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Speaker 1: Hello, my little gorgeous friends. Oh, I am beat a

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Speaker 1: f what a freaking week. I mean, as you guys know,

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Speaker 1: we're obviously back at it. We're filming season ten. Every

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Speaker 1: single season people ask me, what do you think it's

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Speaker 1: gonna be like, and I'm like, it's gonna be crazy,

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Speaker 1: telling you this season has been so much fun so far.

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Speaker 1: I feel really good about it.

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Speaker 2: Do you are you allowed to give us any like

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Speaker 2: hints or tea or who? Is there drama this season?

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Speaker 1: There? Yes, there is drama. Drama that's very different from

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Speaker 1: the past, okay, And it's just I don't know, it's

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Speaker 1: been a lot of fun. And for me, you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm so caught up in my life, you know, for

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Speaker 1: the past however, many months whatever. It's kind of just

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Speaker 1: like we get up, we do what we need to do.

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Speaker 1: I feel like a robot and filming vander Pump. I've

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Speaker 1: said this a million times. It fuels my soul. There's

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Speaker 1: something about it because I'm hanging out with a bunch

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Speaker 1: of my friends. But my dad always told me, when

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Speaker 1: do what I love is insane to me. Yeah, it

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Speaker 1: doesn't happen like that very often.

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Speaker 2: To be excited to go to work is like I

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Speaker 2: like like me, Kyle, We're like excited to go to work,

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Speaker 2: and I'm like, how lucky are we? And you have

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Speaker 1: That is the goal. Yeah, we had a crazy week.

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Speaker 1: It was like we went from so we obviously filmed.

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Speaker 1: We filmed a really cute trip. Okay, and I won't

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Speaker 1: pump roles. But on this trip, do I tell him?

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Speaker 2: I don't know what, I don't know. Everyone's like on

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Speaker 2: the edge of their seats. I mean, now you.

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Speaker 1: Have to you guys. I finally had sexy time.

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Speaker 2: Wala cant had sex weird, right? I mean, it made

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Speaker 1: I know. I was like, it's Jessica's birthday. I was like,

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Speaker 1: this is the first birthday you've had that I haven't

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Speaker 1: But I felt bad about it, you know, and I

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Speaker 2: I was freaking out. She texts, did me I think

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Speaker 1: No, but dude, even my sister in law because my

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Speaker 1: gets on FaceTime and she's like, I'm so happy for you.

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Speaker 2: Well, it's just sort of like to me, it was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: she let loose, she's having fun, she's giving into little

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Speaker 1: Well, we had cameras there, like not in the room

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Speaker 2: Lot, so we'll see the guy maybe yeah.

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Speaker 1: No, I think, yeah, you'll yeah, guy, I'm excited about that.

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Speaker 1: Then we get home from the trip. We get home

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Speaker 1: Vegas Sunday to do the Magic Show.

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Speaker 1: I did a panel just about give them a la

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Speaker 2: No, it was incredible and I had never been to

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Speaker 1: Is incredible and absolutely humbling because I walk this life

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Speaker 2: In the grand scheme of things? Our existence is a

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Speaker 1: It's insane and you know what, And I don't know

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Speaker 2: Kyle Kyle will talk about always go there with me,

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Speaker 1: It's gonna walk. I always go there. That's why I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I know. I love when we go in this stretch.

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Speaker 1: Me too. And then so we fucking get back from Vegas.

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Speaker 1: Our flight's delayed three times. Yesterday I get back, it's late.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but they did pick one of my favorite dresses.

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Speaker 2: I love how that sounds. Fifty cent and Lala Kent.

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Speaker 2: Know, but that's true. And I think the story thing

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Speaker 2: Where are you from? Blah blah blah? What what significant

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Speaker 2: fear like things like that I want I want to

434
00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:50,280
Speaker 2: know you well.

435
00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:52,560
Speaker 1: I feel like we go we meet so many people

436
00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:57,880
Speaker 1: in our lives and we we often and by the way,

437
00:20:57,920 --> 00:20:59,720
Speaker 1: this is just part of being a person, Like we

438
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:05,159
Speaker 1: just judge people, right, Yeah, normal, I got it, But

439
00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:09,160
Speaker 1: like we never we fail to remember this person has

440
00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:11,920
Speaker 1: a backstory to why they are the way they are now,

441
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:14,080
Speaker 1: and even if I don't connect with them, I do

442
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:17,399
Speaker 1: need to respect the fact that they've been through whatever

443
00:21:17,440 --> 00:21:20,960
Speaker 1: they've been through, and we can connect on maybe other levels.

444
00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:24,000
Speaker 1: You know, we may come from very different places, but

445
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:26,760
Speaker 1: you're the way you are because of what you've been through.

446
00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:29,879
Speaker 1: Same same with me. Yeah, And I feel like that's

447
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:32,800
Speaker 1: we're gonna wrap this into the give them Lalla again

448
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:36,159
Speaker 1: because it's so much deeper than just like here's a

449
00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:39,240
Speaker 1: lip glass, here's an eyeshadow palette. I really have fun

450
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:43,000
Speaker 1: with the brand, like even naming them, the packaging, Like

451
00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:45,320
Speaker 1: I'll sit here and go, we need to we need

452
00:21:45,359 --> 00:21:47,199
Speaker 1: to rebrand the whole thing. Yeah, give them Lalla. I

453
00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:49,480
Speaker 1: feel like maybe it's maybe not hitting, and it's like,

454
00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:52,959
Speaker 1: but it is hitting. It's hitting, because that's what it's about,

455
00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:55,000
Speaker 1: is just do you I want everyone to go home

456
00:21:55,040 --> 00:21:57,920
Speaker 1: at night and whether they have regrets or they wish

457
00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:00,680
Speaker 1: they wouldn't have done something, work on it. But lay

458
00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:03,199
Speaker 1: your head on the pillow and no like I was

459
00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 1: me today, Yeah yeah, I would pretend to be shit.

