Speaker 1: That's ship. Now it's lip service. I'm Angela yee, I'm
Speaker 1: Stephanie Santiago, I'm G. G McGuire, I'm Lauria, and I
Speaker 1: grant me Isabella is here with us. Hello, lady, it's
Speaker 1: been a long time. It has been a long time, yes,
Speaker 1: And you always got a lot going on now, you know.
Speaker 1: We always start with the tip of the day. Today's
Speaker 1: tip of the day is if you break up with
Speaker 1: somebody and they owe you money, how do you get
Speaker 1: it back? Or do you just chocolate up and do
Speaker 1: you just say, oh well, I mean I would just
Speaker 1: consider it a loss anyway. But you can sue their
Speaker 1: asses if you have receien you can have you hear
Speaker 1: about my sued like his date or she was texting
Speaker 1: during a movie. What Yes, he sued her for texting
Speaker 1: during his movie. And I think you one, Wow, for sure,
Speaker 1: that's ridiculous, really expensive these days. How much you got
Speaker 1: was it? I picked the get my money back bit? Here?
Speaker 1: Calm down, Lauria, because you would get sued everybody though,
Speaker 1: like a little bit during the movie when people text there. Now,
Speaker 1: if I'm home, I'm on the phone. The whole time
Speaker 1: I watched movies with LORI yell in the house and
Speaker 1: she don't never watch the movie. She'd be playing movies
Speaker 1: on Like you got the most Dad. But if you
Speaker 1: were in the theater and it's black in there and
Speaker 1: you got your phone out, you can see here, yeah everything,
Speaker 1: like I can't see all right? So, ladies, have you
Speaker 1: have you ever broken up with somebody and they owe
Speaker 1: you something or maybe some of your ship at their house. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you definitely wanna get your ship back because you know,
Speaker 1: sometimes people try to hold out because they know I
Speaker 1: want to hold on to you, so I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: give you your ship back. That's crazy. I hate people
Speaker 1: like that, petty. It took me a long time to
Speaker 1: get my stuff back. When I moved out. Lord, I
Speaker 1: thought she wasn't going. I was like, oh, well, I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna lie a that I wasn't getting that ship
Speaker 1: back neither. And then I feel like when I did
Speaker 1: getting my stuff back and it wasn't, I felt like
Speaker 1: the bitch that moved in after. Yeah, you got to
Speaker 1: play nice sometimes too, Like hex husband, so all my
Speaker 1: stuff when I left him when I was young, he
Speaker 1: took every So when you got married at money right
Speaker 1: for four years. But he was a lot older than you,
Speaker 1: way older than me thirty years or some thirty years.
Speaker 1: He was fifty, and I was that's crazy, that was crazy.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to marry him. He was not playing
Speaker 1: with my with me though, he like he went to
Speaker 1: the family. He was paying people's bills, like he got
Speaker 1: in with everybody so much. I didn't he knew. I
Speaker 1: was very vocal, like, look, we're a business partners. I
Speaker 1: had a boutique on Michigan Avenue that was launching. He
Speaker 1: was one of my partners, and I was like, this
Speaker 1: is a business to You're like, I'm not trying to
Speaker 1: do mess up anything or mix up anything. He wasn't happening.
Speaker 1: He trapped you. He trapped me, right, Yeah, my baby
Speaker 1: was my business and he used my business to trap me. Heart,
Speaker 1: was it for you to leave somebody because I know
Speaker 1: you were very comfortable. It was very pleasy, yeah wealthy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it wasn't hard at all because he was an asshole. Okay,
Speaker 1: so you know it doesn't matter how much money he has,
Speaker 1: how many diamonds he put on me, how many houses
Speaker 1: he gave me, Like I would have rather have just
Speaker 1: been with somebody he didn't have nothing and you were
Speaker 1: after that. I was extreme thought that I would have
Speaker 1: wanted somebody that didn't have shipp the n guy somebo
Speaker 1: didn't have ship and he was but you know that
Speaker 1: ship bad when you'd be like, I don't give a
Speaker 1: funk if I'm just broke, I'm just out. When you
Speaker 1: say it was an ASSHOLEO, what is abusive? He was
Speaker 1: very abusive to me. He was very vocally, emotionally, mentally,
Speaker 1: he was in any way that he could be. He
Speaker 1: was just abusive. He was awful. So then the next
Speaker 1: guy you got with, you were kind of the bread
Speaker 1: winner and the situation. Yeah, so how did that happen?
Speaker 1: Was it? Because I do feel like sometimes you break
Speaker 1: up with somebody and you're like, I don't want anybody
Speaker 1: like that person, going to the exact opposite. I ended
Speaker 1: up shooting with him doing a movie, and so I
Speaker 1: guess I was digmatized and a little bit lonely. Husben,
Speaker 1: I've been single for pite sometime and it was some
Speaker 1: good stuff. So I was like, I like that, and
Speaker 1: he kind of he knew how to talk to me
Speaker 1: the right way, and I kind of felt for that.
Speaker 1: So and he said I didn't have anything I had
Speaker 1: houses and stuff like that. Houses, you know houses as
Speaker 1: the time. Yeah, and you started shooting when you a nineteen,
Speaker 1: when you got married at twenty, right, did you stop
Speaker 1: doing movies? I did. I had only done like maybe
Speaker 1: two or three scenes ever at that point, but they
Speaker 1: were big projects, so it made me really popular. But
Speaker 1: I was focusing on my fashion career as I had
Speaker 1: finished school in Paris and I was opening up my store,
Speaker 1: so I didn't really have time to be involved with
Speaker 1: that world anymore. And I didn't want it to be
Speaker 1: like something that affected my relationship at all, so I
Speaker 1: focused more on just being a mad woman. At the point,
Speaker 1: was he like, I don't want you to do that
Speaker 1: ship No, Actually, a couple of years in, I got
Speaker 1: the opportunity to launch my own site from one of
Speaker 1: the top companies, and he was all four. He was
Speaker 1: there shooting behind the scenes video. He was all about that.
Speaker 1: He was super jealous in real life, like I wasn't
Speaker 1: allowed to go to the grocery store alone, and I
Speaker 1: wasn't allowed to do anything like any relatives where they
Speaker 1: were if they were a man, he had a dick.
Speaker 1: You were not allowed around me and his mind. If
Speaker 1: you have a dick you want to suck and I'm not.
Speaker 1: I'm not risking it. So he was very like it
Speaker 1: was just too like I don't know how to describe it,
Speaker 1: but just like suffocating. He didn't let me grow and
Speaker 1: I was too young to not be flowering. I needed
Speaker 1: to like do me you only I wasn't. He's a
Speaker 1: big life. I just needed to also be able to
Speaker 1: just enjoy myself. It wasn't about sex, it wasn't about
Speaker 1: being with other people. I didn't need that. But I
Speaker 1: needed some support to just grow into my own and
Speaker 1: he wasn't happening that he wanted to keep me. I
Speaker 1: needed to live. Yeah, he wasn't having it. You think,
Speaker 1: could you imagine being married at twenty? I think about
Speaker 1: what I was doing. I was in college when I
Speaker 1: was twenty, though, but I was so immature, Like, there's
Speaker 1: no way. I wasn't no good to nobody. When I
Speaker 1: was twenty years old, all I wanted to do was
Speaker 1: hang out with my friends. Yeah, that would have been nice.
Speaker 1: I did a little bit of that. You know. It
Speaker 1: was just I enjoyed the beginning part of it because
Speaker 1: the pursuit when he pursued me, when he wooed me.
Speaker 1: He did a really good job. Like I said, he
Speaker 1: won my whole family over. He was paying off people's houses,
Speaker 1: he was going crazy. Whatever he could do to get
Speaker 1: in with everybody, he did it. So then you said,
Speaker 1: when you left you, he took all your ship. It's
Speaker 1: like all my stuff. When I was on a ship,
Speaker 1: I was on a trip to l A doing the shoot.
