WEBVTT - Friendship Separation Anxiety

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Mela, and it's Wednesday. Happy hump Day, ladies and gentlemen.

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<v Speaker 1>Happy hump Day. H u mp baby humping up and

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<v Speaker 1>hempy hepping.

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<v Speaker 2>Read a shirt that says hump or just happy hump

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<v Speaker 2>day happy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be weird on Wednesday, specifically, Yeah, your Wednesday shirts,

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<v Speaker 1>your Wednesday shirt, yeah, because we drop on Wednesdays, having

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<v Speaker 1>like your Friday shirt is like drop the goddamn kids

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<v Speaker 1>off shirt, Like.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh what if we oh yeah, like we did the

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<v Speaker 2>days of the week shirts.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're doing a good job Monday, Monday, oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>or like, fine mom, you're doing a good job Monday.

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<v Speaker 2>We already have fine Mom. Okay, fine mama. Monday. Tuesday

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<v Speaker 2>is tip me Tuesday, Tuesday. Put your cash up on

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<v Speaker 2>the back. Hompday. Wednesday, Thursday, remember Thursday. Thursdays be Thursday, Thursday, Thursday, Thursday,

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<v Speaker 2>or this week is almost over, bitch, thank god Thursday.

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<v Speaker 2>That's too long, right, there's a lot of shirts. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>we can we can barely keep up with the monthly drops.

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<v Speaker 2>Speaking of which, keep an eye on our our shop.

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<v Speaker 2>We're having some really cool four to twenty drops this month,

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<v Speaker 2>So we're designers. I don't know if you knew, have.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of cute stuff on our on our merch store. Guys,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not your typical merch store where like people just

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<v Speaker 1>put their face on a shirt that you don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to wear.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, we're not going to do that to you.

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<v Speaker 2>We'd realize no one wants to wear pictures of our

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<v Speaker 2>face on like any of the other podcasts, no shade,

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<v Speaker 2>but nobody wants to wear a picture of your fucking face,

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<v Speaker 2>even if you're selling thousands of them. Just let me

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<v Speaker 2>tell you first, you'd be selling more of everyone then

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<v Speaker 2>put your face on merchandise. Yeah, some of them are cute,

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<v Speaker 2>though there's some are cute, but ours.

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<v Speaker 1>I think our shop is really unique and it's curated

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<v Speaker 1>and it's really high quality, and we'd be really taking

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<v Speaker 1>our time over there.

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<v Speaker 2>So make sure you check out Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, look at us. We're fashion so if you're

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<v Speaker 2>watching this episode, you'll see we are very fashionable.

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<v Speaker 1>Right now, I have a blonde pony on yep, my

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<v Speaker 1>hair is blonde, so the pony has to be blonde,

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<v Speaker 1>even though my hair is pulled back, it doesn't really

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<v Speaker 1>look blonde. So then this pony just looks kind of absurd.

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<v Speaker 2>It's ombre. But I have a hat on, so you

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<v Speaker 2>can't really see what happens. You were attaching your ponytail

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<v Speaker 2>underneath his hat this morning.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm really I feel like this is my new look.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna get really into my pony bag. Well, I

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<v Speaker 1>tell you, when you get in your pony bag, it's something.

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<v Speaker 1>It just gives you bad bitch energy because I remember

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<v Speaker 1>that full like two months I was wearing ponytails, so

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<v Speaker 1>I feel you it gives you like a dominatrix.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a boss bitch. I want it even longer.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I need to find to like figure

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<v Speaker 1>out how to like extend the braid to like my

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<v Speaker 1>knees at least.

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<v Speaker 2>No. I support that. I really I might. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>we might have to do like a ponytail Day is

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<v Speaker 2>another shirt doesn't ponytail Saturday. Yeah, I'm wearing thigh hi

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<v Speaker 2>it's raining, so this is my brainy look. I'm wearing

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<v Speaker 2>thigh high leather boots. Pleather boots because I support animals

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<v Speaker 2>and are good. Mom's love flower embroidered sweatshirts, very classy,

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<v Speaker 2>and it has a sativa hybrid indica on the sleeve

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<v Speaker 2>because it's really important, very very What are we smoking

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<v Speaker 2>today today? This is yours. You gave this to me.

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<v Speaker 2>This it is because it's rainy day, so we're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be chilling. This is also my anxiety has been up

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<v Speaker 2>because we've been very, very busy, you guys. This last

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<v Speaker 2>like seven days was super duper fucking intense. I thought

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<v Speaker 2>maybe Ida wasn't gonna make it. I contemplated if I

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<v Speaker 2>needed to get like some anxiety slash add adult prescription medicines,

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<v Speaker 2>but I settled on organic hair c co anxiety natural tablets. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>organic brands.

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<v Speaker 1>Our girl kay Kola has a lot of amazing stuff

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<v Speaker 1>on her shop. But she also has these pills that

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<v Speaker 1>you can take for anxiety. And you said they were

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<v Speaker 1>working right.

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<v Speaker 2>They came up right on time. I was really in

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<v Speaker 2>like deep thoughts. I was somewhere on Google like adults

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<v Speaker 2>and like no anxiety, and then then those came in

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<v Speaker 2>the mail and I was like, oh, bitch, just take these.

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<v Speaker 2>These are natural. This is more on brand for you.

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<v Speaker 2>Her shit is her All of her stuff is really good.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been using her. It's like a whole system, the

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<v Speaker 2>no filter filter system. Yeah, I got the no filter

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<v Speaker 2>wash face wash wash in the night morning. They have

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<v Speaker 2>the night cream and the day cream. Oh did I

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<v Speaker 2>get the daycream? Money to look and it smells really good.

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<v Speaker 2>It has like lemon grass in it. I shimmering. I

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<v Speaker 2>just love that it's black Oh Mama owned and or

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<v Speaker 2>former guest owned. And honestly, this month we are focusing

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<v Speaker 2>on wellness. If you're just joining us, it's April wellness.

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<v Speaker 2>Out here, and or Katie Brands is the bomb. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I agree, And this month is all about wellness. But

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<v Speaker 2>like I was going to say, let's do a challenge,

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<v Speaker 2>but we're not going to do a challenge with whether

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't require drinking, because we're definitely drinking this month.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm strongly committed to drinking this month and fucking. So

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<v Speaker 2>that's strongly committed, strongly committed to drinking and fucking this month.

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<v Speaker 2>That's not off the table, but we are still going to.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, I want everyone to understand that it

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<v Speaker 2>isn't necessarily taking care of yourself. This I mean depriving

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<v Speaker 2>yourself of stuff all the time. You can eat what

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<v Speaker 2>you want to and also take care of yourself. Today,

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<v Speaker 2>we got an elixir, Ah Bitter's Elixir in the mail

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<v Speaker 2>from a tribe member. She was so kind to send

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<v Speaker 2>us this bitters js Sewell the alchemist. This packaging is cute,

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<v Speaker 2>It's super cute. She has an instagram at basted Protector

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<v Speaker 2>Goddess Basted a protected Goddess Protector Goddess. While I just

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<v Speaker 2>totally chop that up. But I'm let's take an it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's good for you.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, it does have directions here says take two caps

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<v Speaker 1>full to a glass of water twice daily.

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<v Speaker 2>I just just to put it in the water, just

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<v Speaker 2>to drink it with water. I don't know, but we

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<v Speaker 2>don't have any water, so let's just do. It's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>go straight to the head, Okay. It's an herbal rum

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<v Speaker 2>tonic infused with hondorn and bush herbs to reap health

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<v Speaker 2>benefits of blood purification, removal of intestinal parasites, detoxing the prostate,

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<v Speaker 2>improving hormonal balance, and hangovers. Bitches need to be balanced,

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<v Speaker 2>so pour it up.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, wife, you welcome. I just want to say, also,

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<v Speaker 1>I hope this isn't poisonous. If it does and we're

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<v Speaker 1>dead by the end of this episode, it's because we

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<v Speaker 1>because we trust people from the internet and beverages.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, honestly, I just feel like our tribe is protected

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<v Speaker 2>and no one's going to try and kill us. But

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<v Speaker 2>if you do, now everybody knows. Cheers to more health

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<v Speaker 2>April Wellness, Wednesday, wellness April. Oh shit, that's okod that's good.

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<v Speaker 2>I can tell it's gonna work.

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<v Speaker 1>That is cleaning my blood bitch for sure. Whoa m okay, well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's good though. I have to like that's like a

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<v Speaker 1>cinnamon e some cinnamum taste or something. Okay, I w

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<v Speaker 1>I need to they'll wake you up in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>want to support the moms and small businesses, small businesses,

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<v Speaker 1>because we're a small business and.

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<v Speaker 2>That's kind of how we've grown just having our friends

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<v Speaker 2>help us.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know what, closed mouth, don't get fed, don't

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<v Speaker 1>be nervous, because that's the only reason this podcast is

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<v Speaker 1>last for four years, because me and Mila just keep

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<v Speaker 1>asking people for shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't ask us for too much shit, not too much.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't ask us for dumb shit. If you have, like

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<v Speaker 2>if you have a real business and you're really trying,

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<v Speaker 2>please but don't be like just on some bullshit. And

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<v Speaker 2>here's a tip to keep the email short, very short.

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<v Speaker 2>We have very I mean, I just told you I learned.

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<v Speaker 2>I think in the beginning of our business, we were

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<v Speaker 2>fucking sending epic long emails. Bitch, nobody was writing those emails.

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<v Speaker 2>No one wrote us back. Yeah, good, Like, let's you

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<v Speaker 2>have a little hair on your nose. My hair shed's

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<v Speaker 2>like really intensely. Oh my god, I was having like

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<v Speaker 2>relaxer Gil again, could I take my hair down? And

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<v Speaker 2>I like this, first of all, so much of my

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<v Speaker 2>hair came out because I had those ship those foe

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<v Speaker 2>locks in for like three fucking months, and I was

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<v Speaker 2>on the Funk FaceTime with the Luna and she's like,

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<v Speaker 2>why is your hair straight? And I was like, not

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<v Speaker 2>this again. She's noticing. It's like I'm a sellout. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I'm just gonna shave my head and start over.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, no, you're not, You're lying. I'm vain,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I just haven't. I haven't stopped relaxing my hair.

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<v Speaker 2>And then the inner like natural black girl in me

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<v Speaker 2>is against the not so natural black girl in me. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>how would you have your hair if it wasn't this way?

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<v Speaker 2>Like it would be just like a curly shortcut. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I mean, I've done it, but but

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<v Speaker 2>you didn't like it. I did. I was pregnant. It

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<v Speaker 2>was wholesome, id I just wholesome. I looked very young, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and wholesome. Yeah. Well, you know I have had less versatility.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess not really, this is only hair. Still I

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<v Speaker 2>wear like this, and well my ponytail.

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<v Speaker 1>You swear that you're the size of your hair growing

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<v Speaker 1>out gives you versatility, It does, Bitch, You better just

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<v Speaker 1>shave those things because you're you're gonna get a faux

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<v Speaker 1>hawk in like four I mean a faux dreads in

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<v Speaker 1>like two weeks.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm probably I know, I'm gonna give it in like

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<v Speaker 2>two months when it's the summertime, when I go to

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<v Speaker 2>the tropics. God or Coachella. Uh, you're right, you guys,

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<v Speaker 2>Coachella's coming up.

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<v Speaker 1>It's April. Coachella's coming up. You know, we fucking thrive

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<v Speaker 1>in two places, New York and Coachella. Okay, New York, Coachella, Coachella, Momchella.

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<v Speaker 2>This is our ship.

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<v Speaker 1>You haven't listened to our former Momchella episodes. What the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck are you doing? They're epic every single time we go.

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<v Speaker 2>And this is our first time going since the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 2>So we're like really going to be really excited to

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<v Speaker 2>get out the house. And I have a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>mushroom powder from Costa Rica, so we're about to go crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and we have our some of our mom friends

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<v Speaker 1>that haven't been out the house. They like have babies,

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<v Speaker 1>they've been waiting to just get out, and we're all going.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a crew. We're going.

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<v Speaker 1>If you see us, say hi, advite us to the parties.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're listening, you've got some VIP passes. Send the bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>send me a VIP.

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<v Speaker 2>Passia, send Eric, can you play you top dollar for

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<v Speaker 2>your VIP pass? I can't. I need it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very crucial for it's very crucial for my ego.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very crucial in general. And these bitches do you

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<v Speaker 1>bills making fun of me now, But this bitch will

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<v Speaker 1>be the first one slipping off the wristband and putting

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<v Speaker 1>it on herself to get into the VIP. Absolutely, it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be. It's gonna be best. I want to be

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<v Speaker 1>on the golf cart in the backstage. Okay, me too,

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<v Speaker 1>me too. I'm too old. We're too old to be general.

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<v Speaker 2>Last time I was general, I almost fucking died. Was

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<v Speaker 2>that when we went together? It was when I we

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<v Speaker 2>went Actually was twice I went with you, and then

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<v Speaker 2>one time I went just with Wait, was that with

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<v Speaker 2>my brother? I was with you?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I've been twice with him. Okay, so one time

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<v Speaker 1>was my brother and I lost him in a sea

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<v Speaker 1>of people and my shoes.

