1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:03,279 Speaker 1: Hi everyone. I'm Katie Couric, and this is next question. 2 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:07,880 Speaker 1: I think in the back of my mind, I always 3 00:00:08,039 --> 00:00:12,920 Speaker 1: knew I hadn't fully recovered. There have been symptoms that 4 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:16,040 Speaker 1: I had in the beginning that have never gone away, 5 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:18,680 Speaker 1: And now that it's been over a year, I look 6 00:00:18,760 --> 00:00:22,079 Speaker 1: back and I started sort of see these patterns. No 7 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:24,320 Speaker 1: one was talking about stuff like that, so it didn't 8 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:28,280 Speaker 1: seem like it was COVID related at all. Honestly, I 9 00:00:28,360 --> 00:00:31,400 Speaker 1: kept very copious notes because I was afraid and I 10 00:00:31,440 --> 00:00:34,520 Speaker 1: wanted help, and they assured me that nothing was wrong. 11 00:00:35,400 --> 00:00:38,000 Speaker 1: It's not just a handful of symptoms. We're talking it out. 12 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:46,560 Speaker 1: We're talking about it messes up your entire body, Okay, symptoms, nausea, headache, 13 00:00:47,320 --> 00:00:51,000 Speaker 1: head It feels like sometimes there's twenty rubber bands, tight 14 00:00:51,080 --> 00:00:54,080 Speaker 1: rubber bands around my skull at any time. Feeling of 15 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:59,280 Speaker 1: water dripping on leg sore muscles, fatigue from marathons. In 16 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:01,560 Speaker 1: my life now it's kind of like walking the dog 17 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:04,400 Speaker 1: around the block is like a big ask having struggles 18 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:08,000 Speaker 1: some days walking from my living room so to the 19 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:12,280 Speaker 1: hallway restaurant, I couldn't even think without becoming very tired. 20 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:15,320 Speaker 1: I felt like I have been drugged, honestly, gas, ro 21 00:01:15,360 --> 00:01:20,240 Speaker 1: intestinal issues, hives, lack of ability to concentrate, chicken skin, 22 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:25,160 Speaker 1: memory lapses, white lost hearing for a couple of months, 23 00:01:25,360 --> 00:01:31,119 Speaker 1: tingling on back, soreness, and back. I've experienced tendus tenitus, 24 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:33,760 Speaker 1: and that's like a ring in your ears, ringing in 25 00:01:33,800 --> 00:01:36,400 Speaker 1: my ears. It was more like a screeching. It was 26 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:41,480 Speaker 1: more like a like a storm siren mixed with the 27 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:46,399 Speaker 1: static from TV's back in the nineties. If you were 28 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:50,400 Speaker 1: to put your hand on a train track and if 29 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:55,040 Speaker 1: you could sense that, just that feeling, and then have 30 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:58,920 Speaker 1: that run through your entire body. It feels like if 31 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:02,320 Speaker 1: my spine was like a hollow metal pole and someone 32 00:02:02,360 --> 00:02:05,920 Speaker 1: took a metal baseball bat and wept it like that zlink, 33 00:02:06,040 --> 00:02:09,960 Speaker 1: that reverberating metal sound. That's what the pain feels like 34 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,400 Speaker 1: in my spine. One day, I was actually screaming. I 35 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:15,360 Speaker 1: was like, my feet are on fire and I'm screaming. 36 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:21,440 Speaker 1: Clumps of my hair were falling out, random raising, insomnia, hypersomnia, 37 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:28,519 Speaker 1: where to go, spasms, h pain, vision issues, cold extremities, 38 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:35,560 Speaker 1: temperature regulation, confusion, brain fog, comprehension. I can't stand the 39 00:02:35,639 --> 00:02:39,639 Speaker 1: name brain fog. I think it's putting it very mildly. 40 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:44,720 Speaker 1: It's not just forgetfulness. For all intents and purposes, I 41 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:47,760 Speaker 1: have dementia. I don't know what's going to be gone next. 42 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:51,440 Speaker 1: I have forgotten my phone number, I have forgotten my age. 43 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:55,160 Speaker 1: I have not been able to figure out where I live. 44 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:59,519 Speaker 1: I'd spent a long time thinking, Okay, this is just 45 00:02:59,760 --> 00:03:04,280 Speaker 1: in xiety. After all, that's what the doctors keep telling me, 46 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:07,760 Speaker 1: that's what the providers keep telling me. So let's buckle 47 00:03:07,840 --> 00:03:13,360 Speaker 1: down work. We've got bills. Tokay. It just never gets better. 48 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:18,560 Speaker 1: It just it just never gets better. Nothing ever changes. 49 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:21,160 Speaker 1: It's like ground on set, and it has changed my life. 50 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:24,120 Speaker 1: It has turned it upside down. This is a disability. 51 00:03:24,200 --> 00:03:29,280 Speaker 1: Blong COVID is a disability. We're trying to find, not 52 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:33,920 Speaker 1: a sense of normalcy, but we're trying to find ways 53 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:37,520 Speaker 1: to manage our new lives, our new bodies. You need 54 00:03:37,520 --> 00:03:40,200 Speaker 1: to take some time to grieve the life that you 55 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 1: thought you were going to live. And I can't verbally 56 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:58,840 Speaker 1: express how absolutely soul crushing all of this was to experience. 57 00:04:00,360 --> 00:04:03,600 Speaker 1: The voices you just heard are from people suffering from 58 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:08,320 Speaker 1: long COVID, people who generously shared their stories with us. 59 00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:13,040 Speaker 1: My name is Janine Hayes, Jack Guest, Lisa Fisher, deep 60 00:04:13,080 --> 00:04:17,000 Speaker 1: as saying, Shamir L. Smith, Rebecca Hogan, and I have 61 00:04:17,560 --> 00:04:20,120 Speaker 1: been experiencing I've been living with and all of us 62 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:24,560 Speaker 1: are living with long long COVID, long post acute COVID CENTRUMP. 63 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:31,440 Speaker 1: Long COVID goes by a lot of different names, long 64 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:36,799 Speaker 1: haul COVID, post COVID nineteen or the more formal pasque 65 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:42,560 Speaker 1: post acute sequel I of stars COVID two. Even though 66 00:04:42,640 --> 00:04:45,960 Speaker 1: COVID nineteen has been with us for more than two years, 67 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:50,680 Speaker 1: infecting more than eighty million Americans and killing almost one 68 00:04:50,760 --> 00:04:56,279 Speaker 1: million people in this country alone, long COVID remains a mystery, 69 00:04:56,680 --> 00:05:00,440 Speaker 1: But what is becoming increasingly clear is is that an 70 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:03,920 Speaker 1: alarming number of people are suffering from it, and it's 71 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:08,200 Speaker 1: greater impact on individuals, the health system, the labor force, 72 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:13,400 Speaker 1: and the economy can no longer be ignored. I believe 73 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:18,000 Speaker 1: this long COVID will be sort of a parallel pandemic 74 00:05:18,560 --> 00:05:22,080 Speaker 1: of people with disabilities and need for a lot of 75 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:25,520 Speaker 1: medical attention. Who's going to have a hard time getting 76 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:30,640 Speaker 1: those things today? Our next question understanding long COVID, what 77 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:34,360 Speaker 1: it is what it can do to the body who's affected, 78 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:39,919 Speaker 1: and how it's up ending countless lives. My name is Kikasaki. 