WEBVTT - CZM Book Club: The Lost Roads by Sim Kern

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<v Speaker 1>Cool Zone Media.

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<v Speaker 2>Book Club book Club book Club. That's that's how we

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<v Speaker 2>start the show. I've decided it's the Cool Zone Media

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<v Speaker 2>book Club. I'm your host, Margaret Kiljoy, my guest today,

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<v Speaker 2>since the whole format is that I read it to

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<v Speaker 2>someone reads stories to someone from Cool Zone Media. The

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<v Speaker 2>Serene Hi.

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<v Speaker 3>Serene Hi, Margaret, thanks for having me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, it's the Coolzone Media book Club. Every Sunday,

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<v Speaker 2>I read you different stories, stories that have to do

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<v Speaker 2>with the themes of cool Zone Media and specifically it

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<v Speaker 2>could happen here. I don't know what I'm saying. It's spooky,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not, but the world is spooky. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>that's true. This story though, this is a like this

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<v Speaker 2>is a posy story.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh I love that for myself and for you and

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<v Speaker 3>for us and for all of you listening.

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<v Speaker 2>That's right. Today we're reading a story by it could

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<v Speaker 2>happen here alumni guest sim Kern, who I believe you interviewed.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they're awesome. I really respect their work and I'm

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<v Speaker 3>excited to be read one of their stories.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. They It's always very weird to be a fiction

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<v Speaker 2>writer and then like also be known for this completely

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<v Speaker 2>unrelated thing, you know, like I don't know to put

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<v Speaker 2>words into Sim's mouth, you know, like like Sim is

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<v Speaker 2>right now doing a lot of really amazing content on

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<v Speaker 2>TikTok and Instagram about Jewish anti Zionism.

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<v Speaker 1>And and on.

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<v Speaker 2>It could happen here also, but it's just like, but

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<v Speaker 2>they also write really amazing stories, and so yeah, we're

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<v Speaker 2>going to read you one. I'm going to read you

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<v Speaker 2>one and sharene is the stand in for you, the listener,

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<v Speaker 2>that is I. This story is called the Lost Roads.

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<v Speaker 2>The years of debate and organizing, planning, in preparation had

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<v Speaker 2>spanned my entire life, But at long last, the Body

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<v Speaker 2>Politic had reached a decision. Demolition Day had arrived, and

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<v Speaker 2>I stood on the front lines. The old world would

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<v Speaker 2>be gouged and shoveled away, ushering in a dazzling future.

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<v Speaker 2>Children would reclaim the freedom of play, beasts of the

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<v Speaker 2>wild would roam once more, and we would liberate the

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<v Speaker 2>earth from her tari strait jacket. I never felt more

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<v Speaker 2>proud in my neon yellow coveralls and matching hard hat

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<v Speaker 2>emblazoned with the badge of the Body Politic. My weapons

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<v Speaker 2>for the battle ahead rested heavy across my shoulder. Pickaxe

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<v Speaker 2>and shovel, simple tools for a simple job. We were cleaners,

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<v Speaker 2>not as venerated as the drivers of the mighty diggers

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<v Speaker 2>who forged ahead, or the pavers with their specialized skills.

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<v Speaker 2>Certainly we weren't as envied as the planters who would

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<v Speaker 2>follow in our wake. Our work was hard and tedious,

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<v Speaker 2>but essential to the operation ahead, and I had volunteered

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<v Speaker 2>for it. Today, on every continent on Earth, teams of

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<v Speaker 2>workers like mine would embark on a multi year mission

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<v Speaker 2>destroy the roads, all of them. My squad was stationed

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<v Speaker 2>in the Buffalo Bayou Settler Reservation in the city formerly

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<v Speaker 2>known as Houston, Texas, on a two lane residential road,

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<v Speaker 2>Calcott Street, the eighteen hundred block. It was a sweltering morning,

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<v Speaker 2>hotter than it had any right to be in early March.

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<v Speaker 2>We had a long way yet to go in cooling

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<v Speaker 2>the climate. But that morning I didn't mind the heat

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<v Speaker 2>because I knew what a start we were making. Cowcutt

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<v Speaker 2>dead ended at a maglev line, and from time to

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<v Speaker 2>time the woosh of a passing train sent a blast

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<v Speaker 2>of welcome wind escaping from its prairie covered tunnel. Miry

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<v Speaker 2>Our squad leader gave a short speech that was more

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<v Speaker 2>instructional than inspirational. When the digger hummed to life, its

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<v Speaker 2>ten foot wheels began to turn, the vicious blades of

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<v Speaker 2>its snout sliced into cracked asphalt like a hot knife

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<v Speaker 2>through butter, and the huge sheets of shattered road lifted,

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<v Speaker 2>twisting towards the sky and clattering down the beast's neck

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<v Speaker 2>into the bin on its back. The roar of it

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<v Speaker 2>was tremendous, and I was glad for the noise canceling

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<v Speaker 2>bud stuck into my ears. We watched it trundle ahead

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<v Speaker 2>of us for half an hour until Mary gave the

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<v Speaker 2>signal that it was safe for us to begin our work.

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<v Speaker 2>The digger only pulled up eighty to eighty five percent

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<v Speaker 2>of the road. The bits scattered behind were left for

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<v Speaker 2>our shovels. We bent to the work, scoop some asphalt,

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<v Speaker 2>then toss it into the drone carts that followed behind us.

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<v Speaker 2>Loyal puppies, scoop toss, scoop toss. If the digger had

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<v Speaker 2>missed a large chunk of road, we pulled out the

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<v Speaker 2>pickaxes or Mary's jackhammer. My earbud played upbeat music, and

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<v Speaker 2>I timed my shoveling to the rhythm. There was such

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<v Speaker 2>joy in scraping the earth clean of rubble. We'd cleared

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<v Speaker 2>a twenty foot stretch of asphalt when I felt a

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<v Speaker 2>hand on my shoulder. Mary shouted over the noise of

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<v Speaker 2>the digger that it had been a half hour time

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<v Speaker 2>for the be squad to swap in. I'd rather keep going,

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<v Speaker 2>I called back. I'm not even tired. Rest Mary commanded warmly.

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<v Speaker 2>It'll be a long day and a longer year ahead.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want my cleaners getting injured on their first

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<v Speaker 2>day of the job. She was right, of course. I

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<v Speaker 2>rested with the a squad on a moss yard beneath

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<v Speaker 2>a shady elm. The family who lived there came out

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<v Speaker 2>of their house to greet us, bearing lemonade and homemade cookies.

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<v Speaker 2>My first taste of the unexpected perks of working on

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<v Speaker 2>the mission. A long haired child of seven or eight

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<v Speaker 2>with freckled golden brown skin showed me a tray of

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<v Speaker 2>seedlings and an egg carton. You're cleaner's right, the child asked,

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<v Speaker 2>clearly unimpressed by us. I nodded, do you know when

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<v Speaker 2>the planters will be coming first. The pavers have to

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<v Speaker 2>do their work, I said, I know, I know, the

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<v Speaker 2>kid replied, laying paths to the mag left station and

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<v Speaker 2>the bike trails. They rolled their eyes. But when the

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<v Speaker 2>planters come, do you think they'll want to use these? Well,

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<v Speaker 2>that depends, I said, pointing to the seedlings. Are they

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<v Speaker 2>native to this region? Of course, the child cried. I

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<v Speaker 2>got castilia and Davisia zenotheras biciosa, and these are Lupinus texanis,

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<v Speaker 2>prairie fire, primrose and blue bonnets. I confirmed, How beautiful

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<v Speaker 2>they'll look together. Yes, I think there's a very good

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<v Speaker 2>chance the planters will want to use them. The smile

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<v Speaker 2>that lit the kid's face was luminous enough to melt

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<v Speaker 2>any lingering soreness in my muscles. As they drifted away

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<v Speaker 2>to tend to their seedlings, one of their parents, sitting

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<v Speaker 2>a short ways away, leaned towards me. I think you

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<v Speaker 2>just made their month. As we swap names and pronouns,

