Speaker 1: West's Lift Service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G McGuire,
Speaker 1: I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm when A J and M Chase. Right. Nothing,
Speaker 1: but this is a test, Okay. We always just go
Speaker 1: in and some people get it, so people don't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: some people sit here like oh, and we do want
Speaker 1: to shout out to love Kia Boutique. She actually made
Speaker 1: us these lift service pillows. This is what we had
Speaker 1: some before. These are the updated with so we appreciate
Speaker 1: love Kia BOUTIQUEH in the candle. Yes, I know y'all
Speaker 1: have a lot to say about these war around couches,
Speaker 1: but these pillows make us feel brand new. A lot
Speaker 1: has happened on these couches. Let's not talking about that
Speaker 1: while we're here. We're here, so today it's all about
Speaker 1: content creation and we have some very established content creators
Speaker 1: with us, and so let's start with you, Romi. So
Speaker 1: let everybody know who you are. Um, Hi, guys, I'm
Speaker 1: Romi Chase, plus size model, UM, social media influencer and
Speaker 1: an independent content creator. Okay, we have your vagina here,
Speaker 1: so people, just my first personal stroker. It's called stroker.
Speaker 1: I cannot say flashlight because this was not made by
Speaker 1: the flashlight company. So it's called a stroke stroke stroking,
Speaker 1: stroker stroke it for you. So we were having a
Speaker 1: conversation about it earlier and we were trying to figure
Speaker 1: out the mold. Is it just of the outside or
Speaker 1: do they actually go in and take a molder inside.
Speaker 1: But I think I figured it out by looking at
Speaker 1: the box. So just like the outside of what your vagina,
Speaker 1: the mold is. It's just molded into perfection and the
Speaker 1: exact replica of my vagina. Okay, so vagina, yes, my vagina,
Speaker 1: my pussy look like okay, I said, inside is like
Speaker 1: bumps and stuff. Yeah, that's for you know, for the
Speaker 1: pleasure textures. O. So you have to get you know,
Speaker 1: the ultimate experience. And there's all different kinds of packages,
Speaker 1: right that you can get with this. Oh yeah, there's
Speaker 1: you can use this separately and use manually, um it's
Speaker 1: just a stroker, or you can purchase it together with
Speaker 1: kei on, which is like the new technology that will
Speaker 1: provide the automatic experience. So if you put the toy
Speaker 1: into the key on and push some buttons and adjust
Speaker 1: a limp for strokes and speed, it'll do the job
Speaker 1: for you. So basically, Jack, you off cheating or I
Speaker 1: don't think so. I mean, what's the difference between this
Speaker 1: and Jack and all? Really? I mean it's your vagina,
Speaker 1: but my vagina. Really, what you see now, what you
Speaker 1: feel technically is an exact replica inside from the beginning,
Speaker 1: internally introduced a Lea j before we move in for
Speaker 1: this Alea Ji. Hi. Now we know you from your
Speaker 1: tutorials on makeup and now you're also relaunching your clothing line.
Speaker 1: Yes I am. It's called Twisted Saints and so I
Speaker 1: just launched my first collection a couple of weeks ago
Speaker 1: and it went really well, so I'm super excited about that.
Speaker 1: Thank you. It's huge, Yes it is. And you gave
Speaker 1: me here just a cute so you're a good walking
Speaker 1: billboard see your whole look. Thank you. But yeah, so
Speaker 1: I'm a content creator, so I'm trying to transition into
Speaker 1: being a full time fashion designer. Nice okay, alright, I
Speaker 1: love it. But we're here to support and help you. Now,
Speaker 1: cheating is that cheating? You think? Like? Okay, say your
Speaker 1: man had you know this particular romi Chase Stroker Stroker,
Speaker 1: would you feel weird about that? No? I would not okay,
Speaker 1: it's an open mind. Yeah, I'm like I'm into that.
Speaker 1: I took my boyfriend at the time to the sex
Speaker 1: store and I tried to get him to get one
Speaker 1: and he was not with it. I'm like, this is fun,
Speaker 1: Like you just think about it, like if you I
Speaker 1: assume you guys have dill doos, right, But yeah, cheating,
Speaker 1: I don't think so, and you can. You can definitely
Speaker 1: buy a male Points start deal though, like yeah, so,
Speaker 1: I mean I don't see how that's you know, cheating.
Speaker 1: Does anybody use deal? Those are the people use vibrators right,
Speaker 1: sort of vibrating? Yeah, I can't get into vibrators. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know what it is, but it
Speaker 1: just like I need, I need, I need a real thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I need. Have you tried to dick and vibrator combo?
Speaker 1: I haven't. What is it? Should I vibrator while you're
Speaker 1: having sex? Okay? I tried the vibrator and didn't care
Speaker 1: for it, Like it was just it felt good, but
Speaker 1: it just didn't like hit the spot, So I just
Speaker 1: never use it again. So it didn't make you orgasm?
Speaker 1: But you tried it only ones? Yeah it again shot
Speaker 1: you come every time either. Okay, let's be clear. She
Speaker 1: it's supposed to write. You might have to get a
Speaker 1: different vibrator. You know, you might need a little more vibration.
Speaker 1: I probably got to try him out and just experience. Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, So I want to talk about some things
Speaker 1: that you'll have been putting on your well, let's get
Speaker 1: into some history first. So from a year from Poland
Speaker 1: and you were an English teacher. I was before I
Speaker 1: got into adult and people should tell you to cover
Speaker 1: yourself up? Did it? Um? As you can see, I'm
Speaker 1: very busty, very thick. That is definitely not a beauty
Speaker 1: standard in Poland. Poll in Poland, in order to be
Speaker 1: considered attractive, you gotta be skinny, with blonde, skinny girl,
Speaker 1: no boobs, no hips, blue eyes, all that. So I
Speaker 1: definitely didn't fit the standard. And like I got a
Speaker 1: lot of ship for it. And then you know, I
Speaker 1: got into teaching. I was bullied a lot then I
Speaker 1: got into teaching, and that was the one situation was crazy.
Speaker 1: This kid, he was fourteen years old, maybe one mus still,
Speaker 1: he said, I got a boner when I saw you
Speaker 1: at and I was I was a teacher. This is horrible.
Speaker 1: So I called the parents. The dad came and instead
Speaker 1: of like, you know, teaching him a lesson, he literally
Speaker 1: knocked the ship out of him right in front of me.
Speaker 1: And then my principle. Instead of you know, taking my side,
Speaker 1: I was dressed appropriately, he body shamed me. And you know,
Speaker 1: there's a lot of different things, but yeah, I just
Speaker 1: teaching wasn't for me. Um. Not only you know, the
Speaker 1: treatment all this stuff, but I just I didn't feel
Speaker 1: good having to follow the curriculum and always have to
Speaker 1: clock in and listen to somebody, and I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm the leader, Like I'm a leader my nature. So
Speaker 1: you know, I quit that, like I'm more of a
Speaker 1: totally totally and so I quit teaching. And then you
Speaker 1: moved and I moved to the States. Yes, and they
Speaker 1: actually didn't love a thick girl here. Yeah, that's exactly
Speaker 1: what happened. And I came to the South. My first
Speaker 1: city I came to America was New Orleans actually, so um,
Speaker 1: I stayed in New Orleans to stay in Alabama for
Speaker 1: a little bit. It's just all over the South really,
Speaker 1: and so I definitely got a lot of attention, and
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, fuck it like, let
Speaker 1: me just try to like register like Model Mayhem, one
Speaker 1: of these you know social media. Just put myself out
Speaker 1: there and see what happens. And I got a lot
Speaker 1: of a lot of responses, and like shortly after that,
Speaker 1: I was just like sucking. You know, let me just
Speaker 1: a girl use with you guy. I love it. Okay,
Speaker 1: we gotta gotta make that money. Especially, it was very
Speaker 1: hard for me because I wasn't a freshman immigrant. I
Speaker 1: didn't have my green card yet, so I couldn't get
Speaker 1: a legal real job. I had to hustle. I had
Speaker 1: to write. So that's how I got into content creation
Speaker 1: and I got into fetish wrestling and all that kind
Speaker 1: of stuff. Yeah, fetish wrestling. As you know, I'm a
Speaker 1: big girl bbw um. A lot of men are into
Speaker 1: seeing a big girl's wrestle and abuse scrawny guy that
Speaker 1: you have, any screwny guys, you want her to wrestle
Speaker 1: and I need you to a couple. Okay. So I was.
Speaker 1: I was meeting up and humiliating very small, scrawny guys
Speaker 1: for eleven a hundred pounds for money. And they love it, literally,
Speaker 1: they love it. They had they had a chastity cage
Speaker 1: on during that the wrestling thing and everything. Why do
Speaker 1: we love being like humiliated? That's crazy, it's mark I
Speaker 1: feel space right here, Dan, Yeah, do guys love that?
