1 00:00:04,360 --> 00:00:09,040 Speaker 1: From Futuro Media and PRX. It's Latino USA. I'm Marieno Rossa. 2 00:00:09,640 --> 00:00:13,840 Speaker 1: Today a preview of the first episode of season two 3 00:00:14,040 --> 00:00:29,280 Speaker 1: of our Bulletzer Prize winning podcast Suave. Well, Dear listener, 4 00:00:29,560 --> 00:00:33,000 Speaker 1: it's been seven years since the release of David Luis 5 00:00:33,280 --> 00:00:37,960 Speaker 1: Suave Gonzalez from a maximum security prison. Suave had been 6 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:42,400 Speaker 1: sentenced to life without parole as a teenager. But you 7 00:00:42,479 --> 00:00:46,720 Speaker 1: might remember we were there when Suave finally walked out 8 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:52,360 Speaker 1: of prison seven years ago. Now, Suave is navigating life 9 00:00:52,479 --> 00:00:55,639 Speaker 1: as a freeman and dealing with all of the feelings 10 00:00:55,720 --> 00:00:59,520 Speaker 1: and pressure that comes with it, because starting over is 11 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:03,280 Speaker 1: complic and on the outside, life can come at you 12 00:01:03,760 --> 00:01:09,000 Speaker 1: dangerously fast. This season, we're gonna go deep into Suaves's 13 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:13,840 Speaker 1: quest to define what freedom really means for him. Rieta 14 00:01:13,880 --> 00:01:17,440 Speaker 1: Martinelli is the host of Suavest season two, and she's 15 00:01:17,480 --> 00:01:20,959 Speaker 1: gonna guide us through this journey. And just a warning, 16 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:26,360 Speaker 1: dear listener, this episode contained some strong language. 17 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:31,320 Speaker 2: I'm not a pussy. I'm not a pussy at all. 18 00:01:32,319 --> 00:01:34,160 Speaker 2: What makes you think you could try me? And I'm 19 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:38,720 Speaker 2: not going to react because if I get tugger, somebody's 20 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:43,600 Speaker 2: going to get hurt. Not fake hurt, real hurt. 21 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:47,360 Speaker 3: This is the voice of a man who's found himself 22 00:01:47,440 --> 00:01:50,360 Speaker 3: at the end of his rope, a man who survived 23 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:54,559 Speaker 3: more than thirty years in a max security prison, got out, 24 00:01:55,040 --> 00:01:59,560 Speaker 3: became successful, built what many would consider is a dream life, 25 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:04,240 Speaker 3: and now seven years later, was risking it all. 26 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:08,400 Speaker 2: So I guess I don't go ejail down? Yeah, Pope 27 00:02:08,520 --> 00:02:10,640 Speaker 2: to Teddy bed. Now that you got the grizzly bed, 28 00:02:11,480 --> 00:02:13,639 Speaker 2: I'm gonna fuck with me. That's how it's gonna go down. 29 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:16,880 Speaker 2: It's on site. It's not gonna be let's talk outside. 30 00:02:17,040 --> 00:02:17,959 Speaker 4: It's on site. 31 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:20,520 Speaker 2: Well, I don't know where we're at. It's gonna be 32 00:02:20,600 --> 00:02:23,600 Speaker 2: on site. That's the do y'all wanted, y'all know. 33 00:02:24,680 --> 00:02:28,440 Speaker 3: And the reason the reason, as the gliic goes, is 34 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:36,119 Speaker 3: that you can leave prison, but prison never really leaves you. 35 00:02:39,600 --> 00:02:43,400 Speaker 3: But before we get there, let's start with happier times. 36 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:45,120 Speaker 1: Okay, come on, we're gonna get a picture. 37 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:47,760 Speaker 5: Hey. 38 00:02:49,840 --> 00:02:55,079 Speaker 3: We're standing outside Columbia University's historic Low Library in New 39 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:59,840 Speaker 3: York City. It's October twentieth, twenty twenty two, and spirits 40 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:03,440 Speaker 3: are high. Most of the team behind the Swave podcast 41 00:03:03,520 --> 00:03:10,040 Speaker 3: is here, including journalists Marie no Josa, what's up? 42 00:03:10,040 --> 00:03:10,480 Speaker 1: What's up? 43 00:03:11,080 --> 00:03:14,839 Speaker 3: And Swave, a man who for a long time never 44 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:18,040 Speaker 3: imagined that he would ever leave a prison cell, let 45 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:21,639 Speaker 3: alone be here at the ceremony for the Pulitzer Price. 46 00:03:25,480 --> 00:03:28,960 Speaker 2: I'm walking in and I'm looking, and I'm looking all 47 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:31,959 Speaker 2: these expenses, so I only paid like ninety dollars for 48 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:32,560 Speaker 2: my suit. 49 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 3: We walk up the iconic Columbia Steps, through the doors, 50 00:03:37,640 --> 00:03:39,880 Speaker 3: past statues of Zeus and Apollo. 51 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:43,160 Speaker 5: It feels like standing in a Greek temple. 52 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:49,560 Speaker 3: None of the other journalists here invited their sources to 53 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:53,880 Speaker 3: the ceremony. In a sea of black boat ties, Swabe 54 00:03:54,080 --> 00:03:57,640 Speaker 3: is rocking this bright blood red tie. 55 00:03:58,160 --> 00:03:58,839 Speaker 5: One by one. 56 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:06,280 Speaker 3: The winners are now stupid story. They called him swab 57 00:04:06,680 --> 00:04:29,080 Speaker 3: like the shampoo. But whatever. On stage, we hold hands 58 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:34,480 Speaker 3: and Swave it holds the award. Swave decides immediately he's 59 00:04:34,520 --> 00:04:38,520 Speaker 3: going to be the one to keep it. 60 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:41,080 Speaker 5: After dinner, there's a reception. 61 00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:46,640 Speaker 3: There's lots of very polite mingling happening over wine. Pretty boring, 62 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:50,159 Speaker 3: to be honest, So we sneak off outside for some 63 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:53,400 Speaker 3: fun of our own. Right on the Columbia Steps, we 64 00:04:53,480 --> 00:04:57,279 Speaker 3: sip on our drinks maybe even a little joint gets sparked. 65 00:04:59,440 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 2: We go out with side and in my head, I'm thinking, 66 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:08,479 Speaker 2: tonight it's the night that I realized I'm free. I'm 67 00:05:08,520 --> 00:05:13,320 Speaker 2: really free. It was like one of the movies that 68 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:17,320 Speaker 2: I watch in prison that you know is a sad movie. 