1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:02,680 Speaker 1: What's up its lift service, and we have one of 2 00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:04,320 Speaker 1: our dream guests on the show. I never thought this 3 00:00:04,360 --> 00:00:07,520 Speaker 1: would happen, but Miguel is here with us. So before 4 00:00:07,520 --> 00:00:09,160 Speaker 1: we get started, you know, we do this woman on 5 00:00:09,240 --> 00:00:11,920 Speaker 1: top of Delian Tequila. And today we are toasting to 6 00:00:12,039 --> 00:00:15,680 Speaker 1: somebody else who actually has wine and spirits business, and 7 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:17,960 Speaker 1: that is to the McBride's sisters. I don't know if 8 00:00:17,960 --> 00:00:21,239 Speaker 1: you've ever seen this wine black Girl, Max, but the 9 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:25,760 Speaker 1: McBride's sisters are actually the creators of this. Their half sisters. 10 00:00:25,760 --> 00:00:28,920 Speaker 1: They didn't even know that they existed until I think 11 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:30,640 Speaker 1: one of them was in high school and the other 12 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:33,320 Speaker 1: one was twenty five years old. And so that is 13 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:38,000 Speaker 1: Andrea and Robin McBride. Andrea is from New Zealand and 14 00:00:38,159 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 1: Robin is from Monterey, California. So the two of them, 15 00:00:41,120 --> 00:00:43,480 Speaker 1: when they were finally able to meet after their father 16 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,280 Speaker 1: passed away, they decided that they were going to start 17 00:00:46,280 --> 00:00:48,440 Speaker 1: a wine company together. And they didn't know anything about 18 00:00:48,520 --> 00:00:50,640 Speaker 1: wine or about the business. They didn't have a vineyard 19 00:00:50,680 --> 00:00:54,440 Speaker 1: or anything. But nearly fifteen years later, as you can 20 00:00:54,480 --> 00:00:57,360 Speaker 1: see Black Girl Magic and she can, they actually have 21 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:00,200 Speaker 1: a wine in a can. Now is in stores. They 22 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:05,000 Speaker 1: are the largest woman black owned brand in stores that's 23 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:08,360 Speaker 1: being distributed. So yes, let's give the toast to the 24 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:13,600 Speaker 1: McBride's sisters. I'm drinking out the bottle today, So what's up, 25 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:22,040 Speaker 1: slip service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm Lauria. You know, that's 26 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:23,640 Speaker 1: the test we do every time to see if people 27 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:25,800 Speaker 1: know to jump in or not. It's always funny to me. 28 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,800 Speaker 1: So mayeah first, before we even get into it, how 29 00:01:29,840 --> 00:01:32,240 Speaker 1: have you been, Like, how's everything been for you during 30 00:01:32,280 --> 00:01:35,640 Speaker 1: this pandemic. I know it's a crazy time for people. Yeah, 31 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:38,520 Speaker 1: it's been It's been crazy. Um, you know, I think 32 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,800 Speaker 1: everyone has been feeling and you probably hear this all 33 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:45,240 Speaker 1: the time. So I won't say I'm better or less off. 34 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:49,160 Speaker 1: I'm I'm trying my best to stay focused on my 35 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:53,440 Speaker 1: mission and you know, focus on just the things that 36 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 1: are positive because it's you know, there's there's a lot 37 00:01:56,080 --> 00:01:58,160 Speaker 1: of people have been affected in a lot of ways. 38 00:01:59,480 --> 00:02:01,360 Speaker 1: I just look at things from a place of like, 39 00:02:01,880 --> 00:02:04,680 Speaker 1: you know, what have I learned? Trying to take advantage 40 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:07,240 Speaker 1: of the time and just do my best to to 41 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:09,880 Speaker 1: be my best version of me because that's the most 42 00:02:09,919 --> 00:02:12,880 Speaker 1: I can I can offer so you know, just in 43 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:16,120 Speaker 1: that place and and trying to maintain while all this 44 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:19,440 Speaker 1: craziness is happening, happening, and just show love where I 45 00:02:19,480 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 1: can and how I can. At least you don't have 46 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:26,959 Speaker 1: to do quickies during this pandemic. I'm you know, I'm 47 00:02:27,040 --> 00:02:30,960 Speaker 1: just performing that song. Um, I'm just performing. It's a trip, 48 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: and I know that's not how you meant it, but 49 00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:35,920 Speaker 1: it's definitely something I'm looking forward to, just being able 50 00:02:35,960 --> 00:02:39,040 Speaker 1: to to just to perform. It's a it's a trip 51 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:40,880 Speaker 1: that I was. I was sort of tired. I was like, 52 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 1: all right, I'm good. I don't want to tour. I 53 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:48,040 Speaker 1: want to focus on making music. And if I do tour, 54 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:50,560 Speaker 1: I want to stay in one place for long enough 55 00:02:50,560 --> 00:02:54,440 Speaker 1: to actually appreciate the area and the food and people 56 00:02:54,600 --> 00:02:58,239 Speaker 1: in it, whatever the place has to offer. Now I'm like, man, 57 00:02:58,320 --> 00:02:59,799 Speaker 1: let's just can we go outside. I feel like a 58 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:03,720 Speaker 1: little kids, Remember, let me go outside. I just went outside. 59 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:06,480 Speaker 1: We have anything to do. We just wanted to be outside. 60 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:09,960 Speaker 1: And yeah, well, being selfish me personally, I know, I 61 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,040 Speaker 1: got a chance to see you perform a few times, 62 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:13,720 Speaker 1: and the last time I got to see you was 63 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: that made in America and I literally like ran from 64 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:19,040 Speaker 1: the other stages. I was like, oh, I'm about to 65 00:03:19,040 --> 00:03:21,959 Speaker 1: miss mcgel no, and I ran over there. Your performance 66 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 1: is crazy, so we definitely can't wait for you to 67 00:03:25,320 --> 00:03:27,880 Speaker 1: get back out there. And I feel like nowadays that's 68 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:31,040 Speaker 1: very rare, like there's a few people that can perform, 69 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:33,520 Speaker 1: but you definitely are going to shut it down each 70 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:36,720 Speaker 1: and every time. So it's worth the money. Thank you. 71 00:03:36,880 --> 00:03:40,440 Speaker 1: I didn't have to pay, but it's worth but you 72 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:45,360 Speaker 1: would have. I definitely would have paid. Yes, you know 73 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:55,119 Speaker 1: you let me know perfect right, you guys been good. 74 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:56,960 Speaker 1: I know this. I know this is like we get 75 00:03:57,000 --> 00:03:58,960 Speaker 1: to hang out talk about when I got coming. But 76 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:02,600 Speaker 1: you guys been good to be healthy in a good place. Yeah, 77 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:04,320 Speaker 1: and listen, you don't even know what this show is 78 00:04:04,320 --> 00:04:07,160 Speaker 1: about yet, so don't you worry that we're not gonna 79 00:04:07,440 --> 00:04:09,640 Speaker 1: talk about what you have come in. So let me 80 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:14,600 Speaker 1: ask you this. Yes, we will that sex life change 81 00:04:14,680 --> 00:04:16,840 Speaker 1: during the pandemic, like when you have more time at 82 00:04:16,880 --> 00:04:19,599 Speaker 1: home to focus and do different things and maybe have 83 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:23,120 Speaker 1: like tan Chi sex and not have to be rushing out. Yeah. 84 00:04:23,920 --> 00:04:27,160 Speaker 1: I love that. I love that you asked that. Um, yeah, 85 00:04:27,279 --> 00:04:29,640 Speaker 1: sex life is different not to be too not to 86 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:34,000 Speaker 1: put our personal you know, um adventures out there. But 87 00:04:34,680 --> 00:04:37,920 Speaker 1: the crazy thing is that all of this time has 88 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:42,160 Speaker 1: given so much more space to like, I guess probably 89 00:04:42,200 --> 00:04:46,400 Speaker 1: be like more, to explore more of what we like 90 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:50,360 Speaker 1: outside of sex, and it makes other ship, makes all 91 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:54,920 Speaker 1: of that in there better. It's so dope because it's 92 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:58,000 Speaker 1: I would probably say it's like and I don't want 93 00:04:58,040 --> 00:05:02,839 Speaker 1: to say it's not trust. It's connection is different, you know, 94 00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:05,240 Speaker 1: because and I'm not saying it it was bad. It 95 00:05:05,320 --> 00:05:08,200 Speaker 1: was always great. That's why I married my wife, you know. 96 00:05:08,240 --> 00:05:09,839 Speaker 1: And I think that's why she married me, is because 97 00:05:09,880 --> 00:05:12,680 Speaker 1: we had a strong connection. But even through the crazy, 98 00:05:12,839 --> 00:05:17,120 Speaker 1: my crazy moments and hurt whatever, But what what what 99 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 1: what it's done is in all of the little things 100 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:21,400 Speaker 1: that we do on a day to day and I 101 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:24,400 Speaker 1: get to see how amazing she is and how she 102 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:26,160 Speaker 1: looks out for me and she wants to take care 103 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:28,039 Speaker 1: of me, and ME want to be there to be 104 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:30,279 Speaker 1: her rock and make sure that she's in a good 105 00:05:30,320 --> 00:05:33,200 Speaker 1: place to be great and to thrive. And I want 106 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:35,279 Speaker 1: to connect things for her and make sure that she's 107 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:38,040 Speaker 1: got what she needs to do. What what she's here 108 00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:42,279 Speaker 1: to do? I think that just heightens everything else an adult, 109 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:45,839 Speaker 1: really really special way. So it's a good person, Yeah, 110 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:49,960 Speaker 1: it's and it's real. It's dope. Do you get overprotective 111 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:53,760 Speaker 1: when it comes to certain things with your wife? Overprotective? 112 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:57,680 Speaker 1: I think? I think not my natural and this is 113 00:05:57,720 --> 00:06:01,920 Speaker 1: since we're we're on a it being, you know, enjoying 114 00:06:02,360 --> 00:06:07,640 Speaker 1: conversational flow. My natural tendency as a Scorpio has always 115 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:11,120 Speaker 1: been the lead with life protection, like you know what 116 00:06:11,200 --> 00:06:13,720 Speaker 1: I mean, like to be very and I've been that 117 00:06:13,800 --> 00:06:16,520 Speaker 1: way for sure, and I try my best to um 118 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:21,120 Speaker 1: not lead with that just first and foremost, because I 119 00:06:21,160 --> 00:06:25,320 Speaker 1: actually really do trust trust. You know, it's like she 120 00:06:25,320 --> 00:06:28,080 Speaker 1: she's and I think people can see that, you know, 121 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 1: just in just her how she is in general, find 122 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:36,840 Speaker 1: out about it. It's even more in real life. So yeah, 123 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:41,560 Speaker 1: I wouldn't say protective in an overbearing way anymore. I 124 00:06:41,600 --> 00:06:47,960 Speaker 1: think it could be that I was like, Okay, so 125 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 1: I hate that he's a Scorpio. Come on, man, you 126 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:57,640 Speaker 1: got it. You just gotta evolved, Like that's the thing. 