1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:02,800 Speaker 1: We're going to lose the First Amendment, We're going to 2 00:00:02,840 --> 00:00:05,320 Speaker 1: lose the freedom of the press. My opinion is that 3 00:00:05,360 --> 00:00:07,920 Speaker 1: they targeted me because they have been after me for 4 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:08,520 Speaker 1: a long time. 5 00:00:09,680 --> 00:00:15,080 Speaker 2: Sorry, this is Gavin Newsom. 6 00:00:14,360 --> 00:00:22,360 Speaker 3: And this is Don Lemon. Don Lemon, my friend, Governor Newsom. 7 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:26,600 Speaker 2: The young Republican, the young Republican. Tell me that's true? 8 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:31,040 Speaker 2: Is that true? You were a young Republican that was 9 00:00:31,200 --> 00:00:33,280 Speaker 2: years ago. I was. Yeah. 10 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 1: I think it was a freshman in college. It was 11 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:37,519 Speaker 1: around the it was the eighties. Everybody was doing it. 12 00:00:37,600 --> 00:00:42,080 Speaker 1: Govern I was a young Republican. I thought it was cool. 13 00:00:42,200 --> 00:00:42,360 Speaker 2: You know. 14 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:43,960 Speaker 1: I like the clothes that like, you know, I went 15 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:46,400 Speaker 1: to LSU and there was lots of khakis and blue jackets, 16 00:00:46,400 --> 00:00:48,599 Speaker 1: and you know, I wanted to fit in. But it 17 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:53,360 Speaker 1: was the Reagan days and opulence and dynasty and you know, 18 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:56,360 Speaker 1: and I don't know, I just you know, I have 19 00:00:56,480 --> 00:01:00,520 Speaker 1: some conservative leanings and I still I mean, I had 20 00:01:00,520 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: some and I still do now, but I've matured and 21 00:01:04,280 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: I've grown a bit. So yeah, I was a young Republican, 22 00:01:07,480 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 1: It's true. 23 00:01:07,920 --> 00:01:10,520 Speaker 2: And you were like member of the Young Republican Club. 24 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:12,680 Speaker 2: Were you out there like advocating. 25 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:14,600 Speaker 3: No, I was young and a Republican. I wasn't. 26 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:17,240 Speaker 1: There was no club. I was young and a Republican. 27 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:24,959 Speaker 1: But my mom look respectfully, Gavin. When I was I 28 00:01:25,120 --> 00:01:26,080 Speaker 1: liked Ronald Reagan. 29 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:27,000 Speaker 3: It was weird. 30 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:31,720 Speaker 1: And I wrote a letter to the White House to 31 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,120 Speaker 1: the President and then they wrote back. I think it 32 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:36,520 Speaker 1: was maybe an auto pen, but way he signed it, 33 00:01:36,560 --> 00:01:38,040 Speaker 1: and they wrote a letter to me. And I have 34 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,200 Speaker 1: it somewhere in my memorabilia. And I got a lot 35 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:43,240 Speaker 1: to remember. Coming home one day and my mom said, 36 00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:44,040 Speaker 1: you got a piece of ail. 37 00:01:44,080 --> 00:01:46,600 Speaker 3: And I said where. She said the White House. And 38 00:01:46,640 --> 00:01:49,840 Speaker 3: she goes, why is the White House writing you? 39 00:01:49,880 --> 00:01:51,160 Speaker 1: And then I opened it up and I said, oh, 40 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:53,120 Speaker 1: it's from the President. She said, you are out of 41 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:56,560 Speaker 1: your damn mind because she did not like Ronald Reagan. 42 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:59,240 Speaker 1: And then quickly I became I came to realize, like, 43 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:02,120 Speaker 1: you know what he was, you know, around the AIDS 44 00:02:02,160 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 1: crisis and you know all the hysterian hypocrisy around that. 45 00:02:06,320 --> 00:02:08,920 Speaker 1: I just that's when I, you know, fell out of 46 00:02:09,600 --> 00:02:12,880 Speaker 1: favor with Ronald Reagan and with the Republican Party. 47 00:02:13,240 --> 00:02:16,119 Speaker 2: Was you were your parents politically active in any way, 48 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:18,600 Speaker 2: shape or form. Did they get you agitated early on 49 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:20,639 Speaker 2: in terms of just what's going on in the world 50 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:22,600 Speaker 2: or did that come naturally for you? 51 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:24,960 Speaker 3: Well, my dad. 52 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:31,200 Speaker 1: Interestingly enough, my dad retired I think around nineteen eighty 53 00:02:31,320 --> 00:02:33,839 Speaker 1: or so. Around that same time he retired, he worked 54 00:02:33,880 --> 00:02:37,519 Speaker 1: at Exxon for thirty some years. It's my stepdad, and 55 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:40,400 Speaker 1: he became one of those people who started listening to 56 00:02:40,480 --> 00:02:43,640 Speaker 1: radio all day and it was Rush Limbaugh back in 57 00:02:43,680 --> 00:02:46,760 Speaker 1: the eighties, right. He would hear Rush Limbaugh, and my 58 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:48,240 Speaker 1: mom would come home from work and say, have you 59 00:02:48,320 --> 00:02:51,240 Speaker 1: been sitting in your workshop all day working on stuff 60 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:54,640 Speaker 1: and listening to Rush Limbaugh. So my dad would, you know, 61 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:58,639 Speaker 1: talk about all this conservative stuff. And then my mom 62 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:03,880 Speaker 1: was always liberal and but so we didn't really talk 63 00:03:03,919 --> 00:03:07,600 Speaker 1: about it that much. But my real dad, who was 64 00:03:07,639 --> 00:03:11,160 Speaker 1: an attorney, was involved in a civil rights action in 65 00:03:12,160 --> 00:03:17,560 Speaker 1: Baton Rouge. He changed the way public transportation laws worked 66 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:21,519 Speaker 1: and where black people could sit on buses and public transportation. 67 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:24,440 Speaker 1: So my dad, who was an attorney, my real father 68 00:03:24,680 --> 00:03:27,919 Speaker 1: who died you know, when my mom remarried, but remarried 69 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:30,480 Speaker 1: my stepdad. But he was more of an activist than 70 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:33,000 Speaker 1: anybody else. But I didn't get to know when that 71 00:03:33,160 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 1: was seven when he died. 72 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:38,720 Speaker 2: You were just seven, God bless was your I mean 73 00:03:38,800 --> 00:03:41,320 Speaker 2: you and your your fore end of journalism was it? 74 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:43,600 Speaker 2: You know? Was it as a student? I mean, how 75 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:46,400 Speaker 2: young did you really start looking through the prism of 76 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:50,120 Speaker 2: trying to tell stories and and and and to communicate 77 00:03:50,160 --> 00:03:52,400 Speaker 2: them or you know what was that evolution? Like? 78 00:03:53,520 --> 00:03:55,320 Speaker 3: Well, I was a journalist before I even knew what 79 00:03:55,320 --> 00:03:56,000 Speaker 3: the word was. 80 00:03:56,720 --> 00:04:02,440 Speaker 1: And according to my mother, I would when I was 81 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:06,120 Speaker 1: a kid, you know, just old enough to walk and talk, 82 00:04:06,440 --> 00:04:08,640 Speaker 1: she said, I would go over to people, you know, 83 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:10,000 Speaker 1: if we were on vacation or if we were in 84 00:04:10,040 --> 00:04:12,920 Speaker 1: a restaurant, I would just wander over to someone's table 85 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,000 Speaker 1: or just go talk to people and say where are you. 86 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:17,039 Speaker 3: From, what are you doing? And my mom would say 87 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:17,480 Speaker 3: come back. 88 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:20,080 Speaker 1: And my dad would say to my mom, according to 89 00:04:20,120 --> 00:04:22,839 Speaker 1: my mother, don't teach that boy to be afraid of people. 90 00:04:23,200 --> 00:04:24,120 Speaker 3: Just let him do his thing. 91 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:26,320 Speaker 1: And if, you know, if he goes too far or 92 00:04:26,760 --> 00:04:28,800 Speaker 1: if they don't want him over there or whatever, then 93 00:04:28,839 --> 00:04:30,320 Speaker 1: we'll take care of it. But just let him go 94 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:33,159 Speaker 1: and do his thing. And so I was always been curious. 95 00:04:33,160 --> 00:04:36,560 Speaker 1: I've always asked questions since I can remember. I've always 96 00:04:36,600 --> 00:04:40,239 Speaker 1: wanted to know, but it wasn't until around high school, 97 00:04:40,600 --> 00:04:42,600 Speaker 1: maybe early in college. 98 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:43,680 Speaker 2: There was. 99 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:48,039 Speaker 1: A woman in on my local news station. Her name 100 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:50,719 Speaker 1: was Jean West, and she was this black woman and 101 00:04:50,760 --> 00:04:53,839 Speaker 1: she was you know, articulate. I hate that word, but 102 00:04:54,240 --> 00:05:00,200 Speaker 1: she you know, spoke the King's English. She dressed the 103 00:05:00,320 --> 00:05:05,920 Speaker 1: nines and you know, nothing against Good Times or JJ 104 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:08,160 Speaker 1: Walker or any of those things, because those people were 105 00:05:08,160 --> 00:05:10,239 Speaker 1: doing what they had to do in order to survive. 106 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:12,240 Speaker 1: But those were the only role models we had on 107 00:05:12,279 --> 00:05:14,000 Speaker 1: television pretty much in the seventies. 108 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:15,880 Speaker 3: Was like that on my ID and that kind of thing. 109 00:05:16,400 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 1: And so I turned on the TV and I was like, oh, look, 110 00:05:20,080 --> 00:05:23,960 Speaker 1: this person looks and sounds like my family. And I said, 111 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:25,839 Speaker 1: that's what I want to do. And ever since then, 112 00:05:26,240 --> 00:05:27,640 Speaker 1: you know, I started pursuing it. 113 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:30,600 Speaker 2: So you how and so you were how old at 114 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:32,440 Speaker 2: the time when you really I mean, I mean, was 115 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:35,440 Speaker 2: it that indelible that you said that's what I want 116 00:05:35,480 --> 00:05:37,800 Speaker 2: to do or ultimately you sort of look back and 117 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:40,359 Speaker 2: realized there was sort of subtexts that it influenced you. 118 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:42,560 Speaker 2: Or did you really just sort of have that magical 119 00:05:42,640 --> 00:05:45,640 Speaker 2: moment where you just one night were watching her and 120 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:47,839 Speaker 2: said boy boom, that's that's me. 121 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:48,479 Speaker 3: I think it. 122 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 1: I think it was a combination of both, but it 123 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:55,880 Speaker 1: didn't really solidify or cement until I had a friend 124 00:05:55,920 --> 00:05:59,320 Speaker 1: who was a local weatherman and this was so this 125 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:04,160 Speaker 1: was probably my freshman or sophomore year at LSU, and. 126 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:05,239 Speaker 3: He was a local weatherman. 127 00:06:05,320 --> 00:06:07,400 Speaker 1: It's this handsome dude, and he was in the closet 128 00:06:07,400 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 1: then now he's not any you know anymore, and I 129 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:11,320 Speaker 1: was like. 130 00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:12,919 Speaker 3: Oh, I want to be on TV. That's what I 131 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:13,320 Speaker 3: want to do. 132 00:06:13,360 --> 00:06:15,839 Speaker 1: But it was a combination of those two people I 133 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:19,320 Speaker 1: think who were who the woman who I really admired 134 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 1: from afar and I did not know her then, and 135 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:24,520 Speaker 1: then my friend who was a local weatherman who you know, 136 00:06:24,520 --> 00:06:27,039 Speaker 1: would go visit him at the station and and so 137 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:29,880 Speaker 1: I kind of got the bug for it. So I 138 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:31,960 Speaker 1: think that's when I fell in love with with it. 139 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,200 Speaker 1: And then I started pursuing it because initially I wanted 140 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:37,200 Speaker 1: to be an attorney. I studied like economics and I 141 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:39,359 Speaker 1: was going to do pre law and then I hated 142 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:42,599 Speaker 1: it and wasn't doing well. And the moment I started 143 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:45,480 Speaker 1: doing you know, the journalism things, the TV radio things, 144 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:46,800 Speaker 1: the writing, I was like this is it. 145 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:47,479 Speaker 3: It clicked for me. 146 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:51,039 Speaker 2: You remember that first job, first paycheck in journalism? What 147 00:06:51,279 --> 00:06:51,920 Speaker 2: was it? Oh? 148 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:56,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, the first job I got in journalism. I 149 00:06:56,160 --> 00:07:00,360 Speaker 1: dropped out of LSU, by the way, because my listen 150 00:07:00,360 --> 00:07:02,360 Speaker 1: professor told me I would never make it as a journalist. 151 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,160 Speaker 1: And I did not understand why he was saying that. 152 00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:10,040 Speaker 1: He said, well, we had to do we had to 153 00:07:10,120 --> 00:07:11,960 Speaker 1: you know, our exams. We had to take exams. 154 00:07:12,520 --> 00:07:13,920 Speaker 3: And so the. 155 00:07:13,880 --> 00:07:16,160 Speaker 1: Writing and the on camera and all that, I was 156 00:07:16,200 --> 00:07:19,760 Speaker 1: really great, but I never could edit videotape. It was 157 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:22,560 Speaker 1: just like something that I was just like, God, this 158 00:07:22,720 --> 00:07:26,160 Speaker 1: is just way too much, too complicated for me, and 159 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:30,080 Speaker 1: and so you know a's and everything like and I 160 00:07:30,600 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 1: found myself performing better than anyone in the class. And 161 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:35,960 Speaker 1: I never understood why he would not embrace me. And 162 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:38,720 Speaker 1: then when he told me that, that's when it clicked 163 00:07:38,720 --> 00:07:42,840 Speaker 1: for me. Because I wasn't getting into the business to 164 00:07:42,880 --> 00:07:45,240 Speaker 1: be an editor. I did not want to be a technician. 165 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:47,800 Speaker 1: I wanted to be the person who was reporting the story. 166 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:51,480 Speaker 1: And so I left LSU. I packed up my eighty 167 00:07:51,480 --> 00:07:55,160 Speaker 1: seven jeep wrangler, moved to New York City, and then 168 00:07:55,440 --> 00:08:01,440 Speaker 1: took a job as holiday relief Christmas in New Year's 169 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:05,600 Speaker 1: help at Macy's Harald Square, and then eventually got a 170 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:08,920 Speaker 1: job at the local Fox station in New York City 171 00:08:09,080 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 1: WNYW two O five East sixty seventh Street on the 172 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:17,040 Speaker 1: Upper East Side, and I became a news trainee, which 173 00:08:17,200 --> 00:08:21,880 Speaker 1: was five dollars an hour below the poverty level and 174 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:25,160 Speaker 1: for six months, and then I was like, I got 175 00:08:25,200 --> 00:08:27,040 Speaker 1: to make this work. And I worked my butt off 176 00:08:27,080 --> 00:08:29,600 Speaker 1: to impress everyone. And then I got a job as 177 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:35,000 Speaker 1: a production assistant, and then a desk assistant, satellite's feed coordinator, writer, 178 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:37,560 Speaker 1: fuel producer, and then I became the assignment editor. And 179 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:40,920 Speaker 1: then I started sending my tape out and got a 180 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:42,199 Speaker 1: job and left. 181 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:44,880 Speaker 2: And what was that first job you got after you 182 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:45,760 Speaker 2: said those tapes out? 183 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:48,480 Speaker 1: The first on air job, because I worked in that 184 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:49,600 Speaker 1: newsroom for five years. 185 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:50,880 Speaker 3: I worked in that newsroom. 186 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:54,360 Speaker 1: It was like graduate school for journalism at Channel five. 187 00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 3: And this was Gavin. This was pre Fox News. 188 00:08:58,160 --> 00:08:59,760 Speaker 1: This was a Fox O and O, which is an 189 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:02,320 Speaker 1: own an operated station, and it was one of the 190 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:05,440 Speaker 1: main ones. And there was this thing called the Fox 191 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 1: News Exchange, which was all of the owned and operated 192 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:11,920 Speaker 1: stations would put their things on a feed and they'd 193 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:13,200 Speaker 1: send it out for the rest of the country. 194 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,120 Speaker 3: So it was like their little mini network. This is 195 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:16,120 Speaker 3: for Fox News. 196 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:19,600 Speaker 1: And then the Fox News Exchange eventually became Fox News, 197 00:09:19,600 --> 00:09:22,320 Speaker 1: which was with Shepherd Smith and all those guys and 198 00:09:22,400 --> 00:09:24,439 Speaker 1: I you know, they were all in the Fox News Exchange, 199 00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:26,640 Speaker 1: and then the people who were there became anchors and 200 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 1: talent on Fox News. But so I worked there for 201 00:09:29,679 --> 00:09:32,640 Speaker 1: five years, just behind the scenes, doing everything I could. 