1 00:00:09,840 --> 00:00:17,599 Speaker 1: Burning bridges. Now, listen up here, just don't do it. 2 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:21,439 Speaker 1: And when I say sometimes you really really want to 3 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:23,280 Speaker 1: burn the house down and you want to get that 4 00:00:23,360 --> 00:00:24,920 Speaker 1: point and you want to do it or you want 5 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:29,840 Speaker 1: to say it, and I'm telling you something, you don't 6 00:00:29,920 --> 00:00:34,400 Speaker 1: realize when you are and when you aren't burning bridges. Okay, 7 00:00:34,400 --> 00:00:36,520 Speaker 1: so let's put it this way. Money Court is coming 8 00:00:36,520 --> 00:00:39,760 Speaker 1: out on CNBC. I know that I'm on it. The 9 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:43,279 Speaker 1: trailers are out, We're getting billboards, busses, taxis. It's an 10 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:47,320 Speaker 1: amazing show with myself and Kevin O'Leary. It's binding arbitration. 11 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:51,320 Speaker 1: We settle high stakes business disputes. They have to listen 12 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:53,239 Speaker 1: to us. It's an amazing show. You're gonna love it. 13 00:00:53,240 --> 00:00:57,160 Speaker 1: It's no on CNBC. It's phenomenal. I'm not even kidding. 14 00:00:57,200 --> 00:01:01,280 Speaker 1: It's my most favorite project I've ever done. And mostly 15 00:01:01,760 --> 00:01:04,840 Speaker 1: so in addition to Rewives, my new podcast where I 16 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:09,240 Speaker 1: break down the housewives with a really interesting guest, I'm 17 00:01:09,240 --> 00:01:11,240 Speaker 1: doing things that I want to do now. I am 18 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:14,240 Speaker 1: doing what I love. I've walked away from so much 19 00:01:14,280 --> 00:01:15,880 Speaker 1: money for so many things that made me feel bad 20 00:01:15,880 --> 00:01:18,440 Speaker 1: about myself, so I'm really happy. So I wanted this project, 21 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:21,080 Speaker 1: and it's not the highest ever been paid in my career. 22 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:22,640 Speaker 1: It's just a project I really wanted to do and 23 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:24,640 Speaker 1: it's so good and I just can't tell you how 24 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:27,160 Speaker 1: good it is. It's really wonderful. And Kevin felt the 25 00:01:27,160 --> 00:01:28,880 Speaker 1: same way. I thought I was gonna hate him or 26 00:01:28,920 --> 00:01:30,880 Speaker 1: kill him, and it was the opposite. It was great. 27 00:01:31,840 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 1: So I was having dinner with one of the highest 28 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:39,160 Speaker 1: up at CNBC. Now, CNBC is part of NBC Universal, 29 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 1: which owns also E Now and Bravo and all this 30 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:45,480 Speaker 1: other stuff. Now, CNBC is its own entity and they 31 00:01:45,520 --> 00:01:47,600 Speaker 1: can make their own decisions and they have a high 32 00:01:47,640 --> 00:01:50,400 Speaker 1: They have the definitely wealthiest audience on television, which I 33 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: did not know, so it's perfect. It's like a business show. 34 00:01:53,440 --> 00:01:58,080 Speaker 1: So that person said to me that before doing this 35 00:01:58,160 --> 00:02:01,080 Speaker 1: show and casting me, which you know, I'm a producer 36 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:05,240 Speaker 1: on the show too, that they went to the powers 37 00:02:05,280 --> 00:02:07,400 Speaker 1: that be at Bravo to see if there were any 38 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:09,639 Speaker 1: landlines there. Now. Number one, it could be that I'm 39 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:13,560 Speaker 1: just an absolute nightmare to work with and I'm late 40 00:02:13,600 --> 00:02:15,799 Speaker 1: every time I do drugs on set, whatever the hell 41 00:02:15,880 --> 00:02:19,040 Speaker 1: someone wants to say. Number two, it could be that 42 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:22,520 Speaker 1: I really pissed people off. And when I left The Housewives, 43 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:28,040 Speaker 1: it wasn't that fun for Bravo because they found it 44 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:31,240 Speaker 1: out really close to shooting. But I thought that I 45 00:02:31,280 --> 00:02:34,440 Speaker 1: was going to shoot the season