WEBVTT - Match My Mothaf*ck’n Frequency

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<v Speaker 1>Twenty twenty three. I feel like tried to like really

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<v Speaker 1>take that, tried to test me on there, Try to

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<v Speaker 1>test me there, try to test me there, like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>you want to be a cold bitch, just be a

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<v Speaker 1>cold bitch, okay? And I was like, you know what.

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<v Speaker 2>No fighting that coldness. I'm going to be a hugitch.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be a cold bitch. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to be a loving, soft bitch with cold boundaries.

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<v Speaker 2>The crazy part is it actually requires work, yeah, to

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<v Speaker 2>not be a cold bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>We're back, bitches.

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<v Speaker 2>It's twenty twenty four.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to season two of Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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<v Speaker 1>Because you didn't know that. Our first season was three

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<v Speaker 1>hundred episodes.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome back, well, come back, welcome back, Welcome back to

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<v Speaker 2>Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Erica and I'm Nila, and it is fucking January.

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<v Speaker 1>We're like in it. It's like twenty it's twenty twenty four.

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<v Speaker 2>It's twenty twenty four. It is Life Path eight this year.

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<v Speaker 1>What the fuck does that mean? You keep up? There's

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<v Speaker 1>so many path there's so many.

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<v Speaker 2>There's many things I don't it's only nine.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a life paths. There's astrology, there's a human design,

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<v Speaker 1>there's the JQ whatever the fuck test?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah that one.

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<v Speaker 1>There's so many tests. I've done them all. Oh, I

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<v Speaker 1>can never remember that h JQQ.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what that one is either, but I have.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like the ones that make you take when you're

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<v Speaker 1>like trying to be in big like yeah, important jobs.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, I guess the point of the matter.

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<v Speaker 1>What is life path eight?

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<v Speaker 2>I have a look at that. Okay, what's your life?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know your life path number?

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<v Speaker 1>I found out, but I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll tell you. Let me tell you how you do it.

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<v Speaker 2>You add up the numbers on your birthday, but you

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<v Speaker 2>don't use double digits, so if it becomes a double digit,

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<v Speaker 2>you add them together. So you're ten twenty five nineteen

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<v Speaker 2>eighty seven, so one plus zero is one, twenty five

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<v Speaker 2>is seven. So that's eight and nine nine and ten

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<v Speaker 2>nine and one is one because nineteen and then eighty

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<v Speaker 2>seven is fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Already lost cow.

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<v Speaker 2>Seven? Wait, nineteen eighty seven, that's fifteen, that's six seven

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<v Speaker 2>me forget.

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<v Speaker 1>I just as to look up one on the internet

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<v Speaker 1>because he has to add it up. I'm about to

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<v Speaker 1>have them add it up.

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<v Speaker 2>For me.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's no calculator that does No, it's ten

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<v Speaker 1>on one them.

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<v Speaker 2>Eight nine.

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<v Speaker 1>What I love when Mila tries to do math out

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<v Speaker 1>loud in her head. This is always a different and

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<v Speaker 1>math trust is me the fuck out?

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<v Speaker 2>Where's what you're talking so much to? Stressing and making

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<v Speaker 2>me feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't do We will sign like big loans And

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<v Speaker 1>she's like twenty thousand plus twenty two point four seven

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<v Speaker 1>times two point three point seven percent. Yeah, yeah, we

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<v Speaker 1>can do it. I'm like, bitch, what are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>Because I have to write it down.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, wait, I got it.

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<v Speaker 2>Eight nine.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, your life path number equals one plus seven plus

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<v Speaker 1>seven equals fifteen slash six.

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<v Speaker 2>What does this mean? Don't listen. Your life path number

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<v Speaker 2>is one plus seven plus seven fifteen. Yeah, you're a six.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's what is this?

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<v Speaker 2>What is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Fifteen to? What's the six?

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<v Speaker 2>Your birth month is ten, so that's one. Like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>your birthday is twenty five, that's the seven. Your birth

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<v Speaker 2>year is nineteen eighty seven, which is twenty five, which

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<v Speaker 2>five plus two is seven because there's no double digits, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so four seven plus seven plus one is fourteen plus

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<v Speaker 2>one is you're trussing everyone. I was listening to this right,

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<v Speaker 2>five plus one is six. Okay all the witches now,

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<v Speaker 2>except okay, this is called witch math. You called this

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<v Speaker 2>is which math. There are no double digits, there are

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<v Speaker 2>no zeros. You just you get with what you got.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so my laugh moment. Okay, six, Okay. Your life

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<v Speaker 1>path number is the number of I'm gonna put this

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<v Speaker 1>link in this week's episode description so you can figure

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<v Speaker 1>this out and not have to do all the math

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<v Speaker 1>that you just had to hear it now. But your

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<v Speaker 1>life path number is the number of responsibility and awareness.

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<v Speaker 1>Those with life path number six tend to be the

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<v Speaker 1>healers of our society. Because of your loving, compassionate, and

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<v Speaker 1>responsible nature, you are likely to find yourself following endeavors

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<v Speaker 1>that involve helping those who are weak and less fortunate.

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<v Speaker 1>Be wary, be wary and of wa be wary and

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<v Speaker 1>of becoming overburdened by those seeking seeking and helping hand

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<v Speaker 1>or shoulder to cry on, And mindful of not recognizing

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<v Speaker 1>that the help and assistance you think you are providing

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<v Speaker 1>to others can also be seen as too smothering and interfering.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, So this year is a year. This year is

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<v Speaker 2>a number eight, and that means it's a number of

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<v Speaker 2>creative creative numerology. Oh wait, no sorry, eight is the

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<v Speaker 2>number of power, material and financial gain, achievement, reward, status,

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<v Speaker 2>and satisfaction. The eight year vibration will provide the means

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<v Speaker 2>the personal power with which to change the status quo

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<v Speaker 2>and accomplish a significant goal that will alter the direction

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<v Speaker 2>and quality of your journey. So I've been hearing that

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<v Speaker 2>a lot that this year is about reaping the benefits

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<v Speaker 2>and the how do you say when you plant the seed, the.

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<v Speaker 1>Sow, plant the seed, plant, sow the seeds you reaped.

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<v Speaker 2>Reap the seeds you sow, reap the seeds you sow.

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<v Speaker 2>Whatever funk the wait.

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<v Speaker 1>I did have? So if you're watching this on YouTube,

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<v Speaker 1>we're actually we're sitting if you okay, So let's let's

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<v Speaker 1>rewind our last episode of the year, which was really special.

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<v Speaker 1>If you guys haven't checked it out, I want to

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<v Speaker 1>encourage you to check it out, especially if you have

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<v Speaker 1>been listening to the show since the beginning. And remember

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<v Speaker 1>the days of me and Mela sitting at the dining

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<v Speaker 1>room table with the elevator music when our kids interrupted

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<v Speaker 1>and just those were like those were some like the

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<v Speaker 1>Dynasty days. And so we shot our last episode there

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<v Speaker 1>right before twenty twenty four. And now we're sitting in

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<v Speaker 1>my living room of my new crib, which we're not

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<v Speaker 1>going to be recording a lot of episodes here. This

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<v Speaker 1>is not going to be the new house of recording,

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<v Speaker 1>but we could you never know, who knows, but we're

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<v Speaker 1>sitting here and we're drinking thanks to Nelly. Shout out

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<v Speaker 1>to Nelly and her Puerto Rican roots. Cheers, my dear cheers,

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<v Speaker 1>Happy New Year, Happy happy.

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<v Speaker 2>New Year, and cheers to you. Cheers.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had about three of these already, which probably leads

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<v Speaker 1>to why we're a little bit talking in circlear and

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<v Speaker 1>doing weird math. Which math?

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<v Speaker 2>Which math?

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<v Speaker 1>So life path eight means abundance in creativity and finances.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, m I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel that. I feel that, Yes, we.

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<v Speaker 2>Have to do. And also you can use your life

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<v Speaker 2>path number to see if you are compatible with your partner.

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<v Speaker 1>M hmm, so yeah, have you what's Orlando's life path number?

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<v Speaker 1>But is it again?

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<v Speaker 2>Five? I just I just redid his math recently because

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<v Speaker 2>he was like, it's here zero five or nine and

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, it's not zero. Can it be zero?

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<v Speaker 1>No, that's kind of a fucked up like.

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<v Speaker 2>You said zero five or three? That's what you said,

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<v Speaker 2>you did?

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<v Speaker 1>I remember, how's the How are the paths?

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<v Speaker 2>I think they're aligned, but you know, if it doesn't align,

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<v Speaker 2>there overlign somewhere else like.

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<v Speaker 1>Astrology zone, another stogy zone.

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<v Speaker 2>There's always some way somewhere to you know, uh, dissect

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<v Speaker 2>how you show up in the world, even though there's

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<v Speaker 2>so many different factors. Right, Yeah, you're gonna give one

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<v Speaker 2>more reading.

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<v Speaker 1>One more reading reading, Like the life path said, but

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<v Speaker 1>what do the cards say?

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<v Speaker 2>Let me see my life? My number nine is hm, wait,

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<v Speaker 2>you're just six? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>What's in the cards for us this month? What are

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<v Speaker 1>we going to be putting our energy towards this month? Cards?

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<v Speaker 1>Mother s, ancestors?

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, are you ready? Six and nine? Of course that

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<v Speaker 2>goes together.

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<v Speaker 1>You're gross.

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<v Speaker 2>The relationship compatibility of a number six with the number

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<v Speaker 2>nine is one of the most positive and successful matches

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<v Speaker 2>of all.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the baby.

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<v Speaker 2>Number nine is one of the those rare people who

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<v Speaker 2>gain the respect of a number six. The six just

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<v Speaker 2>falls for the way his every effort is recognized and

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<v Speaker 2>appreciated by number nine. What interesting? But yes we are compatible. Honey,

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<v Speaker 2>you fall for the nine. I'm one of the rare

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<v Speaker 2>people that you fall for basically you don't like most people.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, it's so true. Wow, look at that

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<v Speaker 1>the cards be known, or the paths and the cards.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you like to pick a card? My dear?

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, King of cups, King of cups.

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<v Speaker 1>So we'll be that at the end, Daro, time.

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<v Speaker 2>At the end. So I know it's a new year

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<v Speaker 2>and everybody's always doing all those like big vast. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>going to be a new bitch, New year, new bitch.

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<v Speaker 2>And what are your goals for this ye or what

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<v Speaker 2>are your hopes? What have you learned from last year

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<v Speaker 2>that you're going to bring into this year.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like the last part of this year was

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<v Speaker 1>like a reminder to play, so I'm going to bring

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<v Speaker 1>that into this year. I'm excited for our retreat. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>excited to travel. I'm excited for our tours. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>excited to kind of just like float around and dance

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<v Speaker 1>around in all of the like magicalness that we've created

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<v Speaker 1>and just like be confident in.

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<v Speaker 2>What we've made.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think I'm really inviting in love. In this year,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm always inviting love. I'm going to be inviting love

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<v Speaker 1>forever and ever and ever, always in always, you know, bitches,

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<v Speaker 1>and just keeping myself. It's not even inviting a specific person.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really for me a reminder of like making sure

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm moving with love so that I can always

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<v Speaker 1>attract that and that I'm not letting anything or anyone

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<v Speaker 1>kind of get in the way of how I give

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<v Speaker 1>my love, how I'm able to spread spread love to

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<v Speaker 1>people that I that I love and not allow anything

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<v Speaker 1>to I guess get in the way of how I

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<v Speaker 1>do that. So just like being more loving is my

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<v Speaker 1>goal in twenty twenty four, twenty twenty three, I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>try to like really take that. Try to test me

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<v Speaker 1>on there, Try to test me there, try to test

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<v Speaker 1>me there, Like, bitch, you want to be a cold bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>Just be a cold bitch, okay, And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what.

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<v Speaker 2>No fighting that coldness. I'm going to be a huge

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Want to be a cold bitch. I want to be

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<v Speaker 1>a loving, soft bitch with cold boundaries.

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<v Speaker 2>The crazy part is it it actually requires work, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>to not be a cold bit And I think it's

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<v Speaker 2>being it's being aware, because when shit happens to you inevitably,

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<v Speaker 2>it makes you build walls and defense systems because you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>you're not gonna get me twice, bitch. Or if I

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<v Speaker 2>have less, if I have less love and empathy to

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<v Speaker 2>bring to this space, then I'll if you disappointment disappoint me,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll hurt less later. But then it cuts you off

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<v Speaker 2>from everything, like the playfulness, because you're constantly on a

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<v Speaker 2>defense mode and you're constantly like, not only love you, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And I think that coldness can begin as a defense mechanism,

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<v Speaker 2>but it can become permanent and then you don't know

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<v Speaker 2>how to turn it off. And I think especially for women,

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<v Speaker 2>because we are such feelers, you know, we're such like

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<v Speaker 2>naturally empathetic, and I think that's why a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>women are cut off, because in order to navigate this world,

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<v Speaker 2>you kind of have to be a little bit hard

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<v Speaker 2>on the exterior so you don't get constantly fucked. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>that was aggressive, no grease, but it is. I'm also

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<v Speaker 2>coming to the same realization or just about the reality

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<v Speaker 2>of showing up cold or what that means or why

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<v Speaker 2>that's my go to because and then like actively doing

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<v Speaker 2>things to stay in the softness and like the how

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<v Speaker 2>do you say it was compassion? You know, just to

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<v Speaker 2>be more like Buddha because it is. It's hard, and

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<v Speaker 2>I think we don't talk about that enough. Yeah, how

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<v Speaker 2>being hurt can ultimately make you a cold ass bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>and no one really wants to be a cold ass bitch.

