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Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hi Jana, Hi.

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Speaker 3: I always stare at Kat in the thing because she

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Speaker 3: just looks miserable, miserable.

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Speaker 2: You were like I was listening, Yeah, yeah, yeah, where

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Speaker 2: are you?

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Speaker 4: I am?

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Speaker 2: You left your ear int here?

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Speaker 5: I did?

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Speaker 2: J I'm great, wow checking in.

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Speaker 4: You seem a little flustered today.

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I'm good today.

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Speaker 4: You're good.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm great.

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Speaker 4: I don't know why you could possibly be flustered exactly,

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Speaker 4: nothing going on.

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Speaker 2: Having a baby, moving into a house, planning a wedding,

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Speaker 2: and you have a handsome viance. Thank you. I just

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Speaker 2: can't imagine why one would be flustered. I shampooed. I'd

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Speaker 2: like to give a shout out to myself. That's great.

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Speaker 2: Like that.

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Speaker 4: That looks great.

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Speaker 2: Let's not go too crazy. It looks clean, it looks.

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Speaker 4: Clean, looks amazing. So what were you about to say?

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Speaker 2: Kab I'm disturbed, So I listen. I think we all

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Speaker 2: struggle with this piece of social media anyways about sharing

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Speaker 2: our children, right m hm. So I shared this picture

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Speaker 2: on a story of Legends big Manfoot, because he's just huge.

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Speaker 2: All of a sudden, it's like hurting my feelings and

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Speaker 2: becoming little boys for sure, like true boys.

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Speaker 4: Like dudes.

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Speaker 2: Like he's starting to smell like a dude when he

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Speaker 2: comes home from like baseball. I'm like, oh my sweat dirt,

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Speaker 2: Like this is crazy, you know. And so I put

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Speaker 2: lyon's little foot. The baby's little foot was next to

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Speaker 2: his foot, just their feet and that's all it was.

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Speaker 2: And I got this DM that was like make money

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Speaker 2: off of feet pictures. Oh that's just is just so agusting.

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Speaker 5: I want.

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Speaker 2: I mean, if I it wouldn't go anywhere if I

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Speaker 2: wrote back. But I did have a moment. I was

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Speaker 2: just wanted to type a few things, but I didn't.

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Speaker 2: And it's anyways, that's that. It just really disturbed me.

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Speaker 2: Just fliprey space out there. Guys, Yeah, cares baby.

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Speaker 1: Would happen if you were like yeah, I would love that,

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Speaker 1: and like would they really be like send me more

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Speaker 1: feet of your children?

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Speaker 2: That's a thing, right, It's disgusting, That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: That's so disgusting. It's like unfortunate world. Yeah, the pedophiles

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Speaker 2: in this world today is disgusting. So I didn't know that.

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Speaker 1: I just I was wondering people love like well, adult feet,

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Speaker 1: but I wondered if it went general.

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Speaker 4: I can't have this conversation.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's weird, like it. I totally hate it. I

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Speaker 2: had to. You knew I did. I'm the lame joke maker. No,

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Speaker 2: but that's there's a I don't there's a line. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: that's yeah.

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Speaker 3: People do make a lot of money and that only

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Speaker 3: fancing though. I just would never do it because the

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Speaker 3: same thing. Whenever I post my feet, people would be like,

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Speaker 3: get an only fans account, and I'm like, is that

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Speaker 3: how much can you make on there? I was like,

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Speaker 3: I'm like, you don't got to suck on them. But

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Speaker 3: I would never do it.

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Speaker 1: It's like a celeus question. Now is it only feet?

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Speaker 1: You can do like anything. But it's just why do

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Speaker 1: people always talk about it in relation to feet? That's

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Speaker 1: all I ever hear about it. You know, so weird.

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Speaker 2: Do you like feet? No?

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Speaker 4: No, I don't like feet. Feet freak me out.

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Speaker 2: Feet feel fine to me. I I don't want to

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Speaker 2: touch them unless they're perfectly clean. Yeah, but I like

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Speaker 2: giving a foot massage.

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Speaker 4: I do not.

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Speaker 2: My husband wishes I did. Oh really yeah, He's always like,

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Speaker 2: you know what would be really great right now? And

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Speaker 2: I'm like, if you grab the dice, she wasn't thinking that.

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Speaker 2: He was thinking of foot massage, if you grab the

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Speaker 2: dic And that's funny. Dyson is my love language. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: do you like feet.

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Speaker 3: I don't mind. I don't like my feet. I love

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Speaker 3: your feet are so cute.

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Speaker 2: But I don't mind, though I don't. I don't seen

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Speaker 2: cat's feet, you know.

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Speaker 4: I don't like. I mean, they're just big, so I

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Speaker 4: don't like them.

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Speaker 3: Now and hates his feet, so he always has socks on.

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Speaker 3: He does, yeah, and I'm like, kind of they're cute,

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Speaker 3: they're you know, the best feat. I'm like, hey, God

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Speaker 3: gave you one thing that's like not hot.

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Speaker 4: Sorry, yeah, never taking his socks off again.

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Speaker 3: But he has like soccer player feet, you know. So

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Speaker 3: they've just been like hit and sure probably busted and

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Speaker 2: Million different ways.

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Speaker 4: I imagine.

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Speaker 3: I don't like the uneven toes like I like it

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Speaker 3: when water.

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Speaker 2: Falls down like a Verising commercial, hundred percent. Like I

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Speaker 2: will say about my face, it is just like the away.

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Speaker 2: So they say that that second toe is a leader toe.

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Speaker 2: Interesting if it's longer than the front, which does freak

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Speaker 2: me out a little bit. So he I think he

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Speaker 2: has that, but like it's like it's I think.

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Speaker 4: It goes one is longer than the big toe.

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Speaker 3: She was interesting is my grandma. She her pinky toe

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Speaker 3: was on top of her fourth toe right there.

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Speaker 2: I was right there that before, like a criss cross

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Speaker 2: like it's her pinky grew on like this.

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Speaker 4: On top like a stacked such a I can't believe.

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Speaker 3: Just if you see him without his socks on, which

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Speaker 3: again he'll never do, but because he always wears those

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Speaker 3: little tampon socks or whatever.

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Speaker 5: But it was like like the barely door.

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Speaker 2: They drive me crazy, like they're they're just like condem

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Speaker 4: Makes me laugh even harder than you wear. You haven't

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Speaker 4: seen this in the story. Yeah, but I didn't realize

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Speaker 4: he wore them. That seems very like they go here

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Speaker 4: and then like you know.

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Speaker 6: I'm not but I gotta tell you those are not attractive.

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Speaker 2: I'd rather see your broken foot. Yeah. Yeah, it's weird

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Speaker 2: because it's like, Okay, we know what you're doing. It's

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Speaker 2: the least amount of sock one can wear it. And

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Speaker 2: then I'm like, if we go to someone's house, Like,

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Speaker 2: what do you do keep.

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Speaker 4: Your shoes on?

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Speaker 2: Taptivity tap around with your keep your shoes Bash of

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Speaker 2: Mescago has an amazing skit where he talks about taking

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Speaker 3: Don't take your shoes off with no socks, because I'm

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Speaker 3: the girl that doesn't wear socks soever. I don't even

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Speaker 3: like I think I've owned like three pairs of socks.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I understand why people want you to take

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Speaker 1: your shoes off in the house, But at the same time,

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Speaker 1: don't make me take your shoes off if we're like

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Speaker 1: getting dressed up or like, if I'm just here hanging out,

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Speaker 1: that's fine, but people do it all the time.

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Speaker 2: It is we Like, I'm with you, I don't like

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Speaker 4: I'm not taking my shoes off. Yeah, right right.

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Speaker 3: I will take my shoes off at you like y'all's houses,

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Speaker 3: but I would feel weird to take it off in

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Speaker 3: someone else's house if I had just like met them

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Speaker 3: and now I'm just walking around with my bare feet.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's weird and so tippy tappy tamp on condom socks.

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Speaker 4: Which one is it?

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Speaker 3: I think well, I called it tampon socks, and they

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Speaker 3: just seem girly. But I love you, baby, but I

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Speaker 3: think it's they just look like, you know, they're barely

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, no, I know.

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Speaker 2: I did not know that. I just am not a

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Speaker 2: sock wear but I do. I do. Like I don't

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Speaker 2: like socks on my carpet upstairs. Now that is something to.

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Speaker 4: Take my socks off.

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Speaker 2: I really would like every shoes on carpet shoes, okay, yeah,

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Speaker 2: unlike the upstairs and it's white.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I just left mine downstairs.

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Speaker 2: Thank Yeah, I get that.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I wouldn't either.

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Speaker 1: But if you were having a party, I feel like

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Speaker 1: you wouldn't make everyone take their shoes off.

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Speaker 2: I never, but if you as I'm wearing, shoes are

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Speaker 2: on my own house, yeah, and I wouldn't come up

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Speaker 2: on your carpet upstairs in the play room. Exactly. I

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Speaker 2: love it.

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Speaker 5: I love her.

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Speaker 2: The party's not even up here. Why are you down?

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Speaker 3: There's like a party, and then Christians is hanging up

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Speaker 2: That's actually.

