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Speaker 1: Stephanie Santiago, I'm G. G McGuire, I'm Lauria, and I

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Speaker 1: grant me Isabella is here with us. Hello, lady, it's

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Speaker 1: been a long time. It has been a long time, yes,

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Speaker 1: And you always got a lot going on now, you know.

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Speaker 1: We always start with the tip of the day. Today's

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Speaker 1: tip of the day is if you break up with

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Speaker 1: somebody and they owe you money, how do you get

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Speaker 1: it back? Or do you just chocolate up and do

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Speaker 1: you just say, oh well, I mean I would just

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Speaker 1: consider it a loss anyway. But you can sue their

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Speaker 1: asses if you have receien you can have you hear

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Speaker 1: about my sued like his date or she was texting

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Speaker 1: during a movie. What Yes, he sued her for texting

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Speaker 1: during his movie. And I think you one, Wow, for sure,

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Speaker 1: that's ridiculous, really expensive these days. How much you got

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Speaker 1: was it? I picked the get my money back bit? Here?

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Speaker 1: Calm down, Lauria, because you would get sued everybody though,

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Speaker 1: like a little bit during the movie when people text there. Now,

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Speaker 1: if I'm home, I'm on the phone. The whole time

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Speaker 1: I watched movies with LORI yell in the house and

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Speaker 1: she don't never watch the movie. She'd be playing movies

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Speaker 1: on Like you got the most Dad. But if you

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Speaker 1: were in the theater and it's black in there and

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Speaker 1: you got your phone out, you can see here, yeah everything,

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Speaker 1: like I can't see all right? So, ladies, have you

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Speaker 1: have you ever broken up with somebody and they owe

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Speaker 1: you something or maybe some of your ship at their house. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you definitely wanna get your ship back because you know,

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Speaker 1: sometimes people try to hold out because they know I

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Speaker 1: give you your ship back. That's crazy. I hate people

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Speaker 1: like that, petty. It took me a long time to

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Speaker 1: play nice sometimes too, Like hex husband, so all my

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Speaker 1: took every So when you got married at money right

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Speaker 1: for four years. But he was a lot older than you,

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Speaker 1: way older than me thirty years or some thirty years.

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Speaker 1: He was fifty, and I was that's crazy, that was crazy.

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Speaker 1: I didn't want to marry him. He was not playing

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Speaker 1: with my with me though, he like he went to

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Speaker 1: was very vocal, like, look, we're a business partners. I

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Speaker 1: had a boutique on Michigan Avenue that was launching. He

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Speaker 1: was one of my partners, and I was like, this

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Speaker 1: do mess up anything or mix up anything. He wasn't happening.

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Speaker 1: He trapped you. He trapped me, right, Yeah, my baby

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Speaker 1: was my business and he used my business to trap me. Heart,

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Speaker 1: was it for you to leave somebody because I know

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Speaker 1: it wasn't hard at all because he was an asshole. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so you know it doesn't matter how much money he has,

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Speaker 1: say it was an ASSHOLEO, what is abusive? He was

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Speaker 1: very abusive to me. He was very vocally, emotionally, mentally,

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Speaker 1: He was super jealous in real life, like I wasn't

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Speaker 1: You were not allowed around me and his mind. If

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Speaker 1: He wanted a reason to keep. What are you gonna do?

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Speaker 1: That's what I want to know. He saw all of

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Speaker 1: my women's clothing from my boutique, Like, what you're gonna

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Speaker 1: she was my main advisor in my relationship, and I

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Speaker 1: I could have my personal belongings. But he took everything,

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Speaker 1: and he was like, and I was sick of being abused.

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Speaker 1: I have finally just lost my ship. And I was like,

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Speaker 1: I always took my gun. I always took my clip out,

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Speaker 1: I don't want to see anything any of my family

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00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:37,639
Speaker 1: members like one of your family members had like and

422
00:21:37,680 --> 00:21:40,160
Speaker 1: mayket picture. I don't want to see a titty from

423
00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:41,720
Speaker 1: none of my family. I don't want to see an

424
00:21:41,720 --> 00:21:46,440
Speaker 1: elbow elbow come. I don't want to see nothing nasty

425
00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:49,679
Speaker 1: from like my family members. All right, we had like

426
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:55,080
Speaker 1: my uncle and here's his ass. I'm cool. All right,

427
00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:57,080
Speaker 1: now we have an asked the question. Okay, this is

428
00:21:57,119 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 1: a tough situation. My new boyfriend of the last eight months,

429
00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:03,840
Speaker 1: it's totally amazing. He listens, he's considerate, perfect amount of clinging,

430
00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 1: fluid in the sense of dealing with my bagage for

431
00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:11,240
Speaker 1: my previous relationship. Very supportive. Except one problem. Outside of

432
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:14,320
Speaker 1: his head game, his sex is whack. It's terrible. I've

433
00:22:14,320 --> 00:22:16,560
Speaker 1: had smaller dicks with better game. It's probably the worst

434
00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:19,520
Speaker 1: I've ever had being thirty three and very comfortable in

435
00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:20,960
Speaker 1: my sex. I don't want to take the time to

436
00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:23,359
Speaker 1: coach him, but he's such a good man. I tried,

437
00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:25,720
Speaker 1: but it's not helping. I find myself writing him all

438
00:22:25,760 --> 00:22:28,440
Speaker 1: the time because it's the only way that I can

439
00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:33,040
Speaker 1: even feel something. Ge what what's the only way she

440
00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:37,040
Speaker 1: can feel something? So it's the problem that it's small

441
00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,400
Speaker 1: or he doesn't know, she said, smaller dicks have been better.

442
00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:40,800
Speaker 1: He just don't know what to do with you don't

443
00:22:40,840 --> 00:22:43,840
Speaker 1: know how to fuck, but everything else is great. She

444
00:22:43,960 --> 00:22:46,520
Speaker 1: needs to take control. Yeah, she should teach him, she said,

445
00:22:46,520 --> 00:22:47,880
Speaker 1: I don't want to have to teach him that. That's

446
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:49,840
Speaker 1: the only option. You got to teach him how to

447
00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,000
Speaker 1: please you, or you just got to leave him alone.

448
00:22:52,359 --> 00:22:55,040
Speaker 1: But when that's gonna treat you like ship? But out

449
00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:57,119
Speaker 1: of you at this because clearly that's what she wants,

450
00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:04,359
Speaker 1: right ship. She said that he said that the sex

451
00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:08,960
Speaker 1: besides the oral is bad. She said, his head game

452
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,080
Speaker 1: is well, she said, no, it's all whack. She said

453
00:23:11,119 --> 00:23:12,840
Speaker 1: she has to ride him in order to feel in it.

454
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:17,040
Speaker 1: But she set aside from the orule, Yeah, aside from

455
00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:19,240
Speaker 1: the oral, So what is it? Is? It? That is

456
00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 1: too small, too small, He just don't. He probably don't

457
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:25,879
Speaker 1: got no rhythm or something. I mean, you got rhythm

458
00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:28,879
Speaker 1: and a thongue. So maybe she should just like you know,

459
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:31,320
Speaker 1: his dick is whack. She should just be like she

460
00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:34,320
Speaker 1: should just turn them like you said, she should she

461
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:41,440
Speaker 1: make him like you know, any guy, anything can happen. Anything,

462
00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:46,880
Speaker 1: It's possible. Dog me something with a little corn ya

463
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,440
Speaker 1: and it you'll be good. But I'm sure we've all

464
00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:53,439
Speaker 1: had wax sex before. Somebody doesn't good. What do you do?

