WEBVTT - Ep 70: Rosie Lowe + Dave Okumu

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<v Speaker 1>Loud and Quiet presents Midnight Chats.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey listeners, welcome to Midnight Chats. Hope you're doing well.

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<v Speaker 2>Tonight's episode of the podcast features not one, but two

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<v Speaker 2>firsts for us. We've never had two different artists on

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<v Speaker 2>together on the same episode before, so that's exciting. And

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<v Speaker 2>also until now, we've never welcomed on an artist more

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<v Speaker 2>than once, so that's all about to change those We

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<v Speaker 2>either a good memory or maybe you're just very loyal.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll know that David Kumu was our guest on the

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<v Speaker 2>very first Midnight Chats back in February twenty sixteen. We

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<v Speaker 2>sounded quite different then. I'm not going to blee on

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<v Speaker 2>about how impressive Dave's career CV is because that's all

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<v Speaker 2>in the first episode, but his story and that chat,

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<v Speaker 2>especially his recollections of his close brush with death a

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<v Speaker 2>few years back, remains a pretty extraordinary listen I think.

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<v Speaker 2>At least I'm delighted to say. Joining us for the

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<v Speaker 2>first time is Rosie Low from Devon but now based

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<v Speaker 2>in London. Rosie released her debut album Control in twenty sixteen,

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<v Speaker 2>and in the run up to recording this chat, I

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<v Speaker 2>went back and listened to that and was reminded of

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<v Speaker 2>just how strong that album is. In the time since then,

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<v Speaker 2>she's continued to study psychotherapy alongside doing her music. She

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<v Speaker 2>talks a bit about that in this and it's really fascinating,

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<v Speaker 2>and she also presents a show on the all female

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<v Speaker 2>online radio station Foundation FM. Check that out if you

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<v Speaker 2>haven't already. But the point of getting them together like

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<v Speaker 2>this is that Rosie and Dave aren't just great mates,

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<v Speaker 2>but also wrote Rose's new album You Together Spelt Wyu.

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<v Speaker 2>It's out on the tenth of May, and bird Song,

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<v Speaker 2>one of the tracks from it is an early favorite

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<v Speaker 2>of mine from this year. So yeah, lots of conversation

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<v Speaker 2>about that, the origins of their friendship, getting the Mercurious

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<v Speaker 2>Jay Electronica involved on the album, Dave's relatively new fatherhood,

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<v Speaker 2>Rosie discussing vulnerability and openness in the creative process, all sorts.

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<v Speaker 2>Before we get into this, we try and make all

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<v Speaker 2>of the episodes sound as good as they possibly can

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<v Speaker 2>on midnight chats. So I am annoyed that at one

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<v Speaker 2>point a workman turned up outside our office window with

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<v Speaker 2>a giant saw to cut sheets of metal, but I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't going to argue with him for obvious reasons, so

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<v Speaker 2>apologies for any brief background noise you might hear. As Ever,

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<v Speaker 2>if you haven't caught the episodes from this series of

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<v Speaker 2>the podcast so far, please do go back and listen.

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<v Speaker 2>Sharon Vanatten last week was really funny. But let's get

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<v Speaker 2>into this Midnight Chats episode seventy, ticking off not one

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<v Speaker 2>but two firsts. Rosie Low and David Kumu. You did

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<v Speaker 2>the first ever episode of Midnight Chats.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't believe it.

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<v Speaker 4>You're running out of guests in the universe's music.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought you were so good that we just had

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<v Speaker 2>to have you back.

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<v Speaker 5>It was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was three years ago, almost to the day and bad.

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<v Speaker 2>We sat here in our humble office in East London,

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<v Speaker 2>loud and quiet HQ, and you came in on a

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<v Speaker 2>miserable winter's night to record the first episode. And I

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<v Speaker 2>will always be grateful because the podcast obviously didn't exist

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<v Speaker 2>before you came in, so I couldn't send you anything

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<v Speaker 2>and say this is what it sounds like. He took

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<v Speaker 2>a leap of faith and he came in and that

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<v Speaker 2>was the first episode.

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<v Speaker 4>It was really scary for me what I was getting into.

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<v Speaker 4>I was actually telling Rosy about it today. I was

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<v Speaker 4>trying to I thought we actually recorded it around midnight.

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<v Speaker 2>We did record it late at night.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, And that wasn't because I got the time wrong,

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<v Speaker 4>Because it's not because do you think you said come

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<v Speaker 4>in at eleven late?

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<v Speaker 2>Eventually, I'm just let's just eating my dinner. Really, sadly,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, he still hasn't turned up. I think he

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<v Speaker 2>might have got the wrong end of the stick. No,

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<v Speaker 2>we did. We did record it late. It was late

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<v Speaker 2>night by and.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a miserable night and I was really happy

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<v Speaker 3>to be here. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Well we've gone on to make make a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of episodes since then. But if people are listening to

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<v Speaker 2>this who are only joining us more recently, do urge

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<v Speaker 2>you to go back and listen to that episode because

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<v Speaker 2>it's it will have a special place for me because

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<v Speaker 2>not only because it was the first one, but I

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<v Speaker 2>do think it's a really great episode for to have

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<v Speaker 2>you on and to hear about kind of all of

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<v Speaker 2>the things that you've done in your in your musical

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<v Speaker 2>career to date. But it is special to have you

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<v Speaker 2>both on because you're both good friends as well as

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<v Speaker 2>being collaborators, and it's a timely moment to have you

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<v Speaker 2>on together, because you both just worked together on Rosie,

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<v Speaker 2>your new album. Can you remember where you first met

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<v Speaker 2>when we first got introduced? Was that a long time ago?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, we both kind of have.

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<v Speaker 5>We both have kind of differing views from all memories

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<v Speaker 5>of when we first met, so I think we did

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<v Speaker 5>kind of cross paths quite a lot over quite a

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<v Speaker 5>few times. But my first real memory is in hanging

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<v Speaker 5>out in Dave's flat. I was I went around and

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<v Speaker 5>David just had an accident. They'd broken a had like

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<v Speaker 5>a leg in a cast, and I went around and

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<v Speaker 5>we just hung out and played some music and ate

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<v Speaker 5>some strawberries and some doughnuts.

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<v Speaker 4>I did watching out. Not much has changed. Yeah, that

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<v Speaker 4>was a really special moment. We'd met a few times before.

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<v Speaker 4>I remember because you told me that I sometimes go

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<v Speaker 4>into Goldsmiths to talk about and ask questions about performance

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<v Speaker 4>and creativity, and they keeps sort of winging me back in,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's always really.

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<v Speaker 3>Fun to go in and hang out with those guys.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think one year I did it and Rosie

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<v Speaker 4>was in one of those sessions, but we didn't meet

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<v Speaker 4>at that time. My first memory of Rosie coming into

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<v Speaker 4>sort of my consciousness was I was having a meeting

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<v Speaker 4>at Domino. Rosie's manager at the time came in to

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<v Speaker 4>play me some of her music, and I think, maybe

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<v Speaker 4>you just sort of really started making music at that point,

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<v Speaker 4>that in that way. Yeah, And I heard these these

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<v Speaker 4>pieces of music and I thought they were really special

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<v Speaker 4>and extraordinary, and Rosie's manager was asking if i'd be

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<v Speaker 4>up for kind of getting together with her and collaborating

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<v Speaker 4>with her, and I remember specifically thinking at that point

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<v Speaker 4>that this was someone who didn't really need to collaborate

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<v Speaker 4>with anybody. They were just exploring their own creativity and

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<v Speaker 4>their own voice, and it was a really strong and

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<v Speaker 4>intriguing one. And actually I remember my first instinct being

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<v Speaker 4>I wouldn't want to get in the way of that. Actually,

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<v Speaker 4>this is someone who should just be like encouraged to

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<v Speaker 4>continue exploring themselves because it's really fascinating and that's going

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<v Speaker 4>to lead to something really special. And then we kind

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<v Speaker 4>of met some time after that, and at a certain

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<v Speaker 4>point Rosie came around to basically look after me when

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<v Speaker 4>I was convalescing, and I remember that that was a

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<v Speaker 4>really significant visit, just because.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like.

