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Speaker 2: Is your girl Lexp And it's Sugarl Dre and La

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Speaker 2: Call And y'all know we're wrapping up the tour, so

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Speaker 2: y'all know we had to come home.

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Speaker 3: We had to come home, and you know we love

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Speaker 3: a good thing home. We wanted to do a theme

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Speaker 3: so bad, Yes, so we doing a freaking nick thing

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Speaker 3: for the Houston show.

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Speaker 2: It's gonna be slowly, y'all.

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Speaker 4: Yes.

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Speaker 2: November twenty fifth, Doors open at six pm. Show starts

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Speaker 2: at seven at House the Blues. Y'all, we got beat

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Speaker 2: king coming through. We got zero coming through, and I'm

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Speaker 2: telling y'all it's a lot more people coming through because

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Speaker 2: we own. Yeah, we're gonna be our surprise.

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Speaker 1: Bye. We have so many surprises.

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Speaker 2: It's freaknick things. So get your hair up, put your

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Speaker 2: grills in, your spripe painted t shirts. Get real good

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Speaker 2: because we finished half the time we finished. Shake some

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Speaker 2: ass eternal, y'all, best your best nineties attire. Put this

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Speaker 2: shit on period.

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Speaker 1: So we'll see y'all soon. No Vember two, fifth, House

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Speaker 1: the Blues in Houston.

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Speaker 2: What's up, Y'all's your girl lex P And it's your

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Speaker 2: girls riding a Cone and you are tuned in to

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Speaker 2: another episode of Poor Mind, where a drunk mind speaks

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Speaker 2: sober thoughts. We gotta guess today, We gotta guess today.

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Speaker 2: I'm so ignitan, And let me tell you why I'm

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Speaker 2: so excited because I'm gonna say this because we're gonna

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Speaker 2: talk about when I first heard of you in a

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Speaker 2: in a second. But when I when you first stepped

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Speaker 2: on the scene, I was like, who is this because

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Speaker 2: I heard you before I saw you, and I'm like.

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Speaker 1: Damn, she's sounds like me. I was like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: so cute.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, we got mode, Mama. I'm excited to be here.

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Speaker 2: I just want to say, I really with.

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Speaker 1: Y'all's podcast to watch.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know how I'm gonna be on it,

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Speaker 3: but I'd be thoroughly entertained. I just watched, Like when

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Speaker 3: one with y'all and Mon I'm so entertained.

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Speaker 2: Crazy, we love we love her.

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Speaker 3: That was like a perfect little mix between y'all and her,

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Speaker 3: Like it was just chaotic the whole way thing, And

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Speaker 3: I love that.

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Speaker 1: You know what's crazy.

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Speaker 2: I think a lot of times when people watch the

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Speaker 2: along with everybody. It's in real life, like we can

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Speaker 2: think it's Texas anybody.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're nice people, Southern hospitality.

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Speaker 4: Yes.

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Speaker 2: So the first time I heard your song, I was

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Speaker 2: in Houston. I think I was at the club and

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Speaker 3: Remade it Houston the legendary legendary songs, and you know

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Speaker 3: what I hate when people touch legendary songs, like fucking

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Speaker 3: stop doing it because y'all know what, y'all you're gonna

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Speaker 3: do it right, and you did right. So it was

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Speaker 3: perfect from thank you talk about what because you had

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Speaker 3: some balls to do. They like what makes are like,

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Speaker 3: let's talk about it. So, first of all, I was

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Speaker 1: I was I was nineteen. I was nineteen, which is crazy. No,

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Speaker 3: I was eighteen when I wrote that song. So the

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Speaker 3: Yall, y'all, the fact that it translates, well, it's just

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Speaker 3: It was I was going through like a really bad

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Speaker 3: Fin the lead without a shadow of a doubt. Music

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Speaker 1: It's not fair to me.

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Speaker 3: I feel like it's gonna be packed out, it's gonna

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Speaker 2: And that's because I started with a lot of people.

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Speaker 2: No, Like it was a lot of people in Houston

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Speaker 1: But that's not me personally.

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Speaker 3: And I feel like I experienced a little bit of that.

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Speaker 2: Not me, Well, they waiting on you to fuck up.

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Speaker 3: That's that's the phase that I'm in right now. I'm

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Speaker 3: So sometimes I just genuinely don't want to like be

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Speaker 3: And at first I wasn't securing that because I feel like, damn,

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Speaker 2: Or am I being? Am I a bad person?

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Speaker 1: Like? Am I?

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Speaker 2: Like?

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Speaker 3: Let me just really sit down and analyze. And after

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Speaker 1: People I'm a tourist. April twenty four.

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Speaker 4: Oh lord, you see it in my face.

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Speaker 2: Her mom had the exact.

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Speaker 1: Surround. Okay, so you got another one.

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Speaker 2: What are we drinking today?

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Speaker 5: So we're gonna call this one the Mona Leo smiles.

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Speaker 5: I just needed to do a little play on your name,

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Speaker 5: So yours is different. She has a strawberry tequila, lemon

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Speaker 5: garnish is. It's an actual leachee with a fresh min

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Speaker 2: Y'all know.

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Speaker 2: Hold on, yes, we're I'm trying to steak in.

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Speaker 1: What's up? Y'all's your girl like?

462
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Speaker 2: And if you are running a business and you sell

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Speaker 2: products online, I have a deal for you.

464
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Speaker 4: Y'all know.

465
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Speaker 2: Holiday time is the buggiest time of the year. So

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Speaker 1: Listen.

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Speaker 2: If you're running the business, this is gonna help you

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Speaker 2: cause you're gonna get sixty.

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Speaker 2: Y'all know when you run the business that overhead can

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Speaker 2: gonna help you out a lot, especially during this holiday season.

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Speaker 2: If you need help keeping your orders in line, keeping

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Speaker 2: everything or organized, ship station dot com is gonna make

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Speaker 2: it super easy. Ship station dot com and use the

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Speaker 2: code four minds. Okay, before we get into the topics,

487
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Speaker 2: y'all know we gotta do the Roulett shout out to

488
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Speaker 2: Chrisia please, I okay, you know what I'm gonna let

489
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Speaker 2: you want me to read. I want you to read

490
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Speaker 2: yours first, and I want.

491
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Speaker 3: To say this one Rick, I feel like purposely be

492
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Speaker 3: picking questions. Did she know I'm gonna have to dreams because.

493
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Speaker 1: She knows girl. Hell yeah, she picked yeah, she always does.

494
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Speaker 2: To be. She be picking ship to be Missy because

495
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Speaker 2: she wants me to lea. I just want to put

496
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Speaker 2: Leo to y'all.

497
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Speaker 1: Is Missy okay? My question? Okay liars Yep, they be lying.

498
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Speaker 2: We call her lion ass legs.

499
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Speaker 1: Yea, I do be lying.

500
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Speaker 4: I can't.

501
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Speaker 1: I knew he was.

502
00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:05,439
Speaker 2: She said, I can see jacket a lie in Aura.

503
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Speaker 1: I love Leoso.

504
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Speaker 4: They sweet.

505
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Speaker 1: They just be lying, Missy everything you don't know? They lions?

506
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Speaker 2: Who was like, okay, but thought I'll be thinking.

507
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Speaker 1: I did my b boy.

508
00:22:20,359 --> 00:22:22,560
Speaker 2: Like when I first became friends with Lakes, I used

509
00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:24,240
Speaker 2: to always try to call her out on her lies.

510
00:22:24,359 --> 00:22:26,560
Speaker 2: Now I just be like, okay, let's let the whole lie.

511
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Speaker 2: I don't love you, know, I don't have to lie

512
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Speaker 2: to you no more, no more.

513
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Speaker 1: Yeah, go ahead take a shot.

514
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Speaker 2: If you ever suck a nigga nipples or you are

515
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Speaker 2: you a nigga, they get his nipples, sugs ties her

516
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Speaker 2: drink fuld. I was just asking you we sucking nipples,

517
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Speaker 2: That's what I said.

518
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Speaker 1: She Missy as fugip suck a little god. I think

519
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Speaker 1: that's the thirty roll ship, y'all get freaky. It's fun.

520
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Speaker 2: After a certain age, y'all be licking. And I did

521
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Speaker 2: a twenty sekay, Hey, I like to suck a little nipple.

522
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Speaker 2: I think it's sexy though, like you, we gotta go

523
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Speaker 2: down you just like you know you have adjudgment. You haven't.

524
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Speaker 1: My nigga nipple. And that ain't he like it. He

525
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Speaker 1: ain't gonna like it. He like one of those super

526
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Speaker 1: hard I'm telling you, look at me. I know he

527
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Speaker 1: look it met him type.

528
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Speaker 3: Him type breaking down, like Okay, I ain't gonna say

529
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Speaker 3: that about my man, because you know he's gonna look

530
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Speaker 3: he look, he watching, he washing, He's gonna watch the.

531
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Speaker 1: Ship from the front to the backroom. Okay, okay, read

532
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Speaker 1: your question question question m hmm lord, oh my god,

533
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Speaker 1: and say take a shot. If you ever got jumped,

534
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Speaker 1: Oh no, I never got you never got jump you

535
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Speaker 1: never got no, ain't you ever jump? Med be in jail.

536
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Speaker 1: We wouldn't be saying here if I was junk.

537
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Speaker 2: Okay, I'll take a still, I'll take like a I

538
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,320
Speaker 2: didn't get jumped, but like I was fighting a girl

539
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Speaker 2: and her friends try to like they were trying to

540
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Speaker 2: like help her. They were trying to like it was

541
00:24:09,840 --> 00:24:15,440
Speaker 2: kind of like fake, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

542
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:18,280
Speaker 2: And but my friends was there too, and they was like, hell, no,

543
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:21,560
Speaker 2: I know they jump in.

544
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Speaker 1: I know why they didn't jump in. You know why why? No,

545
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Speaker 1: this was with my black friends.

546
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Speaker 2: This was with my black friends.

547
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Speaker 1: Bitch. Wh Yeah, y'all talking about No, I got a

548
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Speaker 1: white friend. Hold on, let me just say this. I

549
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Speaker 1: got a white friend. I gotta I gotta have all

550
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Speaker 1: I got to see.

551
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Speaker 3: If you have white friends, they gotta be crazy. Got

552
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Speaker 3: I got a white friend that is KT shot out

553
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Speaker 3: the KT. She's crazy. She gonna jump in from me.

554
00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:50,399
Speaker 3: I'll never forget. I was at a basketball game. My

555
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Speaker 3: nigga was playing basketball and there was a girl from

556
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Speaker 3: the other side of the court and she was like,

557
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Speaker 3: my nigga was filing real hard. I'm not he was

558
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Speaker 3: dead wrong, but still don't say ship to my nigga.

559
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Speaker 1: She was on the other out of the things. She

560
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Speaker 1: was like talking to the record.

561
00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:14,000
Speaker 2: It was this year go ass sweater on, so nobody

562
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Speaker 2: knew I was pregnant, but she was.

563
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Speaker 1: Just like talking and I jumped up this, don't you

564
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Speaker 1: say myn and so I.

565
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Speaker 3: Started walking to the other side of the court. My

566
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Speaker 3: wife friend Kasey, she was right behind me. She was

567
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Speaker 3: off and everything. She was ready to get down.

568
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,640
Speaker 2: She really because she got that song I'm a young

569
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Speaker 2: ass gangs, get your.

570
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Speaker 1: For real.

571
00:25:35,640 --> 00:25:39,680
Speaker 3: So I don't be fighting. Let's let's look got kids

572
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Speaker 3: and she I don't fight no more.

573
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Speaker 1: But I'm a'm But prior to.

574
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Speaker 3: Me having children, I was definitely like having children. Having

575
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Speaker 3: a child, I was definitely like because I was into

576
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Speaker 3: it with hose. Yes, I was really into it with

577
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Speaker 3: people because I just felt like again, like they be

578
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Speaker 3: thinking because I'm like a very like the same thing

579
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Speaker 3: you said when you were introduced to me, Like oh

580
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Speaker 3: she's so cute and sweet. That's what they think, and

581
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Speaker 3: that's how they feel like.

582
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Speaker 1: They be feeling like that for real and they feel

583
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Speaker 1: like they could try me. And I just always had

584
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Speaker 1: to have like a I had to I had to

585
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Speaker 1: like that my chold person. I had to switch it

586
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Speaker 1: on because.

587
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:17,800
Speaker 2: I'm gonna knock your ass out.

588
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, true story.

589
00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:21,880
Speaker 3: Though I know I didn't beat a couple of holes

590
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Speaker 3: in my life, but I never said I would never

591
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:25,880
Speaker 3: say that I can't be beat up, because that's when

592
00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:26,359
Speaker 3: you say that.

593
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:30,359
Speaker 1: You never say that I can't get beat up.

594
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,359
Speaker 3: But the way I move now it's so militant, like

595
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Speaker 3: I'm never gonna like you have to like really pray

596
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Speaker 3: to the stars in the sky and God to like

597
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Speaker 3: catch me just out dolo by myself.

598
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Speaker 1: Like I move.

599
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Speaker 3: I used to move like that before a couple of

600
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Speaker 3: years ago, because again I just feel like I had

601
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Speaker 3: something to prove it. So I just wanted I'm out

602
00:26:46,160 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 3: here with no security, but now in a position where

603
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Speaker 3: you can't like and that was stupid to me. Like

604
00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:56,200
Speaker 3: me now maturing and like growing up and having things.

605
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:57,800
Speaker 3: I didn't have anything to lose, but now I have

606
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Speaker 3: things to lose. Business that I've established, have a career,

607
00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:02,159
Speaker 3: I've established, have a child.

608
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:04,200
Speaker 1: Of a family, I have people that I take care of.

609
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:07,240
Speaker 1: I can't be out here. It's just like going upside

610
00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 1: peoples hands. But she had me. That girl had me

611
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:12,640
Speaker 1: fucked up at that basketball but she had my back.

612
00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:15,000
Speaker 2: See when I got my that was I had my

613
00:27:15,080 --> 00:27:17,119
Speaker 2: black friends. That's when I was hanging on my black friends,

614
00:27:17,160 --> 00:27:18,120
Speaker 2: and they didn't help.

615
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:19,120
Speaker 1: They did help.

616
00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:21,679
Speaker 2: The girl started like pushing and rolling me over. Then

617
00:27:21,720 --> 00:27:22,600
Speaker 2: my other friend came in.

618
00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:24,080
Speaker 1: You know she should have.

619
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Speaker 3: She stole what's your craziest fight experience? Like craziest, most embarrassing.

620
00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:32,360
Speaker 3: I would never tell the story again type fight.

621
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 2: Well, actually I told this story on the show before

622
00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:37,640
Speaker 2: I got in a fight. When I my senior year,

623
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,680
Speaker 2: I was wild. I used to smoke high school or college? God,

624
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:48,879
Speaker 2: damn it, mona leo what I had said? High school

625
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:49,360
Speaker 2: got bad?

626
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:53,159
Speaker 1: In school? Okay, I graduated two thousand and damn.

627
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:56,680
Speaker 2: Okay, she said I was I was six. She was

628
00:27:57,119 --> 00:27:58,960
Speaker 2: for real, I wouldn't be exaggerating.

629
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:01,760
Speaker 1: You graduate in two thousand and seven. I graduated in

630
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,439
Speaker 1: two thousand and seven, okay, And.

631
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,680
Speaker 2: I had one of my best guys friend.

632
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:11,840
Speaker 1: I wasn't even on the internet. No, he wasn't.

633
00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 2: Though we had my Space on the desk. He didtn't have.

634
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:20,879
Speaker 1: Like phone, No we had phone. We bettern't have apps?

635
00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,439
Speaker 1: So was the to screen and no, no, no, we.

636
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Speaker 2: Still had We had a time thirty seven seven for

637
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Speaker 2: h six six. Okay, Well, I didn't have a side

638
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Speaker 2: keep big.

639
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 1: I had a chocolate the l G.

640
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Speaker 2: I think what was going on in what y'all listening

641
00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:40,120
Speaker 2: to watch you.

642
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:46,880
Speaker 1: On your damn street? But yeah, okay, so what happened.

643
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,880
Speaker 2: So I was dated this guy like from seventh grade.

644
00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:51,640
Speaker 2: It was like my first love. But like we broke up,

645
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,160
Speaker 2: and I have this thing. I don't know why. I'm

646
00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:55,200
Speaker 2: always cool with my exes. This has been a thing

647
00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:57,480
Speaker 2: since I've been little, like people like you, I know,

648
00:28:58,240 --> 00:28:59,960
Speaker 2: I know she she get on me about the album

649
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:02,840
Speaker 2: always cool. Weird because I don't know how she what

650
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:03,680
Speaker 2: she don't do it.

651
00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 1: She weary once you like hold me like it ain't no,

652
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 1: buts like you know we're cool.

653
00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:13,640
Speaker 2: But anyways, but in this instance, I wasn't over my eggs,

654
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:15,920
Speaker 2: but I still I hooked him up with somebody else

655
00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:18,440
Speaker 2: and girl.

656
00:29:18,440 --> 00:29:24,680
Speaker 1: Had know I was seventeen. I'm that wall strong bitch.

657
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:29,480
Speaker 2: Okay. So anyways, I and then so long story short,

658
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:31,880
Speaker 2: him and the girl started dating. But I was like, no, what,

659
00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:32,760
Speaker 2: I changed my mind.

660
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:33,280
Speaker 1: I want to bag.

661
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,520
Speaker 2: So I started like talking to him again and we

662
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 2: like you know, back then it was like, oh you kids,

663
00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:39,440
Speaker 2: So me and the nigga kiss and she found out

664
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:42,440
Speaker 2: she was ready to fight, so we got in a fight.

665
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:45,320
Speaker 1: And mind you, she was a I said this in

666
00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:45,720
Speaker 1: the past.

667
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:48,479
Speaker 2: She was a big back hole, masy gray like bit

668
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:48,760
Speaker 2: she was.

669
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:51,400
Speaker 1: She was used to be hooping. She was giving.

670
00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:55,000
Speaker 4: Okay she she Hey, I'm.

671
00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:57,840
Speaker 1: Not gonna lie like I got out there to be like, no, w.

672
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,200
Speaker 2: That is a song that the migo said.

673
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:04,320
Speaker 1: I never heard that.

674
00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 2: They did say that big get it through makes me great. Yeah,

675
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,920
Speaker 2: I didn't say that makes me gray. Try to suga

676
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:19,640
Speaker 2: by they said that. But anyway, I got out there,

677
00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:21,640
Speaker 2: I fought, and when I thought about why I fault,

678
00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:24,240
Speaker 2: it was really my fault because I really hold in

679
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 2: disrespect to her. But honestly, like we got into it,

680
00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:29,000
Speaker 2: like she she was lumped up. She made my nose,

681
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:31,960
Speaker 2: but like it was ugly, and nobody jumped in and

682
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:34,280
Speaker 2: they was like, let him get that because it was

683
00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:36,600
Speaker 2: a long time. You have hooked her up with that

684
00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:38,240
Speaker 2: nigga if you knew, you want to hear back.

685
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,440
Speaker 3: If he was gonna come home, Oh my god, why

686
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:44,880
Speaker 3: the fun would you do that? Because I can't never

687
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:45,720
Speaker 3: do no shit like that.

688
00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:52,760
Speaker 1: I did it now, I know whatever, Like it's not happening.

689
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,360
Speaker 3: I'm not talking to no nigga that I used to

690
00:30:55,680 --> 00:31:00,880
Speaker 3: date conversation with, fuck with fuck nothing like I'm never

691
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 3: I'm not talking for what I mean. Okay, it's different.

692
00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 1: I got a nigga.

693
00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:07,840
Speaker 3: If I didn't have a nigga, it would be probably different,

694
00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:09,680
Speaker 3: like I wouldn't give a fun but I just want

695
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:09,920
Speaker 3: to do.

