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Speaker 2: It's schugar ebene here and I hope all is cute.

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Speaker 2: Now it is time for our spooky season series where

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Speaker 2: we dive into real life tales that would make you

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Speaker 2: question everything you thought you knew about life, death, and

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Speaker 2: what comes after. First up is our story with Dominique Morrow.

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Speaker 2: Dominique was shot, pronounced dead, and what happened next is

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Speaker 2: straight out of your deepest fears.

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Speaker 1: He went to hell.

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Speaker 2: In this episode, he opens up about what he saw,

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Speaker 2: what he felt, and how would change him forever. Some

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Speaker 2: of what he experienced would make you look over your shoulder,

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Speaker 2: or some of it would make you think twice about

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Speaker 2: the choices you make in life. So turn the lights on,

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Speaker 2: child and get comfortable. Because I died and went to hell.

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Speaker 2: Starts now.

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Speaker 1: All right, to my guests, Dominique, thank you so much

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Speaker 1: for me on the show. How are you feeling, how

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Speaker 1: you doing?

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Speaker 3: Thank you for having me? First and foremost say, we

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Speaker 3: keep in a push, and I feel great to be here.

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Speaker 3: Another chance I go say to get things right with

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Speaker 3: our father. I'm here so I'm just glad to be here.

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Speaker 3: Much appreciate you so we can spread the word.

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Speaker 2: So thank you no, thank you, thank you, thank you

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Speaker 2: in first and foremost my condolences and the loss of

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Speaker 2: your mother.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, of course, of course.

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Speaker 3: Thank you. That means a lot, thank you very much.

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Speaker 1: Of course.

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Speaker 2: You know, I was really excited to have you on

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Speaker 2: the show because I'm like, I've been looking for different

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Speaker 2: conversations that have especially with men, because we do have

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Speaker 2: a men's series on the show. So when I saw

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Speaker 2: your show and then also you from a similar background

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Speaker 2: the show. But one of the things that you said

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Speaker 2: were you was a little nervous about sharing your story.

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Speaker 2: Why was that and how did your mom feel about

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Speaker 2: this story?

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Speaker 3: Well, the whole simple fact is because it was so

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Speaker 3: it's an ultra personal Okay, when you have a relationship

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Speaker 3: with God, whether it whether you have a relationship, but

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Speaker 3: lot of that experience, it's still taking me to grasp

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Speaker 4: Everything is not even close to resembling.

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Speaker 3: But we think we know, okay, So it's it's it's

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Speaker 3: beyond the night marriages, beyond terrifying. And it's to the

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Speaker 3: point where I'm still unpackaging it to this moment. Literally

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Speaker 3: I sleep in three and four hour increments. I can't

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Speaker 3: a lot of people don't have the capacity to even

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Speaker 3: laugh at me or don't believe me. Yeah. My whole

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Speaker 3: So therefore there would be no excuse whether it's ridden

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Speaker 3: so there would be no excuse for no one. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, when you told your mom about it, what does

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Speaker 3: Oh? No choice? Like, I mean, it's it's so come

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Speaker 3: I'm not speaking of religion, but just spirituality period on

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Speaker 3: both sides of my family. But it's just it's certain details.

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Speaker 3: Because everyone you probably experienced eternity didn't even know it.

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Speaker 3: saying that people they don't get it. They don't live there,

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Speaker 3: So it's not I'm just not being judgmental. I learned

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Speaker 4: When you're growing up in an environment and poverty.

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Speaker 3: You're looking up. You just want to get out of there.

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Speaker 4: If you're in a certain neighborhood, you.

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Speaker 2: You just because I have friends in Chicago. So you

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Speaker 3: so it's just it's it's it's uh yeah, Chicago people know. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: And me having a multicultural background. You know, have Kubano

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Speaker 3: get straight to the point. They're worshiping demons. It's non

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Speaker 3: a price to come with it. Period. It's a huge price.

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Speaker 4: But people don't get it.

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Speaker 3: They don't get it.

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Speaker 2: And you was exposed to this because, if I'm not mistaken,

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Speaker 3: Yes, yes, plenty of ceremonies. I just didn't I couldn't comprehend.

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Speaker 3: A lot of ceremonies. Would you become a portal so

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Speaker 3: I don't even do that. What are you gonna do?

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Speaker 3: Eternity is definitely real. Everything is housing eternity. But people

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Speaker 3: That's why it's called the word knowledge. There's two words

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Speaker 4: It's a fairy tale or either Hell is a party.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, a lot of these atheists speak, you know, and

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Speaker 1: Now you want to you want to call him name.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's that's my point. People use our God as

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Speaker 3: not an ATM machine. He's not there just when you

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Speaker 3: Then they go to the hospital course and all this

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Speaker 3: Actually it was backwards. I used to laugh, at Christianity

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Speaker 3: I was. I was one of those people, because that's

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Speaker 4: There is a higher source, that's what they call, especially

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Speaker 3: complete sense. But at first, no, you wouldn't. I was.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, because you know what, people don't get it in

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Speaker 3: the politics of gangs in Chicago. First of all, it

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm talking about you can run a fortune five

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Speaker 2: With, especially these infamous drug dealers. I'm like, wow, like

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Speaker 3: Smart, super smart, But they're killing people. So that's the downside,

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Speaker 3: But I was so young. I was good at what

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Speaker 3: I did for you. I was good.

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Speaker 4: Oh when I was joined, it was eleven. I was

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Speaker 3: Wow, eleven. Yeah, in fact, I was eleven. And yeah,

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Speaker 4: It don't work like it works, you know. And you know,

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Speaker 4: like I said, my mom put me through a lot

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Speaker 3: Now, I wouldn't be who I am if I wouldn't

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Speaker 4: It was a no go, it was a no flies on.

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Speaker 4: After that, anybody was called selling to my mom.

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Speaker 1: They had a problem did sobriety.

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Speaker 3: No, what did pushed up to sobriety was when I

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Speaker 3: forgave her. What the endemy did was compound. And I

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Speaker 3: She was done. She was sober over twenty some years.

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Speaker 1: Oh good God, bless her.

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Speaker 3: Hey man, No facts like soon as I forgave I

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Speaker 3: I know for a fact she was. And that's why

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Speaker 3: take for granted it either it is or what's not.

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Speaker 3: You know, we can't keep you know, because we're not

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Speaker 3: Nobody don't promise anything, you know. And I wish and

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Speaker 3: that day. Could you imagine if you knew, If I

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Speaker 4: That's why we can't take people for granted, because.

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Speaker 3: You never know where you gonna see him again. Thomas

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Speaker 3: too short. It's so short. It's so short. That's the understatement. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: So I just want people to don't take anything for granted.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, don't take anything for granted.

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Speaker 1: So who was the guy that shot you?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: Did you know him?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: Was this somebody that you thought you was cool with?

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Speaker 3: Or oh he was in my same organization And of

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Speaker 3: course him and his family and everybody that's my point,

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Speaker 3: I was supplying helping their families out, Like all these

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Speaker 3: They was always jealous to me, always and then when

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Speaker 4: Them, so that already built up a lot of animosity.

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Speaker 3: I mean, I was like fifteen years old when I

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Speaker 3: They pride as a man off top. They already they

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Speaker 3: had plenty of chances to do what I did, but

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Speaker 3: They just wanted to kick it all the time instead

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Speaker 1: I thought this was a random guy.

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Speaker 3: No, See, that's what makes it worse. That's it's always

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Speaker 3: a stranger. Will I promise you that that's facts to facts.

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Speaker 3: But I do want to make it clear. That's like

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Speaker 3: I even put it in my third book. I want

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Speaker 3: from Crenos to his family. I had nothing, Like I say,

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Speaker 3: he's no longer with us. He passed away from his bag.

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Speaker 3: But that's he.

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Speaker 4: I ain't had nothing to do with it. I can

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Speaker 4: tell everybody.

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Speaker 3: We haven't heard.

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Speaker 1: Somebody killed him.

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Speaker 3: Somebody clapped him out. That's the street. That's the street. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: it's just a matter of time. I'm telling you. I

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Speaker 3: haven't seen a successful game banker make it past twenty

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Speaker 3: thirty years with a successful game banking career at home. Never.

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Speaker 3: It's a matter of time, you, I'm telling you. It's horrible.

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Speaker 1: So walcome through the day when you were shot.

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Speaker 3: It was in June two thousand and nine. We just

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Speaker 3: and it was the weekend. And I will never forget

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Speaker 1: I know you was outside.

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Speaker 3: I was outside. I was outside side you're talking about.

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Speaker 2: No, I know you was outside. I know how y'all

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Speaker 2: give it up In Chicago. You were young, You're running

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Speaker 2: stuff like, Yeah, I know you was a problem.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, because I never forget because we just came back

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Speaker 4: But Chicago's so big, Like in my district's over five

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Speaker 3: Nor Pole, Chicago Uptown, there's over five hundred thousand people

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Speaker 3: It don't work like that. That would no not district

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Speaker 3: So we go shopping and I can never forget. It's

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Speaker 3: I always tell them to follow their first mind. Follow

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Speaker 3: that's one thing my mama taught me too. But that's

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Speaker 3: the Holy spirit. You gotta follow your gut. Because when

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Speaker 3: I saw this dude, we went to the gas station

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Speaker 3: I saw this guy. He's sitting on the car and

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Speaker 3: it's just something he's looking and he's like, Oh, We're like,

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Speaker 3: all right, what's up? Pay no attention. We go to

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Speaker 3: shop and get some shoes and little stuff. I'll come out.

436
00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:35,359
Speaker 3: The dude's on his cart, sitting there again. I'm like,

437
00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:40,280
Speaker 3: wait a minute, the way this dude, yeah, there's no way.

438
00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:43,520
Speaker 3: See he just popping up everywhere we at. I saw

439
00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:44,159
Speaker 3: him three saw.

440
00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:47,040
Speaker 1: I said, wait, he making his presence known.

441
00:19:47,680 --> 00:19:50,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, especially the second time. I'm like so. I turned

442
00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:52,840
Speaker 3: to my friend, like, Yo, this dude following me. Man,

443
00:19:52,880 --> 00:19:53,679
Speaker 3: he's following us.

444
00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,159
Speaker 4: My man is like, yo, because were smoking a lot

445
00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:57,160
Speaker 4: of weed. We was paranoid.

446
00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:59,080
Speaker 3: He said, I'm paranoid because I was high here. Like, dude,

447
00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:01,240
Speaker 3: you ain't that important. Nobody drawn off you like that.

448
00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,760
Speaker 3: I show it off. We laughed a little bit. You know,

449
00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:07,400
Speaker 3: all right, maybe you're right. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, all right. Well,

450
00:20:08,400 --> 00:20:10,840
Speaker 3: hours go pass like I say, and we get dressed

451
00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:14,400
Speaker 3: and get lit for the club, and everybody happy. We're

452
00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:17,160
Speaker 3: going down staff on him. We come out. My guy's

453
00:20:17,160 --> 00:20:18,480
Speaker 3: hollering at girls in the lobby.

454
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:21,960
Speaker 4: Before we take off. This guy's in front of the gate, chilling.

455
00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:24,760
Speaker 3: At the gate. I said, all right, they won't even

456
00:20:24,760 --> 00:20:27,280
Speaker 3: paying attention to me. I was like, yo, I'm about

457
00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:29,119
Speaker 3: to go check this guy. Temperature because I just got

458
00:20:29,200 --> 00:20:31,119
Speaker 3: to ask him where he's from. Like, do y'all know

459
00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:32,320
Speaker 3: this guy right.

460
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:34,920
Speaker 1: The same game?

461
00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:37,720
Speaker 3: Yeah? Hold up, but let me tell you it's interesting

462
00:20:38,119 --> 00:20:40,680
Speaker 3: because he is for the same game, but from a

463
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:46,000
Speaker 3: different side. So they commissioned somebody from the different side of.

464
00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:47,000
Speaker 1: Town to take you out.

465
00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:50,119
Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly, literally, so.

466
00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:53,200
Speaker 1: You know this is giving a movie right now.

467
00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:57,200
Speaker 3: I'll come out of telling my guys. They talking to

468
00:20:57,240 --> 00:20:58,600
Speaker 3: the girls in the liby said they paying attention, but

469
00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:00,560
Speaker 3: they ain't paying attention to me. I'm like, man, I'm

470
00:21:00,560 --> 00:21:02,240
Speaker 3: going out. I'm gonna go check this guy temperature to

471
00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:04,200
Speaker 3: see where he's from whatever, because I ain't nowhere. I

472
00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:06,920
Speaker 3: keep seeing this guy all day. So I come out.