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<v Speaker 2>the kid's mom never took her eyes off the digger.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't worry, I said, we won't let the kids anywhere

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<v Speaker 2>near the job site. She looked at me for the

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<v Speaker 2>first time. What, No, it's not that it's just well,

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<v Speaker 2>all of it, she laughed apologetically. What will we do

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<v Speaker 2>without ambulances or fire trucks, opal as, epilepsy. You know what,

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<v Speaker 2>if they have a bad fall, there'll be triage cars

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<v Speaker 2>and water tankers running on the Maglev lines, and you're

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<v Speaker 2>right near the station. Emergency services should arrive faster by

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<v Speaker 2>Maglov than they ever did by road. They say that,

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<v Speaker 2>but everything's changing so fast, everywhere, all at once. What

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<v Speaker 2>if they're wrong. Look all your life, you've been living

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<v Speaker 2>with one ton bullets speeding past your house fifty feet

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<v Speaker 2>from your front door. Cars have been the biggest killers

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<v Speaker 2>of kids for a century. Won't it be safer to

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<v Speaker 2>have that gone? I suppose, she said, still twisting the

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<v Speaker 2>hem of her skirt. Her fears served as a reminder

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<v Speaker 2>that the quorum had only been reached by a slim margin.

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<v Speaker 2>Millions of people still opposed our mission. But I couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>stay and convince her because Maria was waving us back

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<v Speaker 2>over to start another shift. By noon, we'd cleared the block,

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<v Speaker 2>and a squad of pavers emerged from the Maglev station

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<v Speaker 2>with a fleet of drones in tow. I would have

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<v Speaker 2>spent so much time watching them work over the next

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<v Speaker 2>year that I could have joined their ranks by the

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<v Speaker 2>end of it. First they'd survey the land with sweeping lasers,

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<v Speaker 2>then they'd stake out the course of their paths. Some

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<v Speaker 2>communities wanted a large paved areas in the middle of

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<v Speaker 2>the block for games or festivals. Still, the footprint of

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<v Speaker 2>paved spaces was always a tiny fraction of the asphalt

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<v Speaker 2>roads we destroyed. And of course the paths weren't for

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<v Speaker 2>cars only people walking, skating, biking, wheeling. Unlike sidewalks of

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<v Speaker 2>old meeting at sharp right angles, the pavers de only

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<v Speaker 2>in curves. From above, their completed paths looked organic, like

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<v Speaker 2>branching veins, each block one leaf, each neighborhood a branch,

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<v Speaker 2>each city a sprawling tree were once there'd been a grid.

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<v Speaker 2>The paving material they poured was a bright green composite

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<v Speaker 2>made from a century's worth of discarded plastic. When dried,

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<v Speaker 2>it had a slight bounce to it, delightful to walk on,

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<v Speaker 2>but hard and smooth enough for wheels. And it was porous,

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<v Speaker 2>so that every precious drop of precipitation soaked through to

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<v Speaker 2>the soil below. At first I envied the respect afforded

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<v Speaker 2>the pavers engineers, all dressed in their smart blue coveralls.

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<v Speaker 2>They commanded so much respect from the folks of the neighborhood,

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<v Speaker 2>but they were officious to us, perpetually frustrated that we

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<v Speaker 2>weren't moving fast enough. They snipped at each other too,

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<v Speaker 2>with none of the intense camaraderie that banded together us cleaners.

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<v Speaker 2>So even if some magic wish could have made me

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<v Speaker 2>an engineer, forget it. I'd rather be a cleaner. But

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<v Speaker 2>the planters, oh I did envy them. I didn't often

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<v Speaker 2>get to see them work, not unless I took a

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<v Speaker 2>stroll during one of my breaks, back to a street

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<v Speaker 2>we'd cleaned weeks before. Botanists, mycologists, bryologists and ediphologists, and

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<v Speaker 2>of course the native land historians they deferred to. In

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<v Speaker 2>bright green work suits, they descend on a street after

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<v Speaker 2>the pavers had poured fresh paths. It was the planter's

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<v Speaker 2>job to restore the ruined soil trapped by asphalt for

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<v Speaker 2>a century. Our work took hours, The pavers work took days,

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<v Speaker 2>but the planter's task would take months or even years.

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<v Speaker 2>Where the soil was saturated with heavy metals. They used

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<v Speaker 2>all kinds of composts, fertilizers, and minerals. But their most

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<v Speaker 2>ingenious allies were living things microbes that devoured microplastics and

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<v Speaker 2>mushrooms that leached pollution from the earth. At superfund sites

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<v Speaker 2>where the land was especially toxic, they displaced residents and

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<v Speaker 2>worked for months in hasmac gear to heal the poisoned earth. Finally,

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<v Speaker 2>the planters would escort drone carts bursting with greenery from

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<v Speaker 2>the maglev station. They'd plant the fruit trees that would

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<v Speaker 2>feed the neighborhood, the shade trees that would cool their homes.

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<v Speaker 2>The trees would take decades to mature, but one day,

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<v Speaker 2>this endless orchard would crisscross the continent, everywhere there'd once

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<v Speaker 2>only been pavement. The promise of that bountiful future had

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<v Speaker 2>captivated the hearts of most everyone on Earth, most but

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<v Speaker 2>not all. Because you know whose hearts it didn't capture,

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<v Speaker 2>sharene Please tell me the people who sponsor this pot

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<v Speaker 2>gath You are cold and heartless. Wait no, wait, that's

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<v Speaker 2>the opposite.

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<v Speaker 1>We love.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're great. Where are the people who we would

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<v Speaker 2>oppose all of this if it disrupted the capitalism that

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<v Speaker 2>provides these goods and services to you, we're totally not,

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<v Speaker 2>just like almost everyone else involved in capitalism at every level,

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<v Speaker 2>cynically and gay with it in order to survive, and

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<v Speaker 2>we're back. We ran into our first protester around two

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<v Speaker 2>o'clock that day, during the last hour of my shift.

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<v Speaker 2>Cleaning was my first job after college, and I'd never

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<v Speaker 2>worked such a heavy day of labor. By midafternoon, my

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<v Speaker 2>muscles were screaming, and I was looking forward to a

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<v Speaker 2>long soak in the solar spring at the bathhouse. Suddenly

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<v Speaker 2>the digger fell silent and it ground to a halt.

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<v Speaker 2>The driver leaned out of his cab, hollering at someone

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<v Speaker 2>up ahead. Cautiously, Mary led us around the side of

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<v Speaker 2>the machine. There, inches from the digger's snout, said an

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<v Speaker 2>old fashioned gasoline powered pickup truck. There were signs painted

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<v Speaker 2>all over the truck the cars are freedom, save the roads,

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<v Speaker 2>resist the stone age. Part of me had to admire

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<v Speaker 2>the guy's courage. The digger could have churned through that

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<v Speaker 2>vehicle with ease, but the driver sat inside the cab,

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<v Speaker 2>arms folded. Mary approached the cab and motioned for the

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<v Speaker 2>driver to roll down the window. She introduced herself and

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<v Speaker 2>he gave his name, Bruce Wellborn. She used his first

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<v Speaker 2>name a lot after that, explaining that we had to

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<v Speaker 2>get back to work. Bruce, give us a break, Bruce,

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<v Speaker 2>and if he didn't like it, he could take it

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<v Speaker 2>up with the body politic. At first, Bruce seemed uncertain,

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<v Speaker 2>darting glances at us nervously. But the longer he talked

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<v Speaker 2>to Miry, the angrier he got. Until his pale skin

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<v Speaker 2>flushed red. He got louder and louder, until he was

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<v Speaker 2>shouting car's rights at the top of his lungs, right

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<v Speaker 2>in her face. I couldn't remember the last time I'd

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<v Speaker 2>seen a grown person totally given over to rage like that.

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<v Speaker 2>My legs felt shaky and my heart art was racing,

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<v Speaker 2>as if he'd been yelling at me. Miry turned to

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<v Speaker 2>walk back to us, and Bruce rolled up his window.