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<v Speaker 2>It was just terrible. It was just I'm not cut

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<v Speaker 2>up for that anymore. In my mid thirties. I can't.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't do it. Here's the key, Like here's this

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<v Speaker 2>is what happens. You can still party as you get older.

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<v Speaker 2>You just got to party.

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<v Speaker 1>Rite you got a party at a higher level. Like

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<v Speaker 1>some people like you still got to Coachella. Yeah, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>I go to Coachella. I fucking love music festivals. I

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<v Speaker 1>love going to see artists. I love just said you

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<v Speaker 1>still go to Coachella. Someone said that to me, like

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<v Speaker 1>you got you like to go to music festivals. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>do you have you don't like music? I'm confused, you'd

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<v Speaker 1>rather just listen on Spotify?

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<v Speaker 2>I got it. I feel like music festivals are like

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<v Speaker 2>the hippie person's church. It's like the largest, like biggest,

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<v Speaker 2>like church convention, but in spiritual music, like free spirited realm.

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<v Speaker 1>It's that it's like you get to see twenty concerts

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<v Speaker 1>in this very short amount of time.

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<v Speaker 2>The vibes are amazing because everyone's there for the The

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<v Speaker 2>fashions are amazing. I like to go for the fashion,

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<v Speaker 2>meet freddy people, you dim into people you haven't seen

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<v Speaker 2>in years. Everybody is very It's kind of like a

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<v Speaker 2>sex party. Everybody's so open and kind and friendly because

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<v Speaker 2>they're all here, like we all know we're here to

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<v Speaker 2>like vibe and so the vibes are open, and I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like the heart chakra is very like present and

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<v Speaker 2>moving and like that energy. A lot in music festivals,

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<v Speaker 2>everyone's like, even if you don't know them, you'd be like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, you look so cute, give me a hug.

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<v Speaker 1>I know. I went to a festival a few weeks ago,

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<v Speaker 1>smoking grooves out here, and I almost didn't go because

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<v Speaker 1>I put it in the group chat and no one

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<v Speaker 1>said shit, and I was like, are you guys? My

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<v Speaker 1>friends are not like what the fuck is happening? And

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<v Speaker 1>so I said, fuck this, I'm going to go without y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>So me and Ashley went and it was amazing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, that was like a baby that's like

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<v Speaker 1>a baby festival.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted. I wanted wanted to go, but I was

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<v Speaker 2>having mom gil and you know what, I rarely honor

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<v Speaker 2>my mom gil because my FOMO was high and I

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<v Speaker 2>was just like, so tied. We've done so much in

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<v Speaker 2>the last month. I was like, bitch, sit the fuck down,

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<v Speaker 2>and my spirit was like, you know when your spirit

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<v Speaker 2>tells you bitch, sit the fuck down. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't even fight with this urge to not go.

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<v Speaker 2>And I wanted to go. Though. Cool, it's cool. We

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<v Speaker 2>can't hang out every day. We already do enough together,

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<v Speaker 2>I know. I was like, I told my mom. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I'm going to New Orleans, and I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>because I always travel with Erica. I don't even know

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<v Speaker 2>what it's like to not travel with Erica anymore. I

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<v Speaker 2>would travel. I haven't done a trip without Erica in

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<v Speaker 2>so many fucking years. I'm like, it's so crazy because

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<v Speaker 2>when I think about the beginning of Erica and I,

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<v Speaker 2>at the beginning of Erica and I, the beginning of start,

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<v Speaker 2>the beginning of our love story, I specifically remember that

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<v Speaker 2>we didn't hang out. She asked me to the podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>and then we did hang out, and I was like, god,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't really know her. Wow, this is weird, and

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<v Speaker 2>then we I didn't say it was weird, but I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, okay, well, yeah, it was probably kind of

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<v Speaker 2>in my head. We had like one hangout at the

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<v Speaker 2>house and I told her like, we're gonna have to

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<v Speaker 2>take pictures together so we have stuff to post, and

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<v Speaker 2>then like, going from oh, we need to hang out

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<v Speaker 2>more to the fucking do I have any other friends?

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<v Speaker 2>It's fucking great. And not that I don't love you.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm going to go all this time

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<v Speaker 2>without hanging out with you, and then I be like, hello,

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<v Speaker 2>where come back to meet our friends? Bringing coffee? So

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<v Speaker 2>just if there's a noise, you can sit if you want,

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you? Is that my ice coffee? I mean ice

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<v Speaker 2>lating what you can? What the fuck?

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<v Speaker 3>This is?

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<v Speaker 2>What if you guys are just joining us? This is

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<v Speaker 2>these are real? Are you gonna leave? I'm gonna have

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<v Speaker 2>a sip of it? Is she going back? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm a coffee addict. If anyone needs coffee

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<v Speaker 1>in this room's fucking me. You just had a alixir?

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<v Speaker 1>You're right, Okay, I'm fine.

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<v Speaker 2>She just wants to go to the back of the

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<v Speaker 2>coffee shop. She can go. I'm not gonna fight her

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<v Speaker 2>for that. She can go.

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<v Speaker 1>When you told me you're going to New Orleans, I like,

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<v Speaker 1>I got a little bit jealous, just because I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>so used to like doing everything with you, And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, bitch, relax because we see her for every

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<v Speaker 1>five seconds.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't want to go to knowing I feel that

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<v Speaker 2>way with you, I'm like, even with the first of all,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like I want to go. I'm like, do you

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<v Speaker 2>think she needs a break for you? I'm like probably,

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<v Speaker 2>But I was like, I want to go. I'm like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>it's fine if we it's a separation anxiety. I was

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<v Speaker 2>thinking that. I'm like, is something wrong with me? Do

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<v Speaker 2>I have? Am my codependent in every aspect of my

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<v Speaker 2>fucking life. I was like, bitch, if you don't sit

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<v Speaker 2>down and not go with her, I had to really

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<v Speaker 2>like talk to myself. And then I thought about neur Leans.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, is she coming? And then I'm thinking

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<v Speaker 2>about going to Mexico for a month, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna miss Erica. Bitch, this only bitch you sleep

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<v Speaker 2>in the same bed with for like four Like it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's like beautifully love, but it's like it's like beautiful sick,

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<v Speaker 2>non lesbian leve.

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<v Speaker 1>I know we're the best us in her head, but like, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>take a break for your fucking friend, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>For promote that enough. I'm like, if we don't take breaks,

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<v Speaker 2>we're gonna hate each other. I'm like, no way, there's

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<v Speaker 2>not There's no way. God, the amount of time that

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<v Speaker 2>we enjoy spending together is so insane. This week Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>let me just give you, like, let me give you

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<v Speaker 2>a brief between like Wednesday to Saturday, and let me

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<v Speaker 2>tell you what we got done, because it's fucking insane. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>So just imagine it's just a five day period and

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<v Speaker 2>you have to do the following things. We hosted a mixer,

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<v Speaker 2>We got a hotel room. We went to the pool,

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<v Speaker 2>we didn't finish. We went to her We saw Paris Hilton,

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<v Speaker 2>DJ it was Paris Hilton. It was Paris Hilton. I

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<v Speaker 2>met up with my fuck buddy, went back to downtown,

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<v Speaker 2>got another hotel room, wrote some more. Oh yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>went home. Okay, I did. We did go home one time.

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<v Speaker 2>We went home once, except I didn't sleep. I was stupid.

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<v Speaker 2>I had sex and I tested, Yeah, I tested my

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<v Speaker 2>fuck buddy and then I Then we came back to downtown.

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<v Speaker 2>Decided we're to get another room. Convinced a grandma to

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<v Speaker 2>take both kids. Did a talk at a conference in

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<v Speaker 2>like the Cutest Business Professional Sexy Romey and Michelle high

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<v Speaker 2>school reunion outfits that were like not really a conference, like,

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<v Speaker 2>but we were going to make them. They went to

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<v Speaker 2>the Soho House. Then I almost custodega out. Then we

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<v Speaker 2>got another hotel room. Worked. Do we work this? We worked?

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<v Speaker 2>We worked at the Soho house.

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<v Speaker 1>We went to Yeah, then she was kersteneck out, then

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<v Speaker 1>he left, then we left, then we ate, we ate,

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<v Speaker 1>We went back to the hotel room. We wrote for hours,

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<v Speaker 1>like we were high school.

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<v Speaker 2>Students that needed to make a deadline, like twelfth grade

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<v Speaker 2>passing grade depended on this night, I was up, like literally,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like I'm out, and she be like I'm not.

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<v Speaker 2>She like left the light on. All of her was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like punched over and punch over in the corner,

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<v Speaker 1>typing naked. I was like, wow, she's she.

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<v Speaker 2>Was ahead of me because in the process of writing

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<v Speaker 2>this book, we haven't really talked a lot about writing

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<v Speaker 2>this book because we've been avoiding it. You know, one

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<v Speaker 2>of my childhood dreams is writing a book, like it

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<v Speaker 2>really is. I was getting my lashes done. I'm at

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<v Speaker 2>licensed as a titian. I do lashes, and so I

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<v Speaker 2>was getting my lashes done this week by the person

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<v Speaker 2>who taught me, and she was like, yeah. When I

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<v Speaker 2>first started training you, you know, I asked you what

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<v Speaker 2>your five year plan was, and you said, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be like a journalist. And an author, and she was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, what the fuck. I thought you're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>say something in the beauty business, like with lashes, And

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, really, that's what I said? She said yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, bet, I'm so happy I'm on track.

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<v Speaker 2>But at that time I had no idea how I

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<v Speaker 2>was going to do any of those things. But and

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<v Speaker 2>also I have a huge fear of people reading shit,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm sensitive about my shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Well because you were in your privacy was invaded a

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<v Speaker 1>lot as a child, and your diaries and people.

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<v Speaker 2>Reading your shit.

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<v Speaker 1>But now this is like you get to tell your

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<v Speaker 1>story and the way that you wanted to be read

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<v Speaker 1>and the way you want it to be received.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's crazy, but I feel so much anxiety

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<v Speaker 2>about it. I'm like super excited and I feel super activated,

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<v Speaker 2>but then I'm getting these periods so I'm like, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, what if it's not good enough? Or like

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<v Speaker 2>am I an author? Like I've never written a book.

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<v Speaker 2>I've never written a book. And then these chapters that

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<v Speaker 2>we were writing have been super and super intense. It's

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<v Speaker 2>about just like the gets really are this book. Like

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<v Speaker 2>I know we talk a lot here, but this book

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<v Speaker 2>is about to get super deep and in depth about

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<v Speaker 2>our experiences, you know, coming into this space and shifting

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<v Speaker 2>from like not being single to being single, I'm being

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<v Speaker 2>pregnant and breaking up and you know, just the road

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<v Speaker 2>to how we met and where we were at. I

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<v Speaker 2>hadn't realized how much I hadn't revisited that place in

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<v Speaker 2>my life, and it was really it's been very difficult.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't realize I was avoiding it so heavily, but

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<v Speaker 2>I was. And also that night when I was up

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<v Speaker 2>like a fucking psycho, I I had like I was

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<v Speaker 2>tense in my body. I felt as I was thinking

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<v Speaker 2>about it and writing it, I felt it like the

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<v Speaker 2>stress that I experienced at that time, and it just

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<v Speaker 2>felt super triggering because when you've been in an abusive, dark,

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<v Speaker 2>toxic relationship, especially as like as for me, I disassociate

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<v Speaker 2>and I kind of like glazed it over like it

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<v Speaker 2>was all good because I was fine. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm fine, but I was not fine, bitch. I was struggling,

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<v Speaker 2>so it was hard to like. And then even I

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<v Speaker 2>even sleeping that night was difficult, and then we still

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<v Speaker 2>weren't done. We had to wake up. We woke up

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<v Speaker 2>at six in the morning and started writing again. So

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<v Speaker 2>it was like a very energetically draining but beautiful transcribing

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<v Speaker 2>were in the We're in the subble house sec and

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<v Speaker 2>then I broke up because I was sat, We've figured

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<v Speaker 2>out how to transcribe on our notes, so we're like, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to be an author through my phone. This

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<v Speaker 2>is gonna Yeah. We was like, I was like, I

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<v Speaker 2>need to stop typing and I need to start talking

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<v Speaker 2>because this is what we do. Yeah. I was like, actually,

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<v Speaker 2>why am I writing? Like I could just talk it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm not going to talking to myself.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, it's the journey of figuring out how we author.

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<v Speaker 1>But I know for me, you know what, in my

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<v Speaker 1>reaction to writing, it wasn't like it was TENSI ish.

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<v Speaker 2>I just would get.

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<v Speaker 1>Really exhausted immediately. And I realized it's because I felt

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<v Speaker 1>very exhausted in that time in my life too.

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<v Speaker 2>And I remember sleeping.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, I remember like there were times where I would

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<v Speaker 1>sleep for like long periods of the day, and that

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<v Speaker 1>was depression.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't even realize that I was in that space.

