Speaker 1: What's up? What's up this lip service? I me intil yee,
Speaker 1: I'm McGuire. Listen, Stephanie's it back? Okay, Stephane, I'm not
Speaker 1: up for a second. We're just rested first, all right,
Speaker 1: So how are we gonna do this? Yes, I'm g
Speaker 1: g McQuire. Start producing, y'all, girl, I don't y Yes, Okay,
Speaker 1: there we go. We have a special guest with us
Speaker 1: today for the first time ever. She's a lip service virgin.
Speaker 1: Him a little nervous one already, ain't numb. But sex.
Speaker 1: Talk to you can talk about that. We talk about sex,
Speaker 1: and we talk about other things like sex. It's a
Speaker 1: lot of stuff I hadn't been through. I'm sure y'all
Speaker 1: haven't been. We want to about it today. Well share
Speaker 1: with us. You didn't even introduce yourself. Hey, everybody's your girl.
Speaker 1: Shaw Johnson here, loveing hip hop, Miami was good, loving
Speaker 1: hip hop everywhere, and so what do you think you've
Speaker 1: been through that you haven't been through? You'd be surprised. No,
Speaker 1: it's not that. It's just I've never had list embarrassing
Speaker 1: a little bit. I never had an orgasm during intercourse. Well,
Speaker 1: but he had one good knee now that's the only
Speaker 1: way it can happen. It's only too can happen. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I want to feel the other way as well.
Speaker 1: I've tried different positions angles that I've tried everything, but
Speaker 1: I just realized that it's just not gonna happen. I've
Speaker 1: accepted it. I don't think what about on top, like
Speaker 1: you on top and everything that's position. I did it.
Speaker 1: You know, it's just because I wanted to get that
Speaker 1: feeling because I you know, my homegirls talk about and
Speaker 1: all that, you know, so I'm like, I want that too.
Speaker 1: So during intercourse. I love intercourse, but the best part
Speaker 1: for me you go down to me because that's how
Speaker 1: many other feel like you're about to and it just
Speaker 1: don't happen or just never even know. Just feel like
Speaker 1: you gotta listen to that's what they feeling. Let it go,
Speaker 1: but let it gorosen, let it go. What are you
Speaker 1: thinking about coming? No? Yes, there are no And then
Speaker 1: you know, I don't even like to tell my partner
Speaker 1: because he's trying to do it. So it was one
Speaker 1: time on my ex, I just faked it because I
Speaker 1: got sick. There's a lot of women, though, percentage wise,
Speaker 1: that can't that haven't had orgasm through interquestions, any of
Speaker 1: you guys, not me. It takes me a lot any
Speaker 1: going to happen every time, and then you should make
Speaker 1: it only happen if I'm on to happen. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: it does happen. But and you know about that new toy.
Speaker 1: She was talking about that. But they can help you, squirt.
Speaker 1: It's called the enjoy or something. That's just see the
Speaker 1: problem right now as you're being too judgmental about your
Speaker 1: and all of that stuff. Just you gotta just let
Speaker 1: your fluids out. I don't know. She just don't share that.
Speaker 1: She just doesn't want to let it. Always go to
Speaker 1: the bathroom before because I want to make sure I
Speaker 1: don't have that feeling. I mean, so do I'll stop
Speaker 1: that goes to the back room and come back. You
Speaker 1: gotta go to bathroom. Plus, if you didn't just show
Speaker 1: you got a wet wife. Absolutely off showers. It's nice
Speaker 1: and freshman. You're ready to take take a little bird back.
Speaker 1: She was about to come plenty of times, but she
Speaker 1: stopped and went to the bathround. You're thinking too hard.
Speaker 1: I think I'm expecting that feeling on when he goes
Speaker 1: down on me. So I'm expecting that and it doesn't
Speaker 1: feel like So. I'm still learning my body, you know,
Speaker 1: as I'm getting older, I'm still learning my body. But
Speaker 1: I want what y'all have, you know, I want. I
Speaker 1: want to feel that you enjoy having an orgasm after
Speaker 1: I do, I don't even feel like having sex anymore.
Speaker 1: I'd be like, all right, goody. I'd be like, I
Speaker 1: wish he would hurry up. Yeah, if you don't go
Speaker 1: down on me, because the way my body set up,
Speaker 1: I'm just not interested. But it's great when you come
Speaker 1: and then he has sex, like if he goes on.
Speaker 1: It's nice, isn't it. Can y'all have two orgasms back
Speaker 1: to back? I really can? Running away Like I mean,
Speaker 1: if you keep fighting through it, then it'll be okay.
Speaker 1: And again you know, yeah, warrior, make you stay where
Speaker 1: you are. If you're gonna more than twice, you can
Speaker 1: come off and getting a head back to back to back. See.
Speaker 1: I have several toys that I played with because I
Speaker 1: love that feeling. The only way I get it to
Speaker 1: go down on me or I play with my little toy.
Speaker 1: So you know, I guess because I'm so used to it.
Speaker 1: It's just I want it again. I want it again.
Speaker 1: It's it's amazing. What if he uses a toy on you.
Speaker 1: I've done that and it was great. He was inside
Speaker 1: me and we played with the toy. It was different.
Speaker 1: It was great. I liked it. But I want you came.
Speaker 1: It was the toy. It wasn't. I ain't trying to exactly.
Speaker 1: So I want to feel it without a toy. I
Speaker 1: want I want somebody to give me that stimulation. Without that,
Speaker 1: you gotta. I think you'd probably just be thinking too
Speaker 1: hard about it because it hasn't happened, and then you
Speaker 1: probably like, I gotta stop myself. I don't want this,
Speaker 1: you gotta. It's the feeling. You're a squirder. Obviously you
Speaker 1: keep saying that feeling. Well, I have not every time,
Speaker 1: and takes you a certain guy to make me square,
Speaker 1: like a certain movement, certain guy. So I feel like
Speaker 1: with you, you're about to come, but you won't let
Speaker 1: it go. So you're never gonna come and let you
Speaker 1: just let it go on that bitch o God. I mean,
Speaker 1: I guess it's gonna take a certain time person and
Speaker 1: let me loosen up, because literally I'm peeing on you
Speaker 1: like this, and you love. I'm not used to that,
Speaker 1: you know, I ain't never did that. Just do it
Speaker 1: in his house, not yours. Yeah, there's a treat for you.
Speaker 1: So now, what would you say? We all have had
Speaker 1: these situations where we do feel like all relationships we
Speaker 1: learned something, right. Have you ever had a relationship that
Speaker 1: you feel like it was a waste of your time? Yes? Recently? Um,
Speaker 1: I was dating him, he was younger, he had three kids.
Speaker 1: Not wasted my time. We had a good time, but
Speaker 1: he was been ready for what I was ready for it,
Speaker 1: and I should have known that because he was younger.
Speaker 1: But I had a situation going on where I was
Speaker 1: selibant for over a year. So I just wanted some
Speaker 1: and when I got that what I needed and he
Speaker 1: pleased me properly. I wanted more. I wanted to have
Speaker 1: something more with him, but he was too young, so
Speaker 1: we just But he had three kids, he got three.
