WEBVTT - #450 Lauren Bright Pacheco with Michelle Morrison

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<v Speaker 1>Tens of thousands of people incarcerated in the US have

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<v Speaker 1>been wrongfully convicted and are being held in captivity for crimes,

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<v Speaker 1>even as they adamantly maintain their innocence. What's it like

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<v Speaker 1>to be one of those imprisoned people, and what's it

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<v Speaker 1>like to be their ally, the one outside committed to

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<v Speaker 1>fighting for their freedom. I'm Lauren Bride Pacheco, and this

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<v Speaker 1>is wrongful conviction. Welcome to wrongful conviction. In two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and nine, Michelle Morrison was convicted on a felony murder

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<v Speaker 1>charge along with aggravated assault, criminal attempt to commit armed robbery,

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<v Speaker 1>and conspiracy over a two thousand and seven shooting that

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<v Speaker 1>left a man dead. Now, what if I told you

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<v Speaker 1>that not only did Michelle not fire the weapon that

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<v Speaker 1>took the man's life, but she never even set foot

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<v Speaker 1>in the house where the shoe occurred. In fact, she

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even get out of the car. And yet Michelle Morrison,

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<v Speaker 1>at the age of twenty six, was sentenced to life

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<v Speaker 1>in prison plus five years. Her mother, Cynthia Holland, has

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<v Speaker 1>fought fiercely for her daughter's release, which finally occurred in

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<v Speaker 1>August of twenty twenty two, but only after Michelle spent

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<v Speaker 1>nearly thirteen years behind bars for a murder she did

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<v Speaker 1>not commit. Cynthia truly moved mountains to get her daughter

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<v Speaker 1>out of prison and in the process brought about real

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<v Speaker 1>reform in the Georgia justice system. And we'll get into

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<v Speaker 1>exactly how she went about that, but first, Michelle Morrison

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<v Speaker 1>and Cynthia Holland, Welcome to Wrongful Conviction.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Lauren Hi, thank you for having.

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<v Speaker 1>Us wonderful listen. Before we get into the event that

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<v Speaker 1>left you in prison for thirteen years, I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to find out a little bit more about you, Mischae

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<v Speaker 1>as a person, your upbringing, where you grew up, what

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<v Speaker 1>kind of a child you were, and your mom's here

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<v Speaker 1>to keep you on us.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in Atlanta. My mom and dad were

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<v Speaker 3>married till I was five. I had a lot of energy.

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<v Speaker 3>I was more like a tomboy. I loved to hang

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<v Speaker 3>out with my uncle Joey. That was like my big brother.

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<v Speaker 3>I would ride a scooter, be in the trees, be everywhere.

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<v Speaker 3>I just I was real active. I had a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of energy.

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<v Speaker 2>In school, I was a happy kid.

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<v Speaker 1>What made you happy? What was your favorite music? What

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<v Speaker 1>were your favorite things to do.

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<v Speaker 3>Ooh, my favorite music Michael Jackson. Michael Jackson and my

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<v Speaker 3>favorite thing. When I became I was like, how old

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<v Speaker 3>was I when I was in Girl Scouts? I think

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<v Speaker 3>I was in the fourth or fifth grade. But that

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<v Speaker 3>was my favorite thing. My mom was the leader and

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<v Speaker 3>I got to do everything. It was like I was

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<v Speaker 3>the mini leader because she was in charge. So I

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<v Speaker 3>had We went to the zoo to spend the night.

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<v Speaker 3>We went, we had sleepovers. It was fun selling cookies. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that was really fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a Samoa girl and nuts.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes.

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<v Speaker 1>So by your teens, from being a Girl Scout, you

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<v Speaker 1>kind of took a bit of a different path and

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<v Speaker 1>some of the decisions that you were making at the

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<v Speaker 1>time might have put you at odds with your mom.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, the area that we was in, I really didn't

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<v Speaker 3>care for my school.

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<v Speaker 2>I just didn't like my school. It wasn't really productive.

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<v Speaker 3>I had friends that went to some of the better schools,

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<v Speaker 3>but I couldn't go there first because I didn't stay

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<v Speaker 3>in the area. I didn't have the address, and then

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<v Speaker 3>my mom couldn't take me there because it was far.

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<v Speaker 3>So I kind of just didn't like school at all.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd be the person that to get finished with my

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<v Speaker 3>work and disrupt everybody in class then get in trouble.

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<v Speaker 3>I started kind of like falling back from school till

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<v Speaker 3>eventually I dropped out of school and I started hanging

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<v Speaker 3>out with some kids that one of the best kids

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<v Speaker 3>in the world, But you know, I started hanging out

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<v Speaker 3>with them because I thought they were cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Was that difficult for you, Cynthia, I mean, having been

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<v Speaker 1>the girls Scout leader to kind of having a rebellious

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<v Speaker 1>daughter on your hands.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, needless to say, it was. But I had two daughters,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's amazing how you can have two children and

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<v Speaker 4>they can grow up exactly the same and then go

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<v Speaker 4>in different directions. So on one hand, I had one daughter

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<v Speaker 4>that was doing everything in school and loved school, and

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<v Speaker 4>the other hand, another daughter that was rebelling and was

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<v Speaker 4>just kind of going through that teenage stuff. A lot

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<v Speaker 4>of it was because we didn't have a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>the resources back then to help. When you're being a

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<v Speaker 4>single parent trying to raise two children, trying to work

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<v Speaker 4>and everything, it was tough. It was tough.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the age difference? The age difference between you

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<v Speaker 1>and your sister.

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<v Speaker 2>Michelle years she's older than me.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, sometimes it's it's easier to go the opposite

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<v Speaker 1>direction of an older sibling, particularly if they're hitting all

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<v Speaker 1>the high notes. It's a little easier to not follow

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<v Speaker 1>in their steps sometimes. How old were you when your

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<v Speaker 1>parents got divorced.

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<v Speaker 3>I was five, and that took That took a toll

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<v Speaker 3>on me because I was a daddy's girl and we.

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<v Speaker 2>Were super close, super close.

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<v Speaker 3>So when they did get divorced, you know, I understand

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<v Speaker 3>what was going on. He moved to another state and

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<v Speaker 3>I had to wait till summer breaks or Christmas breaks

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<v Speaker 3>to see him.

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<v Speaker 2>So, yeah, they're right there. You know, that hurt me

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<v Speaker 2>real bad. You know, I wanted my dad.

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<v Speaker 1>So by the time you got your teens or obviously

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<v Speaker 1>have different priorities than your older sister and a bit

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<v Speaker 1>at odds with your mom. But what were your goals,

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<v Speaker 1>your thoughts about the future.

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted to I always wanted to work in a

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<v Speaker 3>medical field from when I was young. It went from

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<v Speaker 3>a brain surgeon to a heart surgeon. So when I

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<v Speaker 3>realized I'm not doing at at school, to a pediatrician.

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<v Speaker 3>Then it went to an rin and that was the

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<v Speaker 3>final thing that I was going to do, but I

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<v Speaker 3>ended up enrolling in the CAB tech for a licensed

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<v Speaker 3>practical nurse. I went almost a year and I couldn't

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<v Speaker 3>stay focused because I was dancing in the nightclubs and

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<v Speaker 3>I was so tired trying to go to work and

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<v Speaker 3>trying to go to college. And then when I got

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<v Speaker 3>to math, math has always been my hertes subject and

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<v Speaker 3>it just was frustrating me. I already couldn't focus, so

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<v Speaker 3>I ended up dropping out of the cap tick.

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<v Speaker 1>And so that takes us about to the time when

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<v Speaker 1>this unfolded. How was that time period in terms of

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<v Speaker 1>your relationship, Cynthia, were you guys strained before this happened.

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<v Speaker 4>I was a little disappointed about the things that she

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<v Speaker 4>was doing. I even remember in my Bible study group

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<v Speaker 4>we were giving prayer request and I mentioned pray for

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<v Speaker 4>my daughter because she grew up in the church. She

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<v Speaker 4>was acculate, she loved the church, and now she's taken

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<v Speaker 4>another path. And I remember the pastor telling me, don't

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<v Speaker 4>get so down because you're feeling like you're a bad

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<v Speaker 4>mother and it's not because of that, and he tried

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<v Speaker 4>to encourage me, and I was able to release it,

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<v Speaker 4>and I begin to say well, God, this is your child.

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<v Speaker 4>What are you going to do with her? I just prayed.

