WEBVTT - Episode 345: Coal Diggers (Feat. Aaliyah Jay & Romi Chase)

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<v Speaker 1>West's Lift Service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G McGuire,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm when A J and M Chase. Right. Nothing,

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<v Speaker 1>but this is a test, Okay. We always just go

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<v Speaker 1>in and some people get it, so people don't. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>some people sit here like oh, and we do want

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<v Speaker 1>to shout out to love Kia Boutique. She actually made

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<v Speaker 1>us these lift service pillows. This is what we had

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<v Speaker 1>some before. These are the updated with so we appreciate

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<v Speaker 1>love Kia BOUTIQUEH in the candle. Yes, I know y'all

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<v Speaker 1>have a lot to say about these war around couches,

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<v Speaker 1>but these pillows make us feel brand new. A lot

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<v Speaker 1>has happened on these couches. Let's not talking about that

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<v Speaker 1>while we're here. We're here, so today it's all about

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<v Speaker 1>content creation and we have some very established content creators

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<v Speaker 1>with us, and so let's start with you, Romi. So

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<v Speaker 1>let everybody know who you are. Um, Hi, guys, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Romi Chase, plus size model, UM, social media influencer and

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<v Speaker 1>an independent content creator. Okay, we have your vagina here,

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<v Speaker 1>so people, just my first personal stroker. It's called stroker.

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<v Speaker 1>I cannot say flashlight because this was not made by

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<v Speaker 1>the flashlight company. So it's called a stroke stroke stroking,

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<v Speaker 1>stroker stroke it for you. So we were having a

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<v Speaker 1>conversation about it earlier and we were trying to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out the mold. Is it just of the outside or

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<v Speaker 1>do they actually go in and take a molder inside.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think I figured it out by looking at

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<v Speaker 1>the box. So just like the outside of what your vagina,

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<v Speaker 1>the mold is. It's just molded into perfection and the

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<v Speaker 1>exact replica of my vagina. Okay, so vagina, yes, my vagina,

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<v Speaker 1>my pussy look like okay, I said, inside is like

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<v Speaker 1>bumps and stuff. Yeah, that's for you know, for the

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<v Speaker 1>pleasure textures. O. So you have to get you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the ultimate experience. And there's all different kinds of packages,

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<v Speaker 1>right that you can get with this. Oh yeah, there's

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<v Speaker 1>you can use this separately and use manually, um it's

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<v Speaker 1>just a stroker, or you can purchase it together with

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<v Speaker 1>kei on, which is like the new technology that will

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<v Speaker 1>provide the automatic experience. So if you put the toy

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<v Speaker 1>into the key on and push some buttons and adjust

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<v Speaker 1>a limp for strokes and speed, it'll do the job

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<v Speaker 1>for you. So basically, Jack, you off cheating or I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think so. I mean, what's the difference between this

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<v Speaker 1>and Jack and all? Really? I mean it's your vagina,

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<v Speaker 1>but my vagina. Really, what you see now, what you

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<v Speaker 1>feel technically is an exact replica inside from the beginning,

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<v Speaker 1>internally introduced a Lea j before we move in for

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<v Speaker 1>this Alea Ji. Hi. Now we know you from your

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<v Speaker 1>tutorials on makeup and now you're also relaunching your clothing line.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes I am. It's called Twisted Saints and so I

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<v Speaker 1>just launched my first collection a couple of weeks ago

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<v Speaker 1>and it went really well, so I'm super excited about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you. It's huge, Yes it is. And you gave

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<v Speaker 1>me here just a cute so you're a good walking

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<v Speaker 1>billboard see your whole look. Thank you. But yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a content creator, so I'm trying to transition into

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<v Speaker 1>being a full time fashion designer. Nice okay, alright, I

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<v Speaker 1>love it. But we're here to support and help you. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>cheating is that cheating? You think? Like? Okay, say your

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<v Speaker 1>man had you know this particular romi Chase Stroker Stroker,

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<v Speaker 1>would you feel weird about that? No? I would not okay,

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<v Speaker 1>it's an open mind. Yeah, I'm like I'm into that.

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<v Speaker 1>I took my boyfriend at the time to the sex

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<v Speaker 1>store and I tried to get him to get one

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<v Speaker 1>and he was not with it. I'm like, this is fun,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you just think about it, like if you I

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<v Speaker 1>assume you guys have dill doos, right, But yeah, cheating,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think so, and you can. You can definitely

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<v Speaker 1>buy a male Points start deal though, like yeah, so,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I don't see how that's you know, cheating.

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<v Speaker 1>Does anybody use deal? Those are the people use vibrators right,

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<v Speaker 1>sort of vibrating? Yeah, I can't get into vibrators. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I don't know what it is, but it

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<v Speaker 1>just like I need, I need, I need a real thing. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like I need. Have you tried to dick and vibrator combo?

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't. What is it? Should I vibrator while you're

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<v Speaker 1>having sex? Okay? I tried the vibrator and didn't care

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<v Speaker 1>for it, Like it was just it felt good, but

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<v Speaker 1>it just didn't like hit the spot, So I just

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<v Speaker 1>never use it again. So it didn't make you orgasm?

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<v Speaker 1>But you tried it only ones? Yeah it again shot

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<v Speaker 1>you come every time either. Okay, let's be clear. She

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<v Speaker 1>it's supposed to write. You might have to get a

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<v Speaker 1>different vibrator. You know, you might need a little more vibration.

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<v Speaker 1>I probably got to try him out and just experience. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, So I want to talk about some things

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<v Speaker 1>that you'll have been putting on your well, let's get

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<v Speaker 1>into some history first. So from a year from Poland

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<v Speaker 1>and you were an English teacher. I was before I

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<v Speaker 1>got into adult and people should tell you to cover

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<v Speaker 1>yourself up? Did it? Um? As you can see, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very busty, very thick. That is definitely not a beauty

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<v Speaker 1>standard in Poland. Poll in Poland, in order to be

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<v Speaker 1>considered attractive, you gotta be skinny, with blonde, skinny girl,

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<v Speaker 1>no boobs, no hips, blue eyes, all that. So I

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<v Speaker 1>definitely didn't fit the standard. And like I got a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of ship for it. And then you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>got into teaching. I was bullied a lot then I

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<v Speaker 1>got into teaching, and that was the one situation was crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>This kid, he was fourteen years old, maybe one mus still,

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<v Speaker 1>he said, I got a boner when I saw you

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<v Speaker 1>at and I was I was a teacher. This is horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>So I called the parents. The dad came and instead

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<v Speaker 1>of like, you know, teaching him a lesson, he literally

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<v Speaker 1>knocked the ship out of him right in front of me.

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<v Speaker 1>And then my principle. Instead of you know, taking my side,

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<v Speaker 1>I was dressed appropriately, he body shamed me. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of different things, but yeah, I just

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<v Speaker 1>teaching wasn't for me. Um. Not only you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>treatment all this stuff, but I just I didn't feel

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<v Speaker 1>good having to follow the curriculum and always have to

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<v Speaker 1>clock in and listen to somebody, and I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the leader, Like I'm a leader my nature. So

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I quit that, like I'm more of a

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<v Speaker 1>totally totally and so I quit teaching. And then you

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<v Speaker 1>moved and I moved to the States. Yes, and they

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<v Speaker 1>actually didn't love a thick girl here. Yeah, that's exactly

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<v Speaker 1>what happened. And I came to the South. My first

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<v Speaker 1>city I came to America was New Orleans actually, so um,

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<v Speaker 1>I stayed in New Orleans to stay in Alabama for

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit. It's just all over the South really,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I definitely got a lot of attention, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, fuck it like, let

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<v Speaker 1>me just try to like register like Model Mayhem, one

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<v Speaker 1>of these you know social media. Just put myself out

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<v Speaker 1>there and see what happens. And I got a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of a lot of responses, and like shortly after that,

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like sucking. You know, let me just

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<v Speaker 1>a girl use with you guy. I love it. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we gotta gotta make that money. Especially, it was very

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<v Speaker 1>hard for me because I wasn't a freshman immigrant. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have my green card yet, so I couldn't get

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<v Speaker 1>a legal real job. I had to hustle. I had

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<v Speaker 1>to write. So that's how I got into content creation

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<v Speaker 1>and I got into fetish wrestling and all that kind

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<v Speaker 1>of stuff. Yeah, fetish wrestling. As you know, I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>big girl bbw um. A lot of men are into

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<v Speaker 1>seeing a big girl's wrestle and abuse scrawny guy that

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<v Speaker 1>you have, any screwny guys, you want her to wrestle

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<v Speaker 1>and I need you to a couple. Okay. So I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was meeting up and humiliating very small, scrawny guys

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<v Speaker 1>for eleven a hundred pounds for money. And they love it, literally,

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<v Speaker 1>they love it. They had they had a chastity cage

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<v Speaker 1>on during that the wrestling thing and everything. Why do

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<v Speaker 1>we love being like humiliated? That's crazy, it's mark I

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<v Speaker 1>feel space right here, Dan, Yeah, do guys love that?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like personally, I think it's because of like

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<v Speaker 1>the standard role of a man in society is to

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<v Speaker 1>be the boss. I have to provide, I have to

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<v Speaker 1>take care of things, and you know, they want to

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<v Speaker 1>feel vulnerable to every now and then, so they definitely

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<v Speaker 1>like this big dominant woman telling them what to do.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of like that, you know. It's just for

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<v Speaker 1>the same reason why female CEOs CEOs and entrepreneurs like

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<v Speaker 1>to be you know, choked and fucked hard and stuff

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<v Speaker 1>nominated a lot of time. I'm not like that, absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>I love just about giving up control. Yeah, you want

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<v Speaker 1>to know what it is being an entrepreneur CEO. You

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<v Speaker 1>have to really be like in your masculine energy, so

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<v Speaker 1>when you can be submissive, you want it like all

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<v Speaker 1>the way. Like I'm really just not learning that. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just not learning that. Like I'm like super masculine.

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<v Speaker 1>There's like no guy that has ever made me feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I want to be submissive and just like I

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<v Speaker 1>just want to be like a little bitch, like you

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<v Speaker 1>get safe enough where you're like take control, taketure, do whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>So no one's ever made you feel like that, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean at times, but then it gets to a point

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<v Speaker 1>where I have to be like I now I got

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<v Speaker 1>a boss up on this thing, like now I gotta now,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta get rough because now he's playing with me.

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<v Speaker 1>And then after I get that way, I can't go back. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it sucks. That's just like s She's doesn't give people

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<v Speaker 1>a chance. Man, That's why she did that vibrator one time.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't go back, go back girl. Really, Okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>need some recommendations of like the ones that I need

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<v Speaker 1>to get because I don't. We're talking, Yeah, now what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on with you now? Because like you said, you

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<v Speaker 1>are a boss, your entrepreneur. You said you have a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of masculine energy. So what kind of guys have

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<v Speaker 1>you been dating? Are you single? Now? Who? Um? So, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I am single. That's a new thing. Yes, it is,

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<v Speaker 1>um freshly new to like a couple, probably like two

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<v Speaker 1>months now. So I'm at a point where I'm trying

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out what I like really because I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like everything that I did, like I don't know I

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<v Speaker 1>kind just want to try something new, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to do something different, try something new,

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<v Speaker 1>go this way, go that way. I just want to

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<v Speaker 1>just have fun and explore. Really, so like being single?

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<v Speaker 1>You like being single? Right now? Yeah? I really do

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<v Speaker 1>like it. I love it. I absolutely love it. And

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<v Speaker 1>why did y'all break up? Um? Really, I just felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I just wanted to think about myself this year.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to have fun. Honestly, I've never been

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<v Speaker 1>single in my life. Yeah you do, and you might

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<v Speaker 1>be private about your relationship, but everybody knows you're in one.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never been single in my life, so this is

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<v Speaker 1>really my first time being single, which is so crazy

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm twenty seven. Like I should have been single

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<v Speaker 1>a long time ago. But I'm like at a point

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<v Speaker 1>where you know, I don't have kids, I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>no husband, I really don't have. The only responsibility I

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<v Speaker 1>have is me and if I could keep that for

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<v Speaker 1>however long I can, I need to do that. Yeah, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not about the rush into nothing. I'd be seeing

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<v Speaker 1>stuff happen. I'm just like, no, I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to go there. But you said you

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<v Speaker 1>want to have kids in two to three years. I

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<v Speaker 1>saw you post I did say that. I didn't say that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you got about two to three years to live

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<v Speaker 1>after being a life before a time of sun dance,

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<v Speaker 1>you could drop these babies. Yeah, I mean maybe like

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<v Speaker 1>two to five. Let's say to the five. Yeah. I

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<v Speaker 1>extended it because I'm actually having a lot of fun,

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<v Speaker 1>so I right, need more time, right, Also a serial

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<v Speaker 1>relationship person, right, I'm always in a relationship. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was just single for two years and it was good.