79 00:05:40,120 --> 00:05:44,360 Speaker 1: I'm a professor of immunobiology at the Yale University School 80 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:46,880 Speaker 1: of Medicine. My name is Harling croum Holtz. I'm a 81 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 1: cardiologist at Yale University, and I'm the director of the 82 00:05:50,080 --> 00:05:53,880 Speaker 1: Yale Center for Outcomes Research and Evaluation. It's an interesting 83 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:57,040 Speaker 1: question how I got involved in long COVID. I I'm 84 00:05:57,080 --> 00:05:59,599 Speaker 1: a cardiologist, so it's not where I would naturally be. 85 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:02,520 Speaker 1: But in the time of the pandemic, all of us 86 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 1: with skills and researched and with interest in trying to 87 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:09,000 Speaker 1: make a contribution came together and applied ourselves at first 88 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:11,839 Speaker 1: to the cute phases of the pandemic, and then over 89 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:14,360 Speaker 1: time I began to see that that there was a 90 00:06:14,440 --> 00:06:17,800 Speaker 1: very important area here that was largely neglected. That was 91 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:20,760 Speaker 1: this this long tale of COVID people who were suffering 92 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:24,880 Speaker 1: after having an episode of COVID, and it never seemed 93 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:27,279 Speaker 1: to end, that it went on for for quite a 94 00:06:27,279 --> 00:06:30,160 Speaker 1: long time and caused quite a lot of disability, And 95 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:32,919 Speaker 1: so I was I was drawn to do it. I 96 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:34,760 Speaker 1: had been working with the patient groups, and they had 97 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:38,400 Speaker 1: been raising issues and I've been listening, and I had 98 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:41,400 Speaker 1: the great fortune to start working with the Kiko Iwasaki, 99 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:45,040 Speaker 1: world renowned immunologists, and we began to think together how 100 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:47,040 Speaker 1: we might be able to address some of these questions. 101 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: Let's start with the basics. What is long COVID? How 102 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:56,640 Speaker 1: is it being defined? Long COVID describes a state of 103 00:06:56,680 --> 00:07:01,479 Speaker 1: a person with lingering symptoms OFF or you've gotten acute 104 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 1: phase of COVID, either severe, moderate, or mild disease. In 105 00:07:06,279 --> 00:07:10,280 Speaker 1: some cases, a symptomatic COVID can turn into long COVID, 106 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:15,080 Speaker 1: and it's essentially people suffering from long term symptoms for 107 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:19,920 Speaker 1: at least four weeks after the infection um UH. And 108 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:23,400 Speaker 1: that's the CDC guideline and the w h O guideline 109 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:26,840 Speaker 1: is similar, but it's slightly different in saying that within 110 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:32,560 Speaker 1: the first three months of COVID you basically suffer from 111 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:36,440 Speaker 1: long term symptoms as lasting over two months. But in 112 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:41,800 Speaker 1: both cases the definition includes UH longevity of the disease 113 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:45,440 Speaker 1: as well as what happens after the acute phase of 114 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 1: the COVID. While long COVID feels new, it's actually not 115 00:07:50,280 --> 00:07:54,200 Speaker 1: the first virus that's caused lingering symptoms in some people, 116 00:07:54,880 --> 00:07:59,600 Speaker 1: the bowl of virus, the original stars virus, epstein bar virus. 117 00:08:00,160 --> 00:08:02,960 Speaker 1: These are all known to trigger long term symptoms in 118 00:08:03,120 --> 00:08:09,000 Speaker 1: some survivors. Even flu can cause long flu. However, with 119 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 1: the COVID, we are seeing, you know, millions of people 120 00:08:12,640 --> 00:08:17,520 Speaker 1: infected at once and seeing large proportion of these people 121 00:08:17,600 --> 00:08:21,800 Speaker 1: still having um long COVID afterwards. And so this really 122 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:26,440 Speaker 1: has shifted the way we think about acute viral infections 123 00:08:26,720 --> 00:08:31,920 Speaker 1: in that there's this huge possibility of causing debilitating disease 124 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:37,720 Speaker 1: even after so called recovery from an acute infection. You've 125 00:08:37,760 --> 00:08:40,960 Speaker 1: already heard some of the symptoms associated with long COVID, 126 00:08:41,640 --> 00:08:45,960 Speaker 1: but the sheer number of those symptoms, more than two hundred, 127 00:08:46,559 --> 00:08:49,839 Speaker 1: is astounding. There is a great diversity of symptoms that 128 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:52,839 Speaker 1: people are manifesting from this long COVID, and and it's 129 00:08:52,840 --> 00:08:54,720 Speaker 1: hard to say whether one is more important than the 130 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:57,400 Speaker 1: other because it depends on the individual. And so we're 131 00:08:57,400 --> 00:09:00,800 Speaker 1: hearing a lot about rainfall, we're hearing a lot about fatigue, 132 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:03,960 Speaker 1: but we're also hearing a lot about other things that 133 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:07,760 Speaker 1: that are sort of we wouldn't really associate with with 134 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:10,400 Speaker 1: a post viral syndrome. I mean ringing in the ears. 135 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:13,320 Speaker 1: Dentatis is something we hear about. We hear about gastro 136 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:18,840 Speaker 1: intestinal issues. We are about changes in menstrual periods. We 137 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:24,200 Speaker 1: hear about um the tingling in the vibrations, we hear 138 00:09:24,200 --> 00:09:27,360 Speaker 1: about the tremors, muscular skeletal stuff. We hear a lot 139 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 1: of neurologic issues. And I've had so many people say 140 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:33,400 Speaker 1: to me, is there anyone else like me? You know, 141 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:36,160 Speaker 1: people are feeling this great sense of isolation. They're feeling 142 00:09:36,280 --> 00:09:38,720 Speaker 1: scared and wondering if they're the only ones in the 143 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:40,800 Speaker 1: world who are experiencing this, because when they go in 144 00:09:40,840 --> 00:09:43,679 Speaker 1: to see it a healthcare professional, maybe they're getting a 145 00:09:43,760 --> 00:09:46,360 Speaker 1: reaction like wow, I've never seen this before, and they're wondering, 146 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:48,760 Speaker 1: am I alone in this? And then that's what makes 147 00:09:48,760 --> 00:09:52,560 Speaker 1: them wonder maybe it's in my head. And yet when 148 00:09:52,559 --> 00:09:54,959 Speaker 1: we start seeing that there are many people who haven't 149 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: never met each other but are exhibiting the exact same thing, 150 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 1: that's making us think maybe maybe you're not alone. You know. 151 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:05,160 Speaker 1: In fact, we say that more certainly, you know you're 152 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:09,439 Speaker 1: not alone. By some estimates, long COVID has pushed as 153 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,600 Speaker 1: many as one point six million workers out of the 154 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:15,800 Speaker 1: labor force, and we still don't have a clear idea 155 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:20,040 Speaker 1: just how many people are suffering. One study released by 156 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:23,320 Speaker 1: the Journal of the American Medical Association late last year 157 00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:27,320 Speaker 1: suggests that at least half of people who survived COVID 158 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:33,080 Speaker 1: nineteen face linkering symptoms, and the range of experiences is 159 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:37,360 Speaker 1: all over the map. Some people are so severely affected 160 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:42,280 Speaker 1: that they cannot operate normally and that they cannot return 161 00:10:42,360 --> 00:10:46,840 Speaker 1: to work. Some people are bit bound. Others have multiple 162 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:50,000 Speaker 1: symptoms but they are still able to go to work, 163 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:54,000 Speaker 1: um possibly not the same extent that they were doing before. 