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Speaker 1: Thank you for coming back. Part two is underway.

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Speaker 2: You mentioned a lot of some of the kids, actors

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Speaker 2: and actresses that you around life had gotten so much,

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Speaker 2: so overbearing, that they couldn't didn't feel they could go on.

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Speaker 1: You see.

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Speaker 2: You mentioned Amanda Bynes and you see her in Conservative

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Speaker 2: Ship and you see her dealing with her issues. How

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Speaker 2: difficult is that for you, knowing what you went through

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Speaker 2: and seeing her go through something very similar.

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Speaker 3: It's deep.

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Speaker 4: I mean when I was at the Sun Hotel in Canada,

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Speaker 4: where I was going to in my life at that moment,

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Speaker 4: on the other side of a balcony, Amanda was there,

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Speaker 4: and Amanda was shooting the show a movie where she

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Speaker 4: played a play. The guy that that that movie, Kenyan,

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Speaker 4: was in town too as well. We hadn't talked in

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Speaker 4: a while. He was doing snakes on the plane, and

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Speaker 4: no one knew that I was going through with my ex.

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Speaker 4: You know, we had very toxic relationship, you know what

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Speaker 4: I mean. As you can imagine from the start.

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Speaker 2: Of it, it's hard to reveal something after life.

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Speaker 1: If it were found it on the line, it's gonna

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Speaker 1: fall eventually.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, exactly exactly. And it went from bad to worse.

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Speaker 4: You know, with the things that were being revealed, you know,

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Speaker 4: and it was a lot, you know, it's other times

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Speaker 4: she had gotten pregnant, other things, and it just got

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Speaker 4: to a point.

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Speaker 1: You ain't gotten pregnant again. Well y'all together.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, And it wasn't you now with me, It was

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Speaker 4: you stuck around. Yeah, I stuck around. I stuck around.

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Speaker 4: But here's the thing, here's the thing. Uh, these were

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Speaker 4: things that were being revealed.

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Speaker 1: You know this.

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Speaker 2: How do you find how do you find this out?

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Speaker 2: I want to know how you found this out? You

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Speaker 2: read a letter, you got it.

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Speaker 1: Through the phones?

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Speaker 4: Okay, all right, So how that one went. There was

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Speaker 4: a thing where we weren't having sex anymore, and we

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Speaker 4: weren't doing it.

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Speaker 1: Game, you weren't having sick clearly she would Yeah.

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Speaker 3: It's just just because we knew.

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Speaker 4: I knew what was going on. And I was like, yo,

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Speaker 4: what is even happening. You're not coming home, You're not

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Speaker 4: doing all these different things.

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Speaker 1: And y'all, man, you're not coming home.

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Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. But then this was you know,

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Speaker 4: back then. Yeah, we're praying for it. Now it's all good, yeah,

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Speaker 4: but this is what's the process of what I was

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Speaker 4: there was a time get some more.

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Speaker 2: So I need right, I mean, you had one boarded

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Speaker 2: that but that wasn't yours. He told you you didn't

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Speaker 2: know you have one of your own.

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Speaker 4: And she yeah, well yeah, there was a there was

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Speaker 4: a situation where there was a guy, you know, and

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Speaker 4: I had a feeling, you know what I mean, and

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Speaker 4: she was talking to somebody. It was one of her

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Speaker 4: friends that to come over, right, and you know, I

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Speaker 4: was working a lot, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 3: So one is one of those situations.

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Speaker 4: And so I dropping off the kids, you know, and

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Speaker 4: you know, didn't go to work, and you know how

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Speaker 4: I go. And so one day I decided where it

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Speaker 4: because she don't ben come home. And so I got

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Speaker 4: in the whip, went driving around. Saw her whip look differently,

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Speaker 4: I mean, to go walk into the lobby.

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Speaker 5: Uh.

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Speaker 4: Turns out, dude just come walking down the lobby about

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Speaker 4: to go to the car, you know, my car, and

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Speaker 4: this she was driving, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 3: And I'm like, oh, okay, what's up. Take me upstairs,

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Speaker 3: take me and let's go to the elevator. Let's go together,

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Speaker 4: And he's like, okay, cool, you know what I mean,

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Speaker 4: and we go up. I'm not we don't need to fight.

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Speaker 4: Let's go because I already know what it is, right,

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Speaker 4: So we go up. Of course she surprised, Oh, you know,

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Speaker 4: so this is what this is what's going on?

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Speaker 3: Okay, cool? You know what I mean? All right, and

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Speaker 3: your decision. You already we'd have been through it.

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Speaker 1: Did she like, come out and let me let me explain.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, explain. I'll go to the car.

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Speaker 4: After I went to the car, then there was this

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Speaker 4: I was like, yo, I need to go back, And

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Speaker 4: I went back because now I was like, well.

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Speaker 3: I felt disrespected, so now I need to.

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Speaker 1: Go do something.

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Speaker 3: So then I'm going back up.

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Speaker 4: There, cops came, everybody came up at that point. And

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Speaker 4: I remember this cop told me, uh, he said, hey, yo,

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Speaker 4: I've seen this, this type of woman, this this situation.

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Speaker 3: You need to get out of this situation, you know

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Speaker 4: They didn't get out of this situation, like you know,

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Speaker 4: like a goofy still stayed around, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 4: We said, were trying to make it work for the kids,

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Speaker 4: you know what I mean, trying to make it work

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Speaker 4: for the kids, but it just wasn't working out, you

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Speaker 4: she ended up getting pregg But another guy, now that

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Speaker 4: situation happened was that I was at the hospital.

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Speaker 3: She had a sickle cell trade. So she ended up

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Speaker 4: Know, I'm thinking it's that were going there and the

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Speaker 4: And I was just like, hey, yo, what you lost

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Speaker 4: just and I'm like, okay, so she was pregnant at

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Speaker 3: Do you know what I mean?

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Speaker 4: But then but then it's also doing movies, doing TV shows,

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Speaker 4: doing all these things as this is going on, not

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Speaker 3: Up there, And the thing about it.

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Speaker 4: Is that I would drink, you know, to get out

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Speaker 4: because it was just kind of like, you know, making

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Speaker 4: let's do this. But I'm also dealing with the embarrassment

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Speaker 4: of all of these situations, what's going on.

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Speaker 3: I don't want people to know what I'm going.

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Speaker 4: Through all this situation, and I just felt like at

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Speaker 4: because I looked at my parents and how beautiful that

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Speaker 4: I just wanted to hit off button at that point,

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Speaker 4: and I felt like that was the answer. I tell people,

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Speaker 4: you know, I heard something tell me, heyo, keil, get

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Speaker 4: into a room, lock the door, and get off this balcony.

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Speaker 4: I know that was God now, but at that time,

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Speaker 4: And I did that and went and did work, and

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Speaker 4: then from that changing my life around. Whereas to the

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Speaker 2: Kill even though I'm listening to you talk and it's

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Speaker 2: a very traumatic experience and I'm sorry that you had

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Speaker 2: to experience that, but it seems to me, no matter

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Speaker 2: how chaotic it was in your personal life, it was

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Speaker 3: Well.

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Speaker 4: I would say this because even with the process of

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Speaker 4: think you know. So we did have a conversation about this,

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Speaker 4: but he didn't know any of this either. He didn't

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Speaker 4: until recently. What I was able to talk to him

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Speaker 4: and then I'm also having problems within the workplace as well.

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Speaker 3: That was a.

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Speaker 4: Gumbo of just like yo, you know what I mean

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Speaker 4: of what was going on. And that's when I talk about,

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Speaker 4: like with Robin Williams, when I was saying, like, you know, smiling.

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Speaker 3: Through everything and making other people laugh.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, never know what's somebody else might be going through

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Speaker 4: at that time. And Keeny was going through his own

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Speaker 4: but we both weren't sharing, right. And this is what

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Speaker 4: I talk about with relationship and letting people know what's

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Speaker 4: they don't and you just deal with that, that that's

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Speaker 4: a great place for the devil to just play with you,

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Speaker 4: you know what I mean, within that process. And I

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Speaker 4: And so even with Amanda, I understood, you know, what

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Speaker 4: she was going through. Everybody has their own journey of

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Speaker 4: what they're going through in life. Everybody's journey is different,

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Speaker 4: and this is my journey and process of it.

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Speaker 2: You were in a movie with Cat Williams called Gang. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: what was it like? Working with Cat?

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Speaker 4: Kat Williams is amazing, bro, He's a good dude. I

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Speaker 4: remember we saw a lot of comedians coming up, you

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Speaker 4: ninety four seeing a lot of people come up, and

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Speaker 4: so I remember Dave Chappelle and a windbreaker at the

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Speaker 4: Now every day we're speaking to one another as far

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Speaker 2: Do you ever like, when you've done what you've done

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Speaker 2: that wasn't a sketch I mean in the movie.

440
00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:45,720
Speaker 1: Yeah.

441
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:47,919
Speaker 2: Yeah, So how do you go how do you go

442
00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:50,879
Speaker 2: about coming up with like this is what I'm gonna do?

443
00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:53,880
Speaker 1: How do you? I mean, how do you do that? Well?

444
00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:56,480
Speaker 4: Ed has been there since ninety four, you know, and

445
00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:59,040
Speaker 4: then now to revisit with him and as an adult

446
00:19:59,520 --> 00:20:02,199
Speaker 4: to play it was an awesome process, you know what

447
00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:02,480
Speaker 4: I mean?

448
00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:02,800
Speaker 1: Yeah?

449
00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:03,480
Speaker 3: Uh?

450
00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:05,400
Speaker 4: And how the whole set it off thing? I think

451
00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:07,639
Speaker 4: I remember it was the makeup artist. That's where that

452
00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:09,679
Speaker 4: you went to a similar product?

453
00:20:10,160 --> 00:20:11,119
Speaker 1: Yeah you remember that.

454
00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:16,359
Speaker 4: Boy looking Yeah, so basically.

455
00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:18,120
Speaker 2: Had me looking like they I looked like little Richard

456
00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:20,480
Speaker 2: and I looked like Reddy Jackson Bettery had be like

457
00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:21,720
Speaker 2: I was looking like everybody.

458
00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:22,080
Speaker 3: Yeah.

459
00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:23,600
Speaker 4: So you know for years I had my you know,

460
00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,760
Speaker 4: have my beard, and I hadn't done it in a while.

461
00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:28,040
Speaker 4: And so the thing was is that I told the

462
00:20:28,040 --> 00:20:30,600
Speaker 4: makeup artists, I said, yeah, just do full makeup, you know,

463
00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:33,560
Speaker 4: just cover, cover up, and she did the full. So

464
00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:35,880
Speaker 4: but you gotta be careful what you tell. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

465
00:20:36,160 --> 00:20:38,680
Speaker 4: makeup artis you said do full. I said the full,

466
00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:40,280
Speaker 4: and she gave me that, you know what I mean.

467
00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:41,800
Speaker 4: And I have already had hot chee bones.

