WEBVTT - Talking 'Bout a Resolution

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<v Speaker 1>This is Tape twenty with Maddie and Kenzie Ziggler and

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<v Speaker 1>I Heart Radio Podcast. Hi guys, Hey Hey Kenzie, Heydy,

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<v Speaker 1>Hey Girl, Hey garl. We literally I think we've started

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<v Speaker 1>now a few episodes with hey girl, Like, could that

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<v Speaker 1>be any more of us? I know? Literally, Sorry, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a little embarrassing. Um well, um, can you believe that?

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<v Speaker 1>It's literally the end of the whoa can I speak today?

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<v Speaker 1>It's the end of the year. I know, it went

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<v Speaker 1>by so fast. I feel like it was just my birthday.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, even my birthday was in September and it's

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<v Speaker 1>already like been a minute since that. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's flying by, and I'm happy that we're entering a

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<v Speaker 1>new year. It's also just so weird that literally, you

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<v Speaker 1>know how like everyone has the memes about like when

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<v Speaker 1>COVID hit and then it's the months in We're going

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<v Speaker 1>by so slow until it hit like a certain point,

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<v Speaker 1>and then it just fast forwarded through the whole year.

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<v Speaker 1>And then this whole year went by so fast. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if you feel this way, but I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like the year goes by so slow in the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>of the year, and then when it hits like summer

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<v Speaker 1>so fast, of course, and I feel like summer, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>it hits fast at summer, Like summer should be the

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<v Speaker 1>time when everything slows down. I know I really should. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I would say, uh, it's extremely exciting. I think we

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<v Speaker 1>have so much to look forward to this year, this

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<v Speaker 1>upcoming year. I mean, like we have projects coming out,

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<v Speaker 1>which is like an exciting thing, but even just like

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<v Speaker 1>more growth, just things to like take with us as

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<v Speaker 1>we move into the new year. I feel like we've

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<v Speaker 1>always been kind of like we haven't really done as

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<v Speaker 1>many New Year's resolutions in the past, but like this year,

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<v Speaker 1>I definitely want to go into the new year with

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<v Speaker 1>some thoughts and just some like ideas and things. What

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<v Speaker 1>about you? For sure? I And I feel like this

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<v Speaker 1>is my New Year's resolution every single year, but like

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<v Speaker 1>I wanna get back into working out consistently, like I

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<v Speaker 1>want to eat healthy um, and I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 1>just one of my resolutions every single year and it

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<v Speaker 1>never happens. But I feel like this year I would

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<v Speaker 1>definitely to stick to it. I feel like I'm more

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<v Speaker 1>well we can hold each other accountable because that's also

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<v Speaker 1>one of my New Year's resolutions. So if we do

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<v Speaker 1>it together, then we'll be set. Mannie. You literally have

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<v Speaker 1>you have flower in your pantry and that's about it. Flower,

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? Like what am I trying to say?

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<v Speaker 1>You only eat healthy healthy? So that's not true. I

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<v Speaker 1>just I'm still I have lived in my apartment for

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<v Speaker 1>a year and I'm still confused on what to buy

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<v Speaker 1>because what I was doing initially was I was buying

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<v Speaker 1>too much and then I wasn't eating it in time,

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<v Speaker 1>and then it was going bad. So then I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let's just like like lessen everything. And then now I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I don't have enough. And it's not because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to eat It's not because I want

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<v Speaker 1>to eat healthy. It's because well, I do want to

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<v Speaker 1>eat healthy, but it's because I literally just can't figure

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<v Speaker 1>out the right balance of like what's enough food for

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<v Speaker 1>essentially two people in a week? You know what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying exactly exactly? Is there something that is always on

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<v Speaker 1>your list of resolutions that you haven't kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>pulled through with, Like is there something that you've had

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<v Speaker 1>in your mind for a while and you've wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>make that change or wanting you know, wanting to like

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<v Speaker 1>do it, but you haven't. I mean, I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I already talked about that, like I I've every single year.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like work out, eat healthy, like stay on a

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<v Speaker 1>you know, on a consistent schedule with that, because I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like it will just make me feel so much

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<v Speaker 1>better about myself. But I feel like my new Year's resolution,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it's a resolution, but I want

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<v Speaker 1>to like get rid of everything in my closet and

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<v Speaker 1>just like I'd love to get new clothes. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that will just like be such a great way