460
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:12,360
Speaker 2: Yeah right, yeah, absolutely no one. And I do love

461
00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:16,119
Speaker 2: that about give them lalla because I remember, I think

462
00:22:16,240 --> 00:22:18,840
Speaker 2: when you were naming your birthday palette. It was like

463
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,520
Speaker 2: one of the first things I got to see you

464
00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:24,320
Speaker 2: do because I came on in June and your birthdays

465
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:26,320
Speaker 2: in September, and you always you know, you have to

466
00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:27,959
Speaker 2: name things ahead of time and it's so it can

467
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,840
Speaker 2: be but you were getting into each name of the

468
00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:36,160
Speaker 2: of the eyeshadows on the birthday palette and you were

469
00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:39,320
Speaker 2: like thinking, and you're like, okay, like my dad used

470
00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:41,760
Speaker 2: to call me sunshine or whatever. Yeah, I used to

471
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:44,160
Speaker 2: be a little sunshine or or your mom would say

472
00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:46,720
Speaker 2: be kind, right, and you named one of the shades

473
00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:49,320
Speaker 2: be kind. You were like, like, okay, I got to

474
00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:51,919
Speaker 2: think of like my my childhood and my birthday and

475
00:22:51,960 --> 00:22:54,520
Speaker 2: my sign. And I'm like, oh damn.

476
00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:55,720
Speaker 1: She's still telling me to be kind.

477
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:58,760
Speaker 2: She is, but it's like this goes into it was

478
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:02,439
Speaker 2: like this goes into one one palette and the thought

479
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:05,440
Speaker 2: in like the personality you put in every little thing.

480
00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:08,400
Speaker 2: That's like it's crazy to see and I'm like, oh,

481
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:09,399
Speaker 2: this is how it's done.

482
00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:12,640
Speaker 1: It all matters. Yeah, yeah, the name has to go

483
00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:14,720
Speaker 1: with the color. You know, I'm not just going to

484
00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:17,640
Speaker 1: slap my name on something and say looks good, hope

485
00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:19,320
Speaker 1: people like it. No, we're going to test it out.

486
00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:22,199
Speaker 1: We're gonna see if it looks good on everybody. Otherwise, like,

487
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:24,800
Speaker 1: I'm not going to push things on people that I'm

488
00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:28,800
Speaker 1: not going to actually use, because we fucking work hard,

489
00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:32,199
Speaker 1: We work our asses off. Then we sit here and

490
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:34,840
Speaker 1: go to fill up our fucking car at one hundred

491
00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,440
Speaker 1: and fifty dollars.

492
00:23:37,480 --> 00:23:38,920
Speaker 2: Bullshit, No, it's insane.

493
00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:41,680
Speaker 1: So I'm not. I'm just you know, I'm just a

494
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:45,440
Speaker 1: squirrel trying to get a nut, and I did.

495
00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:49,760
Speaker 2: In multiple different categories.

496
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:53,600
Speaker 1: Speaking of which, though, what when I went to that

497
00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:54,879
Speaker 1: what's it called sway House?

498
00:23:55,400 --> 00:23:57,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know if it's called that Stow, but

499
00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:58,480
Speaker 2: it used to be the sway House, I think it.

500
00:23:58,520 --> 00:23:59,480
Speaker 2: Now it's just a content house.

501
00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:03,480
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, fifty cent was running with some good looking men.

502
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,040
Speaker 2: Stop or any of them single, not like man, I

503
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:06,359
Speaker 2: don't know.

504
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:08,240
Speaker 1: It wasn't like that. It was just like I felt

505
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,439
Speaker 1: the need to let you know that you are nice

506
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:13,679
Speaker 1: to look at, and if you do have a girl,

507
00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:16,200
Speaker 1: you better treat her right first of all, or I'll

508
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,960
Speaker 1: get it second of all. You should just know. I

509
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:23,800
Speaker 1: feel like when something is pleasing to your eye, a

510
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:25,560
Speaker 1: compliment is nice.

511
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:30,679
Speaker 2: I agree. I totally agree. When something is pleasing to

512
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:33,400
Speaker 2: your eye, a compliment is nice. I was at Whole

513
00:24:33,400 --> 00:24:36,080
Speaker 2: Foods the other day and a guy I was not

514
00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 2: looking my best. I don't know where this came from,

515
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,639
Speaker 2: but a nice guy just came up. Granted, this is

516
00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:43,240
Speaker 2: way different than cat calling. I hate cat calling. It

517
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:44,919
Speaker 2: It just like triggers me. I hate it.

518
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:48,720
Speaker 1: It's grows such a difference between a kind compliment yes

519
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:50,920
Speaker 1: and some nasty motherfucker yes.

520
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,080
Speaker 2: And he just came up and he's like, hey, I

521
00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:56,440
Speaker 2: love that tattoo behind your ear, which I'm getting zapped off,

522
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:58,160
Speaker 2: but he's like, I love that tattoo. And I was like, oh,

523
00:24:58,200 --> 00:24:59,760
Speaker 2: thank you, and he's like, and I just want to

524
00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:02,720
Speaker 2: let you no, you're gorgeous. And I said thank you

525
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:04,679
Speaker 2: so much, and he said, are you single? And I

526
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:06,960
Speaker 2: said no, I'm not. I have a boy, a long

527
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,199
Speaker 2: time boyfriend. And he goes, well, you let him know.

528
00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:11,360
Speaker 2: He's a lucky man. And I apologize if I made

529
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:13,320
Speaker 2: you feel uncomfortable and I said, no, you didn't, and

530
00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:14,320
Speaker 2: he said, have a good day.

