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Speaker 1: West's Lift Service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G McGuire,

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Speaker 1: I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm when A J and M Chase. Right. Nothing,

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Speaker 1: but this is a test, Okay. We always just go

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Speaker 1: in and some people get it, so people don't. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: while we're here. We're here, so today it's all about

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Speaker 1: content creation and we have some very established content creators

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Speaker 1: with us, and so let's start with you, Romi. So

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Speaker 1: let everybody know who you are. Um, Hi, guys, I'm

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Speaker 1: Romi Chase, plus size model, UM, social media influencer and

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Speaker 1: an independent content creator. Okay, we have your vagina here,

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Speaker 1: so people, just my first personal stroker. It's called stroker.

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Speaker 1: I cannot say flashlight because this was not made by

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Speaker 1: the flashlight company. So it's called a stroke stroke stroking,

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Speaker 1: stroker stroke it for you. So we were having a

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Speaker 1: But I think I figured it out by looking at

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Speaker 1: the box. So just like the outside of what your vagina,

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Speaker 1: the mold is. It's just molded into perfection and the

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Speaker 1: exact replica of my vagina. Okay, so vagina, yes, my vagina,

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Speaker 1: my pussy look like okay, I said, inside is like

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Speaker 1: bumps and stuff. Yeah, that's for you know, for the

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Speaker 1: pleasure textures. O. So you have to get you know,

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Speaker 1: the ultimate experience. And there's all different kinds of packages,

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Speaker 1: right that you can get with this. Oh yeah, there's

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Speaker 1: you can use this separately and use manually, um it's

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Speaker 1: kei on, which is like the new technology that will

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Speaker 1: provide the automatic experience. So if you put the toy

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Speaker 1: a limp for strokes and speed, it'll do the job

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Speaker 1: for you. So basically, Jack, you off cheating or I

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Speaker 1: don't think so. I mean, what's the difference between this

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Speaker 1: but my vagina. Really, what you see now, what you

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Speaker 1: internally introduced a Lea j before we move in for

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Speaker 1: this Alea Ji. Hi. Now we know you from your

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Speaker 1: tutorials on makeup and now you're also relaunching your clothing line.

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Speaker 1: Yes I am. It's called Twisted Saints and so I

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Speaker 1: and it went really well, so I'm super excited about that.

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Speaker 1: Thank you. It's huge, Yes it is. And you gave

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Speaker 1: billboard see your whole look. Thank you. But yeah, so

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Speaker 1: I'm a content creator, so I'm trying to transition into

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Speaker 1: love it. But we're here to support and help you. Now,

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Speaker 1: know all those details. I don't think I know because

425
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:23,400
Speaker 1: I don't want to picture it because now I'm visualizing

426
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:31,159
Speaker 1: you would so before, you know what, I obsessed it

427
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:35,800
Speaker 1: for a break right well during the break and like

428
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:38,639
Speaker 1: before yeah, before we got together, Like right before we

429
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:41,480
Speaker 1: got together, he told me everything. But if it's happening

430
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 1: during me, now I'm obsessing, like, don't play with me.

431
00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:47,760
Speaker 1: Like and I feel like, is he gonna be honest

432
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:50,520
Speaker 1: because like, let's just say yeah, man was like okay,

433
00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:52,640
Speaker 1: so we was on a break, you sucked this other guy?

434
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,600
Speaker 1: What's he better than me? What if he was better

435
00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:56,920
Speaker 1: than him? You're not gonna say yeah, No, I'm not

436
00:23:56,960 --> 00:24:01,880
Speaker 1: gonna say that. Yeah that's I mean, I'm gonna tell

437
00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:05,040
Speaker 1: the truth, but I'm gonna just, you know, water it down, like, yeah,

438
00:24:05,119 --> 00:24:07,200
Speaker 1: well we did this, but it was nothing. I'm not

439
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:10,399
Speaker 1: pointing in my life it was better. I'm gonna just

440
00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,080
Speaker 1: be like, well, you gotta say it. I'm not gonna

441
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:20,440
Speaker 1: say it, but I feel like we need to say yeah,

442
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:24,800
Speaker 1: because I mean, don't be cruel. Now, there are men

443
00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:27,919
Speaker 1: who are into humiliation. They want to hear how terrible

444
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:30,119
Speaker 1: they are and how this other guy sucked you so

445
00:24:30,280 --> 00:24:33,360
Speaker 1: much better. They like my God, but maybe that makes

446
00:24:33,400 --> 00:24:37,480
Speaker 1: them do better. No, they just they like the accumulation party.

447
00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:40,800
Speaker 1: They like to be humiliated. They like you. They want

448
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:42,520
Speaker 1: you to tell him that they ain't shipped. They never

449
00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,840
Speaker 1: made nobody come in. That's disgusting. You wouldn't touch it.

450
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:49,480
Speaker 1: It looks like a fucking triple a battery. Oh that's

451
00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:52,000
Speaker 1: they like that. Okay, No, But the reason why I'm

452
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:58,720
Speaker 1: saying that was not God damn No. But yeah, I

453
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:01,320
Speaker 1: mean the reason why I'm say and that we should

454
00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:05,760
Speaker 1: be honest it is because men have such a minimal

455
00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 1: understanding of like how to be with a woman. Like

456
00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 1: all they know is like porn, and obviously porn is

457
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:16,560
Speaker 1: not real. We're acting in these videos. I'm not a

458
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:19,920
Speaker 1: porn star, but I do content that's adult. I act

459
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,639
Speaker 1: in these videos. I moaned, I you know, exaggerate, I

460
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:30,040
Speaker 1: talk sexy, the bad girl to bag. It's not even

461
00:25:30,119 --> 00:25:33,000
Speaker 1: a secret, you know, it's all out there. But I'm

462
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:34,399
Speaker 1: just you know, I'm just saying, like a lot of

463
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:38,720
Speaker 1: men get it from porn and they don't understand how

464
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,200
Speaker 1: to do this. And if you don't tell him that

465
00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:43,920
Speaker 1: he's sucking up, he's not gonna don't have to tell

466
00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:47,399
Speaker 1: anybody was better, you know, but if he wants to

467
00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:50,399
Speaker 1: know if he did okay and he didn't do it,

468
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 1: he just because okay, let's be honest. I don't know

469
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:56,320
Speaker 1: about y'all, but I've had definitely had situations when I

470
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,879
Speaker 1: had a hook up with somebody and he's bragging about

471
00:25:58,880 --> 00:26:01,840
Speaker 1: how he's gonna make me sque over the room and

472
00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: push push, come to shove. He's rubbing on my left

473
00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:12,280
Speaker 1: flab for like seventeen minutes and there's nothing happening. He's like,

474
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:17,840
Speaker 1: you fucking didn't be that, because if he doesn't know that,

475
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,280
Speaker 1: he's going to continue doing that. I usually know if

476
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:23,360
Speaker 1: he didn't make you come right. So that's what I'm saying.

477
00:26:23,400 --> 00:26:26,600
Speaker 1: We should be honest. Maybe not don't be don't be

478
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,320
Speaker 1: good old, but like you'll be honest, like if you

479
00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 1: didn't like. The guys who like humiliation are normally the

480
00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:35,600
Speaker 1: smaller dead guys, because whenever I see the humiliation, it

481
00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:37,800
Speaker 1: always is the guys with the small dick that seem

482
00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:40,720
Speaker 1: to like it. Yeah, honestly, like a big dig guy.

483
00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:48,080
Speaker 1: Mostly I do have, uh currently, um have some fans

484
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 1: that are not small, but they convinced themselves that they

485
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:54,640
Speaker 1: are so tiny they want to have the small dick.

486
00:26:55,040 --> 00:27:00,480
Speaker 1: They are into a lot, so they want their the

487
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:02,840
Speaker 1: white man. So they want to see me with like

488
00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 1: a black guy, and like tell them that and the

489
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:07,480
Speaker 1: black guy, like my body is made for the black guy,

490
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 1: Like the black guy is the only one that can

491
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:12,280
Speaker 1: fuck me. I think they like that. What is that about?

492
00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:15,840
Speaker 1: I think again, this is about giving up control a

493
00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:18,159
Speaker 1: lot of times, a lot of times these first of all,

494
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 1: a lot of times these guys come from like you know,

495
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:23,800
Speaker 1: maybe trouble poems, and sometimes they have like a very

496
00:27:23,880 --> 00:27:26,879
Speaker 1: responsible job and they have to do a lot, like

497
00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:31,320
Speaker 1: they work a lot, and they're lonely, and sometimes they

498
00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:34,720
Speaker 1: are just so burnt out and they've watched so much

499
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:38,800
Speaker 1: porn and they they just normal porn doesn't do it

500
00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:42,720
Speaker 1: for them anymore. So they start looking for crazy stuff.

501
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,399
Speaker 1: And then and they start searching for p and then

502
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,040
Speaker 1: they start searching for like some vomit play, and then

503
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:51,040
Speaker 1: all of a sudden they're into like some some even

504
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:53,320
Speaker 1: more crazy, you know what I mean. So yeah, it's

505
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 1: it's kind of like that crazy that you have to

506
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:04,400
Speaker 1: say no to. That I had to say I don't

507
00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:08,240
Speaker 1: do vomit. Um, I don't do like Scott, I don't.