465
00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:57,800
Speaker 1: You got ConTroll of your own stuff, your ship. That's

466
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:00,280
Speaker 1: when y'all gotta watch porn together for real to show

467
00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:03,640
Speaker 1: him like what that's that's what you took your thought

468
00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:05,399
Speaker 1: right from my head. I feel like, you know you

469
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:08,119
Speaker 1: should watch a porn. What she should do is find

470
00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:11,199
Speaker 1: a porn that is realistic to what she feels like

471
00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:15,119
Speaker 1: he can do, you know, if he learned, and you know,

472
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:17,199
Speaker 1: make him washing and be like baby, let's do it

473
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,159
Speaker 1: like that, or you know what, make him eat you

474
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:21,359
Speaker 1: out till you come and then have sex, because you'd

475
00:24:21,359 --> 00:24:23,400
Speaker 1: be all right after that. Tell me, yeah, then you don't.

476
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:25,920
Speaker 1: I don't give a funk. I go to sleep we

477
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:30,080
Speaker 1: ain't even gotta finish. I feel like if she likes

478
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 1: him that much, then she should take the time out to,

479
00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 1: you know, tell him what she likes. Hard to teach

480
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:39,840
Speaker 1: somebody how to I taught someone how to please me

481
00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:43,480
Speaker 1: on many occasions. It's not hard to do at all.

482
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:49,199
Speaker 1: Like they shouldn't take responsibility for their own sexual they

483
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:53,119
Speaker 1: should be a receptacle for another person's pleasure or sexual desires.

484
00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:55,000
Speaker 1: That's not true. Like, if you really want to have

485
00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:57,800
Speaker 1: a great sexual journey, you do need to be like, hey,

486
00:24:58,119 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: I like this, I need right baby now, man, you

487
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:06,000
Speaker 1: put out what you like in the bedroom. Okay, let's

488
00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,640
Speaker 1: say you're teaching somebody how to please you and fuck you.

489
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:12,240
Speaker 1: What would you say? I say it very sexy. I

490
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,640
Speaker 1: love my ass eating for sure, get me you know, excited,

491
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:16,879
Speaker 1: get me turned on. I like to like ride their

492
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,000
Speaker 1: face while I'm sucking them so that they're really losing

493
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:20,879
Speaker 1: their ship because I have a big old booty. So

494
00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,720
Speaker 1: it makes the really go nuts, like they're just back

495
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 1: there like that big. So I like the like sixty

496
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,840
Speaker 1: nine and make it like you know, it's double the pleasure.

497
00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:31,960
Speaker 1: So they're getting to understand how I to be pleased

498
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:35,439
Speaker 1: by how I'm pleasing them, um and then doing the

499
00:25:35,440 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 1: same for me, reciprocating both those things. Glad you like

500
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,160
Speaker 1: a beast in the sack, though I do like somebody

501
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:42,320
Speaker 1: who's gonna hit me up. You like somebody who's going

502
00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:45,159
Speaker 1: to do all the things to sucking, ask, slapping, a

503
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,480
Speaker 1: little choking like I do. Like someone who really knows

504
00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:50,240
Speaker 1: what they like to. You can't be scary with me, Okay,

505
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:52,159
Speaker 1: you really do have to be. So you like to

506
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,119
Speaker 1: be dominated because I'm so dominant in real life and

507
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:56,800
Speaker 1: my personal life and everything that I do with my

508
00:25:56,840 --> 00:25:59,240
Speaker 1: career and stuff like that. I've I'm always in charge,

509
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:02,000
Speaker 1: so I do need something I need to exchange of

510
00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:04,679
Speaker 1: power for sure. What about like could you be like

511
00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:08,600
Speaker 1: a dominatrix? I have done that on occasion. Yeah, I

512
00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:11,800
Speaker 1: can do that, and that turns you. One doesn't turn me.

513
00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:16,480
Speaker 1: Oh it doesn't know to you guys, who got dominated? Right?

514
00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:20,840
Speaker 1: Because I like to be submissive in my in my

515
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:23,760
Speaker 1: personal sexual life because as a career, I've always been

516
00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:27,560
Speaker 1: the dominant person in the sex game. In my career

517
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:29,720
Speaker 1: and the scenes that I've done and those kinds of things.

518
00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:32,440
Speaker 1: My fans they see me as a dominant because of

519
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:35,199
Speaker 1: how I'm you know, cast in movies and stuff. So

520
00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 1: it's like being executive, you know how executives are the

521
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:41,119
Speaker 1: winds that led to higher dominatrix. I would say every

522
00:26:41,119 --> 00:26:43,800
Speaker 1: woman in this room kind of likes to be dominated. Yeah,

523
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:47,680
Speaker 1: I'm very massive lover because you're very tough of real life,

524
00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:50,600
Speaker 1: No I am. I feel like even my personality in

525
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:55,040
Speaker 1: my relationships with men, I'm really aggressive, like oh as

526
00:26:55,119 --> 00:27:01,680
Speaker 1: if never never, oh please ask if it's my favorite thing?

527
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:07,480
Speaker 1: Right g I stay asked all the time, all the time.

528
00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:10,440
Speaker 1: But then you get me in bed, it's like shut

529
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:16,159
Speaker 1: up and I'm like, okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It

530
00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:20,359
Speaker 1: was such a little bit. That's how I get. I swear.

531
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:23,200
Speaker 1: I cannot count how many times I've said that in bed,

532
00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:27,640
Speaker 1: like I'm sorry, such a little Stephanie. I'm not gonna

533
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:37,680
Speaker 1: lie like that. Stephanie needs somebody playing her place. Run

534
00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:42,000
Speaker 1: all over. You know. That's why I like guys like crazy,

535
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:44,359
Speaker 1: because I like I like my boyfriend to be me

536
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:46,960
Speaker 1: because I need that, because you give me an inch.

537
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take a yard, especially with men. You know,

538
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:53,240
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm going with women and environments, you know,

539
00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:56,680
Speaker 1: having girlfriends and you know working with women. But man,

540
00:27:56,720 --> 00:28:01,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, boy, please, now what about you, Gig? What

541
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,080
Speaker 1: about me? I feel like you do both. I can see, yes,

542
00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:07,760
Speaker 1: I see you in both roles. I mean I'm a Gemini,

543
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:10,399
Speaker 1: so I'm versatile. Okay, that explains it all. I say,

544
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:12,800
Speaker 1: no more. Which one do you like that face? That

545
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:17,119
Speaker 1: kind of sneaky? And what do you like that? Um?

