speaker 1: I know, I have this and this, Like today it

662
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,480
Speaker 1: got a little messed up because I messed up on times,

663
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:34,840
Speaker 1: and I really don't like that I always leave a

664
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:36,800
Speaker 1: ten minute window to like walk to the next place,

665
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:40,680
Speaker 1: or like send an email in between, or pick up

666
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:43,040
Speaker 1: a coffee and then get there right on time. Everything's

667
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:45,480
Speaker 1: really regiment and I don't like having, like at the

668
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:47,640
Speaker 1: end of this podcast. I have a voiceless in it too,

669
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 1: But we're kind of probably gonna end at like one twenty,

670
00:31:51,560 --> 00:31:53,800
Speaker 1: and then that means I have twenty minutes before I

671
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,680
Speaker 1: have to get in the car, and I don't that

672
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,320
Speaker 1: twenty minutes. I'll probably just eat and I'm not even hungry.

673
00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 1: But I don't know what else. So let's think of

674
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 1: something I can do in that twenty minutes.

675
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:08,360
Speaker 2: You can vocal warm ups. Oh god, you can write

676
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:09,000
Speaker 2: a schedule.

677
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 1: I could write a schedule.

678
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:12,720
Speaker 2: Write a schedule for the rest of the day. See

679
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:13,200
Speaker 2: how it goes.

680
00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:18,080
Speaker 1: Okay, But you can talk to me, Okay, I could

681
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 1: talk to you.

682
00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, we could talk about podcast stuff.

683
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:21,400
Speaker 1: Okay.

684
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:22,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, God, that.

685
00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 1: Does not sound good to me. That's just like that

686
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:31,600
Speaker 1: that sounds stressful to me because it's stuff that I got.

687
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:33,840
Speaker 1: I avoid everything. This is the biggest problem in my

688
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,080
Speaker 1: relationship is that I don't ever want to talk about

689
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 1: the future. I don't want to schedule things because I

690
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:41,640
Speaker 1: don't I like doing things. I like talking about what

691
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:43,400
Speaker 1: I have to do instantly. What do you say?

692
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:45,800
Speaker 3: This is the conundrum, Like, it is a schedule, but

693
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:47,160
Speaker 3: you don't love to schedule things.

694
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:49,480
Speaker 2: No, so you can't schedule things. That's why working on

695
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:51,440
Speaker 2: a show is perfect, because you need someone else to

696
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:53,840
Speaker 2: make the schedule and you don't know what it is.

697
00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 2: And then someone says you have to be here in

698
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 2: five minutes, and right that.

699
00:32:57,520 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 1: Finder to show up on my doorstep.

700
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 2: You're not even thinking about this schedule. It's just I

701
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:05,680
Speaker 2: just finished my forty five minute speech to the Unhoused

702
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:08,560
Speaker 2: Committee or whatever, and now someone's like, all right, you

703
00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:11,120
Speaker 2: got to go to Tacoma. And it's like, what the fuck?

704
00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:13,080
Speaker 2: And then you're on a plane Tacoma before you even

705
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:13,440
Speaker 2: know it.

706
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:16,760
Speaker 1: Yes, I love that, Yeah, I just what do you

707
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:18,680
Speaker 1: do with these spaces when you guys have like twenty

708
00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:20,640
Speaker 1: minutes to kill? If you like had twenty minutes before

709
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:23,520
Speaker 1: you need to go somewhere, like, what would you do? Uh?

710
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:24,760
Speaker 1: Really have nothing to do?

711
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:29,880
Speaker 2: Gamble on a sport? Usually? Also like what basketball game

712
00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:31,840
Speaker 2: is happening right now? Can I play a bet on it?

713
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh if.

714
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 3: I had, yeah, probably like play with my cat or something,

715
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:39,240
Speaker 3: play with your.

716
00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:41,400
Speaker 2: Yet sometimes I'll play with Noah's cats sometimes too.

717
00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:46,480
Speaker 1: Hey, virtually, Okay, So I guess I have to get

718
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:51,600
Speaker 1: a gambling addiction or a pet yeah, I just that's

719
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 1: that's I guess I could you know what, I could

720
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:54,960
Speaker 1: just tidy around my house.

721
00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:57,360
Speaker 2: My house, you need an addiction can.

722
00:33:57,360 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's something I don't need another one of

723
00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:05,600
Speaker 1: those I got. Yeah. Okay, let's continue on this lift

724
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:08,520
Speaker 1: plait list. Okay for become a lifelong learner.

725
00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:11,839
Speaker 2: Oh okay, I like that.

726
00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:16,799
Speaker 3: I think that goes well with like what sport coaches teach,

727
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:19,240
Speaker 3: or just like coaches in general teach, like be teachable.

728
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:22,719
Speaker 1: Yeah. Always people teacher always tells a story about some

729
00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:26,040
Speaker 1: like amazing cellist or something. He's like the best cellist

730
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,120
Speaker 1: in the world or something, and he was ninety something

731
00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 1: and he's still practicing every day and they go, why

732
00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 1: are you practicing? Like you got it and he's like

733
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:36,880
Speaker 1: and his his response was I think I'm onto something.

734
00:34:37,680 --> 00:34:40,560
Speaker 1: And I liked that, Like he was like, it's still

735
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:43,759
Speaker 1: got things, like there's always stuff to learn. And that's

736
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 1: what they say about pilates too, is that you're constantly

737
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 1: like it never gets easy. You're just like always raising

738
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:52,880
Speaker 1: the bar a little bit more. Which isn't that life

739
00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:55,960
Speaker 1: that it's it's never You're never and nothing ever stays

740
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,520
Speaker 1: the same. You always have to change. There's always going

741
00:34:58,560 --> 00:34:59,840
Speaker 1: to be a struggle. There's aways going to be a

742
00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:04,239
Speaker 1: ch That is really annoying. Yeah, because you think when

743
00:35:04,239 --> 00:35:06,200
Speaker 1: you find a partner and you find love and you

744
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 1: both love each other and you get along so well,

745
00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:13,399
Speaker 1: it'll just stay that way. Why wouldn't it, But it does.

746
00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:15,920
Speaker 1: It You have to continually work, and then sometimes you

747
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:18,960
Speaker 1: divorce and then sometimes you don't like work. It through

748
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 1: it like, it's just people change, Okay. Number five working

749
00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:28,120
Speaker 1: from seven am to seven pm isn't productivity, it's guilt.

750
00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,279
Speaker 2: Oh she sure works from.

751
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:33,839
Speaker 1: Seven am to seven pm. People do that.

752
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:37,000
Speaker 3: Dad used to Oh, I'm like, god, five am to

753
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:38,279
Speaker 3: like eleven pm.

754
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:39,560
Speaker 2: If you include the commute too.

755
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:42,960
Speaker 1: I don't think it's guilt. I think it's you're running

756
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 1: from something or you are poor and that's the only

757
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 1: way to survive now in broken society. But I don't

758
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 1: think it's But yeah, I guess sometimes it's guilt.

759
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:55,600
Speaker 2: It's guilt if you are not if your work is

760
00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:58,120
Speaker 2: not your passion. But if I was working from seven

761
00:35:58,160 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 2: am to seven pm, that certainly isn't guilt, and I'd

762
00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:02,200
Speaker 2: feel great about it and I'd be like, I'm just

763
00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,360
Speaker 2: doing what I love and trying to day and trying

764
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 2: to progress my career, yeah, every single day. But if

765
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,319
Speaker 2: you're working at an office for some other company and

766
00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 2: it's not what you care about, you know, companies don't

767
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:15,680
Speaker 2: care about you. I said this on the podcast before.

768
00:36:15,719 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 2: But just as much as HR likes to make you

769
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,160
Speaker 2: feel good or whatever and they throw and they give

770
00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 2: you a free beer on Friday or whatever, they don't

771
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:25,520
Speaker 2: give a shit about you. And they'll fire you in

772
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:28,279
Speaker 2: an instant if it makes their bottom line better. And

773
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,239
Speaker 2: so if you're working from seven am to seven pm

774
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaker 2: for some company, then yeah, then you're feeling like guilty

775
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:35,839
Speaker 2: or inadequate for some reason.

776
00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:38,239
Speaker 1: Or you're just scared you'll lose your job and you

777
00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:39,360
Speaker 1: won't find another.

778
00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:40,239
Speaker 2: But you won't.

779
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,640
Speaker 1: Oh, you won't lose your job.

780
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:45,759
Speaker 2: No. That's the thing about these jobs is that you

781
00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:47,839
Speaker 2: don't have to work half as hard as you think.

782
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 2: Just look at your coworkers. Look at your coworkers. They're

783
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:55,120
Speaker 2: all idiots. Like, think about your co workers, think about

784
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 2: how dumb they are and how much they fuck up,

785
00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:01,400
Speaker 2: and realize that you could be doing that too. You

786
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,720
Speaker 2: still have a job. It's so hard to fire somebody.

