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Speaker 1: you want to be a cold bitch, just be a

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Speaker 1: cold bitch, okay? And I was like, you know what.

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Speaker 2: No fighting that coldness. I'm going to be a hugitch.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to be a cold bitch. I want

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Speaker 2: The crazy part is it actually requires work, yeah, to

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Speaker 2: not be a cold bitch.

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Speaker 1: We're back, bitches.

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Speaker 2: It's twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to season two of Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 1: Because you didn't know that. Our first season was three

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Speaker 1: hundred episodes.

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Speaker 2: Welcome back, well, come back, welcome back, Welcome back to

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Speaker 2: Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 1: I'm Erica and I'm Nila, and it is fucking January.

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Speaker 1: We're like in it. It's like twenty it's twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 2: It's twenty twenty four. It is Life Path eight this year.

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Speaker 1: What the fuck does that mean? You keep up? There's

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Speaker 1: so many path there's so many.

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Speaker 2: There's many things I don't it's only nine.

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Speaker 1: There's a life paths. There's astrology, there's a human design,

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Speaker 1: there's the JQ whatever the fuck test?

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Speaker 2: Yeah that one.

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Speaker 1: There's so many tests. I've done them all. Oh, I

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Speaker 2: I don't know what that one is either, but I have.

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Speaker 1: It's like the ones that make you take when you're

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Speaker 1: like trying to be in big like yeah, important jobs.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I guess the point of the matter.

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Speaker 1: What is life path eight?

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Speaker 2: I have a look at that. Okay, what's your life?

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Speaker 2: Do you know your life path number?

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Speaker 1: I found out, but I don't remember.

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Speaker 2: I'll tell you. Let me tell you how you do it.

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Speaker 2: You add up the numbers on your birthday, but you

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Speaker 2: you add them together. So you're ten twenty five nineteen

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Speaker 2: seven is fifteen.

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Speaker 1: Already lost cow.

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Speaker 2: Seven? Wait, nineteen eighty seven, that's fifteen, that's six seven

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Speaker 2: For me.

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Speaker 1: I think there's no calculator that does No, it's ten

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Speaker 2: Eight nine.

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Speaker 1: What I love when Mila tries to do math out

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Speaker 2: Where's what you're talking so much to? Stressing and making

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Speaker 1: she's like twenty thousand plus twenty two point four seven

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Speaker 1: can do it. I'm like, bitch, what are you talking about?

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Speaker 2: Because I have to write it down.

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Speaker 1: Okay, wait, I got it.

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Speaker 2: Eight nine.

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Speaker 1: Wait, your life path number equals one plus seven plus

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Speaker 2: What does this mean? Don't listen. Your life path number

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Speaker 1: So it's what is this?

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Speaker 1: Those with life path number six tend to be the

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Speaker 2: and the how do you say when you plant the seed, the.

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Speaker 1: Sow, plant the seed, plant, sow the seeds you reaped.

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Speaker 2: Reap the seeds you sow, reap the seeds you sow.

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Speaker 2: Whatever funk the wait.

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Speaker 1: rewind our last episode of the year, which was really special.

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Speaker 1: been listening to the show since the beginning. And remember

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Speaker 1: to Nelly and her Puerto Rican roots. Cheers, my dear cheers,

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Speaker 1: Happy New Year, Happy happy.

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Speaker 2: New Year, and cheers to you. Cheers.

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Speaker 1: I've had about three of these already, which probably leads

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Speaker 1: to why we're a little bit talking in circlear and

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Speaker 1: doing weird math. Which math?

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Speaker 1: So life path eight means abundance in creativity and finances.

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Speaker 1: I feel that. I feel that, Yes, we.

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Speaker 1: No, that's kind of a fucked up like.

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Speaker 2: Let me see my life? My number nine is hm, wait,

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Speaker 2: Wait, are you ready? Six and nine? Of course that

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Speaker 2: At the end. So I know it's a new year

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Speaker 1: And it was like we're here, We're gonna We're here

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Speaker 1: Literally that's what was my thought, Like when I woke

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Speaker 2: Well, that's the thing. We'll find something if we're not conscious,

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Speaker 1: You have to acknowledge them. Yeah, it's so important because

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Speaker 2: But you have to respect the divinity of it all.

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Speaker 2: those things. And you know, even talking about all of

438
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Speaker 2: the all of our powers that we have unlocked in

439
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:19,760
Speaker 2: this process, I thought, I think about that, you know,

440
00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:23,359
Speaker 2: and people because I imagine where we were prior to

441
00:23:23,440 --> 00:23:25,520
Speaker 2: starting this, and you see people like not that we're

442
00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 2: on TV, we're on YouTube. Yet it's like, you know,

443
00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:38,840
Speaker 2: people are like I want to think. You know, all

444
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,560
Speaker 2: you gotta do is believe in yourself. You know, they

445
00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:43,840
Speaker 2: accept the award and everyone's like, god, my mama, and

446
00:23:44,280 --> 00:23:46,320
Speaker 2: all everyone can do this. You said the believe yourself

447
00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:48,600
Speaker 2: and you're like, shut the fuck up. Bit easy for

448
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,680
Speaker 2: you to say, you know. And I had to think

449
00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:55,040
Speaker 2: about the moment, like what was the unlocking of the powers,

450
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Speaker 2: And there are obviously lots of moments.

451
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Speaker 1: There was that time by the Christmas Tree. One of

452
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Speaker 1: those moments was was the last win twenty twenty Winter.

453
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Speaker 2: Solstice, twenty twenty Winter Solstice.

454
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Speaker 1: We unlocked all the black people unlock their magical powers.

455
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Speaker 1: O day. You know what I'm talking about. You know

456
00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:12,359
Speaker 1: what the fuck I'm talking about.

457
00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,439
Speaker 2: But if you didn't unlock.

458
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Speaker 1: I don't know what to tell you, but do you

459
00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:19,359
Speaker 1: even that day you know what I realized and what

460
00:24:19,480 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 1: you said.

461
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Speaker 2: It just came to me. In all of the unlocking,

462
00:24:23,320 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 2: every single mine is some of the painful unlockings, which

463
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Speaker 2: are mostly lessons to the unlocking. The unlocking is always

464
00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:35,280
Speaker 2: almost ninety nine point nine percent playful. It's almost always

465
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:38,159
Speaker 2: so fucking magical and so fun. You're like, this is

466
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:40,600
Speaker 2: not real. This is a movie. And I think that

467
00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:45,879
Speaker 2: those type of those type of events can only happen

468
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:51,520
Speaker 2: when you're totally calm and chill and cool and safe.

469
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Speaker 2: And that's why a lot of them happened on vacation

470
00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:55,840
Speaker 2: or on mushrooms and you're living room on Christmas to

471
00:24:55,840 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 2: worry about the next day. But there is a level

472
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Speaker 2: of like I don't know, like ha, you have to

473
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 2: be in to even see the shit, you know, like, oh,

474
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,639
Speaker 2: there's my grandma, you know what I mean? Because like

475
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:11,000
Speaker 2: when we're constantly in this go go, go go go,

476
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:12,840
Speaker 2: or this like I'm not good enough, this is not

477
00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:15,560
Speaker 2: good enough, I'm not making enough money, this like, it's

478
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:18,639
Speaker 2: harder to see those things. And it's like once you

479
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:21,399
Speaker 2: get into the place where you can feel relaxed. Then

480
00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:24,359
Speaker 2: you can see your galactic team and then you can

481
00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 2: unlock and get to this next point, you know, and

482
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Speaker 2: get the house and manifest the thing. Because I think

483
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Speaker 2: even for me too, like moving this year and like

484
00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:38,920
Speaker 2: they're being quite it was an obstacle doing that. You know,

485
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:40,920
Speaker 2: you think you know what you need to do, and

486
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,560
Speaker 2: you're like, how am I going to achieve this goal?

