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Speaker 1: making me regret all the whole ship I never did

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Speaker 1: I'm morn in peace, yeah I'm married now, sorry, I

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Speaker 1: can't entertain any of that ship. So while I'm born,

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Speaker 1: I'm just gonna have to like, let you girls go.

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Speaker 1: I used to live that curiously through you, and now

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Speaker 1: I'm just sad, but I was your girls the best

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Speaker 1: of luck. Your podcast is awesome. Keep normalizing whole ship, um,

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Speaker 1: because I know I would have been a home more

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Speaker 1: in my day. And yeah, keep doing out saying I

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Speaker 1: hope you made it all the way to the top.

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Speaker 1: Love you guys. By that was cute. I really hope

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Speaker 1: she still does listen to us. However, I'm a pretty

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Speaker 1: sure she does. We don't want to make people recrrect,

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Speaker 1: and I don't think it's like I think that maybe

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Speaker 1: she's just bored and the story sounds fun. Maybe that's

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Speaker 1: what I was about to say. You could still be

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Speaker 1: a hole with your nigga even if you marry. That's

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I mean, maybe you need to talk

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Speaker 1: to you. You don't blame us. I did this with

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Speaker 1: I mean, I don't think she asked for our advice,

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Speaker 1: but bit, you better still be listening. Um oh, welcome

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Speaker 1: to horrible decisions. That's job, because she just jumped right

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Speaker 1: on into motherfu shit. Um I am back, um from

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Speaker 1: l A All Star Weekend to se your girl Mandy

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Speaker 1: and I'm easy. And of course, we have a beautiful,

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Speaker 1: to y'all shortly. But we realized that we ain't update

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Speaker 1: We We've been doing a lot of interviewing, and because

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Speaker 1: hear about us. But we're gonna make sure we um

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Speaker 1: you know, not really dramatic changes, more so on Wheezy's

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Speaker 1: doing ship for research purposes, but no, I need to

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Speaker 1: listen to all of our episodes? Not all of them,

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Speaker 1: I think it's very important. So a lot of our listeners,

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Speaker 1: But what's really been getting questioned about is we haven't

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Speaker 1: heard about lover Boy. Where are you? Love her Boy?

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Speaker 1: Where are you? Where are you? So? Do you want

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Speaker 1: I tell people, you do a lot of white lies,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest with you. I don't like download

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Speaker 1: the dude once or like, have a baby in the

426
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Speaker 1: rest of my relationship and life and take up to

427
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Speaker 1: cut him. I'm mother money nigga because I like to

428
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Speaker 1: eat take But what if he's like into me continuating Honestly,

429
00:20:44,040 --> 00:20:46,119
Speaker 1: I don't want him to build another family outside of me,

430
00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:47,400
Speaker 1: and then I got to deal with a bitch who

431
00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:53,159
Speaker 1: probably really won't this nigga. I don't know, so this

432
00:20:53,240 --> 00:20:55,360
Speaker 1: question This morning, I was reading the outline in bed

433
00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:58,879
Speaker 1: with Jeeves and I read that question. I said, well,

434
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Speaker 1: would it be different if he was getting sucked or

435
00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:05,000
Speaker 1: doing the fucking? Oh that ily like a major part

436
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:06,680
Speaker 1: in it. But what if he was doing I think

437
00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:09,800
Speaker 1: it could not be bottoming another nigga were you not

438
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:13,399
Speaker 1: wait waiting, because you'd be okay with him tapping on,

439
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:15,960
Speaker 1: You'd be okay with you. Would you rather him topping

440
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:17,760
Speaker 1: another dude or have a baby on you? I'd rather

441
00:21:17,920 --> 00:21:20,160
Speaker 1: have a baby on me. I'm so I would. I'm

442
00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:22,920
Speaker 1: so sorry. I just let me say, you know what,

443
00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:25,000
Speaker 1: maybe a lot of other women are gonna be like you,

444
00:21:25,040 --> 00:21:27,280
Speaker 1: I have another wait wait, I meant, and he was

445
00:21:27,359 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 1: telling me this. He told me that his girlfriend used

446
00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:32,080
Speaker 1: to trap. We had like a conversation like what was

447
00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:34,400
Speaker 1: the freakiest ship you ever did? So I'm like, he's cute,

448
00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:41,320
Speaker 1: he's Antigua and y'all mess. So he was like, I'm like,

449
00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:43,080
Speaker 1: what's the freaking should you ever say? He's like, well,

450
00:21:43,119 --> 00:21:45,280
Speaker 1: you know, I let my girlfriend strap up and fuck

451
00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:53,760
Speaker 1: me and we like tegging. We love pegging. I'm not

452
00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:57,280
Speaker 1: playing with y'all. I'm not playing with Wait, you don't

453
00:21:57,280 --> 00:21:59,920
Speaker 1: need that, hilarious. You wouldn't even like your man want

454
00:21:59,920 --> 00:22:03,479
Speaker 1: to be pegged. She like, don't sunk with the booty hall.

455
00:22:04,560 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 1: It's just a turn off. Like I can't, I can't

456
00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:12,800
Speaker 1: get with it because it's just like I've had guys

457
00:22:12,880 --> 00:22:15,560
Speaker 1: that's like you know, oh, can you just bring a

458
00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:19,679
Speaker 1: toy and it's just like pussy drives up mostentaneously, you're

459
00:22:19,720 --> 00:22:24,520
Speaker 1: gonna put tequil in your coffee, because Nigga. Basically after

460
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:27,239
Speaker 1: Black Panther, I feel like okay, And so I have

461
00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:31,359
Speaker 1: one more question for um. It's not going to be

462
00:22:31,359 --> 00:22:34,000
Speaker 1: the room you're really putting. By the way, shout out

463
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Speaker 1: to Avian Tequila. They were our sponsored for our last

464
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Speaker 1: live show. Shout out to them. What's up, Avian? What's up?

465
00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:42,040
Speaker 1: We're doing two more last shows. If you got damn

466
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Speaker 1: well that you it's a weekend for you, nigga, because

467
00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:48,320
Speaker 1: it is one really just put a black coffee. Um.

468
00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:50,560
Speaker 1: So the last question, and I wanted to do this

469
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:55,280
Speaker 1: guy in honor of Black China. Would you rather a

470
00:22:55,480 --> 00:22:58,760
Speaker 1: video leak of you sucking dick or you having sex?

471
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Speaker 1: And I say this because of course, I feel like

472
00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,520
Speaker 1: there's a different response to you maybe taking back shots

473
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:07,040
Speaker 1: to a whole azed dick in your mouth. I suck

474
00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,120
Speaker 1: a dick, but I wouldn't want that much of my face,

475
00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:11,920
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. And so what about I mean,

476
00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:18,760
Speaker 1: I really don't care. I'm not like it wouldn't bother me,

477
00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:21,359
Speaker 1: Like I just wouldn't like I'm a grown as sucking

478
00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:24,120
Speaker 1: woman first of all, which is which reason we all

479
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:27,640
Speaker 1: sucked it? We all sucked it. This is a dumb

480
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:30,080
Speaker 1: question to ask a woman that has a site called

481
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Speaker 1: factory dot com. Okay, well, I mean I just wanted

482
00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:41,199
Speaker 1: to ask because there's been so much talk about this

483
00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:43,400
Speaker 1: video this week. But I feel like it's because she

484
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:45,920
Speaker 1: didn't do it well. However, I wanted to let the

485
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:49,560
Speaker 1: male listeners know because, um, I have been in this

486
00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:52,800
Speaker 1: position before where a nigga is sitting on my face.

487
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:54,240
Speaker 1: Do you know how hard it is to suck a

488
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,440
Speaker 1: dick when you really have no control of your entire

489
00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:59,479
Speaker 1: I think she was high. I think she was tired

490
00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:01,399
Speaker 1: and she was over it. I think think she was

491
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,800
Speaker 1: like drug baby because I think she had a full

492
00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:05,640
Speaker 1: face to makeup on. But I just want to let

493
00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:10,639
Speaker 1: the guys after the club. But I do want to

494
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:13,399
Speaker 1: let guys know that when you straddle us and you

495
00:24:13,480 --> 00:24:16,320
Speaker 1: try to fund our face, we have no control. So

496
00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 1: it's gonna look like like you do it right. You're

497
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:23,720
Speaker 1: supposed to suck my face like that position that's supposed

498
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:30,560
Speaker 1: to that face you rubbing in against it. He was

499
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 1: your god giving him and my face don't it's here not? Yeah,

500
00:24:36,119 --> 00:24:38,680
Speaker 1: I think he was Yeah hot angle on the dick

501
00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:41,440
Speaker 1: was wrong. I think she was annoyed to I think

502
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,359
Speaker 1: she really didn't want to suck dick. That wasn't I

503
00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:45,920
Speaker 1: don't really feel like sucking zick face right now, Like

504
00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:47,920
Speaker 1: she was not with the giving the head like it

505
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,320
Speaker 1: could have been, or it could have been before the

506
00:24:50,359 --> 00:24:52,080
Speaker 1: club because to me, maybe she didn't want to mess

507
00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:53,800
Speaker 1: up her makeup because I know when spit gets all

508
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,000
Speaker 1: over my face, I don't think it's been. Do you

509
00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 1: think she was sucking future dick like that? Do you

510
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:05,480
Speaker 1: think she was sucking future? We don't. Wow, Wow, you

511
00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:07,400
Speaker 1: know she was topping off future. She was not giving

512
00:25:07,480 --> 00:25:13,639
Speaker 1: him that. I didn't know she was video. I forgot

513
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:16,680
Speaker 1: about that. Gotta be good girl. If you getting a

514
00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:22,080
Speaker 1: nigger named Ted that you ain't getting that, he's gonna

515
00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:26,119
Speaker 1: be like, yo, give mom, you get the name of

516
00:25:26,119 --> 00:25:30,199
Speaker 1: my first album an nobody going huge, shut out and

517
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Speaker 1: like she was put in Aaron Big because we're trying

518
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Speaker 1: to get I hate you. We're done, We're done. I

519
00:25:35,440 --> 00:25:38,640
Speaker 1: am done. Um So yeah, that was our little icebreaker.

520
00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:40,639
Speaker 1: I don't even feel like we needed an icebreaker with

521
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,960
Speaker 1: yours because you went here just like us. God damn

522
00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:45,639
Speaker 1: um so our kink of the week I wanted to

523
00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:49,800
Speaker 1: bring up and I think it's super super um is

524
00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:54,840
Speaker 1: it super super cool? I mean, actually what that was?

525
00:25:55,440 --> 00:25:57,640
Speaker 1: Jacket and these two buns in your hand? Like? Who? Then?

526
00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:00,000
Speaker 1: Are you the bitch? Loss party pale and turned into

527
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:03,520
Speaker 1: a whole differ. It's just really just got back from

528
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:06,679
Speaker 1: l A, didn't you. It is like super super like

529
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,280
Speaker 1: really key, so you know what I was trying to

530
00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:12,320
Speaker 1: do actually was do a rendition of what Wheezy sounded

531
00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:14,760
Speaker 1: like the entire last podcast, because she didn't sound like herself.

532
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:17,639
Speaker 1: I can't help here. I mean, oh my god, I

533
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 1: was just like who the fuck is? And in every

534
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:23,520
Speaker 1: fifteen minutes the black community you like you had to

535
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:25,480
Speaker 1: throw the black community. I'm like, bitch, who if I

536
00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:29,479
Speaker 1: listening to? First of all, it's just Amelian thing. When

537
00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 1: I was a white I heard you discuss it. We

538
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,480
Speaker 1: don't have to rediscuss it. I'm just saying, why do

539
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,560
Speaker 1: you want to talk about my super super bitch? You

540
00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:39,480
Speaker 1: ain't sound like Wheezy wts last episode. God damn it.