473
00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:09,919
Speaker 3: I'm about to listen. He looking at me. He got

474
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:11,800
Speaker 3: a cigar in his mouth, He had a roll blown

475
00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:13,840
Speaker 3: in his mouth, and he would never forget. He said, Yo,

476
00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:16,320
Speaker 3: you got a light, so a lighter. So I'm going

477
00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:18,720
Speaker 3: in my pocket. As I'm digging in my pocket, I'm like, yeah, yeah,

478
00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:20,480
Speaker 3: I got you. But as soon as I was about

479
00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:22,399
Speaker 3: to ask him, where are you from? Like where do

480
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,760
Speaker 3: I know you from? Like I'm just asking as I'm

481
00:21:24,760 --> 00:21:26,639
Speaker 3: digging in my pocket, as soon as I looked up,

482
00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:29,639
Speaker 3: it was a green flash. I didn't feel nothing. It

483
00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:31,960
Speaker 3: was just like a So it looks like a neon

484
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:34,359
Speaker 3: green flash. That's what it looked like because it was

485
00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:37,399
Speaker 3: almost dark outside but not dark outside. So I clearly

486
00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:40,240
Speaker 3: you can clearly see the flash. And I didn't feel nothing.

487
00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:43,080
Speaker 3: I just look everything, stop everything. He was just like,

488
00:21:43,240 --> 00:21:46,639
Speaker 3: for real, you're talking about a movie. That's an understatement.

489
00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:50,320
Speaker 3: I looked down because you got it. You can't register.

490
00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:52,840
Speaker 3: It happened so fast. I wouldn't even think, like, you

491
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:54,800
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. But as I look up, I'll

492
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:57,680
Speaker 3: never forget. He had this grin on his face. What's

493
00:21:57,720 --> 00:22:04,760
Speaker 3: that movie? It was this smile. It's this movie. Yeah,

494
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:08,160
Speaker 3: I'll never forget because he did the first time, because

495
00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:10,280
Speaker 3: I got shot twice. He hit me and then he

496
00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:12,480
Speaker 3: had this grin on his face. That's what it reminded

497
00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:15,639
Speaker 3: me of. It was like it was the monic. He

498
00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:18,520
Speaker 3: hit me again. Got now the second time? I felt

499
00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:20,159
Speaker 3: it when he hit me the second.

500
00:22:19,960 --> 00:22:23,240
Speaker 1: Time, where did he shut you at my stomach and my.

501
00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:26,520
Speaker 3: Top right leg almost by my grown under my thigh,

502
00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:29,199
Speaker 3: literally and if that would have been a little bit

503
00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:30,800
Speaker 3: sentimeter to the right, it would have hit my main

504
00:22:30,840 --> 00:22:33,000
Speaker 3: already I have been it wouldn't have been no chance regardless.

505
00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:37,440
Speaker 3: Oh wow, fact, so look he he hit me again.

506
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:39,399
Speaker 3: It feel like the force if you if you ever

507
00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:41,800
Speaker 3: been shot, they know what I'm talking about. It's the

508
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:45,520
Speaker 3: force like if you close range you feel it. It's

509
00:22:45,560 --> 00:22:48,600
Speaker 3: like somebody pushed you so hard. I couldn't even But

510
00:22:48,760 --> 00:22:51,080
Speaker 3: this is where it gets creepy for me. This is

511
00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:54,120
Speaker 3: where everything changed to me because as I started falling back,

512
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:57,960
Speaker 3: but at the same time I was falling forward. I

513
00:22:58,040 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 3: can't explain. That's the That's when it's are getting weird

514
00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:03,000
Speaker 3: because I know I'm falling back, but yet I'm falling

515
00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:04,800
Speaker 3: face down at the same time.

516
00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 1: Or your body was falling back.

517
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:11,399
Speaker 3: But yeah, but at the same time. It's hard to

518
00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:13,800
Speaker 3: even explain because there's some things that happen in eternity

519
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:15,200
Speaker 3: that you can't explain here.

520
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,679
Speaker 4: There's no language for eternity. I'm telling you after experiencing.

521
00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,160
Speaker 3: That's why the Lord say be a living everything you're

522
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:24,160
Speaker 3: talking about living word living example, right, living, living, living,

523
00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:27,160
Speaker 3: because our father only exists in eternity as an eternity.

524
00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:30,080
Speaker 4: As an expression, it is so complicated. There's no language,

525
00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:33,520
Speaker 4: but living it and experiencing it, that's the language of

526
00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:34,919
Speaker 4: the universe's experience.

527
00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:39,120
Speaker 3: I'm falling back, but going forth. I can't even it's

528
00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:42,680
Speaker 3: hard to even explain it. But as I'm looking, I'm

529
00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:46,359
Speaker 3: falling now. The first thing that I felt see one thing.

530
00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:48,160
Speaker 3: When you're out of in you and your spirit body,

531
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:51,280
Speaker 3: you know everything. What I mean by that is you

532
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:53,240
Speaker 3: know that you knew that you're supposed to know that,

533
00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:57,720
Speaker 3: you know, you know everything. As I'm in this darkness,

534
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:00,719
Speaker 3: That's what gripped me. It was literally keep telling everybody

535
00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:04,040
Speaker 3: it was alive. It's the darkness that is so dark.

536
00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:05,680
Speaker 3: It's not like dark hair you cut off all the

537
00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,960
Speaker 3: lights and blindfold just to do it. It's alive.

538
00:24:09,200 --> 00:24:11,520
Speaker 2: The fact that the senses and stuff is and your

539
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 2: memory is so vivid. That's something else that everybody keep

540
00:24:14,560 --> 00:24:16,680
Speaker 2: saying that when they were if they have a near

541
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 2: deafer experience, their senses don't leave like they remember everything.

542
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:23,440
Speaker 3: They get heightened. Actually times a billion. You see people,

543
00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:26,959
Speaker 3: you don't lose any senses. You can still smell, hear, touch, taste,

544
00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:29,760
Speaker 3: but it's times of billion. That's the best way I

545
00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:32,600
Speaker 3: can describe it. You're like a superhero, literally you and

546
00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:35,200
Speaker 3: your spirit body. You can see an atom. If you

547
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,639
Speaker 3: can stare at something, you can see the atom in

548
00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:39,920
Speaker 3: it if you wanted to. That's how detailed your eyes

549
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,960
Speaker 3: can see and how you look everything it is. But

550
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:46,320
Speaker 3: this darkness is unfalted. It's faster than the speed of light.

551
00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:49,800
Speaker 3: I'm just telling you, and I keep telling everybody this.

552
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,200
Speaker 3: They say, what's fame? Nothing faster than the speed of light. Yes,

553
00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:54,280
Speaker 3: it is. The speed of thought is faster than the

554
00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:54,800
Speaker 3: speed of light.

555
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:03,119
Speaker 1: So were you falling into purgatory or did you actually

556
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:03,600
Speaker 1: go to hell?

557
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,560
Speaker 3: They don't exist the purgatory. Let me tell you. People

558
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:11,520
Speaker 3: need to know this. They trick you. There's no waiting room. See.

559
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,480
Speaker 3: I didn't even get a chance. I didn't get no

560
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:18,600
Speaker 3: chance to talk to the father to plead my case.

561
00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:21,119
Speaker 3: It happened so fast. I was just it's like me

562
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:22,760
Speaker 3: and you talking right now. Then all of a sudden,

563
00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 3: you in eternity like that, like it's no, you stand

564
00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:28,879
Speaker 3: in line, get your number.

565
00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:34,160
Speaker 1: No where from? You say, what where did that come from?

566
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:37,359
Speaker 3: Who was they the demons?

567
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:37,520
Speaker 2: No?

568
00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:39,600
Speaker 1: So where did that come from? Where did purgatory come from?

569
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:39,639
Speaker 3: Like?

570
00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:41,240
Speaker 1: Why did we? Everybody always say the Catholics.

571
00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:48,120
Speaker 3: The Catholics, okay, they they hijacked, they made Christianity. It's bogus.

572
00:25:48,359 --> 00:25:51,840
Speaker 3: They do everything opposite. I've been calling people out. They

573
00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 3: a lot of people have good hearts to the Catholics.

574
00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:57,639
Speaker 3: They just in the wrong organization. They're just worshiping in

575
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,320
Speaker 3: the wrong way. Because everything Catholics do is in Obama Nation.

576
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,399
Speaker 3: The Lord clearly says, don't worship idols. What do they do?

577
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 3: Pray the statues? Right? Hold on the law also says,

578
00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 3: call no other man father right? What do they do?

579
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:14,520
Speaker 3: Call you the priest and them my father? He says

580
00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:16,560
Speaker 3: no man can cure it. Take away sens and said,

581
00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:18,760
Speaker 3: odd father in heaven. What do they do? They go

582
00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:20,879
Speaker 3: to the faith father and he said, you click your

583
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:22,960
Speaker 3: here's three times, takes some beads, eat the cracker, and

584
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:27,879
Speaker 3: your sins are forgiven, my son. What what they do?

585
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:30,920
Speaker 3: Everything backwards? They do everything our Lord says not to do.

586
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:34,200
Speaker 3: So that's where that comes from. And also the Council

587
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 3: of Nicea, y'all can look it up for yourself. The

588
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 3: Council of Nicee, I do believe it's three twenty eight

589
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:41,600
Speaker 3: AD through three thirty five. They took a handpick and

590
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:44,080
Speaker 3: wrote the Bible and edited and took books out put

591
00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:47,720
Speaker 3: stuff in it. Yeah. Yeah, So the Catholic Church is

592
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:51,960
Speaker 3: responsible for a lot of misleadings, a whole bunch of

593
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,360
Speaker 3: things that people need to research for themselves. So yeah,

594
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:56,560
Speaker 3: Catholics are responsible for the I call it the waiting

595
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 3: room theory. Ain't no, no, no, no no, when you pass,

596
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,640
Speaker 3: that's the way it is, either your hero. There, ain't

597
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 3: no middle nothing. Yeah, I ain't nothing, none of that.

598
00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,160
Speaker 3: So people can talk what they want, and I hope

599
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:11,160
Speaker 3: they don't experience why been, But it's only two options.

600
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:15,960
Speaker 3: Ain't no waiting room. So everybody going to experience death.

601
00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:16,439
Speaker 3: That's one thing.

602
00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 4: I can guarantee. Everybody's gonna die, right, So ain't nobody.

603
00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:21,119
Speaker 3: Can escape it?

604
00:27:21,359 --> 00:27:23,000
Speaker 1: So they feel like he was going through a portal.

605
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 3: Actually that's a great description. But as I'm falling, this darkness,

606
00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:30,000
Speaker 3: it was a lot. It was in me. It was choking,

607
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:34,639
Speaker 3: it was just going through. But it's the worst despair, loneliness.

608
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:38,159
Speaker 3: Did you. I can't even describe it, And it's like

609
00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 3: when it was in you. I'm falling, it's going through me.

610
00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:42,960
Speaker 3: It was wiping out everything that I had inside me

611
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 3: good like for example, we don't know how like hope

612
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:49,320
Speaker 3: that comes from the father, laughter that comes from the father, right,

613
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:52,760
Speaker 3: the sense of security that comes from the father. Everything positive.

614
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:56,119
Speaker 3: You realize there that our father, it is a gift.

615
00:27:57,680 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 3: It's not a right, it's a gift, and wander on it.

616
00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,359
Speaker 3: But that darknu was there and it was taking it

617
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:04,280
Speaker 3: out of me. The best way I can say is

618
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,280
Speaker 3: the fares the fast I was falling, the more this

619
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,840
Speaker 3: darkness was just making me feel, it was eating. It

620
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,520
Speaker 3: was taking everything out of me that was positive. That's

621
00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,360
Speaker 3: the best way I can describe it. As unfollowed.

622
00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:17,160
Speaker 1: Do you believe there's multiple portals in the world?

623
00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:21,359
Speaker 3: They open them up right now, even biblically. The Bible

624
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,840
Speaker 3: even talks about portals. We were talking about earlier today,

625
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,280
Speaker 3: the Book of Revelation. People need to really take it literally.

626
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:29,320
Speaker 3: This is it's not metaphors. No more. Portals are opening

627
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:32,640
Speaker 3: up all over the place. People create portals they don't

628
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:37,920
Speaker 3: even know in their own homes directly and directly. People

629
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:42,360
Speaker 3: watching vibrations see everything is prob okay. So if you whether,

630
00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,080
Speaker 3: if you think it's just entertained. Even the word entertained

631
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:50,040
Speaker 3: meant entertained means intercontained to enter something and it contains you.

632
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:52,360
Speaker 3: So anybody said, oh I can watch all of this

633
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:55,240
Speaker 3: and do all of this I want, it's just entertainment.