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<v Speaker 1>I got I had a lot of time to reflect

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<v Speaker 1>and like really like work on me. It's cliche, is

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<v Speaker 1>that sounds, but it's really a thing. And um, when

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<v Speaker 1>I was um, when the when my guy that I

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<v Speaker 1>love so much because I'm so in love, yeah, my boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 1>When when the situation relationship fell into my lap? I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I was ready, you had clear the slave. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I was. I was ready, And I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like being I had just moved back to Atlanta

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<v Speaker 1>and a single for about two years years and just

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<v Speaker 1>you know, doing me and not having any like you said,

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<v Speaker 1>no responsibilities, no nothing to you know, look forward, look

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<v Speaker 1>after or anything. And I've really had a clean slate,

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<v Speaker 1>nice to be a little selfish too sometimes because it

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<v Speaker 1>can be really stressful to be in a relationship when

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<v Speaker 1>you're arguing all the time or when like you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>be like man, it seem gonna be mad if I

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<v Speaker 1>do this, Like you know that's stressful. What is so stressful? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I really I've never had this much fun before ever

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<v Speaker 1>in my life because I'm always worried about like the

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<v Speaker 1>person I'm in a relationship, making sure they're okay. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a cancer, so I'm super sensitive, and I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>always in love. It's like I don't know, I've just

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<v Speaker 1>never been here in my life. But I'm really excited.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you. It's really my selfish year. I swould

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<v Speaker 1>have God, Like eight minutes unto the New Year, I

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<v Speaker 1>realized it was two. I was like it's two, like

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<v Speaker 1>and I literally started shaking, and I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>wait something like I gotta I gotta fix myself, like

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<v Speaker 1>I have to think about myself this year and just

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<v Speaker 1>put myself first. And said, you knew you were going

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<v Speaker 1>to relaunch your clothing line at that point? When did

0:14:08.480 --> 0:14:10.679
<v Speaker 1>you decide that? Um? So I was working on it

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<v Speaker 1>for like six months to a year and so it

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<v Speaker 1>just so happened that it just like all happened at

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<v Speaker 1>the same time. But yeah, I've been working on that

0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:20.960
<v Speaker 1>for like six months to a year or so, it

0:14:21.080 --> 0:14:24.480
<v Speaker 1>just happened. Well, me, what's your situation, what kind of

0:14:24.560 --> 0:14:26.720
<v Speaker 1>guys are you attracted to, and what kind of guys

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<v Speaker 1>that you would chat And sometimes it's not the same thing. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So first of all, I'm single right now, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>very hard for me to find a man now because

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<v Speaker 1>of what I do. Man just either don't take me

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<v Speaker 1>seriously or they just assume that I'm a whore and

0:14:43.720 --> 0:14:46.960
<v Speaker 1>they you know, they immediately turned on the freak mode.

0:14:46.960 --> 0:14:52.320
<v Speaker 1>They're like, oh yeah, let's get like slow down. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>That is a problem and also problems to a lot

0:14:58.000 --> 0:15:00.760
<v Speaker 1>of men are not okay with what I do. They're

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<v Speaker 1>not okay with the you know, d MS that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>getting and the fact that I entertain men for free sexually,

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<v Speaker 1>that I show myself naked for money. They don't like that.

0:15:10.840 --> 0:15:13.360
<v Speaker 1>A lot of them cannot handle it. They get possessive,

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<v Speaker 1>they get jealous. And then on top of this, I

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<v Speaker 1>just I have I feel like I have pretty high standards.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't say it looks wise because I really don't care.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know a lot of people say this all

0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:27.720
<v Speaker 1>looks doesn't matter, but it really they don't really matter

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<v Speaker 1>to me at all. What matters to me is do

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<v Speaker 1>you have your ship together? Because I cannot do stupid

0:15:34.120 --> 0:15:38.880
<v Speaker 1>and I cannot do bomb. Okay, if you and that

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't necessarily mean rich or whatever, although your only fans

0:15:42.880 --> 0:15:45.760
<v Speaker 1>as cheap man, please keep out. Yes, Okay, it does

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<v Speaker 1>say that, Harriet. Now that okay, please don't waste my time. Okay. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>when I say that doesn't mean rich, I don't mean

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<v Speaker 1>broke and dusty. Okay, let's just get that it's different,

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<v Speaker 1>because you could be you can, right. My point is

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<v Speaker 1>I want the man to have to be ambitious, to

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<v Speaker 1>have a plan for the future. Like if you're just

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<v Speaker 1>temporarily switching jobs and just not doing too good right

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<v Speaker 1>now and and all that, that's fine with me. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to pay my bills. I do very well

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<v Speaker 1>financially for myself. I don't need you to take care

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<v Speaker 1>of me. But I do need you to be ambitious

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<v Speaker 1>and have a plan for the future so I know

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<v Speaker 1>that we can build together rather than you just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>being a what if he was like, I don't want

0:16:29.160 --> 0:16:31.240
<v Speaker 1>you doing this anymore, no more, then you can go

0:16:31.360 --> 0:16:37.160
<v Speaker 1>funk himself. So I'm not I'm independent, I've always been.

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<v Speaker 1>And the man that's not given he can leave me.

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<v Speaker 1>I can leave him. We can. You know, everything can happen.

0:16:44.160 --> 0:16:47.840
<v Speaker 1>And I built this business myself from scratch. So this

0:16:47.920 --> 0:16:49.600
<v Speaker 1>is how you met me. You knew what I was

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<v Speaker 1>doing right, and that's exactly it. I mean, you see

0:16:52.720 --> 0:16:54.320
<v Speaker 1>a lot of men like they fall in love with

0:16:54.360 --> 0:16:56.040
<v Speaker 1>a stripper and all of a sudden they're like, oh,

0:16:56.120 --> 0:17:00.440
<v Speaker 1>you shouldn't do it. You knew what I did right,

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<v Speaker 1>So you were either okay with her or we cannot

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<v Speaker 1>do that because I'm not about to give it up.

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<v Speaker 1>I've come work too far, fair enough, so listen, I've

0:17:09.600 --> 0:17:12.600
<v Speaker 1>made that mistake before. Um but I used to be

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<v Speaker 1>a stripper. I used to work at Magic City and

0:17:15.000 --> 0:17:17.639
<v Speaker 1>I quit because my excident want me to dance anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>And I I mean, we were together for eleven years.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a few breakups, but a total of eleven

0:17:27.280 --> 0:17:29.840
<v Speaker 1>years we were together. And that was the breakup that

0:17:29.880 --> 0:17:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I had two years ago when I moved back to Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 1>So clearly it didn't work out, but I regret giving

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<v Speaker 1>up my freedom. So one of the main mons. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so one of the main So one of the main

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<v Speaker 1>things that I'm so grateful for is that I gained

0:17:43.960 --> 0:17:47.119
<v Speaker 1>I regained my independence and in a in a bigger,

0:17:47.800 --> 0:17:49.920
<v Speaker 1>better way than I had when I was a dancer.

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<v Speaker 1>So I so important. Thank you. And now she's been flourishing.

0:17:55.440 --> 0:17:58.440
<v Speaker 1>So I love to see it. I love it you

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<v Speaker 1>tweeted something out And I want us to all reflect

0:18:00.680 --> 0:18:04.920
<v Speaker 1>on this. Age brings wisdom. If now that I'm older,

0:18:05.040 --> 0:18:07.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the funk I was doing when

0:18:07.119 --> 0:18:08.920
<v Speaker 1>I was younger. I see my younger self as a

0:18:09.000 --> 0:18:17.199
<v Speaker 1>crazy person because when age comes experience. But let's reflect

0:18:17.240 --> 0:18:19.640
<v Speaker 1>that some of our young craziness so that we all

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<v Speaker 1>know were not alone. Definitely, We're gonna start with you, younger.

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<v Speaker 1>What is something that you would say when you were younger,

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<v Speaker 1>was crazy that you did? Drinking? I don't even remember

0:18:31.720 --> 0:18:37.800
<v Speaker 1>my twenties. I was drunk every day, like no, literally, Um,

0:18:38.320 --> 0:18:41.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, when I was younger, I started stripping. I

0:18:41.080 --> 0:18:45.240
<v Speaker 1>started working in the strip club, not stripping, I was bartended. No,

0:18:45.359 --> 0:18:47.680
<v Speaker 1>I was waitress in the strip club, not a bartender.

0:18:47.800 --> 0:18:50.960
<v Speaker 1>That life didn't even exist back then. But I was

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<v Speaker 1>a waitress and I was drunk from then, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>seventeen years old. I started a seventeen working in the club.

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<v Speaker 1>And then as soon as I turned eighteen, like just

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<v Speaker 1>maybe a day later, I started dancing, and I was

0:19:04.600 --> 0:19:07.920
<v Speaker 1>drunk every day dancing. And then I stopped that. I

0:19:08.040 --> 0:19:10.560
<v Speaker 1>had a baby, so I stopped drinking for a year,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's the only year I remember. Did you feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that? You? Yeah? Please? When I used to work

0:19:17.600 --> 0:19:19.919
<v Speaker 1>in the strip club, I used to go as soon

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<v Speaker 1>as I walked in the door, no matter what shift

0:19:22.760 --> 0:19:24.480
<v Speaker 1>it was, whether it was a day shift for a

0:19:24.600 --> 0:19:27.720
<v Speaker 1>night shift, I go straight to the bartender and asked

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<v Speaker 1>for a double shot of patrone. And back in the days,

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<v Speaker 1>they used to give us, and this is a long

0:19:33.280 --> 0:19:35.800
<v Speaker 1>time ago, I used to they used to give us

0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:37.680
<v Speaker 1>Like you asked for a shot, it was a big

0:19:38.000 --> 0:19:42.240
<v Speaker 1>It would be like that cup, yeah, filled with patrol,

0:19:42.480 --> 0:19:45.960
<v Speaker 1>like it just maybe a little space in the top

0:19:46.000 --> 0:19:47.639
<v Speaker 1>of the cup. So I would split that shot. I

0:19:47.680 --> 0:19:50.200
<v Speaker 1>would get a regular shot glass, split it into four

0:19:50.320 --> 0:19:52.760
<v Speaker 1>shots and take four shots right there before I even

0:19:52.800 --> 0:19:57.840
<v Speaker 1>got dressed. Yes, And then right before I got on stage,

0:19:57.840 --> 0:19:59.840
<v Speaker 1>I would do it again. I would take another four.

0:20:01.200 --> 0:20:02.399
<v Speaker 1>By the end of the night, I would drink a

0:20:02.400 --> 0:20:04.920
<v Speaker 1>whole bottle of patron by myself, for sure. And I

0:20:05.080 --> 0:20:07.880
<v Speaker 1>was a teenager. And then after I had my son,

0:20:08.040 --> 0:20:10.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, I probably, like you know, I did the

0:20:10.440 --> 0:20:14.359
<v Speaker 1>family thing. I took a break from the nightlife and

0:20:15.000 --> 0:20:17.359
<v Speaker 1>I started working. I started modeling. I started working in

0:20:17.400 --> 0:20:21.560
<v Speaker 1>the entertainment industry and working in the clubs as a bartender.

0:20:22.160 --> 0:20:24.560
<v Speaker 1>So I was drunk all through that. And then when

0:20:24.600 --> 0:20:26.920
<v Speaker 1>I when the modeling thing worked out, I started making

0:20:27.000 --> 0:20:30.200
<v Speaker 1>money from modeling. I was drunk all through that too,

0:20:32.680 --> 0:20:39.200
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I think it was funny. Remember I don't remember,

0:20:40.200 --> 0:20:44.120
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I definitely could agree with that. I look

0:20:44.160 --> 0:20:46.639
<v Speaker 1>at my younger self, like, why would I do that?

0:20:47.960 --> 0:20:49.800
<v Speaker 1>What were you thinking about when you tweeted that out?

0:20:50.600 --> 0:20:54.600
<v Speaker 1>Relationship stuff? So like, like I said, I've never been single,

0:20:55.160 --> 0:20:57.399
<v Speaker 1>so I was always in a relationship, always got a

0:20:57.440 --> 0:21:01.719
<v Speaker 1>new guy you mess up by And to me, now

0:21:01.800 --> 0:21:06.200
<v Speaker 1>that I think about it, like that's crazy, because honestly,

0:21:06.480 --> 0:21:09.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I didn't realize how much I didn't

0:21:09.680 --> 0:21:12.280
<v Speaker 1>know myself back then. Like I was just doing stuff.

0:21:12.320 --> 0:21:14.879
<v Speaker 1>I was just outside with this guy, that as a

0:21:14.960 --> 0:21:17.400
<v Speaker 1>guy having fun. If you mess up, get out my face.

0:21:17.400 --> 0:21:19.680
<v Speaker 1>Blah blah blah. I'm want to the next And I

0:21:19.800 --> 0:21:22.920
<v Speaker 1>just wish that I took time for myself back then.

0:21:23.560 --> 0:21:26.439
<v Speaker 1>But I mean, everything happens for a reason. I'm doing

0:21:26.480 --> 0:21:28.879
<v Speaker 1>it now. Did you ever have like an overlap when

0:21:28.880 --> 0:21:30.680
<v Speaker 1>you would get out of my face and somebody thought

0:21:30.760 --> 0:21:36.480
<v Speaker 1>y'all were still together? Yeah? Publicly, Yeah, yeah, I definitely

0:21:36.560 --> 0:21:40.359
<v Speaker 1>had that. Um they all think that still to this

0:21:40.480 --> 0:21:45.240
<v Speaker 1>day because they were like, she has a side, dude. Yep,

0:21:45.560 --> 0:21:49.240
<v Speaker 1>they definitely said that, but it wasn't a side dude.

