WEBVTT - Tony Award Winner Ali Stroker

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what you Really missed with Jenna.

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<v Speaker 2>And Kevin An iHeartRadio podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to When That's What You Really miss podcast. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, it's Tony Award winner Ali Stroger.

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<v Speaker 2>How I never get tired of hearing that?

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<v Speaker 1>Nope, well never, I'll just that's her new name.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. There's going to be three of us in

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<v Speaker 2>this conversation and three Tonys, but I have zero Tonys.

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<v Speaker 1>And Alie did Oklahoma, which she won the Tony four

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<v Speaker 1>in Circle and Square in the same theater that Alex

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<v Speaker 1>Newall did once on this Island the year before and

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<v Speaker 1>one Best Revival which one me and the Tony as well.

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<v Speaker 1>And so we are in Circle and Square in full Circle.

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<v Speaker 2>And she was in the revival String Wakening of Broadway

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<v Speaker 2>and you were in the original String Wakning of Broadway.

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<v Speaker 1>Correct, all coming together and we were both ungry.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, And she's just one of the kindest, most talented,

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<v Speaker 2>creative bright lights in the world. And we love her. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>Ali Stroker, Hi, Allie, are you my god?

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<v Speaker 3>I was so excited when I got your message and

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<v Speaker 3>I was love.

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<v Speaker 1>Your I had to have on too.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks for having me and also congratulations on the next

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<v Speaker 3>little baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you and congratulations to you too, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>You, thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>How's being a mama? How does it feel?

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<v Speaker 3>I love it? Like I am obsessed with it.

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<v Speaker 1>How old is your bibe?

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<v Speaker 3>He's twenty one months? Next?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh really?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>We were like pretty close then Emma's twenty five or

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<v Speaker 1>twenty six months?

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<v Speaker 3>I think, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, So you know that

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<v Speaker 3>the season it's intense, really intense. But I love it

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<v Speaker 3>like more than anything. It's been special. I do want

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<v Speaker 3>to like work a little bit now. I was so

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<v Speaker 3>ready for the first year. I was like, I can't

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<v Speaker 3>miss anything, I know, so, like you know, like I

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<v Speaker 3>had so much FOMO on both ends, and so now

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<v Speaker 3>it was this fall ready you will play and just

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<v Speaker 3>get back into it a little bit. But yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 3>been so so good. How are you guys? Good?

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<v Speaker 2>Same old ship over here?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, how's la?

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<v Speaker 2>That's fine. It's a weird TI like job wise.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if you guys feel this way, but

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<v Speaker 3>like I feel like the industry has like been shaken up,

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<v Speaker 3>and like the dust has not quite settled yet strikes

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<v Speaker 3>and like the pandemic, and like the way that everything

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<v Speaker 3>has changed with streaming, and I just feel like it's

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<v Speaker 3>still a bit in transition, like I.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't know, yes, yes, I agree, it's like everything is

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<v Speaker 2>pulled apart. We don't know exactly the new mold yet. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>but it does feel like it feels like because you

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<v Speaker 2>don't have to be in the city or you don't

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<v Speaker 2>have to be in la people. Part of the adjustment

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<v Speaker 2>outside of like the things we can't control, like the

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<v Speaker 2>structures of anything, is like the work life balance. So

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<v Speaker 2>being able to live forty five minutes outside of the

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<v Speaker 2>city and like not feel guilty about it and like

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<v Speaker 2>or feeling you're missing anything because like you can do

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<v Speaker 2>that and I have a family and yeah, yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 3>And it also is starting to feel good that it

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<v Speaker 3>feels like our generation is now becoming like the bosses

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<v Speaker 3>and like creating content and writing, directing, and it's like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>for me, it's what a relief, Like yes, yes, now

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<v Speaker 3>they're like making decisions versus like this other generation of

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<v Speaker 3>art that were amazing but came from a different world.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's something that I am like grateful for and

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<v Speaker 3>like feeling like, oh good, it's it's us. It's like

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<v Speaker 3>our time now.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah hopefully, Yeah, you know, especially when you like we've

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<v Speaker 2>all been around for a little bit, and so we're

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<v Speaker 2>seeing our friends get opportunities and friends want to work

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<v Speaker 2>with friends, and like if we're in a position to

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<v Speaker 2>help people, like oh, this person's so talented, let's work

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<v Speaker 2>with them. And exactly right what you said, I think.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it feels like it's like finally it's like our voices,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, and like I feel that same way. It's

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<v Speaker 3>like my friends are now like casting and hiring and

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<v Speaker 3>wanting me to be a part of creating something. And

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<v Speaker 3>it doesn't feel so much. And I know this also

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<v Speaker 3>comes with like coming into your own and like maturing,

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<v Speaker 3>but it doesn't feel like I have to prove myself, like.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, Tony doesn't hurt either.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean those those opportunities are It's

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<v Speaker 4>it feels different now.

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<v Speaker 3>It doesn't feel as much like, oh God, like will

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<v Speaker 3>I ever work again. There's like a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 5>Trust in what's coming, what's next, and and people do

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<v Speaker 5>you feel that On the other end, Two, it's like

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<v Speaker 5>people trust in you where they come to you like

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<v Speaker 5>we know you can do this.

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<v Speaker 2>So yes, there's that confidence that we often don't get,

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<v Speaker 2>you know.

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<v Speaker 3>On that side of it, I always thought after I

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<v Speaker 3>did an episode of Glee, I was like, oh, like

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<v Speaker 3>I'm set, like the doors now will fly open and

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<v Speaker 3>everything will be so easy, And then like nothing happened,

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<v Speaker 3>and what like how could this not? You know? I

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<v Speaker 3>always look like Glee was like the magic wand this

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<v Speaker 3>thing that was like gonna just like change my career,

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<v Speaker 3>and it did in so many ways. But I also

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<v Speaker 3>feel like those changes come.

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<v Speaker 2>Slowly, yeah, like incrementally.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's not just like one wave.

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<v Speaker 2>It's yeah, that's not obvious.

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<v Speaker 3>Years later I hear from somebody, or four years from now,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm getting a call from someone who knew someone who

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<v Speaker 3>did the Glee Project, you know what I mean. Like,

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<v Speaker 3>there's all different ways in which it's like affected and

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<v Speaker 3>changed my life, and in none of the ways that

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<v Speaker 3>I thought it would.

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<v Speaker 2>Semial Glee, Yes, because you did. We've talked to a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of the first Glee Project season one Gleed Project folks. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>you had a different like Glee Project Season two was

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<v Speaker 2>quite different than season one. Yes, how did you even

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<v Speaker 2>get into that? How did you like, how did you

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<v Speaker 2>hear about it? Like what was your life going into that?

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<v Speaker 3>So I graduated from NYU in two thousand and nine,

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<v Speaker 3>and that's when I feel like we like exploded. Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>And I was so excited because I saw your character Kevin,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was like, oh my god, I don't have

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<v Speaker 3>to make this up. Like this is a world I

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<v Speaker 3>could fit into. And so I told my parents I

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to move to LA and they were like what,

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, I want to go after this,

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<v Speaker 3>like I want to be ugly. And at the time,

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<v Speaker 3>like I was young, and I even I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>they shoot it there, it's where it's happening, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>going to go out there for pilot season. I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>super green, like I knew that, yeah, you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>knew that you had audition and it was like a

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<v Speaker 3>super super big deal show. But I was like I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 3>I was having trouble getting auditions in New York and

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<v Speaker 3>sort of looked at theater as like sort of an

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<v Speaker 3>older art and TV was kind of maybe a world

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<v Speaker 3>that I would fit into. So I go out for

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<v Speaker 3>pilot season and I go into U d K and Uh,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't meet with Robert, but Robert finds out I'm

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<v Speaker 3>in the office and asks me to come in to

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<v Speaker 3>his office and sing on tape for Ryan, and I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, now, did you go into UdK for a Glee

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<v Speaker 1>audition or did you go in for some general audition

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<v Speaker 1>or like a general general okay to like meet them?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, wow. So Robert's like Ryan needs to meet you.

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<v Speaker 3>So I sing Here's where I Stand, which is like

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<v Speaker 3>this song from Camp Amazing that I sang for my

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<v Speaker 3>YU showcase. And I was like this is it, Like

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna get to go in for the show. And

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<v Speaker 3>then I hear nothing for like three years until the

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<v Speaker 3>Glee Project was like being talked about and advertised on

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<v Speaker 3>Facebook and I was like what is this? Like what

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<v Speaker 3>is this? And it's not on Fox, It's on Oxygen,

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<v Speaker 3>Like what is this? And then I'm like, oh, it's

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<v Speaker 3>reality TV show. I don't want to do reality I

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<v Speaker 3>want to be like an actor. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>reality TV show. I was like total ego, like I

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<v Speaker 3>can't do that. And then I was like I like

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<v Speaker 3>it over yourself, Like you can't even get an audition

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<v Speaker 3>right now, like put yourself on tape. So I put

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<v Speaker 3>myself on tape. And at the time it was like

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<v Speaker 3>this for the Glee Project, it was like this website

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<v Speaker 3>that was like kind of like MySpace. And this was

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<v Speaker 3>even before like the like culture happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but so.