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<v Speaker 1>And I noticed when I was writing about certain things

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<v Speaker 1>and not just like you know, my my experience. But

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<v Speaker 1>even the joy, even talking about the joy was exhausting

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<v Speaker 1>to me in ways because I was like just revisiting

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<v Speaker 1>the whole overall experience and like.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was. I'm glad that those chapters are done.

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<v Speaker 1>Congratulations, my love, Oh my god, congratulations, so fucking happy.

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<v Speaker 1>I know that we have to do some more edits,

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<v Speaker 1>but that part, yeah, I feel like I like I

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<v Speaker 1>threw up, I purged, I did purge onto the paper and.

0:21:08.880 --> 0:21:10.960
<v Speaker 2>Now you guys get to read my purge at some

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<v Speaker 2>point in twenty twenty three, which I even I dealt

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<v Speaker 2>with that too, Like am I saying too much? Is

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<v Speaker 2>this too much? Is just too honest? Right? Me too?

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<v Speaker 2>Who's how is this going to be received? Too? And

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<v Speaker 2>then you know what my hater like, do I am

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<v Speaker 2>I look like a bitch? Do I?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I kept I've started to doubt myself, Like am

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<v Speaker 1>I a bitch for sharing?

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<v Speaker 2>This? Is it my fault?

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<v Speaker 4>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Did I? I obviously have?

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<v Speaker 1>I know I play a part in whatever has happened

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<v Speaker 1>in my life in general, and just the choices that

0:21:35.760 --> 0:21:38.000
<v Speaker 1>I've made and like the growth that I was at

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<v Speaker 1>at that point in my life, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, oh no, now I'm wondering. I'm like, damn, did

0:21:41.680 --> 0:21:43.639
<v Speaker 2>I put enough about like where I was at? Like

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<v Speaker 2>am I just like this was stupid? Let me tell

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<v Speaker 2>you why. I mean, yeah, reflect on that too, you know.

0:21:49.480 --> 0:21:51.840
<v Speaker 1>But because I did, it actually made me really have

0:21:52.000 --> 0:21:54.200
<v Speaker 1>to be more accountable too, Like how did I play

0:21:54.240 --> 0:21:56.000
<v Speaker 1>a part in any of the things that have happened

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<v Speaker 1>in my life, whether it's the daddy issues, whether it's

0:21:58.440 --> 0:22:01.240
<v Speaker 1>the relationship with my family, whether it's a relationship with

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<v Speaker 1>my child's father, whether.

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<v Speaker 2>All of it, Like what is my part in all

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<v Speaker 2>of it?

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<v Speaker 1>As like an outsider looking in before I just put

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<v Speaker 1>it all on the internet, put it on the internet,

0:22:11.680 --> 0:22:12.200
<v Speaker 1>put it in print.

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<v Speaker 2>We've already put it on the internet.

0:22:14.240 --> 0:22:18.119
<v Speaker 1>We got to put it in every print forever for

0:22:18.280 --> 0:22:22.360
<v Speaker 1>someone to read. And I guess, I don't know digest

0:22:22.480 --> 0:22:24.159
<v Speaker 1>whatever interpretation they get from that.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's the beautiful thing about this process is that,

0:22:27.320 --> 0:22:29.040
<v Speaker 2>and I'm doing it with you, you know, is that

0:22:29.320 --> 0:22:32.199
<v Speaker 2>we can put it on paper and then we can

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<v Speaker 2>have conversations like maybe because I need to like revisit

0:22:34.400 --> 0:22:36.880
<v Speaker 2>that in a different perspective, and like also I think

0:22:36.880 --> 0:22:39.399
<v Speaker 2>it's kind of dope, not dope, but it is different that.

0:22:39.720 --> 0:22:42.640
<v Speaker 2>The truth is, me and Erica knew each other during

0:22:42.720 --> 0:22:45.680
<v Speaker 2>that period, but we weren't near each other.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, the thing is like the first six chapters of

0:22:47.600 --> 0:22:50.480
<v Speaker 1>the book is not even like we hadn't even met yet. Yeah,

0:22:51.160 --> 0:22:54.160
<v Speaker 1>everything before that that, Like, I think we usually talk

0:22:54.200 --> 0:22:57.480
<v Speaker 1>about a lot about our inception and like from that

0:22:57.640 --> 0:22:59.800
<v Speaker 1>period on. And that's why I feel like this is

0:23:00.320 --> 0:23:03.760
<v Speaker 1>definitely a different for me too, Like I feel extremely

0:23:03.840 --> 0:23:06.840
<v Speaker 1>exposed and vulnerable and like I don't always feel comfortable

0:23:06.880 --> 0:23:09.040
<v Speaker 1>in that space. I do in ways, but like what

0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:11.720
<v Speaker 1>I feel comfortable sharing, and I feel like in the

0:23:11.760 --> 0:23:14.240
<v Speaker 1>book it's forced me to be like, Okay, like how

0:23:14.520 --> 0:23:17.960
<v Speaker 1>do I make this useful? I have to be totally

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<v Speaker 1>transparent and honest about it. And the beauty is that

0:23:21.720 --> 0:23:23.840
<v Speaker 1>I love writing too, and it's like it's fun to

0:23:24.000 --> 0:23:26.040
<v Speaker 1>like interpret my story but get to say it in

0:23:26.200 --> 0:23:29.760
<v Speaker 1>like a beautiful way too, you know, like paint the picture.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't know, I'm just really excited. That was

0:23:32.280 --> 0:23:34.000
<v Speaker 1>a cool part of the this week, but it was

0:23:34.040 --> 0:23:35.600
<v Speaker 1>also fucking stressful.

0:23:35.680 --> 0:23:38.399
<v Speaker 2>It was so fucking stressed, and then we had like

0:23:38.640 --> 0:23:46.000
<v Speaker 2>we also spoke at podcast Movement. Shout out to podcast movement, evolution, evolutions.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was twenty two downtown, the biggest podcast convention

0:23:50.359 --> 0:23:53.280
<v Speaker 1>in the whole motherfucking world, which is it's amazing what

0:23:53.400 --> 0:23:56.400
<v Speaker 1>they do. It is they are like, it's a really

0:23:57.200 --> 0:23:59.639
<v Speaker 1>that convention is really dope. There's a lot of like

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:02.440
<v Speaker 1>resources and people there, and I feel like there was

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<v Speaker 1>definitely a different vibe than the one in Nashville that

0:24:04.640 --> 0:24:06.960
<v Speaker 1>we did it last year. And yeah, we did a

0:24:07.000 --> 0:24:09.719
<v Speaker 1>panel and it was about how authenticity can leverage your

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<v Speaker 1>podcast and it.

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<v Speaker 2>Was cool, like to really reflect on how it has Yeah,

0:24:15.400 --> 0:24:18.520
<v Speaker 2>how like like, yeah, that's really the scariest part of

0:24:18.600 --> 0:24:21.520
<v Speaker 2>this is like how authentic You're gonna be real real.

0:24:21.600 --> 0:24:23.000
<v Speaker 2>That's what my mom said. I told her what the

0:24:23.119 --> 0:24:25.680
<v Speaker 2>panel was. She's like, what does that mean. I was like, well,

0:24:26.200 --> 0:24:29.879
<v Speaker 2>I guess just how being yourself can really be beneficial.

0:24:30.040 --> 0:24:31.920
<v Speaker 2>She's like, oh, yeah, I really look up to you.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, me and Erica since this was not

0:24:36.480 --> 0:24:38.520
<v Speaker 2>so like it was intentional, but not in the way

0:24:38.600 --> 0:24:42.080
<v Speaker 2>that it's coming to fruition. It's always like every time

0:24:42.200 --> 0:24:44.240
<v Speaker 2>like a pinch, you know, like this is crazy and

0:24:44.400 --> 0:24:47.000
<v Speaker 2>like us making a PowerPoint and having a clicker and

0:24:47.080 --> 0:24:50.879
<v Speaker 2>being like and this one here even thugs cried. This

0:24:51.040 --> 0:24:54.160
<v Speaker 2>is being vulnerable, you know, like just making up shit,

0:24:54.600 --> 0:24:57.000
<v Speaker 2>making up shit, But like, I just love it.

0:24:57.560 --> 0:25:03.360
<v Speaker 1>I love being a corporate bitch, okay, corporate corporate, a corporate, authentic.

0:25:03.000 --> 0:25:03.960
<v Speaker 2>Creative bitch like that.

0:25:04.520 --> 0:25:06.920
<v Speaker 1>That space feels exciting to me because I make the

0:25:07.040 --> 0:25:08.640
<v Speaker 1>rules and I can say whatever the fuck I want.

0:25:08.960 --> 0:25:11.280
<v Speaker 1>And I cursed the whole time during the whole my

0:25:11.359 --> 0:25:13.280
<v Speaker 1>whole panel, because that's who I am and that's what

0:25:13.359 --> 0:25:14.879
<v Speaker 1>you're getting and that's why I'm here.

0:25:15.359 --> 0:25:18.480
<v Speaker 2>You know, And it's like, I just feel like it's

0:25:18.920 --> 0:25:20.600
<v Speaker 2>it was. That was really cool and fun. I love

0:25:20.640 --> 0:25:22.840
<v Speaker 2>that shit. It was. It was. It was an and

0:25:22.920 --> 0:25:24.399
<v Speaker 2>you know, we all we've done it before. We got

0:25:24.440 --> 0:25:27.879
<v Speaker 2>a bigger stage, we had more people come, and you know,

0:25:27.960 --> 0:25:31.040
<v Speaker 2>people are engaged and you see people in real life

0:25:31.080 --> 0:25:34.240
<v Speaker 2>they say I've listened, and I love that. Like it's

0:25:34.359 --> 0:25:36.480
<v Speaker 2>just so much cooler when you get to really connect

0:25:36.800 --> 0:25:40.600
<v Speaker 2>and have conversations and and be with people in mongstter

0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:43.159
<v Speaker 2>industry and shake it up because you know, it can

0:25:43.280 --> 0:25:46.239
<v Speaker 2>be every kind of conference can have. It's a lot.

0:25:46.280 --> 0:25:48.720
<v Speaker 2>It's very male dominated. That's why I was really excited

0:25:48.800 --> 0:25:52.719
<v Speaker 2>to also do that all female mixer with speaker, because

0:25:53.320 --> 0:25:56.080
<v Speaker 2>you know, we finally like get to see where things

0:25:56.200 --> 0:25:59.600
<v Speaker 2>need to give, like have more space in podcasting, and

0:25:59.760 --> 0:26:01.880
<v Speaker 2>now we're in the position to in some ways advocate

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<v Speaker 2>for it.

0:26:02.400 --> 0:26:02.600
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:26:02.840 --> 0:26:05.639
<v Speaker 2>Like, hey, and I remember the first podcast conference I

0:26:05.720 --> 0:26:08.160
<v Speaker 2>went to. It was like Digital Hollywood or something here.

0:26:08.200 --> 0:26:10.879
<v Speaker 2>I remember like someone gave us tickets and I was

0:26:10.920 --> 0:26:11.639
<v Speaker 2>like taking.

0:26:11.440 --> 0:26:14.840
<v Speaker 1>Notes and I met and I met fucking cam Sex

0:26:14.880 --> 0:26:17.280
<v Speaker 1>talk with my mom, And now we're on Pleasure podcast

0:26:17.560 --> 0:26:21.560
<v Speaker 1>and like, I just think it's a testimony to the

0:26:21.680 --> 0:26:24.720
<v Speaker 1>power of using your network, of using your network, because

0:26:24.760 --> 0:26:26.359
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even think about that that you met him

0:26:26.400 --> 0:26:30.000
<v Speaker 1>at that convention and now like he's like we work

0:26:30.080 --> 0:26:33.520
<v Speaker 1>with him, yeah, in his business, But that's a lot

0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:36.600
<v Speaker 1>of people we've come across, and like that's the power

0:26:36.680 --> 0:26:39.760
<v Speaker 1>of making friends in your industry and then utilizing each other.

0:26:40.320 --> 0:26:44.440
<v Speaker 1>We work with so many of the people we like

0:26:44.760 --> 0:26:46.640
<v Speaker 1>we crossed paths with, and like, even if we don't

0:26:46.640 --> 0:26:49.639
<v Speaker 1>work with them, it's always a lesson. It's always like

0:26:49.760 --> 0:26:53.600
<v Speaker 1>an added value to our business, you know, Like speaking

0:26:53.680 --> 0:26:56.399
<v Speaker 1>of which, like even with the Good Vibe Retreat, you know,

0:26:56.480 --> 0:26:59.440
<v Speaker 1>it's such a testament of how like community and networking,

0:26:59.680 --> 0:27:03.119
<v Speaker 1>and like we're about to include some really epic guests

0:27:03.240 --> 0:27:05.639
<v Speaker 1>on these next Like we have some special guests that

0:27:05.720 --> 0:27:08.520
<v Speaker 1>we haven't announced yet, I know.

0:27:08.720 --> 0:27:10.840
<v Speaker 2>And that's another thing we did in this last five days.

0:27:10.880 --> 0:27:15.680
<v Speaker 2>We like, yeah, we like solidified and had some really

0:27:15.760 --> 0:27:18.720
<v Speaker 2>cool you know, some of our guests come and commit

0:27:18.840 --> 0:27:23.200
<v Speaker 2>to coming to the retreat and adding value to the

0:27:24.280 --> 0:27:26.000
<v Speaker 2>just the healing that we're all going to receive.