202 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:36,439 Speaker 1: I learned every job in the newsroom, and then finally 203 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:39,160 Speaker 1: I sent my tape out. My news director helped me 204 00:09:39,640 --> 00:09:45,120 Speaker 1: to get an agent, and my first job was in Birmingham, Alabama, 205 00:09:45,800 --> 00:09:50,360 Speaker 1: at the Fox station in Birmingham, Alabama, and I never 206 00:09:50,400 --> 00:09:52,760 Speaker 1: looked back as a weekend anchor, and then a reporter 207 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:54,800 Speaker 1: during the week, and then filled an anchor during the week, 208 00:09:54,800 --> 00:09:57,040 Speaker 1: and then that was yeah, I never looked back. 209 00:09:57,880 --> 00:10:00,880 Speaker 2: I love it was your mom was this, parents were 210 00:10:01,080 --> 00:10:03,719 Speaker 2: cheering you on. Are they scared us to hell? At 211 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:06,440 Speaker 2: five bucks an hour and five years of your life? 212 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:08,600 Speaker 2: And what the hell is he doing? And why does 213 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:10,880 Speaker 2: he come back home law school? Damn it? 214 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:14,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, there was some of that, But then you know, 215 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 1: my mom would say that and then my dad would say, 216 00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:20,600 Speaker 1: let him do what he wants, and then my mom 217 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:22,959 Speaker 1: would secretly send me money because I couldn't pay rent. 218 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:26,640 Speaker 1: I mean I had a you know, after the the 219 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 1: news trainee job, which was you know, solid pay for 220 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:33,920 Speaker 1: a certain amount of time, for a limited amount of time. 221 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:37,760 Speaker 1: I had to as a production assistant. I worked freelance. 222 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:40,840 Speaker 1: I was per diemed, so there weren't always hours for 223 00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:43,880 Speaker 1: me to work, and so when there weren't any hours 224 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:46,000 Speaker 1: I'd have to go in back to the Macy's and 225 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:48,400 Speaker 1: say can you give me a couple of hours? And 226 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:53,520 Speaker 1: then eventually I got a job in a sign company 227 00:10:53,679 --> 00:10:58,720 Speaker 1: as kind of the office manager. And then finally, you know, 228 00:10:59,160 --> 00:11:01,200 Speaker 1: w and you said we're going to hire you as 229 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:04,720 Speaker 1: a permanent employee and then I could quit that. 230 00:11:05,120 --> 00:11:06,800 Speaker 3: But that was that was back in the day. 231 00:11:06,840 --> 00:11:09,719 Speaker 1: Do you remember Mari Povic and a Current Affair and 232 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:10,360 Speaker 1: all those things. 233 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 3: Yea, I was shot in that building and I was 234 00:11:12,280 --> 00:11:13,640 Speaker 3: just doing that. 235 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:16,880 Speaker 2: You Billy was doing that kind of stuff before he 236 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 2: was on the O'Reilly factor. 237 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:23,160 Speaker 3: I think O'Reilly was hard copy. Yeah, the version of that. 238 00:11:23,320 --> 00:11:27,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, crazy? So was that what were you trying? Did 239 00:11:27,960 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 2: you want to be the guy reading the script or 240 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:33,200 Speaker 2: you were a journalist, you were doing investigative reports too, write. 241 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:35,640 Speaker 2: I mean you you kind of you got into every 242 00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:36,720 Speaker 2: aspect of journalism. 243 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:40,960 Speaker 3: No, I wanted to be Look my my, my mentors. 244 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:44,679 Speaker 1: The people I loved were Max Robinson and and Brian 245 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:47,840 Speaker 1: Gumbole and and Peter Jennings. 246 00:11:48,280 --> 00:11:50,720 Speaker 3: And it's interesting, you know, fast forward. 247 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:53,720 Speaker 1: You know, Brian and I have become great friends, and 248 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:57,319 Speaker 1: so the people that I grew up admiring on television 249 00:11:57,360 --> 00:11:59,560 Speaker 1: have become people I know in my that are in 250 00:11:59,600 --> 00:12:02,000 Speaker 1: my real life. And it's just kind of weird to 251 00:12:02,080 --> 00:12:04,480 Speaker 1: be in that position. I'm very grateful that I'm in 252 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:07,280 Speaker 1: that position. But I always wanted to be the guy 253 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:11,720 Speaker 1: out reporting the news. I didn't necessarily have to be 254 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:13,640 Speaker 1: the anchor if I wanted. If I was going to anchor, 255 00:12:13,679 --> 00:12:15,840 Speaker 1: I said, I would like to do field anchoring because 256 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:17,840 Speaker 1: back in the day, I don't know if you remember, 257 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:20,720 Speaker 1: Peter Jennings was always out like in some war zone 258 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:23,800 Speaker 1: or whatever. They and then sometimes they returned to the 259 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:28,040 Speaker 1: studio or whatever. So that's what I wanted to do. 260 00:12:28,200 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 1: But everyone, all of my news directors, everybody saw me 261 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:33,920 Speaker 1: as an anchor, and I was like, God, why are 262 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:35,760 Speaker 1: these people seeing me as an anchor because I'm a 263 00:12:35,840 --> 00:12:36,680 Speaker 1: much better reporter. 264 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:40,440 Speaker 3: And finally, you know, I went to work. 265 00:12:40,559 --> 00:12:43,040 Speaker 1: Eventually, I went to work for I got my lucky 266 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:46,439 Speaker 1: break and went to work for NBC News very early 267 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:50,520 Speaker 1: on in my career, and you know, and got my 268 00:12:50,679 --> 00:12:53,960 Speaker 1: writing and reporting stripes from going to correspondent school in 269 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:54,640 Speaker 1: New York City. 270 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:56,920 Speaker 3: That's what they did. They would set you up. 271 00:12:56,800 --> 00:12:59,360 Speaker 1: With a producer that had been at the network for 272 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:01,960 Speaker 1: a long time. Basically was I corresponded Academy that you 273 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:03,520 Speaker 1: went to and you learned how to write and. 274 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:05,520 Speaker 3: Then how to pitch every show. 275 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:08,320 Speaker 1: This is how you pitched Nightly, this is how you 276 00:13:08,360 --> 00:13:10,760 Speaker 1: pitch the Today Show, this is how you pitched you 277 00:13:10,800 --> 00:13:13,880 Speaker 1: know this other show MSNBC. Who was going to want 278 00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:15,280 Speaker 1: you to do live all the time. So it was 279 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:17,120 Speaker 1: just like it was like I was going to school, 280 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:19,520 Speaker 1: but they didn't just call you and say we need 281 00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: to report. You had to pitch a story to get 282 00:13:22,440 --> 00:13:26,120 Speaker 1: yourself on and so yeah, And it wasn't until I 283 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:29,559 Speaker 1: got to CNN and I went out on I think 284 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:33,320 Speaker 1: it was a bridge collapse for my first big assignment 285 00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:36,800 Speaker 1: in the field, and someone said damn it, You're a 286 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:39,280 Speaker 1: much better reporter than you are an anchor. And I said, yeah, 287 00:13:39,280 --> 00:13:41,160 Speaker 1: I've been trying to tell people that for like ten 288 00:13:41,280 --> 00:13:44,240 Speaker 1: fifteen years, and nobody will listen to me. And then 289 00:13:44,280 --> 00:13:46,559 Speaker 1: that's when they realized and my career started to take 290 00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:47,360 Speaker 1: off at CNN. 291 00:13:48,040 --> 00:13:50,640 Speaker 2: I love it you Star Wars in two thousand and 292 00:13:50,679 --> 00:13:51,800 Speaker 2: six in CNN, right. 293 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:55,439 Speaker 1: I started CNN at two thousand and six after leaving 294 00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:59,280 Speaker 1: after going through the NBC system, I went to network first, 295 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:03,200 Speaker 1: and then see how they keep pushing me into being 296 00:14:03,200 --> 00:14:06,960 Speaker 1: an anchor. The anchor was sick in Chicago. The main anchor, 297 00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:11,439 Speaker 1: this guy's name is Warner Saunders. He had cancer and 298 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:13,520 Speaker 1: they weren't sure what was going to happen and they 299 00:14:13,559 --> 00:14:16,599 Speaker 1: needed a replacement, and so they brought me in to 300 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:18,319 Speaker 1: anchor the five o'clock news. 301 00:14:19,520 --> 00:14:22,120 Speaker 3: From the network in New York. And so I went 302 00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:23,160 Speaker 3: to Chicago. 303 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:26,160 Speaker 1: For three years, and then I was I hated doing 304 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:29,480 Speaker 1: local news. Chicago was great, but I just didn't want 305 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:34,320 Speaker 1: to be in local news anymore, and so I facts 306 00:14:34,360 --> 00:14:37,400 Speaker 1: in my resignation in the middle of the night fax 307 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:41,240 Speaker 1: machines and then moved on to CNN. 308 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,320 Speaker 2: Do you remember your first do you remember the story 309 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:47,880 Speaker 2: for you even before CNN, perhaps where you just knew 310 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:51,720 Speaker 2: that you got the kind of recognition or even recognized 311 00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:54,480 Speaker 2: in yourself that I could be great at this. Do 312 00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:56,640 Speaker 2: you remember this story? I mean, you mentioned obviously the 313 00:14:56,680 --> 00:14:59,760 Speaker 2: Bridge as an example and that moment where it was 314 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:02,480 Speaker 2: that you may have been discovered. But when did you 315 00:15:02,520 --> 00:15:06,120 Speaker 2: discover yourself in this role? Was there something that broke 316 00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:07,960 Speaker 2: in your mind where you're like, man, I'm going to 317 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:11,840 Speaker 2: be good at this. Built confidence story that's more indelible 318 00:15:12,160 --> 00:15:14,360 Speaker 2: in that journalistic journey. 319 00:15:15,680 --> 00:15:18,120 Speaker 1: I don't know if there was one story, Governor, but 320 00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 1: I just remember when I gained my confidence and I 321 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:30,440 Speaker 1: and that confidence didn't come through, you know, someone putting 322 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:32,480 Speaker 1: me in a position to be able to do something. 323 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:34,200 Speaker 3: It came through hard work. 324 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:37,560 Speaker 1: And so when I was in Philadelphia at the NBC station, 325 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:39,640 Speaker 1: I'm skipping over a lot of my career because when 326 00:15:39,640 --> 00:15:42,120 Speaker 1: I worked at the Fox station in Birmingham and then 327 00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:45,040 Speaker 1: I eventually went to Saint Louis and then NBC discovered 328 00:15:45,080 --> 00:15:46,800 Speaker 1: me and pulled me away and said we're going to 329 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:49,160 Speaker 1: send you to Philadelphia for a year and let you 330 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:50,760 Speaker 1: train there, and then we're going to bring you the network, 331 00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:52,480 Speaker 1: and I'm like, bullshit, you're not going to do that. 332 00:15:52,920 --> 00:15:55,160 Speaker 1: And then surely after three years they called me up 333 00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:56,400 Speaker 1: and said, we want you to come to the network. 334 00:15:56,440 --> 00:16:00,320 Speaker 1: But when I was working in Philadelphia, we would have 335 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:04,120 Speaker 1: a breaking news like so, so the assignment desk would 336 00:16:04,120 --> 00:16:06,040 Speaker 1: assign you a story at night, and that was always 337 00:16:06,040 --> 00:16:06,880 Speaker 1: a nighttime reporter. 338 00:16:06,880 --> 00:16:08,640 Speaker 3: It was always the primetime reporter. 339 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:11,680 Speaker 1: And so the assignment desk would assign stories and then 340 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:15,480 Speaker 1: they would leave one reporter to do just breaking and 341 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:19,200 Speaker 1: so that meant you went and got in the satellite 342 00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:22,200 Speaker 1: truck for those vans, and you would just drive around 343 00:16:22,240 --> 00:16:25,880 Speaker 1: the city and look for breaking news. And so in 344 00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 1: the assignment desk would say, uh, all right, look there's 345 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:32,160 Speaker 1: a fire at fifty seventh then wherever intently, go check 346 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:35,720 Speaker 1: it out. Or police are chasing some guy at such 347 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:38,200 Speaker 1: and such, go check it out. Or one night the 348 00:16:38,320 --> 00:16:42,680 Speaker 1: Kimba Matumbo's truck SUV was stolen and police are looking 349 00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:46,600 Speaker 1: for it. Guess who found it on a street in 350 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:52,560 Speaker 1: South Philadelphia. Yours truly, riding around in a NBC five 351 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:57,360 Speaker 1: microwave van. It wasn't a satellite truck, sorry, it was 352 00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:02,200 Speaker 1: a microwave van. Microwave truck, and so I just remember 353 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:06,639 Speaker 1: because I would be thrown into those situations, you know, 354 00:17:06,720 --> 00:17:09,400 Speaker 1: and it wasn't you know, years before. I'd be frightened, 355 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:11,720 Speaker 1: as like if you say, if they said, oh my gosh, 356 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:13,200 Speaker 1: you got to go out and do. 357 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:15,479 Speaker 3: This story, it's breaking at my heart would be racing. 358 00:17:15,720 --> 00:17:17,480 Speaker 1: And finally I got to a point where it was 359 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:20,600 Speaker 1: just like sitting in my living room. And so I 360 00:17:20,680 --> 00:17:25,480 Speaker 1: remember showing up at scenes thirty seconds or a couple 361 00:17:25,440 --> 00:17:27,679 Speaker 1: of minutes before the show would start, and then we 362 00:17:27,720 --> 00:17:31,800 Speaker 1: didn't have the satellite and the microwave or whatever the 363 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:36,159 Speaker 1: signal set until like thirty seconds before the newscast, and 364 00:17:36,200 --> 00:17:37,600 Speaker 1: they would say, Donna you set. 365 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:39,080 Speaker 3: This is my hair brush? Right. 366 00:17:39,480 --> 00:17:42,600 Speaker 1: They'd say, Donna, you set, and I would say, I guess, 367 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:44,280 Speaker 1: so I don't know what I'm going to talk about. 368 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:45,680 Speaker 1: And then they'd say, oh, we're going to go to 369 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:47,560 Speaker 1: the break on the scene, don Lemon now, and I'd 370 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:50,040 Speaker 1: say that's right. Renee and Larry blah blah blah blah 371 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:51,399 Speaker 1: blah blah blah, and I would talk like and they 372 00:17:51,440 --> 00:17:53,640 Speaker 1: would go rap and I was like, why'd you guys 373 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:54,400 Speaker 1: wrap me so early? 374 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:55,920 Speaker 3: They say, you talk for three minutes. 375 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:58,439 Speaker 1: We wanted a two minute report, and so and I 376 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:02,360 Speaker 1: realized like, okay, I can do this. So it wasn't 377 00:18:02,400 --> 00:18:04,040 Speaker 1: I don't know if it was one single story, but 378 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:05,800 Speaker 1: then I realized I had the confidence to do it. 379 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:08,320 Speaker 1: And once that confidence came, I very quickly went to 380 00:18:08,359 --> 00:18:12,960 Speaker 1: the network and then I just again never really looked back. 381 00:18:13,280 --> 00:18:16,920 Speaker 2: And you were what at CNN that career from six 382 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:20,080 Speaker 2: that was seventeen years at CNN. 383 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:23,439 Speaker 1: Almost seventeen years from six to twenty three, close to 384 00:18:23,480 --> 00:18:24,200 Speaker 1: seventeen years. 385 00:18:24,240 --> 00:18:25,639 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, what. 386 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:27,480 Speaker 2: Was that in that journey? I mean, what did you 387 00:18:27,560 --> 00:18:30,280 Speaker 2: I mean sort of the fits and starts, Cable the 388 00:18:30,320 --> 00:18:33,280 Speaker 2: competition and cable CNN being you know, with that such 389 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:39,360 Speaker 2: you know, I mean iconic CNN international audience, MSNBC's now 390 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:42,480 Speaker 2: starting to here obviously Fox begins to dominate. What was 391 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:44,919 Speaker 2: your you know, those sort of fits in what was 392 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:48,520 Speaker 2: your experience the tensions in the context of what was 393 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:51,960 Speaker 2: happening surrounding CNN and everyone trying to take CNN down 394 00:18:52,359 --> 00:18:54,639 Speaker 2: be more competitive. I mean, what was what was that 395 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:57,120 Speaker 2: journey like over those seventeen years, were there any sort 396 00:18:57,160 --> 00:19:00,280 Speaker 2: of trend lines that would you would look back sort 397 00:19:00,280 --> 00:19:05,080 Speaker 2: of that broad strokes would sort of define those seventeen years. 