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<v Speaker 3>If you submitted a video, people could star it. And

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<v Speaker 3>I submitted a video singing true Colors, and the next

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<v Speaker 3>morning it had like twelve hundred stars.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, oh my god, this is so cool,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like before yes, And so I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe i'll hear back. And I did have an agent

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<v Speaker 3>at the time, and so I don't hear anything for

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<v Speaker 3>a while, and I end up getting cast in Spelling

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<v Speaker 3>Bee at paper Mill Playhouse. So I go back to

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<v Speaker 3>New Jersey and my agents call and they're like, they

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<v Speaker 3>want you to come in for the final callbacks for

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<v Speaker 3>the Glee Project. And I was like, but I'm doing

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<v Speaker 3>the show, like I can't. I can't miss it. And

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<v Speaker 3>I take the back. I don't think it was tech.

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<v Speaker 3>I think like we were in the run or it's

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<v Speaker 3>like opening night or something like that. As a better person,

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<v Speaker 3>like you don't miss right. So I was like, I

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<v Speaker 3>can't do it, Like I can't do I can't go

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<v Speaker 3>to the callbacks for season one. So I was like, well,

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<v Speaker 3>there goes my opportunity to be Ungly Project or Glee

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<v Speaker 3>oh my god.

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<v Speaker 2>And then of course, though I mean the amount of time, right,

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<v Speaker 2>it pours and it comes down to like the same day,

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<v Speaker 2>like I've been trying to get work for years, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>doing this play and now.

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<v Speaker 3>Glee always always like why is this not lining up?

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<v Speaker 1>Could have been any other time in the last always happens.

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<v Speaker 3>So then I go back to La after spelling Bee,

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<v Speaker 3>and I like, am really in a not good place,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'm in a dark place. I'm like, what am

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<v Speaker 3>I gonna do? Like what am I doing out here?

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<v Speaker 3>Like I think I even did one of those things

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<v Speaker 3>where you like paid to be in a play like Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>It was like a low point and I was just

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<v Speaker 3>feeling and I had been in like some bad relationships,

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<v Speaker 3>like was not thriving, And so I decided to come

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<v Speaker 3>back to New York and I moved in like to Midtown,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was like doing well again, and they were

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<v Speaker 3>like they called and they were like, we want you

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<v Speaker 3>to come to the final callbacks in New York first,

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<v Speaker 3>and so I did and don't where you can cut

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<v Speaker 3>the line, you know, at the time, sort of like

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<v Speaker 3>the open calls in New York around the block, and

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<v Speaker 3>they were filming all that you know. And then I

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<v Speaker 3>find out I'm going to the final callbacks in La

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<v Speaker 3>and I go and that's when I like meet everyone,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I met Lily at the final callbacks, I met Danny.

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<v Speaker 3>That was the first time we met. I met people

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<v Speaker 3>that didn't end up being on the show that now

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<v Speaker 3>are on Broadway. Like it was sort of the beginning

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<v Speaker 3>of this era, like my Glee era season, and it

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<v Speaker 3>went really well. And then I got a call, like

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<v Speaker 3>right before Thanksgiving that I was going to be cast

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<v Speaker 3>on the show, and they filmed that again, and and

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<v Speaker 3>that was it. And then and then not long after

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<v Speaker 3>we moved into the house stop.

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<v Speaker 2>A strong word, yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Exactly, And they took away our phones, they took away

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<v Speaker 3>our books, they took away our music because they didn't

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<v Speaker 3>want you to be like influenced, and like I had

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<v Speaker 3>no contact with my family.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, how long was that? How long were

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<v Speaker 1>you on the show for?

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<v Speaker 3>I was on the show for ten weeks, Oh my long, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>which is why I feel so close to everybody beforse,

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<v Speaker 3>they were the only people I was in contact with.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a lot of fun, like, oh god, show,

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<v Speaker 3>I had a really positive experience, and I was also

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<v Speaker 3>just a little bit older, like I was out of

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<v Speaker 3>college at this point, so I was sort of like

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<v Speaker 3>taken with like the experience of making a reality show.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, this is hilarious, like another room of

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<v Speaker 3>producers like trying to figure out how to like string

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<v Speaker 3>this story together and create a drama. And I got

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<v Speaker 3>to really kind of share my story the way that

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted to. So that was something I was very

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<v Speaker 3>conscious of that, like being in a chair, being in

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<v Speaker 3>a wheelchair, people in the industry might make assumptions about

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<v Speaker 3>me and what I could do, and Patrick was this

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<v Speaker 3>amazing platform to like tell my version of who I

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<v Speaker 3>am and what I do. And then Glee was sort

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<v Speaker 3>of the perfect genre for me. It was like musical

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<v Speaker 3>theater meets pop meets like the underdog meets like overcoming

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<v Speaker 3>things and this is perfect, Like this I fit into this.

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<v Speaker 3>So then I'm the final I'm in the final three,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'm in the final episode and I don't win.

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<v Speaker 1>Now did you think you were like you were gonna win?

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<v Speaker 1>Like was there? Where were you at? Where was your head?

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<v Speaker 2>At that point?

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<v Speaker 3>I thought I could win. However, I knew that the

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<v Speaker 3>show had to be like m structured in a certain

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<v Speaker 3>way that like the underdog would win, which in the

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<v Speaker 3>end was very funny because Blake won, like was not

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<v Speaker 3>exactly the underdog all the way through and in the industry,

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<v Speaker 3>isn't really like an underdog. No, but it was a

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<v Speaker 3>different time, like the world has changed a lot, so

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<v Speaker 3>this narrative of like who's the underdog, like who should

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<v Speaker 3>win this show? They also Glee was super established. They

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<v Speaker 3>needed certain kinds of characters on that on your guys

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<v Speaker 3>scripted show.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it wasn't just a reality show. It was also

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<v Speaker 2>we have to fill these slots that we know we

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<v Speaker 2>are going to carry up.

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<v Speaker 3>And the other part of it was that they didn't

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<v Speaker 3>air this because they did this on the first season.

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<v Speaker 3>But the first season they were like they gave people

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<v Speaker 3>spots on the show that didn't win, and our season

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<v Speaker 3>they did not air that. So they told Eileen and

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<v Speaker 3>I that we were going to be on the show,

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<v Speaker 3>but they didn't air that on the Glee Project, and

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<v Speaker 3>they told us they were not going to which was

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<v Speaker 3>scary because it was like, well, now there's no accountability,

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<v Speaker 3>they don't have to totally and that interesting to Eileen.

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<v Speaker 3>She ended up not being on the show.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, because I remember running into her, like out at

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<v Speaker 2>Starbucks or something, and she was like, I was told

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to be on.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, ah, super disappointed.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, of course breaking yes.

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<v Speaker 3>But they called me not long after the final episode

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<v Speaker 3>aired and they were like, Okay, we're going to have

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<v Speaker 3>you coming on for the Valentine's Day episode and immediately

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh, they're going to pair me up

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<v Speaker 3>with Kevin and like I didn't know exactly what my

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<v Speaker 3>story would be, but Ryan on the Glee project was

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<v Speaker 3>always like, you're like sassy, You're like Dolly Parton, but

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<v Speaker 3>like also like a cheerleader bitch. And I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm getting like what you might write for me.

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<v Speaker 2>That's fun.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's kind of how my Glee journey went until then.

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<v Speaker 3>I was on the show and it was just a

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<v Speaker 3>dream come true. Like it was it was what I

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<v Speaker 3>wanted and uh, it happened, and it was in so

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<v Speaker 3>many ways you like dream about it in your head,

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<v Speaker 3>like what would you like to be on set? And

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<v Speaker 3>it was just better because in so many ways I

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<v Speaker 3>already of felt like a part of your guys family

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<v Speaker 3>and everyone was really nice to me, and I was

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<v Speaker 3>really you know, I was really observant and watching like

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<v Speaker 3>how people like were acting and how people and who

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<v Speaker 3>were the leaders in the cast. And obviously you two

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<v Speaker 3>were like just so genuine and real and and kind

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<v Speaker 3>to everybody who was, you know, not a regular on

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<v Speaker 3>the show. And I just loved sort of seeing the

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<v Speaker 3>machine right right and Jenna you talking to you and

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<v Speaker 3>you were like, I am so tired, like you had

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<v Speaker 3>been in rehearsal, like all night you were shooting yet

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<v Speaker 3>all day, yes, and you know it was like you

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<v Speaker 3>guys were working so hard and it was just really

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<v Speaker 3>beautiful to get to be a part of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Aw, that's very good to hear.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you never know sometimes.

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<v Speaker 2>Every time like somebody because we were we I especially

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<v Speaker 2>that episode, we just watched it and we just like

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<v Speaker 2>I do we just by the way.

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<v Speaker 1>Very you were funny, so very funny, so good, very funny.

