1 00:00:00,520 --> 00:00:02,360 Speaker 1: Let's just start this podcast off and jumping to the 2 00:00:02,400 --> 00:00:02,800 Speaker 1: fun ship. 3 00:00:04,559 --> 00:00:07,400 Speaker 2: Yo, bitch, I'm heading back. 4 00:00:07,240 --> 00:00:10,160 Speaker 3: To the hell, Bets. 5 00:00:10,240 --> 00:00:11,160 Speaker 2: I'm heading back to that. 6 00:00:11,280 --> 00:00:13,840 Speaker 4: It only kicking with my brother and Nil mits me 7 00:00:13,920 --> 00:00:15,160 Speaker 4: smoking business bluff. 8 00:00:15,320 --> 00:00:17,920 Speaker 2: Why are you smoking skinny skills? Bets. I'm hit him 9 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:19,040 Speaker 2: back to the only. 10 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:21,560 Speaker 1: Kicking with my cousin, Nil. I'm smoking bubble. 11 00:00:22,280 --> 00:00:24,279 Speaker 2: It's smoking purple purple. 12 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:30,200 Speaker 5: I've been so excited to record this podcast all day. 13 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:36,400 Speaker 5: I took a fucking shower, I brushed my teeth before. Yeah, 14 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:36,919 Speaker 5: into it. 15 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:40,640 Speaker 1: All right, this is a Jiggins and Jones podcast. My friends, 16 00:00:40,680 --> 00:00:44,599 Speaker 1: you feel me? Jakins and Jones fuck niggas. All right, 17 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:48,920 Speaker 1: we are talking. I am the Jethro Jenkins. 18 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:53,159 Speaker 3: And my friend here, I am Dragonfly Joes. 19 00:00:53,400 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 1: And our other friend. I'm Mike, Michael Michael going. I 20 00:01:03,040 --> 00:01:05,200 Speaker 1: can't believe I called you Bichael. Bro. I still kind 21 00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 1: of sick over that bro. That's Micall. 22 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:08,520 Speaker 5: Who the fuck? 23 00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:11,000 Speaker 1: Did I think I was bro? Anyway? 24 00:01:11,360 --> 00:01:11,560 Speaker 6: Yeah? 25 00:01:11,640 --> 00:01:11,920 Speaker 3: I was? 26 00:01:12,400 --> 00:01:16,360 Speaker 1: Fuck me anyway. Music is in a description. Subscribe to 27 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:19,120 Speaker 1: iTunes falls on Twitter lea. If you don't fuck with 28 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:22,959 Speaker 1: his fuck with us? Both were good? Right? Cool? So 29 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:31,959 Speaker 1: Nike and and Maga losing their ship. So Cap is 30 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:34,160 Speaker 1: the face of Nike's thirty thirty that a version camp. 31 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:37,640 Speaker 1: But it's not even just him, it's Lebron. Lebron's part 32 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:40,320 Speaker 1: of it, Serena O'Dell. I think she's King Griffin too, 33 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:47,720 Speaker 1: right anyway, But people are mad about Cap being the 34 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:51,680 Speaker 1: face of Nike, and there is white rage going on 35 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:54,840 Speaker 1: all through middle of America. 36 00:01:56,040 --> 00:01:59,120 Speaker 3: Dude, fires glow. 37 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:05,520 Speaker 1: Or fire burning, busted sneakers going on all through this nation. 38 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:16,040 Speaker 1: All right, Coles is losing business. Ross's bodygult bankrupt. Butter 39 00:02:16,160 --> 00:02:20,880 Speaker 1: knives are being used to cut shoes. Dog, what the fuck? Bro? 40 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:24,760 Speaker 6: The CEO of Big Fire was for sure like no, 41 00:02:24,760 --> 00:02:28,400 Speaker 6: no Labor Day sale. 42 00:02:27,880 --> 00:02:31,239 Speaker 1: Dog, Like, dude, where do you okay? Bro? This the 43 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:35,080 Speaker 1: one dude that had like he had He burned his 44 00:02:35,800 --> 00:02:40,280 Speaker 1: one green shirt. He had a fucking shirt, all right, 45 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,640 Speaker 1: and a fucking smoker or some shit. Bro, all right 46 00:02:44,240 --> 00:02:48,480 Speaker 1: talking about he holtes Nike goes, Nike stock drops. Bitch, 47 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:54,480 Speaker 1: you got twelve dollars worth of shit, nigga the nigga. 48 00:02:54,680 --> 00:02:57,000 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Literally, Bro, I could go 49 00:02:57,120 --> 00:03:00,440 Speaker 1: buy a pair of tights and triple what you spend 50 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:03,680 Speaker 1: in the next decade, bro, and fucking Nike, my nigga, 51 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:05,280 Speaker 1: get the fuck out of here. 52 00:03:05,360 --> 00:03:05,640 Speaker 5: Bro. 53 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:09,720 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, these dudies are weird, 54 00:03:10,040 --> 00:03:12,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, the fucking shock cutting. You 55 00:03:12,639 --> 00:03:16,359 Speaker 1: know you still have one Nikes right there isn't there 56 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 1: but the Nikes, Nigga. They still got the bag up 57 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:22,760 Speaker 1: out of you, right. You know that though, right, Nigga? 58 00:03:22,840 --> 00:03:28,440 Speaker 1: The fuck is so weird, bro, Like and and people 59 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:33,440 Speaker 1: are like, yo, just donate the ship. No, I don't 60 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:34,639 Speaker 1: want to help the veterans. 61 00:03:35,760 --> 00:03:36,480 Speaker 5: I don't want to help it. 62 00:03:36,880 --> 00:03:42,160 Speaker 1: I'm a burnt nobody should wear it, nigga. What about 63 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:43,040 Speaker 1: the people that need to fuck? 64 00:03:43,160 --> 00:03:43,360 Speaker 2: Heut? 65 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:50,480 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, Like domn it's so weird, brock. 66 00:03:48,760 --> 00:03:53,040 Speaker 3: Those homeless people. I need some likes, right, I mean. 67 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:54,400 Speaker 5: Dude, where are they getting these ships? 68 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 6: Bro? 69 00:03:55,320 --> 00:04:00,280 Speaker 5: Seriously you named it. It's that's the Coles Nike out 70 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 5: for sure. Bro. 71 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:04,080 Speaker 6: And in all honesty, I think if they were to 72 00:04:04,160 --> 00:04:08,119 Speaker 6: find out what actual Nike shit from a Nike store costs, 73 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:10,080 Speaker 6: they would probably shit themselves. 74 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:10,520 Speaker 5: Bro. 75 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:13,800 Speaker 1: They have the ship that your mom brings home and 76 00:04:13,840 --> 00:04:17,839 Speaker 1: you cry as a kid, you know what I mean? 77 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,159 Speaker 7: And then then they don't see what the big dealers 78 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:21,760 Speaker 7: because if they think they got you Nikes, but no, 79 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:24,720 Speaker 7: you ain't get me nikes, those nikes, but they ain't nikes. 80 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:28,440 Speaker 1: They made Nikes broke. 81 00:04:30,480 --> 00:04:33,160 Speaker 5: What is the funniest part of the whole thing. 82 00:04:33,440 --> 00:04:38,000 Speaker 6: Is it that they think that they're hurting Nike by 83 00:04:38,160 --> 00:04:43,840 Speaker 6: burning ship they already paid for, or is it that 84 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:47,440 Speaker 6: they're getting shamed, like they're so proud of themselves for 85 00:04:47,520 --> 00:04:49,800 Speaker 6: putting the video up and then like almost all of 86 00:04:49,839 --> 00:04:52,160 Speaker 6: those people have deleted their ship too, because they got 87 00:04:52,279 --> 00:04:54,240 Speaker 6: fucking roasted for. 88 00:04:55,040 --> 00:04:56,360 Speaker 5: Four hours straight. 89 00:04:56,920 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 6: But by the way, they're not getting roasted any harder 90 00:05:00,080 --> 00:05:02,640 Speaker 6: than if they just showed up at any high school 91 00:05:02,839 --> 00:05:06,599 Speaker 6: in any diverse area of America wearing this ship that 92 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:07,200 Speaker 6: they're burning. 93 00:05:07,720 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 1: They just did not know this existent, broy, You know 94 00:05:11,640 --> 00:05:14,640 Speaker 1: what I mean, They didn't know this level of shit talking. Dude. 95 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:17,560 Speaker 1: I was called a racist. I was called a racist, 96 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:22,440 Speaker 1: and I was excited. I'm like, yes, but this ship 97 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:25,320 Speaker 1: in my fucking vein, shoot it directly into my shit. 98 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:30,200 Speaker 1: The more that angrier you are, the happier I am. 99 00:05:30,279 --> 00:05:30,440 Speaker 5: Bro. 100 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:32,880 Speaker 1: The universe is showing me I'm on the right side 101 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:36,320 Speaker 1: of things. Right now, Bro, your unhappiness is my happenings. Bro, 102 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:38,159 Speaker 1: I don't even get like I used to get so 103 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:40,480 Speaker 1: mad about these idiots and how they think. Now I'm 104 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 1: just trying to troll the fuck out of them, Bro, 105 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 1: I just want to hurt the fucking feelings. 106 00:05:44,680 --> 00:05:44,840 Speaker 2: Bro. 107 00:05:45,080 --> 00:05:47,279 Speaker 1: Y'all are a dying breed anyway, Like this is a 108 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:48,839 Speaker 1: this is a this is a this is a this 109 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 1: is a future move for Nike. But this is this 110 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:52,080 Speaker 1: is a power move for the future for Nike. 111 00:05:52,200 --> 00:05:52,320 Speaker 5: Bro. 112 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:54,520 Speaker 1: You know what I mean. They might take a little 113 00:05:54,560 --> 00:05:57,880 Speaker 1: hit now. Maybe I think the stock dropped like three bucks. 114 00:05:57,880 --> 00:06:00,880 Speaker 6: I mean no, no, no, the stock dropped two percent, 115 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:03,760 Speaker 6: which is what the stock dropped at every sporting goods 116 00:06:03,839 --> 00:06:07,040 Speaker 6: manufacturer today with something to do with because it's right 117 00:06:07,080 --> 00:06:09,119 Speaker 6: after a labor day. But the stock dropped two percent, 118 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:11,200 Speaker 6: and Adidas and under Armour today as well. 119 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:13,160 Speaker 1: So it's one of the basic ebb and flows of 120 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:16,120 Speaker 1: the stock port It's got nothing to fucking do with anything, 121 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,640 Speaker 1: because the Nikes that they were selling to those people 122 00:06:19,640 --> 00:06:22,479 Speaker 1: that burn their nikes has got fuck all to do 123 00:06:22,520 --> 00:06:24,640 Speaker 1: with Nikes bottom line, and the fact that. 124 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:26,720 Speaker 5: They don't understand that is hilarious. 125 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,400 Speaker 1: To me, I think, I. 126 00:06:28,320 --> 00:06:31,120 Speaker 7: Mean that shit was so trash, like like, look all 127 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 7: that shit was weak as fuck. You know, you know 128 00:06:33,240 --> 00:06:35,479 Speaker 7: some shit is some trash when when you throw it 129 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,599 Speaker 7: in the fire and the fire like flames up, like. 130 00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:41,520 Speaker 5: It's like trying to burn a big map. 131 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:46,200 Speaker 3: That shit is literally dry and dusty. 132 00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:50,120 Speaker 7: Like, Bro, your speaker is the same consistency as a 133 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:53,640 Speaker 7: fucking tree limb. Bro, that's the way the fire responded 134 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:56,160 Speaker 7: to it. That's how dry and dusty shit is this. 135 00:06:56,279 --> 00:06:58,880 Speaker 6: They carved your fucking nikes out of balsa wood, dude, Like. 136 00:07:00,360 --> 00:07:04,840 Speaker 1: I'm like, I haven't seen some of these nikes like ever, bro, 137 00:07:05,560 --> 00:07:08,960 Speaker 1: Like I'm I'm serious like that. I mean, Nike has 138 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,400 Speaker 1: some shit going on that, like I have never witnessed, bro, 139 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:14,440 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like it seemed like someone 140 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:16,760 Speaker 1: of the Nike checks was so small and that ship 141 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:18,880 Speaker 1: it's like they were embarrassed to put the swoos show 142 00:07:18,920 --> 00:07:21,920 Speaker 1: on that motherfucker. Like you know what I mean, Like, 143 00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 1: where the fucking get some ship? Said Croger's Nigga fucking 144 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:28,040 Speaker 1: food Lion. I've never seen this ship. 145 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:28,320 Speaker 5: Bro. 146 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:30,560 Speaker 1: It's it's funny as hell. 147 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:30,760 Speaker 5: Bro. 148 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:33,920 Speaker 1: But like the dude, the dude a fucking sound man 149 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:35,880 Speaker 1: cut his socks. 150 00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:37,480 Speaker 5: Like that was the funniest one, bro. 151 00:07:37,800 --> 00:07:41,000 Speaker 1: Dude, like grab your at sharp ass Beatrice. You know 152 00:07:41,320 --> 00:07:44,440 Speaker 1: by the show these socialist something, you know what I mean? Like, dude, 153 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:47,000 Speaker 1: get the fuck out of here. Bro, you you really 154 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:49,080 Speaker 1: think Okay, first of all, you still have Nake socks 155 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:51,520 Speaker 1: on that we spoke about, right, but you really think 156 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:54,640 Speaker 1: like you're you're the spokesperson for Nike, like you're a 157 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:57,520 Speaker 1: fucking billboard, like somebody gives a fuck You're like somebody 158 00:07:57,560 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 1: looked at you, saw you with the pair of Nike 159 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:01,960 Speaker 1: swoos socks. I want and want to parent them themselves. 160 00:08:02,160 --> 00:08:04,200 Speaker 1: Fuck out of here, bro, you know what I mean. 161 00:08:04,200 --> 00:08:06,840 Speaker 1: Nobody's trying like, you're not help. You're not hurting Nike 162 00:08:06,920 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 1: at all. Nobody gives a fuck about y'all. Y'all nigga's 163 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:12,000 Speaker 1: gonna die. Dog, you know what I mean? Just take 164 00:08:12,040 --> 00:08:12,520 Speaker 1: this loss? 165 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:13,760 Speaker 5: Gee, you know what I mean? 166 00:08:13,920 --> 00:08:16,800 Speaker 1: Like, dog, nobody you're not You're not You weren't designing 167 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:18,760 Speaker 1: the future. Bro. You're not the future. Bro, You're the past, 168 00:08:18,880 --> 00:08:21,320 Speaker 1: and we're going away from this shit. He knows that 169 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:22,480 Speaker 1: as well. You know. 170 00:08:23,680 --> 00:08:28,040 Speaker 6: The funny, the funniest part of the whole ship to 171 00:08:28,120 --> 00:08:30,760 Speaker 6: me is like I don't. I have like a personal 172 00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:33,680 Speaker 6: philosophy about trying to not get ulcers, where like I 173 00:08:33,720 --> 00:08:36,040 Speaker 6: don't engage with people's bad faith arguments. 174 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:39,199 Speaker 5: So like I just didn't, So like I don't even 175 00:08:39,360 --> 00:08:39,800 Speaker 5: listen to it. 176 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:42,400 Speaker 6: When people say, like, oh, they're protesting the flag or something, 177 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:44,160 Speaker 6: it's like, you know, they're not protesting the flag. 178 00:08:44,280 --> 00:08:46,880 Speaker 5: They've said they're not protesting the flag. Cat was told 179 00:08:46,920 --> 00:08:48,920 Speaker 5: to kneel by a Green Beret. 180 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:52,760 Speaker 1: By who said, I think this would be more respectful 181 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:54,120 Speaker 1: than just sitting during the national anthem. 182 00:08:54,200 --> 00:08:57,120 Speaker 5: So like, really, what this boils down to throw the bad. 183 00:08:56,920 --> 00:08:59,640 Speaker 6: Faith arguments out the window is you are so mad 184 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:04,480 Speaker 6: that one NFL quarterback was upset about police brutality that 185 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:08,840 Speaker 6: you are lighting your own clothing on fire. That is 186 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:12,400 Speaker 6: how much you are sticking up for police brutality. 187 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:18,120 Speaker 1: Who paid for which are good American dollars? Hard? 188 00:09:18,200 --> 00:09:20,960 Speaker 5: I mean, dude, I gonna saying this. 189 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:23,280 Speaker 6: I was at the Nike factories, like I was at 190 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:25,280 Speaker 6: the Nike headquarters in the spring. 191 00:09:25,640 --> 00:09:27,439 Speaker 5: I didn't see any of that shit up there. Bro, 192 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:28,240 Speaker 5: you know what I mean? 193 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:31,320 Speaker 1: Because this is from two thousand and six. My nigga, 194 00:09:31,760 --> 00:09:33,320 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like the. 195 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:36,400 Speaker 6: Only embarrassment Nike might have about the whole thing is 196 00:09:36,440 --> 00:09:40,080 Speaker 6: they don't want people who buy real Nike stuff to 197 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:42,240 Speaker 6: know that they sell this low ranch shit. 198 00:09:43,559 --> 00:09:48,440 Speaker 1: Right right, that shit is so crazy, And like to 199 00:09:48,520 --> 00:09:52,680 Speaker 1: see the outrage and see the internet just in golf 200 00:09:52,720 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 1: their asses, it was beautiful, you know what I mean. 201 00:09:56,160 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 1: Like this one dude was like, it looks like this 202 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:00,680 Speaker 1: guy doesn't like white people, you know what I mean, 203 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:04,079 Speaker 1: like to me, and then a shit ton of white 204 00:10:04,080 --> 00:10:10,800 Speaker 1: people flamed his ass. Bro, I'm like, this is beautiful, 205 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:13,800 Speaker 1: my nigga. Like he never said that anywhere, bro, Like 206 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:15,680 Speaker 1: where do you where do you see racists at? Like 207 00:10:15,800 --> 00:10:18,840 Speaker 1: going at his ass? He was like great Britain, never 208 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:23,880 Speaker 1: like he was from London, some fucking weirdo. Great you 209 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:27,680 Speaker 1: know us in London, you know we've never had slavery. Bitch, 210 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:30,640 Speaker 1: shut the fuck up. And somebody posted who was there, 211 00:10:31,160 --> 00:10:34,320 Speaker 1: like slavey was abolished in eighteen thirty something were like 212 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:38,040 Speaker 1: posted like a monument that was celebrating the you know, 213 00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:41,000 Speaker 1: slavery being abolished, And like, nigga, you straight live, bro, 214 00:10:41,520 --> 00:10:43,640 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like you just making up 215 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:46,600 Speaker 1: shit y'all just making up shit, you know what I mean, 216 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 1: just just because one black man tried to stand up 217 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:51,679 Speaker 1: for what he said, you know, for what he believes, 218 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And like I said, dude, 219 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:57,280 Speaker 1: like the only other time, I mean, this has been 220 00:10:57,280 --> 00:10:59,079 Speaker 1: a great beef for me. I went to saw black clansmen, 221 00:10:59,080 --> 00:11:03,840 Speaker 1: I heard a lot of white people, and I wanted 222 00:11:03,840 --> 00:11:05,920 Speaker 1: to drink all the tears, you know what I mean. 223 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:08,200 Speaker 1: Like it was, it was, it was, and then this 224 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:09,200 Speaker 1: ship it was beautiful. 