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<v Speaker 2>But then one day you wake up and you're like, oh, no,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a cold ass bitch because too many motherfuckers were

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<v Speaker 2>playing with me. But now you're just lonely and sad

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<v Speaker 2>and cold to everyone because you can't navigate. You know

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<v Speaker 2>who's a trust and who's not to and usually your

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<v Speaker 2>gut will do that anyway. But when we go against ourselves,

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<v Speaker 2>we let people fuck with that and then become cold bitches.

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<v Speaker 2>And then we're like, you know the angry woman, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the angry middle aged woman in the club who was like,

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<v Speaker 2>how do you? And we never want that, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it would be just easy fun, you know, loving.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I want to be able to. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be in control of the energy in

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<v Speaker 1>the room. And I feel like this best way that

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<v Speaker 1>I can control that is I could do both. I

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<v Speaker 1>could do one or the other. I could like be

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<v Speaker 1>the bitch in the room, which I mean I can

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<v Speaker 1>easily do that. That's really easy for me to do,

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<v Speaker 1>and I can change the energy in the room in

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<v Speaker 1>that way, or I can like be the love in

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<v Speaker 1>the room and like changed my experience in the room

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<v Speaker 1>as well. And I had this thought the other day

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<v Speaker 1>because my mom called me and she was like in

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<v Speaker 1>a weird She was acting like she was just in

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<v Speaker 1>a bitchy mood, and I was like, what is wrong

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<v Speaker 1>with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Like why are you calling? Yeah, why are you calling?

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<v Speaker 1>And I know it wasn't really me, she was just

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<v Speaker 1>like in it, and I was like and I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be patient because I I know I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>done anything wrong and I'm not going to take this personally.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I went to her house and I can

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<v Speaker 1>still see like this energy on her, like she was

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<v Speaker 1>like wanting to like be nice. She like, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>she wasn't wanting to be nice, Like she was wanting

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<v Speaker 1>like she couldn't help herself, but to like have an

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<v Speaker 1>attitude and like change her energy. And all it took

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<v Speaker 1>was for me to lay on her and she softened

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<v Speaker 1>immediately and our whole experience.

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<v Speaker 2>Changed because you were.

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<v Speaker 1>The whole experience that we were going to have that

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<v Speaker 1>night completely changed because I said, I'm going to take

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<v Speaker 1>initiative of this, and I'm going to do that even

0:15:37.600 --> 0:15:39.800
<v Speaker 1>though like I didn't really want to. It's not that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to. Of course I want to, like

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<v Speaker 1>lay on my mom and love on her, but it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't like my instinct to do that. I knew that,

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<v Speaker 1>like that's maybe what was going to help her, and it.

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<v Speaker 2>Will take she removing out of your own ego and

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<v Speaker 2>pride to be like she's gonna this is unnecessary. You're

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<v Speaker 2>getting my fucking nerves And now I'm annoyed, like be

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<v Speaker 2>the conduit instead of being the malleable person.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it's like I wasn't going to meet her at

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<v Speaker 1>my frequency. I was going to help her meet me

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<v Speaker 1>at mine, right, And I'm like, yeah, like, come to

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<v Speaker 1>meet me up here, because then then both because up here,

0:16:09.760 --> 0:16:12.080
<v Speaker 1>we're up here now, and now everything has shifted, and

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<v Speaker 1>now our experience is going to be shifted, and we

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<v Speaker 1>had a better night and I'm hopefully I think she

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<v Speaker 1>had a better evening after I left. But I just

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<v Speaker 1>thought about, like how often I haven't done that and

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<v Speaker 1>how I have met people at their frequency or even

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<v Speaker 1>lower sometimes and I just don't want to do that

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<v Speaker 1>next year, like because I spent a lot of twenty

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<v Speaker 1>twenty three like like I don't know, like it was,

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<v Speaker 1>I enjoyed it. I had a lot of we had

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of beautiful moments in our business. I had

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of beautiful moments personally too, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>overshadowed by like this other like frequency of like just

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<v Speaker 1>like anger and anxiety, and I don't I just like

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<v Speaker 1>I just know that I'm ready and I've already moved

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<v Speaker 1>through this of like releasing that, and I've seen how

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<v Speaker 1>much better it feels in this space and even though

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<v Speaker 1>not every day is this day is like this at all,

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<v Speaker 1>but I've also noticed too, like I've gotten back way

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<v Speaker 1>more into my meditation and like it's like working on

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<v Speaker 1>meditation those two things for me, like I have to

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<v Speaker 1>do them where I literally feel a shift in myself

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<v Speaker 1>and in the meditation was so crazy. It was on

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<v Speaker 1>Christmas morning, I went to the beach and I woke

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<v Speaker 1>up I didn't have Iri, which is like I've I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think i've maybe ever not had her on Christmas

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<v Speaker 1>maybe like one time or something, and she was with

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<v Speaker 1>her her dad and her brothers and sisters and stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I was like, I'm just gonna like really

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<v Speaker 1>take my time this morning. And I went to the

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<v Speaker 1>beach and I like did this deep meditation and like

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<v Speaker 1>it was crazy, like I felt all of like the

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<v Speaker 1>feminine like energy and my grandmother's really it was like

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<v Speaker 1>the presence of grandmothers around me, and they came to

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<v Speaker 1>me during my birthday and Joshua Tree as well. But

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<v Speaker 1>like I had, I've been having a hard time connecting

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<v Speaker 1>to that energy and like usually when I meditate, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>able to kind of, I don't know, call them in,

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<v Speaker 1>and so that meditation was a reminder of like they

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<v Speaker 1>were like it almost felt like they were like my

0:18:26.480 --> 0:18:33.080
<v Speaker 1>galactic team. My galactic team shout out to Mother God,

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<v Speaker 1>Rip Mother God. I was like, oh my god. I

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<v Speaker 1>literally when I was in meditation, I kind of giggled

0:18:38.640 --> 0:18:40.200
<v Speaker 1>because I was like, my galactic team's here.

0:18:41.960 --> 0:18:45.199
<v Speaker 2>She's onto something, and she was she's not as fuck, but.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was like we're here, We're gonna We're here

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<v Speaker 1>for you. We're gonna be here for you all year.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna be here forever, but like, let's go, let's

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<v Speaker 1>enter into this year again. We're here again for you

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<v Speaker 1>because I met them at the beginning again of last

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<v Speaker 1>year when I was going through a really deep transition

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<v Speaker 1>in my relationship, and they ushered me into twenty twenty

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<v Speaker 1>three in a really powerful way. And then somewhere along

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<v Speaker 1>the way, like I felt like I kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>started detaching from my practice and myself in ways, which

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<v Speaker 1>is why some of twenty twenty three feels like a blur.

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<v Speaker 1>Like we had a lot of winds, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>often overshadowed by like the turmoil of my own makings,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And I feel like I have a stronger

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<v Speaker 1>foothold on how to like re establish that connection that

0:19:36.920 --> 0:19:40.680
<v Speaker 1>I have with them. And it's enjoy and it's in meditation,

0:19:41.040 --> 0:19:45.720
<v Speaker 1>and it's in just like not taking everything so seriously.

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<v Speaker 1>So I really want to bring that energy into twenty

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<v Speaker 1>twenty four. I want to encourage people listening to to

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<v Speaker 1>do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like this shit is like like is to be.

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<v Speaker 1>To be enjoyed, it's to be playful, it's to to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of prance around like a motherfucking fairy a little bit,

0:20:04.040 --> 0:20:06.440
<v Speaker 1>especially if you've like figured some shit out, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm in the point of my life where I

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<v Speaker 1>have figured some shit out, like I've unlocked a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of my powers, and there's more to unlock, but I'm

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm very grateful for that. I'm grateful that I've

0:20:17.280 --> 0:20:19.440
<v Speaker 1>been able to do that with you. I'm grateful that

0:20:19.480 --> 0:20:22.080
<v Speaker 1>I've been able to do that with myself. And it's like, Okay, well,

0:20:22.160 --> 0:20:24.200
<v Speaker 1>this is what you asked for, So now are you

0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:27.080
<v Speaker 1>going to play in here? Now are you gonna choose that,

0:20:27.480 --> 0:20:29.720
<v Speaker 1>let's play in these in these things you've created and

0:20:29.760 --> 0:20:32.159
<v Speaker 1>the energies that you've created and all these entities that

0:20:32.280 --> 0:20:36.320
<v Speaker 1>you've that you've manifested, like come on, and like moving

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<v Speaker 1>into my like moving too has been like a very

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<v Speaker 1>big transformation for me. And like sitting in my in

0:20:41.359 --> 0:20:44.080
<v Speaker 1>this house, like I wake up and I'm like, wow,

0:20:44.280 --> 0:20:47.600
<v Speaker 1>it is so I needed an energy shift. This was

0:20:47.720 --> 0:20:50.960
<v Speaker 1>such a big important thing for me too, entering into

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<v Speaker 1>this year. And I said that I called this in

0:20:54.840 --> 0:20:57.920
<v Speaker 1>and I said I am moving by the end of

0:20:58.080 --> 0:21:02.200
<v Speaker 1>twenty twenty three period, I wrote it down. Shout out

0:21:02.200 --> 0:21:04.000
<v Speaker 1>to the shout out to Patreon, because I wrote that

0:21:04.040 --> 0:21:06.240
<v Speaker 1>shit in Patreon in a blog post. I was like,

0:21:06.880 --> 0:21:11.200
<v Speaker 1>this is what's happening, bitches, and everyone was like, ash, yeah,

0:21:11.920 --> 0:21:14.600
<v Speaker 1>that shit matters, and it did and it has and

0:21:14.800 --> 0:21:16.320
<v Speaker 1>like I really didn't know how I was going to

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<v Speaker 1>make it happen even when I wrote it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and I just fucking trusted it and I did. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, okay, well come on, like, so what shoul

0:21:22.440 --> 0:21:23.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna be mad about now? Bitch?

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<v Speaker 2>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>Literally that's what was my thought, Like when I woke

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<v Speaker 1>up in my house my first day, I was like,

0:21:27.680 --> 0:21:29.560
<v Speaker 1>but what are you gonna be mad about? Now? What's

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<v Speaker 1>what's the new thing you're gonna be upset about?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, that's the thing. We'll find something if we're not conscious,

0:21:34.320 --> 0:21:36.080
<v Speaker 2>if not aware, we will find something to be mad,

0:21:36.280 --> 0:21:40.280
<v Speaker 2>like quite literally, yeah immediately, Yeah, yeah, it's true. It

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<v Speaker 2>reminds me of Beatrice talking about her team, like all

0:21:44.119 --> 0:21:46.840
<v Speaker 2>the ancestors and SI with her. And I think we

0:21:47.000 --> 0:21:48.480
<v Speaker 2>kind of know this. We kind of have this idea

0:21:48.560 --> 0:21:50.400
<v Speaker 2>because we think about like when you're little and there's

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<v Speaker 2>a prayer and like, oh, you know, this person goes

0:21:52.359 --> 0:21:55.359
<v Speaker 2>to heaven. But like, I don't think we generally really

0:21:55.520 --> 0:22:00.680
<v Speaker 2>realistically visualize our people supporting us and assuring us to

0:22:00.760 --> 0:22:03.400
<v Speaker 2>wherever we need to go. And like, I think that's

0:22:03.440 --> 0:22:05.240
<v Speaker 2>the difference. I think it's like once you know and

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<v Speaker 2>you acknowledge them, and you're like, hey, let's go, I

0:22:09.320 --> 0:22:10.800
<v Speaker 2>see you, I feel you.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to acknowledge them. Yeah, it's so important because

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<v Speaker 1>how the fuck are they supposed to help you if

0:22:17.680 --> 0:22:19.800
<v Speaker 1>you don't, if you're still acting like you ain't seen them, right,

0:22:20.160 --> 0:22:21.600
<v Speaker 1>you don't know they're there, right.