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<v Speaker 4>And my grandmother, who bless her so has gone on

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<v Speaker 4>to heaven. She would say, She'll probably be the one

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<v Speaker 4>to surprise you, because when she was young, she would

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<v Speaker 4>just do things and say things that were just amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>So I knew it was inside of her, and I

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<v Speaker 4>think that's why all of this adversity hit her like

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<v Speaker 4>it did, and she went through that to become who

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<v Speaker 4>she is now.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, And in terms of that adversity before this incident,

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<v Speaker 1>had you had any substantial runnings with the law.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I had got on probation and end up going

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<v Speaker 3>to juvenile for not going to school. As my I

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<v Speaker 3>guess my punishment, they sent me to a wolderness camp

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<v Speaker 3>where I had to go for I think it was

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<v Speaker 3>six weeks where I had to go stay out into

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<v Speaker 3>the woods and it was so horrible and I remember

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<v Speaker 3>getting bait up by jiggers.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh it was. It was terrible. It was terrible.

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<v Speaker 3>And I told my mom, I said, oh, I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>I'm going to school. I'm not going to do this

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<v Speaker 3>no more. Like my mom was like okay, okay, okay.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like I'm not gonna do it no more.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's what happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Then, in retrospect, those bug bites probably didn't seem as

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<v Speaker 1>bad as what ended up happening. So take me to

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<v Speaker 1>the night of June eleventh, two thousand and seven, when

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<v Speaker 1>all of this went down. Seems almost like a series

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<v Speaker 1>of bad decisions that snowballed.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 3>So, while I was dancing, I did abuse pills. I

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<v Speaker 3>had a pill habit. They make you hang around people

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<v Speaker 3>that you think are your friends, and really the whole

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<v Speaker 3>time they're not your friends. It's the worst thing ever

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<v Speaker 3>in the world. But I had a friend that I've

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<v Speaker 3>been knowing for years, and she sold drugs and she

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<v Speaker 3>had an escort service. We've been friends, probably before I

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<v Speaker 3>start dancing. We were friends and we were cool, like

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<v Speaker 3>she never owned the vehicle. I always give her rides

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<v Speaker 3>to places or let her borrow my car. On this

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<v Speaker 3>particular night, she asked me for a ride to pick

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<v Speaker 3>up some money that was old to her. She wanted

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<v Speaker 3>the two guys to go with her because the guy

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<v Speaker 3>was dodging her phone calls and he owed her money

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<v Speaker 3>and she needed her money.

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<v Speaker 2>And I drove her there.

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<v Speaker 3>She used my phone acting like her phone was dead

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<v Speaker 3>the whole time. I drove my car with my driver

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<v Speaker 3>license plates retro to my name.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything is to my name.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, if I was going to commit a crime,

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<v Speaker 3>I would never let her use my my phone and

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<v Speaker 3>traced me. I would have never drove my car to

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<v Speaker 3>register straight back to my house. But once again, when

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<v Speaker 3>you're on heavy pills, none of that matters. You're not

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<v Speaker 3>even really paying attention what's going on in the car.

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<v Speaker 3>You're just driving. So the two guys get out the

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<v Speaker 3>car and I guess they go in. Me and her

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<v Speaker 3>talking the whole time. After they've been out for a second,

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<v Speaker 3>one of the other guys came in and got in

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<v Speaker 3>a car, breathing hard, you know, saying I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>what happened. I don't know if my boy shot this

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<v Speaker 3>guy or the guy shot him. And I'm looking like,

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<v Speaker 3>what are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>Shot what?

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<v Speaker 3>So he's had one foot in, one foot out. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>dropped about to drive off, and he's like, I can't

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<v Speaker 3>leave my boy. He get out the car. I ended

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<v Speaker 3>up leaving because I didn't even know the man was dead.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't know nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>How did you find that out? The next day?

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<v Speaker 3>So when I was going to go pick up my

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<v Speaker 3>contacts from the eyeglass place, the GBI pulled me over

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<v Speaker 3>and said they wanted to talk to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's when you first realized that you were caught

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<v Speaker 1>up in all of us, that you were now part

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<v Speaker 1>of the investigation.

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<v Speaker 3>It took me to the police station and they had

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<v Speaker 3>me and my friend up there for a few hours.

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<v Speaker 3>They impounded my car and they let us go.

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<v Speaker 1>And when did you loop your mom that all of

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<v Speaker 1>this was unfolding.

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<v Speaker 4>Actually, I didn't find out for quite some time because

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<v Speaker 4>my father, who was living in Alabama, was killed in

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<v Speaker 4>a car accident on June seventh, two thousand and nine.

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<v Speaker 4>So I was preparing a funeral, driving back and forth

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<v Speaker 4>to Huntsville, trying to secure his belongings and stuff. So

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<v Speaker 4>I was wondering why when Michelle came to the funeral,

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<v Speaker 4>she didn't have a vehicle, and she just told me

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<v Speaker 4>that it was in the shop or something. I still

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<v Speaker 4>didn't know until they actually knocked on my door, the

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<v Speaker 4>GBI and said that they were looking for her about

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<v Speaker 4>a homicide, and my heart just fell out. And the

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<v Speaker 4>GBI can remember him, you know, he was very calm,

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<v Speaker 4>He was very nice about it. He didn't believe that

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<v Speaker 4>she was guilty of it, he assured me, because I

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<v Speaker 4>was like in tears. He said, if you know where

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<v Speaker 4>she is, just tell her to turn herself in. And

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<v Speaker 4>I immediately called her, and that's what we did. I said,

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<v Speaker 4>get it straightened out, but we're not gonna run or

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<v Speaker 4>disregard this.

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<v Speaker 1>So you turned yourself in willingly.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>It was right after the incident, and I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna do the right thing. I don't have no

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<v Speaker 3>reason to run.

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<v Speaker 1>What was that time period like for you, from the

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<v Speaker 1>time you got the knock on the door of Cynthia.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you think that it was just a formality and

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<v Speaker 1>you'd go in, get questioned and leave.

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<v Speaker 4>No. I thought it was serious. Matter of fact, I

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<v Speaker 4>begin to make in preparations. I went to a bondsman

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<v Speaker 4>to try to prepare for bail. I got things set up.

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<v Speaker 4>They told me that with those types of charges that

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<v Speaker 4>it would probably be serious and a very high bail.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I was scrambling trying to make sure that

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<v Speaker 4>I could try to not let her go to that

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<v Speaker 4>awful jail. All the things I saw on TV and

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<v Speaker 4>going people going to jail and getting killed. I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>all kinds of things was running through my head.

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<v Speaker 1>And so Michelle, what was going through your head when

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<v Speaker 1>you walked in to turn yourself in?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I was so afraid. I was so afraid.

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<v Speaker 3>And I sat there for about a week inside of

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<v Speaker 3>the county jail till I got my bond here, and

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<v Speaker 3>I was scared. I had the same perception of prison

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<v Speaker 3>that my mama did, Like I couldn't imagine my self

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<v Speaker 3>in there for five minutes, let alone thirteen years. So

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<v Speaker 3>I was nervous. But thankfully God had me with a

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<v Speaker 3>good bunkie because we were praying together and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>How did the detectives treat you initially off the bat?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have a lawyer when you were first interrogated?

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<v Speaker 3>Nope, And I can honestly say the GBI were very, very,

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<v Speaker 3>very nice to me. They were trying to help me out,

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<v Speaker 3>like they wanted me to help them. They wanted my

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<v Speaker 3>co defend. But I didn't know where she was. She ran,

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<v Speaker 3>she was on a run. I couldn't help you find

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<v Speaker 3>her because she was running for me too. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know where she was.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I think there was even an America's Most

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<v Speaker 1>Wanted episode about her.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 4>And when we went to court for her bond hearing,

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<v Speaker 4>I brought members from my church. We had three rows

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<v Speaker 4>of people that stood up for her, and the judge

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<v Speaker 4>ended up giving her a bond of one thousand dollars cash.

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<v Speaker 4>When I called back the bond's company and said, sir,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't need you. My daughter just got one thousand

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<v Speaker 4>dollar cash bond and I can pay that, he said, lady,

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<v Speaker 4>you're crazy. Nobody gets it. I said, I'm telling you,

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<v Speaker 4>that's what the judge says. My daughter's walking out. And

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<v Speaker 4>she walked for two years. There was no evidence. The

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<v Speaker 4>GBI said that they were astonished that they she was

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<v Speaker 4>even indicted because there was no physical evidence against her.

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<v Speaker 1>So those two years must have been kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>having raincloud following you because you're still not in the clearer.

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<v Speaker 1>And so when did the plea deal first come on

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<v Speaker 1>the table? What were you offered and who offered it?

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<v Speaker 3>I was offered five years, and that came from the

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<v Speaker 3>DA at the time. I was offered five years to

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<v Speaker 3>turn state on the other two guys that were there.

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<v Speaker 2>So I had two lawyers.

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<v Speaker 3>I had the lawyer that I hired that I kind

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<v Speaker 3>of knew, so I kind of trusted him more. And

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<v Speaker 3>then he hired on another lawyer as a partner, so

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<v Speaker 3>it was like I had doctor Jeko on Hide.