508
00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:12,720
Speaker 1: I don't poop on people. I don't. I don't do

509
00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:14,879
Speaker 1: pooping videos. And that was so one thing that I

510
00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:18,560
Speaker 1: do not do is race play. So black man reached

511
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:21,200
Speaker 1: out to me wanting me to call them the N word.

512
00:28:21,840 --> 00:28:27,119
Speaker 1: I do not do that. That's that's about I definitely

513
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 1: say no to that. There's no amount of money there was.

514
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:31,320
Speaker 1: There was a guy who offered me ten thousand dollars

515
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:33,160
Speaker 1: for it, and I said no, I did you want

516
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:36,960
Speaker 1: it on camera? Yeah? What if if it wasn't on camera? Know,

517
00:28:37,320 --> 00:28:39,720
Speaker 1: I just wouldn't because this is just something that I

518
00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 1: just don't agree with. Like I don't care. If I

519
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:45,160
Speaker 1: don't care, If I don't care, I'm not gonna vomit

520
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: on you, I don't wait. But like stick your finger

521
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:54,520
Speaker 1: and you could do that because nna, lie, I'm not

522
00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,280
Speaker 1: I'm not her. I've never thrown up on a guy.

523
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:03,239
Speaker 1: But to do it you paid. I mean, I mean

524
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,160
Speaker 1: not to get paid. But if my guy is like,

525
00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:07,680
Speaker 1: I throw up on the deck, I'm gonna be like

526
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:17,320
Speaker 1: I honestly, this is this is pretty basically there's way

527
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:19,800
Speaker 1: crazier things than people are into. Right, That's what I'm saying.

528
00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:24,320
Speaker 1: I don't think it's like crazy a sprained ankle fetish

529
00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:27,200
Speaker 1: and like what do you do? You put bandages on

530
00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:29,720
Speaker 1: your arms and legs and act like it hurts so

531
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:34,960
Speaker 1: bad and broken legs like role playing anyway legs like

532
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:38,840
Speaker 1: a yeah, it's it's it's the first aid kid fetish.

533
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:42,960
Speaker 1: So like the guys into like the texture that and

534
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:45,120
Speaker 1: then he wants me to like act like my my

535
00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:48,160
Speaker 1: my wrists are sprained and my ankles are broken, and

536
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,120
Speaker 1: like I can't move if I can't do anything. I

537
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:52,120
Speaker 1: kind of get it this kind of stuff, but that's

538
00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: not as bad as throwing up. I still that I

539
00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,120
Speaker 1: feel like, maybe not not as bad, but it's it's

540
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 1: weird more heard dolf. What about a baby like that?

541
00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:04,400
Speaker 1: Has a guy ever wanted to pretend he's a baby?

542
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,760
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, adult babies? Oh yeah, I love those. Those

543
00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:12,800
Speaker 1: are also I do a lot of mommy dome stuff

544
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 1: as well. So yeah, like a mommy dominatrix like come

545
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: to mommy. It's like, oh, Mommy's titty, and oh come here.

546
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 1: A baby boy liking you know, let me breastfeed you.

547
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,040
Speaker 1: All that kind of stuff so yeah, that's like I'm

548
00:30:26,080 --> 00:30:31,120
Speaker 1: sting into this with an erection right now. Like adult

549
00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:36,480
Speaker 1: babies that he dressed up at the baby foot the

550
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:43,600
Speaker 1: Enormous woman. I don't like doing that life cam life

551
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:47,800
Speaker 1: life cam, adult baby stuff because a lot of times

552
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 1: they will actually pope in that diaper and they try

553
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:51,920
Speaker 1: to show it to you and I don't want to.

554
00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:57,920
Speaker 1: Al Right, baby dragon, like you dry, like you're not

555
00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:01,640
Speaker 1: really a baby. It's like enough of this content creation.

556
00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:07,680
Speaker 1: Have you ever dressed up in the bedroom? Um, yeah

557
00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:11,720
Speaker 1: I have? What were you? Uh? Teacher? Nice? Yeah, I

558
00:31:11,840 --> 00:31:16,240
Speaker 1: was playing. I think that's so fun, Like that is

559
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:20,000
Speaker 1: so fun, Like to act like you're like shuffling through

560
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,360
Speaker 1: the paper is great in the test and then he

561
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,640
Speaker 1: comes over and he's like, lifts your skirt. I think

562
00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 1: that's fun. That's cute. Made sound cute. Yeah, Like he's like, hey,

563
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:31,120
Speaker 1: like did I get a and just like put it in.

564
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:36,880
Speaker 1: I think that's fun. So that was your idea or

565
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,600
Speaker 1: his idea. It's hard to convince guys to do stuff sometimes. Yeah,

566
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 1: guys don't want to dress up. They don't want they

567
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:45,080
Speaker 1: want to see you dress up. They don't want to

568
00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:48,200
Speaker 1: do anything. Yeah, just lay there and yeah, I went

569
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,240
Speaker 1: to the sex store a couple of times and the

570
00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:52,960
Speaker 1: guys are just like, what's going on in here? Like

571
00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:56,360
Speaker 1: get me out of here? Like it's so immature, but yeah,

572
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:58,960
Speaker 1: it was my idea. It's so immature, like I wish

573
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: these nikus will grow up. But it worked out. It

574
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,880
Speaker 1: definitely did. Did he like it? Yeah? He did. It

575
00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:08,080
Speaker 1: was really fun. Hopefully I can find a guy that

576
00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 1: yeah into all of that. How is your Valentine's Day? Um?

577
00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:17,320
Speaker 1: It was kind of regular. Literally, I didn't really do

578
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:20,200
Speaker 1: anything like I kind of just wanted to be alone.

579
00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:23,320
Speaker 1: I had like eight guys asked me to be there

580
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 1: Valentine and I said no to all of them. Nobody

581
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: was a good prospect. No, I just know I didn't

582
00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 1: want it. I don't want it. We have a gift

583
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 1: for you you. We want you to give it another shot, okay,

584
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:43,000
Speaker 1: Adam any sent these and we want you to test

585
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:46,480
Speaker 1: this out. Okay, So it's pretty and we know you

586
00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 1: like pretty things. Okay, period? Is this a delto at

587
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:57,720
Speaker 1: the end because look it looks like it right. Yeah, listen,

588
00:32:57,800 --> 00:32:59,560
Speaker 1: I feel like you gotta give it another shot. You

589
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,400
Speaker 1: tried it on time. It didn't work you're very open minded.

590
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:09,120
Speaker 1: I'll give it a try. Times say, girl, all right, now,

591
00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:11,680
Speaker 1: let's talk about some more things that you guys have

592
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:15,800
Speaker 1: um posted. Now this is something more about like real

593
00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:18,800
Speaker 1: life and friendships and all of that. But Alga, you said,

594
00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:20,920
Speaker 1: whatever shitty energy you people are on, stay on it

595
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:24,560
Speaker 1: by yourself. And that is so true and that's something

596
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,400
Speaker 1: that we've had to learn, like to remove people with

597
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:31,560
Speaker 1: shitty energy from your circle. So what made you decide

598
00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:34,560
Speaker 1: to post that? What were you going through? Um? Honestly,

599
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 1: you know, misery loves company and people who are going

600
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 1: to try to suck you into their ship, and really like,

601
00:33:42,080 --> 00:33:44,480
Speaker 1: I'm trying to stay aligned so that I could receive

602
00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:47,240
Speaker 1: my blessings this year, because if you get off tried,

603
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,120
Speaker 1: you're not going to receive anything like the stuff that

604
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,640
Speaker 1: God has aligned for you. You can't receive it if

605
00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 1: you want somebody else's element and somebody else's energy. So

606
00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:58,600
Speaker 1: I try to protect myself from things that are not

607
00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:03,240
Speaker 1: sent and good favor and people who prey on me

608
00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 1: and not pray for me, period so period. So I'm

609
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:10,080
Speaker 1: really like that, I'm not I want to know what.

610
00:34:10,719 --> 00:34:15,080
Speaker 1: I'm kind of like firecracker type of person, so I

611
00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 1: could get out of character very quick, Like I used

612
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:19,800
Speaker 1: to be the type of person who would just explode,

613
00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 1: like super explosive, like you say something to me, like

614
00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:25,480
Speaker 1: we're fighting, and I'm just not going in no more,

615
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,279
Speaker 1: like say what the hell you want? Like I don't

616
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:29,279
Speaker 1: even give a funk anymore. Like the worst you could

617
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:30,960
Speaker 1: do is just cut somebody off. That's going to hurt

618
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:34,000
Speaker 1: them more than you exploding. Some people like that reaction, Yes,

619
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:36,120
Speaker 1: they really, and that they want you to get out

620
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:38,719
Speaker 1: of character because it shows them that they have some

621
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:41,799
Speaker 1: type of control. And I learned that this year. I'm

622
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 1: working on control of my emotions and controlling what I

623
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:48,160
Speaker 1: respond to, Like you can't respond to everything even if

624
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:49,840
Speaker 1: you want to, no matter how bad you want to,

625
00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:52,600
Speaker 1: no matter how right you want to be and how

626
00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 1: much you want to be, Like no, because this happened,

627
00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 1: you gotta just let it go on angry Island by yourself,

628
00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:01,800
Speaker 1: literally like Arihan literally, like you're not gonna get nowhere,

629
00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:05,640
Speaker 1: so these people like they could stay with the madrasses

630
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:10,520
Speaker 1: over there. That, yes, Roy, how was it for you? Right?