0:21:49.520 --> 0:21:51.440
<v Speaker 1>I have broke up with my boyfriend at the time,

0:21:52.160 --> 0:21:54.840
<v Speaker 1>and like I said, I me onto the next, Like

0:21:55.240 --> 0:21:58.119
<v Speaker 1>it's yeah, like it's not that hard to get a

0:21:58.200 --> 0:22:00.600
<v Speaker 1>guy in like a couple of hours. I was just

0:22:00.720 --> 0:22:03.879
<v Speaker 1>onto the next. And it just happened that I was

0:22:03.960 --> 0:22:06.000
<v Speaker 1>dealing with him for like a few weeks and then

0:22:06.520 --> 0:22:08.800
<v Speaker 1>I got back with my boyfriend and it kind of

0:22:08.880 --> 0:22:12.760
<v Speaker 1>like it was like literally like a little overlap when

0:22:12.800 --> 0:22:14.560
<v Speaker 1>I got back with him and I was like pushing

0:22:14.640 --> 0:22:17.119
<v Speaker 1>him out the way. Yeah exactly, I was put him

0:22:17.160 --> 0:22:19.000
<v Speaker 1>out the way, and then like it was just it

0:22:19.080 --> 0:22:21.239
<v Speaker 1>was a lot so did you tell your boyfriend at

0:22:21.240 --> 0:22:23.359
<v Speaker 1>the time when y'all got back together, like while we

0:22:23.480 --> 0:22:27.200
<v Speaker 1>was separated, I did. He literally knows he knew everything,

0:22:27.720 --> 0:22:29.919
<v Speaker 1>Like he knew everything I did in my past, everything

0:22:30.040 --> 0:22:32.600
<v Speaker 1>that like everybody I was talking to. He knew people

0:22:32.640 --> 0:22:35.480
<v Speaker 1>I was talking to before we even got in a relationship,

0:22:35.600 --> 0:22:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Like he knew because you told him where he knew

0:22:37.400 --> 0:22:40.760
<v Speaker 1>because he knew. Did he ever throw it back in

0:22:40.800 --> 0:22:42.800
<v Speaker 1>your face? Because you know, sometimes you tell guys stuff

0:22:42.840 --> 0:22:44.879
<v Speaker 1>and they use it against you know, he never, he

0:22:45.000 --> 0:22:47.480
<v Speaker 1>never threw it back. Like we had like a really

0:22:47.600 --> 0:22:50.520
<v Speaker 1>like good conversation where he told me like everything that

0:22:50.640 --> 0:22:52.359
<v Speaker 1>he did or who he was talking to, or like

0:22:53.000 --> 0:22:55.320
<v Speaker 1>what he was doing, and he accepted that. You know,

0:22:55.680 --> 0:22:57.760
<v Speaker 1>we just had a good conversation. Didn't make you mad

0:22:57.800 --> 0:23:00.520
<v Speaker 1>when he told you what he was doing. No, did

0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:03.199
<v Speaker 1>you ask do you want details? Because you know, sometimes

0:23:03.280 --> 0:23:06.159
<v Speaker 1>we'd be like, okay, so what was this, like like

0:23:06.280 --> 0:23:08.920
<v Speaker 1>how did you meet? I was like how did her ask? Film?

0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:11.560
<v Speaker 1>Like how did it feel? Like what was she doing?

0:23:11.680 --> 0:23:13.320
<v Speaker 1>Like what was she doing this? And he told me

0:23:13.400 --> 0:23:16.280
<v Speaker 1>everything and it was just not funny. I was literally

0:23:16.400 --> 0:23:18.600
<v Speaker 1>like laughing. I don't know if I could want to

0:23:18.640 --> 0:23:21.240
<v Speaker 1>know all those details. I don't think I know because

0:23:21.240 --> 0:23:23.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to picture it because now I'm visualizing

0:23:23.600 --> 0:23:31.159
<v Speaker 1>you would so before, you know what, I obsessed it

0:23:31.359 --> 0:23:35.800
<v Speaker 1>for a break right well during the break and like

0:23:36.200 --> 0:23:38.639
<v Speaker 1>before yeah, before we got together, Like right before we

0:23:38.680 --> 0:23:41.480
<v Speaker 1>got together, he told me everything. But if it's happening

0:23:41.880 --> 0:23:45.320
<v Speaker 1>during me, now I'm obsessing, like, don't play with me.

0:23:45.800 --> 0:23:47.760
<v Speaker 1>Like and I feel like, is he gonna be honest

0:23:47.840 --> 0:23:50.520
<v Speaker 1>because like, let's just say yeah, man was like okay,

0:23:50.600 --> 0:23:52.640
<v Speaker 1>so we was on a break, you sucked this other guy?

0:23:53.000 --> 0:23:54.600
<v Speaker 1>What's he better than me? What if he was better

0:23:54.640 --> 0:23:56.920
<v Speaker 1>than him? You're not gonna say yeah, No, I'm not

0:23:56.960 --> 0:24:01.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna say that. Yeah that's I mean, I'm gonna tell

0:24:01.920 --> 0:24:05.040
<v Speaker 1>the truth, but I'm gonna just, you know, water it down, like, yeah,

0:24:05.119 --> 0:24:07.200
<v Speaker 1>well we did this, but it was nothing. I'm not

0:24:07.520 --> 0:24:10.399
<v Speaker 1>pointing in my life it was better. I'm gonna just

0:24:10.560 --> 0:24:13.080
<v Speaker 1>be like, well, you gotta say it. I'm not gonna

0:24:13.119 --> 0:24:20.440
<v Speaker 1>say it, but I feel like we need to say yeah,

0:24:20.640 --> 0:24:24.800
<v Speaker 1>because I mean, don't be cruel. Now, there are men

0:24:24.880 --> 0:24:27.919
<v Speaker 1>who are into humiliation. They want to hear how terrible

0:24:27.960 --> 0:24:30.119
<v Speaker 1>they are and how this other guy sucked you so

0:24:30.280 --> 0:24:33.360
<v Speaker 1>much better. They like my God, but maybe that makes

0:24:33.400 --> 0:24:37.480
<v Speaker 1>them do better. No, they just they like the accumulation party.

0:24:37.560 --> 0:24:40.800
<v Speaker 1>They like to be humiliated. They like you. They want

0:24:40.840 --> 0:24:42.520
<v Speaker 1>you to tell him that they ain't shipped. They never

0:24:42.640 --> 0:24:46.840
<v Speaker 1>made nobody come in. That's disgusting. You wouldn't touch it.

0:24:46.960 --> 0:24:49.480
<v Speaker 1>It looks like a fucking triple a battery. Oh that's

0:24:49.960 --> 0:24:52.000
<v Speaker 1>they like that. Okay, No, But the reason why I'm

0:24:52.000 --> 0:24:58.720
<v Speaker 1>saying that was not God damn No. But yeah, I

0:24:58.800 --> 0:25:01.320
<v Speaker 1>mean the reason why I'm say and that we should

0:25:01.400 --> 0:25:05.760
<v Speaker 1>be honest it is because men have such a minimal

0:25:06.080 --> 0:25:09.560
<v Speaker 1>understanding of like how to be with a woman. Like

0:25:10.119 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 1>all they know is like porn, and obviously porn is

0:25:13.040 --> 0:25:16.560
<v Speaker 1>not real. We're acting in these videos. I'm not a

0:25:16.600 --> 0:25:19.920
<v Speaker 1>porn star, but I do content that's adult. I act

0:25:20.000 --> 0:25:23.639
<v Speaker 1>in these videos. I moaned, I you know, exaggerate, I

0:25:23.920 --> 0:25:30.040
<v Speaker 1>talk sexy, the bad girl to bag. It's not even

0:25:30.119 --> 0:25:33.000
<v Speaker 1>a secret, you know, it's all out there. But I'm

0:25:33.040 --> 0:25:34.399
<v Speaker 1>just you know, I'm just saying, like a lot of

0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:38.720
<v Speaker 1>men get it from porn and they don't understand how

0:25:38.800 --> 0:25:41.200
<v Speaker 1>to do this. And if you don't tell him that

0:25:41.280 --> 0:25:43.920
<v Speaker 1>he's sucking up, he's not gonna don't have to tell

0:25:43.960 --> 0:25:47.399
<v Speaker 1>anybody was better, you know, but if he wants to

0:25:47.520 --> 0:25:50.399
<v Speaker 1>know if he did okay and he didn't do it,

0:25:50.560 --> 0:25:53.000
<v Speaker 1>he just because okay, let's be honest. I don't know

0:25:53.040 --> 0:25:56.320
<v Speaker 1>about y'all, but I've had definitely had situations when I

0:25:56.440 --> 0:25:58.879
<v Speaker 1>had a hook up with somebody and he's bragging about

0:25:58.880 --> 0:26:01.840
<v Speaker 1>how he's gonna make me sque over the room and

0:26:02.160 --> 0:26:07.440
<v Speaker 1>push push, come to shove. He's rubbing on my left

0:26:07.800 --> 0:26:12.280
<v Speaker 1>flab for like seventeen minutes and there's nothing happening. He's like,

0:26:12.440 --> 0:26:17.840
<v Speaker 1>you fucking didn't be that, because if he doesn't know that,

0:26:17.960 --> 0:26:20.280
<v Speaker 1>he's going to continue doing that. I usually know if

0:26:20.280 --> 0:26:23.360
<v Speaker 1>he didn't make you come right. So that's what I'm saying.

0:26:23.400 --> 0:26:26.600
<v Speaker 1>We should be honest. Maybe not don't be don't be

0:26:26.720 --> 0:26:29.320
<v Speaker 1>good old, but like you'll be honest, like if you

0:26:29.480 --> 0:26:32.760
<v Speaker 1>didn't like. The guys who like humiliation are normally the

0:26:32.920 --> 0:26:35.600
<v Speaker 1>smaller dead guys, because whenever I see the humiliation, it

0:26:35.640 --> 0:26:37.800
<v Speaker 1>always is the guys with the small dick that seem

0:26:37.880 --> 0:26:40.720
<v Speaker 1>to like it. Yeah, honestly, like a big dig guy.

0:26:42.440 --> 0:26:48.080
<v Speaker 1>Mostly I do have, uh currently, um have some fans

0:26:48.200 --> 0:26:51.560
<v Speaker 1>that are not small, but they convinced themselves that they

0:26:51.600 --> 0:26:54.640
<v Speaker 1>are so tiny they want to have the small dick.

0:26:55.040 --> 0:27:00.480
<v Speaker 1>They are into a lot, so they want their the

0:27:00.680 --> 0:27:02.840
<v Speaker 1>white man. So they want to see me with like

0:27:02.920 --> 0:27:05.280
<v Speaker 1>a black guy, and like tell them that and the

0:27:05.359 --> 0:27:07.480
<v Speaker 1>black guy, like my body is made for the black guy,

0:27:07.560 --> 0:27:09.320
<v Speaker 1>Like the black guy is the only one that can

0:27:09.400 --> 0:27:12.280
<v Speaker 1>fuck me. I think they like that. What is that about?

0:27:12.920 --> 0:27:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I think again, this is about giving up control a

0:27:15.920 --> 0:27:18.159
<v Speaker 1>lot of times, a lot of times these first of all,

0:27:18.160 --> 0:27:20.280
<v Speaker 1>a lot of times these guys come from like you know,

0:27:20.560 --> 0:27:23.800
<v Speaker 1>maybe trouble poems, and sometimes they have like a very

0:27:23.880 --> 0:27:26.879
<v Speaker 1>responsible job and they have to do a lot, like

0:27:27.000 --> 0:27:31.320
<v Speaker 1>they work a lot, and they're lonely, and sometimes they

0:27:31.359 --> 0:27:34.720
<v Speaker 1>are just so burnt out and they've watched so much

0:27:34.840 --> 0:27:38.800
<v Speaker 1>porn and they they just normal porn doesn't do it

0:27:39.000 --> 0:27:42.720
<v Speaker 1>for them anymore. So they start looking for crazy stuff.

0:27:42.760 --> 0:27:45.399
<v Speaker 1>And then and they start searching for p and then

0:27:45.440 --> 0:27:48.040
<v Speaker 1>they start searching for like some vomit play, and then

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:51.040
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden they're into like some some even

0:27:51.080 --> 0:27:53.320
<v Speaker 1>more crazy, you know what I mean. So yeah, it's

0:27:53.400 --> 0:27:58.520
<v Speaker 1>it's kind of like that crazy that you have to

0:27:58.560 --> 0:28:04.400
<v Speaker 1>say no to. That I had to say I don't

0:28:04.440 --> 0:28:08.240
<v Speaker 1>do vomit. Um, I don't do like Scott, I don't.

0:28:09.840 --> 0:28:12.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't poop on people. I don't. I don't do

0:28:12.800 --> 0:28:14.879
<v Speaker 1>pooping videos. And that was so one thing that I

0:28:14.960 --> 0:28:18.560
<v Speaker 1>do not do is race play. So black man reached

0:28:18.600 --> 0:28:21.200
<v Speaker 1>out to me wanting me to call them the N word.

0:28:21.840 --> 0:28:27.119
<v Speaker 1>I do not do that. That's that's about I definitely

0:28:27.160 --> 0:28:29.280
<v Speaker 1>say no to that. There's no amount of money there was.

0:28:29.320 --> 0:28:31.320
<v Speaker 1>There was a guy who offered me ten thousand dollars

0:28:31.400 --> 0:28:33.160
<v Speaker 1>for it, and I said no, I did you want

0:28:33.200 --> 0:28:36.960
<v Speaker 1>it on camera? Yeah? What if if it wasn't on camera? Know,

0:28:37.320 --> 0:28:39.720
<v Speaker 1>I just wouldn't because this is just something that I

0:28:39.880 --> 0:28:42.240
<v Speaker 1>just don't agree with. Like I don't care. If I

0:28:42.280 --> 0:28:45.160
<v Speaker 1>don't care, If I don't care, I'm not gonna vomit

0:28:45.280 --> 0:28:48.320
<v Speaker 1>on you, I don't wait. But like stick your finger

0:28:49.640 --> 0:28:54.520
<v Speaker 1>and you could do that because nna, lie, I'm not

0:28:56.920 --> 0:28:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm not her. I've never thrown up on a guy.

0:28:59.440 --> 0:29:03.239
<v Speaker 1>But to do it you paid. I mean, I mean

0:29:03.320 --> 0:29:05.160
<v Speaker 1>not to get paid. But if my guy is like,

0:29:05.360 --> 0:29:07.680
<v Speaker 1>I throw up on the deck, I'm gonna be like

0:29:11.800 --> 0:29:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I honestly, this is this is pretty basically there's way

0:29:17.400 --> 0:29:19.800
<v Speaker 1>crazier things than people are into. Right, That's what I'm saying.

