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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Mela, and it's Wednesday. Happy hump Day, ladies and gentlemen.

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Speaker 1: Happy hump Day. H u mp baby humping up and

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Speaker 1: hempy hepping.

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Speaker 2: Read a shirt that says hump or just happy hump

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Speaker 2: day happy.

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Speaker 1: I'd be weird on Wednesday, specifically, Yeah, your Wednesday shirts,

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Speaker 1: your Wednesday shirt, yeah, because we drop on Wednesdays, having

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Speaker 1: like your Friday shirt is like drop the goddamn kids

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Speaker 1: off shirt, Like.

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Speaker 2: Oh what if we oh yeah, like we did the

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Speaker 2: days of the week shirts.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're doing a good job Monday, Monday, oh yeah,

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Speaker 1: or like, fine mom, you're doing a good job Monday.

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Speaker 2: We already have fine Mom. Okay, fine mama. Monday. Tuesday

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Speaker 2: is tip me Tuesday, Tuesday. Put your cash up on

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Speaker 2: the back. Hompday. Wednesday, Thursday, remember Thursday. Thursdays be Thursday, Thursday, Thursday, Thursday,

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Speaker 2: or this week is almost over, bitch, thank god Thursday.

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Speaker 2: That's too long, right, there's a lot of shirts. Okay,

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Speaker 2: we can we can barely keep up with the monthly drops.

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Speaker 2: Speaking of which, keep an eye on our our shop.

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Speaker 2: We're having some really cool four to twenty drops this month,

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Speaker 2: So we're designers. I don't know if you knew, have.

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Speaker 1: A lot of cute stuff on our on our merch store. Guys,

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Speaker 1: it's not your typical merch store where like people just

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Speaker 1: put their face on a shirt that you don't want

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Speaker 1: to wear.

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Speaker 2: No, no, we're not going to do that to you.

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Speaker 2: We'd realize no one wants to wear pictures of our

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Speaker 2: face on like any of the other podcasts, no shade,

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Speaker 2: but nobody wants to wear a picture of your fucking face,

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Speaker 2: even if you're selling thousands of them. Just let me

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Speaker 2: tell you first, you'd be selling more of everyone then

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Speaker 2: put your face on merchandise. Yeah, some of them are cute,

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Speaker 2: though there's some are cute, but ours.

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Speaker 1: I think our shop is really unique and it's curated

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Speaker 1: and it's really high quality, and we'd be really taking

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Speaker 1: our time over there.

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Speaker 2: So make sure you check out Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I mean, look at us. We're fashion so if you're

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Speaker 2: watching this episode, you'll see we are very fashionable.

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Speaker 1: Right now, I have a blonde pony on yep, my

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Speaker 1: hair is blonde, so the pony has to be blonde,

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Speaker 1: even though my hair is pulled back, it doesn't really

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Speaker 1: look blonde. So then this pony just looks kind of absurd.

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Speaker 2: It's ombre. But I have a hat on, so you

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Speaker 2: can't really see what happens. You were attaching your ponytail

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Speaker 2: underneath his hat this morning.

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Speaker 1: And I'm really I feel like this is my new look.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna get really into my pony bag. Well, I

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Speaker 1: tell you, when you get in your pony bag, it's something.

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Speaker 1: It just gives you bad bitch energy because I remember

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Speaker 1: that full like two months I was wearing ponytails, so

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Speaker 1: I feel you it gives you like a dominatrix.

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Speaker 2: I'm a boss bitch. I want it even longer.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I need to find to like figure

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Speaker 2: No. I support that. I really I might. You know,

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Speaker 2: we might have to do like a ponytail Day is

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Speaker 2: another shirt doesn't ponytail Saturday. Yeah, I'm wearing thigh hi

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Speaker 2: it's raining, so this is my brainy look. I'm wearing

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Speaker 2: thigh high leather boots. Pleather boots because I support animals

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Speaker 2: and are good. Mom's love flower embroidered sweatshirts, very classy,

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Speaker 2: and it has a sativa hybrid indica on the sleeve

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Speaker 2: because it's really important, very very What are we smoking

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Speaker 2: today today? This is yours. You gave this to me.

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Speaker 2: This it is because it's rainy day, so we're gonna

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Speaker 2: be chilling. This is also my anxiety has been up

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Speaker 2: because we've been very, very busy, you guys. This last

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Speaker 2: like seven days was super duper fucking intense. I thought

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Speaker 2: maybe Ida wasn't gonna make it. I contemplated if I

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Speaker 2: They came up right on time. I was really in

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Speaker 2: just love that it's black Oh Mama owned and or

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Speaker 2: former guest owned. And honestly, this month we are focusing

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Speaker 2: on wellness. If you're just joining us, it's April wellness.

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Speaker 1: Wait before we say that, I just want to if

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Speaker 1: Support black women, support mothers, support former guests, support brands

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Speaker 1: that actually fucking work because there's a lot of trash

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Speaker 2: Out here, and or Katie Brands is the bomb. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I agree, And this month is all about wellness. But

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Speaker 2: like I was going to say, let's do a challenge,

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Speaker 2: but we're not going to do a challenge with whether

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Speaker 2: it doesn't require drinking, because we're definitely drinking this month.

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Speaker 2: I'm strongly committed to drinking this month and fucking. So

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Speaker 2: that's strongly committed, strongly committed to drinking and fucking this month.

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Speaker 2: That's not off the table, but we are still going to.

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Speaker 2: You know what, I want everyone to understand that it

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Speaker 2: isn't necessarily taking care of yourself. This I mean depriving

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Speaker 2: yourself of stuff all the time. You can eat what

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Speaker 2: you want to and also take care of yourself. Today,

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Speaker 2: we got an elixir, Ah Bitter's Elixir in the mail

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Speaker 2: from a tribe member. She was so kind to send

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Speaker 2: us this bitters js Sewell the alchemist. This packaging is cute,

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Speaker 2: It's super cute. She has an instagram at basted Protector

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Speaker 2: Goddess Basted a protected Goddess Protector Goddess. While I just

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Speaker 2: totally chop that up. But I'm let's take an it.

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Speaker 2: It's good for you.

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Speaker 1: Wait, it does have directions here says take two caps

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Speaker 1: full to a glass of water twice daily.

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Speaker 2: I just just to put it in the water, just

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Speaker 2: to drink it with water. I don't know, but we

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Speaker 2: don't have any water, so let's just do. It's gonna

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Speaker 2: go straight to the head, Okay. It's an herbal rum

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Speaker 2: tonic infused with hondorn and bush herbs to reap health

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Speaker 2: benefits of blood purification, removal of intestinal parasites, detoxing the prostate,

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Speaker 2: improving hormonal balance, and hangovers. Bitches need to be balanced,

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Speaker 2: so pour it up.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, wife, you welcome. I just want to say, also,

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Speaker 1: I hope this isn't poisonous. If it does and we're

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Speaker 1: because we trust people from the internet and beverages.

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Speaker 2: Well, honestly, I just feel like our tribe is protected

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Speaker 2: and no one's going to try and kill us. But

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Speaker 2: if you do, now everybody knows. Cheers to more health

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Speaker 2: April Wellness, Wednesday, wellness April. Oh shit, that's okod that's good.

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Speaker 2: I can tell it's gonna work.

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Speaker 1: That is cleaning my blood bitch for sure. Whoa m okay, well,

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Speaker 1: If you guys are interested in ever advertising your small

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Speaker 1: businesses on the podcast, makes sure you email production at

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Speaker 1: Good Momsbad Choices dot com. We have special rates for

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Speaker 1: our tribe special rates for Mama specifically because we always

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Speaker 1: want to support the moms and small businesses, small businesses,

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Speaker 2: That's kind of how we've grown just having our friends

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what, closed mouth, don't get fed, don't

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Speaker 1: last for four years, because me and Mila just keep

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Speaker 1: asking people for shit.

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Speaker 2: Don't ask us for too much shit, not too much.

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Speaker 2: Don't ask us for dumb shit. If you have, like

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Speaker 2: here's a tip to keep the email short, very short.

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Speaker 2: We have very I mean, I just told you I learned.

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Speaker 2: I think in the beginning of our business, we were

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Speaker 2: fucking sending epic long emails. Bitch, nobody was writing those emails.

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Speaker 2: No one wrote us back. Yeah, good, Like, let's you

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Speaker 2: like really intensely. Oh my god, I was having like

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Speaker 2: this again. She's noticing. It's like I'm a sellout. I

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Speaker 2: how would you have your hair if it wasn't this way?

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Speaker 1: You swear that you're the size of your hair growing

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Speaker 1: out gives you versatility, It does, Bitch, You better just

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Speaker 2: I'm probably I know, I'm gonna give it in like

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Speaker 2: two months when it's the summertime, when I go to

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Speaker 2: the tropics. God or Coachella. Uh, you're right, you guys,

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Speaker 2: Coachella's coming up.

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Speaker 1: It's April. Coachella's coming up. You know, we fucking thrive

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Speaker 1: in two places, New York and Coachella. Okay, New York, Coachella, Coachella, Momchella.

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Speaker 2: This is our ship.

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Speaker 1: You haven't listened to our former Momchella episodes. What the

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Speaker 1: fuck are you doing? They're epic every single time we go.

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Speaker 2: And this is our first time going since the pandemic.