541
00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:42,080
Speaker 1: She's like when Mandy's in the room. I just I

542
00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:50,199
Speaker 1: sound different. But you guys, like, fuck this ship. You

543
00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:52,600
Speaker 1: know what it is. You start to pick off who

544
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:54,960
Speaker 1: you're in front of, not me, bitch on the same

545
00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:57,200
Speaker 1: everyone I'm about with people from back home or from

546
00:26:57,280 --> 00:26:59,639
Speaker 1: south of fl Florida, I get more something. And then

547
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 1: I was some white gays. I was like, Okay, she

548
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:06,240
Speaker 1: was the whole time. Oh she's still, but you know,

549
00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:08,960
Speaker 1: she's also the woke bitch on the podcast. So she's

550
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 1: with an Asian and a white and every other fifteen minutes.

551
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:13,760
Speaker 1: But in the black community, the gays in the black community,

552
00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, I just I kept remembering how black this

553
00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 1: podcast was, and I was like, I'm gonna throwing into

554
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:26,560
Speaker 1: some right. So, guys, the kink of the week for

555
00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:30,440
Speaker 1: this week is a king. Why are you calling me

556
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:32,360
Speaker 1: a king? Just come in the room. Can you text

557
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:33,600
Speaker 1: a king and tell them to come in the room.

558
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 1: So the kink of the week for this week is

559
00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:40,680
Speaker 1: nara to philia. And if you guys are sitting at home, like,

560
00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:45,080
Speaker 1: I wonder what nara to philia can mean? Um, narrow pussy,

561
00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 1: A narrow pussy. I hate it's actually the arousal from

562
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:56,879
Speaker 1: dirty talk, usually with obscene words. Did they give an example, Um? No,

563
00:27:57,320 --> 00:28:00,440
Speaker 1: but I mean I'm pretty fucking nasty. I wanted to

564
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:03,080
Speaker 1: bring this up, not only because you've written a book, which,

565
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:05,360
Speaker 1: by the way, it's called The Hour of Neglect, which

566
00:28:05,359 --> 00:28:07,879
Speaker 1: bet we've had to read a little excerpt. But I

567
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:09,800
Speaker 1: when she told me she had a book, I was like,

568
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:11,560
Speaker 1: there has to be a kink about this because my

569
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 1: pussy used to get so wet from reading books when

570
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:18,040
Speaker 1: I was younger. Um, and this is what I said,

571
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 1: have you ever read? Because I just want what you was.

572
00:28:27,520 --> 00:28:30,560
Speaker 1: It was so when I was younger, when I used

573
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:33,080
Speaker 1: to when I was I used to read Zane books.

574
00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:37,639
Speaker 1: A lot of our listeners probably have. Oh you actually,

575
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:43,440
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't think she read because I

576
00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 1: don't think you were black. Then maybe you just I

577
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:51,240
Speaker 1: think you got high school, my high school and time

578
00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:53,480
Speaker 1: high school. But cold is whatever. I read that in

579
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:56,760
Speaker 1: fifth grade. So I was just like, when I was younger,

580
00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:59,640
Speaker 1: I read the type of books. At least I know

581
00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:08,160
Speaker 1: when it bode home. She said. She then like that honestly, honestly,

582
00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:10,080
Speaker 1: And I say this, Alex, because if you noticed ide

583
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 1: the town that Wheezy grew up on. She was no now.

584
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:15,080
Speaker 1: She only turned hood when she started dating gangbanger. She

585
00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:19,680
Speaker 1: was cripping Honey Crib. That was her nickname was Honey Crib.

586
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:24,720
Speaker 1: Like can believe I didn't make you do anything, but

587
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:26,880
Speaker 1: I was gang banging for Dick and I already had

588
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:29,280
Speaker 1: to start David on because you know, my daddy's Jewish.

589
00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:30,680
Speaker 1: And he was like, yo, you know what that ship is.

590
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:33,320
Speaker 1: And I was like, I mean, whatever you want to

591
00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:43,040
Speaker 1: beginning starts the six boy, start with you. I'm done

592
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:48,480
Speaker 1: this episode. God, that is exactly what I wanted to

593
00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:50,400
Speaker 1: read this because I wanted to see if I can

594
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:54,200
Speaker 1: make any of y'all's pussy wet. Okay, So I'm gonna

595
00:29:54,320 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 1: I'm gonna y'all my my, my something. I'm gonna play

596
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: a little like like little I'm really bad, Okay. So

597
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna read these um like three paragraphs, so

598
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:14,520
Speaker 1: Desire replied, staring into his eyes. Kevin leaned forward and

599
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,800
Speaker 1: kissed her with those thick, sensual lips. It felt like

600
00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:22,000
Speaker 1: the whole room rocked. The old friends touched, teased, kissed,

601
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:25,520
Speaker 1: explored each other in a whole new way. Desire's yellow

602
00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:28,800
Speaker 1: fingers snaked their way into Kevin's sweatpants. Wich I do

603
00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:34,280
Speaker 1: that and found his long, fat dick. Desire's eyes almost

604
00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:35,880
Speaker 1: popped out of her head as she looked at it.

605
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:40,000
Speaker 1: Damn wheel, is this you? All these years, all these

606
00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,360
Speaker 1: years that they had known each other, she never once

607
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 1: looked at him in that way, Desire pulled it out

608
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,880
Speaker 1: and looked at it. It was a beautiful dick, and

609
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: instinctively she licked it, soft skin but hard. She wrapped

610
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:56,120
Speaker 1: her lips around Kevin's huge member, letting her saliva drench it.

611
00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 1: She did it slow at first, watching his face for

612
00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:03,520
Speaker 1: cues to his pleasure, then faster and faster, feeling him

613
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:06,520
Speaker 1: throb in her mouth. Then he pushed her away. You're

614
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:11,400
Speaker 1: gonna make me come fast, dann you happened, he said

615
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 1: to her, with a tone that made her feel like

616
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:16,080
Speaker 1: a naughty little girl. He pulled her to a standing

617
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:19,560
Speaker 1: position and unzipped and unbuttoned her skin tight jeans. He

618
00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:22,520
Speaker 1: buried his face in her neck, lightly nibbling as he

619
00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:25,720
Speaker 1: peeled her pants and panties off. Desire tried to reach

620
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,800
Speaker 1: out and grab his cock again. I don't like cock.

621
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 1: We might need to change that today, but he slapped

622
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:35,240
Speaker 1: just BBC no cock, but he slapped her hand away

623
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,040
Speaker 1: and pushed her back down the couch. Last part. You

624
00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 1: don't think I have these big lips for nothing, do you.

625
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 1: That's why we got her lips done just to suth Dick.

626
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but Desiree's arousal had muted her. Kevin dropped

627
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 1: to his knees and spread her thighs. Then she felt

628
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 1: his warm tongue on her secret spot. Desiree writhed, whimpered, clenched,

629
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,680
Speaker 1: and relaxed over and over for what seemed like eternity.

630
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:04,800
Speaker 1: Desiree cracked, cracked open one shy eye and spied Kevin

631
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:09,200
Speaker 1: eating a condom gingerly over his engorged penis. He did.

632
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 1: That wasn't a cinnamon, No, that was I'm saying that

633
00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 1: you probably looked up different. I'm you're right, you're right,

634
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:25,920
Speaker 1: you're right. You know what do young numbers? How? Because

635
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Speaker 1: the booch was s fell on this side and do

636
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Speaker 1: grammatical ship, which is why hold on less is. He

637
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:36,920
Speaker 1: aligned himself with her locked entrance and pushed slowly. The

638
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,920
Speaker 1: pain and pleasure came in equal amounts. At first, that

639
00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: feeling of fullness, the exquisite notion of being penetrated got

640
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Speaker 1: my plus it was an adjective, by the way, but

641
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:48,960
Speaker 1: I feel like you had to look up the synonyms

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00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:59,760
Speaker 1: for like anything good and gingerly really like So I

643
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,800
Speaker 1: wanted to So, I really like SO when I was

644
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:05,320
Speaker 1: growing up. Of course, Colds went to ever Classic. If

645
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,240
Speaker 1: you haven't all of the Zane books, I loved definitely

646
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:11,200
Speaker 1: um Addicted. We talked about that before the show. The

647
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: movie didn't no Justice. So for those of you who

648
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:15,800
Speaker 1: saw the movie Addicted but didn't read the book, go

649
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 1: back and read the book because it's sucking good. I

650
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,640
Speaker 1: think the good thing about books um a lot of

651
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,880
Speaker 1: like sex books as well, Like you can't see anything,

652
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 1: so you have to stall in your head. It's all

653
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:26,000
Speaker 1: on your head and you have to start creating it,

654
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 1: which is kind of why I appreciate it. On the read.

655
00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 1: I was recently hearing Crystal say she didn't really like

656
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:32,640
Speaker 1: Harry Potter movies because she had this image of an

657
00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:34,800
Speaker 1: internet in her head and it sucked it up. And

658
00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:37,080
Speaker 1: like with the book, like I was probably picturing a

659
00:33:37,120 --> 00:33:39,000
Speaker 1: totally different person than you were, and I'm not gonna lie.

660
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:40,719
Speaker 1: They picked the Great Boar's cool job being in there

661
00:33:40,760 --> 00:33:43,719
Speaker 1: that's all they need to pay. That's who I envisioned

662
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Speaker 1: is the husband. Sure did, Sure the fun did. That

663
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 1: was a good one. But everyone else in the movie.

664
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Speaker 1: I think they had Tyson Beckford in it for I

665
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,880
Speaker 1: don't I don't like Tyson Beckford and like that wahy not.

666
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 1: I don't know what guys want of I'm just saying

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Speaker 1: I made by sexual possibly what a aky, what a damn?

668
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:09,000
Speaker 1: You don't want us to be getting in the middle

669
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Speaker 1: of your okay, anyway, you walked, you know you wanted

670
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 1: to shout out, so we just did um. So that

671
00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:16,799
Speaker 1: was the king of the week. And it's funny because

672
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:21,239
Speaker 1: I was also telling her, um that my good friend.