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<v Speaker 2>The lawyer I hired, he was like, we're gonna fight.

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<v Speaker 2>You're gonna win this.

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<v Speaker 4>La la la la.

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<v Speaker 3>The lawyer that I didn't hire, he was like, I

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<v Speaker 3>was a prosecutor before. Take no five years. We know

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<v Speaker 3>you didn't do nothing, but you was there at the

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<v Speaker 3>scene of the crime. This is Georgia. Their laws are crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm having these two people in my head at

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<v Speaker 3>this time, and I'm like, oh my god, I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know Georgia laws. I ain't never been no serious trouble

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<v Speaker 3>like this. So I'm like, I'm finna fight for my life.

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<v Speaker 3>That's all I seen, That's all I can see. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>finna fight.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I can imagine if you got a thousand dollars bond,

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<v Speaker 1>you probably felt that roll the dice. You're innocent, you

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<v Speaker 1>didn't do it, So why would you take five years

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<v Speaker 1>and testify against people when you weren't at the scene

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<v Speaker 1>of the murder.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I, like Michelle, did not understand the system. I

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<v Speaker 4>wasn't clear when they said five years would she be

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<v Speaker 4>saying five years to murder, and.

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<v Speaker 1>It seems like, Michelle, you were getting really conflicting legal

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<v Speaker 1>advice heading into that trial too.

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't.

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<v Speaker 3>Also, I had just enrolled into Georgia Perimeter for the

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<v Speaker 3>summer course. I was going to start the RIN program.

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<v Speaker 3>So in my mind, I didn't know they was going

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<v Speaker 3>to drop my charge to a list of charge. They

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<v Speaker 3>did not explain the five years. I'm thinking, I'm still

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<v Speaker 3>gonna have this murder charge. I'm like, I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 3>be getting to college with his murder charge. These are

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<v Speaker 3>the thoughts going in my head. So I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>trying to go back to school and do the right thing.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, oh god, oh no, no, no, no, So

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't I didn't understand it.

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<v Speaker 1>But that said, by the time you're heading into trial,

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<v Speaker 1>you're making steps to get your life back into order

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<v Speaker 1>and take me to the trial. What did it feel

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<v Speaker 1>like sitting in that courtroom and how did you feel

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<v Speaker 1>things were going for you? Michelle?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, well, I can remember. I remember bits and pieces

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<v Speaker 3>of it. Being so scared. I still was abusing appeals.

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't really in my right mind. I just wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to be numb.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so scared. I really didn't want to be there.

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<v Speaker 3>So the whole time, I'm just listening to the case,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm listening to all the evidence against my co defendents,

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<v Speaker 3>listening to their extensive criminal history, and it felt weird,

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<v Speaker 3>like I didn't belong there. I just felt crazy the

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<v Speaker 3>whole time.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's two years after any event happened, and so

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<v Speaker 1>it's April of twenty oh nine, Cynthia. Were you there

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<v Speaker 1>during the trials?

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<v Speaker 4>I was there every day. Me and one of my

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<v Speaker 4>prayer partners sat there in the courtroom, listened to all

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<v Speaker 4>the testimony. And that's why it was so devastating, because

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<v Speaker 4>the testimony never really had anything solid, and you think

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<v Speaker 4>for somebody to get a life sentence, you would have

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<v Speaker 4>to have a little bit more concrete evidence. Plus there

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<v Speaker 4>were several times that I ran into the judge shopping

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<v Speaker 4>at the grocery store, and one time he was right

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<v Speaker 4>in front of me in the line and he says,

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<v Speaker 4>aren't you the mother of the girl that's on trial?

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<v Speaker 4>And I said, yes, tell her to take the plea deal.

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<v Speaker 4>Tell her to take the plea deal. And I got

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<v Speaker 4>nervous because I didn't think judges were supposed to talk

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<v Speaker 4>to you about that, and it really made me nervous

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<v Speaker 4>more now about the plea deal, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 4>are they trying to set us up? Or what I mean?

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<v Speaker 4>So many things kept going through my mind because I

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<v Speaker 4>was so unsure.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, and he was giving you a heads up because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even think that could have prepared you guys

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<v Speaker 1>for the verdict. So take me to the exact moment

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<v Speaker 1>that the verdict is delivered, Michelle.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, well, they delivered my co defense verdict first, and.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh god, they said guilty.

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<v Speaker 3>So then when they came back to mine and said guilty,

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<v Speaker 3>I felt like I felt like I've been stabbed, and

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<v Speaker 3>it's just I was shocked. I didn't know what to do,

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<v Speaker 3>what to say, and the judge looked at me and

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<v Speaker 3>he was like, I tried to tell this young lady,

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<v Speaker 3>you know he please file your appeals like you can

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<v Speaker 3>tell everybody felt so bad. I remember a lady in

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<v Speaker 3>the jury. She was crying. I guess they didn't realize.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't even know if the jury was told I

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<v Speaker 3>was offered five years because they said it. After I

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<v Speaker 3>got the verdict came down, I was offered five years.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I was in total shock and disbelief. I

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't even understand what was going on, total disbelief.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you sentenced right there?

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<v Speaker 2>And then yeah? So it was right there and then

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<v Speaker 2>life plus five years.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes he said life plus five, but I'm gonna suspend

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<v Speaker 4>the five but still life in Georgia. At the time,

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<v Speaker 4>she was convicted as a minimum of thirty years.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a long time, so thirty before parole, right.

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<v Speaker 4>Before they even look at you.

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<v Speaker 3>When I look, I heard my mama crying. I've never

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<v Speaker 3>heard her cry like that before, so that hurt me

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<v Speaker 3>more than anything because she's such a strong woman, and

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<v Speaker 3>hear her cry just brought my heart.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're twenty six years old, but you're still your

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<v Speaker 1>mom's baby, Cynthia. I can't even fathom what that felt

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<v Speaker 1>like as a mother.

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<v Speaker 4>It was like I was in the twilight zone or something.

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<v Speaker 4>And it happened to be the day that all those

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<v Speaker 4>days my girlfriend sat with me, but that particular morning

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<v Speaker 4>I was there alone. I just became hysterical. I just

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<v Speaker 4>couldn't believe it. It's like someone had taken my heart

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<v Speaker 4>and ripped it out of my chest and just was

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<v Speaker 4>stamping on it. I was feeling everything lost, hurt, betrayed.

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<v Speaker 4>I went to a courthouse where we claimed justice for all,

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<v Speaker 4>but it's justice for some. I felt I was discriminated against.

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<v Speaker 4>I felt like their main goal was to win a case.

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<v Speaker 4>They did not care who Michelle was. They did not

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<v Speaker 4>care any of that.

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<v Speaker 3>During that time, I heard a voice. When I was

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<v Speaker 3>sitting up there, I heard a voice whisper m and

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<v Speaker 3>I thought it was my lawyer at first, but when

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<v Speaker 3>I looked and and I seen he wasn't talking to me.

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<v Speaker 3>A voice whisper and say you're not gonna do a

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<v Speaker 3>life sentence, but you gotta go through this to become

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<v Speaker 3>the woman that you need to be. And later on

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<v Speaker 3>I knew it was God. But at that time, I

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<v Speaker 3>just was like, who said that?

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<v Speaker 2>Who said that?

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm looking around and looking at my mom, and

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<v Speaker 3>everybody was crying, actually all my friends and family in church.

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<v Speaker 3>Everybody was crying. And I I remember saying, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>i'm'a be okay. God got me, and that voice stuck

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<v Speaker 3>with me, the voice. I took the voice all the

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<v Speaker 3>way to prison cause I believed that voice.

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<v Speaker 4>They actually carried me out of the court room. Fat

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<v Speaker 4>hands and feet. I sat in the lobby of the

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<v Speaker 4>courtroom and I just kind of waited. When I left

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<v Speaker 4>there to go to my car, I was I could

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<v Speaker 4>hear people talking around me, but it was like I

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<v Speaker 4>wasn't there, and I was just crying the whole way

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<v Speaker 4>to my car. And I could hear people saying, are

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<v Speaker 4>you all right, ma'am?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you all right, ma'am?

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<v Speaker 4>And it was like they were talking, but I couldn't

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<v Speaker 4>grasp it, and I just kept walking. I got to

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<v Speaker 4>my car. I probably cried all the way home. For

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<v Speaker 4>the first few months, tears were my food, and it

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<v Speaker 4>was just a lot of crying and a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>just I didn't know what to do, kind of just

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<v Speaker 4>in a state of disbelief.

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<v Speaker 1>You're listening to Wrongful Conviction with Lauren Bright Pacheco. You

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<v Speaker 1>Where were you? Signed? Michelle?