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Speaker 3: Oh man, okay, well let's stop talking about feet.

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Speaker 2: But I started it, It's okay.

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Speaker 3: We we had to go somewhere with it. Well, and

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Speaker 3: it turned a little better on this side. So we

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Speaker 3: have a friend, a dear friend coming on today's podcast

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Speaker 3: names Kelly Rizzo. And I actually met Kelly through Bob,

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Speaker 3: her husband, her late husband, Bob Saggett. He came on

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Speaker 3: Wind Down God. It was a couple of years ago,

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Speaker 3: her the entire time and was so sweet and just

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Speaker 3: said the nicest things about her. So as a woman,

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Speaker 3: if I heard or if like, I would want to

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Speaker 3: know it's just a nice thing to be, like, Hey,

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Speaker 3: your husband was talking just amazing things about you and

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Speaker 3: how beautiful and special you are. So I DMed her

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Speaker 3: and was just like, hey, girl, I had Bob on today.

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Speaker 3: I just want you to know how much you know

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Speaker 3: all the goodness and stuff that he said. And she's

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Speaker 3: like oh, And then we became great friends. And then

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Speaker 3: I introduced y'all. She had interviewed Preston before, right, So

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Speaker 3: the reintroduction was welcomed.

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Speaker 2: Actually yep. And then yeah, she's a sweet huven. She

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Speaker 2: was a host.

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Speaker 3: She does a bunch of stuff in the cooking world,

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Speaker 3: and she has obviously since lost her husband Bob, and

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Speaker 3: now she's on that TV show where she enlists as

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Speaker 3: essentially like a Special Forces.

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Speaker 1: Special Forces or Seals It Seals or Marines Maries.

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Speaker 2: It's a really bad ass.

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Speaker 4: That's yeah, they're both bad ass.

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Speaker 2: It's insane. I auditioned, not auditioned. I got asked to

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Speaker 2: two years ago.

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Speaker 4: I mean like you were almost flying there going to

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I was weeks away from flying there, and

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Speaker 3: I had the mental I had to meet You have

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Speaker 3: to meet with a psychiatristschiatrists, psychiatrist before to see like

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Speaker 3: if you're mentally able.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm not able.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, Jana, keep it locked up in your psychiatry meeting.

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Speaker 2: I know, he's like asking all these questions. He's like,

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Speaker 2: all right, so if you were underwater and you know,

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Speaker 2: you had bricks on you, Like, how would you feel.

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Speaker 2: But I want to can I circle back on the book?

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Speaker 2: Oh, I'd love for you to come. So it's like,

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Speaker 2: I really am excited to see you sign your books.

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Speaker 3: We just show up and we're like, Janna Kreamer sign

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Speaker 2: and let's get her on. Hi. Hi, Kelly, Welcome, Kelly Rizzoto.

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Speaker 5: Oh my god, this is the most exciting thing that's

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Speaker 2: Like your friends, your friend. No, like I kind of

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Speaker 5: Well, that is very very sweet. I miss you, Kristin, Janna,

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Speaker 3: Yes, we were we were all went to I'm sorry, Kristin,

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah you weren't there.

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Speaker 3: We were just recently at Craigs in Los Angeles, and

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Speaker 2: Too, Kelly.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, a lodge and it's you know, even just kind

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Speaker 5: Like, we like, but you twenty one months?

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Speaker 3: Bob, Right, Yeah, I mean, where do we start with you,

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Speaker 1: I mean, I asked you like a million questions about

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Speaker 5: Show, how that it's been airing. I you know, there's

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Speaker 5: Well, you know, I'm a person like I lived in

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Speaker 5: They find out they purposely keep you completely in the

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Speaker 5: hundred foot drop with no guardrails, and you're at the

442
00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:26,240
Speaker 5: mercy of these drivers, Like the challenges were much less

443
00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:29,000
Speaker 5: scary to me than the actual transportation to get there.

444
00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:32,560
Speaker 2: And you've already signed your life away at this point, right, Actually,

445
00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:35,840
Speaker 2: it's like, oh sorry, Kelly Rizzo, like we're not Yeah,

446
00:20:35,880 --> 00:20:37,440
Speaker 2: it's not our fault if you don't make it.

447
00:20:37,560 --> 00:20:39,520
Speaker 5: There was one day I tried to complain about it.

448
00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:43,000
Speaker 5: I was like, I do not feel safe in these cars,

449
00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:46,560
Speaker 5: and they're like, yeah, we don't care. Yeah, Like I'm like,

450
00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:48,679
Speaker 5: you can throw me out of a helicopter. I trust

451
00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:52,840
Speaker 5: your safety teams. I just don't trust a random driver,

452
00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:55,440
Speaker 5: Like who is this guy? Who's this guy that has

453
00:20:55,480 --> 00:21:00,159
Speaker 5: our lives in his hands? You know? So anyway, we

454
00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:02,880
Speaker 5: didn't know what we were doing, like even the entire

455
00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:05,720
Speaker 5: drive there and then the drivers and there's always like

456
00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,520
Speaker 5: a producer in the cartoon, like they weren't allowed to

457
00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,000
Speaker 5: talk to us at all. Like if we're like, hey,

458
00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:10,080
Speaker 5: how long is this drive.

459
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:13,240
Speaker 2: They're like so strange.

460
00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,399
Speaker 3: It was okay, let me tell you that that'd be

461
00:21:15,440 --> 00:21:17,240
Speaker 3: my biggest challenge because I'd be like, I'd want to

462
00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:19,080
Speaker 3: be a friend, you know what I mean, I'd be like, no,

463
00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:25,000
Speaker 3: like I would just be they actually, and that'd be

464
00:21:25,040 --> 00:21:27,840
Speaker 3: my like because it's like anytime I ever meet anyone.

465
00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:29,840
Speaker 3: When I was in England, like one of the guards,

466
00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:31,000
Speaker 3: you know, I'm like, because.

467
00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:32,520
Speaker 2: They can't, I can't.

468
00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:35,439
Speaker 3: I was like, okay, I can't do that because now

469
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,320
Speaker 3: I want to be obviously respectful. But there was this

470
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:40,400
Speaker 3: this is so silly, but there was a waiter at

471
00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:43,000
Speaker 3: a restaurant third day and he just looked really just

472
00:21:43,160 --> 00:21:46,480
Speaker 3: was not being like friendly and was just kind of cold.

473
00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:47,800
Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm going to get that man to smile.

474
00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 3: So that was like my mission at dinner was to

475
00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:51,639
Speaker 3: be like, did you get I did, and then he

476
00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:58,120
Speaker 3: wouldn't stop talking. So then I was like, but anyways, wait, sorry,

477
00:21:58,160 --> 00:21:58,760
Speaker 3: we're gonna say.

478
00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:01,359
Speaker 2: I was gonna ask you so so because it's been

479
00:22:01,359 --> 00:22:04,320
Speaker 2: a heavy twenty one months in your world, I mean

480
00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:08,160
Speaker 2: a very uns we didn't you didn't expect to lose

481
00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 2: your husband. We can talk more about him as much

482
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,680
Speaker 2: as you want to, because he was a lovely, wonderful

483
00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:14,600
Speaker 2: angel of a human.

484
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:16,200
Speaker 5: You know, I love talking about Bob.

485
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:19,320
Speaker 2: I know the world does. Actually, so that might because

486
00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:19,920
Speaker 2: that makes.

487
00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:23,600
Speaker 5: Me so happy that like he I mean, it's been

488
00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:28,040
Speaker 5: barely two years, but everyone's still loving talking about him,

489
00:22:28,040 --> 00:22:31,560
Speaker 5: and I just hope that endures forever. And obviously I'm

490
00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:33,600
Speaker 5: going to do my part in that so well, I

491
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:34,040
Speaker 5: think we.

492
00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:37,000
Speaker 2: All kind of waited for, Like, when you lose someone

493
00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:40,200
Speaker 2: like Bob, you suspect that someone as successful as him,

494
00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:43,959
Speaker 2: as famous as he was, as brilliant and funny as

495
00:22:43,960 --> 00:22:46,120
Speaker 2: he was, that we would hear some like we would

496
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:49,440
Speaker 2: hear at some point a bad story. There's no bad

497
00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:54,360
Speaker 2: Bob stories. Like That's why when I shared with you

498
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,720
Speaker 2: that Bob was a borrowed human, I just don't even

499
00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:59,520
Speaker 2: believe that, Like, you know, I feel like we were

500
00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:02,280
Speaker 2: just so gift to to even have him. But before

501
00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:08,040
Speaker 2: we go to and two, Bob how it relates to

502
00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:09,600
Speaker 2: this show is what I wanted to get to. So,

503
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:13,719
Speaker 2: what is the thing that you learned most about yourself

504
00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:16,320
Speaker 2: and doing the show? Because you're on the heels of

505
00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:19,520
Speaker 2: the probably I would assume maybe the deepest grief that

506
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:23,920
Speaker 2: you've experienced in your life course, and then you are

507
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:27,679
Speaker 2: on the cliff right mentally probably and physically in a

508
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:30,600
Speaker 2: car with a driver you don't trust, Like, tell me

509
00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:34,320
Speaker 2: what you learned or maybe all the things you learned

510
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:36,760
Speaker 2: doing this show, this kind of show, because it's a

511
00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:40,320
Speaker 2: mentally tough show coming off of a very mentally and

512
00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:42,240
Speaker 2: heart heavy season. For you.