673
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,320
Speaker 1: I guess I'll say it um because it's known in

674
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:26,480
Speaker 1: the blogs she used to date. It was in jail

675
00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:28,719
Speaker 1: she used to hit me up, like, girl, write me

676
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:31,880
Speaker 1: some good ship to write him about, Like don't they

677
00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:35,600
Speaker 1: be confiscating the letters? Maybe they black out some things,

678
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:37,239
Speaker 1: but she would literally be like, girl, what do I

679
00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:39,480
Speaker 1: what do I write him? And then when he got out,

680
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: he still wanted it. So I would literally text message,

681
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:47,759
Speaker 1: well not letters, but text messages like dirty talk via

682
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:50,439
Speaker 1: text message, like let's upgrade it from pen from pen

683
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 1: to phone. Yeah, because he doesn't need letters. Um, and

684
00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:55,440
Speaker 1: so she used to be like, girl, just write me

685
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:56,840
Speaker 1: a paragraph. Tell me what you would do if he

686
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 1: was here right now. But clearly I'm not from right

687
00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:02,360
Speaker 1: let me take a one of my niggas. I literally

688
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:04,000
Speaker 1: know that you can use an app on your phone

689
00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:06,440
Speaker 1: to talk to nicks and jail. We talked about this

690
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 1: on episode like FaceTime. So Alie triple X remember her,

691
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 1: by the way, if anyone knows who that is, it's

692
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:16,960
Speaker 1: bit just so fucking goddamn dope. She used to like

693
00:35:17,200 --> 00:35:19,040
Speaker 1: have a blog about like come on her tits and

694
00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:21,360
Speaker 1: on her legs ten years ago when it was not

695
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 1: cool to be a home and I funk with that

696
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,320
Speaker 1: bitch for that ship. So anyway, Ali was talking to

697
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 1: her a homegirl in jail and like wait FaceTime, yeah

698
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 1: she screen I saw it on her Instagram story. She

699
00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 1: like screenshot at it and was like, oh, twenty minutes,

700
00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:35,920
Speaker 1: so you talked to this person and she was like

701
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 1: in her bedroom talking to this bitch and jail, Like

702
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 1: is it jail or prison? Because you and we can

703
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:44,480
Speaker 1: do faith time. I'm whipping the vidiot to my knowledge though,

704
00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 1: like if you get caught with a phone, you getting

705
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:49,320
Speaker 1: more ton than know. It was something like with the jail,

706
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:52,960
Speaker 1: Like she was sitting with the phone and liked the fun. Honestly,

707
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,359
Speaker 1: I wonder if they do it to like toned down,

708
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,480
Speaker 1: like the drugs that are being transferred in jail, like

709
00:35:57,840 --> 00:36:00,480
Speaker 1: with visitors and like you know, I don't know, we're

710
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:05,080
Speaker 1: getting tablets in jail now. Actually I am working with

711
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,760
Speaker 1: I'm working with I don't work for with the government teams,

712
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:12,040
Speaker 1: but with my work, I've been hearing that they're like

713
00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:15,799
Speaker 1: incorporating different kinds of technology into the jails. And I've

714
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:17,160
Speaker 1: been talking with this guy because he's like, can you

715
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:18,799
Speaker 1: give me some apps or things to use that would

716
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:21,040
Speaker 1: be beneficial because I work with schools with educational apps.

717
00:36:21,239 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 1: He's like, they need iPads because first of all, the

718
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:26,359
Speaker 1: books there's a lot of drugs and different ship being

719
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,320
Speaker 1: transferred in different things written in them, so the e

720
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:32,040
Speaker 1: readers they can track and manage. Like it's insane, Sam,

721
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,960
Speaker 1: and even jail all the time in the day to

722
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 1: talk to you, I think I need to get someone

723
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:40,839
Speaker 1: in jail. Did you ever see the thing you feel

724
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 1: bad when you're talking to a nick and jail on

725
00:36:42,280 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 1: the phone, you'd be like, what you're doing and you

726
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 1: never mind you did yesterday? Well, what did they serve

727
00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:54,279
Speaker 1: you new food today? Was it different? Like? You can

728
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 1: kind and we kept it? Really, do you get we

729
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,359
Speaker 1: are white bread today? You can? You can ask those

730
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:02,920
Speaker 1: type of questions. I'm just saying, there's options. There's when

731
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:05,799
Speaker 1: I went to jail for like three days you were.

732
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:08,960
Speaker 1: You were in jail only because it was a weekend.

733
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 1: I knew I had to wait till month. But let

734
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:13,800
Speaker 1: me just say when I got out, bitch, I honestly

735
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:15,880
Speaker 1: used that ship like I was talking to people like dog,

736
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 1: I just got out of jail, like I'm trying to

737
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:20,960
Speaker 1: tell them what you was in jail for. It wasn't

738
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:24,960
Speaker 1: a fake I d or d y. It was not

739
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 1: a dewey, dude, but you had deweys, which is why

740
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:33,759
Speaker 1: you're shaking you always let me tell you. You'd be

741
00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:35,759
Speaker 1: like you do this, you do that, bitch. It was

742
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:39,720
Speaker 1: a suspended license, right, It was not a dewey suspended license.

743
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,880
Speaker 1: It just happened twice in a row while I had

744
00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:44,440
Speaker 1: the court date out, which is why I had to

745
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:48,600
Speaker 1: get the ankle bracelet. She was literally but I was

746
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:51,760
Speaker 1: lying to niggas because I felt like, do you remember

747
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 1: you never tell you about how I was sucking Mike

748
00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:56,319
Speaker 1: And when he was sucking he was like, oh, I'm

749
00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:57,800
Speaker 1: so embarrassed, Like I got to take a version. He

750
00:37:57,920 --> 00:37:59,879
Speaker 1: was like, dog, all I do with on house rest

751
00:37:59,920 --> 00:38:04,000
Speaker 1: like this next, but it is not a big deal

752
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:09,440
Speaker 1: and I had not. So the horrible decision for this episode,

753
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:12,680
Speaker 1: UM is clearly you. I mean, you're not the horrible decision,

754
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:16,920
Speaker 1: but it's um, we actually have a woman, which I

755
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 1: know it's more like a male dominated industry. UM. So

756
00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:23,440
Speaker 1: what she does, like what she introduced in the beginning

757
00:38:23,440 --> 00:38:26,080
Speaker 1: of the show, she is a web master to two

758
00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:27,919
Speaker 1: of her own porn sites. Do you want to share

759
00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 1: those porn site Trible Legs, kick Factory and bubble buck

760
00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:33,520
Speaker 1: counts dot com, And so she searches for the work

761
00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:38,279
Speaker 1: films them. Um, she edits the videos. And so I

762
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 1: wanted to talk to you because one of the sections

763
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:43,879
Speaker 1: on the site that I looked up and I wanted

764
00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:47,520
Speaker 1: to kind of talk to you is BBW sluts so

765
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 1: or BBW um big booty Big We're gonna pull it up. Well,

766
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:55,040
Speaker 1: can I ask this question, where what's the difference on

767
00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:59,000
Speaker 1: each site. That's a good. So I started out in

768
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:03,040
Speaker 1: the BBW community or the b W niche niche, and

769
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 1: then I decided, like, you know, because my the guy

770
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:09,200
Speaker 1: that I was working with, um, he kept bringing me like,

771
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:12,520
Speaker 1: you know, small girl, smaller girls that were kind of thick,

772
00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:17,360
Speaker 1: but they weren't bb W. He kept bringing me girls like, Manzie,

773
00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:21,560
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like she's right now, you're

774
00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:28,200
Speaker 1: not really a baby. This is the best thing. Maybe

775
00:39:28,239 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 1: thirty pounds ago I was, you ain't right way. So

776
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:40,040
Speaker 1: what's the b B saying that? I think anybody's talking

777
00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:43,799
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778
00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 1: I get comments on Instagram to say big beautiful, that's

779
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:51,880
Speaker 1: what I don't. Okay, So so BBW for our listeners then,

780
00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 1: because because I think Drake maybe made it acceptable for

781
00:39:56,719 --> 00:39:59,080
Speaker 1: just thick bitches to be like, you know, BBW because

782
00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:02,560
Speaker 1: Drake like BBB, he fought bbwes and they're not BBWs.

783
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:07,759
Speaker 1: BBW is can you give a weight variance or what

784
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 1: does it be gonna? I'm gonna okay, So like it's

785
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,520
Speaker 1: just like a girl that's you know, you got some good,

786
00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:16,840
Speaker 1: you got some bud got some titties. So can I

787
00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 1: say this one? I'm really scared to say because I

788
00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:23,799
Speaker 1: don't want to be I've always when I've seen BBW porn,

789
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:26,799
Speaker 1: it's always like they're really big, well like a lot

790
00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:28,960
Speaker 1: of like you've got like you could grab something, like

791
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,319
Speaker 1: you've got some rolls, some stuff, so like a lot

792
00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:35,040
Speaker 1: of fucking yeah, you gotta met And it's to me,

793
00:40:35,320 --> 00:40:38,799
Speaker 1: not really thick, Like I think different when I think thick,

794
00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 1: Like to me, I think like black China type of thick.

795
00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:46,000
Speaker 1: Or Okay, you know she likes looking at her, you

796
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Speaker 1: do BBW. What about chocolate e Booty Goddess because she

797
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,160
Speaker 1: looks thick to me, but she actually lost some weight.

798
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Speaker 1: She w. She she got a big old assay she

799
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:02,600
Speaker 1: she has like okay, Queen's spit does that girl right?

800
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:07,080
Speaker 1: She's all the time she's BBW. So it's like, you know, um,

801
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,680
Speaker 1: I want to say, like if you're like two fifty

802
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:14,160
Speaker 1: to and I don't know how much you weigh, but

803
00:41:14,360 --> 00:41:17,920
Speaker 1: like neither of those to fifty and like that's like

804
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:21,640
Speaker 1: that's like b b W. But like in the early

805
00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 1: two hundreds, you just just that's the thing with BBW.

806
00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:28,480
Speaker 1: I think people men want to see more meat in

807
00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:31,040
Speaker 1: your like in your stomach too, like that's what they look.

808
00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:34,360
Speaker 1: Let me just say something. First of all, this is

809
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:37,400
Speaker 1: I wouldn't were talking about this earlier. It's propaganda. These

810
00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:40,800
Speaker 1: niggas be out here like feeding propaganda to females. Like

811
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 1: niggas are still lifting up bitches muffintop and eating that pussy.

812
00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:47,719
Speaker 1: Spoke about it. Yeah, just lifting up the muffintop and

813
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:51,040
Speaker 1: eating that BBW pussy. Niggas is leading it from the

814
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:57,120
Speaker 1: back like a big MACS doing all of that. Okay, okay,

815
00:41:57,320 --> 00:42:01,000
Speaker 1: back all that it from the bag like a big

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Speaker 1: mag Let's not you're doing it like, let's not. Friend Like,

817
00:42:06,239 --> 00:42:08,759
Speaker 1: let me just say this. I when I was in

818
00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:11,080
Speaker 1: my whole face, I was getting flown out. I was

819
00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:13,800
Speaker 1: Tha was tricking on me. You know what I'm saying, Like,

820
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,160
Speaker 1: what is it I was talking about? Let me tell

821
00:42:16,160 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 1: you something. Everybody thinks that just because their perspective is

822
00:42:19,800 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 1: one way. You know what I'm saying, Like, there's a

823
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:26,480
Speaker 1: whole community in New York City BBWs. You know what

824
00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 1: I'm saying. My homeboy Mike, he has um. He throws

825
00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:33,719
Speaker 1: bb BBW parties at um slaggers in midtown and that

826
00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:39,479
Speaker 1: should be packed with fine asked niggas that like pop

827
00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:42,880
Speaker 1: and asked niggas buying bottles, all kind of ships. So

828
00:42:43,320 --> 00:42:46,359
Speaker 1: just because like your experience is not like you never

829
00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 1: looked at BBWs like it's a whole community and niggas

830
00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:53,040
Speaker 1: really do funk with it. But niggas do is they

831
00:42:53,160 --> 00:42:56,359
Speaker 1: put this prop again out there, like to separate us

832
00:42:56,440 --> 00:42:58,160
Speaker 1: as women, you know what I'm saying, So you can

833
00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:00,480
Speaker 1: feel like you're better than me because you're smaller. And

834
00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:04,560
Speaker 1: this way they're able to divide and conquer easier because

835
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:08,279
Speaker 1: that fat bitchin gonna take my man. Guess I will

836
00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:11,160
Speaker 1: be I will, I will. I will be spending bad

837
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:13,439
Speaker 1: money on me, says he will, he will, he will

838
00:43:13,440 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: fly me out, he will do all that. Okay, yes,

839
00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:19,160
Speaker 1: I'll ride his face. I will, I will see. I mean,

840
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:22,640
Speaker 1: but I even you'll be riding face because right, NIGGI

841
00:43:22,719 --> 00:43:24,799
Speaker 1: be wanted to sit all of that on a face. Girl,

842
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 1: what dude, like they breeze, they can't breathe. I guess,

843
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 1: I mean you gotta hold yourself up a little bit, bro,

844
00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:34,480
Speaker 1: that's the headboard is like you right, like the fantasy though,

845
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 1: is like having a girl that's bigger and so big

846
00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:41,680
Speaker 1: they kind of like that's a whole niche. And a

847
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 1: lot of your girls on your site are in the

848
00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:49,600
Speaker 1: BBW category, And so where do you find these women? Where?