631
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: Because you went through a lot before you came here,

632
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:16,439
Speaker 1: and you were embraced for your curvaceous figure for being

633
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,840
Speaker 1: a BBW. So was there ever a time that you

634
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 1: felt like, I don't know what I'm about to do

635
00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 1: with myself since I came to the States or just

636
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:27,200
Speaker 1: before that, because I can't imagine how difficult that is.

637
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:29,400
Speaker 1: Like you said, you went through a period where you

638
00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:32,800
Speaker 1: were a teacher, where people body shaned you until you

639
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:36,080
Speaker 1: came here and learned how to be empowered and to

640
00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 1: feel embraced and loved. So what was that period of

641
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:41,560
Speaker 1: time in between though? Because you moved, like you said,

642
00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:43,759
Speaker 1: to New Orleans, Like what made you even move here?

643
00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:47,359
Speaker 1: I couldn't do the nine of five. I just I'm

644
00:35:47,440 --> 00:35:50,680
Speaker 1: not made for that. I'm meant to lead and be

645
00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 1: my own boss. And I always knew this, but like

646
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:56,280
Speaker 1: you know, the way I grew up, they always taught

647
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:59,040
Speaker 1: me to, you know, go go to college, get a

648
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,320
Speaker 1: good job. You know that the standard stuff, and like

649
00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:05,800
Speaker 1: nobody taught you that you could, you know, maybe do

650
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:09,080
Speaker 1: something else other than just go get a job and

651
00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:12,399
Speaker 1: work for somebody and you know, slave for the rest

652
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:15,239
Speaker 1: of your life for like twenty percent of the money.

653
00:36:15,880 --> 00:36:18,640
Speaker 1: And so I just I always felt like there was

654
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:21,279
Speaker 1: something wrong with that. But I didn't know what's because

655
00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:25,160
Speaker 1: nobody taught me so. Um By the time when I

656
00:36:25,239 --> 00:36:27,399
Speaker 1: was when I finally figured out that I was done

657
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:32,239
Speaker 1: with that teaching job, I was like, I got one shot,

658
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:34,400
Speaker 1: Like I quit my job, I have a little bit

659
00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:37,440
Speaker 1: saved up. I gotta go. I gotta do something. I've

660
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:40,560
Speaker 1: always wanted to come in to America always. I mean,

661
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,960
Speaker 1: it's pretty much like every European person's dream to just

662
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 1: like at least come visit, because this America is so

663
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:53,400
Speaker 1: glorified on TV, in your the movies, the music, everything.

664
00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:55,879
Speaker 1: You know, they always like feed us like these these

665
00:36:55,960 --> 00:37:00,160
Speaker 1: American things. American, This American American means is good. You know,

666
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:04,000
Speaker 1: that's how we feel. Um. So I came here and

667
00:37:05,360 --> 00:37:08,200
Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta do something like you know, so,

668
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 1: like I said, already, I didn't have a great card.

669
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,520
Speaker 1: It takes a long time. Now, it takes about two

670
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,600
Speaker 1: years to get your papers, and during that time you

671
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:22,160
Speaker 1: cannot get a legal job. You couldn't married somebody, right, well,

672
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:27,960
Speaker 1: yes I could have married somebody, but you still wait,

673
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 1: you still can't take you know, they got I watched

674
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 1: every single UM spin off and I followed all the

675
00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:47,280
Speaker 1: blog pages, so you can't work without your social security,

676
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 1: You can't, you can't do anything. So I had to hustle.

677
00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:52,160
Speaker 1: Like I said, I had to do the fetish wrestling.

678
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:54,759
Speaker 1: I had to do. How did you even get into that? Like?

679
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:56,759
Speaker 1: How did you find out about it? You know? So

680
00:37:57,440 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 1: once I started getting all this attention from men here,

681
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:05,240
Speaker 1: I hopped on Instagram and like I started getting followers

682
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:08,520
Speaker 1: like out of nowhere, because somehow it worked. That just

683
00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:10,800
Speaker 1: it started working out for me. How long ago was that?

684
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:14,840
Speaker 1: That was three years ago, So it just, you know,

685
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,520
Speaker 1: I started getting all this attentional these d ms from it,

686
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,400
Speaker 1: and I didn't know force because I've never experienced anything

687
00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:22,800
Speaker 1: like this, you know. So I was like, funk it.

688
00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: I gotta do something with that. So I registered on

689
00:38:25,880 --> 00:38:30,080
Speaker 1: Model Mayhem and I put a little portfolio up online,

690
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 1: and you know, started advertising myself that I'll do some gigs,

691
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 1: like I'll do some boudoir shoots and maybe like a

692
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:40,360
Speaker 1: little fashion shoot, maybe like a glamour shoot, maybe like

693
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 1: a you know, then from there, from there. It's actually

694
00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:46,800
Speaker 1: an interesting story because this guy that originally hired me

695
00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:50,000
Speaker 1: for the fetish wrestling thing, he lied to me. He

696
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:54,759
Speaker 1: told me it was a documentary about like like you know,

697
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:59,120
Speaker 1: women like empowered women, like learning, like self defense and

698
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:05,239
Speaker 1: all that. I was like, I didn't know because I

699
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:07,400
Speaker 1: didn't know who else going to wrestle. I had no idea,

700
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 1: but I was so desperate for money. I needed to

701
00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,600
Speaker 1: pay bills. I didn't have money at all. I didn't

702
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 1: have a job, no money, living in the shitty neighborhood,

703
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 1: shitty house. It was terrible. So I was like, I

704
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:22,440
Speaker 1: gotta pay these bills somehow, And I definitely didn't want to,

705
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:26,160
Speaker 1: you know, go sell my vagina or I didn't want

706
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:28,879
Speaker 1: to do that. So how how else, you know, can

707
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,719
Speaker 1: I do that? So then I went and I did

708
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 1: the fetish thing. Um. Yeah, as soon as I got there,

709
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:37,719
Speaker 1: where is this documentary? How mauch did they pay you

710
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:41,480
Speaker 1: for that? Peanuts? It was like, I think it was

711
00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:43,840
Speaker 1: like four hundred dollars for like two hours or something.

712
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:48,000
Speaker 1: So it's very Now it doesn't sound bad, okay, but

713
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:52,640
Speaker 1: for what it is, it's terrible because he obviously filmed

714
00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:55,879
Speaker 1: it and he resolved these videos and still sell them,

715
00:39:56,000 --> 00:40:00,719
Speaker 1: you know, because he at the time didn't know any better,

716
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:02,520
Speaker 1: and I needed the money, so I did it. But

717
00:40:02,680 --> 00:40:05,360
Speaker 1: this at the moment I stepped in. The moment I

718
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:08,359
Speaker 1: stepped in, I saw the guy. I was like, wait

719
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:11,400
Speaker 1: a damn minute. He's four or eleven, he about ninety

720
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:14,480
Speaker 1: five pounds. I know this is a fetish. I've seen this,

721
00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:17,279
Speaker 1: I heard of this. I did it anyway, and then

722
00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:20,840
Speaker 1: I later down there, I did a couple more. He

723
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:23,040
Speaker 1: paid me a little more later, and then I just

724
00:40:23,280 --> 00:40:25,960
Speaker 1: you know, then I just realized that he was lying,

725
00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 1: and I was like, all right, fuck you. You know.

726
00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:31,440
Speaker 1: But by the time I got my social I got

727
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:34,560
Speaker 1: my papers, I had already figured this out. I was like,

728
00:40:34,680 --> 00:40:36,560
Speaker 1: this is what I'm gonna do. This is how I'm

729
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:38,879
Speaker 1: gonna do it, this is why this is gonna work.

730
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:41,640
Speaker 1: Next thing, I know, I put some savings until I

731
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:44,759
Speaker 1: registered an escort, and I was like, funking, I'm going

732
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:48,719
Speaker 1: all in. I just took myself with my own money. Yeah.

733
00:40:48,920 --> 00:40:50,160
Speaker 1: Let me I say this. When is the first time,

734
00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:53,560
Speaker 1: even with a black guy, first time I ever black?

735
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,920
Speaker 1: I think I was. I was about nineteen, okay, but

736
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:00,719
Speaker 1: I said that was in the you know, there was

737
00:41:00,760 --> 00:41:03,360
Speaker 1: in Poland. I was in Poland. For some reason, I

738
00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:05,359
Speaker 1: don't even think about black people in Poland because there

739
00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:08,200
Speaker 1: aren't any. I'm I mean, I could be wrong because

740
00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:19,040
Speaker 1: I've never been. He was a basketball baby, so yeah,

741
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 1: definitely because there are none are I mean, the only

742
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:28,480
Speaker 1: city that you will find black people is more So

743
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:33,040
Speaker 1: much is the capital and it's mostly just Africans. They

744
00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:39,200
Speaker 1: have a big community there. But other than that, Africans athletes. Yeah, athletes.