398 00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:09,360 Speaker 3: Well, I feel like I kind of rode. 399 00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:15,480 Speaker 1: A wave of you know, what is it, ebbs and 400 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:18,120 Speaker 1: flows or whatever. I felt like I kind of high 401 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,440 Speaker 1: ties and low tides at CNN. And when I came in, 402 00:19:21,480 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 1: I think CNN was at a sort of a low 403 00:19:23,560 --> 00:19:30,320 Speaker 1: tide period. And I was stationed in Atlanta and doing 404 00:19:30,359 --> 00:19:34,000 Speaker 1: the afternoon CNN newsroom with Don Lemon and Kira Phillips, 405 00:19:34,040 --> 00:19:36,520 Speaker 1: and I would do, you know, the afternoon news, and 406 00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:38,359 Speaker 1: then I went to I did, and then I started 407 00:19:38,359 --> 00:19:43,480 Speaker 1: doing weekend primetime. But you know, it was CNN was 408 00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:48,639 Speaker 1: then not it was sort of in dissent. When I 409 00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:52,600 Speaker 1: first started, the ratings were very low, the shows were 410 00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:55,959 Speaker 1: not very interesting. People were sort of throwing things against 411 00:19:55,960 --> 00:19:57,760 Speaker 1: the wall, and a lot of it was not working. 412 00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:01,280 Speaker 1: And you know, the primetime anchors and times kept changing, 413 00:20:01,359 --> 00:20:04,720 Speaker 1: and the only constant was I think at that time, 414 00:20:04,840 --> 00:20:07,520 Speaker 1: and he hadn't been I don't think there, you know, 415 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:12,040 Speaker 1: for a very long time was Anderson. And that was 416 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:15,120 Speaker 1: about it. It was Anderson and then gosh, what was his name, 417 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:19,359 Speaker 1: Aaron Brown? If you remember, Aaron Brown was there, and 418 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:23,159 Speaker 1: so there was this sort of tug of war about 419 00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:25,639 Speaker 1: what CNN should be and what its identity should be, 420 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:28,320 Speaker 1: and and you know, I had this great respect. 421 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:32,320 Speaker 3: For CNN and and and just just the facts. 422 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:36,080 Speaker 1: And so I sat there for a while, you know, 423 00:20:36,240 --> 00:20:40,040 Speaker 1: in that Atlanta news room, doing the weekend news for 424 00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:43,159 Speaker 1: a long time, and then I came to the conclusion 425 00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:46,119 Speaker 1: that this is not what I wanted my career to be. 426 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 1: I did not want to be the weekend anchor. I 427 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:49,560 Speaker 1: didn't want to be on the weekend ghetto, which is 428 00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 1: where they put seriously, at one point, all of the 429 00:20:53,359 --> 00:20:56,280 Speaker 1: anchors of color were on the weekend, and there were 430 00:20:56,920 --> 00:21:04,040 Speaker 1: no black anchors in prime time, and yeah, in prime time, 431 00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,520 Speaker 1: and all every single anchor on the weekend was either 432 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:11,000 Speaker 1: black or maybe Asian. And so I said, this is 433 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:13,680 Speaker 1: not what I wanted to do. And so they hired 434 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:17,600 Speaker 1: Jess Sucker to become the head of CNN, and I 435 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,000 Speaker 1: took a trip to New York to meet him, and 436 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:21,680 Speaker 1: I said, He said, why did you want to meet 437 00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:21,879 Speaker 1: with me? 438 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 3: And I said, because. 439 00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:28,359 Speaker 1: I really admire and respect you, but so I wanted 440 00:21:28,359 --> 00:21:29,840 Speaker 1: to tell you in person that I don't want to 441 00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:33,120 Speaker 1: work here anymore. And he said, why not, I said, 442 00:21:33,119 --> 00:21:35,680 Speaker 1: because I don't want to waste away on the weekends. 443 00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:39,160 Speaker 1: And I am, I can't live in Atlanta anymore. It's 444 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:42,000 Speaker 1: just not for me. And I said, so, you know, 445 00:21:42,119 --> 00:21:43,879 Speaker 1: thank you for the opportunity. I hope that you do 446 00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:47,080 Speaker 1: well here. And he said, well, you don't have to 447 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:49,359 Speaker 1: live in Atlanta and I said, yeah, I know that, 448 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:50,680 Speaker 1: and he goes, no, no, no, I mean you don't 449 00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:59,560 Speaker 1: have to live in Atlanta. You can still work for CNN. Sorry, 450 00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:01,800 Speaker 1: I didn't know I would do this move to New York. 451 00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:05,240 Speaker 1: And I said what, because no one had ever spoken 452 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:08,080 Speaker 1: to me that way. And he said, you know, I 453 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:11,160 Speaker 1: really believe in you, and I've been watching your coverage. 454 00:22:11,880 --> 00:22:16,639 Speaker 1: This was during Newtown and he said, you were the 455 00:22:16,640 --> 00:22:19,760 Speaker 1: best correspondent that we had an anchor in the field 456 00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:22,520 Speaker 1: because you station yourself right in front. 457 00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 3: Of the the Memorial and you're the best thing that 458 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 3: we have. 459 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:29,960 Speaker 1: And he said in during the Whitney Houston coverage, you're 460 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:31,480 Speaker 1: the best reporter in the country. 461 00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:33,400 Speaker 3: And he said, I really want you to stay here, 462 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:35,520 Speaker 3: and I promise you you'll have opportunities. 463 00:22:38,240 --> 00:22:42,320 Speaker 1: I moved and I became the ten PM achor for 464 00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:48,920 Speaker 1: eight years, almost nine years so yeah, sorry, but when 465 00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:52,800 Speaker 1: someone you know, it's someone believes in you like that, 466 00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:54,880 Speaker 1: it's just it means a lot. 467 00:22:55,760 --> 00:23:00,359 Speaker 2: I love that. I love that. Sorry, how and you 468 00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:03,959 Speaker 2: Jeff was there for how many years? When did that? 469 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 2: When did that shift? 470 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:07,480 Speaker 3: I think Jeff started in thirteen and he was there. 471 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:13,840 Speaker 1: Till twenty two, twenty one, twenty two, yeah, twenty two. 472 00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:19,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, and you you lasted another year or so at sea, 473 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:22,760 Speaker 2: and you know, and when we need to tread over that, 474 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:24,040 Speaker 2: but you. 475 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,920 Speaker 3: Know, you can ask me whatever you want. 476 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:29,840 Speaker 2: Javin you no, man, because I mean, you know, but 477 00:23:30,040 --> 00:23:33,240 Speaker 2: so much reporting. You've talked about it in so many occasions. 478 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:36,160 Speaker 2: But I mean, you know, just reinforcing for that, for you, 479 00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:38,400 Speaker 2: that that, I mean, that was a big surprise, right, 480 00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:41,080 Speaker 2: I mean you objectively didn't see that necessarily coming. 481 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:48,280 Speaker 3: No, I didn't see it coming. He tried to give me. 482 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:52,720 Speaker 1: Jeff and I became very close, and but I think 483 00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:57,439 Speaker 1: he tried to give me a hint that something was 484 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:58,840 Speaker 1: stirring and I didn't. 485 00:23:58,560 --> 00:23:59,200 Speaker 3: Pick up on it. 486 00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:02,359 Speaker 1: I remember having a conversation with him about something. I 487 00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:05,520 Speaker 1: wanted some advice, and I said, I just need to 488 00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:10,679 Speaker 1: know about this, and he said, well, there's something that 489 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:13,199 Speaker 1: has caused me some trouble lately by and I just 490 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:14,119 Speaker 1: wasn't paying. 491 00:24:13,840 --> 00:24:14,720 Speaker 3: Attention to it. 492 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:18,760 Speaker 1: And then you know, within a week or two he resigned, 493 00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:22,920 Speaker 1: and you know, and you know, the first call I'm 494 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:24,680 Speaker 1: not sure if he called me, if I called him 495 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:28,080 Speaker 1: and I said, you know, nothing changes, I still love you. 496 00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:31,000 Speaker 3: And he said, yes, same here, and that was that. 497 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:35,640 Speaker 1: And they told me I was told not to say 498 00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:40,960 Speaker 1: anything about it on the air, and so you know me, right, 499 00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:45,639 Speaker 1: you told me not to do something. So the person 500 00:24:45,680 --> 00:24:48,560 Speaker 1: who has look when I said, I wrote the ups 501 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:53,040 Speaker 1: and downs of CNN. By the time Jeff left CNN, 502 00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:56,320 Speaker 1: we had had the highest ratings we'd ever had in 503 00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:59,439 Speaker 1: the history of the network and the biggest profits that 504 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:01,399 Speaker 1: we'd had in the history of the network. And it 505 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:03,919 Speaker 1: was because it was through his leadership. 506 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 3: And so. 507 00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:10,520 Speaker 1: Because he had what he had done for me and 508 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:14,119 Speaker 1: what he had created at that network where people are 509 00:25:14,359 --> 00:25:18,600 Speaker 1: extremely usually in television, people are extremely competitive. It's very political, 510 00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,080 Speaker 1: and you know, this person doesn't like that person. 511 00:25:20,800 --> 00:25:21,240 Speaker 3: And whatever. 512 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:24,320 Speaker 1: We all had our own thing, like don you do 513 00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:27,439 Speaker 1: ten to midnight? Anderson you do eight or eight to 514 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:30,120 Speaker 1: ten or whatever, And we had our own thing and nobody. 515 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:33,320 Speaker 3: I didn't. You know, I wasn't jealous of Anderson. 516 00:25:33,320 --> 00:25:35,320 Speaker 1: I didn't want his spot, he didn't want my spot, 517 00:25:35,440 --> 00:25:37,399 Speaker 1: or you know, none of that. We all had our 518 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:40,480 Speaker 1: own lane, and we all liked working with each other. 519 00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:43,600 Speaker 1: It's just a great working environment. And I had been 520 00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:46,720 Speaker 1: at Fox and NBC, and I knew like this was 521 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:50,520 Speaker 1: something that was unusual, and people did not. If you 522 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:55,440 Speaker 1: had not been through a sort of traditional background where 523 00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,840 Speaker 1: you went from station to station to station to you know, 524 00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:59,720 Speaker 1: work your way up, then you wouldn't know this. You 525 00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 1: would think that it's like this all the time. And 526 00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:06,480 Speaker 1: so when when they said don't say anything, I didn't. 527 00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:09,560 Speaker 1: I didn't write it in the teleprompter, but you know, 528 00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:12,320 Speaker 1: before the show, ten seconds before the show, I hit 529 00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:14,560 Speaker 1: click enter and I put it in the teleprompter and 530 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,760 Speaker 1: it was my goodbye to Jeff, and I said that 531 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:20,680 Speaker 1: we lost the heart of this network and blah blah 532 00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:24,000 Speaker 1: blah blah blah. And then I said, now we'll do 533 00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:26,240 Speaker 1: what Jeff wants us to do, and that is go 534 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:28,639 Speaker 1: on and tell the news without fear or favor, however 535 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:31,040 Speaker 1: I've worded it. And then I went on to do 536 00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,320 Speaker 1: the news. And because I just I'm a very loyal person, 537 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:38,040 Speaker 1: and I think that, especially if someone dedicates their life 538 00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:42,960 Speaker 1: and to a company, that they deserve to get credit 539 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:47,120 Speaker 1: for it. Because nobody is perfect, and Jeff looked out 540 00:26:47,119 --> 00:26:50,000 Speaker 1: for so many people, and to have someone to have 541 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:53,719 Speaker 1: no one stand up for him or say anything about him, 542 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:54,879 Speaker 1: just have him disappear. 543 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:56,080 Speaker 3: I just think it was. 544 00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:03,960 Speaker 1: Untoward, unprofessional, inhumane, and just you know, lacking of any 545 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:07,919 Speaker 1: heart or any integrity. And then you know, a year 546 00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,480 Speaker 1: or so later, the same thing happened to me. They 547 00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:12,680 Speaker 1: just said okay, goodbye, and I didn't even get to 548 00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:14,919 Speaker 1: say goodbye. I never got to say goodbye to my 549 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:17,159 Speaker 1: audience or anything, even my co workers. 550 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:20,200 Speaker 2: Do you think, I mean, was it do you think 551 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:24,119 Speaker 2: that night and the reason you're highlighting it, besides the loyalties, 552 00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:28,600 Speaker 2: that was the seed that you know ultimately was planted 553 00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:32,359 Speaker 2: in terms of just the distrust perhaps the new leadership 554 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:35,399 Speaker 2: had ultimately in you or did or did you or 555 00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:39,719 Speaker 2: that they were already in that mindset of transition beyond 556 00:27:39,720 --> 00:27:42,720 Speaker 2: just Jeff looking at the talent even you earlier. 557 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,919 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that they I don't think they wanted 558 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,320 Speaker 1: me there from the beginning. As a matter of fact, 559 00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:53,400 Speaker 1: you know, I think for a while they were okay, 560 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:55,639 Speaker 1: they were going to try to figure out what to 561 00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:59,600 Speaker 1: do with me. But I know for a fact that 562 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:01,480 Speaker 1: they that they did not want me, and there were 563 00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:05,280 Speaker 1: other people at the network that they weren't happy with, 564 00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:06,679 Speaker 1: and so I didn't know that. 565 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:11,800 Speaker 3: But I think it was harder to get rid. 566 00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:16,600 Speaker 1: Of me than anyone else, because how do you get 567 00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:19,280 Speaker 1: rid of the gay, black guy without getting all kinds 568 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:24,399 Speaker 1: of you know, criticism. So what you have to do 569 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:29,480 Speaker 1: then is destroy someone's reputation. And I think that and 570 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:31,440 Speaker 1: not that I think, I know that's what they did, 571 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:33,560 Speaker 1: because reporters would call me and saying, we're getting all 572 00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:36,520 Speaker 1: these news, negative news stories about you that we have 573 00:28:36,760 --> 00:28:40,320 Speaker 1: never heard about you and all the years that you've 574 00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:42,760 Speaker 1: been at CNN, and the calls are coming from inside 575 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:46,560 Speaker 1: the house. And so these people were, you know, leaking 576 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:50,440 Speaker 1: stuff to reporters, false information, And the reporters would call 577 00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:53,200 Speaker 1: me up and say, hey, don heads up. 578 00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:54,600 Speaker 3: I'm not going to tell you who it is. 579 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:57,680 Speaker 1: But because that would you know, wouldn't be it would 580 00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:01,320 Speaker 1: go against journalistic integrity or to being a good journalist. 