849
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:52,040
Speaker 1: Because I feel like we get so many letters from

850
00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 1: listeners that once they reach maybe maybe they gain weight

851
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:58,360
Speaker 1: or reach the BBW status, their confidence leaves them. You

852
00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:03,959
Speaker 1: have very confident women on your website who embraced gained

853
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 1: the weight. And we've had male listeners say my wife

854
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:08,640
Speaker 1: lost her confidence. She you know, We've had a lot

855
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 1: of those letters. So where do you find these Let

856
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:12,239
Speaker 1: me just let me just say, because I don't know

857
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:13,680
Speaker 1: if you guys know this, but I used to be

858
00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:16,000
Speaker 1: a part of the industry more so than just being

859
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:18,760
Speaker 1: what I am today. I used to be a stripper

860
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 1: back in like two thousand, five thousand six. I was

861
00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 1: going to Rockwells in Brooklyn collecting my coins, okay, and

862
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,359
Speaker 1: I was getting my money and I was getting my life.

863
00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:29,760
Speaker 1: So I'm just waiting for one more like one liner

864
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:33,520
Speaker 1: that big Man. I want to pay attention to you.

865
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:37,160
Speaker 1: All I can think about is big big Man. I

866
00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: heard that was one of my favorite So but now

867
00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 1: not for nothing, Like you know, I just so I'm

868
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:45,200
Speaker 1: really in the industry, Like I know a lot of

869
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:47,040
Speaker 1: people people know about My side has been around for

870
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:49,800
Speaker 1: a while, and I just this year haven't been featured

871
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,399
Speaker 1: on your Yes, I did, I was. I was at

872
00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,880
Speaker 1: one point in time, but I just realized I felt

873
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:58,320
Speaker 1: like my talents were more served behind the camera. You

874
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:00,480
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Um, I had a big following,

875
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,680
Speaker 1: I went mainstream and that did you find your your

876
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:06,120
Speaker 1: co stars? Yeah, that's what I asked. How do your

877
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 1: friends they know about me? My co stars? Oh, the

878
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,880
Speaker 1: guys that wanted to be honest with you? And that

879
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:14,640
Speaker 1: that was I had had these holes, you know, I

880
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:16,920
Speaker 1: had these holes, niggas trying to holler at me and

881
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,320
Speaker 1: that like in the earliest, like when up in the beginning,

882
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:21,040
Speaker 1: like I used to just niggas want to suck, We're

883
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:22,839
Speaker 1: gonna suck on film. And then it was like, did

884
00:45:22,840 --> 00:45:26,560
Speaker 1: you ever like charge them to fuck you? Charge me

885
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:32,320
Speaker 1: the person to you, I'm saying, they want you to

886
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:37,840
Speaker 1: get this knos and charge. I don't charge for you,

887
00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 1: kne Have you ever had of roses as a donation? Roses?

888
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:46,439
Speaker 1: Let me just I want to pause for a second.

889
00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:48,680
Speaker 1: I did not mean that to insult you. But if

890
00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 1: you just want to suck you that badge wanting to

891
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,480
Speaker 1: get me called up, let me just say this. I

892
00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:54,840
Speaker 1: had I had holes and they was stricken on me.

893
00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:58,000
Speaker 1: I basically was able to get any man in my

894
00:45:58,120 --> 00:46:00,520
Speaker 1: life to do you know, go be in a video.

895
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 1: Let's do this, give me some money. Like I had

896
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:10,640
Speaker 1: the same life as you guys, Like I did the

897
00:46:10,719 --> 00:46:13,520
Speaker 1: same things. You're home ask No, I'm just saying that,

898
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:15,799
Speaker 1: but it's it's a it's a common it's a commonality

899
00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:18,840
Speaker 1: and experience. Like you know, people tend to think that

900
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:23,279
Speaker 1: BBW is like so different than y'all, but we're not. Now,

901
00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 1: I want to know one more thing. Um, I know

902
00:46:25,800 --> 00:46:28,640
Speaker 1: you some questions too. So you told us earlier before

903
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:33,040
Speaker 1: we were airing that you have a boyfriend. Now what

904
00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:36,640
Speaker 1: has changed since you've had your say in your I

905
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:39,360
Speaker 1: guess social media personality? Since you had a boyfriend, what

906
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:42,480
Speaker 1: does he want you to do different? So m hm,

907
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:47,239
Speaker 1: you know we have men in the room that are

908
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:49,680
Speaker 1: curious because before you answer that, we have two men

909
00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:52,120
Speaker 1: in the room. Would you guys have a problem dating

910
00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:55,240
Speaker 1: someone in the industry as far as the porn industry

911
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:59,160
Speaker 1: or doing what she does be honest, behind the scenes,

912
00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:01,839
Speaker 1: probably not. But if she was in front of the camera, yes,

913
00:47:01,960 --> 00:47:03,719
Speaker 1: What about if she was a porn star when you

914
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:05,920
Speaker 1: met her and now she's only doing lesbian portant I wouldn't.

915
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:08,080
Speaker 1: Oh wait, because you know a lot of porn starts

916
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:09,800
Speaker 1: do that. They stop sucking man and they just do

917
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:12,239
Speaker 1: lesbian and it sus up their money. What about you?

918
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, he's like, y'all gonna hear me. She'd had

919
00:47:21,239 --> 00:47:26,839
Speaker 1: to educate me in in its full entirety about her

920
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:29,880
Speaker 1: world before, because this is the day. I wouldn't. I wouldn't.

921
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:34,120
Speaker 1: I can't respect that. I know my perception of what

922
00:47:34,239 --> 00:47:36,120
Speaker 1: it is. It is probably far different from what it

923
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 1: really Can I say, can I get? I want to

924
00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:42,000
Speaker 1: take two facts? Yeah, so let me just say something.

925
00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:44,520
Speaker 1: One thing that a lot of people don't get is

926
00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:48,879
Speaker 1: that hose real holes and porn stars. Guess what we're

927
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 1: cleaning them? Regular bitches? Okay, real holes. They stuck dick

928
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,520
Speaker 1: with a condom. Bitches. Regular bitches will go to the

929
00:47:54,560 --> 00:47:56,360
Speaker 1: club and meet a NI and suck his dick the

930
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,799
Speaker 1: same night, not all in the back of that. Sure,

931
00:48:01,000 --> 00:48:03,200
Speaker 1: when he made that comment. I wasn't really thinking about

932
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:07,040
Speaker 1: like safety. I was thinking of like men feeling secure.

933
00:48:07,600 --> 00:48:09,960
Speaker 1: Mostly my dude, Like he really sucks with me, and

934
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:11,360
Speaker 1: he sucks with me on the level like when I

935
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:14,799
Speaker 1: met him. We've been together for like ten years now,

936
00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:17,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, You can see you before

937
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:22,120
Speaker 1: he can't really, you know, so he when he met me,

938
00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:25,240
Speaker 1: I was just like really getting into that lifestyle, was dancing,

939
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 1: and it wasn't like it was one of those situations

940
00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 1: where I really wasn't It wasn't like it wasn't supposed

941
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:32,879
Speaker 1: to be what it is today, you know what I mean.

942
00:48:33,360 --> 00:48:37,360
Speaker 1: And after a while he was just like, is this

943
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,400
Speaker 1: what you want to do? And I'm like, and it

944
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 1: started not feeling like at first, it was empowering because

945
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:45,520
Speaker 1: I grew up with my mom and people in my

946
00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: family tell me you're fat, nobody's gonna want you. And

947
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 1: the fact that I'm making money off of my body.

948
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:52,319
Speaker 1: Who told you this, my mom and my own mom

949
00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:55,279
Speaker 1: because of your weight, no one would want you. That

950
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 1: was a lot of women deal with that growing up.

951
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:01,840
Speaker 1: They like big girls that grow up are told not

952
00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:05,120
Speaker 1: to eat like you you fat, and even not only

953
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,200
Speaker 1: from the family, You're getting it at school, You're getting

954
00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:09,920
Speaker 1: it from your peers, and so what made you go

955
00:49:10,080 --> 00:49:12,000
Speaker 1: to where you was like with my mom got to

956
00:49:12,000 --> 00:49:13,839
Speaker 1: say I'm beautiful, I'm big, and I'm loving it. I'm

957
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:15,800
Speaker 1: gonna do what I need to do. Like was it

958
00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:18,759
Speaker 1: immediate or it took time? I went through a lot

959
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:22,279
Speaker 1: of shitty relationships and settling for less and not feeling like,

960
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:25,040
Speaker 1: you know, just taking whatever I could get. And then

961
00:49:25,239 --> 00:49:28,239
Speaker 1: like life's gritty reality setting because I got kicked out

962
00:49:28,239 --> 00:49:30,800
Speaker 1: when I was eighteen and you know, bitch had to

963
00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 1: pay her bill, had to get her coins. Question, do

964
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:39,640
Speaker 1: you like okay? Because like one of these comments and

965
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:41,160
Speaker 1: these things in your head from your mom and ship

966
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:44,040
Speaker 1: like that, You know what I mean? Do you want

967
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:46,520
Speaker 1: and do you love this size or do you just

968
00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,520
Speaker 1: feel that confident that you don't give us talk about

969
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:50,040
Speaker 1: like you don't give a fun what size your heart?

970
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:55,360
Speaker 1: You know? Being in the BBB community, it really me.

971
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:58,719
Speaker 1: I want to lose weight. I'm me and many were

972
00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:01,040
Speaker 1: talking about that. I want to lose weight because I

973
00:50:01,120 --> 00:50:03,239
Speaker 1: want to feel better. You know what I mean? This

974
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:06,120
Speaker 1: is the you think, like societal pressure feel no, no, no, no,

975
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 1: I want to feel better, like literally like working up

976
00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:11,640
Speaker 1: and down the steps. I don't want to just I

977
00:50:11,719 --> 00:50:14,560
Speaker 1: love to already feel healthier. I want to feel healthy god,

978
00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 1: you know. But on the same token once again, like

979
00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:20,400
Speaker 1: I said, it's not a society, it's not pressure from society.

980
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:24,680
Speaker 1: It's me just being like because listen, nigga's I've never

981
00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:28,719
Speaker 1: been without a dude. I've always had mad niggas from

982
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 1: like sun and not just trash niggas like popping nigga,

983
00:50:34,120 --> 00:50:38,840
Speaker 1: scrash niggas, a mattress like my niggas, you know, to

984
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:40,600
Speaker 1: the point where now when my man pulls up to

985
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:42,920
Speaker 1: come pick me up from working ship, but just be like,

986
00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 1: who is mine, bitch? This fat bitch right here? I

987
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:51,279
Speaker 1: don't want you so here. Have you noticed that men

988
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:53,520
Speaker 1: that you're with I've always been with girls your size?