513
00:23:43,320 --> 00:23:47,560
Speaker 5: Well, I had been told, and I mean you guys

514
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:51,000
Speaker 5: also as my friends were part of the people telling

515
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:55,680
Speaker 5: me this regularly, that you know, you're so strong, you're

516
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:59,639
Speaker 5: so strong, you're so strong, and when you're in it

517
00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:02,320
Speaker 5: both I know that you guys have heard this too.

518
00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:05,080
Speaker 5: You know, when you're going through something and people are

519
00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:07,440
Speaker 5: telling you you're strong, you don't really see it because

520
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:10,000
Speaker 5: you feel like you're just a puddle of a person,

521
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:12,919
Speaker 5: Like you don't know that you're strong. But when everyone

522
00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:16,040
Speaker 5: keeps telling you that, you're like, maybe there's something to this,

523
00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:21,919
Speaker 5: And there's no better place to put that to the

524
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,800
Speaker 5: test than when you are completely stripped down of every

525
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:32,320
Speaker 5: single thing, every creature, comfort you're used to, every type

526
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:36,320
Speaker 5: of you know, being around your family, your friends, being

527
00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:39,320
Speaker 5: in a harsh environment, I mean, nothing's going to kind

528
00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:41,800
Speaker 5: of break you down more than that, and especially being

529
00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:46,840
Speaker 5: yelled at constantly by Navy Seals and British special Forces

530
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:51,280
Speaker 5: and they're very scary British voices that nothing's going to

531
00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:54,200
Speaker 5: test your strength more than that, and I'm like, how

532
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:57,160
Speaker 5: can I not take this opportunity to really find out,

533
00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,280
Speaker 5: like at the core, how much strength there really is.

534
00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:07,560
Speaker 5: And you know, it was a very interesting opportunity because

535
00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:11,199
Speaker 5: on a daily basis, you're just really tested. And I

536
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:14,280
Speaker 5: remember the first time I was realizing when I was

537
00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:18,200
Speaker 5: there was the very first day at our first challenge.

538
00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 5: It was really cold that day and it was raining

539
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 5: and we were standing for hours and hours and we

540
00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:27,480
Speaker 5: hadn't eaten all day. We're all starving and freezing and

541
00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:30,199
Speaker 5: very uncomfortable, like you can't just like you know, in

542
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:31,880
Speaker 5: any situation, you're like, Okay, I'm just going to sit

543
00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,439
Speaker 5: on the floor for a few minutes, Like no, you

544
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 5: can't do that because you're in the military now, so

545
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:38,919
Speaker 5: you have to stand at attention for five hours straight

546
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:44,919
Speaker 5: and not eat and you're freezing, And every bone in

547
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:48,679
Speaker 5: my body was wanting to revert to my typical self

548
00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:51,760
Speaker 5: of complaining and being like, oh oh my god, this sucks,

549
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 5: like I'm cold and I want to sit down, but

550
00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:57,840
Speaker 5: I didn't do that. I'm like, no, Kelly, You're going

551
00:25:57,880 --> 00:26:00,000
Speaker 5: to dig deep and you're going to find some strength

552
00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:04,320
Speaker 5: right now, and you are going to just calm down

553
00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:08,840
Speaker 5: and relax and be in this moment. And I fought

554
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 5: everything in my being that would typically complain and be

555
00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 5: uncomfortable and be upset, and I got through. And then afterwards,

556
00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:18,040
Speaker 5: even though it was something as minor as being hungry

557
00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:21,000
Speaker 5: for five hours, afterwards, I was like, oh, wow, Okay,

558
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:22,720
Speaker 5: I got through that. I could do that, Like what

559
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:26,200
Speaker 5: else can I do? And then every challenge that some

560
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:28,879
Speaker 5: of these things are really freaking scary, like doing a

561
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 5: back dive off a thirty foot high platform off a boat,

562
00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 5: and to pitch black water in the middle of the

563
00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:38,119
Speaker 5: night in a frozen lake in New Zealand. You know,

564
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:41,399
Speaker 5: every part of your body is like you don't do this,

565
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,720
Speaker 5: this is dangerous, but then you just do it. And

566
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 5: then afterwards you just had this immense sense of pride

567
00:26:46,160 --> 00:26:49,360
Speaker 5: and you're like, all right, if I could get through

568
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:51,119
Speaker 5: what I went through the past year and a half

569
00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:55,200
Speaker 5: and then get through these challenges you know on this

570
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:58,840
Speaker 5: crazy show that I'm doing all right, maybe there is

571
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:00,479
Speaker 5: something to me being strong.

572
00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:07,199
Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, all of it sounds so terrifying to me.

573
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:23,879
Speaker 3: You had said at dinner the other night that you

574
00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:26,159
Speaker 3: guys all room together, you didn't shower, you were on

575
00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:30,080
Speaker 3: cots in the same room. Now, we've all had roommates before,

576
00:27:30,119 --> 00:27:32,080
Speaker 3: and there's probably that one roommate that sticks out to

577
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 3: all of us that we might have just been like,

578
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:38,040
Speaker 3: if given the opportunity, I wouldn't ring with you. Yeah,

579
00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:40,919
Speaker 3: So is there someone that you were like kind of

580
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:44,800
Speaker 3: rubbed the wrong way rooming with it or just as

581
00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 3: in the cast, as general in general when doing missions?

582
00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 3: And then who is your favorite?

583
00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:55,280
Speaker 5: Good question? Well, there's really no one because I'm you know,

584
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:56,200
Speaker 5: I'm probably.

585
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:59,320
Speaker 2: Don't give me the political killing answer.

586
00:27:59,440 --> 00:28:04,600
Speaker 5: Give you the down dirty. So here's the scoop. So, I,

587
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 5: being you know, not the most dramatic person, I'm probably

588
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:10,520
Speaker 5: like the least exciting to have on a reality show

589
00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:13,360
Speaker 5: like where I just wanted to because you're so you're

590
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 5: scared shitless of these the ds, you know, the directing staff.

591
00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:19,879
Speaker 5: I just wanted to like slip through the cracks and

592
00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:21,959
Speaker 5: like go as unnoticed as possible because I don't want

593
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:25,240
Speaker 5: to be called out to, you know, I just didn't

594
00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 5: want to be on their radar. I wanted to like

595
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:29,119
Speaker 5: slip through the cracks. So even when we're in the

596
00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:33,040
Speaker 5: bunk house and in our barracks, you know, I don't

597
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 5: want to draw too much attention to myself because because

598
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 5: there's cameras on you twenty four hours at eight even

599
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,600
Speaker 5: at nighttime, there's infrared cameras on you while you're sleeping.

600
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,040
Speaker 5: So I'm like, Okay, I don't want to raise any

601
00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:49,240
Speaker 5: red flags here. But it is very interesting sleeping in

602
00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:51,560
Speaker 5: a room with you know, fourteen people total in the

603
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:54,640
Speaker 5: and it's not like your cots are ten feet apart,

604
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:59,560
Speaker 5: you're about eighteen inches apart, so you're lined up one

605
00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:03,640
Speaker 5: next to another. I was across from Jack Osborne, so

606
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 5: like every morning when we'd wake up, like he and

607
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,600
Speaker 5: I would wake up and like be like hi, like

608
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 5: so we were the first and next to me was

609
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:14,600
Speaker 5: des Bryant, and then across from me is Tara Reid

610
00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:18,400
Speaker 5: now or I mean next to Jack was Tara. So

611
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:20,440
Speaker 5: Tara was the one, you know, and she wasn't there

612
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 5: very long. You already see her go home in episode two,

613
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 5: so she was only there one night, but that one

614
00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 5: night was very very interesting. So overall, I got along

615
00:29:29,560 --> 00:29:31,640
Speaker 5: with everybody. I did not get along with Tara, but

616
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:35,719
Speaker 5: she was probably the one that you know, was the

617
00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:38,840
Speaker 5: most And if you saw the first episode especially, you

618
00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:41,720
Speaker 5: saw that she was having a very difficult time. She's

619
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:47,080
Speaker 5: just such a slight, tiny human and so she couldn't physically,

620
00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,360
Speaker 5: she just could not keep up. And that's not even

621
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,920
Speaker 5: me being mean about it, like she just physically she's

622
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:55,720
Speaker 5: so so tiny and frail that she couldn't carry the bat,

623
00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:59,600
Speaker 5: Like she couldn't do it, and you know, so it

624
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:02,800
Speaker 5: was a lot to even get her up and moving,

625
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 5: and you know, so everyone was like kind of like,

626
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,400
Speaker 5: all right, Tara, like we need to get you up

627
00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 5: with because we can't be held back. And at night,

628
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:17,560
Speaker 5: she was snoring the loudest, so he kept everyone awake.

629
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:21,880
Speaker 5: I can snoring, yeah, Tom Sandoval, he snored a lot too.

630
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:24,520
Speaker 5: But that was one of the things I was most

631
00:30:24,520 --> 00:30:27,360
Speaker 5: afraid of, was the sleeping because I'm not you know, I.