Speaker 1: I would think he it was some type of how
Speaker 1: many different baby minds? Okay, what made you gonna celiban
Speaker 1: for a year? I have five woids. I saw you
Speaker 1: talking about that and how painful it was for you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was. It was embarrassing. You know, it's crazy so
Speaker 1: we did have We have these detox doctors that we
Speaker 1: worked with, and they talked a lot about five worids
Speaker 1: and UM the diet, and they do this whole detox
Speaker 1: plan to help women with fibraries. And we had a
Speaker 1: women on They had over fifty five words and she
Speaker 1: lost UM, well almost all of them. I think she
Speaker 1: only has like five left now. But it is so
Speaker 1: inhibiting in your life, like people don't even understand. Took
Speaker 1: over my life. It was embarrassing because I had accidents
Speaker 1: that I didn't expect to happen. My minister went from
Speaker 1: six days to fourteen days having to change your it
Speaker 1: wouldn't even work. I had so many accidents in the
Speaker 1: bed I couldn't even imagine how accidents in my in
Speaker 1: my godmother's car. It was. It was just embarrassing to
Speaker 1: where That's why I stopped dating, because I didn't want
Speaker 1: to bring him into that. So I just said, let
Speaker 1: me just figure out what's going on me. I didn't
Speaker 1: know what it was. I just knew I had these
Speaker 1: heavy minstrokes, a type of birth control. I've never taken
Speaker 1: a birth control ever in my life, and that a
Speaker 1: lot of people thought that it came from that because
Speaker 1: of the you see, that's the first thing I thought, Yeah,
Speaker 1: But it wasn't that because I've never ever taken a
Speaker 1: birth control. I used condoms, that's it. But I knew
Speaker 1: the side effects and long term side effects of birth control,
Speaker 1: so I never took anything like that, So I don't
Speaker 1: know where mine came from. And I went to three
Speaker 1: doctors and they didn't know either. So it's like, how
Speaker 1: do you deal with that? You know, I had pain,
Speaker 1: back pain, I was falling out, I was I was
Speaker 1: I was hemorrhaging and didn't know I was hemorrhaging, so
Speaker 1: I was fainting, so I needed blood transfusions. So um
Speaker 1: I started taking these herbs from a holistic doctor. It's
Speaker 1: called five word relief, and it actually relieved a lot
Speaker 1: of the symptoms. But the problem was I had four
Speaker 1: or five broyds, and one was so big it was
Speaker 1: growing with from a little signs of a peanuts, bigger
Speaker 1: than the grapefruit. Huge. It was present against my bladder.
Speaker 1: So I was going to the bathroom like two or
Speaker 1: three times an hour. I would go to the movies
Speaker 1: and I couldn't even watch the old movie because I stay,
Speaker 1: you got to go to the bathroom. So I made
Speaker 1: the decision to have them my own make to me.
Speaker 1: That's when they removed the fibroid, you know, off your
Speaker 1: your ovaries instead of having a hystory to me, I
Speaker 1: want to have kids. You don't want to do it
Speaker 1: because they'll try to talk you into having stayt to me.
Speaker 1: They try and they say, when you have that and
Speaker 1: you remove that or whatever, it basically gives problems in
Speaker 1: other areas. So it's not even like it removes the
Speaker 1: problem and removes that problem, but then it goes to
Speaker 1: other things. You'll have other problems. I was advised they
Speaker 1: can come back, but they can come back. Everybody's body
Speaker 1: is different. I don't know what you eat daily. You
Speaker 1: don't know what I eat daily, But what I put
Speaker 1: into my system causes my issues and yours causes yours
Speaker 1: based on genetic So I feel like how I transition
Speaker 1: my eating habits, I just don't believe they'll come back.
Speaker 1: And I'm just and I'm still on the herbs, the
Speaker 1: fibroid relief herbs. I'm still did you do a detox? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I did a detox, but it was mainly the herbs
Speaker 1: from the tea and the peals like literally the next
Speaker 1: minstrel cycle, it started to go down. I went from
Speaker 1: fourteen days down the nine days within three months. I
Speaker 1: want to hook you up at that detox actors coach Jesse.
Speaker 1: She actually wrote a whole book about it because she
Speaker 1: had five words and she thought she wouldn't be able
Speaker 1: to have a kid, and she had a miracle baby,
Speaker 1: that's what she called her baby. And she does these
Speaker 1: detoxes and it's how I've met a lot of women
Speaker 1: that has helped as well. So maybe I know you've
Speaker 1: been talking to a lot of holistic doctors I would
Speaker 1: talk to. I was wanting to do anything. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: hook you up head just because because she's definitely like she.
Speaker 1: She actually just did something with Y and D's sister
Speaker 1: as well, and she was saying how hard it has
Speaker 1: been for her in her life just to even function,
Speaker 1: like to do anything, to go to work. Her cramps
Speaker 1: would be so bad she couldn't even go to work.
Speaker 1: You know, people over I like sleeping on my stomach
Speaker 1: but naked. If I would roll over slightly, it works
Speaker 1: me up immediately. I can't sleep the rest of the night,
Speaker 1: So sleepless nights. My nemi is shot up. You know.
Speaker 1: I was, like I said, was hemorrhaging, back pain like
Speaker 1: it was? It was just so many symptoms. I'm like,
Speaker 1: ain't no way women not talking about this? Why they't
Speaker 1: not talking about that? This is hell? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was so embarrassed. I ain't nobody talks
Speaker 1: too because I thought they would. You don't make fun
Speaker 1: of me. But now I have a voice about it
Speaker 1: because I understand when a lot of women go through
Speaker 1: a lot of women ago, and it's more in African
Speaker 1: American women, absolutely, and they also talk to you more
Speaker 1: about having it. His directed me as African American, and
Speaker 1: they try to convince you to do that, and I said,
Speaker 1: absolutely not. I want a child, like I'm not about
Speaker 1: to have a hiss directed me to take my whole
Speaker 1: uterus out. That's not happening. But I'm glad I made
Speaker 1: the decision I made, Like I'm not going to bathroom
Speaker 1: nowhere near as much that I'm made have anymore. Like
Speaker 1: everything kind of went back down, like I feel like
Speaker 1: a woman again. That's good, that's it. I'm glad is
Speaker 1: going to get better and bad girl dating they went
Speaker 1: back to normal. My minstrels went back to normal because
Speaker 1: they were like six days, seven days, about five six days.
Speaker 1: Experience even went better. Yeah, like my whole life of mom,
Speaker 1: I period are about to get it right, that's how
Speaker 1: it ye, that's how we'd be playing in our whole
Speaker 1: schedule according to when that periods coming. Wait, wait, my
Speaker 1: period comes that day. I didn't even do that because
Speaker 1: I have a regular period. You don't even know what. No,
Speaker 1: I don't know. So I might just be like one
Speaker 1: day it just comes and I'm like fun, But then
Speaker 1: I might not get it that mom. So but that's
Speaker 1: because I had six So that's the same, like the
Speaker 1: same problem, similar problem, but like it would just like
Speaker 1: stop my periods or make them longer. When I was
Speaker 1: younger and I would have periods for a long time. No,
Speaker 1: I don't know. That's the crazy thing. It's just I
Speaker 1: had like sis like here and there. I still have
Speaker 1: ye to this day. Like I'll get little ones or whatever.
Speaker 1: But they say that like a lot of women have
Speaker 1: six and which your period you're just you don't see
Speaker 1: them none other but doctor, and they'll see them. You'll
Speaker 1: have like a little more than something that's like a
Speaker 1: blood cloud like at the end of the day. So
Speaker 1: when I was younger, I had a real big one
Speaker 1: that I had to get removed. But when they went
Speaker 1: to remove it, at ruptured. So it's crazy, but you know,
Speaker 1: I feel like when you're diet and stuff like that
Speaker 1: that also help. I would take anything with your health,
Speaker 1: like when you're you've got to focus on your diet
Speaker 1: because that's the main thing that's going to really help
Speaker 1: you more than medicine. The medicine. The medicine is to
Speaker 1: maintain whatever sickness you got from getting worse. There's never
Speaker 1: a cure. No, yeah, you always have to look at that.
Speaker 1: It's like this to depress the symptom instead of healing exactly.
Speaker 1: So that's why I chose not to take their birth.
Speaker 1: They offered me birth control minstrel to minimize the minstrel cycle,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm not I've never been on birth control,
Speaker 1: why would I start now? And then I heard birth
Speaker 1: control was part of the problem. You've given me something
Speaker 1: that would increase my situation, Like, no, that's not the answer.
Speaker 1: Till that's how I ended up going to Holistic. You know,
Speaker 1: they say they're trying to new the black women, like
Speaker 1: like make it more controlled of how much kids come
Speaker 1: from black women, Like that's what you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: And it's crazy because if you look at it, like
Speaker 1: you said, it's mainly mostly in black women. But why
Speaker 1: is that? It's something we're doing as a culture to
Speaker 1: cause this issue and we don't know exactly the line.
Speaker 1: I switched my diet four years ago. But before that,
Speaker 1: yea many years have you been daking regularly? What's gonna
Speaker 1: take years to get my body back back the way?
Speaker 1: Are you vegan? Now? Well? I eat shrip every once
Speaker 1: in a while, but I haven't eaten porking over carriers. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but no fish. I'm allergic to fish. But you'll have
Speaker 1: like a little lobster I don't like. I don't eat
Speaker 1: lobs literally every once in a while and literally once
Speaker 1: in a while. Just chicken, no pork, no swine. I
Speaker 1: had swinema. How long has this been for swine? About
Speaker 1: fifteen years? Be five years? Chicken about two years. That's
Speaker 1: like mine, that's like me. That is I'll never go back.