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<v Speaker 4>It sort of correlated to the experience of listening to

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<v Speaker 4>her music in the sense of getting a really strong

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<v Speaker 4>sense of who this person is. I remember feeling that

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<v Speaker 4>listening to those demos those early days, and when she

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<v Speaker 4>came to my house at a time when I was

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<v Speaker 4>feeling pretty vulnerable and I didn't really know her that well,

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<v Speaker 4>but I felt so at ease and so looked after,

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<v Speaker 4>and we just had such a lovely time, and she

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<v Speaker 4>was so considerate and kind of loving and natural. I

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<v Speaker 4>just thought, what a great person. Really lucky to have

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<v Speaker 4>sort of cross parles with this person. And I don't

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<v Speaker 4>think at that point we knew, you know, what our

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<v Speaker 4>creative connection would be, but I just remember thinking I'd

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<v Speaker 4>love this person to be a part of my life basically.

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<v Speaker 4>So that was a really special day. So thanks for.

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<v Speaker 3>Doing the washing up.

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<v Speaker 5>I think creatively after that, I think that, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>I'd written right thing, and i'd actually pitched it, pitched

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<v Speaker 5>the whole thing down. That's how I wrote it was

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<v Speaker 5>so my voice was my male voice, as it were.

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<v Speaker 5>And this is kind of like, you know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>I can't believe it was so long ago, but it

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<v Speaker 5>was probably at seven eight years ago now, so there

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<v Speaker 5>wasn't loads of people pitching everything down the label or Domino.

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<v Speaker 5>At the time, We're just like, oh, sure, And I

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<v Speaker 5>played to Dave and saying that this is what I

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<v Speaker 5>imagine he was really digging it, and then he I

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<v Speaker 5>think you took that one off before we started working

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<v Speaker 5>with Quertz and you did some stuff to because I

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<v Speaker 5>just remember getting something, Dave sending something back.

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<v Speaker 6>And me feeling like, damn, this is this is phenomenal.

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<v Speaker 5>Like is that I've always felt like that with Dave

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<v Speaker 5>is like that every single decision he makes is a

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<v Speaker 5>creative one. He doesn't overdo it, which in my experience

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<v Speaker 5>with other people that I've worked with, can often be

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<v Speaker 5>that people do things for the.

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<v Speaker 6>Sake of doing them.

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<v Speaker 5>But I feel like with Dave you get an incredible

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<v Speaker 5>amount of intu intricacies, well big, but always for the

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<v Speaker 5>reason for the song and for the narrative and for

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<v Speaker 5>the heart of what the song's about. And I've never

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<v Speaker 5>really had that experience with anyone else yet of passing

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<v Speaker 5>something over in it, coming back and feeling like that's

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<v Speaker 5>beyond what I imagine this could be.

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<v Speaker 2>It's interesting you say that because both of you have

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<v Speaker 2>collaborated with a lot of people in the past. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you're very open minded to when you make in music

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<v Speaker 2>to bring other people into the process. How easy is

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<v Speaker 2>it to find people who you feel so comfortable with

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<v Speaker 2>that are so ultimately on a similar wavelength.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just really special when that happens, and probably quite rare.

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<v Speaker 4>But I do think that it's possible to have a

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<v Speaker 4>disposition that makes it kind of clear that that's what

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<v Speaker 4>you're looking for and that's what you're interested in, and

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<v Speaker 4>that you want to cultivate relationships of that like quality.

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<v Speaker 4>So for me, collaboration is like a big part of

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<v Speaker 4>my life and I'm looking for high quality collaborative experiences

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<v Speaker 4>and some are and some aren't. But I think that

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<v Speaker 4>exploration is valid. And I think what you said about,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I think having the tools and the desire

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<v Speaker 4>to cultivate trust and to be patient and to make

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<v Speaker 4>space for something like that to happen is like a

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<v Speaker 4>big part of that equation. And when you find someone

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<v Speaker 4>who's willing to go on that journey with you, that's

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<v Speaker 4>something to be treasured basically, and with Rosie we have

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<v Speaker 4>that in a really really unique way. There are ways

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<v Speaker 4>of exploring things creatively that in my collaboration with Rosie

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<v Speaker 4>that I don't feel like it just I could do

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<v Speaker 4>with anyone else. And it's because of who she is

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<v Speaker 4>and what she's interested in and how she wants to

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<v Speaker 4>express herself and where she feels able to be liberated

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<v Speaker 4>and take risks and be vulnerable. I really really respond

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<v Speaker 4>to that, and it's it feels like an enormous privilege

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<v Speaker 4>to be allowed into that and to be allowed to

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<v Speaker 4>sort of attempt to facilitate that or contribute to that,

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<v Speaker 4>or however you want to kind of frame it. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess, I guess I feel like it's it's a

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<v Speaker 4>very special thing that I will never take for granted

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<v Speaker 4>wherever I find it. But I'm always looking for it.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm always looking for a quality connection basically. But if

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<v Speaker 4>I find it, I'm gonna going to hang onto it

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<v Speaker 4>for day life because it's a really precious thing basically.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>And also, and like on top of that, I'd say

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<v Speaker 5>that me and mine Day's relationship has grown through the

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<v Speaker 5>music that we've made, like our collaborative relationships. So for

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<v Speaker 5>the first album, I wrote most of it on my

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<v Speaker 5>own and they've produced it, so it was so collaborative.

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<v Speaker 5>But this album we actually wrote together for the first time,

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<v Speaker 5>like songwriting together, which I was I was shit scared

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<v Speaker 5>about because I was like this, you know, he's one

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<v Speaker 5>of my best friends, you know, one of my musical heroes.

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<v Speaker 5>He's like my collaborator, and I was like this, this

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<v Speaker 5>better work out. It did, and I think that we

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<v Speaker 5>had to find our way of doing that. And sometimes

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<v Speaker 5>it was giving each other space, and sometimes it was

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<v Speaker 5>being in a room together, and sometimes.

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<v Speaker 6>It was like creating more structure, and sometimes it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 5>But that's something that we were able to work out

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<v Speaker 5>because there was already an understanding there of what we've

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<v Speaker 5>been through before. So had we gone into just writing

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<v Speaker 5>together in the way that we have for this latest

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<v Speaker 5>album without the kind of seven years of growing our

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<v Speaker 5>relationship as friends and collaborators, it might sound completely different.

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<v Speaker 5>But what I feel like so so grateful for and

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<v Speaker 5>very very lucky is the fact that we've you know,

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<v Speaker 5>we're growing together as collaborators and that that journey's continuing,

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<v Speaker 5>because I feel like these days there's so so many

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<v Speaker 5>artists that and you know, I think it's encouraged by

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<v Speaker 5>labels and stuff a lot of the time, which is

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<v Speaker 5>like you know, new album, new producer, this is the

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<v Speaker 5>next hot person going with them, speed date the album,

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<v Speaker 5>speed date writing sessions. You know, new sound, new album,

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<v Speaker 5>new sound, and that therefore means new people. And I

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<v Speaker 5>just feel like there can be a lack of long

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<v Speaker 5>term collaborative relationships where you grow together, and I feel

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<v Speaker 5>really lucky to have had that with Dave and hopefully continue.

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<v Speaker 6>It for my career.

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<v Speaker 2>What you're describing is kind of the antithesis of that

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<v Speaker 2>you just said there, that the speed date way of

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<v Speaker 2>making music. We had Coachy Radical was one of the

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<v Speaker 2>episodes on this series of Midnight Chats, and he was

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<v Speaker 2>talking about his collaborative past and some of the positions

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<v Speaker 2>he's found himself in where it is that thing where

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<v Speaker 2>you're you join a writing camp for a morning or

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<v Speaker 2>an afternoon and you're giving a theme and you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like go away and make a song for somebody

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<v Speaker 2>you've never met in a report back in two hours,

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<v Speaker 2>which is of the spectrum we've just been talking about,

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<v Speaker 2>is the opposite end of what you're describing, which is

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<v Speaker 2>like create a sort of deep meaning for friendship, to

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<v Speaker 2>to create trust and then you know, open up the

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<v Speaker 2>process where you've got to know each other, and it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's the opposite end of the spectrum of that,

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<v Speaker 2>isn't it basically does that type of songwriting? What do

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<v Speaker 2>you think of that? Is that that's kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>does the idea of doing that kind of thing? You know,

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<v Speaker 2>would you rule out ever doing that thing? Because this

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<v Speaker 2>is the way that you do it feels much more

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<v Speaker 2>in keeping with the way that you want to do things.