0:22:21.640 --> 0:22:23.840
<v Speaker 2>And then you also it kind of gives you a

0:22:23.960 --> 0:22:26.560
<v Speaker 2>level of accountability because, like you said, in the beginning

0:22:26.600 --> 0:22:29.680
<v Speaker 2>of the year, you were in contact and then you've

0:22:29.760 --> 0:22:32.359
<v Speaker 2>lost it, you know, on the pathway. But it's also

0:22:32.520 --> 0:22:34.720
<v Speaker 2>like a point of accountability, like this is not just

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<v Speaker 2>for me, you know, like all these doors have not

0:22:37.520 --> 0:22:40.399
<v Speaker 2>opened for us just for the fuck of it, you

0:22:40.480 --> 0:22:43.600
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean. It's like some real divine shit.

0:22:43.760 --> 0:22:46.520
<v Speaker 2>But you have to respect the divinity of it all.

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<v Speaker 2>And by respecting the divinity, it's respecting yourself. Because all

0:22:50.480 --> 0:22:55.000
<v Speaker 2>these people in our galectic teams are you know, a

0:22:55.080 --> 0:22:57.119
<v Speaker 2>lot of relatives, people who have been close to us,

0:22:57.119 --> 0:22:58.959
<v Speaker 2>people who have passed over, people who are just our

0:22:59.000 --> 0:23:01.920
<v Speaker 2>guides or you know, spirits are just our guides, but

0:23:02.480 --> 0:23:06.720
<v Speaker 2>ultimately they're there what's inside of you, like once you

0:23:07.240 --> 0:23:10.200
<v Speaker 2>once you go inside, that's when you have access to

0:23:10.320 --> 0:23:13.200
<v Speaker 2>those things. And you know, even talking about all of

0:23:13.359 --> 0:23:16.840
<v Speaker 2>the all of our powers that we have unlocked in

0:23:16.920 --> 0:23:19.760
<v Speaker 2>this process, I thought, I think about that, you know,

0:23:19.880 --> 0:23:23.359
<v Speaker 2>and people because I imagine where we were prior to

0:23:23.440 --> 0:23:25.520
<v Speaker 2>starting this, and you see people like not that we're

0:23:25.560 --> 0:23:37.560
<v Speaker 2>on TV, we're on YouTube. Yet it's like, you know,

0:23:37.600 --> 0:23:38.840
<v Speaker 2>people are like I want to think. You know, all

0:23:38.840 --> 0:23:40.560
<v Speaker 2>you gotta do is believe in yourself. You know, they

0:23:40.760 --> 0:23:43.840
<v Speaker 2>accept the award and everyone's like, god, my mama, and

0:23:44.280 --> 0:23:46.320
<v Speaker 2>all everyone can do this. You said the believe yourself

0:23:46.320 --> 0:23:48.600
<v Speaker 2>and you're like, shut the fuck up. Bit easy for

0:23:48.720 --> 0:23:51.680
<v Speaker 2>you to say, you know. And I had to think

0:23:51.720 --> 0:23:55.040
<v Speaker 2>about the moment, like what was the unlocking of the powers,

0:23:55.400 --> 0:23:57.159
<v Speaker 2>And there are obviously lots of moments.

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<v Speaker 1>There was that time by the Christmas Tree. One of

0:24:00.359 --> 0:24:04.840
<v Speaker 1>those moments was was the last win twenty twenty Winter.

0:24:04.720 --> 0:24:06.880
<v Speaker 2>Solstice, twenty twenty Winter Solstice.

0:24:06.560 --> 0:24:08.879
<v Speaker 1>We unlocked all the black people unlock their magical powers.

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<v Speaker 1>O day. You know what I'm talking about. You know

0:24:11.240 --> 0:24:12.359
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck I'm talking about.

0:24:12.440 --> 0:24:14.439
<v Speaker 2>But if you didn't unlock.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what to tell you, but do you

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<v Speaker 1>even that day you know what I realized and what

0:24:19.480 --> 0:24:19.800
<v Speaker 1>you said.

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<v Speaker 2>It just came to me. In all of the unlocking,

0:24:23.320 --> 0:24:27.320
<v Speaker 2>every single mine is some of the painful unlockings, which

0:24:27.320 --> 0:24:30.680
<v Speaker 2>are mostly lessons to the unlocking. The unlocking is always

0:24:30.880 --> 0:24:35.280
<v Speaker 2>almost ninety nine point nine percent playful. It's almost always

0:24:35.440 --> 0:24:38.159
<v Speaker 2>so fucking magical and so fun. You're like, this is

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:40.600
<v Speaker 2>not real. This is a movie. And I think that

0:24:40.880 --> 0:24:45.879
<v Speaker 2>those type of those type of events can only happen

0:24:46.920 --> 0:24:51.520
<v Speaker 2>when you're totally calm and chill and cool and safe.

0:24:51.560 --> 0:24:52.960
<v Speaker 2>And that's why a lot of them happened on vacation

0:24:53.600 --> 0:24:55.840
<v Speaker 2>or on mushrooms and you're living room on Christmas to

0:24:55.840 --> 0:24:58.000
<v Speaker 2>worry about the next day. But there is a level

0:24:58.160 --> 0:25:03.720
<v Speaker 2>of like I don't know, like ha, you have to

0:25:03.800 --> 0:25:06.600
<v Speaker 2>be in to even see the shit, you know, like, oh,

0:25:06.680 --> 0:25:08.639
<v Speaker 2>there's my grandma, you know what I mean? Because like

0:25:08.720 --> 0:25:11.000
<v Speaker 2>when we're constantly in this go go, go go go,

0:25:11.240 --> 0:25:12.840
<v Speaker 2>or this like I'm not good enough, this is not

0:25:12.880 --> 0:25:15.560
<v Speaker 2>good enough, I'm not making enough money, this like, it's

0:25:15.720 --> 0:25:18.639
<v Speaker 2>harder to see those things. And it's like once you

0:25:18.720 --> 0:25:21.399
<v Speaker 2>get into the place where you can feel relaxed. Then

0:25:21.440 --> 0:25:24.359
<v Speaker 2>you can see your galactic team and then you can

0:25:24.480 --> 0:25:27.240
<v Speaker 2>unlock and get to this next point, you know, and

0:25:27.359 --> 0:25:30.360
<v Speaker 2>get the house and manifest the thing. Because I think

0:25:30.800 --> 0:25:33.200
<v Speaker 2>even for me too, like moving this year and like

0:25:34.800 --> 0:25:38.920
<v Speaker 2>they're being quite it was an obstacle doing that. You know,

0:25:39.040 --> 0:25:40.920
<v Speaker 2>you think you know what you need to do, and

0:25:41.000 --> 0:25:42.560
<v Speaker 2>you're like, how am I going to achieve this goal?

0:25:43.000 --> 0:25:45.399
<v Speaker 2>But there is something so beautiful about coming home and

0:25:45.480 --> 0:25:49.080
<v Speaker 2>being like I love it here, this is my house

0:25:49.119 --> 0:25:51.760
<v Speaker 2>and I feel good in it, and everything is exactly

0:25:51.840 --> 0:25:55.160
<v Speaker 2>as I designed it. And even that is a reminder

0:25:55.359 --> 0:26:00.400
<v Speaker 2>that your galactic team is working with you. And it's

0:26:00.440 --> 0:26:05.520
<v Speaker 2>like in every accomplishment, acknowledging them in its presence. That's

0:26:05.560 --> 0:26:07.200
<v Speaker 2>how you achieve it, That's how you get there.

0:26:08.040 --> 0:26:10.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, it's true. You have to revere them and

0:26:11.080 --> 0:26:14.800
<v Speaker 1>and you know, it feels different for everyone, like some people,

0:26:15.119 --> 0:26:17.359
<v Speaker 1>for me, like it's an energy present. There are times

0:26:17.440 --> 0:26:19.960
<v Speaker 1>like when I was in that meditation, I could see faces,

0:26:20.440 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 1>I could feel literally like I could feel like the closeness.

0:26:25.680 --> 0:26:28.000
<v Speaker 1>It literally felt like they were like hovered around me,

0:26:28.240 --> 0:26:35.159
<v Speaker 1>like looking over me. But I just think like as

0:26:35.200 --> 0:26:37.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm as I'm reflecting on like the beginning of my

0:26:37.359 --> 0:26:41.240
<v Speaker 1>year and the journey, and like the message really has

0:26:41.359 --> 0:26:46.280
<v Speaker 1>been that all paths lead to you, and that you

0:26:46.880 --> 0:26:51.520
<v Speaker 1>can avoid, you can distract, you can do all the

0:26:51.600 --> 0:26:54.439
<v Speaker 1>things nurture, you can love, you can fuck, you can

0:26:54.520 --> 0:26:59.960
<v Speaker 1>do all these things, but ultimately you gotta sit with yourself.

0:27:00.200 --> 0:27:03.280
<v Speaker 1>It's ultimately you can distract as much as you want,

0:27:03.680 --> 0:27:06.480
<v Speaker 1>but you can and you can run as much as

0:27:06.560 --> 0:27:09.119
<v Speaker 1>you want, and you can try to change even like

0:27:09.840 --> 0:27:11.280
<v Speaker 1>when I'm when I was saying, like I woke up

0:27:11.280 --> 0:27:12.520
<v Speaker 1>here and I was like I moved in here, and

0:27:12.600 --> 0:27:14.840
<v Speaker 1>I was like, am I going to choose to have

0:27:14.960 --> 0:27:16.320
<v Speaker 1>a problem with something else?

0:27:16.440 --> 0:27:16.560
<v Speaker 2>Now?

0:27:17.440 --> 0:27:21.800
<v Speaker 1>Like you know, and I it's my choice whether I

0:27:21.920 --> 0:27:25.520
<v Speaker 1>do that. You know, it's nobody else's choice because outwardly

0:27:25.520 --> 0:27:27.760
<v Speaker 1>everyone will be like, oh my god, she has she's

0:27:27.800 --> 0:27:30.119
<v Speaker 1>got it, she's great, and it's like, yeah, it is,

0:27:30.400 --> 0:27:32.000
<v Speaker 1>and I do and I and I do feel that way,

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:34.200
<v Speaker 1>and I have chosen that because there's always going to

0:27:34.280 --> 0:27:36.040
<v Speaker 1>be something else. There's always going.

0:27:36.040 --> 0:27:37.360
<v Speaker 2>To be there's always gon to be an obstacle.

0:27:37.440 --> 0:27:42.600
<v Speaker 1>So it's gonna be an obstacle, you know, And I

0:27:42.680 --> 0:27:47.920
<v Speaker 1>guess the reminder and like the lesson is to just

0:27:51.840 --> 0:27:56.720
<v Speaker 1>to just trust where you're going and trust the process

0:27:57.080 --> 0:27:58.600
<v Speaker 1>and just.

0:28:00.760 --> 0:28:05.960
<v Speaker 2>Be and just be committed to finding the magic and everything.

0:28:06.160 --> 0:28:08.320
<v Speaker 2>You know, like, of course there's things that are ugly,

0:28:08.400 --> 0:28:10.320
<v Speaker 2>and there are things that are painful, and there are

0:28:10.359 --> 0:28:13.600
<v Speaker 2>things that are annoying, and there are things that you know,

0:28:13.760 --> 0:28:15.680
<v Speaker 2>the kids don't listen and they don't pick up after

0:28:15.720 --> 0:28:18.280
<v Speaker 2>themselves and people are fucking ungrateful and all those things,

0:28:18.359 --> 0:28:22.119
<v Speaker 2>But like where where's the sweet part? You know, like

0:28:22.320 --> 0:28:24.840
<v Speaker 2>that is truly the only thing we have to do

0:28:24.920 --> 0:28:27.840
<v Speaker 2>in life, is like stay alive and find where it's sweet,

0:28:27.960 --> 0:28:29.720
<v Speaker 2>because this is this is all we got and it's

0:28:29.800 --> 0:28:30.639
<v Speaker 2>so short.

