WEBVTT - The One Where Lala Visits 50 Cent on Set 0:00:06.000 --> 0:00:11.880 Hello, my little gorgeous friends. Oh, I am beat a 0:00:12.640 --> 0:00:17.560 f what a freaking week. I mean, as you guys know, 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:21.040 we're obviously back at it. We're filming season ten. Every 0:00:21.079 --> 0:00:23.880 single season people ask me, what do you think it's 0:00:23.880 --> 0:00:27.200 gonna be like, and I'm like, it's gonna be crazy, 0:00:27.360 --> 0:00:31.200 but like we really don't know, right, Yeah, But I'm 0:00:31.240 --> 0:00:35.360 telling you this season has been so much fun so far. 0:00:36.600 --> 0:00:37.960 I feel really good about it. 0:00:38.159 --> 0:00:39.760 Do you are you allowed to give us any like 0:00:39.840 --> 0:00:43.080 hints or tea or who? Is there drama this season? 0:00:44.159 --> 0:00:47.400 There? Yes, there is drama. Drama that's very different from 0:00:47.400 --> 0:00:51.920 the past, okay, And it's just I don't know, it's 0:00:51.960 --> 0:00:53.680 been a lot of fun. And for me, you know, 0:00:53.720 --> 0:00:58.240 I'm so caught up in my life, you know, for 0:00:58.280 --> 0:01:00.560 the past however, many months whatever. It's kind of just 0:01:00.560 --> 0:01:01.920 like we get up, we do what we need to do. 0:01:02.000 --> 0:01:05.479 I feel like a robot and filming vander Pump. I've 0:01:05.520 --> 0:01:09.199 said this a million times. It fuels my soul. There's 0:01:09.240 --> 0:01:11.399 something about it because I'm hanging out with a bunch 0:01:11.400 --> 0:01:13.759 of my friends. But my dad always told me, when 0:01:13.800 --> 0:01:15.679 you go out into the world and you look for 0:01:15.720 --> 0:01:17.839 a job, you need to do something that you love 0:01:17.959 --> 0:01:22.280 to do. So the fact that I'm fortunate enough to 0:01:22.880 --> 0:01:28.160 do what I love is insane to me. Yeah, it 0:01:28.200 --> 0:01:29.920 doesn't happen like that very often. 0:01:30.200 --> 0:01:33.320 To be excited to go to work is like I 0:01:33.400 --> 0:01:36.920 always say, it's the American dream because it literally is 0:01:37.000 --> 0:01:40.759 like like me, Kyle, We're like excited to go to work, 0:01:40.760 --> 0:01:43.920 and I'm like, how lucky are we? And you have 0:01:44.080 --> 0:01:46.640 been saying that about filming. You've been like, oh, ago, 0:01:46.720 --> 0:01:48.680 get to hang out with you know these people. But 0:01:49.040 --> 0:01:52.680 obviously it's filming and I'm excited and that's like that's 0:01:52.760 --> 0:01:53.440 the goal. 0:01:53.480 --> 0:01:56.800 That is the goal. Yeah, we had a crazy week. 0:01:56.880 --> 0:02:00.440 It was like we went from so we obviously filmed. 0:02:00.520 --> 0:02:05.240 We filmed a really cute trip. Okay, and I won't 0:02:05.280 --> 0:02:07.480 spill too much of the tea because obviously I want 0:02:07.480 --> 0:02:09.280 you guys to be excited and watch it on Banner 0:02:09.280 --> 0:02:15.040 pump roles. But on this trip, do I tell him? 0:02:15.320 --> 0:02:19.480 I don't know what, I don't know. Everyone's like on 0:02:19.520 --> 0:02:21.639 the edge of their seats. I mean, now you. 0:02:21.680 --> 0:02:26.000 Have to you guys. I finally had sexy time. 0:02:30.000 --> 0:02:35.799 Wala cant had sex weird, right? I mean, it made 0:02:35.840 --> 0:02:37.400 my day, It made my day. 0:02:37.480 --> 0:02:40.720 I know. I was like, it's Jessica's birthday. I was like, 0:02:40.760 --> 0:02:42.720 this is the first birthday you've had that I haven't 0:02:42.760 --> 0:02:44.800 been home, but you only had one other one with me. 0:02:45.480 --> 0:02:50.560 But I felt bad about it, you know, and I 0:02:50.639 --> 0:02:52.080 knew that I just had to hit her with that 0:02:52.120 --> 0:02:55.600 happy birthday text and also I got some good good 0:02:56.240 --> 0:02:57.520 and she was like yay. 0:02:57.880 --> 0:03:01.440 I was freaking out. She texts, did me I think 0:03:01.480 --> 0:03:06.040 the words I had sex? And I was so excited. 0:03:06.160 --> 0:03:09.040 I called her off. I was celebrating. 0:03:09.160 --> 0:03:10.840 No, but dude, even my sister in law because my 0:03:10.840 --> 0:03:13.960 mom was in Newport. Yeah, and my sister in law 0:03:14.720 --> 0:03:18.440 gets on FaceTime and she's like, I'm so happy for you. 0:03:19.400 --> 0:03:22.919 It's like I didn't realize. People were so like, oh, well, 0:03:22.919 --> 0:03:24.560 it doesn't sleep with anyone anymore. 0:03:24.840 --> 0:03:27.000 Well, it's just sort of like to me, it was like, oh, 0:03:27.120 --> 0:03:30.639 she let loose, she's having fun, she's giving into little 0:03:30.800 --> 0:03:34.280 urges like it's fun and it's great and can you 0:03:35.200 --> 0:03:40.160 will we see any of it on vander Pump or 0:03:40.160 --> 0:03:40.480 do you not? 0:03:40.640 --> 0:03:42.600 Well, we had cameras there, like not in the room 0:03:42.640 --> 0:03:45.240 with us, but like cameras were there. Cameras were there, 0:03:45.280 --> 0:03:48.200 which is so weird to me because I've never really 0:03:48.880 --> 0:03:51.000 you know, besides James. Yeah, we would make out a. 0:03:50.920 --> 0:03:53.560 Lot, so we'll see the guy maybe yeah. 0:03:53.520 --> 0:03:56.920 No, I think, yeah, you'll yeah, guy, I'm excited about that. 0:03:57.000 --> 0:03:59.520 Then we get home from the trip. We get home 0:03:59.560 --> 0:04:04.880 on Friday night. Saturday, they had me do you know 0:04:04.960 --> 0:04:07.760 film again, and then Jessica and I were off to 0:04:07.880 --> 0:04:11.400 Vegas Sunday to do the Magic Show. 0:04:11.640 --> 0:04:11.920 Yep. 0:04:12.240 --> 0:04:14.960 I did a panel just about give them a la 0:04:15.080 --> 0:04:18.360 beauty and just the brand overall and how you know, 0:04:18.520 --> 0:04:20.919 I take to social media with it. And it was 0:04:20.960 --> 0:04:23.080 actually a lot of fun because I got to sit 0:04:23.160 --> 0:04:25.560 with people who have these questions, who are trying to 0:04:25.560 --> 0:04:28.320 build their business or get it out there. And you know, 0:04:28.400 --> 0:04:32.119 I think a lot of times you look at people 0:04:32.120 --> 0:04:36.600 and go, well, their social media following is big. That 0:04:36.640 --> 0:04:39.640 part doesn't really matter. It's about the engagement, Like can 0:04:39.720 --> 0:04:42.960 you sell shit in your social media? Your following can 0:04:43.000 --> 0:04:46.320 be huge, but whether people are willing to like spend 0:04:46.440 --> 0:04:48.599 money on you is a very different thing. And you know, 0:04:48.680 --> 0:04:51.720 my brand is strictly sold through social media, so I 0:04:51.760 --> 0:04:53.960 was completely honored that they would even ask me to 0:04:54.000 --> 0:04:56.440 come and do a panel at the Magic Show. 0:04:56.680 --> 0:04:59.440 No, it was incredible and I had never been to 0:04:59.520 --> 0:05:02.720 the Magic by the way, you guys, obviously I'm thinking, 0:05:02.839 --> 0:05:07.880 like Las Vegas is the only place where if you say, oh, 0:05:07.920 --> 0:05:10.840 it's a magic convention, what's your first thought. My first 0:05:10.920 --> 0:05:13.320 thought was like, oh my god, magicians. It's gonna Chris 0:05:13.400 --> 0:05:16.479 Chris Angel's gonna be there, like, but that is not 0:05:16.560 --> 0:05:18.760 what it is. It's beauty and fashion and all of that. 0:05:19.040 --> 0:05:20.960 So it's my first time I had ever been, and 0:05:21.000 --> 0:05:24.800 it's incredible, way bigger than I imagine. 0:05:24.839 --> 0:05:27.720 No, it's huge. Everyone everyone goes there from you know, 0:05:27.800 --> 0:05:31.159 like Nordstrom to figure out what their next collection is 0:05:31.200 --> 0:05:34.640 going to be for whichever store they're shopping for. It 0:05:34.760 --> 0:05:37.400 was massive and we had an incredible turnout for you know, 0:05:37.480 --> 0:05:39.960 people who came to like listen to this panel. 0:05:40.160 --> 0:05:42.440 Oh my god, it was an incredible turnout. There's this 0:05:42.480 --> 0:05:45.400 one girl who Lala was on the panel speaking and 0:05:45.400 --> 0:05:48.359 I hear es and I'm like, I turned the lovely 0:05:48.520 --> 0:05:50.400 Oh my god, yes, and I go and I look 0:05:50.440 --> 0:05:53.600 and her name was Maria and she wasn't going to 0:05:53.640 --> 0:05:55.359 go to the panel and she found out you were 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:56.760 gonna be on it, and her and her mom, she's 0:05:56.760 --> 0:05:59.599 from Iowa, flew to Vegas just to see you on 0:05:59.600 --> 0:06:01.720 that panel. You're a damn lie and she cried when 0:06:01.720 --> 0:06:02.320 you walked out. 0:06:03.080 --> 0:06:04.159 Did I hug her? Yeah? 0:06:05.040 --> 0:06:07.400 She was like, I just really, I'm like so excited. 0:06:07.400 --> 0:06:09.120 I'd really love a picture with Lalad. I was like, 0:06:09.480 --> 0:06:11.599 you can be first, and she was so excited. That's 0:06:11.600 --> 0:06:13.000 why when you came off the stage, I was like, 0:06:13.680 --> 0:06:15.800 for pigs that these two are gonna be first. She 0:06:16.040 --> 0:06:19.440 just she's so sweet. She's from Iowa and she flew 0:06:19.480 --> 0:06:20.520 all the way there to see you. 0:06:21.839 --> 0:06:25.800 Is incredible and absolutely humbling because I walk this life 0:06:25.880 --> 0:06:30.320 and go, who the fuck am I in this world? 