WEBVTT - Don Lemon Writes About God

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the

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<v Speaker 1>Thing from iHeart Radio. The last few years have seen

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<v Speaker 1>drastic changes in the rapidly evolving landscape of cable and

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<v Speaker 1>streaming television. You know the times have changed when even

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<v Speaker 1>the news is making news. At CNN, there were reports

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<v Speaker 1>of chaos and uncertainty, the sudden resignation of President Jeff Zucker,

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<v Speaker 1>followed by the installation of his successor, Chris Licked, and

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<v Speaker 1>drastic changes to their lineup. One of the biggest changes

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<v Speaker 1>moving my guest Today. CNN Tonight anchored Don Lemon to

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<v Speaker 1>Mornings after a decade in prime time. Shortly after, Lemon

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<v Speaker 1>made some controversial comments on air and was unceremoniously fired

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<v Speaker 1>from the network seventeen years into his tenure. Now, he

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<v Speaker 1>has released a book, I Once Was Lost My Search

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<v Speaker 1>for God in America, a day deeply personal journey of

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<v Speaker 1>his faith through difficult times that also takes a hard

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<v Speaker 1>look at politics and religion in America today. The Emmy

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<v Speaker 1>winning journalist launched a new series earlier this year, The

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<v Speaker 1>Don Lemon Show, on streaming podcast platforms and on YouTube.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to know how he made the decision of

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<v Speaker 1>where to launch his new show.

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<v Speaker 2>YouTube is the number one network in the world. It

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<v Speaker 2>has surpassed Netflix. It's because everyone has that computer in

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<v Speaker 2>their pocket, and that is the new television. It's the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing you watch it, but it's just a different

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<v Speaker 2>form of distribution. So if I can go there, create

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<v Speaker 2>content and pretty much do exactly what I want to do,

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<v Speaker 2>why not?

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<v Speaker 1>And that's why I chose YouTube.

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<v Speaker 2>Also, Alec, I have some contractual obligations. As you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you're in the business, you have non competes and all

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<v Speaker 2>of that. So I had to find a place where

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<v Speaker 2>I could go and do what I do and create

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<v Speaker 2>my cable non network that doesn't compete with my contract

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<v Speaker 2>at the old place.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I want to touch on that, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>We've got two things here, obviously, career and faith. The

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<v Speaker 1>book is called I Once Was Lost, and I went

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<v Speaker 1>to your book signing event where you were interviewed by Zucker,

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<v Speaker 1>who was very funny. By the way, I was surprised.

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<v Speaker 1>He's very good. So you go to YouTube overcly there's

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<v Speaker 1>a non compete aspect in there, but to describe your

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<v Speaker 1>career in television and when that ended, what ended? You

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<v Speaker 1>started at CNN. What year two thousand and six and

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<v Speaker 1>you started doing what I started.

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<v Speaker 2>As let's see, Oh wow, it's been so long ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Two thousand and six. I was the afternoon anchor on

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<v Speaker 2>CNN Newsroom from one to four in the afternoon, And

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<v Speaker 2>you did that for how long? I did that for

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<v Speaker 2>about eight years or so?

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<v Speaker 1>Eight years?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, thirteen to fourteen. I moved on.

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<v Speaker 1>I moved to New York.

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<v Speaker 2>I was in Atlanta, and you move on to do

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<v Speaker 2>what show? I moved on to do. I did weekend

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<v Speaker 2>evenings for a while to sort of create, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>get my own voice, develop my own voice. And then

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<v Speaker 2>Jeff Souker took over and said, hey, you're pretty talented.

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<v Speaker 2>Who was in charge of before Zucker Jim Walton was

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<v Speaker 2>ahead of the network here, and Zuker took over, and

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<v Speaker 2>he wanted you want in the evening? He put you

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<v Speaker 2>on in the evening. Yes, I went to Zucker because

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<v Speaker 2>I did. I hated Atlanta and I'm a New Yorker

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<v Speaker 2>even though I grew up in Louisiana, I'm a New

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<v Speaker 2>Yorker by heart. And I said, hey, listen, it's been

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<v Speaker 2>great working here. I'm out of here, I said, I

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<v Speaker 2>can't live in Atlanta anymore. So thanks, you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>glad you just took over the network. Blah blah blah

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<v Speaker 2>blah he said, he said, yeah, he said, you don't

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<v Speaker 2>have to You're moving to New York.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was it. And you did the evening on

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<v Speaker 1>the weekends, and then you did your evening show starting

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<v Speaker 1>when how long was he so weekends?

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<v Speaker 2>I did the evenings on the weekends for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I did the evenings for you know, five years.

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<v Speaker 2>Look the afternoon, I'm sort of, you know, sort of

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<v Speaker 2>mixing that in the evening because I started the evening

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<v Speaker 2>in Atlanta and then I continue the evening in New York.

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<v Speaker 2>And Jeff would sort of mentor me, you know, because

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<v Speaker 2>he's he watched twenty four hours a day, so breaking

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<v Speaker 2>news tell you. He would say, breaking news, I need

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<v Speaker 2>you to stay on for another hour. We're going to

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<v Speaker 2>blow out the medical ship and need you to stay

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<v Speaker 2>on and do this, repeat the breaking news.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Or he didn't coach about style, No, no, not at all,

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<v Speaker 2>because he liked my style.

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<v Speaker 1>He liked me being me.

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<v Speaker 2>He's he would if anything, he would say, lean into it,

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<v Speaker 2>so he would say, you know, recap, tell the audience

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<v Speaker 2>you know it's breaking news, what it is. He wouldn't

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<v Speaker 2>tell me what to say. He would say a good

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<v Speaker 2>question might be something like this, and I wouldn't ask it,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, exactly as he would say if I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to do it. But he wouldn't get upset if I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>So you could do audibles like quarterbacks.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I could. And then he started. I had me

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<v Speaker 2>filling in on every single show. I'd fill in the afternoon,

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<v Speaker 2>I'd fill in the morning, I would do my evening show,

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<v Speaker 2>and he would send me on big stories and he

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<v Speaker 2>was he really developed me.

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<v Speaker 1>And you started doing your show, the big show, the

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<v Speaker 1>evening show.

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<v Speaker 2>Win I started doing my show. Aaron Burnett went out

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<v Speaker 2>on maternity leave and Jeff said, I want you to

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<v Speaker 2>take over for her from maternity leave. So her entire

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<v Speaker 2>couple months she was off, I filled in seven o'clock show.

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<v Speaker 2>It was me and I did my weekend show. So

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<v Speaker 2>I was working seven days a week and I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>mind it.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved it. Actually, you're doing the mornings, and you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing and morning shows, which have become so bizarre to me,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I said to people, and I love all

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<v Speaker 1>these people. I mean, I love Katie Cork. But the

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<v Speaker 1>last time I watched the Today Show was when Katie

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<v Speaker 1>Cork was on with lour and they did a I

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<v Speaker 1>guess maybe it was for Halloween. They all dressed up

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<v Speaker 1>and clothing and they sang diamonds are a Girl's best

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<v Speaker 1>friend as she's walking down a staircase, a glittering staircase

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever, and I thought, I'm done. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I want the news, maybe tell some jokes or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But they turned it into an entertainment show. But mornings

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<v Speaker 1>it's obviously a different ball game. Even weekends, maybe you're

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<v Speaker 1>a different ballgame. So what adjustments do you have to

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<v Speaker 1>make in your style to be on in the evening?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh well, I'm an evening guy. The only reason I

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<v Speaker 2>did the mornings is because and you told me, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>when I did the she said, no one wants to

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<v Speaker 2>see you in the morning, And you were right. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not a morning person. I'm not very good in the morning.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not good on coffee. Caffeine makes me jittery. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know what I'm saying or doing. So I did

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<v Speaker 2>it because my company asked me to do it, and

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<v Speaker 2>I was being a team player, but it was not

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<v Speaker 2>a good fit for me. The adjustment is is that

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<v Speaker 2>you're constantly sleeping. You have to get up. I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>night oul. I don't him to go to bed until

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<v Speaker 2>two or three in the morning, and I'm up at

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<v Speaker 2>you know, maybe ten right before I would you know,

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<v Speaker 2>i'd have to wake up when I mean, when I

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<v Speaker 2>was doing the mornings, I have to wake up at

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<v Speaker 2>four in the morning, right, I know it'll be It

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<v Speaker 2>was really, really tough. So that's really the adjustment. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a cool cat at night. I like it, and I

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<v Speaker 2>like that that late time slot. Working at night, I

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<v Speaker 2>do too, and I get my best idea yea, yeah, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I do movies.

