Speaker 1: All from Sophie.
Speaker 2: Sophie, Hello, you answered I did? Is that surprising to you?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 4: This is amazing to me.
Speaker 2: My night, Sophie. Listen, I have a question for you
Speaker 2: on my own speakerphone right now.
Speaker 5: You're on speakerphone, am I?
Speaker 2: So I'm asking you if I am on speakerphone right now?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 2: How old are you, Sophie?
Speaker 4: I have twenty one?
Speaker 2: There's twenty one. I don't know about you, but I'm
Speaker 2: feeling twenty one. What's up, Sophie? How's your what? What?
Speaker 6: What? What? What?
Speaker 2: What do you do all day? What are you doing
Speaker 2: before you called in? What do you do this morning?
Speaker 4: I just took a big fat elephant shit. So now
Speaker 4: I'm feeling like a skinny legend.
Speaker 2: You took a big fat elephant shit.
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, fuck?
Speaker 3: Great?
Speaker 7: So nice?
Speaker 4: No pops favorite chocolate? Sorry, okay, okay, I'll just this
Speaker 4: is so exciting. Anyway, today I've worked. It was not fun.
Speaker 4: It just happened. But like a bitch, need's funny right.
Speaker 4: Other than that, I just I did nothing.
Speaker 2: I honestly to work because because quote, a bitch needs money.
Speaker 2: What do you need money for?
Speaker 6: Life?
Speaker 4: Tuition?
Speaker 2: Tuition? What do you what are you, and what are
Speaker 2: you in school to do.
Speaker 4: I'm in school to be a teacher. So I really
Speaker 4: hope none of my students are watching this?
Speaker 8: Why?
Speaker 2: Why? Why do you hope none of your students are
Speaker 2: watching this? What does that mean? Do you feel as
Speaker 2: though you're portraying yourself in a way in which you
Speaker 2: would not want your students to see?
Speaker 4: No, I just don't want them to know I swear.
Speaker 2: Why don't you want them to know that you swear?
Speaker 2: You know what, you have a beautiful opportunity here, because look,
Speaker 2: your kids, they're going to be exposed to swearing at
Speaker 2: some point, so they might as well do it through
Speaker 2: you person that hopefully they will they will, you know,
Speaker 2: like and trust.
Speaker 4: Mm hmm you mean, I mean you got point? But like,
Speaker 4: I feel like there's some laws against that from happening
Speaker 4: in policies that I could be severely but fucked by.
Speaker 2: Is there there is? There's no law all right, morally
Speaker 2: morals aside whether you should or shouldn't do something, aside
Speaker 2: strictly legally speaking, I don't think there are any laws
Speaker 2: that say you cannot look a child in the face
Speaker 2: and call them a cunt.
Speaker 4: Well, I mean, if you're in Australia, that's just kind
Speaker 4: of like the norm. But I'm from Canada, so we're
Speaker 4: a little bit more polite here.
Speaker 2: We usually call Again, I'm not talking about I'm not
Speaker 2: talking about societal social norms. I'm legally speaking. You can
Speaker 2: you can call a child a cunt and nothing, and
Speaker 2: you won't go to jail.
Speaker 4: Yeah, like one they could. They don't know me, but
Speaker 4: if I'm in front of a class, no, even.
Speaker 2: If they know you, I think it's I don't think
Speaker 2: there's any laws against that. I don't know if I mean,
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't even know if they I don't
Speaker 2: think it's I don't know if it's in the student
Speaker 2: handbook where you work or anything, or the teacher's manual.
Speaker 2: But there's no it's I'm just saying it's not illegal.
Speaker 2: You will face no legal repercussions if you do it.
Speaker 4: I mean, you're kind of convincing, you know.
Speaker 2: And you'll give them a fun story. How I wish
Speaker 2: I had a story about when I when I was
Speaker 2: in fourth grade, my teacher called me a cunt. That's
Speaker 2: like if you if my teacher called me a cunt,
Speaker 2: and now I got to tell people that that happened
Speaker 2: to me once. That's like, like you kind of like
Speaker 2: my teacher gave me a gift there a little bit.
Speaker 2: I have a fun story now in great.
Speaker 4: Stream my teacher called me a disappointment. Disappointment, so that's.
Speaker 2: Not as funny as a cunt, but it's actually kind
Speaker 2: of sad. Do you feel like that affected you throughout
Speaker 2: your life? Do you feel like does that? Does that
Speaker 2: affect you up until this day?
Speaker 4: Well, considering the fact that I'm still severely depressed, probably,
Speaker 4: but like I feel like I was depressed before that,
Speaker 4: so maybe it just made me.
Speaker 2: Have right, So so I don't think it has affected
Speaker 2: you because you how much of your current depression is
Speaker 2: linked do you think to that event?
Speaker 4: I'm probably like negatives two percent, because at the end
Speaker 4: of the day, I still don't give a fuck.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear
Speaker 2: that you don't give a fuck. What's your name again?
Speaker 4: My name's Sophie.
Speaker 2: Sophia was a pleasure speaking with you.
Speaker 4: I love you have a good name.
Speaker 2: I love you too. I believe that one day our
Speaker 2: souls we bond it together forever in the Kingdom of
Speaker 2: Heaven and I can't'not wait until then. Good night, Sophie.
Speaker 4: I don't believe in Jesus. I'll meet you, and.
Speaker 2: You don't have to because he will reveal himself to
Speaker 2: you one point or another, whether you like it or not.
Speaker 9: It goes on the line making your phone calls every
Speaker 9: night ever, goes to teaching you how to.
Speaker 1: All from Nick.
Speaker 2: Nick.
Speaker 8: Yes, how are you?
Speaker 2: That's a stupid que I hate that question. I hate
Speaker 2: that question. It's a waste of time, It's a dumb question.
Speaker 8: I decided a few years ago that I would always
Speaker 8: answer that question honestly.
Speaker 2: Interesting. How has that decision gone for you?
Speaker 4: Guys?
Speaker 2: Have you how has that affected your life?
Speaker 6: Well?
Speaker 8: What taught me vulnerability people, and essentially it got me sober.
Speaker 2: I like that. I'm a big fan of vulnerability with people.
Speaker 2: I think that we only have so much time on
Speaker 2: this earth. We should be true to our feelings.
Speaker 8: Yeah, you have to connect with people, and if you're
Speaker 8: not vulnerable and open, you lack connection. And that's when
Speaker 8: that's when my mind goes dark. I love when I
Speaker 8: feel alone.
Speaker 2: I love that.
Speaker 8: But hey, I need some advice. I have a meeting
Speaker 8: in twenty minutes with a professor of a math class
Speaker 8: I'm taking, and we just finished a semester long group
Speaker 8: project in which one of the participants, there were three
Speaker 8: of us, one of them, didn't do anything and then
Speaker 8: messaged us asking if he could use this project. It's
Speaker 8: a very intense project. We wrote an algorithm that is spectacular.
Speaker 8: It's a great project. Well, it would be great on
Speaker 8: a resume. And he didn't do anything, and he asked
Speaker 8: if he could put it on the resume, and we
Speaker 8: don't know how to tell him no without taking all
Speaker 8: of his points off of the project. He's a nice
Speaker 8: enough kid, you know. And that's how projects go. One
Speaker 8: person doesn't do anything, no matter what, taking all.
Speaker 2: Of his points off the project. When you say taking
Speaker 2: all his points on the project, if all of his
Speaker 2: points get taken off the project, okay, is this like
Speaker 2: a collective thing? So if his points get taken off
Speaker 2: the project, it affects every everyone.
Speaker 8: No, No, we would still the two of us that
Speaker 8: did all the work would still get a fine grade.
Speaker 6: All right.
Speaker 2: Look, here's my actual advice on this. I think if
Speaker 2: I were in your position, and I've been in similarish positions,
Speaker 2: I would just be like he all he wants to
Speaker 2: do is put on a resume like for jobs.
Speaker 6: Yes, let him, let him do it.
Speaker 2: The universe will play out, I'd say, let him do it. Look, look,
Speaker 2: things will play out how they're going to play out.
Speaker 2: No matter what. He'll get fucked eventually, or maybe he
Speaker 2: won't get fucked and he'll be able to bullshit his
Speaker 2: way through life forever. But that doesn't affect you. Okay,
Speaker 2: you don't lose anything. You did the project. You're the
Speaker 2: guy who knew how to do the thing, and you
Speaker 2: will forever be the guy who knew to do the thing.
Speaker 2: No one can take that away from you. You have
Speaker 2: hard mathematic like real hard skills to do things. So like, look,
Speaker 2: will it take anything away from you for this other
Speaker 2: guy to put it on his resume. People will disagree
Speaker 2: with me here, but it's not gonna take anything away
Speaker 2: from you. The university gonna play out the every way
Speaker 2: it plays out. Just if it's such a big deal
Speaker 2: for you, I actually feel like you gain more by
Speaker 2: just taking the path of least resistance and just fucking
Speaker 2: let him do it whatever he wants to do, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: because it doesn't affect you. This really doesn't affect it.
Speaker 2: The most this is affecting you is right now as
Speaker 2: you're like dealing with the stress of making the decision.
Speaker 2: So just make the decision and then this will never
Speaker 2: affect you ever again.
Speaker 6: All Right.
Speaker 8: Yeah, you know, I'm real fifty fifty on it, and
Speaker 8: I think he might be right, because honestly, he's a
Speaker 8: nice enough kid. He had other things going on, but
Speaker 8: so does everybody. It just feels it just feels unfair.
Speaker 8: And maybe I'm just being too self absorbed about it
Speaker 8: being unfair to me to really recognize that. You know,
Speaker 8: there's there's bigger problems out there.
Speaker 2: I look might be wrong. I'm sure people disagree with me,
Speaker 2: But if I'm talking about like what I would do
Speaker 2: if I'm in your situation, just for my own sake
Speaker 2: of taking the path of least resistance, which I like
Speaker 2: to take, I'd just feel like fuck it, you know.
Speaker 2: I mean, you have your skills. You did the project.
Speaker 2: It's your work. You know that, and you can you
Speaker 2: you no one can take these skills away from you
Speaker 2: ever again. And you can use these in a job,
Speaker 2: and you can use these in your own entrepreneurial pursuits.
Speaker 2: You know your life's going to be great. No matter what.
Speaker 8: Well, thank you very much. I think that that's some
Speaker 8: good Beck. Were's some things up for me?
Speaker 2: Of course? Would you say your name was? I'm Nick Nick.
Speaker 2: I like that vulnerability thing, Nick Nick. Nick. I don't
Speaker 2: know if you Nick? Do do who Mark Manson is?
Speaker 8: Mark Manson?
Speaker 6: No, I don't.
Speaker 2: Okay, he's reading a couple of books about that that
Speaker 2: I think are really good. You check him out. I
Speaker 2: think you would like them, Mark Manson.
Speaker 8: I'll write that back.
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, you have a good rest of done it, Nick.
Speaker 1: Thank you you too, Thanks so much, all from Andrew.
Speaker 2: Andrew baby, Hey, hey, hey, yeah, I think hey yeah
Speaker 2: is uh.
Speaker 10: Yes, I really don't know what I'm supposed to say
Speaker 10: right now?
Speaker 6: My bad.
Speaker 2: No, you know what, There is no like thing that
Speaker 2: you're supposed to say.
Speaker 10: Yeah, all right, I could use your insight.