468
00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:44,040
Speaker 2: I told him I wanting to be cafet clean. They

469
00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:46,719
Speaker 2: took me living, they took me living care.

470
00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:51,080
Speaker 4: Yeah right, so you said kak clean. I said fool

471
00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:53,160
Speaker 4: and she gave me that, you know that beat.

472
00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:54,920
Speaker 1: You know, live everything.

473
00:20:55,359 --> 00:20:57,119
Speaker 4: Uh, And I go out his head and I'm not

474
00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:59,840
Speaker 4: I'm not looking at the monitors. So you know, it's

475
00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:01,800
Speaker 4: the first week and I'm not looking at the monitors.

476
00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:06,359
Speaker 4: You're saying, and I'm doing I'm doing this character and

477
00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:08,440
Speaker 4: I'm just doing it. And then it wasn't until somebody

478
00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:11,640
Speaker 4: took a picture end of the day, you know, sweating.

479
00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:14,400
Speaker 3: Somebody took a HU because we signed on the ground. Yeah,

480
00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:16,080
Speaker 3: and it went viral and.

481
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:18,239
Speaker 4: They was like, yo, look look at at And if

482
00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:20,280
Speaker 4: you watch the movie you'll see within the process they

483
00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:20,720
Speaker 4: fixed that.

484
00:21:21,119 --> 00:21:22,640
Speaker 3: It's just like one or two scenes where I look

485
00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:22,879
Speaker 3: like that.

486
00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,920
Speaker 4: But what I've always learned was is that you lean

487
00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:28,879
Speaker 4: into a joke because if you start trying to argue

488
00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,240
Speaker 4: with it, yeah yeah, yeah. So I was like, okay,

489
00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:33,560
Speaker 4: I got the braids. It looks like set it off.

490
00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:35,920
Speaker 4: And you know, we said that and we just leaning

491
00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:38,280
Speaker 4: to the jokes and made the people laughing. It's all promotion.

492
00:21:38,359 --> 00:21:40,679
Speaker 2: It was my hey made it had places and everything.

493
00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:43,399
Speaker 2: I came out of ESPN. They had play, they had chicken,

494
00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:45,880
Speaker 2: and I said, all bad, but they got they got

495
00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:46,440
Speaker 2: the good care.

496
00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:47,520
Speaker 1: They had me on that one.

497
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:51,640
Speaker 2: But what but what happened was is that the makeup

498
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:55,520
Speaker 2: artist ESPN they have rotational So it's kind of hard

499
00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:58,000
Speaker 2: to figure it out because you get one one day,

500
00:21:58,040 --> 00:22:00,119
Speaker 2: you get one the next day, you get one next week,

501
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:02,520
Speaker 2: so you might get fifteen and so it's not a

502
00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:06,200
Speaker 2: consistent person that's working on you each particular time.

503
00:22:06,600 --> 00:22:07,439
Speaker 1: And then the lighting.

504
00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 2: You might be in the box which is like just

505
00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:12,080
Speaker 2: you in the camera, or you might be on stage

506
00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:15,560
Speaker 2: where it's well lit. So when I say make your

507
00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:16,760
Speaker 2: boy casket clean.

508
00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:20,359
Speaker 3: They did that.

509
00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:23,080
Speaker 2: You feel me, I said, I didn't mean literally, man,

510
00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:26,360
Speaker 2: but I didn't mean literally. But it was all well,

511
00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:30,320
Speaker 2: you know, he apologized. But like you said, I understand

512
00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:33,119
Speaker 2: now that you got to make a lot of a

513
00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:36,280
Speaker 2: situation situation because if they don't, man, cause it ended

514
00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:41,480
Speaker 2: it up forgiven. It's up there now, it's up there forever. Yeah, grandkid, grandkids,

515
00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:44,399
Speaker 2: go see that. Do what your papa?

516
00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:46,640
Speaker 3: Yeah? That gets you.

517
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,080
Speaker 2: So as you So when did you when did you

518
00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:51,200
Speaker 2: turn your life over to God?

519
00:22:51,960 --> 00:22:52,280
Speaker 3: Man?

520
00:22:52,520 --> 00:22:55,119
Speaker 4: So within this process when I was I grew up

521
00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:57,960
Speaker 4: in the church, yes, right, and so, but there's a

522
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:01,840
Speaker 4: difference between knowing God and having a relationship with God, Okay,

523
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:05,760
Speaker 4: and so definitely grew up in the church. My grandfather

524
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,359
Speaker 4: was a pastor as well.

525
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:07,880
Speaker 3: Right.

526
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:10,320
Speaker 4: But as I went through the process of just within

527
00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:13,560
Speaker 4: in life that we touched on a little bit within

528
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:17,960
Speaker 4: this conversation, and I went on when I was very young,

529
00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:20,560
Speaker 4: there was a vangelist that spoke of me and was

530
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:22,520
Speaker 4: like this one can see you know what I mean

531
00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:28,080
Speaker 4: as you said that, And I had to understand where

532
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:31,840
Speaker 4: I know that there's a guy. And the reason I

533
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:35,000
Speaker 4: know is because when I was at the process of

534
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:40,280
Speaker 4: that the suicide, that moment when that happened and I said,

535
00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:41,760
Speaker 4: I'm gonna change my life around.

536
00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:45,000
Speaker 3: What I did was is I found a church in Canada. Right.

537
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:47,960
Speaker 4: I found a church in Canada. And that's why, you know,

538
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,679
Speaker 4: shout out to Canada. I have looked the love for

539
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:54,240
Speaker 4: Canada there because of that transition. And it was just

540
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:55,920
Speaker 4: a church that was around the corner. I just went walking.

541
00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,240
Speaker 4: I said, the first church, I'll see, I'm gonna go

542
00:23:57,280 --> 00:24:00,320
Speaker 4: in there, right, And I rededicated my life to Price

543
00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:01,240
Speaker 4: within there.

544
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:05,200
Speaker 3: Right. I did that, and that had already done it before, right.

545
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:08,719
Speaker 4: So after I do that, it wasn't like everything changed,

546
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:11,400
Speaker 4: you know at that moment. Now, this was a process

547
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:14,240
Speaker 4: of me finding myself. So when I got back to

548
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:19,920
Speaker 4: La Uh, started a divorce process, which that was very traumatic.

549
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:21,800
Speaker 1: Talk about devil.

550
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:25,000
Speaker 4: We we'll talk about that, right, but started that process

551
00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:28,160
Speaker 4: of that right, and then also to being single. Now

552
00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:30,879
Speaker 4: now I'm in the I'm back out here, you know

553
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:34,520
Speaker 4: what I mean. Yeah, So that was that was kind

554
00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:38,880
Speaker 4: of crazy too, within the different relationships that I went

555
00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:42,320
Speaker 4: through and having these different relationships, and I got to

556
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:46,600
Speaker 4: a point after being in other relationships that was wild

557
00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:50,720
Speaker 4: and it was like, yo, kill, maybe you should take

558
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:54,800
Speaker 4: some time to learn to love yourself and find out

559
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:57,520
Speaker 4: who you really are because you've been a del team

560
00:24:57,560 --> 00:25:00,920
Speaker 4: within the limelight this entire time, and now is this

561
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:03,720
Speaker 4: time where you need to have a relationship with God

562
00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:05,720
Speaker 4: because you've had a relationship with its so many, all

563
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:07,840
Speaker 4: these different situations, you lin at the club, you do it,

564
00:25:07,880 --> 00:25:10,359
Speaker 4: all this stuff, right, and so now it's time for

565
00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,200
Speaker 4: you to find who you are right.

566
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:14,680
Speaker 3: And it was such a beautiful thing.

567
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:19,520
Speaker 4: I did a movie called Dance Food right, Chantava Crockett,

568
00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:22,399
Speaker 4: Tommy Davis and all these amazing guys. And at this

569
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:24,560
Speaker 4: process when I was doing this, I was at, I

570
00:25:24,680 --> 00:25:27,720
Speaker 4: want to say, man, my lowest because I remember I

571
00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:30,040
Speaker 4: didn't even have a car at this point. I was,

572
00:25:30,800 --> 00:25:34,120
Speaker 4: you know, at an apartment. You know, I'm divorced. I'm

573
00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:36,200
Speaker 4: just you know, living my life. Nobody knows what's really

574
00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:39,120
Speaker 4: going on, right. And I pitched this movie to set

575
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:42,000
Speaker 4: It's the entertainer. He wanted to do it, he wanted

576
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,639
Speaker 4: to direct it. He thought it was dope. So we

577
00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:46,480
Speaker 4: started the process of the movie, which is a fun movie.

578
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:46,720
Speaker 3: Right.

579
00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:50,720
Speaker 4: And I met a friend of mine there, Jenice Woody, right,

580
00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:55,120
Speaker 4: and she had an evangelist that was like her spiritual mother.

581
00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:57,840
Speaker 4: She said, I wanted to pray for you, pray with you, Keil,

582
00:25:58,119 --> 00:26:00,440
Speaker 4: And I said, okay, cool, you know, let's let's do that,

583
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:04,320
Speaker 4: you know, and she started to pray with me. I

584
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:08,399
Speaker 4: met another evangelist in the same process, a friend of

585
00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:11,440
Speaker 4: mine named Chico Chico Bennie Mine not Chico Beanie Man.

586
00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:12,719
Speaker 3: Chico.

587
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:14,920
Speaker 4: He's an actor us and was on one on one

588
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,560
Speaker 4: so mat with him. His mom was evangelist, but he

589
00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:22,480
Speaker 4: got us all together one time to pray, and she

590
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:25,040
Speaker 4: was praying over everybody. It was me, Essen, Sakians, a

591
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:28,480
Speaker 4: bunch of different other actors that were there. When she

592
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:33,200
Speaker 4: started praying overs right, there was this moment everybody just

593
00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:36,080
Speaker 4: started spinning up, throwing up and get deep with you

594
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:36,640
Speaker 4: real quick.

595
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:37,240
Speaker 3: Okay.

596
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,280
Speaker 4: So it was like a really like an exorcist type

597
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:44,160
Speaker 4: of moment, you know, with everybody. And I walk into

598
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,680
Speaker 4: this situation where I'm like, hey, yo, what is really

599
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:47,120
Speaker 4: going on?

600
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:48,080
Speaker 3: What's going on?

601
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 4: And you know, now this process I'm walking in, I'm

602
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 4: you know, dating the girl that I'm dating at that time.

603
00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:58,400
Speaker 4: We all walking there and she notices, you know, she goes,

604
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:00,959
Speaker 4: Mom notices that you know, I'm going through you know,

605
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 4: some things.

606
00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:04,160
Speaker 3: She said, come here. I said, okay.

607
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,919
Speaker 4: She said, you need to forgive some people and you

608
00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 4: need to say that person's name out loud. And I

609
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:11,200
Speaker 4: know what you're going through with the court and all

610
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:14,080
Speaker 4: the things you're going through. You need to forgive that

611
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 4: person and you need to say her name out loud.

