WEBVTT - Everywhere You Look with Kelly Rizzo

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<v Speaker 1>Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Hi Jana, Hi.

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<v Speaker 3>I always stare at Kat in the thing because she

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<v Speaker 3>just looks miserable, miserable.

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<v Speaker 2>You were like I was listening, Yeah, yeah, yeah, where

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<v Speaker 2>are you?

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<v Speaker 4>I am?

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<v Speaker 2>You left your ear int here?

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<v Speaker 5>I did?

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<v Speaker 2>J I'm great, wow checking in.

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<v Speaker 4>You seem a little flustered today.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I'm good today.

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<v Speaker 4>You're good.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm great.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know why you could possibly be flustered exactly,

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<v Speaker 4>nothing going on.

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<v Speaker 2>Having a baby, moving into a house, planning a wedding,

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<v Speaker 2>and you have a handsome viance. Thank you. I just

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<v Speaker 2>can't imagine why one would be flustered. I shampooed. I'd

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<v Speaker 2>like to give a shout out to myself. That's great.

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<v Speaker 2>Like that.

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<v Speaker 4>That looks great.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's not go too crazy. It looks clean, it looks.

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<v Speaker 4>Clean, looks amazing. So what were you about to say?

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<v Speaker 2>Kab I'm disturbed, So I listen. I think we all

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<v Speaker 2>struggle with this piece of social media anyways about sharing

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<v Speaker 2>our children, right m hm. So I shared this picture

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<v Speaker 2>on a story of Legends big Manfoot, because he's just huge.

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<v Speaker 2>All of a sudden, it's like hurting my feelings and

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<v Speaker 2>becoming little boys for sure, like true boys.

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<v Speaker 4>Like dudes.

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<v Speaker 2>Like he's starting to smell like a dude when he

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<v Speaker 2>comes home from like baseball. I'm like, oh my sweat dirt,

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<v Speaker 2>Like this is crazy, you know. And so I put

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<v Speaker 2>lyon's little foot. The baby's little foot was next to

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<v Speaker 2>his foot, just their feet and that's all it was.

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<v Speaker 2>And I got this DM that was like make money

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<v Speaker 2>off of feet pictures. Oh that's just is just so agusting.

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<v Speaker 5>I want.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, if I it wouldn't go anywhere if I

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<v Speaker 2>wrote back. But I did have a moment. I was

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<v Speaker 2>just wanted to type a few things, but I didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's anyways, that's that. It just really disturbed me.

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<v Speaker 2>Just fliprey space out there. Guys, Yeah, cares baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Would happen if you were like yeah, I would love that,

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<v Speaker 1>and like would they really be like send me more

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<v Speaker 1>feet of your children?

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<v Speaker 2>That's a thing, right, It's disgusting, That's what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so disgusting. It's like unfortunate world. Yeah, the pedophiles

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<v Speaker 2>in this world today is disgusting. So I didn't know that.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I was wondering people love like well, adult feet,

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<v Speaker 1>but I wondered if it went general.

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<v Speaker 4>I can't have this conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's weird, like it. I totally hate it. I

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<v Speaker 2>had to. You knew I did. I'm the lame joke maker. No,

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<v Speaker 2>but that's there's a I don't there's a line. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>People do make a lot of money and that only

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<v Speaker 3>fancing though. I just would never do it because the

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<v Speaker 3>same thing. Whenever I post my feet, people would be like,

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<v Speaker 3>get an only fans account, and I'm like, is that

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<v Speaker 3>how much can you make on there? I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, you don't got to suck on them. But

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<v Speaker 3>I would never do it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a celeus question. Now is it only feet?

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<v Speaker 1>You can do like anything. But it's just why do

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<v Speaker 1>people always talk about it in relation to feet? That's

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<v Speaker 1>all I ever hear about it. You know, so weird.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you like feet? No?

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<v Speaker 4>No, I don't like feet. Feet freak me out.

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<v Speaker 2>Feet feel fine to me. I I don't want to

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<v Speaker 2>touch them unless they're perfectly clean. Yeah, but I like

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<v Speaker 2>giving a foot massage.

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<v Speaker 4>I do not.

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<v Speaker 2>My husband wishes I did. Oh really yeah, He's always like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what would be really great right now? And

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, if you grab the dice, she wasn't thinking that.

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<v Speaker 2>He was thinking of foot massage, if you grab the

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<v Speaker 2>dic And that's funny. Dyson is my love language. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>do you like feet.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't mind. I don't like my feet. I love

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<v Speaker 3>your feet are so cute.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't mind, though I don't. I don't seen

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<v Speaker 2>cat's feet, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't like. I mean, they're just big, so I

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<v Speaker 4>don't like them.

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<v Speaker 3>Now and hates his feet, so he always has socks on.

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<v Speaker 3>He does, yeah, and I'm like, kind of they're cute,

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<v Speaker 3>they're you know, the best feat. I'm like, hey, God

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<v Speaker 3>gave you one thing that's like not hot.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry, yeah, never taking his socks off again.

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<v Speaker 3>But he has like soccer player feet, you know. So

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<v Speaker 3>they've just been like hit and sure probably busted and

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<v Speaker 3>broke in a.

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<v Speaker 2>Million different ways.

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<v Speaker 4>I imagine.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't like the uneven toes like I like it

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<v Speaker 3>when water.

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<v Speaker 2>Falls down like a Verising commercial, hundred percent. Like I

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<v Speaker 2>will say about my face, it is just like the away.

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<v Speaker 2>So they say that that second toe is a leader toe.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting if it's longer than the front, which does freak

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<v Speaker 2>me out a little bit. So he I think he

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<v Speaker 2>has that, but like it's like it's I think.

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<v Speaker 4>It goes one is longer than the big toe.

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<v Speaker 3>She was interesting is my grandma. She her pinky toe

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<v Speaker 3>was on top of her fourth toe right there.

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<v Speaker 2>I was right there that before, like a criss cross

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<v Speaker 2>like a but it's like she didn't even have it,

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<v Speaker 2>like it's her pinky grew on like this.

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<v Speaker 4>On top like a stacked such a I can't believe.

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<v Speaker 3>Just if you see him without his socks on, which

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<v Speaker 3>again he'll never do, but because he always wears those

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<v Speaker 3>little tampon socks or whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>But it was like like the barely door.

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<v Speaker 2>They drive me crazy, like they're they're just like condem

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<v Speaker 2>sock and.

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<v Speaker 4>Makes me laugh even harder than you wear. You haven't

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<v Speaker 4>seen this in the story. Yeah, but I didn't realize

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<v Speaker 4>he wore them. That seems very like they go here

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<v Speaker 4>and then like you know.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not but I gotta tell you those are not attractive.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd rather see your broken foot. Yeah. Yeah, it's weird

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<v Speaker 2>because it's like, Okay, we know what you're doing. It's

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<v Speaker 2>the least amount of sock one can wear it. And

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<v Speaker 2>then I'm like, if we go to someone's house, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you do keep.

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<v Speaker 4>Your shoes on?

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<v Speaker 2>Taptivity tap around with your keep your shoes Bash of

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<v Speaker 2>Mescago has an amazing skit where he talks about taking

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<v Speaker 2>shoes off at parties. He's like, don't make me walk

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<v Speaker 2>around with the holds socks on, and then.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't take your shoes off with no socks, because I'm

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<v Speaker 3>the girl that doesn't wear socks soever. I don't even

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<v Speaker 3>like I think I've owned like three pairs of socks.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I understand why people want you to take

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<v Speaker 1>your shoes off in the house, But at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>don't make me take your shoes off if we're like

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<v Speaker 1>getting dressed up or like, if I'm just here hanging out,

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<v Speaker 1>that's fine, but people do it all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>It is we Like, I'm with you, I don't like

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<v Speaker 2>shoes in my house, but if I was going to

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<v Speaker 2>have a party.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not taking my shoes off. Yeah, right right.

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<v Speaker 3>I will take my shoes off at you like y'all's houses,

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<v Speaker 3>but I would feel weird to take it off in

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<v Speaker 3>someone else's house if I had just like met them

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<v Speaker 3>and now I'm just walking around with my bare feet.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's weird and so tippy tappy tamp on condom socks.

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<v Speaker 4>Which one is it?

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<v Speaker 3>I think well, I called it tampon socks, and they

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<v Speaker 3>just seem girly. But I love you, baby, but I

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<v Speaker 3>think it's they just look like, you know, they're barely

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<v Speaker 3>their socks.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, no, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I did not know that. I just am not a

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<v Speaker 2>sock wear but I do. I do. Like I don't

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<v Speaker 2>like socks on my carpet upstairs. Now that is something to.

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<v Speaker 4>Take my socks off.

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<v Speaker 2>I really would like every shoes on carpet shoes, okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>unlike the upstairs and it's white.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I just left mine downstairs.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank Yeah, I get that.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I wouldn't either.

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<v Speaker 1>But if you were having a party, I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>you wouldn't make everyone take their shoes off.

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<v Speaker 2>I never, but if you as I'm wearing, shoes are

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<v Speaker 2>on my own house, yeah, and I wouldn't come up

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<v Speaker 2>stairs with heels on, you know, like I wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 2>on your carpet upstairs in the play room. Exactly. I

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<v Speaker 2>love it.

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<v Speaker 5>I love her.

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<v Speaker 2>The party's not even up here. Why are you down?

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<v Speaker 3>There's like a party, and then Christians is hanging up

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<v Speaker 3>here in the podcast room by yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>That's actually.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh man, okay, well let's stop talking about feet.

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<v Speaker 2>But I started it, It's okay.

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<v Speaker 3>We we had to go somewhere with it. Well, and

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<v Speaker 3>it turned a little better on this side. So we

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<v Speaker 3>have a friend, a dear friend coming on today's podcast

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<v Speaker 3>names Kelly Rizzo. And I actually met Kelly through Bob,

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<v Speaker 3>her husband, her late husband, Bob Saggett. He came on

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<v Speaker 3>Wind Down God. It was a couple of years ago,

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<v Speaker 3>and more than a couple of years ago, it was

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<v Speaker 3>when I was with Mike and he just talked about

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<v Speaker 3>her the entire time and was so sweet and just

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<v Speaker 3>said the nicest things about her. So as a woman,

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<v Speaker 3>if I heard or if like, I would want to

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<v Speaker 3>know it's just a nice thing to be, like, Hey,

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<v Speaker 3>your husband was talking just amazing things about you and

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<v Speaker 3>how beautiful and special you are. So I DMed her

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<v Speaker 3>and was just like, hey, girl, I had Bob on today.

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<v Speaker 3>I just want you to know how much you know

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<v Speaker 3>all the goodness and stuff that he said. And she's

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<v Speaker 3>like oh, And then we became great friends. And then

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<v Speaker 3>I introduced y'all. She had interviewed Preston before, right, So

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<v Speaker 3>the reintroduction was welcomed.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually yep. And then yeah, she's a sweet huven. She

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<v Speaker 2>was a host.

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<v Speaker 3>She does a bunch of stuff in the cooking world,

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<v Speaker 3>and she has obviously since lost her husband Bob, and

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<v Speaker 3>now she's on that TV show where she enlists as

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<v Speaker 3>essentially like a Special Forces.

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<v Speaker 1>Special Forces or Seals It Seals or Marines Maries.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a really bad ass.

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<v Speaker 4>That's yeah, they're both bad ass.

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<v Speaker 2>It's insane. I auditioned, not auditioned. I got asked to

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<v Speaker 2>do the show, and I was going to do it

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<v Speaker 2>two years ago.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean like you were almost flying there going to

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<v Speaker 4>do it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Like I was weeks away from flying there, and

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<v Speaker 3>I had the mental I had to meet You have

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<v Speaker 3>to meet with a psychiatristschiatrists, psychiatrist before to see like

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<v Speaker 3>if you're mentally able.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I'm not able.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, Jana, keep it locked up in your psychiatry meeting.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, he's like asking all these questions. He's like,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, so if you were underwater and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you had bricks on you, Like, how would you feel.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, like I'm going to die. I'd have a

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<v Speaker 3>panic attack.

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<v Speaker 2>What were you supposed to say calm, cool, collected.

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<v Speaker 3>I think they're just trying to see, like what for

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<v Speaker 3>you from a zero to ten, like how do you

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<v Speaker 3>feel in your chest right now? And I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>having a panic attack. Walk into my closet to get

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<v Speaker 3>my exanax. But I ended up saying no to the show.