Speaker 1: I feel like personally, I think it's because of like
Speaker 1: the standard role of a man in society is to
Speaker 1: be the boss. I have to provide, I have to
Speaker 1: take care of things, and you know, they want to
Speaker 1: feel vulnerable to every now and then, so they definitely
Speaker 1: like this big dominant woman telling them what to do.
Speaker 1: It's kind of like that, you know. It's just for
Speaker 1: the same reason why female CEOs CEOs and entrepreneurs like
Speaker 1: to be you know, choked and fucked hard and stuff
Speaker 1: nominated a lot of time. I'm not like that, absolutely.
Speaker 1: I love just about giving up control. Yeah, you want
Speaker 1: to know what it is being an entrepreneur CEO. You
Speaker 1: have to really be like in your masculine energy, so
Speaker 1: when you can be submissive, you want it like all
Speaker 1: the way. Like I'm really just not learning that. Like
Speaker 1: I'm just not learning that. Like I'm like super masculine.
Speaker 1: There's like no guy that has ever made me feel
Speaker 1: like I want to be submissive and just like I
Speaker 1: just want to be like a little bitch, like you
Speaker 1: get safe enough where you're like take control, taketure, do whatever.
Speaker 1: So no one's ever made you feel like that, I
Speaker 1: mean at times, but then it gets to a point
Speaker 1: where I have to be like I now I got
Speaker 1: a boss up on this thing, like now I gotta now,
Speaker 1: I gotta get rough because now he's playing with me.
Speaker 1: And then after I get that way, I can't go back. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it sucks. That's just like s She's doesn't give people
Speaker 1: a chance. Man, That's why she did that vibrator one time.
Speaker 1: I don't go back, go back girl. Really, Okay, I
Speaker 1: need some recommendations of like the ones that I need
Speaker 1: to get because I don't. We're talking, Yeah, now what's
Speaker 1: going on with you now? Because like you said, you
Speaker 1: are a boss, your entrepreneur. You said you have a
Speaker 1: lot of masculine energy. So what kind of guys have
Speaker 1: you been dating? Are you single? Now? Who? Um? So, yes,
Speaker 1: I am single. That's a new thing. Yes, it is,
Speaker 1: um freshly new to like a couple, probably like two
Speaker 1: months now. So I'm at a point where I'm trying
Speaker 1: to figure out what I like really because I feel
Speaker 1: like everything that I did, like I don't know I
Speaker 1: kind just want to try something new, you know, like
Speaker 1: I just want to do something different, try something new,
Speaker 1: go this way, go that way. I just want to
Speaker 1: just have fun and explore. Really, so like being single?
Speaker 1: You like being single? Right now? Yeah? I really do
Speaker 1: like it. I love it. I absolutely love it. And
Speaker 1: why did y'all break up? Um? Really, I just felt
Speaker 1: like I just wanted to think about myself this year.
Speaker 1: I just want to have fun. Honestly, I've never been
Speaker 1: single in my life. Yeah you do, and you might
Speaker 1: be private about your relationship, but everybody knows you're in one.
Speaker 1: I've never been single in my life, so this is
Speaker 1: really my first time being single, which is so crazy
Speaker 1: because I'm twenty seven. Like I should have been single
Speaker 1: a long time ago. But I'm like at a point
Speaker 1: where you know, I don't have kids, I don't have
Speaker 1: no husband, I really don't have. The only responsibility I
Speaker 1: have is me and if I could keep that for
Speaker 1: however long I can, I need to do that. Yeah, Like,
Speaker 1: I'm not about the rush into nothing. I'd be seeing
Speaker 1: stuff happen. I'm just like, no, I don't want to
Speaker 1: I don't want to go there. But you said you
Speaker 1: want to have kids in two to three years. I
Speaker 1: saw you post I did say that. I didn't say that.
Speaker 1: So you got about two to three years to live
Speaker 1: after being a life before a time of sun dance,
Speaker 1: you could drop these babies. Yeah, I mean maybe like
Speaker 1: two to five. Let's say to the five. Yeah. I
Speaker 1: extended it because I'm actually having a lot of fun,
Speaker 1: so I right, need more time, right, Also a serial
Speaker 1: relationship person, right, I'm always in a relationship. And I
Speaker 1: was just single for two years and it was good.
Speaker 1: I got I had a lot of time to reflect
Speaker 1: and like really like work on me. It's cliche, is
Speaker 1: that sounds, but it's really a thing. And um, when
Speaker 1: I was um, when the when my guy that I
Speaker 1: love so much because I'm so in love, yeah, my boyfriend.
Speaker 1: When when the situation relationship fell into my lap? I
Speaker 1: feel like I was ready, you had clear the slave. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like I was. I was ready, And I
Speaker 1: feel like being I had just moved back to Atlanta
Speaker 1: and a single for about two years years and just
Speaker 1: you know, doing me and not having any like you said,
Speaker 1: no responsibilities, no nothing to you know, look forward, look
Speaker 1: after or anything. And I've really had a clean slate,
Speaker 1: nice to be a little selfish too sometimes because it
Speaker 1: can be really stressful to be in a relationship when
Speaker 1: you're arguing all the time or when like you gotta
Speaker 1: be like man, it seem gonna be mad if I
Speaker 1: do this, Like you know that's stressful. What is so stressful? Like,
Speaker 1: I really I've never had this much fun before ever
Speaker 1: in my life because I'm always worried about like the
Speaker 1: person I'm in a relationship, making sure they're okay. Like
Speaker 1: I'm a cancer, so I'm super sensitive, and I'm like
Speaker 1: always in love. It's like I don't know, I've just
Speaker 1: never been here in my life. But I'm really excited.
Speaker 1: I love you. It's really my selfish year. I swould
Speaker 1: have God, Like eight minutes unto the New Year, I
Speaker 1: realized it was two. I was like it's two, like
Speaker 1: and I literally started shaking, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: wait something like I gotta I gotta fix myself, like
Speaker 1: I have to think about myself this year and just
Speaker 1: put myself first. And said, you knew you were going
Speaker 1: to relaunch your clothing line at that point? When did
Speaker 1: you decide that? Um? So I was working on it
Speaker 1: for like six months to a year and so it
Speaker 1: just so happened that it just like all happened at
Speaker 1: the same time. But yeah, I've been working on that
Speaker 1: for like six months to a year or so, it
Speaker 1: just happened. Well, me, what's your situation, what kind of
Speaker 1: guys are you attracted to, and what kind of guys
Speaker 1: that you would chat And sometimes it's not the same thing. Okay.
Speaker 1: So first of all, I'm single right now, and it's
Speaker 1: very hard for me to find a man now because
Speaker 1: of what I do. Man just either don't take me
Speaker 1: seriously or they just assume that I'm a whore and
Speaker 1: they you know, they immediately turned on the freak mode.
Speaker 1: They're like, oh yeah, let's get like slow down. Okay.
Speaker 1: That is a problem and also problems to a lot
Speaker 1: of men are not okay with what I do. They're
Speaker 1: not okay with the you know, d MS that I'm
Speaker 1: getting and the fact that I entertain men for free sexually,
Speaker 1: that I show myself naked for money. They don't like that.
Speaker 1: A lot of them cannot handle it. They get possessive,
Speaker 1: they get jealous. And then on top of this, I
Speaker 1: just I have I feel like I have pretty high standards.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't say it looks wise because I really don't care.
Speaker 1: And I know a lot of people say this all
Speaker 1: looks doesn't matter, but it really they don't really matter
Speaker 1: to me at all. What matters to me is do
Speaker 1: you have your ship together? Because I cannot do stupid
Speaker 1: and I cannot do bomb. Okay, if you and that
Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily mean rich or whatever, although your only fans
Speaker 1: as cheap man, please keep out. Yes, Okay, it does
Speaker 1: say that, Harriet. Now that okay, please don't waste my time. Okay. Now,
Speaker 1: when I say that doesn't mean rich, I don't mean
Speaker 1: broke and dusty. Okay, let's just get that it's different,
Speaker 1: because you could be you can, right. My point is
Speaker 1: I want the man to have to be ambitious, to
Speaker 1: have a plan for the future. Like if you're just
Speaker 1: temporarily switching jobs and just not doing too good right
Speaker 1: now and and all that, that's fine with me. You
Speaker 1: don't have to pay my bills. I do very well
Speaker 1: financially for myself. I don't need you to take care
Speaker 1: of me. But I do need you to be ambitious
Speaker 1: and have a plan for the future so I know
Speaker 1: that we can build together rather than you just you know,
Speaker 1: being a what if he was like, I don't want
Speaker 1: you doing this anymore, no more, then you can go
Speaker 1: funk himself. So I'm not I'm independent, I've always been.
Speaker 1: And the man that's not given he can leave me.
Speaker 1: I can leave him. We can. You know, everything can happen.