546
00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:20,679
Speaker 1: I like to be submissive. I'm a pleaser and you

547
00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:23,320
Speaker 1: know I'm I'm turned on by the fact that I'm

548
00:28:23,359 --> 00:28:26,120
Speaker 1: pleasing my partner. G be like, come in my face

549
00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:29,760
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna make you dinner down coming. You don't

550
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:33,200
Speaker 1: like that on my face? Why that last time everybody

551
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,680
Speaker 1: looked at me on my face? Hair? None of that's

552
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:39,320
Speaker 1: I can see what you got hair away. I might

553
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,920
Speaker 1: swallow if that's my guy, I'm really fucking with him,

554
00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:43,840
Speaker 1: and you know that's dark thing? Like, I have no

555
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:45,880
Speaker 1: problem back, but you're not going to squirt me in

556
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,480
Speaker 1: my eye? Squirted in my face? What's an accident? Cool

557
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 1: if you do it on purpose, But I have a problem. Okay,

558
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,000
Speaker 1: what about not in your eye? But what about liking

559
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:55,680
Speaker 1: around your your mouth and love it, love it if

560
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 1: you're not if we're trying to get it in the mouth, No,

561
00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 1: not trying, but like on toppy of the he wants

562
00:29:00,600 --> 00:29:05,840
Speaker 1: to see it like shoot out, get the tennies. Yeah,

563
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:08,200
Speaker 1: because once I don't even get disgusted by it, Like

564
00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 1: as soon as I come, I'm just like that smell.

565
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:13,000
Speaker 1: Come get off me. Just don't give me a wash

566
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:16,600
Speaker 1: cloth as soon as I comes over. But if he's like,

567
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:18,240
Speaker 1: I want to bust on your face and I want

568
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 1: you to kiss me, Oh no, that's too much. No,

569
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 1: that's that's no balling about going to say so much.

570
00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 1: I'm bust I'm you tell me how much you like?

571
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 1: But me like that, Yeah they do, I do that

572
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 1: often saying it doesn't happen. I'm like, okay, stand right over.

573
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 1: You like guys with like fat asses. I do like

574
00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:46,560
Speaker 1: a nice ass on the guy. But I'm a side queen,

575
00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 1: so I love like a massive cock like okay, me too,

576
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:51,520
Speaker 1: getting that well you know what I mean. But I

577
00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:56,440
Speaker 1: like knowing that it's like here looking like but it

578
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:59,320
Speaker 1: doesn't hurt. Well, yeah, okay, you like a little pa.

579
00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:01,280
Speaker 1: You have to try aid me a little bit into it.

580
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:04,360
Speaker 1: But I'm a size queen. I like it. Do you

581
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:07,680
Speaker 1: like big booties? Yeah, it's weird. I don't really like

582
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:10,120
Speaker 1: guys with big asses. I love guys with big league

583
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 1: like yeah, like chicken legs. That's a big little chicken legs.

584
00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:19,160
Speaker 1: You know that the big solid die you know, guy

585
00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:33,880
Speaker 1: at the big football. Yeah you can football. Yeah. Yeah.

586
00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 1: You've been trying to lay kind of low lately. People

587
00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:40,240
Speaker 1: won't People won't let you. They will not leave you alone. Clearly,

588
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:43,560
Speaker 1: do you think that you prefer dating somebody who's not

589
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:47,320
Speaker 1: in the spotlight. It's hard because before what happened to

590
00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:49,680
Speaker 1: me happened, I dated a lot of men that were

591
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:52,920
Speaker 1: in the spotlight. Um, But because we didn't have any like,

592
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,520
Speaker 1: you know, traumatic situations, it was cool. So I didn't

593
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:58,280
Speaker 1: have I didn't feel any self consciousness with it. I

594
00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:01,480
Speaker 1: didn't feel, um like there was a threat. But now,

595
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: since I dealt with what I dealt with before, I

596
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:06,280
Speaker 1: do kind of feel a little bit timid and scared

597
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:09,760
Speaker 1: to date someone that's an entertainment world or high profile.

598
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 1: But before I didn't, I can find myself like wanting

599
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:16,760
Speaker 1: a normal guy. But I do think at some point

600
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:18,920
Speaker 1: I will get a little bit bored because I have

601
00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:23,360
Speaker 1: lived such an extraordinary journey. I do need that bit

602
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:27,040
Speaker 1: of sparkle that's not normal, and I need that to be,

603
00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:32,040
Speaker 1: you know, constant in my life. Sometimes I like the normal, suburban, regular,

604
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:34,280
Speaker 1: you know situation, but I do need a little bit

605
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:37,760
Speaker 1: of that razzle dazzle sometimes. Now where do they stand

606
00:31:37,840 --> 00:31:41,120
Speaker 1: with tagging out? Because he is single now first of all,

607
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:44,960
Speaker 1: and so it can stop lying and get his life

608
00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:47,840
Speaker 1: and take ownership for you know, the mistakes that he

609
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:51,440
Speaker 1: made in our situation will never stand nowhere. What do

610
00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:53,080
Speaker 1: you mean by the mistakes that he made? But you're

611
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 1: saying that being honest. He was not honest. He let

612
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,400
Speaker 1: me take a blame for a situation that he had

613
00:31:57,400 --> 00:31:59,240
Speaker 1: promised me from get go that he would protect me

614
00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:01,560
Speaker 1: from from years ago, like if anything ever happened. He

615
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 1: pursued me, and I was like, I don't want to

616
00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:05,360
Speaker 1: date you because you're out there and that that hip

617
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:08,480
Speaker 1: hop lifestyle that wasn't Internet at the time. And I

618
00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:11,440
Speaker 1: took the risk because he pursued me, and it backfired

619
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 1: on me. Okay, I can take responsibility and say I

620
00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:16,840
Speaker 1: agreed to be a part of that situation. So it's

621
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:19,560
Speaker 1: also my fault. Too. It was your mistake too. But

622
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 1: I can't even be friends with someone who's not honest.

623
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 1: You know, I give him plenty of opportunity to be,

624
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:27,239
Speaker 1: you know, just real and cool. He didn't have to

625
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 1: embarrass himself. I understood the transphobia. I understood the homophobia

626
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 1: in the world. I understood the hate that was being received.

627
00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:37,400
Speaker 1: I understand a human being being afraid. I understand you

628
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:39,880
Speaker 1: um not being in your own power in that way

629
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 1: and not being able to stand up for yourself because

630
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:44,760
Speaker 1: it was very scary for both of us at the time.

631
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:49,719
Speaker 1: But we could never be nothing until apology, first of all,

632
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:51,680
Speaker 1: is given. You feel like he left you out there

633
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 1: by yourself. He left me to just drown by myself

634
00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:57,000
Speaker 1: in a situation that I wasn't even responsible for. And

635
00:32:57,040 --> 00:33:00,000
Speaker 1: to this day, like the public persona, like the public

636
00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:02,720
Speaker 1: idea of me, is still tainted, Like people still believe

637
00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:05,800
Speaker 1: that I did all these bad things, that I'm some vicious,

638
00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:08,280
Speaker 1: villainous trans girl who was out in him. I didn't

639
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,320
Speaker 1: do none of that stuff. I was a victim in

640
00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:11,880
Speaker 1: a situation I didn't know he was sleeping with a

641
00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:15,400
Speaker 1: little Kardashian. You know what I'm saying. Okay, Jenner, right,

642
00:33:15,720 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 1: I didn't know that he was dating her at all.

643
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 1: I had no idea, but it looked like I was

644
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,520
Speaker 1: the mistress and I was, you know, Chanda his relationship,

645
00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:25,760
Speaker 1: and I was with that boy three years before that girl.