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<v Speaker 2>Now knowing the backstory of you saw the show like well,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna I gotta get on that show, and then

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<v Speaker 2>you did. You got on the damn show and you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't miss. Everything that came out of your mouth was

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<v Speaker 2>so funny.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, I was also like even like the thing,

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<v Speaker 2>even though I had been doing it for four years

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<v Speaker 2>at that point, like the things of like us being

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<v Speaker 2>in bed together that was new and like me me

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<v Speaker 2>working with like someone who was actually in a chair.

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<v Speaker 2>I was also like, I feel like the fraud and

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<v Speaker 2>is this okay?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, I felt about that.

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<v Speaker 2>I felt self conscious of it. I was like, like,

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<v Speaker 2>are you okay with this? How is this from your end?

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<v Speaker 2>Like yes, yes, So there was a lot of all

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<v Speaker 2>but obviously you're like the kindest, sweetest and most creative person,

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<v Speaker 2>and so you are. You do have like eyes everywhere,

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<v Speaker 2>you are really noticing everything all the time and taking

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<v Speaker 2>all that in and being around you also someone who

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<v Speaker 2>was on the show for a long time, you made

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<v Speaker 2>me feel calmer too. So I felt very lucky to

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<v Speaker 2>be able to work with you because you're just a beast,

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<v Speaker 2>your powerhouse.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you so much for saying that. I really that

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<v Speaker 3>means so much. Kevin and I you know, I admired

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<v Speaker 3>all of you so much, right, like what you created,

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<v Speaker 3>Like it's one thing you know, to write a show,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's the people who make the show. And like

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<v Speaker 3>there was magic. There was magic with you guys, Like

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<v Speaker 3>there was a magical thing that happened it was an

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<v Speaker 3>opportunity that I dreamt about, that I wanted, and I

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<v Speaker 3>think arriving at it and getting to see what it

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<v Speaker 3>really took to make that show, it set the tone

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<v Speaker 3>for me of like, oh, my dreams and my goals,

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<v Speaker 3>Like that's not just like an instant thing that happens.

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<v Speaker 3>It's years and years and years of hard work and

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<v Speaker 3>then once you arrive there, like you have to give

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<v Speaker 3>a hundred percent of you. And that is kind of

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<v Speaker 3>what started sort of my journey to like really finding

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<v Speaker 3>the things that I was very excited about working on,

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<v Speaker 3>like Spring Awakening, Deaf West and then making my Broadway

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<v Speaker 3>debut and you know Spring Awakening, Kevin, you know like

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<v Speaker 3>a lot about that journey. I'm sure you do too

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<v Speaker 3>at this point, Jenna. But like it was like two

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<v Speaker 3>and a half years in LA before were it transferred.

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<v Speaker 3>And you know the first time we did it, we

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<v Speaker 3>were getting paid like forty bucks a week, and like

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<v Speaker 3>we're seeing at a church. It wasn't like some fancy,

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<v Speaker 3>flashy opportunity, but it was something really special totally.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys are grinding it out.

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<v Speaker 3>Skid row, Yes, Oh my gosh, Dna skid row. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>So that was that was kind of again another situation

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<v Speaker 3>where I was like, this is there's something magical here.

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<v Speaker 2>What a valuable lesson? Though I think it seems like

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<v Speaker 2>when you see people, it often seems like, oh, they're

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<v Speaker 2>an overnight success, and sometimes they are. Sometimes that happens,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's very very rare. You just haven't seen no

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<v Speaker 2>before you showing up on Glee. People don't know it's

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<v Speaker 2>a three year process, or they go see Spring Awakening

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<v Speaker 2>on Broadway and like, no, that's been a two and

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<v Speaker 2>a half year process starting down for forty dollars a week,

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<v Speaker 2>or like Austin was living in his car, like he

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<v Speaker 2>moved to la where you being able to appreciate the

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<v Speaker 2>work itself, the camaraderie, the experience, and being able to

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<v Speaker 2>also then appreciate the journey it takes is such an

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<v Speaker 2>important lesson, yep, because people don't know about that or

0:23:25.040 --> 0:23:28.000
<v Speaker 2>they forget that and they only see the success of it.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's like, if you don't enjoy the other part

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<v Speaker 2>of it, you will not enjoy doing this. And so

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<v Speaker 2>it sounds like you really learned how to find the

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<v Speaker 2>joy in each and every day of just doing sort

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<v Speaker 2>of the very unglamorous parts of the job.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I came up as a theater kid. So

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<v Speaker 3>the process of theater was the thing that I fell

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<v Speaker 3>in love with because it wasn't just like get on

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<v Speaker 3>stage and be the star. It was like you get

0:24:00.520 --> 0:24:04.680
<v Speaker 3>this family and this community and these best friends, and

0:24:04.760 --> 0:24:07.520
<v Speaker 3>like you're getting to sing and dance every day and

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<v Speaker 3>it's really hard and there's drama, and like I loved that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that to me was just heaven. And I think growing

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<v Speaker 3>up with a disability and being in a wheelchair and

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<v Speaker 3>having that outlet, like it wasn't just something I loved,

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<v Speaker 3>like I needed it to survive. It was how I

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<v Speaker 3>was able to express myself. And I was feeling so

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<v Speaker 3>many like intense things about being so different right and

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<v Speaker 3>wanting as a teenager to be to fit in so badly.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm just curious because as like a woman

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<v Speaker 1>of color, which is not even It's like I was

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<v Speaker 1>told theater with you know, this industry was going to

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<v Speaker 1>be hard, that it was going to be harder for

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<v Speaker 1>me than a lot of other people, and that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I shouldn't pursue it because I probably wouldn't succeed.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm curious for you as you said, you grew up

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<v Speaker 1>with the disability in theatre, was your outlet, Like what

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<v Speaker 1>were people telling you or what was kind of the

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<v Speaker 1>methods that you were getting as you were brought up

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<v Speaker 1>in this industry and then wanting to pursue it.

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<v Speaker 3>I I always could sing, which was helpful because it

0:25:33.640 --> 0:25:36.560
<v Speaker 3>kind of opened the door for me. But as far

0:25:36.560 --> 0:25:38.960
<v Speaker 3>as like logistically how I was going to do it,

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<v Speaker 3>people were terrified. They had no idea what to do

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<v Speaker 3>with me. They didn't know how to stage me, they

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<v Speaker 3>didn't know how to choreograph for me. They didn't know

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<v Speaker 3>like in certain buildings, like how I would get around,

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<v Speaker 3>but I would sit there and sing and like people

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<v Speaker 3>would cry. And I think for like a lot of

0:25:58.600 --> 0:26:02.240
<v Speaker 3>reasons as an adult, I can like unpack and see.

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<v Speaker 3>But at the time, like was really like it was

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<v Speaker 3>something that I felt like gave me power my voice,

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<v Speaker 3>Like nobody could take that right right, nobody could say, like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, she's you know, like I knew that my voice,

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<v Speaker 3>and it was where I didn't feel limited. It wasn't

0:26:24.000 --> 0:26:26.720
<v Speaker 3>like I had to figure out the stairs and the

0:26:26.800 --> 0:26:29.600
<v Speaker 3>lifts like when I sang. Like when I sang, I

0:26:29.760 --> 0:26:37.359
<v Speaker 3>was just like free yeah, and so you know, people

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<v Speaker 3>were really afraid, and thank goodness, my parents were always

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<v Speaker 3>like we'll make it work, We'll make it happen, don't

0:26:43.240 --> 0:26:45.639
<v Speaker 3>worry about it. Like my dad, I remember him carrying

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<v Speaker 3>me on to stages like in the performances wow, and

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<v Speaker 3>like wow. My mom would drive me into the city

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<v Speaker 3>and like sit there and rehur like I'd be in

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<v Speaker 3>I'd rehearse for things, and my mom would just like

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<v Speaker 3>sit there and be there and make sure like if

0:27:01.720 --> 0:27:04.879
<v Speaker 3>there was any sort of like accessibility issues, like she

0:27:05.040 --> 0:27:07.840
<v Speaker 3>was right there. So they didn't have to like take

0:27:07.880 --> 0:27:12.280
<v Speaker 3>it on themselves. And I just felt like an enormous

0:27:12.280 --> 0:27:15.200
<v Speaker 3>amount of support from the people I trusted the most,

0:27:15.280 --> 0:27:19.280
<v Speaker 3>which were my parents, and they were like, Alie, you

0:27:19.320 --> 0:27:24.800
<v Speaker 3>can do anything like if they and they really didn't

0:27:24.800 --> 0:27:28.360
<v Speaker 3>want me to hear some of the stuff. But then

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<v Speaker 3>when I got to college, yeah, it got a little

0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:37.600
<v Speaker 3>more wild because they couldn't protect me. And I went

0:27:37.640 --> 0:27:42.240
<v Speaker 3>to Nyu Tish and Yu Tish had never had a

0:27:42.280 --> 0:27:45.000
<v Speaker 3>student like the drama department had never had a student

0:27:45.040 --> 0:27:47.719
<v Speaker 3>in a chair, and so it was clumsy at the beginning,

0:27:47.760 --> 0:27:49.119
<v Speaker 3>Like they sat me down and they were like, we

0:27:49.119 --> 0:27:53.000
<v Speaker 3>don't want you to take dance class, like we want

0:27:53.000 --> 0:27:55.719
<v Speaker 3>you to sit on the side and take notes. And

0:27:56.359 --> 0:27:58.239
<v Speaker 3>you know, this was two thousand and five, It's not

0:27:58.320 --> 0:28:04.359
<v Speaker 3>like this was like right the seventy recently. And I

0:28:04.440 --> 0:28:09.399
<v Speaker 3>remember like this thing clicking in of like these people

0:28:09.480 --> 0:28:14.480
<v Speaker 3>are terrified they trust me, and the thing I've always

0:28:14.520 --> 0:28:19.120
<v Speaker 3>been good at my whole life is making people feel good.