696
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 1: Ship that like I expect him to do. And it's

697
00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:15,200
Speaker 1: like if you if he's talking to his exes.

698
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:19,040
Speaker 2: No, I agree now that if I, if I'm in

699
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,160
Speaker 2: a relationship, it's different. But like one of my I'm

700
00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:21,960
Speaker 2: not gonna lie like one of my.

701
00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:24,600
Speaker 1: Like they used today.

702
00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:27,520
Speaker 2: But once we started being really close friends, I was like, bro,

703
00:31:27,720 --> 00:31:28,920
Speaker 2: we had no business dating.

704
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:30,120
Speaker 1: That's too mature for me.

705
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't honestly, if I got a relationship to

706
00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:36,520
Speaker 2: whatever my nigga like, if my nigga feels uncomfortable with it,

707
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:37,760
Speaker 2: I really wouldn't talk to him.

708
00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:41,360
Speaker 1: What's your longest relationship that you've been in me? Girl?

709
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:42,959
Speaker 1: Like two months?

710
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:51,600
Speaker 2: I'm like a year a year total?

711
00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:58,040
Speaker 6: Okay, it's you, it's you are sure.

712
00:31:58,200 --> 00:32:03,640
Speaker 2: Okay, you ain't giving me no revelation. Talk about this

713
00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:04,240
Speaker 2: all the time.

714
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:04,800
Speaker 1: I'm so.

715
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:09,719
Speaker 3: I get bored easily. I get bored really really easily,

716
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:11,800
Speaker 3: Like I be tired of people. Me and Lex talk

717
00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:13,840
Speaker 3: about this all the time ever since we've been friends.

718
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:16,440
Speaker 3: Because I like somebody today, you mean tomorrow.

719
00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:16,960
Speaker 2: I'll be like friends.

720
00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:18,320
Speaker 1: I'm over him, I'm over it.

721
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,640
Speaker 3: I think I want to date somebody else. That's just me,

722
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:23,240
Speaker 3: Like it's hard for me to stay consistent with one person.

723
00:32:23,320 --> 00:32:25,880
Speaker 3: I think I have the syndrome of like feeling like

724
00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:29,360
Speaker 3: I'm always missing out on something. You're missing out, Yeah,

725
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,680
Speaker 3: Like I always feel like, Okay, this nigga is great,

726
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:34,719
Speaker 3: but like what if it's somebody better that's fucked up?

727
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:39,920
Speaker 1: I know I'm gonna look up and have gone by

728
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:41,760
Speaker 1: and you canna have no one.

729
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, and see, I'm a girl, Like if I dated

730
00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:47,440
Speaker 2: your nigga, you always gonna be like she's still around

731
00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 2: because I I be there, You're.

732
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:54,760
Speaker 1: The worst time you type of that, still be fucking

733
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:58,200
Speaker 1: with the nigga. Mam would still be calling her. I

734
00:32:58,240 --> 00:32:58,560
Speaker 1: don't like.

735
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 4: With the That's what.

736
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:06,280
Speaker 1: I don't like that.

737
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:08,280
Speaker 3: And I'm like you, I don't really be friends with

738
00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,200
Speaker 3: my ex. But I did have one X that I

739
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 3: was friends with, but I was only friends.

740
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:16,120
Speaker 2: With him because I really did not like the nigga

741
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:17,640
Speaker 2: no more, like we was best.

742
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:18,440
Speaker 1: Friends like that.

743
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 3: I can't understand that because it'd be like that and like,

744
00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 3: did y'all fucking know this is my ex boyfriend. So

745
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:26,800
Speaker 3: we was together when I was in college though, but

746
00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:29,120
Speaker 3: we was literally best friends from like the time I

747
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 3: was like twenty to like twenty seven And the only

748
00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:33,840
Speaker 3: reason we stopped being best friends because he.

749
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:35,960
Speaker 2: Had had a baby and the girl was like, nah,

750
00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:37,240
Speaker 2: you can't.

751
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,600
Speaker 1: Be friends with him. Yeah, I feel her.

752
00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:43,440
Speaker 2: I told her that to her because.

753
00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: The thing is that we meet, they never met.

754
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:49,479
Speaker 2: And honestly, I go to this page and that's when

755
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 2: you used to have the ass out, bitch, she.

756
00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:52,680
Speaker 1: Got the asses out.

757
00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:57,240
Speaker 7: How dare you have away when I don't know, but

758
00:33:57,280 --> 00:33:59,920
Speaker 7: you're about to be with That's not happening.

759
00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 1: It's not happening all of y'all that way, I did

760
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:05,360
Speaker 1: not know you.

761
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,240
Speaker 2: You are not hanging out.

762
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,080
Speaker 1: With my You hanging out with my nigga. I tell

763
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 1: you that now, like that's possessed.

764
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:15,120
Speaker 2: Is possessive.

765
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:22,279
Speaker 1: It's possessive. Now, what exactly why y'all my nigg can't

766
00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:29,200
Speaker 1: have no fat ass friends happening?

767
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:32,120
Speaker 2: What if she don't got though it's still not happening,

768
00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:35,160
Speaker 2: then we got cool because let me tell.

769
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:37,000
Speaker 1: You something, I know my I know my nigga got

770
00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:37,439
Speaker 1: a type.

771
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:41,040
Speaker 3: Like when I'm I was he liked them slim ass girl,

772
00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:44,600
Speaker 3: the bigg I tell you right now, any anybody I

773
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:47,880
Speaker 3: see any Hell no, it's not.

774
00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:50,000
Speaker 1: He don't even play with me. He don't. He know

775
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:52,560
Speaker 1: I'm negative Nancy Debbie Downer.

776
00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:57,640
Speaker 3: Like that playing and he don't plan either, So it's

777
00:34:57,680 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 3: like I respect it, but he know I don't none

778
00:34:59,600 --> 00:34:59,719
Speaker 3: of that.

779
00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:01,520
Speaker 1: She is flying with me because it be the hoes

780
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:05,719
Speaker 1: in your face. Yeah, in proximity.

781
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:09,200
Speaker 2: Let me tell you what found out God was dating.

782
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,560
Speaker 2: I found out, like we're cool now. I found out

783
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 2: that a girl that I was really really close with.

784
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:20,719
Speaker 2: I just found this out yesterday day, yesterday, this morning,

785
00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:23,560
Speaker 2: you here right now because I don't give a fuck.

786
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:26,000
Speaker 2: I'd be in jail I found out. But because me

787
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,759
Speaker 2: and the dude are friends now, like we're close friends,

788
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,560
Speaker 2: WI be cool. And he finally told me, he was like, Yo,

789
00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:32,360
Speaker 2: why me and you were dating? I fucked your homegirl,

790
00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:34,160
Speaker 2: And I.

791
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:38,320
Speaker 1: Was like, let me quick, I said, and see what

792
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:40,120
Speaker 1: he got going on out.

793
00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:43,040
Speaker 2: But you know what, this is my first interest because

794
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:44,879
Speaker 2: you know what, I know. Bitches have done weird shit

795
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:47,480
Speaker 2: to me before, but I'm so oblivious because I just

796
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:49,040
Speaker 2: be like I be in my world in my own

797
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:50,960
Speaker 2: little circle, and I try to give people the benefit

798
00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,480
Speaker 2: of the doubt. I can honestly say, this is the

799
00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:57,120
Speaker 2: first time I guess I've really found out, like found

800
00:35:57,160 --> 00:35:59,160
Speaker 2: out straight up from the source.

801
00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:01,799
Speaker 1: That bitches be on some weird they be on weird ship.

802
00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:04,440
Speaker 2: This girl has been now, this happened three years ago.

803
00:36:04,480 --> 00:36:07,080
Speaker 2: The years ago, I'm just now found out. For three years,

804
00:36:07,200 --> 00:36:09,520
Speaker 2: me and this girl been in each other's face, like

805
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:12,080
Speaker 2: I posted it like I got a fence stuff. So

806
00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:13,879
Speaker 2: I used to post this like when we were dating.

807
00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:15,200
Speaker 2: I used to post him on my fence that she

808
00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:16,920
Speaker 2: used to be like, oh my god, like we were

809
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,480
Speaker 2: that close. She's to be like, oh my god, I

810
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:22,440
Speaker 2: love this and again, for the record, weird. That's like

811
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,720
Speaker 2: she always gave me like weird vibes.

812
00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:30,080
Speaker 3: I think I'm big on like energy and mestatory very,

813
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:34,319
Speaker 3: and she just always gave me like weird vibes. Want

814
00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:41,560
Speaker 3: to this is throwback ba Reala said, I can't be

815
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:43,400
Speaker 3: up in her face. I took a nigga down.

816
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:47,239
Speaker 1: Before I face, but it's like my face if I

817
00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 1: but see, I don't understand people like that because if

818
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:49,799
Speaker 1: I know.

819
00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:52,880
Speaker 3: For a fact we had the same dealings with the

820
00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:55,239
Speaker 3: same nigga. Like I'm not being cool with anybody that

821
00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:58,440
Speaker 3: my nigga talk to. Sorry, not sorry, And it be

822
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:02,360
Speaker 3: people that I be sometimes like bumping into like a

823
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:03,800
Speaker 3: couple of times, and I'm just like, let me just

824
00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:05,640
Speaker 3: go the other way because I know how I feel

825
00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:08,399
Speaker 3: and I know that ship hitting for so off rip.

826
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:10,600
Speaker 3: I'm just like that shit just weird to me, Like

827
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:13,080
Speaker 3: it's just weird that he was talking to holes before me.

828
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:14,799
Speaker 1: Let me just say that, like, you had a life

829
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,439
Speaker 1: before me waiting for me. That shit is weird.

830
00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:19,200
Speaker 3: Every day I think about that should not just be

831
00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:21,359
Speaker 3: kind of looking at him while you was slid for real?

832
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,000
Speaker 3: But I love you, But in the back of my mind,

833
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:25,800
Speaker 3: I just be like, you're weird for that, Like I

834
00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:29,000
Speaker 3: don't like she like that he had a life before you.

835
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:29,439
Speaker 4: Girl.

836
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:32,080
Speaker 1: Let me tell you something he shouldn't have. He should

837
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:32,800
Speaker 1: have waited on me.

838
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:34,880
Speaker 3: And that's how I stand on that for real, he

839
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,600
Speaker 3: should have waited on me. I can never talk to

840
00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:38,960
Speaker 3: anybody who I know we dealt with the same niggas.

841
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,359
Speaker 3: So the fact that she was in your face, in your.

842
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 2: Close friends, still trying to kick it with you.

843
00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:46,880
Speaker 1: Ke key girl, I think in jail.

844
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:50,279
Speaker 2: Time, I cannot be friends, be cool with no girl

845
00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:50,840
Speaker 2: that I know.

846
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:52,160
Speaker 1: We used to fuck with the same.

847
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,080
Speaker 2: Linking up and I used to fuck with the same.

848
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 1: Nig is weird.

849
00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 2: That's weird as fun. It's weird the fact that I like,

850
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,120
Speaker 2: we just went out when I was in Houston and

851
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:04,240
Speaker 2: we was she was in my face telling me her business.

852
00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:06,400
Speaker 2: And I really hope she sees this because I have

853
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:08,640
Speaker 2: made the decision on my and I'm never talked her name,

854
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,040
Speaker 2: just saying I'm not gonna say her because a lot

855
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:13,319
Speaker 2: of people in Houston watching. I want people to fuck

856
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,800
Speaker 2: with her because we have so many mental friends. Just

857
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:19,520
Speaker 2: tell me in my ear, I say, But the thing

858
00:38:19,600 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 2: that's crazy about nobody period, And you know Houston.

859
00:38:24,239 --> 00:38:27,719
Speaker 1: Is small, like, well, look, she's an old ho she

860
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:30,920
Speaker 1: and I might you know my manager name?

861
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:36,600
Speaker 2: You know? Tell me you know from back in the

862
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:39,840
Speaker 2: US when Toby tell me is.

863
00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:44,719
Speaker 1: Of y'all talked to Toby because I know y'all talked them. No, No,

864
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:48,880
Speaker 1: tell me homeboy, I'm sorry, tell me sorry.

865
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:55,040
Speaker 3: I was young ageeen years met it.

866
00:38:55,160 --> 00:39:01,920
Speaker 1: We used to date the same girl or girl. Never mind, ask,

867
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:03,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna just ask, like who will be the name

868
00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 1: of episode. Just tell me later, tell me later, continue episode,

869
00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:08,719
Speaker 1: tell me later.

870
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 2: Hell, okay, we got into the first time.

871
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:12,799
Speaker 3: You haven't even got by the way, did you even

872
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 3: what's your question?

873
00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:15,319
Speaker 1: Okay, my bad?

874
00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:20,480
Speaker 2: Sorry, a shot, and y'all be honie. I'm gonna be honest.

875
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:22,600
Speaker 1: Take a shower, take a sip.

876
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:29,680
Speaker 2: Of your drink. If you've ever licked someone's ass, it's strict,

877
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 2: she said, y'all be honest. Still, wasn't gonna be the

878
00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:35,680
Speaker 2: only one?

879
00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:38,239
Speaker 1: Another way and give me another one to me the

880
00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:44,520
Speaker 1: only one drink? Y'all better, y'all, let's do shots. Let's shot. Yeah,

881
00:39:44,760 --> 00:39:47,920
Speaker 1: we're taking it there, We're taking it there. Let's get it.

882
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:49,560
Speaker 1: Don't come to Atlanta.

883
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:53,400
Speaker 2: I would come when we want to do another episode.

884
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:56,680
Speaker 2: If we got to the folloween, I'm about to be

885
00:39:56,800 --> 00:39:57,839
Speaker 2: Harry Potter for real.

886
00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:01,439
Speaker 1: That's gonna be cute character. So when you linked his ass,

887
00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:02,160
Speaker 1: what that was like?

888
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:03,040
Speaker 4: I love it.

889
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:05,759
Speaker 2: I like when the nigga is like vulnerable, like I

890
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:08,040
Speaker 2: feel like you're in I can do whatever. I won't

891
00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:12,360
Speaker 2: like a nipple. I'm going I don't care, but you

892
00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:23,360
Speaker 2: do between the Yeah, okay, but I'm going take it

893
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:28,760
Speaker 2: to the store. He when Beyonce was y'all know Beyonce

894
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:32,520
Speaker 2: be freaky on her phone, freak Beyonce freaky. And I

895
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,400
Speaker 2: love that about her because when she said when she

896
00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 2: was taking it to the moon, taking the song, she's

897
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:37,839
Speaker 2: gonna take it there.

898
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:42,080
Speaker 1: That's taking she was taking me. Let me not say

899
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:44,800
Speaker 1: that because I actually really love be I love me

900
00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:48,319
Speaker 1: some crazy, Okay, But you don't feel like you ever

901
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:48,919
Speaker 1: leak ass.

902
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:52,120
Speaker 2: Maybe when you're married.

903
00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:53,040
Speaker 4: I don't know.

904
00:40:54,840 --> 00:40:54,880
Speaker 1: You.

905
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 3: I'm young, so young, but I still feel like when

906
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:01,239
Speaker 3: I get married and I would like eat any gay.

907
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:04,480
Speaker 1: But it's like I don't Yeah, I don't know. I

908
00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:06,719
Speaker 1: mean ship, I don't know. I just feel like an ass.

909
00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:10,640
Speaker 3: Is crazy ask because it's a nigga.

910
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:12,000
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. You know how niggas

911
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:12,640
Speaker 1: do they ass?

912
00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:13,600
Speaker 2: But I also.

913
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,919
Speaker 1: Always shave the niggas don't be shaving all types of ship.

914
00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:20,320
Speaker 1: I don't have no time for that.

915
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:23,600
Speaker 3: But see, I got the Little White Superman, I got

916
00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:26,160
Speaker 3: the wipe, so I got the dude wipes in the

917
00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 3: in the bathroom, so I wh wiping his head.

918
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 2: Never min youbody to get in trouble.

919
00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:35,799
Speaker 1: I'm not playing, but still, I'm just not like we.

920
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:37,919
Speaker 2: Just not like we not you know what I'm saying,

921
00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:39,920
Speaker 2: And that's fair. I don't judge if you do where

922
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:42,760
Speaker 2: you don't. But I'm yeah, sometimes you reach a certain

923
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:45,040
Speaker 2: age and things that your man likes or he may

924
00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:47,960
Speaker 2: be into. Yeah, because the way I got into it,

925
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:49,920
Speaker 2: I never did it, but he liked it.

926
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 4: He did.

927
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,360
Speaker 1: He actually was he like on my ask he was

928
00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:55,840
Speaker 1: like he was pushing. Yeah, he was kind of pushing

929
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:58,279
Speaker 1: my hand and I said, I'm already down. Can't push

930
00:41:58,360 --> 00:41:58,600
Speaker 1: it down.

931
00:41:58,640 --> 00:41:59,319
Speaker 2: I went down the mall.

932
00:41:59,320 --> 00:41:59,960
Speaker 4: I said, I'm already.

933
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:02,839
Speaker 1: You was just kind of going with the f looking

934
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:05,120
Speaker 1: like you was thinking what she was thinking in your head.

935
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:10,040
Speaker 1: Niggas helped me, yeah, but I was like, you know,

936
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:10,600
Speaker 1: fuck it.

937
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 2: Maybe he wanted me to go all in, so I said,

938
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:14,320
Speaker 2: fuck it, let me just do it because this nigga tripping.

939
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,759
Speaker 2: And finally when I did it, he was like he

940
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:21,120
Speaker 2: moaned because he was fighting.

941
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 3: For a good little minute, y'all was back and for

942
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:29,280
Speaker 3: him head, you was like you would say, he moaned

943
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:33,120
Speaker 3: is a moaner, but you're not eating every nigga asked though,

944
00:42:33,200 --> 00:42:35,759
Speaker 3: Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, right, yeah, I

945
00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:38,520
Speaker 3: have done. It qualifies for a nigga who asked you

946
00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:38,960
Speaker 3: would eat.

947
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:42,920
Speaker 2: I just I know certain like I'm not gonna lie,

948
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:44,960
Speaker 2: I don't. I date a certain type of nigga, Like

949
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:47,279
Speaker 2: the nigga that I told you that, you know, he's

950
00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:49,839
Speaker 2: probably like the most different nigga that I've ever dated.

951
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 2: But that's the longest situationship relationship I had. Yeah, Like

952
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:55,600
Speaker 2: I was dealing with him seven years.

953
00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:55,919
Speaker 4: On and off.

954
00:42:56,160 --> 00:43:00,400
Speaker 1: Damn. Yeah, yeah, bitch. Now I'm thinking I gonna say,

955
00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:01,000
Speaker 1: you don't.

956
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:03,600
Speaker 2: Laugh though it's funny, but I know. But the type

957
00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:05,680
Speaker 2: of guys I usually date, I usually date guys that

958
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:07,880
Speaker 2: are like I like squares. I like guys that are

959
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:14,080
Speaker 2: like regular make money yeah, Colleen, they don't mind, like

960
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 2: you know, going getting a manicure. They're the guys that

961
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:18,640
Speaker 2: don't mind, you know, getting a wax or things like

962
00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:22,000
Speaker 2: that because they're so sure about their sexuality, like they

963
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:25,080
Speaker 2: don't care like that. So I've done it to three

964
00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:26,200
Speaker 2: men in my life.

965
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:30,440
Speaker 1: That's it. But the first time I asked, it's.

966
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:34,800
Speaker 2: Really not compared to the number. Okay, So hold on

967
00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:36,839
Speaker 2: real quick, would you tell everybody body count?

968
00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:39,360
Speaker 1: The body count? I'm curious.

969
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:43,200
Speaker 2: I wouldn't say my body count because you know it's crazy.

970
00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:51,880
Speaker 1: Three ass that's a lot of ass to eat, but

971
00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:53,239
Speaker 1: for a nigga, that's a.