69 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:20,400 Speaker 2: But at the end, you know, when they sit like 70 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:23,520 Speaker 2: in the steps and they see the sunlight, you know, 71 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:25,880 Speaker 2: it's like something magical is gonna happen. 72 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 3: In this moment, everything is perfect. A man who was 73 00:05:34,320 --> 00:05:37,719 Speaker 3: in prison for more than thirty years just won the 74 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:41,040 Speaker 3: highest award in journalism. 75 00:05:41,279 --> 00:05:44,119 Speaker 5: That was the night that mister Pulitzer was born. 76 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:52,000 Speaker 4: Y'all know what it is. 77 00:05:52,080 --> 00:05:53,520 Speaker 5: Yeah, this is your man, Swab. 78 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:57,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just chilling it. A tough man ready to 79 00:05:57,600 --> 00:05:58,919 Speaker 2: take a shot of bad. 80 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:01,640 Speaker 3: But I just want to introduce you man. 81 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:02,000 Speaker 4: Yo. 82 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:07,080 Speaker 2: This is the Adventures of Swave Gonzales and his full 83 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:07,400 Speaker 2: of shir. 84 00:06:07,760 --> 00:06:10,520 Speaker 1: So, yeah, I'm going to with my pullus. 85 00:06:10,600 --> 00:06:12,680 Speaker 2: I'm going to give my Pullaser shower because you know, 86 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:15,240 Speaker 2: we got to stay clean, man. You know, we just 87 00:06:15,320 --> 00:06:16,680 Speaker 2: can't be too in the world. 88 00:06:16,920 --> 00:06:21,559 Speaker 3: Mister Pulleitzer living his best life. It's happily ever after. 89 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:35,160 Speaker 3: Right from Futuro Studios. This is Suave. I'm Julie de Martinelli. 90 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:41,880 Speaker 3: In twenty seventeen, David Luis Swave Gonzales was released from 91 00:06:41,960 --> 00:06:46,040 Speaker 3: prison after thirty one years serving a life sentence without parole. 92 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 3: He was one of thousands of juvenile life first granted 93 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:53,400 Speaker 3: a second chance at life. This is a story about 94 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:57,560 Speaker 3: life after incarceration and the search for the true meaning 95 00:06:57,760 --> 00:07:06,200 Speaker 3: of freedom. This is season two, Maria. 96 00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:06,960 Speaker 5: How are you. 97 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:10,800 Speaker 1: Oh my god, Julieta, I am great. I mean yeah, 98 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:12,080 Speaker 1: season two. We're here. 99 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:14,440 Speaker 5: Yeah, we're back. I'm so excited. 100 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:16,840 Speaker 1: I think maybe we should introduce ourselves, right. 101 00:07:16,880 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 5: Yes, of course. 102 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:22,040 Speaker 3: So you are legendary journalists marieo Josa, the host of 103 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:25,160 Speaker 3: Latino USA and the founder of Futura Media. 104 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:28,720 Speaker 1: Okay, well, legendary is a big word. But in this case, 105 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:32,520 Speaker 1: because I'm actually part of this story, I'm not going 106 00:07:32,560 --> 00:07:35,240 Speaker 1: to be doing the job of hosting. That is going 107 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:37,440 Speaker 1: to be done by the host of Suavest season two, 108 00:07:37,760 --> 00:07:39,840 Speaker 1: and that is you, Julieta Martinelli. 109 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:42,080 Speaker 5: Yeah. Hi, So I'm Julieta. 110 00:07:42,560 --> 00:07:45,640 Speaker 3: I've been covering criminal justice pretty much all of my career, 111 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:49,040 Speaker 3: and I'm actually the co producer of season one of suaves. 112 00:07:49,040 --> 00:07:51,760 Speaker 3: So I was always there in the background, reporting and 113 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:54,640 Speaker 3: writing for the show. And you might have even heard 114 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:58,160 Speaker 3: me here and there in that season, most notably on 115 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:02,040 Speaker 3: episode six while running down the street, Like running. 116 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:07,640 Speaker 5: Threw me off. Well, clearly he lives at that house, 117 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:10,320 Speaker 5: and we should hire the fuck. 118 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:10,880 Speaker 4: Up and get out of here. 119 00:08:11,440 --> 00:08:15,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like, get out of there as fast as possible. 120 00:08:15,360 --> 00:08:17,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, And you know, I applied for the job to 121 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:21,000 Speaker 3: work on season one because the prison system has always 122 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:24,280 Speaker 3: been really real for me, right, It's always been a 123 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:26,400 Speaker 3: part of my life. I grew up around a lot 124 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:29,360 Speaker 3: of people that were affected by the car Sooro system, 125 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:32,440 Speaker 3: and you know, one of the first memories I have 126 00:08:32,880 --> 00:08:36,000 Speaker 3: is of my dad being accused of a crime and 127 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:39,120 Speaker 3: my mom wanting to separate us from all of that 128 00:08:39,360 --> 00:08:40,960 Speaker 3: and bringing us to the US. 129 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:43,240 Speaker 5: And here I was undocumented. 