646
00:33:25,800 --> 00:33:27,760
Speaker 1: At least I hope she wasn't with him during that

647
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:29,920
Speaker 1: three years time because she would have been very underage.

648
00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 1: Very is there any way he can't rectify the situation.

649
00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:38,000
Speaker 1: I'm happy with apology and just I'm let me put

650
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:41,640
Speaker 1: it out there like this, I forgive you for being afraid.

651
00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: I forgive you for being human and having fear. Um,

652
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:49,320
Speaker 1: let's put it like that. Then, rather than me saying

653
00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:51,600
Speaker 1: he owes me anything, I'm just gonna say I could

654
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:55,400
Speaker 1: be adult enough to say I forgive you, and I'll

655
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:57,959
Speaker 1: just sleep it at that. I forgive him because I'm

656
00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 1: not gonna let him have no more power with me.

657
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:01,680
Speaker 1: I don't want that situation have no more power over

658
00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 1: my life. When when it happened that it was brought

659
00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 1: up on the breakfast club right right, I was dating

660
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:09,680
Speaker 1: a very famous actor. I had been low profile for

661
00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:13,560
Speaker 1: all that time since everything happened, and I finally was like, Okay,

662
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:16,120
Speaker 1: come out of my shell, like, Okay, I was turning

663
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,200
Speaker 1: everybody down all the time. I was afraid today, I

664
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:19,759
Speaker 1: was afraid to live my life. But I was just

665
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 1: so traumatized by it, and finally I gave somebody a chance,

666
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,000
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Okay. He flew me and my nephew

667
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,240
Speaker 1: down to Puerto Rico where they're filming a TV show

668
00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,600
Speaker 1: and it was my birthday. I'm having an amazing time,

669
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:31,360
Speaker 1: like Okay, this is what you've been missing out on,

670
00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:34,080
Speaker 1: like go live your life. And we're going on the beach,

671
00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:37,640
Speaker 1: were jet skiing, We're having such a good time. Halfway

672
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:41,040
Speaker 1: through the trip, he starts acting super weird and I

673
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,640
Speaker 1: couldn't understand it, like we're literally with my family, everything

674
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:47,719
Speaker 1: is cool, and I didn't get it. So my response

675
00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:50,120
Speaker 1: after the breakfast club thing was when I got home,

676
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:53,040
Speaker 1: I turned my phone on and I'm blowed up with

677
00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:56,440
Speaker 1: Dan's blogs, all kinds of people asking me for quotes,

678
00:34:56,520 --> 00:35:00,560
Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's why he started acting weird. He

679
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:02,919
Speaker 1: saw it, he said, I didn't, and he didn't tell me,

680
00:35:03,280 --> 00:35:06,319
Speaker 1: so he was afraid he didn't ruin your birthday. Probably no,

681
00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:09,480
Speaker 1: he just he didn't want to. He just got really

682
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:14,680
Speaker 1: scared I think, which I understood, but he went into

683
00:35:14,719 --> 00:35:17,440
Speaker 1: it like I'm not him, I'm brave, I'm down for whatever.

684
00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:19,560
Speaker 1: Off fly to the family, and we can do this.

685
00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:23,000
Speaker 1: And then that situation reminded him of what I went

686
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:24,839
Speaker 1: through and he got super scared. So when I got

687
00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 1: home and I saw that, I just lost it because

688
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:29,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, I haven't done nothing to nobody. I have

689
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:33,280
Speaker 1: literally been like hiding, not even living my best life,

690
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: being so low key, just trying to just bring a

691
00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,759
Speaker 1: sense of balance and normalcy. And then finally when I

692
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:40,880
Speaker 1: give the guy a chance, like I hadn't even stated

693
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,440
Speaker 1: the guy for three damn days, and then here it comes,

694
00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:47,360
Speaker 1: and then I'm my relationship is ruined before it begins,

695
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:49,560
Speaker 1: like we broke up right after that happened. Now he's

696
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:52,000
Speaker 1: still begging to get back with me now, but I'm

697
00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:54,799
Speaker 1: not interested now because it reminded me because when you

698
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:57,640
Speaker 1: probably really needed him right then too, Because that's a

699
00:35:57,719 --> 00:36:00,600
Speaker 1: difficult If you would have just told me why acting weird,

700
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:03,800
Speaker 1: like let's talk about it, I would understood, Yeah, communicate

701
00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 1: with me, like maybe I totally get that. I understand.

702
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:09,880
Speaker 1: I'm not afraid or angry at you for being you know,

703
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:11,600
Speaker 1: I want to be low key and quiet. I get it.

704
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 1: People are crazy that they're transphobic. I went through it.

705
00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:16,560
Speaker 1: I get it. You could have communicated with me. I

706
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:19,000
Speaker 1: would have been totally cool with that. Let's be low key.

707
00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:20,759
Speaker 1: We can totally chill and just be in the room

708
00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:23,080
Speaker 1: and relax, because I understand, and we were down there

709
00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:24,960
Speaker 1: while they're feeling a TV show, So I mean, I

710
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 1: get it right, But like, he didn't give me the

711
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:30,200
Speaker 1: opportunity to even know what was going on myself. And

712
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:32,440
Speaker 1: I had opened up to him a lot during that

713
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:36,640
Speaker 1: trip about that specific situation, and it just blew my

714
00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:39,319
Speaker 1: mind that even after all that openness, he couldn't just

715
00:36:39,360 --> 00:36:41,600
Speaker 1: tell me, you're all over you know the shade room,

716
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:44,600
Speaker 1: and you know what's the other one. We didn't even

717
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:47,880
Speaker 1: see your name though. That's I'm the only and purposely

718
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:50,560
Speaker 1: was like, let me just not even put her out

719
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:53,200
Speaker 1: there like that. But there's no other trans situation. You

720
00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:55,160
Speaker 1: made me tie you in trans I'm the only thing

721
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:57,560
Speaker 1: that pops up in Google. So of course everyone knows

722
00:36:57,640 --> 00:36:59,080
Speaker 1: that we're here to be in the d M, Like, oh,

723
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,000
Speaker 1: he's talking to about you. And that was the first

724
00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:04,160
Speaker 1: time he had ever publicly denied me, and all of

725
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,080
Speaker 1: that time since stuff happened, he had never made a

726
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:09,279
Speaker 1: statement publicly, He had never spoke on in any interviews.