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<v Speaker 2>I envied him the cool a sea that must be

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<v Speaker 2>blowing inside. The sun was blaring down on all our

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<v Speaker 2>heads by then the hottest part of the day. Bruce

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<v Speaker 2>grabbed an ice cold can from the cooler in the

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<v Speaker 2>back seat. The cab was packed with food supplies and

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<v Speaker 2>extra gas tanks. In this heat, he might outlast us

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<v Speaker 2>in his stockpiled truck. I couldn't understand him. Forty thousand

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<v Speaker 2>people got killed in car wrecks every year in our

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<v Speaker 2>country alone. We would free our air of the smog

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<v Speaker 2>that gave so many little kids asthma. We'd replace millions

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<v Speaker 2>of miles of heat trapping asphalt with carbon absorbing orchards,

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<v Speaker 2>restore parking lots to native prairies, and free the concrete

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<v Speaker 2>walled bayous to ramble along rocky shores. Who would want

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<v Speaker 2>to stand or park in the way of all that

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<v Speaker 2>we need to move? Him, Mary said to us. She

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<v Speaker 2>turned and shouted, this is your last chance to drive away, Bruce.

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<v Speaker 2>We're going to continue our work with or without your cooperation.

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<v Speaker 2>Bruce locked his doors and revved his engine in answer.

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<v Speaker 2>My blood ran icy with fear of the thought of

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<v Speaker 2>going anywhere near that truck. What if he tries to

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<v Speaker 2>run us over, I asked, hoping the others wouldn't think

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<v Speaker 2>me a coward. Should we call a violence response team?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think that's necessary. Mary frowned. It's not like

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<v Speaker 2>he has a gun. If he did, I think he

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<v Speaker 2>would have shown it by now. He's not violent, just annoying,

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<v Speaker 2>as if on cue Bruce cracked his window and shouted,

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<v Speaker 2>try coming near this truck and see what happens. Okay,

0:15:44.680 --> 0:15:47.680
<v Speaker 2>that sounded like a threat, Ermine said, shooting me a look.

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<v Speaker 2>I was glad to have an ally, And it may

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<v Speaker 2>not be a gun, but a truck is a deadly weapon.

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<v Speaker 2>Sage agreed. Fine. Mary's sighed and walking away from the huddle.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll call the VRT. But a few moments later she back,

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<v Speaker 2>no good. She shook her head. They've got hundreds of

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<v Speaker 2>reports of protesters like Bruce here all over the city,

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<v Speaker 2>some of them in big groups. The dispatcher couldn't even

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<v Speaker 2>promise they could get to us by the end of

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<v Speaker 2>the week. Ah, I whispered. I had assumed Bruce was

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<v Speaker 2>alone extremist. But if there were hundreds of blockades in

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<v Speaker 2>our reservation alone, how many people were protesting across the watershed,

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<v Speaker 2>the continent, the world. Could there be enough anti mission

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<v Speaker 2>sentiment to force the body politic back to the debate chambers.

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<v Speaker 2>That could mean years of delays. I echoed Mary's words

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<v Speaker 2>from earlier. We have to move him, ideas, Mary said,

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't the digger just go up on the grass there

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<v Speaker 2>and drive around him? Ernie asked, But then I'll be

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<v Speaker 2>behind us. I pointed out, what if he turns around

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<v Speaker 2>and runs us over? Mary nodded, I want that truck disabled,

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<v Speaker 2>but nothing that'll hurt him or us. I wasn't much

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<v Speaker 2>help in the discussion that followed, as I didn't know

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<v Speaker 2>much about cars. Someone said they'd heard you could just

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<v Speaker 2>say car by blocking the tailpipe with a potato. Mary

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<v Speaker 2>said that was an urban legend. Once the pressure built up,

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<v Speaker 2>the potato would shoot out. Someone else suggested slashing the tires,

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<v Speaker 2>but a bunch of people rolled their eyes and spoke

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<v Speaker 2>over each other, pointing out that a car was slashed

0:17:14.080 --> 0:17:18.720
<v Speaker 2>tires could still accelerate to deadly speed in seconds. We

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<v Speaker 2>could block him in Sage suggested, drive another digger over

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<v Speaker 2>here and park it right on his ass so he

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<v Speaker 2>can't move. Mary wagged a finger in his direction. That

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<v Speaker 2>could work, But then, what how do we take the

0:17:30.280 --> 0:17:33.640
<v Speaker 2>truck out of commission force open the hood. We could

0:17:33.680 --> 0:17:37.280
<v Speaker 2>slice the latch with a reciprocating saw Ermine said, then

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<v Speaker 2>slash the ignition. Mary snapped her fingers. After that, we

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<v Speaker 2>just pick up the truck and move it. You think

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<v Speaker 2>we can lift it, I asked, with another squad. We

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<v Speaker 2>could sage, said. Mary pressed a finger to her ear,

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<v Speaker 2>calling someone on her earbuds. Ten seconds later, two nearby

0:17:54.320 --> 0:17:58.440
<v Speaker 2>cleaning squads strolled up to our location alongside a rumbling digger.

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<v Speaker 2>Bruce shaeh outed, I won't be moved. You can run

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<v Speaker 2>me over. I'll die for my freedoms, but his voice

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<v Speaker 2>wavered as he watched the second digger pull up on

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<v Speaker 2>his tail. I'll disable the truck, Mary said, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to risk any of y'all getting hurt. She grabbed

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<v Speaker 2>the electric saw from our toolbox and clambered over the road,

0:18:18.680 --> 0:18:22.359
<v Speaker 2>smashing blades of our digger. Bruce revved his engine threateningly,

0:18:22.840 --> 0:18:25.280
<v Speaker 2>but with a digger's blades an inch from both bumpers,

0:18:25.680 --> 0:18:29.919
<v Speaker 2>he wasn't going anywhere. Mary sliced open Bruce's hood, then

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<v Speaker 2>sawed something inside that made the engine fall silent. It's

0:18:34.160 --> 0:18:37.040
<v Speaker 2>gonna get hot in there, Bruce, Mary called, dangerous hot.

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<v Speaker 2>You want to come out now, Bruce cursed her. We

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<v Speaker 2>spread out on both sides of the truck. Then and

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<v Speaker 2>I got a handhold under the chassis near the driver's

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<v Speaker 2>back wheel. On Mary's signal, we heaved up, with all

0:18:50.960 --> 0:18:53.199
<v Speaker 2>of us lifting together and the truck felt about as

0:18:53.280 --> 0:18:56.720
<v Speaker 2>heavy as a big box of books. We shuffled toward

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<v Speaker 2>the side of the road and set it down gently,

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<v Speaker 2>So gently it gave me this funny, peaceful feeling, like

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<v Speaker 2>we were carrying a sleeping toddler to bed. Then Miry

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<v Speaker 2>called back to work. The digger from the north pulled away,

0:19:11.200 --> 0:19:14.040
<v Speaker 2>and I started in on my last shift. From time

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<v Speaker 2>to time I spared a glance at Bruce. After a

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<v Speaker 2>few minutes, he cracked the door to the cab. It

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<v Speaker 2>must have been over one hundred degrees in there. For

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<v Speaker 2>a while he shouted slogans at us, but his voice

0:19:24.720 --> 0:19:28.960
<v Speaker 2>soon grew hoarse. Sage had streamed our whole encounter with

0:19:29.040 --> 0:19:32.320
<v Speaker 2>Bruce from her lenses, and the vid went viral within

0:19:32.359 --> 0:19:35.200
<v Speaker 2>a few hours. Other squads around the city, then the Watershed,

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<v Speaker 2>then the continent started using the Miry maneuver to deal

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<v Speaker 2>with protest cars until that horrible day March twenty seventh.

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<v Speaker 2>After a few weeks, the car's rights protests were losing steam.

