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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning, The Breakfast Club Morning,

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Speaker 1: Everybody's dj n V. Just hilarious, Charlamage, the guy we

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Speaker 1: are the Breakfast Club. We got a special guest in

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Speaker 1: the belt.

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Speaker 2: Hey.

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Speaker 1: No book, The Pretty Victory one hundred Day Guide to

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Speaker 1: resent to yourself and find your purposes out right now,

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Speaker 1: how you feeling?

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Speaker 3: I feel so good, I feel blessed, black and just

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Speaker 3: you know, obsessed with this book now, you know, I'm

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Speaker 3: just excited for this journey, like it came from a

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Speaker 3: text message via social media posting and now just having

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Speaker 3: my own book, like it's just it's amazing feeling.

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Speaker 4: For it makes sense for you to have a devotional

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Speaker 4: book for affirmations because all you do is send us

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Speaker 4: devotionals and affirmations every day.

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Speaker 5: Yes, it makes sense.

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Speaker 2: So it's clearly on brand for your brand.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, and you know what I love about it because

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Speaker 6: you're just gonna jump straight into it because myself got

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Speaker 6: other press.

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Speaker 2: Hello.

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Speaker 6: So you know what I love about it is you

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Speaker 6: had said in your and it's not really a chapter,

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Speaker 6: but it's a segment how to use this book. You

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Speaker 6: said it took you one hundred days right to start

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Speaker 6: thinking new and doing new.

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Speaker 7: Things.

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Speaker 6: What are some of the things that you felt like

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Speaker 6: you had to work on in those hundred days. What

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Speaker 6: were that the hardest things that you had to overcome.

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Speaker 3: Well, just not entertaining social media was one of it.

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Speaker 3: I was like fast, Yeah, I was like literally in

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Speaker 3: my closet writing this. Like I literally was just like

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Speaker 3: I was giving snippets on social media. I was like,

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Speaker 3: I watched TDJ, So when I seen TDJ sermon, He's like,

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Speaker 3: stand on what you know. And for me, I'm a

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Speaker 3: mind person, you know me, I'll be all in my

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Speaker 3: head overthinking things. But it was more of like, Okay,

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Speaker 3: let's separate from what I know that I'm familiar with,

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Speaker 3: doing the skits on the table, entertaining, checking the social media,

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Speaker 3: checking the DMS engagements to like, girl, you could just

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Speaker 3: have this book deal and you need to get to it.

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Speaker 2: Like so I was really in my closet.

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Speaker 3: I had to separate, just sacrifice the social media, take

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Speaker 3: just throwing little snippets on social media to see how

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Speaker 3: people was going to react. And it just became a book.

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Speaker 2: And I just had to literally.

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Speaker 3: Write, write, write each day, you know, shout out to Nikki,

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Speaker 3: shout out to Franky, like just for helping me, because

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Speaker 3: I still wanted to add like the comedic side, and

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Speaker 3: you know, wanted to shot you know, Charlemagne like yourself,

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Speaker 3: asking quotes like what makes you guys tour, trying to

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Speaker 3: put it all together and not just be your typical

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Speaker 3: devotional because everyone is not religious and everyone does understand,

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Speaker 3: you know, yeah so, and I believe in Jesus Christ,

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Speaker 3: so you know, I didn't want to dumb that down neither.

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Speaker 2: I needed to throw him in there. But it's for everyone.

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Speaker 3: It's unisex book, it's for the it's for the women

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Speaker 2: Like tap into the other side outside of being funny

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Speaker 4: Did you ever get frustrated while you was, you know,

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Speaker 2: Come on, flippy and tippy. Yeah No, I didn't really,

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Speaker 2: I didn't get frustrated.

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Speaker 3: I just said, like I got a mission to complete,

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Speaker 3: Like I was, like I wanted to shut this book

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Speaker 3: let's do what I got to do with my friends

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Speaker 2: But I was like they on me.

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Speaker 3: I know that the ministries in me when it comes

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Speaker 3: down to speaking life. I gotta get this done. I

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Speaker 3: remember I told you about it at Charlotte's thing, Like,

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Speaker 3: why need your quote?

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Speaker 2: Can I put it in there? Because like I said,

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Speaker 2: we have our group.

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Speaker 3: Chat where we send in the devotions and constantly every

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Speaker 3: you'll even explain, You'll go further into it and even

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Speaker 3: explain exactly why this is, why this is the one

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Speaker 3: that you picked to send us today. You know, God

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Speaker 3: will lay it on your heart and me and be sometimes.

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Speaker 6: Will feel like you know where we going you know

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Speaker 2: But that's the that's the best part about you. Why

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Speaker 6: Because Divanna is a person that wears many hats. You

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Speaker 6: you are not just funny, you do so many other things.

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Speaker 2: Why not?

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Speaker 2: Is for the first book? Get a memoir? Like you said,

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Speaker 7: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, not not even all right, well not

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Speaker 2: even like who you are?

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Speaker 6: Who you are because a lot of people don't know

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Speaker 6: you are Divana XL. Who you say who you are

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Speaker 6: in a book. I ain't trying to spoil it, you do,

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Speaker 6: but you do say in the book I'm gonna save

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Speaker 6: who I am for the next book.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, why is that not the first one?

