WEBVTT - EP 309: Deep Fake 0:00:02.480 --> 0:00:08.720 Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions. Hi, y'all, 0:00:08.760 --> 0:00:12.319 welcome to another episode for our decisions, y'all. I'm your girl, 0:00:12.440 --> 0:00:17.200 Me d B aka Pitt the Stadion aka Debba. Hi, y'all, 0:00:17.239 --> 0:00:21.079 I'm weazy, welcome back. Apparently y'all love the solo episodes 0:00:21.079 --> 0:00:23.159 because we ain't ship when the guests come on, so well, no, 0:00:23.440 --> 0:00:26.640 first off, let me talk to y'all. Motherfucker's real quick, 0:00:27.000 --> 0:00:32.440 because I went back. So first off, y'all destroyed my asshole. 0:00:32.960 --> 0:00:36.880 When when Lexie came on, oh with no lou, they said, actually, 0:00:36.920 --> 0:00:39.600 let me fist your ass. That's how much they were 0:00:39.640 --> 0:00:42.680 fucking me all weekend. Let let's talk about that I'm 0:00:43.080 --> 0:00:45.160 talking about because actually me and her got on live 0:00:45.960 --> 0:00:49.960 and she didn't how y'all perceived the conversation to go 0:00:50.640 --> 0:00:53.600 and what y'all what y'all were saying in the comments, 0:00:53.640 --> 0:00:55.640 So we got on live, we talked it through again. 0:00:55.720 --> 0:00:58.160 She didn't think I was being mean or bully. However, 0:00:58.720 --> 0:01:01.640 since we are now out of Black History Month, I 0:01:01.680 --> 0:01:04.080 want to let y'all know what y'all were doing because 0:01:04.080 --> 0:01:08.720 this is it's conditioning, it's society. Um, I sat and 0:01:08.840 --> 0:01:11.640 made jokes and play with her the same way I 0:01:11.800 --> 0:01:15.399 have any other guests that came on the pid. Bitch 0:01:15.480 --> 0:01:18.559 I do. Hold on. I call y'all out with y'all delusional. 0:01:19.120 --> 0:01:21.000 I see here, laugh at you when you don't know 0:01:21.080 --> 0:01:23.240 certain things. And if you come on and act like 0:01:23.319 --> 0:01:25.600 you you know, you're you're in the sex space or 0:01:25.640 --> 0:01:28.120 you know, I expect you to know some things. So 0:01:28.280 --> 0:01:30.319 when you don't know certain terms, yeah, I made fun 0:01:30.360 --> 0:01:35.120 of her. What y'all were projecting was the fragility of 0:01:35.200 --> 0:01:37.480 how y'all perceived her to be the victim because she 0:01:37.560 --> 0:01:41.040 was a white woman. And that's just what it was, y'all. 0:01:41.360 --> 0:01:44.600 Y'all upset with my tone, my deepness of my voice, 0:01:44.880 --> 0:01:46.920 y'all turn me into an angry black woman with a 0:01:46.959 --> 0:01:51.280 white woman, and that's what y'all did. So that's exactly 0:01:51.280 --> 0:01:56.240 what it was. Angry. I'm an angry black woman. That's 0:01:56.280 --> 0:01:59.840 what y'all did during Black History Month. Shame on you. 0:02:00.560 --> 0:02:03.600 And also once again because I said it online to her, 0:02:03.960 --> 0:02:06.639 Shout out to all of you black kings that believe 0:02:06.680 --> 0:02:08.960 in black love and want to hide the white bitches, 0:02:09.040 --> 0:02:13.079 y'all fucking Shout out to you, that's all. I don't understand. 0:02:13.240 --> 0:02:15.720 Why how you? Oh yeah? I was like, are you 0:02:15.760 --> 0:02:19.200 gonna say? Oh? We had the naked open and people 0:02:19.240 --> 0:02:22.120 said we were interrupting him, Oh you went there? Oh no. 0:02:22.240 --> 0:02:24.239 I was talking about the dragging that took place in 0:02:24.320 --> 0:02:27.760 Mike Comma. I didn't over the white woman girl. You've 0:02:27.800 --> 0:02:30.000 been going through it with people, and like, it's fine, 0:02:30.280 --> 0:02:33.560 why do you even? I mean, I'm gonna respond, But 0:02:33.639 --> 0:02:36.560 also I realized that that's what it was. Like y'all 0:02:36.600 --> 0:02:38.639 sat here, and it's funny because we don't coin. We 0:02:38.960 --> 0:02:41.440 we got to work Karen out there, and y'all sat 0:02:41.480 --> 0:02:43.880 here and turned her into a Karen when she didn't 0:02:43.880 --> 0:02:47.760 feel bullied. She didn't feel like I was nasty to her. Karen. 