787
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:07,520
Speaker 3: These days, and it's well, it's hard to an expensive

788
00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:10,799
Speaker 3: and you know, timely to read, to like hire to

789
00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:12,000
Speaker 3: fill a positions, So.

790
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:14,919
Speaker 2: Yeah, fix what's there.

791
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:18,239
Speaker 1: Then the people are desperate to feel important and to

792
00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:21,560
Speaker 1: feel needed. And so if they work hard and they

793
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:24,400
Speaker 1: take on other people's work and they feel and they

794
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,720
Speaker 1: don't take vacation days and they don't take sick days,

795
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,279
Speaker 1: it gives them a sense of purpose that they might

796
00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,239
Speaker 1: not have other way otherwise in their lives. And I

797
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 1: think that that's what some people hold on to, is

798
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:35,600
Speaker 1: like this place would fall apart without me.

799
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:42,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, it makes these like corporate like assholes take advantage

800
00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:43,200
Speaker 3: of people like that.

801
00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:46,680
Speaker 2: Unfortunately, that feeling is what they is. How the capitalist

802
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:48,120
Speaker 2: pigs leverage.

803
00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:51,640
Speaker 1: You, okay, to be really successful, become useful.

804
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:57,080
Speaker 2: I like that, Yeah, you gotta be useful, that's true.

805
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:59,480
Speaker 1: I like like applying it to comedy. I'm like, okay,

806
00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:04,080
Speaker 1: if my comedy is just doing something else that someone

807
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:08,040
Speaker 1: has done, or uh, like it's just copying, Like what

808
00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:08,960
Speaker 1: who did I watch?

809
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:09,239
Speaker 2: It was?

810
00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:13,759
Speaker 1: I was watching some some art documentary or some documentary

811
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:17,000
Speaker 1: or or person online talking about being an artist creativity,

812
00:38:17,320 --> 00:38:20,480
Speaker 1: and it's like, if you are just doing what other

813
00:38:20,520 --> 00:38:23,040
Speaker 1: people are doing. No one needs that. That's not useful.

814
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,359
Speaker 1: We already have it. You have to bring something new.

815
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:29,359
Speaker 1: You have to have a your My comedy, my stylings

816
00:38:29,400 --> 00:38:33,840
Speaker 1: have to be something that isn't derivative of anything else.

817
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:37,360
Speaker 1: And like it. I have to be irreplaceable and useful.

818
00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:39,960
Speaker 2: But absolutely so.

819
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:42,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, I like that one. So what was it again?

820
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 1: To be really successful? Become useful? So instead of talking

821
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,920
Speaker 1: about to become I'm going to be great at this.

822
00:38:48,080 --> 00:38:51,279
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be the best at it. I just want

823
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:51,560
Speaker 1: to be.

824
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:57,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, replace My whole career is I've just become I've

825
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:59,160
Speaker 2: made myself useful for people.

826
00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:03,960
Speaker 1: Yes, you were very useful as like a writer, you

827
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:11,320
Speaker 1: are extraordinary, extraordinarily useful and encouraging as a comedic writer,

828
00:39:11,719 --> 00:39:14,280
Speaker 1: I would say that good job on number six seven.

829
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:18,280
Speaker 1: Like houses in need of repair, problems usually don't fix themselves.

830
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:23,600
Speaker 2: Oh shit, ah yeah, Dan really threw houses under the bus.

831
00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:26,760
Speaker 1: Well that's why I don't want to own a house

832
00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:29,920
Speaker 1: because of this exact quote. And thank god there was

833
00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 1: a woman this weekend. She is an executive at Netflix

834
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 1: that I met at Mark Twain and I've known her

835
00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:39,840
Speaker 1: forever and she's one of the people that decides what

836
00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:41,800
Speaker 1: goes on Nextflix, and I've she's been in the business

837
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 1: for a really long time and we were talking about

838
00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:45,680
Speaker 1: she owns a place in New York in LA and

839
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,279
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm really ashamed that I don't own

840
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,160
Speaker 1: anything and I don't want to own anything, and I

841
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 1: don't know what's wrong with me. And she was like,

842
00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 1: it's a scam. She was like, the reason everyone wants

843
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,719
Speaker 1: a home is because it's part of the American dream

844
00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:00,560
Speaker 1: that everyone's been sold and it's not You don't need

845
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,680
Speaker 1: to own a home and it is a pain in

846
00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:07,200
Speaker 1: the Asnikky, it sucks. It always needs something. And I go, yeah,

847
00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:09,279
Speaker 1: but I can get other people to do that for me,

848
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:11,560
Speaker 1: and she goes, but you got to manage those people,

849
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:15,480
Speaker 1: and I'm like, damn straight, I do, bitch. She nailed it.

850
00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:17,440
Speaker 1: I was like she understood what I was saying. Like

851
00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:19,879
Speaker 1: people are like, but you don't have to you won't

852
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:21,600
Speaker 1: have to do that, you won't have to do this.

853
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:24,560
Speaker 1: You or even even Chris is like, I'll do that.

854
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:26,719
Speaker 1: I'll manage those people. And I'm like, but then I

855
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:29,520
Speaker 1: get less of you. Let's just live an apartment where

856
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:31,480
Speaker 1: you don't have to do any of that stuff, and

857
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:34,040
Speaker 1: we both have free time. Like it's not just about

858
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,279
Speaker 1: yeah you you and you have to decide what you want.

859
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 1: You know, I want those I want my kitchen redone.

860
00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:45,560
Speaker 2: But that's really the answer. That's your what what do

861
00:40:45,600 --> 00:40:48,839
Speaker 2: you if you have twenty minutes before an appointment? What

862
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:51,160
Speaker 2: it is it that you need to do? Like that

863
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:53,680
Speaker 2: is always one hundred percent of the time filled with

864
00:40:53,719 --> 00:40:58,160
Speaker 2: me doing something around the house, unloading the dishwasher, taking

865
00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:01,160
Speaker 2: out the garbage, watering the play plants, you know, and

866
00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:03,719
Speaker 2: if you have a house, there's unlimited things to do,

867
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:06,239
Speaker 2: so that might actually solve all your problems. If you

868
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 2: own a house and you're just like, oh shit.

869
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 1: I got a tons to do in my apartment though

870
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 1: I could clean all the time.

871
00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:13,920
Speaker 2: That's what Well, that's what you should be doing when

872
00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:15,360
Speaker 2: you have twenty three minutes.

873
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:16,080
Speaker 1: To buy an apartment.

874
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:20,600
Speaker 2: Buy an apartment. Yeah, building, that's what your cousin said

875
00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 2: to me. What my cousin says, Well, you have like

876
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,279
Speaker 2: a cousin of a cousin or something who was that

877
00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:28,160
Speaker 2: in Cincinnati. And I had a conversation with him, and

878
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 2: he owns two apartment buildings and he says, people think

879
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,440
Speaker 2: that they should save up their money and buy an apartment.

880
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:36,400
Speaker 2: I say, that's wrong. You got to buy an apartment building.

881
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:40,360
Speaker 2: And then streamers fell from the sky. I don't remember

882
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,200
Speaker 2: his name, baby, Yeah it was Chucky, but it was

883
00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:45,120
Speaker 2: Bobby Chucky. I think something like that.

884
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:49,880
Speaker 1: I will say that I did have family in Cincinnati

885
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:53,920
Speaker 1: this weekend, and our files so many family Like my

886
00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 1: mom has seven union ten brothers and sisters. Nine brothers

887
00:41:57,320 --> 00:41:59,280
Speaker 1: and sisters. My mom is the tenth or the seventh,

888
00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:03,919
Speaker 1: but she's there's ten total, and Nancy, Jimmy, Michael, Julie,

889
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 1: Tom or Peggy, Chucky, Bobby, Sally, Mom and Dad. I

890
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:09,200
Speaker 1: think I missed one in there, but anyway, they a

891
00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:10,960
Speaker 1: lot of them were there. A lot of the cousins

892
00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:13,640
Speaker 1: were there. But I do have an uncle who is

893
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:18,640
Speaker 1: in his sixties at least maybe seventies. Maybe wrote this list,

894
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:22,319
Speaker 1: but he's old and he's a man, right, and he

895
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:27,399
Speaker 1: brought like a young guy with him, like I think

896
00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:30,279
Speaker 1: it was his like daughter's friends. Anyway, there was a

897
00:42:30,320 --> 00:42:34,840
Speaker 1: twenty five ish year old man with my uncle, like

898
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:37,040
Speaker 1: in the group my uncle brought. My uncle brought some

899
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:39,439
Speaker 1: friends and one of this was like a strapping young

900
00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:42,480
Speaker 1: lad who was like a cutie, right, like someone that

901
00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:45,319
Speaker 1: you'd be like, wow, if you know, if that kid

902
00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:47,799
Speaker 1: thinks I'm cool, I've got riz or whatever the fuck.