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<v Speaker 4>I think there's a there's an aspect where you have

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<v Speaker 4>to come to terms with who you are and recognize yourself,

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<v Speaker 4>recognize where your strengths lie, recognize where you want to

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<v Speaker 4>progress as a person basically creatively. And what I know

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<v Speaker 4>about myself through kind of various experiences is that I

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<v Speaker 4>lean towards the type of process that we've described, and

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<v Speaker 4>I'm interested in that. I'm interested in the long term

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<v Speaker 4>and the big picture and on going on a journey

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<v Speaker 4>and making Rosie's first album, I had dreams of making

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<v Speaker 4>more albums with her. I have dreams of her developing

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<v Speaker 4>and just making her own albums and producing her own records.

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<v Speaker 4>And I can't wait to hear that. And there are

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<v Speaker 4>all these things that I see that it's over like

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<v Speaker 4>a long period and that excites me. I'm that's just

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<v Speaker 4>my nature, and I think there are issues for me

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<v Speaker 4>around the sort of speedier process that you describe. I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>I know that a lot of the industry is built

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<v Speaker 4>on that, really and there's clearly like a place for it.

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<v Speaker 4>But my issue with it is that I think if

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<v Speaker 4>that kind of obfuscates any other type of process, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>if there isn't room for other processes, that's not so

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<v Speaker 4>great because people are unique and there isn't like a

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<v Speaker 4>sort of one size fits all mold. And I think

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<v Speaker 4>when we stop engaging with artists and creative people and

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<v Speaker 4>working out like what they actually need to be the

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<v Speaker 4>best version of themselves and to express themselves really well

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<v Speaker 4>and to work out what their identity is, if we're

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<v Speaker 4>not supporting that and there's just this industry around it

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<v Speaker 4>that basically kind of overrides that, I think that's really problematic,

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<v Speaker 4>and sometimes the speedier thing can really sort of exacerbate

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<v Speaker 4>that that kind of way of thinking. But I will

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<v Speaker 4>also say that I've had many moments in my own

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<v Speaker 4>sort of creative process where I've just written for people

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<v Speaker 4>like imagining, oh my god, what would it be like

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<v Speaker 4>if like Beyonce like saying this tune or you know,

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<v Speaker 4>or like when I got invited into like Grace Jones's

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<v Speaker 4>world in the first instant I ever, her producer said

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<v Speaker 4>to me, you know, if you want to like submit

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<v Speaker 4>some something that some ideas for this album, then you know,

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<v Speaker 4>go ahead. And I immediately went ran bath and sat

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<v Speaker 4>in the bath and then sang into like my phone

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<v Speaker 4>imagining what if Grace Jones like sang this melody, do

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean? It's like, so I'm really

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<v Speaker 4>into that. I think that's a wonderful thing, but it

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<v Speaker 4>just can't be like the only thing. That's when it

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<v Speaker 4>becomes a problem for me. And I've personally found it

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<v Speaker 4>that I don't necessarily operate at my peak powers when

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<v Speaker 4>I'm in those types of situations where it's about its

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<v Speaker 4>product orientated, you know, it's about getting a result at

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<v Speaker 4>the end of the day over exploring something that might

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<v Speaker 4>might just need a bit more space to like come

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<v Speaker 4>to the surface.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>That's yeah, that's kind of where I stand personally. But

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<v Speaker 4>some people have incredibly home skills and they're able to

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<v Speaker 4>go into situations like that and make extraordinary things and

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<v Speaker 4>like power to them. But I think my strengths kind

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<v Speaker 4>of like elsewhere and my interests as well.

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<v Speaker 6>I think it is about knowing where your strengths lie.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I know that as a collaborator with Dave, like

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<v Speaker 5>with my music, Dave is like kind of is at

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<v Speaker 5>his best when I give him space, trust, faith, space,

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<v Speaker 5>and I think vice versa is the is the same

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<v Speaker 5>in our relationship. I personally, like I don't really respond

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<v Speaker 5>very well to pressure, do I Dave writing and I

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<v Speaker 5>kind of I kind of freeze up, like I need

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<v Speaker 5>a little bit of pressure because otherwise, you know, it

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<v Speaker 5>could just you know, I could probably you know, get

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<v Speaker 5>into watch too many series and stay in bed all

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<v Speaker 5>day now jog, But like that kind of pressure of

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<v Speaker 5>being in a room of lots of producers, jump in

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<v Speaker 5>the booth. That's one way to make me run really

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<v Speaker 5>really fast marathon away from that situation. Personally, I've been

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<v Speaker 5>in those situations before and it's like, let's write a

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<v Speaker 5>song about this, And my response is, but why and

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<v Speaker 5>what does that mean?

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<v Speaker 6>And what's the bigger meaning behind this?

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<v Speaker 2>And why and why again?

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<v Speaker 3>Why it's a.

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<v Speaker 6>Music for me is such a deep thing.

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<v Speaker 5>So the idea of songwriting as a craft is something

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<v Speaker 5>that I'm so passionate about.

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<v Speaker 6>It's so passionate about.

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<v Speaker 5>I could talk about for five hours about different people songwriting,

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<v Speaker 5>But the only songwriting that really I'm passionate about is

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<v Speaker 5>the shit that I believe in and I know in

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<v Speaker 5>like five seconds if I believe it. And that's usually

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<v Speaker 5>because it's come from a place of honesty. Yeah, and

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<v Speaker 5>the idea of like, Okay, let's write a song about

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<v Speaker 5>this word because it's a good sounding word. Although like

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<v Speaker 5>some people can like completely bring an honesty and an

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<v Speaker 5>authenticity to that. For me, it needs to come from

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<v Speaker 5>somewhere that already exists at the moment. Maybe that will

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<v Speaker 5>change in time.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, let's talk about this new album. You you

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<v Speaker 2>wrote it together, So what was the start point for it?

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<v Speaker 2>You decided you were going to collaborate in the writing sense,

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<v Speaker 2>What was day one it looked like, did you sit

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<v Speaker 2>down together at the kitchen table, did you have a

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<v Speaker 2>list of ideas?

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<v Speaker 3>What was it like, what do you say as the

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<v Speaker 3>starting for.

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<v Speaker 5>The way in your spare room upstairs in your flat

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<v Speaker 5>And it was really hot summer day, and so all

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<v Speaker 5>the doors were open, and like it was really loud

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<v Speaker 5>because if anyone's been to Deptford, you know, the vibe,

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<v Speaker 5>and there was drilling going on at the time. Dave

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<v Speaker 5>lives by the train station, so that was you could

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<v Speaker 5>hear the trains going by, and he was playing just

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<v Speaker 5>lots of chords and I.

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<v Speaker 6>Was like, oh, like that one.

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<v Speaker 5>And we recorded it all on my iPhone or something,

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<v Speaker 5>and I had a few ideas, I think, and then

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<v Speaker 5>I went home and I kind of cut them off

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<v Speaker 5>at the end of the day and I came back

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<v Speaker 5>with the chorus for.

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<v Speaker 6>The way and a few other ideas, and you were like, no.

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<v Speaker 5>I like that, that's our starting point for this. And

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<v Speaker 5>then we just went around that for like kind of

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<v Speaker 5>the whole for like a few hours, and then we

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<v Speaker 5>had the verse.

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<v Speaker 6>Isn't everything?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, did you set on like a pattern of working,

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<v Speaker 2>as in you had a set of time you were like,

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<v Speaker 2>we're going to work on this nine to five, or

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<v Speaker 2>we're going to.

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<v Speaker 4>It was.

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<v Speaker 2>Years. Presumably it was just drab grabbing the time when

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<v Speaker 2>you could then and it or it would it come

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<v Speaker 2>to eventually.

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<v Speaker 4>Be Well, basically, I just remember us kind of making

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<v Speaker 4>the commitment to one another that we were going to

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<v Speaker 4>do it one way or another. And again that's a

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<v Speaker 4>really empowering thing for me, like when you when you find.

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<v Speaker 3>That with a person where you can just make a commitment.

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<v Speaker 3>The world is a crazy place.

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<v Speaker 4>You don't know what's going to happen and how people

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<v Speaker 4>are going to respond, or what teams are going to

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<v Speaker 4>be doing, or what labels are going to be doing,

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<v Speaker 4>and it just felt great to just say to each other,

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<v Speaker 4>let's make a record, you know, like come, come and shine.

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<v Speaker 4>It was a crazy time for me. I had a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of things going on. I was moving out of

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<v Speaker 4>one studio, trying to build another. I didn't really have

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<v Speaker 4>a base of operations. Yeah, in that time, also had

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<v Speaker 4>a baby and didn't have a midlife crisis, or maybe

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<v Speaker 4>that was my manifestation of mid life crisis. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 4>but you know, it was a really huge time of

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<v Speaker 4>like transition for me. And it's a real testament to

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<v Speaker 4>Rosie that she kind of walked through that with me.