531
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 1: That is so sweet. I love that man.

532
00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:19,200
Speaker 2: How nice is that? A compliment? Is nice?

533
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:24,159
Speaker 1: Right? Or even just like acknowledging when someone is like kind, yeah,

534
00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: or whatever the fuck it may be.

535
00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:30,360
Speaker 2: Okay, it's nice, or like compliments need to be given. Yeah,

536
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:33,919
Speaker 2: you're preaching to the words of affirmation, girl, so preaching

537
00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:34,640
Speaker 2: to the choir here.

538
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,840
Speaker 1: Can I tell you though? Hi? Because I'm a human being, right,

539
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,640
Speaker 1: I get jealous. I don't. It's not that I don't

540
00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:44,280
Speaker 1: get jealous, Yeah, but I get jealous in a different

541
00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:50,600
Speaker 1: in a different way. Like I've always been very like,

542
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:53,760
Speaker 1: I want to say, business minded, Like from the time

543
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:56,199
Speaker 1: I was a very young child, I always wanted my

544
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 1: own money. I want my own shit. I want to

545
00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:00,680
Speaker 1: work hard and I want to get to this level

546
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:03,480
Speaker 1: that part of life. I will compete all day long.

547
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:08,040
Speaker 1: I feel that's healthy competition. But when I feel myself

548
00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:11,920
Speaker 1: getting jealous about something, I'm like, bitch, you better retreat

549
00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:14,320
Speaker 1: and that one thing you're jealous of. You better go

550
00:26:14,359 --> 00:26:16,320
Speaker 1: to that person and let them know you are proud

551
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,800
Speaker 1: of them, excited for them, because that's really what it is.

552
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:20,080
Speaker 1: You just want what they have.

553
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:23,679
Speaker 2: You better real at it, you little jealous bitch.

554
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:27,119
Speaker 1: That's soa and it literally works, does it.

555
00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 2: Yes, that's so true.

556
00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:31,720
Speaker 1: Like when I see someone doing great and it's like,

557
00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:34,439
Speaker 1: it's not like I'm not happy for you, I just

558
00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 1: want what you have. Yeah, it's actually a huge compliment.

559
00:26:38,040 --> 00:26:39,720
Speaker 2: That's so helpful to reverse it.

560
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:44,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, and congratulations on your new blah blah blah,

561
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:46,239
Speaker 1: like you're fucking killing it. I'm so proud of you.

562
00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:49,360
Speaker 1: And just like that, it's like those are the feelings

563
00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:52,280
Speaker 1: that you actually feel, and now you can go out

564
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:55,240
Speaker 1: into the world be inspired by that person rather than

565
00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: jealous of them. Yeah, and go do what you need

566
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:01,000
Speaker 1: to do, take a to church, law.

567
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 2: I mean, that's true though. It's taking the feeling that

568
00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:10,800
Speaker 2: naturally goes into like a sour feeling, the jealousy, and

569
00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 2: flipping it to what it really is, as you're inspired

570
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,800
Speaker 2: by that person and you want what you have what

571
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:19,399
Speaker 2: they have, so you go congrats, Yes, you're killing it.

572
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:21,919
Speaker 1: But by the way, in my program that I'm in

573
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:26,359
Speaker 1: for my sobriety, we do talk about surround yourself with

574
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 1: people who have what you want, and that just means

575
00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:33,800
Speaker 1: surround yourself with people, and it goes beyond sobriety. I

576
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:37,080
Speaker 1: mean obviously, like when I'm in these rooms, like that's

577
00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 1: the main focus, but it's to not pick up again.

578
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:43,879
Speaker 1: But if you see someone who has what you want,

579
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:48,080
Speaker 1: listen to them. They're gonna give you great advice. Right.

580
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:51,919
Speaker 2: Yeah. No, that's such a good point, which brings me

581
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,880
Speaker 2: to especially the people who are rude and nasty and

582
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,640
Speaker 2: we've all had it in our lives.

583
00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:00,480
Speaker 1: Well, we can all be that person too, Yeah exactly.

584
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:03,760
Speaker 2: But then I go, well, yeah, I've had so many

585
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:07,960
Speaker 2: people say something rude or nasty that I don't even

586
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 2: know to me or towards me, and I'm like, what,

587
00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:13,800
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna listen to you. You're not one of

588
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 2: my idols, and you know I'm not. I don't look

589
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 2: up to you. I don't need that. The people I

590
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:20,840
Speaker 2: love and respect are the ones and like you said,

591
00:28:20,840 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 2: who have what you want and who you look up to, Right,

592
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:25,760
Speaker 2: I'm gonna listen to that person one hundred percent. As

593
00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 2: long as they're nice and not mean or rude about it.

594
00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:30,600
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna be like, Okay, I hear you, I

595
00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:32,399
Speaker 2: see what you're doing. I'm gonna try and learn from that.

596
00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:33,960
Speaker 1: You know what my mama taught me back in the day.

597
00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:36,320
Speaker 1: What because she used to work in a dentist office

598
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 1: or an orthodonist's office. I think maybe both there's a difference.

599
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:44,920
Speaker 1: Learned it on Seinfeld's just kidding, But she would say that,

600
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:47,760
Speaker 1: like patients would come in and sometimes the moms or

601
00:28:47,760 --> 00:28:51,080
Speaker 1: whatever would be rude, and she knew that it had

602
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:54,200
Speaker 1: nothing to do with her. She was just the person

603
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:55,760
Speaker 1: that happened to be in the line of fire with

604
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:58,160
Speaker 1: all the other shit they're dealing with. So I find

605
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:02,000
Speaker 1: when I run into someone who who is maybe unkind

606
00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,880
Speaker 1: to me and I don't even know them, it's like, Okay,

607
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:06,520
Speaker 1: you had a bad day, has nothing to do with me.