0:29:19.840 --> 0:29:24.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's like crazy a sprained ankle fetish

0:29:24.440 --> 0:29:27.200
<v Speaker 1>and like what do you do? You put bandages on

0:29:27.280 --> 0:29:29.720
<v Speaker 1>your arms and legs and act like it hurts so

0:29:29.840 --> 0:29:34.960
<v Speaker 1>bad and broken legs like role playing anyway legs like

0:29:35.360 --> 0:29:38.840
<v Speaker 1>a yeah, it's it's it's the first aid kid fetish.

0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:42.960
<v Speaker 1>So like the guys into like the texture that and

0:29:43.040 --> 0:29:45.120
<v Speaker 1>then he wants me to like act like my my

0:29:45.520 --> 0:29:48.160
<v Speaker 1>my wrists are sprained and my ankles are broken, and

0:29:48.480 --> 0:29:50.120
<v Speaker 1>like I can't move if I can't do anything. I

0:29:50.240 --> 0:29:52.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of get it this kind of stuff, but that's

0:29:52.160 --> 0:29:56.520
<v Speaker 1>not as bad as throwing up. I still that I

0:29:56.560 --> 0:29:59.120
<v Speaker 1>feel like, maybe not not as bad, but it's it's

0:29:59.200 --> 0:30:02.600
<v Speaker 1>weird more heard dolf. What about a baby like that?

0:30:02.760 --> 0:30:04.400
<v Speaker 1>Has a guy ever wanted to pretend he's a baby?

0:30:04.440 --> 0:30:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, adult babies? Oh yeah, I love those. Those

0:30:07.800 --> 0:30:12.800
<v Speaker 1>are also I do a lot of mommy dome stuff

0:30:12.840 --> 0:30:17.680
<v Speaker 1>as well. So yeah, like a mommy dominatrix like come

0:30:17.760 --> 0:30:20.760
<v Speaker 1>to mommy. It's like, oh, Mommy's titty, and oh come here.

0:30:20.760 --> 0:30:23.760
<v Speaker 1>A baby boy liking you know, let me breastfeed you.

0:30:24.080 --> 0:30:26.040
<v Speaker 1>All that kind of stuff so yeah, that's like I'm

0:30:26.080 --> 0:30:31.120
<v Speaker 1>sting into this with an erection right now. Like adult

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:36.480
<v Speaker 1>babies that he dressed up at the baby foot the

0:30:36.600 --> 0:30:43.600
<v Speaker 1>Enormous woman. I don't like doing that life cam life

0:30:44.200 --> 0:30:47.800
<v Speaker 1>life cam, adult baby stuff because a lot of times

0:30:47.880 --> 0:30:50.240
<v Speaker 1>they will actually pope in that diaper and they try

0:30:50.280 --> 0:30:51.920
<v Speaker 1>to show it to you and I don't want to.

0:30:53.120 --> 0:30:57.920
<v Speaker 1>Al Right, baby dragon, like you dry, like you're not

0:30:58.080 --> 0:31:01.640
<v Speaker 1>really a baby. It's like enough of this content creation.

0:31:04.760 --> 0:31:07.680
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever dressed up in the bedroom? Um, yeah

0:31:07.840 --> 0:31:11.720
<v Speaker 1>I have? What were you? Uh? Teacher? Nice? Yeah, I

0:31:11.840 --> 0:31:16.240
<v Speaker 1>was playing. I think that's so fun, Like that is

0:31:16.280 --> 0:31:20.000
<v Speaker 1>so fun, Like to act like you're like shuffling through

0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:22.360
<v Speaker 1>the paper is great in the test and then he

0:31:22.440 --> 0:31:24.640
<v Speaker 1>comes over and he's like, lifts your skirt. I think

0:31:24.680 --> 0:31:28.480
<v Speaker 1>that's fun. That's cute. Made sound cute. Yeah, Like he's like, hey,

0:31:28.680 --> 0:31:31.120
<v Speaker 1>like did I get a and just like put it in.

0:31:34.800 --> 0:31:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I think that's fun. So that was your idea or

0:31:36.960 --> 0:31:40.600
<v Speaker 1>his idea. It's hard to convince guys to do stuff sometimes. Yeah,

0:31:40.960 --> 0:31:43.280
<v Speaker 1>guys don't want to dress up. They don't want they

0:31:43.320 --> 0:31:45.080
<v Speaker 1>want to see you dress up. They don't want to

0:31:45.120 --> 0:31:48.200
<v Speaker 1>do anything. Yeah, just lay there and yeah, I went

0:31:48.240 --> 0:31:50.240
<v Speaker 1>to the sex store a couple of times and the

0:31:50.320 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 1>guys are just like, what's going on in here? Like

0:31:53.080 --> 0:31:56.360
<v Speaker 1>get me out of here? Like it's so immature, but yeah,

0:31:56.400 --> 0:31:58.960
<v Speaker 1>it was my idea. It's so immature, like I wish

0:31:59.000 --> 0:32:01.080
<v Speaker 1>these nikus will grow up. But it worked out. It

0:32:01.800 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 1>definitely did. Did he like it? Yeah? He did. It

0:32:04.960 --> 0:32:08.080
<v Speaker 1>was really fun. Hopefully I can find a guy that

0:32:10.080 --> 0:32:14.600
<v Speaker 1>yeah into all of that. How is your Valentine's Day? Um?

0:32:15.040 --> 0:32:17.320
<v Speaker 1>It was kind of regular. Literally, I didn't really do

0:32:17.400 --> 0:32:20.200
<v Speaker 1>anything like I kind of just wanted to be alone.

0:32:20.320 --> 0:32:23.320
<v Speaker 1>I had like eight guys asked me to be there

0:32:23.360 --> 0:32:27.320
<v Speaker 1>Valentine and I said no to all of them. Nobody

0:32:27.400 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>was a good prospect. No, I just know I didn't

0:32:30.640 --> 0:32:32.960
<v Speaker 1>want it. I don't want it. We have a gift

0:32:33.000 --> 0:32:39.360
<v Speaker 1>for you you. We want you to give it another shot, okay,

0:32:39.720 --> 0:32:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Adam any sent these and we want you to test

0:32:43.040 --> 0:32:46.480
<v Speaker 1>this out. Okay, So it's pretty and we know you

0:32:46.600 --> 0:32:49.520
<v Speaker 1>like pretty things. Okay, period? Is this a delto at

0:32:49.560 --> 0:32:57.720
<v Speaker 1>the end because look it looks like it right. Yeah, listen,

0:32:57.800 --> 0:32:59.560
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you gotta give it another shot. You

0:32:59.640 --> 0:33:02.400
<v Speaker 1>tried it on time. It didn't work you're very open minded.

0:33:03.720 --> 0:33:09.120
<v Speaker 1>I'll give it a try. Times say, girl, all right, now,

0:33:09.240 --> 0:33:11.680
<v Speaker 1>let's talk about some more things that you guys have

0:33:12.040 --> 0:33:15.800
<v Speaker 1>um posted. Now this is something more about like real

0:33:15.920 --> 0:33:18.800
<v Speaker 1>life and friendships and all of that. But Alga, you said,

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:20.920
<v Speaker 1>whatever shitty energy you people are on, stay on it

0:33:21.040 --> 0:33:24.560
<v Speaker 1>by yourself. And that is so true and that's something

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:27.400
<v Speaker 1>that we've had to learn, like to remove people with

0:33:27.600 --> 0:33:31.560
<v Speaker 1>shitty energy from your circle. So what made you decide

0:33:31.560 --> 0:33:34.560
<v Speaker 1>to post that? What were you going through? Um? Honestly,

0:33:34.720 --> 0:33:37.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, misery loves company and people who are going

0:33:37.560 --> 0:33:41.280
<v Speaker 1>to try to suck you into their ship, and really like,

0:33:42.080 --> 0:33:44.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to stay aligned so that I could receive

0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:47.240
<v Speaker 1>my blessings this year, because if you get off tried,

0:33:47.880 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 1>you're not going to receive anything like the stuff that

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:52.640
<v Speaker 1>God has aligned for you. You can't receive it if

0:33:52.640 --> 0:33:55.640
<v Speaker 1>you want somebody else's element and somebody else's energy. So

0:33:56.040 --> 0:33:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I try to protect myself from things that are not

0:33:58.800 --> 0:34:03.240
<v Speaker 1>sent and good favor and people who prey on me

0:34:03.440 --> 0:34:07.480
<v Speaker 1>and not pray for me, period so period. So I'm

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:10.080
<v Speaker 1>really like that, I'm not I want to know what.

0:34:10.719 --> 0:34:15.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of like firecracker type of person, so I

0:34:15.160 --> 0:34:17.920
<v Speaker 1>could get out of character very quick, Like I used

0:34:17.920 --> 0:34:19.800
<v Speaker 1>to be the type of person who would just explode,

0:34:20.120 --> 0:34:22.440
<v Speaker 1>like super explosive, like you say something to me, like

0:34:22.520 --> 0:34:25.480
<v Speaker 1>we're fighting, and I'm just not going in no more,

0:34:25.560 --> 0:34:27.279
<v Speaker 1>like say what the hell you want? Like I don't

0:34:27.320 --> 0:34:29.279
<v Speaker 1>even give a funk anymore. Like the worst you could

0:34:29.280 --> 0:34:30.960
<v Speaker 1>do is just cut somebody off. That's going to hurt

0:34:31.000 --> 0:34:34.000
<v Speaker 1>them more than you exploding. Some people like that reaction, Yes,

0:34:34.239 --> 0:34:36.120
<v Speaker 1>they really, and that they want you to get out

0:34:36.160 --> 0:34:38.719
<v Speaker 1>of character because it shows them that they have some

0:34:38.840 --> 0:34:41.799
<v Speaker 1>type of control. And I learned that this year. I'm

0:34:41.840 --> 0:34:44.960
<v Speaker 1>working on control of my emotions and controlling what I

0:34:45.080 --> 0:34:48.160
<v Speaker 1>respond to, Like you can't respond to everything even if

0:34:48.200 --> 0:34:49.840
<v Speaker 1>you want to, no matter how bad you want to,

0:34:50.440 --> 0:34:52.600
<v Speaker 1>no matter how right you want to be and how

0:34:52.680 --> 0:34:54.600
<v Speaker 1>much you want to be, Like no, because this happened,

0:34:54.719 --> 0:34:58.080
<v Speaker 1>you gotta just let it go on angry Island by yourself,

0:34:58.280 --> 0:35:01.800
<v Speaker 1>literally like Arihan literally, like you're not gonna get nowhere,

0:35:01.920 --> 0:35:05.640
<v Speaker 1>so these people like they could stay with the madrasses

0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:10.520
<v Speaker 1>over there. That, yes, Roy, how was it for you? Right?

0:35:10.560 --> 0:35:12.600
<v Speaker 1>Because you went through a lot before you came here,

0:35:13.040 --> 0:35:16.439
<v Speaker 1>and you were embraced for your curvaceous figure for being

0:35:16.800 --> 0:35:19.840
<v Speaker 1>a BBW. So was there ever a time that you

0:35:19.920 --> 0:35:21.120
<v Speaker 1>felt like, I don't know what I'm about to do

0:35:21.239 --> 0:35:24.160
<v Speaker 1>with myself since I came to the States or just

0:35:24.560 --> 0:35:27.200
<v Speaker 1>before that, because I can't imagine how difficult that is.

0:35:27.280 --> 0:35:29.400
<v Speaker 1>Like you said, you went through a period where you

0:35:29.480 --> 0:35:32.800
<v Speaker 1>were a teacher, where people body shaned you until you

0:35:32.920 --> 0:35:36.080
<v Speaker 1>came here and learned how to be empowered and to

0:35:36.200 --> 0:35:39.000
<v Speaker 1>feel embraced and loved. So what was that period of

0:35:39.040 --> 0:35:41.560
<v Speaker 1>time in between though? Because you moved, like you said,

0:35:41.600 --> 0:35:43.759
<v Speaker 1>to New Orleans, Like what made you even move here?

0:35:44.560 --> 0:35:47.359
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't do the nine of five. I just I'm

0:35:47.440 --> 0:35:50.680
<v Speaker 1>not made for that. I'm meant to lead and be

0:35:50.840 --> 0:35:53.680
<v Speaker 1>my own boss. And I always knew this, but like

0:35:53.960 --> 0:35:56.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, the way I grew up, they always taught

0:35:56.360 --> 0:35:59.040
<v Speaker 1>me to, you know, go go to college, get a

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:02.320
<v Speaker 1>good job. You know that the standard stuff, and like

0:36:02.480 --> 0:36:05.800
<v Speaker 1>nobody taught you that you could, you know, maybe do

0:36:05.960 --> 0:36:09.080
<v Speaker 1>something else other than just go get a job and

0:36:09.440 --> 0:36:12.399
<v Speaker 1>work for somebody and you know, slave for the rest

0:36:12.480 --> 0:36:15.239
<v Speaker 1>of your life for like twenty percent of the money.

0:36:15.880 --> 0:36:18.640
<v Speaker 1>And so I just I always felt like there was

0:36:18.760 --> 0:36:21.279
<v Speaker 1>something wrong with that. But I didn't know what's because

0:36:21.320 --> 0:36:25.160
<v Speaker 1>nobody taught me so. Um By the time when I

0:36:25.239 --> 0:36:27.399
<v Speaker 1>was when I finally figured out that I was done

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:32.239
<v Speaker 1>with that teaching job, I was like, I got one shot,

0:36:32.360 --> 0:36:34.400
<v Speaker 1>Like I quit my job, I have a little bit

0:36:34.520 --> 0:36:37.440
<v Speaker 1>saved up. I gotta go. I gotta do something. I've

0:36:37.440 --> 0:36:40.560
<v Speaker 1>always wanted to come in to America always. I mean,

0:36:40.920 --> 0:36:43.960
<v Speaker 1>it's pretty much like every European person's dream to just

0:36:44.080 --> 0:36:47.000
<v Speaker 1>like at least come visit, because this America is so

0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:53.400
<v Speaker 1>glorified on TV, in your the movies, the music, everything.