130 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:45,439 Speaker 3: I grew up in a community around a lot of 131 00:08:45,559 --> 00:08:49,960 Speaker 3: undocumented people, so heavy police presence. You know, I've seen 132 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 3: a lot of people lose their freedom, and I think 133 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:56,160 Speaker 3: that really taught me that people are very complex. People 134 00:08:56,200 --> 00:08:59,160 Speaker 3: can be good and do bad things. And I don't 135 00:08:59,200 --> 00:09:03,320 Speaker 3: think that we're always telling the story about those gray areas, right, 136 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:07,160 Speaker 3: And so the story we're telling the season. It's a 137 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:12,680 Speaker 3: little different from last time. It's about the long shadow 138 00:09:12,760 --> 00:09:16,480 Speaker 3: of prison, about the challenges that no one warns you 139 00:09:16,559 --> 00:09:19,960 Speaker 3: about when you get out, and about how after spending 140 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:23,360 Speaker 3: the majority of his life locked up, freedom for Suave 141 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,560 Speaker 3: has not been everything he imagined it would be. 142 00:09:27,760 --> 00:09:29,880 Speaker 1: Now, for those of you out there who are new 143 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:33,360 Speaker 1: to the show, in season one, which by the way, 144 00:09:33,400 --> 00:09:35,840 Speaker 1: you should really go listen to right now, but in 145 00:09:35,880 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 1: season one, we told the story of Luis Suave Gonzalez. 146 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:43,880 Speaker 1: Now I met him decades ago in a maximum security 147 00:09:44,040 --> 00:09:49,520 Speaker 1: prison in Pennsylvania. Suave at that time, he was convicted 148 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:53,240 Speaker 1: of verter as a teenager. He was sentenced to life 149 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:58,480 Speaker 1: without parole. And after we met that day, well, I 150 00:09:58,480 --> 00:10:01,560 Speaker 1: mean essentially we stayed in touch over the years and 151 00:10:01,679 --> 00:10:05,640 Speaker 1: we developed, you know, a relationship, right, some people might 152 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:08,679 Speaker 1: even say it was a friendship. But then what ends 153 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:12,880 Speaker 1: up happening is that laws changed because of the Supreme Court, 154 00:10:13,640 --> 00:10:17,400 Speaker 1: and Suave now had a chance to get out of prison, 155 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,680 Speaker 1: and so we documented his release and we followed the 156 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:24,880 Speaker 1: ups and downs of his journey to the outside. All 157 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:27,599 Speaker 1: of that is in season one. 158 00:10:30,559 --> 00:10:33,720 Speaker 3: So you know, Maria, when season one ended in twenty 159 00:10:33,760 --> 00:10:37,280 Speaker 3: twenty one. Save was focused on starting his new life 160 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:41,319 Speaker 3: in Philadelphia, and I think we could have stopped documenting there. 161 00:10:41,679 --> 00:10:43,800 Speaker 3: I mean, we definitely thought about it. 162 00:10:43,800 --> 00:10:46,720 Speaker 1: Right right, he's out of prison, I mean, end of story. 163 00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:49,800 Speaker 1: We tracked it all as the time passed. You know, 164 00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:53,440 Speaker 1: It's just so natural for me to record everything. So 165 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:56,240 Speaker 1: even after the podcast dropped, I'm still recording. And that's 166 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:59,360 Speaker 1: when I realized, hold on a second, like this story 167 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:03,520 Speaker 1: is not over at all. In many ways, I was like, 168 00:11:04,679 --> 00:11:07,599 Speaker 1: we're just scratching the surface. And so basically we just 169 00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:12,479 Speaker 1: kept documenting everything that was happening in Swabi's life, and 170 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:13,760 Speaker 1: there was a lot happening. 171 00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:17,480 Speaker 3: Early on in reporting, I asked Swavit what he thought 172 00:11:17,600 --> 00:11:18,640 Speaker 3: this season. 173 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:19,120 Speaker 5: Should be about. 174 00:11:19,440 --> 00:11:21,760 Speaker 3: But as I've been thinking about writing season two, in 175 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:25,960 Speaker 3: season one, we ended with you really wanting like some stability, 176 00:11:26,040 --> 00:11:30,240 Speaker 3: wanting to get a stable job, like a relationship. That's 177 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:32,640 Speaker 3: kind of where you were when we ended. I see 178 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:37,040 Speaker 3: you laughing, and it's killery where you going. So my 179 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:42,720 Speaker 3: question is, if I use this tape here in the 180 00:11:42,800 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 3: episode one, what a swather want to achieve in season? 181 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:53,080 Speaker 2: In life listed season one, I was living life I 182 00:11:53,160 --> 00:11:56,400 Speaker 2: wasn't having fun. I was fucking boring. 183 00:11:57,000 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 3: I was. 184 00:11:59,080 --> 00:12:01,920 Speaker 2: I wouldn't say stress, but I was out of touch 185 00:12:03,320 --> 00:12:05,520 Speaker 2: with my community, if you want to call it that. 186 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,000 Speaker 2: I'm living in the hood, but I was out of touch. 187 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:12,800 Speaker 2: I chose to do that. Now it's like, fuck, I'm gone. 188 00:12:13,480 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 2: Who has some fun? And I know that it can 189 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 2: lead to destruction ways I know that, right and I'm 190 00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:28,040 Speaker 2: trying not to, you know, cross that destructive path. But 191 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,040 Speaker 2: I'm having fun on all levels. I'm having fun. So 192 00:12:31,120 --> 00:12:35,960 Speaker 2: with season two, I'm hoping that people get it. Man, Like, 193 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:41,079 Speaker 2: we're human beings. We've just been denied certain things because 194 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:47,520 Speaker 2: of our incarceration. I'm human being. I'm only thirty right now. 195 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:50,200 Speaker 2: I came home when I was twenty one, you know. 196 00:12:50,640 --> 00:12:56,800 Speaker 2: I mean, I'm looking at it in them turns right now. 197 00:12:56,920 --> 00:13:00,800 Speaker 1: We are going to get to that destructive path that 198 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:04,920 Speaker 1: occurred later on in season two, But first cour the 199 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,640 Speaker 1: truth is Save is having. 