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<v Speaker 3>And so because it was just after like a you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I needed I needed to. I told Kat, I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want to. I pulled out of the show

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<v Speaker 3>and said I have to go heal and not go

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<v Speaker 3>What did I say? I said, I have to go

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<v Speaker 3>heal myself, not go torture myself. Yeah, because it was

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<v Speaker 3>going to I mean that's a show. It would have

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<v Speaker 3>been torture.

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<v Speaker 2>You were already living underwater with bricks essentially, and I

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<v Speaker 2>needed to like, yeah, heal it. But I would actually

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<v Speaker 2>love to do it now.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you'd be amazing at it. I think terrible,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think you would be amazing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. And Catherine was the biggest supporter.

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<v Speaker 3>She's like, I think you do so good, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>I need to do it to be like I look

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<v Speaker 3>that I did because I'm terrified of heights and this

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<v Speaker 3>that and the other and so it would really push

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<v Speaker 3>me to the limits. But I don't I could not

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<v Speaker 3>have done it done, I could.

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<v Speaker 2>Not ever do it. Really.

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<v Speaker 3>Why scared of everything? Well, but I think that's the

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<v Speaker 3>whole point. Yeah, but I don't want to be unscared

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<v Speaker 3>of everything. Well, I feel it's the difference. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>need to face the fear of You're very.

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<v Speaker 1>Good at like wanting to face your fears, and like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just kind of like, yeah, I'm afraid of that.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm good you know, really you too?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Like my hands are sweating with just thinking of

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<v Speaker 2>the bridge scene.

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<v Speaker 4>That stuff would it make me as nervous.

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<v Speaker 1>I could probably do that stuff enough, but like mentally,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I could do like the screaming at

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<v Speaker 1>me the whole time, like that stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't that that to me. I don't know that

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<v Speaker 4>I could see.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm like that's totally fine, And I don't put

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<v Speaker 2>me in not getting sleep, like being freezing, Like I

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<v Speaker 2>think i'd be a woos when it comes.

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<v Speaker 4>To that kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I just don't see think you would.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't think I'm tough enough for that, for sure.

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<v Speaker 4>I competitive, I'm competitive, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I just feel like you're sep and I'm shocked. Not

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<v Speaker 2>in that way. No one is shocked by the way

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<v Speaker 2>that I could. Yeah, you could do it. Totally comfortable

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<v Speaker 2>with that. But I just want to now that not

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<v Speaker 2>one person was like, gosh, Christ and you don't think

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<v Speaker 2>you could get right in there? No, okay, it's not.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it'd be really good for you. Oh, like

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I think we should do for me.

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<v Speaker 3>I think we should do like a a ropes course.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh that's terrifying.

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<v Speaker 4>I know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, I'm literally my hands are sweaty.

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<v Speaker 3>I did want it on site that I wrote about

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<v Speaker 3>my book, but that it's it was it's the heights thing,

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<v Speaker 3>and that was only fifty feet.

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<v Speaker 5>Hey.

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<v Speaker 3>Can you imagine going to the top of a freaking

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<v Speaker 3>water fall whatever and walking in.

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<v Speaker 2>A little tight rope oof these plumbing into your death?

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<v Speaker 2>How did I die? That's a thing too. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like i'd go into shock.

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<v Speaker 4>Hey, I am attached.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you've got a harness, right, obviously, yes, you

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<v Speaker 1>would have a hardness.

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<v Speaker 2>But I want to can I circle back on the book?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, so you're going to sign books? Where?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, where am I going?

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<v Speaker 2>Can we come? Yeah? Can we Yeah, I got in

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<v Speaker 2>Nashville on October twenty eight.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, she's like, I know, I got excited.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, I'd love for you to come. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 2>I really am excited to see you sign your books.

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<v Speaker 2>It makes me emotional. Oh, I know it's a big deal.

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<v Speaker 5>Thanks.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not going to New Jersey to do it, but

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<v Speaker 2>I'd love to go to Brooklyn.

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<v Speaker 3>I would appreciate that. That'd be fun. Okay, great, you

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<v Speaker 3>should do a little thing'd Yeah. I like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, thanks, I just wasn't sure if you're like no,

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<v Speaker 2>that's one of the you know, sometimes i'd be sweet,

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<v Speaker 2>like those things are like I'd rather not whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>We just show up and we're like, Janna Kreamer sign

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<v Speaker 3>my book and my baby, I would do it. Will you,

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<v Speaker 3>Jessica Simpson black out? You don't want to know, but

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<v Speaker 3>I will have you sign my book.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, you're in it, so were you? Cat's goot the

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<v Speaker 2>nervous emoji face. Nervous Kelly Sarah. Let's take a break

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<v Speaker 2>and let's get her on. Hi. Hi, Kelly, Welcome, Kelly Rizzoto.

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<v Speaker 2>Wind down.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh my god, this is the most exciting thing that's

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<v Speaker 5>happened in a long time to me. I'm so excited

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<v Speaker 5>to be talking to you, ladies. It's like my friends, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Like your friends, your friend. No, like I kind of

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<v Speaker 2>just want to stare at you. It's like I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even really have much to say, just want to talk

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<v Speaker 2>about how pretty you are and stare at you.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, that is very very sweet. I miss you, Kristin, Janna,

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<v Speaker 5>I mean you guys. At least I got to see

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<v Speaker 5>you recently.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, we were we were all went to I'm sorry, Kristin,

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah you weren't there.

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<v Speaker 2>I take your place.

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<v Speaker 3>We were just recently at Craigs in Los Angeles, and

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<v Speaker 3>it was a great time. It was fun to catch

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<v Speaker 3>up because there was a lot that has changed and

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<v Speaker 3>in your life.

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<v Speaker 2>Too, Kelly.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, a lodge and it's you know, even just kind

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<v Speaker 3>of you know, going through a breakdown and talking about

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<v Speaker 3>how I met Bob and how I met you through

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<v Speaker 3>Bob and I just there's just so much to talk about.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm like, I don't even know where to start

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<v Speaker 3>with you.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, because I'm sure it's been it's how many

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<v Speaker 3>it's been over a year now since we lost b up,

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<v Speaker 3>since you lost Ben almost.

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<v Speaker 5>Like, we like, but you twenty one months?

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<v Speaker 2>Wow?

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<v Speaker 5>Wow, that's isn't that crazy? But I do love the

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<v Speaker 5>story of how you and I met because obviously we

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<v Speaker 5>have all these mutual friends. I mean, like krist and

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<v Speaker 5>I had met you years before, and Julie obviously was

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<v Speaker 5>a good friend. And it was so interesting because for

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<v Speaker 5>people who don't know, Bob was on your podcast and

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<v Speaker 5>I guess he was saying very lovely things about his wife,

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<v Speaker 5>and you reached out to me on Instagram, which is

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<v Speaker 5>just so rare for like woman to do this to

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<v Speaker 5>another woman. It shouldn't be this rare, but it is

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<v Speaker 5>this rare that you reached out to me, and you said,

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<v Speaker 5>I just want you to know I just had your

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<v Speaker 5>husband on my podcast and he was just saying the

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<v Speaker 5>most wonderful things about you and just singing your praises

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<v Speaker 5>and like from one woman to another, I just want

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<v Speaker 5>you to know that. And it was just so touching

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<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, wow, like Janna's really nice, Like she's

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<v Speaker 5>so sweet, you know. And then we realized we had

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<v Speaker 5>so many mutual friends, and then we just you know,

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<v Speaker 5>hit it off, and then we became friends even separately from.

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<v Speaker 3>Bob, Right, Yeah, I mean, where do we start with you,

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<v Speaker 3>Kelly Rithough.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I asked you like a million questions about

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<v Speaker 1>the show that you're on last time I saw you.

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<v Speaker 1>But I still have like a million questions about the.

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<v Speaker 5>Show, how that it's been airing. I you know, there's

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<v Speaker 5>so much more to talk about, and I'm happy to

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<v Speaker 5>answer all your questions.

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<v Speaker 1>Gosh, well, first of all, how did you not phrase

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<v Speaker 1>to death every photo I see everybody just looks so cold?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, you know, I'm a person like I lived in

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<v Speaker 5>Chicago my whole life, and everyone's like, oh, so that

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<v Speaker 5>means you'd be used to the cold. No, That's why

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<v Speaker 5>I moved from Chicago after almost four decades is because

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like, I can't I can't handle it, and that's

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<v Speaker 5>why I moved to la And so I thought full disclosure.

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<v Speaker 5>When my agent told me about this, she's like, it's

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<v Speaker 5>in Australia, and I'm like, oh my god, Australia. I

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<v Speaker 5>get to go to Australia. Sweet. And then like two

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<v Speaker 5>days later she's like, wait, no, it's in New Zealand

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<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, oh, New Zealand's probably still pretty warm.

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<v Speaker 5>I know it's winter there, but it can't be that bad, right,

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<v Speaker 5>And then I found out that this is the winter

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<v Speaker 5>version of last season, which was in the summer in

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<v Speaker 5>the desert in Jordan. And so when I found out,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like, okay, but like what's winter? Like what do

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<v Speaker 5>they really mean? And then I looked it up and

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<v Speaker 5>they're like, oh, it's thirty five degrees, which is cold,

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<v Speaker 5>but still not as cold as Chicago winters. So it

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<v Speaker 5>was bad, but it wasn't as bad as like it

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<v Speaker 5>could have been, Like I was picturing snow constantly. There

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<v Speaker 5>was a lot of snow, but like constant snowing and

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<v Speaker 5>twenty degree temperatures, but it wasn't that bad. We had

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<v Speaker 5>some days where it was sunny in the forties. So

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<v Speaker 5>how long is.

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<v Speaker 2>The filming in total? Then when you're gone for this?

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<v Speaker 5>So I was there for eight days before we started

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<v Speaker 5>filming because they had to like get us all there

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<v Speaker 5>and quarantine us separately because the cast wasn't supposed to

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<v Speaker 5>know who the other cast members were, so we were

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<v Speaker 5>all kept separate and like hidden and locked away for

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<v Speaker 5>some people got there like the day before, but I

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<v Speaker 5>got there eight days before. So I was lucky that

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<v Speaker 5>I could acclimate to the time change to the weather.

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<v Speaker 5>I got to train every day, meaning aka run out

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<v Speaker 5>of treadmill in combat boots. And then the total filming

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<v Speaker 5>was eight days max. So obviously not everyone made it

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<v Speaker 5>eight days. I mean people were like, oh, we're there

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<v Speaker 5>weeks and weeks. I was like, no, the filming was

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<v Speaker 5>eight days max. So some people were there from you know,

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<v Speaker 5>one day to eight days.

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<v Speaker 2>And do you get to know what you're doing when

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<v Speaker 2>you wake up that morning or no?

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<v Speaker 5>They find out they purposely keep you completely in the

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<v Speaker 5>dark the entire time. So not only do you not

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<v Speaker 5>know what you're doing that day, you don't know what

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<v Speaker 5>you're doing ten minutes before. I was in my head,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like, oh, we're going to get like itineraries for

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<v Speaker 5>the entire or each day. It's like no, No, you

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<v Speaker 5>don't know what you're doing. You don't know what the

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<v Speaker 5>challenge is until you get there, meaning they pretty much

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<v Speaker 5>every day is like an abduction. So they like the

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<v Speaker 5>first day is literally an abduction, and each day for

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<v Speaker 5>the challenges, they just put you in one of these

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<v Speaker 5>crazy land rover vehicles and they whisk you away to

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<v Speaker 5>you know, every location was at least an hour away,

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<v Speaker 5>so you're being driven on like icy mountain roads, like

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<v Speaker 5>windy mountain roads with a sheer cliff, like a five

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<v Speaker 5>hundred foot drop with no guardrails, and you're at the

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<v Speaker 5>mercy of these drivers, Like the challenges were much less

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<v Speaker 5>scary to me than the actual transportation to get there.

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<v Speaker 2>And you've already signed your life away at this point, right, Actually,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like, oh sorry, Kelly Rizzo, like we're not Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not our fault if you don't make it.

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<v Speaker 5>There was one day I tried to complain about it.

