WEBVTT - Ohio's War On Trans People, Pt. 2: From WPATH to the Legislature

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<v Speaker 1>All Zone Media.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome to dig it up in here. This is me

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<v Speaker 2>a long back with part two of my interview with

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<v Speaker 2>Kay and Lee from Health Liberation Now about the long

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<v Speaker 2>origins of anti trans legislation and policy in Ohio. Let's

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<v Speaker 2>get right into it, Okay. So the next thing I

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to sort of ask about is, so this is

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<v Speaker 2>a very very long running I guess, sort of strategy

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<v Speaker 2>and campaign of sort of right wing or right wing

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<v Speaker 2>and turf de transition like groups advocating for trans healthcare bands.

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<v Speaker 2>And I wanted to I wanted to talk about some

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<v Speaker 2>of the older campaigns that happened, and I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>talk about specifically some of the campaigns to influence WPATH.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh boy, right, right, So we should we should start

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<v Speaker 2>by explaining to people what WPATH is, because I think

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<v Speaker 2>unless you're trans, you probably don't know. You've probably never

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<v Speaker 2>heard of WPATH.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like World Professional Association for Trans Healthcare, I believe,

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<v Speaker 3>is what it?

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<v Speaker 4>Double check that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, World Professional Association for Transvender Health formerly known

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<v Speaker 3>as the Harry Benjamin International Gender Dysphoria Alliance.

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<v Speaker 4>They published the standard care that is usually used to

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<v Speaker 4>help inform gender firming care for trans people, and they

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<v Speaker 4>have done various versions of this over the course of decades.

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<v Speaker 4>We are currently on version eight.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and historically they've they're a way of administering trans

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<v Speaker 3>healthcare has involved a lot of like gatekeeping and then

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<v Speaker 3>psychological assessments or requiring people to do a real life test,

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<v Speaker 3>which is like making someone live as the gender they're

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<v Speaker 3>transitioning to for like a year before they can actually

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<v Speaker 3>access medical transition. So I guess like social transition, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's like a test to prove you're a quote unquote

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<v Speaker 3>real trans person or not. And like things have, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>things have gotten like somewhat better over time, but there's

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<v Speaker 3>still a lot of medical professionals in and especially like

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<v Speaker 3>therapists in WPATH who like still want to require some

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<v Speaker 3>form of gatekeeping basically still don't trust trans people to know,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, who we are and what we need and

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<v Speaker 3>are like, okay, but we need to make sure they

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<v Speaker 3>get therapy. We need to make sure we do like

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<v Speaker 3>oh the sype tesks, what if they regret it? And

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<v Speaker 3>so yeah, So I used to be a detransitioned radical

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<v Speaker 3>feminist back in the day, and I used to know

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I knew Maxim Kitty. I was involved in

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<v Speaker 3>that particular group for about like six and a half

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<v Speaker 3>seven years, and I used to have a blog called

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<v Speaker 3>Crash Chaos Cats where I wrote about de transitioning and

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<v Speaker 3>kind of got more more turphy over time. But like

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<v Speaker 3>pretty early into my blog, about like three months or

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<v Speaker 3>so in this gender therapist who worked for the San

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<v Speaker 3>Francisco Department of Health like left a comment on my

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<v Speaker 3>blog and was like, I'm interested in talking to de

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<v Speaker 3>transitioned people because I think there are too Like well,

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<v Speaker 3>she have to comment that she was interested in talking

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<v Speaker 3>to de transition people and you know, talking to me,

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<v Speaker 3>and then like we started emailing back and forth, and

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<v Speaker 3>she opened up pretty quickly and said, like there are

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<v Speaker 3>too many f to ms in San Francisco. It was like,

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<v Speaker 3>too many f to ms in the San Francisco Bay Area.

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<v Speaker 3>There are too many like you know, Quoe unquote, female

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<v Speaker 3>people transitioning.

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<v Speaker 4>I know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just it's like, oh no, It's like, oh wow,

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<v Speaker 3>there's It's like it couldn't possibly be that people are

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<v Speaker 3>just coming to one of the most trans friendly areas

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<v Speaker 3>in the country to transition because they think they'll have

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<v Speaker 3>an easier time there. No, there's got to be too

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<v Speaker 3>many people. I mean, I think somewhere early in the

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<v Speaker 3>conversation she brought up YouTube influencing people towards transitioning. She

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<v Speaker 3>thought there was like, you know, pressure to transition in

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<v Speaker 3>the trans community. So anyway, shit all this stuff, something

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<v Speaker 3>about like you know, people are treating this social problem

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<v Speaker 3>as a medical problem. And I you know, immediately kind

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<v Speaker 3>of turned around and started talking with this other detrans

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<v Speaker 3>radical feminist that I knew, devoras Ahab, and we started

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<v Speaker 3>scheming like, Okay, this like gender therapist who works for

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<v Speaker 3>the San Francisco Department of Health like thinks there's too

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<v Speaker 3>many people transitioning. How do we exploit this, Like how

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<v Speaker 3>can we like use this as an opportunity to like

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<v Speaker 3>cut down on the number of like people transitioning.

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<v Speaker 4>It wasn't just the connection to the Department of Health.

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<v Speaker 4>It was also the w Path.

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<v Speaker 3>Well that that we found out about that I was

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<v Speaker 3>just going to go into that, like eventually, first we

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<v Speaker 3>found out she was working for the Department of Public Health,

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<v Speaker 3>and then we found out that she was in w

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<v Speaker 3>PATH and she actually was like you know, talking to

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<v Speaker 3>the president of w PATH and that she like so

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<v Speaker 3>she made it clear that like, she wanted to use

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<v Speaker 3>the stories of detransitioned people to try to get more

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<v Speaker 3>clinicians to be to take a more cautious approach, And

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<v Speaker 3>she also wanted to try to develop psych assessments that

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<v Speaker 3>could supposedly like weed out you know, who the real

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<v Speaker 3>trans people were, who was going to benefit from transitioning

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<v Speaker 3>and who was supposed to go on to regret transitioning

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<v Speaker 3>and d transition.

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<v Speaker 1>No, the thing is, we.

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<v Speaker 3>Didn't actually believe that you could tell the difference between

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<v Speaker 3>someone who would end up like state transition or because

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<v Speaker 3>we were terms right, we thought everyone could you know,

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<v Speaker 3>be saved by radical feminism, like we and we had

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<v Speaker 3>a bunch of people in our group who thought that

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<v Speaker 3>they were you know, quote unquote true transsexuals, who thought

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<v Speaker 3>they fit the criteria of someone who would have a

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<v Speaker 3>successful transition, you know, until they you know, decided they

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<v Speaker 3>actually were suffering from internalized misogyny or some other kind

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<v Speaker 3>of rad fem explanation for gender dysphoria. And like, the

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<v Speaker 3>thing is, like Devora also lived in the San Francisco

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<v Speaker 3>Bay area, so she actually ended up like meeting up

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<v Speaker 3>with this gender therapist. His name was Julie Graham and

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<v Speaker 3>was like pretty open with her with their anti trans views.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, she wasn't like completely open with her like

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<v Speaker 3>intentions like oh, I'm going to use this person to

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<v Speaker 3>try to like work towards ending all transition, but she was.