632
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:29,480
Speaker 3: Need a sound machine. Like how do you do Like

633
00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:31,280
Speaker 3: do they give you ear plugs? Like can you bring

634
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:31,880
Speaker 3: ear plugs?

635
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,320
Speaker 5: I tried. They don't let anything, and so I didn't

636
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 5: get my eyemasked. I would ear plugs, sound machine.

637
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:40,120
Speaker 3: I would I would, I would calm the skate air

638
00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:41,800
Speaker 3: plugs in places to get air.

639
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:44,480
Speaker 2: Plugging something else.

640
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,120
Speaker 5: Jack Osborne gave me a chunk of a paper towel

641
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 5: and he was like, here, shove this in your ear.

642
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:52,080
Speaker 5: So I literally took like not soft paper towels, like

643
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:54,479
Speaker 5: you know, like industrial paper towels, and I took off

644
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 5: little bits and I shoved them in my ears when

645
00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:59,800
Speaker 5: I went to sleep. We didn't have any toilet tries

646
00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:03,080
Speaker 5: so so no shampoo, no condition no combs, no brushes.

647
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 5: The only thing we were allowed was deodorant and toothbrush

648
00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:10,000
Speaker 5: and toothpaste. That's it. So I had to comb my

649
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:11,080
Speaker 5: hair with a metal fork.

650
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,640
Speaker 2: Oh, I a dingle hopper.

651
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:16,040
Speaker 5: It was a dingle hopper, I was. I was definitely

652
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:20,560
Speaker 5: used the dingle hopper reference. I you know, I didn't

653
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 5: shower the entire time I was there, and I think, yeah,

654
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:27,240
Speaker 5: I think that there are only two people that shower

655
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 5: that I know of while I was there, which was

656
00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:32,280
Speaker 5: Tyler Cameron and Savannah Pursley were the only people who

657
00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:34,840
Speaker 5: took one shower. And it was like a big deal.

658
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,920
Speaker 2: How can you shower? Are you allowed to shower?

659
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,200
Speaker 5: They have a shower, but you have to like fill

660
00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:43,960
Speaker 5: up this water tank with water from this like drop thing,

661
00:31:44,680 --> 00:31:50,680
Speaker 5: and then it's not it was either like freezing cold

662
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:55,320
Speaker 5: or boiling hot. And then you had to walk outdoors

663
00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 5: from the shower all the way to the bar.

664
00:31:58,680 --> 00:31:59,959
Speaker 2: Shower don't care.

665
00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:03,080
Speaker 5: I was doing pretty too much of a process, and

666
00:32:03,120 --> 00:32:05,080
Speaker 5: I was like, I'll just be dirty. I don't care

667
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:07,320
Speaker 5: like I was. I mean, I was jumping in frozen

668
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,000
Speaker 5: ponds every day, so I was like, I guess that's

669
00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 5: my shower.

670
00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:14,040
Speaker 4: And a culture awful would rather just be dirty.

671
00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 3: So Okay, excited to continue to watch you on the show.

672
00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 3: It's fun to see you on there, and I'm just

673
00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,480
Speaker 3: it's yeah, it's.

674
00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:24,480
Speaker 5: I mean, can you guys believe it that I did this?

675
00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:27,720
Speaker 3: Now? I believe that No, But I'm excited to keep

676
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,480
Speaker 3: watching see your journey. Could we go back to Bob

677
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:34,080
Speaker 3: for a second, of course, what was the thing? And

678
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 3: we kind of know the story how at first you

679
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:39,760
Speaker 3: were like, I don't really want to date him? Do

680
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 3: you want to tell that story? And then what was

681
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:44,320
Speaker 3: the thing that made you go, Okay, he is the one?

682
00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 5: So he had found me? Well, you know the real

683
00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:54,280
Speaker 5: full story that I haven't really told publicly is that

684
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:56,680
Speaker 5: it was a dating app that he first saw me on,

685
00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:59,480
Speaker 5: but we didn't connect on the dating app, so we

686
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 5: or he saw me on Riyah but then reached out

687
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:06,520
Speaker 5: to me on Instagram. But he had reached out to

688
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:09,320
Speaker 5: a mutual friend first in Chicago who's also in Chicago

689
00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 5: media and just maybe assumed we knew each other, and

690
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:15,840
Speaker 5: so he reached out to me. He was like, do

691
00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:17,600
Speaker 5: you know this Kelly Rizo girl? And he's like, yeah,

692
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:20,080
Speaker 5: I do, And Bob goes, is she a bitch? And

693
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:22,800
Speaker 5: he's like, no, I heard she's pretty nice actually, and

694
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 5: he's like, okay, I kind of want to message her

695
00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 5: on Instagram? Can you let her know I'm sending her

696
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:29,720
Speaker 5: a DM. So he got a message to me that

697
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:33,120
Speaker 5: Bob was going to message me, and I was like, ugh,

698
00:33:33,800 --> 00:33:36,760
Speaker 5: I was like, I'm sagat, like that's weird.

699
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:38,200
Speaker 2: Danny Tanner.

700
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:43,840
Speaker 5: I was going to say, Tanner, that's so weird. I'm like, eh,

701
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 5: I'm like he's too old for me. It wasn't really

702
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,400
Speaker 5: my type, but I'm like, this is too intriguing because

703
00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:51,640
Speaker 5: of who he was, and I was like, maybe we

704
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:57,160
Speaker 5: could like be friends. So we just started talking on

705
00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:01,160
Speaker 5: Snapchat first, his Snapchat name was bobster.

706
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:06,560
Speaker 3: Clawat I can't snapchat.

707
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:11,640
Speaker 5: I was on Snapchat and we started talking in there

708
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:13,480
Speaker 5: and then like on Instagram, and then I came to

709
00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 5: LA and we hung out a few times and he

710
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:19,440
Speaker 5: was definitely very interested, and at first I was fighting it.

711
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 5: But then I'm like, oh my god, Like this guy's

712
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:24,880
Speaker 5: like too like how do I not? How do I

713
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:28,280
Speaker 5: pass this up? Like it's he's too wonderful, he's too interesting,

714
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:32,480
Speaker 5: he's the most unique human that's probably ever lived, Like

715
00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:36,680
Speaker 5: I can't pass this up. So I was like, guys,

716
00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:40,520
Speaker 5: I think I have a crush on Bob's second, and

717
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:43,480
Speaker 5: then my friends were at first like that's weird, and

718
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 5: then everyone's like, wait, he's kind of nice, he's kind

719
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 5: of cool, Like see where this goes. I'm like, all right,

720
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:53,200
Speaker 5: I'll give him a chance. And so then right away,

721
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,600
Speaker 5: I mean I would say, not even a month later

722
00:34:56,239 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 5: we were like officially dating and then ten months.

723
00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:02,680
Speaker 2: How many you have been?

724
00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:04,560
Speaker 3: How many months after that did you guys get engaged

725
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:05,240
Speaker 3: and then married?

726
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:11,680
Speaker 5: So we started dating in like May of twenty sixteen.

727
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,360
Speaker 5: I moved to LA in March of twenty seventeen, and

728
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:18,680
Speaker 5: we got engaged in November of twenty seventeen and then

729
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 5: married October of twenty eighteen, So it'll be five years,

730
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:25,240
Speaker 5: or would have been five years this month.

731
00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:30,760
Speaker 3: So you marry the man in your dreams and he's

732
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,880
Speaker 3: you know, obviously your one and the love of your life,

733
00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:38,760
Speaker 3: how do you go about the grieving that and then

734
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,799
Speaker 3: now two years later going how can I how how

735
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:46,479
Speaker 3: do you then open yourself up again for love when

736
00:35:46,640 --> 00:35:49,080
Speaker 3: that's not something that you ever would have, it's not

737
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:51,839
Speaker 3: what you wanted, and it's like and he was, he

738
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:52,439
Speaker 3: was your one?

739
00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:55,600
Speaker 2: So how do you go about that? And you're young, Kelly,

740
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:56,920
Speaker 2: you're in your forties, right.

741
00:35:57,040 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, forty four. Thanks for saying that's young, Kristen.

742
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 2: I'm young too. We're all.

743
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 5: Babies are so, you know, Channa, very good question, I

744
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:14,960
Speaker 5: would say.

745
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 6: So.

746
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:20,960
Speaker 5: And once again because this is you guys, and you

747
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:23,280
Speaker 5: know your podcast, which I know is very very special,

748
00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 5: Like I'm I'll say things that like I've literally never

749
00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:30,840
Speaker 5: said before Bob, and like my relationship was very unique

750
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:35,719
Speaker 5: and very special. And Bob, as I said, was one

751
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 5: of a kind and the only person that will ever

752
00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:42,040
Speaker 5: I mean, there will never be another Bob. But given

753
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 5: that it didn't mean that, like there we had so

754
00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 5: much in common and our love for each other was

755
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:51,560
Speaker 5: so so, so strong and so deep, but there were

756
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:55,120
Speaker 5: you know, our personalities weren't one hundred percent in line.