0:36:53.560 --> 0:36:55.879
<v Speaker 1>You know, they always like feed us like these these

0:36:55.960 --> 0:37:00.160
<v Speaker 1>American things. American, This American American means is good. You know,

0:37:00.400 --> 0:37:04.000
<v Speaker 1>that's how we feel. Um. So I came here and

0:37:05.360 --> 0:37:08.200
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I gotta do something like you know, so,

0:37:08.880 --> 0:37:11.640
<v Speaker 1>like I said, already, I didn't have a great card.

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:15.520
<v Speaker 1>It takes a long time. Now, it takes about two

0:37:15.560 --> 0:37:18.600
<v Speaker 1>years to get your papers, and during that time you

0:37:18.640 --> 0:37:22.160
<v Speaker 1>cannot get a legal job. You couldn't married somebody, right, well,

0:37:22.880 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 1>yes I could have married somebody, but you still wait,

0:37:28.200 --> 0:37:38.120
<v Speaker 1>you still can't take you know, they got I watched

0:37:38.200 --> 0:37:41.120
<v Speaker 1>every single UM spin off and I followed all the

0:37:41.160 --> 0:37:47.280
<v Speaker 1>blog pages, so you can't work without your social security,

0:37:47.440 --> 0:37:50.080
<v Speaker 1>You can't, you can't do anything. So I had to hustle.

0:37:50.160 --> 0:37:52.160
<v Speaker 1>Like I said, I had to do the fetish wrestling.

0:37:52.560 --> 0:37:54.759
<v Speaker 1>I had to do. How did you even get into that? Like?

0:37:54.840 --> 0:37:56.759
<v Speaker 1>How did you find out about it? You know? So

0:37:57.440 --> 0:38:00.279
<v Speaker 1>once I started getting all this attention from men here,

0:38:01.000 --> 0:38:05.240
<v Speaker 1>I hopped on Instagram and like I started getting followers

0:38:05.320 --> 0:38:08.520
<v Speaker 1>like out of nowhere, because somehow it worked. That just

0:38:08.719 --> 0:38:10.800
<v Speaker 1>it started working out for me. How long ago was that?

0:38:11.120 --> 0:38:14.840
<v Speaker 1>That was three years ago, So it just, you know,

0:38:15.200 --> 0:38:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I started getting all this attentional these d ms from it,

0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know force because I've never experienced anything

0:38:20.480 --> 0:38:22.800
<v Speaker 1>like this, you know. So I was like, funk it.

0:38:22.880 --> 0:38:25.759
<v Speaker 1>I gotta do something with that. So I registered on

0:38:25.880 --> 0:38:30.080
<v Speaker 1>Model Mayhem and I put a little portfolio up online,

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:33.560
<v Speaker 1>and you know, started advertising myself that I'll do some gigs,

0:38:33.640 --> 0:38:36.040
<v Speaker 1>like I'll do some boudoir shoots and maybe like a

0:38:36.160 --> 0:38:40.360
<v Speaker 1>little fashion shoot, maybe like a glamour shoot, maybe like

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:44.000
<v Speaker 1>a you know, then from there, from there. It's actually

0:38:44.040 --> 0:38:46.800
<v Speaker 1>an interesting story because this guy that originally hired me

0:38:46.880 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Speaker 1>for the fetish wrestling thing, he lied to me. He

0:38:50.120 --> 0:38:54.759
<v Speaker 1>told me it was a documentary about like like you know,

0:38:54.960 --> 0:38:59.120
<v Speaker 1>women like empowered women, like learning, like self defense and

0:38:59.200 --> 0:39:05.239
<v Speaker 1>all that. I was like, I didn't know because I

0:39:05.280 --> 0:39:07.400
<v Speaker 1>didn't know who else going to wrestle. I had no idea,

0:39:07.719 --> 0:39:10.520
<v Speaker 1>but I was so desperate for money. I needed to

0:39:10.600 --> 0:39:13.600
<v Speaker 1>pay bills. I didn't have money at all. I didn't

0:39:13.640 --> 0:39:17.000
<v Speaker 1>have a job, no money, living in the shitty neighborhood,

0:39:17.080 --> 0:39:19.279
<v Speaker 1>shitty house. It was terrible. So I was like, I

0:39:19.360 --> 0:39:22.440
<v Speaker 1>gotta pay these bills somehow, And I definitely didn't want to,

0:39:23.080 --> 0:39:26.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, go sell my vagina or I didn't want

0:39:26.160 --> 0:39:28.879
<v Speaker 1>to do that. So how how else, you know, can

0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:31.719
<v Speaker 1>I do that? So then I went and I did

0:39:31.800 --> 0:39:35.160
<v Speaker 1>the fetish thing. Um. Yeah, as soon as I got there,

0:39:35.200 --> 0:39:37.719
<v Speaker 1>where is this documentary? How mauch did they pay you

0:39:37.800 --> 0:39:41.480
<v Speaker 1>for that? Peanuts? It was like, I think it was

0:39:41.520 --> 0:39:43.840
<v Speaker 1>like four hundred dollars for like two hours or something.

0:39:44.600 --> 0:39:48.000
<v Speaker 1>So it's very Now it doesn't sound bad, okay, but

0:39:48.120 --> 0:39:52.640
<v Speaker 1>for what it is, it's terrible because he obviously filmed

0:39:52.680 --> 0:39:55.879
<v Speaker 1>it and he resolved these videos and still sell them,

0:39:56.000 --> 0:40:00.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, because he at the time didn't know any better,

0:40:00.800 --> 0:40:02.520
<v Speaker 1>and I needed the money, so I did it. But

0:40:02.680 --> 0:40:05.360
<v Speaker 1>this at the moment I stepped in. The moment I

0:40:05.480 --> 0:40:08.359
<v Speaker 1>stepped in, I saw the guy. I was like, wait

0:40:08.440 --> 0:40:11.400
<v Speaker 1>a damn minute. He's four or eleven, he about ninety

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:14.480
<v Speaker 1>five pounds. I know this is a fetish. I've seen this,

0:40:14.640 --> 0:40:17.279
<v Speaker 1>I heard of this. I did it anyway, and then

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I later down there, I did a couple more. He

0:40:20.960 --> 0:40:23.040
<v Speaker 1>paid me a little more later, and then I just

0:40:23.280 --> 0:40:25.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, then I just realized that he was lying,

0:40:26.040 --> 0:40:28.120
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, all right, fuck you. You know.

0:40:29.239 --> 0:40:31.440
<v Speaker 1>But by the time I got my social I got

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:34.560
<v Speaker 1>my papers, I had already figured this out. I was like,

0:40:34.680 --> 0:40:36.560
<v Speaker 1>this is what I'm gonna do. This is how I'm

0:40:36.600 --> 0:40:38.879
<v Speaker 1>gonna do it, this is why this is gonna work.

0:40:39.320 --> 0:40:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Next thing, I know, I put some savings until I

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:44.759
<v Speaker 1>registered an escort, and I was like, funking, I'm going

0:40:44.800 --> 0:40:48.719
<v Speaker 1>all in. I just took myself with my own money. Yeah.

0:40:48.920 --> 0:40:50.160
<v Speaker 1>Let me I say this. When is the first time,

0:40:50.200 --> 0:40:53.560
<v Speaker 1>even with a black guy, first time I ever black?

0:40:55.360 --> 0:40:58.920
<v Speaker 1>I think I was. I was about nineteen, okay, but

0:40:59.080 --> 0:41:00.719
<v Speaker 1>I said that was in the you know, there was

0:41:00.760 --> 0:41:03.360
<v Speaker 1>in Poland. I was in Poland. For some reason, I

0:41:03.360 --> 0:41:05.359
<v Speaker 1>don't even think about black people in Poland because there

0:41:05.360 --> 0:41:08.200
<v Speaker 1>aren't any. I'm I mean, I could be wrong because

0:41:08.239 --> 0:41:19.040
<v Speaker 1>I've never been. He was a basketball baby, so yeah,

0:41:19.320 --> 0:41:24.680
<v Speaker 1>definitely because there are none are I mean, the only

0:41:24.800 --> 0:41:28.480
<v Speaker 1>city that you will find black people is more So

0:41:28.640 --> 0:41:33.040
<v Speaker 1>much is the capital and it's mostly just Africans. They

0:41:33.120 --> 0:41:39.200
<v Speaker 1>have a big community there. But other than that, Africans athletes. Yeah, athletes.

0:41:40.800 --> 0:41:43.480
<v Speaker 1>But that's what happens when you when you don't when

0:41:43.480 --> 0:41:45.360
<v Speaker 1>you can't make it in the States as an athlete,

0:41:45.400 --> 0:41:47.840
<v Speaker 1>you go to Europe. So it was like the reject

0:41:49.239 --> 0:41:55.160
<v Speaker 1>like that, you know, basketball reject from America. Literally it is.

0:41:55.880 --> 0:42:07.400
<v Speaker 1>That's exactly what tarant It didn't make more. Yes, they

0:42:07.520 --> 0:42:11.840
<v Speaker 1>got kicked out of the right kick out because that

0:42:11.920 --> 0:42:21.440
<v Speaker 1>happens to ye because yeah, they so they are terrible

0:42:21.560 --> 0:42:23.520
<v Speaker 1>here when they go to Europe and they're a star

0:42:23.680 --> 0:42:27.880
<v Speaker 1>then so that's crazy. Yeah, the basketball player was my

0:42:27.960 --> 0:42:34.400
<v Speaker 1>first It was interesting. It was interesting, Yeah, it was

0:42:34.920 --> 0:42:40.320
<v Speaker 1>I enjoyed it a lot. I'm not gonna let hilarious.

0:42:41.400 --> 0:42:45.160
<v Speaker 1>And I really didn't have much experience, like sexually then

0:42:45.480 --> 0:42:47.960
<v Speaker 1>it was like nineteen I've probably been with maybe like

0:42:48.040 --> 0:42:52.680
<v Speaker 1>two men like before. You know, So was he great? No,

0:42:53.000 --> 0:42:55.880
<v Speaker 1>he was not great and not at all. He was

0:42:56.000 --> 0:42:58.719
<v Speaker 1>not even a matter of fact, it was one of

0:42:58.800 --> 0:43:03.000
<v Speaker 1>those that was bragging about how he's gonna, oh brag,

0:43:04.280 --> 0:43:09.240
<v Speaker 1>but he didn't didn't do that. But it was stick exactly.

0:43:09.280 --> 0:43:11.080
<v Speaker 1>I was just about to say that you gotta be

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:18.400
<v Speaker 1>careful for them. Yeah, thats an like. Yeah, I think

0:43:18.440 --> 0:43:21.920
<v Speaker 1>it was mostly about aesthetically. Just look. I probably just

0:43:22.120 --> 0:43:26.400
<v Speaker 1>was attracted to him physically, and that was probably the

0:43:26.480 --> 0:43:29.760
<v Speaker 1>biggest part of it, Okay, joining it rather than anything

0:43:29.960 --> 0:43:32.480
<v Speaker 1>he looks good. He sucks, but he looks good. It

0:43:32.640 --> 0:43:35.080
<v Speaker 1>was probably move mostly that at least it was fine.

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:37.960
<v Speaker 1>You think you could teach a guy how to funk. Yeah,

0:43:38.560 --> 0:43:41.520
<v Speaker 1>you can definitely tell them what you like. You can

0:43:41.600 --> 0:43:44.160
<v Speaker 1>tell them what you like, but do they listen? That's

0:43:44.200 --> 0:43:47.359
<v Speaker 1>the part. A lot of the guys something You're right

0:43:48.200 --> 0:43:51.200
<v Speaker 1>after had a guy or two somethings, so he listened.

0:43:51.760 --> 0:43:54.120
<v Speaker 1>A lot of guys don't listen because they feel like

0:43:54.200 --> 0:43:57.120
<v Speaker 1>you hurt their little ego and stuff. Yeah, and it's

0:43:57.160 --> 0:44:00.719
<v Speaker 1>like I've tried to teach a guy and it's like

0:44:01.080 --> 0:44:03.719
<v Speaker 1>like you're not even like are you hearing me? Wait, God,

0:44:03.800 --> 0:44:06.680
<v Speaker 1>did you try to teach them? I'm so curious, what

0:44:06.760 --> 0:44:10.160
<v Speaker 1>do you mean what you said? Okay. I tried to

0:44:10.440 --> 0:44:12.680
<v Speaker 1>tell him, like, you know, I like it like this,

0:44:12.960 --> 0:44:15.320
<v Speaker 1>so I'm like a passionate lover, like I like a

0:44:15.400 --> 0:44:18.279
<v Speaker 1>lot of like slow sex, and I like to just

0:44:18.400 --> 0:44:28.680
<v Speaker 1>make love. And he just wanted to just like like

0:44:29.440 --> 0:44:33.880
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna get your No. Literally, I hate that. So

0:44:34.040 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 1>I tried to like tell him like, okay, do it

0:44:36.120 --> 0:44:38.320
<v Speaker 1>like this. Even in the moment I was trying to

0:44:38.400 --> 0:44:40.759
<v Speaker 1>tell him, and he it was almost like I wasn't

0:44:40.800 --> 0:44:44.160
<v Speaker 1>even there. What yes, it was like I wasn't even there.