Speaker 1: And I built this business myself from scratch. So this
Speaker 1: is how you met me. You knew what I was
Speaker 1: doing right, and that's exactly it. I mean, you see
Speaker 1: a lot of men like they fall in love with
Speaker 1: a stripper and all of a sudden they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: you shouldn't do it. You knew what I did right,
Speaker 1: So you were either okay with her or we cannot
Speaker 1: do that because I'm not about to give it up.
Speaker 1: I've come work too far, fair enough, so listen, I've
Speaker 1: made that mistake before. Um but I used to be
Speaker 1: a stripper. I used to work at Magic City and
Speaker 1: I quit because my excident want me to dance anymore.
Speaker 1: And I I mean, we were together for eleven years.
Speaker 1: There was a few breakups, but a total of eleven
Speaker 1: years we were together. And that was the breakup that
Speaker 1: I had two years ago when I moved back to Atlanta.
Speaker 1: So clearly it didn't work out, but I regret giving
Speaker 1: up my freedom. So one of the main mons. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so one of the main So one of the main
Speaker 1: things that I'm so grateful for is that I gained
Speaker 1: I regained my independence and in a in a bigger,
Speaker 1: better way than I had when I was a dancer.
Speaker 1: So I so important. Thank you. And now she's been flourishing.
Speaker 1: So I love to see it. I love it you
Speaker 1: tweeted something out And I want us to all reflect
Speaker 1: on this. Age brings wisdom. If now that I'm older,
Speaker 1: I don't know what the funk I was doing when
Speaker 1: I was younger. I see my younger self as a
Speaker 1: crazy person because when age comes experience. But let's reflect
Speaker 1: that some of our young craziness so that we all
Speaker 1: know were not alone. Definitely, We're gonna start with you, younger.
Speaker 1: What is something that you would say when you were younger,
Speaker 1: was crazy that you did? Drinking? I don't even remember
Speaker 1: my twenties. I was drunk every day, like no, literally, Um,
Speaker 1: you know, when I was younger, I started stripping. I
Speaker 1: started working in the strip club, not stripping, I was bartended. No,
Speaker 1: I was waitress in the strip club, not a bartender.
Speaker 1: That life didn't even exist back then. But I was
Speaker 1: a waitress and I was drunk from then, and I'm
Speaker 1: seventeen years old. I started a seventeen working in the club.
Speaker 1: And then as soon as I turned eighteen, like just
Speaker 1: maybe a day later, I started dancing, and I was
Speaker 1: drunk every day dancing. And then I stopped that. I
Speaker 1: had a baby, so I stopped drinking for a year,
Speaker 1: and that's the only year I remember. Did you feel
Speaker 1: like that? You? Yeah? Please? When I used to work
Speaker 1: in the strip club, I used to go as soon
Speaker 1: as I walked in the door, no matter what shift
Speaker 1: it was, whether it was a day shift for a
Speaker 1: night shift, I go straight to the bartender and asked
Speaker 1: for a double shot of patrone. And back in the days,
Speaker 1: they used to give us, and this is a long
Speaker 1: time ago, I used to they used to give us
Speaker 1: Like you asked for a shot, it was a big
Speaker 1: It would be like that cup, yeah, filled with patrol,
Speaker 1: like it just maybe a little space in the top
Speaker 1: of the cup. So I would split that shot. I
Speaker 1: would get a regular shot glass, split it into four
Speaker 1: shots and take four shots right there before I even
Speaker 1: got dressed. Yes, And then right before I got on stage,
Speaker 1: I would do it again. I would take another four.
Speaker 1: By the end of the night, I would drink a
Speaker 1: whole bottle of patron by myself, for sure. And I
Speaker 1: was a teenager. And then after I had my son,
Speaker 1: you know, I probably, like you know, I did the
Speaker 1: family thing. I took a break from the nightlife and
Speaker 1: I started working. I started modeling. I started working in
Speaker 1: the entertainment industry and working in the clubs as a bartender.
Speaker 1: So I was drunk all through that. And then when
Speaker 1: I when the modeling thing worked out, I started making
Speaker 1: money from modeling. I was drunk all through that too,
Speaker 1: So yeah, I think it was funny. Remember I don't remember,
Speaker 1: but yeah, I definitely could agree with that. I look
Speaker 1: at my younger self, like, why would I do that?
Speaker 1: What were you thinking about when you tweeted that out?
Speaker 1: Relationship stuff? So like, like I said, I've never been single,
Speaker 1: so I was always in a relationship, always got a
Speaker 1: new guy you mess up by And to me, now
Speaker 1: that I think about it, like that's crazy, because honestly,
Speaker 1: I feel like I didn't realize how much I didn't
Speaker 1: know myself back then. Like I was just doing stuff.
Speaker 1: I was just outside with this guy, that as a
Speaker 1: guy having fun. If you mess up, get out my face.
Speaker 1: Blah blah blah. I'm want to the next And I
Speaker 1: just wish that I took time for myself back then.
Speaker 1: But I mean, everything happens for a reason. I'm doing
Speaker 1: it now. Did you ever have like an overlap when
Speaker 1: you would get out of my face and somebody thought
Speaker 1: y'all were still together? Yeah? Publicly, Yeah, yeah, I definitely
Speaker 1: had that. Um they all think that still to this
Speaker 1: day because they were like, she has a side, dude. Yep,
Speaker 1: they definitely said that, but it wasn't a side dude.
Speaker 1: I have broke up with my boyfriend at the time,
Speaker 1: and like I said, I me onto the next, Like
Speaker 1: it's yeah, like it's not that hard to get a
Speaker 1: guy in like a couple of hours. I was just
Speaker 1: onto the next. And it just happened that I was
Speaker 1: dealing with him for like a few weeks and then
Speaker 1: I got back with my boyfriend and it kind of
Speaker 1: like it was like literally like a little overlap when
Speaker 1: I got back with him and I was like pushing
Speaker 1: him out the way. Yeah exactly, I was put him
Speaker 1: out the way, and then like it was just it
Speaker 1: was a lot so did you tell your boyfriend at
Speaker 1: the time when y'all got back together, like while we
Speaker 1: was separated, I did. He literally knows he knew everything,
Speaker 1: Like he knew everything I did in my past, everything
Speaker 1: that like everybody I was talking to. He knew people
Speaker 1: I was talking to before we even got in a relationship,
Speaker 1: Like he knew because you told him where he knew
Speaker 1: because he knew. Did he ever throw it back in
Speaker 1: your face? Because you know, sometimes you tell guys stuff
Speaker 1: and they use it against you know, he never, he
Speaker 1: never threw it back. Like we had like a really
Speaker 1: like good conversation where he told me like everything that
Speaker 1: he did or who he was talking to, or like
Speaker 1: what he was doing, and he accepted that. You know,
Speaker 1: we just had a good conversation. Didn't make you mad
Speaker 1: when he told you what he was doing. No, did
Speaker 1: you ask do you want details? Because you know, sometimes
Speaker 1: we'd be like, okay, so what was this, like like
Speaker 1: how did you meet? I was like how did her ask? Film?
Speaker 1: Like how did it feel? Like what was she doing?
Speaker 1: Like what was she doing this? And he told me
Speaker 1: everything and it was just not funny. I was literally
Speaker 1: like laughing. I don't know if I could want to
Speaker 1: know all those details. I don't think I know because
Speaker 1: I don't want to picture it because now I'm visualizing
Speaker 1: you would so before, you know what, I obsessed it
Speaker 1: for a break right well during the break and like
Speaker 1: before yeah, before we got together, Like right before we
Speaker 1: got together, he told me everything. But if it's happening
Speaker 1: during me, now I'm obsessing, like, don't play with me.
Speaker 1: Like and I feel like, is he gonna be honest
Speaker 1: because like, let's just say yeah, man was like okay,
Speaker 1: so we was on a break, you sucked this other guy?
Speaker 1: What's he better than me? What if he was better
Speaker 1: than him? You're not gonna say yeah, No, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna say that. Yeah that's I mean, I'm gonna tell
Speaker 1: the truth, but I'm gonna just, you know, water it down, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: well we did this, but it was nothing. I'm not
Speaker 1: pointing in my life it was better. I'm gonna just
Speaker 1: be like, well, you gotta say it. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: say it, but I feel like we need to say yeah,
Speaker 1: because I mean, don't be cruel. Now, there are men
Speaker 1: who are into humiliation. They want to hear how terrible
Speaker 1: they are and how this other guy sucked you so
Speaker 1: much better. They like my God, but maybe that makes
Speaker 1: them do better. No, they just they like the accumulation party.
Speaker 1: They like to be humiliated. They like you. They want
Speaker 1: you to tell him that they ain't shipped. They never
Speaker 1: made nobody come in. That's disgusting. You wouldn't touch it.