0:06:30.400 --> 0:06:30.599 Really? 0:06:30.600 --> 0:06:32.919 Who the fuck are any of us? You think about 0:06:32.960 --> 0:06:34.960 the world to see these are my high thoughts. I 0:06:35.040 --> 0:06:38.560 may be sober, but the thoughts stay stay right. When 0:06:38.600 --> 0:06:41.360 I look at the planet and I'm like, we're such 0:06:41.400 --> 0:06:44.280 a tiny little grain of sand. And then you think 0:06:44.279 --> 0:06:47.880 about big names like the Kardashians, and it's like, in 0:06:48.000 --> 0:06:52.000 the grand scheme of things, who are we right? Are 0:06:52.000 --> 0:06:53.040 we even doing? 0:06:53.839 --> 0:06:56.600 In the grand scheme of things? Our existence is a 0:06:56.680 --> 0:06:59.960 snap of a finger, like literally all of human exis 0:07:00.120 --> 0:07:02.120 since there's a snap of a finger. I think about 0:07:02.120 --> 0:07:04.000 that too, because I think about the universe and like 0:07:04.240 --> 0:07:06.120 how we are literally just a grain of sand in 0:07:06.240 --> 0:07:09.960 like billions as far as we know other universes. 0:07:10.240 --> 0:07:12.760 It's insane and you know what, And I don't know 0:07:12.880 --> 0:07:16.280 what my listeners believe in, but for me, when the 0:07:16.320 --> 0:07:18.600 world has had enough of us, it's just gonna fucking 0:07:18.600 --> 0:07:19.480 wipe this out. 0:07:19.320 --> 0:07:19.800 All right. 0:07:20.240 --> 0:07:21.320 Yeah, that's a depressing thought. 0:07:21.360 --> 0:07:24.840 Kyle Kyle will talk about always go there with me, 0:07:25.680 --> 0:07:28.280 because he'll say, I'll like come home from work and 0:07:28.320 --> 0:07:30.880 he'll be like, he'll make a comment like, well, you know, 0:07:31.400 --> 0:07:33.920 when the world has has had enough of us, well 0:07:33.920 --> 0:07:36.000 I'll be gone. I'm like, can we not right now? 0:07:36.040 --> 0:07:39.120 It's gonna walk. I always go there. That's why I'm like, 0:07:39.160 --> 0:07:40.840 you know what, just live your life, be a good 0:07:40.920 --> 0:07:43.000 human being, make a difference, because there's gonna be a 0:07:43.000 --> 0:07:46.480 point in time where like we literally, yeah, there's gonna 0:07:46.520 --> 0:07:50.520 be way weirder things on this earth than people. I mean, like, 0:07:50.720 --> 0:07:54.640 look at these weird figures. Look at them walking around. 0:07:54.920 --> 0:08:00.800 Kim Kardashian Reality TV. What a concept? You know, I 0:08:00.880 --> 0:08:03.880 know it's weird. I know, Oh my god, my mind 0:08:03.960 --> 0:08:05.640 is floating right now. 0:08:05.720 --> 0:08:07.560 I know. I love when we go in this stretch. 0:08:07.680 --> 0:08:10.240 Me too. And then so we fucking get back from Vegas. 0:08:10.240 --> 0:08:13.720 Our flight's delayed three times. Yesterday I get back, it's late. 0:08:13.960 --> 0:08:15.600 They hit me with a call time for my first 0:08:15.600 --> 0:08:19.640 interview this morning, nine am. I was like, that means 0:08:19.640 --> 0:08:20.560 glam at six. 0:08:20.920 --> 0:08:24.240 Yeah, but they did pick one of my favorite dresses. 0:08:25.000 --> 0:08:27.960 Amazing dress, amazing makeup. Look by this time, you guys 0:08:27.960 --> 0:08:30.440 have already seen she posted it on her story And 0:08:30.560 --> 0:08:32.920 did you use you use the Bambi palette right because 0:08:32.920 --> 0:08:35.480 I'm staring at it now and I'm like those eyes 0:08:35.679 --> 0:08:36.760 I cannot behind. 0:08:36.840 --> 0:08:39.720 Bitch. Palette is money. And by the way, I always 0:08:39.720 --> 0:08:42.960 say when I come out with like limited time launches 0:08:43.080 --> 0:08:46.200 or like holiday launches, because I've been wearing Snowball, which 0:08:46.240 --> 0:08:49.560 is from last year's Snowball, the gloss the gloss yep 0:08:50.400 --> 0:08:54.240 last year's holiday collection, and everybody is like, where do 0:08:54.320 --> 0:08:57.480 I get it? And I'm like, you snoozed, so you lose. 0:08:57.320 --> 0:09:01.200 Yes, so you lose. I know, I ran out of 0:09:01.200 --> 0:09:03.360 mine like a month ago. No, It's so bombed because 0:09:03.400 --> 0:09:05.000 it's like an every day you can just wear it. 0:09:05.000 --> 0:09:07.160 It like gives that extra sheine to your lips, which 0:09:07.200 --> 0:09:11.920 I'm obsessed with. Wait a sec, Oh my god, I 0:09:12.000 --> 0:09:16.880 cannot believe what we skipped over this What you're welcome 0:09:16.920 --> 0:09:21.040 listeners for me about to ask this, but the return 0:09:21.840 --> 0:09:24.240 of fifty cent and Lala Kent. 0:09:24.480 --> 0:09:24.680 Oh. 0:09:24.720 --> 0:09:28.000 I love how that sounds. Fifty cent and Lala Kent. 0:09:28.920 --> 0:09:29.760 What's the deal? 0:09:29.960 --> 0:09:31.680 I just got a fucking phone call and yeas like, 0:09:31.920 --> 0:09:34.080 fifty would like you to come visit him on seid 0:09:34.120 --> 0:09:37.000 He's in La And I was like, here's the thing 0:09:37.200 --> 0:09:41.280 with fifty cent, Okay, He's just been incredible to me 0:09:41.360 --> 0:09:44.120 since the time I saw his fine ass drop down 0:09:44.120 --> 0:09:46.880 from the ceiling on in the club, and I was like, 0:09:47.200 --> 0:09:51.079 it was like, Kobe Bryant was my my life longer, right. 0:09:51.440 --> 0:09:53.760 You know when you're young, you have like dudes that 0:09:53.800 --> 0:09:56.640 you're like, that's that's like, yeah, you always remember your 0:09:56.760 --> 0:09:59.960 very first crush, Yes, you do. Mine was always Kobe Bryant. 0:10:00.360 --> 0:10:03.880 When I saw fifty cent, I was like, holy shit, 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:07.680 who is this person? Yeah, he's just a superstar. So 0:10:08.080 --> 0:10:10.440 you know, I've been around him a handful of times 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:14.719 before the stuff started popping off between he and Hugh's name. 0:10:14.720 --> 0:10:18.240 We shall not mention. But I remember being in can 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:21.560 and it was this was years ago. I had just 0:10:21.720 --> 0:10:24.280 lost my dad and I was drinking heavily. And everyone 0:10:24.320 --> 0:10:26.200 knows when you start drinking, you start getting puffy. You 0:10:26.240 --> 0:10:28.600 can be so skinny, but you start getting the belly, 0:10:28.600 --> 0:10:32.520 your face gets a little puffier. I was well aware 0:10:32.520 --> 0:10:35.240 of this, and I also started drinking even more heavily 0:10:35.320 --> 0:10:38.400 because to make myself feel more secure with the fact 0:10:38.400 --> 0:10:41.640 that like things were sitting differently due to alcohol. And 0:10:41.679 --> 0:10:44.400 I was wearing a white dress. And I'm not going 0:10:44.480 --> 0:10:46.640 to say who this man was that did this, because 0:10:46.679 --> 0:10:49.319 he's very well known, but I remember him asking me 0:10:49.400 --> 0:10:52.400 for a photo. We take the picture, he comes over 0:10:52.440 --> 0:10:54.679 to show it to me, and I think, like, I 0:10:54.720 --> 0:10:57.240 look cute, right, yeah. He zooms in on my stomach 0:10:57.920 --> 0:11:00.200 and says, when you walk the red carpet, you need 0:11:00.240 --> 0:11:02.280 to only let them get back shots. He goes, I'm 0:11:02.280 --> 0:11:06.679 trying to help you. I was a mess. I go 0:11:06.960 --> 0:11:09.480 to fifty's room, where he whose name we shall not mention, 0:11:09.640 --> 0:11:12.720 is also in and I'm a mess. I just lost 0:11:12.760 --> 0:11:15.920 my dad. Someone just zoomed in. I had never been like, 0:11:16.480 --> 0:11:20.160 I guess body shamed before. That's what it was, and 0:11:20.360 --> 0:11:24.400 Fifty said to me, you know those are abdominal muscles, 0:11:24.400 --> 0:11:27.360 like fuck that guy, Yeah, even though they definitely weren't. 0:11:27.760 --> 0:11:33.480 It's called a gut, it's called vodka soda. But that 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:36.640 guy we walk, We get into the bus to go 0:11:36.720 --> 0:11:40.160 to the carpet, This guy who zoomed in on my 0:11:40.400 --> 0:11:43.720 stomach comes to get into the van. Fifty then tells 0:11:43.800 --> 0:11:46.000 him he is not allowed to drive with us. Okay, 0:11:46.200 --> 0:11:48.520 So I always had a soft spot for him, and 0:11:48.559 --> 0:11:52.120 then everything happened, you know, and it was like, obviously 0:11:52.200 --> 0:11:54.640 you don't Fifty doesn't fucking play like we all know that, right, 0:11:55.679 --> 0:12:00.400 But I was like, oh my all type crush mad 0:12:00.440 --> 0:12:03.400 at me, which you know, when idsid it was like 0:12:03.440 --> 0:12:05.080 you had a million other things going on. He wasn't 0:12:05.120 --> 0:12:06.959 fucking thinking about me. It was like we'll drag her 0:12:06.960 --> 0:12:09.480 here and then we'll like move on. But when I 0:12:09.520 --> 0:12:11.880 got the phone call to link to link up with 0:12:11.960 --> 0:12:14.720 him on his set and just kind of bump gums 0:12:14.720 --> 0:12:17.120 a little bit, it was dope. 0:12:17.000 --> 0:12:19.160 And there was no there was no awkwardness. 