they on The Housewives 46 00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:38,200 Speaker 1: the last my last season, they cast some I suggested 47 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:40,560 Speaker 1: someone someone came through me for the show because I 48 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:42,640 Speaker 1: thought I was going to be on the show. When 49 00:02:42,680 --> 00:02:45,639 Speaker 1: we are waiting for the next season, we are always 50 00:02:45,639 --> 00:02:47,520 Speaker 1: the dummies that never know anything. Like I go into 51 00:02:47,560 --> 00:02:49,760 Speaker 1: a normal show like CNBC Money Court, I know exactly 52 00:02:49,760 --> 00:02:51,320 Speaker 1: what I'm walking into and who was going to be there. 53 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:56,160 Speaker 1: Housewives of the Talent has literally no power. So you 54 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:58,320 Speaker 1: are about to start shooting in a couple of weeks 55 00:02:58,560 --> 00:03:00,440 Speaker 1: and you don't know who you're shooting. If you don't 56 00:03:00,440 --> 00:03:02,760 Speaker 1: know who the cast is, it's totally under wraps. Okay, 57 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:05,240 Speaker 1: no problem. Now, I had earned my stripes after all 58 00:03:05,280 --> 00:03:07,720 Speaker 1: the years there, and I was definitely under different rules 59 00:03:07,760 --> 00:03:09,760 Speaker 1: and made different money than everybody else. That is just 60 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:13,160 Speaker 1: a fact. But the person that I recommended for the 61 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:17,120 Speaker 1: show was cast into the show and nobody told me. 62 00:03:17,680 --> 00:03:22,080 Speaker 1: So I found out and thought, what the funk, Like 63 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:24,680 Speaker 1: I'm the one who suggested her like I suggested this person. 64 00:03:24,720 --> 00:03:27,320 Speaker 1: So you think the Bravo or the production company will 65 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:29,480 Speaker 1: come back and say, oh, yeah, we're going with this person. 66 00:03:29,760 --> 00:03:31,720 Speaker 1: But no, it's all under wraps because of the cast 67 00:03:31,760 --> 00:03:33,600 Speaker 1: and the whole thing. But I felt I didn't love that. 68 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:37,080 Speaker 1: No big deal. Then something else stupid like that happened. 69 00:03:37,440 --> 00:03:41,440 Speaker 1: And then because of a contract term, which I'll tell 70 00:03:41,520 --> 00:03:44,000 Speaker 1: on rewives, there was something that I wouldn't budge on. 71 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:46,160 Speaker 1: It was totally in principle, and I also was looking 72 00:03:46,160 --> 00:03:47,960 Speaker 1: for a reason to leave. I really just wanted to leave. 73 00:03:48,560 --> 00:03:51,240 Speaker 1: I wouldn't budge on it, and Bravo wouldn't budge and 74 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:53,600 Speaker 1: I said, they said this, we're not budging on that. 75 00:03:53,680 --> 00:03:56,800 Speaker 1: And I said, okay, is it best and final, which 76 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:58,720 Speaker 1: is a term in business meaning like that's it now. 77 00:03:58,760 --> 00:04:01,040 Speaker 1: You never do best in fine unless you're willing to walk, 78 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:04,720 Speaker 1: because you will say to sounding, okay, I'm offering you 79 00:04:04,800 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 1: two thousand dollars for this piece of art, best and final, 80 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:09,160 Speaker 1: and then if you really would have given two thousand, 81 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:12,360 Speaker 1: you look like an idiot and you have no credibility. 82 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:14,520 Speaker 1: And everybody does that, And that's totally what happens all 83 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:17,680 Speaker 1: the time with the Housewives and they're negotiating. So I 84 00:04:17,720 --> 00:04:19,720 Speaker 1: was looking for a reason to leave because I know, 85 00:04:19,839 --> 00:04:23,040 Speaker 1: based on past Bravo seasons and how they negotiate that 86 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:27,080 Speaker 1: when we were finally up and shooting, if I wasn't filming, 87 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:30,159 Speaker 1: the production company would have pressured the network and said 88 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:32,040 Speaker 1: we need fucking Bethany and they would have folded on 89 00:04:32,040 --> 00:04:34,839 Speaker 