745
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,480
Speaker 1: But that's what happens when you when you don't when

746
00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 1: you can't make it in the States as an athlete,

747
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:47,840
Speaker 1: you go to Europe. So it was like the reject

748
00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:55,160
Speaker 1: like that, you know, basketball reject from America. Literally it is.

749
00:41:55,880 --> 00:42:07,400
Speaker 1: That's exactly what tarant It didn't make more. Yes, they

750
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 1: got kicked out of the right kick out because that

751
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:21,440
Speaker 1: happens to ye because yeah, they so they are terrible

752
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:23,520
Speaker 1: here when they go to Europe and they're a star

753
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:27,880
Speaker 1: then so that's crazy. Yeah, the basketball player was my

754
00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:34,400
Speaker 1: first It was interesting. It was interesting, Yeah, it was

755
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:40,320
Speaker 1: I enjoyed it a lot. I'm not gonna let hilarious.

756
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 1: And I really didn't have much experience, like sexually then

757
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,960
Speaker 1: it was like nineteen I've probably been with maybe like

758
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 1: two men like before. You know, So was he great? No,

759
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:55,880
Speaker 1: he was not great and not at all. He was

760
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:58,719
Speaker 1: not even a matter of fact, it was one of

761
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:03,000
Speaker 1: those that was bragging about how he's gonna, oh brag,

762
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:09,240
Speaker 1: but he didn't didn't do that. But it was stick exactly.

763
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:11,080
Speaker 1: I was just about to say that you gotta be

764
00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:18,400
Speaker 1: careful for them. Yeah, thats an like. Yeah, I think

765
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:21,920
Speaker 1: it was mostly about aesthetically. Just look. I probably just

766
00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:26,400
Speaker 1: was attracted to him physically, and that was probably the

767
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:29,760
Speaker 1: biggest part of it, Okay, joining it rather than anything

768
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:32,480
Speaker 1: he looks good. He sucks, but he looks good. It

769
00:43:32,640 --> 00:43:35,080
Speaker 1: was probably move mostly that at least it was fine.

770
00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,960
Speaker 1: You think you could teach a guy how to funk. Yeah,

771
00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:41,520
Speaker 1: you can definitely tell them what you like. You can

772
00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:44,160
Speaker 1: tell them what you like, but do they listen? That's

773
00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:47,359
Speaker 1: the part. A lot of the guys something You're right

774
00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:51,200
Speaker 1: after had a guy or two somethings, so he listened.

775
00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 1: A lot of guys don't listen because they feel like

776
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:57,120
Speaker 1: you hurt their little ego and stuff. Yeah, and it's

777
00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:00,719
Speaker 1: like I've tried to teach a guy and it's like

778
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 1: like you're not even like are you hearing me? Wait, God,

779
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 1: did you try to teach them? I'm so curious, what

780
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:10,160
Speaker 1: do you mean what you said? Okay. I tried to

781
00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:12,680
Speaker 1: tell him, like, you know, I like it like this,

782
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:15,320
Speaker 1: so I'm like a passionate lover, like I like a

783
00:44:15,400 --> 00:44:18,279
Speaker 1: lot of like slow sex, and I like to just

784
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:28,680
Speaker 1: make love. And he just wanted to just like like

785
00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:33,880
Speaker 1: you're gonna get your No. Literally, I hate that. So

786
00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:36,040
Speaker 1: I tried to like tell him like, okay, do it

787
00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,320
Speaker 1: like this. Even in the moment I was trying to

788
00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:40,759
Speaker 1: tell him, and he it was almost like I wasn't

789
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:44,160
Speaker 1: even there. What yes, it was like I wasn't even there.

790
00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:46,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, do it like this? And he just

791
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:48,480
Speaker 1: kept doing what he was just because he was being

792
00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:53,080
Speaker 1: selfish and he was going hard like that, and you're like, chill,

793
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:57,080
Speaker 1: you know what. I like to call this When men

794
00:44:57,239 --> 00:44:59,680
Speaker 1: do that like this is almost as if they're using

795
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:08,960
Speaker 1: our body to masturbate. No literally, seriously, like, what is

796
00:45:09,000 --> 00:45:13,800
Speaker 1: the difference between you just dragging not even if you

797
00:45:13,840 --> 00:45:16,640
Speaker 1: could give a man some tips in the bedroom, what

798
00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,759
Speaker 1: are the three of the tap tips that you would

799
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:21,960
Speaker 1: give on how to be better in bed? How to

800
00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:26,080
Speaker 1: be better in bed? Okay? First off, why are you

801
00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 1: like when you're eating it? Why are you going mad

802
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:30,680
Speaker 1: hard like you don't got to go mad bads, like

803
00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:33,080
Speaker 1: you don't have to do that. Yeah, like take your

804
00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:37,760
Speaker 1: time and be soft, like our vaginas are very very delicate.

805
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 1: We're delicate women relaxed, go easy, like they don't got

806
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 1: to be all at like so that the last literally

807
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:52,439
Speaker 1: like you hungry, sir? Did you eat it? That's one,

808
00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:57,000
Speaker 1: And then I think the next one is four play.

809
00:45:57,520 --> 00:45:59,799
Speaker 1: A lot of men don't know how to do four play,

810
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:02,560
Speaker 1: Like you can't just whip your dick out and shove

811
00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:05,400
Speaker 1: it in there like like they're like twisting nipple and

812
00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:17,680
Speaker 1: then try to stick it in what n No seriously though,

813
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:20,399
Speaker 1: like they really do that, which is so crazy because

814
00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:23,400
Speaker 1: it's like I just feel like men just need to

815
00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:26,239
Speaker 1: relax like that, take your time, take your time, like

816
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 1: that's the words they relax. That's it, yeah, exactly. And

817
00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:37,960
Speaker 1: then I guess the last one would be I don't know.

818
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:40,440
Speaker 1: I don't know the last one. I just feel like

819
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 1: they're just the last one referred to one and to

820
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:51,919
Speaker 1: write do you like him to like look at your eyes? Yes?

821
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,520
Speaker 1: I love that. I want to be talked to. I

822
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:57,520
Speaker 1: want to be I like passionate. I was about to

823
00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:00,239
Speaker 1: say men aren't passionate a lot of men just like

824
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:02,560
Speaker 1: you said, I just want to go in. Yeah, And

825
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:06,680
Speaker 1: they don't even understand that passion is something that women crave,

826
00:47:07,320 --> 00:47:10,680
Speaker 1: like we crave that in sensual and intimacy, like we

827
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:12,960
Speaker 1: crave that. You don't don't want to know what though,

828
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:16,400
Speaker 1: they don't care. They don't care that we crave it

829
00:47:16,520 --> 00:47:18,640
Speaker 1: or not. They know what they crave and that's just

830
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:22,040
Speaker 1: a pussy for a second period, Like that's what they crave.

831
00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:25,000
Speaker 1: And that said. But I mean, it takes a special

832
00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:27,839
Speaker 1: guy to do all of that stuff. There's they're out

833
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:35,279
Speaker 1: there that's sex you ever had? Um, I don't, I

834
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:42,320
Speaker 1: don't know. Um looks down you like the most. Is

835
00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:44,439
Speaker 1: there anybody that like you stay with because the sex

836
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:46,719
Speaker 1: was so good that you like stay with them longer

837
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:51,759
Speaker 1: than you Absolutely? Um. It was one long term relationship

838
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,440
Speaker 1: that I was in and it was like it was

839
00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:56,560
Speaker 1: really crazy. We had a lot of sexual chemistry. Um,

840
00:47:57,160 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 1: but he was like a dumbass and I just stayed around,

841
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:05,239
Speaker 1: And honestly, I even stayed around like after I took

842
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:07,720
Speaker 1: my feelings out of it, Like I took my feelings

843
00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:09,759
Speaker 1: out of it, and I would just see him and

844
00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 1: you know, at that time. Once I took my feelings

845
00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:13,640
Speaker 1: out of it, he was trying to make it work,

846
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:16,359
Speaker 1: and I was just like this guy is weird. I'm

847
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:24,000
Speaker 1: like weird, but that yeah, I was like so annoyed

848
00:48:24,080 --> 00:48:25,719
Speaker 1: with him. But I was like, you know what, I'm

849
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 1: like frustrated right now. I just need a little quickie

850
00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:31,839
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna just go home. And they just sat.