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, I do not feel safe in these cars,

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<v Speaker 5>and they're like, yeah, we don't care. Yeah, Like I'm like,

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<v Speaker 5>you can throw me out of a helicopter. I trust

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<v Speaker 5>your safety teams. I just don't trust a random driver,

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<v Speaker 5>Like who is this guy? Who's this guy that has

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<v Speaker 5>our lives in his hands? You know? So anyway, we

0:21:00.240 --> 0:21:02.880
<v Speaker 5>didn't know what we were doing, like even the entire

0:21:02.960 --> 0:21:05.720
<v Speaker 5>drive there and then the drivers and there's always like

0:21:05.760 --> 0:21:07.520
<v Speaker 5>a producer in the cartoon, like they weren't allowed to

0:21:07.520 --> 0:21:09.000
<v Speaker 5>talk to us at all. Like if we're like, hey,

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<v Speaker 5>how long is this drive.

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<v Speaker 2>They're like so strange.

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<v Speaker 3>It was okay, let me tell you that that'd be

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<v Speaker 3>my biggest challenge because I'd be like, I'd want to

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<v Speaker 3>be a friend, you know what I mean, I'd be like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>like I would just be they actually, and that'd be

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<v Speaker 3>my like because it's like anytime I ever meet anyone.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was in England, like one of the guards,

0:21:29.880 --> 0:21:31.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, I'm like, because.

0:21:30.800 --> 0:21:32.520
<v Speaker 2>They can't, I can't.

0:21:33.920 --> 0:21:35.439
<v Speaker 3>I was like, okay, I can't do that because now

0:21:35.560 --> 0:21:38.320
<v Speaker 3>I want to be obviously respectful. But there was this

0:21:38.320 --> 0:21:40.400
<v Speaker 3>this is so silly, but there was a waiter at

0:21:40.480 --> 0:21:43.000
<v Speaker 3>a restaurant third day and he just looked really just

0:21:43.160 --> 0:21:46.480
<v Speaker 3>was not being like friendly and was just kind of cold.

0:21:46.520 --> 0:21:47.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm going to get that man to smile.

0:21:47.880 --> 0:21:49.760
<v Speaker 3>So that was like my mission at dinner was to

0:21:49.800 --> 0:21:51.639
<v Speaker 3>be like, did you get I did, and then he

0:21:51.680 --> 0:21:58.120
<v Speaker 3>wouldn't stop talking. So then I was like, but anyways, wait, sorry,

0:21:58.160 --> 0:21:58.760
<v Speaker 3>we're gonna say.

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna ask you so so because it's been

0:22:01.359 --> 0:22:04.320
<v Speaker 2>a heavy twenty one months in your world, I mean

0:22:04.480 --> 0:22:08.160
<v Speaker 2>a very uns we didn't you didn't expect to lose

0:22:08.160 --> 0:22:11.080
<v Speaker 2>your husband. We can talk more about him as much

0:22:11.080 --> 0:22:13.680
<v Speaker 2>as you want to, because he was a lovely, wonderful

0:22:13.720 --> 0:22:14.600
<v Speaker 2>angel of a human.

0:22:14.800 --> 0:22:16.200
<v Speaker 5>You know, I love talking about Bob.

0:22:16.720 --> 0:22:19.320
<v Speaker 2>I know the world does. Actually, so that might because

0:22:19.440 --> 0:22:19.920
<v Speaker 2>that makes.

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<v Speaker 5>Me so happy that like he I mean, it's been

0:22:24.160 --> 0:22:28.040
<v Speaker 5>barely two years, but everyone's still loving talking about him,

0:22:28.040 --> 0:22:31.560
<v Speaker 5>and I just hope that endures forever. And obviously I'm

0:22:31.600 --> 0:22:33.600
<v Speaker 5>going to do my part in that so well, I

0:22:33.600 --> 0:22:34.040
<v Speaker 5>think we.

0:22:33.960 --> 0:22:37.000
<v Speaker 2>All kind of waited for, Like, when you lose someone

0:22:37.080 --> 0:22:40.200
<v Speaker 2>like Bob, you suspect that someone as successful as him,

0:22:40.480 --> 0:22:43.959
<v Speaker 2>as famous as he was, as brilliant and funny as

0:22:43.960 --> 0:22:46.120
<v Speaker 2>he was, that we would hear some like we would

0:22:46.160 --> 0:22:49.440
<v Speaker 2>hear at some point a bad story. There's no bad

0:22:49.520 --> 0:22:54.360
<v Speaker 2>Bob stories. Like That's why when I shared with you

0:22:54.680 --> 0:22:56.720
<v Speaker 2>that Bob was a borrowed human, I just don't even

0:22:56.720 --> 0:22:59.520
<v Speaker 2>believe that, Like, you know, I feel like we were

0:22:59.560 --> 0:23:02.280
<v Speaker 2>just so gift to to even have him. But before

0:23:03.200 --> 0:23:08.040
<v Speaker 2>we go to and two, Bob how it relates to

0:23:08.040 --> 0:23:09.600
<v Speaker 2>this show is what I wanted to get to. So,

0:23:10.840 --> 0:23:13.719
<v Speaker 2>what is the thing that you learned most about yourself

0:23:13.880 --> 0:23:16.320
<v Speaker 2>and doing the show? Because you're on the heels of

0:23:16.400 --> 0:23:19.520
<v Speaker 2>the probably I would assume maybe the deepest grief that

0:23:19.560 --> 0:23:23.920
<v Speaker 2>you've experienced in your life course, and then you are

0:23:23.960 --> 0:23:27.679
<v Speaker 2>on the cliff right mentally probably and physically in a

0:23:27.720 --> 0:23:30.600
<v Speaker 2>car with a driver you don't trust, Like, tell me

0:23:30.840 --> 0:23:34.320
<v Speaker 2>what you learned or maybe all the things you learned

0:23:34.520 --> 0:23:36.760
<v Speaker 2>doing this show, this kind of show, because it's a

0:23:36.800 --> 0:23:40.320
<v Speaker 2>mentally tough show coming off of a very mentally and

0:23:40.440 --> 0:23:42.240
<v Speaker 2>heart heavy season. For you.

0:23:43.320 --> 0:23:47.560
<v Speaker 5>Well, I had been told, and I mean you guys

0:23:47.640 --> 0:23:51.000
<v Speaker 5>also as my friends were part of the people telling

0:23:51.000 --> 0:23:55.680
<v Speaker 5>me this regularly, that you know, you're so strong, you're

0:23:55.680 --> 0:23:59.639
<v Speaker 5>so strong, you're so strong, and when you're in it

0:24:00.359 --> 0:24:02.320
<v Speaker 5>both I know that you guys have heard this too.

0:24:02.840 --> 0:24:05.080
<v Speaker 5>You know, when you're going through something and people are

0:24:05.080 --> 0:24:07.440
<v Speaker 5>telling you you're strong, you don't really see it because

0:24:07.440 --> 0:24:10.000
<v Speaker 5>you feel like you're just a puddle of a person,

0:24:10.080 --> 0:24:12.919
<v Speaker 5>Like you don't know that you're strong. But when everyone

0:24:13.000 --> 0:24:16.040
<v Speaker 5>keeps telling you that, you're like, maybe there's something to this,

0:24:17.000 --> 0:24:21.919
<v Speaker 5>And there's no better place to put that to the

0:24:22.000 --> 0:24:26.800
<v Speaker 5>test than when you are completely stripped down of every

0:24:26.920 --> 0:24:32.320
<v Speaker 5>single thing, every creature, comfort you're used to, every type

0:24:32.359 --> 0:24:36.320
<v Speaker 5>of you know, being around your family, your friends, being

0:24:36.359 --> 0:24:39.320
<v Speaker 5>in a harsh environment, I mean, nothing's going to kind

0:24:39.320 --> 0:24:41.800
<v Speaker 5>of break you down more than that, and especially being

0:24:42.680 --> 0:24:46.840
<v Speaker 5>yelled at constantly by Navy Seals and British special Forces

0:24:46.880 --> 0:24:51.280
<v Speaker 5>and they're very scary British voices that nothing's going to

0:24:51.359 --> 0:24:54.200
<v Speaker 5>test your strength more than that, and I'm like, how

0:24:54.200 --> 0:24:57.160
<v Speaker 5>can I not take this opportunity to really find out,

0:24:57.600 --> 0:25:00.280
<v Speaker 5>like at the core, how much strength there really is.

0:25:00.960 --> 0:25:07.560
<v Speaker 5>And you know, it was a very interesting opportunity because

0:25:07.920 --> 0:25:11.199
<v Speaker 5>on a daily basis, you're just really tested. And I

0:25:11.240 --> 0:25:14.280
<v Speaker 5>remember the first time I was realizing when I was

0:25:14.320 --> 0:25:18.200
<v Speaker 5>there was the very first day at our first challenge.

0:25:18.359 --> 0:25:21.080
<v Speaker 5>It was really cold that day and it was raining

0:25:21.160 --> 0:25:24.080
<v Speaker 5>and we were standing for hours and hours and we

0:25:24.119 --> 0:25:27.480
<v Speaker 5>hadn't eaten all day. We're all starving and freezing and

0:25:27.880 --> 0:25:30.199
<v Speaker 5>very uncomfortable, like you can't just like you know, in

0:25:30.240 --> 0:25:31.880
<v Speaker 5>any situation, you're like, Okay, I'm just going to sit

0:25:31.880 --> 0:25:33.439
<v Speaker 5>on the floor for a few minutes, Like no, you

0:25:33.440 --> 0:25:36.080
<v Speaker 5>can't do that because you're in the military now, so

0:25:36.119 --> 0:25:38.919
<v Speaker 5>you have to stand at attention for five hours straight

0:25:39.480 --> 0:25:44.919
<v Speaker 5>and not eat and you're freezing, And every bone in

0:25:44.960 --> 0:25:48.679
<v Speaker 5>my body was wanting to revert to my typical self

0:25:48.720 --> 0:25:51.760
<v Speaker 5>of complaining and being like, oh oh my god, this sucks,

0:25:51.800 --> 0:25:54.560
<v Speaker 5>like I'm cold and I want to sit down, but

0:25:55.200 --> 0:25:57.840
<v Speaker 5>I didn't do that. I'm like, no, Kelly, You're going

0:25:57.880 --> 0:26:00.000
<v Speaker 5>to dig deep and you're going to find some strength

0:26:00.280 --> 0:26:04.320
<v Speaker 5>right now, and you are going to just calm down

0:26:04.320 --> 0:26:08.840
<v Speaker 5>and relax and be in this moment. And I fought

0:26:08.920 --> 0:26:11.720
<v Speaker 5>everything in my being that would typically complain and be

0:26:11.920 --> 0:26:15.520
<v Speaker 5>uncomfortable and be upset, and I got through. And then afterwards,

0:26:15.560 --> 0:26:18.040
<v Speaker 5>even though it was something as minor as being hungry

0:26:18.080 --> 0:26:21.000
<v Speaker 5>for five hours, afterwards, I was like, oh, wow, Okay,

0:26:21.040 --> 0:26:22.720
<v Speaker 5>I got through that. I could do that, Like what

0:26:22.760 --> 0:26:26.200
<v Speaker 5>else can I do? And then every challenge that some

0:26:26.240 --> 0:26:28.879
<v Speaker 5>of these things are really freaking scary, like doing a

0:26:28.920 --> 0:26:31.560
<v Speaker 5>back dive off a thirty foot high platform off a boat,

0:26:31.640 --> 0:26:33.840
<v Speaker 5>and to pitch black water in the middle of the

0:26:33.920 --> 0:26:38.119
<v Speaker 5>night in a frozen lake in New Zealand. You know,

0:26:38.840 --> 0:26:41.399
<v Speaker 5>every part of your body is like you don't do this,

0:26:41.600 --> 0:26:43.720
<v Speaker 5>this is dangerous, but then you just do it. And

0:26:43.760 --> 0:26:46.119
<v Speaker 5>then afterwards you just had this immense sense of pride

0:26:46.160 --> 0:26:49.360
<v Speaker 5>and you're like, all right, if I could get through

0:26:49.359 --> 0:26:51.119
<v Speaker 5>what I went through the past year and a half

0:26:51.160 --> 0:26:55.200
<v Speaker 5>and then get through these challenges you know on this

0:26:55.600 --> 0:26:58.840
<v Speaker 5>crazy show that I'm doing all right, maybe there is

0:26:58.840 --> 0:27:00.479
<v Speaker 5>something to me being strong.

0:27:02.800 --> 0:27:07.199
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yes, all of it sounds so terrifying to me.