127 00:06:57,720 --> 00:07:02,120 Speaker 1: Every every everybody's got like amazing, amazing qualities. And then 128 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:05,640 Speaker 1: there's some things that just don't really maybe not the best. 129 00:07:05,279 --> 00:07:09,360 Speaker 1: You just gotta elevated a little bit. But we know, yeah, 130 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:12,400 Speaker 1: like sexual people that we know that much about scorpios, 131 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:14,920 Speaker 1: that's a positive thing. Yes, that's the that's the main 132 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:17,320 Speaker 1: thing I think out of all this sign, scorpios are 133 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:20,040 Speaker 1: probably demo sexual. When it comes to the men, I 134 00:07:20,120 --> 00:07:25,760 Speaker 1: think so too. Just experience. I'll cheer to that. I 135 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:30,200 Speaker 1: will happily. Yeah, all right, now, just for the room, 136 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:32,280 Speaker 1: I want to ask you guys, what are some things 137 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 1: that you only do when you're in love? Like maybe 138 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:40,720 Speaker 1: share a tooth? Fresh? Nah? Too far, You're done? Too far? 139 00:07:41,240 --> 00:07:44,880 Speaker 1: You can't. I wouldn't not that, I wouldn't. I think 140 00:07:44,960 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 1: she would be. I've actually asked her that something like 141 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:49,400 Speaker 1: you wouldn't shared my tooth? But she's like, no, that's gross. 142 00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:52,840 Speaker 1: It's kind of gross. That's what you think about my mouth? 143 00:07:52,920 --> 00:07:56,880 Speaker 1: Like that, I'm gonna, oh my god. Nah. And I 144 00:07:56,920 --> 00:07:58,960 Speaker 1: just want to put it out there. I lost regularly 145 00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:02,640 Speaker 1: and brush my teeth. So does does your real teeth? You? 146 00:08:02,800 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: You have nice teeth? These my teeth. I got chips 147 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:09,000 Speaker 1: and everything. All I know is everybody is so perfect. 148 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:10,800 Speaker 1: Now i'd be looking at my teeth like do I 149 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:14,560 Speaker 1: need to get my teeth done just because yeah, I'd 150 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:19,920 Speaker 1: be like, how are people's teeth like curly white? I 151 00:08:19,960 --> 00:08:22,280 Speaker 1: did the mouthwash and everything before we jumped on, just 152 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: to be sure. I was like, hold up and make 153 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:28,840 Speaker 1: sure that doesn't mix with liquor. Yeah it doesn't, especially 154 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:31,520 Speaker 1: when it's my skal They don't really, you know. I 155 00:08:31,560 --> 00:08:35,080 Speaker 1: love that's my new path. Like I literally went to 156 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 1: Mexico a few weeks ago and ever since then, I 157 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:39,640 Speaker 1: have not been able to stop drinking my skal, like 158 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:41,680 Speaker 1: and it's the only thing I want to drink now 159 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:51,000 Speaker 1: besides tequila beside Delian. You know, Miguel, I saw that 160 00:08:51,040 --> 00:08:53,280 Speaker 1: you went to Mexico like a few years ago for 161 00:08:53,320 --> 00:08:56,800 Speaker 1: the first time. Is that true? Yeah? Yeah, first time maybe, 162 00:08:56,880 --> 00:09:00,079 Speaker 1: Like maybe that's like five years ago, I think, do 163 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:04,280 Speaker 1: like a document advice And we got to travel sort 164 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:08,079 Speaker 1: of from where my family originates um in Samoa and 165 00:09:08,160 --> 00:09:12,240 Speaker 1: meets your kan and we went south to there Fit 166 00:09:12,280 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 1: which is the capital Mexico city, and we stopped and 167 00:09:16,600 --> 00:09:21,360 Speaker 1: saw like really beautiful stuff like volcanoes and the Monarch 168 00:09:21,400 --> 00:09:24,560 Speaker 1: Butterfly Reservation, which was a whole experience on the son. 169 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:28,200 Speaker 1: It was. It was really completely changed my um I 170 00:09:28,240 --> 00:09:30,319 Speaker 1: think the depth in which I felt connected and it 171 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,800 Speaker 1: really helped me sort of like be at and I 172 00:09:33,840 --> 00:09:36,760 Speaker 1: don't want to say peace, but just really feel feel 173 00:09:36,760 --> 00:09:41,160 Speaker 1: connected and all the way, like I feel comfortable representing 174 00:09:41,679 --> 00:09:44,480 Speaker 1: all of the things that I am. And I don't 175 00:09:44,480 --> 00:09:46,240 Speaker 1: know if it was just because I met my family 176 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:47,800 Speaker 1: and I just felt like, even though we didn't know 177 00:09:47,840 --> 00:09:49,800 Speaker 1: each other, I felt like I knew them for my 178 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 1: whole life. It just felt so natural. You know, when 179 00:09:52,640 --> 00:09:54,680 Speaker 1: you get around certain people in certain energy, it just 180 00:09:54,800 --> 00:09:57,400 Speaker 1: brings that out of you. And that's how I felt. 181 00:09:57,400 --> 00:10:00,839 Speaker 1: So when I got home, I just felt way more free, 182 00:10:00,920 --> 00:10:05,040 Speaker 1: like I felt solid, more solid, felt like that there too, 183 00:10:05,120 --> 00:10:09,400 Speaker 1: And I'm not even Mexican people make you feel like that, 184 00:10:09,559 --> 00:10:14,640 Speaker 1: you know, nice, Yeah, it's true. I didn't expect it 185 00:10:14,679 --> 00:10:16,600 Speaker 1: to be not that I expected it to be bad, 186 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:18,280 Speaker 1: but like I didn't think it was gonna be as 187 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:20,280 Speaker 1: nice as it was. And they couldn't even get me 188 00:10:20,320 --> 00:10:22,120 Speaker 1: to come home. How long was I going? In? Like 189 00:10:22,160 --> 00:10:24,400 Speaker 1: three weeks? I didn't want to come back. She was 190 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:26,440 Speaker 1: she was there for a minute. I went there actually 191 00:10:26,440 --> 00:10:29,320 Speaker 1: in the beginning of the pandemic, and then after I 192 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:31,680 Speaker 1: went I didn't want to actually doing my show from 193 00:10:31,679 --> 00:10:36,680 Speaker 1: out there for a while to everything is remote now shooting. 194 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:38,720 Speaker 1: I wouldn't. I don't blame you. I was stay out 195 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:42,200 Speaker 1: there where you guys go. Um. I was in m Rivierra, Maya, 196 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:45,240 Speaker 1: and then we went to um what is it called 197 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:50,040 Speaker 1: Peto Morella, morrele list Port morrell list playing the common 198 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:52,920 Speaker 1: and then can coom for a little bit and to 199 00:10:53,040 --> 00:10:55,600 Speaker 1: them of course, because but you see, everybody's in Mexico 200 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:59,000 Speaker 1: right now. Yeah, they're out there in a real way. 201 00:10:59,240 --> 00:11:02,680 Speaker 1: It's like three me right now. You got to be 202 00:11:02,679 --> 00:11:05,160 Speaker 1: careful out there. They said there's a couple of hospitals 203 00:11:05,880 --> 00:11:08,120 Speaker 1: for COVID, which is I hate to bring that up. 204 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:10,880 Speaker 1: I was saying that a couple couldn't get back home 205 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:12,560 Speaker 1: because you know, they're testing to get back to the 206 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:15,760 Speaker 1: United States. So this couple actually has to stay there. 207 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:19,120 Speaker 1: The husband he tested positive, but she tested negative, so 208 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:21,720 Speaker 1: now he had to go somewhere else to quarantine, and 209 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:24,640 Speaker 1: she has to like quarantine also and wait until they 210 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:28,080 Speaker 1: can come back home. I'm good with all the I 211 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:30,200 Speaker 1: can't wait till this whole thing is over. Are you 212 00:11:30,280 --> 00:11:36,320 Speaker 1: considering taking the vaccine? Uh? No, I am going to 213 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:39,920 Speaker 1: wait out as well. I mean just honestly, I'm I'm 214 00:11:40,040 --> 00:11:42,920 Speaker 1: going to wait as long as I can without taking 215 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:47,320 Speaker 1: I mean, um, NASA and I've really we've drawn some 216 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:49,760 Speaker 1: real clear boundaries in terms of like what we what 217 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:52,240 Speaker 1: we're willing to do in terms of visiting and hanging 218 00:11:52,240 --> 00:11:53,640 Speaker 1: out and if we ever have to. And we've been 219 00:11:53,679 --> 00:11:56,880 Speaker 1: working so obviously that comes with the test every you know, 220 00:11:56,960 --> 00:12:00,600 Speaker 1: so often two weeks week, and we're with that. She 221 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:03,800 Speaker 1: wants to get vaccinated and she will probably before I do. 222 00:12:04,200 --> 00:12:07,680 Speaker 1: I just, um, you know, through history. And and here's 223 00:12:07,679 --> 00:12:10,120 Speaker 1: the thing, I've been vaccinated. I as a kid. One 224 00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:12,800 Speaker 1: of the states you get vaccinated early on. We have 225 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:16,720 Speaker 1: so many vaccinations, and I'm healthy, so I get that part. 226 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:21,520 Speaker 1: I'm just I've always been skeptical about anything rolled out 227 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:25,559 Speaker 1: with speed. I don't start and and this is this 228 00:12:25,640 --> 00:12:27,560 Speaker 1: is me. I want to preface this too. Is I 229 00:12:27,600 --> 00:12:31,400 Speaker 1: am a but I am vigilant. I vote even though 230 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 1: I don't believe in the system. You know what I mean. 231 00:12:33,559 --> 00:12:36,480 Speaker 1: I participate when I when I can as a as 232 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:38,880 Speaker 1: a all of my civil duties. I do that because 233 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:42,040 Speaker 1: I think putting your energy and things that you think 234 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:44,679 Speaker 1: are positive or could have a positive effect is important. 235 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:48,440 Speaker 1: So let me press that the real thing is that 236 00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:53,880 Speaker 1: I don't trust people. I love all. I trust you, 237 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:57,840 Speaker 1: that's how I move, and I certainly don't trust our government. 238 00:12:57,840 --> 00:13:00,360 Speaker 1: We're seeing the proliferation of a lot of this decisions 239 00:13:00,400 --> 00:13:02,960 Speaker 1: that may not have been made, and some very much 240 00:13:03,040 --> 00:13:07,160 Speaker 1: made without the interests of humanity and in general. So 241 00:13:08,080 --> 00:13:12,280 Speaker 1: when I think of our history and I see behind 242 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:15,280 Speaker 1: and who has vested interest in the rollout of these 243 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 1: of these vaccines on skeptical you see Johnson and Johnson, 244 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:24,959 Speaker 1: You see these huge pharmaceutical companies that are making all 245 00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:27,480 Speaker 1: this money from it. It's hard, and you're right, the 246 00:13:27,559 --> 00:13:30,440 Speaker 1: history of the vaccines. It's interesting because they're trying to 247 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:33,080 Speaker 1: spend all this money on convincing people that is safe 248 00:13:33,520 --> 00:13:36,080 Speaker 1: to take the vaccine. And people are taking it, Like 249 00:13:36,120 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 1: I know a lot of people who have taken it, 250 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:40,160 Speaker 1: and they're fine and they feel better and they're comfortable. 251 00:13:40,559 --> 00:13:42,960 Speaker 1: But I haven't gotten it yet, and I am a 252 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:45,880 Speaker 1: little nervous about it. I'm away and see I'm away 253 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:48,640 Speaker 1: and see what HAPs What will probably happen is all 254 00:13:48,679 --> 00:13:50,640 Speaker 1: of us are gonna need to get it because there's 255 00:13:50,679 --> 00:13:53,560 Speaker 1: some job that requires it. And I think that they're 256 00:13:53,559 --> 00:13:56,360 Speaker 1: going to enforce that more. They're going to be more 257 00:13:56,360 --> 00:14:00,719 Speaker 1: stringent about it as we go, right, and I'm I'm like, hey, 258 00:14:00,760 --> 00:14:03,880 Speaker 1: that's the reality, you know, this is life. And when 259 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:05,520 Speaker 1: we get to that, when I get to that bridge, 260 00:14:05,559 --> 00:14:07,320 Speaker 1: I'll crossed it and I'll you know, I'll get vaccinated 261 00:14:07,400 --> 00:14:08,959 Speaker 1: if I need to. But as long as I it's 262 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:13,280 Speaker 1: not a requirement they take they normally take in the past. 263 00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:15,719 Speaker 1: You know, it's like a rollout of a vaccine. It's 264 00:14:15,800 --> 00:14:18,640 Speaker 1: like a year of process, or any pharmaceutical it's like 265 00:14:19,040 --> 00:14:22,520 Speaker 1: years of process. This is obviously to meet the demand 266 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 1: and the need. You know, they're definitely trying to get 267 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:28,400 Speaker 1: it done. So I just I just always go in thinking, 268 00:14:28,600 --> 00:14:32,440 Speaker 1: what are the long term repercussions, what's the history, who's 269 00:14:32,480 --> 00:14:35,240 Speaker 1: got a vested interests? What if not says no sex 270 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:41,080 Speaker 1: until you get vaccinated. I'm getting vaccinated. Yesterday I posted this. 271 00:14:41,720 --> 00:14:44,880 Speaker 1: I posted this this is me on my story yesterday. 