903
00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:52,919
Speaker 1: And this kid, who's like this tall, handsome twenty five

904
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:55,120
Speaker 1: year old probably maybe twenty three to twenty four, like

905
00:42:55,160 --> 00:43:00,200
Speaker 1: I don't know, early twenties, says to me backstage in

906
00:43:00,239 --> 00:43:03,320
Speaker 1: front of Chucky, who is my uncle in his seventies,

907
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,520
Speaker 1: and in front of whatever young girl he was with,

908
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:08,719
Speaker 1: and then another guy and then another girl. We're all

909
00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:10,719
Speaker 1: in like a circle. And he was like, you look

910
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:14,000
Speaker 1: so much like Chucky when you walk down on stage tonight.

911
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: I just thought, oh my god, they have the same nose.

912
00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:18,319
Speaker 1: And I look over at Chucky's nose and it is

913
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:22,800
Speaker 1: a old man's nose, a prominent Oh no offense, Chucky,

914
00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:26,439
Speaker 1: if you're watching this, you got a honker and it's

915
00:43:26,600 --> 00:43:29,080
Speaker 1: only gotten. It's bigger because you're an older man. And

916
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,759
Speaker 1: that's what happens to noses when they get bigger. And

917
00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:36,839
Speaker 1: he said, you look identical to Chucky. I'm sorry, in

918
00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:40,400
Speaker 1: what were what what woman wants to be compared to

919
00:43:40,520 --> 00:43:44,000
Speaker 1: any sixty something year old man ever? In looks. I

920
00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:45,800
Speaker 1: don't care what who the man is. This is no,

921
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:48,640
Speaker 1: there's non indictment on Chucky's looks. I don't want to

922
00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:52,400
Speaker 1: look like an older man. And this guy said this,

923
00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 1: This kid said this and said and it wasn't just

924
00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:57,880
Speaker 1: like you. I see his resemblance. It was like you.

925
00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:00,080
Speaker 1: The second you walked down on stage, you looked so

926
00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:02,760
Speaker 1: much like him. I was telling it. We all talked

927
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 1: about it, and then I looked over at Chucky and

928
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:12,760
Speaker 1: I I saw it. I have and I had liked

929
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:17,719
Speaker 1: could it be just because I had not? I had

930
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:20,080
Speaker 1: not said anything. I hadn't talked yet. He said, as

931
00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:23,560
Speaker 1: soon as you walked on stage, I said, that's Chucky. Wow,

932
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:26,359
Speaker 1: thanks thanks, and I just was like, I don't know.

933
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:32,640
Speaker 1: He didn't until maybe five minutes later he interrupted another

934
00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,600
Speaker 1: conversation I was having with someone and said, by the way,

935
00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:36,480
Speaker 1: I just want to say, you're really pretty, and I go,

936
00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:39,680
Speaker 1: did your girlfriend tell you to say that? Because she was.

937
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:42,600
Speaker 2: Right as soon as you walked on stage, I was like,

938
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 2: you will make this old couch I have in my apartment.

939
00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:49,640
Speaker 1: That would have been better. No offense, Chucky, Like, honestly,

940
00:44:49,719 --> 00:44:52,799
Speaker 1: it's just this is I wish I had a picture

941
00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:54,719
Speaker 1: of Uncle Chucky. You just don't. A girl doesn't want

942
00:44:54,719 --> 00:44:57,120
Speaker 1: to look like Uncle Chucky. Uncle Chucky, as I was

943
00:44:57,120 --> 00:44:58,799
Speaker 1: a guy, I would want and I was a six

944
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,400
Speaker 1: year old man. Great, me up, I'll look like Uncle Chucky.

945
00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:08,520
Speaker 1: And then let's just add another compliment, backhanded compliment to

946
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,040
Speaker 1: the fucking list. At the meet and greet, there was

947
00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:14,640
Speaker 1: a friend of my parents who's now divorce, Like, my

948
00:45:15,120 --> 00:45:18,319
Speaker 1: parents were friends with this guy and he divorced her,

949
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 1: and no, I know he's dead, So I guess you

950
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:27,600
Speaker 1: know she's a widower. She's with someone else. I don't know. Yeah,

951
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:31,920
Speaker 1: I think you could do that. So she was at

952
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,120
Speaker 1: the meet and greet and she came through and she

953
00:45:34,239 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 1: walks up, and I'm just like, no, instantly, what's happening.

954
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,560
Speaker 1: I've known this woman since I was a little girl,

955
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:43,560
Speaker 1: And she was like, what happened to you? You used

956
00:45:43,600 --> 00:45:49,359
Speaker 1: to be such a darling, quiet, sweet little girl, and

957
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:57,560
Speaker 1: now you're crazy. You're crazy, You're this crazy woman. And

958
00:45:57,640 --> 00:46:03,520
Speaker 1: so now I know my act is giving crazy woman crazy,

959
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,720
Speaker 1: which I guess is any woman who has an opinion

960
00:46:08,239 --> 00:46:12,200
Speaker 1: emphatic way, Yeah, I'm killing on stage in front of

961
00:46:12,239 --> 00:46:15,080
Speaker 1: a crowd of I don't know, seventeen hundred two thousand

962
00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:18,400
Speaker 1: people in my hometown and this woman has the audacity

963
00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:21,719
Speaker 1: to call me crazy and look very disturbed at like

964
00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:25,640
Speaker 1: what happened to you? Like honestly searching my face for answers,

965
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:29,839
Speaker 1: and I go, do you see Chucky? Because maybe that's

966
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,359
Speaker 1: what's happening to me, is that I'm starting to look

967
00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:33,560
Speaker 1: like Chucky and I'm losing my fucking mind over it

968
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,920
Speaker 1: because I'm looking like my skin is falling off my

969
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,719
Speaker 1: skull and I'm angry about it, and I'm like, I

970
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:42,160
Speaker 1: am going crazy, just like this was in Cincinnati.

971
00:46:42,239 --> 00:46:44,080
Speaker 2: Also, yes, yes, someone.

972
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:46,680
Speaker 1: Calls me backstage because she was just the meet and greet.

973
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:49,080
Speaker 1: She wasn't she didn't go backstage, And.

974
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:51,239
Speaker 2: So you just you crushed by the way. You had

975
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 2: one of the best sets I've seen you have. And

976
00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:55,120
Speaker 2: then after the show people are like, you're you could

977
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:56,560
Speaker 2: look like a crazy uncle.

978
00:46:57,320 --> 00:46:59,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like there was a lot of nice

979
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:01,600
Speaker 1: things too. I will say that my uncle TV, who

980
00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:04,560
Speaker 1: is the funniest person I knew in my childhood. He

981
00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:09,759
Speaker 1: was just remarkably funny still is just naturally he tried

982
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,040
Speaker 1: to do comedy. I think a couple of times. He

983
00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:13,240
Speaker 1: did stand up a couple of times in the eighties nineties,

984
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:16,040
Speaker 1: and it just never took. He could have been great

985
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:18,719
Speaker 1: at it. He's just so funny, and I was so

986
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:20,960
Speaker 1: aware that he was there the whole time. His name

987
00:47:21,040 --> 00:47:23,399
Speaker 1: is Bob, but he's my dad's best friend. He's how

988
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:25,480
Speaker 1: my dad and mom got together, well, not really well,

989
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:28,360
Speaker 1: kind of my dad's best friend all through childhood, and

990
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:31,840
Speaker 1: my mom was my uncle TV's sister. But because he

991
00:47:31,920 --> 00:47:34,880
Speaker 1: was so I had such a great personality, was so funny.

992
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:37,120
Speaker 1: My dad nicknamed him TV, like you should be on TV.

993
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:39,120
Speaker 1: So now his name is TV, and that was a

994
00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:41,480
Speaker 1: childhood nickname. But anyway, I knew TV was in the

995
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:44,200
Speaker 1: audience the whole time, and I was very aware of it.

996
00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:46,640
Speaker 1: And I always get nervous when he's there because I

997
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:49,040
Speaker 1: just know that if I were him, i'd be like, man,

998
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:51,399
Speaker 1: I should be up there because I'm funnier than her,

999
00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:56,239
Speaker 1: because he kind of is. He didn't think that though.

