1 00:00:08,640 --> 00:00:12,720 Speaker 1: Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast. 2 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:18,280 Speaker 2: It's been a circle of my feelings and why I 3 00:00:18,360 --> 00:00:21,680 Speaker 2: just can't access feelings I don't know. But this experience 4 00:00:21,720 --> 00:00:24,520 Speaker 2: with Dancing with Stars did start to do that and 5 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:27,640 Speaker 2: what's gone and now I don't know how to continue. 6 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:30,640 Speaker 3: Do you feel like that, Tea. I mean maybe from 7 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:34,159 Speaker 3: an outside perspective, it seems like that, like after we 8 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:37,040 Speaker 3: did Oldish and you know, going to your house and 9 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:39,040 Speaker 3: we had a couple of conversations, and then you add 10 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:41,440 Speaker 3: Dancing with the Stars and then yeah, there was like 11 00:00:41,560 --> 00:00:44,440 Speaker 3: all this stuff in succession and like t t two 12 00:00:44,479 --> 00:00:47,680 Speaker 3: point zero. Yes, but then you make comments. This is 13 00:00:47,720 --> 00:00:51,440 Speaker 3: what I was wondering, because you make comments where you're like, 14 00:00:52,120 --> 00:00:54,680 Speaker 3: but tell my mind that like there's a part of 15 00:00:54,720 --> 00:00:58,520 Speaker 3: you that feels it and can see it and hear it, 16 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:03,360 Speaker 3: and then there's another part of you that's like nope, nope, yeah, nope. 17 00:01:02,960 --> 00:01:06,120 Speaker 2: Man, this is the story of my life. So this 18 00:01:06,319 --> 00:01:10,160 Speaker 2: is the thing. Like you and Bri were like yeah, 19 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:14,640 Speaker 2: Tory two point oh, two point oh, and I'm like, yes, yes, 20 00:01:15,760 --> 00:01:19,920 Speaker 2: but you know at some point and not woe is me, 21 00:01:20,160 --> 00:01:22,880 Speaker 2: but little engine that could like all these great things 22 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:25,280 Speaker 2: and when they happen, happen, and then it's like a 23 00:01:25,360 --> 00:01:28,840 Speaker 2: door shut. Uh, you know the ballroom door shut, lights 24 00:01:28,840 --> 00:01:30,759 Speaker 2: went out, you know, they're like clear the dance floor. 25 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:33,360 Speaker 2: I'm like, wait, wait, I was shining. It was t 26 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:37,600 Speaker 2: t point. Oh I was dancing my little heart out. Yeah, okay, 27 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,520 Speaker 2: let me start all the way back over. And at 28 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:46,080 Speaker 2: some point it just gets a little like you know, 29 00:01:46,360 --> 00:01:49,000 Speaker 2: you know me, I always keep going, keep going, no 30 00:01:49,040 --> 00:01:50,360 Speaker 2: matter what. I'm a fighter. 31 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 3: But but it's tiring. 32 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:55,080 Speaker 2: It's tiring. 33 00:01:55,320 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 3: Nah No, you don't feel drained from feeling like you 34 00:02:01,480 --> 00:02:05,560 Speaker 3: have to keep starting over all this steam. You're going uphill. 35 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:07,240 Speaker 3: You're like, I got it, I got it. I'm at 36 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:11,239 Speaker 3: the top of the hill. I'm going down. There's another hill. 37 00:02:11,360 --> 00:02:16,560 Speaker 2: You may it sound like that. Yeah, no, I don't know. 38 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 2: I'm so numb to having to start over that. It's 39 00:02:20,760 --> 00:02:24,839 Speaker 2: just a part of me. And when disappointments happen, when 40 00:02:24,840 --> 00:02:27,040 Speaker 2: I work really hard at something and I think this 41 00:02:27,240 --> 00:02:29,840 Speaker 2: is the one, this is the one that's gonna level 42 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:34,760 Speaker 2: me up, I'm there, and then it's like okay, Nope, 43 00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:38,720 Speaker 2: more work has to be done. Keep climbing. You know, 44 00:02:38,760 --> 00:02:41,680 Speaker 2: I'm fifty one now, I'm so used to this journey, 45 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 2: the back and forth, the EBB flows, the climb the mountain, 46 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:49,040 Speaker 2: slipped back down, climb back up. Just when does the 47 00:02:49,040 --> 00:02:52,840 Speaker 2: plateau happen? Because I feel like if you can't stand 48 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:57,600 Speaker 2: on that plateau for enough time, you can't really shine 49 00:02:57,600 --> 00:03:00,320 Speaker 2: and build to the next level. And it's just going 50 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:02,720 Speaker 2: to keep going, keep going. How much longer is that 51 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:05,760 Speaker 2: going to happen for I guess I'm a little frustrated. 52 00:03:07,400 --> 00:03:13,320 Speaker 3: Sure, that's fair. It is frustrating and it's hard. I mean, personally, 53 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:16,359 Speaker 3: I have felt like that so many times, like, oh, 54 00:03:16,480 --> 00:03:19,120 Speaker 3: this is this is the thing that's going to open 55 00:03:19,160 --> 00:03:23,080 Speaker 3: that door, this is the break and putting having that 56 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 3: expectation put on it and getting your hopes up only 57 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:29,280 Speaker 3: for it to not turn out the way that you 58 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:36,119 Speaker 3: want is disappointing and frustrating and angering. And I mean 59 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:41,520 Speaker 3: there's you know, unfortunately, it's it. We just have to 60 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:47,120 Speaker 3: feel that. And you said something about slipping back down 61 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 3: like shoots and ladders. Shoots and ladders, Yeah, but I 62 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:55,920 Speaker 3: don't think you're slipping back to where you were because 63 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:00,720 Speaker 3: you gained so much from Dancing with the Stars. You 64 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:06,600 Speaker 3: gained so much from the experiences that you've had. So 65 00:04:06,720 --> 00:04:09,120 Speaker 3: what if you're not slipping all the way back down 66 00:04:09,240 --> 00:04:11,280 Speaker 3: to the beginning, but you're going up and then you're 67 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:13,840 Speaker 3: slipping back, and then you're going up and you're slipping back, 68 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:16,600 Speaker 3: but you're still if you look at a growth chart, 69 00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:21,440 Speaker 3: you're still climbing. It's just the perception that because it 70 00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:24,599 Speaker 3: didn't work out the way that I wanted, that I'm 71 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:28,520 Speaker 3: back down to the beginning. I hear you, but I 72 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:29,320 Speaker 3: hear you like that. 73 00:04:30,080 --> 00:04:36,080 Speaker 2: No, it's I get so much momentum, and I'm very 74 00:04:36,480 --> 00:04:39,919 Speaker 2: conditioned by my own self to be like, no, no, 75 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:42,320 Speaker 2: can't do it, can't do it, can't do it. And 76 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:45,359 Speaker 2: then when I surprised myself and I you know, you know, 77 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:49,200 Speaker 2: last couple of months, last couple of months, last couple 78 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:52,839 Speaker 2: last year has really been stepping out of my comfort zone, 79 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:57,320 Speaker 2: pushing past fears, being able to move on when it's 80 00:04:57,400 --> 00:05:01,240 Speaker 2: so easy in life to stay complacent because it feels safe, 81 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:05,360 Speaker 2: but it's not safe because you're not achieving the best 82 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:09,920 Speaker 2: version of yourself by doing that. So there has been 83 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:15,080 Speaker 2: so much growth. Like you mentioned, my personal thing is 84 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 2: I get so much momentum. I mean, dancing with the Stars. 85 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:22,760 Speaker 2: I was terrified to do it, and I saw so 86 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:25,960 Speaker 2: much personal growth in such a short time that I'm like, 87 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:29,160 Speaker 2: oh my gosh, Like I said to you, I never 88 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:32,679 Speaker 2: knew like ballroom would be my therapy. I never knew 89 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:37,120 Speaker 2: that dancing dancing would give me so much joy. It 90 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:41,479 Speaker 2: was so freeing, it was so liberating, and it gave 91 00:05:41,520 --> 00:05:47,040 Speaker 2: me so much confidence and love, and I felt I 92 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:52,799 Speaker 2: just felt really happy with myself. And then when things 93 00:05:52,839 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 2: like that are over, it's like it's hard to be like, 94 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:59,760 Speaker 2: how do you stay with that without its slipping back 95 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:04,240 Speaker 2: to internally not right in life, slipping back down? But 96 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:06,640 Speaker 2: how do I keep myself at that level? 