272 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:46,880 Speaker 1: I saw it was like after after she hits the 273 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 1: blunt you've seen daggering in like Jamaican daggering really like 274 00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:57,480 Speaker 1: literally like in the air, when the girls got her 275 00:14:57,560 --> 00:14:59,880 Speaker 1: legs all the way wide open, like after he hits 276 00:14:59,880 --> 00:15:03,480 Speaker 1: the blunt, I'm like, that's me something so getting in 277 00:15:03,520 --> 00:15:06,640 Speaker 1: the way of that. I'm getting vaccinated, trust and believe it. 278 00:15:06,880 --> 00:15:09,760 Speaker 1: But I heard the cat in the background. So I 279 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:12,880 Speaker 1: have to ask you since we talked about sex, and 280 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:15,320 Speaker 1: that's all we talk about most of the time. So 281 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:18,800 Speaker 1: what happens with the pets, with your cat or whatever 282 00:15:18,880 --> 00:15:20,800 Speaker 1: when y'all do have sex. Does the cat have to 283 00:15:20,840 --> 00:15:22,960 Speaker 1: go up? Or did the cat be on the bed 284 00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:25,240 Speaker 1: trying to watch? Or like, how did the door you 285 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:28,960 Speaker 1: gotta lock the cat outside the door? Let me tell you, 286 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:32,400 Speaker 1: every time it's about to go down, it's like why, 287 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:35,560 Speaker 1: it's like they feel it. They're not even in the room. 288 00:15:35,720 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 1: They're nowhere in the house. And that is a nice 289 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:43,240 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like their space spread out here, Okay, 290 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:46,920 Speaker 1: they'll be in a whole other place. And for whatever reason, 291 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:53,280 Speaker 1: they have like a sense about to get spicy. Things 292 00:15:53,280 --> 00:15:57,760 Speaker 1: are about to get spicy, and inevitably one comes up, 293 00:15:57,840 --> 00:16:01,080 Speaker 1: creep stuff comes on the bed. And the funny thing 294 00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:03,600 Speaker 1: is that the two of them gravitated either one of us. 295 00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:08,120 Speaker 1: So the like our cat, vanity the girl, she'll jump 296 00:16:08,120 --> 00:16:10,440 Speaker 1: on my side of the bed and she's like like 297 00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:13,040 Speaker 1: like it was like moving up on my head and 298 00:16:13,120 --> 00:16:21,040 Speaker 1: I'm like, create Bedn't that's not the only cat that 299 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:29,320 Speaker 1: wants attention. It's Vanity named after Vanity six, like you know, definitely, yeah, 300 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:34,040 Speaker 1: it was like she's Vanity, Yeah, Vanity six. Damn, that's 301 00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:36,040 Speaker 1: theff that was my song right there? What was the 302 00:16:36,160 --> 00:16:39,800 Speaker 1: song again? Nasty Girl? Oh, Nasty Girl? Oh my god? 303 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:42,960 Speaker 1: Uh so many that whole album, their first, their their 304 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: only album, kills sex Shooter. What's the one makeup that? 305 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:54,240 Speaker 1: That was Apollonia? Yeah, you're raping. I make it together too, 306 00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:56,840 Speaker 1: because this isn't it the same person? Or like now 307 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,640 Speaker 1: to see I'm a little younger too, So I think 308 00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:06,520 Speaker 1: peper Range of Vanity was in um Bruce Lee right, 309 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:13,560 Speaker 1: um right, okay, Dragon damn. They have a striking resemblance 310 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:19,000 Speaker 1: resemble a little bit. No, Well, then maybe I'm thinking wrong. 311 00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:23,520 Speaker 1: They're both exotic but very different. Okay, maybe that's what 312 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:27,040 Speaker 1: it is, exotic looking beautiful women. All right. Now, Now 313 00:17:27,119 --> 00:17:29,040 Speaker 1: let's let's go back to the some of the things 314 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:31,000 Speaker 1: that you do when you're in love, and only when 315 00:17:31,040 --> 00:17:33,320 Speaker 1: you're in love, I said, sharing toothbrushes, what's something that 316 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:37,479 Speaker 1: you do only if you love somebody. Things you do 317 00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:40,680 Speaker 1: only when you love someone. We've all heard give them 318 00:17:40,720 --> 00:17:44,639 Speaker 1: the last piece. But honestly, I love my food and 319 00:17:45,600 --> 00:17:49,040 Speaker 1: that's my chicken. I'll tell you I hate have you 320 00:17:49,040 --> 00:17:52,480 Speaker 1: guys ever had um? This is? This is so retarded 321 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:55,800 Speaker 1: that I'm sharing this now. We went in out. So 322 00:17:55,880 --> 00:18:00,359 Speaker 1: for whatever reason, I love these meatless chicken the butt 323 00:18:00,359 --> 00:18:05,520 Speaker 1: burgers and type thing beyond beyond meat beyond and all 324 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:08,679 Speaker 1: of that. Yeah, but it's the barbecue flavor joint. And 325 00:18:08,720 --> 00:18:11,560 Speaker 1: if they're like little chicken nuggets for whatever reason, if 326 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:14,080 Speaker 1: I just want to snack, like I just toss them 327 00:18:14,119 --> 00:18:19,200 Speaker 1: in the like air whatever. Everybody wants one, and you've 328 00:18:19,240 --> 00:18:21,439 Speaker 1: got one of those things now. So I put it 329 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:25,800 Speaker 1: in at days like fourteen minutes and it's fire every time. Right. 330 00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:30,040 Speaker 1: So I was, this is like I've been in the studio. 331 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:33,080 Speaker 1: I was I needed to eat some food. There was 332 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:36,760 Speaker 1: only three left, right, And I saw her just sitting 333 00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:38,639 Speaker 1: there and she was like, I'm kind of hungry, and 334 00:18:38,640 --> 00:18:43,439 Speaker 1: I was like, damn, you're like one too. Three you know, 335 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:50,520 Speaker 1: you know the meme the last one, Like you want this, 336 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:52,840 Speaker 1: you can have it. It's the only there's no more left, 337 00:18:52,880 --> 00:18:55,680 Speaker 1: you know, now, no more left is like it's gotta 338 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:59,280 Speaker 1: be no more left, Like I can't order anymore. If 339 00:18:59,359 --> 00:19:02,160 Speaker 1: you're not is where it just you could easily get them. 340 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:05,680 Speaker 1: I knew. I know. I remind myself in situations like that, 341 00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:12,200 Speaker 1: trying to think, uh oh, when you know, when you're 342 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:15,440 Speaker 1: stubborn about something, but she's right, and then you said, yes, 343 00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:18,719 Speaker 1: you're right. Yeah, I'm actually not. I don't. I'm not. 344 00:19:19,160 --> 00:19:21,400 Speaker 1: I'm sort of the kind of person. I'm very much 345 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:24,960 Speaker 1: the kind of person where even if the person saying 346 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:27,760 Speaker 1: it is wrong in how they are, if what they're 347 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:30,680 Speaker 1: saying is right, I can still acknowledge that what they're 348 00:19:30,720 --> 00:19:33,879 Speaker 1: saying is right even you know what I'm saying. Like 349 00:19:34,040 --> 00:19:35,920 Speaker 1: those people would be like, you can't say ship because 350 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:39,080 Speaker 1: look at your life. You know. I'm I'm just I 351 00:19:39,119 --> 00:19:41,320 Speaker 1: believe like if you say something and it's real and 352 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:43,440 Speaker 1: it's it's just real, it's real. The truth is the truth. 353 00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:45,919 Speaker 1: You know. You know, I know I love somebody. If 354 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:50,600 Speaker 1: I rub your feet, I hate feet, And if you 355 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:53,560 Speaker 1: can't convince me to like give you a little foot rub, 356 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:55,880 Speaker 1: get some lotion and do all of that, then I'm 357 00:19:55,920 --> 00:20:02,640 Speaker 1: like Okay, that's my boot and do it? Did that? Yeah? Right? 358 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:05,000 Speaker 1: Exactly when was the last pop up you gave me? 359 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:10,560 Speaker 1: Not my man? I wrapped his feet? Look at you? Yeah, 360 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:13,680 Speaker 1: his feet, his feet are in jacked up. If his 361 00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:15,399 Speaker 1: speed with jack tap, I don't think I could do 362 00:20:15,440 --> 00:20:17,760 Speaker 1: it where they jacked up before you love him? And 363 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:21,639 Speaker 1: then all of the lotion rubbing you. You gotta be 364 00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:24,600 Speaker 1: you gotta come like that. Have you ever dated somebody 365 00:20:24,600 --> 00:20:29,280 Speaker 1: with bad feet? Nah? No, I got a nice feet. 366 00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:31,159 Speaker 1: So if I got nice fee, you gotta have a 367 00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:33,399 Speaker 1: nice feet. We gotta get to we gotta get to 368 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:38,240 Speaker 1: our only fans just a foot one, oh my god, 369 00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:44,040 Speaker 1: only your only feet. If before you got married, like 370 00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:47,040 Speaker 1: before you were dating anything, somebody reached out to you 371 00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:49,120 Speaker 1: that you might have been talking to him, was like, hey, 372 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:51,399 Speaker 1: just let me a picture of your feet. What it has? 373 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:56,920 Speaker 1: Nas wouldn't have it? Know? Like before? I mean like yeah, 374 00:20:57,240 --> 00:20:59,840 Speaker 1: way before what matter? If you did? What if you did? 375 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 1: Tell the feet album? I like that. I love that. 376 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:11,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna drink to that. Actually, let's go. And there's 377 00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:13,439 Speaker 1: plenty of people out there who love feet. You know, 378 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:19,239 Speaker 1: they'd be like, did you send me a picture? If 379 00:21:19,240 --> 00:21:21,520 Speaker 1: they got roly poly porn? You know what that is? 380 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:27,000 Speaker 1: Ro I can it sounds like somebody fast. It sounds 381 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:30,480 Speaker 1: like that Thomas promised. Sometimes me and my boys we 382 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 1: just we just send the most random porn type type 383 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:37,960 Speaker 1: stuff like you be on that. Don't you like to 384 00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:41,000 Speaker 1: watch that? So just look up roly poly porn. I'm 385 00:21:41,720 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 1: yeah you are, think like for me when it kimes 386 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:47,600 Speaker 1: up up, I don't know if that even really will? 387 00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:49,920 Speaker 1: Did you just make that up? And she's really good? Wait? 388 00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:57,640 Speaker 1: The first about is a roly poly as fucking girls? 389 00:21:58,359 --> 00:22:04,160 Speaker 1: What is it? What? What ass fucking girls? And don't 390 00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:06,119 Speaker 1: get it? So what are they doing in this porn? 391 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 1: Like? I I never understand this one. It says she comes 392 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:12,040 Speaker 1: but continues to suck my dick while my wife licks 393 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:16,240 Speaker 1: her pussy. That sounds like a threesome and just all right, 394 00:22:16,280 --> 00:22:18,840 Speaker 1: a couple of guys with a couple of guys from 395 00:22:18,840 --> 00:22:21,080 Speaker 1: the ghetto have a good time with roly poly woman 396 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:24,840 Speaker 1: with unshaped pussy. Let me say something about porn part 397 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:29,719 Speaker 1: is very politically incorrect. A weird turn it did, But 398 00:22:30,280 --> 00:22:35,439 Speaker 1: let's be right here. I like this basis like they 399 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 1: feel like ghetto porn, like black guys like it's so 400 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,919 Speaker 1: politically incorrect, Like when the Me Too movement comes to 401 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:46,720 Speaker 1: porn and be like the and it said white woman 402 00:22:47,240 --> 00:22:53,960 Speaker 1: you like Karen and they they throw all of the 403 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:56,280 Speaker 1: PC stuff out the window. You know why, because it's 404 00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:58,320 Speaker 1: just everyone trying to get to the point of whatever. 