WEBVTT - Episode 114: Feat. Mia Isabella 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:04.800 That's ship. Now it's lip service. I'm Angela yee, I'm 0:00:04.840 --> 0:00:08.200 Stephanie Santiago, I'm G. G McGuire, I'm Lauria, and I 0:00:08.280 --> 0:00:11.639 grant me Isabella is here with us. Hello, lady, it's 0:00:11.640 --> 0:00:14.640 been a long time. It has been a long time, yes, 0:00:14.880 --> 0:00:16.400 And you always got a lot going on now, you know. 0:00:16.440 --> 0:00:18.400 We always start with the tip of the day. Today's 0:00:18.400 --> 0:00:19.959 tip of the day is if you break up with 0:00:19.960 --> 0:00:21.759 somebody and they owe you money, how do you get 0:00:21.760 --> 0:00:23.880 it back? Or do you just chocolate up and do 0:00:23.920 --> 0:00:26.000 you just say, oh well, I mean I would just 0:00:26.040 --> 0:00:28.440 consider it a loss anyway. But you can sue their 0:00:28.440 --> 0:00:31.760 asses if you have receien you can have you hear 0:00:31.760 --> 0:00:34.640 about my sued like his date or she was texting 0:00:34.720 --> 0:00:37.800 during a movie. What Yes, he sued her for texting 0:00:37.880 --> 0:00:41.280 during his movie. And I think you one, Wow, for sure, 0:00:41.400 --> 0:00:45.640 that's ridiculous, really expensive these days. How much you got 0:00:46.120 --> 0:00:51.639 was it? I picked the get my money back bit? Here? 0:00:52.560 --> 0:00:57.960 Calm down, Lauria, because you would get sued everybody though, 0:00:58.040 --> 0:01:02.880 like a little bit during the movie when people text there. Now, 0:01:02.920 --> 0:01:05.280 if I'm home, I'm on the phone. The whole time 0:01:05.560 --> 0:01:07.240 I watched movies with LORI yell in the house and 0:01:07.280 --> 0:01:10.800 she don't never watch the movie. She'd be playing movies 0:01:10.880 --> 0:01:13.240 on Like you got the most Dad. But if you 0:01:13.280 --> 0:01:15.600 were in the theater and it's black in there and 0:01:15.680 --> 0:01:19.880 you got your phone out, you can see here, yeah everything, 0:01:19.959 --> 0:01:23.040 like I can't see all right? So, ladies, have you 0:01:23.080 --> 0:01:24.640 have you ever broken up with somebody and they owe 0:01:24.640 --> 0:01:27.479 you something or maybe some of your ship at their house. Yeah, 0:01:27.560 --> 0:01:29.720 you definitely wanna get your ship back because you know, 0:01:29.840 --> 0:01:32.600 sometimes people try to hold out because they know I 0:01:32.640 --> 0:01:34.119 want to hold on to you, so I'm not gonna 0:01:34.120 --> 0:01:36.800 give you your ship back. That's crazy. I hate people 0:01:36.840 --> 0:01:39.240 like that, petty. It took me a long time to 0:01:39.280 --> 0:01:41.640 get my stuff back. When I moved out. Lord, I 0:01:41.680 --> 0:01:43.320 thought she wasn't going. I was like, oh, well, I 0:01:43.400 --> 0:01:45.199 ain't gonna lie a that I wasn't getting that ship 0:01:45.200 --> 0:01:47.440 back neither. And then I feel like when I did 0:01:47.440 --> 0:01:50.120 getting my stuff back and it wasn't, I felt like 0:01:50.200 --> 0:01:53.800 the bitch that moved in after. Yeah, you got to 0:01:53.840 --> 0:01:56.720 play nice sometimes too, Like hex husband, so all my 0:01:56.720 --> 0:01:58.280 stuff when I left him when I was young, he 0:01:58.320 --> 0:02:00.480 took every So when you got married at money right 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:02.720 for four years. But he was a lot older than you, 0:02:02.840 --> 0:02:05.360 way older than me thirty years or some thirty years. 0:02:05.360 --> 0:02:09.639 He was fifty, and I was that's crazy, that was crazy. 0:02:09.840 --> 0:02:11.560 I didn't want to marry him. He was not playing 0:02:11.560 --> 0:02:13.000 with my with me though, he like he went to 0:02:13.040 --> 0:02:16.040 the family. He was paying people's bills, like he got 0:02:16.120 --> 0:02:19.120 in with everybody so much. I didn't he knew. I 0:02:19.160 --> 0:02:21.400 was very vocal, like, look, we're a business partners. I 0:02:21.400 --> 0:02:23.440 had a boutique on Michigan Avenue that was launching. He 0:02:23.520 --> 0:02:25.440 was one of my partners, and I was like, this 0:02:25.520 --> 0:02:26.920 is a business to You're like, I'm not trying to 0:02:26.960 --> 0:02:29.919 do mess up anything or mix up anything. He wasn't happening. 