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<v Speaker 2>Most of the protesters had given up or run out

0:19:51.720 --> 0:19:54.600
<v Speaker 2>of cars to protest in, but the most fanatical among

0:19:54.680 --> 0:19:57.960
<v Speaker 2>them grew desperate. On the last Friday in March. Some

0:19:58.119 --> 0:20:00.320
<v Speaker 2>brought guns in their trucks, the kind of a legal,

0:20:00.480 --> 0:20:02.840
<v Speaker 2>powerful guns that people hoarded by the millions at the

0:20:02.880 --> 0:20:06.159
<v Speaker 2>start of the century. Of course, we'd known there were

0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:08.919
<v Speaker 2>still many of them out there, ar fifteen's that had

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<v Speaker 2>been hidden from the smelters. To this day, I can't

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<v Speaker 2>walk past the statue of falling cleaners downtown without sitting

0:20:16.720 --> 0:20:20.440
<v Speaker 2>on a bench a while and fighting back tears. I

0:20:20.520 --> 0:20:23.240
<v Speaker 2>had good friends who were killed that day. I feel

0:20:23.280 --> 0:20:25.920
<v Speaker 2>so guilty and disoriented when I think about how it

0:20:26.040 --> 0:20:29.560
<v Speaker 2>was just random, just a dice roll, that their squads

0:20:29.640 --> 0:20:32.480
<v Speaker 2>got shot up and mine didn't. That I'm only alive

0:20:32.600 --> 0:20:37.399
<v Speaker 2>because Bruce wasn't one of the violent ones. After I

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<v Speaker 2>finished up that first shift, Bruce bowed to the inevitable

0:20:40.720 --> 0:20:44.320
<v Speaker 2>and finally climbed down from his truck. He grabbed only

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<v Speaker 2>the cooler out of the back of the cab, abandoning

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<v Speaker 2>the rest of his supplies and the vehicle itself for

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<v Speaker 2>a sanitation team to deal with. I wound up walking

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<v Speaker 2>back to the maglev station next to him, surprised by

0:20:57.240 --> 0:20:59.320
<v Speaker 2>how small he seemed. With his feet on the ground,

0:21:00.119 --> 0:21:03.200
<v Speaker 2>head hung low, He dragged that cooler over the scraped

0:21:03.240 --> 0:21:06.399
<v Speaker 2>clean earth. You know what, that cooler could have been

0:21:06.520 --> 0:21:11.119
<v Speaker 2>filled with sureen gold gold coins. It could have been

0:21:11.119 --> 0:21:16.240
<v Speaker 2>filled with gold coins like perennial sponsor of the show

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<v Speaker 2>regging gold coins. Do we still get those? Do you think?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I just think it's funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I found it on Settling ten years later, when my

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<v Speaker 2>Edel developed a fixation with cars, all they wanted from

0:22:06.600 --> 0:22:09.640
<v Speaker 2>the library were books about cars. All the hollow games

0:22:09.680 --> 0:22:13.920
<v Speaker 2>they played were car racers. At nearly ten, I thought

0:22:14.040 --> 0:22:16.080
<v Speaker 2>Edel was getting a little too old to play with toys,

0:22:16.520 --> 0:22:20.159
<v Speaker 2>but they begged me for a toy car. Specifically, they

0:22:20.240 --> 0:22:23.960
<v Speaker 2>wanted a toy car from the Lawndale Orchard Swap. These

0:22:24.080 --> 0:22:27.160
<v Speaker 2>cars had working lights and horns and battery powered engines.

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<v Speaker 2>All the neighborhood kids had one, except Edel. I held

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<v Speaker 2>out for months, weathering Edel's tearful requests. Finally, one morning,

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<v Speaker 2>Sam and I were sitting on the front porch, drinking

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<v Speaker 2>coffee and watching the neighborhood kids playing beneath the citrus grove.

0:22:42.920 --> 0:22:45.240
<v Speaker 2>Edel had gotten hold of a neighbor kid's car and

0:22:45.359 --> 0:22:48.399
<v Speaker 2>was zooming it around like an airplane. Sam must have

0:22:48.480 --> 0:22:52.680
<v Speaker 2>caught me frowning. You know, the more you forbid them,

0:22:53.040 --> 0:22:56.680
<v Speaker 2>the more fascinating you make them. And what if toy

0:22:56.800 --> 0:22:59.320
<v Speaker 2>machine guns came in fashion? Huh would you tell me

0:22:59.400 --> 0:23:02.960
<v Speaker 2>to get Edel's one of those two that's different, and

0:23:03.040 --> 0:23:06.080
<v Speaker 2>you know it, Sam shook her head at me. Watch

0:23:06.119 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 2>how they play with them. Edel was making engine roaring

0:23:09.440 --> 0:23:11.760
<v Speaker 2>noises and charged at a group of younger kids playing

0:23:11.840 --> 0:23:16.280
<v Speaker 2>with dolls. The little one shrieked delightedly and scattered. It's

0:23:16.320 --> 0:23:19.760
<v Speaker 2>how we used to play with dinosaurs, isn't it. Dinosaurs

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<v Speaker 2>are extinct. There's no harm in glorifying them, I said,

0:23:23.000 --> 0:23:25.480
<v Speaker 2>But there are real people still trying to bring back cars,

0:23:26.800 --> 0:23:30.399
<v Speaker 2>just a handful of extremists, don't you see. Cars are

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<v Speaker 2>dinosaurs to this generation, ancient beasts, extinct monsters. It's natural

0:23:35.640 --> 0:23:38.320
<v Speaker 2>for the kids to be fascinated. It doesn't mean Edel's

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<v Speaker 2>going to grow up to be a car's rights wacko.

0:23:41.960 --> 0:23:45.119
<v Speaker 2>My heart pounded with anger, not at Sam, but at

0:23:45.160 --> 0:23:48.040
<v Speaker 2>the memory of Bruce's face. I'll be damned before I

0:23:48.080 --> 0:23:49.960
<v Speaker 2>get a kid of mine a toy car, I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know about damned Samside, but you're on track

0:23:54.080 --> 0:23:57.760
<v Speaker 2>to destroy your relationship with your kid. The truth of

0:23:57.840 --> 0:24:00.960
<v Speaker 2>that took my breath away. Had been patting myself on

0:24:01.000 --> 0:24:04.160
<v Speaker 2>the back for stubbornness. A wall had sprung up between

0:24:04.200 --> 0:24:07.320
<v Speaker 2>me and Edel. Hugs and tickle fights in morning. Prairie

0:24:07.400 --> 0:24:11.040
<v Speaker 2>walks had vanished, replaced by sullen looks and slammed doors.

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<v Speaker 2>The next Sunday morning, Edel and I boarded a maglev

0:24:16.520 --> 0:24:21.080
<v Speaker 2>the Lawndale Orchard. Most of the swap meat was set

0:24:21.160 --> 0:24:25.000
<v Speaker 2>up in the block's paved square, produced stalls artisan goods

0:24:25.359 --> 0:24:29.159
<v Speaker 2>and homemade medicinals. The toy maker wasn't there, but a

0:24:29.200 --> 0:24:31.879
<v Speaker 2>shop was easy to spot, and Edel took off running

0:24:31.920 --> 0:24:36.160
<v Speaker 2>for it. Unlike most folks who planted natives or grew

0:24:36.240 --> 0:24:39.400
<v Speaker 2>food in every patch of sun, the toy maker kept

0:24:39.440 --> 0:24:43.480
<v Speaker 2>a short lawn of monoculture bermuda grass decorated with hundreds

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<v Speaker 2>of scrap metal and plastic toys. There were pinwheels, whirligigs,

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<v Speaker 2>and a menagerie of mechanical animals that croaked, roared, hopped,

0:24:51.920 --> 0:24:56.080
<v Speaker 2>and slithered. After the delighted kids swarming the yard, a

0:24:56.200 --> 0:24:59.600
<v Speaker 2>paved path led up to a darkened garage, gaping like

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<v Speaker 2>an open mouth that too a relic. Most folks had

0:25:03.600 --> 0:25:07.639
<v Speaker 2>converted their garages into living spaces long ago. The scene

0:25:07.680 --> 0:25:10.720
<v Speaker 2>reminded me of the fable of Hansel and Gretel, except