0:28:20.160 --> 0:28:24.320
<v Speaker 3>So I was like, listen, let's just keep talking about this.

0:28:24.720 --> 0:28:28.200
<v Speaker 3>I really want to take dance class. I will sit

0:28:28.240 --> 0:28:30.840
<v Speaker 3>on the side in the beginning, but like, let's revisit this, like,

0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 3>let's talk about this again, because like I think I

0:28:34.640 --> 0:28:38.120
<v Speaker 3>can do this. And it was the best lesson of

0:28:38.160 --> 0:28:41.760
<v Speaker 3>my four years at NYU because I learned that no

0:28:41.840 --> 0:28:45.640
<v Speaker 3>one can do this for me. I'm going to have

0:28:45.720 --> 0:28:47.760
<v Speaker 3>to figure this out and I'm going to have to

0:28:47.760 --> 0:28:52.440
<v Speaker 3>get creative and for dance, like I had to learn

0:28:52.480 --> 0:28:56.400
<v Speaker 3>how to translate on the spot for myself, like in

0:28:56.440 --> 0:29:00.080
<v Speaker 3>a chair, and I couldn't rely on anybody giving me

0:29:00.320 --> 0:29:05.120
<v Speaker 3>like ideas, and totally it was an opportunity to get

0:29:05.120 --> 0:29:09.480
<v Speaker 3>really creative, and my desire to be a part of

0:29:09.520 --> 0:29:14.560
<v Speaker 3>it was so strong that there was no part of

0:29:14.560 --> 0:29:17.520
<v Speaker 3>me that was going to give up or quit. And

0:29:17.560 --> 0:29:22.120
<v Speaker 3>that's how I feel about my career, and like how

0:29:22.160 --> 0:29:24.040
<v Speaker 3>I felt about being on Broadway. I was like, I

0:29:24.080 --> 0:29:26.240
<v Speaker 3>don't know when this is going to happen, but it's

0:29:26.360 --> 0:29:29.640
<v Speaker 3>gonna happen. Like even if I'm sixty years old and

0:29:29.640 --> 0:29:32.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm playing a grandma on stage, like I will be

0:29:32.400 --> 0:29:33.440
<v Speaker 3>on Broadway one day.

0:29:33.640 --> 0:29:34.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:29:34.480 --> 0:29:38.960
<v Speaker 3>And I think that like people can feel that somewhere

0:29:40.120 --> 0:29:47.880
<v Speaker 3>that like, oh, she's not she's not going anywhere. Yeah,

0:29:47.920 --> 0:29:51.720
<v Speaker 3>And I just I was like, let's get creative. It's

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:54.520
<v Speaker 3>what I've had to do my entire life, everything from

0:29:54.600 --> 0:30:00.840
<v Speaker 3>like gym class in kindergarten to like sleep overs and

0:30:00.920 --> 0:30:04.840
<v Speaker 3>like trips to the beach in fifth grade and like

0:30:05.280 --> 0:30:08.320
<v Speaker 3>high school, like getting cast in a show where there's

0:30:08.320 --> 0:30:12.440
<v Speaker 3>a tap number, like let's go, Like I don't care

0:30:12.520 --> 0:30:15.400
<v Speaker 3>if you guys don't have the answers. I don't, but

0:30:15.440 --> 0:30:17.320
<v Speaker 3>I was raised to just like make it up.

0:30:18.360 --> 0:30:22.320
<v Speaker 2>That's big. Anyway, everyone feels like they have to know

0:30:22.720 --> 0:30:25.720
<v Speaker 2>what to do, Like it's okay to not know. It's

0:30:25.760 --> 0:30:29.920
<v Speaker 2>a collaboration and it's like your game, then figure it out.

0:30:30.240 --> 0:30:33.000
<v Speaker 3>But in college, you know, I remember we did these

0:30:33.040 --> 0:30:36.320
<v Speaker 3>casting director workshops at the end of senior year, like

0:30:36.360 --> 0:30:39.280
<v Speaker 3>oh meat cat some drittors and I auditioned for this

0:30:39.440 --> 0:30:42.080
<v Speaker 3>one and he's like, you know, this is going to

0:30:42.160 --> 0:30:47.520
<v Speaker 3>be really difficult for you. And I remember leaving like

0:30:47.680 --> 0:30:54.680
<v Speaker 3>being so fired up. Welcome to my life. Right, life

0:30:54.840 --> 0:30:58.920
<v Speaker 3>is hard, right, I don't do easy like when you're

0:30:58.960 --> 0:31:02.240
<v Speaker 3>in a chair, Like you don't get weekends off. Right,

0:31:02.880 --> 0:31:06.400
<v Speaker 3>this is my this is my every day. I don't

0:31:06.440 --> 0:31:10.360
<v Speaker 3>know life without challenges. So like the industry, I was like.

0:31:11.040 --> 0:31:15.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, this is hard for.

0:31:16.680 --> 0:31:21.120
<v Speaker 3>Exactly. And I also like wanted to like come in

0:31:21.440 --> 0:31:25.440
<v Speaker 3>and like sing well and look good. Like I was

0:31:25.520 --> 0:31:31.000
<v Speaker 3>super conscious that I wanted to be like competitive. I

0:31:31.080 --> 0:31:33.480
<v Speaker 3>was like I have to be as good as everybody

0:31:33.480 --> 0:31:35.720
<v Speaker 3>else and then better in some way.

0:31:36.160 --> 0:31:37.440
<v Speaker 1>Which you were and you are.

0:31:38.080 --> 0:31:40.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that's what I wanted.

0:31:40.880 --> 0:31:46.239
<v Speaker 3>I wanted that, and like I was super aware of

0:31:46.400 --> 0:31:51.360
<v Speaker 3>what it was going to take. And and that's part

0:31:51.360 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 3>of why I want to be on Glee because it

0:31:53.040 --> 0:31:57.840
<v Speaker 3>was like this super like respected and like it was

0:31:57.880 --> 0:32:02.000
<v Speaker 3>the most famous show for you know, like it was

0:32:02.160 --> 0:32:04.760
<v Speaker 3>such a big deal and I was like, if I

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:09.080
<v Speaker 3>can do that, it will give me some kind of reputation.

0:32:10.600 --> 0:32:15.800
<v Speaker 3>And Ryan Murphy trusts me maybe other and writers and

0:32:15.880 --> 0:32:18.960
<v Speaker 3>people will direct me or direct and want to want

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:19.760
<v Speaker 3>to work with me.

0:32:20.000 --> 0:32:20.640
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

0:32:21.240 --> 0:32:24.120
<v Speaker 3>All I wanted. I didn't go after I never thought

0:32:24.120 --> 0:32:26.520
<v Speaker 3>I was going to win Tony Award. I just wanted

0:32:26.560 --> 0:32:29.440
<v Speaker 3>to be able to work in the highest level of

0:32:29.480 --> 0:32:30.840
<v Speaker 3>our industry, right.

0:32:31.480 --> 0:32:37.200
<v Speaker 2>And the important thing is you have to to an

0:32:37.200 --> 0:32:41.840
<v Speaker 2>extent know that there is a possibility of it happening

0:32:42.200 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 2>seeing yourself in some way, and so Ryan having a

0:32:46.440 --> 0:32:49.360
<v Speaker 2>show that checked off a lot of boxers, for a

0:32:49.360 --> 0:32:51.920
<v Speaker 2>lot of different groups that never seen each other, seeing

0:32:51.920 --> 0:32:56.680
<v Speaker 2>themselves on network television then gives those people permission to

0:32:56.720 --> 0:32:59.720
<v Speaker 2>be like, oh, I mean you're living proof of that,

0:33:00.320 --> 0:33:03.800
<v Speaker 2>of like, oh I can do this because that that

0:33:03.840 --> 0:33:07.360
<v Speaker 2>guy sees it, he sees me, and so nobody else does.

0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:11.440
<v Speaker 2>Then you smart smart business lady.

0:33:11.760 --> 0:33:16.160
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, thanks, thank you. I just I've always loved it,

0:33:16.600 --> 0:33:19.440
<v Speaker 3>So I just like, yeah, I needed it.