0:02:48.000 --> 0:02:50.200 They sat here and made it seem like, oh my god, 0:02:50.280 --> 0:02:53.840 poor guests, Mandy, you're being so mean to her, Like bitch, 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:56.600 I'm being me. I used the same terms, and I 0:02:56.720 --> 0:02:58.600 called the delusion for what it was. But also, you 0:02:58.600 --> 0:03:01.200 gave a nigga a threesome. They didn't even support your show. 0:03:01.360 --> 0:03:05.240 Can we can we raise the bar lads about that? 0:03:05.400 --> 0:03:07.640 Past guests like, oh no, I talked to her about 0:03:07.680 --> 0:03:09.880 it though. So this is all like, we we follow 0:03:09.919 --> 0:03:11.760 each other, y'all. She didn't send me. I sent her 0:03:11.840 --> 0:03:15.320 video of nigga vibrating, and I guess niggas really can't vibrate. Bitch. 0:03:15.360 --> 0:03:17.960 Did you see the video of the vibrator? I'm gonna 0:03:17.960 --> 0:03:20.280 show you. Hold on and y'all, I actually kind of 0:03:20.320 --> 0:03:22.840 want to post this onto our Horrible to Scissor channel 0:03:23.040 --> 0:03:25.160 because somebody sends it to me after listening to the 0:03:25.160 --> 0:03:28.200 episode and they were like, maybe this is what she 0:03:28.280 --> 0:03:29.600 was talking about. So I sent it to her and 0:03:29.600 --> 0:03:31.720 I said, is this what he did in your pussy? Bitch? 0:03:31.760 --> 0:03:40.160 Look at this man? He literally looked bitch's vibrating. Oh, 0:03:40.200 --> 0:03:42.480 and I assume this is what he sucked a man 0:03:42.480 --> 0:03:45.200 on steroids, so I wouldn't. So this is what you think. 0:03:45.400 --> 0:03:47.360 You think. I think that there's certain things that your 0:03:47.360 --> 0:03:50.520 body should do that God said no too. And then 0:03:50.560 --> 0:03:52.440 you said, let me just juice up a little bit. 0:03:52.800 --> 0:03:55.800 Just at the time. I like, see a video of 0:03:55.800 --> 0:03:58.160 one of those people, men and women both do it, 0:03:58.200 --> 0:04:00.680 and they're like they sprayed all that spray tand on. 0:04:00.720 --> 0:04:04.720 They're oiled up and they're like, well those are just bodybuilders. Yeah, 0:04:04.760 --> 0:04:06.720 it's not giving you a to the regular gym. For me, 0:04:08.000 --> 0:04:11.000 that's not a gold that's not a La fitness, that's 0:04:11.000 --> 0:04:13.560 something else. It's not me. No, that's not crunch. Them 0:04:13.640 --> 0:04:16.360 niggas be juice thing up. Yeah they do. And as 0:04:16.400 --> 0:04:20.039 someone that now is a resident half and half of La, oh, 0:04:20.080 --> 0:04:21.839 when I'll be seeing them, girl, I'll be like whoa 0:04:22.000 --> 0:04:23.280 and a lot of gay niggas. A lot of the 0:04:23.320 --> 0:04:25.440 gay white boys be looking like that. And when I'd 0:04:25.440 --> 0:04:27.119 be seeing them, because I walk me in around, weho 0:04:27.160 --> 0:04:29.600 and shit, how be like, bro, if you want all 0:04:29.600 --> 0:04:31.640 this shit, how did your dick get harld? But I 0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:34.799 realized there's no forced bottoms. But you saying gay niggas 0:04:34.880 --> 0:04:37.400 isn't saying the white ones. That's that was a little 0:04:37.400 --> 0:04:42.719 funny to be. I'm sorry. I'm like, uh, I'm I'm 0:04:42.720 --> 0:04:45.200 feeling comfortable as someone that likes to use niggas to 0:04:45.240 --> 0:04:47.200 refer to them as people, you know, looking at the 0:04:47.279 --> 0:04:49.160 niggas over there, Oh you know that white nigga down 0:04:49.200 --> 0:04:51.120 the street. Like sometimes I just like got you. You 0:04:51.160 --> 0:04:54.760 don't say white niggas never, but you know, I don't 0:04:54.800 --> 0:04:59.400 even do you say it? Danny? Really fun? Oh Okay, 0:04:59.440 --> 0:05:02.760 maybe it's a no anything, no, no, no way in hell, bro, 0:05:03.520 --> 0:05:05.600 hold on, put the camera on me. If you, as 0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:09.360 