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<v Speaker 3>She did tell you know, Graham, but she didn't think

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<v Speaker 3>anyone really benefited from it. And she told her that,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, she said she knew people who have been

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<v Speaker 3>true transsexuals who had de transitioned and said like lots

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<v Speaker 3>of really awful things about like trans women being fetishists

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<v Speaker 3>and just like you know, all this very anti trans stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>But then you always say, oh, but I think we

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<v Speaker 3>don't have to agree on everything. I think we can

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<v Speaker 3>like work together, and like, you know, this gender therapist

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<v Speaker 3>fell for it like somehow like divorcing all this very

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<v Speaker 3>anti trans stuff, like making a close she was opposed

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<v Speaker 3>to transition, saying like really nasty trans misogynistic shit, like

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<v Speaker 3>none of that was like objectionable enough for Graham not

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<v Speaker 3>to like continue to like work with her, to continue

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<v Speaker 3>to be like, hey, do you want to talk to

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<v Speaker 3>these clinicians about what it is to do transition? And

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<v Speaker 3>you know eventually what happened like that Eventually, this relationship

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<v Speaker 3>with this gender therapist eventually led to a presentation at

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<v Speaker 3>the first us PATH conference by Carrie Callahan, who's like

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<v Speaker 3>she's a kind of an odd figure because she never

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<v Speaker 3>actually identified as like a radical feminist, but she spent

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<v Speaker 3>like years hanging out was like de transitioned radical feminist,

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<v Speaker 3>and she's she's de transitioned, but she's kind of more

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<v Speaker 3>of like a weird liberal who believes in more gatekeeping,

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<v Speaker 3>but she's kind of handy, like we like, like, she

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<v Speaker 3>did this presentation at us PATH and she showed some

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<v Speaker 3>videos of d trans turfs, including myself, like I made

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<v Speaker 3>one of I made a short video, and Max Robinson

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<v Speaker 3>also made one of those videos, and Carrie Stella was

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<v Speaker 3>the third person, and Carry Stella she did like she

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<v Speaker 3>was another like d trans tumbler turf who did this

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<v Speaker 3>survey that still gets like it was a it was

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<v Speaker 3>a survey monkey survey. It's gets cited by like anti

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<v Speaker 3>trans researchers about d transition yeap, which anyways, so we

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<v Speaker 3>so there were three of us who made these short videos.

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<v Speaker 3>Both me and Max Robinson by that point had gone

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<v Speaker 3>like we had hooked up with these weird turfs who

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<v Speaker 3>were deanic witches and taking part in these kind of

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<v Speaker 3>weird neopagan x trans reclaiming femaleness rituals. We had been

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<v Speaker 3>through this kind of like religious neopagan like you know,

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<v Speaker 3>conversion practice rituals, which of course that wasn't something that

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<v Speaker 3>the USP like those are the people, you know, us

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<v Speaker 3>Path knew that, but we hit that. We just you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I talked about how I thought I had transitioned due

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<v Speaker 3>to like internalized misogyny and trauma on all that. So

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<v Speaker 3>I was sort of like spreading a more like kind

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<v Speaker 3>of watered down terf ideology to the folks over at

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<v Speaker 3>us Path.

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<v Speaker 4>This is this is kind of an intentional strategy if

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<v Speaker 4>you think about it, because I want to I want

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<v Speaker 4>to point out something from the the emails about how

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<v Speaker 4>that presentation was made and then given where Carrie Callahan

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<v Speaker 4>noted that her slides were quote unquote decidedly on radical.

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<v Speaker 4>She was trying to talk to therapists as a therapist.

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<v Speaker 4>What that basically meant was she was taking away a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of the more objectionable elements, the things that would

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<v Speaker 4>identify folks like Kai in her previously scrambled state as

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<v Speaker 4>a turf and being completely opposed to transition and stuff

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<v Speaker 4>like that, and then putting on you know, kind of

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<v Speaker 4>suiting them up right, like you know, getting getting them

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<v Speaker 4>in their in their nice clothes, and then presenting them

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<v Speaker 4>to a professional audience who is then able to take

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<v Speaker 4>that information and sort of absorb it into their general

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<v Speaker 4>thinking and then how that's going to play out in

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<v Speaker 4>terms of their changes or implementations of care in the

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<v Speaker 4>long term.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and that's something that like, I there's something that's

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<v Speaker 2>pretty common with like a trendsuh, like anti transactivists across

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<v Speaker 2>the spectrum, Like a lot of people like Clary Cold,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of the sort of like just hardline

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<v Speaker 2>right wingers who didn't talk about stuff like like' like

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<v Speaker 2>some of these people D transition because like the thing

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<v Speaker 2>that they're saying now is the d transition because they

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<v Speaker 2>got a vision from God, right, And they don't start

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<v Speaker 2>with that because I think, right, I mean, I think

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<v Speaker 2>I think there should be more skepticism of people who

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<v Speaker 2>are like I got a vision from the Christian God

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<v Speaker 2>or like the Abrahamic God that told me to do transition.

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<v Speaker 2>I think they should be more skepticism of that. But

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<v Speaker 2>that's not something that like, I don't know if if

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<v Speaker 2>you if you walk into like w Path and you

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<v Speaker 2>tell them I was given to vision from God, They're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be like, what whereas this kind of stuff?

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<v Speaker 1>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, you know, but the Wpath people like and this

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<v Speaker 2>is something that's kind of complicated about this because I

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<v Speaker 2>think there's I think there's a lot of people who

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<v Speaker 2>see W Path as one of the sort of like

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<v Speaker 2>as one of the organizations that's there to protect trans

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<v Speaker 2>people and their sort of allies in this sort of

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<v Speaker 2>in this battle against handy trends stuff. And it's true

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<v Speaker 2>to a certain extent, but they're also like, this is

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<v Speaker 2>an organization composed of a bunch of CIS doctors, right,

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<v Speaker 2>who can be influenced and manipulated.

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<v Speaker 4>And there's there's trans members as well, a few there's,

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<v Speaker 4>but it also is less powerful.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it also seems like the trans people who do

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<v Speaker 3>end up like in a high position at Wpath like

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<v Speaker 3>also tend to be like end up believing in gatekeeping

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<v Speaker 3>and restrictions that kind of like internalize the general mindset,

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<v Speaker 3>and so so it's kind of like they're tokens, right.

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<v Speaker 3>It's kind of handy for like CIS medical professionals who

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<v Speaker 3>want to like control trans people. To have some trans

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<v Speaker 3>people as like figureheads, you know, expressing those views gonna

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<v Speaker 3>be like oh well, you know, look this person's saying

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<v Speaker 3>it and they're trans, so like yeah, I mean, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>like yeah, at the same like that the first US Path,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, just to kind of show how far things

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<v Speaker 3>still need to come, you know, the same us Path

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<v Speaker 3>where Carrie did her de transition presentation. Ken Zucker was

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<v Speaker 3>there and he got he got protested, I mean, like

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<v Speaker 3>there was a protest against him, and I did. I

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<v Speaker 3>believe they ended up like canceling at least like one

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<v Speaker 3>of his presentations.

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<v Speaker 4>But yeah, so ken Zucker kind of.

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<v Speaker 3>This notorious like conversion therapist to focus primarily on on

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<v Speaker 3>trans youth, Like he had this clinic in uh Canada,

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<v Speaker 3>you know people, I mean and like going after both

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<v Speaker 3>like trans youth and gender non conforming youth. They tried

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<v Speaker 3>to like you know, prevent kids from growing up trance,

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<v Speaker 3>but they also tried to make you know, non conforming

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<v Speaker 3>youth like more gender conforming as well, with the justification,

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<v Speaker 3>oh well, it's easier to change individual than to like

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<v Speaker 3>make society less bigoted.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, but.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but he was the type of like he was

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<v Speaker 3>one of the medical professionals that was like you know,

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<v Speaker 3>helping to create like the standards of care for for

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<v Speaker 3>trans youth for decades, and it took a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>work to to change that. And like, yeah, he was

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<v Speaker 3>still given a platform by w Path in like twenty seventeen.

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<v Speaker 4>That's not that long ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And that's I don't know, it's this is one

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<v Speaker 2>of these things where like the history of CIS doctors

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<v Speaker 2>treating trans people is really really bleak in ways that

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<v Speaker 2>don't get talked about. And the reason, like one of

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<v Speaker 2>the reasons they don't get talked about from people who

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<v Speaker 2>know about it is that like it's fucking bad. Like

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<v Speaker 2>it's a lot, it's a lot of people getting raped.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like a lot of like I mean, and like

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<v Speaker 2>when we talked about sort of like gatekeeping for healthcare,

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<v Speaker 2>like that was the like one of the original things

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<v Speaker 2>was like you know, one of the things that would

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<v Speaker 2>happen very very commonly was you know it's like okay,

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<v Speaker 2>like if you if you want to get healthcare, like

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<v Speaker 2>you have to let me rape you.