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Speaker 2: So we're like really going to be really excited to

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Speaker 2: get out the house. And I have a lot of

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Speaker 2: mushroom powder from Costa Rica, so we're about to go crazy.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and we have our some of our mom friends

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Speaker 1: that haven't been out the house. They like have babies,

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Speaker 1: they've been waiting to just get out, and we're all going.

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Speaker 2: It's a crew. We're going.

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Speaker 1: If you see us, say hi, advite us to the parties.

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Speaker 2: your VIP pass? I can't. I need it.

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Speaker 2: Thank you? Is that my ice coffee? I mean ice

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Speaker 2: so it was hard to like. And then even I

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00:19:39,520 --> 00:19:41,960
Speaker 2: even sleeping that night was difficult, and then we still

428
00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:43,480
Speaker 2: weren't done. We had to wake up. We woke up

429
00:19:43,480 --> 00:19:45,920
Speaker 2: at six in the morning and started writing again. So

430
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:51,240
Speaker 2: it was like a very energetically draining but beautiful transcribing

431
00:19:51,560 --> 00:19:53,200
Speaker 2: were in the We're in the subble house sec and

432
00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:55,879
Speaker 2: then I broke up because I was sat, We've figured

433
00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:58,320
Speaker 2: out how to transcribe on our notes, so we're like, okay,

434
00:19:58,359 --> 00:19:59,639
Speaker 2: I'm going to be an author through my phone. This

435
00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:01,399
Speaker 2: is gonna Yeah. We was like, I was like, I

436
00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,120
Speaker 2: need to stop typing and I need to start talking

437
00:20:03,119 --> 00:20:04,960
Speaker 2: because this is what we do. Yeah. I was like, actually,

438
00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:07,560
Speaker 2: why am I writing? Like I could just talk it. Yeah,

439
00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,080
Speaker 2: but I'm not going to talking to myself.

440
00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:12,040
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, it's the journey of figuring out how we author.

441
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:15,240
Speaker 1: But I know for me, you know what, in my

442
00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:18,439
Speaker 1: reaction to writing, it wasn't like it was TENSI ish.

443
00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:19,680
Speaker 2: I just would get.

444
00:20:19,800 --> 00:20:25,040
Speaker 1: Really exhausted immediately. And I realized it's because I felt

445
00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:27,560
Speaker 1: very exhausted in that time in my life too.

446
00:20:28,200 --> 00:20:29,359
Speaker 2: And I remember sleeping.

447
00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:31,960
Speaker 1: Actually, I remember like there were times where I would

448
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,639
Speaker 1: sleep for like long periods of the day, and that

449
00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:35,320
Speaker 1: was depression.

450
00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:37,840
Speaker 2: I didn't even realize that I was in that space.

451
00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:41,560
Speaker 1: And I noticed when I was writing about certain things

452
00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:44,960
Speaker 1: and not just like you know, my my experience. But

453
00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:48,879
Speaker 1: even the joy, even talking about the joy was exhausting

454
00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:51,040
Speaker 1: to me in ways because I was like just revisiting

455
00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:53,359
Speaker 1: the whole overall experience and like.

456
00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:56,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was. I'm glad that those chapters are done.

457
00:20:56,920 --> 00:21:00,720
Speaker 1: Congratulations, my love, Oh my god, congratulations, so fucking happy.

458
00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:02,560
Speaker 1: I know that we have to do some more edits,

459
00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:05,639
Speaker 1: but that part, yeah, I feel like I like I

460
00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:08,840
Speaker 1: threw up, I purged, I did purge onto the paper and.

461
00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:10,960
Speaker 2: Now you guys get to read my purge at some

462
00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:13,440
Speaker 2: point in twenty twenty three, which I even I dealt

463
00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,240
Speaker 2: with that too, Like am I saying too much? Is

464
00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,800
Speaker 2: this too much? Is just too honest? Right? Me too?

465
00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:20,639
Speaker 2: Who's how is this going to be received? Too? And

466
00:21:20,840 --> 00:21:23,080
Speaker 2: then you know what my hater like, do I am

467
00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:24,280
Speaker 2: I look like a bitch? Do I?

468
00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:27,159
Speaker 1: Like I kept I've started to doubt myself, Like am

469
00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:28,240
Speaker 1: I a bitch for sharing?

470
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:29,320
Speaker 2: This? Is it my fault?

471
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:29,480
Speaker 4: Like?

472
00:21:29,640 --> 00:21:30,879
Speaker 2: Did I? I obviously have?

473
00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:33,119
Speaker 1: I know I play a part in whatever has happened

474
00:21:33,160 --> 00:21:35,720
Speaker 1: in my life in general, and just the choices that

475
00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:38,000
Speaker 1: I've made and like the growth that I was at

476
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:39,119
Speaker 1: at that point in my life, but.

477
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,639
Speaker 2: Like, oh no, now I'm wondering. I'm like, damn, did

478
00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:43,639
Speaker 2: I put enough about like where I was at? Like

479
00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:45,560
Speaker 2: am I just like this was stupid? Let me tell

480
00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:49,320
Speaker 2: you why. I mean, yeah, reflect on that too, you know.

481
00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:51,840
Speaker 1: But because I did, it actually made me really have

482
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:54,200
Speaker 1: to be more accountable too, Like how did I play

483
00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:56,000
Speaker 1: a part in any of the things that have happened

484
00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:58,400
Speaker 1: in my life, whether it's the daddy issues, whether it's

485
00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:01,240
Speaker 1: the relationship with my family, whether it's a relationship with

486
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,040
Speaker 1: my child's father, whether.

487
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:05,439
Speaker 2: All of it, Like what is my part in all

488
00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:05,680
Speaker 2: of it?

489
00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:09,680
Speaker 1: As like an outsider looking in before I just put

490
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:11,639
Speaker 1: it all on the internet, put it on the internet,

491
00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:12,200
Speaker 1: put it in print.

492
00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 2: We've already put it on the internet.

493
00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:18,119
Speaker 1: We got to put it in every print forever for

494
00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:22,360
Speaker 1: someone to read. And I guess, I don't know digest

495
00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:24,159
Speaker 1: whatever interpretation they get from that.

496
00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:27,119
Speaker 2: But that's the beautiful thing about this process is that,

497
00:22:27,320 --> 00:22:29,040
Speaker 2: and I'm doing it with you, you know, is that

498
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:32,199
Speaker 2: we can put it on paper and then we can

499
00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:34,359
Speaker 2: have conversations like maybe because I need to like revisit

500
00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:36,880
Speaker 2: that in a different perspective, and like also I think

501
00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:39,399
Speaker 2: it's kind of dope, not dope, but it is different that.

502
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:42,640
Speaker 2: The truth is, me and Erica knew each other during

503
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,680
Speaker 2: that period, but we weren't near each other.

504
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Speaker 1: Well, the thing is like the first six chapters of

505
00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 1: the book is not even like we hadn't even met yet. Yeah,

506
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:54,160
Speaker 1: everything before that that, Like, I think we usually talk

507
00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,480
Speaker 1: about a lot about our inception and like from that

508
00:22:57,640 --> 00:22:59,800
Speaker 1: period on. And that's why I feel like this is

509
00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:03,760
Speaker 1: definitely a different for me too, Like I feel extremely

510
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 1: exposed and vulnerable and like I don't always feel comfortable

511
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:09,040
Speaker 1: in that space. I do in ways, but like what

512
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,720
Speaker 1: I feel comfortable sharing, and I feel like in the

513
00:23:11,760 --> 00:23:14,240
Speaker 1: book it's forced me to be like, Okay, like how

514
00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,960
Speaker 1: do I make this useful? I have to be totally

515
00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:21,639
Speaker 1: transparent and honest about it. And the beauty is that

516
00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:23,840
Speaker 1: I love writing too, and it's like it's fun to

517
00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,040
Speaker 1: like interpret my story but get to say it in

518
00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:29,760
Speaker 1: like a beautiful way too, you know, like paint the picture.

519
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:32,240
Speaker 1: So I don't know, I'm just really excited. That was

520
00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:34,000
Speaker 1: a cool part of the this week, but it was

521
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,600
Speaker 1: also fucking stressful.

522
00:23:35,680 --> 00:23:38,399
Speaker 2: It was so fucking stressed, and then we had like

523
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:46,000
Speaker 2: we also spoke at podcast Movement. Shout out to podcast movement, evolution, evolutions.

524
00:23:46,040 --> 00:23:50,240
Speaker 1: So I was twenty two downtown, the biggest podcast convention

525
00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:53,280
Speaker 1: in the whole motherfucking world, which is it's amazing what

526
00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:56,400
Speaker 1: they do. It is they are like, it's a really

527
00:23:57,200 --> 00:23:59,639
Speaker 1: that convention is really dope. There's a lot of like

528
00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:02,440
Speaker 1: resources and people there, and I feel like there was

529
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:04,200
Speaker 1: definitely a different vibe than the one in Nashville that

530
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,960
Speaker 1: we did it last year. And yeah, we did a

531
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,719
Speaker 1: panel and it was about how authenticity can leverage your

532
00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 1: podcast and it.

533
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 2: Was cool, like to really reflect on how it has Yeah,

534
00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:18,520
Speaker 2: how like like, yeah, that's really the scariest part of

535
00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 2: this is like how authentic You're gonna be real real.