an African Americans have looked at CAUCASIANUS, it's saying, look 0:05:09.400 --> 0:05:11.560 at them, crazy ass white niggas. Let us know in 0:05:11.640 --> 0:05:14.760 the comments below, because I know I ain't tribing if 0:05:14.760 --> 0:05:18.560 I really want to be like it anyway, I did 0:05:18.640 --> 0:05:20.120 want to start with a catch up. Now, the white 0:05:20.120 --> 0:05:23.080 people here just like whoa a lot. This is exactly 0:05:23.120 --> 0:05:25.640 why you guys can't monetize on YouTube. Oh yeah, now, 0:05:25.720 --> 0:05:28.080 this is exactly why. This is why we make no money. 0:05:28.080 --> 0:05:30.480 But shout out to y'all. We are above one hundred 0:05:31.040 --> 0:05:36.640 less bad after h do you remember you? Oh you 0:05:36.680 --> 0:05:40.160 went to Charlottmagne's first episode of his Comedy Central show 0:05:40.279 --> 0:05:43.400 Yes God's on the True that first episode of Crack 0:05:43.480 --> 0:05:45.880 Ass Crack. I was like, oh my god, bro, I 0:05:45.920 --> 0:05:47.599 ain't gonna hold I was uncomfortable. I was looking around. 0:05:47.600 --> 0:05:48.520 I was like, you know, white people here, but they 0:05:48.600 --> 0:05:51.200 don't see this. I realized now when I say that word, 0:05:51.240 --> 0:05:54.080 it's like oh And I was like, oh, clearly y'all 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:55.600 are not from the South. We use that in the 0:05:55.640 --> 0:05:57.279 South like we use it in Florida. I've used in 0:05:57.320 --> 0:05:59.440 my whole life, but now that I'm like up north 0:05:59.480 --> 0:06:02.880 in the East, apparently it's like a like I was like, oh, 0:06:02.920 --> 0:06:05.720 so you don't eat crackers. Okay, I don't really say. 0:06:06.400 --> 0:06:07.920 I just called them. I'll call the white people. Maybe 0:06:07.920 --> 0:06:10.480 cracker isn't really something like all right, I get in Florida, 0:06:10.480 --> 0:06:14.440 which is crazy because they gave themselves that name band 0:06:14.720 --> 0:06:18.880 they did historically speaking, they was cracking that well, they 0:06:18.920 --> 0:06:22.760 gave it to themselves. What a going. So I recently 0:06:22.800 --> 0:06:26.279 went to the sex club. Not like it's never heard this, okay, no, 0:06:26.400 --> 0:06:29.120 but this is my first time in the last almost 0:06:29.120 --> 0:06:32.839 three years that I've gone by myself like normally, yes, 0:06:32.960 --> 0:06:36.599 I've been a chaperone with friends or I mean my 0:06:36.680 --> 0:06:38.800 partner has even been a part of the chaperoning with 0:06:38.839 --> 0:06:44.279 friends as well. So going as a I guess a 0:06:44.320 --> 0:06:48.000 bowyer it was really really um, how do I say, 0:06:48.279 --> 0:06:51.640 I want to say, therapeutic, but also like alarming to 0:06:51.680 --> 0:06:54.200 me a little bit. So Daniel invited me. There was 0:06:54.200 --> 0:06:57.159 a special dinner that he was having shout out to 0:06:57.160 --> 0:06:59.719 in a scept w as always um, but I went 0:06:59.760 --> 0:07:02.680 and turned into a play party. Now, hey, we're gonna 0:07:02.720 --> 0:07:04.040 have some food. We're gonna have a little bit of 0:07:04.080 --> 0:07:06.280 a good time. Well waynybody ends up coming on it. Well, 0:07:06.360 --> 0:07:09.480 not only that, there were performances, and I was like, 0:07:09.560 --> 0:07:13.000 oh performance, this is given multiple bitch. So the first 0:07:13.000 --> 0:07:16.800 performance is a Burlatts dancer. Wasted no time taking all 0:07:16.800 --> 0:07:20.400 her clothes off. She ended up poring no time, she said, 0:07:20.560 --> 0:07:22.680 wasted no time, took all her straf up. It was 0:07:22.720 --> 0:07:24.480 an amazing No, we were actually in the middle of 0:07:24.520 --> 0:07:26.760 the crab case. Well, no, this was after dinner. This 0:07:26.800 --> 0:07:29.920 is after dinner. Performances were after dinner. So she's going 0:07:30.000 --> 0:07:32.120 and these candles that have been lit. Of course, she 0:07:32.240 --> 0:07:34.920 starts to pour the wax on it. Then y'all, she 0:07:35.080 --> 0:07:40.360 takes a candlestick, lights it and it's like doing this 0:07:40.520 --> 0:07:43.960 next thing, you know. She sits, bitch, No, she didn't 0:07:44.000 --> 0:07:48.400 handle still lit and starts fucking herself so ever with 0:07:48.440 --> 0:07:50.600 the candle and it's lit, and then calls a girl 0:07:50.680 --> 0:07:53.320 over has it in her pussy and tells her to 0:07:53.360 --> 0:07:56.680 blow the candle out while it's in her pussy. 