989
00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:57,000
Speaker 1: Or are you Do you ever feel feticized? Like no,

990
00:50:57,120 --> 00:50:59,520
Speaker 1: it's so funny, good question, I asked my boyfriend because

991
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,400
Speaker 1: I he find fun he told and fine with a

992
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:05,840
Speaker 1: big old dick. And I said to him, I'm like,

993
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:08,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, so your baby mom, like is she like

994
00:51:08,719 --> 00:51:11,640
Speaker 1: some sort of supermodel or something? And he was like, girl,

995
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:13,840
Speaker 1: I had a bigger thighs than yours over my shoulders

996
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:18,600
Speaker 1: and I was like, pussy we So it's because I

997
00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:20,520
Speaker 1: would want to be with someone if I'm there type

998
00:51:20,719 --> 00:51:22,600
Speaker 1: more than like. And that's what I was saying. That

999
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,200
Speaker 1: type ship is the is the propaganda that I was

1000
00:51:25,239 --> 00:51:28,719
Speaker 1: telling about. They don't share it, but I will say

1001
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:30,279
Speaker 1: that there's a lot of guys I like to have

1002
00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:32,279
Speaker 1: a preference and I want to example, like you made

1003
00:51:32,360 --> 00:51:34,080
Speaker 1: talk about us a lot about how like we wouldn't

1004
00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:35,719
Speaker 1: be able to date the same niggas because if they

1005
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:38,200
Speaker 1: like her body type, they're not gonna like her. Don't

1006
00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 1: go fun. But so and this is cool that you

1007
00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:44,520
Speaker 1: brought this up. I wasn't even gonna bring it up,

1008
00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 1: but I just posted because if you guys listened to

1009
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:48,920
Speaker 1: the Joe Button podcast, mall was on there. It was

1010
00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:51,440
Speaker 1: on there talking ship and yeah, let me so I'm

1011
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:53,600
Speaker 1: gonna read it for anyone who doesn't follow the Instagram

1012
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:55,000
Speaker 1: and saw that I posted it because I was like,

1013
00:51:55,480 --> 00:51:57,200
Speaker 1: as soon as he said it on the podcast, I

1014
00:51:57,320 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 1: texted him. I was like, I said, ball, so wait

1015
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 1: the niggas that sucked me bisexual? And I say that

1016
00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:06,919
Speaker 1: because on the podcast the Joe Budden podcast. He said

1017
00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:11,040
Speaker 1: men who only fuck very voluptuous women I think are

1018
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:15,319
Speaker 1: bisexual and are only fucking very voluptuous women to make

1019
00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:18,040
Speaker 1: it seem like they like women. All that's a whole lie.

1020
00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:21,040
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, but I was just like women

1021
00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:24,080
Speaker 1: with curves, women with weight, we have things that I

1022
00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:27,960
Speaker 1: cannot understand any I didn't understand the logic. I was like,

1023
00:52:28,120 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 1: that's kind of just another backhanded way. So I said

1024
00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:34,480
Speaker 1: fat shame, thy shame, and men were like, that's not sorry, ship,

1025
00:52:34,560 --> 00:52:36,040
Speaker 1: and I was like, actually in the way to then

1026
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:39,320
Speaker 1: make men feel embarrassed or not man enough for liking

1027
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:43,279
Speaker 1: women with I just think that he was I feel

1028
00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:44,759
Speaker 1: like he might regret it, even though he would never

1029
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:47,120
Speaker 1: say and I really like, well, but I don't think

1030
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:51,360
Speaker 1: he knew. I just didn't want to get attention like that.

1031
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:55,440
Speaker 1: I didn't hear it in the context, but I think

1032
00:52:55,480 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 1: he was just talking ship. And then it was this

1033
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:00,439
Speaker 1: is what guys do, and this is what the whole

1034
00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,800
Speaker 1: thing about the community. Guys get around their fucking friends.

1035
00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:06,719
Speaker 1: And then I would never. I would never. But they asked.

1036
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:09,160
Speaker 1: Their face was in my ask like days before, like

1037
00:53:09,200 --> 00:53:11,439
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Bro? What are you talking

1038
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:14,320
Speaker 1: about keep it consistent? Do you like you do you

1039
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:17,279
Speaker 1: not like state men that have never been with a

1040
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:20,279
Speaker 1: bigger chick? Do you feel like I don't see I

1041
00:53:20,360 --> 00:53:22,759
Speaker 1: don't you know what? But not because like if you're

1042
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:25,120
Speaker 1: getting I can't imagine if I like, there was a

1043
00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:27,719
Speaker 1: guy that came to town. Um he's the ballplayer. Won't

1044
00:53:27,719 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 1: say the team, but he literally hit me up and

1045
00:53:31,239 --> 00:53:33,200
Speaker 1: told me I was on his bucket list because he

1046
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:37,200
Speaker 1: had never been with a girl my size. Now we know, right,

1047
00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:39,160
Speaker 1: which is what it did to me. I was like,

1048
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,080
Speaker 1: I don't want to be seen at the bucket list

1049
00:53:41,120 --> 00:53:43,239
Speaker 1: because he wants to see if he could handle It's

1050
00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:46,640
Speaker 1: like an ego thing too right, right right, And so

1051
00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:50,319
Speaker 1: I think for a lot of women. Clearly I got

1052
00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:53,719
Speaker 1: kicked out of the BBW community today, but you know,

1053
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:56,960
Speaker 1: damn just got kicked right out. But I like to

1054
00:53:57,080 --> 00:54:00,040
Speaker 1: know that when a guy normally deals with me, a

1055
00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:01,759
Speaker 1: lot of the other women are on my side. I

1056
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:04,680
Speaker 1: like to know, like like if I think about size,

1057
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:07,120
Speaker 1: like I really don't think about size as much as

1058
00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 1: you guys would think that I would think about size

1059
00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:12,320
Speaker 1: and those whether I'm attractive. I think about size like

1060
00:54:12,640 --> 00:54:14,400
Speaker 1: when I'm walking up the steps with my bags, and

1061
00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:16,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, bit out of breath. Fuck you know

1062
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:20,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like Damn, my knees hurt, like you know,

1063
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 1: like that's what I think about. I think about, like

1064
00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:25,759
Speaker 1: my grandmother had diabetes, Like that's what I think about.

1065
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:27,479
Speaker 1: I think about health because it ain't never been about

1066
00:54:27,520 --> 00:54:32,319
Speaker 1: these niggas. They're taken down everything legitimately. Look they are

1067
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:36,959
Speaker 1: though they are, they're taking they're taking down, she said

1068
00:54:37,000 --> 00:54:39,800
Speaker 1: before the show. And I go ahead and say it.

1069
00:54:39,880 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 1: Bit let me just say this, none of these niggas

1070
00:54:42,680 --> 00:54:45,560
Speaker 1: have a pussy start plus y'all not turning down no pussy.

1071
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:49,360
Speaker 1: Y'are not turning down no pussy. Who got a pussy surplus?

1072
00:54:49,800 --> 00:54:52,600
Speaker 1: Who jay z jay z you could turn down some pussy,

1073
00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:55,880
Speaker 1: but nigga Yo broke cast just running a little asked,

1074
00:54:56,040 --> 00:54:59,840
Speaker 1: niggas do not have a start plus U pussy because

1075
00:55:01,320 --> 00:55:10,200
Speaker 1: regular regulars y'all are not turning down, turning down no pussy.

1076
00:55:10,719 --> 00:55:14,920
Speaker 1: Okay me Like yo, I'll be telling it like I

1077
00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 1: started that, showing me shut up acting like you turned

1078
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:24,640
Speaker 1: down pussy because you feel bad, Thank you, thank you, wheezy.

1079
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:26,799
Speaker 1: You understand where I'm coming from niggas is not turning

1080
00:55:26,800 --> 00:55:32,040
Speaker 1: down some shame people celebrities. I would mean, like, right,

1081
00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:35,160
Speaker 1: I feel so bad to say this. Regular people looking shakes,

1082
00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:37,600
Speaker 1: average looking girls, and people be like, oh, you sucked

1083
00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:39,440
Speaker 1: a celebrity blah blah. And a lot of people were

1084
00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:40,879
Speaker 1: saying that about the girl in Our Lives show, which

1085
00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:43,120
Speaker 1: I really didn't appreciate. They're like, oh, I don't believe

1086
00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:45,000
Speaker 1: she sucked a celebrity or athletes and this, And now

1087
00:55:45,040 --> 00:55:48,879
Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, why they're not hard not to say? First,

1088
00:55:49,440 --> 00:55:50,960
Speaker 1: she was a cute girl. I want to do. I

1089
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:52,719
Speaker 1: want to say that, but let's not act like these

1090
00:55:52,800 --> 00:55:56,920
Speaker 1: niggas wouldn't fucking mailbox my niggas son son niggas was

1091
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:00,960
Speaker 1: that's great hound in the face and feels like a

1092
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:04,240
Speaker 1: whole fucking greyhound in the face. And it's two thousand

1093
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:09,160
Speaker 1: and not what I forgot about. What was her things

1094
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:15,719
Speaker 1: she'd be saying anyway anyway, anyway, so I wanted to

1095
00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:18,439
Speaker 1: I'll see that video of her like getting like disc

1096
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:21,640
Speaker 1: at cameo. I saw her getting beat up a couple

1097
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 1: of times for exposing niggas. Yeah, she definitely did one

1098
00:56:26,200 --> 00:56:27,920
Speaker 1: thing to get back into your sites before we go

1099
00:56:28,000 --> 00:56:30,279
Speaker 1: into our homemail, because this is a question that I

1100
00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:33,840
Speaker 1: really want to know. You charge for your websites correct

1101
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 1: to see to let people see all these videos of

1102
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:40,440
Speaker 1: all these beautiful, big women and whether they're playing with themselves,

1103
00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:42,120
Speaker 1: because you do have sol those things and then you

1104
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:46,400
Speaker 1: do have full on p So how do you compare

1105
00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:50,880
Speaker 1: or why would people pay for porn when there's so

1106
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,600
Speaker 1: much free porn? How? How are how is the porn

1107
00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:56,399
Speaker 1: industry still making money with people buying services when there's

1108
00:56:56,440 --> 00:56:59,360
Speaker 1: so many free options out there. Well, I would definitely

1109
00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:02,319
Speaker 1: have to say that I have built a fan base

1110
00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:06,320
Speaker 1: me myself being an industry. Like my Twitter account just

1111
00:57:06,440 --> 00:57:10,440
Speaker 1: got suspended. I had like two thousand followers. Twitter is

1112
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:12,680
Speaker 1: trying to crack down on like the porn people. That's

1113
00:57:12,719 --> 00:57:14,360
Speaker 1: one there. So I thought that's why we would go

1114
00:57:14,400 --> 00:57:17,760
Speaker 1: to a Twitter thank you. But my account got suspend

1115
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:20,120
Speaker 1: this so now I'm like rebuilding it. But like so

1116
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:22,760
Speaker 1: I already had like a big following, a big fan base,

1117
00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:25,680
Speaker 1: and you know the thing about the content is keeping

1118
00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:28,840
Speaker 1: it new and fresh and constantly having something. The tube

1119
00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:35,280
Speaker 1: sites have affected the industry and they people exactly. But

1120
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:39,200
Speaker 1: when you have your hardcore fans subscribe. People subscribe on

1121
00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:41,760
Speaker 1: a monthly basis to my site, and every month is

1122
00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 1: a rebuild, rebuild, rebuild, rebuild, rebuild automatically. So I'm still

1123
00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:51,439
Speaker 1: getting my coins and you know so, but it has

1124
00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:54,520
Speaker 1: like the money has like diminished somewhat with the proliferation

1125
00:57:54,640 --> 00:57:57,360
Speaker 1: of tube sites. It definitely makes it harder and at

1126
00:57:57,440 --> 00:58:00,760
Speaker 1: me as a um A producer and webmaster, I have

1127
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:02,880
Speaker 1: to go to all these sub sites and like take

1128
00:58:02,960 --> 00:58:05,280
Speaker 1: my ship down. DMC a notice, DMC a notice. D

1129
00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:08,840
Speaker 1: I didn't know that, Yeah, because it's funny because when

1130
00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:12,760
Speaker 1: I can hu literally before every show, this contact cannot

1131
00:58:12,800 --> 00:58:15,360
Speaker 1: be distributed in any other like but it's like being

1132
00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:19,520
Speaker 1: distributed because it now like Vivid and like Bangros and

1133
00:58:19,560 --> 00:58:23,040
Speaker 1: they have their own channel on porn Hub, and that's

1134
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,720
Speaker 1: something you've considered a channel you do have? Not do

1135
00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:29,880
Speaker 1: you have a channel? You can videos doesn't go by

1136
00:58:29,920 --> 00:58:32,680
Speaker 1: the same name. Ship looks keke Factory k cash, Like

1137
00:58:32,800 --> 00:58:37,280
Speaker 1: you know, anybody can find me on dot com because

1138
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:39,880
Speaker 1: I'm a little sucking stuff. She's been coming to the

1139
00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:43,600
Speaker 1: studio high and just don't know this morning and the

1140
00:58:43,640 --> 00:58:46,480
Speaker 1: drug dealers and it's really good. I need to find one.