727
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:12,080
Speaker 1: He just kept it moving. And so it just blew

728
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,680
Speaker 1: my mind that he even even addressed it, like I

729
00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,560
Speaker 1: would just be like, I don't want to talk about it,

730
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:18,840
Speaker 1: simple as that. Do you think that you think the

731
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:22,759
Speaker 1: world he was caught off guard. He did get club,

732
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:26,120
Speaker 1: especially when you told him that's my friend, I know her, No,

733
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:28,680
Speaker 1: I know her right? Oh my god. His face dropped,

734
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:33,359
Speaker 1: like didn't he drawn to take that? And that kind

735
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,279
Speaker 1: of made me feel good, like that you had carried

736
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:36,880
Speaker 1: my defense a little bit. And I saw that you

737
00:37:36,920 --> 00:37:39,680
Speaker 1: didn't mention me on purpose for that reason, because people

738
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:42,040
Speaker 1: did realize do your research if you wouldn't figure out

739
00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:44,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? But that was it was

740
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:46,920
Speaker 1: kind of upsetting. But I think I let that situation

741
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,600
Speaker 1: take too much power from my life. So I'm taking

742
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:52,200
Speaker 1: it back. So I forgive him. Okay, good, there we

743
00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:55,000
Speaker 1: go some forgiveness. So do you think the world is

744
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,839
Speaker 1: getting to be a more accepting place now? It's where

745
00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:01,440
Speaker 1: do you think Trump administration ever forget that that we

746
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:07,040
Speaker 1: were having has backslid times ten right, homophobia, racism, everything

747
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:10,239
Speaker 1: that was any kind of ism that wasn't good has

748
00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:11,960
Speaker 1: now just come to the force. But those are the

749
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,120
Speaker 1: terms of report is. I also kind of feel like

750
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:17,200
Speaker 1: with that happening, it's making people that are against it

751
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,319
Speaker 1: even be more vocal to At the same time, yeah,

752
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:22,720
Speaker 1: you're right in a way, you know, because now before

753
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:24,560
Speaker 1: we just kind of like could ignore things, But now

754
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:27,840
Speaker 1: it's like, no, I have to speak and support people,

755
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: especially being a minority of any kind, being any kind

756
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,600
Speaker 1: of diversity of any kind, Like not supporting other people

757
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:38,520
Speaker 1: that are minorities in diverse situations, you're showing that if

758
00:38:38,520 --> 00:38:42,400
Speaker 1: they don't deserve support, you don't either, you know what

759
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 1: I mean As far as those people that don't want

760
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:47,120
Speaker 1: any of us to have rights that are minorities, Black, Latin,

761
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 1: you know, trans gave any of those things, Like if

762
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:53,239
Speaker 1: you don't support one, you're showing that none of us

763
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:58,359
Speaker 1: are all those rights that were born into Now are

764
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:03,640
Speaker 1: you dating anybody? Now? I have started dating? Um, you're

765
00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:07,879
Speaker 1: always dating somebody. I just actually not true, not true

766
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,480
Speaker 1: for quiet something really Okay. I have my little you know,

767
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:14,040
Speaker 1: my little look like to bust out and you got

768
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:18,440
Speaker 1: to business, but I haven't. I haven't dated dated in

769
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,960
Speaker 1: a long time. But I'm starting to put myself out

770
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,279
Speaker 1: there a little bit. I write that I have no

771
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:27,200
Speaker 1: shortage a question? Do women hit on you a lot?

772
00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:30,560
Speaker 1: Do you date? That? Our deal with that? I don't

773
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 1: have that, just that desire. If I did, of course

774
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:37,520
Speaker 1: me and Sethani have been together right now. But I

775
00:39:37,560 --> 00:39:39,560
Speaker 1: just I don't have that desire. You know what I

776
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:42,520
Speaker 1: mean to ravage a woman. I mean, I'm sure with

777
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:45,239
Speaker 1: more time maybe I'll open up and flore my sexuality

778
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:47,799
Speaker 1: even more. And there there could be a time. I

779
00:39:47,800 --> 00:39:50,799
Speaker 1: can't say never, But I'm just I don't have that

780
00:39:50,880 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 1: an me now. I'm strictly really have movies with girls

781
00:39:54,520 --> 00:39:58,640
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, but I don't pursue like size. Yeah,

782
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,040
Speaker 1: I didn't have no One day, We're going to go

783
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:05,960
Speaker 1: for a drink, so won't come back. I'm gonna be like,

784
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:10,040
Speaker 1: listen announcements. Can you come here? I want to show

785
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:13,239
Speaker 1: you what I showed you in the picture? Remember that

786
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:19,360
Speaker 1: picture I showed you yourself? Filter? What are you looking

787
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,200
Speaker 1: for now? Though? Like? What if you could say what

788
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,359
Speaker 1: are you looking for in a man? Someone would bring

789
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:30,359
Speaker 1: some peace and so we always yeah, because he has

790
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 1: to understand what I've also went through and have some

791
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:36,399
Speaker 1: patience and know that even though I do really want

792
00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:38,520
Speaker 1: to go all in and be all the things that

793
00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:40,359
Speaker 1: you want me to be, it's gonna take me some

794
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:43,839
Speaker 1: time because I am still a bit traumatized for all

795
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:47,680
Speaker 1: of that. Some patients and some peace. Can you get

796
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:51,560
Speaker 1: a big piece? Can you? I can throw down? Yes,

797
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:57,200
Speaker 1: I'm sady Tennessee basallion food and so food anything, so food,

798
00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 1: anything Italian? Yeah, because I was up in Tennessee, so

799
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:04,320
Speaker 1: all my black family and Southern cooking. It's like, honestly,

800
00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:07,000
Speaker 1: she said, a big pieces in a big piece. He's

801
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:15,120
Speaker 1: in a big piece. Hallelujah. Had a lot of money

802
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:19,680
Speaker 1: you halleluja to work together. What about dating apps? Now?

803
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 1: I was with my home girl earlier and she finally

804
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,120
Speaker 1: got married, had a baby. She's been wanting to do

805
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:27,640
Speaker 1: this for like ten years. And she said she was

806
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,480
Speaker 1: on fourteen different dating apps. Okay, trying to find the

807
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:33,320
Speaker 1: right person. Have you ever have you ever tried dating apps?

808
00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:36,520
Speaker 1: I have? How did that work for you? I never

809
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 1: was good at tender, so I've never met anyone on that.

810
00:41:40,160 --> 00:41:42,359
Speaker 1: That's like the hookup one. That's why. Yeah, and it's

811
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:44,799
Speaker 1: not my style anyway, so it wouldn't have worked. Um.

812
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 1: Pof the plenty of fish thing that we were just

813
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,120
Speaker 1: talking about, plenty of people want a date like every

814
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:52,080
Speaker 1: day and go out and do something fun. Pof is

815
00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:53,879
Speaker 1: you always find something that you like to be able

816
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,160
Speaker 1: to go out have a good time. That worked, Okay, Cupid,

817
00:41:56,280 --> 00:41:59,680
Speaker 1: It's nice. Um, but that's really it. And I'm not

818
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 1: on the now. So yeah, I have my little honey

819
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:05,560
Speaker 1: dips and at this moment, so I'll just work with that.

820
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:10,160
Speaker 1: MS are probably crazy now I really wanted to scandal.

821
00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:16,799
Speaker 1: Let's mind going them. Damn g ms conn really go down.

822
00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:19,640
Speaker 1: Look definitely, has anybody ever surprised you like that hit

823
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:22,160
Speaker 1: you up and you've been like, damn, I wouldn't even think. Yes,

824
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 1: the actor Defluly to Puerto Rico, I would have never

825
00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:27,640
Speaker 1: thought him, you know what I mean, like at all.