972
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:56,399
Speaker 2: The second ass.

973
00:43:56,880 --> 00:44:00,920
Speaker 1: He didn't like it, so I only then you wasted

974
00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:05,520
Speaker 1: as I'm excited to do it. But I ain't never

975
00:44:05,640 --> 00:44:06,319
Speaker 1: drinking after you.

976
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:11,480
Speaker 3: Even have three asses and you passed the ass to me.

977
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,840
Speaker 1: No, as to my man, it ain't.

978
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:16,160
Speaker 2: Working, Like I ain't gonna lie see you when we

979
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:18,440
Speaker 2: be out. It was one time I dropped my hookah

980
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 2: sip on the floor and she was like, you could

981
00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 2: use mine.

982
00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:26,800
Speaker 1: I was like, actually, actually, thank you, thank you, thank.

983
00:44:26,640 --> 00:44:33,120
Speaker 2: You another wall stess motherfucker. Yeah. All I got to

984
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:35,080
Speaker 2: say is this I feel like, but you know where

985
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:38,120
Speaker 2: that came from. Like, I feel like I like exploring

986
00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:39,440
Speaker 2: in the bedroom, I really do.

987
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 1: I love that you actually free, that actually free.

988
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:45,319
Speaker 2: I love joking about because it's fun because I feel

989
00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:47,120
Speaker 2: like I like to have fun in the bedroom. So

990
00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:49,719
Speaker 2: if you introduced me to something that I've never done before,

991
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:53,279
Speaker 2: like why not, you might like it. I love that

992
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:55,000
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. But I feel like that

993
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:56,960
Speaker 2: also comes with age because I used to feel like,

994
00:44:57,640 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 2: oh I have to be a certain way, I gotta

995
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:02,000
Speaker 2: do a certain thing. But no, like, I hate the

996
00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 2: fact that people feel like sex is so taboo to

997
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,719
Speaker 2: talk about, Like we're all having Yeah it's normal.

998
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:09,719
Speaker 7: Like it's yeah, it is, you know it is okay,

999
00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 7: But and what you have in the bathrooms? What I

1000
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 7: like we can laugh and joke about.

1001
00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:19,960
Speaker 1: It, no facts, and I think that's yeah. Yeah, you're

1002
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:22,160
Speaker 1: scared to speak up, to speak one thing about me,

1003
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:24,319
Speaker 1: You're gonna say what you want. I'm gonna speak up,

1004
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:32,880
Speaker 1: speak up a little bit ahead. What's up? Like, what's happening?

1005
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,080
Speaker 2: So obviously we've gone. We still haven't got to the

1006
00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:41,480
Speaker 2: topic party we are. We're gonna do one topic, okay,

1007
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 2: which but let's just take a shot before we do.

1008
00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:47,360
Speaker 1: Let's topic apasta can.

1009
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:51,040
Speaker 2: Let's take a shot before we get into the We

1010
00:45:51,080 --> 00:45:52,480
Speaker 2: ain't even got into the show show yet.

1011
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,120
Speaker 1: We gotta get into the show. We gotta get into

1012
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:55,640
Speaker 1: the show. What's up?

1013
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,279
Speaker 2: Y'all? Is your girl Alex pe and y'all know here

1014
00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:01,960
Speaker 2: at Poor Minds, we love to drink. It's the holiday season.

1015
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:03,800
Speaker 2: I know y'all finna turn up with y'all friends and

1016
00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:06,840
Speaker 2: your family. But the worst part is a hangover.

1017
00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:07,440
Speaker 1: The next day.

1018
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1019
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1020
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1022
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1023
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1025
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1026
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1027
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Speaker 2: be outside for the holiday season. Nobody wants to be

1028
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1029
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1030
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1031
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1032
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1033
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1034
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1035
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,759
Speaker 2: like the second time we were taking a shot on camera. Yeah,

1036
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:11,600
Speaker 2: we don't ever say shots on care mm hmm. I'm

1037
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:13,600
Speaker 2: having a ball all right. So what topic you want

1038
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:13,759
Speaker 2: to do?

1039
00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:14,879
Speaker 1: Do the first one?

1040
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:18,880
Speaker 3: Okay, stop, we wanted to talk about I don't know

1041
00:47:18,920 --> 00:47:22,200
Speaker 3: if you've seen the club that Beyonce had to just

1042
00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:24,600
Speaker 3: kind of resurface from two thousand and six when she

1043
00:47:24,760 --> 00:47:26,880
Speaker 3: did jay z birthday party. She was doing the speech

1044
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:29,440
Speaker 3: and she was saying, he turned her into a woman.

1045
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,719
Speaker 1: Did you see that?

1046
00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:35,279
Speaker 2: The audience can see everybody can see it.

1047
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,360
Speaker 1: I've seen this, but let me see it again. Okay,

1048
00:47:37,560 --> 00:47:41,120
Speaker 1: let's turn the shout out to the neighborhood.

1049
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:54,839
Speaker 2: It's nothing compared to what you're doing, and not only

1050
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 2: need with everybody here.

1051
00:47:58,120 --> 00:48:00,839
Speaker 1: You taught me so many things. That was twenty years

1052
00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:02,040
Speaker 1: old when the person I dave.

1053
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 2: He taught me how to be a woman.

1054
00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:07,160
Speaker 1: Later he taught me.

1055
00:48:08,040 --> 00:48:13,200
Speaker 2: How to be a friend. You've given me so much

1056
00:48:13,280 --> 00:48:16,879
Speaker 2: in life and this is not enough.

1057
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:19,279
Speaker 1: It's not enough I can give you. I just want

1058
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:24,719
Speaker 1: you to be happy, and every year I'm even more

1059
00:48:24,800 --> 00:48:25,360
Speaker 1: in love with you.

1060
00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:28,480
Speaker 2: And I want to spend every day of my life

1061
00:48:28,520 --> 00:48:32,920
Speaker 2: with you. Every birthday and I thank God for.

1062
00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:33,600
Speaker 1: You have to day.

1063
00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 2: So we want to talk about she said, he and

1064
00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:40,960
Speaker 2: made her into a woman. Do you do y'all feel

1065
00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:42,279
Speaker 2: like a man can really teach you how to be

1066
00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:42,719
Speaker 2: a woman?

1067
00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:46,040
Speaker 3: Like, yeah, I do you feel like a man can

1068
00:48:46,080 --> 00:48:47,600
Speaker 3: teach you how to be a woman? No, a man

1069
00:48:47,600 --> 00:48:52,400
Speaker 3: can teach you how to be his woman, but not

1070
00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:54,320
Speaker 3: a woman in general. I feel like that's something that

1071
00:48:54,440 --> 00:48:56,560
Speaker 3: you learn on your own journey. But like a nigga

1072
00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:57,920
Speaker 3: can teach you the type of woman.

1073
00:48:57,800 --> 00:48:58,759
Speaker 1: That he wants you to be.

1074
00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:02,279
Speaker 3: I feel like, no, respected Beyonce obviously, because one of

1075
00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:10,160
Speaker 3: the like most woman woman the want woman to be anyway,

1076
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 3: But I feel like a nigga can teach you, like

1077
00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:14,320
Speaker 3: how to be the woman that he wants you to be.

1078
00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:15,840
Speaker 3: But at the end of the day, like you have

1079
00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,399
Speaker 3: to identify yourself as like the individual, Like what type

1080
00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:21,120
Speaker 3: of woman do I want to be outside of this relationship?

1081
00:49:21,200 --> 00:49:23,719
Speaker 3: And I know for sure Beyonce has that established because

1082
00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:26,560
Speaker 3: she still has a full blown career in the midst

1083
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:29,040
Speaker 3: of having a relationship and children, and that's what I

1084
00:49:29,320 --> 00:49:32,160
Speaker 3: aspire to be. Like she means what she meant, Yeah,

1085
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,239
Speaker 3: but I think so well, Yeah, I think so too.

1086
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:37,480
Speaker 3: I think that's exactly what she meant because obviously, at

1087
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:40,279
Speaker 3: the end of the day, we're women by birds, Like

1088
00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:44,040
Speaker 3: you're gonna be a woman regardless. But I also feel

1089
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:47,080
Speaker 3: like if you date the right men, he can show

1090
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:49,160
Speaker 3: you how to be a good partner. All of us

1091
00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:51,840
Speaker 3: are women and you don't die women, But that doesn't

1092
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:53,520
Speaker 3: mean that you're not to be a good partner.

1093
00:49:53,719 --> 00:49:56,360
Speaker 2: To mean, yes, and I feel like all women do

1094
00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:58,399
Speaker 2: not know and you can get with they.

1095
00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:01,879
Speaker 3: Don't necessarily show you how to be that person either,

1096
00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,359
Speaker 3: y'all just in a relationship, just doing some shit.

1097
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:05,319
Speaker 1: There's so many people who.

1098
00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:08,239
Speaker 3: Got married at young ages and they just did that

1099
00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:11,520
Speaker 3: she because they feel like that's what they had, or

1100
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:13,560
Speaker 3: they had kids together or whatever the case may be.

1101
00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:16,480
Speaker 1: They the next step is get married, yep. Or the

1102
00:50:16,600 --> 00:50:17,400
Speaker 1: parents made them.

1103
00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:18,279
Speaker 2: Let's talk about that.

1104
00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,719
Speaker 3: Like back in the day, people parents used to make

1105
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:23,200
Speaker 3: them get pregnant when they I mean make them get married.

1106
00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:27,960
Speaker 3: So it's like you wasn't necessarily ready to be a

1107
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,320
Speaker 3: wife and this nigga isn't husband material.

1108
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:32,680
Speaker 1: He can't show you how to be a good wife.

1109
00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:36,360
Speaker 2: Got married because y'all was any sticky situation.

1110
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:38,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, you at thirty four? You know what I asked?

1111
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:40,960
Speaker 2: Like when I go on like I because I want

1112
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:42,880
Speaker 2: how can I love you properly?

1113
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:43,160
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1114
00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:45,160
Speaker 2: How can I be a part? How can I be

1115
00:50:45,239 --> 00:50:48,680
Speaker 2: an asset in life? These are the conversations I want

1116
00:50:48,760 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 2: to have because the woman I was for this man

1117
00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:53,880
Speaker 2: is not going to be the same woman that I

1118
00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:55,919
Speaker 2: need to be for you, you know what I'm saying.

1119
00:50:55,920 --> 00:50:57,799
Speaker 1: So these conversations are need to be had.

1120
00:50:57,880 --> 00:51:00,800
Speaker 2: So there, hass she was giving toasted him at a

1121
00:51:00,880 --> 00:51:01,520
Speaker 2: young age.

1122
00:51:01,719 --> 00:51:05,160
Speaker 3: That's so beautiful though, and what she was saying. I

1123
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:07,040
Speaker 3: agree with what she was saying. I feel the same

1124
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:09,799
Speaker 3: way when I talk about my man, like how long

1125
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:10,600
Speaker 3: have you all been together?

1126
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:11,680
Speaker 1: For almost three years?

1127
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:15,080
Speaker 3: And so when I talk about him, there's a lot

1128
00:51:15,120 --> 00:51:17,480
Speaker 3: of You can feel the respect and the reverence that

1129
00:51:17,600 --> 00:51:20,360
Speaker 3: she has for her man, and you don't know what

1130
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:23,840
Speaker 3: they've gone through in their relationship, and saying with my relationship,

1131
00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:25,719
Speaker 3: we've been through so much in private. It's just like

1132
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:27,960
Speaker 3: I have a lot of respect and reverence for him

1133
00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 3: as an individual and as a man and as my man.

1134
00:51:31,520 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 3: So I can say the same thing, you taught me

1135
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:34,000
Speaker 3: how to be a woman?

1136
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:35,560
Speaker 1: Quote to you.

1137
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 3: Yes, I taught myself how to be a woman in general,

1138
00:51:39,320 --> 00:51:41,480
Speaker 3: and I learned through experiences but you taught me how

1139
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:44,080
Speaker 3: to be a woman in a relationship, because a woman

1140
00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:46,279
Speaker 3: and a woman in a relationship are two different things.

1141
00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:49,200
Speaker 3: There are things that you say and you don't say. Granted,

1142
00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:51,520
Speaker 3: my music is crazy, I'll be seeing all types of

1143
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:54,919
Speaker 3: crazy ass shit, but I feel like it's a special situation. Yeah,

1144
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 3: because I'm making music and I'm still speaking on real

1145
00:51:57,520 --> 00:52:00,320
Speaker 3: experiences and real feelings. They might just not be present

1146
00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 3: at the time because I'm in a relationship, but I

1147
00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:04,000
Speaker 3: still speak on dogging because that's how I felt at

1148
00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:06,239
Speaker 3: a point in time, and that's what translates to the people.

1149
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:07,680
Speaker 1: So I still make that type of music.

1150
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:10,480
Speaker 3: But in real life, he understands that I respect him,

1151
00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:16,200
Speaker 3: and it's a mutual respect. So you feel like mother

1152
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:19,759
Speaker 3: and a mother into it. Does that change that relationships?

1153
00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:20,279
Speaker 1: It does?

1154
00:52:20,440 --> 00:52:23,320
Speaker 3: It changed It changed the dynamic of the relationship. It

1155
00:52:23,400 --> 00:52:25,080
Speaker 3: could be for better or for worse. I feel like

1156
00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:27,719
Speaker 3: for my situation, it was for better because we got

1157
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,160
Speaker 3: to have that whole experience together.

1158
00:52:30,800 --> 00:52:33,840
Speaker 1: Was beautiful. It was so beautiful, It was so intimate.

1159
00:52:33,920 --> 00:52:36,759
Speaker 3: The energy in the room was just it was just

1160
00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,640
Speaker 3: something I had I had never felt before, and it

1161
00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:42,360
Speaker 3: was it was just a really crazy experience and for

1162
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,440
Speaker 3: him to be there and have been present throughout the

1163
00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:48,240
Speaker 3: whole entire pregnancy obviously, and I was so difficult.

1164
00:52:47,840 --> 00:52:48,279
Speaker 2: Like I was.

1165
00:52:48,640 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 1: I was bitchy, I was mean, I was pissed off.

1166
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:54,000
Speaker 3: Majority of the time because I was just like I

1167
00:52:54,120 --> 00:52:56,080
Speaker 3: was overwhelmed. Was I was still working in the midst

1168
00:52:56,120 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 3: of my pregnancy because I didn't want anybody I was

1169
00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:00,719
Speaker 3: on stage. I don't want anyone. I feel like my

1170
00:53:00,800 --> 00:53:02,600
Speaker 3: pregnancy would slow me up. And I think that was

1171
00:53:02,719 --> 00:53:05,080
Speaker 3: just like a personal thing that I was feeling insecure

1172
00:53:05,080 --> 00:53:07,080
Speaker 3: about and I wanted to feel like I had to.

1173
00:53:07,120 --> 00:53:09,239
Speaker 1: Prove that to people. But he was there for me

1174
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:10,680
Speaker 1: throughout that entire process.

1175
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:13,520
Speaker 2: And niggas talking about niggas talk about women.

1176
00:53:13,320 --> 00:53:15,799
Speaker 1: Holding him down. He was holding me down because I.

1177
00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:18,240
Speaker 2: Was so meanoos.

1178
00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:23,080
Speaker 3: I was so mean to I was so mean not

1179
00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:25,640
Speaker 3: to him, but just in genital I was very irritable.

1180
00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:27,840
Speaker 3: I was pregnant, I was irritable, and I was just

1181
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:29,440
Speaker 3: like not the easiest to work with. And he was

1182
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 3: there throughout that entire process. And that's one of those

1183
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:34,640
Speaker 3: things that you go through with your men, or could

1184
00:53:34,719 --> 00:53:36,440
Speaker 3: go through with your men, that you feel like Okay,

1185
00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:39,120
Speaker 3: we went through this and I were stronger, and you

1186
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,200
Speaker 3: taught me how to be a woman in a relationship.

1187
00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:42,919
Speaker 3: You taught me that this shit wasn't okay. He didn't

1188
00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:45,560
Speaker 3: put up with shit, but he definitely corrected me along

1189
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,719
Speaker 3: the lines in the most respectful way that he could.

1190
00:53:48,120 --> 00:53:51,240
Speaker 3: And that's why I respect him. Because niggas be crazy.

1191
00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:58,200
Speaker 2: Niggas, Because I feel like media, I don't know what

1192
00:53:58,320 --> 00:54:00,239
Speaker 2: it is about when young women get in relationship they

1193
00:54:00,239 --> 00:54:01,759
Speaker 2: get pregnant, because you know, it just came out that

1194
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:05,239
Speaker 2: Halle and DDG, you know, pregnant, get married, whatever they

1195
00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 2: got going on. So I know you felt a backlash

1196
00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:11,840
Speaker 2: when you got pregnant. Y, Yeah, how did you, like?

1197
00:54:12,239 --> 00:54:13,279
Speaker 2: How did you deal with that?

1198
00:54:13,600 --> 00:54:15,759
Speaker 1: Like? How did that make you feel? It stressed me

1199
00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:16,799
Speaker 1: out because.

1200
00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:18,359
Speaker 2: I will say this, a lot of that backlash either

1201
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 2: comes from women who've never been in that position or

1202
00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:22,960
Speaker 2: I feel like, and I'll say this for the old hoes,

1203
00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:25,800
Speaker 2: we need to start projecting on these young women.

1204
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:32,080
Speaker 3: Let's let's talk about it, will. Generation is different. It's different.

1205
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 3: We have careers and we have lives, and we have representation.

1206
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:39,920
Speaker 3: We have people like Cardi B, Nicki Minaj, young Miami

1207
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:43,080
Speaker 3: who have been able to have children and still bounce back. Yea,

1208
00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:46,719
Speaker 3: and that's our representation. They saw a lot like a

1209
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:49,399
Speaker 3: lot of the older women women, they saw people like, Okay,

1210
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:52,600
Speaker 3: when you're a mother, you sit your ass down at

1211
00:54:52,640 --> 00:54:53,040
Speaker 3: the house.

1212
00:54:54,400 --> 00:54:59,279
Speaker 2: We saw waited to have kids, we saw liked and

1213
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:01,520
Speaker 2: you got pregnant young, you set your ass down.

1214
00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:05,560
Speaker 1: And it's like, that's not my story. Yeah, I'm sorry,

1215
00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:07,040
Speaker 1: that's just not my story.

1216
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:09,120
Speaker 3: And a lot of people have people have a lot

1217
00:55:09,200 --> 00:55:10,880
Speaker 3: to say about that because I mean, I feel like

1218
00:55:10,920 --> 00:55:13,200
Speaker 3: you it's like a lose lose, like they either feel.

1219
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:15,680
Speaker 1: Like, oh, but you never with your kids because you're.

1220
00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:17,759
Speaker 3: I'm here working and in the back of my mind,

1221
00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:19,640
Speaker 3: I feel like, damn, I should be at home with

1222
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:21,759
Speaker 3: my son. I should be spending that time with him.

1223
00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:24,879
Speaker 3: I should be experiencing this. I should be with him.

1224
00:55:25,080 --> 00:55:26,920
Speaker 1: That's how I be feeling. And it's like, Okay, I'll

1225
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:27,759
Speaker 1: be fucked up about that.

1226
00:55:27,840 --> 00:55:29,799
Speaker 3: But in the same reference, like if I am at

1227
00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:32,160
Speaker 3: home with him every single day and not getting work done,

1228
00:55:32,280 --> 00:55:33,800
Speaker 3: they're gonna feel like, oh, she fell out because she

1229
00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:34,319
Speaker 3: had a baby.

1230
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:36,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, So it's like and then but it's one of

1231
00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:39,319
Speaker 2: todays they feel your son is gonna feel that because

1232
00:55:39,320 --> 00:55:40,719
Speaker 2: if you're not working, you can't provide it.

1233
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:42,480
Speaker 1: I can't provide let's talk about it.