0:25:10.760 --> 0:25:13.600
<v Speaker 2>instead of luring kids in with candy, this guy used

0:25:13.600 --> 0:25:18.600
<v Speaker 2>tacky little robots. Inside the garage, a ceiling fan stirred

0:25:18.640 --> 0:25:21.080
<v Speaker 2>the dust motes above the tables crowded with hundreds of

0:25:21.160 --> 0:25:25.040
<v Speaker 2>toy vehicles. A toy maker sat at the cluttered work

0:25:25.119 --> 0:25:28.280
<v Speaker 2>bench at the back, a fringe of white hair bent

0:25:28.400 --> 0:25:31.359
<v Speaker 2>to his work, soldering a circuit board at a table

0:25:31.440 --> 0:25:36.520
<v Speaker 2>piled a scrap metal edel ran their hand lovingly over

0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:40.480
<v Speaker 2>the candy colored cars, popping up tiny hoods to inspect

0:25:40.560 --> 0:25:44.680
<v Speaker 2>battery powered engines. Names half remembered from my childhood came

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<v Speaker 2>back to me. Beetle, thunderbird, mustang extinct species. Now we

0:25:51.160 --> 0:25:54.720
<v Speaker 2>traded them back for flesh and blood animals, and good riddance,

0:25:55.920 --> 0:26:00.440
<v Speaker 2>oh this one. Edel reverently picked up a black truck

0:26:00.560 --> 0:26:03.680
<v Speaker 2>with flames painted down the sides and monster truck tires.

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<v Speaker 2>It was the kind of truck that would have had

0:26:06.280 --> 0:26:09.760
<v Speaker 2>a sabotaged exhaust system back in the day, spewing toxic

0:26:09.800 --> 0:26:13.840
<v Speaker 2>clouds of black smoke on purpose. Rolling coal they used

0:26:13.840 --> 0:26:17.200
<v Speaker 2>to call it. But I bit back my sneer, remembering

0:26:17.280 --> 0:26:20.639
<v Speaker 2>Sam's caution, the more you forbid them, the more fascinating

0:26:20.720 --> 0:26:24.240
<v Speaker 2>you make them. I approached the toy maker and back,

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<v Speaker 2>we're looking to swap for this, I said, placing the

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<v Speaker 2>truck on the table. I opened my bag, displaying dozens

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<v Speaker 2>of ripe liquots and a quart of wild rice stored

0:26:33.359 --> 0:26:36.080
<v Speaker 2>in a jar i'd blown and fired myself with the glassworks.

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<v Speaker 2>Is this enough, sure, he said, not even glancing up.

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<v Speaker 2>Leave it over there. He just s were to a

0:26:43.560 --> 0:26:47.399
<v Speaker 2>table piled high with all manner of food and homemade goods.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you tell me the make and model of this truck?

0:26:51.600 --> 0:26:55.920
<v Speaker 2>Adel asked? The man grinned and looked up. That, my dear,

0:26:56.280 --> 0:26:59.080
<v Speaker 2>is a two thousand Ford f one fifty super Cab

0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:03.439
<v Speaker 2>Excel t Edel repeated the name in a reverent whisper.

0:27:04.040 --> 0:27:05.919
<v Speaker 2>I had to fight the urge to grab Edel by

0:27:05.960 --> 0:27:10.240
<v Speaker 2>the hand and drag them out of there. The toymaker

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.520
<v Speaker 2>glanced at me for the first time and narrowed his eyes.

0:27:13.600 --> 0:27:18.240
<v Speaker 2>You've been here before, he said, no, I began, But

0:27:18.359 --> 0:27:21.640
<v Speaker 2>something about the guy snagged in my memory. He was familiar.

0:27:22.080 --> 0:27:24.280
<v Speaker 2>But for a few moments I couldn't place those watery

0:27:24.320 --> 0:27:27.200
<v Speaker 2>blue eyes. I might never have figured it out. The

0:27:27.280 --> 0:27:31.760
<v Speaker 2>neighbor hadn't ducked inside just then shouting just made some

0:27:31.840 --> 0:27:37.400
<v Speaker 2>low quat smoothies. Bruce want one? Bruce? Suddenly I saw

0:27:37.480 --> 0:27:40.800
<v Speaker 2>it his face, ten years younger, wearing a black goateee

0:27:40.840 --> 0:27:44.080
<v Speaker 2>instead of a graying beard. Thanks, I'm all right, the

0:27:44.160 --> 0:27:47.960
<v Speaker 2>toymaker said, got too many myself already. Indeed the table

0:27:48.080 --> 0:27:51.840
<v Speaker 2>was heaped with baskets of the in seasoned loquats. My

0:27:51.960 --> 0:27:56.399
<v Speaker 2>heart started pounding, my blood heating like fire. Bruce, are

0:27:56.440 --> 0:28:01.119
<v Speaker 2>you by any chance? Bruce welborn me at a curious smile.

0:28:01.880 --> 0:28:03.920
<v Speaker 2>Now you have the advantage of me. How do we

0:28:04.000 --> 0:28:08.919
<v Speaker 2>know each other? Demolition day, I said, my voice shaking

0:28:09.000 --> 0:28:13.720
<v Speaker 2>with anger. I was a cleaner. Bruce's face went slack,

0:28:13.840 --> 0:28:18.159
<v Speaker 2>then paled. No swap, he said. Edel let out a

0:28:18.240 --> 0:28:21.080
<v Speaker 2>cry like a herd animal, fighting back the urge to

0:28:21.160 --> 0:28:25.520
<v Speaker 2>punch the guy. I turned to leave instead, No, Bruce said,

0:28:25.960 --> 0:28:29.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean take the truck, no swap, no charge. You

0:28:29.280 --> 0:28:31.679
<v Speaker 2>can have any car you want. Child of a cleaner.

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:35.959
<v Speaker 2>I took his meaning maliciously, thinking that because I'd been

0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:39.000
<v Speaker 2>a cleaner, he was more eager than ever to corrupt

0:28:39.080 --> 0:28:42.960
<v Speaker 2>my kid with his vehicular idols. Let's go, I grabbed

0:28:43.080 --> 0:28:47.400
<v Speaker 2>Edel's hand. It was a mistake coming here. Edel slipped

0:28:47.400 --> 0:28:50.800
<v Speaker 2>out of my grip and clutched the truck to their chest. Tuta, please,

0:28:52.320 --> 0:28:55.000
<v Speaker 2>it was my mistake, the old toy maker said softly.

0:28:55.840 --> 0:28:58.600
<v Speaker 2>My life was so small back then, and my truck

0:28:58.680 --> 0:29:02.000
<v Speaker 2>a big part of it. I couldn't see, couldn't begin

0:29:02.080 --> 0:29:04.880
<v Speaker 2>to imagine this world you've made. He swept his hands

0:29:04.920 --> 0:29:08.160
<v Speaker 2>towards the garage, opening, the kids squealing with delight at

0:29:08.200 --> 0:29:11.360
<v Speaker 2>the toys clattering in his yard. The bustling swap meet

0:29:11.760 --> 0:29:14.920
<v Speaker 2>in the paved square, and beyond a herd of wild

0:29:15.040 --> 0:29:18.760
<v Speaker 2>horses grazing atop the prairie covered mag left tunnel. I

0:29:18.920 --> 0:29:23.440
<v Speaker 2>was lonely and angry, and I was wrong. I met

0:29:23.480 --> 0:29:26.840
<v Speaker 2>his gaze, still searching for some trick. You expect me

0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:28.720
<v Speaker 2>to believe that you make all this, But you're not

0:29:28.760 --> 0:29:32.240
<v Speaker 2>a car's rights person anymore. Not since the day they

0:29:32.280 --> 0:29:34.920
<v Speaker 2>shot those poor cleaners. I've had nothing to do with

0:29:35.040 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 2>them since then. He sat down the soldering iron gently. Sure,

0:29:40.360 --> 0:29:43.120
<v Speaker 2>I still love cars, but they're just toys now, aren't

0:29:43.120 --> 0:29:47.480
<v Speaker 2>they toys and relics in a museum Teuta. Edel swung

0:29:47.560 --> 0:29:51.280
<v Speaker 2>my hand, Please can I have the truck? Their eyes

0:29:51.320 --> 0:29:53.960
<v Speaker 2>were wide and pleading, brimming with tears, and again I

0:29:54.040 --> 0:29:56.960
<v Speaker 2>heard Sam's voice in my head. I don't know about damned,

0:29:57.040 --> 0:29:59.560
<v Speaker 2>but you're on track to destroy your relationship with your kid.