851
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:34,360
Speaker 1: Could he still call you to this day and I

852
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 1: have a little something, just a quickie. No, absolutely you

853
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:48,320
Speaker 1: hesitated for a second, though I did. I did hesitate,

854
00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 1: but and that's because, like you know, the central chemistry

855
00:48:52,360 --> 00:48:57,160
Speaker 1: was really really there. But I'm like, seriously, when I say,

856
00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:59,480
Speaker 1: like this year, I'm really like in my element, like

857
00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:01,040
Speaker 1: you gotta be are ill negg to get with me,

858
00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:04,080
Speaker 1: like at this point, because like I told you, I've

859
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:07,480
Speaker 1: been in so many relationships and I've just I've dated

860
00:49:07,600 --> 00:49:09,800
Speaker 1: like a lot of a lot of different men, and

861
00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:12,120
Speaker 1: now it's like you gotta have this, this, this, this

862
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 1: and that to even deal with me, So like what

863
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:17,880
Speaker 1: is this, this, this and that. Mentally it's like a

864
00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:20,120
Speaker 1: mental thing, like you got to be mentally there. And

865
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:22,040
Speaker 1: that's why I say, no, he can't call me because

866
00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:25,120
Speaker 1: I know he's not mentally there. I've spoken to him

867
00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:27,920
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, you're on the same thing absolutely,

868
00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:32,040
Speaker 1: So in other words, you upgrew him. H Literally a

869
00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:35,680
Speaker 1: lot of people sometimes guys are bad for business too,

870
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:38,560
Speaker 1: because I feel like, if you're with the wrong guy,

871
00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:41,600
Speaker 1: it can't affect you negatively so much that it affects

872
00:49:41,640 --> 00:49:46,359
Speaker 1: you handling business absolutely. I mean yeah, because if you're

873
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:51,680
Speaker 1: in like a bad relationship, you're exhausted. Like these people

874
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:59,800
Speaker 1: are exhausting, they're relationships in relationship with you know what

875
00:49:59,840 --> 00:50:02,600
Speaker 1: I'm mean, Like, if they're just bad for you, you're

876
00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:07,719
Speaker 1: gonna just feel drained, tired, the motivated, and just like

877
00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:09,719
Speaker 1: you don't want to do anything, you know what I mean.

878
00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 1: And like a lot of times people mistake that for depression,

879
00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 1: but the moment you cut them off everything, it's you know,

880
00:50:20,920 --> 00:50:24,000
Speaker 1: you are a bad vibe. And like people literally people

881
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 1: get on pills for that, people getting therapy. They're like,

882
00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:29,800
Speaker 1: I'm so depressed, I'm always tired, I'm angry, I'm a

883
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 1: bitch all the time on neck and all along. It

884
00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:35,920
Speaker 1: was them. It was that person you know that was

885
00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:38,719
Speaker 1: draining all your energy. And know that happens so much.

886
00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:41,560
Speaker 1: I mean, how intimidating is it for a guy to

887
00:50:41,719 --> 00:50:45,160
Speaker 1: be with you? Because you said you're desensitized before we

888
00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:47,640
Speaker 1: started this about talking about Dick's about talking about that

889
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:50,239
Speaker 1: you like people send you dick pis that they want

890
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:52,480
Speaker 1: you to rate so people might feel like she's seen

891
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:58,120
Speaker 1: it all, she's done it all. Um, how intimidating. Um, Well,

892
00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:01,600
Speaker 1: men are scared of me period because I do take

893
00:51:01,719 --> 00:51:06,720
Speaker 1: dominant approach on my only fans, on my social media.

894
00:51:07,520 --> 00:51:10,960
Speaker 1: It's not easy to impress me, Like I said, please

895
00:51:11,680 --> 00:51:14,000
Speaker 1: for you, like okay, something that's worked for you that

896
00:51:14,120 --> 00:51:17,239
Speaker 1: you've been like okay, yeah that There has to be

897
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:21,719
Speaker 1: this mental connection. There's no way around it. You have

898
00:51:21,960 --> 00:51:25,040
Speaker 1: to have your ship together. And if you tell me

899
00:51:25,280 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 1: something and I can sense that you have a plan

900
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 1: that you thinking fifteen steps ahead, thinking like a boss,

901
00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:39,040
Speaker 1: I funk with that because I cannot. I cannot do bombs.

902
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:41,320
Speaker 1: And I just a lot of people like are so

903
00:51:41,560 --> 00:51:46,680
Speaker 1: complacent in life. They're like so like a little check. Yeah, Yeah,

904
00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:51,440
Speaker 1: I'm me. I don't stop. Like I've made my first million,

905
00:51:51,600 --> 00:51:54,839
Speaker 1: I'm trying to make another one. How do I make

906
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:58,120
Speaker 1: five next year? How do I make ten in a

907
00:51:58,239 --> 00:52:01,279
Speaker 1: couple of years, you know what I mean, launch the toy?

908
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:03,960
Speaker 1: What's next? You know what I mean. I'm not waiting

909
00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:06,799
Speaker 1: for this to sell and see how that goes. I'm

910
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:13,240
Speaker 1: already working on something new about of retweets to everybody's amazing. Yeah.

911
00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: So I'm just always like trying to figure it out

912
00:52:16,360 --> 00:52:20,840
Speaker 1: and and build a comfortable life for myself. And you know,

913
00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:23,719
Speaker 1: a lot of men they don't like that. They're intimidated

914
00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:26,279
Speaker 1: by that. They're scared of me because they feel like

915
00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:30,600
Speaker 1: they can't impress me. And time you've been impressed, probably

916
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:33,759
Speaker 1: maybe a few months ago, it wasn't too long ago.

917
00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:36,000
Speaker 1: I get impressed all the time, Like I tell me

918
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:37,759
Speaker 1: what it is that what it did impress you? Like,

919
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:40,680
Speaker 1: so people know it's it's just the way the person

920
00:52:40,840 --> 00:52:46,120
Speaker 1: like presents themselves themselves, like if they're well spoken, and

921
00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:51,200
Speaker 1: they again they think before they talk, and like they're independent,

922
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:55,239
Speaker 1: Like you know what, I cannot stand people that are like, well,

923
00:52:55,320 --> 00:52:58,120
Speaker 1: I can't do it. I can't do it. It doesn't work,

924
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:02,680
Speaker 1: I can't I can't text before I give you, before

925
00:53:02,719 --> 00:53:05,480
Speaker 1: I help you solve your problem, come to me and

926
00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:08,200
Speaker 1: tell me that you tried ABC and this didn't work

927
00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:11,560
Speaker 1: in this pot. It is personality somebody who was like

928
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:13,879
Speaker 1: this can't work that because they do that to you too,

929
00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:16,879
Speaker 1: they'll be like, oh, that's never gonna work on time.

930
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,480
Speaker 1: It's really hard for people to be vulnerable. That's a

931
00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:23,560
Speaker 1: that's a really vulnerable spot and like that's really hard

932
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:26,279
Speaker 1: to be in, Like dead serious. I learned that like

933
00:53:26,400 --> 00:53:29,840
Speaker 1: last year. I'm like, damn, like my ego is crazy.

934
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:31,960
Speaker 1: I gotta at least be honest with myself and just

935
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:33,759
Speaker 1: say it because you never know what could come out

936
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:35,840
Speaker 1: of that. But that's like a really hard place to

937
00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:39,360
Speaker 1: be in. So yeah, I kind of get it, but

938
00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:43,080
Speaker 1: it's like it is, it's really annoying, like super annoying. Yeah,

939
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:45,840
Speaker 1: Like there's so many men that just you know, this

940
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:48,879
Speaker 1: happens all the time. This literally happens every day. They're

941
00:53:48,920 --> 00:53:51,880
Speaker 1: like I want to check you out, I want to

942
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:54,600
Speaker 1: fuck you, I want this, I want that. And let's

943
00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:56,719
Speaker 1: say there is like a list of things that needs

944
00:53:56,760 --> 00:53:59,600
Speaker 1: to have that need to happen before that can even

945
00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:04,320
Speaker 1: become sidered. But they never they're never going to do that.

946
00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:07,960
Speaker 1: They're gonna it's not gonna work. Why are you asking

947
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:10,919
Speaker 1: you about b if you haven't done a right. It's

948
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:13,360
Speaker 1: always a process. I need to see you put some

949
00:54:13,440 --> 00:54:18,440
Speaker 1: work in. So yeah, that's really small egos. Yeah, so

950
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:21,319
Speaker 1: that's really what it seems from too, Like they really

951
00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:25,080
Speaker 1: feel incapable, and you know sometimes you be trying to

952
00:54:25,160 --> 00:54:28,440
Speaker 1: encourage them and they don't like that either. Like sometimes

953
00:54:28,520 --> 00:54:32,319
Speaker 1: guys have a problem asking for help. For sure, let

954
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:36,120
Speaker 1: me ask you, this is your wife's tenders Winler. I

955
00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:42,279
Speaker 1: didn't watch it because everyone would tell what happened Valentine's Day?

956
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:45,840
Speaker 1: He said, what, me and my boyfriend watching it together. Honestly,

957
00:54:46,040 --> 00:54:50,839
Speaker 1: I think that's that was badass. So everybody should why

958
00:54:50,920 --> 00:54:54,440
Speaker 1: the story, But you know, you still see itself. It's interesting.