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<v Speaker 1>And the guy said to me, we're in a black

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<v Speaker 1>box theater shooting this movie for all these scenes inside

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<v Speaker 1>this theater for a month in Florida. And he says, so,

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<v Speaker 1>no windows, know nothing, no light dependent at all. He goes,

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<v Speaker 1>we can shoot whenever we want. He goes, what time

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<v Speaker 1>you want to go to work? Love it? And I said, none,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to shooting noon to midnight. Yeah. We did.

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<v Speaker 1>We shot noon to midnight for four weeks and I

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<v Speaker 1>was in heaven. I was like, man, I'm just getting going.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I like about seven or eight at night, like

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<v Speaker 2>my best work. I don't wake up that late, but

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<v Speaker 2>my best work is at night. So having that ten

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<v Speaker 2>o'clock slot was perfect for me. And then you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I was on until midnight every night, but that was

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<v Speaker 2>when I would get that energy.

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<v Speaker 1>And you like being solo. Oh, I love the co

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<v Speaker 1>anchors for a while. It's tough you didn't like that format. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a team player, but not in that way. I

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<v Speaker 1>have my own flow and everybody can't keep up with me,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and and doubles tennis, they're not the best partner. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>at your game, and you got to you gotta have

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<v Speaker 1>a good part of that. You have to have someone

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<v Speaker 1>who can keep up with you.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, I don't mean that in a you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not diminishing anyone, but someone like a Kara Swisher

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<v Speaker 2>personal Yeah, like someone like a Kara Swisher or a

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<v Speaker 2>Joy Behar or someone they could keep up with me.

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<v Speaker 2>They get my sense of humor and they don't take

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<v Speaker 2>anything personally and they can give it or take it

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<v Speaker 2>as good as they give it, right, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>I love that kind of but they didn't want to

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<v Speaker 1>demonize or criminalize your moderances.

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<v Speaker 2>No, because they they under they they their pals and

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<v Speaker 2>they get me.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not personal.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just we're just we're just sitting having a conversation

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<v Speaker 2>and people say all kinds of things and conversations and

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<v Speaker 2>it's not personal.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just your talking. And when you talk, you say

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<v Speaker 1>things and you.

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<v Speaker 2>Go, ah, I don't mean that, Okay, all right, right,

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<v Speaker 2>so I said some shit, that was great, whatever, and

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<v Speaker 2>you just move on. But you can't do that with everybody,

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<v Speaker 2>because you know, especially like younger folks, everything is like

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<v Speaker 2>a personal affront.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you walk in on the set of a project,

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<v Speaker 1>and when you're around young people, I find that there's

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<v Speaker 1>a potential for certain difficulties. So I've never had any

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<v Speaker 1>problems with this myself. I never had any I've had

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<v Speaker 1>other problems obviously, but not that one. And you walk

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<v Speaker 1>onto the set, especially of a film, and you're there

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<v Speaker 1>and people they're tents. You don't realize how tense there.

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<v Speaker 1>They're scared younger people. You come on and there. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I've made whatever number of movies, I made one hundred movies,

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<v Speaker 1>ninety movies, whatever. I take pictures with people now, But

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<v Speaker 1>I got taught by somebody famous. You put your arm

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<v Speaker 1>out and they hook their elbow around your elbow, and

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<v Speaker 1>they go, why do you want to do that? A

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<v Speaker 1>few of them would say, and I say, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>put my hand behind your body, and you got it.

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<v Speaker 1>My hand can't be hidden behind your back in the

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<v Speaker 1>photogo all the games you got to play now? Which

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<v Speaker 1>are which? Was not concerned?

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<v Speaker 2>No, but you're right about that. You said you've done

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<v Speaker 2>so many movies. I had been. I think I was

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<v Speaker 2>doing the afternoons from six about nine, and then I

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<v Speaker 2>started doing the weekend evenings, and so I'd been doing

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<v Speaker 2>the weekend evenings. I'd been solo, I should say, from

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<v Speaker 2>about two thousand and nine to twenty twenty three or

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<v Speaker 2>twenty twenty two, and so I was just used to

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<v Speaker 2>my own flow and people, you know, were used to

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<v Speaker 2>me just being me, and so I had been there

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<v Speaker 2>for quite some time solo anchor. And you know, people

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<v Speaker 2>come in and they're like they you know, they don't

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<v Speaker 2>get it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, now when you do a show like that

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<v Speaker 1>for people who don't know, because I find this behind

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<v Speaker 1>the scenes very interesting. You come in there you come in.

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<v Speaker 1>The show was on the air at ten. The big

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<v Speaker 1>show was on a ten. He did the pass too

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<v Speaker 1>with Chris, and then everybody thought that was very entertaining

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<v Speaker 1>the two of you.

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<v Speaker 2>It's the biggest compliment that people say about that and

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<v Speaker 2>about my show. They say that was the last appointment

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<v Speaker 2>television for the network. Was that handoff and then going

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<v Speaker 2>on the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. But the thing that people don't understand is you

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<v Speaker 1>get there what time?

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<v Speaker 2>It would depend. If I had a pre tape, I

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<v Speaker 2>would go in earlier. But at the end I moved

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<v Speaker 2>across the street from the office, so it would take

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<v Speaker 2>me literally a minute, minute and a half to be

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<v Speaker 2>on the set because I lived and it was in

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<v Speaker 2>huts and yards. So I would go to work probably

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<v Speaker 2>about eight eight thirty.

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<v Speaker 1>So You're out there at three o'clock writing.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I'm doing that from home, got it because basically

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<v Speaker 2>my office is not much further from the set than

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<v Speaker 2>my home was. But before that, I would probably get

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<v Speaker 2>to work about six, right And the reason I did

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<v Speaker 2>that part of it was because of Jeff. Jeff said,

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<v Speaker 2>why are you working on the show so early?

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<v Speaker 1>Your show?

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<v Speaker 2>Why are you guys in the morning meeting the morning

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<v Speaker 2>meetings at nine in the morning. Your show is twelve

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<v Speaker 2>hours away, a half a day away. Everything's going to

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<v Speaker 2>change exactly, So what are you doing? And I found

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<v Speaker 2>that when I would study for all of this stuff

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<v Speaker 2>and just study, study, study, and over prepare, and then

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<v Speaker 2>by the time the show came about at ten o'clock,

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<v Speaker 2>it would be a whole different show.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'd say, why the hell didn't know? Would I

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<v Speaker 1>do this? You got to be more plod set, to

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<v Speaker 1>learn to be nimble. Now you're there doing a show

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<v Speaker 1>like that. How much do director I'm talk about technical

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<v Speaker 1>directors with cameras in a studio? Are the directors, segment producers, writers?

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<v Speaker 1>Who's got your ear in terms of content while you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing the show? So it's my executive producer? And how

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<v Speaker 1>many of those did you have when you were on

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<v Speaker 1>the big show?

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<v Speaker 2>I had one executive producer who is and then Maria Spanella,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I had my own personal producer, and then

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<v Speaker 2>there were segment producers. And so if there was a

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<v Speaker 2>segment that someone had prepared and they needed to be

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<v Speaker 2>in the control room, usually they stood there anyways, and

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<v Speaker 2>so the segment producer would get in my ear. But

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<v Speaker 2>usually it was the executive producer, but sometimes they would say,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I would say it was nineteen times and

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<v Speaker 2>they'd go ninety ninety and I'm going because sometimes you

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<v Speaker 2>don't realize what you say right. You'll just read something

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<v Speaker 2>wrong or you just say something wrong, and so they

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<v Speaker 2>would correct me. But it was mostly the director and

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<v Speaker 2>the executive producer, and mostly the director who would say, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>thirty seconds out, ten seconds out camera two, so start

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<v Speaker 2>on camera two and I'm going to turn you to three.

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<v Speaker 2>Stand by, you know, the whole thing, three two and

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<v Speaker 2>go camera one, turn and then you do that that

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<v Speaker 2>sort of thing, right, And then you know, they would

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<v Speaker 2>say yeah, and you'd say you know, and it's fourteen

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<v Speaker 2>people and they'd say graphic and I'd go, take to

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<v Speaker 2>look at your screen, that it's up on the screen

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<v Speaker 2>right now, blah blah blah blah blah, and then you

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<v Speaker 2>talk about blah. And then they'd say on cam and

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<v Speaker 2>then I'd look back up and go, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Then just someone's directing your performance. Yeah, directing.