581 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:04,920 Speaker 1: But you better watch your back because the calls are 582 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:08,120 Speaker 1: coming from inside the house, and I'd say, thank you 583 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:10,280 Speaker 1: very much for that, and they you know, again, I 584 00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:11,920 Speaker 1: can't tell you who, but yeah. 585 00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:14,880 Speaker 3: And then and then later after I left, I found 586 00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:15,240 Speaker 3: out that. 587 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:19,479 Speaker 1: It was true, like one true from the source, one 588 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,920 Speaker 1: of the sources who was inside the house. 589 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:26,920 Speaker 2: And so they were just looking for that moment, whatever 590 00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:30,080 Speaker 2: it might be, and obviously the Nicki Haley comment became 591 00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:32,680 Speaker 2: that moment. Or do you feel it was that? Or 592 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,440 Speaker 2: I mean, obviously they wanted you to move on. But 593 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:39,400 Speaker 2: did you were you? I mean when you made that comment, 594 00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:42,280 Speaker 2: which you know, you didn't even think twice about it, right, 595 00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:43,400 Speaker 2: did you? 596 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:43,520 Speaker 3: No? 597 00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:46,000 Speaker 1: No, when I made the comment, I didn't think twice 598 00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:48,160 Speaker 1: about it, because I said, if you actually go back 599 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:50,960 Speaker 1: and look at the video and read the transcript, I said, 600 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,360 Speaker 1: I'm not saying I believe that. And so what I 601 00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:55,720 Speaker 1: was trying to say in that moment, I could have 602 00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:57,280 Speaker 1: been clear about it, but you know, it's on TV, 603 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:59,360 Speaker 1: and everything was you know, you're going and that They're like, oh, 604 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:01,080 Speaker 1: you got to get to the break or whatever. But 605 00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:03,600 Speaker 1: what I was saying is that is how society treats women. 606 00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:07,360 Speaker 1: But that's not what I believe. And so they took 607 00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:10,760 Speaker 1: that and used it as you know, a pretext, and 608 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:11,960 Speaker 1: I told I explained. 609 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:15,360 Speaker 3: To them what I meant, and you know, they wanted 610 00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:16,400 Speaker 3: to write an apology. 611 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:18,440 Speaker 1: I said, why am I apologizing for something that I 612 00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:23,520 Speaker 1: didn't really say? And then but you know, hey, it 613 00:30:23,600 --> 00:30:27,120 Speaker 1: is what it is, and it was a blessing in disguise, 614 00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:31,840 Speaker 1: I believe. But what the most disheartening thing about it 615 00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:33,560 Speaker 1: was that I knew Nicki Haley and we had a 616 00:30:33,560 --> 00:30:37,000 Speaker 1: pretty good relationship, and she immediately fundraised off of it. 617 00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:38,880 Speaker 1: Rather than saying, don what did you say? What did 618 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:42,520 Speaker 1: you mean? And so she used it for political expediency, 619 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,840 Speaker 1: which was to me, I was like, wow, does she 620 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,560 Speaker 1: have any integrity at all? Because if Nicki Haley or 621 00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:50,880 Speaker 1: someone that I knew, even just sort of tangentially had 622 00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:53,760 Speaker 1: said something about me, I would call them up and 623 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:54,720 Speaker 1: say what do you mean by that? 624 00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:58,680 Speaker 3: But she never did that. 625 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:03,480 Speaker 2: Yeah. Well, I mean I don't want to fast forward. 626 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:05,640 Speaker 2: I'm just thinking about the fundraising we see with Donald 627 00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:08,760 Speaker 2: Trump off the death of an American soldier in this 628 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:11,680 Speaker 2: Iranian war, and the lengths to which dare I say 629 00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:15,600 Speaker 2: politicians will go to exploit those things. Don When you 630 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:16,200 Speaker 2: when you know. 631 00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,040 Speaker 1: Also, I mean, look at the look at how the 632 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,200 Speaker 1: over the death of Charlie Kirk. There were a lot 633 00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:22,200 Speaker 1: of people who drifted off of his death. I do, 634 00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:24,080 Speaker 1: I believe in the Republican Party. And there are a 635 00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:26,360 Speaker 1: lot of people made money and fundraising off of his death. 636 00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:27,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, sorry to. 637 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,760 Speaker 2: Interrupt, No, hardly, And I want to get to all that, 638 00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:32,000 Speaker 2: but I want to go back to this. You know, 639 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,840 Speaker 2: I love this, you know, notion of confidence and you know, 640 00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:38,000 Speaker 2: and and shaping on your journey and how every sort 641 00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:44,360 Speaker 2: of level and every sort of relationship to newsrooms, journalism, local, uh, state, national, 642 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:47,880 Speaker 2: on the field in you know, running your own shows, 643 00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:51,000 Speaker 2: different different moments and different times and networks. But so 644 00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,040 Speaker 2: you're all of a sudden, now, man, you're out after 645 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:56,920 Speaker 2: all these years, sort of midstream, your career sort of peaked, 646 00:31:56,960 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 2: don lemon. Everybody knows you. You've branded yourself and aready 647 00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:04,440 Speaker 2: remarkable and iconic ways. Uh, and now you're out and 648 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:07,160 Speaker 2: those moments, you know, not having any chances you say 649 00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,840 Speaker 2: to even talk to your audience and you know, say goodbye. 650 00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,440 Speaker 2: I mean, so how just on a personal level, I 651 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:14,960 Speaker 2: mean was that, I mean, how shattering was that to 652 00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:18,520 Speaker 2: your confidence? Forget your brand, forget your professional life, but 653 00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 2: just to you as a person, you know, was there 654 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:24,760 Speaker 2: a lot of introspection? Was there? You were you moments 655 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:28,000 Speaker 2: of real doubt? Did you feel you weren't declined personally 656 00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:30,600 Speaker 2: in terms of just you know, feeling depressed anxious? What 657 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,440 Speaker 2: I mean, or you know, tell us a little bit 658 00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:34,720 Speaker 2: about that journey in the immediate after aftermath. 659 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,480 Speaker 3: God, that's so much, that's a lot. How much time 660 00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:38,960 Speaker 3: do you have? 661 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:47,440 Speaker 1: I look, I know that nothing lasts forever. I mean, 662 00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:49,840 Speaker 1: you know, you think you have term limits. We have 663 00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:53,320 Speaker 1: term limits and when we when we hold jobs is 664 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:55,920 Speaker 1: I never thought that the scene in job would be forever. 665 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,600 Speaker 1: But I thought that I would be treated with way 666 00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:03,920 Speaker 1: more respect and kindness after dedicating so much of my 667 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:07,160 Speaker 1: life and career. And you know, there were years and 668 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,200 Speaker 1: years where I did not take vacations. I don't think 669 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,000 Speaker 1: I took a vacation for ten years. And finally they said, 670 00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:14,400 Speaker 1: don you got to take a vacation, like you have 671 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:15,840 Speaker 1: to take a couple of days. 672 00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:18,000 Speaker 3: Off, And so I just thought that I would. 673 00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:21,440 Speaker 1: You know, I did not like my exit from CNN, 674 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:24,400 Speaker 1: but I got to be honest with you. When my agent, 675 00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:29,040 Speaker 1: Jay Sores called me, and there was a little bit 676 00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,720 Speaker 1: of relief. I gotta be honest, because I did not 677 00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:34,000 Speaker 1: like the direction the network was going, and it did 678 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,880 Speaker 1: not feel the same, and people were not happy working there, 679 00:33:36,880 --> 00:33:40,360 Speaker 1: and people were afraid to even say things, and you know, like, 680 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,240 Speaker 1: I don't know, we may be being bugged. It was 681 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,880 Speaker 1: just really weird. It was a weird time to be there, seriously, 682 00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:48,120 Speaker 1: and so there was a little bit of a relief. 683 00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:51,000 Speaker 1: But then but also you know, I was I was like, 684 00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:55,120 Speaker 1: you know, what the fuck? Like, guys, you know, I've 685 00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:56,719 Speaker 1: been a big part of this network and there are 686 00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,160 Speaker 1: people there who I really love and who really love me, 687 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:01,400 Speaker 1: And what about all the people who you know, dedicated 688 00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:03,520 Speaker 1: night after night watching me, Like I don't get to 689 00:34:04,040 --> 00:34:06,960 Speaker 1: say goodbye, and you know, and you don't trust me 690 00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:09,839 Speaker 1: enough to go on air live and be like, you know, 691 00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:12,840 Speaker 1: and what do you expect me to say? Like you 692 00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,719 Speaker 1: expect me to tell that You're worried that I'm going 693 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,320 Speaker 1: to tell the truth about what you were doing? 694 00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:19,520 Speaker 3: Is that and how you want it? You railroaded me? 695 00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:22,560 Speaker 3: Is that what you wanted? Is that what you were 696 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:23,040 Speaker 3: afraid of? 697 00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:28,920 Speaker 1: So look, but afterwards, I never felt diminished because my 698 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,359 Speaker 1: Mama raised me right. And you know, I've never seen 699 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,840 Speaker 1: a righteous forsaken nor his seed begging bread. 700 00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:37,560 Speaker 3: So I never thought that. I never thought that I 701 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 3: was diminished, and every single day I was. 702 00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:43,239 Speaker 1: Reminded of and I am now. In the beginning, it 703 00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:45,560 Speaker 1: was we miss you on CNN. I can't believe that 704 00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:49,239 Speaker 1: you're gone. Oh gosh, we miss you. And I still 705 00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:52,160 Speaker 1: hear that now, but more so I hear, oh, my God, 706 00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:54,239 Speaker 1: I love what you're doing. I love what you're doing now. 707 00:34:54,360 --> 00:34:56,319 Speaker 1: This is so great. I love you even more than 708 00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:58,960 Speaker 1: when you were on CNN. So some things are blessing 709 00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:03,960 Speaker 1: in disguise, And so it was for a while it 710 00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:09,920 Speaker 1: was it felt weird not being at the matrix of 711 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:14,600 Speaker 1: every big story that happens in the world as I 712 00:35:14,640 --> 00:35:18,160 Speaker 1: always was, and so that part was a little disconcerting. 713 00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:19,799 Speaker 1: And then like what am I going to do with 714 00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:23,000 Speaker 1: my day because I had so many responsibilities. And then 715 00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:25,320 Speaker 1: I said, just said, I'm going to take a year off, 716 00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:28,160 Speaker 1: and then in that year, I'm going to decide what 717 00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:30,359 Speaker 1: I want to do. And at the end of that year, 718 00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:33,399 Speaker 1: if I there is no passion to do anything, then 719 00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:35,520 Speaker 1: I'll take some more time off. But I had the 720 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:38,799 Speaker 1: luxury to do that because you know, I got fired 721 00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:40,279 Speaker 1: without calls, so they had to pay me. And I 722 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,440 Speaker 1: had three and a half more years left on my contract, 723 00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:48,040 Speaker 1: so I was like, I want. 724 00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:50,440 Speaker 3: To sit here with my feet up for a long time. 725 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:51,239 Speaker 3: I could do it. 726 00:35:52,600 --> 00:35:58,680 Speaker 1: So Yeah, but more than anything, it was insulting the 727 00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:03,400 Speaker 1: way that they that that my exit was insulting. And 728 00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:05,760 Speaker 1: many of the people I respected who were in leadership 729 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:10,160 Speaker 1: positions at the network showed their true colors and their 730 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:13,560 Speaker 1: their lack of the backbone and any sort of morals. 731 00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:13,839 Speaker 2: They were. 732 00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:16,880 Speaker 1: Everybody's just pretty much a survivor. I just, you know, 733 00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:18,759 Speaker 1: I just got to keep my job. I can't speak up. 734 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:23,080 Speaker 1: And it's like, oh god. So that part, you know, 735 00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,600 Speaker 1: was a little bit tough. And the other part is 736 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:27,839 Speaker 1: too that the only thing that there's one other thing 737 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:32,839 Speaker 1: that really gets to me, and that is people believing 738 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:35,120 Speaker 1: some of the things that they read about me that 739 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:38,760 Speaker 1: are not true, that I am a misogynist or anti women, 740 00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:41,480 Speaker 1: And that really hurts, especially growing up in a family 741 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,360 Speaker 1: of all women, being the only boy, and having my 742 00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:46,799 Speaker 1: mom and my grandmother and my sisters and you know, 743 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:50,279 Speaker 1: all the women in my neighborhood raised me. It's like 744 00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:55,600 Speaker 1: hmm and and then and having every like every single 745 00:36:55,719 --> 00:37:01,840 Speaker 1: opportunity pretty much for a young uh woman talent or 746 00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:07,400 Speaker 1: correspondent came through my show. My show and my showrunner 747 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:09,000 Speaker 1: executive producer, Maria Spinella. 748 00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:09,480 Speaker 3: Woman. 749 00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:13,160 Speaker 1: We would look for those opportunities to invite new people on, 750 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:15,799 Speaker 1: and many of those new people were women starting at 751 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:17,800 Speaker 1: the network, and we were like, we need more women. 752 00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:19,720 Speaker 1: If you want to get something done, you hire a woman. 753 00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:23,120 Speaker 1: So we would bring them on and so a number 754 00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:26,040 Speaker 1: of the people that I gave opportunities to, you know, 755 00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:28,040 Speaker 1: it was kind of disappointing. 756 00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:33,240 Speaker 3: But other than that, I don't look back. 757 00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:36,640 Speaker 1: And I just had to figure out what was next 758 00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:39,719 Speaker 1: in my life. And I figured that out and. 759 00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,879 Speaker 2: You figured it out though first by with therapy too. 760 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:46,719 Speaker 1: Don't forget that part is very important. Therapy and some 761 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:48,719 Speaker 1: good antidepressants. 