Speaker 1: It looks like a fucking triple a battery. Oh that's
Speaker 1: they like that. Okay, No, But the reason why I'm
Speaker 1: saying that was not God damn No. But yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean the reason why I'm say and that we should
Speaker 1: be honest it is because men have such a minimal
Speaker 1: understanding of like how to be with a woman. Like
Speaker 1: all they know is like porn, and obviously porn is
Speaker 1: not real. We're acting in these videos. I'm not a
Speaker 1: porn star, but I do content that's adult. I act
Speaker 1: in these videos. I moaned, I you know, exaggerate, I
Speaker 1: talk sexy, the bad girl to bag. It's not even
Speaker 1: a secret, you know, it's all out there. But I'm
Speaker 1: just you know, I'm just saying, like a lot of
Speaker 1: men get it from porn and they don't understand how
Speaker 1: to do this. And if you don't tell him that
Speaker 1: he's sucking up, he's not gonna don't have to tell
Speaker 1: anybody was better, you know, but if he wants to
Speaker 1: know if he did okay and he didn't do it,
Speaker 1: he just because okay, let's be honest. I don't know
Speaker 1: about y'all, but I've had definitely had situations when I
Speaker 1: had a hook up with somebody and he's bragging about
Speaker 1: how he's gonna make me sque over the room and
Speaker 1: push push, come to shove. He's rubbing on my left
Speaker 1: flab for like seventeen minutes and there's nothing happening. He's like,
Speaker 1: you fucking didn't be that, because if he doesn't know that,
Speaker 1: he's going to continue doing that. I usually know if
Speaker 1: he didn't make you come right. So that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We should be honest. Maybe not don't be don't be
Speaker 1: good old, but like you'll be honest, like if you
Speaker 1: didn't like. The guys who like humiliation are normally the
Speaker 1: smaller dead guys, because whenever I see the humiliation, it
Speaker 1: always is the guys with the small dick that seem
Speaker 1: to like it. Yeah, honestly, like a big dig guy.
Speaker 1: Mostly I do have, uh currently, um have some fans
Speaker 1: that are not small, but they convinced themselves that they
Speaker 1: are so tiny they want to have the small dick.
Speaker 1: They are into a lot, so they want their the
Speaker 1: white man. So they want to see me with like
Speaker 1: a black guy, and like tell them that and the
Speaker 1: black guy, like my body is made for the black guy,
Speaker 1: Like the black guy is the only one that can
Speaker 1: fuck me. I think they like that. What is that about?
Speaker 1: I think again, this is about giving up control a
Speaker 1: lot of times, a lot of times these first of all,
Speaker 1: a lot of times these guys come from like you know,
Speaker 1: maybe trouble poems, and sometimes they have like a very
Speaker 1: responsible job and they have to do a lot, like
Speaker 1: they work a lot, and they're lonely, and sometimes they
Speaker 1: are just so burnt out and they've watched so much
Speaker 1: porn and they they just normal porn doesn't do it
Speaker 1: for them anymore. So they start looking for crazy stuff.
Speaker 1: And then and they start searching for p and then
Speaker 1: they start searching for like some vomit play, and then
Speaker 1: all of a sudden they're into like some some even
Speaker 1: more crazy, you know what I mean. So yeah, it's
Speaker 1: it's kind of like that crazy that you have to
Speaker 1: say no to. That I had to say I don't
Speaker 1: do vomit. Um, I don't do like Scott, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't poop on people. I don't. I don't do
Speaker 1: pooping videos. And that was so one thing that I
Speaker 1: do not do is race play. So black man reached
Speaker 1: out to me wanting me to call them the N word.
Speaker 1: I do not do that. That's that's about I definitely
Speaker 1: say no to that. There's no amount of money there was.
Speaker 1: There was a guy who offered me ten thousand dollars
Speaker 1: for it, and I said no, I did you want
Speaker 1: it on camera? Yeah? What if if it wasn't on camera? Know,
Speaker 1: I just wouldn't because this is just something that I
Speaker 1: just don't agree with. Like I don't care. If I
Speaker 1: don't care, If I don't care, I'm not gonna vomit
Speaker 1: on you, I don't wait. But like stick your finger
Speaker 1: and you could do that because nna, lie, I'm not
Speaker 1: I'm not her. I've never thrown up on a guy.
Speaker 1: But to do it you paid. I mean, I mean
Speaker 1: not to get paid. But if my guy is like,
Speaker 1: I throw up on the deck, I'm gonna be like
Speaker 1: I honestly, this is this is pretty basically there's way
Speaker 1: crazier things than people are into. Right, That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I don't think it's like crazy a sprained ankle fetish
Speaker 1: and like what do you do? You put bandages on
Speaker 1: your arms and legs and act like it hurts so
Speaker 1: bad and broken legs like role playing anyway legs like
Speaker 1: a yeah, it's it's it's the first aid kid fetish.
Speaker 1: So like the guys into like the texture that and
Speaker 1: then he wants me to like act like my my
Speaker 1: my wrists are sprained and my ankles are broken, and
Speaker 1: like I can't move if I can't do anything. I
Speaker 1: kind of get it this kind of stuff, but that's
Speaker 1: not as bad as throwing up. I still that I
Speaker 1: feel like, maybe not not as bad, but it's it's
Speaker 1: weird more heard dolf. What about a baby like that?
Speaker 1: Has a guy ever wanted to pretend he's a baby?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, adult babies? Oh yeah, I love those. Those
Speaker 1: are also I do a lot of mommy dome stuff
Speaker 1: as well. So yeah, like a mommy dominatrix like come
Speaker 1: to mommy. It's like, oh, Mommy's titty, and oh come here.
Speaker 1: A baby boy liking you know, let me breastfeed you.
Speaker 1: All that kind of stuff so yeah, that's like I'm
Speaker 1: sting into this with an erection right now. Like adult
Speaker 1: babies that he dressed up at the baby foot the
Speaker 1: Enormous woman. I don't like doing that life cam life
Speaker 1: life cam, adult baby stuff because a lot of times
Speaker 1: they will actually pope in that diaper and they try
Speaker 1: to show it to you and I don't want to.
Speaker 1: Al Right, baby dragon, like you dry, like you're not
Speaker 1: really a baby. It's like enough of this content creation.
Speaker 1: Have you ever dressed up in the bedroom? Um, yeah
Speaker 1: I have? What were you? Uh? Teacher? Nice? Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was playing. I think that's so fun, Like that is
Speaker 1: so fun, Like to act like you're like shuffling through
Speaker 1: the paper is great in the test and then he
Speaker 1: comes over and he's like, lifts your skirt. I think
Speaker 1: that's fun. That's cute. Made sound cute. Yeah, Like he's like, hey,
Speaker 1: like did I get a and just like put it in.
Speaker 1: I think that's fun. So that was your idea or
Speaker 1: his idea. It's hard to convince guys to do stuff sometimes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: guys don't want to dress up. They don't want they
Speaker 1: want to see you dress up. They don't want to
Speaker 1: do anything. Yeah, just lay there and yeah, I went
Speaker 1: to the sex store a couple of times and the
Speaker 1: guys are just like, what's going on in here? Like
Speaker 1: get me out of here? Like it's so immature, but yeah,
Speaker 1: it was my idea. It's so immature, like I wish
Speaker 1: these nikus will grow up. But it worked out. It
Speaker 1: definitely did. Did he like it? Yeah? He did. It
Speaker 1: was really fun. Hopefully I can find a guy that
Speaker 1: yeah into all of that. How is your Valentine's Day? Um?
Speaker 1: It was kind of regular. Literally, I didn't really do
Speaker 1: anything like I kind of just wanted to be alone.
Speaker 1: I had like eight guys asked me to be there
Speaker 1: Valentine and I said no to all of them. Nobody
Speaker 1: was a good prospect. No, I just know I didn't
Speaker 1: want it. I don't want it. We have a gift
Speaker 1: for you you. We want you to give it another shot, okay,
Speaker 1: Adam any sent these and we want you to test
Speaker 1: this out. Okay, So it's pretty and we know you
Speaker 1: like pretty things. Okay, period? Is this a delto at
Speaker 1: the end because look it looks like it right. Yeah, listen,
Speaker 1: I feel like you gotta give it another shot. You
Speaker 1: tried it on time. It didn't work you're very open minded.
Speaker 1: I'll give it a try. Times say, girl, all right, now,
Speaker 1: let's talk about some more things that you guys have
Speaker 1: um posted. Now this is something more about like real
Speaker 1: life and friendships and all of that. But Alga, you said,
Speaker 1: whatever shitty energy you people are on, stay on it
Speaker 1: by yourself. And that is so true and that's something
Speaker 1: that we've had to learn, like to remove people with
Speaker 1: shitty energy from your circle. So what made you decide
Speaker 1: to post that? What were you going through? Um? Honestly,
Speaker 1: you know, misery loves company and people who are going
Speaker 1: to try to suck you into their ship, and really like,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to stay aligned so that I could receive
Speaker 1: my blessings this year, because if you get off tried,
Speaker 1: you're not going to receive anything like the stuff that
Speaker 1: God has aligned for you. You can't receive it if
Speaker 1: you want somebody else's element and somebody else's energy. So
Speaker 1: I try to protect myself from things that are not
Speaker 1: sent and good favor and people who prey on me
Speaker 1: and not pray for me, period so period. So I'm
Speaker 1: really like that, I'm not I want to know what.