634
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:58,480
Speaker 3: You open it up portals. When you're listening to certain things,

635
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:01,320
Speaker 3: when you're watching certain things, you get permission. That's why

636
00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 3: demons have a contract too. They have to tell you

637
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 3: what they're doing to you directly on indirectly before they

638
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 3: harassh you right directly or indirectly. They gonna say, I

639
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,800
Speaker 3: told nah, they belong to me, because we already they

640
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:15,560
Speaker 3: knew it was. They knew what they were doing when

641
00:29:15,560 --> 00:29:17,280
Speaker 3: they was watching this. They knew what they were doing.

642
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,640
Speaker 3: They were doing what they were doing. That's why they

643
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:21,200
Speaker 3: always got to give you. So when I say even

644
00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:24,360
Speaker 3: opening up portals, it's so many different levels of portals.

645
00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:26,880
Speaker 3: You know, you have spiritual portals where people's personalities is

646
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 3: getting taken over, or you have actually physical interdimension portals

647
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 3: that are opening up all over the world right now,

648
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:35,000
Speaker 3: where you got stuff coming in and out. That's why

649
00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:37,960
Speaker 3: I tell people they know such thing as aliens, these

650
00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:42,080
Speaker 3: are falling angels. You are. All they doing is plain people.

651
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:45,760
Speaker 3: They back in the day they were superheroes. They was gods.

652
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,840
Speaker 3: They just changed their names. But it's the same fallen angels.

653
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:51,640
Speaker 3: It's the same ones. Now they new one is aliens.

654
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,800
Speaker 3: These things are not intergalactic. They're interdimensional. That's why when

655
00:29:55,840 --> 00:29:58,680
Speaker 3: people see these things, they can disappear. They can just go,

656
00:29:58,920 --> 00:30:01,920
Speaker 3: you know, they give it said, oh they can travel

657
00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:05,680
Speaker 3: anti gravity propulsion systems. No, they interdimensionals. They open up

658
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 3: a portal that quick. And that's why you can see thinks,

659
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:10,920
Speaker 3: what ghosts do, what the demons do? That hung houses?

660
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:12,320
Speaker 3: You can see them and then all of a sudden

661
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 3: they disappear Richards right see, because they interdimensional, just like

662
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:19,680
Speaker 3: these quote aliens. They're interdimensional. So we've been lied to

663
00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 3: about so many things. We've been going off his story.

664
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,840
Speaker 3: And so the word history means it's his story. Who

665
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:29,360
Speaker 3: is he? It's not the truth his story? Who is he?

666
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:32,400
Speaker 3: Why are we trying off his story? What is the truth?

667
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:36,200
Speaker 3: Is he? Yeah? Who hired this guy? Who is he?

668
00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:39,640
Speaker 3: I want to know? Say, yeah, we just been misled

669
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:41,520
Speaker 3: and I learned that when you pass away, I promise

670
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:43,920
Speaker 3: you know all these things. You know all these things,

671
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:45,600
Speaker 3: and like we get back to it, like I'm talking

672
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:48,840
Speaker 3: about the senses of heightened. What God means not only

673
00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:51,680
Speaker 3: I'm already it's there's no words to describe the horror.

674
00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:59,320
Speaker 3: The longliness is beyond right, just pure darkness. But the smell, Okay,

675
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:02,920
Speaker 3: I keep telling them everybody, the smell of hell, if

676
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 3: it was unleased for not even the thousands of a millisecond,

677
00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:06,240
Speaker 3: you would die.

678
00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:08,960
Speaker 4: Your body wouldn't be able to take it to everybody.

679
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 3: If you release one little pinsure that smell, I can't.

680
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:16,520
Speaker 3: The smell is even alive. Everything has a spirit behind it,

681
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,640
Speaker 3: you know. That's why the Lord said, be very careful.

682
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:23,400
Speaker 3: I'll tell a lot of different cultures. They worship different elements.

683
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,320
Speaker 3: There's no different than wickeds. You worship in things.

684
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:27,560
Speaker 4: The Book of Rombas clearly say that you worship in

685
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:28,840
Speaker 4: creation instead of the Creator.

686
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 3: That's blasphemous, that's bogus. That's why. But they do have

687
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:35,160
Speaker 3: a point because behind these things like the wing spirit,

688
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:38,800
Speaker 3: the tree spirit, No, those are just demons. Those are

689
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:42,880
Speaker 3: real principalities. See, if demons came the way they really look,

690
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:44,720
Speaker 3: and they can't the way they are, you wouldn't do

691
00:31:44,760 --> 00:31:49,040
Speaker 3: business with them. That's what they all. Yeah, exactly, So

692
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,320
Speaker 3: that's why what it also says in the scripture, they

693
00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:54,880
Speaker 3: come as what disguises themselves as angels of light, disguise

694
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:57,040
Speaker 3: themselves because if you ever see how they really look

695
00:31:57,400 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 3: and really smell, you would not go into any covenant

696
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:03,320
Speaker 3: with any kind of spiritual contract with these things.

697
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:05,000
Speaker 1: Can they look like.

698
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:10,960
Speaker 3: WHOA? Okay, the best way I can. It looks like

699
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 3: a lot of them look like feces by them sol

700
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 3: the formed literally bodies twisted, sol the formed. But one thing,

701
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 3: they have a reptilian theme. That's what I noticed in Hell.

702
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:24,760
Speaker 3: A lot of these things are so big, literally over

703
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 3: twenty feet tall, eighteen feet tall, seventeen feet tall, and

704
00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:31,240
Speaker 3: then you have some as small as my mouth there literally,

705
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:33,240
Speaker 3: And to me, the smallest ones are the worst ones.

706
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 3: They look like little myths. A lot of people call

707
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:37,880
Speaker 3: them shadow people. I call them the little guys, and

708
00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:39,840
Speaker 3: they the worst ones because they the ones who frequent

709
00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,640
Speaker 3: interdimension of me. They get orders and they come up

710
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:44,760
Speaker 3: here and they bring heavy They come to this dimension,

711
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,240
Speaker 3: they go back to Hell, get orders, come back and

712
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:50,120
Speaker 3: if they lose from you, they go get recruits. Because

713
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:52,120
Speaker 3: some people got two demons that harass them.

714
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:53,959
Speaker 1: Some people have sixties, that is scary.

715
00:32:54,720 --> 00:33:00,200
Speaker 3: Yeah. Everyone, there's no exemptions from it. Everybody especially. See

716
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:03,200
Speaker 3: one thing that Lucifer does. He tries to be like

717
00:33:03,280 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 3: our father, because our father knows the end. From the

718
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 3: beginning period, our father is now he's everything right now,

719
00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,680
Speaker 3: Lucifer is always trying to mark. He tried to be

720
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:13,479
Speaker 3: like our father. So what does he do. He's an

721
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:16,280
Speaker 3: artificial omnipresence. Why you think this whole new Royal Order

722
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 3: system exists. It's an artificial omni presence. They're gonna have

723
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:23,000
Speaker 3: a whole system where you always monitor correct everything that

724
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:26,400
Speaker 3: you do is already lock. That's the fake omnipresence' that's

725
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 3: an artificial and Lucifer runs this whole system, so everything

726
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:34,000
Speaker 3: is always a copy. He's always copying. Now. One thing

727
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,680
Speaker 3: I want people to truly realize is that they call

728
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 3: familiar spirits and monitoring spirits.

729
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,200
Speaker 2: Can you explain the two with that, because I feel

730
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:44,160
Speaker 2: like those terms have been like everybody's been using them.

731
00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:47,959
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay. A familiar spirit is a spirit that's been

732
00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:50,400
Speaker 3: passed down for generations. Oh have you ever heard of

733
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:54,320
Speaker 3: a family curse before? A generational curse? Yeah? Familiar That

734
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:57,560
Speaker 3: means familiar is because They know your whole lineage. They've

735
00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:59,479
Speaker 3: been there for a long time, you know what I mean.

736
00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 3: They know your ins and outs, they know how what

737
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 3: you'd like to eat, they know how much sex you like,

738
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:05,960
Speaker 3: they know what they need to do. All of this stuff.

739
00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:08,759
Speaker 3: They just like reporters. They're familiar with you and your

740
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:11,360
Speaker 3: family and your existence, and they always nuts stuff so

741
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:13,399
Speaker 3: you can stay in the dark. They just do little

742
00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:15,600
Speaker 3: stuff behind the scenes. See one thing about demons. They

743
00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:18,719
Speaker 3: can't make us do anything, but they can influence us

744
00:34:19,239 --> 00:34:20,759
Speaker 3: and then blame us for it. Why do you think

745
00:34:20,880 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 3: Lucifer's called the grand and the greatest accuser because he'll

746
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:27,360
Speaker 3: set you up and hen say, eh, you know this

747
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:30,560
Speaker 3: say for educational entertainment purposes only. Just imagine if you

748
00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:33,520
Speaker 3: was to somebody you you and Lucifer, he comes to

749
00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:35,040
Speaker 3: you and say, hey, let's rop this bank.

750
00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:38,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, he can help you get away, drive everything. But

751
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:40,239
Speaker 4: as soon as y'all rob the bank, he'd be the

752
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:41,400
Speaker 4: one to call the police on you.

753
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:44,640
Speaker 3: Helped you do everything. Do you see what I mean?

754
00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:48,320
Speaker 3: He will help you shoot yourself in the foot, so

755
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,239
Speaker 3: to speak, and then blame you and then snitch on you.

756
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying they demons. They are created here.

757
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:56,160
Speaker 4: It starts off all these people be worshiping demons, do not.

758
00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:57,799
Speaker 4: It starts off grand.

759
00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:01,280
Speaker 3: All these wickends, all these people new ages and crystal

760
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:04,480
Speaker 3: worshiping people, all of this stuff, and then listen to

761
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:07,239
Speaker 3: their hall the stories. That's time passed. I'm telling you

762
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,360
Speaker 3: that they would give you peace and all of this,

763
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:13,799
Speaker 3: but it's artificial until they start needing payment back. They

764
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:17,440
Speaker 3: need payment. Every Body don't know it is real. All

765
00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:20,520
Speaker 3: these people would star. You know, stars, isn't that something

766
00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:23,120
Speaker 3: star equals That's the word for demon. By the way,

767
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:26,400
Speaker 3: that's why you got the hollyweird or Hollywood. They call

768
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:30,960
Speaker 3: them stars, don't they? But the stars falling angels were

769
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:34,160
Speaker 3: consider the falling stars. They're the ones that fell from

770
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:37,320
Speaker 3: their estate. They call stars. No coincidence. They put everything

771
00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:38,960
Speaker 3: in front of our face on purpose.

772
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, I do believe that that is true.

773
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:43,799
Speaker 3: That right.

774
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:45,719
Speaker 1: So what is a monetary spirit? What's the difference with

775
00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:46,000
Speaker 1: that one?

776
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:50,120
Speaker 3: Okay, now, a monetary spirit, they the ones who truly

777
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:53,080
Speaker 3: throw the loop. The familiar spirit is the one that

778
00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,560
Speaker 3: assigned to you and your family literally, well just you,

779
00:35:56,719 --> 00:36:00,239
Speaker 3: because you have fresh familiar spirits that start from a

780
00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:03,400
Speaker 3: whole new generation that starts generation curses. They all got

781
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:05,359
Speaker 3: to start from somewhere or some of them passed down

782
00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,000
Speaker 3: and your family. You notice your family got the same problems,

783
00:36:08,239 --> 00:36:11,640
Speaker 3: same stuff generation at the generation. That's a familiar spirit. Now,

784
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:14,879
Speaker 3: a monetoring spirit is one who is more personal. It's

785
00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:17,359
Speaker 3: like a familiar spirit, but it's there just to mess

786
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 3: you up. It's there to just focus on you. A

787
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 3: familiar spirit is more long lineage generation. Make sure you

788
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:25,800
Speaker 3: have more generational wealth, make sure that you have addictions

789
00:36:25,840 --> 00:36:27,880
Speaker 3: forever to you, your brainkage, a great grand kid, stuff

790
00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 3: like that.

791
00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 4: But a monitoring spirit is the one who just assigned

792
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,480
Speaker 4: for you literally just the design.

793
00:36:32,239 --> 00:36:34,200
Speaker 3: To make your weak hell, to make your day hell,

794
00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:36,120
Speaker 3: to throw you all track, to get you diseases, to

795
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 3: make you feel then comfortable. That's what they do. That's

796
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,920
Speaker 3: a personal monitoring spirit. They adjust for you. So the

797
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:45,480
Speaker 3: difference is you have one that's more like I say,

798
00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:49,279
Speaker 3: lineage generational wise, but minentring spirits are creded just for you,

799
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:51,239
Speaker 3: and they communicate with each other all the time.

800
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:54,319
Speaker 4: They like they team up with each other and help.

801
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:56,040
Speaker 4: I did say, how can I get her?