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<v Speaker 4>And that's really special for me as well because it's

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<v Speaker 4>that's in this record in a way. So I remember

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<v Speaker 4>we were working in all kinds of places. Sometimes we'd

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<v Speaker 4>be at the church, at pulled up with studio, sometimes

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<v Speaker 4>we were at my flat. Sometimes we're at Rosies flat

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<v Speaker 4>sometimes I was in a cafe on headphones. We were

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<v Speaker 4>making up as we go along in terms of the

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<v Speaker 4>structure and just trying to create the space and the

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<v Speaker 4>quality of process that that we needed to make that music.

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<v Speaker 4>And because the nature of our collaboration was kind of

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<v Speaker 4>going deeper in a sense, I felt like I just, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>I really wanted to give Rosie whatever she needed and

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<v Speaker 4>whatever I could for her to kind of work out

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<v Speaker 4>what she wanted to say next and how she wanted

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<v Speaker 4>to say it. And it's I think when you were

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<v Speaker 4>close to a person, you kind of you have these

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<v Speaker 4>sort of instincts. I remember feeling quite early on, like

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<v Speaker 4>really probably even that day when we were sort of

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<v Speaker 4>starting to look at chords for or ideas for that song,

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<v Speaker 4>the way I remember just feeling, I think there's I

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<v Speaker 4>think we're going to go to like a brighter place,

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<v Speaker 4>and I think it's going to be like earthier or

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<v Speaker 4>so I just had these kind of and maybe there's

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<v Speaker 4>going to be more of like a live feeling. I

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<v Speaker 4>just had these kind of instincts that these might be

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<v Speaker 4>things that Roe would want to explore, like in the

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<v Speaker 4>next bit, the next phase of her output. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>so it just became about working out how to how

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<v Speaker 4>to find that palette, how to inspire whatever needed to

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<v Speaker 4>come next. Basically, So yeah, it was. It wasn't without

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<v Speaker 4>its challenges. I think it would have been easier if

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<v Speaker 4>I'd been saying more settled, if I'd had my space

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<v Speaker 4>ready and whatever, and then we could have got on

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<v Speaker 4>with things in a more structured way.

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<v Speaker 6>I think it would be a different record.

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<v Speaker 4>This would have been a different record. And actually the

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<v Speaker 4>way things went and the time that it took allowed

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<v Speaker 4>a space for something to happen that obviously just needed

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<v Speaker 4>to happen. And again, coming back to your earlier question

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<v Speaker 4>about kind of the writing camp approach versus some another

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<v Speaker 4>type of approach. The thing that freaks me out about

0:25:32.840 --> 0:25:37.680
<v Speaker 4>that is, like, you know, I see good things happening

0:25:37.720 --> 0:25:41.280
<v Speaker 4>all the time because they've been given space and they've

0:25:41.320 --> 0:25:44.960
<v Speaker 4>been nurtured. So if you don't give things space, if

0:25:45.000 --> 0:25:47.880
<v Speaker 4>you're working in an industry where space is at such

0:25:47.880 --> 0:25:50.560
<v Speaker 4>a premium that it almost can't it just can't exist

0:25:50.600 --> 0:25:53.399
<v Speaker 4>because everything needs to be like banging, product driven and

0:25:53.720 --> 0:25:55.600
<v Speaker 4>it's got to sound finished like by the end of

0:25:55.640 --> 0:25:58.040
<v Speaker 4>the day, and the label needs to hear this and

0:25:58.880 --> 0:26:02.679
<v Speaker 4>you know, there's so much competition that every artist has

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<v Speaker 4>to put out a thousand tracks a day and two

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<v Speaker 4>millions social media posts just to kind of exist. I

0:26:10.720 --> 0:26:15.080
<v Speaker 4>think the danger is that you there's no space for

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<v Speaker 4>these really special things to actually come to the surface.

0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:22.359
<v Speaker 4>And because some things require a lot of space, you know,

0:26:22.600 --> 0:26:26.000
<v Speaker 4>and it can take a while to like to sort

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<v Speaker 4>of dial down the noise and reconnect with yourself and go, actually,

0:26:30.359 --> 0:26:33.280
<v Speaker 4>who am I and what is my identity and what

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<v Speaker 4>is unique about how I express myself versus all this

0:26:36.240 --> 0:26:38.960
<v Speaker 4>other stuff in the world. And I really felt that

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<v Speaker 4>that's what happened over that period of like a couple

0:26:42.320 --> 0:26:44.720
<v Speaker 4>of years of us kind of like foraging around in

0:26:44.760 --> 0:26:47.439
<v Speaker 4>the undergrowth trying to work out how to make a record,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, in you know, the next chapter of our collaboration,

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<v Speaker 4>and yeah, when I listen to it now, that's what

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<v Speaker 4>I hear in it. So I'm really proud of that

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<v Speaker 4>as well. It just feels like it's a real reflection

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<v Speaker 4>of like going somewhere. We actually went somewhere and we

0:27:04.080 --> 0:27:06.679
<v Speaker 4>dug in and it's a different feeling to what we

0:27:06.720 --> 0:27:09.840
<v Speaker 4>did the first time round, and there's a progression before.

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<v Speaker 2>I ask you a little bit about stuff outside of you.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me a little bit about the people that you

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<v Speaker 2>also brought on board because you co wrote the record.

0:27:17.680 --> 0:27:20.200
<v Speaker 2>But then there are other people on the album. Jamie

0:27:20.240 --> 0:27:25.440
<v Speaker 2>WiM's on there, Jamie Liddell's on there. Jay electronicas on there.

0:27:25.640 --> 0:27:28.639
<v Speaker 2>I thought Jay Electronica, being a Je Electronica fan, I

0:27:29.800 --> 0:27:32.240
<v Speaker 2>have recently come to think that I don't think he exists.

0:27:32.240 --> 0:27:35.520
<v Speaker 2>He's he's the man in the myth, isn't he He's

0:27:35.520 --> 0:27:37.840
<v Speaker 2>like the banks of him. Oh yeah, there you go. Yeah,

0:27:37.880 --> 0:27:39.399
<v Speaker 2>tell me a little bit about those people that you

0:27:39.440 --> 0:27:42.320
<v Speaker 2>brought on board, and where did you find Jee Electronica?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, it's actually for the Way the Way that were

0:27:46.840 --> 0:27:49.560
<v Speaker 5>the one that we started in Dave's flat, and it's

0:27:49.560 --> 0:27:53.280
<v Speaker 5>a love song, like it's a it's a positive love song, which.

0:27:53.160 --> 0:27:56.919
<v Speaker 6>You know, I just don't fucking do that, but I

0:27:57.000 --> 0:27:57.480
<v Speaker 6>do now.

0:27:58.640 --> 0:28:01.600
<v Speaker 5>I've always I always resist that kind of just I

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<v Speaker 5>just feel like I'm I'm got this innate feeling of

0:28:05.040 --> 0:28:09.040
<v Speaker 5>resistance to anything that's like just inherently positive because I

0:28:09.119 --> 0:28:11.560
<v Speaker 5>feel like it's cheesy. R I actually come to the

0:28:12.480 --> 0:28:14.560
<v Speaker 5>accept that cheesy is fucking brilliant.

0:28:14.640 --> 0:28:16.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And it's just authentic because that's the way you

0:28:16.600 --> 0:28:17.040
<v Speaker 2>felt when you.

0:28:17.040 --> 0:28:19.680
<v Speaker 5>Were absolutely and I'm in a place and very in love,

0:28:19.760 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Speaker 5>and you know, the whole album is kind of about

0:28:21.720 --> 0:28:25.159
<v Speaker 5>the kind of complexities of love and relationships and anyway,

0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:27.440
<v Speaker 5>So that on that song, me and Dave are like,

0:28:27.480 --> 0:28:28.639
<v Speaker 5>we've got to get a rapper on this.

0:28:29.920 --> 0:28:30.119
<v Speaker 6>You know.

0:28:30.240 --> 0:28:33.919
<v Speaker 5>Dave is always encouraging me, like, who's the dream? Think big,

0:28:34.359 --> 0:28:37.560
<v Speaker 5>don't restrict your vision. So I was like, well, obviously

0:28:37.600 --> 0:28:41.680
<v Speaker 5>Andre three thousand, Jay, Electronica, Tiler the creator, and Kendrick

0:28:42.960 --> 0:28:44.840
<v Speaker 5>and so I went into a label meeting and I

0:28:44.880 --> 0:28:46.479
<v Speaker 5>was like, these are the people that I want. I

0:28:46.520 --> 0:28:49.000
<v Speaker 5>was like, you know, maybe maybe the Electronica. They were like, oh,

0:28:49.000 --> 0:28:50.600
<v Speaker 5>he's going to be he doesn't do stuff, he's going

0:28:50.640 --> 0:28:51.520
<v Speaker 5>to be too expensive.