826
00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 1: I was super shocked. Now, your name's also have been

827
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:34,040
Speaker 1: mixed up with Colin Kaepernick, and I know you've been

828
00:42:34,080 --> 00:42:37,360
Speaker 1: watching all this drama that's been unfolding with him and everything,

829
00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:40,720
Speaker 1: and so what are your thoughts on Colin? I support

830
00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:44,640
Speaker 1: his message immensely. Um, I support his bravery. I think

831
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:48,600
Speaker 1: what he is doing exactly what I said, standing against adversity,

832
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:53,399
Speaker 1: for diversity and minorities in every way. Um, I think

833
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:57,879
Speaker 1: he's brilliant. I think he is amazing. I'm extremely proud

834
00:42:57,920 --> 00:42:59,840
Speaker 1: of him, and I know for myself that he's extremely

835
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:02,200
Speaker 1: proud out of me as well. Oh that's good. So

836
00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,759
Speaker 1: you guys still speak to this day. You know, we

837
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:07,240
Speaker 1: hadn't spoken in a long time. But it was funny,

838
00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:09,160
Speaker 1: like right before I came to my media trip, he

839
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:11,040
Speaker 1: just kind of out the blue, was just like, you know,

840
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:12,839
Speaker 1: I support whatever you and I'm very proud of you.

841
00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:15,000
Speaker 1: That's sweet. So I mean, I guess he checks on

842
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:16,520
Speaker 1: me every once in a while and see when I'm

843
00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 1: up to. Alright, So no hard feelings, they're no, he's amazing.

844
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:23,120
Speaker 1: He's amazing, And you know what, let me just go

845
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:24,960
Speaker 1: ahead and clear the air. And I've tried to do

846
00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:27,319
Speaker 1: this on like a dozen shows. Every time they bring

847
00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 1: him up. Me and Colin have never had a physically

848
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:33,440
Speaker 1: sexual relationship. We have never crossed that line. Okay, so

849
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,960
Speaker 1: people can cut that ship. Just can use me to

850
00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:39,279
Speaker 1: try to shame him. Can I see that a lot too.

851
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:41,359
Speaker 1: I see a lot of different bloggers or a lot

852
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,520
Speaker 1: of different people, you know, saying, oh, he's he's an

853
00:43:44,600 --> 00:43:47,840
Speaker 1: Islamic homo or something like that. You're gonna have to

854
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:52,040
Speaker 1: back up off, Mr Kaepernick if you like, just you

855
00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:57,360
Speaker 1: can article that was like like written about me, and

856
00:43:57,400 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 1: then they keep on reposting this article and using and

857
00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:02,480
Speaker 1: using hate speech and all kinds of stuff. And I

858
00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:06,880
Speaker 1: see these different bloggers and different people constantly trying to

859
00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:11,040
Speaker 1: stir up, you know, something negative about him and trying

860
00:44:11,040 --> 00:44:13,680
Speaker 1: to use me as a way to shame him or

861
00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:16,520
Speaker 1: hurt his mission. But I have news for you. You're

862
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:19,600
Speaker 1: not going to stop it. It's never gonna stop. He's

863
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:22,239
Speaker 1: gonna be down in history for ever now for what

864
00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:24,440
Speaker 1: he's doing. So you can keep on hating, you can

865
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,000
Speaker 1: keep on trying, it's not gonna stop. All right, good,

866
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 1: thank you for clearing it up. People are gonna hear

867
00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:33,880
Speaker 1: it here here, here, yes, here here, And now let

868
00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:36,759
Speaker 1: me ask you, like there's like a code of silence though,

869
00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:40,000
Speaker 1: like you know with these certain guys, because you've said yourself,

870
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:43,280
Speaker 1: there's a lot of men that are secretly dating trans women.

871
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:45,600
Speaker 1: Do you feel like there's like a code that like

872
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:49,520
Speaker 1: you guys have an obligation to not quote out them

873
00:44:49,719 --> 00:44:52,000
Speaker 1: or I think a lot of times it's more of

874
00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:55,759
Speaker 1: the trans woman is afraid of those kind of you know,

875
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:59,040
Speaker 1: situations in public scrutiny and stuff like that. For me,

876
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:03,760
Speaker 1: before I was ever outed myself, UM, I was really

877
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:07,160
Speaker 1: afraid of public scrutiny and that way and being linked

878
00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:09,799
Speaker 1: to someone and being judged because in my world I've

879
00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:12,160
Speaker 1: never been judged for what I do or what I

880
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 1: am or how I look because or in a negative way,

881
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 1: everybody's always celebrated that, So that was really hard for me.

882
00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:20,040
Speaker 1: I think a lot of trans girls themselves maybe are

883
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:22,399
Speaker 1: afraid to live in their truth with their relationships would

884
00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:24,279
Speaker 1: be open just as much as some of the men.

885
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:27,440
Speaker 1: I don't think there's any obligation. I think obviously, if

886
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:30,360
Speaker 1: you're a lover or companion with somebody, you obviously communicate

887
00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:34,440
Speaker 1: with them and share your feelings hopefully, and it just

888
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:36,239
Speaker 1: takes time. You have to be you have to both

889
00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:38,520
Speaker 1: be open and bold enough to cross that line. And

890
00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:42,080
Speaker 1: unfortunately it hasn't happened yet in a big way publicly,

891
00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 1: none of the relationships, even even myself, I am guilty

892
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:48,480
Speaker 1: of that. Like having high profile relationships that the partner

893
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:51,279
Speaker 1: that I was with wasn't ashamed and didn't care. But

894
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:52,839
Speaker 1: you were like, I don't want to always like I'm

895
00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,759
Speaker 1: not doing that right, Absolutely not, We're not doing that.

896
00:45:55,920 --> 00:46:00,440
Speaker 1: So but I mean I would like to one day, um,

897
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 1: you know, being open enough to share a relationship and

898
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 1: show people like a natural, loving, trans and straight man

899
00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:10,080
Speaker 1: relationship so people could understand these guys are not gay, right,

900
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:13,600
Speaker 1: gay and homosexual means you like the same thing that

901
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 1: you are in all those Look, you know what I mean.

902
00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:18,399
Speaker 1: There's an area of gray being a trans woman because

903
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:23,080
Speaker 1: we identify and share femenity and you know extreme, you

904
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:25,879
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So, um, it's gonna take some time,

905
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:28,560
Speaker 1: but one day someone's going to share their their truth

906
00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:31,040
Speaker 1: and their relationship. I feel like people have though. I mean,

907
00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:33,320
Speaker 1: I'm glad that you just said that because I felt

908
00:46:33,360 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 1: like even like me, because I don't really know, like

909
00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:39,120
Speaker 1: maybe all that I should know. Maybe I'm a little

910
00:46:39,120 --> 00:46:42,360
Speaker 1: ignorant to certain things. But like I would have before

911
00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:45,239
Speaker 1: you said that, like I would have thought, like a

912
00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:50,279
Speaker 1: trans woman and a man that they were a gay relationship. Yes,

913
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:52,640
Speaker 1: I would have thought that gay men don't like the

914
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:55,640
Speaker 1: trans girls. They don't like anything curly. Really, you ever

915
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 1: seen a gay man with anything curly? Well, now that

916
00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:01,440
Speaker 1: you say it, they actually really like very masculine men,

917
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 1: very mask gay men that they like to turn. I

918
00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:06,680
Speaker 1: was just about to say that most of my gay

919
00:47:06,719 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 1: friends are attracted to straight man, and I'd be like,

920
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:10,799
Speaker 1: how are you tracked with the straight man that makes

921
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:12,719
Speaker 1: them gay? If they're dealing with you, and they're like, well,

922
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:15,399
Speaker 1: there on the download. But that's a whole different because

923
00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:17,440
Speaker 1: they're in the same They're the same actual sex and

924
00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:20,080
Speaker 1: the same actual gender. Being trans, it's the third gender.