608
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:10,160
Speaker 1: Same when I ran into that paparazzi guy. Do you remember, yes.

609
00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:11,320
Speaker 2: And you told the story on here?

610
00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 1: I told yes, and I was like, you couldn't get

611
00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 1: the Kardashian she had to get me. And then I

612
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 1: saw him again.

613
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, and you apologized, Yeah, and he.

614
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,080
Speaker 1: Was like, by the way, I knew something happened in

615
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:23,480
Speaker 1: that house. Yeah, I was like, every time I've met

616
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 1: her seen her, she's always been so kind. So just no,

617
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:28,000
Speaker 1: if you go out into the world and there's like

618
00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:30,600
Speaker 1: some bitch that you don't know who's being rude, has

619
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:33,360
Speaker 1: nothing to do with you. Shake it off, baby, Shake

620
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:33,920
Speaker 1: it off.

621
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,960
Speaker 2: Baby, exactly, exactly.

622
00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:43,000
Speaker 1: On a kind note, you guys know, I'm obsessed with

623
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:51,760
Speaker 1: Real Housewives everything. Okay, Teresa Judae got married. I saw

624
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 1: on camera.

625
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:53,880
Speaker 2: Wait on camera.

626
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 1: Yes, they said that it was filmed and that Joe

627
00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:02,440
Speaker 1: and Melissa didn't go because something happened with like Melissa

628
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:06,520
Speaker 1: allegedly like cheating on Joe or something. Why like kissing

629
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:11,400
Speaker 1: some dude and Marge saw it, Margaret, Yeah, told a friend,

630
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 1: and then you know how that happens. Yes, you know,

631
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:18,120
Speaker 1: one person sees it. One person too many witnesses.

632
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 2: Oh my god, So they weren't there? What about their kid?

633
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:23,200
Speaker 1: The kids?

634
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:24,000
Speaker 2: None, they didn't go.

635
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:26,640
Speaker 1: I don't think so we're gonna see it. But everyone

636
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 1: is talking about how Teresa Jude Ice spent fucking ten

637
00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:36,080
Speaker 1: grand on her hair fifteen hundred bobby pins?

638
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:37,440
Speaker 2: Are you joking?

639
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:41,760
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding. Three bumpets, three bumpets is what they're saying.

640
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 1: Three fucking bumpets.

641
00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:45,360
Speaker 2: The hairdo heard around the world.

642
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 1: Well, everyone's talking about this look, right, and people either

643
00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:54,160
Speaker 1: love it. Yeah, Actually that's not true. People are either

644
00:30:54,240 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 1: like weird but okay, or they're like, I do not

645
00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 1: like this. I think i'm the unpopular opinion. What I'm obsessed,

646
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:07,240
Speaker 1: stop with all of it, the whole look, the whole look.

647
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 1: I'm looking from her makeup to her dress, to the

648
00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:14,560
Speaker 1: giant crown to the giant hairdoo. I'm like, bitch, you

649
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:19,920
Speaker 1: better fucking work stop. I mean, I thought she looked stunning.

650
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:21,400
Speaker 1: And I say, if you're gonna go for it, you

651
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 1: better fucking go for it.

652
00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 2: Right. Oh yeah, oh my god.

653
00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:26,440
Speaker 1: You found your love. You're in your love bubble.

654
00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 2: Yeah.

655
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:28,640
Speaker 1: The tan was on point.

656
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:29,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, the tan was great.

657
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:35,560
Speaker 1: I am obsessed. Okay, are you looking at it? I

658
00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:35,960
Speaker 1: see it.

659
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 2: I'm looking at the hair. I'm gonna disagree with the hair.

660
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:39,920
Speaker 2: Here's the thing.

661
00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:41,840
Speaker 1: Why do I love it so much?

662
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Speaker 2: I don't mind the crown or the hair. It's like

663
00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:47,120
Speaker 2: the super high And I think she was trying. I

664
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Speaker 2: think it was a statement. It's like when you wear

665
00:31:49,360 --> 00:31:52,760
Speaker 2: that statement piece in like a fashion show and it's

666
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:56,160
Speaker 2: like it's like it's like the you know beyond, like

667
00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 2: the dress dresses that they walk out that look like

668
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:01,360
Speaker 2: balloons and then they pop them minute like that's a

669
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,840
Speaker 2: statement piece. I don't like it or hate it. It's

670
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:08,080
Speaker 2: just like, Okay, this hair, she's going back to her roots,

671
00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 2: because we all know, like Jersey Shore days. The bump

672
00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:14,360
Speaker 2: was the thing, like I used to do it, and

673
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Speaker 2: I don't know if this was like just a East

674
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 2: Coast like upstate New York, I would tease the shit

675
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Speaker 2: out of my mind.

676
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:21,000
Speaker 1: I don't know that it was just like an East

677
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:24,479
Speaker 1: Coast thing, because even in Utah girls were doing that

678
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:24,960
Speaker 1: same thing.

679
00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 2: It was like, because do you remember like Snooki and

680
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:27,960
Speaker 2: the Jersey Shore.

681
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,440
Speaker 1: It was like yeah, back combing of the hair, yes,

682
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:33,120
Speaker 1: spray tand which I still have right now. The fact

683
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:37,440
Speaker 1: that I did my first interview with these orange hands mortifying.

684
00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:39,920
Speaker 1: I woke up this morning, looked at them. I was like,

685
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 1: how are we gonna deal with this?

686
00:32:43,120 --> 00:32:44,200
Speaker 2: Did you talk with her hands?

