WEBVTT - WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

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<v Speaker 1>All from Sophie.

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<v Speaker 2>Sophie, Hello, you answered I did? Is that surprising to you?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>This is amazing to me.

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<v Speaker 2>My night, Sophie. Listen, I have a question for you

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<v Speaker 2>on my own speakerphone right now.

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<v Speaker 5>You're on speakerphone, am I?

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm asking you if I am on speakerphone right now?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 2>How old are you, Sophie?

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<v Speaker 4>I have twenty one?

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<v Speaker 2>There's twenty one. I don't know about you, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>feeling twenty one. What's up, Sophie? How's your what? What?

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<v Speaker 6>What? What? What?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you do all day? What are you doing

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<v Speaker 2>before you called in? What do you do this morning?

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<v Speaker 4>I just took a big fat elephant shit. So now

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<v Speaker 4>I'm feeling like a skinny legend.

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<v Speaker 2>You took a big fat elephant shit.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, fuck?

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<v Speaker 3>Great?

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<v Speaker 7>So nice?

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<v Speaker 4>No pops favorite chocolate? Sorry, okay, okay, I'll just this

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<v Speaker 4>is so exciting. Anyway, today I've worked. It was not fun.

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<v Speaker 4>It just happened. But like a bitch, need's funny right.

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<v Speaker 4>Other than that, I just I did nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>I honestly to work because because quote, a bitch needs money.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you need money for?

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<v Speaker 6>Life?

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<v Speaker 4>Tuition?

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<v Speaker 2>Tuition? What do you what are you, and what are

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<v Speaker 2>you in school to do.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm in school to be a teacher. So I really

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<v Speaker 4>hope none of my students are watching this?

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<v Speaker 8>Why?

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<v Speaker 2>Why? Why do you hope none of your students are

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<v Speaker 2>watching this? What does that mean? Do you feel as

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<v Speaker 2>though you're portraying yourself in a way in which you

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<v Speaker 2>would not want your students to see?

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<v Speaker 4>No, I just don't want them to know I swear.

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<v Speaker 2>Why don't you want them to know that you swear?

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, you have a beautiful opportunity here, because look,

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<v Speaker 2>your kids, they're going to be exposed to swearing at

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<v Speaker 2>some point, so they might as well do it through

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<v Speaker 2>you person that hopefully they will they will, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like and trust.

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<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm you mean, I mean you got point? But like,

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like there's some laws against that from happening

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<v Speaker 4>in policies that I could be severely but fucked by.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there there is? There's no law all right, morally

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<v Speaker 2>morals aside whether you should or shouldn't do something, aside

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<v Speaker 2>strictly legally speaking, I don't think there are any laws

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<v Speaker 2>that say you cannot look a child in the face

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<v Speaker 2>and call them a cunt.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I mean, if you're in Australia, that's just kind

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<v Speaker 4>of like the norm. But I'm from Canada, so we're

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<v Speaker 4>a little bit more polite here.

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<v Speaker 2>We usually call Again, I'm not talking about I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>talking about societal social norms. I'm legally speaking. You can

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<v Speaker 2>you can call a child a cunt and nothing, and

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<v Speaker 2>you won't go to jail.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, like one they could. They don't know me, but

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<v Speaker 4>if I'm in front of a class, no, even.

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<v Speaker 2>If they know you, I think it's I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>there's any laws against that. I don't know if I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I don't even know if they I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think it's I don't know if it's in the student

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<v Speaker 2>handbook where you work or anything, or the teacher's manual.

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<v Speaker 2>But there's no it's I'm just saying it's not illegal.

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<v Speaker 2>You will face no legal repercussions if you do it.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, you're kind of convincing, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And you'll give them a fun story. How I wish

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<v Speaker 2>I had a story about when I when I was

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<v Speaker 2>in fourth grade, my teacher called me a cunt. That's

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<v Speaker 2>like if you if my teacher called me a cunt,

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<v Speaker 2>and now I got to tell people that that happened

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<v Speaker 2>to me once. That's like, like you kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>my teacher gave me a gift there a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>I have a fun story now in great.

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<v Speaker 4>Stream my teacher called me a disappointment. Disappointment, so that's.

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<v Speaker 2>Not as funny as a cunt, but it's actually kind

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<v Speaker 2>of sad. Do you feel like that affected you throughout

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<v Speaker 2>your life? Do you feel like does that? Does that

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<v Speaker 2>affect you up until this day?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, considering the fact that I'm still severely depressed, probably,

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<v Speaker 4>but like I feel like I was depressed before that,

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<v Speaker 4>so maybe it just made me.

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<v Speaker 2>Have right, So so I don't think it has affected

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<v Speaker 2>you because you how much of your current depression is

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<v Speaker 2>linked do you think to that event?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm probably like negatives two percent, because at the end

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<v Speaker 4>of the day, I still don't give a fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear

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<v Speaker 2>that you don't give a fuck. What's your name again?

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<v Speaker 4>My name's Sophie.

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<v Speaker 2>Sophia was a pleasure speaking with you.

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<v Speaker 4>I love you have a good name.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you too. I believe that one day our

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<v Speaker 2>souls we bond it together forever in the Kingdom of

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<v Speaker 2>Heaven and I can't'not wait until then. Good night, Sophie.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't believe in Jesus. I'll meet you, and.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't have to because he will reveal himself to

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<v Speaker 2>you one point or another, whether you like it or not.

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<v Speaker 9>It goes on the line making your phone calls every

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<v Speaker 9>night ever, goes to teaching you how to.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Nick.

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<v Speaker 2>Nick.

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<v Speaker 8>Yes, how are you?

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<v Speaker 2>That's a stupid que I hate that question. I hate

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<v Speaker 2>that question. It's a waste of time, It's a dumb question.

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<v Speaker 8>I decided a few years ago that I would always

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<v Speaker 8>answer that question honestly.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. How has that decision gone for you?

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<v Speaker 4>Guys?

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<v Speaker 2>Have you how has that affected your life?

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<v Speaker 6>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>What taught me vulnerability people, and essentially it got me sober.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. I'm a big fan of vulnerability with people.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that we only have so much time on

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<v Speaker 2>this earth. We should be true to our feelings.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, you have to connect with people, and if you're

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<v Speaker 8>not vulnerable and open, you lack connection. And that's when

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<v Speaker 8>that's when my mind goes dark. I love when I

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<v Speaker 8>feel alone.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that.

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<v Speaker 8>But hey, I need some advice. I have a meeting

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<v Speaker 8>in twenty minutes with a professor of a math class

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<v Speaker 8>I'm taking, and we just finished a semester long group

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<v Speaker 8>project in which one of the participants, there were three

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<v Speaker 8>of us, one of them, didn't do anything and then

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<v Speaker 8>messaged us asking if he could use this project. It's

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<v Speaker 8>a very intense project. We wrote an algorithm that is spectacular.

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<v Speaker 8>It's a great project. Well, it would be great on

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<v Speaker 8>a resume. And he didn't do anything, and he asked

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<v Speaker 8>if he could put it on the resume, and we

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<v Speaker 8>don't know how to tell him no without taking all

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<v Speaker 8>of his points off of the project. He's a nice

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<v Speaker 8>enough kid, you know. And that's how projects go. One

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<v Speaker 8>person doesn't do anything, no matter what, taking all.

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<v Speaker 2>Of his points off the project. When you say taking

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<v Speaker 2>all his points on the project, if all of his

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<v Speaker 2>points get taken off the project, okay, is this like

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<v Speaker 2>a collective thing? So if his points get taken off

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<v Speaker 2>the project, it affects every everyone.

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<v Speaker 8>No, No, we would still the two of us that

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<v Speaker 8>did all the work would still get a fine grade.

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<v Speaker 6>All right.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, here's my actual advice on this. I think if

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<v Speaker 2>I were in your position, and I've been in similarish positions,

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<v Speaker 2>I would just be like he all he wants to

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<v Speaker 2>do is put on a resume like for jobs.

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, let him, let him do it.

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<v Speaker 2>The universe will play out, I'd say, let him do it. Look, look,

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<v Speaker 2>things will play out how they're going to play out.

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<v Speaker 2>No matter what. He'll get fucked eventually, or maybe he

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<v Speaker 2>won't get fucked and he'll be able to bullshit his

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<v Speaker 2>way through life forever. But that doesn't affect you. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't lose anything. You did the project. You're the

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<v Speaker 2>guy who knew how to do the thing, and you

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<v Speaker 2>will forever be the guy who knew to do the thing.

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<v Speaker 2>No one can take that away from you. You have

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<v Speaker 2>hard mathematic like real hard skills to do things. So like, look,

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<v Speaker 2>will it take anything away from you for this other

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<v Speaker 2>guy to put it on his resume. People will disagree

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<v Speaker 2>with me here, but it's not gonna take anything away

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<v Speaker 2>from you. The university gonna play out the every way

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<v Speaker 2>it plays out. Just if it's such a big deal

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<v Speaker 2>for you, I actually feel like you gain more by

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<v Speaker 2>just taking the path of least resistance and just fucking

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<v Speaker 2>let him do it whatever he wants to do, right, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>because it doesn't affect you. This really doesn't affect it.

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<v Speaker 2>The most this is affecting you is right now as

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<v Speaker 2>you're like dealing with the stress of making the decision.

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<v Speaker 2>So just make the decision and then this will never

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<v Speaker 2>affect you ever again.

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<v Speaker 6>All Right.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, you know, I'm real fifty fifty on it, and

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<v Speaker 8>I think he might be right, because honestly, he's a

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<v Speaker 8>nice enough kid. He had other things going on, but

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<v Speaker 8>so does everybody. It just feels it just feels unfair.

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<v Speaker 8>And maybe I'm just being too self absorbed about it

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<v Speaker 8>being unfair to me to really recognize that. You know,

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<v Speaker 8>there's there's bigger problems out there.

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<v Speaker 2>I look might be wrong. I'm sure people disagree with me,

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<v Speaker 2>But if I'm talking about like what I would do

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<v Speaker 2>if I'm in your situation, just for my own sake

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<v Speaker 2>of taking the path of least resistance, which I like

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<v Speaker 2>to take, I'd just feel like fuck it, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you have your skills. You did the project.

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<v Speaker 2>It's your work. You know that, and you can you

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<v Speaker 2>you no one can take these skills away from you

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<v Speaker 2>ever again. And you can use these in a job,

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<v Speaker 2>and you can use these in your own entrepreneurial pursuits.

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<v Speaker 2>You know your life's going to be great. No matter what.

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<v Speaker 8>Well, thank you very much. I think that that's some

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<v Speaker 8>good Beck. Were's some things up for me?

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<v Speaker 2>Of course? Would you say your name was? I'm Nick Nick.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that vulnerability thing, Nick Nick. Nick. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if you Nick? Do do who Mark Manson is?

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<v Speaker 8>Mark Manson?

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<v Speaker 6>No, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, he's reading a couple of books about that that

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<v Speaker 2>I think are really good. You check him out. I

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<v Speaker 2>think you would like them, Mark Manson.

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<v Speaker 8>I'll write that back.

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<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah, you have a good rest of done it, Nick.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you you too, Thanks so much, all from Andrew.

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<v Speaker 2>Andrew baby, Hey, hey, hey, yeah, I think hey yeah

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<v Speaker 2>is uh.

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<v Speaker 10>Yes, I really don't know what I'm supposed to say

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<v Speaker 10>right now?

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<v Speaker 6>My bad.

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<v Speaker 2>No, you know what, There is no like thing that

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<v Speaker 2>you're supposed to say.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, all right, I could use your insight.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll do the best that I can. We've there's been, undeniably,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you've been watching the stream, but

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<v Speaker 2>undeniably there have been times where people tonight have asked

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<v Speaker 2>me for insight and I haven't didn't know what to say,

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<v Speaker 2>but I've I've I think I've tried at least my

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<v Speaker 2>best for each time. So I will give you my

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<v Speaker 2>best attempt at providing insight.

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<v Speaker 10>All Right, So I grew up in a really conservative family,

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<v Speaker 10>and uh, I don't really want to live with my

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<v Speaker 10>girlfriend before we get married. I think that they're bound.

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<v Speaker 10>And she said that she will not marry me until

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<v Speaker 10>we live together.

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<v Speaker 2>M Well, when you okay, Well, here here's what I

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<v Speaker 2>think off the bat is when you say I grew

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<v Speaker 2>up in a conservative household. Where you grew up in

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<v Speaker 2>my opinion, doesn't matter. You now as an individual, having

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<v Speaker 2>grown up having access to think and believe and value

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<v Speaker 2>whatever it is you want to think and believe in value,

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<v Speaker 2>do you believe that you know for whatever you know?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you do you not believe in living with someone

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<v Speaker 2>before you marry them, regardless of how you were raised

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<v Speaker 2>to believe this? That's fine. I don't think there's anything

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<v Speaker 2>wrong with you, know that being something you value. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>just saying I would hope it's something that you value

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<v Speaker 2>because you value it, not because your parents told.

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<v Speaker 6>You to value it.

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<v Speaker 10>It is because something I value.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, That's what I was getting at.

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<v Speaker 10>And so, like, I don't know, I'm just kind of

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<v Speaker 10>struggling with this. And then also I'm pretty sure that

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<v Speaker 10>if I do move in with her, that means that, like,

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<v Speaker 10>it's like, I have scholarships for college and then I'm

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<v Speaker 10>a reservist E three in the Air Force, so I

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<v Speaker 10>have that bring in money. But I'm just like and

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<v Speaker 10>I work also in conjunction to like pay off college.

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<v Speaker 10>But like, I'm like a couple grand short, and uh, like,

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<v Speaker 10>I'm pretty sure if I move in with my girlfriend,

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<v Speaker 10>parents will probably cut me off on that little extra

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<v Speaker 10>help that I need. And so like I'm trying not

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<v Speaker 10>to go into debt and do all this, that and

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<v Speaker 10>the other while you know, just to satisfy her.

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<v Speaker 2>That's tough, man. I mean, well, how important is your

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<v Speaker 2>relationship with your girlfriend? There's an honest question pulling esbend together.

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<v Speaker 10>Don't to better? Pushing on a here and now at

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<v Speaker 10>this point? Okay, I mean i'd find so like for

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<v Speaker 10>me though, for me, like most of my relationships wouldn't

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<v Speaker 10>get past a month because when I was in high school,

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<v Speaker 10>accidentally knocked up a girl and then we lost the kid,

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<v Speaker 10>and I couldn't like handle being serious with anyone.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry to hear that that must have been a

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<v Speaker 2>very intense experience.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, it was a lot for a sixteen year old, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, I mean, look my own person, how old are

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<v Speaker 2>you now? Eighteen?

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<v Speaker 4>Do what?

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<v Speaker 2>How old are you now? Eighteen?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I'm almost nineteen.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be honest my personal belief. I mean, first

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<v Speaker 2>of all, nineteen, I only been seeing each other year.

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<v Speaker 2>I think, I mean your values aside, I think I

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<v Speaker 2>personally think that's a little that's a little young and

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<v Speaker 2>a little early, a little young of you and a

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<v Speaker 2>little young in your relationship to be moving in together.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, And we've been fighting over it so much.

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<v Speaker 6>It's like.

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<v Speaker 10>It's having me consider like, oh no, she's like backing

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<v Speaker 10>me into a wall in this one, Like whether I

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<v Speaker 10>should just not given to that old made them it

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<v Speaker 10>to be like all right, well we are meant to

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<v Speaker 10>be together.

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<v Speaker 2>Then look if that's if that's the decision you come to.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think that's a terrible thing. I mean sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>you have to evaluate if you know, your values match

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<v Speaker 2>the values of the person that you're trying to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>be in a relationship with, and if they don't. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think it's necessarily tragic. It's just is what

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<v Speaker 2>it is.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And also ultimatums, Yeah, never really sit right with me

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<v Speaker 2>because they're a little bit controlling, and I don't feel

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<v Speaker 2>like your partner should be trying to control you.