0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:30.080
<v Speaker 1>You have to. You have to love it. So you

0:33:30.120 --> 0:33:33.280
<v Speaker 1>got on Glee, you got you, you did the three

0:33:33.360 --> 0:33:36.920
<v Speaker 1>year hard work manifestation, got on the show, and then

0:33:36.960 --> 0:33:39.640
<v Speaker 1>you said at the beginning of this that you thought

0:33:39.640 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 1>it was going to open all these doors, and it

0:33:41.680 --> 0:33:43.280
<v Speaker 1>like kind of did in a lot of ways. But

0:33:43.320 --> 0:33:45.120
<v Speaker 1>then it also didn't so talk about that.

0:33:46.600 --> 0:33:50.239
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I thought that like being on Glee was going

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:54.440
<v Speaker 3>to open up like more TV opportunitary, right, and that

0:33:54.600 --> 0:33:59.280
<v Speaker 3>like it would just get easier because it was really

0:33:59.320 --> 0:34:04.160
<v Speaker 3>hard to get an audition totally, and you know, there

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:08.840
<v Speaker 3>were very few people with disabilities working in the industry.

0:34:09.360 --> 0:34:16.480
<v Speaker 2>Very yeah you could name them, yeah, yeah.

0:34:15.360 --> 0:34:22.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and like still and so I was like, this

0:34:22.280 --> 0:34:30.920
<v Speaker 3>is this is my like ticket And then when that

0:34:30.960 --> 0:34:41.440
<v Speaker 3>didn't happen, I was like, Okay, I was doing like

0:34:41.640 --> 0:34:45.200
<v Speaker 3>all these other creative things, and the way that I

0:34:45.280 --> 0:34:50.200
<v Speaker 3>live my life is like I really trust timing and

0:34:50.280 --> 0:34:57.279
<v Speaker 3>like the border of things. So I did Glee, and

0:34:57.360 --> 0:34:59.480
<v Speaker 3>I was in a relationship with Danny, and that was

0:34:59.480 --> 0:35:03.600
<v Speaker 3>a very new experience and I had met them through

0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:07.279
<v Speaker 3>this experience and I was really trusting all of that.

0:35:08.440 --> 0:35:13.399
<v Speaker 3>And then I had moved back to LA again and

0:35:13.800 --> 0:35:17.400
<v Speaker 3>was doing this non for profit call Be More Heroic,

0:35:17.520 --> 0:35:20.359
<v Speaker 3>where we were touring around the country and doing these

0:35:20.440 --> 0:35:26.280
<v Speaker 3>anti bullying, pro love, pro compassion campaign shows at high schools,

0:35:27.040 --> 0:35:28.920
<v Speaker 3>and it felt like I was really like making a

0:35:28.960 --> 0:35:31.960
<v Speaker 3>difference and like doing something positive with the thing that

0:35:32.000 --> 0:35:37.640
<v Speaker 3>I love to do most and then I started working

0:35:37.640 --> 0:35:41.479
<v Speaker 3>with new agents and the first audition that they got

0:35:41.480 --> 0:35:44.800
<v Speaker 3>for me was this production of Spring Awakening with Deaf West,

0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:48.200
<v Speaker 3>and it felt like kind of perfectly on brand, like

0:35:48.239 --> 0:35:50.840
<v Speaker 3>it was a musical and it was with a company

0:35:50.840 --> 0:35:53.279
<v Speaker 3>that worked with people with disabilities, and it was with

0:35:53.320 --> 0:35:57.359
<v Speaker 3>Michael Arden, and I was like, this sounds cool. Let

0:35:57.400 --> 0:36:01.720
<v Speaker 3>me audition. And then when I auditioned and got called

0:36:01.800 --> 0:36:04.399
<v Speaker 3>back and had to learn sign language and sing at

0:36:04.400 --> 0:36:09.080
<v Speaker 3>the same time, there was this moment where like I

0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:16.960
<v Speaker 3>felt so emotional, like I have to do this, like

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:26.320
<v Speaker 3>expressing yourself on stage with sign language. It was something

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:30.360
<v Speaker 3>I needed to do while I sang. It was like, oh,

0:36:30.400 --> 0:36:32.480
<v Speaker 3>these are the ways I can express myself.

0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:32.920
<v Speaker 4>Wow.

0:36:34.520 --> 0:36:38.560
<v Speaker 3>And you know I have my hands, like I can't

0:36:38.600 --> 0:36:41.839
<v Speaker 3>take tap dance, but I can sign. Yeah. So when

0:36:41.880 --> 0:36:44.080
<v Speaker 3>I got involved with that project, I didn't think it

0:36:44.120 --> 0:36:46.000
<v Speaker 3>was going to be on Broadway, but it was something

0:36:46.000 --> 0:36:50.400
<v Speaker 3>that was so creatively fulfilling it didn't matter if it

0:36:50.520 --> 0:36:54.799
<v Speaker 3>had that commercial, sparkly thing on it yet totally. In fact,

0:36:54.840 --> 0:36:56.880
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know, you know, like I said, like I

0:36:56.880 --> 0:36:58.600
<v Speaker 3>didn't know if it was going to be that.

0:37:00.840 --> 0:37:01.840
<v Speaker 1>I felt like I.

0:37:01.880 --> 0:37:04.440
<v Speaker 3>Knew I had to do it, and the people involved

0:37:04.600 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 3>were like electric. Yeah, you know, I was meeting all

0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:10.920
<v Speaker 3>these new people and like Austin Leading, it was like

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:16.799
<v Speaker 3>super wild and he was just like just electric, you know.

0:37:17.080 --> 0:37:22.040
<v Speaker 3>And all of the deaf actors and actresses that I

0:37:22.080 --> 0:37:26.480
<v Speaker 3>was meeting, they were all so passionate and so good.

0:37:26.960 --> 0:37:31.160
<v Speaker 3>And then like the people that Michael cast that we're

0:37:31.200 --> 0:37:35.960
<v Speaker 3>hearing were just so interesting and not like you're like

0:37:36.080 --> 0:37:42.040
<v Speaker 3>typical commercial Broadway company. They were just like different. And

0:37:43.520 --> 0:37:48.399
<v Speaker 3>rehearsing that show and doing that show was like it

0:37:48.440 --> 0:37:51.400
<v Speaker 3>was heaven. It was just like the best thing I

0:37:51.400 --> 0:37:53.960
<v Speaker 3>had ever done and to this day is still my

0:37:53.960 --> 0:37:55.040
<v Speaker 3>favorite show I've ever done.

0:37:55.040 --> 0:37:58.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh wow, Oh yeah, I mean it's so special.

0:37:59.239 --> 0:38:01.200
<v Speaker 2>I feel like, talk to anybody who was a part

0:38:01.239 --> 0:38:03.280
<v Speaker 2>of that, and it's very similar Centers.

0:38:03.560 --> 0:38:08.839
<v Speaker 3>Yes, definitely, it's super something was happening. It's like there

0:38:08.960 --> 0:38:12.680
<v Speaker 3>was like a like a like a power thing that

0:38:12.800 --> 0:38:16.400
<v Speaker 3>connected and you see so many of those people and

0:38:16.480 --> 0:38:17.399
<v Speaker 3>like what they're doing now.

0:38:17.400 --> 0:38:18.920
<v Speaker 2>It was like mm hm whoa.

0:38:19.320 --> 0:38:20.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah for sure.

0:38:20.880 --> 0:38:24.600
<v Speaker 3>And the fact that we went to Broadway, and you know,

0:38:24.640 --> 0:38:30.719
<v Speaker 3>I remember getting this email that we were going to

0:38:30.760 --> 0:38:32.920
<v Speaker 3>go to Broadway and I was in South Africa at

0:38:32.920 --> 0:38:37.800
<v Speaker 3>the time teaching, and I like saw the email and

0:38:37.840 --> 0:38:40.120
<v Speaker 3>I went into the office and I started sobbing, and

0:38:40.160 --> 0:38:41.799
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I'm going to be on Broadway, Like

0:38:41.840 --> 0:38:44.640
<v Speaker 3>my dream is coming through. I'm going to be on Broadway.

0:38:45.040 --> 0:38:47.960
<v Speaker 3>And I like hugged my friend and I went back

0:38:48.000 --> 0:38:50.120
<v Speaker 3>into the classroom and the kids were like, miss Ali,

0:38:50.200 --> 0:38:53.239
<v Speaker 3>why are you crying? And I was like, like, my

0:38:53.400 --> 0:38:55.480
<v Speaker 3>dream is going to come true. I'm going to be

0:38:55.600 --> 0:38:58.160
<v Speaker 3>on Broadway. And they like raised their hand, They're like,

0:38:58.200 --> 0:38:59.520
<v Speaker 3>miss Ali, what's Broadway?

0:39:00.040 --> 0:39:00.640
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god?

0:39:01.440 --> 0:39:03.600
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, oh my god.

