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Speaker 1: to say, Man, I'm like, I really ain't that good

422
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:45,680
Speaker 1: at this ship and I'm some bullshit for real. You

423
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:46,879
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying that you don't get in no

424
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:49,600
Speaker 1: game to come in and say you're gonna be some bullshit.

425
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:52,720
Speaker 1: But so for the second half of Big Facts Friday,

426
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,879
Speaker 1: I'm talking about Nah, I'm trying to I'm just it

427
00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,119
Speaker 1: was a joke. Just forget. We can cut that part. Hit.

428
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:07,320
Speaker 1: Let's see what's she going with? What else are your heart?

429
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:14,399
Speaker 1: Yeah about ship? Okay, cheesy? So your heart to his topic,

430
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:20,840
Speaker 1: your page, your topic on your page? Oh about the artist?

431
00:25:21,400 --> 00:25:25,679
Speaker 1: Because it was really about to go let me pull

432
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:28,240
Speaker 1: back up. Oh yeah. A lot of artists like they

433
00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:30,760
Speaker 1: want to skip the development of phase, like they want

434
00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,480
Speaker 1: to go from unknown to superstar and like a night

435
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:36,600
Speaker 1: And I feel like that ship is not realistic because

436
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:44,600
Speaker 1: ship like na na, yeah, I think because it is

437
00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:49,719
Speaker 1: at the ground, that's the ground ship, it's it's But really,

438
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,639
Speaker 1: I know what you feel to say say, because really

439
00:25:52,720 --> 00:25:56,800
Speaker 1: that damn. It can't happen like that overnight, though not

440
00:25:57,000 --> 00:26:00,919
Speaker 1: overnight but fast. Quick can't happen fast. But still you

441
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 1: got to be able to put the work in. I

442
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:04,080
Speaker 1: can happen overnight. When you put the work in, you

443
00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:09,960
Speaker 1: got working some people oops, some people putting them and

444
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:15,000
Speaker 1: then crazy and that was that real success though Hell yeah,

445
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:22,359
Speaker 1: you can feed real money how long, It don't matter.

446
00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 1: It's everybody don't want the same success. Everybodyn't want to

447
00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:27,680
Speaker 1: be a goat people trying to get a quick checkout

448
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,560
Speaker 1: that ship. It depends on what your success is. Yeah,

449
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,119
Speaker 1: that's like saying you play a sport and then you

450
00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:35,239
Speaker 1: hurt yourself and now you don't play a sport no more.

451
00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,960
Speaker 1: So now a sad you're not successful. That's basically what

452
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,880
Speaker 1: you're saying. You've become you're still successful, right or that's

453
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:42,439
Speaker 1: just like you being on the radio show and then

454
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:43,919
Speaker 1: you're not on the radio no more? Does that make

455
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:52,000
Speaker 1: you not success? Narcissist just asking like would that makes

456
00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:54,960
Speaker 1: you not successful anymore? I wouldn't be a success or

457
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:58,760
Speaker 1: radio person now that I still be cop to another

458
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:03,760
Speaker 1: radio show and losing the narcissists, Hey man, I'm the Hey,

459
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:09,560
Speaker 1: I'm the ship. Think about this though, like just if

460
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:12,160
Speaker 1: if if you're if you're an artist, or you're doing

461
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 1: something right. If somebody says you can take the road

462
00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:18,840
Speaker 1: of the grind and everything, and we're all familiar with

463
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:23,000
Speaker 1: the grind, you know, boom were saying, no back roup

464
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:29,600
Speaker 1: ship all the way if you walk to the back

465
00:27:29,680 --> 00:27:32,480
Speaker 1: room and boom, if you walk, if you walk this way,

466
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,560
Speaker 1: you gotta grind and us live all that. You don't

467
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:37,359
Speaker 1: get there, but you can walk this way and just

468
00:27:37,359 --> 00:27:40,040
Speaker 1: get there. Now, which one is everybody gonna choose? No

469
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:42,920
Speaker 1: back rood ship, if you can get there without the grind.

470
00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:45,119
Speaker 1: What I'm asking is which which one you wouldn't go

471
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:48,200
Speaker 1: without the grinds? So that's what we said, that's the point.

472
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:51,160
Speaker 1: You gotta you would go without the grind. I'm damn

473
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,439
Speaker 1: little all the way, I'm not going around from the grind, baby,

474
00:27:53,720 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 1: you know the ship talking about or get the grind

475
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:04,920
Speaker 1: get a little bit more. Man, you're trying to add something.

476
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:10,199
Speaker 1: You're trying to add something. If you can get to

477
00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,960
Speaker 1: the same place, same place, this way with the grind,

478
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:16,000
Speaker 1: this way without it, which one you're gonna choose? Same place? Yeah?

479
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:19,480
Speaker 1: Ship without it everybody in here, correct, Yeah, so you

480
00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:21,720
Speaker 1: can't be mad at people who not that we're mad.

481
00:28:21,840 --> 00:28:24,000
Speaker 1: But I'm just I get he trying to say, Like

482
00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:26,040
Speaker 1: I don't know if this is what you're trying to say.

483
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,800
Speaker 1: But when you first said that, this is what I

484
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 1: thought you was trying to say. I thought he was

485
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:34,080
Speaker 1: trying to say, like Nigga would be upset and another

486
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:40,800
Speaker 1: motherfucker because they ship not working overnight. He tried to

487
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:43,480
Speaker 1: help that. That's another that's you know what I'm saying.

488
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 1: You know, like some of them who think they're supposed

489
00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:49,200
Speaker 1: to be don't blowed up whatever ship. Oh that'll be

490
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:51,720
Speaker 1: mad if somebody else not as you. And I'm saying

491
00:28:51,760 --> 00:28:58,520
Speaker 1: just everybody that just doing anything? Yeah, like I supposed

492
00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,680
Speaker 1: to Ben, you know what I'm saying, blown up? What's

493
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:11,360
Speaker 1: that car? You get what I'm saying, Like like you saying,

494
00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:13,800
Speaker 1: like feel like they pulled out the real get tents

495
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:17,520
Speaker 1: my first show? Yeah, Like I ain't popping if I

496
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:19,760
Speaker 1: can't get tent time. But he folk calling you like, hey,

497
00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 1: we want you to come through whom I got your

498
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 1: six when you know the start of the kid and

499
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,800
Speaker 1: if it do good, we can throw you something type ship.