Speaker 1: But it's it's not. It's mostly because of how our
Speaker 1: meat is processed in the United States. It's disgusting. I'm
Speaker 1: in another country. It's different, but they shoot them up
Speaker 1: with hormone shots to produce faster. And it's a business.
Speaker 1: So I understand the business, but I'm not allowing you
Speaker 1: to kill me. Now you're putting all those hormones in
Speaker 1: your body, exactly. Isn't that crazy? Though? When you're on
Speaker 1: an island or somewhere different where it's more fresh, how
Speaker 1: much different the ship that takes from here sick? You
Speaker 1: know what else? I realized to just this is what
Speaker 1: scares for a second. You know, as you eat better
Speaker 1: and you drink and eat more fruits and vegetables, and
Speaker 1: I do have my Press Juice company. Now drink fresh juice.
Speaker 1: You taste better. Yeah, that's so true. Like you have
Speaker 1: a text abodyse dick and your pussy's on it and
Speaker 1: you're like, that tastes good. Yes, you ever had somebody
Speaker 1: in your mouth and they shouldn't best like you that
Speaker 1: I taste smile and you come take the difference between
Speaker 1: the man that takes that healthy. What you eat is
Speaker 1: so important exactly. So after Super Bowl Sunday, we'd've been
Speaker 1: having on them snacks and you're like, that should be salty. Better,
Speaker 1: come over there. I got a guy one time we
Speaker 1: were having a sleep on around. We were eating so
Speaker 1: much candy. You had a big jar of sour Patch kids,
Speaker 1: and we were eating so much candy. You know, live
Speaker 1: for hours watching TV, smoking weed and eating candy. And
Speaker 1: I sucked his dick later on that night, and I
Speaker 1: swear to God or maybe you just had some. I
Speaker 1: was like, You're like, He's like, tell like if you
Speaker 1: don't eat, if you haven't been eating good and then
Speaker 1: or like say you drank a lot to kill or something. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: And you're like, I don't taste nothing but sandwiches. And
Speaker 1: literally he's like a car. It's like an engine. When
Speaker 1: the engine light comes on tells you something wrong, you
Speaker 1: have to fix it or cause your body. Your body
Speaker 1: the same And are there certain exercise that you do
Speaker 1: you feel like that make your sex life better, like
Speaker 1: when you've been working out stretching. But yes, I do yoga.
Speaker 1: It gives you stamina, cardio year long legs. The legs
Speaker 1: ain't like riding dick into your legs that hurt. And
Speaker 1: then you know what you like, do I want my
Speaker 1: legs to hurt or my pussy to feel good? Are
Speaker 1: the worst when you know you're not in good shape
Speaker 1: and you don't got a Charlie horse. Whoever got a
Speaker 1: Charlie horse that we had? Or like if the ls
Speaker 1: on it and you're like you don't anything, Oh my god,
Speaker 1: I'll be like, wait, I'm getting your ground. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: say I try to ride through it and be mad
Speaker 1: as hell. Yeah, you'd be secretly trying to rub your foot,
Speaker 1: trying to let me. Y'are very open, like when you
Speaker 1: know you haven't been doing what you're supposed to do,
Speaker 1: when you're squatting on the dick and you're like my
Speaker 1: legs shaking their hair. I can't do this much. All right,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna lay down, like you gotta switch it up
Speaker 1: and like no, no, you'd be like nor because sometimes
Speaker 1: guys are so lazy in bead. No they are not
Speaker 1: the last one I had, the young one, he wasn't.
Speaker 1: The young one, very controlling and I loved he was
Speaker 1: so nasty. It was perfect. He was very controlling and see,
Speaker 1: I probably would do it well again. A couple more
Speaker 1: times was he left that I was at the bedroom
Speaker 1: to her only in bad No, we did everywhere like that,
Speaker 1: but very respectful, very respectful. But yeah, he was just
Speaker 1: the perfect type of nasty. I liked the game. He
Speaker 1: just pleased me quite well. That it wasn't pleasure P right. No,
Speaker 1: that was a year ago, but I still pleasure. He
Speaker 1: always had my heart. That's the homie. You over there
Speaker 1: snatching wigs over here, and we said me had an
Speaker 1: angry bird. I did snaph it off her here. I
Speaker 1: didn't know, come off the wig, that's what happens. No,
Speaker 1: she was supposed to stitch down a millionaire. Didn't stitch
Speaker 1: down her wigs? So what am I supposed to do?
Speaker 1: That's your friend, and this either way it was edited.
Speaker 1: It looked like you just ran up on her. No,
Speaker 1: I did because the last time we were supposed to
Speaker 1: have a conversation she threw infanadas at me and throwing
Speaker 1: drinks and just being petty. So I'm like, okay, when
Speaker 1: I see he was nothing to talk about. Nobody knew
Speaker 1: I would do that, but I just did it. Who
Speaker 1: waits not as like that? And she knows that she
Speaker 1: knows she wanted to eat it. Okay, So let's back.
Speaker 1: So I was did you really not like her only
Speaker 1: because of pleasure? P? No, it wasn't that I liked
Speaker 1: her as a friend. We grew a friendship, hung out
Speaker 1: at her house in Atlanta. I'm sure she liked to
Speaker 1: you about this one, but hung out at her house
Speaker 1: in Atlanta. We went out in Atlanta to the clubs,
Speaker 1: hung out in um Miami, spent the night at her house,
Speaker 1: like we really were building a report. We would talk
Speaker 1: like every day, every other day, and then all of
Speaker 1: a sudden, she's cutting me off. Why I'm assuming it
Speaker 1: was pleasure. She was once someone pleasure on the show,
Speaker 1: So I'm like, you could have just talked to me
Speaker 1: about it. We could all just coom bay out and
Speaker 1: figured it out. But instead you just cut me all.
Speaker 1: So when I getting my feelings hurt, I tend to
Speaker 1: react in certain ways. But I liked her. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna act like that I didn't. I'm not. I don't
Speaker 1: front like I really liked her. I thought she was
Speaker 1: a cool ass girl. Then that that hurts more, and
Speaker 1: it did, But I said that on the reunion, I'm like,
Speaker 1: you hurt me more than he did because I thought
Speaker 1: we had a report, Like you weren't my best friend,
Speaker 1: but I thought he was kicking and he was cool.
Speaker 1: And if it wasn't nothing, why you cut me off
Speaker 1: to this sometimes with those storylines though I Love and
Speaker 1: Hip Hop, they do like because she feels like it
Speaker 1: wasn't a real relationship for her. She just she said
Speaker 1: she went on one date with him and that was it.
Speaker 1: But when I approached her, as you've seen on the show,
Speaker 1: I was like, Oh, you're supposed to be Dame Pleasure.
Speaker 1: She said, that's my man on live on television, which
Speaker 1: they airing, so you sometimes she don't know when to
Speaker 1: not talk. And the thing is, if you're getting into
Speaker 1: it with me A Matta of Veronica tip, drill up.
Speaker 1: Now Bobby's on you on his ship list, It's like
Speaker 1: you have all of these people you beef in with.
Speaker 1: Sometimes now you gotta look at yourself because there's something
Speaker 1: going on with you because you have no respect to
Speaker 1: loyalty and soon she will turn on you too. But
Speaker 1: she has no respect, no loyalty at all. I would
Speaker 1: say one thing about like my experience of Love and
Speaker 1: Hip Hop, I felt like, if I really sat down
Speaker 1: and thought about it, every situation they put me in
Speaker 1: was me against somebody too. But it's like the situation
Speaker 1: you're it in, how I fail And I feel like
Speaker 1: sometimes it's either you or them, and I wouldn't. But
Speaker 1: when I'm loyal to you, I'm not going to get you.
Speaker 1: They can't make me do anything like she was saying.
Speaker 1: And one of her interviews, you know she's not used
Speaker 1: to being on television. Not get that. So they'll put
Speaker 1: you in these situations and then she'll have these You
Speaker 1: believe them, but you don't go against your friend because
Speaker 1: Joe Blow told you to don't kee key and laugh
Speaker 1: about like when she was talking about them. You know
Speaker 1: they were talking about bad about a modible model was
Speaker 1: your friend, and you keep keep laughing. When you did
Speaker 1: the interview with Bobby on the red carpet, he's saying
Speaker 1: negative things about the model, but you keep keep laughing.