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<v Speaker 10>They're manipulative.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're a little manipulative. I mean, if your partner's

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<v Speaker 2>trying to give you an ultimatation, that's not a good sign.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, And I've voiced that to her already. And I'm

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<v Speaker 10>just like, man, I don't really know what to do here, so.

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<v Speaker 8>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 10>I appreciate your insight.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, for sure, I'm not going to tell you what

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<v Speaker 2>to do one way or another. But those are my thoughts.

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<v Speaker 2>I think if some people are trying to give you

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<v Speaker 2>ultimatums and force you in the corners, that doesn't sound

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<v Speaker 2>like to me the signs of a healthy relationship.

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<v Speaker 6>All right, well, thank you, of course.

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<v Speaker 2>Man. You have the rest of the name.

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<v Speaker 10>Hey, you have a blessed day.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>I will all from Bobby.

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<v Speaker 2>Bobby?

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<v Speaker 11>What up thereby?

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<v Speaker 6>Get go?

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<v Speaker 2>How you tell me everything? Tell me nothing? Who are you?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, my name is Bobby.

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<v Speaker 12>Uh.

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<v Speaker 11>I mean I feel like, yeah, I mean, what else

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<v Speaker 11>would you? What else is there? Really? I mean, there's

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<v Speaker 11>the name in there's outer space. But I don't know, man,

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<v Speaker 11>I just thought it'd be nice to call somebody and

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<v Speaker 11>talk and I saw you was he was doing a

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<v Speaker 11>thing online.

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<v Speaker 2>M Do you talk to a lot of people in

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<v Speaker 2>your day to day life.

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<v Speaker 11>I do. I'm a cook and a bartender at a

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<v Speaker 11>golf course resort grow room, and I'm Travilhurst for a

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<v Speaker 11>funeral Hume, So I thought a lot, Yes, sir.

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<v Speaker 2>That must be. That must be actually a very stressful gig.

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<v Speaker 11>I'd say less stressful and more uh thought provoking. You know,

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<v Speaker 11>it makes you think a lot. It keeps you kind

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<v Speaker 11>of you know, grounded in a certain way.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, if it's a good It is good

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<v Speaker 2>to be consistently reminded of death because it gives I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like it gives you more value to life.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, man, you know, it's just like you don't remember

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<v Speaker 11>any of the families that you meet, You don't remember

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<v Speaker 11>any of the people that you drive. But you know,

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<v Speaker 11>for some of those people, you know, you you're a

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<v Speaker 11>big part in their lives. I mean, you know, talking

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<v Speaker 11>to them and helping them through that time. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 11>it's all about.

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<v Speaker 2>Perspective as anything. I mean, that's a lot of stress too,

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<v Speaker 2>because like I mean, that's the you got all you

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<v Speaker 2>got some precious cargo in the back.

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<v Speaker 4>You know that.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, you know it ain't it ain't no time to

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<v Speaker 11>be driving. It's you got to be aware. You know,

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<v Speaker 11>it's take you know, it's it's it's the whole thing

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<v Speaker 11>is about awareness and you know, knowing what you're what

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<v Speaker 11>you're doing.

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<v Speaker 2>Damn could do you do you text and drive in

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<v Speaker 2>your off time? Do you text and drive as when

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<v Speaker 2>you're a civilian?

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<v Speaker 11>You know, when I'm in my civilian life, I might

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<v Speaker 11>pull up my phone is to stop light and text

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<v Speaker 11>my linger into me driving, you know, once that light

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<v Speaker 11>turns green. But I generally try and stay off the

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<v Speaker 11>phone while I'm on the road.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I think that's good.

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<v Speaker 11>Donte to end up in the casket as No.

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<v Speaker 2>No, have you ever thought about like what what if

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<v Speaker 2>you were dead? What would you want your host driver

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<v Speaker 2>to be like?

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<v Speaker 11>As a person, I think I'd want to carry a conversation,

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<v Speaker 11>you know. I think I'd want somebody that's not afraid

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<v Speaker 11>to talk to me and talk to themselves. I like

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<v Speaker 11>to have a little moment with the person while I'm

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<v Speaker 11>driving them, you know, let them know that that everything's

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<v Speaker 11>going to be okay here while they're doing what they're

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<v Speaker 11>going to be doing for the rest of eternity.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. So you you talk to the.

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<v Speaker 11>Corpses, oh yeah, one hundred percent, because it ain't.

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<v Speaker 2>All those conversations go I mean, I'm I mean one sided.

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<v Speaker 2>I assume you know, it.

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<v Speaker 11>Can get a little it can get a little boring,

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<v Speaker 11>but you know, it's just about trying to make you know,

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<v Speaker 11>it's it's it's about the connection. Like I said, it

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<v Speaker 11>ain't just the hearse driving either. I mean, it's you know,

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<v Speaker 11>kind of getting the bodies ready, getting them, you know,

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<v Speaker 11>to with the with the formaldehyde fluid to go into

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<v Speaker 11>the casket and get prep for the family to see.

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<v Speaker 11>So you get a lot of alone time with you know,

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<v Speaker 11>with the people.

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<v Speaker 2>M m, are there any you know, let me ask

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<v Speaker 2>you something. Maybe this is kind of dark, but do

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<v Speaker 2>you ever have a conversation with the corpse and then

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<v Speaker 2>at the end you're like, damn, I wish you weren't

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<v Speaker 2>dead so we could hang out more.

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<v Speaker 11>You know, honestly, like and not to be like, I

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<v Speaker 11>don't know negative. A lot of times it's kind of

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<v Speaker 11>like the people just based on looking at them and

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<v Speaker 11>you know, just making a surface level judgment. It's almost like,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, I'm kind of glad you're bad for me

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<v Speaker 11>to be talking to you, because I don't know if

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<v Speaker 11>I be having as interesting or even want to have

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<v Speaker 11>a conversation with you if you were alive. So it's

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<v Speaker 11>you know, I think it's and I can talk about

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<v Speaker 11>whatever I want. I got, you know, I can talk

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<v Speaker 11>about baseball if I want to talk about baseball. I

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<v Speaker 11>ain't gotta be, you know, always on some deep stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>M yeah, I could. So you're telling me, so you've

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<v Speaker 2>looked at someone, You've looked at these people, and you've thought, gee,

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<v Speaker 2>the most interesting thing about you is that you're dead.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, you can kind of tell somebody's lived a you know,

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<v Speaker 11>a spectacular life or you know, kind of spend time

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<v Speaker 11>under the radar, And is.

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<v Speaker 2>There any good real quick? What do you look for visually?

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<v Speaker 2>Are there any visual signals up from a corpse that

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<v Speaker 2>indicate that it had a boring life?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, you can kind of see. I mean, I don't

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<v Speaker 11>know if you'd call you getting When you look at

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<v Speaker 11>somebody's faith, I mean you can tell. I mean, sometimes

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<v Speaker 11>they die when that when they're sixty and they look

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<v Speaker 11>like they're eighty five. I live in West Virginia, uh

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<v Speaker 11>in kind of a farm town, and so, you know,

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<v Speaker 11>you deal with a lot of people that are, you know,

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<v Speaker 11>look a lot older than they might be. You can

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<v Speaker 11>tell a lot of people just kind of spent their life,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, with their heads down in their work and

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<v Speaker 11>not doing much else, which you know, it's sad or

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<v Speaker 11>however you want to it might be good for them.

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<v Speaker 11>You don't know. But you can really tell, you know,

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<v Speaker 11>how hard a person worked or really what they did,

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<v Speaker 11>just by looking at you know, looking at how they look.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say? Your name was, Bobby? Bobby? Look

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<v Speaker 2>before we go, I want to know, oh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>what are your plans for the future. How do you

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<v Speaker 2>plan to make the most of this life? Uh?

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<v Speaker 11>Well, I'm a musician, so in my spare time, you know,

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<v Speaker 11>I'm writing music. I do streams on Reddit occasionally they

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<v Speaker 11>tend to go pretty well. I've got, you know, some

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<v Speaker 11>production credits in the works right now with some with

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<v Speaker 11>some pretty cool people. And I'm just you know, trying

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<v Speaker 11>to grind away on my instruments doing what I do.

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<v Speaker 6>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>Good luck, Bobby, I hope you never die.

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<v Speaker 11>You know, it happens to all of us. So I

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<v Speaker 11>just hope my herds driver's pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah for good night, Bobby.

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<v Speaker 11>He's out, but not me.

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<v Speaker 2>It happens to all of us, he says, not knowing

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<v Speaker 2>who he's talking to, an immortal lizard. Wait, shit, I

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<v Speaker 2>actually think no, not dying would be worse. I think

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<v Speaker 2>living forever is way, in all seriousness that living forever

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<v Speaker 2>has just got to be way worse than dying, because

0:23:07.480 --> 0:23:13.000
<v Speaker 2>think about it, everyone ever has it died. It's a

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<v Speaker 2>it's a blue chip, proven way to die. I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like immortality is highly uncharted territory and I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to chart that territory alone. If I were in a

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<v Speaker 2>group of like a hundred other people who were also

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<v Speaker 2>mortal and maybe could form a cool community there, that

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<v Speaker 2>would be fun. But if I was just the only

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<v Speaker 2>person that was a mortal, that would be really lonely.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Emily Day to accept Emily.

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<v Speaker 2>Emily, Emily, Hi, how are you? Emily?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm good?

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<v Speaker 8>Thank you?

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<v Speaker 13>How are you?

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<v Speaker 14>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm trying, Emily? What do you? What do you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Have we ever spoken before?

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<v Speaker 4>We haven't?

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<v Speaker 2>This this is your first ye have you ever? How

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<v Speaker 2>often do you have conversations with other people, or you

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<v Speaker 2>k new are you when you say it's your first time,

0:24:23.119 --> 0:24:24.520
<v Speaker 2>do you make it's your first time talking to me?

0:24:24.640 --> 0:24:27.080
<v Speaker 2>Or it's like this is a fresh experience to you.

0:24:27.200 --> 0:24:29.840
<v Speaker 2>Just the idea that two people can communicate with each

0:24:29.880 --> 0:24:31.359
<v Speaker 2>other over the phone even though they're not in the

0:24:31.359 --> 0:24:35.320
<v Speaker 2>same room. Because it is very exciting technology, even though

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it's pretty old, but it's still exciting.

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<v Speaker 13>I mean a little bit of both. Because it's actually

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<v Speaker 13>funny because I'm watching you right now, so it's like

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<v Speaker 13>a weird like I can hear myself kind of things.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird. I agree with that you can hear yourself. Oh

0:24:49.640 --> 0:24:51.560
<v Speaker 2>that's your first problem. You gotta stop watching. You gotta

0:24:51.960 --> 0:24:53.560
<v Speaker 2>take what do you What do you got there?

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<v Speaker 15>You am?

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<v Speaker 2>I on the phone, the laptop, of the computer. Take

0:24:56.040 --> 0:24:57.840
<v Speaker 2>them all, throw them away. You're not gonna need.

0:24:59.640 --> 0:25:04.080
<v Speaker 13>Actual right on the TV. Right on the TV.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, leave the TV room, dude, in the now.

0:25:10.560 --> 0:25:12.760
<v Speaker 2>The kitchen. Do you have a nice kitchen? Do you

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<v Speaker 2>have granite?

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know.

0:25:16.040 --> 0:25:17.919
<v Speaker 13>Actually I actually just rent so I don't know what

0:25:17.920 --> 0:25:19.359
<v Speaker 13>they put in, but it is very nice.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't know what do you mean?

0:25:21.080 --> 0:25:21.240
<v Speaker 6>You know?

0:25:21.240 --> 0:25:25.240
<v Speaker 2>How do you not know what if you have granite, Well.

0:25:25.200 --> 0:25:28.800
<v Speaker 13>It looks like a stone of some sort, but I

0:25:28.840 --> 0:25:36.600
<v Speaker 13>don't know it looks like to be honest with you.

0:25:33.920 --> 0:25:36.320
<v Speaker 2>Neither do I. What can you do? Emily?

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<v Speaker 13>Well, I don't really know. I mean, I guess today

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<v Speaker 13>I started making a rug, so I guess I could shot.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm making a rug. How does one make a rug?

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<v Speaker 2>What is the process?

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<v Speaker 13>Have you ever seen people with those like guns that

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<v Speaker 13>shoot out the yarn that goes into a rug?

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<v Speaker 2>I have no I've never seen someone shoot a yard

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<v Speaker 2>a yarn gun.

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<v Speaker 13>Okay, well I don't have one of those, but I

0:26:06.520 --> 0:26:10.199
<v Speaker 13>have like a hand held form so I just like

0:26:10.440 --> 0:26:12.919
<v Speaker 13>do this thing called punch needling, and then it just

0:26:13.080 --> 0:26:15.560
<v Speaker 13>goes right in and then it just stays there and

0:26:15.600 --> 0:26:19.560
<v Speaker 13>it's stuck. So you just put the yarn into the

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<v Speaker 13>like fabric and then.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, this yarn gun. Can this be used as some

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<v Speaker 2>sort of a weapon theoretically?

0:26:26.720 --> 0:26:27.000
<v Speaker 6>Does it?

0:26:27.080 --> 0:26:29.760
<v Speaker 2>Can it pain or or harm?

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<v Speaker 13>I don't think it would because it's not like it's

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<v Speaker 13>shooting anything really except for the yarn, So I don't think.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't think you can get hit from it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's here's where I'm curious, is what made you decide

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<v Speaker 2>to boy to make a rug when you could just

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<v Speaker 2>buy one.

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<v Speaker 13>I kind of just decided I wanted it to be

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<v Speaker 13>like a specific way, and I wanted to make like

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<v Speaker 13>a custom thing. And also I think rugs are really expensive.

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<v Speaker 13>I'm very broke.

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<v Speaker 2>The amount of time that you would spend making a

0:27:05.560 --> 0:27:10.159
<v Speaker 2>rug would definitely be I would trade the amount of

0:27:10.160 --> 0:27:12.639
<v Speaker 2>money to have the time of not doing that. But

0:27:12.680 --> 0:27:15.800
<v Speaker 2>that's my own personal decision. This is your own personal decision,

0:27:15.840 --> 0:27:18.879
<v Speaker 2>and I respect it. Is there, are you making a

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<v Speaker 2>cool design? What color is the rug?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh?

0:27:22.119 --> 0:27:25.520
<v Speaker 13>Well, it's pink and purple and white, and it's gonna

0:27:25.520 --> 0:27:29.159
<v Speaker 13>be kind of like, I don't know how to explain it,

0:27:29.280 --> 0:27:33.160
<v Speaker 13>kind of like wavy. It's just abstract.

0:27:34.720 --> 0:27:37.399
<v Speaker 2>I like it. I listen before we go, I mean

0:27:37.440 --> 0:27:42.520
<v Speaker 2>this rug. Do you feel as though this design is

0:27:42.560 --> 0:27:44.639
<v Speaker 2>some sort of I mean, is there a sense of

0:27:45.280 --> 0:27:48.600
<v Speaker 2>self expression in here? Do you feel as of this design?

0:27:48.880 --> 0:27:53.040
<v Speaker 2>Is there's something you're trying to say with it? Could

0:27:53.080 --> 0:27:56.080
<v Speaker 2>it be interpreted a message from it? Perhaps the colors

0:27:56.119 --> 0:27:58.320
<v Speaker 2>and the scheme of things. Is it a metaphor for anything?

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<v Speaker 13>I don't think it's a metaphor, but I think it's

0:28:03.040 --> 0:28:06.320
<v Speaker 13>kind of like a sort of aesthetic. Maybe I'm going

0:28:06.359 --> 0:28:06.600
<v Speaker 13>for it.

0:28:06.760 --> 0:28:07.240
<v Speaker 4>So there's that.

0:28:09.520 --> 0:28:12.000
<v Speaker 2>And it just give us real quick one or two

0:28:12.080 --> 0:28:13.480
<v Speaker 2>words describe that aesthetic.