500
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:29,760
Speaker 1: We're gonna be playing your music, blowing it up. That's

501
00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:32,520
Speaker 1: a popping night. Niggas don't want to see that side

502
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:36,960
Speaker 1: of the ground a little, that do make sense? And ship.

503
00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:39,360
Speaker 1: They don't don't want to go to the Wayne night

504
00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:41,040
Speaker 1: now more. They want to get booked their first time

505
00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:44,720
Speaker 1: in the club. Yeah, but who but who was to

506
00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:48,080
Speaker 1: tell these young they wor their value? Now you're right

507
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 1: about that, yeah, but some of them something. That's what

508
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:56,040
Speaker 1: I'm saying is and I'm all programming, that's my whole life.

509
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,239
Speaker 1: But what I was saying is is working for some

510
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:01,280
Speaker 1: of these folks. That's a but you gotta be different.

511
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:03,600
Speaker 1: You gotta be chosen for that. Yeah, but you don't

512
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:06,080
Speaker 1: know if you've chosen to you try the folks. I'm

513
00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:11,080
Speaker 1: about the niggah you at home every day, man, right

514
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 1: right right, ain't going for nothing. You ain't been booked.

515
00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 1: We called you. We're telling you you're worth if you

516
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:23,160
Speaker 1: say we're telling we called you. But with some wings

517
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: on the table, that mean we thank you something. I'm

518
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 1: got to start somewhere that we think you. But you

519
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:31,920
Speaker 1: might can get a thou or two thousand or some

520
00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:35,320
Speaker 1: ship like here. But I've been going for to be like,

521
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:37,680
Speaker 1: get offend and be like, no, I'm supposed to get

522
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:45,400
Speaker 1: like ten. You know what I'm saying. You know how

523
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:48,200
Speaker 1: that ship? I agree, But you can't start up from

524
00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:52,160
Speaker 1: a ween nigger a thousand and go to a twining.

525
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:54,640
Speaker 1: But what did you go for the weeds and ask

526
00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:57,200
Speaker 1: for the five? Now I'm saying, don't just go for

527
00:30:57,240 --> 00:31:00,200
Speaker 1: the wings every time here. I'm not you gotta right,

528
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: but I need some type of money. Bro. You know

529
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:06,960
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, try your move. I ain't gonna get

530
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,040
Speaker 1: upset that the nigga tried me on the wings. She

531
00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:11,520
Speaker 1: don't feel like, but I need to go hard, not

532
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 1: like I look like a wing as nigga. There's wrong

533
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:19,440
Speaker 1: with the wing and the other wind with the niggas

534
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,120
Speaker 1: with the tops, like buddy, do I look like? But

535
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:26,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying that you're blind right like they's just like

536
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 1: you've been getting ten thousand for a show and your

537
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,360
Speaker 1: bus ain't what it is. Niggas be afraid to go

538
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:36,280
Speaker 1: down to thirty five and keep getting money and exposure

539
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,560
Speaker 1: and keep getting money to get how to to get

540
00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 1: back to that? You know what I'm saying? Like that,

541
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 1: it's basically the same thing, like, how are you gonna

542
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 1: determine your worth until you go out there get the

543
00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:48,520
Speaker 1: footage of the folks actually rocking to your ship. That's

544
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: worth more than anything, Right, you go out here and

545
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:54,560
Speaker 1: get this ship. I'm booked. The folk don't know. I

546
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:58,040
Speaker 1: just took the wings for this ship, right, that's the perception.

547
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:01,880
Speaker 1: This ship loaded nice in it. If it's all on me, now,

548
00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:04,280
Speaker 1: I gotta take some wings. Ain't going him on the

549
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 1: night trying to make your club do so? Hell do?

550
00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 1: That ain't the way. He's just gonna be me and

551
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:15,800
Speaker 1: you in the buxton or not, because you know, but

552
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:18,000
Speaker 1: if this ship this your night, you know what I'm saying.

553
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:22,520
Speaker 1: Compound they got god damn whatever such such. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

554
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,120
Speaker 1: it's already lit for the night, and they're saying, a bril,

555
00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:26,720
Speaker 1: we want you to come through, put your on flight.

556
00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:31,760
Speaker 1: Du Why wouldn't you go get that look or take

557
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:33,880
Speaker 1: that thirty five hunter when you was just getting tin

558
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:36,400
Speaker 1: to a year ago. Now you think you're supposed to

559
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:39,520
Speaker 1: be stick. No, they ain't that bro ship back. They

560
00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: felt like, and then we get it in their head

561
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:43,840
Speaker 1: they feel like once they take that thirty five Hunt,

562
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:47,600
Speaker 1: they're never gonna be able to again. Yeah, I get

563
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:49,920
Speaker 1: that part of too though. I get that part of too,

564
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 1: but it's my value. No, not rid of though, because

565
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:59,760
Speaker 1: you know your vague I guess you're you're with it is, yeah,

566
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 1: ship because you gotta know your value. But you still

567
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 1: gotta do certain ship to prove your value. Yeah, you

568
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:09,280
Speaker 1: just remind me and something. So it's like, honestly, you

569
00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,720
Speaker 1: put a name on all this ship, Like you can't

570
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:14,560
Speaker 1: expect anybody to tell you, like your title, like you

571
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:16,720
Speaker 1: were saying, like with t I like he came out

572
00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 1: he the King? Why he the king? Because that's his title.

573
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:23,280
Speaker 1: So it's like, Okay, that's like me saying I'm a

574
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:26,960
Speaker 1: camera girl versus a director. I'm too. Totally different things.

575
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 1: But it's like them them, it's titles, and you gotta

576
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,080
Speaker 1: you gotta give yourself a title. You gotta give yourself

577
00:33:32,120 --> 00:33:35,400
Speaker 1: all stand on that ship, stand on and a lot

578
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 1: of times it comes to come to reality. But you

579
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:42,040
Speaker 1: gotta do something to get to that reality most of

580
00:33:42,080 --> 00:33:44,520
Speaker 1: the times because some people ain't doing it and get

581
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,840
Speaker 1: into that reality. That's all I'm saying. You gotta take

582
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 1: it in all the man. If you even feel like

583
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:54,160
Speaker 1: hate whatever take you, because it could be some truth

584
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:57,240
Speaker 1: in the hate. Nick could be hating on you and

585
00:33:57,320 --> 00:34:00,000
Speaker 1: telling you the truth at the same time constructive critics.