1234
00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:45,160
Speaker 3: I can't really provide, and so it's like you gotta

1235
00:55:45,400 --> 00:55:47,279
Speaker 3: just It's a lot that comes with it.

1236
00:55:47,560 --> 00:55:50,440
Speaker 1: I will say that. And I was overwhelmed. I definitely.

1237
00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:53,000
Speaker 3: I was stressed out seeing people say like, oh, she

1238
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:55,000
Speaker 3: gonna be she's gonna fall out because she had a child.

1239
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:56,520
Speaker 1: I was fucked up about that.

1240
00:55:57,200 --> 00:55:58,879
Speaker 3: I was really because that was something that I wanted

1241
00:55:58,920 --> 00:56:00,640
Speaker 3: in my personal I really wanted to have a child,

1242
00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:04,000
Speaker 3: and she was heart that was in my heart, that

1243
00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:06,120
Speaker 3: was in my heart mother. I wanted to be a mother.

1244
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:08,520
Speaker 3: I wanted to have that experience. I was really excited

1245
00:56:08,560 --> 00:56:11,520
Speaker 3: about that. I'm financially stable enough to be able to

1246
00:56:11,600 --> 00:56:13,600
Speaker 3: take care of a child, and both of us were

1247
00:56:13,640 --> 00:56:15,320
Speaker 3: financially we both wanted that.

1248
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:17,879
Speaker 2: That was something that we wanted in our personal lives.

1249
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:19,360
Speaker 1: Y'all are in love, and we're in.

1250
00:56:24,600 --> 00:56:33,759
Speaker 2: Yeah love love like love blown. Yeah.

1251
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:36,920
Speaker 3: I love him, yeah and I love Let me just

1252
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 3: say this, I don't love niggas.

1253
00:56:38,800 --> 00:56:42,480
Speaker 2: I know you know what I'm saying.

1254
00:56:42,520 --> 00:56:45,440
Speaker 1: I have a deep hatred for like certain niggas, a

1255
00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:46,319
Speaker 1: certain type of nigga.

1256
00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:48,319
Speaker 3: Not all niggas obviously, but a certain type of nigga

1257
00:56:48,320 --> 00:56:51,759
Speaker 3: I just really don't funk with. But my man specifically,

1258
00:56:51,960 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 3: I love him and I wanted to love you.

1259
00:56:54,719 --> 00:56:59,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, glow, it's very yeah, you're still glowing. It's very

1260
00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:03,120
Speaker 2: out about this today. Because one thing that men will do,

1261
00:57:03,239 --> 00:57:05,759
Speaker 2: they'll they'll put their best foot forward in the beginning, yep,

1262
00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:08,440
Speaker 2: and they show you this person and all of a

1263
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 2: sudden he disappears and you know who I just met.

1264
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:14,360
Speaker 3: For me, it was kind of like reverse like he

1265
00:57:14,560 --> 00:57:17,480
Speaker 3: was very stand offish and reserved in the beginning of

1266
00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:20,440
Speaker 3: our relationship because he had had his own personal experiences

1267
00:57:20,480 --> 00:57:23,240
Speaker 3: and like trauma that he was dealing with from other

1268
00:57:23,320 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 3: people that he has, like he dated, so he felt like, oh,

1269
00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:28,800
Speaker 3: if I date somebody, they're gonna use me. And it's

1270
00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:30,520
Speaker 3: like I came in with my own shit going on.

1271
00:57:30,640 --> 00:57:33,080
Speaker 3: I was really just I dropped my nuts very early,

1272
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:36,080
Speaker 3: like it's just it's my world. And he understood that

1273
00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:38,840
Speaker 3: and he respected it, and he adapted to that very quickly.

1274
00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:41,960
Speaker 2: I love that, and I love that it worked out

1275
00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:42,240
Speaker 2: for me.

1276
00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:45,080
Speaker 1: It doesn't work out for everybody, but it worked out

1277
00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 1: for me. I will say that I.

1278
00:57:46,520 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 2: Think people need to understand that it sometimes it does

1279
00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:51,920
Speaker 2: work out for people sometimes people, So let's talk about.

1280
00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:54,200
Speaker 1: What you have to do to make it work out

1281
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:54,480
Speaker 1: for you.

1282
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 3: This is what I want to say, because I've had

1283
00:57:58,080 --> 00:58:01,120
Speaker 3: relationships that I wanted to work out, but they just didn't.

1284
00:58:01,560 --> 00:58:05,080
Speaker 3: And it was because I showed up as a desperate bitch.

1285
00:58:05,440 --> 00:58:10,240
Speaker 3: I showed up as a bitch who needed somebody. I

1286
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 3: needed a companion. I needed somebody to be on the

1287
00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:15,240
Speaker 3: side of me. I needed a friend, I needed a lover.

1288
00:58:15,400 --> 00:58:16,000
Speaker 1: I needed that.

1289
00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:18,400
Speaker 3: And I feel like when I gave out that energy,

1290
00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:21,800
Speaker 3: they took advantage of me from the top to the bottom.

1291
00:58:21,960 --> 00:58:22,320
Speaker 1: Anything.

1292
00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 3: I was always ready and willing to give, give, give,

1293
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:26,680
Speaker 3: and I never got.

1294
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:32,920
Speaker 1: Anything to smell it. They could smell it on you, bitch.

1295
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:34,040
Speaker 1: They just smell it.

1296
00:58:34,120 --> 00:58:36,040
Speaker 3: And I feel like people definitely take advantage of it.

1297
00:58:36,120 --> 00:58:38,560
Speaker 3: That's why you have to hold yourself to a certain standard.

1298
00:58:39,040 --> 00:58:40,080
Speaker 1: People just smell it too.

1299
00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:42,000
Speaker 2: To play with you.

1300
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:42,600
Speaker 4: They know.

1301
00:58:44,560 --> 00:58:47,240
Speaker 1: They know the other, like they know when you're a distribution.

1302
00:58:47,400 --> 00:58:50,280
Speaker 1: They know when you're not my nigga.

1303
00:58:50,440 --> 00:58:53,040
Speaker 2: No, I hope you know. Let me just say that

1304
00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:55,880
Speaker 2: because you know, because I'm not in his head.

1305
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:58,120
Speaker 3: But I hope to God he knows. I'm never that

1306
00:58:58,240 --> 00:59:00,360
Speaker 3: bitch to play with furious and I don't put up

1307
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:01,080
Speaker 3: with nothing.

1308
00:59:01,440 --> 00:59:03,960
Speaker 2: But I'm wanting to find somebody who values you too,

1309
00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:06,080
Speaker 2: because you know, I think a lot of things that

1310
00:59:06,200 --> 00:59:08,240
Speaker 2: I struggled with in my day and life before was

1311
00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:11,080
Speaker 2: like when when something didn't work out, I would always

1312
00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:13,160
Speaker 2: feel like, oh, I wasn't good enough for him. I

1313
00:59:13,280 --> 00:59:16,560
Speaker 2: wasn't this, I wasn't that. But it's like sometimes people

1314
00:59:16,680 --> 00:59:19,760
Speaker 2: just I don't feel like necessarily these niggas fumbled me,

1315
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:22,680
Speaker 2: but you're just not my person. And I'm okay with

1316
00:59:22,760 --> 00:59:25,600
Speaker 2: sitting in that and being like my person is out there.

1317
00:59:26,280 --> 00:59:28,280
Speaker 2: I'm a I'm a leo to that. I feel like

1318
00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:32,120
Speaker 2: I love dramatics. I need a man where we're gonna

1319
00:59:32,160 --> 00:59:35,640
Speaker 2: get high, We're gonna listen to music, gonna be in

1320
00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:36,240
Speaker 2: the living room.

1321
00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:39,040
Speaker 1: I love to smoke. I started smoking again.

1322
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:40,960
Speaker 2: I like to smoke with my nigga, listens to some

1323
00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:41,800
Speaker 2: good music.

1324
00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:46,920
Speaker 3: I'm a vibe girl, and I love like you always

1325
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:48,800
Speaker 3: have to be opt to me. I think about life

1326
00:59:48,920 --> 00:59:51,480
Speaker 3: like I'm so big on that, I'm so big on

1327
00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:55,320
Speaker 3: feeling like when one thing and it's not necessarily a

1328
00:59:55,400 --> 00:59:58,000
Speaker 3: bad thing, it just means something better is in story.

1329
00:59:58,120 --> 01:00:00,880
Speaker 2: It just means God has something bigger. I had something better.

1330
01:00:02,120 --> 01:00:05,479
Speaker 3: It's not it's not this sad woe is Me type

1331
01:00:05,480 --> 01:00:07,320
Speaker 3: of story. And I feel like some people be feeling

1332
01:00:07,440 --> 01:00:10,040
Speaker 3: like like I feel like that though, because people some

1333
01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:12,920
Speaker 3: people don't have like a self identity, and people feel like, oh,

1334
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:17,640
Speaker 3: if it don't work out with this nigga, I've.

1335
01:00:16,120 --> 01:00:19,360
Speaker 2: Worked since I'm gonna die, yeah, and you don't work.

1336
01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:21,080
Speaker 3: Out with this nigga, And like I said, I've been

1337
01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:22,800
Speaker 3: on the other side of that. So I felt like,

1338
01:00:23,000 --> 01:00:24,400
Speaker 3: if it doesn't work out with this nigga. In my

1339
01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:27,720
Speaker 3: high school little crush, I was like, if.

1340
01:00:27,680 --> 01:00:29,440
Speaker 1: It don't work out with him, I'm never gonna love

1341
01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:31,400
Speaker 1: anybody in the world. So I said that.

1342
01:00:31,400 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 3: I would say that all the time, like I'm never

1343
01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:35,040
Speaker 3: gonna love anyone else. And now I'm here, I am.

1344
01:00:35,080 --> 01:00:38,160
Speaker 1: And loving somebody else with somebody else, and I love

1345
01:00:38,240 --> 01:00:41,120
Speaker 1: him from the top to the bottom, good days, bad days.

1346
01:00:41,520 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 1: So it's a bottom the bottom of his feet, not the.

1347
01:00:54,200 --> 01:00:56,160
Speaker 3: But yeah, you gotta be sometimes and I want to

1348
01:00:56,200 --> 01:00:58,680
Speaker 3: say this too, sometimes you really gotta drop your nuts

1349
01:00:58,800 --> 01:01:00,600
Speaker 3: on a nigga, even if it's a nigg that you love,

1350
01:01:00,880 --> 01:01:04,840
Speaker 3: which camera, Sometimes you gotta drop your nuts on a nigga,

1351
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 3: Like even if it's a nigga that you love and

1352
01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:09,200
Speaker 3: care about and you love him.

1353
01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: So oh, I never want to leave my nigga, blah

1354
01:01:11,040 --> 01:01:13,560
Speaker 1: blah blah. Sometimes you really gotta let that nigga know

1355
01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:17,000
Speaker 1: I will stop fucking with you if you play with me.

1356
01:01:17,240 --> 01:01:18,840
Speaker 1: And I tell my man that not all.

1357
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:20,919
Speaker 3: The time, but I have told him that a couple

1358
01:01:21,000 --> 01:01:23,240
Speaker 3: of times, Like, if you ever play with me, I'm

1359
01:01:23,240 --> 01:01:25,720
Speaker 3: gonna just let you know right now, I'm never gonna

1360
01:01:25,760 --> 01:01:28,560
Speaker 3: speak to you. I'm never gonna fuck with you. It's

1361
01:01:28,600 --> 01:01:30,840
Speaker 3: gonna be very difficult to get in contact.

1362
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:33,720
Speaker 2: With me, child involved and everything.

1363
01:01:33,760 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like.

1364
01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:36,360
Speaker 3: Even if we have a child, like you're gonna have

1365
01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:38,920
Speaker 3: to speak to my mom my grandma, there's gonna be

1366
01:01:39,000 --> 01:01:41,480
Speaker 3: a medium. I'm never gonna fucking speak to you again.

1367
01:01:41,520 --> 01:01:43,840
Speaker 3: It's not fucking happening. I'm gonna tell you that right now.

1368
01:01:44,040 --> 01:01:46,280
Speaker 3: It's gonna be so difficult and you're gonna regret ever

1369
01:01:46,520 --> 01:01:48,840
Speaker 3: playing with me on your face and once you establish

1370
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:50,960
Speaker 3: that type of like boundary like this is who I

1371
01:01:51,120 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 3: am and I'm dead serious about that, they don't play

1372
01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:55,680
Speaker 3: with you, or at least they don't let it be

1373
01:01:55,760 --> 01:01:58,120
Speaker 3: known that they playing with you. Because again, I'm one

1374
01:01:58,160 --> 01:02:00,880
Speaker 3: of those people. No disrespect my man because I feel

1375
01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:02,520
Speaker 3: like he's really just taking care of business.

1376
01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:04,360
Speaker 1: Cause yeah, because my life.

1377
01:02:04,920 --> 01:02:07,000
Speaker 2: But he's not a regular nigga either exactly.

1378
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,080
Speaker 3: But in my life though, I've learned that you can

1379
01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,080
Speaker 3: never put anything past anybody.

1380
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Speaker 2: I feel like when you're dealing with a man, that's

1404
01:03:19,840 --> 01:03:21,920
Speaker 2: some good advice. But that's why I say, I love

1405
01:03:22,000 --> 01:03:24,480
Speaker 2: the fact that you're so wise on your years, because like,

1406
01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:27,800
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie like a nigga been playing in my.

1407
01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:31,280
Speaker 1: Face, no, no, like how though, let's talk about it.

1408
01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:34,200
Speaker 2: To this day, I feel like niggas just when you're

1409
01:03:34,320 --> 01:03:37,320
Speaker 2: dating niggas playing your face like you have been. And

1410
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:39,600
Speaker 2: that's why I hate when older women speak on younger

1411
01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:40,400
Speaker 2: women's situation.

1412
01:03:40,600 --> 01:03:42,560
Speaker 1: Because you have been blessed to.

1413
01:03:42,600 --> 01:03:46,040
Speaker 2: Find love, thank God, and like thank you, like real love,

1414
01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:49,080
Speaker 2: like y'all created a person together, Like I still have

1415
01:03:49,280 --> 01:03:51,840
Speaker 2: never met a man where i'd be like, I'm ready

1416
01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:54,840
Speaker 2: to have your child. I feel like I can. I

1417
01:03:55,040 --> 01:03:58,080
Speaker 2: want to bring somebody in this world where I'm comfortable,

1418
01:03:58,120 --> 01:04:01,200
Speaker 2: where I'm making another you and me and you together

1419
01:04:01,240 --> 01:04:02,760
Speaker 2: are going to create. Like I don't look at a

1420
01:04:02,880 --> 01:04:07,120
Speaker 2: kid like no offense. But women be having babies for checks,

1421
01:04:07,560 --> 01:04:10,520
Speaker 2: niggas be having be getting women praying to trap them.

1422
01:04:10,720 --> 01:04:12,880
Speaker 2: I don't want none of that. I want to create

1423
01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:14,200
Speaker 2: a human. I want to create that.

1424
01:04:15,120 --> 01:04:15,560
Speaker 1: That's right.

1425
01:04:15,760 --> 01:04:17,880
Speaker 2: This is a love and a bond that we have,

1426
01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:19,640
Speaker 2: and I want to create life with you.

1427
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:21,120
Speaker 1: I haven't felt that.

1428
01:04:22,320 --> 01:04:23,400
Speaker 2: I felt that one.

1429
01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:26,760
Speaker 3: Time in my life, but God was like, but let

1430
01:04:26,800 --> 01:04:29,880
Speaker 3: me just say this though, I feel like, and I'm

1431
01:04:29,960 --> 01:04:34,040
Speaker 3: just gonna be completely honest here me personally, I feel like,

1432
01:04:34,600 --> 01:04:39,320
Speaker 3: because I was so insecure at the beginning of my womanhood, adulthood,

1433
01:04:39,400 --> 01:04:41,760
Speaker 3: whatever you want to call it, any niggas that I

1434
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:44,400
Speaker 3: talked to, I would have felt that way about whatever

1435
01:04:44,480 --> 01:04:46,840
Speaker 3: nigga I was talking to. So it's like, if I

1436
01:04:46,960 --> 01:04:48,680
Speaker 3: was talking to a nigga who was a piece of shit,

1437
01:04:49,200 --> 01:04:50,800
Speaker 3: I would have been so obsessed with him and I

1438
01:04:50,840 --> 01:04:52,760
Speaker 3: would have been obsessed with making him love me.

1439
01:04:53,080 --> 01:04:54,920
Speaker 1: I would have been ready and willing to do something

1440
01:04:55,000 --> 01:04:55,160
Speaker 1: like that.

1441
01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:57,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, just honestly speaking, And a lot of people are

1442
01:04:57,720 --> 01:04:58,240
Speaker 3: not gonna.

1443
01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:59,360
Speaker 1: Speak on that because we should be lying.

1444
01:04:59,600 --> 01:04:59,800
Speaker 2: They do.

1445
01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:01,600
Speaker 1: Everybody want to feel like they step on a.

1446
01:05:01,640 --> 01:05:03,960
Speaker 3: Nigga, and you have to develop that confidence and sometimes

1447
01:05:04,000 --> 01:05:05,520
Speaker 3: it takes a couple of years. And now I'm to

1448
01:05:05,600 --> 01:05:08,160
Speaker 3: the place where I've developed that confidence. But when I

1449
01:05:08,320 --> 01:05:11,240
Speaker 3: met my man, it was genuinely like I was in

1450
01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:13,800
Speaker 3: a very stiff place in my life and he probably

1451
01:05:13,880 --> 01:05:16,240
Speaker 3: he was too, and we still was able to like

1452
01:05:16,320 --> 01:05:18,440
Speaker 3: gravitate towards each other, and we worked through a lot

1453
01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:20,000
Speaker 3: of he worked through a lot of me being really

1454
01:05:20,160 --> 01:05:22,840
Speaker 3: like not disrespectful to the relationship.

1455
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:23,800
Speaker 1: I'm never going to say that.

1456
01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:26,600
Speaker 2: But just like I didn't care, it wasn't a priority,

1457
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:30,400
Speaker 2: it was a priority such a thing with our Like, well,

1458
01:05:30,560 --> 01:05:32,480
Speaker 2: I feel like we're in two different generations, because what

1459
01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:33,280
Speaker 2: generation are you?

1460
01:05:33,400 --> 01:05:36,560
Speaker 1: Are you? Gene? I'm gen Z. I feel like gen Z.

1461
01:05:39,360 --> 01:05:41,640
Speaker 2: He thought I'm a millennial. Yeah, we're militious.

1462
01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:45,720
Speaker 1: You're a millennials. Yeah, you way younger than me.

1463
01:05:45,880 --> 01:05:48,080
Speaker 2: I mean, we're never gonna be the same.

1464
01:05:48,280 --> 01:05:53,480
Speaker 1: We're never going to be the same. Thirty two thirty

1465
01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:57,560
Speaker 1: thirty four, so it's a two year age diffen ten.

1466
01:05:57,480 --> 01:06:02,840
Speaker 2: Year with me exactly. Z you here, you are, you are,

1467
01:06:03,280 --> 01:06:03,960
Speaker 2: I am just there.

1468
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:06,720
Speaker 3: But I feel like why But I feel like even

1469
01:06:06,800 --> 01:06:09,520
Speaker 3: with our age group too, like why is that such

1470
01:06:09,600 --> 01:06:12,760
Speaker 3: a thing where people want to feel like I don't

1471
01:06:12,840 --> 01:06:13,840
Speaker 3: have no emotions.

1472
01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:16,280
Speaker 2: I'm stiff on these niggas because you go.

1473
01:06:16,400 --> 01:06:18,720
Speaker 3: Through enough trauma, you go through enough ship in your

1474
01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:21,160
Speaker 3: life too, where you feel like, oh, the next person

1475
01:06:21,200 --> 01:06:22,760
Speaker 3: that I talked to, I want to be the stiffest

1476
01:06:22,800 --> 01:06:23,880
Speaker 3: bitch he ever met.