Speaker 1: He knew I was gone. We had already separated, he
Speaker 1: had already moved out of my house. Um got all
Speaker 1: his stuff that he had gotten. Like at him, take
Speaker 1: all his stuff with no problem, anything that he had
Speaker 1: bought me. I didn't want to keep nothing in his ven,
Speaker 1: my jewels, everything. And then because I figured he was
Speaker 1: going to try to follow me and use that to chase,
Speaker 1: give me that first right. I'm gonna need my stuff back.
Speaker 1: He wanted a reason to keep. What are you gonna do?
Speaker 1: That's what I want to know. He saw all of
Speaker 1: my women's clothing from my boutique, Like, what you're gonna
Speaker 1: do with that? He saw like sixty bottles of perfume.
Speaker 1: He saw every pair of panties of mine, Like, maybe
Speaker 1: he'll auction it when I'm dead. One day, I don't
Speaker 1: know he right away. It was really mad. He was
Speaker 1: really mad. I don't realize he was mad because he
Speaker 1: was the one that wasn't legally divorced. That was on him.
Speaker 1: And I found out about it. You got it out,
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, so you lie, because let's
Speaker 1: keep living like a merry woman, following those rules. You know,
Speaker 1: my grandmother is a old school southern Black woman, so
Speaker 1: she was my main advisor in my relationship, and I
Speaker 1: was following all her advice and growing up and doing
Speaker 1: the relationship the way she would have. You know, taught
Speaker 1: her any daughter to be a wife, and he used
Speaker 1: that to his advantage, knowing that she was advising me
Speaker 1: to be that kind of wife for him, and he
Speaker 1: wasn't even divorced. So I'm doing all that living by
Speaker 1: the wife rules and you're not even divorced. Was he black? No,
Speaker 1: he was Italian. Okay, he's like few and I wish
Speaker 1: I could have my personal belongings. But he took everything,
Speaker 1: even my panties, so Patty, what are you so penny?
Speaker 1: And left one in my garage, one pair in the garage.
Speaker 1: You're like, damn, I gotta keep weird. And he left
Speaker 1: my door opening my house in the middle of winterest
Speaker 1: and my cat would sneak out and die in the winter.
Speaker 1: But okay, I was like smart because she was like
Speaker 1: the hand I came home, my house was freezing. I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the is Stephanie would have loved that that time
Speaker 1: when I walked in, like damn, they turned the kitchen enough,
Speaker 1: like the balcony was open. I was like, Oh my god,
Speaker 1: what a dickhead. And he's still stalking me, still in
Speaker 1: love with me, still calls my grandma every fucking day,
Speaker 1: stalks my Twitter. No, he's got a new wife. I
Speaker 1: thought you said, did they deport him every day? The
Speaker 1: guy that would be nice? Now, Mia Isabella, I'm sure
Speaker 1: you've acted crazy in your life though, too, because a
Speaker 1: lot of times, guys, and this is for all of us, okay,
Speaker 1: a lot of times we act crazy and we don't
Speaker 1: take responsibility for how crazy we acted. And that's when
Speaker 1: you have to sit back and be like, why the
Speaker 1: fuck am I acting so crazy? What's the craziest ship
Speaker 1: you ever did? It depends on like what time I
Speaker 1: mean it it's like I'm violent crazy, or if it's
Speaker 1: like just something wild crazy. I think if you want
Speaker 1: to say, like something relationship one. I put a gun
Speaker 1: to his head because he was disrespecting run of my grandma,
Speaker 1: and he was like, and I was sick of being abused.
Speaker 1: I have finally just lost my ship. And I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what, bitch, I'm done with you. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: got my gun. I thought that I had un because
Speaker 1: I always took my gun. I always took my clip out,
Speaker 1: always put the bullet out of the chamber. He was
Speaker 1: gone on a trip and I was on myself, so
Speaker 1: I put it in because I couldn't cock it, then
Speaker 1: put the bullet in if something was to happen. So
Speaker 1: I forgot so I went to get the gun just
Speaker 1: to scare. I'm like, you know you're gonna be calling
Speaker 1: you a bitches in front of my grandma, Like this
Speaker 1: is gonna stop today. And I'm off the floor with
Speaker 1: his ass. That day, I mased them down, taste him,
Speaker 1: beat him down, up and down the stairs. But he
Speaker 1: had done a lot of ass whooping himself. Now, don't
Speaker 1: get it twisted. He had been sucking me up for
Speaker 1: quite some time, so he deserved every bit of that
Speaker 1: ass whip. And then he finally got so you had
Speaker 1: mace a taser and a guy had it off because
Speaker 1: I had a music lesson that I had a music
Speaker 1: lesson that day, and so I remember looking at my
Speaker 1: my music stand, my violin, my music stand, and I
Speaker 1: remember like, Okay, if you keep going disrespecting me, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna get the stand. I'm popping upside his head. Your
Speaker 1: first has your Mason, your tastes, Randy, We're gonna mace
Speaker 1: that ass. We're gonna taste them, and then we're gonna
Speaker 1: take it upstairs. I said, Grandma, go downstairs, because she's
Speaker 1: sitting in the living room, and said go downstairs, because
Speaker 1: he's not gonna keep on clowning me in front of
Speaker 1: you and being disrespect when he's disrespecting you. Downstairs, she
Speaker 1: didn't want to go because she knew I was about
Speaker 1: to black out on that. Grandma. I said, go down stairs,
Speaker 1: and then I just grabbed the music standing. What's my purse.
Speaker 1: It's like a day, Come bring your ass upstairs to
Speaker 1: the third floor. Took up upstairs, got the gun. Like
Speaker 1: I said, I just put it this game. I'm like,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna be putting your hands in anymore. We're
Speaker 1: not gonna play this game no more. It's done today.
Speaker 1: But I thought that the gun was you know, the
Speaker 1: bullet was not in the chains I put it and
Speaker 1: I was just in there shaking. I was like I would.
Speaker 1: I was squeezed to play, but you don't play with guns,
Speaker 1: your licensed woman who has a gun? You know not
Speaker 1: to play with no damn guns. Put it squeeze that
Speaker 1: you would, I would have been gone a long time ago, absolutely,
Speaker 1: with my whole life would have been chained. So that
Speaker 1: was crazy as hell. I went upstairs up to my
Speaker 1: third floor, my balcony, and I just squeezed it, just
Speaker 1: you know, let some stress out, and the motherfucker went on.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh ship and that just like I
Speaker 1: was like, we're done. Was like, the relationship is over.
Speaker 1: Listen when that should happens. We're not good for each other,
Speaker 1: know what? Though we still stayed together two and a
Speaker 1: half years. Did he ever put his hands on you again?
Speaker 1: But he was he was. He was a little bit
Speaker 1: more careful. He waited until I was not like Miami
Speaker 1: Fashion Week or something, sitting on a runway where you
Speaker 1: know where I couldn't do anything. There's a thousand cameras everywhere,
Speaker 1: Like he would wait until we were far away from home,
Speaker 1: away from everybody, in some kind of situation where he
Speaker 1: knew I wouldn't act. What a toxic relationship. It was
Speaker 1: very toxic and he controlled everything financially, so he was
Speaker 1: abusing in a lot of different ways. Familiar Uh were good? Okay,
Speaker 1: can anybody I don't even know. I'm an angel, y'all
Speaker 1: see my halo because I feel like a lot of
Speaker 1: times guys will be like, yo, you're so crazy, Like
Speaker 1: what the funk? You acted so crazy? And you're like, yo,
Speaker 1: what am I doing? Like? But sometimes guys will make
Speaker 1: you act crazy, yeah, and then they didn't do nothing. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I know. One time I almost went to my ex
Speaker 1: baby mama had the keys are a crib and all that. Like,
Speaker 1: I took him from him. I was like, why you
Speaker 1: got keys in her crib? So I took them and
Speaker 1: then he was acting up for he wasn't answering the phone.
Speaker 1: I was like, all right, I'm on my way to
Speaker 1: your baby mom crib. I got the keys, so we're
Speaker 1: gonna let's go. And I texted him this and then
Speaker 1: what happened? Oh, he called me right back right. I
Speaker 1: was literally, when I tell you, I was getting off
Speaker 1: the exit, like yeah, it's going down, and then why
Speaker 1: why I'm on my ware? I'm like, what the funk
Speaker 1: am I doing? But but yes, but your emotions like
Speaker 1: you just don't even be I swear you don't even
Speaker 1: be thinking, and I like, I don't. I don't even
Speaker 1: know what I would have did when I got there.