Speaker 1: Nobody forced you to do that. To be on loyal
Speaker 1: In those situations, you won't TV, but they don't take
Speaker 1: away your loyalty. I just feel like I started this
Speaker 1: show with girls that I knew. I wouldn't say that
Speaker 1: they was my best friends, but we was cool and
Speaker 1: like one of them, I even let rent my apartment
Speaker 1: from me. But at the end of the day, I
Speaker 1: ended up not sucking none of them bitches. Whether I
Speaker 1: kind of knew them, kind of was cool with them,
Speaker 1: and a big part of the reason was because producers
Speaker 1: running back and forth. So I don't know y'all situation,
Speaker 1: because really, she hasn't talked anything about you to me,
Speaker 1: and it's just she that we I really don't call
Speaker 1: when MEA had to speak to each other. I don't
Speaker 1: really speak to her about other people because that's I
Speaker 1: don't really care. But for the fact that about it,
Speaker 1: I just know how these shows are and I know
Speaker 1: how things I played. It gets great for the storyline. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's either you or them. And that was her
Speaker 1: because you put your foot in your mouth, you got
Speaker 1: you had all these beef when she did the reunion
Speaker 1: and it was all four of us in on the
Speaker 1: couch and I'm not gonna know it's cool. It's cool reunion,
Speaker 1: mod Tip and Veronica and we all had issues against her.
Speaker 1: But when you go to the reunion, that's what you do.
Speaker 1: You come to talk about or resolve your issues. She
Speaker 1: felt like she was attacked. So it wasn't that you
Speaker 1: were attacking. You have so much beef with so many
Speaker 1: different people, this is the time to address it, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And another thing I didn't like
Speaker 1: that she did. I just talked about I had fireboards.
Speaker 1: That was part of my storyline. She went back on
Speaker 1: social media telling people my storyline was cancer. Yeah, said
Speaker 1: I had cancer. And I don't know where she got
Speaker 1: that from. I have no idea, but my uncle died
Speaker 1: from that and I have to watch him suffer and
Speaker 1: hate talking about it because I choke up some time.
Speaker 1: But clearly you haven't been in that situation to watch that,
Speaker 1: because that's not a comment you make people deal with
Speaker 1: that daily. Is that part of the reason why you
Speaker 1: felt like you had to talk about what was really wrong? Yes? Absolutely, absolutely,
Speaker 1: because I don't want anybody to get it misconstrued. And
Speaker 1: what I went through with fibers wasn't easy, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. But there there's no rules and regulations
Speaker 1: when it comes to throwing shots. I get that. Well. Now,
Speaker 1: since you want to say the cancer thing, let me
Speaker 1: go in on you and talk about your mother, how
Speaker 1: she's the prostitute. Let me talk about how your mama
Speaker 1: got to have an Airbnb because your daddy won't give
Speaker 1: one more dollar. Let's talk about that. So you're running
Speaker 1: around saying you're rich when you say that on national
Speaker 1: TV and you claim to be rich and have all
Speaker 1: this money. That's a standard you have to uphold to everybody,
Speaker 1: even though she doesn't have all that money at all.
Speaker 1: You just lost your second business. So it's like when
Speaker 1: you speak, just watch what you say sometime, because sometimes
Speaker 1: it's gonna bite you in the ass. That is how
Speaker 1: I feel. I don't know her personal and am here now.
Speaker 1: I just felt like I talked about her mom because
Speaker 1: her mom talked about me. I only get respect to
Speaker 1: those who respect me. You want to disrespect me, let's play.
Speaker 1: She said, I ain't ship, I ain't got nothing going on.
Speaker 1: It's coming from her mother. That that I thought. You know,
Speaker 1: I thought something with your daughter. But I respect you,
Speaker 1: you know, lady, But now I don't. I loads respect
Speaker 1: for oh y'all. I really don't care. But I don't
Speaker 1: want you to disrespect her mama on this show. But
Speaker 1: because I know, I don't did. I don't really play
Speaker 1: with the whole mama thing. And I don't know her mamma,
Speaker 1: don't Joe. Joe is a friend of mine. This show
Speaker 1: is not about that talk it was. I'm gonna address it.
Speaker 1: I don't bite my tongue how I feel. It's how
Speaker 1: I feel. Now we could definitely talk about something else,
Speaker 1: but at the end of the day, certain things need
Speaker 1: to be addressed. Definitely the cancer situation that had to
Speaker 1: be addressed. Respect Yeah. I mean I've had lots of
Speaker 1: people and my family. Somebody makes fun of you about
Speaker 1: that and say you have cancer and you don't how
Speaker 1: would you feel? Yeah? And I feel like both of
Speaker 1: y'all are get in person that when it comes to
Speaker 1: talk about family, I don't know want to play with
Speaker 1: the mother thing. So that's just me personally, but that's
Speaker 1: not my mind. Let's be respectful to people. Don't respect
Speaker 1: anybody everything. So it's it, are you going back to
Speaker 1: the next season? Is the next season happening? And they
Speaker 1: talked about it, it's happening, Okay, are you going back?
Speaker 1: I wouldn't mind to be a voice for five broys
Speaker 1: because a lot of women don't talk about it. Right.
Speaker 1: What if that? Would you bring your ex boo on there? No?
Speaker 1: What if you? What do you want to be on there?
Speaker 1: Is there a red flag if you're dating a guy
Speaker 1: and he wants to be on Love and Hip Hop
Speaker 1: with you, Yep, you better have it tight because if
Speaker 1: you notice, Love and Hip Hop can break up friendships. Relationships.
Speaker 1: So it just depends on your situation. You know, you
Speaker 1: gotta you gotta be tighten because it's too fresh and
Speaker 1: too new. I wouldn't okay, so and it's just it's
Speaker 1: just not there. Is it hard to date because people
Speaker 1: know you so because their intentions are more so another
Speaker 1: one on the hit list versus really getting to know
Speaker 1: me because I want a family, want kiss. You know,
Speaker 1: I want to have that situation because it doesn't mean anything.
Speaker 1: You don't have nobody to share it with you out here.
Speaker 1: That's just how I feel. So that's what I want,
Speaker 1: That's what I desire, what works for you for I
Speaker 1: got to approach you then, because it has to be
Speaker 1: hard to you. Would you rather he act like he
Speaker 1: doesn't know who you are? Or would you rather be
Speaker 1: like I've been watching you on the show and that
Speaker 1: either way honestly wouldn't bother me. It's just get to
Speaker 1: know me outside the show and get to know me
Speaker 1: on a personal level, because in the beginning, the honeymoon
Speaker 1: stage is the first six months you really don't know
Speaker 1: what you're dealing with. To me, it takes a good
Speaker 1: year to figure out what you're dealing with because they
Speaker 1: feed you live and bs and you kind of believe it,
Speaker 1: you want to believe it, and then the truth starts.
Speaker 1: The safety that's what happened, and then the truth start
Speaker 1: coming out and you get your heartbroken. You before you
Speaker 1: guys have sex. He's talking to you. Y'all been kicking
Speaker 1: it for a while. He hasn't tried to. But then
Speaker 1: he's like, look, let's say if somebody famous and he
Speaker 1: wants you to sign an n d A, I would
Speaker 1: you do it? It depends. I mean, it depends on
Speaker 1: the status of our relationship. I don't think I would
Speaker 1: mind if he like leg I just got a lot
Speaker 1: of things I need to protect. I need to sign
Speaker 1: this nondisclosure agreement, So anything that happens between us, you
Speaker 1: can't bring it up on the show and bring up
Speaker 1: in the press non disclosure, and he's gonna have your
Speaker 1: non disclosed ass up with some whips and chains. And
Speaker 1: I got damn corner. He got me. He's gonna miss
Speaker 1: the great power to that. Don't ask you, but it
Speaker 1: could be maybe some things had happened to him in
Speaker 1: the past. That's why I said he won't trust Ussel.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm as say that think because he might
Speaker 1: look at it like, look, she's on television this ship,
Speaker 1: could you know who knows? She might say it a
Speaker 1: love in hip hop? Right, and so let's just say
Speaker 1: he was like, I just need you to sign this
Speaker 1: NBA before we take you first, because you're on TV.