97 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:09,640 Speaker 3: Yeah? First of all, I just want to say I'm 98 00:06:09,680 --> 00:06:13,040 Speaker 3: so proud of you t Before you even go on, 99 00:06:13,120 --> 00:06:15,640 Speaker 3: I have to say I remember it was the first 100 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:17,920 Speaker 3: few years of Dancing with the Stars and I got 101 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 3: offered it, and they kept circling back a couple times 102 00:06:21,760 --> 00:06:26,919 Speaker 3: and no, peer I got offered it maybe twice. I 103 00:06:27,080 --> 00:06:31,320 Speaker 3: was like, Nope, there's no way that I'm getting on 104 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:36,280 Speaker 3: that stage. That is so terrifying to do in the 105 00:06:36,440 --> 00:06:40,559 Speaker 3: fact that you've been terrified for so long and said 106 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:45,640 Speaker 3: no for so long and then did it. That right, 107 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:49,360 Speaker 3: there is a win that keeps the lights on in 108 00:06:49,400 --> 00:06:54,839 Speaker 3: your internal ballroom, because that truly is a win. That's 109 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:57,120 Speaker 3: that's huge. The fact that, I mean, that was the 110 00:06:57,200 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 3: first TV show that my daughters have watched. You know this, 111 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:04,640 Speaker 3: They were their friends were talking. I know Sage texted 112 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:08,599 Speaker 3: you and was sharing her sentiment they were so proud 113 00:07:08,640 --> 00:07:12,360 Speaker 3: of you. Like to be able to see someone that 114 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:15,520 Speaker 3: you know and love doing something that they're terrified to 115 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:20,680 Speaker 3: do is massive. So I just want to say that, 116 00:07:20,760 --> 00:07:23,760 Speaker 3: I'm so so proud of you. And then we were 117 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:24,840 Speaker 3: texting the other. 118 00:07:25,120 --> 00:07:28,200 Speaker 2: Oh, I'm taking it. I'm taking that you're proud and 119 00:07:28,200 --> 00:07:31,080 Speaker 2: not being like no, no, no, no. I got to tell 120 00:07:31,120 --> 00:07:35,640 Speaker 2: you that text from Sage like, I still look at it, 121 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:38,360 Speaker 2: and that meant so much, saying I'm so proud that 122 00:07:38,400 --> 00:07:39,920 Speaker 2: you're my aunt. 123 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:44,400 Speaker 3: Sorry that's okay, because I. 124 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:49,560 Speaker 2: Felt like a purpose and my kids were so proud 125 00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:52,520 Speaker 2: and they did that. But just you know, having you 126 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:56,160 Speaker 2: having your baby say that to me, like, and knowing 127 00:07:56,240 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 2: that you know, you raise your kids differently and they 128 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:01,880 Speaker 2: don't watch TV and they don't you know, we have 129 00:08:02,040 --> 00:08:06,080 Speaker 2: very drastically different lives now, and knowing that that was 130 00:08:06,120 --> 00:08:08,120 Speaker 2: the first show, the TV show that they got to 131 00:08:08,160 --> 00:08:10,520 Speaker 2: watch and watches a family and watch with you and 132 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:14,320 Speaker 2: Leanne like, I was so happy that Letters and Sage 133 00:08:14,320 --> 00:08:17,560 Speaker 2: watched it and that Sage was and to anyone listening, like, 134 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:22,160 Speaker 2: Sage has a dance background, so it was really special 135 00:08:22,160 --> 00:08:25,280 Speaker 2: both girls watch, but Sage reaching out and being so 136 00:08:25,440 --> 00:08:29,720 Speaker 2: proud like really a lot. And then I was gone, 137 00:08:29,920 --> 00:08:32,680 Speaker 2: like I wish, like I think she texted me before 138 00:08:32,760 --> 00:08:34,320 Speaker 2: she saw the elimination. 139 00:08:33,840 --> 00:08:36,560 Speaker 3: Correct, right before, right before. 140 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:40,520 Speaker 2: And I knew, and I was just like, she's so 141 00:08:40,760 --> 00:08:43,720 Speaker 2: proud of me. I'm just kidding, oh man. 142 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:48,080 Speaker 3: But the proudness didn't go away because you got eliminated 143 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:50,480 Speaker 3: and you were off the show. That that is what 144 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:54,040 Speaker 3: I'm saying, that she was proud of you for you 145 00:08:54,240 --> 00:08:57,480 Speaker 3: doing that, and the fact that she got to recognize 146 00:08:57,880 --> 00:09:01,520 Speaker 3: that it wasn't about the outcome. I know, for you, 147 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:04,960 Speaker 3: clearly it would be amazing to win, right, we all 148 00:09:05,000 --> 00:09:07,480 Speaker 3: want to win, but there's also a win in the 149 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:09,640 Speaker 3: fact that you showed up and did it for your kids, 150 00:09:09,679 --> 00:09:12,160 Speaker 3: that you showed up when it would flash to Liam 151 00:09:12,480 --> 00:09:14,760 Speaker 3: and the kids, I mean I saw Liam first because 152 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:18,439 Speaker 3: he's the tallest. He was jumping up and down, clapping. 153 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 3: You know that she kept. 154 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:23,400 Speaker 2: Saying that he was just like Liam in the crowd 155 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:26,560 Speaker 2: was everything, and I was like, yeah, I know, I 156 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:28,560 Speaker 2: just wish I could have won, like one more week. 157 00:09:29,880 --> 00:09:32,400 Speaker 2: I know, I get it. 158 00:09:32,400 --> 00:09:35,680 Speaker 3: It is disappointing, but I want to acknowledge what you 159 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:38,960 Speaker 3: texted the other day, because you were texting about how 160 00:09:39,080 --> 00:09:45,120 Speaker 3: therapeutic dance was. Yeah, and you said it was in 161 00:09:45,160 --> 00:09:48,400 Speaker 3: the few weeks that I was rehearsing and dancing, it 162 00:09:48,520 --> 00:09:53,000 Speaker 3: was better than thirty years of therapy. It was why 163 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:54,160 Speaker 3: does that have to stop? 164 00:09:55,559 --> 00:09:59,800 Speaker 2: It doesn't it doesn't, And everyone keeps saying, well, keep dancing, 165 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 2: and you know, I go back to the me of 166 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:06,080 Speaker 2: it all very quickly, like no, no, no, how would 167 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:08,600 Speaker 2: that work? Like who do I find? Like I can't 168 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:13,200 Speaker 2: always a reason why I can't do it, And sadly, 169 00:10:13,679 --> 00:10:16,400 Speaker 2: you know, if it doesn't involve work or my kids, 170 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:20,240 Speaker 2: I don't do stuff for myself, which is why, you know, 171 00:10:20,280 --> 00:10:22,840 Speaker 2: I've done therapy before, off and on for years. But 172 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:27,880 Speaker 2: you know, this was quote unquote a work commitment. But 173 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:30,600 Speaker 2: once I got there, it became way more than a 174 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:34,440 Speaker 2: work commitment. You know, it wasn't about even you know, 175 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:37,000 Speaker 2: I would have stayed there for free, like please, like, 176 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:40,319 Speaker 2: let me just rehearse and have dances with my partner 177 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:45,280 Speaker 2: for another ten weeks. Great, Like it was everything to 178 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:48,720 Speaker 2: me in the moment, And yeah, it doesn't have to stop. 179 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:50,880 Speaker 2: I just don't know what that looks like and what 180 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:55,400 Speaker 2: I am willing to commit. That's it, the commitment from 181 00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:58,920 Speaker 2: myself of continuing something that I see benefits to me 182 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:00,079 Speaker 2: if it's not for work. 183 00:11:01,280 --> 00:11:05,120 Speaker 3: And I think that is the next level for you 184 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:09,040 Speaker 3: in terms of your growth, is for