1477
01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:25,200
Speaker 1: And that's what she felt.

1478
01:06:25,240 --> 01:06:27,200
Speaker 3: When I first met my nigga, I was super stiff,

1479
01:06:27,320 --> 01:06:29,680
Speaker 3: Like the first thing he did, I'm done talking to you.

1480
01:06:29,920 --> 01:06:32,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, click block him, all types.

1481
01:06:32,160 --> 01:06:34,160
Speaker 3: Of O D ship like I'm just O Dan and

1482
01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:36,840
Speaker 3: I regret that I regret. I mean maybe not because

1483
01:06:36,880 --> 01:06:38,960
Speaker 3: it worked out the way especially yeah, but at the

1484
01:06:39,040 --> 01:06:41,000
Speaker 3: time it was just like, damn, I'm oding right now,

1485
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:44,080
Speaker 3: Like I'm more stiff, I'm more mean to him than

1486
01:06:44,120 --> 01:06:44,600
Speaker 3: I have to be.

1487
01:06:45,080 --> 01:06:47,960
Speaker 1: He's a he's a good nigga. He's a thorough person.

1488
01:06:47,880 --> 01:06:50,320
Speaker 3: Like through and through, he's a good person. And it's

1489
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:52,160
Speaker 3: like I'm treating him as if he's the person that

1490
01:06:52,240 --> 01:06:55,160
Speaker 3: I used to date like a bullshit nigga, like I'm

1491
01:06:55,200 --> 01:06:56,720
Speaker 3: treating him like and I was like I had to

1492
01:06:56,840 --> 01:06:59,600
Speaker 3: check myself, like I'm fucked up for that. That's not right,

1493
01:07:00,040 --> 01:07:02,040
Speaker 3: and I have to get some type of I have

1494
01:07:02,160 --> 01:07:05,440
Speaker 3: to just kind of check myself, like I'm tripping.

1495
01:07:05,920 --> 01:07:11,240
Speaker 1: Bit you tripping? Sometimes you gotta be like, bit you trippinghood.

1496
01:07:09,880 --> 01:07:10,800
Speaker 2: Because you're very young.

1497
01:07:11,240 --> 01:07:14,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, how has the motherhood been for you? It's been.

1498
01:07:14,680 --> 01:07:17,520
Speaker 3: It's a roller coaster. So when I'm with my son

1499
01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:19,960
Speaker 3: and my man, it's a good it's a good experience.

1500
01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:22,720
Speaker 3: It feels good on the internet though, and like and

1501
01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:25,040
Speaker 3: I feel like I'll always talk about the internet because

1502
01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:26,400
Speaker 3: as a gen Z.

1503
01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:29,000
Speaker 1: It's a part of artist. Yeah, it's a part of

1504
01:07:29,080 --> 01:07:30,480
Speaker 1: my artist. It's a part of my job.

1505
01:07:30,800 --> 01:07:32,160
Speaker 3: It's a part of my artist tating, it's a part

1506
01:07:32,200 --> 01:07:35,920
Speaker 3: of my job. I have to have that general public

1507
01:07:36,000 --> 01:07:39,200
Speaker 3: opinion in favor of me. And people don't like to

1508
01:07:39,200 --> 01:07:40,760
Speaker 3: talk about people like to lie, Like, I don't give

1509
01:07:40,760 --> 01:07:42,200
Speaker 3: a fuck what they say about me on the internet.

1510
01:07:42,280 --> 01:07:45,320
Speaker 1: You care. You have to care because that's your entire brand.

1511
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:48,040
Speaker 1: In twenty twenty three, like you have to be in

1512
01:07:48,200 --> 01:07:50,720
Speaker 1: favor of Twitter, Instagram TikTok, you have to be in

1513
01:07:50,760 --> 01:07:51,280
Speaker 1: their favor.

1514
01:07:51,720 --> 01:07:53,600
Speaker 3: So it was fucking me up in the beginning because

1515
01:07:53,600 --> 01:07:56,200
Speaker 3: I was just like, damn, they're perceiving me as somebody

1516
01:07:56,280 --> 01:07:59,520
Speaker 3: who's going to fall off after having a child, and

1517
01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:03,720
Speaker 3: they think that I'm just some idiot, green, dumb bitch

1518
01:08:03,760 --> 01:08:05,800
Speaker 3: who got pregnant by a nigga, and they don't know

1519
01:08:05,880 --> 01:08:08,400
Speaker 3: that this is something that we planned in our personal

1520
01:08:08,440 --> 01:08:10,160
Speaker 3: life after years of dying each other.

1521
01:08:10,240 --> 01:08:13,000
Speaker 1: It's like, that's something that we plan for each other.

1522
01:08:13,160 --> 01:08:15,360
Speaker 3: That's something that we saw in our plans and we

1523
01:08:15,480 --> 01:08:18,240
Speaker 3: were actively trying to make that happen for each other.

1524
01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:21,200
Speaker 1: And they perceive it as, oh, that nigga. I can't

1525
01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:23,719
Speaker 1: believe she let that nigga trap her. And bitches always

1526
01:08:23,720 --> 01:08:25,800
Speaker 1: get pregnant and fall off, even with sexy Red and

1527
01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:29,200
Speaker 1: now they career at the peak of your career.

1528
01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:32,080
Speaker 3: First of all, I just want to say the fact

1529
01:08:32,080 --> 01:08:34,040
Speaker 3: that people think that the peak of my career was

1530
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:38,519
Speaker 3: this year is fucking crazy, right, Like I have I

1531
01:08:38,640 --> 01:08:40,720
Speaker 3: have so much, I have a really long way to go,

1532
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:43,240
Speaker 3: Like I'm not nearly at the peak of my career.

1533
01:08:43,280 --> 01:08:46,000
Speaker 1: I just want to say that I'm only twenty two.

1534
01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 1: That was strange that they said that.

1535
01:08:48,160 --> 01:08:50,960
Speaker 3: That's how they feel about women who get pregnant in general,

1536
01:08:51,040 --> 01:08:53,040
Speaker 3: they feel like, oh, when you get pregnant, like, oh,

1537
01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:54,120
Speaker 3: your life is over.

1538
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:55,679
Speaker 1: After that, and I'm crazy.

1539
01:08:55,720 --> 01:08:57,679
Speaker 3: I can understand why they feel like that though, because

1540
01:08:57,800 --> 01:09:02,160
Speaker 3: you know, because they got their life ended. But they

1541
01:09:02,200 --> 01:09:05,120
Speaker 3: don't have the reason their mother's life ended.

1542
01:09:05,439 --> 01:09:07,720
Speaker 1: Let's talk about their lives. Don't be on ship to

1543
01:09:07,840 --> 01:09:09,759
Speaker 1: this day twenty twenty three. They mom still.

1544
01:09:09,640 --> 01:09:11,680
Speaker 3: Depending on them to take care of them because they

1545
01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:13,600
Speaker 3: got pregnant at a young age and they never was

1546
01:09:13,640 --> 01:09:14,479
Speaker 3: able to recover from that.

1547
01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:15,560
Speaker 1: But I'm not that.

1548
01:09:16,560 --> 01:09:19,480
Speaker 3: But let's also talk about too, when you are financially

1549
01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:22,000
Speaker 3: stable and you have money, you have more resource.

1550
01:09:21,760 --> 01:09:23,200
Speaker 2: You have resources, more help.

1551
01:09:23,560 --> 01:09:26,600
Speaker 1: That's not this I'll be telling people your money is

1552
01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:30,040
Speaker 1: not the end all the shelp, but money.

1553
01:09:29,920 --> 01:09:33,040
Speaker 3: Helps, It creates resources and solutions to ship that you.

1554
01:09:33,320 --> 01:09:35,160
Speaker 3: I would have never been able to have a midwife

1555
01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:35,800
Speaker 3: and a du let.

1556
01:09:35,880 --> 01:09:38,840
Speaker 1: I don't have money. And that experience for me was

1557
01:09:39,080 --> 01:09:41,920
Speaker 1: really comforting, Like I mean for me, it was confident.

1558
01:09:42,320 --> 01:09:44,160
Speaker 4: I was like, wow, it was good.

1559
01:09:44,439 --> 01:09:45,800
Speaker 1: What did you feel when you saw it?

1560
01:09:45,880 --> 01:09:46,000
Speaker 2: You know?

1561
01:09:46,320 --> 01:09:47,360
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm gonna be honest.

1562
01:09:47,439 --> 01:09:49,360
Speaker 3: I was on the fence about posting it because I

1563
01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:52,719
Speaker 3: was like, damn, this is a really intimate, private moment.

1564
01:09:52,800 --> 01:09:54,400
Speaker 3: And my man was like why did you When I

1565
01:09:54,479 --> 01:09:56,080
Speaker 3: posted that, he was like, why did you post that?

1566
01:09:56,120 --> 01:09:57,599
Speaker 2: Oh? He didn't want you to post No, he didn't

1567
01:09:57,600 --> 01:09:57,800
Speaker 2: want it.

1568
01:09:57,840 --> 01:10:00,240
Speaker 1: But I was like, it's beautiful out show time.

1569
01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:02,120
Speaker 3: I watched that video for like the next week and

1570
01:10:02,200 --> 01:10:04,679
Speaker 3: week and a half I was I was crying about

1571
01:10:04,680 --> 01:10:06,000
Speaker 3: it because I was like, Wow, this is such a

1572
01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:06,960
Speaker 3: beautiful experience people.

1573
01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:09,360
Speaker 1: People don't get to experience shit like that.

1574
01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:11,920
Speaker 2: So I'll say this, this is what I felt when

1575
01:10:11,920 --> 01:10:18,280
Speaker 2: I saw it. I saw a beautiful, vulnerable moment, like

1576
01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:23,200
Speaker 2: like when you were crying. It made me cry because

1577
01:10:23,960 --> 01:10:26,400
Speaker 2: I was like like this, this shit is real, like

1578
01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:29,000
Speaker 2: you can tell like it ain't no bullshit.

1579
01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:32,719
Speaker 1: Let me set up. It was just like I didn't

1580
01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:34,479
Speaker 1: even record that his sister recorded that.

1581
01:10:34,680 --> 01:10:37,439
Speaker 2: The fact I didn't know she had that, and the

1582
01:10:37,520 --> 01:10:39,479
Speaker 2: fact that you shared that with us, like that's a

1583
01:10:39,600 --> 01:10:42,880
Speaker 2: real moment. And I honestly feel like when you share

1584
01:10:42,960 --> 01:10:44,600
Speaker 2: real moments and you show that, that's what.

1585
01:10:44,680 --> 01:10:45,960
Speaker 1: Makes people vunerability.

1586
01:10:46,280 --> 01:10:49,439
Speaker 2: And it wasn't like you have been planning to record

1587
01:10:49,600 --> 01:10:51,320
Speaker 2: this and it was a moment, it was a scene,

1588
01:10:51,720 --> 01:10:54,000
Speaker 2: and I feel like it was like damn, you know what.

1589
01:10:54,840 --> 01:10:58,559
Speaker 2: Like I truly was feeling at one moment like love

1590
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:00,880
Speaker 2: wasn't real and I was like, never gonna have that.

1591
01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:02,960
Speaker 2: And I was like, you know what, it still exists.

1592
01:11:03,200 --> 01:11:03,759
Speaker 1: It exists.

1593
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:06,800
Speaker 2: It exists like it exists, and it's like, it's like

1594
01:11:06,920 --> 01:11:09,080
Speaker 2: that moment when I lose faith, it'll be like a

1595
01:11:09,160 --> 01:11:12,479
Speaker 2: little sign and you don't know what the sign gonna

1596
01:11:12,479 --> 01:11:15,240
Speaker 2: come as. And I was like, you know what, that's

1597
01:11:15,280 --> 01:11:18,040
Speaker 2: why I say us being so big of an age difference,

1598
01:11:18,479 --> 01:11:20,400
Speaker 2: sometimes those things don't matter.

1599
01:11:20,479 --> 01:11:21,599
Speaker 1: It's a universal thing.

1600
01:11:22,040 --> 01:11:25,880
Speaker 3: That's a feeling that trans from generation to generation being

1601
01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:28,840
Speaker 3: in that experience. And like, I wanted to have a

1602
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:30,720
Speaker 3: home birth because I wanted my family to be I

1603
01:11:30,760 --> 01:11:33,600
Speaker 3: wanted my mom, my dad, my grandma. I wanted my

1604
01:11:33,840 --> 01:11:36,519
Speaker 3: man's family to be there as well, because it was good.

1605
01:11:36,640 --> 01:11:38,960
Speaker 1: It was so beautiful. I'm glad that they were there.

1606
01:11:39,240 --> 01:11:41,720
Speaker 2: When you have a birth in the hospital, only two

1607
01:11:41,800 --> 01:11:44,599
Speaker 2: people can be in the room because of COVID. Yes

1608
01:11:44,840 --> 01:11:47,439
Speaker 2: really one person, but yeah, one person now. But when

1609
01:11:47,479 --> 01:11:50,160
Speaker 2: my first nephew was born, it was way before COVID

1610
01:11:50,360 --> 01:11:52,360
Speaker 2: and it could only be two people in the room.

1611
01:11:52,800 --> 01:11:56,720
Speaker 2: So still to this day, I still am so hurt

1612
01:11:56,800 --> 01:11:59,160
Speaker 2: because my sister is my everything, and so the fact

1613
01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:01,000
Speaker 2: I didn't get to see be born.

1614
01:12:00,960 --> 01:12:01,880
Speaker 1: Like it's fucked up.

1615
01:12:02,120 --> 01:12:05,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's like, now I'd be like, I saw

1616
01:12:05,520 --> 01:12:06,080
Speaker 2: your moment.

1617
01:12:06,200 --> 01:12:08,679
Speaker 1: Oh, yes, that's an option for me. It's an option.

1618
01:12:08,880 --> 01:12:12,759
Speaker 3: And I completely and entirely controlled that entire situation. Obviously

1619
01:12:12,880 --> 01:12:15,040
Speaker 3: my man had some type of input because his family

1620
01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:17,360
Speaker 3: was there, but I also wanted his family to be

1621
01:12:17,479 --> 01:12:20,080
Speaker 3: there to experience that for him and for us in

1622
01:12:20,160 --> 01:12:22,160
Speaker 3: our relationship, Like his mom and his sister was there.

1623
01:12:22,439 --> 01:12:24,759
Speaker 3: I wanted them to be there to have that experience

1624
01:12:24,840 --> 01:12:26,920
Speaker 3: with all of us because it was like something that

1625
01:12:27,000 --> 01:12:30,160
Speaker 3: we never got to experienced. So it was really beautiful.

1626
01:12:30,280 --> 01:12:32,400
Speaker 3: And at the time I knew that, Okay, if I

1627
01:12:32,439 --> 01:12:33,639
Speaker 3: go to the hospital, it's.

1628
01:12:33,520 --> 01:12:35,280
Speaker 1: Only one person, I'm gonna have to pick one.

1629
01:12:35,200 --> 01:12:37,280
Speaker 2: Person, and I wanted my family.

1630
01:12:37,640 --> 01:12:39,080
Speaker 1: I wanted my family to be there.

1631
01:12:39,560 --> 01:12:42,800
Speaker 3: Maybe this was a little egotistical, but honestly I wanted

1632
01:12:42,800 --> 01:12:45,439
Speaker 3: everybody to see there, to be there to see that

1633
01:12:45,520 --> 01:12:48,360
Speaker 3: I was able to make it happen. Yeah, that I

1634
01:12:48,479 --> 01:12:50,599
Speaker 3: was able to do it because everybody in the beginning

1635
01:12:50,640 --> 01:12:51,840
Speaker 3: with they were doubting.

1636
01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:53,000
Speaker 1: Me, like, I don't think you're gonna be able to

1637
01:12:53,080 --> 01:12:55,479
Speaker 1: do that labor Hurst. My dad was even telling me, like,

1638
01:12:55,800 --> 01:12:57,439
Speaker 1: labor hurts, You're gonna bee in a lot of pain.

1639
01:12:57,520 --> 01:12:58,880
Speaker 1: I don't know if you're gonna be able to do it.

1640
01:12:59,320 --> 01:13:01,840
Speaker 3: Everybody said because that was their experience, and I wanted

1641
01:13:01,880 --> 01:13:04,520
Speaker 3: to show people I can do it as the individual,

1642
01:13:04,600 --> 01:13:06,800
Speaker 3: I can do anything that God was in front of me,

1643
01:13:07,200 --> 01:13:09,920
Speaker 3: and I did it raw no medication.

1644
01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:12,479
Speaker 1: I ripped from the roots to the tutor.

1645
01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:16,280
Speaker 3: I ripped from the ruts on both sides and then

1646
01:13:16,600 --> 01:13:17,439
Speaker 3: straight down the middle.

1647
01:13:17,520 --> 01:13:21,200
Speaker 1: It was really bad. Yeah, I don't know how that happened, but.

1648
01:13:21,240 --> 01:13:23,479
Speaker 3: I'm telling you it was one of the most painful experience.

1649
01:13:23,600 --> 01:13:26,320
Speaker 3: Like the last twenty to thirty minutes was so intense.

1650
01:13:26,439 --> 01:13:27,800
Speaker 3: I was screaming to the top.

1651
01:13:27,840 --> 01:13:29,880
Speaker 1: I'm sure the video when we're done, I was screaming

1652
01:13:29,960 --> 01:13:32,519
Speaker 1: to the top of my lungs. It was so painful.

1653
01:13:32,960 --> 01:13:35,200
Speaker 3: But at the end of that I felt so rewarded,

1654
01:13:35,360 --> 01:13:38,680
Speaker 3: like I allowed myself to really because I have a

1655
01:13:38,760 --> 01:13:42,040
Speaker 3: difficulty with like being present in the moment. I really

1656
01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:43,840
Speaker 3: struggle with that, and I always feel like there's a

1657
01:13:43,840 --> 01:13:46,479
Speaker 3: bigger moment to come, like, oh, there's always something bigger

1658
01:13:46,520 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 3: and better coming, like, oh, this is not the moment

1659
01:13:48,280 --> 01:13:49,640
Speaker 3: for me. It's gonna be the next moment, in the

1660
01:13:49,680 --> 01:13:51,840
Speaker 3: next one, and it never ends. And I wanted to

1661
01:13:51,880 --> 01:13:53,920
Speaker 3: be present in that moment. So when I had my child,

1662
01:13:53,960 --> 01:13:56,920
Speaker 3: I wanted no pain, mess, no epidual nothing. I was

1663
01:13:57,000 --> 01:14:00,519
Speaker 3: throwing up, I was sick, it was every thing going on.

1664
01:14:00,640 --> 01:14:02,920
Speaker 3: I was in labor forty eight hours, and at the

1665
01:14:03,040 --> 01:14:05,120
Speaker 3: end of the labor, I was just like, I'm so glad.

1666
01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:06,320
Speaker 1: That I did it like this right.

1667
01:14:06,479 --> 01:14:08,639
Speaker 3: And my son came out and he had the cord

1668
01:14:09,720 --> 01:14:12,599
Speaker 3: wrapped around his neck and he came out. I pushed

1669
01:14:12,680 --> 01:14:14,960
Speaker 3: I screamed him out, and I pushed him out so quick,

1670
01:14:15,080 --> 01:14:17,680
Speaker 3: and then I felt his body. I pulled him up

1671
01:14:17,760 --> 01:14:20,439
Speaker 3: under the water, took the cord from around his neck,

1672
01:14:20,479 --> 01:14:22,479
Speaker 3: and I just held him and I was just crying,

1673
01:14:22,560 --> 01:14:23,400
Speaker 3: and my man was there.

1674
01:14:23,560 --> 01:14:26,800
Speaker 1: He was crying. Everybody. I love it.