0:28:51.840 --> 0:28:53.800
<v Speaker 6>You know, he might not. And I was like, well,

0:28:53.880 --> 0:28:56.600
<v Speaker 6>that's a lot of speculation. Can we try, And there.

0:28:56.440 --> 0:28:58.360
<v Speaker 5>Was quite I was met with quite a lot of resistance,

0:28:58.960 --> 0:29:00.800
<v Speaker 5>and then they did finally sent it to I was like,

0:29:00.880 --> 0:29:03.000
<v Speaker 5>let's just try it might like the track, and then

0:29:03.040 --> 0:29:04.800
<v Speaker 5>we got an email back saying he loves it.

0:29:04.800 --> 0:29:05.760
<v Speaker 6>He's going to do a verse.

0:29:06.600 --> 0:29:09.320
<v Speaker 5>And then a few months later I was thinking, well,

0:29:09.400 --> 0:29:10.960
<v Speaker 5>you know, take things with a big pinchure, so that

0:29:11.040 --> 0:29:12.200
<v Speaker 5>might not happen, it might happen.

0:29:13.040 --> 0:29:14.280
<v Speaker 6>I got I learned one day.

0:29:14.320 --> 0:29:17.600
<v Speaker 5>I woke up and it was in my inbox direct

0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:22.840
<v Speaker 5>from him, and literally I was like, I played that,

0:29:23.920 --> 0:29:27.120
<v Speaker 5>and I don't think I've jumped to that high for

0:29:27.120 --> 0:29:27.760
<v Speaker 5>a long time.

0:29:28.360 --> 0:29:29.360
<v Speaker 6>That it was.

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:35.040
<v Speaker 5>It's absolutely incredible and just phenomenal.

0:29:35.800 --> 0:29:36.840
<v Speaker 6>How much.

0:29:38.120 --> 0:29:42.200
<v Speaker 5>He's picked up in his verse from the whole album.

0:29:42.280 --> 0:29:44.480
<v Speaker 5>He mentioned songs in on the album that he doesn't

0:29:44.480 --> 0:29:48.280
<v Speaker 5>even know that existed, so like, it's like something really

0:29:48.320 --> 0:29:54.360
<v Speaker 5>spiritual happened with that verse, because honestly, I've read those

0:29:54.440 --> 0:29:59.640
<v Speaker 5>lyrics so many times and thought someone's tricked me.

0:30:00.160 --> 0:30:02.480
<v Speaker 2>What if he'd been like somehow like watching the process

0:30:02.480 --> 0:30:04.760
<v Speaker 2>and it'd had like an innate understanding of what had been.

0:30:04.600 --> 0:30:06.840
<v Speaker 5>Going on and given all my album lyrics and had

0:30:06.880 --> 0:30:10.040
<v Speaker 5>some like overarching meaning of what exactly what I've been

0:30:10.080 --> 0:30:13.040
<v Speaker 5>through in this one verse is absolutely.

0:30:14.120 --> 0:30:15.720
<v Speaker 6>Kind of I still can't believe it.

0:30:15.920 --> 0:30:18.160
<v Speaker 4>Actually, you know, we ended up with these two versions

0:30:18.200 --> 0:30:21.880
<v Speaker 4>of the song, and I wanted to see if there

0:30:21.920 --> 0:30:23.880
<v Speaker 4>was a way to blend them together so that it

0:30:23.960 --> 0:30:27.160
<v Speaker 4>went into like the slower version. A certain point in

0:30:27.240 --> 0:30:29.840
<v Speaker 4>the tune, and when I was kind of cobbling it

0:30:29.840 --> 0:30:34.080
<v Speaker 4>together as an experiment, I was like, oh, it'd be amazing.

0:30:34.160 --> 0:30:37.640
<v Speaker 4>I just thought I heard I heard Jay's voice basically

0:30:37.800 --> 0:30:41.680
<v Speaker 4>in that mix, and I thought it would be interesting

0:30:41.720 --> 0:30:45.040
<v Speaker 4>to have that type of element come into a track

0:30:45.080 --> 0:30:48.320
<v Speaker 4>where you didn't expect it to be there basically, and

0:30:48.680 --> 0:30:51.200
<v Speaker 4>I just thought he would be perfect, Like the tone

0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:53.720
<v Speaker 4>of his voice, the character of how he expresses himself.

0:30:53.720 --> 0:30:55.800
<v Speaker 4>It was just like my first choice. And we had

0:30:55.800 --> 0:30:58.120
<v Speaker 4>this discussion, but basically about our favorite raffers.

0:30:58.520 --> 0:31:02.160
<v Speaker 6>We've always connected Jay, I haven't really, Yeah, we always have.

0:31:02.400 --> 0:31:07.239
<v Speaker 4>And and similarly, like when it became a reality and

0:31:07.280 --> 0:31:10.840
<v Speaker 4>I heard what he'd done there was it was such

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:13.760
<v Speaker 4>an affirmation of so many things because, as Rosie says,

0:31:13.800 --> 0:31:18.040
<v Speaker 4>it reflects so much of the kind of intention of

0:31:18.120 --> 0:31:21.800
<v Speaker 4>the record as a whole. You know, so often with

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:25.000
<v Speaker 4>those sorts of contributions, when someone like that does agree

0:31:25.000 --> 0:31:28.920
<v Speaker 4>to like jump on the track, it's like about getting paid,

0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 4>and maybe there's not that much thought goes into like

0:31:31.800 --> 0:31:34.400
<v Speaker 4>what's being expressed, and it's just like everyone thinks it's cool,

0:31:34.400 --> 0:31:35.560
<v Speaker 4>but it's actually not that deep.

0:31:36.120 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 3>So but to hear I can hear.

0:31:38.560 --> 0:31:41.120
<v Speaker 4>He's enjoying himself on that track, and he's enjoying his

0:31:41.200 --> 0:31:44.640
<v Speaker 4>imagination and he's responding to like what's there and he's

0:31:45.240 --> 0:31:47.160
<v Speaker 4>going deep, which is kind of like what the whole

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:51.040
<v Speaker 4>record's about. And it was really a great moment to

0:31:51.120 --> 0:31:53.840
<v Speaker 4>hear that, you know, those few that just that moment

0:31:54.040 --> 0:32:01.760
<v Speaker 4>being so such an engaged explosion of creativity. It's just like, yeah,

0:32:01.800 --> 0:32:04.840
<v Speaker 4>it's the stuff and dreams really, So that's yeah, really

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:06.560
<v Speaker 4>has a really special place in my heart.

0:32:07.040 --> 0:32:07.880
<v Speaker 3>It's really cool.

0:32:08.040 --> 0:32:10.920
<v Speaker 2>Outside of the making of the record, people that have

0:32:11.000 --> 0:32:12.680
<v Speaker 2>listened to the first episode that we did in midnight

0:32:12.760 --> 0:32:17.000
<v Speaker 2>Chats will remember you and I, Dave talking about some

0:32:17.120 --> 0:32:20.040
<v Speaker 2>major kind of life altering events. We went deep on

0:32:21.040 --> 0:32:25.680
<v Speaker 2>life and then and deep deep meaning yeah, yeah, outside

0:32:25.680 --> 0:32:28.280
<v Speaker 2>of creating this album together the last couple of years, Dave,

0:32:28.400 --> 0:32:30.800
<v Speaker 2>you've already mentioned it, like the significant things that's happened

0:32:30.840 --> 0:32:33.720
<v Speaker 2>to both of you. Dave, you become a father since

0:32:33.760 --> 0:32:35.280
<v Speaker 2>then three years is it?

0:32:35.360 --> 0:32:37.440
<v Speaker 3>How is your He's going to be two at the

0:32:37.520 --> 0:32:38.640
<v Speaker 3>end of opal Okay.

0:32:38.400 --> 0:32:41.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so that is subsequent how started.