0:02:30.160 --> 0:02:33.000 He trapped you. He trapped me, right, Yeah, my baby 0:02:33.080 --> 0:02:36.480 was my business and he used my business to trap me. Heart, 0:02:36.600 --> 0:02:38.160 was it for you to leave somebody because I know 0:02:38.200 --> 0:02:42.200 you were very comfortable. It was very pleasy, yeah wealthy. Yeah, 0:02:42.840 --> 0:02:45.079 it wasn't hard at all because he was an asshole. Okay, 0:02:45.120 --> 0:02:47.120 so you know it doesn't matter how much money he has, 0:02:47.160 --> 0:02:49.440 how many diamonds he put on me, how many houses 0:02:49.440 --> 0:02:51.800 he gave me, Like I would have rather have just 0:02:51.840 --> 0:02:54.480 been with somebody he didn't have nothing and you were 0:02:54.520 --> 0:02:59.640 after that. I was extreme thought that I would have 0:02:59.639 --> 0:03:01.840 wanted somebody that didn't have shipp the n guy somebo 0:03:01.880 --> 0:03:06.400 didn't have ship and he was but you know that 0:03:06.440 --> 0:03:08.000 ship bad when you'd be like, I don't give a 0:03:08.000 --> 0:03:11.760 funk if I'm just broke, I'm just out. When you 0:03:11.760 --> 0:03:14.040 say it was an ASSHOLEO, what is abusive? He was 0:03:14.120 --> 0:03:17.040 very abusive to me. He was very vocally, emotionally, mentally, 0:03:17.040 --> 0:03:18.359 he was in any way that he could be. He 0:03:18.440 --> 0:03:21.760 was just abusive. He was awful. So then the next 0:03:21.800 --> 0:03:23.399 guy you got with, you were kind of the bread 0:03:23.400 --> 0:03:26.920 winner and the situation. Yeah, so how did that happen? 0:03:27.440 --> 0:03:29.239 Was it? Because I do feel like sometimes you break 0:03:29.320 --> 0:03:31.519 up with somebody and you're like, I don't want anybody 0:03:31.520 --> 0:03:35.040 like that person, going to the exact opposite. I ended 0:03:35.120 --> 0:03:37.720 up shooting with him doing a movie, and so I 0:03:37.760 --> 0:03:40.000 guess I was digmatized and a little bit lonely. Husben, 0:03:40.120 --> 0:03:43.240 I've been single for pite sometime and it was some 0:03:43.320 --> 0:03:46.040 good stuff. So I was like, I like that, and 0:03:46.320 --> 0:03:47.760 he kind of he knew how to talk to me 0:03:47.800 --> 0:03:49.240 the right way, and I kind of felt for that. 0:03:49.400 --> 0:03:51.440 So and he said I didn't have anything I had 0:03:51.680 --> 0:03:56.640 houses and stuff like that. Houses, you know houses as 0:03:56.680 --> 0:03:59.560 the time. Yeah, and you started shooting when you a nineteen, 0:03:59.560 --> 0:04:01.760 when you got married at twenty, right, did you stop 0:04:01.800 --> 0:04:05.640 doing movies? I did. I had only done like maybe 0:04:06.200 --> 0:04:08.440 two or three scenes ever at that point, but they 0:04:08.440 --> 0:04:11.040 were big projects, so it made me really popular. But 0:04:11.160 --> 0:04:12.920 I was focusing on my fashion career as I had 0:04:12.920 --> 0:04:15.080 finished school in Paris and I was opening up my store, 0:04:15.200 --> 0:04:18.000 so I didn't really have time to be involved with 0:04:18.040 --> 0:04:19.760 that world anymore. And I didn't want it to be 0:04:19.839 --> 0:04:22.800 like something that affected my relationship at all, so I 0:04:22.839 --> 0:04:25.000 focused more on just being a mad woman. At the point, 0:04:25.200 --> 0:04:26.560 was he like, I don't want you to do that 0:04:26.600 --> 0:04:29.400 ship No, Actually, a couple of years in, I got 0:04:29.400 --> 0:04:31.280 the opportunity to launch my own site from one of 0:04:31.320 --> 0:04:33.280 the top companies, and he was all four. He was 0:04:33.320 --> 0:04:36.720 there shooting behind the scenes video. He was all about that. 0:04:37.040 --> 0:04:39.000 He was super jealous in real life, like I wasn't 0:04:39.000 --> 0:04:40.520 allowed to go to the grocery store alone, and I 0:04:40.560 --> 0:04:43.360 wasn't allowed to do anything like any relatives where they 0:04:43.360 --> 0:04:45.040 were if they were a man, he had a dick. 0:04:45.080 --> 0:04:46.720 You were not allowed around me and his mind. If 0:04:46.720 --> 0:04:48.120 you have a dick you want to suck and I'm not. 0:04:48.200 --> 0:04:50.400 I'm not risking it. So he was very like it 0:04:50.440 --> 0:04:52.760 was just too like I don't know how to describe it, 0:04:52.800 --> 0:04:55.200 but just like suffocating. He didn't let me grow and 0:04:55.240 --> 0:04:58.080 I was too young to not be flowering. I needed 0:04:58.120 --> 0:05:00.320 to like do me you only I wasn't. He's a 0:05:00.360 --> 0:05:02.359 big life. I just needed to also be able to 0:05:02.400 --> 0:05:05.039 just enjoy myself. It wasn't about sex, it wasn't about 0:05:05.200 --> 0:05:06.839 being with other people. I didn't need that. But I 0:05:06.880 --> 0:05:09.520 needed some support to just grow into my own and 0:05:09.520 --> 0:05:12.039 he wasn't happening that he wanted to keep me. I 0:05:12.080 --> 0:05:14.480 needed to live. Yeah, he wasn't having it. You think, 0:05:14.520 --> 0:05:18.360 could you imagine being married at twenty? I think about 0:05:18.400 --> 0:05:19.839 what I was doing. I was in college when I 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:23.599 was twenty, though, but I was so immature, Like, there's 0:05:23.800 --> 0:05:26.000 no way. I wasn't no good to nobody. When I 0:05:26.080 --> 0:05:28.040 was twenty years old, all I wanted to do was 0:05:28.080 --> 0:05:30.200 hang out with my friends. Yeah, that would have been nice. 0:05:30.279 --> 0:05:31.840 I did a little bit of that. You know. It 0:05:31.920 --> 0:05:34.520 was just I enjoyed the beginning part of it because 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:36.479 the pursuit when he pursued me, when he wooed me. 0:05:36.480 --> 0:05:38.120 He did a really good job. Like I said, he 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:42.120 won my whole family over. He was paying off people's houses, 0:05:42.200 --> 0:05:44.719 he was going crazy. Whatever he could do to get 0:05:44.760 --> 0:05:47.280 in with everybody, he did it. So then you said, 0:05:47.279 --> 0:05:49.320 when you left you, he took all your ship. It's 0:05:49.360 --> 0:05:51.599 like all my stuff. When I was on a ship, 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:53.320 I was on a trip to l A doing the shoot. 0:05:53.360 --> 0:05:55.520 He knew I was gone. We had already separated, he 0:05:55.520 --> 0:05:58.040 had already moved out of my house. Um got all 0:05:58.120 --> 0:06:00.440 his stuff that he had gotten. Like at him, take 0:06:00.440 --> 0:06:02.000 all his stuff with no problem, anything that he had 0:06:02.040 --> 0:06:04.360 bought me. I didn't want to keep nothing in his ven, 0:06:04.400 --> 0:06:09.160 my jewels, everything. And then because I figured he was 0:06:09.160 --> 0:06:11.120 going to try to follow me and use that to chase, 0:06:11.200 --> 0:06:13.719 give me that first right. I'm gonna need my stuff back. 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:16.920 He wanted a reason to keep. What are you gonna do? 0:06:17.880 --> 0:06:19.440 That's what I want to know. He saw all of 0:06:19.440 --> 0:06:22.280 my women's clothing from my boutique, Like, what you're gonna 0:06:22.279 --> 0:06:25.160 do with that? He saw like sixty bottles of perfume. 