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Speaker 3: I just for me, I just feel like I just

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Speaker 2: And I was like this devotion.

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Speaker 3: If someone told me I had an interview, they were like, okay,

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Speaker 3: is just the book is so serious. I was like, girl,

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Speaker 3: part of me. And if this is what I have

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Speaker 3: to do, I'm gonna be still. I remember when I

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Speaker 3: had uh we had COVID and I reached out to Charlotte.

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Speaker 3: When they I was like, oh, Charlotte, I'm overthinking. We

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Speaker 3: ain't gotta work the Charlotte said to be still. I

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Speaker 3: hated when Charlotte told me that I was like be still.

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Speaker 3: you know, delay has ever denial, I talk, you know,

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Speaker 3: I talk about Hollywood in here. Just don't change, ye know,

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Speaker 3: to walk alone. The relationships I have friendships and people

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Speaker 3: I've you know, dated, like how you just don't have

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Speaker 3: send help people and angels. I talked about it in

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Speaker 3: the beginning when I was so hungry in college, I

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Speaker 3: shout out to you know, Saint Augustine University, Hello North Carolina.

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Speaker 3: He helped me, gave me fifty dollars and laid on

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Speaker 3: his heart. God said you didn't eat, and here's here's money.

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Speaker 3: I just talk about all the propheticness. Yeah, that's in

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Speaker 2: So I just hope it. I know it's gonna help us,

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Speaker 2: So you feel me. The mission is.

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Speaker 5: And when I say be still, I'm quoting the Bible

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Speaker 5: verse song forty six. Yeah, yeah, be still, and now

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Speaker 5: as I am God, Yeah, all.

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Speaker 4: Right, which means that you should trust in God and

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Speaker 4: recognize that God is the control of all circums come

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Speaker 2: I just hate it at the time because I was like,

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Speaker 5: Hard to up here still. I love speaking tongue. I close.

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Speaker 6: Because you're a Clowan, I cannot take you seriously at all.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you, now, your mother's a pastor Crest,

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Speaker 1: she is still into you, so to talk about growing

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Speaker 3: Yeah, my mom, Like again, her mission is to do

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Speaker 3: what she has to do, but the ministry. But this

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Speaker 3: is the thing we're doing ministry. Okay, We're healing, like

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Speaker 3: laughter is healing, you know, outside of what we do

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Speaker 3: is a gift. You know what Jess does on stage.

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Speaker 3: I can't do what she do that's up there fifteen.

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Speaker 2: I want to do some magic tricks y'all. Ya want

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Speaker 3: Like that's just like I commend them for being in

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Speaker 3: Like just walking your gift and when God steers you

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Speaker 2: But right now in this season, I'm just doing both.

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Speaker 2: I'm balancing it all.

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Speaker 3: I mean people may take it serious, may not, you know,

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Speaker 3: and some people you know may not take it serious, Like, okay,

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Speaker 3: should we trust in this character that has been doing

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Speaker 3: this stuff for years now, she's writing a book.

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Speaker 2: I don't believe it.

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Speaker 3: So that's why everybody face I'm posting every day about it.

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Speaker 3: I ain't on the table right now. I'm gonna just

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Speaker 3: let y'all see what's going on, because respect this avenue.

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Speaker 3: You know we're doing a lot, but respect this calling.

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Speaker 3: Until I decided to say, all right, it's been five months. Now,

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Speaker 3: let me get back to what I'm doing and still

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Speaker 3: carry with it because my brand, you know. But my mom,

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Speaker 3: she loves me. She doesn't judge. She's like, this is

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Speaker 3: you away from God.

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Speaker 2: Yes it, that's all. She not that type of mother

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Speaker 2: for sure.

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Speaker 5: And you saw out your first show last year when

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Speaker 5: you did in Atlanta at the what was you wasn't

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Speaker 5: able to stage?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, we was there.

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Speaker 5: You sold that out period, y'all.

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Speaker 3: Yes, we're gonna And that's the thing that we putting

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Speaker 3: we addam more characters.

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Speaker 2: I was actually.

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Speaker 3: We're gonna put Sharon on the road, you know, this year.

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Speaker 3: So I'm excited about that. I was just trying to

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Speaker 3: just make get this book going. But Sharon deserves a stage,

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Speaker 6: Humanitarianism. I say that word right, humanitarianism.

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Speaker 3: It did, But it didn't right because like I said,

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Speaker 3: And I feel like there was there's a process. It

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Speaker 3: I got something that the community respect and honored, and

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Speaker 3: I was like feeling great about it, Like all these

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Speaker 3: They see me, they acknowledged me, they gave my flowers.

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Speaker 2: I got it and I stood on it, and I

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Speaker 3: I definitely I was just like, let's get it, let's go,

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Speaker 2: The honorary delta. I'm like, I'm all four. I love

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Speaker 3: The whole video was represented around just Hilaire's because this

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Speaker 5: I got one from South Carolina State. Just getting one

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Speaker 2: First of all, Oh my god, you know I'm not

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Speaker 6: No, they didn't send nothing's the community college.