Speaker 1: I'm kind of like firecracker type of person, so I
Speaker 1: could get out of character very quick, Like I used
Speaker 1: to be the type of person who would just explode,
Speaker 1: like super explosive, like you say something to me, like
Speaker 1: we're fighting, and I'm just not going in no more,
Speaker 1: like say what the hell you want? Like I don't
Speaker 1: even give a funk anymore. Like the worst you could
Speaker 1: do is just cut somebody off. That's going to hurt
Speaker 1: them more than you exploding. Some people like that reaction, Yes,
Speaker 1: they really, and that they want you to get out
Speaker 1: of character because it shows them that they have some
Speaker 1: type of control. And I learned that this year. I'm
Speaker 1: working on control of my emotions and controlling what I
Speaker 1: respond to, Like you can't respond to everything even if
Speaker 1: you want to, no matter how bad you want to,
Speaker 1: no matter how right you want to be and how
Speaker 1: much you want to be, Like no, because this happened,
Speaker 1: you gotta just let it go on angry Island by yourself,
Speaker 1: literally like Arihan literally, like you're not gonna get nowhere,
Speaker 1: so these people like they could stay with the madrasses
Speaker 1: over there. That, yes, Roy, how was it for you? Right?
Speaker 1: Because you went through a lot before you came here,
Speaker 1: and you were embraced for your curvaceous figure for being
Speaker 1: a BBW. So was there ever a time that you
Speaker 1: felt like, I don't know what I'm about to do
Speaker 1: with myself since I came to the States or just
Speaker 1: before that, because I can't imagine how difficult that is.
Speaker 1: Like you said, you went through a period where you
Speaker 1: were a teacher, where people body shaned you until you
Speaker 1: came here and learned how to be empowered and to
Speaker 1: feel embraced and loved. So what was that period of
Speaker 1: time in between though? Because you moved, like you said,
Speaker 1: to New Orleans, Like what made you even move here?
Speaker 1: I couldn't do the nine of five. I just I'm
Speaker 1: not made for that. I'm meant to lead and be
Speaker 1: my own boss. And I always knew this, but like
Speaker 1: you know, the way I grew up, they always taught
Speaker 1: me to, you know, go go to college, get a
Speaker 1: good job. You know that the standard stuff, and like
Speaker 1: nobody taught you that you could, you know, maybe do
Speaker 1: something else other than just go get a job and
Speaker 1: work for somebody and you know, slave for the rest
Speaker 1: of your life for like twenty percent of the money.
Speaker 1: And so I just I always felt like there was
Speaker 1: something wrong with that. But I didn't know what's because
Speaker 1: nobody taught me so. Um By the time when I
Speaker 1: was when I finally figured out that I was done
Speaker 1: with that teaching job, I was like, I got one shot,
Speaker 1: Like I quit my job, I have a little bit
Speaker 1: saved up. I gotta go. I gotta do something. I've
Speaker 1: always wanted to come in to America always. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's pretty much like every European person's dream to just
Speaker 1: like at least come visit, because this America is so
Speaker 1: glorified on TV, in your the movies, the music, everything.
Speaker 1: You know, they always like feed us like these these
Speaker 1: American things. American, This American American means is good. You know,
Speaker 1: that's how we feel. Um. So I came here and
Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta do something like you know, so,
Speaker 1: like I said, already, I didn't have a great card.
Speaker 1: It takes a long time. Now, it takes about two
Speaker 1: years to get your papers, and during that time you
Speaker 1: cannot get a legal job. You couldn't married somebody, right, well,
Speaker 1: yes I could have married somebody, but you still wait,
Speaker 1: you still can't take you know, they got I watched
Speaker 1: every single UM spin off and I followed all the
Speaker 1: blog pages, so you can't work without your social security,
Speaker 1: You can't, you can't do anything. So I had to hustle.
Speaker 1: Like I said, I had to do the fetish wrestling.
Speaker 1: I had to do. How did you even get into that? Like?
Speaker 1: How did you find out about it? You know? So
Speaker 1: once I started getting all this attention from men here,
Speaker 1: I hopped on Instagram and like I started getting followers
Speaker 1: like out of nowhere, because somehow it worked. That just
Speaker 1: it started working out for me. How long ago was that?
Speaker 1: That was three years ago, So it just, you know,
Speaker 1: I started getting all this attentional these d ms from it,
Speaker 1: and I didn't know force because I've never experienced anything
Speaker 1: like this, you know. So I was like, funk it.
Speaker 1: I gotta do something with that. So I registered on
Speaker 1: Model Mayhem and I put a little portfolio up online,
Speaker 1: and you know, started advertising myself that I'll do some gigs,
Speaker 1: like I'll do some boudoir shoots and maybe like a
Speaker 1: little fashion shoot, maybe like a glamour shoot, maybe like
Speaker 1: a you know, then from there, from there. It's actually
Speaker 1: an interesting story because this guy that originally hired me
Speaker 1: for the fetish wrestling thing, he lied to me. He
Speaker 1: told me it was a documentary about like like you know,
Speaker 1: women like empowered women, like learning, like self defense and
Speaker 1: all that. I was like, I didn't know because I
Speaker 1: didn't know who else going to wrestle. I had no idea,
Speaker 1: but I was so desperate for money. I needed to
Speaker 1: pay bills. I didn't have money at all. I didn't
Speaker 1: have a job, no money, living in the shitty neighborhood,
Speaker 1: shitty house. It was terrible. So I was like, I
Speaker 1: gotta pay these bills somehow, And I definitely didn't want to,
Speaker 1: you know, go sell my vagina or I didn't want
Speaker 1: to do that. So how how else, you know, can
Speaker 1: I do that? So then I went and I did
Speaker 1: the fetish thing. Um. Yeah, as soon as I got there,
Speaker 1: where is this documentary? How mauch did they pay you
Speaker 1: for that? Peanuts? It was like, I think it was
Speaker 1: like four hundred dollars for like two hours or something.
Speaker 1: So it's very Now it doesn't sound bad, okay, but
Speaker 1: for what it is, it's terrible because he obviously filmed
Speaker 1: it and he resolved these videos and still sell them,
Speaker 1: you know, because he at the time didn't know any better,
Speaker 1: and I needed the money, so I did it. But
Speaker 1: this at the moment I stepped in. The moment I
Speaker 1: stepped in, I saw the guy. I was like, wait
Speaker 1: a damn minute. He's four or eleven, he about ninety
Speaker 1: five pounds. I know this is a fetish. I've seen this,
Speaker 1: I heard of this. I did it anyway, and then
Speaker 1: I later down there, I did a couple more. He
Speaker 1: paid me a little more later, and then I just
Speaker 1: you know, then I just realized that he was lying,
Speaker 1: and I was like, all right, fuck you. You know.
Speaker 1: But by the time I got my social I got
Speaker 1: my papers, I had already figured this out. I was like,
Speaker 1: this is what I'm gonna do. This is how I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do it, this is why this is gonna work.
Speaker 1: Next thing, I know, I put some savings until I
Speaker 1: registered an escort, and I was like, funking, I'm going
Speaker 1: all in. I just took myself with my own money. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Let me I say this. When is the first time,
Speaker 1: even with a black guy, first time I ever black?
Speaker 1: I think I was. I was about nineteen, okay, but
Speaker 1: I said that was in the you know, there was
Speaker 1: in Poland. I was in Poland. For some reason, I
Speaker 1: don't even think about black people in Poland because there
Speaker 1: aren't any. I'm I mean, I could be wrong because
Speaker 1: I've never been. He was a basketball baby, so yeah,
Speaker 1: definitely because there are none are I mean, the only
Speaker 1: city that you will find black people is more So
Speaker 1: much is the capital and it's mostly just Africans. They
Speaker 1: have a big community there. But other than that, Africans athletes. Yeah, athletes.
Speaker 1: But that's what happens when you when you don't when
Speaker 1: you can't make it in the States as an athlete,
Speaker 1: you go to Europe. So it was like the reject
Speaker 1: like that, you know, basketball reject from America. Literally it is.
Speaker 1: That's exactly what tarant It didn't make more. Yes, they
Speaker 1: got kicked out of the right kick out because that
Speaker 1: happens to ye because yeah, they so they are terrible
Speaker 1: here when they go to Europe and they're a star
Speaker 1: then so that's crazy. Yeah, the basketball player was my
Speaker 1: first It was interesting. It was interesting, Yeah, it was
Speaker 1: I enjoyed it a lot. I'm not gonna let hilarious.
Speaker 1: And I really didn't have much experience, like sexually then
Speaker 1: it was like nineteen I've probably been with maybe like
Speaker 1: two men like before. You know, So was he great? No,
Speaker 1: he was not great and not at all. He was
Speaker 1: not even a matter of fact, it was one of
Speaker 1: those that was bragging about how he's gonna, oh brag,
Speaker 1: but he didn't didn't do that. But it was stick exactly.