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<v Speaker 2>I was sent to Metro State Prison.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the biggest hurdle for you transitioning to life

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<v Speaker 1>in prison?

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<v Speaker 3>Hmmm, oh wow, just everything. I don't know what was

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<v Speaker 3>the biggest. They all were big to me, having to

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<v Speaker 3>live with people who I don't know who. Some are evil,

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<v Speaker 3>some are good. Just being around these people that I

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<v Speaker 3>deemed as crazy when I first got there because I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't know, Like my perception of prison in jail was like,

0:24:55.280 --> 0:24:57.960
<v Speaker 3>oh my god, like everybody think it's murderous here, so

0:24:58.520 --> 0:25:01.919
<v Speaker 3>you know, just trying to adjust to that and trying

0:25:01.920 --> 0:25:06.720
<v Speaker 3>to I guess fit in having to be in a

0:25:06.800 --> 0:25:10.159
<v Speaker 3>room with somebody, share the same bathroom, sleep on the

0:25:10.160 --> 0:25:16.440
<v Speaker 3>hard bed, where the same outfit every day, the socks,

0:25:16.520 --> 0:25:20.040
<v Speaker 3>everything it would, I mean, everything was big to me

0:25:20.200 --> 0:25:23.200
<v Speaker 3>because it was like a world that I couldn't even

0:25:23.520 --> 0:25:27.639
<v Speaker 3>fantom like I never never would imagine being in a

0:25:27.680 --> 0:25:32.119
<v Speaker 3>place like that, So everything was adjustment. Like when I

0:25:32.160 --> 0:25:35.159
<v Speaker 3>got there, my mom always make sure I have store

0:25:35.880 --> 0:25:38.159
<v Speaker 3>because if you cannot live off, you live off that food.

0:25:38.800 --> 0:25:39.560
<v Speaker 2>I would never eat.

0:25:39.720 --> 0:25:42.119
<v Speaker 3>So and I'm a sweet person, so people see that

0:25:42.119 --> 0:25:44.439
<v Speaker 3>they try to take advantage of you, so they always

0:25:44.480 --> 0:25:46.439
<v Speaker 3>asking for stuff and I'm always giving it to them

0:25:46.520 --> 0:25:47.600
<v Speaker 3>cause I'm used to being nice.

0:25:47.640 --> 0:25:49.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm used to sharing. I'm used to having things, so

0:25:49.600 --> 0:25:50.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't mind sharing.

0:25:50.600 --> 0:25:53.359
<v Speaker 3>So I remember the mental health counselor pulling me in

0:25:53.400 --> 0:25:55.920
<v Speaker 3>there and saying, listen, if you keep sharing, I'm gonna

0:25:55.920 --> 0:25:58.160
<v Speaker 3>write you up. You're in prison. Can you understand where

0:25:58.200 --> 0:26:00.639
<v Speaker 3>you're at. You're not at home. You gonna look at

0:26:00.640 --> 0:26:02.520
<v Speaker 3>you as week take advantage of you. You need to

0:26:02.520 --> 0:26:04.840
<v Speaker 3>stop doing it. And I'm like, I'm just being myself this.

0:26:05.000 --> 0:26:06.440
<v Speaker 3>She was like, well, you're gonna have to do something

0:26:06.480 --> 0:26:08.960
<v Speaker 3>different because it's not gonna work in this environment.

0:26:10.480 --> 0:26:12.880
<v Speaker 1>So when was the next time that you guys got

0:26:12.880 --> 0:26:15.720
<v Speaker 1>to see one another physically, Cynthia? And what was that

0:26:15.880 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 1>like to see your daughter behind bars?

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<v Speaker 4>The hardest part was leaving her and seeing her in there.

0:26:23.680 --> 0:26:27.440
<v Speaker 4>And of course every time you go to visitation, it's

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<v Speaker 4>a whole other set of drama. I hate the process,

0:26:31.280 --> 0:26:34.439
<v Speaker 4>the way you're treated, the things you have to go through.

0:26:34.920 --> 0:26:38.760
<v Speaker 4>They act like you have committed a crime. So the

0:26:38.800 --> 0:26:41.600
<v Speaker 4>county jail, luckily she didn't stay there, and then it

0:26:41.680 --> 0:26:44.359
<v Speaker 4>was a facility that wasn't too far from home, like

0:26:44.400 --> 0:26:47.919
<v Speaker 4>twenty minutes away, so that we could come pretty regularly.

0:26:48.320 --> 0:26:50.240
<v Speaker 4>But again I had to go through the process with

0:26:50.320 --> 0:26:53.280
<v Speaker 4>the guards. Some of them were very, very mean, but

0:26:53.480 --> 0:26:57.280
<v Speaker 4>as I begin to treat them, in a certain way.

0:26:57.320 --> 0:26:59.399
<v Speaker 4>They begin to treat me in a better way, and

0:26:59.480 --> 0:27:01.639
<v Speaker 4>a lot of them I became good friends with towards

0:27:01.640 --> 0:27:05.200
<v Speaker 4>the end. But visitation process is horrible.

0:27:05.960 --> 0:27:09.200
<v Speaker 1>How did that change the relationship that you two had,

0:27:09.680 --> 0:27:13.080
<v Speaker 1>because suddenly it's not just as easy as picking up

0:27:13.080 --> 0:27:15.640
<v Speaker 1>the phone whenever you want or popping by for a visit.

0:27:15.720 --> 0:27:18.480
<v Speaker 1>How did it change the way in which you guys

0:27:18.520 --> 0:27:20.400
<v Speaker 1>had to communicate Cynthia.

0:27:21.200 --> 0:27:24.800
<v Speaker 4>Well, it was difficult because visitation was limited, and then

0:27:24.800 --> 0:27:28.200
<v Speaker 4>they always changed stuff as you go along. Phone calls

0:27:28.200 --> 0:27:32.200
<v Speaker 4>were limited, and prison is expensive. It is a racket.

0:27:32.560 --> 0:27:35.159
<v Speaker 4>I mean, we spent more money in those years with

0:27:35.280 --> 0:27:40.360
<v Speaker 4>phone calls packages. They charge you for everything. So it's

0:27:40.440 --> 0:27:43.879
<v Speaker 4>just a frustrating thing because you even through visitation, the

0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:47.120
<v Speaker 4>vending machines, the stuff is like a two hundred percent markup,

0:27:47.400 --> 0:27:49.120
<v Speaker 4>and then you take your chance when you put your

0:27:49.119 --> 0:27:51.040
<v Speaker 4>money in there that you might get some food and

0:27:51.080 --> 0:27:53.320
<v Speaker 4>you might not, and then it could be spoiled and

0:27:53.359 --> 0:27:55.200
<v Speaker 4>it could not and you won't get your money back.

0:27:55.240 --> 0:27:58.640
<v Speaker 4>But that's all you can do during that little time frame.

0:27:58.720 --> 0:28:02.600
<v Speaker 4>They gave you communication, You could write letters and stuff.

0:28:02.600 --> 0:28:04.960
<v Speaker 4>But all of that, there were times when I would

0:28:04.960 --> 0:28:09.359
<v Speaker 4>send a simple Christmas card. They sent it back two times,

0:28:09.520 --> 0:28:11.800
<v Speaker 4>but they would never tell me why. They would just

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:13.960
<v Speaker 4>keep sending it back and I keep sending it back,

0:28:14.119 --> 0:28:16.200
<v Speaker 4>and it was just like, you don't know the rules

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:18.320
<v Speaker 4>till you break the rules. But then sometimes they never

0:28:18.359 --> 0:28:21.040
<v Speaker 4>tell you the rules because they change depending on who's

0:28:21.040 --> 0:28:21.880
<v Speaker 4>on duty.

0:28:21.920 --> 0:28:24.520
<v Speaker 1>And they change them whether or not it's sparkle or

0:28:24.560 --> 0:28:29.000
<v Speaker 1>glitter or you never know what's acceptable or what's not.

0:28:29.640 --> 0:28:33.920
<v Speaker 1>So there's the physical inconvenience in trying to meet your

0:28:34.000 --> 0:28:38.800
<v Speaker 1>daughter's needs in terms of just basic necessities, but then

0:28:38.840 --> 0:28:44.120
<v Speaker 1>there's also the emotional toll that having to go visit

0:28:44.320 --> 0:28:46.680
<v Speaker 1>or to have a visitor come in. That must have

0:28:46.760 --> 0:28:48.480
<v Speaker 1>been really difficult on both of you.

0:28:49.440 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 3>I just always try to be positive and try to

0:28:53.520 --> 0:28:56.960
<v Speaker 3>see the meaning behind everything I try to.

0:28:58.480 --> 0:28:58.800
<v Speaker 2>Learn.