586
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 1: Is that part of it? You know what I'm saying,

587
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:04,760
Speaker 1: Like Nick could be saying, Bro, you're whacking fun. You

588
00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,920
Speaker 1: don't like you, but this ship is wht Or are

589
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:12,000
Speaker 1: you gonna be saying you because you're fucking soliloquies don't

590
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:14,040
Speaker 1: match or something like that. Yeah, you might be whack

591
00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:17,600
Speaker 1: as you can fix it though, Yeah, that's what I'm saying,

592
00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:21,719
Speaker 1: Like Nick, you can always got them improve anything you're

593
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:26,879
Speaker 1: doing right. Narcissists could change. Do you think I think

594
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:30,640
Speaker 1: that's I think that's literally now you are who you are.

595
00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:34,160
Speaker 1: Do you think so? To me? You're thinking's a person

596
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:37,880
Speaker 1: at a certain age, a kid can change. Narcissism is

597
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:42,799
Speaker 1: a mental disorder. That's him. His membrane is thrown off.

598
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:47,200
Speaker 1: Everybody got a glitch. Put that ship on the scale

599
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,640
Speaker 1: and wear it up. Everybody got a glitch, big fast

600
00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:52,440
Speaker 1: scale coming. So what y'all thinking is when when you

601
00:34:52,480 --> 00:34:56,200
Speaker 1: can't tell nobody to know, you gotta be like I see,

602
00:34:56,520 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: that's like that's called people pleasing. You're scared, they're scared. Scared. No,

603
00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:03,719
Speaker 1: they're definitely scared because I mean, what I'm gonna get

604
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:05,359
Speaker 1: out of telling you know? You don't want to lose

605
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:10,759
Speaker 1: in that situation, obviously, But that's what motherfucker that's got

606
00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:16,080
Speaker 1: them afraid of resentment, yes, or afraid of people not

607
00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, the conflict because it's just like, at

608
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:25,120
Speaker 1: the end of the day, like the only thing that

609
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:27,600
Speaker 1: you could gain from telling somebody know is by them

610
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:30,320
Speaker 1: being mad at you. And if that's like a problem

611
00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:33,000
Speaker 1: for you, or if you have like a thing with

612
00:35:33,480 --> 00:35:36,080
Speaker 1: trying to please people and prevent them from being mad

613
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:38,359
Speaker 1: at you, then you're gonna like make up some ship.

614
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:40,719
Speaker 1: Instead of just saying, no, this is some ship that

615
00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:43,799
Speaker 1: I don't want to do, You're gonna say, fucking I'll

616
00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:45,879
Speaker 1: see or you know what I'm saying, let me try

617
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:47,520
Speaker 1: to figure it out, or you know what I'm saying,

618
00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:49,359
Speaker 1: I'll get back with you later. When you know, like

619
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:51,680
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, no matter how much

620
00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:53,840
Speaker 1: you see or now matter how long you try to

621
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:56,560
Speaker 1: figure it out, the ship still ain't never gonna happen.

622
00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 1: I'm really trying to figure out to tell you know,

623
00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:00,640
Speaker 1: that's what I'm trying to fill out but over. But

624
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:04,879
Speaker 1: I'm trying to make yourself no. But you know, but cash,

625
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:06,960
Speaker 1: I said, you're trying to put pillows of the spikes

626
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:12,000
Speaker 1: facts that needs to go in the Bible. But you

627
00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 1: know the term, you know, the phrase that goes along

628
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 1: with no. Though people were like, won't go back and

629
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,680
Speaker 1: be like so and so told me no. They'll be like, man,

630
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:21,319
Speaker 1: they shot me down and told me no, they ain't

631
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:23,839
Speaker 1: with me. They take it like, oh, I've been put

632
00:36:23,880 --> 00:36:26,160
Speaker 1: down like I've been You know what I'm saying that

633
00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:29,000
Speaker 1: that nobody minished, nobody takes no. One smiles about this ship,

634
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:31,640
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So I think that's trying the

635
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:37,440
Speaker 1: other If somebody tells, you know, no, but niggas think

636
00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:40,200
Speaker 1: you hate when you say no. But how do you say, somebody,

637
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 1: hold on, let's keep it short. How how do you

638
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,360
Speaker 1: feel somebody tell you know, she didn't spending what I

639
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:46,359
Speaker 1: asked for? But like, if it's something something you feel

640
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:48,600
Speaker 1: you're entitled to, that's generally what you ask for. Yeah,

641
00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:50,719
Speaker 1: I'm like that. So if I got a friend that

642
00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:52,719
Speaker 1: won't help me in the situation where I know he

643
00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:55,520
Speaker 1: has the ability to you tell me no, I'm like damn.

644
00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:58,000
Speaker 1: So that's like that, that's like the big fast Bible,

645
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,239
Speaker 1: like banks say, sometimes that friend might help you the

646
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:02,040
Speaker 1: nine times and the tiphone want to tell you know

647
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:05,160
Speaker 1: you're right and that and and I'll take is one

648
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:09,480
Speaker 1: time because every situation you're gonna feel like not every

649
00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:12,480
Speaker 1: situation You're don't feel like I really needed him. You

650
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:16,719
Speaker 1: needed me all all the time too. Yeah, you can't

651
00:37:16,719 --> 00:37:21,799
Speaker 1: take one note, but that makes you. Yeah to me,

652
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:23,920
Speaker 1: I don't even how bad I need it if I

653
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:28,000
Speaker 1: know this person's been doing whatever whenever. And then because

654
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,799
Speaker 1: think about it, you gotta drop your pride to call

655
00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:35,480
Speaker 1: somebody when you really really need So you got you

656
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 1: already knowing, so you expect them. Yes, I'm gonna sell

657
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:44,880
Speaker 1: it to you the way after the explanation, Yeah, to

658
00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:47,719
Speaker 1: ask you, I really don't even want to ask you that,

659
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 1: but I'm benna sit here and drop my nuts and

660
00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:54,879
Speaker 1: explain and pour my heart out. So after all of that,

661
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:58,600
Speaker 1: like how could you not say yes? Yes exactly? Then?