200 00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:11,679 Speaker 3: Fun, especially after the Pulitzer. I mean, things really just 201 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:12,439 Speaker 3: took off. 202 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:17,040 Speaker 2: I've been awarded like three different awards. Well, there's been 203 00:13:17,320 --> 00:13:18,600 Speaker 2: a couple of new stories. 204 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,600 Speaker 5: My local man is doing what he can to save 205 00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:24,480 Speaker 5: our streets. He spent decades behind bars. 206 00:13:24,679 --> 00:13:27,640 Speaker 3: Sean Att Wilson introduces us to this inspiring man. 207 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:32,199 Speaker 2: I was given a second chance for a reason making music. 208 00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:35,800 Speaker 2: Making music. That's something that I'm doing, you know, he 209 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:39,200 Speaker 2: went on me, Man, I'm like a William inside of 210 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,240 Speaker 2: my I was Maily, your child and making decisions thirty 211 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:45,680 Speaker 2: one years I was locked in a prison, started my 212 00:13:45,760 --> 00:13:51,320 Speaker 2: own truth Prime True Story, episodes of podcasts with different people. 213 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:55,480 Speaker 2: As a Lieutenant governor, what is your position on juvenile 214 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:58,840 Speaker 2: life is coming home and being on parole for life? 215 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:01,080 Speaker 1: I think that the the juvenile life for. 216 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:05,160 Speaker 3: Decision is the live podcast recordings are a big success. 217 00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:10,199 Speaker 2: It was pack house, really, I'm talking about we had 218 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,240 Speaker 2: to turn people away, damn. 219 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:16,840 Speaker 3: And he's drawing the attention of some very important people. 220 00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:20,680 Speaker 5: It's no boost about it. It's like the City Service 221 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:21,120 Speaker 5: showed up. 222 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:23,040 Speaker 2: They did a round up of the building. You know, 223 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:24,200 Speaker 2: they checked the whole building. 224 00:14:24,600 --> 00:14:25,800 Speaker 5: Asked Biden come in. 225 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 3: Ashley Biden as in that Biden the former president's daughter. 226 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:35,040 Speaker 3: She lives in Philadelphia and has been an outspoken supporter 227 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:38,280 Speaker 3: of criminal justice reform. Okay, and she. 228 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:42,160 Speaker 5: Is right, I want to work with you. I'm like, sure, 229 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:43,000 Speaker 5: why not? 230 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:49,880 Speaker 2: And is looking at each other like really happening. 231 00:14:52,080 --> 00:14:53,960 Speaker 5: So that's where we are today. 232 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:56,680 Speaker 3: You could say that it's a new day for Suave, 233 00:14:57,360 --> 00:14:59,840 Speaker 3: but really it's a whole new life. You know. 234 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,600 Speaker 5: Mister Pulitzer is killing it. 235 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:05,360 Speaker 1: I remember when you told me that he was mister Pulitzer, 236 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:08,200 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh my god, because it's like 237 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:12,880 Speaker 1: he's really embodying this entirely new alter ego and it's 238 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:14,239 Speaker 1: like a thing to witness. 239 00:15:14,640 --> 00:15:17,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, and maybe it's fed into his tendency that he 240 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:21,160 Speaker 3: already has to be a little bit of a diva 241 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:22,320 Speaker 3: for lack of a better. 242 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 1: Word, just a little bit of a diva. 243 00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:28,600 Speaker 3: So Joey Deville, a younger friend of Suave that he mentors, 244 00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:31,440 Speaker 3: he told us a story about one of those moments 245 00:15:31,480 --> 00:15:33,920 Speaker 3: that Suave had at a restaurant where they were eating. 246 00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:35,880 Speaker 1: You throw a lot of tantrums. 247 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:38,080 Speaker 2: I do why y'all got this on a menu? 248 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:39,840 Speaker 6: Young because he was like, I'm sorry, sir, that Berger's 249 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:40,320 Speaker 6: got a stock. 250 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:41,520 Speaker 1: We don't have any more of that. 251 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:42,880 Speaker 6: You want to order something that, why would you have 252 00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:45,000 Speaker 6: it on the menu if you don't have it, Hey, 253 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:49,400 Speaker 6: raise the menu, They're saying, there, pal Bro, we had 254 00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:51,240 Speaker 6: to order you fooyah, I don't want it, and then 255 00:15:51,360 --> 00:15:54,560 Speaker 6: you started eating it because you was hungry as shit, diva. 256 00:15:54,560 --> 00:15:57,400 Speaker 6: But I thought you to know this is it Dan, motherfucker. 257 00:15:58,040 --> 00:16:00,160 Speaker 6: If a white man come in to here, would a 258 00:16:00,200 --> 00:16:02,960 Speaker 6: grammy of wall and tell you that chief state it 259 00:16:03,040 --> 00:16:04,960 Speaker 6: is not right? Excuse me? 260 00:16:04,960 --> 00:16:06,840 Speaker 2: So we're gonna make it right for you. 261 00:16:06,880 --> 00:16:09,040 Speaker 3: So what you're saying is like, if if a white 262 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:12,120 Speaker 3: man comes in and like doesn't like what he's being served, 263 00:16:12,120 --> 00:16:14,000 Speaker 3: nobody's gonna call him a diva for a complaint. 