1141
00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:48,960
Speaker 1: If there's any drug dealers in the Bronx, weed only

1142
00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:51,400
Speaker 1: please put on by okay, saying funny because I need

1143
00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:55,280
Speaker 1: a drug dealer. Okay, Um, what they're really bad. They

1144
00:58:55,520 --> 00:58:57,360
Speaker 1: wanted me to come pick up my weed, Like no, sir,

1145
00:58:57,480 --> 00:59:03,720
Speaker 1: I'm paying you drop it off. Anyways, Well you do

1146
00:59:03,840 --> 00:59:06,000
Speaker 1: not any whit drug dealers because I bought some drugs

1147
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:07,439
Speaker 1: from like guy one time and he was like, yeah,

1148
00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:08,680
Speaker 1: if you don't like it, like let me know, like

1149
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:11,880
Speaker 1: feeling on the strain or whatever, Like hey, yeah, you

1150
00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:13,840
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, like maybe I need to get

1151
00:59:14,520 --> 00:59:16,280
Speaker 1: a white one. So we're gonna go ahead and get

1152
00:59:16,320 --> 00:59:19,120
Speaker 1: into the homemail and this question. I think you definitely

1153
00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:22,160
Speaker 1: would have some say on it. I think we talked

1154
00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:23,320
Speaker 1: about it and we were like we have to read

1155
00:59:23,360 --> 00:59:25,280
Speaker 1: this on the show. So, by the way, before we

1156
00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:27,680
Speaker 1: go into the homemail, I want to shout out to everyone.

1157
00:59:27,960 --> 00:59:29,520
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's just the new year, but

1158
00:59:29,640 --> 00:59:32,280
Speaker 1: my nigga, we got like ten homemails in like a day,

1159
00:59:32,840 --> 00:59:37,120
Speaker 1: um to our email, so and our voicemails around anymore.

1160
00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:39,800
Speaker 1: I don't know. So if you guys want to drop

1161
00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:42,040
Speaker 1: us a homemail, you can either leave it in our

1162
00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:45,560
Speaker 1: d M s at Horrible Underscore Decisions or email us

1163
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,600
Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com if you don't want

1164
00:59:48,680 --> 00:59:50,560
Speaker 1: us to read it on the show. Everyone who didn't

1165
00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,760
Speaker 1: want us to read their's has definitely said don't read

1166
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:54,640
Speaker 1: this on the show, So if you don't want us

1167
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:56,760
Speaker 1: to read it on the motherfucker's show, put it there. Um.

1168
00:59:57,080 --> 01:00:00,040
Speaker 1: This one is actually from a male listener and the

1169
01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:03,880
Speaker 1: title is can't help having a little dick exclamation point exclamation.

1170
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:06,240
Speaker 1: I have a lot to say about so I like

1171
01:00:06,440 --> 01:00:09,880
Speaker 1: so he said, Hello ladies. First, you want to read it?

1172
01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:14,680
Speaker 1: Because this is why he ain't get no asked. Calm down,

1173
01:00:15,360 --> 01:00:18,200
Speaker 1: are going to read the first homemail guys, Hello ladies.

1174
01:00:18,360 --> 01:00:20,640
Speaker 1: Let me first say I love the podcast. It's super

1175
01:00:20,720 --> 01:00:23,440
Speaker 1: dope and very funny. I must say you, guys. Dick

1176
01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:27,479
Speaker 1: shame Little dicks is mainly now I read it, dix

1177
01:00:27,600 --> 01:00:33,760
Speaker 1: is because he put an apostrophe, don't. I'm going to

1178
01:00:33,920 --> 01:00:36,040
Speaker 1: keep this short and simple. What the hell are we

1179
01:00:36,080 --> 01:00:38,200
Speaker 1: supposed to do? If we could pick, we would all

1180
01:00:38,280 --> 01:00:41,680
Speaker 1: be packing, but we don't. What we can do is

1181
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:46,240
Speaker 1: find other ways to give women pleasure. Woman pleasure. Sorry

1182
01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 1: is find other ways to give woman pleasure via sex, toys,

1183
01:00:50,200 --> 01:00:53,080
Speaker 1: oral sex, and even strap on. So my second question

1184
01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:56,120
Speaker 1: is our woman even open to a guy with reading

1185
01:00:56,760 --> 01:00:59,160
Speaker 1: using toys to get the job done. Thanks again for

1186
01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 1: your time, Love you guys is now sir, Mr h

1187
01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:16,720
Speaker 1: you need to look up what possession in an apostrophe means. Reason, dude,

1188
01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:20,120
Speaker 1: this is not then are there? You're saying the already dad,

1189
01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:22,919
Speaker 1: and this is how is not aiding you with little

1190
01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:26,440
Speaker 1: homail with the corrections that need to be made. Grammar

1191
01:01:26,480 --> 01:01:30,640
Speaker 1: police right here because that was bad. Woman. Women come

1192
01:01:30,720 --> 01:01:33,840
Speaker 1: on singular p and then you're mad that there's apostrophes

1193
01:01:34,040 --> 01:01:39,400
Speaker 1: when I love you dixes, guy, what is way to

1194
01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:44,560
Speaker 1: please woman? What do you from? So anyway, I don't

1195
01:01:44,600 --> 01:01:46,120
Speaker 1: know what you're gonna say, but I was going to suggest,

1196
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:49,880
Speaker 1: um like lethal lips talked about like guys with little dicks,

1197
01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:52,360
Speaker 1: like you can talk about girls in the ass and

1198
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:56,280
Speaker 1: um look up different sleeves and cocker rings and things

1199
01:01:56,400 --> 01:01:59,800
Speaker 1: like that to um extend the girls. I think, I mean,

1200
01:02:00,040 --> 01:02:03,040
Speaker 1: I'll be completely honest, we I we don't mean to

1201
01:02:03,240 --> 01:02:06,600
Speaker 1: little dick shame. Ironically, I actually have more than one

1202
01:02:06,720 --> 01:02:10,600
Speaker 1: friend who they won't fuck big dicks. It's not pleasurable

1203
01:02:10,640 --> 01:02:13,640
Speaker 1: for them. There's a lot they genuinely don't like it.

1204
01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 1: And so I've had friends say, girl, I like the

1205
01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:19,240
Speaker 1: little dicks, medium dicks. You know. Fella Bay got mad

1206
01:02:19,280 --> 01:02:22,000
Speaker 1: that I referred to his dick as medium, but I

1207
01:02:22,040 --> 01:02:26,280
Speaker 1: mean it wasn't large. Um. But I do think that

1208
01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:28,640
Speaker 1: men should know that there are women out there who

1209
01:02:28,720 --> 01:02:32,360
Speaker 1: aren't looking for the man digo dinglings um and that. Yeah,

1210
01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:34,880
Speaker 1: I think you would just really need to hone in

1211
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:38,520
Speaker 1: on how to please a woman without penetration, because if

1212
01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:40,600
Speaker 1: it's little, I don't know how, I don't know if

1213
01:02:40,640 --> 01:02:44,880
Speaker 1: it's gonna be good or not. Yeah, that's I think

1214
01:02:44,960 --> 01:02:47,200
Speaker 1: I think about that. I was just kind of thinking

1215
01:02:47,200 --> 01:02:49,760
Speaker 1: about like direct problem, like the dick, but yeah, you

1216
01:02:49,800 --> 01:02:52,000
Speaker 1: could totally make a woman come other ways. Yeah, there's

1217
01:02:52,000 --> 01:02:54,120
Speaker 1: definitely otherwise. Not only that, I feel like maybe if

1218
01:02:54,160 --> 01:02:56,800
Speaker 1: he deals with and correct me if I'm wrong to me,

1219
01:02:56,960 --> 01:02:59,439
Speaker 1: I feel like maybe he should go for maybe smaller girls.

1220
01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:02,520
Speaker 1: I hear Asians have really tight pussies. Maybe go that route.

1221
01:03:02,880 --> 01:03:08,160
Speaker 1: But I mean maybe Asians would be around because I'm

1222
01:03:08,200 --> 01:03:10,880
Speaker 1: just are you gonna know? This is what I've heard,

1223
01:03:11,040 --> 01:03:13,520
Speaker 1: but I'm not like, Hey, I think you're beautiful. I'd

1224
01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:15,000
Speaker 1: love to buy you a drink, but before I do,

1225
01:03:15,640 --> 01:03:19,280
Speaker 1: could you let me know is it like or is

1226
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:25,160
Speaker 1: it like? But I say that to say me personally

1227
01:03:25,560 --> 01:03:27,160
Speaker 1: and let me know if you can't contest to this.

1228
01:03:27,560 --> 01:03:30,520
Speaker 1: When it comes to a woman my size or bigger,

1229
01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:33,880
Speaker 1: I can't do a little dick because big dicks can

1230
01:03:33,920 --> 01:03:38,880
Speaker 1: barely get past my ass, so it's much much check

1231
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:41,400
Speaker 1: where it's literally pushing you away, which is why I

1232
01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:44,840
Speaker 1: don't deal with fat niggas because you stot making my ass.

1233
01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:47,120
Speaker 1: It's just not gonna work. I'm gonna get no pay.

1234
01:03:47,280 --> 01:03:53,680
Speaker 1: Are doing a BBW episode share not shame again? But

1235
01:03:53,800 --> 01:03:57,200
Speaker 1: it just does not make Are you agree? I don't

1236
01:03:57,320 --> 01:04:00,760
Speaker 1: do big boys. And the reason why I don't do

1237
01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:03,439
Speaker 1: big boys is that both of us is not gonna

1238
01:04:03,480 --> 01:04:05,560
Speaker 1: be having this gut in front of us on some

1239
01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:08,920
Speaker 1: of each other, sweating and there's nothing going nowhere. We're

1240
01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:12,320
Speaker 1: not doing that. We're not gonna do that. No, I

1241
01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:14,280
Speaker 1: need a skinny nigga that gonna fit in between these

1242
01:04:14,320 --> 01:04:19,000
Speaker 1: big gas thighs. Thank you? What were we not supposed to?

1243
01:04:19,280 --> 01:04:20,760
Speaker 1: On top of that? Who the hell trying to wrap

1244
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:24,120
Speaker 1: their legs around a big gass nigga fucking hips popping,

1245
01:04:24,160 --> 01:04:29,320
Speaker 1: not the not only that my legs, my legs are shut.