662
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:01,520
Speaker 1: And then you got some people that just can't say

663
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:06,160
Speaker 1: no at that point. Yeah, what do you do in

664
00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:10,319
Speaker 1: that situation? Like look, what type of people is? Yeah,

665
00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:13,040
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day that person ain't

666
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:15,600
Speaker 1: for you anyway, if you feel like if you tear

667
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:22,200
Speaker 1: them no and stand on they're Everybody has that right

668
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:23,960
Speaker 1: to say just like they can say yes. They have

669
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,440
Speaker 1: the right to say no facts. I just don't. I'm

670
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,440
Speaker 1: not gonna say that's always, but that ain't always who

671
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,759
Speaker 1: I've been. But now I'll be like, well, at least

672
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:35,920
Speaker 1: I know Nikol told me no cool. Even if it's

673
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 1: the gesture of no, it's like no cool. That even

674
00:38:39,239 --> 00:38:41,200
Speaker 1: opens up the door more so for me to tell,

675
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:44,440
Speaker 1: you know though, because it ain't like you know, it

676
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:46,480
Speaker 1: ain't like we're sitting around people that people don't call

677
00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:48,959
Speaker 1: us and ask for ship. But I think that people

678
00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:52,680
Speaker 1: kind of respect, Like, like you said, we might say maybe,

679
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:59,040
Speaker 1: but that's that's because now they're like, maybe he gonna

680
00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,680
Speaker 1: do it, Yeah, yeah, yeah. And then when you still

681
00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:06,160
Speaker 1: don't never come through you like dragging that worse. You

682
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:07,960
Speaker 1: might was just going to do it because somebody yeah,

683
00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:10,759
Speaker 1: because you want to do Yeah. If you say maybe,

684
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 1: if you say I'll think about it or whatever, you

685
00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:15,680
Speaker 1: still have basically yeah, because you still have to come

686
00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:18,600
Speaker 1: back and have another interaction and tell them no in

687
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:21,040
Speaker 1: order to avoid any hard feelings, which you're still gonna

688
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:23,200
Speaker 1: be hard feelings. But if you just go ahead and

689
00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 1: thump them off the rip like no, this thing is

690
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,839
Speaker 1: gonna go away from the initial like whatever that they

691
00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:31,920
Speaker 1: feel entitled to or whatever, and you ain't gotta deal

692
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,560
Speaker 1: with that sho no more. But if you say, okay,

693
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:40,160
Speaker 1: maybe think about it, man, whatever, Yeah, because it's gonna

694
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 1: be like they're waiting on them. Yeah, they got just

695
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:54,399
Speaker 1: do that too. Get maybies, give maybes, maybe you all day,

696
00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:00,360
Speaker 1: but hold on. We got an anti nowhere that was

697
00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:03,160
Speaker 1: speaking what you mean you said, don't tell me no. Yeah,

698
00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 1: don't tell me no. I ain't gonna lie. I can't

699
00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:07,279
Speaker 1: sit here on big facts and lie. I get a fit.

700
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:13,319
Speaker 1: I take notes very personally. I'm not saying that how

701
00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:18,760
Speaker 1: this situation anybody relaxed. I'm not saying you can't tell

702
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:20,919
Speaker 1: me no, but you can't tell me how to feel

703
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 1: when you tell me no. All I'm saying is when

704
00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:24,760
Speaker 1: you tell me no, I take that ship personal because

705
00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:26,319
Speaker 1: if it takes a lot for me to ask for

706
00:40:26,360 --> 00:40:28,560
Speaker 1: something for one, so if I went to this person,

707
00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:31,120
Speaker 1: that means in my head, in my brain, you owe

708
00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:36,040
Speaker 1: me one, You owe me a favorite narcissists. Possibly it

709
00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:40,839
Speaker 1: may I have narcissist characteristics. I'm sorry, but I'm just

710
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:44,399
Speaker 1: saying that if I know, for example, if I know

711
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:47,280
Speaker 1: that DJ Screaming called me for a month every Saturday

712
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:50,200
Speaker 1: to do some ship for him. And I called DJ

713
00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 1: scream and said, hey, so Sunday, um, I need help

714
00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 1: with blah blah blah, and his first thing is no,

715
00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:59,440
Speaker 1: with no explanation, brou I'm a feeler. Way Okay, so

716
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:05,960
Speaker 1: I got one, tell me make sense. And if you're

717
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 1: saying be an equal friend, yeah, if you, if you've

718
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,719
Speaker 1: been dependent on a person, Yeah, that's that's what we

719
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,800
Speaker 1: were talking about. If you're talking about like if you,

720
00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:18,160
Speaker 1: if you, if you was a person that this person

721
00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:20,239
Speaker 1: I always came through for you, and then you ask

722
00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:21,840
Speaker 1: for some ship and then could be like, nah, I

723
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,720
Speaker 1: ain't doing it. Well, I can say that about my mama.

724
00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:26,040
Speaker 1: She my mama. If my mama tell me no, I'm

725
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:27,840
Speaker 1: a feel away, I'm gonna take that ship. I'm like,

726
00:41:27,840 --> 00:41:34,360
Speaker 1: why are you telling me no? Like that? But because

727
00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:36,600
Speaker 1: we're a narcissist, yeah, so let me ask you all this,

728
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:39,239
Speaker 1: what do you call a person? Because I've been in

729
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:42,960
Speaker 1: this situation, plenty of times before that has a fear

730
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:48,400
Speaker 1: of asking, Like I feel like I don't not necessarily

731
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,120
Speaker 1: that I don't want to be told no, but I

732
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:54,120
Speaker 1: have a fear of being let down ship that I'm

733
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:56,640
Speaker 1: that I need to ask, I just don't even ask.

734
00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:59,000
Speaker 1: And I just internalized it and figure it out myself

735
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 1: that ain't you shouldn't you shouldn't do that. I understand

736
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:07,160
Speaker 1: why you're doing that, But I'm telling well, because you ain't.

737
00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:09,040
Speaker 1: Nobody gonna make it on their own without help. You're

738
00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 1: gonna need some help. This ship was created with help. Hey,

739
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:13,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna call people and see if they want to

740
00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:15,719
Speaker 1: help them be a part of this ship, right, You

741
00:42:15,719 --> 00:42:18,040
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. Even even just starting here and

742
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:20,160
Speaker 1: then bringing in like it bills, that's how you build.

743
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:22,879
Speaker 1: You need other people, you know what I'm saying. Now,

744
00:42:22,920 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 1: you mainly have to be dependent upon yourself, but you

745
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 1: don't need other people. But I understand why you do

746
00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:32,080
Speaker 1: that because I remember being told no a few times

747
00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:35,759
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I don't like I don't like that,

748
00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:38,080
Speaker 1: So I'm just gonna figure it out. But kind of

749
00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:41,800
Speaker 1: when I got on the other end of it, because

750
00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 1: I value my time I'm alright with that. No. No, No.