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<v Speaker 2>They just just to know where I'm going.

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<v Speaker 1>Technically, right, but they're directing your your tone or no.

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<v Speaker 2>If I was off on something, someone would say she

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<v Speaker 2>says something she'd say like, all right, watch it up,

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<v Speaker 2>wastch your tone? Yeah, or yeah, you're you're dragging a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you tired?

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<v Speaker 2>Whatever you want us to bring? You want us to

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<v Speaker 2>bring your coffee, diet coke or something, yeah, Or I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna send makeup in. You're shiny, but that sort of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>That's it small small.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I'm assuming that when Licked comes in, this is

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<v Speaker 1>just zas Love wants things his way. This is his

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<v Speaker 1>magiem it's now it's going to be my CNN. So

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<v Speaker 1>Zucker's gone and he brings Licked in and when Zucker's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna gone? How much advanced notice did you have the

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<v Speaker 1>Zuker was leaving? Oh that I mean that was in

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<v Speaker 1>the news, right, so not much. Did you know when

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<v Speaker 1>he was going to be gone and someone else was

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<v Speaker 1>coming in who was going to run the company? You

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no one, no one, No one gave you what

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<v Speaker 2>any dance. No, it was in the it was in

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<v Speaker 2>the morning meeting. When it happened. I was in La,

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<v Speaker 2>and I forget what I was doing. It made have

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<v Speaker 2>an award season or something.

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<v Speaker 1>I forget.

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<v Speaker 2>I was in La doing a project for the network,

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<v Speaker 2>and I took the Red Eye and I got home

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<v Speaker 2>and went to sleep, and I woke up to a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of text messages and I was like, wait, what

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<v Speaker 2>is this. It always happens that way. That happened that

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<v Speaker 2>way when when Chris was let go, Chris linked and

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<v Speaker 2>my executive Priss said, don Jeff just resigned in the

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<v Speaker 2>morning meeting, and I was like, wait what And then

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<v Speaker 2>he called me and he said I didn't have a

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<v Speaker 2>chance to tell you whatever, blah blah blah. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he called everybody afterwards, but he did. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>he really had any notice himself, right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I kind of equate him. This is just my opinion,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, which is meaningless, but I kind of

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<v Speaker 1>equate him with Ronnie Meyer when they let Ronnie Meyer

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<v Speaker 1>go for similar reasons his personal life, and you want

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<v Speaker 1>to sit there and you want to go, well, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>running a company now and I'd like this guy to go,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's my excuse to let him go. And I

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<v Speaker 1>really was going to bring in another guy because I

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<v Speaker 1>want my I want to run my CNN, but he's gone,

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<v Speaker 1>like Universal, I think Ronnie Meyer hit the point where

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<v Speaker 1>he was making like forty million dollars a year, and.

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<v Speaker 2>They were like, no, yeah, we need you to go. Look,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll let you say that. But you're a smart guy.

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<v Speaker 2>So but here, you know, Jeff is the last of

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<v Speaker 2>a TV executive, the celebrity TV executive Mavericks. Right, everyone

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<v Speaker 2>is so risk averse now they're afraid, you know, they're

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<v Speaker 2>with the stockholders wanting all that. He really protected us

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<v Speaker 2>from the overlords, right from the corporate you know overlords.

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<v Speaker 2>He really did his guts, his guts and he's like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, this is journalism. I understand what you do

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<v Speaker 2>because he did what they did, right. He ran NBC

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<v Speaker 2>and he understood it. But he's really a journalist at

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<v Speaker 2>heart because he started at the Today Show and he

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<v Speaker 2>started in the news person there. He had a good

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<v Speaker 2>run there, and then he went to run the news

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<v Speaker 2>division at NBC, and then he entertainment. Then he ran

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<v Speaker 2>the entire network. So he really and we didn't realize it,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, until he was gone.

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<v Speaker 1>When Licked comes, like most executives, I assume when you're

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<v Speaker 1>the top tier talent on the show that they come with.

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<v Speaker 1>Is it like dinners and whining and dining and getting

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<v Speaker 1>to know each other and everything's well and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know where it's going to go, and then it

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<v Speaker 1>goes the wrong way. Yeah, there's a little of that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a little of that. It's polite, it's polite, yeah

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<v Speaker 1>in the beginning. Yeah, and then things changed, right. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I just find that odd because I just

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I won't name names, but I've known a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of people who are execs at film studios, especially TV,

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<v Speaker 1>where the that conveyor belt is moving and they can't

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<v Speaker 1>press pause. They have a plan which seems to be

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<v Speaker 1>everybody's plan.

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<v Speaker 3>Now.

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<v Speaker 1>Years ago it was a plan. Now it's everybody's plan,

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<v Speaker 1>which is, if I can't raise revenue, I got to

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<v Speaker 1>cut costs. So it's just a lot of firing, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of budget cutting.

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<v Speaker 2>But don't you think to a certain extent that when

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<v Speaker 2>your job is protected and mentioned in the First Amendment,

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<v Speaker 2>that there should be some exemption from that whole thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't think the news division should be solely

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<v Speaker 2>or wholly in large part driven by revenue and numbers,

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<v Speaker 2>numbers and ratings. It shouldn't because you're supposed to give information,

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<v Speaker 2>you're supposed to hold people who are in power hold

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<v Speaker 2>into account.

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<v Speaker 1>But you told me that when we were at the

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<v Speaker 1>book party. I raised my hand, I asked the question.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, the networks and traditional media, mainstream media, have

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<v Speaker 1>they lost young people? And you said, they haven't lost,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're losing. And then you went on to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about the people who are considered through some research who

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<v Speaker 1>quoted to being about being the most informed people get

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<v Speaker 1>their news from where.

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<v Speaker 2>They get their news digitally? Right, Yeah, and listen, the

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<v Speaker 2>older people get their news from you know, they watch,

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<v Speaker 2>they sit they they watch cable news all day, they

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<v Speaker 2>watch six thirty or they you know, they're watching the

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<v Speaker 2>morning shows or they're doing that. Younger people are getting

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<v Speaker 2>their news on TikTok or whatever. But the most informed

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<v Speaker 2>people are they'll go on digitally. They'll watch something on YouTube,

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<v Speaker 2>They'll watch whatever, even if they go to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>Twitter or TikTok or whatever. But then they'll do their

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<v Speaker 2>research and they are media literate and more media savvy.

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<v Speaker 2>I find the people who sit in front of the

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<v Speaker 2>television all day have an unconscious or built in bias

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<v Speaker 2>because you can tell from whatever network they're watching. But

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<v Speaker 2>by the time they get to the arguments around the table,

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<v Speaker 2>the panels they don't know what they actually came there for,

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<v Speaker 2>what the point of the whole segment was.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what they conveyed to me. Well, the shows which

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<v Speaker 1>are moderated shows, which are these s mash pits, and

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<v Speaker 1>everybody's going at it. I think more and more people

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<v Speaker 1>that realize now that it's not worth their time. I

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<v Speaker 1>always say to people, what do I watch? I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I watch Wolf Blitzer straight. I call them straight no chaser, right, right, right,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just like happening now. Just tell me what the

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<v Speaker 1>stop stories are and then I want to go have

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<v Speaker 1>dinner with my wife. You know, give me ten fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>minutes on my couch. I watched in every night. Every night, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>watch Blitzer. I watch MSNBC only when I come home.

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<v Speaker 1>I watched Blitzer. I go to dinner, I come back

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<v Speaker 1>and I watch Lawrence O'donaldy. Yeah, every night.

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<v Speaker 2>I like Lawrence, I like Rachel I like But I

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<v Speaker 2>think it's different when you're in primetime, as you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just like when you do you know, in primetime

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<v Speaker 2>you just sitcoms or whatever. It's different than something that's

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<v Speaker 2>on during the day, right, And I think it's the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing with cable news. Now, I don't believe that.

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<v Speaker 2>For networks, that's a different thing. You got six thirty

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<v Speaker 2>and it's straight, no chaser, good evening and we're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>start in Afghanistan and whatever it is. And then but

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<v Speaker 2>at night, if you're watching cable, it's more of a

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<v Speaker 2>personal experience and it's a longer sort of flow. And

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<v Speaker 2>people they wanted to be appointment television, and they wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to be someone familiar with, someone they trust, someone who

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<v Speaker 2>can actually maybe tell them a little bit how they feel.