it not to 185 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:14,680 Speaker 3: necessarily be attached to the outcome of making it or 186 00:11:14,720 --> 00:11:18,360 Speaker 3: the next opportunity or work. Because this is what I do, 187 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:20,760 Speaker 3: and I put all my focus, time and attention besides 188 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:24,720 Speaker 3: kids into work and not myself. Because what you just 189 00:11:24,800 --> 00:11:27,080 Speaker 3: said to you, and you said this on text too, 190 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:30,560 Speaker 3: it was everything. It lit me up. I would do 191 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:36,120 Speaker 3: this for free that alone, Like kids do that. You 192 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:39,040 Speaker 3: watch kids and you see them and they dance with wild, 193 00:11:39,040 --> 00:11:42,080 Speaker 3: abandon their care free. They do it because they want 194 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:44,440 Speaker 3: to move. They feel it in their soul and they 195 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:47,280 Speaker 3: just move. It's not because they're going to enter a 196 00:11:47,320 --> 00:11:50,760 Speaker 3: competition or because they're going to get money. And what 197 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:55,960 Speaker 3: you shared and how powerful. It was how could you 198 00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:59,200 Speaker 3: not continue to do something that lit you up so 199 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:04,439 Speaker 3: much and may so much of a difference mentally, emotionally, spiritually, 200 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:07,199 Speaker 3: and the somatic effect that it had for you. 201 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:19,520 Speaker 2: It's true. Talk about therapy. Did I tell you how 202 00:12:19,559 --> 00:12:26,160 Speaker 2: I had to? Like I don't know, like emotional guttural breakthroughs, 203 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:30,320 Speaker 2: like breakdowns kind of during the rehearsal process. 204 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:32,959 Speaker 3: No, tell me like physical. 205 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:36,880 Speaker 2: Okay, So two times this happens while Pasha and I 206 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:40,120 Speaker 2: were rehearsing for the month, and it was actually I 207 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,480 Speaker 2: think one happened the first week, but one was we 208 00:12:42,480 --> 00:12:44,760 Speaker 2: were trying to I was trying to learn the rumba, 209 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:52,440 Speaker 2: which my brain couldn't compute because there's moves and once 210 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:56,120 Speaker 2: they're together, they're fluid, and you know, he would teach 211 00:12:56,160 --> 00:12:58,640 Speaker 2: it to me and it seemed like a no brainer, 212 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:03,280 Speaker 2: but my brain because the upper body moves one way 213 00:13:03,360 --> 00:13:09,360 Speaker 2: while the lower body moves the opposite way. And I 214 00:13:09,400 --> 00:13:11,960 Speaker 2: don't know if it's the way my brain and every 215 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:15,360 Speaker 2: my composition is wired, or if it's from you know, 216 00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 2: the mold poisoning, which you know, my neurons are just 217 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:21,160 Speaker 2: like still not functioning. It takes like three years to 218 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:23,760 Speaker 2: gab your system and it's been only a year. I 219 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:25,720 Speaker 2: don't know what it was, but I was my brain 220 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:29,000 Speaker 2: was trying. I could my brain was hurting. I could 221 00:13:29,080 --> 00:13:34,200 Speaker 2: feel it trying so hard to do this, and it 222 00:13:34,360 --> 00:13:37,160 Speaker 2: was like not connecting the upper half of my body 223 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:39,680 Speaker 2: and the lower half wouldn't connect. No matter what my 224 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:41,800 Speaker 2: brain was telling it to do, it wouldn't do it. 225 00:13:42,480 --> 00:13:44,880 Speaker 2: And I got to the point I eventually got it, 226 00:13:44,920 --> 00:13:47,440 Speaker 2: and once I got it, he was like and it 227 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:50,239 Speaker 2: was fluid, and he was like, you do it beautifully. 228 00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:53,800 Speaker 2: But getting to that, I was like, it felt like 229 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 2: I was internally pushing through a brick wall. And at 230 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:01,800 Speaker 2: one point I was focusing so hard on doing this 231 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:07,319 Speaker 2: rumba move that I just started hysterically crying and then 232 00:14:07,400 --> 00:14:10,240 Speaker 2: hysterically laughing at the same time. And I was like, 233 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:13,760 Speaker 2: I don't know what's happening right now. And Pasha was 234 00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:15,880 Speaker 2: so great therap because part of me is like, I'm 235 00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:18,840 Speaker 2: so embarrassed. I know this is some sort of emotional 236 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:23,080 Speaker 2: like internal breakdown right now and slash breakthrough, and I'm 237 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:25,440 Speaker 2: having it in front of a man that I've known 238 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:28,760 Speaker 2: for a month. But it felt right, you know, he 239 00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 2: gets me and he got me and my soul and 240 00:14:31,560 --> 00:14:35,720 Speaker 2: my brain instantly, which is why I like feel like 241 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:39,920 Speaker 2: I'll have a profound connection to him forever. But yeah, 242 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:43,320 Speaker 2: he made me feel safe. I really feel safe with him, 243 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:46,600 Speaker 2: so I felt safe to grant it. There's cameras filming you, 244 00:14:46,680 --> 00:14:48,920 Speaker 2: which they never show this package. I wish they would 245 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:51,520 Speaker 2: show the package of what the dancers and celebrities go 246 00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:56,440 Speaker 2: through because it's wild. There's so many emotional ups and downs. 247 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:59,080 Speaker 2: But yeah, I could. It was that. It was almost 248 00:14:59,080 --> 00:15:02,200 Speaker 2: like you know when you're young and someone gets hurt 249 00:15:02,320 --> 00:15:06,000 Speaker 2: and you're so nervous that you laugh, yeah, and you're like, 250 00:15:06,040 --> 00:15:08,840 Speaker 2: why am I doing that? I feel bad for this person? 251 00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:12,600 Speaker 2: Why am I laughing? So I was laughing, but the 252 00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 2: person that I was laughing at was me because I 253 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:18,040 Speaker 2: was so hurt and tears, you know, I don't cry 254 00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:20,760 Speaker 2: like tears pouring out of my eyes, not from laughing, 255 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:24,920 Speaker 2: from like letting go of like some sort of pain release. 256 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:28,200 Speaker 3: So since you could look at it in retrospect, what 257 00:15:28,280 --> 00:15:30,720 Speaker 3: do you believe that it was that was happening. 258 00:15:32,760 --> 00:15:37,560 Speaker 2: I don't know. It tapped into something some emotional blockage 259 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:41,720 Speaker 2: inside is what it tapped into. And I think it 260 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:44,200 Speaker 2: went beyond my brain being like you can't learn, I 261 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:47,760 Speaker 2: can't do this wrong move it just like there was 262 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:50,400 Speaker 2: some there's some blockage and while I have up inside 263 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:53,760 Speaker 2: and while I was trying to put physical with mental, 264 00:15:54,240 --> 00:16:00,600 Speaker 2: it tapped into this emotional thing and that just came out. 265 00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:06,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean it's I don't know the exact right answer. 