0:39:03.920 --> 0:39:09.359
<v Speaker 2>That's so like right, yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:39:09.080 --> 0:39:11.920
<v Speaker 3>So important to me, Like, but there's so many people

0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:15.920
<v Speaker 3>like that don't even know what this is. This is

0:39:16.239 --> 0:39:19.320
<v Speaker 3>my heaven, this is my magic, and it's so special

0:39:19.360 --> 0:39:23.120
<v Speaker 3>to share with them like what it was. And and

0:39:24.960 --> 0:39:28.759
<v Speaker 3>you know, I think that I I do like I

0:39:28.840 --> 0:39:32.000
<v Speaker 3>carry like this little piece of Mike Lee experience into

0:39:32.080 --> 0:39:37.440
<v Speaker 3>every single thing that I do, and that is this

0:39:37.640 --> 0:39:43.480
<v Speaker 3>like importance of like being you and like being yourself

0:39:44.080 --> 0:39:46.560
<v Speaker 3>because it was the first time that I felt like

0:39:47.360 --> 0:39:50.080
<v Speaker 3>being in a chair and being different was an advantage.

0:39:52.080 --> 0:39:55.439
<v Speaker 3>And I carry that into every single thing that I do.

0:39:55.719 --> 0:40:00.040
<v Speaker 3>That it's not something that takes it doesn't take anything

0:40:00.080 --> 0:40:03.280
<v Speaker 3>away from me. It enhances me, it makes me better.

0:40:04.200 --> 0:40:09.840
<v Speaker 3>And that I think is exactly what the show's message was,

0:40:11.239 --> 0:40:16.439
<v Speaker 3>or at least what I took from it and what

0:40:16.520 --> 0:40:20.640
<v Speaker 3>you guys brought to it, that like, you don't need

0:40:20.680 --> 0:40:26.160
<v Speaker 3>to be anyone but yourself and that is enough, and

0:40:26.239 --> 0:40:35.600
<v Speaker 3>that is that is important for a character, for your work,

0:40:36.239 --> 0:40:45.239
<v Speaker 3>for your everything, Like like Kevin, your character, like was

0:40:45.280 --> 0:40:52.520
<v Speaker 3>a moment of like, oh, like Artie is like someone

0:40:52.719 --> 0:40:57.439
<v Speaker 3>that people want to know about and someone can care

0:40:57.520 --> 0:41:01.400
<v Speaker 3>about and someone that someone could un love with. Like

0:41:02.320 --> 0:41:08.040
<v Speaker 3>that was so important to me. And you know, when

0:41:08.040 --> 0:41:09.600
<v Speaker 3>I found out you were in a chair, like there

0:41:09.640 --> 0:41:11.640
<v Speaker 3>was a part of me that was devastated because I

0:41:11.680 --> 0:41:21.840
<v Speaker 3>was so scared that that we weren't ready to see

0:41:22.160 --> 0:41:29.319
<v Speaker 3>disability as it is in real life, that like my

0:41:29.520 --> 0:41:37.959
<v Speaker 3>body wouldn't be enough or like digestible for mass audiences.

0:41:39.400 --> 0:41:42.840
<v Speaker 3>And there was this narrative in my head that disability

0:41:44.120 --> 0:41:46.960
<v Speaker 3>like it has to be like diet disability or like

0:41:47.239 --> 0:41:53.560
<v Speaker 3>light disability, disability totally. And I was so scared, like

0:41:54.560 --> 0:42:01.640
<v Speaker 3>would they cast me on the show? And everywhere I went,

0:42:01.800 --> 0:42:04.880
<v Speaker 3>you guys, people were like you could be on Glee,

0:42:04.880 --> 0:42:10.840
<v Speaker 3>you could be Artie's girlfriend. I know, I know. I

0:42:10.880 --> 0:42:16.680
<v Speaker 3>don't tell me about it, I know. But the confidence

0:42:16.840 --> 0:42:19.200
<v Speaker 3>that I took from not just being on the show

0:42:19.280 --> 0:42:25.960
<v Speaker 3>but being a fan of the show has affected my

0:42:26.040 --> 0:42:29.759
<v Speaker 3>life in every possible way, everything from being on Broadway,

0:42:30.520 --> 0:42:35.520
<v Speaker 3>everything from having relationships and getting married and having a child.

0:42:35.960 --> 0:42:42.000
<v Speaker 3>Like Glee was such a huge deal for me.

0:42:42.440 --> 0:42:49.480
<v Speaker 1>Wow, Wow, it was so important wild It's really crazy.

0:42:49.760 --> 0:42:52.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel like this has been the gospel according

0:42:52.120 --> 0:42:52.479
<v Speaker 2>to Ali.

0:42:52.760 --> 0:43:03.799
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, great, it was like spiritual connection, well for.

0:43:03.800 --> 0:43:06.720
<v Speaker 1>Somebody else who I don't think a lot of people

0:43:06.840 --> 0:43:09.560
<v Speaker 1>know this that you. You saw it and were like

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:13.120
<v Speaker 1>that's that could be mine, you know, and you took

0:43:13.160 --> 0:43:15.200
<v Speaker 1>ownership and you were like I'm just gonna go get.

0:43:15.040 --> 0:43:18.880
<v Speaker 2>It well and to be the person who's actually in

0:43:18.920 --> 0:43:22.080
<v Speaker 2>a chair and to actually be the real and go.

0:43:22.040 --> 0:43:24.640
<v Speaker 1>Through all the journey of the insecurity of it all,

0:43:24.719 --> 0:43:26.640
<v Speaker 1>like would they cast me? Would I can I be

0:43:26.719 --> 0:43:30.000
<v Speaker 1>a part of it? Even seeing somebody in a chair

0:43:30.480 --> 0:43:35.160
<v Speaker 1>on TV like that, So then getting there and being

0:43:35.280 --> 0:43:37.360
<v Speaker 1>like such an integral part, like you were one hundred

0:43:37.400 --> 0:43:40.440
<v Speaker 1>and ten percent, like we said, like you took no

0:43:40.520 --> 0:43:43.960
<v Speaker 1>prisoners on your on the episode, and I'm like, I

0:43:43.960 --> 0:43:45.640
<v Speaker 1>wish there was more. I wish you got to spend

0:43:45.640 --> 0:43:46.880
<v Speaker 1>we got to spend more time with you, and I

0:43:46.920 --> 0:43:49.319
<v Speaker 1>wish you had to be on the show more. But

0:43:49.560 --> 0:43:53.560
<v Speaker 1>just that episode was such an impactful part of your journey.

0:43:54.160 --> 0:43:55.360
<v Speaker 1>It was it was every you know.

0:43:56.560 --> 0:44:00.520
<v Speaker 3>Also, I remember am the Glee Project thanking Ryan. So

0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.080
<v Speaker 3>something that I was aware of was that there was

0:44:03.120 --> 0:44:05.200
<v Speaker 3>and Kevin, you obviously were aware of this too, like

0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:10.480
<v Speaker 3>that the disabled community was upset obviously, Like I felt

0:44:10.480 --> 0:44:13.120
<v Speaker 3>something when I found out that already you know, Kevin

0:44:13.160 --> 0:44:16.880
<v Speaker 3>that you ablebodied, but I understandable. It's like but I

0:44:16.960 --> 0:44:19.880
<v Speaker 3>said to Ryan, I was like, I have to thank

0:44:19.920 --> 0:44:26.360
<v Speaker 3>you for writing this character, because this character has changed

0:44:26.360 --> 0:44:31.080
<v Speaker 3>my life and it will change the business. And it

0:44:31.160 --> 0:44:36.319
<v Speaker 3>did in so many ways, Like there are there is

0:44:36.400 --> 0:44:40.719
<v Speaker 3>more and more disabled representation on television and across the

0:44:40.760 --> 0:44:44.600
<v Speaker 3>board in film and TV and on stage every single year,

0:44:46.040 --> 0:44:52.799
<v Speaker 3>and like that character is so important to people, and

0:44:52.920 --> 0:44:57.080
<v Speaker 3>you are, Kevin, like you did that with Grace. You

0:44:57.120 --> 0:44:58.040
<v Speaker 3>did that with Grace.