1675
01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:29,519
Speaker 3: Everybody in my family was crying because they had never

1676
01:14:29,680 --> 01:14:31,720
Speaker 3: seen anything like that, and they didn't even know that

1677
01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:34,000
Speaker 3: something like that was possible, right, And the fact that

1678
01:14:34,080 --> 01:14:36,280
Speaker 3: I could bridge that gap between me and my mom

1679
01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:38,720
Speaker 3: because we struggled with having like a good relationship, me.

1680
01:14:38,760 --> 01:14:39,320
Speaker 2: And his mom.

1681
01:14:39,439 --> 01:14:41,519
Speaker 1: We struggled with having a good relationship and his side

1682
01:14:41,520 --> 01:14:42,000
Speaker 1: of the family.

1683
01:14:42,160 --> 01:14:44,719
Speaker 3: You know, it's always like weird because I'm the new addition,

1684
01:14:44,840 --> 01:14:46,639
Speaker 3: so it's always going to be some type of weird

1685
01:14:46,800 --> 01:14:49,400
Speaker 3: separation between us. But the fact that we was able

1686
01:14:49,479 --> 01:14:52,040
Speaker 3: to like bridge that it was a moment and I

1687
01:14:52,080 --> 01:14:54,479
Speaker 3: will never forget that. And I'm grateful for everybody he

1688
01:14:54,640 --> 01:14:57,639
Speaker 3: was involved, his mom, his sister, my mom, my dad,

1689
01:14:57,800 --> 01:15:01,160
Speaker 3: my grandmother, everybody who was there to see it happen.

1690
01:15:01,520 --> 01:15:06,080
Speaker 1: I'm glad that it happened like that. It was babbish.

1691
01:15:08,520 --> 01:15:10,160
Speaker 3: Yes, I had to get stitches, so I had my

1692
01:15:10,280 --> 01:15:12,240
Speaker 3: midwife there and she performed the surgery.

1693
01:15:12,320 --> 01:15:14,160
Speaker 1: So she gave me a couple of shots of lighta

1694
01:15:14,240 --> 01:15:18,639
Speaker 1: cane in my huh yeah she No, I wasn't floating,

1695
01:15:18,680 --> 01:15:20,200
Speaker 1: but she gave me the light of cane after I

1696
01:15:20,280 --> 01:15:22,160
Speaker 1: had the baby, so I wouldn't feel the stitches, but

1697
01:15:22,240 --> 01:15:26,120
Speaker 1: I could still feel like her like sewing. Oh, it was.

1698
01:15:27,280 --> 01:15:27,479
Speaker 1: It was.

1699
01:15:28,360 --> 01:15:31,040
Speaker 3: It was crazy though, it was I felt everything, like

1700
01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:33,439
Speaker 3: I'm telling you, even though she had to pay me

1701
01:15:33,439 --> 01:15:35,720
Speaker 3: as and shit that after the fact, it was so bad,

1702
01:15:35,920 --> 01:15:38,439
Speaker 3: like I feel all of that, but I just had

1703
01:15:38,479 --> 01:15:40,880
Speaker 3: my son and my man he cut the cord.

1704
01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:43,559
Speaker 1: I carried my son from the pool.

1705
01:15:43,720 --> 01:15:45,639
Speaker 3: I got out of the pool and I walked because

1706
01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:47,479
Speaker 3: I had him in the kitchen because it was like

1707
01:15:47,560 --> 01:15:48,160
Speaker 3: the open space.

1708
01:15:48,160 --> 01:15:48,720
Speaker 1: So I had him in the.

1709
01:15:48,760 --> 01:15:51,400
Speaker 3: Kitchen and I walked from the kitchen to my bedroom

1710
01:15:51,479 --> 01:15:53,840
Speaker 3: and I was it was blood just stripping all down

1711
01:15:53,880 --> 01:15:56,760
Speaker 3: my legs, onto the carpet and the floor, and it

1712
01:15:56,880 --> 01:15:59,400
Speaker 3: was everywhere. And I carried him and he was still

1713
01:15:59,439 --> 01:16:02,600
Speaker 3: attached to my biblical cord, and I felt that I

1714
01:16:02,800 --> 01:16:04,439
Speaker 3: just I don't know, it's different.

1715
01:16:04,640 --> 01:16:10,559
Speaker 1: It was different. It wasn't anything that president.

1716
01:16:10,600 --> 01:16:12,680
Speaker 3: And I laid down in the bed and my man

1717
01:16:12,840 --> 01:16:14,840
Speaker 3: was there, and he was crying and calling his friends,

1718
01:16:14,880 --> 01:16:16,840
Speaker 3: all his like bros, like all his homeboys. He was

1719
01:16:16,880 --> 01:16:19,639
Speaker 3: calling them and like wanting to share that experience with them.

1720
01:16:19,680 --> 01:16:21,240
Speaker 3: And at the time, I was really vulnerable, so I

1721
01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:23,120
Speaker 3: was thinking to my mom, and he called these niggas,

1722
01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:23,400
Speaker 3: I got my.

1723
01:16:23,520 --> 01:16:26,040
Speaker 1: Pennies, but he wanted to.

1724
01:16:26,160 --> 01:16:29,680
Speaker 3: He was excited and everybody was genuinely excited. And he

1725
01:16:29,880 --> 01:16:32,120
Speaker 3: cut the cord and he was able to hold my

1726
01:16:32,200 --> 01:16:34,320
Speaker 3: son while she was there like kind of stitching me up.

1727
01:16:34,400 --> 01:16:37,280
Speaker 1: And my son was just there, he was sleeping, and

1728
01:16:37,400 --> 01:16:38,559
Speaker 1: it was just so peaceful.

1729
01:16:39,439 --> 01:16:41,160
Speaker 3: I couldn't have had it any I couldn't have had

1730
01:16:41,200 --> 01:16:42,120
Speaker 3: it any any other way.

1731
01:16:43,320 --> 01:16:44,680
Speaker 2: Like a person, I was like, oh, I want to

1732
01:16:44,720 --> 01:16:48,920
Speaker 2: have a birth at home. Even after watching that in

1733
01:16:49,040 --> 01:16:49,479
Speaker 2: that moment, I.

1734
01:16:49,520 --> 01:16:50,160
Speaker 1: Was like you should.

1735
01:16:50,400 --> 01:16:50,559
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1736
01:16:50,600 --> 01:16:53,600
Speaker 1: I was like, I think you should know if you

1737
01:16:53,680 --> 01:16:54,200
Speaker 1: can get.

1738
01:17:01,720 --> 01:17:03,679
Speaker 2: The worst of the worst when it comes to sergery.

1739
01:17:03,960 --> 01:17:08,400
Speaker 1: Look, Barba, the baby should be nothing for me, so nothing.

1740
01:17:08,960 --> 01:17:19,320
Speaker 6: It's the big boy, the bed, the bed.

1741
01:17:19,840 --> 01:17:20,920
Speaker 1: Bad b e d B.

1742
01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:27,200
Speaker 2: I know you, Okay, So I will say this obviously

1743
01:17:27,280 --> 01:17:29,840
Speaker 2: this episode is going over hour. We got monally on

1744
01:17:29,880 --> 01:17:32,439
Speaker 2: the building. Let's say we've had to watch the whole thing.

1745
01:17:33,280 --> 01:17:36,519
Speaker 2: This has been a wonder Like I love you, I

1746
01:17:36,640 --> 01:17:39,559
Speaker 2: really do love you. Okay, So Drea, today on the bed,

1747
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:42,719
Speaker 2: I want to talk about this. I picked this topic

1748
01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:48,920
Speaker 2: specifically because because I don't necessarily have to deal with this,

1749
01:17:49,160 --> 01:17:51,720
Speaker 2: I feel like y'all to do. I feel like you

1750
01:17:51,840 --> 01:17:53,600
Speaker 2: have to deal with this because like me and you

1751
01:17:53,720 --> 01:17:58,880
Speaker 2: are like a tlc mm hmm. I'm getting we got

1752
01:17:59,520 --> 01:18:01,840
Speaker 2: cyning girl. Else well, no, no, no, I'll say it's

1753
01:18:01,880 --> 01:18:03,720
Speaker 2: not three of us. But I'm like the crazy one

1754
01:18:03,760 --> 01:18:06,479
Speaker 2: and Drea is a sexy one. I'm more like they

1755
01:18:06,640 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 2: left I and you're chili.

1756
01:18:08,920 --> 01:18:13,320
Speaker 1: I'm sexy. Yeah, you laying my voice. It's time you

1757
01:18:13,479 --> 01:18:18,200
Speaker 1: oun sexy. This is.

1758
01:18:20,560 --> 01:18:22,600
Speaker 2: Yeah okay, But I feel I want to ask for

1759
01:18:22,680 --> 01:18:24,840
Speaker 2: the bad topic today and with your image too.

1760
01:18:24,920 --> 01:18:26,879
Speaker 1: You're a rapper, Yeah you be talking.

1761
01:18:26,640 --> 01:18:30,400
Speaker 2: About it's good, thang good, keep the niggas coming back

1762
01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:33,439
Speaker 2: from old and Drea is like the sexy girl. Like,

1763
01:18:33,479 --> 01:18:34,920
Speaker 2: I don't have an image to live up to when

1764
01:18:34,920 --> 01:18:37,240
Speaker 2: it comes to this because everybody knows I'm stupid as fuck.

1765
01:18:37,240 --> 01:18:37,960
Speaker 4: I don't give fucked.

1766
01:18:38,160 --> 01:18:39,840
Speaker 2: I'd be like, sometimes the pussy may be good.

1767
01:18:39,720 --> 01:18:42,000
Speaker 1: Sometimes it may be bad. So I want to ask this.

1768
01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:43,680
Speaker 1: Do y'all feel like y'all have to live up.

1769
01:18:43,640 --> 01:18:48,360
Speaker 2: To an image of being attractive sexy women and people

1770
01:18:48,400 --> 01:18:49,880
Speaker 2: feel like, oh, I just know it's good.

1771
01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:50,479
Speaker 1: I know it's good.

1772
01:18:50,520 --> 01:18:52,360
Speaker 2: Do y'all feel like y'all have to feed into that

1773
01:18:52,439 --> 01:18:53,519
Speaker 2: when it comes to the bedroom.

1774
01:18:53,720 --> 01:18:58,120
Speaker 1: No, because I got a nigga. Yeah, but what I'm

1775
01:18:58,160 --> 01:19:02,560
Speaker 1: saying is talking girl. We've been like zating for like

1776
01:19:02,640 --> 01:19:07,040
Speaker 1: a year and a half your longer relationship. Yeah, but

1777
01:19:07,160 --> 01:19:09,840
Speaker 1: I ain't want to say, girl, I'm gonna put it

1778
01:19:09,880 --> 01:19:13,160
Speaker 1: on the flow. Listen, you got me here. If you

1779
01:19:13,200 --> 01:19:15,320
Speaker 1: want somebody, you should have got somebody else.

1780
01:19:17,439 --> 01:19:21,360
Speaker 2: I'm asking, like, I'm not like, not from a relationships perspective,

1781
01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:24,720
Speaker 2: because obviously, like you were in the spotlight before you

1782
01:19:24,800 --> 01:19:27,920
Speaker 2: got a relationship, So the expectations like because even you

1783
01:19:28,000 --> 01:19:31,120
Speaker 2: when I was first, you were single properly, Yeah, I

1784
01:19:31,240 --> 01:19:31,599
Speaker 2: was single.

1785
01:19:31,720 --> 01:19:32,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, you were single.

1786
01:19:32,760 --> 01:19:33,599
Speaker 4: So I sad.

1787
01:19:34,920 --> 01:19:37,960
Speaker 2: Even the fact that y'all are relationships. Nigga's gonna approach

1788
01:19:38,000 --> 01:19:39,960
Speaker 2: all some ship because they don't give a fuck about y'all.

1789
01:19:40,160 --> 01:19:41,200
Speaker 2: They don't give a fuck.

1790
01:19:41,479 --> 01:19:44,000
Speaker 1: I know that right now. They don't give a fuck.

1791
01:19:44,400 --> 01:19:47,120
Speaker 2: So I'm asking the like, do people approach y'all like,

1792
01:19:47,280 --> 01:19:48,160
Speaker 2: I want to see.

1793
01:19:48,080 --> 01:19:49,960
Speaker 1: If it's really what it's hitting for, because y'all be

1794
01:19:50,040 --> 01:19:50,439
Speaker 1: talking this.

1795
01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,719
Speaker 2: Hot ship And when y'all was single, did y'all feel

1796
01:19:53,720 --> 01:19:56,559
Speaker 2: like y'all had to meet that standard?

1797
01:19:57,600 --> 01:20:02,639
Speaker 1: Mm? Yeah, I think yeah.

1798
01:20:02,800 --> 01:20:05,200
Speaker 3: I think when you get into a relationship, niggas get

1799
01:20:05,400 --> 01:20:08,880
Speaker 3: even weirder because now it's not even about me, it's

1800
01:20:08,880 --> 01:20:10,560
Speaker 3: about some personal thing that you got going on.

1801
01:20:10,800 --> 01:20:12,920
Speaker 1: My nigga, and so now you feel like you got it.

1802
01:20:12,960 --> 01:20:15,519
Speaker 3: It's the same thing like when niggas getting relationships should

1803
01:20:15,520 --> 01:20:17,400
Speaker 3: be feeling like they want.

1804
01:20:17,280 --> 01:20:18,560
Speaker 1: To see what it's him for.

1805
01:20:18,680 --> 01:20:20,320
Speaker 3: They see you doing all the shit that you do

1806
01:20:20,400 --> 01:20:23,280
Speaker 3: for your girl or that they see niggas doing for

1807
01:20:23,360 --> 01:20:25,240
Speaker 3: the girls, and now they want to feel.

1808
01:20:25,080 --> 01:20:27,040
Speaker 1: Like, Okay, I want a piece of that, right, a

1809
01:20:27,040 --> 01:20:27,600
Speaker 1: little bit of that.

1810
01:20:28,320 --> 01:20:30,479
Speaker 3: And they come in and they try to infiltrate in,

1811
01:20:31,560 --> 01:20:33,640
Speaker 3: you know, and the nigga let them because it's not

1812
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:36,000
Speaker 3: it's not on them, It's on that nigga, right because

1813
01:20:36,120 --> 01:20:38,040
Speaker 3: the bitch ill had a loyalty to that girl. She

1814
01:20:38,160 --> 01:20:40,720
Speaker 3: got loyalty to that nigga and vice versa, and he

1815
01:20:40,760 --> 01:20:43,200
Speaker 3: should be respecting her. And niggas don't always be on

1816
01:20:43,240 --> 01:20:44,600
Speaker 3: the same type of time. But that's why I be

1817
01:20:44,680 --> 01:20:48,000
Speaker 3: telling my nigga all right if you want to.

1818
01:20:48,240 --> 01:20:50,400
Speaker 2: But did you feel like whenever you met him, because

1819
01:20:50,760 --> 01:20:55,000
Speaker 2: at the time he was you know, he was a

1820
01:20:55,040 --> 01:20:57,760
Speaker 2: big people knew him more than you he was doing. Yes, yeah,

1821
01:20:58,520 --> 01:21:02,240
Speaker 2: this is no disinspent, No, that's though, but yeah, that's right.

1822
01:21:03,000 --> 01:21:04,760
Speaker 2: So did you feel like, oh, I got to step

1823
01:21:04,840 --> 01:21:07,320
Speaker 2: my ship up, I gotta know because I already came.

1824
01:21:07,760 --> 01:21:10,040
Speaker 3: I came in a picture like I was, like I said,

1825
01:21:10,080 --> 01:21:13,160
Speaker 3: I dropped my nuts from day one, like you're gonna

1826
01:21:13,200 --> 01:21:14,800
Speaker 3: know the type of person that I am, and you

1827
01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:17,200
Speaker 3: either fuck with it or you don't. There's no in between.

1828
01:21:17,280 --> 01:21:20,160
Speaker 3: You either accept it or you don't. And I think

1829
01:21:20,240 --> 01:21:22,560
Speaker 3: initially he was very slow to come around, like I

1830
01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:24,760
Speaker 3: was really like I.

1831
01:21:24,920 --> 01:21:27,040
Speaker 1: Was just stiff, like it would just be. It was,

1832
01:21:27,080 --> 01:21:29,400
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell this story. He's gonna be pissed off.

1833
01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:34,639
Speaker 1: I think this is funny. So and my my road

1834
01:21:34,720 --> 01:21:36,400
Speaker 1: manager is here. His name is Sounave and he can

1835
01:21:36,479 --> 01:21:44,519
Speaker 1: assest this. So the nigga hang because he know put

1836
01:21:44,640 --> 01:21:44,960
Speaker 1: him out.

1837
01:21:45,320 --> 01:21:46,479
Speaker 4: So the nigga.

1838
01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:48,920
Speaker 3: So we was at we was at his spot, chilling.

1839
01:21:49,000 --> 01:21:50,720
Speaker 3: So I had my own little town home. This's my

1840
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:56,439
Speaker 3: first spot. So I'm yes, I'm like, okay, I'm my

1841
01:21:56,520 --> 01:21:59,840
Speaker 3: three story townhome. I'm not I'm nineteen. I'm that girl, right.

1842
01:22:00,320 --> 01:22:02,439
Speaker 3: I feel like that I'm like on top of the world.

1843
01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:04,479
Speaker 3: And he had he had just moved to Houston, so

1844
01:22:04,640 --> 01:22:06,920
Speaker 3: he had his own spot. I was kind of coming

1845
01:22:07,000 --> 01:22:09,080
Speaker 3: over every once in a while visiting. I was fucking

1846
01:22:09,200 --> 01:22:11,280
Speaker 3: him for a little bit. Not fucking him. It was

1847
01:22:11,360 --> 01:22:12,800
Speaker 3: kind of like on and off in the first couple

1848
01:22:12,800 --> 01:22:15,960
Speaker 3: of months. I went over there and he fell asleep.

1849
01:22:17,120 --> 01:22:19,519
Speaker 3: He had fell asleep, and I wanted I wanted to.

1850
01:22:21,200 --> 01:22:25,320
Speaker 3: I wanted to, but he fell asleep, and I was pissed.

1851
01:22:25,560 --> 01:22:27,080
Speaker 3: I'm talking about was looking at him and he was

1852
01:22:27,120 --> 01:22:27,960
Speaker 3: snoring sleep too.

1853
01:22:28,040 --> 01:22:30,800
Speaker 1: That w'ud be the worst good because you know that preparation.

1854
01:22:31,040 --> 01:22:33,160
Speaker 1: You know that preparation process. You get in the.

1855
01:22:33,240 --> 01:22:37,000
Speaker 3: Shower, you shave body soaping, the boom oil and in

1856
01:22:37,240 --> 01:22:38,439
Speaker 3: perfume like I did all.

1857
01:22:38,360 --> 01:22:41,200
Speaker 1: That extra shave, all types of extra. I come over

1858
01:22:41,280 --> 01:22:42,920
Speaker 1: you when we ain't for the fun. I thought that

1859
01:22:43,080 --> 01:22:43,799
Speaker 1: was weird.

1860
01:22:46,120 --> 01:22:47,840
Speaker 3: So he fell asleep and I'm like, all right, bet

1861
01:22:48,000 --> 01:22:50,280
Speaker 3: like I waited an hour. I tried to wake him up.

1862
01:22:50,360 --> 01:22:52,280
Speaker 3: He was dead, sleep like, he was out of it,

1863
01:22:52,640 --> 01:22:55,400
Speaker 3: and I said, I'm going for the lead, so moen

1864
01:22:55,439 --> 01:22:55,880
Speaker 3: I left.

1865
01:22:56,320 --> 01:22:56,599
Speaker 1: I went.