266 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 3: I can, you know, give you my sense, but yeah, 267 00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:17,720 Speaker 3: it sounds like there's so much armoring and protective mechanisms 268 00:16:18,160 --> 00:16:22,440 Speaker 3: that are in place to keep you safe, to keep 269 00:16:22,480 --> 00:16:25,400 Speaker 3: you functioning, you keep you moving forward in the ways 270 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:29,880 Speaker 3: that you need. We'll call it, you know default pattern, right, 271 00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 3: and when you do something somadically. I mean, this is 272 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:38,040 Speaker 3: why talk therapy is great and it has its place 273 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:42,080 Speaker 3: and it's amazing, but sometimes you can only talk so much, 274 00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:45,080 Speaker 3: but you need an experience. You need to break through, 275 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:48,440 Speaker 3: you need to let out what is in there. And 276 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:51,440 Speaker 3: that's what happened is it seems like you bumped up 277 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:54,160 Speaker 3: against this pattern of I can't, I can't it's not 278 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:57,080 Speaker 3: working and all of the thoughts that go along with that, 279 00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 3: which stem from beliefs that you have yourself. I'm not 280 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:06,080 Speaker 3: good enough, you know, I'm not able to do this. 281 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:09,600 Speaker 3: I'm not talented. I can't dance or I can't sing. 282 00:17:09,680 --> 00:17:12,040 Speaker 3: I know singing was in there for you at one point, 283 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:19,000 Speaker 3: and then it just breaks through and. 284 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:21,160 Speaker 2: It was definitely a release. 285 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:24,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, And how did you feel after? It? 286 00:17:25,320 --> 00:17:30,280 Speaker 2: Really good after and the normal me would be like 287 00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:34,280 Speaker 2: crying's week and why I'm when this boy see me cry? 288 00:17:34,359 --> 00:17:41,600 Speaker 2: And I was just okay afterwards. And guess what, I 289 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:45,960 Speaker 2: rummled like a mofo after that, like I just because 290 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:50,560 Speaker 2: it was I could do it. It was just myself 291 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:53,640 Speaker 2: holding me back and it was just yeah, I don't know. 292 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:57,680 Speaker 3: It's like you're in an emotional spiritual golf game. You're 293 00:17:57,680 --> 00:18:00,760 Speaker 3: playing against yourself, even though it feels like you're playing 294 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:09,280 Speaker 3: against other opponents in writing anything you pick. So if 295 00:18:09,280 --> 00:18:15,399 Speaker 3: you had the breakthroughs, what would stop you from doing 296 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:16,040 Speaker 3: that again? 297 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:23,600 Speaker 2: Like tomorrow own worst enemy? I don't know, I'll tell 298 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:27,399 Speaker 2: myself it's like this doesn't exist, Like where do I 299 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:31,080 Speaker 2: find a dance instructor? Like you know, they have such 300 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:33,760 Speaker 2: techniques to work with celebrities that haven't done this before 301 00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:35,719 Speaker 2: and get them ready. Like what am I going to do? 302 00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:39,960 Speaker 2: Just sign up for like random ballroom dance class down 303 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:42,680 Speaker 2: the street with like random. 304 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:46,719 Speaker 3: Okay, I'm naughty. I can't even I can't. I have 305 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:50,720 Speaker 3: to get emotional and wave my arms. Are you telling me. 306 00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:52,520 Speaker 2: You? 307 00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:55,600 Speaker 3: I was going to say, Tori, and I know you 308 00:18:55,640 --> 00:19:00,080 Speaker 3: hate that. That the t that I know and I 309 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:03,959 Speaker 3: said this on Oldish podcasts that can make shit happen. 310 00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,840 Speaker 3: You would do it for your kids, You would do 311 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:10,600 Speaker 3: it for your telling me that you can't find a 312 00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:14,760 Speaker 3: dance instructor even anyone who has been on the show 313 00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:19,320 Speaker 3: to work with you once a week or twice a 314 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:22,200 Speaker 3: week to make this happen. 315 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:26,280 Speaker 2: Oh I did tell you that, didn't I I sure 316 00:19:26,440 --> 00:19:27,640 Speaker 2: I already found several. 317 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:29,240 Speaker 3: No, you didn't, wonder. 318 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:31,760 Speaker 2: I wonder now I told you I can't do it. 319 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:36,560 Speaker 2: What like the dance troupe, the dance there's like a 320 00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:40,080 Speaker 2: pro dance troupe. I even reached out to them and 321 00:19:40,119 --> 00:19:42,720 Speaker 2: they were like, yeah when the show, like, we would 322 00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:47,480 Speaker 2: give you dance lessons. I know, fine, I'm making excuses. 323 00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:50,680 Speaker 3: Okay, wait, what led you to find the dance troupe? 324 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:54,400 Speaker 2: Well, I've worked with them, but okay, really so I 325 00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:57,320 Speaker 2: saw them post my friend Steph, who's part of the 326 00:19:57,400 --> 00:20:00,240 Speaker 2: dance troupe who Ezra, who's a dance pro. It's stir 327 00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:03,640 Speaker 2: and she and I got very close, and I saw 328 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:06,560 Speaker 2: her and Roman, who's another part of the dance troup, 329 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:10,360 Speaker 2: doing these beautiful moves, and I was just following her 330 00:20:10,359 --> 00:20:14,280 Speaker 2: and looking at her stories. But of course whatever ballroom 331 00:20:14,359 --> 00:20:16,240 Speaker 2: they were in, I was like, oh that is chic. 332 00:20:16,359 --> 00:20:18,359 Speaker 2: It was like a mix of like a downtown loft 333 00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,680 Speaker 2: slash ballroom. I was like, cool space. So I was like, Hey, 334 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:24,200 Speaker 2: where's that ballroom and she's like, oh, it's a place 335 00:20:24,240 --> 00:20:26,720 Speaker 2: where we, you know, do stuff at And I was like, 336 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:29,399 Speaker 2: oh cool. And I was like I would love to 337 00:20:29,400 --> 00:20:32,760 Speaker 2: do something there. And she's like, you know, we're willing to, 338 00:20:32,840 --> 00:20:34,760 Speaker 2: like we want to see you dance again too. We 339 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:37,960 Speaker 2: all believe in you, like we'd be willing to work 340 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:41,480 Speaker 2: with you in some capacity. And I was like, okay, 341 00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:44,960 Speaker 2: sounds good. So it's yeah, it's on me to follow up. 342 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:50,200 Speaker 3: But that's the guidance, that's your internal navigation system leading 343 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:50,960 Speaker 3: you two. 344 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:54,840 Speaker 2: Broken for years. No, I don't know my compass, you know, 345 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:56,320 Speaker 2: you know, if I was lost in the woods, I 346 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:59,680 Speaker 2: would I wouldn't know what direction, Like leave me bread 347 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 2: crumb please. 348 00:21:01,680 --> 00:21:10,360 Speaker 3: Okay, we're both a little directionally challenged. Yes, and maybe 349 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:14,439 Speaker 3: your picker at times, as they say, that's like the 350 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:17,159 Speaker 3: cool word, right, the picker is a little you know 351 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:21,640 Speaker 3: that could be enhanced just a little bit. Yep, it's 352 00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:26,119 Speaker 3: a little wonky. But I don't believe that your guidance 353 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:28,399 Speaker 3: system because you've shared me a few times, even in 354 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 3: the last month or two. I want to say, where 355 00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:34,800 Speaker 3: you've had these intuitive moments and it's coming, and they're 356 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:39,560 Speaker 3: coming more and more quickly, and you're recognizing them. So 357 00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,560 Speaker 3: that was it right there through Instagram? Oh great ballroom. 