225 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:09,400 Speaker 5: Bro. 226 00:11:09,880 --> 00:11:13,440 Speaker 1: Like I'm I'm, I don't know, I'm I'm I'm I'm 227 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:14,240 Speaker 1: fool right now. 228 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:38,400 Speaker 4: See in the clouds, fucking low loud, ingle loud, the lady, 229 00:11:41,320 --> 00:11:44,480 Speaker 4: watch you stiming round? 230 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:46,280 Speaker 2: Bring you closer? 231 00:11:46,520 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 5: That guys. 232 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:55,040 Speaker 2: Saying other round, beet put your fee in sand, don't 233 00:11:55,120 --> 00:12:01,320 Speaker 2: you mean say out your head? Nothing in this. I'm 234 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:12,199 Speaker 2: feeling you forever. Maybe I want to I would you 235 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:15,240 Speaker 2: want to get? How would you get? In the contrave? 236 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:17,800 Speaker 2: But you maybe you can be my love? 237 00:12:21,040 --> 00:12:25,520 Speaker 1: So k and uh am did you hear about that ship? 238 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:27,280 Speaker 5: Na? 239 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:30,480 Speaker 3: I saw some sub lyrics floating around, but I didn't 240 00:12:30,520 --> 00:12:31,240 Speaker 3: hear this ship. 241 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:33,240 Speaker 1: Michael, you here, are you hip to? What's what happened 242 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 1: with him. 243 00:12:34,720 --> 00:12:37,400 Speaker 6: I listened to the new Eminem, but I and I 244 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:39,640 Speaker 6: saw lyrics like Tyler said for the. 245 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 5: MGK stuff, but I didn't hear whatever he put out. 246 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:45,040 Speaker 1: How do you feel about the new Eminem? 247 00:12:46,559 --> 00:12:46,679 Speaker 2: Uh? 248 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:50,440 Speaker 6: Probably sort of similar to what you said about uh 249 00:12:51,160 --> 00:12:53,400 Speaker 6: when jay Z put out four forty four, Like I 250 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 6: actually recognize a lot of stuff in the album that's 251 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:58,480 Speaker 6: like very good, but I'm just sort of like I 252 00:12:58,720 --> 00:13:01,280 Speaker 6: don't know at what moment in my life I'm gonna 253 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:05,640 Speaker 6: need a new Eminem album, you know what I mean. 254 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:10,199 Speaker 5: That's that's basically it. But like I definitely it was 255 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:10,920 Speaker 5: better than. 256 00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:12,800 Speaker 6: The last couple of albums he put out or whatever, 257 00:13:13,440 --> 00:13:15,160 Speaker 6: but I'll never listen to it again, you know what 258 00:13:15,240 --> 00:13:15,480 Speaker 6: I mean? 259 00:13:15,679 --> 00:13:18,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I've been hearing like mixed reviews. 260 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:20,880 Speaker 1: I just can't listen to a new Eminem album. 261 00:13:21,440 --> 00:13:25,000 Speaker 5: You know, I completely understand that, Like like it's. 262 00:13:24,920 --> 00:13:28,480 Speaker 1: Just like I just, you know, I think I've just 263 00:13:28,559 --> 00:13:30,920 Speaker 1: had enough, you know what I mean, I've had enough. 264 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:33,760 Speaker 1: I tried, like I think the album before the last one, 265 00:13:33,760 --> 00:13:35,360 Speaker 1: I was like, nah, you know, I just had that 266 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:37,439 Speaker 1: at a point where I just had enough. But like 267 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:41,439 Speaker 1: apparently he said something about MGK and like, this is 268 00:13:41,480 --> 00:13:43,400 Speaker 1: the first time I've heard in GK since south By, 269 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,000 Speaker 1: where I thought, like this is this is good? I 270 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:46,959 Speaker 1: like it, you know what I mean. I think the 271 00:13:47,040 --> 00:13:49,520 Speaker 1: best part of the eminem album dropping for me is 272 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:52,600 Speaker 1: hearing MGK again and like it. You know what I mean? 273 00:13:52,640 --> 00:13:55,240 Speaker 1: Because Tyler like, remember remember when we saw MGK reform 274 00:13:55,320 --> 00:13:56,360 Speaker 1: like in Southwest Southwest? 275 00:13:56,720 --> 00:13:59,199 Speaker 3: He killed that shit, Bro, Yeah, he killed that. I 276 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:00,880 Speaker 3: was like, Yo, this is about to be a star 277 00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:01,520 Speaker 3: I do. 278 00:14:02,080 --> 00:14:03,679 Speaker 1: I mean, I was absolutely wrong, but I felt the 279 00:14:03,679 --> 00:14:05,680 Speaker 1: exact same way I thought he was gonna. I mean, 280 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:08,360 Speaker 1: because Puffy was up, was there and he saw his moment. 281 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:10,719 Speaker 1: His motherfucker was hanging like twenty five feet in the 282 00:14:10,760 --> 00:14:13,720 Speaker 1: air from speakers upside down with nothing but his legs 283 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:17,559 Speaker 1: attached to the holding him up from the speaker like no, no, no, 284 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:20,240 Speaker 1: he climbed the shit. It was insane, Bro, he lost 285 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: his mind, I see, and Puffy like signed him like immediately, bro, 286 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:26,360 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like it was, it was. 287 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:28,200 Speaker 1: It was insane, like at the fade of forty was 288 00:14:28,240 --> 00:14:30,920 Speaker 1: the same. But like yeah, like I think that's the 289 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:33,880 Speaker 1: best thing that came from Kama Kazi. 290 00:14:33,720 --> 00:14:34,640 Speaker 5: And the name of it. 291 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:38,840 Speaker 1: Just I can't get that Kamakazi, you know what I mean? 292 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:42,600 Speaker 1: Like that's that, that's that nineteen ninety six shit, bro, 293 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 1: Like I don't need to be a part of that 294 00:14:45,240 --> 00:14:48,040 Speaker 1: at all, you know what I'm saying, Like what did 295 00:14:48,080 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 1: you see? 296 00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:51,360 Speaker 6: Like Vince Staple. The thing that's funny about it is 297 00:14:51,480 --> 00:14:54,840 Speaker 6: like it's sort of the same thing with actually. 298 00:14:54,680 --> 00:14:57,720 Speaker 5: Like weird Al where Like remember when Weird al first came. 299 00:14:57,760 --> 00:14:58,920 Speaker 6: I don't know if you ever listened to when we 300 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:00,760 Speaker 6: were kids or whatever, but like we used to actually 301 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:01,640 Speaker 6: get pissed off. 302 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:03,040 Speaker 5: When he would make fun of one of their songs. 303 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:08,280 Speaker 6: Like I remember Madonna was like fucking furious like that 304 00:15:08,400 --> 00:15:10,240 Speaker 6: weird how was like making fun of one of her songs. 305 00:15:10,280 --> 00:15:12,480 Speaker 6: And then now obviously if weird Aw makes fun of 306 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:15,760 Speaker 6: your song, people are like excited about it, And I 307 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:17,240 Speaker 6: feel like it's the same thing with Eminem. 308 00:15:17,280 --> 00:15:19,120 Speaker 5: It's like he put a whole album. 309 00:15:18,880 --> 00:15:23,080 Speaker 6: Out essentially like Begging for Beef with Somebody, and all 310 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:25,520 Speaker 6: of the younger generation are just like, oh shit, like 311 00:15:25,640 --> 00:15:29,920 Speaker 6: Eminem is making fun of me, excited about it, Like 312 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:34,400 Speaker 6: Vince Tables just like quoted it on his like he 313 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 6: just was like tweeting about it, like he was excited 314 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:37,600 Speaker 6: about it, you know what I mean. 315 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:40,160 Speaker 5: It's like for them it's like a vintage like a 316 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:42,200 Speaker 5: stamp of approval or something. You know what I mean. 317 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:45,280 Speaker 5: It's like it's not like no one's pissed off at 318 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:48,200 Speaker 5: him or whatever. I guess MGK, I mean MGK. 319 00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:51,000 Speaker 1: Even in the disc he was really like respectful, like 320 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,760 Speaker 1: he's like, we know you're the greatest rapper ever, like, 321 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:59,280 Speaker 1: but fuck your weird ass beard, Like that's basically cut 322 00:15:59,360 --> 00:16:01,840 Speaker 1: your beard. It's weird, but we know, like like shit 323 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:03,960 Speaker 1: like that, like and even said he's like we could 324 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,480 Speaker 1: talk it out or we could fight, like you know. 325 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,160 Speaker 1: It was it was most respectful dis ever. But I 326 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:09,680 Speaker 1: just like how he wrote the beat. It was fun, 327 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:11,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I probably won't listen to 328 00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:12,760 Speaker 1: that again, but I didn't listen to it more than 329 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:14,920 Speaker 1: I listen to Eminem's album, you know what I mean. 330 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:17,120 Speaker 1: But people really take Eminem very seriously, Like you know 331 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:19,320 Speaker 1: I was saying when I was joking saying that I will, 332 00:16:19,880 --> 00:16:22,280 Speaker 1: you know, like like I don't. I don't want to 333 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:24,480 Speaker 1: listen to Eminem's album because it's name Kama COSI like 334 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:26,120 Speaker 1: I'm that fa I don't give fuck. You know what 335 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:27,520 Speaker 1: I mean, That's what it is. And this one dude 336 00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:29,800 Speaker 1: was like you saw that, Mike. This one dude was like, 337 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:31,920 Speaker 1: that's a weak ass take. And I'm like, dude, I 338 00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:36,040 Speaker 1: don't give a fuck what with all due respect, fuck 339 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:38,640 Speaker 1: your opinion, Kyle. You know what I mean, Like you 340 00:16:38,680 --> 00:16:41,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I don't give a damn bro, 341 00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:43,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I'm not gonna I 342 00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:45,920 Speaker 1: have an idea of what my taste is. You know, 343 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:48,440 Speaker 1: eminem has not been my taste for a long time, 344 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:50,040 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, back when you know, when 345 00:16:50,080 --> 00:16:52,440 Speaker 1: I was like in like what ninety nine, you know, 346 00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:54,640 Speaker 1: like to you know, early two thousands, I fucked with 347 00:16:54,720 --> 00:16:57,080 Speaker 1: them helotal, you know what I mean. Like as far 348 00:16:57,120 --> 00:16:59,840 Speaker 1: as rapping, you know, like the his abilities, I don't 349 00:16:59,840 --> 00:17:02,000 Speaker 1: know if anybody is better, you know, Like it's as 350 00:17:02,040 --> 00:17:04,720 Speaker 1: far as like lyrically you know, I'm like even like 351 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:07,080 Speaker 1: you know, breath control and shit like that, he was special, 352 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,240 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But like it's like you 353 00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:12,600 Speaker 1: know me, you know it's for he hasn't aged well, 354 00:17:12,720 --> 00:17:14,240 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like as far as his 355 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't age. 356 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:19,880 Speaker 6: About as bad as anything has aged that I can 357 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:25,520 Speaker 6: think of in our lifetime. Well, like but because like 358 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 6: nobody wasn't listening to Eminem in like nineteen ninety nine, right, 359 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:32,359 Speaker 6: you know what I mean? But like basically nobody I 360 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,960 Speaker 6: know would like everyone said what you said. It's just like, oh, 361 00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:38,040 Speaker 6: new Eminem album, Like I'm good. 362 00:17:38,760 --> 00:17:40,960 Speaker 1: Do you do you listen to older Eminem? Still? 363 00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 5: No, I can't know. I can't. 364 00:17:45,359 --> 00:17:48,440 Speaker 6: Yeah, I can't really at all, But I think he probably, 365 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:50,280 Speaker 6: I would say, Eminem. I can tell you sort of 366 00:17:50,359 --> 00:17:53,320 Speaker 6: from experience. He probably there's like a special kind of 367 00:17:53,440 --> 00:17:57,640 Speaker 6: affection that white kids who grew up around non white 368 00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:58,920 Speaker 6: kids have for Eminem. 369 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:02,040 Speaker 5: Uh huh, from like that time and era. 370 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,560 Speaker 6: He was almost like an approval stamp that it was 371 00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:08,159 Speaker 6: like we you know, we're not all wearing fucking Cole's 372 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:08,960 Speaker 6: nikes and ship. 373 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:13,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, but you're wearing the Cole Specials. 374 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:15,840 Speaker 5: Yeah, you know what I mean. 375 00:18:15,960 --> 00:18:19,399 Speaker 6: But I feel you have to be able to like 376 00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:22,360 Speaker 6: grow up and move past ship that was like meaningful 377 00:18:22,440 --> 00:18:24,320 Speaker 6: to you when you were fourteen or. 378 00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:27,679 Speaker 5: You know, I don't know, you've got bigger problems than 379 00:18:27,680 --> 00:18:28,720 Speaker 5: in your earphones. I guess. 380 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:33,639 Speaker 1: Yeah. The dude An MGK minches that as well. He says, 381 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:35,880 Speaker 1: he talks about how you're rich and you're still mad, 382 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:39,399 Speaker 1: Like let's talk about it, like you're dis rich and 383 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:41,960 Speaker 1: you're still mad about the same ship, bro, Like you 384 00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:42,679 Speaker 1: know what I mean. 385 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:44,879 Speaker 5: That's why. That's why I like four four four, and 386 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:47,040 Speaker 5: I think I think Tyler's the same thing. 387 00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:49,560 Speaker 6: It's like, it's this is an album made for me 388 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:51,720 Speaker 6: by a guy who was making albums for me when 389 00:18:51,720 --> 00:18:52,480 Speaker 6: I was a teenager. 390 00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:54,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, there's a lot of growth there. You 391 00:18:54,560 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: know you still listening to four, don't. 392 00:18:57,640 --> 00:18:58,000 Speaker 5: You, Tyler? 393 00:18:58,640 --> 00:18:59,440 Speaker 1: Oh yeah yeah. 394 00:18:59,520 --> 00:19:01,080 Speaker 3: I was just ain't the last weekend as a matter 395 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:01,400 Speaker 3: of fact. 396 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:05,840 Speaker 1: Man, that's that's crazy. It's just like, like I said, 397 00:19:05,880 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 1: there's a lot of shit don't stick with me. But 398 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:10,480 Speaker 1: like I'm playing like old Nipsey now. But you know, 399 00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:12,760 Speaker 1: like for the most part, you know, like once an album, 400 00:19:13,920 --> 00:19:15,280 Speaker 1: I think I think I think for for four as 401 00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:17,920 Speaker 1: much as I moved me, like you know, the first 402 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:19,879 Speaker 1: couple of days, I think I played it. Since the 403 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,639 Speaker 1: first week I played it, you know, maybe because it's 404 00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:23,600 Speaker 1: maybe it might be for the same reason I don't 405 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:26,400 Speaker 1: play simple Butterfly though, because it's it's it's a lot 406 00:19:26,440 --> 00:19:28,440 Speaker 1: to take in. Yeah, yeah, you know what I mean, 407 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:29,960 Speaker 1: Like it's a lot to take in when you play, 408 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,480 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like you gotta be in 409 00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:32,520 Speaker 1: that mode, you feel me. 410 00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:35,680 Speaker 6: We don't really have the weather in southern California for 411 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:36,840 Speaker 6: the heavy albums all the time. 412 00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:38,800 Speaker 1: That's kind of true. Bro. I was driving up to 413 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:43,800 Speaker 1: fucking that drive, bro. Yeah, I literally was moved, Like 414 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:45,800 Speaker 1: I was turning. I was going through the mountains and 415 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:49,639 Speaker 1: ship right, so like I'm like, you know, you know, 416 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:52,440 Speaker 1: you weave. It's like a weavy ass you know, road 417 00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:56,800 Speaker 1: like through the mountains and shit. So like every turn 418 00:19:57,160 --> 00:19:59,600 Speaker 1: was like something else opened up to me, like a 419 00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,720 Speaker 1: whole different view, Like and there's one point where you're 420 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,359 Speaker 1: like kind of like on the edge of like the 421 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,399 Speaker 1: road and you just think like the whole like the 422 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:11,000 Speaker 1: mounts are super open to you. And I literally became emotional. 