802
00:36:56,120 --> 00:37:00,160
Speaker 3: Now? Okay, do listen, and then they contact other spirits. See,

803
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:04,440
Speaker 3: people don't even understand they demons be talking to your demons. Yeah, everybody,

804
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:07,080
Speaker 3: and they be conspiring and helping how to hate on you,

805
00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:08,960
Speaker 3: how to get you. They be talking behind the scenes,

806
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,239
Speaker 3: and you can be having a regular conversation, but that's

807
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:14,240
Speaker 3: something going on behind the scenes between the monitoring spirits.

808
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,880
Speaker 3: They communicate with each other. This like my aunt always

809
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:20,640
Speaker 3: told me, because yeah she's in cool, but she's a psychic.

810
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:23,480
Speaker 3: She told me the truth about the whole thing. And

811
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:25,880
Speaker 3: I mean, she has so much money off this all

812
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:28,800
Speaker 3: she do, she said, all my they call them spirit guides.

813
00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:31,880
Speaker 3: Don't play with that. That's a monitoring or a familiar spirit.

814
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:34,880
Speaker 3: That's just their sneaky name. They call them the spirit guides.

815
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:39,200
Speaker 3: We'd write you up her. Yeah, ain't know. Spirit guid's

816
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:43,880
Speaker 3: that's your monitoring spirit. That's what it's right in your face.

817
00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:46,320
Speaker 3: That's why it's born with you. It's your guide straight

818
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:48,600
Speaker 3: to hell. It's your mind tring spirit to make sure

819
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:51,759
Speaker 3: you do everything wrong. So you don't qualify, because the

820
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:55,120
Speaker 3: devil can't make you, the demons can't. No, you disqualify yourself.

821
00:37:56,280 --> 00:37:57,719
Speaker 3: That's what I told you. They set you up for

822
00:37:57,800 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 3: failure and you fall for it. That's like you being

823
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:02,719
Speaker 3: on a right and I take you to a buff at,

824
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:05,719
Speaker 3: but I know you want to diet. I know you've

825
00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:08,040
Speaker 3: been doing good. But I go, come on, we're going out.

826
00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:11,600
Speaker 3: I take you to a whole bluff thave ribs, taco

827
00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:14,399
Speaker 3: I'm just eating. You're gonna You're sitting there, just gonna

828
00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:18,840
Speaker 3: You're gonna break. You say, okay, all right, Uh just

829
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,920
Speaker 3: one day is not gonna hurt, right. See say they

830
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:23,920
Speaker 3: set you up like that so they can't force you

831
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:25,560
Speaker 3: to eat. I can't, you know, just put ribs and

832
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 3: stuff in your mouth. But they set you up to

833
00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:31,160
Speaker 3: the point when you break. You see what I mean? Right? Yeah,

834
00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:33,520
Speaker 3: So that's what the monitoring spirits are. So don't trust

835
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:35,200
Speaker 3: no spirit guides. Please.

836
00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:36,920
Speaker 4: When I hear that, I just get the chills, Like

837
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:38,399
Speaker 4: you don't know what you're getting yourself into.

838
00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:39,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know.

839
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:41,520
Speaker 2: I had a conversation with this girl last year and

840
00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:43,880
Speaker 2: she was talking about how she was introduced to like

841
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:46,279
Speaker 2: witchcraft and all this stuff, and at first it was

842
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:48,960
Speaker 2: through movies like The Craft and the Witches and stuff

843
00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:51,920
Speaker 2: like that. And then make a long story short, her

844
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,040
Speaker 2: cousin started doing tarot cars on her and all this

845
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 2: other stuff, and next thing you know, she was being

846
00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 2: hunted by demonic spirits.

847
00:38:57,560 --> 00:39:00,879
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, you're talking about opening portals. That's

848
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:03,120
Speaker 3: that's the form of opening portals. We play with Taylor

849
00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:05,240
Speaker 3: CARRG Boy's definitely.

850
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:06,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm not doing.

851
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:14,440
Speaker 3: Different, that's the whole. Yeah. Yeah, you don't play with

852
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,279
Speaker 3: stuff like that. They don't even deal with people. Don't

853
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:21,239
Speaker 3: even hang with people. They don't They just don't even know.

854
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:24,359
Speaker 3: Don't hang with people with people because just like we're

855
00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:27,200
Speaker 3: contagious for life, we're contagious for our father. We represent y'all.

856
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:30,560
Speaker 3: Shoe were also known to Jesus Christ. Right, we become contagious,

857
00:39:31,440 --> 00:39:34,080
Speaker 3: you know, good energy, positive vibes as much as we can,

858
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,840
Speaker 3: but darkness is also contagious. They have a job to

859
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,200
Speaker 3: become contagious. Have you ever been feeling good, in a

860
00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:43,000
Speaker 3: good mood and you go around certain group of people,

861
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:48,719
Speaker 3: you come back Jane, Yeah, you've been robbed spiritually. See,

862
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:52,600
Speaker 3: they change you. They were contagious with that negativity and

863
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 3: it came on you. It's how you passing the cold.

864
00:39:55,680 --> 00:39:56,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, that's a fact.

865
00:39:57,360 --> 00:39:59,080
Speaker 2: So when you were down or in Hell did the

866
00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:01,520
Speaker 2: demons notice your It's like, how were they interacted with you?

867
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:05,480
Speaker 3: See now in the hindsight, it was like, now I

868
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:07,480
Speaker 3: know the Lord was with me because I'm supposed to

869
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:09,799
Speaker 3: been through way worse. I was supposed to went through way,

870
00:40:10,160 --> 00:40:12,320
Speaker 3: way worse. It was like, now it was like he

871
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,880
Speaker 3: was showing me. It's like orientation because a lot of

872
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:18,400
Speaker 3: these demons. I did get tortured, but it wasn't like

873
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,600
Speaker 3: it was supposed to be. It's like the Lord was

874
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,200
Speaker 3: giving me a spanking. Each department Hell is full of

875
00:40:23,280 --> 00:40:26,840
Speaker 3: compartments and departments within compartments. Okay, it reminds me of

876
00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:29,360
Speaker 3: the prison system. You know how you have a certain

877
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:33,240
Speaker 3: level of security, you have a certain you know, maximum manimum,

878
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:35,279
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, security, prisons and all of this.

879
00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:39,399
Speaker 3: But in Hell, it's all horrible, even the most you think,

880
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:43,480
Speaker 3: it's beyond the stretch of imagination. So for example, if

881
00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:44,440
Speaker 3: you were.

882
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:47,719
Speaker 4: You know, I don't know, one of those that messed

883
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:50,160
Speaker 4: with children, let me just put it that way, because.

884
00:40:53,280 --> 00:41:02,040
Speaker 3: Hey, it's just so she said, feedalphile, they have a

885
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 3: whole compartment for them. If you're a rapist, they got

886
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 3: a compartment for you every tier they have a compartment

887
00:41:10,160 --> 00:41:12,400
Speaker 3: or department. Okay, I tell everybody this and this is facts.

888
00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 3: Everybody has. Everybody sends on a big spectrum, but everybody

889
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:21,239
Speaker 3: has their favorite sin that's attached to the personality. Right,

890
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 3: everybody has one that clearly stands out. And the one

891
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:26,640
Speaker 3: that clearly stands out in your actions.

892
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:30,040
Speaker 4: When you pass away, that's what you automatically sends yourself to.

893
00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:34,279
Speaker 3: So if you had anger issues, he's always fighting, tearing

894
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 3: people up, clapping that people doing stuff. When you pass away,

895
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,759
Speaker 3: guess what compartment you're gonna be in? You see what

896
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,600
Speaker 3: I mean? So the mo relates and fits to what

897
00:41:42,760 --> 00:41:45,840
Speaker 3: type of person and sinning that your personality was attached to.

898
00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:49,000
Speaker 3: So we send its ourselves. See, everybody don't realize that

899
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:52,200
Speaker 3: the Lord don't want us to go there. It breaks

900
00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:55,920
Speaker 3: his heart. Like do you like it's unbelievable? Okay, Like,

901
00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:59,440
Speaker 3: for example, they have a compartment in Hell. They were

902
00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:01,880
Speaker 3: raping this young lady so bad and it was just

903
00:42:02,040 --> 00:42:05,040
Speaker 3: it stone slaps. Hell is very organized too. I want

904
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:12,680
Speaker 3: people to her. Oh yeah, you could take the worst

905
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:15,960
Speaker 3: X rated porn movie in the universe and they still

906
00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:18,359
Speaker 3: don't come close to how they Okay, put it this way.

907
00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:22,680
Speaker 3: Every hole that you have, even her nostrils, was getting

908
00:42:22,719 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 3: sexually penetrated. Put it that way. Oh wow, the ones medium,

909
00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:28,600
Speaker 3: big ones, and you rich see one thing, you and

910
00:42:28,640 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 3: your spirit body. Everybody's so used to the physical. Just say,

911
00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:33,239
Speaker 3: if I get my arms snatched off in hell, it

912
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:36,000
Speaker 3: comes right back and I feel the painess if it

913
00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:38,520
Speaker 3: was the first time, every time, so they never you know,

914
00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:41,680
Speaker 3: when people say, oh I get used to No, it's

915
00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 3: like just say if you burn your finger, you know, oh,

916
00:42:45,080 --> 00:42:48,240
Speaker 3: first thousands of a second, how it hurts. Just imagine

917
00:42:48,239 --> 00:42:50,799
Speaker 3: that repeat. It always feels like the first time.

918
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,480
Speaker 1: Did the other people down or did they recognize you?

919
00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 3: The question? See, that's why I you know, I hear

920
00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 3: a lot of people's test bro, That's why I was like,

921
00:43:02,200 --> 00:43:05,680
Speaker 3: because you be so much and to your own you

922
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:08,360
Speaker 3: can be standing right next to a person, You're not

923
00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:12,480
Speaker 3: thinking about them. Everybody's in their own loop. The regret

924
00:43:12,760 --> 00:43:15,480
Speaker 3: you have so much regret. The water should have could

925
00:43:15,480 --> 00:43:19,320
Speaker 3: have times a trillion, because he sends a floodgate of

926
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:21,680
Speaker 3: how many times he tried to save you. You keep

927
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:24,480
Speaker 3: seeing stuff I kept seeing, Yeah, I kept seeing the

928
00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:26,320
Speaker 3: people he sent it to my life that I rejected.

929
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:28,520
Speaker 3: How many times I should have made it right, but

930
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,920
Speaker 3: I made it left. It's like you see every detail.

931
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 3: I even didn't even remember I stole the candy bar

932
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:35,880
Speaker 3: when I was six years old. I saw it, I

933
00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:40,759
Speaker 3: remembered it. You're so focused on your own guilt, you

934
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:42,880
Speaker 3: not thinking about nobody. So people told me, oh, I

935
00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:44,719
Speaker 3: did this, and I saw this pro I was there.

936
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:46,759
Speaker 3: I have kind of a hard time a little bit

937
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:50,920
Speaker 3: because you so distracted about worrying about yourself, I'm telling you.

938
00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:52,680
Speaker 3: And Hell is so crowded, like I said, You're gonna

939
00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,880
Speaker 3: be surrounded by people. Ain't nobody thinking about you. They

940
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:57,440
Speaker 3: are going through their own torment and things ravaging them.

941
00:43:57,440 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 3: They ain't thinking about you. I promise you. I could

942
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:02,200
Speaker 3: have been standing next to Michael Jackson didn't even know it.

943
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,960
Speaker 3: I don't even want to care in the first place.

944
00:44:04,160 --> 00:44:05,960
Speaker 2: Yo, What do you think about people who say they've

945
00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:07,520
Speaker 2: been to Hell and they be saying how they've seen

946
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:08,800
Speaker 2: like certain rappers and stuff.

947
00:44:11,120 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 3: Like I said, everybody has their testimony. But like I

948
00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:16,040
Speaker 3: tell you, and I don't want nobody to experience Hell

949
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:21,120
Speaker 3: because you got so much, so much stuff happening you

950
00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:24,640
Speaker 3: don't care about what right you not. I promise you

951
00:44:24,719 --> 00:44:26,439
Speaker 3: you canna be in fun of because that stuff don't

952
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:30,880
Speaker 3: count eternity. They can move around because that don't know. Listen,

953
00:44:31,239 --> 00:44:35,000
Speaker 3: I hope nobody experienced that dimension, but me personally, I

954
00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:39,720
Speaker 3: had time to think about nobody beyond alifying you don't

955
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:42,440
Speaker 3: care how you're gonna have time to be starts.

956
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:46,040
Speaker 4: Fucking hell right, don't make no I'm just saying.

957
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:48,160
Speaker 3: I'm just saying, how you.

958
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 1: Try to recognize that person, this rapper. That sound is

959
00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:51,920
Speaker 1: so crazy.