0:06:25.240 --> 0:06:26.960 He saw every pair of panties of mine, Like, maybe 0:06:27.000 --> 0:06:28.599 he'll auction it when I'm dead. One day, I don't 0:06:28.600 --> 0:06:31.960 know he right away. It was really mad. He was 0:06:32.000 --> 0:06:34.479 really mad. I don't realize he was mad because he 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:38.600 was the one that wasn't legally divorced. That was on him. 0:06:39.080 --> 0:06:40.640 And I found out about it. You got it out, 0:06:40.720 --> 0:06:43.040 and I was like, oh, so you lie, because let's 0:06:43.080 --> 0:06:45.560 keep living like a merry woman, following those rules. You know, 0:06:45.560 --> 0:06:48.280 my grandmother is a old school southern Black woman, so 0:06:48.320 --> 0:06:50.800 she was my main advisor in my relationship, and I 0:06:50.880 --> 0:06:53.080 was following all her advice and growing up and doing 0:06:53.080 --> 0:06:54.920 the relationship the way she would have. You know, taught 0:06:55.120 --> 0:06:58.000 her any daughter to be a wife, and he used 0:06:58.040 --> 0:07:00.919 that to his advantage, knowing that she was advising me 0:07:00.960 --> 0:07:04.320 to be that kind of wife for him, and he 0:07:04.360 --> 0:07:07.080 wasn't even divorced. So I'm doing all that living by 0:07:07.080 --> 0:07:09.960 the wife rules and you're not even divorced. Was he black? No, 0:07:10.120 --> 0:07:17.520 he was Italian. Okay, he's like few and I wish 0:07:17.560 --> 0:07:20.640 I could have my personal belongings. But he took everything, 0:07:20.680 --> 0:07:24.040 even my panties, so Patty, what are you so penny? 0:07:24.120 --> 0:07:26.760 And left one in my garage, one pair in the garage. 0:07:26.800 --> 0:07:28.480 You're like, damn, I gotta keep weird. And he left 0:07:28.560 --> 0:07:30.600 my door opening my house in the middle of winterest 0:07:30.600 --> 0:07:32.280 and my cat would sneak out and die in the winter. 0:07:32.840 --> 0:07:37.080 But okay, I was like smart because she was like 0:07:37.240 --> 0:07:39.400 the hand I came home, my house was freezing. I'm like, 0:07:39.400 --> 0:07:46.200 what the is Stephanie would have loved that that time 0:07:46.320 --> 0:07:50.040 when I walked in, like damn, they turned the kitchen enough, 0:07:50.160 --> 0:07:52.000 like the balcony was open. I was like, Oh my god, 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:56.040 what a dickhead. And he's still stalking me, still in 0:07:56.040 --> 0:07:59.240 love with me, still calls my grandma every fucking day, 0:07:59.400 --> 0:08:03.080 stalks my Twitter. No, he's got a new wife. I 0:08:03.120 --> 0:08:10.400 thought you said, did they deport him every day? The 0:08:10.560 --> 0:08:16.200 guy that would be nice? Now, Mia Isabella, I'm sure 0:08:16.320 --> 0:08:19.200 you've acted crazy in your life though, too, because a 0:08:19.200 --> 0:08:23.400 lot of times, guys, and this is for all of us, okay, 0:08:23.600 --> 0:08:25.680 a lot of times we act crazy and we don't 0:08:25.680 --> 0:08:28.520 take responsibility for how crazy we acted. And that's when 0:08:28.520 --> 0:08:30.040 you have to sit back and be like, why the 0:08:30.200 --> 0:08:32.959 fuck am I acting so crazy? What's the craziest ship 0:08:33.040 --> 0:08:37.880 you ever did? It depends on like what time I 0:08:37.880 --> 0:08:40.360 mean it it's like I'm violent crazy, or if it's 0:08:40.400 --> 0:08:43.600 like just something wild crazy. I think if you want 0:08:43.640 --> 0:08:46.600 to say, like something relationship one. I put a gun 0:08:46.679 --> 0:08:51.000 to his head because he was disrespecting run of my grandma, 0:08:51.800 --> 0:08:54.240 and he was like, and I was sick of being abused. 0:08:54.240 --> 0:08:56.160 I have finally just lost my ship. And I was like, 0:08:56.160 --> 0:08:58.560 you know what, bitch, I'm done with you. I wouldn't 0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:01.680 got my gun. I thought that I had un because 0:09:01.679 --> 0:09:03.920 I always took my gun. I always took my clip out, 0:09:03.920 --> 0:09:06.360 always put the bullet out of the chamber. He was 0:09:06.400 --> 0:09:08.120 gone on a trip and I was on myself, so 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:10.160 I put it in because I couldn't cock it, then 0:09:10.200 --> 0:09:12.400 put the bullet in if something was to happen. So 0:09:12.440 --> 0:09:14.200 I forgot so