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<v Speaker 2>People would say, I wasn't sure about it. Dom then

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<v Speaker 2>I watched you and I said, you know what, that

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<v Speaker 2>guy's right, and I think that's okay. I don't agree

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<v Speaker 2>with everything, hardly anything that Sean Hannity says, but he's

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<v Speaker 2>perfect for a primetime cable show, right, he's and he's

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<v Speaker 2>a star.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't little O'Reilly. We had a great delivery, and

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<v Speaker 1>he was a real broadcaster. I didn't agree with the

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<v Speaker 1>word he said either.

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<v Speaker 2>I've always said that about Bill O'Reilly. He's a great performer.

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<v Speaker 2>And I would watch him and I would take notes

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<v Speaker 2>and go that guy is good and the same thing,

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<v Speaker 2>and people are gonna, you know, gonna go, Oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't believe he said that. Same thing with Megan Kelly,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't agree with anything she says. She's turned out

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<v Speaker 2>to me the biggest troll and she flipped up. Oh

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<v Speaker 2>my gosh, it's embarrassing.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to a book party of first with my wife,

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<v Speaker 1>but when she.

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<v Speaker 2>Was the same we were at that same party. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>on the rooftop of a hotel somewhere eeah. But she

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<v Speaker 2>at that time, I think she was on at eight

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<v Speaker 2>or nine o'clock or whatever at night.

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<v Speaker 1>She was perfect for that hour.

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<v Speaker 2>She's a great performer. She comes on and she's energy whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, the morning Speaking of people being out

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<v Speaker 2>of position, the morning show is not her position, I believe,

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<v Speaker 2>just like it wasn't. I was in in position as well.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's the thing about a good media or news executive.

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<v Speaker 2>They know what positions people should be playing, so you

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<v Speaker 2>need that sort of a personality. Same thing with Chris.

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<v Speaker 1>Chris is a star.

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<v Speaker 2>He's great for cable news at night. Chris Cuomo, he's

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<v Speaker 2>great for cable news at night. I thought I was

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<v Speaker 2>great for cable news at night, you know, and people

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to tune in. They wanted to tune into us.

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<v Speaker 2>Rachel Maddow perfect cable news host.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think that people when I watch news, having

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<v Speaker 1>grown up and having had news having a very sacred

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<v Speaker 1>place in my life. It was sacred. The news was

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<v Speaker 1>very important to me. And now when I see the news,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just weird. There's a chemistry. You have to have

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<v Speaker 1>a chemistry with that person, you know, like I used

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<v Speaker 1>to listen to He's a good friend of mine. I

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<v Speaker 1>love Kurt Anderson. And when Kurt had that show Studio

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<v Speaker 1>three sixty on NPO, I loved that show. That was

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite podcast, along with This American Life for Kurt Anderson.

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<v Speaker 2>And you don't feel you have that connection to any

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<v Speaker 2>of the news folks with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I love watching you on TV. I'm not just saying

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<v Speaker 1>that I thought you were great. I mean were you

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<v Speaker 1>had the right chemistry. I mean beyond you being a

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<v Speaker 1>handsome guy and being stylish and being this and that.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, but you had a great delivery. It was

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<v Speaker 1>really it was easy to watch you where there's people

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<v Speaker 1>that I watch and I go.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, maybe a little less of you, But it's the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing with knowing who's a good reporter and who's

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<v Speaker 2>a good anchor. Very few people can do both, and

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<v Speaker 2>people don't realize it. They don't understand that like anchoring

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<v Speaker 2>a show, it's another world. It's not easy and you

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<v Speaker 2>have to hold someone's attention. But I think now in

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<v Speaker 2>this day and age, people think that, Okay, they're a

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<v Speaker 2>good reporter, so therefore they're a good anchor, and I

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<v Speaker 2>disagree with that. You can have someone who can anchor

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<v Speaker 2>a show who is not necessarily the best journalists in

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<v Speaker 2>the world, but they're interesting. But when there are big

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<v Speaker 2>breaking news stories, then you throw to the person who's

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<v Speaker 2>the good report.

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<v Speaker 1>The YouTube thing is on what time? Now, you're on

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<v Speaker 1>the air? One I'm on the air.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it lives forever on YouTube. But I do a

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<v Speaker 2>five o'clock show every day, which was not how I

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<v Speaker 2>envisioned doing it. I do a five o'clock live show

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<v Speaker 2>every day where I just talk to the subscribers and

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<v Speaker 2>talk to them about things that's happening and what they

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<v Speaker 2>should know before they know go home or have dinner.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I just started one at ten am, which

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<v Speaker 2>is sort of a hot topic show where I'm trying

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<v Speaker 2>to get away from the politics, you know, and the

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<v Speaker 2>hard news and do things that are a little lighter.

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<v Speaker 2>But everything in the zeitgeist now is politics. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>they're eating the dogs or eating the cats. That goes over.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it also bills over.

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<v Speaker 1>Author and anchor Don Lemon. If you enjoy conversations with

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<v Speaker 1>famous broadcasters, check out my episode with the legendary Dan Rather.

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<v Speaker 3>When the first faint edge is what we came to

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<v Speaker 3>know is Watergate, you can do e merge. I was

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<v Speaker 3>skeptical that it would reach the Oval Office itself. You

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<v Speaker 3>never met anybody who had more respect for the office

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<v Speaker 3>or the presidency in the United States than I do.

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<v Speaker 3>It was very difficult for me to accept that the

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<v Speaker 3>president himself would be involved in any way. However, as

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<v Speaker 3>time went along, facts begin to first whisper, then they

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<v Speaker 3>begin to speak in full voice, and then the facts

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<v Speaker 3>begin to shout. It isn't just lower level campaign operatuities,

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<v Speaker 3>It isn't just lower level members of the administration that

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<v Speaker 3>this probably goes into the Oval Office itself.

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<v Speaker 1>To hear more of my conversation with Dan Rather, go

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<v Speaker 1>to Here's the Thing dot Org. After the break, Don

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<v Speaker 1>Lemon tells us how a tragic event led to him

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<v Speaker 1>rethinking his relationship with God and with his faith. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Alec Baldwin and you're listening to here's the thing. Don

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<v Speaker 1>Lemon's new book, I Once Was Lost My Search for

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<v Speaker 1>God in America details his very personal examination of his faith.

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<v Speaker 1>But this is not Lemon's first foray in the publishing world.

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<v Speaker 2>I've written three books. This is a fire debut at

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<v Speaker 2>number one New York Times during the George Floyd thing

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<v Speaker 2>when that all happened in twenty twenty one.

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<v Speaker 1>And the first thing I said to you when I

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<v Speaker 1>came backstage to just give you a quick carg at

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<v Speaker 1>the book party was you should write another book.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm like, God, oh know, man, it's tough, Alec,

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<v Speaker 2>It's so tough, and you don't know, you know it was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was easier in the sense. What was easier was

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<v Speaker 2>the selling of the book, when I had that big

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<v Speaker 2>engine behind me of CNN, where I could mention at

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<v Speaker 2>any moment, you know, it's in my book, and by

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<v Speaker 2>the way, you can go buy it and blah blah

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<v Speaker 2>blah blah blah. Or in the commercial break, I would

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<v Speaker 2>say throw my book up, and as we go to

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<v Speaker 2>commercial and say, by the way, my book is on

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<v Speaker 2>sale and you can get it at Barnes and Noble

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<v Speaker 2>or any local book store. They were fine, that would

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<v Speaker 2>help them, and so I was able to do that

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<v Speaker 2>with that book. I can't do with this book. I

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<v Speaker 2>have to sell this book, which is good for you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't mind.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't do it on YouTube. Ye of course I

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<v Speaker 2>do it on YouTube. I think some people are getting

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<v Speaker 2>sick of it. But writing it is hard. It's like

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<v Speaker 2>you're putting your heart out there. It's like you're wearing

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<v Speaker 2>your heart outside of your body, not in the way

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<v Speaker 2>that you have kids. But you don't know how people

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<v Speaker 2>are going to receive it, if they're going to trample on,

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<v Speaker 2>if they're going to trash you, if it's going to sell.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just the whole thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know it's more personal than anything you might

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<v Speaker 1>do because it's you and you don't I make a movie.