687
00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 1: I tried not to, Okay, I was very like self conscious, yeah,

688
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:49,760
Speaker 1: and kept my hands.

689
00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:52,160
Speaker 2: It's the white nails too. That make it a little

690
00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 2: because you're you're or cream or whatever colored nails that is.

691
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 2: It accentuates the color on your hands.

692
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Speaker 1: It accentuates the orange. Yeah. Well, can I tell you

693
00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:04,440
Speaker 1: something though, I keep my nails the same throughout the

694
00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:10,520
Speaker 1: season because it's just easier that way, you know, right,

695
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:13,960
Speaker 1: It's like, let's just peanum something that it will go

696
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,480
Speaker 1: with everything. You know. I don't want to one day

697
00:33:16,480 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 1: have red nails and then it goes with my outfit,

698
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:20,920
Speaker 1: and then the next day I want to wear hot

699
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,280
Speaker 1: pink with the red nails, and it's just like clash

700
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 1: gonna work. Yes, which, by the way, I don't mind

701
00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 1: the red with the hot pink anymore. And I don't

702
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:29,720
Speaker 1: know who changed my mind. I think it was Rinna.

703
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:32,120
Speaker 1: By the way, purple with everything is like giving me

704
00:33:32,120 --> 00:33:35,120
Speaker 1: all the vibes really to real housewives at Beverly Hills.

705
00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:36,760
Speaker 1: Why who wore purple with everything?

706
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:37,080
Speaker 2: Purple?

707
00:33:37,120 --> 00:33:40,000
Speaker 1: Now? So the first time I saw it was had

708
00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:43,000
Speaker 1: nothing to do with the nails. But Erica Jane gets

709
00:33:43,040 --> 00:33:46,440
Speaker 1: on the yacht wasted and she's like, I'm fucking less,

710
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:50,360
Speaker 1: you know, living her best life. But she had on

711
00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:54,720
Speaker 1: like this pink white cover up thing, and then she

712
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:58,840
Speaker 1: had I believe purple sunglasses on. Then Rina shows up.

713
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 1: I lovely. I don't care what anyone says, and anyone

714
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:05,480
Speaker 1: clowning on her saying losing your mom doesn't give you

715
00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:08,319
Speaker 1: an excuse to be an asshole. This. I feel for

716
00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 1: her so much because when my dad died, I was

717
00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:13,360
Speaker 1: such an asshole because you have to go through the

718
00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:17,839
Speaker 1: stages of grief, right right, and then you're thrown into

719
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: a reality show and the tensions are high and it's

720
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:23,960
Speaker 1: like so many stories are happening, and no, we don't

721
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:26,520
Speaker 1: expect you to stop your life because our parent died,

722
00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:29,480
Speaker 1: but my life has stopped. So you have to allow

723
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:31,839
Speaker 1: me to engage in this from the place that I'm

724
00:34:31,840 --> 00:34:33,719
Speaker 1: coming from, because I'm allowing you to engage in it

725
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:36,600
Speaker 1: from the place you're coming from. Yes, right, yeah, so

726
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:40,560
Speaker 1: I am co signing on everything. Lisa Rena another.

727
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:42,399
Speaker 2: Unpopular Did she come on with purple nails?

728
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:46,640
Speaker 1: No, she came on with this and I forgot what

729
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 1: it was. Maybe it was like versauce or something, but

730
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:54,200
Speaker 1: it was like a red turtleneck, okay, but it had like,

731
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,440
Speaker 1: you know, a design on it. And then she had

732
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,879
Speaker 1: on purple sunglasses, and I was like, why are these

733
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:03,279
Speaker 1: purple sunglasses just hitten right with? Yeah, all that's going on?

734
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,719
Speaker 1: Yeah the pinks or the reds, Like I was so

735
00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,080
Speaker 1: into it, so now I'm gonna copy it obviously. But

736
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 1: back to Teresa's purple nails. I think I've moved on

737
00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 1: from the nails.

738
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Speaker 2: Okay, because I like the white nails, and also you

739
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 2: can clock nails expose a lot of things. Like That's

740
00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:24,120
Speaker 2: how Kylie Jenner's second pregnancy was exposed, because she posted

741
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:28,640
Speaker 2: a photo of herself obviously looking a certain way, looking

742
00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:32,960
Speaker 2: not pregnant, and then people went back to like previous

743
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:34,759
Speaker 2: posts months and months ago and they were like, look

744
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 2: at her nails, they're the same, Like she's posting old photos,

745
00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:38,800
Speaker 2: which means she's pregnant.

746
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 1: And they were right, wow, but exhausting to try and

747
00:35:42,080 --> 00:35:42,680
Speaker 1: figure that out.

748
00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:46,359
Speaker 2: Yes, Teresa's hair is it's just extreme, and I'm like.

749
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,719
Speaker 1: But love that word. It's extreme. If you're gonna do it,

750
00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:51,719
Speaker 1: if you're gonna do it, bit you better do it.

751
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:54,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, it seems because Jersey to me, when I think

752
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:55,880
Speaker 2: of the high hair and the bump, I think of

753
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,480
Speaker 2: Jersey because I grew up in New York, Jersey Shore.

754
00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:03,040
Speaker 2: So to me, I'm like, she's embracing like Jersey. It's

755
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:04,960
Speaker 2: that was ten k.

756
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 1: Just the hair.

757
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:09,440
Speaker 2: I do love the crown, and I think the dress

758
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:10,320
Speaker 2: is very classy.

759
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:12,400
Speaker 1: I'm just happy for her in general.

760
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:14,480
Speaker 2: She looks happy. I'm like, you know, this photo, look

761
00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 2: at how happy she la.

762
00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:17,080
Speaker 1: She's just happy.