Speaker 1: Like first of all, they got a whole kid like
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, But I wasn't thinking abafter
Speaker 1: it calmed you down, probably anyway, maybe not like I was, Yeah,
Speaker 1: maybe not. I was that mad, like ship what if
Speaker 1: he had been there? That's when you know. That's when
Speaker 1: you know it would have been two people going to
Speaker 1: jump back. But listen, when somebody got you to really
Speaker 1: add a character, that's when you know and doing it
Speaker 1: like what doinglved in the situation. I know, Stephanie crazy
Speaker 1: is awfully quiet. I mean I don't. I don't really
Speaker 1: be the one acting crazy. I feel like I feel
Speaker 1: like I'd just be knowing, And whenever I expressed my knowing,
Speaker 1: I get I guess spend like I'm crazy, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? I don't. I don't think I've ever
Speaker 1: spassed out on a guy. I stopped. I stobbed my
Speaker 1: time with wrapping paper scissors, you know those big heavy
Speaker 1: like yeah, I stabbed somebody with that one time. That's
Speaker 1: a little crazy stuff. But it was because I was mad.
Speaker 1: We know that, Cleary, I don't know, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was so happy I stopped crazy. I don't think
Speaker 1: up what did you stabbing for? Like? What happened? It
Speaker 1: was it was Christmas? He clearly, she was exactly. It
Speaker 1: was Christmas. Even it was arguing. To be honest, I
Speaker 1: can't even tell you why we started arguing. Were just
Speaker 1: and like here in this arm. Yeah, because he was
Speaker 1: there and I was just like you know, the scene
Speaker 1: starts coming out of your ears and it's like shoot shoot.
Speaker 1: But when he was you know, I'm not gonna live.
Speaker 1: I tried him all the ways I've tried. I came
Speaker 1: at him with a knife before, I've come out him,
Speaker 1: you know, with hands, and I'm never I'm never fast enough,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's really quick. He's athletic,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. He's like really quick like
Speaker 1: the matrix. But this time I actually got him. But
Speaker 1: I didn't do nothing. It wasn't like a real stab.
Speaker 1: It was a stab with a gift rappensis there Like,
Speaker 1: it's not like I didn't break or anything. No, he
Speaker 1: was definitely bleeding. Definitely, he didn't need to go to
Speaker 1: the anything. Yeah, everything was cool. Jeez, tell me you're
Speaker 1: crazy astory because I know you didn't through Who could that?
Speaker 1: People's the craziest thing. He thinks, SO know it's but
Speaker 1: I feel like it's because I'm Puerto Rican. I gotta
Speaker 1: pass like for stobbing somebody, right, I got a lot
Speaker 1: of this and nobody ever hear it. I'm Puerto Rican.
Speaker 1: I've never stabbed anybody. I've never made anybody. I've never
Speaker 1: put a gun to anybody. She had calls or somewhere.
Speaker 1: I've never hit anybody with a car. It was funny
Speaker 1: I caught that one. You did though some hot coals
Speaker 1: I did. I didn't knock over the over there. Do
Speaker 1: you feel like you're crazy for that? No? Right now
Speaker 1: those closes will burn through your legs. Just that you
Speaker 1: don't want to caught a fire this that's coming next.
Speaker 1: I probably anything could have happened. Yeah, well he deserved it.
Speaker 1: I feel like God, who didn't deserve it? The people
Speaker 1: said next him the end, it st bystanders. The burnday closed.
Speaker 1: But I see if you're like, you know, stand up
Speaker 1: to them. I feel like guys do ship on purpose
Speaker 1: and then they spin it like she's crazy. They they
Speaker 1: run that crazy. You could do nothing that's crazy, Like
Speaker 1: you could be like, yo, who was that bitch that
Speaker 1: you was? You? Listen? Why are you so crazy? And
Speaker 1: you're like you're kissing a bit exactly like you're the one.
Speaker 1: But I'm crazy, y'all going no, that's why I call
Speaker 1: I call the guy I called my baby punched it
Speaker 1: because I guess me so something stuff coming out. I'm
Speaker 1: so tired of getting spend the scissors, hid the box.
Speaker 1: Coulter's about to spit a razor from under her damn tongue.
Speaker 1: I see the seed coming out. But that's a man's
Speaker 1: number one thing that they say, Yo, you're fucking crazy?
Speaker 1: Why are you so crazy? And that makes you want
Speaker 1: to be crazier. It's like, oh, y'all you want to
Speaker 1: see now you want want to be crazy to go
Speaker 1: to sleep crazy. But guys like when you add crazy too,
Speaker 1: let's keep it ready. If you don't attractive, they love
Speaker 1: that crazy. You did have one guy, I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: he's a famous boxer and he I was so mad
Speaker 1: to him, and I used to always disrespect him, always
Speaker 1: cust him out away from me, stop calling me, stop
Speaker 1: harassing me. Because nobody talked to him like that right now.
Speaker 1: Used to that, and I was just like, your goofy
Speaker 1: gets out of You're a crazy I love that. I'm like, okay, whatever,
Speaker 1: I like that impersonation Canadian friends. So he sounds like that, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: could gratulation to you for being miss October. Thank you,
Speaker 1: thank you. I guess I missed two thousands, seven seens.
Speaker 1: I get to hold the title for a year. So
Speaker 1: what does that mean? No idea, I'm not gonna lie idea.
Speaker 1: I don't know if this. If we were watching some
Speaker 1: of your poor but you have a big as, then
Speaker 1: it's like side lea. I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: it seems when you save Parson, you're it's like the
Speaker 1: motherfucker couldn't even take it all the way. I was like,
Speaker 1: y'all was watching the scene, Yeah, because but you know
Speaker 1: what we realize is that you're a grower. I definitely am.
Speaker 1: Because it didn't get it. I won by a lot
Speaker 1: of points on The Howard Show because of like we
Speaker 1: got judged on beauty and then cock and I'm just blastids.
Speaker 1: I was just like, okay, I don't know how that's
Speaker 1: sexually appealing or whatever, but I'm yeah, my god, I
Speaker 1: couldn't believe it. It just got bigger and bigger because
Speaker 1: at first you were like but then it was like right,
Speaker 1: That's why I can tuck so well right, because there's
Speaker 1: long pop like bring your back. It's not hard, you
Speaker 1: know what everything And I don't even feel you know,
Speaker 1: when it SuDS right, like no, and when you're wearing
Speaker 1: a bikini, you don't see anything like you know, I
Speaker 1: love you baby before Oh yeah, she definitely she got pictures.
Speaker 1: I stay with a picture, I say, I think I
Speaker 1: got a new one. And the guys that everyone in
Speaker 1: them out them up like a random you know. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what. That's why I make sure everything is nice.
Speaker 1: The skin is nice and the color is nice, because
Speaker 1: I know, like sometimes when your boyfriend's acting up, you
Speaker 1: gotta remind him like, oh this is you're gonna treat
Speaker 1: her like that. You can treat me bad, but this
Speaker 1: is how you can. Did you put it? But I
Speaker 1: feel like, all right, every home, sorry, do you put
Speaker 1: if your pussy, nah, you can't well do I nah,
Speaker 1: I try that even if she did it's pretty because
Speaker 1: I never take yeah, it's pretty. I don't take put
Speaker 1: on pussy pictures with snapshot or with you just the regular.