0:27:26.520 --> 0:27:30.680
<v Speaker 1>Yes, So I'm just yeah, I'm so excited. I was

0:27:30.720 --> 0:27:32.120
<v Speaker 1>just talking to someone. I was like, I can't wait

0:27:32.200 --> 0:27:33.800
<v Speaker 1>for the summertime. I was like, I can't wait to

0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:36.359
<v Speaker 1>get back to Costa Rica. I'm ready to get I

0:27:36.560 --> 0:27:39.159
<v Speaker 1>just love it there. It just gives me like this

0:27:39.480 --> 0:27:41.840
<v Speaker 1>energy and I feel like there's this soul. I don't know,

0:27:41.920 --> 0:27:43.800
<v Speaker 1>I have this weird connection to it. I don't know,

0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:45.800
<v Speaker 1>Like I know that you do too, I don't know,

0:27:45.960 --> 0:27:47.959
<v Speaker 1>but it all feels personal, Like when you go there,

0:27:48.000 --> 0:27:51.040
<v Speaker 1>it's like your own personal connection to the space.

0:27:51.440 --> 0:27:51.639
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:27:51.840 --> 0:27:56.199
<v Speaker 1>That feels like Yeah, So I'm really excited for our

0:27:56.280 --> 0:27:58.040
<v Speaker 1>next retreats and it feels.

0:27:57.800 --> 0:28:00.479
<v Speaker 2>Grounding the next group of women. I know, I get

0:28:00.520 --> 0:28:03.040
<v Speaker 2>to meet more women and like I already feel so

0:28:03.240 --> 0:28:05.800
<v Speaker 2>close to the ones that like we've met and like

0:28:05.920 --> 0:28:07.360
<v Speaker 2>we still talk every day every day.

0:28:07.640 --> 0:28:09.879
<v Speaker 1>Every day, we'll talk every day in the slack, and

0:28:10.359 --> 0:28:13.359
<v Speaker 1>we fucking share pictures and stories.

0:28:13.840 --> 0:28:16.800
<v Speaker 2>H and you know meet up whenever we can, and

0:28:16.880 --> 0:28:19.720
<v Speaker 2>everybody's meeting up and it's just like it just feels

0:28:19.760 --> 0:28:25.080
<v Speaker 2>bombed and I'm super excited to you know, have gone

0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:28.359
<v Speaker 2>through a good vibratory experienced it and then not get

0:28:28.440 --> 0:28:32.560
<v Speaker 2>to do it again. We've extended it one day just

0:28:32.600 --> 0:28:33.560
<v Speaker 2>so we have more time.

0:28:34.000 --> 0:28:35.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think that extra day is going to be

0:28:35.920 --> 0:28:39.160
<v Speaker 1>really amazing and just like chill because the place is

0:28:39.240 --> 0:28:41.719
<v Speaker 1>so it's like there's so much to do, but then

0:28:41.720 --> 0:28:42.520
<v Speaker 1>there's so little to do.

0:28:42.720 --> 0:28:45.240
<v Speaker 2>Also, like it's really your choice. It's a small town,

0:28:45.720 --> 0:28:46.160
<v Speaker 2>but you can.

0:28:46.080 --> 0:28:50.480
<v Speaker 1>Go ziplining, you can go whale watching, dolphins swimming, like

0:28:50.560 --> 0:28:51.360
<v Speaker 1>all types of stuff.

0:28:51.360 --> 0:28:54.400
<v Speaker 2>And it's just like has a soul to it.

0:28:54.600 --> 0:28:54.920
<v Speaker 3>It does.

0:28:55.080 --> 0:28:57.480
<v Speaker 2>It's like a personal like you know what, like someone

0:28:57.880 --> 0:29:01.440
<v Speaker 2>that you love and you've known forever. Soul. It's like

0:29:01.880 --> 0:29:04.680
<v Speaker 2>like kind of like a like an embracing I don't

0:29:04.920 --> 0:29:08.840
<v Speaker 2>like a really cool grandmother, the coolest, the coolest grandmother

0:29:08.920 --> 0:29:12.520
<v Speaker 2>you could think of, like like and she has like

0:29:12.640 --> 0:29:16.320
<v Speaker 2>so much knowledge and so much like everything's gonna be alright,

0:29:16.400 --> 0:29:18.680
<v Speaker 2>Like going to visit like the most hippie ross to

0:29:18.840 --> 0:29:21.240
<v Speaker 2>Grandma and she hugs you and makes you good food.

0:29:21.560 --> 0:29:24.480
<v Speaker 2>That is the vibe. That is the vibe of the

0:29:24.520 --> 0:29:28.320
<v Speaker 2>good Vibe retreat for sure. Yeah, I'm excited about that.

0:29:31.280 --> 0:29:34.400
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<v Speaker 1>This never happens where I'm like just so proud of

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<v Speaker 2>It couldn't stop.

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<v Speaker 1>It was so it's just been so amazing to watch

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0:31:29.880 --> 0:31:34.000
<v Speaker 1>modeling business where women get to go and like feel seen,

0:31:34.560 --> 0:31:37.200
<v Speaker 1>like use these like these things that are nately in them,

0:31:37.200 --> 0:31:40.880
<v Speaker 1>which is like to shine, just to shine and to

0:31:41.000 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 1>feel confident and to feel empowered and to like all

0:31:44.600 --> 0:31:46.480
<v Speaker 1>the women that were there, all the like the young

0:31:46.560 --> 0:31:48.800
<v Speaker 1>people that were there were all talking like when's your

0:31:48.840 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>time to walk?

0:31:49.360 --> 0:31:50.880
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, what are you wear? And like everyone

0:31:51.040 --> 0:31:53.719
<v Speaker 2>was just coming together and making friends. So they're all

0:31:53.880 --> 0:31:57.000
<v Speaker 2>in it together. Yeah, And it's beautiful to give people

0:31:57.480 --> 0:32:02.400
<v Speaker 2>the opportunity to feel good and seen and photographed and

0:32:02.720 --> 0:32:04.840
<v Speaker 2>have the opportunity to live your dream on a high

0:32:05.560 --> 0:32:07.360
<v Speaker 2>in high end experience your family and friends to be

0:32:07.400 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 2>able to come see you. It just it was really beautiful.

0:32:09.960 --> 0:32:13.040
<v Speaker 2>And even like the designers were bombed, you know, like

0:32:13.200 --> 0:32:16.200
<v Speaker 2>up and coming designers that you may not have like seen.

0:32:16.920 --> 0:32:18.640
<v Speaker 2>There was a few that I that I need to

0:32:18.720 --> 0:32:21.120
<v Speaker 2>go revisit. I took picture. Is something frozen free?

0:32:21.400 --> 0:32:21.520
<v Speaker 3>Yea?

0:32:21.840 --> 0:32:25.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, something free? Yeah? Oh god, I'm high right now.

0:32:25.120 --> 0:32:27.080
<v Speaker 1>But we're gonna leave them in the episode description because

0:32:27.080 --> 0:32:30.160
<v Speaker 1>there were some really dope designers there were from that show,

0:32:30.400 --> 0:32:33.640
<v Speaker 1>and it was just what's the name Benjamin, what's the

0:32:33.720 --> 0:32:34.120
<v Speaker 1>guy's name?

0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:37.800
<v Speaker 2>Benjamin was there? He was like model the guest.

0:32:38.320 --> 0:32:41.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah about the red carpet, I know, our first red

0:32:41.520 --> 0:32:43.520
<v Speaker 1>carpet and we were high so awome, Oh my.

0:32:43.520 --> 0:32:46.960
<v Speaker 2>God, I was so fucking uncomfortable. I just looked at

0:32:47.000 --> 0:32:49.240
<v Speaker 2>all the footage. I was like, please don't and I

0:32:49.280 --> 0:32:55.000
<v Speaker 2>could see us like like walk stop, walk, smile or

0:32:55.120 --> 0:32:56.600
<v Speaker 2>like didn't they ask us questions?

0:32:56.680 --> 0:32:56.920
<v Speaker 1>Bitch?

0:32:57.200 --> 0:32:59.880
<v Speaker 2>I was like wow. And then as soon as we

0:33:00.240 --> 0:33:04.520
<v Speaker 2>fucking got out, she was like, do we need media training? Bitch?

0:33:04.840 --> 0:33:07.880
<v Speaker 2>I was like yep. We were struggling. They were like,

0:33:07.920 --> 0:33:11.360
<v Speaker 2>what is your fashion style? I was like, I just

0:33:11.640 --> 0:33:14.560
<v Speaker 2>like addressed how I feel. And I was like what

0:33:14.760 --> 0:33:15.240
<v Speaker 2>is my fashion?

0:33:15.520 --> 0:33:16.959
<v Speaker 1>Like what are you wearing? And I was like, well,

0:33:17.000 --> 0:33:18.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm wearing Zara. But I was like, do I want

0:33:18.400 --> 0:33:20.160
<v Speaker 1>to tell her I'm wearing Zara. I'm supposed be working

0:33:20.200 --> 0:33:24.040
<v Speaker 1>something fancier. I don't know a fuck, Like I got

0:33:24.080 --> 0:33:26.600
<v Speaker 1>these pants and some random store. This is a panga mall,

0:33:27.560 --> 0:33:30.360
<v Speaker 1>Like these shoes I've had for four years.

0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:32.600
<v Speaker 2>They have better, Like we're not we need to get

0:33:32.840 --> 0:33:38.560
<v Speaker 2>more details, cacaline, like this is a festival designer. Yeah,

0:33:38.560 --> 0:33:40.200
<v Speaker 2>that's what I wish i'd really know his name. I

0:33:40.200 --> 0:33:42.360
<v Speaker 2>would have sounded so much. I was like, I have something.

0:33:42.600 --> 0:33:44.120
<v Speaker 2>I was like trying. I was like, maybe I can

0:33:44.200 --> 0:33:45.720
<v Speaker 2>help her. I was like, do you remember you have

0:33:45.840 --> 0:33:47.719
<v Speaker 2>the same You have to do something from him too.

0:33:47.920 --> 0:33:53.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm like look at the tag I don't know Afrikhaan. Yeah,

0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:55.640
<v Speaker 2>and then I think I was like, this is the

0:33:55.800 --> 0:33:59.080
<v Speaker 2>only one weekend. Then we went to we had dinner

0:33:59.160 --> 0:34:02.200
<v Speaker 2>with our girl Dolly. We had I love that fucking restaurant,

0:34:02.680 --> 0:34:06.400
<v Speaker 2>the Exchange. I like the Exchange and fucking Wooden Spoon.

0:34:06.760 --> 0:34:09.120
<v Speaker 2>Oh Wooden spoone. Yeah, oh that didn't Me and Erica

0:34:09.200 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 2>went to a party. We had the nerve to slide

0:34:11.760 --> 0:34:13.760
<v Speaker 2>actually to a party, even though we had a huge deadline.

0:34:13.880 --> 0:34:16.560
<v Speaker 2>We needed a break, Yeah, we needed a release. We

0:34:16.600 --> 0:34:18.560
<v Speaker 2>went to a party. It was very gay party.

0:34:18.680 --> 0:34:23.040
<v Speaker 1>It was beautiful. They were fine, and we drank and

0:34:23.880 --> 0:34:25.360
<v Speaker 1>I flirted and I was on the phone from the

0:34:25.400 --> 0:34:26.439
<v Speaker 1>bathroom for like twenty minutes.

0:34:26.800 --> 0:34:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Are you yeah? I don't know if you remember that.

0:34:28.480 --> 0:34:30.080
<v Speaker 2>What was I doing? Who knows? I was like, sure'll

0:34:30.120 --> 0:34:36.040
<v Speaker 2>be fine here talking. I can't believe you left me

0:34:36.120 --> 0:34:38.320
<v Speaker 2>for twenty minute. You were fine, And I said, I

0:34:38.600 --> 0:34:42.600
<v Speaker 2>just noticed, like you did. Okay, Well, now she's pissed.

0:34:42.920 --> 0:34:45.320
<v Speaker 2>Fuck you. We'd leave me at the party for the

0:34:45.360 --> 0:34:47.480
<v Speaker 2>gay party for minute. I was like, she's up with

0:34:47.560 --> 0:34:50.279
<v Speaker 2>her people. Yeah, I was flush. I'm going to go

0:34:50.280 --> 0:34:55.080
<v Speaker 2>in the bathroom and flirt with my boo because I'm drunk. Yeah.

0:34:55.800 --> 0:34:57.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we got there, and then we also went to

0:34:57.400 --> 0:34:59.719
<v Speaker 1>another party. Actually it was like it was like church.

0:35:00.360 --> 0:35:03.560
<v Speaker 1>We went to Trap Care Chrap Chap Karaoke, Trap Karaoke

0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:04.919
<v Speaker 1>with hosted by.