536
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:23,000
Speaker 2: That's what my mom said. I told her what the

537
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:25,680
Speaker 2: panel was. She's like, what does that mean. I was like, well,

538
00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:29,879
Speaker 2: I guess just how being yourself can really be beneficial.

539
00:24:30,040 --> 00:24:31,920
Speaker 2: She's like, oh, yeah, I really look up to you.

540
00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:36,159
Speaker 2: But you know, me and Erica since this was not

541
00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:38,520
Speaker 2: so like it was intentional, but not in the way

542
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 2: that it's coming to fruition. It's always like every time

543
00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:44,240
Speaker 2: like a pinch, you know, like this is crazy and

544
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:47,000
Speaker 2: like us making a PowerPoint and having a clicker and

545
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:50,879
Speaker 2: being like and this one here even thugs cried. This

546
00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:54,160
Speaker 2: is being vulnerable, you know, like just making up shit,

547
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:57,000
Speaker 2: making up shit, But like, I just love it.

548
00:24:57,560 --> 00:25:03,360
Speaker 1: I love being a corporate bitch, okay, corporate corporate, a corporate, authentic.

549
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:03,960
Speaker 2: Creative bitch like that.

550
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,920
Speaker 1: That space feels exciting to me because I make the

551
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:08,640
Speaker 1: rules and I can say whatever the fuck I want.

552
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,280
Speaker 1: And I cursed the whole time during the whole my

553
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:13,280
Speaker 1: whole panel, because that's who I am and that's what

554
00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:14,879
Speaker 1: you're getting and that's why I'm here.

555
00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:18,480
Speaker 2: You know, And it's like, I just feel like it's

556
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:20,600
Speaker 2: it was. That was really cool and fun. I love

557
00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:22,840
Speaker 2: that shit. It was. It was. It was an and

558
00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:24,399
Speaker 2: you know, we all we've done it before. We got

559
00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:27,879
Speaker 2: a bigger stage, we had more people come, and you know,

560
00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:31,040
Speaker 2: people are engaged and you see people in real life

561
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:34,240
Speaker 2: they say I've listened, and I love that. Like it's

562
00:25:34,359 --> 00:25:36,480
Speaker 2: just so much cooler when you get to really connect

563
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:40,600
Speaker 2: and have conversations and and be with people in mongstter

564
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:43,159
Speaker 2: industry and shake it up because you know, it can

565
00:25:43,280 --> 00:25:46,239
Speaker 2: be every kind of conference can have. It's a lot.

566
00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:48,720
Speaker 2: It's very male dominated. That's why I was really excited

567
00:25:48,800 --> 00:25:52,719
Speaker 2: to also do that all female mixer with speaker, because

568
00:25:53,320 --> 00:25:56,080
Speaker 2: you know, we finally like get to see where things

569
00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:59,600
Speaker 2: need to give, like have more space in podcasting, and

570
00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:01,880
Speaker 2: now we're in the position to in some ways advocate

571
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 2: for it.

572
00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:02,600
Speaker 3: You know.

573
00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:05,639
Speaker 2: Like, hey, and I remember the first podcast conference I

574
00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:08,160
Speaker 2: went to. It was like Digital Hollywood or something here.

575
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,879
Speaker 2: I remember like someone gave us tickets and I was

576
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:11,639
Speaker 2: like taking.

577
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:14,840
Speaker 1: Notes and I met and I met fucking cam Sex

578
00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:17,280
Speaker 1: talk with my mom, And now we're on Pleasure podcast

579
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 1: and like, I just think it's a testimony to the

580
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:24,720
Speaker 1: power of using your network, of using your network, because

581
00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:26,359
Speaker 1: I didn't even think about that that you met him

582
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:30,000
Speaker 1: at that convention and now like he's like we work

583
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: with him, yeah, in his business, But that's a lot

584
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,600
Speaker 1: of people we've come across, and like that's the power

585
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 1: of making friends in your industry and then utilizing each other.

586
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:44,440
Speaker 1: We work with so many of the people we like

587
00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:46,640
Speaker 1: we crossed paths with, and like, even if we don't

588
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:49,639
Speaker 1: work with them, it's always a lesson. It's always like

589
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 1: an added value to our business, you know, Like speaking

590
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,399
Speaker 1: of which, like even with the Good Vibe Retreat, you know,

591
00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,440
Speaker 1: it's such a testament of how like community and networking,

592
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:03,119
Speaker 1: and like we're about to include some really epic guests

593
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,639
Speaker 1: on these next Like we have some special guests that

594
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:08,520
Speaker 1: we haven't announced yet, I know.

595
00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:10,840
Speaker 2: And that's another thing we did in this last five days.

596
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:15,680
Speaker 2: We like, yeah, we like solidified and had some really

597
00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:18,720
Speaker 2: cool you know, some of our guests come and commit

598
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:23,200
Speaker 2: to coming to the retreat and adding value to the

599
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 2: just the healing that we're all going to receive.

600
00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:30,680
Speaker 1: Yes, So I'm just yeah, I'm so excited. I was

601
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,120
Speaker 1: just talking to someone. I was like, I can't wait

602
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:33,800
Speaker 1: for the summertime. I was like, I can't wait to

603
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:36,359
Speaker 1: get back to Costa Rica. I'm ready to get I

604
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:39,159
Speaker 1: just love it there. It just gives me like this

605
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:41,840
Speaker 1: energy and I feel like there's this soul. I don't know,

606
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:43,800
Speaker 1: I have this weird connection to it. I don't know,

607
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,800
Speaker 1: Like I know that you do too, I don't know,

608
00:27:45,960 --> 00:27:47,959
Speaker 1: but it all feels personal, Like when you go there,

609
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:51,040
Speaker 1: it's like your own personal connection to the space.

610
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:51,639
Speaker 2: You know.

611
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:56,199
Speaker 1: That feels like Yeah, So I'm really excited for our

612
00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:58,040
Speaker 1: next retreats and it feels.

613
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,479
Speaker 2: Grounding the next group of women. I know, I get

614
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:03,040
Speaker 2: to meet more women and like I already feel so

615
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,800
Speaker 2: close to the ones that like we've met and like

616
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:07,360
Speaker 2: we still talk every day every day.

617
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:09,879
Speaker 1: Every day, we'll talk every day in the slack, and

618
00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:13,359
Speaker 1: we fucking share pictures and stories.

619
00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:16,800
Speaker 2: H and you know meet up whenever we can, and

620
00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:19,720
Speaker 2: everybody's meeting up and it's just like it just feels

621
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:25,080
Speaker 2: bombed and I'm super excited to you know, have gone

622
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:28,359
Speaker 2: through a good vibratory experienced it and then not get

623
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:32,560
Speaker 2: to do it again. We've extended it one day just

624
00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:33,560
Speaker 2: so we have more time.

625
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:35,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that extra day is going to be

626
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:39,160
Speaker 1: really amazing and just like chill because the place is

627
00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:41,719
Speaker 1: so it's like there's so much to do, but then

628
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:42,520
Speaker 1: there's so little to do.

629
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:45,240
Speaker 2: Also, like it's really your choice. It's a small town,

630
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:46,160
Speaker 2: but you can.

631
00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:50,480
Speaker 1: Go ziplining, you can go whale watching, dolphins swimming, like

632
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:51,360
Speaker 1: all types of stuff.

633
00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 2: And it's just like has a soul to it.

634
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:54,920
Speaker 3: It does.

635
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:57,480
Speaker 2: It's like a personal like you know what, like someone

636
00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:01,440
Speaker 2: that you love and you've known forever. Soul. It's like

637
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:04,680
Speaker 2: like kind of like a like an embracing I don't

638
00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 2: like a really cool grandmother, the coolest, the coolest grandmother

639
00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 2: you could think of, like like and she has like

640
00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:16,320
Speaker 2: so much knowledge and so much like everything's gonna be alright,

641
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:18,680
Speaker 2: Like going to visit like the most hippie ross to

642
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,240
Speaker 2: Grandma and she hugs you and makes you good food.

643
00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:24,480
Speaker 2: That is the vibe. That is the vibe of the

644
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:28,320
Speaker 2: good Vibe retreat for sure. Yeah, I'm excited about that.

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Speaker 2: Happy Sexual Wellness. What else did we do? We went

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Speaker 2: to a fashion show. Shout out to to our girl Ashley,

669
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:06,760
Speaker 2: who is the founder of the Model Experience. The motherfucking

670
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Speaker 2: Model Experience actually was so fucking amazing. I cried, like

671
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,360
Speaker 2: I kept crying. I was so embarrassing.

672
00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 1: This never happens where I'm like just so proud of

673
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 1: my friends, and I'm just crying everywhere.

674
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:18,680
Speaker 2: It couldn't stop.

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00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:21,240
Speaker 1: It was so it's just been so amazing to watch

676
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:24,960
Speaker 1: the progression of her business and to see where she

677
00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:26,600
Speaker 1: I've known her for so long, to see where she

678
00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,640
Speaker 1: started and her to now like just have this epic

679
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:34,000
Speaker 1: modeling business where women get to go and like feel seen,

680
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:37,200
Speaker 1: like use these like these things that are nately in them,

681
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 1: which is like to shine, just to shine and to

682
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:44,560
Speaker 1: feel confident and to feel empowered and to like all

683
00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:46,480
Speaker 1: the women that were there, all the like the young

684
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:48,800
Speaker 1: people that were there were all talking like when's your

685
00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:49,320
Speaker 1: time to walk?