423 00:20:11,080 --> 00:20:13,800 Speaker 1: It was so fucking beautiful beautiful to me, Like I 424 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:15,879 Speaker 1: just I was. I was overwhelmed. Like I was in 425 00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:18,560 Speaker 1: my car yelling like, oh shit. 426 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:21,480 Speaker 5: Did you did you take the one on one of 427 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,320 Speaker 5: the one up? Would you have you grow up? 428 00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,960 Speaker 1: I took the five people were the five. Yeah, yeah, 429 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:27,680 Speaker 1: people thought it was p I didn't want to ruin 430 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:29,560 Speaker 1: their funk. They were all happy talking about the PAH 431 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:29,920 Speaker 1: a month. 432 00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:33,200 Speaker 6: If you ever, if you ever have time to do 433 00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:35,840 Speaker 6: that drive in a couple extra hours and you take 434 00:20:35,880 --> 00:20:38,399 Speaker 6: the one on one or the one, it's like the 435 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:40,320 Speaker 6: drive you just had on steroids. 436 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:44,639 Speaker 8: Yeah, I've driven the one, like, yeah, well the kind 437 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,919 Speaker 8: of pain in the ass, bro, it's kind of pain 438 00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:48,880 Speaker 8: as the one on one is a better like mix 439 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:51,880 Speaker 8: of the coast and being on a freeway to where 440 00:20:51,920 --> 00:20:53,920 Speaker 8: you're not just in the mountains all the time. 441 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:57,800 Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I drove. I drove the 442 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:00,800 Speaker 1: one before, like on some as I forgot where I 443 00:21:00,880 --> 00:21:02,800 Speaker 1: was going. But and it was beautiful as fuck, you 444 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:04,840 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So and also even that that 445 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:09,800 Speaker 1: that bride to what's that shit called uh Where's It's in? 446 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:12,560 Speaker 1: If they had a show about it on even MTV, 447 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:18,280 Speaker 1: It's in Uh's in oc Orange County Laguna Beach that 448 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:20,760 Speaker 1: dropped like when you hit the coast on the good 449 00:21:20,760 --> 00:21:22,960 Speaker 1: the beach that sh it is in the same bro. Yeah, 450 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:25,399 Speaker 1: but yeah, Earth, Earth be out here being beautiful as 451 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:27,440 Speaker 1: a motherfucker. Dog, And I just don't think we appreciate 452 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,560 Speaker 1: that ship enough. Dog, Like like I was looking at 453 00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:32,480 Speaker 1: that ship like I felt blessed to be a part 454 00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:34,280 Speaker 1: of this motherfucker planet, you know what I mean. Like 455 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:37,000 Speaker 1: the ship was, it was, it was. It's gorgeous, dog, 456 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,120 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And I'm talking that ship 457 00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:43,440 Speaker 1: like you know, the sad quality like last podcast and ship, 458 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:45,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And I'm over here fucking 459 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:48,760 Speaker 1: fucking paradise, you know, being a lame ass nigga. Fuck 460 00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:50,960 Speaker 1: what I said, Nigga, you know what I'm saying. But yeah, 461 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:53,800 Speaker 1: that ship, that ship was incredible. But but yeah, I'm 462 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:55,320 Speaker 1: a fuck around to do that ship, you know what 463 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:57,879 Speaker 1: I mean, take the I maybe to take it on 464 00:21:57,960 --> 00:22:01,080 Speaker 1: the way there because I have two places. Is always 465 00:22:01,080 --> 00:22:01,760 Speaker 1: better than the tribe. 466 00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:03,760 Speaker 5: You gotta get home when you're coming back. 467 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:05,399 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm like I was just yeah, so 468 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,119 Speaker 1: what I'm going there, I'll probably I'll probably on the 469 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:09,680 Speaker 1: way there again, like maybe like next month, I'll probably 470 00:22:09,680 --> 00:22:11,600 Speaker 1: do that ship. You feel me? This what were don 471 00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:12,440 Speaker 1: talk about? Said Arthur? 472 00:22:23,320 --> 00:22:24,840 Speaker 2: What time are you coming off? 473 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,560 Speaker 4: But no, woman never come so you can never say no, 474 00:22:32,640 --> 00:22:34,800 Speaker 4: baby grown Let's get fucked though. 475 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:38,480 Speaker 2: Tu dust shap baby girl, and I'm gonna hear that 476 00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:43,879 Speaker 2: an you ain't getting on. It's how to hango and 477 00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:49,159 Speaker 2: it's getting but a hat of a lone is what 478 00:22:49,440 --> 00:22:53,720 Speaker 2: you came from the coach and okay all day saving 479 00:22:53,840 --> 00:23:00,440 Speaker 2: name you pull me in because said. 480 00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:04,400 Speaker 4: I feel your getting warm, I feel you getting wet 481 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:08,600 Speaker 4: since the saying perfect, it's deeper. 482 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:11,800 Speaker 2: Than the surf. Let me ever put the work and 483 00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:17,120 Speaker 2: use the fucking perfect. You know how fucking perfect. 484 00:23:17,040 --> 00:23:18,320 Speaker 3: You're doing yours. 485 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,600 Speaker 2: Work and come in to ready girl. I've men tens 486 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:26,200 Speaker 2: up pay since I then you bang, not this been 487 00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:29,960 Speaker 2: in a same what a boat eating night. I'm trying 488 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:30,880 Speaker 2: to tell you what I need. 489 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:31,640 Speaker 5: And nine. 490 00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:34,920 Speaker 9: Come and see me, and I'm trying to tell you 491 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:36,119 Speaker 9: how I feel about you. 492 00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:40,760 Speaker 2: Kill mean for Ready girl, I man tens up bay 493 00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:45,000 Speaker 2: since I been your baby, not this been in a 494 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:48,840 Speaker 2: saying what a boat beating night. I'm trying to tell 495 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:53,000 Speaker 2: you what pede and nine come and see eating. I'm 496 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:56,120 Speaker 2: trying to say I feeling about you and to see 497 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:56,760 Speaker 2: you all night? 498 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,800 Speaker 7: You mean this guy boom night. 499 00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:07,720 Speaker 2: They like you anytime, anywhere, any night, joy right where 500 00:24:07,720 --> 00:24:08,919 Speaker 2: I run in my power of. 501 00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:13,080 Speaker 9: School, gonna see y'all night, then to see y'all night. 502 00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:17,080 Speaker 9: I know we ain't getting away without a hangover. I 503 00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:19,080 Speaker 9: know it's getting late, but it ain't all. 504 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:21,960 Speaker 1: I know. 505 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:25,080 Speaker 2: That's what you came from. I got tail, I came out. 506 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:28,439 Speaker 1: The shaman name, oh rot of. 507 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:39,080 Speaker 2: Come meltty girl, let me sens up. Pay since a minute? 508 00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:40,760 Speaker 7: Your baby not just better? 509 00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:44,440 Speaker 2: In a same w a boot beating night. I'm till 510 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:45,920 Speaker 2: tell you what I'm eating night. 511 00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 1: Come and see me to night. 512 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:50,680 Speaker 5: Try to show you how I feel about you. 513 00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:57,040 Speaker 2: Come in ready, girl, A man tens up baby? Since 514 00:24:57,119 --> 00:24:59,400 Speaker 2: a minute, your baby not just better? 515 00:24:59,520 --> 00:25:00,120 Speaker 5: A say. 516 00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:13,160 Speaker 1: So, I guess we'll talk about was it by the river? 517 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:14,840 Speaker 1: When he is that the first one. 518 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:17,200 Speaker 5: Down by the motherfucking river? 519 00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:23,760 Speaker 1: Arthur was sick and sad on the verge of suicide, 520 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,960 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like like the dude was. 521 00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:29,960 Speaker 1: But first of all, like dude, what that is a 522 00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:33,000 Speaker 1: terrible way to kill yourself, you. 523 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,080 Speaker 10: Know, just just like I can't is that? 524 00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,240 Speaker 1: I honestly wonder if that's even possible to do that 525 00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:41,520 Speaker 1: ship to like just drift in the water and drown yourself. 526 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 1: Would your body not fight the funk out of that ship. 527 00:25:45,359 --> 00:25:48,280 Speaker 5: Oh it's some writer. It was an American writer. I 528 00:25:48,359 --> 00:25:49,760 Speaker 5: forget his name. Someone did that. 529 00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:53,040 Speaker 6: They killed themselves by swimming out into the ocean. That 530 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:54,840 Speaker 6: they were just like at some point, I'll just get 531 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:56,959 Speaker 6: so tired, like there's I won't be able to come 532 00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:57,680 Speaker 6: back or whatever. 533 00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:02,320 Speaker 5: Damn that right due, I'm trying to funk. I'm trying 534 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:04,480 Speaker 5: to remember who it was. Yeah, but I actually thought 535 00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 5: the same thing. 536 00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:06,960 Speaker 6: I was, like I had low moments in my life, 537 00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:09,840 Speaker 6: but I have never thought about drowning myself to death, 538 00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:11,720 Speaker 6: right right, Like that's that's. 539 00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:13,800 Speaker 1: That is God, Damn nigga, you know what I mean. 540 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,840 Speaker 1: But like it's it's it's it was interesting how like 541 00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:20,160 Speaker 1: you know, he a lot of times in life when 542 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:23,000 Speaker 1: you are at your worst, like you like and and 543 00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,520 Speaker 1: like the things that revive you, you know what I mean. 544 00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:28,320 Speaker 1: Like he heard old ship like for me, like that 545 00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:31,080 Speaker 1: that the own to him that like that's my mom's voice, 546 00:26:31,480 --> 00:26:33,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like whenever I'm like, you know, 547 00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:35,520 Speaker 1: off my ship, always like hear like the words that 548 00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:36,639 Speaker 1: she told me as the kid, like the ship that 549 00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:39,040 Speaker 1: I didn't want to hear as a kid, like that 550 00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:41,399 Speaker 1: resonates with me. Now as an adult, you know, like 551 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:45,159 Speaker 1: she's like my kind of like my my, what the 552 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:48,240 Speaker 1: fuck is it called? Uh, She's like she like centers me, 553 00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like always like when I'm 554 00:26:50,160 --> 00:26:52,240 Speaker 1: getting kind of like off off base, you know what 555 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,840 Speaker 1: i mean, away from myself, Like I got'ta hear shit 556 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:57,120 Speaker 1: shit she says, and it kind of like pulls me back, 557 00:26:57,240 --> 00:27:00,280 Speaker 1: you feel me Like, But it's interesting. That's the that 558 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,320 Speaker 1: I thought that was very relatable. I don't I mean 559 00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:05,160 Speaker 1: to the point where you're trying to troy on yourself, 560 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 1: know what I mean. I'm thinking about, you know, having 561 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,680 Speaker 1: a tough time and not you know, not you know, 562 00:27:09,840 --> 00:27:11,960 Speaker 1: eating yourself into a coma, like you know what I mean, 563 00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 1: I'm not thinking about drifting into a river and holding 564 00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:18,320 Speaker 1: myself under you know what I mean. That's just wild 565 00:27:18,359 --> 00:27:20,720 Speaker 1: as fuck. But uh, that was I thought that was cool. 566 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:23,159 Speaker 1: I thought it was also cool that that he ran 567 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:25,639 Speaker 1: into Go Go Vinda again. You know what I mean. 568 00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:28,840 Speaker 1: You gotta see Govinda, Uh yeah, in that part, but 569 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:33,200 Speaker 1: like it's it's it's Govinda didn't even recognize the nigga. 570 00:27:33,240 --> 00:27:37,640 Speaker 7: Yeah, it didn't even recognize Like and do you think 571 00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:39,480 Speaker 7: he really didn't recognize him or he was just on 572 00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:41,440 Speaker 7: some I don't fuck with you, No, I can't. 573 00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:44,520 Speaker 1: I think initially he didn't know who the fuck this 574 00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:48,280 Speaker 1: dude was, bro, I really did I think he I 575 00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:50,720 Speaker 1: think choice to end it was like I don't really 576 00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:52,840 Speaker 1: trust you. You look like a different nigga. You ain't 577 00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:55,480 Speaker 1: the same. I recognize your face, but I don't recognize you, 578 00:27:56,359 --> 00:27:58,080 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like your face like you 579 00:27:58,359 --> 00:28:00,760 Speaker 1: you just do that, dude, but you is so different, 580 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:05,280 Speaker 1: you know, Like and how the connection there was. You know, 581 00:28:05,320 --> 00:28:07,320 Speaker 1: they still had love for each other to a degree, 582 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But yeah, like you know, 583 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:14,160 Speaker 1: they were like Gavinda Siddhartha was like the most important 584 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:16,720 Speaker 1: person in Govinda's life. Is seen at one point like 585 00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:18,720 Speaker 1: Govinda almost loved him to a point where I was like, 586 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:21,720 Speaker 1: you wonder if it's healthy, you know what I mean? 587 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:23,760 Speaker 1: You should have follow a nigga like this, you know 588 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:26,920 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Oh, but that's cool too, because like 589 00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:29,960 Speaker 1: sometimes you know, you people that are super import in 590 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,600 Speaker 1: your life, you know, you see them and you don't 591 00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:36,760 Speaker 1: you don't feel the same way. I know, you know, 592 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,600 Speaker 1: Like I remember I had like a a woman I 593 00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:42,400 Speaker 1: was dating, like in college and I saw her like 594 00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:45,239 Speaker 1: eight years later, we've been we talk online and all 595 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:46,440 Speaker 1: that shit, and it's been cool. When I saw her, 596 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,440 Speaker 1: like I literally felt zero. Like at one point she 597 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:51,560 Speaker 1: was like I was in love with her, and I 598 00:28:51,640 --> 00:28:55,000 Speaker 1: felt like no emotion, bro, Like like I'm not happy, 599 00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:56,640 Speaker 1: not sad. It was like I wish you the best, like, 600 00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:58,920 Speaker 1: but I just I was just indifferent. And I was 601 00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,480 Speaker 1: such a weird thing to me. But like I said, 602 00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 1: that happens, bro. It happens in life, you know what 603 00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:06,200 Speaker 1: I mean. Like you spend enough time away from somebody 604 00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:10,000 Speaker 1: and it's like I know I remember this person, but 605 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:13,120 Speaker 1: I don't feel this person. I don't recognize this person anymore. 