Speaker 1: Yeah at this point, I think, um, I've grown to
Speaker 1: a better understanding maybe back in the day years ago.
Speaker 1: So you've been on TV for a while. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: you're not just from letting hip hop. No TV career
Speaker 1: goes back to how we know you just right, money
Speaker 1: loving hip I love all whole shows. I was like
Speaker 1: the flavor flame thing because I don't think I could
Speaker 1: have ever kissed him for like, no nice chick, I
Speaker 1: don't care. I'll do but try to like you. I
Speaker 1: don't think like that. I don't cut that sun were worthy.
Speaker 1: I wanted. I couldn't touch up with nobody plessy. I
Speaker 1: think I think it was a couple of people that
Speaker 1: actually did have sex. You want a lot of girls
Speaker 1: four but one season, No, it was two for my
Speaker 1: season and one three from my name. First, what was
Speaker 1: the most memorable moment you think punking spitting fucking yours? Yeah?
Speaker 1: What if that when the girl when she my family,
Speaker 1: I do not remember that. It was when they was
Speaker 1: handed that he was handing out the chains and they
Speaker 1: were standing there all dressing in their little dresses. And
Speaker 1: she said on herself what was she doing? And she
Speaker 1: she was drinking a lot that day, and she was
Speaker 1: she was steady. I gotta go to backroom and go
Speaker 1: back room. But they were trying to hurry, and I
Speaker 1: was your season too, Yeah, trying to finish. Yeah, everybody,
Speaker 1: you're worried about peeing on somebody in there. We just
Speaker 1: smell something. I'm like, what is that? Everybody like, what
Speaker 1: is that smell? Nobody knew until she just, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I remembering the shot. Everybody it was, yeah, like diarrhea.
Speaker 1: Have been have you ever done? Ain't? No, I haven't,
Speaker 1: but have you? Yeah, she ain't know. I believe that
Speaker 1: has something do with it. Yeah, oh my god. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so this is crazy. She broke her ship ripper. But
Speaker 1: when I was when I went to the guy in college,
Speaker 1: just once, the doctor stuck their fingering my bike, right,
Speaker 1: like they do that to like, you know whatever, And
Speaker 1: I shouldn't really, that's never happened, and you shouldn't see
Speaker 1: why you said it definitely made me has the ship
Speaker 1: and that's what they do. Like if people can't ship,
Speaker 1: like they'll put But he did that with me, he stuck.
Speaker 1: That's never happened to that. That's the only time I
Speaker 1: had it. After the fibroids, I couldn't ship for whatever reason,
Speaker 1: you know, because they cut or whatever. So they had
Speaker 1: to stick their finger and then that didn't work, so
Speaker 1: they put an enema up there and then put it
Speaker 1: in there. It was the worst feeling ever because I'm
Speaker 1: a version back there was now now they didn't put
Speaker 1: their down finger back you're right after that straight a
Speaker 1: little younger. You think that analyst why she shipped on herself.
Speaker 1: She was drinking because you know, they feed you a
Speaker 1: lot of feed you liquor, they feed you food, They
Speaker 1: keep you ready because there's no TV. We couldn't have
Speaker 1: our phone nothing. We have to interact with each other.
Speaker 1: You're forced to interact with each other. Lucky just had
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you guys giving up a third weeks so
Speaker 1: we got it over. When you do love a hip
Speaker 1: hop is months on top of months. Yeah, but a
Speaker 1: lot of filming, a lot of doing it. Yeah, because
Speaker 1: I don't have a charmed school to get charm school.
Speaker 1: I'm still seem like it was fun fun, It was fun. Yeah, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: remind what anyone? I love delicious okay, yeah, nobody. Absolutely, No.
Speaker 1: I haven't even talked to anybody in over eight to
Speaker 1: ten years. No, I haven't affiliated with none of them. No,
Speaker 1: I loved watching them. What were you gonna say you did?
Speaker 1: G ain't have her phone for like an hour doing
Speaker 1: handstands and ship because she ain't had nothing to do
Speaker 1: on my head. Everybody was on their phones, and I
Speaker 1: got you would have been doing in the flavor. We
Speaker 1: imagine if I've corner doing split, I would love. I
Speaker 1: love not having my phone when I don't have my
Speaker 1: loaned one can reach me. It's amazing. It was all
Speaker 1: heard my little TV, no phone, no, nothing that might
Speaker 1: be dope. We should try that. We should do a
Speaker 1: lip service retreat. We try that and it didn't work
Speaker 1: out because you're always on your phone communications servous lip service,
Speaker 1: so you had a finger in your butt even just
Speaker 1: when they do not. No, I don't do do that.
Speaker 1: They do that. I think that do anything for me?
Speaker 1: What about it? Probably not in there but around there, Yes,
Speaker 1: that's me. I think I'm not listen. It doesn't do
Speaker 1: what I should be. What it doesn't do. What it
Speaker 1: does for us is what it does to them because
Speaker 1: our anatomy is different and they have nerve endings, and
Speaker 1: yes they have, but no, I don't do you. I've
Speaker 1: done it and not in my current relationship. But I
Speaker 1: haven't done it. I tried it one time, a little bit,
Speaker 1: and I didn't go all the way in like I did.
Speaker 1: Tried a little bit because he kept trying to But
Speaker 1: it's but on my face, Yeah that made it if
Speaker 1: it didn't. How you do it? You lick your finger
Speaker 1: and then you just be like that with your finger
Speaker 1: and then you act like it. Why did he keep
Speaker 1: trying to put his bust he wanted that booty been
Speaker 1: so mad? Like bro, why my fame that? I was serious?
Speaker 1: I got to do it. You can't beat you right right,
Speaker 1: Let me do right. It got to be my idea.
Speaker 1: I used to like doing that. I haven't done it
Speaker 1: in a couple of years. I used to like to.
Speaker 1: I feel like fingers and I used to make me
Speaker 1: feel powerful doing that to a guy. Yeah, but I don't.
Speaker 1: I haven't done it. Like it because it makes you
Speaker 1: feel powerful it makes me feel like that's your best
Speaker 1: and allow Yeah, yeah, exactly, and they scooted it again.
Speaker 1: Respect him after, of course, Yeah, anything wrong, it's more
Speaker 1: than one finger, then you can't respect him. One finger
Speaker 1: is fine. Anything more of a tongue, fine finger fine,
Speaker 1: two things like okay, two guys, and they won't with
Speaker 1: that ship. Wait you try to put your I was
Speaker 1: easing my way over there and it didn't work, and
Speaker 1: it was like i'd they clenched up or they said something.
Speaker 1: They said something stuffy, bitch that nigger. I tried not
Speaker 1: too long ago, and he was like, he was like,
Speaker 1: what's your dumb mask? I said, do nothing. No more
Speaker 1: like they was just playing the perfect news for it too,
Speaker 1: because that's like, how was you gonna that? You just
Speaker 1: don't know what you're doing. It's never too long trying,
Speaker 1: God like, okay, but reguless size, it's fine. You gotta
Speaker 1: have a little dick in it, but oh it's like
Speaker 1: a thing, a little If you're ever going to try it, now,
Speaker 1: you gotta have the start of penis. But yes, penis. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm over trying anal. It's just not for me. My
Speaker 1: body was not for it. I want it I like
Speaker 1: to watch it on porn. It's just it's not how
Speaker 1: I don't know if i'd like to watch it on
Speaker 1: porn do I love? It's like watchings and enation, like
Speaker 1: that's my favorite three and it'll be like, yes, should
Speaker 1: be wide open like that. It's Hilary exactly. That's what
Speaker 1: you have to watch because it's like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: how then did she get three dicks in there? I
Speaker 1: could I can't. Guy, guy sure looking like a baby
Speaker 1: come out of her. But yeah, sometimes people's but holes
Speaker 1: be looking like might have a baby come out and ship,
Speaker 1: so be careful because I also feel like, how do
Speaker 1: you wipe your ass when your hope fis get stuck
Speaker 1: in there? Like knife closes back? Really yeah, but that's backs.