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<v Speaker 1>Somebody else is directing the movie. Yeah, what I mean? Now,

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<v Speaker 1>you come from a I don't want to say religious,

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<v Speaker 1>so that you use the word. You want to describe

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<v Speaker 1>the family you came from in terms of faith.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I came from a family who was faithful. Let's

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<v Speaker 2>put it that way. They had faith. My mother was

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<v Speaker 2>not as churchy, as they say, as my aunt was.

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<v Speaker 2>She's got Alzheimer's now a holy roller. You know, she'd

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<v Speaker 2>never missed a sermon. She was on the usher board

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<v Speaker 2>and all of that stuff. My mom was in the choir,

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<v Speaker 2>but she wasn't quite as religious as her the rest

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<v Speaker 2>of her family, but my grandmother was as well. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>they were members and you pay their dues. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 2>my mom still pays dues for the church. She just

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't go as often as as you know, one would think.

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<v Speaker 2>But I went to I grew up Baptist. I would

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<v Speaker 2>go to church, and then I'd go to Sunday Bible

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<v Speaker 2>School in the Baptist Church, and then I'd go to

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<v Speaker 2>vacation Bible School in the summer in the Baptist Church.

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<v Speaker 2>And during the week during the school year, I went

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<v Speaker 2>to the Catholic school and we would do Catechism, and

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<v Speaker 2>then we'd have Mass on Friday every Friday, and then

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<v Speaker 2>if it was a special holiday, we'd have Mass then.

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<v Speaker 2>And then in the morning we would line up like

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<v Speaker 2>a military school, hand out front of the hands on

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<v Speaker 2>the shoulder, and we'd line up by height, and then

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<v Speaker 2>we'd have the announcement and we'd do the Star Spangled

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<v Speaker 2>banner and the pledge allegiance, and then we would pray,

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<v Speaker 2>and then we'd go to class in lines like a

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<v Speaker 2>military school. And then you would before you go to

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<v Speaker 2>recess or whatever you talked about in the book howbouch

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<v Speaker 2>you liked pray? I liked it because it was because

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<v Speaker 2>it gave you discipline and you had a regiment and

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<v Speaker 2>we're part of something. You were part of something, and

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<v Speaker 2>there was a stability there that you had. You know, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>we got to go to the recess. We stand up,

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<v Speaker 2>we pray that we're going to be safe at recess,

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<v Speaker 2>and then we all line up and we go down

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<v Speaker 2>to the yard and we have the recess, and then

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<v Speaker 2>we come back. And then before we went to lunch,

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<v Speaker 2>we'd pray, you know, over our meal, and then we

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<v Speaker 2>come back and we pray whatever. So and then if

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<v Speaker 2>an adult enter the class, you'd say good afternoon, mister

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<v Speaker 2>ball went, and you'd stand up, and we did not

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<v Speaker 2>sit down until mister Baldwin would say you were told

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<v Speaker 2>to good afternoon class.

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<v Speaker 1>You may be seated, you may be seated. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a different world, amazing, right, you know my faith. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a Catholic and I'm still Catholic, and I go to

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<v Speaker 1>church periodically. I go into waves and I go to

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<v Speaker 1>hear that man speak. Yeah, I'm in Los Angeles and

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<v Speaker 1>Father Torchisen, who was the head guy there at Saint Monica's,

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<v Speaker 1>I go hear him speak. I go went to the

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<v Speaker 1>city and go to Blessed Sacrament on seventy first Street

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<v Speaker 1>off of Broadway, and watched this a couple of guys speak.

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<v Speaker 1>But my guys in East Tampton who came out for

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<v Speaker 1>the swing mass in the summertime. So I go down

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<v Speaker 1>in the summer and I get my community and I

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<v Speaker 1>wait for him as he came out of the recessional

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<v Speaker 1>before everybody else mobbed him, and I said to me,

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<v Speaker 1>he's alone. I get him a lot. I'd pull him

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<v Speaker 1>aside from the other people with a recession and I go,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do the confession the reconcilly face to face.

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<v Speaker 1>And he literally he's like this kid from Rosedale Queens.

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<v Speaker 1>She goes, ah, you want to do that? He goes,

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<v Speaker 1>oh please, I go no, I want to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to please. I can't stand that, because are

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<v Speaker 1>you sorry for what you did in the name of

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<v Speaker 1>the Father and the son, the onlysp you're absolved. Oh please,

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<v Speaker 1>don't make me do that. Like we were pals. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why we're not in that racket anymore. We're friends. And

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, oh God, I can't believe that much this

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<v Speaker 1>church has changed. Change. You want to do that? You

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<v Speaker 1>know you want to do that? Please? He said, get away.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to talk about that nonsense. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, Oh God, who's going to hear my confession

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<v Speaker 1>on him? See, my friend.

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<v Speaker 2>I still can remember my the priest's voices in my

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<v Speaker 2>We have Father Hines, I can remember his big deep

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<v Speaker 2>and then we had Father Elwood, and I can just remember.

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<v Speaker 2>Their voices are stuck in my head because I was

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<v Speaker 2>in Catholic Church so much.

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<v Speaker 1>But I want to switch to this idea that obviously

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<v Speaker 1>with what I've been through in recent couple of years,

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<v Speaker 1>this very difficult situation I was dealing with. It was

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<v Speaker 1>painful on a level I can't even give words do.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally can't even describe to people how much I

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<v Speaker 1>suffered from that. And you where is the summoning of

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<v Speaker 1>your faith in your adult life? And in recent years

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<v Speaker 1>when there was tough times for you, did you get

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<v Speaker 1>into digging for help in that direction. Yes I did.

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<v Speaker 2>But first of all, I whant to say, I'm happy

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<v Speaker 2>that that's over. And you know everyone was praying for you,

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<v Speaker 2>and we all got what was happening, so I can

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<v Speaker 2>thank you for standing tough.

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<v Speaker 1>I really appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 2>So, yes, I've always been a faithful person, but as

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<v Speaker 2>my mother is, I'm not a churchy person, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a believer and I've always prayed and hoped and had faith,

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<v Speaker 2>and I've had to summon it more often than not.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't wear it on my sleeve because I don't

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<v Speaker 2>believe in that. I don't believe in pushing my faith

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<v Speaker 2>my religion on anyone else, and it's a personal thing

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<v Speaker 2>for me. I had a crisis of faith in twenty

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<v Speaker 2>eighteen when my sister died suddenly in an accidental drowning,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was I started thinking about this, how was she?

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<v Speaker 2>She was I think fifty nine at the time, and

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<v Speaker 2>I started to question God, like, why would God do that?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's supposed to be a benevolent God, and

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<v Speaker 2>I know there are bad things that happened all the time,

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<v Speaker 2>and you realize that intellectually until something happens to you,

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<v Speaker 2>right and you go, why did this happen to me?

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<v Speaker 2>And so I asked why?

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<v Speaker 1>Why? Why?

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<v Speaker 2>And I dug deep and then I said why not?

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<v Speaker 1>And I tried to figure out, you know, why this

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<v Speaker 1>was why? I read that somewhere, wasn't there quote in

0:29:16.520 --> 0:29:17.680
<v Speaker 1>the book about someone said well why?

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<v Speaker 2>There was a quote in the book. But also I'd

0:29:20.000 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 2>heard that before. But also Anderson Cooper's mom, Gloria Bennerbilt,

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<v Speaker 2>said the same thing. She said, you know, people would

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<v Speaker 2>go why me, why me?

0:29:27.280 --> 0:29:28.200
<v Speaker 1>Why me? Why not me?

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<v Speaker 2>And then there was in my family there was a

0:29:31.400 --> 0:29:33.960
<v Speaker 2>similar sort of saying why not You so figure out

0:29:34.120 --> 0:29:36.080
<v Speaker 2>why it happened to you? Why this is happening to you,

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<v Speaker 2>And there's there's a reason, and maybe it's just to

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<v Speaker 2>make you stronger.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I would much prefer not to go through such things.

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<v Speaker 2>And so I started questioning, why would God take my sister.

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<v Speaker 2>She has beautiful kids, she has beautiful grandkids. She was

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<v Speaker 2>so proud of her grandson, who was a great basketball player,

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<v Speaker 2>a great football player.

0:29:52.640 --> 0:29:54.560
<v Speaker 1>She went every game like what why? Why?

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<v Speaker 2>Why son? That happened? And then after I started thinking

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<v Speaker 2>about this book, and then the George Floyd thing happened,

0:30:01.480 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 2>and I had pitched this George Floyd book and no

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<v Speaker 2>one wanted to buy it. Not George Floyd, but about racism,

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<v Speaker 2>and no one wanted to buy it. And then you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the thing happened and everyone's like, can.