487
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,399
Speaker 2: But there is something so beautiful about coming home and

488
00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:49,080
Speaker 2: being like I love it here, this is my house

489
00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:51,760
Speaker 2: and I feel good in it, and everything is exactly

490
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:55,160
Speaker 2: as I designed it. And even that is a reminder

491
00:25:55,359 --> 00:26:00,400
Speaker 2: that your galactic team is working with you. And it's

492
00:26:00,440 --> 00:26:05,520
Speaker 2: like in every accomplishment, acknowledging them in its presence. That's

493
00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:07,200
Speaker 2: how you achieve it, That's how you get there.

494
00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, it's true. You have to revere them and

495
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:14,800
Speaker 1: and you know, it feels different for everyone, like some people,

496
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:17,359
Speaker 1: for me, like it's an energy present. There are times

497
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:19,960
Speaker 1: like when I was in that meditation, I could see faces,

498
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:25,080
Speaker 1: I could feel literally like I could feel like the closeness.

499
00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:28,000
Speaker 1: It literally felt like they were like hovered around me,

500
00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:35,159
Speaker 1: like looking over me. But I just think like as

501
00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:37,240
Speaker 1: I'm as I'm reflecting on like the beginning of my

502
00:26:37,359 --> 00:26:41,240
Speaker 1: year and the journey, and like the message really has

503
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:46,280
Speaker 1: been that all paths lead to you, and that you

504
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 1: can avoid, you can distract, you can do all the

505
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:54,439
Speaker 1: things nurture, you can love, you can fuck, you can

506
00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 1: do all these things, but ultimately you gotta sit with yourself.

507
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:03,280
Speaker 1: It's ultimately you can distract as much as you want,

508
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,480
Speaker 1: but you can and you can run as much as

509
00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:09,119
Speaker 1: you want, and you can try to change even like

510
00:27:09,840 --> 00:27:11,280
Speaker 1: when I'm when I was saying, like I woke up

511
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:12,520
Speaker 1: here and I was like I moved in here, and

512
00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:14,840
Speaker 1: I was like, am I going to choose to have

513
00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:16,320
Speaker 1: a problem with something else?

514
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:16,560
Speaker 2: Now?

515
00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 1: Like you know, and I it's my choice whether I

516
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 1: do that. You know, it's nobody else's choice because outwardly

517
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:27,760
Speaker 1: everyone will be like, oh my god, she has she's

518
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,119
Speaker 1: got it, she's great, and it's like, yeah, it is,

519
00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:32,000
Speaker 1: and I do and I and I do feel that way,

520
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,200
Speaker 1: and I have chosen that because there's always going to

521
00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:36,040
Speaker 1: be something else. There's always going.

522
00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:37,360
Speaker 2: To be there's always gon to be an obstacle.

523
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:42,600
Speaker 1: So it's gonna be an obstacle, you know, And I

524
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 1: guess the reminder and like the lesson is to just

525
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 1: to just trust where you're going and trust the process

526
00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 1: and just.

527
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 2: Be and just be committed to finding the magic and everything.

528
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:08,320
Speaker 2: You know, like, of course there's things that are ugly,

529
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:10,320
Speaker 2: and there are things that are painful, and there are

530
00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:13,600
Speaker 2: things that are annoying, and there are things that you know,

531
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,680
Speaker 2: the kids don't listen and they don't pick up after

532
00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:18,280
Speaker 2: themselves and people are fucking ungrateful and all those things,

533
00:28:18,359 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 2: But like where where's the sweet part? You know, like

534
00:28:22,320 --> 00:28:24,840
Speaker 2: that is truly the only thing we have to do

535
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 2: in life, is like stay alive and find where it's sweet,

536
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:29,720
Speaker 2: because this is this is all we got and it's

537
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:30,639
Speaker 2: so short.

538
00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:33,200
Speaker 1: It is true. It is about finding the magic and everything,

539
00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 1: even the fucked up shit, like really like trying to

540
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:39,960
Speaker 1: find the magic, even in like the darkest corners of

541
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,240
Speaker 1: whatever happened to you last year or whatever you're going

542
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:46,280
Speaker 1: through right now. The beauty of it all is that

543
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:49,840
Speaker 1: there's always more. Like if you choose, if you choose

544
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:52,520
Speaker 1: to move on from something that you know doesn't serve you,

545
00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:57,440
Speaker 1: you know you're at there's no penalty, there's no penalty,

546
00:28:57,520 --> 00:29:00,760
Speaker 1: but there's there's you are guaranteed that there is going

547
00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:03,480
Speaker 1: to be something else, you know, like and then you

548
00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:06,400
Speaker 1: get to decide if it's better, you know. And when

549
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 1: I was thinking about like the path, and we kind

550
00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 1: of dove into this in our meditation at the beginning

551
00:29:12,160 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 1: of this year of just like how like the journey

552
00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 1: of the path looks looks different all the way around,

553
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:26,640
Speaker 1: Like the seasons change, how you feel changes, what you

554
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:31,480
Speaker 1: see changes. But really it's a mindset of like how

555
00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:37,040
Speaker 1: you how you choose to really transmute whatever it is

556
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:39,600
Speaker 1: that you're experiencing. Like I could be driving through a

557
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:43,600
Speaker 1: winter cold I could be driving up a winter cold

558
00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:45,760
Speaker 1: road it's snowing crazy, and I'd be like, what the

559
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:48,280
Speaker 1: fuck I hated here? I fucking hated here. Or I

560
00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:50,000
Speaker 1: could be driving and be like, oh my god, it's

561
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 1: so beautiful here, look at the snow. The seasons are changing,

562
00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: And it's really just a matter of like mind perspective

563
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,080
Speaker 1: and perspective.

564
00:29:57,720 --> 00:30:01,120
Speaker 2: Absol fucking lutely. It's literally like the is a glass

565
00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:04,200
Speaker 2: half cup? I mean, is the glass half empty or

566
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,800
Speaker 2: half full? Type shit? Yeah, you know, it's literally the

567
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 2: simplest thing is like removing the veil of like ugliness

568
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:12,520
Speaker 2: and be like, oh my God, I'm alive and breathing

569
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:16,160
Speaker 2: and I can move, huh, you know, and it changes everything.

570
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: Like even like if you're living and say you've lived

571
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:20,040
Speaker 1: in your hometown for years and years and you're like

572
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:21,720
Speaker 1: ready to get the fuck out, but you're not. You

573
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:23,680
Speaker 1: can't right now. It's like, so what are you gonna do.

574
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:26,160
Speaker 1: You're gonna wake up every morning be fucking miserable that

575
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,440
Speaker 1: you live in this town, or you're gonna drive today

576
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:31,400
Speaker 1: and getting your car and appreciate some of the things

577
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 1: that maybe like you didn't even think to appreciate that

578
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: beautiful tree that always kind of tells you when fall

579
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:40,520
Speaker 1: is hitting, and it's like all these beautiful leaves are

580
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:43,120
Speaker 1: on the ground that you've never really appreciated. Like it's

581
00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:46,000
Speaker 1: just as simple as that type of mind shift to

582
00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:50,320
Speaker 1: really change your perspective around even bigger topics. And I

583
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:52,600
Speaker 1: think sometimes we get so caught up and stuck in

584
00:30:54,240 --> 00:30:57,520
Speaker 1: what we don't have and what we haven't achieved. And sometimes,

585
00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,960
Speaker 1: you know, these New Year's markers can feel so overwhelmed

586
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 1: because they're like a they're like a time stamp or

587
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 1: like a like yeah, like a time stamp on a

588
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:09,080
Speaker 1: note to like everything that maybe you didn't check off

589
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:12,720
Speaker 1: your list in twenty twenty three, and I know we

590
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 1: like people talk about this every year. It's like, don't

591
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:18,360
Speaker 1: be so hard on yourself, but really don't really don't

592
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:23,040
Speaker 1: you know, and and just and see what happens when

593
00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:25,720
Speaker 1: you don't, and probably you'll check more shit off your

594
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,760
Speaker 1: list when you just don't do that.

595
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 2: Well, you have to remind yourself that your worth is

596
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 2: not tied to your productivity and that you are not perfect.