164 00:10:54,679 --> 00:10:57,840 Speaker 1: And others have just a limited number of symptoms but 165 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:01,480 Speaker 1: they're lingering for extended time. Pierre, You, so the severity 166 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 1: differs dramatically between people. Researchers have started to unlock a 167 00:11:07,120 --> 00:11:11,600 Speaker 1: few clues about long COVID, like white affects some people 168 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:16,160 Speaker 1: but not others. So there are at least two, if 169 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:21,160 Speaker 1: not for, different hypotheses that explain long COVID. One of 170 00:11:21,200 --> 00:11:25,280 Speaker 1: the hypothesis is that there may be persistent virus or 171 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:28,440 Speaker 1: remnants of virus such as protein and urnate from the 172 00:11:28,520 --> 00:11:33,080 Speaker 1: virus that lingers in these patients, and when those things 173 00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:37,559 Speaker 1: are not cleared properly, then you would develop chronic inflammation 174 00:11:37,640 --> 00:11:40,120 Speaker 1: as a result, and that could be driving the long 175 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:45,040 Speaker 1: COVID disease. The second hypothesis is autoimmune disease. That an 176 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:50,120 Speaker 1: acute viral infection like source covid too could trigger autoimmune 177 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:56,200 Speaker 1: disease in people. And autoimmune disease essentially means that your 178 00:11:56,240 --> 00:12:01,920 Speaker 1: own immune system starts attacking your own proteins and molecules UM, 179 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:05,080 Speaker 1: and when that happens, it's very difficult to stop ALLO 180 00:12:05,120 --> 00:12:09,840 Speaker 1: I mean reactivation activation of these cells, and therefore that 181 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 1: could be driving long term consequences UM. There are other 182 00:12:14,720 --> 00:12:19,719 Speaker 1: hypotheses such as reactivation of latent viruses that we all 183 00:12:19,800 --> 00:12:23,080 Speaker 1: have in our body that's usually dormant, but as a 184 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:27,760 Speaker 1: result of covid UH, those viruses reactivate and cause disease, 185 00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:32,600 Speaker 1: such as um epstein bar virus or other herpes virus 186 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:38,400 Speaker 1: family members. UM. There's also a possibility that your gut microbiome, 187 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:42,000 Speaker 1: the bacteria that live in the gut or in other areas, 188 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:46,440 Speaker 1: may also shift as a result of the COVID and 189 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:50,920 Speaker 1: that could trigger some inflammation as well. And then there's 190 00:12:50,960 --> 00:12:55,600 Speaker 1: also this UH tissue damage, especially from people who have 191 00:12:55,880 --> 00:12:59,840 Speaker 1: had severe COVID, that there is significant damage that occur 192 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:03,720 Speaker 1: in various tissues, including the lung and other places that 193 00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 1: may be very difficult to repair, and that's causing a 194 00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:11,560 Speaker 1: long COVID. So there are many different hypotheses UM, all 195 00:13:11,600 --> 00:13:16,440 Speaker 1: of which currently have UM emerging supporting evidence. For the 196 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:20,480 Speaker 1: good news is that understanding what causes long COVID will 197 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:25,079 Speaker 1: eventually help treat it. The treatment of different symptoms for 198 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:28,720 Speaker 1: a long COVID is a big challenge um first of all, 199 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:31,960 Speaker 1: because there are so many symptoms that people report at 200 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 1: the same time, so the treatment would differ dramatically depending 201 00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:39,960 Speaker 1: on what the person is suffering from. And that's why 202 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 1: we are really trying to understand the underlying mechanism of 203 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:47,520 Speaker 1: disease so we can properly first of all, classify the 204 00:13:47,600 --> 00:13:52,600 Speaker 1: patients into who's suffering from what causes and then we 205 00:13:52,640 --> 00:13:57,839 Speaker 1: can establish a clinical trial to test different drugs that 206 00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:02,880 Speaker 1: may work against that particular cause sitive agent. I think 207 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:05,200 Speaker 1: the key thing is now is just to admit that 208 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:08,480 Speaker 1: one day ignorance to that there's a wide variety of symptoms. 209 00:14:08,800 --> 00:14:11,520 Speaker 1: Some people have taken this wide variety of symptoms and 210 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:14,640 Speaker 1: used it to suggest there is no common long COVID 211 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:17,520 Speaker 1: that this is this is evans. I take it as 212 00:14:17,559 --> 00:14:21,000 Speaker 1: evidence that maybe there are specific we call him clusters, 213 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:25,560 Speaker 1: you know, groupings of people that are manifesting a sort 214 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:28,800 Speaker 1: of similar response. And it may be that the underlying mechanism, 215 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:31,760 Speaker 1: the thing that's causing it, is common, and that may 216 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:34,120 Speaker 1: end up triggering us, giving us clues to what we 217 00:14:34,160 --> 00:14:37,800 Speaker 1: need to do to help them feel better. But the next, 218 00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:41,400 Speaker 1: a proximate step is to bring together this large community, 219 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:44,200 Speaker 1: bring together lots of people and then understand who's like 220 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:47,080 Speaker 1: each other, and then connect them and then see again 221 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:50,080 Speaker 1: we can share wisdom, learn from each other, and in 222 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:54,360 Speaker 1: this partnership with the patients as participants, as true teammates 223 00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:57,000 Speaker 1: in the research, begin to start to make progress in 224 00:14:57,040 --> 00:15:00,280 Speaker 1: ways that we haven't been able to do before. Coming 225 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:05,680 Speaker 1: up the internal vibrations like a earthquake inside your body. 226 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:10,320 Speaker 1: What is it like to live with long covid? If 227 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:12,960 Speaker 1: the air purifier wasn't like all the way up, I 228 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:15,160 Speaker 1: would get swelling in my throat. If I wasn't eating 229 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:18,160 Speaker 1: this right, this particular carrot that we would order from target, 230 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:21,720 Speaker 1: I would get swelling in my throat. We spotlight the 231 00:15:21,840 --> 00:15:36,160 Speaker 1: upended lives of a few long haulers. My lowest physical 232 00:15:36,280 --> 00:15:42,600 Speaker 1: moment was loan COVID. It would be difficult to describe 233 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:46,760 Speaker 1: because I call it the Corona coaster. It goes up 234 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 1: and down. Lisa Fisher is a thirty eight year old 235 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:55,280 Speaker 1: long hauler living in Houston, Texas. She first contracted COVID 236 00:15:55,320 --> 00:16:00,280 Speaker 1: in June of with respiratory symptoms so bad in the 237 00:16:00,320 --> 00:16:03,680 Speaker 1: first month she went to the e R three times. 