762 00:37:49,120 --> 00:37:55,080 Speaker 2: Wow, look at that. Appreciate Yeah, I appreciate the honesty. 763 00:37:55,239 --> 00:37:57,839 Speaker 1: I don't believe I like to take the stigma off 764 00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:00,520 Speaker 1: of mental health and I did not want to do 765 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:04,440 Speaker 1: antidepressants for a long time when I left CNN, But 766 00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 1: I did have a therapist and I knew, you know, 767 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,120 Speaker 1: I'm smart enough and I've been around enough to know 768 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,200 Speaker 1: that you need to talk about those things. And even 769 00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,359 Speaker 1: if you don't get on antidepressants or whatever it is, 770 00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:20,320 Speaker 1: you need to discuss it. And finally my therapist said, 771 00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:22,200 Speaker 1: I said, you know, I don't think I need it 772 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:22,560 Speaker 1: right now. 773 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:24,320 Speaker 3: I don't think I really need it. 774 00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:26,000 Speaker 1: And he says, you know, the Lord helps those who 775 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:28,840 Speaker 1: help themselves, and I said, okay, send me a prescription. 776 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:32,600 Speaker 3: And it's weird, because you know I was. 777 00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:35,080 Speaker 1: I was okay, But then all of a sudden, life 778 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:37,720 Speaker 1: came back in like in living color vivid. 779 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:39,800 Speaker 2: Wow. Yeah. 780 00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:44,320 Speaker 1: And even the the sessions, the talk sessions with my therapist, 781 00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:47,319 Speaker 1: I got more out of it. They became more productive, 782 00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:52,600 Speaker 1: and I started to enjoy being at home and spending time, 783 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:56,280 Speaker 1: like you know, with my husband and cooking. 784 00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:57,799 Speaker 3: For him like, hey, I made a great dish. 785 00:38:57,840 --> 00:38:59,360 Speaker 1: When you get home, weight you're going to see this, 786 00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:01,920 Speaker 1: and then and spending time with my dogs. I was like, 787 00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,040 Speaker 1: this is really an opportunity that I may not get 788 00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:08,240 Speaker 1: until finally one day when I retire. And so yeah, 789 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:10,960 Speaker 1: after all that, did I go through all of those things, Yes. 790 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:12,960 Speaker 3: But I want everybody out there to know I went 791 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,040 Speaker 3: through it. Not alone. 792 00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:17,640 Speaker 1: I had help. I had friends around me, I had therapists, 793 00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:21,520 Speaker 1: and I also was open to, you know, if I 794 00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:23,920 Speaker 1: needed a little help from an antidepressant. 795 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:28,280 Speaker 2: I did it. I love it. I love the honestly, 796 00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:30,640 Speaker 2: I love the transparency and for others that are on 797 00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:35,280 Speaker 2: those journeys, that journey though, you took a call from Twitter, 798 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:39,239 Speaker 2: took a call from US, took a call. First, let's 799 00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:42,840 Speaker 2: let's not forget a little bit of Elon Musk, Don Lemon, 800 00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:46,759 Speaker 2: come on? What was that? So you landed on you know, 801 00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:49,000 Speaker 2: the Lemon drop. We'll get to all this, you know, 802 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:52,440 Speaker 2: Don Lemon, show your network and everything you're doing now 803 00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:54,680 Speaker 2: and how you're crushing it. But you took a little 804 00:39:54,680 --> 00:39:59,279 Speaker 2: bit of a detour, hoping, you know, to build a 805 00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:02,560 Speaker 2: network platfor or at least platform on on their network. Right, 806 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:04,000 Speaker 2: did Elon Musk call you? Yeah? 807 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:06,240 Speaker 3: You called him? 808 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:09,840 Speaker 1: I Well, it was it was basically it was basically 809 00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,560 Speaker 1: the only thing that I could do because I was 810 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:15,400 Speaker 1: still contractually obligated to CNN. Right, I had contractual obligations, 811 00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:17,480 Speaker 1: so I couldn't take a job and Cable unless I 812 00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,040 Speaker 1: just wanted to lose all my money but or get 813 00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:24,239 Speaker 1: sued so I couldn't do that and broadcast. There were 814 00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:27,879 Speaker 1: stipulations on any anything that I did, there were stipulations 815 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:31,080 Speaker 1: on it. And so I had to renegotiate my exit 816 00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,680 Speaker 1: with CNN, and I finally got them to agree to 817 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:35,719 Speaker 1: digital and and. 818 00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:37,080 Speaker 3: Which was smart. 819 00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:39,120 Speaker 1: At the time, I didn't realize how smart it was 820 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:40,600 Speaker 1: because that's where everything was going. 821 00:40:40,800 --> 00:40:43,440 Speaker 3: So as all this was happening, I. 822 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:45,279 Speaker 1: Started to realize, like, why why do I want to 823 00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:48,560 Speaker 1: go back to traditional television because it's on the decline. 824 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:52,440 Speaker 1: And you know, Elon Musk had put out there that 825 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,120 Speaker 1: he wanted to, you know, I should bring my show 826 00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:58,080 Speaker 1: there like Tucker did. And and then I got a 827 00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:05,120 Speaker 1: call from uh Ari Emanuel who said, wait, which one 828 00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:05,840 Speaker 1: I forget? All right? 829 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:06,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, Ari, all right. 830 00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:11,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, Rom is there in Chicago and saying, you know, 831 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:14,080 Speaker 1: yeah you should you should try this with and Ari 832 00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:15,960 Speaker 1: was not my agent, and he was friends with Elon, 833 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:18,239 Speaker 1: and I said, okay, well I'll take his phone call, 834 00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:20,359 Speaker 1: you know, I'll take his phone call. And we talked 835 00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:22,160 Speaker 1: for a little bit. And then I talked to him 836 00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:25,120 Speaker 1: one or two times, and once it was a long conversation. 837 00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:26,879 Speaker 1: They were in Paris, he and his mom, his mom 838 00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:29,200 Speaker 1: was sitting at the table, and as we were talking, 839 00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:33,200 Speaker 1: it was a nice conversation. And then but I decided 840 00:41:33,239 --> 00:41:35,400 Speaker 1: that I wanted to wait. I knew that Elon was 841 00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:37,640 Speaker 1: kind of an erratic person, like you know, and I 842 00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:40,640 Speaker 1: don't mean that in a derogatory way, but you know, right, 843 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,080 Speaker 1: And so I said, they were going to hire this 844 00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:47,000 Speaker 1: woman from NBC god, I can't remember her name now 845 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,239 Speaker 1: and who had run head on their head platform to 846 00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:53,319 Speaker 1: run their new platform. And I said, I'll wait till, 847 00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:56,560 Speaker 1: you know, another adult comes on board and someone who's 848 00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:58,239 Speaker 1: you know, who knows how to deal with these things. 849 00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:02,080 Speaker 3: And then the conversations picked back up, and eventually she 850 00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:04,000 Speaker 3: convinced me to do it under the. 851 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:12,840 Speaker 1: With the agreement that I would have complete editorial control 852 00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:15,399 Speaker 1: and that I would have to at some times, at 853 00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:18,120 Speaker 1: some points criticize even the owner of that platform. And 854 00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:20,680 Speaker 1: she said, yes, that's great, we love it. That's what 855 00:42:20,719 --> 00:42:23,279 Speaker 1: he wants, that's what we want. And then, you know, 856 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:28,680 Speaker 1: the first interview, that's not what he wanted. 857 00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:30,880 Speaker 2: Or with Elon Musk. For those that don't know, you 858 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:35,040 Speaker 2: sat down and you interviewed your boss, Elon Musk, and 859 00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:37,279 Speaker 2: that was a hell of an interview. I mean you 860 00:42:37,320 --> 00:42:40,360 Speaker 2: came in, you know, what, would you let me ask you? 861 00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:43,319 Speaker 2: Would you what did you make of the interview? You thought? 862 00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:49,600 Speaker 2: Were you I mean, clearly he wasn't prepared for your 863 00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:53,920 Speaker 2: line of questioning. Were you prepared for his response? You 864 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:56,040 Speaker 2: knew what you were doing. I mean, you knew what 865 00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:57,719 Speaker 2: you were doing. Of course you knew what you were doing. 866 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:04,799 Speaker 1: I was I prepared for his response. Look, I never 867 00:43:04,880 --> 00:43:07,160 Speaker 1: know what someone's gonna say, and I never assumed. But yes, 868 00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:09,279 Speaker 1: I'm prepared in the sense that I can just sit 869 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:11,680 Speaker 1: there and listen to it or. 870 00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:16,400 Speaker 3: And or I can you know, challenge. 871 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:19,680 Speaker 1: Or question or follow up on certain things, because that's 872 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:24,080 Speaker 1: what journalists do. And so but during the interview, I 873 00:43:24,120 --> 00:43:28,280 Speaker 1: asked him about most of the things. Ninety some percent 874 00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:30,439 Speaker 1: of the time of that interview I asked him about 875 00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:32,960 Speaker 1: things that he had said publicly or things that he 876 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:37,080 Speaker 1: had done publicly. And so I didn't, you know, you 877 00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:39,200 Speaker 1: should be able to answer that. And I didn't think 878 00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:42,759 Speaker 1: that I, you know, attacked him in any way. That 879 00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:45,760 Speaker 1: wasn't the intent at all, And I was The intent 880 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:50,319 Speaker 1: was to one is, just to be a journalist, to 881 00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:53,319 Speaker 1: ask him questions and in a way to show people 882 00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:57,399 Speaker 1: that two people who come from different backgrounds and who 883 00:43:57,440 --> 00:44:01,120 Speaker 1: have different sort of political beliefs and ideologies, that we 884 00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:03,680 Speaker 1: could actually sit and have a conversation and disagree with 885 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:05,960 Speaker 1: each other and it would be good for the platform, 886 00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:08,160 Speaker 1: which is exactly what he wanted. To sort of moderate 887 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:11,000 Speaker 1: the platform so that it wasn't so far right and 888 00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:13,960 Speaker 1: it wasn't so extreme, And that was it. 889 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,759 Speaker 3: That was the only goal, was to have a great 890 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:19,120 Speaker 3: conversation with him and say, hey, see, this is what 891 00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:20,120 Speaker 3: I'm trying to do here. 892 00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:22,640 Speaker 1: I'm not going to change who I am or what 893 00:44:22,719 --> 00:44:24,520 Speaker 1: I believe because I'm going on a you know, I'm 894 00:44:24,560 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 1: doing business with Elon Musk and you see him as 895 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:29,200 Speaker 1: a sort of right wing radical or whatever it is. 896 00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:31,719 Speaker 3: I'm still going to be done. But I'm going to 897 00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:33,200 Speaker 3: go on that platform and try. 898 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,520 Speaker 1: To do what he said, what he wanted, and what 899 00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:38,000 Speaker 1: I wanted is to try to moderate it a little bit. 900 00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:42,120 Speaker 3: That was it, But didn't work out that way, did it. 901 00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:44,480 Speaker 2: Did you did you feel the pressure? I mean, I 902 00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:47,600 Speaker 2: imagine you got a lot of input people saying what 903 00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:50,160 Speaker 2: the hell are you doing over there? Don you don't 904 00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:52,239 Speaker 2: sell out all? Yeah, et cetera. So you know, I 905 00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:55,160 Speaker 2: mean you must have then, I mean, I'm just curious, 906 00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:57,239 Speaker 2: did you I mean you must have then come in 907 00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,560 Speaker 2: You came in that interview with a little bit of 908 00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:01,759 Speaker 2: you know, you have to overcompensate for that, right, You're 909 00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:04,279 Speaker 2: gonna have to demonstrate that in that interview. No, I 910 00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:06,600 Speaker 2: mean did you feel like you didn't feel that? You 911 00:45:06,680 --> 00:45:08,399 Speaker 2: just I don't feel that kind of pressure. You never 912 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:08,719 Speaker 2: felt that. 913 00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:09,960 Speaker 3: No, you can't know. 914 00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:12,320 Speaker 1: You can't feel that pressure when you if you're a journalist, 915 00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:17,000 Speaker 1: you can't feel that pressure, because I know I don't. 916 00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:20,920 Speaker 1: I didn't feel that pressure. My north star is my 917 00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:26,719 Speaker 1: north star, number one facts and and I live in reality. 918 00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:30,520 Speaker 1: And in a way, I wanted people to understand him. 919 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,760 Speaker 1: And I wanted to understand him because I didn't. 920 00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:35,320 Speaker 3: You know, I have I don't. I'm not a tech reporter. 921 00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:37,240 Speaker 3: I don't sit down and study Elon Musk. 922 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:41,200 Speaker 1: So these were just honest questions about him and what 923 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:43,239 Speaker 1: he said. And I was like, and I thought it 924 00:45:43,360 --> 00:45:47,080 Speaker 1: was as I mentioned to you in this interview, you 925 00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:49,759 Speaker 1: know about mental health and all of that. And when 926 00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:52,880 Speaker 1: he said that he took ketamine because it helped him, 927 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: I was like, that's great. People should know about that 928 00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:58,400 Speaker 1: and perhaps it could help someone else. And I had 929 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:01,279 Speaker 1: been doing stories on drug fare therapy, which included there, 930 00:46:01,320 --> 00:46:05,480 Speaker 1: which included I mean where it was where members of 931 00:46:05,480 --> 00:46:09,120 Speaker 1: our military had had PSD and they started doing guided 932 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:11,920 Speaker 1: drug therapy and boom, it got rid of it faster 933 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:14,040 Speaker 1: than talk therapy, and it changed their lives. 934 00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:15,440 Speaker 3: So I thought that was important. 