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Speaker 2: Damn got no, damn Twitter.

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Speaker 5: Said, said they want to give you honorary doctor. You

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Speaker 6: Anyway, you're talking about me about you said earlier that

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Speaker 2: But where's the love life now? Since you're don't working

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Speaker 5: And not ready to mingle?

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Speaker 3: I mean we I'm on a mission right now to

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Speaker 3: You know, I hear whoever like you hear me, like

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Speaker 5: You know, dances.

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Speaker 6: Absolutely, I feel like God sent me a man after

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Speaker 3: it ain't of him, and if I ain't, if we

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00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:03,680
Speaker 3: ain't doing what we need to do, I don't want you.

441
00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:05,520
Speaker 2: I don't care how much money you got. I don't

442
00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:06,960
Speaker 2: care if you got the U and the chain on.

443
00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:09,520
Speaker 3: I don't care if the diebols is to the ground,

444
00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:11,119
Speaker 3: I don't care if the tims is flapping.

445
00:18:11,920 --> 00:18:12,480
Speaker 2: I don't want it.

446
00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:20,359
Speaker 5: So what's the most important chapter?

447
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:23,119
Speaker 1: Of course, each chapter leads you to the person that

448
00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:24,919
Speaker 1: you feel that people should be here that you are.

449
00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:26,440
Speaker 1: What's the most important chapter to you?

450
00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:28,000
Speaker 2: The most?

451
00:18:28,080 --> 00:18:29,960
Speaker 1: If you wanted one person to say, I wanted you

452
00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:32,359
Speaker 1: to read this one chapter because I think this chapter

453
00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:33,359
Speaker 1: is whatever.

454
00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:37,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love you, I love you, And because we

455
00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:40,680
Speaker 3: don't hear that enough. Yeah the household I grew up in,

456
00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:42,640
Speaker 3: my mother said it, but my dad was very slim

457
00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:47,080
Speaker 3: to none, you know, Caribbean man, very hard, very like straightforward.

458
00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:49,560
Speaker 2: You don't hear it as much, and then when you do,

459
00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,080
Speaker 2: it's like I have to say it, all right, Dad,

460
00:18:52,119 --> 00:18:53,600
Speaker 2: did you hear me? I said I love you. I

461
00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:57,120
Speaker 2: love you too. My father showed he loved us for sure,

462
00:18:57,480 --> 00:18:58,639
Speaker 2: but it wasn't like I want you.

463
00:18:58,760 --> 00:19:02,080
Speaker 3: I want you to tell me that because the trips

464
00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,280
Speaker 3: and the gifts and the Christmas stuff and the back

465
00:19:04,320 --> 00:19:05,359
Speaker 3: to school clothes, that's school.

466
00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:07,280
Speaker 2: But I need to tell you who I fell in

467
00:19:07,359 --> 00:19:08,920
Speaker 2: love with and they broke my heart. You know, I

468
00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:10,800
Speaker 2: need you to understand like that.

469
00:19:10,880 --> 00:19:12,480
Speaker 3: I'm hurting right now and I don't need to call

470
00:19:12,920 --> 00:19:15,320
Speaker 3: my mentors in the industry to ask for advice. I

471
00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:18,520
Speaker 3: want to call you first. So I love You is

472
00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:21,040
Speaker 3: my favorite day of the book. I don't know what

473
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:23,840
Speaker 3: day that is, but that's one of them. More because

474
00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:24,280
Speaker 3: we don't hear it.

475
00:19:24,359 --> 00:19:24,960
Speaker 2: I didn't hear it.

476
00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:26,520
Speaker 1: How was that change you as a person? Do you

477
00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:28,760
Speaker 1: say I love you to everybody now? Because you missed that.

478
00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:30,040
Speaker 1: You didn't get that like you wanted.

479
00:19:31,240 --> 00:19:32,760
Speaker 3: I do say I love you to a lot of people,

480
00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:35,320
Speaker 3: but I also I think my heart is warm to people.

481
00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:39,600
Speaker 3: It's like more open because my father was very closed. Yeah,

482
00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:42,120
Speaker 3: Like again, it was just all about making sure you're

483
00:19:42,240 --> 00:19:44,879
Speaker 3: dependent your this. You become a lawyer, you become a realist.

484
00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:46,639
Speaker 3: He didn't care about the comedy. He was just like

485
00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:49,040
Speaker 3: that ain't gonna be like whatever until I showed him

486
00:19:49,080 --> 00:19:50,840
Speaker 3: that I could turn funey into money. And so I

487
00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:52,520
Speaker 3: showed him that I could do these things about my

488
00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:55,520
Speaker 3: first home and help the family, you know, as much

489
00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:58,359
Speaker 3: as I can. But I love you was not he

490
00:19:58,440 --> 00:19:59,600
Speaker 3: didn't say that as much.

491
00:20:00,119 --> 00:20:02,480
Speaker 2: Is the relationship with your dad. Now we're good.

492
00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:04,480
Speaker 3: We locked in, like that's my daddy, like you know,

493
00:20:04,600 --> 00:20:07,320
Speaker 3: but it's just like being a Caribbean. He's everything's hard.