358 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,479 Speaker 3: Oh that's a good aesthetic, and all of a sudden, 359 00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:46,880 Speaker 3: we believe in you. We want to dance with you, 360 00:21:47,320 --> 00:21:49,159 Speaker 3: We would love to do that. 361 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:51,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's right there. 362 00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:55,720 Speaker 3: So I'm going to give you little brother advice. I'm 363 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,080 Speaker 3: going to take whatever coach hat off because I know 364 00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:06,000 Speaker 3: that's annoying just being a little brother. Okay. The opportunities there. 365 00:22:07,040 --> 00:22:10,000 Speaker 3: What I was texting you the other day too, is 366 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:16,880 Speaker 3: the opportunity is to keep moving. The momentum is already 367 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:22,200 Speaker 3: there without the attachment of this is going to lead 368 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,280 Speaker 3: to something, because it is going to lead to something. 369 00:22:25,119 --> 00:22:28,760 Speaker 3: You being led to dancing more to connecting with yourself more, 370 00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:32,840 Speaker 3: to feeling more confident, to having breakthroughs, to feeling better 371 00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:37,280 Speaker 3: about yourself and loving yourself, and all of that leads 372 00:22:37,359 --> 00:22:43,720 Speaker 3: to better, bigger, more, it does. I see it every 373 00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:49,080 Speaker 3: day and you know this already. I know, I know. 374 00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:51,120 Speaker 2: I just wish you were here in person that could 375 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 2: make me do it. 376 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:54,600 Speaker 3: I mean what, I literally have to take your hand 377 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 3: and lead you to the dance studio. I will fly down. 378 00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:59,960 Speaker 3: I will fly down. I will take that little hand 379 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:04,080 Speaker 3: and I will guide you to the dance studio and 380 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:06,120 Speaker 3: drop you off because I'm not dancing, but I will 381 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:06,440 Speaker 3: take you. 382 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:13,200 Speaker 2: Will you sing Oh no, you freestyle and I'll dance 383 00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:13,399 Speaker 2: to it? 384 00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:20,600 Speaker 3: Oh easy, I'll freestyle. I'll freestyle or sing you dance? Deal. 385 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 3: I really want you to go. I don't want I. 386 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:26,280 Speaker 2: Want to do it, and I need to do it 387 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:27,960 Speaker 2: on my own because at some point, even if you 388 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:31,760 Speaker 2: were to come and help me go, it's still about 389 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:35,200 Speaker 2: working with myself and making myself believe that I can 390 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:39,200 Speaker 2: do these things when it's not attached to work or kids. 391 00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:41,280 Speaker 2: It's attached to me. 392 00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:46,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, just the importance of doing stuff for you. 393 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:47,879 Speaker 2: Now. 394 00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:52,360 Speaker 3: So what are you feeling right now? I feel like. 395 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:59,720 Speaker 2: Pass I want a hot dog, so random you said, 396 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 2: trust right intuition lately? 397 00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:04,359 Speaker 3: Okay, well you can always get a hot dog, but 398 00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:09,000 Speaker 3: oh tee. I just I want to see you keep going. 399 00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:11,280 Speaker 3: I want to see you dancing. I want to receive texts. 400 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:16,040 Speaker 3: And it's not about me, but selfishly, I love when 401 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:20,000 Speaker 3: I see you texting and there is a spark and 402 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:25,879 Speaker 3: then a liveness. And those who know you and are 403 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:32,080 Speaker 3: around you you know you're You're wildly creative and funny 404 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:37,520 Speaker 3: and wonderful. But when you're alive like that in a 405 00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:40,840 Speaker 3: different way, there's a spark in your eye that's just unmatched. 406 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:41,800 Speaker 3: And I want that. 407 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:44,960 Speaker 2: For you, thank you, because you love me. But I 408 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:49,840 Speaker 2: want that for myself. Yeah, okayrect And you can't want it. 409 00:24:50,359 --> 00:24:52,400 Speaker 2: I mean we say this for our kids and everything, 410 00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:54,680 Speaker 2: like we can't want it more than they want it, right, 411 00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:57,359 Speaker 2: There's only so much, Like you have to want it 412 00:24:57,400 --> 00:25:00,399 Speaker 2: for yourself and believe that you just servant. 413 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,240 Speaker 3: You know what I was wondering too, By the way, 414 00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:12,119 Speaker 3: I just have to ask this because I was I 415 00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:16,920 Speaker 3: was talking about this. The physical activity of dancing, just 416 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:22,639 Speaker 3: just that alone, because you're not always that physically that 417 00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:25,679 Speaker 3: sounds bad. I know you like walk and move and whatever, 418 00:25:26,560 --> 00:25:29,080 Speaker 3: dance with kids, but you don't exercise, right. 419 00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:33,000 Speaker 2: This is I'm so glad you brought this up because 420 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,879 Speaker 2: only you really know and my close friends, but like 421 00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:39,840 Speaker 2: they couldn't understand it there, you know, Like first day 422 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,560 Speaker 2: I walked in and said to Pasha, like, I don't 423 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:44,199 Speaker 2: work out, like you know, I don't even walk, like 424 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:46,679 Speaker 2: I park as close as possible to the store and 425 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:49,400 Speaker 2: get the kids out, and I don't drink water. And 426 00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:52,639 Speaker 2: he was just like what he's like the next day 427 00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:54,200 Speaker 2: he was like I went home and told my wife Danny, 428 00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 2: like toy doesn't drink water. And I was like, I 429 00:25:57,160 --> 00:26:00,239 Speaker 2: know I'm an anomaly, but I was like, no, I 430 00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:05,800 Speaker 2: was really scared because of like my body is sedentary, right, 431 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:10,440 Speaker 2: like I literally you guys listening, I know no one 432 00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:16,919 Speaker 2: believes this. I do not work out. Walking walking down 433 00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:19,679 Speaker 2: the driveway to the mailbox to get the mail like 434 00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:24,199 Speaker 2: physically exhausts me coming down and up the stairs. I 435 00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:26,600 Speaker 2: do it to get the kids stuff. I'm like out 436 00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:30,359 Speaker 2: of breath. And my friends and family are always like concerned, 437 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:34,440 Speaker 2: like you gotta like build up some momentum. So they 438 00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:37,040 Speaker 2: were worried on that end when I was doing Dancing 439 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:39,600 Speaker 2: with the Stars, and they assured me you can take 440 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,119 Speaker 2: breaks and everything. I went in that first day of 441 00:26:42,119 --> 00:26:45,720 Speaker 2: training and you know, Pasha was very much you know, 442 00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:47,880 Speaker 2: let me know the speed, you know when you can 443 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:52,440 Speaker 2: take a break. I went in and did full on dancing. 