0:44:44.200 --> 0:44:46.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, do it like this? And he just

0:44:46.120 --> 0:44:48.480
<v Speaker 1>kept doing what he was just because he was being

0:44:48.520 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 1>selfish and he was going hard like that, and you're like, chill,

0:44:54.920 --> 0:44:57.080
<v Speaker 1>you know what. I like to call this When men

0:44:57.239 --> 0:44:59.680
<v Speaker 1>do that like this is almost as if they're using

0:44:59.760 --> 0:45:08.960
<v Speaker 1>our body to masturbate. No literally, seriously, like, what is

0:45:09.000 --> 0:45:13.800
<v Speaker 1>the difference between you just dragging not even if you

0:45:13.840 --> 0:45:16.640
<v Speaker 1>could give a man some tips in the bedroom, what

0:45:16.760 --> 0:45:18.759
<v Speaker 1>are the three of the tap tips that you would

0:45:18.800 --> 0:45:21.960
<v Speaker 1>give on how to be better in bed? How to

0:45:22.080 --> 0:45:26.080
<v Speaker 1>be better in bed? Okay? First off, why are you

0:45:26.320 --> 0:45:28.719
<v Speaker 1>like when you're eating it? Why are you going mad

0:45:28.800 --> 0:45:30.680
<v Speaker 1>hard like you don't got to go mad bads, like

0:45:31.239 --> 0:45:33.080
<v Speaker 1>you don't have to do that. Yeah, like take your

0:45:33.120 --> 0:45:37.760
<v Speaker 1>time and be soft, like our vaginas are very very delicate.

0:45:37.880 --> 0:45:43.920
<v Speaker 1>We're delicate women relaxed, go easy, like they don't got

0:45:44.000 --> 0:45:48.160
<v Speaker 1>to be all at like so that the last literally

0:45:48.280 --> 0:45:52.439
<v Speaker 1>like you hungry, sir? Did you eat it? That's one,

0:45:52.760 --> 0:45:57.000
<v Speaker 1>And then I think the next one is four play.

0:45:57.520 --> 0:45:59.799
<v Speaker 1>A lot of men don't know how to do four play,

0:46:00.239 --> 0:46:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Like you can't just whip your dick out and shove

0:46:02.640 --> 0:46:05.400
<v Speaker 1>it in there like like they're like twisting nipple and

0:46:05.400 --> 0:46:17.680
<v Speaker 1>then try to stick it in what n No seriously though,

0:46:17.800 --> 0:46:20.399
<v Speaker 1>like they really do that, which is so crazy because

0:46:20.440 --> 0:46:23.400
<v Speaker 1>it's like I just feel like men just need to

0:46:23.440 --> 0:46:26.239
<v Speaker 1>relax like that, take your time, take your time, like

0:46:26.400 --> 0:46:32.000
<v Speaker 1>that's the words they relax. That's it, yeah, exactly. And

0:46:32.080 --> 0:46:37.960
<v Speaker 1>then I guess the last one would be I don't know.

0:46:38.840 --> 0:46:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know the last one. I just feel like

0:46:40.520 --> 0:46:43.640
<v Speaker 1>they're just the last one referred to one and to

0:46:43.960 --> 0:46:51.919
<v Speaker 1>write do you like him to like look at your eyes? Yes?

0:46:52.520 --> 0:46:54.520
<v Speaker 1>I love that. I want to be talked to. I

0:46:54.600 --> 0:46:57.520
<v Speaker 1>want to be I like passionate. I was about to

0:46:57.520 --> 0:47:00.239
<v Speaker 1>say men aren't passionate a lot of men just like

0:47:00.360 --> 0:47:02.560
<v Speaker 1>you said, I just want to go in. Yeah, And

0:47:02.680 --> 0:47:06.680
<v Speaker 1>they don't even understand that passion is something that women crave,

0:47:07.320 --> 0:47:10.680
<v Speaker 1>like we crave that in sensual and intimacy, like we

0:47:10.840 --> 0:47:12.960
<v Speaker 1>crave that. You don't don't want to know what though,

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:16.400
<v Speaker 1>they don't care. They don't care that we crave it

0:47:16.520 --> 0:47:18.640
<v Speaker 1>or not. They know what they crave and that's just

0:47:18.760 --> 0:47:22.040
<v Speaker 1>a pussy for a second period, Like that's what they crave.

0:47:22.120 --> 0:47:25.000
<v Speaker 1>And that said. But I mean, it takes a special

0:47:25.080 --> 0:47:27.839
<v Speaker 1>guy to do all of that stuff. There's they're out

0:47:27.880 --> 0:47:35.279
<v Speaker 1>there that's sex you ever had? Um, I don't, I

0:47:35.360 --> 0:47:42.320
<v Speaker 1>don't know. Um looks down you like the most. Is

0:47:42.360 --> 0:47:44.439
<v Speaker 1>there anybody that like you stay with because the sex

0:47:44.560 --> 0:47:46.719
<v Speaker 1>was so good that you like stay with them longer

0:47:46.760 --> 0:47:51.759
<v Speaker 1>than you Absolutely? Um. It was one long term relationship

0:47:51.840 --> 0:47:53.440
<v Speaker 1>that I was in and it was like it was

0:47:53.560 --> 0:47:56.560
<v Speaker 1>really crazy. We had a lot of sexual chemistry. Um,

0:47:57.160 --> 0:48:01.920
<v Speaker 1>but he was like a dumbass and I just stayed around,

0:48:02.520 --> 0:48:05.239
<v Speaker 1>And honestly, I even stayed around like after I took

0:48:05.280 --> 0:48:07.720
<v Speaker 1>my feelings out of it, Like I took my feelings

0:48:07.760 --> 0:48:09.759
<v Speaker 1>out of it, and I would just see him and

0:48:10.120 --> 0:48:12.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, at that time. Once I took my feelings

0:48:12.160 --> 0:48:13.640
<v Speaker 1>out of it, he was trying to make it work,

0:48:13.719 --> 0:48:16.359
<v Speaker 1>and I was just like this guy is weird. I'm

0:48:16.400 --> 0:48:24.000
<v Speaker 1>like weird, but that yeah, I was like so annoyed

0:48:24.080 --> 0:48:25.719
<v Speaker 1>with him. But I was like, you know what, I'm

0:48:25.800 --> 0:48:28.719
<v Speaker 1>like frustrated right now. I just need a little quickie

0:48:29.560 --> 0:48:31.839
<v Speaker 1>and I'm gonna just go home. And they just sat.

0:48:31.960 --> 0:48:34.360
<v Speaker 1>Could he still call you to this day and I

0:48:34.360 --> 0:48:39.520
<v Speaker 1>have a little something, just a quickie. No, absolutely you

0:48:39.640 --> 0:48:48.320
<v Speaker 1>hesitated for a second, though I did. I did hesitate,

0:48:48.640 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 1>but and that's because, like you know, the central chemistry

0:48:52.360 --> 0:48:57.160
<v Speaker 1>was really really there. But I'm like, seriously, when I say,

0:48:57.280 --> 0:48:59.480
<v Speaker 1>like this year, I'm really like in my element, like

0:48:59.520 --> 0:49:01.040
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be are ill negg to get with me,

0:49:01.600 --> 0:49:04.080
<v Speaker 1>like at this point, because like I told you, I've

0:49:04.120 --> 0:49:07.480
<v Speaker 1>been in so many relationships and I've just I've dated

0:49:07.600 --> 0:49:09.800
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of a lot of different men, and

0:49:09.920 --> 0:49:12.120
<v Speaker 1>now it's like you gotta have this, this, this, this

0:49:12.239 --> 0:49:14.600
<v Speaker 1>and that to even deal with me, So like what

0:49:14.800 --> 0:49:17.880
<v Speaker 1>is this, this, this and that. Mentally it's like a

0:49:17.960 --> 0:49:20.120
<v Speaker 1>mental thing, like you got to be mentally there. And

0:49:20.200 --> 0:49:22.040
<v Speaker 1>that's why I say, no, he can't call me because

0:49:22.280 --> 0:49:25.120
<v Speaker 1>I know he's not mentally there. I've spoken to him

0:49:25.480 --> 0:49:27.920
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, okay, you're on the same thing absolutely,

0:49:28.040 --> 0:49:32.040
<v Speaker 1>So in other words, you upgrew him. H Literally a

0:49:32.880 --> 0:49:35.680
<v Speaker 1>lot of people sometimes guys are bad for business too,

0:49:36.160 --> 0:49:38.560
<v Speaker 1>because I feel like, if you're with the wrong guy,

0:49:38.719 --> 0:49:41.600
<v Speaker 1>it can't affect you negatively so much that it affects

0:49:41.640 --> 0:49:46.359
<v Speaker 1>you handling business absolutely. I mean yeah, because if you're

0:49:46.400 --> 0:49:51.680
<v Speaker 1>in like a bad relationship, you're exhausted. Like these people

0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:59.800
<v Speaker 1>are exhausting, they're relationships in relationship with you know what

0:49:59.840 --> 0:50:02.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm mean, Like, if they're just bad for you, you're

0:50:02.640 --> 0:50:07.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna just feel drained, tired, the motivated, and just like

0:50:07.880 --> 0:50:09.719
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to do anything, you know what I mean.

0:50:09.960 --> 0:50:13.120
<v Speaker 1>And like a lot of times people mistake that for depression,

0:50:14.040 --> 0:50:20.560
<v Speaker 1>but the moment you cut them off everything, it's you know,

0:50:20.920 --> 0:50:24.000
<v Speaker 1>you are a bad vibe. And like people literally people

0:50:24.040 --> 0:50:26.680
<v Speaker 1>get on pills for that, people getting therapy. They're like,

0:50:26.760 --> 0:50:29.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm so depressed, I'm always tired, I'm angry, I'm a

0:50:30.000 --> 0:50:33.000
<v Speaker 1>bitch all the time on neck and all along. It

0:50:33.160 --> 0:50:35.920
<v Speaker 1>was them. It was that person you know that was

0:50:36.040 --> 0:50:38.719
<v Speaker 1>draining all your energy. And know that happens so much.

0:50:39.000 --> 0:50:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, how intimidating is it for a guy to

0:50:41.719 --> 0:50:45.160
<v Speaker 1>be with you? Because you said you're desensitized before we

0:50:45.160 --> 0:50:47.640
<v Speaker 1>started this about talking about Dick's about talking about that

0:50:47.800 --> 0:50:50.239
<v Speaker 1>you like people send you dick pis that they want

0:50:50.280 --> 0:50:52.480
<v Speaker 1>you to rate so people might feel like she's seen

0:50:52.560 --> 0:50:58.120
<v Speaker 1>it all, she's done it all. Um, how intimidating. Um, Well,

0:50:58.560 --> 0:51:01.600
<v Speaker 1>men are scared of me period because I do take

0:51:01.719 --> 0:51:06.720
<v Speaker 1>dominant approach on my only fans, on my social media.

0:51:07.520 --> 0:51:10.960
<v Speaker 1>It's not easy to impress me, Like I said, please

0:51:11.680 --> 0:51:14.000
<v Speaker 1>for you, like okay, something that's worked for you that

0:51:14.120 --> 0:51:17.239
<v Speaker 1>you've been like okay, yeah that There has to be

0:51:17.640 --> 0:51:21.719
<v Speaker 1>this mental connection. There's no way around it. You have

0:51:21.960 --> 0:51:25.040
<v Speaker 1>to have your ship together. And if you tell me

0:51:25.280 --> 0:51:29.279
<v Speaker 1>something and I can sense that you have a plan

0:51:29.880 --> 0:51:34.200
<v Speaker 1>that you thinking fifteen steps ahead, thinking like a boss,

0:51:35.040 --> 0:51:39.040
<v Speaker 1>I funk with that because I cannot. I cannot do bombs.

0:51:39.120 --> 0:51:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And I just a lot of people like are so

0:51:41.560 --> 0:51:46.680
<v Speaker 1>complacent in life. They're like so like a little check. Yeah, Yeah,

0:51:47.000 --> 0:51:51.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm me. I don't stop. Like I've made my first million,

0:51:51.600 --> 0:51:54.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to make another one. How do I make

0:51:54.960 --> 0:51:58.120
<v Speaker 1>five next year? How do I make ten in a

0:51:58.239 --> 0:52:01.279
<v Speaker 1>couple of years, you know what I mean, launch the toy?

0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:03.960
<v Speaker 1>What's next? You know what I mean. I'm not waiting

0:52:04.040 --> 0:52:06.799
<v Speaker 1>for this to sell and see how that goes. I'm

0:52:06.800 --> 0:52:13.240
<v Speaker 1>already working on something new about of retweets to everybody's amazing. Yeah.

0:52:13.320 --> 0:52:16.160
<v Speaker 1>So I'm just always like trying to figure it out

0:52:16.360 --> 0:52:20.840
<v Speaker 1>and and build a comfortable life for myself. And you know,

0:52:20.960 --> 0:52:23.719
<v Speaker 1>a lot of men they don't like that. They're intimidated

0:52:23.800 --> 0:52:26.279
<v Speaker 1>by that. They're scared of me because they feel like

0:52:26.320 --> 0:52:30.600
<v Speaker 1>they can't impress me. And time you've been impressed, probably

0:52:31.080 --> 0:52:33.759
<v Speaker 1>maybe a few months ago, it wasn't too long ago.

0:52:33.840 --> 0:52:36.000
<v Speaker 1>I get impressed all the time, Like I tell me

0:52:36.080 --> 0:52:37.759
<v Speaker 1>what it is that what it did impress you? Like,

0:52:38.360 --> 0:52:40.680
<v Speaker 1>so people know it's it's just the way the person

0:52:40.840 --> 0:52:46.120
<v Speaker 1>like presents themselves themselves, like if they're well spoken, and

0:52:46.280 --> 0:52:51.200
<v Speaker 1>they again they think before they talk, and like they're independent,

0:52:51.280 --> 0:52:55.239
<v Speaker 1>Like you know what, I cannot stand people that are like, well,

0:52:55.320 --> 0:52:58.120
<v Speaker 1>I can't do it. I can't do it. It doesn't work,

0:52:59.080 --> 0:53:02.680
<v Speaker 1>I can't I can't text before I give you, before

0:53:02.719 --> 0:53:05.480
<v Speaker 1>I help you solve your problem, come to me and

0:53:05.640 --> 0:53:08.200
<v Speaker 1>tell me that you tried ABC and this didn't work

0:53:08.239 --> 0:53:11.560
<v Speaker 1>in this pot. It is personality somebody who was like

0:53:11.880 --> 0:53:13.879
<v Speaker 1>this can't work that because they do that to you too,

0:53:14.320 --> 0:53:16.879
<v Speaker 1>they'll be like, oh, that's never gonna work on time.