494
00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:10,160
Speaker 3: Like it's just like all right, books, make sure you're

495
00:20:10,160 --> 00:20:12,280
Speaker 3: in there, make sure you become who you're supposed to be.

496
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:14,440
Speaker 2: Don't do this, don't do that. But like me, my desk,

497
00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,400
Speaker 2: like my best friend had those talks. I did him.

498
00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:18,640
Speaker 2: We had a moment one.

499
00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:20,560
Speaker 3: Day in Miami and we was back and forth and

500
00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,280
Speaker 3: like I was like in his space and like you

501
00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:24,720
Speaker 3: need to respect da da da.

502
00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:26,959
Speaker 2: So he texts me and my dad and my dad

503
00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:28,040
Speaker 2: don't even know. I don't even know how you know

504
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:29,640
Speaker 2: how to text. I was like, is my little brother

505
00:20:29,720 --> 00:20:31,080
Speaker 2: doing this for you? Or this is from your heart

506
00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:33,320
Speaker 2: and he was like, we just have to work on communication.

507
00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:36,240
Speaker 3: That's the first time he understood my side and I

508
00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:37,680
Speaker 3: understood his side, you know.

509
00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:40,080
Speaker 5: So, yeah, how did you pick who you wanted to

510
00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:41,960
Speaker 5: do your help with devotionals?

511
00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,639
Speaker 4: Talk to me like it says you know, it's you

512
00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:47,760
Speaker 4: have friends and mentors in the book like Shaq, Easter,

513
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:51,320
Speaker 4: Ray Doll, Tiffany just myself, Like how did you pick

514
00:20:51,359 --> 00:20:51,960
Speaker 4: who you wanted to.

515
00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:54,760
Speaker 2: I'm the impact that you guys put on my life.

516
00:20:54,800 --> 00:20:59,040
Speaker 3: I mean before like I knew a rap shit was,

517
00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:00,960
Speaker 3: Charlotte was just like, yoh, this show would be great

518
00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,600
Speaker 3: for you. You know, the advice that I've gotten over

519
00:21:03,640 --> 00:21:06,000
Speaker 3: the years from him, like keep going. You know, I

520
00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:08,959
Speaker 3: textrall around like you love you, keep going, you two

521
00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:12,520
Speaker 3: v keep striving. It's just the impact Jess. I watched

522
00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:15,360
Speaker 3: her growth. I'm inspired by her walk again, Like I said,

523
00:21:15,359 --> 00:21:17,520
Speaker 3: I can't do what she does. I think is inspiring

524
00:21:17,560 --> 00:21:20,040
Speaker 3: to me. Issa, you know, taking a chance on me

525
00:21:20,119 --> 00:21:22,000
Speaker 3: to be a part of her show and still speaking

526
00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:24,040
Speaker 3: to me after the fact, like checking up on me,

527
00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:26,280
Speaker 3: and you know she was gonna be one of my monerators,

528
00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:27,239
Speaker 3: you know, for the book too.

529
00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:29,160
Speaker 2: But her schedulings for people feel what I'm saying.

530
00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,200
Speaker 3: People who to come out, they way to do things

531
00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:33,520
Speaker 3: like this is a pinch me moment for me. You know,

532
00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:35,520
Speaker 3: I don't take this for granted. Like everything to me

533
00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:36,920
Speaker 3: is like pure and genuine.

534
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:39,280
Speaker 2: I love it. And Shack forgive me the best advice.

535
00:21:39,359 --> 00:21:41,800
Speaker 3: Every time I will respond in the blogs, Shack will

536
00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:43,960
Speaker 3: hit me like literally two minutes after, you know, I

537
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,400
Speaker 3: how to call you, like yo, tell Shan to walk

538
00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:45,679
Speaker 3: me up.

539
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:50,320
Speaker 2: So I think for me, it's more of like him,

540
00:21:50,320 --> 00:21:52,440
Speaker 2: give me the best advice. Don't respond. You're a queen.

541
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:54,159
Speaker 3: You don't come off your throne for them people. And

542
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 3: I didn't understand because I want to explain so much

543
00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:58,320
Speaker 3: and he's like, na, we're not doing that, and do

544
00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:00,960
Speaker 3: vall like that's just my dog. Kiara's Share helped me

545
00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:03,520
Speaker 3: when I was in you know, in my head during COVID.

546
00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:07,680
Speaker 3: She her she gave me her aunt's counselor you know, therapist,

547
00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:09,000
Speaker 3: so I could talk to her. So shout out to

548
00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 3: Kiya's Share, like I was really in a bad place

549
00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 3: in twenty twenty, and she was just like, you know,

550
00:22:13,359 --> 00:22:16,679
Speaker 3: look at the Bible. Everybody in there had committed suicide

551
00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:19,640
Speaker 3: overthinking you had this in the Bible like this, You're

552
00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:21,600
Speaker 3: not the only one walking through this space. V like,

553
00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:22,960
Speaker 3: keep your head up and I'm gonna give you my

554
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,000
Speaker 3: auntie's counselor so you could talk to him because I

555
00:22:25,119 --> 00:22:26,680
Speaker 3: was afraid of it, Like I was like, I'm a

556
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:28,680
Speaker 3: church girl, like all you gotta do is pray and dad,

557
00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:29,440
Speaker 3: you'll be all right.