935 00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:18,080 Speaker 1: But I guess he or some people thought that I 936 00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:20,920 Speaker 1: was digging into things that were personal, But he's the 937 00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:23,160 Speaker 1: one who talked about it, and so I was just 938 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:26,239 Speaker 1: trying to illuminate the situation and you know, broadn it 939 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,719 Speaker 1: so that people could understand him more and perhaps he 940 00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:31,239 Speaker 1: would make a difference. So no, I did not feel 941 00:46:31,280 --> 00:46:36,160 Speaker 1: that pressure. I feel that I don't think that I'd 942 00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:38,920 Speaker 1: been around long enough to know that from one interview 943 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:43,399 Speaker 1: that you should not feel pressure to sort of make 944 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:45,759 Speaker 1: your bones in one interview. You make your bones over 945 00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:49,319 Speaker 1: time with the body of your work, and not necessarily 946 00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:51,960 Speaker 1: one single thing. So I wasn't really trying to prove 947 00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:53,919 Speaker 1: a point there. There was no there was no need 948 00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:55,360 Speaker 1: for me to prove a point, because I feel like 949 00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:58,279 Speaker 1: after seventeen years at CNN and however long I was 950 00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:01,239 Speaker 1: at NBC, that. I think people know that I'm a 951 00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:04,239 Speaker 1: journalist and they know what my poliefs. 952 00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:06,760 Speaker 2: Are, and they certainly knew it after watching that interview, 953 00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:08,799 Speaker 2: which would talk about. 954 00:47:09,080 --> 00:47:14,640 Speaker 3: That interview was prescient, Governor. Everything in that interview. 955 00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:19,560 Speaker 1: That came out of that interview, about the great replacement theory, 956 00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:27,040 Speaker 1: about donating money to candidates, about diversity, equity and inclusion, 957 00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:34,920 Speaker 1: every single one of those things became huge topics all 958 00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:37,720 Speaker 1: like eight months or a year after I did the interview. 959 00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:40,600 Speaker 1: So I was sort of like looking around the corner, 960 00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:43,839 Speaker 1: trying to show people what might happen. And if that 961 00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:46,439 Speaker 1: is not an indication of good journalism, then I don't 962 00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:47,640 Speaker 1: know what it ish. 963 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:50,279 Speaker 2: Look at you, well done. I like the spike and 964 00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:53,799 Speaker 2: spiking that spiking the mic in that respect. Yeah, no, 965 00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:57,319 Speaker 2: I mean no argument for me. What what in that context? Though? What? 966 00:47:57,600 --> 00:48:00,200 Speaker 2: What did you get the call ten minutes later saying 967 00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:01,560 Speaker 2: you're out of here? Man? 968 00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:02,080 Speaker 3: What? 969 00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:02,920 Speaker 2: I mean? What happened? 970 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:03,000 Speaker 3: No? 971 00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:06,920 Speaker 2: After that I got a call. Were there other interviews 972 00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:11,200 Speaker 2: that we never saw that were canned? I mean, what happened? No? 973 00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:17,480 Speaker 3: Another call from Jane, my agent. J It was it 974 00:48:17,520 --> 00:48:18,439 Speaker 3: was a rainy night. 975 00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:19,920 Speaker 2: It was a rainy night. In Georgia. 976 00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:22,200 Speaker 1: There was a rainy night at Newark Airport. We had 977 00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:25,200 Speaker 1: just landed from Austin where we interviewed him. I think 978 00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:32,400 Speaker 1: we interviewed him on a Friday and then or and 979 00:48:32,440 --> 00:48:34,600 Speaker 1: then we had a Saturday off or something like that. 980 00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:36,920 Speaker 1: Or we interviewed him on a Saturday forget, and then 981 00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:42,360 Speaker 1: Sunday night when we landed, I got a call. I 982 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:44,399 Speaker 1: think I got a call from Jane. He said, uh, 983 00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:49,319 Speaker 1: Elon just called or something. He canceled the contract and 984 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:51,800 Speaker 1: I said, okay, I'm taxing. 985 00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:53,280 Speaker 3: I'm gonna have to call you back. 986 00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:55,319 Speaker 1: And so as soon as we you know, as soon 987 00:48:55,360 --> 00:48:58,640 Speaker 1: as we could use the phone. My executive producer, Jonathan 988 00:48:58,719 --> 00:49:01,440 Speaker 1: was sitting with me, and we took the call and 989 00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:05,200 Speaker 1: we were like, okay, I don't know why it was. 990 00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:07,359 Speaker 1: It was an interview, but it was tough. We've had 991 00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:12,360 Speaker 1: tougher interviews, you know. I've interviewed politicians and as you know, 992 00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:15,399 Speaker 1: you guys don't always like the questions that we ask 993 00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:17,560 Speaker 1: and it can be very contentious. 994 00:49:17,520 --> 00:49:20,840 Speaker 2: Like don that's why I on this side. This is 995 00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:23,640 Speaker 2: more like it keep going. 996 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:28,399 Speaker 1: Yes yes, and so, uh, we didn't think that there 997 00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:31,680 Speaker 1: was anything that unusual. And so but he did and 998 00:49:31,719 --> 00:49:33,560 Speaker 1: so that was that and then we've dealt with it, 999 00:49:33,719 --> 00:49:35,759 Speaker 1: you know ever since. I mean, we've dealt with it, 1000 00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:37,640 Speaker 1: and as you know, I'm still an active litigation with 1001 00:49:37,719 --> 00:49:39,640 Speaker 1: him because so I can't say much more. 1002 00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:42,080 Speaker 3: But I think, you know, except all of this is 1003 00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:44,760 Speaker 3: public knowledge. Everyone knows. We've already talked about this, everything 1004 00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:45,560 Speaker 3: that I've shared with you. 1005 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,200 Speaker 1: But I mean that back but you know that back 1006 00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:52,600 Speaker 1: and forth is something that adults, I believe understand. 1007 00:49:52,840 --> 00:49:55,000 Speaker 3: I mean, I'm gonna share, I'm gonna, you know, share. 1008 00:49:54,840 --> 00:49:57,960 Speaker 1: A little bit, you know. I have those conversations with 1009 00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:02,920 Speaker 1: you over text, like, man, you interviewed this person and ah, 1010 00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:05,120 Speaker 1: you know you should have You should have pushed him 1011 00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,200 Speaker 1: more on this and more on that and right on this, 1012 00:50:08,360 --> 00:50:10,960 Speaker 1: and then you can go, well, that's not I was 1013 00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:12,839 Speaker 1: trying to do something else whatever, and it's like, okay, 1014 00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:16,120 Speaker 1: all right, great, but we're still friendly. We still we're 1015 00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:18,560 Speaker 1: still friends. It doesn't you know. We don't have to 1016 00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:21,640 Speaker 1: fight or hate each other because we disagree with something 1017 00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:22,960 Speaker 1: the other person has done. 1018 00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:23,960 Speaker 3: I don't agree. 1019 00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:26,480 Speaker 1: I love my mom and my husband the most in 1020 00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:28,400 Speaker 1: the world, and I don't agree with them one hundred 1021 00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:30,360 Speaker 1: percent of the time, especially being in a marriage. 1022 00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:33,319 Speaker 3: Do you know there are very few times that we 1023 00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:34,200 Speaker 3: agree on shit? 1024 00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:42,320 Speaker 2: So oh, well, I I look you. So that was so, 1025 00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:44,759 Speaker 2: But that's the journey you talked about, you know, just 1026 00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,840 Speaker 2: you know, the the worst of times, the best of times, 1027 00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:52,560 Speaker 2: things reveal themselves, opportunities present themselves. And so you then 1028 00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:56,720 Speaker 2: went from that to this or did you try something 1029 00:50:56,719 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 2: in between? In terms of no, I wish from that 1030 00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:01,719 Speaker 2: this right to this. 1031 00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:04,480 Speaker 1: So I went from yeah, this was well, this was 1032 00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:06,799 Speaker 1: part that was part of this, that was supposed to 1033 00:51:06,800 --> 00:51:08,400 Speaker 1: be the start of this, that was going to be 1034 00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,800 Speaker 1: the you know, my sort of seed money or first client. 1035 00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:14,400 Speaker 1: Was this this you know, and that that was the 1036 00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:17,480 Speaker 1: agreement that we had. And so I was like, well, 1037 00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:19,160 Speaker 1: just because that happened, it doesn't mean that I'm going 1038 00:51:19,239 --> 00:51:19,719 Speaker 1: to give up. 1039 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:21,680 Speaker 3: I mean, come on, I'm don lemon. I'm not doing 1040 00:51:21,719 --> 00:51:24,479 Speaker 3: that ship. And so I just. 1041 00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:27,719 Speaker 1: Leaned into it and I did what where I did 1042 00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:31,120 Speaker 1: what I did best, and that was to be a journalist, 1043 00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:33,719 Speaker 1: to be an on air person, to go out and 1044 00:51:33,800 --> 00:51:36,920 Speaker 1: talk to people or invite them in in an environment 1045 00:51:37,000 --> 00:51:39,480 Speaker 1: or situation like this, and to discuss and to have 1046 00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:46,240 Speaker 1: interesting conversations and and to serve you know the public, 1047 00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:49,320 Speaker 1: and in many ways I'm serving my constituents and similar 1048 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,600 Speaker 1: similarly to what you do. So yeah, and that I 1049 00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:56,600 Speaker 1: just said, I was just dogged about in my pursuit 1050 00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:59,560 Speaker 1: of doing this. And so that's where the Don Lemon 1051 00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:03,280 Speaker 1: Shows has taken me to to how much we are? 1052 00:52:03,760 --> 00:52:06,239 Speaker 2: How many years now is the Don Lemon Show? I 1053 00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:09,840 Speaker 2: mean this current format? I mean you keep iterating, you know, 1054 00:52:09,840 --> 00:52:12,840 Speaker 2: I mean the hot takes and lemon drops and you 1055 00:52:12,920 --> 00:52:16,040 Speaker 2: know you're doing the five five o'clock every day hit. 1056 00:52:16,120 --> 00:52:19,319 Speaker 2: You're doing me this in the current format? How long 1057 00:52:19,360 --> 00:52:21,400 Speaker 2: you been? It's a lot of work, It's. 1058 00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:25,279 Speaker 3: It is a lot of work. I think the. 1059 00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:29,000 Speaker 1: I'm trying to find out the exact date of our show. 1060 00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:32,360 Speaker 1: Let me see the Don Lemon Show. I'm actually googling 1061 00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:35,400 Speaker 1: it round right now. I think it will be two years. 1062 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:37,600 Speaker 1: I think it was like two years. What is today? 1063 00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:41,520 Speaker 1: It may be two years today. Our first show may 1064 00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:42,680 Speaker 1: have dropped. 1065 00:52:42,719 --> 00:52:45,879 Speaker 2: Come on on Saint Patrick's Day two years ago. 1066 00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:48,160 Speaker 3: I think it may have been like March seventeen. 1067 00:52:48,200 --> 00:52:50,239 Speaker 1: I forget somewhere around, but this is the two year 1068 00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:52,879 Speaker 1: mark of the Don Lemon show, And. 1069 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:55,040 Speaker 2: Has it been right? What's been the most what's been 1070 00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:58,399 Speaker 2: the most I mean, for you the most interesting part 1071 00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:01,160 Speaker 2: of it. What's been the biggest surprise is it? I mean, 1072 00:53:01,239 --> 00:53:03,719 Speaker 2: has it been harder, has it been easier? Has it 1073 00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:06,560 Speaker 2: been more rewarding? Less rewarding? You say it's a grind. 1074 00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:09,200 Speaker 2: I mean it's a lot of work. What what's you know, 1075 00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:11,120 Speaker 2: what's been that journey the last two years? 1076 00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:17,120 Speaker 1: It's it's more rewarding, Gavin, in a real human sense. 1077 00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:21,279 Speaker 1: You know, you know, having someone do your makeup every day, 1078 00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:23,520 Speaker 1: and you know, fancy clothes and all that stuff, and 1079 00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:26,400 Speaker 1: I mean that has its you know, perks or whatever. 1080 00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,720 Speaker 3: But it has been more rewarding. 1081 00:53:29,239 --> 00:53:32,640 Speaker 1: In as I say, in a real way because it's 1082 00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:36,920 Speaker 1: me and there's very little artifice about it. There are 1083 00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:42,280 Speaker 1: fewer barriers between me and the people who are relying 1084 00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:46,000 Speaker 1: on me to convey the news to them. They you know, 1085 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:48,680 Speaker 1: I'm sitting in my home right now, and so they 1086 00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:51,640 Speaker 1: people feel like they know me. And if they feel 1087 00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:56,239 Speaker 1: like they know me, they feel like it's easier for 1088 00:53:56,280 --> 00:54:01,000 Speaker 1: them to trust me. Right, And so I started off 1089 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:05,279 Speaker 1: in a studio in Midtown that I was spending way 1090 00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:11,560 Speaker 1: too much money on and it was doing okay, but 1091 00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:14,959 Speaker 1: there was no connection there, and the audience kept saying 1092 00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:18,239 Speaker 1: to me, you know, you're doing cable news light. They 1093 00:54:18,280 --> 00:54:20,200 Speaker 1: didn't put it that way, but that's what it felt like. 1094 00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:23,520 Speaker 1: And I decided, like I was sitting one day and 1095 00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:25,560 Speaker 1: I said, you know, I'm doing the same thing I 1096 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:29,319 Speaker 1: did at CNN, except just a bit different. Why am 1097 00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:30,959 Speaker 1: I doing this? I'm going to sit in my living 1098 00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:32,919 Speaker 1: room every day and I'm going to do a show 1099 00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:35,480 Speaker 1: called Live a five and steal it from Chuck Scarboro 1100 00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:37,440 Speaker 1: and Sue Simmons here in New York back in the day. 1101 00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:39,439 Speaker 1: And I said, I'm just gonna go and I'm gonna 1102 00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:42,080 Speaker 1: build a community, not just going to like a station, 1103 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,600 Speaker 1: This is a community. And I sat here every day 1104 00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:47,840 Speaker 1: and sometimes there would be hundreds watching, then a thousand watching, 1105 00:54:47,840 --> 00:54:50,239 Speaker 1: in two thousand watching, three thousand and four thousand, and 1106 00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:52,480 Speaker 1: then now we're up to like if we get below, 1107 00:54:52,719 --> 00:54:55,680 Speaker 1: you know, fifteen thousand or so, we're like, ooh, we're 1108 00:54:55,719 --> 00:54:58,520 Speaker 1: not doing twenty. You know, we're not doing great. And 1109 00:54:58,560 --> 00:55:02,120 Speaker 1: so that every day and then eventually on the total 1110 00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:05,000 Speaker 1: watches and views, hundreds of thousands of people watch over 1111 00:55:05,080 --> 00:55:09,839 Speaker 1: time and and I've created, quite honestly, the lemon Nation, 1112 00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:13,960 Speaker 1: and so the thing that's been the most rewarded. 1113 00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:16,200 Speaker 2: Did you steal that from Michael Savage? Didn't you do 1114 00:55:16,280 --> 00:55:17,799 Speaker 2: Savage Nation back in the day? 1115 00:55:18,040 --> 00:55:19,759 Speaker 3: Oh no, I didn't even I never thought about that. 1116 00:55:19,920 --> 00:55:20,719 Speaker 2: No Avage Nation. 1117 00:55:20,840 --> 00:55:25,880 Speaker 1: Oh my god, Michael, I'm just saying, no interesting. I 1118 00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:29,120 Speaker 1: just I don't know how I got lemonation. It just 1119 00:55:29,239 --> 00:55:31,319 Speaker 1: sort of came out of lemonation at first. And then 1120 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:32,760 Speaker 1: I was saying, how am I going to do it? 1121 00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:34,560 Speaker 1: Is it going to be two ends or one? Is 1122 00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:37,000 Speaker 1: it l E m O N and then N A 1123 00:55:37,120 --> 00:55:38,680 Speaker 1: T I O N? Or is it l E M 1124 00:55:38,719 --> 00:55:42,759 Speaker 1: O N A T I O in So anyways, I digress, 1125 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:45,640 Speaker 1: but it has been Look, when I left uh ceeing 1126 00:55:45,680 --> 00:55:47,160 Speaker 1: and I didn't know if anybody would care if i'd 1127 00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:51,400 Speaker 1: ever be back on a major platform. 1128 00:55:49,960 --> 00:55:52,840 Speaker 3: Or have the voice that I had before. 1129 00:55:53,520 --> 00:55:57,560 Speaker 1: And but then the moment I let that go. 1130 00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:02,400 Speaker 2: H yeah, it just goes right. 