I went to get the gun just 0:09:14.240 --> 0:09:15.600 to scare. I'm like, you know you're gonna be calling 0:09:15.600 --> 0:09:16.960 you a bitches in front of my grandma, Like this 0:09:17.000 --> 0:09:19.920 is gonna stop today. And I'm off the floor with 0:09:20.040 --> 0:09:22.880 his ass. That day, I mased them down, taste him, 0:09:23.440 --> 0:09:25.400 beat him down, up and down the stairs. But he 0:09:25.440 --> 0:09:27.040 had done a lot of ass whooping himself. Now, don't 0:09:27.040 --> 0:09:28.640 get it twisted. He had been sucking me up for 0:09:28.720 --> 0:09:31.360 quite some time, so he deserved every bit of that 0:09:31.400 --> 0:09:33.679 ass whip. And then he finally got so you had 0:09:33.800 --> 0:09:37.000 mace a taser and a guy had it off because 0:09:37.040 --> 0:09:39.720 I had a music lesson that I had a music 0:09:39.800 --> 0:09:42.880 lesson that day, and so I remember looking at my 0:09:42.880 --> 0:09:45.560 my music stand, my violin, my music stand, and I 0:09:45.559 --> 0:09:47.760 remember like, Okay, if you keep going disrespecting me, I'm 0:09:47.760 --> 0:09:50.600 gonna get the stand. I'm popping upside his head. Your 0:09:50.600 --> 0:09:52.839 first has your Mason, your tastes, Randy, We're gonna mace 0:09:52.920 --> 0:09:54.640 that ass. We're gonna taste them, and then we're gonna 0:09:54.640 --> 0:09:57.120 take it upstairs. I said, Grandma, go downstairs, because she's 0:09:57.120 --> 0:09:58.880 sitting in the living room, and said go downstairs, because 0:09:58.880 --> 0:10:00.480 he's not gonna keep on clowning me in front of 0:10:00.520 --> 0:10:04.800 you and being disrespect when he's disrespecting you. Downstairs, she 0:10:04.800 --> 0:10:06.200 didn't want to go because she knew I was about 0:10:06.200 --> 0:10:09.480 to black out on that. Grandma. I said, go down stairs, 0:10:10.559 --> 0:10:15.040 and then I just grabbed the music standing. What's my purse. 0:10:15.640 --> 0:10:20.679 It's like a day, Come bring your ass upstairs to 0:10:20.760 --> 0:10:24.120 the third floor. Took up upstairs, got the gun. Like 0:10:24.160 --> 0:10:25.440 I said, I just put it this game. I'm like, 0:10:25.480 --> 0:10:27.200 you're not gonna be putting your hands in anymore. We're 0:10:27.240 --> 0:10:29.600 not gonna play this game no more. It's done today. 0:10:30.800 --> 0:10:32.880 But I thought that the gun was you know, the 0:10:32.920 --> 0:10:36.160 bullet was not in the chains I put it and 0:10:36.200 --> 0:10:37.760 I was just in there shaking. I was like I would. 0:10:37.920 --> 0:10:39.920 I was squeezed to play, but you don't play with guns, 0:10:39.960 --> 0:10:42.200 your licensed woman who has a gun? You know not 0:10:42.240 --> 0:10:44.600 to play with no damn guns. Put it squeeze that 0:10:44.679 --> 0:10:47.920 you would, I would have been gone a long time ago, absolutely, 0:10:47.960 --> 0:10:49.400 with my whole life would have been chained. So that 0:10:49.480 --> 0:10:51.600 was crazy as hell. I went upstairs up to my 0:10:51.640 --> 0:10:53.960 third floor, my balcony, and I just squeezed it, just 0:10:54.200 --> 0:10:56.000 you know, let some stress out, and the motherfucker went on. 0:10:56.000 --> 0:10:58.800 I was like, oh ship and that just like I 0:10:58.840 --> 0:11:01.679 was like, we're done. Was like, the relationship is over. 0:11:02.760 --> 0:11:05.520 Listen when that should happens. We're not good for each other, 0:11:06.120 --> 0:11:07.920 know what? Though we still stayed together two and a 0:11:07.960 --> 0:11:10.760 half years. Did he ever put his hands on you again? 