Speaker 1: That's why I don't do that. You can't put I
Speaker 1: thought I was saying that to one of my dudes,
Speaker 1: like little you know, sexy thing personally and then my
Speaker 1: dime so I didn't get to catch it ship and
Speaker 1: like I was gone all day long. Finally got home
Speaker 1: at nighttime. My fucking snapchat was everybody was counting, but
Speaker 1: you were like, it's a good picture. Though I was
Speaker 1: embarrassed because my at that time, everybody was following me,
Speaker 1: including family members, like that they're wrong, you know. I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like twenty eight year old nieces and like that because
Speaker 1: I really don't want Yeah, I go, I go to
Speaker 1: dinner and my sister's like, we need to have a
Speaker 1: talk and sit down. What happened? Like all we need
Speaker 1: to have a discussion. She's like, so my daughter was
Speaker 1: a little bit traumatized by your snapchat. Was snapchat? She's like,
Speaker 1: you know the snapchat. I'm like, I have no idea
Speaker 1: what you're talking about. And she was like, we saw
Speaker 1: all your business, and she's very confused now And I
Speaker 1: thought to myself, well, my niece is a lesbian and
Speaker 1: she you know, it's fully grown, ten ears old. She
Speaker 1: got her cute girl and they do all the things.
Speaker 1: So I don't know how traumatize family member. It was embarrassing.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see anything any of my family
Speaker 1: members like one of your family members had like and
Speaker 1: mayket picture. I don't want to see a titty from
Speaker 1: none of my family. I don't want to see an
Speaker 1: elbow elbow come. I don't want to see nothing nasty
Speaker 1: from like my family members. All right, we had like
Speaker 1: my uncle and here's his ass. I'm cool. All right,
Speaker 1: now we have an asked the question. Okay, this is
Speaker 1: a tough situation. My new boyfriend of the last eight months,
Speaker 1: it's totally amazing. He listens, he's considerate, perfect amount of clinging,
Speaker 1: fluid in the sense of dealing with my bagage for
Speaker 1: my previous relationship. Very supportive. Except one problem. Outside of
Speaker 1: his head game, his sex is whack. It's terrible. I've
Speaker 1: had smaller dicks with better game. It's probably the worst
Speaker 1: I've ever had being thirty three and very comfortable in
Speaker 1: my sex. I don't want to take the time to
Speaker 1: coach him, but he's such a good man. I tried,
Speaker 1: but it's not helping. I find myself writing him all
Speaker 1: the time because it's the only way that I can
Speaker 1: even feel something. Ge what what's the only way she
Speaker 1: can feel something? So it's the problem that it's small
Speaker 1: or he doesn't know, she said, smaller dicks have been better.
Speaker 1: He just don't know what to do with you don't
Speaker 1: know how to fuck, but everything else is great. She
Speaker 1: needs to take control. Yeah, she should teach him, she said,
Speaker 1: I don't want to have to teach him that. That's
Speaker 1: the only option. You got to teach him how to
Speaker 1: please you, or you just got to leave him alone.
Speaker 1: But when that's gonna treat you like ship? But out
Speaker 1: of you at this because clearly that's what she wants,
Speaker 1: right ship. She said that he said that the sex
Speaker 1: besides the oral is bad. She said, his head game
Speaker 1: is well, she said, no, it's all whack. She said
Speaker 1: she has to ride him in order to feel in it.
Speaker 1: But she set aside from the orule, Yeah, aside from
Speaker 1: the oral, So what is it? Is? It? That is
Speaker 1: too small, too small, He just don't. He probably don't
Speaker 1: got no rhythm or something. I mean, you got rhythm
Speaker 1: and a thongue. So maybe she should just like you know,
Speaker 1: his dick is whack. She should just be like she
Speaker 1: should just turn them like you said, she should she
Speaker 1: make him like you know, any guy, anything can happen. Anything,
Speaker 1: It's possible. Dog me something with a little corn ya
Speaker 1: and it you'll be good. But I'm sure we've all
Speaker 1: had wax sex before. Somebody doesn't good. What do you do?
Speaker 1: You got ConTroll of your own stuff, your ship. That's
Speaker 1: when y'all gotta watch porn together for real to show
Speaker 1: him like what that's that's what you took your thought
Speaker 1: right from my head. I feel like, you know you
Speaker 1: should watch a porn. What she should do is find
Speaker 1: a porn that is realistic to what she feels like
Speaker 1: he can do, you know, if he learned, and you know,
Speaker 1: make him washing and be like baby, let's do it
Speaker 1: like that, or you know what, make him eat you
Speaker 1: out till you come and then have sex, because you'd
Speaker 1: be all right after that. Tell me, yeah, then you don't.
Speaker 1: I don't give a funk. I go to sleep we
Speaker 1: ain't even gotta finish. I feel like if she likes
Speaker 1: him that much, then she should take the time out to,
Speaker 1: you know, tell him what she likes. Hard to teach
Speaker 1: somebody how to I taught someone how to please me
Speaker 1: on many occasions. It's not hard to do at all.
Speaker 1: Like they shouldn't take responsibility for their own sexual they
Speaker 1: should be a receptacle for another person's pleasure or sexual desires.
Speaker 1: That's not true. Like, if you really want to have
Speaker 1: a great sexual journey, you do need to be like, hey,
Speaker 1: I like this, I need right baby now, man, you
Speaker 1: put out what you like in the bedroom. Okay, let's
Speaker 1: say you're teaching somebody how to please you and fuck you.
Speaker 1: What would you say? I say it very sexy. I
Speaker 1: love my ass eating for sure, get me you know, excited,
Speaker 1: get me turned on. I like to like ride their
Speaker 1: face while I'm sucking them so that they're really losing
Speaker 1: their ship because I have a big old booty. So
Speaker 1: it makes the really go nuts, like they're just back
Speaker 1: there like that big. So I like the like sixty
Speaker 1: nine and make it like you know, it's double the pleasure.
Speaker 1: So they're getting to understand how I to be pleased
Speaker 1: by how I'm pleasing them, um and then doing the
Speaker 1: same for me, reciprocating both those things. Glad you like
Speaker 1: a beast in the sack, though I do like somebody
Speaker 1: who's gonna hit me up. You like somebody who's going
Speaker 1: to do all the things to sucking, ask, slapping, a
Speaker 1: little choking like I do. Like someone who really knows
Speaker 1: what they like to. You can't be scary with me, Okay,
Speaker 1: you really do have to be. So you like to
Speaker 1: be dominated because I'm so dominant in real life and
Speaker 1: my personal life and everything that I do with my
Speaker 1: career and stuff like that. I've I'm always in charge,
Speaker 1: so I do need something I need to exchange of
Speaker 1: power for sure. What about like could you be like
Speaker 1: a dominatrix? I have done that on occasion. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: can do that, and that turns you. One doesn't turn me.
Speaker 1: Oh it doesn't know to you guys, who got dominated? Right?
Speaker 1: Because I like to be submissive in my in my
Speaker 1: personal sexual life because as a career, I've always been
Speaker 1: the dominant person in the sex game. In my career
Speaker 1: and the scenes that I've done and those kinds of things.
Speaker 1: My fans they see me as a dominant because of
Speaker 1: how I'm you know, cast in movies and stuff. So
Speaker 1: it's like being executive, you know how executives are the
Speaker 1: winds that led to higher dominatrix. I would say every
Speaker 1: woman in this room kind of likes to be dominated. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm very massive lover because you're very tough of real life,
Speaker 1: No I am. I feel like even my personality in
Speaker 1: my relationships with men, I'm really aggressive, like oh as
Speaker 1: if never never, oh please ask if it's my favorite thing?
Speaker 1: Right g I stay asked all the time, all the time.
Speaker 1: But then you get me in bed, it's like shut
Speaker 1: up and I'm like, okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It
Speaker 1: was such a little bit. That's how I get. I swear.
Speaker 1: I cannot count how many times I've said that in bed,
Speaker 1: like I'm sorry, such a little Stephanie. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: lie like that. Stephanie needs somebody playing her place. Run
Speaker 1: all over. You know. That's why I like guys like crazy,
Speaker 1: because I like I like my boyfriend to be me
Speaker 1: because I need that, because you give me an inch.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take a yard, especially with men. You know,
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm going with women and environments, you know,
Speaker 1: having girlfriends and you know working with women. But man,
Speaker 1: I'm like, boy, please, now what about you, Gig? What
Speaker 1: about me? I feel like you do both. I can see, yes,
Speaker 1: I see you in both roles. I mean I'm a Gemini,
Speaker 1: so I'm versatile. Okay, that explains it all. I say,
Speaker 1: no more. Which one do you like that face? That
Speaker 1: kind of sneaky? And what do you like that? Um?