264 00:16:14,040 --> 00:16:14,320 Speaker 6: They're not. 265 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:15,240 Speaker 4: They're not. 266 00:16:15,320 --> 00:16:17,440 Speaker 2: But my old people were like, you acting diva? 267 00:16:17,520 --> 00:16:17,680 Speaker 3: Man? 268 00:16:17,760 --> 00:16:18,720 Speaker 2: You acting extra. 269 00:16:19,440 --> 00:16:22,080 Speaker 6: I was there, you were extra. You were actual with 270 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,520 Speaker 6: a sid with a side of cheese, extra with a 271 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:26,480 Speaker 6: side of cheese. 272 00:16:26,800 --> 00:16:27,920 Speaker 2: Well you're comical. 273 00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:28,440 Speaker 1: Because it's really you. 274 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:29,840 Speaker 6: You don't even be kind of be funny. 275 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:30,600 Speaker 2: This really be you. 276 00:16:32,680 --> 00:16:36,560 Speaker 1: I couldn't wait to ask mister Pulletzer himself about all 277 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:40,320 Speaker 1: of this later. So when you're walking down the streets 278 00:16:40,320 --> 00:16:42,480 Speaker 1: of Philly, do you like it when people call you 279 00:16:42,560 --> 00:16:44,680 Speaker 1: mister Pullitzer or do you feel like, oh my god, 280 00:16:44,720 --> 00:16:46,800 Speaker 1: here we go again, Like I just. 281 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:52,280 Speaker 2: Know you know that ship plays in my eagles. 282 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:54,040 Speaker 5: I was like, guess you love it. 283 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 4: I do. 284 00:16:55,120 --> 00:16:58,640 Speaker 2: I love it. Listen, I ain't gonna lie. And you 285 00:16:58,680 --> 00:17:01,760 Speaker 2: know the young people pretend to have this swag with it. 286 00:17:02,040 --> 00:17:03,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, my old. 287 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:06,520 Speaker 2: Here's got a bullish that's bigger than a Grammy. It's 288 00:17:06,640 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 2: bigger than jac And be honest, I was. 289 00:17:08,480 --> 00:17:08,840 Speaker 3: Like, whoa. 290 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:12,040 Speaker 2: That was like, you should collaborate with Kendrid to morn Yeah, 291 00:17:12,080 --> 00:17:12,879 Speaker 2: both got a pullaster. 292 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,359 Speaker 1: I was like, Hey, the truth is is that we 293 00:17:15,520 --> 00:17:17,359 Speaker 1: have talked about this right, Like, you have to have 294 00:17:17,400 --> 00:17:17,879 Speaker 1: an ego. 295 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:20,880 Speaker 2: I do. I have a big ego. Yeah. I could 296 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:23,879 Speaker 2: say that now because I'm more comfortable with it. I 297 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:26,440 Speaker 2: remember I had a conversation with Julia da about a 298 00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 2: year ago and we was talking about, dang, everything good 299 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:31,600 Speaker 2: to happen always end up with some bad shit. I 300 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:36,520 Speaker 2: always feel guilty about it. And Julia told me, man, man, listen, 301 00:17:36,560 --> 00:17:39,760 Speaker 2: you have the rite to be happy. I'm like, you 302 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:42,960 Speaker 2: know what, I'm gonna celebrate this. It could be twenty 303 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:45,480 Speaker 2: years from now. You can't take that away. I don't 304 00:17:45,480 --> 00:17:49,680 Speaker 2: care if it's twenty years thirty years. We want. If 305 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:55,080 Speaker 2: I could inspire other young people to believe that they 306 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:56,520 Speaker 2: could do the same, why not. 307 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 3: One day in November, Marie and I come down to 308 00:18:25,600 --> 00:18:32,240 Speaker 3: Philly to visit Suave. Suave is working with young people 309 00:18:32,400 --> 00:18:35,760 Speaker 3: as a support coach of I Am More. That's a 310 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:40,200 Speaker 3: program for formerly incarcerated students at Community College of Philadelphia. 311 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:43,280 Speaker 2: You know, we're not talking about traditional students. We talk 312 00:18:43,280 --> 00:18:47,480 Speaker 2: about people that are still living in shelters. We talk 313 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:51,880 Speaker 2: about people that are basically homeless coming to school. So 314 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:54,640 Speaker 2: the school is a safe haven for them. They're coming 315 00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:56,240 Speaker 2: to school early because they don't want to be in 316 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:56,800 Speaker 2: the streets. 317 00:18:57,960 --> 00:19:01,560 Speaker 3: Being here just a few minutes, it's clear that Swave 318 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:05,720 Speaker 3: is that teacher, you know, the one. He's got dozens 319 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:08,840 Speaker 3: of Jordan's and all the colorways. He rocks a fly 320 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:11,399 Speaker 3: ass suit with a Yankees cap to work. 321 00:19:12,119 --> 00:19:16,199 Speaker 2: Being surrounded by younger people. They looking at me like 322 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:18,200 Speaker 2: a father figure, they do. 323 00:19:22,119 --> 00:19:25,320 Speaker 3: So today we are at Swabist School and we're really 324 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:28,560 Speaker 3: trying to record a catch up interview with Swave. 325 00:19:29,119 --> 00:19:32,720 Speaker 1: And yeah, yet the trying would be the key word, 326 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:36,160 Speaker 1: because you know, he's a busy guy. Now, so students 327 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:38,960 Speaker 1: are trickling in and out of his office all day. 328 00:19:40,119 --> 00:19:43,400 Speaker 1: Right now, they're like a dozen students. They're eating snacks, 329 00:19:43,440 --> 00:19:49,399 Speaker 1: they're having conversations. They're joking around. They're like, they're like 330 00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:52,280 Speaker 1: happy to be here in this office with Swave. 331 00:19:52,600 --> 00:19:57,280 Speaker 4: You saying that you sing like Russia rights. We can't 332 00:19:57,280 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 4: be shot. Now what I'm just said, I. 333 00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:04,879 Speaker 1: Need a vacae, did he girl? 334 00:20:04,920 --> 00:20:05,800 Speaker 3: I'll know what to do. 335 00:20:06,160 --> 00:20:07,000 Speaker 5: I need a bey. 336 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:12,320 Speaker 1: Hey. 337 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:16,480 Speaker 3: Right. 