0:12:19.200 --> 0:12:21.520 He was kind. It was so sweet. The second I 0:12:21.559 --> 0:12:25.280 walked in, it was like a big hug. How are 0:12:25.320 --> 0:12:29.880 you doing? You know, Yeah, we chatted. I'll keep most 0:12:29.880 --> 0:12:32.440 of what we spoke about, which, by the way, had 0:12:32.679 --> 0:12:35.120 really not a lot to do with Homeboy. It was 0:12:35.200 --> 0:12:38.480 just it was just cool. Yeah, he's a superstar. It's 0:12:38.480 --> 0:12:41.720 a surreal moment when you're someone like me and you're 0:12:41.920 --> 0:12:45.320 in the company of a superstar like that. Who you 0:12:45.360 --> 0:12:47.960 remember when that his first single came out? 0:12:48.160 --> 0:12:49.720 Yeah, you know, Oh my god. 0:12:49.800 --> 0:12:54.440 Yeah, it's very it's a very weird feeling, but all 0:12:54.520 --> 0:12:55.480 is well good. 0:12:55.760 --> 0:12:58.680 And he was doing a project and it was because 0:12:58.679 --> 0:13:01.120 I saw this on TMC. They were shooting at the 0:13:01.200 --> 0:13:04.480 Sway House, which you I don't think you knew, but 0:13:04.559 --> 0:13:06.600 that's like I don't think it is anymore. But that 0:13:06.760 --> 0:13:09.840 was like used to be a house that a bunch 0:13:09.840 --> 0:13:11.080 of TikTokers lived in. 0:13:11.440 --> 0:13:13.880 Okay, So I don't know TikTok. 0:13:14.040 --> 0:13:16.760 I know, well, this is like these are young I 0:13:16.880 --> 0:13:18.880 barely know. I know it from like a pop culture 0:13:18.920 --> 0:13:21.080 podcast I listened to, but like I think it was 0:13:21.080 --> 0:13:24.440 like five to seven, like TikTok guys lived in that 0:13:24.559 --> 0:13:28.400 house and they just like created content and now I 0:13:28.440 --> 0:13:32.520 think they moved out again. Anyone who's into TikTok and 0:13:32.559 --> 0:13:34.920 knows the story is probably like she's not doing it justice. 0:13:34.960 --> 0:13:36.959 But like I think they ended up all moving out 0:13:37.000 --> 0:13:38.640 and now it's just like a content house. But it's 0:13:38.679 --> 0:13:39.640 cool that he's shooting there. 0:13:39.720 --> 0:13:40.880 It was a beautiful house. 0:13:41.000 --> 0:13:41.160 Yeah. 0:13:41.200 --> 0:13:44.319 This movie apparently is like so gory. It's called Skill House. 0:13:45.360 --> 0:13:48.640 So gory that during one of the scenes, a cameraman 0:13:49.080 --> 0:13:52.880 passed out dropped the camera. I'm like, I don't know 0:13:52.960 --> 0:13:54.760 that I can watch it, because you know me, Jess. 0:13:54.760 --> 0:13:57.080 I mean even giving birth to my daughter the very 0:13:57.200 --> 0:14:00.480 first IV, which is the easiest, I was like, out. 0:14:00.720 --> 0:14:02.840 Cold, But are you like that with blood? 0:14:03.320 --> 0:14:04.080 Oh my gosh? 0:14:04.080 --> 0:14:07.000 Really in horror movies? Like, no, it's fake. 0:14:07.080 --> 0:14:10.360 Oh my yes. I cannot deal with any of it. 0:14:10.480 --> 0:14:14.439 I'm surprised. I don't faint every time I get my period. No, 0:14:15.600 --> 0:14:17.560 and my mom was worried about that. The first time 0:14:17.600 --> 0:14:20.720 that I fainted do to blood, I was brushing my teeth. 0:14:20.720 --> 0:14:23.320 I was at sid in Olivia's house, brushing my teeth. 0:14:23.360 --> 0:14:26.320 I had cut my gum or something, and I was 0:14:26.320 --> 0:14:30.080 walking around, going, I can't see, I can't see. I 0:14:30.120 --> 0:14:32.920 was like seven, right, A seven year old blacks out 0:14:32.960 --> 0:14:37.760 and you want to know why the fuck you can't see? It, okay, So. 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:40.040 It was because you caught your gum. 0:14:40.520 --> 0:14:42.680 Yeah, And I spit and saw blood in the seine 0:14:43.040 --> 0:14:47.120 and I was like, whoa, what the fuck is this? 0:14:47.880 --> 0:14:50.840 You know, I'm dying over a little lalla walking around 0:14:50.840 --> 0:14:52.520 I can't see. Did you know it was because you 0:14:52.520 --> 0:14:55.320 were about to pass out? Or were you just like yeah, you. 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:57.480 Know that feeling that comes over your vision goes you 0:14:57.640 --> 0:15:01.040 literally black. Yes, had walked me to the bad I 0:15:01.120 --> 0:15:04.040 laid down and she was laughing, she was yes. I 0:15:04.080 --> 0:15:07.280 was like, am I safe? My savior? I literally could 0:15:07.320 --> 0:15:11.520 not see And as a little kid, that's so scary. 0:15:11.680 --> 0:15:12.880 Yeah, no, that is scary. 0:15:12.960 --> 0:15:15.000 And ever since that moment, every time I have to 0:15:15.040 --> 0:15:18.480 get my blood taken, like even getting injections, Yeah, they know, 0:15:19.120 --> 0:15:21.520 one poke, you tilt me bad, get the blood back 0:15:21.560 --> 0:15:24.520 to that head because I'm going down. 0:15:24.280 --> 0:15:26.840 Because of the pain, not because you see blood. No, 0:15:27.000 --> 0:15:28.000 it's the thought of it. 0:15:28.120 --> 0:15:31.200 If there's a needle going into me and you're either 0:15:31.280 --> 0:15:33.600 taking blood for me, or you're injecting something into my 0:15:33.640 --> 0:15:37.040 face or you're putting it's the whole It's a mental thing. 0:15:37.200 --> 0:15:40.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, I get that. I get that way. 0:15:41.080 --> 0:15:43.880 I remember the first time I gave blood. I was 0:15:44.000 --> 0:15:45.960 literally it wasn't the first time. It was the first 0:15:46.000 --> 0:15:48.240 time that stood out to me. I was in school 0:15:48.240 --> 0:15:50.600 for nursing. I was in first year of school for 0:15:50.680 --> 0:15:54.280 college and my major was nursing, and I was like, 0:15:55.040 --> 0:15:56.720 I was tired all the time. So my mom took 0:15:56.760 --> 0:15:58.440 me to the doctor to see all my iron levels 0:15:58.520 --> 0:16:01.080 or whatever were, and I was holding it out and 0:16:01.520 --> 0:16:04.720 I got a whatever. My blood started to get drawn, 0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:08.240 passed out, and my mom said in that moment, the 0:16:08.320 --> 0:16:10.400 nurse was like, oh, let's lay her down. Let's lay 0:16:10.400 --> 0:16:12.960 her down, and they were like rubbing my head trying 0:16:13.000 --> 0:16:14.400 to get me to come to and she goes, oh, 0:16:14.440 --> 0:16:16.880 what what's she in school for? And my mom goes nursing, 0:16:17.120 --> 0:16:19.720 and the nursing just like the nurse just like looks 0:16:19.760 --> 0:16:20.720 at my mom and she's. 0:16:20.560 --> 0:16:23.040 Like, oh, no, she is not when you knew, like 0:16:23.080 --> 0:16:25.040 you can't be a nurse. Shortly after that, I was. 0:16:25.000 --> 0:16:26.880 Like event planning. 0:16:29.080 --> 0:16:30.120 Completely. 0:16:30.160 --> 0:16:32.520 So the first two and a half years of college, I 0:16:32.560 --> 0:16:36.479 was just bopping all around. I was like nursing, event planning, communication, 0:16:36.680 --> 0:16:37.720 like it was all over the place. 0:16:38.040 --> 0:16:40.480 I just yeah, I've never even been in a physical 0:16:40.560 --> 0:16:42.240 fight because I'm like, what if they bleed? 0:16:42.600 --> 0:16:45.760 Well, that's why I bleed. That's why I can't watch. 0:16:46.280 --> 0:16:47.120 That's not the only reason. 0:16:48.280 --> 0:16:51.360 But like, yes, well mma or whatever, I don't know 0:16:51.400 --> 0:16:54.600 what it's called where they like they they punch each 0:16:54.600 --> 0:16:58.240 other without their knockle yes, and there's like blood and 0:16:58.240 --> 0:17:00.120 then they keep punching in the same spot and what 0:17:00.280 --> 0:17:00.880 is scattering? 0:17:01.160 --> 0:17:04.000 No, No, I don't want any part of it. I 0:17:04.080 --> 0:17:06.119 still have a tough time. We've spoken about this on 0:17:06.160 --> 0:17:08.800 the podcast. I don't like when I see people beating 0:17:08.800 --> 0:17:12.359 each other up. It feels very it's barbaric. Yeah, I 0:17:12.400 --> 0:17:12.959 don't like it. 0:17:13.040 --> 0:17:13.600 What are we doing? 0:17:13.600 --> 0:17:16.080 We're humans, right, Let's argue with our words? Yeah that 0:17:16.359 --> 0:17:17.160 is so fun. 0:17:17.400 --> 0:17:20.200 Yeah, argue with our words, says the Queen of arguing 0:17:20.240 --> 0:17:20.800 with her words. 0:17:20.880 --> 0:17:22.720 I just want to argue with words, like, let's not 0:17:22.800 --> 0:17:24.720 put our hands on each other. Yeah, it takes it 0:17:24.720 --> 0:17:26.720 to a different level. When it goes to that level, 0:17:26.760 --> 0:17:30.440 I am bolting. You win, you win the game. 0:17:30.400 --> 0:17:33.320 True, I just you're the queen of arguing with words. 0:17:33.359 --> 0:17:35.040 I start to argue with my words and I'm like, 0:17:35.359 --> 0:17:38.600 but when you're being mean, like I just don't get 0:17:38.640 --> 0:17:39.200 the words out. 0:17:39.440 --> 0:17:41.320 Well, I don't even know if I do either. I 0:17:41.359 --> 0:17:43.040 just start talking and half the time I don't even 0:17:43.040 --> 0:17:45.600 make sense, you know, but it makes sense in my 0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:48.360 own mind. Yeah, Like, there was this scene I think 0:17:48.400 --> 0:17:50.639 it was like a couple maybe even last year or 0:17:50.640 --> 0:17:53.160 a couple of years ago. Becaus Stoss was on and 0:17:53.240 --> 0:17:54.919 when I was going in on Raquel and I was 0:17:54.920 --> 0:17:58.760 talking about Michael Vick fighting dogs, project what you reflect 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:02.399 or whatever, and everyone was so confused, but me and 0:18:02.400 --> 0:18:05.280 my little gremlins on my shoulder were like, yeah, you're 0:18:05.320 --> 0:18:07.240 making all the sense. And it was like I made 0:18:07.240 --> 0:18:09.399 no sense, but I knew what I was meaning. 