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<v Speaker 13>I had to describe it, it would be like cute

0:28:20.520 --> 0:28:22.400
<v Speaker 13>Animal Crossing character.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, be careful, be careful about Nintendo because they're very

0:28:28.680 --> 0:28:31.679
<v Speaker 2>strict on their copyright. They told because I actually my

0:28:31.800 --> 0:28:34.720
<v Speaker 2>character is based off of a gecko from Animal Crossing

0:28:34.760 --> 0:28:37.600
<v Speaker 2>and they keep sending me letters and pretending like I'm

0:28:37.600 --> 0:28:41.000
<v Speaker 2>not I'm not getting them. So if that happens to you,

0:28:41.040 --> 0:28:43.120
<v Speaker 2>just pretend that you're not getting them, because that's what

0:28:43.160 --> 0:28:43.360
<v Speaker 2>I do.

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<v Speaker 13>And they know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon. I appreciate you, and I

0:28:48.520 --> 0:28:50.360
<v Speaker 2>hopefully your rug goes well. I hope you're able to

0:28:50.400 --> 0:28:51.920
<v Speaker 2>sell it for a million dollars.

0:28:52.560 --> 0:28:54.840
<v Speaker 7>Oh, thank you, that's so kind.

0:28:56.000 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 13>Oh and my my workrind next of Hi. He loves

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:00.560
<v Speaker 13>watching everythey.

0:29:00.480 --> 0:29:02.760
<v Speaker 2>I'll tell your boyfriend Nick that he seems like a

0:29:02.800 --> 0:29:04.280
<v Speaker 2>really cool guy.

0:29:05.240 --> 0:29:06.320
<v Speaker 13>Oh, I will let him know.

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<v Speaker 2>Have a good night, Emily.

0:29:09.840 --> 0:29:10.560
<v Speaker 4>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>You two all from Alana.

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<v Speaker 2>Lana. Hello, what's up Alana?

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<v Speaker 15>Holy shit? What I don't know. I've been trying to

0:29:29.040 --> 0:29:32.200
<v Speaker 15>get on for like a couple of months.

0:29:32.120 --> 0:29:33.600
<v Speaker 2>Trying to get on what dude.

0:29:34.960 --> 0:29:35.440
<v Speaker 15>Therapy?

0:29:35.480 --> 0:29:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Get go? Look, Yes, you dialed the number into your phone, right,

0:29:42.320 --> 0:29:45.320
<v Speaker 2>mm hmm, and someone picked up the phone right.

0:29:46.160 --> 0:29:47.480
<v Speaker 15>Yes, is this Lyle?

0:29:48.280 --> 0:29:50.800
<v Speaker 2>This is this is someone. What's up, Alana? How are you?

0:29:50.880 --> 0:29:52.320
<v Speaker 2>Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?

0:29:53.000 --> 0:29:53.800
<v Speaker 15>I'm pretty good.

0:29:53.840 --> 0:29:54.680
<v Speaker 3>How are you doing?

0:29:55.320 --> 0:29:55.720
<v Speaker 2>What do you?

0:29:56.000 --> 0:29:56.160
<v Speaker 14>Uh?

0:29:56.680 --> 0:29:58.959
<v Speaker 2>What did you do this morning?

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<v Speaker 15>This morning I took my dad's girlfriend's dog on a walk.

0:30:08.880 --> 0:30:11.800
<v Speaker 15>Tried to get it to like pull me on a longboard.

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:13.480
<v Speaker 15>So that was a fun time to learn.

0:30:14.040 --> 0:30:16.400
<v Speaker 2>You tried to get it to pull you on a longboard?

0:30:16.840 --> 0:30:19.080
<v Speaker 15>Yeah, with the leash you kind of like have the

0:30:19.160 --> 0:30:21.040
<v Speaker 15>dog out in front of you to the side and

0:30:21.080 --> 0:30:22.360
<v Speaker 15>then kind.

0:30:22.200 --> 0:30:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Of let it go alta.

0:30:24.120 --> 0:30:26.600
<v Speaker 2>That sounds really dangerous. I feel like you're giving the

0:30:26.640 --> 0:30:29.680
<v Speaker 2>dog a lot of control in that situation over your

0:30:29.760 --> 0:30:31.080
<v Speaker 2>direction and your speed.

0:30:31.840 --> 0:30:34.120
<v Speaker 15>Well, I've learned you kind of keep them on a

0:30:34.200 --> 0:30:35.000
<v Speaker 15>short leash.

0:30:35.280 --> 0:30:36.400
<v Speaker 1>It works a lot better.

0:30:36.840 --> 0:30:37.160
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:30:37.200 --> 0:30:39.520
<v Speaker 15>I'm learning on like a big open parking lot right now,

0:30:39.560 --> 0:30:42.120
<v Speaker 15>and then we probably like work our way up to

0:30:42.240 --> 0:30:44.840
<v Speaker 15>smaller kind of narrower sidewalks.

0:30:45.120 --> 0:30:47.440
<v Speaker 2>What I'm the most afraid how big is the dog?

0:30:47.520 --> 0:30:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Is it a tiny dog or a big dog?

0:30:49.320 --> 0:30:50.160
<v Speaker 4>No, it's a big dog.

0:30:50.200 --> 0:30:50.840
<v Speaker 1>It's a husky.

0:30:51.720 --> 0:30:53.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh a husky all right, Because here's what I'd be

0:30:53.560 --> 0:30:57.520
<v Speaker 2>afraid of is let's say the dog stops suddenly then

0:30:57.680 --> 0:30:59.800
<v Speaker 2>but you still have your wheels or whatever they get

0:30:59.840 --> 0:31:02.840
<v Speaker 2>them momentum and you just see trip and fall onto

0:31:02.880 --> 0:31:04.080
<v Speaker 2>the dog and you crush it.

0:31:05.280 --> 0:31:06.280
<v Speaker 4>Oh that's how you.

0:31:06.200 --> 0:31:07.760
<v Speaker 15>Got to keep it like on to the side. We're

0:31:07.800 --> 0:31:11.880
<v Speaker 15>going slow, like, it's not like a just go and

0:31:11.920 --> 0:31:13.320
<v Speaker 15>then it just starts booking it.

0:31:14.600 --> 0:31:18.640
<v Speaker 2>You're trying to go viral on TikTok and hope it happens. Well,

0:31:18.800 --> 0:31:21.520
<v Speaker 2>I have a question for you, Alana, Yes, So what

0:31:21.640 --> 0:31:23.880
<v Speaker 2>is up? What the hell is wrong with you?

0:31:25.920 --> 0:31:32.200
<v Speaker 15>Well, currently I'm trying to kind of I don't know

0:31:32.200 --> 0:31:36.760
<v Speaker 15>how I would like It's not like cock block maybe,

0:31:37.080 --> 0:31:41.160
<v Speaker 15>but my friend group. Two people in this friend group

0:31:41.160 --> 0:31:45.760
<v Speaker 15>have started like catching feelings for each other. So me

0:31:46.120 --> 0:31:48.560
<v Speaker 15>and a couple of the other people in the friend

0:31:48.600 --> 0:31:53.240
<v Speaker 15>group have decided to kind of stop that from happening.

0:31:54.160 --> 0:31:57.520
<v Speaker 15>It's like that, uh, have you seen Lion King one

0:31:57.520 --> 0:32:01.000
<v Speaker 15>and a half? That one seemed like ontage with Timon

0:32:01.040 --> 0:32:03.520
<v Speaker 15>and poomb are like we can't let this happen. We

0:32:03.640 --> 0:32:05.720
<v Speaker 15>kind of like get in the way. That's kind of

0:32:05.800 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 15>us right now, yeah, but don't tomorrow.

0:32:07.120 --> 0:32:09.320
<v Speaker 2>How does it end? Timon and poomb But earn as

0:32:09.520 --> 0:32:11.600
<v Speaker 2>learn a lesson that that was stupid, right.

0:32:12.840 --> 0:32:17.960
<v Speaker 15>Well, yeah, but we're still stupid. So it's okay, it's okay.

0:32:18.280 --> 0:32:20.840
<v Speaker 2>Why do you what what is your vested interest in

0:32:20.880 --> 0:32:22.760
<v Speaker 2>these two people not being together?

0:32:23.560 --> 0:32:26.360
<v Speaker 15>Because it's gonna mess with the vibe of this friend group.

0:32:26.400 --> 0:32:29.400
<v Speaker 15>We've been together for so long, you've gotten like close.

0:32:30.080 --> 0:32:33.640
<v Speaker 15>And so the girl I love, her name is Ashley,

0:32:33.680 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 15>So Ashley, we just kind of.

0:32:35.480 --> 0:32:37.640
<v Speaker 2>Incorporated into Look what's your name?

0:32:38.480 --> 0:32:38.960
<v Speaker 4>Alana?

0:32:39.680 --> 0:32:41.000
<v Speaker 2>Alana? How old are you?

0:32:41.880 --> 0:32:42.360
<v Speaker 15>Eighteen?

0:32:43.200 --> 0:32:43.640
<v Speaker 2>Alana?

0:32:44.240 --> 0:32:44.600
<v Speaker 10>All right?

0:32:44.840 --> 0:32:48.280
<v Speaker 2>Yes, Look, at one point or another, I'm gonna tell

0:32:48.320 --> 0:32:50.200
<v Speaker 2>you what's gonna happen one point another all of your

0:32:50.200 --> 0:32:53.640
<v Speaker 2>friends are going to get into relationships and uh, they'll

0:32:53.640 --> 0:32:56.959
<v Speaker 2>still be your friends, but their priorities will be with

0:32:57.000 --> 0:33:00.120
<v Speaker 2>their partner instead of you. This is gonna happen. This

0:33:00.160 --> 0:33:06.360
<v Speaker 2>happens to everyone, you know, Get used to it. You know,

0:33:06.440 --> 0:33:11.480
<v Speaker 2>I think that your attempts to foil your friend's happiness

0:33:11.480 --> 0:33:15.920
<v Speaker 2>and interfere with their life is not a good strategy

0:33:16.000 --> 0:33:17.760
<v Speaker 2>for you, because you know, that's not a great way

0:33:17.800 --> 0:33:20.320
<v Speaker 2>to deal with to deal with these problems. You know,

0:33:20.400 --> 0:33:24.320
<v Speaker 2>I'd rather you adapt as opposed to trying to keep

0:33:24.320 --> 0:33:25.960
<v Speaker 2>your friends single forever.

0:33:26.720 --> 0:33:30.480
<v Speaker 15>That's true, That is true. Okay, I can respect that.

0:33:31.360 --> 0:33:35.080
<v Speaker 15>And it's like, I don't know, we're all seniors. We're

0:33:35.120 --> 0:33:38.160
<v Speaker 15>going to college soon, so it's more like we're trying

0:33:38.160 --> 0:33:41.560
<v Speaker 15>to stop something from like a summer flome and then

0:33:42.280 --> 0:33:44.960
<v Speaker 15>kind of everyone goes off. But yeah, you know what,

0:33:45.040 --> 0:33:45.840
<v Speaker 15>I can respect that.

0:33:47.360 --> 0:33:51.200
<v Speaker 2>The energy that you might spend trying to, you know,

0:33:51.600 --> 0:33:54.520
<v Speaker 2>break up this this this romance, I feel like you

0:33:54.520 --> 0:33:58.040
<v Speaker 2>could better spend the energy, you know, planning your own feature.

0:33:58.040 --> 0:33:59.960
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you're going to college, right, You're going away.

0:34:00.040 --> 0:34:01.800
<v Speaker 2>Why don't you prepare for that?

0:34:03.080 --> 0:34:06.960
<v Speaker 15>Yeah? All right, how do you suppose I should do that?

0:34:07.040 --> 0:34:07.240
<v Speaker 11>Then?

0:34:07.800 --> 0:34:08.839
<v Speaker 2>What are you going to school for?

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:11.040
<v Speaker 15>Commercial aviation?

0:34:12.040 --> 0:34:15.000
<v Speaker 2>Commercial aviation? Watch a bunch of YouTube videos about planes?

0:34:16.719 --> 0:34:17.200
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:34:19.160 --> 0:34:20.399
<v Speaker 10>Huh?

0:34:21.120 --> 0:34:22.000
<v Speaker 15>I think I can do that.

0:34:23.040 --> 0:34:25.600
<v Speaker 2>And then what's gonna happen. You're gonna go to college

0:34:25.840 --> 0:34:29.640
<v Speaker 2>and the first two semesters, every every class you take everything,

0:34:29.640 --> 0:34:31.120
<v Speaker 2>they say, you're gonna be in your head. You're gonna

0:34:31.160 --> 0:34:32.960
<v Speaker 2>be like already learned all this fucking show on YouTube.

0:34:33.280 --> 0:34:35.359
<v Speaker 2>Now you're gonna drop out, and you know, get your

0:34:35.400 --> 0:34:38.000
<v Speaker 2>aviation license on YouTube because they're going to have that

0:34:38.040 --> 0:34:40.080
<v Speaker 2>ship by then. It's the future.

0:34:42.880 --> 0:34:46.520
<v Speaker 15>Get a pilot's license on YouTube.

0:34:48.320 --> 0:34:51.560
<v Speaker 2>Alana, Alana, you have a good rest of the You

0:34:51.600 --> 0:34:53.320
<v Speaker 2>have a good rest of your life. I believe in you.

0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:55.040
<v Speaker 2>I think you got a good future ahead of yourself.

0:34:55.400 --> 0:34:58.480
<v Speaker 2>But just you just gotta not look at tomorrow and

0:34:58.480 --> 0:34:59.760
<v Speaker 2>Poomba is your role models.

0:35:00.920 --> 0:35:03.600
<v Speaker 15>That is true. Okay, Well, thank you for the info.

0:35:04.200 --> 0:35:04.840
<v Speaker 15>Good night.

0:35:07.800 --> 0:35:11.160
<v Speaker 1>All from Fox Fox.

0:35:12.560 --> 0:35:14.279
<v Speaker 2>Hello, how you doing?

0:35:15.360 --> 0:35:15.760
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

0:35:15.800 --> 0:35:19.479
<v Speaker 5>You know, I'm doing well despite how my week is going.

0:35:19.520 --> 0:35:20.080
<v Speaker 14>What about you?

0:35:20.160 --> 0:35:24.000
<v Speaker 2>Man? Uh, how's your week going? Fox?

0:35:24.560 --> 0:35:29.560
<v Speaker 5>Just just the troubles of employment, to my friend.

0:35:30.520 --> 0:35:31.920
<v Speaker 2>Employment are lack thereof?

0:35:33.200 --> 0:35:34.800
<v Speaker 8>Uh, lack thereof?

0:35:35.000 --> 0:35:36.200
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

0:35:36.440 --> 0:35:38.760
<v Speaker 2>Hm, where have you been applying to like jobs and stuff?

0:35:39.560 --> 0:35:44.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah? I uh, you know, I just I was working

0:35:44.800 --> 0:35:48.960
<v Speaker 5>a couple of places, but they kind of sucked my soul.

0:35:49.000 --> 0:35:52.839
<v Speaker 2>You know, m they sucked your soul. Tell me about

0:35:52.840 --> 0:35:54.120
<v Speaker 2>these places that sucked your soul?

0:35:54.760 --> 0:35:54.920
<v Speaker 11>Uh?

0:35:55.200 --> 0:36:00.560
<v Speaker 5>Well, gas station jobs or cool? I'm not a fan.

0:36:00.760 --> 0:36:04.239
<v Speaker 8>I got to say, I.

0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:06.319
<v Speaker 5>Don't know because I get the creatures of the night.

0:36:06.719 --> 0:36:11.520
<v Speaker 5>You know, I and my gas station sold really cheap beer,

0:36:11.680 --> 0:36:14.080
<v Speaker 5>so we really got those creatures.