612
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:18,680
Speaker 4: So I said, I've said my excell name out loud

613
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 4: and forgave her, you know, and let go of that

614
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:25,159
Speaker 4: anger and forgive her right. She said, also too, she

615
00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,560
Speaker 4: has done some things as far as like putting the

616
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:33,359
Speaker 4: X on you, these different things she has done spiritual wise, and.

617
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:37,159
Speaker 3: I'm like what, I'm like, yo, put the root on Like,

618
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:37,680
Speaker 3: I'm like, yo.

619
00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:40,880
Speaker 4: What you talk about? Like Rord, Like what And she's like, yeah, yeah,

620
00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:42,959
Speaker 4: I understand it.

621
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:43,439
Speaker 3: You know.

622
00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:45,840
Speaker 4: Within what was going on when she told me that,

623
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:49,360
Speaker 4: now this is me being introduced to the spiritual realm

624
00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:51,880
Speaker 4: because we are spirits, right, and it's you're a spiritual realm.

625
00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:54,119
Speaker 4: And so when that happened, she said, I want you

626
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:56,080
Speaker 4: to say blood of Jesus. I want to start saying

627
00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 4: blood of Jesus. I'm gonna pray over you, and she

628
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:02,840
Speaker 4: started to do that. Now I'm spinning up and within

629
00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:07,240
Speaker 4: that process getting reconnected to the Lord in a very

630
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,800
Speaker 4: spiritual way. In this moment, now all my friends are here,

631
00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:12,960
Speaker 4: so my homies are here and they're seeing me, and

632
00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:17,240
Speaker 4: what is happening within this process, Demons started like literally

633
00:28:17,280 --> 00:28:20,640
Speaker 4: speaking out their name. I'm saying their names out loud.

634
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,000
Speaker 4: They're coming out of my body, so each one is

635
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:26,720
Speaker 4: saying who they are. So imagine I'm watching this as

636
00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:30,680
Speaker 4: this is happening to me, and they're literally going, I'm

637
00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:32,879
Speaker 4: such and such, and my body will contort and be

638
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:36,320
Speaker 4: something totally different as this is talking, and I'm spinning

639
00:28:36,320 --> 00:28:39,720
Speaker 4: out and as this is going on and I'm saying

640
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:42,880
Speaker 4: all this, I'm like yo, and they all come out.

641
00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:46,280
Speaker 4: Finally I'm tired after like an hour of warring within

642
00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:49,560
Speaker 4: the spirit and everyone speaking is she's speaking at times

643
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:52,440
Speaker 4: and me warring within the spirit. And after that happens,

644
00:28:52,880 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 4: then I get up in my face, bro, like my

645
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:59,000
Speaker 4: face was totally clear, like I'm talking like clear clear,

646
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,479
Speaker 4: and once to the about and I'm like yo, And

647
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 4: I just sat down and it was like I just

648
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:06,480
Speaker 4: had the craziest workout And at that moment, no one

649
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 4: could tell me that there's not a God because I

650
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:13,400
Speaker 4: understood that this is spiritual warfare that we're dealing with.

651
00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:18,440
Speaker 4: Then I also understood that throughout every process between work

652
00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:22,880
Speaker 4: and also through with relationships and toxic relationships and everything

653
00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 4: is that.

654
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:26,960
Speaker 3: There's a real enemy that is warring for us.

655
00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:29,920
Speaker 4: And I started to understand that it's not the person

656
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:32,120
Speaker 4: or the person that did it, you know, through in

657
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:34,000
Speaker 4: the workplace, or the person that I was dealing with

658
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,160
Speaker 4: within my relationship mix wife and all those different things.

659
00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:36,800
Speaker 3: There's a real.

660
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:40,040
Speaker 4: Enemy that was after me and what I was doing

661
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:42,760
Speaker 4: because they knew what I would be for the Lord

662
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:45,800
Speaker 4: and what that process is, because you know, the Lord

663
00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,800
Speaker 4: sees us from eternity, so he's views you from eternity,

664
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,240
Speaker 4: so he knows what you were gonna be or the

665
00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 4: powerhouse you're gonna be for the Lord, you know what

666
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:55,840
Speaker 4: I mean, and what's gonna happen yep. And so within

667
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 4: that happening within my life, all these distractions that were

668
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:02,760
Speaker 4: going on was to stop me from being who I

669
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,720
Speaker 4: am within the Holy Spirit. And so when that happened,

670
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:07,880
Speaker 4: it wasn't like now I'm just gonna I'm gonna preach.

671
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:09,560
Speaker 3: I didn't know that, I think, you know what I mean.

672
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,640
Speaker 4: It was just a thing of getting that off of

673
00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 4: me and understanding that just like we pray, you know,

674
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:18,520
Speaker 4: to the Lord, there's people that pray towards satan as well,

675
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 4: and that's just a real thing.

676
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:20,920
Speaker 3: We got to understand that.

677
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:24,719
Speaker 4: And there's people that have generational curses within their family

678
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,120
Speaker 4: and all these different things. And we broke that on

679
00:30:27,280 --> 00:30:30,600
Speaker 4: that night, you know, which was beautiful. And we gotta

680
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:33,720
Speaker 4: be careful who you lay down with. That's real process.

681
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:36,120
Speaker 4: You gotta be careful who you lay down with, because

682
00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 4: when you mix the spirits, that's what you do. You know,

683
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 4: when you're having sex with people you're bonding with, then

684
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 4: that that's when when people break up. And they might

685
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 4: break up with somebody, but that person could still have

686
00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:49,440
Speaker 4: a hold on them something. You get that phone call

687
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:51,760
Speaker 4: and that heart and stuff like because they're connected a

688
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 4: soul taught So you gotta be able to get that

689
00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:57,000
Speaker 4: off of you too. You might break up with somebody,

690
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:58,720
Speaker 4: but there can be soul tars and you don't know

691
00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,320
Speaker 4: what they're connected to as well. And shout out to

692
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 4: Ruth Brown who shating since it just meeting Ruth Brown

693
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,560
Speaker 4: within my praying process of that too and praying with

694
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:09,640
Speaker 4: me every day. I remember she should tell me after

695
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,400
Speaker 4: the club, I'm gonna pray with you, you know what

696
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:11,719
Speaker 4: I mean?

697
00:31:12,320 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 3: You know, shut out to Ruth.

698
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,040
Speaker 4: She would pray me after the club, pray with me

699
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 4: all the time throughout the process. And she was the

700
00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:19,560
Speaker 4: one who told me about soul Tar's and she said,

701
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 4: anybody you've ever laid down with, I want you to say,

702
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,240
Speaker 4: take my spirit out of them, say that name, and

703
00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:27,600
Speaker 4: then take their spirit out of you and say that.

704
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 3: And so if.

705
00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 4: Anybody's listening, they need to really do that, because the

706
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:33,120
Speaker 4: thing about it is is that you take all that

707
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 4: to different relationships and you take that wherever you go.

708
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 4: You's you have a homiea you know, and you see

709
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 4: the difference within them. It could be the spiritual connection

710
00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 4: that they have with someone that needs to be broken

711
00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:45,440
Speaker 4: because it's a toxic you know what I mean.

712
00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,240
Speaker 3: And Demonic went in that way.

713
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 4: So when I went through that process and I understood

714
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,640
Speaker 4: that and doing that over you know, years and learning

715
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,800
Speaker 4: the consistency of that, and learning how to pray warrant

716
00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 4: and within the spirit and the spiritual warfare of how

717
00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,720
Speaker 4: to pray, and shout out to Ruth Brown for teaching

718
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:06,680
Speaker 4: me how to do that as well, and just you know,

719
00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:09,680
Speaker 4: praying within that. That's when I saw like, Okay, we

720
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,320
Speaker 4: are spiritus and this is the spiritual round. And when

721
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 4: I was asked to preach, I think that was a

722
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 4: question you asked me.

723
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:17,040
Speaker 3: Right.

724
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 4: This was years later after that decided to happen, But

725
00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 4: me preaching, I had now been working within the church

726
00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 4: when I had got all that off of me and

727
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:35,000
Speaker 4: I was being consistent with praying, stopped drinking, you know,

728
00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:37,800
Speaker 4: I stopped going to the clubs and all these different

729
00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:40,160
Speaker 4: things like that. I started doing that and I started

730
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:42,360
Speaker 4: to just have a relationship with God. And I remember

731
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:45,080
Speaker 4: the place that I was at. I had scripture all

732
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:46,680
Speaker 4: over the walls, and my dad used to call it

733
00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:48,840
Speaker 4: a place like the cave, you know what I mean,

734
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:51,440
Speaker 4: because this was my place to like be rebirth, you

735
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:55,040
Speaker 4: know what I mean, within this process and finding a

736
00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:57,840
Speaker 4: relationship with God, because that's really what it was about.

737
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 4: And with me doing that through out for years. Uh,

738
00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 4: the relationship that I was in at that time, we

739
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:06,480
Speaker 4: ended up breaking up because I wanted to be celibate

740
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 4: and I said, yeah, you know, Ruth said, yo, y'all

741
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:12,280
Speaker 4: need to be celibate. And then we realized in that

742
00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:16,480
Speaker 4: relationship that we weren't compatible because we took the sex

743
00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 4: out of it. And when it took the sex out

744
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 4: of it. It was just like, oh, dang, we really yeah,

745
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:24,880
Speaker 4: we don't have anything in common. And I really understood this,

746
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:28,440
Speaker 4: the spiritual illness of that. And we ended up breaking

747
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:31,320
Speaker 4: up and you know, shout out to her, she's doing good.

748
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:36,680
Speaker 4: But throughout that process understanding that and figuring that out.

749
00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, this.

750
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:39,280
Speaker 1: Is this thing.

751
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:45,560
Speaker 2: You woke up one morning, this uh fake death hopes. Yeah,

752
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:50,520
Speaker 2: and you see yeah, Cale Mitchell is no longer with us.

753
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:56,680
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, but I am yeah. Yeah.

754
00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 1: So when you when you read that, you see that,

755
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 1: what's going through your mind?

756
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:03,720
Speaker 4: You know what, brother, it's funny because they was killing

757
00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:06,720
Speaker 4: off everybody. This was around my space age, you know

758
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:08,840
Speaker 4: what I mean. There was all kinds of actors was

759
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:12,640
Speaker 4: being killed off. But you have to look at the journey.

760
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:15,759
Speaker 4: This is what I tell people that happened in two

761
00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:17,719
Speaker 4: thousand and four when I.

762
00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:19,239
Speaker 3: Was going through it.

763
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:21,759
Speaker 4: So when now when I look back at it in

764
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:24,440
Speaker 4: a symbolic type of way, there was a death when

765
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:27,280
Speaker 4: you think about it, even though it was someone being funny.