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<v Speaker 1>to start the new year or like a fresh start,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. Kenzie and I like how many times a

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<v Speaker 1>year do we do it? Definitely like at least five

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<v Speaker 1>times six times in a year, we like literally purge

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<v Speaker 1>our entire closet and we usually will do a few

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<v Speaker 1>items on deepop but then we uh donate all of

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<v Speaker 1>our clothes to like the Homeless Youth, which has been

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<v Speaker 1>amazing and they're so grateful for it, and it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like a beautiful exchange that happens. But I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>we always are like we always hold onto a few

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<v Speaker 1>pieces and we're like, Okay, we're gonna wear that obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>like there's I've had the same like three tank tops

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<v Speaker 1>that I've had since I was like maybe, and you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>not get rid of it, and I it's I will say, though,

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<v Speaker 1>I have an excuse right now, especially because it's like

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<v Speaker 1>the holidays, it's getting colder, We're going to Pittsburgh. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I literally there's a few sweaters that I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 1>will never wear this unless I'm in Pittsburgh, so I

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<v Speaker 1>should probably hold onto it. And that's my use. Well

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<v Speaker 1>that's good. Well, the thing is, I got rid of

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<v Speaker 1>all of my sweaters, so I don't have any. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have any winter You definitely need to buy some

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<v Speaker 1>before the end of the year. Shopping is always fun.

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<v Speaker 1>You did that on purpose? I don't tell my mother that, Okay, So, Kenzie,

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<v Speaker 1>what was overall? Like, how would you say one for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Like realistically, realistically, I feel like was my favorite year

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<v Speaker 1>so far ever, like ever ever? I have, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>have good friends surrounding me. I have like we have

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<v Speaker 1>a really good relationship. Mom and I have a really

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<v Speaker 1>good relationship. You have a dog. I haven't. I have

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<v Speaker 1>my own dog. Like I feel like a good boyfriend,

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<v Speaker 1>have a good boyfriend, Like I feel like I have

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<v Speaker 1>my life in order currently, and I feel like good

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<v Speaker 1>for you, I don't know, I just feel like I've

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<v Speaker 1>been really happy this year. That's great. You can probably

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<v Speaker 1>see that too. Yeah, you've definitely like you've definitely gone

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<v Speaker 1>through waves as we all do, a like anxiety and

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<v Speaker 1>just panic attacks and things. And you haven't had his

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<v Speaker 1>money this year, I've noticed. But I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 1>different for you. Huh, this is not your favorite year? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it was my favorite year in certain ways, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>had some really good highs, but I had some low

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<v Speaker 1>lows that I've never had before. But you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like we all go through that, and it just

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<v Speaker 1>happened to hit me at that point. I think like

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<v Speaker 1>the momentum of picking up traveling again was a lot

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<v Speaker 1>for me. Um to go from all of us being

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<v Speaker 1>in lockdown and then quarantine and like all of that

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<v Speaker 1>to staying at home every day too. Then all of

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<v Speaker 1>a sudden, Okay, your schedules picked up really fast. You're

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<v Speaker 1>going to go to like Paris, You're going to Milan,

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<v Speaker 1>You're going to New York, and then I went to

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<v Speaker 1>Vancouver and then I went to Vegas, all within the

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<v Speaker 1>span of that was like consistent, and I think my

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<v Speaker 1>body just kind of like shut down and I was like, whoa,

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<v Speaker 1>you need to relax. But other than that, I would

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<v Speaker 1>say my year was really amazing because I moved into

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<v Speaker 1>my first apartment, I've got some really amazing jobs, I

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<v Speaker 1>have some amazing movies coming out at the end of

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<v Speaker 1>this year and the beginning of next and my obviously

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<v Speaker 1>my baby dog. He is the best thing to ever happen.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, there was I mean I think like I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's everyone that's like, Ye're always like every year,

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<v Speaker 1>everyone's like, oh yeah, there was great moments and bad moments, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and this here wasn't my best year ever, but I

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<v Speaker 1>would say, like there were so many good moments in it. Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel the same. I mean, like, overall it was

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<v Speaker 1>my best year. But at the same time, like, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>you are teenagers. Everyone's going to go through ups and downs.