Speaker 2: I'll do the best that I can. We've there's been, undeniably,
Speaker 2: I don't know if you've been watching the stream, but
Speaker 2: undeniably there have been times where people tonight have asked
Speaker 2: me for insight and I haven't didn't know what to say,
Speaker 2: but I've I've I think I've tried at least my
Speaker 2: best for each time. So I will give you my
Speaker 2: best attempt at providing insight.
Speaker 10: All Right, So I grew up in a really conservative family,
Speaker 10: and uh, I don't really want to live with my
Speaker 10: girlfriend before we get married. I think that they're bound.
Speaker 10: And she said that she will not marry me until
Speaker 10: we live together.
Speaker 2: M Well, when you okay, Well, here here's what I
Speaker 2: think off the bat is when you say I grew
Speaker 2: up in a conservative household. Where you grew up in
Speaker 2: my opinion, doesn't matter. You now as an individual, having
Speaker 2: grown up having access to think and believe and value
Speaker 2: whatever it is you want to think and believe in value,
Speaker 2: do you believe that you know for whatever you know?
Speaker 2: Do you do you not believe in living with someone
Speaker 2: before you marry them, regardless of how you were raised
Speaker 2: to believe this? That's fine. I don't think there's anything
Speaker 2: wrong with you, know that being something you value. I'm
Speaker 2: just saying I would hope it's something that you value
Speaker 2: because you value it, not because your parents told.
Speaker 6: You to value it.
Speaker 10: It is because something I value.
Speaker 2: Okay, That's what I was getting at.
Speaker 10: And so, like, I don't know, I'm just kind of
Speaker 10: struggling with this. And then also I'm pretty sure that
Speaker 10: if I do move in with her, that means that, like,
Speaker 10: it's like, I have scholarships for college and then I'm
Speaker 10: a reservist E three in the Air Force, so I
Speaker 10: have that bring in money. But I'm just like and
Speaker 10: I work also in conjunction to like pay off college.
Speaker 10: But like, I'm like a couple grand short, and uh, like,
Speaker 10: I'm pretty sure if I move in with my girlfriend,
Speaker 10: parents will probably cut me off on that little extra
Speaker 10: help that I need. And so like I'm trying not
Speaker 10: to go into debt and do all this, that and
Speaker 10: the other while you know, just to satisfy her.
Speaker 2: That's tough, man. I mean, well, how important is your
Speaker 2: relationship with your girlfriend? There's an honest question pulling esbend together.
Speaker 10: Don't to better? Pushing on a here and now at
Speaker 10: this point? Okay, I mean i'd find so like for
Speaker 10: me though, for me, like most of my relationships wouldn't
Speaker 10: get past a month because when I was in high school,
Speaker 10: accidentally knocked up a girl and then we lost the kid,
Speaker 10: and I couldn't like handle being serious with anyone.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry to hear that that must have been a
Speaker 2: very intense experience.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it was a lot for a sixteen year old, you.
Speaker 2: Know, I mean, look my own person, how old are
Speaker 2: you now? Eighteen?
Speaker 4: Do what?
Speaker 2: How old are you now? Eighteen?
Speaker 10: Yeah, I'm almost nineteen.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be honest my personal belief. I mean, first
Speaker 2: of all, nineteen, I only been seeing each other year.
Speaker 2: I think, I mean your values aside, I think I
Speaker 2: personally think that's a little that's a little young and
Speaker 2: a little early, a little young of you and a
Speaker 2: little young in your relationship to be moving in together.
Speaker 10: Yeah, And we've been fighting over it so much.
Speaker 6: It's like.
Speaker 10: It's having me consider like, oh no, she's like backing
Speaker 10: me into a wall in this one, Like whether I
Speaker 10: should just not given to that old made them it
Speaker 10: to be like all right, well we are meant to
Speaker 10: be together.
Speaker 2: Then look if that's if that's the decision you come to.
Speaker 2: I don't think that's a terrible thing. I mean sometimes
Speaker 2: you have to evaluate if you know, your values match
Speaker 2: the values of the person that you're trying to you know,
Speaker 2: be in a relationship with, and if they don't. You know,
Speaker 2: I don't think it's necessarily tragic. It's just is what
Speaker 2: it is.
Speaker 10: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And also ultimatums, Yeah, never really sit right with me
Speaker 2: because they're a little bit controlling, and I don't feel
Speaker 2: like your partner should be trying to control you.
Speaker 10: They're manipulative.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're a little manipulative. I mean, if your partner's
Speaker 2: trying to give you an ultimatation, that's not a good sign.
Speaker 10: Yeah, And I've voiced that to her already. And I'm
Speaker 10: just like, man, I don't really know what to do here, so.
Speaker 8: I appreciate it.
Speaker 10: I appreciate your insight.
Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, I'm not going to tell you what
Speaker 2: to do one way or another. But those are my thoughts.
Speaker 2: I think if some people are trying to give you
Speaker 2: ultimatums and force you in the corners, that doesn't sound
Speaker 2: like to me the signs of a healthy relationship.
Speaker 6: All right, well, thank you, of course.
Speaker 2: Man. You have the rest of the name.
Speaker 10: Hey, you have a blessed day.
Speaker 2: Thank you.
Speaker 1: I will all from Bobby.
Speaker 2: Bobby?
Speaker 11: What up thereby?
Speaker 6: Get go?
Speaker 2: How you tell me everything? Tell me nothing? Who are you?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 11: Well, my name is Bobby.
Speaker 12: Uh.
Speaker 11: I mean I feel like, yeah, I mean, what else
Speaker 11: would you? What else is there? Really? I mean, there's
Speaker 11: the name in there's outer space. But I don't know, man,
Speaker 11: I just thought it'd be nice to call somebody and
Speaker 11: talk and I saw you was he was doing a
Speaker 11: thing online.
Speaker 2: M Do you talk to a lot of people in
Speaker 2: your day to day life.
Speaker 11: I do. I'm a cook and a bartender at a
Speaker 11: golf course resort grow room, and I'm Travilhurst for a
Speaker 11: funeral Hume, So I thought a lot, Yes, sir.
Speaker 2: That must be. That must be actually a very stressful gig.
Speaker 11: I'd say less stressful and more uh thought provoking. You know,
Speaker 11: it makes you think a lot. It keeps you kind
Speaker 11: of you know, grounded in a certain way.
Speaker 2: But you know, if it's a good It is good
Speaker 2: to be consistently reminded of death because it gives I
Speaker 2: feel like it gives you more value to life.
Speaker 11: Yeah, man, you know, it's just like you don't remember
Speaker 11: any of the families that you meet, You don't remember
Speaker 11: any of the people that you drive. But you know,
Speaker 11: for some of those people, you know, you you're a
Speaker 11: big part in their lives. I mean, you know, talking
Speaker 11: to them and helping them through that time. So yeah,
Speaker 11: it's all about.
Speaker 2: Perspective as anything. I mean, that's a lot of stress too,
Speaker 2: because like I mean, that's the you got all you
Speaker 2: got some precious cargo in the back.
Speaker 4: You know that.
Speaker 11: Yeah, you know it ain't it ain't no time to
Speaker 11: be driving. It's you got to be aware. You know,
Speaker 11: it's take you know, it's it's it's the whole thing
Speaker 11: is about awareness and you know, knowing what you're what
Speaker 11: you're doing.
Speaker 2: Damn could do you do you text and drive in
Speaker 2: your off time? Do you text and drive as when
Speaker 2: you're a civilian?
Speaker 11: You know, when I'm in my civilian life, I might
Speaker 11: pull up my phone is to stop light and text
Speaker 11: my linger into me driving, you know, once that light
Speaker 11: turns green. But I generally try and stay off the
Speaker 11: phone while I'm on the road.
Speaker 2: You know, I think that's good.
Speaker 11: Donte to end up in the casket as No.
Speaker 2: No, have you ever thought about like what what if
Speaker 2: you were dead? What would you want your host driver
Speaker 2: to be like?
Speaker 11: As a person, I think I'd want to carry a conversation,
Speaker 11: you know. I think I'd want somebody that's not afraid
Speaker 11: to talk to me and talk to themselves. I like
Speaker 11: to have a little moment with the person while I'm
Speaker 11: driving them, you know, let them know that that everything's
Speaker 11: going to be okay here while they're doing what they're
Speaker 11: going to be doing for the rest of eternity.
Speaker 2: Interesting. So you you talk to the.
Speaker 11: Corpses, oh yeah, one hundred percent, because it ain't.
Speaker 2: All those conversations go I mean, I'm I mean one sided.
Speaker 2: I assume you know, it.
Speaker 11: Can get a little it can get a little boring,
Speaker 11: but you know, it's just about trying to make you know,
Speaker 11: it's it's it's about the connection. Like I said, it
Speaker 11: ain't just the hearse driving either. I mean, it's you know,
Speaker 11: kind of getting the bodies ready, getting them, you know,
Speaker 11: to with the with the formaldehyde fluid to go into
Speaker 11: the casket and get prep for the family to see.
Speaker 11: So you get a lot of alone time with you know,
Speaker 11: with the people.
Speaker 2: M m, are there any you know, let me ask
Speaker 2: you something. Maybe this is kind of dark, but do
Speaker 2: you ever have a conversation with the corpse and then
Speaker 2: at the end you're like, damn, I wish you weren't
Speaker 2: dead so we could hang out more.
Speaker 11: You know, honestly, like and not to be like, I
Speaker 11: don't know negative. A lot of times it's kind of
Speaker 11: like the people just based on looking at them and
Speaker 11: you know, just making a surface level judgment. It's almost like,
Speaker 11: you know, I'm kind of glad you're bad for me
Speaker 11: to be talking to you, because I don't know if
Speaker 11: I be having as interesting or even want to have
Speaker 11: a conversation with you if you were alive. So it's
Speaker 11: you know, I think it's and I can talk about
Speaker 11: whatever I want. I got, you know, I can talk
Speaker 11: about baseball if I want to talk about baseball. I
Speaker 11: ain't gotta be, you know, always on some deep stuff.
Speaker 2: M yeah, I could. So you're telling me, so you've
Speaker 2: looked at someone, You've looked at these people, and you've thought, gee,
Speaker 2: the most interesting thing about you is that you're dead.
Speaker 11: Yeah, you can kind of tell somebody's lived a you know,
Speaker 11: a spectacular life or you know, kind of spend time
Speaker 11: under the radar, And is.
Speaker 2: There any good real quick? What do you look for visually?
Speaker 2: Are there any visual signals up from a corpse that
Speaker 2: indicate that it had a boring life?
Speaker 11: Well, you can kind of see. I mean, I don't
Speaker 11: know if you'd call you getting When you look at
Speaker 11: somebody's faith, I mean you can tell. I mean, sometimes
Speaker 11: they die when that when they're sixty and they look
Speaker 11: like they're eighty five. I live in West Virginia, uh
Speaker 11: in kind of a farm town, and so, you know,
Speaker 11: you deal with a lot of people that are, you know,
Speaker 11: look a lot older than they might be. You can
Speaker 11: tell a lot of people just kind of spent their life,
Speaker 11: you know, with their heads down in their work and
Speaker 11: not doing much else, which you know, it's sad or
Speaker 11: however you want to it might be good for them.
Speaker 11: You don't know. But you can really tell, you know,
Speaker 11: how hard a person worked or really what they did,
Speaker 11: just by looking at you know, looking at how they look.
Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was, Bobby? Bobby? Look
Speaker 2: before we go, I want to know, oh, you know,
Speaker 2: what are your plans for the future. How do you
Speaker 2: plan to make the most of this life? Uh?
Speaker 11: Well, I'm a musician, so in my spare time, you know,
Speaker 11: I'm writing music. I do streams on Reddit occasionally they
Speaker 11: tend to go pretty well. I've got, you know, some
Speaker 11: production credits in the works right now with some with
Speaker 11: some pretty cool people. And I'm just you know, trying
Speaker 11: to grind away on my instruments doing what I do.
Speaker 6: Well.
Speaker 2: Good luck, Bobby, I hope you never die.
Speaker 11: You know, it happens to all of us. So I
Speaker 11: just hope my herds driver's pretty cool.
Speaker 2: Yeah for good night, Bobby.
Speaker 11: He's out, but not me.
Speaker 2: It happens to all of us, he says, not knowing
Speaker 2: who he's talking to, an immortal lizard. Wait, shit, I
Speaker 2: actually think no, not dying would be worse. I think
Speaker 2: living forever is way, in all seriousness that living forever
Speaker 2: has just got to be way worse than dying, because
Speaker 2: think about it, everyone ever has it died. It's a
Speaker 2: it's a blue chip, proven way to die. I feel
Speaker 2: like immortality is highly uncharted territory and I don't want
Speaker 2: to chart that territory alone. If I were in a
Speaker 2: group of like a hundred other people who were also
Speaker 2: mortal and maybe could form a cool community there, that
Speaker 2: would be fun. But if I was just the only
Speaker 2: person that was a mortal, that would be really lonely.
Speaker 1: All from Emily Day to accept Emily.
Speaker 2: Emily, Emily, Hi, how are you? Emily?
Speaker 4: I'm good?
Speaker 8: Thank you?
Speaker 13: How are you?
Speaker 14: You know.
Speaker 2: I'm trying, Emily? What do you? What do you do?
Speaker 2: Have we ever spoken before?
Speaker 4: We haven't?
Speaker 2: This this is your first ye have you ever? How
Speaker 2: often do you have conversations with other people, or you
Speaker 2: k new are you when you say it's your first time,
Speaker 2: do you make it's your first time talking to me?
Speaker 2: Or it's like this is a fresh experience to you.
Speaker 2: Just the idea that two people can communicate with each
Speaker 2: other over the phone even though they're not in the
Speaker 2: same room. Because it is very exciting technology, even though
Speaker 2: I mean it's pretty old, but it's still exciting.
Speaker 13: I mean a little bit of both. Because it's actually
Speaker 13: funny because I'm watching you right now, so it's like
Speaker 13: a weird like I can hear myself kind of things.
Speaker 2: Weird. I agree with that you can hear yourself. Oh
Speaker 2: that's your first problem. You gotta stop watching. You gotta
Speaker 2: take what do you What do you got there?
Speaker 15: You am?
Speaker 2: I on the phone, the laptop, of the computer. Take
Speaker 2: them all, throw them away. You're not gonna need.
Speaker 13: Actual right on the TV. Right on the TV.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, leave the TV room, dude, in the now.
Speaker 2: The kitchen. Do you have a nice kitchen? Do you
Speaker 2: have granite?
Speaker 11: I don't know.
Speaker 13: Actually I actually just rent so I don't know what
Speaker 13: they put in, but it is very nice.
Speaker 2: You don't know what do you mean?
Speaker 6: You know?
Speaker 2: How do you not know what if you have granite, Well.
Speaker 13: It looks like a stone of some sort, but I
Speaker 13: don't know it looks like to be honest with you.
Speaker 2: Neither do I. What can you do? Emily?
Speaker 13: Well, I don't really know. I mean, I guess today
Speaker 13: I started making a rug, so I guess I could shot.
Speaker 2: I'm making a rug. How does one make a rug?
Speaker 2: What is the process?
Speaker 13: Have you ever seen people with those like guns that
Speaker 13: shoot out the yarn that goes into a rug?
Speaker 2: I have no I've never seen someone shoot a yard
Speaker 2: a yarn gun.
Speaker 13: Okay, well I don't have one of those, but I
Speaker 13: have like a hand held form so I just like
Speaker 13: do this thing called punch needling, and then it just
Speaker 13: goes right in and then it just stays there and
Speaker 13: it's stuck. So you just put the yarn into the
Speaker 13: like fabric and then.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this yarn gun. Can this be used as some
Speaker 2: sort of a weapon theoretically?
Speaker 6: Does it?
Speaker 2: Can it pain or or harm?
Speaker 13: I don't think it would because it's not like it's
Speaker 13: shooting anything really except for the yarn, So I don't think.
Speaker 13: I don't think you can get hit from it.
Speaker 2: It's here's where I'm curious, is what made you decide
Speaker 2: to boy to make a rug when you could just
Speaker 2: buy one.
Speaker 13: I kind of just decided I wanted it to be
Speaker 13: like a specific way, and I wanted to make like
Speaker 13: a custom thing. And also I think rugs are really expensive.
Speaker 13: I'm very broke.
Speaker 2: The amount of time that you would spend making a
Speaker 2: rug would definitely be I would trade the amount of
Speaker 2: money to have the time of not doing that. But
Speaker 2: that's my own personal decision. This is your own personal decision,
Speaker 2: and I respect it. Is there, are you making a
Speaker 2: cool design? What color is the rug?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 13: Well, it's pink and purple and white, and it's gonna
Speaker 13: be kind of like, I don't know how to explain it,
Speaker 13: kind of like wavy. It's just abstract.
Speaker 2: I like it. I listen before we go, I mean
Speaker 2: this rug. Do you feel as though this design is
Speaker 2: some sort of I mean, is there a sense of
Speaker 2: self expression in here? Do you feel as of this design?
Speaker 2: Is there's something you're trying to say with it? Could
Speaker 2: it be interpreted a message from it? Perhaps the colors
Speaker 2: and the scheme of things. Is it a metaphor for anything?
Speaker 13: I don't think it's a metaphor, but I think it's
Speaker 13: kind of like a sort of aesthetic. Maybe I'm going
Speaker 13: for it.
Speaker 4: So there's that.
Speaker 2: And it just give us real quick one or two
Speaker 2: words describe that aesthetic.
Speaker 13: I had to describe it, it would be like cute
Speaker 13: Animal Crossing character.
Speaker 2: Oh, be careful, be careful about Nintendo because they're very
Speaker 2: strict on their copyright. They told because I actually my
Speaker 2: character is based off of a gecko from Animal Crossing
Speaker 2: and they keep sending me letters and pretending like I'm
Speaker 2: not I'm not getting them. So if that happens to you,
Speaker 2: just pretend that you're not getting them, because that's what
Speaker 2: I do.
Speaker 13: And they know.
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon. I appreciate you, and I
Speaker 2: hopefully your rug goes well. I hope you're able to
Speaker 2: sell it for a million dollars.
Speaker 7: Oh, thank you, that's so kind.
Speaker 13: Oh and my my workrind next of Hi. He loves
Speaker 13: watching everythey.
Speaker 2: I'll tell your boyfriend Nick that he seems like a
Speaker 2: really cool guy.
Speaker 13: Oh, I will let him know.
Speaker 2: Have a good night, Emily.
Speaker 4: Thank you.
Speaker 1: You two all from Alana.
Speaker 2: Lana. Hello, what's up Alana?
Speaker 15: Holy shit? What I don't know. I've been trying to
Speaker 15: get on for like a couple of months.
Speaker 2: Trying to get on what dude.
Speaker 15: Therapy?
Speaker 2: Get go? Look, Yes, you dialed the number into your phone, right,
Speaker 2: mm hmm, and someone picked up the phone right.
Speaker 15: Yes, is this Lyle?
Speaker 2: This is this is someone. What's up, Alana? How are you?
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?
Speaker 15: I'm pretty good.
Speaker 3: How are you doing?
Speaker 2: What do you?
Speaker 14: Uh?
Speaker 2: What did you do this morning?
Speaker 15: This morning I took my dad's girlfriend's dog on a walk.
Speaker 15: Tried to get it to like pull me on a longboard.
Speaker 15: So that was a fun time to learn.
Speaker 2: You tried to get it to pull you on a longboard?
Speaker 15: Yeah, with the leash you kind of like have the
Speaker 15: dog out in front of you to the side and
Speaker 15: then kind.
Speaker 1: Of let it go alta.
Speaker 2: That sounds really dangerous. I feel like you're giving the
Speaker 2: dog a lot of control in that situation over your
Speaker 2: direction and your speed.
Speaker 15: Well, I've learned you kind of keep them on a
Speaker 15: short leash.
Speaker 1: It works a lot better.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 15: I'm learning on like a big open parking lot right now,
Speaker 15: and then we probably like work our way up to
Speaker 15: smaller kind of narrower sidewalks.
Speaker 2: What I'm the most afraid how big is the dog?
Speaker 2: Is it a tiny dog or a big dog?
Speaker 4: No, it's a big dog.
Speaker 1: It's a husky.
Speaker 2: Oh a husky all right, Because here's what I'd be
Speaker 2: afraid of is let's say the dog stops suddenly then
Speaker 2: but you still have your wheels or whatever they get
Speaker 2: them momentum and you just see trip and fall onto
Speaker 2: the dog and you crush it.
Speaker 4: Oh that's how you.
Speaker 15: Got to keep it like on to the side. We're
Speaker 15: going slow, like, it's not like a just go and
Speaker 15: then it just starts booking it.
Speaker 2: You're trying to go viral on TikTok and hope it happens. Well,
Speaker 2: I have a question for you, Alana, Yes, So what
Speaker 2: is up? What the hell is wrong with you?
Speaker 15: Well, currently I'm trying to kind of I don't know
Speaker 15: how I would like It's not like cock block maybe,
Speaker 15: but my friend group. Two people in this friend group
Speaker 15: have started like catching feelings for each other. So me
Speaker 15: and a couple of the other people in the friend
Speaker 15: group have decided to kind of stop that from happening.
Speaker 15: It's like that, uh, have you seen Lion King one
Speaker 15: and a half? That one seemed like ontage with Timon
Speaker 15: and poomb are like we can't let this happen. We
Speaker 15: kind of like get in the way. That's kind of
Speaker 15: us right now, yeah, but don't tomorrow.
Speaker 2: How does it end? Timon and poomb But earn as
Speaker 2: learn a lesson that that was stupid, right.
Speaker 15: Well, yeah, but we're still stupid. So it's okay, it's okay.
Speaker 2: Why do you what what is your vested interest in
Speaker 2: these two people not being together?
Speaker 15: Because it's gonna mess with the vibe of this friend group.
Speaker 15: We've been together for so long, you've gotten like close.
Speaker 15: And so the girl I love, her name is Ashley,
Speaker 15: So Ashley, we just kind of.
Speaker 2: Incorporated into Look what's your name?
Speaker 4: Alana?
Speaker 2: Alana? How old are you?
Speaker 15: Eighteen?
Speaker 2: Alana?
Speaker 10: All right?