0:36:14.120 --> 0:36:17.160
<v Speaker 2>I'll tell you, tell me about some of these creatures.

0:36:17.200 --> 0:36:18.640
<v Speaker 2>I mean, who were the sole suckiest?

0:36:19.320 --> 0:36:22.839
<v Speaker 5>Oh man, Well, my favorite one. His name was Frankie.

0:36:23.000 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Speaker 5>Like he always had an eight ball in his hand,

0:36:25.400 --> 0:36:28.840
<v Speaker 5>and he like, you know, honestly, he was just a crackhead.

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:29.080
<v Speaker 10>With good advice.

0:36:29.200 --> 0:36:32.400
<v Speaker 5>But most of them would basically assault me.

0:36:34.200 --> 0:36:37.880
<v Speaker 2>You said he was a crackhead with good advice. Yeah,

0:36:38.440 --> 0:36:40.080
<v Speaker 2>he was like the advice he gave you.

0:36:40.600 --> 0:36:43.200
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, he was like my own little local therapy gecko,

0:36:43.239 --> 0:36:44.720
<v Speaker 5>except he was way less cool.

0:36:47.000 --> 0:36:47.319
<v Speaker 8>I don't know.

0:36:47.400 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 5>I would I would have relationship problems and he would

0:36:51.080 --> 0:36:54.239
<v Speaker 5>sort of he would sort of talk me through, you know,

0:36:54.680 --> 0:36:58.640
<v Speaker 5>I was my girlfriend wasn't talking to me, and he

0:36:58.800 --> 0:37:03.080
<v Speaker 5>was like, have confidence in relationships, man, gotta go, gotta split.

0:37:03.120 --> 0:37:04.960
<v Speaker 5>And I'm like, you know what that guy know what

0:37:05.040 --> 0:37:06.160
<v Speaker 5>he's talking about?

0:37:07.239 --> 0:37:08.920
<v Speaker 2>Do you think he does? Do you think I mean

0:37:09.000 --> 0:37:14.319
<v Speaker 2>his his I mean it could be possible that he

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 2>was a just well traveled, well experienced guy who you know,

0:37:18.120 --> 0:37:20.920
<v Speaker 2>knew a thing or two about about relationships.

0:37:21.000 --> 0:37:23.319
<v Speaker 5>You know, I think he might be right. But you

0:37:23.360 --> 0:37:27.480
<v Speaker 5>know something that I never got advice for was you know,

0:37:27.520 --> 0:37:29.360
<v Speaker 5>I kind of feel lost without purpose. You know what

0:37:29.360 --> 0:37:29.800
<v Speaker 5>I'm saying?

0:37:30.320 --> 0:37:37.400
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I feel you Sorry, you feel lost without purpose?

0:37:38.040 --> 0:37:41.480
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, man, because like you know, I do music and stuff,

0:37:41.560 --> 0:37:44.400
<v Speaker 5>and like I try to, I guess I try to

0:37:44.440 --> 0:37:46.879
<v Speaker 5>be a good person to the people in my life.

0:37:46.960 --> 0:37:49.320
<v Speaker 5>But you know, I don't know, I'm kind of searching

0:37:49.440 --> 0:37:50.200
<v Speaker 5>for like direction.

0:37:50.360 --> 0:37:50.640
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:37:52.239 --> 0:37:53.759
<v Speaker 2>You do music. We're going music, do you do?

0:37:55.520 --> 0:37:59.840
<v Speaker 5>Definitely a metal head. I just like to be loud

0:38:00.080 --> 0:38:04.759
<v Speaker 5>on stage, and you know it's I don't know, have you.

0:38:04.719 --> 0:38:06.920
<v Speaker 2>Been performing at all? You do any live shows?

0:38:08.880 --> 0:38:13.200
<v Speaker 5>Well, not a whole lot ever since the pandemic, But

0:38:13.400 --> 0:38:18.560
<v Speaker 5>I got a few gigs that I did but before

0:38:18.640 --> 0:38:23.200
<v Speaker 5>twenty twenty and stuff like that. You know, I was

0:38:23.239 --> 0:38:25.080
<v Speaker 5>playing a good show at least once a month.

0:38:25.200 --> 0:38:26.720
<v Speaker 2>You know that's awesome?

0:38:27.360 --> 0:38:27.880
<v Speaker 6>Do you do?

0:38:28.640 --> 0:38:31.799
<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm not a music promotion expert, but what

0:38:31.920 --> 0:38:34.600
<v Speaker 2>you got to you gotta spotify, you do your.

0:38:34.920 --> 0:38:40.360
<v Speaker 5>I wish, you know, honestly, I should probably figure that

0:38:40.440 --> 0:38:43.439
<v Speaker 5>kind of stuff out, like probably get my stuff out there,

0:38:43.520 --> 0:38:48.960
<v Speaker 5>you know, yeah, because you know my I guess it's

0:38:48.960 --> 0:38:54.400
<v Speaker 5>like a band slash solo project. But it's called Wichita.

0:38:54.960 --> 0:39:01.200
<v Speaker 5>But I don't know, man, Like, yeah, I should probably

0:39:01.320 --> 0:39:04.200
<v Speaker 5>promote myself or something that would probably give me something

0:39:04.239 --> 0:39:04.879
<v Speaker 5>more to do.

0:39:05.000 --> 0:39:05.200
<v Speaker 10>You know.

0:39:06.200 --> 0:39:08.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean look at it as a project, you know,

0:39:09.719 --> 0:39:10.520
<v Speaker 2>do use TikTok.

0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:14.480
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, Oh dude, I love TikTok. It has like the

0:39:14.520 --> 0:39:15.400
<v Speaker 5>best ship posts.

0:39:16.200 --> 0:39:18.960
<v Speaker 2>You gotta go. You gotta promote your music on TikTok.

0:39:19.000 --> 0:39:21.960
<v Speaker 2>I know I'm getting all specific. I'm getting all specific,

0:39:22.000 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 2>but I feel like, you know, for me, in times

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:28.080
<v Speaker 2>when I've lost purpose, it's it's getting specific that helps,

0:39:28.600 --> 0:39:28.839
<v Speaker 2>you know.

0:39:30.200 --> 0:39:34.440
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I actually discovered you through TikTok, like I thought,

0:39:35.000 --> 0:39:38.279
<v Speaker 5>I honestly like found you on TikTok, and like I

0:39:38.320 --> 0:39:41.319
<v Speaker 5>saw you as this like borderline pagan god that I

0:39:41.440 --> 0:39:44.719
<v Speaker 5>must like, you know, tonight's actually the first night I

0:39:44.840 --> 0:39:46.240
<v Speaker 5>actually joined your stream.

0:39:46.880 --> 0:39:47.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, welcome.

0:39:49.200 --> 0:39:51.279
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, man, I'm loving it here. I'm gonna I think

0:39:51.280 --> 0:39:52.959
<v Speaker 5>I'll be here three times a week.

0:39:55.200 --> 0:39:56.719
<v Speaker 2>What did you say your name was again?

0:39:57.760 --> 0:39:58.120
<v Speaker 6>Fox?

0:39:58.280 --> 0:40:02.600
<v Speaker 5>FOXX My mom named me after the X Files.

0:40:03.440 --> 0:40:05.040
<v Speaker 2>Is your real your real names? Fox? I thought that

0:40:05.080 --> 0:40:07.680
<v Speaker 2>was like I remember now, I thought it was a

0:40:07.680 --> 0:40:08.799
<v Speaker 2>stage name of some kinds.

0:40:09.480 --> 0:40:11.839
<v Speaker 5>Oh, well, a lot of people do think that, but

0:40:11.920 --> 0:40:14.040
<v Speaker 5>that's like dead, that's my real name.

0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:17.319
<v Speaker 2>Damn that you really got to be a musician now

0:40:17.360 --> 0:40:19.520
<v Speaker 2>because Fox is a cool ass name for a metal

0:40:19.560 --> 0:40:20.239
<v Speaker 2>head guy.

0:40:20.840 --> 0:40:26.040
<v Speaker 5>Man that honestly, dude, you saying that like that, that

0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:29.799
<v Speaker 5>really means a lot, dude.

0:40:30.160 --> 0:40:32.839
<v Speaker 2>You know, I mean if you're lost, you know, if

0:40:32.840 --> 0:40:34.840
<v Speaker 2>you're having trouble with purpose. I mean, I think taking

0:40:34.840 --> 0:40:37.880
<v Speaker 2>on a project, that's I mean when I've had times

0:40:37.880 --> 0:40:40.040
<v Speaker 2>when I'm feeling that way, I mean, getting lost in

0:40:40.080 --> 0:40:43.000
<v Speaker 2>a project has been the best thing. I feel like,

0:40:43.040 --> 0:40:44.440
<v Speaker 2>you've got a project, you got to you got a

0:40:44.480 --> 0:40:46.600
<v Speaker 2>good project on your hands. You know, you make music,

0:40:46.600 --> 0:40:47.640
<v Speaker 2>you want to go out and promote it.

0:40:48.880 --> 0:40:50.640
<v Speaker 5>I just I just need to get I think I

0:40:50.719 --> 0:40:53.920
<v Speaker 5>just need to get some more musicians to like maybe

0:40:53.960 --> 0:40:56.560
<v Speaker 5>long term do stuff with me. I think that's my

0:40:56.640 --> 0:40:57.760
<v Speaker 5>main problem.

0:40:57.840 --> 0:40:59.960
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. I mean you said you said you have

0:41:00.000 --> 0:41:01.680
<v Speaker 2>a little bit of a solo project going on, right

0:41:01.960 --> 0:41:04.720
<v Speaker 2>when you talk about Wichita. Was that a solo project?

0:41:04.760 --> 0:41:05.320
<v Speaker 2>Is that a band?

0:41:05.719 --> 0:41:06.040
<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

0:41:06.080 --> 0:41:10.359
<v Speaker 5>I mean it's technically both. I sort of just I

0:41:10.520 --> 0:41:13.960
<v Speaker 5>like write all the stuff and I sort of find

0:41:14.040 --> 0:41:16.880
<v Speaker 5>people that vibe with it, and we just like go

0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:17.920
<v Speaker 5>buck Wild.

0:41:18.239 --> 0:41:24.359
<v Speaker 2>You know, dude, if I were you, I'd I'd start

0:41:24.360 --> 0:41:28.080
<v Speaker 2>promoting myself on on on TikTok, and not just the music,

0:41:28.320 --> 0:41:32.719
<v Speaker 2>like you as a person as a musician, not just

0:41:32.840 --> 0:41:34.880
<v Speaker 2>the set, because that's how I feel like what people

0:41:35.000 --> 0:41:37.880
<v Speaker 2>like is they they like not just the music, but

0:41:37.920 --> 0:41:41.040
<v Speaker 2>they like identifying with the person that's making it.

0:41:41.520 --> 0:41:44.480
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, sort of like a cult of personality kind of

0:41:44.480 --> 0:41:45.879
<v Speaker 5>thing a little bit.

0:41:45.960 --> 0:41:47.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, I mean, I mean, if I were you,

0:41:47.960 --> 0:41:50.879
<v Speaker 2>I would be like, you know, on TikTok, telling these

0:41:50.920 --> 0:41:55.719
<v Speaker 2>stories about these these creatures that you've encountered at the

0:41:55.760 --> 0:42:01.919
<v Speaker 2>gas station. Yeah, man, you know, I think I think

0:42:01.960 --> 0:42:04.600
<v Speaker 2>that that they could be at the very least, even

0:42:04.640 --> 0:42:07.000
<v Speaker 2>if I'm not even saying like, oh you should do this,

0:42:07.160 --> 0:42:09.440
<v Speaker 2>like because it'll take off and you know you'll make

0:42:09.480 --> 0:42:12.200
<v Speaker 2>a million dollars or anything, but just like you know,

0:42:12.280 --> 0:42:14.200
<v Speaker 2>it's it's it's cool as something to do.

0:42:15.120 --> 0:42:18.520
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, Hey, could I could I like write a song

0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:20.880
<v Speaker 5>about you? Like I feel like I need to.

0:42:22.480 --> 0:42:24.319
<v Speaker 2>If you write it. If you write a song about me,

0:42:24.920 --> 0:42:27.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm coming to hear you perform it live and I'll

0:42:27.640 --> 0:42:30.800
<v Speaker 2>come as the get go and fucking wolmosh did dude.

0:42:30.840 --> 0:42:34.839
<v Speaker 5>I'm honestly, if I make it big like I like,

0:42:35.000 --> 0:42:38.200
<v Speaker 5>I will straight up shout you out like every single

0:42:38.239 --> 0:42:41.319
<v Speaker 5>concert like you. Honestly you kind of you trying to

0:42:41.400 --> 0:42:45.640
<v Speaker 5>you reinvigorated my drive like to do all this?

0:42:46.400 --> 0:42:48.080
<v Speaker 2>Good man? When's when's your next show?

0:42:49.640 --> 0:42:49.759
<v Speaker 10>Uh?

0:42:50.200 --> 0:42:50.399
<v Speaker 7>Oh?

0:42:50.520 --> 0:42:50.759
<v Speaker 15>Man?

0:42:51.480 --> 0:42:51.600
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

0:42:53.239 --> 0:42:57.520
<v Speaker 5>I honestly wouldn't be able to say, because I really

0:42:57.560 --> 0:43:00.879
<v Speaker 5>need to get a drummer, But honest.

0:43:00.840 --> 0:43:02.840
<v Speaker 2>It should be who in the who in the chaz

0:43:02.960 --> 0:43:05.680
<v Speaker 2>or fucking gets a man of drummer? Dude? Who drums

0:43:05.719 --> 0:43:06.080
<v Speaker 2>in here?

0:43:06.600 --> 0:43:09.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah? Man, I'm a Central Pa band looking for some drums?

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:09.960
<v Speaker 10>Man?

0:43:11.719 --> 0:43:13.279
<v Speaker 2>Oh fuck, I just talked. I just talked to a

0:43:13.320 --> 0:43:15.920
<v Speaker 2>Philadelphia guy last night who was in who's in like

0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:16.400
<v Speaker 2>the punk?

0:43:16.960 --> 0:43:17.120
<v Speaker 1>See?

0:43:17.160 --> 0:43:20.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if he drums? But where can we

0:43:20.400 --> 0:43:22.399
<v Speaker 2>find you anywhere? I'm curre? Where where can we find

0:43:22.440 --> 0:43:24.160
<v Speaker 2>if we wanted to find your music or anything?

0:43:24.480 --> 0:43:24.799
<v Speaker 6>All right?

0:43:24.840 --> 0:43:26.880
<v Speaker 2>Where if it's someone in here as a drummer and

0:43:26.880 --> 0:43:28.600
<v Speaker 2>they want to reach out, where they reach out?

0:43:28.880 --> 0:43:32.879
<v Speaker 5>So the shitty stuff that I upload on my own

0:43:32.960 --> 0:43:38.960
<v Speaker 5>time on my YouTube channel, uh, it's uh Fox the

0:43:39.080 --> 0:43:41.440
<v Speaker 5>rated X Exercist.

0:43:42.480 --> 0:43:46.280
<v Speaker 2>How many xes in the Fox two x'es fo xx

0:43:47.600 --> 0:43:50.760
<v Speaker 2>fo xx the X Rated Exorcist.

0:43:51.080 --> 0:43:55.200
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I made that up myself while I was very

0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:56.239
<v Speaker 5>under the influence.

0:43:57.160 --> 0:44:00.120
<v Speaker 2>I like that as a stage name. That's fine on.

0:44:01.760 --> 0:44:03.719
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, because like I didn't want to go for just

0:44:03.920 --> 0:44:06.680
<v Speaker 5>Fox like on stage, I'm like, nah, I have to

0:44:06.719 --> 0:44:08.680
<v Speaker 5>be like some some type of thing.

0:44:09.080 --> 0:44:13.880
<v Speaker 2>You know, Fox the X Rated Exorcist. Everyone getting Fox

0:44:14.000 --> 0:44:15.680
<v Speaker 2>the X Rated Exorcist.