238 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:08,160 Speaker 1: The third e ER visit led to my hospitalization in 239 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:11,240 Speaker 1: a COVID I See You, and that was on July one. 240 00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:16,520 Speaker 1: That was five weeks after my initial presentation of symptoms. 241 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:19,760 Speaker 1: And I was in the I See You that first 242 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:23,520 Speaker 1: week and then went into a rehab hospital first several months. 243 00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:27,960 Speaker 1: After ten days into her rehab stet, a whole range 244 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:33,080 Speaker 1: of debilitating neurological symptoms took hold of Liz's body. Heavily 245 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:37,080 Speaker 1: Parkinsonian like tremors which started in my right leg and 246 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:40,240 Speaker 1: then moved throughout my body. In addition, I got the 247 00:16:40,280 --> 00:16:45,520 Speaker 1: internal tremors or vibrations that people speak of neuropathy in 248 00:16:45,720 --> 00:16:49,400 Speaker 1: all four stages um and I developed a stutter and 249 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 1: lost my speech, and that's when I lost my ability 250 00:16:54,000 --> 00:17:00,400 Speaker 1: to walk. The internal vibrations are like a earthquake inside 251 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:05,439 Speaker 1: your body, or if it's a better visualization, if you 252 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:09,439 Speaker 1: were to put your hand on a train track and 253 00:17:09,480 --> 00:17:14,120 Speaker 1: if you could sense that, just that feeling and then 254 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:17,800 Speaker 1: have that run through your entire body. And then there's 255 00:17:17,880 --> 00:17:24,720 Speaker 1: also the feeling of a cell phone buzzing, and I 256 00:17:24,800 --> 00:17:27,840 Speaker 1: get that like almost as if it was implanted into 257 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,600 Speaker 1: my bone, and that just kind of like goes on 258 00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:36,639 Speaker 1: and off. And then there's actual tremor of the hand, 259 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:39,320 Speaker 1: Like right now, it's kind of light, but that's more 260 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 1: of like a Parkinsonian tremor, and for someone who gets 261 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:49,000 Speaker 1: slow blood sugar, uh, it may be similar to experiencing that, 262 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:55,480 Speaker 1: but you can't get out of it. My life before 263 00:17:55,560 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 1: COVID was completely different. I was a time flight attendant, 264 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,920 Speaker 1: international flight attendant, part time you open instructor. I lived 265 00:18:03,960 --> 00:18:08,520 Speaker 1: a very active life. I traveled around the world. I 266 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:16,000 Speaker 1: was social with my friends. I was very independent. Um, yeah, 267 00:18:16,520 --> 00:18:21,760 Speaker 1: it's very very different my life now since COVID is 268 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:26,760 Speaker 1: very dependent. My mother had to move in from Ohio, 269 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:29,080 Speaker 1: which we thought for a couple of months, and she's 270 00:18:29,119 --> 00:18:33,320 Speaker 1: still here. And she no longer works. I'm unable to drive. 271 00:18:34,119 --> 00:18:37,640 Speaker 1: I don't cook for myself. I don't do my own 272 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:42,560 Speaker 1: laundry or really clean for myself. Yet it just takes 273 00:18:42,600 --> 00:18:46,040 Speaker 1: too much energy and I haven't been able to do 274 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:51,320 Speaker 1: it all with my tremors. Currently, I go to rehab 275 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:56,920 Speaker 1: five days the weeks. Let's see, I have truth very 276 00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:59,919 Speaker 1: I think four different types of rehab, and then I 277 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:04,080 Speaker 1: see a nutritionist. UM, I have a strength program to 278 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:07,760 Speaker 1: still build different types of muscles back. I am in 279 00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:12,280 Speaker 1: the care of ten different specialists. I try to go 280 00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:16,240 Speaker 1: to yoga. I'm that's very important part of my life. 281 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:18,840 Speaker 1: It just kind of gives me, keeps me centered and grounded, 282 00:19:19,440 --> 00:19:24,119 Speaker 1: and then I try to do advocacy and research and rest. 283 00:19:25,160 --> 00:19:27,679 Speaker 1: Eating is probably one of the most challenging things that 284 00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:31,159 Speaker 1: I do in my day. The amount of energy that 285 00:19:31,240 --> 00:19:35,080 Speaker 1: it takes to just eat and then digest and process 286 00:19:35,160 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 1: the food a lot of times is more energy than 287 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:40,719 Speaker 1: I get from the food. So I have to have 288 00:19:40,840 --> 00:19:44,520 Speaker 1: small meals throughout the day, and a lot of times 289 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:46,520 Speaker 1: it will like a half a bowl of oatmeal will 290 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:48,800 Speaker 1: take me two hours and I may fall asleep eating it. 291 00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:55,760 Speaker 1: The financial burden has been stressful. I was blessed in 292 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:59,000 Speaker 1: that when I was in the hospital, my friends, family 293 00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:02,800 Speaker 1: and colleagues had started to go fund me, which kept 294 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:05,960 Speaker 1: me afloat and paying my rent and utilities while I 295 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:11,120 Speaker 1: was in the hospital, and uh, my doctors and all 296 00:20:11,160 --> 00:20:13,240 Speaker 1: of the medical staff while I was in the rehab 297 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:18,440 Speaker 1: hospital urged me to apply for disability, which I struggled 298 00:20:18,440 --> 00:20:21,360 Speaker 1: with that concept at the time, but later in did 299 00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:27,240 Speaker 1: apply for disability and was approved. In a lot of 300 00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:31,880 Speaker 1: the other payments are coverages on like the affordable healthcare 301 00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:34,280 Speaker 1: don't cover a lot of my specialists and medications and 302 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:37,840 Speaker 1: not so my family has had to dip into uh, 303 00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:42,240 Speaker 1: you know, collective our retirement savings, UM, things like that. 304 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:44,639 Speaker 1: And you know, my mom and I live in a 305 00:20:44,680 --> 00:20:49,040 Speaker 1: one bedroom apartment together. It's just we we make do 306 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,160 Speaker 1: we The family decided together as a collective we would 307 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:56,639 Speaker 1: do whatever it takes. One of the therapists in my 308 00:20:56,760 --> 00:21:00,600 Speaker 1: rehab hospital said that you need to take some time 309 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:03,440 Speaker 1: to grieve the life that you thought you were going 310 00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:09,440 Speaker 1: to live, and that was a very hard thing to hear, 311 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:15,760 Speaker 1: but in a way a necessary one. I was very 312 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:19,240 Speaker 1: angry about having long haul COVID, especially in the beginning. 