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<v Speaker 1>Like whatever, Um, what is something you accomplished this year

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<v Speaker 1>that you're the most proud of? Mm hmmm, something that

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<v Speaker 1>I would have done this year, or something that's coming

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<v Speaker 1>out this year, or just any accomplishment that like, wow,

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<v Speaker 1>this is a hard question. Wow, this is really hard.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I'm thinking of mine and I don't even know.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, hey, we did this, we did this podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>That was a huge accomplishment. We've always wanted to do

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<v Speaker 1>this and where we finally did it. And I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like we've had a blast doing it as well. We're

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<v Speaker 1>acting like this is the end. Guys. We have so

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<v Speaker 1>much more like sparewell, this has been great by guys.

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<v Speaker 1>We've done six episodes. Piece out you never know, Um well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you're you're coming out with movies. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>that wasn't like that. That That's why I'm confused, because

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<v Speaker 1>when I'm most proud of is the projects that are

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<v Speaker 1>coming out at the end of this year, but I

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<v Speaker 1>did not film them this year, right, Well, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that's how every movie goes. Maybe like I accomplished

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<v Speaker 1>living in my first apartment. That's great, that was like,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a real that was a big moment. That was

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<v Speaker 1>it was a lot moving out on your own. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've had a very successful time. What about you. I

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<v Speaker 1>know you're having a hard time thinking up in that

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<v Speaker 1>little brain, its brain, You're very smart. Um, I think

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<v Speaker 1>maybe like this sounds so stupid, but maybe like getting

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<v Speaker 1>my driver's license, Like I feel like That was a

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<v Speaker 1>huge moment because obviously you got your license, you moved out,

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<v Speaker 1>like peace out. Um. But it was like very hard

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<v Speaker 1>for mom too, let go of me and like let

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<v Speaker 1>me get my driver's license. Um. But now I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like it's just so awesome because I feel like it's

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<v Speaker 1>like free therapy in a way, like screaming to music

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<v Speaker 1>in your car, like it's it's the best feeling in

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<v Speaker 1>the world. I love driving by myself. It's like that's

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<v Speaker 1>like one of the best forms of therapy a thousand percent.

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<v Speaker 1>When people ask like tips, like what are good ways

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<v Speaker 1>to get rid of not necessarily get rid of, but

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<v Speaker 1>help lessen your anxiety or your your stress or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>I always say, go on a drive and listen to

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<v Speaker 1>music and just like and just cry. As bonus points

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<v Speaker 1>if it's raining outside, oh my god, true, that just

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<v Speaker 1>makes it really depressing. But you feel like you're in

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<v Speaker 1>a music video at the same time. But but like,

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<v Speaker 1>when there's depressing music and you want to cry, it's

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<v Speaker 1>the best best feeling ever. You usual need to let

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<v Speaker 1>it out on a different kind of like I guess topic,

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<v Speaker 1>how do you think you could improve your relationship with

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<v Speaker 1>yourself for next year? That's like a deep question. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I feel like I know how you could.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you could be a little nicer to yourself. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what I was trying to think of what to say.

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel like I'm definitely super hard on myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean everyone is, especially when it comes to like

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<v Speaker 1>self love around your body and your image. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like there's so many negative feelings that you have towards it.

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<v Speaker 1>And hey, I do too as well, like we both do.

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<v Speaker 1>But I just wish you could see like yourself the

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<v Speaker 1>way that I see yourself, because you're so beautiful and amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't make you almost made me cry every single episode.

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<v Speaker 1>This is so stuff. Okay, wow wow, I really just

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<v Speaker 1>like threw her off. You totally did. Um. Well, that's

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<v Speaker 1>the same thing with my resolution. If I do that,

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<v Speaker 1>then it will make me feel better about myself. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not just saying physically, I'm saying mentally, like even

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<v Speaker 1>even working out treat it less of like, Okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>just want to look fit, but it's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to. I feel like it will make myself

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<v Speaker 1>feel better and like, like mentally mentally and just like

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<v Speaker 1>having a consistent schedule of something totally. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it's just so good for you. I don't know, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're on the right track and you have something

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<v Speaker 1>to look forward to, and like even for me, just

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<v Speaker 1>as little as like knowing I have a workout at

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<v Speaker 1>nine am, I'm like high dread it. But then the

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<v Speaker 1>second I finished the workout, I feel so accomplished and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I'm so proud of myself for doing that.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's what we need to do, is like