763
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:19,520
Speaker 2: Is there drama I need to watch? Is there is?

764
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:21,320
Speaker 2: This is her husband on the show.

765
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:24,160
Speaker 1: He was on the show last season, and he got

766
00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,680
Speaker 1: a lot of heat for like decisions that he made

767
00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:33,000
Speaker 1: in the past. Okay, And you know, I'm no stranger

768
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:35,279
Speaker 1: to getting involved in someone's relationship. I did it with

769
00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:38,239
Speaker 1: Brock and Sheena, and you know, you just gotta let

770
00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:40,640
Speaker 1: people figure things out for themselves. Oh great, when people

771
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,840
Speaker 1: are in there in their little love bubble, you just

772
00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:47,799
Speaker 1: let him ride the wave. It's hard, though, I don't

773
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:51,800
Speaker 1: know enough about their relationship to really like talk about it. Yeah,

774
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:55,200
Speaker 1: she seems happy, her kids seem happy. That's really all

775
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:56,280
Speaker 1: that matters, right, Yeah.

776
00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:58,960
Speaker 2: Yeah. My mom always said never And I don't know

777
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:00,920
Speaker 2: if this is good advice for bad advice, but she

778
00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:04,880
Speaker 2: always said, never be the one to tell your friend

779
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 2: to get a divorce. Be the one, be the shoulder

780
00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:10,600
Speaker 2: to cry on, be the one that listens. Only tell

781
00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:12,920
Speaker 2: them if they go what do you think? And you

782
00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:14,960
Speaker 2: really think, like do I get a divorce? Do I

783
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:15,680
Speaker 2: get separated?

784
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:16,600
Speaker 1: Then be the.

785
00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,000
Speaker 2: One if you actually believe it, you say it, but

786
00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 2: never be the one that you're always like, you need

787
00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:22,480
Speaker 2: to leave him, you need to leave him.

788
00:37:22,520 --> 00:37:25,520
Speaker 1: I kind of believe that you do. Yeah, I do, because,

789
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:27,000
Speaker 1: by the way, your friend's not gonna listen to you,

790
00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:28,640
Speaker 1: whether you say leave him or stay.

791
00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:30,600
Speaker 2: And then you they want and you become the bad

792
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:32,239
Speaker 2: guy and you start turning them away and then they

793
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:33,840
Speaker 2: don't want to come to you when there's problems.

794
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:36,800
Speaker 1: Right, like when Katie was going through her stuff or

795
00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:39,200
Speaker 1: when I went through my stuff, it was like, I'm

796
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:42,280
Speaker 1: here to support you in whatever way you need. Yeah,

797
00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,040
Speaker 1: you tell me you're in it to win it. I

798
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:46,440
Speaker 1: got your back. You tell me you got a dip.

799
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:48,920
Speaker 1: I got your back, right, Yeah, So I think that

800
00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:54,120
Speaker 1: that's good advice. Yeah, Okay, super super excited for New

801
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:56,839
Speaker 1: Jersey to come out. When I start hearing that's the thing.

802
00:37:56,880 --> 00:38:00,239
Speaker 1: We all watch reality TV like it's funny as it

803
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,320
Speaker 1: is for us to like watch each other have a

804
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:06,520
Speaker 1: good time, Like we really watch to see these bitches

805
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 1: behead each other.

806
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:12,040
Speaker 2: Yes, right, that's true. That's so true. My little brother

807
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:15,719
Speaker 2: got my mom hooked on all things Bravo but Housewives

808
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:19,040
Speaker 2: and you guys, but like they're watching Housewives right now

809
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 2: and they're quote, they're constantly it's their thing. Now, my

810
00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 2: little brother and my mom quoting all the Housewives.

811
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: Well, can I tell you this is this is a

812
00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:29,600
Speaker 1: curse for me because I am a die hard Real

813
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:33,799
Speaker 1: Housewives fan. Okay, I watch the newest seasons. I go

814
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:36,800
Speaker 1: back on Hulu and watch old seasons. I just finished

815
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:40,319
Speaker 1: New York. I went back to the first season. I'm

816
00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:43,400
Speaker 1: on six now. Okay, But I notice, you know, when

817
00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 1: you hang out with a friend a lot, you guys

818
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:47,160
Speaker 1: start talking like each other. Yes, I'm hanging out with

819
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:51,040
Speaker 1: the Housewives a little too much, okay, because I will

820
00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 1: be sitting whether it's in real life or we're filming,

821
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 1: and I start saying shit, And I'm like, I'm pretty

822
00:38:57,120 --> 00:39:00,200
Speaker 1: sure that line has been used before. But you know,

823
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:03,200
Speaker 1: I'm kicking it with the Housewives every day on my TV, So, like,

824
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:04,040
Speaker 1: what do you expect.

825
00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:07,280
Speaker 2: I'm like, at least not the same network.

826
00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:10,560
Speaker 1: I know right, I'm kind of giving your red because

827
00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,200
Speaker 1: you know these Bravo fans are gonna go back and

828
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:15,680
Speaker 1: be like so and so said this season seven baper.

829
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:19,520
Speaker 1: But I literally like this morning. I knew I had

830
00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:21,600
Speaker 1: to get glam super early, so I woke up at

831
00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:23,480
Speaker 1: like five point thirty, got my coffee, got back in

832
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:25,919
Speaker 1: the bed, and turned on Real Housewives of New York.

833
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:28,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's fun. I didn't realize you did that. You

834
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:29,880
Speaker 2: woke up nation and early.

835
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 1: You didn't realize my Oh yeah, when I because you

836
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:33,600
Speaker 1: got to get the bows.

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00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:35,080
Speaker 2: Oh. I love that.

838
00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 1: It's also process.