Speaker 1: I like to be submissive. I'm a pleaser and you
Speaker 1: know I'm I'm turned on by the fact that I'm
Speaker 1: pleasing my partner. G be like, come in my face
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna make you dinner down coming. You don't
Speaker 1: like that on my face? Why that last time everybody
Speaker 1: looked at me on my face? Hair? None of that's
Speaker 1: I can see what you got hair away. I might
Speaker 1: swallow if that's my guy, I'm really fucking with him,
Speaker 1: and you know that's dark thing? Like, I have no
Speaker 1: problem back, but you're not going to squirt me in
Speaker 1: my eye? Squirted in my face? What's an accident? Cool
Speaker 1: if you do it on purpose, But I have a problem. Okay,
Speaker 1: what about not in your eye? But what about liking
Speaker 1: around your your mouth and love it, love it if
Speaker 1: you're not if we're trying to get it in the mouth, No,
Speaker 1: not trying, but like on toppy of the he wants
Speaker 1: to see it like shoot out, get the tennies. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because once I don't even get disgusted by it, Like
Speaker 1: as soon as I come, I'm just like that smell.
Speaker 1: Come get off me. Just don't give me a wash
Speaker 1: cloth as soon as I comes over. But if he's like,
Speaker 1: I want to bust on your face and I want
Speaker 1: you to kiss me, Oh no, that's too much. No,
Speaker 1: that's that's no balling about going to say so much.
Speaker 1: I'm bust I'm you tell me how much you like?
Speaker 1: But me like that, Yeah they do, I do that
Speaker 1: often saying it doesn't happen. I'm like, okay, stand right over.
Speaker 1: You like guys with like fat asses. I do like
Speaker 1: a nice ass on the guy. But I'm a side queen,
Speaker 1: so I love like a massive cock like okay, me too,
Speaker 1: getting that well you know what I mean. But I
Speaker 1: like knowing that it's like here looking like but it
Speaker 1: doesn't hurt. Well, yeah, okay, you like a little pa.
Speaker 1: You have to try aid me a little bit into it.
Speaker 1: But I'm a size queen. I like it. Do you
Speaker 1: like big booties? Yeah, it's weird. I don't really like
Speaker 1: guys with big asses. I love guys with big league
Speaker 1: like yeah, like chicken legs. That's a big little chicken legs.
Speaker 1: You know that the big solid die you know, guy
Speaker 1: at the big football. Yeah you can football. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 1: You've been trying to lay kind of low lately. People
Speaker 1: won't People won't let you. They will not leave you alone. Clearly,
Speaker 1: do you think that you prefer dating somebody who's not
Speaker 1: in the spotlight. It's hard because before what happened to
Speaker 1: me happened, I dated a lot of men that were
Speaker 1: in the spotlight. Um, But because we didn't have any like,
Speaker 1: you know, traumatic situations, it was cool. So I didn't
Speaker 1: have I didn't feel any self consciousness with it. I
Speaker 1: didn't feel, um like there was a threat. But now,
Speaker 1: since I dealt with what I dealt with before, I
Speaker 1: do kind of feel a little bit timid and scared
Speaker 1: to date someone that's an entertainment world or high profile.
Speaker 1: But before I didn't, I can find myself like wanting
Speaker 1: a normal guy. But I do think at some point
Speaker 1: I will get a little bit bored because I have
Speaker 1: lived such an extraordinary journey. I do need that bit
Speaker 1: of sparkle that's not normal, and I need that to be,
Speaker 1: you know, constant in my life. Sometimes I like the normal, suburban, regular,
Speaker 1: you know situation, but I do need a little bit
Speaker 1: of that razzle dazzle sometimes. Now where do they stand
Speaker 1: with tagging out? Because he is single now first of all,
Speaker 1: and so it can stop lying and get his life
Speaker 1: and take ownership for you know, the mistakes that he
Speaker 1: made in our situation will never stand nowhere. What do
Speaker 1: you mean by the mistakes that he made? But you're
Speaker 1: saying that being honest. He was not honest. He let
Speaker 1: me take a blame for a situation that he had
Speaker 1: promised me from get go that he would protect me
Speaker 1: from from years ago, like if anything ever happened. He
Speaker 1: pursued me, and I was like, I don't want to
Speaker 1: date you because you're out there and that that hip
Speaker 1: hop lifestyle that wasn't Internet at the time. And I
Speaker 1: took the risk because he pursued me, and it backfired
Speaker 1: on me. Okay, I can take responsibility and say I
Speaker 1: agreed to be a part of that situation. So it's
Speaker 1: also my fault. Too. It was your mistake too. But
Speaker 1: I can't even be friends with someone who's not honest.
Speaker 1: You know, I give him plenty of opportunity to be,
Speaker 1: you know, just real and cool. He didn't have to
Speaker 1: embarrass himself. I understood the transphobia. I understood the homophobia
Speaker 1: in the world. I understood the hate that was being received.
Speaker 1: I understand a human being being afraid. I understand you
Speaker 1: um not being in your own power in that way
Speaker 1: and not being able to stand up for yourself because
Speaker 1: it was very scary for both of us at the time.
Speaker 1: But we could never be nothing until apology, first of all,
Speaker 1: is given. You feel like he left you out there
Speaker 1: by yourself. He left me to just drown by myself
Speaker 1: in a situation that I wasn't even responsible for. And
Speaker 1: to this day, like the public persona, like the public
Speaker 1: idea of me, is still tainted, Like people still believe
Speaker 1: that I did all these bad things, that I'm some vicious,
Speaker 1: villainous trans girl who was out in him. I didn't
Speaker 1: do none of that stuff. I was a victim in
Speaker 1: a situation I didn't know he was sleeping with a
Speaker 1: little Kardashian. You know what I'm saying. Okay, Jenner, right,
Speaker 1: I didn't know that he was dating her at all.
Speaker 1: I had no idea, but it looked like I was
Speaker 1: the mistress and I was, you know, Chanda his relationship,
Speaker 1: and I was with that boy three years before that girl.
Speaker 1: At least I hope she wasn't with him during that
Speaker 1: three years time because she would have been very underage.
Speaker 1: Very is there any way he can't rectify the situation.
Speaker 1: I'm happy with apology and just I'm let me put
Speaker 1: it out there like this, I forgive you for being afraid.
Speaker 1: I forgive you for being human and having fear. Um,
Speaker 1: let's put it like that. Then, rather than me saying
Speaker 1: he owes me anything, I'm just gonna say I could
Speaker 1: be adult enough to say I forgive you, and I'll
Speaker 1: just sleep it at that. I forgive him because I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna let him have no more power with me.
Speaker 1: I don't want that situation have no more power over
Speaker 1: my life. When when it happened that it was brought
Speaker 1: up on the breakfast club right right, I was dating
Speaker 1: a very famous actor. I had been low profile for
Speaker 1: all that time since everything happened, and I finally was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: come out of my shell, like, Okay, I was turning
Speaker 1: everybody down all the time. I was afraid today, I
Speaker 1: was afraid to live my life. But I was just
Speaker 1: so traumatized by it, and finally I gave somebody a chance,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Okay. He flew me and my nephew
Speaker 1: down to Puerto Rico where they're filming a TV show
Speaker 1: and it was my birthday. I'm having an amazing time,
Speaker 1: like Okay, this is what you've been missing out on,
Speaker 1: like go live your life. And we're going on the beach,
Speaker 1: were jet skiing, We're having such a good time. Halfway
Speaker 1: through the trip, he starts acting super weird and I
Speaker 1: couldn't understand it, like we're literally with my family, everything
Speaker 1: is cool, and I didn't get it. So my response
Speaker 1: after the breakfast club thing was when I got home,
Speaker 1: I turned my phone on and I'm blowed up with
Speaker 1: Dan's blogs, all kinds of people asking me for quotes,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's why he started acting weird. He
Speaker 1: saw it, he said, I didn't, and he didn't tell me,
Speaker 1: so he was afraid he didn't ruin your birthday. Probably no,
Speaker 1: he just he didn't want to. He just got really
Speaker 1: scared I think, which I understood, but he went into
Speaker 1: it like I'm not him, I'm brave, I'm down for whatever.