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<v Speaker 1>give ourselves more credit and pat ourselves on the back

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<v Speaker 1>for like little things just being like, wow, I even

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<v Speaker 1>like I made my bed. That's a great start, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And then the rest of the day, I'm just going

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<v Speaker 1>to accomplish little things here and there. Right. So I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like that's something that's like a huge resolution for

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<v Speaker 1>me at least. I don't know about you, Kenzie, but

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. No, I feel that what else, like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>a huge resolution that I'm I definitely am trying to

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<v Speaker 1>read more. I am reading. Me and Eddie just went

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<v Speaker 1>to the cutest bookstore and was Hollywood. It was called

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<v Speaker 1>book Soup. I don't know if you've heard of it,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's so beautiful there and I love it. And

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<v Speaker 1>we got a few books and some candles and like things.

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<v Speaker 1>It was and we got boots a little chewy baton

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<v Speaker 1>so cute. Um and so yeah, that was that was

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<v Speaker 1>a great start. I feel like I'm really I started.

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<v Speaker 1>Eddie went surfing the other day. I took him to

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<v Speaker 1>go surfing and then I read my book on the

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<v Speaker 1>beach while he surf. It was really fun. So we

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<v Speaker 1>used to be so into reading. Well I did, so

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<v Speaker 1>did I. Kenzie, you always tell people the wrong story.

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<v Speaker 1>So what's the story? The story as I when we

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<v Speaker 1>were in school before we became homeschool. Yes, I think

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<v Speaker 1>we told them this. You guys know, I cried. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want to read. I think, yeah, that's exactly the story.

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<v Speaker 1>So what's the what's your maybe? Well if you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>hear that, Yeah, I used to cry because I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to read my book. Okay, guys, I'll admit it. Fine,

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<v Speaker 1>but we're moving to the new year, and I have

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<v Speaker 1>a new resolution, and that is to not cry what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm reading. She wasn't even reading sad books because she

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<v Speaker 1>was just so sad that she was reading. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>was on a comfortable couch and I started to sleep. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>how do you intend on doing like anything differently in

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<v Speaker 1>the new year, if you have any Honestly, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Um, I mean, you don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>say anything. I was just wondering. I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I think we've talked about this before, but

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I don't have a filter, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think I need to have more of a film. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, And I don't actually think that's true, because well,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have a filter, but in like a very

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<v Speaker 1>good way. Like you you never say you're not like

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<v Speaker 1>a mean person, so you don't look bad to say no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>no no. But I don't know. Sometimes I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>some things that come out of my mouth just just

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<v Speaker 1>need to stay in my head. I do that sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't realize I've said it out loud. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought it was like a thought that just stayed in

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<v Speaker 1>my head, right, and then I realized I just blurted

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<v Speaker 1>it out for the world. You know what I need

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<v Speaker 1>to do differently. I need to learn how to cook. Yes, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>good idea, I need to do that too, But I

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<v Speaker 1>also need to be better at spending money and saving money. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>if you mean to be better at saving what you mean,

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I meant totally. I think I think like

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<v Speaker 1>we both could do that more. I I try and

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<v Speaker 1>save my money as much as I can. Why are

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<v Speaker 1>you looking at me like that? I think we're both

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<v Speaker 1>terrible at it. M hm. I get through waves, but

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<v Speaker 1>we're so grateful to be in the position that we are.

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<v Speaker 1>Like also the fact, Okay, I'm just so excited for

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<v Speaker 1>next year for the reason that you're going to move out. Sorry, Mom,

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's nothing against my mom. Every time we

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<v Speaker 1>talked about it, I feel other than it's so exciting

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<v Speaker 1>that you get to like find your own place and

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<v Speaker 1>make it your own and decorate it and just like

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<v Speaker 1>learn how to take care of myself. Yeah, it's crazy too,

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<v Speaker 1>because like I have always been such an independent child,

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<v Speaker 1>but then moving out, it's like, oh my gosh, there's

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<v Speaker 1>so many things that I don't know and you have

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out and there's so many things I still

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. But it's like it's so fun getting to

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<v Speaker 1>like learn that side to yourself, get to learn that

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<v Speaker 1>side of you. Yeah, I think it would be super

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<v Speaker 1>fun and I'm excited for Mom to like come over

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff. Trust me, you're going to call your Like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>call my mom. I called mom like twelve days, twelve times.