0:27:20.200 --> 0:27:23.879
<v Speaker 3>You had said at dinner the other night that you

0:27:23.920 --> 0:27:26.159
<v Speaker 3>guys all room together, you didn't shower, you were on

0:27:26.280 --> 0:27:30.080
<v Speaker 3>cots in the same room. Now, we've all had roommates before,

0:27:30.119 --> 0:27:32.080
<v Speaker 3>and there's probably that one roommate that sticks out to

0:27:32.160 --> 0:27:34.600
<v Speaker 3>all of us that we might have just been like,

0:27:34.800 --> 0:27:38.040
<v Speaker 3>if given the opportunity, I wouldn't ring with you. Yeah,

0:27:38.200 --> 0:27:40.919
<v Speaker 3>So is there someone that you were like kind of

0:27:41.000 --> 0:27:44.800
<v Speaker 3>rubbed the wrong way rooming with it or just as

0:27:44.840 --> 0:27:48.119
<v Speaker 3>in the cast, as general in general when doing missions?

0:27:48.560 --> 0:27:49.800
<v Speaker 3>And then who is your favorite?

0:27:50.720 --> 0:27:55.280
<v Speaker 5>Good question? Well, there's really no one because I'm you know,

0:27:55.320 --> 0:27:56.200
<v Speaker 5>I'm probably.

0:27:55.800 --> 0:27:59.320
<v Speaker 2>Don't give me the political killing answer.

0:27:59.440 --> 0:28:04.600
<v Speaker 5>Give you the down dirty. So here's the scoop. So, I,

0:28:04.880 --> 0:28:08.560
<v Speaker 5>being you know, not the most dramatic person, I'm probably

0:28:08.560 --> 0:28:10.520
<v Speaker 5>like the least exciting to have on a reality show

0:28:10.560 --> 0:28:13.360
<v Speaker 5>like where I just wanted to because you're so you're

0:28:13.400 --> 0:28:17.000
<v Speaker 5>scared shitless of these the ds, you know, the directing staff.

0:28:17.560 --> 0:28:19.879
<v Speaker 5>I just wanted to like slip through the cracks and

0:28:19.920 --> 0:28:21.959
<v Speaker 5>like go as unnoticed as possible because I don't want

0:28:22.000 --> 0:28:25.240
<v Speaker 5>to be called out to, you know, I just didn't

0:28:25.240 --> 0:28:26.840
<v Speaker 5>want to be on their radar. I wanted to like

0:28:26.920 --> 0:28:29.119
<v Speaker 5>slip through the cracks. So even when we're in the

0:28:29.119 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 5>bunk house and in our barracks, you know, I don't

0:28:33.040 --> 0:28:35.720
<v Speaker 5>want to draw too much attention to myself because because

0:28:35.760 --> 0:28:37.760
<v Speaker 5>there's cameras on you twenty four hours at eight even

0:28:37.800 --> 0:28:40.600
<v Speaker 5>at nighttime, there's infrared cameras on you while you're sleeping.

0:28:41.160 --> 0:28:44.040
<v Speaker 5>So I'm like, Okay, I don't want to raise any

0:28:44.080 --> 0:28:49.240
<v Speaker 5>red flags here. But it is very interesting sleeping in

0:28:49.280 --> 0:28:51.560
<v Speaker 5>a room with you know, fourteen people total in the

0:28:51.720 --> 0:28:54.640
<v Speaker 5>and it's not like your cots are ten feet apart,

0:28:54.640 --> 0:28:59.560
<v Speaker 5>you're about eighteen inches apart, so you're lined up one

0:28:59.720 --> 0:29:03.640
<v Speaker 5>next to another. I was across from Jack Osborne, so

0:29:03.720 --> 0:29:05.560
<v Speaker 5>like every morning when we'd wake up, like he and

0:29:05.560 --> 0:29:07.600
<v Speaker 5>I would wake up and like be like hi, like

0:29:07.720 --> 0:29:11.080
<v Speaker 5>so we were the first and next to me was

0:29:11.120 --> 0:29:14.600
<v Speaker 5>des Bryant, and then across from me is Tara Reid

0:29:14.800 --> 0:29:18.400
<v Speaker 5>now or I mean next to Jack was Tara. So

0:29:18.720 --> 0:29:20.440
<v Speaker 5>Tara was the one, you know, and she wasn't there

0:29:20.520 --> 0:29:22.760
<v Speaker 5>very long. You already see her go home in episode two,

0:29:22.800 --> 0:29:25.360
<v Speaker 5>so she was only there one night, but that one

0:29:25.440 --> 0:29:29.560
<v Speaker 5>night was very very interesting. So overall, I got along

0:29:29.560 --> 0:29:31.640
<v Speaker 5>with everybody. I did not get along with Tara, but

0:29:32.280 --> 0:29:35.719
<v Speaker 5>she was probably the one that you know, was the

0:29:35.760 --> 0:29:38.840
<v Speaker 5>most And if you saw the first episode especially, you

0:29:38.920 --> 0:29:41.720
<v Speaker 5>saw that she was having a very difficult time. She's

0:29:41.800 --> 0:29:47.080
<v Speaker 5>just such a slight, tiny human and so she couldn't physically,

0:29:47.120 --> 0:29:49.360
<v Speaker 5>she just could not keep up. And that's not even

0:29:49.480 --> 0:29:51.920
<v Speaker 5>me being mean about it, like she just physically she's

0:29:52.040 --> 0:29:55.720
<v Speaker 5>so so tiny and frail that she couldn't carry the bat,

0:29:55.800 --> 0:29:59.600
<v Speaker 5>Like she couldn't do it, and you know, so it

0:29:59.680 --> 0:30:02.800
<v Speaker 5>was a lot to even get her up and moving,

0:30:02.920 --> 0:30:05.080
<v Speaker 5>and you know, so everyone was like kind of like,

0:30:05.080 --> 0:30:07.400
<v Speaker 5>all right, Tara, like we need to get you up

0:30:07.440 --> 0:30:12.440
<v Speaker 5>with because we can't be held back. And at night,

0:30:13.560 --> 0:30:17.560
<v Speaker 5>she was snoring the loudest, so he kept everyone awake.

0:30:18.160 --> 0:30:21.880
<v Speaker 5>I can snoring, yeah, Tom Sandoval, he snored a lot too.

0:30:23.200 --> 0:30:24.520
<v Speaker 5>But that was one of the things I was most

0:30:24.520 --> 0:30:27.360
<v Speaker 5>afraid of, was the sleeping because I'm not you know, I.

0:30:27.680 --> 0:30:29.480
<v Speaker 3>Need a sound machine. Like how do you do Like

0:30:29.520 --> 0:30:31.280
<v Speaker 3>do they give you ear plugs? Like can you bring

0:30:31.320 --> 0:30:31.880
<v Speaker 3>ear plugs?

0:30:32.720 --> 0:30:35.320
<v Speaker 5>I tried. They don't let anything, and so I didn't

0:30:35.320 --> 0:30:37.920
<v Speaker 5>get my eyemasked. I would ear plugs, sound machine.

0:30:38.120 --> 0:30:40.120
<v Speaker 3>I would I would, I would calm the skate air

0:30:40.160 --> 0:30:41.800
<v Speaker 3>plugs in places to get air.

0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:44.480
<v Speaker 2>Plugging something else.

0:30:44.760 --> 0:30:47.120
<v Speaker 5>Jack Osborne gave me a chunk of a paper towel

0:30:47.160 --> 0:30:48.520
<v Speaker 5>and he was like, here, shove this in your ear.

0:30:48.520 --> 0:30:52.080
<v Speaker 5>So I literally took like not soft paper towels, like

0:30:52.120 --> 0:30:54.479
<v Speaker 5>you know, like industrial paper towels, and I took off

0:30:54.520 --> 0:30:56.280
<v Speaker 5>little bits and I shoved them in my ears when

0:30:56.280 --> 0:30:59.800
<v Speaker 5>I went to sleep. We didn't have any toilet tries

0:30:59.840 --> 0:31:03.080
<v Speaker 5>so so no shampoo, no condition no combs, no brushes.

0:31:04.800 --> 0:31:07.400
<v Speaker 5>The only thing we were allowed was deodorant and toothbrush

0:31:07.440 --> 0:31:10.000
<v Speaker 5>and toothpaste. That's it. So I had to comb my

0:31:10.040 --> 0:31:11.080
<v Speaker 5>hair with a metal fork.

0:31:12.000 --> 0:31:13.640
<v Speaker 2>Oh, I a dingle hopper.

0:31:13.880 --> 0:31:16.040
<v Speaker 5>It was a dingle hopper, I was. I was definitely

0:31:16.120 --> 0:31:20.560
<v Speaker 5>used the dingle hopper reference. I you know, I didn't

0:31:20.560 --> 0:31:24.520
<v Speaker 5>shower the entire time I was there, and I think, yeah,

0:31:24.520 --> 0:31:27.240
<v Speaker 5>I think that there are only two people that shower

0:31:27.280 --> 0:31:28.800
<v Speaker 5>that I know of while I was there, which was

0:31:28.840 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 5>Tyler Cameron and Savannah Pursley were the only people who

0:31:32.320 --> 0:31:34.840
<v Speaker 5>took one shower. And it was like a big deal.

0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:36.920
<v Speaker 2>How can you shower? Are you allowed to shower?

0:31:37.200 --> 0:31:40.200
<v Speaker 5>They have a shower, but you have to like fill

0:31:40.280 --> 0:31:43.960
<v Speaker 5>up this water tank with water from this like drop thing,

0:31:44.680 --> 0:31:50.680
<v Speaker 5>and then it's not it was either like freezing cold

0:31:50.760 --> 0:31:55.320
<v Speaker 5>or boiling hot. And then you had to walk outdoors

0:31:55.360 --> 0:31:58.360
<v Speaker 5>from the shower all the way to the bar.

0:31:58.680 --> 0:31:59.959
<v Speaker 2>Shower don't care.

0:32:00.520 --> 0:32:03.080
<v Speaker 5>I was doing pretty too much of a process, and

0:32:03.120 --> 0:32:05.080
<v Speaker 5>I was like, I'll just be dirty. I don't care

0:32:05.240 --> 0:32:07.320
<v Speaker 5>like I was. I mean, I was jumping in frozen

0:32:07.320 --> 0:32:09.000
<v Speaker 5>ponds every day, so I was like, I guess that's

0:32:09.040 --> 0:32:10.120
<v Speaker 5>my shower.

0:32:10.480 --> 0:32:14.040
<v Speaker 4>And a culture awful would rather just be dirty.

0:32:15.040 --> 0:32:18.560
<v Speaker 3>So Okay, excited to continue to watch you on the show.

0:32:18.640 --> 0:32:20.360
<v Speaker 3>It's fun to see you on there, and I'm just

0:32:20.600 --> 0:32:22.480
<v Speaker 3>it's yeah, it's.

0:32:22.760 --> 0:32:24.480
<v Speaker 5>I mean, can you guys believe it that I did this?

0:32:24.960 --> 0:32:27.720
<v Speaker 3>Now? I believe that No, But I'm excited to keep

0:32:27.720 --> 0:32:30.480
<v Speaker 3>watching see your journey. Could we go back to Bob

0:32:30.560 --> 0:32:34.080
<v Speaker 3>for a second, of course, what was the thing? And

0:32:34.400 --> 0:32:36.320
<v Speaker 3>we kind of know the story how at first you

0:32:36.360 --> 0:32:39.760
<v Speaker 3>were like, I don't really want to date him? Do

0:32:39.800 --> 0:32:41.240
<v Speaker 3>you want to tell that story? And then what was

0:32:41.280 --> 0:32:44.320
<v Speaker 3>the thing that made you go, Okay, he is the one?

0:32:45.520 --> 0:32:50.360
<v Speaker 5>So he had found me? Well, you know the real

0:32:50.640 --> 0:32:54.280
<v Speaker 5>full story that I haven't really told publicly is that

0:32:54.400 --> 0:32:56.680
<v Speaker 5>it was a dating app that he first saw me on,

0:32:56.760 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 5>but we didn't connect on the dating app, so we

0:33:00.560 --> 0:33:03.400
<v Speaker 5>or he saw me on Riyah but then reached out

0:33:03.440 --> 0:33:06.520
<v Speaker 5>to me on Instagram. But he had reached out to

0:33:06.520 --> 0:33:09.320
<v Speaker 5>a mutual friend first in Chicago who's also in Chicago

0:33:09.400 --> 0:33:14.320
<v Speaker 5>media and just maybe assumed we knew each other, and

0:33:14.400 --> 0:33:15.840
<v Speaker 5>so he reached out to me. He was like, do

0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:17.600
<v Speaker 5>you know this Kelly Rizo girl? And he's like, yeah,

0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:20.080
<v Speaker 5>I do, And Bob goes, is she a bitch? And

0:33:20.080 --> 0:33:22.800
<v Speaker 5>he's like, no, I heard she's pretty nice actually, and

0:33:22.800 --> 0:33:24.520
<v Speaker 5>he's like, okay, I kind of want to message her

0:33:25.080 --> 0:33:27.520
<v Speaker 5>on Instagram? Can you let her know I'm sending her

0:33:27.600 --> 0:33:29.720
<v Speaker 5>a DM. So he got a message to me that

0:33:29.800 --> 0:33:33.120
<v Speaker 5>Bob was going to message me, and I was like, ugh,

0:33:33.800 --> 0:33:36.760
<v Speaker 5>I was like, I'm sagat, like that's weird.