405 00:22:58,359 --> 00:23:02,520 Speaker 1: It gets them all so right, they'd have a slavery 406 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:07,399 Speaker 1: porn like you cannot do that, and I wouldn't they 407 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:10,119 Speaker 1: have black faceboord. Actually that's the real thing. And actually 408 00:23:10,119 --> 00:23:13,440 Speaker 1: that's not that's not cool. Slavery porn is that's sucked up. Yeah, 409 00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:15,560 Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying, Like, how are they able to 410 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,920 Speaker 1: do this? Look, oh my god, they have black face 411 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:21,640 Speaker 1: porn videos. Why did you even look that up? Weird though, 412 00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:24,440 Speaker 1: because we just started talking about it. Okay, no, it's 413 00:23:24,480 --> 00:23:26,920 Speaker 1: not for real. I was about to say, because now 414 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:29,080 Speaker 1: you know what's gonna happen. That's gonna be party an 415 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:33,920 Speaker 1: algorithm and like, as you're scrolling you care, you're gonna 416 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:37,240 Speaker 1: see black face poring all day on Twitter and it's 417 00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:40,080 Speaker 1: not really, there's not really black face porn. What happens 418 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,920 Speaker 1: is it's the black porn videos. And then it would 419 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:44,800 Speaker 1: be like, come on her face, so they put it 420 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:47,159 Speaker 1: together like you know, oh, I could get jiggy with 421 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:51,680 Speaker 1: that ship. That's a little better to me. She was like, oh, 422 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:58,399 Speaker 1: that's yeah. You see like e eight dudes fucking a 423 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 1: white bitch like eight niggas, you know what I mean. 424 00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:06,360 Speaker 1: That's what you see on black like train the trains. 425 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:10,040 Speaker 1: That's how they shove like two up one hole. I'll 426 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:14,320 Speaker 1: watch that like the graphic right now. Yeah, I like that, 427 00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:16,560 Speaker 1: Like I like to watch that kind of stuff because 428 00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:19,359 Speaker 1: I'm like, amaze. I'd be like this, how the fund 429 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:21,640 Speaker 1: did she get two of them up there? I can't 430 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:27,720 Speaker 1: even get one fairly? So it's porn. Do you watch 431 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:30,159 Speaker 1: porn to see things that you wouldn't do? Or do 432 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:33,040 Speaker 1: you watch porn to imagine yourself in the position of 433 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,040 Speaker 1: the people in the porn. The funny thing is we 434 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:38,240 Speaker 1: were we were just having this conversation about porn and 435 00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:41,560 Speaker 1: how it will probably be And I know this doesn't 436 00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,680 Speaker 1: answer your question, but we were just having this conversation. 437 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:48,159 Speaker 1: En Um, it's the Scott excuse me train of thought. Um. Now, 438 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:50,120 Speaker 1: as that I were talking about porn last night and 439 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:52,679 Speaker 1: we're like, it's probably not even gonna exist in the 440 00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:57,720 Speaker 1: next five years at least, like professionally produced porn. It's 441 00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:01,240 Speaker 1: gonna be like professionally produced music. So you're gonna be 442 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:06,560 Speaker 1: like streaming porn. It's already streaming people like porn that's 443 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:10,399 Speaker 1: not professionally produced. Yeah, because it feels more really doesn't 444 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,520 Speaker 1: feel like it's staged, you know what. It's like, Oh, 445 00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:15,159 Speaker 1: it's real couples, or it's a real person, or the 446 00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:17,160 Speaker 1: fact that you can talk to them. Whatever. We're having 447 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:18,679 Speaker 1: a whole debate based on. This is the kind of 448 00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:21,560 Speaker 1: stuff that is so good. It is because we just 449 00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:25,640 Speaker 1: we just debate, Randosh, you know, why are we talking 450 00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:27,600 Speaker 1: about if porn is going to be viable in the 451 00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:30,360 Speaker 1: next two or three years? But I think it makes sense. 452 00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:32,639 Speaker 1: I do. I Like, I'm gonna tell you why I 453 00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:36,320 Speaker 1: like the professional one, And it's because when you're when 454 00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:39,159 Speaker 1: you do like the home ones or like when the 455 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:41,359 Speaker 1: homeboy ones or whatever you want to call them, when 456 00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:44,560 Speaker 1: your homeboys hold them the camera, it's the angles ain't 457 00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:46,280 Speaker 1: all the way there. So I'm gonna be mad to 458 00:25:46,359 --> 00:25:48,160 Speaker 1: tell if I got to see the inside of your thigh, 459 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,640 Speaker 1: like no, I want to see the hole and it's 460 00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:53,399 Speaker 1: going straight in, Like I don't I hate when like 461 00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,920 Speaker 1: they really look like they're getting it in and then 462 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:58,399 Speaker 1: like the cameras at the fucking wall, like what am 463 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,159 Speaker 1: I gonna do there? Or like it'll go up to 464 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:03,400 Speaker 1: the titty and I'm like, no, keep it on the pussy. 465 00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:08,240 Speaker 1: You're like, I can't see anything. Yeah, So I think 466 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:10,399 Speaker 1: it would have to be it's just those angles that 467 00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,960 Speaker 1: they really know how to get with that lighting that's 468 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:17,200 Speaker 1: just in there and you can see everything, like cameras, Yeah, 469 00:26:17,480 --> 00:26:20,040 Speaker 1: like you can't do that with an iPhone. And that's 470 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:24,360 Speaker 1: the that's sort of the the whole art behind all 471 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,240 Speaker 1: of it. You know. It's like wait a second, Like 472 00:26:27,119 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't understand that it's these little 473 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:33,040 Speaker 1: choices that make you feel it are really like really 474 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:37,679 Speaker 1: be into it, where like either turns you want music, porn, 475 00:26:38,560 --> 00:26:41,800 Speaker 1: your favorite product, whatever, it's the little choices that add 476 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:44,760 Speaker 1: up to why you really love it. And that's where 477 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:47,920 Speaker 1: people I think in general, like we all have these 478 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,480 Speaker 1: little choices that we make on a day to day 479 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:54,720 Speaker 1: even like how we think that change how we appreciate life. 480 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:58,800 Speaker 1: And to just sort of shifted the conversation, that's my 481 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:02,200 Speaker 1: whole thing in my life, Like that's where our Dealers 482 00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:03,920 Speaker 1: she came from, which is I think a big reason 483 00:27:03,920 --> 00:27:06,399 Speaker 1: why we even met, you know, I think that's a 484 00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:08,400 Speaker 1: big part. I was living in New York. That's how 485 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:11,960 Speaker 1: we came to be on you know, in interviews and 486 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,680 Speaker 1: so on and so forth with you Angela, Like I 487 00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:17,960 Speaker 1: wasn't really on radio with you like that before that. 488 00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:20,680 Speaker 1: It was after our Dealers Chic. It was that time 489 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:22,399 Speaker 1: we did like a couple of interviews, but it wasn't 490 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,120 Speaker 1: as we went as like, you know, in depth as 491 00:27:26,119 --> 00:27:27,800 Speaker 1: it was after our Dealer Chic. And that was the 492 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,880 Speaker 1: whole That was the whole perspective. It's like curating all 493 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,080 Speaker 1: the choices that we make every day. You think before 494 00:27:34,119 --> 00:27:37,240 Speaker 1: that you were doing things that we're more like I'm 495 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:40,040 Speaker 1: trying to be marketable and put this out there like 496 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:42,280 Speaker 1: this and I'm listening to other people. But then with 497 00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:44,840 Speaker 1: our Dealers Chic, it was more like this is really 498 00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:48,280 Speaker 1: like the music I want to make, not trying. I 499 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:53,800 Speaker 1: think it's just a different objective. The objective change and 500 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:56,080 Speaker 1: that's life, Like that's life, as we know, like life 501 00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:58,359 Speaker 1: change start to you start to go like okay, I 502 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,840 Speaker 1: don't really need ABC. Maybe I like the idea of 503 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,960 Speaker 1: what I thought it was gonna make me feel. But 504 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:06,719 Speaker 1: what I really want is you know, this, this and 505 00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:11,000 Speaker 1: this and as we go, like you know, as you 506 00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:15,600 Speaker 1: know I'm married now, um My, I lost my grandparents 507 00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:17,880 Speaker 1: in the last couple of years. That change those those 508 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:20,760 Speaker 1: two things change the way that you look at like 509 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,239 Speaker 1: what's important the last year all of us looking at 510 00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:26,800 Speaker 1: the life like wait, what's really going on? Like I 511 00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:29,439 Speaker 1: can't go see everyone I love or I can't be 512 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:32,080 Speaker 1: everywhere I think I want to be. What's gonna add 513 00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:34,120 Speaker 1: the most value? Who do I really want to keep 514 00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:36,600 Speaker 1: in contact with? What I want to spend my time doing? 