Speaker 2: Yes, Look, at one point or another, I'm gonna tell
Speaker 2: you what's gonna happen one point another all of your
Speaker 2: friends are going to get into relationships and uh, they'll
Speaker 2: still be your friends, but their priorities will be with
Speaker 2: their partner instead of you. This is gonna happen. This
Speaker 2: happens to everyone, you know, Get used to it. You know,
Speaker 2: I think that your attempts to foil your friend's happiness
Speaker 2: and interfere with their life is not a good strategy
Speaker 2: for you, because you know, that's not a great way
Speaker 2: to deal with to deal with these problems. You know,
Speaker 2: I'd rather you adapt as opposed to trying to keep
Speaker 2: your friends single forever.
Speaker 15: That's true, That is true. Okay, I can respect that.
Speaker 15: And it's like, I don't know, we're all seniors. We're
Speaker 15: going to college soon, so it's more like we're trying
Speaker 15: to stop something from like a summer flome and then
Speaker 15: kind of everyone goes off. But yeah, you know what,
Speaker 15: I can respect that.
Speaker 2: The energy that you might spend trying to, you know,
Speaker 2: break up this this this romance, I feel like you
Speaker 2: could better spend the energy, you know, planning your own feature.
Speaker 2: I mean, you're going to college, right, You're going away.
Speaker 2: Why don't you prepare for that?
Speaker 15: Yeah? All right, how do you suppose I should do that?
Speaker 11: Then?
Speaker 2: What are you going to school for?
Speaker 15: Commercial aviation?
Speaker 2: Commercial aviation? Watch a bunch of YouTube videos about planes?
Speaker 3: All right?
Speaker 10: Huh?
Speaker 15: I think I can do that.
Speaker 2: And then what's gonna happen. You're gonna go to college
Speaker 2: and the first two semesters, every every class you take everything,
Speaker 2: they say, you're gonna be in your head. You're gonna
Speaker 2: be like already learned all this fucking show on YouTube.
Speaker 2: Now you're gonna drop out, and you know, get your
Speaker 2: aviation license on YouTube because they're going to have that
Speaker 2: ship by then. It's the future.
Speaker 15: Get a pilot's license on YouTube.
Speaker 2: Alana, Alana, you have a good rest of the You
Speaker 2: have a good rest of your life. I believe in you.
Speaker 2: I think you got a good future ahead of yourself.
Speaker 2: But just you just gotta not look at tomorrow and
Speaker 2: Poomba is your role models.
Speaker 15: That is true. Okay, Well, thank you for the info.
Speaker 15: Good night.
Speaker 1: All from Fox Fox.
Speaker 2: Hello, how you doing?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 5: You know, I'm doing well despite how my week is going.
Speaker 14: What about you?
Speaker 2: Man? Uh, how's your week going? Fox?
Speaker 5: Just just the troubles of employment, to my friend.
Speaker 2: Employment are lack thereof?
Speaker 8: Uh, lack thereof?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Hm, where have you been applying to like jobs and stuff?
Speaker 5: Yeah? I uh, you know, I just I was working
Speaker 5: a couple of places, but they kind of sucked my soul.
Speaker 2: You know, m they sucked your soul. Tell me about
Speaker 2: these places that sucked your soul?
Speaker 11: Uh?
Speaker 5: Well, gas station jobs or cool? I'm not a fan.
Speaker 8: I got to say, I.
Speaker 5: Don't know because I get the creatures of the night.
Speaker 5: You know, I and my gas station sold really cheap beer,
Speaker 5: so we really got those creatures.
Speaker 2: I'll tell you, tell me about some of these creatures.
Speaker 2: I mean, who were the sole suckiest?
Speaker 5: Oh man, Well, my favorite one. His name was Frankie.
Speaker 5: Like he always had an eight ball in his hand,
Speaker 5: and he like, you know, honestly, he was just a crackhead.
Speaker 10: With good advice.
Speaker 5: But most of them would basically assault me.
Speaker 2: You said he was a crackhead with good advice. Yeah,
Speaker 2: he was like the advice he gave you.
Speaker 5: Yeah, he was like my own little local therapy gecko,
Speaker 5: except he was way less cool.
Speaker 8: I don't know.
Speaker 5: I would I would have relationship problems and he would
Speaker 5: sort of he would sort of talk me through, you know,
Speaker 5: I was my girlfriend wasn't talking to me, and he
Speaker 5: was like, have confidence in relationships, man, gotta go, gotta split.
Speaker 5: And I'm like, you know what that guy know what
Speaker 5: he's talking about?
Speaker 2: Do you think he does? Do you think I mean
Speaker 2: his his I mean it could be possible that he
Speaker 2: was a just well traveled, well experienced guy who you know,
Speaker 2: knew a thing or two about about relationships.
Speaker 5: You know, I think he might be right. But you
Speaker 5: know something that I never got advice for was you know,
Speaker 5: I kind of feel lost without purpose. You know what
Speaker 5: I'm saying?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I feel you Sorry, you feel lost without purpose?
Speaker 5: Yeah, man, because like you know, I do music and stuff,
Speaker 5: and like I try to, I guess I try to
Speaker 5: be a good person to the people in my life.
Speaker 5: But you know, I don't know, I'm kind of searching
Speaker 5: for like direction.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 2: You do music. We're going music, do you do?
Speaker 5: Definitely a metal head. I just like to be loud
Speaker 5: on stage, and you know it's I don't know, have you.
Speaker 2: Been performing at all? You do any live shows?
Speaker 5: Well, not a whole lot ever since the pandemic, But
Speaker 5: I got a few gigs that I did but before
Speaker 5: twenty twenty and stuff like that. You know, I was
Speaker 5: playing a good show at least once a month.
Speaker 2: You know that's awesome?
Speaker 6: Do you do?
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not a music promotion expert, but what
Speaker 2: you got to you gotta spotify, you do your.
Speaker 5: I wish, you know, honestly, I should probably figure that
Speaker 5: kind of stuff out, like probably get my stuff out there,
Speaker 5: you know, yeah, because you know my I guess it's
Speaker 5: like a band slash solo project. But it's called Wichita.
Speaker 5: But I don't know, man, Like, yeah, I should probably
Speaker 5: promote myself or something that would probably give me something
Speaker 5: more to do.
Speaker 10: You know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean look at it as a project, you know,
Speaker 2: do use TikTok.
Speaker 5: Yeah, Oh dude, I love TikTok. It has like the
Speaker 5: best ship posts.
Speaker 2: You gotta go. You gotta promote your music on TikTok.
Speaker 2: I know I'm getting all specific. I'm getting all specific,
Speaker 2: but I feel like, you know, for me, in times
Speaker 2: when I've lost purpose, it's it's getting specific that helps,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I actually discovered you through TikTok, like I thought,
Speaker 5: I honestly like found you on TikTok, and like I
Speaker 5: saw you as this like borderline pagan god that I
Speaker 5: must like, you know, tonight's actually the first night I
Speaker 5: actually joined your stream.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, welcome.
Speaker 5: Yeah, man, I'm loving it here. I'm gonna I think
Speaker 5: I'll be here three times a week.
Speaker 2: What did you say your name was again?
Speaker 6: Fox?
Speaker 5: FOXX My mom named me after the X Files.
Speaker 2: Is your real your real names? Fox? I thought that
Speaker 2: was like I remember now, I thought it was a
Speaker 2: stage name of some kinds.
Speaker 5: Oh, well, a lot of people do think that, but
Speaker 5: that's like dead, that's my real name.
Speaker 2: Damn that you really got to be a musician now
Speaker 2: because Fox is a cool ass name for a metal
Speaker 2: head guy.
Speaker 5: Man that honestly, dude, you saying that like that, that
Speaker 5: really means a lot, dude.
Speaker 2: You know, I mean if you're lost, you know, if
Speaker 2: you're having trouble with purpose. I mean, I think taking
Speaker 2: on a project, that's I mean when I've had times
Speaker 2: when I'm feeling that way, I mean, getting lost in
Speaker 2: a project has been the best thing. I feel like,
Speaker 2: you've got a project, you got to you got a
Speaker 2: good project on your hands. You know, you make music,
Speaker 2: you want to go out and promote it.
Speaker 5: I just I just need to get I think I
Speaker 5: just need to get some more musicians to like maybe
Speaker 5: long term do stuff with me. I think that's my
Speaker 5: main problem.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I mean you said you said you have
Speaker 2: a little bit of a solo project going on, right
Speaker 2: when you talk about Wichita. Was that a solo project?
Speaker 2: Is that a band?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 5: I mean it's technically both. I sort of just I
Speaker 5: like write all the stuff and I sort of find
Speaker 5: people that vibe with it, and we just like go
Speaker 5: buck Wild.
Speaker 2: You know, dude, if I were you, I'd I'd start
Speaker 2: promoting myself on on on TikTok, and not just the music,
Speaker 2: like you as a person as a musician, not just
Speaker 2: the set, because that's how I feel like what people
Speaker 2: like is they they like not just the music, but
Speaker 2: they like identifying with the person that's making it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, sort of like a cult of personality kind of
Speaker 5: thing a little bit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I mean, I mean, if I were you,
Speaker 2: I would be like, you know, on TikTok, telling these
Speaker 2: stories about these these creatures that you've encountered at the
Speaker 2: gas station. Yeah, man, you know, I think I think
Speaker 2: that that they could be at the very least, even
Speaker 2: if I'm not even saying like, oh you should do this,
Speaker 2: like because it'll take off and you know you'll make
Speaker 2: a million dollars or anything, but just like you know,
Speaker 2: it's it's it's cool as something to do.
Speaker 5: Yeah, Hey, could I could I like write a song
Speaker 5: about you? Like I feel like I need to.
Speaker 2: If you write it. If you write a song about me,
Speaker 2: I'm coming to hear you perform it live and I'll
Speaker 2: come as the get go and fucking wolmosh did dude.
Speaker 5: I'm honestly, if I make it big like I like,
Speaker 5: I will straight up shout you out like every single
Speaker 5: concert like you. Honestly you kind of you trying to
Speaker 5: you reinvigorated my drive like to do all this?
Speaker 2: Good man? When's when's your next show?
Speaker 10: Uh?
Speaker 7: Oh?
Speaker 15: Man?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 5: I honestly wouldn't be able to say, because I really
Speaker 5: need to get a drummer, But honest.
Speaker 2: It should be who in the who in the chaz
Speaker 2: or fucking gets a man of drummer? Dude? Who drums
Speaker 2: in here?
Speaker 5: Yeah? Man, I'm a Central Pa band looking for some drums?
Speaker 10: Man?
Speaker 2: Oh fuck, I just talked. I just talked to a
Speaker 2: Philadelphia guy last night who was in who's in like
Speaker 2: the punk?
Speaker 1: See?
Speaker 2: I don't know if he drums? But where can we
Speaker 2: find you anywhere? I'm curre? Where where can we find
Speaker 2: if we wanted to find your music or anything?
Speaker 6: All right?
Speaker 2: Where if it's someone in here as a drummer and
Speaker 2: they want to reach out, where they reach out?
Speaker 5: So the shitty stuff that I upload on my own
Speaker 5: time on my YouTube channel, uh, it's uh Fox the
Speaker 5: rated X Exercist.
Speaker 2: How many xes in the Fox two x'es fo xx
Speaker 2: fo xx the X Rated Exorcist.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I made that up myself while I was very
Speaker 5: under the influence.
Speaker 2: I like that as a stage name. That's fine on.
Speaker 5: Yeah, because like I didn't want to go for just
Speaker 5: Fox like on stage, I'm like, nah, I have to
Speaker 5: be like some some type of thing.