0:28:30.880 --> 0:28:33.200
<v Speaker 1>It is true. It is about finding the magic and everything,

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:36.520
<v Speaker 1>even the fucked up shit, like really like trying to

0:28:36.680 --> 0:28:39.960
<v Speaker 1>find the magic, even in like the darkest corners of

0:28:41.000 --> 0:28:43.240
<v Speaker 1>whatever happened to you last year or whatever you're going

0:28:43.280 --> 0:28:46.280
<v Speaker 1>through right now. The beauty of it all is that

0:28:46.400 --> 0:28:49.840
<v Speaker 1>there's always more. Like if you choose, if you choose

0:28:50.400 --> 0:28:52.520
<v Speaker 1>to move on from something that you know doesn't serve you,

0:28:52.520 --> 0:28:57.440
<v Speaker 1>you know you're at there's no penalty, there's no penalty,

0:28:57.520 --> 0:29:00.760
<v Speaker 1>but there's there's you are guaranteed that there is going

0:29:00.840 --> 0:29:03.480
<v Speaker 1>to be something else, you know, like and then you

0:29:03.600 --> 0:29:06.400
<v Speaker 1>get to decide if it's better, you know. And when

0:29:06.400 --> 0:29:09.520
<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about like the path, and we kind

0:29:09.560 --> 0:29:12.160
<v Speaker 1>of dove into this in our meditation at the beginning

0:29:12.160 --> 0:29:17.040
<v Speaker 1>of this year of just like how like the journey

0:29:17.200 --> 0:29:21.280
<v Speaker 1>of the path looks looks different all the way around,

0:29:21.360 --> 0:29:26.640
<v Speaker 1>Like the seasons change, how you feel changes, what you

0:29:26.760 --> 0:29:31.480
<v Speaker 1>see changes. But really it's a mindset of like how

0:29:32.240 --> 0:29:37.040
<v Speaker 1>you how you choose to really transmute whatever it is

0:29:37.080 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 1>that you're experiencing. Like I could be driving through a

0:29:39.720 --> 0:29:43.600
<v Speaker 1>winter cold I could be driving up a winter cold

0:29:43.720 --> 0:29:45.760
<v Speaker 1>road it's snowing crazy, and I'd be like, what the

0:29:45.880 --> 0:29:48.280
<v Speaker 1>fuck I hated here? I fucking hated here. Or I

0:29:48.320 --> 0:29:50.000
<v Speaker 1>could be driving and be like, oh my god, it's

0:29:50.120 --> 0:29:53.360
<v Speaker 1>so beautiful here, look at the snow. The seasons are changing,

0:29:53.960 --> 0:29:56.520
<v Speaker 1>And it's really just a matter of like mind perspective

0:29:56.640 --> 0:29:58.080
<v Speaker 1>and perspective.

0:29:57.720 --> 0:30:01.120
<v Speaker 2>Absol fucking lutely. It's literally like the is a glass

0:30:01.160 --> 0:30:04.200
<v Speaker 2>half cup? I mean, is the glass half empty or

0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:06.800
<v Speaker 2>half full? Type shit? Yeah, you know, it's literally the

0:30:06.960 --> 0:30:10.720
<v Speaker 2>simplest thing is like removing the veil of like ugliness

0:30:10.760 --> 0:30:12.520
<v Speaker 2>and be like, oh my God, I'm alive and breathing

0:30:12.560 --> 0:30:16.160
<v Speaker 2>and I can move, huh, you know, and it changes everything.

0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:18.040
<v Speaker 1>Like even like if you're living and say you've lived

0:30:18.040 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 1>in your hometown for years and years and you're like

0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:21.720
<v Speaker 1>ready to get the fuck out, but you're not. You

0:30:21.800 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>can't right now. It's like, so what are you gonna do.

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:26.160
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna wake up every morning be fucking miserable that

0:30:26.200 --> 0:30:28.440
<v Speaker 1>you live in this town, or you're gonna drive today

0:30:28.440 --> 0:30:31.400
<v Speaker 1>and getting your car and appreciate some of the things

0:30:31.440 --> 0:30:34.560
<v Speaker 1>that maybe like you didn't even think to appreciate that

0:30:34.680 --> 0:30:38.040
<v Speaker 1>beautiful tree that always kind of tells you when fall

0:30:38.160 --> 0:30:40.520
<v Speaker 1>is hitting, and it's like all these beautiful leaves are

0:30:40.560 --> 0:30:43.120
<v Speaker 1>on the ground that you've never really appreciated. Like it's

0:30:43.240 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 1>just as simple as that type of mind shift to

0:30:46.200 --> 0:30:50.320
<v Speaker 1>really change your perspective around even bigger topics. And I

0:30:50.400 --> 0:30:52.600
<v Speaker 1>think sometimes we get so caught up and stuck in

0:30:54.240 --> 0:30:57.520
<v Speaker 1>what we don't have and what we haven't achieved. And sometimes,

0:30:57.680 --> 0:30:59.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, these New Year's markers can feel so overwhelmed

0:31:00.160 --> 0:31:03.880
<v Speaker 1>because they're like a they're like a time stamp or

0:31:04.000 --> 0:31:06.400
<v Speaker 1>like a like yeah, like a time stamp on a

0:31:06.560 --> 0:31:09.080
<v Speaker 1>note to like everything that maybe you didn't check off

0:31:09.120 --> 0:31:12.720
<v Speaker 1>your list in twenty twenty three, and I know we

0:31:12.880 --> 0:31:14.400
<v Speaker 1>like people talk about this every year. It's like, don't

0:31:14.400 --> 0:31:18.360
<v Speaker 1>be so hard on yourself, but really don't really don't

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:23.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, and and just and see what happens when

0:31:23.080 --> 0:31:25.720
<v Speaker 1>you don't, and probably you'll check more shit off your

0:31:25.760 --> 0:31:27.760
<v Speaker 1>list when you just don't do that.

0:31:28.200 --> 0:31:30.760
<v Speaker 2>Well, you have to remind yourself that your worth is

0:31:30.880 --> 0:31:35.480
<v Speaker 2>not tied to your productivity and that you are not perfect.

0:31:36.000 --> 0:31:39.200
<v Speaker 2>None of us are perfect and that's okay, and you're

0:31:39.240 --> 0:31:42.520
<v Speaker 2>gonna fuck up. And it's really about like picking yourself

0:31:42.600 --> 0:31:46.160
<v Speaker 2>up gently every time instead of being like I'm the problem,

0:31:46.520 --> 0:31:49.240
<v Speaker 2>nothing good happens for me, like I'm lazy, I'm this,

0:31:49.560 --> 0:31:54.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm that, Like stop giving these forever titles to moments,

0:31:54.480 --> 0:31:55.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, especially when you know better.

0:31:56.280 --> 0:31:58.640
<v Speaker 1>But if your worth is tied to your productivity, because

0:31:58.680 --> 0:32:00.400
<v Speaker 1>there is a like I guess that is on a

0:32:00.480 --> 0:32:03.120
<v Speaker 1>healthy concept, right and I don't know, like you know,

0:32:03.240 --> 0:32:07.320
<v Speaker 1>people say that a lot, but just make sure if

0:32:07.360 --> 0:32:09.440
<v Speaker 1>it is, like, at least make what you're doing. But

0:32:10.560 --> 0:32:14.160
<v Speaker 1>whatever productivity means to you, that it's intentional and that

0:32:14.320 --> 0:32:18.200
<v Speaker 1>like it doesn't have to be a crazy output to

0:32:18.280 --> 0:32:22.960
<v Speaker 1>be productive doesn't necessarily mean to fucking kill yourself or.

0:32:23.040 --> 0:32:24.120
<v Speaker 2>Be on the laptop all day.

0:32:24.240 --> 0:32:26.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, it means to like do something that's nourishing

0:32:26.680 --> 0:32:30.600
<v Speaker 1>to your soul, nourishing to your evolution, and that can

0:32:30.640 --> 0:32:32.880
<v Speaker 1>feel really good, and that can be linked.

0:32:32.680 --> 0:32:35.280
<v Speaker 2>To your worth or even just like honoring yourself, like

0:32:35.400 --> 0:32:39.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm tired today, say no, lay the fuck down, like

0:32:39.320 --> 0:32:42.240
<v Speaker 2>that is a part of productivity. But I think the

0:32:42.320 --> 0:32:44.920
<v Speaker 2>Western world makes us feel that everything is so go

0:32:45.080 --> 0:32:48.959
<v Speaker 2>go go move, money, money, money, success and what success

0:32:49.040 --> 0:32:51.960
<v Speaker 2>looks like. But I think I think we forget that

0:32:52.160 --> 0:32:56.400
<v Speaker 2>just by existing, just by being born, that we're worthy

0:32:56.480 --> 0:32:58.440
<v Speaker 2>and supposed to be here and worthy of love and

0:32:58.560 --> 0:33:05.120
<v Speaker 2>worthy of like peace and rest and like making those

0:33:05.200 --> 0:33:10.440
<v Speaker 2>all equally as important and not just like this Western

0:33:10.840 --> 0:33:15.480
<v Speaker 2>view of work work, work, work, work, you have to

0:33:15.560 --> 0:33:18.080
<v Speaker 2>actually also be doing work on yourself, and work on

0:33:18.120 --> 0:33:22.360
<v Speaker 2>yourself does require that you tend to yourself and your needs.

0:33:22.400 --> 0:33:25.520
<v Speaker 2>And that's in rest too, and in play and in

0:33:25.880 --> 0:33:27.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, all the things that are not necessarily in

0:33:28.000 --> 0:33:30.440
<v Speaker 2>the rule book. And I think that's just like another

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:34.880
<v Speaker 2>ode to good mom's bad choices is because who's to say,

0:33:35.000 --> 0:33:37.280
<v Speaker 2>going to play for the weekend and not you know,

0:33:37.400 --> 0:33:39.520
<v Speaker 2>saying playing hookie from work or whatever the fuck you

0:33:39.600 --> 0:33:43.720
<v Speaker 2>need to do is bad. It's necessary, you know, sometimes

0:33:43.760 --> 0:33:45.520
<v Speaker 2>you have to run away. Sometimes you have to get

0:33:45.560 --> 0:33:48.680
<v Speaker 2>the fuck away. You have to listen to you. That

0:33:49.000 --> 0:33:52.080
<v Speaker 2>is that voice inside of yourself is important.

0:33:55.720 --> 0:33:59.160
<v Speaker 1>It is very important. And half the time, like you know,

0:34:00.120 --> 0:34:02.920
<v Speaker 1>like people don't even We put so much pressure on

0:34:02.920 --> 0:34:06.160
<v Speaker 1>ourselves and people are not even thinking about us, right

0:34:06.600 --> 0:34:08.759
<v Speaker 1>we be like, oh my god, we're late.

0:34:08.800 --> 0:34:09.640
<v Speaker 2>They're gonna hate us.

0:34:09.640 --> 0:34:11.040
<v Speaker 1>Or this or that, or we didn't put the product,

0:34:11.120 --> 0:34:13.000
<v Speaker 1>like no one even knew it was coming, bitch. No

0:34:13.080 --> 0:34:16.239
<v Speaker 1>one knew the Instagram post was gonna drop, no one

0:34:16.320 --> 0:34:20.440
<v Speaker 1>knew the email didn't go out. No one cared except you.

0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:25.000
<v Speaker 1>And now you've literally aged yourself two point five years

0:34:25.080 --> 0:34:27.600
<v Speaker 1>in three months because you've stressed yourself out for no

0:34:27.719 --> 0:34:28.320
<v Speaker 1>fucking reason.

0:34:28.760 --> 0:34:32.320
<v Speaker 2>That's the thing. It's like, as you get older, you

0:34:32.440 --> 0:34:33.480
<v Speaker 2>better listen to yourself.

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:34.920
<v Speaker 1>And that's what I feel like. I feel like in

0:34:35.040 --> 0:34:37.800
<v Speaker 1>this mid thirty range of age, I have to be

0:34:37.960 --> 0:34:41.279
<v Speaker 1>really careful about my energy because that shit can age me,

0:34:41.880 --> 0:34:45.919
<v Speaker 1>like literally it will make me look older. And I've

0:34:46.000 --> 0:34:48.279
<v Speaker 1>seen it. I've seen myself and looked in the mirror

0:34:48.360 --> 0:34:54.160
<v Speaker 1>and seen energetically. If I am like fucked up, I

0:34:54.400 --> 0:34:59.279
<v Speaker 1>look older, and I've seen like myself look younger when

0:34:59.320 --> 0:35:00.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm like lighter.

0:35:00.600 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 2>Well, let's think about it. Heavy energy is heavy energy.

0:35:03.080 --> 0:35:07.000
<v Speaker 2>It's gonna bring your face down. Heavy energy gives you wrinkles,

0:35:07.080 --> 0:35:08.640
<v Speaker 2>it's gonna bring all your skin down.

0:35:08.760 --> 0:35:12.080
<v Speaker 1>But like light energy, I've also been really beautiful when

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:15.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm sad depressed, Yeah, because I get like I haven't

0:35:15.400 --> 0:35:18.040
<v Speaker 1>because I get skinny, notoriously if not. But it's a

0:35:18.160 --> 0:35:21.080
<v Speaker 1>specific type of sadness in which requires where I don't eat.

0:35:21.600 --> 0:35:24.560
<v Speaker 1>There's like the sadness of like, there's like sadness where

0:35:24.600 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>I overeat bitches. You know, if you're listening right now,

0:35:27.560 --> 0:35:30.080
<v Speaker 1>you know what the I'm talking about. You know, there's

0:35:30.120 --> 0:35:33.600
<v Speaker 1>a sadness that makes you starve, you can't keep anything down,

0:35:33.640 --> 0:35:35.520
<v Speaker 1>you can't eat. Then there's the other sadness where you

0:35:35.640 --> 0:35:37.759
<v Speaker 1>just want to eat ice cream and sit there. And

0:35:37.800 --> 0:35:42.640
<v Speaker 1>they're two distinct different sadnesses. The one that where I

0:35:42.719 --> 0:35:45.400
<v Speaker 1>don't eat, I actually do look better. You like that sadness,

0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:47.560
<v Speaker 1>that's that's the sadness, that's good sadness that.