925
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 1: It's not the same, you know, And you can't compare

926
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:26,120
Speaker 1: us the same as a gay guy. We're not made

927
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 1: the same. We don't we don't chemically think the same.

928
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:32,360
Speaker 1: We're not built the same, we don't behave the same.

929
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:34,600
Speaker 1: It's just not the same. Now, what's your favorite position?

930
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 1: I'm at sixty nine. I know you said earlier. If

931
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:41,719
Speaker 1: it's if it's a really good dick. I like missionary.

932
00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:45,239
Speaker 1: I want to arms around your neck and heal you

933
00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:49,200
Speaker 1: and hold on time killing it like I like missionary,

934
00:47:49,239 --> 00:47:54,759
Speaker 1: but I'm that one. No, No, but I too, I

935
00:47:54,800 --> 00:47:58,400
Speaker 1: like missionary that's it's one of my love friends. But

936
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:01,640
Speaker 1: you know, I like doing all you stu um but

937
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:07,720
Speaker 1: you know close dog Stal, do you understand what I'm saying. Yeah,

938
00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:10,160
Speaker 1: what about doggy stop when you're not like on your

939
00:48:10,239 --> 00:48:13,120
Speaker 1: knees but you're more like laying down, that's my favorite. Yeah,

940
00:48:13,239 --> 00:48:19,279
Speaker 1: I like that. That's Jesus favorite. I like that. I

941
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:23,279
Speaker 1: like it all. But I like mr because yeah, yeah, yeah,

942
00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:24,879
Speaker 1: I like I like it from the front, from the back,

943
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:32,400
Speaker 1: from the my head, my head, me on my head,

944
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:36,320
Speaker 1: on the handstands up stairs. At the point that you

945
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:39,759
Speaker 1: don't like getting busted in your face that you like,

946
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:45,280
Speaker 1: I do like it, like it's not my number one favorite,

947
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:48,920
Speaker 1: just for you what I him and I see my

948
00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:51,680
Speaker 1: my guy, I'm gonna tell I'm gonna say for you

949
00:48:52,080 --> 00:48:55,200
Speaker 1: for Angela, yee, I had let you busting my fad

950
00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:57,759
Speaker 1: and you gotta say it like bust all in my face.

951
00:48:57,880 --> 00:49:02,239
Speaker 1: I don't even out love with fans, yeah personal you

952
00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:05,240
Speaker 1: can see that. Only fans host a little sexy private

953
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:07,040
Speaker 1: things on that account too. You got a lot of

954
00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:13,560
Speaker 1: fans and hopefully your family is not following you. And

955
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:16,520
Speaker 1: I happened like two or three times too. It alone,

956
00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:20,080
Speaker 1: like just just like Auntie, why are you getting busting facing?

957
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:25,520
Speaker 1: Is you're letting a girlage your face? Boo. We like

958
00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:30,600
Speaker 1: what we like, right, I support you, don't support me

959
00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:34,360
Speaker 1: to how many? What's the longest that you like? How

960
00:49:34,440 --> 00:49:38,200
Speaker 1: many times can you bust in a row? Oh? Okay,

961
00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:42,160
Speaker 1: it's a weird answer because I have two ways. I

962
00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:45,640
Speaker 1: haven't guess. I can have orgasms anally with prostate obviously,

963
00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:47,040
Speaker 1: if you know it's what he's doing, you can hit

964
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 1: that spot. I can have multiple multiple orgasms anally. As

965
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,560
Speaker 1: long as I don't ejaculate from my cock, I can

966
00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:57,640
Speaker 1: just keep going. You can suck me or just keep

967
00:49:57,680 --> 00:50:00,640
Speaker 1: on just you know, coming orgasming. I can definitely do

968
00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:02,759
Speaker 1: that multiple multiple So I can't even count how many

969
00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 1: times that I can do that. But as like from

970
00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:10,239
Speaker 1: my cock, I've went like seven or eight times. My

971
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:15,080
Speaker 1: what what that's not like all like conk back to that.

972
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:16,759
Speaker 1: But we didn't have to rest. By the day he

973
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:23,160
Speaker 1: did have that, he would at sevens like he was

974
00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:26,520
Speaker 1: he was going crazy. Wow, that was really impressive. No,

975
00:50:26,640 --> 00:50:29,160
Speaker 1: But one time me and my son's father we had sex,

976
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:33,200
Speaker 1: Like one time we counted like we wanted to see

977
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:36,680
Speaker 1: how many times we could have sex? How many what's

978
00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:38,640
Speaker 1: the most we can have sex in the day, And

979
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:41,680
Speaker 1: it came out to like eleven or what I mean.

980
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:43,719
Speaker 1: And I remember how the day when we started in

981
00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:45,879
Speaker 1: the morning, first thing in the morning turned to Brian

982
00:50:46,080 --> 00:50:50,040
Speaker 1: ended up inside and then we moved on with our

983
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,480
Speaker 1: day before Okay, We're like, all right, let's go get

984
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:55,400
Speaker 1: some breakfast. And then we had sex again, damn. And

985
00:50:55,520 --> 00:50:58,960
Speaker 1: then we went we got breakfast. Um, we came back

986
00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:00,759
Speaker 1: as soon as we came back, and we didn't even

987
00:51:00,800 --> 00:51:03,680
Speaker 1: get inside the house, like there was like we lived

988
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:06,040
Speaker 1: in a house and there was like a little threshold

989
00:51:06,080 --> 00:51:08,839
Speaker 1: in between the doors. We did it right there. Boom.

990
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:10,920
Speaker 1: That was a love of time. And then we got inside,

991
00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:15,040
Speaker 1: we washed up and boom again boom. We just kept

992
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:17,120
Speaker 1: on going until the nighttime. And we were like, oh

993
00:51:17,239 --> 00:51:22,239
Speaker 1: my god, I think I'm missing out. Never in my

994
00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 1: life that you don't do and I feel like I'm

995
00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:29,239
Speaker 1: missing out even once and never like I've never ever

996
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:31,400
Speaker 1: done it. I try, it just wasn't gonna happen for me.

997
00:51:31,520 --> 00:51:35,919
Speaker 1: I don't do any but I've definitely gone was something

998
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:40,279
Speaker 1: that very good. Get it in your face is way

999
00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 1: easier than let's declare you can't make that's not fair.