0:44:16.000 --> 0:44:18.800
<v Speaker 5>Damn it your therapy Gecko, and I'm Fox the Rated

0:44:18.840 --> 0:44:21.840
<v Speaker 5>ex Exorcist. You know, I low key stole that title

0:44:21.880 --> 0:44:24.719
<v Speaker 5>from the Edge the Rated our Superstar. But nobody needs

0:44:24.719 --> 0:44:25.120
<v Speaker 5>to know that.

0:44:26.200 --> 0:44:27.080
<v Speaker 2>I won't tell anyone.

0:44:29.040 --> 0:44:31.960
<v Speaker 5>Honestly, I couldn't thank you enough, dude.

0:44:31.719 --> 0:44:32.920
<v Speaker 2>Nah, thank you for calling in.

0:44:33.040 --> 0:44:33.160
<v Speaker 15>Man.

0:44:33.239 --> 0:44:34.680
<v Speaker 2>You hope you have a good rest of the night.

0:44:34.760 --> 0:44:36.320
<v Speaker 2>I hope. I hope if someone out there is a

0:44:36.400 --> 0:44:39.200
<v Speaker 2>drummer reach out to this man, well comment on one

0:44:39.239 --> 0:44:41.160
<v Speaker 2>of his YouTube videos. I saw you on the gott

0:44:41.800 --> 0:44:43.840
<v Speaker 2>thing and let's form a band.

0:44:46.040 --> 0:44:46.279
<v Speaker 9>Dude.

0:44:46.320 --> 0:44:47.239
<v Speaker 5>Well, I love you.

0:44:47.920 --> 0:44:49.319
<v Speaker 2>I love you too. Fox. You have a good night,

0:44:50.160 --> 0:44:50.839
<v Speaker 2>you two man.

0:44:53.400 --> 0:44:55.399
<v Speaker 1>All from Carlos.

0:44:56.840 --> 0:45:03.640
<v Speaker 5>Carlos, Oh, hey there, how are you. I'm doing good.

0:45:03.680 --> 0:45:06.480
<v Speaker 5>I just turned on your stream.

0:45:06.520 --> 0:45:07.080
<v Speaker 2>That's cool.

0:45:09.080 --> 0:45:11.719
<v Speaker 5>I'm I'm digging the whole space thing. I'm a big

0:45:12.680 --> 0:45:14.719
<v Speaker 5>Star Wars fan, so I wish there would be like

0:45:14.760 --> 0:45:17.600
<v Speaker 5>a a Star Wars movie where there's got goes in space.

0:45:17.920 --> 0:45:18.960
<v Speaker 5>I think that would be awesome.

0:45:19.800 --> 0:45:22.880
<v Speaker 2>Carlos, I have a question for you. Yeah, what the

0:45:22.920 --> 0:45:25.840
<v Speaker 2>hell is wrong with you?

0:45:25.840 --> 0:45:29.680
<v Speaker 5>You know, man, I just I don't know this whole

0:45:29.880 --> 0:45:33.760
<v Speaker 5>you know, COVID thing has just been been a crazy

0:45:33.800 --> 0:45:36.600
<v Speaker 5>time for me. And you know, my cat is vomited

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:39.240
<v Speaker 5>all over my carpet because I gave her cat grass

0:45:39.320 --> 0:45:42.879
<v Speaker 5>and you know, it's yeah, it's it's been a tough time.

0:45:42.920 --> 0:45:45.360
<v Speaker 5>You know, my cat's getting ready to move, you know,

0:45:45.480 --> 0:45:47.120
<v Speaker 5>a lot of anxiety getting.

0:45:46.840 --> 0:45:49.319
<v Speaker 2>Ready to move, like without you like moving out.

0:45:49.560 --> 0:45:54.440
<v Speaker 5>Oh no, no, no, I'm moving to another state.

0:45:54.719 --> 0:45:58.640
<v Speaker 2>So why has COVID been so difficult for you, Carlos?

0:45:59.280 --> 0:46:02.799
<v Speaker 5>Because I do with what I deal with a lot

0:46:02.800 --> 0:46:05.319
<v Speaker 5>of traffic for my job. So as far as like

0:46:05.600 --> 0:46:08.040
<v Speaker 5>people go, I deal with.

0:46:08.000 --> 0:46:08.760
<v Speaker 2>A lot of traffic.

0:46:08.840 --> 0:46:11.960
<v Speaker 5>You said, yeah, a lot of like customer traffic.

0:46:13.120 --> 0:46:14.440
<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, Because I was gonna say, if it's a

0:46:14.440 --> 0:46:16.360
<v Speaker 2>problem with your job is traffic. I feel like COVID

0:46:16.360 --> 0:46:17.640
<v Speaker 2>would help because you know what you get to work

0:46:17.640 --> 0:46:19.360
<v Speaker 2>from home. You don't have to go out into traffic.

0:46:20.840 --> 0:46:23.719
<v Speaker 5>That's true too, you know I'm outside, I guess, but no,

0:46:23.840 --> 0:46:25.000
<v Speaker 5>I have to deal with a lot.

0:46:24.840 --> 0:46:27.640
<v Speaker 2>Of customer traffic. What what do you work as?

0:46:28.920 --> 0:46:31.240
<v Speaker 5>I work as a person at a like a grocery

0:46:31.239 --> 0:46:34.320
<v Speaker 5>store type thing, so I see a lot of people.

0:46:34.040 --> 0:46:36.839
<v Speaker 2>Going through all right, what is I really I need

0:46:36.880 --> 0:46:39.320
<v Speaker 2>to know what is the difference between a grocery store

0:46:39.360 --> 0:46:41.240
<v Speaker 2>type thing and a grocery store?

0:46:44.080 --> 0:46:44.360
<v Speaker 6>Nothing?

0:46:44.400 --> 0:46:46.080
<v Speaker 5>Really, I just didn't know what to say. Yeah, I

0:46:46.080 --> 0:46:47.680
<v Speaker 5>pretty much work at a grocery store.

0:46:47.840 --> 0:46:51.279
<v Speaker 2>You work at You work at a grocery store, correct, M.

0:46:51.920 --> 0:46:55.600
<v Speaker 2>You know what you should do. You should open a

0:46:55.680 --> 0:46:59.600
<v Speaker 2>competing grocery store, and then you'll get your first customers.

0:47:00.000 --> 0:47:02.680
<v Speaker 2>I talking shit about the you work at the current

0:47:02.680 --> 0:47:05.160
<v Speaker 2>grocery store. You talk shit about that grocery store. You

0:47:05.160 --> 0:47:08.520
<v Speaker 2>tell people, Hey, everyone, this grocery store sucks. I only

0:47:08.600 --> 0:47:10.880
<v Speaker 2>work I work here, but I'm trying to get a

0:47:10.920 --> 0:47:14.480
<v Speaker 2>job at a new grocery store. That's where I get

0:47:14.480 --> 0:47:16.600
<v Speaker 2>all my grocery store because there's a much better grocery store.

0:47:16.600 --> 0:47:18.200
<v Speaker 2>And then people will be like holy shit, really, and

0:47:18.239 --> 0:47:20.240
<v Speaker 2>then you're like, yeah, I work here. The people spinning

0:47:20.280 --> 0:47:27.239
<v Speaker 2>the food, the owners are terrible people. You know, just talk,

0:47:27.400 --> 0:47:29.400
<v Speaker 2>just talk massive amounts of shit on the current grocery

0:47:29.400 --> 0:47:31.560
<v Speaker 2>store that you work at. Drop all the traffic to

0:47:31.719 --> 0:47:33.759
<v Speaker 2>your grocery store. You keep all the profits.

0:47:34.560 --> 0:47:38.839
<v Speaker 5>Hmmm, do you think I should like how many people

0:47:38.920 --> 0:47:41.600
<v Speaker 5>do you think I should employ? Should I just work

0:47:41.640 --> 0:47:43.480
<v Speaker 5>by myself? Or do you think you know the way

0:47:43.520 --> 0:47:46.080
<v Speaker 5>I gain all those profits? Or should I you know,

0:47:46.280 --> 0:47:47.880
<v Speaker 5>get one or two people here and there.

0:47:48.440 --> 0:47:50.480
<v Speaker 2>That's kind of tough now that I'm thinking about it. Well,

0:47:50.520 --> 0:47:52.040
<v Speaker 2>you could automate it. You could get you know, the

0:47:52.080 --> 0:47:52.840
<v Speaker 2>self checkout.

0:47:53.200 --> 0:47:57.000
<v Speaker 5>You could just have it just be those Okay, So

0:47:57.080 --> 0:47:59.440
<v Speaker 5>I'll have to manage the self checkout to just make

0:47:59.480 --> 0:48:02.120
<v Speaker 5>sure people are paying for their stuff too.

0:48:02.840 --> 0:48:04.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know how to like code.

0:48:05.680 --> 0:48:06.879
<v Speaker 5>I'm sure I can figure it out.

0:48:06.920 --> 0:48:09.600
<v Speaker 2>You know that you should do you should You should

0:48:10.400 --> 0:48:12.920
<v Speaker 2>put some video games in the self checkout of your

0:48:12.960 --> 0:48:16.120
<v Speaker 2>grocery store. And that way you can be like, when

0:48:16.120 --> 0:48:18.160
<v Speaker 2>you're talking shit about the grocery store you work right now,

0:48:18.160 --> 0:48:20.160
<v Speaker 2>you can be like, I know this new grocery store,

0:48:20.360 --> 0:48:22.640
<v Speaker 2>it's way better. They got video games in the self

0:48:22.680 --> 0:48:26.400
<v Speaker 2>checkout thing. And video games and you'll be like, you

0:48:26.440 --> 0:48:27.920
<v Speaker 2>got to go to find out. But if someone told

0:48:27.920 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 2>me they got Sonic the Hedgehog, by the way, is

0:48:32.120 --> 0:48:35.120
<v Speaker 2>a good name for a grocery store.

0:48:36.280 --> 0:48:40.480
<v Speaker 5>Oh okay, okay. I'm a big gamer, so I enjoy

0:48:40.520 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 5>a lot of video games. I just watched a few

0:48:44.719 --> 0:48:49.520
<v Speaker 5>Let's players play that Village Resident Evil game, and I

0:48:49.680 --> 0:48:53.680
<v Speaker 5>thank you. Yeah, I'll have the video games on that

0:48:53.719 --> 0:48:55.520
<v Speaker 5>self checkout, so as you're checking out, and then.

0:48:55.440 --> 0:48:57.960
<v Speaker 2>You can, like, whoever the lets players you watched, you

0:48:58.000 --> 0:49:00.640
<v Speaker 2>get them to come and record their next episode at

0:49:00.640 --> 0:49:02.800
<v Speaker 2>your grocery store. Influencer marketing.

0:49:04.080 --> 0:49:06.560
<v Speaker 5>These are all great ideas. I need to get a

0:49:06.640 --> 0:49:08.240
<v Speaker 5>ten right now.

0:49:08.360 --> 0:49:10.680
<v Speaker 2>Listen, Carlos, So you're gonna I think you're gonna do fine.

0:49:10.719 --> 0:49:12.479
<v Speaker 2>All right. I love you very much and I hope

0:49:12.480 --> 0:49:15.160
<v Speaker 2>that you continue on this path because I believe in you.

0:49:15.920 --> 0:49:17.840
<v Speaker 5>I love you too, man. Thanks for the insight and

0:49:17.840 --> 0:49:18.760
<v Speaker 5>thanks for all the advice.

0:49:19.480 --> 0:49:22.280
<v Speaker 2>Of course, of course, Sonic the Hedgehog is the greatest

0:49:22.320 --> 0:49:26.240
<v Speaker 2>game of all time. I concur thank you, Carlos.

0:49:26.239 --> 0:49:27.879
<v Speaker 6>You have a good night, are you too?

0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:33.239
<v Speaker 1>Thanks all from dog.

0:49:35.120 --> 0:49:43.640
<v Speaker 7>What so what can you do? I think with.

0:49:45.120 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 2>Uh maw maw, I feel like, Okay, I feel like

0:49:49.040 --> 0:49:53.279
<v Speaker 2>I just interrupted you reciting like a script that you

0:49:53.400 --> 0:49:58.120
<v Speaker 2>prepared for this call. Whoa, I mean you really started

0:49:58.120 --> 0:49:59.480
<v Speaker 2>this out like a monologue.

0:50:00.560 --> 0:50:03.800
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, well, I mean You've got me fully engaged here.

0:50:06.600 --> 0:50:07.239
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So.

0:50:08.680 --> 0:50:10.200
<v Speaker 7>I'm on the peloton.

0:50:10.640 --> 0:50:13.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna hop off the peloton.

0:50:14.360 --> 0:50:19.920
<v Speaker 7>I am. But you know I was gonna call to

0:50:19.960 --> 0:50:24.080
<v Speaker 7>talk about what I can do. But now I feel

0:50:24.120 --> 0:50:28.560
<v Speaker 7>like I would like to, you know, reflect upon your

0:50:28.760 --> 0:50:35.560
<v Speaker 7>most recent phone call. If that's okay, sure, So what

0:50:35.640 --> 0:50:38.000
<v Speaker 7>can you do? I mean, think about it. You probably

0:50:38.080 --> 0:50:41.520
<v Speaker 7>have and I don't know everything. I'm just brainstorming here,

0:50:43.000 --> 0:50:44.000
<v Speaker 7>no pun intended?

0:50:45.880 --> 0:50:46.520
<v Speaker 2>How is that a pun?

0:50:47.640 --> 0:50:47.879
<v Speaker 1>Sorry?

0:50:47.880 --> 0:50:51.040
<v Speaker 7>Because I like your background in the clouds.

0:50:52.960 --> 0:50:55.640
<v Speaker 2>The clouds aren't they're they're they're there. They don't really

0:50:55.760 --> 0:50:58.239
<v Speaker 2>I don't think that these are like stormy clouds.

0:50:59.280 --> 0:51:02.680
<v Speaker 7>Uh. Are the only person I've talked to today besides

0:51:02.719 --> 0:51:06.880
<v Speaker 7>people on the computer. So I apologize, I got excited.

0:51:07.239 --> 0:51:12.480
<v Speaker 2>I have bad Okay, I count as a person on

0:51:12.520 --> 0:51:13.000
<v Speaker 2>the computer.

0:51:14.840 --> 0:51:18.040
<v Speaker 7>Ah, I see what kid?

0:51:18.480 --> 0:51:20.000
<v Speaker 2>Do you wish that you talked to it to more people

0:51:20.040 --> 0:51:20.760
<v Speaker 2>not on the computer?

0:51:22.400 --> 0:51:25.000
<v Speaker 7>M I don't care.

0:51:26.520 --> 0:51:29.720
<v Speaker 2>I mean the majority, look, the majority of the people

0:51:29.800 --> 0:51:31.440
<v Speaker 2>I talk to I think are probably on the I

0:51:31.480 --> 0:51:34.160
<v Speaker 2>think the majority of a lot of people that people

0:51:34.160 --> 0:51:36.640
<v Speaker 2>talk to her on the computer. Like if you've DMD,

0:51:36.719 --> 0:51:39.480
<v Speaker 2>if you've talked to more people on your Instagram, dms

0:51:39.520 --> 0:51:41.640
<v Speaker 2>and text messages than you have face to face, those

0:51:41.800 --> 0:51:43.400
<v Speaker 2>I think count is internet people.

0:51:46.400 --> 0:51:47.040
<v Speaker 1>Either way.

0:51:47.239 --> 0:51:50.480
<v Speaker 7>I really it's like even online I talked to maybe

0:51:50.520 --> 0:51:53.160
<v Speaker 7>like seven people, and then in real life we could

0:51:54.080 --> 0:51:56.480
<v Speaker 7>slap that down to a two or three depending on

0:51:56.520 --> 0:51:56.919
<v Speaker 7>the day.