1000
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:58,879
Speaker 1: He was like really proud and he'd like like he

1001
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:00,840
Speaker 1: was like I could just tell he was really proud

1002
00:48:00,880 --> 00:48:03,279
Speaker 1: and like, so he was so sweet and just said

1003
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:05,200
Speaker 1: all the right things, and there was I almost didn't

1004
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:06,480
Speaker 1: want to see him because I didnt want to see

1005
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,520
Speaker 1: any look of disappointment on his face of like you're

1006
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:11,160
Speaker 1: too dirty or like that wasn't for me. The kind

1007
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,160
Speaker 1: of shit that people did say, not knowing that they're

1008
00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:15,560
Speaker 1: hurting your feelings. But it ended up being he was

1009
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:18,560
Speaker 1: very nice, so there were really nice compliments coming from

1010
00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:20,120
Speaker 1: all directions. My mom said it was the best that

1011
00:48:20,239 --> 00:48:22,000
Speaker 1: she's ever seen me had, and that was a perfect

1012
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:25,200
Speaker 1: mixture of dirty and clean, not clean but like not

1013
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:29,400
Speaker 1: too dirty. Even though I opened with talking about gangbangs

1014
00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:33,399
Speaker 1: and I just didn't even plan on doing that. It

1015
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:36,080
Speaker 1: was oftentimes I'm in the middle of a bit and

1016
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:39,040
Speaker 1: I'm just like, oh, what are you doing? Get me

1017
00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 1: out of this. That's a normal feeling for comedian to have.

1018
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,920
Speaker 1: It's like where you venture into a bit and you're like,

1019
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:47,480
Speaker 1: I don't even care about this right now. I don't

1020
00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 1: know why I'm doing this. It's probably like what it

1021
00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:53,640
Speaker 1: feels like when smash mouth sings like all Star or something.

1022
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:58,399
Speaker 1: Even though the guy's dead. Probably what killed him. Okay,

1023
00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:00,000
Speaker 1: we gotta go to break. We'll do go through more.

1024
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:00,719
Speaker 2: Is going to get back?

1025
00:49:02,719 --> 00:49:06,560
Speaker 1: All right, We're back, and oh I love this one

1026
00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:08,400
Speaker 1: because it has to do with envy, which is my

1027
00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:12,920
Speaker 1: number one problem in my life. Okay, Envy is like

1028
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:15,680
Speaker 1: drinking poison expecting the other person to die.

1029
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:18,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, classic phrase, that's.

1030
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:20,720
Speaker 1: A classic one, I know, but it doesn't never stay

1031
00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:22,920
Speaker 1: with me. The thing that stays with me about envy

1032
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:27,719
Speaker 1: is the only sin of the how many sins are there? Seven?

1033
00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:33,120
Speaker 1: I'm sure there are, but the seven deadly sins, Envy

1034
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:35,920
Speaker 1: is the only one that's no fun. There's no upside.

1035
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:38,680
Speaker 1: All the other ones have like some fun involved. There's

1036
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:44,360
Speaker 1: always a downside, obviously, I can't even I don't, uh, gluttony,

1037
00:49:44,560 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking of seven.

1038
00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:51,880
Speaker 2: I don't think adultery fun, Yeah, that's really fun.

1039
00:49:54,320 --> 00:50:01,000
Speaker 1: Coveting someone's adu Well, coveting is coveting lust?

1040
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:03,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, death lust is fun.

1041
00:50:03,239 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's mostly fun, the most fun.

1042
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 2: Which sin is the most fun?

1043
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:14,960
Speaker 1: Sah lust? Sloth Oh, that's good? Yeah fun one, okay,

1044
00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 1: sloth lust? What other do you say that when you're

1045
00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:20,360
Speaker 1: trying to go yeah, no, no, no, I'm not a guess.

1046
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:30,160
Speaker 2: Okay, pride, fun read m loust, envy, and gluttony gluttony yes, okay,

1047
00:50:30,160 --> 00:50:32,239
Speaker 2: And then the one that everyone always forgets, which I'm

1048
00:50:32,239 --> 00:50:36,120
Speaker 2: not even one hundred for sure what this means. Wrath, Ah,

1049
00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:40,000
Speaker 2: what's just anger, that's just anger. It's a sin to

1050
00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:40,720
Speaker 2: be angry.

1051
00:50:41,600 --> 00:50:43,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's all. That's a good thing. I do like

1052
00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:46,000
Speaker 1: that they say that pride is a sin because everyone

1053
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:48,040
Speaker 1: always is. Like That's the thing that I read about

1054
00:50:48,040 --> 00:50:49,920
Speaker 1: in that book Letting Go that I was obsessed with,

1055
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:52,359
Speaker 1: is that they were like, let go of pride. Don't

1056
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:54,279
Speaker 1: be proud of things. Don't be proud of yourself. Don't

1057
00:50:54,280 --> 00:50:56,719
Speaker 1: be proud of people. Don't be that's a bad thing

1058
00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:57,840
Speaker 1: to be. And it was the first time I'd ever

1059
00:50:57,920 --> 00:50:59,719
Speaker 1: heard that. But it isn't because pride is a sin,

1060
00:50:59,760 --> 00:51:02,919
Speaker 1: and I've obviously heard that before. But we don't ever

1061
00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:04,720
Speaker 1: act like pride is a sin. All we talk about

1062
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:06,840
Speaker 1: is that you should be proud of yourselves. Oh my god,

1063
00:51:06,920 --> 00:51:08,759
Speaker 1: I got done. I was so proud of myself. I'm

1064
00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:10,759
Speaker 1: proud of this. I'm proud of you. I want to

1065
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 1: make my parents proud, I want to make you like.

1066
00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:15,080
Speaker 1: Everything's about pride. But pride is not good to have

1067
00:51:15,160 --> 00:51:17,799
Speaker 1: it because it sets you up for failure. Oh yeah,

1068
00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:21,959
Speaker 1: unless it's Unless it's pride like gay pride. Then that's good.

1069
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,879
Speaker 2: Be humble. That's what Kendrick says. You know what, here's

1070
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 2: a definition for wrath. Wrath can be defined as uncontrolled

1071
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:34,080
Speaker 2: feelings of anger, rage, and even hatred. Wrath often reveals

1072
00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:36,839
Speaker 2: itself in the wish to seek vengeance. So I guess

1073
00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:37,920
Speaker 2: I can see that that's.

1074
00:51:37,760 --> 00:51:40,760
Speaker 1: What it is. It's the vengeance. It's like the vengeful

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00:51:40,760 --> 00:51:41,840
Speaker 1: as controlled.

1076
00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:45,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, like someone just truly unleashing. That's right. But being

1077
00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:48,040
Speaker 2: just regular angry, that can't be a sin. That's just

1078
00:51:48,080 --> 00:51:49,280
Speaker 2: an emotion that you feel.

1079
00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, But I think the idea with sinning is

1080
00:51:53,560 --> 00:51:55,839
Speaker 1: that we all are born doing it and we can't

1081
00:51:55,840 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 1: help and we will do it, and you know, it

1082
00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:59,680
Speaker 1: just anger. It's wrath.

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00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:03,080
Speaker 3: Like the definition of wrath is the vengeful anger, So

1084
00:52:03,560 --> 00:52:05,560
Speaker 3: I don't think. But it's not saying that you've taken it.

1085
00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:07,920
Speaker 1: It just sends that you want to have you Like,

1086
00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:11,680
Speaker 1: isn't there a difference between like daydreaming about hurting someone and.

1087
00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:15,760
Speaker 2: Actually offering reveals itself in the wish to seek vengeance.

1088
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:17,879
Speaker 1: It's not saying you right, it's not saying you do it.

1089
00:52:17,880 --> 00:52:19,840
Speaker 1: It's just the wish.

1090
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:21,840
Speaker 2: That's why they say like, if you just think about

1091
00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:24,920
Speaker 2: if just have homo erotic thoughts, that's a sin you

1092
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:26,919
Speaker 2: have to right, that's what the Mormons say.

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00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:30,120
Speaker 1: Well, original sin that I learned about at youth camp,

1094
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,919
Speaker 1: which they like they I went to this young life

1095
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,560
Speaker 1: camp and I wasn't I was not raised with any religion,

1096
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 1: so I didn't know about original sin. But original sin

1097
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:42,000
Speaker 1: is so fucked up. It's like they did this thing

1098
00:52:42,040 --> 00:52:45,360
Speaker 1: at youth camp, at a young Life camp and h

1099
00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 1: where they the whole week they were like, we are

1100
00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:53,320
Speaker 1: going to talk to you about sin and about God's

1101
00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:57,600
Speaker 1: love and Jesus is forgiving you and at the very end,

1102
00:52:57,600 --> 00:53:00,200
Speaker 1: we're going to reveal something that's going to blow your mind.

1103
00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:02,120
Speaker 1: And we were like, Okay, what's the secret going to be?

1104
00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:04,200
Speaker 1: I was not buying in because my parents steeled me

1105
00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 1: against any kind of messaging that I would get there

1106
00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 1: because my parents are atheists and so they, you know,

1107
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: we're really like, do not fall for any of the talks.