313 00:21:19,359 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 1: I was just so upset, and I just kept being like, 314 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:26,719 Speaker 1: why is this happening? Like why did this happen to me? Like? 315 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:30,720 Speaker 1: Why am I not better? This is Janine Hayes, a 316 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:34,240 Speaker 1: forty three year old long hauler. Janine and her husband 317 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:38,239 Speaker 1: Brian Mason, started out the pandemic living in Brooklyn in 318 00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:42,240 Speaker 1: March of Brian was the first to get COVID. While 319 00:21:42,280 --> 00:21:47,080 Speaker 1: Brian suffered a scary bout of double pneumonia, Jenny's initial 320 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:52,000 Speaker 1: COVID symptoms barely registered. We were really getting him better 321 00:21:52,160 --> 00:21:55,680 Speaker 1: than I started to get these just frange allergies. After 322 00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:59,040 Speaker 1: having what felt like a forty eight hour stomach bug, 323 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 1: it was really let me. Three to four weeks later 324 00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:05,240 Speaker 1: that I just started to get like the burning feet, um, 325 00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:09,760 Speaker 1: breaking out in hives, breaking out in rashes. Um. You know, 326 00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:13,080 Speaker 1: I would eat something, my throat would swell. I was 327 00:22:13,119 --> 00:22:15,719 Speaker 1: just becoming more and more allergic to our apartment, just 328 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:19,160 Speaker 1: everything in it. UM was just suddenly like a mine 329 00:22:19,280 --> 00:22:25,080 Speaker 1: field of allergy attacks. By August of he had to 330 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,600 Speaker 1: give me the EPI pens because I ended up going 331 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:31,199 Speaker 1: into full anaphylaxis two days in a row um just 332 00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:33,800 Speaker 1: after eating lunch Um, it was as if I was 333 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:36,200 Speaker 1: allergic to the entire place, Like I'd have to wear 334 00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:40,600 Speaker 1: a mask inside all day. We had to always have 335 00:22:40,720 --> 00:22:44,040 Speaker 1: like the air conditioning like on full blast, because for 336 00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 1: some reason, Um, if the apartment or if the place 337 00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:50,840 Speaker 1: was too warm, I would get swelling in my throat. Um, 338 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:53,679 Speaker 1: if the air purifier wasn't like all the way up, 339 00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:55,600 Speaker 1: I would get swelling in my throat. If I wasn't 340 00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,440 Speaker 1: eating this right, this particular carrot that we would order 341 00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:01,640 Speaker 1: from Target, I would get swelling in my throat. Our 342 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:04,720 Speaker 1: doctors were trying to help as much as possible. They were, 343 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:08,240 Speaker 1: like every doctor at that time, learning with us. So 344 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:12,879 Speaker 1: I contacted the Mayo clinic. UM. I wrote them my story, 345 00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,919 Speaker 1: and I was like, can I get in to the 346 00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:18,680 Speaker 1: Mayo Clinic? This is what's happening to me. I sent 347 00:23:19,119 --> 00:23:22,359 Speaker 1: a letter to Johns Hopkins, because again there was another 348 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:24,399 Speaker 1: place I knew had been doing it, being at the 349 00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:27,360 Speaker 1: forefront of public health. And then both of them send 350 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,480 Speaker 1: a rejection letter, We're not able to accept your case. 351 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:34,239 Speaker 1: And then it was in like in the fall, that 352 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,280 Speaker 1: our doctor had heard that Mount sign I was starting 353 00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:41,520 Speaker 1: a post COVID care center. UM and she said, Okay, 354 00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:43,600 Speaker 1: this is where you guys need to get in. We 355 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:47,119 Speaker 1: were really excited. We called and they were like, the 356 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:53,439 Speaker 1: first appointment is March three. So for those six months, 357 00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,400 Speaker 1: six or seven months, we were sort of on our own. 358 00:23:56,840 --> 00:24:00,720 Speaker 1: That's Brian. Brian took over, as you means, full time caregiver, 359 00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:05,200 Speaker 1: helping her twenty four hours a day while also researching 360 00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:08,760 Speaker 1: and recruiting a team of doctors to address her wide 361 00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:15,120 Speaker 1: ranging symptoms from the allergies to neurological issues to cardiac concerns. 362 00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 1: And so those months were a process of basically interviewing 363 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:24,600 Speaker 1: and vetting doctors and saying, Okay, UM, here's our situation, Um, 364 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:26,639 Speaker 1: are you interested in being a part of this, because 365 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:29,920 Speaker 1: it's it's a it's a fairly it's a dire situation. 366 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:32,640 Speaker 1: We're trying, basically, at this point, every day to keep 367 00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:35,119 Speaker 1: her alive and every night, you know, I'm basically staying 368 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:38,240 Speaker 1: up all night making sure that she's awake, she's breathing, 369 00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:40,560 Speaker 1: that she's making it through the night. It was a 370 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:43,520 Speaker 1: learning course for me, and I guess in medical advocacy, 371 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:46,879 Speaker 1: we're very open about saying we had a fantastic medical experience, 372 00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:50,000 Speaker 1: specifically as African Americans, but also understanding that that is 373 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:53,800 Speaker 1: not the case always for African Americans and saying that 374 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,400 Speaker 1: that was always not even the case for us. Those 375 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,359 Speaker 1: instances did pop up where you know, we received a 376 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:03,679 Speaker 1: certain level of treatment or certain reactions from doctors that 377 00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:05,719 Speaker 1: was clear We're clearly based on our race. And in 378 00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:08,159 Speaker 1: those instances we said, well that's fine, thank you, know, 379 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,320 Speaker 1: thank you. We're going to you know, work with somebody 380 00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:12,439 Speaker 1: who's going to work with us. And I think Brian 381 00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:14,880 Speaker 1: always is so like gracious. He always says, like we 382 00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:17,080 Speaker 1: were doing this, but like he was doing this, I 383 00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:20,440 Speaker 1: was just like a lump, like I wasn't really doing anything. 