0:35:47.600 --> 0:35:50.400
<v Speaker 2>I but I'm pretty sure there's also you know, the

0:35:51.200 --> 0:35:52.520
<v Speaker 2>the l happiness.

0:35:53.520 --> 0:35:56.680
<v Speaker 1>Yes, happiness is the more ideal one for everyone.

0:35:57.560 --> 0:35:59.800
<v Speaker 2>You're gonna be skinny, but you're gonna be a bitch everybody.

0:36:00.320 --> 0:36:05.120
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, so that's yeah, lonely, this is is that

0:36:05.239 --> 0:36:07.319
<v Speaker 1>what I said. But I don't condone the things that's said,

0:36:11.400 --> 0:36:15.360
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I do. I feel like I have to

0:36:15.400 --> 0:36:21.600
<v Speaker 1>be more intentional about how I move through stress. And

0:36:21.719 --> 0:36:24.640
<v Speaker 1>I know that just because of like just diseases in

0:36:24.719 --> 0:36:29.080
<v Speaker 1>my family, how I've seen them manifest and stress, like cancer,

0:36:29.600 --> 0:36:34.919
<v Speaker 1>autoimmune diseases literally triggered by stress, and that shit runs

0:36:35.000 --> 0:36:37.359
<v Speaker 1>deep in my family. Like I could be out here

0:36:37.400 --> 0:36:40.160
<v Speaker 1>bald any second, bitch, I could really be out here

0:36:40.200 --> 0:36:43.040
<v Speaker 1>bald at any moment. Okay, we never know, Like if

0:36:43.080 --> 0:36:45.840
<v Speaker 1>I start losing an eyebrow, just know the stress is

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:49.319
<v Speaker 1>hit and the autoimmune disease has creeped in. I mean

0:36:49.400 --> 0:36:54.360
<v Speaker 1>it's the truth though, Like uh, stress, anger, resentment, that

0:36:54.600 --> 0:36:58.480
<v Speaker 1>is the type of shit, jealousy that makes you physically ill.

0:36:59.000 --> 0:37:01.400
<v Speaker 1>And y'all keep playing and it's really true, Like you

0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:03.719
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be a bitch, It's gonna make you ugly,

0:37:04.040 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 1>you know what? Maybe that's like the campaign, because nobody

0:37:06.840 --> 0:37:09.880
<v Speaker 1>wants to be ugly. Everybody's vain, so maybe they're like, oh,

0:37:10.440 --> 0:37:13.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm kind, then I'll be guess what public service announcement.

0:37:13.680 --> 0:37:17.279
<v Speaker 1>If you are a nice, kind person, you will look better.

0:37:17.440 --> 0:37:19.680
<v Speaker 1>You will be a finer bitch, you'll be more youthful,

0:37:19.760 --> 0:37:23.120
<v Speaker 1>you will be more fine, you will be more appealing.

0:37:24.719 --> 0:37:25.839
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if this works though.

0:37:25.880 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 1>If you're just being nice just to be more appealing,

0:37:28.480 --> 0:37:32.799
<v Speaker 1>your skin will look tighter, you'll get six pack if

0:37:32.800 --> 0:37:33.319
<v Speaker 1>you're nice.

0:37:35.120 --> 0:37:38.319
<v Speaker 2>If you find yourself genuinely just not wanting to be kind,

0:37:39.320 --> 0:37:41.840
<v Speaker 2>feeling like a bitch and loving it, you're ready to

0:37:41.920 --> 0:37:42.400
<v Speaker 2>dig deeper.

0:37:43.000 --> 0:37:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I've felt that way, but.

0:37:43.960 --> 0:37:44.920
<v Speaker 2>There's probably something.

0:37:46.239 --> 0:37:49.959
<v Speaker 1>There's something deeper, though, There's something like you're deeply sad

0:37:50.120 --> 0:37:51.839
<v Speaker 1>or angry about some shit that you need to kind

0:37:51.880 --> 0:37:53.560
<v Speaker 1>of address because there's no way you should be this

0:37:54.760 --> 0:37:56.719
<v Speaker 1>happy being a bitch all the time. I don't know

0:37:56.719 --> 0:37:58.200
<v Speaker 1>if it's a happy it's just more of a I

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:01.400
<v Speaker 1>don't give a fuck effects type of energy.

0:38:02.040 --> 0:38:04.160
<v Speaker 2>But I don't give a fuck. That I don't give

0:38:04.200 --> 0:38:07.520
<v Speaker 2>a fuck is like it's so it's such an easy

0:38:07.600 --> 0:38:09.879
<v Speaker 2>cop out. I don't give a fuck. I don't give

0:38:09.880 --> 0:38:11.399
<v Speaker 2>a fuck, I don't care, I don't give a fuck

0:38:11.440 --> 0:38:13.840
<v Speaker 2>how I feel, how I feel. And it's again the

0:38:13.920 --> 0:38:16.680
<v Speaker 2>defense systems like loading up, loading up, like don't care,

0:38:16.800 --> 0:38:21.520
<v Speaker 2>don't feel and it's just like you do care, you

0:38:21.640 --> 0:38:22.800
<v Speaker 2>care about other people's feelings.

0:38:22.840 --> 0:38:25.360
<v Speaker 1>You no, In fact, I care too much, which is

0:38:25.360 --> 0:38:27.400
<v Speaker 1>why I'm at a period. I'm on a pause of

0:38:27.480 --> 0:38:30.080
<v Speaker 1>caring right now. So currently I don't give a fuck.

0:38:30.120 --> 0:38:32.560
<v Speaker 1>But it's because I give too many fucks. So I've

0:38:32.760 --> 0:38:34.759
<v Speaker 1>chosen to like not give a fuck for at least

0:38:34.760 --> 0:38:35.279
<v Speaker 1>six months.

0:38:35.480 --> 0:38:38.120
<v Speaker 2>Well, you have to also be aware of who you're

0:38:38.160 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 2>cutting off from the fucks given and who you're not,

0:38:40.640 --> 0:38:43.120
<v Speaker 2>because there's a lot of people who genuinely love and

0:38:43.200 --> 0:38:45.040
<v Speaker 2>care about you, and those are the fucks you should give.

0:38:45.320 --> 0:38:46.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know what I mean.

0:38:46.280 --> 0:38:48.399
<v Speaker 2>And so it's like you gotta be careful about how

0:38:48.480 --> 0:38:51.000
<v Speaker 2>you don't give a fuck and with whom, because that

0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:53.840
<v Speaker 2>is the compact. That's the thing. It's like, it's a

0:38:53.880 --> 0:38:56.759
<v Speaker 2>cop up because it's easy. I can't just like fuck

0:38:56.800 --> 0:38:58.680
<v Speaker 2>all that shit. You know, I'm gonna go where you

0:38:59.000 --> 0:39:01.320
<v Speaker 2>agree with me. But the truth of the matter is

0:39:01.440 --> 0:39:06.319
<v Speaker 2>showing up kind and choosing nonviolence is the high road,

0:39:06.400 --> 0:39:09.680
<v Speaker 2>like Michelle Obama said, and you have to constantly be

0:39:09.760 --> 0:39:11.440
<v Speaker 2>working at it. And my goal and I hope for

0:39:11.520 --> 0:39:14.600
<v Speaker 2>both of us that we become so deeply in our

0:39:14.719 --> 0:39:17.799
<v Speaker 2>practice and deeply in our commitment to you know, world

0:39:17.920 --> 0:39:20.800
<v Speaker 2>peace and compassion and love, that it comes second nature.

0:39:21.040 --> 0:39:23.000
<v Speaker 2>And I think that's the goal right now. Second nature

0:39:23.080 --> 0:39:24.880
<v Speaker 2>is to show up a bit from people. Someone pisses

0:39:24.880 --> 0:39:27.680
<v Speaker 2>you off. I mean, for me, most definitely is But

0:39:29.040 --> 0:39:33.920
<v Speaker 2>how do we transmute the energy of the world by

0:39:34.560 --> 0:39:39.040
<v Speaker 2>shedding light and bringing people's frequencies up versus bringing it down.

0:39:39.400 --> 0:39:41.480
<v Speaker 2>I struggle with this because if you come with me

0:39:41.760 --> 0:39:44.359
<v Speaker 2>with some violence, nine times out of ten, bitch, I'm

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:49.080
<v Speaker 2>gonna choose violence back at you times fourteen. It's true.

0:39:49.680 --> 0:39:51.320
<v Speaker 2>Easily I'd be like, oh, perfect, you want to do this.

0:39:51.880 --> 0:39:53.399
<v Speaker 2>I was happy, But oh you want to be a bitch,

0:39:53.520 --> 0:39:55.920
<v Speaker 2>No problem, you know. But it's like, no, how do

0:39:56.000 --> 0:40:00.960
<v Speaker 2>you constantly choose the high road? Like you gotta like

0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:02.920
<v Speaker 2>do that thing, like stop in some motion and be

0:40:03.000 --> 0:40:04.759
<v Speaker 2>like I can respond right now, and I can be

0:40:04.840 --> 0:40:09.239
<v Speaker 2>a bitch, or I can just touch I can just

0:40:09.320 --> 0:40:10.680
<v Speaker 2>touch you and look in your eyes and say are

0:40:10.680 --> 0:40:12.880
<v Speaker 2>you okay? And sometimes you do that to me sometimes

0:40:13.040 --> 0:40:15.239
<v Speaker 2>like are you okay? And I like, fuck looking at me,

0:40:17.440 --> 0:40:18.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm fine, fuck you.

0:40:20.440 --> 0:40:23.080
<v Speaker 1>I think it's also important to like the company you

0:40:23.200 --> 0:40:25.480
<v Speaker 1>keep to. Also, it's important to if you want to

0:40:25.520 --> 0:40:28.080
<v Speaker 1>be in that frequency, you also have to be intentional

0:40:28.080 --> 0:40:31.759
<v Speaker 1>about the energy you have around you too, Like it's

0:40:32.040 --> 0:40:36.200
<v Speaker 1>important that you surround yourself with you try at least

0:40:36.239 --> 0:40:41.120
<v Speaker 1>to put yourself in environments that support that support that

0:40:41.280 --> 0:40:43.440
<v Speaker 1>training that you're in right now, right you know what

0:40:43.520 --> 0:40:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean? Like you can't necessarily go hang out with

0:40:45.760 --> 0:40:49.120
<v Speaker 1>the same person that like puts you in that space

0:40:49.239 --> 0:40:52.160
<v Speaker 1>and try to like also get out of that space,

0:40:52.320 --> 0:40:56.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, like you actually have to do.

0:40:56.760 --> 0:40:59.400
<v Speaker 2>We need a bitch safer like, like a bitch safer

0:40:59.520 --> 0:41:01.560
<v Speaker 2>like if you feel like I'm being like we're being bitchy,

0:41:01.640 --> 0:41:03.160
<v Speaker 2>you feel likes you know, are you having attitude?

0:41:03.280 --> 0:41:06.080
<v Speaker 1>This reminds me of Damon. Remember he told him and

0:41:06.160 --> 0:41:07.480
<v Speaker 1>Rocky have those words?

0:41:08.160 --> 0:41:08.480
<v Speaker 2>What was it?

0:41:08.520 --> 0:41:10.759
<v Speaker 1>Tomatoes, avocado, avocado avocado?

0:41:10.920 --> 0:41:12.920
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you and your friends could benefit from having a

0:41:12.960 --> 0:41:14.960
<v Speaker 2>safe word. So maybe it's not even like you beef

0:41:15.000 --> 0:41:17.040
<v Speaker 2>with each other. You just feel like something's heavy or

0:41:17.080 --> 0:41:20.600
<v Speaker 2>like even attitude about something, and so you're like, hey girl, bananas,

0:41:22.680 --> 0:41:23.719
<v Speaker 2>like fuck, you.

0:41:23.760 --> 0:41:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Know my god, yes, bananas, bananas, yeah, bananas. Do you

0:41:31.600 --> 0:41:32.400
<v Speaker 1>want to talk about it now?

0:41:33.520 --> 0:41:37.279
<v Speaker 2>Okay? Shifting shifting energy, but we're we're clear that there's

0:41:37.280 --> 0:41:41.000
<v Speaker 2>bananas here, and we're gonna then once you acknowledge the banana.

0:41:41.080 --> 0:41:42.920
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes that all that's all you need is to shift

0:41:43.160 --> 0:41:45.480
<v Speaker 2>to be acknowledged. And that's kind of like goes back

0:41:45.480 --> 0:41:46.800
<v Speaker 2>to like that moment with my mom and she just

0:41:46.880 --> 0:41:50.719
<v Speaker 2>needed to feel cared for, acknowledged and you didn't even

0:41:50.719 --> 0:41:53.879
<v Speaker 2>have to. Like maybe had you said it, you seem

0:41:54.040 --> 0:41:56.120
<v Speaker 2>like that would have not been the route, but because

0:41:56.120 --> 0:41:57.360
<v Speaker 2>you just instead.