960
00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:54,719
Speaker 3: You got these little themes and big giants all around you,

961
00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:59,080
Speaker 3: ripping your face off, people getting burned, raped, screaming listening.

962
00:44:59,640 --> 00:45:01,000
Speaker 3: You ain't thinking about.

963
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:03,880
Speaker 1: Yo, be a star strucking hell it's crazy.

964
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:07,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like, come on, but wasn't there a part when

965
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 2: you seel like a claw like grab you and threw

966
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:10,120
Speaker 2: you across the.

967
00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:12,040
Speaker 3: Up That's when I first fell through the portal and

968
00:45:12,280 --> 00:45:14,879
Speaker 3: I felt and that's when I hit and it felt

969
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 3: like I told you see one thing about your spirit body.

970
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:19,680
Speaker 3: See here, we have a nervous system right my past

971
00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,360
Speaker 3: your hand. You feel it in your hand. Somebody smacks

972
00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:23,800
Speaker 3: you in your face, you're gonna feel that tingle I

973
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:26,640
Speaker 3: don't know, but when I was growing up, Grandma, I

974
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:28,000
Speaker 3: am might have to smacked me in the face. You

975
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:30,320
Speaker 3: mean me get the little tingle? Yeah, right, But in

976
00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:32,319
Speaker 3: your spirit body, if you usually get smacked in your face,

977
00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:34,000
Speaker 3: you feeling instantly from your head to your toe all

978
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:34,640
Speaker 3: at the same time.

979
00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 4: It's not proportion. You don't have a nervous system. Your

980
00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:39,400
Speaker 4: whole body is the system.

981
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:41,680
Speaker 3: So everything you can poke your finger, you can feel it,

982
00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:43,799
Speaker 3: in your feet, you feel it everywhere at the same time.

983
00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:46,600
Speaker 3: It's hard to explain. So when I hit the ground,

984
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:50,600
Speaker 3: it felt like every bone in my body broke at

985
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 3: the same time. That's the best way, and that's still

986
00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:58,480
Speaker 3: then understatement. But all of a sudden I hurt. It's

987
00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 3: like flat and then the whole thing was illuminated. I've

988
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:04,799
Speaker 3: seen nothing but thousands, but these perfect pits lined up

989
00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:08,680
Speaker 3: all I'm talking about for miles with pits, and inside

990
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:13,560
Speaker 3: these pits were people in each pit, streaming, burning like

991
00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:17,640
Speaker 3: And then what terrified me was, first of all, I

992
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:21,040
Speaker 3: couldn't move. It's like, okay, I'm not making fun of

993
00:46:21,120 --> 00:46:25,040
Speaker 3: anybody being mine or body body mass index, Why is

994
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 3: that with you? Right? Yeah? Right, But it's like I

995
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,560
Speaker 3: had a suit on that weigh like a thousand pounds. No, it'

996
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:33,120
Speaker 3: felt like I had a fat suit on.

997
00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:37,879
Speaker 4: Literally, like you feel like you weigh a thousand pounds.

998
00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 3: It's like yeah, because I wanted to. I wanted to

999
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,359
Speaker 3: just I couldn't even my eyes what I was seeing

1000
00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 3: around the pits with these big giant lizard looking things,

1001
00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:52,000
Speaker 3: reptile things, and they was had these sticks and they

1002
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:54,319
Speaker 3: was poking everybody back. They were trying to come out,

1003
00:46:54,640 --> 00:46:56,319
Speaker 3: and they was making fun of them. They was letting

1004
00:46:56,360 --> 00:46:58,800
Speaker 3: them come out a little bit right, and they crawl

1005
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:00,960
Speaker 3: out and calling up on over and they look and

1006
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:04,680
Speaker 3: they I mean, they were torturing and they were laughing. Now,

1007
00:47:04,719 --> 00:47:07,239
Speaker 3: one thing that struck me. Now I'm getting scared and

1008
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:09,799
Speaker 3: scared keep going. That's one thing about hell. Your fear

1009
00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:12,680
Speaker 3: never can cap It's never gonna stop. It keeps elevating,

1010
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,839
Speaker 3: It keeps elevating, it keeps elevating. Just when you think

1011
00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:18,200
Speaker 3: you're it your scariest, something else happening. It's beyond fear,

1012
00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:21,120
Speaker 3: beyond terror. Because these things when they were talking, they

1013
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:23,239
Speaker 3: got their own language. It was hurting my body just

1014
00:47:23,320 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 3: to hear them talk. Literally, that's why we have curse words.

1015
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 3: It comes straight from Hell itself. It has energy behind it,

1016
00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:34,360
Speaker 3: literally like straight up. So that's why I'm trying my

1017
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 3: best to make sure I'm trying my best not to

1018
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:39,080
Speaker 3: use curse words because it comes from demons, demonic talk.

1019
00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:42,480
Speaker 3: Even when it was laughing, it hurts your spirit, bod,

1020
00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:44,440
Speaker 3: you can feel it. It feels like that. You ever

1021
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:47,240
Speaker 3: seen that magic. The magicians they have the bed of nails,

1022
00:47:47,680 --> 00:47:49,800
Speaker 3: especially they do in India, and they lay on it.

1023
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:52,320
Speaker 3: They can lay on the better. So just imagine you

1024
00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,640
Speaker 3: laying on the bed of nails and somebody just push

1025
00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:57,440
Speaker 3: your body down, right, That's how I felt when I

1026
00:47:57,520 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 3: heard them talk. When they be talking to each other,

1027
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 3: it hurts you. Yeah. So I'm I'm feeling the vibration

1028
00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:08,279
Speaker 3: coming behind me, but I can't turn around, I cannot move,

1029
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,719
Speaker 3: But it's something so big that I can feel. And

1030
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:16,200
Speaker 3: instantly it was like the thing was this stick with

1031
00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:18,959
Speaker 3: it was like a middle finger and three more finger

1032
00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:21,160
Speaker 3: clark that grabbed me from the back of my head.

1033
00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:23,480
Speaker 3: And I felt like I didn't weigh nothing to compare

1034
00:48:23,520 --> 00:48:28,400
Speaker 3: how strong this thing was. Literally it's like this plastic cup. Literally,

1035
00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:30,320
Speaker 3: how powerful this thing when it took me and it

1036
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:34,239
Speaker 3: threw me so hard. I'm so fast. I'm telling you

1037
00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:37,879
Speaker 3: this thing was super strong. So I ain't nobody talking

1038
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,200
Speaker 3: about or I'll go to Hell. I'll put the food

1039
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 3: fox on these themes all box, No, you can't see

1040
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:46,160
Speaker 3: all yeah.

1041
00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:47,640
Speaker 1: Hell is crazy.

1042
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:51,759
Speaker 3: You're gonna be so pumped out. The last thing you

1043
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 3: think about is fighting. There's nowhere to go, nowhere to hide.

1044
00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,440
Speaker 3: There's no relief. Then that's another thing. You feel so

1045
00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,360
Speaker 3: hungry and so tired. It feel like you haven't ate

1046
00:48:59,440 --> 00:49:01,399
Speaker 3: in the years. I feel like you haven't slept in years.

1047
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:05,320
Speaker 3: It's an exhaustion, just beyond explanation, like it's hard to me.

1048
00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:06,399
Speaker 3: So you so weak.

1049
00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:07,920
Speaker 4: I'll tell you can't fight nothing in hell.

1050
00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:10,160
Speaker 3: There's no way. All the stuff we take for granted,

1051
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:13,640
Speaker 3: Like I said before, strength muscles, you know, everything that

1052
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:16,360
Speaker 3: comes from God. And one thing, I realized that darkness

1053
00:49:16,600 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 3: took all of that, everything that belonged to God out

1054
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:21,480
Speaker 3: of me before I got there. That's what that darkness was.

1055
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,640
Speaker 4: It's like a filter. God doesn't exist.

1056
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:27,640
Speaker 3: They're not even older like, so that darkness is there

1057
00:49:27,719 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 3: to pretty much give me back back, Give me that back,

1058
00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:31,759
Speaker 3: give me that back.

1059
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:34,440
Speaker 1: That did it feel like he was down there forever

1060
00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:35,480
Speaker 1: for like a long time.

1061
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:38,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, time doesn't exist. I'm glad. That's a great question

1062
00:49:38,360 --> 00:49:40,839
Speaker 3: because you could be there for five seconds and feel

1063
00:49:40,840 --> 00:49:43,040
Speaker 3: like you're there for five months. See, time doesn't exist,

1064
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:45,720
Speaker 3: you all time is only a construct here in this reality,

1065
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,319
Speaker 3: so us we can measure things, organize things.

1066
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:51,000
Speaker 4: Time really doesn't exist because it's safe.

1067
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:53,440
Speaker 3: For example, if I were to say, hey, I want

1068
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:56,080
Speaker 3: to talk to you next week at the same time

1069
00:49:56,160 --> 00:50:00,279
Speaker 3: at seven o'clock, right, So now when we linked up

1070
00:50:00,760 --> 00:50:03,200
Speaker 3: next week at seven o'clock, wouldn't it still be now?

1071
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 3: It's always now. Five minutes from now, right, thirty seconds

1072
00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:12,359
Speaker 3: from now. Everything is still now. And that's where eternity exist.

1073
00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:14,520
Speaker 3: It's not the past and it's not the future. It's

1074
00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 3: just it is. It's now. Everything is now. So when

1075
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:20,839
Speaker 3: you go there, it's no clock, there's no nothing. That's

1076
00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:23,439
Speaker 3: another biggest regret that you know that you're never coming

1077
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:25,880
Speaker 3: out of there, so the people are so that's like

1078
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,240
Speaker 3: you're being locked up in the sentence to life in prison,

1079
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:32,080
Speaker 3: you know, without the possibility of parole. It's like you

1080
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 3: ain't going nowhere. This is your existence, for existence is

1081
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:39,719
Speaker 3: beyond time, and that even that tells you up more

1082
00:50:39,760 --> 00:50:42,040
Speaker 3: than the pain that you feel, all that that regret.

1083
00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:46,800
Speaker 3: Once that regret start kicking in, Yeah, when you realize

1084
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:52,000
Speaker 3: this is it. But there's no nothing like yeah.

1085
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:55,759
Speaker 2: Because because I'm gonna say, you was clinically pronounced dead

1086
00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:57,920
Speaker 2: for three minutes and forty seven seconds.

1087
00:50:58,480 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 3: Yes, that is crazy. Actually technically it was longer than that.

1088
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:05,279
Speaker 3: But the only reason when it came up with that

1089
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:08,040
Speaker 3: number was because the nurse, she jokingly said, because my

1090
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:12,239
Speaker 3: aunties asked, like, yo, how long? Well, she said three

1091
00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:14,440
Speaker 3: minutes and forty seven It was more like six minutes,

1092
00:51:14,800 --> 00:51:17,600
Speaker 3: but she's she got that, so we coined that and

1093
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,399
Speaker 3: and uh, to this day, my auntie talked, yeah, because

1094
00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:22,840
Speaker 3: she said, I don't know, three minutes forty seven seconds.

1095
00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:25,560
Speaker 3: The get I'm like, oh, this ain't.

1096
00:51:25,400 --> 00:51:27,799
Speaker 1: Funny, Like girl, how long?

1097
00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:31,279
Speaker 3: Same funny? Right? Yeah, she was. She was a good nurse,

1098
00:51:31,320 --> 00:51:33,319
Speaker 3: so much love to her. She did what she could.

1099
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:35,759
Speaker 3: He was very nice, but yeah, she was just jokingly like,

1100
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:39,320
Speaker 3: but technically on the record it was more like six minutes.

1101
00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:44,759
Speaker 2: So wow, yeah, it got like years right the way

1102
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:47,279
Speaker 2: you describing it and everything being so detailed like it

1103
00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:48,720
Speaker 2: don't feel like it was no six minutes.

1104
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:53,440
Speaker 3: No, that's my point. When everybody touched eternity, you know,

1105
00:51:53,560 --> 00:51:57,760
Speaker 3: time don't exist. It don't exist at all. It really don't.

1106
00:51:57,920 --> 00:51:59,920
Speaker 3: And that's why Okay, like, okay, I can use the

1107
00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:02,319
Speaker 3: medical science is just texting up to what the Bible

1108
00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 3: talking about. Anyway, Like for example, when you dream, technically

1109
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:08,240
Speaker 3: you only dream for like eight seconds if you want.

1110
00:52:08,120 --> 00:52:10,080
Speaker 4: To clock the time, but don't you in your dreams?

1111
00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:12,600
Speaker 4: For like, you can dream about the whole day, but.

1112
00:52:12,719 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 3: Then technically you only dream for seconds.