0:28:59.000 --> 0:29:03.600
<v Speaker 3>It's always a lesson and in everything, in suffering, failure, anything.

0:29:03.680 --> 0:29:05.960
<v Speaker 3>So that helped me out a lot in staying full

0:29:06.000 --> 0:29:06.920
<v Speaker 3>of hope and faith.

0:29:07.640 --> 0:29:12.120
<v Speaker 1>That is so admirable. But as weeks turned two months

0:29:12.160 --> 0:29:16.680
<v Speaker 1>turned to years, and you're not getting any traction, and

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:21.520
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna step into Cynthia, the degree of advocacy you

0:29:21.560 --> 0:29:25.959
<v Speaker 1>did on your daughter's behalf But was there any time,

0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:30.120
<v Speaker 1>Michelle that it just felt too much for you? Did

0:29:30.160 --> 0:29:32.560
<v Speaker 1>you have a rock bottom moment?

0:29:33.600 --> 0:29:34.560
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, Oh yeah.

0:29:34.720 --> 0:29:38.440
<v Speaker 3>When I kept getting denied, I fouled my emotion for

0:29:38.600 --> 0:29:39.120
<v Speaker 3>new trial.

0:29:39.280 --> 0:29:41.720
<v Speaker 2>Had I think I had three.

0:29:41.600 --> 0:29:46.040
<v Speaker 3>Different lawyers going back to court, lawyers just taking money.

0:29:47.240 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I definitely got discouraged.

0:29:49.160 --> 0:29:52.600
<v Speaker 3>At one point, I remember going into my room and

0:29:52.680 --> 0:29:56.000
<v Speaker 3>just getting on my knees and just crying out to God,

0:29:56.160 --> 0:29:57.560
<v Speaker 3>just crying, crying, God.

0:29:57.560 --> 0:29:59.960
<v Speaker 2>This can't be my life. I refuse to believe.

0:30:00.080 --> 0:30:03.040
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm just crying, crying, like Lord, I not this

0:30:03.200 --> 0:30:05.640
<v Speaker 3>is not what you got for me. And I cry

0:30:05.720 --> 0:30:08.480
<v Speaker 3>for a long time, the longest I've ever cried since

0:30:08.520 --> 0:30:14.200
<v Speaker 3>I've been incarcerated. And I feel like that was my

0:30:14.280 --> 0:30:14.960
<v Speaker 3>breaking point.

0:30:16.080 --> 0:30:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Cynthia, there's a quote that you said that I would

0:30:18.240 --> 0:30:22.400
<v Speaker 1>love for you to explain to me. Family members do

0:30:22.800 --> 0:30:26.520
<v Speaker 1>that time with their loved ones. Have served every minute

0:30:26.560 --> 0:30:29.719
<v Speaker 1>of these last thirteen years with Michelle.

0:30:30.840 --> 0:30:33.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, people don't understand that the toll that it actually

0:30:33.440 --> 0:30:37.000
<v Speaker 4>puts on the family from a different viewpoint. First of all,

0:30:37.120 --> 0:30:40.440
<v Speaker 4>you carry around sometimes a shame, you don't want to

0:30:40.480 --> 0:30:46.280
<v Speaker 4>talk about it. You have to make adjustments because of

0:30:46.520 --> 0:30:49.280
<v Speaker 4>the money and stuff, so you might have to give

0:30:49.360 --> 0:30:51.880
<v Speaker 4>up some things so that you know that you can

0:30:51.920 --> 0:30:55.720
<v Speaker 4>make sure that she has provisions. I mean, you're feeling

0:30:55.800 --> 0:30:58.680
<v Speaker 4>every ounce of that time in there as each day

0:30:58.760 --> 0:31:03.880
<v Speaker 4>goes by. You not physically confined to bars, but the

0:31:03.960 --> 0:31:08.280
<v Speaker 4>mental state of just going up there, and when you

0:31:08.920 --> 0:31:13.680
<v Speaker 4>even visiting those doors shut, your reality begins to sink in.

0:31:14.160 --> 0:31:17.920
<v Speaker 4>You have to deal with the fact thirty years, thirty years, well,

0:31:17.920 --> 0:31:20.480
<v Speaker 4>I'd even be alive in thirty years, and that's just

0:31:20.520 --> 0:31:24.120
<v Speaker 4>a minimum. So all of that, and then when someone

0:31:24.160 --> 0:31:28.440
<v Speaker 4>says life in prison, there's so much uncertainty. You don't

0:31:28.480 --> 0:31:30.640
<v Speaker 4>know what the next stay is going to bring. You

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:33.960
<v Speaker 4>don't know if it's gonna be thirty years, thirty five years,

0:31:34.000 --> 0:31:37.240
<v Speaker 4>what it's gonna be. D're on like a track with

0:31:37.360 --> 0:31:40.800
<v Speaker 4>two two rails. One side is joy and happiness, the

0:31:40.880 --> 0:31:44.400
<v Speaker 4>other side is sorrow. The key is keeping balanced. If

0:31:44.400 --> 0:31:47.680
<v Speaker 4>you lean too much to the joy, then you're like

0:31:47.720 --> 0:31:50.160
<v Speaker 4>in denial. If you go too much to the sorrow,

0:31:50.320 --> 0:31:52.920
<v Speaker 4>then you can come depressed. But you have to balance

0:31:52.960 --> 0:31:56.360
<v Speaker 4>those tracks. Because I still had a daughter, grandchildren of life,

0:31:56.440 --> 0:31:58.719
<v Speaker 4>a job that I had to manage. But then I

0:31:58.760 --> 0:32:01.040
<v Speaker 4>had a daughter over here that I had to fight for.

0:32:01.240 --> 0:32:03.560
<v Speaker 4>So it was a big balancing act.

0:32:04.280 --> 0:32:06.920
<v Speaker 1>What for you was the toughest moment.

0:32:07.320 --> 0:32:10.200
<v Speaker 4>Well, I had several tough moments. I can't say that

0:32:10.280 --> 0:32:13.800
<v Speaker 4>the road was easy at all. I mean several times

0:32:13.880 --> 0:32:19.040
<v Speaker 4>I had breakdowns. But I had a village that surrounded

0:32:19.080 --> 0:32:23.040
<v Speaker 4>me that encouraged me. So when I was feeling like that,

0:32:23.040 --> 0:32:24.960
<v Speaker 4>that was when I would get a card in the

0:32:25.000 --> 0:32:29.120
<v Speaker 4>mail and then have some encouraging words, or somebody would

0:32:29.120 --> 0:32:31.800
<v Speaker 4>say something to me at church. I remember one time

0:32:31.840 --> 0:32:35.160
<v Speaker 4>I was at home and I was just so distraughty,

0:32:35.560 --> 0:32:38.320
<v Speaker 4>dealing with lawyers and all of the system and all that,

0:32:38.840 --> 0:32:41.120
<v Speaker 4>and I went to the grocery store and saw man

0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:44.400
<v Speaker 4>with no legs and he was shopping and getting in

0:32:44.400 --> 0:32:48.080
<v Speaker 4>the car, and it just it just did something to me, Like,

0:32:48.200 --> 0:32:50.400
<v Speaker 4>you know, I got to start looking at what I

0:32:50.440 --> 0:32:53.280
<v Speaker 4>do have and try to just be more positive about it.

0:32:53.320 --> 0:32:57.840
<v Speaker 4>But I mean, it's heavy. Prison system is heavy, and

0:32:57.880 --> 0:33:01.280
<v Speaker 4>the more I got into it or things I found

0:33:01.360 --> 0:33:04.680
<v Speaker 4>out that were not right. There are things that are legal,

0:33:04.800 --> 0:33:10.240
<v Speaker 4>but they're not right. And that became turn my pain

0:33:10.320 --> 0:33:13.640
<v Speaker 4>into passion and my passion into purpose. So I had

0:33:13.640 --> 0:33:14.680
<v Speaker 4>to begin to shift it.

0:33:15.960 --> 0:33:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I love that, and you ended up turning to advocacy, Michelle.

0:33:21.760 --> 0:33:26.520
<v Speaker 1>Inside you turned to academics. But was there a moment

0:33:26.880 --> 0:33:29.440
<v Speaker 1>where You're like, I'm going to take this anger and

0:33:29.520 --> 0:33:31.960
<v Speaker 1>this injustice and I'm going to turn it into action.

0:33:33.160 --> 0:33:35.640
<v Speaker 3>God said, if I meet him halfway, he'll meet me

0:33:35.720 --> 0:33:38.840
<v Speaker 3>the other way. So I knew I had to do everything.

0:33:38.920 --> 0:33:43.000
<v Speaker 3>I engaged in an introspection. I went inside myself and

0:33:43.080 --> 0:33:47.160
<v Speaker 3>I had to fix the creeks and crevices within Michelle

0:33:47.200 --> 0:33:50.720
<v Speaker 3>to make sure I was going to become a better version.