766
00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:31,520
Speaker 4: Even though it was someone being funny, there was in

767
00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:33,839
Speaker 4: the spiritual rhym that is what happened, you know what

768
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,840
Speaker 4: I mean? Where it was you have to have a

769
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:39,759
Speaker 4: death to self and really live for Christ. And that's

770
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 4: really what happened for me when you think about it.

771
00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:43,759
Speaker 4: But when it was going on, it was kind of

772
00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:46,120
Speaker 4: crazy where it's like, well, I'm alive, I'm doing my thing,

773
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:47,520
Speaker 4: but people.

774
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,560
Speaker 3: Hadn't really seen me, you know, so they thought that

775
00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:53,520
Speaker 3: was real. Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.

776
00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:55,719
Speaker 1: This first wife situation is unbelievable.

777
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,960
Speaker 2: I read that he was obviously able to rough the bors,

778
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,360
Speaker 2: but he claimed that she went to jail for an hour's.

779
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:04,640
Speaker 1: Debt that you acquired.

780
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:07,879
Speaker 2: The judge denied that leans were placed on your bank

781
00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:14,840
Speaker 2: accounts and your assets. Why would she go to such

782
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:17,040
Speaker 2: it's hard for you to speak to someone. That's why

783
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:20,760
Speaker 2: someone would do something. But in your best guest estimation,

784
00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:23,720
Speaker 2: why do you feelt that she went to the lens

785
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,480
Speaker 2: that she was willing to go to to try to

786
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:28,800
Speaker 2: destroy the person?

787
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:32,960
Speaker 3: I gotta explain this.

788
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:37,800
Speaker 4: So as we talked about the spiritual side of things,

789
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:44,560
Speaker 4: there was a deep things that she's going through within

790
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 4: her life. You know that I know she needs help with,

791
00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:50,800
Speaker 4: and there's a thing that things that are being revealed

792
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:54,960
Speaker 4: now even throughout her process of life. But things that

793
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,279
Speaker 4: I've already known, you know what I mean, And it

794
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:01,160
Speaker 4: was I wanted her to get help throughout her entire process,

795
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:04,160
Speaker 4: but she did not want to do that, you know,

796
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:07,840
Speaker 4: she didn't want to do that. And so when the

797
00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:11,120
Speaker 4: divorce happened, you think, like you know, co parenting people

798
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:11,560
Speaker 4: do it.

799
00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:14,120
Speaker 3: Relationships people do this.

800
00:36:15,080 --> 00:36:19,440
Speaker 4: It works when there is a person where both people

801
00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:22,480
Speaker 4: are taking emotions out of it. And that's what it is.

802
00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 4: In this situation, that's what it wasn't what it was.

803
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 4: It was a thing of she said, Hey, I'm going

804
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:29,920
Speaker 4: to make your life a living now.

805
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,360
Speaker 3: I don't want you. You need to stay. That was

806
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:32,719
Speaker 3: the thing.

807
00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:36,200
Speaker 4: And after even through the process of everything that we

808
00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:40,239
Speaker 4: had gone through. Yeah, because the thing of it is

809
00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:45,279
Speaker 4: that the guy she was seeing at the time, she

810
00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:47,760
Speaker 4: didn't want to be with him at that at that time,

811
00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:50,719
Speaker 4: you know, but she had she was pregnant by him,

812
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:52,080
Speaker 4: and I'm like, this is.

813
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,440
Speaker 3: Who you need to be with.

814
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 4: Let's let's make and he wanted to be with her,

815
00:36:57,280 --> 00:36:59,880
Speaker 4: you know, and her family knew that they were together,

816
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 4: which was another thing from the loyal side of things,

817
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:06,560
Speaker 4: where it was like yo, And so within that process,

818
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 4: they wanted me to all stay, you know, what I mean.

819
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 4: They wanted me to stay within that and I'm just like, no,

820
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 4: let's just co parent.

821
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:13,200
Speaker 3: We could do that.

822
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,560
Speaker 4: She took me through it as far as like, Okay, no,

823
00:37:16,719 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 4: that's not what I want to do. Within that process,

824
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,160
Speaker 4: she went so far as to change the kids' names.

825
00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 4: She alienated me from my children. And so the thing

826
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:30,200
Speaker 4: of it is is that I talked to fathers a

827
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:34,719
Speaker 4: lot about this process, because yeah, we have baby fathers

828
00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,680
Speaker 4: and that don't want to be there, but I definitely

829
00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:40,000
Speaker 4: wanted to be in my children's lives right, my two

830
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 4: oldest children, Lyric and the lawyer right. And the thing

831
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:47,960
Speaker 4: about it within that process where when that was taken

832
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:51,480
Speaker 4: away to a thing where I'm going to court right

833
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,799
Speaker 4: and I'm fighting to see my children, meaning that let's

834
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:56,840
Speaker 4: finish this divorce.

835
00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:58,879
Speaker 3: She didn't want the divorce to end.

836
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 4: So in her it's just like, oh, well no, this

837
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,120
Speaker 4: is I'm gonna make this go on as long as possible.

838
00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 4: And also I'm gonna make you continue to pay this

839
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:09,680
Speaker 4: and that, and you know, now jobs.

840
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:13,040
Speaker 3: Ain't anywhere it is, but I'm hustling.

841
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:15,080
Speaker 4: My butt off to try to pay, and I'm paying

842
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,279
Speaker 4: and doing all those different things but I'm going to

843
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:21,120
Speaker 4: court and she's not showing up, and she's changing the kids' names,

844
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:24,480
Speaker 4: and I'm trying to go find out where they're at,

845
00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:26,879
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, I can't go. I'm trying

846
00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:29,040
Speaker 4: to go to the house and like, yo, what's going on?

847
00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:31,799
Speaker 4: And she called the cops because I want to see

848
00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:32,400
Speaker 4: the kids and go.

849
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:33,719
Speaker 3: He tried to break in her.

850
00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:36,320
Speaker 4: Dude's going along with it, and I'm just like, okay,

851
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,360
Speaker 4: so I'm not gonna do that no more. Let's do

852
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:42,400
Speaker 4: this the legal way, right And now you're going to court.

853
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:45,880
Speaker 4: And the house was already in foreclosure already, it was

854
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,759
Speaker 4: already upside down because I was allowing her. Another thing

855
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:50,600
Speaker 4: I was doing was down her to deal with all

856
00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:52,799
Speaker 4: the money. So I just would just use, you know,

857
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:55,000
Speaker 4: do the creative side of things, and I would work,

858
00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:58,200
Speaker 4: here's the money. Everything started to be revealed to me

859
00:38:58,239 --> 00:39:01,400
Speaker 4: after the divorce, where it's like, oh, money here there,

860
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,719
Speaker 4: where the money was going. Why we were ended up

861
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:08,640
Speaker 4: being where there was no money anymore, my name being

862
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 4: signed on different things, my name forged on different things.

863
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:15,200
Speaker 4: Everything was being revealed to a point where it was

864
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:18,520
Speaker 4: very shocking. And now I'm trying to rebuild my career

865
00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:19,600
Speaker 4: as well while this.

866
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:20,160
Speaker 3: Is going on.

867
00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 4: The house process was that now the house needed to

868
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:26,719
Speaker 4: be sold. The house was in my name, always still

869
00:39:26,719 --> 00:39:29,960
Speaker 4: in my name. She her credit debt was crazy already.

870
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:31,319
Speaker 3: She had a.

871
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:37,200
Speaker 4: Past that I didn't know about, that was a criminal

872
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:40,640
Speaker 4: pass already and that I didn't know about. So it

873
00:39:40,719 --> 00:39:43,400
Speaker 4: was just like all these things were being revealed. And

874
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,279
Speaker 4: I'm not doing this because I didn't know you was

875
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 4: going to ask that question. So I'm not doing this

876
00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:50,719
Speaker 4: to bash her, because I feel like we need to

877
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:53,520
Speaker 4: pray for her, you know what I mean. I still

878
00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:56,040
Speaker 4: continue to pray for her, and I have two beautiful

879
00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:57,000
Speaker 4: children that came out.

880
00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:58,279
Speaker 1: She brought the kids into it.

881
00:39:58,560 --> 00:39:59,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what I mean.

882
00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:01,920
Speaker 2: I mean they were talking about you getting paid and

883
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:05,760
Speaker 2: they were homeless, and you were I mean when you're kids.

884
00:40:05,920 --> 00:40:09,560
Speaker 2: I mean, obviously an adult doing that, but when the kids,

885
00:40:09,640 --> 00:40:12,359
Speaker 2: you're flesh and blood and you're doing all you can.

886
00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:14,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, that had to hurt kill.

887
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:18,400
Speaker 4: Well you're talking about years of a processing. Yes, it

888
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 4: definitely did hurt, you know what I mean? And now

889
00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:24,560
Speaker 4: you understand the hurt I was going through. Why, I

890
00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:25,960
Speaker 4: was just like, man, I don't I don't want to

891
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:28,680
Speaker 4: live to drinking and all those different things, and my

892
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:32,359
Speaker 4: process to find myself within the Lord and then going

893
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:32,879
Speaker 4: into court.

894
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 3: It's nothing like.

895
00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 4: And I called it faithful Fathers because there's nothing like

896
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:41,960
Speaker 4: to be there and then not show up. All these

897
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,799
Speaker 4: attorney fees that I had to pay, She's not there.

898
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:48,759
Speaker 4: She changed the kid's name to the father's name the baby.

899
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:49,280
Speaker 3: That was born.

900
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:53,960
Speaker 4: Through all that process, she tried to put that baby's name,

901
00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:55,760
Speaker 4: my name on that baby's name.

902
00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:59,359
Speaker 2: So you take your biology, we would take the kid

903
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:00,440
Speaker 2: that's not your Well.

904
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 3: These things happen in different orders.

905
00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:07,600
Speaker 4: That happened first, and then this happened, and throughout that

906
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:10,560
Speaker 4: process of me going to court, what ended up ended

907
00:41:10,600 --> 00:41:12,800
Speaker 4: up happening was the truth thing ended up being revealed

908
00:41:12,840 --> 00:41:14,080
Speaker 4: anyway through all of this.

909
00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:15,000
Speaker 3: It was the.

910
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,719
Speaker 4: Consistency of love and the consistency of me is showing

911
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:19,400
Speaker 4: up for my kids and letting them know I'm going

912
00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 4: to fight for them. And I continuously f out for

913
00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:27,400
Speaker 4: them within court, continuously fighting, even though she would end

914
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 4: up going to jail all these different things. Even in

915
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:32,880
Speaker 4: that process, what she did was she ended up forging

916
00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:36,160
Speaker 4: the name of the judge, forging the name of she.

917
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:39,560
Speaker 3: Did some house things that were really really wrong.

918
00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:42,880
Speaker 4: She did real estate fraud to try to keep the house,

919
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:47,680
Speaker 4: all these different things, and so now social media is out.

920
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:51,399
Speaker 4: And the thing is that for years I was dealing

921
00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:55,160
Speaker 4: with this for years in and out of court and

922
00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:58,399
Speaker 4: all the shenanigans that were going on and Finta see

923
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:00,760
Speaker 4: my kids and all these different things.