1113
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:18,239
Speaker 4: So that show you time don't exist. That the discrepancy

1114
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:19,400
Speaker 4: in that, see you what I mean?

1115
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:21,600
Speaker 3: And that's how eternity is compares for our existence.

1116
00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:28,719
Speaker 1: Well, that's why I always said, I don't feel like

1117
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,440
Speaker 1: time is real. It's just no way.

1118
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:32,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's not. It's not.

1119
00:52:33,120 --> 00:52:36,040
Speaker 2: Because even last night I went to bed, I laid down,

1120
00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:37,520
Speaker 2: and I woke up and I'm like, yo, I have

1121
00:52:37,560 --> 00:52:40,440
Speaker 2: a feelings already two o'clock and literally it was two something.

1122
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:46,439
Speaker 3: I'm like, wow, Yeah that's deep because yesterday, Wow, time

1123
00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:48,480
Speaker 3: just went. I don't know where it went. Yeah, I

1124
00:52:48,600 --> 00:52:49,759
Speaker 3: really don't know where it went.

1125
00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 4: I'm just like I'm puzzled. I'm blown away.

1126
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:53,480
Speaker 1: Tomorrow is October.

1127
00:52:53,640 --> 00:52:58,480
Speaker 3: I'm just like we started, Yeah, it just started. It

1128
00:52:58,560 --> 00:53:02,440
Speaker 3: feels like it just started. Yeah, we already October.

1129
00:53:03,040 --> 00:53:06,000
Speaker 2: You know, I really don't think time is real, even

1130
00:53:06,080 --> 00:53:08,800
Speaker 2: because I live in New York and sometimes I go

1131
00:53:08,880 --> 00:53:11,080
Speaker 2: back to like the busiest train stations and I just

1132
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:14,320
Speaker 2: people watch and you could just see everything moving so fast.

1133
00:53:14,920 --> 00:53:17,200
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, I love New York, must love New York.

1134
00:53:17,520 --> 00:53:20,440
Speaker 4: Let's go in New York City all the way to Buffalo.

1135
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:21,560
Speaker 3: Let's go.

1136
00:53:22,040 --> 00:53:25,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, especially queens, that's the money.

1137
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:30,520
Speaker 3: Let's go. But no, it's just reminded that they even

1138
00:53:30,560 --> 00:53:32,680
Speaker 3: said it. Scientists came on. I think it was a

1139
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:34,480
Speaker 3: couple of weeks ago. Everybody looking up for theirselves. I

1140
00:53:34,520 --> 00:53:36,640
Speaker 3: don't want people to believe me. They can research for themselves.

1141
00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:40,160
Speaker 3: They said time is speeding up. They even said it. Yes,

1142
00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:48,759
Speaker 3: they are thinking about adding back, adding another month. Think

1143
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:52,160
Speaker 3: about that. They thinking you can look it up. Facts.

1144
00:53:52,600 --> 00:53:54,920
Speaker 3: They are thinking about so if you can change time.

1145
00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:57,520
Speaker 3: I always thought about this, this daylight saving time, all

1146
00:53:57,600 --> 00:53:59,640
Speaker 3: of this stuff. How are you gonna stop an hour

1147
00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:02,319
Speaker 3: right or put an hour back and then put an

1148
00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 3: hour back. That'll show you how artificial time is You

1149
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:08,680
Speaker 3: can't stop time real existence here in this matrix, you

1150
00:54:08,719 --> 00:54:11,600
Speaker 3: can't stop it. It moves with or without you. Right,

1151
00:54:12,239 --> 00:54:15,000
Speaker 3: you can sit there. You can't pause getting old. You

1152
00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:18,120
Speaker 3: can't say oh, like a video game, press starting, Paul,

1153
00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:21,880
Speaker 3: let me take a break from aging. No, it's gonna

1154
00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:24,800
Speaker 3: You're still getting pushed. It's moving with or without you.

1155
00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:30,360
Speaker 3: So how you're gonna take something that moves consistently to

1156
00:54:30,520 --> 00:54:33,400
Speaker 3: stop it, put it back, and then put it No.

1157
00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:36,480
Speaker 3: So time is an artificial construct just for us to

1158
00:54:36,600 --> 00:54:40,040
Speaker 3: use measurement to organized things. But in eternity it don't exist,

1159
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:42,880
Speaker 3: and that makes you even go crazier. Pop was in

1160
00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:45,640
Speaker 3: that so long? In it so long?

1161
00:54:46,040 --> 00:54:49,440
Speaker 4: I mean if every race, every culture, every dimension so ancient.

1162
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:52,360
Speaker 3: Hell is so ancient. You can feel the ancientness of

1163
00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:55,800
Speaker 3: Hell like it's ancient, like that place has been there forever,

1164
00:54:56,239 --> 00:54:57,120
Speaker 3: it was there before.

1165
00:54:58,480 --> 00:54:59,200
Speaker 1: What was the colors?

1166
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:01,800
Speaker 3: First? Oh, they have so many different colors in eternity

1167
00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:04,799
Speaker 3: that you can only kind of cross reference, because there's

1168
00:55:04,840 --> 00:55:06,920
Speaker 3: some colors that exist that I can't They're not here

1169
00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:11,640
Speaker 3: in this dimension, Clearly they don't. I'm telling you, it

1170
00:55:11,760 --> 00:55:15,120
Speaker 3: is so different, Like the closest I can say, there's

1171
00:55:15,120 --> 00:55:18,040
Speaker 3: a lot of black red, I don't know how to.

1172
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:21,040
Speaker 4: And then that's another thing in eternity. You can hear

1173
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:23,439
Speaker 4: colors too. Everything was like okay.

1174
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,880
Speaker 3: For example, you know on a hot summer day, you

1175
00:55:25,920 --> 00:55:29,200
Speaker 3: see the heat wave, the invisible heat way. Yeah, that's

1176
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:33,399
Speaker 3: how colors look and sound. That's how they give off

1177
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:34,439
Speaker 3: of sound, each color.

1178
00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:38,359
Speaker 2: Barbecue on the grill and you see the yeah yeah

1179
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:41,560
Speaker 2: something yes, yeah, And it.

1180
00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 3: Is like you're trying to move through, but it's always

1181
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:48,359
Speaker 3: gonna It's just it's just like you move you can't

1182
00:55:48,440 --> 00:55:51,200
Speaker 3: move it through. It's just hard to describe. It is horrible.

1183
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:53,279
Speaker 3: That's why they say there's no peace, there's no rest,

1184
00:55:53,520 --> 00:55:55,239
Speaker 3: there's no sleep. You can't you can't even take a

1185
00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:58,200
Speaker 3: nap if you want a too in that place. It's

1186
00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:02,640
Speaker 3: horrible about this style, you know, I do like it's

1187
00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:04,560
Speaker 3: it's I told you I sleep in three to four

1188
00:56:04,600 --> 00:56:07,200
Speaker 3: hour increment sometimes and sometimes I'm starting to see stuff

1189
00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:10,480
Speaker 3: that I didn't even remember. It's like he's sectioning off

1190
00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:13,280
Speaker 3: my experience based off my spiritual maturity.

1191
00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:17,960
Speaker 4: So I won't get overwhelmed because it is and it's horrible.

1192
00:56:18,400 --> 00:56:20,319
Speaker 3: It is horrible. But the more I get.

1193
00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:22,840
Speaker 4: The more maturity, the more he's releasing to me, you

1194
00:56:22,920 --> 00:56:23,319
Speaker 4: know what I mean.

1195
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:25,920
Speaker 3: So it's it's bad. Yeah, so yeah, my sleeping is

1196
00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:29,040
Speaker 3: not good at all for real. Well it's it's bad.

1197
00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:31,200
Speaker 3: It's bad. And sometimes I be so tired I don't

1198
00:56:31,200 --> 00:56:32,600
Speaker 3: want to go back to sleep. I just stay up,

1199
00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 3: like forget it. I don't even want to Yeah, like, nah,

1200
00:56:36,440 --> 00:56:36,879
Speaker 3: I'm good.

1201
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 1: So how did you get back in your body?

1202
00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:44,919
Speaker 3: Oh? Okay? Now the thing is the Lord. I never

1203
00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 3: saw his face. All he did was touch my back,

1204
00:56:50,000 --> 00:56:52,600
Speaker 3: touch it. And when I tell people that he has

1205
00:56:52,719 --> 00:56:59,719
Speaker 3: more power any anything like, but it's it's an authoritative love.

1206
00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:03,040
Speaker 3: Like they painted him to be some kind of cowards,

1207
00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:09,239
Speaker 3: like some soft hippie. No he is. It's no joke.

1208
00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:12,400
Speaker 3: So as I'm looking, I'm standing on the cliff and

1209
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 3: there's other people. That's not makes sense how because nobody

1210
00:57:15,719 --> 00:57:19,160
Speaker 3: has no conversations. But these people that was gone to

1211
00:57:19,320 --> 00:57:21,480
Speaker 3: this castle thing, that's the best way I can describe it.

1212
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:24,000
Speaker 3: They looked up because standing behind us, they had to

1213
00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:27,280
Speaker 3: have seen the Lord because nobody talked to each other, nobody,

1214
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:29,720
Speaker 3: but they was telling us we were allowed to hear.

1215
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:32,440
Speaker 3: They were telling us to go back, don't come here.

1216
00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:35,520
Speaker 3: People were screaming. They were just like a stern warning.

1217
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:38,440
Speaker 3: They didn't want right. So as I look and I

1218
00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:41,000
Speaker 3: got so, I thought I was terrified, beyond terrified. I

1219
00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:44,000
Speaker 3: told you he kept growing, your fear keeps growing. And

1220
00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:47,880
Speaker 3: I just said, it's just I just couldn't fathom. I'm

1221
00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 3: just saying, gee, I didn't even I couldn't even say

1222
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:53,120
Speaker 3: his name. I couldn't even I never even worshiped him before.

1223
00:57:53,120 --> 00:57:54,640
Speaker 3: I used to roast them. I used to, you know

1224
00:57:54,680 --> 00:57:57,479
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. But soon she I just felt touch

1225
00:57:57,520 --> 00:57:59,560
Speaker 3: on my back. I felt like I was the only

1226
00:57:59,600 --> 00:58:03,920
Speaker 3: thing that like. I felt like nothing else exists but

1227
00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:06,400
Speaker 3: me and him. It's like he makes you feel like

1228
00:58:06,480 --> 00:58:09,120
Speaker 3: I'm telling you, it's like nothing else exists but me

1229
00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:14,280
Speaker 3: and him. Love, the safety, the peace. It's hard to

1230
00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:16,240
Speaker 3: even explain it. All I know is I want to

1231
00:58:16,320 --> 00:58:18,520
Speaker 3: go back. I just want to be with him. And

1232
00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 3: everybody's gonna feel the same once you meet him. Everybody,

1233
00:58:21,280 --> 00:58:23,800
Speaker 3: there's no hands down, I promise you, there's no insence

1234
00:58:23,920 --> 00:58:27,960
Speaker 3: but about it. Now, soon as I got touched, it's

1235
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:31,600
Speaker 3: like it's like I've thrown up the same way I

1236
00:58:31,680 --> 00:58:33,680
Speaker 3: was flying down but I got thrown up, but dan't sham.

1237
00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:38,240
Speaker 3: It's like it's like and the same pain that I experienced.

1238
00:58:38,600 --> 00:58:40,920
Speaker 3: I felt it. I felt like but it was disgusting

1239
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 3: because it felt like I was jumping back. When I

1240
00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:45,440
Speaker 3: came back to my body, it felt like if you

1241
00:58:45,520 --> 00:58:47,880
Speaker 3: put on you know, the blue Jen outfits back in

1242
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:51,280
Speaker 3: the day, the Carl CANi outfits. Take eight of those,

1243
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:53,640
Speaker 3: dip them in ice cold water and put them all

1244
00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:57,560
Speaker 3: along at the same time. I felt nasty, cold, wet.

1245
00:58:57,640 --> 00:58:59,680
Speaker 3: It just felt like I knew I was wearing my body.

1246
00:59:00,440 --> 00:59:01,840
Speaker 3: That's how I know for a fact, this is just

1247
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:05,520
Speaker 3: a vehicle. I was wearing it. I was pressed for eternity,

1248
00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:07,720
Speaker 3: and I can tell it feels like I was wearing

1249
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:11,680
Speaker 3: an outfit and it made me feel horrible. I felt,

1250
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:13,520
Speaker 3: and they took me weeks to get out that feeling.

1251
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:16,040
Speaker 3: Literally took me weeks to get off. I felt disgusting.