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<v Speaker 4>Like that.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the thing that happened all the fucking time and

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<v Speaker 2>this is the and that's not something that's you know,

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<v Speaker 2>extremely long ago, right, And and you could you could look

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<v Speaker 2>at like modern w path and be like, well, it's

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<v Speaker 2>obviously like yes, it has come a long way from

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<v Speaker 2>that ship. But simultaneously, yeah, like I don't know, that's

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<v Speaker 2>that's something that you know, like there are living people

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<v Speaker 2>who fucking experience that, right and m you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>and when when you when you look at why these

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<v Speaker 2>kinds of like d trans campaigns, why why these just

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<v Speaker 2>like like these sort of d trans anti transactivists have

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<v Speaker 2>been so successful in targeting this it's like, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's it's it's I think I think it's a

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<v Speaker 2>kind of similar thing to like, oh wow, I wonder

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<v Speaker 2>why like the third KKK was successful in this South

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<v Speaker 2>And it's like hmm hmm, maybe there are things happening.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean that that is slightly unfair as being a

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<v Speaker 2>bit unfair to them, But you know, there's there's still

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of these sentiments that there's a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>sort of like transphobic sentiments that are just kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like buried beneath the surface. And I think a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of what we've been seeing over the past you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like like eight ish years. What is time hold on?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that?

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<v Speaker 1>God?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I've broken my own rule about not trying to

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<v Speaker 2>do bath life on air. People don't figure out that

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<v Speaker 2>I can't do subtract. But you know, that's a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of what's the topic of the last like eight years

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<v Speaker 2>is that people figured out that there's still a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of sort of lingering anti transcendiment, and they figured out

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<v Speaker 2>where you can target it in ways that are extremely effective.

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<v Speaker 2>We need to go to ads were back in a

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<v Speaker 2>second with less capitalism, and we're back.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, oh yeah, I mean like yeah, I mean

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<v Speaker 3>I I feel like like in terms of like medical

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<v Speaker 3>professionals who want a gatekeeper what like they they've been

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<v Speaker 3>using you know, d transition and transition regret as like

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<v Speaker 3>an excuse for controlling people for basically since the beginning

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<v Speaker 3>of trans healthcare. I mean that, like, like you know

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<v Speaker 3>that gender therapist Julia Graham, she went looking for us,

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<v Speaker 3>She like went looking for for de trans people to use.

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<v Speaker 3>She's like, Okay, this is how I'm going to like

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<v Speaker 3>cut down on the number of people transitioning. I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to find some like de transitioned women and then use

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<v Speaker 3>their experiences and you know, that's what she.

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<v Speaker 4>Tried to do.

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<v Speaker 3>And like, and I see this happening with other like

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<v Speaker 3>clinicians too, like kind of going back to Ohio Scott Leibowitz,

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<v Speaker 3>who runs he's a therapist who runs the Thrive Clinic

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<v Speaker 3>in Ohio, and he's another one who has used like

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<v Speaker 3>de transition to justify like more psych assessments. And I

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<v Speaker 3>mean he was actually one of the therapists featured in

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<v Speaker 3>one of the New York Times articles that everyone a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of trends. People got mad at the one by

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<v Speaker 3>Emily Bailon. Was it like I forget what it's called

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<v Speaker 3>the giald for gender therapy, where he's like kind of

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<v Speaker 3>cast is this like this poor moderate position who's caught

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<v Speaker 3>between the religious right that wants to ban all trans

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<v Speaker 3>healthcare and these wacky transactivists who just want to let

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<v Speaker 3>everyone transition. It's like he's just trying to find this

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<v Speaker 3>nuanced approach and make sure that like teenagers don't transition

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<v Speaker 3>and regret it. And you know, yeah, I know he

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<v Speaker 3>was like, I mean, like he was trying to stop

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<v Speaker 3>the healthcare bands in Ohio by pointing out like, oh look,

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<v Speaker 3>you know we're we do comprehensive care. You know, most

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<v Speaker 3>most youth don't go on to medically transition. Like like

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<v Speaker 3>Carrie Callahan was also one of the you know she

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<v Speaker 3>and her testimony, and in some op ed pieces that

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<v Speaker 3>she wrote, she was like praising his broach, calling it cautious.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, people who want to like restrict care implement

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<v Speaker 3>more gatekeeping will use like D transition stories to justify that.

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<v Speaker 3>And then of course, like you know, the religious right

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<v Speaker 3>who wants to completely wipe out all transition healthcare will

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<v Speaker 3>also use like D transition stories as well.

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<v Speaker 4>They'll have their set.

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<v Speaker 3>Of de transition people that they bring out, like lucole

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<v Speaker 3>to testify for the bands.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Leibawitz was also one of the co leads for

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<v Speaker 4>the adolescent chapter in the Standards of Care eight from

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<v Speaker 4>w Path. This was also partially reported on in the

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<v Speaker 4>Basilon piece since they were given exclusive access to the

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<v Speaker 4>draft before the actual final product was officially published. And

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<v Speaker 4>so this particular chapter, especially compared to most of the

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<v Speaker 4>other ones, was it was basically a dumpster fire, Like

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<v Speaker 4>it was a massive rollback in terms of accurate information.

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<v Speaker 4>And part of this was actually captured by a white

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<v Speaker 4>paper that was written by Kelly Winter's a trans woman.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, she's got a PhD and everything like that.

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<v Speaker 4>She's been paying attention to this stuff for a really

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<v Speaker 4>long time, has been working in aspects of wpath and

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<v Speaker 4>trying to like, you know, kind of help reshape some

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<v Speaker 4>of the transphobia that's been happening.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I mean she's been finding back against like how

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<v Speaker 3>trans people are pathologized and you know, against paternalistic yeah

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<v Speaker 3>healthcare for for a very long time now.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. So she ended up writing a white paper about

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<v Speaker 4>Version eight with a significant section focusing on the adolescent

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<v Speaker 4>chapter and some of the weird like pseudoscience laundering that

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<v Speaker 4>ended up happening because that chapter not only did it

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<v Speaker 4>include like you know, lip service to things like quote

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<v Speaker 4>unquote rapid onset gender dysphoria, which is a this is

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<v Speaker 4>a bunk pseudo diagnosis that was invented by Lisa Littman

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<v Speaker 4>after surveying a bunch of anti transparents, but then within

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<v Speaker 4>that chapter you also see the laundering of specific studies

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<v Speaker 4>that are focused on predominantly de transitioned women, predominantly gender

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<v Speaker 4>critical or radical feminist. These two papers were Litman twenty

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<v Speaker 4>twenty one, which surveyed a lot of the kind of

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<v Speaker 4>the old D trans turf groups that we had been

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<v Speaker 4>connected with right around twenty seventeen or so, So this

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<v Speaker 4>was before the ROGD paper was published in twenty eighteen.

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<v Speaker 4>But then there was also let's see, there's the Vanderbusch study,

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<v Speaker 4>which I believe that was published in like what twenty

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<v Speaker 4>I don't remember what year that was published in the

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<v Speaker 4>Vanderbusch study. Now, this study was done by Eli vander Busch,

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<v Speaker 4>who is basically post trans the half of a gender

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<v Speaker 4>critical de transition project, and it had a very similar

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<v Speaker 4>kind of like recruitment strategy sometimes an overlapping recruitment pool.

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<v Speaker 4>But the difference is that this happened after the rog

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<v Speaker 4>D paper dropped RGDS.

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<v Speaker 2>That's wrap it on SUT gender dysphoria, which is distinct

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<v Speaker 2>correct to be like all the kids are suddenly Transitioning's

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<v Speaker 2>like no, this is yes, yeah, but that's what that

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<v Speaker 2>acrid is.