444 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,080 Speaker 2: Didn't stop for four hours straight. 445 00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:56,080 Speaker 3: Wow. 446 00:26:56,119 --> 00:26:58,439 Speaker 2: I think we took one two minute break because he 447 00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,359 Speaker 2: said I have to use the restroom and I was like, okay, 448 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:03,879 Speaker 2: I didn't stop. And that went on. We didn't have 449 00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:06,919 Speaker 2: days off, so that went on. So for almost a 450 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:13,320 Speaker 2: month I trained and you know, the arms, the legs, 451 00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 2: the body move and we would do the roote full 452 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:18,880 Speaker 2: out and then as soon as we'd finish, Pasha would 453 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,679 Speaker 2: go again and we go right back. So no like 454 00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:24,440 Speaker 2: being tea and like and you know, I love that 455 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,919 Speaker 2: he didn't let me like he would let me. I 456 00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 2: used my jokes as a way of coping and then 457 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:32,639 Speaker 2: as a way of procrastinating, right, you know, humored to 458 00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:37,040 Speaker 2: like stall and he could see that quickly, so he 459 00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:39,040 Speaker 2: didn't let me use like, let's go, let's go again. 460 00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:42,439 Speaker 2: So I dropped my humor like I would say I 461 00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:45,840 Speaker 2: was and I consider my myself a very funny person 462 00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:51,159 Speaker 2: like I didn't show like even seventy five percent of 463 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:54,960 Speaker 2: my humor with Pasha because I quickly realized my own 464 00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:58,920 Speaker 2: mindset kicked in and I was like, Oh, I don't 465 00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:01,400 Speaker 2: need to use my joke to get me ahead here. 466 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:04,320 Speaker 2: I'm gonna use my body and my heart and soul 467 00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 2: because I'm good at other things besides just being the 468 00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 2: joke girl. 469 00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,120 Speaker 3: Did you hear what you just said? Could you please 470 00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:13,679 Speaker 3: just say that one more time out loud? Could you 471 00:28:13,720 --> 00:28:14,240 Speaker 3: say it again? 472 00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:18,159 Speaker 2: Because I'm good at other things besides just being the 473 00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:18,879 Speaker 2: joke girl. 474 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,439 Speaker 3: And look what happened when you did. Doesn't mean that 475 00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:25,560 Speaker 3: you can't still be funny, but when you stop using 476 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:28,520 Speaker 3: the jokes as a way of avoiding or a coping mechanism, 477 00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:34,320 Speaker 3: you said you led with heart and soul. That's it. 478 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:40,120 Speaker 2: In such passion, yeah, oh god, I was so like, oh, 479 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:42,160 Speaker 2: I'd get so mad at myself where I can do 480 00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:45,280 Speaker 2: it right? And before he could say again, I started 481 00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:48,440 Speaker 2: being like again, and we like start from the beginning. 482 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:50,520 Speaker 2: I'm like, let's go, and I'd be like, and he's like, 483 00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:53,479 Speaker 2: there you are, yes, and I would and I just 484 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:56,880 Speaker 2: I was so proud of myself and just so driven. 485 00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:00,120 Speaker 2: But guess what my physical what I call my physical 486 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,480 Speaker 2: ailments I lead in life being like I've had five 487 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:06,280 Speaker 2: C sections, I've been cut all over, like I can't move, 488 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 2: I can't everything hurts, you know. I've had back proms, 489 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:12,800 Speaker 2: neck problems, like get migraines. La la, la, la la. 490 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:17,920 Speaker 2: I think one of the producers one day, she was like, 491 00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,440 Speaker 2: we see you because in the control room, like they 492 00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:24,920 Speaker 2: have monitors on everyone, they film every second of every 493 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:28,800 Speaker 2: moment you're there. Yeah, and they're like, we see you. 494 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:33,840 Speaker 2: You work so hard. And I took that to her. 495 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:38,120 Speaker 2: I was like I do I yeah, and I was 496 00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:40,560 Speaker 2: physically guess what I was? 497 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:45,320 Speaker 3: Okay, right, I know this is what I'm saying. So 498 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:49,000 Speaker 3: all of the stories that you've told yourself for years, right, 499 00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:54,800 Speaker 3: you broke through all of those what's called the narratives, right, yeah, 500 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,040 Speaker 3: those narratives that like I can't do this and it's 501 00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:59,400 Speaker 3: this and this is why it's so hard. And you 502 00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,240 Speaker 3: broke through and you found something and you connected to 503 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:05,920 Speaker 3: yourself and your body. That's where it's at. So maybe 504 00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:15,200 Speaker 3: you incorporate dance, but even just working training, moving daily daily. 505 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:18,840 Speaker 2: I have to be inspired. 506 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:23,160 Speaker 3: No no, no, no, no, you don't. I was on 507 00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:25,640 Speaker 3: the couch this morning. I felt like I got hit 508 00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 3: with an asteroid. I was I don't know why. I 509 00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:31,920 Speaker 3: was k oed and I usually a pretty good energy 510 00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:36,040 Speaker 3: and I sat with my dog on the couch next 511 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:40,360 Speaker 3: to me for I don't know, fifteen minutes procrastinating. My 512 00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:43,680 Speaker 3: mind was telling me there's no way that you're going 513 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:47,080 Speaker 3: to get up and move, and I just I know 514 00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:49,640 Speaker 3: within myself at a certain point, I'm going to drag 515 00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:52,520 Speaker 3: myself even though I don't feel inspired at all, no 516 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:56,440 Speaker 3: bone in my body felt inspired. But I know that afterwards, 517 00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,320 Speaker 3: I'm going to be more connected. My energy is going 518 00:30:59,400 --> 00:30:59,920 Speaker 3: to be better. 