384 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:25,159 Speaker 1: He was keeping me alive. But things were looking up 385 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:27,960 Speaker 1: for Janine. The couple moved out of Brooklyn and bought 386 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:31,120 Speaker 1: a house a few hours north of the city. They 387 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:34,240 Speaker 1: had built some structure and a strict medicine regiment that 388 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:41,159 Speaker 1: kept Janine relatively protected from extreme allergy outbreaks. They felt safe. 389 00:25:42,560 --> 00:25:44,560 Speaker 1: That was actually an exciting time. I was, you know, 390 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:46,520 Speaker 1: we felt like we had had like a regiment, like 391 00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:48,159 Speaker 1: we're like, all right, these are the foods that you 392 00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:51,240 Speaker 1: can eat, like the house. The house is like we're 393 00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:53,879 Speaker 1: now in a very rural area, so the air is 394 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:57,400 Speaker 1: so fresh here. And actually I was doing really well, 395 00:25:57,560 --> 00:26:00,800 Speaker 1: and a family member, wanting to celebrate us buying our 396 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:05,240 Speaker 1: first house, sent a plant. UM, a house plant. One day, 397 00:26:05,359 --> 00:26:08,480 Speaker 1: I decided I was going to trim it, and whatever 398 00:26:08,560 --> 00:26:14,640 Speaker 1: it released, UM, it started a massive attack for me. 399 00:26:15,359 --> 00:26:21,399 Speaker 1: I again went into anaphylaxis. UM. Brian had to administer 400 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:25,040 Speaker 1: the EpiPen and we had to call nine one two 401 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,800 Speaker 1: EpiPens and we had to call nine one one and 402 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:31,080 Speaker 1: be transported to the emergency room, which is fortunately just 403 00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:33,880 Speaker 1: a few minutes from our home. So that was when 404 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:37,359 Speaker 1: things got really bad. So everything that had happened before 405 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:41,560 Speaker 1: we thought was bad. Uh, turns out that was sort 406 00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:45,880 Speaker 1: of the kind of the warm up round UM without 407 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,160 Speaker 1: kind of trying to YadA YadA YadA things too much. 408 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:52,520 Speaker 1: By the end of the year, she was no longer 409 00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:59,280 Speaker 1: able to walk, speak, or eat. She was entirely bedridden. 410 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:05,000 Speaker 1: She was on a series of medicines UH steroids, high 411 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:08,240 Speaker 1: dose steroids that were camping down her immune system to 412 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:12,480 Speaker 1: control the ant flaxis UM. But as a result of that, 413 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:15,199 Speaker 1: she also developed sort of a body wide infection that 414 00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:20,960 Speaker 1: made things even worse. UM. She became far weaker than 415 00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:24,960 Speaker 1: than I've ever seen her. I felt like I was dying, 416 00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:30,639 Speaker 1: Like I, it's so close as I've ever felt to that. Um, 417 00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:33,720 Speaker 1: I felt myself slipping away. She had gone from being 418 00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:38,119 Speaker 1: a smiling, happy, energetic person too being mute and in 419 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:40,639 Speaker 1: pain and really and angry all the time. Because she 420 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:44,199 Speaker 1: was she couldn't communicate. But finally the data arrived for 421 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:47,639 Speaker 1: their appointment at the Mount Sinai Post COVID Care Center 422 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:52,520 Speaker 1: early in the morning on March third. They piled into 423 00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,439 Speaker 1: a car they borrowed from their neighbors and drove the 424 00:27:55,520 --> 00:27:59,399 Speaker 1: two hours from their home to New York City. We 425 00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:01,639 Speaker 1: got there to the post COVID Care Center and we 426 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,399 Speaker 1: met with the doctor. And I will never forget that. 427 00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:08,280 Speaker 1: The first thing she said was she listened to everything. 428 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:11,720 Speaker 1: And then after that she said, it's going to be okay. 429 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:16,760 Speaker 1: Everyone who comes here gets better. And just to hear 430 00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:20,200 Speaker 1: that was like it was just because I was like, 431 00:28:20,359 --> 00:28:22,359 Speaker 1: I felt like, oh, this is it, Like this is 432 00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:25,120 Speaker 1: my life now, Like I can't really move, I can't 433 00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:28,399 Speaker 1: really eat, I can't really do anything. And and to 434 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:32,760 Speaker 1: hear that I could get better, and I didn't believe her. 435 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,199 Speaker 1: I have to say. She was like, in six months, 436 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:37,840 Speaker 1: you will be on a much much better than you 437 00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:39,880 Speaker 1: are today. And I was like, there's no way in 438 00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:43,400 Speaker 1: six months, I'm going to be able to walk better 439 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:47,280 Speaker 1: and eat better and and all of this stuff. But 440 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 1: he did, he did, he did see it. The really 441 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,280 Speaker 1: amazing thing with the COVID Care Center was that they 442 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:54,000 Speaker 1: were now they were able to give us diagnosed he is, 443 00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:56,400 Speaker 1: and they're able to let us know reshures that everything 444 00:28:57,160 --> 00:28:59,280 Speaker 1: that she had was treatable, that it had all been 445 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:01,880 Speaker 1: caused by But these are all things that would improve. 