0:41:57.080 --> 0:41:59.080
<v Speaker 1>I did say that, though, did so I did say that,

0:41:59.120 --> 0:41:59.839
<v Speaker 1>and that wasn't working.

0:42:00.000 --> 0:42:02.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, I like, what's up with you?

0:42:02.960 --> 0:42:05.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what is going on? I asked her twice

0:42:05.920 --> 0:42:07.319
<v Speaker 1>and then I was like, okay, this is not working.

0:42:07.400 --> 0:42:09.520
<v Speaker 2>This is not been because you know why a lot

0:42:09.520 --> 0:42:11.520
<v Speaker 2>of those times when you're in those spaces, I don't

0:42:11.560 --> 0:42:13.839
<v Speaker 2>want to talk about it, but it's more than one thing.

0:42:14.160 --> 0:42:17.239
<v Speaker 2>It's an energy that's cultivated. So when someone called you out,

0:42:17.320 --> 0:42:19.399
<v Speaker 2>it's a you probably didn't want to really arrive there,

0:42:19.440 --> 0:42:20.960
<v Speaker 2>but now you're here, Now you're stuck in it, you're

0:42:20.960 --> 0:42:22.920
<v Speaker 2>committed to it, and now someone's asking, and then you

0:42:23.000 --> 0:42:24.480
<v Speaker 2>realize whatever it is is so stupid that.

0:42:24.480 --> 0:42:26.359
<v Speaker 1>If you repeated it, but I repeated it, but if

0:42:26.400 --> 0:42:28.239
<v Speaker 1>you still feel the way you feel, you don't like

0:42:28.239 --> 0:42:30.440
<v Speaker 1>talking about it, and shut the fuck up. Let me

0:42:30.480 --> 0:42:32.120
<v Speaker 1>be a bitch, right, Let me be a bitch and

0:42:32.200 --> 0:42:34.000
<v Speaker 1>shut up. I don't know, Okay, let me just have

0:42:34.120 --> 0:42:36.279
<v Speaker 1>my moment. That's how I am a lot in my life.

0:42:37.719 --> 0:42:41.200
<v Speaker 1>So I resonated with that feeling, and I realized that

0:42:41.640 --> 0:42:43.719
<v Speaker 1>that me asking wasn't helping, because that was all of

0:42:43.800 --> 0:42:45.880
<v Speaker 1>that probably too. She tried to explain it, and it

0:42:45.960 --> 0:42:47.840
<v Speaker 1>was like I could see her getting overwhelmed trying to

0:42:47.920 --> 0:42:51.759
<v Speaker 1>tell me why, and I was like, okay, so this

0:42:51.960 --> 0:42:57.040
<v Speaker 1>is just a reminder to you to sometimes just see

0:42:57.080 --> 0:43:00.440
<v Speaker 1>what you can do with your energy to shift, to

0:43:00.520 --> 0:43:04.400
<v Speaker 1>shift your experience, because you know, that's really what it's about.

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:07.520
<v Speaker 1>It's like creating beautiful experiences for yourself. It makes me

0:43:07.600 --> 0:43:09.800
<v Speaker 1>think of our dear friend Lizzy Jeff, who always travels

0:43:09.840 --> 0:43:12.879
<v Speaker 1>with roses, like she creates the experience that she wants

0:43:12.920 --> 0:43:16.680
<v Speaker 1>everywhere She goes like create the experience that you want,

0:43:16.840 --> 0:43:21.640
<v Speaker 1>create the environment that is going to best support whatever

0:43:21.640 --> 0:43:25.080
<v Speaker 1>it is you're working on in twenty twenty four, you know,

0:43:25.400 --> 0:43:34.799
<v Speaker 1>whether that's patience, peace, confidence, boundaries, whatever the fuck. You know, yeah,

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:36.200
<v Speaker 1>that's where I'm at with it.

0:43:37.760 --> 0:43:46.320
<v Speaker 2>Same same, same, same, And also just fear, you know,

0:43:46.520 --> 0:43:50.400
<v Speaker 2>like just like shedding that shit too, because fear just

0:43:50.480 --> 0:43:53.440
<v Speaker 2>limits your living because you're just worried about failing. And

0:43:53.520 --> 0:43:55.719
<v Speaker 2>it's like at some point everybody's gonna feel either way,

0:43:56.520 --> 0:43:59.919
<v Speaker 2>you know, and even thinking about the last six years

0:44:00.239 --> 0:44:06.000
<v Speaker 2>of this and like just doing it, you know, and

0:44:06.200 --> 0:44:09.640
<v Speaker 2>like failing sometimes like doing shit wrong and doing saying

0:44:09.719 --> 0:44:13.320
<v Speaker 2>the wrong shit, not uploading ship, but still doing it

0:44:13.640 --> 0:44:16.960
<v Speaker 2>and not being afraid of failing because there was nothing

0:44:17.040 --> 0:44:19.839
<v Speaker 2>really to fail because there was there was no I mean,

0:44:19.960 --> 0:44:22.279
<v Speaker 2>of course there's like there were super successful podcasts, but

0:44:22.400 --> 0:44:24.480
<v Speaker 2>there was we were only it was only us in

0:44:24.600 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 2>us and just the amount of diligence we had to

0:44:31.960 --> 0:44:34.120
<v Speaker 2>show up with, and like, you know, just applying that

0:44:34.239 --> 0:44:37.040
<v Speaker 2>same thing in every aspect of our life is just

0:44:37.160 --> 0:44:40.120
<v Speaker 2>like just being fearless because fuck it, Okay, fuck it,

0:44:41.480 --> 0:44:44.400
<v Speaker 2>ask the question, do the thing, like fuck it, fuck it,

0:44:45.160 --> 0:44:48.480
<v Speaker 2>and I feel that this year, and you know, and

0:44:48.560 --> 0:44:50.839
<v Speaker 2>I've found myself giving myself a lot of PEP talks

0:44:50.880 --> 0:44:54.320
<v Speaker 2>about like who the fuck I am? But just you know,

0:44:54.520 --> 0:44:58.719
<v Speaker 2>just taking that into the next chapter and just understanding

0:44:58.760 --> 0:45:00.719
<v Speaker 2>that we've done so much and so anything we choose

0:45:00.760 --> 0:45:03.600
<v Speaker 2>to do, whether it fails or is whatever the fuck,

0:45:04.040 --> 0:45:05.440
<v Speaker 2>it's necessary, you know.

0:45:05.600 --> 0:45:07.600
<v Speaker 1>And if you're pushing the energy forward no matter what,

0:45:07.760 --> 0:45:10.440
<v Speaker 1>whether you fail or not, so inevitably it's going to

0:45:11.200 --> 0:45:15.759
<v Speaker 1>hit somewhere somewhere along the way, you know, as long

0:45:15.800 --> 0:45:16.520
<v Speaker 1>as you keep moving.

0:45:16.800 --> 0:45:20.319
<v Speaker 2>And he managed all being happy while doing Yeah, Yeah,

0:45:20.840 --> 0:45:22.719
<v Speaker 2>because what the fuck is the point if not?

0:45:23.600 --> 0:45:25.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I feel like we're all gonna end up dying

0:45:25.520 --> 0:45:28.920
<v Speaker 1>and we're gonna be on our deathbed and be like, fuck, well,

0:45:29.080 --> 0:45:31.640
<v Speaker 1>why did I spend so much time, like fucking worried

0:45:31.640 --> 0:45:34.040
<v Speaker 1>about that shit? Why did I care so much?

0:45:34.400 --> 0:45:38.439
<v Speaker 2>The reality? Why didn't I you know, it's just, yeah,

0:45:38.760 --> 0:45:40.399
<v Speaker 2>the reality is niggas die every day.

0:45:41.080 --> 0:45:43.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I was thinking about my body recently. I was like,

0:45:43.880 --> 0:45:46.240
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, Like we take our bodies for granted,

0:45:46.920 --> 0:45:49.080
<v Speaker 1>like we don't take care of them now, and then

0:45:49.120 --> 0:45:51.640
<v Speaker 1>we're like, we'll never know what our bodies could have

0:45:51.719 --> 0:45:54.480
<v Speaker 1>actually like their truest potential could have been. Because we

0:45:55.000 --> 0:45:57.040
<v Speaker 1>fucking beat it up for most of our lives. We

0:45:57.200 --> 0:45:59.600
<v Speaker 1>actually don't know what our truest potential of our like

0:46:00.160 --> 0:46:02.240
<v Speaker 1>physical sack of skin.

0:46:02.160 --> 0:46:03.800
<v Speaker 2>Is, right right, Like if we're a top notch I

0:46:03.840 --> 0:46:05.080
<v Speaker 2>thinkbout that all the time. Like what if I just

0:46:05.080 --> 0:46:06.799
<v Speaker 2>stop drinking and drinking out in the water every day

0:46:06.840 --> 0:46:11.160
<v Speaker 2>like everybody says, or even just like this, I've been having,

0:46:11.719 --> 0:46:16.440
<v Speaker 2>you know, like all those those Instagram advertisements about parasite cleanses.

0:46:16.680 --> 0:46:19.959
<v Speaker 1>Oh god, so now I'm talking about parasite cleanses because

0:46:20.000 --> 0:46:20.799
<v Speaker 1>now I'm just do one.

0:46:21.040 --> 0:46:22.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I rether, just take six papaia seeds.

0:46:23.040 --> 0:46:25.960
<v Speaker 1>Okay, maybe we'll do it, but then we'll report back.

0:46:26.000 --> 0:46:28.279
<v Speaker 2>But if we see parasites, I think we're gonna I'm

0:46:28.320 --> 0:46:29.440
<v Speaker 2>gonna be traumatized.

0:46:29.480 --> 0:46:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I want to get those fucking out of me. I honestly, like,

0:46:33.400 --> 0:46:34.640
<v Speaker 1>we need to get them out of our bodies.

0:46:34.719 --> 0:46:36.440
<v Speaker 2>I think if I see parasites come out of my

0:46:36.520 --> 0:46:39.799
<v Speaker 2>fucking butt, I don't look. No, I have to look

0:46:40.080 --> 0:46:42.800
<v Speaker 2>also them for you, and you look for me. That

0:46:43.000 --> 0:46:45.000
<v Speaker 2>might be the end, Like that would might be the

0:46:45.160 --> 0:46:48.319
<v Speaker 2>end of unhealthy, Jamila. If I see fucking parasites, if

0:46:48.400 --> 0:46:50.879
<v Speaker 2>coming out of any orphice of my fucking body, I'm

0:46:50.880 --> 0:46:52.880
<v Speaker 2>gonna be a fucking I'm gonna be a fucking bodybuilder.

0:46:54.480 --> 0:46:55.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna drink just water.

0:46:56.040 --> 0:46:58.040
<v Speaker 1>If you see parasites come out of your ass and

0:46:58.200 --> 0:47:03.359
<v Speaker 1>nothing changes, you're disgusting. How you don't care about yourself? Oh,

0:47:03.400 --> 0:47:04.520
<v Speaker 1>therefore that's what we have to do.

0:47:04.719 --> 0:47:06.440
<v Speaker 2>How do trigger warning for this? This is a lot

0:47:06.520 --> 0:47:09.440
<v Speaker 2>that we're talking about right now. But everyone has parasite.

0:47:09.520 --> 0:47:11.480
<v Speaker 2>Apparently everybody has them. We all do.

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:15.160
<v Speaker 1>Of course, I'm gonna maybe we need a little parasite. No, no,

0:47:15.360 --> 0:47:17.480
<v Speaker 1>maybe we need just a little parasite, like I don't know.

0:47:17.960 --> 0:47:20.680
<v Speaker 2>No, we need to eat. We need to eat papia

0:47:20.760 --> 0:47:24.040
<v Speaker 2>seeds every day. This is the p s a papaya.

0:47:24.160 --> 0:47:26.560
<v Speaker 2>But I will leave no bitch you, but we're eating

0:47:26.640 --> 0:47:31.880
<v Speaker 2>papaya because you want the parasites out seeds also seeds, seeds.

0:47:31.880 --> 0:47:33.760
<v Speaker 2>I'll eat all this shit. I don't like, I'm clearing

0:47:33.760 --> 0:47:35.840
<v Speaker 2>all this shit out. I'll have a smoothie with papaya,

0:47:35.920 --> 0:47:37.800
<v Speaker 2>but not stray pa. Well, then somebody else told me

0:47:37.880 --> 0:47:41.480
<v Speaker 2>something else I thought was interesting about in relation to

0:47:41.600 --> 0:47:44.719
<v Speaker 2>the to the parasites that someone that went to like

0:47:44.760 --> 0:47:48.920
<v Speaker 2>an Eastern doctor, and they were saying that they're like

0:47:49.040 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 2>basically little demons, like they are entities. They're living sentient

0:47:54.280 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 2>either beings. So they're inside of you and a lot

0:47:57.120 --> 0:47:57.600
<v Speaker 2>of times.