Speaker 1: I was just about to say that you gotta be
Speaker 1: careful for them. Yeah, thats an like. Yeah, I think
Speaker 1: it was mostly about aesthetically. Just look. I probably just
Speaker 1: was attracted to him physically, and that was probably the
Speaker 1: biggest part of it, Okay, joining it rather than anything
Speaker 1: he looks good. He sucks, but he looks good. It
Speaker 1: was probably move mostly that at least it was fine.
Speaker 1: You think you could teach a guy how to funk. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you can definitely tell them what you like. You can
Speaker 1: tell them what you like, but do they listen? That's
Speaker 1: the part. A lot of the guys something You're right
Speaker 1: after had a guy or two somethings, so he listened.
Speaker 1: A lot of guys don't listen because they feel like
Speaker 1: you hurt their little ego and stuff. Yeah, and it's
Speaker 1: like I've tried to teach a guy and it's like
Speaker 1: like you're not even like are you hearing me? Wait, God,
Speaker 1: did you try to teach them? I'm so curious, what
Speaker 1: do you mean what you said? Okay. I tried to
Speaker 1: tell him, like, you know, I like it like this,
Speaker 1: so I'm like a passionate lover, like I like a
Speaker 1: lot of like slow sex, and I like to just
Speaker 1: make love. And he just wanted to just like like
Speaker 1: you're gonna get your No. Literally, I hate that. So
Speaker 1: I tried to like tell him like, okay, do it
Speaker 1: like this. Even in the moment I was trying to
Speaker 1: tell him, and he it was almost like I wasn't
Speaker 1: even there. What yes, it was like I wasn't even there.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, do it like this? And he just
Speaker 1: kept doing what he was just because he was being
Speaker 1: selfish and he was going hard like that, and you're like, chill,
Speaker 1: you know what. I like to call this When men
Speaker 1: do that like this is almost as if they're using
Speaker 1: our body to masturbate. No literally, seriously, like, what is
Speaker 1: the difference between you just dragging not even if you
Speaker 1: could give a man some tips in the bedroom, what
Speaker 1: are the three of the tap tips that you would
Speaker 1: give on how to be better in bed? How to
Speaker 1: be better in bed? Okay? First off, why are you
Speaker 1: like when you're eating it? Why are you going mad
Speaker 1: hard like you don't got to go mad bads, like
Speaker 1: you don't have to do that. Yeah, like take your
Speaker 1: time and be soft, like our vaginas are very very delicate.
Speaker 1: We're delicate women relaxed, go easy, like they don't got
Speaker 1: to be all at like so that the last literally
Speaker 1: like you hungry, sir? Did you eat it? That's one,
Speaker 1: And then I think the next one is four play.
Speaker 1: A lot of men don't know how to do four play,
Speaker 1: Like you can't just whip your dick out and shove
Speaker 1: it in there like like they're like twisting nipple and
Speaker 1: then try to stick it in what n No seriously though,
Speaker 1: like they really do that, which is so crazy because
Speaker 1: it's like I just feel like men just need to
Speaker 1: relax like that, take your time, take your time, like
Speaker 1: that's the words they relax. That's it, yeah, exactly. And
Speaker 1: then I guess the last one would be I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know the last one. I just feel like
Speaker 1: they're just the last one referred to one and to
Speaker 1: write do you like him to like look at your eyes? Yes?
Speaker 1: I love that. I want to be talked to. I
Speaker 1: want to be I like passionate. I was about to
Speaker 1: say men aren't passionate a lot of men just like
Speaker 1: you said, I just want to go in. Yeah, And
Speaker 1: they don't even understand that passion is something that women crave,
Speaker 1: like we crave that in sensual and intimacy, like we
Speaker 1: crave that. You don't don't want to know what though,
Speaker 1: they don't care. They don't care that we crave it
Speaker 1: or not. They know what they crave and that's just
Speaker 1: a pussy for a second period, Like that's what they crave.
Speaker 1: And that said. But I mean, it takes a special
Speaker 1: guy to do all of that stuff. There's they're out
Speaker 1: there that's sex you ever had? Um, I don't, I
Speaker 1: don't know. Um looks down you like the most. Is
Speaker 1: there anybody that like you stay with because the sex
Speaker 1: was so good that you like stay with them longer
Speaker 1: than you Absolutely? Um. It was one long term relationship
Speaker 1: that I was in and it was like it was
Speaker 1: really crazy. We had a lot of sexual chemistry. Um,
Speaker 1: but he was like a dumbass and I just stayed around,
Speaker 1: And honestly, I even stayed around like after I took
Speaker 1: my feelings out of it, Like I took my feelings
Speaker 1: out of it, and I would just see him and
Speaker 1: you know, at that time. Once I took my feelings
Speaker 1: out of it, he was trying to make it work,
Speaker 1: and I was just like this guy is weird. I'm
Speaker 1: like weird, but that yeah, I was like so annoyed
Speaker 1: with him. But I was like, you know what, I'm
Speaker 1: like frustrated right now. I just need a little quickie
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna just go home. And they just sat.
Speaker 1: Could he still call you to this day and I
Speaker 1: have a little something, just a quickie. No, absolutely you
Speaker 1: hesitated for a second, though I did. I did hesitate,
Speaker 1: but and that's because, like you know, the central chemistry
Speaker 1: was really really there. But I'm like, seriously, when I say,
Speaker 1: like this year, I'm really like in my element, like
Speaker 1: you gotta be are ill negg to get with me,
Speaker 1: like at this point, because like I told you, I've
Speaker 1: been in so many relationships and I've just I've dated
Speaker 1: like a lot of a lot of different men, and
Speaker 1: now it's like you gotta have this, this, this, this
Speaker 1: and that to even deal with me, So like what
Speaker 1: is this, this, this and that. Mentally it's like a
Speaker 1: mental thing, like you got to be mentally there. And
Speaker 1: that's why I say, no, he can't call me because
Speaker 1: I know he's not mentally there. I've spoken to him
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, you're on the same thing absolutely,
Speaker 1: So in other words, you upgrew him. H Literally a
Speaker 1: lot of people sometimes guys are bad for business too,
Speaker 1: because I feel like, if you're with the wrong guy,
Speaker 1: it can't affect you negatively so much that it affects
Speaker 1: you handling business absolutely. I mean yeah, because if you're
Speaker 1: in like a bad relationship, you're exhausted. Like these people
Speaker 1: are exhausting, they're relationships in relationship with you know what
Speaker 1: I'm mean, Like, if they're just bad for you, you're
Speaker 1: gonna just feel drained, tired, the motivated, and just like
Speaker 1: you don't want to do anything, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And like a lot of times people mistake that for depression,
Speaker 1: but the moment you cut them off everything, it's you know,
Speaker 1: you are a bad vibe. And like people literally people
Speaker 1: get on pills for that, people getting therapy. They're like,
Speaker 1: I'm so depressed, I'm always tired, I'm angry, I'm a
Speaker 1: bitch all the time on neck and all along. It
Speaker 1: was them. It was that person you know that was
Speaker 1: draining all your energy. And know that happens so much.
Speaker 1: I mean, how intimidating is it for a guy to
Speaker 1: be with you? Because you said you're desensitized before we
Speaker 1: started this about talking about Dick's about talking about that
Speaker 1: you like people send you dick pis that they want
Speaker 1: you to rate so people might feel like she's seen
Speaker 1: it all, she's done it all. Um, how intimidating. Um, Well,
Speaker 1: men are scared of me period because I do take
Speaker 1: dominant approach on my only fans, on my social media.
Speaker 1: It's not easy to impress me, Like I said, please
Speaker 1: for you, like okay, something that's worked for you that
Speaker 1: you've been like okay, yeah that There has to be
Speaker 1: this mental connection. There's no way around it. You have
Speaker 1: to have your ship together. And if you tell me
Speaker 1: something and I can sense that you have a plan
Speaker 1: that you thinking fifteen steps ahead, thinking like a boss,
Speaker 1: I funk with that because I cannot. I cannot do bombs.
Speaker 1: And I just a lot of people like are so
Speaker 1: complacent in life. They're like so like a little check. Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm me. I don't stop. Like I've made my first million,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to make another one. How do I make
Speaker 1: five next year? How do I make ten in a
Speaker 1: couple of years, you know what I mean, launch the toy?
Speaker 1: What's next? You know what I mean. I'm not waiting
Speaker 1: for this to sell and see how that goes. I'm
Speaker 1: already working on something new about of retweets to everybody's amazing. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So I'm just always like trying to figure it out
Speaker 1: and and build a comfortable life for myself. And you know,
Speaker 1: a lot of men they don't like that. They're intimidated
Speaker 1: by that. They're scared of me because they feel like
Speaker 1: they can't impress me. And time you've been impressed, probably
Speaker 1: maybe a few months ago, it wasn't too long ago.