1246
01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:31,440
Speaker 1: If you want me to ride, I'll be doing a

1247
01:04:31,520 --> 01:04:34,680
Speaker 1: split by the time I get Now we're gonna have

1248
01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:36,560
Speaker 1: an email that said, can you guys just tell me

1249
01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:42,040
Speaker 1: why you don't like I love Big Dig Nona love

1250
01:04:42,120 --> 01:04:46,120
Speaker 1: Big dig A lot a lot of meat text and

1251
01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:54,600
Speaker 1: okay pizza no, but yeah, I think that's some advice

1252
01:04:54,640 --> 01:04:56,960
Speaker 1: to that. So we have one more homemail. The title

1253
01:04:57,120 --> 01:05:00,200
Speaker 1: is jealous or justified. Um. This goes into asked, what

1254
01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:02,480
Speaker 1: is the girl? You wrote? This isn't the girl? I

1255
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:06,600
Speaker 1: wrote back, We could read that on another episode. Um. Um,

1256
01:05:06,760 --> 01:05:09,400
Speaker 1: So this one says hi, Mandy and wheezy. So I'm

1257
01:05:09,440 --> 01:05:11,320
Speaker 1: just going to get right into it. Thanks girl. Even

1258
01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:16,400
Speaker 1: though this is still three paragraphs, um, I bet you

1259
01:05:16,440 --> 01:05:18,320
Speaker 1: she gott if it was three paragraphs she thought about it.

1260
01:05:18,320 --> 01:05:22,400
Speaker 1: I bet it goes. It goes fast. Over the last year,

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Speaker 1: I've entered into my first open relationship, and so far

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Speaker 1: I'm loving it. I'm enjoying it because I like knowing

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Speaker 1: that I have freedom to be honest, and the same

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01:05:29,720 --> 01:05:31,960
Speaker 1: goes from my guy. The only thing I asked of

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Speaker 1: him is that he be honest about anything or anyone

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Speaker 1: that he's involved with. Of me, he requests that I

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Speaker 1: only disclosed what he asked me. Kind of what you

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Speaker 1: had going on? Any who. A few months ago I

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01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:45,720
Speaker 1: found out he was talking to this girl that he

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Speaker 1: liked in high school. No biggie, except that I had

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Speaker 1: to find out about her rather than him telling me.

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01:05:51,240 --> 01:05:53,439
Speaker 1: I kept seeing her name pop up, but no info

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01:05:53,600 --> 01:05:55,960
Speaker 1: was given. Against my better judgment, I went through his

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01:05:56,040 --> 01:05:59,080
Speaker 1: Texas with her and found nothing to incriminating, which made

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Speaker 1: me wonder even more why he didn't tell me about her.

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Speaker 1: When I confronted him about it, he told me who

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Speaker 1: she was and told me that she actually came down

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01:06:06,320 --> 01:06:08,600
Speaker 1: to visit a few months ago, a time when he

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01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:11,280
Speaker 1: blew me off and then told me that he was

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Speaker 1: at lunch with an old friend after the fact. So

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01:06:13,640 --> 01:06:15,840
Speaker 1: he wasn't honest about her then and he's not honest

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Speaker 1: about her now. He stopped talking to her for a while,

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01:06:18,440 --> 01:06:20,480
Speaker 1: not at my request but at his own will. I

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01:06:20,640 --> 01:06:23,000
Speaker 1: was glad, but he recently started talking back to her.

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01:06:23,320 --> 01:06:25,720
Speaker 1: I saw her name pop up on the screen GPS

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01:06:25,800 --> 01:06:28,840
Speaker 1: dash screen in the car. Now, I'm really beginning to

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01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:31,320
Speaker 1: feel jealous and wants to confront him about her again

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01:06:31,440 --> 01:06:33,920
Speaker 1: to see if it's something serious. But I'm struggling with

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Speaker 1: whether I'm allowed to be jealous while in an open relationship.

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01:06:37,200 --> 01:06:39,520
Speaker 1: I don't want to go back to being monogamous. I

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01:06:39,640 --> 01:06:41,120
Speaker 1: just want to know what's really going on. Are they

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01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:45,720
Speaker 1: really together? They together side together? PS? But it's open relationship? PS.

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01:06:45,840 --> 01:06:48,040
Speaker 1: Is it really freedom? If I need him to answer

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Speaker 1: me sincerely, I don't know. If you listen to the

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01:06:51,720 --> 01:06:54,520
Speaker 1: Glamazon episode which made her like it kind of gives

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01:06:54,560 --> 01:06:56,440
Speaker 1: the impression that you shouldn't asked questions. You do what

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01:06:56,520 --> 01:06:59,600
Speaker 1: ever the fuck makes you feel comfortable if you're allowing

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Speaker 1: your part her to sleep with other people and have

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01:07:02,320 --> 01:07:04,960
Speaker 1: an open relationship. If there's ever a time, and this

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01:07:05,120 --> 01:07:07,720
Speaker 1: is my advice, I don't really know what anyone else feels,

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01:07:07,760 --> 01:07:09,800
Speaker 1: but if there's ever a time that you're uncomfortable, he's

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01:07:09,920 --> 01:07:11,880
Speaker 1: lucky enough to be with someone that lets him do this,

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01:07:12,000 --> 01:07:13,760
Speaker 1: you say whatever the funk you want. And a lot

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01:07:13,800 --> 01:07:15,760
Speaker 1: of women are so scared of like being very naggy,

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01:07:16,040 --> 01:07:18,880
Speaker 1: But if you really can't handle it, then say whatever

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01:07:18,920 --> 01:07:21,080
Speaker 1: you have to say, I would make sure that I

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01:07:21,320 --> 01:07:24,400
Speaker 1: communicate it well and not come off on this like, well,

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01:07:24,760 --> 01:07:27,920
Speaker 1: um the first time, you know, you don't be testy

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01:07:28,000 --> 01:07:29,800
Speaker 1: with him, because then he might want to keep things

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01:07:29,880 --> 01:07:32,480
Speaker 1: from you because he feels like you're not able to

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01:07:32,560 --> 01:07:35,120
Speaker 1: handle it. And and maybe that isn't is why you

1312
01:07:35,160 --> 01:07:37,360
Speaker 1: don't share too much, because sometimes it's too much can hurt,

1313
01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:39,000
Speaker 1: and it's better like it, don't ask, don't tell things.

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01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:42,160
Speaker 1: But I absolutely think that if you can't stop thinking

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01:07:42,160 --> 01:07:44,120
Speaker 1: about it and you found yourself to write us about it,

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01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:47,760
Speaker 1: absolutely ask your man. Now. I think the only reason

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01:07:47,840 --> 01:07:49,800
Speaker 1: that she may be feeling a little jealous is because

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01:07:49,840 --> 01:07:53,640
Speaker 1: she's not getting enough details. Hell no, I wasn't. I

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01:07:53,640 --> 01:07:56,000
Speaker 1: don't want to say. Maybe she's not opening her side

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01:07:56,040 --> 01:07:59,640
Speaker 1: of the relationship and maybe more is side of the relationship,

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01:07:59,840 --> 01:08:03,080
Speaker 1: and she made not be doing you know her, It

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01:08:03,200 --> 01:08:05,280
Speaker 1: seems like maybe that was was this something that she

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01:08:05,440 --> 01:08:08,080
Speaker 1: just wanted to do well, she didn't want to go

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01:08:08,160 --> 01:08:10,280
Speaker 1: back to she didn't want to go back to monogamy.

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01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:12,080
Speaker 1: That the first thing I was listening to this, I

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01:08:12,160 --> 01:08:14,720
Speaker 1: thought that she was doing this for him. At first,

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01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:16,600
Speaker 1: I was gonna be like, wheezy, is this you. But

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01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:23,519
Speaker 1: because to talk about an open relationships, I have learned

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01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:26,559
Speaker 1: I only got jealous initially, so and now I want

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01:08:26,600 --> 01:08:27,840
Speaker 1: to say I've grown a lot from that. That was

1331
01:08:27,880 --> 01:08:29,960
Speaker 1: about six months ago when he went out with the doctor, right,

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01:08:30,200 --> 01:08:31,519
Speaker 1: So I was always okay with it, and when I

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01:08:31,520 --> 01:08:33,080
Speaker 1: found out he went out with his beautiful doctor, I

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01:08:33,120 --> 01:08:35,800
Speaker 1: got very jealous. Lover way, that's called triangulation, by the way,

1335
01:08:35,920 --> 01:08:39,160
Speaker 1: what is triangulation. Triangulation is like when you're in an

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01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:41,360
Speaker 1: open relationship or you're in a relationship with someone and

1337
01:08:41,439 --> 01:08:43,519
Speaker 1: you know that they're dealing with someone else, and then

1338
01:08:43,640 --> 01:08:48,559
Speaker 1: so you now begin to compare yourself to the other person.

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01:08:48,880 --> 01:08:52,080
Speaker 1: So you're like, she's a doctor, she's beautiful. Triangulation. I

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01:08:52,120 --> 01:08:53,920
Speaker 1: didn't know that. I've been reading up. I have a

1341
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:58,240
Speaker 1: bachelor in psychology, and so I told you I was

1342
01:08:58,320 --> 01:09:01,880
Speaker 1: read what I say, y'allad she wrote a book, a

1343
01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:06,519
Speaker 1: book actually triangulation. So that's when like you kind of

1344
01:09:06,680 --> 01:09:09,360
Speaker 1: compare yourself. You start like the other person is open,

1345
01:09:09,400 --> 01:09:11,080
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm dating this person and it might

1346
01:09:11,120 --> 01:09:12,840
Speaker 1: be kind of subtle. It sounds like he might be

1347
01:09:12,880 --> 01:09:15,080
Speaker 1: a little bit of narcissist, but we don't we won't

1348
01:09:15,080 --> 01:09:18,439
Speaker 1: go get into that. But this comparison of like you

1349
01:09:18,680 --> 01:09:20,760
Speaker 1: against the other person that the person is. Honestly, it's

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01:09:20,760 --> 01:09:22,439
Speaker 1: not something that I really wanted to do on person.

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01:09:23,640 --> 01:09:25,760
Speaker 1: Yeah I could subconsciously, you've kind of felt a little

1352
01:09:25,760 --> 01:09:27,880
Speaker 1: bit less than or am I not pretty as this girl?

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01:09:27,920 --> 01:09:29,560
Speaker 1: Or this and that, and just like basic jealousy. But

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01:09:29,600 --> 01:09:30,960
Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you because you've been in one

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01:09:31,200 --> 01:09:34,200
Speaker 1: I learned are you allowed? Though? I mean, I guess

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01:09:34,640 --> 01:09:36,640
Speaker 1: that's the question, and she asked, and I wanted to

1357
01:09:36,680 --> 01:09:39,200
Speaker 1: ask you, are you allowed to be jealous? Are you

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01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:45,360
Speaker 1: allowed to show jealousy when you're allows? So I had

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01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:47,960
Speaker 1: to deal with my jealousy. It's okay to have jealousy,

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01:09:48,040 --> 01:09:52,160
Speaker 1: but now or then? Excuse me. Basically, I just internalized

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01:09:52,160 --> 01:09:54,559
Speaker 1: it with enjoying him with other people, and a lot

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01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:56,719
Speaker 1: of people didn't believe me, Like a lot of people

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01:09:56,760 --> 01:09:58,559
Speaker 1: would say they thought I was lying that I didn't

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01:09:58,600 --> 01:10:00,439
Speaker 1: really like him sucking other girls things like that, and

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01:10:00,520 --> 01:10:03,040
Speaker 1: I genuinely did. I got really excited when i'd hear

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01:10:03,040 --> 01:10:04,680
Speaker 1: from him in the morning and he tell me about it.