0:35:04.880 --> 0:35:08.760
<v Speaker 2>Mouse Jone, and that shit was dope. It is mouse Jones, right, Yeah, Okay,

0:35:09.440 --> 0:35:11.800
<v Speaker 2>that shit was dope. It was really dope. That was

0:35:11.840 --> 0:35:14.080
<v Speaker 2>my first time getting to go to one, and it

0:35:14.160 --> 0:35:15.799
<v Speaker 2>did feel like church. I was like, oh my god,

0:35:15.840 --> 0:35:17.920
<v Speaker 2>look at our people singing together. I love this here.

0:35:18.200 --> 0:35:19.759
<v Speaker 2>Everyone was so into it.

0:35:19.920 --> 0:35:23.320
<v Speaker 1>Everyone was like, it's another like community thing like and

0:35:23.400 --> 0:35:25.440
<v Speaker 1>that's what the like the theme I feel like for

0:35:25.600 --> 0:35:29.000
<v Speaker 1>me over the past obviously like yes, community is important,

0:35:29.080 --> 0:35:32.239
<v Speaker 1>but I feel like seeing so many visual aspects of

0:35:32.320 --> 0:35:35.200
<v Speaker 1>it over the last few months has really really made

0:35:35.239 --> 0:35:38.480
<v Speaker 1>it me really understand how much we need each other.

0:35:38.880 --> 0:35:41.400
<v Speaker 1>And I think also just the divisiveness of what we

0:35:41.560 --> 0:35:44.880
<v Speaker 1>just went through, like it's also highlighting that for me

0:35:45.200 --> 0:35:48.080
<v Speaker 1>and just how people en the in the I guess,

0:35:48.239 --> 0:35:50.479
<v Speaker 1>like what's left over because there's people that are still

0:35:50.760 --> 0:35:53.360
<v Speaker 1>like not that won't don't want to enjoy their life anymore.

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:55.960
<v Speaker 1>Like there there's people like there's been so many casualties

0:35:56.000 --> 0:35:58.600
<v Speaker 1>of what has happened. But when you see these type

0:35:58.640 --> 0:36:02.680
<v Speaker 1>of spaces, man, it was just like it just makes

0:36:02.719 --> 0:36:03.480
<v Speaker 1>your soul smile.

0:36:03.640 --> 0:36:06.200
<v Speaker 2>Like I looked out into the crowd and everybody was smiling.

0:36:06.320 --> 0:36:09.000
<v Speaker 2>I was like, what this is fucking I know. I mean, like,

0:36:09.960 --> 0:36:14.280
<v Speaker 2>first of all, music, like it's so crucial to our happiness.

0:36:14.560 --> 0:36:18.880
<v Speaker 2>Community really is crucial to our like to our humanity

0:36:19.040 --> 0:36:21.360
<v Speaker 2>and to like pleasure and the freedom to just be

0:36:21.719 --> 0:36:24.759
<v Speaker 2>and be free and sing and dance and smile and

0:36:24.920 --> 0:36:27.120
<v Speaker 2>laugh and be amongst people you don't know and make

0:36:27.200 --> 0:36:29.920
<v Speaker 2>connections like that's what this shit is all about, you know,

0:36:30.160 --> 0:36:34.000
<v Speaker 2>like exchange of energy, like good energy. So it was

0:36:34.120 --> 0:36:37.680
<v Speaker 2>so dope. Like we left the fucking fashion show. We

0:36:37.760 --> 0:36:39.640
<v Speaker 2>went to the Pull again, just sent in our book,

0:36:39.840 --> 0:36:43.120
<v Speaker 2>went to a fucking fashion show, saw our friend kill

0:36:43.200 --> 0:36:47.160
<v Speaker 2>it like hosts thousands of people in one day, thousands

0:36:47.239 --> 0:36:50.800
<v Speaker 2>of people in one day, and then fucking go to

0:36:50.920 --> 0:36:53.520
<v Speaker 2>fucking Mouse's shit. See him. I was like, never seen

0:36:53.600 --> 0:36:57.719
<v Speaker 2>a fucking hip hop DJ conductor Nege Like he was

0:36:57.800 --> 0:37:01.640
<v Speaker 2>like he I was like, what the fuck is he doing?

0:37:01.719 --> 0:37:04.560
<v Speaker 2>He was like he did. Then he was like the

0:37:04.600 --> 0:37:06.279
<v Speaker 2>crowd was saying to the DJ would go then he

0:37:06.440 --> 0:37:08.400
<v Speaker 2>bring it back together. I was like, this nigg has

0:37:08.440 --> 0:37:11.440
<v Speaker 2>been studying. Okay. It was beautiful to see and like

0:37:11.560 --> 0:37:16.040
<v Speaker 2>the rules and the guidelines and just just love really

0:37:16.160 --> 0:37:17.360
<v Speaker 2>and how people want to shine.

0:37:17.800 --> 0:37:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's really what I took from that day because

0:37:20.680 --> 0:37:22.719
<v Speaker 1>like when I was at the Model Experience, I could

0:37:22.760 --> 0:37:24.720
<v Speaker 1>just people can't you have to come make up ready,

0:37:24.960 --> 0:37:26.719
<v Speaker 1>and there's so many activations, like you have a space

0:37:26.760 --> 0:37:28.239
<v Speaker 1>where you could walk the runway, you have a space

0:37:28.280 --> 0:37:29.840
<v Speaker 1>where you can take a photo shoot, you have like

0:37:29.960 --> 0:37:32.520
<v Speaker 1>all these different places. So people come and you get

0:37:32.560 --> 0:37:35.520
<v Speaker 1>to see their individual and what their representation of them

0:37:35.560 --> 0:37:36.360
<v Speaker 1>shining looks like.

0:37:36.719 --> 0:37:39.799
<v Speaker 2>And that's like what I love to see because I'm like, okay,

0:37:39.880 --> 0:37:40.720
<v Speaker 2>they were shining.

0:37:40.960 --> 0:37:43.120
<v Speaker 1>Yes, Like I think I had a whole crystal fucking

0:37:43.400 --> 0:37:45.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, veil over his body and shit, I

0:37:45.600 --> 0:37:45.759
<v Speaker 1>was like.

0:37:45.800 --> 0:37:49.840
<v Speaker 2>Okay, that looked for coach for sure. Right. There's a

0:37:49.880 --> 0:37:51.960
<v Speaker 2>lot of books I need to get for Coachella. Yeah,

0:37:53.280 --> 0:37:55.520
<v Speaker 2>So it was just it was a beautiful weekend and

0:37:55.640 --> 0:37:58.440
<v Speaker 2>then I wanted to be a hoe, but I just

0:37:58.640 --> 0:38:02.040
<v Speaker 2>we went home. I want, I was exhausted. I didn't

0:38:02.080 --> 0:38:06.760
<v Speaker 2>knock the fuck out, and yeah, no, it's Monday.

0:38:06.800 --> 0:38:08.440
<v Speaker 1>We're still going. And then we went to a soccer

0:38:08.520 --> 0:38:11.600
<v Speaker 1>game and we were soccer moms back at it. That's

0:38:11.680 --> 0:38:12.240
<v Speaker 1>how it goes.

0:38:12.680 --> 0:38:16.320
<v Speaker 2>Balance, baby, its bad choices. Yeah. Shout out to the

0:38:16.440 --> 0:38:20.000
<v Speaker 2>grandma's that were grandma's this whole day down. They held

0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:23.000
<v Speaker 2>it down. They kept the kids for two days because

0:38:23.040 --> 0:38:27.120
<v Speaker 2>it was physically impossible for us to mom. Nope, momming

0:38:27.239 --> 0:38:29.680
<v Speaker 2>is hard. I was. There'd been no way we could

0:38:29.680 --> 0:38:31.719
<v Speaker 2>have gotten everything done that we had to get done.

0:38:32.080 --> 0:38:34.640
<v Speaker 2>There's just no fucking way. There's no way. No. I was.

0:38:35.440 --> 0:38:37.880
<v Speaker 2>We were talking and I was like, you know, I

0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:39.799
<v Speaker 2>can't feel like the heart. I like being a mom,

0:38:39.880 --> 0:38:43.399
<v Speaker 2>it's so cool, cool, but like making her lunch every day.

0:38:44.280 --> 0:38:45.839
<v Speaker 2>I was like, every day to think about the lunch

0:38:45.880 --> 0:38:47.160
<v Speaker 2>and I have to take her. I was like, like,

0:38:47.520 --> 0:38:49.560
<v Speaker 2>like fifteen years, I'm gonna have to take her to

0:38:49.640 --> 0:38:51.439
<v Speaker 2>school and think of lunch. I was like, I don't

0:38:51.440 --> 0:38:53.919
<v Speaker 2>really like that part. Oscar also didn't like the car seat,

0:38:53.960 --> 0:38:56.080
<v Speaker 2>and She's like, yeah, you know, I also like entertaining them.

0:38:56.120 --> 0:38:58.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm like right, I'm like then feeding them. And then

0:38:58.760 --> 0:39:00.200
<v Speaker 2>she was just like yeah, it's just like the whole thing.

0:39:02.320 --> 0:39:04.040
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh shit, that is a lot of

0:39:04.160 --> 0:39:12.200
<v Speaker 2>it entertaining. I really like when they sleep. I love

0:39:12.239 --> 0:39:14.160
<v Speaker 2>when they sleep and they cuddle me. Yeah, like coming

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:16.239
<v Speaker 2>to like randomly tell me they love me. But me

0:39:16.280 --> 0:39:18.200
<v Speaker 2>and me and Lena were coloring me this morning. It

0:39:18.320 --> 0:39:21.080
<v Speaker 2>was raining. I was like, she's being calm, We're just coloring,

0:39:21.120 --> 0:39:23.360
<v Speaker 2>and she's like, I love you. I was like, I

0:39:23.480 --> 0:39:26.600
<v Speaker 2>love you too, and I was like, I love this part.

0:39:28.120 --> 0:39:30.600
<v Speaker 2>This is the part that I at this point, this

0:39:30.800 --> 0:39:33.359
<v Speaker 2>is the fun part, and like, chill the fuck out

0:39:34.000 --> 0:39:37.680
<v Speaker 2>and you love me right, Oh my goodness. But no,

0:39:37.800 --> 0:39:42.040
<v Speaker 2>I do love it. But sometimes I realize you have

0:39:42.400 --> 0:39:46.480
<v Speaker 2>to to be able to do all the things. There

0:39:46.520 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 2>are places that sacrifice. And I think that our kids

0:39:50.640 --> 0:39:54.480
<v Speaker 2>know that we're grinding right now. I really know our

0:39:54.560 --> 0:39:57.200
<v Speaker 2>kids know we're working hard. And I think they're gonna

0:39:57.280 --> 0:40:00.160
<v Speaker 2>continue to understand that and not that they're always is

0:40:00.200 --> 0:40:02.799
<v Speaker 2>going to be the part that we sacrifice, No, of course,

0:40:02.960 --> 0:40:04.560
<v Speaker 2>but like you know, this weekend is one of those

0:40:04.600 --> 0:40:05.200
<v Speaker 2>fucking weekends.

0:40:05.600 --> 0:40:08.440
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't a sacrifice. They have grandparents need to see them, Okay,

0:40:08.560 --> 0:40:10.800
<v Speaker 1>you need for time. You need to see this person

0:40:10.880 --> 0:40:13.359
<v Speaker 1>that I made from you. You are the ancestor. Okay,

0:40:13.640 --> 0:40:15.160
<v Speaker 1>go be with the grand baby.

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:17.960
<v Speaker 2>Honest to god, the fuck right, my mom be. Actually

0:40:18.120 --> 0:40:22.120
<v Speaker 2>like these new school grandmas, the new school grandmas, they

0:40:22.160 --> 0:40:24.640
<v Speaker 2>don't really make the grandma's the same, so they're not

0:40:24.920 --> 0:40:27.200
<v Speaker 2>getting a baby. This is the thing. They might nag

0:40:27.280 --> 0:40:29.720
<v Speaker 2>you out, but just your baby, the new school grandma's.

0:40:29.880 --> 0:40:33.480
<v Speaker 1>My grandma, I told you, came every weekend, my whole

0:40:33.560 --> 0:40:37.040
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking life. Drove from like Orange County, which was over

0:40:37.239 --> 0:40:40.239
<v Speaker 1>an hour away, never missed a weekend, never ever, ever,

0:40:40.360 --> 0:40:43.239
<v Speaker 1>And I thought to myself recently, well, I was just

0:40:43.320 --> 0:40:44.719
<v Speaker 1>chilling with her because I loved her so much.

0:40:44.800 --> 0:40:46.680
<v Speaker 2>Where the fuck my mom was doing her shit? Where

0:40:46.719 --> 0:40:48.400
<v Speaker 2>the fuck was my mom during that time? She was

0:40:48.480 --> 0:40:50.680
<v Speaker 2>for sure doing hoh shit. She was out and I

0:40:50.760 --> 0:40:52.319
<v Speaker 2>didn't know because I was a kid. She was going

0:40:52.360 --> 0:40:55.160
<v Speaker 2>to dinner with her friend. She will be right back.