0:47:57.400 --> 0:47:59.839
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, there's like their own little universe. Yeah,

0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:03.440
<v Speaker 1>in your body, there's another universe inside of me.

0:48:03.960 --> 0:48:08.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm girls, oh so, but you know, like in in

0:48:08.800 --> 0:48:11.520
<v Speaker 2>Eastern medicine, like all of our organs, there's different points

0:48:11.560 --> 0:48:14.879
<v Speaker 2>that relate specifically to other things. And so she was saying,

0:48:14.960 --> 0:48:17.880
<v Speaker 2>like in her liver when they pressed there, it was rage,

0:48:18.280 --> 0:48:22.880
<v Speaker 2>an unreleased rage, and then it was releasing to her goalbladder,

0:48:22.920 --> 0:48:25.839
<v Speaker 2>which was resentment, end up being resentment. And I was like, wow,

0:48:26.640 --> 0:48:29.320
<v Speaker 2>like imagine just being so in tune that if you

0:48:29.800 --> 0:48:32.880
<v Speaker 2>if you address these things that you have not addressed emotionally,

0:48:33.719 --> 0:48:36.479
<v Speaker 2>you can find them in your body and like relate

0:48:36.640 --> 0:48:40.080
<v Speaker 2>like it's correlated. You know, absolutely all of it is.

0:48:40.320 --> 0:48:42.200
<v Speaker 1>We're aliens, we're.

0:48:42.080 --> 0:48:44.920
<v Speaker 2>Computers, network systems, and we're the top programmer and we

0:48:45.000 --> 0:48:46.120
<v Speaker 2>got to get with the programs.

0:48:46.719 --> 0:48:48.640
<v Speaker 1>So like, if you're that with that analogy, hit with

0:48:48.680 --> 0:48:50.400
<v Speaker 1>that analogy, baby, if you're that bitch.

0:48:50.960 --> 0:48:54.240
<v Speaker 2>And you know you're that bitch. Then programming, bitch.

0:48:54.160 --> 0:48:57.239
<v Speaker 1>Program me, program me, program you, because you know we

0:48:57.400 --> 0:48:59.560
<v Speaker 1>program tell the rest of the cells to get what

0:48:59.600 --> 0:49:00.480
<v Speaker 1>the fucking program.

0:49:00.760 --> 0:49:04.000
<v Speaker 2>You're not afraid of shit, you're a winner. And that's it,

0:49:04.280 --> 0:49:06.239
<v Speaker 2>Like that is the reprogramm that needs to happen. But

0:49:06.280 --> 0:49:08.640
<v Speaker 2>first we eat the pious seeds to take out the

0:49:08.760 --> 0:49:13.840
<v Speaker 2>virus up one. Oh my god, wow, that's this is

0:49:14.000 --> 0:49:17.200
<v Speaker 2>very important information, I think. So they might mute us

0:49:17.239 --> 0:49:19.200
<v Speaker 2>on the internet for saying this. Now we're gonna get

0:49:19.200 --> 0:49:21.920
<v Speaker 2>targeted just for saying this. Fore, you eat ten to

0:49:22.000 --> 0:49:24.840
<v Speaker 2>pious seeds, we get deleted. Well, also to remember what

0:49:24.840 --> 0:49:26.640
<v Speaker 2>we discovered back in the day. We've had some pretty

0:49:26.680 --> 0:49:28.719
<v Speaker 2>good discoveries on good moms in the last six years.

0:49:28.760 --> 0:49:30.839
<v Speaker 2>We also discovered because you know, this is a shit

0:49:30.880 --> 0:49:31.880
<v Speaker 2>the man don't want you to know.

0:49:31.920 --> 0:49:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I want you to know this kind of stuff.

0:49:33.320 --> 0:49:36.359
<v Speaker 2>The pio seeds, if your man takes them, is also

0:49:36.440 --> 0:49:39.920
<v Speaker 2>a natural birth control and then once he stops taking them,

0:49:40.400 --> 0:49:41.640
<v Speaker 2>he can that in you and if you want to

0:49:41.680 --> 0:49:43.919
<v Speaker 2>have a baby, you can. He can be on natural

0:49:44.000 --> 0:49:46.480
<v Speaker 2>birth control. But the government doesn't want you to know

0:49:48.880 --> 0:49:50.160
<v Speaker 2>the pio seeds, cure's everything.

0:49:52.040 --> 0:49:56.600
<v Speaker 1>Four If people get pregnant because of our fucking we.

0:49:56.760 --> 0:50:00.839
<v Speaker 2>Are not health doctors. This is wea at ninety nine

0:50:00.880 --> 0:50:03.640
<v Speaker 2>point nine. This is only nine nine point nine percent active.

0:50:03.800 --> 0:50:07.960
<v Speaker 1>Your body will God will do whatever she wants. I

0:50:08.120 --> 0:50:08.360
<v Speaker 1>know that.

0:50:08.600 --> 0:50:10.600
<v Speaker 2>That's why a bitch is on that. I you dizzy?

0:50:10.880 --> 0:50:15.400
<v Speaker 1>Are you speaking of sex? Do we have any horries?

0:50:16.400 --> 0:50:17.520
<v Speaker 1>It's horry timing me?

0:50:18.360 --> 0:50:22.400
<v Speaker 2>Let it. It's joints, baby, thank you, honey stories.

0:50:23.960 --> 0:50:26.719
<v Speaker 1>I think we need a fresh joint like this little joint.

0:50:27.200 --> 0:50:30.480
<v Speaker 2>We don't know little joint bitches, little joints around here.

0:50:30.840 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 1>Where's my where's my pack?

0:50:34.160 --> 0:50:34.600
<v Speaker 2>Shut up?

0:50:34.920 --> 0:50:36.839
<v Speaker 1>Let me get my pack up. Hold on these little

0:50:36.880 --> 0:50:39.439
<v Speaker 1>tidy gys. Little these are my favorite joints. I fucking

0:50:39.520 --> 0:50:41.800
<v Speaker 1>love these joints. They comes like they're perfect. They're like

0:50:41.840 --> 0:50:46.000
<v Speaker 1>the perfect joints for a little mini working moms and people.

0:50:46.200 --> 0:50:48.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's also for adults who you can't get too

0:50:48.239 --> 0:50:50.719
<v Speaker 2>too high. I mean these kids are kind of hot. Yeah,

0:50:50.760 --> 0:50:53.719
<v Speaker 2>they do just enough. This is a fact, because the

0:50:53.760 --> 0:50:59.799
<v Speaker 2>bitch is high. Are we ready for? Are you ready

0:50:59.840 --> 0:51:00.359
<v Speaker 2>for the horr?

0:51:03.120 --> 0:51:04.120
<v Speaker 1>Said? You have a horry for us?

0:51:05.000 --> 0:51:07.160
<v Speaker 2>I don't even I'm not really permitted to tell this horry.

0:51:07.239 --> 0:51:09.320
<v Speaker 2>I was just at a dinner and the girl was

0:51:09.360 --> 0:51:11.120
<v Speaker 2>telling us the hurry, and I was like, I'm about

0:51:11.120 --> 0:51:18.120
<v Speaker 2>to use this the tea. So basically, the girl that

0:51:18.239 --> 0:51:21.239
<v Speaker 2>I was at having drinks with with some friends and

0:51:21.320 --> 0:51:25.919
<v Speaker 2>a cousin. She's a friend of a friend, she lives

0:51:25.960 --> 0:51:28.839
<v Speaker 2>out here. She has a son, but she her job

0:51:28.920 --> 0:51:31.000
<v Speaker 2>had suspended her for thirty days without pay.

0:51:31.280 --> 0:51:32.520
<v Speaker 1>What does she do to get suspended?

0:51:32.640 --> 0:51:36.120
<v Speaker 2>And ask all that listen all the story, so you know,

0:51:38.400 --> 0:51:40.160
<v Speaker 2>mama got do what you gotta do. The son's tuition

0:51:40.360 --> 0:51:42.120
<v Speaker 2>is due, She's like, fuck, what the fuck is up?

0:51:43.280 --> 0:51:45.920
<v Speaker 2>So she calls one of her whole friends, and her

0:51:45.960 --> 0:51:48.279
<v Speaker 2>whole friends tells her has a whole friend iBOT you

0:51:48.320 --> 0:51:51.160
<v Speaker 2>if you need to. You need to get in the places,

0:51:51.239 --> 0:51:54.799
<v Speaker 2>find out the news, find the money. So the girl

0:51:55.120 --> 0:51:57.960
<v Speaker 2>basically tells her about this sight and I don't know

0:51:58.000 --> 0:51:59.719
<v Speaker 2>the site. I gotta verify the site. I know y'all

0:51:59.760 --> 0:52:01.719
<v Speaker 2>gonna be Colin asking about this site. I'm gonna find

0:52:01.719 --> 0:52:04.080
<v Speaker 2>out what it is. But you got to pay one fifty.

0:52:04.160 --> 0:52:05.960
<v Speaker 2>So it's like a real host site. It's basically like

0:52:06.000 --> 0:52:07.560
<v Speaker 2>you gotta invest invest in this hole.

0:52:07.560 --> 0:52:07.759
<v Speaker 1>Ship.

0:52:07.880 --> 0:52:13.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I thought of all the host sites I

0:52:13.920 --> 0:52:14.759
<v Speaker 2>put myself.

0:52:14.480 --> 0:52:16.840
<v Speaker 1>On the way, I put myself on a feef okay,

0:52:18.239 --> 0:52:19.279
<v Speaker 1>like sugar Daddy.

0:52:19.239 --> 0:52:21.200
<v Speaker 2>Sugar Daddy for me dot com. I just had a

0:52:21.239 --> 0:52:23.520
<v Speaker 2>flashback of all the attempt at hotimes. That just is

0:52:23.600 --> 0:52:24.040
<v Speaker 2>another one.

0:52:24.080 --> 0:52:24.879
<v Speaker 1>What was that other one?

0:52:25.320 --> 0:52:27.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, you know you're not a hope. Your attempts

0:52:27.560 --> 0:52:30.640
<v Speaker 2>to be a host suck. This is me, nothing ever happened.

0:52:30.760 --> 0:52:31.680
<v Speaker 2>I always never.

0:52:31.600 --> 0:52:33.400
<v Speaker 1>Met one one one of my not met one. No

0:52:33.520 --> 0:52:34.040
<v Speaker 1>John for me.

0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:41.120
<v Speaker 2>So, okay, she invests one fifty and she decides she's

0:52:41.160 --> 0:52:44.279
<v Speaker 2>gonna do it, and and on the East coast in DC.

0:52:44.480 --> 0:52:46.600
<v Speaker 2>She's never been, so I'm not sure why she did that.

0:52:46.840 --> 0:52:47.800
<v Speaker 1>Probably doesn't know anybody.

0:52:47.800 --> 0:52:50.239
<v Speaker 2>I think the girl was there. Maybe the girl was, Yeah,

0:52:50.239 --> 0:52:54.239
<v Speaker 2>that's that's that's where I would go to. So she

0:52:54.400 --> 0:52:58.839
<v Speaker 2>only buys a one way ticket and a one night

0:52:58.840 --> 0:53:02.600
<v Speaker 2>at a hotel. She signs up for the she signs

0:53:02.680 --> 0:53:04.960
<v Speaker 2>up for the site or her little burner phone and

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:09.120
<v Speaker 2>gets on the flight. Okay, I think, oh, I think

0:53:09.360 --> 0:53:10.800
<v Speaker 2>she uses someone else's pictures.

0:53:10.840 --> 0:53:13.120
<v Speaker 1>I forgot. We had to asked all these questions on

0:53:13.239 --> 0:53:15.920
<v Speaker 1>the site, different pictures. Yeah, so she go why now,

0:53:15.920 --> 0:53:17.759
<v Speaker 1>why would you do that? Because now this niggas gonna

0:53:17.760 --> 0:53:19.279
<v Speaker 1>show up and you ain't gonna look like Maybe she

0:53:19.320 --> 0:53:21.040
<v Speaker 1>did use pictures. I forgot, but she was saying that

0:53:21.120 --> 0:53:22.359
<v Speaker 1>her friend uses somebody else.

0:53:22.480 --> 0:53:25.120
<v Speaker 2>This is, you know whose whose pictures? She uses? Mystika?

0:53:25.680 --> 0:53:28.880
<v Speaker 2>Her friend who's mistika? Never mind, I know you know

0:53:29.480 --> 0:53:43.160
<v Speaker 2>what the mistika sticker chik a la chikailana. Oh, anyway,

0:53:43.280 --> 0:53:45.400
<v Speaker 2>that's she's a side note that. Okay.