686
00:31:49,360 --> 00:31:50,880
Speaker 2: Oh my god, what are you wear? And like everyone

687
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:53,719
Speaker 2: was just coming together and making friends. So they're all

688
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:57,000
Speaker 2: in it together. Yeah, And it's beautiful to give people

689
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:02,400
Speaker 2: the opportunity to feel good and seen and photographed and

690
00:32:02,720 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 2: have the opportunity to live your dream on a high

691
00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:07,360
Speaker 2: in high end experience your family and friends to be

692
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:09,920
Speaker 2: able to come see you. It just it was really beautiful.

693
00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:13,040
Speaker 2: And even like the designers were bombed, you know, like

694
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:16,200
Speaker 2: up and coming designers that you may not have like seen.

695
00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:18,640
Speaker 2: There was a few that I that I need to

696
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:21,120
Speaker 2: go revisit. I took picture. Is something frozen free?

697
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:21,520
Speaker 3: Yea?

698
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:25,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, something free? Yeah? Oh god, I'm high right now.

699
00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:27,080
Speaker 1: But we're gonna leave them in the episode description because

700
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:30,160
Speaker 1: there were some really dope designers there were from that show,

701
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:33,640
Speaker 1: and it was just what's the name Benjamin, what's the

702
00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 1: guy's name?

703
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:37,800
Speaker 2: Benjamin was there? He was like model the guest.

704
00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:41,480
Speaker 1: Yeah about the red carpet, I know, our first red

705
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:43,520
Speaker 1: carpet and we were high so awome, Oh my.

706
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:46,960
Speaker 2: God, I was so fucking uncomfortable. I just looked at

707
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,240
Speaker 2: all the footage. I was like, please don't and I

708
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:55,000
Speaker 2: could see us like like walk stop, walk, smile or

709
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:56,600
Speaker 2: like didn't they ask us questions?

710
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:56,920
Speaker 1: Bitch?

711
00:32:57,200 --> 00:32:59,880
Speaker 2: I was like wow. And then as soon as we

712
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:04,520
Speaker 2: fucking got out, she was like, do we need media training? Bitch?

713
00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:07,880
Speaker 2: I was like yep. We were struggling. They were like,

714
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 2: what is your fashion style? I was like, I just

715
00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:14,560
Speaker 2: like addressed how I feel. And I was like what

716
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:15,240
Speaker 2: is my fashion?

717
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:16,959
Speaker 1: Like what are you wearing? And I was like, well,

718
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 1: I'm wearing Zara. But I was like, do I want

719
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:20,160
Speaker 1: to tell her I'm wearing Zara. I'm supposed be working

720
00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:24,040
Speaker 1: something fancier. I don't know a fuck, Like I got

721
00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:26,600
Speaker 1: these pants and some random store. This is a panga mall,

722
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 1: Like these shoes I've had for four years.

723
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:32,600
Speaker 2: They have better, Like we're not we need to get

724
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 2: more details, cacaline, like this is a festival designer. Yeah,

725
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,200
Speaker 2: that's what I wish i'd really know his name. I

726
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 2: would have sounded so much. I was like, I have something.

727
00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:44,120
Speaker 2: I was like trying. I was like, maybe I can

728
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 2: help her. I was like, do you remember you have

729
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:47,719
Speaker 2: the same You have to do something from him too.

730
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:53,000
Speaker 2: I'm like look at the tag I don't know Afrikhaan. Yeah,

731
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 2: and then I think I was like, this is the

732
00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:59,080
Speaker 2: only one weekend. Then we went to we had dinner

733
00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:02,200
Speaker 2: with our girl Dolly. We had I love that fucking restaurant,

734
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:06,400
Speaker 2: the Exchange. I like the Exchange and fucking Wooden Spoon.

735
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:09,120
Speaker 2: Oh Wooden spoone. Yeah, oh that didn't Me and Erica

736
00:34:09,200 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 2: went to a party. We had the nerve to slide

737
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:13,760
Speaker 2: actually to a party, even though we had a huge deadline.

738
00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 2: We needed a break, Yeah, we needed a release. We

739
00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:18,560
Speaker 2: went to a party. It was very gay party.

740
00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 1: It was beautiful. They were fine, and we drank and

741
00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,360
Speaker 1: I flirted and I was on the phone from the

742
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:26,439
Speaker 1: bathroom for like twenty minutes.

743
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,239
Speaker 2: Are you yeah? I don't know if you remember that.

744
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:30,080
Speaker 2: What was I doing? Who knows? I was like, sure'll

745
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 2: be fine here talking. I can't believe you left me

746
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:38,320
Speaker 2: for twenty minute. You were fine, And I said, I

747
00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:42,600
Speaker 2: just noticed, like you did. Okay, Well, now she's pissed.

748
00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:45,320
Speaker 2: Fuck you. We'd leave me at the party for the

749
00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:47,480
Speaker 2: gay party for minute. I was like, she's up with

750
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:50,279
Speaker 2: her people. Yeah, I was flush. I'm going to go

751
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:55,080
Speaker 2: in the bathroom and flirt with my boo because I'm drunk. Yeah.

752
00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:57,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, we got there, and then we also went to

753
00:34:57,400 --> 00:34:59,719
Speaker 1: another party. Actually it was like it was like church.

754
00:35:00,360 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 1: We went to Trap Care Chrap Chap Karaoke, Trap Karaoke

755
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:04,919
Speaker 1: with hosted by.

756
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:08,760
Speaker 2: Mouse Jone, and that shit was dope. It is mouse Jones, right, Yeah, Okay,

757
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,800
Speaker 2: that shit was dope. It was really dope. That was

758
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 2: my first time getting to go to one, and it

759
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:15,799
Speaker 2: did feel like church. I was like, oh my god,

760
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:17,920
Speaker 2: look at our people singing together. I love this here.

761
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,759
Speaker 2: Everyone was so into it.

762
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:23,320
Speaker 1: Everyone was like, it's another like community thing like and

763
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:25,440
Speaker 1: that's what the like the theme I feel like for

764
00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 1: me over the past obviously like yes, community is important,

765
00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:32,239
Speaker 1: but I feel like seeing so many visual aspects of

766
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,200
Speaker 1: it over the last few months has really really made

767
00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 1: it me really understand how much we need each other.

768
00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:41,400
Speaker 1: And I think also just the divisiveness of what we

769
00:35:41,560 --> 00:35:44,880
Speaker 1: just went through, like it's also highlighting that for me

770
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:48,080
Speaker 1: and just how people en the in the I guess,

771
00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:50,479
Speaker 1: like what's left over because there's people that are still

772
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:53,360
Speaker 1: like not that won't don't want to enjoy their life anymore.

773
00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:55,960
Speaker 1: Like there there's people like there's been so many casualties

774
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,600
Speaker 1: of what has happened. But when you see these type

775
00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:02,680
Speaker 1: of spaces, man, it was just like it just makes

776
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:03,480
Speaker 1: your soul smile.

777
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 2: Like I looked out into the crowd and everybody was smiling.

778
00:36:06,320 --> 00:36:09,000
Speaker 2: I was like, what this is fucking I know. I mean, like,

779
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:14,280
Speaker 2: first of all, music, like it's so crucial to our happiness.

780
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 2: Community really is crucial to our like to our humanity

781
00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:21,360
Speaker 2: and to like pleasure and the freedom to just be

782
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:24,759
Speaker 2: and be free and sing and dance and smile and

783
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:27,120
Speaker 2: laugh and be amongst people you don't know and make

784
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,920
Speaker 2: connections like that's what this shit is all about, you know,

785
00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:34,000
Speaker 2: like exchange of energy, like good energy. So it was

786
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:37,680
Speaker 2: so dope. Like we left the fucking fashion show. We

787
00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 2: went to the Pull again, just sent in our book,

788
00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:43,120
Speaker 2: went to a fucking fashion show, saw our friend kill

789
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:47,160
Speaker 2: it like hosts thousands of people in one day, thousands

790
00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:50,800
Speaker 2: of people in one day, and then fucking go to

791
00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 2: fucking Mouse's shit. See him. I was like, never seen

792
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:57,719
Speaker 2: a fucking hip hop DJ conductor Nege Like he was

793
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,640
Speaker 2: like he I was like, what the fuck is he doing?

794
00:37:01,719 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 2: He was like he did. Then he was like the

795
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:06,279
Speaker 2: crowd was saying to the DJ would go then he

796
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:08,400
Speaker 2: bring it back together. I was like, this nigg has

797
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:11,440
Speaker 2: been studying. Okay. It was beautiful to see and like

798
00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:16,040
Speaker 2: the rules and the guidelines and just just love really

799
00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:17,360
Speaker 2: and how people want to shine.

800
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's really what I took from that day because

801
00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:22,719
Speaker 1: like when I was at the Model Experience, I could

802
00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:24,720
Speaker 1: just people can't you have to come make up ready,

803
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:26,719
Speaker 1: and there's so many activations, like you have a space

804
00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:28,239
Speaker 1: where you could walk the runway, you have a space

805
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:29,840
Speaker 1: where you can take a photo shoot, you have like

806
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 1: all these different places. So people come and you get

807
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:35,520
Speaker 1: to see their individual and what their representation of them

808
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:36,360
Speaker 1: shining looks like.