0:11:11.920 --> 0:11:13.480 But he was he was. He was a little bit 0:11:13.480 --> 0:11:16.880 more careful. He waited until I was not like Miami 0:11:16.920 --> 0:11:19.200 Fashion Week or something, sitting on a runway where you 0:11:19.200 --> 0:11:21.800 know where I couldn't do anything. There's a thousand cameras everywhere, 0:11:21.960 --> 0:11:24.040 Like he would wait until we were far away from home, 0:11:24.240 --> 0:11:26.480 away from everybody, in some kind of situation where he 0:11:26.559 --> 0:11:28.760 knew I wouldn't act. What a toxic relationship. It was 0:11:28.840 --> 0:11:31.360 very toxic and he controlled everything financially, so he was 0:11:31.400 --> 0:11:35.960 abusing in a lot of different ways. Familiar Uh were good? Okay, 0:11:36.960 --> 0:11:43.840 can anybody I don't even know. I'm an angel, y'all 0:11:43.880 --> 0:11:46.000 see my halo because I feel like a lot of 0:11:46.040 --> 0:11:48.120 times guys will be like, yo, you're so crazy, Like 0:11:48.120 --> 0:11:50.000 what the funk? You acted so crazy? And you're like, yo, 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:52.880 what am I doing? Like? But sometimes guys will make 0:11:52.920 --> 0:11:56.320 you act crazy, yeah, and then they didn't do nothing. Yeah. 0:11:56.720 --> 0:11:58.800 I know. One time I almost went to my ex 0:11:59.200 --> 0:12:01.760 baby mama had the keys are a crib and all that. Like, 0:12:01.840 --> 0:12:03.760 I took him from him. I was like, why you 0:12:03.800 --> 0:12:06.439 got keys in her crib? So I took them and 0:12:06.480 --> 0:12:09.920 then he was acting up for he wasn't answering the phone. 0:12:10.160 --> 0:12:11.439 I was like, all right, I'm on my way to 0:12:11.440 --> 0:12:14.000 your baby mom crib. I got the keys, so we're 0:12:14.000 --> 0:12:16.679 gonna let's go. And I texted him this and then 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:19.960 what happened? Oh, he called me right back right. I 0:12:20.000 --> 0:12:22.240 was literally, when I tell you, I was getting off 0:12:22.240 --> 0:12:24.959 the exit, like yeah, it's going down, and then why 0:12:25.240 --> 0:12:27.080 why I'm on my ware? I'm like, what the funk 0:12:27.080 --> 0:12:32.560 am I doing? But but yes, but your emotions like 0:12:32.640 --> 0:12:34.960 you just don't even be I swear you don't even 0:12:34.960 --> 0:12:37.559 be thinking, and I like, I don't. I don't even 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:39.120 know what I would have did when I got there. 0:12:39.160 --> 0:12:41.319 Like first of all, they got a whole kid like 0:12:41.960 --> 0:12:44.640 you know what I mean, But I wasn't thinking abafter 0:12:44.720 --> 0:12:48.200 it calmed you down, probably anyway, maybe not like I was, Yeah, 0:12:48.240 --> 0:12:51.920 maybe not. I was that mad, like ship what if 0:12:51.920 --> 0:12:55.360 he had been there? That's when you know. That's when 0:12:55.440 --> 0:12:57.319 you know it would have been two people going to 0:12:57.440 --> 0:13:00.440 jump back. But listen, when somebody got you to really 0:13:00.440 --> 0:13:02.280 add a character, that's when you know and doing it 0:13:02.600 --> 0:13:07.640 like what doinglved in the situation. I know, Stephanie crazy 0:13:07.800 --> 0:13:12.400 is awfully quiet. I mean I don't. I don't really 0:13:12.520 --> 0:13:15.800 be the one acting crazy. I feel like I feel 0:13:15.840 --> 0:13:21.079 like I'd just be knowing, And whenever I expressed my knowing, 0:13:21.520 --> 0:13:24.320 I get I guess spend like I'm crazy, you know 0:13:24.360 --> 0:13:26.560 what I mean? I don't. I don't think I've ever 0:13:26.600 --> 0:13:31.280 spassed out on a guy. I stopped. I stobbed my 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:36.679 time with wrapping paper scissors, you know those big heavy 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:42.160 like yeah, I stabbed somebody with that one time. That's 0:13:42.160 --> 0:13:45.120 a little crazy stuff. But it was because I was mad. 0:13:45.840 --> 0:13:51.000 We know that, Cleary, I don't know, I don't know. 0:13:51.280 --> 0:13:55.520 I was so happy I stopped crazy. I don't think 0:13:55.600 --> 0:13:58.480 up what did you stabbing for? Like? What happened? It 0:13:58.600 --> 0:14:03.040 was it was Christmas? He clearly, she was exactly. It 0:14:03.120 --> 0:14:06.959 was Christmas. Even it was arguing. To be honest, I 0:14:07.000 --> 0:14:09.640 can't even tell you why we started arguing. Were just 0:14:10.520 --> 0:14:14.920 and like here in this arm. Yeah, because he was 0:14:14.960 --> 0:14:17.160 there and I was just like you know, the scene 0:14:17.200 --> 0:14:20.880 starts coming out of your ears and it's like shoot shoot. 