1108
00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:12,799
Speaker 1: I just send you to that no way to go

1109
00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:14,759
Speaker 1: because all my friends were going, and it's just like

1110
00:53:15,080 --> 00:53:17,440
Speaker 1: it's a social thing and you sing songs and you

1111
00:53:17,520 --> 00:53:21,560
Speaker 1: make crafts and it's in we you know it's in

1112
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:23,560
Speaker 1: a camp place in Wisconsin. It's just like with a

1113
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:26,719
Speaker 1: bunch of high school students that you like flirty boy

1114
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:31,040
Speaker 1: times and like girl hangs. It's great, but then the

1115
00:53:31,080 --> 00:53:32,719
Speaker 1: God you had to do the God talks. But at

1116
00:53:32,719 --> 00:53:36,680
Speaker 1: the very end they were like, here's here's the thing.

1117
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:39,040
Speaker 1: We talked about sin, and we talked about how Jesus

1118
00:53:39,080 --> 00:53:43,120
Speaker 1: will forgive you. You're born with sin. So even if

1119
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:47,120
Speaker 1: you think you've never sinned before, you you're born sinning.

1120
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:49,839
Speaker 1: You have original sin just being born. You'll have these

1121
00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:53,640
Speaker 1: thoughts you're gonna have. You you're going to Hell no

1122
00:53:53,640 --> 00:53:58,239
Speaker 1: matter what. But there's a silver lining. You don't have

1123
00:53:58,320 --> 00:54:00,359
Speaker 1: to go to hell even though you are. You're on

1124
00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:02,719
Speaker 1: your way there right now. But you don't have to

1125
00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:05,359
Speaker 1: if you let Jesus into your heart and you ask

1126
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 1: him for forgiveness and you take Jesus's hand, he's stepping

1127
00:54:09,440 --> 00:54:11,360
Speaker 1: he's Jesus is on the water and you're in a

1128
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:13,640
Speaker 1: boat and you have to step off the boat. And

1129
00:54:13,680 --> 00:54:15,520
Speaker 1: are you going to step off the boat? And they

1130
00:54:15,560 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 1: pass the mic around and they make everyone say I'm

1131
00:54:18,120 --> 00:54:20,720
Speaker 1: going to step off the boat and everyone's crying. Becoming

1132
00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:23,960
Speaker 1: a Christian and Taylor McGraw and I were drawing in

1133
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:27,160
Speaker 1: a notebook making fun of people, and and we know

1134
00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:28,960
Speaker 1: we didn't get off the boat. But I thought it

1135
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:32,560
Speaker 1: was really fucking tricky of them to all week talk

1136
00:54:32,600 --> 00:54:34,960
Speaker 1: about like these are what sinners are, and you guys aren't.

1137
00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:37,160
Speaker 1: Oh ways, second you are. You were as a baby,

1138
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 1: you were born with sin?

1139
00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:45,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I always say, solthy sinner.

1140
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:50,279
Speaker 1: Do you know that? You know? Because babies go, that's

1141
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:53,040
Speaker 1: why they're baptized. They like that means they'll go to

1142
00:54:53,120 --> 00:54:55,920
Speaker 1: heaven because they can't talk yet, so they can't repent, right,

1143
00:54:56,040 --> 00:54:59,279
Speaker 1: so they they if they die before they can talk,

1144
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:00,520
Speaker 1: they still will go to he And because they were

1145
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:07,880
Speaker 1: baptized or whatever, women that wanted to kill themselves back

1146
00:55:08,000 --> 00:55:13,000
Speaker 1: in the early ages, I don't know when exactly, they

1147
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:16,160
Speaker 1: also had it in their minds that they killed themselves,

1148
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:19,600
Speaker 1: they'll go to hell, right, because that's a sin, to

1149
00:55:19,640 --> 00:55:21,480
Speaker 1: kill yourself. So they didn't want to go to hell,

1150
00:55:21,560 --> 00:55:23,759
Speaker 1: but they were deeply depressed and wanted to die, right,

1151
00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:26,760
Speaker 1: So what would they do. They would take a baby

1152
00:55:27,239 --> 00:55:30,799
Speaker 1: that was newly baptized and throw it in a river.

1153
00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:34,440
Speaker 1: Throw it in a river, the baby would die. They

1154
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:37,479
Speaker 1: would be tried for murder and they would be put

1155
00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:41,400
Speaker 1: to death. And that's how they would commit suicide. That

1156
00:55:41,520 --> 00:55:47,839
Speaker 1: is a real thing that would happen quite often. No,

1157
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:51,160
Speaker 1: because they would ask for forgiveness. They would repent, and

1158
00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:56,040
Speaker 1: Jesus forgives all. So yeah, I think that's the rule.

1159
00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 1: Jesus forgives everything. Jesus loves you. And so they would

1160
00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:02,600
Speaker 1: murder a baby because the baby was gonna go to heaven.

1161
00:56:02,640 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 1: They knew that, so it wasn't really they didn't really

1162
00:56:04,560 --> 00:56:07,040
Speaker 1: care that they murdered the baby. Literally, this life is

1163
00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:10,560
Speaker 1: just a waiting room to the afterlife. So they did

1164
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:13,880
Speaker 1: that baby a service in their minds. They tossed a

1165
00:56:13,880 --> 00:56:15,959
Speaker 1: baby into a river, and then they would be tried

1166
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:17,520
Speaker 1: for murder and then they would be put to death

1167
00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:19,160
Speaker 1: and burned at the sake or whatever the fuck would

1168
00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:21,360
Speaker 1: it hung and then it wouldn't be their fault that

1169
00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 1: they died. Isn't that fucked up? And that's why you

1170
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:29,319
Speaker 1: should send your kids to young life camp. Okay, final thought,

1171
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:30,319
Speaker 1: Let's do a couple more.

1172
00:56:30,719 --> 00:56:36,240
Speaker 2: Think about all the sins a baby commits. Wrath, baby

1173
00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:39,480
Speaker 2: is constantly screen They're not vengeful though, Oh you never

1174
00:56:39,520 --> 00:56:40,200
Speaker 2: met you, Oh.

1175
00:56:40,080 --> 00:56:45,279
Speaker 1: Actually, toddlers are vengeful. Yes, rat pull your hair, call

1176
00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 1: you ugly. The other day, Poppy goes, that's you, and

1177
00:56:48,719 --> 00:56:51,000
Speaker 1: she pointed out a woman that was not me. If

1178
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,279
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. The only thing we had

1179
00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:55,560
Speaker 1: in common was blonde hair, and I said, why is

1180
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:58,080
Speaker 1: that mean? She goes, that looks like you, and I go,

1181
00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:00,920
Speaker 1: I don't know that I like that. Why do I

1182
00:57:00,920 --> 00:57:05,240
Speaker 1: look like that? And they go because because you're fat.

1183
00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:07,960
Speaker 1: The woman was a fat woman, and I said, oh

1184
00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:11,239
Speaker 1: I am, and I go, that's actually awesome. I want

1185
00:57:11,239 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 1: to be fat. I think being fat is cool and

1186
00:57:13,239 --> 00:57:14,960
Speaker 1: that's a totally okay thing to be. I was like

1187
00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:18,360
Speaker 1: trying to obviously like make this not a because I

1188
00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:20,560
Speaker 1: know that they were just trying to be rude, but

1189
00:57:20,600 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 1: it bothered me that they thought calling me fat was

1190
00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:30,280
Speaker 1: funny or something. Nineteen Uh no, she's four, so she's

1191
00:57:30,320 --> 00:57:32,360
Speaker 1: already knows. She already knows that fat people are to

1192
00:57:32,360 --> 00:57:34,600
Speaker 1: be made fun of, I guess, and skinny people are

1193
00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:39,800
Speaker 1: better because that's what we've that's it's America. Baby's so frustrating.

1194
00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:41,240
Speaker 1: But I was just like, good, I want to be

1195
00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:43,320
Speaker 1: fat and I would love to look like that. Woman,

1196
00:57:43,440 --> 00:57:47,400
Speaker 1: and I think I sold it. I think she believed it. Okay,

1197
00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:52,360
Speaker 1: but yeah, they they're they're mean. Kids are mean. Don't

1198
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 1: hold onto your great idea until it's too late. Wait

1199
00:57:56,760 --> 00:57:58,840
Speaker 1: what I don't understand. Don't hold on to your great

1200
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:01,960
Speaker 1: idea until it's too late. Tell someone that great idea

1201
00:58:02,000 --> 00:58:05,360
Speaker 1: and then let them make it. Like, if you have

1202
00:58:05,360 --> 00:58:07,360
Speaker 1: a great idea, do it. Don't let it find some

1203
00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:08,760
Speaker 1: other avenue, because.

1204
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:12,439
Speaker 2: Sure at all for that one. Well, I just every

1205
00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 2: time I have an idea, I try to execute it

1206
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,000
Speaker 2: and it doesn't always succeed. And that's just the way

1207
00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:18,280
Speaker 2: it goes. I'm not one of these people who.