924
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:04,959
Speaker 3: And getting breakthroughs by through it all.

925
00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:09,840
Speaker 4: Then I get on television, I get on Dance with

926
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:13,280
Speaker 4: the Stars and all these different things, and she's.

927
00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 3: Like, I'm gonna go to the media. I'm going to media.

928
00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:17,360
Speaker 3: I'm going to the media. And that's what literally happened.

929
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,960
Speaker 4: Whereas that now I'm gonna spread lies and all these

930
00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:23,000
Speaker 4: different things and spread all these different lives. And one

931
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:27,480
Speaker 4: thing that I did know is that you don't argue crazy.

932
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:31,479
Speaker 4: And the thing also too, is that when you're going

933
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:33,880
Speaker 4: against a monster, so not calling her a monster, but

934
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:36,680
Speaker 4: someone is doing monster type of tactics, you got to

935
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,319
Speaker 4: make sure you don't become a monster throughout the process, you.

936
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:40,280
Speaker 3: Know what I'm stand I'm saying.

937
00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:43,120
Speaker 4: So I was like, and I also want to be

938
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:46,560
Speaker 4: the father to my children and not embarrass them.

939
00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:48,600
Speaker 3: And the thing is is that I have.

940
00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:51,000
Speaker 4: So much information that I could be like, oh yeah,

941
00:42:51,040 --> 00:42:53,280
Speaker 4: let me turn on the camera and say these different

942
00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 4: things about you and what the process of what you're

943
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:58,400
Speaker 4: going to But that's not what you should do. The

944
00:42:58,440 --> 00:43:00,720
Speaker 4: thing is is that I want to love my children

945
00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:03,279
Speaker 4: and let them know the consistency of their father's love

946
00:43:03,719 --> 00:43:06,520
Speaker 4: and that I'm fighting for them and throughout the whole

947
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:08,920
Speaker 4: entire process. And I even did the video to let

948
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:10,759
Speaker 4: them know that that I was following fighting for them

949
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:14,359
Speaker 4: years ago that had already been up. And so when

950
00:43:14,360 --> 00:43:17,080
Speaker 4: all this drama started and all those things started, people

951
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 4: started digging. And the thing about it is that people

952
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 4: find the truth, you know what I mean, And they

953
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:23,120
Speaker 4: saw the court process, and the thing about it is

954
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:26,040
Speaker 4: that people started to see, like, well, all these allegations,

955
00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,919
Speaker 4: Keils hasn't been in jail, he hasn't never been jailed

956
00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:32,560
Speaker 4: with iOS fraud, He hasn't manage jail with y'all support.

957
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,160
Speaker 3: The thing about it is that I overpaid her, you

958
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:35,680
Speaker 3: know what I mean.

959
00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:37,759
Speaker 4: I was paying out of my own pocket and he

960
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:40,719
Speaker 4: ain't also paying y'all support and being garnised at the

961
00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:43,800
Speaker 4: same time, all these different things. But I never wanted

962
00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:47,759
Speaker 4: to embarrass her, you know, even though she was trying

963
00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:51,880
Speaker 4: to embarrass me, because I was thinking about my children

964
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 4: and thinking about my children in that process. And then

965
00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:57,640
Speaker 4: when my daughter was brought into it, because that's what

966
00:43:57,680 --> 00:44:00,360
Speaker 4: you asked about, that.

967
00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:03,360
Speaker 3: That was her adulating through life.

968
00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:06,760
Speaker 4: Because what ended up happening with us was that now

969
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:09,880
Speaker 4: I started to see my children throughout the court process,

970
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:11,960
Speaker 4: and she had it. She had it, you know, we

971
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:15,680
Speaker 4: started to see one another. And the reason we had

972
00:44:15,719 --> 00:44:17,560
Speaker 4: to see one another, Now this is deep. I'm gonna

973
00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:18,759
Speaker 4: tell you what we're on.

974
00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:19,200
Speaker 3: Okay.

975
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:23,080
Speaker 4: So when she wasn't allowing me to see the kids,

976
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 4: it definitely every child that I saw, I was in

977
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:29,399
Speaker 4: tears because I knew that my children were the age

978
00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:31,480
Speaker 4: of whatever kid I did. I was looking at right,

979
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:34,759
Speaker 4: and you get this where I'm going to court, man,

980
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:37,160
Speaker 4: I'm fighting, I'm fighting to see them, and I'm losing

981
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:39,000
Speaker 4: money and I'm doing all these different things. And the

982
00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:41,919
Speaker 4: relationships I was in, I had women that were like, well,

983
00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:43,359
Speaker 4: you know, you ain't paying attention to me. You going

984
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:44,880
Speaker 4: to this court and you fighting with this woman all

985
00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:47,399
Speaker 4: the time and in the court, and those relationships didn't

986
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:49,560
Speaker 4: work out. And that was throughout the process where I

987
00:44:49,560 --> 00:44:51,320
Speaker 4: told you you need to focus or you just focus

988
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:55,160
Speaker 4: on you cam right. So I'm going through this process,

989
00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 4: and I remember I started going to church.

990
00:44:58,520 --> 00:44:58,680
Speaker 7: Right.

991
00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:02,160
Speaker 4: I found my church, Spiritfood Christian Center. And when I

992
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 4: found this church, a friend of mine was like, you're

993
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:06,799
Speaker 4: going to need to come to church. I needed God

994
00:45:06,840 --> 00:45:09,319
Speaker 4: in a major way. I went to this church. And

995
00:45:09,360 --> 00:45:15,040
Speaker 4: when I went there, after the you know, the theminded

996
00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:16,880
Speaker 4: miss all those things happened that I told you before.

997
00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:19,680
Speaker 4: And I'm going to this church. I'm praying and shout

998
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:22,200
Speaker 4: out to Derek Luke and Sophia Luke. Derek Luke's a

999
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:25,680
Speaker 4: Mason actor is they are members of the church. Sophia

1000
00:45:25,800 --> 00:45:29,560
Speaker 4: told me because she knew my story, she said, I

1001
00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:32,600
Speaker 4: want you to take pictures of your ex wife and

1002
00:45:32,640 --> 00:45:35,799
Speaker 4: I want you to put them on, you know, take

1003
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 4: all the pictures and just start to pray within the spirit. Now,

1004
00:45:39,120 --> 00:45:40,480
Speaker 4: a lot of times when you pray within the Holy

1005
00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:42,480
Speaker 4: Spirit and you pray in tongue with the Holy Spirit,

1006
00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:44,960
Speaker 4: a lot of times, within our frustration, we don't know

1007
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:46,759
Speaker 4: what to pray for. But when you pray in the

1008
00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,919
Speaker 4: Holy Spirit, what happens is is that the enemy can't

1009
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,759
Speaker 4: hear that. That's the tongue that you have between you

1010
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 4: and heaven. So as I pray within that, you are

1011
00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:59,600
Speaker 4: praying for things that are having breakthroughs within heaven. Because

1012
00:45:59,600 --> 00:46:02,960
Speaker 4: we're all spirits that are fighting for us, having angels,

1013
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:05,440
Speaker 4: are fighting for us on our behalf, and so when

1014
00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:07,320
Speaker 4: you're praying, things are going on. So you have to

1015
00:46:07,320 --> 00:46:10,359
Speaker 4: make sure you're being consistent with that. So as that's

1016
00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:13,120
Speaker 4: going on, I'm praying, and I'm just praying within the spirit.

1017
00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:14,680
Speaker 4: I'm praying over her, and which is very hard to

1018
00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:19,800
Speaker 4: do because I'm already going through turmoil. So I'm praying

1019
00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:21,840
Speaker 4: over her. And what I ends up happening is I

1020
00:46:21,920 --> 00:46:23,920
Speaker 4: want to say. About a week later, I get a

1021
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:27,080
Speaker 4: call from her guy, you know, he calls me up,

1022
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,279
Speaker 4: say a situation went down at the house and he

1023
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:35,560
Speaker 4: was like bro, And I'm like bro, and he's like

1024
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:38,920
Speaker 4: but he's like, yo, look kill I need you to

1025
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:40,960
Speaker 4: take my kids because now he has two kids with her.

1026
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:45,400
Speaker 4: He said, is it possible that you can be able

1027
00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:47,200
Speaker 4: to take the kids because what's about to go down

1028
00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:50,120
Speaker 4: it's crazy. I can't tell you what's going down, but

1029
00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:52,480
Speaker 4: they're taking the kids for us. DCFS had came to

1030
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:55,319
Speaker 4: the house. Now reminds you, I don't know what's going on.

1031
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:57,520
Speaker 4: I've been trying to fight to see what was going

1032
00:46:57,560 --> 00:47:00,880
Speaker 4: on within this house. Now what's being revealed, and so

1033
00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:03,400
Speaker 4: as I'm fighting, I'm just like, oh, what is what

1034
00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:04,000
Speaker 4: is happening?

1035
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:04,080
Speaker 8: Now?

1036
00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:04,839
Speaker 3: That what I'm hearing?

1037
00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:07,200
Speaker 4: He's at the court dators this day and I need

1038
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:09,480
Speaker 4: you to talk to a detective and they're gonna tell

1039
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:10,560
Speaker 4: you what happened when we went on.

1040
00:47:10,960 --> 00:47:12,560
Speaker 3: I imagine years.

1041
00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:14,879
Speaker 4: I'm praying for my kids, won't have a relationship with

1042
00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,760
Speaker 4: my children, right, and this happens at this moment.

1043
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:19,760
Speaker 3: Remember now, I did.

1044
00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:22,759
Speaker 4: A video called Faithful Fathers right this video I put

1045
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:25,560
Speaker 4: it up on YouTube because it was Father's Day. Every

1046
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,759
Speaker 4: Father's Day was very hard for me because of the

1047
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 4: fact that I was alienated by my children, I mean

1048
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 4: by Mike's wife and every Father's Day was very hard

1049
00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 4: for me. But on that particular Father's Day, I decided

1050
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:38,600
Speaker 4: to do a Father's Day for the men that go

1051
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:41,280
Speaker 4: has been going through what I was going through and

1052
00:47:41,360 --> 00:47:43,239
Speaker 4: the hook the Lord told me to do that and

1053
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:47,640
Speaker 4: I did it. The detective when DCF went to that house,

1054
00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:49,920
Speaker 4: they said, okay, we know whose kids this is.

1055
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,520
Speaker 3: They were talking about her guy. We said, with these

1056
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:55,319
Speaker 3: other two who are their father? And she said, oh,

1057
00:47:55,360 --> 00:47:56,440
Speaker 3: I know he don't want to be He don't want

1058
00:47:56,440 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 3: to be in their life. They don't.

1059
00:47:57,360 --> 00:47:59,080
Speaker 4: We don't know about that right now, I've taken the

1060
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:01,080
Speaker 4: kids away from them, so they would end up being

1061
00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:01,600
Speaker 4: in the system.