'all said, oh, bitch, 0:07:56.680 --> 0:07:59.040 i'all gonna bring that to the bedroom. It was hot, 0:07:59.360 --> 0:08:05.080 I said. The other end the yeah, the bitch just yeah, okay, 0:08:04.120 --> 0:08:08.240 I'm okay, but it wasn't it was a fire. It 0:08:08.240 --> 0:08:11.840 was a black to confuse the niggas of the day. No, 0:08:12.400 --> 0:08:14.840 So she had just the end of it in her 0:08:14.880 --> 0:08:17.000 pusky and then the fire was still lit, and then 0:08:17.000 --> 0:08:19.720 she had someone blow it out. Thought it was very cute, um, 0:08:19.760 --> 0:08:23.480 and then shout out to Then there was a trio, 0:08:23.880 --> 0:08:26.560 one of which is a fan of horrible decisions. I guess. 0:08:26.560 --> 0:08:30.239 They performed often at the box with UH with Ellie 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:34.040 d paint, but this time they chose to use whipped 0:08:34.040 --> 0:08:36.719 cream and chocolate syrup. So I watched for about eight 0:08:36.760 --> 0:08:40.959 minutes while three women splashed themselves, yes splashed, that is 0:08:40.960 --> 0:08:45.840 a word. UH splashed themselves with like chocolate sauce and 0:08:45.880 --> 0:08:48.079 whipped cream, and they were like licking it off to 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:50.040 each other we used to do, by the way, Yes, 0:08:50.440 --> 0:08:54.000 so splashing was messy, messiness and it was right us 0:08:54.200 --> 0:08:58.200 just a dictionary of horse It was really really really 0:08:58.600 --> 0:09:03.720 um really, I was like, oh, so after the play 0:09:03.720 --> 0:09:06.760 party began, um, and this is how maybe it was 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:09.360 the shrooms, but I started counting how many couples were 0:09:09.360 --> 0:09:12.600 having sex At the very most I was witnessing nine 0:09:12.679 --> 0:09:16.320 couples at one time. Fucking that's a lot. That's a lot. 0:09:16.640 --> 0:09:20.079 I'm like, holy shit. So as I'm watching, I'm like 0:09:20.400 --> 0:09:22.640 I could depend a vandy high at this party. Like oh, 0:09:22.720 --> 0:09:27.320 I'm literally like like counting while I'm sitting on the 0:09:27.320 --> 0:09:30.200 couch just watching, like a nigga got a backpack with 0:09:30.280 --> 0:09:32.680 tools he didn't brought out the wand and started making 0:09:32.679 --> 0:09:35.240 a bit squirt. A couple that was next to them scooted. 0:09:35.600 --> 0:09:38.520 He brought a backpack. Oh, a backpack which he was 0:09:38.600 --> 0:09:43.079 very a jam sport. Yeah, it was giving school was 0:09:43.120 --> 0:09:46.280 giving full of toys, and he was like he brought 0:09:46.280 --> 0:09:51.800 a back club. I don't know. So everyone that was 0:09:51.840 --> 0:09:53.920 at the dinner, some of them stayed, some of them left. 0:09:53.920 --> 0:09:55.960 But by this point it's almost one o'clock in the morning. 0:09:56.920 --> 0:10:00.840 It's now the sex club. So anyways, so I'm standing 0:10:00.880 --> 0:10:04.880 here and I'm like, mind you Daniel last, because anytime 0:10:05.000 --> 0:10:09.160 I went to in a subw five minutes flat, all 0:10:09.160 --> 0:10:12.240 my clothes were off. I'm engaging in sex with my partner. 0:10:12.880 --> 0:10:15.199 And I was looking at him and I was like, wow, 0:10:15.679 --> 0:10:18.040 I said, this is I don't know if it's alarming 0:10:18.040 --> 0:10:20.760 for me or if it's bringing me to remind myself 0:10:21.000 --> 0:10:23.680 how much I was thrown on this nigga. But I said, 0:10:23.800 --> 0:10:26.880 when I would come into these type of spaces, I 0:10:26.880 --> 0:10:30.160 would do everything with him and nothing else around me mattered. 