0:18:10.200 --> 0:18:13.000 You felt it. See sometimes when I watch those old 0:18:13.000 --> 0:18:15.639 scenes of you or whatever, scenes of you fighting with 0:18:15.720 --> 0:18:19.679 your words on the show, I think it makes sense, 0:18:19.840 --> 0:18:22.240 but the way I watch it, I go, these words 0:18:22.240 --> 0:18:24.640 are just coming out and they're making sense, and I 0:18:24.680 --> 0:18:26.600 almost feel like you just let them come out, and 0:18:26.640 --> 0:18:29.040 then you realize how good they were, Like you let 0:18:29.119 --> 0:18:31.360 them come out, and then two seconds later you're like, fuck, yeah, 0:18:31.400 --> 0:18:33.280 that was that was like a urge. 0:18:33.440 --> 0:18:35.680 Yeah, because giant It's like I took a giant shit. 0:18:35.880 --> 0:18:37.359 Yeah, if I tried to do that, and I'm like, 0:18:37.400 --> 0:18:39.680 I'm just gonna open my mouth and see what happens here. 0:18:39.760 --> 0:18:42.560 It would be so sad. People would be like, are 0:18:42.600 --> 0:18:48.000 you okay? But you and they'd be like, okay, you're okay, honey, 0:18:48.080 --> 0:18:50.919 little girl, it's okay. Like I get worked up and 0:18:50.920 --> 0:18:53.560 then I can't, like I can't speak because you're. 0:18:53.480 --> 0:18:56.800 Called a kind person. You know, it's called being nice 0:18:56.800 --> 0:18:57.360 and normal. 0:18:58.880 --> 0:19:00.360 Oh that's too funny. 0:19:00.040 --> 0:19:02.680 But I just can't help it. Like even yesterday during 0:19:02.960 --> 0:19:08.000 during the the panel, it's like, I know what we're 0:19:08.040 --> 0:19:11.159 talking about, but I can't help but go into the 0:19:11.200 --> 0:19:13.879 deeper meaning of life. I was like, yes, we're talking 0:19:13.880 --> 0:19:17.720 about like selling products on Instagram. These men and women 0:19:17.760 --> 0:19:20.320 want to know how to do it. And I will 0:19:20.320 --> 0:19:22.760 say we've been extremely successful at it with the give 0:19:22.800 --> 0:19:25.119 them La La brand. We actually really kill it and 0:19:25.119 --> 0:19:28.760 I'm very proud of everybody. So I'm telling them create 0:19:28.800 --> 0:19:32.280 a story. It's much easier to maybe say like hey, 0:19:32.359 --> 0:19:34.520 I love this lip gloss, click the link. But when 0:19:34.520 --> 0:19:38.000 you create a story for somebody like I'm wearing this 0:19:38.119 --> 0:19:40.680 to go out with Katie tonight. I'm so excited. I'm 0:19:40.680 --> 0:19:43.479 going to find us a man or whatever. And then 0:19:43.520 --> 0:19:45.280 I go on these tangents like yesterday, and I was like, 0:19:45.320 --> 0:19:47.680 cause that's what we all want, right, Yeah, we all 0:19:47.800 --> 0:19:50.840 just want to fucking go out live our life, have 0:19:50.920 --> 0:19:53.320 a good time. Yeah maybe bag us a man with 0:19:53.359 --> 0:19:55.560 this eyeshadow palette on, you. 0:19:55.480 --> 0:19:58.879 Know, but that's true. And I think the story thing 0:19:59.280 --> 0:20:03.359 is I remember taking a class. I forget what it was. 0:20:03.440 --> 0:20:05.240 I think it was a business class. But they were 0:20:05.240 --> 0:20:07.800 like they I don't know why we were in this, 0:20:07.920 --> 0:20:10.439 but they said you need to know your story. Find 0:20:10.600 --> 0:20:14.320 your story. And they made us like think about like 0:20:14.359 --> 0:20:16.240 if someone were to come up and come up to 0:20:16.280 --> 0:20:19.000 you and ask, so, what's your story? Like that's what 0:20:19.040 --> 0:20:21.119 they were teaching us to do, like what is your story? 0:20:21.119 --> 0:20:24.040 Where are you from? Blah blah blah? What what significant 0:20:24.080 --> 0:20:26.199 points in your life really changed who you were as 0:20:26.200 --> 0:20:28.439 a human being? And I think that's really important for 0:20:28.520 --> 0:20:31.600 everyone to know, and even better if you can work 0:20:31.600 --> 0:20:34.280 that into your business, like what's your story? And I 0:20:34.359 --> 0:20:36.959 know this is deeper than like some things, but just like, 0:20:37.320 --> 0:20:39.800 what's your story? Why are you doing this? And I 0:20:39.880 --> 0:20:43.399 love people's story, that's why it like parties. I'm like, Okay, 0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:46.359 enough of the surface talk. Let's like, what's your worst 0:20:46.440 --> 0:20:49.240 fear like things like that I want I want to 0:20:49.320 --> 0:20:50.280 know you well. 0:20:50.320 --> 0:20:52.560 I feel like we go we meet so many people 0:20:52.920 --> 0:20:57.880 in our lives and we we often and by the way, 0:20:57.920 --> 0:20:59.720 this is just part of being a person, Like we 0:20:59.800 --> 0:21:05.159 just judge people, right, Yeah, normal, I got it, But 0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:09.160 like we never we fail to remember this person has 0:21:09.200 --> 0:21:11.920 a backstory to why they are the way they are now, 0:21:11.960 --> 0:21:14.080 and even if I don't connect with them, I do 0:21:14.240 --> 0:21:17.399 need to respect the fact that they've been through whatever 0:21:17.440 --> 0:21:20.960 they've been through, and we can connect on maybe other levels. 0:21:21.080 --> 0:21:24.000 You know, we may come from very different places, but 0:21:24.720 --> 0:21:26.760 you're the way you are because of what you've been through. 0:21:27.040 --> 0:21:29.879 Same same with me. Yeah, And I feel like that's 0:21:30.240 --> 0:21:32.800 we're gonna wrap this into the give them Lalla again 0:21:32.880 --> 0:21:36.159 because it's so much deeper than just like here's a 0:21:36.200 --> 0:21:39.240 lip glass, here's an eyeshadow palette. I really have fun 0:21:39.240 --> 0:21:43.000 with the brand, like even naming them, the packaging, Like 0:21:43.640 --> 0:21:45.320 I'll sit here and go, we need to we need 0:21:45.359 --> 0:21:47.199 to rebrand the whole thing. Yeah, give them Lalla. I 0:21:47.240 --> 0:21:49.480 feel like maybe it's maybe not hitting, and it's like, 0:21:49.520 --> 0:21:52.959 but it is hitting. It's hitting, because that's what it's about, 0:21:53.080 --> 0:21:55.000 is just do you I want everyone to go home 0:21:55.040 --> 0:21:57.920 at night and whether they have regrets or they wish 0:21:57.920 --> 0:22:00.680 they wouldn't have done something, work on it. But lay 0:22:00.680 --> 0:22:03.199 your head on the pillow and no like I was 0:22:03.640 --> 0:22:07.600 me today, Yeah yeah, I would pretend to be shit. 0:22:07.960 --> 0:22:12.360 Yeah right, yeah, absolutely no one. And I do love 0:22:12.440 --> 0:22:16.119 that about give them lalla because I remember, I think 0:22:16.240 --> 0:22:18.840 when you were naming your birthday palette. It was like 0:22:18.880 --> 0:22:20.520 one of the first things I got to see you 0:22:21.040 --> 0:22:24.320 do because I came on in June and your birthdays 0:22:24.320 --> 0:22:26.320 in September, and you always you know, you have to 0:22:26.440 --> 0:22:27.959 name things ahead of time and it's so it can 0:22:28.080 --> 0:22:31.840 be but you were getting into each name of the 0:22:33.320 --> 0:22:36.160 of the eyeshadows on the birthday palette and you were 0:22:36.200 --> 0:22:39.320 like thinking, and you're like, okay, like my dad used 0:22:39.320 --> 0:22:41.760 to call me sunshine or whatever. Yeah, I used to 0:22:41.800 --> 0:22:44.160 be a little sunshine or or your mom would say 0:22:44.160 --> 0:22:46.720 be kind, right, and you named one of the shades 0:22:46.760 --> 0:22:49.320 be kind. You were like, like, okay, I got to 0:22:49.320 --> 0:22:51.919 think of like my my childhood and my birthday and 0:22:51.960 --> 0:22:54.520 my sign. And I'm like, oh damn. 0:22:54.359 --> 0:22:55.720 She's still telling me to be kind. 0:22:55.800 --> 0:22:58.760 She is, but it's like this goes into it was 0:22:58.800 --> 0:23:02.439 like this goes into one one palette and the thought 0:23:02.640 --> 0:23:05.440 in like the personality you put in every little thing. 0:23:05.800 --> 0:23:08.400 That's like it's crazy to see and I'm like, oh, 0:23:08.440 --> 0:23:09.399 this is how it's done. 0:23:09.520 --> 0:23:12.640 It all matters. Yeah, yeah, the name has to go 0:23:12.680 --> 0:23:14.720 with the color. You know, I'm not just going to 0:23:14.760 --> 0:23:17.640 slap my name on something and say looks good, hope 0:23:17.680 --> 0:23:19.320 people like it. No, we're going to test it out. 0:23:19.320 --> 0:23:22.199 We're gonna see if it looks good on everybody. Otherwise, like, 0:23:22.480 --> 0:23:24.800 I'm not going to push things on people that I'm 0:23:24.840 --> 0:23:28.800 not going to actually use, because we fucking work hard, 0:23:28.960 --> 0:23:32.199 We work our asses off. Then we sit here and 0:23:32.200 --> 0:23:34.840 go to fill up our fucking car at one hundred 0:23:34.880 --> 0:23:37.440 and fifty dollars. 0:23:37.480 --> 0:23:38.920 Bullshit, No, it's insane. 0:23:39.119 --> 0:23:41.680 So I'm not. I'm just you know, I'm just a 0:23:41.720 --> 0:23:45.440 squirrel trying to get a nut, and I did. 0:23:47.800 --> 0:23:49.760 In multiple different categories. 