Speaker 1: I get impressed all the time, Like I tell me
Speaker 1: what it is that what it did impress you? Like,
Speaker 1: so people know it's it's just the way the person
Speaker 1: like presents themselves themselves, like if they're well spoken, and
Speaker 1: they again they think before they talk, and like they're independent,
Speaker 1: Like you know what, I cannot stand people that are like, well,
Speaker 1: I can't do it. I can't do it. It doesn't work,
Speaker 1: I can't I can't text before I give you, before
Speaker 1: I help you solve your problem, come to me and
Speaker 1: tell me that you tried ABC and this didn't work
Speaker 1: in this pot. It is personality somebody who was like
Speaker 1: this can't work that because they do that to you too,
Speaker 1: they'll be like, oh, that's never gonna work on time.
Speaker 1: It's really hard for people to be vulnerable. That's a
Speaker 1: that's a really vulnerable spot and like that's really hard
Speaker 1: to be in, Like dead serious. I learned that like
Speaker 1: last year. I'm like, damn, like my ego is crazy.
Speaker 1: I gotta at least be honest with myself and just
Speaker 1: say it because you never know what could come out
Speaker 1: of that. But that's like a really hard place to
Speaker 1: be in. So yeah, I kind of get it, but
Speaker 1: it's like it is, it's really annoying, like super annoying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like there's so many men that just you know, this
Speaker 1: happens all the time. This literally happens every day. They're
Speaker 1: like I want to check you out, I want to
Speaker 1: fuck you, I want this, I want that. And let's
Speaker 1: say there is like a list of things that needs
Speaker 1: to have that need to happen before that can even
Speaker 1: become sidered. But they never they're never going to do that.
Speaker 1: They're gonna it's not gonna work. Why are you asking
Speaker 1: you about b if you haven't done a right. It's
Speaker 1: always a process. I need to see you put some
Speaker 1: work in. So yeah, that's really small egos. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: that's really what it seems from too, Like they really
Speaker 1: feel incapable, and you know sometimes you be trying to
Speaker 1: encourage them and they don't like that either. Like sometimes
Speaker 1: guys have a problem asking for help. For sure, let
Speaker 1: me ask you, this is your wife's tenders Winler. I
Speaker 1: didn't watch it because everyone would tell what happened Valentine's Day?
Speaker 1: He said, what, me and my boyfriend watching it together. Honestly,
Speaker 1: I think that's that was badass. So everybody should why
Speaker 1: the story, But you know, you still see itself. It's interesting.
Speaker 1: This guy had ale echo system. The reason he got
Speaker 1: these women is because he was bringing them on a
Speaker 1: private jet flying them out. They thought that he had
Speaker 1: so much money. They fell in love because they were
Speaker 1: looking for love. They were on these dating sites, you know,
Speaker 1: trying to find a man, and they think titching. I
Speaker 1: hit the jacket all had. His dad is like a diamond,
Speaker 1: He sells diamonds. He comes from this rich family. He
Speaker 1: did put them on a private jet at first, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So he had, he did have money.
Speaker 1: He had money from them, so like let's say I
Speaker 1: use money from you to pay for the how money
Speaker 1: from me? Swiler? And then like but then after that, right,
Speaker 1: you start feeling like, oh my god, because then he
Speaker 1: would be like, oh my security guard got beat up
Speaker 1: and they're doing this, and then and then you're feeling
Speaker 1: like I have to help him. And I'm thinking to myself,
Speaker 1: what if I was dating somebody They treated me so good,
Speaker 1: did all this ship for me, and then they sent
Speaker 1: me a picture of their security guard beat up. I'm
Speaker 1: thinking the dad owns this. I'm in like bloody yeah,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh my god, he needs my help,
Speaker 1: and now I have to help him because that I
Speaker 1: got to felt for. And yeah, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I shout out to every guy who else pulling me
Speaker 1: on a private joint. I appreciate you, God bless you,
Speaker 1: but don't call me when your enemies. I after you
Speaker 1: about credit cards, that's crazy, Like there's a limit to
Speaker 1: how much money I'm not like taking out a line
Speaker 1: of credit. Yes, And they were taking out loans like
Speaker 1: payday loans and line were doing that. They were getting
Speaker 1: like users on there got AMEX cards, it's x Carna.
Speaker 1: Think if you get some money, money, like okay, you
Speaker 1: know what I got you? Like they were taking dollars
Speaker 1: like a day, like he was spending like crazy. He
Speaker 1: was like ten thousand here, twenty thousand there. Because they
Speaker 1: also thinks he's rich and he's gonna give it right right,
Speaker 1: that's o D literally Now. The one girl got him
Speaker 1: back though. She sold all his clothes. Okay, somebody told
Speaker 1: me that. Yeah, he thought that she was gonna give
Speaker 1: him the money and she played wait, so she was
Speaker 1: like in his house. No, she told him like once
Speaker 1: she hit the fan and she was like, you need money.
Speaker 1: You got Balenciaga, Gucci deal, let's sell it. Problem. Every
Speaker 1: money was a label. Yeah, she kept the money. She
Speaker 1: worked in retail fashion, so she took all his clothes
Speaker 1: and cleaned him and pressed them and put him on
Speaker 1: eBay and sold them and kept all the money. That
Speaker 1: was crazy. But I feel like this ship was battery
Speaker 1: this guy. The way this guy put this whole funk
Speaker 1: when he did how they felt, the way he did
Speaker 1: this was genius. Like you know what I mean. The
Speaker 1: way they can't come after me if I'm scamming her
Speaker 1: she's given me money and I'm paying for her with
Speaker 1: her money technically also got to make the money back,
Speaker 1: right like, and I'm like, now the one lady sold
Speaker 1: his clothes so she can get some of her money back.
Speaker 1: And I heard that he had went to jail for
Speaker 1: like how long he went to He got sent this
Speaker 1: to like fifteen months and went to jail for like
Speaker 1: four months now right because he got an agent now
Speaker 1: and a podcast. He's trying to do a dating show.
Speaker 1: He's actually charging charging and he's charging people for like
Speaker 1: online classes with my classes on how to be a
Speaker 1: swindler my level. I'm going to ask the ladies here,
Speaker 1: have you ever used a guy just for money and
Speaker 1: got him to give you many times? Now it's Monday,
Speaker 1: and I'm wearing my Magic City hoodie. Okay, yes I've
Speaker 1: used money. Bad about it? Absolutely not. No, I have
Speaker 1: to be the odd ball and say I haven't. Me neither,
Speaker 1: I really haven't, and I'm actually mad about it. I'm
Speaker 1: I I've never looked for someone to specifically use it
Speaker 1: for me money saying all right, I've never met somebody
Speaker 1: and thought, yeah, I'm gonna specifically use you for your money.
Speaker 1: It's them they're like, oh, let me buy you this
Speaker 1: that if you guys do do that taking something from
Speaker 1: someone that you know you don't like she took that
Speaker 1: nor you know what does wait? Okay, but I'm just
Speaker 1: saying I felt, Um, you know, I feel bad because
Speaker 1: I know I'm not gonna give him anything in return,
Speaker 1: even but that's they're bad. I'm not asking for nothing there,
Speaker 1: I've never asked anything. They're offering it, and I take it,
Speaker 1: you know, And that's your fault because you think you
Speaker 1: could buy your way into the pussy. You can't. I
Speaker 1: feel I feel like, first of all, men like to
Speaker 1: throw around this term gold digger, gold digg at this
Speaker 1: gold digging, that old pussy is expensive. Pick one in
Speaker 1: your budget, okay, because speaking because if you're not paying
Speaker 1: for a prostitute to fuck you, you're paying for your
Speaker 1: girlfriend's dinner, her nails that use women and get women
Speaker 1: to pay for ship for them, right, Yeah, that's that's
Speaker 1: a lot less coming. I would say, like the standard
Speaker 1: is the man taking care of the woman. You know,
Speaker 1: whether it's right or wrong, I don't know, I don't care,
Speaker 1: but you know that would you pay for dinner? Like
Speaker 1: absolutely well? Half these guys that's out here screaming gold digger,
Speaker 1: ain't got no gold to dig that's a that's really
Speaker 1: the gold diggers like money, they don't mind, but they
Speaker 1: got the guys who got the money, they don't mind
Speaker 1: if you guys they don't have it. That and guys
Speaker 1: that remember there was like he kept buying me stuff.
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't want it. I had to
Speaker 1: be like stop good, yeah, I don't want to, right,
Speaker 1: And you don't feel bad like I did. I didn't
Speaker 1: want it because I didn't I was gonna go out
Speaker 1: with him like right. That's what it becomes problematic because
Speaker 1: a lot of times they'll like try to spoil it
Speaker 1: was and then start really scared. I wasn't really scared,
Speaker 1: but he would you know what it was. He would
Speaker 1: be really like nasty too, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like you know how guys get angry when you don't
Speaker 1: want to talk to them, Yeah, and then being mad
Speaker 1: like you're not talking to and I'm like I don't
Speaker 1: need anything to you a huge red flag. I'm yeah,
Speaker 1: so I don't need that, and let's be clear, like
Speaker 1: I could buy it. Guys will be like, oh, I
Speaker 1: can't buy you anything that you can't buy yourself everything
Speaker 1: you want, you just go and get it. It's like, yes,
Speaker 1: I remember one time Max got me at Chanel bag
Speaker 1: for Christmas. I was like, oh, this is so sweet.