597
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:39,200
Speaker 2: None of us are perfect and that's okay, and you're

598
00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,520
Speaker 2: gonna fuck up. And it's really about like picking yourself

599
00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:46,160
Speaker 2: up gently every time instead of being like I'm the problem,

600
00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:49,240
Speaker 2: nothing good happens for me, like I'm lazy, I'm this,

601
00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:54,200
Speaker 2: I'm that, Like stop giving these forever titles to moments,

602
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 2: you know, especially when you know better.

603
00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:58,640
Speaker 1: But if your worth is tied to your productivity, because

604
00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 1: there is a like I guess that is on a

605
00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 1: healthy concept, right and I don't know, like you know,

606
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:07,320
Speaker 1: people say that a lot, but just make sure if

607
00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,440
Speaker 1: it is, like, at least make what you're doing. But

608
00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 1: whatever productivity means to you, that it's intentional and that

609
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 1: like it doesn't have to be a crazy output to

610
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:22,960
Speaker 1: be productive doesn't necessarily mean to fucking kill yourself or.

611
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:24,120
Speaker 2: Be on the laptop all day.

612
00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,560
Speaker 1: You know, it means to like do something that's nourishing

613
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:30,600
Speaker 1: to your soul, nourishing to your evolution, and that can

614
00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,880
Speaker 1: feel really good, and that can be linked.

615
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 2: To your worth or even just like honoring yourself, like

616
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 2: I'm tired today, say no, lay the fuck down, like

617
00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:42,240
Speaker 2: that is a part of productivity. But I think the

618
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 2: Western world makes us feel that everything is so go

619
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:48,959
Speaker 2: go go move, money, money, money, success and what success

620
00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:51,960
Speaker 2: looks like. But I think I think we forget that

621
00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 2: just by existing, just by being born, that we're worthy

622
00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:58,440
Speaker 2: and supposed to be here and worthy of love and

623
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:05,120
Speaker 2: worthy of like peace and rest and like making those

624
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:10,440
Speaker 2: all equally as important and not just like this Western

625
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:15,480
Speaker 2: view of work work, work, work, work, you have to

626
00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 2: actually also be doing work on yourself, and work on

627
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:22,360
Speaker 2: yourself does require that you tend to yourself and your needs.

628
00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:25,520
Speaker 2: And that's in rest too, and in play and in

629
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:27,960
Speaker 2: you know, all the things that are not necessarily in

630
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,440
Speaker 2: the rule book. And I think that's just like another

631
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:34,880
Speaker 2: ode to good mom's bad choices is because who's to say,

632
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,280
Speaker 2: going to play for the weekend and not you know,

633
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 2: saying playing hookie from work or whatever the fuck you

634
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:43,720
Speaker 2: need to do is bad. It's necessary, you know, sometimes

635
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,520
Speaker 2: you have to run away. Sometimes you have to get

636
00:33:45,560 --> 00:33:48,680
Speaker 2: the fuck away. You have to listen to you. That

637
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:52,080
Speaker 2: is that voice inside of yourself is important.

638
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:59,160
Speaker 1: It is very important. And half the time, like you know,

639
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:02,920
Speaker 1: like people don't even We put so much pressure on

640
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 1: ourselves and people are not even thinking about us, right

641
00:34:06,600 --> 00:34:08,759
Speaker 1: we be like, oh my god, we're late.

642
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 2: They're gonna hate us.

643
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,040
Speaker 1: Or this or that, or we didn't put the product,

644
00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:13,000
Speaker 1: like no one even knew it was coming, bitch. No

645
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:16,239
Speaker 1: one knew the Instagram post was gonna drop, no one

646
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:20,440
Speaker 1: knew the email didn't go out. No one cared except you.

647
00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:25,000
Speaker 1: And now you've literally aged yourself two point five years

648
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:27,600
Speaker 1: in three months because you've stressed yourself out for no

649
00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:28,320
Speaker 1: fucking reason.

650
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:32,320
Speaker 2: That's the thing. It's like, as you get older, you

651
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 2: better listen to yourself.

652
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:34,920
Speaker 1: And that's what I feel like. I feel like in

653
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,800
Speaker 1: this mid thirty range of age, I have to be

654
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:41,279
Speaker 1: really careful about my energy because that shit can age me,

655
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:45,919
Speaker 1: like literally it will make me look older. And I've

656
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:48,279
Speaker 1: seen it. I've seen myself and looked in the mirror

657
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:54,160
Speaker 1: and seen energetically. If I am like fucked up, I

658
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 1: look older, and I've seen like myself look younger when

659
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: I'm like lighter.

660
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:03,080
Speaker 2: Well, let's think about it. Heavy energy is heavy energy.

661
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:07,000
Speaker 2: It's gonna bring your face down. Heavy energy gives you wrinkles,

662
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:08,640
Speaker 2: it's gonna bring all your skin down.

663
00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: But like light energy, I've also been really beautiful when

664
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:15,200
Speaker 1: I'm sad depressed, Yeah, because I get like I haven't

665
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:18,040
Speaker 1: because I get skinny, notoriously if not. But it's a

666
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 1: specific type of sadness in which requires where I don't eat.

667
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:24,560
Speaker 1: There's like the sadness of like, there's like sadness where

668
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:27,520
Speaker 1: I overeat bitches. You know, if you're listening right now,

669
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:30,080
Speaker 1: you know what the I'm talking about. You know, there's

670
00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:33,600
Speaker 1: a sadness that makes you starve, you can't keep anything down,

671
00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:35,520
Speaker 1: you can't eat. Then there's the other sadness where you

672
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,759
Speaker 1: just want to eat ice cream and sit there. And

673
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 1: they're two distinct different sadnesses. The one that where I

674
00:35:42,719 --> 00:35:45,400
Speaker 1: don't eat, I actually do look better. You like that sadness,

675
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:47,560
Speaker 1: that's that's the sadness, that's good sadness that.

676
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:50,400
Speaker 2: I but I'm pretty sure there's also you know, the

677
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 2: the l happiness.

678
00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:56,680
Speaker 1: Yes, happiness is the more ideal one for everyone.

679
00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:59,800
Speaker 2: You're gonna be skinny, but you're gonna be a bitch everybody.

680
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 1: So yeah, so that's yeah, lonely, this is is that

681
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 1: what I said. But I don't condone the things that's said,

682
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 1: but yeah, I do. I feel like I have to

683
00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:21,600
Speaker 1: be more intentional about how I move through stress. And

684
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:24,640
Speaker 1: I know that just because of like just diseases in

685
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 1: my family, how I've seen them manifest and stress, like cancer,

686
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:34,919
Speaker 1: autoimmune diseases literally triggered by stress, and that shit runs

687
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:37,359
Speaker 1: deep in my family. Like I could be out here

688
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:40,160
Speaker 1: bald any second, bitch, I could really be out here

689
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 1: bald at any moment. Okay, we never know, Like if

690
00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:45,840
Speaker 1: I start losing an eyebrow, just know the stress is

691
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,319
Speaker 1: hit and the autoimmune disease has creeped in. I mean

692
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:54,360
Speaker 1: it's the truth though, Like uh, stress, anger, resentment, that

693
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:58,480
Speaker 1: is the type of shit, jealousy that makes you physically ill.

694
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:01,400
Speaker 1: And y'all keep playing and it's really true, Like you

695
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,719
Speaker 1: don't want to be a bitch, It's gonna make you ugly,

696
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:06,839
Speaker 1: you know what? Maybe that's like the campaign, because nobody

697
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:09,880
Speaker 1: wants to be ugly. Everybody's vain, so maybe they're like, oh,

698
00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:13,280
Speaker 1: I'm kind, then I'll be guess what public service announcement.

699
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:17,279
Speaker 1: If you are a nice, kind person, you will look better.

700
00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 1: You will be a finer bitch, you'll be more youthful,

701
00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:23,120
Speaker 1: you will be more fine, you will be more appealing.

702
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:25,839
Speaker 2: I don't know if this works though.