515 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:39,080 Speaker 1: Do I really love this person I'm sharing this house with? 516 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,120 Speaker 1: Like all of this stuff is like it's like curation 517 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,520 Speaker 1: of our choices. You know, it comes down to like 518 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,200 Speaker 1: our priorities and to answer your question, like it was 519 00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:51,360 Speaker 1: just the priorities were shifting and I was starting to go, damn, 520 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:53,000 Speaker 1: like what do I really care about? Like I got 521 00:28:53,040 --> 00:28:55,840 Speaker 1: this platform and there's people that are willing to give 522 00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:57,760 Speaker 1: me their time and your energy and listen to me. 523 00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 1: What do I want to use that for? And Uh, 524 00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:03,160 Speaker 1: that's that's pretty much the That's what changed it you know, 525 00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:07,479 Speaker 1: you've always had control of your music and your career, 526 00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:10,760 Speaker 1: but I do feel like nowadays it's so much more 527 00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,760 Speaker 1: gimmicks that need to be out there, like, for instance, 528 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,200 Speaker 1: something that we're seeing right now. It's like the little 529 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:18,760 Speaker 1: nas X thing, and he is a talented person. We 530 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,640 Speaker 1: all know that, but then you see things like going 531 00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:24,840 Speaker 1: over the top. Do you ever feel those pressures anymore 532 00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:27,600 Speaker 1: of having to like think of things that are over 533 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,240 Speaker 1: the top just to create or to promote, I mean, 534 00:29:30,480 --> 00:29:34,120 Speaker 1: to promote your music further, because it's already amazing, but 535 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:36,880 Speaker 1: with the pressures of today and what everybody else is 536 00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:41,680 Speaker 1: is doing just to be seen, that's a great question, um. 537 00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:45,440 Speaker 1: And at the very end of it, it always gonna 538 00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:49,160 Speaker 1: come down to, like what's the priority, how far anyone 539 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:53,400 Speaker 1: will go to realize whatever they think they want. It's 540 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:56,320 Speaker 1: very much gonna come down to what is the priority. 541 00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:59,920 Speaker 1: If the priority is to be seen, if the priority 542 00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:05,120 Speaker 1: is to cause conversation, whatever the priority, then the decisions 543 00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:09,040 Speaker 1: are going to reflect that, you know, so I think, 544 00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:12,320 Speaker 1: And then I would also say that decisions that are 545 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:18,280 Speaker 1: made to grab a lot of people's attention to create 546 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,080 Speaker 1: conversation on a cultural level that requires a lot of 547 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:24,600 Speaker 1: You gotta have big balls to do that, especially if 548 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:28,320 Speaker 1: it's if it's like I'm gonna put time, energy resource 549 00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:31,240 Speaker 1: behind it. To do that, it takes big gas balls. 550 00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:34,440 Speaker 1: You gotta you gotta really have you ever gotta be 551 00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:38,760 Speaker 1: stupid or you gotta really be smart. You know, either way, 552 00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:44,080 Speaker 1: it takes big balls. You know. So without commenting on 553 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:47,440 Speaker 1: a specific person, because I think anyone who has a platform, 554 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:50,760 Speaker 1: they no one can fathom what it takes to put 555 00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:55,680 Speaker 1: yourself on the line creatively, regardless whether if anyone thinks 556 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:58,600 Speaker 1: that ship or if it's great whatever, it takes a lot. 557 00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:02,719 Speaker 1: So ever, Man, there's things that I've said in the 558 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:06,800 Speaker 1: past that don't reflect that belief. But I know it 559 00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:10,520 Speaker 1: so deeply and I can look at it and go, Man, 560 00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:13,040 Speaker 1: let me remind people like anyone you see out here 561 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:16,040 Speaker 1: doing anything, they had the fucking balls to do it, 562 00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:20,760 Speaker 1: right saying that's larry'a. Do you like big gass balls 563 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:34,600 Speaker 1: me balls to look like balls? You know why too? 564 00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:38,280 Speaker 1: Because the movie Bad Trip. Oh my god, did you 565 00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:44,040 Speaker 1: see that movie? Mccawny. I love it, big shout out 566 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 1: to everyone that's a part of that film. First and foremost, 567 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:49,800 Speaker 1: I love the actors comedians that are in the film, 568 00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:53,080 Speaker 1: and I thought it was genius that they like they 569 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:56,560 Speaker 1: did these scenes in public situations where the public didn't 570 00:31:56,600 --> 00:31:59,280 Speaker 1: know right and they used it. I thought it was 571 00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:01,200 Speaker 1: just I was like, this is genius. I was like, 572 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,960 Speaker 1: these people acting or is it like yeah, that's act 573 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:07,840 Speaker 1: a little that. Yeah. But for the first couple of scenes, 574 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,440 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, wait, what's going on? I was confused, 575 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:15,320 Speaker 1: real like is this CCTV? What's going on? But after 576 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:17,160 Speaker 1: after I got it, I was like, oh, this is genius. 577 00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:19,000 Speaker 1: It was the smoothie place for me. I was like, 578 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:25,280 Speaker 1: how are these people really drinking these you know, just 579 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:30,720 Speaker 1: to be in line and to see someone cut so over, Bro, 580 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:35,760 Speaker 1: I've been here waiting to get have you. Have you 581 00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:37,960 Speaker 1: ever felt like you were on the show like this 582 00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:41,080 Speaker 1: gotta be like boiling point or I'm getting punked or something. 583 00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,720 Speaker 1: I got punked, and I had a feeling. I had 584 00:32:44,760 --> 00:32:50,400 Speaker 1: a feeling this is not right. I think it was 585 00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,280 Speaker 1: like she got a phone call, like a like a 586 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:58,000 Speaker 1: pocket dial, and supposedly her guy was like having sex 587 00:32:58,040 --> 00:33:00,120 Speaker 1: with their neighbor or like her friend or something like this, 588 00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:01,920 Speaker 1: and and we were in the car. She's supposed to 589 00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,640 Speaker 1: be our driver. So she's driving and she's like, will 590 00:33:04,680 --> 00:33:06,720 Speaker 1: you hold on? I just I live right over here. 591 00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:08,720 Speaker 1: Can we just make I'll be I promised someone take 592 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,840 Speaker 1: too long. I was like, this is she tried to 593 00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:16,000 Speaker 1: pull up on him while he was she was so, 594 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:18,520 Speaker 1: you're so nice too. I was like, he's just being 595 00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,920 Speaker 1: really nice about it, and like, because that is something 596 00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,200 Speaker 1: that like you would understand in real life, like okay, 597 00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:28,160 Speaker 1: let's ride out, trust I was. I was definitely processing 598 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:31,120 Speaker 1: and being like I don't want to say too much 599 00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:34,560 Speaker 1: on a guy code front, and then on the other side, 600 00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:36,640 Speaker 1: I don't really know what's going on, so let me 601 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:40,360 Speaker 1: just try and be is you know, have you ever 602 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,719 Speaker 1: had a home boy that got into a situation like 603 00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:44,520 Speaker 1: that and he tried to call you to like kind 604 00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:49,040 Speaker 1: of come with him. Oh yeah, definitely for real and 605 00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:52,480 Speaker 1: like that's his girl. Oh. I mean, I've been in 606 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:55,680 Speaker 1: situations where it's like we're gonna go, we're gonna go catch, 607 00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:58,800 Speaker 1: we're gonna go see this is this is really what's 608 00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:05,480 Speaker 1: going on? Man? And when did it gain? Did it again? Ugly? 609 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:12,239 Speaker 1: Or did you have to he was wrong? So yeah, 610 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:15,080 Speaker 1: get found out though he was it was like a 611 00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:17,040 Speaker 1: steak out. You know, it's like we're about to go 612 00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:20,160 Speaker 1: find I got feel and you have to be there 613 00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:22,880 Speaker 1: for you know, so you want to show up. And 614 00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:25,480 Speaker 1: so we went and we went to wherever he thought 615 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:29,799 Speaker 1: she was at. It wasn't like that. Hezy. He was like, 616 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:34,440 Speaker 1: I'm but y'all drinking? Were y'all drinking beforehand? No? I 617 00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:37,279 Speaker 1: was already on his heart, he had already, you know 618 00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:39,959 Speaker 1: I did. I definitely popped up at my ex's house 619 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:42,160 Speaker 1: while I was drunk, because I was I was, I 620 00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:44,399 Speaker 1: was drunk, and I used to always just be like, 621 00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:46,440 Speaker 1: where are you at? And he would be on some 622 00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:48,239 Speaker 1: shavy ship, but I would never go. But this time 623 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:51,120 Speaker 1: I was a little drunk and I say, I'm rolling 624 00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 1: up quite him because you know what it was, It 625 00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:57,719 Speaker 1: was that he was used to me lying and saying 626 00:34:57,760 --> 00:34:59,880 Speaker 1: I was gonna pull up and I never did. So 627 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,640 Speaker 1: I was just faking it again, and I really showed 628 00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:06,360 Speaker 1: up this time. M where I was with nas. That 629 00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:09,319 Speaker 1: was I was seeing I was seeing someone and that 630 00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:13,080 Speaker 1: I was working with And it wasn't like it was exclusive, 631 00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:17,120 Speaker 1: but it was supposed to be honest. That's where that's 632 00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:22,120 Speaker 1: where it gets really twisted. And this is only scorpios 633 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:28,200 Speaker 1: have problems, because I have no problem being absolutely honest 634 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:31,880 Speaker 1: with you. If the conversation is that we are seeing, 635 00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:35,040 Speaker 1: we're dealing with each other, but it's not exclusive. I'm 636 00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:38,799 Speaker 1: going to keep it a hundred with you. And I 637 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:41,279 Speaker 1: like that. I would I would prefer that I can 638 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,800 Speaker 1: be that transparent and we could be cool. That's great. 