1208
00:58:18,240 --> 00:58:19,840
Speaker 1: Say, you do relate to it, you think that's a

1209
00:58:19,840 --> 00:58:20,240
Speaker 1: good idea.

1210
00:58:20,560 --> 00:58:22,640
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, actually did happen to me because I had

1211
00:58:22,680 --> 00:58:24,880
Speaker 2: a great idea and I sat on it and then

1212
00:58:25,040 --> 00:58:28,640
Speaker 2: fucking Kevin Costner came in and he stole it from me. Yellowstone,

1213
00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:31,480
Speaker 2: Yeah it was Yellowstone. I had the idea for yellow

1214
00:58:33,560 --> 00:58:37,720
Speaker 2: No I do. My idea was to create a location

1215
00:58:38,040 --> 00:58:42,360
Speaker 2: based storytelling app where if you're driving, if you're on

1216
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,480
Speaker 2: a road trip or something, and you drive past a

1217
00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:47,560
Speaker 2: location or a point of interest, then it will tell

1218
00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:50,640
Speaker 2: you a story based on that location while you're in

1219
00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:54,800
Speaker 2: that location and you can be Yeah, and Kevin Coster

1220
00:58:54,960 --> 00:58:58,439
Speaker 2: did it like like a year after I started talking

1221
00:58:58,440 --> 00:59:02,640
Speaker 2: to my lawyer about it, Kevin, thank god. Yeah, Kevin

1222
00:59:02,680 --> 00:59:04,440
Speaker 2: Coster came out with this the same app.

1223
00:59:04,920 --> 00:59:07,280
Speaker 1: Does your lawyer represent Kevin Costner?

1224
00:59:07,920 --> 00:59:10,959
Speaker 2: My lawyer is Kevin Coster. But that's that I don't

1225
00:59:11,000 --> 00:59:11,640
Speaker 2: see the connection.

1226
00:59:12,080 --> 00:59:14,240
Speaker 1: I did have a good idea for an app one time,

1227
00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 1: and now I can't remember it.

1228
00:59:17,280 --> 00:59:19,680
Speaker 2: I do know that about it, yeah, you know. And

1229
00:59:19,720 --> 00:59:20,960
Speaker 2: it's the thing is, like, you don't want to be

1230
00:59:21,120 --> 00:59:23,400
Speaker 2: an app developer, Like, I don't know what.

1231
00:59:23,440 --> 00:59:25,400
Speaker 1: Kevin cost a good idea for a fucking app?

1232
00:59:25,600 --> 00:59:26,960
Speaker 2: Right, exactly.

1233
00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:31,200
Speaker 1: Mine, my joking. One that was a good idea was

1234
00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 1: one called last Scene in and it was a way

1235
00:59:33,720 --> 00:59:37,320
Speaker 1: to girls for girls to post their outfits of the day.

1236
00:59:37,880 --> 00:59:39,280
Speaker 1: But it was a way that if they posted it

1237
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:41,400
Speaker 1: and they went missing, we would have a documentation of

1238
00:59:41,440 --> 00:59:43,320
Speaker 1: what they were last wearing. But it was a way

1239
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,760
Speaker 1: to also so it was a way to find missing girls.

1240
00:59:46,200 --> 00:59:47,760
Speaker 1: It was a it was a nod to the fact

1241
00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:51,600
Speaker 1: that we're all future victims of crimes and possible kidnappings

1242
00:59:52,000 --> 00:59:56,200
Speaker 1: and uh being you know, put into a slave situation.

1243
00:59:56,440 --> 00:59:57,760
Speaker 1: But also it was a way to be like, this

1244
00:59:57,800 --> 00:59:59,960
Speaker 1: is my outfit of the day, and it's called last scene.

1245
01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:03,640
Speaker 1: You do it before you go for a run, you

1246
01:00:03,680 --> 01:00:04,800
Speaker 1: do it before you go on a date.

1247
01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:08,280
Speaker 2: I think that's hilarious. That's gonna it's like, you know,

1248
01:00:08,280 --> 01:00:10,440
Speaker 2: they try to make be real a thing, and that's like,

1249
01:00:10,480 --> 01:00:12,000
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's working or not. It seems

1250
01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:12,600
Speaker 2: like somebody.

1251
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:14,400
Speaker 1: Will still have be reels. Yeah, I like those. I

1252
01:00:14,480 --> 01:00:16,320
Speaker 1: like that some apps are just some people are on

1253
01:00:16,400 --> 01:00:19,000
Speaker 1: them and others are not. Yeah, I like that. Okay,

1254
01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:23,440
Speaker 1: I like this one a lot, and I need to

1255
01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:25,080
Speaker 1: think about it all the time. And this would have

1256
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:26,600
Speaker 1: helped me at the Kevin Hart thing when I had

1257
01:00:26,600 --> 01:00:29,480
Speaker 1: a panic attack, because really that was all about me

1258
01:00:29,600 --> 01:00:32,480
Speaker 1: being extremely self centered and thinking that I am so

1259
01:00:32,520 --> 01:00:34,560
Speaker 1: important that anyone cares what I have to say. But

1260
01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:36,080
Speaker 1: it's hard not to feel that way when there are

1261
01:00:36,080 --> 01:00:37,840
Speaker 1: camera's on you and you're on a red carpet and

1262
01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:40,680
Speaker 1: there's microphones in your face. I will say that there

1263
01:00:40,800 --> 01:00:43,360
Speaker 1: is an illusion that people do give a fuck about

1264
01:00:43,360 --> 01:00:45,439
Speaker 1: what you have to say when that's all happening. Yeah,

1265
01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:48,680
Speaker 1: but number ten people aren't thinking about you as much

1266
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:49,480
Speaker 1: as you think.

1267
01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:52,320
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, you.

1268
01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:53,520
Speaker 1: Taught me that.

1269
01:00:53,760 --> 01:00:57,040
Speaker 2: It's so upsetting, Really, it gives a shit about anything.

1270
01:00:57,360 --> 01:01:00,200
Speaker 1: It's upsetting when you realize how little people care about you.

1271
01:01:00,560 --> 01:01:02,240
Speaker 2: I guess people care about what we say on this

1272
01:01:02,320 --> 01:01:03,440
Speaker 2: podcast because.

1273
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:05,840
Speaker 1: The only person that this does not apply to, and

1274
01:01:05,880 --> 01:01:09,800
Speaker 1: I'm one hundred percent sure of this, is Taylor Swift. Yeah,

1275
01:01:09,960 --> 01:01:13,520
Speaker 1: people are thinking about her way just as much like

1276
01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:17,800
Speaker 1: as she thinks. Yeah we are, I am, but yeah, no,

1277
01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:18,560
Speaker 1: how did I teach you?

1278
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:18,760
Speaker 2: So?

1279
01:01:19,080 --> 01:01:21,560
Speaker 3: I guess I'm just interpreting it in like a much

1280
01:01:21,640 --> 01:01:24,000
Speaker 3: different way. And it's this, It's what we talked about

1281
01:01:24,080 --> 01:01:28,160
Speaker 3: yesterday with like the Glazier exit. And I just remember

1282
01:01:28,200 --> 01:01:32,840
Speaker 3: one time someone invited me to like a wedding, like

1283
01:01:32,880 --> 01:01:36,120
Speaker 3: a pre a bachelorette party or something like that, and

1284
01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:39,440
Speaker 3: you were just like and I just couldn't go. It

1285
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Speaker 3: was impossible for me to go, and I felt so terrible.

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Speaker 1: And you said, do.

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Speaker 3: You think that she's going to be thinking about you

1288
01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:48,640
Speaker 3: being there on her bachelorette party? You think that's going

1289
01:01:48,720 --> 01:01:52,320
Speaker 3: to make her break the fund of the party? And yeah,

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01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:55,240
Speaker 3: I guess, like no, that she's not going to think

1291
01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:56,320
Speaker 3: that until she.

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01:01:56,240 --> 01:01:59,040
Speaker 2: Finds joy and guilting people, then she might yeah.

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01:01:59,240 --> 01:02:01,600
Speaker 1: And then she's a you shouldn't go anyway, but yeah,

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01:02:01,640 --> 01:02:04,320
Speaker 1: that's a really good point. Like it. It sometimes to

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01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:06,880
Speaker 1: make my mom feel better because she'll be like wearing

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01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:08,760
Speaker 1: an outfit where she's like, I don't know, this is

1297
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:11,400
Speaker 1: too much skin showing, and I go, no one cares,

1298
01:02:11,560 --> 01:02:14,160
Speaker 1: no one's looking at you, nobody nods like no one

1299
01:02:14,360 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 1: and she goes, that is so rude. She always gets

1300
01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:19,360
Speaker 1: really bad when I say that, and I'm trying to

1301
01:02:19,360 --> 01:02:21,280
Speaker 1: free her, and I don't realize what I'm telling her

1302
01:02:21,320 --> 01:02:23,320
Speaker 1: is that she doesn't matter, and that's not at all

1303
01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:25,160
Speaker 1: what I'm trying to say. I'm trying to, like, be like,

1304
01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:28,040
Speaker 1: people aren't obsessed. People aren't trying to look for negatives

1305
01:02:28,080 --> 01:02:28,480
Speaker 1: about you.