751
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:48,040
Speaker 1: I rather you just hit you and you say no,

752
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:50,520
Speaker 1: rather than me hit you two or three times and

753
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 1: then you're stringing me along. Then I'm gonna really feel

754
00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:53,840
Speaker 1: a certain type of way because you could have just

755
00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:56,440
Speaker 1: said no. But the reason people don't say no is

756
00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:59,000
Speaker 1: because of not attacking you, but because of people who

757
00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,719
Speaker 1: can't receive no. Yeah, what the hell is wrong with no?

758
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,640
Speaker 1: But that's what I'm saying. What do you? What are

759
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:08,560
Speaker 1: you do? When? What do you do when you have

760
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:12,160
Speaker 1: like you just I don't know what I'm trying to say,

761
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:17,560
Speaker 1: but like you don't wanna? This is this is this

762
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 1: is where I went like because I feel like if

763
00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 1: I asked because because I used to, this is how

764
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:23,600
Speaker 1: I used to feel. I felt like if I asked

765
00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:26,120
Speaker 1: somebody something, they have every right to tell me no.

766
00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:28,720
Speaker 1: But if they do tell me no, then I feel

767
00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:32,880
Speaker 1: like I've exposed myself to this person and exposed the

768
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:36,960
Speaker 1: weakness to this person for nothing type people for whatever

769
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:39,120
Speaker 1: I was asking for or whatever I needed help with.

770
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:43,080
Speaker 1: So I felt like instead of me doing that again

771
00:43:43,880 --> 00:43:46,640
Speaker 1: when it happened like one or two times out, whatever

772
00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:48,160
Speaker 1: is going on with me or whatever is wrong. I'm

773
00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,000
Speaker 1: just going to keep all that ship in. I'm going

774
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:53,439
Speaker 1: to figure it out myself, and then I'm getting See

775
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,719
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is people are okay, so look at

776
00:43:55,719 --> 00:43:59,560
Speaker 1: the sequence yes, yes, no, and then you're frustrated about

777
00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:02,520
Speaker 1: to know but yes, people damn their tape for granted, Yes,

778
00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:04,839
Speaker 1: yes they said yes two times. Are they're gonna say,

779
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:06,760
Speaker 1: but why can't it be the other way around? Maybe

780
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:09,960
Speaker 1: they'll go no, no, yes, yes, yes, that's just how

781
00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:12,560
Speaker 1: it might be. And I don't feel like I oh, nobody,

782
00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:16,640
Speaker 1: no explanation for no, no, no. I'm saying like, there's

783
00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 1: different types. There's a no fuck you for sure, and

784
00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:21,799
Speaker 1: it's the no hell no, and it's the no you're

785
00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:23,799
Speaker 1: not ready right now. So if you get a no

786
00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:25,719
Speaker 1: you're not ready, do you read that? No? If it

787
00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:27,879
Speaker 1: just say no in the text message that you've got

788
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:29,920
Speaker 1: to put more behind that ship, you just it's different

789
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,919
Speaker 1: types of do it. That's what I say. No, can't

790
00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:41,720
Speaker 1: you do it? That's the ship that was. I don't

791
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:44,759
Speaker 1: even do it. I don't say that the strangers. I

792
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:48,960
Speaker 1: can't even do it. Okay, stranger feel entitled to just

793
00:44:48,960 --> 00:44:50,840
Speaker 1: come and ask you. You don't even get a response

794
00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 1: to somebody walk up and they want to somebody, I'm

795
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:55,800
Speaker 1: pretty sure your DNS is feeling as to get on

796
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:59,319
Speaker 1: big face. Absolutely, But listen, let's before before we get

797
00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:02,879
Speaker 1: to that. Before we get to that. If if we're

798
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,600
Speaker 1: out and somebody says, I wanna take a picture with

799
00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 1: you funk with big facts, right, then you would think

800
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:10,720
Speaker 1: the basics is we feel compelled to take a picture

801
00:45:10,719 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 1: with a fan, right But if that day we don't

802
00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:17,319
Speaker 1: feel like and we say no, it is what it is. No, bro,

803
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:21,879
Speaker 1: I'm gonna beat whatever I gotta be because this particular day,

804
00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:24,520
Speaker 1: you don't know what I got going on. I don't

805
00:45:24,560 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 1: feel like taking no picture, you see what I'm saying,

806
00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:31,160
Speaker 1: So that no ship, I don't really I don't know

807
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:35,359
Speaker 1: like for me, some ship like that. I'm gonna just

808
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:39,200
Speaker 1: try to like I'm not gonna people please, but I'm

809
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:41,040
Speaker 1: just gonna try to tough it out for ten seconds

810
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:43,960
Speaker 1: just to you know, you know what I'm saying. You

811
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:45,439
Speaker 1: know what? You know what stopped me because I don't

812
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:48,800
Speaker 1: want to project whatever I'm going through onto this innocent person.

813
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 1: Almost missed my flight one time with some folks. One

814
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:58,319
Speaker 1: picture became seven oh I don't. I don't like this,

815
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 1: gonna take another one? You see what I'm saying. I

816
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 1: ain't well that when an't come out right, bro, that's

817
00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 1: what my dry hold on. Ain't nobody got. I'm like,

818
00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:07,360
Speaker 1: y'all doing too much. I'm fna miss my flight and

819
00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:09,440
Speaker 1: you ain't gonna pay for it. So you can't just

820
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:14,399
Speaker 1: over overexhaustion picture for ten seconds. You shouldn't be a problem.

821
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:19,680
Speaker 1: But that seven pictures and takes, ain't it? Retakes? Y'all

822
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:22,919
Speaker 1: the funked up I was trying to be nice with people.