639 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:48,920 Speaker 1: So this was the this was the idea, but it 640 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,960 Speaker 1: wasn't being carried out. And and mind you, we're in 641 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:55,359 Speaker 1: a whole other city on work and I'm staying we're 642 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:57,680 Speaker 1: not in the same hotel room, but we're in the 643 00:35:57,719 --> 00:36:02,720 Speaker 1: same hotel. Sloppy, sloppy, and she got you have someone else? 644 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:07,640 Speaker 1: And I go up to her room and she's not answering. 645 00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:11,439 Speaker 1: I know she's there, so I start kicking on the door. 646 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:14,920 Speaker 1: I'm kicking on the door. Finally other dude comes to 647 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:16,960 Speaker 1: the door, and I'm like, and listen, this is this 648 00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:20,320 Speaker 1: is me, that angela. You see me in all my 649 00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:24,719 Speaker 1: my this is all my versions, right, it doesn't matter. 650 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:28,440 Speaker 1: I'm like I I for whatever reason, Scorpio kicks in 651 00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:32,400 Speaker 1: and I'm I think I'm six ft tall. I'm kicking 652 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:35,680 Speaker 1: on the door I'm on the door. This dude opens 653 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:37,040 Speaker 1: the door like, what the funk am? I? Who the 654 00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:40,319 Speaker 1: funk are you? And I started, I pushed him out 655 00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:43,319 Speaker 1: the way. I go into the room and she's and 656 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:47,960 Speaker 1: she's like half naked. You half naked. I'm like, I 657 00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:55,719 Speaker 1: knew you were bullshit? How you didn't say that? And 658 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:59,960 Speaker 1: then he's saying brods and you can listen. That's on principle. 659 00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:02,000 Speaker 1: If I can't trust you to be honest with me 660 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:05,200 Speaker 1: and we're intimate, how can I trust you in business? 661 00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:10,560 Speaker 1: Then she lost her job and her disappointment. God damn. Really, 662 00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:13,200 Speaker 1: that's why you can't really fox somebody you work with. Though, 663 00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:17,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest, like, it gets very messy. We've 664 00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:20,360 Speaker 1: seen it happen time and time again, you know, and 665 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,520 Speaker 1: it a lot of times it does not end well. 666 00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:26,360 Speaker 1: Somebody manages somebody. We've seen it happen a million times. 667 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:30,680 Speaker 1: That's again, that's that's priorities. I think at the end 668 00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:34,400 Speaker 1: of the day, like if we can like clean and 669 00:37:34,719 --> 00:37:37,960 Speaker 1: I think, like when when you get this part, I'm 670 00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:39,840 Speaker 1: still getting this, so don't. I'm not saying this in 671 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,200 Speaker 1: terms of like I know better. I'm just saying from 672 00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:47,000 Speaker 1: my experience, the more clear I can be about what's 673 00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:52,320 Speaker 1: really happening and honest, the cleaner everything is and clarity, 674 00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:56,480 Speaker 1: cleanliness and my energy and my intention like all that. 675 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:00,920 Speaker 1: It always like it turns into something, you know, it's 676 00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,759 Speaker 1: like all that stuff, so like keeping it keeping it 677 00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:07,920 Speaker 1: all clean in the beginning. It just helps ensure that 678 00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:12,120 Speaker 1: it's always gonna be clean. And I don't no static, 679 00:38:12,239 --> 00:38:14,520 Speaker 1: I'm good. I don't. I don't want the bullshit. I 680 00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:17,560 Speaker 1: don't want to do with chaos like we did all 681 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:19,680 Speaker 1: of that. Like have you ever been a Have you 682 00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,080 Speaker 1: ever been a side piece? I just told you appear 683 00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:27,640 Speaker 1: that because you know, but I mean, have you ever 684 00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:33,560 Speaker 1: knowingly been like somebody's side piece? No, I'm never. I never. 685 00:38:33,760 --> 00:38:36,320 Speaker 1: I guess I think probably because again this is the 686 00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:39,560 Speaker 1: Scorpio vibe. Maybe I just always was like I deserve 687 00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:44,080 Speaker 1: to be no matter. Oh no, you know, unless unless 688 00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:46,319 Speaker 1: it's there's no number, you know what I mean. It's 689 00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:54,680 Speaker 1: like unless it's like we are no number basis. Yeah, whatever, 690 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:58,160 Speaker 1: But you need to put my captions on because I 691 00:38:58,200 --> 00:39:03,120 Speaker 1: don't know what thing you have to get Larrial shut 692 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:09,759 Speaker 1: up in mind your business speak Chinese. My dad he 693 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:14,880 Speaker 1: didn't teach me, So that's fun that sometimes they avoided 694 00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:17,840 Speaker 1: that though. That's sometimes to make sure that you you 695 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:21,600 Speaker 1: got the other parts right. You know. Well, obviously I 696 00:39:21,680 --> 00:39:23,920 Speaker 1: was gonna learn English because I'm in America, so he 697 00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,200 Speaker 1: could have talked, Yeah, let's tell my dad. My dad 698 00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:29,440 Speaker 1: is Chinese and I never learned Chinese. All I can 699 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:30,880 Speaker 1: say it's happy New Year, so I could get my 700 00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:33,160 Speaker 1: red envelopes the money, and I can say that too, 701 00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:35,120 Speaker 1: So that don't even count. And I ain't trying to 702 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:45,520 Speaker 1: say it just passed though. Did it pass more recently? Yeah? Yeah, 703 00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:51,480 Speaker 1: it's like they give you money, it's lucky numbers and 704 00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:54,680 Speaker 1: a red envelope. Did you really get in in a 705 00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:57,840 Speaker 1: few years China's I mean China's in terms of like 706 00:39:58,080 --> 00:40:00,920 Speaker 1: their steak in the world economy is massive, So you 707 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,719 Speaker 1: already gotta you gotta head start, you gotta lean into that. 708 00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:12,160 Speaker 1: Ali Baba baby the next in Chinese. Before you got married, right, 709 00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:15,480 Speaker 1: you were together for fifteen years. So during that time, 710 00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 1: were you guys monogamous during that whole time or how 711 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,120 Speaker 1: did that work? Like? Who you know, that's a lot 712 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:23,160 Speaker 1: of time that was very very I'll tell you that's 713 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:26,400 Speaker 1: a on an honest tip. That was not my most 714 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:32,319 Speaker 1: shining moment before before you know, it was a lot 715 00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:36,080 Speaker 1: of my ideals of what came with this and what 716 00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:40,279 Speaker 1: that meant in terms of a lot of things, um 717 00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:42,400 Speaker 1: that I had wrong. You know. So there's a lot 718 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:44,160 Speaker 1: of moments that I wouldn't and I'm not proud of 719 00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,080 Speaker 1: that I that I didn't, that I wasn't clear, I 720 00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:50,320 Speaker 1: wasn't clear what I was doing. You know. So I 721 00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:53,200 Speaker 1: was much younger, you know, it's like my twenties. You 722 00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:57,400 Speaker 1: both were. Yeah, yeah, yeah, much younger, and a lot 723 00:40:57,440 --> 00:40:59,480 Speaker 1: of things were changing too. It's like I come from 724 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:02,279 Speaker 1: rival like this is another part that a lot of 725 00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:05,560 Speaker 1: people don't understand about people of colors, Like when you 726 00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:08,360 Speaker 1: come from a place of survival and you make it 727 00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,920 Speaker 1: like like we're on this call. We worked hard to 728 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:16,200 Speaker 1: get here. This was like a lot of st Do 729 00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:18,440 Speaker 1: you want to do this and make money because you 730 00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:21,080 Speaker 1: enjoy this and you're good at it? No, this is 731 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,320 Speaker 1: like I'm gonna figure out what I can do that 732 00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:27,239 Speaker 1: I'm good at, and I'm gonna go hard and I'm 733 00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:30,000 Speaker 1: gonna do everything that I can to make sure that 734 00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:33,880 Speaker 1: I can survive. Because of this, I got family I 735 00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:36,839 Speaker 1: got circumstances, I got blah blah blah that I'm trying 736 00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:40,040 Speaker 1: to make sure it's better, right, And so you know, 737 00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:43,320 Speaker 1: coming from that place, when that brings you to a 738 00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:47,640 Speaker 1: new experience, you like, damn, this is the new this 739 00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:50,800 Speaker 1: is what I worked hard for. You know, I guess 740 00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:52,840 Speaker 1: that that this is what it affords me. And you 741 00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:56,400 Speaker 1: see this opportunity, you see opportunities for different things. And 742 00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:59,919 Speaker 1: in my experience, what I learned is that that comes 743 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:04,520 Speaker 1: new territory, comes with new obstacles, new challenges, right, new realities. 744 00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:09,520 Speaker 1: Not all of that is good. Mm hmmm. What you 745 00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:13,600 Speaker 1: were going for was probably righteous, rooted in the right place. 