Speaker 1: They like this one girl. There's just one girl that
Speaker 1: I watched and she takes fist in her ass and dick. Yeah,
Speaker 1: all types of ship. And when she's normal, it looks
Speaker 1: like a regular household, like that ship will be too
Speaker 1: stretched out, like you go to spin class and sit
Speaker 1: on the bike and the ship go up, your butt
Speaker 1: tightens right back up. You're got to like they tell
Speaker 1: us ur they'd be putting the hole fitting watching the
Speaker 1: save me like they don't like that guy, you know,
Speaker 1: and also watching like watching doesn't make y'all wanted to that.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't like to watch it. I
Speaker 1: just like watch it. Are you watching? I love watching?
Speaker 1: So what kind of like what I like? I watched
Speaker 1: girl and Girl like two girls and a guy. I
Speaker 1: don't like watching two guys and a girl. Why I
Speaker 1: don't like dick touching each other? Okay, I write it out,
Speaker 1: Girl Alive, you don't do dot orgy like she's sucking
Speaker 1: dig and he's sucking her in front of bad or
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like I like that, but
Speaker 1: when you're trying to get dick in the pussy and
Speaker 1: the dig in, then I like that. I like. I
Speaker 1: feel like I like to I've said this a lot
Speaker 1: on the show. I like to watch porn. That is
Speaker 1: ship that I never do. If I watch what I
Speaker 1: do in the bedroom, and it'll be like missionary doggy
Speaker 1: stop porn. Yes, I'm like weight and gentle in the bedroom.
Speaker 1: That is like we're making love, We're kissing each other
Speaker 1: on the porn. Like I want to go. I want
Speaker 1: to watch the Get Dogs and Horn like everything. I
Speaker 1: don't do it, is like I relieve it from watching
Speaker 1: her because you like to be called bitch but not
Speaker 1: slept or something. I don't like being called I don't
Speaker 1: like to be called the whole. Okay, you don't like
Speaker 1: being called the hell, but you I don't mind horror Okay,
Speaker 1: it's yeah. How is like a bad word? Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like we're during sex? YEAHNT when used that
Speaker 1: in the bed, like it is some good plussy? Well
Speaker 1: that's okay, that's not the Yeah. Yeah, still wasn't that bad?
Speaker 1: What if he calls you bro, we're not going just now?
Speaker 1: He be there? He be there, boy? That's what you
Speaker 1: say that nigga? And how how the window? And bro? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Because don't call me cuse because that's not sexy word.
Speaker 1: Nah because blood? All right, now time for what would
Speaker 1: you do? Now? These are people asking questions, write the
Speaker 1: email questions and to get our advice. So what would
Speaker 1: you do? Alright? So my lady is getting kind of
Speaker 1: close with my homie. I've known for years. They aren't
Speaker 1: killing together by themselves, but they got ways that I
Speaker 1: don't get down with in terms of having a good time.
Speaker 1: They said, um, my homie is around my girl more
Speaker 1: than he's around me. I'm starting to feel left out
Speaker 1: and it makes me mad, uncomfortable with the situation. I
Speaker 1: know it's probably insecurities and doubt talking, but I just
Speaker 1: don't know. They have all these little private jokes with
Speaker 1: each other. And he said, it's just weird. Where I
Speaker 1: come from, you don't get too close as another significant other, don't.
Speaker 1: Right there? Wait, but why are they hanging out with
Speaker 1: each other? Like what's the music? Not without him? But
Speaker 1: he just feels like they have a special bond or
Speaker 1: something for me in a relationship. Like I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: nice to your friends. If they ask me some thing
Speaker 1: or offer me something, I'll be cordial. But all of
Speaker 1: that friendly ship, I don't think that you should be
Speaker 1: mad friendly with your man's friends. That's his friends. I
Speaker 1: don't think you should be meeting my secondly, But I
Speaker 1: don't think that friendly keep key all in the face
Speaker 1: with your man's friends. I think that I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't want my man's friends girls to be cool with
Speaker 1: my man. You know, I'm regulating everything that I had
Speaker 1: an issue like that before, and the respect you have
Speaker 1: to disrespect for is just I don't need to be
Speaker 1: extra cool with y'all. I speak to you, I'll show
Speaker 1: you the respect that's needed, and I keep it moving.
Speaker 1: I'm sucking him exactly. And you have to carry yourself
Speaker 1: with a certain respect. If you acting all all birdie
Speaker 1: and keep key with everybody, it makes him look bad.
Speaker 1: It don't really make you look bad. It makes him
Speaker 1: look But have you ever had a naturally like good
Speaker 1: rapport with one of your ex boyfriend's friends? What's cool?
Speaker 1: But I never let it cross the line because if
Speaker 1: it happened with him, I'm at his head. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I don't. I don't. I'm gonna do
Speaker 1: the same thing to him that he would do to me. Like,
Speaker 1: let's have to meet your respect. So don't get extra
Speaker 1: cool with my friends. Number one, she's gonna get cut
Speaker 1: off and you ain't gonna have a woman no more
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna start thinking like something, Right, don't disrespect me? Right?
Speaker 1: I feel like your friends should never do that to you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: how fucking cool, Like they're getting it. Gotta be something
Speaker 1: weird for him to feel some kind of way. But
Speaker 1: I feel like he's supposed to speak to his girlfriend
Speaker 1: like y'all listen. Yeah, it's homeboy, check the boy, but
Speaker 1: I don't. If you check your homeboy, that's that's gonna
Speaker 1: make him. Just toned it down, like homey, that's my
Speaker 1: girl do any of that? Shouldn't be a woman shouting
Speaker 1: herself like a woman and have respect for herself. Distress
Speaker 1: stuck o, but just cool because he said they got
Speaker 1: secret jokes and they're cool. He didn't say that she'd
Speaker 1: be throwing what I feel like it be cool with
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. He saying kind of music. It happens
Speaker 1: like you be you could be cooler with one of
Speaker 1: your nigger's friends than the rest of them. But that know,
Speaker 1: you gotta be throwing yourself. But if he's kind of
Speaker 1: private jokes and making him uncomfortable or making me or
Speaker 1: like right, he should say that he's uncomfortable. Should he
Speaker 1: tell his friend, No, I don't think he's you should
Speaker 1: have have soon. But since he's in no situation, yeah,
Speaker 1: he should talk to girl about He should off to
Speaker 1: her and tell her to fall to back. What if
Speaker 1: this friend what little thought you's gonna back of dash?
Speaker 1: You a man and you love him? If not, you're
Speaker 1: gonna go with a friend. If but what if it's
Speaker 1: not you're going to do that. But what if you
Speaker 1: want to just flirt a little with other than you?
Speaker 1: What if he's like, hey, I want to fist your butt?
Speaker 1: All right, here's the next one. Would you do? This
Speaker 1: guy says he's a huge fan of lice. Thank you.
Speaker 1: He said he's been with his girl for three years.
Speaker 1: He said, I've tried being faithful and a great guy,
Speaker 1: but it goes unnoticed. She's very stubborn and still has
Speaker 1: issues from her path that she's carried into our relationships.
Speaker 1: So I cheat every chance I get, don't they all?
Speaker 1: I've been caught by her. Also, I tell her I
Speaker 1: want to be single, but she always acts devastated and
Speaker 1: brings her son into it. Because me and him have
Speaker 1: a great relationship. Every woman I try to leave physically
Speaker 1: attacks me or damages my property. I just want to
Speaker 1: exit peacefully with any suggestions because disappear, you know. But
Speaker 1: he's shoshed been saying, like I was faithful for three years,
Speaker 1: but she didn't acknowledge it. Nick, you're supposed to be.
Speaker 1: He said that she had some baggage and past relationships,
Speaker 1: and sometimes we do bring other mistakes that people. Clearly
Speaker 1: he have them too. Because if he instead of confirmed
Speaker 1: her about it, want to go cheat every chance he got.
Speaker 1: He's also having problems, so he ain't ship. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And he ain't, so he should just
Speaker 1: freeze her, you know what I'm saying. Just don't answer,
Speaker 1: just disappear. That's I heard the slash and his win ship.
Speaker 1: He's a dog. It's hard because when you do have
Speaker 1: she has a son, and he's very close with her son,
Speaker 1: and so it is hard sometimes to break up with
Speaker 1: somebody when you end up being close with their kids.