1866
01:22:56,720 --> 01:22:59,200
Speaker 3: I went back to my town home, like probably three

1867
01:22:59,240 --> 01:23:01,960
Speaker 3: in the morning. A couple hours later, about six in

1868
01:23:02,040 --> 01:23:05,439
Speaker 3: the morning, he was blowing my ship down. I was

1869
01:23:05,520 --> 01:23:07,640
Speaker 3: sleep though he was blowing my ship. He called me

1870
01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:11,519
Speaker 3: twenty thirty times, no cap, twenty thirty times. He had

1871
01:23:11,600 --> 01:23:13,240
Speaker 3: pulled Donovan's contensities.

1872
01:23:13,479 --> 01:23:14,840
Speaker 1: He had pulled up to my ship.

1873
01:23:14,880 --> 01:23:16,080
Speaker 4: He was beating on my dog.

1874
01:23:17,040 --> 01:23:19,439
Speaker 1: I was sleep. He was calling Donovan like, where is

1875
01:23:19,520 --> 01:23:22,280
Speaker 1: Leo at Da Da Da? Donovan like, oh, I see

1876
01:23:22,320 --> 01:23:24,559
Speaker 1: her location. She's at home, but I don't know exactly

1877
01:23:24,640 --> 01:23:27,280
Speaker 1: where she's like you say, she had look like god

1878
01:23:27,400 --> 01:23:28,759
Speaker 1: damn Donovan.

1879
01:23:29,479 --> 01:23:31,880
Speaker 3: Donovan got put in it. I hated I fucked up,

1880
01:23:31,880 --> 01:23:33,040
Speaker 3: but that he got put in the middle of it.

1881
01:23:33,320 --> 01:23:35,160
Speaker 3: But my nigga was beating on my ship.

1882
01:23:35,240 --> 01:23:37,320
Speaker 1: So finally I woke up and I got up and

1883
01:23:37,400 --> 01:23:39,320
Speaker 1: I hear him, So I walked downstairs.

1884
01:23:39,400 --> 01:23:41,800
Speaker 3: I opened the door and he there were his cousin.

1885
01:23:41,880 --> 01:23:43,920
Speaker 3: His cousin there trying to pick the lot with a

1886
01:23:43,960 --> 01:23:49,479
Speaker 3: credit card. He had then already jumped over crazy love it.

1887
01:23:49,600 --> 01:23:52,000
Speaker 3: He jumped my gay because he wanted to make sure

1888
01:23:52,040 --> 01:23:54,240
Speaker 3: I was okay. That was he didn't even know I

1889
01:23:54,400 --> 01:23:56,400
Speaker 3: was fucked up with him for not for us not

1890
01:23:56,520 --> 01:23:58,400
Speaker 3: having sex. I'm sure if he knew that, he would

1891
01:23:58,400 --> 01:24:00,280
Speaker 3: be like, really, that's why you left my shoh And

1892
01:24:00,360 --> 01:24:02,759
Speaker 3: he was like dead ass concern. But he had jumped

1893
01:24:02,760 --> 01:24:04,680
Speaker 3: my gay. He was beating on my back door. Came

1894
01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:06,479
Speaker 3: to my front door. His cousin was there trying to

1895
01:24:06,560 --> 01:24:07,120
Speaker 3: pick the lock.

1896
01:24:07,640 --> 01:24:09,280
Speaker 1: I opened the door in the middle of his cousin

1897
01:24:09,320 --> 01:24:10,840
Speaker 1: picking the lock. I said, what the fuck?

1898
01:24:11,640 --> 01:24:13,240
Speaker 3: And he was like, where the fuck you been at.

1899
01:24:13,720 --> 01:24:16,360
Speaker 3: I was like, I was sleeping. He said, man, all right,

1900
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:20,400
Speaker 3: turn around, got in the car, pulled off. I was like, damn,

1901
01:24:20,479 --> 01:24:23,040
Speaker 3: maybe I fucked up. Maybe I owed. That's what I knew, Like,

1902
01:24:23,720 --> 01:24:25,800
Speaker 3: this is not the type of nigga. That's not the

1903
01:24:25,880 --> 01:24:27,679
Speaker 3: nigga I could play with, Like I could have played

1904
01:24:27,680 --> 01:24:29,680
Speaker 3: with other niggas, but maybe not him because he was

1905
01:24:29,880 --> 01:24:30,360
Speaker 3: dead at.

1906
01:24:32,479 --> 01:24:34,160
Speaker 2: To like be a certain way in the bedroom.

1907
01:24:34,200 --> 01:24:37,200
Speaker 1: Though never I never, I mean no, because I'm me

1908
01:24:37,280 --> 01:24:39,120
Speaker 1: and I know what my ship hitting for it, you know,

1909
01:24:39,240 --> 01:24:42,040
Speaker 1: and when you when you keep up, I'm gonna just

1910
01:24:42,080 --> 01:24:43,720
Speaker 1: say this, man, That's all I would say.

1911
01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:45,920
Speaker 3: When you keep up with your ship and you know

1912
01:24:46,120 --> 01:24:47,800
Speaker 3: like what's going on with your ship, and you have

1913
01:24:48,000 --> 01:24:50,679
Speaker 3: had prior experiences when niggas be like ready to jump

1914
01:24:50,720 --> 01:24:53,479
Speaker 3: off a bridge by you, you already know like, okay,

1915
01:24:53,600 --> 01:24:55,000
Speaker 3: this is not the regular ship.

1916
01:24:56,920 --> 01:24:58,640
Speaker 2: And a nigga coming to beat on my door and

1917
01:24:58,720 --> 01:24:59,799
Speaker 2: jumping my game and trying.

1918
01:24:59,600 --> 01:25:02,080
Speaker 1: To pick my lock is like okay, I already know

1919
01:25:02,200 --> 01:25:02,599
Speaker 1: my ship.

1920
01:25:02,720 --> 01:25:05,160
Speaker 2: Sometimes you didn't do, so you like, oh this ship

1921
01:25:05,240 --> 01:25:05,679
Speaker 2: hit different.

1922
01:25:05,720 --> 01:25:05,960
Speaker 1: Okay.

1923
01:25:06,320 --> 01:25:08,680
Speaker 3: I've seen be King when he came on, y'all pot

1924
01:25:09,240 --> 01:25:11,320
Speaker 3: he was saying, Oh, niggas don'na be crazy about good

1925
01:25:12,080 --> 01:25:13,360
Speaker 3: crazy about good head?

1926
01:25:13,720 --> 01:25:14,240
Speaker 1: Is that true?

1927
01:25:14,360 --> 01:25:16,439
Speaker 2: You feel like I think the older you get, your

1928
01:25:16,600 --> 01:25:19,840
Speaker 2: nigga's prioritized head. I do feel that way because it

1929
01:25:20,120 --> 01:25:20,639
Speaker 2: is an art.

1930
01:25:21,000 --> 01:25:22,640
Speaker 1: It's because you like.

1931
01:25:22,880 --> 01:25:24,439
Speaker 2: This is the thing about Kuchie. This is the thing

1932
01:25:24,479 --> 01:25:28,280
Speaker 2: about Couchie. Listen about personal opinion you had have you

1933
01:25:28,320 --> 01:25:29,160
Speaker 2: had Couci before.

1934
01:25:32,080 --> 01:25:33,280
Speaker 1: It was a long time ago.

1935
01:25:33,360 --> 01:25:34,479
Speaker 4: And I don't like girls.

1936
01:25:34,600 --> 01:25:34,920
Speaker 1: I don't.

1937
01:25:35,040 --> 01:25:36,320
Speaker 2: It was one time experience.

1938
01:25:36,400 --> 01:25:37,120
Speaker 1: I don't like she did.

1939
01:25:37,880 --> 01:25:41,760
Speaker 2: But what I say is, okay, I know it.

1940
01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:42,599
Speaker 1: Was White Guccie.

1941
01:25:43,760 --> 01:25:44,080
Speaker 2: My bad.

1942
01:25:45,320 --> 01:25:45,719
Speaker 1: I'm sorry.

1943
01:25:48,280 --> 01:25:49,920
Speaker 2: I could have told you that she had.

1944
01:25:49,840 --> 01:25:51,320
Speaker 1: Friend you secret.

1945
01:25:54,479 --> 01:25:56,719
Speaker 2: Look, don't look right now. Let a couple of them.

1946
01:25:58,160 --> 01:26:03,960
Speaker 1: What man? But I should know every time on the episode.

1947
01:26:05,280 --> 01:26:07,280
Speaker 2: White Okay, I.

1948
01:26:09,040 --> 01:26:11,400
Speaker 1: Was very I was young. It was a spearman.

1949
01:26:12,439 --> 01:26:14,880
Speaker 2: But I will say this, I think trying she is

1950
01:26:15,760 --> 01:26:18,519
Speaker 2: Couchie is either one she is. There's a difference between

1951
01:26:19,080 --> 01:26:21,400
Speaker 2: good coaches and good sick.

1952
01:26:21,280 --> 01:26:25,320
Speaker 1: Because everybody feels like they got good. What qualifies as good?

1953
01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:29,519
Speaker 1: I feel like like, is it like? Are you a squirter?

1954
01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:30,439
Speaker 2: Are you a creamer?

1955
01:26:30,600 --> 01:26:31,120
Speaker 1: Is it wet?

1956
01:26:31,479 --> 01:26:31,680
Speaker 2: Is it.

1957
01:26:35,320 --> 01:26:38,240
Speaker 1: Right? Because no, yes it is.

1958
01:26:38,360 --> 01:26:40,880
Speaker 4: No, it's not always right.

1959
01:26:41,439 --> 01:26:44,240
Speaker 2: You don't have some loose and you couldn't not loose.

1960
01:26:44,720 --> 01:26:46,080
Speaker 1: You look goosey.

1961
01:26:46,960 --> 01:26:49,839
Speaker 2: But that's the thing though, If you have a loosey goosey,

1962
01:26:50,160 --> 01:26:51,080
Speaker 2: you can't help it.

1963
01:26:51,360 --> 01:26:52,240
Speaker 1: It's genetics.

1964
01:26:53,400 --> 01:26:56,880
Speaker 2: It's not always every That's what I'm saying. Look, everybody,

1965
01:26:57,479 --> 01:27:01,000
Speaker 2: I mean, it's not always. It's not it's not type.

1966
01:27:01,040 --> 01:27:04,040
Speaker 2: But I don't feel like you can't help what your

1967
01:27:04,120 --> 01:27:07,600
Speaker 2: koochie brings to the table. It's genetics. I've learned that you.

1968
01:27:09,520 --> 01:27:12,960
Speaker 1: Mama gave it up on my mama.

1969
01:27:13,200 --> 01:27:16,760
Speaker 2: You're not granting. We learned that squirting and.

1970
01:27:18,439 --> 01:27:18,960
Speaker 4: I know that she.

1971
01:27:21,160 --> 01:27:25,320
Speaker 2: We say all squirting is hereditary. We say that because

1972
01:27:25,360 --> 01:27:26,920
Speaker 2: we learned that from a sex expert.

1973
01:27:27,000 --> 01:27:29,479
Speaker 1: It's literally her. Did you ask your mama she was squirted?

1974
01:27:29,640 --> 01:27:32,280
Speaker 2: I know that, Mama. When I know she squirted, I

1975
01:27:32,360 --> 01:27:33,680
Speaker 2: know my mama had that good good.

1976
01:27:34,280 --> 01:27:35,639
Speaker 4: I know my asked my mama.

1977
01:27:35,720 --> 01:27:37,760
Speaker 2: My grandma was a wild girl. Ma.

1978
01:27:37,840 --> 01:27:40,400
Speaker 1: Mama got this tramp stamp and she got no. You know,

1979
01:27:40,479 --> 01:27:43,600
Speaker 1: I'm mama. Don't please, don't be sucked up with me.

1980
01:27:43,640 --> 01:27:45,479
Speaker 1: I actually got to tell about it. You was that bitch.

1981
01:27:45,720 --> 01:27:49,240
Speaker 3: My mama got a butterfly tattoo on her assos on

1982
01:27:49,360 --> 01:27:51,760
Speaker 3: both cheese she had for something.

1983
01:27:52,120 --> 01:27:52,760
Speaker 2: I know that she.

1984
01:27:57,720 --> 01:27:59,800
Speaker 1: But I'm good Coochie is good coach.

1985
01:27:59,800 --> 01:28:02,360
Speaker 2: You ain't changed how your couchie feel. But good head

1986
01:28:02,479 --> 01:28:06,280
Speaker 2: is an art. Good head you get and you get older,

1987
01:28:06,360 --> 01:28:09,800
Speaker 2: you learn how to niggas love you when you know

1988
01:28:09,920 --> 01:28:10,479
Speaker 2: what you're doing.

1989
01:28:10,600 --> 01:28:11,280
Speaker 1: What's the tricks?

1990
01:28:11,439 --> 01:28:13,360
Speaker 2: Let's talk about the king said that. He said it's

1991
01:28:13,360 --> 01:28:14,240
Speaker 2: all about the hands.

1992
01:28:14,320 --> 01:28:15,400
Speaker 1: But you know it's crazy.

1993
01:28:15,439 --> 01:28:18,320
Speaker 2: When he said that, I was like, oh, I remember

1994
01:28:18,360 --> 01:28:20,679
Speaker 2: an instance when I was like doing that with my nigga.

1995
01:28:20,720 --> 01:28:22,439
Speaker 2: He was like, oh, switch hands, baby, do this.

1996
01:28:22,479 --> 01:28:23,160
Speaker 1: With your hands.

1997
01:28:23,439 --> 01:28:25,760
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, it is in the hand. And

1998
01:28:25,840 --> 01:28:28,080
Speaker 2: then it's like you gotta have that moth and it's

1999
01:28:28,160 --> 01:28:31,160
Speaker 2: the mouth, it's the spit. That head is important to

2000
01:28:31,479 --> 01:28:32,320
Speaker 2: because sometimes you.

2001
01:28:32,360 --> 01:28:34,240
Speaker 1: Know what, maybe I don't want it. I saw the

2002
01:28:34,320 --> 01:28:37,240
Speaker 1: suction to though I believe not too much.

2003
01:28:37,520 --> 01:28:43,720
Speaker 2: You gotta do moomination, but I said it. Sometimes I

2004
01:28:43,760 --> 01:28:45,640
Speaker 2: don't feel like but I'll give a little head so

2005
01:28:45,680 --> 01:28:47,120
Speaker 2: I can go to sleep because I know that's what's

2006
01:28:47,160 --> 01:28:50,200
Speaker 2: gonna man, he can't these niggas.

2007
01:28:50,800 --> 01:28:52,400
Speaker 3: So do you feel like niggas be lying because I

2008
01:28:52,400 --> 01:28:54,439
Speaker 3: feel like niggas be saying I never know that I've.

2009
01:28:54,360 --> 01:28:59,599
Speaker 1: Had just baby lying started.

2010
01:29:00,040 --> 01:29:03,040
Speaker 2: I don't say because don't want to see how hard

2011
01:29:03,160 --> 01:29:07,000
Speaker 2: you want to crazy nigga say he never knowed off

2012
01:29:07,040 --> 01:29:09,640
Speaker 2: here he's lying. He's like he's trying to see how

2013
01:29:09,720 --> 01:29:12,439
Speaker 2: hard you Because women, we always feel like we have

2014
01:29:12,560 --> 01:29:14,280
Speaker 2: something to prove when it comes to sex.

2015
01:29:14,400 --> 01:29:19,360
Speaker 1: Always this up for us. We need more pillow prices.

2016
01:29:19,760 --> 01:29:24,000
Speaker 1: Just lay down coming to I'm.

2017
01:29:25,560 --> 01:29:28,639
Speaker 2: Laying down like I do. I don't do that no more.

2018
01:29:29,120 --> 01:29:29,840
Speaker 4: I do that now.

2019
01:29:32,840 --> 01:29:34,639
Speaker 3: But I feel like I always got to do fun

2020
01:29:34,680 --> 01:29:37,000
Speaker 3: ship with my nigga, like today we had six in

2021
01:29:37,080 --> 01:29:37,800
Speaker 3: the sauna.

2022
01:29:38,000 --> 01:29:40,160
Speaker 1: Today before you got here.

2023
01:29:41,920 --> 01:29:45,840
Speaker 2: Earlier. But what I'm saying is, and I'm not going

2024
01:29:45,880 --> 01:29:47,120
Speaker 2: to say with what's I go to.

2025
01:29:52,280 --> 01:29:53,120
Speaker 1: A year and a half in.

2026
01:29:53,280 --> 01:29:56,680
Speaker 2: That's still that's still lemary. But I be feeling like

2027
01:29:56,760 --> 01:29:59,800
Speaker 2: I gotta do ship to like be like ya he

2028
01:30:00,880 --> 01:30:04,080
Speaker 2: like I feel early like what he means sexually or

2029
01:30:04,160 --> 01:30:04,439
Speaker 2: do he.

2030
01:30:04,520 --> 01:30:06,840
Speaker 1: Be doing sh do he do he be doing ship.

2031
01:30:06,960 --> 01:30:07,280
Speaker 1: I don't know.

2032
01:30:07,520 --> 01:30:09,759
Speaker 2: Do he be doing be specific?

2033
01:30:09,960 --> 01:30:15,120
Speaker 1: Do that nigga be eating your ass's do he be

2034
01:30:15,240 --> 01:30:19,960
Speaker 1: sucking to then he do he take it? There he do?

2035
01:30:22,120 --> 01:30:27,360
Speaker 1: Oh God, It's like, okay, I.

2036
01:30:30,280 --> 01:30:35,120
Speaker 2: Swear to love that for you. And that's what matters

2037
01:30:35,160 --> 01:30:38,160
Speaker 2: because he matches your energy. If I feel like I'm

2038
01:30:38,200 --> 01:30:40,200
Speaker 2: doing all the work, I'm going to be a pillow princess.

2039
01:30:41,000 --> 01:30:42,880
Speaker 2: I'm not working out for a niggash ain't working out

2040
01:30:42,920 --> 01:30:45,600
Speaker 2: for me? Shut up to when you really that in

2041
01:30:45,720 --> 01:30:47,560
Speaker 2: tune when niggas didn't you start for That's what I

2042
01:30:47,680 --> 01:30:49,600
Speaker 2: was about to say, because you was like, do we

2043
01:30:49,720 --> 01:30:53,599
Speaker 2: feel like because of like image? I guess you feel

2044
01:30:53,680 --> 01:30:54,599
Speaker 2: like I have a six game.

2045
01:30:55,439 --> 01:30:59,160
Speaker 1: You know you have that talk about how fine you all.

2046
01:31:00,960 --> 01:31:02,920
Speaker 2: Talking about how fine she is all that you know,

2047
01:31:03,080 --> 01:31:06,880
Speaker 2: she got a sexy and then boobs moves is booming. Yeah,

2048
01:31:07,120 --> 01:31:10,200
Speaker 2: you're talking about how fine every you. And the thing

2049
01:31:10,360 --> 01:31:12,400
Speaker 2: is when girls talk about how fine they is and

2050
01:31:12,479 --> 01:31:14,640
Speaker 2: you can't deny it, like some your girls to be

2051
01:31:14,680 --> 01:31:16,920
Speaker 2: talking about like I'm fine, I'm fine, beat you not fine?

2052
01:31:17,360 --> 01:31:20,120
Speaker 2: The drag can say she's fine all day. Okay, No,

2053
01:31:20,800 --> 01:31:23,679
Speaker 2: we just talked about that because y'all be faced. Okay,

2054
01:31:23,840 --> 01:31:27,320
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, y'all bet Okay, it's a lot of caps,

2055
01:31:27,920 --> 01:31:29,559
Speaker 2: because what do we all say we walked.

2056
01:31:29,320 --> 01:31:33,280
Speaker 3: In this room, they with the face tone sometimes we said,

2057
01:31:33,280 --> 01:31:35,120
Speaker 3: I said, I said, so let me say, I said,

2058
01:31:35,200 --> 01:31:38,160
Speaker 3: y'all are beautiful in real life and you're you know what.