1: that term because that always happens for me, because it's 90 00:04:34,839 --> 00:04:37,520 Speaker 1: never something unreasonable, and then it would have happened. But 91 00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 1: I just was looking for a reason to leave. I 92 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:41,760 Speaker 1: just was. And I said, we said it's the best 93 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:43,359 Speaker 1: and final. They said best and final. I said to 94 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:45,799 Speaker 1: my lawyerous call again, say from the head of legal, 95 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:48,120 Speaker 1: is it best and final? And they said it's best. 96 00:04:48,200 --> 00:04:52,359 Speaker 1: They said yes, And I said, flip the switch. I 97 00:04:52,400 --> 00:04:54,919 Speaker 1: have a I'm writing something up, I'm posting a picture, 98 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:58,280 Speaker 1: and I'm out. So we posted and we left and 99 00:04:58,360 --> 00:05:00,720 Speaker 1: the head of Bravo I spoke to and they said 100 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:03,200 Speaker 1: to me, you know, you could have called me. You 101 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:05,479 Speaker 1: should have called me, and I said, you know, I don't. 102 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:07,800 Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not a baby where like I'm playing 103 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:09,880 Speaker 1: games with lawyers, like if you have the head of leaders, 104 00:05:09,880 --> 00:05:12,680 Speaker 1: senior vice president legal or the head of legal. But 105 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,239 Speaker 1: it was like a high high up legal person says 106 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:17,479 Speaker 1: best and final, that's your lawyer, that's your representative. Like 107 00:05:17,560 --> 00:05:20,880 Speaker 1: they speak to you, they speak to their their they're 108 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:24,040 Speaker 1: brought you know, like my lawyers don't just half cocked 109 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:25,719 Speaker 1: to go say things to people that are not in 110 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:30,160 Speaker 1: my behalf. And I said, yeah, I went through the yeah, 111 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:32,160 Speaker 1: we we talked to you lawyers multiple times, went back 112 00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:35,479 Speaker 1: and forth. The point is it wasn't that fun for Bravo. 113 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:39,880 Speaker 1: But I did not burn the house down, meaning I 114 00:05:40,040 --> 00:05:44,200 Speaker 1: left after I got confirmation for my lawyers. There lawyer's 115 00:05:44,240 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 1: my lawyers. There lawyers, my lawyers. Their lawyers talk to 116 00:05:47,080 --> 00:05:49,360 Speaker 1: my bubb as is talked to my business managers, made 117 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 1: a decision talk to Paul. Left. Years later when I'm 118 00:05:53,960 --> 00:05:57,880 Speaker 1: doing a CNBC show which is owned by the same property, 119 00:05:58,400 --> 00:06:01,320 Speaker 1: and the CNBC person asked, Bravo, are there any problems 120 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:04,160 Speaker 1: because we're putting Bethany in the show. While I may 121 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:07,720 Speaker 1: not be their favorite person for that move, it was 122 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:11,200 Speaker 1: just business. It's it was just business. Ironically, it is 123 00:06:11,279 --> 00:06:13,440 Speaker 1: very personal. That's why I have a book called Businesses Personal. 124 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,880 Speaker 1: But it was fair business. It wasn't burning some bridge, 125 00:06:17,960 --> 00:06:21,800 Speaker 1: and it was just that I left and it wasn't 126 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:23,920 Speaker 1: that fun. Sometimes it's not that fun for them and me. 127 00:06:24,600 --> 00:06:26,760 Speaker 1: So years later they did not stay to c NBC 128 00:06:27,640 --> 00:06:30,400 Speaker 1: Run Don't Walk. They said, no, no problem, which is 129 00:06:30,440 --> 00:06:32,559 Speaker 1: how I ended up being on the c NBC show 130 00:06:33,160 --> 00:06:35,400 Speaker 1: that I love. The point is, and I have more 131 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:39,480 Speaker 1: specific examples. You just don't know what's coming around the 132 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:41,960 Speaker 1: bend and who knows who and who knows what and 133 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,279 Speaker 1: who's connected, and you didn't even think that they were. 134 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:46,560 Speaker 1: And you're like, well, that's not gonna happen, but you 135 00:06:46,760 --> 00:06:48,960 Speaker 1: and you know the other way too. Oh. I had 136 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:52,240 Speaker 1: an incident where I poured a drink on some insufferable 137 00:06:52,279 --> 00:06:56,600 Speaker 1: women in the Hampton said Steven uh Stevens Steven's talkhouse. 