0:51:58.880 --> 0:52:00.160
<v Speaker 2>Do it thay is pretty good? Who are they two

0:52:00.200 --> 0:52:00.720
<v Speaker 2>or three people?

0:52:02.440 --> 0:52:16.080
<v Speaker 7>Uh? My best friend, my siblings, my parents call me,

0:52:16.160 --> 0:52:17.719
<v Speaker 7>but I don't pick up or call back.

0:52:18.640 --> 0:52:20.200
<v Speaker 2>See if your parents, If you talk to your parents

0:52:20.200 --> 0:52:22.239
<v Speaker 2>over the phone, I think they that at that point

0:52:22.760 --> 0:52:24.160
<v Speaker 2>in time, they count as Internet people.

0:52:26.920 --> 0:52:31.279
<v Speaker 7>Really, yes, why would you say that.

0:52:32.440 --> 0:52:36.759
<v Speaker 2>Because you're talking to them over the Internet. Well, I

0:52:36.760 --> 0:52:40.359
<v Speaker 2>mean the phone. You're like, I want to discord all

0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:44.239
<v Speaker 2>with them, But that doesn't really mean the method, the

0:52:45.120 --> 0:52:47.160
<v Speaker 2>medium in which you choose to have the conversation is

0:52:47.160 --> 0:52:47.840
<v Speaker 2>irrelevant to me.

0:52:51.280 --> 0:52:54.400
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, you know, it's really like the nature of the relationship.

0:52:54.920 --> 0:52:57.239
<v Speaker 7>Like if I only know you from the computer, your

0:52:57.239 --> 0:53:00.840
<v Speaker 7>internet people, if you know you re first to me

0:53:01.000 --> 0:53:03.120
<v Speaker 7>or something. Then I'm gonna go ahead and just say,

0:53:03.160 --> 0:53:06.520
<v Speaker 7>you're like, you're person in my life.

0:53:06.880 --> 0:53:08.640
<v Speaker 2>What did you say? Your name was Nicole?

0:53:10.920 --> 0:53:12.680
<v Speaker 7>Now but very close.

0:53:14.400 --> 0:53:15.560
<v Speaker 2>Now, what can you do.

0:53:18.840 --> 0:53:20.720
<v Speaker 7>Well? I could do a lot better.

0:53:21.080 --> 0:53:24.200
<v Speaker 2>Not gonna lie, you could do a lot better.

0:53:25.920 --> 0:53:30.560
<v Speaker 7>I feel I feel ashamed of myself, but also I

0:53:30.600 --> 0:53:33.560
<v Speaker 7>feel like kind of proud of myself, like haha, because

0:53:33.600 --> 0:53:37.520
<v Speaker 7>I don't really try or like do anything, but I'm

0:53:37.600 --> 0:53:41.160
<v Speaker 7>still like living a fairly decent lifestyle.

0:53:42.440 --> 0:53:44.680
<v Speaker 2>M How would you how would you define a fairly

0:53:44.719 --> 0:53:45.480
<v Speaker 2>decent lifestyle?

0:53:47.600 --> 0:53:50.400
<v Speaker 7>I mean, I have a good job. I just started

0:53:50.480 --> 0:53:56.480
<v Speaker 7>my own nonprofit organization. I have two to three friends.

0:53:57.200 --> 0:54:03.480
<v Speaker 7>Well you know, siblings count friends. I think I'm not

0:54:04.440 --> 0:54:06.560
<v Speaker 7>handy capped. I have all my limbs.

0:54:08.200 --> 0:54:10.440
<v Speaker 2>It's good to have all your limbs. I agree.

0:54:11.480 --> 0:54:14.120
<v Speaker 7>Sometimes I imagine, what imagine if you were just missing

0:54:14.160 --> 0:54:15.120
<v Speaker 7>a summer or something.

0:54:15.719 --> 0:54:19.520
<v Speaker 2>I know it would be terrible. Like actually, all the

0:54:19.560 --> 0:54:23.560
<v Speaker 2>time I've been doing this new exercise, I actually sometimes

0:54:23.600 --> 0:54:26.680
<v Speaker 2>I meditate upon the idea of like just not having

0:54:27.360 --> 0:54:30.600
<v Speaker 2>arms and legs, Like I really try to imagine that

0:54:30.800 --> 0:54:33.920
<v Speaker 2>my I've been kidnapped by someone and they've cut off

0:54:33.920 --> 0:54:37.440
<v Speaker 2>my arms and legs. I like really ruminate on it,

0:54:37.480 --> 0:54:39.960
<v Speaker 2>and like I really put myself there, and I like

0:54:40.120 --> 0:54:41.880
<v Speaker 2>just think about how sad I would be if that

0:54:41.960 --> 0:54:46.560
<v Speaker 2>happened to me, and like how all I would want

0:54:47.120 --> 0:54:49.000
<v Speaker 2>if I were in the situation is to have All

0:54:49.000 --> 0:54:51.399
<v Speaker 2>I would want is to have my arms and legs back.

0:54:51.719 --> 0:54:53.400
<v Speaker 2>And then I and then I wake up and I'm like,

0:54:53.400 --> 0:54:55.680
<v Speaker 2>oh my, it's happened. I got my arms and legs back.

0:54:55.719 --> 0:54:59.080
<v Speaker 2>I have a new refined gratitude for my life, my legs,

0:54:59.080 --> 0:55:00.879
<v Speaker 2>I can take coffee, and.

0:55:01.360 --> 0:55:04.520
<v Speaker 10>I've got the.

0:55:06.880 --> 0:55:08.560
<v Speaker 7>You're not going to, buddy.

0:55:10.120 --> 0:55:11.440
<v Speaker 2>Tell me what I'm not going to believe.

0:55:11.480 --> 0:55:14.560
<v Speaker 7>I really need upon the same thing as well.

0:55:15.440 --> 0:55:18.600
<v Speaker 2>It's it's it's a helpful rumination. A lot of I've

0:55:18.600 --> 0:55:20.759
<v Speaker 2>told some people this and they tell me something that

0:55:20.800 --> 0:55:22.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't like. They tell me, oh, but you're a

0:55:22.760 --> 0:55:27.239
<v Speaker 2>manifesting it. That's total bullshits. There's no way.

0:55:29.280 --> 0:55:33.279
<v Speaker 7>I mean, wow, I don't know anything about that. But

0:55:33.600 --> 0:55:34.760
<v Speaker 7>I don't know anything about.

0:55:36.680 --> 0:55:37.400
<v Speaker 2>Guy on the computer.

0:55:38.600 --> 0:55:42.360
<v Speaker 7>I'm literal nobody. I'm not even green or on the computer.

0:55:42.520 --> 0:55:46.560
<v Speaker 7>I'm just a basic wait bitch, and you're my peloton

0:55:46.840 --> 0:55:50.680
<v Speaker 7>drinking whiskey. Like this is so dangerous. If I died tonight,

0:55:50.719 --> 0:55:53.240
<v Speaker 7>no one would even find my body for four days.

0:55:53.440 --> 0:55:56.800
<v Speaker 7>But regardless, I think we at the end of the

0:55:56.880 --> 0:56:00.360
<v Speaker 7>day our conversation could just say, you know, we gotta

0:56:00.360 --> 0:56:03.040
<v Speaker 7>be grateful. Let's just be grateful. We have our limbs

0:56:03.080 --> 0:56:04.520
<v Speaker 7>and that should be enough.

0:56:05.480 --> 0:56:08.520
<v Speaker 2>I agree. Well, thank you so much for for for

0:56:08.600 --> 0:56:10.520
<v Speaker 2>coming into my coming into my stream, Matt, do you

0:56:10.560 --> 0:56:11.480
<v Speaker 2>everyone for us of the night.

0:56:12.120 --> 0:56:13.759
<v Speaker 7>Thank you so much, ma'am. I love you.

0:56:13.800 --> 0:56:14.040
<v Speaker 14>Bye?

0:56:16.880 --> 0:56:20.080
<v Speaker 6>What pull from Brando?

0:56:21.160 --> 0:56:23.400
<v Speaker 2>Brando like Marlin?

0:56:23.680 --> 0:56:27.839
<v Speaker 6>Oh hello, let me quickly pause my stream. Here, how's

0:56:27.880 --> 0:56:28.279
<v Speaker 6>it going.

0:56:29.600 --> 0:56:33.319
<v Speaker 2>It's it's gone great. You have a wonderful, succulent voice.

0:56:33.600 --> 0:56:35.239
<v Speaker 6>Oh, thank you.

0:56:35.239 --> 0:56:35.840
<v Speaker 2>You're welcome.

0:56:39.239 --> 0:56:42.120
<v Speaker 6>So I have a thing that I want to talk

0:56:42.120 --> 0:56:46.440
<v Speaker 6>to you about that I'm experiencing right now at this

0:56:46.560 --> 0:56:47.080
<v Speaker 6>very moment.

0:56:47.800 --> 0:56:51.080
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'd love to hear it.

0:56:51.080 --> 0:56:56.200
<v Speaker 6>It is that when I am going to meet someone

0:56:56.320 --> 0:56:59.799
<v Speaker 6>or talk to someone that has a large following, are

0:56:59.840 --> 0:57:05.360
<v Speaker 6>you usually get a little bit anxious. I like it

0:57:05.400 --> 0:57:08.040
<v Speaker 6>because I know that they're people and they're just trying

0:57:08.040 --> 0:57:10.440
<v Speaker 6>to live their lives. But I feel like they interact

0:57:10.480 --> 0:57:13.200
<v Speaker 6>with so many people that I'm bothering them.

0:57:13.800 --> 0:57:16.640
<v Speaker 2>Well, I'll tell you one thing. If I were to

0:57:16.680 --> 0:57:20.320
<v Speaker 2>start a Twitch stream in which the whole point of

0:57:20.360 --> 0:57:22.720
<v Speaker 2>it was for people to call in, and then when

0:57:22.760 --> 0:57:25.560
<v Speaker 2>people did I felt annoyed by them, I would be

0:57:25.560 --> 0:57:30.000
<v Speaker 2>the biggest fucking douche in the entire planet Earth. And

0:57:30.040 --> 0:57:33.600
<v Speaker 2>you know what, that's a possible I could be the

0:57:33.640 --> 0:57:36.720
<v Speaker 2>biggest douche in the If that were true, and I

0:57:36.760 --> 0:57:39.440
<v Speaker 2>am the biggest douche in the entire world, then you

0:57:39.480 --> 0:57:42.400
<v Speaker 2>shouldn't be nervous. You shouldn't care about my approval of

0:57:42.400 --> 0:57:43.360
<v Speaker 2>you because I'm a douche.

0:57:46.520 --> 0:57:51.880
<v Speaker 6>That is true. I appreciate that.

0:57:52.280 --> 0:57:55.320
<v Speaker 2>How often do you you say this is as you

0:57:55.520 --> 0:57:57.320
<v Speaker 2>the way you're talking about it is like it's something

0:57:57.320 --> 0:58:00.200
<v Speaker 2>that you encounter often. How often do you do you

0:58:00.240 --> 0:58:01.600
<v Speaker 2>find yourself in this situation?

0:58:04.440 --> 0:58:07.800
<v Speaker 6>Pretty often? I wouldn't say too often, I guess, like,

0:58:08.480 --> 0:58:11.560
<v Speaker 6>asides from like big people, I sometimes feel it with

0:58:11.680 --> 0:58:15.720
<v Speaker 6>just like strangers, you know. But yeah, I was.

0:58:15.680 --> 0:58:17.720
<v Speaker 2>Gonna say, I feel like I was wondering, how much

0:58:17.720 --> 0:58:19.720
<v Speaker 2>does this have to do with like, I mean, you know,

0:58:19.920 --> 0:58:23.240
<v Speaker 2>the internet is stupid, but uh, how much like when

0:58:23.240 --> 0:58:24.200
<v Speaker 2>you're just talking to people.

0:58:25.760 --> 0:58:29.160
<v Speaker 6>When I'm talking to people, I usually am not a

0:58:29.200 --> 0:58:32.760
<v Speaker 6>fan of when the conversation comes to a halt. But like,

0:58:33.120 --> 0:58:35.800
<v Speaker 6>I know that dead air isn't the worst thing possible,

0:58:35.960 --> 0:58:37.920
<v Speaker 6>And I don't know. I feel like I'm always conflicting

0:58:37.920 --> 0:58:40.800
<v Speaker 6>with myself because I get these stresses and these feelings,

0:58:40.840 --> 0:58:46.200
<v Speaker 6>but I'm like, nah, I'm being stupid to myself. Yeah,

0:58:46.760 --> 0:58:47.600
<v Speaker 6>you know, you know what a.

0:58:47.560 --> 0:58:52.280
<v Speaker 2>Big problem is is funny because I I don't know

0:58:52.320 --> 0:58:54.720
<v Speaker 2>if it's a problem. But an interesting thing I observed

0:58:54.840 --> 0:58:58.360
<v Speaker 2>is like, all right, you can you know, you know,

0:58:58.400 --> 0:59:02.440
<v Speaker 2>when you get nervous or whatever, your your heart starts

0:59:02.520 --> 0:59:06.360
<v Speaker 2>being like you feel very physical effects to it. And

0:59:06.400 --> 0:59:09.280
<v Speaker 2>I've learned no matter how hard are you in your head,

0:59:09.280 --> 0:59:11.160
<v Speaker 2>you're like, why the fuck am I feeling this right now?

0:59:11.640 --> 0:59:14.439
<v Speaker 2>No matter how hard you try to outthink the way

0:59:14.520 --> 0:59:17.640
<v Speaker 2>that being nervous makes you physically physically feel, you just

0:59:17.680 --> 0:59:20.040
<v Speaker 2>can't do it. It's so it's weird. You can't do it.

0:59:20.080 --> 0:59:27.480
<v Speaker 2>You can't out you can't outthink. You're like central nervous system.

0:59:27.600 --> 0:59:30.080
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, not gonna lie. I'm feeling a little bit of

0:59:30.080 --> 0:59:32.160
<v Speaker 6>that right now. It's calming down a little bit, though,

0:59:32.560 --> 0:59:34.800
<v Speaker 6>I feel like there's always the initial wave, but like

0:59:35.600 --> 0:59:38.240
<v Speaker 6>continuing the conversation with you makes it better.

0:59:38.920 --> 0:59:42.240
<v Speaker 2>Oh, exactly exactly. You know, look if we sit on

0:59:42.280 --> 0:59:45.120
<v Speaker 2>the phone. Look if you and I sat here and

0:59:45.160 --> 0:59:49.960
<v Speaker 2>talked for an hour, you know, by thirty minutes, I

0:59:49.960 --> 0:59:52.840
<v Speaker 2>feel like, you know, I feel like you still wuldn't

0:59:52.840 --> 0:59:54.960
<v Speaker 2>feel that way. We'd just be on the phone. I

0:59:54.960 --> 0:59:56.240
<v Speaker 2>hope that. I mean, I don't know, how do you

0:59:56.240 --> 0:59:57.040
<v Speaker 2>feel now.

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<v Speaker 6>I've chilled out a little bit? Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what's funny is sometimes like I'll go and

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<v Speaker 2>I'll call Uh, I want to. I want to. I

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to get a sense of how it feels to

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<v Speaker 2>be on the other side of the phone. I've been

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<v Speaker 2>calling into people's RPAN streams when they have the phone

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<v Speaker 2>line and even and the following thing. It doesn't matter

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<v Speaker 2>to me, like if they have like even if there's

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<v Speaker 2>like fifty people. It's like because when I do this,

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<v Speaker 2>I never feel nervous. But the other night I was

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<v Speaker 2>calling into someone's someone else's stream, and I felt I

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<v Speaker 2>felt nervous calling into their stream, which is weird. I

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<v Speaker 2>literally talked to myself, I was like, this is weird.