959
00:54:54,719 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 1: This guy had ale echo system. The reason he got

960
00:55:00,360 --> 00:55:02,360
Speaker 1: these women is because he was bringing them on a

961
00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:05,359
Speaker 1: private jet flying them out. They thought that he had

962
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:07,880
Speaker 1: so much money. They fell in love because they were

963
00:55:07,920 --> 00:55:10,000
Speaker 1: looking for love. They were on these dating sites, you know,

964
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:13,279
Speaker 1: trying to find a man, and they think titching. I

965
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:16,160
Speaker 1: hit the jacket all had. His dad is like a diamond,

966
00:55:16,239 --> 00:55:19,160
Speaker 1: He sells diamonds. He comes from this rich family. He

967
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:21,680
Speaker 1: did put them on a private jet at first, you

968
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:24,239
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So he had, he did have money.

969
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:29,360
Speaker 1: He had money from them, so like let's say I

970
00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:34,359
Speaker 1: use money from you to pay for the how money

971
00:55:34,400 --> 00:55:41,560
Speaker 1: from me? Swiler? And then like but then after that, right,

972
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:43,759
Speaker 1: you start feeling like, oh my god, because then he

973
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 1: would be like, oh my security guard got beat up

974
00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:48,879
Speaker 1: and they're doing this, and then and then you're feeling

975
00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:51,160
Speaker 1: like I have to help him. And I'm thinking to myself,

976
00:55:51,560 --> 00:55:54,319
Speaker 1: what if I was dating somebody They treated me so good,

977
00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:56,200
Speaker 1: did all this ship for me, and then they sent

978
00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:58,400
Speaker 1: me a picture of their security guard beat up. I'm

979
00:55:58,440 --> 00:56:01,719
Speaker 1: thinking the dad owns this. I'm in like bloody yeah,

980
00:56:02,200 --> 00:56:03,960
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh my god, he needs my help,

981
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:05,880
Speaker 1: and now I have to help him because that I

982
00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:08,320
Speaker 1: got to felt for. And yeah, that's what I'm saying.

983
00:56:12,360 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 1: I shout out to every guy who else pulling me

984
00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:17,320
Speaker 1: on a private joint. I appreciate you, God bless you,

985
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:20,320
Speaker 1: but don't call me when your enemies. I after you

986
00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 1: about credit cards, that's crazy, Like there's a limit to

987
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:29,680
Speaker 1: how much money I'm not like taking out a line

988
00:56:29,719 --> 00:56:33,800
Speaker 1: of credit. Yes, And they were taking out loans like

989
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:37,280
Speaker 1: payday loans and line were doing that. They were getting

990
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 1: like users on there got AMEX cards, it's x Carna.

991
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:45,759
Speaker 1: Think if you get some money, money, like okay, you

992
00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:50,400
Speaker 1: know what I got you? Like they were taking dollars

993
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 1: like a day, like he was spending like crazy. He

994
00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:56,000
Speaker 1: was like ten thousand here, twenty thousand there. Because they

995
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:58,400
Speaker 1: also thinks he's rich and he's gonna give it right right,

996
00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 1: that's o D literally Now. The one girl got him

997
00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:04,960
Speaker 1: back though. She sold all his clothes. Okay, somebody told

998
00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:06,480
Speaker 1: me that. Yeah, he thought that she was gonna give

999
00:57:06,560 --> 00:57:07,880
Speaker 1: him the money and she played wait, so she was

1000
00:57:07,960 --> 00:57:10,359
Speaker 1: like in his house. No, she told him like once

1001
00:57:10,520 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 1: she hit the fan and she was like, you need money.

1002
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:18,840
Speaker 1: You got Balenciaga, Gucci deal, let's sell it. Problem. Every

1003
00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:21,720
Speaker 1: money was a label. Yeah, she kept the money. She

1004
00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:27,160
Speaker 1: worked in retail fashion, so she took all his clothes

1005
00:57:27,200 --> 00:57:28,480
Speaker 1: and cleaned him and pressed them and put him on

1006
00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:30,400
Speaker 1: eBay and sold them and kept all the money. That

1007
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:34,440
Speaker 1: was crazy. But I feel like this ship was battery

1008
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:38,040
Speaker 1: this guy. The way this guy put this whole funk

1009
00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:41,120
Speaker 1: when he did how they felt, the way he did

1010
00:57:41,280 --> 00:57:44,600
Speaker 1: this was genius. Like you know what I mean. The

1011
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:47,760
Speaker 1: way they can't come after me if I'm scamming her

1012
00:57:47,960 --> 00:57:50,720
Speaker 1: she's given me money and I'm paying for her with

1013
00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:55,360
Speaker 1: her money technically also got to make the money back,

1014
00:57:55,960 --> 00:58:02,120
Speaker 1: right like, and I'm like, now the one lady sold

1015
00:58:02,160 --> 00:58:03,720
Speaker 1: his clothes so she can get some of her money back.

1016
00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:05,720
Speaker 1: And I heard that he had went to jail for

1017
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:08,920
Speaker 1: like how long he went to He got sent this

1018
00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:10,720
Speaker 1: to like fifteen months and went to jail for like

1019
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:14,720
Speaker 1: four months now right because he got an agent now

1020
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:20,439
Speaker 1: and a podcast. He's trying to do a dating show.

1021
00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:27,400
Speaker 1: He's actually charging charging and he's charging people for like

1022
00:58:27,640 --> 00:58:31,120
Speaker 1: online classes with my classes on how to be a

1023
00:58:31,160 --> 00:58:36,560
Speaker 1: swindler my level. I'm going to ask the ladies here,

1024
00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:39,040
Speaker 1: have you ever used a guy just for money and

1025
00:58:39,160 --> 00:58:47,240
Speaker 1: got him to give you many times? Now it's Monday,

1026
00:58:47,360 --> 00:58:50,800
Speaker 1: and I'm wearing my Magic City hoodie. Okay, yes I've

1027
00:58:50,880 --> 00:58:55,640
Speaker 1: used money. Bad about it? Absolutely not. No, I have

1028
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:58,120
Speaker 1: to be the odd ball and say I haven't. Me neither,

1029
00:58:58,480 --> 00:59:01,880
Speaker 1: I really haven't, and I'm actually mad about it. I'm

1030
00:59:02,280 --> 00:59:10,120
Speaker 1: I I've never looked for someone to specifically use it

1031
00:59:10,240 --> 00:59:13,280
Speaker 1: for me money saying all right, I've never met somebody

1032
00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:16,000
Speaker 1: and thought, yeah, I'm gonna specifically use you for your money.

1033
00:59:16,160 --> 00:59:18,280
Speaker 1: It's them they're like, oh, let me buy you this

1034
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:27,200
Speaker 1: that if you guys do do that taking something from

1035
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,000
Speaker 1: someone that you know you don't like she took that

1036
00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:38,400
Speaker 1: nor you know what does wait? Okay, but I'm just

1037
00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:43,240
Speaker 1: saying I felt, Um, you know, I feel bad because

1038
00:59:43,280 --> 00:59:46,160
Speaker 1: I know I'm not gonna give him anything in return,

1039
00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:50,000
Speaker 1: even but that's they're bad. I'm not asking for nothing there,

1040
00:59:50,120 --> 00:59:53,720
Speaker 1: I've never asked anything. They're offering it, and I take it,

1041
00:59:54,080 --> 00:59:56,320
Speaker 1: you know, And that's your fault because you think you

1042
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,640
Speaker 1: could buy your way into the pussy. You can't. I

1043
00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:02,680
Speaker 1: feel I feel like, first of all, men like to

1044
01:00:02,960 --> 01:00:05,360
Speaker 1: throw around this term gold digger, gold digg at this

1045
01:00:05,520 --> 01:00:10,720
Speaker 1: gold digging, that old pussy is expensive. Pick one in

1046
01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 1: your budget, okay, because speaking because if you're not paying

1047
01:00:18,400 --> 01:00:21,920
Speaker 1: for a prostitute to fuck you, you're paying for your

1048
01:00:21,960 --> 01:00:26,200
Speaker 1: girlfriend's dinner, her nails that use women and get women

1049
01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:29,760
Speaker 1: to pay for ship for them, right, Yeah, that's that's

1050
01:00:29,760 --> 01:00:32,680
Speaker 1: a lot less coming. I would say, like the standard

1051
01:00:32,800 --> 01:00:34,880
Speaker 1: is the man taking care of the woman. You know,

1052
01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:38,480
Speaker 1: whether it's right or wrong, I don't know, I don't care,

1053
01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:40,680
Speaker 1: but you know that would you pay for dinner? Like

1054
01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:44,200
Speaker 1: absolutely well? Half these guys that's out here screaming gold digger,

1055
01:00:44,240 --> 01:00:49,200
Speaker 1: ain't got no gold to dig that's a that's really

1056
01:00:49,240 --> 01:00:53,480
Speaker 1: the gold diggers like money, they don't mind, but they

1057
01:00:53,520 --> 01:00:55,320
Speaker 1: got the guys who got the money, they don't mind

1058
01:00:58,160 --> 01:01:02,040
Speaker 1: if you guys they don't have it. That and guys

1059
01:01:02,080 --> 01:01:04,240
Speaker 1: that remember there was like he kept buying me stuff.