606 00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:17,560 Speaker 7: Like no, you and you ever seen somebody who you 607 00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:19,880 Speaker 7: know from years ago, Like like when you drive and 608 00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:22,200 Speaker 7: y'all pull up beside each other and shit, and then 609 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,120 Speaker 7: y'all did a little small talk bullshit, and then you 610 00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:27,280 Speaker 7: get to a point where it's like, yo, I need 611 00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:28,959 Speaker 7: to get away from this motherfucker because I don't want 612 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:32,880 Speaker 7: to get caught at a stop like no more small this. 613 00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:37,680 Speaker 1: Motherfucker I don't even know anymore. It might happen to 614 00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,680 Speaker 1: me like a grocery store or someone. I'll see somebody 615 00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:42,280 Speaker 1: and I'll just fuck it. I like it's somebody that 616 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,960 Speaker 1: I think is I maybe really liked at one point, 617 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,480 Speaker 1: but we have seen each other a while and rather 618 00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:51,240 Speaker 1: than having small talk all hide like I try to 619 00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:53,280 Speaker 1: like walk the other way or like I didn't see 620 00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:56,520 Speaker 1: them or you know what I mean, Like and I'll 621 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:58,840 Speaker 1: do that. Like if I see somebody out that I, 622 00:29:58,920 --> 00:30:00,960 Speaker 1: you know, was cool with that, I'm not really interested, 623 00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:03,760 Speaker 1: you know, we're killing anything, or even I don't really care, 624 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:05,880 Speaker 1: like you know, I hope life's great, but I don't 625 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:07,360 Speaker 1: really want to talk about it, you know what I mean. 626 00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:10,200 Speaker 6: Yeah, I didn't really think I looked at him more 627 00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:12,680 Speaker 6: like said Artha is the person you run into that 628 00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:16,280 Speaker 6: like can't wait to tell you about how much better 629 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,040 Speaker 6: they're doing you, even. 630 00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:21,760 Speaker 5: Though like this motherfucker was just suicidal at the riverside, 631 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:24,959 Speaker 5: like like the day before. 632 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:27,720 Speaker 6: And then he runs into his friend and immediately starts 633 00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:29,760 Speaker 6: back on something like I'm superior to you. 634 00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:36,640 Speaker 1: Right at him, like like who the are you talking about? 635 00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:39,440 Speaker 6: You just betrayed all your ideals and you're talking about 636 00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,480 Speaker 6: how you wasted your whole life and you're you're about 637 00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:43,280 Speaker 6: to kill yourself and you're still looking down. 638 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:45,680 Speaker 1: On me, right right, man, you ain't got it no more, 639 00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:49,720 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, I ain't with you like that. 640 00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:52,720 Speaker 1: But yeah, I also thought it was cool that, like 641 00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:58,200 Speaker 1: I felt like he kind of took some steps backwards, 642 00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:02,720 Speaker 1: like he I feel like he's going back to like 643 00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:05,880 Speaker 1: his you know, we're basically not not all the way 644 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:07,160 Speaker 1: back to where he came from, but he's taking some 645 00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:09,080 Speaker 1: steps back to like the path that he was on 646 00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:12,080 Speaker 1: prior to like beering off. And sometimes you have to 647 00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:14,880 Speaker 1: do that in order to get on like the path 648 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:18,520 Speaker 1: this meant for you. Like for me, that was like 649 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:20,800 Speaker 1: art school, like you know, getting getting getting out of 650 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,720 Speaker 1: the job that I fucking hated, going to stay with 651 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,640 Speaker 1: my sister, you know, just paying like you know, minimal 652 00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:29,440 Speaker 1: rent while in art school, you know, and not as 653 00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:31,400 Speaker 1: independent as I like to be at that age, you 654 00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:33,440 Speaker 1: know what I mean, you know, getting away from that, 655 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 1: and and but now I'm in a better place than 656 00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:38,160 Speaker 1: I was prior. But I had to like go back 657 00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:41,320 Speaker 1: and and and and like do some shit I was 658 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:44,960 Speaker 1: uncomfortable with and like and to get on the correct path. 659 00:31:45,600 --> 00:31:47,560 Speaker 1: I kind of feel like that was super relatable too. 660 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:49,640 Speaker 1: But I didn't really give a fuck about that that 661 00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:53,480 Speaker 1: that chapter too much, to be honest. 662 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,600 Speaker 5: Yeah, it was like transitional, Yeah it was. 663 00:31:57,800 --> 00:31:59,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like it was like, you know, it's 664 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:02,560 Speaker 1: like the show in between two really good shows, like 665 00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:03,880 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like it's just like the 666 00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:06,240 Speaker 1: set up for the for like you know the next 667 00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:07,360 Speaker 1: chap right which. 668 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:11,520 Speaker 5: You said what he brought back Gonda to like tied 669 00:32:11,560 --> 00:32:13,960 Speaker 5: you over right right, here's the old. 670 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 1: Friend right right right right. The Ferryman was really good 671 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:20,720 Speaker 1: though that chapter when he met I was told by 672 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:23,200 Speaker 1: my friend that it's come a lot. It's not Kamala 673 00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:26,720 Speaker 1: as I was saying it's And then also I was 674 00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:31,880 Speaker 1: told that the guy I was calling, Yeah, so I'm 675 00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:35,840 Speaker 1: learning some ship. But uh I was fucking up Hella 676 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,680 Speaker 1: names in this motherfucker. But uh yeah, the. 677 00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:39,440 Speaker 5: Fairyman was cool. 678 00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:42,600 Speaker 1: He gotta back in the come altt like come along, 679 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:45,440 Speaker 1: come along, come on now, I'm sucking it up. I 680 00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:49,400 Speaker 1: don't remember kam Ala, that's but yeah, liked that. I 681 00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:50,880 Speaker 1: ain't gonna a lot of y'all niggas. I kind of 682 00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:51,960 Speaker 1: cried when it back then. 683 00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:57,640 Speaker 5: That exchange they have bro when she when she was 684 00:32:57,800 --> 00:32:59,840 Speaker 5: when she was dying her which part I'm a i'm a. 685 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:03,440 Speaker 1: I actually marked the part. I was like, this is beautiful. 686 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,120 Speaker 1: Let me see this ship in my frame. 687 00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:07,640 Speaker 5: This is right? 688 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:17,000 Speaker 1: Okay, oh oh damn man, it's so beautiful. Y'all hear me? 689 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:21,800 Speaker 1: Can you hear me? Is this thing on all right? Uh? 690 00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:23,840 Speaker 1: Kamala looked into his eyes. She spoke with the heavy 691 00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:26,200 Speaker 1: tongue paralyzed by the poison. You have grown old, my love, 692 00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:28,480 Speaker 1: she said, You have grown gray, but you resemble the 693 00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:30,640 Speaker 1: young strama knight who once came to me in the 694 00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:33,880 Speaker 1: garden without clothing, your feet covered with dust. You resemble 695 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:35,560 Speaker 1: him far more than you did at the time you 696 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,600 Speaker 1: left me and come a swammy and left me and 697 00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:41,720 Speaker 1: comma swammy in your eyes. You are like him, said Arta. Oh, 698 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,160 Speaker 1: to have grown old, old, and yet you still and 699 00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,640 Speaker 1: yet you still recognize me. So I just smiled. I 700 00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:48,760 Speaker 1: knew you, I knew you at once, Kama love, my love. 701 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:49,680 Speaker 2: Uh. 702 00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:51,880 Speaker 1: Kamala pointed to her boy and said, did you recognize 703 00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,080 Speaker 1: him too? He is your son? And that fucked me up, 704 00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:57,560 Speaker 1: hellas bro. And then there's a part when she's like, 705 00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:03,280 Speaker 1: he's like, uh she was, she said, I can see 706 00:34:03,320 --> 00:34:05,200 Speaker 1: it wait, wait, wait, you have you have attained it, 707 00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:07,400 Speaker 1: she asked, You have found peace? He smiled and laid 708 00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:09,439 Speaker 1: his hand upon hers. I can see it, she said, 709 00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:11,719 Speaker 1: I see it. I too shall find peace. You have 710 00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,279 Speaker 1: found it. At hard to spoke in a whisper, Kamala looked. 711 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,760 Speaker 1: He looked to him unwaveringly in the eye. She remembered 712 00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:19,279 Speaker 1: wanting to make a pilgrimage, to cut them up in 713 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,440 Speaker 1: order to see the face of the one perfect man, 714 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,680 Speaker 1: to hell his peace. But that that with that instead 715 00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:26,960 Speaker 1: of him. Now she found Sihartha and it was good, 716 00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:30,560 Speaker 1: just as good. That's having seen the other. I was like, damn, bro, 717 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,840 Speaker 1: it was like damn like she you know what tricks 718 00:34:34,920 --> 00:34:40,160 Speaker 1: me out? Man, This nigga left Tamala right, He left 719 00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:46,080 Speaker 1: her like chasing himself right and me being a world 720 00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:51,400 Speaker 1: where in romance. Ass nigga, I've spread love to women 721 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,040 Speaker 1: from all over this motherfucking world. 722 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,560 Speaker 7: You feel me, you know what I mean? 723 00:34:56,120 --> 00:35:02,279 Speaker 1: And I wonder if my desire years to chase me like, 724 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:04,800 Speaker 1: because I still have like shit I want to do 725 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:07,160 Speaker 1: for me, Like it's hard for me to like all 726 00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:10,640 Speaker 1: the way, all the way, you know, commit the way 727 00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:12,920 Speaker 1: I think it's necessary in order to be in a 728 00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:16,480 Speaker 1: forever type situation, you know what I mean, or even 729 00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:18,840 Speaker 1: a temph that you know what I mean. And I 730 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:25,280 Speaker 1: wonder if in my like you know, in my journey 731 00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:27,279 Speaker 1: to to fucking do what I fuck I don't need 732 00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:30,520 Speaker 1: to do for me, I'll there'll be a woman who 733 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,239 Speaker 1: I have you know, given my love to and I 734 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:37,200 Speaker 1: left because or I didn't you know, I didn't commit 735 00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:39,360 Speaker 1: all the way because I said I should have to do. 736 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:41,600 Speaker 1: But like you know how some you know, you know 737 00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:43,759 Speaker 1: how when you give your heart to somebody, give love 738 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:46,040 Speaker 1: to somebody, or or give some of yourself to somebody, 739 00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:48,759 Speaker 1: like when you're in a relationship, but over time you 740 00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:50,480 Speaker 1: get that piece back and you don't really have that 741 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:53,560 Speaker 1: same connection with that person. Yeah, I wonder if there 742 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:55,479 Speaker 1: will be a time when I don't get that piece 743 00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:59,279 Speaker 1: back where I'll there'll be a person who I was 744 00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:02,320 Speaker 1: really in love with. It's the way he was loved. Kamala, Kamala, 745 00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,880 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And uh and and and 746 00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:09,040 Speaker 1: that I've always tripped off of that ship. But it 747 00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,360 Speaker 1: kind of tricks me out hearing him the way he 748 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,239 Speaker 1: talks about it, even when he even in the next 749 00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:16,120 Speaker 1: chapter when he goes like to chase his son and 750 00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:19,080 Speaker 1: like he he he when he looks into the garden 751 00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:21,759 Speaker 1: and there's all those monks and he doesn't see the monks, 752 00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:26,400 Speaker 1: he sees the times he had woul Kamala And I'm like, God, damn, bro, 753 00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:28,759 Speaker 1: that's that kind of that spooped the fuck out of me, 754 00:36:29,360 --> 00:36:34,319 Speaker 1: because I've wondered that if, like, there'll be a woman 755 00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:38,160 Speaker 1: that I'm into that I move on from and I 756 00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:40,720 Speaker 1: never get that piece back that I gave her because 757 00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:44,400 Speaker 1: you know, you know, she was that special to me, 758 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:49,000 Speaker 1: but I didn't recognize it at the time. Does that 759 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:53,080 Speaker 1: make sense, Yeah, it makes perfect sense. Yeah. 760 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,600 Speaker 3: So the whole ship where you understand. 761 00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:59,719 Speaker 7: That that that like your world is moving, but still 762 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:02,360 Speaker 7: one a piece of it to like that change, you 763 00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,839 Speaker 7: know what I mean, you're fully aware that that ship 764 00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:05,800 Speaker 7: is not guaranteed. 