839
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,480
Speaker 2: You drink a cup of well, I drink my glass

840
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:42,440
Speaker 2: of water every morning, which not that I need help,

841
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,520
Speaker 2: but like, I just do it every morning. It makes

842
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 2: me feel great. It's it's a cup of water, mine's

843
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:52,000
Speaker 2: filtered water and a whole lemon squeezed into it, and

844
00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:57,399
Speaker 2: then a eighth teaspoon of pink Himalayan salt and that's

845
00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:00,640
Speaker 2: supposed to hydrate you. I should start doing It's really

846
00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:01,960
Speaker 2: it's I love it. I'm like addict.

847
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,040
Speaker 1: But you're also the person where we go to Vegas

848
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:06,040
Speaker 1: for an overnight trip and still go to the gym

849
00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:08,000
Speaker 1: in the morning. It's like it's overnight. Just you can

850
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:09,719
Speaker 1: miss one day, miss one day.

851
00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:11,680
Speaker 2: It was just the treadmill, but I was like, I

852
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:13,680
Speaker 2: gotta get moving. I could either go for a run

853
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,000
Speaker 2: around Vegas, which like I wasn't feeling because it was

854
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:18,800
Speaker 2: so hot, like, or I could go on the treadmill.

855
00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,680
Speaker 1: Or you could just walk the way we did because

856
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:23,840
Speaker 1: we walked a convention center and dragging our suitcase movement

857
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:25,160
Speaker 1: for me, that's true.

858
00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:34,360
Speaker 2: Oh, speaking of the Bravo world. Yes, I don't have

859
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:36,160
Speaker 2: a little announcement. I'm sure it was already announced.

860
00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 1: No, it was announced. Finally. I didn't know if I

861
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 1: was going or not. I didn't have to be invited

862
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:42,040
Speaker 1: or whatever. Yeah, And I'm sitting there and I'm like

863
00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 1: I haven't been invited, and my lawyer is like, no,

864
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 1: you still won't sign the fucking thing that's been sitting

865
00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:48,880
Speaker 1: in your inbox forever. And I'm like, why did someone

866
00:40:48,920 --> 00:40:51,640
Speaker 1: tell me? They're like you wake up over there?

867
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:53,839
Speaker 2: I always say too, I'm like, if you don't see

868
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:55,799
Speaker 2: If someone calls me and they're like, did lalla see this?

869
00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 2: And I'm like, was I se seed on the email?

870
00:40:58,080 --> 00:40:59,920
Speaker 2: And if they say no, I'm like then probably not.

871
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:02,160
Speaker 1: You have to because the moment I hired you, I

872
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:04,040
Speaker 1: took my brain out of my head and gave it

873
00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:04,279
Speaker 1: to you.

874
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:07,480
Speaker 2: Yes, like you have to see me on emails, but

875
00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:10,160
Speaker 2: you also get like two hundred a day, so you're

876
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 2: not gonna see No, it's a lot. If I'm not CCD,

877
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:13,960
Speaker 2: I'm like you, guys.

878
00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:17,000
Speaker 1: No, you got to slide into my text messages and say,

879
00:41:17,160 --> 00:41:19,000
Speaker 1: send you something in your email and then I'll get

880
00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:21,040
Speaker 1: around to it, or Jessica will put it on a

881
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:23,560
Speaker 1: post it note on the calendar that says do this,

882
00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:25,799
Speaker 1: and then I'll do it. So I am going to

883
00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:30,480
Speaker 1: BRAVOCN in New York. I'm so excited. Katie and I

884
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:33,880
Speaker 1: both have our own rooms, but like we're now like

885
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:36,040
Speaker 1: we're just bed buddies.

886
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:39,919
Speaker 2: Yes, we share a bed. I like it that way,

887
00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 2: love it.

888
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 1: Okay, that's just how we roll. Now she has my

889
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:45,880
Speaker 1: life partner besides my mom and my baby, you know,

890
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 1: and we're in the same zone. It's like we don't

891
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:52,640
Speaker 1: want men, we just want to have fun. And now

892
00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 1: that I am going and now that I've ripped the

893
00:41:57,080 --> 00:42:01,239
Speaker 1: band aid off of like being intimate with someone, which,

894
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 1: by the way, that guy, Yeah, who I hooked up with. Yeah,

895
00:42:05,239 --> 00:42:08,719
Speaker 1: we talked for like two hours beforehand. I know. And

896
00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:11,040
Speaker 1: I think that's the money move because I.

897
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:13,000
Speaker 2: Think it makes you feel comfortable and safe.

898
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:16,080
Speaker 1: Because I don't feel comfortable just like doing that right,

899
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 1: you know, like we had mutual friends in common. Yea,

900
00:42:18,680 --> 00:42:20,920
Speaker 1: it was like a safe space then we were it

901
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:22,880
Speaker 1: was just like, Okay, I feel comfortable. Now, yeah, I

902
00:42:22,920 --> 00:42:28,040
Speaker 1: feel safe, but I'm just kind of excited to go

903
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:29,520
Speaker 1: to Bramo con.

904
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:31,759
Speaker 2: Wait, so does this mean? Because to me, I'm like,

905
00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 2: I don't agree with this that you're going to be

906
00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:36,320
Speaker 2: sharing a bed with Katie in New York for Bravo

907
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:37,120
Speaker 2: con No.

908
00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,120
Speaker 1: I mean, we each have our own rooms, but let's

909
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:42,440
Speaker 1: not even lie, like I'm probably gonna go crawl. But

910
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 1: unless she's like, finds a cute boy and she's like,

911
00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:46,600
Speaker 1: I want to hang out with him in my room,

912
00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:49,880
Speaker 1: they'll be like, Okay, that's fine. You know, yeah, I'm

913
00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:53,200
Speaker 1: not gonna be a cock block. That's the worst kind

914
00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:53,560
Speaker 1: of friend.