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<v Speaker 4>Yep. When that paper dropped, a shift in some of

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<v Speaker 4>the narratives from people who are coming out as de

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<v Speaker 4>transitioned was also starting to be observed. More people were

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<v Speaker 4>starting to call themselves as having experienced RGD. This is

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<v Speaker 4>where the Peak Resilience project came from. And so as

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<v Speaker 4>a result, like this Bandibush study was also pulling in

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<v Speaker 4>aspects of that kind of narrative as well. Right, and

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<v Speaker 4>you know this, none of this actually makes sense. These

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<v Speaker 4>are wildly biased sample pools. It's not going to be

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<v Speaker 4>generalizable to basically any population. It's only focused on like

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<v Speaker 4>a very particular subset of people who end up detransitioning

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<v Speaker 4>and then develop some kind of like political belief it's

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<v Speaker 4>connected to it, right, And then it's being used as

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<v Speaker 4>legitimate data as part of standards of care that is

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<v Speaker 4>supposed to be like, yeah, yes, it's just it's particulars.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it is ridiculous, But I don't feel like like

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like the medical professionals who want more gatekeeping

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<v Speaker 3>like they just need some de transitioned.

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<v Speaker 4>People to justify it.

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<v Speaker 3>They don't really care if like the people ended up

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<v Speaker 3>de transitioning because they like found God or radical feminism

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<v Speaker 3>or like or you know, our old group. A lot

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<v Speaker 3>of the detrendsmen I think already mentioned this before, Like

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of us like talked about how like we

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<v Speaker 3>had the same kind of dysphoria than any other transperson

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<v Speaker 3>had and we're still fighting it off. That was a

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<v Speaker 3>thing too. Most of the people I knew still had

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<v Speaker 3>gender dysphoria, and we're just finding like quote unquote alternative

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<v Speaker 3>ways to cope with it. And it's just like, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't I mean a lot of people were trying to

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<v Speaker 3>like talk themselves out of like transitioning again. So I

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<v Speaker 3>don't think the issue here is like, oh, transition didn't

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<v Speaker 3>work for these people. It's more like they internalized the idea.

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<v Speaker 3>You know that no one said transition, but again, like

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<v Speaker 3>people don't. It's like people don't. Yeah, they only care

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<v Speaker 3>about using de transition in order to reduce the number

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<v Speaker 3>of trans people or prevent transition. They don't care about

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<v Speaker 3>transition or d transition that you know results from transphobia,

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<v Speaker 3>either internalizing it, yeah, internalizing it an anti trans ideology,

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<v Speaker 3>or you know, not being able to access transition because

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<v Speaker 3>of you know, living in a transphobic society, coming from

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<v Speaker 3>a transphobic family, you know, having to go into the

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<v Speaker 3>closet to find a job, that kind of stuff. Like

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<v Speaker 3>it's never about like, yeah, it's never about preventing due

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<v Speaker 3>transition that results from transphobia. It's just about finding excuse

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<v Speaker 3>to control us and our access to healthcare.

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<v Speaker 2>There's this perverse incentive structure here too, because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>these doctors are trying to find you know, they're trying

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<v Speaker 2>to find something that gives them more ability to do gatekeeping.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's it's it's in their interest to in order

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<v Speaker 2>to in order to preserve and increase their own power,

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<v Speaker 2>to find this kind of stuff, which means that they're

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<v Speaker 2>not actually doing their job. They're going out and trying

0:24:09.040 --> 0:24:13.480
<v Speaker 2>to find ways to like they're trying to find, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>whatever whatever like absolutely dog shit studies or like just

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<v Speaker 2>stuff that like probably should be considered medical malpractice. Like

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<v Speaker 2>they don't really care because again it's it's it's it's

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<v Speaker 2>just this like loop because that's the thing that they need.

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<v Speaker 2>So they'll they'll find whatever, like crank pseudo scientists just

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<v Speaker 2>like cranking this stuff out and they'll use it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, And also, I mean I also feel

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<v Speaker 3>like this is one of the reasons why there aren't

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<v Speaker 3>more resources for people who end up transitioning too, because

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<v Speaker 3>they want to be able to use as a scar

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<v Speaker 3>scare story, right because like really, I mean, like okay,

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<v Speaker 3>like you know, Ig transitioned and like it was hard

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<v Speaker 3>because there weren't as much like resources and support out there,

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<v Speaker 3>and I mean a lot of the supports I did

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<v Speaker 3>find were crappy because they were coming from urfs. But

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<v Speaker 3>it's like it's really just kind of like transitioning again

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<v Speaker 3>and then a.

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<v Speaker 4>Lot of ways.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's like, well, if you can create resources to

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<v Speaker 3>make transitioning easier, you could definitely create a lot of

0:25:06.520 --> 0:25:09.880
<v Speaker 3>similar resources to make de transitioning easier.

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<v Speaker 4>But that's not there.

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<v Speaker 3>And I feel like like one of the reasons that

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<v Speaker 3>is not there is because if like, if it's easy

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<v Speaker 3>for someone to do transition, get what they need to

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<v Speaker 3>have a good life, and just move on, then it's

0:25:20.440 --> 0:25:22.720
<v Speaker 3>hard to use those stories, like you'll have less people

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<v Speaker 3>who want to, like, you know who you can kind

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<v Speaker 3>of like, uh, you know, indoctrinate into these anti trans

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<v Speaker 3>ideologies and then use them, you know, as part of

0:25:30.240 --> 0:25:32.440
<v Speaker 3>the anti trans movement. But also just like I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>if it's not scary anymore, if you just feel like, okay,

0:25:35.400 --> 0:25:37.760
<v Speaker 3>like this is just an issue of like making people,

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<v Speaker 3>making sure people get the supports that they need so

0:25:39.800 --> 0:25:41.520
<v Speaker 3>they can just get on with their lives. Like we

0:25:41.600 --> 0:25:43.840
<v Speaker 3>just treat it as a practical problem. That needs to

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<v Speaker 3>be solved instead of using it to feed a trans panic. Like, yeah,

0:25:48.520 --> 0:25:51.680
<v Speaker 3>it's just like the the there's actually like less reasons

0:25:51.720 --> 0:25:55.040
<v Speaker 3>for gatekeeping. I mean, I feel like like creating like

0:25:55.080 --> 0:25:57.679
<v Speaker 3>basically you're kind of like creating a safety dit for

0:25:57.800 --> 0:26:00.359
<v Speaker 3>in case, like you know, in case something unexpect did

0:26:00.600 --> 0:26:03.560
<v Speaker 3>or negative happens. So you're like, okay, well, if you

0:26:03.640 --> 0:26:06.520
<v Speaker 3>transition and things you end up changing your mind or

0:26:06.560 --> 0:26:09.080
<v Speaker 3>things don't work out the way you think they would,

0:26:09.480 --> 0:26:11.840
<v Speaker 3>here's all these supports you can turn to. So I

0:26:12.119 --> 0:26:14.920
<v Speaker 3>feel like that's kind of a better long term thing

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<v Speaker 3>to work for, is like okay, like make sure there

0:26:17.640 --> 0:26:21.040
<v Speaker 3>are supports for people no matter how their transition turns out,

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<v Speaker 3>like if then including you know, de transitioning, or if

0:26:24.720 --> 0:26:28.480
<v Speaker 3>people like you know, face health complications, like make sure

0:26:28.520 --> 0:26:30.800
<v Speaker 3>that there's like supports in place for that. Don't use

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<v Speaker 3>that as an excuse for gatekeeping.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's unfortunately one that I know all too well

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<v Speaker 4>the consequences of.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I think I think also the everything that's

0:26:44.320 --> 0:26:50.800
<v Speaker 2>going on is there's just like all of these groups,

0:26:51.320 --> 0:26:55.119
<v Speaker 2>see both trans people and people do transitions as just

0:26:55.680 --> 0:27:03.240
<v Speaker 2>not like like they're you know, they're they're they're violating

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<v Speaker 2>the content categorical imperative in the sense that they're not

0:27:06.720 --> 0:27:09.600
<v Speaker 2>treating people as actual humans or treating them as objects

0:27:09.680 --> 0:27:13.120
<v Speaker 2>or tools. Yes, and once you do, when you do that, right,

0:27:13.240 --> 0:27:15.960
<v Speaker 2>like everything suddenly you know, like who cares what happens

0:27:15.960 --> 0:27:17.760
<v Speaker 2>to these people afterwards, because you don't think of them

0:27:17.800 --> 0:27:20.040
<v Speaker 2>as people. You think of them as just a thing

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<v Speaker 2>that you're using to do another thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Mm hm oh yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Absolutely. The unfortunate thing is that unfort like this can

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<v Speaker 4>also happen within the community as well. When they are

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<v Speaker 4>trying to advocate for certain kinds of things, people will

0:27:34.320 --> 0:27:36.840
<v Speaker 4>end up using each other, Oh yeah, as tools in

0:27:36.960 --> 0:27:39.359
<v Speaker 4>order to meet their own personal goals.