Speaker 1: Off fly to the family, and we can do this.
Speaker 1: And then that situation reminded him of what I went
Speaker 1: through and he got super scared. So when I got
Speaker 1: home and I saw that, I just lost it because
Speaker 1: I'm like, I haven't done nothing to nobody. I have
Speaker 1: literally been like hiding, not even living my best life,
Speaker 1: being so low key, just trying to just bring a
Speaker 1: sense of balance and normalcy. And then finally when I
Speaker 1: give the guy a chance, like I hadn't even stated
Speaker 1: the guy for three damn days, and then here it comes,
Speaker 1: and then I'm my relationship is ruined before it begins,
Speaker 1: like we broke up right after that happened. Now he's
Speaker 1: still begging to get back with me now, but I'm
Speaker 1: not interested now because it reminded me because when you
Speaker 1: probably really needed him right then too, Because that's a
Speaker 1: difficult If you would have just told me why acting weird,
Speaker 1: like let's talk about it, I would understood, Yeah, communicate
Speaker 1: with me, like maybe I totally get that. I understand.
Speaker 1: I'm not afraid or angry at you for being you know,
Speaker 1: I want to be low key and quiet. I get it.
Speaker 1: People are crazy that they're transphobic. I went through it.
Speaker 1: I get it. You could have communicated with me. I
Speaker 1: would have been totally cool with that. Let's be low key.
Speaker 1: We can totally chill and just be in the room
Speaker 1: and relax, because I understand, and we were down there
Speaker 1: while they're feeling a TV show, So I mean, I
Speaker 1: get it right, But like, he didn't give me the
Speaker 1: opportunity to even know what was going on myself. And
Speaker 1: I had opened up to him a lot during that
Speaker 1: trip about that specific situation, and it just blew my
Speaker 1: mind that even after all that openness, he couldn't just
Speaker 1: tell me, you're all over you know the shade room,
Speaker 1: and you know what's the other one. We didn't even
Speaker 1: see your name though. That's I'm the only and purposely
Speaker 1: was like, let me just not even put her out
Speaker 1: there like that. But there's no other trans situation. You
Speaker 1: made me tie you in trans I'm the only thing
Speaker 1: that pops up in Google. So of course everyone knows
Speaker 1: that we're here to be in the d M, Like, oh,
Speaker 1: he's talking to about you. And that was the first
Speaker 1: time he had ever publicly denied me, and all of
Speaker 1: that time since stuff happened, he had never made a
Speaker 1: statement publicly, He had never spoke on in any interviews.
Speaker 1: He just kept it moving. And so it just blew
Speaker 1: my mind that he even even addressed it, like I
Speaker 1: would just be like, I don't want to talk about it,
Speaker 1: simple as that. Do you think that you think the
Speaker 1: world he was caught off guard. He did get club,
Speaker 1: especially when you told him that's my friend, I know her, No,
Speaker 1: I know her right? Oh my god. His face dropped,
Speaker 1: like didn't he drawn to take that? And that kind
Speaker 1: of made me feel good, like that you had carried
Speaker 1: my defense a little bit. And I saw that you
Speaker 1: didn't mention me on purpose for that reason, because people
Speaker 1: did realize do your research if you wouldn't figure out
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? But that was it was
Speaker 1: kind of upsetting. But I think I let that situation
Speaker 1: take too much power from my life. So I'm taking
Speaker 1: it back. So I forgive him. Okay, good, there we
Speaker 1: go some forgiveness. So do you think the world is
Speaker 1: getting to be a more accepting place now? It's where
Speaker 1: do you think Trump administration ever forget that that we
Speaker 1: were having has backslid times ten right, homophobia, racism, everything
Speaker 1: that was any kind of ism that wasn't good has
Speaker 1: now just come to the force. But those are the
Speaker 1: terms of report is. I also kind of feel like
Speaker 1: with that happening, it's making people that are against it
Speaker 1: even be more vocal to At the same time, yeah,
Speaker 1: you're right in a way, you know, because now before
Speaker 1: we just kind of like could ignore things, But now
Speaker 1: it's like, no, I have to speak and support people,
Speaker 1: especially being a minority of any kind, being any kind
Speaker 1: of diversity of any kind, Like not supporting other people
Speaker 1: that are minorities in diverse situations, you're showing that if
Speaker 1: they don't deserve support, you don't either, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean As far as those people that don't want
Speaker 1: any of us to have rights that are minorities, Black, Latin,
Speaker 1: you know, trans gave any of those things, Like if
Speaker 1: you don't support one, you're showing that none of us
Speaker 1: are all those rights that were born into Now are
Speaker 1: you dating anybody? Now? I have started dating? Um, you're
Speaker 1: always dating somebody. I just actually not true, not true
Speaker 1: for quiet something really Okay. I have my little you know,
Speaker 1: my little look like to bust out and you got
Speaker 1: to business, but I haven't. I haven't dated dated in
Speaker 1: a long time. But I'm starting to put myself out
Speaker 1: there a little bit. I write that I have no
Speaker 1: shortage a question? Do women hit on you a lot?
Speaker 1: Do you date? That? Our deal with that? I don't
Speaker 1: have that, just that desire. If I did, of course
Speaker 1: me and Sethani have been together right now. But I
Speaker 1: just I don't have that desire. You know what I
Speaker 1: mean to ravage a woman. I mean, I'm sure with
Speaker 1: more time maybe I'll open up and flore my sexuality
Speaker 1: even more. And there there could be a time. I
Speaker 1: can't say never, But I'm just I don't have that
Speaker 1: an me now. I'm strictly really have movies with girls
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, but I don't pursue like size. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I didn't have no One day, We're going to go
Speaker 1: for a drink, so won't come back. I'm gonna be like,
Speaker 1: listen announcements. Can you come here? I want to show
Speaker 1: you what I showed you in the picture? Remember that
Speaker 1: picture I showed you yourself? Filter? What are you looking
Speaker 1: for now? Though? Like? What if you could say what
Speaker 1: are you looking for in a man? Someone would bring
Speaker 1: some peace and so we always yeah, because he has
Speaker 1: to understand what I've also went through and have some
Speaker 1: patience and know that even though I do really want
Speaker 1: to go all in and be all the things that
Speaker 1: you want me to be, it's gonna take me some
Speaker 1: time because I am still a bit traumatized for all
Speaker 1: of that. Some patients and some peace. Can you get
Speaker 1: a big piece? Can you? I can throw down? Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm sady Tennessee basallion food and so food anything, so food,
Speaker 1: anything Italian? Yeah, because I was up in Tennessee, so
Speaker 1: all my black family and Southern cooking. It's like, honestly,
Speaker 1: she said, a big pieces in a big piece. He's
Speaker 1: in a big piece. Hallelujah. Had a lot of money
Speaker 1: you halleluja to work together. What about dating apps? Now?
Speaker 1: I was with my home girl earlier and she finally
Speaker 1: got married, had a baby. She's been wanting to do
Speaker 1: this for like ten years. And she said she was
Speaker 1: on fourteen different dating apps. Okay, trying to find the
Speaker 1: right person. Have you ever have you ever tried dating apps?
Speaker 1: I have? How did that work for you? I never
Speaker 1: was good at tender, so I've never met anyone on that.
Speaker 1: That's like the hookup one. That's why. Yeah, and it's
Speaker 1: not my style anyway, so it wouldn't have worked. Um.
Speaker 1: Pof the plenty of fish thing that we were just
Speaker 1: talking about, plenty of people want a date like every
Speaker 1: day and go out and do something fun. Pof is
Speaker 1: you always find something that you like to be able
Speaker 1: to go out have a good time. That worked, Okay, Cupid,
Speaker 1: It's nice. Um, but that's really it. And I'm not
Speaker 1: on the now. So yeah, I have my little honey
Speaker 1: dips and at this moment, so I'll just work with that.
Speaker 1: MS are probably crazy now I really wanted to scandal.
Speaker 1: Let's mind going them. Damn g ms conn really go down.