915
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:55,960
Speaker 2: At Least you'll have your own space if you need it,

916
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 2: because what if you meet a handsome guy in New York?

917
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 1: What if I know there he doesn't listen to this

918
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:10,640
Speaker 1: podcast no, No, he's gonna hear about my period and

919
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:14,680
Speaker 1: him all in one episode.

920
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:19,520
Speaker 2: He might start listening. Now, No, I'm taking that back

921
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:21,040
Speaker 2: and putting it back.

922
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:22,640
Speaker 1: I just heightened my mind.

923
00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:27,400
Speaker 2: No, he's not gonna listen. What if you met someone

924
00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 2: in New York and they were a big fan but

925
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:33,240
Speaker 2: they like were gorgeous and they were they were like, hey,

926
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,560
Speaker 2: they were respectful and cool about it, but they were like,

927
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:37,840
Speaker 2: I'm a big fan, like I'm here for Bravo con

928
00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 2: and I just love you. But they were like, so

929
00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:43,760
Speaker 2: good luck. No, no, it's off the table. No, okay.

930
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,399
Speaker 1: I don't know why I'm attracted to people that are

931
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 1: like the fuck are you? You know? That's the thing

932
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 1: that scares me with that is I think if someone

933
00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:57,239
Speaker 1: were to be interested in me based off of what

934
00:43:57,280 --> 00:43:59,560
Speaker 1: they've seen on TV, which that is real life. But

935
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:03,120
Speaker 1: in a sense, in order to keep my sanity, I

936
00:44:03,200 --> 00:44:05,799
Speaker 1: have to compartmentalize, if that makes sense, because if I

937
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:07,959
Speaker 1: and I've done this where I take my job home

938
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:11,600
Speaker 1: with me and it becomes unbearable. So to keep my

939
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:16,319
Speaker 1: mind straight, I have to go, okay, work and then

940
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:18,359
Speaker 1: you're gonna leave it there and you're gonna go home

941
00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 1: and you're gonna decompress now, of course, I like, we'll

942
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:22,479
Speaker 1: talk to my friends about it. But in my mind

943
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:24,680
Speaker 1: it makes sense to me. Yeah yeah, But in reality,

944
00:44:24,719 --> 00:44:26,400
Speaker 1: I'm sure I'm still obsessing over it, but I'm not

945
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:28,439
Speaker 1: harboring it. If that makes sense. That does makes sense.

946
00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:30,719
Speaker 1: Like I sit there and I'll talk some shit off

947
00:44:30,760 --> 00:44:33,319
Speaker 1: camera whatever. I can't believe that should happen, but I'm

948
00:44:33,320 --> 00:44:35,320
Speaker 1: not holding it close to my chest.

949
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:36,680
Speaker 2: Yes, no, that makes sense.

950
00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:38,919
Speaker 1: So if a dude, if a dude has watched the show,

951
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:41,799
Speaker 1: I would get worried you are falling for la La

952
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:45,880
Speaker 1: and like, yeah, I also like to go home and

953
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:48,359
Speaker 1: cover my face in oil and put zick cream one

954
00:44:48,440 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 1: and like I like to just be Lauren from fucking Utah.

955
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,359
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like Lalla is a part of you, and you're

956
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:55,400
Speaker 2: yeah someone Yeah no, by the way.

957
00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:57,839
Speaker 1: She is me, that is obviously me. But if you're

958
00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,200
Speaker 1: watching the show then and you're a big fan and

959
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:03,520
Speaker 1: you want to start dating me, then you're falling for

960
00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:06,520
Speaker 1: for just the smallest piece of who I am, right right,

961
00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:08,200
Speaker 1: you know, because we go home and ain't going to

962
00:45:08,280 --> 00:45:10,560
Speaker 1: be that spicy. Yeah, but I think he whose name

963
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:12,319
Speaker 1: we shall not mention, he was a big fan of

964
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:15,919
Speaker 1: the show and kind of came into sir and saw

965
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:19,799
Speaker 1: me there, and I think he fell for that person, right,

966
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:22,600
Speaker 1: you know where it was like, you're I don't want

967
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:24,480
Speaker 1: to go home to Utah, Like you don't want to

968
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,320
Speaker 1: go to Utah? Or anytime I would express like I

969
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:27,759
Speaker 1: would love to get a place there, I'd be like

970
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:29,840
Speaker 1: ew why and yeah, well, I don't know if you

971
00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:32,719
Speaker 1: know this, but like that's where I come from, right,

972
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,960
Speaker 1: My family is there. I know you think that when

973
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: I'm not on your television, I powered down and put

974
00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:41,600
Speaker 1: myself in a closet. Yeah that's not how this works,

975
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:46,520
Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, yes, so there's that anyway. Oh my god,

976
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:47,400
Speaker 1: this was a fun episode.

977
00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:49,400
Speaker 2: This was a fun episode, and we know that you

978
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:52,279
Speaker 2: guys were like more personal, more what's it called kei king?

979
00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:53,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, we were keiking.

980
00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:55,880
Speaker 2: Is that this us? Yes? You're learning.

981
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 1: I love it. I hope you guys enjoy today's episode

982
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:04,840
Speaker 1: of Give Them Lala. You guys are awesome as fuck.

983
00:46:05,040 --> 00:46:08,239
Speaker 1: Go out there, slay the damn day. Happy hump Day.

984
00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:09,960
Speaker 2: Also Happy hump Day.

985
00:46:10,120 --> 00:46:13,480
Speaker 1: Yay throw back and drink for me if you drink otherwise,

986
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:16,239
Speaker 1: stay popping your perriees and I will catch you next week.