1060
01:01:04,240 --> 01:01:05,880
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't want it. I had to

1061
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:09,560
Speaker 1: be like stop good, yeah, I don't want to, right,

1062
01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:12,000
Speaker 1: And you don't feel bad like I did. I didn't

1063
01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:14,600
Speaker 1: want it because I didn't I was gonna go out

1064
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:17,760
Speaker 1: with him like right. That's what it becomes problematic because

1065
01:01:17,760 --> 01:01:19,360
Speaker 1: a lot of times they'll like try to spoil it

1066
01:01:19,640 --> 01:01:26,040
Speaker 1: was and then start really scared. I wasn't really scared,

1067
01:01:26,120 --> 01:01:27,840
Speaker 1: but he would you know what it was. He would

1068
01:01:27,840 --> 01:01:31,520
Speaker 1: be really like nasty too, you know what I'm saying,

1069
01:01:31,520 --> 01:01:33,320
Speaker 1: Like you know how guys get angry when you don't

1070
01:01:33,320 --> 01:01:37,479
Speaker 1: want to talk to them, Yeah, and then being mad

1071
01:01:37,720 --> 01:01:40,280
Speaker 1: like you're not talking to and I'm like I don't

1072
01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:45,120
Speaker 1: need anything to you a huge red flag. I'm yeah,

1073
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:48,000
Speaker 1: so I don't need that, and let's be clear, like

1074
01:01:48,080 --> 01:01:51,800
Speaker 1: I could buy it. Guys will be like, oh, I

1075
01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 1: can't buy you anything that you can't buy yourself everything

1076
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:57,480
Speaker 1: you want, you just go and get it. It's like, yes,

1077
01:01:59,400 --> 01:02:03,760
Speaker 1: I remember one time Max got me at Chanel bag

1078
01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:06,320
Speaker 1: for Christmas. I was like, oh, this is so sweet.

1079
01:02:07,040 --> 01:02:09,880
Speaker 1: And I opened up my other gifts and he got

1080
01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:12,400
Speaker 1: me H and M shirt and it had Nikki on

1081
01:02:12,480 --> 01:02:15,920
Speaker 1: it and I love Nicki Minaj and that's the gift. More.

1082
01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:19,520
Speaker 1: I lost my mind, like literally, it's literally the thought

1083
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:23,959
Speaker 1: that counts. Yes, it definitely is. It was a shirt. Yes, true. Yeah.

1084
01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:27,800
Speaker 1: I used to live in London. But coming back to

1085
01:02:27,960 --> 01:02:31,080
Speaker 1: like them, you know, use the man for money, I

1086
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:33,920
Speaker 1: don't do that anymore because again I'm running a business

1087
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:36,120
Speaker 1: now and what I'm doing this is a service that

1088
01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:39,080
Speaker 1: I provides. I I'm not scamming them for money. You

1089
01:02:40,040 --> 01:02:49,600
Speaker 1: pay for something that I'm offering your diaper. Right. So,

1090
01:02:49,880 --> 01:02:52,440
Speaker 1: but when I when I was you know, well I

1091
01:02:52,600 --> 01:02:54,880
Speaker 1: was in college every now and then I had to

1092
01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:58,320
Speaker 1: go to England or somewhere to get a job, like

1093
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:00,800
Speaker 1: a little summer job, get some on you because it

1094
01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:05,120
Speaker 1: was it was hard financially. So I lived in England

1095
01:03:05,160 --> 01:03:07,560
Speaker 1: for a little bit and I went with my friends

1096
01:03:07,720 --> 01:03:10,800
Speaker 1: and we were in it like this room it was.

1097
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:16,080
Speaker 1: It was terrible, just terrible. But anyway, we had to host,

1098
01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:18,959
Speaker 1: we had to rely on men, like paying for our food,

1099
01:03:19,080 --> 01:03:21,840
Speaker 1: Like we were so broke to the point date with

1100
01:03:21,920 --> 01:03:26,760
Speaker 1: you that I couldn't afford food like guys, so we

1101
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:30,800
Speaker 1: were literally I definitely have done that, and they I

1102
01:03:30,880 --> 01:03:33,240
Speaker 1: was younger because I was hungry and broke, right, and

1103
01:03:33,320 --> 01:03:39,080
Speaker 1: then you know, get and then somebody. Okay, but but

1104
01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:41,240
Speaker 1: I also wouldn't have gone on a date with somebody

1105
01:03:41,320 --> 01:03:44,640
Speaker 1: that I didn't like at all. Yeah, okay, no, yeah,

1106
01:03:44,720 --> 01:03:47,800
Speaker 1: I didn't do that either, But it was like, let's

1107
01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:52,160
Speaker 1: just say, my standards weren't that high, just like alright,

1108
01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:55,560
Speaker 1: guy moment right, and then you know, I would get

1109
01:03:55,640 --> 01:03:57,920
Speaker 1: him to pay for like my Oyster card which was

1110
01:03:58,040 --> 01:04:00,680
Speaker 1: for the subway, and then you know for like a

1111
01:04:00,800 --> 01:04:04,400
Speaker 1: little dinner here and groceries there and paid the rent

1112
01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:07,000
Speaker 1: and like I had too because I feel like we wouldn't.

1113
01:04:07,080 --> 01:04:09,320
Speaker 1: We were not before we got a job, because the

1114
01:04:09,360 --> 01:04:11,760
Speaker 1: way we went to England, we didn't have a job.

1115
01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:15,080
Speaker 1: We just flew to England, but is out and we

1116
01:04:15,200 --> 01:04:17,120
Speaker 1: got man. You know, it's crazy men it's harder for

1117
01:04:17,200 --> 01:04:18,800
Speaker 1: them to do that. Like as women, I feel like

1118
01:04:18,920 --> 01:04:21,600
Speaker 1: we can go to the club with no money. Yeah,

1119
01:04:21,720 --> 01:04:27,880
Speaker 1: you come drunk and you eat. Like, I can't do that. Literally,

1120
01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:30,240
Speaker 1: they got out a little bit. They gotta do the

1121
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,600
Speaker 1: thing like what would you do if, now that's your single,

1122
01:04:33,120 --> 01:04:34,840
Speaker 1: if you were in the club and a guy was

1123
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:37,280
Speaker 1: there and you were like, oh, you're gonna buy me

1124
01:04:37,320 --> 01:04:39,040
Speaker 1: a drink and he was like, I'm gonna be honest, like,

1125
01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:41,600
Speaker 1: I don't really have it like that right now. I've

1126
01:04:41,600 --> 01:04:48,720
Speaker 1: been having some financial difficulties. Okay, so two things this happened.

1127
01:04:49,000 --> 01:04:53,800
Speaker 1: I would respect that, Okay, Like honestly, I can't, like really,

1128
01:04:54,120 --> 01:04:55,880
Speaker 1: you know, I can't do that right now because this

1129
01:04:56,080 --> 01:04:59,920
Speaker 1: is not that respect that. Yeah, like I respect that, Like, okay,

1130
01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:02,480
Speaker 1: heard you. I would respect it too. But I'm like,

1131
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:10,080
Speaker 1: all right, I wouldn't respect you like this, But I

1132
01:05:10,160 --> 01:05:14,480
Speaker 1: had somebody to do that to me before. Recently, Yeah,

1133
01:05:14,560 --> 01:05:18,800
Speaker 1: with a hookah fucking hooka, Me and my friends went out.

1134
01:05:19,560 --> 01:05:22,640
Speaker 1: He bought one hookah and he goes, I'm like, yo,

1135
01:05:22,720 --> 01:05:24,840
Speaker 1: you are in another hooka. He's like, no, I only

1136
01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:30,320
Speaker 1: got money for one. I'm like ok And then and

1137
01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:34,840
Speaker 1: then and then was literally running me down the whole night.

1138
01:05:35,520 --> 01:05:39,680
Speaker 1: Some pussy like Oh, I'm like yo, Like you're in

1139
01:05:39,800 --> 01:05:42,960
Speaker 1: my face, like literally like saying that. I'm like, yo,

1140
01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:46,360
Speaker 1: like you know that's a bum, that's that's broke and dusty,

1141
01:05:46,560 --> 01:05:50,800
Speaker 1: Like what broken hook? He like, give me twenty of that?

1142
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:53,000
Speaker 1: What's the little things you put in the testaments? Give

1143
01:05:53,040 --> 01:05:56,200
Speaker 1: me twenty for this. One who goes like that is

1144
01:05:56,240 --> 01:05:58,600
Speaker 1: not okay. Let me tell you why I wouldn't respect this,

1145
01:05:59,080 --> 01:06:02,320
Speaker 1: even the honestly reason why. It's because if you don't

1146
01:06:02,360 --> 01:06:04,439
Speaker 1: got to like that, what funk are you in the club?