1131 00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:04,200 Speaker 1: I feel like I'm more popular now than when I 1132 00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:06,720 Speaker 1: was on CNN. I get recognized more on the streets 1133 00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:09,360 Speaker 1: now than when I was in CNN. People show up 1134 00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:12,200 Speaker 1: to my events more now. In my speaking engagements more 1135 00:56:12,200 --> 00:56:14,279 Speaker 1: than when I was on CNN. It's an it's a 1136 00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:19,080 Speaker 1: it's a really odd thing that's happened, and rewarding. 1137 00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:22,160 Speaker 2: And rewarding and and so just you know, as you 1138 00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:25,759 Speaker 2: now start you know, new media, old media, legacy media. 1139 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:27,840 Speaker 2: However you want to call it fake news, you know 1140 00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:30,239 Speaker 2: it's others. Majority of the may frame it. Uh, this 1141 00:56:30,440 --> 00:56:32,600 Speaker 2: notion of independent. You know, you're being your own boss. 1142 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:35,760 Speaker 2: You can, you know, your your own routines, your own 1143 00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:39,080 Speaker 2: opportunities to continue to iterate in terms of your building 1144 00:56:39,080 --> 00:56:41,360 Speaker 2: this network in this platform. I mean, what do you 1145 00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:43,840 Speaker 2: make just jumping right into the sort of anxiety that 1146 00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:47,840 Speaker 2: I imagine must be just you know universal over at CNN 1147 00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:51,760 Speaker 2: today with the changes that are about to take shape 1148 00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:57,600 Speaker 2: when this merger uh is advanced. What you know, what 1149 00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:59,000 Speaker 2: what do you think is going to become of your 1150 00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:01,080 Speaker 2: old on stopping grounds? 1151 00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:08,120 Speaker 3: That is a very good question. Uh. 1152 00:57:08,680 --> 00:57:13,120 Speaker 1: I am afraid for them, you know, I know this 1153 00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:15,000 Speaker 1: is going to sound weird and condescending, but in a 1154 00:57:15,040 --> 00:57:18,360 Speaker 1: way I feel bad for them because they're in a 1155 00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:23,320 Speaker 1: tough position. When I saw it, I laughed when I 1156 00:57:23,360 --> 00:57:26,080 Speaker 1: saw that they were going to buy it, and I laughed, 1157 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:27,080 Speaker 1: but I didn't mean it to. 1158 00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:28,400 Speaker 3: Like I'm laughing at them. 1159 00:57:28,800 --> 00:57:32,600 Speaker 1: I laughed because I was thinking what a blessing in 1160 00:57:32,640 --> 00:57:35,600 Speaker 1: disguise this was for me. And then at the same time, 1161 00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:38,640 Speaker 1: I felt like, man, the best journalists in the world 1162 00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:41,560 Speaker 1: aren't going to be able to be their best because 1163 00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:45,400 Speaker 1: someone is going to try to influence a news network 1164 00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:51,480 Speaker 1: politically with ideology, and that should never happen to CNN, 1165 00:57:52,200 --> 00:57:58,320 Speaker 1: And so I know that, Uh, there's a lot of 1166 00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:01,080 Speaker 1: freaking out going on at CNN right now, people not 1167 00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:02,560 Speaker 1: knowing what's going to happen. 1168 00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:04,800 Speaker 3: I do know as well. 1169 00:58:04,920 --> 00:58:07,520 Speaker 1: I mean, when neither of us is stupid and nobody 1170 00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:09,560 Speaker 1: watching this is stupid, they are going to be layoffs. 1171 00:58:09,720 --> 00:58:11,360 Speaker 1: A lot of journalists are going to lose their jobs, 1172 00:58:11,360 --> 00:58:13,480 Speaker 1: are going to end up having to do, you know, 1173 00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:17,360 Speaker 1: something very similar to what I'm doing, and they are 1174 00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:21,440 Speaker 1: in for a very rude awakening about just how easy 1175 00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:26,120 Speaker 1: or how hard this is to make happen. But mostly 1176 00:58:26,160 --> 00:58:29,640 Speaker 1: I just felt bad for for journalism and for freedom 1177 00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:36,720 Speaker 1: of the press after that happened, because the consolidation of 1178 00:58:36,920 --> 00:58:42,120 Speaker 1: media right now is troubling, but the consolidation of conservative 1179 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,840 Speaker 1: media is even more troubling than that. If you look 1180 00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:47,400 Speaker 1: at you know, the Ellison's out control, you know some 1181 00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:50,880 Speaker 1: of TikTok and the algorithm they have. CBS, they're soon 1182 00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:57,760 Speaker 1: going to have CNN, Rupert Murdoch has Fox News. The 1183 00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:00,600 Speaker 1: the folks that the other networks are a little bit 1184 00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:03,760 Speaker 1: newtered because they're afraid of Donald Trump. You know, Donald 1185 00:59:03,760 --> 00:59:10,680 Speaker 1: Trump hassued ABC. He often talks crap about you know, NBC, 1186 00:59:10,960 --> 00:59:14,840 Speaker 1: and he insults reporters and all those things. So I 1187 00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:18,200 Speaker 1: can't imagine, well, I can't imagine the consternation that's happening. 1188 00:59:18,680 --> 00:59:21,480 Speaker 1: And I'm lucky not to be a part of it, 1189 00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:23,160 Speaker 1: but I feel bad that it's happening to them. 1190 00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:30,080 Speaker 2: When you did you anticipate I mean a scenario honestly, 1191 00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:33,240 Speaker 2: you know you're looking back in your career. Did it 1192 00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:36,520 Speaker 2: ever even enter your mind the prospects that you'd be 1193 00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:40,800 Speaker 2: arrested for doing your job? Honestly? I mean like no, 1194 00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:43,360 Speaker 2: I mean passing. You just were like, you know, there's 1195 00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,720 Speaker 2: a scenario. You know, you made a joke, you know, 1196 00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:48,240 Speaker 2: a late night dinner or something. You know, did you 1197 00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:50,520 Speaker 2: ever really believe that possible? 1198 00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:53,080 Speaker 3: No, I didn't think it would be possible. 1199 00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:55,480 Speaker 1: I thought the only time that anything like that was 1200 00:59:55,560 --> 00:59:58,680 Speaker 1: possible is if you are which is a very similar 1201 00:59:58,680 --> 01:00:01,200 Speaker 1: scenario to what happened. But you know, if you're at 1202 01:00:01,200 --> 01:00:06,120 Speaker 1: a protest right and the powers that be your authorities 1203 01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:07,800 Speaker 1: or police or whatever it is, are trying to push 1204 01:00:07,920 --> 01:00:10,080 Speaker 1: people back and you get caught up in a scrum 1205 01:00:10,200 --> 01:00:12,920 Speaker 1: or something, you know, I thought it was possible that 1206 01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:18,200 Speaker 1: could happen. I've seen my colleagues get arrested on television. 1207 01:00:18,400 --> 01:00:21,640 Speaker 1: It almost happened to me in Ferguson if it had 1208 01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:26,400 Speaker 1: not been for another officer. I was on with Wolf 1209 01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:29,240 Speaker 1: Blitzer and they were moving us back and I was 1210 01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:31,080 Speaker 1: trying to move and the cop was going to push me, 1211 01:00:31,120 --> 01:00:34,280 Speaker 1: and he tried to grab me, and I. 1212 01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:38,000 Speaker 3: Forget that It's been a while ago, twenty fourteen or so, and. 1213 01:00:40,120 --> 01:00:42,920 Speaker 1: So, you know, I thought that that sort of thing 1214 01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:44,960 Speaker 1: that possibly could happen. But then I had a giant 1215 01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:46,840 Speaker 1: network behind me, and it would just be like, Okay, 1216 01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:50,080 Speaker 1: we'll take care of this, you'll be out by the 1217 01:00:50,120 --> 01:00:51,680 Speaker 1: time your show whatever. 1218 01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:52,320 Speaker 2: Blah blah blah. 1219 01:00:52,320 --> 01:00:54,480 Speaker 1: But this is a whole different sort of thing that's 1220 01:00:54,520 --> 01:00:57,560 Speaker 1: happened now. And so the answer to your question is 1221 01:00:57,640 --> 01:01:01,720 Speaker 1: in an emphatic no, never, never. 1222 01:01:02,160 --> 01:01:04,760 Speaker 2: When you saw what happened the Washington Post, the FBI 1223 01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:09,320 Speaker 2: going in, I mean, was that what was your first 1224 01:01:09,360 --> 01:01:12,800 Speaker 2: reaction then that. 1225 01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:19,280 Speaker 1: The attack on institutions that we need in this country 1226 01:01:19,320 --> 01:01:21,680 Speaker 1: in order for this democracy to work, in order for 1227 01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:24,760 Speaker 1: this republic to work, that those institutions, the attacks on 1228 01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:31,600 Speaker 1: them are chipping, are starting to diminish those institutions. I 1229 01:01:31,680 --> 01:01:36,680 Speaker 1: thought that the very people who love to tout the 1230 01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:40,960 Speaker 1: Constitution all the time doesn't believe in the Constitution, nor 1231 01:01:41,000 --> 01:01:44,160 Speaker 1: the Bill of Rights, nor the First Amendment. The free 1232 01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:51,280 Speaker 1: speech absolutists somehow don't believe in free speech absolutism, and 1233 01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:53,960 Speaker 1: especially as it relates to the press. It's only if 1234 01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:57,520 Speaker 1: people are saying favorable things about you. I mean, look 1235 01:01:57,560 --> 01:02:00,320 Speaker 1: at what Pete Heseth said about you. Know, this is 1236 01:02:00,320 --> 01:02:02,320 Speaker 1: how the headlines should be written. And I can't wait 1237 01:02:02,320 --> 01:02:06,080 Speaker 1: for David Ellison to take over CNN, which was yep, 1238 01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:10,800 Speaker 1: then any other time that would have been outraged, a 1239 01:02:11,040 --> 01:02:16,160 Speaker 1: non stop story headlines, right, And then for Donald Trump 1240 01:02:16,200 --> 01:02:18,760 Speaker 1: to tweet out look at how I changed the media 1241 01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:20,600 Speaker 1: and all the people he got fired and he sued 1242 01:02:20,640 --> 01:02:26,280 Speaker 1: and all It's like it's crazy times. And then arresting reporters. 1243 01:02:27,600 --> 01:02:30,680 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, wait, give me your question again. 1244 01:02:30,720 --> 01:02:31,040 Speaker 2: What was that? 1245 01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:31,960 Speaker 3: Did I answer your question? 1246 01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:34,959 Speaker 2: Yeah? No, I mean it just you know, the seed 1247 01:02:34,960 --> 01:02:37,040 Speaker 2: that was planet as it relates to the FBI raid 1248 01:02:37,320 --> 01:02:40,200 Speaker 2: at the Washington Post. But this notion, you know. 1249 01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:44,680 Speaker 1: With miss Nathanson, the reporter, I mean, look, she's still 1250 01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:46,720 Speaker 1: fighting for her phone. I still don't have a phone 1251 01:02:47,040 --> 01:02:50,120 Speaker 1: at this point, but she still I don't have my phone. 1252 01:02:50,240 --> 01:02:52,040 Speaker 1: They took my phone, they still have it. I mean, 1253 01:02:52,080 --> 01:02:54,960 Speaker 1: that's that's public knowledge, and that came out in the 1254 01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:58,080 Speaker 1: in the court proceedings, the first one, my first court appearance, 1255 01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:03,120 Speaker 1: and they took her phone as well, and her attorneys 1256 01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:07,200 Speaker 1: are fighting for that. But you know, there's there's reporters 1257 01:03:07,240 --> 01:03:11,440 Speaker 1: have privilege, you know, for it's like an attorney, and 1258 01:03:11,520 --> 01:03:14,400 Speaker 1: so you have to be very careful about those things. 1259 01:03:14,400 --> 01:03:17,080 Speaker 3: And we cannot lose those things otherwise. 1260 01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:20,400 Speaker 1: We are going to lose the We're going to lose 1261 01:03:20,400 --> 01:03:23,160 Speaker 1: the First Amendment. We're going to lose the freedom of 1262 01:03:23,200 --> 01:03:25,640 Speaker 1: the press because part of that is having sources and 1263 01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:31,600 Speaker 1: being able to be trusted by those sources that you're 1264 01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:34,600 Speaker 1: not going to give any information away that they give you. 1265 01:03:34,600 --> 01:03:36,240 Speaker 3: People, reporters go. 1266 01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:39,040 Speaker 1: To jail over they have over refusing to give up 1267 01:03:39,080 --> 01:03:42,160 Speaker 1: a source, and then usually it ends up working out 1268 01:03:42,200 --> 01:03:44,439 Speaker 1: for them saying they don't have to and they get out. 1269 01:03:44,480 --> 01:03:50,280 Speaker 1: But still, so we cannot lose those norms and those 1270 01:03:50,480 --> 01:03:56,560 Speaker 1: traditions because otherwise we're no better than a country that 1271 01:03:56,600 --> 01:03:58,160 Speaker 1: we're at war with right now. 1272 01:03:58,320 --> 01:03:59,720 Speaker 3: And we're saying, you know. 1273 01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:06,320 Speaker 1: That Iran shoots protesters, well so do we, And you 1274 01:04:06,320 --> 01:04:11,560 Speaker 1: know we're over there because Iran, you know, uh, jail's 1275 01:04:11,640 --> 01:04:15,360 Speaker 1: reporters or you know, doesn't have free speech, and that 1276 01:04:15,480 --> 01:04:17,960 Speaker 1: makes us know better than them. If we are acting 1277 01:04:18,080 --> 01:04:20,240 Speaker 1: and doing the very same things that they're doing, then 1278 01:04:20,560 --> 01:04:23,440 Speaker 1: what sort of moral authority do we have to be 1279 01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:25,959 Speaker 1: able to be there and you know, in a war 1280 01:04:26,080 --> 01:04:27,960 Speaker 1: and quite frankly killing people. 1281 01:04:29,480 --> 01:04:35,280 Speaker 2: You you arrested in Los Angeles, you're covering the Grammys. 1282 01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:38,240 Speaker 2: Why do you think they targeted you? 1283 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:44,840 Speaker 1: Why you I think they thought that they I was 1284 01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:47,880 Speaker 1: gonna make a joke so that I was a fashion 1285 01:04:48,000 --> 01:04:50,080 Speaker 1: crime that they sent the fashion polices the Grammys. 1286 01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:51,800 Speaker 3: I'm joking, it's a red carpet joke. 1287 01:04:52,160 --> 01:04:55,720 Speaker 1: Why do you think I think they targeted me? I 1288 01:04:55,760 --> 01:04:58,440 Speaker 1: can't You'll have to ask them that. But my my 1289 01:04:58,680 --> 01:05:02,000 Speaker 1: opinion is that they targeted me because they have been 1290 01:05:02,040 --> 01:05:04,360 Speaker 1: after me for a long time. I mean, Donald Trump 1291 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:08,800 Speaker 1: has been tweeting about me and talking about me for 1292 01:05:08,880 --> 01:05:09,720 Speaker 1: quite some time. 1293 01:05:09,960 --> 01:05:12,720 Speaker 3: And I you know, from from. 1294 01:05:12,480 --> 01:05:14,760 Speaker 1: One day to the other, I would rather not think 1295 01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:17,280 Speaker 1: about Donald Trump. And when I was at CNN, I said, 1296 01:05:17,320 --> 01:05:19,320 Speaker 1: I asked him, do I have to cover Donald Trump 1297 01:05:19,320 --> 01:05:19,720 Speaker 1: every night? 1298 01:05:19,760 --> 01:05:21,400 Speaker 3: Because I'm tired of talking about him. 1299 01:05:21,560 --> 01:05:24,520 Speaker 1: I'm not interested in anything that he says or does 1300 01:05:24,600 --> 01:05:27,959 Speaker 1: because none of it it makes sense. So I think 1301 01:05:28,040 --> 01:05:33,120 Speaker 1: it's because number one, you know, I worked for CNN, 1302 01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:35,960 Speaker 1: and I was very outspoken about how I felt about 1303 01:05:36,040 --> 01:05:40,240 Speaker 1: him and the administration and what this MAGA movement meant 1304 01:05:40,240 --> 01:05:44,000 Speaker 1: and what they were doing and how they were trampling 1305 01:05:44,040 --> 01:05:44,960 Speaker 1: on our constitution. 1306 01:05:45,800 --> 01:05:47,960 Speaker 3: And also, you know, I'm black. 1307 01:05:49,080 --> 01:05:50,600 Speaker 1: If you look at all the people most of the 1308 01:05:50,640 --> 01:05:53,280 Speaker 1: indictments of the people who have been indicted in a 1309 01:05:53,280 --> 01:05:55,800 Speaker 1: lot of them are brown, a lot of them are. 1310 01:05:55,640 --> 01:05:58,760 Speaker 3: Looked like me. And I think he's a racist. 1311 01:05:59,680 --> 01:06:05,880 Speaker 1: And I think that also, quite frankly, part of it 1312 01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:08,640 Speaker 1: is that I was the biggest name, you know, in 1313 01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:12,080 Speaker 1: that whole sort of church arrest thing, and perhaps if 1314 01:06:12,080 --> 01:06:15,320 Speaker 1: I was not there, maybe none of this would be 1315 01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:16,240 Speaker 1: happening to the other people. 1316 01:06:16,280 --> 01:06:21,200 Speaker 3: I felt a little guilt about that. So that's it. Yeah, yeah, 1317 01:06:21,400 --> 01:06:22,120 Speaker 3: So why? 1318 01:06:22,240 --> 01:06:23,960 Speaker 1: Well, I think it's why because he's going the same 1319 01:06:23,960 --> 01:06:26,919 Speaker 1: reason that he's going after you know, Tiss James or 1320 01:06:27,360 --> 01:06:31,080 Speaker 1: Lisa Cook or James Comy or any of I mean, 1321 01:06:31,280 --> 01:06:34,640 Speaker 1: because he can, and because he doesn't like that. He 1322 01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:38,160 Speaker 1: doesn't like it when people don't agree with him, when 1323 01:06:38,160 --> 01:06:39,320 Speaker 1: you're not part of his cult. 1324 01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:49,600 Speaker 2: Were you done? Were you humbled grateful by the outrage 1325 01:06:50,120 --> 01:06:52,960 Speaker 2: that came out of your arrest or did you feel 1326 01:06:53,000 --> 01:06:56,600 Speaker 2: like folks, even in your profession, were a little bit timid? 1327 01:06:56,880 --> 01:07:01,000 Speaker 2: Didn't you know some you know talking in the aggregate. 1328 01:07:01,520 --> 01:07:06,480 Speaker 2: Did you feel was sufficient the level of outrage that 1329 01:07:06,680 --> 01:07:11,120 Speaker 2: came from that arrest or are people a little too 1330 01:07:11,120 --> 01:07:12,160 Speaker 2: complicit this moment? 