765 00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:11,839 Speaker 1: Yeah, but like the way, okay, I don't know if 766 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:16,840 Speaker 1: I've been in a relationship where the well as an adult, 767 00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:20,320 Speaker 1: where the reason it didn't work out wasn't because of me, 768 00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:26,279 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I think most of 769 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:30,239 Speaker 1: the relationships like all I did something or I just 770 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,239 Speaker 1: I just move, I just should you know what I mean, yeah, 771 00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:40,120 Speaker 1: and you know, like is it my selfishness? Is it? 772 00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:41,680 Speaker 1: You know? And I think part of it is, you know, 773 00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,799 Speaker 1: there's things that I just have to, like in my mind, 774 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:47,200 Speaker 1: like I there's things I just have to do right, 775 00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:49,920 Speaker 1: and I think I just have to accomplish and and 776 00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:53,800 Speaker 1: I can't allow much of it anything to get in 777 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:55,520 Speaker 1: a way of that, like you know what I mean. 778 00:37:56,880 --> 00:38:00,600 Speaker 1: And but still as a person that like loves love 779 00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:03,480 Speaker 1: and loves you know, feeling love and sharing love, you 780 00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:06,399 Speaker 1: know what I mean, I'll still experience people and want 781 00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:09,600 Speaker 1: to experience people, and I'll share parts of myself with them. 782 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:12,160 Speaker 1: But you know, generally I get that piece back, you know, 783 00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,239 Speaker 1: like over time, I just move on, you know what 784 00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:17,440 Speaker 1: I mean. But I wonder if you know, I am 785 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:19,719 Speaker 1: not going to be the cause of like some pain 786 00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:24,880 Speaker 1: to myself long term in the future because of what 787 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,160 Speaker 1: I choose to focus on. And I kind of feel 788 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 1: like if I didn't choose to focus on, there'll still 789 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:33,000 Speaker 1: be pain because if I did settle down all the 790 00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:35,960 Speaker 1: way and like was just all the way into it, 791 00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:38,400 Speaker 1: like somebody, you know, I wouldn't con things that I 792 00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:40,719 Speaker 1: always felt like I need to accomplish as well, I'm 793 00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:44,719 Speaker 1: you know, for me personally, you know, like I feel 794 00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:51,760 Speaker 1: like I I really value being able to be mobile 795 00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:54,239 Speaker 1: and being able to shake up and shake and do 796 00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:56,600 Speaker 1: what I need to do for myself, right, And you 797 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,759 Speaker 1: can't really be that, you know when you like, you know, 798 00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 1: are all the way, you know, you got kids and 799 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:03,000 Speaker 1: all that type of shit, you know what I'm saying. 800 00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:07,800 Speaker 1: For sure, so I do wonder that, you know, I 801 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,640 Speaker 1: do wonder that about myself with that kind of like 802 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:14,239 Speaker 1: maybe that's why I teared up because it was beautiful 803 00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,600 Speaker 1: and he and he always loved her, and he chased 804 00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:20,520 Speaker 1: and he left on some fuck nigga shit, you know 805 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:24,759 Speaker 1: what I mean. But it doesn't take away the fact 806 00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:27,560 Speaker 1: that he was No, he doesn't like he's he's she's 807 00:39:28,080 --> 00:39:30,840 Speaker 1: come to always had that part of him, She always 808 00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:32,680 Speaker 1: had that piece of his heart. She was still super 809 00:39:32,719 --> 00:39:35,080 Speaker 1: special to him, you know what I mean. And you know, 810 00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:38,399 Speaker 1: and you can see that in her interactions and when 811 00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:40,359 Speaker 1: he saw her, like you know, she was about to die, 812 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:43,640 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, but uh, you could you 813 00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,200 Speaker 1: could see that, you know, he really loved and appreciate it. 814 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,120 Speaker 1: Even afterwards, like I said, when he's going to see 815 00:39:48,160 --> 00:39:51,160 Speaker 1: his son like even like parts in the next chapter 816 00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:53,920 Speaker 1: where he's looking at the sun and he sees and 817 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:56,359 Speaker 1: he sees her and his son, you know what I mean, 818 00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:02,160 Speaker 1: And it's like, damn, bro, you fucked up. But if 819 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:04,839 Speaker 1: he would have stayed, he would have fucked up too. 820 00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:09,920 Speaker 1: He wouldn't appreciate it, you know what I mean. And Nigga, 821 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:14,400 Speaker 1: that might be your boy. I feel like, you know 822 00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:17,800 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like I can't be happy if I stayed, 823 00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:21,719 Speaker 1: and I can't be happy. I might. I might. There's 824 00:40:21,719 --> 00:40:23,359 Speaker 1: a chance though, I might not be happy if I leave, 825 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:26,160 Speaker 1: because like I'm not. It's not I'm fucking with bums 826 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:27,840 Speaker 1: out here, you know, like women that are just trash, 827 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,920 Speaker 1: people like I don't even deserve most women outdated in 828 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:35,360 Speaker 1: my opinion, you know what I mean. Yeah, Man, it 829 00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,640 Speaker 1: fucks me up. Bro. This ship life shit real, bro. 830 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:40,400 Speaker 1: Shit ain't always like y'all are lucky as fuck to 831 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:42,800 Speaker 1: be a hunter. Bro, y'all dumb in love? You know 832 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:45,000 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Tyler, you sent that fucking text showing 833 00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:48,040 Speaker 1: y'all's interaction That ship was beautiful. Nigga, I was dead 834 00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:50,759 Speaker 1: ass happy. Your phone trash or it wouldn't. My text 835 00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:54,680 Speaker 1: will go but I was, I was, but I was, 836 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:57,520 Speaker 1: I was, I was heading excited, Like damn, this is beautiful, right, 837 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And you know, Mike, like 838 00:41:00,239 --> 00:41:02,120 Speaker 1: seeing you and your kids and your wife, like you 839 00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:03,360 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, that picked you put up but 840 00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,400 Speaker 1: like you know, all the years you've been married to 841 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,960 Speaker 1: your best friend, that's fucking beautiful, you know what I mean. 842 00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:09,719 Speaker 1: Even if I found that at this time, I don't 843 00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,239 Speaker 1: think I'd be able to give myself the way y'all 844 00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:13,719 Speaker 1: are giving yourselves, you know what I mean. And that's 845 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:17,800 Speaker 1: and and and because there's I'm and I say I'm selfish. 846 00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:19,320 Speaker 1: I don't think it's selfish, but they're just things that 847 00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:23,239 Speaker 1: to be more specific, I don't think it's selfishness. I 848 00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:25,560 Speaker 1: think it's just there's things that I've decided I need 849 00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:28,880 Speaker 1: to accomplish in my life, right, and mobility is important 850 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:31,400 Speaker 1: to compish those things, you know, being light, you know 851 00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:33,080 Speaker 1: what I mean, not having a lot of connections, you 852 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,799 Speaker 1: know what I mean, That that will prevent me from 853 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:37,719 Speaker 1: doing going and doing what I need to do. And 854 00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:41,719 Speaker 1: but you know there's there's good and bad that comes 855 00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:42,200 Speaker 1: with that. Ship. 856 00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:47,479 Speaker 7: Yeah, but I look like you're very very much self 857 00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:49,680 Speaker 7: aware here. You're aware of you know what you're Bill for, 858 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:51,520 Speaker 7: what you're not Bill for at this moment. And that's 859 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:53,480 Speaker 7: the most important thing in all this ship. 860 00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:57,120 Speaker 1: Bro, It is important. Bro, Yeah, the same. 861 00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,880 Speaker 5: I think that's exactly right. 862 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,719 Speaker 1: It's the same at the same time, it's a conundrument 863 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:05,239 Speaker 1: like a motherfucker, bro, you know what I mean, it's 864 00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:09,439 Speaker 1: not it's it's a path that's that I think could 865 00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:11,680 Speaker 1: potentially lead to a certain like some ship like this, 866 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:14,719 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like, but there's no way 867 00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:16,759 Speaker 1: at this point in my life I'd be happy out 868 00:42:16,760 --> 00:42:19,480 Speaker 1: of the way. I'd I'd be happy if I were 869 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:24,320 Speaker 1: to all the way not you know, Chase shit, you 870 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:26,560 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Yeah, it's just wild. But yeah, 871 00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:28,480 Speaker 1: that that's that. That ship moved the fuck out of me, 872 00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:32,560 Speaker 1: bro like, And it was just interesting to see that 873 00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:35,320 Speaker 1: she always had a piece of him, but she always 874 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:38,120 Speaker 1: had that, you know, like and she would have always 875 00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:41,000 Speaker 1: had that, you know what I mean. They've been seeing 876 00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:43,000 Speaker 1: each other and like dude, the kid was with eleven, 877 00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:46,839 Speaker 1: they hadn't seen each other like almost twelve years because 878 00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:52,399 Speaker 1: nine months of birth, you know, of of the the yeah, 879 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:55,160 Speaker 1: the potato being baked, you know what I mean, And 880 00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:58,319 Speaker 1: then and then and then eleven years of life. That's 881 00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:01,279 Speaker 1: like twelve years that they had seen so and you know, 882 00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:03,080 Speaker 1: he still looks at it and he's calling in my love. 883 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:06,320 Speaker 1: That's just damn my naked shit. 884 00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:07,200 Speaker 5: And it's a book. 885 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:09,759 Speaker 1: It's not reality, but I don't but I don't think 886 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:11,080 Speaker 1: it's that far from real. 887 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:14,360 Speaker 5: It's not that far from a lot of people's experiences 888 00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:16,960 Speaker 5: as well. And I definitely got dude. 889 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:20,319 Speaker 6: The last chapter we read for this one, the Son, 890 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:24,440 Speaker 6: was super emotional and hard for me to read because 891 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:27,960 Speaker 6: it was like simultaneously he like, here's my nightmare as 892 00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:31,040 Speaker 6: a father, and that also here here sort of was 893 00:43:31,120 --> 00:43:32,400 Speaker 6: my experience as a son. 894 00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:35,239 Speaker 5: A little bit, you know what I mean, Like, and 895 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:37,319 Speaker 5: I ended up, I mean, it's kind of it's sort 896 00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:37,720 Speaker 5: of interesting. 897 00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:40,480 Speaker 6: I ended up like really identifying with his son much 898 00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:43,560 Speaker 6: more than I did with sid Artha, because it's like, 899 00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:46,120 Speaker 6: I mean, he's literally like the age that I was 900 00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:49,840 Speaker 6: when when my dad took off to go chase his 901 00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,040 Speaker 6: version of happiness, et cetera, you know what I mean. 902 00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:55,520 Speaker 6: And so I'm like, so, here's this kid, and like 903 00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,920 Speaker 6: he's been raised by a single mother and she was 904 00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:00,600 Speaker 6: like a concubine who's now aging. So I'm sure it 905 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:04,640 Speaker 6: was not like the most comfortable situation, you know, and 906 00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:07,520 Speaker 6: like this dude, this dude's been out here living by 907 00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:12,080 Speaker 6: a fucking river because he wasn't happy enough or like whatever. 908 00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:12,400 Speaker 2: You know. 909 00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:15,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, so it for sure, And. 910 00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:17,360 Speaker 6: I mean it really brought me back to like some 911 00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:21,120 Speaker 6: really fucking hard conversations I have with my dad or 912 00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:23,880 Speaker 6: whatever when when I was a teenager, and it was 913 00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:27,080 Speaker 6: definitely like, I don't know that that to me, I 914 00:44:27,280 --> 00:44:32,000 Speaker 6: just always thought like that's where see and you're not 915 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:34,200 Speaker 6: in the situation he is, but that's the situation to 916 00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:37,120 Speaker 6: me where like you were, your happiness as a. 917 00:44:37,160 --> 00:44:40,640 Speaker 5: Person has to be your second thing that you think about. 918 00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:43,880 Speaker 6: Because at this point, like his son didn't ask for 919 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:47,320 Speaker 6: him to get his mom pregnant, no, no doubt. 920 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:50,680 Speaker 1: You know, you know what I mean, Yeah, you gotta, 921 00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:53,520 Speaker 1: you gotta, you gotta different decisions must be made, you 922 00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:53,960 Speaker 1: know what I mean? 923 00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:56,040 Speaker 6: You know, and he didn't know, he didn't know he 924 00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:58,040 Speaker 6: had a kid. So there's there's that aspect of it 925 00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:00,800 Speaker 6: as well. But it was definitely for me, it's like 926 00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:05,040 Speaker 6: that's the moment for me where I mean, I like 927 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:06,680 Speaker 6: the three of us have talked about this in the 928 00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:10,160 Speaker 6: group chat, just about like jobs and what kind of 929 00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:12,000 Speaker 6: job you have a different time in your life. When 930 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:15,719 Speaker 6: I was twenty three, I was super comfortable being poor 931 00:45:15,760 --> 00:45:17,719 Speaker 6: as fuck, chasing my dream and trying to make it 932 00:45:17,760 --> 00:45:18,719 Speaker 6: as a professional writer. 933 00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,440 Speaker 5: But when I got laid off in January. 934 00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:24,800 Speaker 6: It was like the first thing I did is like, Okay, 935 00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:26,520 Speaker 6: so I need to do pr for what for a 936 00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:27,320 Speaker 6: horrible company? 937 00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:29,839 Speaker 5: Oh fucking absolutely, sign me up, you know what I mean? 938 00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:32,800 Speaker 5: Like I just wouldn't even think about it, and unfortunately 939 00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:35,319 Speaker 5: I ended up not in that situation. But like, once 940 00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:36,800 Speaker 5: you have that other. 941 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:39,440 Speaker 6: Priority, I think it's sort of like you don't want 942 00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:41,440 Speaker 6: to go too far, which I think some parents do 943 00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,080 Speaker 6: and like just live your life through or for your kid, 944 00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:47,120 Speaker 6: but you also have to have a certain priority for 945 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:52,120 Speaker 6: the human being that you you forced into the world, 946 00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:53,440 Speaker 6: whether they wanted. 947 00:45:53,120 --> 00:45:53,480 Speaker 1: It or not. 948 00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,880 Speaker 6: And I thought, like I understood his efforts, you know, 949 00:45:58,080 --> 00:46:00,120 Speaker 6: to try and make it right and everything, but the 950 00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:01,600 Speaker 6: end when it was kind of like, yeah, I gotta 951 00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:04,759 Speaker 6: let him go live by himself in the village or whatever, 952 00:46:04,840 --> 00:46:07,600 Speaker 6: it was kind of like I don't know, I had 953 00:46:07,680 --> 00:46:09,080 Speaker 6: I had a hard time with that, like just. 954 00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:13,319 Speaker 1: Emotionally, okay, okay, okay, so what do you hear him 955 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:17,799 Speaker 1: letting him go? How did what did you think about that? Uh? 956 00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:21,200 Speaker 6: So, I mean that's sort of similar thing with my dad. Dude, 957 00:46:21,239 --> 00:46:22,759 Speaker 6: Like he took off and we didn't see him for 958 00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,200 Speaker 6: a while, and then he sort of like you know, 959 00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:28,000 Speaker 6: he sort of thought he could re enter the world 960 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:30,200 Speaker 6: or whatever with with my brother and I and we 961 00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:32,080 Speaker 6: were just kind of at that time in our lives 962 00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:33,759 Speaker 6: like nah, dude, you. 963 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,520 Speaker 5: Know, like like what is so it was sort of 964 00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:37,040 Speaker 5: the same thing. 