809
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:39,799
Speaker 2: And that's like what I love to see because I'm like, okay,

810
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:40,720
Speaker 2: they were shining.

811
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 1: Yes, Like I think I had a whole crystal fucking

812
00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,480
Speaker 1: I don't know, veil over his body and shit, I

813
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:45,759
Speaker 1: was like.

814
00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:49,840
Speaker 2: Okay, that looked for coach for sure. Right. There's a

815
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:51,960
Speaker 2: lot of books I need to get for Coachella. Yeah,

816
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 2: So it was just it was a beautiful weekend and

817
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,440
Speaker 2: then I wanted to be a hoe, but I just

818
00:37:58,640 --> 00:38:02,040
Speaker 2: we went home. I want, I was exhausted. I didn't

819
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:06,760
Speaker 2: knock the fuck out, and yeah, no, it's Monday.

820
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:08,440
Speaker 1: We're still going. And then we went to a soccer

821
00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:11,600
Speaker 1: game and we were soccer moms back at it. That's

822
00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:12,240
Speaker 1: how it goes.

823
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:16,320
Speaker 2: Balance, baby, its bad choices. Yeah. Shout out to the

824
00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:20,000
Speaker 2: grandma's that were grandma's this whole day down. They held

825
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:23,000
Speaker 2: it down. They kept the kids for two days because

826
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 2: it was physically impossible for us to mom. Nope, momming

827
00:38:27,239 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: is hard. I was. There'd been no way we could

828
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 2: have gotten everything done that we had to get done.

829
00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,640
Speaker 2: There's just no fucking way. There's no way. No. I was.

830
00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:37,880
Speaker 2: We were talking and I was like, you know, I

831
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:39,799
Speaker 2: can't feel like the heart. I like being a mom,

832
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:43,399
Speaker 2: it's so cool, cool, but like making her lunch every day.

833
00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:45,839
Speaker 2: I was like, every day to think about the lunch

834
00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:47,160
Speaker 2: and I have to take her. I was like, like,

835
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,560
Speaker 2: like fifteen years, I'm gonna have to take her to

836
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:51,439
Speaker 2: school and think of lunch. I was like, I don't

837
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:53,919
Speaker 2: really like that part. Oscar also didn't like the car seat,

838
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,080
Speaker 2: and She's like, yeah, you know, I also like entertaining them.

839
00:38:56,120 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 2: I'm like right, I'm like then feeding them. And then

840
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:00,200
Speaker 2: she was just like yeah, it's just like the whole thing.

841
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:04,040
Speaker 2: I was like, oh shit, that is a lot of

842
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:12,200
Speaker 2: it entertaining. I really like when they sleep. I love

843
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 2: when they sleep and they cuddle me. Yeah, like coming

844
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:16,239
Speaker 2: to like randomly tell me they love me. But me

845
00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:18,200
Speaker 2: and me and Lena were coloring me this morning. It

846
00:39:18,320 --> 00:39:21,080
Speaker 2: was raining. I was like, she's being calm, We're just coloring,

847
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:23,360
Speaker 2: and she's like, I love you. I was like, I

848
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 2: love you too, and I was like, I love this part.

849
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 2: This is the part that I at this point, this

850
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:33,359
Speaker 2: is the fun part, and like, chill the fuck out

851
00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:37,680
Speaker 2: and you love me right, Oh my goodness. But no,

852
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:42,040
Speaker 2: I do love it. But sometimes I realize you have

853
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:46,480
Speaker 2: to to be able to do all the things. There

854
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 2: are places that sacrifice. And I think that our kids

855
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:54,480
Speaker 2: know that we're grinding right now. I really know our

856
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,200
Speaker 2: kids know we're working hard. And I think they're gonna

857
00:39:57,280 --> 00:40:00,160
Speaker 2: continue to understand that and not that they're always is

858
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,799
Speaker 2: going to be the part that we sacrifice, No, of course,

859
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:04,560
Speaker 2: but like you know, this weekend is one of those

860
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:05,200
Speaker 2: fucking weekends.

861
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 1: It wasn't a sacrifice. They have grandparents need to see them, Okay,

862
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:10,800
Speaker 1: you need for time. You need to see this person

863
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:13,359
Speaker 1: that I made from you. You are the ancestor. Okay,

864
00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:15,160
Speaker 1: go be with the grand baby.

865
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:17,960
Speaker 2: Honest to god, the fuck right, my mom be. Actually

866
00:40:18,120 --> 00:40:22,120
Speaker 2: like these new school grandmas, the new school grandmas, they

867
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:24,640
Speaker 2: don't really make the grandma's the same, so they're not

868
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:27,200
Speaker 2: getting a baby. This is the thing. They might nag

869
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,720
Speaker 2: you out, but just your baby, the new school grandma's.

870
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:33,480
Speaker 1: My grandma, I told you, came every weekend, my whole

871
00:40:33,560 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 1: motherfucking life. Drove from like Orange County, which was over

872
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:40,239
Speaker 1: an hour away, never missed a weekend, never ever, ever,

873
00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:43,239
Speaker 1: And I thought to myself recently, well, I was just

874
00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 1: chilling with her because I loved her so much.

875
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:46,680
Speaker 2: Where the fuck my mom was doing her shit? Where

876
00:40:46,719 --> 00:40:48,400
Speaker 2: the fuck was my mom during that time? She was

877
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 2: for sure doing hoh shit. She was out and I

878
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,319
Speaker 2: didn't know because I was a kid. She was going

879
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:55,160
Speaker 2: to dinner with her friend. She will be right back.

880
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:57,880
Speaker 2: She was working, you know, like what the fuck? She

881
00:40:58,080 --> 00:40:59,800
Speaker 2: was not doing any of those things. Mom, I know

882
00:40:59,920 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 2: you weren't. Where were you? Where were you?

883
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:04,399
Speaker 1: Because I feel like at all I didn't even notice

884
00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:06,080
Speaker 1: because I just loved my grandma so much and she

885
00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:07,720
Speaker 1: was coming every weekend.

886
00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:09,239
Speaker 2: But they don't make the Grandma's like that, No, Moore.

887
00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 1: The grandmas are like two days in They're like, hello, yeah,

888
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:14,880
Speaker 1: well what time you said you'd be here?

889
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:17,399
Speaker 2: But literally we called. Both of our moms were like hello,

890
00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:21,879
Speaker 2: they were so excited. I was like, hello, I don't

891
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 2: if I have to get up, do I have to

892
00:41:24,239 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 2: want me to get that? Yeah, I'm just I'm just

893
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 2: like I'm you know, I'm over sixty now, so just

894
00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:30,520
Speaker 2: saying like, wow, you really make me do this with

895
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,120
Speaker 2: your kid. I'm like, okay, well what are you doing.

896
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:38,319
Speaker 2: You're writing a book, give a conference. Okay, well you're

897
00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:41,120
Speaker 2: sure you're just not gonna mom, so you fuck your daughter?

898
00:41:41,239 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 2: Huh so you just can't do it all? Okay, Wow,

899
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 2: you didn't really schedule for this properly. You're responsible in

900
00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:50,800
Speaker 2: my day. Oh, welcome to motherhood. Huh you see what

901
00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:53,239
Speaker 2: I've been doing all these years? That's my mom. I'm

902
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 2: like okay, Like they never had help, Like my grandma

903
00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:58,880
Speaker 2: didn't come every fucking weekend my whole life, and then

904
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,160
Speaker 2: she couldn't come. My grandma father was there. My mom

905
00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,640
Speaker 2: was good, she was set. She had the grandparents on

906
00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:06,839
Speaker 2: Locke for sure, and she was working her ass off.

907
00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:09,160
Speaker 2: So she needed it. But yeah, they're just it's just

908
00:42:09,239 --> 00:42:12,960
Speaker 2: a different also, yeah, it's just a different time. I'll

909
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 2: we figured it out. Yeah, and shout out to the

910
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:18,799
Speaker 2: grandparents and amen, we love you because and shut out,

911
00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:21,279
Speaker 2: you know, just shout out to the co parenting and

912
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,840
Speaker 2: the village. Because we're going to Atlanta, going to Coachella.

913
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:28,600
Speaker 2: We're also going to Atlanta where it's also work. We're working.

914
00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:30,879
Speaker 2: We are and that's what's so weird though.

915
00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:32,720
Speaker 1: So I think that's where the guilt comes from, because

916
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:34,759
Speaker 1: our work is not like it brings us joy.

917
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:37,839
Speaker 2: It makes me happy and it looks fun. So then

918
00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:40,839
Speaker 2: people get confused, They're like, they're not working. I'm like, bitch,

919
00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 2: Yes i am. I was on the Turk contest. I

920
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:45,200
Speaker 2: I had to. It was a networking event.

921
00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:47,920
Speaker 1: I mean I had to be there anyway, so I

922
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,919
Speaker 1: might as well have T worked. I mean, I should

923
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:53,239
Speaker 1: limit my tworking because I'm working. It's a part of

924
00:42:53,360 --> 00:42:54,440
Speaker 1: don't work.

925
00:42:56,440 --> 00:42:59,319
Speaker 2: I'm talking while I'm working. Sure, talking while you're working?

926
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:04,839
Speaker 2: To Wednesday, Yes, I think it is. Let me write

927
00:43:04,880 --> 00:43:08,200
Speaker 2: that down. Where's my phone? Fuck? Tworking while you're working?