0:27:39.960 --> 0:27:43.080
<v Speaker 2>Speaking of goals, make it your goal to uh buy

0:27:43.080 --> 0:27:57.680
<v Speaker 2>these products and services. Oh no, we're back.

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<v Speaker 4>So let's go back a little bit to about like

0:28:02.040 --> 0:28:05.680
<v Speaker 4>twenty nineteen. Some of the bills are starting to go out.

0:28:05.720 --> 0:28:07.840
<v Speaker 4>We had the test balloon bill that was happening in

0:28:07.880 --> 0:28:11.720
<v Speaker 4>South Dakota that eventually turned into twenty twenty. Right in

0:28:11.760 --> 0:28:18.160
<v Speaker 4>this timeframe, an organizing call went out on the Well,

0:28:18.240 --> 0:28:21.639
<v Speaker 4>the site previously known as Twitter by Kerrie Callahan that

0:28:21.800 --> 0:28:26.320
<v Speaker 4>was looking for people that wanted to advocate for better

0:28:26.359 --> 0:28:31.639
<v Speaker 4>healthcare outcomes for trans and d trans people. Right during

0:28:31.680 --> 0:28:34.840
<v Speaker 4>that time frame, I had been starting to go off

0:28:34.920 --> 0:28:38.200
<v Speaker 4>of my hormones. I started going off of them a

0:28:38.200 --> 0:28:41.720
<v Speaker 4>few months prior to that point, and in that time frame,

0:28:42.280 --> 0:28:49.080
<v Speaker 4>I started experiencing certain types of what seemed like progressive

0:28:49.200 --> 0:28:55.200
<v Speaker 4>vision loss. Right. My brain, I sometimes have a tendency

0:28:55.240 --> 0:28:59.600
<v Speaker 4>to panic, I guess, especially when it comes to things

0:28:59.600 --> 0:29:04.360
<v Speaker 4>like health anxiety. My brain started to make the internal connection,

0:29:06.000 --> 0:29:11.360
<v Speaker 4>did going off of my hormones cause my vision to change? Right?

0:29:12.000 --> 0:29:15.200
<v Speaker 4>And unfortunately, as I started to talk about this online

0:29:15.240 --> 0:29:17.920
<v Speaker 4>and the likes, I was getting a lot of encouragement

0:29:17.960 --> 0:29:23.360
<v Speaker 4>from other folks, usually like you know, gender critical, anti transparents,

0:29:23.440 --> 0:29:28.280
<v Speaker 4>that kind of thing. That yes, absolutely like the hormones

0:29:28.320 --> 0:29:31.400
<v Speaker 4>were causing me to have vision loss right and it

0:29:31.480 --> 0:29:34.720
<v Speaker 4>was really impacting my ability to function in my daily life. Right.

0:29:35.080 --> 0:29:37.400
<v Speaker 4>But another part of me at the same time as

0:29:37.440 --> 0:29:41.840
<v Speaker 4>all of this was starting to feel like I was

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:45.960
<v Speaker 4>starting to feel aspects of regret and anger, which made

0:29:45.960 --> 0:29:49.200
<v Speaker 4>me want to do something. This is a very common narrative, right.

0:29:49.520 --> 0:29:52.000
<v Speaker 4>It made me want to do something so that other

0:29:52.080 --> 0:29:54.560
<v Speaker 4>people would not end up in the situation that I

0:29:54.640 --> 0:29:57.840
<v Speaker 4>was in and so I answered this call. Probably not

0:29:57.960 --> 0:30:00.440
<v Speaker 4>the best of decisions that I could have made for myself,

0:30:00.480 --> 0:30:03.080
<v Speaker 4>but I decided to go ahead and do so answered

0:30:03.120 --> 0:30:06.920
<v Speaker 4>Kerry Calhoun's call, Yes, Yes, I decided to go ahead

0:30:06.960 --> 0:30:10.160
<v Speaker 4>and say, yes, I will, I will connect in with this.

0:30:10.240 --> 0:30:12.160
<v Speaker 4>I would like to be a part of it. I

0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:15.000
<v Speaker 4>had to apparently apologize for talking to the wrong clinician

0:30:16.000 --> 0:30:17.600
<v Speaker 4>in public first, but.

0:30:19.640 --> 0:30:22.400
<v Speaker 3>Had to apologize for talking to Jack Turbin because he

0:30:22.560 --> 0:30:26.040
<v Speaker 3>was too affirming and she was mad that you would

0:30:26.120 --> 0:30:29.880
<v Speaker 3>speak to him because I was too willing to respect

0:30:30.280 --> 0:30:30.840
<v Speaker 3>fans kids.

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:34.440
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yes, because he prescribed puberty blockers. I was talking

0:30:34.440 --> 0:30:36.479
<v Speaker 4>to the wrong clinician and therefore this was not allowed.

0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:42.680
<v Speaker 4>But anyway, so eventually the actual like organizing committee starts

0:30:42.760 --> 0:30:47.800
<v Speaker 4>with four people. So it was me, Carrie Corina Cone

0:30:47.880 --> 0:30:51.000
<v Speaker 4>who was later testifying in favor of some of these bills,

0:30:52.000 --> 0:30:54.560
<v Speaker 4>and then Grace Leedinsky Smith. There were some other people

0:30:54.640 --> 0:30:58.360
<v Speaker 4>that were in and out, but they ended up dropping

0:30:58.480 --> 0:31:02.720
<v Speaker 4>off very early on. So it was predominantly the four

0:31:02.760 --> 0:31:05.120
<v Speaker 4>of us that ended up being the actual formal board

0:31:05.160 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 4>at any point in the early stages, right, And so

0:31:08.440 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 4>we started to draft a lot of this stuff. But like,

0:31:11.680 --> 0:31:17.760
<v Speaker 4>over I was starting to wonder about two things, right, Like,

0:31:19.440 --> 0:31:24.320
<v Speaker 4>after some exchanges with other board members about who it

0:31:24.520 --> 0:31:27.920
<v Speaker 4>is that we should be predominantly outreaching. Should it be

0:31:28.000 --> 0:31:31.280
<v Speaker 4>clinicians or should it be people that are actually impacted,

0:31:32.000 --> 0:31:35.400
<v Speaker 4>people who have gone through gender affirming care, regardless of

0:31:35.440 --> 0:31:39.960
<v Speaker 4>how they identify themselves currently, Like, what is our main priority?

0:31:40.120 --> 0:31:43.840
<v Speaker 4>The other board member at the time wanted to focus

0:31:43.880 --> 0:31:47.720
<v Speaker 4>more on the clinician route. I did not. My focus

0:31:47.880 --> 0:31:50.800
<v Speaker 4>was on if we are going to be doing a

0:31:50.920 --> 0:31:55.080
<v Speaker 4>quote unquote patient advocacy organization, we should be focusing on

0:31:55.480 --> 0:31:59.280
<v Speaker 4>the people that we are supposed to be connected to, right, Like,

0:32:00.320 --> 0:32:03.320
<v Speaker 4>those are who we are. Why would we want to

0:32:03.440 --> 0:32:06.040
<v Speaker 4>put more power into the hands of the clinicians that

0:32:06.080 --> 0:32:09.680
<v Speaker 4>supposedly harmed people. That doesn't make any sense, right? And then,

0:32:10.160 --> 0:32:14.240
<v Speaker 4>like you know, as these wheels were starting to churn,

0:32:14.240 --> 0:32:18.320
<v Speaker 4>another part of me was starting to worry that over time,

0:32:19.400 --> 0:32:24.320
<v Speaker 4>the trajectory of this organization at that point was going

0:32:24.360 --> 0:32:28.880
<v Speaker 4>to start advocating for more restrictions or full out bands

0:32:29.200 --> 0:32:31.800
<v Speaker 4>later on in the future, possibly even partnering up with

0:32:31.840 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 4>some of the some of the more right wing groups.