0:30:09.200 --> 0:30:09.800
<v Speaker 1>You write that book?

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm like, okay. So I wrote it and it

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<v Speaker 2>was number one. But I started having this sort of

0:30:13.520 --> 0:30:16.400
<v Speaker 2>crisis of faith, and then I started writing the book,

0:30:16.480 --> 0:30:18.000
<v Speaker 2>and it was going to be sort of this, you know,

0:30:18.120 --> 0:30:22.040
<v Speaker 2>a coda to the last book, and where I was

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<v Speaker 2>just going to you know, move from racism and a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit more into religion. And I was going to

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<v Speaker 2>interview religious figures and people folks like you, and talk

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<v Speaker 2>about their faith. And then when I left CNN, it

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<v Speaker 2>became something else. I think it became a much better

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<v Speaker 2>and more personal book. So yes, it's a long story short,

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<v Speaker 2>a long story long. I have had, you know, points

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<v Speaker 2>in my life where I had to lean on my

0:30:43.000 --> 0:30:45.480
<v Speaker 2>religion and the Lord, and I don't really talk to

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<v Speaker 2>people about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's interesting when you work in this business. It

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<v Speaker 1>could be anywhere film and television or news of whatever medium,

0:30:53.360 --> 0:30:56.520
<v Speaker 1>cable or of streaming network you're around and you said

0:30:56.560 --> 0:30:59.000
<v Speaker 1>this word a lot on the book cynical. You're around

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of cynical people.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and that's what journalists are generally, right, generally.

0:31:04.000 --> 0:31:05.800
<v Speaker 1>You're right there, of course they are. And you sit

0:31:05.840 --> 0:31:08.800
<v Speaker 1>there and you think, what's it like to go minute

0:31:08.840 --> 0:31:11.480
<v Speaker 1>to minute through an experience with a bunch of cynical people, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>was there anybody at work who was faith based even

0:31:14.640 --> 0:31:17.120
<v Speaker 1>to some degree you could talk about it with? Was

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<v Speaker 1>it all just family and close friends and tim?

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<v Speaker 2>It was all just family and family and close friends,

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<v Speaker 2>But mostly it was just me Alan, right, I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. It's an inside job. And I remember,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, things would get so tough because doing what

0:31:34.320 --> 0:31:36.680
<v Speaker 2>I did was a very stressful. There's a high pressure job,

0:31:36.760 --> 0:31:39.440
<v Speaker 2>high wire job, every night live and you're like, oh,

0:31:39.600 --> 0:31:41.240
<v Speaker 2>something comes out of your mouth and there's always something

0:31:41.240 --> 0:31:41.840
<v Speaker 2>Why did you say this?

0:31:41.880 --> 0:31:42.400
<v Speaker 1>Why do you do this?

0:31:42.520 --> 0:31:44.480
<v Speaker 2>Other people hate you here, other than mad at you here?

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:46.360
<v Speaker 2>You got to give this response here and I'm like,

0:31:46.440 --> 0:31:48.760
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, Like why most people just go it's

0:31:48.880 --> 0:31:50.720
<v Speaker 2>nine to five job, they go home. It's like you

0:31:50.800 --> 0:31:53.880
<v Speaker 2>screwed up up, you know, you round it up, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so and then you get over it and then when

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<v Speaker 2>that would happen to my sister and all the other

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<v Speaker 2>things that would happen, I would count. I would say,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, God got my steps, one, two, three, and

0:32:04.200 --> 0:32:06.040
<v Speaker 2>I would just count my step. I would take step

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<v Speaker 2>by step, by step by step, and I would count

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<v Speaker 2>my steps to the studio sometimes, especially when my sister died,

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<v Speaker 2>because you never knew when it was going to hit you,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I would have to like think about things

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:19.360
<v Speaker 2>that go, you know, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, steps. Okay, tonight,

0:32:19.400 --> 0:32:22.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to talk about you know, Trump and you know,

0:32:22.360 --> 0:32:24.640
<v Speaker 2>very fine people on both sides, both sides, and I

0:32:24.680 --> 0:32:26.360
<v Speaker 2>would just have to keep and I would say, Lord,

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<v Speaker 2>when I get there, help me see both sides, or

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:30.960
<v Speaker 2>help me whatever. And then I would just I would

0:32:31.000 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 2>just pay it and say, okay, you know, get the

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<v Speaker 2>IFB on it. And then I'd say, okay, God, here

0:32:35.920 --> 0:32:37.640
<v Speaker 2>we go. Just don't let it happen. Don't let me

0:32:38.120 --> 0:32:40.440
<v Speaker 2>get sad during the middle of a segment of start

0:32:40.480 --> 0:32:42.920
<v Speaker 2>crying or whatever, and so let me be focused or whatever.

0:32:42.960 --> 0:32:44.720
<v Speaker 2>And then you know, the music would come up and

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<v Speaker 2>I would just I would say, and when they would

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<v Speaker 2>say go, that's when I would snap out.

0:32:49.560 --> 0:32:52.520
<v Speaker 1>Of it right with this New Mexico event. I sat

0:32:52.560 --> 0:32:54.680
<v Speaker 1>there saying to myself, what do you want me to do?

0:32:55.320 --> 0:32:57.320
<v Speaker 1>There must be something you want me to do, you

0:32:57.360 --> 0:32:58.880
<v Speaker 1>want me to change, you want me to do this

0:32:59.040 --> 0:33:02.040
<v Speaker 1>or that. I prayed harder for them to dismiss the

0:33:02.120 --> 0:33:06.320
<v Speaker 1>case prior on the gun charge, and they denied us.

0:33:06.680 --> 0:33:08.719
<v Speaker 1>So when I go to trial and I didn't get

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<v Speaker 1>my way before, and I begged God, I begged, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>never forget. I watched the crown and the Queen of

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<v Speaker 1>England is on her knees praying next to her bed,

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<v Speaker 1>and I go, if the Queen of England can get

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<v Speaker 1>on her knees and pray, why can't I? And I

0:33:21.600 --> 0:33:24.520
<v Speaker 1>got on my knees, and sometimes I'm crying, and I go, please,

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:26.040
<v Speaker 1>what do you want me to learn from this and

0:33:26.160 --> 0:33:28.280
<v Speaker 1>do from this? I said, please make this case be

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<v Speaker 1>dismissed on this charge. And later on it played out

0:33:32.320 --> 0:33:33.800
<v Speaker 1>the way it played. I go, if you take your

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<v Speaker 1>hands off the steering wheel and stop white knuckling the

0:33:36.360 --> 0:33:38.480
<v Speaker 1>steering wheel and trying to control and manage everything, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>something wonderful with results.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, that was the hand of God. Yeah, Sometimes you

0:33:43.520 --> 0:33:45.960
<v Speaker 2>just have to say you know, as you said, take

0:33:45.960 --> 0:33:49.000
<v Speaker 2>your hands off the wheel and just pray that you're

0:33:49.040 --> 0:33:49.680
<v Speaker 2>going to be okay.

0:33:49.800 --> 0:33:51.200
<v Speaker 1>What do you want me to do? I'm okay with

0:33:51.640 --> 0:33:54.480
<v Speaker 1>whatever you will is show me. So did you let me?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to be a journalist.

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<v Speaker 1>Did it change you? That situation changed me a lot

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of my feelings about having my children and

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<v Speaker 1>getting be married and having so many kids, which is

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<v Speaker 1>something that I you know, I kind of knew what

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing, and people don't think you do. Then

0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:12.239
<v Speaker 1>they go, you wake up one morning and somebody goes, oh,

0:34:12.440 --> 0:34:14.120
<v Speaker 1>h peede on a stick, and oh guess what.

0:34:14.360 --> 0:34:14.520
<v Speaker 3>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, it's not all silly, and COVID happened, the

0:34:17.760 --> 0:34:20.320
<v Speaker 1>strike happened, and overlapping with the strike was also my

0:34:20.680 --> 0:34:22.800
<v Speaker 1>problem in New Mexico. What it made me do is

0:34:22.840 --> 0:34:24.799
<v Speaker 1>people would say, my god, now you can get back

0:34:24.840 --> 0:34:26.839
<v Speaker 1>to your old life, and I go, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to get back in my own lives.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm asking you.