0:33:37.640 --> 0:33:38.200
<v Speaker 2>Danny Tanner.

0:33:38.200 --> 0:33:43.840
<v Speaker 5>I was going to say, Tanner, that's so weird. I'm like, eh,

0:33:43.880 --> 0:33:46.200
<v Speaker 5>I'm like he's too old for me. It wasn't really

0:33:46.280 --> 0:33:49.400
<v Speaker 5>my type, but I'm like, this is too intriguing because

0:33:49.440 --> 0:33:51.640
<v Speaker 5>of who he was, and I was like, maybe we

0:33:51.680 --> 0:33:57.160
<v Speaker 5>could like be friends. So we just started talking on

0:33:57.600 --> 0:34:01.160
<v Speaker 5>Snapchat first, his Snapchat name was bobster.

0:34:00.960 --> 0:34:06.560
<v Speaker 3>Clawat I can't snapchat.

0:34:06.760 --> 0:34:11.640
<v Speaker 5>I was on Snapchat and we started talking in there

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:13.480
<v Speaker 5>and then like on Instagram, and then I came to

0:34:13.600 --> 0:34:16.640
<v Speaker 5>LA and we hung out a few times and he

0:34:16.800 --> 0:34:19.440
<v Speaker 5>was definitely very interested, and at first I was fighting it.

0:34:19.480 --> 0:34:23.040
<v Speaker 5>But then I'm like, oh my god, Like this guy's

0:34:23.120 --> 0:34:24.880
<v Speaker 5>like too like how do I not? How do I

0:34:24.920 --> 0:34:28.280
<v Speaker 5>pass this up? Like it's he's too wonderful, he's too interesting,

0:34:29.440 --> 0:34:32.480
<v Speaker 5>he's the most unique human that's probably ever lived, Like

0:34:32.680 --> 0:34:36.680
<v Speaker 5>I can't pass this up. So I was like, guys,

0:34:37.040 --> 0:34:40.520
<v Speaker 5>I think I have a crush on Bob's second, and

0:34:40.560 --> 0:34:43.480
<v Speaker 5>then my friends were at first like that's weird, and

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:46.239
<v Speaker 5>then everyone's like, wait, he's kind of nice, he's kind

0:34:46.280 --> 0:34:49.040
<v Speaker 5>of cool, Like see where this goes. I'm like, all right,

0:34:49.120 --> 0:34:53.200
<v Speaker 5>I'll give him a chance. And so then right away,

0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:55.600
<v Speaker 5>I mean I would say, not even a month later

0:34:56.239 --> 0:35:01.600
<v Speaker 5>we were like officially dating and then ten months.

0:35:01.320 --> 0:35:02.680
<v Speaker 2>How many you have been?

0:35:02.719 --> 0:35:04.560
<v Speaker 3>How many months after that did you guys get engaged

0:35:04.600 --> 0:35:05.240
<v Speaker 3>and then married?

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:11.680
<v Speaker 5>So we started dating in like May of twenty sixteen.

0:35:12.000 --> 0:35:15.360
<v Speaker 5>I moved to LA in March of twenty seventeen, and

0:35:15.400 --> 0:35:18.680
<v Speaker 5>we got engaged in November of twenty seventeen and then

0:35:18.760 --> 0:35:22.880
<v Speaker 5>married October of twenty eighteen, So it'll be five years,

0:35:23.400 --> 0:35:25.240
<v Speaker 5>or would have been five years this month.

0:35:26.719 --> 0:35:30.760
<v Speaker 3>So you marry the man in your dreams and he's

0:35:31.000 --> 0:35:33.880
<v Speaker 3>you know, obviously your one and the love of your life,

0:35:34.400 --> 0:35:38.760
<v Speaker 3>how do you go about the grieving that and then

0:35:39.560 --> 0:35:42.799
<v Speaker 3>now two years later going how can I how how

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:46.479
<v Speaker 3>do you then open yourself up again for love when

0:35:46.640 --> 0:35:49.080
<v Speaker 3>that's not something that you ever would have, it's not

0:35:49.120 --> 0:35:51.839
<v Speaker 3>what you wanted, and it's like and he was, he

0:35:51.960 --> 0:35:52.439
<v Speaker 3>was your one?

0:35:52.480 --> 0:35:55.600
<v Speaker 2>So how do you go about that? And you're young, Kelly,

0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:56.920
<v Speaker 2>you're in your forties, right.

0:35:57.040 --> 0:36:00.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, forty four. Thanks for saying that's young, Kristen.

0:36:01.440 --> 0:36:03.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm young too. We're all.

0:36:06.280 --> 0:36:13.960
<v Speaker 5>Babies are so, you know, Channa, very good question, I

0:36:14.000 --> 0:36:14.960
<v Speaker 5>would say.

0:36:16.320 --> 0:36:16.400
<v Speaker 6>So.

0:36:17.200 --> 0:36:20.960
<v Speaker 5>And once again because this is you guys, and you

0:36:21.000 --> 0:36:23.280
<v Speaker 5>know your podcast, which I know is very very special,

0:36:23.320 --> 0:36:25.600
<v Speaker 5>Like I'm I'll say things that like I've literally never

0:36:25.640 --> 0:36:30.840
<v Speaker 5>said before Bob, and like my relationship was very unique

0:36:30.840 --> 0:36:35.719
<v Speaker 5>and very special. And Bob, as I said, was one

0:36:35.760 --> 0:36:38.080
<v Speaker 5>of a kind and the only person that will ever

0:36:38.280 --> 0:36:42.040
<v Speaker 5>I mean, there will never be another Bob. But given

0:36:42.120 --> 0:36:45.719
<v Speaker 5>that it didn't mean that, like there we had so

0:36:45.840 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 5>much in common and our love for each other was

0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:51.560
<v Speaker 5>so so, so strong and so deep, but there were

0:36:51.840 --> 0:36:55.120
<v Speaker 5>you know, our personalities weren't one hundred percent in line.

0:36:55.239 --> 0:36:57.560
<v Speaker 5>I mean, he was you know, we had very different

0:36:57.600 --> 0:37:01.200
<v Speaker 5>lives and very different upbringings and you know, such different

0:37:01.280 --> 0:37:09.680
<v Speaker 5>personalities that what's interesting is now looking forward, is it's like, yeah,

0:37:09.719 --> 0:37:12.360
<v Speaker 5>the love that I have with Bob would never be replaced,

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:16.640
<v Speaker 5>but maybe there's room for somebody that one day can have,

0:37:17.160 --> 0:37:20.840
<v Speaker 5>you know, certain things that maybe I wasn't compatible with Bob.

0:37:21.600 --> 0:37:24.520
<v Speaker 5>I'll have a compatibility in that area with somebody else.

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:28.360
<v Speaker 5>Now they won't have the things that Bob had, because

0:37:28.520 --> 0:37:30.919
<v Speaker 5>nobody ever will, and that is a place that only

0:37:30.960 --> 0:37:33.799
<v Speaker 5>he will hold forever. But maybe in some of the

0:37:33.840 --> 0:37:37.000
<v Speaker 5>places we weren't very compatible, the new person will be,

0:37:37.440 --> 0:37:39.560
<v Speaker 5>you know, and certain things because you know, Bob and

0:37:39.560 --> 0:37:42.880
<v Speaker 5>I were twenty three years apart, we had very different backgrounds,

0:37:43.000 --> 0:37:45.800
<v Speaker 5>just different outlooks on life.

0:37:45.760 --> 0:37:48.000
<v Speaker 3>And it was a little more sensitive. We won't say who,

0:37:48.200 --> 0:37:51.080
<v Speaker 3>but you know what I mean, like so and you

0:37:51.160 --> 0:37:53.680
<v Speaker 3>know it might be a little tougher. Yeah, So it's

0:37:54.239 --> 0:37:56.440
<v Speaker 3>that's very interesting. I mean I know we've had that conversation,

0:37:56.520 --> 0:37:58.520
<v Speaker 3>but I think it's important for people to hear because

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:03.040
<v Speaker 3>I make up that when someone loses someone someone other

0:38:03.160 --> 0:38:05.799
<v Speaker 3>people might cast well, how can you just move on

0:38:05.880 --> 0:38:08.680
<v Speaker 3>from that person? It's like, not every relationship is this

0:38:08.880 --> 0:38:13.080
<v Speaker 3>perfect thing. And though you guys shared an amazing love

0:38:13.120 --> 0:38:15.080
<v Speaker 3>and you'll always hold that love so near and dear,

0:38:15.120 --> 0:38:17.040
<v Speaker 3>and you know, whenever we're at your place, like Bob

0:38:17.120 --> 0:38:20.120
<v Speaker 3>has his presence still in your home no matter where

0:38:20.160 --> 0:38:23.200
<v Speaker 3>you move, and will always be in your heart. And

0:38:23.320 --> 0:38:28.000
<v Speaker 3>it's still okay for you to find a love like

0:38:28.040 --> 0:38:30.879
<v Speaker 3>you said, like, Okay, what was I maybe missing or

0:38:31.120 --> 0:38:36.440
<v Speaker 3>wanting more from that relationship that you can now find,

0:38:36.600 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Speaker 3>you know, maybe in a new love. And I'm curious too,

0:38:39.400 --> 0:38:44.399
<v Speaker 3>do you feel pressure with the timeline of getting into

0:38:44.400 --> 0:38:46.640
<v Speaker 3>a next relationship? Like do you feel society going, oh,

0:38:46.800 --> 0:38:49.120
<v Speaker 3>that's too fast or how could you move on so fast?

0:38:49.160 --> 0:38:51.080
<v Speaker 3>Like where do you do you feel that pressure from

0:38:51.560 --> 0:38:54.920
<v Speaker 3>society or are you personally feeling that for yourself?

0:38:55.280 --> 0:39:00.239
<v Speaker 5>Well, fortunately I'm in a great position in that. Yes,

0:39:00.239 --> 0:39:03.040
<v Speaker 5>I'm forty four, but I have been married twice, so

0:39:03.080 --> 0:39:06.640
<v Speaker 5>it's not like I'm a woman who's never been married,

0:39:06.640 --> 0:39:08.200
<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, oh, what's that Like I want to

0:39:08.239 --> 0:39:10.640
<v Speaker 5>walk down the aisle and be a bride and have

0:39:10.719 --> 0:39:13.760
<v Speaker 5>all those pictures and you know, like I've been married.

0:39:14.400 --> 0:39:18.239
<v Speaker 5>I I'm not in a rush to get married. I

0:39:18.280 --> 0:39:21.640
<v Speaker 5>don't want kids, you know, I have three incredible step daughters,

0:39:23.360 --> 0:39:26.520
<v Speaker 5>and so I'm not like in a hurry. I'm not

0:39:26.920 --> 0:39:29.719
<v Speaker 5>you know, like my clock's ticking, you know, like I

0:39:29.920 --> 0:39:31.760
<v Speaker 5>need to I need to hurry up and find somebody.

0:39:32.680 --> 0:39:35.160
<v Speaker 5>So fortunately, I'm in a good place with that, with

0:39:35.400 --> 0:39:42.680
<v Speaker 5>the timing aspect, and I've really found that society. I mean, yes,

0:39:42.719 --> 0:39:46.200
<v Speaker 5>they're a little too focused on you know, you know,

0:39:46.440 --> 0:39:49.560
<v Speaker 5>like I'll say, I'll say, you know, I didn't interview

0:39:49.560 --> 0:39:51.840
<v Speaker 5>the other day where I said something like, oh, I'm

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:54.719
<v Speaker 5>open to this, and now it's you know, headlines on

0:39:54.800 --> 0:39:57.160
<v Speaker 5>every outlet is like Kelly Rizzo says she's open to day.

0:39:57.200 --> 0:40:00.759
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, who, it's so weird that that's a thing.