338 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:18,679 Speaker 1: So the thought that I am now a guest in 339 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:22,000 Speaker 1: a class that Suave is teaching is truly mind blowing 340 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:26,119 Speaker 1: because for years in one of my jobs as a 341 00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:29,560 Speaker 1: university and college professor, Suave would call in from prison 342 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:32,120 Speaker 1: and that's how he would talk to my students. And 343 00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:35,600 Speaker 1: now here I am visiting a class that he's teaching. 344 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,040 Speaker 1: I mean it's kind of incredible. 345 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:40,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, and now here you are in Philly, 346 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:44,199 Speaker 3: sitting in his classroom and he's so excited for you 347 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,399 Speaker 3: to meet his students. 348 00:20:45,720 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 1: I mean, it's just it's such a beautiful moment. 349 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:54,040 Speaker 3: But before you can really get into this further with Suave, 350 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:55,480 Speaker 3: his phone rings. 351 00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:58,520 Speaker 1: So one of the biggest surprises for me on this 352 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:03,200 Speaker 1: day is like this dude's phone is always blowing up. 353 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:05,480 Speaker 1: I mean it's like non stop. 354 00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:09,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, every fifteen minutes it just goes off. 355 00:21:09,119 --> 00:21:13,000 Speaker 1: Yeoh, I think it's every ten minutes we call from Pard, 356 00:21:15,320 --> 00:21:21,760 Speaker 1: an incarcerated individual at SCI Phoenix State Correctional Institution, and 357 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:25,680 Speaker 1: a lot of the times it's friends. Well guys, we're 358 00:21:25,720 --> 00:21:27,199 Speaker 1: calling him from inside of prison. 359 00:21:27,640 --> 00:21:31,480 Speaker 2: I'm telling you, Bro, I'm telling you, Bro. I'm telling you, Bro, 360 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:33,600 Speaker 2: you know how much ice cream you could sell out here. Bro, 361 00:21:33,680 --> 00:21:37,000 Speaker 2: you'd be rich selling ice cream out here versus being 362 00:21:37,600 --> 00:21:39,680 Speaker 2: jail house. I'm rich in the yard. 363 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:44,280 Speaker 3: Soapa later tells me that one of his jobs when 364 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:48,000 Speaker 3: he was in prison was actually working the ice cream 365 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:51,800 Speaker 3: at commissary, which he may or may not have skimmed 366 00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:54,800 Speaker 3: the littles to sell on the side. And now his 367 00:21:54,920 --> 00:21:57,520 Speaker 3: friend Freddy has this old gig and. 368 00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,240 Speaker 2: I'm gonna leave it that day. I ain't gonna preach it, 369 00:21:59,240 --> 00:22:05,600 Speaker 2: you know, Bro, Love you, Bro, And you better call 370 00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:08,720 Speaker 2: me again. Bro, you better call me soon. 371 00:22:10,760 --> 00:22:12,280 Speaker 5: That's what you city. 372 00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:13,200 Speaker 2: I will. 373 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:21,679 Speaker 1: Know a long time since I had heard the SCI 374 00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:24,560 Speaker 1: made rate one minute. It had been a long time 375 00:22:24,640 --> 00:22:27,800 Speaker 1: since I had heard that. You know how long it's 376 00:22:27,800 --> 00:22:28,879 Speaker 1: been since I have heard that. 377 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:34,439 Speaker 3: Swe Nearly seven years out of prison, Suave is still 378 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 3: deeply involved with the prison system, maybe even more in 379 00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:42,240 Speaker 3: New and different ways than he ever was before. 380 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:45,920 Speaker 1: Save is working at this re entry program at school right, 381 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,800 Speaker 1: but on his off days, if he does happen to 382 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:51,000 Speaker 1: have an off day, he's working with a group of 383 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:54,760 Speaker 1: judges and he's juggling whatever he can from the outside 384 00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:57,800 Speaker 1: right to help the friends that he left behind who 385 00:22:57,840 --> 00:22:59,680 Speaker 1: are still on the inside. 386 00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:03,800 Speaker 2: I get phone calls every day, at least twenty thirty 387 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:07,600 Speaker 2: phone calls a day from prison, and you know, guys 388 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:12,600 Speaker 2: that've never seen a pullaser right calling me telling them 389 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,159 Speaker 2: about man, you're representing all of us. This is a 390 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 2: win for all of us. And it is when I 391 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,119 Speaker 2: get phone calls from politicians, you know, they want me 392 00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:24,320 Speaker 2: to go speak because they're trying to pass a bill 393 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:27,840 Speaker 2: for life fers, and they think that I'm the poster child. 