0:44:58.360 --> 0:45:02.640
<v Speaker 2>Yes, well, I felt for all of those reasons, very

0:45:05.640 --> 0:45:08.960
<v Speaker 2>I felt an enormous sense of responsibility obviously, like this

0:45:09.000 --> 0:45:12.319
<v Speaker 2>is not my group, Like, I can't be like I'm

0:45:12.320 --> 0:45:15.480
<v Speaker 2>the spokesperson now because that is a living experience that

0:45:15.560 --> 0:45:21.359
<v Speaker 2>I have not had. And so and like when the episode,

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:24.600
<v Speaker 2>the first episode of Jenna and I had that was

0:45:24.640 --> 0:45:28.160
<v Speaker 2>like both of our biggest storylines at that point. Because

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:30.120
<v Speaker 2>of that episode, we started going to all these events

0:45:30.200 --> 0:45:33.480
<v Speaker 2>and I started meeting and obviously that week that was

0:45:33.480 --> 0:45:35.400
<v Speaker 2>the first time there was sort of negative press about

0:45:35.800 --> 0:45:39.239
<v Speaker 2>already being played by me, which I completely understood, but

0:45:39.239 --> 0:45:42.480
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I don't know what to do about this. Yeah,

0:45:42.719 --> 0:45:45.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Like it also wasn't the first time

0:45:45.800 --> 0:45:49.440
<v Speaker 2>me or my friends had auditioned for characters and chairs

0:45:49.719 --> 0:45:53.520
<v Speaker 2>like that was something like and we were very ignorant

0:45:53.520 --> 0:45:56.359
<v Speaker 2>and naive about it because we had no idea and

0:45:57.280 --> 0:46:00.800
<v Speaker 2>I just reet. I remember one night meeting a group

0:46:00.800 --> 0:46:06.839
<v Speaker 2>of parents who told me about their little kids who

0:46:06.880 --> 0:46:11.480
<v Speaker 2>were in chairs watching the show and then becoming obsessed

0:46:12.040 --> 0:46:18.080
<v Speaker 2>with Artie, and I was like, Okay, I was like,

0:46:18.120 --> 0:46:24.520
<v Speaker 2>this isn't perfect, but it's doing what I think, you know,

0:46:24.600 --> 0:46:26.920
<v Speaker 2>Ryan Brad and Ian wanted it to do, in the

0:46:26.960 --> 0:46:31.040
<v Speaker 2>sense that kids are seeing themselves and it's not necessarily

0:46:31.440 --> 0:46:36.239
<v Speaker 2>obviously about who's playing it At this moment, it's just

0:46:36.320 --> 0:46:42.200
<v Speaker 2>about Artie and seeing this kid on TV that looks like.

0:46:42.160 --> 0:46:46.360
<v Speaker 3>Them and like dances and sings.

0:46:46.440 --> 0:46:47.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:46:47.320 --> 0:46:49.600
<v Speaker 3>That was huge for me too, because I was like

0:46:50.080 --> 0:46:51.160
<v Speaker 3>he's dancing, like.

0:46:51.120 --> 0:46:55.080
<v Speaker 8>He's like everybody else, right, and like it looks good,

0:46:56.520 --> 0:47:02.000
<v Speaker 8>not awkward, it looks awesome, and like, no, you did

0:47:02.160 --> 0:47:02.960
<v Speaker 8>such a great job.

0:47:03.280 --> 0:47:06.440
<v Speaker 2>That was also the first say rehearsals acts, like, so

0:47:08.480 --> 0:47:12.640
<v Speaker 2>you figure out what you can do? I'm like, you did.

0:47:12.320 --> 0:47:15.120
<v Speaker 9>I mean to figure it out, yeah, which was a challenge,

0:47:15.480 --> 0:47:19.920
<v Speaker 9>but like, yeah, but I think you know, you just

0:47:21.000 --> 0:47:24.480
<v Speaker 9>figure it out. Yeah, it is that hard to figure

0:47:24.480 --> 0:47:28.239
<v Speaker 9>out in terms of like hearing you talk about going to.

0:47:28.600 --> 0:47:31.040
<v Speaker 2>Tish and then you can't take dance class. It seems

0:47:31.200 --> 0:47:34.759
<v Speaker 2>crazy because it's like you can like what are you

0:47:34.840 --> 0:47:38.640
<v Speaker 2>talking about? How can I not be part of dance class?

0:47:38.640 --> 0:47:39.720
<v Speaker 2>Of course I can still dance.

0:47:40.360 --> 0:47:43.359
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And that's always been so important to me, Like

0:47:44.320 --> 0:47:49.279
<v Speaker 3>getting the opportunity to physically express myself. Yeah, because I

0:47:49.320 --> 0:47:51.920
<v Speaker 3>have a lot to express and physically I just have

0:47:52.000 --> 0:47:55.960
<v Speaker 3>a different vocabulary than you. Right, It's like allowing somebody

0:47:56.000 --> 0:47:58.200
<v Speaker 3>it's like telling somebody they can't speak if they don't

0:47:58.239 --> 0:48:03.040
<v Speaker 3>speak your language. Right, wait a minute. Everyone deserves the

0:48:03.160 --> 0:48:07.759
<v Speaker 3>chance to express themselves. And I just was excited, you know.

0:48:07.840 --> 0:48:10.160
<v Speaker 3>I was excited to like figure it out and find

0:48:10.200 --> 0:48:10.600
<v Speaker 3>a way.

0:48:11.080 --> 0:48:14.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and because it's obviously very doable and it's like.

0:48:15.320 --> 0:48:21.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, well that's their issue, not yours, you know, yeah.

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:24.600
<v Speaker 3>Right, exactly exactly, And I really did. I'm jumping around

0:48:24.600 --> 0:48:29.920
<v Speaker 3>a little bit. But when I got the episode of

0:48:30.280 --> 0:48:35.400
<v Speaker 3>I Do I read it, I was so nervous about

0:48:35.440 --> 0:48:39.759
<v Speaker 3>like this sort of storyline about like you know, like

0:48:40.040 --> 0:48:44.080
<v Speaker 3>Betty and Already like go into a hotel room together.

0:48:45.000 --> 0:48:50.680
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, Okay, what are they trying to say, Like, oh,

0:48:50.760 --> 0:48:52.880
<v Speaker 3>they're going to go like sleep with each other. And

0:48:52.920 --> 0:48:56.720
<v Speaker 3>then like that is loaded, which is like they weren't

0:48:56.760 --> 0:49:01.000
<v Speaker 3>gonna unpack that on the show, right, But anybody who's

0:49:01.040 --> 0:49:06.440
<v Speaker 3>in a chair knows that, right, And I thought it

0:49:06.480 --> 0:49:09.400
<v Speaker 3>was like very tasteful that we're just like in bed together.

0:49:10.440 --> 0:49:12.359
<v Speaker 3>But like there was a part of me that was

0:49:12.400 --> 0:49:17.400
<v Speaker 3>like for a teenager in a chair, like there's so

0:49:17.719 --> 0:49:21.839
<v Speaker 3>much there, so much there.

0:49:22.239 --> 0:49:30.520
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, So I was like, okay, like are we to

0:49:30.760 --> 0:49:32.600
<v Speaker 10>We're not going to talk about it because like the

0:49:33.080 --> 0:49:36.360
<v Speaker 10>theater where like we had to like spend a week from.

0:49:36.360 --> 0:49:39.799
<v Speaker 2>This scene, right, I would have been nice though, oh

0:49:39.840 --> 0:49:40.239
<v Speaker 2>for sure.

0:49:41.160 --> 0:49:47.880
<v Speaker 3>But I did appreciate the show always went there. Yeah,

0:49:48.000 --> 0:49:53.520
<v Speaker 3>Like they didn't pull back, and I appreciated that. Yeah,

0:49:53.800 --> 0:49:56.440
<v Speaker 3>And I appreciated that they just created the representation that

0:49:56.480 --> 0:49:59.759
<v Speaker 3>these two people in a wheelchair, like are gonna go

0:49:59.840 --> 0:50:02.799
<v Speaker 3>in to this hotel room and like whether they had

0:50:02.880 --> 0:50:05.319
<v Speaker 3>sex or they like hooked up or whatever it was,

0:50:06.440 --> 0:50:08.080
<v Speaker 3>we're just gonna put it on TV.

0:50:08.280 --> 0:50:12.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're just horning them, Yeah exactly.

0:50:12.400 --> 0:50:15.600
<v Speaker 3>But there is there was a part of me afterwards

0:50:15.600 --> 0:50:19.680
<v Speaker 3>that was like, I feel like people in chairs deserve

0:50:19.800 --> 0:50:23.240
<v Speaker 3>to like have like, you know a little bit more

0:50:23.440 --> 0:50:27.839
<v Speaker 3>of like an unpacking of what that is. Yeah, because

0:50:27.880 --> 0:50:30.080
<v Speaker 3>they was also like at a time like I was

0:50:30.120 --> 0:50:34.640
<v Speaker 3>in you know, like in my twenties, and like there

0:50:34.719 --> 0:50:38.920
<v Speaker 3>was a lot that I felt about disability and sexuality

0:50:39.760 --> 0:50:43.759
<v Speaker 3>and what that meant for me and what assumptions I

0:50:43.840 --> 0:50:49.360
<v Speaker 3>was constantly being fed and asked about, like can you

0:50:49.440 --> 0:50:53.160
<v Speaker 3>have sex? Like how does that work? And like getting

0:50:53.200 --> 0:50:57.400
<v Speaker 3>so hurt a few years earlier by like guys that

0:50:57.400 --> 0:50:59.000
<v Speaker 3>I would go out on dates with that were just

0:50:59.080 --> 0:51:02.279
<v Speaker 3>like curious, like they weren't like actually interested in me,

0:51:02.440 --> 0:51:04.520
<v Speaker 3>but just like kind of curious about like sleeping with

0:51:04.600 --> 0:51:10.319
<v Speaker 3>a girl in a wheelchair, and right, always curiosity, and

0:51:10.400 --> 0:51:11.640
<v Speaker 3>so there was a part of me that was like

0:51:11.640 --> 0:51:13.800
<v Speaker 3>I wish they like had gone a little bit further

0:51:13.920 --> 0:51:18.640
<v Speaker 3>with that. Yeah, but right, it was cool to be

0:51:19.280 --> 0:51:20.960
<v Speaker 3>like in an episode and it's like, oh, you get

0:51:20.960 --> 0:51:23.719
<v Speaker 3>to sleep with one of them, Like that's kind of

0:51:23.719 --> 0:51:29.200
<v Speaker 3>a cool like just diving right in and like that

0:51:29.200 --> 0:51:34.040
<v Speaker 3>that can exist. Yeah, Again, like the representation was like, yeah,

0:51:34.520 --> 0:51:35.040
<v Speaker 3>let's do this.