703
00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:27,960
Speaker 1: If you're just being nice just to be more appealing,

704
00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:32,799
Speaker 1: your skin will look tighter, you'll get six pack if

705
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:33,319
Speaker 1: you're nice.

706
00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:38,319
Speaker 2: If you find yourself genuinely just not wanting to be kind,

707
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:41,840
Speaker 2: feeling like a bitch and loving it, you're ready to

708
00:37:41,920 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 2: dig deeper.

709
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:43,920
Speaker 1: I've felt that way, but.

710
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:44,920
Speaker 2: There's probably something.

711
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:49,959
Speaker 1: There's something deeper, though, There's something like you're deeply sad

712
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:51,839
Speaker 1: or angry about some shit that you need to kind

713
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:53,560
Speaker 1: of address because there's no way you should be this

714
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:56,719
Speaker 1: happy being a bitch all the time. I don't know

715
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 1: if it's a happy it's just more of a I

716
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:01,400
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck effects type of energy.

717
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:04,160
Speaker 2: But I don't give a fuck. That I don't give

718
00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:07,520
Speaker 2: a fuck is like it's so it's such an easy

719
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:09,879
Speaker 2: cop out. I don't give a fuck. I don't give

720
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:11,399
Speaker 2: a fuck, I don't care, I don't give a fuck

721
00:38:11,440 --> 00:38:13,840
Speaker 2: how I feel, how I feel. And it's again the

722
00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:16,680
Speaker 2: defense systems like loading up, loading up, like don't care,

723
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 2: don't feel and it's just like you do care, you

724
00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:22,800
Speaker 2: care about other people's feelings.

725
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:25,360
Speaker 1: You no, In fact, I care too much, which is

726
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 1: why I'm at a period. I'm on a pause of

727
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:30,080
Speaker 1: caring right now. So currently I don't give a fuck.

728
00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:32,560
Speaker 1: But it's because I give too many fucks. So I've

729
00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 1: chosen to like not give a fuck for at least

730
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:35,279
Speaker 1: six months.

731
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,120
Speaker 2: Well, you have to also be aware of who you're

732
00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 2: cutting off from the fucks given and who you're not,

733
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:43,120
Speaker 2: because there's a lot of people who genuinely love and

734
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:45,040
Speaker 2: care about you, and those are the fucks you should give.

735
00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:46,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what I mean.

736
00:38:46,280 --> 00:38:48,399
Speaker 2: And so it's like you gotta be careful about how

737
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:51,000
Speaker 2: you don't give a fuck and with whom, because that

738
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:53,840
Speaker 2: is the compact. That's the thing. It's like, it's a

739
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:56,759
Speaker 2: cop up because it's easy. I can't just like fuck

740
00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:58,680
Speaker 2: all that shit. You know, I'm gonna go where you

741
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,320
Speaker 2: agree with me. But the truth of the matter is

742
00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:06,319
Speaker 2: showing up kind and choosing nonviolence is the high road,

743
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,680
Speaker 2: like Michelle Obama said, and you have to constantly be

744
00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:11,440
Speaker 2: working at it. And my goal and I hope for

745
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 2: both of us that we become so deeply in our

746
00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:17,799
Speaker 2: practice and deeply in our commitment to you know, world

747
00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:20,800
Speaker 2: peace and compassion and love, that it comes second nature.

748
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,000
Speaker 2: And I think that's the goal right now. Second nature

749
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:24,880
Speaker 2: is to show up a bit from people. Someone pisses

750
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,680
Speaker 2: you off. I mean, for me, most definitely is But

751
00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:33,920
Speaker 2: how do we transmute the energy of the world by

752
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:39,040
Speaker 2: shedding light and bringing people's frequencies up versus bringing it down.

753
00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:41,480
Speaker 2: I struggle with this because if you come with me

754
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:44,359
Speaker 2: with some violence, nine times out of ten, bitch, I'm

755
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 2: gonna choose violence back at you times fourteen. It's true.

756
00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:51,320
Speaker 2: Easily I'd be like, oh, perfect, you want to do this.

757
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:53,399
Speaker 2: I was happy, But oh you want to be a bitch,

758
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:55,920
Speaker 2: No problem, you know. But it's like, no, how do

759
00:39:56,000 --> 00:40:00,960
Speaker 2: you constantly choose the high road? Like you gotta like

760
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:02,920
Speaker 2: do that thing, like stop in some motion and be

761
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 2: like I can respond right now, and I can be

762
00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:09,239
Speaker 2: a bitch, or I can just touch I can just

763
00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 2: touch you and look in your eyes and say are

764
00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:12,880
Speaker 2: you okay? And sometimes you do that to me sometimes

765
00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:15,239
Speaker 2: like are you okay? And I like, fuck looking at me,

766
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:18,400
Speaker 2: I'm fine, fuck you.

767
00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:23,080
Speaker 1: I think it's also important to like the company you

768
00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,480
Speaker 1: keep to. Also, it's important to if you want to

769
00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:28,080
Speaker 1: be in that frequency, you also have to be intentional

770
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:31,759
Speaker 1: about the energy you have around you too, Like it's

771
00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:36,200
Speaker 1: important that you surround yourself with you try at least

772
00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:41,120
Speaker 1: to put yourself in environments that support that support that

773
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:43,440
Speaker 1: training that you're in right now, right you know what

774
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,640
Speaker 1: I mean? Like you can't necessarily go hang out with

775
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:49,120
Speaker 1: the same person that like puts you in that space

776
00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:52,160
Speaker 1: and try to like also get out of that space,

777
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:56,120
Speaker 1: you know, like you actually have to do.

778
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,400
Speaker 2: We need a bitch safer like, like a bitch safer

779
00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:01,560
Speaker 2: like if you feel like I'm being like we're being bitchy,

780
00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 2: you feel likes you know, are you having attitude?

781
00:41:03,280 --> 00:41:06,080
Speaker 1: This reminds me of Damon. Remember he told him and

782
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:07,480
Speaker 1: Rocky have those words?

783
00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:08,480
Speaker 2: What was it?

784
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 1: Tomatoes, avocado, avocado avocado?

785
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:12,920
Speaker 2: Maybe you and your friends could benefit from having a

786
00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:14,960
Speaker 2: safe word. So maybe it's not even like you beef

787
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,040
Speaker 2: with each other. You just feel like something's heavy or

788
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:20,600
Speaker 2: like even attitude about something, and so you're like, hey girl, bananas,

789
00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 2: like fuck, you.

790
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 1: Know my god, yes, bananas, bananas, yeah, bananas. Do you

791
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:32,400
Speaker 1: want to talk about it now?

792
00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:37,279
Speaker 2: Okay? Shifting shifting energy, but we're we're clear that there's

793
00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:41,000
Speaker 2: bananas here, and we're gonna then once you acknowledge the banana.

794
00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 2: Sometimes that all that's all you need is to shift

795
00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:45,480
Speaker 2: to be acknowledged. And that's kind of like goes back

796
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:46,800
Speaker 2: to like that moment with my mom and she just

797
00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 2: needed to feel cared for, acknowledged and you didn't even

798
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,879
Speaker 2: have to. Like maybe had you said it, you seem

799
00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,120
Speaker 2: like that would have not been the route, but because

800
00:41:56,120 --> 00:41:57,360
Speaker 2: you just instead.

801
00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:59,080
Speaker 1: I did say that, though, did so I did say that,

802
00:41:59,120 --> 00:41:59,839
Speaker 1: and that wasn't working.

803
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, I like, what's up with you?

804
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:05,880
Speaker 1: I'm like, what is going on? I asked her twice

805
00:42:05,920 --> 00:42:07,319
Speaker 1: and then I was like, okay, this is not working.

806
00:42:07,400 --> 00:42:09,520
Speaker 2: This is not been because you know why a lot

807
00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:11,520
Speaker 2: of those times when you're in those spaces, I don't

808
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:13,839
Speaker 2: want to talk about it, but it's more than one thing.