757
00:36:55,239 --> 00:36:57,560
Speaker 5: I mean, he was you know, we had very different

758
00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:01,200
Speaker 5: lives and very different upbringings and you know, such different

759
00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:09,680
Speaker 5: personalities that what's interesting is now looking forward, is it's like, yeah,

760
00:37:09,719 --> 00:37:12,360
Speaker 5: the love that I have with Bob would never be replaced,

761
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:16,640
Speaker 5: but maybe there's room for somebody that one day can have,

762
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:20,840
Speaker 5: you know, certain things that maybe I wasn't compatible with Bob.

763
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:24,520
Speaker 5: I'll have a compatibility in that area with somebody else.

764
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:28,360
Speaker 5: Now they won't have the things that Bob had, because

765
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:30,919
Speaker 5: nobody ever will, and that is a place that only

766
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:33,799
Speaker 5: he will hold forever. But maybe in some of the

767
00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:37,000
Speaker 5: places we weren't very compatible, the new person will be,

768
00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:39,560
Speaker 5: you know, and certain things because you know, Bob and

769
00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:42,880
Speaker 5: I were twenty three years apart, we had very different backgrounds,

770
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,800
Speaker 5: just different outlooks on life.

771
00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:48,000
Speaker 3: And it was a little more sensitive. We won't say who,

772
00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:51,080
Speaker 3: but you know what I mean, like so and you

773
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,680
Speaker 3: know it might be a little tougher. Yeah, So it's

774
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:56,440
Speaker 3: that's very interesting. I mean I know we've had that conversation,

775
00:37:56,520 --> 00:37:58,520
Speaker 3: but I think it's important for people to hear because

776
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 3: I make up that when someone loses someone someone other

777
00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:05,799
Speaker 3: people might cast well, how can you just move on

778
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:08,680
Speaker 3: from that person? It's like, not every relationship is this

779
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:13,080
Speaker 3: perfect thing. And though you guys shared an amazing love

780
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:15,080
Speaker 3: and you'll always hold that love so near and dear,

781
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 3: and you know, whenever we're at your place, like Bob

782
00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:20,120
Speaker 3: has his presence still in your home no matter where

783
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:23,200
Speaker 3: you move, and will always be in your heart. And

784
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:28,000
Speaker 3: it's still okay for you to find a love like

785
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:30,879
Speaker 3: you said, like, Okay, what was I maybe missing or

786
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:36,440
Speaker 3: wanting more from that relationship that you can now find,

787
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 3: you know, maybe in a new love. And I'm curious too,

788
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:44,399
Speaker 3: do you feel pressure with the timeline of getting into

789
00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 3: a next relationship? Like do you feel society going, oh,

790
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:49,120
Speaker 3: that's too fast or how could you move on so fast?

791
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,080
Speaker 3: Like where do you do you feel that pressure from

792
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:54,920
Speaker 3: society or are you personally feeling that for yourself?

793
00:38:55,280 --> 00:39:00,239
Speaker 5: Well, fortunately I'm in a great position in that. Yes,

794
00:39:00,239 --> 00:39:03,040
Speaker 5: I'm forty four, but I have been married twice, so

795
00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:06,640
Speaker 5: it's not like I'm a woman who's never been married,

796
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,200
Speaker 5: and I'm like, oh, what's that Like I want to

797
00:39:08,239 --> 00:39:10,640
Speaker 5: walk down the aisle and be a bride and have

798
00:39:10,719 --> 00:39:13,760
Speaker 5: all those pictures and you know, like I've been married.

799
00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:18,239
Speaker 5: I I'm not in a rush to get married. I

800
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:21,640
Speaker 5: don't want kids, you know, I have three incredible step daughters,

801
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 5: and so I'm not like in a hurry. I'm not

802
00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:29,719
Speaker 5: you know, like my clock's ticking, you know, like I

803
00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,760
Speaker 5: need to I need to hurry up and find somebody.

804
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 5: So fortunately, I'm in a good place with that, with

805
00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:42,680
Speaker 5: the timing aspect, and I've really found that society. I mean, yes,

806
00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 5: they're a little too focused on you know, you know,

807
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,560
Speaker 5: like I'll say, I'll say, you know, I didn't interview

808
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:51,840
Speaker 5: the other day where I said something like, oh, I'm

809
00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:54,719
Speaker 5: open to this, and now it's you know, headlines on

810
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,160
Speaker 5: every outlet is like Kelly Rizzo says she's open to day.

811
00:39:57,200 --> 00:40:00,759
Speaker 5: I'm like, who, it's so weird that that's a thing.

812
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:05,680
Speaker 5: But I've noticed that there has just been a lot

813
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:08,040
Speaker 5: of support and there has even me saying that I'm

814
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 5: open to that. There hasn't been any negative feedback from that.

815
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:17,000
Speaker 5: But ultimately, all that matters to me is what Bob's

816
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:21,680
Speaker 5: daughters think and his you know, like family and best

817
00:40:21,719 --> 00:40:25,839
Speaker 5: friends and what my family thinks. That's ultimately the only

818
00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:30,040
Speaker 5: people who matter and whose opinion should matter. And you know,

819
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:32,960
Speaker 5: I have the blessing from Bob's daughters and I have

820
00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:37,000
Speaker 5: the blessing from his very best friends that you know

821
00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:41,600
Speaker 5: that they would support me moving forward. And I've learned

822
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:43,680
Speaker 5: to say like moving forward, not moving on, because like

823
00:40:43,719 --> 00:40:45,960
Speaker 5: you're never going to move on from Bob. You move forward,

824
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:52,240
Speaker 5: and you know, to have somebody that will respect Bob

825
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:56,560
Speaker 5: and respect the situation and respect what I had and

826
00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:01,520
Speaker 5: that just understand hands it and gets it, and that's

827
00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:04,160
Speaker 5: you know, going to be how I move forward. And

828
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:07,399
Speaker 5: ultimately just having the support of Bob's girls is all

829
00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:08,080
Speaker 5: that matters to me.

830
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 3: So that's the timeline of that has always bothered me

831
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,960
Speaker 3: because I do remember us having a conversation one time

832
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:16,520
Speaker 3: where you were just like, well, that just might be

833
00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 3: a little too soon. It's like, I hate when people

834
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:23,239
Speaker 3: feel pressure to not have to like date right away.

835
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:24,400
Speaker 2: It's like, oh, if.

836
00:41:24,239 --> 00:41:26,160
Speaker 3: You move on too fast, you didn't care, if you

837
00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:28,600
Speaker 3: take forever, then there's something must be So I'm just like,

838
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:31,799
Speaker 3: why is there so much pressure on like and I

839
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:34,200
Speaker 3: even hear you say like, and I love that you know,

840
00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:38,600
Speaker 3: you obviously cared about your stepdaughters and with what they thought.

841
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 3: But at the same time, I'm like, as a friend,

842
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 3: I'm like, well, Kelly, it's what it's also your heart

843
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 3: and what you think and not just to live your

844
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:47,160
Speaker 3: life based on what other people want you to do.

845
00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:49,360
Speaker 3: Because if that's the case, if we lived our lives

846
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:50,880
Speaker 3: based on what other people want us to do or

847
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:53,239
Speaker 3: the timeline, I would never get married again or I

848
00:41:53,239 --> 00:41:55,439
Speaker 3: wouldn't you know what I mean, Like people would be like, oh,

849
00:41:56,239 --> 00:41:58,279
Speaker 3: you should never do this, and it's like, you don't

850
00:41:58,320 --> 00:41:59,759
Speaker 3: want to live your life based on what other people

851
00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:02,319
Speaker 3: say opinions. Our thoughts are now again I understand your

852
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:06,600
Speaker 3: reasoning for the stepdaughter and making them comfortable, and also like,

853
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:10,680
Speaker 3: as your friend, going, well, it's you know what's right.

854
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:14,880
Speaker 3: You're not a malicious human. You have all the greatest

855
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:17,040
Speaker 3: intentions in the world, and anyone that loves and knows

856
00:42:17,080 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 3: you would back you right.

857
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:25,440
Speaker 5: No, and you're you're absolutely right. And ultimately, let's say,

858
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:28,560
Speaker 5: like to put numbers on it, you know, the first

859
00:42:28,719 --> 00:42:32,799
Speaker 5: year it was something that I really couldn't even contemplate.

860
00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:36,160
Speaker 5: And then after a year, which you know, there's a

861
00:42:36,160 --> 00:42:38,799
Speaker 5: little bit of the internal clock of okay, like this

862
00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:41,160
Speaker 5: doesn't wouldn't even feel right before year, and then there's

863
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 5: like the society clock, which you know, society would kind

864
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:47,080
Speaker 5: of deem that at least, you know, one year is

865
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:51,279
Speaker 5: a reasonable amount of time to at least you know,

866
00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:53,839
Speaker 5: if it's two months later, that's a little I mean,

867
00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 5: anyone would say that's a little weird. And then you know,

868
00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:59,319
Speaker 5: ten years later it's like, okay, what's going on here?

869
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:03,080
Speaker 5: But after a year is when you know, I kind

870
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:08,960
Speaker 5: of started getting the blessing of people to that and

871
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,919
Speaker 5: once again, you're right that it is ultimately my call.