Speaker 1: Didn't y'all tell me before that you just got cut
Speaker 1: their kids? It is hard, yeah, that, And it was
Speaker 1: not easy just to cut the baby off. And you've
Speaker 1: been so close, and that's a child. They've become attached
Speaker 1: to you just like you are to them, but they're
Speaker 1: gonna keep using that over Yeah you got to go. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I get it, like I want to see you, but
Speaker 1: the baby got to be a bit a little bit kids,
Speaker 1: But okay, so you've been in that situation before, and
Speaker 1: I was attached to the child and it was hard
Speaker 1: to let go. And he did absolutely use the baby
Speaker 1: as an excuse. And I allowed them too, because I
Speaker 1: didn't want to go. I'm gonna be honest, I ain't
Speaker 1: want to go in the first place, and she was
Speaker 1: an excuse to keep it going. So but then when
Speaker 1: I realized, like, look this, we can't keep going this,
Speaker 1: and I had to let him go and let her
Speaker 1: go at the same time. And it hurt what I
Speaker 1: did it? Damn What if they kid hit you up
Speaker 1: on Facebook? Like why did you just leave her kids?
Speaker 1: On Facebook? Like it's just life, and that's something at
Speaker 1: her age she just wouldn't understand. And when she gets older,
Speaker 1: I'm sure she would understand. Gotta go, you know, all right,
Speaker 1: So he's got to leave her. Basically, he's not doing
Speaker 1: her no face. He just free her and just moved. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's already a dick. So moving on one of the benches.
Speaker 1: Here's the last thing. What you do. I've been in
Speaker 1: a three year relationship with my girl. Long story short,
Speaker 1: she got baptized and joined the Spanish church. Now she
Speaker 1: doesn't want to kiss or have sex, and now she
Speaker 1: doesn't want to kiss or have sex until marriage. Before
Speaker 1: she got into the church, he was cool, but now
Speaker 1: she wants me to sleep in a different room. We
Speaker 1: constantly argue about this every day. We both agree that
Speaker 1: we're not ready to marriage, but sometimes it press chase
Speaker 1: me to not kiss or have sex with her anymore.
Speaker 1: And going from having sex with someone she needs in
Speaker 1: the same room, she needs to pick up a guy
Speaker 1: that's about the same. Ain't nobody gonna sit there and
Speaker 1: deal with that unless he's gonna go with her friend.
Speaker 1: I mean, sometimes when you make a faithly like that,
Speaker 1: you have to find someone who is in that same faith. So,
Speaker 1: you know, maybe it's time. Since she decided to go
Speaker 1: to Jesus he man hallelujah, I mean, you know, whatever
Speaker 1: she needs, somebody needs to he needs. They are now
Speaker 1: on two different paths. But he got to get in
Speaker 1: the guy more. She got to find a priest that
Speaker 1: don't touch a little boy. Yeah, she don't. You know,
Speaker 1: it's a Christian church, so they span the long skirts
Speaker 1: and the boys them. That's kind of messed up. Now
Speaker 1: she didn't got saved, and now they got to break
Speaker 1: up because he don't want to get saith. He wants
Speaker 1: he wants to flush life. Everybody ain't meant to stay
Speaker 1: on your path forever. You mean reasons, I mean, how
Speaker 1: are you having sex and hand? Why she didn't talk
Speaker 1: to him about with that. I didn't have sex. I
Speaker 1: was kind of forced, but it wasn't It wasn't bad.
Speaker 1: But were you in a relationship and we just like no?
Speaker 1: Buts see, that's what I'm saying. In a relationship, How
Speaker 1: are you in a relationship with somebody and y'all used
Speaker 1: to having sex but one man all of a suff
Speaker 1: and being like, we can't sunk no more. Yeah, she
Speaker 1: mad that she chose God. What you want to hear
Speaker 1: that question? I'm saying, imagine your man was like like,
Speaker 1: let's say y'all were engaged, and he was like, we're
Speaker 1: not gonna have sex until the wedding and it's a
Speaker 1: year away. I'll be like, bad I could do. I
Speaker 1: was like, who burned your here? You this ship happens
Speaker 1: gonna be fun because I probably get pregnant. That that's
Speaker 1: I feel like, because you know, I've gone like you
Speaker 1: guys know, I've tried to move forward in my faith
Speaker 1: for the past couple of years, but I can't. That's
Speaker 1: just something. I can't go in the church like that
Speaker 1: and give up the love of my life, give up
Speaker 1: give up smoking weeds, and you can't it's all you
Speaker 1: do it will God shines his grace on me. Even
Speaker 1: though so it's okay, no, I mean, and you could
Speaker 1: still I feel like, you know, even though the Bible
Speaker 1: says this is wrong, but I don't know. We shouldn't
Speaker 1: be talking about the Bible on here. But even when
Speaker 1: the Bible says this is wrong, I still feel like
Speaker 1: you could, you know, live your life and still feel
Speaker 1: God's grace and still have God in your life. You know,
Speaker 1: she went crazy about it. I'm not gonna imagine. I
Speaker 1: think I think it's correct. You gotta have a conversation.
Speaker 1: You can't just tell the person that you were like I,
Speaker 1: I'm back home when you're no more. And it's like
Speaker 1: we didn't talk about this ship before. I think it
Speaker 1: should definitely be a conversation, she let one last time
Speaker 1: before she cut him off. They to be able to
Speaker 1: I don't be able to do anything. She didn't even
Speaker 1: can't can't like they can't be like I'm doing the
Speaker 1: most to you right now? Right? What's going on over
Speaker 1: the alright Latin? This for real is the last one?
Speaker 1: That's another one. Okay, he said my girlfriend was a stripper,
Speaker 1: which I really didn't feel comfortable with, and she ended
Speaker 1: up cheating on me, not once, not twice, but multiple times.
Speaker 1: The thing that gets me is guys who are paying
Speaker 1: her for sex. I can't see myself living without her.
Speaker 1: To be honest, what should they do? I want to
Speaker 1: break up with her back, I want to wear things out.
Speaker 1: I just don't know if everything would be the same.
Speaker 1: I feel like she's not even sorry. She latitude first,
Speaker 1: the prostitute. So now you have to figure out if
Speaker 1: this is really what you want. Either you deal with
Speaker 1: it and said you can't live without us. That's what
Speaker 1: I said. You should get a percent because I mean,
Speaker 1: if you a normal guy with pride and you go
Speaker 1: which most men have are, they're gonna leave. They're gonna
Speaker 1: be like, I just got dold. I was getting played,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? She was getting paid, So
Speaker 1: he's a little different. Like I just can't I can't
Speaker 1: live about her. He probably paid relationships not even sorry.
Speaker 1: You know what, women, when we see that weakness of
Speaker 1: you where we we got you she had on us
Speaker 1: and buying ambitious ship, do they be sorry when we
Speaker 1: find out that looks the difference she was and money
Speaker 1: from niggas for fucking and they out here fucking and
Speaker 1: giving bitches money. So well, you think it's harder for
Speaker 1: him to stay with her, harder for a man to
Speaker 1: stay with a woman in a situation like you just described,
Speaker 1: for a man to stay with a woman. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: that's what gods are born with, That's who they are,
Speaker 1: and I love that. But what about your dogging guys,
Speaker 1: what's your biggest story? Because we always talk about how
Speaker 1: we get hurt, right, but what about when we heard
Speaker 1: some feelings? Who have you dogged? And what's the biggest
Speaker 1: dog story that you have. The first guy I was
Speaker 1: dating in Atlanta, Georgia, I was I would say his
Speaker 1: name is Earl. I dogged him out because I did
Speaker 1: his name and everything. You really came on the track
Speaker 1: at him, and I started cheating on him. And I
Speaker 1: shouldn't know because I think I probably would have married him.
Speaker 1: I would have been married him today. But I just
Speaker 1: became one attracted him, like when he was on top
Speaker 1: of me, was like hurry up, like it was so
Speaker 1: like it because his name is Earl. I really say
Speaker 1: that like drop needs to throw up? Yes exactly. No,
Speaker 1: I wasn't low with him. I ain't even gonn let
Speaker 1: you go there. I was like, I mean we were
Speaker 1: three years plus. I fell out of love with him,
Speaker 1: just like I'm sure you fell out of love with
Speaker 1: somebody before and you just didn't see it. And when
Speaker 1: it came to sex, it was like because sexist has
Speaker 1: a lot to do with being mental, So when it
Speaker 1: came to sex, I was just like, go like, hurry
Speaker 1: up and get your business. You don't think you could
Speaker 1: not really was to come anyway. So time that you
Speaker 1: stayed with somebody even longer just because the sex is good,
Speaker 1: even though you didn't care about them. But yeah, boy, yeah, no,
Speaker 1: I cared about him. I didn't didn't care bad about him,
Speaker 1: but it was but you stayed long. It's sex. Sex
Speaker 1: was great. He was really nasty on just kids. You
Speaker 1: keep talking about nasty. I want to know what. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I guess it was the locations we did it,
Speaker 1: how he did it, the positions he did it. He
Speaker 1: did like, I'm very flexible because of yoga, so he
Speaker 1: put me in positions that I didn't do sexually, but
Speaker 1: I'm used to doing in yoga. Come on, Child's post
Speaker 1: did a lot. I'm like, you know, like I said,
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure we'll have sex a few more times,
Speaker 1: but it's not gonna be nothing. What kind of position
Speaker 1: like you were laying down and he put your legs
Speaker 1: all the way behind you? Like, what kind of positions? Well?