1252
00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:19,120
Speaker 3: It's like everything was delayed, like to me, you know,

1253
00:59:19,800 --> 00:59:21,640
Speaker 3: just yeah, it took a while for me to get

1254
00:59:21,720 --> 00:59:23,600
Speaker 3: used to this. But everybody need to realize your body

1255
00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:25,640
Speaker 3: is just a vehicle for real. It's just a besta

1256
00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 3: for this dimension for you to be able to go

1257
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:32,560
Speaker 3: to school for to speak. Yeah, it's all it is.

1258
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:36,080
Speaker 4: And people want to gamble a whole semester for ey.

1259
00:59:36,480 --> 00:59:39,040
Speaker 3: Think about that. People give up eternity. They don't even

1260
00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:40,720
Speaker 3: know where it wasts for them. That could have been there,

1261
00:59:40,800 --> 00:59:42,479
Speaker 3: that could have been That's why he say he wants

1262
00:59:42,480 --> 00:59:45,240
Speaker 3: to share everything with us. But yeah, we forfeited all

1263
00:59:45,400 --> 00:59:50,120
Speaker 3: just for this little season of nothingness. Come on, yeah yeah,

1264
00:59:50,200 --> 00:59:52,360
Speaker 3: but yeah, it's our choice. It's one thing our father

1265
00:59:52,440 --> 00:59:54,440
Speaker 3: and the Lord don't play with. They don't play with

1266
00:59:54,480 --> 00:59:57,439
Speaker 3: our decision. It was free. They don't violate free will.

1267
00:59:57,720 --> 01:00:00,280
Speaker 3: They would never violate free will. But they all always

1268
01:00:00,320 --> 01:00:02,720
Speaker 3: be there for you and help you. But they don't.

1269
01:00:02,800 --> 01:00:03,200
Speaker 3: They don't.

1270
01:00:03,480 --> 01:00:05,800
Speaker 4: They can't violate your free will because that's the gift.

1271
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,600
Speaker 3: From the father. And they's no lie on him when

1272
01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:09,600
Speaker 3: he saying it is it is. He said, you won't

1273
01:00:09,680 --> 01:00:12,720
Speaker 3: violate your free will. But usaid, Wassley gives us tools

1274
01:00:12,720 --> 01:00:14,640
Speaker 3: to make sure we don't abuse off free will, because

1275
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:17,480
Speaker 3: without what happens when we abuse off free will. You

1276
01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:20,280
Speaker 3: see what happens and then automatically we did by default,

1277
01:00:20,280 --> 01:00:21,760
Speaker 3: we send its ourselves to hell. Hm.

1278
01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:24,200
Speaker 1: So do you remember waking up?

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01:00:25,120 --> 01:00:28,320
Speaker 3: Yeah, I clearly did, because the nurse freaked out because

1280
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:32,360
Speaker 3: they were pretty much like Sam done. Like you can tell,

1281
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:35,560
Speaker 3: they was wrapping stuff up like literally, But when I

1282
01:00:35,760 --> 01:00:37,960
Speaker 3: made eye contact, all the first thing I did, I

1283
01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:41,480
Speaker 3: looked at the nurse. She looked and went out through him.

1284
01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:43,720
Speaker 3: She almost felt she went and got the rest of

1285
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:45,840
Speaker 3: telling people, ya, he's a white here's a lot like

1286
01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:48,440
Speaker 3: and then everybody start coming in. I even heard my

1287
01:00:48,520 --> 01:00:50,320
Speaker 3: family way down in the hallway. It was just a

1288
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Speaker 3: lot of but I still smell the sftur. I was

1289
01:00:53,880 --> 01:00:56,080
Speaker 3: freaking out when they came in. I'm telling him, no,

1290
01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:58,040
Speaker 3: they wanted to put stuff in me, and I thought

1291
01:00:58,040 --> 01:00:59,520
Speaker 3: they was gonna put me back to sleep or something

1292
01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:02,760
Speaker 3: because I want to know. No, no, they thought I

1293
01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:05,880
Speaker 3: was going crazy. They are facts, No, don't put me

1294
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:08,160
Speaker 3: to see. And I can still smell soft in the

1295
01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:10,959
Speaker 3: whole hospital room. It's like it was. I could still

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Speaker 3: hear him. Yeah, it felt like I was in a

1297
01:01:13,760 --> 01:01:17,000
Speaker 3: dream within a dream when I first like literally what

1298
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Speaker 3: it took me?

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Speaker 4: Like, I said, even to this day, you know, I

1300
01:01:19,920 --> 01:01:21,120
Speaker 4: still got it's just weird.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like it was. It's still hard for

1302
01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:26,560
Speaker 1: you to just after life, after this experience.

1303
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Speaker 3: It is very hard. It's still hard to this moment.

1304
01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:31,800
Speaker 3: But what keeps me coping is I have to stay

1305
01:01:31,840 --> 01:01:33,920
Speaker 3: focused on him, do you see what I mean? And

1306
01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:36,320
Speaker 3: have good people around me. I got a crazy wife

1307
01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:40,280
Speaker 3: that loves me. She helps me a lot. We roast

1308
01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:41,960
Speaker 3: to each other, she do she got my back for

1309
01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:43,240
Speaker 3: She's my best friend.

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Speaker 2: Though, Come all, wife, That's what I'm talking about. What

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Speaker 2: the scripture saying, when a man finds a wife, he finds.

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Speaker 3: A good thing. Yep, yeah, okay, So how did you?

1313
01:01:55,120 --> 01:01:56,920
Speaker 1: How did this journey lead you into ministry?

1314
01:01:58,040 --> 01:01:59,680
Speaker 3: What great question? Another great question?

1315
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Speaker 1: Get my wrong, but you I did my research.

1316
01:02:03,240 --> 01:02:07,200
Speaker 3: I just I I never planned this. I never I

1317
01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:09,320
Speaker 3: never even thought in a million years i'd be talking

1318
01:02:09,360 --> 01:02:12,120
Speaker 3: about the Lord. I never even I couldn't have seen

1319
01:02:12,160 --> 01:02:14,080
Speaker 3: this coming. You see what I mean? Yeah, but and

1320
01:02:14,200 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 3: it took me a long time to get it right. See,

1321
01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:17,520
Speaker 3: people think, if you go to hell, you come back,

1322
01:02:17,560 --> 01:02:19,160
Speaker 3: you turn to an angel. No, no, it took me

1323
01:02:19,240 --> 01:02:20,280
Speaker 3: over fourteen years.

1324
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Speaker 1: You took it?

1325
01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:26,160
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, definitely, definitely. I wouldn't because I didn't trust nobody.

1326
01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:28,800
Speaker 3: I had trust issues after that. You see what I mean?

1327
01:02:29,480 --> 01:02:32,240
Speaker 4: Circles, Yeah, I kept my circle super small, and I

1328
01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:33,120
Speaker 4: just cut ties.

1329
01:02:33,200 --> 01:02:36,560
Speaker 3: I wouldn't even I was done. I was, I was finished.

1330
01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:39,320
Speaker 3: I couldn't do it. No, no, no. But the thing is,

1331
01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:44,080
Speaker 3: it took me fourteen some years start drinking even more,

1332
01:02:44,600 --> 01:02:48,000
Speaker 3: smoking even more weed because I couldn't sleep, couldn't trust nobody.

1333
01:02:48,080 --> 01:02:51,400
Speaker 3: I'm seeing a little shadowy, paranoid. So it took me

1334
01:02:51,440 --> 01:02:52,800
Speaker 3: a lot of years to even get to the point

1335
01:02:52,800 --> 01:02:55,200
Speaker 3: because I wasn't no people. I mean, if some people

1336
01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 3: did die and come back and get it right instantly, No,

1337
01:02:58,440 --> 01:03:01,120
Speaker 3: it took me fourteen years experience to get to this point,

1338
01:03:01,160 --> 01:03:03,320
Speaker 3: you know, to really have a real relationship. See a

1339
01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:04,800
Speaker 3: lot of people talking about they know the father, know

1340
01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:07,480
Speaker 3: the lawd. But it's not a real relationship, you see

1341
01:03:07,480 --> 01:03:07,800
Speaker 3: what I mean.

1342
01:03:08,280 --> 01:03:10,080
Speaker 4: It's just on the surface and all I love me

1343
01:03:10,160 --> 01:03:12,080
Speaker 4: some lord, but yeah he number sixteen.

1344
01:03:11,760 --> 01:03:14,240
Speaker 3: On your list. That's not a real relationship, you know

1345
01:03:14,280 --> 01:03:16,800
Speaker 3: what I mean. That's like if you're in a relationship

1346
01:03:16,880 --> 01:03:19,000
Speaker 3: with somebody, but the only time you see them is

1347
01:03:19,080 --> 01:03:20,960
Speaker 3: if you want some money or some booty cheeks right

1348
01:03:21,040 --> 01:03:24,840
Speaker 3: right right, and it's times people doing quality time you

1349
01:03:24,920 --> 01:03:28,720
Speaker 3: want that, right, Like, this ain't no relationship, you see

1350
01:03:28,720 --> 01:03:30,240
Speaker 3: what I mean. And that's how we treat our father though,

1351
01:03:30,280 --> 01:03:33,000
Speaker 3: don't we You see what I'm saying, Like, nah, and

1352
01:03:33,480 --> 01:03:36,080
Speaker 3: only the two authentic ones who put them all into this,

1353
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:38,080
Speaker 3: and really, like, nobody's gonna go for that.

1354
01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:40,040
Speaker 4: So what makes you think our Father, our King don't

1355
01:03:40,080 --> 01:03:40,360
Speaker 4: go for that.

1356
01:03:40,760 --> 01:03:42,600
Speaker 3: You wouldn't go for it. So why would you think

1357
01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:45,360
Speaker 3: our Father, our creatives gonna go for that? You see

1358
01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:45,680
Speaker 3: what I mean?

1359
01:03:46,160 --> 01:03:47,800
Speaker 4: So a lot of people need to snap out of it.

1360
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:49,520
Speaker 3: And really, but like I said, it took a long

1361
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:51,560
Speaker 3: time from to get to this point, and naturally, behind

1362
01:03:51,600 --> 01:03:54,120
Speaker 3: the scenes, I was doing this behind the scenes, helping

1363
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:57,080
Speaker 3: people reading, started my own little Bible groups, and then

1364
01:03:57,160 --> 01:03:59,200
Speaker 3: it just started going from there because I was just

1365
01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:02,760
Speaker 3: you know, everyone has to find that eternal purpose. Right,

1366
01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:06,080
Speaker 3: it's not a job, it's not a career. You just

1367
01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:09,720
Speaker 3: see what I mean. You find your eternal purpose. Everybody's

1368
01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:11,200
Speaker 3: gonna find it if they're looking for it. And I

1369
01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:13,280
Speaker 3: guess this is my eternal purpose. It's just to serve

1370
01:04:13,400 --> 01:04:15,680
Speaker 3: Him in any capacity that I can. And you know,

1371
01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:19,360
Speaker 3: hopefully people can learn from my testimony also my experience

1372
01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:20,000
Speaker 3: with him daily.

1373
01:04:20,160 --> 01:04:24,200
Speaker 2: So when you speak about spiritual warfare, Now, what do

1374
01:04:24,280 --> 01:04:27,000
Speaker 2: you want most people to understand, because I feel like

1375
01:04:27,040 --> 01:04:29,880
Speaker 2: people still don't believe in the spiritual world.

1376
01:04:30,720 --> 01:04:30,919
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1377
01:04:31,320 --> 01:04:34,840
Speaker 4: Well, first of all, everybody have to realize spiritual warfare.

1378
01:04:35,280 --> 01:04:37,720
Speaker 3: You were born in it. Just taking for what it is.

1379
01:04:38,040 --> 01:04:39,880
Speaker 3: We were born in the dark world. We were born

1380
01:04:39,920 --> 01:04:43,360
Speaker 3: in the war that to precedes our ancestors like facts,

1381
01:04:44,040 --> 01:04:46,600
Speaker 3: But the thing is spiritual warfare. You have to realize,

1382
01:04:46,640 --> 01:04:50,920
Speaker 3: person and foremost, you are your worst enemy. See now

1383
01:04:51,080 --> 01:04:52,960
Speaker 3: my first book, The toughest enemy.

1384
01:04:52,760 --> 01:04:55,240
Speaker 1: In life you have is you, and that's a fact.

1385
01:04:55,720 --> 01:04:59,680
Speaker 3: That's facts. Forget the demons, forget the haats. You gotta

1386
01:04:59,680 --> 01:05:02,160
Speaker 3: start with yourself first, because you're your worship of me.

1387
01:05:02,200 --> 01:05:04,720
Speaker 3: You're your toughest ene me because by default, your flesh

1388
01:05:04,840 --> 01:05:08,440
Speaker 3: rolls with demons. See anything that pacifies the flesh, your

1389
01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:11,800
Speaker 3: flesh automatically you want it, You're gonna be right, and

1390
01:05:11,960 --> 01:05:15,320
Speaker 3: demons cater to your flesh, and your flesh cater the demons.