0:32:41.120 --> 0:32:45.800
<v Speaker 3>Basically the best thing that's ever happened to me. It's man,

0:32:45.920 --> 0:32:46.360
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:32:46.400 --> 0:32:49.200
<v Speaker 4>I don't want to. I could very easily end up

0:32:49.240 --> 0:32:54.400
<v Speaker 4>in sounding like I don't know, sort of going into

0:32:54.520 --> 0:32:58.720
<v Speaker 4>sort of some sort of smug, self indulgent like parent,

0:32:59.120 --> 0:33:01.760
<v Speaker 4>you know, the equivalent of like bombarding your listeners with

0:33:01.800 --> 0:33:02.480
<v Speaker 4>images of.

0:33:02.360 --> 0:33:03.280
<v Speaker 3>My child or something.

0:33:04.600 --> 0:33:09.440
<v Speaker 2>But he is right now, guys.

0:33:09.480 --> 0:33:11.240
<v Speaker 3>Can you see this? Can you see this? Can you

0:33:11.280 --> 0:33:14.600
<v Speaker 3>see how cute it is? All I can this. All

0:33:14.680 --> 0:33:18.760
<v Speaker 3>I can say is that I don't know.

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:22.000
<v Speaker 4>It's it's strange the culture around sort of parenthood and

0:33:22.080 --> 0:33:26.040
<v Speaker 4>people's kind of anxieties around it and whatever people might

0:33:26.120 --> 0:33:29.280
<v Speaker 4>think that stuff means. And obviously lots of people have kids,

0:33:29.280 --> 0:33:31.920
<v Speaker 4>don't they, And we were all babies once. I will

0:33:32.040 --> 0:33:36.080
<v Speaker 4>just say, for me, the experience has been the equivalent

0:33:36.320 --> 0:33:39.800
<v Speaker 4>of falling in love, like over and over and over

0:33:39.840 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 4>and over and over and over and over and over

0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:43.960
<v Speaker 4>and over and over again. It's like, every single day

0:33:44.800 --> 0:33:46.760
<v Speaker 4>it's like falling in love. And I guess in this,

0:33:46.920 --> 0:33:52.560
<v Speaker 4>in this early sort of stage of of my cub's life,

0:33:52.680 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 4>he's changing so much all the time, so maybe that's

0:33:56.920 --> 0:33:59.760
<v Speaker 4>part of it. That's why it's so heightened, that sense

0:33:59.760 --> 0:34:04.040
<v Speaker 4>of like, oh my god, you just had a nap

0:34:04.080 --> 0:34:07.960
<v Speaker 4>and then you suddenly you've got an fro or like,

0:34:08.120 --> 0:34:11.760
<v Speaker 4>you know, now you're doing this incredibly cute thing or whatever.

0:34:12.280 --> 0:34:14.719
<v Speaker 4>Part of me thinks it's kind of a function of evolution,

0:34:15.000 --> 0:34:18.319
<v Speaker 4>you know, so that we protect them and nurture them,

0:34:18.400 --> 0:34:19.799
<v Speaker 4>we have to be in love with them. Man, that

0:34:19.840 --> 0:34:23.200
<v Speaker 4>shit works. Basically. I'm yeah, he's the upple of my eye.

0:34:23.239 --> 0:34:27.520
<v Speaker 4>He's just the best thing ever. And he something that

0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:31.719
<v Speaker 4>I really love about being a parent. You know, it's

0:34:31.760 --> 0:34:34.600
<v Speaker 4>not without its challenges, and it stretches you and does

0:34:34.640 --> 0:34:37.320
<v Speaker 4>all kinds of things. But the thing that I really

0:34:37.360 --> 0:34:41.280
<v Speaker 4>love is that it compels you to be in the moment.

0:34:41.480 --> 0:34:44.680
<v Speaker 4>You know, babies, nothing will do that better than a baby.

0:34:44.840 --> 0:34:46.320
<v Speaker 3>It's like they.

0:34:46.200 --> 0:34:50.480
<v Speaker 4>Demand your your engagement and your presence. And the point

0:34:50.480 --> 0:34:52.800
<v Speaker 4>at which it becomes miserable is if you don't respond

0:34:52.840 --> 0:34:55.600
<v Speaker 4>to that. But if you respond to that, you are

0:34:55.600 --> 0:34:58.879
<v Speaker 4>going to go on the wildest trip. Like they will

0:34:58.960 --> 0:35:01.680
<v Speaker 4>show you how to be in the moment. And that's

0:35:01.800 --> 0:35:05.880
<v Speaker 4>really you know, that's really what I want to build

0:35:05.880 --> 0:35:08.920
<v Speaker 4>my life around. Anyway. So if I've got this like living,

0:35:09.000 --> 0:35:11.319
<v Speaker 4>breathing entity that just helps me do that every day,

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:15.120
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, yeah, it's it's so cool. It's so cool,

0:35:15.200 --> 0:35:17.280
<v Speaker 4>and he's just such a dude and.

0:35:18.120 --> 0:35:18.879
<v Speaker 6>So much fun.

0:35:20.160 --> 0:35:23.080
<v Speaker 2>It's really would like running out when you were like

0:35:23.239 --> 0:35:25.000
<v Speaker 2>working at any points kind of.

0:35:25.000 --> 0:35:28.240
<v Speaker 4>No, he's well no, because he wasn't really at that point.

0:35:28.440 --> 0:35:33.040
<v Speaker 4>So he's still so young, and I'm sure he's probably

0:35:33.080 --> 0:35:34.560
<v Speaker 4>gonna end up like playing drums.

0:35:34.320 --> 0:35:35.000
<v Speaker 6>And he's so.

0:35:37.080 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 3>Gost already. He's on the pots and pans on.

0:35:44.160 --> 0:35:45.799
<v Speaker 6>My washing machine.

0:35:46.920 --> 0:35:49.960
<v Speaker 4>They might have an interested in electronic music, that's yeah.

0:35:49.960 --> 0:35:52.000
<v Speaker 4>I think, I don't know. We'll see. I'm curious to

0:35:52.040 --> 0:35:55.520
<v Speaker 4>see where he where he goes. But yes, it's been really,

0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:59.200
<v Speaker 4>really wonderful. He's amazing and I can't It's just weird

0:35:59.200 --> 0:36:03.760
<v Speaker 4>thing that happens when they kind of you know, descend

0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:06.160
<v Speaker 4>to Earth or however it is that they appeared where

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:08.680
<v Speaker 4>you were. Just once they're there, you're like, what you

0:36:08.719 --> 0:36:11.839
<v Speaker 4>weren't here? Like my life just the idea of my

0:36:11.920 --> 0:36:14.320
<v Speaker 4>life before just seems like some sort of empty husk.

0:36:14.400 --> 0:36:17.800
<v Speaker 4>It's just so much richer now. Yeah, it's brilliant.

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:22.320
<v Speaker 2>Crazy outside of the making of the album. Last few years,

0:36:22.440 --> 0:36:24.520
<v Speaker 2>am I right? Thinking you went and studied you kind

0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:27.480
<v Speaker 2>of like qualifications. We'll tell me a little bit about.

0:36:27.280 --> 0:36:30.080
<v Speaker 5>That what I am studying to be a psychotherapist. So

0:36:30.120 --> 0:36:32.880
<v Speaker 5>it's been in like quite a huge journey of self development.

0:36:33.360 --> 0:36:38.200
<v Speaker 5>It's definitely been something that's influenced my music and every

0:36:38.200 --> 0:36:40.719
<v Speaker 5>part of me actually in my process as well, and

0:36:40.760 --> 0:36:42.560
<v Speaker 5>I'm sure it will continue. So I've done the first

0:36:42.600 --> 0:36:44.160
<v Speaker 5>three years and I've got four more years to go,

0:36:44.719 --> 0:36:48.960
<v Speaker 5>and yeah, it's been amazing. It's the other thing other

0:36:49.000 --> 0:36:51.520
<v Speaker 5>than music really that I all I want to do

0:36:51.640 --> 0:36:57.600
<v Speaker 5>is that like read about relationship therapy and psychosexual That's

0:36:57.600 --> 0:37:00.040
<v Speaker 5>like what I want to go down, go into. But

0:37:01.280 --> 0:37:05.000
<v Speaker 5>I just read like a thousand books on the mind

0:37:05.600 --> 0:37:09.960
<v Speaker 5>and emotions. I just find it so interesting and listen

0:37:10.040 --> 0:37:12.359
<v Speaker 5>to podcasts and kind of every other second I have,

0:37:13.000 --> 0:37:18.040
<v Speaker 5>so like my dream is to be making music, and

0:37:19.400 --> 0:37:21.520
<v Speaker 5>those two things combined, I think I'd be a very

0:37:21.560 --> 0:37:22.160
<v Speaker 5>happy girl.