809
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:17,239
Speaker 2: It's an energy that's cultivated. So when someone called you out,

810
00:42:17,320 --> 00:42:19,399
Speaker 2: it's a you probably didn't want to really arrive there,

811
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:20,960
Speaker 2: but now you're here, Now you're stuck in it, you're

812
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 2: committed to it, and now someone's asking, and then you

813
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:24,480
Speaker 2: realize whatever it is is so stupid that.

814
00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:26,359
Speaker 1: If you repeated it, but I repeated it, but if

815
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:28,239
Speaker 1: you still feel the way you feel, you don't like

816
00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:30,440
Speaker 1: talking about it, and shut the fuck up. Let me

817
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 1: be a bitch, right, Let me be a bitch and

818
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:34,000
Speaker 1: shut up. I don't know, Okay, let me just have

819
00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:36,279
Speaker 1: my moment. That's how I am a lot in my life.

820
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:41,200
Speaker 1: So I resonated with that feeling, and I realized that

821
00:42:41,640 --> 00:42:43,719
Speaker 1: that me asking wasn't helping, because that was all of

822
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:45,880
Speaker 1: that probably too. She tried to explain it, and it

823
00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:47,840
Speaker 1: was like I could see her getting overwhelmed trying to

824
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:51,759
Speaker 1: tell me why, and I was like, okay, so this

825
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:57,040
Speaker 1: is just a reminder to you to sometimes just see

826
00:42:57,080 --> 00:43:00,440
Speaker 1: what you can do with your energy to shift, to

827
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:04,400
Speaker 1: shift your experience, because you know, that's really what it's about.

828
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:07,520
Speaker 1: It's like creating beautiful experiences for yourself. It makes me

829
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:09,800
Speaker 1: think of our dear friend Lizzy Jeff, who always travels

830
00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:12,879
Speaker 1: with roses, like she creates the experience that she wants

831
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:16,680
Speaker 1: everywhere She goes like create the experience that you want,

832
00:43:16,840 --> 00:43:21,640
Speaker 1: create the environment that is going to best support whatever

833
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:25,080
Speaker 1: it is you're working on in twenty twenty four, you know,

834
00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:34,799
Speaker 1: whether that's patience, peace, confidence, boundaries, whatever the fuck. You know, yeah,

835
00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:36,200
Speaker 1: that's where I'm at with it.

836
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:46,320
Speaker 2: Same same, same, same, And also just fear, you know,

837
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:50,400
Speaker 2: like just like shedding that shit too, because fear just

838
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:53,440
Speaker 2: limits your living because you're just worried about failing. And

839
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:55,719
Speaker 2: it's like at some point everybody's gonna feel either way,

840
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:59,919
Speaker 2: you know, and even thinking about the last six years

841
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:06,000
Speaker 2: of this and like just doing it, you know, and

842
00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:09,640
Speaker 2: like failing sometimes like doing shit wrong and doing saying

843
00:44:09,719 --> 00:44:13,320
Speaker 2: the wrong shit, not uploading ship, but still doing it

844
00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 2: and not being afraid of failing because there was nothing

845
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:19,839
Speaker 2: really to fail because there was there was no I mean,

846
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:22,279
Speaker 2: of course there's like there were super successful podcasts, but

847
00:44:22,400 --> 00:44:24,480
Speaker 2: there was we were only it was only us in

848
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:31,920
Speaker 2: us and just the amount of diligence we had to

849
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,120
Speaker 2: show up with, and like, you know, just applying that

850
00:44:34,239 --> 00:44:37,040
Speaker 2: same thing in every aspect of our life is just

851
00:44:37,160 --> 00:44:40,120
Speaker 2: like just being fearless because fuck it, Okay, fuck it,

852
00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:44,400
Speaker 2: ask the question, do the thing, like fuck it, fuck it,

853
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:48,480
Speaker 2: and I feel that this year, and you know, and

854
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:50,839
Speaker 2: I've found myself giving myself a lot of PEP talks

855
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:54,320
Speaker 2: about like who the fuck I am? But just you know,

856
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 2: just taking that into the next chapter and just understanding

857
00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:00,719
Speaker 2: that we've done so much and so anything we choose

858
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:03,600
Speaker 2: to do, whether it fails or is whatever the fuck,

859
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:05,440
Speaker 2: it's necessary, you know.

860
00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: And if you're pushing the energy forward no matter what,

861
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:10,440
Speaker 1: whether you fail or not, so inevitably it's going to

862
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:15,759
Speaker 1: hit somewhere somewhere along the way, you know, as long

863
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 1: as you keep moving.

864
00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:20,319
Speaker 2: And he managed all being happy while doing Yeah, Yeah,

865
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:22,719
Speaker 2: because what the fuck is the point if not?

866
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like we're all gonna end up dying

867
00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:28,920
Speaker 1: and we're gonna be on our deathbed and be like, fuck, well,

868
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 1: why did I spend so much time, like fucking worried

869
00:45:31,640 --> 00:45:34,040
Speaker 1: about that shit? Why did I care so much?

870
00:45:34,400 --> 00:45:38,439
Speaker 2: The reality? Why didn't I you know, it's just, yeah,

871
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:40,399
Speaker 2: the reality is niggas die every day.

872
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:43,800
Speaker 1: Yeah. I was thinking about my body recently. I was like,

873
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:46,240
Speaker 1: oh my god, Like we take our bodies for granted,

874
00:45:46,920 --> 00:45:49,080
Speaker 1: like we don't take care of them now, and then

875
00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:51,640
Speaker 1: we're like, we'll never know what our bodies could have

876
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 1: actually like their truest potential could have been. Because we

877
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:57,040
Speaker 1: fucking beat it up for most of our lives. We

878
00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:59,600
Speaker 1: actually don't know what our truest potential of our like

879
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:02,240
Speaker 1: physical sack of skin.

880
00:46:02,160 --> 00:46:03,800
Speaker 2: Is, right right, Like if we're a top notch I

881
00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 2: thinkbout that all the time. Like what if I just

882
00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:06,799
Speaker 2: stop drinking and drinking out in the water every day

883
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:11,160
Speaker 2: like everybody says, or even just like this, I've been having,

884
00:46:11,719 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 2: you know, like all those those Instagram advertisements about parasite cleanses.

885
00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:19,959
Speaker 1: Oh god, so now I'm talking about parasite cleanses because

886
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:20,799
Speaker 1: now I'm just do one.

887
00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:22,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, I rether, just take six papaia seeds.

888
00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:25,960
Speaker 1: Okay, maybe we'll do it, but then we'll report back.

889
00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,279
Speaker 2: But if we see parasites, I think we're gonna I'm

890
00:46:28,320 --> 00:46:29,440
Speaker 2: gonna be traumatized.

891
00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:33,080
Speaker 1: I want to get those fucking out of me. I honestly, like,

892
00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:34,640
Speaker 1: we need to get them out of our bodies.

893
00:46:34,719 --> 00:46:36,440
Speaker 2: I think if I see parasites come out of my

894
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 2: fucking butt, I don't look. No, I have to look

895
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:42,800
Speaker 2: also them for you, and you look for me. That

896
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,000
Speaker 2: might be the end, Like that would might be the

897
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:48,319
Speaker 2: end of unhealthy, Jamila. If I see fucking parasites, if

898
00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:50,879
Speaker 2: coming out of any orphice of my fucking body, I'm

899
00:46:50,880 --> 00:46:52,880
Speaker 2: gonna be a fucking I'm gonna be a fucking bodybuilder.

900
00:46:54,480 --> 00:46:55,799
Speaker 2: I'm gonna drink just water.

901
00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:58,040
Speaker 1: If you see parasites come out of your ass and

902
00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:03,359
Speaker 1: nothing changes, you're disgusting. How you don't care about yourself? Oh,

903
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:04,520
Speaker 1: therefore that's what we have to do.

904
00:47:04,719 --> 00:47:06,440
Speaker 2: How do trigger warning for this? This is a lot

905
00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:09,440
Speaker 2: that we're talking about right now. But everyone has parasite.

906
00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:11,480
Speaker 2: Apparently everybody has them. We all do.