0:10:30.440 --> 0:10:33.040 And I said, is it always as active when I 0:10:33.040 --> 0:10:35.040 come here? And He's like, oh yeah, and I'd be 0:10:35.120 --> 0:10:36.760 right in the middle of it. And it was really 0:10:37.280 --> 0:10:40.560 interesting to me to know that I was a part 0:10:40.600 --> 0:10:44.040 of the sea of bodies, not seeing at all what 0:10:44.440 --> 0:10:47.200 else is going on around me. And I really was like, damn, 0:10:48.000 --> 0:10:49.480 I didn't know. I don't know if it was power. 0:10:49.559 --> 0:10:53.120 I don't know if I associated to love, but again, 0:10:53.120 --> 0:10:55.120 maybe it was the shrooms. But I sat there and 0:10:55.160 --> 0:10:58.280 I was like, wow, I don't think I realized the 0:10:58.320 --> 0:11:02.840 power he had for me and in this relationship for 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:05.040 me A really pow well to me in that space 0:11:05.240 --> 0:11:07.600 for me to literally not notice You've had texts with 0:11:07.640 --> 0:11:10.640 women though in there? Yeah, girl, and I meet them 0:11:10.720 --> 0:11:12.440 next time, And like, literally, I was what I mean, like, 0:11:12.480 --> 0:11:15.240 it's not like I can't imagine what I'm saying, is 0:11:15.280 --> 0:11:18.480 like I don't see anyone else around me, and be clear, yes, 0:11:18.520 --> 0:11:21.520 we invite women in. I talked to about four or 0:11:21.600 --> 0:11:25.360 five girls, this time with not a partner, and literally 0:11:25.720 --> 0:11:27.559 we ain't we did you fuckpout me away? He was 0:11:27.600 --> 0:11:30.280 coming in here. I don't remember them. When I even 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:33.120 fuck other people, I don't remember their face. I don't 0:11:33.120 --> 0:11:36.600 remember I don't get names. And it's then it made 0:11:36.600 --> 0:11:39.960 me feel away, like damn, I really don't associate the 0:11:39.960 --> 0:11:44.600 women in these spaces as anything, and it's all just 0:11:44.720 --> 0:11:47.840 me and him, And so it was just like I 0:11:47.880 --> 0:11:51.760 don't know how comfortable I am going into these spaces 0:11:51.840 --> 0:11:55.920 knowing how disconnected I am to everybody there without a partner. 0:11:56.040 --> 0:11:57.640 So I'm like, oh, this space is not going to 0:11:57.679 --> 0:12:01.080 exist unless I've a partner. And so now I'm hoping 0:12:01.120 --> 0:12:03.040 me and my ex can just go into those faces 0:12:03.080 --> 0:12:05.360 together but not be together. I don't, but I kind 0:12:05.360 --> 0:12:06.800 of want to go back and don Peaceles were harden 0:12:06.840 --> 0:12:09.360 yourself because like I would, Uh, what was I gonna say? 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:11.719 I can't say the same for like when I'm having 0:12:11.720 --> 0:12:14.640 an amazing time, like on a date, like I wanted 0:12:14.760 --> 0:12:17.559 somewhere recently on a date, We're like, who is it? 0:12:18.640 --> 0:12:23.040 This was like uh in the fall and I was 0:12:23.080 --> 0:12:24.760 it like a Diana Ross. It was like someone that 0:12:24.880 --> 0:12:27.199 was just like old and real famous and like he 0:12:27.360 --> 0:12:28.959 was bugging out, like, oh my god. I could just 0:12:29.000 --> 0:12:30.640 think about like her music and the um maybe it's 0:12:30.640 --> 0:12:33.199 the one war work. I don't know. And then on 0:12:33.280 --> 0:12:35.760 the other side of us was like jud Apatow and 0:12:35.880 --> 0:12:38.240 it's like all these like famous ass fucking people and 0:12:38.360 --> 0:12:40.199 I was like, bro, I did not see anything. I 0:12:40.320 --> 0:12:43.520 was so into this nigga. And I realized sometimes at 0:12:43.559 --> 0:12:46.880 parties when I meet someone, I fucking forget, Like last night, 0:12:47.440 --> 0:12:49.000 I was having so much fun with my friends, Like 0:12:49.000 --> 0:12:50.640 I don't know who the fuck was at that damn party. 