0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 4>I believe I Actually, I think I worried about them

0:32:41.120 --> 0:32:45.360
<v Speaker 4>becoming like the gender care equivalent to Wolf, which was

0:32:45.920 --> 0:32:50.640
<v Speaker 4>unfortunately pretty accurate, I would say in terms of my

0:32:50.640 --> 0:32:53.600
<v Speaker 4>my concern that was that was part of my my

0:32:53.680 --> 0:32:57.360
<v Speaker 4>formal resignation to the board. I stepped down as vice

0:32:57.400 --> 0:33:00.520
<v Speaker 4>president about five months after I had joined on because

0:33:00.640 --> 0:33:04.680
<v Speaker 4>I could not see any I could not see any

0:33:04.720 --> 0:33:10.360
<v Speaker 4>recourse within the group for for changing directions. I couldn't

0:33:10.360 --> 0:33:14.760
<v Speaker 4>be party to them hurting other people, even if I

0:33:14.840 --> 0:33:17.120
<v Speaker 4>felt hurt at the time, and so I ended up

0:33:17.120 --> 0:33:23.640
<v Speaker 4>taking a step back. My vision was still having problems,

0:33:24.560 --> 0:33:29.240
<v Speaker 4>but you know what ended up making that a lot easier. Actually,

0:33:30.480 --> 0:33:33.000
<v Speaker 4>it's funny. This is not something that was recommended to

0:33:33.040 --> 0:33:36.760
<v Speaker 4>me by anybody that I had been talking to about

0:33:36.760 --> 0:33:40.680
<v Speaker 4>this stuff, who had been more exposed to anti trans

0:33:41.480 --> 0:33:47.320
<v Speaker 4>rhetoric like I. I talked to blind people. Yeah, I

0:33:47.680 --> 0:33:50.720
<v Speaker 4>ended up talking to to blind people. I connected with

0:33:50.880 --> 0:33:55.000
<v Speaker 4>folks from the National Federation for the Blind. It was

0:33:55.040 --> 0:33:57.560
<v Speaker 4>a group that was recommended to me by somebody I

0:33:57.600 --> 0:34:00.800
<v Speaker 4>knew from a from a past job that I had

0:34:01.040 --> 0:34:04.040
<v Speaker 4>because she was the daughter of somebody who went blind

0:34:04.120 --> 0:34:07.040
<v Speaker 4>later in life due to a genetic condition, and he

0:34:07.120 --> 0:34:09.600
<v Speaker 4>was a member of the NFB right, he was part

0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:12.640
<v Speaker 4>of the federation, and so that was her recommendation to me.

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:15.759
<v Speaker 4>I hadn't reached out at the time. My brain was

0:34:15.800 --> 0:34:22.239
<v Speaker 4>too focused in doing this weird we got to save

0:34:22.360 --> 0:34:28.759
<v Speaker 4>people kind of bullshit direction. But like, eventually, after I'm

0:34:28.840 --> 0:34:32.120
<v Speaker 4>like taking a step back from all of this stuff,

0:34:32.719 --> 0:34:36.600
<v Speaker 4>I decided to go ahead and pursue that suggestion from

0:34:36.840 --> 0:34:38.880
<v Speaker 4>you know, this random person in my life, not from

0:34:39.040 --> 0:34:41.360
<v Speaker 4>anybody I had been connected to in terms of organizing.

0:34:41.840 --> 0:34:48.399
<v Speaker 4>And when when I went there, like the only thing

0:34:48.440 --> 0:34:51.920
<v Speaker 4>that I ever got was acceptance. There was no questioning.

0:34:52.360 --> 0:34:58.520
<v Speaker 4>Nobody asked what happened, Nobody asked like any sort of

0:34:58.560 --> 0:35:02.560
<v Speaker 4>details about like my my personal views. Like I didn't

0:35:02.560 --> 0:35:04.720
<v Speaker 4>have to express any forms of like, you know, sorrow

0:35:04.800 --> 0:35:06.759
<v Speaker 4>or regret or anything like that. A lot of it

0:35:06.840 --> 0:35:10.040
<v Speaker 4>was focused on, Okay, these are the issues that you're

0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:13.040
<v Speaker 4>currently dealing with. Here are some of the things that

0:35:13.120 --> 0:35:16.120
<v Speaker 4>you can work on to make your life easier. Here

0:35:16.200 --> 0:35:19.320
<v Speaker 4>are some supports that you can find within your states

0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:22.239
<v Speaker 4>if you need to do things like, you know, get

0:35:22.280 --> 0:35:25.400
<v Speaker 4>certain kinds of mobility training using a white cane and

0:35:25.400 --> 0:35:28.160
<v Speaker 4>the likes. If you need to learn how to use braille,

0:35:28.160 --> 0:35:31.280
<v Speaker 4>all of that fun stuff. Here. Here's even like specific

0:35:31.320 --> 0:35:34.040
<v Speaker 4>doctors that you could try to go to who can

0:35:35.400 --> 0:35:38.640
<v Speaker 4>like really assess what's going on with your vision. Because

0:35:38.680 --> 0:35:40.920
<v Speaker 4>before that point I did not have access to specialists.

0:35:41.000 --> 0:35:43.480
<v Speaker 4>I was living in like you know, rural main There

0:35:43.520 --> 0:35:45.440
<v Speaker 4>was there was nothing there. I would have had to

0:35:45.480 --> 0:35:47.920
<v Speaker 4>travel like over three hours to go to Boston for

0:35:47.960 --> 0:35:50.719
<v Speaker 4>me to be able to see as specialist. Instead, like

0:35:50.800 --> 0:35:53.680
<v Speaker 4>they were able to point me to people who had

0:35:54.200 --> 0:35:59.879
<v Speaker 4>specializations in like retinal conditions, and so when I went there,

0:36:00.480 --> 0:36:03.200
<v Speaker 4>you know, they they did their usual tests. They ruled

0:36:03.280 --> 0:36:06.799
<v Speaker 4>out some things that were known to run in my

0:36:06.880 --> 0:36:12.640
<v Speaker 4>family actually, but they did ultimately decide that like my

0:36:13.040 --> 0:36:18.000
<v Speaker 4>retinas are not processing light correctly and that it's actually

0:36:18.120 --> 0:36:24.600
<v Speaker 4>likely genetic, so unrelated to horrormone youth conrelated to hormone usage.

0:36:24.640 --> 0:36:26.640
<v Speaker 4>In fact, you know, as I was going through that

0:36:26.719 --> 0:36:30.960
<v Speaker 4>process and I started to reflect on what my vision

0:36:31.120 --> 0:36:35.640
<v Speaker 4>was like before I even took hormones, let alone stopping it,

0:36:36.080 --> 0:36:40.320
<v Speaker 4>like certain symptoms were actually there, just at a much

0:36:40.440 --> 0:36:45.680
<v Speaker 4>lower degree. Since like at least my teens, I already

0:36:45.840 --> 0:36:50.200
<v Speaker 4>had difficulties with my night vision. I had difficulties with

0:36:51.360 --> 0:36:57.040
<v Speaker 4>color contrasts. Sometimes my light sensitivity wasn't nearly as bad.