872
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 5: And when I asked for this blessing in general, everyone

873
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:22,600
Speaker 5: was basically saying like, this is up to you, Like,

874
00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,279
Speaker 5: of course you have our blessing, but this is up

875
00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:26,520
Speaker 5: to you, you know. So it wasn't like people are like, yes,

876
00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:31,719
Speaker 5: I give you permission, now this is okay, but yeah,

877
00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:34,839
Speaker 5: to me, the year mark was what was most appropriate.

878
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:37,360
Speaker 5: But then you know, it wasn't really even until like

879
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:39,400
Speaker 5: a year and a half later that I was like, okay,

880
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:42,279
Speaker 5: this is something that really is starting to make sense

881
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:42,520
Speaker 5: for me.

882
00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:44,240
Speaker 2: Where do you still feel Bob?

883
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:49,640
Speaker 5: Oh God? Everywhere? I mean, I you know, I'll hear

884
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:54,440
Speaker 5: jokes of his in my head. I'll hear, you know,

885
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 5: just like things he would say, advice that he would give,

886
00:43:59,480 --> 00:43:59,719
Speaker 5: you know.

887
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:04,200
Speaker 3: Any little things like a light flicker or something or less,

888
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,000
Speaker 3: and then symbolic with you, guys that you.

889
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:11,319
Speaker 5: In the beginning there were maybe more like signs type

890
00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:13,120
Speaker 5: of things that you know, I was never really a

891
00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:17,920
Speaker 5: believer of or super into, but then certain things in

892
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:21,799
Speaker 5: the beginning were kind of hard to ignore, Like when

893
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:22,280
Speaker 5: you moved.

894
00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 2: Into that one house, right, there's that thing.

895
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:28,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, very very good call. So there was this little

896
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:32,960
Speaker 5: figurine that Bob had on his nightstand for years. It

897
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:36,000
Speaker 5: was just like little Wooden. Actually, I've got it right here.

898
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,480
Speaker 5: I'll show you it's literally right here.

899
00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:39,040
Speaker 2: I love her.

900
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:45,040
Speaker 5: So this little guy, Bob had this on his nightstand

901
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:50,520
Speaker 5: for years and it was really special to him. And

902
00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:52,920
Speaker 5: when I was looking for a new house, when I

903
00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 5: had to move, I found this one house that just

904
00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 5: even the second I walked in, felt very special.

905
00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:05,320
Speaker 2: And it was a beautiful house, great views.

906
00:45:05,719 --> 00:45:09,880
Speaker 5: So glad you guys, come stay. But there was on

907
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:14,600
Speaker 5: the shelf like near the mantle of the fireplace, there

908
00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:16,600
Speaker 5: was another one of these guys and like, I'd never

909
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:19,520
Speaker 5: seen one of these before. It's not like a typical thing,

910
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:22,120
Speaker 5: and there was it was slightly bigger, but it was

911
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:23,759
Speaker 5: the exact same thing.

912
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:29,200
Speaker 2: Position can see this. It's literally like a wooden like

913
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:30,239
Speaker 2: I don't even know how.

914
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:32,360
Speaker 5: To like a little strong man kind of guy.

915
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:36,440
Speaker 2: But like maybe I would, like, I don't know what.

916
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:39,480
Speaker 5: There is an a cube bot.

917
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,320
Speaker 2: And again this is very on brand for Bob.

918
00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:46,040
Speaker 5: It was just a little guy on on his nightstand.

919
00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:48,200
Speaker 5: But I mean it wasn't like in a closet. This

920
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:51,040
Speaker 5: was on his night stand next to his bed. And

921
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:56,400
Speaker 5: this general my landlord had the same little guy. And

922
00:45:56,440 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 5: I'm like, my god, you know, and I'm not a

923
00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 5: huge believer in science, but I'm like, that's really weird.

924
00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:05,960
Speaker 5: What are the odds that he would have the same guy?

925
00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:07,840
Speaker 5: And so I was like, this is the house and

926
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:09,959
Speaker 5: I literally started crying. I was like, this is the house,

927
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:12,759
Speaker 5: and I just feel like Bob would support this, and

928
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:15,400
Speaker 5: he would because I felt really guilty moving even though

929
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:17,120
Speaker 5: I didn't have a choice, I had to move, but

930
00:46:17,880 --> 00:46:22,480
Speaker 5: I still felt really weird, like leaving behind, you know,

931
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:24,799
Speaker 5: the house that we shared and the house that was

932
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,680
Speaker 5: so important to him, and so it was a sign

933
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:31,320
Speaker 5: to me that okay, this is okay. Like because Bob,

934
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,880
Speaker 5: it was almost like him giving his blessing on me

935
00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 5: moving into a new home and finding this new house.

936
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:51,719
Speaker 7: So hey everyone, it's Sophia Bush, host of the podcast

937
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,600
Speaker 7: Work in Progress. I am thrilled to tell you that

938
00:46:54,680 --> 00:46:58,760
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939
00:46:58,840 --> 00:47:01,920
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940
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:05,680
Speaker 7: to have all of these big conversations together. We are

941
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:08,400
Speaker 7: going to get educated, a little bit enlightened, and we

942
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:12,880
Speaker 7: will definitely be entertained. I started Work in Progress because

943
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:15,799
Speaker 7: I'm a curious person, and I realized there are so

944
00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:19,360
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945
00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:24,239
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946
00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:27,680
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947
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:34,600
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948
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949
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:42,240
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950
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:48,759
Speaker 7: you listen to podcasts.

951
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:53,000
Speaker 3: What would be your biggest gift to give someone right

952
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:56,239
Speaker 3: now that is grieving the loss of someone they love.

953
00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:58,000
Speaker 2: What helped you through.

954
00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:04,560
Speaker 5: For me was just when I was able to get

955
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:09,320
Speaker 5: to a place of just profound gratitude for the time

956
00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:13,880
Speaker 5: that I had with him, And you ladies know that

957
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,839
Speaker 5: that I think I got there pretty quickly, which is

958
00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:19,320
Speaker 5: not to say that it is the easiest thing. And

959
00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:23,520
Speaker 5: I'm sure there are so many people, depending on the

960
00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:26,399
Speaker 5: type of loved one that you lose, that it's very

961
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:32,040
Speaker 5: hard to get to that place. But with Bob, the

962
00:48:32,080 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 5: fact that he had lived sixty five years on this

963
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 5: planet and truly made the world a better place and

964
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,160
Speaker 5: accomplished so much in his life, and it was like

965
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:44,839
Speaker 5: so easy to look at his as a life well

966
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:52,240
Speaker 5: lived and like job well done, and that he truly

967
00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:55,800
Speaker 5: made a mark on this world. It was really easy

968
00:48:55,840 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 5: for me to not be like, oh, isn't fair why me?

969
00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 5: You know, how could his life just be cut so short?

970
00:49:05,719 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 5: I mean, yes, of course we all wanted him and

971
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:09,520
Speaker 5: thought he was going to live to be one hundred.

972
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 5: I mean he very specifically. He always told me, He's like,

973
00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 5: I'm going to outlive you. I'm like, okay, I mean

974
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:18,680
Speaker 5: for twenty three years apart, So it's probably unlikely. He

975
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:20,239
Speaker 5: like truly thought, He's like, I'm going to be one

976
00:49:20,320 --> 00:49:26,239
Speaker 5: hundred and fifteen and like you'll be ninety two. Yeah. Yeah,

977
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:28,840
Speaker 5: he was very adamant that he was going to outlive me,

978
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:32,040
Speaker 5: and so, yeah, I thought he was going to have

979
00:49:32,160 --> 00:49:37,560
Speaker 5: many more years. But you know, in terms of typical society,

980
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 5: sixty five is you know, he still had a you know,

981
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:42,960
Speaker 5: a good amount of time to make the world a

982
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:47,960
Speaker 5: better place, raise three beautiful daughters, you know, find somebody

983
00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:51,760
Speaker 5: who really loved him, and live a very special life.

984
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:55,960
Speaker 5: And so for me, gratitude and just being like, wow,

985
00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:58,520
Speaker 5: how lucky was I that I got to be a

986
00:49:58,560 --> 00:50:02,400
Speaker 5: part of that for the years that I did, instead

987
00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:07,799
Speaker 5: of focusing on it's not fair why me? So I

988
00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:12,000
Speaker 5: know that that's easier said than done, But any way

989
00:50:12,080 --> 00:50:16,000
Speaker 5: that somebody could get to this place of gratitude, you know,

990
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:21,200
Speaker 5: as soon as possible, like to just feel grateful for

991
00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:24,000
Speaker 5: the time you had is to me that was the

992
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:28,080
Speaker 5: most helpful thing. That and of course having the most

993
00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 5: incredible support system of friends and family, and you know,

994
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:35,880
Speaker 5: I mean, like Kristin, I want to I mean, everyone

995
00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:39,319
Speaker 5: was so wonderful, but Kristin, you I can't even. I

996
00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:41,400
Speaker 5: mean I could literally go back and check my text,

997
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:44,480
Speaker 5: but I think you checked it on me every single

998
00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:50,400
Speaker 5: day for like five months or something. There was not

999
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:51,960
Speaker 5: a day And it makes me want to cry right

1000
00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:52,719
Speaker 5: now because it's good.

1001
00:50:52,920 --> 00:50:53,600
Speaker 1: It was just so.