0:23:49.840 --> 0:23:53.600 Speaking of which, though, what when I went to that 0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:54.879 what's it called sway House? 0:23:55.400 --> 0:23:57.240 Yeah, I don't know if it's called that Stow, but 0:23:57.240 --> 0:23:58.480 it used to be the sway House, I think it. 0:23:58.520 --> 0:23:59.480 Now it's just a content house. 0:23:59.560 --> 0:24:03.480 Well, yeah, fifty cent was running with some good looking men. 0:24:03.560 --> 0:24:06.040 Stop or any of them single, not like man, I 0:24:06.040 --> 0:24:06.359 don't know. 0:24:06.400 --> 0:24:08.240 It wasn't like that. It was just like I felt 0:24:08.280 --> 0:24:11.439 the need to let you know that you are nice 0:24:11.440 --> 0:24:13.679 to look at, and if you do have a girl, 0:24:14.320 --> 0:24:16.200 you better treat her right first of all, or I'll 0:24:16.280 --> 0:24:19.960 get it second of all. You should just know. I 0:24:19.960 --> 0:24:23.800 feel like when something is pleasing to your eye, a 0:24:23.840 --> 0:24:25.560 compliment is nice. 0:24:26.240 --> 0:24:30.679 I agree. I totally agree. When something is pleasing to 0:24:30.680 --> 0:24:33.400 your eye, a compliment is nice. I was at Whole 0:24:33.400 --> 0:24:36.080 Foods the other day and a guy I was not 0:24:36.400 --> 0:24:38.280 looking my best. I don't know where this came from, 0:24:38.440 --> 0:24:40.639 but a nice guy just came up. Granted, this is 0:24:40.760 --> 0:24:43.240 way different than cat calling. I hate cat calling. It 0:24:43.240 --> 0:24:44.919 It just like triggers me. I hate it. 0:24:44.920 --> 0:24:48.720 It's grows such a difference between a kind compliment yes 0:24:48.880 --> 0:24:50.920 and some nasty motherfucker yes. 0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:53.080 And he just came up and he's like, hey, I 0:24:53.160 --> 0:24:56.440 love that tattoo behind your ear, which I'm getting zapped off, 0:24:56.440 --> 0:24:58.160 but he's like, I love that tattoo. And I was like, oh, 0:24:58.200 --> 0:24:59.760 thank you, and he's like, and I just want to 0:24:59.800 --> 0:25:02.720 let you no, you're gorgeous. And I said thank you 0:25:02.800 --> 0:25:04.679 so much, and he said, are you single? And I 0:25:04.720 --> 0:25:06.960 said no, I'm not. I have a boy, a long 0:25:07.040 --> 0:25:09.199 time boyfriend. And he goes, well, you let him know. 0:25:09.240 --> 0:25:11.360 He's a lucky man. And I apologize if I made 0:25:11.359 --> 0:25:13.320 you feel uncomfortable and I said, no, you didn't, and 0:25:13.359 --> 0:25:14.320 he said, have a good day. 0:25:14.440 --> 0:25:17.040 That is so sweet. I love that man. 0:25:17.200 --> 0:25:19.200 How nice is that? A compliment? Is nice? 0:25:19.480 --> 0:25:24.159 Right? Or even just like acknowledging when someone is like kind, yeah, 0:25:24.280 --> 0:25:25.640 or whatever the fuck it may be. 0:25:25.680 --> 0:25:30.360 Okay, it's nice, or like compliments need to be given. Yeah, 0:25:30.480 --> 0:25:33.919 you're preaching to the words of affirmation, girl, so preaching 0:25:33.960 --> 0:25:34.640 to the choir here. 0:25:34.640 --> 0:25:37.840 Can I tell you though? Hi? Because I'm a human being, right, 0:25:38.440 --> 0:25:40.640 I get jealous. I don't. It's not that I don't 0:25:40.680 --> 0:25:44.280 get jealous, Yeah, but I get jealous in a different 0:25:44.640 --> 0:25:50.600 in a different way. Like I've always been very like, 0:25:51.560 --> 0:25:53.760 I want to say, business minded, Like from the time 0:25:53.800 --> 0:25:56.199 I was a very young child, I always wanted my 0:25:56.280 --> 0:25:59.000 own money. I want my own shit. I want to 0:25:59.040 --> 0:26:00.680 work hard and I want to get to this level 0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:03.480 that part of life. I will compete all day long. 0:26:03.520 --> 0:26:08.040 I feel that's healthy competition. But when I feel myself 0:26:08.080 --> 0:26:11.920 getting jealous about something, I'm like, bitch, you better retreat 0:26:12.400 --> 0:26:14.320 and that one thing you're jealous of. You better go 0:26:14.359 --> 0:26:16.320 to that person and let them know you are proud 0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:18.800 of them, excited for them, because that's really what it is. 0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:20.080 You just want what they have. 0:26:20.920 --> 0:26:23.679 You better real at it, you little jealous bitch. 0:26:24.080 --> 0:26:27.119 That's soa and it literally works, does it. 0:26:27.359 --> 0:26:29.240 Yes, that's so true. 0:26:29.720 --> 0:26:31.720 Like when I see someone doing great and it's like, 0:26:31.800 --> 0:26:34.439 it's not like I'm not happy for you, I just 0:26:34.520 --> 0:26:37.720 want what you have. Yeah, it's actually a huge compliment. 0:26:38.040 --> 0:26:39.720 That's so helpful to reverse it. 0:26:40.000 --> 0:26:44.000 Yeah, you know, and congratulations on your new blah blah blah, 0:26:44.040 --> 0:26:46.239 like you're fucking killing it. I'm so proud of you. 0:26:46.320 --> 0:26:49.360 And just like that, it's like those are the feelings 0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:52.280 that you actually feel, and now you can go out 0:26:52.280 --> 0:26:55.240 into the world be inspired by that person rather than 0:26:55.400 --> 0:26:58.320 jealous of them. Yeah, and go do what you need 0:26:58.359 --> 0:27:01.000 to do, take a to church, law. 0:27:01.240 --> 0:27:05.280 I mean, that's true though. It's taking the feeling that 0:27:05.480 --> 0:27:10.800 naturally goes into like a sour feeling, the jealousy, and 0:27:11.040 --> 0:27:13.960 flipping it to what it really is, as you're inspired 0:27:13.960 --> 0:27:15.800 by that person and you want what you have what 0:27:15.840 --> 0:27:19.399 they have, so you go congrats, Yes, you're killing it. 0:27:19.760 --> 0:27:21.919 But by the way, in my program that I'm in 0:27:21.960 --> 0:27:26.359 for my sobriety, we do talk about surround yourself with 0:27:26.440 --> 0:27:30.600 people who have what you want, and that just means 0:27:30.760 --> 0:27:33.800 surround yourself with people, and it goes beyond sobriety. I 0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:37.080 mean obviously, like when I'm in these rooms, like that's 0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:40.320 the main focus, but it's to not pick up again. 0:27:41.040 --> 0:27:43.879 But if you see someone who has what you want, 0:27:44.600 --> 0:27:48.080 listen to them. They're gonna give you great advice. Right. 0:27:48.600 --> 0:27:51.919 Yeah. No, that's such a good point, which brings me 0:27:52.000 --> 0:27:55.880 to especially the people who are rude and nasty and 0:27:55.960 --> 0:27:57.640 we've all had it in our lives. 0:27:57.880 --> 0:28:00.480 Well, we can all be that person too, Yeah exactly. 0:28:00.520 --> 0:28:03.760 But then I go, well, yeah, I've had so many 0:28:03.880 --> 0:28:07.960 people say something rude or nasty that I don't even 0:28:08.080 --> 0:28:10.280 know to me or towards me, and I'm like, what, 0:28:11.040 --> 0:28:13.800 I'm not gonna listen to you. You're not one of 0:28:13.800 --> 0:28:16.400 my idols, and you know I'm not. I don't look 0:28:16.520 --> 0:28:18.600 up to you. I don't need that. The people I 0:28:18.600 --> 0:28:20.840 love and respect are the ones and like you said, 0:28:20.840 --> 0:28:23.400 who have what you want and who you look up to, Right, 0:28:23.480 --> 0:28:25.760 I'm gonna listen to that person one hundred percent. As 0:28:25.760 --> 0:28:27.840 long as they're nice and not mean or rude about it. 0:28:27.840 --> 0:28:30.600 I'm just gonna be like, Okay, I hear you, I 0:28:30.640 --> 0:28:32.399 see what you're doing. I'm gonna try and learn from that. 0:28:32.440 --> 0:28:33.960 You know what my mama taught me back in the day. 0:28:34.040 --> 0:28:36.320 What because she used to work in a dentist office 0:28:36.880 --> 0:28:40.320 or an orthodonist's office. I think maybe both there's a difference. 0:28:41.120 --> 0:28:44.920 Learned it on Seinfeld's just kidding, But she would say that, 0:28:45.040 --> 0:28:47.760 like patients would come in and sometimes the moms or 0:28:47.760 --> 0:28:51.080 whatever would be rude, and she knew that it had 0:28:51.120 --> 0:28:54.200 nothing to do with her. She was just the person 0:28:54.240 --> 0:28:55.760 that happened to be in the line of fire with 0:28:55.760 --> 0:28:58.160 all the other shit they're dealing with. So I find 0:28:58.640 --> 0:29:02.000 when I run into someone who who is maybe unkind 0:29:02.040 --> 0:29:03.880 to me and I don't even know them, it's like, Okay, 0:29:03.920 --> 0:29:06.520 you had a bad day, has nothing to do with me. 0:29:06.840 --> 0:29:10.160 Same when I ran into that paparazzi guy. Do you remember, yes. 0:29:10.120 --> 0:29:11.320 And you told the story on here? 0:29:11.640 --> 0:29:14.360 I told yes, and I was like, you couldn't get 0:29:14.360 --> 0:29:16.040 the Kardashian she had to get me. And then I 0:29:16.080 --> 0:29:17.120 saw him again. 