907
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 1: Of course, I'm gonna maybe we need a little parasite. No, no,

908
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:17,480
Speaker 1: maybe we need just a little parasite, like I don't know.

909
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,680
Speaker 2: No, we need to eat. We need to eat papia

910
00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:24,040
Speaker 2: seeds every day. This is the p s a papaya.

911
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:26,560
Speaker 2: But I will leave no bitch you, but we're eating

912
00:47:26,640 --> 00:47:31,880
Speaker 2: papaya because you want the parasites out seeds also seeds, seeds.

913
00:47:31,880 --> 00:47:33,760
Speaker 2: I'll eat all this shit. I don't like, I'm clearing

914
00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:35,840
Speaker 2: all this shit out. I'll have a smoothie with papaya,

915
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:37,800
Speaker 2: but not stray pa. Well, then somebody else told me

916
00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:41,480
Speaker 2: something else I thought was interesting about in relation to

917
00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:44,719
Speaker 2: the to the parasites that someone that went to like

918
00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:48,920
Speaker 2: an Eastern doctor, and they were saying that they're like

919
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:54,200
Speaker 2: basically little demons, like they are entities. They're living sentient

920
00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:57,080
Speaker 2: either beings. So they're inside of you and a lot

921
00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 2: of times.

922
00:47:57,400 --> 00:47:59,839
Speaker 1: Oh my god, there's like their own little universe. Yeah,

923
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:03,440
Speaker 1: in your body, there's another universe inside of me.

924
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:08,680
Speaker 2: I'm girls, oh so, but you know, like in in

925
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,520
Speaker 2: Eastern medicine, like all of our organs, there's different points

926
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:14,879
Speaker 2: that relate specifically to other things. And so she was saying,

927
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:17,880
Speaker 2: like in her liver when they pressed there, it was rage,

928
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:22,880
Speaker 2: an unreleased rage, and then it was releasing to her goalbladder,

929
00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:25,839
Speaker 2: which was resentment, end up being resentment. And I was like, wow,

930
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,320
Speaker 2: like imagine just being so in tune that if you

931
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:32,880
Speaker 2: if you address these things that you have not addressed emotionally,

932
00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:36,479
Speaker 2: you can find them in your body and like relate

933
00:48:36,640 --> 00:48:40,080
Speaker 2: like it's correlated. You know, absolutely all of it is.

934
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,200
Speaker 1: We're aliens, we're.

935
00:48:42,080 --> 00:48:44,920
Speaker 2: Computers, network systems, and we're the top programmer and we

936
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:46,120
Speaker 2: got to get with the programs.

937
00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:48,640
Speaker 1: So like, if you're that with that analogy, hit with

938
00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:50,400
Speaker 1: that analogy, baby, if you're that bitch.

939
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:54,240
Speaker 2: And you know you're that bitch. Then programming, bitch.

940
00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:57,239
Speaker 1: Program me, program me, program you, because you know we

941
00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:59,560
Speaker 1: program tell the rest of the cells to get what

942
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:00,480
Speaker 1: the fucking program.

943
00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 2: You're not afraid of shit, you're a winner. And that's it,

944
00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:06,239
Speaker 2: Like that is the reprogramm that needs to happen. But

945
00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:08,640
Speaker 2: first we eat the pious seeds to take out the

946
00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:13,840
Speaker 2: virus up one. Oh my god, wow, that's this is

947
00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:17,200
Speaker 2: very important information, I think. So they might mute us

948
00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:19,200
Speaker 2: on the internet for saying this. Now we're gonna get

949
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,920
Speaker 2: targeted just for saying this. Fore, you eat ten to

950
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:24,840
Speaker 2: pious seeds, we get deleted. Well, also to remember what

951
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:26,640
Speaker 2: we discovered back in the day. We've had some pretty

952
00:49:26,680 --> 00:49:28,719
Speaker 2: good discoveries on good moms in the last six years.

953
00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:30,839
Speaker 2: We also discovered because you know, this is a shit

954
00:49:30,880 --> 00:49:31,880
Speaker 2: the man don't want you to know.

955
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:33,080
Speaker 1: I want you to know this kind of stuff.

956
00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:36,359
Speaker 2: The pio seeds, if your man takes them, is also

957
00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:39,920
Speaker 2: a natural birth control and then once he stops taking them,

958
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:41,640
Speaker 2: he can that in you and if you want to

959
00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:43,919
Speaker 2: have a baby, you can. He can be on natural

960
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,480
Speaker 2: birth control. But the government doesn't want you to know

961
00:49:48,880 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 2: the pio seeds, cure's everything.

962
00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:56,600
Speaker 1: Four If people get pregnant because of our fucking we.

963
00:49:56,760 --> 00:50:00,839
Speaker 2: Are not health doctors. This is wea at ninety nine

964
00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:03,640
Speaker 2: point nine. This is only nine nine point nine percent active.

965
00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 1: Your body will God will do whatever she wants. I

966
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:08,360
Speaker 1: know that.

967
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:10,600
Speaker 2: That's why a bitch is on that. I you dizzy?

968
00:50:10,880 --> 00:50:15,400
Speaker 1: Are you speaking of sex? Do we have any horries?

969
00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 1: It's horry timing me?

970
00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:22,400
Speaker 2: Let it. It's joints, baby, thank you, honey stories.

971
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:26,719
Speaker 1: I think we need a fresh joint like this little joint.

972
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:30,480
Speaker 2: We don't know little joint bitches, little joints around here.

973
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 1: Where's my where's my pack?

974
00:50:34,160 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 2: Shut up?

975
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:36,839
Speaker 1: Let me get my pack up. Hold on these little

976
00:50:36,880 --> 00:50:39,439
Speaker 1: tidy gys. Little these are my favorite joints. I fucking

977
00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:41,800
Speaker 1: love these joints. They comes like they're perfect. They're like

978
00:50:41,840 --> 00:50:46,000
Speaker 1: the perfect joints for a little mini working moms and people.

979
00:50:46,200 --> 00:50:48,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's also for adults who you can't get too

980
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 2: too high. I mean these kids are kind of hot. Yeah,

981
00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:53,719
Speaker 2: they do just enough. This is a fact, because the

982
00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:59,799
Speaker 2: bitch is high. Are we ready for? Are you ready

983
00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:00,359
Speaker 2: for the horr?

984
00:51:03,120 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: Said? You have a horry for us?

985
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:07,160
Speaker 2: I don't even I'm not really permitted to tell this horry.

986
00:51:07,239 --> 00:51:09,320
Speaker 2: I was just at a dinner and the girl was

987
00:51:09,360 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 2: telling us the hurry, and I was like, I'm about

988
00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:18,120
Speaker 2: to use this the tea. So basically, the girl that

989
00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:21,239
Speaker 2: I was at having drinks with with some friends and

990
00:51:21,320 --> 00:51:25,919
Speaker 2: a cousin. She's a friend of a friend, she lives

991
00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:28,839
Speaker 2: out here. She has a son, but she her job

992
00:51:28,920 --> 00:51:31,000
Speaker 2: had suspended her for thirty days without pay.

993
00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:32,520
Speaker 1: What does she do to get suspended?

994
00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:36,120
Speaker 2: And ask all that listen all the story, so you know,

995
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,160
Speaker 2: mama got do what you gotta do. The son's tuition

996
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,120
Speaker 2: is due, She's like, fuck, what the fuck is up?

997
00:51:43,280 --> 00:51:45,920
Speaker 2: So she calls one of her whole friends, and her

998
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:48,279
Speaker 2: whole friends tells her has a whole friend iBOT you

999
00:51:48,320 --> 00:51:51,160
Speaker 2: if you need to. You need to get in the places,

1000
00:51:51,239 --> 00:51:54,799
Speaker 2: find out the news, find the money. So the girl

1001
00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:57,960
Speaker 2: basically tells her about this sight and I don't know

1002
00:51:58,000 --> 00:51:59,719
Speaker 2: the site. I gotta verify the site. I know y'all

1003
00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,719
Speaker 2: gonna be Colin asking about this site. I'm gonna find

1004
00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 2: out what it is. But you got to pay one fifty.