1002
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:58,000
Speaker 5: It was just so I'll never forget as long as

1003
00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:00,279
Speaker 5: I live. It was so kind and so thought full,

1004
00:51:00,320 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 5: and it got to the point where it was no, well,

1005
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,360
Speaker 5: I every day, like I would wake up because you know,

1006
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:09,359
Speaker 5: I was in LA and you're in Nashville, so like

1007
00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:10,960
Speaker 5: you were ahead of me. Like I would wake up

1008
00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,319
Speaker 5: to a text remost every day and it made me

1009
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:16,520
Speaker 5: so like comforted to like wake up to that text

1010
00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:19,560
Speaker 5: from you, just and see and you did it right?

1011
00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:22,480
Speaker 5: And how about this. I'll give a lesson from what

1012
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:26,799
Speaker 5: Kristen did for me, which was very helpful because so

1013
00:51:26,880 --> 00:51:31,959
Speaker 5: many people don't really know how to talk to people

1014
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,480
Speaker 5: who are grieving and I didn't know and now I

1015
00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:38,239
Speaker 5: know at least what was helpful to me and what

1016
00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:40,840
Speaker 5: wasn't as helpful. And I hate seeing like annoying. But

1017
00:51:40,960 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 5: like there's some people who would check in on me

1018
00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:47,000
Speaker 5: and like would give me homework to do, like tell

1019
00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:50,879
Speaker 5: me how you're feeling today, and I'm like, oh, oh

1020
00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:52,440
Speaker 5: my god, they just gave me an assignment. I'm like,

1021
00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:54,040
Speaker 5: I don't want to I don't want homework right now.

1022
00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:56,400
Speaker 5: I don't want homework. But you would just check in

1023
00:51:56,440 --> 00:51:59,279
Speaker 5: and you would say something every day like you know,

1024
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:02,320
Speaker 5: I love you, you know, my heart is with you,

1025
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:05,200
Speaker 5: like thinking like and of course you I mean, you

1026
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:07,759
Speaker 5: know you guys know the way Kristen speaks, it's like

1027
00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:12,400
Speaker 5: the most profound, lowery beautiful speech that's you know, like

1028
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:16,719
Speaker 5: this ethereal. You know, every time you like you see

1029
00:52:16,719 --> 00:52:19,480
Speaker 5: little like cupids and angels around like everything she says.

1030
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:27,680
Speaker 5: But uh, you would just say something that was would

1031
00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:31,359
Speaker 5: just like calm my heart every day, and it was

1032
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:34,400
Speaker 5: just I'm so grateful for it because, you know, having

1033
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 5: just such wonderful friends and wonderful family, like to know

1034
00:52:39,280 --> 00:52:43,000
Speaker 5: that even when a lot of people like stop checking in,

1035
00:52:43,560 --> 00:52:46,080
Speaker 5: that there's still people who even if they're just saying

1036
00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:49,880
Speaker 5: like hi, good morning, love you, Like, just things like

1037
00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:53,080
Speaker 5: that were so powerful and so helpful.

1038
00:52:54,520 --> 00:52:57,399
Speaker 2: Well, part of our friendship, the deeper, I would say,

1039
00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,680
Speaker 2: part of our friendship came when I actually was going

1040
00:52:59,719 --> 00:53:03,440
Speaker 2: through I lost my dad. You and Bob came to

1041
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 2: town we all went to Bob show, but that day

1042
00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:12,360
Speaker 2: you and Bob made a point to do like brunch

1043
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:17,440
Speaker 2: with me and Preston. And I remember sitting with Bob

1044
00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:22,000
Speaker 2: and thinking like, because Bob had experienced so much loss,

1045
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:24,320
Speaker 2: he was kind of like savvy at grief.

1046
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:25,120
Speaker 5: He was a cross.

1047
00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:28,759
Speaker 2: He was a greaf pro, absolute pro. And I had

1048
00:53:28,800 --> 00:53:31,279
Speaker 2: lost five people in eleven months. One was my dad.

1049
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:33,359
Speaker 2: I mean, when I had felt like I just got

1050
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:35,840
Speaker 2: the kicked out of me over and over and over again.

1051
00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:38,040
Speaker 2: And it was the first time I sat with someone

1052
00:53:39,440 --> 00:53:42,720
Speaker 2: who was honest and could laugh with me, which matters

1053
00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:45,440
Speaker 2: in my world a lot, like comedic value just matters.

1054
00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:48,160
Speaker 2: I mean, Bob mattered, but just to be able to

1055
00:53:48,200 --> 00:53:52,239
Speaker 2: laugh through the absolute storm has always mattered to me.

1056
00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:56,800
Speaker 2: And I remember us making jokes, making probably inappropriates of

1057
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,880
Speaker 2: the town, like we were just laughing. And then he

1058
00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:03,319
Speaker 2: was also neither of you checked your phone, you know,

1059
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 2: Like I just had this moment where I was like,

1060
00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 2: here's the human piece, Like I mean, the love for

1061
00:54:09,239 --> 00:54:12,600
Speaker 2: Danny Tanner started at Dustbuster. I'm OCD and that is

1062
00:54:12,640 --> 00:54:15,000
Speaker 2: where my attraction to him came as like just a

1063
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:17,480
Speaker 2: father figure, you know, like TV lost a dad, but

1064
00:54:17,520 --> 00:54:20,399
Speaker 2: we lost a friend. But it was that moment where

1065
00:54:20,440 --> 00:54:23,480
Speaker 2: I thought like, here's this is the human experience, and

1066
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:28,440
Speaker 2: both of you poured in so well to this really

1067
00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:29,480
Speaker 2: horrible time.

1068
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:36,800
Speaker 5: Well horrible, I'm you know now looking back because obviously

1069
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,520
Speaker 5: I hadn't lost Bob yet when you were going through that.

1070
00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:43,560
Speaker 5: You know, now, looking back, I'm like, oh, I wish

1071
00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:45,239
Speaker 5: I would have been there for you the way you

1072
00:54:45,280 --> 00:54:45,920
Speaker 5: were there for me.

1073
00:54:46,080 --> 00:54:47,480
Speaker 2: No, you can't know until you're in.

1074
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:48,040
Speaker 4: You can't know.

1075
00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:51,640
Speaker 5: You can't know. And I remember I had a friend

1076
00:54:53,120 --> 00:54:54,880
Speaker 5: and I tell this story a lot because it was

1077
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:59,279
Speaker 5: very impactful on me and something I'll never forget. But

1078
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:03,000
Speaker 5: this friend of mine, Elisha, and my friend Heather. I

1079
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:05,000
Speaker 5: didn't know them very well at the time. I'd only

1080
00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:08,680
Speaker 5: maybe met them a couple times each before Bob passed.

1081
00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:12,120
Speaker 5: And the day Bob passed, they just showed up at

1082
00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:13,720
Speaker 5: my house. I don't even know how they got my address.

1083
00:55:13,920 --> 00:55:15,080
Speaker 5: They just showed up at my house.

1084
00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:15,440
Speaker 2: You know.

1085
00:55:15,560 --> 00:55:18,959
Speaker 5: I had a ton of people over and we were all,

1086
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:26,480
Speaker 5: you know, completely like out of our minds, and they

1087
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:28,719
Speaker 5: just showed up and I was like, Hi, what are

1088
00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:30,400
Speaker 5: you doing here? And She's like, just point us to

1089
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 5: the kitchen and they just came in my kitchen, just

1090
00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:37,880
Speaker 5: started doing dishes and taking out the garbage and like

1091
00:55:38,040 --> 00:55:41,000
Speaker 5: handing out water bottles to people and just like cleaning up.

1092
00:55:41,840 --> 00:55:45,400
Speaker 5: And I'm like, I would never have known to do

1093
00:55:45,520 --> 00:55:48,719
Speaker 5: that to somebody who, like I didn't know well, I

1094
00:55:48,719 --> 00:55:52,000
Speaker 5: would never I'm like, I'm not going to intrude on

1095
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,759
Speaker 5: their grief party, you know what I mean, Like I

1096
00:55:55,800 --> 00:55:59,040
Speaker 5: don't know them well enough. And looking back, I'm like

1097
00:55:59,120 --> 00:56:01,600
Speaker 5: that was the most help because we didn't have anyone

1098
00:56:02,120 --> 00:56:04,839
Speaker 5: to do the dishes and take out the garbage and

1099
00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:09,120
Speaker 5: do things like that, because we were all completely a mess.

1100
00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:15,000
Speaker 5: And looking back, I'm like, little things like that made

1101
00:56:15,040 --> 00:56:17,680
Speaker 5: such a difference. Matter. Now, I know that it might

1102
00:56:17,719 --> 00:56:19,480
Speaker 5: still be hard for me to do that to somebody

1103
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:22,080
Speaker 5: else who I don't really know, but I know that

1104
00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:24,160
Speaker 5: that that's a thing, you know, like that's something you

1105
00:56:24,200 --> 00:56:25,960
Speaker 5: can do. You can help people in certain ways that

1106
00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:27,200
Speaker 5: you never would have thought of before.

1107
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:30,520
Speaker 2: It just becomes very human. Like that's in grief and

1108
00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:33,400
Speaker 2: in loss. It's just not about what you should and shouldn't.