0:33:50.720 --> 0:33:54.880
<v Speaker 3>And that included knowing my value in my worth. And

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:59.480
<v Speaker 3>once I started learning myself all over again, reading self

0:33:59.520 --> 0:34:04.560
<v Speaker 3>help book, taking classes, teaching classes, getting every education class

0:34:04.600 --> 0:34:08.200
<v Speaker 3>that was offered, I started looking at the world different.

0:34:08.360 --> 0:34:11.720
<v Speaker 3>My value changed, the people that I hung around changed,

0:34:12.200 --> 0:34:15.400
<v Speaker 3>everything changed. I knew my purpose, I knew my reason

0:34:15.480 --> 0:34:17.520
<v Speaker 3>for being there and had nothing to do with my crime.

0:34:18.360 --> 0:34:21.360
<v Speaker 3>It had every reason to do with me becoming a

0:34:21.400 --> 0:34:23.960
<v Speaker 3>woman that I needed to be inside of that throughout

0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:24.719
<v Speaker 3>the environment.

0:34:25.040 --> 0:34:26.680
<v Speaker 2>That was the plan for my life.

0:34:27.120 --> 0:34:30.520
<v Speaker 1>Well, you did the work in two ways, because I

0:34:30.560 --> 0:34:35.080
<v Speaker 1>love how you talk about self acceptance and self love

0:34:35.400 --> 0:34:42.560
<v Speaker 1>and really learning to value your worth. But you also

0:34:42.600 --> 0:34:45.719
<v Speaker 1>worked hard on your education. Can you just tell me

0:34:46.400 --> 0:34:51.400
<v Speaker 1>about what you achieved educationally while you were incarcerated.

0:34:52.160 --> 0:34:55.200
<v Speaker 3>I took every self help group they had, But on

0:34:55.239 --> 0:34:57.719
<v Speaker 3>top of that, I took a basic theology course and

0:34:57.760 --> 0:35:01.640
<v Speaker 3>I took advanced theology course. Got my associate's degree inside

0:35:01.640 --> 0:35:04.400
<v Speaker 3>of prison, and I started my bachelor's degree while I

0:35:04.440 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 3>was there. I also took some trades. I took auto

0:35:07.239 --> 0:35:12.040
<v Speaker 3>mechanic computer class, and I graduated with my bachelor's degree

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:13.320
<v Speaker 3>when I got out of prison.

0:35:13.680 --> 0:35:18.000
<v Speaker 1>And you didn't just graduate. You graduated with honors, if

0:35:18.040 --> 0:35:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm not mistaken. And now you're working on your masters.

0:35:21.920 --> 0:35:26.360
<v Speaker 3>Yes, I mean my master's in a positive psychology life culture.

0:35:26.640 --> 0:35:31.440
<v Speaker 1>I love that. And now, in terms of your advocacy, Cynthia,

0:35:31.680 --> 0:35:34.399
<v Speaker 1>it must have felt like you were up against an

0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:38.400
<v Speaker 1>entire system, because you really were, and it's a system

0:35:38.840 --> 0:35:42.480
<v Speaker 1>that you're absolutely right, is stacked against women like your daughter.

0:35:43.280 --> 0:35:47.480
<v Speaker 1>Just some stats. According to the Sentencing Project, in the US,

0:35:47.560 --> 0:35:50.400
<v Speaker 1>black women are locked up at one point six times

0:35:50.440 --> 0:35:54.160
<v Speaker 1>the rate as white women, and since nineteen eighty the

0:35:54.239 --> 0:35:57.759
<v Speaker 1>number of women in prison has risen five hundred and

0:35:57.800 --> 0:36:01.680
<v Speaker 1>twenty five percent and enjoyed Georgia. Fifty percent of the

0:36:01.719 --> 0:36:06.920
<v Speaker 1>women serving life sentences are black, and that's according to

0:36:06.960 --> 0:36:12.400
<v Speaker 1>the National Black Women's Justice Institute. So you're realizing your

0:36:12.440 --> 0:36:17.799
<v Speaker 1>eyes are open to these injustices in real time. How

0:36:17.880 --> 0:36:20.320
<v Speaker 1>did you turn that anger into action?

0:36:21.800 --> 0:36:24.760
<v Speaker 4>Well, it wasn't easy because it's happened in two thousand

0:36:24.760 --> 0:36:29.799
<v Speaker 4>and nine, and for years I carried around shame. I

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:32.479
<v Speaker 4>didn't want to really share it with people. I didn't

0:36:32.480 --> 0:36:34.640
<v Speaker 4>even want to share it with my church family, who

0:36:34.640 --> 0:36:37.800
<v Speaker 4>I've been going to that church for thirty almost forty years.

0:36:38.120 --> 0:36:40.200
<v Speaker 4>But there was just a small group that I did

0:36:40.760 --> 0:36:44.239
<v Speaker 4>confide in and they kind of held me up. But

0:36:44.400 --> 0:36:46.399
<v Speaker 4>a lot of people say they'll help you, but they

0:36:46.480 --> 0:36:49.040
<v Speaker 4>don't end up not helping you. I had even a

0:36:49.080 --> 0:36:52.000
<v Speaker 4>few pastors that would listen to my story so intently

0:36:52.360 --> 0:36:54.839
<v Speaker 4>and say, oh, yeah, that is wrong, and I'm going

0:36:54.920 --> 0:36:56.920
<v Speaker 4>to call you, and they would never call me back.

0:36:57.280 --> 0:37:00.040
<v Speaker 4>So I felt like I was the long ranger. And

0:37:00.080 --> 0:37:04.040
<v Speaker 4>then in two thousand and eighteen, I decided to go

0:37:04.080 --> 0:37:06.799
<v Speaker 4>to an event. I was attending a lot of seminars

0:37:06.800 --> 0:37:10.080
<v Speaker 4>and things like that, but this was one in Nashville, Tennessee,

0:37:10.480 --> 0:37:14.600
<v Speaker 4>and it was actually put on by organization from United

0:37:14.640 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 4>Methodist Church, and in this little group setting, I shared

0:37:18.080 --> 0:37:21.200
<v Speaker 4>my story and I had never shared it in public

0:37:21.360 --> 0:37:24.239
<v Speaker 4>like that, and it caught the attention of one of

0:37:24.239 --> 0:37:27.319
<v Speaker 4>the ladies and they did a magazine article and then

0:37:27.360 --> 0:37:30.359
<v Speaker 4>it was out. But then doors began to open up

0:37:30.560 --> 0:37:34.200
<v Speaker 4>so big because I shared my story and from then

0:37:34.280 --> 0:37:37.680
<v Speaker 4>it kind of just began to happen. But even to

0:37:37.719 --> 0:37:40.840
<v Speaker 4>the point where someone found us on the internet. People

0:37:40.880 --> 0:37:44.600
<v Speaker 4>beginning to help, paid for lawyers fees and just stepped

0:37:44.640 --> 0:37:48.239
<v Speaker 4>up when they heard our story. So it was a process,

0:37:48.600 --> 0:37:49.439
<v Speaker 4>not an easy one.

0:37:50.239 --> 0:37:53.759
<v Speaker 1>And would you say that the turning tide for you

0:37:54.640 --> 0:37:59.440
<v Speaker 1>was going and opening yourself up to that group of

0:37:59.480 --> 0:38:02.240
<v Speaker 1>people in Nashville and telling your story.

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<v Speaker 4>I think that's when things begin to turn. When that

0:38:05.280 --> 0:38:08.959
<v Speaker 4>got published and people began to know about it, that's

0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:12.319
<v Speaker 4>when other doors begin to open up. I found other avenues,

0:38:12.600 --> 0:38:16.200
<v Speaker 4>other groups, people begin to donate, even to the fact

0:38:16.239 --> 0:38:19.600
<v Speaker 4>that our last lawyer was paid for completely by a

0:38:19.600 --> 0:38:21.520
<v Speaker 4>complete stranger that I didn't even know.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I've read that for over a decade that you

0:38:27.320 --> 0:38:31.279
<v Speaker 1>organized and protested for the creation of a conviction integrity

0:38:31.400 --> 0:38:36.520
<v Speaker 1>unit in Fulton County, what was your driving mission and

0:38:36.719 --> 0:38:38.920
<v Speaker 1>why do you feel that really should be the goal

0:38:39.320 --> 0:38:41.920
<v Speaker 1>of every single county in Georgia and beyond.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, Paul Howard was our previous district attorney here in

0:38:45.920 --> 0:38:48.840
<v Speaker 4>Georgia who has been the district attorney for years and years,

0:38:49.080 --> 0:38:51.600
<v Speaker 4>and he is the one that Michelle was sentenced under,

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:54.640
<v Speaker 4>and he was getting ready to be up for election.