446 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:05,040 Speaker 1: As much as we talk about how amazing o our 447 00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,160 Speaker 1: our medical team has been over the course of this, 448 00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:11,400 Speaker 1: we do also understand that we're only able to access 449 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:16,240 Speaker 1: this level of healthcare, you know, because of the Affordable 450 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:20,040 Speaker 1: Care Act. It feels like we have this belief, this 451 00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:23,560 Speaker 1: feeling in this country that you only deserve as much 452 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:27,360 Speaker 1: as you can afford, and we're seeing that pushed more 453 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,200 Speaker 1: and more to the forefront with COVID. You know, this 454 00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:32,480 Speaker 1: idea that if you can afford the health care that 455 00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:36,720 Speaker 1: will help you to live, then you can live. Yeah. 456 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,400 Speaker 1: And if you know there are people listening to this 457 00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:40,960 Speaker 1: that are thinking about the solutions. I just hope that 458 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:45,000 Speaker 1: they understand, like we you know, this is a disability, 459 00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:49,120 Speaker 1: like long COVID is a disability. Um, you can't go 460 00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:52,640 Speaker 1: back to life as you were. I look back at 461 00:29:52,680 --> 00:29:55,000 Speaker 1: my photos in my phone. When you now, your photos 462 00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:56,600 Speaker 1: like will pop up and they'll be like what you 463 00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,920 Speaker 1: did like three years ago, and I'll be like, oh 464 00:29:58,920 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 1: my god. On this one day, we were like at 465 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:04,800 Speaker 1: an art opening, we went out to a dinner, we 466 00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:06,600 Speaker 1: went to a party, and we didn't get home to 467 00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:08,360 Speaker 1: like three o'clock in the morning. And that was very 468 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:11,240 Speaker 1: normal for us to be out all night and going 469 00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:14,400 Speaker 1: out with friends and you know, um, you know, just 470 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:18,880 Speaker 1: kind of a crazy, like crazy New York City. And 471 00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:21,840 Speaker 1: I'm now, I'm like, I can't do that, Like I 472 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:25,520 Speaker 1: can't go to a restaurant. We don't go to restaurants because, um, 473 00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:27,800 Speaker 1: I don't know all the ingredients that are in the food. 474 00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:31,800 Speaker 1: Even when we visited some family over the holidays, we 475 00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:34,600 Speaker 1: brought all of our own food because he had to 476 00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:39,200 Speaker 1: cook my menu of like approved items that I can eat. 477 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:43,160 Speaker 1: When people do come here, we do tell them you 478 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:47,320 Speaker 1: can't wear anything that's perfumed. That means no like lotions 479 00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:50,200 Speaker 1: that have perfumed in them. We are like, we give 480 00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:52,560 Speaker 1: a list of like you could use an unscented soap 481 00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:56,440 Speaker 1: from this brand. That's good. UM, don't put product in 482 00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:59,160 Speaker 1: your hair because we can't have anything like that. Nothing's 483 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:02,840 Speaker 1: incidentally or everything is a strategy. Everything's a plan in 484 00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:09,200 Speaker 1: every detail matters, because you know, something as as small 485 00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:14,320 Speaker 1: as moving a house plant can can cause a serious problem. 486 00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:18,400 Speaker 1: We need help from the government in terms of UM 487 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 1: being able to take care of our care We need 488 00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:24,000 Speaker 1: help for caretakers like my husband because he's doing this 489 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,240 Speaker 1: full time and making sure that we have a company 490 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:31,400 Speaker 1: UM that still continues to run. I just want people 491 00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:35,120 Speaker 1: to understand that the long haul is a long haul. 492 00:31:38,080 --> 00:31:55,640 Speaker 1: We'll be right back. My life before COVID was UM, 493 00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 1: it was a beautiful life. It was a very active life. 494 00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,320 Speaker 1: Shamir L. Smith is a thirty nine year old middle 495 00:32:02,320 --> 00:32:06,880 Speaker 1: school teacher living in Baltimore, Maryland. Being a teacher was 496 00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:10,480 Speaker 1: like was that job in that career was? It was 497 00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:14,160 Speaker 1: a God send to me, the best career I've ever had. 498 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:21,440 Speaker 1: Like Janine, Shamir's long COVID journey turned her life upside down. Also, 499 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:26,280 Speaker 1: like Janine's, Shamir's story reveals some ugly truth about our 500 00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:32,840 Speaker 1: health care system. I first experienced my symptoms March twenty. 501 00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,960 Speaker 1: I will never ever forget that day. It started off 502 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:38,880 Speaker 1: very mildly. I thought that I had a sore throat 503 00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:42,160 Speaker 1: and a little bit of a cough. Was Shortly thereafter, 504 00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:45,320 Speaker 1: those symptoms begin to grow into more and and too 505 00:32:45,320 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 1: more serious symptoms. After that, I was afraid and I 506 00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:52,480 Speaker 1: wanted help, and they assured me that nothing was wrong. 507 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:57,000 Speaker 1: I was turned away many times my life, in my relationships. 508 00:32:57,160 --> 00:33:02,760 Speaker 1: How I view doctors UM have changed um today, Even today, 509 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:06,200 Speaker 1: I feel fear and anxiety when I think about going 510 00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:09,960 Speaker 1: to a doctor's office. Not just because COVID is still 511 00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:13,560 Speaker 1: running rampant. It's because I don't trust doctors. I don't 512 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:16,680 Speaker 1: trust that they have my best interests at heart. I've 513 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:20,880 Speaker 1: I've experienced a plethora of doctors who weren't listening to me. 514 00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:24,720 Speaker 1: They weren't hearing me, they weren't thinking about me. They 515 00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:28,240 Speaker 1: were arguing with me about my condition and how I felt, 516 00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:31,560 Speaker 1: and they weren't trying to treat me. And I'm gonna 517 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,120 Speaker 1: tell you the truth. As a black woman, since I 518 00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:39,400 Speaker 1: started working at sixteen, I was always told by my mother, 519 00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:42,440 Speaker 1: my auntie's and other women and my family and other 520 00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:46,880 Speaker 1: women who were my friends and um older friends who said, girl, 521 00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:51,480 Speaker 1: you've got to make sure you cover yourself in everything 522 00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:54,480 Speaker 1: where you work. And so what I learned from that is, 523 00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:58,760 Speaker 1: no matter