928
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,439
Speaker 2: What's the while you work? Yeah?

929
00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:19,200
Speaker 1: Got work and talk and work talk talk talk, work work.

930
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:24,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I fucking love beingang twins or they Okay,

931
00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:25,160
Speaker 1: I think we should play.

932
00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:26,319
Speaker 2: The song right there, because you know what.

933
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:29,440
Speaker 1: I was going by that JJ insert what's the way

934
00:43:29,719 --> 00:43:31,719
Speaker 1: I was going back and listening to our old episodes.

935
00:43:32,160 --> 00:43:34,160
Speaker 1: If you guys have time, if you're just starting here,

936
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:37,640
Speaker 1: I encourage you to go back, go way, way, way back,

937
00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 1: because there was a time where we would open up

938
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:44,320
Speaker 1: all of our episodes with music and it was highly curated.

939
00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:47,000
Speaker 1: It was beautiful, and I'm very upset.

940
00:43:46,760 --> 00:43:48,400
Speaker 2: That we can no longer do this. We don't speak

941
00:43:48,440 --> 00:43:50,279
Speaker 2: of those times. Dear, we don't know what. I don't

942
00:43:50,280 --> 00:43:52,080
Speaker 2: know what you're talking about. Okay, never mind, don't don't

943
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:53,520
Speaker 2: do it. I don't know that you can go listen,

944
00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:56,879
Speaker 2: but we don't have no idea about those. They're done.

945
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 2: Get a sued, but it's three anyway. But yeah, if

946
00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:09,160
Speaker 2: you're in Atlanta, hit us up. We will be there

947
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:10,799
Speaker 2: for the world.

948
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:16,600
Speaker 1: We'll be there wrapping Talia at the Natural World Hair

949
00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:19,520
Speaker 1: EXPA at the Atlantic Convention Center.

950
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 2: Ooh, the twenty My afro is gonna be so motherfucking wow.

951
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:27,600
Speaker 2: I guess I have braids are really make it. Yeah, bitch, Wow,

952
00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 2: what do you do about that? Natural wear? My puppy,

953
00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:32,200
Speaker 2: hold me down? That just what the fuck are you

954
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:37,880
Speaker 2: talking about? Okay? Wow, how black women? You have said it.

955
00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:40,160
Speaker 2: I'm just not suying to We're not like you're adding

956
00:44:40,239 --> 00:44:43,120
Speaker 2: to my guilt. Okay, I'm sorry. It's beautiful. Shave your

957
00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:43,800
Speaker 2: head whatever.

958
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:46,279
Speaker 1: Okay, now I have to get I think you look

959
00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:48,320
Speaker 1: really good with a shaved head and bleached it like

960
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:49,000
Speaker 1: Misha style.

961
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 2: It would be so sexy.

962
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 1: My head's really small, I know, but it was still cute.

963
00:44:53,719 --> 00:44:55,800
Speaker 1: What if it was like blonde and like or like purple,

964
00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:57,440
Speaker 1: like a dark purple dark blue?

965
00:44:57,600 --> 00:45:00,279
Speaker 2: Okay, well, yeah, I see it, dark blue. We're not

966
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,520
Speaker 2: going to number that. I don't know if I'm met

967
00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:05,279
Speaker 2: it that edgy, I don't know. I think you could

968
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:09,320
Speaker 2: be convinced. I've had short blonde hair. It was yellow.

969
00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:11,279
Speaker 2: It was in college. It was it probably wasn't.

970
00:45:11,320 --> 00:45:12,839
Speaker 1: You're in college. You don't know what the fuck you're doing.

971
00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:15,040
Speaker 1: It was you need to go get it done blonde.

972
00:45:15,160 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 2: It was intense, and I promise never to go back there,

973
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:19,799
Speaker 2: even though cousin Chris has asked me many times, maybe

974
00:45:19,840 --> 00:45:22,520
Speaker 2: don't do blonde he has mentioned that in my presence.

975
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:26,160
Speaker 1: Actually it gives him life. Okay, you should maybe not

976
00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:27,719
Speaker 1: do blonde because that's a lot of work. Maybe if

977
00:45:27,719 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 1: you die, like diet another color, it's like less abrasive,

978
00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:32,560
Speaker 1: and so then it's more.

979
00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:36,240
Speaker 2: You can like work with it more. Anyway, you're beautiful

980
00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:39,399
Speaker 2: either way, thank you. I guess I'm getting braids for sure.

981
00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:41,399
Speaker 2: By the time we go to Atlanta, else I'm gonna

982
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:45,520
Speaker 2: be shunned as a natural hair excellent. Oh then I'm

983
00:45:45,520 --> 00:45:49,839
Speaker 2: going to New Orleans with my boo. I really want

984
00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:52,560
Speaker 2: to run into this couple that I've talked about a lot.

985
00:45:52,640 --> 00:45:55,960
Speaker 2: I know this is Stockrish, but I don't care. I

986
00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:59,080
Speaker 2: want to know them. I'm too weak to pull up

987
00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:00,719
Speaker 2: in their DMCA. I don't really how to approach them.

988
00:46:00,760 --> 00:46:03,400
Speaker 1: Why that's where you're supposed to do it, not on

989
00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:06,240
Speaker 1: the podcast, bitch, you didn't start in the DMS.

990
00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:08,400
Speaker 2: You just went straight here. What the fun? I was

991
00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 2: just gonna say, if anybody knows them that I'm in town,

992
00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:14,400
Speaker 2: you should just message you DM everyone else we're dm sliders.

993
00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:15,400
Speaker 2: They just had a baby.

994
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:16,759
Speaker 1: I don't really have to say, but I guess I'm

995
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:18,720
Speaker 1: gonna think of something and hey, I love your energy.

996
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:22,040
Speaker 2: Where are you Hey, I'm coming to your city soon.

997
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:26,280
Speaker 2: I like you, I said to I said, get a service,

998
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:30,160
Speaker 2: something to offer services. Oh yeah, maybe, Okay, that's a

999
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 2: good idea. I sent Orlando a DM with with them minute.

1000
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:39,239
Speaker 2: I was like, I start stalking. I want to swing

1001
00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:41,720
Speaker 2: with them, and then I swing. Oh are you fucking

1002
00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 2: from nineteen ninety four? The fuck? Oh my gosh, I know,

1003
00:46:54,239 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 2: but it did.

1004
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:57,120
Speaker 1: The way he said it reminded me of like my parents,

1005
00:46:57,160 --> 00:47:01,040
Speaker 1: how they might talk about it. But I'm gonna throw up.

1006
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:04,279
Speaker 2: I think you're right. And then right after I wrote that,

1007
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:06,640
Speaker 2: I was like, I've never said that sentence exactly what.

1008
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,680
Speaker 2: I can't even take myself serious. But it's something good

1009
00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:12,360
Speaker 2: at the time. That's what it means. I know what

1010
00:47:12,480 --> 00:47:17,719
Speaker 2: the fucking means. So what's what's the newer school way

1011
00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:18,239
Speaker 2: to say it?

1012
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:24,320
Speaker 1: I want to fuck them, I want them, Let's have them, Okay,

1013
00:47:24,680 --> 00:47:27,160
Speaker 1: I should have fun with them. No, if aren't they fine,

1014
00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:31,880
Speaker 1: let's swing, let's swing off the trees.

1015
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:32,880
Speaker 2: Swing baby.

1016
00:47:35,040 --> 00:47:36,839
Speaker 1: But you know what, Orlando's kind of like dump nineteen

1017
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 1: ninety four, So it makes sense. You guys are like

1018
00:47:38,719 --> 00:47:40,000
Speaker 1: the perfect ninety four couple.

1019
00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:41,680
Speaker 2: You can see it him.

1020
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:44,279
Speaker 1: It as crop tops, you and your booty shorts talking

1021
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:44,880
Speaker 1: about swinging.

1022
00:47:45,120 --> 00:47:48,400
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I was I'm so guilty and a shamed.

1023
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:53,080
Speaker 2: I was watching fucking Zeus Network last night. First, I

1024
00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,520
Speaker 2: was watching Jossone's Cabaret because I haven't seen it in

1025
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,359
Speaker 2: two seasons. I really need to go back.

1026
00:47:57,560 --> 00:47:59,120
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I think I watched this last one

1027
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:01,520
Speaker 1: with Sebastian and it was they were at that house.

1028
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:03,359
Speaker 2: I need to go back in the beginning. It's really

1029
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,400
Speaker 2: like the going back to the girl had reality. Wait

1030
00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:07,280
Speaker 2: did she have an abortion? Like? What was she shaming

1031
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:09,279
Speaker 2: her for having abortion of twins? I saw that. I

1032
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 2: saw the Yes, that was a lot. She said double

1033
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:15,960
Speaker 2: wash it almost passed out and not double homicide. Double

1034
00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:19,680
Speaker 2: Oh god. I'm like, oh, so, then there's Bad Boys

1035
00:48:19,760 --> 00:48:25,080
Speaker 2: Club that's on now, which is absolutely ridiculous. And I

1036
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:26,360
Speaker 2: was on the phone the land. He's like, should I

1037
00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 2: be on Bad Boys Club? I said absolutely not. That's

1038
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:29,480
Speaker 2: why I drawed the line I would never claim you.

1039
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 2: I would it would not claim you. I wouldn't be done.