0:40:01.520 --> 0:40:05.680
<v Speaker 5>But I've noticed that there has just been a lot

0:40:05.680 --> 0:40:08.040
<v Speaker 5>of support and there has even me saying that I'm

0:40:08.080 --> 0:40:11.160
<v Speaker 5>open to that. There hasn't been any negative feedback from that.

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:17.000
<v Speaker 5>But ultimately, all that matters to me is what Bob's

0:40:17.080 --> 0:40:21.680
<v Speaker 5>daughters think and his you know, like family and best

0:40:21.719 --> 0:40:25.839
<v Speaker 5>friends and what my family thinks. That's ultimately the only

0:40:25.920 --> 0:40:30.040
<v Speaker 5>people who matter and whose opinion should matter. And you know,

0:40:30.160 --> 0:40:32.960
<v Speaker 5>I have the blessing from Bob's daughters and I have

0:40:33.040 --> 0:40:37.000
<v Speaker 5>the blessing from his very best friends that you know

0:40:38.280 --> 0:40:41.600
<v Speaker 5>that they would support me moving forward. And I've learned

0:40:41.600 --> 0:40:43.680
<v Speaker 5>to say like moving forward, not moving on, because like

0:40:43.719 --> 0:40:45.960
<v Speaker 5>you're never going to move on from Bob. You move forward,

0:40:46.440 --> 0:40:52.240
<v Speaker 5>and you know, to have somebody that will respect Bob

0:40:52.480 --> 0:40:56.560
<v Speaker 5>and respect the situation and respect what I had and

0:40:58.120 --> 0:41:01.520
<v Speaker 5>that just understand hands it and gets it, and that's

0:41:01.800 --> 0:41:04.160
<v Speaker 5>you know, going to be how I move forward. And

0:41:04.800 --> 0:41:07.399
<v Speaker 5>ultimately just having the support of Bob's girls is all

0:41:07.440 --> 0:41:08.080
<v Speaker 5>that matters to me.

0:41:08.200 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 3>So that's the timeline of that has always bothered me

0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:14.960
<v Speaker 3>because I do remember us having a conversation one time

0:41:14.960 --> 0:41:16.520
<v Speaker 3>where you were just like, well, that just might be

0:41:16.600 --> 0:41:20.160
<v Speaker 3>a little too soon. It's like, I hate when people

0:41:20.200 --> 0:41:23.239
<v Speaker 3>feel pressure to not have to like date right away.

0:41:23.280 --> 0:41:24.400
<v Speaker 2>It's like, oh, if.

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:26.160
<v Speaker 3>You move on too fast, you didn't care, if you

0:41:26.520 --> 0:41:28.600
<v Speaker 3>take forever, then there's something must be So I'm just like,

0:41:28.640 --> 0:41:31.799
<v Speaker 3>why is there so much pressure on like and I

0:41:31.840 --> 0:41:34.200
<v Speaker 3>even hear you say like, and I love that you know,

0:41:34.239 --> 0:41:38.600
<v Speaker 3>you obviously cared about your stepdaughters and with what they thought.

0:41:38.640 --> 0:41:40.160
<v Speaker 3>But at the same time, I'm like, as a friend,

0:41:40.200 --> 0:41:42.640
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, well, Kelly, it's what it's also your heart

0:41:42.680 --> 0:41:45.000
<v Speaker 3>and what you think and not just to live your

0:41:45.000 --> 0:41:47.160
<v Speaker 3>life based on what other people want you to do.

0:41:47.239 --> 0:41:49.360
<v Speaker 3>Because if that's the case, if we lived our lives

0:41:49.360 --> 0:41:50.880
<v Speaker 3>based on what other people want us to do or

0:41:50.880 --> 0:41:53.239
<v Speaker 3>the timeline, I would never get married again or I

0:41:53.239 --> 0:41:55.439
<v Speaker 3>wouldn't you know what I mean, Like people would be like, oh,

0:41:56.239 --> 0:41:58.279
<v Speaker 3>you should never do this, and it's like, you don't

0:41:58.320 --> 0:41:59.759
<v Speaker 3>want to live your life based on what other people

0:41:59.800 --> 0:42:02.319
<v Speaker 3>say opinions. Our thoughts are now again I understand your

0:42:02.360 --> 0:42:06.600
<v Speaker 3>reasoning for the stepdaughter and making them comfortable, and also like,

0:42:07.200 --> 0:42:10.680
<v Speaker 3>as your friend, going, well, it's you know what's right.

0:42:10.760 --> 0:42:14.880
<v Speaker 3>You're not a malicious human. You have all the greatest

0:42:14.880 --> 0:42:17.040
<v Speaker 3>intentions in the world, and anyone that loves and knows

0:42:17.080 --> 0:42:19.680
<v Speaker 3>you would back you right.

0:42:19.840 --> 0:42:25.440
<v Speaker 5>No, and you're you're absolutely right. And ultimately, let's say,

0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:28.560
<v Speaker 5>like to put numbers on it, you know, the first

0:42:28.719 --> 0:42:32.799
<v Speaker 5>year it was something that I really couldn't even contemplate.

0:42:33.800 --> 0:42:36.160
<v Speaker 5>And then after a year, which you know, there's a

0:42:36.160 --> 0:42:38.799
<v Speaker 5>little bit of the internal clock of okay, like this

0:42:39.000 --> 0:42:41.160
<v Speaker 5>doesn't wouldn't even feel right before year, and then there's

0:42:41.200 --> 0:42:45.160
<v Speaker 5>like the society clock, which you know, society would kind

0:42:45.160 --> 0:42:47.080
<v Speaker 5>of deem that at least, you know, one year is

0:42:48.120 --> 0:42:51.279
<v Speaker 5>a reasonable amount of time to at least you know,

0:42:51.320 --> 0:42:53.839
<v Speaker 5>if it's two months later, that's a little I mean,

0:42:53.880 --> 0:42:56.960
<v Speaker 5>anyone would say that's a little weird. And then you know,

0:42:57.120 --> 0:42:59.319
<v Speaker 5>ten years later it's like, okay, what's going on here?

0:43:00.400 --> 0:43:03.080
<v Speaker 5>But after a year is when you know, I kind

0:43:03.080 --> 0:43:08.960
<v Speaker 5>of started getting the blessing of people to that and

0:43:09.000 --> 0:43:12.919
<v Speaker 5>once again, you're right that it is ultimately my call.

0:43:13.600 --> 0:43:18.600
<v Speaker 5>And when I asked for this blessing in general, everyone

0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:22.600
<v Speaker 5>was basically saying like, this is up to you, Like,

0:43:22.640 --> 0:43:24.279
<v Speaker 5>of course you have our blessing, but this is up

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:26.520
<v Speaker 5>to you, you know. So it wasn't like people are like, yes,

0:43:26.560 --> 0:43:31.719
<v Speaker 5>I give you permission, now this is okay, but yeah,

0:43:31.760 --> 0:43:34.839
<v Speaker 5>to me, the year mark was what was most appropriate.

0:43:34.840 --> 0:43:37.360
<v Speaker 5>But then you know, it wasn't really even until like

0:43:37.400 --> 0:43:39.400
<v Speaker 5>a year and a half later that I was like, okay,

0:43:39.400 --> 0:43:42.279
<v Speaker 5>this is something that really is starting to make sense

0:43:42.280 --> 0:43:42.520
<v Speaker 5>for me.

0:43:42.840 --> 0:43:44.240
<v Speaker 2>Where do you still feel Bob?

0:43:45.880 --> 0:43:49.640
<v Speaker 5>Oh God? Everywhere? I mean, I you know, I'll hear

0:43:50.400 --> 0:43:54.440
<v Speaker 5>jokes of his in my head. I'll hear, you know,

0:43:54.560 --> 0:43:58.520
<v Speaker 5>just like things he would say, advice that he would give,

0:43:59.480 --> 0:43:59.719
<v Speaker 5>you know.

0:44:00.000 --> 0:44:04.200
<v Speaker 3>Any little things like a light flicker or something or less,

0:44:04.200 --> 0:44:06.000
<v Speaker 3>and then symbolic with you, guys that you.

0:44:06.719 --> 0:44:11.319
<v Speaker 5>In the beginning there were maybe more like signs type

0:44:11.360 --> 0:44:13.120
<v Speaker 5>of things that you know, I was never really a

0:44:13.239 --> 0:44:17.920
<v Speaker 5>believer of or super into, but then certain things in

0:44:17.960 --> 0:44:21.799
<v Speaker 5>the beginning were kind of hard to ignore, Like when

0:44:21.840 --> 0:44:22.280
<v Speaker 5>you moved.

0:44:22.160 --> 0:44:24.040
<v Speaker 2>Into that one house, right, there's that thing.

0:44:24.160 --> 0:44:28.120
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, very very good call. So there was this little

0:44:28.280 --> 0:44:32.960
<v Speaker 5>figurine that Bob had on his nightstand for years. It

0:44:33.040 --> 0:44:36.000
<v Speaker 5>was just like little Wooden. Actually, I've got it right here.

0:44:36.000 --> 0:44:37.480
<v Speaker 5>I'll show you it's literally right here.

0:44:38.480 --> 0:44:39.040
<v Speaker 2>I love her.

0:44:40.360 --> 0:44:45.040
<v Speaker 5>So this little guy, Bob had this on his nightstand

0:44:45.160 --> 0:44:50.520
<v Speaker 5>for years and it was really special to him. And

0:44:51.000 --> 0:44:52.920
<v Speaker 5>when I was looking for a new house, when I

0:44:52.920 --> 0:44:58.040
<v Speaker 5>had to move, I found this one house that just

0:44:59.040 --> 0:45:01.680
<v Speaker 5>even the second I walked in, felt very special.

0:45:02.640 --> 0:45:05.320
<v Speaker 2>And it was a beautiful house, great views.

0:45:05.719 --> 0:45:09.880
<v Speaker 5>So glad you guys, come stay. But there was on

0:45:11.400 --> 0:45:14.600
<v Speaker 5>the shelf like near the mantle of the fireplace, there

0:45:14.640 --> 0:45:16.600
<v Speaker 5>was another one of these guys and like, I'd never

0:45:16.640 --> 0:45:19.520
<v Speaker 5>seen one of these before. It's not like a typical thing,

0:45:20.080 --> 0:45:22.120
<v Speaker 5>and there was it was slightly bigger, but it was

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:23.759
<v Speaker 5>the exact same thing.

0:45:24.000 --> 0:45:29.200
<v Speaker 2>Position can see this. It's literally like a wooden like

0:45:29.480 --> 0:45:30.239
<v Speaker 2>I don't even know how.

0:45:30.120 --> 0:45:32.360
<v Speaker 5>To like a little strong man kind of guy.

0:45:32.680 --> 0:45:36.440
<v Speaker 2>But like maybe I would, like, I don't know what.

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:39.480
<v Speaker 5>There is an a cube bot.

0:45:39.840 --> 0:45:42.320
<v Speaker 2>And again this is very on brand for Bob.

0:45:43.520 --> 0:45:46.040
<v Speaker 5>It was just a little guy on on his nightstand.

0:45:46.080 --> 0:45:48.200
<v Speaker 5>But I mean it wasn't like in a closet. This

0:45:48.320 --> 0:45:51.040
<v Speaker 5>was on his night stand next to his bed. And

0:45:52.320 --> 0:45:56.400
<v Speaker 5>this general my landlord had the same little guy. And

0:45:56.440 --> 0:46:01.120
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, my god, you know, and I'm not a

0:46:01.160 --> 0:46:03.480
<v Speaker 5>huge believer in science, but I'm like, that's really weird.

0:46:03.480 --> 0:46:05.960
<v Speaker 5>What are the odds that he would have the same guy?

0:46:06.440 --> 0:46:07.840
<v Speaker 5>And so I was like, this is the house and

0:46:07.920 --> 0:46:09.959
<v Speaker 5>I literally started crying. I was like, this is the house,

0:46:10.000 --> 0:46:12.759
<v Speaker 5>and I just feel like Bob would support this, and

0:46:12.840 --> 0:46:15.400
<v Speaker 5>he would because I felt really guilty moving even though

0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:17.120
<v Speaker 5>I didn't have a choice, I had to move, but

0:46:17.880 --> 0:46:22.480
<v Speaker 5>I still felt really weird, like leaving behind, you know,

0:46:22.560 --> 0:46:24.799
<v Speaker 5>the house that we shared and the house that was

0:46:24.800 --> 0:46:27.680
<v Speaker 5>so important to him, and so it was a sign

0:46:27.800 --> 0:46:31.320
<v Speaker 5>to me that okay, this is okay. Like because Bob,

0:46:32.000 --> 0:46:33.880
<v Speaker 5>it was almost like him giving his blessing on me

0:46:34.440 --> 0:46:36.600
<v Speaker 5>moving into a new home and finding this new house.