Speaker 2: You know, Fox the X Rated Exorcist. Everyone getting Fox
Speaker 2: the X Rated Exorcist.
Speaker 5: Damn it your therapy Gecko, and I'm Fox the Rated
Speaker 5: ex Exorcist. You know, I low key stole that title
Speaker 5: from the Edge the Rated our Superstar. But nobody needs
Speaker 5: to know that.
Speaker 2: I won't tell anyone.
Speaker 5: Honestly, I couldn't thank you enough, dude.
Speaker 2: Nah, thank you for calling in.
Speaker 15: Man.
Speaker 2: You hope you have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 2: I hope. I hope if someone out there is a
Speaker 2: drummer reach out to this man, well comment on one
Speaker 2: of his YouTube videos. I saw you on the gott
Speaker 2: thing and let's form a band.
Speaker 9: Dude.
Speaker 5: Well, I love you.
Speaker 2: I love you too. Fox. You have a good night,
Speaker 2: you two man.
Speaker 1: All from Carlos.
Speaker 5: Carlos, Oh, hey there, how are you. I'm doing good.
Speaker 5: I just turned on your stream.
Speaker 2: That's cool.
Speaker 5: I'm I'm digging the whole space thing. I'm a big
Speaker 5: Star Wars fan, so I wish there would be like
Speaker 5: a a Star Wars movie where there's got goes in space.
Speaker 5: I think that would be awesome.
Speaker 2: Carlos, I have a question for you. Yeah, what the
Speaker 2: hell is wrong with you?
Speaker 5: You know, man, I just I don't know this whole
Speaker 5: you know, COVID thing has just been been a crazy
Speaker 5: time for me. And you know, my cat is vomited
Speaker 5: all over my carpet because I gave her cat grass
Speaker 5: and you know, it's yeah, it's it's been a tough time.
Speaker 5: You know, my cat's getting ready to move, you know,
Speaker 5: a lot of anxiety getting.
Speaker 2: Ready to move, like without you like moving out.
Speaker 5: Oh no, no, no, I'm moving to another state.
Speaker 2: So why has COVID been so difficult for you, Carlos?
Speaker 5: Because I do with what I deal with a lot
Speaker 5: of traffic for my job. So as far as like
Speaker 5: people go, I deal with.
Speaker 2: A lot of traffic.
Speaker 5: You said, yeah, a lot of like customer traffic.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, Because I was gonna say, if it's a
Speaker 2: problem with your job is traffic. I feel like COVID
Speaker 2: would help because you know what you get to work
Speaker 2: from home. You don't have to go out into traffic.
Speaker 5: That's true too, you know I'm outside, I guess, but no,
Speaker 5: I have to deal with a lot.
Speaker 2: Of customer traffic. What what do you work as?
Speaker 5: I work as a person at a like a grocery
Speaker 5: store type thing, so I see a lot of people.
Speaker 2: Going through all right, what is I really I need
Speaker 2: to know what is the difference between a grocery store
Speaker 2: type thing and a grocery store?
Speaker 6: Nothing?
Speaker 5: Really, I just didn't know what to say. Yeah, I
Speaker 5: pretty much work at a grocery store.
Speaker 2: You work at You work at a grocery store, correct, M.
Speaker 2: You know what you should do. You should open a
Speaker 2: competing grocery store, and then you'll get your first customers.
Speaker 2: I talking shit about the you work at the current
Speaker 2: grocery store. You talk shit about that grocery store. You
Speaker 2: tell people, Hey, everyone, this grocery store sucks. I only
Speaker 2: work I work here, but I'm trying to get a
Speaker 2: job at a new grocery store. That's where I get
Speaker 2: all my grocery store because there's a much better grocery store.
Speaker 2: And then people will be like holy shit, really, and
Speaker 2: then you're like, yeah, I work here. The people spinning
Speaker 2: the food, the owners are terrible people. You know, just talk,
Speaker 2: just talk massive amounts of shit on the current grocery
Speaker 2: store that you work at. Drop all the traffic to
Speaker 2: your grocery store. You keep all the profits.
Speaker 5: Hmmm, do you think I should like how many people
Speaker 5: do you think I should employ? Should I just work
Speaker 5: by myself? Or do you think you know the way
Speaker 5: I gain all those profits? Or should I you know,
Speaker 5: get one or two people here and there.
Speaker 2: That's kind of tough now that I'm thinking about it. Well,
Speaker 2: you could automate it. You could get you know, the
Speaker 2: self checkout.
Speaker 5: You could just have it just be those Okay, So
Speaker 5: I'll have to manage the self checkout to just make
Speaker 5: sure people are paying for their stuff too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know how to like code.
Speaker 5: I'm sure I can figure it out.
Speaker 2: You know that you should do you should You should
Speaker 2: put some video games in the self checkout of your
Speaker 2: grocery store. And that way you can be like, when
Speaker 2: you're talking shit about the grocery store you work right now,
Speaker 2: you can be like, I know this new grocery store,
Speaker 2: it's way better. They got video games in the self
Speaker 2: checkout thing. And video games and you'll be like, you
Speaker 2: got to go to find out. But if someone told
Speaker 2: me they got Sonic the Hedgehog, by the way, is
Speaker 2: a good name for a grocery store.
Speaker 5: Oh okay, okay. I'm a big gamer, so I enjoy
Speaker 5: a lot of video games. I just watched a few
Speaker 5: Let's players play that Village Resident Evil game, and I
Speaker 5: thank you. Yeah, I'll have the video games on that
Speaker 5: self checkout, so as you're checking out, and then.
Speaker 2: You can, like, whoever the lets players you watched, you
Speaker 2: get them to come and record their next episode at
Speaker 2: your grocery store. Influencer marketing.
Speaker 5: These are all great ideas. I need to get a
Speaker 5: ten right now.
Speaker 2: Listen, Carlos, So you're gonna I think you're gonna do fine.
Speaker 2: All right. I love you very much and I hope
Speaker 2: that you continue on this path because I believe in you.
Speaker 5: I love you too, man. Thanks for the insight and
Speaker 5: thanks for all the advice.
Speaker 2: Of course, of course, Sonic the Hedgehog is the greatest
Speaker 2: game of all time. I concur thank you, Carlos.
Speaker 6: You have a good night, are you too?
Speaker 1: Thanks all from dog.
Speaker 7: What so what can you do? I think with.
Speaker 2: Uh maw maw, I feel like, Okay, I feel like
Speaker 2: I just interrupted you reciting like a script that you
Speaker 2: prepared for this call. Whoa, I mean you really started
Speaker 2: this out like a monologue.
Speaker 7: Yeah, well, I mean You've got me fully engaged here.
Speaker 2: Okay, So.
Speaker 7: I'm on the peloton.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna hop off the peloton.
Speaker 7: I am. But you know I was gonna call to
Speaker 7: talk about what I can do. But now I feel
Speaker 7: like I would like to, you know, reflect upon your
Speaker 7: most recent phone call. If that's okay, sure, So what
Speaker 7: can you do? I mean, think about it. You probably
Speaker 7: have and I don't know everything. I'm just brainstorming here,
Speaker 7: no pun intended?
Speaker 2: How is that a pun?
Speaker 1: Sorry?
Speaker 7: Because I like your background in the clouds.
Speaker 2: The clouds aren't they're they're they're there. They don't really
Speaker 2: I don't think that these are like stormy clouds.
Speaker 7: Uh. Are the only person I've talked to today besides
Speaker 7: people on the computer. So I apologize, I got excited.
Speaker 2: I have bad Okay, I count as a person on
Speaker 2: the computer.
Speaker 7: Ah, I see what kid?
Speaker 2: Do you wish that you talked to it to more people
Speaker 2: not on the computer?
Speaker 7: M I don't care.
Speaker 2: I mean the majority, look, the majority of the people
Speaker 2: I talk to I think are probably on the I
Speaker 2: think the majority of a lot of people that people
Speaker 2: talk to her on the computer. Like if you've DMD,
Speaker 2: if you've talked to more people on your Instagram, dms
Speaker 2: and text messages than you have face to face, those
Speaker 2: I think count is internet people.
Speaker 1: Either way.
Speaker 7: I really it's like even online I talked to maybe
Speaker 7: like seven people, and then in real life we could
Speaker 7: slap that down to a two or three depending on
Speaker 7: the day.
Speaker 2: Do it thay is pretty good? Who are they two
Speaker 2: or three people?
Speaker 7: Uh? My best friend, my siblings, my parents call me,
Speaker 7: but I don't pick up or call back.
Speaker 2: See if your parents, If you talk to your parents
Speaker 2: over the phone, I think they that at that point
Speaker 2: in time, they count as Internet people.
Speaker 7: Really, yes, why would you say that.
Speaker 2: Because you're talking to them over the Internet. Well, I
Speaker 2: mean the phone. You're like, I want to discord all
Speaker 2: with them, But that doesn't really mean the method, the
Speaker 2: medium in which you choose to have the conversation is
Speaker 2: irrelevant to me.
Speaker 7: Yeah, you know, it's really like the nature of the relationship.
Speaker 7: Like if I only know you from the computer, your
Speaker 7: internet people, if you know you re first to me
Speaker 7: or something. Then I'm gonna go ahead and just say,
Speaker 7: you're like, you're person in my life.
Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was Nicole?
Speaker 7: Now but very close.
Speaker 2: Now, what can you do.
Speaker 7: Well? I could do a lot better.
Speaker 2: Not gonna lie, you could do a lot better.
Speaker 7: I feel I feel ashamed of myself, but also I
Speaker 7: feel like kind of proud of myself, like haha, because
Speaker 7: I don't really try or like do anything, but I'm
Speaker 7: still like living a fairly decent lifestyle.
Speaker 2: M How would you how would you define a fairly
Speaker 2: decent lifestyle?
Speaker 7: I mean, I have a good job. I just started
Speaker 7: my own nonprofit organization. I have two to three friends.
Speaker 7: Well you know, siblings count friends. I think I'm not
Speaker 7: handy capped. I have all my limbs.
Speaker 2: It's good to have all your limbs. I agree.
Speaker 7: Sometimes I imagine, what imagine if you were just missing
Speaker 7: a summer or something.
Speaker 2: I know it would be terrible. Like actually, all the
Speaker 2: time I've been doing this new exercise, I actually sometimes
Speaker 2: I meditate upon the idea of like just not having
Speaker 2: arms and legs, Like I really try to imagine that
Speaker 2: my I've been kidnapped by someone and they've cut off
Speaker 2: my arms and legs. I like really ruminate on it,
Speaker 2: and like I really put myself there, and I like
Speaker 2: just think about how sad I would be if that
Speaker 2: happened to me, and like how all I would want
Speaker 2: if I were in the situation is to have All
Speaker 2: I would want is to have my arms and legs back.
Speaker 2: And then I and then I wake up and I'm like,
Speaker 2: oh my, it's happened. I got my arms and legs back.
Speaker 2: I have a new refined gratitude for my life, my legs,
Speaker 2: I can take coffee, and.
Speaker 10: I've got the.
Speaker 7: You're not going to, buddy.
Speaker 2: Tell me what I'm not going to believe.
Speaker 7: I really need upon the same thing as well.
Speaker 2: It's it's it's a helpful rumination. A lot of I've
Speaker 2: told some people this and they tell me something that
Speaker 2: I don't like. They tell me, oh, but you're a
Speaker 2: manifesting it. That's total bullshits. There's no way.