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<v Speaker 2>You mentioned it's affected the or change perhaps the way

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<v Speaker 2>that you approach your own creative process in what ways,

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<v Speaker 2>Like how's that kind of Can you think of examples

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<v Speaker 2>of the way that's happened or changed even in the

0:37:34.160 --> 0:37:37.839
<v Speaker 2>last safe for example, approaching and writing on your first

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<v Speaker 2>album as opposed to writing on this one. Given that

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<v Speaker 2>you've been studying the whole way through. How is that?

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<v Speaker 2>Are those changes major? Are they minor? Or are they

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<v Speaker 2>difficult to articulate?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I think it's changed my even what the subject

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<v Speaker 5>of the record completely because the records about love and

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<v Speaker 5>the complexities of love and my relationship with my partner.

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<v Speaker 5>We've been going to relationship therapy for the last five years,

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<v Speaker 5>so that's had such a big influence on it anyway,

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<v Speaker 5>But basically just.

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<v Speaker 6>Self awareness. So I've got I know that I've got.

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<v Speaker 5>Abilities, particularly when I'm like recording my relationship with my voice.

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<v Speaker 5>I'd say like it's really opened that up in terms

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<v Speaker 5>of like resisting messiness and which can sometimes come with

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<v Speaker 5>an openness as well. You know, we all know that

0:38:34.280 --> 0:38:37.720
<v Speaker 5>like to be to kind of be free, it's sometimes

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<v Speaker 5>messy and it's sometimes chaotic, and I think that there's

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<v Speaker 5>been like an ongoing resistance of that in relation to

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<v Speaker 5>my voice at times, in the in relation to how

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<v Speaker 5>I record myself, how I want to hear myself sing.

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<v Speaker 5>So at one point in the album process, it kind

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<v Speaker 5>of all came a part of the seems for me.

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<v Speaker 6>And I was like, what is this? Who am I?

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<v Speaker 6>Where am I in these songs.

0:39:04.800 --> 0:39:09.520
<v Speaker 5>I'm I think, I'm I think I'm going to quit

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<v Speaker 5>or die or something. I don't know what's going on,

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<v Speaker 5>but this is It all came a part of the scenes,

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<v Speaker 5>and that's because I was processing something really deep and

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<v Speaker 5>basically thanks to my therapists and the fact that I

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<v Speaker 5>was studying, so I had like a huge support network

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<v Speaker 5>and my boyfriend and Dave was it was all about

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<v Speaker 5>reminding me.

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<v Speaker 6>You know.

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<v Speaker 5>Dave sat down with me and was like, Okay, tell me,

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<v Speaker 5>what are these songs that we don't know about?

0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:38.239
<v Speaker 6>And I was like, I don't know. He was like, okay,

0:39:38.320 --> 0:39:40.200
<v Speaker 6>let's go through them. What's this song about?

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<v Speaker 5>And I was like, well, this song is about my

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<v Speaker 5>relationship with Jacob in this way or my relationship with

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<v Speaker 5>this person. And as soon as I said it, I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, oh, like, it's entirely it's entirely accurate and

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<v Speaker 5>present and I'm holy in it. But I forgot because

0:39:56.120 --> 0:39:58.719
<v Speaker 5>I was going through a process of kind of of

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<v Speaker 5>like self analysis. So basically, I guess what I'm saying

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<v Speaker 5>is like it all feeds into each other, and as

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<v Speaker 5>soon as I've gone through that process, it was kind

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<v Speaker 5>of about owning it again. Re owning the songs for

0:40:10.760 --> 0:40:12.359
<v Speaker 5>where I was at at the point and being like

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<v Speaker 5>I guess it allowed me to be like to create

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<v Speaker 5>space to have more of a freedom to be able

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<v Speaker 5>to make mistakes. So that was a really long winded way. Basically,

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<v Speaker 5>I think I'm a perfectionist in like a deep, deep way,

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<v Speaker 5>and I think that that's down if I'm going to

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<v Speaker 5>go into self analysis, I think that's down to like

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<v Speaker 5>having a lack of security sometimes and feeling like I

0:40:35.840 --> 0:40:39.160
<v Speaker 5>need to control things to create that security. Through my

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<v Speaker 5>process of becoming a therapist, you have to do a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of self development. I think that I've I'm still

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<v Speaker 5>working through that stuff, but I think that it's allowed

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<v Speaker 5>me some space to be able to make mistakes and

0:40:54.040 --> 0:40:56.680
<v Speaker 5>for that to be okay. Yeah, and some more self

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<v Speaker 5>compassion within that, and vocally it's freeing me up in

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<v Speaker 5>a huge way that I've never really experienced before, and

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<v Speaker 5>I'm actually really enjoying singing.

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<v Speaker 2>I can also get a word on your work with

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<v Speaker 2>Foundation FM. Yes, so you've done a handful of shows. Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>So for people that have not come across Foundation FM,

0:41:15.200 --> 0:41:16.960
<v Speaker 2>of our listeners that haven't heard about it, just tell

0:41:16.960 --> 0:41:19.160
<v Speaker 2>them a little bit about it and also why you

0:41:19.160 --> 0:41:20.000
<v Speaker 2>want to get involved.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, it's an all female platform radio station set up

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<v Speaker 5>by some incredible women that have been in radio and

0:41:28.920 --> 0:41:33.200
<v Speaker 5>have you know, been surrounded by kind of male voice

0:41:33.239 --> 0:41:36.880
<v Speaker 5>and radio and felt like there's there needs to be

0:41:36.920 --> 0:41:39.080
<v Speaker 5>more of a space for a platform for women that

0:41:39.200 --> 0:41:42.520
<v Speaker 5>is just totally supporting each other, having a voice for

0:41:42.600 --> 0:41:47.040
<v Speaker 5>different women from different backgrounds, particularly in London where it's

0:41:47.040 --> 0:41:49.000
<v Speaker 5>like such a kind of you know, stirring pot for that.

0:41:49.920 --> 0:41:52.000
<v Speaker 5>So they asked me if I wanted to do a show,

0:41:52.360 --> 0:41:57.440
<v Speaker 5>and like absolutely, that's Like just to be involved in

0:41:57.440 --> 0:42:01.400
<v Speaker 5>a platform where it's like female in the most supportive

0:42:01.400 --> 0:42:05.640
<v Speaker 5>way excites me, Like I want to meet more incredible

0:42:05.640 --> 0:42:09.120
<v Speaker 5>women and support them and feel supportive and create kind

0:42:09.120 --> 0:42:12.160
<v Speaker 5>of We've just got like an amazing people around us,

0:42:12.200 --> 0:42:15.000
<v Speaker 5>and the more people that we can meet in terms

0:42:15.080 --> 0:42:18.520
<v Speaker 5>of like that have kind of you know, exciting and

0:42:18.960 --> 0:42:22.120
<v Speaker 5>different perspectives on things, the better I think. So, Yeah,

0:42:22.120 --> 0:42:23.640
<v Speaker 5>I've got a monthly show on there and I bring

0:42:23.680 --> 0:42:26.440
<v Speaker 5>on guests and my show is kind of focused on

0:42:27.239 --> 0:42:33.040
<v Speaker 5>I'm interested on processes that musicians go through that people

0:42:33.120 --> 0:42:35.279
<v Speaker 5>might not hear about and that might come from a

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:38.279
<v Speaker 5>writing process that might come from the day job that

0:42:38.320 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 5>so many musicians have but don't talk about, just to

0:42:40.760 --> 0:42:43.759
<v Speaker 5>be able to make the rent of their rent or

0:42:43.800 --> 0:42:46.880
<v Speaker 5>to put bread on the table. So that's kind of

0:42:46.880 --> 0:42:49.880
<v Speaker 5>what I'm interested going a little bit deeper than what

0:42:49.960 --> 0:42:53.520
<v Speaker 5>can often feel like happens on radio. But although now

0:42:53.520 --> 0:42:55.000
<v Speaker 5>this podcast everyone's going deeper.