1062
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:02,759
Speaker 3: So at this.

1063
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:08,520
Speaker 4: Point he tells her her guy friend tells her. He says, like, yo, Na,

1064
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 4: he wants to be in their life. He does, and

1065
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 4: I know he.

1066
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:12,520
Speaker 3: Wants to be in their life.

1067
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:14,600
Speaker 4: I've been going along with what she's been saying, but

1068
00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:17,360
Speaker 4: at this point, I'm gonna let you know this. The

1069
00:48:17,440 --> 00:48:20,439
Speaker 4: detective looked up my name because he said he's on TV.

1070
00:48:20,640 --> 00:48:22,840
Speaker 4: He's looked at my name. First video that pops up

1071
00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:25,960
Speaker 4: as the Faithful Father's video and she sees that, oh,

1072
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:28,840
Speaker 4: this man loves his kids. She calls me up and says,

1073
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:30,319
Speaker 4: this is the court date. I want you to be there.

1074
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 4: I go and see my kids. In years, we all

1075
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:35,600
Speaker 4: seeing each other in this court situation with all of

1076
00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,240
Speaker 4: us being there together, and now we're outside of family

1077
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:42,520
Speaker 4: court where d d DCFS court and this one moves

1078
00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:44,839
Speaker 4: fast because this is about the children and finding them

1079
00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,480
Speaker 4: home at this moment now also too, I'm with my

1080
00:48:48,520 --> 00:48:52,080
Speaker 4: beautiful wife who I'm with now right and me changing

1081
00:48:52,080 --> 00:48:55,800
Speaker 4: my life around, and me saying, okay, I'm gonna be sellingment,

1082
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:58,000
Speaker 4: live my life, you know what I mean, and changing

1083
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:02,560
Speaker 4: my life around. I met my beautiful wife, and in

1084
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:07,960
Speaker 4: this process we have been going to church and you know,

1085
00:49:08,080 --> 00:49:10,680
Speaker 4: letting the Lord lead and guide us. Right, we get

1086
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:13,040
Speaker 4: there and we're in court right now, and shout out

1087
00:49:13,080 --> 00:49:14,640
Speaker 4: to my wife because that's my best friend. And she

1088
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:17,319
Speaker 4: prayed me through all this process right when I met

1089
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:19,440
Speaker 4: her and praying me through this. We get there and

1090
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:21,719
Speaker 4: we go they access, Hey, we can't give them to

1091
00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:24,799
Speaker 4: her family. Wild y'all take all the kids. Now we

1092
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:28,000
Speaker 4: live in a one bedroom apartment at this point, and

1093
00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 4: it's two kids in her mind, and to that ain't

1094
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:33,799
Speaker 4: four total? Four kids total and two kids that of

1095
00:49:33,920 --> 00:49:37,400
Speaker 4: someone with the whole situation and my expect all these

1096
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:40,080
Speaker 4: different things. All my ex wife was living like what

1097
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:43,160
Speaker 4: and I'm like, yo, let me I will take them.

1098
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:45,319
Speaker 4: And I say, we'll take them because my kids did

1099
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:48,000
Speaker 4: not want to be separated from their siblings.

1100
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:53,160
Speaker 2: So you took your two biological kids and the two

1101
00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:57,440
Speaker 2: kids that was conceived, were like one of the kids

1102
00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,719
Speaker 2: conceive why you were their Yes?

1103
00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:05,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, So now it's turmoil because now the internal family

1104
00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:08,160
Speaker 4: is tripping. They're like, oh no, you can't think the kids,

1105
00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:10,080
Speaker 4: you don't you know, they're not gonna lie to his

1106
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:12,800
Speaker 4: side of you know, her guy, his side of the family,

1107
00:50:12,880 --> 00:50:16,880
Speaker 4: like yes, because we know. And his thing was, I

1108
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:19,920
Speaker 4: know what qualms we got, but I know what I

1109
00:50:19,960 --> 00:50:22,560
Speaker 4: did to you, and she's gonna do the same thing

1110
00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:24,799
Speaker 4: to me. And I'm not gonna be able to see

1111
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,640
Speaker 4: my kids. So you take them, and I know that

1112
00:50:27,640 --> 00:50:29,080
Speaker 4: that fact you take them, I'm gonna be able to

1113
00:50:29,120 --> 00:50:31,279
Speaker 4: see them. And in this process, I'm thinking, I mean,

1114
00:50:31,320 --> 00:50:33,040
Speaker 4: you gotta think about like.

1115
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:35,279
Speaker 1: But you were, but you don't know.

1116
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:37,880
Speaker 3: No, no, I'm just tell you where my mind was.

1117
00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:40,560
Speaker 4: Where my mind was in that process, bro, like where

1118
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:44,279
Speaker 4: I was, though I'm in a different see and that's

1119
00:50:44,280 --> 00:50:44,640
Speaker 4: the thing.

1120
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:45,800
Speaker 3: I'm in a different place.

1121
00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:49,040
Speaker 4: I've been working on my spirit, working on forgiveness and

1122
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 4: working on all these different things and I had and

1123
00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:53,919
Speaker 4: so within this process, what ended up happening is that

1124
00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:57,719
Speaker 4: her parents fought They were like no, no, no, no, that

1125
00:50:57,719 --> 00:50:59,960
Speaker 4: that can because she not she just didn't live it,

1126
00:51:00,600 --> 00:51:04,000
Speaker 4: and I would know everything of what has been going

1127
00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:08,680
Speaker 4: on with everything. So they ended up saying, Okay, if

1128
00:51:08,719 --> 00:51:11,640
Speaker 4: all of y'all do therapy, all of y'alls together, then

1129
00:51:11,719 --> 00:51:14,759
Speaker 4: you could take all four. Then that process, they ended

1130
00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:19,280
Speaker 4: up letting the grandparents take them because all the kids

1131
00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 4: had been through this entire process, taught what to say

1132
00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:25,440
Speaker 4: throughout this, you know, so they would getting court and

1133
00:51:25,480 --> 00:51:27,560
Speaker 4: be taught what to say. Now, this is a real

1134
00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:29,920
Speaker 4: thing that a lot of men go through, and I

1135
00:51:29,960 --> 00:51:33,480
Speaker 4: want to shed light on this because it's a really

1136
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:35,960
Speaker 4: deep thing that they go through, where that you have

1137
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:38,719
Speaker 4: a parent that is telling the kids what to say

1138
00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 4: and coaching them within court and the kid doesn't know

1139
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:44,319
Speaker 4: that that's what they're going to do. It's like you

1140
00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:46,520
Speaker 4: say this, you say this. Her guy friend was like,

1141
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 4: they've been coached this entire time. So all the times

1142
00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:51,640
Speaker 4: where you couldn't see them and they saying they don't

1143
00:51:51,640 --> 00:51:53,200
Speaker 4: want to see their daddy, and all the different things

1144
00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,720
Speaker 4: was going on, she was coaching them, you know, throughout

1145
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,840
Speaker 4: this process. And that was a hard thing, you know,

1146
00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:01,839
Speaker 4: as far as alienating the coach and understand and now

1147
00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 4: I'm here, while I'm there back in my life. And

1148
00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:05,520
Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm not gonna I don't want to let

1149
00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:06,279
Speaker 4: them go with it.

1150
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 3: It's like you know what I mean. And now I'm.

1151
00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:09,719
Speaker 1: Here and that so do you have all four? Now

1152
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:10,440
Speaker 1: you just have your two.

1153
00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:14,040
Speaker 4: Now the parents have the other two, and we're starting

1154
00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 4: the process of now visitation right and this was court

1155
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:21,200
Speaker 4: order visitation. I didn't have to be quarted a visation

1156
00:52:21,200 --> 00:52:23,719
Speaker 4: because I had not been through anything as far as

1157
00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:28,360
Speaker 4: like criminal or anything in this process. But because the

1158
00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:31,200
Speaker 4: kids were coached, they were like, well, we don't feel comfortable,

1159
00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 4: and they were like, well, now let's have this be

1160
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:36,200
Speaker 4: a situation where you get to know your dad. So

1161
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:39,160
Speaker 4: now I'm like, okay, I'll do whatever. You guys want

1162
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:41,080
Speaker 4: their back in my life. And I went through this

1163
00:52:41,120 --> 00:52:43,120
Speaker 4: process of having to sit down with my kids just

1164
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:46,279
Speaker 4: like once an hour with court order that I wasn't

1165
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:48,200
Speaker 4: supposed to even have. But now I'm just going along

1166
00:52:48,239 --> 00:52:50,319
Speaker 4: with it. So I'm just like, okay, I'll go along

1167
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,520
Speaker 4: with it. I'll go along with this process. But then

1168
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:54,680
Speaker 4: there was an opportunity because I talked to my pastor.

1169
00:52:54,719 --> 00:52:57,000
Speaker 4: Shout out to Pastor Taylor. He was like, you show

1170
00:52:57,080 --> 00:53:00,160
Speaker 4: up and be you and just let the kids know

1171
00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:03,440
Speaker 4: and be unapologetically you and show them that love. And

1172
00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:07,520
Speaker 4: I'm thinking, when I do this, you know, you think

1173
00:53:07,520 --> 00:53:10,840
Speaker 4: as a father, it's gonna be No, No, it was,

1174
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:12,320
Speaker 4: and we don't we don't know.

1175
00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:14,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you know what I mean. We don't know.

1176
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:15,440
Speaker 3: You're like that. We don't want to be you know

1177
00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:15,959
Speaker 3: what I'm saying.

1178
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 4: And it was a real thing where it was like, Okay,

1179
00:53:19,280 --> 00:53:20,560
Speaker 4: well let me show you this loft, let me tell

1180
00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:21,719
Speaker 4: you what I went through, let me tell you how

1181
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:23,840
Speaker 4: I've been fighting for you all these years, fighting in

1182
00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:26,520
Speaker 4: and out of court, right, all these different things. And

1183
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:28,799
Speaker 4: they started to understand, but at the same time, they're

1184
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:32,200
Speaker 4: still within the process of what has already has been

1185
00:53:32,239 --> 00:53:34,560
Speaker 4: happening and the things that they have already seen that

1186
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:38,160
Speaker 4: was toxic within the relationship of being with the relationship

1187
00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:40,360
Speaker 4: that her mom had and what.

1188
00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:40,759
Speaker 3: Was going on.

1189
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:44,520
Speaker 4: And so this was years of you know, us getting

1190
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,319
Speaker 4: to know each other and get to know each other.

1191
00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:50,080
Speaker 4: And it became a process where she stopped bringing them

1192
00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 4: the therapy sessions.

1193
00:53:51,680 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 3: After we went from that, then.