0:30:00.800 --> 0:30:02.960
<v Speaker 2>I dropped a bag of food on Bruce's swap table,

0:30:03.000 --> 0:30:05.760
<v Speaker 2>whether he wanted it or not, and Edel squealed and

0:30:05.880 --> 0:30:08.800
<v Speaker 2>danced out of the garage, cradling the monster truck like

0:30:08.880 --> 0:30:12.720
<v Speaker 2>a baby. As we walked back to the mag left station,

0:30:13.360 --> 0:30:17.000
<v Speaker 2>I started feeling embarrassed from my anger. Sternly, I told

0:30:17.080 --> 0:30:19.440
<v Speaker 2>myself that it was the least that Bruce deserved for

0:30:19.520 --> 0:30:22.040
<v Speaker 2>having stood in the way of the mission he'd thrown

0:30:22.120 --> 0:30:24.840
<v Speaker 2>in with those murderous cars. Rights people, even if he

0:30:24.880 --> 0:30:27.600
<v Speaker 2>hadn't pulled a gun's trigger. I hoped it'd be the

0:30:27.720 --> 0:30:31.160
<v Speaker 2>last time I ever saw him. But a few months later,

0:30:31.400 --> 0:30:33.960
<v Speaker 2>it was Edel's birthday and all they wanted was to

0:30:34.000 --> 0:30:37.400
<v Speaker 2>pick out another car a friend for their monster truck.

0:30:38.200 --> 0:30:41.040
<v Speaker 2>So he visited Bruce again, and this time Edel came prepared,

0:30:41.440 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 2>peppering him with questions about internal combustion engines until he

0:30:45.000 --> 0:30:47.640
<v Speaker 2>unearthed a stack of old magazines for them to take home.

0:30:48.960 --> 0:30:50.920
<v Speaker 2>Edel looked like they had been handed a treasure map,

0:30:51.040 --> 0:30:54.600
<v Speaker 2>and spent weeks rereading the things, gingerly turning the yellowed

0:30:54.640 --> 0:30:58.160
<v Speaker 2>paper on the floor of their room. Then they asked

0:30:58.160 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 2>Sam to teach them to bake so that they'd be

0:31:00.440 --> 0:31:02.800
<v Speaker 2>able to make their own goodies to swap for more cars.

0:31:04.080 --> 0:31:07.480
<v Speaker 2>After a year, Edel had accumulated more of Bruce's toy

0:31:07.600 --> 0:31:11.160
<v Speaker 2>vehicles than any other kid in the neighborhood. A few times,

0:31:11.200 --> 0:31:13.840
<v Speaker 2>at Sam's encouragement, I tried to talk to Edel about

0:31:13.840 --> 0:31:16.520
<v Speaker 2>why I didn't like cars. I wanted to explain what

0:31:16.640 --> 0:31:19.080
<v Speaker 2>being a cleaner had meant to me, how vicious a

0:31:19.160 --> 0:31:21.760
<v Speaker 2>world full of cars had been, and how I grieved

0:31:21.800 --> 0:31:24.600
<v Speaker 2>for my friends who'd been murdered by cars rights protesters.

0:31:25.920 --> 0:31:27.720
<v Speaker 2>But every time I tried to get the words out,

0:31:28.400 --> 0:31:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I'd wind up stammering and tearing up. Edel would pat

0:31:32.240 --> 0:31:36.640
<v Speaker 2>my cheek, looking a little bored. They'd say, I know, Teuta,

0:31:36.920 --> 0:31:39.960
<v Speaker 2>I know, in a voice so sweet it broke my heart,

0:31:40.520 --> 0:31:42.360
<v Speaker 2>and then they turned back to the city of cars

0:31:42.440 --> 0:31:46.720
<v Speaker 2>they'd lovingly set up on the forest floor. I hoped

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:49.840
<v Speaker 2>the fascination would pass as Edel grew, but their interest

0:31:49.920 --> 0:31:52.680
<v Speaker 2>only shifted. When they were twelve years old. I found

0:31:52.800 --> 0:31:55.160
<v Speaker 2>Edel crying in the midst of what looked like an explosion,

0:31:55.560 --> 0:31:59.280
<v Speaker 2>A zillion pieces of monster truck scattered around them. They'd

0:31:59.320 --> 0:32:02.320
<v Speaker 2>taken the thing up, drawing careful diagrams at each step,

0:32:02.760 --> 0:32:04.560
<v Speaker 2>but now they couldn't figure out how to put it

0:32:04.640 --> 0:32:09.080
<v Speaker 2>back together together. We collected all the tiny circuit boards

0:32:09.160 --> 0:32:11.160
<v Speaker 2>and screws in a pouch and visited Bruce at the

0:32:11.200 --> 0:32:15.280
<v Speaker 2>next swap meet that day. He took Edel on as

0:32:15.280 --> 0:32:18.640
<v Speaker 2>an apprentice. Other kids went to dance classes, or played

0:32:18.720 --> 0:32:23.200
<v Speaker 2>instruments or sports, but my Edel became a toymaker. Every

0:32:23.320 --> 0:32:26.120
<v Speaker 2>Sunday I'd read a book in that dusty garage while

0:32:26.160 --> 0:32:30.040
<v Speaker 2>Bruce taught Edel to solder circuit boards and install tiny headlights.

0:32:31.320 --> 0:32:33.959
<v Speaker 2>He was always patient and soft spoken, but I never

0:32:34.080 --> 0:32:36.880
<v Speaker 2>let them alone together. I remembered his rage from all

0:32:36.920 --> 0:32:40.080
<v Speaker 2>those years ago, and I never quite trusted that he'd changed.

0:32:41.680 --> 0:32:44.480
<v Speaker 2>It was Edel's idea at sixteen to petition the local

0:32:44.560 --> 0:32:48.800
<v Speaker 2>council for the historical restoration project. To my dismay, the

0:32:48.880 --> 0:32:52.920
<v Speaker 2>project was approved, Edel started riding Maglev trains all over

0:32:52.960 --> 0:32:56.440
<v Speaker 2>the country, scouring scrap metal yards for a tailpipe or

0:32:56.480 --> 0:32:59.720
<v Speaker 2>a passenger side door. They'd haul their findings onto the

0:32:59.760 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 2>maglove zipping all the way back to the Lawndale station,

0:33:03.160 --> 0:33:05.880
<v Speaker 2>where an ancient Ford truck was gradually taking shape in

0:33:05.960 --> 0:33:10.440
<v Speaker 2>Bruce's yard. When the truck was completed, all the adjoining

0:33:10.440 --> 0:33:13.480
<v Speaker 2>neighborhoods came out to marvel at it, hundreds of people.

0:33:14.200 --> 0:33:16.920
<v Speaker 2>The wheels were blocked so it would never drive anywhere

0:33:17.040 --> 0:33:20.720
<v Speaker 2>or hurt anyone. Still, kids loved climbing up in the cab,

0:33:20.840 --> 0:33:24.520
<v Speaker 2>honking the horn and flicking the turning indicators. The local

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:28.000
<v Speaker 2>news stations even interviewed Bruce and Edel, watching my kid

0:33:28.120 --> 0:33:31.120
<v Speaker 2>passionately explain their hard work. On the seven PM news.