0:29:16.960 --> 0:29:18.840 Yeah, and you apologized, Yeah, and he. 0:29:18.840 --> 0:29:21.080 Was like, by the way, I knew something happened in 0:29:21.080 --> 0:29:23.480 that house. Yeah, I was like, every time I've met 0:29:23.520 --> 0:29:26.160 her seen her, she's always been so kind. So just no, 0:29:26.320 --> 0:29:28.000 if you go out into the world and there's like 0:29:28.080 --> 0:29:30.600 some bitch that you don't know who's being rude, has 0:29:30.640 --> 0:29:33.360 nothing to do with you. Shake it off, baby, Shake 0:29:33.400 --> 0:29:33.920 it off. 0:29:33.800 --> 0:29:35.960 Baby, exactly, exactly. 0:29:39.280 --> 0:29:43.000 On a kind note, you guys know, I'm obsessed with 0:29:43.320 --> 0:29:51.760 Real Housewives everything. Okay, Teresa Judae got married. I saw 0:29:52.000 --> 0:29:52.680 on camera. 0:29:52.960 --> 0:29:53.880 Wait on camera. 0:29:54.120 --> 0:29:57.240 Yes, they said that it was filmed and that Joe 0:29:57.360 --> 0:30:02.440 and Melissa didn't go because something happened with like Melissa 0:30:02.520 --> 0:30:06.520 allegedly like cheating on Joe or something. Why like kissing 0:30:06.840 --> 0:30:11.400 some dude and Marge saw it, Margaret, Yeah, told a friend, 0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:14.000 and then you know how that happens. Yes, you know, 0:30:14.520 --> 0:30:18.120 one person sees it. One person too many witnesses. 0:30:20.640 --> 0:30:22.640 Oh my god, So they weren't there? What about their kid? 0:30:22.720 --> 0:30:23.200 The kids? 0:30:23.280 --> 0:30:24.000 None, they didn't go. 0:30:24.240 --> 0:30:26.640 I don't think so we're gonna see it. But everyone 0:30:26.720 --> 0:30:31.640 is talking about how Teresa Jude Ice spent fucking ten 0:30:32.120 --> 0:30:36.080 grand on her hair fifteen hundred bobby pins? 0:30:36.720 --> 0:30:37.440 Are you joking? 0:30:37.520 --> 0:30:41.760 I'm not kidding. Three bumpets, three bumpets is what they're saying. 0:30:41.840 --> 0:30:43.160 Three fucking bumpets. 0:30:43.240 --> 0:30:45.360 The hairdo heard around the world. 0:30:45.560 --> 0:30:50.240 Well, everyone's talking about this look, right, and people either 0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:54.160 love it. Yeah, Actually that's not true. People are either 0:30:54.240 --> 0:30:57.720 like weird but okay, or they're like, I do not 0:30:57.920 --> 0:31:03.120 like this. I think i'm the unpopular opinion. What I'm obsessed, 0:31:03.600 --> 0:31:07.240 stop with all of it, the whole look, the whole look. 0:31:07.360 --> 0:31:10.600 I'm looking from her makeup to her dress, to the 0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:14.560 giant crown to the giant hairdoo. I'm like, bitch, you 0:31:14.640 --> 0:31:19.920 better fucking work stop. I mean, I thought she looked stunning. 0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:21.400 And I say, if you're gonna go for it, you 0:31:21.440 --> 0:31:22.400 better fucking go for it. 0:31:22.480 --> 0:31:24.480 Right. Oh yeah, oh my god. 0:31:24.440 --> 0:31:26.440 You found your love. You're in your love bubble. 0:31:26.760 --> 0:31:26.960 Yeah. 0:31:27.040 --> 0:31:28.640 The tan was on point. 0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:29.840 Yeah, the tan was great. 0:31:30.240 --> 0:31:35.560 I am obsessed. Okay, are you looking at it? I 0:31:35.600 --> 0:31:35.960 see it. 0:31:36.240 --> 0:31:39.080 I'm looking at the hair. I'm gonna disagree with the hair. 0:31:39.200 --> 0:31:39.920 Here's the thing. 0:31:40.680 --> 0:31:41.840 Why do I love it so much? 0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:45.080 I don't mind the crown or the hair. It's like 0:31:45.120 --> 0:31:47.120 the super high And I think she was trying. I 0:31:47.120 --> 0:31:49.360 think it was a statement. It's like when you wear 0:31:49.360 --> 0:31:52.760 that statement piece in like a fashion show and it's 0:31:52.800 --> 0:31:56.160 like it's like it's like the you know beyond, like 0:31:56.200 --> 0:31:58.560 the dress dresses that they walk out that look like 0:31:58.600 --> 0:32:01.360 balloons and then they pop them minute like that's a 0:32:01.400 --> 0:32:03.840 statement piece. I don't like it or hate it. It's 0:32:03.880 --> 0:32:08.080 just like, Okay, this hair, she's going back to her roots, 0:32:08.120 --> 0:32:11.240 because we all know, like Jersey Shore days. The bump 0:32:11.600 --> 0:32:14.360 was the thing, like I used to do it, and 0:32:14.440 --> 0:32:16.360 I don't know if this was like just a East 0:32:16.440 --> 0:32:18.560 Coast like upstate New York, I would tease the shit 0:32:18.640 --> 0:32:19.160 out of my mind. 0:32:19.200 --> 0:32:21.000 I don't know that it was just like an East 0:32:21.040 --> 0:32:24.479 Coast thing, because even in Utah girls were doing that 0:32:24.520 --> 0:32:24.960 same thing. 0:32:25.080 --> 0:32:27.000 It was like, because do you remember like Snooki and 0:32:27.040 --> 0:32:27.960 the Jersey Shore. 0:32:28.000 --> 0:32:30.440 It was like yeah, back combing of the hair, yes, 0:32:30.840 --> 0:32:33.120 spray tand which I still have right now. The fact 0:32:33.160 --> 0:32:37.440 that I did my first interview with these orange hands mortifying. 0:32:38.320 --> 0:32:39.920 I woke up this morning, looked at them. I was like, 0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:42.720 how are we gonna deal with this? 0:32:43.120 --> 0:32:44.200 Did you talk with her hands? 0:32:44.280 --> 0:32:48.520 I tried not to, Okay, I was very like self conscious, yeah, 0:32:48.560 --> 0:32:49.760 and kept my hands. 0:32:49.800 --> 0:32:52.160 It's the white nails too. That make it a little 0:32:52.200 --> 0:32:55.480 because you're you're or cream or whatever colored nails that is. 0:32:55.640 --> 0:32:57.760 It accentuates the color on your hands. 0:32:57.640 --> 0:33:00.800 It accentuates the orange. Yeah. Well, can I tell you 0:33:00.840 --> 0:33:04.440 something though, I keep my nails the same throughout the 0:33:04.480 --> 0:33:10.520 season because it's just easier that way, you know, right, 0:33:11.040 --> 0:33:13.960 It's like, let's just peanum something that it will go 0:33:14.000 --> 0:33:16.480 with everything. You know. I don't want to one day 0:33:16.480 --> 0:33:19.040 have red nails and then it goes with my outfit, 0:33:19.120 --> 0:33:20.920 and then the next day I want to wear hot 0:33:20.960 --> 0:33:23.280 pink with the red nails, and it's just like clash 0:33:23.400 --> 0:33:26.160 gonna work. Yes, which, by the way, I don't mind 0:33:26.200 --> 0:33:28.040 the red with the hot pink anymore. And I don't 0:33:28.080 --> 0:33:29.720 know who changed my mind. I think it was Rinna. 0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:32.120 By the way, purple with everything is like giving me 0:33:32.120 --> 0:33:35.120 all the vibes really to real housewives at Beverly Hills. 0:33:35.240 --> 0:33:36.760 Why who wore purple with everything? 0:33:36.800 --> 0:33:37.080 Purple? 0:33:37.120 --> 0:33:40.000 Now? So the first time I saw it was had 0:33:40.040 --> 0:33:43.000 nothing to do with the nails. But Erica Jane gets 0:33:43.040 --> 0:33:46.440 on the yacht wasted and she's like, I'm fucking less, 0:33:46.640 --> 0:33:50.360 you know, living her best life. But she had on 0:33:50.480 --> 0:33:54.720 like this pink white cover up thing, and then she 0:33:54.800 --> 0:33:58.840 had I believe purple sunglasses on. Then Rina shows up. 0:33:59.440 --> 0:34:01.920 I lovely. I don't care what anyone says, and anyone 0:34:01.920 --> 0:34:05.480 clowning on her saying losing your mom doesn't give you 0:34:05.520 --> 0:34:08.319 an excuse to be an asshole. This. I feel for 0:34:08.360 --> 0:34:11.080 her so much because when my dad died, I was 0:34:11.160 --> 0:34:13.360 such an asshole because you have to go through the 0:34:13.400 --> 0:34:17.839 stages of grief, right right, and then you're thrown into 0:34:17.880 --> 0:34:21.520 a reality show and the tensions are high and it's 0:34:21.560 --> 0:34:23.960 like so many stories are happening, and no, we don't 0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:26.520 expect you to stop your life because our parent died, 0:34:26.840 --> 0:34:29.480 but my life has stopped. So you have to allow 0:34:29.560 --> 0:34:31.839 me to engage in this from the place that I'm 0:34:31.840 --> 0:34:33.719 coming from, because I'm allowing you to engage in it 0:34:33.760 --> 0:34:36.600 from the place you're coming from. Yes, right, yeah, so 0:34:36.880 --> 0:34:40.560 I am co signing on everything. Lisa Rena another. 0:34:40.320 --> 0:34:42.399 Unpopular Did she come on with purple nails? 0:34:42.560 --> 0:34:46.640 No, she came on with this and I forgot what 0:34:46.719 --> 0:34:49.040 it was. Maybe it was like versauce or something, but 0:34:49.120 --> 0:34:54.200 it was like a red turtleneck, okay, but it had like, 0:34:54.960 --> 0:34:56.440 you know, a design on it. And then she had 0:34:56.480 --> 0:34:58.879 on purple sunglasses, and I was like, why are these 0:34:59.000 --> 0:35:03.279 purple sunglasses just hitten right with? Yeah, all that's going on? 0:35:03.520 --> 0:35:05.719 Yeah the pinks or the reds, Like I was so 0:35:05.800 --> 0:35:08.080 into it, so now I'm gonna copy it obviously. But 0:35:08.160 --> 0:35:11.520 back to Teresa's purple nails. I think I've moved on 0:35:11.520 --> 0:35:12.520 from the nails. 