1306
01:02:28,760 --> 01:02:31,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, and they see you, but they're not gonna like

1307
01:02:31,840 --> 01:02:34,000
Speaker 3: hone in on what you're pointing at right.

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01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:38,680
Speaker 2: Now, unless unless it's directly affecting them, like if you

1309
01:02:38,720 --> 01:02:40,760
Speaker 2: stink or something and you're sitting on a plane next

1310
01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:43,160
Speaker 2: to them, or oh yeah, and then they're thinking about

1311
01:02:43,160 --> 01:02:45,120
Speaker 2: you a lot, or if you're being rude or something.

1312
01:02:45,160 --> 01:02:48,400
Speaker 1: Man, I wasn't even close to doing it. But boy

1313
01:02:48,440 --> 01:02:51,040
Speaker 1: did I fantasize the other day when I was sitting

1314
01:02:51,040 --> 01:02:53,320
Speaker 1: on a plane with Matt and Anya, they smelled it too.

1315
01:02:53,600 --> 01:02:57,360
Speaker 1: It was just the whole section of our plane, just saying, hey,

1316
01:02:57,840 --> 01:03:03,480
Speaker 1: someone in this area to look into changing up your deodorant,

1317
01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:07,360
Speaker 1: showering more often, and cleaning your clothes. You smell really,

1318
01:03:07,960 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 1: really bad. And it's not a crime. We all smell bad,

1319
01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:15,080
Speaker 1: but you just need to update your hygiene, you know, schedule.

1320
01:03:15,640 --> 01:03:17,720
Speaker 1: I just wanted to say that very kindly, like just

1321
01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:19,280
Speaker 1: into the because we didn't know who it was. It

1322
01:03:19,320 --> 01:03:21,760
Speaker 1: was so permeating every there was no there was no

1323
01:03:21,760 --> 01:03:24,080
Speaker 1: way that there's no nucleus of it. It was everywhere.

1324
01:03:25,280 --> 01:03:29,440
Speaker 1: But who's going to tell that person? Not you? That

1325
01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:33,400
Speaker 1: was kind of too uh.

1326
01:03:33,400 --> 01:03:37,040
Speaker 2: This is why bullying is a good thing sometimes, and

1327
01:03:37,120 --> 01:03:39,800
Speaker 2: like because you do learn stuff about yourself. An elementary

1328
01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:41,720
Speaker 2: school in middle school when those kids are being mean,

1329
01:03:42,080 --> 01:03:43,960
Speaker 2: sometimes they're telling you something you need to eat.

1330
01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:46,760
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, like your breath is bad, and I'm like,

1331
01:03:47,120 --> 01:03:48,280
Speaker 1: why didn't anyone else tell me?

1332
01:03:48,560 --> 01:03:48,760
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1333
01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:51,720
Speaker 3: That goes back to what the list was saying about,

1334
01:03:51,760 --> 01:03:54,280
Speaker 3: like it not be life not being too easy or

1335
01:03:54,320 --> 01:03:57,640
Speaker 3: things not being too easy and stuff like that. That's

1336
01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:00,440
Speaker 3: a difficulty which seems like, oh my god, I never

1337
01:04:00,480 --> 01:04:02,240
Speaker 3: want my children to be bullied. I never want to

1338
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:05,200
Speaker 3: be bullied, but like it kind of gives you a little.

1339
01:04:05,000 --> 01:04:07,480
Speaker 1: Bit of Yeah. David Beckham. I was watching a clip

1340
01:04:07,480 --> 01:04:11,240
Speaker 1: of him yesterday with James Gordon and they were talking

1341
01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:15,439
Speaker 1: about how his dad never said good job ever until

1342
01:04:15,480 --> 01:04:17,320
Speaker 1: he won his like tenth cup. I don't even know

1343
01:04:17,400 --> 01:04:20,240
Speaker 1: what that means, literally his tenth cup and his dad goes,

1344
01:04:20,480 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 1: you did it. He had never once heard good game

1345
01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:25,840
Speaker 1: from his dad. You played well today, ever, And his

1346
01:04:25,920 --> 01:04:29,160
Speaker 1: dad was like his he was there for everything, and

1347
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:32,240
Speaker 1: he said because and he was like, he has to

1348
01:04:32,280 --> 01:04:34,200
Speaker 1: spin it now to be grateful, even though I think

1349
01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:36,560
Speaker 1: that was so crazy if you watch the Beckham documentary,

1350
01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:39,800
Speaker 1: his dad was just way too harsh. Did it make

1351
01:04:39,880 --> 01:04:44,520
Speaker 1: him incredible? Yes, didn't make him able to so when

1352
01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:50,280
Speaker 1: when the whole nation hated him, when when people were

1353
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:53,000
Speaker 1: spinning on him in the street, and his teammates hated

1354
01:04:53,040 --> 01:04:55,640
Speaker 1: him and all these things, he said, it didn't. I

1355
01:04:55,640 --> 01:04:58,360
Speaker 1: could just put my head down and work because I

1356
01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:01,360
Speaker 1: already the person who was not giving me what I

1357
01:05:01,400 --> 01:05:04,400
Speaker 1: needed my whole entire childhood I just had to make

1358
01:05:04,480 --> 01:05:07,880
Speaker 1: do with not get not caring what people thought, because

1359
01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:09,720
Speaker 1: if I cared even a little bit, the fact that

1360
01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:12,120
Speaker 1: my dad he didn't say this, but the fact that

1361
01:05:12,160 --> 01:05:13,880
Speaker 1: his dad didn't give him the love that he needed

1362
01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:16,640
Speaker 1: was so devastating that he just did. It made him

1363
01:05:16,680 --> 01:05:19,520
Speaker 1: strong and it absolutely made him who he is. But

1364
01:05:19,560 --> 01:05:22,720
Speaker 1: would I ever wish that on another kid? No? No,

1365
01:05:24,480 --> 01:05:27,160
Speaker 1: So it's kind of hard to determine what to do. Okay,

1366
01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:34,919
Speaker 1: and finally we'll just go to the very end. Okay, wait,

1367
01:05:35,000 --> 01:05:41,919
Speaker 1: let me find a good one. Oh this is oh yeah, right, okay.

1368
01:05:42,000 --> 01:05:46,280
Speaker 1: Number twenty eight. Never criticize, blame, or complain.

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01:05:47,160 --> 01:05:50,160
Speaker 2: Oh my god, never never.

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01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:52,640
Speaker 1: I mean, can you think of anyone who doesn't who

1371
01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:54,960
Speaker 1: doesn't do any of those? Can you even just a

1372
01:05:55,000 --> 01:05:56,920
Speaker 1: person that doesn't do one of those? I mean, you

1373
01:05:57,120 --> 01:06:03,360
Speaker 1: would be in criticized, blame or complain. Never criticize. I'm

1374
01:06:03,360 --> 01:06:04,120
Speaker 1: getting better at.

1375
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:07,280
Speaker 3: I really like I want to strive to be that

1376
01:06:07,400 --> 01:06:10,080
Speaker 3: kind of person, but I know that I'm imperfect and

1377
01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:12,000
Speaker 3: I will never complain.

1378
01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:15,040
Speaker 2: Like, criticizing your own work and things like that is

1379
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:18,120
Speaker 2: the key to achieving greatness. So like you do need

1380
01:06:18,120 --> 01:06:19,040
Speaker 2: to criticize, you say.

1381
01:06:19,840 --> 01:06:23,080
Speaker 1: Means though you're like disappointed and you're mad, Like you

1382
01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:26,040
Speaker 1: can be critical, but to criticize and like put yourself

1383
01:06:26,120 --> 01:06:31,000
Speaker 1: down is not. I don't think helpful blame, blame, or complain.