0:40:55.280 --> 0:40:57.880
<v Speaker 2>She was working, you know, like what the fuck? She

0:40:58.080 --> 0:40:59.800
<v Speaker 2>was not doing any of those things. Mom, I know

0:40:59.920 --> 0:41:01.600
<v Speaker 2>you weren't. Where were you? Where were you?

0:41:02.200 --> 0:41:04.399
<v Speaker 1>Because I feel like at all I didn't even notice

0:41:04.440 --> 0:41:06.080
<v Speaker 1>because I just loved my grandma so much and she

0:41:06.239 --> 0:41:07.720
<v Speaker 1>was coming every weekend.

0:41:07.800 --> 0:41:09.239
<v Speaker 2>But they don't make the Grandma's like that, No, Moore.

0:41:09.280 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 1>The grandmas are like two days in They're like, hello, yeah,

0:41:13.080 --> 0:41:14.880
<v Speaker 1>well what time you said you'd be here?

0:41:15.160 --> 0:41:17.399
<v Speaker 2>But literally we called. Both of our moms were like hello,

0:41:18.440 --> 0:41:21.879
<v Speaker 2>they were so excited. I was like, hello, I don't

0:41:22.000 --> 0:41:24.000
<v Speaker 2>if I have to get up, do I have to

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:26.000
<v Speaker 2>want me to get that? Yeah, I'm just I'm just

0:41:26.080 --> 0:41:28.680
<v Speaker 2>like I'm you know, I'm over sixty now, so just

0:41:28.760 --> 0:41:30.520
<v Speaker 2>saying like, wow, you really make me do this with

0:41:30.600 --> 0:41:33.120
<v Speaker 2>your kid. I'm like, okay, well what are you doing.

0:41:33.160 --> 0:41:38.319
<v Speaker 2>You're writing a book, give a conference. Okay, well you're

0:41:38.320 --> 0:41:41.120
<v Speaker 2>sure you're just not gonna mom, so you fuck your daughter?

0:41:41.239 --> 0:41:44.040
<v Speaker 2>Huh so you just can't do it all? Okay, Wow,

0:41:44.120 --> 0:41:46.759
<v Speaker 2>you didn't really schedule for this properly. You're responsible in

0:41:46.880 --> 0:41:50.800
<v Speaker 2>my day. Oh, welcome to motherhood. Huh you see what

0:41:50.840 --> 0:41:53.239
<v Speaker 2>I've been doing all these years? That's my mom. I'm

0:41:53.320 --> 0:41:55.680
<v Speaker 2>like okay, Like they never had help, Like my grandma

0:41:55.760 --> 0:41:58.880
<v Speaker 2>didn't come every fucking weekend my whole life, and then

0:41:59.000 --> 0:42:01.160
<v Speaker 2>she couldn't come. My grandma father was there. My mom

0:42:01.320 --> 0:42:03.640
<v Speaker 2>was good, she was set. She had the grandparents on

0:42:04.320 --> 0:42:06.839
<v Speaker 2>Locke for sure, and she was working her ass off.

0:42:06.880 --> 0:42:09.160
<v Speaker 2>So she needed it. But yeah, they're just it's just

0:42:09.239 --> 0:42:12.960
<v Speaker 2>a different also, yeah, it's just a different time. I'll

0:42:13.000 --> 0:42:14.640
<v Speaker 2>we figured it out. Yeah, and shout out to the

0:42:14.640 --> 0:42:18.799
<v Speaker 2>grandparents and amen, we love you because and shut out,

0:42:19.080 --> 0:42:21.279
<v Speaker 2>you know, just shout out to the co parenting and

0:42:21.360 --> 0:42:24.840
<v Speaker 2>the village. Because we're going to Atlanta, going to Coachella.

0:42:25.000 --> 0:42:28.600
<v Speaker 2>We're also going to Atlanta where it's also work. We're working.

0:42:29.080 --> 0:42:30.879
<v Speaker 2>We are and that's what's so weird though.

0:42:30.920 --> 0:42:32.720
<v Speaker 1>So I think that's where the guilt comes from, because

0:42:32.800 --> 0:42:34.759
<v Speaker 1>our work is not like it brings us joy.

0:42:34.880 --> 0:42:37.839
<v Speaker 2>It makes me happy and it looks fun. So then

0:42:37.880 --> 0:42:40.839
<v Speaker 2>people get confused, They're like, they're not working. I'm like, bitch,

0:42:40.880 --> 0:42:43.200
<v Speaker 2>Yes i am. I was on the Turk contest. I

0:42:43.440 --> 0:42:45.200
<v Speaker 2>I had to. It was a networking event.

0:42:46.080 --> 0:42:47.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean I had to be there anyway, so I

0:42:47.960 --> 0:42:49.919
<v Speaker 1>might as well have T worked. I mean, I should

0:42:50.000 --> 0:42:53.239
<v Speaker 1>limit my tworking because I'm working. It's a part of

0:42:53.360 --> 0:42:54.440
<v Speaker 1>don't work.

0:42:56.440 --> 0:42:59.319
<v Speaker 2>I'm talking while I'm working. Sure, talking while you're working?

0:42:59.320 --> 0:43:04.839
<v Speaker 2>To Wednesday, Yes, I think it is. Let me write

0:43:04.880 --> 0:43:08.200
<v Speaker 2>that down. Where's my phone? Fuck? Tworking while you're working?

0:43:09.560 --> 0:43:11.439
<v Speaker 2>What's the while you work? Yeah?

0:43:13.760 --> 0:43:19.200
<v Speaker 1>Got work and talk and work talk talk talk, work work.

0:43:20.600 --> 0:43:24.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I fucking love beingang twins or they Okay,

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:25.160
<v Speaker 1>I think we should play.

0:43:25.040 --> 0:43:26.319
<v Speaker 2>The song right there, because you know what.

0:43:26.360 --> 0:43:29.440
<v Speaker 1>I was going by that JJ insert what's the way

0:43:29.719 --> 0:43:31.719
<v Speaker 1>I was going back and listening to our old episodes.

0:43:32.160 --> 0:43:34.160
<v Speaker 1>If you guys have time, if you're just starting here,

0:43:34.920 --> 0:43:37.640
<v Speaker 1>I encourage you to go back, go way, way, way back,

0:43:37.920 --> 0:43:40.120
<v Speaker 1>because there was a time where we would open up

0:43:40.200 --> 0:43:44.320
<v Speaker 1>all of our episodes with music and it was highly curated.

0:43:44.840 --> 0:43:47.000
<v Speaker 1>It was beautiful, and I'm very upset.

0:43:46.760 --> 0:43:48.400
<v Speaker 2>That we can no longer do this. We don't speak

0:43:48.440 --> 0:43:50.279
<v Speaker 2>of those times. Dear, we don't know what. I don't

0:43:50.280 --> 0:43:52.080
<v Speaker 2>know what you're talking about. Okay, never mind, don't don't

0:43:52.120 --> 0:43:53.520
<v Speaker 2>do it. I don't know that you can go listen,

0:43:53.640 --> 0:43:56.879
<v Speaker 2>but we don't have no idea about those. They're done.

0:43:58.920 --> 0:44:07.200
<v Speaker 2>Get a sued, but it's three anyway. But yeah, if

0:44:07.200 --> 0:44:09.160
<v Speaker 2>you're in Atlanta, hit us up. We will be there

0:44:10.200 --> 0:44:10.799
<v Speaker 2>for the world.

0:44:10.920 --> 0:44:16.600
<v Speaker 1>We'll be there wrapping Talia at the Natural World Hair

0:44:16.880 --> 0:44:19.520
<v Speaker 1>EXPA at the Atlantic Convention Center.

0:44:19.840 --> 0:44:25.160
<v Speaker 2>Ooh, the twenty My afro is gonna be so motherfucking wow.

0:44:25.200 --> 0:44:27.600
<v Speaker 2>I guess I have braids are really make it. Yeah, bitch, Wow,

0:44:27.640 --> 0:44:30.520
<v Speaker 2>what do you do about that? Natural wear? My puppy,

0:44:30.600 --> 0:44:32.200
<v Speaker 2>hold me down? That just what the fuck are you

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:37.880
<v Speaker 2>talking about? Okay? Wow, how black women? You have said it.

0:44:38.120 --> 0:44:40.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm just not suying to We're not like you're adding

0:44:40.239 --> 0:44:43.120
<v Speaker 2>to my guilt. Okay, I'm sorry. It's beautiful. Shave your

0:44:43.160 --> 0:44:43.800
<v Speaker 2>head whatever.

0:44:44.560 --> 0:44:46.279
<v Speaker 1>Okay, now I have to get I think you look

0:44:46.320 --> 0:44:48.320
<v Speaker 1>really good with a shaved head and bleached it like

0:44:48.400 --> 0:44:49.000
<v Speaker 1>Misha style.

0:44:49.800 --> 0:44:51.120
<v Speaker 2>It would be so sexy.

0:44:51.480 --> 0:44:53.719
<v Speaker 1>My head's really small, I know, but it was still cute.

0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:55.800
<v Speaker 1>What if it was like blonde and like or like purple,

0:44:55.920 --> 0:44:57.440
<v Speaker 1>like a dark purple dark blue?

0:44:57.600 --> 0:45:00.279
<v Speaker 2>Okay, well, yeah, I see it, dark blue. We're not

0:45:00.280 --> 0:45:02.520
<v Speaker 2>going to number that. I don't know if I'm met

0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:05.279
<v Speaker 2>it that edgy, I don't know. I think you could

0:45:05.280 --> 0:45:09.320
<v Speaker 2>be convinced. I've had short blonde hair. It was yellow.

0:45:09.400 --> 0:45:11.279
<v Speaker 2>It was in college. It was it probably wasn't.

0:45:11.320 --> 0:45:12.839
<v Speaker 1>You're in college. You don't know what the fuck you're doing.

0:45:12.840 --> 0:45:15.040
<v Speaker 1>It was you need to go get it done blonde.

0:45:15.160 --> 0:45:17.279
<v Speaker 2>It was intense, and I promise never to go back there,

0:45:17.320 --> 0:45:19.799
<v Speaker 2>even though cousin Chris has asked me many times, maybe

0:45:19.840 --> 0:45:22.520
<v Speaker 2>don't do blonde he has mentioned that in my presence.

0:45:22.560 --> 0:45:26.160
<v Speaker 1>Actually it gives him life. Okay, you should maybe not

0:45:26.239 --> 0:45:27.719
<v Speaker 1>do blonde because that's a lot of work. Maybe if

0:45:27.719 --> 0:45:31.000
<v Speaker 1>you die, like diet another color, it's like less abrasive,

0:45:31.239 --> 0:45:32.560
<v Speaker 1>and so then it's more.

0:45:32.560 --> 0:45:36.240
<v Speaker 2>You can like work with it more. Anyway, you're beautiful

0:45:36.280 --> 0:45:39.399
<v Speaker 2>either way, thank you. I guess I'm getting braids for sure.

0:45:39.480 --> 0:45:41.399
<v Speaker 2>By the time we go to Atlanta, else I'm gonna

0:45:41.400 --> 0:45:45.520
<v Speaker 2>be shunned as a natural hair excellent. Oh then I'm

0:45:45.520 --> 0:45:49.839
<v Speaker 2>going to New Orleans with my boo. I really want

0:45:49.880 --> 0:45:52.560
<v Speaker 2>to run into this couple that I've talked about a lot.

0:45:52.640 --> 0:45:55.960
<v Speaker 2>I know this is Stockrish, but I don't care. I

0:45:56.120 --> 0:45:59.080
<v Speaker 2>want to know them. I'm too weak to pull up

0:45:59.080 --> 0:46:00.719
<v Speaker 2>in their DMCA. I don't really how to approach them.

0:46:00.760 --> 0:46:03.400
<v Speaker 1>Why that's where you're supposed to do it, not on

0:46:03.520 --> 0:46:06.240
<v Speaker 1>the podcast, bitch, you didn't start in the DMS.

0:46:06.280 --> 0:46:08.400
<v Speaker 2>You just went straight here. What the fun? I was

0:46:08.400 --> 0:46:11.120
<v Speaker 2>just gonna say, if anybody knows them that I'm in town,

0:46:11.400 --> 0:46:14.400
<v Speaker 2>you should just message you DM everyone else we're dm sliders.

0:46:14.600 --> 0:46:15.400
<v Speaker 2>They just had a baby.

0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:16.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't really have to say, but I guess I'm

0:46:16.760 --> 0:46:18.720
<v Speaker 1>gonna think of something and hey, I love your energy.

0:46:18.880 --> 0:46:22.040
<v Speaker 2>Where are you Hey, I'm coming to your city soon.

0:46:22.120 --> 0:46:26.280
<v Speaker 2>I like you, I said to I said, get a service,

0:46:26.680 --> 0:46:30.160
<v Speaker 2>something to offer services. Oh yeah, maybe, Okay, that's a

0:46:30.160 --> 0:46:36.040
<v Speaker 2>good idea. I sent Orlando a DM with with them minute.

0:46:36.640 --> 0:46:39.239
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I start stalking. I want to swing

0:46:39.360 --> 0:46:41.720
<v Speaker 2>with them, and then I swing. Oh are you fucking

0:46:41.840 --> 0:46:54.000
<v Speaker 2>from nineteen ninety four? The fuck? Oh my gosh, I know,

0:46:54.239 --> 0:46:54.680
<v Speaker 2>but it did.