0:14:23.440 --> 0:14:26.760 But when he was you know, I'm not gonna live. 0:14:26.800 --> 0:14:28.880 I tried him all the ways I've tried. I came 0:14:28.880 --> 0:14:31.480 at him with a knife before, I've come out him, 0:14:31.520 --> 0:14:35.920 you know, with hands, and I'm never I'm never fast enough, 0:14:36.720 --> 0:14:39.120 you know what I mean. It's really quick. He's athletic, 0:14:39.640 --> 0:14:41.320 you know what I mean. He's like really quick like 0:14:41.440 --> 0:14:43.600 the matrix. But this time I actually got him. But 0:14:43.600 --> 0:14:46.080 I didn't do nothing. It wasn't like a real stab. 0:14:46.560 --> 0:14:48.760 It was a stab with a gift rappensis there Like, 0:14:48.800 --> 0:14:51.560 it's not like I didn't break or anything. No, he 0:14:51.640 --> 0:14:59.240 was definitely bleeding. Definitely, he didn't need to go to 0:14:59.280 --> 0:15:05.480 the anything. Yeah, everything was cool. Jeez, tell me you're 0:15:05.520 --> 0:15:10.320 crazy astory because I know you didn't through Who could that? 0:15:10.440 --> 0:15:13.640 People's the craziest thing. He thinks, SO know it's but 0:15:13.720 --> 0:15:15.680 I feel like it's because I'm Puerto Rican. I gotta 0:15:15.720 --> 0:15:21.120 pass like for stobbing somebody, right, I got a lot 0:15:21.200 --> 0:15:26.680 of this and nobody ever hear it. I'm Puerto Rican. 0:15:27.640 --> 0:15:31.720 I've never stabbed anybody. I've never made anybody. I've never 0:15:31.800 --> 0:15:35.480 put a gun to anybody. She had calls or somewhere. 0:15:35.520 --> 0:15:39.560 I've never hit anybody with a car. It was funny 0:15:40.240 --> 0:15:42.680 I caught that one. You did though some hot coals 0:15:45.040 --> 0:15:49.200 I did. I didn't knock over the over there. Do 0:15:49.240 --> 0:15:51.680 you feel like you're crazy for that? No? Right now 0:15:52.560 --> 0:15:55.400 those closes will burn through your legs. Just that you 0:15:55.400 --> 0:16:01.000 don't want to caught a fire this that's coming next. 0:16:01.120 --> 0:16:09.920 I probably anything could have happened. Yeah, well he deserved it. 0:16:10.280 --> 0:16:12.440 I feel like God, who didn't deserve it? The people 0:16:12.440 --> 0:16:16.400 said next him the end, it st bystanders. The burnday closed. 0:16:17.360 --> 0:16:19.240 But I see if you're like, you know, stand up 0:16:19.240 --> 0:16:23.640 to them. I feel like guys do ship on purpose 0:16:23.800 --> 0:16:28.000 and then they spin it like she's crazy. They they 0:16:28.080 --> 0:16:29.840 run that crazy. You could do nothing that's crazy, Like 0:16:29.840 --> 0:16:31.480 you could be like, yo, who was that bitch that 0:16:31.560 --> 0:16:35.520 you was? You? Listen? Why are you so crazy? And 0:16:35.520 --> 0:16:39.400 you're like you're kissing a bit exactly like you're the one. 0:16:39.720 --> 0:16:45.120 But I'm crazy, y'all going no, that's why I call 0:16:45.240 --> 0:16:49.200 I call the guy I called my baby punched it 0:16:49.360 --> 0:16:56.120 because I guess me so something stuff coming out. I'm 0:16:56.160 --> 0:17:02.280 so tired of getting spend the scissors, hid the box. 0:17:02.400 --> 0:17:08.080 Coulter's about to spit a razor from under her damn tongue. 0:17:07.680 --> 0:17:12.280 I see the seed coming out. But that's a man's 0:17:12.359 --> 0:17:15.000 number one thing that they say, Yo, you're fucking crazy? 