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<v Speaker 1>This is my life now? Are you kids?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you more compassionate?

0:34:32.719 --> 0:34:36.320
<v Speaker 1>Yes? If compassion means everybody I meet, I have to

0:34:36.320 --> 0:34:38.680
<v Speaker 1>say to myself, they're going through somebody. Now I want

0:34:38.680 --> 0:34:40.440
<v Speaker 1>to switch the topic or to you with fame and

0:34:40.520 --> 0:34:41.160
<v Speaker 1>bed carpets.

0:34:41.600 --> 0:34:43.879
<v Speaker 2>But I understand how you feel, especially about because people

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<v Speaker 2>when they meet me, they say you're different than what

0:34:46.040 --> 0:34:48.600
<v Speaker 2>I read about, because people often let their enemies and

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:51.960
<v Speaker 2>their detractors define them, and you know, similarly to you,

0:34:52.719 --> 0:34:55.400
<v Speaker 2>the right wing media hates me, so they write the

0:34:55.480 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 2>worst shit about me, And then people meet me who

0:34:57.640 --> 0:35:00.359
<v Speaker 2>are conservative and even Trump supporters, and they're like, you're

0:35:00.400 --> 0:35:01.920
<v Speaker 2>not at all like what I read about in the

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<v Speaker 2>New York Post, and you're like, no, I'm not that

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<v Speaker 2>person at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Is it funny how you can be somewhere in a

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<v Speaker 1>kind of benign setting. You're walking through a park and

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<v Speaker 1>with my kids at some store, and you see people

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<v Speaker 1>and you see the way within under a second, with

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<v Speaker 1>in a fraction of a second, you see them regard

0:35:15.880 --> 0:35:17.560
<v Speaker 1>you in a way with their eyes where you who

0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:21.960
<v Speaker 1>know they're maga Republicans and they're like, oh god, it's him. Yeah.

0:35:22.000 --> 0:35:23.719
<v Speaker 1>And I go walk into them and their kids playing,

0:35:23.760 --> 0:35:25.759
<v Speaker 1>and I go, what's this little one's name? And you

0:35:25.880 --> 0:35:28.279
<v Speaker 1>try to charm them and they're totally freaked out. They're like,

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<v Speaker 1>my god, I can't normalize you, like I can't handle

0:35:30.760 --> 0:35:32.480
<v Speaker 1>that right now. You're an asshole and you have to

0:35:32.520 --> 0:35:38.040
<v Speaker 1>remain an asshole that. I know that very well. Journalist

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<v Speaker 1>and anchor Don Lemon, If you're enjoying this conversation, tell

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<v Speaker 1>When we come back, Don Lemon shares his thoughts on

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<v Speaker 1>the cancel deal with Elon Musk and the X platform.

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<v Speaker 1>Following just one broadcast, I'm Alec Baldwin and you're listening

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<v Speaker 1>to here is the Thing. Don Lemon's recent wedding to

0:36:12.960 --> 0:36:16.520
<v Speaker 1>his partner of eight years, Tim Malone, was heavily covered

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<v Speaker 1>in the press. The pair are often photographed on the

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<v Speaker 1>red carpet and at stylish events like New York Fashion Week.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to know how a serious newsman navigates his

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<v Speaker 1>relationship with fame.

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<v Speaker 2>That is not why I got into the business, it says,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, right, And I didn't get into this business thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to make a lot of money, but

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<v Speaker 2>you became. But I became famous, And you know what,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm enjoying my life. I'm happy. And if that fame,

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<v Speaker 2>if that comes with it. If I get a better

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<v Speaker 2>table at a restaurant, then so be it.

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<v Speaker 1>But does that enjoy it?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm enjoying it. And there are so many people

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<v Speaker 2>who came before me who didn't get to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>And just because I'm a journalist, it doesn't mean that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a person. It doesn't mean that I don't

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy getting out and meeting people. Doesn't mean that I

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<v Speaker 2>don't enjoy going on red carpets and going to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>beautiful events. Why wouldn't I. I'm a human being. I

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<v Speaker 2>think it's okay. Just because you're a journalist, it doesn't

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<v Speaker 2>mean that you're not, you know, a full person, a

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<v Speaker 2>multi dimensional person.

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<v Speaker 1>And I am.

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<v Speaker 2>And so, you know what, I'm just enjoying my life.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm grateful that i'm here. I don't know how many

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<v Speaker 2>days are ahead of me, and while i'm here, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>going to get the best out of it.

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<v Speaker 1>The only reason you're on those red carpets is you're

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<v Speaker 1>good looking. That's you. I think it's about you. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>it's I don't know. I think it's both.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, But I also think I'm there because I am

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<v Speaker 2>enjoying it. If I wasn't enjoying it, I wouldn't be there.

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<v Speaker 2>I enjoyed my job. I enjoyed what I you know,

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<v Speaker 2>my profession and what I did, and I think that

0:37:38.000 --> 0:37:40.680
<v Speaker 2>that shines through and so I think that that's what

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<v Speaker 2>made me, you know, a star, so to speak, right

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<v Speaker 2>in this business.

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<v Speaker 1>Even those your warmth, No would I that's important. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a magic mist that has to exude from you. It

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<v Speaker 1>has to be admitted by you on camera, whether it

0:37:53.760 --> 0:37:56.080
<v Speaker 1>comes through your eyes or anywhere you have to convey

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<v Speaker 1>to your audience. There's no place out. So I'd rather

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<v Speaker 1>be than here with you right rightly. When you do

0:38:00.600 --> 0:38:02.680
<v Speaker 1>see that, you go, Hi, I'm Don Lemon, and tonight

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<v Speaker 1>I want to tell you Oldbeppa.

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<v Speaker 2>They're with you, yes, And you know what, I couldn't wait.

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<v Speaker 2>I would tell them like I couldn't wait to get

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<v Speaker 2>here to tell you this story today.

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<v Speaker 1>So let's go. It's like the journalists equivalent of someone

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<v Speaker 1>walking up to and going, would you like to dance?

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<v Speaker 1>Shall we dance? It's an engagement between you when your Yeah. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>two quick things. One is the election. And I believe

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<v Speaker 1>that everybody who talks and kind of piles on online

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<v Speaker 1>or anywhere about Trump is completely wasting their time. What

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<v Speaker 1>else are there to say about him? Do you believe

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<v Speaker 1>in polls.

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<v Speaker 2>I believe poles are a snapshot in time. I believe

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<v Speaker 2>in polls less so now than I did before. We

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<v Speaker 2>all learned our lesson from twenty sixteen and then twenty

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<v Speaker 2>twenty as well. But I think this time is going

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<v Speaker 2>to be surprising. I think it's going to be surprising.

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<v Speaker 2>I think she has a real chance. We had no

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<v Speaker 2>chance with Biden or I admired, I my operation for him,

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<v Speaker 2>but he was old. But I think there's a hidden

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<v Speaker 2>vote for Trump with black men. I think even with

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<v Speaker 2>some women that you know, they still love him. And

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<v Speaker 2>I think with college students, I don't I know, and

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get it either.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get it, but I don't get Also, is

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<v Speaker 1>it there's a person who came in who knew nothing

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<v Speaker 1>about government. He held no office, not even a mayoralty,

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<v Speaker 1>not a governor, or as an executive, not a legislator

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<v Speaker 1>in Congress or a state house. He knew nothing about government,

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<v Speaker 1>and he served in the White House for four years

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<v Speaker 1>and he still doesn't know anything.

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<v Speaker 2>So it doesn't know you know what the people are,

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<v Speaker 2>what they do. We're shocking to me, It shouldn't be shocking.

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<v Speaker 2>But the folks on his side say she's not qualified

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<v Speaker 2>and she has no experience, and I'm like, wait, do

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<v Speaker 2>you know who you're supporting?

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<v Speaker 1>Am I Are you insane? She's a senator, vice president,

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<v Speaker 1>she's the attorney general. She's a bright woman. Yeah, she's

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<v Speaker 1>everything he isn't. Yeah, all right, Musk, I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to say with Musk, you know, Musk is like we

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<v Speaker 1>were joking before you got into the Musk to me

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<v Speaker 1>is like Howard Hughes meets Mickey Rooney. He's like this loopy,

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<v Speaker 1>nutty guy that's constantly slamming the door in his hand

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<v Speaker 1>and screwing himself up public relations wise. But he's also

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<v Speaker 1>an engineering genius or whatever, and he's made all this

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<v Speaker 1>money and sold cars, which are one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>difficult things on earth to do is to create a

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<v Speaker 1>car and sell it to this country. When you went

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<v Speaker 1>in to talk to him, I mean, obviously you were

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<v Speaker 1>poised to work with him or for him at that

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<v Speaker 1>company and do your show on X and that blew up.