519 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:05,960 Speaker 2: And you know that too, I know, And I mean 520 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:09,080 Speaker 2: I love when I see like your Instagram posts and 521 00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:14,080 Speaker 2: your stories and they do like they motivate me because 522 00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:17,520 Speaker 2: I see you know, you'll be like there's often you'll 523 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,560 Speaker 2: be like I didn't want to go work out today, 524 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:21,960 Speaker 2: but I did. I pushed myself and I went and 525 00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:25,720 Speaker 2: did it anyway, and that is inspiring. But I'm like, 526 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 2: couldn't do it? Yeah? 527 00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,520 Speaker 3: So so what is it? Is it that the steps 528 00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:33,600 Speaker 3: aren't laid out? Like you don't know where to go. 529 00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:36,320 Speaker 3: You don't know if you just had a schedule, because 530 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:39,120 Speaker 3: it sounds like we're dancing with the stars. The partner 531 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,200 Speaker 3: was there, the rehearsal space was there, the schedule was 532 00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 3: laid out. 533 00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:46,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, I couldn't f off, Like yeah, there were people 534 00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:49,440 Speaker 2: depending on me, so I didn't. It wasn't me like, oh, 535 00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:53,120 Speaker 2: I'm depending on myself, do this for myself. I literally 536 00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:56,120 Speaker 2: there's others depending on me. I had to show up, 537 00:31:57,040 --> 00:32:00,000 Speaker 2: but I wanted to show up. Like I came home 538 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:02,920 Speaker 2: every day and I was a better mom. I was 539 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:06,520 Speaker 2: a better version of myself. I walked into that house 540 00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 2: exhausted because I had done you know, school stuff in 541 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:14,920 Speaker 2: the morning. Then I had gone and you know, danced 542 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:17,960 Speaker 2: my ass off, sweat head to toe. I was like, Pasha, 543 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:20,560 Speaker 2: I don't sweat. In the first time I said, I'm like, Pasha, 544 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:23,239 Speaker 2: I'm sweating. He's like, yes, that's great. I was like 545 00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:25,640 Speaker 2: it was a grocer're touching me and I'm sweating. He's like, no, 546 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:29,120 Speaker 2: this is right. And then I was like drenched. I 547 00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 2: came home. I showered daily. 548 00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:38,840 Speaker 3: Who am I? I love that I showered daily. 549 00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:41,600 Speaker 2: I'm not a shower girl. Guys. 550 00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:47,040 Speaker 3: Sorry, I'm gonna leave that there. However, yes, yes. 551 00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:49,760 Speaker 2: And yes, I came in and I was like, I'm 552 00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:52,960 Speaker 2: so tired, and I was just like. 553 00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:57,440 Speaker 3: That spark was there and was so great that spark. 554 00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:01,960 Speaker 3: You know what's so great about that spark and about you? 555 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:07,560 Speaker 3: You elevated what's the word. You expanded your capacity, right, 556 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:09,880 Speaker 3: because before you're like, oh, there's so much going on, 557 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:13,480 Speaker 3: I'm so busy, I'm tired, and then all of a sudden, 558 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:15,560 Speaker 3: you work hard and you're like, wait a second. I 559 00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 3: was able to do that. And then I dropped the 560 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,040 Speaker 3: kids off and I did this. It's sort of like 561 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:22,120 Speaker 3: having kids when you're like, I love my child, how 562 00:33:22,120 --> 00:33:24,040 Speaker 3: am I going to love my second child as much? 563 00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:26,040 Speaker 3: And then you have a second child and wait, wait 564 00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:29,240 Speaker 3: a second, my capacity for love grew. And then in 565 00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:30,840 Speaker 3: your case, you had a third and a fourth and 566 00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:35,240 Speaker 3: a fifth. But you know, it expands your capacity. 567 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:37,680 Speaker 2: So a lot of heart. 568 00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:41,880 Speaker 3: I know we have to go soon, but I'm really 569 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:46,760 Speaker 3: feeling motivated to make a pact or a challenge or 570 00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:47,400 Speaker 3: a something. 571 00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:53,040 Speaker 2: Oh you know I like games. Yes, challenge, okay, a challenge, yes, 572 00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:55,880 Speaker 2: some sort of Do I win something? 573 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:02,720 Speaker 3: Yes? You win yourself me, you win confidence you win 574 00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:07,320 Speaker 3: me your liveness of coming back online, of feeling like 575 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:11,160 Speaker 3: you're alive. I mean when you said I was a 576 00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:14,640 Speaker 3: better mother, isn't that huge enough? 577 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:16,240 Speaker 2: Yeah? 578 00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:22,840 Speaker 3: Yes, I mean t I work with people and watch 579 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:26,520 Speaker 3: people daily where when they even just change their workout routine, 580 00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:29,360 Speaker 3: That's why I talk so much about exercise or changing 581 00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:31,759 Speaker 3: their food habits and the way that they eat, or 582 00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:33,920 Speaker 3: they say they were going to go to bed earlier 583 00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:36,120 Speaker 3: and they don't, and they make that pack and then 584 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:40,000 Speaker 3: they break it. Just one of those things. When they 585 00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:42,920 Speaker 3: do it and you get that little check mark, it 586 00:34:43,120 --> 00:34:45,960 Speaker 3: makes you feel that you're doing something for yourself. So 587 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,320 Speaker 3: your confidence meter goes up just with those little things. 588 00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:52,400 Speaker 3: So we could lay out a challenge of finding a 589 00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,920 Speaker 3: place to move. There's other people here on the podcast 590 00:34:57,080 --> 00:35:01,160 Speaker 3: right who can help lay this out. So it's all done. 591 00:35:01,239 --> 00:35:04,280 Speaker 3: There's a place to go. You figure out the time, 592 00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:08,200 Speaker 3: and you move like six out of seven days in 593 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:13,240 Speaker 3: some way, dance, working out something. Oh for a month, 594 00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:17,040 Speaker 3: and we check in in a month. I'll get the 595 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:20,920 Speaker 3: text messages, but I want to know how you're feeling 596 00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:24,400 Speaker 3: after a month. But here's the thing, Okay, I'm going 597 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:27,600 Speaker 3: to say, and I'm I'm putting myself on the line here. 598 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:31,960 Speaker 3: It's a big chance opportunities are going to come. I 599 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,600 Speaker 3: don't think you should do it because of opportunities, but 600 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:37,399 Speaker 3: I guarantee you that you're going to see things pop 601 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:43,280 Speaker 3: up and come to you because you are constantly every 602 00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:46,080 Speaker 3: day doing this thing for yourself that you know is 603 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:48,040 Speaker 3: really healthy and feels good and lights you up. 604 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,839 Speaker 2: I believe, can we do it? Well? I was gonna say, 605 00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:55,320 Speaker 2: well I do it. It's another story, but I do believe, 606 00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:59,759 Speaker 2: and I think that would be amazing, an amazing gift 607 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:01,000 Speaker 2: to get myself. 