what I was doing, to always take notes 524 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:03,800 Speaker 1: about my experience and what happened, that advice was ingrained 525 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:05,800 Speaker 1: in me as a black woman when I went to 526 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:10,799 Speaker 1: hospitals and medical centers and and and laboratories. For me, 527 00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:14,319 Speaker 1: what I knew from the very beginning, from the very 528 00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:17,959 Speaker 1: first time I went to the hospital, is that there 529 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:24,000 Speaker 1: is an expectation, an unspoken bias, that black people are 530 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:28,040 Speaker 1: not aware of their bodies, and so we have to 531 00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:34,480 Speaker 1: work harder to convince doctors about what is happening in 532 00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:37,200 Speaker 1: our bodies and the kind of care that we need. 533 00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:40,560 Speaker 1: Because as I was starting to read notes off my 534 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:45,080 Speaker 1: phone with fifty plus symptoms and what happened every day 535 00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,360 Speaker 1: to me and my journal entries off my phone, those 536 00:34:48,400 --> 00:34:51,560 Speaker 1: doctors were looking at me and awe because they couldn't 537 00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 1: believe that this black woman knew how to articulate what 538 00:34:56,040 --> 00:34:58,760 Speaker 1: was happening inside of me. I argue with a doctor 539 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:01,080 Speaker 1: as I sat in the host fital for seven days. 540 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:04,879 Speaker 1: I argued with him about the fact that um long 541 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:08,880 Speaker 1: COVID caused occipital near Rouga and try Geminal no Rouga. 542 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:12,000 Speaker 1: He tried to convince me, well, no, I went to Hopkins. 543 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:14,560 Speaker 1: I I know what's going on and and and and 544 00:35:14,640 --> 00:35:17,759 Speaker 1: COVID doesn't cause any brain issues, only for us to 545 00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:22,040 Speaker 1: find out two years later that it absolutely does. And 546 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:25,320 Speaker 1: so I think for a lot of us, as black people, 547 00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:30,319 Speaker 1: we already know that from the workplace in education, uh 548 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:34,839 Speaker 1: illegal matters to see Y ain't. And so what that 549 00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:37,360 Speaker 1: means is just to cover our butts, to make sure 550 00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:42,040 Speaker 1: that in writing what we are saying and experiencing can 551 00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:46,240 Speaker 1: also be translated and transcribed to doctors. Because I knew 552 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,840 Speaker 1: that if I did not take those notes as a 553 00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:53,319 Speaker 1: black woman, that because of the racism that I experienced, 554 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:57,000 Speaker 1: I had a feeling that I would not be taken seriously. 555 00:35:57,880 --> 00:36:02,160 Speaker 1: Six hundred miles west in Louisville, Kentucky, Deepest Singh was 556 00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:05,680 Speaker 1: also having a hard time getting help. I would go 557 00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:11,680 Speaker 1: into these appointments and I couldn't be taken seriously. Deepa 558 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:14,840 Speaker 1: is thirty now, but she was twenty eight when she 559 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:19,120 Speaker 1: started seeking answers for her long COVID symptoms. I've already 560 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:21,959 Speaker 1: been to so many appointments where I was told, oh, 561 00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:25,160 Speaker 1: you have a sinus infection, or you have allergies, you 562 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 1: have anxiety, anxiety induced by this pandemic in these lockdowns, 563 00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:36,680 Speaker 1: and because of that, I would switch providers and I'm like, okay, well, 564 00:36:36,719 --> 00:36:40,520 Speaker 1: this is a dead end. Let's go to this other provider. Okay, 565 00:36:40,560 --> 00:36:45,400 Speaker 1: that's a dead endless drugs, other provider. And I believe 566 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:51,680 Speaker 1: that first year I had seventy plus medical claims alone. 567 00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:55,799 Speaker 1: I was starting to believe that the providers who were 568 00:36:55,800 --> 00:37:00,600 Speaker 1: telling me was psychosomatic and it was anxiety driven. I 569 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:04,800 Speaker 1: truly felt like, okay, well and having a mental break. 570 00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,960 Speaker 1: I saw a hospital treatment care and care about twelve 571 00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:12,800 Speaker 1: times over six months. I was turned away many times. 572 00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,760 Speaker 1: But before I was turned away, I often was told 573 00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:19,480 Speaker 1: that I wasn't well in my head, I was too anxious, 574 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,600 Speaker 1: and I was also you know, sadly, you know this 575 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:25,840 Speaker 1: affects me as a black woman. I was seen after 576 00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:29,440 Speaker 1: white men and other men, um like I wasn't receiving 577 00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:32,040 Speaker 1: the same kind of care as the men in the 578 00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:36,879 Speaker 1: hospital across from me. And that was devastating. I have insurance. 579 00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:39,960 Speaker 1: I've been working as a teacher at that time for 580 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:43,120 Speaker 1: five years. I checked off all the boxes that would 581 00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:47,319 Speaker 1: have made me um a candidate to get care, and 582 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:49,440 Speaker 1: I didn't receive the care that I deserved. And I 583 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:57,640 Speaker 1: know that many people don't either, even still after two years. Tomorrow, 584 00:37:57,719 --> 00:38:01,560 Speaker 1: on Next Question, Who's helping long COVID sufferers get the 585 00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:06,240 Speaker 1: care they need and deserve, we unpacked the systemic issues 586 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:09,960 Speaker 1: at the heart of these patients experiences and explore the 587 00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:14,040 Speaker 1: heroic efforts of the few heating the long COVID call. 588 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:18,760 Speaker 1: That's part two of our long COVID deep dive coming tomorrow. 589 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:24,120 Speaker 1: To see some of the experiences of our long COVID patients, 590 00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:26,840 Speaker 1: you can check out my YouTube page, where my video 591 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,480 Speaker 1: team has posted powerful stories of the many and varied 592 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:34,560 Speaker 1: ways long COVID has affected the people with whom we spoke. 593 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:38,799 Speaker 1: If you're suffering long COVID symptoms and are looking for 594 00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:42,000 Speaker 1: some help, you can reach out to long COVID support 595 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:47,319 Speaker 1: groups like Body Politic and Survivor Cores. 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