1109
00:56:33,440 --> 00:56:37,239
Speaker 2: It's just more so like all of the all of

1110
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:39,560
Speaker 2: the layers and the outer protective things we all do

1111
00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:41,560
Speaker 2: to like hold ourselves. It just feels like we just

1112
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:45,000
Speaker 2: lose that to just like well love each other in

1113
00:56:45,040 --> 00:56:48,040
Speaker 2: the mess of it. And that is one of the

1114
00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:51,640
Speaker 2: lessons I learned from you and from Bob was I

1115
00:56:51,719 --> 00:56:54,319
Speaker 2: would always be insecure about the way I would say

1116
00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:56,760
Speaker 2: I love you too much to people. I would always

1117
00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:58,760
Speaker 2: feel like, you know, people, you know, there's some people

1118
00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:00,319
Speaker 2: that are kind of like, oh, I only say that

1119
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:02,560
Speaker 2: to my mom or my best friend or whatever. And

1120
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:04,480
Speaker 2: I always felt like a little insecure about it. And

1121
00:57:04,520 --> 00:57:06,799
Speaker 2: I remember leaving that brunch that day and being like,

1122
00:57:06,840 --> 00:57:08,239
Speaker 2: I can say I love you a million times if

1123
00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:12,919
Speaker 2: I want to. And then when Bob left, like when

1124
00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:16,320
Speaker 2: Heaven came to get Bob, I just thought, I'm gonna

1125
00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:19,120
Speaker 2: just be obnoxious with how much I say I love

1126
00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:21,280
Speaker 2: you to people that I really mean it too, you know.

1127
00:57:22,080 --> 00:57:26,000
Speaker 2: And then, you know, I just feel like some people

1128
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,840
Speaker 2: leave these marks on our world that are just irreplaceable.

1129
00:57:28,920 --> 00:57:33,040
Speaker 2: And I think, truly, I can't think of a better

1130
00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:35,720
Speaker 2: person to send Bob out of this world than you.

1131
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:39,480
Speaker 2: The way you held yourself, the way you were at

1132
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 2: his funeral, I mean, you were first lady epic of

1133
00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 2: like just integrity and poise and just so wonderful the

1134
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:51,320
Speaker 2: way you loved him, the way you loved his people,

1135
00:57:51,400 --> 00:57:53,800
Speaker 2: and continue to do that. You should be really really

1136
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:56,480
Speaker 2: proud of the person you are. And it's not lost

1137
00:57:56,480 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 2: on me that Bob Saget was not the funniest man,

1138
00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:02,040
Speaker 2: but also just the intelligent for locking you in because

1139
00:58:02,040 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 2: he knew what we all see to amen to that.

1140
00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:07,720
Speaker 2: So what is what is next for Kelly?

1141
00:58:08,320 --> 00:58:13,000
Speaker 5: I mean, first off, I've literally that's the kindest thing ever,

1142
00:58:13,120 --> 00:58:15,320
Speaker 5: So thank you, because that's all that's that's really all

1143
00:58:15,320 --> 00:58:19,400
Speaker 5: that matters to me, is to you know, carry on

1144
00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:23,480
Speaker 5: his legacy and make him proud and make you know,

1145
00:58:24,720 --> 00:58:30,000
Speaker 5: make people never forget Bob. And guess what, I had

1146
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:32,400
Speaker 5: the easiest job ever because I don't even have to

1147
00:58:32,440 --> 00:58:34,680
Speaker 5: do anything like people, No one's forgetting him. He's not

1148
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:37,880
Speaker 5: going anywhere, so you know, but to still do whatever

1149
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,960
Speaker 5: I can do, you know, with his foundation that you know,

1150
00:58:41,040 --> 00:58:43,840
Speaker 5: Square German Research Foundation that was so important to him,

1151
00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:46,720
Speaker 5: you know, still being involved with that and those cool

1152
00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:50,160
Speaker 5: comedy Hawk Cuisine events. You know, his job was to

1153
00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:52,080
Speaker 5: book the comedians and so I kind of well that

1154
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:54,200
Speaker 5: was one of his jobs. But so it's like I

1155
00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:57,200
Speaker 5: took that job over, which is really easy because what

1156
00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:01,120
Speaker 5: comedian now doesn't want to perform at Bob's beat event,

1157
00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:01,520
Speaker 5: you know.

1158
00:59:02,600 --> 00:59:06,040
Speaker 3: So, and then you're also doing your cooking stuff too,

1159
00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:07,680
Speaker 3: so yeah, where where can people follow you?

1160
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:08,120
Speaker 2: Find you?

1161
00:59:08,280 --> 00:59:10,960
Speaker 3: And then what what do we have on the twenty

1162
00:59:11,000 --> 00:59:12,880
Speaker 3: twenty four? This is what's going to be going on

1163
00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:13,160
Speaker 3: for you?

1164
00:59:13,840 --> 00:59:15,880
Speaker 5: Well, Jana, I'm glad you asked.

1165
00:59:16,160 --> 00:59:16,360
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1166
00:59:16,400 --> 00:59:19,160
Speaker 5: So, I mean, obviously I'm always I'm always in my kitchen.

1167
00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:22,800
Speaker 5: Now I'm in a new kitchen and you guys have

1168
00:59:22,840 --> 00:59:27,160
Speaker 5: to come visit in my new kitchen making more recipes

1169
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:30,680
Speaker 5: and always cooking. So that's on my Instagram at each

1170
00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:37,200
Speaker 5: travel Rock. And then I have a podcast coming out. Yeah,

1171
00:59:37,280 --> 00:59:41,640
Speaker 5: Comfort Food with Kelly Rizzo is starting very very very soon.

1172
00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:43,920
Speaker 5: This is literally, I think the first time I'm even

1173
00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:46,840
Speaker 5: really talking about it, So you guys are first to

1174
00:59:46,880 --> 00:59:49,440
Speaker 5: know that will be coming out soon. So that's where

1175
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:53,000
Speaker 5: I'm going to be interviewing, you know, great guests and

1176
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:57,440
Speaker 5: my friends talking about a difficult time that they have

1177
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,240
Speaker 5: gone through, whether it's a loss of a loved one

1178
00:59:59,480 --> 01:00:03,800
Speaker 5: or a force or a loss of a career, I mean,

1179
01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:06,400
Speaker 5: whatever it is, like some sort of some sort of

1180
01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:10,760
Speaker 5: difficult time while we're eating my guest's favorite comfort food.

1181
01:00:11,200 --> 01:00:13,520
Speaker 5: And so the food is kind of like the through

1182
01:00:13,600 --> 01:00:14,600
Speaker 5: line that's gonna.

1183
01:00:14,320 --> 01:00:14,840
Speaker 2: Like love it.

1184
01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:19,080
Speaker 5: You love that hire episode, So I'm really excited about that.

1185
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:21,120
Speaker 5: So that will be coming out probably within the next

1186
01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:21,800
Speaker 5: month or so.

1187
01:00:22,640 --> 01:00:24,560
Speaker 2: Amazing. Well, Kelly, we love you.

1188
01:00:24,560 --> 01:00:26,840
Speaker 3: You're closing out the show tonight or today for us,

1189
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:29,920
Speaker 3: and we look forward to all things. We'll finish watching

1190
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:32,200
Speaker 3: you on Special Forces and then we'll be looking forward

1191
01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:37,800
Speaker 3: to comfort Food podcast and getting to you know, I

1192
01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:40,120
Speaker 3: watch her stuff because I love you, but also because

1193
01:00:40,120 --> 01:00:41,360
Speaker 3: I'm like, teach me, teach me.

1194
01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:43,560
Speaker 2: Your ways in the kitchen. So amazing. Thank you for

1195
01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:45,360
Speaker 2: doing what you do. We love you so much.

1196
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,280
Speaker 5: I love you so much. Thank you so much for

1197
01:00:47,280 --> 01:00:49,640
Speaker 5: having me. Next time you're in town, we'll cook in

1198
01:00:49,760 --> 01:00:53,240
Speaker 5: my kitchen together and she could teach us to call

1199
01:00:53,280 --> 01:00:55,840
Speaker 5: all you guys with the new babies over there and

1200
01:00:55,880 --> 01:00:56,919
Speaker 5: the babies on the way.

1201
01:00:57,080 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe do you want to come here with your

1202
01:00:59,120 --> 01:01:00,000
Speaker 2: margarita shaker?

1203
01:01:01,400 --> 01:01:03,200
Speaker 5: You guys just need to throw on well, Janna, a

1204
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:05,480
Speaker 5: couple of months from you you can have a cocktail

1205
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:08,040
Speaker 5: and Kristen I'm sure you could. You could use one, So.

1206
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:12,040
Speaker 4: No more babies for me. I'll drink.

1207
01:01:13,760 --> 01:01:14,240
Speaker 2: So much.

1208
01:01:15,080 --> 01:01:15,560
Speaker 1: I love you.

1209
01:01:16,400 --> 01:01:17,439
Speaker 4: I love you, Kelly.

1210
01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:18,439
Speaker 2: You see y'all later.

1211
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:21,200
Speaker 4: Bye bye,