394 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,359 Speaker 2: I'm like, at first, I used to get pissed off 395 00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:33,560 Speaker 2: because I'm not a poster child, But now I've realized that, like, 396 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:38,840 Speaker 2: somebody has to be the voice, and this is what 397 00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:45,120 Speaker 2: it means being the voice for the voiceless. Bro, no 398 00:23:45,119 --> 00:23:48,320 Speaker 2: matter how much you try to run from it, you 399 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:51,760 Speaker 2: are the voice for those that you left behind. And 400 00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,520 Speaker 2: I'm not running for an I'm embracing it. I'm embracing 401 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:57,960 Speaker 2: it because I still got hope that them brothers and 402 00:23:58,000 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 2: sisters are going to come home one day. 403 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:13,720 Speaker 3: That night, November twentieth, twenty twenty three, we celebrate the 404 00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:18,040 Speaker 3: anniversary of suavest release from prison at Freddie and Tony's. 405 00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 3: It's this little Puerto Rican joint in North Philly, the 406 00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:24,800 Speaker 3: neighborhood where Suave grew up. He has a virgin pinaco 407 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:28,040 Speaker 3: laa mofongo, and a steakan Sevoyal. 408 00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:31,119 Speaker 1: And you know, it's like a really chill moment, and 409 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:33,920 Speaker 1: it stands out because it's one of the very few 410 00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:37,600 Speaker 1: times that we don't pull out the recorder immediately. Now 411 00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:40,280 Speaker 1: we're just sitting there in the restaurant, eating delicious Puerto 412 00:24:40,359 --> 00:24:45,119 Speaker 1: Rican food, just kind of enjoying the moment and the mocktails. 413 00:24:45,480 --> 00:24:48,280 Speaker 1: But then, of course later we do turn on the 414 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:52,400 Speaker 1: recorder and we get to talking about the big picture, 415 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:55,640 Speaker 1: and suavit tells us that while on the outside everything 416 00:24:55,680 --> 00:25:00,920 Speaker 1: looks great, he's funny, he's bold, he's mister Pulitzer, but 417 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:08,160 Speaker 1: that insight emotionally, that's actually not at all how he feels. 418 00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:15,560 Speaker 2: I just feel sometimes that being free is not what 419 00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:22,560 Speaker 2: everybody think it is. It's really not and it's not 420 00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:27,360 Speaker 2: really Everybody hype it up like you're free, you could 421 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,240 Speaker 2: do whatever you want to do. It's all your pains 422 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:35,479 Speaker 2: and misery are gone. That's bullshit, man. My miseries and 423 00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:40,560 Speaker 2: pains are just starting. Like seriously, I never had this 424 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:44,760 Speaker 2: much misery and pain in my life. When I was 425 00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:49,760 Speaker 2: in prison, I didn't. I was shut out from the world. 426 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:57,800 Speaker 2: You know, you cold shut everything down. And I'll hear 427 00:25:57,880 --> 00:26:00,119 Speaker 2: you can't do that because you got people looking for you, 428 00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:04,720 Speaker 2: got people that want they lean on you for their support, 429 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:07,840 Speaker 2: for their comfort. I don't want to live up to 430 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:12,160 Speaker 2: nobody expectations and none of that. You know, I'm done 431 00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:21,080 Speaker 2: with that. I am not happy. I'm glad I'm home. 432 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:25,439 Speaker 2: I'm glad about that. But if you say describe happy, 433 00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:28,640 Speaker 2: I should be able to describe happy, and I can't. 434 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,080 Speaker 2: I can't. I won't even know how to start to 435 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:39,080 Speaker 2: describe happy, even with a pullaser. Even I can't describe 436 00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:39,880 Speaker 2: it because. 437 00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:40,040 Speaker 6: I'm not. 438 00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:44,479 Speaker 1: So In Mexico, there's the concept of like I let 439 00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:46,679 Speaker 1: you get that, you know, the big prison and the 440 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:51,000 Speaker 1: little prison. The prisoners in the jail, they're in the 441 00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,040 Speaker 1: small prison, but the rest of us. We're living in 442 00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:57,120 Speaker 1: the big prison, the prison of you know, this whole 443 00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:02,280 Speaker 1: existential question about humanity, and and we've talked a lot 444 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:08,320 Speaker 1: about it's not always going to be happy outside. 445 00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:11,720 Speaker 2: You know. As much as I like to fake myself 446 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:15,240 Speaker 2: out and think that I'm ready to for this life, 447 00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:18,160 Speaker 2: I wasn't ready. You know, I'm learning how to get 448 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:21,479 Speaker 2: through it, but I wasn't ready. Nobody gave me a 449 00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:24,040 Speaker 2: crash course, like, this is what's gonna happen. You know, 450 00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,560 Speaker 2: you gotta pay bills, You're gonna confront this, You're gonna 451 00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:32,119 Speaker 2: be heartbroken, You're gonna have doubts about this. It's just hard, 452 00:27:32,320 --> 00:27:37,000 Speaker 2: you know. And and sometimes from the outside it looks 453 00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,040 Speaker 2: like I'm living a good life and now, but I'm 454 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:47,119 Speaker 2: really now, you know, I'm just getting by. 455 00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 5: Swabe did the unthinkable. 456 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:57,320 Speaker 3: He beat a life sentence, but he's not yet free. 457 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:01,120 Speaker 5: Coming up on this season of Swaveing. 458 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:02,000 Speaker 3: Oh that's him right there. 