0:35:12.239 --> 0:35:16.600 Okay, because I like the white nails, and also you 0:35:16.640 --> 0:35:19.640 can clock nails expose a lot of things. Like That's 0:35:19.640 --> 0:35:24.120 how Kylie Jenner's second pregnancy was exposed, because she posted 0:35:24.120 --> 0:35:28.640 a photo of herself obviously looking a certain way, looking 0:35:29.040 --> 0:35:32.960 not pregnant, and then people went back to like previous 0:35:32.960 --> 0:35:34.759 posts months and months ago and they were like, look 0:35:34.760 --> 0:35:37.840 at her nails, they're the same, Like she's posting old photos, 0:35:37.840 --> 0:35:38.800 which means she's pregnant. 0:35:38.800 --> 0:35:42.080 And they were right, wow, but exhausting to try and 0:35:42.080 --> 0:35:42.680 figure that out. 0:35:42.920 --> 0:35:46.359 Yes, Teresa's hair is it's just extreme, and I'm like. 0:35:46.400 --> 0:35:49.719 But love that word. It's extreme. If you're gonna do it, 0:35:49.719 --> 0:35:51.719 if you're gonna do it, bit you better do it. 0:35:51.960 --> 0:35:54.200 Yeah, it seems because Jersey to me, when I think 0:35:54.239 --> 0:35:55.880 of the high hair and the bump, I think of 0:35:56.000 --> 0:35:58.480 Jersey because I grew up in New York, Jersey Shore. 0:35:58.760 --> 0:36:03.040 So to me, I'm like, she's embracing like Jersey. It's 0:36:04.120 --> 0:36:04.960 that was ten k. 0:36:05.960 --> 0:36:06.480 Just the hair. 0:36:07.320 --> 0:36:09.440 I do love the crown, and I think the dress 0:36:09.480 --> 0:36:10.320 is very classy. 0:36:10.960 --> 0:36:12.400 I'm just happy for her in general. 0:36:12.520 --> 0:36:14.480 She looks happy. I'm like, you know, this photo, look 0:36:14.480 --> 0:36:15.360 at how happy she la. 0:36:15.560 --> 0:36:17.080 She's just happy. 0:36:17.200 --> 0:36:19.520 Is there drama I need to watch? Is there is? 0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:21.320 This is her husband on the show. 0:36:21.840 --> 0:36:24.160 He was on the show last season, and he got 0:36:24.200 --> 0:36:26.680 a lot of heat for like decisions that he made 0:36:26.680 --> 0:36:33.000 in the past. Okay, And you know, I'm no stranger 0:36:33.040 --> 0:36:35.279 to getting involved in someone's relationship. I did it with 0:36:35.320 --> 0:36:38.239 Brock and Sheena, and you know, you just gotta let 0:36:38.280 --> 0:36:40.640 people figure things out for themselves. Oh great, when people 0:36:40.719 --> 0:36:43.840 are in there in their little love bubble, you just 0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:47.799 let him ride the wave. It's hard, though, I don't 0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:51.800 know enough about their relationship to really like talk about it. Yeah, 0:36:51.840 --> 0:36:55.200 she seems happy, her kids seem happy. That's really all 0:36:55.200 --> 0:36:56.280 that matters, right, Yeah. 0:36:56.400 --> 0:36:58.960 Yeah. My mom always said never And I don't know 0:36:59.000 --> 0:37:00.920 if this is good advice for bad advice, but she 0:37:00.960 --> 0:37:04.880 always said, never be the one to tell your friend 0:37:05.000 --> 0:37:07.480 to get a divorce. Be the one, be the shoulder 0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:10.600 to cry on, be the one that listens. Only tell 0:37:10.640 --> 0:37:12.920 them if they go what do you think? And you 0:37:13.040 --> 0:37:14.960 really think, like do I get a divorce? Do I 0:37:15.000 --> 0:37:15.680 get separated? 0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:16.600 Then be the. 0:37:16.480 --> 0:37:19.000 One if you actually believe it, you say it, but 0:37:19.160 --> 0:37:21.160 never be the one that you're always like, you need 0:37:21.160 --> 0:37:22.480 to leave him, you need to leave him. 0:37:22.520 --> 0:37:25.520 I kind of believe that you do. Yeah, I do, because, 0:37:25.560 --> 0:37:27.000 by the way, your friend's not gonna listen to you, 0:37:27.000 --> 0:37:28.640 whether you say leave him or stay. 0:37:28.800 --> 0:37:30.600 And then you they want and you become the bad 0:37:30.640 --> 0:37:32.239 guy and you start turning them away and then they 0:37:32.239 --> 0:37:33.840 don't want to come to you when there's problems. 0:37:34.239 --> 0:37:36.800 Right, like when Katie was going through her stuff or 0:37:36.800 --> 0:37:39.200 when I went through my stuff, it was like, I'm 0:37:39.320 --> 0:37:42.280 here to support you in whatever way you need. Yeah, 0:37:42.360 --> 0:37:44.040 you tell me you're in it to win it. I 0:37:44.080 --> 0:37:46.440 got your back. You tell me you got a dip. 0:37:46.600 --> 0:37:48.920 I got your back, right, Yeah, So I think that 0:37:48.920 --> 0:37:54.120 that's good advice. Yeah, Okay, super super excited for New 0:37:54.239 --> 0:37:56.839 Jersey to come out. When I start hearing that's the thing. 0:37:56.880 --> 0:38:00.239 We all watch reality TV like it's funny as it 0:38:00.280 --> 0:38:02.320 is for us to like watch each other have a 0:38:02.360 --> 0:38:06.520 good time, Like we really watch to see these bitches 0:38:06.520 --> 0:38:07.080 behead each other. 0:38:07.200 --> 0:38:12.040 Yes, right, that's true. That's so true. My little brother 0:38:12.080 --> 0:38:15.719 got my mom hooked on all things Bravo but Housewives 0:38:16.160 --> 0:38:19.040 and you guys, but like they're watching Housewives right now 0:38:19.080 --> 0:38:21.080 and they're quote, they're constantly it's their thing. Now, my 0:38:21.080 --> 0:38:23.560 little brother and my mom quoting all the Housewives. 0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:25.759 Well, can I tell you this is this is a 0:38:25.840 --> 0:38:29.600 curse for me because I am a die hard Real 0:38:29.640 --> 0:38:33.799 Housewives fan. Okay, I watch the newest seasons. I go 0:38:33.880 --> 0:38:36.800 back on Hulu and watch old seasons. I just finished 0:38:36.960 --> 0:38:40.319 New York. I went back to the first season. I'm 0:38:40.320 --> 0:38:43.400 on six now. Okay, But I notice, you know, when 0:38:43.440 --> 0:38:44.960 you hang out with a friend a lot, you guys 0:38:44.960 --> 0:38:47.160 start talking like each other. Yes, I'm hanging out with 0:38:47.200 --> 0:38:51.040 the Housewives a little too much, okay, because I will 0:38:51.040 --> 0:38:54.160 be sitting whether it's in real life or we're filming, 0:38:54.360 --> 0:38:57.120 and I start saying shit, And I'm like, I'm pretty 0:38:57.120 --> 0:39:00.200 sure that line has been used before. But you know, 0:39:00.200 --> 0:39:03.200 I'm kicking it with the Housewives every day on my TV, So, like, 0:39:03.239 --> 0:39:04.040 what do you expect. 0:39:04.480 --> 0:39:07.280 I'm like, at least not the same network. 0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:10.560 I know right, I'm kind of giving your red because 0:39:10.600 --> 0:39:12.200 you know these Bravo fans are gonna go back and 0:39:12.239 --> 0:39:15.680 be like so and so said this season seven baper. 0:39:16.760 --> 0:39:19.520 But I literally like this morning. I knew I had 0:39:19.520 --> 0:39:21.600 to get glam super early, so I woke up at 0:39:21.640 --> 0:39:23.480 like five point thirty, got my coffee, got back in 0:39:23.480 --> 0:39:25.919 the bed, and turned on Real Housewives of New York. 0:39:26.000 --> 0:39:28.880 Yeah, that's fun. I didn't realize you did that. You 0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:29.880 woke up nation and early. 0:39:30.040 --> 0:39:32.000 You didn't realize my Oh yeah, when I because you 0:39:32.000 --> 0:39:33.600 got to get the bows. 0:39:33.600 --> 0:39:35.080 Oh. I love that. 0:39:35.239 --> 0:39:36.560 It's also process. 0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:39.480 You drink a cup of well, I drink my glass 0:39:39.480 --> 0:39:42.440 of water every morning, which not that I need help, 0:39:42.560 --> 0:39:44.520 but like, I just do it every morning. It makes 0:39:44.520 --> 0:39:47.480 me feel great. It's it's a cup of water, mine's 0:39:47.480 --> 0:39:52.000 filtered water and a whole lemon squeezed into it, and 0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:57.399 then a eighth teaspoon of pink Himalayan salt and that's 0:39:57.440 --> 0:40:00.640 supposed to hydrate you. I should start doing It's really 0:40:00.719 --> 0:40:01.960 it's I love it. I'm like addict. 0:40:02.080 --> 0:40:04.040 But you're also the person where we go to Vegas 0:40:04.080 --> 0:40:06.040 for an overnight trip and still go to the gym 0:40:06.040 --> 0:40:08.000 in the morning. It's like it's overnight. Just you can 0:40:08.000 --> 0:40:09.719 miss one day, miss one day. 0:40:09.760 --> 0:40:11.680 It was just the treadmill, but I was like, I 0:40:11.680 --> 0:40:13.680 gotta get moving. I could either go for a run 0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:16.000 around Vegas, which like I wasn't feeling because it was 0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:18.800 so hot, like, or I could go on the treadmill. 0:40:18.480 --> 0:40:20.680 Or you could just walk the way we did because 0:40:20.680 --> 0:40:23.840 we walked a convention center and dragging our suitcase movement 0:40:23.960 --> 0:40:25.160 for me, that's true. 0:40:26.120 --> 0:40:34.360 Oh, speaking of the Bravo world. Yes, I don't have 0:40:34.360 --> 0:40:36.160 a little announcement. I'm sure it was already announced. 