2059
01:31:38,280 --> 01:31:38,719
Speaker 1: The same?

2060
01:31:39,120 --> 01:31:42,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, you literally look like your Instagram it's giving the

2061
01:31:42,479 --> 01:31:49,200
Speaker 2: same made everything eating people still safely.

2062
01:31:49,479 --> 01:31:49,960
Speaker 4: I'm old.

2063
01:31:51,080 --> 01:31:52,880
Speaker 1: They don't say that.

2064
01:31:54,439 --> 01:31:54,680
Speaker 2: Right now.

2065
01:31:54,760 --> 01:31:58,559
Speaker 1: They ain't saying that anything else. Point what they say,

2066
01:31:59,120 --> 01:31:59,960
Speaker 1: your ship look good?

2067
01:32:00,320 --> 01:32:07,880
Speaker 2: Like five f y e, y'all will talking about this

2068
01:32:07,880 --> 01:32:11,439
Speaker 2: ship on flee if I don't have we just on

2069
01:32:11,600 --> 01:32:13,840
Speaker 2: again talking about my own girl.

2070
01:32:14,040 --> 01:32:18,880
Speaker 1: Please, why would you say that? Would you say that? No,

2071
01:32:19,400 --> 01:32:23,599
Speaker 1: Mama leo, Okay, I can tell Mama.

2072
01:32:23,880 --> 01:32:24,599
Speaker 4: I can tell.

2073
01:32:27,640 --> 01:32:30,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's fine, it's fine.

2074
01:32:30,200 --> 01:32:31,040
Speaker 2: Your hair fine?

2075
01:32:32,720 --> 01:32:35,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, love that Okay, okay, okay, I love it. I

2076
01:32:35,960 --> 01:32:40,640
Speaker 1: loved it. Into the bop the bout Hey, can we

2077
01:32:40,680 --> 01:32:45,639
Speaker 1: take last month? Let's let's shot know another one? Thanks?

2078
01:32:47,760 --> 01:32:50,840
Speaker 2: Okay, This week, y'all know, we always like to give

2079
01:32:50,840 --> 01:32:51,479
Speaker 2: our box to the week.

2080
01:32:51,600 --> 01:32:52,719
Speaker 1: So you know what's crazy.

2081
01:32:53,160 --> 01:32:55,000
Speaker 2: I've been listening to this man, but I don't know

2082
01:32:55,080 --> 01:32:56,840
Speaker 2: why when I was listening to this album, this is

2083
01:32:56,880 --> 01:32:58,599
Speaker 2: a song I skipped past. You know how you listen

2084
01:32:58,600 --> 01:33:03,640
Speaker 2: to the album you skip and then this song is

2085
01:33:03,680 --> 01:33:07,000
Speaker 2: two years old. It's about Leon Bridges. It's called Don't Worry.

2086
01:33:07,160 --> 01:33:10,639
Speaker 1: Oh I love Leon Bridge A hold on, I love

2087
01:33:10,840 --> 01:33:11,639
Speaker 1: Leon Bridges.

2088
01:33:11,760 --> 01:33:13,000
Speaker 4: Okay, so you love him?

2089
01:33:13,160 --> 01:33:14,640
Speaker 2: You in your R and B bad, I'm in my

2090
01:33:14,760 --> 01:33:15,360
Speaker 2: R and B bag?

2091
01:33:15,479 --> 01:33:16,160
Speaker 1: What okay?

2092
01:33:16,320 --> 01:33:17,800
Speaker 2: So I'm about to put you on some ship real

2093
01:33:17,880 --> 01:33:21,080
Speaker 2: quick after I talk about Leon Bridges. Leon Bridges is

2094
01:33:21,160 --> 01:33:24,680
Speaker 2: so fucking talented. He's so fired because it's giving like

2095
01:33:24,880 --> 01:33:27,240
Speaker 2: R and B with a mix of jazz and this

2096
01:33:27,400 --> 01:33:30,960
Speaker 2: song he features a girl named Ink. And when I

2097
01:33:31,040 --> 01:33:33,080
Speaker 2: tell you her voice is different and I know you sing,

2098
01:33:34,120 --> 01:33:36,439
Speaker 2: so you know when like somebody sings and it's a

2099
01:33:36,479 --> 01:33:39,080
Speaker 2: difference between like singing and like singing.

2100
01:33:39,360 --> 01:33:41,519
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you can feel how she felt.

2101
01:33:41,600 --> 01:33:44,800
Speaker 2: Like if you're a soul, you can energy different one

2102
01:33:44,880 --> 01:33:47,280
Speaker 2: in this song because it's basically a song about like

2103
01:33:47,400 --> 01:33:50,360
Speaker 2: two people who were in love and they've both moved on,

2104
01:33:50,520 --> 01:33:52,000
Speaker 2: but they know they really want each other.

2105
01:33:52,200 --> 01:33:52,320
Speaker 4: Right.

2106
01:33:52,600 --> 01:33:57,280
Speaker 2: Oh, it's such a good song. Yeah, Leon bridges've him?

2107
01:33:57,720 --> 01:34:00,640
Speaker 2: Now have you heard of King and Dixon? No, he

2108
01:34:00,920 --> 01:34:03,080
Speaker 2: is an R and B singer. He's new and when

2109
01:34:03,080 --> 01:34:06,120
Speaker 2: I tell you what he does is he's samples. Artists

2110
01:34:06,560 --> 01:34:09,800
Speaker 2: like samples like to I'm gonna I'm gonna send his

2111
01:34:10,000 --> 01:34:12,080
Speaker 2: music to you. He's so good because I know you

2112
01:34:12,120 --> 01:34:15,200
Speaker 2: can actually sing, and I think that you can actually

2113
01:34:15,240 --> 01:34:17,320
Speaker 2: do an R and B album, And I would love

2114
01:34:17,400 --> 01:34:18,400
Speaker 2: for y'all to work together.

2115
01:34:18,520 --> 01:34:20,320
Speaker 1: Would you listen to my ship if I did what

2116
01:34:22,120 --> 01:34:24,760
Speaker 1: you had that song with What's the Girl?

2117
01:34:25,240 --> 01:34:28,840
Speaker 2: I'm just when you were singing the song about God

2118
01:34:28,960 --> 01:34:29,400
Speaker 2: is a Woman?

2119
01:34:31,840 --> 01:34:32,280
Speaker 1: I love.

2120
01:34:33,840 --> 01:34:39,200
Speaker 2: When you you, I was like, we was just in

2121
01:34:39,400 --> 01:34:39,519
Speaker 2: l a.

2122
01:34:40,360 --> 01:34:44,599
Speaker 1: Yeah you can sing, Yeah you really can sing?

2123
01:34:45,240 --> 01:34:45,439
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2124
01:34:45,920 --> 01:34:48,400
Speaker 1: Do you like? Let me ask you? Singing more than

2125
01:34:49,000 --> 01:34:49,200
Speaker 1: I do.

2126
01:34:49,400 --> 01:34:51,000
Speaker 3: I grew up in church and I grew up playing

2127
01:34:51,000 --> 01:34:52,840
Speaker 3: a piano on the flute, so I always love like

2128
01:34:52,920 --> 01:34:54,840
Speaker 3: a melodic excited.

2129
01:34:59,280 --> 01:35:02,080
Speaker 1: I used to the flute. Shut up? Why do you

2130
01:35:02,160 --> 01:35:06,000
Speaker 1: pick the flute? When I picked the flue? And when.

2131
01:35:11,080 --> 01:35:17,240
Speaker 2: A man man the song from Houston, Big oh my,

2132
01:35:17,920 --> 01:35:19,080
Speaker 2: that was like the first song.

2133
01:35:20,160 --> 01:35:22,200
Speaker 1: I know you got a video of it? Can I see?

2134
01:35:23,000 --> 01:35:24,400
Speaker 2: I can find it? I can ask my mom.

2135
01:35:24,640 --> 01:35:28,400
Speaker 1: She definitely video. I don't know, but yes, that was

2136
01:35:28,479 --> 01:35:32,800
Speaker 1: my moob like I just like I always like music, instruments, melodies.

2137
01:35:32,880 --> 01:35:34,800
Speaker 1: That was my whole thing. So I grew up singing.

2138
01:35:34,880 --> 01:35:37,439
Speaker 1: So yes, I love to sing. I'm gonna put I

2139
01:35:37,439 --> 01:35:39,719
Speaker 1: think I can do some work together. Please put us together.

2140
01:35:39,840 --> 01:35:43,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, and you and you you give me like very

2141
01:35:44,160 --> 01:35:46,200
Speaker 3: I don't know. This is a woman that you're exuding

2142
01:35:46,280 --> 01:35:46,599
Speaker 3: right now.

2143
01:35:46,720 --> 01:35:51,839
Speaker 1: I love it, and I just trust your opinion music taste.

2144
01:35:52,120 --> 01:35:55,880
Speaker 2: This is what I'm here. I can't my music tastes

2145
01:35:55,880 --> 01:35:59,400
Speaker 2: a little different. Like No, I'm gonna be an a

2146
01:35:59,520 --> 01:36:03,439
Speaker 2: R now. I'm gonna say this though, because you know,

2147
01:36:03,520 --> 01:36:08,080
Speaker 2: how did he? People asking what did he does? I'm

2148
01:36:08,120 --> 01:36:12,960
Speaker 2: gonna do an album, bro, whenever we triple dog, I'm

2149
01:36:12,960 --> 01:36:15,120
Speaker 2: gonna do an album. Do it because I know I

2150
01:36:15,439 --> 01:36:17,960
Speaker 2: feel I dare you to do it. Don't be just

2151
01:36:18,040 --> 01:36:23,320
Speaker 2: talking about it on this podcast. Okay, So what's your

2152
01:36:23,320 --> 01:36:23,840
Speaker 2: bapa the week?

2153
01:36:23,880 --> 01:36:28,120
Speaker 1: What's your my bop of the week? The week? It

2154
01:36:28,240 --> 01:36:32,000
Speaker 1: my bop of the week. Let me see what listening to?

2155
01:36:32,520 --> 01:36:34,599
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I've been listening to this song.

2156
01:36:35,040 --> 01:36:38,400
Speaker 3: It's called My Love Mine All Mind is by his

2157
01:36:38,560 --> 01:36:39,599
Speaker 3: artist named Mitski.

2158
01:36:40,320 --> 01:36:41,400
Speaker 1: She's so fied.

2159
01:36:41,920 --> 01:36:44,920
Speaker 3: Uh, it's good like it's just like a cool little vibe.

2160
01:36:44,960 --> 01:36:47,720
Speaker 3: And she's basically in the song, she's talking about the

2161
01:36:47,960 --> 01:36:51,200
Speaker 3: only thing that she has in this world is her love,

2162
01:36:51,360 --> 01:36:54,559
Speaker 3: like she doesn't have anything tangible. When she dies, all

2163
01:36:54,640 --> 01:36:57,719
Speaker 3: the tangible shit is gonna be dispersed, Like you don't

2164
01:36:58,080 --> 01:36:58,839
Speaker 3: You're not able.

2165
01:36:58,720 --> 01:37:00,920
Speaker 1: To take any of that ship with you or leave

2166
01:37:00,960 --> 01:37:02,600
Speaker 1: any of it. True, So the only thing that you

2167
01:37:02,760 --> 01:37:03,599
Speaker 1: have when you leave.

2168
01:37:03,600 --> 01:37:05,320
Speaker 3: Is your love and the love that you put out

2169
01:37:05,360 --> 01:37:07,800
Speaker 3: into the universe. And that's basically what the song is about.

2170
01:37:07,840 --> 01:37:10,240
Speaker 3: And that's been really resonated with me because I've been

2171
01:37:10,240 --> 01:37:13,000
Speaker 3: trying to figure out what my place is in people's

2172
01:37:13,080 --> 01:37:15,599
Speaker 3: lives and like, what is the mark that I want

2173
01:37:15,600 --> 01:37:15,880
Speaker 3: to leave?

2174
01:37:15,960 --> 01:37:17,639
Speaker 1: What is the legacy that I want to leave when

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Speaker 1: I die?

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Speaker 3: And one thing that is consistent across the board with

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Speaker 3: anybody that I've met, they always always meet them with love,

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Speaker 3: even if we stop talking to each other, I always

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Speaker 3: show up as myself and the person that I am

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Speaker 3: is very giving, very loving, very considering, love empathetic, all

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Speaker 3: of that. So that song is like the embodiment of

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Speaker 3: that energy, like empathy and just being a really loving,

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Speaker 3: caring spirit.

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Speaker 1: So that song has really been resonated with me, and yeah,

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Speaker 1: I love.

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Speaker 2: That because people are not gonna remember one thing I

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Speaker 2: will say. I want people to remember how I make

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Speaker 2: them felts, How did I love you?

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Speaker 1: How did I make you laugh?

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Speaker 2: When you make you feel Yeah, that's what you're going

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Speaker 2: to talk about. You're not going to talk about if

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Speaker 2: I paid your bill or if I helped you with

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Speaker 2: this then because bill get paid.

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Speaker 1: You talking about the impression that I left on you,

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Speaker 1: the energy that I left you with when I left

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Speaker 1: you period. You're gonna talk about the feeling that I

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Speaker 1: made you feel at the time.

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Speaker 2: And I'm glad that you talk about that because you

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Speaker 2: know what, I will say, A lot of these young

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Speaker 2: girls that's in the game right now, they are mean, mean,

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Speaker 2: and I'll be like, damn, y'all be a lot of

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Speaker 2: times I think.

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Speaker 1: Has been mean that they have that thing in the

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Speaker 1: middle of them.

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Speaker 3: That's just like, Okay, I want to please the people

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Speaker 3: that I'm meeting with, the people that I want to.

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Speaker 1: People pleasing things.

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Speaker 3: But that's because of social media. Though I think social

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Speaker 3: media has fucked up even more I think is being mean.

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Speaker 3: Bitches don't like competition, they don't like to feel like

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Speaker 3: you're doing the same thing as me, but doing any better.

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Speaker 2: I just feel like now because of social.

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Speaker 1: Media is given true. I feel like it's.

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Speaker 3: Even worse because now it's on a platform for him.

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Speaker 3: Like it's like I can't be nice to this beach

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Speaker 3: because everybody else see.

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Speaker 1: Okay, what's your bob, dre, what's your bob?

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Speaker 3: What's first person Shooter by Drake and j Cole. So

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Speaker 3: I went to So I actually went to Toronto last

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Speaker 3: week for the Drake concert in Toronto.

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Speaker 1: You're talking with Drake type amm, Yeah, well yes exactly.

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Speaker 1: She is everybody you.

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Speaker 2: Drake type Well, I don't fuck with Drake.

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Speaker 1: You should, you should. I'm just telling you that I'm

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Speaker 1: you are you should be fucking with him. If you're

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Speaker 1: not fucking with Drake, who's sucking with Okay, okay, you

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Speaker 1: been talking to for a year and a half, But

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying it should have been Drake. But no,

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Speaker 1: this is back to him paying come get up, come

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Speaker 1: get us, So.

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Speaker 2: Right now, well, Drake needs to come on, poor minds,

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Speaker 2: like if he sees this be happening, to see this,

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Speaker 2: come on, come on being a weird day and he

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Speaker 2: loves you.

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Speaker 1: The girl he loved you, He love y'all, y'all love me.

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Speaker 1: I got a nigga.

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Speaker 2: Let me tell you, Drake would not.

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Speaker 1: Talk with that nigga for real. MoMA Leo. That is okay.

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Speaker 1: But if Drake, so you're telling me if Drake, you

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Speaker 1: mean to tell me, if Drake tried to send me,

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Speaker 1: if Drake come through right now, you're not fucking with him.

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Speaker 2: You mean to tell me, if Drake come through right now,

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Speaker 2: you're not absolutely not.

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Speaker 1: First of all, never mind, I don't funk. I'm not

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Speaker 1: fucking with that nigga. I love my man, you love

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Speaker 1: your man.

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Speaker 3: But I'm telling you right now, if Drake walked through

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Speaker 3: this building and he's trying to talk to you, you're

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Speaker 3: gonna fuck with him.

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Speaker 1: And I think you would to I don't know me.

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Speaker 2: You know you don't want y'all.

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Speaker 1: She don't budge. You think she want your budget?

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Speaker 2: You gotta think I have twice as long in that relationship.

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Speaker 1: I'm twice as long she man, Drake come through this

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Speaker 1: bit she's talking to that.

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Speaker 2: I'm not gonna look at Drake I am because I know.

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Speaker 3: My nigga, So I'm gonna just look like I'm that

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Speaker 3: ain't got nothing to do. I'm gonna look off.

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Speaker 2: Either one of y'all budgets to hook home by I'm

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Speaker 2: gonna put put you on.

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying which one of you?

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Speaker 2: Who Oh, yes, y'all.

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Speaker 3: So I went to Toronto for the Drake concert. Going

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Speaker 3: back to what I was saying, I went to Toronto

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Speaker 3: for the Drake concert, which was like his last show

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Speaker 3: of the concert, and it was so good, and he

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Speaker 3: brought out Ja Cole. I thought he was going to

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Speaker 3: perform hid in the Morning, because you know, it's like

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Speaker 3: the o G song, but they didn't.

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Speaker 1: They performed that song.

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Speaker 2: And it was actually a really really good song.

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Speaker 3: Okay, I had heard it on the album, but it

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Speaker 3: hit different when I heard person Espe're saying, Toronto, Yeah, yep,

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Speaker 3: this up.

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Speaker 2: We're gonna write this up because we have gone so

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Speaker 2: over time. I'm sorry, amazing. So you said you had

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Speaker 2: a tour you're on. I do talk about your tour,

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Speaker 2: talking about where they can find you, all that good stuff.

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Speaker 3: I'm going on tour next month. I'm going to six

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Speaker 3: different cities. I probably might add a couple of the cities,

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Speaker 3: but right now I'm going to Chicago, New York, Dallas, Houston, Atlanta,

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Speaker 3: and Los Angeles. So those are the six cities and

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Speaker 3: I'm going to we might add a couple more. But

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Speaker 3: you can find the ticket links in my bio on

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Speaker 3: any any any platform, so Instagram, Twitter, TikTok, go to

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Speaker 3: at the Monolio on all platforms you can find a ticket,

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Speaker 3: or you can go to themono leio dot com buy

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Speaker 3: a ticket, come to me in person, and energy is real.

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Speaker 1: I'm a real bitch, and you're gonna.

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Speaker 2: Pull up to our Houston shown thing. We're gonna do

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Speaker 2: a freak nick.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna do the freakni I will come. Are you

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Speaker 1: coming to my ship in November? Yea? And Houston, y'all coming.

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Speaker 2: I'm not missing it. Come let me tell you something.

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Speaker 1: I'm if y'all come to my show. I'm coming to

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Speaker 1: y'all shop.

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Speaker 2: I swear, I swear to God, I'm gonna be there.

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Speaker 2: It's love the Houston girls.

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Speaker 1: Y'all gonna be shaking, ass titties shaking. And we opened

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Speaker 1: up for being out there. Y'all opened up for her.

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Speaker 1: We opened up and say week she gotta comes like

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Speaker 1: she ain't been to a haven't been to a live show.

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Speaker 1: I don't know you, but we're gonna for me in Houston.

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Speaker 1: Let's do it.

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Speaker 2: That would be so Mona. Y'all follow mon On, yall platforms,

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Speaker 2: follow me Poor Fire love her.

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Speaker 3: Thank you so much for me, Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 3: I really appreciate y'all. Again, y'all are very beautiful in person.

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Speaker 1: Energy is beautiful. It translates.

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Speaker 3: I understand why people come on the show and feel

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Speaker 1: And I will say I've had a couple of interviews.

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Speaker 1: I've never felt this comfortable. Yeah, really.

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