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<v Speaker 1>But when you were there, did you say to yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>he's not much different from a lot of other network executives.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you didn't have any trepidation. Well, let me

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<v Speaker 1>say this.

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<v Speaker 2>I am in ongoing and pending litigation out of him,

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<v Speaker 2>so I can't really say a lot. But what I

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<v Speaker 2>can say is that I went into this with the

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<v Speaker 2>best of intentions, and at first I did not want

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<v Speaker 2>to do it. It took some cajoling and some convincing,

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<v Speaker 2>and finally I did. I did not work for him.

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<v Speaker 2>He was not my boss.

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<v Speaker 1>He was not hiring me.

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<v Speaker 2>What I had was a content deal with him, a

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<v Speaker 2>distribution deal where they would have a certain exclusive material

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<v Speaker 2>for an amount of time and then it would go everywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, why not do it?

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<v Speaker 2>Because I wanted to. What I wanted to do was

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<v Speaker 2>what he and they said, to get on the platform

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<v Speaker 2>and to be a counter to all of the sort

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<v Speaker 2>of right wing conspiracy theorists that are out there. And

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<v Speaker 2>you know that, you know, lasted all of half a day.

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<v Speaker 2>So it didn't work out. So I feel, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's awful that it didn't work out. It wasn't great

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<v Speaker 2>for me, wasn't what you hoped. It wasn't what I hoped,

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, I'd worked with difficult people, but usually

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<v Speaker 2>that's in within the confines of a business that does

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<v Speaker 2>not play out publicly like it did. He's a very

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<v Speaker 2>consequential person to the world, and he has a very

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<v Speaker 2>big and powerful platform that can affect lives, livelihood and

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<v Speaker 2>even people's safety, and one I believe must be and

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<v Speaker 2>should be careful and more responsible with that.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you hope people will take from this book?

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<v Speaker 2>The biggest thing is that I want people to understand

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<v Speaker 2>that we don't and shouldn't live in a theocracy, but

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<v Speaker 2>it's going that way. And if you go through difficult periods,

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<v Speaker 2>as you well know, if you trust the process, which

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<v Speaker 2>is really called faith. People always say trust the process, right,

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<v Speaker 2>which is really faith for me is that it's going

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<v Speaker 2>to be okay. And if it's not okay, then usually

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<v Speaker 2>we don't know about it, but usually things work out

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<v Speaker 2>for the best. And I think it's you have to

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<v Speaker 2>have the right mentality, and you have to have the

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<v Speaker 2>right faith, and you have to have people around you

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<v Speaker 2>who love.

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<v Speaker 1>You as you well know as you are, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>love you for who you are.

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<v Speaker 2>Love you for who you are and so but I

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<v Speaker 2>want people to get to know my story. I tell

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<v Speaker 2>my story alec and America story through the lens of

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<v Speaker 2>religion and faith in this country. And I wrote this

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<v Speaker 2>book because of my love for the country and my

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<v Speaker 2>love for God, and I wanted people to have an

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<v Speaker 2>insight on how it shaped my life and my world.

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<v Speaker 2>And I fought against the evangelical teachings that sought to

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<v Speaker 2>marginalize me.

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to read something. You always ask authors

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<v Speaker 1>to read a piece of their book.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, this is an excerpt for my book, I Once

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<v Speaker 2>Was Lost, my search for God in America. These days,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of people here and abroad associate the American

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<v Speaker 2>flag with the most bellicose, narrow minded ideology. Because the

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<v Speaker 2>ones waving that flag loudest and hardest are bellicose, narrow

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<v Speaker 2>minded ideologues. They wave the flag as a symbol of

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<v Speaker 2>the America. They envision a country that belongs to them

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<v Speaker 2>by divine right, not the United States we all share.

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<v Speaker 2>And to drive that point home, they carried the stars

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<v Speaker 2>and stripes alongside the stars and bars of the Confederacy,

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<v Speaker 2>a treasonous junta that literally tore the United States apart

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<v Speaker 2>in a bloody effort to preserve slavery as an economic engine.

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<v Speaker 2>The term Christian nationalism rings out with faux nobility, but

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<v Speaker 2>it's a wolf in sheep's clothing, white supremacy, cloaked and

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<v Speaker 2>evangelical religiosity.

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<v Speaker 1>This section is some of the best writing in the book.

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<v Speaker 1>I must say now, the other thing I want to

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<v Speaker 1>say is for me, I want people to take that

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<v Speaker 1>idea how we can reframe all that discussion about what

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<v Speaker 1>it means to be a patriot and be an American Menon,

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<v Speaker 1>You're one of many people who pursued that in this book.

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<v Speaker 1>But what I got from this book was your It's

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<v Speaker 1>a call. It's a call to say to people, we

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<v Speaker 1>all need to take a break from this world, this loud, cacaphanous,

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<v Speaker 1>commercialized world, and take a moment to connect with something spiritual.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have to be a religion, to just connect

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<v Speaker 1>to something where we can settle ourselves. How can you

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<v Speaker 1>calm yourself and make yourself the better you on a

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<v Speaker 1>day to day basis? I mean, I get this from

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<v Speaker 1>this book.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, do you realize that you answered that question earlier

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<v Speaker 2>when you said that, no matter how someone treats you

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<v Speaker 2>or who they are, when you meet someone, you try

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<v Speaker 2>to approach them as if they're going through something going through.

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<v Speaker 2>What are they going through And so as I write

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<v Speaker 2>and here, I believe that what's important to convey is

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<v Speaker 2>that we keep trying to Most people keep trying to

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<v Speaker 2>find look at, you know, create God in their own image,

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<v Speaker 2>when we should be looking for God's image and other people.

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<v Speaker 2>And as long as you do that, I think that's

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<v Speaker 2>the answer. That's how you settle yourself. And you're talking

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<v Speaker 2>about this about patriotism. I say in this book that

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<v Speaker 2>as a black man, I have a complicated relationship with

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<v Speaker 2>a flag, and as a gay man, I have a

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<v Speaker 2>complicated relationship with a Bible. But I was able to

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<v Speaker 2>overcome that by using critical thinking and trying to find

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<v Speaker 2>love in my fellow man rather than judging people and

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<v Speaker 2>trying to create God in my own image.

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<v Speaker 1>You think you have your doubts about everybody comes out

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<v Speaker 1>of It's like having a baby. You write a book.

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<v Speaker 1>When it's done, you're like, oh, I'm never doing that.

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<v Speaker 1>But the thing is that you write these books because

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<v Speaker 1>I have a theory which is that these are bricks.

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<v Speaker 1>These are bricks, and this is one of your bricks

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<v Speaker 1>that you're building a library, a world library. These are bricks.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a theory where when the aliens come and

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<v Speaker 1>take over and destroy this world. They're going to erase

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<v Speaker 1>every tape in every CD and every DVD that's just scarbage.

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<v Speaker 1>And they're going to pick up a book and they go, now,

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<v Speaker 1>what's this, And they're going to want to go this

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<v Speaker 1>more thoughtful, this is more you, more of your heart

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<v Speaker 1>is in this. I mean your work in television is exemplary.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I don't want you to give up writing books.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Alec. I think you're right.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like we have all of these photographs in our

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<v Speaker 2>cell phones, and then where do they go when we're

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<v Speaker 2>not here? When I go to your house, right, your

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<v Speaker 2>family's there, you're there, but I'm looking at the pictures

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<v Speaker 2>on the wall and I go around and look and

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<v Speaker 2>where's this from? Where's this moment from? But no one

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<v Speaker 2>goes into your phone and does that. And that's the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing that you're saying about the books and erasing

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<v Speaker 2>things that are digital, because throughout.

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<v Speaker 1>The moment, Yeah, thank you, thank you, My thanks to

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<v Speaker 1>Don Lemon. Here's the Thing is recorded at CDM Studios

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<v Speaker 1>in New York City. This episode was produced by Kathleen Russo,

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<v Speaker 1>Zach MacNeice, and Maureen Hobin. Our engineer is Frank Imperial.

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<v Speaker 1>Our social media manager is Danielle Gingrich. I'm Alec Baldwin.

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