0:53:17.000 --> 0:53:19.480
<v Speaker 1>It's really hard for people to be vulnerable. That's a

0:53:19.640 --> 0:53:23.560
<v Speaker 1>that's a really vulnerable spot and like that's really hard

0:53:23.640 --> 0:53:26.279
<v Speaker 1>to be in, Like dead serious. I learned that like

0:53:26.400 --> 0:53:29.840
<v Speaker 1>last year. I'm like, damn, like my ego is crazy.

0:53:29.920 --> 0:53:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I gotta at least be honest with myself and just

0:53:32.080 --> 0:53:33.759
<v Speaker 1>say it because you never know what could come out

0:53:33.800 --> 0:53:35.840
<v Speaker 1>of that. But that's like a really hard place to

0:53:35.920 --> 0:53:39.360
<v Speaker 1>be in. So yeah, I kind of get it, but

0:53:39.719 --> 0:53:43.080
<v Speaker 1>it's like it is, it's really annoying, like super annoying. Yeah,

0:53:43.120 --> 0:53:45.840
<v Speaker 1>Like there's so many men that just you know, this

0:53:46.000 --> 0:53:48.879
<v Speaker 1>happens all the time. This literally happens every day. They're

0:53:48.920 --> 0:53:51.880
<v Speaker 1>like I want to check you out, I want to

0:53:51.920 --> 0:53:54.600
<v Speaker 1>fuck you, I want this, I want that. And let's

0:53:54.640 --> 0:53:56.719
<v Speaker 1>say there is like a list of things that needs

0:53:56.760 --> 0:53:59.600
<v Speaker 1>to have that need to happen before that can even

0:53:59.640 --> 0:54:04.320
<v Speaker 1>become sidered. But they never they're never going to do that.

0:54:04.360 --> 0:54:07.960
<v Speaker 1>They're gonna it's not gonna work. Why are you asking

0:54:08.000 --> 0:54:10.919
<v Speaker 1>you about b if you haven't done a right. It's

0:54:10.960 --> 0:54:13.360
<v Speaker 1>always a process. I need to see you put some

0:54:13.440 --> 0:54:18.440
<v Speaker 1>work in. So yeah, that's really small egos. Yeah, so

0:54:19.000 --> 0:54:21.319
<v Speaker 1>that's really what it seems from too, Like they really

0:54:21.360 --> 0:54:25.080
<v Speaker 1>feel incapable, and you know sometimes you be trying to

0:54:25.160 --> 0:54:28.440
<v Speaker 1>encourage them and they don't like that either. Like sometimes

0:54:28.520 --> 0:54:32.319
<v Speaker 1>guys have a problem asking for help. For sure, let

0:54:32.360 --> 0:54:36.120
<v Speaker 1>me ask you, this is your wife's tenders Winler. I

0:54:36.200 --> 0:54:42.279
<v Speaker 1>didn't watch it because everyone would tell what happened Valentine's Day?

0:54:42.560 --> 0:54:45.840
<v Speaker 1>He said, what, me and my boyfriend watching it together. Honestly,

0:54:46.040 --> 0:54:50.839
<v Speaker 1>I think that's that was badass. So everybody should why

0:54:50.920 --> 0:54:54.440
<v Speaker 1>the story, But you know, you still see itself. It's interesting.

0:54:54.719 --> 0:55:00.279
<v Speaker 1>This guy had ale echo system. The reason he got

0:55:00.360 --> 0:55:02.360
<v Speaker 1>these women is because he was bringing them on a

0:55:02.440 --> 0:55:05.359
<v Speaker 1>private jet flying them out. They thought that he had

0:55:05.400 --> 0:55:07.880
<v Speaker 1>so much money. They fell in love because they were

0:55:07.920 --> 0:55:10.000
<v Speaker 1>looking for love. They were on these dating sites, you know,

0:55:10.120 --> 0:55:13.279
<v Speaker 1>trying to find a man, and they think titching. I

0:55:13.360 --> 0:55:16.160
<v Speaker 1>hit the jacket all had. His dad is like a diamond,

0:55:16.239 --> 0:55:19.160
<v Speaker 1>He sells diamonds. He comes from this rich family. He

0:55:19.280 --> 0:55:21.680
<v Speaker 1>did put them on a private jet at first, you

0:55:21.760 --> 0:55:24.239
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So he had, he did have money.

0:55:25.200 --> 0:55:29.360
<v Speaker 1>He had money from them, so like let's say I

0:55:29.800 --> 0:55:34.359
<v Speaker 1>use money from you to pay for the how money

0:55:34.400 --> 0:55:41.560
<v Speaker 1>from me? Swiler? And then like but then after that, right,

0:55:41.880 --> 0:55:43.759
<v Speaker 1>you start feeling like, oh my god, because then he

0:55:43.760 --> 0:55:46.080
<v Speaker 1>would be like, oh my security guard got beat up

0:55:46.400 --> 0:55:48.879
<v Speaker 1>and they're doing this, and then and then you're feeling

0:55:48.920 --> 0:55:51.160
<v Speaker 1>like I have to help him. And I'm thinking to myself,

0:55:51.560 --> 0:55:54.319
<v Speaker 1>what if I was dating somebody They treated me so good,

0:55:54.360 --> 0:55:56.200
<v Speaker 1>did all this ship for me, and then they sent

0:55:56.280 --> 0:55:58.400
<v Speaker 1>me a picture of their security guard beat up. I'm

0:55:58.440 --> 0:56:01.719
<v Speaker 1>thinking the dad owns this. I'm in like bloody yeah,

0:56:02.200 --> 0:56:03.960
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, oh my god, he needs my help,

0:56:04.320 --> 0:56:05.880
<v Speaker 1>and now I have to help him because that I

0:56:05.920 --> 0:56:08.320
<v Speaker 1>got to felt for. And yeah, that's what I'm saying.

0:56:12.360 --> 0:56:14.640
<v Speaker 1>I shout out to every guy who else pulling me

0:56:14.680 --> 0:56:17.320
<v Speaker 1>on a private joint. I appreciate you, God bless you,

0:56:17.440 --> 0:56:20.320
<v Speaker 1>but don't call me when your enemies. I after you

0:56:21.840 --> 0:56:26.520
<v Speaker 1>about credit cards, that's crazy, Like there's a limit to

0:56:26.600 --> 0:56:29.680
<v Speaker 1>how much money I'm not like taking out a line

0:56:29.719 --> 0:56:33.800
<v Speaker 1>of credit. Yes, And they were taking out loans like

0:56:33.880 --> 0:56:37.280
<v Speaker 1>payday loans and line were doing that. They were getting

0:56:37.280 --> 0:56:43.960
<v Speaker 1>like users on there got AMEX cards, it's x Carna.

0:56:43.960 --> 0:56:45.759
<v Speaker 1>Think if you get some money, money, like okay, you

0:56:45.840 --> 0:56:50.400
<v Speaker 1>know what I got you? Like they were taking dollars

0:56:50.640 --> 0:56:53.440
<v Speaker 1>like a day, like he was spending like crazy. He

0:56:53.560 --> 0:56:56.000
<v Speaker 1>was like ten thousand here, twenty thousand there. Because they

0:56:56.040 --> 0:56:58.400
<v Speaker 1>also thinks he's rich and he's gonna give it right right,

0:56:58.840 --> 0:57:01.600
<v Speaker 1>that's o D literally Now. The one girl got him

0:57:01.640 --> 0:57:04.960
<v Speaker 1>back though. She sold all his clothes. Okay, somebody told

0:57:04.960 --> 0:57:06.480
<v Speaker 1>me that. Yeah, he thought that she was gonna give

0:57:06.560 --> 0:57:07.880
<v Speaker 1>him the money and she played wait, so she was

0:57:07.960 --> 0:57:10.359
<v Speaker 1>like in his house. No, she told him like once

0:57:10.520 --> 0:57:13.680
<v Speaker 1>she hit the fan and she was like, you need money.

0:57:14.000 --> 0:57:18.840
<v Speaker 1>You got Balenciaga, Gucci deal, let's sell it. Problem. Every

0:57:19.560 --> 0:57:21.720
<v Speaker 1>money was a label. Yeah, she kept the money. She

0:57:23.000 --> 0:57:27.160
<v Speaker 1>worked in retail fashion, so she took all his clothes

0:57:27.200 --> 0:57:28.480
<v Speaker 1>and cleaned him and pressed them and put him on

0:57:28.520 --> 0:57:30.400
<v Speaker 1>eBay and sold them and kept all the money. That

0:57:30.560 --> 0:57:34.440
<v Speaker 1>was crazy. But I feel like this ship was battery

0:57:34.600 --> 0:57:38.040
<v Speaker 1>this guy. The way this guy put this whole funk

0:57:38.120 --> 0:57:41.120
<v Speaker 1>when he did how they felt, the way he did

0:57:41.280 --> 0:57:44.600
<v Speaker 1>this was genius. Like you know what I mean. The

0:57:44.720 --> 0:57:47.760
<v Speaker 1>way they can't come after me if I'm scamming her

0:57:47.960 --> 0:57:50.720
<v Speaker 1>she's given me money and I'm paying for her with

0:57:51.160 --> 0:57:55.360
<v Speaker 1>her money technically also got to make the money back,

0:57:55.960 --> 0:58:02.120
<v Speaker 1>right like, and I'm like, now the one lady sold

0:58:02.160 --> 0:58:03.720
<v Speaker 1>his clothes so she can get some of her money back.

0:58:04.200 --> 0:58:05.720
<v Speaker 1>And I heard that he had went to jail for

0:58:05.800 --> 0:58:08.920
<v Speaker 1>like how long he went to He got sent this

0:58:09.000 --> 0:58:10.720
<v Speaker 1>to like fifteen months and went to jail for like

0:58:10.840 --> 0:58:14.720
<v Speaker 1>four months now right because he got an agent now

0:58:15.160 --> 0:58:20.439
<v Speaker 1>and a podcast. He's trying to do a dating show.

0:58:21.680 --> 0:58:27.400
<v Speaker 1>He's actually charging charging and he's charging people for like

0:58:27.640 --> 0:58:31.120
<v Speaker 1>online classes with my classes on how to be a

0:58:31.160 --> 0:58:36.560
<v Speaker 1>swindler my level. I'm going to ask the ladies here,

0:58:36.840 --> 0:58:39.040
<v Speaker 1>have you ever used a guy just for money and

0:58:39.160 --> 0:58:47.240
<v Speaker 1>got him to give you many times? Now it's Monday,

0:58:47.360 --> 0:58:50.800
<v Speaker 1>and I'm wearing my Magic City hoodie. Okay, yes I've

0:58:50.880 --> 0:58:55.640
<v Speaker 1>used money. Bad about it? Absolutely not. No, I have

0:58:56.000 --> 0:58:58.120
<v Speaker 1>to be the odd ball and say I haven't. Me neither,

0:58:58.480 --> 0:59:01.880
<v Speaker 1>I really haven't, and I'm actually mad about it. I'm

0:59:02.280 --> 0:59:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I I've never looked for someone to specifically use it

0:59:10.240 --> 0:59:13.280
<v Speaker 1>for me money saying all right, I've never met somebody

0:59:13.360 --> 0:59:16.000
<v Speaker 1>and thought, yeah, I'm gonna specifically use you for your money.

0:59:16.160 --> 0:59:18.280
<v Speaker 1>It's them they're like, oh, let me buy you this

0:59:18.520 --> 0:59:27.200
<v Speaker 1>that if you guys do do that taking something from

0:59:27.240 --> 0:59:29.000
<v Speaker 1>someone that you know you don't like she took that

0:59:31.800 --> 0:59:38.400
<v Speaker 1>nor you know what does wait? Okay, but I'm just

0:59:38.480 --> 0:59:43.240
<v Speaker 1>saying I felt, Um, you know, I feel bad because

0:59:43.280 --> 0:59:46.160
<v Speaker 1>I know I'm not gonna give him anything in return,

0:59:46.400 --> 0:59:50.000
<v Speaker 1>even but that's they're bad. I'm not asking for nothing there,

0:59:50.120 --> 0:59:53.720
<v Speaker 1>I've never asked anything. They're offering it, and I take it,

0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, And that's your fault because you think you

0:59:56.400 --> 0:59:59.640
<v Speaker 1>could buy your way into the pussy. You can't. I

0:59:59.720 --> 1:00:02.680
<v Speaker 1>feel I feel like, first of all, men like to

1:00:02.960 --> 1:00:05.360
<v Speaker 1>throw around this term gold digger, gold digg at this

1:00:05.520 --> 1:00:10.720
<v Speaker 1>gold digging, that old pussy is expensive. Pick one in

1:00:10.840 --> 1:00:18.320
<v Speaker 1>your budget, okay, because speaking because if you're not paying

1:00:18.400 --> 1:00:21.920
<v Speaker 1>for a prostitute to fuck you, you're paying for your

1:00:21.960 --> 1:00:26.200
<v Speaker 1>girlfriend's dinner, her nails that use women and get women

1:00:26.200 --> 1:00:29.760
<v Speaker 1>to pay for ship for them, right, Yeah, that's that's

1:00:29.760 --> 1:00:32.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot less coming. I would say, like the standard

1:00:32.800 --> 1:00:34.880
<v Speaker 1>is the man taking care of the woman. You know,

1:00:35.200 --> 1:00:38.480
<v Speaker 1>whether it's right or wrong, I don't know, I don't care,

1:00:38.640 --> 1:00:40.680
<v Speaker 1>but you know that would you pay for dinner? Like

1:00:41.200 --> 1:00:44.200
<v Speaker 1>absolutely well? Half these guys that's out here screaming gold digger,

1:00:44.240 --> 1:00:49.200
<v Speaker 1>ain't got no gold to dig that's a that's really

1:00:49.240 --> 1:00:53.480
<v Speaker 1>the gold diggers like money, they don't mind, but they

1:00:53.520 --> 1:00:55.320
<v Speaker 1>got the guys who got the money, they don't mind

1:00:58.160 --> 1:01:02.040
<v Speaker 1>if you guys they don't have it. That and guys

1:01:02.080 --> 1:01:04.240
<v Speaker 1>that remember there was like he kept buying me stuff.