0:38:55.239 --> 0:38:57.120
<v Speaker 4>I didn't know how that was going to play out.

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<v Speaker 4>So Paul Howard, he decides to get this integrity unit

0:39:01.800 --> 0:39:04.520
<v Speaker 4>because that would make him look good because he's coming

0:39:04.600 --> 0:39:07.920
<v Speaker 4>up for reelection. Well, needless did he know he did

0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:11.719
<v Speaker 4>not win? And it must have been predestined because the

0:39:11.760 --> 0:39:16.120
<v Speaker 4>new DA came to our church about a year before that,

0:39:16.440 --> 0:39:18.520
<v Speaker 4>and when I talked to her, something in my spirit

0:39:18.600 --> 0:39:20.640
<v Speaker 4>said she's going to be the one to help your daughter.

0:39:21.360 --> 0:39:24.000
<v Speaker 4>So when she got elected as DA, we went to

0:39:24.040 --> 0:39:26.800
<v Speaker 4>her and said, look, Paul Howard had this in place.

0:39:26.880 --> 0:39:29.440
<v Speaker 4>Are you going to continue? And she said yes.

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<v Speaker 1>And she's not just a DA, she's a rather famous

0:39:33.320 --> 0:39:38.880
<v Speaker 1>one at this point on a national stage. But so,

0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:42.439
<v Speaker 1>Fannie Willis, did you have a hope she would make

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<v Speaker 1>real change?

0:39:43.640 --> 0:39:43.839
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>I know that she is a person about fairness, and

0:39:47.440 --> 0:39:49.600
<v Speaker 4>about doing the right thing when it comes to the

0:39:49.640 --> 0:39:52.640
<v Speaker 4>justice system. And I believe that she would come in

0:39:52.680 --> 0:39:55.279
<v Speaker 4>and make the crooked places straight. And I think that's

0:39:55.320 --> 0:39:58.000
<v Speaker 4>what she has been trying to do with his Integrity

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<v Speaker 4>Task Force. My prayers that county in Georgia would adopt

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<v Speaker 4>something like this and look at the cases because it's

0:40:04.520 --> 0:40:07.760
<v Speaker 4>been going on too long, the over sentencing of people

0:40:07.880 --> 0:40:11.920
<v Speaker 4>of color, people that are marginalized, and it's got to stop.

0:40:12.200 --> 0:40:17.080
<v Speaker 4>And I got a real education in the justice system.

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<v Speaker 4>It is not justice for all.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's almost impossible to fight it on an individual basis.

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<v Speaker 1>You really do need that oversight to see the systematic

0:40:28.760 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 1>corruption that's going on and injustice. So after she was

0:40:33.440 --> 0:40:37.359
<v Speaker 1>inaugurated in January twenty twenty one, Fannie Willis kept her

0:40:37.400 --> 0:40:42.240
<v Speaker 1>campaign promise to prioritize the Integrity Unit and revisit cases

0:40:42.280 --> 0:40:47.160
<v Speaker 1>including Michelle's. And Michelle, you were resentenced in July of

0:40:47.200 --> 0:40:50.960
<v Speaker 1>twenty twenty one on one charge of attempted armed robbery,

0:40:51.560 --> 0:40:55.480
<v Speaker 1>basically the original plea offer that was turned down. But

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<v Speaker 1>by then, of course, you would already spend far more

0:40:57.920 --> 0:41:02.200
<v Speaker 1>than five years behind bars. What did that mean to you?

0:41:02.280 --> 0:41:03.800
<v Speaker 2>Both? Well?

0:41:04.000 --> 0:41:08.520
<v Speaker 3>When I went back to court in July. It was unbelievable.

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<v Speaker 3>The judge, Amy Maxwell, she is absolutely amazing. I thought

0:41:13.520 --> 0:41:15.560
<v Speaker 3>she was my lawyer for a second, the way she

0:41:16.160 --> 0:41:18.400
<v Speaker 3>talked so highly of me, And I was so excited

0:41:19.680 --> 0:41:22.359
<v Speaker 3>once I heard the judge said, we're going to drop

0:41:22.400 --> 0:41:25.239
<v Speaker 3>the life sentence. And I'm gonna be honest, No, I

0:41:25.280 --> 0:41:28.800
<v Speaker 3>did not want to be reindicted for an armed robbery

0:41:28.880 --> 0:41:34.320
<v Speaker 3>charge because my five year charge was criminal attempt to robbery,

0:41:34.400 --> 0:41:38.719
<v Speaker 3>which is lesser than actual armed robbery. Armed robbery meaning

0:41:38.760 --> 0:41:41.200
<v Speaker 3>you had a gun, and it's just it's a bad charge.

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<v Speaker 2>But at the end of the day, I am thankful.

0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:46.520
<v Speaker 3>I am thankful because it got me out and I

0:41:46.560 --> 0:41:48.879
<v Speaker 3>know I can work to try to get my record.

0:41:49.200 --> 0:41:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Expunged when I get off of parole. But it's so

0:41:52.360 --> 0:41:55.880
<v Speaker 2>hard with that charge, that charge, it's hindering.

0:41:55.960 --> 0:41:59.239
<v Speaker 1>It's a different kind of life sentence, you know.

0:42:00.320 --> 0:42:03.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yes, it's double jeopardy. It's double jeopardy. I

0:42:03.480 --> 0:42:06.919
<v Speaker 2>got out of that. Now I'm here and I can't

0:42:06.920 --> 0:42:07.760
<v Speaker 2>rent from nobody.

0:42:07.800 --> 0:42:10.239
<v Speaker 3>So when I got reindicted in twenty twenty one, it's

0:42:10.280 --> 0:42:12.879
<v Speaker 3>showing up like I just committed the crime in twenty

0:42:12.920 --> 0:42:15.960
<v Speaker 3>twenty one. It's not going back to two thousand and

0:42:16.040 --> 0:42:19.920
<v Speaker 3>nine where I was originally charged. So people see that job,

0:42:20.040 --> 0:42:22.759
<v Speaker 3>see that, places rent see that, and they'd be like, oh,

0:42:22.760 --> 0:42:23.720
<v Speaker 3>this is a new charge.

0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:25.319
<v Speaker 2>It's definitely a lot to.

0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:29.520
<v Speaker 1>Deal with for the Conviction Integrity Unit. Was it really

0:42:29.760 --> 0:42:32.239
<v Speaker 1>just a question of like laying it out for them

0:42:32.320 --> 0:42:35.000
<v Speaker 1>and saying, do you think this is fairer? Was it

0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:40.240
<v Speaker 1>just a question of getting her case reevaluated?

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<v Speaker 4>Well you have to remember too, when they first started that,

0:42:43.120 --> 0:42:46.160
<v Speaker 4>there were over one hundred cases to review, and what

0:42:46.200 --> 0:42:48.680
<v Speaker 4>we heard was Michelle was weighed down at the bottom.

0:42:49.719 --> 0:42:52.799
<v Speaker 4>But God sent us a lawyer that has that same

0:42:52.880 --> 0:42:56.080
<v Speaker 4>don't give up spirit, and she was not going for it.

0:42:56.640 --> 0:42:59.880
<v Speaker 4>When we met and I told her my story, she

0:43:00.160 --> 0:43:03.960
<v Speaker 4>had this compassion. She immediately went to visit Michelle when

0:43:04.000 --> 0:43:06.839
<v Speaker 4>other lawyers I paid a lot more money, didn't even

0:43:06.840 --> 0:43:09.480
<v Speaker 4>do that. But she just was not going to give up.

0:43:09.520 --> 0:43:11.520
<v Speaker 4>And I think she just kept getting in their face.

0:43:12.000 --> 0:43:13.560
<v Speaker 4>So you got to look at this. You got to

0:43:13.560 --> 0:43:15.960
<v Speaker 4>look at it. And when they looked at it, they

0:43:16.040 --> 0:43:17.120
<v Speaker 4>begin to agree.