Speaker 7: I mean, wow, I don't know anything about that. But
Speaker 7: I don't know anything about.
Speaker 2: Guy on the computer.
Speaker 7: I'm literal nobody. I'm not even green or on the computer.
Speaker 7: I'm just a basic wait bitch, and you're my peloton
Speaker 7: drinking whiskey. Like this is so dangerous. If I died tonight,
Speaker 7: no one would even find my body for four days.
Speaker 7: But regardless, I think we at the end of the
Speaker 7: day our conversation could just say, you know, we gotta
Speaker 7: be grateful. Let's just be grateful. We have our limbs
Speaker 7: and that should be enough.
Speaker 2: I agree. Well, thank you so much for for for
Speaker 2: coming into my coming into my stream, Matt, do you
Speaker 2: everyone for us of the night.
Speaker 7: Thank you so much, ma'am. I love you.
Speaker 14: Bye?
Speaker 6: What pull from Brando?
Speaker 2: Brando like Marlin?
Speaker 6: Oh hello, let me quickly pause my stream. Here, how's
Speaker 6: it going.
Speaker 2: It's it's gone great. You have a wonderful, succulent voice.
Speaker 6: Oh, thank you.
Speaker 2: You're welcome.
Speaker 6: So I have a thing that I want to talk
Speaker 6: to you about that I'm experiencing right now at this
Speaker 6: very moment.
Speaker 2: Okay, I'd love to hear it.
Speaker 6: It is that when I am going to meet someone
Speaker 6: or talk to someone that has a large following, are
Speaker 6: you usually get a little bit anxious. I like it
Speaker 6: because I know that they're people and they're just trying
Speaker 6: to live their lives. But I feel like they interact
Speaker 6: with so many people that I'm bothering them.
Speaker 2: Well, I'll tell you one thing. If I were to
Speaker 2: start a Twitch stream in which the whole point of
Speaker 2: it was for people to call in, and then when
Speaker 2: people did I felt annoyed by them, I would be
Speaker 2: the biggest fucking douche in the entire planet Earth. And
Speaker 2: you know what, that's a possible I could be the
Speaker 2: biggest douche in the If that were true, and I
Speaker 2: am the biggest douche in the entire world, then you
Speaker 2: shouldn't be nervous. You shouldn't care about my approval of
Speaker 2: you because I'm a douche.
Speaker 6: That is true. I appreciate that.
Speaker 2: How often do you you say this is as you
Speaker 2: the way you're talking about it is like it's something
Speaker 2: that you encounter often. How often do you do you
Speaker 2: find yourself in this situation?
Speaker 6: Pretty often? I wouldn't say too often, I guess, like,
Speaker 6: asides from like big people, I sometimes feel it with
Speaker 6: just like strangers, you know. But yeah, I was.
Speaker 2: Gonna say, I feel like I was wondering, how much
Speaker 2: does this have to do with like, I mean, you know,
Speaker 2: the internet is stupid, but uh, how much like when
Speaker 2: you're just talking to people.
Speaker 6: When I'm talking to people, I usually am not a
Speaker 6: fan of when the conversation comes to a halt. But like,
Speaker 6: I know that dead air isn't the worst thing possible,
Speaker 6: And I don't know. I feel like I'm always conflicting
Speaker 6: with myself because I get these stresses and these feelings,
Speaker 6: but I'm like, nah, I'm being stupid to myself. Yeah,
Speaker 6: you know, you know what a.
Speaker 2: Big problem is is funny because I I don't know
Speaker 2: if it's a problem. But an interesting thing I observed
Speaker 2: is like, all right, you can you know, you know,
Speaker 2: when you get nervous or whatever, your your heart starts
Speaker 2: being like you feel very physical effects to it. And
Speaker 2: I've learned no matter how hard are you in your head,
Speaker 2: you're like, why the fuck am I feeling this right now?
Speaker 2: No matter how hard you try to outthink the way
Speaker 2: that being nervous makes you physically physically feel, you just
Speaker 2: can't do it. It's so it's weird. You can't do it.
Speaker 2: You can't out you can't outthink. You're like central nervous system.
Speaker 6: Yeah, not gonna lie. I'm feeling a little bit of
Speaker 6: that right now. It's calming down a little bit, though,
Speaker 6: I feel like there's always the initial wave, but like
Speaker 6: continuing the conversation with you makes it better.
Speaker 2: Oh, exactly exactly. You know, look if we sit on
Speaker 2: the phone. Look if you and I sat here and
Speaker 2: talked for an hour, you know, by thirty minutes, I
Speaker 2: feel like, you know, I feel like you still wuldn't
Speaker 2: feel that way. We'd just be on the phone. I
Speaker 2: hope that. I mean, I don't know, how do you
Speaker 2: feel now.
Speaker 6: I've chilled out a little bit? Yeah.
Speaker 2: You know what's funny is sometimes like I'll go and
Speaker 2: I'll call Uh, I want to. I want to. I
Speaker 2: wanted to get a sense of how it feels to
Speaker 2: be on the other side of the phone. I've been
Speaker 2: calling into people's RPAN streams when they have the phone
Speaker 2: line and even and the following thing. It doesn't matter
Speaker 2: to me, like if they have like even if there's
Speaker 2: like fifty people. It's like because when I do this,
Speaker 2: I never feel nervous. But the other night I was
Speaker 2: calling into someone's someone else's stream, and I felt I
Speaker 2: felt nervous calling into their stream, which is weird. I
Speaker 2: literally talked to myself, I was like, this is weird.
Speaker 2: Why I feel nervous right now? I talk to people
Speaker 2: in front of people all the time, what I feel nervous,
Speaker 2: But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter because you can't
Speaker 2: outthink your central nervous system. It doesn't abide by logic.
Speaker 2: It just is what it is.
Speaker 6: Yeah. I guess I can't exactly escape it then, but
Speaker 6: like I don't want to, like, I guess make people
Speaker 6: feel just as anxious as I do. Like with the
Speaker 6: energy that I'm giving off.
Speaker 2: I guess, do you feel Do you feel as though
Speaker 2: you're making me anxious right now? Worry that you're making
Speaker 2: me anxious right now?
Speaker 6: Not really?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 6: Yeah, And I think it was mainly because you just
Speaker 6: mentioned that you go through the same issue another string.
Speaker 6: Yah yah.
Speaker 2: I tried to call the toad last night. Oh, he's
Speaker 2: pissed off of me. Oh really, do you know the toad?
Speaker 6: I've seen the toad, but I have not sat down
Speaker 6: and gave him a good watch.
Speaker 2: I try to watch some the other day. He's pissed.
Speaker 2: He hates me that he's pissed off of me.
Speaker 6: Oh dang, So is that one of the haters you
Speaker 6: wish would call in?
Speaker 2: I love I love sozety Yeah, yeah, that would be interesting.
Speaker 2: I tried to call him and I was like nervous.
Speaker 2: I'm like, why the fuck am I? I had to say,
Speaker 2: I was like, what the fuck am I nervous to
Speaker 2: fucking talk to the toad? And I'm like, and I
Speaker 2: but not even that I call I called into you know,
Speaker 2: I've called into other streams and I get nervous and
Speaker 2: it's weird. Right, it doesn't make any It shouldn't make
Speaker 2: It doesn't make any sense. But you can't out the
Speaker 2: nervous The central nervous system does not care about logic.
Speaker 6: Okay, I'll just try to keep that in mind in
Speaker 6: the list of things of me trying to override that,
Speaker 6: but I can't. Eventually, Well that somebody you say your
Speaker 6: name was my name is Brando, Brando.
Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much for calling in Brando.
Speaker 6: And yes, I will take the advice to slight heart,
Speaker 6: but not too much good.
Speaker 2: That's exactly what I'd love that. I love to hear
Speaker 2: that that's fantastic. Take it to take it to heart
Speaker 2: enough that you get the value of it. But that
Speaker 2: if it ends up being bad advice and you don't,
Speaker 2: you don't blame me.
Speaker 6: I won't. It was my choice to do it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're right, it was. I love you Brandon, I'll
Speaker 2: talk to you soon.
Speaker 6: Yep, I love you too.
Speaker 1: Wink all from Arianna.
Speaker 2: All right, we have Wllana and Arianna.
Speaker 12: All Hello, Ari, can you hear me?
Speaker 2: Hello? Yes, I can hear you now?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 14: Yeah? Hello? You know what what?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 3: I'm good.
Speaker 14: I was gonna say, Actually, I'm proving your theory wrong.
Speaker 14: I was actually expecting to be here. So your whole
Speaker 14: theory about not wanting to not think you're gonna get
Speaker 14: on stream didn't work.
Speaker 2: So you know, uh, I love when my theories are
Speaker 2: proven wrong. I love when my I want my credibility
Speaker 2: to be as low as humanly possible, because then no
Speaker 2: one will ever trust me or expect anything from me ever,
Speaker 2: and that will equate to greater freedom for my for myself.
Speaker 2: You know, if you, if you, if you have a
Speaker 2: past of having theories and all your theories are always cracked,
Speaker 2: people are gonna be looking at you. They're gonna be like, so,
Speaker 2: what's your theory on this? And you can be like, uh, fuck,
Speaker 2: I don't know anything. But if you're just a dumb,
Speaker 2: idiot green guy walking around being dumb, you can just
Speaker 2: live life and no one will ever expect anything from
Speaker 2: you ever, so I actually really appreciate you debunking my theory.
Speaker 14: I mean, if you think about it, like, what is
Speaker 14: what makes a person qualified to have theories?
Speaker 6: Like?
Speaker 2: Really, I think makes theories past performance? Uh, having theories
Speaker 2: in the past that have been good and proven true.
Speaker 2: It's one thing I don't know. I mean watching being
Speaker 2: YouTube certified and theories, Ariana, What the hell is wrong
Speaker 2: with you?
Speaker 16: You know what?
Speaker 14: Everything?
Speaker 2: Everything? Pick one thing?
Speaker 14: I feel like my anger?
Speaker 2: You're anger? What are you angry at?
Speaker 14: I don't know. I guess everyone. I just I think
Speaker 14: everyone just picks me off.
Speaker 2: Let's pick one person. We picked one thing, and now
Speaker 2: let's pick one person.
Speaker 14: One person.
Speaker 2: Give me one, but you don't have to give me.
Speaker 2: Give me a fake name. Someone you know if be
Speaker 2: someone you encountered in the wild, a strange injured, someone
Speaker 2: cut you off in traffic, someone you saw, someone be
Speaker 2: mean to someone, just anyone who do you hate? Give
Speaker 2: me one person?
Speaker 14: Uh, you know what, There's just so many. But if
Speaker 14: I have to say someone my yeah, I guess my neighbor.
Speaker 14: I have like a neighbor that he's just so annoying.
Speaker 2: He's so annoying. You have an annoying piece of shit
Speaker 2: neighbor that's the most annoying fucking person in the entire
Speaker 2: planet and deserves to die. What's uh, what do you
Speaker 2: hate about them?
Speaker 14: So funny story. So this guy also has anger is
Speaker 14: shoes and who's actually a sub for my high school?
Speaker 14: And he you know, who's just you know those annoying
Speaker 14: subs that like just think that they are like great
Speaker 14: or whatever.
Speaker 2: So like subs, he said, substitute He was a substitute teacher.
Speaker 14: Or high school a substitute teacher, yeah, and like.
Speaker 3: Eighteen all right?