0:12:50.800 --> 0:12:52.520 Right at the link up shout out to Andre Poward. 0:12:52.920 --> 0:12:55.679 I love going out and like I sink in so 0:12:55.920 --> 0:12:58.360 much the moment where I don't experience anything else, and 0:12:58.480 --> 0:12:59.920 that is something and it's just like, okay, you got 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:01.640 to take it out for a minute and be like 0:13:01.679 --> 0:13:04.760 all right, where am I? Like I get like, yeah, 0:13:05.160 --> 0:13:06.880 I don't know. I think to just be in that 0:13:07.040 --> 0:13:11.079 space that I was going to so often and experiencing 0:13:11.520 --> 0:13:15.199 experience it so different, I was like, well, damn, Like 0:13:16.080 --> 0:13:18.640 I really had no eyes for anybody else when I 0:13:18.720 --> 0:13:21.079 was with him. And it's crazy now because even in 0:13:21.280 --> 0:13:24.280 terms of like people from my past that are hitting 0:13:24.320 --> 0:13:29.360 me up. I realized there's zero zero, zero zero attraction 0:13:29.440 --> 0:13:31.480 to quite a few niggas that are like, well, I 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:34.640 could come over for what, don't I mean, let's let's 0:13:34.720 --> 0:13:36.679 let's be clear there's something that I am going back to. 0:13:37.280 --> 0:13:39.880 But I'm like, wow, just like my views on so 0:13:40.040 --> 0:13:43.000 much are just shifting, and it's just making me uncomfortable 0:13:43.400 --> 0:13:45.439 with not being able to just have sex just to 0:13:45.480 --> 0:13:47.760 have it anymore. It's making me uncomfortable because I know 0:13:47.880 --> 0:13:50.199 I want more, but I don't know how to communicate 0:13:50.240 --> 0:13:53.560 it because like in an upcoming episode, I talk about 0:13:53.640 --> 0:13:56.000 like I know I have limitations on what I can 0:13:56.040 --> 0:13:58.840 give somebody. So it's just now being in this little funk, 0:13:59.000 --> 0:14:01.440 like what is sex to me? What is this sex 0:14:01.559 --> 0:14:04.000 space to me? And also I gotta get niggas off 0:14:04.040 --> 0:14:06.280 the bench. I gotta get niggas that y'all don't know 0:14:06.400 --> 0:14:09.040 because my niggas be too lit. They can't even come 0:14:09.120 --> 0:14:11.000 to me in these with me in these spaces. Like 0:14:11.120 --> 0:14:12.960 Daniel was like, well we can give him a mask, 0:14:13.080 --> 0:14:16.559 I'm like, he can't like And so even like my 0:14:16.679 --> 0:14:19.320 side niggas, maybe I just like power and I like 0:14:19.920 --> 0:14:24.080 the you know, them being so really big. It's now 0:14:24.200 --> 0:14:25.840 making me like, damn, I can't do anything with you 0:14:25.920 --> 0:14:28.200 though in public. Like I was just at a club 0:14:28.800 --> 0:14:30.720 with a nigga I'm fucking and I couldn't be by 0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:32.760 him in the club the whole time because everybody in 0:14:32.800 --> 0:14:35.240 the club, oh my god, I heard your voice, their 0:14:35.280 --> 0:14:36.760 fans of the show. I don't want people in my 0:14:36.800 --> 0:14:39.120 business like that, So literally I turned it into a 0:14:39.600 --> 0:14:41.720 let's I fuck from across the club the whole time 0:14:41.800 --> 0:14:43.920 and not let anyone know I'm leaving with you. Oh 0:14:44.000 --> 0:14:46.080 And he loved it because I was just partying with 0:14:46.160 --> 0:14:47.760 my friend. But I'm like, damn, I can't even be 0:14:47.840 --> 0:14:50.880 out of public with certain niggas now. I have a 0:14:50.960 --> 0:14:56.800 homegirl that she lit and she was looking for a 0:14:56.840 --> 0:14:58.640 place and like sending me some little like lengths and 0:14:58.720 --> 0:15:00.440 you know, just like a group chat type of and 0:15:00.520 --> 0:15:02.120 I was like, why don't you move into this building? 