0:36:57.160 --> 0:37:01.360
<v Speaker 4>Usually it was only with migrains. But time, like you know,

0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:04.719
<v Speaker 4>that started to break out more where like even just

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:07.480
<v Speaker 4>like you know, there being too much sunlight was painful

0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:11.480
<v Speaker 4>for me. But like some of this stuff, it definitely

0:37:11.520 --> 0:37:15.920
<v Speaker 4>predated when I started my transition. But because I wasn't

0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:20.680
<v Speaker 4>really given space to actually unpack any of this stuff,

0:37:21.280 --> 0:37:26.640
<v Speaker 4>I didn't really have the ability to make those connections. Instead,

0:37:27.880 --> 0:37:31.399
<v Speaker 4>what happened was, you know, I join in on this

0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:36.000
<v Speaker 4>organizing board. I connect in with three other people that

0:37:36.040 --> 0:37:42.319
<v Speaker 4>were looking to advocate in very particular directions. And like,

0:37:43.040 --> 0:37:48.320
<v Speaker 4>my story was not something that was meant to get support,

0:37:48.680 --> 0:37:52.000
<v Speaker 4>My story was something that was meant to scare people.

0:37:53.000 --> 0:37:56.440
<v Speaker 4>I was also nominated as the spokesperson, which meant I

0:37:56.480 --> 0:37:59.840
<v Speaker 4>would have had the responsibility to do things like, you know,

0:38:00.040 --> 0:38:03.279
<v Speaker 4>respond to the press or give sound quotes or whatever. Right,

0:38:03.840 --> 0:38:10.319
<v Speaker 4>I gave certain kinds of descriptions over to a like

0:38:10.400 --> 0:38:13.719
<v Speaker 4>a Democratic candidate that we had been scheduled to meet

0:38:13.760 --> 0:38:17.839
<v Speaker 4>with Ryan Starzik at the time down in Arizona, and

0:38:17.960 --> 0:38:20.440
<v Speaker 4>you know, give the whole spiel, right, you know, A

0:38:20.520 --> 0:38:25.080
<v Speaker 4>visible trans person with a story that for a lot

0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:29.960
<v Speaker 4>of people who, like most people, are very connected to

0:38:30.000 --> 0:38:33.759
<v Speaker 4>their senses, whether that's hearing, vision, touch, or whatever, they

0:38:33.800 --> 0:38:39.200
<v Speaker 4>can't conceptualize a life without them, and so it terrifies them. Right,

0:38:39.400 --> 0:38:44.200
<v Speaker 4>But like that doesn't actually help the person be able

0:38:44.239 --> 0:38:48.080
<v Speaker 4>to get to a point where this is a livable life,

0:38:48.160 --> 0:38:50.799
<v Speaker 4>it's even a frame life. There are certain things that

0:38:50.840 --> 0:38:52.839
<v Speaker 4>I can do that other people can't do. I can

0:38:52.920 --> 0:38:56.520
<v Speaker 4>navigate inside the apartment without having the lights on because

0:38:56.560 --> 0:38:58.480
<v Speaker 4>I know where everything is mapped out of my head,

0:38:58.520 --> 0:39:00.520
<v Speaker 4>and I can rely on touch. I can pour myself

0:39:00.520 --> 0:39:02.759
<v Speaker 4>a glass of water and not have to worry about

0:39:02.760 --> 0:39:05.520
<v Speaker 4>its spilling because I can feel where it like goes up.

0:39:05.880 --> 0:39:10.640
<v Speaker 4>But that's not really something that like we're not even

0:39:10.680 --> 0:39:14.400
<v Speaker 4>allowed to think about. We're not even allowed to think about. Like, Okay,

0:39:14.520 --> 0:39:19.719
<v Speaker 4>so if this thing happens to you and there's documented

0:39:19.719 --> 0:39:23.640
<v Speaker 4>evidence of it, not like something that's completely imagined, like

0:39:23.719 --> 0:39:26.600
<v Speaker 4>my brain decided it was, here's what we can do

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<v Speaker 4>to help m's. That's the kind of things that people

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<v Speaker 4>really need to be able to access, right, you know,

0:39:33.200 --> 0:39:34.840
<v Speaker 4>if something happens to you, these are the things that

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<v Speaker 4>you can do to be able to work through this

0:39:38.440 --> 0:39:41.440
<v Speaker 4>and live a more comfortable life in the way that

0:39:41.480 --> 0:39:44.000
<v Speaker 4>you are happy with. But I don't really see any

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<v Speaker 4>of that happening to be perfectly frank well, no, Like,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm also thinking back about the like the standards of

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<v Speaker 4>care A because like, you know, there's this you know,

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<v Speaker 4>inclusion of aspects of regret and de transition and stuff

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<v Speaker 4>like that into things like the adolescent chapter. But you

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<v Speaker 4>know what, they don't include a chapter for de transition support. Yes, no,

0:40:08.640 --> 0:40:09.880
<v Speaker 4>because they're not serious about that.

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<v Speaker 3>I guess they just want to use it as like

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<v Speaker 3>a scary story and a justification for controlling people exact

0:40:15.680 --> 0:40:17.480
<v Speaker 3>like you know, putting them through a bunch of assessments

0:40:17.560 --> 0:40:19.960
<v Speaker 3>or something like that. Like again, I very much believe

0:40:20.000 --> 0:40:23.520
<v Speaker 3>that there's a connection between like a desire for more

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<v Speaker 3>gatekeeping and psych assessments control over trans people and not

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<v Speaker 3>having support for like.

0:40:28.320 --> 0:40:31.359
<v Speaker 4>Do transition for retransition either, because there's not, like.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like there's even less talk or resources for

0:40:36.080 --> 0:40:39.319
<v Speaker 3>people end up retransitioning after de transitioning because no one's

0:40:39.320 --> 0:40:41.920
<v Speaker 3>trying to figure out like, oh, like the idea that

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<v Speaker 3>do transition could just be temporary or that a lot

0:40:44.719 --> 0:40:47.400
<v Speaker 3>of people, you know, go on to retransition later on

0:40:47.640 --> 0:40:50.120
<v Speaker 3>or just confirmed for them that they really are trans

0:40:50.160 --> 0:40:52.440
<v Speaker 3>Like that's also a thing that you know, just people

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:53.439
<v Speaker 3>don't really want to touch.

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<v Speaker 2>It's one of these things where you know, like pain

0:41:00.719 --> 0:41:04.440
<v Speaker 2>is useful to these people, but like the actual like

0:41:04.480 --> 0:41:08.839
<v Speaker 2>people experiencing the pain aren't. And you know, and that

0:41:08.920 --> 0:41:11.480
<v Speaker 2>has its own perversion center cycle because like, yeah, if

0:41:11.520 --> 0:41:13.640
<v Speaker 2>you want to harvest scare stories, you don't want people

0:41:13.719 --> 0:41:19.280
<v Speaker 2>getting actual help. And that is an absolutely terrible, insensive

0:41:19.280 --> 0:41:23.160
<v Speaker 2>structure for making sure people actually get the care and

0:41:23.160 --> 0:41:28.720
<v Speaker 2>the help that they need. And it absolutely sucks.

0:41:28.840 --> 0:41:32.840
<v Speaker 3>Just yeah, oh I remember realizing, like when I was

0:41:32.880 --> 0:41:36.000
<v Speaker 3>still a deed triens radical feminist, like realizing that a

0:41:36.040 --> 0:41:40.000
<v Speaker 3>whole lot of like people who wanted to restrict or

0:41:40.040 --> 0:41:43.760
<v Speaker 3>eliminate transition like like head an investment in my suffering

0:41:44.400 --> 0:41:46.440
<v Speaker 3>because you know, I was, and I was struggling a

0:41:46.440 --> 0:41:49.640
<v Speaker 3>lot like I do. It can really be hard to

0:41:49.640 --> 0:41:52.560
<v Speaker 3>do transition like right now, because there are you know,

0:41:52.640 --> 0:41:55.000
<v Speaker 3>there is a lack of resources and support and understanding.

0:41:55.200 --> 0:41:57.040
<v Speaker 3>But the thing is, like I you know, I kind

0:41:57.040 --> 0:41:59.480
<v Speaker 3>of slowly realized over time. It's just like, oh, all

0:41:59.480 --> 0:42:01.880
<v Speaker 3>these people to use my story, but they need me

0:42:01.960 --> 0:42:04.200
<v Speaker 3>to suffer for it to like work out for them.