558
00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:31,399
Speaker 2: But no, you actually need somebody. I'm talking about you.

559
00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:32,280
Speaker 5: We'll put you in that space.

560
00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:35,080
Speaker 2: In twenty twenty, just the COVID.

561
00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:37,800
Speaker 3: You know, and I had COVID, and COVID hit me mentally,

562
00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:39,639
Speaker 3: it didn't hit me physically. I was just in my

563
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:43,000
Speaker 3: head a lot the brain fog, overthinking stuff like just

564
00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:45,159
Speaker 3: doing the most. And I kept calling mom, I think

565
00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:46,960
Speaker 3: I need to go talk to somebody, and she was

566
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:47,760
Speaker 3: like it's COVID.

567
00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:48,400
Speaker 2: Like it was bad.

568
00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:50,680
Speaker 3: Twenty twenty was bad. Everyone was passing or at that time,

569
00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:52,840
Speaker 3: and I just didn't know how. I didn't know how

570
00:22:52,880 --> 00:22:53,760
Speaker 3: to center myself.

571
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:56,240
Speaker 2: And I think in that season is like getting your word,

572
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:58,560
Speaker 2: like God's pulling on you with some things. He wants

573
00:22:58,560 --> 00:22:59,880
Speaker 2: to talk to you spiritually.

574
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,440
Speaker 3: And that's when I reached out to Kiki, and she

575
00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:03,879
Speaker 3: was just like, you know, I'm gonna tell you right

576
00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:06,320
Speaker 3: now to keep going, but you know this is gonna happen,

577
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:08,240
Speaker 3: but get in your word and I'm gonna give you

578
00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:10,159
Speaker 3: my my auntie, you know, counsel so you could talk

579
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:11,920
Speaker 3: to her. So everyone plays a part of my life,

580
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,960
Speaker 3: even the Victoria t she you know, Tech Campbell, like

581
00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:17,800
Speaker 3: just everybody in here, so be small like everyone's in

582
00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:18,200
Speaker 3: this book.

583
00:23:18,359 --> 00:23:19,959
Speaker 5: Were you sad got canceled?

584
00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:22,080
Speaker 2: I was. I was like, yo, so you good. You

585
00:23:22,119 --> 00:23:23,399
Speaker 2: got something else I could be a part of. Like

586
00:23:26,440 --> 00:23:32,800
Speaker 2: like I'm sorry to hear that, but what's going on? Yo?

587
00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:34,679
Speaker 3: He's say, like you know, it was one of those moments,

588
00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,920
Speaker 3: but you know I respected she just you know, I

589
00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:37,639
Speaker 3: got the email.

590
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,000
Speaker 2: I spoke to her and you know, on to the

591
00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:41,040
Speaker 2: next thing. She's a genius.

592
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:42,800
Speaker 5: She didn't come up with how did that call? She

593
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,280
Speaker 5: called you personally to let you know what it was

594
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:45,960
Speaker 5: a text.

595
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:46,720
Speaker 2: You know, it was a text.

596
00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,600
Speaker 3: And I was like, thank you so much, you know,

597
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:51,040
Speaker 3: for you know, allowing me to be Dasia and you

598
00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:52,680
Speaker 3: know all that good stuff. And she was like, for sure,

599
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 3: keep going and like, you know, it was very intimate

600
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 3: and then you know, I seen it doing the emails

601
00:23:58,040 --> 00:23:59,000
Speaker 3: and stuff, so yeah, but.

602
00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,680
Speaker 2: He's always coming up with yeah. But I was like, yo, sorry,

603
00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:05,880
Speaker 2: that was going on. What's the next joint? You know next?

604
00:24:06,080 --> 00:24:08,480
Speaker 3: Because she probably too like sorry, we got to keep moving.

605
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:10,919
Speaker 3: She probably in her mind like we don't insecure, we're

606
00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:12,440
Speaker 3: done with this. Now to the next, and now she

607
00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:12,960
Speaker 3: has a movie.

608
00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:18,000
Speaker 5: Movie can keep popping amazing, like forty million dollars what

609
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:18,360
Speaker 5: I'm saying.

610
00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:20,680
Speaker 6: We were supposed to have a show, remember me, You

611
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:22,760
Speaker 6: and b were supposed to do a show and nign.

612
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,720
Speaker 2: My god, I know it was. It was Excuse me,

613
00:24:27,359 --> 00:24:30,359
Speaker 2: I did not mess it out with Nick. Yeah, it was.

614
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,359
Speaker 2: It was fired. Man, it was through with that. It

615
00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:37,280
Speaker 2: was gonna be we even shot. You know, it's so crazy.

616
00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:39,960
Speaker 3: You was in a season where this was happening. Yeah,

617
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:41,560
Speaker 3: so we were trying to figure out how you was

618
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:42,320
Speaker 3: even gonna.

619
00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:43,440
Speaker 2: Make that work. I would have figured it out and

620
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:45,760
Speaker 2: we moved on. We would have figured it out because

621
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 2: I could those four four episodes yeap out like we

622
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:52,040
Speaker 2: would like that's late. It's not too late.