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<v Speaker 2>Why I feel nervous right now? I talk to people

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<v Speaker 2>in front of people all the time, what I feel nervous,

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<v Speaker 2>But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter because you can't

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<v Speaker 2>outthink your central nervous system. It doesn't abide by logic.

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<v Speaker 2>It just is what it is.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah. I guess I can't exactly escape it then, but

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<v Speaker 6>like I don't want to, like, I guess make people

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<v Speaker 6>feel just as anxious as I do. Like with the

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<v Speaker 6>energy that I'm giving off.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess, do you feel Do you feel as though

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<v Speaker 2>you're making me anxious right now? Worry that you're making

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<v Speaker 2>me anxious right now?

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<v Speaker 6>Not really?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, And I think it was mainly because you just

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<v Speaker 6>mentioned that you go through the same issue another string.

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<v Speaker 6>Yah yah.

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<v Speaker 2>I tried to call the toad last night. Oh, he's

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<v Speaker 2>pissed off of me. Oh really, do you know the toad?

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<v Speaker 6>I've seen the toad, but I have not sat down

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<v Speaker 6>and gave him a good watch.

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<v Speaker 2>I try to watch some the other day. He's pissed.

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<v Speaker 2>He hates me that he's pissed off of me.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh dang, So is that one of the haters you

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<v Speaker 6>wish would call in?

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<v Speaker 2>I love I love sozety Yeah, yeah, that would be interesting.

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<v Speaker 2>I tried to call him and I was like nervous.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, why the fuck am I? I had to say,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, what the fuck am I nervous to

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<v Speaker 2>fucking talk to the toad? And I'm like, and I

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<v Speaker 2>but not even that I call I called into you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I've called into other streams and I get nervous and

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<v Speaker 2>it's weird. Right, it doesn't make any It shouldn't make

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't make any sense. But you can't out the

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<v Speaker 2>nervous The central nervous system does not care about logic.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, I'll just try to keep that in mind in

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<v Speaker 6>the list of things of me trying to override that,

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<v Speaker 6>but I can't. Eventually, Well that somebody you say your

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<v Speaker 6>name was my name is Brando, Brando.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you so much for calling in Brando.

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<v Speaker 6>And yes, I will take the advice to slight heart,

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<v Speaker 6>but not too much good.

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<v Speaker 2>That's exactly what I'd love that. I love to hear

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<v Speaker 2>that that's fantastic. Take it to take it to heart

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<v Speaker 2>enough that you get the value of it. But that

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<v Speaker 2>if it ends up being bad advice and you don't,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't blame me.

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<v Speaker 6>I won't. It was my choice to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you're right, it was. I love you Brandon, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 6>Yep, I love you too.

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<v Speaker 1>Wink all from Arianna.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, we have Wllana and Arianna.

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<v Speaker 12>All Hello, Ari, can you hear me?

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<v Speaker 2>Hello? Yes, I can hear you now?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah? Hello? You know what what?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm good.

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<v Speaker 14>I was gonna say, Actually, I'm proving your theory wrong.

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<v Speaker 14>I was actually expecting to be here. So your whole

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<v Speaker 14>theory about not wanting to not think you're gonna get

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<v Speaker 14>on stream didn't work.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know, uh, I love when my theories are

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<v Speaker 2>proven wrong. I love when my I want my credibility

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<v Speaker 2>to be as low as humanly possible, because then no

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<v Speaker 2>one will ever trust me or expect anything from me ever,

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<v Speaker 2>and that will equate to greater freedom for my for myself.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, if you, if you, if you have a

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<v Speaker 2>past of having theories and all your theories are always cracked,

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<v Speaker 2>people are gonna be looking at you. They're gonna be like, so,

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<v Speaker 2>what's your theory on this? And you can be like, uh, fuck,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know anything. But if you're just a dumb,

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<v Speaker 2>idiot green guy walking around being dumb, you can just

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<v Speaker 2>live life and no one will ever expect anything from

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<v Speaker 2>you ever, so I actually really appreciate you debunking my theory.

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<v Speaker 14>I mean, if you think about it, like, what is

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<v Speaker 14>what makes a person qualified to have theories?

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<v Speaker 6>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Really, I think makes theories past performance? Uh, having theories

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<v Speaker 2>in the past that have been good and proven true.

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<v Speaker 2>It's one thing I don't know. I mean watching being

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<v Speaker 2>YouTube certified and theories, Ariana, What the hell is wrong

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<v Speaker 2>with you?

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<v Speaker 16>You know what?

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<v Speaker 14>Everything?

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<v Speaker 2>Everything? Pick one thing?

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<v Speaker 14>I feel like my anger?

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<v Speaker 2>You're anger? What are you angry at?

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<v Speaker 14>I don't know. I guess everyone. I just I think

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<v Speaker 14>everyone just picks me off.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's pick one person. We picked one thing, and now

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<v Speaker 2>let's pick one person.

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<v Speaker 14>One person.

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<v Speaker 2>Give me one, but you don't have to give me.

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<v Speaker 2>Give me a fake name. Someone you know if be

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<v Speaker 2>someone you encountered in the wild, a strange injured, someone

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<v Speaker 2>cut you off in traffic, someone you saw, someone be

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<v Speaker 2>mean to someone, just anyone who do you hate? Give

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<v Speaker 2>me one person?

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<v Speaker 14>Uh, you know what, There's just so many. But if

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<v Speaker 14>I have to say someone my yeah, I guess my neighbor.

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<v Speaker 14>I have like a neighbor that he's just so annoying.

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<v Speaker 2>He's so annoying. You have an annoying piece of shit

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<v Speaker 2>neighbor that's the most annoying fucking person in the entire

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<v Speaker 2>planet and deserves to die. What's uh, what do you

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<v Speaker 2>hate about them?

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<v Speaker 14>So funny story. So this guy also has anger is

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<v Speaker 14>shoes and who's actually a sub for my high school?

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<v Speaker 14>And he you know, who's just you know those annoying

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<v Speaker 14>subs that like just think that they are like great

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<v Speaker 14>or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>So like subs, he said, substitute He was a substitute teacher.

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<v Speaker 14>Or high school a substitute teacher, yeah, and like.

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<v Speaker 3>Eighteen all right?

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<v Speaker 2>What all right? So he was a substitution or high school?

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<v Speaker 14>Yes, and like you know, who does shit when you

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<v Speaker 14>have a fucking sub teacher? Like, no one wants to

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<v Speaker 14>pay attention to school, right, So you know, I'm just

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<v Speaker 14>like listening to my music in class and this man

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<v Speaker 14>she's like yelling at us. So he actually got fired

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<v Speaker 14>for fighting someone. And then it turns out he like

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<v Speaker 14>lives next door to my house and so I'm neighbors

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<v Speaker 14>with the.

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<v Speaker 2>Sub all right, So he got arrested, he quit his job,

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<v Speaker 2>He got fired for fighting. So who do he fight?

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<v Speaker 2>He fought a student?

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, like in the hallway, what what?

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<v Speaker 2>What the fuck did they fight over.

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<v Speaker 14>Well you know what, I go to like the really

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<v Speaker 14>Vascal and you know, it's just like gang people. They

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<v Speaker 14>just fight over anything.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're telling me that this sub was in a

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<v Speaker 2>gang and he encountered to.

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<v Speaker 14>Stone, And I thought, yeah, honestly, you could have use

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<v Speaker 14>the type of do that.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't see where you come into this. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>see where you're involved you because you're too upset about

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<v Speaker 2>this for how far I'm moved from the situation. You are,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, arionic? Can I bring something? Can I Can

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<v Speaker 2>I propose a theory here?

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<v Speaker 11>Sure?

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<v Speaker 2>Since I'm so into theories. All right, I think if

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<v Speaker 2>you really can't think of anyone that you hate, I

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<v Speaker 2>think you actually don't hate everyone, because I think if

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<v Speaker 2>you did, you can name a lot of people that

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<v Speaker 2>you hate.

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<v Speaker 15>I do you know I do dislike people.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just like, no, you didn't say you just like

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<v Speaker 2>people said you hate them?

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<v Speaker 14>Well, yeah I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you do, because if you did, you'd

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<v Speaker 2>be able to be able to tell me a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of people that you hate. Gary, you have a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of love in your heart, Ariana. Look, I think you

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<v Speaker 2>have a lot of love in your heart. Actually, I

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<v Speaker 2>think you just I just think you. I think that

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<v Speaker 2>for you know, look, for whatever reason you want up

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<v Speaker 2>here tough, Ariana. But look you're not tough. You're a

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<v Speaker 2>big softy. You have a lot of love in your heart.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you actually love everyone. I think you want

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<v Speaker 2>everyone to uh to succeed, all right. I think you want.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you actually believe in God, and you believe

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<v Speaker 2>in his teachings that say to love your neighbor. And

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<v Speaker 2>I commend to you in your following and practices of

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<v Speaker 2>God's teachings. Arianna. I'm really proud of you.

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<v Speaker 13>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course you've a Is there anything else you want

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about?

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<v Speaker 14>No, I guess the cats really been.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't look at the chat all right, there's no chat.

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<v Speaker 2>The only chat going on right now is between you

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<v Speaker 2>and me. Are you have a wonderful us in the evening?

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<v Speaker 14>You too?

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<v Speaker 1>All from Bradley?

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<v Speaker 8>Bradley, Yes it is. How's it going, Bradley?

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<v Speaker 2>What the hell is wrong with you?

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<v Speaker 6>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>There's a lot, you know, Bradley.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, Bradley, Everyone always fucking says that, and

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<v Speaker 2>then when I asked them name one thing, they can't

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<v Speaker 2>do it.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh no, I can tell you a lot of things.

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<v Speaker 8>My mental health is garbage. Oh the garbage. Relationships are garbage,

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<v Speaker 8>or well, lack of relationships.

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<v Speaker 2>Your social life is garbage. Why is your social life garbage?

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<v Speaker 8>Partially it's my fault simply because I'm a hermit. I

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<v Speaker 8>don't myself out there. Yeah, the main issue that is relationships.

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<v Speaker 2>How old you me?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm twenty six.

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<v Speaker 2>Your main issue is relationships.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>What I found is that, well, okay, you're social. I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like, look you, I feel like it's important to

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<v Speaker 2>have friends before you have a significant other because I'm

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<v Speaker 2>so like, you know, it's important to have your own

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<v Speaker 2>life before you find a relationship. Because first of all,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, no, I don't think anyone. Here's the

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<v Speaker 2>thing I think is that if you put yourself out

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<v Speaker 2>there to try to date someone and you're like I

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<v Speaker 2>need this, and you have this thing of like, look,

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<v Speaker 2>I need this to work out because this is this

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<v Speaker 2>is in my master plan to be the foundation upon

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<v Speaker 2>which I build my entire life. This is scary proposition

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<v Speaker 2>for a lot of people to accept. Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh yeah, certainly.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So I would put that on the back burner

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<v Speaker 2>before you, you know, and try to figure the other

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<v Speaker 2>stuff out first. So so you know, I'm not an expert.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know anything. I'm a dumb green man.

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<v Speaker 8>But I don't have friends. You have a very slight

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<v Speaker 8>to you. I'm just very I guess picky about who

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<v Speaker 8>I hang out with and associate with.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. Tell me about this picking is who? Tell me

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<v Speaker 2>about why you're picky picky and what, Well, what are

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<v Speaker 2>you qualifications?

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<v Speaker 8>I know it's gonna sound awful, but I guess it's

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<v Speaker 8>in the sense of are they worth my time? Is

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<v Speaker 8>it going to be worth in testing myself in this person?

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<v Speaker 8>Am I going to get something out of it? Not

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<v Speaker 8>necessarily anything wrong? I guess, more like a dependable relationship,

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<v Speaker 8>whether it be in a relationship or a friendship in

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<v Speaker 8>the long term. If not, what's the purpose of being

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<v Speaker 8>with them?

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<v Speaker 2>Look, I don't I know you said that that's going

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<v Speaker 2>to sound rough, but I actually think that that's very smart.

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<v Speaker 8>Well you're the first person to say that, then, No, No,

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<v Speaker 8>I think.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it is. No, I actually think it is

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<v Speaker 2>a smart play to make because a lot of people

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<v Speaker 2>have friends that they don't like. Yeah, people are friends

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<v Speaker 2>that they don't like because they don't make that play

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<v Speaker 2>that you just described as saying, is this person worth

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<v Speaker 2>my time? So they hang out with them just because

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<v Speaker 2>like they just they never people have people they hung

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<v Speaker 2>out with and they don't like and they never stopped

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<v Speaker 2>to be like do actually, they never stopped to do

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<v Speaker 2>what you just described and literally go is this person

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<v Speaker 2>worth my time? And if you like hang out with someone,

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<v Speaker 2>then they are, Yes, they are worth your time. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>if you said to me, is this person worth my time?

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<v Speaker 2>Because you know, can they get me a you know,

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<v Speaker 2>a record deal or whatever, then I'd be like, then, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's stupid. But that's not the only thing. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>you're doing. You're literally asking yourself as this person worth

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<v Speaker 2>my time. I'm the first person that told you that that.

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<v Speaker 2>What have other people been telling you.

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<v Speaker 6>That?

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<v Speaker 8>It's very pretentious. It kind of makes me seem like

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<v Speaker 8>I'm a very hateful person, even though I'm really not.

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<v Speaker 8>It does take me a while to warm up.

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<v Speaker 11>To a certain person, but one, but I do.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm kind of like, you know, I've known you my

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<v Speaker 8>entire life, potentially, I don't think that.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think that. I don't I didn't get a

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<v Speaker 2>sense of you're a hateful person from that. Oh no,

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<v Speaker 2>don't listen. No, you know, I don't. Please, don't don't

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<v Speaker 2>listen to anyone that tells you you're a hateful person,

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<v Speaker 2>because you want to evaluate who you spend your You

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<v Speaker 2>want to evaluate who you spend your time with instead

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<v Speaker 2>of just blindly spend your time with anyone, because that's

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<v Speaker 2>how because people have people have friends that they hate

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<v Speaker 2>because of it.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, yeah, I mean, why waste your time. I mean,

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<v Speaker 8>that's your time that you're wasting. And like the previous

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<v Speaker 8>person said, it's very finite.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, life's just sure to not do what you're describing. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so you're picking, but I mean that's good. So you

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<v Speaker 2>have a few friends, so I'm assuming that whoever, And

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<v Speaker 2>by the way, friendship I don't think should be measured

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<v Speaker 2>in quantity. You said you have a few friends, right, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I assume that.

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<v Speaker 8>Because the ones that I actually depend on I know

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<v Speaker 8>that I can turn to at a moment's crisis.

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<v Speaker 2>That's wonderful. Some people don't even have that. I mean

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<v Speaker 2>that's wonderful because all right, because you have such strong

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<v Speaker 2>vetting systems in place, everyone that's left is someone that

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<v Speaker 2>you're spending time that you truly enjoy. Spending time with

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I like that.

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<v Speaker 8>For you, Well, thank you. It's nice to hear some

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<v Speaker 8>validation on that for once instead of me making self doubt.

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<v Speaker 2>Who tells you that, you know, but that's stupid.

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<v Speaker 8>It's been people I'm associated with in the past, coworkers,

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<v Speaker 8>which I know that you're not really supposed to take

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<v Speaker 8>that to heart. I have had several family members tell

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<v Speaker 8>me the same thing. For instance, my I guess my father,

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<v Speaker 8>I guess it's who you want to associate or call

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<v Speaker 8>that name by. He's always told me that I'll end

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<v Speaker 8>up lonely just because of how ticky I am. And

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<v Speaker 8>I'm like, but would it be worth spending the rest

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<v Speaker 8>of your life with someone who does not make you

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<v Speaker 8>happy just because you don't want to be lonely?

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<v Speaker 2>Look, nah, dude, nah man, don't listen to don't listen

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<v Speaker 2>to your father. If he's telling you that, ship.