0:42:04.239 --> 0:42:06.840
<v Speaker 3>Like they don't have any interest in making my life easier,

0:42:07.000 --> 0:42:08.840
<v Speaker 3>Like they don't have any interest in like helping me

0:42:09.040 --> 0:42:11.440
<v Speaker 3>like create a good life and being happy. They want me,

0:42:11.520 --> 0:42:14.239
<v Speaker 3>they really do want me to be ruined and miserable

0:42:14.320 --> 0:42:17.319
<v Speaker 3>forever because they can use like that's more valuable to them,

0:42:17.560 --> 0:42:19.880
<v Speaker 3>Like my suffering matters more than my happiness to a

0:42:19.920 --> 0:42:21.360
<v Speaker 3>lot of these people. Yeah, Like you know, that was

0:42:21.400 --> 0:42:23.120
<v Speaker 3>definitely one of those moments where I was like, what,

0:42:23.360 --> 0:42:26.239
<v Speaker 3>like one of those things that eventually, you know, let

0:42:26.320 --> 0:42:28.279
<v Speaker 3>me to get disillusion with the whole thing and be like,

0:42:28.320 --> 0:42:31.560
<v Speaker 3>you know what I get myself involved with. But yeah, yeah,

0:42:31.600 --> 0:42:34.760
<v Speaker 3>it's just it's it is really like sick and perverse.

0:42:34.840 --> 0:42:39.839
<v Speaker 3>How how anti trans people like use suffering, use both

0:42:39.880 --> 0:42:43.120
<v Speaker 3>transcendi trans people suffering for their own agenda.

0:42:43.800 --> 0:42:44.320
<v Speaker 4>It's awful.

0:42:45.840 --> 0:42:50.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I think this is something that you know,

0:42:50.680 --> 0:42:53.680
<v Speaker 2>there's this is the sort of it's also that there's

0:42:53.719 --> 0:42:55.799
<v Speaker 2>a broader set of incentives here too, which is the

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:58.040
<v Speaker 2>sort of the structure of the media market, right which

0:42:58.080 --> 0:43:02.520
<v Speaker 2>at the media that's like the like you know, the

0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:06.760
<v Speaker 2>the entire media broadly, like you know, like if it bleeds,

0:43:06.760 --> 0:43:08.799
<v Speaker 2>it leads right, Like that's that's that's the that's the

0:43:08.840 --> 0:43:12.640
<v Speaker 2>actual media model of you know, everything from like your

0:43:12.719 --> 0:43:15.839
<v Speaker 2>like shitty local right wing tabloid to like the New

0:43:15.920 --> 0:43:21.120
<v Speaker 2>York Times, right. And the way that this plays out

0:43:21.400 --> 0:43:23.960
<v Speaker 2>for trans people and for de trans people is that

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:26.520
<v Speaker 2>like the thing that these people that you know, the

0:43:26.640 --> 0:43:30.359
<v Speaker 2>journalists also are looking for is suffering, like they don't

0:43:30.719 --> 0:43:34.680
<v Speaker 2>really care, you know, like they like, none of these

0:43:34.800 --> 0:43:38.279
<v Speaker 2>people ever report stories that are just like, hey, like

0:43:38.320 --> 0:43:40.680
<v Speaker 2>I went to a gender clinic and it was great,

0:43:41.600 --> 0:43:43.600
<v Speaker 2>Like nobody's gonna like, I don't think anyone's going to

0:43:43.640 --> 0:43:45.719
<v Speaker 2>read that, Like I would read that because you know

0:43:45.880 --> 0:43:47.919
<v Speaker 2>that's you know, that's great, but like like they don't

0:43:47.920 --> 0:43:50.560
<v Speaker 2>care about that there's there's no sort of sensationalism there.

0:43:51.160 --> 0:43:55.439
<v Speaker 2>The sensationalism is like, you know, then this is why

0:43:55.520 --> 0:43:58.920
<v Speaker 2>you get like the Washington Post interviewing this light. You know,

0:43:59.000 --> 0:44:02.279
<v Speaker 2>like these people who are just like, oh, like I

0:44:02.360 --> 0:44:04.520
<v Speaker 2>was I worked at a gender clinic, but I was

0:44:04.560 --> 0:44:07.880
<v Speaker 2>secretly doing evil or like you know, or or or

0:44:07.920 --> 0:44:09.399
<v Speaker 2>you get all of and this is why a lot

0:44:09.400 --> 0:44:13.319
<v Speaker 2>of even protrans like media coverage is about things like

0:44:13.360 --> 0:44:16.680
<v Speaker 2>suicide rates and about things like you know, like how

0:44:18.040 --> 0:44:20.879
<v Speaker 2>like how likely you are to die if you don't

0:44:20.920 --> 0:44:24.000
<v Speaker 2>get the healthcare thing you need, because it's it's the

0:44:24.000 --> 0:44:26.359
<v Speaker 2>same as CenTra structure. It's the thing, the thing that's

0:44:26.480 --> 0:44:31.640
<v Speaker 2>useful to sell to people is suffering and that I

0:44:31.680 --> 0:44:35.359
<v Speaker 2>don't know what the solution is to that, because I mean,

0:44:35.400 --> 0:44:39.120
<v Speaker 2>I don't know have have media that's not based on profit,

0:44:39.520 --> 0:44:45.600
<v Speaker 2>I guess, but like, you know, to decommodify the news.

0:44:48.520 --> 0:44:50.360
<v Speaker 2>But that's one of these things where it's like, you know,

0:44:50.440 --> 0:44:53.560
<v Speaker 2>like as long as long as like every single like

0:44:54.080 --> 0:44:56.760
<v Speaker 2>shitty local newspaper is making all of their money from

0:44:56.800 --> 0:45:00.600
<v Speaker 2>like crime scare stories, they're not going to report. They're

0:45:00.600 --> 0:45:02.279
<v Speaker 2>not going to You're not gonna get accurate reporting about

0:45:02.280 --> 0:45:05.520
<v Speaker 2>police because they need the police to like give the

0:45:05.680 --> 0:45:07.440
<v Speaker 2>like feed them all of these shitty crime stories.

0:45:07.520 --> 0:45:07.640
<v Speaker 4>Right.

0:45:07.640 --> 0:45:09.160
<v Speaker 2>And this is the same thing here where it's like

0:45:09.160 --> 0:45:13.040
<v Speaker 2>you're not going to get actual good reporting about trans

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:19.160
<v Speaker 2>people and about people who do transition because nobody actually

0:45:19.200 --> 0:45:22.440
<v Speaker 2>cares about that because the incentive structure is just suffering,

0:45:22.440 --> 0:45:27.600
<v Speaker 2>and that trickles down through through the healthcare system and

0:45:27.719 --> 0:45:32.840
<v Speaker 2>through you know through the legislative system, and it trickles

0:45:32.840 --> 0:45:36.080
<v Speaker 2>down through social networks and what support networks exists and

0:45:36.120 --> 0:45:44.160
<v Speaker 2>don't exist. And it's a absolutely like if you were

0:45:44.239 --> 0:45:46.880
<v Speaker 2>just to like ask someone, how do you want a

0:45:46.920 --> 0:45:50.920
<v Speaker 2>society to be run? Zero people would answer, we want

0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:53.200
<v Speaker 2>it to be based on the production of suffering. And

0:45:53.320 --> 0:45:57.719
<v Speaker 2>yet we have done this, but it doesn't have to

0:45:57.760 --> 0:46:00.080
<v Speaker 2>be like this. To sort of finish that, Dave a

0:46:00.160 --> 0:46:04.120
<v Speaker 2>great quote, the ultimate hidden truth of the world is

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<v Speaker 2>that it is something that we make and could just

0:46:06.760 --> 0:46:10.280
<v Speaker 2>as easily make differently. So let's go build a world

0:46:10.280 --> 0:46:13.680
<v Speaker 2>that's safe for trans people. This has been It could

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<v Speaker 2>happen here. You can find more of Lee and Kai's

0:46:15.960 --> 0:46:18.560
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0:46:18.560 --> 0:46:22.040
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