623
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:56,159
Speaker 3: I mean it's just like nig like ten shows and

624
00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:57,119
Speaker 3: it got going on.

625
00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:00,199
Speaker 6: It shows the show I don't know it got it's

626
00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:03,560
Speaker 6: just never just never took off, like it even got

627
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,480
Speaker 6: close to I know, it even got close to like

628
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 6: like contracts, like we we had shot the what we

629
00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:13,399
Speaker 6: said pilot.

630
00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:15,199
Speaker 2: We had shot the pilot, had a couple of episodes

631
00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:18,440
Speaker 2: in the can like good, good energy, me B and

632
00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:20,960
Speaker 2: V like it was. It was great. Then we just

633
00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:24,800
Speaker 2: couldn't figure out in your corner over there that production

634
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:33,119
Speaker 2: that can do it. Yeah, turned some stuff.

635
00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 5: I'm sure Nick probably on the rights to it.

636
00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:39,040
Speaker 2: No, we don't have to do the name. It was hilarious. Yeah,

637
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:39,240
Speaker 2: that's what.

638
00:25:39,320 --> 00:25:41,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, the name of it was pretty hilarious. It was

639
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:42,840
Speaker 6: a clip shoulder right, it was a clip show. But

640
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:44,600
Speaker 6: we can change we could change the concept.

641
00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:47,200
Speaker 5: I mean, we're doing movies. We're doing movies.

642
00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:49,840
Speaker 2: Who's we? What you mean who's we? I'm saying, no,

643
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:50,840
Speaker 2: you're doing movies.

644
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:54,320
Speaker 5: Okay, Jesus.

645
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, so shout out to man. Yeah.

646
00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I actually auditioned for that movie too, I said, Yo,

647
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:01,560
Speaker 3: with the part that you auditioned.

648
00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:03,400
Speaker 2: For days Okay, yeah I did.

649
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:04,879
Speaker 3: I didn't know that was that you know that we

650
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,480
Speaker 3: were telling you. Yeah, but I definitely audition for that,

651
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:07,960
Speaker 3: which was good.

652
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:10,120
Speaker 2: You know, I try to, you know, slip and slip,

653
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,080
Speaker 2: and they're like, nah with the talent that you know,

654
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:13,680
Speaker 2: Like yo, let me ask you this.

655
00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,639
Speaker 6: When you audition for roles and you don't get it,

656
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:18,000
Speaker 6: do you do you still watch it when it come out?

657
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:18,359
Speaker 6: I did.

658
00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 2: I don't know. It took me so long to watch

659
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,480
Speaker 2: Queen and Slim because I was supposed to be Queen.

660
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:28,879
Speaker 2: And then my brother was like, why are you an

661
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:29,640
Speaker 2: audition for Slim?

662
00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:33,480
Speaker 6: First of all, don't ever play with me.

663
00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:35,800
Speaker 2: I mean I could play both, you know, but don't

664
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:36,480
Speaker 2: ever play with me.

665
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:38,920
Speaker 6: But I be mad when I get stuff so that

666
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:41,480
Speaker 6: I feel like I hate watch it or whatever, y'all.

667
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 3: You know.

668
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:44,440
Speaker 2: I actually watched it and it was fire you of

669
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 2: course you know.

670
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 3: But I didn't do I wasn't I didn't go in

671
00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 3: doing scissors Kiki's roll. It was somebody another role. You know.

672
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 3: Sometimes they add in and take it out and fix

673
00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:55,639
Speaker 3: up some things. But DESI was in there that I

674
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:59,400
Speaker 3: was great to see. And the people in the buildings again,

675
00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:01,400
Speaker 3: like I said, that's I chose because she's just so supportive.

676
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:04,439
Speaker 3: So thank you for setting that up in that connection, Charlotte,

677
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:07,440
Speaker 3: because like Issa is like, she's just a sweetheart and

678
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,920
Speaker 3: I just respect her in the business. And I'm sad

679
00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:12,280
Speaker 3: rap shit gone though because I was fired.

680
00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:15,680
Speaker 5: There'll be plenty more. Yeah, what you're doing now, Yeah,

681
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:17,159
Speaker 5: pretty victory.

682
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:21,360
Speaker 4: And what's so funny about this book is it may

683
00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:24,280
Speaker 4: not make sense to people now, but as you continue

684
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:26,520
Speaker 4: to grow in this business and people get to really

685
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:27,480
Speaker 4: know you, they don't understand.

686
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:29,560
Speaker 5: Oh, this makes all the sense of the work because

687
00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:31,359
Speaker 5: for us, we know this like this would we do

688
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 5: all day and every day.

689
00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:35,280
Speaker 3: And that's what Nick said when we was in l A.

690
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 3: Nicholas is like, we you know, we're promoting the wild

691
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,119
Speaker 3: out that stuff, and he was like, the ticket sales

692
00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:43,440
Speaker 3: may not be good, but one thing we gonna known.

693
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:48,280
Speaker 2: Read that no matter no matter what. But I'm extremely

694
00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:50,800
Speaker 2: proud of you, said even you show cured.