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<v Speaker 7>So hey everyone, it's Sophia Bush, host of the podcast

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<v Speaker 7>Work in Progress. I am thrilled to tell you that

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0:46:58.840 --> 0:47:01.920
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0:47:01.920 --> 0:47:05.680
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0:47:13.040 --> 0:47:15.799
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0:47:15.920 --> 0:47:19.360
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0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:24.239
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0:47:24.280 --> 0:47:27.680
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<v Speaker 3>What would be your biggest gift to give someone right

0:47:53.040 --> 0:47:56.239
<v Speaker 3>now that is grieving the loss of someone they love.

0:47:56.719 --> 0:47:58.000
<v Speaker 2>What helped you through.

0:48:00.200 --> 0:48:04.560
<v Speaker 5>For me was just when I was able to get

0:48:04.600 --> 0:48:09.320
<v Speaker 5>to a place of just profound gratitude for the time

0:48:09.400 --> 0:48:13.880
<v Speaker 5>that I had with him, And you ladies know that

0:48:13.880 --> 0:48:16.839
<v Speaker 5>that I think I got there pretty quickly, which is

0:48:16.880 --> 0:48:19.320
<v Speaker 5>not to say that it is the easiest thing. And

0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:23.520
<v Speaker 5>I'm sure there are so many people, depending on the

0:48:23.560 --> 0:48:26.399
<v Speaker 5>type of loved one that you lose, that it's very

0:48:26.440 --> 0:48:32.040
<v Speaker 5>hard to get to that place. But with Bob, the

0:48:32.080 --> 0:48:36.160
<v Speaker 5>fact that he had lived sixty five years on this

0:48:36.239 --> 0:48:39.560
<v Speaker 5>planet and truly made the world a better place and

0:48:39.600 --> 0:48:42.160
<v Speaker 5>accomplished so much in his life, and it was like

0:48:42.280 --> 0:48:44.839
<v Speaker 5>so easy to look at his as a life well

0:48:44.880 --> 0:48:52.240
<v Speaker 5>lived and like job well done, and that he truly

0:48:52.400 --> 0:48:55.800
<v Speaker 5>made a mark on this world. It was really easy

0:48:55.840 --> 0:49:02.520
<v Speaker 5>for me to not be like, oh, isn't fair why me?

0:49:03.520 --> 0:49:05.719
<v Speaker 5>You know, how could his life just be cut so short?

0:49:05.719 --> 0:49:08.160
<v Speaker 5>I mean, yes, of course we all wanted him and

0:49:08.160 --> 0:49:09.520
<v Speaker 5>thought he was going to live to be one hundred.

0:49:09.560 --> 0:49:12.400
<v Speaker 5>I mean he very specifically. He always told me, He's like,

0:49:12.400 --> 0:49:14.680
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to outlive you. I'm like, okay, I mean

0:49:15.160 --> 0:49:18.680
<v Speaker 5>for twenty three years apart, So it's probably unlikely. He

0:49:18.800 --> 0:49:20.239
<v Speaker 5>like truly thought, He's like, I'm going to be one

0:49:20.320 --> 0:49:26.239
<v Speaker 5>hundred and fifteen and like you'll be ninety two. Yeah. Yeah,

0:49:26.520 --> 0:49:28.840
<v Speaker 5>he was very adamant that he was going to outlive me,

0:49:28.960 --> 0:49:32.040
<v Speaker 5>and so, yeah, I thought he was going to have

0:49:32.160 --> 0:49:37.560
<v Speaker 5>many more years. But you know, in terms of typical society,

0:49:37.680 --> 0:49:40.759
<v Speaker 5>sixty five is you know, he still had a you know,

0:49:40.920 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 5>a good amount of time to make the world a

0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:47.960
<v Speaker 5>better place, raise three beautiful daughters, you know, find somebody

0:49:48.000 --> 0:49:51.760
<v Speaker 5>who really loved him, and live a very special life.

0:49:51.840 --> 0:49:55.960
<v Speaker 5>And so for me, gratitude and just being like, wow,

0:49:56.120 --> 0:49:58.520
<v Speaker 5>how lucky was I that I got to be a

0:49:58.560 --> 0:50:02.400
<v Speaker 5>part of that for the years that I did, instead

0:50:02.400 --> 0:50:07.799
<v Speaker 5>of focusing on it's not fair why me? So I

0:50:07.880 --> 0:50:12.000
<v Speaker 5>know that that's easier said than done, But any way

0:50:12.080 --> 0:50:16.000
<v Speaker 5>that somebody could get to this place of gratitude, you know,

0:50:16.719 --> 0:50:21.200
<v Speaker 5>as soon as possible, like to just feel grateful for

0:50:21.239 --> 0:50:24.000
<v Speaker 5>the time you had is to me that was the

0:50:24.000 --> 0:50:28.080
<v Speaker 5>most helpful thing. That and of course having the most

0:50:28.120 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 5>incredible support system of friends and family, and you know,

0:50:32.680 --> 0:50:35.880
<v Speaker 5>I mean, like Kristin, I want to I mean, everyone

0:50:35.960 --> 0:50:39.319
<v Speaker 5>was so wonderful, but Kristin, you I can't even. I

0:50:39.320 --> 0:50:41.400
<v Speaker 5>mean I could literally go back and check my text,

0:50:41.400 --> 0:50:44.480
<v Speaker 5>but I think you checked it on me every single

0:50:44.640 --> 0:50:50.400
<v Speaker 5>day for like five months or something. There was not

0:50:50.440 --> 0:50:51.960
<v Speaker 5>a day And it makes me want to cry right

0:50:52.000 --> 0:50:52.719
<v Speaker 5>now because it's good.

0:50:52.920 --> 0:50:53.600
<v Speaker 1>It was just so.

0:50:55.000 --> 0:50:58.000
<v Speaker 5>It was just so I'll never forget as long as

0:50:58.040 --> 0:51:00.279
<v Speaker 5>I live. It was so kind and so thought full,

0:51:00.320 --> 0:51:04.680
<v Speaker 5>and it got to the point where it was no, well,

0:51:04.760 --> 0:51:07.360
<v Speaker 5>I every day, like I would wake up because you know,

0:51:07.400 --> 0:51:09.359
<v Speaker 5>I was in LA and you're in Nashville, so like

0:51:09.400 --> 0:51:10.960
<v Speaker 5>you were ahead of me. Like I would wake up

0:51:10.960 --> 0:51:13.319
<v Speaker 5>to a text remost every day and it made me

0:51:13.440 --> 0:51:16.520
<v Speaker 5>so like comforted to like wake up to that text

0:51:16.560 --> 0:51:19.560
<v Speaker 5>from you, just and see and you did it right?

0:51:19.600 --> 0:51:22.480
<v Speaker 5>And how about this. I'll give a lesson from what

0:51:22.600 --> 0:51:26.799
<v Speaker 5>Kristen did for me, which was very helpful because so

0:51:26.880 --> 0:51:31.959
<v Speaker 5>many people don't really know how to talk to people

0:51:31.960 --> 0:51:34.480
<v Speaker 5>who are grieving and I didn't know and now I

0:51:34.560 --> 0:51:38.239
<v Speaker 5>know at least what was helpful to me and what

0:51:38.920 --> 0:51:40.840
<v Speaker 5>wasn't as helpful. And I hate seeing like annoying. But

0:51:40.960 --> 0:51:44.239
<v Speaker 5>like there's some people who would check in on me

0:51:44.320 --> 0:51:47.000
<v Speaker 5>and like would give me homework to do, like tell

0:51:47.040 --> 0:51:50.879
<v Speaker 5>me how you're feeling today, and I'm like, oh, oh

0:51:50.880 --> 0:51:52.440
<v Speaker 5>my god, they just gave me an assignment. I'm like,

0:51:52.440 --> 0:51:54.040
<v Speaker 5>I don't want to I don't want homework right now.

0:51:54.040 --> 0:51:56.400
<v Speaker 5>I don't want homework. But you would just check in

0:51:56.440 --> 0:51:59.279
<v Speaker 5>and you would say something every day like you know,

0:51:59.640 --> 0:52:02.320
<v Speaker 5>I love you, you know, my heart is with you,

0:52:02.400 --> 0:52:05.200
<v Speaker 5>like thinking like and of course you I mean, you

0:52:05.239 --> 0:52:07.759
<v Speaker 5>know you guys know the way Kristen speaks, it's like

0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:12.400
<v Speaker 5>the most profound, lowery beautiful speech that's you know, like

0:52:12.440 --> 0:52:16.719
<v Speaker 5>this ethereal. You know, every time you like you see

0:52:16.719 --> 0:52:19.480
<v Speaker 5>little like cupids and angels around like everything she says.

0:52:20.760 --> 0:52:27.680
<v Speaker 5>But uh, you would just say something that was would

0:52:27.719 --> 0:52:31.359
<v Speaker 5>just like calm my heart every day, and it was

0:52:31.440 --> 0:52:34.400
<v Speaker 5>just I'm so grateful for it because, you know, having

0:52:34.760 --> 0:52:39.120
<v Speaker 5>just such wonderful friends and wonderful family, like to know

0:52:39.280 --> 0:52:43.000
<v Speaker 5>that even when a lot of people like stop checking in,

0:52:43.560 --> 0:52:46.080
<v Speaker 5>that there's still people who even if they're just saying

0:52:46.120 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 5>like hi, good morning, love you, Like, just things like

0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:53.080
<v Speaker 5>that were so powerful and so helpful.

0:52:54.520 --> 0:52:57.399
<v Speaker 2>Well, part of our friendship, the deeper, I would say,

0:52:57.440 --> 0:52:59.680
<v Speaker 2>part of our friendship came when I actually was going

0:52:59.719 --> 0:53:03.440
<v Speaker 2>through I lost my dad. You and Bob came to

0:53:03.440 --> 0:53:08.080
<v Speaker 2>town we all went to Bob show, but that day

0:53:08.200 --> 0:53:12.360
<v Speaker 2>you and Bob made a point to do like brunch

0:53:12.480 --> 0:53:17.440
<v Speaker 2>with me and Preston. And I remember sitting with Bob

0:53:17.480 --> 0:53:22.000
<v Speaker 2>and thinking like, because Bob had experienced so much loss,

0:53:22.000 --> 0:53:24.320
<v Speaker 2>he was kind of like savvy at grief.

0:53:24.360 --> 0:53:25.120
<v Speaker 5>He was a cross.

0:53:25.160 --> 0:53:28.759
<v Speaker 2>He was a greaf pro, absolute pro. And I had

0:53:28.800 --> 0:53:31.279
<v Speaker 2>lost five people in eleven months. One was my dad.

0:53:31.320 --> 0:53:33.359
<v Speaker 2>I mean, when I had felt like I just got

0:53:33.400 --> 0:53:35.840
<v Speaker 2>the kicked out of me over and over and over again.

0:53:36.080 --> 0:53:38.040
<v Speaker 2>And it was the first time I sat with someone

0:53:39.440 --> 0:53:42.720
<v Speaker 2>who was honest and could laugh with me, which matters

0:53:42.760 --> 0:53:45.440
<v Speaker 2>in my world a lot, like comedic value just matters.

0:53:45.920 --> 0:53:48.160
<v Speaker 2>I mean, Bob mattered, but just to be able to

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:52.239
<v Speaker 2>laugh through the absolute storm has always mattered to me.

0:53:52.360 --> 0:53:56.800
<v Speaker 2>And I remember us making jokes, making probably inappropriates of

0:53:56.840 --> 0:53:58.880
<v Speaker 2>the town, like we were just laughing. And then he

0:53:59.000 --> 0:54:03.319
<v Speaker 2>was also neither of you checked your phone, you know,

0:54:03.400 --> 0:54:05.080
<v Speaker 2>Like I just had this moment where I was like,

0:54:05.200 --> 0:54:09.160
<v Speaker 2>here's the human piece, Like I mean, the love for

0:54:09.239 --> 0:54:12.600
<v Speaker 2>Danny Tanner started at Dustbuster. I'm OCD and that is

0:54:12.640 --> 0:54:15.000
<v Speaker 2>where my attraction to him came as like just a

0:54:15.040 --> 0:54:17.480
<v Speaker 2>father figure, you know, like TV lost a dad, but

0:54:17.520 --> 0:54:20.399
<v Speaker 2>we lost a friend. But it was that moment where

0:54:20.440 --> 0:54:23.480
<v Speaker 2>I thought like, here's this is the human experience, and

0:54:23.600 --> 0:54:28.440
<v Speaker 2>both of you poured in so well to this really

0:54:28.600 --> 0:54:29.480
<v Speaker 2>horrible time.