0:33:31.600 --> 0:33:34.920
<v Speaker 2>Something inside me melted. I let go of the resentment

0:33:35.000 --> 0:33:37.840
<v Speaker 2>I'd been carrying all those years, and my heart swelled

0:33:37.920 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 2>with an uncomplicated pride for my brilliant kid. Edel soon

0:33:42.520 --> 0:33:45.560
<v Speaker 2>left home to study mechanical engineering and took a job

0:33:45.640 --> 0:33:49.320
<v Speaker 2>improving the efficiency of Maglov lines. They zipped all over

0:33:49.360 --> 0:33:52.200
<v Speaker 2>the continent for work, rarely stopping home for a visit.

0:33:52.880 --> 0:33:55.560
<v Speaker 2>Their absence never stopped feeling like someone had carved a

0:33:55.600 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 2>hole in my chest. Sundays in particular, felt howlingly empty,

0:34:00.680 --> 0:34:03.360
<v Speaker 2>and one day I stepped off the maglev and at

0:34:03.440 --> 0:34:07.280
<v Speaker 2>Londale Orchard, out of an old habit. My feet took

0:34:07.360 --> 0:34:11.880
<v Speaker 2>me to Bruce's garage. He looked pleasantly surprised, offered me coffee,

0:34:12.239 --> 0:34:15.120
<v Speaker 2>and we sat and watched kids play with his latest creations.

0:34:15.880 --> 0:34:17.919
<v Speaker 2>I filled him in on the latest news from Edel,

0:34:18.200 --> 0:34:21.200
<v Speaker 2>and our talk drifted to the olden days. I was

0:34:21.239 --> 0:34:23.800
<v Speaker 2>surprised to find that there was joy in remembering that

0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:27.320
<v Speaker 2>long gone world with someone else. We named little things

0:34:27.400 --> 0:34:30.840
<v Speaker 2>now extinct, like waiting at a crosswalk, or the smell

0:34:30.880 --> 0:34:34.399
<v Speaker 2>of gasoline, or the sound of passing cars in the rain.

0:34:37.080 --> 0:34:41.000
<v Speaker 2>When I got the call from Bruce's estate manager Edel

0:34:41.160 --> 0:34:43.680
<v Speaker 2>was working on an urgent job on the European continent

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:45.879
<v Speaker 2>and wouldn't be able to return for at least a month.

0:34:46.960 --> 0:34:49.319
<v Speaker 2>Sam offered to come with me, but she had only

0:34:49.400 --> 0:34:52.120
<v Speaker 2>met Bruce once or twice, so I preferred to go alone.

0:34:53.200 --> 0:34:55.920
<v Speaker 2>Long after his eyesight went and his hands started shaking

0:34:56.280 --> 0:34:58.440
<v Speaker 2>and he could no longer make toys. I continued to

0:34:58.520 --> 0:35:02.360
<v Speaker 2>visit with Bruce most Sundays. Yet no biological family, but

0:35:02.440 --> 0:35:05.319
<v Speaker 2>he was often invited into the homes of neighbors, many

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:08.200
<v Speaker 2>of whom had grown up plaining with his creations. So

0:35:08.280 --> 0:35:10.120
<v Speaker 2>I was surprised to get the call from his estate

0:35:10.239 --> 0:35:12.960
<v Speaker 2>manager to learn that I was the person entrusted with

0:35:13.040 --> 0:35:17.040
<v Speaker 2>his last request. I just had knee surgery, an old

0:35:17.120 --> 0:35:19.399
<v Speaker 2>injury for my year as a cleaner, so I rode

0:35:19.400 --> 0:35:22.640
<v Speaker 2>a motorized wheelchair on to the Maglev. The appointment with

0:35:22.719 --> 0:35:25.800
<v Speaker 2>the estate manager didn't take long. Leaving his office, I

0:35:25.920 --> 0:35:30.920
<v Speaker 2>cradled an impossibly small wooden box on my lap. Disembarking

0:35:30.960 --> 0:35:35.800
<v Speaker 2>at Calcotte, I found the block transformed beyond recognition. Mature

0:35:35.840 --> 0:35:38.520
<v Speaker 2>Pekan trees shaded a forest floor where once I'd shoveled

0:35:38.600 --> 0:35:41.239
<v Speaker 2>up a road. The path. I drove down, skirted or

0:35:41.280 --> 0:35:44.640
<v Speaker 2>restored stream bed, emptying into a pond choked with lilies.

0:35:45.160 --> 0:35:48.520
<v Speaker 2>Beyond the path disappeared into a blue stream prairie where

0:35:48.520 --> 0:35:51.960
<v Speaker 2>a herd of buffalo grazed among clouds of dragonflies. For

0:35:52.040 --> 0:35:54.800
<v Speaker 2>two hundred years, while this place was named Houston, no

0:35:54.920 --> 0:35:58.759
<v Speaker 2>buffalo had ever visited the shores of Buffalo by you now.

0:35:58.840 --> 0:36:01.239
<v Speaker 2>The herds returned every year from the great Plains up

0:36:01.320 --> 0:36:04.680
<v Speaker 2>north to winter along our mild coast, enriching our soils

0:36:05.080 --> 0:36:08.200
<v Speaker 2>and our souls with their powerful presence. I loved the

0:36:08.280 --> 0:36:11.800
<v Speaker 2>annual festival we threw to celebrate their approach, the children

0:36:11.920 --> 0:36:15.239
<v Speaker 2>running atop the grassy maglev tunnels waving streamers. As the

0:36:15.320 --> 0:36:18.840
<v Speaker 2>first dust clouds appeared on the horizon, I parked my

0:36:19.040 --> 0:36:21.879
<v Speaker 2>chair in the last stretch of shade beside the pond

0:36:22.600 --> 0:36:26.239
<v Speaker 2>in no rush. As dust came on, a secession of

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:29.719
<v Speaker 2>animals visited the stream, rabbits, ducks, a herd of deer,

0:36:30.239 --> 0:36:33.320
<v Speaker 2>even a fox and her kits. There were two herds

0:36:33.320 --> 0:36:35.920
<v Speaker 2>of human children moving through the area as well, an

0:36:35.960 --> 0:36:39.320
<v Speaker 2>older group and a younger one. They disappear in and

0:36:39.360 --> 0:36:42.160
<v Speaker 2>out of their homes once single family houses now converted

0:36:42.200 --> 0:36:46.280
<v Speaker 2>into multigenerational villas with their quilt like additions, each successive

0:36:46.360 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 2>room built with different recycled materials. The children laughed and

0:36:50.680 --> 0:36:54.000
<v Speaker 2>called to one another, climbing and jumping from trees. Adults

0:36:54.120 --> 0:36:56.680
<v Speaker 2>tended to use the paths rather than venturing through the

0:36:56.760 --> 0:37:00.279
<v Speaker 2>thick carpet of undergrowth. Sometimes one would stop an asked

0:37:00.280 --> 0:37:03.160
<v Speaker 2>me if I was lost or needed help. I thanked them,

0:37:03.360 --> 0:37:08.000
<v Speaker 2>waving off their slightly condescending concern. A firefly flickered in

0:37:08.040 --> 0:37:12.440
<v Speaker 2>the gloom, and then ten minutes later, thousands the children

0:37:12.520 --> 0:37:15.160
<v Speaker 2>re emerged from their homes, catching the insects and jars

0:37:15.239 --> 0:37:19.520
<v Speaker 2>and playing ghosts in the graveyard. Finally, adults appeared in doorways,

0:37:19.640 --> 0:37:22.960
<v Speaker 2>calling the children to sleep. The moon emerged from the

0:37:23.000 --> 0:37:26.879
<v Speaker 2>tree tops, gilding everything in silver, and still I sat there,

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:30.640
<v Speaker 2>unable to bring myself to complete my task. At last,

0:37:31.160 --> 0:37:35.719
<v Speaker 2>a deep voice, asking who who are you? Drew my

0:37:35.800 --> 0:37:38.080
<v Speaker 2>eyes up to a break in the canopy, where a

0:37:38.160 --> 0:37:41.440
<v Speaker 2>live oak had been struck by lightning. Its lower branches

0:37:41.480 --> 0:37:44.960
<v Speaker 2>were lush with leaves, but above a blackened trunk scraped