138 00:06:57,440 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 1: And the woman's one of the women's husband ins And 139 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:01,799 Speaker 1: that wasn't even the woman that was the most agreed, 140 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:04,760 Speaker 1: just her husband. He ended up working for Trump. He 141 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:08,800 Speaker 1: left Goldman. Goldman had done the first series of of 142 00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:12,520 Speaker 1: funding for Serious Radio. The girl who used to be 143 00:07:12,560 --> 00:07:15,800 Speaker 1: an executive producer at Today's Show was working there and 144 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:17,840 Speaker 1: she every day I was like, we just we want you. 145 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:20,040 Speaker 1: Every day you could talk to anybody, we would like 146 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:21,800 Speaker 1: to have a show with you every day, but that 147 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:25,679 Speaker 1: would have entailed before COVID that I went into Serious 148 00:07:25,760 --> 00:07:27,720 Speaker 1: radio every day. I said, I don't. I couldn't. I 149 00:07:27,760 --> 00:07:29,160 Speaker 1: can't give you that time. I couldn't do it. I 150 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:31,480 Speaker 1: couldn't go to Arames every day if you paid me, 151 00:07:31,760 --> 00:07:34,240 Speaker 1: I don't have the time. So they were all but 152 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:38,360 Speaker 1: begging me to do it. After the after the drink toss, 153 00:07:38,360 --> 00:07:41,320 Speaker 1: Serious went cold. They went Cold Play because that was 154 00:07:41,360 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 1: a Cold Play concert. Cold cold, like I funked with 155 00:07:45,160 --> 00:07:48,720 Speaker 1: the wrong person and that and and that just went 156 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:50,840 Speaker 1: cold and thank god. But by the way, here I 157 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:54,160 Speaker 1: am on. I heart thrilled, and so it's a trajectory 158 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:57,000 Speaker 1: that I'm thrilled about. But I'm just saying, like, you 159 00:07:57,080 --> 00:08:00,480 Speaker 1: do something, you curse someone out, you're rude on a plane, 160 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:04,960 Speaker 1: you do something you never know who's watching, who they know. 161 00:08:05,120 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 1: It's just you just gotta hold your tongue and your 162 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 1: actions and be careful how you operate. Because I wasn't 163 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:15,000 Speaker 1: shoddy in the way that I left Housewives, it just 164 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:31,640 Speaker 1: wasn't that popular. My daughter makes fun of me for 165 00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:36,040 Speaker 1: many reasons, one being that she'll come home and I'll say, 166 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:38,760 Speaker 1: did she get a compliment on your jeans? Said, She's 167 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:40,679 Speaker 1: like no, I'm like wash, Like people don't compliment, like 168 00:08:40,840 --> 00:08:45,080 Speaker 1: what talking about? But still every time she wear something 169 00:08:45,120 --> 00:08:47,200 Speaker 1: super cute, she's got the style, like she's got this 170 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:49,439 Speaker 1: natural style. She could buy a two dollar shirt and 171 00:08:49,480 --> 00:08:53,720 Speaker 1: everyone's obsessed. Okay, so some days, like some big days, 172 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:56,120 Speaker 1: I'll be like, no, there's no I'll bully her too. 173 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:59,480 Speaker 1: No way you didn't get I'll buy or something. I'm like, 174 