Speaker 1: And I opened up my other gifts and he got
Speaker 1: me H and M shirt and it had Nikki on
Speaker 1: it and I love Nicki Minaj and that's the gift. More.
Speaker 1: I lost my mind, like literally, it's literally the thought
Speaker 1: that counts. Yes, it definitely is. It was a shirt. Yes, true. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I used to live in London. But coming back to
Speaker 1: like them, you know, use the man for money, I
Speaker 1: don't do that anymore because again I'm running a business
Speaker 1: now and what I'm doing this is a service that
Speaker 1: I provides. I I'm not scamming them for money. You
Speaker 1: pay for something that I'm offering your diaper. Right. So,
Speaker 1: but when I when I was you know, well I
Speaker 1: was in college every now and then I had to
Speaker 1: go to England or somewhere to get a job, like
Speaker 1: a little summer job, get some on you because it
Speaker 1: was it was hard financially. So I lived in England
Speaker 1: for a little bit and I went with my friends
Speaker 1: and we were in it like this room it was.
Speaker 1: It was terrible, just terrible. But anyway, we had to host,
Speaker 1: we had to rely on men, like paying for our food,
Speaker 1: Like we were so broke to the point date with
Speaker 1: you that I couldn't afford food like guys, so we
Speaker 1: were literally I definitely have done that, and they I
Speaker 1: was younger because I was hungry and broke, right, and
Speaker 1: then you know, get and then somebody. Okay, but but
Speaker 1: I also wouldn't have gone on a date with somebody
Speaker 1: that I didn't like at all. Yeah, okay, no, yeah,
Speaker 1: I didn't do that either, But it was like, let's
Speaker 1: just say, my standards weren't that high, just like alright,
Speaker 1: guy moment right, and then you know, I would get
Speaker 1: him to pay for like my Oyster card which was
Speaker 1: for the subway, and then you know for like a
Speaker 1: little dinner here and groceries there and paid the rent
Speaker 1: and like I had too because I feel like we wouldn't.
Speaker 1: We were not before we got a job, because the
Speaker 1: way we went to England, we didn't have a job.
Speaker 1: We just flew to England, but is out and we
Speaker 1: got man. You know, it's crazy men it's harder for
Speaker 1: them to do that. Like as women, I feel like
Speaker 1: we can go to the club with no money. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you come drunk and you eat. Like, I can't do that. Literally,
Speaker 1: they got out a little bit. They gotta do the
Speaker 1: thing like what would you do if, now that's your single,
Speaker 1: if you were in the club and a guy was
Speaker 1: there and you were like, oh, you're gonna buy me
Speaker 1: a drink and he was like, I'm gonna be honest, like,
Speaker 1: I don't really have it like that right now. I've
Speaker 1: been having some financial difficulties. Okay, so two things this happened.
Speaker 1: I would respect that, Okay, Like honestly, I can't, like really,
Speaker 1: you know, I can't do that right now because this
Speaker 1: is not that respect that. Yeah, like I respect that, Like, okay,
Speaker 1: heard you. I would respect it too. But I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, I wouldn't respect you like this, But I
Speaker 1: had somebody to do that to me before. Recently, Yeah,
Speaker 1: with a hookah fucking hooka, Me and my friends went out.
Speaker 1: He bought one hookah and he goes, I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: you are in another hooka. He's like, no, I only
Speaker 1: got money for one. I'm like ok And then and
Speaker 1: then and then was literally running me down the whole night.
Speaker 1: Some pussy like Oh, I'm like yo, Like you're in
Speaker 1: my face, like literally like saying that. I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: like you know that's a bum, that's that's broke and dusty,
Speaker 1: Like what broken hook? He like, give me twenty of that?
Speaker 1: What's the little things you put in the testaments? Give
Speaker 1: me twenty for this. One who goes like that is
Speaker 1: not okay. Let me tell you why I wouldn't respect this,
Speaker 1: even the honestly reason why. It's because if you don't
Speaker 1: got to like that, what funk are you in the club?
Speaker 1: And why are you hollering at me? You don't I'm
Speaker 1: sorry you don't have money for a drink. We're not
Speaker 1: talking about rent, We're not talking about like big drink, right,
Speaker 1: you have bigger problems if you can't, you can't, like
Speaker 1: what are you celebrating? So are you this right? Are
Speaker 1: you saying that you're homeless? Because if you don't have
Speaker 1: fifteen dollars or whatever, I'm sorry you. Maybe you need
Speaker 1: to get your priorities straights hookah at It depends at
Speaker 1: my club. It depends if you get the pineapple. Okay,
Speaker 1: we're just between thirty and sixty dollars, Yeah, like a
Speaker 1: like a hookah spot that's like a specialty anywhere from
Speaker 1: like thirty to a hundred and ten dollars. When you
Speaker 1: go with your friends, do you pay for everything since
Speaker 1: you got money like that. No, I don't pay for everything,
Speaker 1: thank god. But they definitely like pitching. You mean my girlfriends,
Speaker 1: your girl Okay, yeah, no, we like pitching. I would
Speaker 1: pay for everything, though I have done it because I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know what, like I haven't been outside with my
Speaker 1: girls in a while, Like I love them, Like, let's
Speaker 1: just live it up tonight. No, whoy, you worry about nothing.
Speaker 1: Let's just bust it up. So I do do that sometimes,
Speaker 1: but not all the time. Angela feeds us all the time.
Speaker 1: I love that, you want. My friends are like super
Speaker 1: stubborn and like they have really big egos, so they
Speaker 1: don't even want me paying for them, Like they don't
Speaker 1: want it. They're like no, like what this Like, I
Speaker 1: don't want that because they knew me before I was
Speaker 1: who I was, so they really just try to like
Speaker 1: make sure that they don't want to use me. But
Speaker 1: I'm like you, I've always been I've always been like
Speaker 1: super generous with people. I remember when I was younger,
Speaker 1: my friend went to law school when we graduated, and
Speaker 1: I really wanted her to come with us to Miami.
Speaker 1: I paid for her trip even though I didn't even
Speaker 1: have it like that. I did that too, but I
Speaker 1: was like, I want you to come like that. I
Speaker 1: love that. I did that too before. I love it. Well, listen,
Speaker 1: I really appreciate you. This was really fun. And you
Speaker 1: know what we're gonna do when we do we get
Speaker 1: to keep this. Yes, maybe we'll give this away to
Speaker 1: one of our Google boys, Yeah, to one of our listeners.
Speaker 1: The guy for are so mad we're not giving it
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Speaker 1: let's talk. What does that name mean? So it just
Speaker 1: means that you're just a twisted person, like you're just
Speaker 1: in this world that's us on this podcast right now.
Speaker 1: You're just in a twisting world, just being yourself and
Speaker 1: just honestly, I'm trying to create this whole like universe
Speaker 1: where people could just do what they want, like really
Speaker 1: just wear what they want, do what how they want,
Speaker 1: not care about judgment. I care about when nobody else thinks.
Speaker 1: And I kind of wear really like kind of crazy
Speaker 1: outfits sometimes. So I'm trying to put that esthetic into
Speaker 1: my word. We love it, We love how you Thank
Speaker 1: you cute? Thank you well? And are you going to
Speaker 1: use your vibrator? Yes, I am going to use it.
Speaker 1: Got to let us know. I'll update you guys. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna could you said it felt good, but you just yeah,
Speaker 1: it was good, but it just didn't like do like
Speaker 1: you didn't come from it. No, oh yeah, I mean
Speaker 1: you definitely got the orgasm crazy at this point that
Speaker 1: the dude, I thought that could be a good addition
Speaker 1: to the Twisted Saints family. You think so like a
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Speaker 1: you guys on that, all right, we're gonna be checking
Speaker 1: for that. Yeah, you're gonna do a vlog about it?
Speaker 1: I will, and of course brot me taste. Thank you
Speaker 1: so much. This is your first time in New York, Sol,
Speaker 1: Yes it is. I'll help you have a good time.
Speaker 1: Shout out to Laney Spies and through our girl Miss Laney.
Speaker 1: We love you. And um, this was fun. Yes, it
Speaker 1: was so much fun. Thank you for having me. Thank
Speaker 1: you so much. I have last. I really didn't have
Speaker 1: a last. You guys ready to go wrestle? Yeah, let's
Speaker 1: go wrestle. Let's I mean, I need a wrestle man
Speaker 1: that you have the body slam And I'm serious. She's like,
Speaker 1: I have some puny ninety eight pound man for you
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