695
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,120
Speaker 3: Look at that little fat It's just so yeah, I'm

696
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:57,400
Speaker 3: so excited about it, I really am. And again it's

697
00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,159
Speaker 3: it's for the men as well, you know, so I

698
00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:02,399
Speaker 3: speak about you know, who are you king? You know

699
00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:05,160
Speaker 3: I speak about you know, I love you King. Everything's

700
00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,159
Speaker 3: in here just for this my brothers as well, so

701
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,080
Speaker 3: y'all could tap into It's not just for the women.

702
00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:11,520
Speaker 3: People just think like, you know, oh she's talking about No,

703
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:13,600
Speaker 3: I'm actually giving y all your flowers as well too,

704
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:14,399
Speaker 3: because y'all deserve it.

705
00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 5: Let's end on this. You say, if you're starving, you'll

706
00:28:16,560 --> 00:28:17,080
Speaker 5: eat anything.

707
00:28:17,280 --> 00:28:21,720
Speaker 3: Oh Lord, if you're starving, you will eat anything. It's

708
00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:23,320
Speaker 3: just it's just plain and simple.

709
00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:23,680
Speaker 5: You know.

710
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,199
Speaker 2: Again, you gotta wait and be patient.

711
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,680
Speaker 3: Like like I just said, if the opportunity come for

712
00:28:29,840 --> 00:28:32,920
Speaker 3: me to do something that's off brand and I want it,

713
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 3: and I feel like I'm not doing anything at the moment,

714
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 3: and I feel like I need the money, or if

715
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:38,560
Speaker 3: I feel like I want to be at a a

716
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:41,120
Speaker 3: place just to show the people I'm working, I'll do anything.

717
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,840
Speaker 3: Down the line, it starts tending things and tending to

718
00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:46,720
Speaker 3: brand and making you look crazy when you should just wait,

719
00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:49,800
Speaker 3: be patient in the scenes and just wait.

720
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:51,080
Speaker 2: That's the thing.

721
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,600
Speaker 3: Like, opportunities have come to me to do certain things

722
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:56,680
Speaker 3: and I've said no, no, no, But if and I

723
00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:58,680
Speaker 3: know I needed the money, I know I needed to

724
00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:00,280
Speaker 3: do certain things. I know I wanted to put it

725
00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:03,040
Speaker 3: towards a share on show or just my craft. But

726
00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:05,160
Speaker 3: if I would have said yes, I'm just doing anything,

727
00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:07,640
Speaker 3: just to do it. I'm not waiting on the process.

728
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 2: That's what I just said. And I think day two

729
00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:13,320
Speaker 2: there's a process before the promise. And the thing about

730
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:15,760
Speaker 2: it is we'll just go through. Try to go straight

731
00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 2: through that promise. And it ain't doing nothing.

732
00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:20,160
Speaker 3: It's just you just did it just because to seem

733
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 3: to show your fans and your followers that you moving

734
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:23,720
Speaker 3: and you working.

735
00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:27,200
Speaker 2: I'm out here, but they got you doing all these roles.

736
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,400
Speaker 3: I remember a producer hit me out there and say, yo,

737
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 3: I want you to be a stud and be like

738
00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:33,280
Speaker 3: a lesbian stud in one of my movies.

739
00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:35,360
Speaker 2: And and I was like you straight, like I don't

740
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:36,600
Speaker 2: want to do that, bigger.

741
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 3: Than that, like you know, like no shade, like I

742
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:42,520
Speaker 3: don't want to put like give them out like y'all straight, like.

743
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,239
Speaker 2: I'm good, Like I don't want to do that. Did

744
00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:54,560
Speaker 2: you tell them I would do that? You want to

745
00:29:54,600 --> 00:30:04,160
Speaker 2: do this? I want to be a you study on

746
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:10,800
Speaker 2: the like lesbian, she a little a little let she.

747
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:12,160
Speaker 5: Like wife beat on.

748
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 2: I'm like, I don't want to do but I didn't.

749
00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:19,440
Speaker 2: But I didn't want to.

750
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:23,000
Speaker 5: I don't.

751
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:24,920
Speaker 3: I don't see them picking their hair with the afro.

752
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,720
Speaker 3: I don't see the wife beat on, you know, with

753
00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:29,880
Speaker 3: the stomach, and I'm a lesbian.

754
00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:30,800
Speaker 4: I didn't want to do that.

755
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:32,120
Speaker 2: No, I didn't want to do that.

756
00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 3: And that's just not me that that don't match, you know,

757
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:37,440
Speaker 3: but that doesn't match where I'm just trying to go

758
00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 3: there no shade, you know. But at the end of

759
00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:42,360
Speaker 3: the day, if I would have said yes and then

760
00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 3: down the line, if somebody was trying to see my

761
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,680
Speaker 3: my reels and see certain things and whatever the case

762
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:49,240
Speaker 3: would be, if it was raunchy or whatever.

763
00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:51,080
Speaker 2: I don't know who the people was. It was just like,

764
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:53,160
Speaker 2: it's a note for me. So if you know, if

765
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 2: you're starving anything, you're not waiting on your process. You're

766
00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:57,000
Speaker 2: not you.