823
00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:25,719
Speaker 1: Want to make sure to my ship right to let

824
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:27,560
Speaker 1: me see. Let me see it too, bro, let me

825
00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:34,320
Speaker 1: see yeah, take what he ll take it, but not

826
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:36,000
Speaker 1: the retakes. And you don't want to do you still

827
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,880
Speaker 1: don't telling them no, no, no, yeah, but I ain't

828
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 1: ship like that. It's just be different kind of knows, bro,

829
00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:45,320
Speaker 1: there's different type of nose. No ship like that. I

830
00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:47,279
Speaker 1: can get into mode like I can snap into molde

831
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:50,439
Speaker 1: and do that all day. Yeah, standing then take because

832
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:53,760
Speaker 1: I for a t when they say appreciate the love,

833
00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: I appreciate it. Sure this is gonna change. But if

834
00:46:57,080 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 1: you if you feel miss gonna make me feel a

835
00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:02,120
Speaker 1: little bit better if I'm if you miss a potential

836
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:07,359
Speaker 1: million dollar meeting, not today, I go there. But that's

837
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:12,399
Speaker 1: different you said not today and women. But I gotta

838
00:47:12,440 --> 00:47:18,439
Speaker 1: go the way. I ain't waiting to stop. I'm keeping

839
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:23,319
Speaker 1: my scride. Come on with your cook. But I don't know.

840
00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:27,719
Speaker 1: Ain't not wrong with though, Yeah I can't or receiving

841
00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:30,480
Speaker 1: or delivery. No, it is what it is now. Somebody

842
00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:32,440
Speaker 1: just always tell you know, then you know they don't

843
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:35,799
Speaker 1: funk with you. Then that's clear too, That's clarity. That's

844
00:47:35,800 --> 00:47:41,120
Speaker 1: what I pray for. No, see felt good in it. No,

845
00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:46,320
Speaker 1: I'm not really I only I just you know me.

846
00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:48,160
Speaker 1: I don't got no problem with him me. I used

847
00:47:48,200 --> 00:47:51,960
Speaker 1: to have a problem with saying no though took like

848
00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:59,920
Speaker 1: for the umamily, like just for anybody, like I've made

849
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,160
Speaker 1: myself accessible to anything, like come on, let's do it,

850
00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 1: let's do it. Let let's do it. You know, yes, man,

851
00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:12,080
Speaker 1: exactly next thing? You know what you're doing A bunch

852
00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:14,440
Speaker 1: of ship that ain't making you happy. You ain't even

853
00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:19,560
Speaker 1: focus on yourself now to be like nine on it. No,

854
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:23,480
Speaker 1: that ain't not right now. What do you boundaries come in?

855
00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:26,279
Speaker 1: How do you how can you tell your boundary? Not

856
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:32,160
Speaker 1: right now? Still hope because I might do certain ships

857
00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:35,400
Speaker 1: my life. Like my buddy, my buddy Jake called me.

858
00:48:35,440 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 1: He said, you want to do ship on the east side.

859
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,879
Speaker 1: You want to do uh Lee red tape, that's my name,

860
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:42,719
Speaker 1: cut the red tape. You want to do something like

861
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:45,959
Speaker 1: ship when see you did say no, I ain't ready

862
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 1: to do that yet, but it may it may come back.

863
00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,239
Speaker 1: It may be six months. Yeah, I don't know when

864
00:48:51,239 --> 00:48:53,239
Speaker 1: they're gonna be, but we're gonna get back to that.

865
00:48:54,200 --> 00:48:56,839
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. Real ship. We just did

866
00:48:56,920 --> 00:49:00,239
Speaker 1: this ship mom and mom allows or whatever. Yeah, trying

867
00:49:00,239 --> 00:49:02,080
Speaker 1: to do some ship then when we wouldn't did ship.

868
00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 1: Might that she was cool? I mean, how he has

869
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:07,880
Speaker 1: it come so in situation like that, I'm gonna do that.

870
00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:11,320
Speaker 1: But if it's like Brian need to be fair interview,

871
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:14,879
Speaker 1: but I need my ship, will know they don't even

872
00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:17,200
Speaker 1: make sense and they're gonna be just no, like that

873
00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:19,600
Speaker 1: don't even make sense at their time because they don't.

874
00:49:20,719 --> 00:49:22,440
Speaker 1: So you know what that means. That don't mean no,

875
00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:27,359
Speaker 1: That means if I ain't ready, it ain't ready. If

876
00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: you read it ready, am do some ship to make

877
00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:34,000
Speaker 1: it what I can't justify to everybody, I mean, not

878
00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:37,319
Speaker 1: just me, because I thought with you scream, you don't

879
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:38,880
Speaker 1: want to do it, Jake, I don't want to do it.

880
00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:42,760
Speaker 1: Her votes gotta wanna funk with it black and everybody

881
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,520
Speaker 1: gotta be happy. She can't. I gotta want to edit

882
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:48,760
Speaker 1: this ship. You gotta want to know what I'm saying.

883
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:51,480
Speaker 1: I can't just bring him out because you're my butt.

884
00:49:52,400 --> 00:49:54,320
Speaker 1: But talking about now you come on be a fat Friday.

885
00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:56,840
Speaker 1: Anybody welcome to come to be a fat Friday. That

886
00:49:56,920 --> 00:50:01,439
Speaker 1: while we created this ship, not real ship it that's

887
00:50:01,440 --> 00:50:05,000
Speaker 1: how I feel about it. You don't scream conversation for conversation,

888
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,520
Speaker 1: yeah not no, And we're not gonna be talking about

889
00:50:07,520 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 1: you if you ain't got any to talk about you.

890
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:14,360
Speaker 1: But you right there talking about no yeah you know,

891
00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:17,000
Speaker 1: yeah you can chime in, yeah exactly if you just

892
00:50:17,080 --> 00:50:22,240
Speaker 1: want to pull up. But she gotta be interesting, right, Yeah,

893
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:24,799
Speaker 1: that's really That was really the what I was talking

894
00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:26,600
Speaker 1: about on my post. Why I was thinking, they want

895
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 1: to interview about your music. We don't nobody know you

896
00:50:28,600 --> 00:50:32,320
Speaker 1: or your music. Now you come participating the conversations, that's different.

897
00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:35,239
Speaker 1: But interview like you on the radio, though, So you

898
00:50:35,320 --> 00:50:38,080
Speaker 1: gotta do some ship like battleground like that that's coming

899
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:40,800
Speaker 1: like that type you gotta do that just you know

900
00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:42,839
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like hot screen do the But that's

901
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:46,080
Speaker 1: what it's for. That got bards and all that. That's

902
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,160
Speaker 1: dope for Like that's why we got the ship show.

903
00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:51,120
Speaker 1: Don't keep ding me your music and somebody come listen

904
00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:55,560
Speaker 1: to it. Let the photo side comes to an expiration date.