Speaker 1: Look definitely, has anybody ever surprised you like that hit
Speaker 1: you up and you've been like, damn, I wouldn't even think. Yes,
Speaker 1: the actor Defluly to Puerto Rico, I would have never
Speaker 1: thought him, you know what I mean, like at all.
Speaker 1: I was super shocked. Now, your name's also have been
Speaker 1: mixed up with Colin Kaepernick, and I know you've been
Speaker 1: watching all this drama that's been unfolding with him and everything,
Speaker 1: and so what are your thoughts on Colin? I support
Speaker 1: his message immensely. Um, I support his bravery. I think
Speaker 1: what he is doing exactly what I said, standing against adversity,
Speaker 1: for diversity and minorities in every way. Um, I think
Speaker 1: he's brilliant. I think he is amazing. I'm extremely proud
Speaker 1: of him, and I know for myself that he's extremely
Speaker 1: proud out of me as well. Oh that's good. So
Speaker 1: you guys still speak to this day. You know, we
Speaker 1: hadn't spoken in a long time. But it was funny,
Speaker 1: like right before I came to my media trip, he
Speaker 1: just kind of out the blue, was just like, you know,
Speaker 1: I support whatever you and I'm very proud of you.
Speaker 1: That's sweet. So I mean, I guess he checks on
Speaker 1: me every once in a while and see when I'm
Speaker 1: up to. Alright, So no hard feelings, they're no, he's amazing.
Speaker 1: He's amazing, And you know what, let me just go
Speaker 1: ahead and clear the air. And I've tried to do
Speaker 1: this on like a dozen shows. Every time they bring
Speaker 1: him up. Me and Colin have never had a physically
Speaker 1: sexual relationship. We have never crossed that line. Okay, so
Speaker 1: people can cut that ship. Just can use me to
Speaker 1: try to shame him. Can I see that a lot too.
Speaker 1: I see a lot of different bloggers or a lot
Speaker 1: of different people, you know, saying, oh, he's he's an
Speaker 1: Islamic homo or something like that. You're gonna have to
Speaker 1: back up off, Mr Kaepernick if you like, just you
Speaker 1: can article that was like like written about me, and
Speaker 1: then they keep on reposting this article and using and
Speaker 1: using hate speech and all kinds of stuff. And I
Speaker 1: see these different bloggers and different people constantly trying to
Speaker 1: stir up, you know, something negative about him and trying
Speaker 1: to use me as a way to shame him or
Speaker 1: hurt his mission. But I have news for you. You're
Speaker 1: not going to stop it. It's never gonna stop. He's
Speaker 1: gonna be down in history for ever now for what
Speaker 1: he's doing. So you can keep on hating, you can
Speaker 1: keep on trying, it's not gonna stop. All right, good,
Speaker 1: thank you for clearing it up. People are gonna hear
Speaker 1: it here here, here, yes, here here, And now let
Speaker 1: me ask you, like there's like a code of silence though,
Speaker 1: like you know with these certain guys, because you've said yourself,
Speaker 1: there's a lot of men that are secretly dating trans women.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like there's like a code that like
Speaker 1: you guys have an obligation to not quote out them
Speaker 1: or I think a lot of times it's more of
Speaker 1: the trans woman is afraid of those kind of you know,
Speaker 1: situations in public scrutiny and stuff like that. For me,
Speaker 1: before I was ever outed myself, UM, I was really
Speaker 1: afraid of public scrutiny and that way and being linked
Speaker 1: to someone and being judged because in my world I've
Speaker 1: never been judged for what I do or what I
Speaker 1: am or how I look because or in a negative way,
Speaker 1: everybody's always celebrated that, So that was really hard for me.
Speaker 1: I think a lot of trans girls themselves maybe are
Speaker 1: afraid to live in their truth with their relationships would
Speaker 1: be open just as much as some of the men.
Speaker 1: I don't think there's any obligation. I think obviously, if
Speaker 1: you're a lover or companion with somebody, you obviously communicate
Speaker 1: with them and share your feelings hopefully, and it just
Speaker 1: takes time. You have to be you have to both
Speaker 1: be open and bold enough to cross that line. And
Speaker 1: unfortunately it hasn't happened yet in a big way publicly,
Speaker 1: none of the relationships, even even myself, I am guilty
Speaker 1: of that. Like having high profile relationships that the partner
Speaker 1: that I was with wasn't ashamed and didn't care. But
Speaker 1: you were like, I don't want to always like I'm
Speaker 1: not doing that right, Absolutely not, We're not doing that.
Speaker 1: So but I mean I would like to one day, um,
Speaker 1: you know, being open enough to share a relationship and
Speaker 1: show people like a natural, loving, trans and straight man
Speaker 1: relationship so people could understand these guys are not gay, right,
Speaker 1: gay and homosexual means you like the same thing that
Speaker 1: you are in all those Look, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: There's an area of gray being a trans woman because
Speaker 1: we identify and share femenity and you know extreme, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So, um, it's gonna take some time,
Speaker 1: but one day someone's going to share their their truth
Speaker 1: and their relationship. I feel like people have though. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm glad that you just said that because I felt
Speaker 1: like even like me, because I don't really know, like
Speaker 1: maybe all that I should know. Maybe I'm a little
Speaker 1: ignorant to certain things. But like I would have before
Speaker 1: you said that, like I would have thought, like a
Speaker 1: trans woman and a man that they were a gay relationship. Yes,
Speaker 1: I would have thought that gay men don't like the
Speaker 1: trans girls. They don't like anything curly. Really, you ever
Speaker 1: seen a gay man with anything curly? Well, now that
Speaker 1: you say it, they actually really like very masculine men,
Speaker 1: very mask gay men that they like to turn. I
Speaker 1: was just about to say that most of my gay
Speaker 1: friends are attracted to straight man, and I'd be like,
Speaker 1: how are you tracked with the straight man that makes
Speaker 1: them gay? If they're dealing with you, and they're like, well,
Speaker 1: there on the download. But that's a whole different because
Speaker 1: they're in the same They're the same actual sex and
Speaker 1: the same actual gender. Being trans, it's the third gender.
Speaker 1: It's not the same, you know, And you can't compare
Speaker 1: us the same as a gay guy. We're not made
Speaker 1: the same. We don't we don't chemically think the same.
Speaker 1: We're not built the same, we don't behave the same.
Speaker 1: It's just not the same. Now, what's your favorite position?
Speaker 1: I'm at sixty nine. I know you said earlier. If
Speaker 1: it's if it's a really good dick. I like missionary.
Speaker 1: I want to arms around your neck and heal you
Speaker 1: and hold on time killing it like I like missionary,
Speaker 1: but I'm that one. No, No, but I too, I
Speaker 1: like missionary that's it's one of my love friends. But
Speaker 1: you know, I like doing all you stu um but
Speaker 1: you know close dog Stal, do you understand what I'm saying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what about doggy stop when you're not like on your
Speaker 1: knees but you're more like laying down, that's my favorite. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I like that. That's Jesus favorite. I like that. I
Speaker 1: like it all. But I like mr because yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I like I like it from the front, from the back,
Speaker 1: from the my head, my head, me on my head,
Speaker 1: on the handstands up stairs. At the point that you
Speaker 1: don't like getting busted in your face that you like,
Speaker 1: I do like it, like it's not my number one favorite,
Speaker 1: just for you what I him and I see my
Speaker 1: my guy, I'm gonna tell I'm gonna say for you
Speaker 1: for Angela, yee, I had let you busting my fad
Speaker 1: and you gotta say it like bust all in my face.
Speaker 1: I don't even out love with fans, yeah personal you
Speaker 1: can see that. Only fans host a little sexy private
Speaker 1: things on that account too. You got a lot of
Speaker 1: fans and hopefully your family is not following you. And
Speaker 1: I happened like two or three times too. It alone,
Speaker 1: like just just like Auntie, why are you getting busting facing?