1194
00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:55,600
Speaker 4: She stopped bringing up therapy sessions because it was too

1195
00:53:55,680 --> 00:53:58,040
Speaker 4: much where that she didn't want them to reveal everything

1196
00:53:58,120 --> 00:54:01,120
Speaker 4: that was going on personally. Then it became a thing

1197
00:54:01,160 --> 00:54:05,319
Speaker 4: where I started paying and I was like, they're not

1198
00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:08,680
Speaker 4: coming up the visitation. They're not showing up, and I'm

1199
00:54:08,719 --> 00:54:11,480
Speaker 4: telling everybody that they're not showing up. We had to

1200
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:14,120
Speaker 4: go back to court. Right now, we're back in court

1201
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 4: because she's not bringing the kids. And then there she

1202
00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:20,879
Speaker 4: went to jail because of a criminal case that she had.

1203
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,880
Speaker 4: When she went to jail, I was only speaking to

1204
00:54:23,920 --> 00:54:28,279
Speaker 4: the grandparents and then now the kids were It was

1205
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:30,319
Speaker 4: like one of the best times, you know what I mean,

1206
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:32,440
Speaker 4: because it was a process of like now we can

1207
00:54:32,480 --> 00:54:33,360
Speaker 4: talk to each other.

1208
00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,239
Speaker 1: You know, and they couldn't get coached, and.

1209
00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:36,799
Speaker 4: They couldn't get coach, and we gets talk to each

1210
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:39,120
Speaker 4: other every time, and it was a really beautiful situation.

1211
00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:42,360
Speaker 4: Her guy friend ended up going to jail as well,

1212
00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:45,319
Speaker 4: and he's still there now. He would end up going

1213
00:54:45,320 --> 00:54:49,280
Speaker 4: to jail. She gets out after we're going throughout this process,

1214
00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:54,920
Speaker 4: but now we have this relationship with my children. But

1215
00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:56,879
Speaker 4: they're starting to get to understand their dead and they're

1216
00:54:56,920 --> 00:54:59,520
Speaker 4: starting to know their dad. And I even did another

1217
00:54:59,520 --> 00:55:02,160
Speaker 4: follow up video. I told people like, yo, this is

1218
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:04,560
Speaker 4: what was going on. And not telling every aspect like

1219
00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:06,719
Speaker 4: I am now, but that I'm in my kids life

1220
00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:07,720
Speaker 4: and this is what's happening.

1221
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:12,520
Speaker 3: And then that's when she got she got angry.

1222
00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:17,319
Speaker 4: She was very upset, you know, about the relationship that

1223
00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,480
Speaker 4: me and my kids were having. And then that's when

1224
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:23,840
Speaker 4: she started to spew like all this, all these different things,

1225
00:55:23,920 --> 00:55:26,440
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, all these different things, and

1226
00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:29,759
Speaker 4: you know this, We would be sitting here for a

1227
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:33,680
Speaker 4: while if I told you every process of my children

1228
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:35,239
Speaker 4: getting to know their dad.

1229
00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:37,200
Speaker 3: But you got to imagine.

1230
00:55:38,320 --> 00:55:41,640
Speaker 4: It's a thing where I remember my daughter had told me,

1231
00:55:41,719 --> 00:55:47,800
Speaker 4: she said, I was taught to know that when people

1232
00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:50,880
Speaker 4: are nice to you, that they want something from me,

1233
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:55,239
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. And so you being so

1234
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:59,040
Speaker 4: nice within this process, can trust that. And what they

1235
00:55:59,040 --> 00:56:03,279
Speaker 4: were going through personally where they were was toxic and

1236
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 4: the things that they were going through, and she had

1237
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:09,560
Speaker 4: to relearn everything, you know, and recently because you know,

1238
00:56:09,600 --> 00:56:12,200
Speaker 4: we have a great relationship, you know, me and my

1239
00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:15,279
Speaker 4: were his daughter and my son as well, and we

1240
00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:17,400
Speaker 4: actually talked about this recently because you know, when she

1241
00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:21,160
Speaker 4: went on a video as well too. We've been talking

1242
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 4: as well about Jess letting people know that we have

1243
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:28,319
Speaker 4: a great relationship now. And the thing about it is

1244
00:56:28,360 --> 00:56:33,400
Speaker 4: because she was going through her own process of life

1245
00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:36,440
Speaker 4: and telling me what was going on. And the thing

1246
00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:40,600
Speaker 4: about it is that now we were seeing each other consistently, right,

1247
00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:43,839
Speaker 4: and it became a thing where she was going through

1248
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:47,440
Speaker 4: something personally within her own life with the relationship that

1249
00:56:47,560 --> 00:56:48,920
Speaker 4: went sour that she was having.

1250
00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:50,279
Speaker 3: She was adult, you.

1251
00:56:50,239 --> 00:56:53,200
Speaker 4: Know as well, and she's a delting and then everything

1252
00:56:53,200 --> 00:56:56,040
Speaker 4: that her mom had told her. I think she's dying

1253
00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,560
Speaker 4: to discover through her mom and the things that I

1254
00:56:59,600 --> 00:57:04,040
Speaker 4: have told her. And she actually just wanted to trauma

1255
00:57:04,120 --> 00:57:06,520
Speaker 4: dump at that moment, and she had already been doing

1256
00:57:06,560 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 4: that online.

1257
00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:08,960
Speaker 3: This one just happened to go.

1258
00:57:09,000 --> 00:57:13,440
Speaker 4: Viral and she realized where in the process of it all,

1259
00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:17,880
Speaker 4: what she was personally going through. She was hurt, you

1260
00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:19,880
Speaker 4: know well, what she was going through, and she just

1261
00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:24,400
Speaker 4: wanted answers, and she didn't understand that the process that

1262
00:57:24,440 --> 00:57:25,920
Speaker 4: I was going through and everything I was trying to

1263
00:57:25,920 --> 00:57:29,720
Speaker 4: tell her, and she understood that there was a consistency

1264
00:57:30,600 --> 00:57:32,880
Speaker 4: with the things that I had been saying and the

1265
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:35,920
Speaker 4: inconsistency with her with her mom was saying and her

1266
00:57:35,960 --> 00:57:39,200
Speaker 4: family in that side was saying, and she reached out

1267
00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 4: to me and wanted to apologize for the vin when

1268
00:57:42,520 --> 00:57:43,560
Speaker 4: the video came out.

1269
00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:45,600
Speaker 3: As a father, I was.

1270
00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:49,720
Speaker 4: Like, you said, hurt, But then at the same time,

1271
00:57:50,160 --> 00:57:52,720
Speaker 4: there's is love for my daughter. When I started seeing

1272
00:57:52,720 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 4: all the comments and the things that she was going through,

1273
00:57:55,080 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 4: because I've dealt with the you know, all of that

1274
00:57:57,040 --> 00:58:01,800
Speaker 4: with her mom already, but just the her being people

1275
00:58:01,800 --> 00:58:04,960
Speaker 4: coming at her that way. She needs to be prayed

1276
00:58:04,960 --> 00:58:06,760
Speaker 4: through that and what was going on. And she went

1277
00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:09,120
Speaker 4: and got therapy and all these different things through the

1278
00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:11,840
Speaker 4: process of things that she was going through. And because

1279
00:58:11,840 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 4: that was two years ago, and she reached out to

1280
00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:16,280
Speaker 4: me and apologized, and I also told her.

1281
00:58:16,320 --> 00:58:21,000
Speaker 3: I was like, look, I was putting up boundaries. Well,

1282
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:23,680
Speaker 3: I was being guarded because I was guarded because of

1283
00:58:23,720 --> 00:58:26,520
Speaker 3: everything that I was going through with her mom. I

1284
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:28,080
Speaker 3: was guarded, you know what I mean.

1285
00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:32,600
Speaker 4: And she was also guarded because how can I trust

1286
00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,440
Speaker 4: with all the things that's been going on, because I

1287
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:36,520
Speaker 4: can't trust anybody.

1288
00:58:37,320 --> 00:58:40,120
Speaker 3: But it's poor. But I'll tell you, hurt people hurt people.

1289
00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:40,840
Speaker 3: But heal people.

1290
00:58:40,880 --> 00:58:43,280
Speaker 4: Heal people, yes, And the thing about it is when

1291
00:58:43,280 --> 00:58:47,120
Speaker 4: you're healed and when you show that wasn't your heart,

1292
00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,400
Speaker 4: that Christ does in your heart, and that love the

1293
00:58:50,440 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 4: breakthroughs that it's happened with that I mean, and I'm

1294
00:58:53,240 --> 00:58:56,080
Speaker 4: so proud of her all the things that she's doing

1295
00:58:56,160 --> 00:59:00,440
Speaker 4: now and her finding herself and finding her voice. She

1296
00:59:00,520 --> 00:59:03,000
Speaker 4: got a podcast doing her own things. She's doing amazing things,

1297
00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:05,720
Speaker 4: has an amazing job. My son has an amazing job.

1298
00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:08,000
Speaker 4: And I love all my kids, all four of them,

1299
00:59:08,080 --> 00:59:11,280
Speaker 4: you know, you know what I mean, Lyric and the

1300
00:59:11,320 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 4: Lord of my oldest children, and Wisdom and Honor my

1301
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:16,120
Speaker 4: two youngest ones. I love all four of them together.

1302
00:59:16,320 --> 00:59:19,400
Speaker 4: These are my babies. And so the thing about it

1303
00:59:19,440 --> 00:59:22,480
Speaker 4: as Father's I mean, whoever's listening right now, I just

1304
00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 4: want to let them know to keep fighting.

1305
00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 3: A lot of times that.

1306
00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:29,240
Speaker 4: Men that would see or hear will see the things

1307
00:59:29,240 --> 00:59:31,320
Speaker 4: that I've gone through, and people that don't know my

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Speaker 4: story because you know how Instagram is in these videos,

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00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:36,479
Speaker 4: you know they might because the stuff that you talked about,

1310
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Speaker 4: you're talking about a span over thirty years, right and

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00:59:39,120 --> 00:59:41,600
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, the things that were ups

1312
00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:43,400
Speaker 4: and downs of life in my journey. I will never

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Speaker 4: change any part of it because of the fact that

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Speaker 4: they made me the man that I am today. And

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Speaker 4: I know that the men that I've helped through, men

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Speaker 4: that I know that.

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Speaker 3: Go through this person.

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Speaker 4: Yes, they're men that have killed themselves over this, that

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00:59:57,720 --> 01:00:01,440
Speaker 4: have not seen their children because being a because of

1320
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Speaker 4: dealing with the part of the things with their ex.

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Speaker 4: Women have been going through this too. I've been at

1322
01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:10,880
Speaker 4: court and seen man break down. I've broken down in court.