0:37:45.000 --> 0:37:48.960
<v Speaker 2>the sky. A large shadow perched there too, tufted ears

0:37:49.120 --> 0:37:54.320
<v Speaker 2>silhouetted against the indigo sky, a great horned owl. I

0:37:54.400 --> 0:37:56.759
<v Speaker 2>peered through the dark, judging the distance back to the

0:37:56.840 --> 0:38:00.040
<v Speaker 2>maglev station. Was this the right place the a This

0:38:00.040 --> 0:38:04.080
<v Speaker 2>owl seemed to be a good omen close enough. I

0:38:04.160 --> 0:38:06.440
<v Speaker 2>took a deep breath and opened the box, not sure

0:38:06.480 --> 0:38:09.200
<v Speaker 2>what to expect. It was a relief to see a dry,

0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:15.239
<v Speaker 2>crumbly substance, just soil. Fifty years ago, Bruce had parked

0:38:15.239 --> 0:38:18.120
<v Speaker 2>a truck here on an asphalt street because he wanted

0:38:18.160 --> 0:38:21.960
<v Speaker 2>to stop us from tearing up the roads. Now fulfilling

0:38:22.000 --> 0:38:24.879
<v Speaker 2>his last wish, I scattered the composts that had once

0:38:24.960 --> 0:38:27.680
<v Speaker 2>been his body at the base of the lightning struck tree.

0:38:28.840 --> 0:38:31.960
<v Speaker 2>The next rain would dissolve Bruce's matter into the soil,

0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:35.320
<v Speaker 2>where his minerals would be absorbed by the trees, grassroots, fungus,

0:38:35.400 --> 0:38:40.200
<v Speaker 2>and worms. Cycling through the food chain, he'd feed insects, amphibians, owls,

0:38:40.280 --> 0:38:43.960
<v Speaker 2>and squirrels. BlackBerry vine twined through the undergrowth, and I

0:38:44.040 --> 0:38:47.799
<v Speaker 2>hoped Bruce's molecules would find their way there. When those

0:38:47.880 --> 0:38:50.759
<v Speaker 2>berries ripened in midsummer, the kids of the neighborhood would

0:38:50.800 --> 0:38:52.560
<v Speaker 2>be the first to devour them, and in that way,

0:38:53.200 --> 0:38:55.600
<v Speaker 2>Bruce might get a second childhood, or dozens of them.

0:38:56.480 --> 0:38:59.440
<v Speaker 2>These would be childhoods freer and happier than ours had been.

0:39:00.080 --> 0:39:03.200
<v Speaker 2>Buckled as we were into back seats are play trapped

0:39:03.239 --> 0:39:06.840
<v Speaker 2>between strips of sidewalk. These kids would grow up with

0:39:06.960 --> 0:39:10.440
<v Speaker 2>their toes sunk in stream beds, befriending jack rabbits and

0:39:10.520 --> 0:39:13.759
<v Speaker 2>wild horses, beating off the fruits of the land, and

0:39:13.920 --> 0:39:16.840
<v Speaker 2>growing in the loving embrace of a multi species family.

0:39:17.840 --> 0:39:21.480
<v Speaker 2>Their lives stretched ahead, not a paved road to armageddon,

0:39:21.800 --> 0:39:25.040
<v Speaker 2>but a winding path besides the clear stream, where the

0:39:25.120 --> 0:39:29.280
<v Speaker 2>path disappeared behind a copse of blooming dogwoods. The future

0:39:29.320 --> 0:39:33.080
<v Speaker 2>remained a mystery, but whatever lay beyond, these children could

0:39:33.120 --> 0:39:36.120
<v Speaker 2>trust it would be beautiful and free and bursting with life.

0:39:37.920 --> 0:39:44.120
<v Speaker 3>The end, well, that was such a beautiful way to

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:47.320
<v Speaker 3>build a world. For some reason, I really enjoyed that.

0:39:47.760 --> 0:39:48.600
<v Speaker 3>It was really nice.

0:39:49.120 --> 0:39:56.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I really, I'm really struck by the the grace

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<v Speaker 2>of it, the earnestness of it, the like mm hm,

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<v Speaker 2>the attempt to understand even as you're like painting, like

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<v Speaker 2>ah's damn angry guys yelling, you know, like it's the

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<v Speaker 2>most like Okay, it's like the most prison abolitionist thing

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<v Speaker 2>I've ever read. It's the most like let's make each

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<v Speaker 2>other better thing, And it also like even has like

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<v Speaker 2>the protagonist also getting needlessly angry, right and like.

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<v Speaker 3>No, you're right. It's every character is whole and complicated

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<v Speaker 3>and has and has afforded grace and I think, I,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, it's human. Yeah, it's a very human story.

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<v Speaker 3>I really liked that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks, Yeah, I am. I made Ian have to go

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<v Speaker 2>back and cut it out because it cut pieces out

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<v Speaker 2>because I started crying while I was reading it, which

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<v Speaker 2>is like really not what I expected, you know. But

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<v Speaker 2>it's like, I mean, this is like there's almost like

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<v Speaker 2>some of it's like so earnest that I'm almost like, ah,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, it was like pretty earnest. And then

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, that's because this is just kind of what

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<v Speaker 2>I want. Like, even if it's like a little bit

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<v Speaker 2>like it's very utopian, it's very like oh it'll work out, right,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's like, yeah, we need stories that remind us

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<v Speaker 2>that things can get better, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's all like a future where everyone is like

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<v Speaker 3>apocalyptic and struggling and whatever. It's it's a future that

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<v Speaker 3>we can make better.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Well I'm gonna read the bio. Sim Kern.

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<v Speaker 2>Sim Kern is the USA Today best selling author of

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<v Speaker 2>The Free People's Village and Indie Next Pick. Their debut

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<v Speaker 2>horror novella, Depart. Depart has an exclamation mark at the end,

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<v Speaker 2>was selected for the Honor List of the twenty twenty

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<v Speaker 2>Otherwise Award, and their short story collection Real Sugar Is

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<v Speaker 2>Hard to Find was hailed in a starred review by

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<v Speaker 2>Publishers Weekly as a urgent but still achingly tender work

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<v Speaker 2>that will wow any reader of speculative fiction. As a journalist,

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<v Speaker 2>they report on petrochemical polluters and drag space billionaires. Sim

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<v Speaker 2>spent ten years teaching English to middle and high schoolers

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<v Speaker 2>in Houston, Texas before shifting to writing full time. Find

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<v Speaker 2>them all over the Internet, but especially on TikTok at

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<v Speaker 2>Sim Kern is SI M K E r N, and

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<v Speaker 2>also find them on It could happen here like a

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<v Speaker 2>couple weeks ago, possibly more. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I really liked them. I'm trying to convince you all

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<v Speaker 4>to have them on more. I mean I want I

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<v Speaker 4>would love to have them on more. I told them

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<v Speaker 4>after we were done, I was I was like, this

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<v Speaker 4>is not the end. Yeah, you're gonna have to come back.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they're so knowledgeable and I don't know, you can

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<v Speaker 3>tell I feel like with someone's writing style, like the

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<v Speaker 3>maybe earnestness is the word I'm thinking of because you

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<v Speaker 3>kept saying it, but like that's what I mean, Like

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, Like the writing of a

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<v Speaker 3>person really indicates a deeper level of them. Does that

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<v Speaker 3>make sense? Am I making sense? It's been a long day.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, you can twelve pm it like it reflects

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<v Speaker 2>something about you know, obviously, like people write in styles

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<v Speaker 2>that are not like you know, you can't tell everything

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<v Speaker 2>about an author based on just like what they write

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<v Speaker 2>or whatever, but you could you could tell something. And

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<v Speaker 2>like you can tell like on the details they focus

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<v Speaker 2>on and what they choose to describe about a person. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it seems awesome and they will definitely be on. It

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<v Speaker 2>could happen here more. But the first episode they were

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<v Speaker 2>on came out a couple of weeks ago about anti Zionism,

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<v Speaker 2>So I would recommend that if you want to listen. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, well that's going to do it for book

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