0:15:02.440 --> 0:15:04.080 Nice building in Miami whatever, And I was like, this 0:15:04.120 --> 0:15:06.280 is perfect, It's tet all the manyies you want. She 0:15:06.480 --> 0:15:08.880 called me and she was like, we like, do you 0:15:08.960 --> 0:15:11.480 know the type of niggas that I She's like, I 0:15:11.600 --> 0:15:14.760 got Bugatti's Ferrari's pulling up like I can't niggas coming 0:15:14.760 --> 0:15:17.040 to no shit where every fucking lit ig bitch lives. 0:15:17.360 --> 0:15:19.720 Like yeah, She's like, I can't live in like a 0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:22.720 popular spot. I have to go far out like coral 0:15:22.800 --> 0:15:24.800 gables like these are the type of niggas. Fu but 0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:28.360 even you, you'll be outside and what happens All the 0:15:28.440 --> 0:15:30.520 other bitches that you're niggas seeing too, were talking to 0:15:30.640 --> 0:15:32.720 on the side. They like, M so you're talking to 0:15:32.800 --> 0:15:34.440 such and such. I don't want people in my business. No, 0:15:34.600 --> 0:15:36.440 I hate it, dude. The last building I lived in 0:15:36.800 --> 0:15:39.320 And that's why sometimes like mega buildings when in any 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:41.280 city you live in right like Houston, Dallas, like when 0:15:41.280 --> 0:15:43.080 you got a nice luxury building and everybody moves there. 0:15:43.480 --> 0:15:46.720 I um, I lived in a building on Sunset before 0:15:46.720 --> 0:15:49.880 I moved to my house, and literally I think I 0:15:50.080 --> 0:15:51.640 brought it up a horrible and I thought it was funny. 0:15:51.680 --> 0:15:53.080 I was like coming in the elevator with Nina and 0:15:53.160 --> 0:15:55.400 this girl's smack. She's like, we the only guy, just 0:15:55.440 --> 0:15:57.920 stop this thing and then and it was really funny. 0:15:58.000 --> 0:15:59.960 And I'm no shade to the girl like she didn't 0:16:00.000 --> 0:16:01.560 made me feel uncomfortable. Or anything. But I was like, 0:16:01.720 --> 0:16:03.360 how many people have seen me and didn't speak to 0:16:03.440 --> 0:16:06.000 me and now say, wheezy lose here. And not that 0:16:06.120 --> 0:16:08.640 we're this like crazy lip, but you know, we definitely 0:16:08.720 --> 0:16:11.280 run into scenarios where we have to be safe. Yeah, 0:16:11.440 --> 0:16:15.880 and I don't. And I also think that was something 0:16:15.960 --> 0:16:19.080 that recently changed with me too, where like I'm like, well, 0:16:19.120 --> 0:16:20.880 I'm not that famous, it doesn't matter. I'll have to 0:16:20.880 --> 0:16:23.200 watch my moves, but like, it doesn't matter how thing 0:16:23.240 --> 0:16:25.400 as you are. You could be a fucking influencer with 0:16:25.480 --> 0:16:28.160 twenty five hundred followers or twenty five. Not only that, 0:16:28.280 --> 0:16:31.320 you could literally just be living in an apartment complex. 0:16:31.360 --> 0:16:32.760 I don't know if you remember the story. There was 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:35.720 a girl in Orlando. Yes, she was raped and murdered 0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:38.880 by her maintenance man. Like as women though, like yeah, 0:16:38.880 --> 0:16:40.120 and I don't even want to bring it to just 0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:43.760 us in our spotlight, but the fact that women overall 0:16:43.800 --> 0:16:46.880 could be stalked by their coworkers, by their maintenance, been 0:16:46.960 --> 0:16:50.320 by their neighbor. There's another video, and I mean, I 0:16:50.440 --> 0:16:53.320 just love that there's ring cameras now, but I've got three. 0:16:53.560 --> 0:16:55.320 There was there was a girl that was just walking 0:16:55.400 --> 0:16:57.560 her dog. And a man came up to her door 0:16:57.600 --> 0:17:00.120 and it was captured on her on her ring. He 0:17:00.240 --> 0:17:02.880 put on gloves and had fucking zipzizes in his pocket 0:17:03.080 --> 0:17:05.240 and was trying to get into her house. And so 0:17:05.440 --> 0:17:07.800 she shared it. Mind you, a neighbor came out, he 0:17:07.920 --> 0:17:09.880 sat on the porch like he was supposed to be there, 0:17:10.119 --> 0:17:11.800 and came back and tried to get into her house. 