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<v Speaker 1>In the first day I moved in, I was like, Mom,

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<v Speaker 1>where do I put this? Where's this go? Like, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what this is, like I'm scared to touch it. Well,

0:16:44.640 --> 0:16:49.480
<v Speaker 1>when she was gone for like a second, I she

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<v Speaker 1>was in Pittsburgh, I taught myself how to wash the dishes.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice big stuff. So what about the laundry. Have you

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<v Speaker 1>done the laundry? Nope, I have not done the laundry,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm a little scared for that part. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>honestly really easy. Like I always tread doing laundry, but

0:17:06.560 --> 0:17:07.879
<v Speaker 1>then the second I do it, I'm like, oh that

0:17:08.000 --> 0:17:12.160
<v Speaker 1>was so quick and like I just got it over with. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my new Year's resolution, learn how to do laundry. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>you're becoming such an adult. This is a huge step

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<v Speaker 1>for you. Um. What are three words to describe your

0:17:30.119 --> 0:17:40.520
<v Speaker 1>mm hmm, I would say, Um, there was growth? Is

0:17:40.520 --> 0:17:47.800
<v Speaker 1>that a good bye grow word? Gross? Um? Fun? It

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<v Speaker 1>was fun and challenging because I faced a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>new challenges that I've never had before. I second all

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<v Speaker 1>three words that you just said no way, I'm okay, wow.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, but if it's honest, it honestly is I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I can think of some words, but might take me

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<v Speaker 1>a second. Like it was, but it was it was cool,

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<v Speaker 1>it was hip, it was little um um, I think

0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:26.040
<v Speaker 1>it was. Um. I feel like I was more spontaneous

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<v Speaker 1>this year. Yeah, you did some surfing, yep. I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I tried new things. You got hit by longboard.

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<v Speaker 1>I did get hit by longboard. We're not going to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it. Um. I feel like it was bright,

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<v Speaker 1>like nice and run and bright, and I would definitely

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<v Speaker 1>stay challenging. There's definitely some parts of the year that

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<v Speaker 1>have been a lot, but that's that's what the New

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<v Speaker 1>years for to overcome, of course, But I feel like, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>for a year, we're going to go through challenges, whether

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<v Speaker 1>it be on a large scale or a small scale,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's just like bound to happen, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's a part of being human and we can't, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>feel bad for going through those times. But as long as, like,

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<v Speaker 1>when we're not going through that, we're making the most

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<v Speaker 1>of our lives and being as happy as possible. And

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<v Speaker 1>just like relishing, and being young. I like, it's so

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<v Speaker 1>weird because I've always wanted to grow up so fast,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I just want to be twelve again. I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I always I always tell Mom, like I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to stay when I turned eighteen. I just want to

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<v Speaker 1>be eighteen forever. And that's it. Well, babe, that's not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna happen. Sorry that we're referencing in a Dell quote.

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<v Speaker 1>It's such a funny thing. Um, maybe I'll become a

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<v Speaker 1>full time TikToker. Okay, we all know that's not gonna been.

0:20:00.359 --> 0:20:02.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm scared of making TikTok because I feel like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't do a good job. If you could give yourself

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<v Speaker 1>advice going too, what would it be? I think just

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<v Speaker 1>be more open minded, I think, m um, because now

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've gotten more closed off and like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't interact with people as much anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm more of a home body now, and it's really weird.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I need to like get out of

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<v Speaker 1>my comfort zone and make new friends and totally try

0:20:32.480 --> 0:20:35.560
<v Speaker 1>new things. Yeah, I like that advice. I would kind

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<v Speaker 1>of say the same. You know me, I don't get

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<v Speaker 1>out much, but I'm turning into you, but I've started

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<v Speaker 1>to go out a little bit more turning into me.

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<v Speaker 1>We're doing a freaky Friday situation. I'm down for it. No,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I think there's so much to look forward to,

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<v Speaker 1>and honestly, one of my favorite things with next year's

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<v Speaker 1>we're going to bring on so many guests for our podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>We have so many exciting people that we have in mind,

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I feel like you guys are gonna love it.

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<v Speaker 1>We're so exciting, wow, exciting things happy not yet, well,

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<v Speaker 1>it's about to happen. So good luck, Okay, good luck,

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