965 00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:38,719 Speaker 6: I mean, like when when my dad was sort of 966 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,320 Speaker 6: trying to re establish a relationship with me, like and 967 00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:45,120 Speaker 6: high school, I was just like, no, I'm I'm I'm 968 00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:47,880 Speaker 6: really good and to be honest, like beyond that, I 969 00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:51,920 Speaker 6: mean some really difficult conversations that I wish put on 970 00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:52,640 Speaker 6: differently now. 971 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:52,960 Speaker 5: That he did. 972 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:54,920 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah. 973 00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:56,759 Speaker 5: But but but so like I. 974 00:46:57,239 --> 00:46:59,680 Speaker 6: Understood, I guess I felt like I understood both people's 975 00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:01,680 Speaker 6: side of it. I feel like I understood my dad 976 00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:04,520 Speaker 6: a lot more now as a father than I did 977 00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:07,080 Speaker 6: when I was six years old. Obviously, but I also 978 00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:12,480 Speaker 6: still understand emotionally that if you're a kid in that situation. 979 00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:14,360 Speaker 5: Like you just have to do what you have to 980 00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:19,400 Speaker 5: do to survive in that moment. And I don't know. 981 00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,880 Speaker 6: I mean, I guess like for the book, he kind 982 00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:23,520 Speaker 6: of had to let him go, like obviously this is 983 00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:24,879 Speaker 6: not a book that was going to end with him 984 00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:30,080 Speaker 6: like raising a kid. Yeah, yeah, so I guess I 985 00:47:30,160 --> 00:47:32,920 Speaker 6: didn't really consider that there was another option for him 986 00:47:32,960 --> 00:47:33,920 Speaker 6: besides letting him go. 987 00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:36,960 Speaker 5: But I don't know. We talked about this on some 988 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:37,359 Speaker 5: of the other. 989 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:38,759 Speaker 6: Shows, Like this to me is sort of one of 990 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:41,440 Speaker 6: the things where like there's a lot to be learned 991 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:44,680 Speaker 6: from you know, these philosophies of non attachment and stuff 992 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:48,759 Speaker 6: like that, but ultimately, you know, to me, I look 993 00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:50,799 Speaker 6: at it and I'm like, but I think that philosophy 994 00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:53,080 Speaker 6: led him to what I would consider. 995 00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:55,000 Speaker 5: To be a wrong moral choice. 996 00:47:55,239 --> 00:47:56,920 Speaker 6: And I think once you have a kid, like you 997 00:47:57,040 --> 00:48:00,239 Speaker 6: have a responsibility to the kid, you know, just like 998 00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:02,600 Speaker 6: I said, because you created him, like you're the whole 999 00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:03,879 Speaker 6: reason that they're on the way in the world. 1000 00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:04,560 Speaker 1: For sure. 1001 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:09,359 Speaker 5: I agree, you're sad, whatever, that's all, that's all because 1002 00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:10,239 Speaker 5: you brought him into the world. 1003 00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:12,879 Speaker 1: And you have to deal with that ship. I feel 1004 00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:15,399 Speaker 1: like I took the age out of it. I didn't 1005 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:17,239 Speaker 1: think about him as being an eleven year old, you 1006 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,359 Speaker 1: know what I mean. I thought about him as being 1007 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:25,200 Speaker 1: like a parent trying to prevent a kid from you know, 1008 00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:28,880 Speaker 1: and because I'm I'm not a parent as well, Like 1009 00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:31,279 Speaker 1: I don't know how you could as a parent here 1010 00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:33,080 Speaker 1: eleven and not see eleven, you know what I mean. 1011 00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:35,080 Speaker 1: It's not you know what I mean, like fuck that 1012 00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:36,680 Speaker 1: you let an eleven year old out that it's crazy. 1013 00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:39,000 Speaker 1: But I looked at it from like taking taking the 1014 00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:40,839 Speaker 1: age out and was like, just look at as a parent, 1015 00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:44,359 Speaker 1: like being a helicopter parent trying to a kid, prevent 1016 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:47,879 Speaker 1: a kid from you know, chasing the world. I mean, 1017 00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:50,279 Speaker 1: you know, experiencing the world or the world affecting the 1018 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,880 Speaker 1: kid in the ways that it affected the parent. And 1019 00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:55,360 Speaker 1: it was really crazy. It was like, you know, do 1020 00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,439 Speaker 1: you think the ship you went through you went through 1021 00:48:57,600 --> 00:49:00,960 Speaker 1: so your son wouldn't have to go through that? Like no, 1022 00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:03,680 Speaker 1: like you're Sooni has to go through the exact same shit. 1023 00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:07,000 Speaker 1: And you know, and my dad, you know, like as 1024 00:49:07,239 --> 00:49:09,719 Speaker 1: you know, when we got old, cooler, when I was older, 1025 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:12,640 Speaker 1: and shit like, and he's trying to tell me certain things, 1026 00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:18,000 Speaker 1: and I'm like, I mean, honestly, you're like, because truths 1027 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:21,239 Speaker 1: are different, I don't give a fuck, you know, you 1028 00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:24,200 Speaker 1: know what it meant what happened to you when you 1029 00:49:24,320 --> 00:49:27,600 Speaker 1: did that, because I mean, it's not I'm not saying 1030 00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:28,840 Speaker 1: I never said it like that to him, but you 1031 00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:31,520 Speaker 1: know that's what I feel, you know, like, I don't. 1032 00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:34,239 Speaker 1: It doesn't matter to me because I need to find 1033 00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:36,400 Speaker 1: out for myself. And I'm the type of person that 1034 00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:38,719 Speaker 1: you can tell me shit and that's fine. And they 1035 00:49:38,760 --> 00:49:41,759 Speaker 1: say that people that are smart are people that you know, listen, 1036 00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:44,399 Speaker 1: like listen to learn from others people's mistakes. I don't 1037 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:47,320 Speaker 1: necessarily believe that the most mistake for you is a 1038 00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,880 Speaker 1: mistake for me, you know what I mean. So if 1039 00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:52,080 Speaker 1: I might need to find out for myself, and I 1040 00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:53,760 Speaker 1: feel like we all have to find out for ourselves. 1041 00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:56,160 Speaker 1: I don't want to make decisions based on somebody else's decisions, 1042 00:49:56,200 --> 00:49:58,279 Speaker 1: because that means I'm living that person's life, you know, 1043 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:00,480 Speaker 1: if somebody else is making my decisions for me, you 1044 00:50:00,560 --> 00:50:01,640 Speaker 1: know what I mean. I want to make my own 1045 00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:05,200 Speaker 1: decisions and experiences myself and so like, I think everybody 1046 00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:07,400 Speaker 1: has to do that. And as a parent, how do 1047 00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:09,560 Speaker 1: you feel about that shit? You know what I mean, 1048 00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:11,680 Speaker 1: knowing that your sons or your son and your daughter 1049 00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:15,759 Speaker 1: at some point, like they're gonna have to go through 1050 00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:18,240 Speaker 1: some shit and the world and deal with the world 1051 00:50:18,400 --> 00:50:20,719 Speaker 1: as an individual, you know what I mean. Like I 1052 00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:22,799 Speaker 1: was talking to I was talking on Twitter last week 1053 00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:25,080 Speaker 1: about how like my mom still cast me talking head. 1054 00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:27,320 Speaker 5: Like I was I was. 1055 00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:28,960 Speaker 1: She called me like I was. 1056 00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:29,480 Speaker 6: I was. 1057 00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:34,440 Speaker 1: I wi rode from the bar from Oakland to San SLF. 1058 00:50:34,480 --> 00:50:38,320 Speaker 1: That shit is like four stops, bro, good for you. 1059 00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:40,120 Speaker 1: You really know how to get around. This is a 1060 00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:44,520 Speaker 1: woman who square it off with some high schoolers thinking 1061 00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:46,120 Speaker 1: that they're about to jump me at one point, like 1062 00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,040 Speaker 1: she's from Northside, Saint Louis. You ask what she's froms 1063 00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:52,359 Speaker 1: to like north side? Like this is her, bro says, 1064 00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:55,720 Speaker 1: motherfucker every forty minutes congratulate, I mean every forty seconds, 1065 00:50:56,520 --> 00:51:00,440 Speaker 1: congratulating me like good job baby, like I'm her baby, 1066 00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:01,799 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And all the kids are 1067 00:51:01,840 --> 00:51:03,239 Speaker 1: that I want. You know, I was talking. There are 1068 00:51:03,239 --> 00:51:05,799 Speaker 1: other people that are saying that when they they see 1069 00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:09,040 Speaker 1: their kids, like older people that have younger children and 1070 00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:11,880 Speaker 1: they see older children, they see a younger person than 1071 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:14,200 Speaker 1: what they actually than who actually exists. They see a 1072 00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:16,279 Speaker 1: younger child when they look at it and they see 1073 00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:18,600 Speaker 1: a baby, they still have the same emotion. And I'm wondering, 1074 00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:20,239 Speaker 1: how do you how do you feel about that as 1075 00:51:20,239 --> 00:51:21,960 Speaker 1: a parent? Like I thought about you when I was 1076 00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:24,480 Speaker 1: reading this shit, like damn, Like I wonder how you feel? 1077 00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:27,400 Speaker 6: Uh yeah, the thing about like did you think you 1078 00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,120 Speaker 6: went through stuff and so that your son wouldn't have 1079 00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:32,200 Speaker 6: to go through it? That that definitely hit me hard 1080 00:51:32,239 --> 00:51:35,080 Speaker 6: because of course, as a parent, especially if you're a 1081 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,520 Speaker 6: parent who you've you've been through some shit in your 1082 00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:39,680 Speaker 6: life and you've been able to create a stable situation 1083 00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:41,319 Speaker 6: for your kids, you kind of. 1084 00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:43,279 Speaker 5: Do want to think that, you know what I mean, 1085 00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:46,040 Speaker 5: like I did go through this so that he doesn't 1086 00:51:46,080 --> 00:51:47,160 Speaker 5: have to go through this or whatever. 1087 00:51:48,239 --> 00:51:50,800 Speaker 6: I think like my wife and I as philosophy with 1088 00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:54,000 Speaker 6: our kids has always been because both of us had 1089 00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:56,000 Speaker 6: you know, shit happened we're growing up or whatever, it 1090 00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:57,600 Speaker 6: was difficult to deal with. And I think, like we 1091 00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:00,719 Speaker 6: talked about on the last show, like you, we both, 1092 00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:03,800 Speaker 6: like most people think to an extent, that some of 1093 00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:07,120 Speaker 6: those experiences are what makes us who we are and 1094 00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:08,800 Speaker 6: like informs our worldview and everything. 1095 00:52:09,239 --> 00:52:10,560 Speaker 5: So I've never wanted to. 1096 00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:15,120 Speaker 6: I've never been a helicopter parent, Like I told you guys, 1097 00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:17,759 Speaker 6: Like I had both my kids at home with me 1098 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:20,120 Speaker 6: the first two years of their life, where I would 1099 00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,239 Speaker 6: have him during the day and then my wife would 1100 00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:22,680 Speaker 6: come home. 1101 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:24,200 Speaker 5: From work and I go work or whatever. So like 1102 00:52:24,280 --> 00:52:26,120 Speaker 5: I spent a lot of time you know. 1103 00:52:26,239 --> 00:52:30,080 Speaker 6: At parks and fucking aquariums, digital like forever with them, 1104 00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:33,960 Speaker 6: where you know, he's usually mothers and then me and 1105 00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:36,440 Speaker 6: I would always get these dirty looks for like you're 1106 00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:39,600 Speaker 6: letting him fall off the slide, You're letting him. 1107 00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:42,520 Speaker 5: Like you know whatever, And We've just my wife and 1108 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:44,080 Speaker 5: I've just always been like, we're. 1109 00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:48,160 Speaker 6: Gonna let him make the non fatal mistakes themselves so 1110 00:52:48,280 --> 00:52:49,680 Speaker 6: that they get used to that. 1111 00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:52,080 Speaker 5: What's difficult for me. 1112 00:52:52,280 --> 00:52:56,279 Speaker 6: My son's five now, and he, you know, fucking he 1113 00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:58,160 Speaker 6: gets girls that he has a crush on or like 1114 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,160 Speaker 6: like he's already starting to at five move into that 1115 00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:05,080 Speaker 6: territory where you're like, you know, like like his my 1116 00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:09,000 Speaker 6: my wife's dad died, he was really and it's like 1117 00:53:09,080 --> 00:53:13,400 Speaker 6: those experiences where it is hard. But for me, like 1118 00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:16,719 Speaker 6: I just know that learning to deal with really hard 1119 00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:20,279 Speaker 6: things is how I got to the point where I 1120 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:22,400 Speaker 6: am that I'm that I'm really happy with as a person. 1121 00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:24,680 Speaker 5: And so we just understand it. So like we never 1122 00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:26,840 Speaker 5: lied to him when his when his grandpa died, you 1123 00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:27,359 Speaker 5: know what I mean. 1124 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,240 Speaker 6: We never told him, We never made up any story, 1125 00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:33,640 Speaker 6: We never like whatever it was, just like, you know, 1126 00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:34,759 Speaker 6: Papa got sick. 1127 00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:36,880 Speaker 5: Papa's in the hospital. 1128 00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:38,799 Speaker 6: That's where people go when they're sick, and sometimes they 1129 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:41,480 Speaker 6: get better and sometimes they don't. And you know, and 1130 00:53:41,800 --> 00:53:43,759 Speaker 6: we explained it to him when he when he died, 1131 00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:45,960 Speaker 6: and like as he's had questions about where he went 1132 00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:48,640 Speaker 6: or or what happens to people after they die, like 1133 00:53:48,760 --> 00:53:51,799 Speaker 6: we haven't shoved something onto him, you know, we haven't said, like, oh, 1134 00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:53,879 Speaker 6: everyone gets to go to some happy place when they. 1135 00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:56,040 Speaker 5: Die, like we don't know, Like we don't, we don't know, 1136 00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:57,600 Speaker 5: we don't know, you know, and. 1137 00:53:57,719 --> 00:53:59,960 Speaker 6: Like, yes, it is hard, and so like we will 1138 00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:02,200 Speaker 6: even have those kind of conversations with him at like 1139 00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:04,400 Speaker 6: three or four years old, just because I think like 1140 00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:09,120 Speaker 6: giving someone certainty about any of those questions is a mistake. 1141 00:54:09,360 --> 00:54:13,320 Speaker 6: You know, like he'll ultimately figure out who he is 1142 00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:16,960 Speaker 6: through the struggles that he has to go to, regardless 1143 00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:19,640 Speaker 6: of how stable we try and make his life situation. 