0:43:17.840 --> 0:43:21.799
<v Speaker 1>Jenni's man is a formidable force of nature. I can

0:43:21.840 --> 0:43:25.279
<v Speaker 1>see Michelle while you guys probably connected right away, and

0:43:25.320 --> 0:43:29.040
<v Speaker 1>Cynthia you too. She actually sent me something today which

0:43:29.040 --> 0:43:31.160
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to share with you because I think it

0:43:31.200 --> 0:43:35.000
<v Speaker 1>speaks volumes. Michelle's case went to the Supreme Court of

0:43:35.040 --> 0:43:38.880
<v Speaker 1>Georgia and the guilty verdict was upheld. Her case demonstrates

0:43:38.960 --> 0:43:42.880
<v Speaker 1>why we need laws to support conviction integrity units and

0:43:43.040 --> 0:43:46.680
<v Speaker 1>sentence review units. The court system as it stands doesn't

0:43:46.680 --> 0:43:49.560
<v Speaker 1>always get it right. Second look reviews like the one

0:43:49.600 --> 0:43:53.400
<v Speaker 1>done in Michelle's case not only give people a second chance,

0:43:53.680 --> 0:43:57.760
<v Speaker 1>they put justice back in the court system. Cynthia never

0:43:57.920 --> 0:44:01.280
<v Speaker 1>gave up hope on her daughter when the court slammed

0:44:01.360 --> 0:44:05.040
<v Speaker 1>every door in her face. Her strength is admirable and

0:44:05.120 --> 0:44:09.360
<v Speaker 1>I see it shining through Michelle. Together, we've achieved what

0:44:09.600 --> 0:44:13.279
<v Speaker 1>many thought we couldn't. We overturned her life sentence, and

0:44:13.360 --> 0:44:17.120
<v Speaker 1>now Michelle can help other young women to make better

0:44:17.160 --> 0:44:19.000
<v Speaker 1>decisions in their lives too.

0:44:19.280 --> 0:44:23.040
<v Speaker 4>Hi, man, that sums it up perfectly.

0:44:23.080 --> 0:44:27.759
<v Speaker 1>So, Michelle. August twenty second, twenty twenty two, you were

0:44:27.800 --> 0:44:32.399
<v Speaker 1>actually the first woman released from prison under Fulton's new

0:44:32.520 --> 0:44:38.920
<v Speaker 1>Conviction Integrity Unit after serving thirteen years. How do you

0:44:39.000 --> 0:44:42.200
<v Speaker 1>think you got through those thirteen years?

0:44:42.760 --> 0:44:47.520
<v Speaker 3>My faith I'm a very spiritual person, my faith in God,

0:44:47.760 --> 0:44:52.920
<v Speaker 3>my hope, of course my mom. Without her, it wouldn't

0:44:52.920 --> 0:44:53.640
<v Speaker 3>have been possible.

0:44:54.560 --> 0:44:58.279
<v Speaker 1>And how would you describe your relationship on the other

0:44:58.400 --> 0:45:00.400
<v Speaker 1>side of this? What do you guys mean to wanty another?

0:45:01.520 --> 0:45:09.480
<v Speaker 3>That's my baby, that's my heart, well everything, she's my baby.

0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:11.759
<v Speaker 2>No doubt, it's sensitive talking about her every time.

0:45:12.640 --> 0:45:15.080
<v Speaker 4>We'd like to travel together. So we've been getting some

0:45:15.120 --> 0:45:17.640
<v Speaker 4>of that back. We've been taken two trips to Puerto Rico,

0:45:17.800 --> 0:45:21.439
<v Speaker 4>and we've been doing things together. So we're still trying

0:45:21.480 --> 0:45:25.640
<v Speaker 4>to get established. It hasn't been easy, but it's good

0:45:25.640 --> 0:45:27.680
<v Speaker 4>because we can now talk to each other and see

0:45:27.680 --> 0:45:29.759
<v Speaker 4>each other every day and we do.

0:45:30.360 --> 0:45:36.680
<v Speaker 1>What advice would you both have for someone else who

0:45:37.600 --> 0:45:41.480
<v Speaker 1>finds themselves in this situation? I know that Cynthia, in

0:45:41.480 --> 0:45:48.280
<v Speaker 1>the process of advocating for Michelle, you came across many

0:45:48.360 --> 0:45:52.040
<v Speaker 1>other families who, like you, were on their own trying

0:45:52.080 --> 0:45:55.160
<v Speaker 1>to navigate getting through this process of getting their loved

0:45:55.160 --> 0:46:01.360
<v Speaker 1>ones released. What advice do you believe ve is most

0:46:01.480 --> 0:46:06.120
<v Speaker 1>valuable Having gone through everything that you've gone through, to.

0:46:06.680 --> 0:46:10.400
<v Speaker 4>Not focus on my situation, but to get involved, to

0:46:10.520 --> 0:46:14.759
<v Speaker 4>find out everything that I could to help myself. One

0:46:14.800 --> 0:46:19.440
<v Speaker 4>of the seminars that went they called participatory defense. You

0:46:19.560 --> 0:46:22.799
<v Speaker 4>must participate in your own defense. You cannot leave it

0:46:22.880 --> 0:46:25.760
<v Speaker 4>up to a lawyer. You cannot leave it up to anyone.

0:46:25.840 --> 0:46:29.120
<v Speaker 4>But you know yourself and you can fight for yourself

0:46:29.160 --> 0:46:32.360
<v Speaker 4>better than anyone, So you have to get involved. Michelle

0:46:32.400 --> 0:46:35.040
<v Speaker 4>did her part. She did not get in trouble. She

0:46:35.080 --> 0:46:38.120
<v Speaker 4>became the best she could be. And my part was

0:46:38.160 --> 0:46:41.480
<v Speaker 4>to participate and find out all the information I could

0:46:41.840 --> 0:46:44.040
<v Speaker 4>to see what I could do to help my daughter.

0:46:44.360 --> 0:46:47.640
<v Speaker 4>I would not accept no. Every door was closed in

0:46:47.719 --> 0:46:50.760
<v Speaker 4>our face, every appeal, we were down to the wire.

0:46:50.800 --> 0:46:53.160
<v Speaker 4>There was nothing less. But I knew there was going

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:55.239
<v Speaker 4>to be a way because I was not going to

0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:57.319
<v Speaker 4>let it happen like that. If I had to go

0:46:57.360 --> 0:47:00.719
<v Speaker 4>sit on the steps of the courthouse for seven and

0:47:00.760 --> 0:47:03.720
<v Speaker 4>make a camp, I was just prepared to do anything.

0:47:03.760 --> 0:47:06.719
<v Speaker 4>You have to have that mindset because they're gonna tell

0:47:06.760 --> 0:47:10.200
<v Speaker 4>you no, because they're not looking out for your best interest.

0:47:10.600 --> 0:47:14.319
<v Speaker 4>Everybody's looking out for them. So I would say, get involved,

0:47:14.800 --> 0:47:15.520
<v Speaker 4>don't give up.

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Get involved, Michelle. Why is helping people who're still there

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:21.839
<v Speaker 1>resonate so deeply with you.

0:47:22.640 --> 0:47:25.680
<v Speaker 3>Because I've met some of the most amazing people I've

0:47:25.719 --> 0:47:27.960
<v Speaker 3>ever met in my life in there, some of the

0:47:28.040 --> 0:47:28.920
<v Speaker 3>best friends.

0:47:29.040 --> 0:47:33.160
<v Speaker 2>When you're down at your lowest point and you.

0:47:33.200 --> 0:47:36.719
<v Speaker 3>Were able to build a friendship, a bond between each other,

0:47:37.200 --> 0:47:39.799
<v Speaker 3>I feel like that's the most realist friendship you ever

0:47:39.880 --> 0:47:43.120
<v Speaker 3>can have. So I have a lot of women down

0:47:43.160 --> 0:47:45.560
<v Speaker 3>there that I truly love. If I can help them out,

0:47:45.640 --> 0:47:48.640
<v Speaker 3>I will and advocate for them. It's a lot of

0:47:48.640 --> 0:47:53.400
<v Speaker 3>women down there that's innocent, or they got too much time.

0:47:53.600 --> 0:47:55.440
<v Speaker 3>They don't have no money, they don't have no helps,

0:47:55.440 --> 0:48:00.600
<v Speaker 3>They're just sitting there with nobody. I want to be

0:48:00.680 --> 0:48:03.920
<v Speaker 3>that person to help them any way that I can,

0:48:09.920 --> 0:48:13.800
<v Speaker 3>whether I can advocate for them, whether I can support

0:48:13.840 --> 0:48:18.200
<v Speaker 3>them mentally, spiritually, emotionally, anything that I can do for them,

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:21.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna do it because I've been there before and

0:48:22.040 --> 0:48:27.200
<v Speaker 3>I understand the struggle, and without a strong support system,

0:48:27.480 --> 0:48:28.200
<v Speaker 3>it's so hard.

0:48:28.400 --> 0:48:32.760
<v Speaker 2>It's so hard you can just ride away. So I'm thankful.

0:48:32.880 --> 0:48:35.520
<v Speaker 3>So not only am I going to be the change

0:48:35.560 --> 0:48:37.839
<v Speaker 3>that I want to see in the world, I'm going

0:48:37.920 --> 0:48:41.640
<v Speaker 3>to give back that love and compassion that I received

0:48:41.760 --> 0:48:43.879
<v Speaker 3>during that time, because I know it helped me.

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