0:53:45.600 --> 0:53:47.760
<v Speaker 1>So she flies I was telling secrets on the podcast

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:48.880
<v Speaker 1>on YouTube.

0:53:49.640 --> 0:53:54.880
<v Speaker 2>Come here because I know you know. Okay. So she

0:53:54.960 --> 0:53:57.080
<v Speaker 2>flies into Baltimore. She has to take a train or

0:53:57.160 --> 0:53:59.520
<v Speaker 2>take an uber or whatever from Baltimore to the hotel

0:53:59.560 --> 0:54:01.719
<v Speaker 2>in DC. She's like, A good, that's a good.

0:54:01.960 --> 0:54:04.360
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, I got distracted back on the other detail, and

0:54:04.360 --> 0:54:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I was like, actually, that's a that's a that's a good.

0:54:08.160 --> 0:54:08.920
<v Speaker 2>Two years.

0:54:10.280 --> 0:54:10.560
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

0:54:11.320 --> 0:54:13.400
<v Speaker 2>Other than the fact that it's probably not her, I

0:54:13.440 --> 0:54:14.000
<v Speaker 2>would believe it.

0:54:14.040 --> 0:54:15.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, Okay, Sorry, I don't mind.

0:54:16.600 --> 0:54:21.399
<v Speaker 2>So she takes the uber from one city to next city.

0:54:21.640 --> 0:54:24.719
<v Speaker 2>She gets to the she she gets two John's text her,

0:54:26.200 --> 0:54:27.960
<v Speaker 2>and for some reason, she just goes with this one.

0:54:29.040 --> 0:54:30.200
<v Speaker 2>She's on the way there he's like, oh, this is

0:54:30.280 --> 0:54:32.040
<v Speaker 2>right around the corner from my house. I know that hotel.

0:54:32.280 --> 0:54:34.000
<v Speaker 2>She shows up, she realizes the hotel is like a

0:54:34.040 --> 0:54:36.279
<v Speaker 2>Boucci hotel. It's small. She's like, what the fuck I'm

0:54:36.280 --> 0:54:38.840
<v Speaker 2>gonna getting I can't get john to here. Basically, she

0:54:38.920 --> 0:54:40.120
<v Speaker 2>only gets it from one night. She goes up to

0:54:40.160 --> 0:54:41.600
<v Speaker 2>the room. The guys like, I'm in the parking lot.

0:54:41.880 --> 0:54:44.480
<v Speaker 2>She's like, what the fuck? The girl who originally put

0:54:44.520 --> 0:54:49.080
<v Speaker 2>her on the site isn't answering the phone hose. We

0:54:49.120 --> 0:54:52.920
<v Speaker 2>all know they're not reliable, okay. Sole At this point

0:54:53.000 --> 0:54:54.480
<v Speaker 2>she has her game face on. She's like, fuck it,

0:54:54.520 --> 0:54:58.800
<v Speaker 2>I gotta get this money. I'm out here. So the

0:54:58.880 --> 0:55:02.520
<v Speaker 2>guy comes up. She's all talking, like looking for her

0:55:02.560 --> 0:55:06.000
<v Speaker 2>clothes because she's got the shower, and he goes, you

0:55:06.120 --> 0:55:08.080
<v Speaker 2>must have this is your first time doing this, and

0:55:08.200 --> 0:55:11.120
<v Speaker 2>she's like fuck, Like he's on to me, and she's

0:55:11.200 --> 0:55:14.400
<v Speaker 2>like yeah. He's like I can tell she's so. I

0:55:14.440 --> 0:55:17.160
<v Speaker 2>guess she's doing a lot of talking and like, so

0:55:17.320 --> 0:55:19.680
<v Speaker 2>he's like, how much if you just want to, like

0:55:19.719 --> 0:55:21.000
<v Speaker 2>if I want to keep you know, if you want

0:55:21.040 --> 0:55:22.000
<v Speaker 2>to just if I want to hang out with you

0:55:22.080 --> 0:55:24.080
<v Speaker 2>for the week. So she's like, she just puts out

0:55:24.080 --> 0:55:27.360
<v Speaker 2>a number. I think she said like three grand. She

0:55:27.360 --> 0:55:30.040
<v Speaker 2>should have went higher, but you know, she's just trying

0:55:30.040 --> 0:55:33.480
<v Speaker 2>to cover her cross at this point. Make her you know,

0:55:33.640 --> 0:55:36.279
<v Speaker 2>make the tuition and shit. So anyway, he ends up moving.

0:55:36.360 --> 0:55:38.480
<v Speaker 2>He offers her to take her to another hotel. He

0:55:38.760 --> 0:55:42.600
<v Speaker 2>ends up moving her. He's like, you could stay at

0:55:42.640 --> 0:55:45.000
<v Speaker 2>my house and keep the money from the hotel, or

0:55:45.400 --> 0:55:47.920
<v Speaker 2>I can put you in a hotel. And so she stays.

0:55:47.960 --> 0:55:51.359
<v Speaker 2>She goes to his house. It's really nice. He gives her,

0:55:51.600 --> 0:55:53.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, he puts her up in the in the house.

0:55:53.719 --> 0:55:56.040
<v Speaker 2>He stays for a week. He buys her dresses, takes

0:55:56.080 --> 0:56:00.920
<v Speaker 2>sort of parties, museums, Like really kind, I found her

0:56:01.040 --> 0:56:03.840
<v Speaker 2>prince charming. Now it's her boyfriend. What the hell?

0:56:04.200 --> 0:56:05.439
<v Speaker 1>When Haween goes right?

0:56:05.560 --> 0:56:06.520
<v Speaker 2>When Hawian goes right?

0:56:07.280 --> 0:56:09.719
<v Speaker 1>When Haween finds me your prince charming, you know, for

0:56:09.880 --> 0:56:10.520
<v Speaker 1>years I thought.

0:56:10.400 --> 0:56:12.839
<v Speaker 2>This would be my story that I would I would

0:56:12.960 --> 0:56:15.680
<v Speaker 2>somehow find prince charming, like working at a high end

0:56:15.760 --> 0:56:20.960
<v Speaker 2>hotel or sugar Daddy's from me dot com for me

0:56:21.000 --> 0:56:23.920
<v Speaker 2>in that way. I was like, wow, girl, this is

0:56:23.960 --> 0:56:26.520
<v Speaker 2>a beautiful story. And she's showed me his picture is

0:56:26.600 --> 0:56:31.920
<v Speaker 2>kind of cute. Wow, Instinctially she knew to go with.

0:56:31.960 --> 0:56:35.120
<v Speaker 1>That one and not the other guy, you know how,

0:56:35.480 --> 0:56:36.680
<v Speaker 1>knowing also.

0:56:37.960 --> 0:56:40.160
<v Speaker 2>Hosy witches. You know why? Why do you think that

0:56:40.360 --> 0:56:47.600
<v Speaker 2>is why? I think, Oh yeah, I think when you

0:56:47.719 --> 0:56:54.160
<v Speaker 2>reach a level of disconnecting from the expectation of society

0:56:54.280 --> 0:56:57.120
<v Speaker 2>of freedom, then you have to let you get access

0:56:57.239 --> 0:57:00.360
<v Speaker 2>to those powers. I think there's a level of not

0:57:00.680 --> 0:57:02.719
<v Speaker 2>giving a fuck about people's feelings, but not giving a

0:57:02.760 --> 0:57:05.960
<v Speaker 2>fuck about how people receive you, whether it be like

0:57:06.120 --> 0:57:08.600
<v Speaker 2>in your sexual essence or in just how bold you

0:57:08.640 --> 0:57:10.920
<v Speaker 2>are and how much space you take up, whatever it

0:57:11.000 --> 0:57:13.319
<v Speaker 2>may be. Especially for women, I think when you've kind

0:57:13.360 --> 0:57:16.400
<v Speaker 2>of start stop giving a fuck about that, that's another

0:57:16.920 --> 0:57:18.520
<v Speaker 2>way to your secret powers.

0:57:18.600 --> 0:57:21.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you just don't subscribe to the dogma and you're

0:57:21.280 --> 0:57:23.120
<v Speaker 1>just like fuck it. Yeah.

0:57:24.720 --> 0:57:28.920
<v Speaker 2>So that's my host story for contribution. That woman did

0:57:28.960 --> 0:57:32.320
<v Speaker 2>not give me permission to use that story. I'm going

0:57:32.360 --> 0:57:33.920
<v Speaker 2>to try and find her dm or and tell her

0:57:34.440 --> 0:57:36.840
<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of spots missing in this story, but

0:57:36.920 --> 0:57:38.760
<v Speaker 2>basically that's the gist of it. She came out.

0:57:39.080 --> 0:57:41.800
<v Speaker 1>Well, if she's listening now, I want you to know

0:57:42.400 --> 0:57:43.600
<v Speaker 1>I commend you that's the dope.

0:57:44.080 --> 0:57:44.720
<v Speaker 2>She's in love.

0:57:45.360 --> 0:57:48.920
<v Speaker 1>I love this story. Yeah, I love it.

0:57:48.920 --> 0:57:52.760
<v Speaker 2>It's a new pretty woman. Oh my god, it is

0:57:53.240 --> 0:57:57.919
<v Speaker 2>age woman, new age pretty woman. Okay, it's a Tarot time.

0:57:58.280 --> 0:57:58.960
<v Speaker 2>Tarot time.

0:58:00.080 --> 0:58:04.720
<v Speaker 1>Pull the Night of Cups, You, guys and cups. Shout

0:58:04.760 --> 0:58:05.760
<v Speaker 1>out to Mahogany Taro.

0:58:09.240 --> 0:58:12.800
<v Speaker 2>Let's see what the stars are telling us. The Night

0:58:12.880 --> 0:58:15.760
<v Speaker 2>of Cups is a classic romantic of the Tarot deck.

0:58:16.400 --> 0:58:18.720
<v Speaker 2>He is in touch with his intuition and emotions, and

0:58:18.800 --> 0:58:22.800
<v Speaker 2>he uses them masterfully to charm and attract others. He

0:58:22.920 --> 0:58:27.640
<v Speaker 2>shows compassion and understanding towards others because he has learned

0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:32.840
<v Speaker 2>to understand his own feelings and emotions. The Knight is kind, caring,

0:58:32.960 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Speaker 2>and very in touch with his feminine side. He might

0:58:35.680 --> 0:58:38.120
<v Speaker 2>be fine. He might be found writing a romantic poem

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<v Speaker 2>to his lover. Also fine, Yes, he's probably fine. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>he clearly is fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Fine right here.

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<v Speaker 2>Creating. He may find him writing a romantic poem for

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<v Speaker 2>his lover, creating art inspired by his innermost feelings, or

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<v Speaker 2>approaching a vibrant sunset with a glass of champagne in

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<v Speaker 2>his hand. His heart is wide open and he wears

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<v Speaker 2>it on his sleeve. He shares his love freely with others,

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<v Speaker 2>without constraint or worry. He is in love with love itself.

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<v Speaker 2>When the Night of King appears in a tarror reading,

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<v Speaker 2>you thrive on all things beautiful and are inspired by

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<v Speaker 2>many creative outlets available to you. While the Page of

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<v Speaker 2>Cups was inspired by an imaginative idea, the Night of

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<v Speaker 2>Cups is motivated by action. You have dreamed about what

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<v Speaker 2>it is you want to create, and now are moving

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<v Speaker 2>forward within this dream to make it a reality. It

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<v Speaker 2>may be an art project or something you feel called

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<v Speaker 2>to do based on your emotions, imagination, and intuition. Be

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<v Speaker 2>open to exploring your passions and your big ideas. You

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<v Speaker 2>may find yourself drawn to a particular passion or hobby

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<v Speaker 2>and now is the time to turn it into something.

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<v Speaker 1>Ooh and come to our Mother's Day Retreat in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 1>Sounds like you need to come and stop sleeping on

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<v Speaker 1>yourself sis and come to our retreat. We're doing a

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<v Speaker 1>Mother's Day weekend retreat at centered round creativity and wellness

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<v Speaker 1>and tapping into your gifts and your arts through play,

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<v Speaker 1>through pleasure.

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<v Speaker 2>Through creative expression.

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<v Speaker 1>Creative expression through real real shit though too like real

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<v Speaker 1>actual tools on how to you know, take your little

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<v Speaker 1>side hustle to the next level. So I'm really excited

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<v Speaker 1>to connect with all the ladies in Atlanta at our

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<v Speaker 1>little mini mansion because we don't got a little mini

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<v Speaker 2>You house, that's a mansion mansion.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, it's not even little. It's a mansion mansion,

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<v Speaker 1>cam hanging makers, we got acres and shit akers.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm excited. I'm excited to go to Atlanta and like

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<v Speaker 2>just be in a really intimate space and create together. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's a different energy than our normal good vibratry,

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<v Speaker 1>but like similar but more I don't know. Yeah, I'm excited.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited to see who who who we attract to

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