746 00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,640 Speaker 1: What it afforded you is a whole other a lot 747 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:19,640 Speaker 1: of different options that maybe you couldn't fathom. Not all 748 00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:23,040 Speaker 1: of those options are good. And for me, I wrote 749 00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:24,960 Speaker 1: a whole song about this that sometimes I learned the 750 00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:28,400 Speaker 1: hard way, and that's on my first album. And I 751 00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:31,040 Speaker 1: was very much learning the hard way early on in 752 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:35,600 Speaker 1: my career, just doing things that weren't that were because 753 00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:38,920 Speaker 1: they were they were like oh I can I'm at 754 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:41,360 Speaker 1: the club, and just throwing it at me like okay, 755 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:44,040 Speaker 1: this this this, I'm all the way over here in 756 00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:47,320 Speaker 1: New York. I never spent no time outside of l A. 757 00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:52,520 Speaker 1: All these Puerto Rican and Dominican. Wow, you know it's 758 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:57,360 Speaker 1: like new realities, not understanding that now I could operate 759 00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:59,440 Speaker 1: from a place of purpose, not from a place of 760 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,200 Speaker 1: Oh look at all these things, all the opportunity I 761 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,680 Speaker 1: have based on you know, what I did for survival 762 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:08,520 Speaker 1: so very different now. So was there like an aha 763 00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:10,640 Speaker 1: moment that made you be like, all right, listen, I 764 00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:13,480 Speaker 1: need to settle down. Or was it something that you 765 00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:16,879 Speaker 1: went through in particular? Was you just tired of it? Yeah? 766 00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:19,400 Speaker 1: Guys are they be having a moment? And the lowest 767 00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:24,319 Speaker 1: they're like, who's been here with me for two years? Who? 768 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 1: How do you snap? I can't snap right now. My 769 00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:32,960 Speaker 1: nails too long. Man. It was a low point, you know, 770 00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:36,840 Speaker 1: because again that's why I said that the whole, the 771 00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:39,920 Speaker 1: whole part about like the more clean clear I can 772 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:43,360 Speaker 1: be with my decisions now, with the priorities in mine. 773 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:47,320 Speaker 1: That means that I will more likely my my my 774 00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:50,759 Speaker 1: odds of making decisions that I'll be happy about later on, 775 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:53,560 Speaker 1: that will affect me later on that I may here 776 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:56,640 Speaker 1: I'll be good with. Yeah, I wasn't thinking like that. 777 00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:59,320 Speaker 1: I wasn't that. I wasn't that guy. I was like, 778 00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:02,680 Speaker 1: right here, right now, right here, right now, what what 779 00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:06,319 Speaker 1: is what feels great right now? What feels awesome right now? 780 00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:10,759 Speaker 1: What's fun? What's exciting? With no repercussion? Now, it took. 781 00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:14,279 Speaker 1: It took the proliferation of those decisions to finally hit 782 00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:18,520 Speaker 1: and to continue hitting that. I was like, I'm not 783 00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:21,719 Speaker 1: even my family and friends are like, I don't we 784 00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:26,239 Speaker 1: don't really recognize you here. And that's that's honest. I'm 785 00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:30,760 Speaker 1: being a thousand percent literally in this room, like family 786 00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:35,640 Speaker 1: sitting me down, nas, my brother, my cousin, my closest fans, 787 00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:40,560 Speaker 1: my friends sitting down and just being like, brother, where 788 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:43,919 Speaker 1: are you at? We don't who are you? This don't 789 00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:48,080 Speaker 1: look familiar to us. Are you okay? That kind of 790 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:51,960 Speaker 1: conversation and and that was very, very pivotal. It changed 791 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:56,400 Speaker 1: the whole approach, and I'm really happy. I'm happy that 792 00:44:56,640 --> 00:45:00,279 Speaker 1: now I've grown, you know, I've grown, because that's what takes, 793 00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:04,359 Speaker 1: you know, that's what it takes. And like that, yeah, 794 00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:06,560 Speaker 1: because you think about it, sound like what's normal anyway? 795 00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:09,560 Speaker 1: And how what an impact that had on people? Just 796 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:12,440 Speaker 1: something like that, like just so many people can relate 797 00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:15,520 Speaker 1: to you and then also just feel empowered. You know, 798 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:21,200 Speaker 1: I don't want to become a different person. Yeah, what 799 00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:23,799 Speaker 1: do you say? You almost want to be a different said? 800 00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:26,000 Speaker 1: We didn't want to see you become a different person, 801 00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:29,719 Speaker 1: right that you know. I'm fair, fair, no I I 802 00:45:30,080 --> 00:45:33,920 Speaker 1: and I appreciate it. Like the beautiful thing about at 803 00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:37,520 Speaker 1: least putting your heart into your anything you do is 804 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,480 Speaker 1: that at least someone has a real grasp, some real 805 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:43,759 Speaker 1: grasp of who you are. You know, Angela Like we 806 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:47,440 Speaker 1: don't know know each other, but I've been around you 807 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:49,960 Speaker 1: to know your energy, where your heart is at, no 808 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,480 Speaker 1: matter if you joke, but whatever, I know where your 809 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:56,080 Speaker 1: heart is at. I know your heart energy. You know, 810 00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:58,560 Speaker 1: when you get around somebody, you get a sense of 811 00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:02,279 Speaker 1: who they are and they put themselves into their work. 812 00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:05,360 Speaker 1: And I've been lucky that I've been able to do 813 00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:08,759 Speaker 1: that where people like you, even if you don't really 814 00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:11,440 Speaker 1: know me. My fans, like my fans that don't know 815 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:13,719 Speaker 1: me day to day, but they get a sense of 816 00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:17,320 Speaker 1: who I am when they can see me be bet me. 817 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:20,560 Speaker 1: I say. One of the most fun nights me and 818 00:46:20,640 --> 00:46:23,080 Speaker 1: Lauri y'all had was we were with you, and we 819 00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:25,680 Speaker 1: were in Dumbo in Brooklyn and it was like the 820 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:30,399 Speaker 1: Afro Punk festival Easter. Ray was there, like the party. Yeah. 821 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:33,759 Speaker 1: When I that was so, I was like, we're hanging 822 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:38,839 Speaker 1: out with me Gal. The videos from that so happy, 823 00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:42,200 Speaker 1: because you know, we never actually hung out like that before. 824 00:46:42,719 --> 00:46:44,920 Speaker 1: That was the first time really like it was like 825 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:47,880 Speaker 1: we had a meal, we had drinks, we were just chilling. 826 00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:50,080 Speaker 1: It was a route and that number had just opened 827 00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:53,640 Speaker 1: that spot just so we're like it was brand new 828 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,160 Speaker 1: and it was just up in the air. It was 829 00:46:56,239 --> 00:47:02,480 Speaker 1: just dope it. Yeah, But honestly, I was like, Miguel 830 00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:05,160 Speaker 1: is super cool because you never know how people were 831 00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:08,000 Speaker 1: really act in real life. And I remember Laurie, I 832 00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:09,440 Speaker 1: wasn't there at first, but then I was like, come 833 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:11,239 Speaker 1: here and meet me. And then we went out and 834 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:13,440 Speaker 1: I was like, Miguel's here, We're having shots, and you 835 00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:15,480 Speaker 1: were just so nice and so fun, like on some 836 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:18,280 Speaker 1: chill ship. And I'm always respectful because I'm like, okay, 837 00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,440 Speaker 1: you know, we gotta make sure nothing looks weird or 838 00:47:20,480 --> 00:47:23,480 Speaker 1: funny because I am respectful and things like that. But 839 00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:25,320 Speaker 1: it was really like a good time. He was so 840 00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,719 Speaker 1: chill because I still look at the girl. It's like 841 00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:31,759 Speaker 1: such a celebrity. It's still is exciting for me, and 842 00:47:31,920 --> 00:47:34,320 Speaker 1: I never want to not feel excited to be around 843 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:37,120 Speaker 1: certain people. You know. We were like swag surfing and ship. 844 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:41,200 Speaker 1: We was all like this on each other. I'm telling you, 845 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:43,600 Speaker 1: I still have the videos. I've seen it the other 846 00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:45,959 Speaker 1: day because I was gonna I was posting some stuff 847 00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:47,600 Speaker 1: for like a couple of months because I was posting 848 00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:51,160 Speaker 1: some stuff up for Angela's birthday, and it was like 849 00:47:51,320 --> 00:47:53,880 Speaker 1: us and we're like yeah that with our drinks in 850 00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:56,520 Speaker 1: our hands, and I'm like, this was really a fun 851 00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:59,399 Speaker 1: ass night, like for real. So it's like you said, 852 00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:01,880 Speaker 1: out of care, that's up. We did see you somewhere 853 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:05,080 Speaker 1: and you like had six bitches and you was doing 854 00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:07,160 Speaker 1: the most. I'd be like, nah, somebody puts something in, 855 00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:10,560 Speaker 1: you know. You know, it's one thing to be cool, 856 00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:14,240 Speaker 1: but you wasn't. It was just all love. It was Wayne. 857 00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:17,880 Speaker 1: Wayne was there, right, that's we had. Yeah he was 858 00:48:17,920 --> 00:48:23,959 Speaker 1: getting it in and hand over. Yeah. Yeah, that's good times. 859 00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:26,280 Speaker 1: But that's the that's the that's the thing is like, Okay, 860 00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:28,920 Speaker 1: so we could jump on this call year like that 861 00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:31,640 Speaker 1: was like maybe three years, four years, maybe five, A 862 00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:34,759 Speaker 1: while ago, Yeah, a long time, Joe on this call, 863 00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:36,919 Speaker 1: and it's like, I haven't spoke to you in that moment. 864 00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:38,840 Speaker 1: I spoke with you in a long time. But the 865 00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:43,640 Speaker 1: energy pure, you know, those decisions not to make it 866 00:48:43,719 --> 00:48:47,120 Speaker 1: like super heavy or anything or super bad, but the 867 00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:49,600 Speaker 1: fact that that was our vibe. We were just having 868 00:48:49,640 --> 00:48:52,239 Speaker 1: a good time. No nothing, it was just we're just 869 00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:55,439 Speaker 1: having a good time. That's what I learned, probably the most, 870 00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:58,440 Speaker 1: is that in any moment, any given time, if you 871 00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:04,720 Speaker 1: just like just be good, Yeah, like just be good, 872 00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:09,760 Speaker 1: that's gonna like that energy is gonna keep going. Because 873 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:13,000 Speaker 1: I made a lot of not good decisions and moments 874 00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:16,040 Speaker 1: and then the energy stops. Then you gotta deal with 875 00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:21,160 Speaker 1: the when I see this person or they might be saying, 876 00:49:21,280 --> 00:49:23,880 Speaker 1: is uh it's gonna come back on this and and 877 00:49:24,280 --> 00:49:28,000 Speaker 1: like it's just I'm I'm good with that. I'm over there. 878 00:49:28,360 --> 00:49:31,560 Speaker 1: So let's talk about something old, something that did resurface. 