Speaker 1: I know one thing. He ate my pussy in the
Speaker 1: handstand and I didn't never did that before. Damn. Who
Speaker 1: was I'm a yoga and I was like, wow, it
Speaker 1: was just something different, you know, because I never did
Speaker 1: it before. So anything different to turn messing to your
Speaker 1: hand that helpless that's not like a city girls put
Speaker 1: in the hand. That's a bar that right? All right? Okay,
Speaker 1: so wait, but you ain't dog him? So we were
Speaker 1: talking about people that you dogged. Yeah, my name is
Speaker 1: Earl and I've been dogged, but we're friends actually to
Speaker 1: this day. It's just I know it will never work
Speaker 1: as anything, but friends. Did you call him early in
Speaker 1: beg No? Ye, yes, my friends one nick named Earl DMX,
Speaker 1: I don't call himself. All right, So what about you, Larya?
Speaker 1: Who have you dogged out? Damn? I had a good
Speaker 1: story and then we started laughing and shift and I
Speaker 1: forgot damn. Damn. Yeah, let's get me And that's not
Speaker 1: I can't think right now. It was on the tip
Speaker 1: of my tonic dog. I bet it was shut up, Jez,
Speaker 1: what about you? I know you dog? Somebody have you
Speaker 1: said like you do? Trying to think of who I remember. Okay,
Speaker 1: it was this one guy. He was on me, on
Speaker 1: me like crazy. So basically like I took his number,
Speaker 1: was talking to him back and forth, but he was
Speaker 1: gone super hard. So what I did was I blocked
Speaker 1: him right and but look so that he started DM
Speaker 1: and me and he's like, hey, like I don't know
Speaker 1: what's only I was like, no, no, no, it wasn't
Speaker 1: recent block, yeah, but that Instagram and I'm starting so
Speaker 1: so I was like, yeah, my phone is cut off,
Speaker 1: right you? You hit him from your phone saying your
Speaker 1: phone my d M. I had it from the D.
Speaker 1: I was like, no, my phone cut off. I ain't
Speaker 1: had the money for the bill. Don't you know this
Speaker 1: motherfucker hit me in the D. I'm like, y'all just
Speaker 1: went to the the A T and T store and
Speaker 1: put money on your bill. Your phone should be on.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to call you and it's still not going through, Nigga.
Speaker 1: I blocked him on every fucking every so your media.
Speaker 1: He really put five hundred down on my phone. My
Speaker 1: bill was paid, it was on my account. So he
Speaker 1: just paid for me to talk the other niggets. For
Speaker 1: a couple of months, I never talked to him and
Speaker 1: I didn't like him. That didn't work. I talked to Okay,
Speaker 1: you talked to blocked to me. He eventually got the
Speaker 1: point like, oh, this bitch played me and I lost
Speaker 1: my five hunt. I'm sorry to hear that. What about you, Stephanie,
Speaker 1: have you dogged out? Okay, it just depends on what
Speaker 1: you're talking about dogging somebody else, because I can't lie.
Speaker 1: And I'm not proud to say this, but I've heard
Speaker 1: a couple of guys feelings in my lifetime. So I
Speaker 1: dated this guy. We never stopped together, we never kissed.
Speaker 1: We I just kind of repulsed by him. He was
Speaker 1: kind of like yes, and you know, I just strang
Speaker 1: him along, and so finally on holiday came along and
Speaker 1: I made him buy me a thirty dollar watch gonna
Speaker 1: have like yeah, remember that, Yeah, where I sold that ship.
Speaker 1: People be like, yo, you were your boyfriend, Remember I
Speaker 1: sold him? Remember I sold it for the president and
Speaker 1: I got rid of the president too. But that's what happened,
Speaker 1: was part of the reason because he brought you to
Speaker 1: watch that you wanted to switch it out and get
Speaker 1: a different one. No, definitely, that's you know, I made
Speaker 1: him get got give him give me a break here,
Speaker 1: God forgive me. And I promised, I'm not proud of this,
Speaker 1: but I made him buy me the most expensive watch
Speaker 1: for that exact purpose so I could trade it in. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's a true story. Yeah, this is a true story. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so that was that was a pretty bad one, right, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's pretty bad. But but you're getting nice watch. And
Speaker 1: so I was gonna, no line, I was gonna suck
Speaker 1: it up and you know, really try and no, I
Speaker 1: swear to God, I was gonna strive. But like a
Speaker 1: week later after he got me to watch this is
Speaker 1: so bad. Oh God. A week later after he got
Speaker 1: me the watch, I asked it for. I said, I
Speaker 1: need thousand dollars on new thousand dollars And he's like, Stephanie,
Speaker 1: I just gave you, you know, thirty five thousand almost
Speaker 1: for this watch. And I was like, what you told
Speaker 1: me you was gonna give it to me the last
Speaker 1: time I've seen you. You told me I was gonna
Speaker 1: give me this thousand. It's already promised to me, right,
Speaker 1: So he's like, oh I can right now, I'm I'm
Speaker 1: I'm traveling or whatever, and I sent them to hell.
Speaker 1: Like I took it as the opportunity to just be like,
Speaker 1: I'm not. I don't want to funk with you no more.
Speaker 1: That's it, it's over. You was looking for out, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was looking for a No, of course, not ship.
Speaker 1: I'm not like I said, like, I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: think that was cool. I would not ever do that again.
Speaker 1: Like I think it's so bad to be using And
Speaker 1: that's that's another thing. Like I said, in my lifetime,
Speaker 1: I I have took gods for their money and you know,
Speaker 1: didn't give them anything in return. And I don't want
Speaker 1: to be like that anymore. Well, God should never give
Speaker 1: you money with expecting something everything exactly. That's what. I
Speaker 1: don't think it's that bad because you try to buy me.
Speaker 1: She let me coach, you know, but like that, like
Speaker 1: I'm so off that I don't even be trying to
Speaker 1: take money out of niggas no more, I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't see somebody elp with your wet right now you went,
Speaker 1: I would definitely take it. She's going to take, but
Speaker 1: then I would like take them to church and we
Speaker 1: will talk about God just to make myself feel better,
Speaker 1: and you know, give him something back. You know, you
Speaker 1: gave me a watch and I gave you give you God.
Speaker 1: I don't give you a pay together. You know what
Speaker 1: imbody anybody never in life, I don't know. I don't believe.
Speaker 1: I don't believe it. I mean have curve people telling
Speaker 1: that other dog them like, I don't know. I probably do.
Speaker 1: That's why I won't none, because she's like, I got
Speaker 1: so many stories, I don't know which one to tell
Speaker 1: what about I definitely have. I will say this, I'm
Speaker 1: not a gifts person, you know that, Like I don't
Speaker 1: really like people to give me things because I feel bad.
Speaker 1: But I did take this guy one time, and I
Speaker 1: remember I was talking to him as somebody else simultaneously,
Speaker 1: and I had to like, this was so bad, but
Speaker 1: the other guy was about to come over, so I
Speaker 1: had to pretend I was going somewhere. So I got
Speaker 1: dressed and everything like I was leaving and left the
Speaker 1: house and finally leave and that was probably one of
Speaker 1: the worst things that I ever did. I felt bad
Speaker 1: about it later. I really like him, like that like
Speaker 1: he was cool and everything, but it wasn't you know.
Speaker 1: So yeah, that was it, but the worst worst thing
Speaker 1: I ever did. Okay, so now it's time for the
Speaker 1: end of this out. So the last thing that we're
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