1000
00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,520
Speaker 1: That's not fair. You can't even compare to to. I

1001
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:50,520
Speaker 1: mean I would try it though, like get a nice little,

1002
00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:53,120
Speaker 1: you know, pretty little butt plug or something like I

1003
00:51:53,200 --> 00:52:02,240
Speaker 1: have a butt plug. It's purple, yeah, pretty purple brown,

1004
00:52:06,080 --> 00:52:09,760
Speaker 1: it is brown. You guys can have orgasms through anal

1005
00:52:09,840 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 1: sex though women women, Yeah, you can't hear you can't

1006
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:17,360
Speaker 1: her women have. One of my young girls says that

1007
00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:21,000
Speaker 1: she always comes from anal. Really, yeah, you can come

1008
00:52:21,080 --> 00:52:25,080
Speaker 1: from an I have. It's just different. It's different because

1009
00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:28,120
Speaker 1: it's like you, you could be milked or some weird

1010
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:33,840
Speaker 1: be milked. It's called milk. You can make it. You

1011
00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:36,799
Speaker 1: can make you know, anybody that's you know, born that way.

1012
00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,480
Speaker 1: You can make their you can milk them or make

1013
00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:42,799
Speaker 1: them come ejaculate from the penis by playing with their

1014
00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:45,960
Speaker 1: process in their nurs Yeah, you can make them come

1015
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:48,120
Speaker 1: not even touching their Okay, how does this benefit me?

1016
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:52,719
Speaker 1: I wasn't you don't have I don't have a pen

1017
00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:57,080
Speaker 1: prosper I can still come at your ass. It's just different.

1018
00:52:57,719 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 1: It's yeah, go short, you're if that happens, party done.

1019
00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:13,000
Speaker 1: You definitely need an enemy. You don't get an enemy

1020
00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:19,520
Speaker 1: before you do. Ain't know, you can't. She always I've

1021
00:53:19,560 --> 00:53:24,479
Speaker 1: never rinsed my booty in my life. Yeah, bada nothing,

1022
00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:30,800
Speaker 1: Go get a cal shitty out of it, get a

1023
00:53:30,880 --> 00:53:36,480
Speaker 1: colonic first. I've never heard to rint and repeat. Be

1024
00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:38,800
Speaker 1: self conscious, so you won't even enjoy it. You'll be

1025
00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:43,320
Speaker 1: wondering if you're right, that's not print and repeat. Washed

1026
00:53:43,440 --> 00:53:45,880
Speaker 1: that out, print and repeat. Shouldn't he expect it? Have

1027
00:53:46,040 --> 00:53:47,719
Speaker 1: you ever shifted me or done it? I don't know,

1028
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:49,680
Speaker 1: because I made sure you know what the move. But

1029
00:53:49,800 --> 00:53:52,440
Speaker 1: what about early on, like when you were younger. I'm

1030
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:55,920
Speaker 1: sure there was an incident or two, but you can't

1031
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:58,799
Speaker 1: like it out, but you know because you know if

1032
00:53:58,840 --> 00:54:00,800
Speaker 1: you're in a relationship, guys want at the sex whenerever

1033
00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:02,960
Speaker 1: they wanted right there, and you're like, hold on, I

1034
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:08,320
Speaker 1: don't have animal matter? Did that takes the whole process

1035
00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:13,200
Speaker 1: to get ready enough to just squirt, squash, wash, squash

1036
00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:21,560
Speaker 1: marcus squash a actually into asking you would you sucking

1037
00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:27,160
Speaker 1: dick after her? Like? Because this clean? Okay? Yeah, pulls

1038
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:34,680
Speaker 1: out your pussy absolutely, it tastes great. How y'all fucking up?

1039
00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:38,680
Speaker 1: Yell it out? Kay back in. I think you're taking

1040
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:40,320
Speaker 1: the guys on more though, that you're not freaky and

1041
00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:41,839
Speaker 1: that and ash like that you'll do that and they

1042
00:54:41,880 --> 00:54:44,000
Speaker 1: know that you're that clean, that you're willing to just

1043
00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:46,000
Speaker 1: go straight. And I always say it too, Oh my

1044
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:48,920
Speaker 1: pussy taste so and and that's when you come in

1045
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,400
Speaker 1: my mauthew. You better kiss me too, for sure. Ye,

1046
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:56,399
Speaker 1: not calling my mom. Don't kiss me after I want

1047
00:54:56,440 --> 00:54:59,120
Speaker 1: some kisses. Yeah, you better kiss me. I'm not getting up. No,

1048
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:02,839
Speaker 1: that's oh ball, that's a snowball. I don't want him

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Speaker 1: let me eat. I don't. I don't care to eat.

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Speaker 1: It'll be afraid to kiss me after I've done it

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Speaker 1: because I little at one second. Should ye, I'll chase

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Speaker 1: my boyfriend like that, like I'll suck a zick had swallowed,

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Speaker 1: that'd be. I'll be like, come on, give me a

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Speaker 1: kiss over. I don't hope you like stop playing. When

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Speaker 1: you kiss me on the forehead, I'll be like, oh no,

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Speaker 1: you don't want to kiss me, but if you be,

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Speaker 1: I want to make I don't care like you're making

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Speaker 1: it him. Yeah, you're making it wet. Don't want to

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Speaker 1: just kiss watching watch because if you come in here

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Speaker 1: with me, or you're kiss him right, yeah, as long

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Speaker 1: as he ain't still in his mouth. I don't gonna

1062
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Speaker 1: kiss you with a whole mouthful to come see. You know.

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Speaker 1: You know I have tasted my own com before, but

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna just be swallowing my own love. Don't

1065
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Speaker 1: spit it out. I don't think you're nasty first following, yeah,

1066
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Speaker 1: I think that you're supposed to if you're just older

1067
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Speaker 1: than your mouth. Just yes, first of all, the whole

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Speaker 1: it turns into right, it starts thinking a little harder.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna use that like, you're not a snowball dried

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Speaker 1: up coming in. I remember the pink snowballs back in

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Speaker 1: the day. It was like a dessert. Marsha fellow yow

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Speaker 1: I love you know. They got him an al nine

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Speaker 1: at the cost your sale. They're on sale right now.

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Speaker 1: They have the yellow and the pink one. Alright. Me

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Speaker 1: isn't a bell to leave us, but a good sex tip,

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Speaker 1: something for us to all go try. I know you're

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Speaker 1: gonna tell me to try, you know, I don't know

1078
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Speaker 1: about that. I don't know. My sex hip is especially

1079
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Speaker 1: for women, like don't just be a receptacle for someone

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Speaker 1: else's sexual desires um feel powerful enough in your own

1081
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Speaker 1: sexuality to demand what you want, make him do what

1082
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,520
Speaker 1: you want, and be comfortable with saying this is what

1083
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Speaker 1: I need to be sexually pleased. And that's also that's

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1085
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Speaker 1: The guys love that you take charge. Like guys love

1086
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Speaker 1: when the girls like snatches them up and takes the

1087
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Speaker 1: dick from them. Trust me, they love that. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah,

1088
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Speaker 1: it's nothing. A guy goes crazy, he's like, oh, just

1089
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Speaker 1: massage me, and you're like rubbing on him, and then

1090
00:57:44,200 --> 00:57:49,960
Speaker 1: you're just like, man, this is stupid. Just pull your

1091
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:53,520
Speaker 1: dick out back and they're like, oh, like know what

1092
00:57:53,640 --> 00:57:56,120
Speaker 1: you was trying to do here? Just rubbed me a

1093
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Speaker 1: little bit. Well me, It's about always. We appreciate you

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Speaker 1: so much. We always have so much fun with Thank you,

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Speaker 1: thank you, thank you for live service.