767
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:00,120
Speaker 5: Know, sixty.

768
00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 2: Anything.

769
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 3: I didn't just wait to basically just wait, just wait

770
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:09,760
Speaker 3: for when it's the right time, when God say.

771
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,400
Speaker 2: Movie, I ain't trying to eat another girl.

772
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:15,480
Speaker 5: I don't want to do that, you know.

773
00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:16,680
Speaker 2: I don't want to have a pick in my hair.

774
00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:17,640
Speaker 2: Find me something else.

775
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 3: Get down in the rolls, you know, like get down

776
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:24,720
Speaker 3: in the rolls, get get shovel up some things.

777
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:27,920
Speaker 1: Well, the book is out now, the Pretty Victory, and

778
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:29,600
Speaker 1: I think it's only right we leave with a prayer.

779
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, a pretty prayer. That's cool. What a pretty prayer?

780
00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 2: Is it like a long prayer? Are we getting got pressed?

781
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:42,959
Speaker 2: So it's something you go period or the other presses.

782
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,720
Speaker 3: So, Father God, we just thank you so much for today, LogD.

783
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:49,200
Speaker 3: We think you that you are so worthy. We just

784
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:50,640
Speaker 3: think you that you are so massive. We thank you

785
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 3: that you are so powerful. Lottle God, Other God.

786
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:53,960
Speaker 2: I want to say, thank you so much for what

787
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:55,480
Speaker 2: you're doing and what you're about to do. Little God.

788
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 3: In these last and evil days, Lo God. They're seeing

789
00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 3: in the unseen, the hurd and the unheard. Little God, God,

790
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:00,840
Speaker 3: we thank you for all the doors that you're opening,

791
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 3: but all the doors that you are closing. Lot God,

792
00:32:02,480 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 3: I thank you for every soul who's around this table.

793
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,280
Speaker 3: Loot God, jes Lo God, keep her in perfect peace,

794
00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:07,760
Speaker 3: log God. Let us know that she's seen, Lo God.

795
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:09,680
Speaker 3: Let us know that she's heard, Lo God, every crid

796
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:11,160
Speaker 3: that she's cried. Lo God, I ask that you hear

797
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:13,040
Speaker 3: her touchdown on her heart, Lo God, purge her into

798
00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 3: her greatness.

799
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:13,880
Speaker 2: Lo God.

800
00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:15,440
Speaker 3: Is so much things that she wants to do, Lo

801
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 3: God in this season, Lo God, so give it to her.

802
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:18,520
Speaker 3: Lot God, give her the witty inventions.

803
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 2: Lo God to do it.

804
00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:19,600
Speaker 3: Lo God.

805
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 2: Let's h envy Lortle God. Keep him going, Lo God,

806
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,960
Speaker 2: allow to be the best father he knows how to be.

807
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:24,320
Speaker 2: Log God.

808
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:25,959
Speaker 3: Let him quite the noise, Lo God. Whatever he may

809
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:27,240
Speaker 3: be dealing with that we may not know in his

810
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:29,320
Speaker 3: secret place, Lo God. We just ask that you cover

811
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:31,320
Speaker 3: him under the blood Lo God, his kids, Lo God,

812
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:34,480
Speaker 3: Father God, do around a protection over his kids. Look

813
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:37,080
Speaker 3: got even his wife, Lo God, many opportunities, Lo God

814
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:39,320
Speaker 3: will fall with his family. Lott God, bless Arloah, Loo God.

815
00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 3: Keep him in perfect peace, O God. Anxiety, anything that

816
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,080
Speaker 3: he may be thinking about, overthinking, Lo God, anything that

817
00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 3: he may be feeling like on the days that he

818
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,400
Speaker 3: may not express, Lo God.

819
00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:47,920
Speaker 2: Other God.

820
00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 3: We just want to say thank you, Lor God. Keep

821
00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:51,200
Speaker 3: him Lo God, Other God. We just asked that you

822
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,960
Speaker 3: cattleput Charlemagne's career Lo God to higher heights. Tho God,

823
00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:56,000
Speaker 3: It's never too late, Lo God, to do it, Lo God,

824
00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:58,040
Speaker 3: Father God. Whatever he's writing down in his journal, Lo God,

825
00:32:58,080 --> 00:32:59,920
Speaker 3: whatever he's thinking about, Lo God, him and his wife

826
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:00,760
Speaker 3: shall do Lo God.

827
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 2: Even his kids will eat off of those benefits.

828
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:04,760
Speaker 3: Lo God and Father got the generations to come and

829
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,520
Speaker 3: to come, and every soul that's a part of Breakfast

830
00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 3: Club's team. Lot God bless them now and forevermore in

831
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:09,800
Speaker 3: Jesus Mighty name.

832
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:14,360
Speaker 2: Amen, Amen, Amen, How intentional she is when she prayed,

833
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:15,160
Speaker 2: Yes right.

834
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:16,120
Speaker 5: It's pretty right.

835
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,000
Speaker 2: They're pretty pretty victory.

836
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 5: It's the Breakfast Club. Good morning, Wake that ass up

837
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:23,480
Speaker 5: Earth in the morning. The Breakfast Club