1040
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:33,919
Speaker 2: And I was like, what the fuck are you talking about.

1041
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:35,719
Speaker 2: I was like, I said, when you come to l A.

1042
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:37,920
Speaker 2: We're gonna have some We're gonna do some l A

1043
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:43,200
Speaker 2: training said yeah, okay, He's like, what are you talking about?

1044
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:45,440
Speaker 2: I was like, I'll give you more details when you arrive.

1045
00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:54,279
Speaker 1: Am I Liberary Awards of a list of things of

1046
00:48:54,440 --> 00:49:00,319
Speaker 1: never to say in public? So you see this, don't

1047
00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:03,080
Speaker 1: get excited, don't do this. Look very serious. Let me

1048
00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:06,640
Speaker 1: see the l A face look very serious. Oh that's cool.

1049
00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:09,919
Speaker 2: I'm really aloof. I don't care. Yeah, oh really? Oh yeah,

1050
00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:11,279
Speaker 2: I know her to Oh what's your name? I I

1051
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:13,200
Speaker 2: saw you five times, but I don't forgot. I'm gonna

1052
00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:16,759
Speaker 2: I don't know you. Oh oh yeah, it's friend. What

1053
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:21,400
Speaker 2: do you do you? Oh that's I don't know her. No,

1054
00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:24,799
Speaker 2: you know who that I know? No, I don't think

1055
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:26,600
Speaker 2: i've met you. Oh my god, you know him? Oh

1056
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:30,960
Speaker 2: my god, his famous I Oh my god, I fucking

1057
00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:34,640
Speaker 2: love you, fucking love you. You know him, and now

1058
00:49:34,719 --> 00:49:36,320
Speaker 2: I want to know him. Oh my god, you're that

1059
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:39,080
Speaker 2: outfit's so cute, looks so good on you. Oh my god,

1060
00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:41,399
Speaker 2: you're so young. I didn't know you're thirty. Oh my god,

1061
00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:45,279
Speaker 2: I thought you were young. Give me follow right now,

1062
00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:47,320
Speaker 2: push your instant. Oh my god, I speaking of this,

1063
00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:50,719
Speaker 2: I mean this. I met this bitch at a dance

1064
00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:52,920
Speaker 2: class and she asked for my instant and then like

1065
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 2: I found out she did my other friend, which was fine,

1066
00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:56,000
Speaker 2: but then she was like messaging me and I was

1067
00:49:56,040 --> 00:49:57,759
Speaker 2: messaging her back, but she's like, I'm sorry, I'm working

1068
00:49:57,840 --> 00:50:04,000
Speaker 2: right now. I was like, bitch, I'm busy. Wait wait she.

1069
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:08,279
Speaker 1: Paused the combo an instant because she was working and

1070
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:11,279
Speaker 1: she felt like but she was like, I was like,

1071
00:50:11,719 --> 00:50:13,560
Speaker 1: you know what, like you were talking too much.

1072
00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:16,600
Speaker 2: You were talking about text like I texted like fux.

1073
00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:18,919
Speaker 2: But I was like, bitch, I'm working too. Like, bitch,

1074
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:21,360
Speaker 2: your messaging. I was like, this is whine. This is

1075
00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:23,799
Speaker 2: my need to stop making friends because I don't have time.

1076
00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,440
Speaker 2: I just liked it. Bitch. I was like, I'm not

1077
00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:41,200
Speaker 2: even me too, So am I super busy? T T

1078
00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:47,680
Speaker 2: T T y up? The fuck? Oh my god, l A,

1079
00:50:48,160 --> 00:50:49,960
Speaker 2: that is a very light Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm working

1080
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 2: right now. I'm calling after this conference call.

1081
00:50:53,120 --> 00:50:56,440
Speaker 1: Everybody's working, but nobody's work, nobody's everyone's available, but no

1082
00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:57,799
Speaker 1: one's everybody's but.

1083
00:50:57,800 --> 00:51:02,279
Speaker 2: They're working so hard. Us included. Yeah, that's every time

1084
00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:05,040
Speaker 2: I like wake up and I'm in my deep la lifestyle.

1085
00:51:05,120 --> 00:51:10,200
Speaker 2: I'm like, I love it here. This pulls sex, the

1086
00:51:10,280 --> 00:51:14,160
Speaker 2: Intercontinental pull downtown not good, not not what does it

1087
00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:15,120
Speaker 2: would recommend?

1088
00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:15,360
Speaker 4: No?

1089
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:18,359
Speaker 2: Not what does the mean? Girls saying not clutch, not clut,

1090
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:20,839
Speaker 2: not fat.

1091
00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:24,360
Speaker 1: That pool was very sterile. It was not sterile environment.

1092
00:51:25,120 --> 00:51:27,719
Speaker 1: The free hand was dope. The free hand was really cute.

1093
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:31,000
Speaker 1: That pool was fucking freezing though only white people were

1094
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:31,680
Speaker 1: getting in that pool.

1095
00:51:31,719 --> 00:51:32,640
Speaker 2: I kept the injury low.

1096
00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:35,480
Speaker 1: Were like literally like there all day and I was like,

1097
00:51:35,760 --> 00:51:37,399
Speaker 1: do you notice how there's only white people in this pool.

1098
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:39,960
Speaker 2: It's very cold. They don't give a fuck. We put

1099
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,360
Speaker 2: our toe in. There was fucking freezing. Finally someone jumped in.

1100
00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:46,239
Speaker 2: Wait what did you say. He's like, oh, don't know.

1101
00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:49,080
Speaker 2: She's I was like, is he black. She's like he's

1102
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:51,000
Speaker 2: mixed it, like that's his white side and his white

1103
00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:56,080
Speaker 2: side was the pool. It's for real. It was really cold.

1104
00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:58,759
Speaker 2: But what cars did we pull? My love? Is it

1105
00:51:58,840 --> 00:52:03,759
Speaker 2: Tarot time? It's Terra time. Going to our favorite Tero site.

1106
00:52:03,880 --> 00:52:07,480
Speaker 1: Ta get more bitty betyma a baity beat beat beat

1107
00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:10,799
Speaker 1: beaty bitty bumba email them. Hey, by the way, We've

1108
00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:12,399
Speaker 1: been using your site for four years.

1109
00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:18,000
Speaker 2: Upright, it means intuition, sacred knowledge. What was the card?

1110
00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,560
Speaker 2: This is I pulled too? This is the High Priestess

1111
00:52:20,600 --> 00:52:21,560
Speaker 2: I've been pulling too lately.

1112
00:52:22,760 --> 00:52:27,279
Speaker 1: Privately, Okay, thanks for letting me in on your little

1113
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:28,720
Speaker 1: fucking weird taran secret.

1114
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:40,200
Speaker 2: I'm too high for that, okay. The High Priestess card, intuition,

1115
00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:46,800
Speaker 2: sacred knowledge define feminine the subconscious mind. While the magician

1116
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 2: is the guardian of the conscious mind and the tangible world,

1117
00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:52,359
Speaker 2: the High Priestess is the guardian of the subconscious mind

1118
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,840
Speaker 2: and the teacher of the sacred knowledge and hidden mysteries.

1119
00:52:55,239 --> 00:52:58,000
Speaker 2: Sitting at the threshold of the conscious and subconscious mind,

1120
00:52:58,080 --> 00:53:01,360
Speaker 2: the High Priestess has an innate ability to travel between

1121
00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:04,680
Speaker 2: these realms effortlessly. She teaches you that the world is

1122
00:53:04,719 --> 00:53:07,680
Speaker 2: not always as it seems, and more profound influences are

1123
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:11,759
Speaker 2: often at play. She ushers you through the thin veil

1124
00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:14,480
Speaker 2: of awareness, offering you a deep, intuitive understanding of the

1125
00:53:14,600 --> 00:53:17,920
Speaker 2: universe and a heightened awareness of secret and hidden information.

1126
00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:23,400
Speaker 2: She signifies spiritual enlightenment and inner elimination, divine knowledge and wisdom.

1127
00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:25,480
Speaker 2: She shows up in your chail readings when the veil

1128
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:28,400
Speaker 2: between you and the underworld is thin and you have

1129
00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 2: the opportunity to access the knowledge deep within your soul.

1130
00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:35,200
Speaker 2: Now is the time to be still so you can

1131
00:53:35,239 --> 00:53:37,719
Speaker 2: tune into your intuition. The answers you're seeking will come

1132
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:41,719
Speaker 2: from within, from the deepest truth and knowing. Allow the

1133
00:53:41,800 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 2: High Priests to become your guide as you venture deep

1134
00:53:44,040 --> 00:53:49,560
Speaker 2: into your subconscious mind and access your inner wisdoms. Okay,

1135
00:53:49,880 --> 00:53:53,040
Speaker 2: so I think I think I pulled that one, right.

1136
00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 2: I think you pulled the Impress. Okay, that was a

1137
00:53:55,840 --> 00:53:57,800
Speaker 2: high priesist. This was high priests. Okay, okay, let me

1138
00:53:57,840 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 2: show it now. I pulled the Empress. Look very powerful,

1139
00:54:00,960 --> 00:54:03,960
Speaker 2: both cards, So that's what I was interested to. Both

1140
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:08,640
Speaker 2: women sitting on thrones. So I'm like, oh, yeah, are

1141
00:54:08,640 --> 00:54:13,200
Speaker 2: we on fire? We're on fucking thrones. Do we need

1142
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:15,839
Speaker 2: to get throne cheers? Maybe? Oh my god, I need

1143
00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:18,279
Speaker 2: to replace these. Why don't we ever use those big

1144
00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:22,799
Speaker 2: wooden ones only one? That's why there's two of them,

1145
00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:25,640
Speaker 2: they'd be too big. Oh my god, those look like

1146
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:30,160
Speaker 2: royalty though. Could we buy those off your mom? Felici?