1:01:04.240 --> 1:01:05.880
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I don't want it. I had to

1:01:05.960 --> 1:01:09.560
<v Speaker 1>be like stop good, yeah, I don't want to, right,

1:01:09.640 --> 1:01:12.000
<v Speaker 1>And you don't feel bad like I did. I didn't

1:01:12.000 --> 1:01:14.600
<v Speaker 1>want it because I didn't I was gonna go out

1:01:14.640 --> 1:01:17.760
<v Speaker 1>with him like right. That's what it becomes problematic because

1:01:17.760 --> 1:01:19.360
<v Speaker 1>a lot of times they'll like try to spoil it

1:01:19.640 --> 1:01:26.040
<v Speaker 1>was and then start really scared. I wasn't really scared,

1:01:26.120 --> 1:01:27.840
<v Speaker 1>but he would you know what it was. He would

1:01:27.840 --> 1:01:31.520
<v Speaker 1>be really like nasty too, you know what I'm saying,

1:01:31.520 --> 1:01:33.320
<v Speaker 1>Like you know how guys get angry when you don't

1:01:33.320 --> 1:01:37.479
<v Speaker 1>want to talk to them, Yeah, and then being mad

1:01:37.720 --> 1:01:40.280
<v Speaker 1>like you're not talking to and I'm like I don't

1:01:40.280 --> 1:01:45.120
<v Speaker 1>need anything to you a huge red flag. I'm yeah,

1:01:45.600 --> 1:01:48.000
<v Speaker 1>so I don't need that, and let's be clear, like

1:01:48.080 --> 1:01:51.800
<v Speaker 1>I could buy it. Guys will be like, oh, I

1:01:51.880 --> 1:01:54.120
<v Speaker 1>can't buy you anything that you can't buy yourself everything

1:01:54.160 --> 1:01:57.480
<v Speaker 1>you want, you just go and get it. It's like, yes,

1:01:59.400 --> 1:02:03.760
<v Speaker 1>I remember one time Max got me at Chanel bag

1:02:03.840 --> 1:02:06.320
<v Speaker 1>for Christmas. I was like, oh, this is so sweet.

1:02:07.040 --> 1:02:09.880
<v Speaker 1>And I opened up my other gifts and he got

1:02:09.960 --> 1:02:12.400
<v Speaker 1>me H and M shirt and it had Nikki on

1:02:12.480 --> 1:02:15.920
<v Speaker 1>it and I love Nicki Minaj and that's the gift. More.

1:02:16.160 --> 1:02:19.520
<v Speaker 1>I lost my mind, like literally, it's literally the thought

1:02:19.560 --> 1:02:23.959
<v Speaker 1>that counts. Yes, it definitely is. It was a shirt. Yes, true. Yeah.

1:02:25.760 --> 1:02:27.800
<v Speaker 1>I used to live in London. But coming back to

1:02:27.960 --> 1:02:31.080
<v Speaker 1>like them, you know, use the man for money, I

1:02:31.120 --> 1:02:33.920
<v Speaker 1>don't do that anymore because again I'm running a business

1:02:34.000 --> 1:02:36.120
<v Speaker 1>now and what I'm doing this is a service that

1:02:36.200 --> 1:02:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I provides. I I'm not scamming them for money. You

1:02:40.040 --> 1:02:49.600
<v Speaker 1>pay for something that I'm offering your diaper. Right. So,

1:02:49.880 --> 1:02:52.440
<v Speaker 1>but when I when I was you know, well I

1:02:52.600 --> 1:02:54.880
<v Speaker 1>was in college every now and then I had to

1:02:55.000 --> 1:02:58.320
<v Speaker 1>go to England or somewhere to get a job, like

1:02:58.400 --> 1:03:00.800
<v Speaker 1>a little summer job, get some on you because it

1:03:01.000 --> 1:03:05.120
<v Speaker 1>was it was hard financially. So I lived in England

1:03:05.160 --> 1:03:07.560
<v Speaker 1>for a little bit and I went with my friends

1:03:07.720 --> 1:03:10.800
<v Speaker 1>and we were in it like this room it was.

1:03:11.000 --> 1:03:16.080
<v Speaker 1>It was terrible, just terrible. But anyway, we had to host,

1:03:16.560 --> 1:03:18.959
<v Speaker 1>we had to rely on men, like paying for our food,

1:03:19.080 --> 1:03:21.840
<v Speaker 1>Like we were so broke to the point date with

1:03:21.920 --> 1:03:26.760
<v Speaker 1>you that I couldn't afford food like guys, so we

1:03:26.880 --> 1:03:30.800
<v Speaker 1>were literally I definitely have done that, and they I

1:03:30.880 --> 1:03:33.240
<v Speaker 1>was younger because I was hungry and broke, right, and

1:03:33.320 --> 1:03:39.080
<v Speaker 1>then you know, get and then somebody. Okay, but but

1:03:39.280 --> 1:03:41.240
<v Speaker 1>I also wouldn't have gone on a date with somebody

1:03:41.320 --> 1:03:44.640
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't like at all. Yeah, okay, no, yeah,

1:03:44.720 --> 1:03:47.800
<v Speaker 1>I didn't do that either, But it was like, let's

1:03:47.840 --> 1:03:52.160
<v Speaker 1>just say, my standards weren't that high, just like alright,

1:03:52.280 --> 1:03:55.560
<v Speaker 1>guy moment right, and then you know, I would get

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<v Speaker 1>him to pay for like my Oyster card which was

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<v Speaker 1>for the subway, and then you know for like a

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<v Speaker 1>little dinner here and groceries there and paid the rent

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<v Speaker 1>and like I had too because I feel like we wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>We were not before we got a job, because the

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<v Speaker 1>way we went to England, we didn't have a job.

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<v Speaker 1>We just flew to England, but is out and we

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<v Speaker 1>got man. You know, it's crazy men it's harder for

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<v Speaker 1>them to do that. Like as women, I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>we can go to the club with no money. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you come drunk and you eat. Like, I can't do that. Literally,

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<v Speaker 1>they got out a little bit. They gotta do the

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<v Speaker 1>thing like what would you do if, now that's your single,

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<v Speaker 1>if you were in the club and a guy was

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<v Speaker 1>there and you were like, oh, you're gonna buy me

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<v Speaker 1>a drink and he was like, I'm gonna be honest, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't really have it like that right now. I've

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<v Speaker 1>been having some financial difficulties. Okay, so two things this happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I would respect that, Okay, Like honestly, I can't, like really,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I can't do that right now because this

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<v Speaker 1>is not that respect that. Yeah, like I respect that, Like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>heard you. I would respect it too. But I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, I wouldn't respect you like this, But I

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<v Speaker 1>had somebody to do that to me before. Recently, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>with a hookah fucking hooka, Me and my friends went out.

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<v Speaker 1>He bought one hookah and he goes, I'm like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>you are in another hooka. He's like, no, I only

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<v Speaker 1>got money for one. I'm like ok And then and

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<v Speaker 1>then and then was literally running me down the whole night.

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<v Speaker 1>Some pussy like Oh, I'm like yo, Like you're in

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<v Speaker 1>my face, like literally like saying that. I'm like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know that's a bum, that's that's broke and dusty,

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<v Speaker 1>Like what broken hook? He like, give me twenty of that?

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<v Speaker 1>What's the little things you put in the testaments? Give

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<v Speaker 1>me twenty for this. One who goes like that is

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<v Speaker 1>not okay. Let me tell you why I wouldn't respect this,

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<v Speaker 1>even the honestly reason why. It's because if you don't

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<v Speaker 1>got to like that, what funk are you in the club?

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<v Speaker 1>And why are you hollering at me? You don't I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sorry you don't have money for a drink. We're not

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<v Speaker 1>talking about rent, We're not talking about like big drink, right,

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<v Speaker 1>you have bigger problems if you can't, you can't, like

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<v Speaker 1>what are you celebrating? So are you this right? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you saying that you're homeless? Because if you don't have

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen dollars or whatever, I'm sorry you. Maybe you need

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<v Speaker 1>to get your priorities straights hookah at It depends at

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<v Speaker 1>my club. It depends if you get the pineapple. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we're just between thirty and sixty dollars, Yeah, like a

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<v Speaker 1>like a hookah spot that's like a specialty anywhere from

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<v Speaker 1>like thirty to a hundred and ten dollars. When you

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<v Speaker 1>go with your friends, do you pay for everything since

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<v Speaker 1>you got money like that. No, I don't pay for everything,

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<v Speaker 1>thank god. But they definitely like pitching. You mean my girlfriends,

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<v Speaker 1>your girl Okay, yeah, no, we like pitching. I would

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<v Speaker 1>pay for everything, though I have done it because I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, like I haven't been outside with my

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<v Speaker 1>girls in a while, Like I love them, Like, let's

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<v Speaker 1>just live it up tonight. No, whoy, you worry about nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's just bust it up. So I do do that sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>but not all the time. Angela feeds us all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that, you want. My friends are like super

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<v Speaker 1>stubborn and like they have really big egos, so they

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<v Speaker 1>don't even want me paying for them, Like they don't

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<v Speaker 1>want it. They're like no, like what this Like, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want that because they knew me before I was

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<v Speaker 1>who I was, so they really just try to like

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that they don't want to use me. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like you, I've always been I've always been like

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<v Speaker 1>super generous with people. I remember when I was younger,

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<v Speaker 1>my friend went to law school when we graduated, and

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<v Speaker 1>I really wanted her to come with us to Miami.

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<v Speaker 1>I paid for her trip even though I didn't even

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<v Speaker 1>have it like that. I did that too, but I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I want you to come like that. I

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<v Speaker 1>love that. I did that too before. I love it. Well, listen,

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<v Speaker 1>I really appreciate you. This was really fun. And you

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<v Speaker 1>know what we're gonna do when we do we get

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<v Speaker 1>to keep this. Yes, maybe we'll give this away to

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<v Speaker 1>one of our Google boys, Yeah, to one of our listeners.

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<v Speaker 1>The guy for are so mad we're not giving it

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<v Speaker 1>to y'all gonna do a giveaway. Yeah, we're gonna mail

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<v Speaker 1>this out to someone. This rummy chase they got to

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<v Speaker 1>do to get it Stroker, right know, they got to

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<v Speaker 1>subscribe the Yes carry it and I gotta subscribe to

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<v Speaker 1>my YouTube channel, right They getting their makeup to subscribe

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<v Speaker 1>to a lip service YouTube channel and exactly and Twisted Saints,

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk. What does that name mean? So it just

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<v Speaker 1>means that you're just a twisted person, like you're just

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<v Speaker 1>in this world that's us on this podcast right now.

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<v Speaker 1>You're just in a twisting world, just being yourself and

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<v Speaker 1>just honestly, I'm trying to create this whole like universe

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<v Speaker 1>where people could just do what they want, like really

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<v Speaker 1>just wear what they want, do what how they want,

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<v Speaker 1>not care about judgment. I care about when nobody else thinks.

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<v Speaker 1>And I kind of wear really like kind of crazy

1:09:22.560 --> 1:09:25.519
<v Speaker 1>outfits sometimes. So I'm trying to put that esthetic into

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<v Speaker 1>my word. We love it, We love how you Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you cute? Thank you well? And are you going to

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<v Speaker 1>use your vibrator? Yes, I am going to use it.

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<v Speaker 1>Got to let us know. I'll update you guys. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna could you said it felt good, but you just yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was good, but it just didn't like do like

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't come from it. No, oh yeah, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>you definitely got the orgasm crazy at this point that

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<v Speaker 1>the dude, I thought that could be a good addition

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<v Speaker 1>to the Twisted Saints family. You think so like a

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<v Speaker 1>fashionable vibrator. Imagine that it is pretty. Now, it's pretty.

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<v Speaker 1>If you did like some pretty ones, it is pretty.

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<v Speaker 1>The platinum edition, it is pretty. It really is outdate

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<v Speaker 1>you guys on that, all right, we're gonna be checking

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<v Speaker 1>for that. Yeah, you're gonna do a vlog about it?

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<v Speaker 1>I will, and of course brot me taste. Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>so much. This is your first time in New York, Sol,

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<v Speaker 1>Yes it is. I'll help you have a good time.

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<v Speaker 1>Shout out to Laney Spies and through our girl Miss Laney.

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<v Speaker 1>We love you. And um, this was fun. Yes, it

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<v Speaker 1>was so much fun. Thank you for having me. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much. I have last. I really didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>a last. You guys ready to go wrestle? Yeah, let's

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<v Speaker 1>go wrestle. Let's I mean, I need a wrestle man

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<v Speaker 1>that you have the body slam And I'm serious. She's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I have some puny ninety eight pound man for you

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<v Speaker 1>to slam. Literally, don't lift service