1384
01:06:33,400 --> 01:06:36,760
Speaker 1: I am getting better about the criticized thing I was

1385
01:06:36,800 --> 01:06:39,320
Speaker 1: about to make fun of. I think I've stopped myself

1386
01:06:39,360 --> 01:06:42,280
Speaker 1: within the past week seven different times from sending dms

1387
01:06:42,320 --> 01:06:47,560
Speaker 1: to either Anya, you guys, or Chris making fun of

1388
01:06:47,600 --> 01:06:52,920
Speaker 1: something that I am feeling slightly jealous of or slightly

1389
01:06:53,080 --> 01:06:55,960
Speaker 1: like they tried to do something that I would want

1390
01:06:55,960 --> 01:06:57,760
Speaker 1: to do but they failed doing it. Let's make fun

1391
01:06:57,760 --> 01:07:00,080
Speaker 1: of them so that I don't ever have to do that,

1392
01:07:00,160 --> 01:07:01,560
Speaker 1: because I know that people will make fun of me

1393
01:07:01,600 --> 01:07:03,760
Speaker 1: in this way. So I've stopped myself from doing that

1394
01:07:03,840 --> 01:07:07,520
Speaker 1: so many times. I really invite other people to try.

1395
01:07:07,560 --> 01:07:09,600
Speaker 1: When you want to make fun of someone, if you

1396
01:07:09,760 --> 01:07:11,960
Speaker 1: really want to, you'll want to tomorrow. Just put it

1397
01:07:12,000 --> 01:07:14,520
Speaker 1: off till tomorrow. Just stop yourself in the moment, and

1398
01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:16,400
Speaker 1: if you really want to do it the next day,

1399
01:07:16,480 --> 01:07:18,000
Speaker 1: and then you will have deserved it because you will

1400
01:07:18,080 --> 01:07:19,680
Speaker 1: sat on it and been like, no, I deserve to

1401
01:07:19,680 --> 01:07:21,680
Speaker 1: complain about this thing or bitch about this thing. But

1402
01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:23,600
Speaker 1: just stop yourself in the moment of making fun of

1403
01:07:23,760 --> 01:07:26,360
Speaker 1: or criticizing things for one hour.

1404
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:27,680
Speaker 2: It's so tough.

1405
01:07:28,080 --> 01:07:30,400
Speaker 1: I don't think I can do it, but I really

1406
01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:32,040
Speaker 1: I think that's an important one to leave on because

1407
01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:33,360
Speaker 1: that's the one I want to work on the most.

1408
01:07:33,680 --> 01:07:37,600
Speaker 2: It's satisfying. It's addictive to sit there and make fun

1409
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:40,280
Speaker 2: of things, to criticize things, it feels good.

1410
01:07:41,160 --> 01:07:43,520
Speaker 1: My new thing is not criticizing myself, like I just

1411
01:07:43,560 --> 01:07:45,320
Speaker 1: am not allowed to do it, even though I want

1412
01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:48,280
Speaker 1: to do it, and secretly I know that I could.

1413
01:07:48,320 --> 01:07:50,120
Speaker 1: I do it like kind of sneakily, like I think

1414
01:07:50,160 --> 01:07:52,480
Speaker 1: about it, but I don't like go into it too hard.

1415
01:07:53,160 --> 01:07:55,840
Speaker 1: I mean I do, but like when I'm weakened, but

1416
01:07:56,040 --> 01:07:58,160
Speaker 1: most of the time, when I'm like strong enough, I

1417
01:07:58,160 --> 01:07:59,840
Speaker 1: don't allow myself to do it. But I'm still like

1418
01:08:00,040 --> 01:08:02,320
Speaker 1: kind of thinking about it, but I just won't. I

1419
01:08:02,360 --> 01:08:05,680
Speaker 1: can't indulgence it as much as I want to. The

1420
01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:07,880
Speaker 1: Heidi Preeb my new favorite girl on YouTube. I've talked

1421
01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:09,640
Speaker 1: about her before. She is this thing where she was like,

1422
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:13,040
Speaker 1: you just have to have your own back, And so

1423
01:08:13,120 --> 01:08:15,120
Speaker 1: my new thing is looking at myself in the mirror

1424
01:08:15,160 --> 01:08:17,720
Speaker 1: and just being like I got you, like no one

1425
01:08:17,720 --> 01:08:20,240
Speaker 1: else has you. You can't count on anyone else in

1426
01:08:20,280 --> 01:08:21,880
Speaker 1: your life. And that's not me being like, you can't

1427
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:24,960
Speaker 1: count on anyone, you only have yourself. But you truly

1428
01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:27,400
Speaker 1: only have yourself. You literally are going to lose everyone

1429
01:08:27,439 --> 01:08:29,639
Speaker 1: you love in life, they're going to lose you. You

1430
01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:32,360
Speaker 1: only have yourself till the very end, So you can't.

1431
01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:34,880
Speaker 1: You can. You can be a disappoint in yourself, you

1432
01:08:34,880 --> 01:08:37,320
Speaker 1: can criticize yourself, you can feel all these things about yourself,

1433
01:08:37,400 --> 01:08:40,080
Speaker 1: but you can't give up on yourself. You always have

1434
01:08:40,120 --> 01:08:42,559
Speaker 1: to be like, yes, I don't like what you just did. Yes,

1435
01:08:42,600 --> 01:08:45,000
Speaker 1: I don't like how you look today. Yes I'm disappointed

1436
01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:46,800
Speaker 1: in how you've behaved this week or how you behave

1437
01:08:46,920 --> 01:08:50,320
Speaker 1: just now. But I'm not gonna I'm still gonna stay

1438
01:08:50,320 --> 01:08:52,680
Speaker 1: with you. I'm still I'm not gonna check out. I'm

1439
01:08:52,680 --> 01:08:54,439
Speaker 1: not gonna give up on you. And I feel like

1440
01:08:54,479 --> 01:08:57,599
Speaker 1: it's like being in a shitty marriage where you're like,

1441
01:08:57,720 --> 01:09:00,680
Speaker 1: I can't I'm not going to give up on this,

1442
01:09:00,840 --> 01:09:03,240
Speaker 1: even though it's like I'm really upset and I want

1443
01:09:03,280 --> 01:09:05,960
Speaker 1: to get out and I want to abandon you, and

1444
01:09:06,040 --> 01:09:08,120
Speaker 1: I don't know quite what that means yet to me,

1445
01:09:08,360 --> 01:09:10,240
Speaker 1: but it's something that's kind of stuck with me. That

1446
01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:14,479
Speaker 1: isn't like love yourself, even I hate the thing that's like, well,

1447
01:09:14,479 --> 01:09:17,000
Speaker 1: if you can't love yourself, accept yourself, I don't know

1448
01:09:17,080 --> 01:09:18,960
Speaker 1: the difference between the two. They aren't clicking for me.

1449
01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:21,439
Speaker 1: It doesn't help to hear that. What does help for me,

1450
01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:23,840
Speaker 1: for some reason, is you don't get to abandon yourself.

1451
01:09:23,840 --> 01:09:25,639
Speaker 1: You don't get to just check out and let yourself

1452
01:09:25,720 --> 01:09:28,040
Speaker 1: like a toddler, just wander off into traffic. You still

1453
01:09:28,080 --> 01:09:30,479
Speaker 1: gotta hold that toddler's hand, even if you're disappointed. You

1454
01:09:30,520 --> 01:09:32,599
Speaker 1: don't know why you have this toddler. You're so sick

1455
01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:34,760
Speaker 1: of it. It's draining all your time. You don't even

1456
01:09:34,800 --> 01:09:36,160
Speaker 1: like the way it looks, you don't even like the

1457
01:09:36,200 --> 01:09:39,000
Speaker 1: way it acts. Is you're so disappointed in what you have,

1458
01:09:39,280 --> 01:09:41,120
Speaker 1: you have to hold that toddler's hand as across as

1459
01:09:41,160 --> 01:09:43,080
Speaker 1: the street, even if you're mad about it. And I

1460
01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:47,080
Speaker 1: kind of liked that imagery. Yeah, so I'm gonna leave

1461
01:09:47,120 --> 01:09:49,479
Speaker 1: on that. Everyone have a great weekend. We are gonna

1462
01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:55,000
Speaker 1: be on tour again. I'm Intoert Ronert City, I think

1463
01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:59,800
Speaker 1: Ronert Park. Sorry, California. It's Casino and then I am

1464
01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:03,720
Speaker 1: in to Mecula. That's not this weekend, that's next week. Yeah,

1465
01:10:03,720 --> 01:10:05,479
Speaker 1: it's next weekend. This weekend I'm off, But then the

1466
01:10:05,560 --> 01:10:09,400
Speaker 1: next weekend it'll be Rohnert, California, and then Temecula and

1467
01:10:09,479 --> 01:10:11,960
Speaker 1: then a bunch of different cities coming up. I'm gonna

1468
01:10:11,960 --> 01:10:14,720
Speaker 1: be in La doing spots all around town, so you

1469
01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:17,439
Speaker 1: check my schedule for or just check my Instagram stories

1470
01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:20,960
Speaker 1: for that. But we will see you next week on

1471
01:10:21,040 --> 01:10:23,439
Speaker 1: the podcast. Don't even think we won't have a great weekend.

1472
01:10:23,720 --> 01:10:25,160
Speaker 1: Don't be cut and bye.