1005
00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:05,960
Speaker 2: So it's like a real host site. It's basically like

1006
00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:07,560
Speaker 2: you gotta invest invest in this hole.

1007
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:07,759
Speaker 1: Ship.

1008
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:13,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I thought of all the host sites I

1009
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 2: put myself.

1010
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:16,840
Speaker 1: On the way, I put myself on a feef okay,

1011
00:52:18,239 --> 00:52:19,279
Speaker 1: like sugar Daddy.

1012
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:21,200
Speaker 2: Sugar Daddy for me dot com. I just had a

1013
00:52:21,239 --> 00:52:23,520
Speaker 2: flashback of all the attempt at hotimes. That just is

1014
00:52:23,600 --> 00:52:24,040
Speaker 2: another one.

1015
00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:24,879
Speaker 1: What was that other one?

1016
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:27,560
Speaker 2: You know, you know you're not a hope. Your attempts

1017
00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:30,640
Speaker 2: to be a host suck. This is me, nothing ever happened.

1018
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:31,680
Speaker 2: I always never.

1019
00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:33,400
Speaker 1: Met one one one of my not met one. No

1020
00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:34,040
Speaker 1: John for me.

1021
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:41,120
Speaker 2: So, okay, she invests one fifty and she decides she's

1022
00:52:41,160 --> 00:52:44,279
Speaker 2: gonna do it, and and on the East coast in DC.

1023
00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:46,600
Speaker 2: She's never been, so I'm not sure why she did that.

1024
00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:47,800
Speaker 1: Probably doesn't know anybody.

1025
00:52:47,800 --> 00:52:50,239
Speaker 2: I think the girl was there. Maybe the girl was, Yeah,

1026
00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:54,239
Speaker 2: that's that's that's where I would go to. So she

1027
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:58,839
Speaker 2: only buys a one way ticket and a one night

1028
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:02,600
Speaker 2: at a hotel. She signs up for the she signs

1029
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:04,960
Speaker 2: up for the site or her little burner phone and

1030
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:09,120
Speaker 2: gets on the flight. Okay, I think, oh, I think

1031
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:10,800
Speaker 2: she uses someone else's pictures.

1032
00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:13,120
Speaker 1: I forgot. We had to asked all these questions on

1033
00:53:13,239 --> 00:53:15,920
Speaker 1: the site, different pictures. Yeah, so she go why now,

1034
00:53:15,920 --> 00:53:17,759
Speaker 1: why would you do that? Because now this niggas gonna

1035
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:19,279
Speaker 1: show up and you ain't gonna look like Maybe she

1036
00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:21,040
Speaker 1: did use pictures. I forgot, but she was saying that

1037
00:53:21,120 --> 00:53:22,359
Speaker 1: her friend uses somebody else.

1038
00:53:22,480 --> 00:53:25,120
Speaker 2: This is, you know whose whose pictures? She uses? Mystika?

1039
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:28,880
Speaker 2: Her friend who's mistika? Never mind, I know you know

1040
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:43,160
Speaker 2: what the mistika sticker chik a la chikailana. Oh, anyway,

1041
00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:45,400
Speaker 2: that's she's a side note that. Okay.

1042
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,760
Speaker 1: So she flies I was telling secrets on the podcast

1043
00:53:48,200 --> 00:53:48,880
Speaker 1: on YouTube.

1044
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:54,880
Speaker 2: Come here because I know you know. Okay. So she

1045
00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:57,080
Speaker 2: flies into Baltimore. She has to take a train or

1046
00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:59,520
Speaker 2: take an uber or whatever from Baltimore to the hotel

1047
00:53:59,560 --> 00:54:01,719
Speaker 2: in DC. She's like, A good, that's a good.

1048
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,360
Speaker 1: Sorry, I got distracted back on the other detail, and

1049
00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:06,840
Speaker 1: I was like, actually, that's a that's a that's a good.

1050
00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:08,920
Speaker 2: Two years.

1051
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:10,560
Speaker 1: Okay.

1052
00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:13,400
Speaker 2: Other than the fact that it's probably not her, I

1053
00:54:13,440 --> 00:54:14,000
Speaker 2: would believe it.

1054
00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:15,759
Speaker 1: I don't know, Okay, Sorry, I don't mind.

1055
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:21,399
Speaker 2: So she takes the uber from one city to next city.

1056
00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:24,719
Speaker 2: She gets to the she she gets two John's text her,

1057
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:27,960
Speaker 2: and for some reason, she just goes with this one.

1058
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 2: She's on the way there he's like, oh, this is

1059
00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:32,040
Speaker 2: right around the corner from my house. I know that hotel.

1060
00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:34,000
Speaker 2: She shows up, she realizes the hotel is like a

1061
00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:36,279
Speaker 2: Boucci hotel. It's small. She's like, what the fuck I'm

1062
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:38,840
Speaker 2: gonna getting I can't get john to here. Basically, she

1063
00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:40,120
Speaker 2: only gets it from one night. She goes up to

1064
00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:41,600
Speaker 2: the room. The guys like, I'm in the parking lot.

1065
00:54:41,880 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 2: She's like, what the fuck? The girl who originally put

1066
00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:49,080
Speaker 2: her on the site isn't answering the phone hose. We

1067
00:54:49,120 --> 00:54:52,920
Speaker 2: all know they're not reliable, okay. Sole At this point

1068
00:54:53,000 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 2: she has her game face on. She's like, fuck it,

1069
00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:58,800
Speaker 2: I gotta get this money. I'm out here. So the

1070
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:02,520
Speaker 2: guy comes up. She's all talking, like looking for her

1071
00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 2: clothes because she's got the shower, and he goes, you

1072
00:55:06,120 --> 00:55:08,080
Speaker 2: must have this is your first time doing this, and

1073
00:55:08,200 --> 00:55:11,120
Speaker 2: she's like fuck, Like he's on to me, and she's

1074
00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:14,400
Speaker 2: like yeah. He's like I can tell she's so. I

1075
00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:17,160
Speaker 2: guess she's doing a lot of talking and like, so

1076
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:19,680
Speaker 2: he's like, how much if you just want to, like

1077
00:55:19,719 --> 00:55:21,000
Speaker 2: if I want to keep you know, if you want

1078
00:55:21,040 --> 00:55:22,000
Speaker 2: to just if I want to hang out with you

1079
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:24,080
Speaker 2: for the week. So she's like, she just puts out

1080
00:55:24,080 --> 00:55:27,360
Speaker 2: a number. I think she said like three grand. She

1081
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:30,040
Speaker 2: should have went higher, but you know, she's just trying

1082
00:55:30,040 --> 00:55:33,480
Speaker 2: to cover her cross at this point. Make her you know,

1083
00:55:33,640 --> 00:55:36,279
Speaker 2: make the tuition and shit. So anyway, he ends up moving.

1084
00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,480
Speaker 2: He offers her to take her to another hotel. He

1085
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:42,600
Speaker 2: ends up moving her. He's like, you could stay at

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00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:45,000
Speaker 2: my house and keep the money from the hotel, or

1087
00:55:45,400 --> 00:55:47,920
Speaker 2: I can put you in a hotel. And so she stays.

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00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:51,359
Speaker 2: She goes to his house. It's really nice. He gives her,

1089
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:53,640
Speaker 2: you know, he puts her up in the in the house.

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00:55:53,719 --> 00:55:56,040
Speaker 2: He stays for a week. He buys her dresses, takes

1091
00:55:56,080 --> 00:56:00,920
Speaker 2: sort of parties, museums, Like really kind, I found her

1092
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:03,840
Speaker 2: prince charming. Now it's her boyfriend. What the hell?

1093
00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:05,439
Speaker 1: When Haween goes right?

1094
00:56:05,560 --> 00:56:06,520
Speaker 2: When Hawian goes right?

1095
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,719
Speaker 1: When Haween finds me your prince charming, you know, for

1096
00:56:09,880 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 1: years I thought.