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01:10:04,920 --> 01:10:08,000
Speaker 1: There would be little stints of jealousy, this innocent jealousy,

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01:10:08,040 --> 01:10:09,479
Speaker 1: like oh, you got to funk my man and I

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01:10:09,560 --> 01:10:11,000
Speaker 1: wasn't with him last night or something like that, but

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01:10:11,080 --> 01:10:13,360
Speaker 1: like it was fun and sexy, and if you could

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01:10:13,400 --> 01:10:16,120
Speaker 1: turn it back into that, if it ever was, start

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01:10:16,200 --> 01:10:20,200
Speaker 1: to do that. Like, sometimes more communication will help you

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01:10:20,280 --> 01:10:23,280
Speaker 1: through your jealousy, because your jealousy may be stemming from

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01:10:23,320 --> 01:10:25,720
Speaker 1: the unknown. And if communication is going to help you,

1375
01:10:25,800 --> 01:10:27,240
Speaker 1: if you need to hear that he was sucking another

1376
01:10:27,280 --> 01:10:29,840
Speaker 1: bitch last night to feel better, then tell him that's

1377
01:10:29,880 --> 01:10:32,200
Speaker 1: what you need. Maybe he can't indle it, but maybe

1378
01:10:32,240 --> 01:10:34,599
Speaker 1: you need it. Not only that, I feel like one

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01:10:34,640 --> 01:10:38,120
Speaker 1: of the things that we associate with love unfortunately is

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01:10:38,240 --> 01:10:42,760
Speaker 1: lying um. And so I say this to to say,

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01:10:44,000 --> 01:10:47,200
Speaker 1: in the way that people ask you all the time,

1382
01:10:48,040 --> 01:10:51,519
Speaker 1: are you lying because you care about my feelings? Or

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01:10:52,360 --> 01:10:54,439
Speaker 1: if someone tells you the truth, they don't care as

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01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:58,120
Speaker 1: much about your feelings. So in this sense, the fact

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01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:00,920
Speaker 1: that he's kind of lying could make it seem like

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01:11:01,240 --> 01:11:03,200
Speaker 1: he really likes her, but there may really be something

1387
01:11:03,240 --> 01:11:05,360
Speaker 1: else going on over here that he doesn't want to

1388
01:11:05,400 --> 01:11:08,679
Speaker 1: share with her. And so because she feels that he's

1389
01:11:08,720 --> 01:11:12,320
Speaker 1: not being completely honest, it could be like, damn, maybe

1390
01:11:12,360 --> 01:11:14,080
Speaker 1: he's just trying to save me from knowing what the

1391
01:11:14,120 --> 01:11:15,760
Speaker 1: fund is really going on with him and this girl

1392
01:11:15,960 --> 01:11:18,479
Speaker 1: because I might genuinely have a feeling. I don't know

1393
01:11:18,560 --> 01:11:22,040
Speaker 1: how open relationships are if there's about it that you

1394
01:11:22,080 --> 01:11:26,240
Speaker 1: don't have to about. This is why a lot of

1395
01:11:26,320 --> 01:11:29,080
Speaker 1: people that do open relationships, you gotta understand the premise,

1396
01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:33,200
Speaker 1: like an ownication, Like I feel so bad to say this,

1397
01:11:33,320 --> 01:11:35,320
Speaker 1: but I really want to say it. It's too bad

1398
01:11:35,360 --> 01:11:37,360
Speaker 1: you brought it up. You gotta say it now. I'm

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01:11:37,439 --> 01:11:40,439
Speaker 1: so angry from the bottom of my heart that I

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01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:44,400
Speaker 1: had one of my good friends, um Gela, hit me

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01:11:44,560 --> 01:11:47,519
Speaker 1: up and say to me that she felt guilty about

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01:11:47,560 --> 01:11:49,760
Speaker 1: how she made her man feel because of Taomi. She's like,

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01:11:49,800 --> 01:11:51,760
Speaker 1: did I do too much driver in my relationship for

1404
01:11:52,120 --> 01:11:54,560
Speaker 1: wanting to know things and for asking questions? Did I

1405
01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:58,080
Speaker 1: communicate too much because of Yoman? Because Taomie was like,

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01:11:58,160 --> 01:11:59,240
Speaker 1: you don't need to be doing this, you don't need

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01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:01,000
Speaker 1: to asking a ship and blah blah blah. Like dude,

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01:12:01,800 --> 01:12:04,760
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but like stop diminishing people that communicate. This

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01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:07,439
Speaker 1: is a very base level thing, like we don't have

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01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:10,639
Speaker 1: therapists in the fucking world and so many and because

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01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:12,600
Speaker 1: people like we need to communicate. This is like the

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01:12:12,680 --> 01:12:14,400
Speaker 1: number one thing people need to learn the too when

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01:12:14,400 --> 01:12:16,120
Speaker 1: you start a fucking job, Like they talk about how

1414
01:12:16,200 --> 01:12:18,799
Speaker 1: to communicate to other people, Like I just really training.

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01:12:19,520 --> 01:12:21,600
Speaker 1: I can't imagine that I'd be sharing my life and

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01:12:21,680 --> 01:12:25,200
Speaker 1: my body with someone that I can't communicate. And I

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01:12:25,320 --> 01:12:28,800
Speaker 1: just really regret that. I don't even know if I

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01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:31,400
Speaker 1: digged into the questions too much, because I really wanted

1419
01:12:31,439 --> 01:12:33,000
Speaker 1: to know what the fuss she was talking about or

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01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,880
Speaker 1: how it worked for her. But I feel like people

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01:12:34,920 --> 01:12:36,880
Speaker 1: really think that's the thing, and women are feeling guilty

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01:12:36,920 --> 01:12:38,920
Speaker 1: for asking their ship And no, you don't need to

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01:12:39,360 --> 01:12:41,760
Speaker 1: if you have an open relationship. Don't how valuable that

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01:12:41,880 --> 01:12:47,000
Speaker 1: it is. How many have that? Bit you would you want? Now?

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01:12:47,120 --> 01:12:48,600
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to the point where it can make

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01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:51,000
Speaker 1: someone feel uncomfortable or you're doing too much, Like there's

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01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:53,400
Speaker 1: no point in having an open relationship if you're not comfortable,

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01:12:53,840 --> 01:12:56,240
Speaker 1: But you're goddamn right, I'm gonna fucking ask asking lots

1429
01:12:56,280 --> 01:12:58,519
Speaker 1: of questions. Would you would you wrap? Did you wrap

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01:12:58,560 --> 01:13:02,040
Speaker 1: it up? A ton of things that have see, like

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01:13:02,479 --> 01:13:06,160
Speaker 1: like we have to have a conversation because yeah, there

1432
01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:08,840
Speaker 1: always gonna be a conversation that you don't need to

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01:13:08,880 --> 01:13:11,320
Speaker 1: have the like you can have a conversation like, hey,

1434
01:13:11,760 --> 01:13:13,720
Speaker 1: I want to make sure you're safe, like I think

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01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:15,600
Speaker 1: for right now, I'm not comfortable with hearing about like

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01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:18,120
Speaker 1: how good your sex was or things like that. You

1437
01:13:18,160 --> 01:13:20,640
Speaker 1: can have a conversation of saying you don't want a conversation.

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01:13:21,000 --> 01:13:23,920
Speaker 1: There's so many like dude, talk to you. Man. It's

1439
01:13:23,920 --> 01:13:26,840
Speaker 1: like a threesome. You have to have rules and it

1440
01:13:26,960 --> 01:13:29,880
Speaker 1: has to be a level of communication because that's why

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01:13:30,080 --> 01:13:34,040
Speaker 1: so many threesomes go left. And you know, I love

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01:13:34,120 --> 01:13:36,200
Speaker 1: when like the guests are in my threesomes be like, hey,

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01:13:36,280 --> 01:13:40,440
Speaker 1: like are there things that I can't do? That's so respectful. Absolutely,

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Speaker 1: that's why a lot of things don't go left because

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01:13:42,439 --> 01:13:45,120
Speaker 1: of communication is all people don't I think that. I

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01:13:45,240 --> 01:13:47,320
Speaker 1: think that you do sound really jealous. I'm just not

1447
01:13:47,439 --> 01:13:49,720
Speaker 1: sure where the jealousy is stemming from. But also just

1448
01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:53,240
Speaker 1: know that your jealousy is okay and normal, like it

1449
01:13:53,360 --> 01:13:55,000
Speaker 1: is what it is. You're just curious. I think that's

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Speaker 1: where the jealousy is right from. I agree. I hope

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Speaker 1: you're able to take this and build from your aation

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Speaker 1: her Amazon stuff with you guys, because absolutely listen, my

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Speaker 1: pussy what just reading this? It was great? Again? I

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Speaker 1: want to go ahead. Um, they have different prices like, um,

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Speaker 1: the book is like and part of like this Amazon

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Speaker 1: Unlimited thing. I think you could get it for like

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Speaker 1: two Okay. So look, basically I say all that to say,

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Speaker 1: y'all spend eight dollars on your fellow black sisters. But

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Speaker 1: not only that, I do want to say I also

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Speaker 1: want to shout out to all of our listeners. I

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Speaker 1: met one of our listeners in l A um with

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Speaker 1: her husband, and she said she she said she'd be

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Speaker 1: getting in the car and he'd be listening, like what

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Speaker 1: are you listening to? But I met her outside of

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Speaker 1: Avenue in l A. Shout shout out to her. She

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Speaker 1: lives in l A. She knew the monogamous couple, she

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Speaker 1: went to school with Danny and t J. Small fucking world,

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Speaker 1: super small world, um, and I just wanted to shout

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Speaker 1: out to her, and I just she was flies with

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Speaker 1: her red bottoms. And I feel like every time I

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Speaker 1: meet our listeners, they're like, girl, I work at a bank,

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Speaker 1: girl I worked in corporate. We have very basically kind

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Speaker 1: of listeners. But I just want to say that has

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Speaker 1: made me feel so good good about the just maybe

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Speaker 1: because like and I want every kind of person to

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Speaker 1: listen to us, but just knowing that what people think

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Speaker 1: when you can see this podcast and then it's like, okay,

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Speaker 1: but these are people also listen. They get it, are amazing,

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Speaker 1: like they get it. Yeah, niggas was in our live

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Speaker 1: show listening to a dude like, yeah, we're letting other

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Speaker 1: people my girl there and it was just real simple.

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Speaker 1: So bitch, that's seven fifteen dollars ain't nothing to a boss.

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Speaker 1: And all of our listeners are boss. You know what.

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Speaker 1: It's Black History Month, or maybe not by the time

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Speaker 1: you listen to this, but what you know as black

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Speaker 1: his free year, Nigga Wakonda forever, and all you gotta

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Speaker 1: do is, you know what I'm saying, buy a dollar

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Speaker 1: book and so thank you guys, so very much, Thank

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Speaker 1: you for it. Was amazing. Together we make one whole

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Speaker 1: black person and we deserve your finals a month for

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Speaker 1: Patreon and bonus episode. We got a video now, and

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Speaker 1: do you know we gotta pay for that ship. This

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Speaker 1: nigga a free luckily, you know what I'm saying. We

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Speaker 1: get to look at him too, But subscribe to our

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Speaker 1: Patreon and put some money in there so that we

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Speaker 1: can keep giving you content and video and stuff. Yes. UM.

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Speaker 1: Also for anyone listening, if you want to sponsor us UM,

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Speaker 1: please check out our email. We are having to live

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Speaker 1: shows Guys, we are coming to Atlanta and we are

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Speaker 1: bringing you yet again another show in New York City. So,

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Speaker 1: if you have a company, if you want to sponsor us,

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Speaker 1: cut to check UM, but go ahead and email us.

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Speaker 1: We would love to UM make you a part of

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Speaker 1: our brand and our live shows. So this has been

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Speaker 1: yet another episode of horrible decisions made by oh