459 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:05,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, by shot. 460 00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:12,119 Speaker 3: Seven years out of prison, Swave is still looking for 461 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:12,760 Speaker 3: a way home. 462 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:13,960 Speaker 5: What's going on for you? 463 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,560 Speaker 2: It's my first time here. I in forty five years 464 00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:18,000 Speaker 2: when I came out with another kid. 465 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,600 Speaker 5: He makes the trip of a lifetime. 466 00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:25,280 Speaker 2: I'm happy that I'm here sharing with my family because 467 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:27,119 Speaker 2: I was in prison. 468 00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:31,880 Speaker 3: This is history, but swavest relationships are tested. 469 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:34,720 Speaker 2: I don't know how to deal with relationship. I dealt 470 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,160 Speaker 2: with that relationship the same way I dealt with a cell. 471 00:28:37,320 --> 00:28:40,040 Speaker 2: Make mean you are not getting the loan, you gotta move. 472 00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:40,720 Speaker 6: If I got to sell. 473 00:28:41,840 --> 00:28:43,840 Speaker 2: Then you start getting phone calls? What time you get 474 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:44,480 Speaker 2: off from work? 475 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:45,800 Speaker 6: What are you doing? 476 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:51,040 Speaker 2: Oh? I don't know. Mentally is like, I'm not ready for. 477 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:54,120 Speaker 5: This, and cracks start to form. 478 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:56,080 Speaker 1: How is it that I became the mother figure in 479 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:58,120 Speaker 1: your fucking life? Because that's not what I want to be. 480 00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:00,480 Speaker 2: I don't know what you're trying to get it with this. 481 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:04,000 Speaker 1: People are like, oh, swave season one it's all about 482 00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:06,280 Speaker 1: you being friends. It's like, guess what it's not friends? 483 00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:09,600 Speaker 3: And how on the outside life can come at you 484 00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:12,120 Speaker 3: dangerously fast. 485 00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:16,520 Speaker 2: With me, that's bun go down, that's the do what 486 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:17,600 Speaker 2: my Mother's great. 487 00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 3: I just don't want to see your backlos that, but like, 488 00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:23,440 Speaker 3: that's scariously fucking shit at me. 489 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 5: That's coming up on season two of swave. 490 00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:44,480 Speaker 1: My thanks to Julieta Martinelli for hosting this episode with 491 00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:48,120 Speaker 1: me and What you just heard is the first episode 492 00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:53,000 Speaker 1: of the Suavit podcast season two. It's a roller coaster 493 00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:56,600 Speaker 1: of an incredible story about the very long shadow of prison. 494 00:29:56,760 --> 00:29:59,560 Speaker 1: So I highly recommend you go and listen to it. 495 00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:03,920 Speaker 1: Wherever you get your podcasts, just find Suave the podcast 496 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,760 Speaker 1: and if you want to listen to all of the 497 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:10,520 Speaker 1: episodes of Suave, and I'm telling you I binged on 498 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,360 Speaker 1: it right away, and if you want to do that, 499 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:17,880 Speaker 1: ad free right now plus get exclusive bonus episodes like 500 00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:21,040 Speaker 1: Swave and Me getting deep about the challenges of making 501 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:25,040 Speaker 1: this season or Suave getting into how he made music 502 00:30:25,120 --> 00:30:28,480 Speaker 1: in prison. Then you can sign up and join Futuro 503 00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:41,240 Speaker 1: Plus at Puturo Studios dot org. Suave season two is 504 00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:44,520 Speaker 1: produced by Julia Ta Martinelli with help from associate producer 505 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:48,680 Speaker 1: Lileanadries and edited by Marlon Bishop. Dan ri Veos is 506 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:53,080 Speaker 1: the post production producer. Our production managers are Jessica Ellis 507 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:58,000 Speaker 1: and Nancy Trujillo. Our engineers are Stephanie Lebau and Julia Caruso. 508 00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:02,640 Speaker 1: Our fact checker is Amy Tar. Production help from Joaquin Coppler, 509 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:07,960 Speaker 1: Juan Diego Ramirez, Nicole Rothwell, Joey dil Vaye, Eldo Alvarez, 510 00:31:08,120 --> 00:31:13,120 Speaker 1: Jrim Marquez and Tasha Sandoval. Our executive editors are Marlon Bishop, 511 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:17,920 Speaker 1: Maria Garcia, Suave Gonzalez and myself. And now for our 512 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:21,560 Speaker 1: weekly Latino USA show. Here the credits for the rest 513 00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:25,560 Speaker 1: of the team from Sana Guire, Felicia Dominguez, Fernanda Chavari, 514 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:31,320 Speaker 1: Victoria Strada, Dominiquin, Estrosa Rinaldo, Leanos Junior, Andrea Lopez Rusado, 515 00:31:31,680 --> 00:31:36,960 Speaker 1: Luis Luna, Marta Martinez, Monica Morales, Garcia, JJ Carubin and 516 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:41,440 Speaker 1: Nour Saudi Penni, Lee Ramirez, Marlon Bishop, Maria Garcia and 517 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:45,280 Speaker 1: I are co executive producers and I'm your host, Mariao Josa. 518 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:48,000 Speaker 1: Join us again on our next episode. 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