1097
00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:12,839
Speaker 2: This would be my story that I would I would

1098
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,680
Speaker 2: somehow find prince charming, like working at a high end

1099
00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:20,960
Speaker 2: hotel or sugar Daddy's from me dot com for me

1100
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:23,920
Speaker 2: in that way. I was like, wow, girl, this is

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00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 2: a beautiful story. And she's showed me his picture is

1102
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:31,920
Speaker 2: kind of cute. Wow, Instinctially she knew to go with.

1103
00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:35,120
Speaker 1: That one and not the other guy, you know how,

1104
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 1: knowing also.

1105
00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:40,160
Speaker 2: Hosy witches. You know why? Why do you think that

1106
00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:47,600
Speaker 2: is why? I think, Oh yeah, I think when you

1107
00:56:47,719 --> 00:56:54,160
Speaker 2: reach a level of disconnecting from the expectation of society

1108
00:56:54,280 --> 00:56:57,120
Speaker 2: of freedom, then you have to let you get access

1109
00:56:57,239 --> 00:57:00,360
Speaker 2: to those powers. I think there's a level of not

1110
00:57:00,680 --> 00:57:02,719
Speaker 2: giving a fuck about people's feelings, but not giving a

1111
00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:05,960
Speaker 2: fuck about how people receive you, whether it be like

1112
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:08,600
Speaker 2: in your sexual essence or in just how bold you

1113
00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:10,920
Speaker 2: are and how much space you take up, whatever it

1114
00:57:11,000 --> 00:57:13,319
Speaker 2: may be. Especially for women, I think when you've kind

1115
00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:16,400
Speaker 2: of start stop giving a fuck about that, that's another

1116
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:18,520
Speaker 2: way to your secret powers.

1117
00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:21,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, you just don't subscribe to the dogma and you're

1118
00:57:21,280 --> 00:57:23,120
Speaker 1: just like fuck it. Yeah.

1119
00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:28,920
Speaker 2: So that's my host story for contribution. That woman did

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00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:32,320
Speaker 2: not give me permission to use that story. I'm going

1121
00:57:32,360 --> 00:57:33,920
Speaker 2: to try and find her dm or and tell her

1122
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:36,840
Speaker 2: there's a lot of spots missing in this story, but

1123
00:57:36,920 --> 00:57:38,760
Speaker 2: basically that's the gist of it. She came out.

1124
00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:41,800
Speaker 1: Well, if she's listening now, I want you to know

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Speaker 1: I commend you that's the dope.

1126
00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:44,720
Speaker 2: She's in love.

1127
00:57:45,360 --> 00:57:48,920
Speaker 1: I love this story. Yeah, I love it.

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Speaker 2: It's a new pretty woman. Oh my god, it is

1129
00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:57,919
Speaker 2: age woman, new age pretty woman. Okay, it's a Tarot time.

1130
00:57:58,280 --> 00:57:58,960
Speaker 2: Tarot time.

1131
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:04,720
Speaker 1: Pull the Night of Cups, You, guys and cups. Shout

1132
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:05,760
Speaker 1: out to Mahogany Taro.

1133
00:58:09,240 --> 00:58:12,800
Speaker 2: Let's see what the stars are telling us. The Night

1134
00:58:12,880 --> 00:58:15,760
Speaker 2: of Cups is a classic romantic of the Tarot deck.

1135
00:58:16,400 --> 00:58:18,720
Speaker 2: He is in touch with his intuition and emotions, and

1136
00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:22,800
Speaker 2: he uses them masterfully to charm and attract others. He

1137
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:27,640
Speaker 2: shows compassion and understanding towards others because he has learned

1138
00:58:27,720 --> 00:58:32,840
Speaker 2: to understand his own feelings and emotions. The Knight is kind, caring,

1139
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:35,600
Speaker 2: and very in touch with his feminine side. He might

1140
00:58:35,680 --> 00:58:38,120
Speaker 2: be fine. He might be found writing a romantic poem

1141
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:41,800
Speaker 2: to his lover. Also fine, Yes, he's probably fine. Yeah,

1142
00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:42,840
Speaker 2: he clearly is fine.

1143
00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:44,840
Speaker 1: Fine right here.

1144
00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 2: Creating. He may find him writing a romantic poem for

1145
00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:53,880
Speaker 2: his lover, creating art inspired by his innermost feelings, or

1146
00:58:53,960 --> 00:58:57,080
Speaker 2: approaching a vibrant sunset with a glass of champagne in

1147
00:58:57,200 --> 00:59:00,480
Speaker 2: his hand. His heart is wide open and he wears

1148
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:04,400
Speaker 2: it on his sleeve. He shares his love freely with others,

1149
00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:08,800
Speaker 2: without constraint or worry. He is in love with love itself.

1150
00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 2: When the Night of King appears in a tarror reading,

1151
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:15,080
Speaker 2: you thrive on all things beautiful and are inspired by

1152
00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:18,080
Speaker 2: many creative outlets available to you. While the Page of

1153
00:59:18,160 --> 00:59:21,720
Speaker 2: Cups was inspired by an imaginative idea, the Night of

1154
00:59:21,800 --> 00:59:25,560
Speaker 2: Cups is motivated by action. You have dreamed about what

1155
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:27,919
Speaker 2: it is you want to create, and now are moving

1156
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:30,440
Speaker 2: forward within this dream to make it a reality. It

1157
00:59:30,520 --> 00:59:33,600
Speaker 2: may be an art project or something you feel called

1158
00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:37,240
Speaker 2: to do based on your emotions, imagination, and intuition. Be

1159
00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:42,000
Speaker 2: open to exploring your passions and your big ideas. You

1160
00:59:42,080 --> 00:59:44,680
Speaker 2: may find yourself drawn to a particular passion or hobby

1161
00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:47,760
Speaker 2: and now is the time to turn it into something.

1162
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Speaker 1: Ooh and come to our Mother's Day Retreat in Atlanta.

1163
00:59:52,080 --> 00:59:55,040
Speaker 1: Sounds like you need to come and stop sleeping on

1164
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Speaker 1: yourself sis and come to our retreat. We're doing a

1165
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Speaker 1: Mother's Day weekend retreat at centered round creativity and wellness

1166
01:00:03,200 --> 01:00:07,680
Speaker 1: and tapping into your gifts and your arts through play,

1167
01:00:07,960 --> 01:00:09,040
Speaker 1: through pleasure.

1168
01:00:08,960 --> 01:00:10,880
Speaker 2: Through creative expression.

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Speaker 1: Creative expression through real real shit though too like real

1170
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Speaker 1: actual tools on how to you know, take your little

1171
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Speaker 1: side hustle to the next level. So I'm really excited

1172
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Speaker 1: to connect with all the ladies in Atlanta at our

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Speaker 1: little mini mansion because we don't got a little mini

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Speaker 1: mansion for.

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Speaker 2: You house, that's a mansion mansion.

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Speaker 1: It's like, it's not even little. It's a mansion mansion,

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Speaker 1: cam hanging makers, we got acres and shit akers.

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Speaker 2: I'm excited. I'm excited to go to Atlanta and like

1179
01:00:40,880 --> 01:00:44,240
Speaker 2: just be in a really intimate space and create together. Yeah.

1180
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a different energy than our normal good vibratry,

1181
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:52,160
Speaker 1: but like similar but more I don't know. Yeah, I'm excited.

1182
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Speaker 1: I'm excited to see who who who we attract to

1183
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Speaker 1: that that space. But I love you guys, be well,

1184
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Speaker 1: I love you. I love you And cheers, cheers. Do

1185
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Speaker 1: you need some do you have with someone in there?

1186
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Speaker 1: You little?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? To making all of our dreams come true this

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Speaker 2: year and every year, and to getting you know, free

1189
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Speaker 2: and compassionate into the bag a gain lots of abundance,

1190
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Speaker 2: lots of abundance. He's good, so good, So you know

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Speaker 2: Bye bye.

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Speaker 1: To Book to Be Bots

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Speaker 2: Solo Record