1147
00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:37,040
Speaker 2: We don't hold these right, quier? Okay? The Impress. The

1148
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:41,480
Speaker 2: Impress signifies a strong connection with with our femininity. Feminity

1149
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:47,160
Speaker 2: translates in many ways elegant sensuality, fertility, creativity, expression, nurturing,

1150
00:54:47,239 --> 00:54:50,040
Speaker 2: and is necessary for creating balance in both men and women.

1151
00:54:51,080 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 2: The Impress calls on you to connect with your feminine energy.

1152
00:54:53,600 --> 00:54:58,000
Speaker 2: Create beauty in your life. Connect with your senses through taste, touch, sound, smell,

1153
00:54:58,120 --> 00:55:01,320
Speaker 2: in sight. Draw on these senses to experience pleasure and

1154
00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:05,240
Speaker 2: deep fulfillment. Treat yourself to a day spa, learn massage,

1155
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:08,160
Speaker 2: enjoy a fine restaurant, or spend more time with your partner.

1156
00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:13,720
Speaker 2: Discover different approaches to expressing yourself creatively, be it through painting, music, drama,

1157
00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:16,080
Speaker 2: or other art forms. This may be the perfect chance

1158
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:18,279
Speaker 2: to take up a new hobby that enables you to

1159
00:55:18,400 --> 00:55:22,400
Speaker 2: access this part of yourself. It signifies abundance. You're surrounded

1160
00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:25,640
Speaker 2: by life's pleasures and luxuries and have everything you need

1161
00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,960
Speaker 2: to live a comfortable lifestyle. You're in a period of

1162
00:55:29,040 --> 00:55:31,839
Speaker 2: growth in which all you have dreamed is now coming

1163
00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:36,000
Speaker 2: to fruition. When the Impress appears in your chail reading,

1164
00:55:36,080 --> 00:55:38,240
Speaker 2: take a moment to reflect on the bounty that surrounds

1165
00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:40,960
Speaker 2: you and offer gratitude for all you have created, so

1166
00:55:41,080 --> 00:55:44,120
Speaker 2: you can continue to build on this energy and create

1167
00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:49,640
Speaker 2: even more abundance in your life. Oooh yeah boom. So

1168
00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 2: basically it's a.

1169
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:55,279
Speaker 3: Payin off bach the cars say bow bow bow bow

1170
00:55:55,520 --> 00:55:59,680
Speaker 3: bow boo getting paid bow spear savvy get paid bage

1171
00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:02,319
Speaker 3: and with money, shit can't go wrong here.

1172
00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:04,600
Speaker 2: I need the money of the spirits and of the

1173
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:07,359
Speaker 2: real coins. I believe that. I believe that. And over

1174
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:11,080
Speaker 2: the weekend we had two really strong cards and pinnacles too,

1175
00:56:11,160 --> 00:56:14,400
Speaker 2: which is like the money cards, and they were abundant,

1176
00:56:14,520 --> 00:56:21,719
Speaker 2: and I'm feeling I'm feeling like all the things are

1177
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,160
Speaker 2: on the way. Do you have an affirmation for us

1178
00:56:24,239 --> 00:56:32,960
Speaker 2: my lives? Do I have an affirmation? Let's think everything

1179
00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:37,960
Speaker 2: is always as it should be, Everything is always as

1180
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:42,120
Speaker 2: it should be. Yes, that's my affirmation. I believe that

1181
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:46,400
Speaker 2: everything happens for a reason, even when I'm confused.

1182
00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:49,399
Speaker 1: As fuck's that's at least that's my hope that I'm

1183
00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:54,160
Speaker 1: trying to believe. Yeah, but I feel more, I feel

1184
00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,080
Speaker 1: more like I am in that space in my life though,

1185
00:56:56,960 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: I feel more like unstoppable and the and like I

1186
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:04,920
Speaker 1: don't feel the me even this actually this weekend, I

1187
00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:09,080
Speaker 1: had this moment where I felt jealousy about like one

1188
00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 1: of my peers, and I had to check myself.

1189
00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:16,840
Speaker 2: And be like, bitch, that doesn't take anything away from you. Stop.

1190
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:21,160
Speaker 2: Everything is as it should be. Girl, You're good. This

1191
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:23,439
Speaker 2: is You're on your own fucking path.

1192
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 1: And the amount of signs that I've had to attest

1193
00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:30,080
Speaker 1: to that, like I'm like, I'm good, I'm good.

1194
00:57:30,120 --> 00:57:34,040
Speaker 2: I know that. I know that, Like, no, congratulations, that's amazing.

1195
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:36,680
Speaker 2: I know she's like i'mnauseous. I'm like, it's fine, girl,

1196
00:57:37,280 --> 00:57:42,720
Speaker 2: that'shus our shit, Like I'm not tripping. I we have

1197
00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:45,520
Speaker 2: a big week, my love, and we have like a

1198
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:49,120
Speaker 2: lot of conversations happening all the time, and so you know,

1199
00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:52,360
Speaker 2: there's just endless opportunities. Oh for sure, I know that.

1200
00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:53,760
Speaker 2: That's why to check myself.

1201
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:56,120
Speaker 1: But because I genuinely know that, But it's like sometimes

1202
00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:59,080
Speaker 1: you do you go and I don't know, like you

1203
00:57:59,200 --> 00:58:00,760
Speaker 1: have to. I feel like me, maybe I haven't always

1204
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 1: known that. Sometimes I have to, like I go back

1205
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:06,600
Speaker 1: to like former version of the lower vibrational version of

1206
00:58:06,720 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 1: myself when it comes to those things.

1207
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:11,360
Speaker 2: Well, no one's like great overnight, like this is all

1208
00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:16,520
Speaker 2: we have like, but is it visceral responses? You know,

1209
00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:19,480
Speaker 2: things like but it's just it was just like the

1210
00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 2: moments after that you're allowed to feel those ways, and

1211
00:58:21,840 --> 00:58:25,600
Speaker 2: then you give yourself the opportunity to, you know, like

1212
00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:28,120
Speaker 2: evaluate the feelings and what you're saying and why you're

1213
00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:32,040
Speaker 2: saying it, and then rationalize your feelings and not even

1214
00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,280
Speaker 2: rationalize them, but feel them and then release them because

1215
00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:36,240
Speaker 2: they're not real. Sometimes well, and I.

1216
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,440
Speaker 1: Think people have the feelings, they just don't say them

1217
00:58:38,440 --> 00:58:41,400
Speaker 1: out loud. And I'm just saying it out loud, like

1218
00:58:41,640 --> 00:58:43,520
Speaker 1: just like I've said out loud to you. Like there's

1219
00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 1: been moments where I felt jealous. There's been moments where

1220
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,120
Speaker 1: I felt like less than There's been moments where like,

1221
00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:50,120
Speaker 1: these are not popular things you ever want to share

1222
00:58:50,160 --> 00:58:52,440
Speaker 1: with your friends because it makes you look like a.

1223
00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:57,440
Speaker 2: Hater or like weak. But we're human, you know, And

1224
00:58:57,560 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 2: in that moment, I felt very human.

1225
00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:01,840
Speaker 1: And I had to check myself and say, no, this

1226
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,600
Speaker 1: is that's not actually human, that's not actually the human

1227
00:59:04,680 --> 00:59:04,920
Speaker 1: you are.

1228
00:59:05,840 --> 00:59:09,120
Speaker 2: But that's also like the you know, when you feel away,

1229
00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:11,280
Speaker 2: I can't remind you like we got this, we're good.

1230
00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:13,600
Speaker 2: And when I'm feeling away. You're like, we got this.

1231
00:59:14,160 --> 00:59:16,200
Speaker 2: Just talk, bitch, we talk. You could do this, Yeah,

1232
00:59:16,360 --> 00:59:19,920
Speaker 2: because I needed pep talks, you know, like, I appreciate

1233
00:59:20,760 --> 00:59:23,240
Speaker 2: our partnership for that reason, even if we do suffer

1234
00:59:23,360 --> 00:59:31,560
Speaker 2: from intense separation. Exciting, but I feel good. I feel happy,

1235
00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:33,640
Speaker 2: I feel super high, and I feel like I'm talking

1236
00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:36,520
Speaker 2: in that high voice and I are. I'm like, okay, well,

1237
00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:39,840
Speaker 2: I know everyone's gonna Orlando's gonna talk shit to me,

1238
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:44,280
Speaker 2: but now I hear it after nine o'clock and it's

1239
00:59:44,360 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 2: the wave you gotta shout out baby Hello. Yeah, I

1240
00:59:49,840 --> 00:59:54,760
Speaker 2: just wait, what was the episode of We're Like, We're

1241
00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:58,440
Speaker 2: tending we were each other? Is that last week? LaToya?

1242
00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:01,040
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I forgot about Yeah. I can't wait

1243
01:00:01,080 --> 01:00:05,560
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1244
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