0:54:31.440 --> 0:54:36.800
<v Speaker 5>Well horrible, I'm you know now looking back because obviously

0:54:36.840 --> 0:54:40.520
<v Speaker 5>I hadn't lost Bob yet when you were going through that.

0:54:41.480 --> 0:54:43.560
<v Speaker 5>You know, now, looking back, I'm like, oh, I wish

0:54:43.600 --> 0:54:45.239
<v Speaker 5>I would have been there for you the way you

0:54:45.280 --> 0:54:45.920
<v Speaker 5>were there for me.

0:54:46.080 --> 0:54:47.480
<v Speaker 2>No, you can't know until you're in.

0:54:47.560 --> 0:54:48.040
<v Speaker 4>You can't know.

0:54:48.200 --> 0:54:51.640
<v Speaker 5>You can't know. And I remember I had a friend

0:54:53.120 --> 0:54:54.880
<v Speaker 5>and I tell this story a lot because it was

0:54:55.640 --> 0:54:59.279
<v Speaker 5>very impactful on me and something I'll never forget. But

0:54:59.719 --> 0:55:03.000
<v Speaker 5>this friend of mine, Elisha, and my friend Heather. I

0:55:03.080 --> 0:55:05.000
<v Speaker 5>didn't know them very well at the time. I'd only

0:55:05.000 --> 0:55:08.680
<v Speaker 5>maybe met them a couple times each before Bob passed.

0:55:08.680 --> 0:55:12.120
<v Speaker 5>And the day Bob passed, they just showed up at

0:55:12.160 --> 0:55:13.720
<v Speaker 5>my house. I don't even know how they got my address.

0:55:13.920 --> 0:55:15.080
<v Speaker 5>They just showed up at my house.

0:55:15.320 --> 0:55:15.440
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:55:15.560 --> 0:55:18.959
<v Speaker 5>I had a ton of people over and we were all,

0:55:20.480 --> 0:55:26.480
<v Speaker 5>you know, completely like out of our minds, and they

0:55:26.560 --> 0:55:28.719
<v Speaker 5>just showed up and I was like, Hi, what are

0:55:28.719 --> 0:55:30.400
<v Speaker 5>you doing here? And She's like, just point us to

0:55:30.480 --> 0:55:34.160
<v Speaker 5>the kitchen and they just came in my kitchen, just

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:37.880
<v Speaker 5>started doing dishes and taking out the garbage and like

0:55:38.040 --> 0:55:41.000
<v Speaker 5>handing out water bottles to people and just like cleaning up.

0:55:41.840 --> 0:55:45.400
<v Speaker 5>And I'm like, I would never have known to do

0:55:45.520 --> 0:55:48.719
<v Speaker 5>that to somebody who, like I didn't know well, I

0:55:48.719 --> 0:55:52.000
<v Speaker 5>would never I'm like, I'm not going to intrude on

0:55:52.080 --> 0:55:55.759
<v Speaker 5>their grief party, you know what I mean, Like I

0:55:55.800 --> 0:55:59.040
<v Speaker 5>don't know them well enough. And looking back, I'm like

0:55:59.120 --> 0:56:01.600
<v Speaker 5>that was the most help because we didn't have anyone

0:56:02.120 --> 0:56:04.839
<v Speaker 5>to do the dishes and take out the garbage and

0:56:05.080 --> 0:56:09.120
<v Speaker 5>do things like that, because we were all completely a mess.

0:56:09.520 --> 0:56:15.000
<v Speaker 5>And looking back, I'm like, little things like that made

0:56:15.040 --> 0:56:17.680
<v Speaker 5>such a difference. Matter. Now, I know that it might

0:56:17.719 --> 0:56:19.480
<v Speaker 5>still be hard for me to do that to somebody

0:56:19.520 --> 0:56:22.080
<v Speaker 5>else who I don't really know, but I know that

0:56:22.280 --> 0:56:24.160
<v Speaker 5>that that's a thing, you know, like that's something you

0:56:24.200 --> 0:56:25.960
<v Speaker 5>can do. You can help people in certain ways that

0:56:26.000 --> 0:56:27.200
<v Speaker 5>you never would have thought of before.

0:56:27.800 --> 0:56:30.520
<v Speaker 2>It just becomes very human. Like that's in grief and

0:56:30.560 --> 0:56:33.400
<v Speaker 2>in loss. It's just not about what you should and shouldn't.

0:56:33.440 --> 0:56:37.239
<v Speaker 2>It's just more so like all of the all of

0:56:37.280 --> 0:56:39.560
<v Speaker 2>the layers and the outer protective things we all do

0:56:39.680 --> 0:56:41.560
<v Speaker 2>to like hold ourselves. It just feels like we just

0:56:41.680 --> 0:56:45.000
<v Speaker 2>lose that to just like well love each other in

0:56:45.040 --> 0:56:48.040
<v Speaker 2>the mess of it. And that is one of the

0:56:48.120 --> 0:56:51.640
<v Speaker 2>lessons I learned from you and from Bob was I

0:56:51.719 --> 0:56:54.319
<v Speaker 2>would always be insecure about the way I would say

0:56:54.320 --> 0:56:56.760
<v Speaker 2>I love you too much to people. I would always

0:56:56.840 --> 0:56:58.760
<v Speaker 2>feel like, you know, people, you know, there's some people

0:56:58.760 --> 0:57:00.319
<v Speaker 2>that are kind of like, oh, I only say that

0:57:00.360 --> 0:57:02.560
<v Speaker 2>to my mom or my best friend or whatever. And

0:57:02.640 --> 0:57:04.480
<v Speaker 2>I always felt like a little insecure about it. And

0:57:04.520 --> 0:57:06.799
<v Speaker 2>I remember leaving that brunch that day and being like,

0:57:06.840 --> 0:57:08.239
<v Speaker 2>I can say I love you a million times if

0:57:08.239 --> 0:57:12.919
<v Speaker 2>I want to. And then when Bob left, like when

0:57:13.040 --> 0:57:16.320
<v Speaker 2>Heaven came to get Bob, I just thought, I'm gonna

0:57:16.480 --> 0:57:19.120
<v Speaker 2>just be obnoxious with how much I say I love

0:57:19.160 --> 0:57:21.280
<v Speaker 2>you to people that I really mean it too, you know.

0:57:22.080 --> 0:57:26.000
<v Speaker 2>And then, you know, I just feel like some people

0:57:26.120 --> 0:57:28.840
<v Speaker 2>leave these marks on our world that are just irreplaceable.

0:57:28.920 --> 0:57:33.040
<v Speaker 2>And I think, truly, I can't think of a better

0:57:33.120 --> 0:57:35.720
<v Speaker 2>person to send Bob out of this world than you.

0:57:36.760 --> 0:57:39.480
<v Speaker 2>The way you held yourself, the way you were at

0:57:39.480 --> 0:57:44.640
<v Speaker 2>his funeral, I mean, you were first lady epic of

0:57:44.960 --> 0:57:49.080
<v Speaker 2>like just integrity and poise and just so wonderful the

0:57:49.120 --> 0:57:51.320
<v Speaker 2>way you loved him, the way you loved his people,

0:57:51.400 --> 0:57:53.800
<v Speaker 2>and continue to do that. You should be really really

0:57:54.360 --> 0:57:56.480
<v Speaker 2>proud of the person you are. And it's not lost

0:57:56.480 --> 0:57:58.520
<v Speaker 2>on me that Bob Saget was not the funniest man,

0:57:58.600 --> 0:58:02.040
<v Speaker 2>but also just the intelligent for locking you in because

0:58:02.040 --> 0:58:04.680
<v Speaker 2>he knew what we all see to amen to that.

0:58:05.760 --> 0:58:07.720
<v Speaker 2>So what is what is next for Kelly?

0:58:08.320 --> 0:58:13.000
<v Speaker 5>I mean, first off, I've literally that's the kindest thing ever,

0:58:13.120 --> 0:58:15.320
<v Speaker 5>So thank you, because that's all that's that's really all

0:58:15.320 --> 0:58:19.400
<v Speaker 5>that matters to me, is to you know, carry on

0:58:19.480 --> 0:58:23.480
<v Speaker 5>his legacy and make him proud and make you know,

0:58:24.720 --> 0:58:30.000
<v Speaker 5>make people never forget Bob. And guess what, I had

0:58:30.000 --> 0:58:32.400
<v Speaker 5>the easiest job ever because I don't even have to

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<v Speaker 5>do anything like people, No one's forgetting him. He's not

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<v Speaker 5>going anywhere, so you know, but to still do whatever

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<v Speaker 5>I can do, you know, with his foundation that you know,

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<v Speaker 5>Square German Research Foundation that was so important to him,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, still being involved with that and those cool

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<v Speaker 5>comedy Hawk Cuisine events. You know, his job was to

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<v Speaker 5>book the comedians and so I kind of well that

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<v Speaker 5>was one of his jobs. But so it's like I

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<v Speaker 5>took that job over, which is really easy because what

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<v Speaker 5>comedian now doesn't want to perform at Bob's beat event,

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<v Speaker 5>you know.

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<v Speaker 3>So, and then you're also doing your cooking stuff too,

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<v Speaker 3>so yeah, where where can people follow you?

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<v Speaker 2>Find you?

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<v Speaker 3>And then what what do we have on the twenty

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<v Speaker 3>twenty four? This is what's going to be going on

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<v Speaker 3>for you?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, Jana, I'm glad you asked.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>So, I mean, obviously I'm always I'm always in my kitchen.

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<v Speaker 5>Now I'm in a new kitchen and you guys have

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<v Speaker 5>to come visit in my new kitchen making more recipes

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<v Speaker 5>and always cooking. So that's on my Instagram at each

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<v Speaker 5>travel Rock. And then I have a podcast coming out. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>Comfort Food with Kelly Rizzo is starting very very very soon.

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<v Speaker 5>This is literally, I think the first time I'm even

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<v Speaker 5>really talking about it, So you guys are first to

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<v Speaker 5>know that will be coming out soon. So that's where

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<v Speaker 5>I'm going to be interviewing, you know, great guests and

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<v Speaker 5>my friends talking about a difficult time that they have

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<v Speaker 5>gone through, whether it's a loss of a loved one

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<v Speaker 5>or a force or a loss of a career, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>whatever it is, like some sort of some sort of

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<v Speaker 5>difficult time while we're eating my guest's favorite comfort food.

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<v Speaker 5>And so the food is kind of like the through

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<v Speaker 5>line that's gonna.

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<v Speaker 2>Like love it.

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<v Speaker 5>You love that hire episode, So I'm really excited about that.

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<v Speaker 5>So that will be coming out probably within the next

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<v Speaker 5>month or so.

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<v Speaker 2>Amazing. Well, Kelly, we love you.

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<v Speaker 3>You're closing out the show tonight or today for us,

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<v Speaker 3>and we look forward to all things. We'll finish watching

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<v Speaker 3>you on Special Forces and then we'll be looking forward

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<v Speaker 3>to comfort Food podcast and getting to you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>watch her stuff because I love you, but also because

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, teach me, teach me.

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<v Speaker 2>Your ways in the kitchen. So amazing. Thank you for

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<v Speaker 2>doing what you do. We love you so much.

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<v Speaker 5>I love you so much. Thank you so much for

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<v Speaker 5>having me. Next time you're in town, we'll cook in

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<v Speaker 5>my kitchen together and she could teach us to call

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<v Speaker 5>all you guys with the new babies over there and

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<v Speaker 5>the babies on the way.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, maybe do you want to come here with your

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<v Speaker 2>margarita shaker?

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<v Speaker 5>You guys just need to throw on well, Janna, a

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<v Speaker 5>couple of months from you you can have a cocktail

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<v Speaker 5>and Kristen I'm sure you could. You could use one, So.

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<v Speaker 4>No more babies for me. I'll drink.

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<v Speaker 2>So much.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you.

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<v Speaker 4>I love you, Kelly.

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<v Speaker 2>You see y'all later.

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<v Speaker 4>Bye bye,