Speaker 2: What all right? So he was a substitution or high school?
Speaker 14: Yes, and like you know, who does shit when you
Speaker 14: have a fucking sub teacher? Like, no one wants to
Speaker 14: pay attention to school, right, So you know, I'm just
Speaker 14: like listening to my music in class and this man
Speaker 14: she's like yelling at us. So he actually got fired
Speaker 14: for fighting someone. And then it turns out he like
Speaker 14: lives next door to my house and so I'm neighbors
Speaker 14: with the.
Speaker 2: Sub all right, So he got arrested, he quit his job,
Speaker 2: He got fired for fighting. So who do he fight?
Speaker 2: He fought a student?
Speaker 14: Yeah, like in the hallway, what what?
Speaker 2: What the fuck did they fight over.
Speaker 14: Well you know what, I go to like the really
Speaker 14: Vascal and you know, it's just like gang people. They
Speaker 14: just fight over anything.
Speaker 2: So you're telling me that this sub was in a
Speaker 2: gang and he encountered to.
Speaker 14: Stone, And I thought, yeah, honestly, you could have use
Speaker 14: the type of do that.
Speaker 2: I don't see where you come into this. I don't
Speaker 2: see where you're involved you because you're too upset about
Speaker 2: this for how far I'm moved from the situation. You are,
Speaker 2: all right, arionic? Can I bring something? Can I Can
Speaker 2: I propose a theory here?
Speaker 11: Sure?
Speaker 2: Since I'm so into theories. All right, I think if
Speaker 2: you really can't think of anyone that you hate, I
Speaker 2: think you actually don't hate everyone, because I think if
Speaker 2: you did, you can name a lot of people that
Speaker 2: you hate.
Speaker 15: I do you know I do dislike people.
Speaker 2: It's just like, no, you didn't say you just like
Speaker 2: people said you hate them?
Speaker 14: Well, yeah I do.
Speaker 2: I don't think you do, because if you did, you'd
Speaker 2: be able to be able to tell me a lot
Speaker 2: of people that you hate. Gary, you have a lot
Speaker 2: of love in your heart, Ariana. Look, I think you
Speaker 2: have a lot of love in your heart. Actually, I
Speaker 2: think you just I just think you. I think that
Speaker 2: for you know, look, for whatever reason you want up
Speaker 2: here tough, Ariana. But look you're not tough. You're a
Speaker 2: big softy. You have a lot of love in your heart.
Speaker 2: I think you actually love everyone. I think you want
Speaker 2: everyone to uh to succeed, all right. I think you want.
Speaker 2: I think you actually believe in God, and you believe
Speaker 2: in his teachings that say to love your neighbor. And
Speaker 2: I commend to you in your following and practices of
Speaker 2: God's teachings. Arianna. I'm really proud of you.
Speaker 13: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Of course you've a Is there anything else you want
Speaker 2: to talk about?
Speaker 14: No, I guess the cats really been.
Speaker 2: Don't look at the chat all right, there's no chat.
Speaker 2: The only chat going on right now is between you
Speaker 2: and me. Are you have a wonderful us in the evening?
Speaker 14: You too?
Speaker 1: All from Bradley?
Speaker 8: Bradley, Yes it is. How's it going, Bradley?
Speaker 2: What the hell is wrong with you?
Speaker 6: Well?
Speaker 8: There's a lot, you know, Bradley.
Speaker 2: You know what, Bradley, Everyone always fucking says that, and
Speaker 2: then when I asked them name one thing, they can't
Speaker 2: do it.
Speaker 8: Oh no, I can tell you a lot of things.
Speaker 8: My mental health is garbage. Oh the garbage. Relationships are garbage,
Speaker 8: or well, lack of relationships.
Speaker 2: Your social life is garbage. Why is your social life garbage?
Speaker 8: Partially it's my fault simply because I'm a hermit. I
Speaker 8: don't myself out there. Yeah, the main issue that is relationships.
Speaker 2: How old you me?
Speaker 8: I'm twenty six.
Speaker 2: Your main issue is relationships.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: What I found is that, well, okay, you're social. I
Speaker 2: feel like, look you, I feel like it's important to
Speaker 2: have friends before you have a significant other because I'm
Speaker 2: so like, you know, it's important to have your own
Speaker 2: life before you find a relationship. Because first of all,
Speaker 2: I was like, no, I don't think anyone. Here's the
Speaker 2: thing I think is that if you put yourself out
Speaker 2: there to try to date someone and you're like I
Speaker 2: need this, and you have this thing of like, look,
Speaker 2: I need this to work out because this is this
Speaker 2: is in my master plan to be the foundation upon
Speaker 2: which I build my entire life. This is scary proposition
Speaker 2: for a lot of people to accept. Does that make sense?
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, certainly.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I would put that on the back burner
Speaker 2: before you, you know, and try to figure the other
Speaker 2: stuff out first. So so you know, I'm not an expert.
Speaker 2: I don't know anything. I'm a dumb green man.
Speaker 8: But I don't have friends. You have a very slight
Speaker 8: to you. I'm just very I guess picky about who
Speaker 8: I hang out with and associate with.
Speaker 2: Interesting. Tell me about this picking is who? Tell me
Speaker 2: about why you're picky picky and what, Well, what are
Speaker 2: you qualifications?
Speaker 8: I know it's gonna sound awful, but I guess it's
Speaker 8: in the sense of are they worth my time? Is
Speaker 8: it going to be worth in testing myself in this person?
Speaker 8: Am I going to get something out of it? Not
Speaker 8: necessarily anything wrong? I guess, more like a dependable relationship,
Speaker 8: whether it be in a relationship or a friendship in
Speaker 8: the long term. If not, what's the purpose of being
Speaker 8: with them?
Speaker 2: Look, I don't I know you said that that's going
Speaker 2: to sound rough, but I actually think that that's very smart.
Speaker 8: Well you're the first person to say that, then, No, No,
Speaker 8: I think.
Speaker 2: I think it is. No, I actually think it is
Speaker 2: a smart play to make because a lot of people
Speaker 2: have friends that they don't like. Yeah, people are friends
Speaker 2: that they don't like because they don't make that play
Speaker 2: that you just described as saying, is this person worth
Speaker 2: my time? So they hang out with them just because
Speaker 2: like they just they never people have people they hung
Speaker 2: out with and they don't like and they never stopped
Speaker 2: to be like do actually, they never stopped to do
Speaker 2: what you just described and literally go is this person
Speaker 2: worth my time? And if you like hang out with someone,
Speaker 2: then they are, Yes, they are worth your time. Now,
Speaker 2: if you said to me, is this person worth my time?
Speaker 2: Because you know, can they get me a you know,
Speaker 2: a record deal or whatever, then I'd be like, then, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's stupid. But that's not the only thing. That's what
Speaker 2: you're doing. You're literally asking yourself as this person worth
Speaker 2: my time. I'm the first person that told you that that.
Speaker 2: What have other people been telling you.
Speaker 6: That?
Speaker 8: It's very pretentious. It kind of makes me seem like
Speaker 8: I'm a very hateful person, even though I'm really not.
Speaker 8: It does take me a while to warm up.
Speaker 11: To a certain person, but one, but I do.
Speaker 8: I'm kind of like, you know, I've known you my
Speaker 8: entire life, potentially, I don't think that.
Speaker 2: I don't think that. I don't I didn't get a
Speaker 2: sense of you're a hateful person from that. Oh no,
Speaker 2: don't listen. No, you know, I don't. Please, don't don't
Speaker 2: listen to anyone that tells you you're a hateful person,
Speaker 2: because you want to evaluate who you spend your You
Speaker 2: want to evaluate who you spend your time with instead
Speaker 2: of just blindly spend your time with anyone, because that's
Speaker 2: how because people have people have friends that they hate
Speaker 2: because of it.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, I mean, why waste your time. I mean,
Speaker 8: that's your time that you're wasting. And like the previous
Speaker 8: person said, it's very finite.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, life's just sure to not do what you're describing. Okay,
Speaker 2: so you're picking, but I mean that's good. So you
Speaker 2: have a few friends, so I'm assuming that whoever, And
Speaker 2: by the way, friendship I don't think should be measured
Speaker 2: in quantity. You said you have a few friends, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: I assume that.
Speaker 8: Because the ones that I actually depend on I know
Speaker 8: that I can turn to at a moment's crisis.
Speaker 2: That's wonderful. Some people don't even have that. I mean
Speaker 2: that's wonderful because all right, because you have such strong
Speaker 2: vetting systems in place, everyone that's left is someone that
Speaker 2: you're spending time that you truly enjoy. Spending time with
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I like that.
Speaker 8: For you, Well, thank you. It's nice to hear some
Speaker 8: validation on that for once instead of me making self doubt.
Speaker 2: Who tells you that, you know, but that's stupid.
Speaker 8: It's been people I'm associated with in the past, coworkers,
Speaker 8: which I know that you're not really supposed to take
Speaker 8: that to heart. I have had several family members tell
Speaker 8: me the same thing. For instance, my I guess my father,
Speaker 8: I guess it's who you want to associate or call
Speaker 8: that name by. He's always told me that I'll end
Speaker 8: up lonely just because of how ticky I am. And
Speaker 8: I'm like, but would it be worth spending the rest
Speaker 8: of your life with someone who does not make you
Speaker 8: happy just because you don't want to be lonely?
Speaker 2: Look, nah, dude, nah man, don't listen to don't listen
Speaker 2: to your father. If he's telling you that, ship.
Speaker 8: Definitely gonna be able to go to that a lot
Speaker 8: easier tonight.
Speaker 2: Okay. I'm glad. I'm glad because I can understand why
Speaker 2: people would think that that's pretentious. By I think it's smart.
Speaker 2: I think it's smart to be careful about who you
Speaker 2: spend time with. Yeah, listen, would you say your name
Speaker 2: was Bradley? Bradley? Look, good luck to you man. You
Speaker 2: have a wonder for us in the evening.
Speaker 8: Well, thank you. I will I'll tune.
Speaker 2: In again soon and roll Man, talk to you soon.
Speaker 8: You took.
Speaker 5: All from Diego, Diego?
Speaker 6: What's up?
Speaker 10: Get Go?
Speaker 2: How are you? Diego?
Speaker 3: I'm I'm good, dude. This is my first time seeing
Speaker 3: a stream. I finally committed and put it on, you know,
Speaker 3: wanted to see what was up in the full thing.
Speaker 2: And how and how did you how's it been going
Speaker 2: so far?
Speaker 3: It's been interesting, dude.
Speaker 17: You've got some.
Speaker 3: You've got some range.
Speaker 11: I like it.
Speaker 3: It's enticing, it's it's pretty nice.
Speaker 8: What I was life with you?
Speaker 2: Do you go have a question for you? Ask what
Speaker 2: can you do?
Speaker 3: I don't know, man, That's one of the many questions.
Speaker 3: And it comes down to what I wanted to ask
Speaker 3: you today because I'm I'm turning twenty seven in two days. Man,
Speaker 3: I I'm like doing work that I don't necessarily care about,
Speaker 3: but it's financially stated, and you know, the.
Speaker 17: Thoughts of just running away and just chasing dreams and
Speaker 17: all this just opens up all the questions and it's like, dude,
Speaker 17: how what can I do to like stop asking so
Speaker 17: many questions and start answering them?
Speaker 2: You know. Interesting, Okay, so you say, are you ask
Speaker 2: too many questions? Tell me? Tell me some of these
Speaker 2: questions you're asking.