Speaker 1: Is you're letting a girlage your face? Boo. We like
Speaker 1: what we like, right, I support you, don't support me
Speaker 1: to how many? What's the longest that you like? How
Speaker 1: many times can you bust in a row? Oh? Okay,
Speaker 1: it's a weird answer because I have two ways. I
Speaker 1: haven't guess. I can have orgasms anally with prostate obviously,
Speaker 1: if you know it's what he's doing, you can hit
Speaker 1: that spot. I can have multiple multiple orgasms anally. As
Speaker 1: long as I don't ejaculate from my cock, I can
Speaker 1: just keep going. You can suck me or just keep
Speaker 1: on just you know, coming orgasming. I can definitely do
Speaker 1: that multiple multiple So I can't even count how many
Speaker 1: times that I can do that. But as like from
Speaker 1: my cock, I've went like seven or eight times. My
Speaker 1: what what that's not like all like conk back to that.
Speaker 1: But we didn't have to rest. By the day he
Speaker 1: did have that, he would at sevens like he was
Speaker 1: he was going crazy. Wow, that was really impressive. No,
Speaker 1: But one time me and my son's father we had sex,
Speaker 1: Like one time we counted like we wanted to see
Speaker 1: how many times we could have sex? How many what's
Speaker 1: the most we can have sex in the day, And
Speaker 1: it came out to like eleven or what I mean.
Speaker 1: And I remember how the day when we started in
Speaker 1: the morning, first thing in the morning turned to Brian
Speaker 1: ended up inside and then we moved on with our
Speaker 1: day before Okay, We're like, all right, let's go get
Speaker 1: some breakfast. And then we had sex again, damn. And
Speaker 1: then we went we got breakfast. Um, we came back
Speaker 1: as soon as we came back, and we didn't even
Speaker 1: get inside the house, like there was like we lived
Speaker 1: in a house and there was like a little threshold
Speaker 1: in between the doors. We did it right there. Boom.
Speaker 1: That was a love of time. And then we got inside,
Speaker 1: we washed up and boom again boom. We just kept
Speaker 1: on going until the nighttime. And we were like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, I think I'm missing out. Never in my
Speaker 1: life that you don't do and I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: missing out even once and never like I've never ever
Speaker 1: done it. I try, it just wasn't gonna happen for me.
Speaker 1: I don't do any but I've definitely gone was something
Speaker 1: that very good. Get it in your face is way
Speaker 1: easier than let's declare you can't make that's not fair.
Speaker 1: That's not fair. You can't even compare to to. I
Speaker 1: mean I would try it though, like get a nice little,
Speaker 1: you know, pretty little butt plug or something like I
Speaker 1: have a butt plug. It's purple, yeah, pretty purple brown,
Speaker 1: it is brown. You guys can have orgasms through anal
Speaker 1: sex though women women, Yeah, you can't hear you can't
Speaker 1: her women have. One of my young girls says that
Speaker 1: she always comes from anal. Really, yeah, you can come
Speaker 1: from an I have. It's just different. It's different because
Speaker 1: it's like you, you could be milked or some weird
Speaker 1: be milked. It's called milk. You can make it. You
Speaker 1: can make you know, anybody that's you know, born that way.
Speaker 1: You can make their you can milk them or make
Speaker 1: them come ejaculate from the penis by playing with their
Speaker 1: process in their nurs Yeah, you can make them come
Speaker 1: not even touching their Okay, how does this benefit me?
Speaker 1: I wasn't you don't have I don't have a pen
Speaker 1: prosper I can still come at your ass. It's just different.
Speaker 1: It's yeah, go short, you're if that happens, party done.
Speaker 1: You definitely need an enemy. You don't get an enemy
Speaker 1: before you do. Ain't know, you can't. She always I've
Speaker 1: never rinsed my booty in my life. Yeah, bada nothing,
Speaker 1: Go get a cal shitty out of it, get a
Speaker 1: colonic first. I've never heard to rint and repeat. Be
Speaker 1: self conscious, so you won't even enjoy it. You'll be
Speaker 1: wondering if you're right, that's not print and repeat. Washed
Speaker 1: that out, print and repeat. Shouldn't he expect it? Have
Speaker 1: you ever shifted me or done it? I don't know,
Speaker 1: because I made sure you know what the move. But
Speaker 1: what about early on, like when you were younger. I'm
Speaker 1: sure there was an incident or two, but you can't
Speaker 1: like it out, but you know because you know if
Speaker 1: you're in a relationship, guys want at the sex whenerever
Speaker 1: they wanted right there, and you're like, hold on, I
Speaker 1: don't have animal matter? Did that takes the whole process
Speaker 1: to get ready enough to just squirt, squash, wash, squash
Speaker 1: marcus squash a actually into asking you would you sucking
Speaker 1: dick after her? Like? Because this clean? Okay? Yeah, pulls
Speaker 1: out your pussy absolutely, it tastes great. How y'all fucking up?
Speaker 1: Yell it out? Kay back in. I think you're taking
Speaker 1: the guys on more though, that you're not freaky and
Speaker 1: that and ash like that you'll do that and they
Speaker 1: know that you're that clean, that you're willing to just
Speaker 1: go straight. And I always say it too, Oh my
Speaker 1: pussy taste so and and that's when you come in
Speaker 1: my mauthew. You better kiss me too, for sure. Ye,
Speaker 1: not calling my mom. Don't kiss me after I want
Speaker 1: some kisses. Yeah, you better kiss me. I'm not getting up. No,
Speaker 1: that's oh ball, that's a snowball. I don't want him
Speaker 1: let me eat. I don't. I don't care to eat.
Speaker 1: It'll be afraid to kiss me after I've done it
Speaker 1: because I little at one second. Should ye, I'll chase
Speaker 1: my boyfriend like that, like I'll suck a zick had swallowed,
Speaker 1: that'd be. I'll be like, come on, give me a
Speaker 1: kiss over. I don't hope you like stop playing. When
Speaker 1: you kiss me on the forehead, I'll be like, oh no,
Speaker 1: you don't want to kiss me, but if you be,
Speaker 1: I want to make I don't care like you're making
Speaker 1: it him. Yeah, you're making it wet. Don't want to
Speaker 1: just kiss watching watch because if you come in here
Speaker 1: with me, or you're kiss him right, yeah, as long
Speaker 1: as he ain't still in his mouth. I don't gonna
Speaker 1: kiss you with a whole mouthful to come see. You know.
Speaker 1: You know I have tasted my own com before, but
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna just be swallowing my own love. Don't
Speaker 1: spit it out. I don't think you're nasty first following, yeah,
Speaker 1: I think that you're supposed to if you're just older
Speaker 1: than your mouth. Just yes, first of all, the whole
Speaker 1: it turns into right, it starts thinking a little harder.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna use that like, you're not a snowball dried
Speaker 1: up coming in. I remember the pink snowballs back in
Speaker 1: the day. It was like a dessert. Marsha fellow yow
Speaker 1: I love you know. They got him an al nine
Speaker 1: at the cost your sale. They're on sale right now.
Speaker 1: They have the yellow and the pink one. Alright. Me
Speaker 1: isn't a bell to leave us, but a good sex tip,
Speaker 1: something for us to all go try. I know you're
Speaker 1: gonna tell me to try, you know, I don't know
Speaker 1: about that. I don't know. My sex hip is especially
Speaker 1: for women, like don't just be a receptacle for someone
Speaker 1: else's sexual desires um feel powerful enough in your own
Speaker 1: sexuality to demand what you want, make him do what
Speaker 1: you want, and be comfortable with saying this is what
Speaker 1: I need to be sexually pleased. And that's also that's
Speaker 1: questions taking j'all st back and they'll be a co receptacle, bitch.
Speaker 1: The guys love that you take charge. Like guys love
Speaker 1: when the girls like snatches them up and takes the
Speaker 1: dick from them. Trust me, they love that. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: it's nothing. A guy goes crazy, he's like, oh, just
Speaker 1: massage me, and you're like rubbing on him, and then
Speaker 1: you're just like, man, this is stupid. Just pull your
Speaker 1: dick out back and they're like, oh, like know what
Speaker 1: you was trying to do here? Just rubbed me a
Speaker 1: little bit. Well me, It's about always. We appreciate you
Speaker 1: so much. We always have so much fun with Thank you,
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