0:40:36.200 --> 0:40:37.880 No, it was announced. Finally. I didn't know if I 0:40:37.920 --> 0:40:39.560 was going or not. I didn't have to be invited 0:40:39.640 --> 0:40:42.040 or whatever. Yeah, And I'm sitting there and I'm like 0:40:42.080 --> 0:40:44.080 I haven't been invited, and my lawyer is like, no, 0:40:44.200 --> 0:40:46.560 you still won't sign the fucking thing that's been sitting 0:40:46.560 --> 0:40:48.880 in your inbox forever. And I'm like, why did someone 0:40:48.920 --> 0:40:51.640 tell me? They're like you wake up over there? 0:40:51.800 --> 0:40:53.839 I always say too, I'm like, if you don't see 0:40:53.880 --> 0:40:55.799 If someone calls me and they're like, did lalla see this? 0:40:55.840 --> 0:40:58.040 And I'm like, was I se seed on the email? 0:40:58.080 --> 0:40:59.920 And if they say no, I'm like then probably not. 0:41:00.200 --> 0:41:02.160 You have to because the moment I hired you, I 0:41:02.200 --> 0:41:04.040 took my brain out of my head and gave it 0:41:04.040 --> 0:41:04.279 to you. 0:41:04.360 --> 0:41:07.480 Yes, like you have to see me on emails, but 0:41:07.520 --> 0:41:10.160 you also get like two hundred a day, so you're 0:41:10.200 --> 0:41:13.080 not gonna see No, it's a lot. If I'm not CCD, 0:41:13.120 --> 0:41:13.960 I'm like you, guys. 0:41:14.160 --> 0:41:17.000 No, you got to slide into my text messages and say, 0:41:17.160 --> 0:41:19.000 send you something in your email and then I'll get 0:41:19.040 --> 0:41:21.040 around to it, or Jessica will put it on a 0:41:21.120 --> 0:41:23.560 post it note on the calendar that says do this, 0:41:24.040 --> 0:41:25.799 and then I'll do it. So I am going to 0:41:25.840 --> 0:41:30.480 BRAVOCN in New York. I'm so excited. Katie and I 0:41:30.560 --> 0:41:33.880 both have our own rooms, but like we're now like 0:41:35.080 --> 0:41:36.040 we're just bed buddies. 0:41:36.440 --> 0:41:39.919 Yes, we share a bed. I like it that way, 0:41:40.120 --> 0:41:40.520 love it. 0:41:40.600 --> 0:41:42.920 Okay, that's just how we roll. Now she has my 0:41:42.920 --> 0:41:45.880 life partner besides my mom and my baby, you know, 0:41:46.320 --> 0:41:48.200 and we're in the same zone. It's like we don't 0:41:48.239 --> 0:41:52.640 want men, we just want to have fun. And now 0:41:52.880 --> 0:41:57.040 that I am going and now that I've ripped the 0:41:57.080 --> 0:42:01.239 band aid off of like being intimate with someone, which, 0:42:01.280 --> 0:42:05.200 by the way, that guy, Yeah, who I hooked up with. Yeah, 0:42:05.239 --> 0:42:08.719 we talked for like two hours beforehand. I know. And 0:42:08.760 --> 0:42:11.040 I think that's the money move because I. 0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:13.000 Think it makes you feel comfortable and safe. 0:42:12.800 --> 0:42:16.080 Because I don't feel comfortable just like doing that right, 0:42:16.200 --> 0:42:18.680 you know, like we had mutual friends in common. Yea, 0:42:18.680 --> 0:42:20.920 it was like a safe space then we were it 0:42:21.000 --> 0:42:22.880 was just like, Okay, I feel comfortable. Now, yeah, I 0:42:22.920 --> 0:42:28.040 feel safe, but I'm just kind of excited to go 0:42:28.280 --> 0:42:29.520 to Bramo con. 0:42:29.440 --> 0:42:31.759 Wait, so does this mean? Because to me, I'm like, 0:42:31.840 --> 0:42:33.680 I don't agree with this that you're going to be 0:42:33.680 --> 0:42:36.320 sharing a bed with Katie in New York for Bravo 0:42:36.360 --> 0:42:37.120 con No. 0:42:37.280 --> 0:42:40.120 I mean, we each have our own rooms, but let's 0:42:40.120 --> 0:42:42.440 not even lie, like I'm probably gonna go crawl. But 0:42:43.080 --> 0:42:45.400 unless she's like, finds a cute boy and she's like, 0:42:45.400 --> 0:42:46.600 I want to hang out with him in my room, 0:42:46.640 --> 0:42:49.880 they'll be like, Okay, that's fine. You know, yeah, I'm 0:42:49.920 --> 0:42:53.200 not gonna be a cock block. That's the worst kind 0:42:53.200 --> 0:42:53.560 of friend. 0:42:53.719 --> 0:42:55.960 At Least you'll have your own space if you need it, 0:42:56.000 --> 0:42:59.120 because what if you meet a handsome guy in New York? 0:42:59.160 --> 0:43:04.920 What if I know there he doesn't listen to this 0:43:04.960 --> 0:43:10.640 podcast no, No, he's gonna hear about my period and 0:43:11.200 --> 0:43:14.680 him all in one episode. 0:43:14.840 --> 0:43:19.520 He might start listening. Now, No, I'm taking that back 0:43:20.239 --> 0:43:21.040 and putting it back. 0:43:21.160 --> 0:43:22.640 I just heightened my mind. 0:43:22.680 --> 0:43:27.400 No, he's not gonna listen. What if you met someone 0:43:27.640 --> 0:43:29.960 in New York and they were a big fan but 0:43:30.040 --> 0:43:33.240 they like were gorgeous and they were they were like, hey, 0:43:33.480 --> 0:43:35.560 they were respectful and cool about it, but they were like, 0:43:35.560 --> 0:43:37.840 I'm a big fan, like I'm here for Bravo con 0:43:37.920 --> 0:43:40.520 and I just love you. But they were like, so 0:43:40.719 --> 0:43:43.760 good luck. No, no, it's off the table. No, okay. 0:43:44.400 --> 0:43:46.399 I don't know why I'm attracted to people that are 0:43:46.440 --> 0:43:52.000 like the fuck are you? You know? That's the thing 0:43:52.040 --> 0:43:55.160 that scares me with that is I think if someone 0:43:55.160 --> 0:43:57.239 were to be interested in me based off of what 0:43:57.280 --> 0:43:59.560 they've seen on TV, which that is real life. But 0:44:00.000 --> 0:44:03.120 in a sense, in order to keep my sanity, I 0:44:03.200 --> 0:44:05.799 have to compartmentalize, if that makes sense, because if I 0:44:06.000 --> 0:44:07.959 and I've done this where I take my job home 0:44:07.960 --> 0:44:11.600 with me and it becomes unbearable. So to keep my 0:44:12.280 --> 0:44:16.319 mind straight, I have to go, okay, work and then 0:44:16.440 --> 0:44:18.359 you're gonna leave it there and you're gonna go home 0:44:18.440 --> 0:44:20.600 and you're gonna decompress now, of course, I like, we'll 0:44:20.640 --> 0:44:22.479 talk to my friends about it. But in my mind 0:44:22.520 --> 0:44:24.680 it makes sense to me. Yeah yeah, But in reality, 0:44:24.719 --> 0:44:26.400 I'm sure I'm still obsessing over it, but I'm not 0:44:26.440 --> 0:44:28.439 harboring it. If that makes sense. That does makes sense. 0:44:28.480 --> 0:44:30.719 Like I sit there and I'll talk some shit off 0:44:30.760 --> 0:44:33.319 camera whatever. I can't believe that should happen, but I'm 0:44:33.320 --> 0:44:35.320 not holding it close to my chest. 0:44:35.440 --> 0:44:36.680 Yes, no, that makes sense. 0:44:36.760 --> 0:44:38.919 So if a dude, if a dude has watched the show, 0:44:38.920 --> 0:44:41.799 I would get worried you are falling for la La 0:44:42.440 --> 0:44:45.880 and like, yeah, I also like to go home and 0:44:46.080 --> 0:44:48.359 cover my face in oil and put zick cream one 0:44:48.440 --> 0:44:51.120 and like I like to just be Lauren from fucking Utah. 0:44:51.200 --> 0:44:53.359 Yeah, Like Lalla is a part of you, and you're 0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:55.400 yeah someone Yeah no, by the way. 0:44:55.280 --> 0:44:57.839 She is me, that is obviously me. But if you're 0:44:57.840 --> 0:45:00.200 watching the show then and you're a big fan and 0:45:00.239 --> 0:45:03.520 you want to start dating me, then you're falling for 0:45:03.520 --> 0:45:06.520 for just the smallest piece of who I am, right right, 0:45:06.719 --> 0:45:08.200 you know, because we go home and ain't going to 0:45:08.280 --> 0:45:10.560 be that spicy. Yeah, but I think he whose name 0:45:10.600 --> 0:45:12.319 we shall not mention, he was a big fan of 0:45:12.320 --> 0:45:15.919 the show and kind of came into sir and saw 0:45:15.960 --> 0:45:19.799 me there, and I think he fell for that person, right, 0:45:20.520 --> 0:45:22.600 you know where it was like, you're I don't want 0:45:22.600 --> 0:45:24.480 to go home to Utah, Like you don't want to 0:45:24.520 --> 0:45:26.320 go to Utah? Or anytime I would express like I 0:45:26.360 --> 0:45:27.759 would love to get a place there, I'd be like 0:45:27.840 --> 0:45:29.840 ew why and yeah, well, I don't know if you 0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:32.719 know this, but like that's where I come from, right, 0:45:32.960 --> 0:45:35.960 My family is there. I know you think that when 0:45:36.000 --> 0:45:39.120 I'm not on your television, I powered down and put 0:45:39.160 --> 0:45:41.600 myself in a closet. Yeah that's not how this works, 0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:46.520 you know. Yeah, yes, so there's that anyway. Oh my god, 0:45:46.520 --> 0:45:47.400 this was a fun episode. 0:45:47.440 --> 0:45:49.400 This was a fun episode, and we know that you 0:45:49.440 --> 0:45:52.279 guys were like more personal, more what's it called kei king? 0:45:52.800 --> 0:45:53.640 Yeah, we were keiking. 0:45:53.800 --> 0:45:55.880 Is that this us? Yes? You're learning. 0:45:58.239 --> 0:46:01.040 I love it. I hope you guys enjoy today's episode 0:46:01.080 --> 0:46:04.840 of Give Them Lala. You guys are awesome as fuck. 0:46:05.040 --> 0:46:08.239 Go out there, slay the damn day. Happy hump Day. 0:46:08.320 --> 0:46:09.960 Also Happy hump Day. 0:46:10.120 --> 0:46:13.480 Yay throw back and drink for me if you drink otherwise, 0:46:13.719 --> 0:46:16.239 stay popping your perriees and I will catch you next week.