905
00:50:56,040 --> 00:50:59,400
Speaker 1: The material around the water has an expression date. It

906
00:50:59,400 --> 00:51:02,319
Speaker 1: ain't feel you know what I'm saying. You got you got,

907
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:05,080
Speaker 1: you gotta people. You got to cause you are. You've

908
00:51:05,080 --> 00:51:08,640
Speaker 1: been somewell looking for want some fucking with yeah everything

909
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:10,839
Speaker 1: geting this ship. There's been something being the nigging looking

910
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:16,239
Speaker 1: for some fu you gotta get they can reach. But yeah,

911
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:18,000
Speaker 1: now we got something. We got something like that coming

912
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 1: for sure. You gotta be but it is I gotta

913
00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 1: make sense because like I mean something like like regular

914
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 1: big fact. It don't make sense for an independent arts

915
00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:28,760
Speaker 1: come in and get to do an interview there because

916
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:31,080
Speaker 1: well no, no might know that. Well if you could

917
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:35,040
Speaker 1: be an independent independent Okay, Okay, that that was wrong.

918
00:51:35,080 --> 00:51:37,520
Speaker 1: Phrase up and coming independent arts that don't. You ain't

919
00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:39,239
Speaker 1: even gotta really be hot. You just gotta have a

920
00:51:39,320 --> 00:51:42,000
Speaker 1: conversation like if we're not seeing you on somebody that ship,

921
00:51:42,080 --> 00:51:46,480
Speaker 1: like bro talking this ship. He just he like somebody

922
00:51:46,480 --> 00:51:50,640
Speaker 1: you ain't never seen nowell nobody Internet straight out the

923
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 1: street should have been fair lie. I mean he's got

924
00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:57,200
Speaker 1: a bit fat frieda And then did the people start saying, man,

925
00:51:57,280 --> 00:51:59,520
Speaker 1: y'all need the interview. Dude, we went then we will

926
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:01,520
Speaker 1: now you That's emotion. That's how I look at it.

927
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:07,400
Speaker 1: It's a process. Process comes to the ship show March night.

928
00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 1: So so do you think yah nam what what y'all

929
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:14,480
Speaker 1: called it? When a person out there and can't sell

930
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:20,359
Speaker 1: you people pleasing peopleople Yeah, somebody with no boundaries? Yeah yeah,

931
00:52:20,600 --> 00:52:23,200
Speaker 1: so they said yes, yes, yes, and commit theirselves to everything.

932
00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:24,560
Speaker 1: A lot of them people don't be like I said,

933
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:27,600
Speaker 1: don't be happy though, not the have because they're all there.

934
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,400
Speaker 1: They're stretched too. Thing even if you don't want to

935
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:32,920
Speaker 1: do it. Oh yeah, for sure. I'm an example of

936
00:52:32,960 --> 00:52:34,760
Speaker 1: that too. Sometimes you don't want to do some ship,

937
00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:38,160
Speaker 1: but you're glad that you didn't do it. Sometimes you

938
00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:39,799
Speaker 1: don't want to do some shift. If you do it,

939
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:44,839
Speaker 1: you even I knew I shouldn't did that. I knew

940
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:48,080
Speaker 1: I should have stay mass. You put it on that scale.

941
00:52:48,719 --> 00:52:50,759
Speaker 1: But sometimes you forgetting scaled and then you don't even

942
00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:52,880
Speaker 1: be looking at that ship like to go. Then you

943
00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:55,839
Speaker 1: you find out your intuition was right. My shin left

944
00:52:55,880 --> 00:52:59,520
Speaker 1: the house. I'm wasting my gas. That's a big A

945
00:52:59,560 --> 00:53:00,719
Speaker 1: lot of times, you know what it is on the

946
00:53:00,760 --> 00:53:03,239
Speaker 1: way though, Like you said before, you just get that

947
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 1: feeling like you just know when you just on the way.

948
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:08,239
Speaker 1: Oh no, if I get that feeling, I don't got

949
00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:10,239
Speaker 1: I don't hesitate to you know, but if I know,

950
00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:14,920
Speaker 1: like you just don't understand what you're doing to our friendship.

951
00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:18,120
Speaker 1: I keep asking me for ship. You know what I'm saying,

952
00:53:18,520 --> 00:53:23,400
Speaker 1: you just don't get it. So you know what I'm saying,

953
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:25,879
Speaker 1: I do gotta kind of stretched out. Don't even put

954
00:53:25,880 --> 00:53:29,000
Speaker 1: me that, you know. Yeah, I can smell you're big,

955
00:53:29,040 --> 00:53:32,399
Speaker 1: and I can tell big. You know what I'm saying.

956
00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:36,120
Speaker 1: You can tell you something like you can already tell

957
00:53:36,160 --> 00:53:40,360
Speaker 1: when they try to fake conversation before, not even that.

958
00:53:40,440 --> 00:53:42,879
Speaker 1: I can tell how you're talking to me today when

959
00:53:42,880 --> 00:53:45,680
Speaker 1: you're fin the big in a month or two, you

960
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:48,600
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying I can, and then you got foresight,

961
00:53:51,280 --> 00:53:53,600
Speaker 1: I can tear the coversation that we have it to day.

962
00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:58,840
Speaker 1: It's leading up to big next week. You know you

963
00:53:58,920 --> 00:54:00,839
Speaker 1: still trying to work him to see if you go through.

964
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:05,440
Speaker 1: Yeah know what I'm saying. But he foreshadowing the bigging

965
00:54:06,680 --> 00:54:09,879
Speaker 1: you foreshadow. That's foreshadow like the movies. You can tell

966
00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:13,200
Speaker 1: us something about to happen, prepping you. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

967
00:54:13,239 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 1: I'm prepping you. So I gotta if we ain't been

968
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:20,439
Speaker 1: talking about, I gotta make sure we've been talking. Yeah,

969
00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:22,479
Speaker 1: look like I'm just gonna trying to go straight into

970
00:54:22,480 --> 00:54:25,719
Speaker 1: the bag. I gotta, I gotta, I gotta like I

971
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:27,640
Speaker 1: care about you a little bit before I start bigging.

972
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:30,959
Speaker 1: How your kids being. I ain't got no guydamn kids

973
00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:35,960
Speaker 1: what you want? No? But some people being the situation though,

974
00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:41,160
Speaker 1: I guess I just got a soft spot. Folks have

975
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:48,000
Speaker 1: fun with you. Should I don't know, but they know

976
00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:51,920
Speaker 1: got damn when it's already know what's up. Yeah, I'm

977
00:54:51,920 --> 00:54:56,920
Speaker 1: just to see I'm a good guy. Namn' don't say no.