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:02,720 Speaker 1: there's no way you didn't get a compliment today on 175 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:05,400 Speaker 1: that because they're like these amazing pants that have like 176 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:07,280 Speaker 1: crystals all over them there blue, and you found them 177 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:09,280 Speaker 1: in a French flea market. And I'm like there's no way. 178 00:09:09,320 --> 00:09:11,439 Speaker 1: And she's like I did a couple of people and 179 00:09:11,559 --> 00:09:14,160 Speaker 1: then they're like really cool sneakers. I'm like, you definitely 180 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:16,200 Speaker 1: got boy compliments. Say you were wearing Jordan's and her 181 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:18,600 Speaker 1: orange and red, and she's like, yes, a couple. I'm like, 182 00:09:18,640 --> 00:09:20,800 Speaker 1: what did they say? Like I don't ask her like 183 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:23,480 Speaker 1: how is school? How is your homework? She could literally 184 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:26,080 Speaker 1: be getting zeros and she could be getting D minuses, 185 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 1: But I'm like, but she's getting a pluses in her outfits, 186 00:09:28,080 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 1: and I'm like, listen to me, what were the compliments? 187 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: Tell me what did the boys say? I don't know. 188 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:36,200 Speaker 1: I'm like, I want to know exactly. I don't know 189 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:40,959 Speaker 1: people like you skirt? Yes? What what did they say? 190 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:43,880 Speaker 1: Word for word? I'm in a housewife scene with her. 191 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:47,839 Speaker 1: We all the tape. What did they say? So so 192 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:50,840 Speaker 1: she'll tell me later. She'm like, somebody liked my something. 193 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:53,960 Speaker 1: I'm like, see. So then she she laughed. She's like, well, 194 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 1: you didn't ask me my test. I'm like, how is 195 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:59,080 Speaker 1: your test? So then she were we were we She 196 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:01,360 Speaker 1: reminded me. She's like used to toward me about my 197 00:10:01,440 --> 00:10:04,480 Speaker 1: lunch box. So I used to put like little stickers 198 00:10:04,480 --> 00:10:06,000 Speaker 1: on it said like have a great day. And I 199 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:08,160 Speaker 1: found these little cute cocktail napkins. I had like these 200 00:10:08,160 --> 00:10:11,280 Speaker 1: little puns on them, like do not with a doughnut, 201 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:13,880 Speaker 1: like donut miss me too much today? Or like an 202 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:17,079 Speaker 1: olives like I'll of you. I'm making this up with 203 00:10:17,160 --> 00:10:19,200 Speaker 1: like stuff like that, with cute like pictures. I was 204 00:10:19,240 --> 00:10:21,400 Speaker 1: so excited. It's like save the napkins because I didn't 205 00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:22,480 Speaker 1: know where I got them. And I play like one 206 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 1: napkin in a day, and you know you're amazing. You 207 00:10:25,679 --> 00:10:28,480 Speaker 1: smile on the sandwich every day, And like, I still 208 00:10:28,559 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 1: have some of those stickers now because I thought they 209 00:10:30,040 --> 00:10:32,840 Speaker 1: were so amazing that I didn't want to waste them all. 210 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:34,400 Speaker 1: And now I still have them because I gonna start 211 00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:36,600 Speaker 1: making sandwiches for like Paul or somebody because I don't 212 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:38,559 Speaker 1: have another kid, and maybe I'll just start sending my 213 00:10:38,600 --> 00:10:41,559 Speaker 1: assistant like stickers and say you're great. So I should 214 00:10:41,559 --> 00:10:44,560 Speaker 1: have used more than but anyway, and I just I 215 00:10:44,600 --> 00:10:47,079 Speaker 1: wouldn't do like the perfect cut off the crust where 216 00:10:47,120 --> 00:10:49,079 Speaker 1: it looks like a Japanese chef did it with like 217 