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01:00:11,160 --> 01:00:14,120
Speaker 4: I've been through all of that, losing money, not having money,

1324
01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:16,640
Speaker 4: doing all these things for the fight, and then to

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Speaker 4: have your kids go I don't care anyway, you know

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01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:23,520
Speaker 4: what I mean through that process, but to know, like

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Speaker 4: to keep fighting, to keep going like, no, I love

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Speaker 4: you and let's really talk and have some real conversations

1329
01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 4: and let's really talk about what's really going on. When

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Speaker 4: you get to the other side of that, it's such

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Speaker 4: a blessing. Man, it's so strong, like nothing can can

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01:00:40,120 --> 01:00:43,280
Speaker 4: come between that. Because now the relationship that I have

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01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 4: with my two oldest children is so beautiful because now

1334
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Speaker 4: they're siing to understand and this is deep when they go. Man, Dad,

1335
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Speaker 4: the storyes you used to tell me when we were

1336
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Speaker 4: you were going through this process, and now me being

1337
01:00:55,320 --> 01:00:58,560
Speaker 4: an adult at the age that you are when I'm in.

1338
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Speaker 1: The age that when you had going through the.

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Speaker 4: See and they're like, I couldn't even imagine me dealing

1340
01:01:05,160 --> 01:01:07,040
Speaker 4: with all those things, just with the stuff that I've

1341
01:01:07,040 --> 01:01:09,840
Speaker 4: been dealing with to you still be and say and

1342
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:12,720
Speaker 4: even with mom doing the things she did for you

1343
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:17,560
Speaker 4: to say, no, I'm not I'm not gonna I'm not

1344
01:01:17,600 --> 01:01:20,640
Speaker 4: gonna respond with anger in the same way, because I

1345
01:01:20,720 --> 01:01:24,439
Speaker 4: knew that their mom was also going through a lot

1346
01:01:24,520 --> 01:01:27,000
Speaker 4: through her own family and the hurt that she had

1347
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Speaker 4: been through, and she needs a Hillie throughout what she

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01:01:30,080 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 4: needs to do. So praying her through and still praying

1349
01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:35,720
Speaker 4: for her as well, and even through the process. And

1350
01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:38,360
Speaker 4: when people that really saw this and see my journey

1351
01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:41,360
Speaker 4: and understand, it was beautiful to see the comments of

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01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:43,400
Speaker 4: people saying kill keep praying.

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Speaker 1: I'm out here on this one. You went through.

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Speaker 2: Uh, you have some back issues, have some numbness, and

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01:01:49,520 --> 01:01:53,200
Speaker 2: you're down your leg. You couldn't swallow hie. Your health currently.

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01:01:52,960 --> 01:01:56,120
Speaker 3: Health is great, man, My mouth is great. I think man.

1357
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Speaker 3: You work out, Yeah, you know what I mean, you

1358
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Speaker 3: work out.

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Speaker 4: Uh, that was just a situation where my workout journey

1360
01:02:03,400 --> 01:02:05,560
Speaker 4: has been a journey. You know what I mean, And

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Speaker 4: so I'm very big on lifestyle. Me and my wife

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01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:14,280
Speaker 4: are big on taking care of our bodies. And when

1363
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:17,320
Speaker 4: that happened, it was a pinch vertebrae and I had

1364
01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:20,640
Speaker 4: stroke like symptoms. Even later I found out that they

1365
01:02:20,640 --> 01:02:23,160
Speaker 4: were like, yeah, this could have been a stroke just

1366
01:02:23,200 --> 01:02:25,880
Speaker 4: the way that you were. But when you think about

1367
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Speaker 4: some of the things that I was going through, stress

1368
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:30,800
Speaker 4: wise and work and all those different things like that,

1369
01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:32,880
Speaker 4: it was like, OK, you need to take care of

1370
01:02:32,920 --> 01:02:36,240
Speaker 4: your body even more so. Now how I drink, how

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01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:38,600
Speaker 4: I eat, you know what I mean, you know, all

1372
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Speaker 4: those different things like I said, give me that tea,

1373
01:02:41,680 --> 01:02:43,160
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, you know, And I just

1374
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Speaker 4: really took care of my body me and you know,

1375
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Speaker 4: me and my wife are really big on that. Me

1376
01:02:47,240 --> 01:02:49,480
Speaker 4: and Asia are big on like taking care of ourselves

1377
01:02:49,520 --> 01:02:53,439
Speaker 4: and our kids. Knowing that health is wealth and being

1378
01:02:53,480 --> 01:02:56,840
Speaker 4: healthy and being able to do that. So it's been awesome, man.

1379
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Speaker 2: Yeah, thanks Cal so much for sharing your personal story

1380
01:02:59,760 --> 01:03:02,920
Speaker 2: of them down the ends the outs. Congratulations on everything

1381
01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:05,000
Speaker 2: you accomplished and much more to come in your life.

1382
01:03:05,360 --> 01:03:07,640
Speaker 2: And thank you Tie Tripping to close it out for

1383
01:03:07,760 --> 01:03:10,480
Speaker 2: us singing this song anyhow.

1384
01:03:18,840 --> 01:03:21,880
Speaker 9: I know times get hard sometime, y'all. I wrote this

1385
01:03:21,960 --> 01:03:23,000
Speaker 9: song during the pandemic.

1386
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Speaker 3: Hopefully it'll courage you.

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01:03:25,360 --> 01:03:27,560
Speaker 1: It'll encourage you. It's called Hallelujah.

1388
01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:34,680
Speaker 6: Anyhow, Yeah, I know you have good plans for me,

1389
01:03:35,280 --> 01:03:38,280
Speaker 6: Plans to risp, plans to.

1390
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Speaker 10: Sunsy you know, doun thoughts, youthy, closing and soul.

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01:03:46,600 --> 01:03:48,920
Speaker 1: Great for you love.

1392
01:03:50,880 --> 01:03:56,320
Speaker 10: Bad wit you look at me, you, Josh.

1393
01:03:56,120 --> 01:03:58,360
Speaker 1: How you see mine?

1394
01:04:00,400 --> 01:04:00,640
Speaker 3: Dad?

1395
01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:08,080
Speaker 1: You will verny? I trust you, father, hy.

1396
01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:17,080
Speaker 11: Hey, your promises. I guess the cad and I believe

1397
01:04:18,440 --> 01:04:20,600
Speaker 11: you will do what you say.

1398
01:04:20,960 --> 01:04:24,040
Speaker 1: So my trust in you will not name.

1399
01:04:25,360 --> 01:04:28,240
Speaker 11: My victory is gamantine can show me either.

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01:04:28,960 --> 01:04:38,280
Speaker 1: No man, what comes my Holly in his house now now? Yeah?

1401
01:04:38,520 --> 01:04:40,479
Speaker 1: Until my nay turned it down?

1402
01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:48,280
Speaker 10: Holly anyhow, damn what had you?

1403
01:04:51,160 --> 01:04:54,560
Speaker 7: No matter what you face your life, y'all, keep your posture.

1404
01:04:54,320 --> 01:05:01,640
Speaker 5: The same, halleluly anyhow, even though we'd fight, he cast

1405
01:05:02,400 --> 01:05:08,560
Speaker 5: leave one say and tries to conquer ourself.

1406
01:05:08,280 --> 01:05:14,400
Speaker 10: Through through stress, through fear, through the battle.

1407
01:05:14,920 --> 01:05:16,760
Speaker 1: Rage is on it.

1408
01:05:18,160 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 3: But we know that mood.

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01:05:23,240 --> 01:05:24,520
Speaker 10: Gee, hol you.

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01:05:27,120 --> 01:05:28,800
Speaker 1: More time will be on that.

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01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:40,200
Speaker 10: Offs hey gee Hold, yeah, you're promising, yes, I guess

1412
01:05:40,200 --> 01:05:42,720
Speaker 10: saying any gamy.

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01:05:44,240 --> 01:05:48,240
Speaker 1: You're gonna do just one to say, I strusting you

1414
01:05:48,560 --> 01:05:52,800
Speaker 1: me on that day the victory is gaming. Take a

1415
01:05:52,920 --> 01:05:59,720
Speaker 1: Shuman man at the time. He's not like LESCo.

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01:06:04,240 --> 01:06:05,880
Speaker 9: I said, if my name turns.

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01:06:05,640 --> 01:06:06,920
Speaker 10: It, what's it?

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01:06:07,040 --> 01:06:07,480
Speaker 1: My say?

1419
01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:22,160
Speaker 10: How that show that's jowlet's stout cock? How yea?

1420
01:06:23,320 --> 01:06:24,920
Speaker 1: I said, my name turns six?

1421
01:06:29,520 --> 01:06:35,160
Speaker 3: Anyway? Who hit keeps coming after hit?

1422
01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:37,440
Speaker 1: Got me thinking maybe this is it?

1423
01:06:38,200 --> 01:06:40,920
Speaker 11: Got this water going on in my mind, trying to

1424
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:42,720
Speaker 11: make me think my faith is counter fit.

1425
01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:43,200
Speaker 3: Wow.

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01:06:44,280 --> 01:06:47,919
Speaker 7: No, certain days it feels like my faith is running low.

1427
01:06:49,560 --> 01:06:50,680
Speaker 3: But it's some my seed.

1428
01:06:50,880 --> 01:06:55,720
Speaker 1: So I must believe in what I saw. So in tears,

1429
01:06:55,800 --> 01:06:56,880
Speaker 1: what your water will grow?

1430
01:06:57,400 --> 01:06:57,959
Speaker 5: Never fear.

1431
01:06:58,000 --> 01:07:00,880
Speaker 9: It's all under control storms here, But I'm.

1432
01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:01,640
Speaker 1: Sleep on the boat.

1433
01:07:03,320 --> 01:07:07,200
Speaker 7: Yeah, everything I went through, I knew I wouldn't be blessed.

1434
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:11,000
Speaker 7: You're trying to pull me down, Bud, I see the mark,

1435
01:07:11,120 --> 01:07:15,360
Speaker 7: So I fast sat. Christ brought me out so many

1436
01:07:15,520 --> 01:07:20,960
Speaker 7: times watch stress. So I'm a sing Hallelujah any house through.

1437
01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:25,680
Speaker 8: The in me, how.

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01:07:27,200 --> 01:07:28,680
Speaker 3: All Helujah.

1439
01:07:29,760 --> 01:07:39,840
Speaker 8: Mellah in me, how all Helujah in the hell.

1440
01:07:43,800 --> 01:07:48,960
Speaker 3: God bless y'all. Never let your troubles get you down.

1441
01:07:49,960 --> 01:07:50,760
Speaker 1: Saying hallelujah.

1442
01:07:51,440 --> 01:08:10,600
Speaker 12: Anyhow, oh yeah, all my life, grinding, all my life,

1443
01:08:11,280 --> 01:08:15,480
Speaker 12: sacrifice must pay the price. Wanta slice? Got to brow

1444
01:08:15,560 --> 01:08:18,200
Speaker 12: the dice? Why all my life, I've been grinding all

1445
01:08:18,240 --> 01:08:22,640
Speaker 12: my life, all my life, grinding all my life sacrifice

1446
01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:25,320
Speaker 12: muscle paid the price and want to slice.

1447
01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:26,559
Speaker 1: Got to brow the dice?

1448
01:08:26,680 --> 01:08:29,280
Speaker 12: This way, all my life, I've been grinding all my life.

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Speaker 10: M