608 00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:05,480 Speaker 4: Just just step up and really see like, see you 609 00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:12,560 Speaker 4: did it, and look you're finally moving forward because that, yeah, okay. 610 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 3: How about this? Yes, you are so good in this way, 611 00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:19,800 Speaker 3: you being vulnerable and sharing stuff, you know, good, bad, everything, 612 00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:22,080 Speaker 3: And I think so many people really relate to that. 613 00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:24,920 Speaker 3: What if we put this out there to your community, 614 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:27,719 Speaker 3: to everyone who's listening that you I'm going to do it. 615 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,360 Speaker 3: I'm I'm going to do it with you. I'm going 616 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:33,879 Speaker 3: to record and I'll tag you or whatever to show 617 00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,400 Speaker 3: you that I'm doing it. Because sometimes I take a 618 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:38,960 Speaker 3: day off, but I'm going to push myself and do 619 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,680 Speaker 3: things that I don't normally do A. 620 00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:45,640 Speaker 2: Seven who do find out of seven? I'm just kidding. No, No, 621 00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:46,960 Speaker 2: we're doing six out of seven. 622 00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:50,239 Speaker 3: I think six out of seven because it's really important 623 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:52,719 Speaker 3: to build that habit. But what if everyone can do that, 624 00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:55,680 Speaker 3: whether it's movement or working out or something that you 625 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:58,280 Speaker 3: say you want to do but you're not doing one month, 626 00:36:58,440 --> 00:36:59,840 Speaker 3: we could all do this together. 627 00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:05,120 Speaker 2: Okay, you guys everyone out there, let us know. Are 628 00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:08,440 Speaker 2: you willing to accept this challenge with us? Help me 629 00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:08,840 Speaker 2: find me? 630 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:13,120 Speaker 3: Please help me find me hashtag help me find me, 631 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:17,680 Speaker 3: help me help you. I love you. 632 00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:23,680 Speaker 2: I love you, Thank you, thanks for always believing in me. 633 00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:28,560 Speaker 3: I'll always believe in you. And you're still dancing, you. 634 00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:31,680 Speaker 2: Know why because I'm a dancer. 635 00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:34,920 Speaker 3: Duh right yeah? 636 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:38,000 Speaker 2: And the splits, I'm a dancer of life. 637 00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:40,000 Speaker 3: I can we just have a moment for the fact 638 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:42,800 Speaker 3: that you could still do the splits after all these years. 639 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:48,040 Speaker 2: What and Pasha says, I move my hand movements, My 640 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:52,600 Speaker 2: arms are my strength. What he's like, you have a long, 641 00:37:52,719 --> 00:37:57,360 Speaker 2: graceful neck, You hold yourself really up your posture. You 642 00:37:57,360 --> 00:37:59,080 Speaker 2: know that's never been a thing for me. I was 643 00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:02,799 Speaker 2: always like hunched over like what he's like. Yeah, your 644 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:06,160 Speaker 2: upper body is your strength. It's beautiful the way you 645 00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:12,160 Speaker 2: use it, and it's strong and it's fluid and so yeah, 646 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,640 Speaker 2: I thought he was kidding. It was just my long nails. 647 00:38:14,680 --> 00:38:17,880 Speaker 2: But no, like I have power in these hands. You 648 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:20,239 Speaker 2: have power in these is a Jewish girl and me 649 00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:22,319 Speaker 2: always like talking with my hands in my whole life. 650 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:25,080 Speaker 3: I think you should do Bali. You should try Bollywood dancing, 651 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:28,920 Speaker 3: you know, with like all that and the different things. 652 00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:31,879 Speaker 2: Oh, I think I might like that. Yeah, and then 653 00:38:32,200 --> 00:38:34,640 Speaker 2: the ultimate payoff is we get to Bali because your 654 00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:35,440 Speaker 2: trip looks so. 655 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:40,040 Speaker 1: Amazing you, Yes, let's do it. That's the next challenge that. Well, 656 00:38:40,160 --> 00:38:43,719 Speaker 1: we'll check in and we're going to keeupsetting them. Okay, yes, 657 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 1: Bali would be amazing. I did tell you when I 658 00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:48,520 Speaker 1: was there. 659 00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:50,600 Speaker 3: We did. We did say we're going to do like 660 00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:52,120 Speaker 3: a little retreat or something together. 661 00:38:52,239 --> 00:38:54,000 Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, we promised each other. 662 00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,759 Speaker 3: Okay, that's on the horizon. 663 00:38:56,760 --> 00:39:01,120 Speaker 2: I love it. Okay, one month can start next week. 664 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:07,359 Speaker 2: I'm really busy with working kids till day. No for real, 665 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:08,319 Speaker 2: can start next week? 666 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:12,000 Speaker 3: No, Well, I'll give you a two days. I'll give 667 00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:14,960 Speaker 3: you a two day grace period to set it all 668 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:18,360 Speaker 3: up so you have a place to go okay and 669 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:21,960 Speaker 3: work out okay, right, because you have to have it 670 00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:25,319 Speaker 3: set up. I mean it's like if someone doesn't have 671 00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:30,319 Speaker 3: a walk in Yeah, I mean you could literally work 672 00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:32,399 Speaker 3: out in your house. You could follow a video and 673 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:33,880 Speaker 3: just move and run in place. 674 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:34,200 Speaker 2: You know. 675 00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:37,280 Speaker 3: I'm not going to do that, but you we're making 676 00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:40,960 Speaker 3: a pact. I'm going to put myself out there and 677 00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:43,239 Speaker 3: do things that I don't normally do. Just you wait 678 00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:45,240 Speaker 3: and see what a fool I'm going to make it myself. 679 00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:48,280 Speaker 3: So if I can do, you can do it. 680 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:50,240 Speaker 2: Okay, Fine, Okay, we're going to work this out. 681 00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:53,800 Speaker 3: Okay, and everyone else right together. 682 00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,640 Speaker 2: This Yeah, so everyone has to make their videos too, 683 00:39:56,719 --> 00:39:59,360 Speaker 2: and what is everyone doing? So it doesn't have to 684 00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:01,200 Speaker 2: be danced a to be singing, doesn't. 685 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:04,600 Speaker 3: Have to be no, just anything that you really want 686 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:08,040 Speaker 3: to do and connect to for one month and the 687 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,439 Speaker 3: check in, I mean, like anything. If you don't feel 688 00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:13,680 Speaker 3: any better, then you know, stop doing it. But if 689 00:40:13,680 --> 00:40:16,480 Speaker 3: you feel better, if you feel like Tori, where you're 690 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:19,360 Speaker 3: online and more alive, and you're a better mother or 691 00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:25,160 Speaker 3: father or partner or co parent or human being, then 692 00:40:25,560 --> 00:40:30,160 Speaker 3: keep doing it. But a month is a great great jumpstart. 693 00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:33,680 Speaker 2: Perfect done, yeay, hi five. I don't have to give 694 00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:35,920 Speaker 2: up Taco Bell, right, I. 695 00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:39,520 Speaker 3: Didn't say anything about taco bell. All I said was 696 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:43,200 Speaker 3: movement and getting back in the body. Go get your hand. 697 00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:46,000 Speaker 2: It makes you hungry, right, Just talking. 698 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:49,799 Speaker 3: About dancing is making you hungry, Like all this talk 699 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:53,680 Speaker 3: about dance, I need to go eat. Yeah, all right, 700 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:54,160 Speaker 3: go eat. 701 00:40:54,200 --> 00:41:00,000 Speaker 2: I love you, I love you.