879 00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:34,520 Speaker 1: It was a clip so long ago when you it 880 00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:38,080 Speaker 1: looked like you auditioned for the group, Um, what was 881 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:41,239 Speaker 1: the name of the group, black Berry Molasses, And how 882 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:44,000 Speaker 1: does it feel when clips like that come back up now? 883 00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,919 Speaker 1: That everything goes viral and stuff like that, and people 884 00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:50,400 Speaker 1: did not know and didn't realize that you actually didn't 885 00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:52,440 Speaker 1: make it, and then you ended up being the biggest 886 00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:56,880 Speaker 1: nobody even remembers anybody else in that situation. Sorry, you 887 00:49:56,960 --> 00:50:02,120 Speaker 1: didn't say, I know the nothing else left in that cup? Okay, 888 00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:08,319 Speaker 1: it's it's and I'm pouring on the side by the way. Yeah, okay, 889 00:50:08,360 --> 00:50:10,239 Speaker 1: I just want to make sure you're not over here 890 00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:13,239 Speaker 1: faking us out. Okay, no, no, no, no no. And like, 891 00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:15,880 Speaker 1: I don't know if you see she's calling you a liar, 892 00:50:16,360 --> 00:50:20,000 Speaker 1: but I'm tipsy. I'm tipsy now, and I'm like, Michuels 893 00:50:20,080 --> 00:50:23,160 Speaker 1: is over here chilling all right? But is that how 894 00:50:23,239 --> 00:50:25,479 Speaker 1: did that feel when that that came back up after 895 00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:28,680 Speaker 1: years and years later. I'm gonna tell you it's the 896 00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:33,319 Speaker 1: trip we came up last night for some reason. I'm 897 00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:37,000 Speaker 1: trying to think why we were having this conversation. Drew 898 00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:40,640 Speaker 1: asked me, you know, Drew, he's always with me, Angela. 899 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,239 Speaker 1: He's like, yep, my right hand, right hand, that's my 900 00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:46,800 Speaker 1: best friend. What were we talking about? And brought it 901 00:50:46,920 --> 00:50:48,839 Speaker 1: up and he was like, have you heard from them? 902 00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:52,600 Speaker 1: And I was like, no, I haven't. The lead singer 903 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,400 Speaker 1: and writer hit me a couple of years later on 904 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:58,280 Speaker 1: and he was still doing this thing as a writer producer. 905 00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:02,360 Speaker 1: But you know what, I laugh at most of because 906 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:06,560 Speaker 1: unfortunately the contestants are the group. They were completely innocent. 907 00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:10,280 Speaker 1: They have no idea going on, and I was completely innocent. 908 00:51:10,320 --> 00:51:12,440 Speaker 1: I had no idea what was going on. It was 909 00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:16,480 Speaker 1: these motherfucker's who were trying to create a story and 910 00:51:16,920 --> 00:51:19,279 Speaker 1: produce some kind of thing that they could sell and 911 00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:22,960 Speaker 1: make interesting for TV and trying to use us. So 912 00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:28,239 Speaker 1: I just look back at it like, wow, like how 913 00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,560 Speaker 1: did you even find this? Like leave me a life? 914 00:51:32,280 --> 00:51:35,479 Speaker 1: I mean, it's it's like it's a testament to one 915 00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:38,960 Speaker 1: first and foremost, every single person in that group was talented, 916 00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:42,440 Speaker 1: so talented, like genuinely talent. There was a there's a 917 00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:49,120 Speaker 1: celloist um, writers, singers, producer like genuinely talented. The only 918 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:51,120 Speaker 1: difference I would say, and and this is me, let 919 00:51:51,200 --> 00:51:53,719 Speaker 1: me prepace, is that I don't know where everyone is at. 920 00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:55,480 Speaker 1: I don't know how they're doing, and I really want, 921 00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:58,080 Speaker 1: I really hope that they're doing really well. I think 922 00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:02,839 Speaker 1: the big differentiator between success is one clarity about where 923 00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:07,319 Speaker 1: you want to go and to consistency. Anybody, like I'm 924 00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:09,560 Speaker 1: telling you all of us, all all three of us, 925 00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:14,359 Speaker 1: all this consistency question. You know, if you don't show 926 00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:16,960 Speaker 1: up on a consistent basis, there is someone else that's 927 00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:25,000 Speaker 1: gonna do it doing the job. Yeah, male me. They 928 00:52:25,040 --> 00:52:27,480 Speaker 1: want to get that money. So if you're not gonna 929 00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:30,640 Speaker 1: show up, that's why, that's why it's important for people 930 00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:33,879 Speaker 1: to believe in what they really want to do. First, first, 931 00:52:33,920 --> 00:52:35,520 Speaker 1: and foremost, have a point in the saying that you're 932 00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:40,160 Speaker 1: trying to get to Listen, if I don't have my goals, 933 00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:43,800 Speaker 1: I achieved all my goals, like I have them ready 934 00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:46,160 Speaker 1: to go, and I have like them in priority order 935 00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:50,080 Speaker 1: and low term goals, short term goals. For sure, you 936 00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:53,399 Speaker 1: have to because because look, the world changes every day. 937 00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:56,560 Speaker 1: Now every day the news comes on like damn, what's 938 00:52:57,120 --> 00:53:00,120 Speaker 1: what's it gonna be? Right? You know, what I just 939 00:53:00,200 --> 00:53:03,759 Speaker 1: found out over the weekend after I watched UM was 940 00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:16,000 Speaker 1: it was not a surgeon right now, by the way, 941 00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:21,480 Speaker 1: I know, they better pay you the better. Um. I 942 00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:28,400 Speaker 1: found out that of our ocean's plastic waste is created 943 00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:32,440 Speaker 1: by fishing nets, which is essentially it's the business of 944 00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:37,600 Speaker 1: fishing so fishing industries account for the plastics in our 945 00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:40,319 Speaker 1: ocean and microplastics, so all of the stuff that they've 946 00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:42,879 Speaker 1: been feeding us for the past five years about don't 947 00:53:42,960 --> 00:53:46,320 Speaker 1: use straws your plastic by the way, like we shouldn't 948 00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:50,080 Speaker 1: be polluting, we shouldn't, and single use plastics are damaging. 949 00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:52,239 Speaker 1: So obviously you want to you don't want to do that. 950 00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:55,040 Speaker 1: But all this time they've been telling us that it 951 00:53:55,120 --> 00:53:59,399 Speaker 1: is this thing, when in reality, is this thing. Right, 952 00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:02,440 Speaker 1: They're trying to keep us from knowing the world is 953 00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:05,880 Speaker 1: changing every day we're finding out. So I save that 954 00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:10,400 Speaker 1: to say information is gonna change, culture is going to change, 955 00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,719 Speaker 1: trends are gonna change. If you don't have a clear 956 00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:16,960 Speaker 1: sense of like what really matters to you, who you are, 957 00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:19,839 Speaker 1: where you're trying to go, the winds are gonna blow, 958 00:54:19,920 --> 00:54:22,920 Speaker 1: like all those changes. Is like the wind and you're 959 00:54:22,960 --> 00:54:25,239 Speaker 1: a boat in the ocean. If you don't have a 960 00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:30,520 Speaker 1: fucking excuse me, a heading wind, you never know where. Yeah, 961 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:35,680 Speaker 1: but I have a point, right, have a point. So anyway, 962 00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:41,279 Speaker 1: I was scared, say it was condoms. I didn't know 963 00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:43,359 Speaker 1: where we were going right there. I was like, wait, 964 00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:47,640 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't use those but I know 965 00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:50,960 Speaker 1: they say, but our jeal in cheek for it is 966 00:54:51,000 --> 00:54:53,400 Speaker 1: coming out on the night. Is there anything that we 967 00:54:53,440 --> 00:54:55,920 Speaker 1: wished to know, you know, just because I want to 968 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:57,800 Speaker 1: make sure. Of course that's a big deal because that 969 00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:01,200 Speaker 1: is the fourth Yeah. Yeah, so so our Dealer Sheip 970 00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:03,840 Speaker 1: got created again. It's rooted in a lot of the 971 00:55:03,840 --> 00:55:07,680 Speaker 1: stuff that we're talking about. It's just understanding, like my 972 00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:13,400 Speaker 1: own opportunity to talk and communicate with people, to curate 973 00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:16,520 Speaker 1: my decisions and to make sure that my music reflects 974 00:55:16,560 --> 00:55:19,160 Speaker 1: sort of like where I'm at, what I'm working through. 975 00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,680 Speaker 1: So this Our Dealer Sheep four is interesting because there's 976 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:24,600 Speaker 1: a couple of the some of the situations that we 977 00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:29,320 Speaker 1: talked about earlier that you know, reflect maybe a less 978 00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:34,719 Speaker 1: considered approach um and some of my mistakes, you know, 979 00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:36,719 Speaker 1: and it's me, it's me. One of my favorite lines 980 00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:39,600 Speaker 1: in jay Z's last album for four four is um, 981 00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:43,800 Speaker 1: you can't heal what you don't reveal. M's right, you feeling? 982 00:55:44,080 --> 00:55:48,839 Speaker 1: And that stuck with me, and I feel like Our 983 00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:51,239 Speaker 1: Dealer Sheep four has has that in it. You know. 984 00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:53,440 Speaker 1: It's like me just being like, let me just tell 985 00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:57,360 Speaker 1: you about me, not about like that I love sex, 986 00:55:57,480 --> 00:55:59,680 Speaker 1: that I love love that I you know, I love 987 00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:03,080 Speaker 1: the excitement or the excitement of how many drinks would 988 00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:04,600 Speaker 1: it take? You know, all of these kinds of you know, 989 00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:10,520 Speaker 1: that is one of my favorite favorite day if you 990 00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:13,320 Speaker 1: put that song on, it's cool. That is one of 991 00:56:13,400 --> 00:56:16,120 Speaker 1: my favorite all time songs. So yes, it's a great, 992 00:56:16,840 --> 00:56:20,399 Speaker 1: great song, honestly, honestly, honestly, But that's that's It's sort 993 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,839 Speaker 1: of like, you know, I can do that. I can 994 00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:25,719 Speaker 1: and I can be a human being and share that 995 00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:28,600 Speaker 1: I'm not perfect. You know, I'm out here on the 996 00:56:28,680 --> 00:56:31,640 Speaker 1: ocean with you, you know, and likely poll on all 997 00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:40,480 Speaker 1: these haters. Wait, black face roly Poly, don't forget the 998 00:56:40,520 --> 00:56:45,880 Speaker 1: black face. Angela likes that. No, I don't. In a 999 00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:48,279 Speaker 1: whole other, whole other way, I was like, I can't. 1000 00:56:50,480 --> 00:56:56,600 Speaker 1: I don't want to part. I like that. No to 1001 00:56:56,680 --> 00:56:59,640 Speaker 1: see you guys, man, Yes, I can't wait. It like 1002 00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:02,520 Speaker 1: time compensation. So I had a good time with you, 1003 00:57:02,719 --> 00:57:05,200 Speaker 1: and I cannot wait till we can do this in person. 1004 00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:08,319 Speaker 1: You know. So we appreciate you so much. We got 1005 00:57:08,520 --> 00:57:11,359 Speaker 1: thank you for being you. We appreciate you. It's love, 1006 00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,160 Speaker 1: thank you for being you. You give me to give 1007 00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:14,839 Speaker 1: me the strength to do it. I appreciate it. Thank 1008 00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:16,360 Speaker 1: you guys and all the listeners and watch her to 1009 00:57:16,400 --> 00:57:22,640 Speaker 1: appreciate you. I love all. We're gonna slow love you. Yeah, 1010 00:57:25,800 --> 00:57:26,360 Speaker 1: let's service