0:51:35.239 --> 0:51:38.319
<v Speaker 2>It also felt like to me that it was very

0:51:38.320 --> 0:51:43.840
<v Speaker 2>important for your character to have this power or like

0:51:43.880 --> 0:51:46.360
<v Speaker 2>you talk about you had that session with the casting

0:51:46.360 --> 0:51:48.040
<v Speaker 2>director where like this is going to be hard for

0:51:48.080 --> 0:51:52.960
<v Speaker 2>you where you're sort of being talked down to and

0:51:53.000 --> 0:51:56.840
<v Speaker 2>like pitied. But I always felt like Ryan always wrote

0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:01.680
<v Speaker 2>all these characters to like no, no, no, I have the power.

0:52:02.760 --> 0:52:05.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to do what I want to do, you know,

0:52:05.560 --> 0:52:07.400
<v Speaker 2>And it felt like you showed up on that episode

0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:10.600
<v Speaker 2>and every single moment you were on screen, you're like, no, no,

0:52:11.360 --> 0:52:15.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing whatever I want. Yeah, and nothing is going

0:52:15.320 --> 0:52:15.920
<v Speaker 2>to affect that.

0:52:16.480 --> 0:52:17.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:52:17.400 --> 0:52:21.160
<v Speaker 3>And like the fact that she was a cheerleader, Yes,

0:52:21.520 --> 0:52:25.319
<v Speaker 3>like I liked that. I liked that she could do

0:52:25.320 --> 0:52:28.319
<v Speaker 3>this cheerleader because like in the world of Glee, like

0:52:28.360 --> 0:52:32.480
<v Speaker 3>that was power. Yeah, right right with insecurities.

0:52:42.760 --> 0:52:45.240
<v Speaker 1>We always ask people at the end who are involved

0:52:45.239 --> 0:52:49.200
<v Speaker 1>in the show, what is the feeling that Glee leaves

0:52:49.239 --> 0:52:49.520
<v Speaker 1>you with?

0:52:50.600 --> 0:52:58.200
<v Speaker 3>Oh, great question. I think Lee changed the world. To

0:52:58.320 --> 0:53:05.920
<v Speaker 3>be a part of that feels really special. I was

0:53:05.960 --> 0:53:08.760
<v Speaker 3>a fan of the show before I was on the show,

0:53:09.960 --> 0:53:16.040
<v Speaker 3>and it changed me. It changed my life. The opportunity,

0:53:16.080 --> 0:53:19.680
<v Speaker 3>but the storylines and the representation like changed my life.

0:53:20.960 --> 0:53:27.040
<v Speaker 3>So the feeling is that Glee had this unbelievable impact

0:53:27.160 --> 0:53:32.719
<v Speaker 3>on me, and it makes me smile because for me,

0:53:33.120 --> 0:53:37.279
<v Speaker 3>like musical theater is my favorite genre and so they

0:53:37.280 --> 0:53:41.960
<v Speaker 3>get to watch that like on TV with people that

0:53:42.520 --> 0:53:52.080
<v Speaker 3>I identified with. Was it was just it shook my

0:53:52.200 --> 0:53:57.359
<v Speaker 3>world and it changed everything and it really really catapulted

0:53:57.440 --> 0:54:00.600
<v Speaker 3>my career. I think in so many ways. So grateful.

0:54:00.760 --> 0:54:05.640
<v Speaker 3>I mean that's sort of like, you know, not that interesting,

0:54:05.840 --> 0:54:10.319
<v Speaker 3>but it's very interesting, but also just like emotional too

0:54:10.600 --> 0:54:15.840
<v Speaker 3>that so many things happened for me around the show,

0:54:15.920 --> 0:54:20.480
<v Speaker 3>whether it was the Glee project, like different kinds of

0:54:20.560 --> 0:54:24.080
<v Speaker 3>relationships that I had, getting to be on the show,

0:54:24.560 --> 0:54:29.120
<v Speaker 3>meeting and getting to know you guys, and then having

0:54:29.480 --> 0:54:37.720
<v Speaker 3>many of you as friends. It really was just such

0:54:37.760 --> 0:54:40.920
<v Speaker 3>a highlight of my life in my career.

0:54:41.200 --> 0:54:44.320
<v Speaker 2>Well, the feeling is very mutual. We like to claim

0:54:44.360 --> 0:54:47.960
<v Speaker 2>you as much as possible on that Tony stage. Mike,

0:54:48.040 --> 0:54:50.040
<v Speaker 2>that's the first Glee Acting Tony Award.

0:54:51.320 --> 0:54:56.200
<v Speaker 4>That's right, right, Thank you guys, Thank you so so much.

0:54:56.400 --> 0:54:57.960
<v Speaker 3>I'm so happy you do this.

0:54:58.640 --> 0:55:01.360
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, but but it's what's so nice that people

0:55:01.960 --> 0:55:05.239
<v Speaker 2>like you come on and like open yourselves up and

0:55:05.280 --> 0:55:09.560
<v Speaker 2>share all these experiences, and it's so nice to hear

0:55:09.680 --> 0:55:13.040
<v Speaker 2>because as you experience on that set, when you're in it,

0:55:13.160 --> 0:55:16.880
<v Speaker 2>you're just like, I'm just tired. You're not necessarily getting

0:55:16.960 --> 0:55:20.200
<v Speaker 2>to soak up every moment maybe like you should. And

0:55:21.160 --> 0:55:26.600
<v Speaker 2>it's unbelievable, and I think we're so grateful that we

0:55:26.640 --> 0:55:30.360
<v Speaker 2>get to hear everybody else's perspectives of this and to

0:55:30.440 --> 0:55:32.800
<v Speaker 2>know what it meant to you means a lot to us.

0:55:32.880 --> 0:55:35.880
<v Speaker 2>And I think people listening will enjoy it because it

0:55:35.920 --> 0:55:38.840
<v Speaker 2>means a lot to them. And just thank you for

0:55:38.880 --> 0:55:41.560
<v Speaker 2>taking the time to come on and share that and

0:55:41.800 --> 0:55:44.560
<v Speaker 2>just you're love you so much. I feel like we're

0:55:44.560 --> 0:55:46.280
<v Speaker 2>all like attached for life.

0:55:47.520 --> 0:55:49.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I love you, guys. I'd love to do something

0:55:49.960 --> 0:55:53.600
<v Speaker 3>again with you and do it if you're ever like

0:55:54.080 --> 0:55:57.000
<v Speaker 3>making stuff and the same for me, Like you know,

0:55:57.400 --> 0:56:02.720
<v Speaker 3>it's so fun to like know you and to figure

0:56:02.719 --> 0:56:06.800
<v Speaker 3>out ways that we can create something else together. Yes, yes,

0:56:06.960 --> 0:56:09.360
<v Speaker 3>so more, let's just say more.

0:56:09.800 --> 0:56:12.120
<v Speaker 2>I also love all the ways in which we're connected.

0:56:12.120 --> 0:56:14.880
<v Speaker 2>There's spring awakening and then there's Austin and it's just

0:56:15.000 --> 0:56:18.759
<v Speaker 2>we're all, yes, intertwined.

0:56:18.840 --> 0:56:20.879
<v Speaker 3>And Jenna, we're doing this mom thing.

0:56:21.440 --> 0:56:22.120
<v Speaker 1>We're doing it.

0:56:22.200 --> 0:56:24.560
<v Speaker 2>We're in the mom cloud, crushing it. And there's two

0:56:24.600 --> 0:56:28.239
<v Speaker 2>people I would trust with raising children. It would be

0:56:28.400 --> 0:56:31.600
<v Speaker 2>you two like you to have all the kids.

0:56:31.920 --> 0:56:36.480
<v Speaker 6>Thank you very very much, thank you, congrats Sally, congrats.

0:56:36.680 --> 0:56:37.960
<v Speaker 3>I really appreciate you, guys.

0:56:38.520 --> 0:56:39.040
<v Speaker 1>I love you.

0:56:39.880 --> 0:56:41.359
<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much for coming on here.

0:56:41.680 --> 0:56:43.920
<v Speaker 3>Thank you to you soon.

0:56:44.520 --> 0:56:49.480
<v Speaker 6>Yes please, thanks Sally, have a great day, guys, Thank

0:56:49.480 --> 0:56:50.120
<v Speaker 6>you too.

0:56:50.440 --> 0:56:55.080
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0:56:57.680 --> 0:56:59.800
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0:57:00.040 --> 0:57:00.680
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