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<v Speaker 8>Definitely gonna be able to go to that a lot

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<v Speaker 8>easier tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay. I'm glad. I'm glad because I can understand why

1:16:31.840 --> 1:16:35.799
<v Speaker 2>people would think that that's pretentious. By I think it's smart.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's smart to be careful about who you

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<v Speaker 2>spend time with. Yeah, listen, would you say your name

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<v Speaker 2>was Bradley? Bradley? Look, good luck to you man. You

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<v Speaker 2>have a wonder for us in the evening.

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<v Speaker 8>Well, thank you. I will I'll tune.

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<v Speaker 2>In again soon and roll Man, talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 8>You took.

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<v Speaker 5>All from Diego, Diego?

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<v Speaker 6>What's up?

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<v Speaker 10>Get Go?

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<v Speaker 2>How are you? Diego?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm I'm good, dude. This is my first time seeing

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<v Speaker 3>a stream. I finally committed and put it on, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to see what was up in the full thing.

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<v Speaker 2>And how and how did you how's it been going

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<v Speaker 2>so far?

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<v Speaker 3>It's been interesting, dude.

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<v Speaker 17>You've got some.

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<v Speaker 3>You've got some range.

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<v Speaker 11>I like it.

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<v Speaker 3>It's enticing, it's it's pretty nice.

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<v Speaker 8>What I was life with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you go have a question for you? Ask what

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<v Speaker 2>can you do?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, man, That's one of the many questions.

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<v Speaker 3>And it comes down to what I wanted to ask

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<v Speaker 3>you today because I'm I'm turning twenty seven in two days. Man,

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<v Speaker 3>I I'm like doing work that I don't necessarily care about,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's financially stated, and you know, the.

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<v Speaker 17>Thoughts of just running away and just chasing dreams and

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<v Speaker 17>all this just opens up all the questions and it's like, dude,

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<v Speaker 17>how what can I do to like stop asking so

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<v Speaker 17>many questions and start answering them?

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<v Speaker 2>You know. Interesting, Okay, so you say, are you ask

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<v Speaker 2>too many questions? Tell me? Tell me some of these

1:18:20.360 --> 1:18:21.360
<v Speaker 2>questions you're asking.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. Is it like should I should I

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<v Speaker 3>move apartments because I've already been here long enough for something?

1:18:28.320 --> 1:18:31.479
<v Speaker 3>Or should I drive around the country but now there's

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<v Speaker 3>COVID and all this crap. Or should I change a

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<v Speaker 3>job now? Or do I risk it with the blah

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<v Speaker 3>blah blah. The list just starts going off, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and then it's like too much.

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<v Speaker 2>M Let me ask you? So have you uh? I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you value? What do you want to do

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<v Speaker 2>with your life? I'm sorry, ahead.

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, no, go for it. You found up?

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<v Speaker 6>You follow up?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I was gonna say, I found recently. I've been

1:18:58.040 --> 1:19:00.599
<v Speaker 2>thinking about this lately. Is all these it's like very

1:19:00.680 --> 1:19:04.280
<v Speaker 2>tangible decisions, right of should I drive across the country,

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<v Speaker 2>should I do this? Should I do that? I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like they get easier once you get a little bit

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<v Speaker 2>less tangible in terms of thinking about what you want. Like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I've decided I value three things, right, now

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<v Speaker 2>in my own life, at least where I'm at in

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<v Speaker 2>my own I mean, these values are elastic and the

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<v Speaker 2>change as I, you know, get older or anything. But

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<v Speaker 2>I've sort of decided like what I value what I

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<v Speaker 2>want out of life right now in a very like intangible, general,

1:19:31.439 --> 1:19:36.200
<v Speaker 2>non specific sense, and then my more specific decisions of

1:19:36.479 --> 1:19:39.040
<v Speaker 2>should I do this, should I do that are a

1:19:39.080 --> 1:19:41.840
<v Speaker 2>little bit easier because I make those decisions with those

1:19:42.720 --> 1:19:44.800
<v Speaker 2>general values in mind. Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I guess, you know, make it more abstract so

1:19:47.880 --> 1:19:51.720
<v Speaker 3>it's less you know, constricting, if you will.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So like this thing of I want to drive

1:19:55.120 --> 1:19:57.280
<v Speaker 2>across the country. When you're thinking about what you want

1:19:57.280 --> 1:19:59.320
<v Speaker 2>out of life in a general sense, if you've decided

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<v Speaker 2>one of your core values is that in your life

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<v Speaker 2>you would like adventure exactly.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I just want the experience. Yeah, I want

1:20:07.040 --> 1:20:10.720
<v Speaker 3>an adventure. I want stories to tell later, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, of course, then I think that once you've

1:20:13.360 --> 1:20:15.280
<v Speaker 2>decided that that is something you want, I think you

1:20:15.320 --> 1:20:16.880
<v Speaker 2>can make decisions with that in mind.

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<v Speaker 14>Hm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>What kind of adventures do you want to go on?

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<v Speaker 12>I want to I don't know, I want to chase music,

1:20:28.680 --> 1:20:32.080
<v Speaker 12>you know, I want to chase the the weird scene

1:20:32.080 --> 1:20:35.840
<v Speaker 12>of just meeting people at shows and different.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, it's ever since I fell in level

1:20:39.080 --> 1:20:42.840
<v Speaker 3>like the sixties seventies Gypsy Hit Bey Entourage. Feel it

1:20:43.000 --> 1:20:45.320
<v Speaker 3>just brought me a lot of joy. And I just

1:20:45.439 --> 1:20:49.320
<v Speaker 3>liked when people, I don't know, they just had it.

1:20:49.400 --> 1:20:52.080
<v Speaker 3>Seems like they had less on their plate, so they

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<v Speaker 3>just fucking went for it.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what's on your plate right now?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I don't know, like, you know, keep the family

1:21:01.080 --> 1:21:05.200
<v Speaker 3>in touch, the job, like trying to keep a normal

1:21:05.280 --> 1:21:08.720
<v Speaker 3>social life, trying to have a healthy relationship, trying to

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if I'm like over you know, overreaching

1:21:13.720 --> 1:21:16.880
<v Speaker 3>myself or like you know, spreading little too like too

1:21:16.880 --> 1:21:20.280
<v Speaker 3>little butter over too much bread type deal. But I

1:21:20.600 --> 1:21:22.759
<v Speaker 3>feel like I don't know if it was me thinking

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<v Speaker 3>that life was simpler in a time when I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>even experience.

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<v Speaker 6>But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I I guess I envy the people that somehow have

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<v Speaker 3>the courage to really do drastic change.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean, what do you I mean, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if I were you man, you know, and no

1:21:42.800 --> 1:21:44.719
<v Speaker 2>one has you know. The real answers to these questions

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just sort of thinking, Harry. But you know, if

1:21:49.880 --> 1:21:53.040
<v Speaker 2>you were to work backwards and do that thing I'll

1:21:53.080 --> 1:21:56.680
<v Speaker 2>talk about of defining what you want out of life. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, so like if you were like, Okay, for example,

1:22:00.720 --> 1:22:05.080
<v Speaker 2>I'll use mine, like you know, I want to have adventures,

1:22:06.520 --> 1:22:12.000
<v Speaker 2>build community and relationships and make things and be creative.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, I try to leave my life based off

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<v Speaker 2>of those three things and make sure I'm prioritizing doing

1:22:18.720 --> 1:22:21.599
<v Speaker 2>things to serve those three things. And you know, if

1:22:21.600 --> 1:22:23.320
<v Speaker 2>you look at your life and you look at what

1:22:23.400 --> 1:22:27.559
<v Speaker 2>you value, are the things that you're doing matching up

1:22:27.560 --> 1:22:28.679
<v Speaker 2>with with those values?

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<v Speaker 6>H Yeah? I can do that?

1:22:34.600 --> 1:22:35.120
<v Speaker 8>Should do?

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like they are.

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<v Speaker 3>And at some extent I think I'm giving too much

1:22:41.479 --> 1:22:45.240
<v Speaker 3>or too little time to those like I don't do it.

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<v Speaker 3>Out of my entire week, per se, maybe a third

1:22:50.240 --> 1:22:52.720
<v Speaker 3>of it is spent doing what I actually.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, What do you spend the majority of your time day?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, like I said, you know mine to five, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>keeping the house clean, the you know, the ritual single

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<v Speaker 3>no no, no, no, no, not yet. And you know

1:23:10.040 --> 1:23:13.960
<v Speaker 3>that's another question. It's like, oh, the should I be? Now?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I'm the only kid am I supposed to

1:23:16.360 --> 1:23:19.160
<v Speaker 3>have already had. You know, it's it's just like a

1:23:19.240 --> 1:23:21.720
<v Speaker 3>bombardment of questions. And I know I'm not supposed to

1:23:21.800 --> 1:23:26.960
<v Speaker 3>judge myself, but it unless I'm like truly enjoying myself,

1:23:27.000 --> 1:23:30.840
<v Speaker 3>say meditating or something where I'm completely like in them

1:23:30.920 --> 1:23:33.960
<v Speaker 3>now and not getting boggled down, it's hard for me

1:23:34.040 --> 1:23:37.639
<v Speaker 3>to try to go by the day without like having

1:23:37.760 --> 1:23:40.160
<v Speaker 3>ten thousand questions in my mind.

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<v Speaker 6>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Ah, interesting, see, you know that I think a lot

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<v Speaker 2>about the flow state. You know what the flow state is?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh dude, I the flow At least for me, the

1:23:54.600 --> 1:23:58.439
<v Speaker 3>flow is in the general section of a pit in

1:23:58.479 --> 1:24:01.680
<v Speaker 3>the music when I'm completely just when you're yourself, you know,

1:24:01.720 --> 1:24:04.920
<v Speaker 3>and everything's working and the night goes as planned.

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<v Speaker 12>You know what you're doing, you know what you want.

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<v Speaker 3>You know that you don't need more because whatever.

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<v Speaker 11>You have there is enough.

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<v Speaker 3>Like it's hard to extend that. And I guess I

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<v Speaker 3>just envied people that made enough drastic change to guarantee

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<v Speaker 3>that the most of their time is spent doing that,

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<v Speaker 3>as opposed to it being a hobby for me or

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<v Speaker 3>like a thing I have to wait for an event

1:24:29.920 --> 1:24:34.920
<v Speaker 3>or something instead of no, this is my life m hm.

1:24:37.160 --> 1:24:40.000
<v Speaker 3>And I think the adventure comes with that when you

1:24:40.160 --> 1:24:43.720
<v Speaker 3>arrived to that point through the journey. But I guess

1:24:43.800 --> 1:24:46.559
<v Speaker 3>what I'm saying is what you know, like and what

1:24:46.600 --> 1:24:48.960
<v Speaker 3>you said was true. I guess I just need to

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<v Speaker 3>take an honest, unbiased look of what I'm doing is

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<v Speaker 3>actually aligning with what I want and move from there.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm not an expert, but can I ask

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<v Speaker 2>you a cup, what do you do for a living?

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<v Speaker 14>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>I provide it service for like a like trading software,

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<v Speaker 3>so it's like stop in brokerage and it's like interesting.

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<v Speaker 2>And if I were you, I mean I would talk

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<v Speaker 2>to your your significant other about this because that's a

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<v Speaker 2>whole big thing. But yeah, look, if you feel.

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<v Speaker 3>Like he's like make the changes, you know, start looking

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<v Speaker 3>for jobs, and then I guess what stops is like

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<v Speaker 3>you know, all the doubt of well.

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<v Speaker 10>Is it a good decision to do this?

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<v Speaker 3>In the pandemic? Are you should you do this? If

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<v Speaker 3>you're this comfortable how you were?

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<v Speaker 11>Like?

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<v Speaker 3>Can you afford having to be less comfortable? It's like

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<v Speaker 3>questions from everywhere, dude, that I would never come up

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<v Speaker 3>with until they pop in my head.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean like financial financially. You know, what I

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<v Speaker 2>would do is just look at everything that you spend

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<v Speaker 2>money on and how much you can downgrade it. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>can you live in a shittier place to save up

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<v Speaker 2>more money so that you can quit your job and

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<v Speaker 2>uh go travel and do what you want to do?

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<v Speaker 2>And then you know, do you have the skills in

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<v Speaker 2>an industry that like you can get a new one

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<v Speaker 2>when you're done. And also, I still feel like you're

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<v Speaker 2>pretty young. I know a lot of people say that

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<v Speaker 2>twenty seven is old or whatever, but it's it's yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 16>Can't tell if it's like a midlife or core crisis

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<v Speaker 16>or whatever label you want to put it.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it's like that's the main reason I wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to call you today because I was like, well, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm turning twenty seven. I might as well do this

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<v Speaker 3>now before I get it the older.

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<v Speaker 2>I think so too, especially since you don't have any

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<v Speaker 2>fucking kids. If you like, if you were, if you were,

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<v Speaker 2>if we were talking and you had kids, I were like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I have no idea. You're fucked, but you don't have kids.

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<v Speaker 2>How amazing you don't have kids. I know you don't

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<v Speaker 2>have kids, Do you have a mortgage, do you rent?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you buy? Do you what I really is tying around?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess myself, I guess that's what I mean. It's

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<v Speaker 3>just me not making the moves.

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<v Speaker 6>I guess.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if it's just self doubt or just

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<v Speaker 3>being too comfortable, or just because I think if I

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<v Speaker 3>make a hard look in my life, most of the

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<v Speaker 3>biggest change I was in the catalyst for I was

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<v Speaker 3>just along for the ride and I had to learn how.

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<v Speaker 6>To enjoy it.

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<v Speaker 3>So I don't, you know, I don't know if I'm

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<v Speaker 3>just too comfortable. So I guess I'm just looking for

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<v Speaker 3>that drive, you know that, like I said, like the

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<v Speaker 3>people back then, just fucking run for it.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I look, I think you should do it.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you should just go for it. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>because look, what's the worst second I don't have. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know sort of, I don't really know the books

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<v Speaker 2>on your financial situation, but I mean I would just.

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<v Speaker 16>Be like, you know, it's not I'm not saying that

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<v Speaker 16>I'm you know, fucking in the rits or anything, but

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<v Speaker 16>it's like, also, I've come to what.

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<v Speaker 3>You just did not working out and then me trying

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<v Speaker 3>something else. It's not that bad.

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<v Speaker 2>You're not gonna die. You know, have kids if you

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<v Speaker 2>had again, if you had if I if you had kids,

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<v Speaker 2>you'd be But you don't have kids. You can, you

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<v Speaker 2>can fail, you can. You know, you have room to.

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<v Speaker 2>You're really only responsible for yourself right now. And look,

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<v Speaker 2>if you have a long term thing and you're eventually

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<v Speaker 2>gonna want kids, I feel like you're in the best

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<v Speaker 2>position right now to do what you want to do.

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<v Speaker 2>If I were you, I would go do it, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And you're not like a fucking you know, like I

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<v Speaker 2>got friends who are like going to be in medical

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<v Speaker 2>school for the rest of their fucking I know, dude, whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>they can't do anything. But if you have an it job,

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<v Speaker 2>you can. You can get a new one.

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<v Speaker 4>Go do it.

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<v Speaker 2>Do the thing. You're gonna die, man, I really think

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<v Speaker 2>you go do the thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's the thing. Man. Once existentialism comes in, it's

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<v Speaker 3>like I don't know why I'm not doing it, so

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<v Speaker 3>I don't do the thing. I just needed to hear diego, diego.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll see you on the fucking road, my friend.

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<v Speaker 11>Dude.

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<v Speaker 3>I enjoyed it this very much. I hope you have

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<v Speaker 3>a great night.

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<v Speaker 2>I go, of course, I you on the road of

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<v Speaker 2>the night.

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<v Speaker 11>Peace brother.

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<v Speaker 9>On the line Therapi get goes.

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<v Speaker 2>Down his eye.

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<v Speaker 9>Who's teaching you to how to live your life? But

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<v Speaker 9>he's not really an expert.