1144 00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:22,160 Speaker 6: So all we try and do, my wife calls it 1145 00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:25,160 Speaker 6: like scaffolding. We're just trying to have like stuff around 1146 00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:28,120 Speaker 6: him so that he never falls through the net. 1147 00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:30,799 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, but you. 1148 00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:33,160 Speaker 5: Let him fall and get used to that. 1149 00:54:33,360 --> 00:54:34,960 Speaker 6: And I'm sure a couple of times in his life 1150 00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:37,040 Speaker 6: he's going to fall through the net, hopefully not because of. 1151 00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:41,120 Speaker 5: Anything that she or I have done. And I don't know, 1152 00:54:41,239 --> 00:54:42,279 Speaker 5: but it is, it is hard. 1153 00:54:42,320 --> 00:54:44,680 Speaker 6: As hard as that line in particular was probably the 1154 00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:46,520 Speaker 6: line that hit in the hardest out of the whole book. 1155 00:54:46,600 --> 00:54:50,439 Speaker 6: That was just like, yeah, man, you know, like something's coming, 1156 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:52,960 Speaker 6: I might get hit by a car my wife, you 1157 00:54:53,000 --> 00:54:55,319 Speaker 6: know what I mean, Like my wife gets something's coming 1158 00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:57,279 Speaker 6: for your kids that you're not going to have any 1159 00:54:57,320 --> 00:55:00,880 Speaker 6: control over. And that that is that to me, is 1160 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:03,320 Speaker 6: the only part of parenthood that just fucking sucks because 1161 00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:05,719 Speaker 6: it's so much of your like heart and your emotional 1162 00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:06,360 Speaker 6: well being. 1163 00:55:07,280 --> 00:55:09,640 Speaker 5: Is just like at preschool right now while we're recording, 1164 00:55:12,880 --> 00:55:13,880 Speaker 5: there's nothing you can do with it. 1165 00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:17,279 Speaker 6: Bro, like it's a walking human being that makes its own, 1166 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,080 Speaker 6: often very stupid. 1167 00:55:18,760 --> 00:55:21,680 Speaker 1: Decisions, like and they have to make those decisions to 1168 00:55:21,719 --> 00:55:23,520 Speaker 1: be smart, Like you have to make dumb decisions and 1169 00:55:23,640 --> 00:55:25,160 Speaker 1: fuck up a little bit, Like that's just a part 1170 00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:27,480 Speaker 1: of the process. But like, I had this conversation with 1171 00:55:27,640 --> 00:55:30,480 Speaker 1: like one of my friends and like I will none 1172 00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:31,960 Speaker 1: of my friends and none of them, none of them 1173 00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:35,200 Speaker 1: like agree with me. And that's and that's people pectly fine. 1174 00:55:35,440 --> 00:55:38,480 Speaker 1: But as far as kids, like they are like when 1175 00:55:38,520 --> 00:55:42,040 Speaker 1: you let your kids curse, and I'm like, this is 1176 00:55:42,080 --> 00:55:43,920 Speaker 1: the thing, this is how I feel about that. I 1177 00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:47,600 Speaker 1: don't want to put dumb ass rules and say and 1178 00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:52,879 Speaker 1: do dumb ass ship Like I don't want to put 1179 00:55:52,880 --> 00:55:54,319 Speaker 1: the dumb ass rules of the world, and I don't 1180 00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:57,359 Speaker 1: agree with on my kids. There's enough to worry about, right, 1181 00:55:57,680 --> 00:55:59,480 Speaker 1: Like cursing, I don't give a fuck about cursing. It 1182 00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:02,600 Speaker 1: doesn't like it. It's curse words are just words. Somebody 1183 00:56:02,680 --> 00:56:04,360 Speaker 1: decided that they were bad and other people decided to 1184 00:56:04,400 --> 00:56:07,360 Speaker 1: believe that shit and and but there's nothing really like 1185 00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:10,120 Speaker 1: there's like that you can say shit that isn't a 1186 00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:12,520 Speaker 1: curse word in a negative way. That means way more 1187 00:56:12,560 --> 00:56:14,440 Speaker 1: than that. Like I I'll say, shut the fuck up 1188 00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:16,359 Speaker 1: the people that I love, and and in a way 1189 00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:18,400 Speaker 1: that's just that's not mean, you know what I mean. 1190 00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:21,400 Speaker 1: It's how you use these words. It's not the words themselves, 1191 00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:23,439 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, just like every other word. 1192 00:56:23,920 --> 00:56:26,440 Speaker 1: And so they're like, will you let this kids curse? 1193 00:56:26,480 --> 00:56:27,600 Speaker 1: I'm like, this is the thing. I don't want to 1194 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:30,560 Speaker 1: hear my kids cursing because I am It'll make me 1195 00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,319 Speaker 1: feel a certain type of way, right, But if they 1196 00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:36,319 Speaker 1: want to curse around their peers, I'm not gonna I'm 1197 00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:38,320 Speaker 1: not going to trip off that. Like somebody said that 1198 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,960 Speaker 1: about like if they're cursing with the round kids, I 1199 00:56:41,000 --> 00:56:43,360 Speaker 1: wouldn't trip off that. If they get in trouble, I 1200 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,160 Speaker 1: don't have a conversation with them, even if like five 1201 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,520 Speaker 1: six seven, like super young, they probably won't understand it. 1202 00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:52,160 Speaker 1: That's fine. But like if they get in trouble at 1203 00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:55,200 Speaker 1: school for cursing, they get in trouble, Well, you said 1204 00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:56,520 Speaker 1: I can curse, yeah, but I also told you you 1205 00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:58,400 Speaker 1: can only curse in certain places. You have to figure 1206 00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:00,319 Speaker 1: out there's just certain times to play as you can 1207 00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:02,520 Speaker 1: do things. And that's a that's a life lesson and 1208 00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:04,359 Speaker 1: people will look at me, probably because they're like I'm 1209 00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,200 Speaker 1: crazy or a bad parent because my kids are cursing. 1210 00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:11,320 Speaker 1: But I much rather deal with the issues that my 1211 00:57:11,560 --> 00:57:14,480 Speaker 1: kids or if I have, if we were to have kids, 1212 00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:19,000 Speaker 1: you know, the growing pains of life while my kids 1213 00:57:19,040 --> 00:57:20,920 Speaker 1: are young and it doesn't affect them, and it affects me, 1214 00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:23,400 Speaker 1: and when they get older and it affects them, you 1215 00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:26,000 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So that life that young lesson 1216 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:28,600 Speaker 1: of there's time, a time and place to do certain things. 1217 00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:31,040 Speaker 1: Do you have to respect? You have to respect your 1218 00:57:31,080 --> 00:57:33,400 Speaker 1: surroundings and know your crowd like they'll learn at a 1219 00:57:33,440 --> 00:57:33,880 Speaker 1: young age. 1220 00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:34,120 Speaker 6: I don't. 1221 00:57:34,200 --> 00:57:37,600 Speaker 1: I think I think when kids and that's just an example, 1222 00:57:37,640 --> 00:57:39,640 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like that's just one conversation 1223 00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:42,960 Speaker 1: about ship. But I feel like the reason becoming an 1224 00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:47,480 Speaker 1: adult is so difficult because we were lied to, you 1225 00:57:47,560 --> 00:57:48,960 Speaker 1: know what I mean, and we were shielded from a 1226 00:57:48,960 --> 00:57:51,680 Speaker 1: lot of ship that I think kids can deal with 1227 00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:54,280 Speaker 1: like not not like situations, And you want to keep 1228 00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:55,960 Speaker 1: them out of certain situations as a young age because 1229 00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:57,280 Speaker 1: you don't want, you know, to hurt them. 1230 00:57:57,560 --> 00:57:59,400 Speaker 5: But it's easier for him to deal with shit at 1231 00:57:59,400 --> 00:57:59,960 Speaker 5: five years old. 1232 00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:04,920 Speaker 1: Exactly different. The consequences are different, you know what I mean. 1233 00:58:05,200 --> 00:58:08,120 Speaker 5: But that's why And I've seen Tyler streeting about this too. 1234 00:58:08,160 --> 00:58:10,080 Speaker 6: Whenever people are like, how am I going to explain 1235 00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:12,600 Speaker 6: homosexuality to it to a kid, I'm like, have you 1236 00:58:12,640 --> 00:58:15,240 Speaker 6: ever been around preschool kids? It takes you about fourteen 1237 00:58:15,600 --> 00:58:17,600 Speaker 6: seconds to explain that ship to them, bro, And they. 1238 00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:20,400 Speaker 1: Don't They don't have all the bullshit. They don't even 1239 00:58:20,440 --> 00:58:23,760 Speaker 1: blink in their head trying to sit you know what 1240 00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:24,080 Speaker 1: I mean. 1241 00:58:24,760 --> 00:58:26,680 Speaker 6: They don't know what airplanes are yet, you know what 1242 00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:28,600 Speaker 6: I mean, Like you could tell them anything about the 1243 00:58:28,680 --> 00:58:30,840 Speaker 6: world and they will believe you, you know, like that 1244 00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:32,760 Speaker 6: that is I agree with you totally. 1245 00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:33,480 Speaker 5: Tyler. 1246 00:58:33,600 --> 00:58:35,920 Speaker 6: Have you and your wife talked about that aspect of 1247 00:58:36,040 --> 00:58:39,600 Speaker 6: the the PPPW aftermath about like that. 1248 00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:43,640 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I mean we've we've we've kind of agreed 1249 00:58:43,680 --> 00:58:45,480 Speaker 7: that we are going to you know, be as honest 1250 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:47,480 Speaker 7: as possible with our kids. We're not gonna, you know, 1251 00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:49,680 Speaker 7: sugarcoat ship, but we're gonna explain it in a way 1252 00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:51,400 Speaker 7: that is, you know, age appropriate to them at the time, 1253 00:58:51,480 --> 00:58:54,000 Speaker 7: of course. But yeah, like like you know, like the 1254 00:58:54,080 --> 00:58:55,640 Speaker 7: whole how am I going to explain this ship to 1255 00:58:55,800 --> 00:58:57,600 Speaker 7: my kids. It's like, Bro, that's what being a parent is, 1256 00:58:57,720 --> 00:59:00,560 Speaker 7: you explain ship to your kids. Dude, that's what the 1257 00:59:00,640 --> 00:59:01,680 Speaker 7: fuck you signed up for. 1258 00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:08,200 Speaker 1: Exactly like job you said, go ahead, what are you saying? 1259 00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:11,520 Speaker 6: I actually, I actually uh, Shar and I have had 1260 00:59:11,560 --> 00:59:16,000 Speaker 6: some disagreements about this, but I actually totally relate to 1261 00:59:16,080 --> 00:59:21,120 Speaker 6: what you're saying about kids and cussing. My wife, Shar 1262 00:59:21,160 --> 00:59:22,840 Speaker 6: didn't believe me. So when my mom was staying with 1263 00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:26,400 Speaker 6: us over the holidays, I actually had I was like, Mom, 1264 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:29,680 Speaker 6: tell Shar how old I was when you let me 1265 00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:31,880 Speaker 6: start cussing. And she told her it was like eight 1266 00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:35,800 Speaker 6: years old or something. And it was like my mom 1267 00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:38,200 Speaker 6: had that exact rule. It was like the rule isn't 1268 00:59:38,320 --> 00:59:41,480 Speaker 6: you can't cuss. The rule is you can't cuss at school, 1269 00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:44,880 Speaker 6: or you can't cuss around your friend's parents, you know 1270 00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:45,280 Speaker 6: what I mean. 1271 00:59:45,400 --> 00:59:47,439 Speaker 5: Like, but I heard her. 1272 00:59:47,440 --> 00:59:50,400 Speaker 6: Say, because she cut my mom cut my mom's from Idaho, 1273 00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:53,240 Speaker 6: she fucking if someone cut her off, she fucking she cussed, 1274 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,760 Speaker 6: you know what I mean, Like not in a polite 1275 00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:58,680 Speaker 6: way or whatever, so like that, but that was just 1276 00:59:58,760 --> 01:00:00,439 Speaker 6: our rule is like if you're at home, you're allowed 1277 01:00:00,480 --> 01:00:01,520 Speaker 6: to use the English language. 1278 01:00:01,720 --> 01:00:05,760 Speaker 5: Why because you fucking speak English, you know, right, So, 1279 01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:07,160 Speaker 5: and you know I'm not never. 1280 01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:09,600 Speaker 6: Allowed to cuss at her obviously, But like if I 1281 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,960 Speaker 6: if I was nine years old and I like stubbed 1282 01:00:11,960 --> 01:00:13,720 Speaker 6: my toe on something and yelled out shit, like I 1283 01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:14,920 Speaker 6: would never get in trouble for. 1284 01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:17,240 Speaker 1: Something like that, And that's what and that's ridiculous with 1285 01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:19,400 Speaker 1: that somebody would get in trouble for that, It's very natural. 1286 01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:22,840 Speaker 6: Well yeah, I mean it was to me because I 1287 01:00:23,000 --> 01:00:25,240 Speaker 6: grew up like cussing. You know, my brother and I 1288 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:27,600 Speaker 6: grew up in a house where our parents cussed or whatever, 1289 01:00:27,640 --> 01:00:29,560 Speaker 6: you know, like it just it just wasn't a big deal. 1290 01:00:29,640 --> 01:00:33,080 Speaker 6: And the rule of don't cuss around to your teacher 1291 01:00:33,560 --> 01:00:36,760 Speaker 6: wasn't any harder for us to learn than any other 1292 01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:39,400 Speaker 6: rule was. But I but but, like you said, like 1293 01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:44,320 Speaker 6: when I think I trusted them more because it wasn't like, oh, 1294 01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:46,240 Speaker 6: I hear you cuss, but you're not gonna let me 1295 01:00:46,360 --> 01:00:48,240 Speaker 6: do it, or you know what I mean, Like there 1296 01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:51,120 Speaker 6: was no bullshit about that aspect. And my mom, like 1297 01:00:51,600 --> 01:00:55,080 Speaker 6: my mom's central life philosophy is fuck them if they 1298 01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:56,000 Speaker 6: can't take a joke. 1299 01:00:56,760 --> 01:01:03,640 Speaker 5: And I think I love you. She's listen you guys, 1300 01:01:03,800 --> 01:01:07,160 Speaker 5: You guys would get along great. She's she's she's the 1301 01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:10,960 Speaker 5: best person. She's like the reason why I am like 1302 01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:12,200 Speaker 5: entirely the way I am. 1303 01:01:12,240 --> 01:01:12,920 Speaker 1: But she told me that. 1304 01:01:13,000 --> 01:01:14,240 Speaker 5: The first time she told me that, I was. 1305 01:01:14,280 --> 01:01:18,000 Speaker 6: Probably in elementary school and I was like upset about 1306 01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:19,680 Speaker 6: something and she was just like, fuck them, Like what 1307 01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:21,880 Speaker 6: do you you worried about them for? 1308 01:01:22,560 --> 01:01:25,760 Speaker 1: But I think, but I think that makes so much sense. Like, Okay, 1309 01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:28,320 Speaker 1: if if somebody hears you curse, who is it gonna 1310 01:01:28,320 --> 01:01:30,640 Speaker 1: affect your mom? That's not They're not gonna look at 1311 01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:32,120 Speaker 1: you as an eight year old like you're. They're gonna 1312 01:01:32,160 --> 01:01:34,320 Speaker 1: look at your mom be like your mom is a 1313 01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:35,840 Speaker 1: bad mom, or like they look at me if I 1314 01:01:35,880 --> 01:01:37,960 Speaker 1: was if I was to be a parent, your your dad, 1315 01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:39,440 Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck what you think about me 1316 01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:41,440 Speaker 1: and my parents. Fuck you, you know what I mean. 1317 01:01:41,480 --> 01:01:44,320 Speaker 1: But if when you do ship, when your kid has 1318 01:01:44,440 --> 01:01:46,880 Speaker 1: not been taught the lessons of there's certain places and 1319 01:01:46,920 --> 01:01:49,360 Speaker 1: times you can do things, and they're fucking nineteen and 1320 01:01:49,400 --> 01:01:51,480 Speaker 1: they do that ship, that's gonna affect them as a 1321 01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:54,960 Speaker 1: human and much rather just the mistakes they make affect 1322 01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:58,480 Speaker 1: me and and affect how people view me and how 1323 01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:02,200 Speaker 1: it reviews how they you know, people view them or 1324 01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:04,360 Speaker 1: you know, and so like I want them to learn 1325 01:02:04,560 --> 01:02:07,440 Speaker 1: as many lessons as possible while while it affects me, 1326 01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:10,560 Speaker 1: you know obviously, like you said that toddler age appropriate shit, 1327 01:02:10,880 --> 01:02:12,000 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I'm not gonna be 1328 01:02:12,040 --> 01:02:13,680 Speaker 1: playing porn and ship like this is how you you 1329 01:02:13,760 --> 01:02:14,160 Speaker 1: know what I mean? 1330 01:02:14,280 --> 01:02:17,080 Speaker 6: Like kid, when you when your kid first ask you 1331 01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:19,600 Speaker 6: where babies coming from and real if you give him 1332 01:02:19,640 --> 01:02:22,480 Speaker 6: the full answer, you're a you're not a good person, 1333 01:02:22,640 --> 01:02:23,320 Speaker 6: right but if you. 1334 01:02:23,520 --> 01:02:26,400 Speaker 5: But if middle school the baby, you're also not a 1335 01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:26,880 Speaker 5: good person. 1336 01:02:26,960 --> 01:02:29,600 Speaker 1: If if it's middle school, if it's if they're like, okay, 1337 01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:30,080 Speaker 1: this is the thing. 