978
00:54:57,120 --> 00:55:00,640
Speaker 1: But my dog, My dog has some crazy ship like

979
00:55:00,680 --> 00:55:03,279
Speaker 1: that happened like a week ago, Like somebody we knew

980
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:06,040
Speaker 1: like from ten years ago, hit him up and asked

981
00:55:06,080 --> 00:55:08,400
Speaker 1: him for like a small amount of money, and I

982
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:12,160
Speaker 1: know it's it wasn't no hacking ship because he used

983
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 1: like his nickname or whatever. Damn, what kind of situation

984
00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:18,200
Speaker 1: are you in to? Are You're asking for money from

985
00:55:18,239 --> 00:55:23,520
Speaker 1: a nigger talked to him ten damn years What happened though? Man,

986
00:55:24,040 --> 00:55:27,480
Speaker 1: don't know about some people be having situations like that.

987
00:55:27,480 --> 00:55:31,160
Speaker 1: I do like that anyway, though, But you know they

988
00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:32,920
Speaker 1: take a lot, That's what. That's what I'm saying. Like

989
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:40,160
Speaker 1: you down bad and got reacquainted. Yeah, you still you

990
00:55:40,160 --> 00:55:43,680
Speaker 1: don't even know. I've changed a whole new person. Like damn,

991
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:46,440
Speaker 1: he must have really needed that ship. So but a

992
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:49,400
Speaker 1: lot of ship got Damn. A lot of blessing comes

993
00:55:49,440 --> 00:55:52,279
Speaker 1: from them, yes, is to them, not even them volks,

994
00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 1: not even them folks. Don't even receive it as a blessing.

995
00:55:55,640 --> 00:55:59,440
Speaker 1: You could be blessing entitle entitle up, motherfucking motherfucker feel

996
00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:02,160
Speaker 1: like they're entited to get it from your heart and

997
00:56:02,200 --> 00:56:04,480
Speaker 1: still received blessing from that. That's just like if you

998
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:08,400
Speaker 1: give a crackhead ten dollars and they use it to

999
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:13,120
Speaker 1: go smoke crack It doesn't matter what they did with

1000
00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:16,480
Speaker 1: the money. What matters is you and you like you

1001
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:18,920
Speaker 1: genuinely gave them the money because they said that they

1002
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:21,560
Speaker 1: needed it. To know, I mean like if you give

1003
00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:24,000
Speaker 1: a crackhead ten dollars and they go small crack, but

1004
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:25,439
Speaker 1: they told you they were getting ready to get something

1005
00:56:25,440 --> 00:56:27,520
Speaker 1: to eat. Like the fact that they lied to you

1006
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:30,640
Speaker 1: doesn't have to do with your blessing. You gave it

1007
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:32,680
Speaker 1: because you thought that you were helping them get food.

1008
00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:35,360
Speaker 1: So you're gonna be blessed for that, And they're gonna

1009
00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:39,160
Speaker 1: fucking not be blessed because they lied about some ship

1010
00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:40,600
Speaker 1: that they said that they needed and when and did

1011
00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:43,680
Speaker 1: something they weren't supposed to do with it. But if

1012
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:51,480
Speaker 1: I do what they don't, I don't even need to

1013
00:56:51,480 --> 00:56:53,800
Speaker 1: know what. If you need it, you need yeah facts,

1014
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:55,600
Speaker 1: I'm again to you. I don't need to hear of

1015
00:56:55,680 --> 00:57:00,239
Speaker 1: excuse it that would make me say no. Get you

1016
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: trying to see as fun like trying to put an

1017
00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:05,879
Speaker 1: act on it, So you need thirty mode. Look out there,

1018
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:12,879
Speaker 1: get a little, not to get a little after look

1019
00:57:13,719 --> 00:57:21,880
Speaker 1: shut before I tested funk out of it. Brother, it's

1020
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:25,760
Speaker 1: a brother fun. If I need this ship be what

1021
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:32,160
Speaker 1: I need. It's the nation went around then away. Yeah, judgment,

1022
00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:34,640
Speaker 1: judgment for sure. Some people want to see like what

1023
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:38,960
Speaker 1: you needed for huh. But I'm saying what I was saying,

1024
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 1: like what what your party fire? Really? Five hunted? So

1025
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:46,600
Speaker 1: you you're just gonna give them a fine? Yeah well

1026
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:49,880
Speaker 1: not not not even like partners like that, but somebody

1027
00:57:50,040 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 1: kind of funk with, Oh you don't want to know

1028
00:57:54,880 --> 00:57:57,240
Speaker 1: what they're gonna be on my day? You don't know,

1029
00:57:57,360 --> 00:57:58,800
Speaker 1: you'll you don't want to know what they're gonna want

1030
00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:01,720
Speaker 1: to I don't matter because what if they so what

1031
00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:03,280
Speaker 1: if what if it's one of them things that just

1032
00:58:03,320 --> 00:58:05,720
Speaker 1: tell you Ronnie f hunt So I can go shoot Dice.

1033
00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:11,880
Speaker 1: Now you're gonna think completely different Nega, that really gambles

1034
00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:14,720
Speaker 1: and she was Dice ain't going to tell nobody that that.

1035
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:17,560
Speaker 1: But the gamma that shoot Dice that I know, shooting

1036
00:58:17,600 --> 00:58:20,280
Speaker 1: Dice at bart money for me too though, Yeah yeah,

1037
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:22,080
Speaker 1: yeah we could be somewhere because I don't need it.

1038
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:25,440
Speaker 1: I don't mean someone gaming hey let me, yeah, let

1039
00:58:25,480 --> 00:58:30,960
Speaker 1: me let me yeah, like differ different people, Yeah, like

1040
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:33,640
Speaker 1: I don't the whole screen. So I'm just saying I

1041
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:35,400
Speaker 1: don't need to know what you needed for you need it.

1042
00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:38,840
Speaker 1: In my fun with you, you get it exactly what

1043
00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:40,920
Speaker 1: you've been to do. You say you're gonna go buy

1044
00:58:40,960 --> 00:58:44,240
Speaker 1: you some buss it you need it, screaming you ain't

1045
00:58:44,240 --> 00:58:45,880
Speaker 1: gotta tell me what you're gonna do with the money

1046
00:58:45,920 --> 00:58:47,920
Speaker 1: you need the money if I got you can get

1047
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