0:17:12.040 --> 0:17:13.960 And she's on the phone with the cops, like while 0:17:14.000 --> 0:17:16.119 she's seeing that this man came to her house and 0:17:16.280 --> 0:17:19.560 had gloves ready. So like for any woman that's out there, 0:17:19.640 --> 0:17:22.240 whether and I hate to even just say, it's when 0:17:22.280 --> 0:17:24.359 you're out at the club, watch your drink and all that. No, 0:17:24.560 --> 0:17:27.320 I can literally be when you're bringing groceries into your house, 0:17:27.440 --> 0:17:30.719 be aware of your throat walking my dog. I cannot 0:17:30.800 --> 0:17:33.520 tell you how many times New York or La. Yeah, 0:17:33.760 --> 0:17:36.439 somebody will catch like try to catch the eye contact 0:17:36.480 --> 0:17:39.160 with me. Maybe they are finding me attractive or something 0:17:39.200 --> 0:17:40.840 and want to haul at me. But if I'm not 0:17:40.920 --> 0:17:43.120 giving them energy, that don't mean they won't stop, right, 0:17:43.400 --> 0:17:45.840 And like you never know which guy is a scary one. 0:17:46.160 --> 0:17:49.160 I do find myself feeling safer in New York because 0:17:49.200 --> 0:17:52.880 there's more people. I feel way more safe in New York. 0:17:53.920 --> 0:17:56.000 But either way, you know, I really can't run up 0:17:56.040 --> 0:17:57.359 on a bisi in LA because I'll shoot you in 0:17:57.400 --> 0:18:00.960 the face. But I dead ass have never been so 0:18:01.440 --> 0:18:03.760 like on guard like I am in LA. Like, don't 0:18:03.800 --> 0:18:05.280 get me wrong, I have weapons in my home in 0:18:05.280 --> 0:18:06.920 New York. But like the way that I am in 0:18:07.080 --> 0:18:11.000 LA is crazy, Like it's my friends joke about it, 0:18:11.240 --> 0:18:13.800 Like one of my friends opened a door, like couldn't 0:18:13.840 --> 0:18:15.760 lift up the glass because the alarms are running off, 0:18:15.800 --> 0:18:18.040 like it's everything. I just it's like four knocks and 0:18:18.160 --> 0:18:21.359 it's honestly, because thank god so many people keep sharing 0:18:21.440 --> 0:18:23.480 stories because I don't think if I wouldn't have heard 0:18:23.520 --> 0:18:25.520 these stories, yeah, that I wouldn't be like that. Yeah, 0:18:25.560 --> 0:18:28.600 so overshare whenever y'all go through something, because dead ass, 0:18:28.680 --> 0:18:31.159 it does not go on befus, No, it doesn't, It 0:18:31.240 --> 0:18:34.040 doesn't at all. I'm trying to think of a catch up. 0:18:34.119 --> 0:18:35.560 I have a little bit of an emo ketchup that 0:18:35.600 --> 0:18:37.800 I was thinking about with dating recently, so like I 0:18:37.880 --> 0:18:39.479 haven't been in therapy in a few months. It took 0:18:39.480 --> 0:18:41.920 a little break. Sometimes therapy is great and sometimes it 0:18:41.960 --> 0:18:45.520 makes me go get a little more depressed. But I recently, 0:18:46.240 --> 0:18:47.800 I was on the phone with someone I'm dating, and 0:18:47.840 --> 0:18:49.720 I'm only in New York for mean, in LA for 0:18:49.920 --> 0:18:53.000 four or five days right now, right and we're just 0:18:53.119 --> 0:18:55.080 like trying to find this time to spend together. We 0:18:55.160 --> 0:18:56.520 were going to take a road trip, but then there 0:18:56.600 --> 0:18:58.800 was a fucking mon soon. It's just like always something happening. 0:18:59.240 --> 0:19:01.840 And I had this rule on breakdown, Like, dude, I 0:19:01.960 --> 0:19:06.560 don't think people understand how difficult it is not to 0:19:06.680 --> 0:19:09.320 really live in one place. Like last year, it was 0:19:09.400 --> 0:19:12.159 kind of fun and sexy to like split time, be 0:19:12.280 --> 0:19:14.679 on the flights or whatever. But like, I pretty much 0:19:14.760 --> 0:19:17.560 live in New York, Orlando, in LA because of my family. 0:19:18.040 --> 0:19:20.359