1147
01:06:04,760 --> 01:06:07,600
Speaker 1: And why are you hollering at me? You don't I'm

1148
01:06:07,680 --> 01:06:10,640
Speaker 1: sorry you don't have money for a drink. We're not

1149
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:15,080
Speaker 1: talking about rent, We're not talking about like big drink, right,

1150
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:18,960
Speaker 1: you have bigger problems if you can't, you can't, like

1151
01:06:19,080 --> 01:06:26,200
Speaker 1: what are you celebrating? So are you this right? Are

1152
01:06:26,240 --> 01:06:28,480
Speaker 1: you saying that you're homeless? Because if you don't have

1153
01:06:28,920 --> 01:06:32,000
Speaker 1: fifteen dollars or whatever, I'm sorry you. Maybe you need

1154
01:06:32,080 --> 01:06:38,800
Speaker 1: to get your priorities straights hookah at It depends at

1155
01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:42,680
Speaker 1: my club. It depends if you get the pineapple. Okay,

1156
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:52,720
Speaker 1: we're just between thirty and sixty dollars, Yeah, like a

1157
01:06:53,280 --> 01:06:57,680
Speaker 1: like a hookah spot that's like a specialty anywhere from

1158
01:06:57,760 --> 01:07:01,960
Speaker 1: like thirty to a hundred and ten dollars. When you

1159
01:07:02,040 --> 01:07:04,000
Speaker 1: go with your friends, do you pay for everything since

1160
01:07:04,040 --> 01:07:07,320
Speaker 1: you got money like that. No, I don't pay for everything,

1161
01:07:07,560 --> 01:07:12,240
Speaker 1: thank god. But they definitely like pitching. You mean my girlfriends,

1162
01:07:12,440 --> 01:07:15,880
Speaker 1: your girl Okay, yeah, no, we like pitching. I would

1163
01:07:15,920 --> 01:07:18,160
Speaker 1: pay for everything, though I have done it because I'm like,

1164
01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:20,040
Speaker 1: you know what, like I haven't been outside with my

1165
01:07:20,120 --> 01:07:22,880
Speaker 1: girls in a while, Like I love them, Like, let's

1166
01:07:22,920 --> 01:07:25,120
Speaker 1: just live it up tonight. No, whoy, you worry about nothing.

1167
01:07:25,400 --> 01:07:28,160
Speaker 1: Let's just bust it up. So I do do that sometimes,

1168
01:07:28,240 --> 01:07:31,000
Speaker 1: but not all the time. Angela feeds us all the time.

1169
01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:42,320
Speaker 1: I love that, you want. My friends are like super

1170
01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:45,000
Speaker 1: stubborn and like they have really big egos, so they

1171
01:07:45,040 --> 01:07:47,680
Speaker 1: don't even want me paying for them, Like they don't

1172
01:07:47,800 --> 01:07:50,280
Speaker 1: want it. They're like no, like what this Like, I

1173
01:07:50,360 --> 01:07:53,320
Speaker 1: don't want that because they knew me before I was

1174
01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:56,080
Speaker 1: who I was, so they really just try to like

1175
01:07:56,520 --> 01:07:59,040
Speaker 1: make sure that they don't want to use me. But

1176
01:07:59,160 --> 01:08:01,520
Speaker 1: I'm like you, I've always been I've always been like

1177
01:08:01,600 --> 01:08:03,840
Speaker 1: super generous with people. I remember when I was younger,

1178
01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:06,240
Speaker 1: my friend went to law school when we graduated, and

1179
01:08:06,360 --> 01:08:08,240
Speaker 1: I really wanted her to come with us to Miami.

1180
01:08:08,280 --> 01:08:10,120
Speaker 1: I paid for her trip even though I didn't even

1181
01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:12,080
Speaker 1: have it like that. I did that too, but I

1182
01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:14,200
Speaker 1: was like, I want you to come like that. I

1183
01:08:14,320 --> 01:08:17,880
Speaker 1: love that. I did that too before. I love it. Well, listen,

1184
01:08:18,320 --> 01:08:20,360
Speaker 1: I really appreciate you. This was really fun. And you

1185
01:08:20,400 --> 01:08:22,160
Speaker 1: know what we're gonna do when we do we get

1186
01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:24,479
Speaker 1: to keep this. Yes, maybe we'll give this away to

1187
01:08:24,520 --> 01:08:27,160
Speaker 1: one of our Google boys, Yeah, to one of our listeners.

1188
01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:29,600
Speaker 1: The guy for are so mad we're not giving it

1189
01:08:29,680 --> 01:08:33,880
Speaker 1: to y'all gonna do a giveaway. Yeah, we're gonna mail

1190
01:08:33,960 --> 01:08:37,120
Speaker 1: this out to someone. This rummy chase they got to

1191
01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:41,800
Speaker 1: do to get it Stroker, right know, they got to

1192
01:08:41,880 --> 01:08:47,720
Speaker 1: subscribe the Yes carry it and I gotta subscribe to

1193
01:08:47,800 --> 01:08:52,480
Speaker 1: my YouTube channel, right They getting their makeup to subscribe

1194
01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:56,360
Speaker 1: to a lip service YouTube channel and exactly and Twisted Saints,

1195
01:08:56,400 --> 01:08:59,200
Speaker 1: let's talk. What does that name mean? So it just

1196
01:08:59,360 --> 01:09:02,000
Speaker 1: means that you're just a twisted person, like you're just

1197
01:09:02,080 --> 01:09:05,519
Speaker 1: in this world that's us on this podcast right now.

1198
01:09:05,960 --> 01:09:08,320
Speaker 1: You're just in a twisting world, just being yourself and

1199
01:09:08,439 --> 01:09:12,280
Speaker 1: just honestly, I'm trying to create this whole like universe

1200
01:09:12,320 --> 01:09:14,679
Speaker 1: where people could just do what they want, like really

1201
01:09:14,800 --> 01:09:16,639
Speaker 1: just wear what they want, do what how they want,

1202
01:09:16,720 --> 01:09:19,759
Speaker 1: not care about judgment. I care about when nobody else thinks.

1203
01:09:20,120 --> 01:09:22,519
Speaker 1: And I kind of wear really like kind of crazy

1204
01:09:22,560 --> 01:09:25,519
Speaker 1: outfits sometimes. So I'm trying to put that esthetic into

1205
01:09:25,560 --> 01:09:27,680
Speaker 1: my word. We love it, We love how you Thank

1206
01:09:27,720 --> 01:09:30,560
Speaker 1: you cute? Thank you well? And are you going to

1207
01:09:30,720 --> 01:09:33,640
Speaker 1: use your vibrator? Yes, I am going to use it.

1208
01:09:33,760 --> 01:09:37,639
Speaker 1: Got to let us know. I'll update you guys. I'm

1209
01:09:37,640 --> 01:09:40,920
Speaker 1: gonna could you said it felt good, but you just yeah,

1210
01:09:41,000 --> 01:09:43,080
Speaker 1: it was good, but it just didn't like do like

1211
01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:45,840
Speaker 1: you didn't come from it. No, oh yeah, I mean

1212
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:52,400
Speaker 1: you definitely got the orgasm crazy at this point that

1213
01:09:52,479 --> 01:09:55,439
Speaker 1: the dude, I thought that could be a good addition

1214
01:09:55,520 --> 01:09:58,400
Speaker 1: to the Twisted Saints family. You think so like a

1215
01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:03,200
Speaker 1: fashionable vibrator. Imagine that it is pretty. Now, it's pretty.

1216
01:10:03,240 --> 01:10:05,719
Speaker 1: If you did like some pretty ones, it is pretty.

1217
01:10:05,840 --> 01:10:10,080
Speaker 1: The platinum edition, it is pretty. It really is outdate

1218
01:10:10,160 --> 01:10:12,200
Speaker 1: you guys on that, all right, we're gonna be checking

1219
01:10:12,280 --> 01:10:14,120
Speaker 1: for that. Yeah, you're gonna do a vlog about it?

1220
01:10:14,680 --> 01:10:18,320
Speaker 1: I will, and of course brot me taste. Thank you

1221
01:10:18,479 --> 01:10:20,439
Speaker 1: so much. This is your first time in New York, Sol,

1222
01:10:20,680 --> 01:10:22,320
Speaker 1: Yes it is. I'll help you have a good time.

1223
01:10:22,360 --> 01:10:25,559
Speaker 1: Shout out to Laney Spies and through our girl Miss Laney.

1224
01:10:25,760 --> 01:10:28,920
Speaker 1: We love you. And um, this was fun. Yes, it

1225
01:10:29,040 --> 01:10:30,960
Speaker 1: was so much fun. Thank you for having me. Thank

1226
01:10:31,000 --> 01:10:34,120
Speaker 1: you so much. I have last. I really didn't have

1227
01:10:34,240 --> 01:10:37,400
Speaker 1: a last. You guys ready to go wrestle? Yeah, let's

1228
01:10:37,439 --> 01:10:41,200
Speaker 1: go wrestle. Let's I mean, I need a wrestle man

1229
01:10:41,280 --> 01:10:44,080
Speaker 1: that you have the body slam And I'm serious. She's like,

1230
01:10:44,120 --> 01:10:48,000
Speaker 1: I have some puny ninety eight pound man for you

1231
01:10:48,120 --> 01:10:51,479
Speaker 1: to slam. Literally, don't lift service