1331 01:07:14,400 --> 01:07:16,200 Speaker 3: Well, it's a combination. 1332 01:07:16,480 --> 01:07:18,479 Speaker 1: I was very humbled by the support that I got 1333 01:07:18,560 --> 01:07:25,320 Speaker 1: and and uh surprised, especially in the beginning. But because 1334 01:07:25,440 --> 01:07:30,200 Speaker 1: there's so much going on in the world as it 1335 01:07:30,240 --> 01:07:34,320 Speaker 1: relates to the Trump administration, pardon me. I think people 1336 01:07:34,360 --> 01:07:39,080 Speaker 1: are a bit worn, worn down, and I think that 1337 01:07:39,480 --> 01:07:48,720 Speaker 1: journalists now in at many organizations are nervous and worried 1338 01:07:48,720 --> 01:07:52,640 Speaker 1: about keeping their jobs, especially now that you know, broadcasting 1339 01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:56,640 Speaker 1: cable are diminishing and there aren't really any jobs many 1340 01:07:56,720 --> 01:07:58,800 Speaker 1: jobs left, if any, and people are getting laid off. 1341 01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:00,880 Speaker 1: I think they're worried about so they don't want to 1342 01:08:00,880 --> 01:08:03,200 Speaker 1: speak up and they don't want to say anything. So, 1343 01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:07,160 Speaker 1: but I can't believe that this story is not on, 1344 01:08:07,560 --> 01:08:09,959 Speaker 1: you know, not one of the major headlines almost every 1345 01:08:09,960 --> 01:08:14,800 Speaker 1: single day, because you know, they arrested me, they arrested 1346 01:08:14,800 --> 01:08:17,920 Speaker 1: the other reporter. Then Pete Hexas says, I can't wait 1347 01:08:17,960 --> 01:08:20,080 Speaker 1: for someone to take over, and then Donald Trump says 1348 01:08:20,200 --> 01:08:22,160 Speaker 1: this thing, and then they're you know, the the boy. 1349 01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:23,280 Speaker 2: How about Brendan Carr? 1350 01:08:23,600 --> 01:08:24,839 Speaker 3: How about Brendan Carr. 1351 01:08:25,680 --> 01:08:28,040 Speaker 2: They're not going to renew broadcasting license unless you do 1352 01:08:28,080 --> 01:08:32,120 Speaker 2: the our war bidding quote unquote whatever the propagandas want to. Yeah, 1353 01:08:32,200 --> 01:08:35,120 Speaker 2: I mean that that's a hell of a statement. Huh. Yes. 1354 01:08:35,200 --> 01:08:39,280 Speaker 1: And we're all in the same fight, and we should 1355 01:08:39,280 --> 01:08:41,320 Speaker 1: all be on the same team, and this should be 1356 01:08:41,439 --> 01:08:45,320 Speaker 1: They the folks, the journalists, the news organizations, they have 1357 01:08:45,479 --> 01:08:52,160 Speaker 1: the ability to to prioritize this, and right now they're not. 1358 01:08:52,240 --> 01:08:53,840 Speaker 1: They just say you know, they'll do a couple of 1359 01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:55,800 Speaker 1: segments on it and then they forget about it. But 1360 01:08:55,880 --> 01:08:59,200 Speaker 1: this has repercussions for almost everything we do. Without the 1361 01:08:59,200 --> 01:09:02,360 Speaker 1: First Amendment, governor all of the other amendments, nothing else, 1362 01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:08,160 Speaker 1: nothing else stands. And so this affects journalists, It affects 1363 01:09:08,760 --> 01:09:11,720 Speaker 1: hosts on television shows, late night hosts. Look at what 1364 01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:14,760 Speaker 1: happened to Jimmy Kimmel, look at what's happening with Stephen Colbert. 1365 01:09:14,479 --> 01:09:18,320 Speaker 3: All of it. This affects every the publishing industry, books. 1366 01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:23,720 Speaker 1: This is long reaching ramifications, and I think people need 1367 01:09:23,800 --> 01:09:27,360 Speaker 1: to start really thinking about it, especially the news organizations 1368 01:09:27,360 --> 01:09:31,280 Speaker 1: who are really, in a way hastening their own demise 1369 01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:34,599 Speaker 1: by bending the need to this administration. Because if they 1370 01:09:34,640 --> 01:09:38,479 Speaker 1: stood up to him, more people would watch. Their ratings 1371 01:09:38,479 --> 01:09:40,920 Speaker 1: would be better because they would say, well, yeah, damn it, 1372 01:09:40,960 --> 01:09:43,559 Speaker 1: they are standing up to him. But now they are 1373 01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:46,080 Speaker 1: being bullied by Donald Trump, who's threatening to take them 1374 01:09:46,080 --> 01:09:49,760 Speaker 1: off the air and threatening to you know, snatch their licenses. 1375 01:09:50,080 --> 01:09:52,240 Speaker 1: And then the people at home are going, I'm not 1376 01:09:52,280 --> 01:09:55,479 Speaker 1: going to watch you. So like, wake up people, But 1377 01:09:55,600 --> 01:09:58,920 Speaker 1: it's hard when you have people who own the networks 1378 01:09:58,960 --> 01:10:01,960 Speaker 1: who believe in the same ideology. And Donald Trump is there, 1379 01:10:02,520 --> 01:10:06,880 Speaker 1: you know, their god king, So it's you know, what 1380 01:10:06,920 --> 01:10:07,320 Speaker 1: do you do? 1381 01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:11,479 Speaker 2: Well, I'm trying to sell those kneepads you see behind me, 1382 01:10:13,400 --> 01:10:17,160 Speaker 2: the signature series Trump kneepads by the way, as you know, 1383 01:10:17,240 --> 01:10:19,439 Speaker 2: the old ones sold out, just like a lot of 1384 01:10:19,479 --> 01:10:21,639 Speaker 2: the folks you just mentioned and sold out. But these 1385 01:10:22,040 --> 01:10:25,960 Speaker 2: these just came in fresh batch, so they're available in pairs. 1386 01:10:26,160 --> 01:10:28,599 Speaker 3: You can sell them. You can sell them to some 1387 01:10:29,240 --> 01:10:29,880 Speaker 3: and in book. 1388 01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:32,719 Speaker 1: Well you should sell them to some of the parent 1389 01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:35,479 Speaker 1: companies of the news organization because they might not date 1390 01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:36,479 Speaker 1: it because they need them. 1391 01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:40,120 Speaker 2: Oh amen, Look, I could spend hours with you, non 1392 01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:43,960 Speaker 2: I just think I hope it's not. And everybody what 1393 01:10:43,960 --> 01:10:46,160 Speaker 2: what we're up against. I mean this is code. Read 1394 01:10:46,920 --> 01:10:49,719 Speaker 2: what you've gone through. And I appreciate your levity around 1395 01:10:49,720 --> 01:10:52,280 Speaker 2: all this and how you've been able to personally deal 1396 01:10:52,320 --> 01:10:54,880 Speaker 2: with this because you're in your in litigation, you've got lawyer. 1397 01:10:54,960 --> 01:10:57,519 Speaker 2: I mean, this thing, this is a financial toll. This 1398 01:10:57,640 --> 01:10:59,880 Speaker 2: is serious. He's sent me a message. It wasn't just 1399 01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:02,759 Speaker 2: after you. It was sending a message to everybody else. 1400 01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:04,800 Speaker 2: It's time for all of you to shut up and 1401 01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:07,680 Speaker 2: self censor, and we cannot afford that we'll lose this 1402 01:11:07,760 --> 01:11:10,240 Speaker 2: country as you suggest, we'll lose our republic. We will, 1403 01:11:10,280 --> 01:11:12,599 Speaker 2: we will lose it in real time. This is exactly 1404 01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:15,639 Speaker 2: what Putin did, is what Orbon did Aeronwan. This is real, 1405 01:11:16,040 --> 01:11:18,479 Speaker 2: it's happening. It's happening to have a faster clip than 1406 01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:20,960 Speaker 2: on those other countries, and it could happen here in 1407 01:11:21,000 --> 01:11:23,880 Speaker 2: the United States unless we call it out. And so 1408 01:11:24,000 --> 01:11:27,400 Speaker 2: the fact that you're not giving up and you're continue 1409 01:11:27,439 --> 01:11:30,479 Speaker 2: to punch back man is an inspiration. I just personally 1410 01:11:30,520 --> 01:11:33,439 Speaker 2: want to thank you of after my kids also on 1411 01:11:33,479 --> 01:11:36,479 Speaker 2: behalf of you know, you know why the damn Founding 1412 01:11:36,479 --> 01:11:38,880 Speaker 2: fathers lived and died and we're selling ready it's two 1413 01:11:38,920 --> 01:11:41,800 Speaker 2: hund and fiftieth anniversary of at least that declaration, and 1414 01:11:42,160 --> 01:11:44,320 Speaker 2: you know this is what it was all about. This 1415 01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:47,400 Speaker 2: is what they lived and died for. And so it's 1416 01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:50,559 Speaker 2: so important that we call this out and you continue 1417 01:11:50,560 --> 01:11:52,640 Speaker 2: to do that on an hourly basis, not just a 1418 01:11:52,720 --> 01:11:53,479 Speaker 2: daily basis. 1419 01:11:54,720 --> 01:11:57,360 Speaker 3: Thank you. May I, as a journalist ask you a 1420 01:11:57,439 --> 01:11:58,720 Speaker 3: question that I really want to. 1421 01:11:58,840 --> 01:12:00,800 Speaker 2: I don't know, it's not a cur out since it's 1422 01:12:00,800 --> 01:12:02,839 Speaker 2: my podcast, it's not a curb Boston. 1423 01:12:02,960 --> 01:12:07,880 Speaker 1: So, having said what you said, and having heard Donald 1424 01:12:07,920 --> 01:12:12,720 Speaker 1: Trump talk about nationalizing the elections and having Republicans take 1425 01:12:12,760 --> 01:12:16,479 Speaker 1: over the election, are you confident that we'll have a 1426 01:12:16,920 --> 01:12:20,280 Speaker 1: free and fair election in twenty twenty six for the midterms. 1427 01:12:22,000 --> 01:12:24,800 Speaker 2: That's an open ended question. One thing I'm absolutely confident of. 1428 01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:27,640 Speaker 2: We won't will not have a fair, free election in 1429 01:12:27,640 --> 01:12:30,040 Speaker 2: twenty twenty eight unless we take back the House of 1430 01:12:30,080 --> 01:12:34,559 Speaker 2: Representatives in twenty twenty six. This guy's not screwing around. Look, 1431 01:12:34,600 --> 01:12:36,760 Speaker 2: you saw what happened in LA. He sent out bor 1432 01:12:36,840 --> 01:12:40,080 Speaker 2: tac teams the day of the election in Los Angeles 1433 01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:43,760 Speaker 2: on election day on Prop fifty in order to chill 1434 01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:47,280 Speaker 2: free expression, sent out a tweet that morning on True 1435 01:12:47,320 --> 01:12:49,200 Speaker 2: Social saying the election was rased, sent out hiss to 1436 01:12:49,520 --> 01:12:52,759 Speaker 2: Parliament of Justice monitors, and then ultimately try to litigate 1437 01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:54,799 Speaker 2: and get to the Supreme Court to say the election 1438 01:12:55,520 --> 01:12:58,519 Speaker 2: was fraudulently decided. He's not screwing around. You saw what 1439 01:12:58,520 --> 01:13:01,000 Speaker 2: happened in Fulton County, and now he's taking over that 1440 01:13:01,120 --> 01:13:04,200 Speaker 2: board in Fulton County that's still active and it's happening. 1441 01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:07,519 Speaker 2: He talked about the nationalization of the election, then he said, no, 1442 01:13:07,640 --> 01:13:12,400 Speaker 2: just fifteen Blue states Save Act. It's next level what 1443 01:13:12,479 --> 01:13:15,360 Speaker 2: the Save Act is all about. That's about deciding who 1444 01:13:15,400 --> 01:13:18,559 Speaker 2: can vote. It's not about voter IDs trying to purge 1445 01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:21,280 Speaker 2: the voting roles, and we are in litigation on that here. 1446 01:13:21,560 --> 01:13:23,960 Speaker 2: He's been doing that in other states. This guy is 1447 01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:27,040 Speaker 2: not screwing around. So our state of mind has to 1448 01:13:27,040 --> 01:13:31,360 Speaker 2: be I think very mindful that we are hardly out 1449 01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:35,320 Speaker 2: of the woods. Even if we're successful in neutralizing the 1450 01:13:35,600 --> 01:13:40,120 Speaker 2: election rigging that he tried to do with the midterm redistricting, 1451 01:13:41,160 --> 01:13:44,479 Speaker 2: we are getting. These fights are happening, These battles, these 1452 01:13:44,479 --> 01:13:48,639 Speaker 2: fronts are continuing to expand all across the United States. 1453 01:13:48,680 --> 01:13:52,799 Speaker 2: And the media cannot be complicit in that respect. Corporate 1454 01:13:52,880 --> 01:13:56,080 Speaker 2: leaders can't be complicit in that respect. Lawyers can't be 1455 01:13:56,280 --> 01:13:59,360 Speaker 2: complicit in law firms anymore. Universities need to call it 1456 01:13:59,400 --> 01:14:02,240 Speaker 2: back to these days forgive me, you're triggering me, but 1457 01:14:02,560 --> 01:14:04,920 Speaker 2: to why I have these knee pads, and we can't 1458 01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:06,880 Speaker 2: be composed of what the hell happened to you? You 1459 01:14:06,960 --> 01:14:11,240 Speaker 2: got arrested, Don This is madness, man, that's insane. That 1460 01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:14,599 Speaker 2: happened in the United States America. They detained you FBI 1461 01:14:14,640 --> 01:14:18,679 Speaker 2: in the morning, handcuffed you. It's sick. This is a cancer, 1462 01:14:19,240 --> 01:14:21,200 Speaker 2: and we got to call it out. So anyway, yeah, 1463 01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:23,759 Speaker 2: I worry about it. And that's why we're fighting. We're litigation. 1464 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:27,120 Speaker 2: We're winning more than we're losing in court. But it's 1465 01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:29,840 Speaker 2: about the court of public opinion. It's about waking people up. 1466 01:14:29,880 --> 01:14:32,880 Speaker 2: It's about people continuing to show up for each other 1467 01:14:32,920 --> 01:14:36,000 Speaker 2: and for this country and for you and others that 1468 01:14:36,479 --> 01:14:39,360 Speaker 2: you know are these targets. And yeah, I'll end on this. 1469 01:14:39,840 --> 01:14:42,519 Speaker 2: You know you mentioned five or six people. I'm there. 1470 01:14:42,720 --> 01:14:45,559 Speaker 2: I couldn't believe the phone call I got from my friend, 1471 01:14:45,680 --> 01:14:49,280 Speaker 2: the governor of Minnesota, and you know, Walls calls and 1472 01:14:49,320 --> 01:14:51,559 Speaker 2: he says, look, Pally goes need a little bit of help. 1473 01:14:51,600 --> 01:14:53,599 Speaker 2: I said, whatever, you need to happy to be there 1474 01:14:53,600 --> 01:14:55,360 Speaker 2: on this, but he goes, no, no, I need some 1475 01:14:55,720 --> 01:14:58,360 Speaker 2: help me with my litigation fund because he's trying to 1476 01:14:58,360 --> 01:15:04,360 Speaker 2: criminally prosecute me and I have to raise personal money. 1477 01:15:04,360 --> 01:15:08,160 Speaker 2: He is that, don't I know happening you intimately? 1478 01:15:08,160 --> 01:15:10,280 Speaker 3: You know, yeah, I know. 1479 01:15:10,439 --> 01:15:14,479 Speaker 1: I mean, look, fighting, getting a good lawyer costs money. 1480 01:15:15,120 --> 01:15:18,080 Speaker 1: Fighting the Department of Justice costs a lot of money 1481 01:15:18,160 --> 01:15:20,160 Speaker 1: because the government never runs out of money. 1482 01:15:20,640 --> 01:15:20,960 Speaker 2: Nope. 1483 01:15:21,040 --> 01:15:23,920 Speaker 1: Right, they don't have to worry about the billable hours. 1484 01:15:24,040 --> 01:15:27,400 Speaker 1: And here's the sad thing. The billable hours from whatever 1485 01:15:27,520 --> 01:15:30,840 Speaker 1: law firm whatever. Guess who's paying for that the taxpayers. 1486 01:15:31,560 --> 01:15:35,840 Speaker 1: We are I'm paying for my own prosecution. So you know, 1487 01:15:35,960 --> 01:15:38,720 Speaker 1: it's it's a bizarre place to be in. And so 1488 01:15:38,800 --> 01:15:41,120 Speaker 1: you're right about that. I just thank you for answering 1489 01:15:41,120 --> 01:15:44,320 Speaker 1: that question because I'm not so sure. I saw, you know, 1490 01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:47,759 Speaker 1: the honorable Nancy Pelosi and she she said that she's confident. 1491 01:15:47,800 --> 01:15:50,640 Speaker 1: I spoke with Hakem Jeffries, and you know, this was 1492 01:15:50,680 --> 01:15:56,240 Speaker 1: before all the talk about the well, actually Nancy Pelosi was, 1493 01:15:56,600 --> 01:16:00,799 Speaker 1: but this is and after was Hakeing Jefferys. He was confident. 1494 01:16:00,800 --> 01:16:03,439 Speaker 1: But I just I think that they will try anything, 1495 01:16:04,120 --> 01:16:07,640 Speaker 1: anything anything. I would not put anything past this administration. 1496 01:16:07,680 --> 01:16:09,080 Speaker 1: And that's why I'm nervous about it. 1497 01:16:09,600 --> 01:16:11,600 Speaker 2: You better be nervous, and you should be nervous. And 1498 01:16:11,640 --> 01:16:13,960 Speaker 2: I'm nervous about it as well. But it's like, I mean, 1499 01:16:14,120 --> 01:16:17,520 Speaker 2: you were quoting a lot of scripture earlier in this conversation. 1500 01:16:17,640 --> 01:16:21,240 Speaker 2: I'll say my piece, it's faith and works as we pray. 1501 01:16:21,280 --> 01:16:23,080 Speaker 2: We got to move our feet right, So I'm not 1502 01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:26,160 Speaker 2: it's not wein hold in hands having a candlelight visual. 1503 01:16:26,160 --> 01:16:27,960 Speaker 2: We got to get out there and we got to 1504 01:16:27,960 --> 01:16:30,960 Speaker 2: expose all this. We got to make people conscious that 1505 01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:34,759 Speaker 2: it's not one thing, it's all of these things stacked together. 1506 01:16:35,840 --> 01:16:39,600 Speaker 2: And again, no shame. It's the rule of down, not 1507 01:16:39,680 --> 01:16:42,599 Speaker 2: the rule of law. And we have no coequal branch 1508 01:16:42,600 --> 01:16:45,320 Speaker 2: of government. These guys are supine and they're complicit. And 1509 01:16:45,400 --> 01:16:48,960 Speaker 2: so yeah, you're right, all those things stacked against us 1510 01:16:49,000 --> 01:16:53,200 Speaker 2: and AI and missing disinformation, all these relationships with overseas, 1511 01:16:54,040 --> 01:16:58,000 Speaker 2: you know, with antagonistic governments that can also be you know, 1512 01:16:58,160 --> 01:17:00,719 Speaker 2: I just don't trust any of these guys. And and 1513 01:17:00,800 --> 01:17:03,720 Speaker 2: the great grift, the great corruption story, and you know 1514 01:17:03,800 --> 01:17:07,200 Speaker 2: how everybody's sort of you know, anyway we can unpack 1515 01:17:07,280 --> 01:17:09,519 Speaker 2: all that. That's a whole nother damn podcast. 1516 01:17:09,600 --> 01:17:12,000 Speaker 1: When you come on my show, you got to tell 1517 01:17:12,000 --> 01:17:14,720 Speaker 1: your team, tell your team that you should come on. 1518 01:17:14,920 --> 01:17:16,760 Speaker 3: I think they're afraid of me. I'm like, come on. 1519 01:17:17,720 --> 01:17:20,960 Speaker 2: Well after that, Elon Musk interviewed, Jesus, no one's ever coming, 1520 01:17:21,000 --> 01:17:21,720 Speaker 2: Like gosh. 1521 01:17:21,680 --> 01:17:24,680 Speaker 3: Again, Nah, I don't do I'm not gonna do. 1522 01:17:25,680 --> 01:17:29,160 Speaker 2: Joe GiB Jesus, just don't be sensitive about that. Uh, 1523 01:17:30,439 --> 01:17:33,920 Speaker 2: coming on your show and uh. And by the way, 1524 01:17:34,439 --> 01:17:38,840 Speaker 2: I appreciate you coming on This is Gavin Newsom Show, 1525 01:17:39,000 --> 01:17:41,880 Speaker 2: So I appreciate you. And uh. And I appreciate everything 1526 01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:44,720 Speaker 2: you're doing and you're good fight and I'm sorry you 1527 01:17:44,760 --> 01:17:47,559 Speaker 2: have to deal with this stuff on such a personal 1528 01:17:47,680 --> 01:17:51,960 Speaker 2: professional level with this administration. That ain't right. 1529 01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:55,160 Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you, President, I mean governor. 1530 01:17:55,479 --> 01:17:58,320 Speaker 2: I appreciate it. That's what the good. The President himself 1531 01:17:58,320 --> 01:18:00,360 Speaker 2: called me president yesterday. The hell is that? 1532 01:18:00,400 --> 01:18:00,640 Speaker 3: I know. 1533 01:18:03,320 --> 01:18:06,000 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, I'm just I'm not going to ask 1534 01:18:06,040 --> 01:18:07,639 Speaker 1: you the question. I'll wait till you're on my show 1535 01:18:07,680 --> 01:18:09,559 Speaker 1: to ask you all those other questions. But I appreciate 1536 01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:11,800 Speaker 1: you having me on. Thank you, and say hello to 1537 01:18:11,880 --> 01:18:12,559 Speaker 1: the first lady. 1538 01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:20,080 Speaker 2: Please, I appreciate that. Take care, thanks, thank you, thank you,