1391
01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:18,040
Speaker 3: So unless you're under the management of the Holy Spirit

1392
01:05:18,160 --> 01:05:20,919
Speaker 3: renewing yourself, that's what you mean by being reborn, meaning

1393
01:05:21,000 --> 01:05:22,960
Speaker 3: you dar into your old self and you start to

1394
01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:27,360
Speaker 3: become reborn, you're under new management, so to speak. Your

1395
01:05:27,400 --> 01:05:29,560
Speaker 3: flesh doesn't manage you, your emotions don't manage you. You

1396
01:05:29,600 --> 01:05:32,000
Speaker 3: don't want you know, it's like you become a superhuman,

1397
01:05:32,040 --> 01:05:34,480
Speaker 3: so to speak, because something else is managing you at

1398
01:05:34,520 --> 01:05:37,000
Speaker 3: that point, because I can't do it by myself. That's

1399
01:05:37,040 --> 01:05:39,800
Speaker 3: one thing I learned once I surrendered and realized I

1400
01:05:39,840 --> 01:05:42,160
Speaker 3: can't do this by myself. I can't manage much. I

1401
01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:44,240
Speaker 3: don't want free will now. I know why the Lord

1402
01:05:44,280 --> 01:05:46,080
Speaker 3: say yo, I only hear to do the will of

1403
01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:48,720
Speaker 3: my father. And that's how I feel. I don't want

1404
01:05:48,760 --> 01:05:51,360
Speaker 3: free will. I can't manage it. We mess it up.

1405
01:05:51,360 --> 01:05:56,240
Speaker 3: I'm wow mess it up, So I don't want it.

1406
01:05:56,720 --> 01:05:59,040
Speaker 3: I'm not mature to handle free will. I don't want

1407
01:05:59,160 --> 01:06:00,720
Speaker 3: thank you for the gift, but I just want to

1408
01:06:00,720 --> 01:06:03,040
Speaker 3: serve you. Here I give my gift back to you.

1409
01:06:03,200 --> 01:06:05,760
Speaker 3: Is your free will gift. I'm giving it back. I surrender.

1410
01:06:05,760 --> 01:06:07,960
Speaker 3: I just want to roll with you. Yeah. Yeah.

1411
01:06:09,480 --> 01:06:12,080
Speaker 2: And last and last, when not least, what message do

1412
01:06:12,200 --> 01:06:14,520
Speaker 2: you share people who are living a life you once lived?

1413
01:06:15,040 --> 01:06:17,600
Speaker 2: Because I can only imagine a lot of people that

1414
01:06:17,760 --> 01:06:19,520
Speaker 2: you were in the gang. Whell just people that you

1415
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:21,400
Speaker 2: know to make a home. They're probably not around right

1416
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:22,960
Speaker 2: a lot of them or we.

1417
01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:25,040
Speaker 3: Lost a lot a lot of people, but a lot

1418
01:06:25,080 --> 01:06:28,760
Speaker 3: of them now fortunately, are giving lives up for the Lord.

1419
01:06:29,000 --> 01:06:36,680
Speaker 3: That's good, the family man responsible. I'm cool with everybody that.

1420
01:06:36,800 --> 01:06:37,760
Speaker 1: Was with you when you got shot.

1421
01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:40,040
Speaker 3: Yeah he was just over here yesterday.

1422
01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:41,040
Speaker 2: Oh that's what's up.

1423
01:06:41,240 --> 01:06:43,560
Speaker 3: Okay, Yeah, he was just over here yesterday. He also

1424
01:06:43,680 --> 01:06:48,040
Speaker 3: lives in Minneapolis and Minnesota as well, so okay, yeah, yeah,

1425
01:06:48,160 --> 01:06:50,280
Speaker 3: he the one who got me to move to Minnesota

1426
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:52,200
Speaker 3: to get away a little bit. So yeah, no, he

1427
01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:54,080
Speaker 3: was just here. It was yesterday. He was here, wasn't

1428
01:06:54,920 --> 01:06:59,920
Speaker 3: Yeah he was here yesterday. Yeah. Yeah, and uh so yeah, yeah, definitely.

1429
01:07:00,080 --> 01:07:02,000
Speaker 3: You know, I'm about to go home. I'll be home

1430
01:07:02,080 --> 01:07:06,480
Speaker 3: next week of course, my Mom's memorial and so everybody's way.

1431
01:07:06,480 --> 01:07:08,400
Speaker 3: I can't wait to go home, you know, to see everyone.

1432
01:07:08,480 --> 01:07:11,280
Speaker 3: And yeah, a lot of a lot of old enemies.

1433
01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:14,000
Speaker 3: I mean, we used to shoot at each other. Facts,

1434
01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:16,360
Speaker 3: we used to shoot at each other. Now we laugh,

1435
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:19,760
Speaker 3: you know, we grown now. But you see what I'm saying. Grandfather,

1436
01:07:19,880 --> 01:07:22,440
Speaker 3: I'm a grandfather. We got people grandfathers and fathers. We

1437
01:07:22,480 --> 01:07:24,600
Speaker 3: ain't got time for that. Real men are starting to

1438
01:07:24,640 --> 01:07:27,000
Speaker 3: wake up. Real men or fathers. They you don't want

1439
01:07:27,040 --> 01:07:29,520
Speaker 3: to be responsible, starting to focus. So, yeah, I'm proud

1440
01:07:29,560 --> 01:07:32,520
Speaker 3: of them too much love especially North Pole, up Town, Chicago,

1441
01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:35,760
Speaker 3: eight fifty let's go. But yeah, yeah, I'm proud of

1442
01:07:35,800 --> 01:07:37,200
Speaker 3: them too. A lot of them. They change their lives,

1443
01:07:37,200 --> 01:07:37,720
Speaker 3: a lot of them.

1444
01:07:37,760 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 2: So, but what would be the message you will give

1445
01:07:39,320 --> 01:07:41,560
Speaker 2: to younger men that's still in the streets and the

1446
01:07:41,640 --> 01:07:42,360
Speaker 2: gang life and stuff?

1447
01:07:42,400 --> 01:07:44,600
Speaker 3: Why will you follow? Watch? Will you look up to

1448
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:47,040
Speaker 3: choose better role models? Literally?

1449
01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:50,480
Speaker 4: And like my grandma taught me, you will never catch

1450
01:07:50,520 --> 01:07:51,760
Speaker 4: a pigeon flying with the eagle.

1451
01:07:52,400 --> 01:07:55,680
Speaker 3: That's a fact. I repeat, you will never catch a

1452
01:07:55,760 --> 01:07:58,040
Speaker 3: pigeon flying with the eagles. So, young men, young women

1453
01:07:58,160 --> 01:08:00,000
Speaker 3: as well, if you're out there, if you have dream,

1454
01:08:00,440 --> 01:08:02,640
Speaker 3: how you gonna be a bum But you want to

1455
01:08:02,640 --> 01:08:04,280
Speaker 3: be a millionaire and you all you do is hang

1456
01:08:04,360 --> 01:08:06,920
Speaker 3: around bumbs. You're not gonna be a millionaire. You only

1457
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,560
Speaker 3: rise us HW as your company or the company you keep,

1458
01:08:09,600 --> 01:08:12,080
Speaker 3: you only rise us. How's your faith? So, young people

1459
01:08:12,160 --> 01:08:16,080
Speaker 3: out there, set goals, make your ambitions super high. Don't

1460
01:08:16,080 --> 01:08:17,760
Speaker 3: hang with those who are not chasing the lord or

1461
01:08:18,160 --> 01:08:20,800
Speaker 3: not even chasing their dreams, who are not doing anything

1462
01:08:20,800 --> 01:08:23,040
Speaker 3: all they want to do is just rob, steal, kill

1463
01:08:23,120 --> 01:08:25,920
Speaker 3: and destroy you. O advise you choose better role models,

1464
01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:28,960
Speaker 3: choose better friends. That's because everything starts with your decisions

1465
01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,760
Speaker 3: or who you hang with. Thrill and you remember the

1466
01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:34,160
Speaker 3: old school saying, right, I'm just paraphrasing, like, if you

1467
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:35,840
Speaker 3: want to know a person, just look at their friends.

1468
01:08:36,360 --> 01:08:39,640
Speaker 3: Look who they hang with. Toge there you go, they

1469
01:08:39,720 --> 01:08:43,360
Speaker 3: going another one. See that's so young people, it's better

1470
01:08:43,439 --> 01:08:45,280
Speaker 3: to be a leader anyway, to be a loner. Be

1471
01:08:45,400 --> 01:08:47,960
Speaker 3: a loner, be a leader, start, you know, mapping their

1472
01:08:48,000 --> 01:08:49,720
Speaker 3: things out because time is going fast. We're just talking

1473
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,320
Speaker 3: about fast time is going. You can be thirteen, you're

1474
01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,120
Speaker 3: gonna blink your eyes. You're gonna be twenty one. That's

1475
01:08:54,160 --> 01:08:59,000
Speaker 3: a fash watch facts. I'm forty six and I just

1476
01:08:59,120 --> 01:09:01,840
Speaker 3: remember when I was fifteen. But now I'm forty six

1477
01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:05,120
Speaker 3: and it feels like it was like this. Yeah yeah,

1478
01:09:05,280 --> 01:09:07,360
Speaker 3: so you all time is not your friend, nor your

1479
01:09:07,479 --> 01:09:12,120
Speaker 3: enemy is moving with or without you. So prioritize young people.

1480
01:09:12,200 --> 01:09:14,320
Speaker 3: Prioritize what But.

1481
01:09:14,360 --> 01:09:16,960
Speaker 1: Domini, thank you so much. I really appreciate this.

1482
01:09:17,200 --> 01:09:18,960
Speaker 3: And I want to come back. I can't wait.

1483
01:09:19,280 --> 01:09:21,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I god to order your books, so everybody

1484
01:09:22,000 --> 01:09:23,880
Speaker 2: really can follow you at tele we can purchase your

1485
01:09:23,920 --> 01:09:25,000
Speaker 2: books so we can support you.

1486
01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:28,519
Speaker 3: Oh, thank you very much, thank you very much. You know,

1487
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Speaker 3: you can go to Shopify. Also you can go on Lulu,

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Speaker 3: you can go to Amazon. Of course you can get

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Speaker 3: all of my books and say, hey, listen, I've been

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Speaker 3: working on I've taken a break for a minute because

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Speaker 3: I have my fourth book coming out called Spiritual Currency.

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Speaker 3: So it'll be within too much, God willing, and you know,

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Speaker 3: everything's happening, So every anybody keep your prayers up for yourselves,

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Speaker 3: your families, the old world because it's getting weird out here.

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Speaker 3: Yeah weird, It is getting weird. Also, you can go

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Speaker 3: to Blessed to be Chosen dot com. That's the website.

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Speaker 3: Also I can want to order the book. But yeah,

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Speaker 3: I really appreciate this. I can't wait to come back

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Speaker 3: on everybody support us show. Everybody. Yeah, definitely, she's.

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Speaker 2: Doing okay, okay, And yes, I'm definitely gonna hit you

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Speaker 2: back up when this book come out in two months,

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Speaker 2: so yes, we're gonna.

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Speaker 1: Definitely make it happen.

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Speaker 2: But I appreciate you for coming on the show, and

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Speaker 2: I really appreciate you for making time for me, especially

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Speaker 2: during this moment with your mom passing, so I really

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Speaker 2: really appreciate it.

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Speaker 3: Thanks. You don't want me to stop? Thank you? She

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Speaker 3: wouldn't want me to stop anyway.

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Speaker 2: Yes, And to the listeners, if you have any questions

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Speaker 2: coming to concerns, please make sure to email me at

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Speaker 2: hello at the PSHG podcast dot com. And until next time, everyone,

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Speaker 2: Later you ain't gonna say bye all.

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Speaker 3: What's love and blessing to you all.

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Speaker 4: Walm she a blessed and productive night day. Whenever you're

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Speaker 4: watching this, where are you watching it from, keep your.

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Speaker 3: Heads up in these dark times?

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Speaker 1: What that means?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 4: Well us our language I created. It took me nineteen

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Speaker 4: years to create.

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Speaker 3: Walm. She's a language. It's called elix. That's what we

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Speaker 3: speak around here. So whym she means it's a state

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Speaker 3: of agreement. So it's like one of atonements. So if

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Speaker 3: I say she means we're on the same page, it.

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Speaker 4: Sound like love, y'all, let's go. So that's what we

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Speaker 4: speak around here.

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Speaker 3: Elix. Yeah, okay, cool?

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Speaker 2: Well she everyone?

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Speaker 3: All right? God, bless you and thank you.

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