0:17:15.119 --> 0:17:17.240 Why are you so crazy? And that makes you want 0:17:17.240 --> 0:17:20.760 to be crazier. It's like, oh, y'all you want to 0:17:20.800 --> 0:17:23.480 see now you want want to be crazy to go 0:17:23.560 --> 0:17:29.200 to sleep crazy. But guys like when you add crazy too, 0:17:29.320 --> 0:17:32.480 let's keep it ready. If you don't attractive, they love 0:17:32.560 --> 0:17:35.199 that crazy. You did have one guy, I was like, oh, 0:17:35.240 --> 0:17:37.080 he's a famous boxer and he I was so mad 0:17:37.200 --> 0:17:39.719 to him, and I used to always disrespect him, always 0:17:39.720 --> 0:17:43.720 cust him out away from me, stop calling me, stop 0:17:43.760 --> 0:17:46.800 harassing me. Because nobody talked to him like that right now. 0:17:46.880 --> 0:17:48.520 Used to that, and I was just like, your goofy 0:17:48.560 --> 0:17:57.040 gets out of You're a crazy I love that. I'm like, okay, whatever, 0:17:57.240 --> 0:18:02.520 I like that impersonation Canadian friends. So he sounds like that, like, yeah, 0:18:02.560 --> 0:18:05.359 could gratulation to you for being miss October. Thank you, 0:18:05.480 --> 0:18:10.200 thank you. I guess I missed two thousands, seven seens. 0:18:10.240 --> 0:18:11.800 I get to hold the title for a year. So 0:18:11.840 --> 0:18:16.000 what does that mean? No idea, I'm not gonna lie idea. 0:18:16.440 --> 0:18:18.080 I don't know if this. If we were watching some 0:18:18.160 --> 0:18:20.520 of your poor but you have a big as, then 0:18:22.720 --> 0:18:27.639 it's like side lea. I was like, oh my god, 0:18:27.800 --> 0:18:35.920 it seems when you save Parson, you're it's like the 0:18:36.040 --> 0:18:38.720 motherfucker couldn't even take it all the way. I was like, 0:18:39.040 --> 0:18:41.760 y'all was watching the scene, Yeah, because but you know 0:18:41.760 --> 0:18:45.000 what we realize is that you're a grower. I definitely am. 0:18:45.280 --> 0:18:47.400 Because it didn't get it. I won by a lot 0:18:47.400 --> 0:18:49.679 of points on The Howard Show because of like we 0:18:49.720 --> 0:18:53.520 got judged on beauty and then cock and I'm just blastids. 0:18:53.520 --> 0:18:55.120 I was just like, okay, I don't know how that's 0:18:55.160 --> 0:18:59.040 sexually appealing or whatever, but I'm yeah, my god, I 0:18:59.040 --> 0:19:01.800 couldn't believe it. It just got bigger and bigger because 0:19:01.800 --> 0:19:06.400 at first you were like but then it was like right, 0:19:08.920 --> 0:19:13.200 That's why I can tuck so well right, because there's 0:19:13.280 --> 0:19:17.199 long pop like bring your back. It's not hard, you 0:19:17.200 --> 0:19:22.919 know what everything And I don't even feel you know, 0:19:22.960 --> 0:19:25.840 when it SuDS right, like no, and when you're wearing 0:19:25.840 --> 0:19:28.720 a bikini, you don't see anything like you know, I 0:19:28.760 --> 0:19:36.600 love you baby before Oh yeah, she definitely she got pictures. 0:19:37.880 --> 0:19:40.359 I stay with a picture, I say, I think I 0:19:40.359 --> 0:19:42.280 got a new one. And the guys that everyone in 0:19:42.320 --> 0:19:46.400 them out them up like a random you know. Oh yeah, 0:19:46.520 --> 0:19:49.360 that's what. That's why I make sure everything is nice. 0:19:49.400 --> 0:19:51.760 The skin is nice and the color is nice, because 0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:54.719 I know, like sometimes when your boyfriend's acting up, you 0:19:54.720 --> 0:19:57.919 gotta remind him like, oh this is you're gonna treat 0:19:57.920 --> 0:19:59.520 her like that. You can treat me bad, but this 0:19:59.600 --> 0:20:01.359 is how you can. Did you put it? But I 0:20:01.400 --> 0:20:05.080 feel like, all right, every home, sorry, do you put 0:20:05.080 --> 0:20:09.720 if your pussy, nah, you can't well do I nah, 0:20:10.320 --> 0:20:12.800 I try that even if she did it's pretty because 0:20:12.840 --> 0:20:15.760 I never take yeah, it's pretty. I don't take put 0:20:15.920 --> 0:20:21.280 on pussy pictures with snapshot or with you just the regular. 0:20:21.400 --> 0:20:27.119 That's why I don't do that. You can't put I 0:20:27.119 --> 0:20:28.680 thought I was saying that to one of my dudes, 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.399 like little you know, sexy thing personally and then my 0:20:31.720 --> 0:20:34.320