0:42:55.160 --> 0:42:55.319
<v Speaker 3>Way.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I just wanted to say, though, just what you

0:42:57.680 --> 0:43:02.560
<v Speaker 4>were saying for about all kind of growing understanding of

0:43:02.600 --> 0:43:07.600
<v Speaker 4>yourself and how that's impacted your creativity and perfectionism. I

0:43:07.719 --> 0:43:10.279
<v Speaker 4>just think it's such an important area to have, like

0:43:10.320 --> 0:43:12.040
<v Speaker 4>a dialogue the way, because I think a lot of

0:43:12.040 --> 0:43:17.200
<v Speaker 4>people suffer from this and struggle with this stufe, especially

0:43:17.200 --> 0:43:20.880
<v Speaker 4>in this day and age where technology kind of gives

0:43:20.960 --> 0:43:25.359
<v Speaker 4>us a certain illusion of control over processes it. You know,

0:43:25.480 --> 0:43:27.319
<v Speaker 4>just thinking about what happened when we came in here,

0:43:27.440 --> 0:43:29.880
<v Speaker 4>I'm like worry because my phone's running out of battery

0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:32.319
<v Speaker 4>whause he's like backing stuff up. It's like this whole thing.

0:43:32.400 --> 0:43:34.879
<v Speaker 4>It's like technology which is meant to kind of three

0:43:34.960 --> 0:43:41.279
<v Speaker 4>us up, seems to be feeding into these really sort

0:43:41.280 --> 0:43:45.400
<v Speaker 4>of actually restrictive tendencies. And what was interesting at that

0:43:45.640 --> 0:43:49.640
<v Speaker 4>point that Rowe was very bravely describing where things kind

0:43:49.680 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 4>of fell apart at the scenes, which was a really

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:55.360
<v Speaker 4>necessary part of the process because without that happening, we

0:43:55.360 --> 0:43:58.480
<v Speaker 4>wouldn't have gotten through to the other side. And I'm

0:43:58.480 --> 0:44:00.960
<v Speaker 4>really glad she kind of had this that she needed

0:44:01.000 --> 0:44:04.520
<v Speaker 4>through that. But what was interesting to me was that actually,

0:44:05.560 --> 0:44:09.399
<v Speaker 4>you know, there's a striving for perfection or betterment, and

0:44:09.520 --> 0:44:14.640
<v Speaker 4>actually it can end up restricting us and throttling our expression.

0:44:15.320 --> 0:44:19.080
<v Speaker 4>What's interesting to me is actually what happens when we

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<v Speaker 4>start to let go of the idea of perfection basically,

0:44:24.239 --> 0:44:29.440
<v Speaker 4>and how quickly in this instance, like for me, there

0:44:29.520 --> 0:44:34.759
<v Speaker 4>was such a There was actually over the a very

0:44:35.000 --> 0:44:38.920
<v Speaker 4>short period like two weeks, there was a hugely significant shift.

0:44:38.960 --> 0:44:40.799
<v Speaker 4>And when we spent that time that where I was

0:44:40.960 --> 0:44:44.359
<v Speaker 4>describing just looking at the material and sort of trying

0:44:44.400 --> 0:44:47.000
<v Speaker 4>to work out where she sat within it and what

0:44:47.080 --> 0:44:51.280
<v Speaker 4>she was saying. As soon as those anxieties were taken

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<v Speaker 4>out of the equation, she was actually able to follow

0:44:54.200 --> 0:44:56.319
<v Speaker 4>through with what she wanted to express. But actually with

0:44:56.400 --> 0:45:00.200
<v Speaker 4>those things in place, it became impossible for her to

0:45:00.280 --> 0:45:03.320
<v Speaker 4>complete what she was saying. It was like this massive

0:45:03.320 --> 0:45:07.760
<v Speaker 4>obstacle that actually stopped her from owning what she was saying,

0:45:08.000 --> 0:45:12.839
<v Speaker 4>and she needed to find deliberation and confidence and freedom

0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:16.440
<v Speaker 4>to let go of anxieties around like perfection. And I

0:45:16.480 --> 0:45:19.560
<v Speaker 4>think it's a really really common thing, especially in this

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<v Speaker 4>day and age, and it feels to me like a

0:45:22.400 --> 0:45:25.920
<v Speaker 4>really important thing to talk about because I think people

0:45:26.200 --> 0:45:29.120
<v Speaker 4>need to they need to understand the dynamics of that

0:45:29.160 --> 0:45:31.799
<v Speaker 4>stuff so that they can make those shifts in their

0:45:31.840 --> 0:45:35.040
<v Speaker 4>own lives and in their own creativity and whatever they're undertaking.

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<v Speaker 4>It was just incredibly exciting for me to see Rosie

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<v Speaker 4>find a space for herself where she could actually finish

0:45:44.400 --> 0:45:46.600
<v Speaker 4>what she was saying. It didn't have to hit a

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<v Speaker 4>wall and then be sort of covered up by the stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>It was like, actually, no, this is what I'm saying.

0:45:52.239 --> 0:45:54.600
<v Speaker 4>This is cheesy, and this is positive for like this

0:45:54.760 --> 0:45:56.840
<v Speaker 4>is you know, and let's follow that through and let's

0:45:56.840 --> 0:46:01.200
<v Speaker 4>actually own that. And I think that's that's something that

0:46:01.239 --> 0:46:04.239
<v Speaker 4>I really feel very strongly in this music that we've

0:46:04.280 --> 0:46:04.840
<v Speaker 4>made together.

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<v Speaker 2>Just to finish on some quick fire questions that I

0:46:08.239 --> 0:46:10.239
<v Speaker 2>want you both to answer, it's brief as you can.

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<v Speaker 2>Your favorite track on.

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<v Speaker 3>You Oh so mean? I don't like any of them.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna go for it changes every day, it changes

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<v Speaker 5>every day, but I'm going to go for Mango because

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<v Speaker 5>I feel like it's at the heart of the record

0:46:38.360 --> 0:46:41.799
<v Speaker 5>and it embodies there's something spiritual through it that embodies

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<v Speaker 5>everything else the record. When you're writing a record that

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<v Speaker 5>feels like there's a middle point, for me that that

0:46:47.520 --> 0:46:49.239
<v Speaker 5>was like the middle point for it.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, Yeah, I mean I kind of agree with that.

0:46:52.840 --> 0:46:55.480
<v Speaker 4>That is what it came into my head. And I'm like,

0:46:55.600 --> 0:46:58.640
<v Speaker 4>I'm lying on one level. It's not I don't have

0:46:58.680 --> 0:47:02.040
<v Speaker 4>a favorite, but there there is just there's something going

0:47:02.080 --> 0:47:06.120
<v Speaker 4>on with that tune that is just yeah, it's the

0:47:06.280 --> 0:47:09.640
<v Speaker 4>only Rosy could do that track. And I love those moments.

0:47:09.680 --> 0:47:11.680
<v Speaker 4>I love it when it's just like I feel like

0:47:11.719 --> 0:47:14.560
<v Speaker 4>that about the whole record. But it's very intense on

0:47:14.600 --> 0:47:17.879
<v Speaker 4>that tune. It's like, whoa, I don't know anyone else

0:47:17.920 --> 0:47:21.239
<v Speaker 4>they could make that song. I'll say that stuff in

0:47:21.280 --> 0:47:28.120
<v Speaker 4>that way, be that bold, melodically express that stuff. Lookally,

0:47:28.280 --> 0:47:29.799
<v Speaker 4>I just don't know anyone else I can do that,

0:47:29.840 --> 0:47:32.680
<v Speaker 4>and I just I love that. That just gives me,

0:47:32.880 --> 0:47:35.120
<v Speaker 4>you know, tingles. That's kind of where it's at for me.

0:47:35.160 --> 0:47:38.200
<v Speaker 4>I always just want to see people do what only

0:47:38.239 --> 0:47:38.719
<v Speaker 4>they can do.

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<v Speaker 2>One album from the last twelve months that isn't one

0:47:41.960 --> 0:47:44.520
<v Speaker 2>that either of you have made that's really you just

0:47:44.600 --> 0:47:51.080
<v Speaker 2>absolutely love and would like to recommend. Yeah, yeah, you guys,

0:47:51.480 --> 0:47:55.840
<v Speaker 2>you're so on the same way. There be another so

0:47:55.840 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 2>we've got from Dave.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I'm sorry, that's not fair.

0:48:10.640 --> 0:48:12.360
<v Speaker 2>You can both choose the same record as.

0:48:12.200 --> 0:48:16.120
<v Speaker 6>Fine exciting thing that's.

0:48:16.000 --> 0:48:16.839
<v Speaker 3>Happened for a long time.

0:48:18.880 --> 0:48:22.160
<v Speaker 2>And what's the best podcast that you've both been onto together.

0:48:24.360 --> 0:48:26.680
<v Speaker 6>We've only ever been one other, So this is the.

0:48:26.560 --> 0:48:29.480
<v Speaker 2>One that's exactly the answer that I was leading you into.

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