0:46:54.760 --> 0:46:57.120
<v Speaker 1>The way he said it reminded me of like my parents,

0:46:57.160 --> 0:47:01.040
<v Speaker 1>how they might talk about it. But I'm gonna throw up.

0:47:01.600 --> 0:47:04.279
<v Speaker 2>I think you're right. And then right after I wrote that,

0:47:04.320 --> 0:47:06.640
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I've never said that sentence exactly what.

0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:10.680
<v Speaker 2>I can't even take myself serious. But it's something good

0:47:10.680 --> 0:47:12.360
<v Speaker 2>at the time. That's what it means. I know what

0:47:12.480 --> 0:47:17.719
<v Speaker 2>the fucking means. So what's what's the newer school way

0:47:17.840 --> 0:47:18.239
<v Speaker 2>to say it?

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:24.320
<v Speaker 1>I want to fuck them, I want them, Let's have them, Okay,

0:47:24.680 --> 0:47:27.160
<v Speaker 1>I should have fun with them. No, if aren't they fine,

0:47:27.920 --> 0:47:31.880
<v Speaker 1>let's swing, let's swing off the trees.

0:47:32.200 --> 0:47:32.880
<v Speaker 2>Swing baby.

0:47:35.040 --> 0:47:36.839
<v Speaker 1>But you know what, Orlando's kind of like dump nineteen

0:47:36.880 --> 0:47:38.640
<v Speaker 1>ninety four, So it makes sense. You guys are like

0:47:38.719 --> 0:47:40.000
<v Speaker 1>the perfect ninety four couple.

0:47:40.560 --> 0:47:41.680
<v Speaker 2>You can see it him.

0:47:41.760 --> 0:47:44.279
<v Speaker 1>It as crop tops, you and your booty shorts talking

0:47:44.280 --> 0:47:44.880
<v Speaker 1>about swinging.

0:47:45.120 --> 0:47:48.400
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I was I'm so guilty and a shamed.

0:47:48.560 --> 0:47:53.080
<v Speaker 2>I was watching fucking Zeus Network last night. First, I

0:47:53.160 --> 0:47:55.520
<v Speaker 2>was watching Jossone's Cabaret because I haven't seen it in

0:47:55.600 --> 0:47:57.359
<v Speaker 2>two seasons. I really need to go back.

0:47:57.560 --> 0:47:59.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I think I watched this last one

0:47:59.200 --> 0:48:01.520
<v Speaker 1>with Sebastian and it was they were at that house.

0:48:01.800 --> 0:48:03.359
<v Speaker 2>I need to go back in the beginning. It's really

0:48:03.400 --> 0:48:05.400
<v Speaker 2>like the going back to the girl had reality. Wait

0:48:05.480 --> 0:48:07.280
<v Speaker 2>did she have an abortion? Like? What was she shaming

0:48:07.360 --> 0:48:09.279
<v Speaker 2>her for having abortion of twins? I saw that. I

0:48:09.320 --> 0:48:12.160
<v Speaker 2>saw the Yes, that was a lot. She said double

0:48:12.719 --> 0:48:15.960
<v Speaker 2>wash it almost passed out and not double homicide. Double

0:48:16.880 --> 0:48:19.680
<v Speaker 2>Oh god. I'm like, oh, so, then there's Bad Boys

0:48:19.760 --> 0:48:25.080
<v Speaker 2>Club that's on now, which is absolutely ridiculous. And I

0:48:25.200 --> 0:48:26.360
<v Speaker 2>was on the phone the land. He's like, should I

0:48:26.360 --> 0:48:27.920
<v Speaker 2>be on Bad Boys Club? I said absolutely not. That's

0:48:27.920 --> 0:48:29.480
<v Speaker 2>why I drawed the line I would never claim you.

0:48:29.640 --> 0:48:32.120
<v Speaker 2>I would it would not claim you. I wouldn't be done.

0:48:32.160 --> 0:48:33.919
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, what the fuck are you talking about.

0:48:33.920 --> 0:48:35.719
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I said, when you come to l A.

0:48:36.000 --> 0:48:37.920
<v Speaker 2>We're gonna have some We're gonna do some l A

0:48:38.040 --> 0:48:43.200
<v Speaker 2>training said yeah, okay, He's like, what are you talking about?

0:48:43.239 --> 0:48:45.440
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'll give you more details when you arrive.

0:48:50.120 --> 0:48:54.279
<v Speaker 1>Am I Liberary Awards of a list of things of

0:48:54.440 --> 0:49:00.319
<v Speaker 1>never to say in public? So you see this, don't

0:49:00.320 --> 0:49:03.080
<v Speaker 1>get excited, don't do this. Look very serious. Let me

0:49:03.160 --> 0:49:06.640
<v Speaker 1>see the l A face look very serious. Oh that's cool.

0:49:07.200 --> 0:49:09.919
<v Speaker 2>I'm really aloof. I don't care. Yeah, oh really? Oh yeah,

0:49:09.920 --> 0:49:11.279
<v Speaker 2>I know her to Oh what's your name? I I

0:49:11.320 --> 0:49:13.200
<v Speaker 2>saw you five times, but I don't forgot. I'm gonna

0:49:13.320 --> 0:49:16.759
<v Speaker 2>I don't know you. Oh oh yeah, it's friend. What

0:49:16.840 --> 0:49:21.400
<v Speaker 2>do you do you? Oh that's I don't know her. No,

0:49:22.400 --> 0:49:24.799
<v Speaker 2>you know who that I know? No, I don't think

0:49:24.840 --> 0:49:26.600
<v Speaker 2>i've met you. Oh my god, you know him? Oh

0:49:26.600 --> 0:49:30.960
<v Speaker 2>my god, his famous I Oh my god, I fucking

0:49:31.080 --> 0:49:34.640
<v Speaker 2>love you, fucking love you. You know him, and now

0:49:34.719 --> 0:49:36.320
<v Speaker 2>I want to know him. Oh my god, you're that

0:49:36.400 --> 0:49:39.080
<v Speaker 2>outfit's so cute, looks so good on you. Oh my god,

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:41.399
<v Speaker 2>you're so young. I didn't know you're thirty. Oh my god,

0:49:41.440 --> 0:49:45.279
<v Speaker 2>I thought you were young. Give me follow right now,

0:49:45.400 --> 0:49:47.320
<v Speaker 2>push your instant. Oh my god, I speaking of this,

0:49:47.520 --> 0:49:50.719
<v Speaker 2>I mean this. I met this bitch at a dance

0:49:50.800 --> 0:49:52.920
<v Speaker 2>class and she asked for my instant and then like

0:49:53.000 --> 0:49:54.520
<v Speaker 2>I found out she did my other friend, which was fine,

0:49:54.520 --> 0:49:56.000
<v Speaker 2>but then she was like messaging me and I was

0:49:56.040 --> 0:49:57.759
<v Speaker 2>messaging her back, but she's like, I'm sorry, I'm working

0:49:57.840 --> 0:50:04.000
<v Speaker 2>right now. I was like, bitch, I'm busy. Wait wait she.

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:08.279
<v Speaker 1>Paused the combo an instant because she was working and

0:50:08.440 --> 0:50:11.279
<v Speaker 1>she felt like but she was like, I was like,

0:50:11.719 --> 0:50:13.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what, like you were talking too much.

0:50:14.040 --> 0:50:16.600
<v Speaker 2>You were talking about text like I texted like fux.

0:50:16.680 --> 0:50:18.919
<v Speaker 2>But I was like, bitch, I'm working too. Like, bitch,

0:50:18.960 --> 0:50:21.360
<v Speaker 2>your messaging. I was like, this is whine. This is

0:50:21.400 --> 0:50:23.799
<v Speaker 2>my need to stop making friends because I don't have time.

0:50:31.560 --> 0:50:33.440
<v Speaker 2>I just liked it. Bitch. I was like, I'm not

0:50:33.480 --> 0:50:41.200
<v Speaker 2>even me too, So am I super busy? T T

0:50:42.080 --> 0:50:47.680
<v Speaker 2>T T y up? The fuck? Oh my god, l A,

0:50:48.160 --> 0:50:49.960
<v Speaker 2>that is a very light Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm working

0:50:50.000 --> 0:50:51.520
<v Speaker 2>right now. I'm calling after this conference call.

0:50:53.120 --> 0:50:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Everybody's working, but nobody's work, nobody's everyone's available, but no

0:50:56.520 --> 0:50:57.799
<v Speaker 1>one's everybody's but.

0:50:57.800 --> 0:51:02.279
<v Speaker 2>They're working so hard. Us included. Yeah, that's every time

0:51:02.360 --> 0:51:05.040
<v Speaker 2>I like wake up and I'm in my deep la lifestyle.

0:51:05.120 --> 0:51:10.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I love it here. This pulls sex, the

0:51:10.280 --> 0:51:14.160
<v Speaker 2>Intercontinental pull downtown not good, not not what does it

0:51:14.360 --> 0:51:15.120
<v Speaker 2>would recommend?

0:51:15.320 --> 0:51:15.360
<v Speaker 4>No?

0:51:15.600 --> 0:51:18.359
<v Speaker 2>Not what does the mean? Girls saying not clutch, not clut,

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:20.839
<v Speaker 2>not fat.

0:51:20.920 --> 0:51:24.360
<v Speaker 1>That pool was very sterile. It was not sterile environment.

0:51:25.120 --> 0:51:27.719
<v Speaker 1>The free hand was dope. The free hand was really cute.

0:51:27.800 --> 0:51:31.000
<v Speaker 1>That pool was fucking freezing though only white people were

0:51:31.040 --> 0:51:31.680
<v Speaker 1>getting in that pool.

0:51:31.719 --> 0:51:32.640
<v Speaker 2>I kept the injury low.

0:51:32.680 --> 0:51:35.480
<v Speaker 1>Were like literally like there all day and I was like,

0:51:35.760 --> 0:51:37.399
<v Speaker 1>do you notice how there's only white people in this pool.

0:51:37.480 --> 0:51:39.960
<v Speaker 2>It's very cold. They don't give a fuck. We put

0:51:40.000 --> 0:51:43.360
<v Speaker 2>our toe in. There was fucking freezing. Finally someone jumped in.

0:51:44.680 --> 0:51:46.239
<v Speaker 2>Wait what did you say. He's like, oh, don't know.

0:51:47.280 --> 0:51:49.080
<v Speaker 2>She's I was like, is he black. She's like he's

0:51:49.120 --> 0:51:51.000
<v Speaker 2>mixed it, like that's his white side and his white

0:51:51.000 --> 0:51:56.080
<v Speaker 2>side was the pool. It's for real. It was really cold.

0:51:56.920 --> 0:51:58.759
<v Speaker 2>But what cars did we pull? My love? Is it

0:51:58.840 --> 0:52:03.759
<v Speaker 2>Tarot time? It's Terra time. Going to our favorite Tero site.

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<v Speaker 1>Ta get more bitty betyma a baity beat beat beat

0:52:07.600 --> 0:52:10.799
<v Speaker 1>beaty bitty bumba email them. Hey, by the way, We've

0:52:10.840 --> 0:52:12.399
<v Speaker 1>been using your site for four years.

0:52:14.120 --> 0:52:18.000
<v Speaker 2>Upright, it means intuition, sacred knowledge. What was the card?

0:52:18.440 --> 0:52:20.560
<v Speaker 2>This is I pulled too? This is the High Priestess

0:52:20.600 --> 0:52:21.560
<v Speaker 2>I've been pulling too lately.

0:52:22.760 --> 0:52:27.279
<v Speaker 1>Privately, Okay, thanks for letting me in on your little

0:52:27.400 --> 0:52:28.720
<v Speaker 1>fucking weird taran secret.

0:52:31.520 --> 0:52:40.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm too high for that, okay. The High Priestess card, intuition,

0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:46.800
<v Speaker 2>sacred knowledge define feminine the subconscious mind. While the magician

0:52:46.880 --> 0:52:49.480
<v Speaker 2>is the guardian of the conscious mind and the tangible world,

0:52:49.600 --> 0:52:52.359
<v Speaker 2>the High Priestess is the guardian of the subconscious mind

0:52:52.400 --> 0:52:54.840
<v Speaker 2>and the teacher of the sacred knowledge and hidden mysteries.

0:52:55.239 --> 0:52:58.000
<v Speaker 2>Sitting at the threshold of the conscious and subconscious mind,

0:52:58.080 --> 0:53:01.360
<v Speaker 2>the High Priestess has an innate ability to travel between

0:53:01.440 --> 0:53:04.680
<v Speaker 2>these realms effortlessly. She teaches you that the world is

0:53:04.719 --> 0:53:07.680
<v Speaker 2>not always as it seems, and more profound influences are

0:53:07.760 --> 0:53:11.759
<v Speaker 2>often at play. She ushers you through the thin veil

0:53:11.840 --> 0:53:14.480
<v Speaker 2>of awareness, offering you a deep, intuitive understanding of the

0:53:14.600 --> 0:53:17.920
<v Speaker 2>universe and a heightened awareness of secret and hidden information.