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:51,120 Speaker 1: a Santuco knife. I just like cut the sandwich in 218 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:54,360 Speaker 1: half and wrapped it. And if we had like Tresha 219 00:10:54,880 --> 00:10:57,440 Speaker 1: travel pasta the night before or pizza or something great, 220 00:10:57,920 --> 00:11:00,400 Speaker 1: I would um put it like I would put it 221 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:02,079 Speaker 1: into my grave right before she went to school and 222 00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:04,079 Speaker 1: cover it with foil and make like wanted to be 223 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:07,600 Speaker 1: at least like lukewarm, not freezing cold over lunch. And 224 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:11,480 Speaker 1: I made an effort, and she'd have uh, cheesecake, lollypop 225 00:11:11,679 --> 00:11:14,560 Speaker 1: cake pops and whatever. So I used to say to her, 226 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:16,160 Speaker 1: so your mind me the other day to be like, wait, 227 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:19,240 Speaker 1: what did anyone say about your luck? She's like nothing, 228 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:21,280 Speaker 1: so I spent did you have the like did you 229 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:23,400 Speaker 1: have a great lunch? Like because I wanted to know. 230 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:25,200 Speaker 1: It's like I wanted to have a bad I wanted 231 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:27,600 Speaker 1: to have better lunch than anybody else. Um, I wasn't 232 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:30,079 Speaker 1: doing peanut and jelly. My mother was like the snob 233 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:32,240 Speaker 1: who like, well, now we know where I got it from? 234 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,880 Speaker 1: Who who? Just peanut butter and jelly was just beneath us. 235 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,240 Speaker 1: I had like a nice turkey sandwich and the fruit. 236 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:39,400 Speaker 1: And at my house we had the cold cuts and 237 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:41,679 Speaker 1: and and you know, reveal parmesan, but not the crap. 238 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:44,679 Speaker 1: We didn't have Captain crunch. We had life cereal so 239 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:47,480 Speaker 1: um that I remember that little girl. So with Brin 240 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: was kind of halfway between. On the days I was lazy, 241 00:11:50,040 --> 00:11:52,400 Speaker 1: she'd get the peanut butter you know, sandwich and stuff 242 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:53,920 Speaker 1: like that. But then I would always try to if 243 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 1: I did the boring lazy thing in the middle, like 244 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:57,840 Speaker 1: the peanut butter sandwich, I'd try to like decorate it 245 00:11:57,840 --> 00:11:59,199 Speaker 1: on the sides of a bunch of other ships, like 246 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,760 Speaker 1: here's a bad of chips, a little cake pop trying 247 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,200 Speaker 1: to make myself a better mother by giving you all 248 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:04,760 Speaker 1: the ship on the side, so she told me. Recently, 249 00:12:04,800 --> 00:12:06,760 Speaker 1: she said, used to ask me, what do people think 250 00:12:06,760 --> 00:12:09,120 Speaker 1: about my lunch? No one talks about their lunch, Like 251 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:12,160 Speaker 1: what loser she go to school? What do you mean? 252 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 1: I totally coveted the neighbor's lunch when I was a kid, 253 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:17,400 Speaker 1: or commented on show me. She hurt me the other 254 00:12:17,440 --> 00:12:19,760 Speaker 1: day and she said to me, your lunches weren't even 255 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 1: the best. She said, they were like just they were 256 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:26,959 Speaker 1: like average. You'd give her like average lunches. They weren't 257 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:30,040 Speaker 1: even the best. I was like those thoughts shots fired. 258 00:12:30,559 --> 00:12:33,640 Speaker 1: Your fucking little bitch, I mean, what a fucking little 259 00:12:33,640 --> 00:12:33,800 Speaker 1: bit