Speaker 3: I don't know. Is it like should I should I
Speaker 3: move apartments because I've already been here long enough for something?
Speaker 3: Or should I drive around the country but now there's
Speaker 3: COVID and all this crap. Or should I change a
Speaker 3: job now? Or do I risk it with the blah
Speaker 3: blah blah. The list just starts going off, you know,
Speaker 3: and then it's like too much.
Speaker 2: M Let me ask you? So have you uh? I mean,
Speaker 2: what do you value? What do you want to do
Speaker 2: with your life? I'm sorry, ahead.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, go for it. You found up?
Speaker 6: You follow up?
Speaker 2: Well, I was gonna say, I found recently. I've been
Speaker 2: thinking about this lately. Is all these it's like very
Speaker 2: tangible decisions, right of should I drive across the country,
Speaker 2: should I do this? Should I do that? I feel
Speaker 2: like they get easier once you get a little bit
Speaker 2: less tangible in terms of thinking about what you want. Like,
Speaker 2: you know, I've decided I value three things, right, now
Speaker 2: in my own life, at least where I'm at in
Speaker 2: my own I mean, these values are elastic and the
Speaker 2: change as I, you know, get older or anything. But
Speaker 2: I've sort of decided like what I value what I
Speaker 2: want out of life right now in a very like intangible, general,
Speaker 2: non specific sense, and then my more specific decisions of
Speaker 2: should I do this, should I do that are a
Speaker 2: little bit easier because I make those decisions with those
Speaker 2: general values in mind. Does that make sense?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess, you know, make it more abstract so
Speaker 3: it's less you know, constricting, if you will.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So like this thing of I want to drive
Speaker 2: across the country. When you're thinking about what you want
Speaker 2: out of life in a general sense, if you've decided
Speaker 2: one of your core values is that in your life
Speaker 2: you would like adventure exactly.
Speaker 3: So yeah, I just want the experience. Yeah, I want
Speaker 3: an adventure. I want stories to tell later, you know.
Speaker 2: Of course, of course, then I think that once you've
Speaker 2: decided that that is something you want, I think you
Speaker 2: can make decisions with that in mind.
Speaker 14: Hm hmm.
Speaker 2: What kind of adventures do you want to go on?
Speaker 12: I want to I don't know, I want to chase music,
Speaker 12: you know, I want to chase the the weird scene
Speaker 12: of just meeting people at shows and different.
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's ever since I fell in level
Speaker 3: like the sixties seventies Gypsy Hit Bey Entourage. Feel it
Speaker 3: just brought me a lot of joy. And I just
Speaker 3: liked when people, I don't know, they just had it.
Speaker 3: Seems like they had less on their plate, so they
Speaker 3: just fucking went for it.
Speaker 2: You know what's on your plate right now?
Speaker 3: Well, I don't know, like, you know, keep the family
Speaker 3: in touch, the job, like trying to keep a normal
Speaker 3: social life, trying to have a healthy relationship, trying to
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm like over you know, overreaching
Speaker 3: myself or like you know, spreading little too like too
Speaker 3: little butter over too much bread type deal. But I
Speaker 3: feel like I don't know if it was me thinking
Speaker 3: that life was simpler in a time when I didn't
Speaker 3: even experience.
Speaker 6: But I don't know.
Speaker 3: I I guess I envy the people that somehow have
Speaker 3: the courage to really do drastic change.
Speaker 2: Well, I mean, what do you I mean, I don't
Speaker 2: know if I were you man, you know, and no
Speaker 2: one has you know. The real answers to these questions
Speaker 2: I'm just sort of thinking, Harry. But you know, if
Speaker 2: you were to work backwards and do that thing I'll
Speaker 2: talk about of defining what you want out of life. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you know, so like if you were like, Okay, for example,
Speaker 2: I'll use mine, like you know, I want to have adventures,
Speaker 2: build community and relationships and make things and be creative.
Speaker 2: And yeah, I try to leave my life based off
Speaker 2: of those three things and make sure I'm prioritizing doing
Speaker 2: things to serve those three things. And you know, if
Speaker 2: you look at your life and you look at what
Speaker 2: you value, are the things that you're doing matching up
Speaker 2: with with those values?
Speaker 6: H Yeah? I can do that?
Speaker 8: Should do?
Speaker 2: I feel like they are.
Speaker 3: And at some extent I think I'm giving too much
Speaker 3: or too little time to those like I don't do it.
Speaker 3: Out of my entire week, per se, maybe a third
Speaker 3: of it is spent doing what I actually.
Speaker 2: Like, What do you spend the majority of your time day?
Speaker 3: Well, like I said, you know mine to five, you know,
Speaker 3: keeping the house clean, the you know, the ritual single
Speaker 3: no no, no, no, no, not yet. And you know
Speaker 3: that's another question. It's like, oh, the should I be? Now?
Speaker 3: You know, I'm the only kid am I supposed to
Speaker 3: have already had. You know, it's it's just like a
Speaker 3: bombardment of questions. And I know I'm not supposed to
Speaker 3: judge myself, but it unless I'm like truly enjoying myself,
Speaker 3: say meditating or something where I'm completely like in them
Speaker 3: now and not getting boggled down, it's hard for me
Speaker 3: to try to go by the day without like having
Speaker 3: ten thousand questions in my mind.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 2: Ah, interesting, see, you know that I think a lot
Speaker 2: about the flow state. You know what the flow state is?
Speaker 3: Oh dude, I the flow At least for me, the
Speaker 3: flow is in the general section of a pit in
Speaker 3: the music when I'm completely just when you're yourself, you know,
Speaker 3: and everything's working and the night goes as planned.
Speaker 12: You know what you're doing, you know what you want.
Speaker 3: You know that you don't need more because whatever.
Speaker 11: You have there is enough.
Speaker 3: Like it's hard to extend that. And I guess I
Speaker 3: just envied people that made enough drastic change to guarantee
Speaker 3: that the most of their time is spent doing that,
Speaker 3: as opposed to it being a hobby for me or
Speaker 3: like a thing I have to wait for an event
Speaker 3: or something instead of no, this is my life m hm.
Speaker 3: And I think the adventure comes with that when you
Speaker 3: arrived to that point through the journey. But I guess
Speaker 3: what I'm saying is what you know, like and what
Speaker 3: you said was true. I guess I just need to
Speaker 3: take an honest, unbiased look of what I'm doing is
Speaker 3: actually aligning with what I want and move from there.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not an expert, but can I ask
Speaker 2: you a cup, what do you do for a living?
Speaker 14: Uh?
Speaker 3: I provide it service for like a like trading software,
Speaker 3: so it's like stop in brokerage and it's like interesting.
Speaker 2: And if I were you, I mean I would talk
Speaker 2: to your your significant other about this because that's a
Speaker 2: whole big thing. But yeah, look, if you feel.
Speaker 3: Like he's like make the changes, you know, start looking
Speaker 3: for jobs, and then I guess what stops is like
Speaker 3: you know, all the doubt of well.
Speaker 10: Is it a good decision to do this?
Speaker 3: In the pandemic? Are you should you do this? If
Speaker 3: you're this comfortable how you were?
Speaker 11: Like?
Speaker 3: Can you afford having to be less comfortable? It's like
Speaker 3: questions from everywhere, dude, that I would never come up
Speaker 3: with until they pop in my head.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean like financial financially. You know, what I
Speaker 2: would do is just look at everything that you spend
Speaker 2: money on and how much you can downgrade it. You know,
Speaker 2: can you live in a shittier place to save up
Speaker 2: more money so that you can quit your job and
Speaker 2: uh go travel and do what you want to do?
Speaker 2: And then you know, do you have the skills in
Speaker 2: an industry that like you can get a new one
Speaker 2: when you're done. And also, I still feel like you're
Speaker 2: pretty young. I know a lot of people say that
Speaker 2: twenty seven is old or whatever, but it's it's yeah, I.
Speaker 16: Can't tell if it's like a midlife or core crisis
Speaker 16: or whatever label you want to put it.
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 3: You know, it's like that's the main reason I wanted
Speaker 3: to call you today because I was like, well, I mean,
Speaker 3: I'm turning twenty seven. I might as well do this
Speaker 3: now before I get it the older.
Speaker 2: I think so too, especially since you don't have any
Speaker 2: fucking kids. If you like, if you were, if you were,
Speaker 2: if we were talking and you had kids, I were like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I have no idea. You're fucked, but you don't have kids.
Speaker 2: How amazing you don't have kids. I know you don't
Speaker 2: have kids, Do you have a mortgage, do you rent?
Speaker 2: Do you buy? Do you what I really is tying around?
Speaker 3: I guess myself, I guess that's what I mean. It's
Speaker 3: just me not making the moves.
Speaker 6: I guess.
Speaker 3: I don't know if it's just self doubt or just
Speaker 3: being too comfortable, or just because I think if I
Speaker 3: make a hard look in my life, most of the
Speaker 3: biggest change I was in the catalyst for I was
Speaker 3: just along for the ride and I had to learn how.
Speaker 6: To enjoy it.
Speaker 3: So I don't, you know, I don't know if I'm
Speaker 3: just too comfortable. So I guess I'm just looking for
Speaker 3: that drive, you know that, like I said, like the
Speaker 3: people back then, just fucking run for it.
Speaker 2: I mean, I look, I think you should do it.
Speaker 2: I think you should just go for it. I mean,
Speaker 2: because look, what's the worst second I don't have. I
Speaker 2: don't know sort of, I don't really know the books
Speaker 2: on your financial situation, but I mean I would just.
Speaker 16: Be like, you know, it's not I'm not saying that
Speaker 16: I'm you know, fucking in the rits or anything, but
Speaker 16: it's like, also, I've come to what.
Speaker 3: You just did not working out and then me trying
Speaker 3: something else. It's not that bad.
Speaker 2: You're not gonna die. You know, have kids if you
Speaker 2: had again, if you had if I if you had kids,
Speaker 2: you'd be But you don't have kids. You can, you
Speaker 2: can fail, you can. You know, you have room to.
Speaker 2: You're really only responsible for yourself right now. And look,
Speaker 2: if you have a long term thing and you're eventually
Speaker 2: gonna want kids, I feel like you're in the best
Speaker 2: position right now to do what you want to do.
Speaker 2: If I were you, I would go do it, you know.
Speaker 2: And you're not like a fucking you know, like I
Speaker 2: got friends who are like going to be in medical
Speaker 2: school for the rest of their fucking I know, dude, whatever,
Speaker 2: they can't do anything. But if you have an it job,
Speaker 2: you can. You can get a new one.
Speaker 4: Go do it.
Speaker 2: Do the thing. You're gonna die, man, I really think
Speaker 2: you go do the thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the thing. Man. Once existentialism comes in, it's
Speaker 3: like I don't know why I'm not doing it, so
Speaker 3: I don't do the thing. I just needed to hear diego, diego.
Speaker 2: I'll see you on the fucking road, my friend.
Speaker 11: Dude.
Speaker 3: I enjoyed it this very much. I hope you have
Speaker 3: a great night.
Speaker 2: I go, of course, I you on the road of
Speaker 2: the night.
Speaker 11: Peace brother.
Speaker 9: On the line Therapi get goes.
Speaker 2: Down his eye.
Speaker 9: Who's teaching you to how to live your life? But
Speaker 9: he's not really an expert.