0:53:18.480 --> 0:53:23.400
<v Speaker 2>She signifies spiritual enlightenment and inner elimination, divine knowledge and wisdom.

0:53:23.520 --> 0:53:25.480
<v Speaker 2>She shows up in your chail readings when the veil

0:53:25.600 --> 0:53:28.400
<v Speaker 2>between you and the underworld is thin and you have

0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:32.120
<v Speaker 2>the opportunity to access the knowledge deep within your soul.

0:53:33.200 --> 0:53:35.200
<v Speaker 2>Now is the time to be still so you can

0:53:35.239 --> 0:53:37.719
<v Speaker 2>tune into your intuition. The answers you're seeking will come

0:53:37.760 --> 0:53:41.719
<v Speaker 2>from within, from the deepest truth and knowing. Allow the

0:53:41.800 --> 0:53:44.000
<v Speaker 2>High Priests to become your guide as you venture deep

0:53:44.040 --> 0:53:49.560
<v Speaker 2>into your subconscious mind and access your inner wisdoms. Okay,

0:53:49.880 --> 0:53:53.040
<v Speaker 2>so I think I think I pulled that one, right.

0:53:53.280 --> 0:53:55.759
<v Speaker 2>I think you pulled the Impress. Okay, that was a

0:53:55.840 --> 0:53:57.800
<v Speaker 2>high priesist. This was high priests. Okay, okay, let me

0:53:57.840 --> 0:54:00.880
<v Speaker 2>show it now. I pulled the Empress. Look very powerful,

0:54:00.960 --> 0:54:03.960
<v Speaker 2>both cards, So that's what I was interested to. Both

0:54:04.040 --> 0:54:08.640
<v Speaker 2>women sitting on thrones. So I'm like, oh, yeah, are

0:54:08.640 --> 0:54:13.200
<v Speaker 2>we on fire? We're on fucking thrones. Do we need

0:54:13.280 --> 0:54:15.839
<v Speaker 2>to get throne cheers? Maybe? Oh my god, I need

0:54:15.880 --> 0:54:18.279
<v Speaker 2>to replace these. Why don't we ever use those big

0:54:18.480 --> 0:54:22.799
<v Speaker 2>wooden ones only one? That's why there's two of them,

0:54:23.560 --> 0:54:25.640
<v Speaker 2>they'd be too big. Oh my god, those look like

0:54:25.760 --> 0:54:30.160
<v Speaker 2>royalty though. Could we buy those off your mom? Felici?

0:54:30.440 --> 0:54:37.040
<v Speaker 2>We don't hold these right, quier? Okay? The Impress. The

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:41.480
<v Speaker 2>Impress signifies a strong connection with with our femininity. Feminity

0:54:41.920 --> 0:54:47.160
<v Speaker 2>translates in many ways elegant sensuality, fertility, creativity, expression, nurturing,

0:54:47.239 --> 0:54:50.040
<v Speaker 2>and is necessary for creating balance in both men and women.

0:54:51.080 --> 0:54:53.480
<v Speaker 2>The Impress calls on you to connect with your feminine energy.

0:54:53.600 --> 0:54:58.000
<v Speaker 2>Create beauty in your life. Connect with your senses through taste, touch, sound, smell,

0:54:58.120 --> 0:55:01.320
<v Speaker 2>in sight. Draw on these senses to experience pleasure and

0:55:01.400 --> 0:55:05.240
<v Speaker 2>deep fulfillment. Treat yourself to a day spa, learn massage,

0:55:05.400 --> 0:55:08.160
<v Speaker 2>enjoy a fine restaurant, or spend more time with your partner.

0:55:08.480 --> 0:55:13.720
<v Speaker 2>Discover different approaches to expressing yourself creatively, be it through painting, music, drama,

0:55:13.880 --> 0:55:16.080
<v Speaker 2>or other art forms. This may be the perfect chance

0:55:16.440 --> 0:55:18.279
<v Speaker 2>to take up a new hobby that enables you to

0:55:18.400 --> 0:55:22.400
<v Speaker 2>access this part of yourself. It signifies abundance. You're surrounded

0:55:22.440 --> 0:55:25.640
<v Speaker 2>by life's pleasures and luxuries and have everything you need

0:55:25.800 --> 0:55:28.960
<v Speaker 2>to live a comfortable lifestyle. You're in a period of

0:55:29.040 --> 0:55:31.839
<v Speaker 2>growth in which all you have dreamed is now coming

0:55:31.880 --> 0:55:36.000
<v Speaker 2>to fruition. When the Impress appears in your chail reading,

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<v Speaker 2>take a moment to reflect on the bounty that surrounds

0:55:38.280 --> 0:55:40.960
<v Speaker 2>you and offer gratitude for all you have created, so

0:55:41.080 --> 0:55:44.120
<v Speaker 2>you can continue to build on this energy and create

0:55:44.200 --> 0:55:49.640
<v Speaker 2>even more abundance in your life. Oooh yeah boom. So

0:55:50.760 --> 0:55:51.440
<v Speaker 2>basically it's a.

0:55:51.520 --> 0:55:55.279
<v Speaker 3>Payin off bach the cars say bow bow bow bow

0:55:55.520 --> 0:55:59.680
<v Speaker 3>bow boo getting paid bow spear savvy get paid bage

0:56:00.400 --> 0:56:02.319
<v Speaker 3>and with money, shit can't go wrong here.

0:56:02.800 --> 0:56:04.600
<v Speaker 2>I need the money of the spirits and of the

0:56:04.680 --> 0:56:07.359
<v Speaker 2>real coins. I believe that. I believe that. And over

0:56:07.400 --> 0:56:11.080
<v Speaker 2>the weekend we had two really strong cards and pinnacles too,

0:56:11.160 --> 0:56:14.400
<v Speaker 2>which is like the money cards, and they were abundant,

0:56:14.520 --> 0:56:21.719
<v Speaker 2>and I'm feeling I'm feeling like all the things are

0:56:21.800 --> 0:56:24.160
<v Speaker 2>on the way. Do you have an affirmation for us

0:56:24.239 --> 0:56:32.960
<v Speaker 2>my lives? Do I have an affirmation? Let's think everything

0:56:33.080 --> 0:56:37.960
<v Speaker 2>is always as it should be, Everything is always as

0:56:38.120 --> 0:56:42.120
<v Speaker 2>it should be. Yes, that's my affirmation. I believe that

0:56:42.200 --> 0:56:46.400
<v Speaker 2>everything happens for a reason, even when I'm confused.

0:56:46.000 --> 0:56:49.399
<v Speaker 1>As fuck's that's at least that's my hope that I'm

0:56:49.440 --> 0:56:54.160
<v Speaker 1>trying to believe. Yeah, but I feel more, I feel

0:56:54.200 --> 0:56:56.080
<v Speaker 1>more like I am in that space in my life though,

0:56:56.960 --> 0:57:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I feel more like unstoppable and the and like I

0:57:02.160 --> 0:57:04.920
<v Speaker 1>don't feel the me even this actually this weekend, I

0:57:04.960 --> 0:57:09.080
<v Speaker 1>had this moment where I felt jealousy about like one

0:57:09.160 --> 0:57:13.200
<v Speaker 1>of my peers, and I had to check myself.

0:57:13.160 --> 0:57:16.840
<v Speaker 2>And be like, bitch, that doesn't take anything away from you. Stop.

0:57:17.800 --> 0:57:21.160
<v Speaker 2>Everything is as it should be. Girl, You're good. This

0:57:21.360 --> 0:57:23.439
<v Speaker 2>is You're on your own fucking path.

0:57:23.560 --> 0:57:28.080
<v Speaker 1>And the amount of signs that I've had to attest

0:57:28.160 --> 0:57:30.080
<v Speaker 1>to that, like I'm like, I'm good, I'm good.

0:57:30.120 --> 0:57:34.040
<v Speaker 2>I know that. I know that, Like, no, congratulations, that's amazing.

0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:36.680
<v Speaker 2>I know she's like i'mnauseous. I'm like, it's fine, girl,

0:57:37.280 --> 0:57:42.720
<v Speaker 2>that'shus our shit, Like I'm not tripping. I we have

0:57:42.880 --> 0:57:45.520
<v Speaker 2>a big week, my love, and we have like a

0:57:45.600 --> 0:57:49.120
<v Speaker 2>lot of conversations happening all the time, and so you know,

0:57:49.200 --> 0:57:52.360
<v Speaker 2>there's just endless opportunities. Oh for sure, I know that.

0:57:52.840 --> 0:57:53.760
<v Speaker 2>That's why to check myself.

0:57:53.800 --> 0:57:56.120
<v Speaker 1>But because I genuinely know that, But it's like sometimes

0:57:56.200 --> 0:57:59.080
<v Speaker 1>you do you go and I don't know, like you

0:57:59.200 --> 0:58:00.760
<v Speaker 1>have to. I feel like me, maybe I haven't always

0:58:00.800 --> 0:58:02.760
<v Speaker 1>known that. Sometimes I have to, like I go back

0:58:02.800 --> 0:58:06.600
<v Speaker 1>to like former version of the lower vibrational version of

0:58:06.720 --> 0:58:08.360
<v Speaker 1>myself when it comes to those things.

0:58:08.720 --> 0:58:11.360
<v Speaker 2>Well, no one's like great overnight, like this is all

0:58:13.440 --> 0:58:16.520
<v Speaker 2>we have like, but is it visceral responses? You know,

0:58:16.760 --> 0:58:19.480
<v Speaker 2>things like but it's just it was just like the

0:58:19.600 --> 0:58:21.760
<v Speaker 2>moments after that you're allowed to feel those ways, and

0:58:21.840 --> 0:58:25.600
<v Speaker 2>then you give yourself the opportunity to, you know, like

0:58:25.760 --> 0:58:28.120
<v Speaker 2>evaluate the feelings and what you're saying and why you're

0:58:28.160 --> 0:58:32.040
<v Speaker 2>saying it, and then rationalize your feelings and not even

0:58:32.160 --> 0:58:34.280
<v Speaker 2>rationalize them, but feel them and then release them because

0:58:34.280 --> 0:58:36.240
<v Speaker 2>they're not real. Sometimes well, and I.

0:58:36.280 --> 0:58:38.440
<v Speaker 1>Think people have the feelings, they just don't say them

0:58:38.440 --> 0:58:41.400
<v Speaker 1>out loud. And I'm just saying it out loud, like

0:58:41.640 --> 0:58:43.520
<v Speaker 1>just like I've said out loud to you. Like there's

0:58:43.520 --> 0:58:45.480
<v Speaker 1>been moments where I felt jealous. There's been moments where

0:58:45.480 --> 0:58:48.120
<v Speaker 1>I felt like less than There's been moments where like,

0:58:48.360 --> 0:58:50.120
<v Speaker 1>these are not popular things you ever want to share

0:58:50.160 --> 0:58:52.440
<v Speaker 1>with your friends because it makes you look like a.

0:58:52.520 --> 0:58:57.440
<v Speaker 2>Hater or like weak. But we're human, you know, And

0:58:57.560 --> 0:58:59.360
<v Speaker 2>in that moment, I felt very human.

0:58:59.720 --> 0:59:01.840
<v Speaker 1>And I had to check myself and say, no, this

0:59:02.000 --> 0:59:04.600
<v Speaker 1>is that's not actually human, that's not actually the human

0:59:04.680 --> 0:59:04.920
<v Speaker 1>you are.

0:59:05.840 --> 0:59:09.120
<v Speaker 2>But that's also like the you know, when you feel away,

0:59:09.320 --> 0:59:11.280
<v Speaker 2>I can't remind you like we got this, we're good.

0:59:11.480 --> 0:59:13.600
<v Speaker 2>And when I'm feeling away. You're like, we got this.

0:59:14.160 --> 0:59:16.200
<v Speaker 2>Just talk, bitch, we talk. You could do this, Yeah,

0:59:16.360 --> 0:59:19.920
<v Speaker 2>because I needed pep talks, you know, like, I appreciate

0:59:20.760 --> 0:59:23.240
<v Speaker 2>our partnership for that reason, even if we do suffer

0:59:23.360 --> 0:59:31.560
<v Speaker 2>from intense separation. Exciting, but I feel good. I feel happy,

0:59:31.960 --> 0:59:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I feel super high, and I feel like I'm talking

0:59:33.680 --> 0:59:36.520
<v Speaker 2>in that high voice and I are. I'm like, okay, well,

0:59:37.400 --> 0:59:39.840
<v Speaker 2>I know everyone's gonna Orlando's gonna talk shit to me,

0:59:40.480 --> 0:59:44.280
<v Speaker 2>but now I hear it after nine o'clock and it's

0:59:44.360 --> 0:59:49.720
<v Speaker 2>the wave you gotta shout out baby Hello. Yeah, I

0:59:49.840 --> 0:59:54.760
<v Speaker 2>just wait, what was the episode of We're Like, We're

0:59:54.800 --> 0:59:58.440
<v Speaker 2>tending we were each other? Is that last week? LaToya?

0:59:58.600 --> 1:00:01.040
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