1338 01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:30,240 Speaker 5: Bro. 1339 01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:33,840 Speaker 1: In middle school, if my times have changed. Bro, my 1340 01:02:33,960 --> 01:02:37,640 Speaker 1: little brother was bringing was printing out this is this 1341 01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:42,040 Speaker 1: is what. He's twenty one now, so he was like seven, No, 1342 01:02:42,160 --> 01:02:44,440 Speaker 1: he's like nine or ten when this happened, like in 1343 01:02:44,560 --> 01:02:48,200 Speaker 1: fourth grade. He was printing out like pictures of chicks 1344 01:02:48,280 --> 01:02:50,480 Speaker 1: like in wet t shirts and titties out, you know 1345 01:02:50,520 --> 01:02:50,880 Speaker 1: what I mean. 1346 01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:54,240 Speaker 10: And they were swapping him in class in fourth grade, 1347 01:02:54,880 --> 01:02:57,040 Speaker 10: So he got in trouble and had to go to 1348 01:02:57,040 --> 01:02:59,320 Speaker 10: the primple's principal's office, and my my stepdad went up 1349 01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:01,640 Speaker 10: there to talk to the principle, and the principal was like, 1350 01:03:01,760 --> 01:03:03,440 Speaker 10: you know, he got in trouble because they had to 1351 01:03:03,480 --> 01:03:03,880 Speaker 10: get put. 1352 01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:06,040 Speaker 1: He had to get be in trouble. But my dad 1353 01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:08,760 Speaker 1: was my said that was you know, apousing profusely, and 1354 01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:10,560 Speaker 1: she was like, yeah, it's not a big deal. I 1355 01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:13,280 Speaker 1: deal with this two to three times every fucking week, 1356 01:03:14,760 --> 01:03:17,800 Speaker 1: so these kids know what's up. It's just the thing 1357 01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:19,560 Speaker 1: I'm this is the thing I would want to say. 1358 01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:21,760 Speaker 1: Like I told my when I saw my little brother 1359 01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:23,400 Speaker 1: this last time, I saw that he's becoming a good 1360 01:03:23,440 --> 01:03:26,320 Speaker 1: looking dude. He's tall, he's playing who's something like like, yo, 1361 01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:28,080 Speaker 1: you gotta have that conversation with him about to go 1362 01:03:28,120 --> 01:03:30,480 Speaker 1: into sixth grade. You know, he might fuck around and 1363 01:03:30,520 --> 01:03:32,760 Speaker 1: have some feelings he had never had before and get 1364 01:03:32,800 --> 01:03:35,080 Speaker 1: to operating out here and he can fucking around have 1365 01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:36,400 Speaker 1: a kid because he ain't know what the fuck is 1366 01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:38,120 Speaker 1: going on because y'all trying to you know, he could job. 1367 01:03:38,240 --> 01:03:40,200 Speaker 1: Y'all want him to stay a kid, you know what 1368 01:03:40,240 --> 01:03:42,520 Speaker 1: I mean. So I'm like, conversations need to be had 1369 01:03:42,560 --> 01:03:44,360 Speaker 1: when they need to be had, you know what I mean, 1370 01:03:44,480 --> 01:03:46,960 Speaker 1: Like if it's I if if a motherfucker is out 1371 01:03:46,960 --> 01:03:48,920 Speaker 1: here making some decisions, I don't know if you can 1372 01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:51,680 Speaker 1: even have a kid, and you know, younger than twelve, 1373 01:03:51,760 --> 01:03:53,600 Speaker 1: maybe you know you might want to. You might be 1374 01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:55,560 Speaker 1: out here doing some dumb shit, but you can't. You 1375 01:03:55,600 --> 01:03:59,320 Speaker 1: don't have the the the chemicals in your body to 1376 01:03:59,680 --> 01:04:02,160 Speaker 1: make to make joy yet. But like I want to 1377 01:04:02,200 --> 01:04:04,360 Speaker 1: have I want to have conversations when those conversations need 1378 01:04:04,400 --> 01:04:06,320 Speaker 1: to be ad Like if my kids out here, you know, 1379 01:04:06,840 --> 01:04:09,520 Speaker 1: doing some some some fast ass ship, he out here 1380 01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:11,720 Speaker 1: doing some dumb She's like, yo, I need to have 1381 01:04:11,800 --> 01:04:14,520 Speaker 1: that conversation with him, regardless of if it's a good 1382 01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:16,200 Speaker 1: conversation to have where you think it's an age, like 1383 01:04:16,600 --> 01:04:18,720 Speaker 1: I'd much rather have that conversation and he'll and and 1384 01:04:18,840 --> 01:04:21,760 Speaker 1: and and he him know and and so he'll he'll 1385 01:04:21,840 --> 01:04:24,320 Speaker 1: know what not to do, you know, like't I didn't 1386 01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:25,960 Speaker 1: get in trouble for having sex, like I know all 1387 01:04:26,160 --> 01:04:27,520 Speaker 1: to people that got in trouble for having sex in 1388 01:04:27,560 --> 01:04:29,840 Speaker 1: high school. Shit. I told my mom two weeks later 1389 01:04:29,880 --> 01:04:32,120 Speaker 1: that when I after two weeks after I lost my virginity, 1390 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,640 Speaker 1: that I had sex. She didn't give a fuck that 1391 01:04:33,720 --> 01:04:34,840 Speaker 1: had sex. She just want to make sure that I 1392 01:04:34,880 --> 01:04:37,120 Speaker 1: had a fucking helmet on my soldier when I went 1393 01:04:37,120 --> 01:04:39,400 Speaker 1: out to Ward. That's our exact word, you know what 1394 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:41,840 Speaker 1: I mean. You put a helmet on that soldier, right? Okay? Cool? 1395 01:04:42,280 --> 01:04:44,800 Speaker 1: You feel me like? That'sh it, bro, because you know 1396 01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:47,800 Speaker 1: life is going to happen. Bro. People feel things, We 1397 01:04:47,920 --> 01:04:50,000 Speaker 1: want to do things. People have to learn things themselves, 1398 01:04:50,440 --> 01:04:53,120 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And whether we feel comfortable 1399 01:04:53,160 --> 01:04:54,919 Speaker 1: with it or not based on what we were told 1400 01:04:55,000 --> 01:04:57,320 Speaker 1: twenty years ago, that's fucking irrelevant. The ship is what 1401 01:04:57,400 --> 01:04:59,440 Speaker 1: it is, my nigga, you know what I mean. And 1402 01:04:59,680 --> 01:05:02,240 Speaker 1: you can't save your kid from it because they don't 1403 01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:04,560 Speaker 1: curse something that's like you're a bad person. Quit filling 1404 01:05:04,600 --> 01:05:06,680 Speaker 1: these motherfucker up with bullshit. I think that's why it's 1405 01:05:06,680 --> 01:05:08,080 Speaker 1: so hard to become an adult, because we felt it 1406 01:05:08,120 --> 01:05:10,120 Speaker 1: was so much bullshit, told too many fucking lies. My 1407 01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:14,320 Speaker 1: kids will never think fucking Santa exists. I'm sorry, bro, No, 1408 01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:17,000 Speaker 1: I'm not going that. I'm saying a motherfucker, you know 1409 01:05:17,000 --> 01:05:18,920 Speaker 1: what I mean? And Daddy brought this shit and we're 1410 01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:20,800 Speaker 1: still gonna celebrate. You can go sit on this lap 1411 01:05:20,800 --> 01:05:22,520 Speaker 1: and ask them shit if you want to. But I'm 1412 01:05:22,520 --> 01:05:24,400 Speaker 1: not gonna. I'm not telling them so much giving them shit, 1413 01:05:24,400 --> 01:05:26,760 Speaker 1: because that shit ain't given, Nigga, ain't nothing given in 1414 01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:28,520 Speaker 1: this motherfucking world. And I don't want them to believe 1415 01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:30,120 Speaker 1: that shit. And I don't think that takes away from 1416 01:05:30,120 --> 01:05:31,520 Speaker 1: them having a kid. They still gonna go out eat 1417 01:05:31,800 --> 01:05:34,440 Speaker 1: fucking dirt and fucking you know all that shit. You know, 1418 01:05:34,440 --> 01:05:35,600 Speaker 1: I believe it's in it for like two and a 1419 01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:37,640 Speaker 1: half days in my life, bro, And I'm perfectly fine. 1420 01:05:37,840 --> 01:05:39,760 Speaker 1: I'm a happy ass motherfucker, you know what I mean. 1421 01:05:39,920 --> 01:05:43,880 Speaker 1: Like Doug, I just I just feel as a shirt, 1422 01:05:43,960 --> 01:05:46,600 Speaker 1: I just feel like we just we try to shelter 1423 01:05:46,680 --> 01:05:51,000 Speaker 1: them in ways that aren't beneficial, you know what I mean. Anyway, 1424 01:05:51,040 --> 01:05:52,080 Speaker 1: That's just how I feel. But I don't have the 1425 01:05:52,120 --> 01:05:54,160 Speaker 1: mother fucker kids. I might have a kid my whole world, 1426 01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:57,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I'm out here trying to 1427 01:05:57,480 --> 01:05:59,160 Speaker 1: shield them on shit. It might have been shit. I'm 1428 01:05:59,160 --> 01:06:01,120 Speaker 1: probably kind of protective by people love you. 1429 01:06:01,320 --> 01:06:03,400 Speaker 6: You wouldn't be the first person I know who felt 1430 01:06:03,480 --> 01:06:06,120 Speaker 6: the way you feel before having a kid who then. 1431 01:06:06,120 --> 01:06:09,320 Speaker 5: Had a kid and was like, you know what, I know, 1432 01:06:09,440 --> 01:06:10,000 Speaker 5: I felt. 1433 01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:15,040 Speaker 6: That way, but I got when this thing cries, it 1434 01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:17,800 Speaker 6: fucking makes me feel like I'm gonna die. 1435 01:06:19,040 --> 01:06:20,680 Speaker 5: Everything got that from. 1436 01:06:20,560 --> 01:06:24,000 Speaker 7: Happening right right right right, like like like me and 1437 01:06:24,080 --> 01:06:27,160 Speaker 7: my homeboy, my gods, we was talking and it's like, 1438 01:06:27,480 --> 01:06:30,959 Speaker 7: my god, he's fourteen, right. He wears the super skin 1439 01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,120 Speaker 7: tight clothes. You know what I'm saying. He got the 1440 01:06:33,200 --> 01:06:34,240 Speaker 7: he got the Odell fro. 1441 01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:35,320 Speaker 3: He listens to. 1442 01:06:35,480 --> 01:06:38,200 Speaker 7: Mumble raps and my and in his homeboy who you 1443 01:06:38,280 --> 01:06:40,360 Speaker 7: know we're we're the same age and shit, And he 1444 01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:43,040 Speaker 7: gives him shit about the clothes he wears, the way 1445 01:06:43,120 --> 01:06:45,560 Speaker 7: he wears his hair, and the music, the music he 1446 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:48,000 Speaker 7: listens to the same ship. Our parents gave a shit 1447 01:06:48,000 --> 01:06:49,760 Speaker 7: about that. We swore to God we were going to 1448 01:06:49,800 --> 01:06:51,760 Speaker 7: be too cool to get our kids shit about, you 1449 01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:54,280 Speaker 7: know what I mean? So yeah, man, shit changes when 1450 01:06:54,280 --> 01:06:54,480 Speaker 7: you have. 1451 01:06:54,480 --> 01:06:57,840 Speaker 6: A kid, though, But it does because like, for example, 1452 01:06:58,240 --> 01:06:59,400 Speaker 6: like and we were that way too. 1453 01:06:59,480 --> 01:07:02,560 Speaker 5: It's like, you know, the stuff that that our kid enjoys, like, 1454 01:07:02,880 --> 01:07:03,919 Speaker 5: he's gonna enjoy whatever. 1455 01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:06,160 Speaker 6: You know what, you know what five year old kids 1456 01:07:06,280 --> 01:07:09,120 Speaker 6: like watching? They like watching YouTube videos of people opening 1457 01:07:09,240 --> 01:07:16,200 Speaker 6: toys and those videos have a billion fucking views on YouTube. 1458 01:07:16,720 --> 01:07:18,880 Speaker 6: Everyone's kids are watching them, and if you talk to 1459 01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:21,400 Speaker 6: any other parent of like a young kid, we're just 1460 01:07:21,560 --> 01:07:23,920 Speaker 6: it's it's like we're talking about rap music. It's just 1461 01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:27,360 Speaker 6: like it's not even fucking entertaining, Like there's no like 1462 01:07:27,640 --> 01:07:29,320 Speaker 6: what are they like about these stupid videos? 1463 01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:31,000 Speaker 5: But the kids are fucking obsessed with them. 1464 01:07:31,360 --> 01:07:34,320 Speaker 7: Bro, It's it's all about It's all about stimulation. Like 1465 01:07:34,680 --> 01:07:36,640 Speaker 7: like for a six year old, opening a gift is 1466 01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,080 Speaker 7: the peak situation. 1467 01:07:39,080 --> 01:07:39,640 Speaker 5: You know what I mean. 1468 01:07:40,720 --> 01:07:42,680 Speaker 3: I'm looking at that ship is like it's it's a 1469 01:07:42,760 --> 01:07:43,600 Speaker 3: natural how that they flow. 1470 01:07:44,480 --> 01:07:46,000 Speaker 5: She said, Like this is like watching porn. 1471 01:07:46,080 --> 01:07:48,560 Speaker 6: For a five year old, the best moment of his 1472 01:07:48,720 --> 01:07:51,080 Speaker 6: life is opening a present, and there's just an hour 1473 01:07:51,160 --> 01:07:53,000 Speaker 6: of videos of people opening presents. 1474 01:07:54,600 --> 01:07:58,400 Speaker 1: There's there's there's people that like like Ninja, the dude's 1475 01:07:58,400 --> 01:08:01,240 Speaker 1: really get a games like he gets paid I think 1476 01:08:01,400 --> 01:08:05,400 Speaker 1: a quarter of a million every month, uh through I 1477 01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,080 Speaker 1: think Twitch because people like to watch him play the 1478 01:08:08,120 --> 01:08:12,400 Speaker 1: game instead of playing themselves. They watched instead of playing 1479 01:08:12,480 --> 01:08:13,960 Speaker 1: the game, they watch kids plays. 1480 01:08:14,240 --> 01:08:16,880 Speaker 6: You said, well, they don't even watch TV shows, brother, 1481 01:08:16,920 --> 01:08:20,559 Speaker 6: They're just on Twitch like they just watched streams so interesting. 1482 01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:23,960 Speaker 1: Man, Uh, the world has changed that I was. I 1483 01:08:24,080 --> 01:08:25,280 Speaker 1: was talking to this one dude and this is the 1484 01:08:25,360 --> 01:08:25,760 Speaker 1: last thing. 1485 01:08:26,040 --> 01:08:26,160 Speaker 6: Uh. 1486 01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:29,960 Speaker 1: I was talking to this one dude and he was 1487 01:08:30,000 --> 01:08:35,680 Speaker 1: saying that the gap between like like us and our 1488 01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:39,599 Speaker 1: parents like is one thing, but the gap between us 1489 01:08:40,120 --> 01:08:43,600 Speaker 1: and our kids is like us and our grandparents. Like 1490 01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:45,760 Speaker 1: the world has changed and things have changed so much, 1491 01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:48,960 Speaker 1: and it's sense changed so quickly. They're like, the gap 1492 01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:51,840 Speaker 1: is widening. Hell, it's between like the life we experienced 1493 01:08:52,200 --> 01:08:55,120 Speaker 1: and the life that our kids experience. And imagine like 1494 01:08:55,240 --> 01:08:57,559 Speaker 1: how quick how big the gap will be when our 1495 01:08:57,640 --> 01:09:00,000 Speaker 1: kids have kids, like the generation as kids. 1496 01:09:00,560 --> 01:09:02,639 Speaker 5: You know, I like ten years ago, ten years ago, 1497 01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:04,160 Speaker 5: I don't think I had a smartphone yet. 1498 01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:06,680 Speaker 3: Bro Oh no I had. 1499 01:09:06,800 --> 01:09:07,960 Speaker 1: I had the iPhone that first came out, but I 1500 01:09:07,960 --> 01:09:09,720 Speaker 1: don't even know if that was ten years ago. But 1501 01:09:10,680 --> 01:09:12,600 Speaker 1: I remember trying to watch porn on the iPhone. It 1502 01:09:12,680 --> 01:09:14,840 Speaker 1: was just pictures. It was like it was like, I'm 1503 01:09:14,880 --> 01:09:17,120 Speaker 1: like jugging off to gifts, you know what I mean. 1504 01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:20,840 Speaker 1: Look at that titty. I was so excited about that ship. 1505 01:09:20,880 --> 01:09:22,840 Speaker 1: You know that fucking gift for that you know that 1506 01:09:22,960 --> 01:09:25,840 Speaker 1: titty that moved left to right, you know what I mean? Like, yeah, 1507 01:09:25,920 --> 01:09:27,960 Speaker 1: it's different now, but anyway, I guess we're doing. Man, 1508 01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:30,200 Speaker 1: we got an hour in bro ship. 1509 01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:33,479 Speaker 6: Yeah, I know you did a good job picking the 1510 01:09:33,520 --> 01:09:37,600 Speaker 6: book because it always leads us off on some different conversations. 1511 01:09:37,840 --> 01:09:40,880 Speaker 5: So so next week we finish it, la fish. 1512 01:09:41,720 --> 01:09:43,519 Speaker 1: What's the next book though? What the next book we're 1513 01:09:43,520 --> 01:09:43,800 Speaker 1: gonna do? 1514 01:09:45,280 --> 01:09:45,640 Speaker 5: I don't know. 1515 01:09:47,200 --> 01:09:47,920 Speaker 1: We'll figure it out. 1516 01:09:48,080 --> 01:09:50,200 Speaker 3: We gotta figure that out, man. 1517 01:09:50,400 --> 01:09:54,519 Speaker 5: All right, Bro, have people send your emails or tweeted 1518 01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:55,160 Speaker 5: us or some ship? 1519 01:09:55,439 --> 01:10:01,719 Speaker 1: Sure, Like I guess like on the finale the book 1520 01:10:01,720 --> 01:10:04,320 Speaker 1: club for Nella, you know, sit heart that will have them, 1521 01:10:04,800 --> 01:10:07,360 Speaker 1: you know, sitting there like questions, we'll talk about that ship. Well, 1522 01:10:07,520 --> 01:10:10,559 Speaker 1: char come on this motherfucker, you know, be be smart, 1523 01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:15,120 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And then and then we'll 1524 01:10:15,160 --> 01:10:17,080 Speaker 1: have them, you know, give suggestions for the next book 1525 01:10:17,120 --> 01:10:19,120 Speaker 1: too as well. The emails. I want to figure that 1526 01:10:19,120 --> 01:10:21,720 Speaker 1: shit out. Yeah, love, it sounds good. We figured it 1527 01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:36,479 Speaker 1: out that quick. Boom niggah, it's. 1528 01:10:36,400 --> 01:10:41,240 Speaker 5: That phone amount of ship. I marked this rare four. 1529 01:10:41,880 --> 01:10:44,680 Speaker 11: I got a hand full a nigga stressed out. 1530 01:10:45,160 --> 01:10:47,400 Speaker 3: Let's get this bad full sex. 1531 01:10:47,439 --> 01:10:48,240 Speaker 2: You WoT healing? 1532 01:10:49,160 --> 01:10:51,599 Speaker 3: So a felling you a bad bitch. 1533 01:10:52,320 --> 01:10:53,400 Speaker 5: I'm a real nigga. 1534 01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,040 Speaker 3: Tell me that you love me. 1535 01:10:55,600 --> 01:10:56,639 Speaker 5: I tell you the sign. 1536 01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:58,400 Speaker 11: That's a fucking shame. 1537 01:10:58,920 --> 01:10:59,960 Speaker 5: We go running down. 1538 01:11:00,800 --> 01:11:02,000 Speaker 3: I just want your pleasure. 1539 01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:03,599 Speaker 11: Just woke my pain. 1540 01:11:04,240 --> 01:11:06,120 Speaker 2: I just want you off for me, and you just 1541 01:11:06,240 --> 01:11:06,920 Speaker 2: wont the same. 1542 01:11:07,760 --> 01:11:10,400 Speaker 3: Let's take a flight, Let's let his life. 1543 01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:14,720 Speaker 11: Let's get our hotel. It's spoke, spend the night. I'm 1544 01:11:14,800 --> 01:11:19,040 Speaker 11: a busy nigga. You're a busy girl. It's a fast life. 1545 01:11:19,120 --> 01:11:22,639 Speaker 11: Were living in this busy world. We ain't my fast card. 1546 01:11:23,120 --> 01:11:24,160 Speaker 11: He ain't no fast bra. 1547 01:11:24,920 --> 01:11:25,880 Speaker 5: That's a hard broke. 1548 01:11:26,400 --> 01:11:28,920 Speaker 2: He did your ass wrong. That's your dad. 1549 01:11:29,040 --> 01:11:31,000 Speaker 1: God, let me be your daddy. 1550 01:11:31,520 --> 01:11:33,599 Speaker 11: I want to see you happy. We both come from 1551 01:11:33,640 --> 01:11:37,439 Speaker 11: broken families. You can tell the truth. I'm gonna tell 1552 01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:40,400 Speaker 11: it truth. We're gonna smoke this wing until like kick 1553 01:11:40,520 --> 01:11:44,599 Speaker 11: us out the broom, like fuck it. That's life fucking tonight. 1554 01:11:45,439 --> 01:11:49,400 Speaker 11: We fucking right, you fucking right. I ain't gonna lie 1555 01:11:49,520 --> 01:11:52,920 Speaker 11: so you I know I'm flying to you. No fuck 1556 01:11:53,040 --> 01:11:53,519 Speaker 11: that girl. 1557 01:11:53,960 --> 01:11:57,599 Speaker 1: I'm a sky told you, oh shit in the class by, 1558 01:11:57,680 --> 01:11:58,479 Speaker 1: it's in the base. 1559 01:11:59,000 --> 01:12:00,519 Speaker 5: Your friend's proud when they know. 1560 01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:02,760 Speaker 3: That you're fucking with me, I. 1561 01:12:02,840 --> 01:12:05,800 Speaker 11: Got your poppety, I take you shopping. 1562 01:12:06,120 --> 01:12:07,040 Speaker 5: Go around the world. 1563 01:12:07,680 --> 01:12:12,120 Speaker 2: Started on slashing. That's real ship, real ship. 1564 01:12:13,280 --> 01:12:15,160 Speaker 3: I know what my real bitches fair. 1565 01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:19,040 Speaker 2: Last show in the morning. Tell me got you wanting, 1566 01:12:20,080 --> 01:12:20,719 Speaker 2: Bitch you won't. 1567 01:12:21,600 --> 01:12:22,519 Speaker 3: I got your moaning. 1568 01:12:23,280 --> 01:12:27,080 Speaker 2: You not a ship. You want this ship. You got 1569 01:12:27,160 --> 01:12:36,200 Speaker 2: this ship. No politics smoke somewhere 1570 01:12:46,200 --> 01:12:46,599 Speaker 4: The real